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Barclay + +Release Date: July 31, 2010 [EBook #33309] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THROUGH THE POSTERN GATE *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + +Through the Postern Gate + +_A ROMANCE IN SEVEN DAYS_ + + + +By + +Florence L. Barclay + + +Author of + + "The Rosary," "The Mistress of Shenstone," + "The Following of the Star," etc + + + +London and New York + +G. P. Putnam's Sons + +1912 + + + + +146_th Thousand_ + + + + _Made and Printed in Great Britain by + The Camelot Press Limited, + Southampton._ + + + + +TO + +MY MOTHER + + + + +Contents + + +THE FIRST DAY + +THE STORY OF LITTLE BOY BLUE + + +THE SECOND DAY + +MISS CHARTERIS TAKES CONTROL + + +THE THIRD DAY + +THE BOY INVADES THE KITCHEN + + +THE FOURTH DAY + +CHRISTOBEL SIGNS HER NAME + + +THE FIFTH DAY + +GUY CHELSEA TAKES CONTROL + + +THE SIXTH DAY + +MISS ANN HAS "_MUCH_ TO SAY" + + +AN INTERLUDE + +"AS A DREAM, WHEN ONE AWAKETH" + + +THE SEVENTH DAY + +THE STONE IS ROLLED AWAY + + + + +THE FIRST DAY + +THE STORY OF LITTLE BOY BUTE + +"But it was not your niece! It was always you I wanted," said the Boy. + +He lay back, in a deep wicker chair, under the old mulberry-tree. He +had taken the precaution of depositing his cup and saucer on the soft +turf beneath his chair, because he knew that, under the stress of +sudden emotion, china--especially the _best_ china--had a way of flying +off his knee. And there was no question as to the exquisite quality of +the china on the dainty tea-table over which Miss Christobel Charteris +presided. + +The Boy had watched her pouring the tea into those pretty rose-leaf +cups, nearly every afternoon during the golden two weeks just over. He +knew every movement of those firm white hands, so soft, yet so strong +and capable. + +The Boy used to stand beside her, ready to hand Mollie's cup, as +punctiliously as if a dozen girls had been sitting in the old garden, +waiting to be quickly served by the only man. + +The Boy enjoyed being the only man. Also he had quite charming +manners. He never allowed the passing of bread-and-butter to interfere +with the flow of conversation; yet the bread-and-butter was always +within reach at the precise moment you wanted it, though the Boy's +bright eyes were fixed just then in keenest interest on the person who +happened to be speaking, and not a point of the story, or a word of the +remark, was missed either by him or by you. + +He used to watch the Aunt's beautiful hands very closely; and at last, +every time he looked at them, his brown eyes kissed them. The Boy +thought this was a delightful secret known only to himself. But one +day, when he was bending over her, holding his own cup while she filled +it, the Aunt suddenly said: "Don't!" It was so startling and +unexpected, that the cup almost flew out of his hand. The Boy might +have said: "Don't _what_?" which would have put the Aunt in a +difficulty, because it would have been so very impossible to explain. +But he was too honest. He at once _didn't_, and felt a little shy for +five minutes; then recovered, and hugged himself with a fearful joy at +the thought that she had _known_ his eyes had kissed her dear beautiful +hands; then stole a look at her calm face, so completely unmoved in its +classic beauty, and thought he must have been mistaken; only--what on +earth else could she have said "Don't!" about, at that moment? + +But Mollie was there, then; so no explanations were possible. Now at +last, thank goodness, Mollie had gone, and his own seven days had +begun. This was the first day; and he was going to tell her +everything. There was absolutely nothing he would not be able to tell +her. The delight of this fairly swept the Boy off his feet. He had +kept on the curb so long; and he was not used to curbs of any kind. + +He lay back, his hands behind his head, and watched the Aunt's kind +face, through half-closed lids. His brown eyes were shining, but very +soft. When the Aunt looked at them, she quickly looked away. + +"How could you think the attraction would be gone?" he said. "It was +always you, I wanted, not your niece. Good heavens! How can you have +thought it was Mollie, when it was _you_--YOU, just only you, all the +time?" + +The Aunt raised her beautiful eyebrows and looked him straight in the +face. + +"Is this a proposal?" she asked, quietly. + +"Of course it is," said the Boy; "and jolly hard it has been, having to +wait two whole weeks to make it. I want you to marry me, Christobel. +I dare say you think me a cheeky young beggar to suggest it, point +blank. But I want you to give me seven days; and, in those seven days, +I am going to win you. Then it will seem to you, as it does to me, the +only possible thing to do." + +His brown eyes were wide open now; and the glory of the love shining +out from them dazzled her. She looked away. + +Then the swift colour swept over the face which all Cambridge +considered classic in its stern strong beauty, and she laughed; but +rather breathlessly. + +"You amazing boy!" she said. "Do you consider it right to take away a +person's breath, in this fashion? Or are you trying to be funny?" + +"I have no designs on your breath," said the Boy; "and it is my +misfortune, but not my fault, if I seem funny." Then he sat forward in +his chair, his elbows on his knees, and both brown hands held out +towards her. "I want you to understand, dear," he continued, +earnestly, "that I have said only a very little of all I have to say. +But I hope that little is to the point; and I jolly well mean it." + +The Aunt laughed again, and swung the toe of her neat brown shoe; a +habit she had, when trying to appear more at ease than she felt. + +"It is certainly to the point," she said. "There can be no possible +doubt about that. But are you aware, dear boy, that I have been +assiduously chaperoning you and my niece, during the past two weeks; +and watching, with the affectionate interest of a middle-aged relative, +the course of true love running with satisfactory and unusual +smoothness?" + +The Boy ignored the adjectives and innuendoes, and went straight to the +point. He always had a way of ignoring all side issues or carefully +introduced irrelevancy. It made him a difficult person to deal with, +if the principal weapon in your armoury was elaborate argument. + +"Why did you say 'Don't'?" asked the Boy. + +The Aunt fell at once into the unintentional trap. She dropped her +calmly amused manner and answered hurriedly, while again the swift +colour flooded her face: "Boy dear, I hardly know. It was something +you did, which, for a moment, I could not quite bear. Something passed +from you to me, too intimate, too sweet, to be quite right. I said +'Don't,' as involuntarily as one would say 'Don't' to a threatened +blow." + +"It wasn't a blow," said the Boy, tenderly. "It was a kiss. Every +time I looked at your dear beautiful hand, lifting the silver teapot, I +kissed it. Didn't you feel it was a kiss?" + +"No; I only felt it was unusual; something I could not understand; and +I did not like it. Therefore I said 'Don't.'" + +"But you admit it was sweet?" persisted the Boy. + +"Exactly," replied the Aunt; "quite incomprehensibly sweet. And I do +not like things I cannot comprehend; especially with amazing boys +about!" + +"Didn't you know it was love?" asked the Boy, softly. + +"No," replied the Aunt, emphatically; "most certainly, I did not." + +The Boy got up, and came and knelt beside the arm of her chair. + +"It was love," he said, his lips very close to the soft waves of her +hair. + +"Go back to your seat at once," said the Aunt, sternly. + +The Boy went. + +"And where does poor Mollie come in, in all this?" inquired the Aunt, +with some asperity. + +"Mollie?" said the Boy, complacently. "Oh, Mollie understood all +right. She loves Phil, you know; intends to stick to him, and knows +you will back her. The last part of the time, I brought her notes from +Phil, every day. Don't be angry, dear. You would have done it +yourself, if Mollie and Phil had got hold of you, and implored you to +be a go-between. You remember the day we invaded the kitchen to see +how Martha made those little puffy buns--you know--the explosives? You +pinch them in the middle, and they burst into hundreds and thousands of +little pieces. Jolly things for a stiff +stand-up-in-a-crowd-and-all-hold-your-own-cups kind of drawing-room +party; what we used to call 'a Perpendicular' in my Cambridge days. I +suppose they still keep up the name. Fancy those little buns exploding +all over the place; and when you try to pick up the fragments, they go +into simply millions of crumbs, between your agitated fingers and +anxious thumb!" + +The Boy slapped his knee in intense enjoyment, and momentarily lost the +thread of the conversation. The Aunt's mind was not sufficiently +detached to feel equal to a digression into peals of laughter over this +vision of the explosive buns. She wanted to find out how much Mollie +knew. When the Boy had finished rocking backwards and forwards in his +chair, she suggested, tentatively: "You went to the kitchen--?" + +"Oh, yes," said the Boy, recovering. "We went to the kitchen to watch +Martha make them, and to get the recipe. You see Mollie wanted them +for her father's clerical 'at homes.' Oh, I say--fancy! The +archdeacons and curates, the rectors and vicars, all standing in a +solemn crowd on the Bishop's best velvet-pile carpet; then Mollie, so +demure, handing round the innocent-looking little buns; and, hey +presto! the pinching begins, and the explosions, and the hopeless +attempts to gather up the fragments!" + +The Boy nearly went off again; but he suddenly realized that the Aunt +was not amused, and pulled himself together. + +"Well, we stopped on the way to the kitchen for mutual confidences. It +was not easy, bounded as we were by you on the one side, and Martha on +the other. We had to whisper. I dare say you thought we were kissing +behind the door, but we jolly well weren't! She told me about Phil; +and I told her--oh, I told her _something_ of what I am trying to tell +you. Just enough to make her understand; so that we could go ahead, +and play the game fair, all round. She was awfully glad, because she +said: 'I have long feared my dear beautiful Aunt would marry an +ichthyosaurus.' I asked her what the--what the--I mean, what on earth +the meaning of that was? And she said: 'An old fossil.'" + +Again the swift flush swept over the calm face. But this time the Aunt +went off, intentionally, on a side issue. + +"I have heard you say 'What the deuce' before now, Boy. But I am glad +you appear to realize, judging by your laboured efforts to suppress +them, that these expressions shock me." + +She looked at him, quizzically, through half-closed lids; but the Boy +was wholly earnest. + +"Well, you see," he said, "I am trying most awfully hard to be, in +every respect, just what you would wish the man who loves you should +be." + +"Oh, you dear boy," said Christobel Charteris, a flood of sudden +feeling softening her face; "I must make you understand that I cannot +possibly take you seriously. I shall have to tell you a story no one +has ever heard before; a tender little story of a long-ago past. I +must tell you the story of my Little Boy Blue. Wait here a few +moments, while I go indoors and give orders that we are not to be +disturbed." + +Rising, she passed up the lawn to the little white house. The Boy's +eyes followed her, noting with pride and delight the tall athletic +figure, fully developed, gracious in its ample lines, yet graceful in +the perfect swing of the well-poised walk. During all his college +years he had known that walk; admired that stately figure. He had been +in the set which called her "Juno" and "The Goddess"; which crowded to +the clubs if there was a chance of watching her play tennis. And now, +during two wonderful weeks, he had been admitted, a welcomed guest, to +this little old-world oasis, bounded by high red-brick walls, where she +dwelt and ruled. Quiet, sunny, happy hours he had spent in the hush of +the old garden, strolling up and down the long narrow velvet turf, +beneath the spreading trees, from the green postern gate in the +right-hand corner of the bottom wall, to the flight of stone steps +leading up to the garden-door of the little white house. + +The Boy knew, by now, exactly what he wanted. He wanted to marry +Christobel Charteris. + +He must have been rather a brave boy. He looked very youthful and slim +as he lay back in his chair, watching the stately proportions of the +woman on whom he had set his young heart; very slight and boyish, in +his silver-grey suit, with lavender tie, and buttonhole of violas. The +Boy was very particular about his ties and buttonholes. They always +matched. This afternoon, for the first time, he had arrived without a +buttonhole. In the surprise and pleasure of his unexpected appearance, +the Aunt had moved quickly down the sunlit lawn to meet and greet him. + +Mollie had departed, early that morning. Her final words at the +railway station, as her impish little face smiled farewell from the +window of her compartment, had been: "Mind, Auntie dear, no mistake +about Guy Chelsea! He's a charming fellow; and thank you ever so much +for giving me such a good time with him. But you can report to Papa, +that Guy Chelsea, _and_ his beautiful properties, _and_ his prospective +peerage, _and_ his fifty thousand a year, _and_ his motor-cars, _and_ +his flying-machines, are absolutely powerless to tempt me away from my +allegiance to Phil. Beside, it so happens, Guy himself is altogether +in love with SOME ONE ELSE." + +The train having begun to move at the words "You can report to Papa," +Mollie finished the remainder of the sentence in a screaming crescendo, +holding on to her hat with one hand, and waving a tiny lace +pocket-handkerchief, emphatically, with the other. Even then, the Aunt +lost most of the sentence, and disbelieved the rest. The atmosphere of +love had been so unmistakable during those two weeks; the superabundant +overflow had even reached herself more than once, with an almost +startling thrill of emotion. + +The Boy had been so full of vivid, glowing _joie-de-vivre_, radiating +fun and gaiety around him. + +In their sets of tennis, played on her own court across the lane at the +bottom of the garden, when she could beat him easily were he +handicapped by partnership with Mollie; but in genuine singles, when +Mollie had tactfully collapsed on to a seat and declared herself +exhausted, his swift agility counterbalanced her magnificent service, +and they were so evenly matched that each game proved a keen delight---- + +In the quiet teas beneath the mulberry tree, where the incomprehensible +atmosphere of unspoken tenderness gilded the light words and laughter, +as sunlight touches leaf and flower to gold---- + +At the cosy dinners, to which they sometimes asked him, sitting in the +garden afterwards in the moonlight; when he would tell them thrilling +tales of aviation, describing his initial flights, hairbreadth escapes; +the joys of rapid soaring; the dangers of cross-currents, broken +propellers, or twisted steering-gear---- + +On all these occasions, the Boy--with his enthusiasm, his fun, and his +fire--had been the life of the happy trio. + +During those evenings, in the moonlight, when he started off on +airships, one heart stood still very often while the Boy talked; but it +stood still, silently. It was Mollie who clasped her hands and +implored him never to fly again; then, in the next breath, begged him +to take her as a passenger, on the first possible occasion. + +Happy days! But Mollie was the attraction; therefore, with Mollie's +departure, they would naturally come to an end. + +The Boy had not asked if he might come again; and, for the moment, she +forgot that the Boy rarely asked for what he wanted. He usually took +it. + +She had a lonely luncheon; spent the afternoon over letters and +accounts, picking up the dull threads of things laid aside during the +gay holiday time. + +It was not the Professor's day for calling. She was alone until four. +Then she went out and sat under the mulberry. The garden was very +quiet. The birds' hour of silence was barely over. + +Jenkins, the butler, had been sent into the town, so Martha brought out +tea; as ample, as carefully arranged, as ever; and--cups for two! + +"Why two cups, Martha?" queried Miss Charteris, languidly. + +"Maybe there'll be a visitor," said Martha in grim prophetic tones. +Then her hard old face relaxed and creased into an unaccustomed smile. +"Maybe there is a visitor," she added, softly; for at that moment the +postern gate banged, and they saw the Boy coming up the garden, in a +shaft of sunlight. + +The Aunt walked quickly to meet him. His arrival was so unexpected; +and she had been so lonely, and so dull. + +"How nice of you," she said; "with the Attraction gone. But Martha +seems to have had a premonition of your coming. She has just brought +out tea, most suggestively arranged for two. How festive you are, Boy! +Why this wedding attire? Are you coming from, or going to, a function? +No? Then don't you want tennis after tea--a few good hard sets; just +we two, unhandicapped by our dear little Mollie?" + +"No," said the Boy; "talk, please, to-day; just we two, unhandicapped +by our dear little Mollie. Talk please; not tennis." + +He paused beside the border, full of mauve and purple flowers. "How +jolly those little what-d'-you-call-'ems look, in the sunshine," he +said. + +Then the Aunt noticed that he wore no buttonhole, and that his tie was +lavender. She picked four of her little violas, and pinned them into +his coat. + +"Boy dear," she said, "you are a dandy in the matter of ties and +buttonholes; only it is so essentially _you_, that one rather enjoys +it. But this is the first day I have known you to arrive without one, +and have need to fall back upon my garden." + +"It _is_ a first day," said the Boy, dropping into step with her, as +she moved toward the mulberry tree. "It starts a new régime, in the +matter of buttonholes, and--other things. I am going to have seven +days, and this is the first." + +"Really?" smiled the Aunt, amused at the Boy's intense seriousness. "I +am flattered that you should spend a portion of 'the first day' with +me. Let us have tea, and then you shall tell me why seven days; and +where you mean to pass them." + +The Boy was rather silent during tea. The Aunt, trying to read his +mind, thought at first that he regretted his flannels, and the chance +of tennis; then that he was missing Mollie. Whereupon the Aunt +repeated her remark that it was nice of him to come, now the Attraction +was no longer there. + +This gave him the cue for which he waited. His cup was empty, and +safely on the grass. The floodgates of the Boy's pent-up love and +longing burst open; the unforgettable words, "It was always you I +wanted," were spoken; and now he waited for her, under the mulberry +tree. She had something to tell him; but, whatever it might be, it +could not seriously affect the situation. _He_ had told _her_--that +was the great essential. He would win her in seven days. Already she +knew just what he wanted--a big step for the first day. He looked up, +and saw her coming. + +She had regained her usual calm. Her eyes were very kind. She smiled +at the Boy, gently. + +She took her seat in a low basket-work chair. He had leapt to his +feet. She motioned him to another, just opposite hers. She was +feeling rather queenly. Unconsciously her manner became somewhat +regal. The Boy enjoyed it. He knew he was bent upon winning a queen +among women. + +"I am going to tell you a story," she said. + +"Yes?" said the Boy. + +"It is about my Little Boy Blue." + +"Yes?" + +"_You_ were my Little Boy Blue." + +"I?" + +"Yes; twenty years ago." + +"Then I was six," said the Boy, quite unperturbed. + +"We were staying at Dovercourt, on the east coast. Our respective +families had known each other. I used to watch you playing on the +shore. You were a very tiny little boy." + +"I dare say I was quite a nice little boy," said the Boy, complacently. + +"Indeed you were; quite sweet. You wore white flannel knickers, and a +little blue coat." + +"I dare say it was quite a nice little coat," said the Boy, "and I hope +my womenfolk had the tact to call it a 'blazer.'" + +"It was a dear little coat--I should say 'blazer,'" said the Aunt; "and +I called you my 'Little Boy Blue.' You also had a blue flannel cap, +which you wore stuck on the back of your curls. I spoke to you twice, +Little Boy Blue." + +"Did you?" he said, and his brown eyes were tender. "Then no wonder I +feel I have loved you all my life." + +"Ah, but wait until you hear my story! The first time I spoke to you, +it happened thus. Your nurse sat high up on the beach, in the long +line of nurses, gossiping and doing needlework. You took your little +spade and bucket, and marched away, all by yourself, to a breakwater; +and there you built a splendid sand castle. I sat on the breakwater, +higher up, and watched you. You took immense pains; you overcame +stupendous difficulties; and every time your little cap fell off, you +picked it up, dusted off the sand with the sleeve of your little blue +coat, and stuck it on the back of your curly head again. You were very +sweet, Little Boy Blue. I can see you now." + +The Aunt paused, and let her eyes dwell upon the Boy in appreciative +retrospection. If he felt this something of an ordeal, he certainly +showed no signs of it. Not for a moment did his face lose its +expression of delighted interest. + +"Presently," continued the Aunt, "your castle and courtyard finished, +you made a little cannon in the centre of the courtyard, for defence. +Then you looked around for a cannon-ball. This was evidently a weighty +matter, and indeed it turned out to be such. You stood your spade +against the breakwater; placed your bucket beside it; readjusted your +little cap, and trotted off almost to the water's edge. Your +conception of the size of your castle and cannon must have become +magnified with every step of those small sturdy feet, for, arrived at +the water, you found a huge round stone nearly as large as your own +little head. This satisfied you completely, but you soon found you +could not carry it in your hands. You spent a moment in anxious +consideration. Then you took off your little blue coat, spread it upon +the sand, rolled the cannon-ball upon it, tied the sleeves around it, +picked up the hem and the collar, hoisted the heavy stone, and +proceeded slowly and with difficulty up the shore. Every moment it +seemed as if the stone must fall, and crush the bare toes of my Little +Boy Blue. So I flew to the rescue. + +"'Little Boy Blue,' I said, 'may I help you to carry your stone?' + +"You paused, and looked up at me. I doubt if you had breath to answer +while you were walking. Your little face was flushed and damp with +exertion; the blue cap was almost off; you had sand on your eyebrows, +and sand on your little straight nose. But you looked at me with an +expression of indomitable courage and pride, and you said: 'Fanks; but +I always does my own cawwying.' With that you started on, and I fell +behind--rebuffed!" + +"Surly little beast!" ejaculated the Boy. + +"Not at all," said the Aunt. "I won't have my Little Boy Blue called +names! He showed a fine independence of spirit. Now hear what +happened next. + +"Little Boy Blue had almost reached his castle, with his somewhat +large, but otherwise suitable, cannon-ball, when his nurse, glancing up +from her needlework, perceived him staggering along in his +shirt-sleeves, and also saw the use to which he was putting his flannel +coat. She threw aside the blue over-all she was making, rushed down +the shore, calling my Little Boy Blue every uncomplimentary compound +noun and adjective which entered her irate and flurried mind; seized +the precious stone, unwound the little jacket, flung the stone away, +shook out the sand and seaweed, and straightened the twisted sleeves. +Then she proceeded to shake the breath out of my Little Boy Blue's +already rather breathless little body; put on the coat, jerked him up +the shore, and plumped him down with his back to the sea and his +castle, to sit in disgrace and listen, while she told the assembled +nurses what a 'born _h_imp of _h_evil' he was! I could have slain that +woman! And I knew my little Boy Blue had no dear mother of his own. I +wanted to take him in my arms, smooth his tumbled curls, and comfort +him. And all this time he had not uttered a sound. He had just +explained to me that he always did his own carrying, and evidently he +had learned to bear his childish sorrows in silence. I watched the +little disconsolate blue back, usually so gaily erect, now round with +shame and woe. Then I bethought me of something I could do. I made +quite sure he was not peeping round. Then I went and found the chosen +stone, and it was heavy indeed! I carried it to the breakwater, and +deposited it carefully within the courtyard of the castle. Then I sat +down behind the breakwater, on the other side, and waited. I felt sure +Little Boy Blue would come back for his spade and bucket. + +"Presently the nurses grew tired of bullying him. The strength of his +quiet non-resistance proved greater than their superior numbers and +brute force. Also his intelligent little presence was, undoubtedly, a +check upon their gossip. So he was told he might go; I conclude, on +the understanding that he should 'be a good boy' and carry no more +'nasty heavy stones.' I saw him rise and shake the dust of the nurses' +circle off his little feet! Then he pushed back his curls, and, +without looking to the right or to the left, trotted straight to his +castle. I wondered he did not glance, however hopelessly, in the +supposed direction of the desired stone. But, no! He came gaily on; +and the light of a great expectation shone in his brown eyes. + +"When he reached the breakwater, and found his castle, there--safely in +the courtyard--reposed the mighty cannon-ball. He stood still a +moment, looking at it; and his cheeks went very pink. Then he pulled +off his little cap, and turned his radiant face up to the blue sky, +flecked with fleeting white clouds. And--'Fank de Lord,' said my +Little Boy Blue." + +There were unconcealed tears in the Aunt's kind eyes, and she +controlled her quiet voice with difficulty. But the glory of a great +gladness had come over the Boy. Without as yet explaining itself in +words, it rang in his voice and laughter. + +"I remember," he said. "Why, of course I remember! Not you, worse +luck; but being lugged up the shore, and fearing I had lost my +cannon-ball. And, you know, as quite a tiny chap, I had formed a habit +of praying about all my little wants and woes. I sometimes think, how +amused the angels must have been when my small petitions arrived. +There was a scarecrow, in a field, I prayed for, regularly, every +night, for weeks. I had been struck by the fact that it looked lonely. +Then I seriously upset the theology of the nursery, by passing through +a course of persistent and fervent prayer for Satan. It appeared as an +obvious logical conclusion to my infant mind: that if the person +who--according to nurse--spent all his time in going about making +everybody naughty, could himself become good, all naughtiness would +cease. Also, that anybody must be considered as 'past praying for,' +was an idea which nearly broke my small heart With rage and misery, +when it was first crudely forced upon me. I think the arch-fiend must +have turned away, silent and nonplussed, if he ever chanced to pass by, +while a very tiny boy was kneeling up in his crib, pleading with +tearful earnestness: 'Please God, bless poor old Satan; make him good +an' happy; an' take him back to heaven.' But it used to annoy nurse +considerably, when she came into the same prayer, with barely a comma +between." + +"Oh, my Little Boy Blue!" cried the Aunt. "Why was I not your mother!" + +"Thank goodness, you were not!" said the Boy, imperturbably. "I don't +want you for a mother, dear. I want you for my wife." + +"So you had prayed about the stone?" remarked the Aunt, hurriedly. + +"Yes. While seated there in disgrace, I said: 'Please God, let an +angel find my cannon-ball, which howwid old nurse fwowed away. An' let +the angel cawwy it safe to the courtyard of my castle.' And I was not +at all surprised to find it there; merely very glad. So you see, +Christobel, you were my guardian angel twenty years ago. No wonder I +feel I have known and loved you, all my life." + +"Wait until you hear the rest of my story, Little Boy Blue. But I can +testify that you were not surprised. Your brown eyes were simply +shining with faith and expectation, as you trotted down the shore. +But--who said you might call me 'Christobel'?" + +"No one," replied the Boy. "I thought of it myself. It seemed so +perfect to be able to say it on the first of my seven days. And, if +you consider, I have never called you 'Miss Charteris.' You always +seemed to me much too splendid to be 'Miss' anything. One might as +well say 'Miss Joan of Arc' or 'Miss Diana of the Ephesians.' But of +course I won't call you 'Christobel' if you would rather not." + +"You quite absurd boy!" said the Aunt, laughing. "Call me anything you +like--just for your seven days. But you have not yet told me the +meaning or significance of these seven days." + +The Boy sat forward, eagerly. + +"It's like this," he said. "I have always loved the story of how the +army of Israel marched round Jericho during seven days. It appeals to +me. The well-garrisoned, invincible city, with its high walls and +barred gates. The silent, determined army, marching round it, once +every day. Apparently nothing was happening; but, in reality, their +faith, enthusiasm, and will-power were undermining those mighty walls. +And on the seventh day, when they marched round seven times to the +blast of the priestly trumpets; at the seventh time, the ordeal of +silence was over; leave was given to the great silent host to shout. +So the rams' horns sounded a louder blast than ever; and then, with all +the pent-up enthusiasm born of those seven days of silent marching, the +people shouted! Down fell the walls of Jericho, and up the conquerors +went, right into the heart of the citadel.... _I_ am prepared to march +round in silence, during seven days; but on the seventh day, Jericho +will be taken." + +"_I_ being Jericho, I conclude," remarked the Aunt, dryly. "I cannot +say I have particularly noticed the silence. But that part of the +programme would be decidedly dull; so we will omit it, and say, from +the first: 'little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn!'" + +"I shall blow it all right, on the seventh day," said the Boy, "and +when I do, you will hear it." + +He got up, came across, and knelt by the arm of her chair. + +"I shall walk right up into the heart of the citadel," he said, "when +the gates fly open, and the walls fall down; and there I shall find +you, my Queen; and together we shall 'inherit the kingdom.' O dear +unconquered Citadel! O beautiful, golden kingdom! Don't you wish it +was the seventh day _now_, Christobel?" + +His mouth looked so sweet, as he bent over her and said "Christo_bel_," +with a queer little accent on the final syllable, that the Aunt felt +momentarily dizzy. + +"Go back to your chair, at once, Boy," she whispered. + +And he went. + +Neither spoke a word, for some minutes. The Boy lay back, watching the +mysterious moving of the mulberry leaves. The triumphant happiness in +his face was a rather breathless thing to see. It made you want to +hear a great orchestra burst into the Hallelujah Chorus. + +The Aunt watched the Boy, and wondered whether she must tell him about +the Professor, before the seventh day; and what he would say, when she +did tell him; and how Jericho would feel when the army of Israel, with +silent trumpets and banners drooping, marched disconsolate away, +leaving its walls still standing; its gates still barred. Poor walls, +supposed to be so mighty! Already they were trembling. If the Boy had +not been so chivalrously obedient, he could have broken into the +citadel, five minutes ago. Did he know? .... She looked at his +radiant face.... Yes; he knew. There were not many things the Boy did +not know. She must not allow the seven days, even though she could +absolutely trust his obedience and his chivalry. She must tell him the +rest of the story, and send him away to-day. Poor invading army, shorn +of its glad triumph! Poor Jericho, left desolate! It was decidedly +unusual to be compared to Jericho, and Diana of the Ephesians, and Joan +of Arc, all in the same conversation; and it was rather funny to enjoy +it. But then most things which happened by reason of the Boy _were_ +funny and unusual. He would always come marching 'as an army with +banners.' The Professor would drive up to Jericho in a fly, and knock +a decorous rat-tat on the gate. Would the walls tremble at that knock? +Alas, alas! They had never trembled yet. Would they ever tremble +again, save for the march-past of the Boy? Would the gates ever really +fly open, except to the horn-blast of little Boy Blue? ... The Aunt +dared not think any longer. She felt she must take refuge in immediate +action. + +"Boy dear," she said, in her most maternal voice, "come down from the +clouds, and listen to me. I want to tell you the rest of the story of +my Little Boy Blue." + +He sprang up, and came and sat on the grass at her feet. All the Boy's +movements were so bewilderingly sudden. They were over and done, +before you had time to consider whether or no you intended to allow +them. But this new move was quite satisfactory. He looked less big +and manly, down on the grass; and she _really_ felt maternal, with his +curly head so close to her knee. She even ventured to put out a cool +motherly hand and smooth the hair back from his forehead, as she began +to speak. She had intended to touch it only once--just to accentuate +the fact of her motherliness--but it was the sort of soft thick hair +which seemed meant for the gentle passing through it of a woman's +fingers. And the Boy seemed to like it, for he gave one long sigh of +content, and leaned his head against her knee. + +"Now I must tell you," said the Aunt, "of the only other time when I +ventured to speak to my Little Boy Blue. He had come to his favourite +place beside the breakwater. The tide had long ago swept away castle, +courtyard, and cannon; but the cannon-ball was still there. It partook +of the nature of 'things that remain.' Heavy stones usually do! When I +peeped over the breakwater, Little Boy Blue was sitting on the sand. +His sturdy legs were spread wide. His bare toes looked like ten little +pink sea-shells. Between his small brown knees, he had planted his +bucket. His right hand wielded a wooden spade, on the handle of which +was writ large, in blue pencil: _Master Guy Chelsea_. He was bent upon +filling his bucket with sand. But the spade being long, and the bucket +too close to him--(Boy, leave my shoe alone! It does not require +attention)--most of the sand missed the bucket, and went over himself. +I heard him sigh rather wearily, and say 'Blow!' in a tired little +voice. I leaned over the breakwater. 'Little Boy Blue,' I said, 'may +I play with you, and help you to fill your bucket with sand?' + +"Little Boy Blue looked up. His curls, his eyebrows, his long dark +eyelashes were full of sand. There was sand on his little straight +nose. But no amount of sand could detract from the dignity of his +little face, or weaken its stern decision. He laid down his spade, put +up a damp little hand, and, lifting his blue cap to me, said: 'Fanks; +but I don't like girls.' Oh, Master Guy Chelsea, how you snubbed me!" + +The Boy's broad shoulders shook with laughter, but he captured the hand +still smoothing his hair; and, drawing it down to his lips, kissed it +gently, back and palm, and then each finger. + +"Poor kind-hearted, well-meaning little girl," he said. "But she must +admit, little girls of seven are not always attractive to small boys of +six." + +"I was not seven," said the Aunt, with portentous emphasis. "Leave go +of my hand, Boy, and listen. _When you were six, I was sixteen_." + +This bomb of the Aunt's was received with a moment's respectful +silence, as befitted the discharge of her principal field-piece. Then +the Boy's gay voice said: + +"And what of that, dear? When I was six, you were sixteen. When I was +twenty, you were twenty-nine----" + +"Thirty, Boy; thirty! Be accurate. And now--you are twenty-six, and I +am getting on towards forty----" + +"Thirty-six, dear, thirty-six! Be accurate!" pleaded the Boy. + +"And when you are forty, I shall be fifty; and when you are fifty, +Boy--only fifty; a man is in his prime at fifty--I shall be sixty." + +"And when I am eighty," said the Boy, "you will be ninety--an old lady +is in her prime at ninety. What a charming old couple we shall be! I +wonder if we shall still play tennis. I think quite the jolliest thing +to do, when we are very _very_ old--quite decrepit, you know--will be +to stay at Folkestone, and hire two bath-chairs, with nice active old +men to draw them; ancient, of course, but they would seem young +compared to us; and then make them race on the Leas, a five-pound note +to the winner, to insure them really galloping. We would start at the +most crowded time, when the band was playing, and race in and out among +lots of other bath-chairs going slowly, and simply terrified at us. +Let's be sure and remember to do it, Christobel, sixty years from +to-day. Have you a pocket-book? I shall be a gay young person of +eighty-six, and you----" + +"Boy dear," she said, bending over him, with a catch in her voice; "you +_must_ be serious and listen. When I have said that which I must say, +you will understand directly that it is no use having your seven days. +It will be better and wiser to raise the siege at once, and march away. +Listen! ... Hush, stay perfectly still. No; I can say what I am going +to say more easily if you don't look at me.... Please, Boy; +_please_.... I told you my 'Little Boy Blue stories' to make you +realize how very much older I am than you. I was practically grown up, +when you were still a dear delightful baby. I could have picked you up +in my arms and carried you about. Oh, _cannot_ you see that, however +much I loved him--perhaps I should rather say: just _because_ I love +him, because I have always wanted to help him carry his heavy stones; +make the best of his life, and accomplish manfully the tasks he sets +himself to do--I could not possibly marry my Little Boy Blue? I could +not, oh I _could_ not, let him tie his youth and brightness to a woman, +staid and middle-aged, who might almost be his mother!" + +The earnest, anxious voice, eager in its determined insistence, ceased. + +The Boy sat very still, his head bent forward, his brown hands clasping +his knees. Then suddenly he knelt up beside her, leaned over the arm +of her chair, and looked into her eyes. There was in his face such a +tender reverence of adoration, that the Aunt knew she need not be +afraid to have him so near. This was holy ground. She put from off +her feet the shoes of doubt and distrust; waiting, in perfect calmness, +to hear what he had to say. + +"Dear," murmured the Boy, tenderly, "your little stories might possibly +have had the effect you intended--specially the place where you paused +and gazed at me as if you saw me still with sand upon my nose, and ten +pink toes like sea-shells! That was calculated to make any chap feel +youngish, and a bit shy. Wasn't it? Yes; they might have told the way +you meant, were it not for one dear sentence which overshadows all the +rest. You said just now: 'I knew my little Boy Blue had no mother. I +wanted to take him in my arms, smooth his curls, and comfort him.' +Christobel, that dear wish of yours was a gift you then gave to your +Little Boy Blue. You can't take it away now, because he has grown +bigger. He still has no mother, no sisters, no near relations in the +world. That all holds good. Can you refuse him the haven, the help, +the comfort you would have given him then, now--when at last he is old +enough to know and understand; to turn to them, in grateful worship and +wonder? Would you have me marry a girl as feather-brained, as +harum-scarum, as silly as I often am myself? You suggest Mollie; but +the Boy Blue of to-day agrees with his small wise self of twenty years +ago and says: 'Fanks, but I don't like girls!' Oh, Christobel, I want +a woman's love, a woman's arms, a woman's understanding tenderness! +You said, just now, you wished you had been my mother. Does not the +love of the sort of wife a fellow really wants, have a lot of the +mother in it too? I've been filled with such a glory, Christobel, +since you admitted what you felt for your Little Boy Blue because I +seemed to know, somehow, that having once felt it, though the feeling +may have gone to sleep, you could never put it quite away. But, if +your Little Boy Blue came back, from the other end of the world, and +wanted you----" + +The Boy stopped suddenly, struck dumb by the look on the beautiful face +beneath his. He saw it pale to absolute whiteness, while the dear firm +lips faltered and trembled. He saw the startled pain leap into the +eyes. He did not understand the cause of her emotion, or know that he +had wakened in that strongly repressed nature the desperate hunger for +motherhood, possible only to woman at the finest and best. + +She realized now why she had never forgotten her Little Boy Blue of the +Dovercourt sands. He, in his baby beauty and sweetness, had wakened +the embryo mother in the warm-hearted girl of sixteen. And now he had +come back, in the full strength of his young manhood, overflowing with +passionate ideality and romance, to teach the lonely woman of +thirty-six the true sweet meaning of love and of wifehood. + +Her heart seemed to turn to marble and cease beating. She felt +helpless in her pain. Only the touch of her Little Boy Blue, or of +baby Boy Blues so like him, that they must have come trotting down the +sands of life straight from the heaven of his love and hers, could ever +still this ache at her bosom. + +She looked helplessly up into his longing, glowing, boyish face--so +sweet, so young, so beautiful. + +Should she put up her arms and draw it to her breast? + +She had given no actual promise to the Professor. She had not +mentioned him to the Boy. + +Ah, dear God! If one had waited twelve long years for a thing which +was to prove but an empty husk after all! In order not to fail the +possible expectations of another, had she any right to lay such a heavy +burden of disappointment upon her little Boy Blue? And, if she _must_ +do so, how could she best help him to bear it? + +"Fanks," came a brave little voice, with almost startling distinctness, +across the shore of memory; "Fanks, but I always does my own cawwying." + +At last she found her voice. + +"Boy dear," she said, gently; "please go now. I am tired." + +Then she shut her eyes. + +In a few seconds she heard the gate close, and knew the garden was +empty. + +Tears slipped from between the closed lids, and coursed slowly down her +cheeks. The only right way is apt to be a way of such pain at the +moment, that even those souls possessing clearest vision and endowed +with strongest faith, are unable to hear the golden clarion-call, +sounding amid the din of present conflict: "Through much tribulation, +enter into the kingdom." + +Thus hopeless tears fell in the old garden. + + * * * * * + +And Martha, the elderly housekeeper, faithful but curious, let fall the +lath of the green Venetian blind covering the storeroom window, through +which she had permitted herself to peep. As the postern gate closed on +the erect figure of the Boy, she dropped the blind and turned away, an +unwonted tear running down the furrows of her hard old face. + +"Lord love 'im!" she said. "He'll get what he wants in time. There's +not a woman walks this earth as couldn't never refuse _'im_ nothing." + +With which startling array of negatives, old Martha compiled one +supreme positive in favour of the Boy, leaving altogether out of +account--alas!--the Professor. + +Then she wiped her eyes with her apron, and chid her nose harshly for +an unexpected display of sentiment. + + * * * * * + +And the Boy tramped back to his hotel with his soul full of glory, +knowing his first march round had been to some purpose. The walls of +the belovčd Citadel had trembled indeed. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the first day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE SECOND DAY + +MISS CHARTERIS TAKES CONTROL + +The Boy arrived in flannels, his racket under his arm. He came in, as +usual, through the little green gate in the red-brick fruit-wall at the +bottom of the garden. From the first, he had taken this privilege, +which as a matter of fact had never been accorded to anybody. + +The Professor always entered by the front door, placed his umbrella in +the stand, wet or shine; left his goloshes on the mat: hung up his cap +and gown, and followed Jenkins into the drawing-room. Though he had +called regularly, twice a week, during the last dozen years--first on +his old friend and tutor, Professor Charteris; after his death, on his +widow and daughter; and, when Miss Charteris was left alone, on herself +only--he never failed to knock and ring; nor did he ever enter +unannounced. + +The Boy had dashed in at the garden gate on the occasion of his second +visit, and appeared to consider that he had thus created a precedent +which should always be followed. + +Once, and once only--on her thirtieth birthday--the Professor had +brought Miss Charteris a bouquet; but, being very absent-minded, he +deposited the bouquet on the mat, and advanced into the drawing-room +carrying his goloshes in his left hand. Having shaken hands with his +right, he vaguely presented the goloshes. Miss Charteris, never at a +loss where her friends were concerned, took the Professor's goloshes +from his hand, carried them out into the hall, found the bouquet on the +mat, and saved the situation by putting the flowers in water, and +thanking the Professor with somewhat more hilarity than the ordinary +presentation of a bouquet would have called forth. + +But to return to the second day. The Boy arrived in flannels, and tea +was a merry meal. The Boy wanted particulars concerning the marriage, +which had taken place a year or so before, between Martha--maid of +thirty years' standing, now acting as cook-housekeeper to Miss +Charteris--and Jenkins, the butler. The Boy wanted to know which +proposed, Jenkins or Martha; in what terms they announced the fact of +their engagement, to Miss Charteris; whether Jenkins ever "bucked up +and looked like a bridegroom," and whether Martha wore orange-blossom +and a wedding veil. He extorted the admission that Christobel had been +present at the wedding, and insisted on a detailed account; over which, +when given at last, he slapped his knee so often, and went into such +peals of laughter, that Miss Charteris glanced anxiously towards the +kitchen and pantry windows, which unfortunately looked out on the +garden. + +The Boy expatiated on his enthusiastic admiration for Martha; but at +the same time was jolly well certain he would have bolted when it came +to "I, Martha, take thee, Jenkins," had he stood in the latter's shoes. +Miss Charteris did not dare admit, that as a matter of fact the +sentence had been: "I, Martha, take thee, Noah." That the meek Jenkins +should possess so historical and patriarchal a name, would completely +have finished the Boy, who was already taking considerable risks by +combining much laughter with an unusually large number of explosive +buns. + +The Boy would have it, that, excepting in the rôle of bride and +subsequent conjugal owner and disciplinarian, Martha was perfect. + +Miss Charteris admitted Martha's unrivalled excellence as a cook, her +economy in management, and fidelity of heart. But Martha had a temper. +Also, though undoubtedly a superficial fault, yet trying to the +artistic eye of Miss Charteris, Martha's hair was apt to be dishevelled +and untidy. + +"It _is_ a bit wispy," admitted the Boy, reluctantly. "Why don't you +tell her so?" + +Miss Charteris smiled. "Boy dear, I daren't! It would be as much as +my place is worth, to make a personal observation to Martha!" + +"I'll tell her for you, if you like," said the Boy, coolly. + +"If you do," warned Miss Charteris, "it will be the very last remark +you will ever make in Martha's kitchen, Boy." + +"Oh, there are _ways of telling_," said the Boy, airily; and pinched an +explosive bun. + +After tea they took their rackets and strolled down the lawn, pausing a +moment while she chose him a buttonhole. The tie was orange on this +second day, and she gathered the opening bud of a William Allen +Richardson rose. She smiled into its golden heart as she pinned it in +his white flannel coat. Somehow it brought a flash of remembrance of +the golden heart of Little Boy Blue, who could not bear that any one +should be past praying for, or that even a scarecrow should seem lonely. + +They crossed the lane and entered the paddock; tightened the net on the +tennis-court; chose out half a dozen brand-new balls, and settled down +to fast and furious singles. + +Miss Charteris played as well as she had ever played in her life; but +the Boy was off his service, and she beat him six to four. Next time, +he pulled off 'games all,' but lost the set; then was beaten, three to +six. + +Miss Charteris was glowing with the exercise, and the consciousness of +being in great form. + +"Boy dear!" she called, as she played the winning stroke of the third +set, "I'm afraid you're lazy to-day!" + +The Boy walked up to the net, and looked at her through his racket. + +"I'm not lazy," he said; "but I'm on the wrong side of Jordan. This +sort of thing is waste of time. I want to go over, and start marching." + +"Don't be absurd, Boy. I prefer _this_ side Jordan, thank you; and you +shall stay here until you beat me." + +The Boy won the next set. + + * * * * * + +It was deliciously cool and quiet under the mulberry-tree. + +The Boy was quite subdued--for him. He seemed inclined to do his +marching in silence, on this second day. + +Miss Charteris felt her mental balance restored. She held the reins +to-day, and began considering how to deal wisely with the Boy. So much +depended upon how she managed him. + +At length she said: "Boy, when you were at Trinity, I often used to see +you. I knew you were my Little Boy Blue of all those years ago. I +used to feel inclined to send for you, talk to you for your good, and +urge you to set to, and do great things; but I remembered the stone, +and the bucket; and I did not want to let myself in for a third +snubbing." + +The Boy smiled. "Did you think me a lazy beggar?" he asked. "I wasn't +really, you know. I did quite a good deal of all kinds of things. But +I didn't want to get played out. I wanted to do things all the rest of +my life. Fellows who grind at college and come out Senior Wranglers, +begin and end there. You don't hear of 'em again." + +"I see," said Miss Charteris, amusement in her eyes. "So you felt it +wisest to avoid being Senior Wrangler?" + +"Just so," said the Boy. "I was content with a fairly respectable B.A. +and I hope you saw me take it. How rotten it is, going up in a bunch, +all hanging on to an old chap's fingers." + +"Boy, Boy! I know all about you! You wasted golden opportunities; you +declined to use your excellent abilities; you gave the authorities an +anxious time. You were so disgracefully popular, that everybody +thought your example the finest thing to follow, and you were more or +less responsible for every lark and row which took place during your +time." + +The Boy did not smile. He looked at her, with a quaint, innocent +seriousness, which made her feel almost uncomfortable. + +"Dear," he said, "I had plenty of money, and heaps of friends, and I +wanted to have a good time. Also I wanted all the other fellows to +have a good time; and I enjoyed getting the better of all the old +fogies who had forgotten what youth was like--if they'd ever known it. +And I had no mother to ask me questions, and no sisters to turn up at +my rooms unexpectedly. But I can tell you this, Christobel. I hope to +be married soon; and I hope to marry a woman so sweet and noble and +pure, that her very presence tests a man's every thought, feeling, and +memory. And I can honestly look into your dear eyes and say: My wife +will be welcome to know every detail of every prank I ever played in +Cambridge; nor is there a thing in those three years I need feel +ashamed of her knowing. There! Will that do?" + +Miss Charteris threw out a deprecatory hand. "Oh, Boy dear!" she said. +"I never doubted that. My Little Boy Blue, don't I know you? But I +cannot let you talk as if you owe me any explanations. How curious to +think I saw you so often during those years, yet we never actually met." + +The Boy smiled. "Yes," he said, "we were all awfully proud of you, you +know. What was it you took at Girton?" + +Miss Charteris mentioned, modestly, the highest honours in classics as +yet taken by a woman. The Boy had often heard it before. But he +listened with bated breath. + +"Yes," he said, "we were awfully proud of it, because of your tennis, +and because of you being--well, just _you_. If you had been a +round-shouldered little person in a placket, we should have taken it +differently. We always called you 'The Goddess,' because of your +splendid walk. Did you know?" + +"No, Boy, I did not know; but I confess to feeling immensely flattered. +Only, take a friend's advice, and avoid conversational allusions to +plackets, because you are obviously ignorant of the meaning of the +word. And now, tell me? Having successfully escaped so serious a +drawback to future greatness as becoming Senior Wrangler, on what +definite enterprise have you embarked?" + +"Flying," said the Boy, sitting forward in his chair. "I am going to +break every record. I am going to fly higher, farther, faster, than +any man has ever flown before. This week, if I had not stayed on +here--you know originally I came up only for the 'May week'--I was to +have done a Channel flight. Ah, you don't know what it means, to own +three flying-machines, all of different make, and each the best of its +kind! You feel you own the world! And then to climb into your seat +and go whirling away, with the wonderful hum in your ears, mastering +the air--the hitherto invincible air. May I tell you what I am going +to do for my next fly? Start from the high ground between Dover and +Folkestone; fly over the Channel; circle round Boulogne Cathedral--you +remember the high dome, rising out of the old town surrounded by the +ramparts? Then back across the Channel, and to ground again at +Folkestone; all in one flight; and I hope to do it in record time, if +winds are right." + +"And if winds are wrong, Boy? If you rush out and take the horrid +risks of the cross-currents you told us about? If something happens to +your propeller, and you fall headlong into the sea?" + +"Oh, it's all U P then," said the Boy, lightly. "But one never expects +that sort of thing to happen; and when it does, all is over so quickly +that there is no time for anticipation. Beside, there must be +pioneers. Every good life given, advances the cause." + +Christobel Charteris looked at him. His was not the terrible, +unmistakable, relentless face of the bird-man. He was brilliant with +enthusiasm, but it was the enthusiasm of the sportsman, keen to excel; +of Young England, dauntless, fearless, eager to break records. The +spirit of the true bird-man had not, as yet, entered into her Little +Boy Blue. + +She pressed her hand upon her bosom. It ached still. + +"Boy dear," she said, softly. "Has it ever struck you that, if you +marry, your wife--whoever she might be--would most probably want you to +give up flying? I cannot imagine a woman being able to bear that a man +who was her _all_, should do these things." + +The Boy never turned a hair! He did not bound in his seat. He did not +even look at her. + +"Why, of course, dear," he said, "if you wished it, I should give up +flying, like a shot, and sell my aeroplanes. I know plenty of chaps +who would like to buy them to-morrow. And I'll tell you what we would +do. We'd buy the biggest, most powerful motor-car we could get, and +we'd tear all over the country, exceeding the speed-limit, and doing +everything jolly we could think of. That would be every bit as good as +flying, if--if we did it together. I say, Christobel--do you know how +to make a sentence of 'together'? Just three words: _to get her_! +That's what 'together' spells for me now." + +Miss Charteris smiled. "You might have taken honours in spelling, Boy. +And I am not the sort of person who enjoys exceeding speed-limits. +Also I am afraid I have a troublesome habit of always wanting to stop +and see all there is to see." + +But the Boy was infinitely accommodating. "Oh, we wouldn't exceed the +speed-limit--much. And we would stop everywhere, and see everything. +You should breakfast in London; lunch at the Old White Horse, Mr. +Pickwick's inn at Ipswich; have tea at the Maid's Head, beneath the +shadow of Norwich Cathedral, where you could wash your hands in Queen +Elizabeth's fusty old bedroom--what a lot of bedrooms Queen Elizabeth +slept in, and made them all fusty--and have time to show me Little Boy +Blue's breakwater at Dovercourt, before dinner. There's nothing like +motoring!" + +"It sounds interesting, certainly," said Miss Charteris. + +"And then," continued the Boy, in a calm business-like voice, "it's +less expensive than flying. You run through fifty thousand a year in +no time with aeroplanes. And of course we should want to open both my +places. I'm awfully glad I didn't let the tenants in the old home +renew their lease. As it is, they turn out in three months. Oh, I +say, Christobel, I do believe it is a setting worthy of you. Have you +ever seen it? The great hall, the old pictures, the oak staircase--I +once rode down it on my rocking-horse and came to utter smash. And +outside--the park, the lake, the beech avenue, the rose-garden, the +peacocks. And a funny little old village belongs to us. Think how the +people must want looking after. I believe you would like it all--I +really believe you would! And think, ah, just think what it would be +to me, to see my own splendid wife, queen over everything in my dear +jolly old home! Hullo!--Hark to all the clocks! What is that +striking? Seven? Oh, I say! I'm dining with the Master to-night. I +must rush off, and change. Though I was such a bad lot, they all seem +quite pleased to see me again. Really they do! Have I stayed too +long? ... Sure? ... May I come to-morrow? ... You _are_ most awfully +good to me. Good-bye." + +And the Boy was gone. He had held her hand, in a firm, strong clasp, a +second longer than the conventional handshake; his clear eyes, exactly +on a level with hers, had looked at her gravely, wistfully, tenderly; +and he was gone. + +She walked slowly up the lawn. She must write a few letters before +post time; then dress for her solitary dinner. + +She felt a little flat; quite without cause. What could have been more +satisfactory, in every way, than the Boy's visit; in spite of his +absurd castles in the air? These must be tactfully demolished +to-morrow. To-day, it was wisest just to let him talk. + +Poor Little Boy Blue! Instead of the walls of Jericho falling, his own +castles in the air would come tumbling about his ears. Poor Little Boy +Blue! + +She felt she had been completely mistress of the situation to-day, +holding it exactly as she wished it to be. There was no need to fear +the remaining days. + +And when the seven days were over--what then? ... She certainly felt +very flat this evening. How suddenly the Boy had gone! There was +still so much she wanted to say to him.... And to-morrow was the +Professor's afternoon. Mercifully, he never stayed later than four +o'clock. It was to be hoped the Boy would not turn up early! But +there was never any knowing what the Boy would do. + +She smiled as she mounted the flight of stone steps, and passed into +the house. + + * * * * * + +And, outside the postern gate, the Boy threw up his cap, and caught it; +then started off and sprinted a hundred yards; then, turning aside, +leapt a five-barred gate, and made off across the fields. When he +pulled up at last, in his own bedroom, he had just time to tub, shave, +and wrestle with his evening clothes. He communed with himself in the +few moments of enforced stillness, while he mastered his tie. + +"That was all right," he said. "I jolly well worked _that_ all right! +There was nothing to frighten her to-day--not a thing. Dear lips! +They never trembled once; and no more turning faint. And, my Goody, +how she lectured me! I wonder who's been telling her what. I know why +she did it too. She wanted to feel quite sure she was bossing the +show. And so she was, bless her! But I marched round! Yes, I jolly +well marched round.... Oh, I say! Can't you stop where I put you?" +This, to his tie. + +Then, with _her_ golden rose in his button-hole, fastened by _the_ pin +from his flannel coat, off went the Boy to dine with the Master of his +college. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the second day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE THIRD DAY + +THE BOY INVADES THE KITCHEN + +The Boy sat on a corner of the kitchen table, swinging a loose leg, and +watching Martha make hot buttered-toast. + +He had arrived early, and, finding no one in the garden, had entered +the house by the garden-door, to pursue investigations upstairs. + +On the mat in the hall he saw a pair of goloshes; in the +umbrella-stand, a very large, badly-rolled umbrella; hanging on a peg +near by, a professor's cap and gown. + +The Boy stood stock still in the middle of the little hall, and looked +at the goloshes. + +Then from the drawing-room, through the closed door, came the voice of +Miss Charteris--full, clear, measured, melodious--reading Greek tragedy. + + _érrois anaidés, én táchei neanía_ + +declaimed Miss Charteris; and the Boy fled. + +Arrived in the kitchen, he persuaded Martha that cigarette smoke was +fatal to black-beetles. He went about, blowing fragrant clouds into +every possible crack and cranny. Martha watched him, out of the corner +of her eye, crawling along under the dresser in his immaculate white +flannels, and Martha blessed her stars that her kitchen floor was so +spotlessly clean. Only this morning she had remarked to Jenkins that +he could very well eat his dinner off the boards. Mercifully, +Jenkins--tiresome man though he usually was--had not taken this +literally; or he might have made the floor less fit for the Boy's +perambulations. + +Having taken all this trouble in order to establish his unquestioned +right to smoke in Martha's kitchen, and to pose as a public benefactor +while so doing, the Boy seated himself on the edge of the table, +exactly behind Martha; lighted a fresh "Zenith," and prepared to enjoy +himself. + +Martha glanced nervously at the smoke, issuing from cracks and holes on +all sides. It gave her a feeling that the house was on fire. Of +course she knew it was not; but to _feel_ the house is on fire, is only +one degree less alarming than to _know_ it is. However, beetles are +nasty things; and the condescending kindness and regard for Martha's +personal comfort, which crawled about after them in white flannels, was +gratifying to a degree. + +So Martha turned and gave the Boy one of her unusual smiles. He was +very intently blowing rings--"bubbles" Martha called them afterwards, +when explaining them to Jenkins; but that was Martha's mistake. They +were smoke rings. It was one of the Boy's special accomplishments. He +was an expert at blowing rings. + +Presently:--"Martha, my duck--" he said suddenly. + +Martha jumped. "Bless us, Mr. Guy! What a name!" + +"What's the matter with it?" inquired the Boy, innocently. "I consider +it a very nice name, and scriptural." + +"Oh, I didn't mean m' own name," explained Martha, more flushed than +the warmth of the fire warranted. "Not but what m' godfathers and +godmothers might well 'ave chosen me a better." + +"Oh, don't blame them, overmuch, Martha," said the Boy, earnestly. +"You see their choice was limited. If you study your catechism you +will find that it had to be 'N' or 'M'--'Naomi' or 'Martha.' Even at +that early age, they thought you favoured 'Martha' rather than 'Naomi'; +so they named you 'Martha.'" + +"Well I never!" exclaimed Mrs. Jenkins. "'N' or 'M'! So it is! Now I +never noticed _that_ before. We live and learn! And Jenkins--silly +man--'as always bin annoyed that they named 'im 'Noah.' But how about +when _you_ was christened, Mr. Guy?" + +"Oh," explained the Boy, with a wave of his cigarette, "I was +christened a bit later than you, Martha; and, by that time, Parliament +had sat in solemn convocation, and had brought in a Bill to the effect +that all needless and vexatious limitations and restrictions in the +Prayer Book might for the future be disregarded. The first to go was +'N' or 'M.'" + +"Well, I never!" said Martha. "I wish they'd ha' done it afore _my_ +time." + +"You see," expounded the Boy, who was enjoying himself vastly, and +getting the conjunction of the goloshes and the Greek play off his +mind; "you see, Martha, those progressive Bills, intimately affecting +the whole community, of vital importance to the nation at large, are +always blocked by the House of Lords. If the Commons could have had +their own way, you might have been named 'Lucy' or 'Clara.'" + +"I don't incline to 'Lucy' or 'Clara,' sir," said Mrs. Jenkins, +decidedly; "being, as they always strikes me, sickly story-book sort of +names; but I _do_ like justice and a free country! I always have felt +doubtful o' them Lords, since I listened to my married niece's husband, +a very respectable journeyman tailor but mostly out of work; and if +it's _their_ doing that I'm 'Martha,' well, _I_ shall know what to do +with Jenkins's vote--that's all!" + +The Boy slapped his leg and rocked. "Martha, you ought to be put up to +speak at political meetings. That's the whole thing in a nutshell: +cause, effect, results, arguments, everything! Oh, my wig!--Yes, they +are a lot of old stick-in-the-muds in the Upper House, aren't they?" +pursued the Boy--who had had a long line of dignified ancestors in that +much abused place; had an uncle there at the present moment, and was +more than likely eventually to have to sit there himself--"a rotten lot +of old stick-in-the-muds, Martha; but I think they did well by you. +I'd give them the benefit of Jenkins's vote. I really would. I am +glad they chose 'M,' not 'N.' Naomi was a widow and dismal. She never +made the smallest effort to buck up. But Martha was a nice person; a +bit flurried perhaps, and hot-tempered; but well up in cooking, and +keen on it. I like Martha." + +The Boy sat and meditated. Why did she read Greek plays with a person +who left goloshes on the mat, and brought out an ancient umbrella with +a waist, on an absolutely cloudless day? + +"It wasn't m' own name surprised me, Mr. Guy, sir," remarked Martha, +coyly; "it was the name you was pleased to _h_add." + +The Boy pulled himself together. "Eh, what? Oh, 'Martha, my duck'? I +see. I hope you don't mind, Martha. It seemed to me rather a suitable +and pretty addition to 'Martha.' You see, yours is a name which cannot +be shortened when one feels affectionate. 'Sarah' can be 'Sally'; +'Amelia' can be 'Milly'; 'Caroline' can be 'Carrie'; but 'Martha' +remains 'Martha' however loving people feel. What does Jenkins call +you when he feels affectionate?" + +Martha snorted. "Jenkins knows 'is place," she said, jerking the round +lid off the stove, and putting on the kettle. + +"Jenkins is a model," smiled the Boy. + +Then Martha looked round, her feminine curiosity, and perhaps a touch +of jealousy, getting the better of her respectful discretion. She had +seen so much, and heard so little; and she was a very old family +servant. + +"What do you call _her_, Mr. Guy?" she asked, in a confidential +whisper, with a jerk of the head toward the mulberry-tree. + +"Her?" repeated the Boy, surprised. Then his whole tone softened. It +was so sweet to speak her name to some one. "I call her 'Christobel,'" +he said, gently. + +But Martha wanted to know more. Martha was woman enough to desire an +unshared possession of her own. She bent over the fire, stirring it +through the bars. + +"Mr. Guy, sir, I suppose you don't--I suppose you do--that is to say, +sir--Do you call _her_ what you've been pleased to call me?" + +"Eh, what?" said the Boy, vaguely. + +"Oh, I see. 'Christobel, my----' Oh, no, Martha. No, I don't! Not +even when I feel most affectionate." Here the Boy was seized with +sudden convulsions, slapped his knee noiselessly, and rocked on the +kitchen table. He whispered it, in an ecstasy of enjoyment. +"'Christobel, my duck!' Oh, lor! 'Christobel, my duck!' I hope I +shall be able to resist telling her. I should have to own I had called +Martha so. 'Christobel, my----'" + +Martha, wondering at the silence, looked round suddenly. But the Boy +had that instant recovered, and was sitting gravely on the corner of +the table. + +"Martha, my duck," he said, "to return to the original opening of this +conversation: has Jenkins ever told you what a nice little wisp of hair +you have, behind your left ear?" + +"Get along, sir!" retorted Martha, fairly blushing. "You're making +game of me." + +"Indeed, I'm not," said the Boy, seriously. "If you made it into a +curl, Martha, and fastened it with an invisible pin, it would be quite +too fascinating. You ask Jenkins. I say, Martha? What's a placket?" + +"A placket, sir," said Martha, on her way to fetch something from a +shelf near which hung the kitchen mirror; "a placket, sir, is a thing +which shows when it shouldn't." + +"I see," said the Boy. "Then you couldn't exactly go about in one. +Martha, whose goloshes are those, sitting on the mat in the hall?" + +Martha snorted. "An old woman's," she said, wrathfully. + +The Boy considered this. "And does the umbrella with the waist belong +to the same old woman?" + +Martha nodded. + +"And the Professor's cap and gown, hanging near by?" + +Martha hesitated. "'Tain't always petticoats makes an old woman," she +said, sententiously. + +"Martha, you are _pro_-foundly right," said the Boy. "Does the +Professor stay to tea?" + +"Thank goodness no, sir. We draw the line at that, 'cept when Miss +_H_ann comes too." + +"Who is Miss _H_ann?" + +"She's the Professor's sister." Martha hesitated; poured hot water +into the silver teapot; then turned to whisper confidentially, with +concentrated dislike: "She's always a-_h_egging of 'em on!" + +"What a curious occupation," remarked the Boy, blowing a smoke-ring. +"Does Miss _H_ann come often?" + +"No, Mr. Guy. Thanks be, she's a _h_invalid." + +"Poor Miss _H_ann. What's the matter with her?" + +Martha snorted. "Fancies herself too much." + +"What a curious complaint. What are the symptoms?" + +"Fancies herself in a bath-chair," said Martha, scornfully. + +"I see," said the Boy. "Oh, poor Miss _H_ann! I should feel very sick +if I fancied myself in a bath-chair. I wish I could meet Miss _H_ann. +I should like to talk to her about the _h_egging-on business." + +"_You'd_ make her sit up," said Martha, with spiteful enjoyment. + +"Oh no, I shouldn't," said the Boy. "That would not be kind to an +invalid. I should see that she reclined, comfortably; and then I +should jolly well flatten her out." + +At that moment a shadow fell across the sunny window. Miss Charteris, +her guest having departed, passed down the garden steps, and moved +across the lawn. + +The Boy sprang to his feet. At sight of her, his conscience smote him +that he should have thus gossiped and chaffed with old Martha. He +suddenly remembered why he had originally found his way to the kitchen. + +"Martha," he said; "I want you to let me carry out the tea-tray this +afternoon. She doesn't know I am here. She will think it is you or +Jenkins, till she looks round. Let me carry it out, Martha, there's a +duck!" + +"As you please, sir," said Martha; "but if you want her to think it's +Jenkins, you must put it down with a clatter. It takes a man to be +clumsy." + +The Boy walked over to the window. The mulberry-tree was not visible +from the kitchen table. + +"Don't go there, Mr. Guy!" cried Martha. "Miss Christobel will see +you, sir. This window, and the pantry, show from the garden. If you +want to 'ave a look at her, go through that door into the storeroom. +The Venetian blind is always down in there. There is one crack through +which I----" + +Martha stopped short, disconcerted. + +"One crack through which you think I could see? Thank you, Martha," +said the Boy, readily. "Hurry up with the tray." + +He went into the store-room; found Martha's chink, and realized exactly +what had been the extent of Martha's view, during the last two days. + +Then he bent his hungry young eyes on Christobel. + +She was seated in a garden chair, her back to the house, her face +towards the postern gate in the old red wall at the bottom of the +garden. The rustic table, upon which he would soon deposit the +tea-tray, was slightly behind and to the left of her. The sun shone +through the mulberry leaves, glinting on the pure whiteness of her +gown. She leaned her beautiful head back wearily. Her whole attitude +betokened fatigue. He could not see her face; but he felt sure her +eyes were open; and he knew her eyes were on the gate. + +The Boy's lips moved. "Christobel," he whispered. +"Christobel--belovčd?" + +She was waiting; and he knew she was waiting for him. + +Presently he dropped the lath of the Venetian blind, and turned to go. +But first he took out his pocket-book and fastened the lath which +lifted most easily, to those above and below it, with halfpenny stamps. +He knew old Martha would take a hint from him. There must be no eyes +on the mulberry-tree to-day. + +In the kitchen the tray was ready; tea freshly made, thin +bread-and-butter, cucumber sandwiches; hot buttered-toast in +perfection; cornflour buns, warranted to explode; all the things he +liked most; and, best of all, cups for two. He grasped the tray firmly +with both hands. + +"Martha," he said, "you are a jewel! I give you leave to watch me down +the lawn from the kitchen window. But when I have safely arrived, turn +your attention to your own tea, or I shall look up and shake my fist at +your dear nice old face. And, I say, Martha, do you ever write +postcards? Because, if you want any ha'penny stamps, you will find +some on the storeroom blind. Only, _don't want them_, Martha, till +this week is over, and I am gone." + +Whereupon the Boy lifted the tray, and made for the door. + +Down the lawn he bore it, and set it safely on the rustic table. He +was very deft of movement, was the Boy; yet, remembering his +instructions, he contrived to set it down with something of a clatter. + +Miss Charteris did not turn her head Her eyes, half closed beneath the +long lashes, were on the postern gate. + +"Jenkins?" she said. + +"Yes, ma'am," replied the Boy, in excellent imitation of the meek tones +of Jenkins. + +"Should any one call this afternoon, Jenkins, please remember that I am +not 'at home.'" + +"Hip, hip, hurrah!" said the Boy. + +Then she turned--and her face was all, and more than all, he had hoped +it might be. + +"Oh, Boy," she said. "Oh, Boy dear!" + + * * * * * + +After that, it was a very happy tea. Neither had been quite natural, +nor had they been really true to themselves, the day before; so the +delight of meeting seemed to follow a longer parting than the actual +twenty-four hours. The Boy's brown eyes rested in tenderness on the +hand that filled his cup, and she did not say "Don't"; she merely +smiled indulgently, and added the cream and sugar slowly, as if to let +him do what he willed. + +The hum of bees was in the garden; a sense of youth was in the air. +The sunbeams danced among the mulberry leaves. + +The Boy insisted upon carrying back the tray, to do away at once with +the possibility of interruption from Jenkins. Then he drew their +chairs into the deeper shade of the mulberry-tree, a corner invisible +from all windows. The Boy had learned a lesson while looking through +the storeroom blind. + +There they sat and talked, in calm content. It did not seem to matter +much of what they spoke, so long as they could lie back facing one +another; each listening to the voice which held so much more of meaning +in it than the mere words it uttered; each looking into the eyes which +had now become clear windows through which shone the soul. + +Suddenly the Boy said: "How silly we were, the other day, to talk of +the relative ages of our bodies. What do they matter? Our souls are +the real you and I. And our souls are always the same age. Some souls +are old--old from the first. I have seen an old soul look out of the +eyes of a little child; and I have seen a young soul dance in the eyes +of an old, old woman. You and I, thank God, have young souls, +Christobel, and we shall be eternally young." + +He stretched his arms over his head, in utter joyful content with life. + +"Go on, Boy dear," said Christobel. "I am not sure that I agree with +you; but I like to hear you talk." + +"At first," he said, "our bodies are so babyish that our souls do not +find them an adequate medium of expression. But by and by our bodies +grow and develop; after which come the beautiful years of perfection, +ten, twenty, thirty of them, when the young soul goes strong and gay +through life, clad in the strong gay young body. Then--gradually, +gradually, the strong young soul, in its unwearied, immortal youth, +wears out the body. The body grows old, but not the soul. Nothing can +age that; and when at last the body quite wears out, the young soul +breaks free, and begins again. Youthful souls wear out their bodies +quicker than old ones; just as a strong young boy romps through a suit +of clothes sooner than a weakly old man. But there is always life more +abundant, and a fuller life farther on. So the mating of souls is the +all-important thing; and when young souls meet and mate, what does it +matter if there be a few years' difference in the ages of their bodies? +Their essential youthfulness will surmount all that." + +Christobel looked at him, and truly for a moment the young soul in her +leapt out to his, in glad response. Then the other side of the +question rose before her. + +"Ah, but, Boy dear," she said, "the souls express themselves--their +needs, their delights, their activities--through the bodies. And +suppose one body, in the soul-union, is wearing out sooner than the +other; that is hard on the other--hard on both. Boy--my Little Boy +Blue--shall I tell you an awful secret? I suppose I sat too closely +over my books at Girton; I suppose I was not sufficiently careful about +good print, or good light. Anyway--Boy dear--I have to use glasses +when I read." She looked wistfully into his bright eyes. "You see? +Already I am beginning to grow old." Her sweet lips trembled. + +In a moment he was kneeling by the arm of her chair, bending over her, +as he did on the first day; but as he did not do yesterday. Suddenly +she realized why she had felt so flat yesterday, after he was gone. + +He lifted her hand and kissed it gently, back and palm. Then he parted +the third finger from the rest, with his own brown ones, and held that +against his warm young lips. + +She drew her hand slowly away; passed it over his hair; then let it +fall upon her lap. She could not speak; she could not move; she could +not send him away. She wanted him so--her little Boy Blue, of long ago. + +"Old, my Belovčd?" he said. "You--old! Never! Always +perfect--perfect to me. And why not wear glasses? Heaps of mere kids +wear glasses, and wear them all the time. Only--how alarmingly clever +you must look in spectacles, Christobel. It would terrify me now; but +by and by it will make me feel proud. I think one would expect glasses +to go with those awe-inspiring classical honours. With my barely +respectable B.A., I daren't lay claim to any outward marks of +erudition." Then, as she did not smile, but still gazed up at him, +wistfully, his look softened to still deeper tenderness: "Dear eyes," +he murmured, "oh dear, dear eyes," and gently laid his lips on each in +turn. + +"Don't," she said, with a half sob. "Ah, Boy, don't! You know you +must not kiss me." + +"Kiss you!" he said, still bending over her. "Do you call that +kissing?" Then he laughed; and the joyous love in his laughter wrung +her heart. "Christobel, on the seventh day, when the gates fly open, +and the walls fall down; when the citadel surrenders; when you admit +you are my own--_then_ I shall kiss you; _then_ you will know what +kissing really means." + +He bent above her. His lips were very near to hers. She closed her +eyes and waited. Her own lips trembled. She knew how fearfully it +tempted the Boy that her lips should tremble because his were near; yet +she let them tremble. She forgot to remember the past; she forgot to +consider the future. She was conscious of only one thing: that she +wanted her Little Boy Blue to teach her what kissing really meant. So +she closed her eyes and waited. + +She did not hear him go; but presently she knew he was no longer there. + +She opened her eyes. + +The Boy had walked across the lawn, and stood looking into the golden +heart of an opening yellow rose. His back appeared very +uncompromising; very determined; very erect. + +She rose and walked over to him. As she moved forward, with the +graceful dignity of motion which was always hers, her mental balance +returned. + +She slipped her hand beneath his arm. "Come, Boy," she said; "let us +walk up and down, and talk. It is enervating to sit too long in the +sunshine." + +He turned at once, suiting his step to hers, and they paced the lawn in +silence. + +When they reached the postern gate the Boy stood still. Something in +his look suddenly recalled her Little Boy Blue, when the sand on his +small nose could not detract from the dignity of his little face, nor +weaken its stern decision. + +He took both her hands in his, and looked into her eyes. + +"Christobel," he said, "I must go. I must go, because I dare not stay. +You are so wonderful this afternoon; so dear beyond expression. I know +you trust me absolutely; but this is only the third day; and I cannot +trust myself, dear. So I'm off!" + +He lifted both her hands to his lips. + +"May I go, my Queen?" he said. + +"Yes, Boy," she answered. "Go." + +And he went. + +It was hard to hear the thud of the closing door. For some time she +stood waiting, just on the inside. She thought he would come back, and +she wished him to find her there, the moment he opened the door. + +But the Boy--being the Boy--did not come back. + +Presently she returned to her chair, in the shade of the mulberry-tree. +She lay, with closed eyes, and lived again through the afternoon, from +the moment when the Boy had said: "Hip, hip, hurrah!" There came a +time when she turned very pale, and her lips trembled, as they had done +before. + +At length she rose and paced slowly up the lawn. On her face was the +quiet calm of an irrevocable decision. + +"To-morrow," she said, "I must tell the Boy about the Professor." + + * * * * * + +In the middle of the night, Martha, being wakeful, became haunted by +the remembrance of the smoke, as it had curled from cracks and keyholes +in the kitchen. She felt constrained to put on a wonderful pink +wrapper, and go creaking slowly down the stairs to make sure the house +was not on fire. Martha's wakefulness was partly caused by the unusual +fact of a large and hard curl-paper, behind her left ear. + +Miss Charteris was also awake. She was not worried by memories of +smoke, or visions of fire; and her soft hair was completely innocent of +curl-papers. But she was considering how she should tell the boy about +the Professor; and that consideration was not conducive to calm +slumber. She heard Martha go creaking down the stairs; and, as Martha +came creaking up again, she opened her door, and confronted her. + +"What are you doing, Martha?" she said. + +Martha, intensely conscious of her curl-paper, was about to answer with +more than her usual respectful irritability, when the eyes of the two +women--mistress and maid--met, in the light of their respective +candles, and a sudden sense of fellowship in the cause of their night +vigil passed between them. + +Martha smiled--a crooked smile, half ashamed to be seen smiling. When +she spoke, her aspirates fell away from her more completely than in the +daytime. + +"'E went crawlin' about the kitchen," she said, in a muffled midnight +whisper; "all in 'is white flannels, puffin' smoke in every crack an' +'ole to kill the beetles. So kind 'e meant it; but I couldn't sleep +for wonderin' if the place was smokin' still. I 'ad to go down an' +see. 'Ow came you to be awake, Miss Christobel?" + +"Things he said in the garden, Martha, have given me food for thought. +I began thinking them over; and sleep went." + +Martha smiled again--and this time the smile came more easily. "'E +_'as_ a way of keepin' one on the go," she said; "but we'd best be +gittin' to sleep now, miss. 'E'll be at it again to-morrow, bless 'is +'eart!" And Martha, in her pink wrapper, lumbered upwards. + +But the Boy, who had this disturbing effect on the women who loved him, +slept soundly himself, one arm flung high above his tumbled head. And +if the sweet mother, who perforce had had to let her dying arms slip +from about her baby-boy, almost before his little feet could carry him +across a room, saw from above the pure radiance on his lips and brow as +he slept, she must have turned to the Emerald Throne with glad +thanksgiving for the answer vouchsafed to a dead mother's prayers. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the third day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE FOURTH DAY + +CHRISTOBEL SIGNS HER NAME + +"I am exhausted," said the Boy, reaching out a long arm, and securing +his third piece of hot buttered-toast. "I am ruffled. My usual calm +mental poise is overthrown--and on the Sabbath, of all days! Every +feather I possess has been rubbed up the wrong way." He lay back in +the depths of his chair, stretched out his legs, and looked dejectedly +at Christobel. + +Her quiet smile enveloped him. Her look was as a cool touch on a hot +forehead. + +"Poor Little Boy Blue! I thought something was wrong. I should feel a +keener anxiety, were the hot buttered-toast less obviously consoling." + +"I'll jolly well never go again," said the Boy, with indignation. "Not +me!" + +"Before you were born, Boy; when I went to school," said Miss +Charteris, "we were taught to say 'Not _I_.' And if you were to tell +me where you have been, on this Sabbath afternoon, I might be able to +give you more intelligent sympathy." + +"I've been to a drawing-room meeting," said the Boy, "and I've heard a +woman hold forth. For an hour and a quarter, I've sat stuffed up, +breathing the atmosphere of other people's go-to-meeting clothes, and +heard a good lady go meandering on, while I had no room for my legs." + +"I thought you seemed finding them extra long, Boy. Why did you go to +a drawing-room meeting?" + +"I went," said the Boy, "because the dear old thing in whose house it +was held asked me to go. She used to know my mother. When I was at +Trinity she looked me up, often invited me to her charming home, gave +me excellent little dinners, followed by the kindest, nicest, most +nervous little preachments. Don't look amused, dear. I never failed +to profit. I respected her for it. She is as good and genuine as they +make 'em; and if _she_ had stood up this afternoon, with her friendly +smile, and dear shaky old voice, and given us an exposition of the +twenty-third Psalm, we should have all come away quite 'good and +happy.' Instead of which--oh, my wig!" + +The Boy took an explosive bun, and put it whole into his mouth. "The +only way to manage them on Sunday," he explained, as soon as speech was +possible, "when sweeping is not the right thing. But let us hope +Mollie's papa's 'clerical brethren' won't find it out. There would +certainly be less conversation and fewer crumbs, but no fun at all." + +"I don't think you need be afraid, Boy dear. Even should such a way +out of the difficulty occur to them, I am inclined to think they would +prefer the explosion, to the whole bun at a mouthful. It has a rather +startling effect, you know, until one gets used to seeing it done. I +can't quite imagine an archdeacon doing it, while standing on the +hearthrug in conversation with my brother. Now tell me what the good +lady said, which you found so trying." + +"Oh, she meandered on," grumbled the Boy. "She told us all we should +have been, if we had not been what we were; and all we might be, if we +were not what we are; and all we shall be, when we are not what we are! +She implored us to consider, and weigh well, _where_ we should go, if, +by a sudden and unexpected dispensation of Providence, we ceased to be +where we then were. I jolly well knew the answer to _that_; for if +Providence had suddenly dispensated--which it didn't, for a good +three-quarters of an hour--I should have been here, _here_, HERE, as +fast as my best Sunday boots could carry me!" His brown eyes softened. +"Ah, think what '_here_' means," he said. "Think! 'Here' means _You_!" + +But Miss Charteris did not wish the conversation to become too +meltingly personal. + +"What else did she say, Boy?" + +He consulted the mulberry leaves, then bounded in his chair. "Ha, I +have it! I kept this tit-bit for you. She used an astronomical +illustration, I haven't the least idea apropos of what, but she told us +exactly how many millions of miles the sun is from the earth; and then +she smiled upon us blandly, and said: 'Or is it billions?' Think of +that! She said: '_Or is it billions?_' in exactly the same tone of +voice as she might have said of the bonnet she had on: 'I bought it, at +a sale, for elevenpence three farthings, _or was it a shilling_?'" + +"Oh, Boy, you really _are_ naughty! I never connected you with +personal sarcasm." + +"Yes, but that sort of woman shouldn't," complained the Boy. "And with +half Cambridge sitting listening. 'Millions, or is it billions?' Oh +lor!" + +"Poor thing!" remarked Miss Charteris. "She could not have known that +she had in the audience a person who had only just avoided the drawback +to future enterprise, of being Senior Wrangler. Had she realized that, +she would have been more careful with her figures." + +"Tease away!" said the Boy. "I don't care, now I am safe here. Only I +shan't tell you any more." + +"I don't want to hear any more, Boy. I always enjoy appreciations, +even of things I do not myself appreciate. But non-appreciations do +not appeal to me. If a person has meant to be effective and proved +inadequate, or tried to do good and done harm, I would rather not know +it, unless I can help to put matters right. Have some more tea, Boy; +and then I want to talk to you myself. I have something rather special +to tell you." + +The Boy stood up and brought his cup to the little table. When she had +filled it, he knelt on one knee beside her, his elbow on the arm of her +chair, and drank his tea there. + +"I am sorry, dear," he said, presently. "I won't do it again. Perhaps +I listened wrong, because I was bored at being there at all. I say, +Christobel--it has just occurred to me--did you know my mother?" + +The old garden was very still. A hush, as of the Paradise of God, +seemed suddenly to fall upon it. As the Boy asked his quiet question, +a spirit seemed to hover, between them and the green dome of mulberry +leaves above them, smoothing the Boy's tumbled hair, and touching the +noble brow of the woman the Boy loved; a gentle, watching, thankful +spirit--eternally remembering, and tenderly glad to be remembered. For +a few moments the silence was a silence which could not be broken. The +Boy lifted wondering eyes to the moving leaves. Christobel laid her +hand upon his, as it gripped her chair. An unseen voice seemed to +whisper to the Boy--not in the stern tones of the Church, but as an +eager, anxious, question: "Wilt thou--have--this woman--to be thy +wedded wife?" And silently the Boy replied: "Please God, I will"; and, +bending, kissed the hand resting on his. + +The spell lifted. Christobel spoke. + +"Yes, Boy dear, I knew her. I have often wondered whether I might tell +you. She and my mother were dear friends. I was thirteen when she +died. You were three, poor Little Boy Blue! Two things I specially +remember about your mother: the peculiar radiance of her face--a light +from within, shining out; and the fact that when she was in a room the +whole atmosphere seemed rarefied, beautified, uplifted. I think she +lived very near heaven, Boy; and, like Enoch, she walked straight in +one day, and came back no more. She 'was not'; for God took her." + +Another long holy silence. The mulberry leaves were still. Then the +Boy said, softly: "Some day, will you tell me heaps more--details--lots +of little things about her? No one ever has. But I seem almost to +begin to remember her, when you talk of her. Meanwhile, may I show you +this?" + +He drew from the inner pocket of his coat, a small well-worn +pocket-Bible. Opening it at the fly-leaf, he passed it to Miss +Charteris. + +"It was hers," he said. + +She bent over it and read the inscription: + + _M. A. Chelsea_ + + "_Through faith and patience inherit the promises._" + + +Below, in a delicate writing, traced by a hand that trembled: + + _To my Baby Boy from his Mother_ + + "_I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not._" + + +She looked at it in silence. How much had this book meant during all +these years, to the "Baby Boy"? Had the book in his pocket, and the +prayers hovering about him, something to do with the fact that he was +still--just Little Boy Blue? + +The Boy had taken a fountain pen from his pocket, and was shaking it +vigorously over the grass. + +Now he passed it to her. + +"Write your dear name beneath," he said. + +Infinitely touched, she made no comment, raised no question. She took +the pen, and wrote just "_Christobel_." + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the fourth day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE FIFTH DAY + +GUY CHELSEA TAKES CONTROL + +"Now, Sir Boy," said Miss Charteris with decision, "this is your fifth +day. Our time is nearly over. You have done most of the talking. You +have had things entirely your own way. What? ... Oh, well, _almost_ +entirely your own way. I have allowed you to play your Old Testament +game to your heart's content. With commendable adaptability, _I_ have +been Jericho, and _you_ have marched round. I have been Jericho in my +own garden, and have refreshed the invading army with hot +buttered-toast and explosive buns. Now it is my turn to take the +initiative. Jenkins having removed the tea, and it being too hot for +tennis, I am going to ask you to sit still, while I explain to you +quite clearly why I must send you away at the close of the seventh day." + +She tried to hide her extreme trepidation beneath a tone of gay banter. +She hoped it did not sound as forced to him as it did to herself. The +Boy's clear eyes were fixed upon her. Had he noticed the trembling of +her hands, before she steadied them by laying hold of the arms of her +chair? + +"So now for a serious talk, if you please, Sir Boy." + +"Excuse me, dear," said the Boy, "the Israelites were not allowed to +parley." + +"You need not parley," said Miss Charteris; "you are requested merely +to listen. You may smoke if you like. I understand cigarette smoke is +fatal to black-beetles. Possibly it has the same effect on garden +insects. Russell tells me we are overrun by snails. Smoke, Boy, if +you like." + +"Dear," said the Boy, his head thrown back, his hands thrust deep into +his coat pockets, "I never have the smallest desire to smoke in your +presence. I should feel as if I were smoking in church." + +"Oh, you dear amazing altogether absurd boy! Don't look at me like +that. And don't say such unexpected things, or I shall be unable to +parley satisfactorily." + +"When _I_ went to school," remarked the Boy, "and you were an engaging +little girl in a pigtail, I was taught to say: 'Do not look at me +_thus_'; at least, masters frequently appeared to think it necessary to +make that remark to me. I can't imagine why; because they were not +specially worth looking at; excepting that a very large person, in a +very angry condition, always presented a spectacle of extreme interest +to my juvenile mind. It was so fascinating to watch and see what they +would do next. They were like those wooden monkeys and bears you buy +in Swiss shops, don't you know? You pull a hanging string, and their +legs and arms jump about unexpectedly. One always felt a really angry +grown-up was a mere puppet. Unseen fingers were pulling the string; +and it was funny to watch. There was an exciting element of danger, +too; because sometimes a hand jerked up and boxed your ears." + +"Little Boy Blue," she said, "it must have been quite impossible ever +to be _mildly_ angry with you. Either one would have waxed impotently +furious; or one would have wanted to--to hug you!" + +The Boy leapt up. + +"Sit down," said Miss Charteris, "or I shall send you away. And I do +not wish to do that; because I have quite made up my mind to tell you +to-day, a thing which I suppose I ought to have told you long ago; and +I tried to do so, Boy; but somehow you always made it impossible. I +want to--to tell you about--the Professor." She paused. + +It was so very difficult. It was like rolling a heavy stone up a steep +hill. And the Boy made no attempt to help her. He lay back with an +exaggerated display of resignation. He looked at her with sleepy, +amused eyes. And he asked no questions. The army of Israel obviously +declined to parley. + +"I have long felt I ought to tell you about the Professor," continued +Miss Charteris. + +The Boy sighed. "I think I jolly well know all there is to know about +professors," he said. + +"Not about this one," explained Miss Charteris. "He is _my_ Professor." + +"Oh, if he's _your_ Professor," said the Boy, sitting up, "of course I +am interested. But I am not sure that I approve of you having a tame +Professor; especially when it arrives in goloshes, and leaves them in +the hall." + +"I am afraid nobody will ask whether you approve or not, Little Boy +Blue. The Professor has been a great friend of mine during nearly +twelve years; and I think I am possibly--in fact, very probably--going +to marry the Professor." + +"Really?" said the Boy. "May I ask when he proposed?" + +"He has not proposed, Boy." + +The Boy produced his pocket-book, took out a calendar, and studied it +attentively. + +"Then I'm afraid you will have some time to wait," he said. "It will +not be leap year again until 1912." + +This sounded impertinent; but the Boy could no more have been guilty of +intentional impertinence toward her, than he could have picked her +pocket; and Miss Charteris knew it. There was one thing of which those +who had dealings with Christobel Charteris could always be +sure--absolute justice. She had seen the Boy's face whiten suddenly, +to a terrible pallor, beneath his tan. She knew he was making a +desperate fight for self-control. How best could she help? Her own +part seemed almost more than she could manage. + +"Come here, Boy dear," she said, holding out her hand. + +He hesitated one instant; then rose unsteadily to his feet, and +came--not to his usual place at the side, bending over her; but in +front of her, on one knee, silently waiting. + +She bent forward. "Take my hand, Boy." + +He took it, in a firm unhesitating clasp. They held each other so, in +silence. The colour came back into the Boy's face. The dumb horror +died out of his eyes. They smiled into hers again. + +"Now promise me, Boy dear, that you will let me tell you all; and that +you will try not to misunderstand." + +"My dearest," said the Boy, "I promise. But I do not need to say I +will try not to misunderstand. I could not misunderstand you, if I +tried." + +"Then go back to your chair, Boy." + +He went. His eyes were bright again. + +"Boy, please to understand that I am not engaged to the Professor. Of +course, had that been the case, I should have told you, long ago. He +has never said one word to me of love or marriage. But he has been a +great friend--an intimate friend, intellectually; and I have reason to +know that he wishes--has wished for years--a good deal more than he has +ever expressed to me. He has waited, Boy; and when anybody has waited +nearly twelve years, could one fail them?" + +"Why, of course!" cried the Boy, eagerly. "If a man could wait twelve +years--good heavens, why shouldn't he wait twenty! A man has no +business to wait; or to be able to wait; or to keep a woman waiting. +Twelve years? Oh, I say! I didn't wait twelve days. Now, did I?" + +She smiled. "You break all speed records, Boy, always. But cannot you +understand that all men have not fifty thousand a year, and the world +at their feet? Had you been penniless, Boy, you--even you--would have +had to wait." + +"Not a bit!" said the Boy, stoutly. "I would drive a cab, I would +sweep a crossing, I would _do_ anything, or _be_ anything; but I +wouldn't wait for the woman I loved; nor would I"--his voice dropped +almost to a whisper--"keep the woman who loved me, waiting." + +"But suppose she had a comfortable little income of her own; and you +had less--much less--to offer her? Surely, Boy, proper pride would +keep you from asking her to marry you, until your income at least +equalled hers?" + +"Not a bit!" said the Boy. "That sort of rot isn't proper pride. It's +just selfish false pride. However much a woman had, when a man--a +_man_, mind you, not an old woman, or a _thing_ with no pluck or +vertebra--when a man gives a woman his whole love, his whole life, the +worship of his whole body, heart, and soul, he has given her that which +no money could buy; and were she a millionairess she would still be +poor if, from false pride, he robbed her of that gift which was his to +give her--and perhaps his alone." + +"Boy dear," she said, gently; "it sounds very plausible. But it is so +easy to be plausible with fifty thousand a year in the background. Let +me tell you about the Professor. He has, of course, his fellowship, +and is quite comfortably off now, living as a bachelor, in rooms. But +he practically supports his unmarried sister, considerably older than +himself, who lives in a tiny little villa, and keeps one maid. The +Professor could not afford to marry, and set up a larger establishment, +on his present income; at least he apparently thinks he could not. And +your theory of robbing the woman who--the woman he loves, does not +appear to have occurred to him. But, during all these years he has +been compiling an Encyclopedia--I don't suppose you know what an +Encyclopedia is, Boy." + +"Oh, don't I?" said the Boy. "It's a thing you pile up on the floor to +stand upon when you want to fix a new pipe-rack." + +Miss Charteris ignored this trying definition of an Encyclopedia. + +"The Professor is compiling a wonderful book," she said, with dignity; +"and, when it is completed and published, he will be in a position to +marry." + +"Has he told you so?" inquired the Boy. + +"No, Boy. He has never mentioned the subject of marriage to me. But +he has told his sister; and she has told me." + +"Ha!" said the Boy. "Miss _H_ann, I suppose. I must say, I distrust +Miss _H_ann." + +"What do _you_ know of Miss Ann?" inquired Christobel, astonished. + +"Only that she's always a-_h_egging of 'em on," said the Boy, calmly. + +The indignant blood rushed into the fair proud face. + +"Boy! You've been gossiping with Martha." + +"I have, dear; I admit it. You see, I arrived early, on the third day; +found the garden empty; went gaily into the house to look for you. Ran +up into the hall; when up got a pair of old goloshes--eh, what? Oh, +sorry--up got a pair of _new_ goloshes, and hit me in the eye! A +professor's cap and gown hung up, as if at home; and while I meditated +upon these things, the voice of my Belovčd was uplifted in loud and +sonorous Greek, exclaiming: 'Avaunt, rash youth! Thou impudent +intruder!' Can you wonder that I avaunted--to Martha?" + +"You will please tell me at once all Martha said to you." + +"Of course I will, dear. Don't be vexed. I always meant to tell you, +some time or other. I asked her whose were the goloshes; the umbrella +with the--er--decided figure; the suspended cap and gown. Martha said +they were the Professor's. I inquired whether the Professor stayed to +tea. You really can't blame me for asking that; because I had gone to +the kitchen for the express purpose of carrying out the tea-tray, yours +and mine; but _not_ the Professor's. No possible pleasure could have +resulted, either to you, or to me, or to the Professor, from my +unexpected appearance with the tea-tray, if the Professor had been +there. Now could it? I think it would be nice of you, dear, and only +fair, if, remembering the peculiar circumstances of that afternoon, you +just said: 'No; it couldn't.' + +"Well, I asked Martha whether the Professor stayed to tea, and heard +that 'Thank goodness, no!' we drew the line at that, except when Miss +_H_ann came too. With the awful possibility of Miss _H_ann 'coming +too,' on one of my priceless days, I naturally desired a little light +thrown on Miss _H_ann. I was considerably relieved to learn that Miss +_H_ann suffers from the peculiar complaint--mental, I gather--of +'fancying herself in a bath-chair.' This might be no hindrance to the +'_h_egging on' propensities, but it certainly diminished the chances of +the 'coming too.' That was all, dear." + +"Boy, you ought to have been ashamed of yourself!" + +"So I was, the moment I saw you walk down the lawn. But you really +needn't look so indignant. I was working for you, at the same time." + +"Working for me?" + +"Yes, dear. I told Martha her wisps would look nicer if she curled +them. I also suggested 'invisible pins.' If you like I will tell you +how I came to know about 'invisible pins'; but it is a very long story, +and not _specially_ interesting, for the lady in the case was my +great-aunt." + +"Oh, Boy," said Miss Charteris, laughing in spite of herself; "I wish +you were the size of my Little Boy Blue on the sands at Dovercourt. I +would dearly like to shake you." + +"Well," he said, "you did more than shake me, just now. You gave me +about the worst five minutes I ever had in my life. Christobel? You +don't really care about the Professor?" + +"Boy, dear, I really do. I have cared about him very much, for years." + +"Yes, as a woman loves a book; but not as a woman loves a man." + +"Explain your meaning, please." + +"Oh, hang it all!" exclaimed the Boy, violently. "Do you love his +mouth, his eyes, his hair----?" The Boy choked, and stopped short. + +Miss Charteris considered, and replied with careful deliberation. "I +do not know that I have ever seen his mouth; he wears a beard. His +eyes are not strong, but they look very kind through his glasses. His +hair? Well, really, he has not much to speak of. But all these things +matter very little. His _mind_ is great and beautiful; his thoughts +appeal to me. I understand his way of viewing things: he understands +mine. It would be a wonderful privilege to be able to make life easy +and happy for one for whom I have so profound a respect and esteem. I +have looked upon it, during the last few years, as a privilege which +is, eventually, to be mine." + +"Christobel," cried the Boy, "it is wrong, it is terrible! It is not +the highest. I can't stand it, and I won't. I will not let you give +yourself to a wizened old bookworm----" + +"Be quiet, Boy," she said, sharply. "Do you wish to make me really +angry? The Professor is not old. He is only fourteen years my senior. +To your extreme youth, fifty may seem old. The Professor is in his +prime. I am afraid we have nothing to gain, Boy, by prolonging this +discussion." + +"But we can't leave it at this," said the Boy, desperately. "Where do +I come in?" + +"My Little Boy Blue, I am afraid you don't come in at all, excepting as +a very sweet idyll which, all through the years to come, I shall never +forget. You begged for your seven days, and I gave them. But I never +led you to assume I could say 'Yes.' Now listen, Boy, and I will tell +you the honest truth. I do not know that I am ever going to marry the +Professor. I only feel pledged to him from the vague belief that we +each consider the other is waiting. Don't break your heart over it, +Boy; because it is more than likely it will never come to pass. +But--even were there no Professor--oh, Boy dear, I could not marry you. +I love my Little Boy Blue more tenderly and deeply than I have ever +before loved anything or any one on this earth. But I could not marry +a boy, however dearly I loved him; however sweet was his love to me. I +am a woman grown, and I could surrender myself wholly, only to a man +who would wholly be my mate and master. I cannot pretend to call my +Little Boy Blue 'the _man_ I love,' because he is really dearest to me +when I think of him, with expectation in his baby-eyes, trotting down +the sands to find his cannon-ball.... Oh, Boy, I am hurting you! I +hate to hurt you, Boy. Your love is so beautiful. Nothing as perfect +will ever touch my life again. Yet I cannot, honestly, give what you +ask.... Boy dear, ought I to have told you, quite plainly, sooner? If +so, you must forgive me." + +The Boy had risen, and stood before her. "You always do the right +thing," he said, "and never, under any circumstances, could there be +anything for me to forgive you. I have been an egregious young ass. I +have taken things for granted, all along the line. What must you think +of me! Why should you care? _You_, with your intellectual +attainments, your honours, your high standing in the world of books? +_Why_ should you care, Christobel? Why _should_ you care?" + +He stood before her, straight and tall and desperately implacable. The +exuberant youth had died out of his face. For the first time, she +could not see in him her Little Boy Blue. + +"Why should you care?" he said again. + +She rose and faced him. "But I _do_ care, Boy," she said. "How dare +you pretend to think I don't? I care very tenderly and deeply." + +"Pooh!" said the Boy. "Do you suppose I wished you to marry a +bare-toed baby, with sand on its nose?" He laughed wildly; paused and +looked at her, then laughed again. "A silly little ass that said it +didn't like girls? Oh, I say! I think it's about time I was off. +Will you walk down to the gate? ... Thanks. You are always most +awfully good to me. I say, Miss Charteris, may I ask the Professor's +name?" + +"Harvey," she said, quietly. "Kenrick Harvey." The dull anguish at +her heart seemed almost more than she could bear. Yet what could she +say or do? He was merely accepting her own decision. + +"Harvey?" he said. "Why of course I know him. He's not much to look +at, is he? But we always thought him an awfully good sort, and kind as +they make 'em. We considered him a confirmed bachelor; but--well, we +didn't know he was waiting." + +They had reached the postern gate. Oh, would he see the growing pain +in her eyes? What was she losing? What had she lost? Why did her +whole life seem passing out through that green gate? + +"Good-bye," he said, "and please forget all the rot I talked about +Jericho. It goes with the spade and bucket, and all the rest. You +have been most awfully kind to me, all along. But the very kindest +thing you can do now, is to forget all the impossible things I thought +and said... Allow me.... I'll shut the door." + +He put up his hand, to lift his cap; but he was bareheaded. He laughed +again; turned, and passed out. + +"Boy! Boy! Come back," said Christobel. But the door had closed on +the first word. + +She stood alone. + +This time she did not wait. Where was the good of waiting? + +She turned and walked slowly up the lawn, pausing to look at the +flowers in the border. The yellow roses still looked golden. The +jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" lifted pale purple faces to the +sky. + +But the Boy was gone. + +She reached her chair, where he had placed it, deep in the shade of the +mulberry-tree. She felt tired; worn-out; old. + +The Boy was gone. + +She leaned back with closed eyes. She had hurt him so. She remembered +all the glad, sweet confident things he had said each day. Now she had +hurt him so.... What radiant faith, in love and in life, had been his. +But she had spoiled that faith, and dimmed that brightness. + +Suddenly she remembered his dead mother's prayer for him. "_I have +prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not_." And under those words she +had written "_Christobel_." Would he want to obliterate that name? +No, she knew he would not. Nothing approaching a hard or a bitter +thought could ever find a place in his heart. It would always be the +golden heart of her little Boy Blue. + +Tears forced their way beneath her closed lashes, and rolled slowly +down her cheeks. + +"Oh, Boy dear," she said aloud, "I love you so--I love you so!" + +"I know you do, dear," he said. "It's almost unbelievable--yet I know +you do." + +She opened her eyes. The Boy had come back. She had not heard his +light step, on the springy turf. He knelt in his favourite place, on +the left of her chair, and bent over her. Once more his face was +radiant. His faith had not failed. + +She looked up into his shining eyes, and the joy in her own heart made +her dizzy. + +"Boy dear," she whispered, "not my lips, because--I am not altogether +yours--I may have to--you know?--the Professor. But, oh Boy, I can't +help it! I'm afraid I care terribly." + +He was quite silent; yet it seemed to her that he had shouted. A burst +of trumpet-triumph seemed to fill the air. + +He bent lower. "Of course I wouldn't, Christobel," he said; "not +before the seventh day. But there's a lot beside lips, and it's all so +dear." + +Then she felt the Boy's kisses on her hair, on her brow, on her eyes. +"Dear eyes," he said, "shedding tears for my pain. Ah, dear eyes!" +And he kissed them again. + +She put up her hand, to push him gently away. He captured it, and held +it to his lips. + +"Stop, Boy dear," she said. "Be good now, and sit down." + +He slipped to the grass at her feet, and rested his head against her +knee. + +She stroked his hair, with gentle, tender touch. Her Little Boy Blue +had come back to her. Oh, bliss unutterable! Why worry about the +future? + +"How silly we were, dear!" he said. "How silly to suppose we could +part like that--you and I!" Then his sudden merry laugh rang out--oh, +such music! such sweet music! "I say, Christobel," he said, "it is all +very well _now_ to say 'Stop, and be good.' But on the seventh day, +when the walls fall down, and I march up into the citadel, I shall give +you millions of kisses--or will it be _billions_?" + +"Judging from my knowledge of you, Boy dear," she said, "I rather +_think_ it would be billions." + +Later, as they stood once more by the postern gate, he turned, framed +in the doorway, smiling a last gay good-bye. + +It was their second parting that day, and how different from the first. +There was to be a third, unlike either, before the day was over; but +its approach was, as yet, unsuspected. + +But as he stood in the doorway, full in a shaft of sunlight, the glad +certainty in his eyes smote her with sudden apprehension. + +"Oh, Boy dear," she said, "take care! You are building castles again. +They will tumble about our ears. I haven't promised you anything, +Little Boy Blue of mine; and I am afraid I shall _have_ to marry the +Professor." + +"If you do, dear," he said, "I shall have to give him a new umbrella as +a wedding present!" And the Boy went whistling down the lane. + +But, out of sight of the postern gate and of the woman who, leaning +against it, watched him to the turning, he dropped his bounding step +and jaunty bearing. His face grew set and anxious; his walk, perplexed. + +"Oh, God," said the Boy, as he walked, "don't let me lose her!" + +A few minutes later, a telegram was put into his hand from the friend +left on the coast, in charge of his newest aeroplane. + +"_Arrange Channel flight, if possible, day after to-morrow_." + +"Not I," said the Boy, crumpling the message into his pocket. "The day +after to-morrow is the seventh day." + + * * * * * + +He was dining with friends, but an unaccountable restlessness seized +him during the evening. He made his excuses, and returned to the Bull +Hotel soon after nine o'clock. The hall-porter at once handed him a +note, left by special messenger, ten minutes earlier. It was marked +"urgent." The handwriting was Christobel's. + +The Boy flung away his cigarette, tore the note open, and turned to a +light. It was very short and clear. + + +"_Boy dear,--I must see you at once. You will find me in the garden._ + +"_Christobel._" + + * * * * * + +When the Boy had turned the corner and disappeared, Miss Charteris +passed through the little postern gate, and moved slowly up the lawn. +Ah, how different to her sad return from that gate an hour before! + +The William Allen Richardsons still opened their golden hearts to the +sunset. The jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" still lifted their +purple faces to the sky. But instead of stabbing her with agony, they +sang a fragrant psalm of love. + +Ah, why was the Boy so dear? Why was the Boy so near? She had watched +him go striding down the lane, yet he still walked beside her; his gay +young laugh of glad content was in her ears; his pure young kisses on +her brow and eyes; his head against her knee. + +Just as she reached the mulberry, Jenkins hastened from the house. The +note he brought, in a familiar handwriting, thin and pointed, was +marked "urgent" in one corner, and "immediate" in the other; but Miss +Ann's notes usually were one or other. This happened to be both. + +"You need not wait, Jenkins," she said. + +She stood close to a spreading branch of the mulberry. Her tall head +was up among the moving leaves. Whispering, they caressed her. +Something withheld her from entering the soft shade, sacred to herself +and the Boy. She stood, to read Ann Harvey's letter. + +As she read, every vestige of colour left her face. Bending over the +letter, she might have been a sorely troubled and perplexed replica of +the noble Venus of Milo. + +Folding the letter, she went slowly up the lawn, still wearing that +white look of cold dismay. She spoke to Martha through the open +window, keeping her face out of sight. + +"Martha," she said, "I am obliged to go immediately to Miss Ann. If I +am not back by eight o'clock, I shall be remaining with her for +dinner." She passed on, and Martha turned to Jenkins. + +By the way, Jenkins was having an unusually festive time. During the +last twenty-four hours, Martha had been kinder to him than he had ever +known her to be. He was now comfortably ensconced in the Windsor +armchair in a corner of the kitchen, reading yesterday's daily paper, +and enjoying his pipe. Never before had his pipe been allowed in the +kitchen; but he had just been graciously told he might bring it in, if +he wouldn't be "messy with the _h_ashes"; Mrs. Jenkins volunteering the +additional remarkable information, that it was "good for the beetles." +Jenkins was doubtful as to whether this meant that his pipe gave +pleasure to the beetles, or the reverse; but experience had taught him +that a condition of peaceful uncertainty in his own mind was to be +preferred to a torrent of vituperative explanation from Martha. He +therefore also received in silence the apparently unnecessary +injunction not to go "crawlin' about all over the floor"; it took "a +figure to do that!" + +Eight o'clock came, and Miss Charteris had not returned. + +"Remaining with 'er for dinner," pronounced Martha, flinging open the +oven, and wrathfully relegating to the larder the chicken she had been +roasting with extreme care; "an' a precious poor dinner it'll be! +Jenkins, _you_ may 'ave this sparrow-grass. _I_ 'aven't the 'eart. +An' me 'oping she'd 'ave 'ad the sense to keep _'im_ to dinner; knowing +as there was a chicking an' 'grass for two. Now what's took Miss +_H_ann 'urgent and immediate,' I'd like to know!" continued Martha, +deriving considerable comfort from banging the plates and tumblers on +to the kitchen table, with just as much violence as was consistent with +their personal safety, as she walked round it, laying the table for +supper. "Ate a biscuit, I should think, an' flown to 'er cheat. I've +no patience; no, _that_ I 'aven't!" And Martha attacked the loaf, with +fury. + +At a quarter before nine, Miss Charteris returned. In a few moments +the bell summoned Jenkins. The note he was to take was also marked +"Immediate." He left it on the kitchen table, and, while he changed +his coat, Martha fetched her glasses. Then she followed him to the +pantry. + +"'Ere, run man!" she said, "run! Never mind your muffler. Who wants a +muffler in June? _'E_'s in it! It's something more than a biscuit. +Drat that woman!" + + * * * * * + +A quarter of an hour later, a tall white figure moved noiselessly down +the lawn, to the seats beneath the mulberry. The full moon was just +rising above the high red wall, gliding up among the trees, huge and +golden through their branches. Christobel Charteris waited in the +garden for the Boy. + +He came. + +By then, the lawn was bathed in moonlight. She saw him, tall and slim, +in the conventional black and white of a man's evening dress, pass +silently through the postern gate. She noted that he did not bang it. +He came up the lawn slowly--for him. He wore no hat, and every +clear-cut feature of the clean-shaven young face showed up in the +moonlight. + +At the mulberry, he paused, uncertain; peering into the dark shadow. + +"Christo_bel_?" he said, softly. + +"Boy dear; I am here. Come." + +He came; feeling his way among the chairs, and moving aside a table, +which stood between. + +He found her, sitting where he had found her, on his return, three +hours before. A single ray of moonlight pierced the thick foliage of +the mulberry, and fell across her face. He marked its unusual pallor. +He stood before her, put one hand on each arm of her chair, and bent +over her. + +"What is it?" he said, softly. "What is it, dear heart? It is so +wonderful to be wanted, and sent for. But let me know quickly that you +are not in any trouble." + +She looked up at him dumbly, during five, ten, twenty seconds. Then +she said: "Boy, I have something to tell you. Will you help me to tell +it?" + +"Of course I will," he said. "How can I help best?" + +"I don't know," she answered. "Oh, I _don't_ know!" + +He considered a moment. Then he sat down on the grass at her feet, and +leaned his head against her knees. She passed her fingers softly +through his hair. + +"What happened after I had gone?" asked the Boy. + +"Jenkins brought me a note from Miss Harvey, asking me to come to her +at once, to hear some very wonderful news, intimately affecting +herself, and the Professor, and--and me. She wrote very ecstatically +and excitedly, poor dear. She always does. Of course, I went." + +"Well?" said the Boy, gently. The pause was so very long, that it +seemed to require supplementing. He felt for the other hand, which had +been holding the lace at her breast, and drew it to his lips. It was +wet with tears. + +The Boy started. He sat up; turned, resting his arm upon her lap, and +tried to see her face. + +"Go on, dear," he said. "Get it over." + +"Boy," said Miss Charteris, "a rich old uncle of the Harveys has died, +leaving the Professor a very considerable legacy, sufficient to make +him quite independent of his fellowship, and of the production of the +Encyclopedia." + +"Well?" + +"They are very happy about it, naturally. Poor Ann is happier than I +have ever seen her. And the chief cause of their joy appears to be +that now the Professor is, at last, in a position to marry." + +"Well?" + +"I have not seen him yet, but Miss Ann is full of it. She told me a +good many very touching things. I had no idea it had meant so much--to +him--all these years.--Boy dear?" + +"Yes." + +"I shall have to marry the Professor." + +No answer. + +"I don't know how to make you understand why I feel so bound to them. +They were very old friends of my father and mother. They were so good +to me through all the days of sorrow, when I was left alone. Miss Ann +is a great invalid, and very dependent upon love and care, and upon not +being thwarted in her little hopes and plans. She expects to come and +live in--in her brother's home. She knows I should love to have her. +And he has done so much for me, intellectually; so patiently kept my +mind alive, when it was inclined to stagnate; and working, when it +would have grown slack. He has given up hours of his valuable time to +me, every week, for years." + +No answer. + +Suddenly the moonlight, through an opening in the mulberry leaves, fell +upon his upturned face. She saw the anguish in his eyes. She turned +his head away, resting it against her knee, and clasped her hands upon +it. + +"Boy dear; it is terribly hard for us, I know. In a most extraordinary +way--in a way I cannot understand--you have won my body. It yearns to +be with you; it aches if you suffer; it lives in your gladness; it +grows young in your youth. Nobody else has ever made me feel this; I +do not suppose anybody else ever will. But--oh Boy--bodies are not +everything. Bodies are the least of all. And I think--I _think_ the +Professor holds my mind. He won it long ago. I have grown much older +since then, and very tired of waiting. But I can look back to the time +when I used to think the greatest privilege in the world would be, to +be the--to marry the Professor." + +She paused, and waited. + +"Bodies count," said the Boy, in a low voice. "You'll jolly well find, +that bodies count." + +It was such a relief to hear him speak at last. + +"Oh, I know, Boy dear," she said. "But more between some, than others. +The Professor and I are united, primarily, on the mental and spiritual +plane. Being so sure of this, realizing the difference, makes it less +hard, in a way, to--to give up my Little Boy Blue. Boy dear, you must +help me; because I love you as I have never loved anybody else in this +world before; as I know I never shall love again. But I am bound in +honour not to disappoint the man who _knows_ I have waited for him. +Miss Ann admitted to me to-night that she has told him. She said, in +the first moments of joy she _had_ to tell him; he was so anxious; and +so diffident. Boy dear, had it not been for that, I think I should +have begged off. But--as he knows--as they have trusted me--dear, we +must say 'good-bye' to-night. He is going to write to me to-morrow, +asking if he may come. I shall say: 'Yes.' ... Boy dear? Is it very +hard? ... Oh, can't you see where duty comes in? There can be no true +happiness if one has failed to be true to what one knows is just and +right.... Can't you realize, Boy, that _they_ have been everything to +me for seven _years_? _You_ have come in, for seven _days_." + +"Time is nothing," said the Boy, suddenly. "You and I are one, +Christobel; eternally, indissolubly _one_. You will find it out, when +it is too late. Age is nothing! Time is nothing! Love is all!" + +She hesitated. The Boy's theories were so vital, so vigorous, so +assured. Was she making a mistake? There was no question as to the +pain involved by her decision; but was that pain to result as she +believed, in higher good to all; or was it to mean irreparable loss? +The very knowledge that her body so yearned for him, led her to +emphasize the fact that the Boy could not--oh surely could not--be a +fit mate for her mind. Yet he was so confident, so sure of himself, in +regard to her, on every point; so unhesitatingly certain that they were +meant for each other. + +And then she saw Ann Harvey, with clasped hands, saying: "_Darling_ +child, forgive me, but I _had_ to tell Kenrick! He is so _humble_--he +was so _diffident_, so doubtful of his own powers of attraction. I +_had_ to tell him that I knew you had been very fond of him for +_years_. I did not say much, sweet child; but just enough to give dear +Kenrick _hope_ and _confidence_." + +She could see Miss Ann's delicate wrinkled face; the tearful eyes; the +lavender ribbons on her lace cap; the mysterious hair-brooch, fastening +the old lace at her neck. The scene was photographed upon her memory; +for, in that moment, Hope--the young Hope, born of the youthful Boy and +his desires--had died. Christobel Charteris had taken up the burden of +life; a life apart from the seven days' romance, created by the amazing +over-confidence of her Little Boy Blue. + +The masterful man attracts; but, in the end, it is usually the +diffident man who wins. The innate unselfishness of the noblest type +of woman, causes her to yield more readily to the insistence of her +pity than to the force of her desire. In these cases, marriage and +martyrdom are really--though unconsciously--synonymous; and the same +pure, holy courage which went smiling to the stake, goes smiling to the +altar. Does a martyr's crown await it, in another world? Possibly. +The only perplexing question, in these cases, being: What awaits the +wrecked life of "the other man"? + +Christobel Charteris had put her hand to the plough; she would not look +back. + +"Little Boy Blue," she said, "you must say 'good-bye' and go. I am +going to marry the Professor quite soon, and I must not see you again. +Say 'good-bye,' Boy dear." + +Then the Boy's anguish broke through all bounds. He flung his arms +around her, and hid his face in her lap. A sudden throb of speechless +agony seemed to overwhelm them both, submerging all arguments, all +casuistry, all obligations to others, in a molten ocean of love and +pain. + +Then she heard the Boy pray: "O God, give her to me! Give her to me! +O God, give her to me!" + +"Hush, Boy," she said; "oh, hush!" + +He was silent at once. + +Then bending, she gathered him to her, holding his face against her +breast; sheltering him in the tenderness of her arms. He had never +seemed so completely her own Little Boy Blue as in that moment, when +she listened to his hopeless prayer: "O God, give her to me!" This was +the Little Boy Blue who tried to carry cannon-balls; who faced the +world, with sand upon his nose; cloudless faith in his bright eyes; +indomitable courage in his heart. She forgot the man's estate to which +he had attained; she forgot the man's request to which she had given a +final denial. She held him as she had first longed to do, when his +nurse, in unreasonable wrath, shook him on the sands; she rocked him +gently to and fro, as his dead mother might have done, long years ago. +"Oh, my Little Boy Blue, my Little Boy Blue!" she said. + +Suddenly she felt the Boy's hot tears upon her neck. + +Then, in undreamed of pain, her heart stood still. Then the full +passion of her tenderness awoke, and found voice in an exceeding bitter +cry. + +"Oh, I cannot bear it! I cannot bear it! Boy dear, oh, Boy dear, you +shall have all you wish--all--all! ... Do you hear, my Little Boy Blue? +It shall all be for you, darling; all for you! Nobody else matters. +You shall have all you want--all--all--all!" + +Silence under the mulberry-tree; the silence of a great decision. + +Then he drew himself gently but firmly from her arms. + +He stood before her, tall, erect, unbending. The moonlight fell upon +his face. It had lost its look of youth, taking on a new power. It +was the face of a man; and of a man who, having come to a decision, +intended, at all costs, to abide by it. + +"No, Christobel," he said. "No, my Belovčd. I could not accept +happiness--even _such_ happiness--at so great a cost to you. There +could be no bliss for you, no peace, no satisfaction, even in our great +love, if you had gone against your supreme sense of duty; your own high +conception of right and wrong. Also, Christobel, dearest--you must not +give yourself in a rush of emotion. You must give yourself +deliberately where your mind has chosen, and where your great soul is +content. That being so, I must be off, Christobel; and don't you worry +about me. You've been heavenly good to me, dear; and I've put you +through so much. I will go up to town to-night. I shall not come +back, unless you send for me. But when you want me and send--why, my +Love, I will come from the other end of the world." + +He stooped and took both her hands in his; lifted them reverently, +tenderly, to his lips; held them there one moment, then laid them back +upon her lap, and turned away. + +She saw him walk down the moonlit lawn, tall and erect. She saw him +pass through the gate, without looking back. She heard it close +quietly--not with the old boyish bang--yet close irrevocably, +decisively. + +Then she shut her eyes, and began again to rock gently to and fro. +Little Boy Blue was still in her arms; it comforted her to rock him +there. But the man who had arisen and left her, when he might, taking +advantage of her weakness, have won her against her own conscience and +will; the man who, mastering his own agony, had thus been brave and +strong for her--had carried her whole heart with him, when he went out +through the postern gate. + +In rising, he left the Boy in her arms. Through the long hard years to +come, she prayed she might keep him there--her own Little Boy Blue. + +But he who went out alone, for her sake to face life without her, was +_the man she loved_. + +She knew it, at last. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the fifth day_." + + * * * * * + + + + +THE SIXTH DAY + +MISS ANN HAS "MUCH TO SAY" + +On the afternoon of the sixth day, at the hour which had hitherto been +kept for the Boy, Christobel Charteris, in response to another urgent +and immediate summons, went to take tea with Miss Ann. + +It had been a long, dull, uneventful day, holding at first a certain +amount of restless uncertainty as to whether the Boy was really gone; +mingled with apprehensive anticipation of a call from the Professor. + +But before noon a reply-paid telegram arrived from the Boy, sent off at +Charing Cross. + + +"_Good morning. All's well. Just off for Folkestone. Please tell me +how you are._" + + +To which, while Jenkins and the telegraph-boy waited, Miss Charteris +replied: + + +"_Quite well, thank you. Do be careful at Folkestone._" + + +and afterwards thought of many other messages which she might have +sent, holding more, and better expressed. But that precious moment in +touch with the Boy passed so quickly; and it seemed so impossible to +think of anything but commonplace words, while Jenkins stood at +attention near the table; and the telegraph-boy kept ringing his +bicycle-bell outside, as a reminder that he waited. + +Yet her heart felt warmed and comforted by this momentary contact with +the Boy. He still cared to know how she was. And it was so like him +to put: "All's well." He wished her to know he had not gone down +beneath his trouble. "Fanks, but I always does my own cawwying." +Brave Little Boy Blue, of long ago! + +The expectation of the Professor's note or call remained, keeping her +anxious; until she heard from Ann Harvey, that her brother had been +obliged to go to London on business, and would not return until the +evening. "Come to tea with me, dear child," the note concluded; "we +have _much_ to say!" + +It seemed to Christobel that there remained nothing which Miss Ann had +not already said, in every possible form and way. Nevertheless, she +put on her hat, and went. Miss Ann had succeeded in impressing all her +friends with the conviction that her wishes must never be thwarted. + +Miss Ann had named her villa "Shiloh," undoubtedly a suitable name, so +far as she herself was concerned; her time being mostly spent upon a +comfortable sofa in her tiny drawing-room; or reclining on a wicker +lounge beneath the one tree in her small garden; or being carefully +wheeled out in a bath-chair. + +But nobody else found Miss Ann's villa in any sense a "resting-place." +She had a way of keeping everybody about her--from jaded Emma to the +most casual caller--on the move, while she herself presented a delicate +picture of frail inactivity. Immediately upon their arrival, her +friends found an appointed task awaiting them; but it was always +something which Miss Ann would have given to somebody else to do, had +they not chanced at that moment to appear; and they were usually left +with the feeling that the particular somebody else--whose _privilege_ +they, in their well-meant zeal, had usurped--would have accomplished it +better. + +Directing them from the sofa, Miss Ann kept her entourage busy and +perpetually on the move. Yet she never felt she was asking much of +them; nor, however weary at the conclusion of the task, did they ever +feel much had been accomplished, owing to the judicious use of the word +"just." + +"My dear," Miss Ann would say, "as you _are_ here, will you _just_ +clean the canary?" Cleaning the canary meant a very thorough turning +out of an intricate little brass cage; several journeys up and down +stairs in quest of sand, seed, and brass polish, and an out-door +excursion to a neighbour's garden for groundsel. The canary's name was +"Sweetie-weet," and, however much annoyed Miss Ann's friends might be +feeling with the canary, they had to call him "Sweetie-weet" all the +time they "cleaned him," lest his flutterings should upset Miss Ann. +Now you cannot say "Sweetie-weet" in an angry voice. Try, and you will +see. Consequently Miss Ann's friends had no vent for their feelings +during the process of getting a rather large hand in and out of a very +small brass door with a spring, which always snapped to, at the wrong +moment, while the hand, which seemed to its possessor larger than it +had ever seemed before, was crooked round in an impossible position in +a strained attempt to fix Sweetie-weet's perches. If anything went +wrong during the cleaning process, Miss Ann, from her vantage-ground on +the sofa would sigh, and exclaim: "Poor patient little Sweetie-weet!" +Miss Ann was in full possession of all her faculties. Her hearing was +preternaturally sharp. It was no use saying "Fiend!" to Sweetie-weet, +in an emphatic whisper. He fluttered the more. + +When the task was completed, the cage had to be brought to Miss Ann's +couch for inspection. She then usually discovered the perches to have +been put back before they were perfectly dry. Now _nothing_--as surely +you hardly ought to require to be told--was so prejudicial to +Sweetie-weet's delicate constitution as to have _damp_ wood beneath his +_precious_ little feet. Consequently all the perches had _just_ to be +taken out again, dried before the kitchen fire, and put back once more. +When this mandate went forth, the glee in the bright black eyes in +Sweetie-weet's yellow head was unmistakable. He shared Miss Ann's +mania for keeping people busy. + +When, at last, the second installation of perches was over, and the +cage was suspended from the brass chain in the sunny window, +Sweetie-weet poured forth a shrill crescendo of ear-piercing +sarcasm--"a little song of praise" Miss Ann called it--directed full at +the hot and exhausted friend, who was applying a pocket-handkerchief to +the wire scratches on the back of her hand, and trying to smile at Miss +Ann's recital of all Emma would say, when she found that her special +privilege and delight--the cleaning of Sweetie-weet--had been wrested +from her by the over-zealous friend. As a matter of fact, jaded Emma's +personal remarks about Sweetie-weet, during the perch-drying process in +the kitchen, had been of a nature which would not bear repeating in +Sweetie-weet's presence, and had provided the only amusement the friend +had got out of the whole performance. + +When Christobel Charteris arrived at Shiloh, she found Miss Ann on the +green velvet sofa, looking very frail and ethereal; a Shetland shawl +about her shoulders, fastened by the largest and most mysterious of her +hair-brooches--a gold-mounted oval brooch, in which a weeping willow of +fair hair drooped over a sarcophagus of dark hair; while a crescent +moon of grey hair kept watch over both. This funereal collection of +family hair always possessed a weird fascination for small children, +brought by their parents to call upon Miss Ann. The most +undemonstrative became affectionate, and hastened with ready docility +to the sofa to kiss Miss Ann, in order to obtain a closer view, and to +settle the much disputed point as to the significance of a small round +object in the left-hand corner at the bottom. In fact, to the +undisguised dismay of his mother, a sturdy youngster once emerged from +Miss Ann's embrace, exclaiming eagerly to his little sister: "It's a +furze-bush, _not_ a hedgehog!" An unfortunate remark, which might have +been taken by Miss Ann to refer to even more personal matters than a +detail in her brooch. + +Christobel herself was not altogether free from the spell of this +hirsute cemetery; chiefly because she knew it was worn on days when +deep emotion was to be felt and expressed. At sight of it, she was +quite prepared for the tearful smile with which Miss Ann signed to her +to close the door. Then extending her arms, "Sweet sister," she said, +with emotion, "let me take you to my heart." + +It was somewhat startling to Christobel to be apostrophized as "sister" +by Miss Ann. The Boy had made her feel so young, and so completely his +contemporary, that if Miss Ann had called her "daughter," or even +"granddaughter," it would have seemed more appropriate. Also her +magnificent proportions constituted a somewhat large order for Miss +Ann's proposed embrace. + +However, she knelt beside the sofa, and allowed herself to be taken to +Miss Ann's heart in sections. Then, having found and restored Miss +Ann's lace pocket-handkerchief, she seated herself in a low chair +beside the couch, hoping for enlightenment upon the immediate prospects +of her own future. + +Miss Ann wept gently for a while. Christobel sat silent. Her recent +experience of tears, wrung from such deep anguish of soul, made it less +easy for her to feel sympathetic towards tears which flowed from no +apparent cause, and fell delicately into perfumed lace. So she waited +in silence, while Miss Ann wept. + +The room was very still. The bang with which the Boy usually made his +entry anywhere, would have been terrific in its joyful suddenness. At +the mere thought of it, Christobel's heart stood still and listened. +But this was a place into which the Boy would never make an entry, +noisy or otherwise. Besides--the Boy was gone. Oh, silent, sober, +sorry world! The Boy was gone. + +Sweetie-weet put his head on one side, and chirped interrogatively. In +his judgment, the silence had lasted sufficiently long. + +Miss Ann dried her eyes, making an effort to control her emotion. Then +she spoke, in a voice which still trembled. + +"Dearest child," she said, "I want you _just_ to cover this book for +me. Emma has offered to do it, several times, but I said: 'No, Emma. +We must keep it for Miss Christobel. I do not know _what_ she would +say to you, if you took to covering my books!' Emma is a good soul, +and willing; but has not the _mind_ and _method_ required to cover a +book properly. If you will _just_ run up to my room, dear child, you +will find a neat piece of whity-brown paper laid aside on purpose.... +Hush, Sweetie-weet! Christobel knows you are pleased to see her.... +It is either on the ottoman behind the screen, or in the top left-hand +drawer of the mahogany chest, between the window and the fireplace. +Ah, how much we have come through, during the last twenty-four hours! +The scissors, dear Love, are hanging by black tape from a nail in the +store-room. You require a large and _common_ pair for cutting brown +paper. How truly wonderful are the ways of Providence, dear +Christobel! The paste is in the little cupboard under the stairs." + +When Miss Charteris had finished covering the book, having bent upon it +all the _mind_ and _method_ it required, she forestalled the setting of +another task, by saying firmly: "I want an important talk now, please. +Ann, are you sure you told your brother that I had cared for him for +years?" + +"Darling, dear Kenrick was so _diffident_; so unable to realize his own +powers of _attraction_; so----" + +"Do you think it was fair toward a woman, even if it were true, to tell +a man who had never asked her love, that that love has long been his?" + +"Sweet child, how crudely you put it! I merely _hinted, whispered_; +gave the most _delicate_ indications of what I knew to be your feeling. +For you _do_ love my brother; do you not, dear Christobel?" + +"I think," said Miss Charteris, slowly, weighing each word; "I think I +love the Professor as a woman loves a book." + +There was a moment of tense silence in Miss Ann's drawing-room. +Christobel Charteris looked straight before her, a stern light upon her +face, as of one confronted on the path of duty by the clear shining of +the mirror of self-revelation. + +Into Miss Ann's pale blue eyes shot a gleam of nervous anxiety. + +Sweetie-weet chirped, interrogatively. + +Then Miss Ann, recovering, clasped her hands. "Ah, what a beautiful +definition!" she said. "What _could_ be more pure, more perfect?" + +Miss Charteris knew a love of a very different kind, which was +absolutely pure, and altogether perfect. But that was the love she had +put from her. + +"A woman could hardly marry a book," she said. + +Miss Ann gave a little deprecatory shriek. "Darling child!" she cried. +"_No_ simile, however beautiful, should be pressed too far! Your +exquisite description of your love for dear Kenrick merely assures us +that your union with him will prove one of complete contentment to the +mind. And the _mind_--that sensitive instrument, attuned to all the +immensities of the intellectual spheres--the _mind_ is what really +matters." + +"Bodies count," said Miss Charteris, with conviction; adding beneath +her breath, the dawning of a smile in her sad eyes: "We shall jolly +well find, bodies count." + +Miss Ann's hearing, as we have already remarked, was preternaturally +sharp. She started. "My dear Christobel, what an expression! And do +you not think, that, under these circumstances, any mention of bodies +savours of impropriety?" + +Miss Charteris turned quickly. The colour flamed into her beautiful +face. The glint of angry indignation flashed from her eyes. But the +elderly figure on the couch looked so small and frail. To wound and +crush it would be so easy; and so unworthy of her strength, and wider +experience. + +Suddenly she remembered a little blue back, round with grief and shame; +a small sandy face, silent and unflinching; a brave little heart which +kept its faith in God, and prayed on trustfully, while nurses +misunderstood and bullied. Then Miss Charteris conquered her own wrath. + +"Dear Ann," she said, gently, "do you really believe your brother would +be much disappointed if--after all--when he asks me to marry him--which +he has not done yet--I feel it better not to do so?" + +"My _darling_ child!" exclaimed Miss Ann, and her hair-brooch flew +open, as if to accentuate her horror and amazement. "My _darling_ +child! Think how patiently he has waited! Remember the long years! +Remember----" + +"Yes, I know," said Miss Charteris. "You told me all that last night, +didn't you? But it seems to me that, if a man can wait twelve years, +he might as well wait twenty." + +"So he would have!" cried Miss Ann. "_Undoubtedly_ dear Kenrick would +have waited _twenty years_, had it not been for this fortunate legacy, +which places him in a position to marry at once. But why should you +wish to keep him waiting any longer? Is not twelve years sufficiently +long?" + +Miss Charteris smiled. "Twelve days would be too long for some +people," she said, gently. "I have no wish to keep him waiting. But +you must remember, Ann, the Professor has, as yet, spoken no word of +love to me." + +"Dear child," said Miss Ann, eagerly; "he would have come to you +to-day, but imperative legal business, connected with our uncle's will, +took him to town. I know for certain that he intends writing to you +this evening; and, if you then give him leave to do so, he will call +upon you to-morrow. Oh, _darling_ girl, you will not disappoint us? +We have so trusted you; so _believed_ in you! A less scrupulously +honourable man than Kenrick, might have tried to bind you by a promise, +before he was in a position to offer you immediate marriage. Think of +all the hopes--the hopes and p-_plans_, which depend upon your +faithfulness!" Miss Ann dissolved into tears--but not to a degree +which should hinder her flow of eloquence. "Ah, sweetest child! You +knelt beside this _very_ sofa, five years ago, and you said: 'Ann, I +think _any_ woman might be proud to become the wife of the Professor!' +Have you forgotten that you said that, kneeling beside this _very_ +sofa?" + +"I have not forgotten," said Miss Charteris; "and I think so still." + +"Then you _will_ marry Kenrick?" said Miss Ann, through her tears. + +Christobel Charteris rose. She stood, for a moment, tall and +immovable, in the small, low room, crowded with knick-knacks--china, +bric-ŕ-brac, ferns in painted pots, embroidery, photograph +frames--overseated with easy chairs, which, in their turn, were +overfilled with a varied assortment of cushions. Miss Ann's +drawing-room gave the effect of a rather prettily arranged bazaar. You +mentally pictured yourself walking round, admiring everything, but +seeing nothing you liked quite well enough to wish to buy it, and take +it home. + +Christobel Charteris, tall and stately, in her simple white gown, +looked so utterly apart from the trumpery elegance of these +surroundings. As the Boy had said, the mellow beauty of his ancestral +homes would indeed be a fit setting for her stately grace. But she had +sent away the Boy, with his beautiful castles in the air, and places in +the shires. The atmosphere and surroundings of Shiloh were those to +which she must be willing to bend her fastidious taste. Miss Ann would +expect to make her home with the Professor. + +"Then you _will_ marry Kenrick?" whispered Miss Ann, through her lace +pocket-handkerchief. + +Christobel bent over her, tenderly; fastening the clasp of the +mysterious hair-brooch. + +"Dear Ann," she said. "It will not be leap year again, until 1912. +And, meanwhile, the Professor has not proposed marriage to me." + +Miss Ann instantly brightened. Laughing gaily, she wiped away a few +remaining tears. + +"Ah, naughty!" she said. "Naughty, to make me tell! But as you _will_ +ask--_he is going to write to-night_. But you must never let him know +I told you! And now I want you just to find the _Spectator_--it is +laid over that exquisitely embroidered blotter on the writing-table in +the window, sent me last Christmas by that kind creature, Lady +Goldsmith; so thoughtful, tasteful, and _quite_ touching; Emma, careful +soul, spread it over the blotter, while darling Sweetie-weetie took his +bath. Dear pet, it is a sight to see him splash and splutter. Lady +Goldsmith thinks so much of dear Kenrick. The first time she saw him, +she was _immensely_ struck by his extraordinarily clever _appearance_. +He sat exactly opposite her at a Guildhall banquet; and she told me +afterwards that the mere sight of him was sufficient to take away all +inclination for food; excepting for that intellectual nourishment which +he is so well able to supply. I thought that was rather well +expressed, and, coming from a _florid_ woman, such as Lady Goldsmith, +was quite a tribute to my brother. You _would_ call Lady Goldsmith +'florid,' would you not, dear Christobel? ... Oh, you do not know her +by sight? I am surprised. As the _wife_ of the _Professor_, you will +soon know all these distinguished people by sight. Yes, she is +undoubtedly florid; and inclined to be what my dear father used to call +'a woman of a stout habit.' This being the case, it was certainly a +_tribute_--a tribute of which you and I, dearest child, have a right to +feel justly proud.... Oh, is it still damp? Naughty Sweetie-weet! +Don't you think it might be wise, _just_ to take it to the kitchen. +Emma, good soul, will let you dry it before the fire. I _have_ heard +of fatalities caused by damp newspapers. Precious _child_, we can have +you run no risks! What would _Kenrick_ say? But when it is +_absolutely_ dry, I want you just to explain to me the _gist_ of that +article on the effect of oriental literature on modern thought. +Kenrick tells me you have read it. He wishes to discuss it with me. I +really cannot undertake to read it through. I have not the _time_ +required. Yet I must be prepared to talk it over intelligently with my +brother, when next he pays me a visit. He may look in this evening, +weary with his day in town, and requiring the relaxation of a little +intellectual conversation. I must be ready." + + * * * * * + +An hour later, somewhat tired in body, and completely exhausted in +mind, Miss Charteris walked home. She made a detour, in order to pass +along the lane, and enter through the postern gate at the bottom of the +garden. + +She opened it, and passed in. + +A shaft of sunlight lay along the lawn. The jolly little "what +d'-you-call-'ems" lifted gay purple faces to the sky. + +She paused in the doorway, trying to realize how this quiet green +seclusion, the old-fashioned flower-borders, the spreading +mulberry-tree, the quaint white house, in the distance, with its green +shutters, must have looked to the Boy each day, as he came in. She +knew he had more eye for colour, and more knowledge of artistic effect, +than his casual acquaintances might suppose. It would not surprise her +some day to find, as one of the gems of the New Gallery, a reproduction +of her own garden, with a halo of jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" +in the borders, and an indication of seats, deep in the shadow of the +mulberry-tree. She would not need to refer to the catalogue for the +artist's name. The Boy had had a painting in the Academy the year +before. She had chanced to see it. Noticing the name of her Little +Boy Blue of the Dovercourt sands in the catalogue, she had made her way +through the crowded rooms, and found his picture. It hung on the line. +She had been struck by its thoughtful beauty, and wealth of imaginative +skill. She had not forgotten that picture; and during all these days +she had been quietly waiting to hear the Boy say he had had a painting +in the Academy. Then she was going to tell him she had seen it, had +greatly admired it, and had noted with pleasure all the kind things +critics had said of it. + +But, the subject of pictures not having come up, it had not occurred to +the Boy to mention it. The Boy never talked of what he had done, +_because_ he had done it. But were a subject mentioned upon which he +was keen, he would bound up, with shining eyes, and tell you all he +knew about it; all he had seen, heard, and done; all he was doing, and +all he hoped to do in the future, in connexion with that particular +thing. He would never have thought of informing you that he owned +three aeroplanes. But if the subject of aviation came up, and you said +to the Boy: "Do you know anything about it?" he would lean forward, +beaming at you, and say: "I should jolly well think I do!" and talk +aeroplanes to you for as long as you were willing to listen. This +trait of the Boy's, caused shallow-minded people to consider him +conceited. But the woman he loved knew how to distinguish between +keenness and conceit; between exuberant enthusiasm and egotistical +self-assertion; and the woman who loved him, smiled tenderly as she +remembered that even on the day when she scolded him, and he had to +admit his "barely respectable B.A.," he had not told her of the +painting hung on the line and mentioned in the _Times_. Yet if the +question of art had come up, the Boy would very probably have sat +forward in his chair, and talked about his painting, straight on end, +for half an hour. + +She still stood beneath the archway, in the red-brick wall, as these +thoughts chased quickly through her mind. She would have made a fair +picture for any one who had chanced to be waiting beneath the +mulberry-tree, with eyes upon the gate. + +"Straight on end for half an hour, he would have talked about his +picture; and how bright his eyes would have been. And then I should +have said: 'I saw it, Boy dear; and it was quite as beautiful as you +say.' And he would have answered: 'It jolly well gave you the feeling +of the scene, didn't it, Christo_bel_?' And I should have known that +his delight in it, as an artistic success, had nothing to do with the +fact that it was painted by himself. Just because egotism is +impossible to him, he is free to be so full of vivid enthusiasm." + +She smiled again. A warm glow seemed to enfold her. "How well I know +my Boy!" she said aloud; then remembered with a sudden pang that she +must not call him _her_ Boy. She had let him go. She was--very +probably--going to marry the Professor. She had not--with the whole of +her being--wanted him to stay, until he had had the manliness to rise +up and go. Then--it had been too late. Ah, was it too late? If the +Boy came back to plead once more? If once again she could hear him +say: "Age is nothing! Time is nothing! Love is all!" would she not +answer: "Yes, Guy. Love _is_ all"? + +The blood rushed into her sweet proud face. The name of the man she +loved had come into her mind unconsciously. It had never yet--as a +name for him--passed her lips. That she should unconsciously call him +so in her heart, gave her another swift moment of self-revelation. + +She closed the gate gently, careful not to let it bang. As she passed +up the lawn, her heart stood still. It seemed to her that he must be +waiting, in the shade of the mulberry-tree. + +She hardly dared to look. She felt so sure he was there.... Yes, she +knew he was there.... She felt certain the Boy had come back. He +could not stay away from her on his sixth day. Had he not said he +would "march round" every day? Ah, dear waiting army of Israel! Here +was Jericho hastening to meet it. Why had she allowed Ann Harvey to +keep her so late? Why had she gone at all, during the Boy's own time? +She might have known he would come.... Should she walk past the +mulberry, as if making for the house, just for the joy of hearing him +call "Christo_bel_"? No, that would not be quite honest, knowing he +was there; and they were always absolutely honest with one another. + +She passed, breathlessly, under the drooping branches. Her cheeks +glowed; her lips were parted. Her eyes shone with love and expectation. + +She lifted a hanging bough, and passed beneath. + +His chair was there, and hers; but they were empty. The Boy--being the +Boy--had not come back. + + * * * * * + +Presently she went slowly up to the house. + +A telegram lay on the hall table. She knew at once from whom it came. +There was but one person who carried on a correspondence by telegraph. +_Reply paid_ was written on the envelope. + +She stood quite still for a moment. Then she opened it slowly. +Telegrams from the Boy gave her a delicious memory of the way he used +to jump about. He would be out of his chair, and sitting at her feet, +before she knew he was going to move. + +She opened it slowly, turned to a window, and read it. + + +"_How are you, dear? Please tell me. I am going to do my big fly +to-morrow. I jolly well mean to break the record. Wish me luck._" + + +She took up the reply-paid form and wrote: + + +"_Quite well. Good luck; but please be careful, Little Boy Blue._" + + +She hesitated a moment, before writing the playful name by which she so +often called him. But his telegram was so absolutely the Boy, all +over. It was best he should know nothing of "the man she loved," who +had gone out at the gate. It was best he should not know what she +would have called him, had he been under the mulberry just now. She +was--undoubtedly--going to marry the Professor. In which case she +would never call the Boy anything but "Little Boy Blue." So she put it +into her telegram, as a repartee to his audacious "dear." Then she +went out, and sent it off herself. It was comforting to have +something, however small, to do for him. + +She came in again; dressed for the evening, and dined. She was +thoroughly tired; and one sentence beat itself incessantly against the +mirror of her reflection, like a frightened bird with a broken wing: +"_He is going to do a big fly to-morrow.... He is going to do a big +fly to-morrow! Little Boy Blue is going to fly and break the record._" + +She sat in the stillness of her drawing-room, and tried to read. But +between her eyes and the printed page, burned in letters of fire: "_He +is going to fly to-morrow._" + +She went down the garden to the chairs beneath the mulberry-tree. It +was cooler there; but the loneliness was too fierce an agony. + +She walked up and down the lawn, now bathed in silvery moonlight. "_He +is going to do a big fly to-morrow. He jolly well means to break the +record._" + +She passed in, and went to her bedroom. She lay in the darkness and +tried to sleep. She tried in vain. What if he got into +cross-currents? What if the propeller broke? What if the +steering-gear twisted? She began remembering every detail he had told +herself and Mollie; when she sat listening, thinking of him as Mollie's +lover, though all the while he had been her--Little Boy Blue.... "_Oh +of course then it is all U P.--But there must be pioneers!_" + +At last she could bear it no longer. She lighted her candle, and rose. +She went to her medicine cupboard, and did a thing she had never done +before, in the whole of her healthy life. She took a sleeping draught. +The draught was one of Miss Ann's; left behind at the close of a recent +visit. She knew it contained chiefly bromide; harmless but effective. + +She put out the light, and lay once more in darkness. + +The bromide began to act. + +The bird with the broken wing became less insistent. + +The absent Boy drew near, and bent over, kneeling beside her. + +She talked to him softly. Her voice sounded far away, and unlike her +own. "Be careful, Little Boy Blue," she said. "You may jolly +well--what an expression!--break the record if you like; but don't +break yourself; because, if you do, you will break my heart." + +The bromide was acting strongly now. The bird with the broken wing had +gone. There was a strange rhythmical throbbing in her ears. It was +the Boy's aeroplane; but it had started without him. She knew sleep +was coming; merciful oblivion. Yet now she was too happy to wish to +sleep. + +The Boy drew nearer. + +"Oh, Boy dear, I love you so," she whispered into the throbbing +darkness; "I love you so." + +"I know you do, dear," said the Boy. "It is almost unbelievable, +Christobel; but I know you do." + +Then she put up her arms, and drew him to her breast. + +Thus the Boy--though far away--marched round. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the sixth day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +AN INTERLUDE + +"AS A DREAM, WHEN ONE AWAKETH" + +When Miss Charteris opened her eyes, the sun was streaming into her +room. The sense of having slept heavily and unnaturally lay upon her. +She had not heard Martha's entry; but her blinds were up, and the tea +on the tray beside her bed was still fresh and hot. + +She took a cup, and the after-effects of the bromide seemed to leave +her. + +She dressed, and went downstairs. + +On the breakfast-table, beside her plate, lay the Professor's letter. +When she had poured out her coffee and buttered her toast, she opened +and read it. + +The letter was exactly such as she had always dreamed the Professor +would write, if he ever came to the point of making her a proposal. He +touched on their long friendship; on how much it had meant to them +both. He said he had often hoped for the possibility of a closer tie, +but had not felt justified in suggesting it, until he was in a position +to offer her a suitable home and income. This was now fortunately the +case; therefore he hastened to write and plead his cause, though keenly +conscious of how little there was in himself calculated to call forth +in a woman the affection which it was his earnest hope and desire to +win. She had trusted him as a friend, an intellectual guide and +comrade, during many years. If she could now bring herself to trust +him in a yet more intimate relation, he would endeavour never to +disappoint or fail her. + +The letter was signed: + +"_Yours in sincere devotion,_ + "_KENRICK HARVEY._" + + +A postscript requested to be allowed to call, at the usual hour, that +afternoon, for a reply. + +Miss Charteris wrote a brief note of thanks and appreciation, and gave +the Professor leave to call at three. + +The Professor called at three. + +He knocked and rang, and fumbled long over the umbrella-stand in the +hall. He seemed to be taking all the umbrellas out, and putting them +back again. + +At last he appeared at the door of the drawing-room, where Miss +Charteris awaited him. He was very nervous. He repeated the substance +of his letter, only rather less well expressed. He alluded to Miss +Ann, and to the extreme happiness and pleasure to her of having +Christobel as a sister. But he completely ignored, both in the letter +and in conversation, Miss Ann's betrayal of Christobel's confidence. +For this she was grateful to him. + +As soon as the Professor, having floundered through the unusual waters +of expressed sentiment, stepped out on to the high and dry path of an +actual question, Miss Charteris answered that question in the +affirmative, and accepted the Professor's offer. + +He rose, and held her hand for a few moments, looking at her with great +affection through his glasses, which did not at all impede the warmth +of his regard; in fact, being powerful convex lenses, they magnified +it. Then he kissed her rather awkwardly on the brow, and hurried back +to his seat. + +A somewhat strained silence would have followed, had not the Professor +had an inspiration. + +Drawing a book from his pocket, he looked at her as you look at a child +for whom you have a delightful surprise in store. + +"That--er--matter being satisfactorily settled, my dear Christobel," he +said, "should we not find it decidedly--er--refreshing to spend an hour +over our Persian translation?" + +Miss Charteris agreed at once; but while the Professor read, +translated, and expounded, expatiating on the interest and beauty of +various passages, her mind wandered. + +She found herself picturing the Boy under similar circumstances; how +the Boy would have behaved during the first hour of engagement; what +the Boy would have said; what the Boy would have done. She was not +quite sure what the Boy would have done; she had never experienced the +Boy with the curb completely off. But she suddenly remembered: +"Millions, or would it be billions?" and the recollection gave her a +shock of such vivid reaction, that she laughed aloud. + +The Professor paused, and looked up in surprise. Then he smiled, +indulgently. + +"My dear--er--Christobel, this passage is not intended to be humorous," +he said. + +"I know it is not," replied Miss Charteris. "I beg your pardon. I +laughed involuntarily." + +The Professor resumed his reading. + +No; she was not quite sure as to _all_ the Boy would have done; but she +knew quite well what he would have said. + +And here the Boy, quite unexpectedly, took a First in classics; for +what the Boy would have said would certainly have been Greek to the +Professor. + + * * * * * + +After this, events followed one another so rapidly that the whole thing +became dream-like to Miss Charteris. She found herself helpless in the +grip of Miss Ann's iron will--up to now, carefully shrouded in Shetland +and lace. At last she understood why Emma's old mother had had to die +alone in a little cottage away in Northumberland; Emma, good soul, +being too devoted to her mistress to ask for the necessary week, in +order to go home and nurse her mother. Emma had seemed a broken woman, +ever since; and Christobel understood now the impossibility of any one +ever asking Miss Ann for a thing which Miss Ann had made up her mind +not to grant. + +She and the Professor now became puppets in Miss Ann's delicate hands. +Miss Ann lay upon her couch, and pulled the wires. The Professor +danced, because he had not the discernment to know he was dancing; Miss +Charteris, because she had not the heart to resist. The Boy having +gone out of her life, nothing seemed to matter. It was her duty to +marry the Professor, and there is nothing to be gained by the +postponement of duty. + +But it was Miss Ann who insisted on the wedding taking place within a +week. It was Miss Ann who reminded them that, the Long Vacation having +just commenced, the Professor could easily be away, and there were +researches connected with his Encyclopedia which it was of the utmost +importance he should immediately make in the museums and libraries of +Brussels. It was Miss Ann who insisted upon a special licence being +obtained, and who overruled Christobel's desire to be married by her +brother, the bishop. Miss Ann had become quite hysterical at the idea +of the bishop being brought back from a tour he was making in Ireland, +and Christobel yielded the more readily, because her brother's arrival +would undoubtedly have meant Mollie's; and Mollie's presence, even if +she refrained from protest and expostulation, would have brought such +poignant memories of the Boy. + +So it came to pass, with a queer sense of the whole thing being +dream-like and unreal, that Miss Charteris--who should have had the +most crowded and most popular wedding in Cambridge--found herself +standing, as a bride, beside the Professor, in an ill-ventilated +church, at ten o'clock in the morning, being married by an old +clergyman she had never seen before, who seemed partially deaf, and +partially blind, and wholly inadequate to the solemn occasion; with +Miss Ann and her faithful Emma, sniffing in a pew on one side; while +Jenkins breathed rather heavily in a pew, on the other. Martha had +flatly refused to attend; and when Miss Charteris sent for her to bid +her good-bye, Martha had appeared, apparently in her worst and most +morose temper; then had suddenly broken down, and, exclaiming wildly: +"'Ow about _'im_?" had thrown her apron over her head, and left the +room, sobbing. + +"_How about him? How about him?_" + +Each turn of the wheels reiterated the question as she drove to Shiloh +to pick up Miss Ann; then on to the church where the Professor waited. + +_How about him_? But _he_ had left her to do that which she felt to be +right, and she was doing it. + +Nevertheless, Martha's wild outburst had brought the Boy very near; and +he seemed with her as she walked up the church. + +Her mind wandered during the reading of the exhortation. In this +nightmare of a wedding she seemed to have no really important part to +play. The Boy would burst in, in a minute; and a shaft of light would +come with him. He would walk straight up the church to her, saying: +"We have jolly well had enough of this, Christobel!" Then they would +all wake up, and he would whirl her away in a motor and she would say: +"Boy dear; don't exceed the speed-limit." + +But the Boy did not burst in; and the Professor's hands, looking +unusually large in a pair of white kid gloves, were twitching +nervously, for an emphatic question was being put to him by the old +clergyman, who had emerged from his hiding-place behind the +Prayer-book, as soon as the exhortation was over. + +The Professor said: "I will," with considerable emotion; while Miss Ann +sobbed audibly into her lace pocket-handkerchief. + +Christobel looked at the Professor. His outward appearance seemed +greatly improved. His beard had been trimmed; his hair--what there was +of it--cut. He had not once looked at her since she entered the church +and took her place at his side; but she knew, if he did look, his eyes +would be kind--kind, with a magnified kindness, behind the convex +lenses. The Boy had asked whether she loved the Professor's mouth, +eyes, and hair. What questions the amazing Boy used to ask! And she +had answered---- + +But here a silence in the church recalled her wandering thoughts. The +all-important question had been put to her. She had not heard one word +of it; yet the church awaited her "I will." + +The silence became alarming. This was the exact psychological moment +in which the Boy should have dashed in to the rescue. But the Boy did +not dash in. + +Then Christobel Charteris did a thing perhaps unique in the annals of +brides, but essentially characteristic of her extreme honesty. + +"I am sorry," she said, in a low voice; "I did not hear the question. +Will you be good enough to repeat it?" + +Miss Ann, in the pew behind, gasped audibly. The old clergyman peered +at her, in astonishment, over his glasses. His eyes were red-rimmed +and bloodshot. + +Then he repeated the question slowly and deliberately, introducing a +tone of reproof, which made of it a menace. Miss Charteris listened +carefully to each clause and at the end she said: "I will." + +Whereupon, with much fumbling, the Professor and the old clergyman +between them, succeeded in finding a ring, and in placing it upon the +third finger of her left hand. As they did so, her thoughts wandered +again. She was back in the garden with the Boy. He had caught her +left hand in both his, and kissed it; then, dividing the third finger +from the others, and holding it apart with his strong brown ones, he +had laid his lips upon it, with a touch of unspeakable reverence and +tenderness. She understood now, why the Boy had kissed that finger +separately. She looked down at it. The Professor's ring encircled it. + +Then the old clergyman said: "Let us pray"; and, kneeling meekly upon +her knees, Christobel Charteris prayed, with all her heart, that she +might be a good wife to her old friend, the Professor. + + * * * * * + +From the church, they drove straight to the station, Miss Ann's plan +for them being, that they should lunch in London, reach Folkestone in +time for tea, and spend a day or two there, at a boarding-house kept by +an old cronie of Miss Ann's, before crossing to Boulogne, _en route_ +for Brussels. + +Christobel disliked the idea of the boarding-house, extremely. She had +never, in her life, stayed at a boarding-house; moreover it seemed to +her that a wedding journey called imperatively for hotels--and the best +of hotels. But Miss Ann had dismissed the question with an +authoritative wave of the hand, and a veiled insinuation that +hotels--particularly _Metropole_ hotels--were scarcely proper places. +Dear Miss Slinker's boarding-house would be so safe and nice, and the +company so congenial. But here the Professor had interposed, laying +his hand gently on Christobel's: "My dear Ann, we take our congenial +company with us." + +This was the farthest excursion into the realm of sentiment, upon which +the Professor had as yet ventured. The sober, middle-aged side of Miss +Charteris had appreciated it, with a certain amount of grateful +emotion. But the youthful soul of Christobel had suddenly realized how +the Boy would slap his leg, and rock, over the recital of such a +sentence; and, between the two, she had been reduced to a condition +bordering on hysterics. + +They travelled from Cambridge in a first-class compartment, had it to +themselves, and fell quite naturally into the style of conversation +which had always characterized their friendship; meeting each other's +minds, not over the happenings of a living present, but in a mutual +appreciation of the great intellects of a dead and gone past. Before +long, the Professor had whisked his favourite Persian poet from the +tail-pocket of his coat, Christobel had provided paper and pencil, and +they were deep in translation. + +Arrived at Liverpool Street station, they entered a four-wheeler, and +trundled slowly off to Cannon Street. Christobel had imagined +four-wheelers to be obsolete; but the Professor dismissed her +suggestion of a taxi, as being "a needlessly rapid mode of progression, +indubitably fraught with perpetual danger," and proceeded to hail the +sleepy and astonished driver of a four-wheeled cab. + +(Oh, Boy dear, what would you have said to that four-wheeler--you dear +record-breaking, speed-limit-exceeding, astonishingly rapid Boy? That +ancient four-wheeler, trundling past the Bank of England, the Royal +Exchange, the Mansion House, up King William Street, and round into +Cannon Street, endlessly blocked, continually pulling up; then starting +on, only to be stopped again; and your Belovčd inside it, Boy dear, +looking out of the ramshackle old window, in a vain endeavour to see +something of the London you had planned to show her in your own +delightful extravagant way. Oh, Boy dear, keep out of this! It is not +your show. This four-wheeler has been hailed and engaged by the +Professor. The lady within is the bride of the Professor. Hands off, +Boy!) + +They drew up, for a few minutes, outside a bookseller's in New Broad +Street, on the left-hand side, just after they had trundled into it--a +delightful little place, crammed, lined, almost carpeted, with books. +The Professor plunged in, upsetting a pile of magazines in his hasty +entrance through the narrow doorway. Here he always found precisely +the book he happened to be requiring for his latest research. With an +incoherent remark to the proprietor, who advanced to meet him, the +Professor became immediately absorbed, in a far corner of the shop, +oblivious of his cab, his bride, and his train. Christobel had +followed him, and stood, a dignified, but somewhat lonely figure, just +within the doorway. She had been to this shop with her father, during +his lifetime, on several occasions, and had since often written for +books. The bookseller came forward. He was a man possessed of the +useful faculty of remembering faces and the names appertaining to them. +Also he had cultivated the habit of taking an intelligent interest in +his customers. But he did not connect this beautiful waiting figure, +with the absorbed back of the Professor. + +"What can I do for you to-day, Miss Charteris?" he inquired, with ready +courtesy. + +Christobel started. "Nothing to-day, thank you, Mr. Taylor. But I am +much obliged to you for so often supplying my requirements by return of +post. And, by the way, you have an excellent memory. It is many years +since I came here last, with my father." + +"Professor Charteris was one of my best customers," said the +bookseller, in an undertone of deferential sympathy. "I never knew a +finer judge of a book than he. If I may be allowed to say so, I deeply +deplored his loss, Miss Charteris." + +Christobel smiled, and gently unbent, allowing the kindly expression of +appreciation and regret to reach her with comfort in these moments of +dream-like isolation. A friendly hand seemed to have been outstretched +across the chasm which divides the passionately regretted past, from +the scarcely appreciated present. She could see her father's tall +scholarly figure, as he stood lovingly fingering a book, engaged in +earnest conversation with Mr. Taylor, regardless of the passing of +time; until she was obliged to lay her hand on his arm, and hurry him +through the crowded streets, down the steep incline, to the platform +from which the Cambridge express was on the point of starting. And +when safely seated, with barely a minute to spare, he would turn to +her, with a smile of gentle reproof, saying: "But, my dear child, we +had not concluded our conversation." And she would laugh and say: "But +we had to get home to-night, Papa." Whereupon he would lean back, +contentedly, replying: "Quite right, my dear. So we had." + +Ah, happy those whose fathers and mothers still walk the earth beside +them. Youth remains, notwithstanding the passing of years, while there +is still a voice to say, in reproof or approbation: "My child." + +But the bookseller, not yet connecting her with the Professor, still +waited her pleasure; and suddenly a thought struck Christobel. An +eager wish awoke within her. + +"Mr. Taylor," she said, hurriedly; "can you supply me with the very +newest thing on the subject of aviation? I want to learn all there is +to know about propellers, steering-gear, cross-currents, and how to +avoid the dangers----" + +She stopped short. The Professor had found what he wanted, and was +fumbling for his purse. + +The bookseller turned quickly to a pile at his elbow, took up a +paper-covered book, and placed it in her hands. "The very latest," he +said. "Published yesterday. You will find in it all you want to +know." Then, as he handed the Professor his change, "Allow me to place +it to your account, Miss Charteris," he said. + +Experiencing a quite unaccountable sense of elation and fresh interest +in life, Christobel, armed with her book on aviation, re-entered the +four-wheeler. The Professor, absorbed in his own purchase, had not +noticed her private transaction. He followed her into the cab, and +made three ineffectual attempts to close the door. Just as the driver +was slowly beginning to prepare to climb down, Mr. Taylor came across +the crowded pavement, to their rescue; released the Professor's +coat-tail, shut them in, and signed to the cabman to drive on. With a +good deal of "gee-up" and whip-flourishing, they re-commenced to +trundle. Mr. Taylor was not merely a provider of literature; he was +also a keen observer of life, and of human nature. As Christobel +leaned forward to acknowledge his help, and to smile her farewell, his +expression seemed to say: "A four-wheeler, Professor Harvey, and the +latest work on aviation! An unusual combination." "Very unusual," she +said to herself, and smiled again. Then it seemed to her that her +friend of the bookshop had said: "You will find what you want, on page +274." She knew he had not, as a matter of fact, mentioned any page; +but the figures came into her mind. She opened the book, and glanced +at page 274. It was headed: "Fine performances by Mr. Guy Chelsea." +She shut it quickly. There was no room for the actual presence of the +Boy in the Professor's four-wheeler. + +They lunched at a depôt of the Aerated Bread Company, close to Cannon +Street station. While Christobel was struggling with a very large +plateful of cold tongue, she suddenly remembered that one of the Boy's +many plans had been to take her to lunch at his favourite restaurant in +Piccadilly; where she would be able to order any dish she fancied, and +find it better served than she had ever known it before; or to dine at +the Hotel Metropole, where Monsieur Delma's perfect orchestra would +play for her any mortal thing for which she chose to ask, and play it +better than she had ever heard it played. + +These memories, and a really excellent cup of coffee, helped Christobel +in her struggles with the round of cold tongue; and she looked across +the little marble-topped table brightly at the Professor, and spoke +with a cheerful hopefulness which surprised herself. + +But something, other than his own plate of cold tongue, seemed weighing +on the Professor. He had become preoccupied and distrait. + +When they reached the Folkestone train, Christobel found out the cause +of his preoccupation. + +"My dear Ann--I should say Christobel," remarked the Professor, +hurriedly, as he put her into an empty compartment, and hesitated in +the doorway. "I am always accustomed at this hour to have my pipe and +a nap. Should you object, my dear Ann--er--that is, Christobel, if I +sought a smoking compartment?" + +"Oh, _please_ do!" she exclaimed, eagerly. The idea of two hours of +freedom and solitude suddenly seemed an undreamed of joy. "Don't think +of me. I am quite happy here." + +"I will provide you with a paper," said the Professor, and hailed a +passing boy. He laid the paper on her lap, and disappeared. + +The train started. + +Christobel looked out of the window as they slowly steamed across the +bridge over the Thames. She loved the flow of the river, with its +constant procession of barges, dredges, boats, and steamers; a silent, +moving highway, right through the heart of the noisy whirl of London +street-traffic. They ran past old St. Saviour's Church, now promoted +to be Southwark Cathedral; out through the suburbs, until streets +became villas, woods and meadows appeared, and the train ran through +Chislehurst--peaceful English resting-place where lie entombed the +bright Imperial hopes of France--then on through Sevenoaks, into the +bowery green of the Kentish hop-gardens. + +After passing Sevenoaks, she took up the Professor's paper and glanced +at it. Somehow she had felt sure it would be the _Daily Graphic_. It +was the _Daily Mirror_! She had never held a halfpenny illustrated +paper in her hands before. No doubt it was an excellent paper, and met +the need of an immense number of people, to whom an additional +halfpenny a day would be a consideration. But, that the Professor, +when providing her with one paper, should have chosen a halfpenny +instead of a penny paper, seemed to hold a curious significance, and +called up sudden swift memories of the Boy. He would have bought +_Punch_, the _Graphic_, the _Illustrated_, the _Spectator_, and a +_Morning Post_, plumped them all down on the seat in front of her; then +sat beside her, and talked, the whole journey through, so that she +would not have had a moment in which to open one of them. + +(Oh, Boy dear! Don't look at this _Daily Mirror_. You might misjudge +the good Professor. With your fifty thousand a year, how can you be +expected to understand a mind which _must_ consider ha'pence, even when +brides and wedding journeys are concerned. _Do_ keep away, Boy dear. +This is not your wedding journey.) + +Then she opened the _Daily Mirror_, and there looked out at her, from +its central page, the merry, handsome, daring face of her own Little +Boy Blue! + +He was seated in his flying machine, steering-wheel in hand, looking +out from among many wires. His cap was on the back of his head; his +bright eyes looked straight into hers; his firm lips, parted in a +smile, seemed to be saying: "I jolly well mean to do it." Beneath was +an account of him, and a description of the flight he was to attempt on +that day, across the Channel, circling round Boulogne Cathedral, and +back. He was to start at two o'clock. At that very moment he must be +in mid-air. + +Oh, Little Boy Blue! Little Boy Blue! You have a way of making hearts +stand still. + + * * * * * + +The boarding-house proved to be a place decidedly conducive to the +taking of a fresh-air cure; because nobody remained within its four +walls, if the weather could possibly admit of their going out. + +As soon as Christobel and the Professor had taken tea, and replied to +Miss Slinker's many questions, they went out to walk on the Leas until +sunset. It was a radiant afternoon, and the strong wind which had +suddenly arisen, blowing, in unexpected gusts, from the sea, acted as a +tonic to weary heart and brain. Christobel, holding on her hat as she +walked, battled her way beside the Professor, up a cross street, into +the Sandgate Road. + +There they went to the telegraph office, and sent Miss Ann news of +their safe arrival, and of the extreme comfort they felt sure of +experiencing at Miss Slinker's delightful abode. (This was the +Professor's wording.) + +They looked in at Parson's Library _just_ to order a book Miss Ann +wanted; and, on a little farther, _just_ to match some crewel silks for +a tea-cosy Miss Ann was making. + +These commissions duly executed, they were free to make their way to +the Leas parade, whence they would look down upon the beach, and enjoy +a distance view across the Channel. They took the side street which +brought them out upon the esplanade, close to the lift by which people +continuously mounted or descended the steep face of the cliff. + +A considerable crowd lined the esplanade railing, looking over eagerly. +Apparently there was some object of particular interest to be seen +below. + +Christobel and the Professor advanced to the railing, and also looked +over. + +She saw a strange thing floating in the sea, between the promenade pier +and the harbour. It seemed a huge insect, with broken wings. Its body +was a mass of twisted wires. Around this, a little fleet of +rowing-boats had gathered. They looked black, on the blue wind-swept +waters, like water-boatmen on a village pond. They darted in and out +and round about the wreckage of the huge wings and twisted wire, and +seemed waiting for a chance to help. + +A man stood next to Christobel and the Professor; a man who talked to +himself. + +"Ah, poor chap," he said; "poor chap! So nearly back! So nearly broke +the record! Such a sport!" + +"What is that thing in the water?" inquired the Professor. + +The man turned and looked at him. + +"An aeroplane," he said, slowly, speaking with a sort of stolid +deliberation. "A wrecked aeroplane. Caught in a cross-current, worse +luck! Just accomplished one of the finest flights on record. Started +from up here; skimmed over the Channel to Boulogne; circled round the +cathedral--such a clear day; we could watch the whole flight with +field-glasses--came gaily back without a stop; was making for the cliff +again, when a cross-current caught him; something went wrong with the +steering-gear; and down it goes, with a plunge, head first into the +sea." + +"And the--er--occupant?" inquired the Professor. + +"The aeronaut? Ah, he didn't fall clear, worse luck, or they could +soon have fished him out. He stuck to his seat and his wheel, and fell +smash in among his wires. They are trying to extricate him now. Bad +luck, poor chap! Such a sport." + +"Do you know his name?" asked the Professor, peering down at the +waiting crowd which lined the beach. + +"Guy Chelsea," said the man. "And I give you my word, he was the +finest, pluckiest young amateur we had among the airmen." + +Then Christobel's heart began to beat again, and her limbs seemed to +regain the power to move. + +"He is mine," she said. "I must go to him. He is my own Little Boy +Blue." And she began to run along the Leas toward the stone steps +which zigzag down to the shore. + +She heard the Professor running after her. + +"Ann," he called, "Ann! Stay! This is--most--unnecessary!" + +She flew on. + +"At least take the lift!" bawled the Professor. + +She hurried on and reached the steps, pausing an instant to glance back. + +The Professor had stopped at the lift, and was waving to her with his +umbrella. + +She could never remember running down those steps. In what seemed but +a moment from the time she reached them, she found herself stumbling +painfully down the steep slope of shingle to the water's edge. + +The lift, bearing the Professor, had just begun to crawl down the face +of the cliff. She could see him gesticulating through the glass +windows. + +The crowd on the shore, chiefly composed of rough men, was thickest +round the base of a wide stone breakwater, jutting out into the sea. +On this break-water stood an empty stretcher. A coast-guardsman +marched up and down, keeping the crowd off the breakwater. + +Christobel reached the outskirts of the crowd, and could get no farther. + +"Please let me through," she said. "I belong to him. He is mine." + +They turned and looked at her. + +"She's 'is mother," said a voice. "Let 'er through." + +"Mother be blowed!" said another voice, hoarsely. "Get out! She's 'is +_wife_." + +"Yes," she cried eagerly. "Yes! Oh, do let me through! I am his +wife." + +Suddenly she knew it was true. The Boy's great love had made her his +wife. Had he not said: "You and I are one, Christobel; eternally, +indissolubly _one_. You will find it out, when it is too late"? + +The crowd parted, making a way for her, straight to the foot of the +breakwater. + +She mounted it, and walked towards the empty stretcher. + +The coast-guardsman confronted her. + +"He is mine," she said, quietly. "I have the right to be here." + +The man saluted, in respectful silence. + +She stood gazing out to where the crowd of boats hovered about the +great insect with broken wings. + +The sea gleamed golden in the sunset. + +One boat, larger than the rest, slowly detached itself from the general +męlée, pulling with measured stroke toward the breakwater. + +Something lay very still in the bow, covered with a sail-cloth. + +Two coast-guardsmen rowed; one steered. + +The boat came toward the breakwater, in a shaft of sunlight. + +Christobel turned to the man beside her. + +"Is there any hope?" she asked. + +"'Fraid not, lady. My mate just signalled: all U P." + +"Ah!" she said, looking wide-eyed into his face. "Ah!--But there must +be pioneers." + +The coast-guardsman turned and walked toward the crowd. + +"She's 'is wife, men," he said, with a jerk of his thumb over his +shoulder. "She's 'is wife; yet when I told her it was all U P, she +said: 'There must be pioneers.'" + +The crowd of roughs doffed their caps. + +The boat drew slowly nearer. + +Then she saw the Professor, hurrying down the shingle, waving his +umbrella. + +He must not come yet. + +She advanced to the shore end of the breakwater, and spoke to the crowd. + +"Please," she said, "oh, please, if possible, prevent that gentleman +from reaching the breakwater." + +They turned, and saw the advancing figure of the Professor, flurried +and irate. + +"'Ullo, Bill," cried a voice. "She says: Don't let the old bloke +through." + +They passed the word from one to the other. "Don't let the old bloke +through." They closed the outer ranks, standing shoulder to shoulder. +The Professor's umbrella waved wildly on the outskirts. + +She moved along the breakwater. Yes, that was it. "Don't let the old +bloke through." She had never used such a word in her life before, but +it just met the needs of the case. "Don't let the old bloke through." + +The boat drew nearer. + +A bugle, away up on the cliff, sounded the call to arms. + +"Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn! The cow's in the meadow; the +sheep, in the corn. Where is the boy who looks after the sheep? Ah, +dear God! Where is the Boy? Where is the Boy? Where is the +Boy?--He's under the sailcloth--fast asleep." + +The boat drew nearer. She could hear the measured plash of the oars; +the rhythmic rattle of the rowlocks. They advanced, to the beat of the +words in her brain. + +"There must--be pion--eers! Don't let the old bloke through. Oh, +where is the boy who looks after the sheep? He's under the sail-cloth, +fast asleep." + +The boat drew level with the breakwater, grating against it. + +"Under the sail-cloth, Boy dear; under the sail-cloth--fast asleep." + +Tenderly, carefully, they lifted their burden. As the boat rocked, and +their feet shuffled beneath the weight, she closed her eyes. When she +opened them once more, the quiet Thing under the sail-cloth lay upon +the stretcher. Every man within sight stood silent and bareheaded. + +The bugle on the cliff sounded: "lights out." + +The golden shaft of sunlight died from off the sea. + +Then she came forward, and knelt beside her Boy. + +Suddenly she understood the cry of anguish wrung from the loving heart +of a woman at a tomb: "Tell me where thou hast laid Him, and I will +take Him away!" Oh, faithful heart of woman, alike through all the +ages; ready, with superhuman effort, to prove a limitless love and a +measureless grief! + +She knelt beside the stretcher, and lifted the sail-cloth. + +Yes, it was the Boy--her own Little Boy Blue. + +His curly hair was matted with blood and salt water. There was a deep +gash across his temple, from the ear, right up into the hair His eyes +were closed; but his lips smiled, triumphant. "There must be pioneers! +Every good life given, advances the cause." "Yes, Little Boy Blue. +But has it ever struck you, that, if you marry, your wife will most +probably want you to give up flying; not being able to bear that a man +who was her ALL, should do these things?" She lifted the sail-cloth +quite away, and stood looking down upon him, so shattered, yet so +beautiful, in his triumphant sleep. + +Suddenly her arm was seized from behind. She turned. + +The Professor had succeeded in pushing his way through the crowd, and +in mounting the breakwater. His cravat was awry; his top-hat was on +the back of his head. He looked at her through his glasses, in amazed +indignation. + +"Christobel," he said, "this is no place for you. Come away at once. +Do you hear? I _bid_ you come with me at once." + +The only thing she really minded was that his hat was on, in the +presence of her Dead. + +She could not free her arm from the grip of the Professor. + +She turned and pointed to the stretcher, with her left hand. + +"My place is here," she said, clearly and deliberately. "I have the +right to be here. This is all a fearful nightmare, from which we are +bound before long to wake. But meanwhile, I tell you plainly--as I +ought to have told you before--_this is the body of the man I love_." + +At that moment, one of the crowd, springing on to the breakwater behind +the Professor, struck off his hat with a cane. It fell into the sea. + +The Professor let go her arm, and turned to see who had perpetrated the +outrage, and whether the hat could be recovered. + +Then she bent over the stretcher. + +"Boy dear," she whispered, in tones of ineffable tenderness; "this is +where they have laid you; but _I_ will take you away." + +She put her arms beneath the body; then, with an almost superhuman +effort, lifted it, and gathered it to her. It felt limp and broken. +The head fell heavily against her breast. The blood and salt-water +soaked through her thin muslin blouse. But she held him, and would not +let him go. "I will take him away," she whispered; "I will take him +away." + +She knew she was losing her reason, but she had known that, ever since +she first looked down from the top of the cliff, and saw the broken +wings floating on the sea. Now, with her Boy in her arms, her one idea +was to get away from the Professor; away from the coast-guardsmen; away +from the crowd. + +Turning her back upon the beach, she staggered along the breakwater, +toward the open sea. + +"I will take him away," she repeated; "I will take him away." + +Then her foot slipped. She still held the Boy, but she felt herself +falling. + +She closed her eyes. + +She never knew which she struck first, the stone breakwater, or the +sea---- + + + + +THE SEVENTH DAY + +THE STONE IS ROLLED AWAY + +When Christobel recovered consciousness and opened her eyes, she found +herself in bed, in her own room, at home. + +Martha bent over her. + +The morning light entered dimly, through closed curtains. + +In dumb anguish of mind, she looked up into Martha's grim old face. + +"Tell me where you have laid him," she said, "and I will take him away." + +Martha snorted. + +"I've laid your tea-tray on the table beside your bed, Miss," she said; +"and when you 'ave finished with it, _I_ will take it away." + +Whereupon, Martha lumbered to the large bow-window, drew back all the +curtains with a vigorous clatter of brass rings, and let in a blaze of +morning sunshine. + +Christobel lay quite still, trying to collect her thoughts. + +One of her pillows was clasped tightly in her arms. + +She lifted her left hand, and looked at it. + +No ring encircled the third finger. + +"Martha," she called, softly. + +Martha loomed large at the side of the bed. + +"What is to-day?" + +"Wednesday, Miss," replied Martha, too much surprised to be +contemptuous. + +"Martha--where is Mr. Chelsea?" + +"Lord only knows," said Martha, tragically. + +"Martha--is he--living?" + +"Living?" repeated Martha, deliberately. Then she smiled, her crooked +smile. "Living don't express it, Miss Christobel. Lively's more like +it, when Mr. Guy is concerned. And I reckon, wherever 'e is, e's +makin' things lively somewhere for somebody. You don't look quite the +thing this morning, Miss. Sit up and take your tea." + +She sat up, loosing the pillow out of her arms--the pillow which had +been, first her Little Boy Blue, as she drew him to her in the +darkness; then the dead body of Guy Chelsea, as she lifted it on the +breakwater. + +She took her tea from Martha's hand, and drank it quickly. She wanted +Martha to go. + +It was Wednesday! Then the Boy had left her only the day before +yesterday. His telegram had come last night. The Professor's proposal +had not yet reached her. + +Martha lifted the tray and departed. + +Then Christobel Charteris rose, and stood at her open window, in the +morning sunlight. She looked out upon the mulberry-tree and the long +vista of soft turf; in the dim distance, the postern gate in the old +red wall--his paradise, and hers. + +She lifted her beautiful arms above her head. The loose sleeves of her +nightdress fell away, baring them to the elbows. She might have stood, +in her noble development of face and form, for a splendid statue of +hope and praise. + +"Ah, dear God!" she breathed, "is it indeed true? Is it possible? Is +my Boy alive? And am I free--free to be his alone? Am I free to give +him all he wants, free to be all he needs?" + +She stood long at the window motionless, realizing the mental +adjustment which had come to her during the strenuous hours of the +night. + +Her dream had taught her one great lesson: That under no circumstances +whatever, can it be right for a woman to marry one man, while with her +whole being she loves another. Love is Lord of all. Love reigns +paramount. No expectations, past or present, based on friendship or +gratitude; no sense of duty or obligations of any kind could make a +marriage right, if, in view of that marriage, Love had to stand by with +broken wings. + +She felt quite sure, now, that she could never marry the Professor; and +humbly she thanked God for opening her eyes to the wrong she had +contemplated, before it was too late. + +But there still remained the difficult prospect of having to disappoint +a man she esteemed so highly; a man who had been led to believe she +cared for him, and had waited years for him; a man who, for years, had +set his heart upon her. This was a heavy stone, and it lay right in +the path of perfect bliss which she longed to tread with her Little Boy +Blue. + +Who should roll it away? + +Could she feel free to take happiness with the Boy, if she had +disappointed and crushed a deeply sensitive nature which trusted her? + +She dressed, and went down to the breakfast-room, her soul filled, in +spite of perplexities, with a radiance of glad thanksgiving. + +Martha and Jenkins came in to prayers. Martha had now taken to curling +all her wisps. She appeared with many frizzled ringlets, kept in place +by invisible pins. + +Martha always came in to prayers, as if she were marching at the head +of a long row of men and maids. Jenkins followed meekly, placing his +chair at what would have been the tail of Martha's imaginary retinue. +According to the triumphant dignity of Martha's entry, Jenkins placed +his chair near or far away. Martha was in great form to-day. Jenkins +sat almost at the door. If the door-bell rang during prayers, the +first ring was tacitly ignored; but if it rang again, Martha signed to +Jenkins, who tiptoed reverently out, and answered it. No matter how +early in the morning's devotions the interruption occurred, Jenkins +never considered it etiquette to return. Miss Charteris used to dread +a duet alone with Martha. She always became too intensely conscious of +herself and of Martha, to be uplifted as usual by the inspired words of +Bible and Prayer-book. The presence of Jenkins at once constituted a +congregation. + +On this particular morning, no interruptions occurred. + +The portion for the day chanced to be the scene at the empty tomb, in +the early dawn of that first Easter Day, as given by Saint Mark. + +The quiet voice vibrated with unusual emotion as Miss Charteris read: + + +"_And very early in the morning, the first day of the week, they came +unto the sepulchre at the rising of the sun. And they said among +themselves, Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the +sepulchre? And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled +away: for it was very great._" + + +Christobel Charteris paused. She seemed to see the shore at +Dovercourt, and the brave little figure struggling to carry the heavy +stone; and, later on when the cannon-ball lay safely in the castle +court-yard, Little Boy Blue standing erect, with lifted cap, and +shining eyes, a picture of faith triumphant. + +"_I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not._" + +How far were the happenings of this strange night owing to that dead +mother's prayers; and to the Boy's unfailing faith, even through these +hard days? + +Miss Charteris could read no farther. She closed the Bible. "Let us +pray," she said, and turned to the Collect for the week. + + +"_O God, Whose never-failing providence ordereth all things both in +heaven and earth: We humbly beseech Thee to put away from us all +hurtful things, and to give us those things which be profitable for us; +through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen._" + + * * * * * + +On the breakfast-table, beside her plate, lay the Professor's letter. +She had known it would be there. + +She poured out her coffee and buttered her toast. + +Then she opened the letter. + + +"My dear Ann"---- + +After the nightmare through which she had just passed, this beginning +scarcely surprised her. She glanced back at the envelope to make quite +sure it was addressed to herself; then read on. It was dated the +evening before, from the Professor's rooms in College. + + +"MY DEAR ANN,--I regret to have been unable to look in upon you this +evening, on my return from town, and my duties will keep me from paying +you a visit until to-morrow, in the late afternoon. Hence this letter. + +"Needless to say, I have been thinking over, carefully, the remarkable +statement you saw fit to make to me, concerning the feelings and +expectations of our young friend. It came to me as a genuine surprise. +I have always looked upon our friendship as purely Platonic; based +entirely upon the intellectual enjoyment we found in pursuing our +classical studies together. + +"I admit, I cannot bring myself to contemplate matrimony with much +enthusiasm. + +"At the same time, your feeling in the matter being so strong, and my +sense of gratitude toward my late friend, a thing never to be +forgotten; if you are quite sure, Ann--and I confess it seems to me +altogether incredible--that our young friend entertains, toward me, +feelings which will mean serious disappointment to her, if I fail----" + + +This brought the letter to the bottom of the first page. + +Without reading any farther, Miss Charteris folded it, and replaced it +in the envelope. + +The indignant blood had mounted to the roots of her soft fair hair. +But already, in her heart, sounded a song of wondering praise. + + +"_And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled away: for it +was very great._" + + +The iron gate of the front garden swung open. Hurried steps flew up +the path. Emma, poor soul, had been told to _fly_; and Emma had flown. +She almost fell into the arms of Jenkins, as he opened the hall door. + +The note with which Emma had run, at a speed which was now causing her +"such a stitch as never was," came from Miss Ann, and was marked +"_urgent_" and "_immediate_." + +The corners of Christobel's proud mouth curved into a quiet smile as +she took it from the salver. She had expected this note. + +"Take Emma downstairs, Jenkins," she said. "Ask Martha to give her a +cup of coffee, and an egg, if she fancies it. Tell Emma, I wish her to +sit down comfortably and rest. The answer to this note will be ready +in about half an hour; not before." + +Miss Charteris finished her coffee and toast, poured out a fresh cup, +and took some marmalade. She did not hurry over her breakfast. + +When she had quite finished, she rose, and walked over to the +writing-table. She sat down, opened her blotter, took paper and +envelopes; found a pen, and tried it. + +Then she opened Miss Ann's letter, marked "urgent" and "immediate." + + +"SWEETEST CHILD" (wrote Miss Ann)--"See what Kenrick has done! We--you +and I--_so_ understand his dear absent-minded ways. He wrote this +letter to you last night, and, owing to his natural emotion and tension +of mind, addressed it to me! Needless to say, I have read only the +opening sentences. Darling Christobel, you will, I feel sure, overlook +the very natural mistake, and not allow it in any way to affect your +answer to my brother's proposal. Remember how difficult it is for +_great_ minds to be accurate in the _small_ details of _daily_ life. I +have known Kenrick to put two spoonfuls of mustard into a cup of +coffee, stir it round, and drink it, _quite_ unaware that anything was +wrong--I have indeed! See how our dear Professor needs a _wife_! + +"I feel quite foolishly anxious this morning. Do send me one line of +assurance that all is well. You cannot but be touched by my brother's +letter. From beginning to end, it breathes the faithful devotion of a +lifetime. Do not misunderstand the natural reticence of one wholly +unaccustomed to the voicing of sentiment. I only wish you could hear +all he _says_ to me!" + + +Then followed a few prayers and devout allusions to Providence--which +brought a stern look to the face of Miss Charteris--and, with a whiff +of effusive sentiment, Ann Harvey closed her epistle. + +An open letter from the Professor to herself was enclosed; but this, +Christobel quietly laid aside. + +She took pen and paper, and wrote at once the note for which Emma +waited. + + +"DEAR ANN,--I enclose a letter from your brother which came, addressed +to me, this morning, but was evidently intended for you. I have read +only the first page, which was quite sufficient to make the true state +of affairs perfectly clear to me. + +"Providence has indeed interposed, by means of the Professor's +absent-minded ways, to prevent the wrecking of three lives--mine, your +brother's, and that of the man I love; to whom I shall be betrothed +before the day is over. + +"I shall not tell the Professor that I have seen a portion of his +letter to you. I think we owe it to him not to do so. He has always +been a true and honourable friend to me. + +"Yours, + "C. C." + + +When Emma had duly departed with this letter and enclosure, Miss +Charteris breathed more freely. She had been afraid lest, in her +righteous indignation, in her consciousness of the terrible mischief so +nearly wrought, she should write too strongly to Miss Ann, thus causing +her unnecessary pain. + +It was quite impossible, to the fine generosity of a nature such as +that of Christobel Charteris, really to understand the mean, +self-centred, unscrupulous dishonesty of an action such as this of Miss +Ann's. From the calm heights whereon she walked, such small-minded +selfishness of motive did not come within her field of vision. She +could never bring herself to believe worse of Miss Ann than that, in +some incomprehensible way, she had laboured under a delusion regarding +herself and the Professor. + +Miss Ann disposed of, she turned to the Professor's letter. + +It was not the letter of her dream, by any means; nor was it the letter +she had sometimes dreamed he would write. + +It was straightforward and simple; and, holding the key to the +situation, she could read between the lines a certain amount of +dismayed surprise, which made her heartily sorry for her old friend. + +The Professor touched on their long friendship, his regard for her +parents, his sincere admiration for herself; their unity of interests +and congeniality of tastes; his sudden change of fortunes; quoted a +little Greek, a little Sanskrit, and a little Persian; then, fortified +by these familiar aids to the emotions, offered her marriage, in +valiant and unmistakable terms. + +Christobel's heart stood still as she realized that not one word in +that letter would have revealed to her the true state of the case. +Truly, under Providence, she had cause to bless the Professor's "dear +absent-minded ways." + +As she took pen and paper to reply to his letter, her heart felt very +warm toward her old friend. She gave him full credit for the effort +with which he had done what he had been led to consider was the right +thing toward her. + + +"MY DEAR PROFESSOR" (she wrote),--"I rejoice to hear of your good +fortune. It is well indeed when the great thinkers of the world are +rendered independent of all anxious taking of thought as to what they +shall eat, or what they shall drink, or wherewithal they shall be +clothed. I like to think of you, my friend, as now set completely free +from all mundane cares; able to give your undivided attention to the +work you love. + +"I appreciate, more than I can say, the kind proposition concerning +myself, which you make in your letter. I owe it to our friendship to +tell you quite frankly that I feel, and have long felt, how great an +honour it would be for any woman to be in a position so to administer +your household as to set you completely free for your great +intellectual pursuits. + +"But marriage would mean more than this, and our long friendship +emboldens me to say that I should grieve to see you--owing perhaps to +pressure or advice from others--burden your life with family ties for +which you surely do not yourself feel any special inclination. + +"And, now, my friend, I must not close my letter without telling you +how great a happiness has come into my lonely life. I am about to +marry a man whom--" Miss Charteris paused, and looked through the open +window to the softly moving leaves of the old mulberry-tree. A gleam +of amusement shone in her eyes, curving her lips into a tender smile. +The Boy seemed beside her, slapping his knee and rocking with merriment +at the way she was about to bewilder Miss Ann and the Professor--"a man +whom I have known and loved for over twenty years. + +"I am sure you will wish me joy, dear Professor. + +"Believe me, always, + "Gratefully and affectionately yours, + "CHRISTOBEL CHARTERIS." + + +She rang the bell, and sent the answer to the Professor's letter, by +Jenkins. She could not wait for the slow medium of the post. She +could not let him remain another hour in the belief that, in order to +save her from disappointment, he was compelled to marry Christobel +Charteris. + +She stood at the breakfast-room window, and watched Jenkins as he +hurried down the garden with the note. Going by the lane, and taking a +short cut across the fields, he would reach the Professor's rooms in a +quarter of an hour. Until then, life was somewhat intolerable. + +The proud blood mantled again over the face, the strong sweet beauty of +which the Boy so loved. Her letter to the Professor had not been easy +to write. She had had to be true to herself, and true to him, in the +light of what she knew to be his real feeling in the matter; bearing in +mind that before long he would almost certainly learn from Miss Ann +that she had replied to his proposal after having read his sentiments +on the subject, so candidly expressed on the first page of his letter +to his sister. + +To relieve her mind, after this intricate whirl of +cross-correspondence, she took up the _Daily Graphic_, and opened it, +casually turning the pages. + +Suddenly there looked out at her from the central page, the merry, +handsome, daring face of her own Little Boy Blue. He was seated in his +flying-machine steering-wheel in hand, looking out from among many +wires. His cap was on the back of his head, his bright eyes looked +straight into hers; his firm young lips, parted in a smile, seemed to +say; "I jolly well mean to do it!" It was the very picture she had +seen in the Professor's _Daily Mirror_, in her dream of the night +before. Below was an account of the flight from Folkestone which he +was about to attempt. + +Then she remembered, with a shock of realization, that the flight +across the Channel, round Boulogne Cathedral and back, was to take +place on that very day. His telegram, of the night before, had said: +"I am going to do a big fly to-morrow. Wish me luck." Ah, what if it +ended as she had seen it end in her dream: great broken wings; a mass +of tangled wire; and the Boy--_her_ Boy--with matted hair, and wounded +head, asleep beneath the sailcloth! + +Her heart stood still. + +With their perfect joy so near its fulfilment, she could not let him +take the risk. Was there time to stop him? + +She looked at the paper. The start was for 2 p.m. It was now eleven +o'clock. + +She remembered his last words: "When you want me and send--why, I will +come from the other end of the world." + +She never quite knew how she reached the telegraph-office. It seemed +almost as dreamlike as her flight from the top to the bottom of the +Folkestone cliffs. But it was not a dream this time; it was desperate +reality. + +Why do people always break the points of the pencils hanging from +strings in the telegraph-offices? Surely it is possible to write a +telegram without stubbing off the pencil, and leaving it in that +condition, for the next person in a hurry. + +She flew from compartment to compartment, and at last produced her own +pencil, and wrote her telegram in the final section of the row, +independent of official broken points. + + +"_Do not fly to-day. Come to me. I want you._ + +"_Christobel._" + + +She addressed it to the hotel from which he had telegraphed on the +previous day; but added to the address: "If not there, send immediately +to aviation sheds." She had no idea what to call the places, but this +sounded well, and seemed an intuition, or an unconscious recollection +of some remark of the Boy's. + +She handed it over the counter. "Please see that it goes through at +once," she said. + +The clerk knew her. "Yes, Miss Charteris," he replied. He began +reading the message aloud, but almost immediately stopped, and checked +the words off silently. He glanced at the clock. "It should be there +before noon, Miss Charteris," he said. + +He did not look at her, as he passed her the stamps. He had long +thought her one of the finest women who stepped in and out of the +post-office. He had never expected to see her hands tremble. And +fancy _any_ woman--even _she_--being able to tell Guy Chelsea not to +fly! He had a bet on, about that flight, with an enthusiastic backer +of Chelsea's. He was glad he had taken the odds against its coming +off, before seeing this wire. But--after all! It is easy enough to +_ask_ a chap not to fly; but---- + +He took up a copy of the _Daily Mirror_, and looked at the brave +smiling face. "I jolly well mean to do it!" the young aeronaut seemed +to be saying. The clerk laughed, and shook his head. "Hurry up that +wire," he called to the operator. Then he jingled the loose change in +his pockets. "I wonder," he said. + + * * * * * + +During the hours which followed, Christobel Charteris knew suspense. + +Perhaps that strong, self-contained nature could never have fully +sounded the depths of its own surrender, without those hours of +uncertainty, when nothing stood between her and the man she loved, but +the possibility that her telegram would fail to reach him; that he +would carry out his dangerous flight; that disaster and death would +overtake him and wrest him from her, and that he would die--Guy Chelsea +would die--without ever knowing of the cup of bliss she was now ready, +with utterly loving hand, to hold to his lips. + +Having sent her message, there was nothing more she could do, and the +burden of inaction seemed almost too great a weight to carry, during +the hours which must elapse, before his coming could turn uncertainty +into assurance; restlessness, into peace. + +It did not occur to her, as a possibility, that Guy Chelsea would elect +to fly, after receiving her request. She knew her slightest wish would +be law to the Boy's tender loyalty; and though he knew nothing of her +cause for anxiety, nor of the complete change of circumstances since he +left her, not forty-eight hours before, she felt sure he would not fly; +she felt certain he would come--if--_if_ the message reached him in +time. + +At two o'clock it came to her, with overwhelming certainty, that her +message had not reached him, and that he had started on his flight. +She seemed to see the great wings mounting--mounting; then skimming +over the sea. She almost heard the hum he had so often described--the +hum of the giant insect on which the bird-man flew. + +Her own Little Boy Blue was flying through space. O God, what might +not any minute be bringing! He had said: "One never expects those +things to happen, and when they do happen, it's over so quickly that +there is no time for expectation." Was it happening now? Was it going +to be over so quickly, that her cup of bliss would be dashed from her +lips untasted? Was she to lose her all, because of a cross-current or +a twisted wire? + +She was walking up and down the garden now, and paused beside the chair +in which she had sat when he had said, only seven days ago: "It was +always you I wanted; not your niece. Good heavens! How can you have +thought it was Mollie, when it was you--you--just only you, all the +time?" And she, half-laughing at him, had asked: "Is this a proposal?" + +"My ALL," she said. "Oh, Boy dear, my ALL. If I lose you, I lose my +ALL." + +She walked on slowly, moving to the repetition of those words. It +seemed a comfort to repeat the great fact that, at last, he was this to +her. Surely it would reach him, by some sort of wireless telegraphy +through space. Surely it would control cross-currents, keep propellers +acting as they should; steering-gear from twisting. + +"O God, he is my ALL--he is my ALL!" + + * * * * * + +The afternoon sun began to glint through the trees. + +The jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" lifted pale anxious faces to +the sky. + +Clocks all around chimed the hour of four. + +Suddenly her limbs weakened. She could walk no longer. + +She sank into a chair, beneath the mulberry-tree. + +In a few minutes Jenkins would bring out tea. Would Martha have +arranged a tea such as the Boy loved, with cups for two, hot +buttered-toast and explosive buns? + +What a boy he was, at heart--this man who had won her; what a gay, +laughter-loving boy! + +She lay back, very still, under the mulberry-tree, and lived again +through each of the Boy's days, from the first to the sixth. + +She kept her eyes closed. The sunlight, glinting through the mulberry +leaves, fell in bright patches on her white gown, and on her soft +golden hair. + +The garden was very still. All nature seemed waiting with the heart +that waited. + +"_Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn!_" + +"I shall blow it all right on the seventh day," the Boy had said; "and +when I do, you will hear it." + +This was the seventh day. + + +Suddenly the horn of a motor tooted loudly in the lane. + +She rose, her hands clasped upon her breast, and stood waiting + +A shaft of golden sunlight streamed down the garden, and seemed to +focus on the postern gate. + +Then the gate swung open and the Boy came in, slamming it behind him. +She saw him coming up the lawn toward her, bareheaded; the sunlight in +his shining eyes. + +"I couldn't wait for trains," he shouted. "I came by motor. And I +jolly well exceeded the speed-limit all the way!" + +She moved a few steps to meet him. + +"Boy dear," she said, "you always exceed all speed-limits. It is a way +you have. Exceed them as much as you like, so long as I am with you +when you do it. But--oh, my Little Boy Blue!--don't fly again; for, if +you fall and break your wings, indeed you will break my heart." + +In a moment she was sobbing on his breast, her arms flung around him. +There was nothing broken or limp about his strong young body, pulsating +with life. + +He put his arms about her, holding her in a clasp of close possessive +tenderness. + +He did not yet understand what had happened; but he knew the great gift +he desired had been given him. He waited for her to speak. + +She lifted her face to his. + +"Guy," she said; "ah, take me, hold me, keep me! I am altogether your +own. I will explain to you fully, by and by. The stone was very +great; but lo, as we reached it, the Angel of the Lord had rolled it +away.... No other man has a shadow of claim over me. I am free to +say, to the only man I have ever really loved: Take me; I am yours. +Oh, Boy! I am altogether yours." + +He bent over her. + +The sweet proud lips were parted in utter surrender, and lifted to his. + +He paused--just for one exquisite moment, of realization. + +She waited his kiss with closed eyes, so she did not see the radiance +of his face, as he looked up to the blue sky, flecked with fleeting +white clouds. But she heard the voice, which from that hour was to +make the music of her life: + +"Thank the Lord," said Little Boy Blue. + +Then--he kissed her. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the seventh day._" + + + + +_List of_ + +MRS. BARCLAY'S NOVELS + + + + +By FLORENCE L. BARCLAY + + +THE ROSARY + +Over One Million Copies Sold + +_Translated into French, German, Norwegian, Swedish, Polish, Finnish, +Dutch, and Spanish._ + +"The sentiment is never mawkish; it rings true, and throughout the +whole story there is a vein of elevating emotion which should attract +lovers of wholesome fiction."--_Times_. + + +THE MISTRESS OF SHENSTONE + +"A youthful sentiment, fresh and romantic, flows through Mrs. Barclay's +new book, and gives to the story some of the delicate odour of lavender +and jessamine, and old-fashioned flowers."--_Daily Graphic_. + + +THE FOLLOWING OF THE STAR + +"A worthy successor to 'The Rosary.' It has the same charm and grip, +whilst the plot is again unusual and clever...."--_Evening Standard_. + + +THROUGH THE POSTERN GATE + +"It is a book to turn over in a sunny garden, under shady trees, when +one might look up from the clear print and see a happy prince coming in +through the green gate to lead one's own self to +fairyland."--_Manchester Guardian_. + + +THE BROKEN HALO + +"It is the record of the saving of a soul by charity. The end +represents the triumph of mortal kindness."--_Standard_. + + +THE WALL OF PARTITION + +"A brisk, readable story with a strong plot, full of incident and sure +of a wide appreciation."--_Globe_. + + +THE UPAS TREE + +"The book is full of that mixture of humour, feeling, and religion that +gain for Mrs. Barclay so wide a popularity."--_Church Family Newspaper_. + + +RETURNED EMPTY + +"This is certainly the most arresting tale that the authoress has +produced since her first huge success."--_Daily Mail_. + + +SHORTER WORKS + +Seven of Mrs. Barclay's Shorter Stories now collected for the first +time into one volume, and including one which has never before been +printed in book form. + + +THE WHITE LADIES OF WORCESTER + +3s. 6d. net. + +Mrs. Barclay's Last Long Novel. + +"It has tenderness, it has a story which never flags, above all it has +humanity."--_Observer_. + + + +G. P. 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Indeed there is +reason to think that Mrs. Barclay understood the tendency of her age +better than many contemporary novelists whose technical skill exceeded +hers."--_Times_. + +"Mrs. Barclay's death will be regretted by many thousands of +readers."--_Morning Post_. + +"'The Rosary' and nearly all her other books were inspired by true +religious feeling, which she always managed to infuse into the +imagination of her readers."--_Sphere_. + +"From the highest to the lowest she commanded an attentive +public."--_Liverpool Daily Courier_. + +"There was a purpose behind all she wrote that lifted her books above +the common, and enabled her to reach readers who would turn away from +the 'typical best-seller' in disgust."--_Sunday Times_. + +"Mrs. Barclay was not merely a popular authoress. The ideals she +preached were high and noble and tended to elevate her +readers."--_Church Family Newspaper_. + +"The underlying quality of Mrs. Barclay's literary art was her +wonderful gift of depicting home life, and it was this characteristic +which made her name loved in countless homes all over the +land."--_Lady_. + +"She gave wholesale enjoyment to countless thousands, while she was +also one of the comparatively few popular authoresses who are in +themselves as good as the very best of their books."--_Glasgow Herald_. + + + +G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS, Ltd., + +24 Bedford St., Strand, London, W.C. 2, & New York + + + + + + +_BY FLORENCE L. 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Barclay + +Release Date: July 31, 2010 [EBook #33309] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THROUGH THE POSTERN GATE *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + +</pre> + + +<BR><BR> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +Through the Postern Gate +</H1> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +<I>A ROMANCE IN SEVEN DAYS</I> +</H2> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +By +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +Florence L. Barclay +</H3> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +Author of +<BR> +"The Rosary," "The Mistress of Shenstone,"<BR> +"The Following of the Star," etc<BR> +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +London and New York +<BR> +G. P. Putnam's Sons +<BR> +1912 +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +146<I>th Thousand</I> +</H5> + +<BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +<I>Made and Printed in Great Britain by<BR> +The Camelot Press Limited,<BR> +Southampton.</I><BR> +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +TO +<BR> +MY MOTHER +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +Contents +</H2> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE FIRST DAY +</H3> + +<H4 STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +<A HREF="#chap01"> +THE STORY OF LITTLE BOY BLUE +</A> +</H4> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE SECOND DAY +</H3> + +<H4 STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +<A HREF="#chap02"> +MISS CHARTERIS TAKES CONTROL +</A> +</H4> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE THIRD DAY +</H3> + +<H4 STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +<A HREF="#chap03"> +THE BOY INVADES THE KITCHEN +</A> +</H4> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE FOURTH DAY +</H3> + +<H4 STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +<A HREF="#chap04"> +CHRISTOBEL SIGNS HER NAME +</A> +</H4> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE FIFTH DAY +</H3> + +<H4 STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +<A HREF="#chap05"> +GUY CHELSEA TAKES CONTROL +</A> +</H4> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE SIXTH DAY +</H3> + +<H4 STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +<A HREF="#chap06"> +MISS ANN HAS "<I>MUCH</I> TO SAY" +</A> +</H4> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +AN INTERLUDE +</H3> + +<H4 STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +<A HREF="#chap06a"> +"AS A DREAM, WHEN ONE AWAKETH" +</A> +</H4> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE SEVENTH DAY +</H3> + +<H4 STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +<A HREF="#chap07"> +THE STONE IS ROLLED AWAY +</A> +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE FIRST DAY +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE STORY OF LITTLE BOY BLUE +</H4> + +<P> +"But it was not your niece! It was always you I wanted," said the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +He lay back, in a deep wicker chair, under the old mulberry-tree. He +had taken the precaution of depositing his cup and saucer on the soft +turf beneath his chair, because he knew that, under the stress of +sudden emotion, china—especially the <I>best</I> china—had a way of flying +off his knee. And there was no question as to the exquisite quality of +the china on the dainty tea-table over which Miss Christobel Charteris +presided. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy had watched her pouring the tea into those pretty rose-leaf +cups, nearly every afternoon during the golden two weeks just over. He +knew every movement of those firm white hands, so soft, yet so strong +and capable. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy used to stand beside her, ready to hand Mollie's cup, as +punctiliously as if a dozen girls had been sitting in the old garden, +waiting to be quickly served by the only man. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy enjoyed being the only man. Also he had quite charming +manners. He never allowed the passing of bread-and-butter to interfere +with the flow of conversation; yet the bread-and-butter was always +within reach at the precise moment you wanted it, though the Boy's +bright eyes were fixed just then in keenest interest on the person who +happened to be speaking, and not a point of the story, or a word of the +remark, was missed either by him or by you. +</P> + +<P> +He used to watch the Aunt's beautiful hands very closely; and at last, +every time he looked at them, his brown eyes kissed them. The Boy +thought this was a delightful secret known only to himself. But one +day, when he was bending over her, holding his own cup while she filled +it, the Aunt suddenly said: "Don't!" It was so startling and +unexpected, that the cup almost flew out of his hand. The Boy might +have said: "Don't <I>what</I>?" which would have put the Aunt in a +difficulty, because it would have been so very impossible to explain. +But he was too honest. He at once <I>didn't</I>, and felt a little shy for +five minutes; then recovered, and hugged himself with a fearful joy at +the thought that she had <I>known</I> his eyes had kissed her dear beautiful +hands; then stole a look at her calm face, so completely unmoved in its +classic beauty, and thought he must have been mistaken; only—what on +earth else could she have said "Don't!" about, at that moment? +</P> + +<P> +But Mollie was there, then; so no explanations were possible. Now at +last, thank goodness, Mollie had gone, and his own seven days had +begun. This was the first day; and he was going to tell her +everything. There was absolutely nothing he would not be able to tell +her. The delight of this fairly swept the Boy off his feet. He had +kept on the curb so long; and he was not used to curbs of any kind. +</P> + +<P> +He lay back, his hands behind his head, and watched the Aunt's kind +face, through half-closed lids. His brown eyes were shining, but very +soft. When the Aunt looked at them, she quickly looked away. +</P> + +<P> +"How could you think the attraction would be gone?" he said. "It was +always you, I wanted, not your niece. Good heavens! How can you have +thought it was Mollie, when it was <I>you</I>—YOU, just only you, all the +time?" +</P> + +<P> +The Aunt raised her beautiful eyebrows and looked him straight in the +face. +</P> + +<P> +"Is this a proposal?" she asked, quietly. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course it is," said the Boy; "and jolly hard it has been, having to +wait two whole weeks to make it. I want you to marry me, Christobel. +I dare say you think me a cheeky young beggar to suggest it, point +blank. But I want you to give me seven days; and, in those seven days, +I am going to win you. Then it will seem to you, as it does to me, the +only possible thing to do." +</P> + +<P> +His brown eyes were wide open now; and the glory of the love shining +out from them dazzled her. She looked away. +</P> + +<P> +Then the swift colour swept over the face which all Cambridge +considered classic in its stern strong beauty, and she laughed; but +rather breathlessly. +</P> + +<P> +"You amazing boy!" she said. "Do you consider it right to take away a +person's breath, in this fashion? Or are you trying to be funny?" +</P> + +<P> +"I have no designs on your breath," said the Boy; "and it is my +misfortune, but not my fault, if I seem funny." Then he sat forward in +his chair, his elbows on his knees, and both brown hands held out +towards her. "I want you to understand, dear," he continued, +earnestly, "that I have said only a very little of all I have to say. +But I hope that little is to the point; and I jolly well mean it." +</P> + +<P> +The Aunt laughed again, and swung the toe of her neat brown shoe; a +habit she had, when trying to appear more at ease than she felt. +</P> + +<P> +"It is certainly to the point," she said. "There can be no possible +doubt about that. But are you aware, dear boy, that I have been +assiduously chaperoning you and my niece, during the past two weeks; +and watching, with the affectionate interest of a middle-aged relative, +the course of true love running with satisfactory and unusual +smoothness?" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy ignored the adjectives and innuendoes, and went straight to the +point. He always had a way of ignoring all side issues or carefully +introduced irrelevancy. It made him a difficult person to deal with, +if the principal weapon in your armoury was elaborate argument. +</P> + +<P> +"Why did you say 'Don't'?" asked the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +The Aunt fell at once into the unintentional trap. She dropped her +calmly amused manner and answered hurriedly, while again the swift +colour flooded her face: "Boy dear, I hardly know. It was something +you did, which, for a moment, I could not quite bear. Something passed +from you to me, too intimate, too sweet, to be quite right. I said +'Don't,' as involuntarily as one would say 'Don't' to a threatened +blow." +</P> + +<P> +"It wasn't a blow," said the Boy, tenderly. "It was a kiss. Every +time I looked at your dear beautiful hand, lifting the silver teapot, I +kissed it. Didn't you feel it was a kiss?" +</P> + +<P> +"No; I only felt it was unusual; something I could not understand; and +I did not like it. Therefore I said 'Don't.'" +</P> + +<P> +"But you admit it was sweet?" persisted the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +"Exactly," replied the Aunt; "quite incomprehensibly sweet. And I do +not like things I cannot comprehend; especially with amazing boys +about!" +</P> + +<P> +"Didn't you know it was love?" asked the Boy, softly. +</P> + +<P> +"No," replied the Aunt, emphatically; "most certainly, I did not." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy got up, and came and knelt beside the arm of her chair. +</P> + +<P> +"It was love," he said, his lips very close to the soft waves of her +hair. +</P> + +<P> +"Go back to your seat at once," said the Aunt, sternly. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy went. +</P> + +<P> +"And where does poor Mollie come in, in all this?" inquired the Aunt, +with some asperity. +</P> + +<P> +"Mollie?" said the Boy, complacently. "Oh, Mollie understood all +right. She loves Phil, you know; intends to stick to him, and knows +you will back her. The last part of the time, I brought her notes from +Phil, every day. Don't be angry, dear. You would have done it +yourself, if Mollie and Phil had got hold of you, and implored you to +be a go-between. You remember the day we invaded the kitchen to see +how Martha made those little puffy buns—you know—the explosives? You +pinch them in the middle, and they burst into hundreds and thousands of +little pieces. Jolly things for a stiff +stand-up-in-a-crowd-and-all-hold-your-own-cups kind of drawing-room +party; what we used to call 'a Perpendicular' in my Cambridge days. I +suppose they still keep up the name. Fancy those little buns exploding +all over the place; and when you try to pick up the fragments, they go +into simply millions of crumbs, between your agitated fingers and +anxious thumb!" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy slapped his knee in intense enjoyment, and momentarily lost the +thread of the conversation. The Aunt's mind was not sufficiently +detached to feel equal to a digression into peals of laughter over this +vision of the explosive buns. She wanted to find out how much Mollie +knew. When the Boy had finished rocking backwards and forwards in his +chair, she suggested, tentatively: "You went to the kitchen—?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes," said the Boy, recovering. "We went to the kitchen to watch +Martha make them, and to get the recipe. You see Mollie wanted them +for her father's clerical 'at homes.' Oh, I say—fancy! The +archdeacons and curates, the rectors and vicars, all standing in a +solemn crowd on the Bishop's best velvet-pile carpet; then Mollie, so +demure, handing round the innocent-looking little buns; and, hey +presto! the pinching begins, and the explosions, and the hopeless +attempts to gather up the fragments!" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy nearly went off again; but he suddenly realized that the Aunt +was not amused, and pulled himself together. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, we stopped on the way to the kitchen for mutual confidences. It +was not easy, bounded as we were by you on the one side, and Martha on +the other. We had to whisper. I dare say you thought we were kissing +behind the door, but we jolly well weren't! She told me about Phil; +and I told her—oh, I told her <I>something</I> of what I am trying to tell +you. Just enough to make her understand; so that we could go ahead, +and play the game fair, all round. She was awfully glad, because she +said: 'I have long feared my dear beautiful Aunt would marry an +ichthyosaurus.' I asked her what the—what the—I mean, what on earth +the meaning of that was? And she said: 'An old fossil.'" +</P> + +<P> +Again the swift flush swept over the calm face. But this time the Aunt +went off, intentionally, on a side issue. +</P> + +<P> +"I have heard you say 'What the deuce' before now, Boy. But I am glad +you appear to realize, judging by your laboured efforts to suppress +them, that these expressions shock me." +</P> + +<P> +She looked at him, quizzically, through half-closed lids; but the Boy +was wholly earnest. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, you see," he said, "I am trying most awfully hard to be, in +every respect, just what you would wish the man who loves you should +be." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you dear boy," said Christobel Charteris, a flood of sudden +feeling softening her face; "I must make you understand that I cannot +possibly take you seriously. I shall have to tell you a story no one +has ever heard before; a tender little story of a long-ago past. I +must tell you the story of my Little Boy Blue. Wait here a few +moments, while I go indoors and give orders that we are not to be +disturbed." +</P> + +<P> +Rising, she passed up the lawn to the little white house. The Boy's +eyes followed her, noting with pride and delight the tall athletic +figure, fully developed, gracious in its ample lines, yet graceful in +the perfect swing of the well-poised walk. During all his college +years he had known that walk; admired that stately figure. He had been +in the set which called her "Juno" and "The Goddess"; which crowded to +the clubs if there was a chance of watching her play tennis. And now, +during two wonderful weeks, he had been admitted, a welcomed guest, to +this little old-world oasis, bounded by high red-brick walls, where she +dwelt and ruled. Quiet, sunny, happy hours he had spent in the hush of +the old garden, strolling up and down the long narrow velvet turf, +beneath the spreading trees, from the green postern gate in the +right-hand corner of the bottom wall, to the flight of stone steps +leading up to the garden-door of the little white house. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy knew, by now, exactly what he wanted. He wanted to marry +Christobel Charteris. +</P> + +<P> +He must have been rather a brave boy. He looked very youthful and slim +as he lay back in his chair, watching the stately proportions of the +woman on whom he had set his young heart; very slight and boyish, in +his silver-grey suit, with lavender tie, and buttonhole of violas. The +Boy was very particular about his ties and buttonholes. They always +matched. This afternoon, for the first time, he had arrived without a +buttonhole. In the surprise and pleasure of his unexpected appearance, +the Aunt had moved quickly down the sunlit lawn to meet and greet him. +</P> + +<P> +Mollie had departed, early that morning. Her final words at the +railway station, as her impish little face smiled farewell from the +window of her compartment, had been: "Mind, Auntie dear, no mistake +about Guy Chelsea! He's a charming fellow; and thank you ever so much +for giving me such a good time with him. But you can report to Papa, +that Guy Chelsea, <I>and</I> his beautiful properties, <I>and</I> his prospective +peerage, <I>and</I> his fifty thousand a year, <I>and</I> his motor-cars, <I>and</I> +his flying-machines, are absolutely powerless to tempt me away from my +allegiance to Phil. Beside, it so happens, Guy himself is altogether +in love with SOME ONE ELSE." +</P> + +<P> +The train having begun to move at the words "You can report to Papa," +Mollie finished the remainder of the sentence in a screaming crescendo, +holding on to her hat with one hand, and waving a tiny lace +pocket-handkerchief, emphatically, with the other. Even then, the Aunt +lost most of the sentence, and disbelieved the rest. The atmosphere of +love had been so unmistakable during those two weeks; the superabundant +overflow had even reached herself more than once, with an almost +startling thrill of emotion. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy had been so full of vivid, glowing <I>joie-de-vivre</I>, radiating +fun and gaiety around him. +</P> + +<P> +In their sets of tennis, played on her own court across the lane at the +bottom of the garden, when she could beat him easily were he +handicapped by partnership with Mollie; but in genuine singles, when +Mollie had tactfully collapsed on to a seat and declared herself +exhausted, his swift agility counterbalanced her magnificent service, +and they were so evenly matched that each game proved a keen delight—— +</P> + +<P> +In the quiet teas beneath the mulberry tree, where the incomprehensible +atmosphere of unspoken tenderness gilded the light words and laughter, +as sunlight touches leaf and flower to gold—— +</P> + +<P> +At the cosy dinners, to which they sometimes asked him, sitting in the +garden afterwards in the moonlight; when he would tell them thrilling +tales of aviation, describing his initial flights, hairbreadth escapes; +the joys of rapid soaring; the dangers of cross-currents, broken +propellers, or twisted steering-gear—— +</P> + +<P> +On all these occasions, the Boy—with his enthusiasm, his fun, and his +fire—had been the life of the happy trio. +</P> + +<P> +During those evenings, in the moonlight, when he started off on +airships, one heart stood still very often while the Boy talked; but it +stood still, silently. It was Mollie who clasped her hands and +implored him never to fly again; then, in the next breath, begged him +to take her as a passenger, on the first possible occasion. +</P> + +<P> +Happy days! But Mollie was the attraction; therefore, with Mollie's +departure, they would naturally come to an end. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy had not asked if he might come again; and, for the moment, she +forgot that the Boy rarely asked for what he wanted. He usually took +it. +</P> + +<P> +She had a lonely luncheon; spent the afternoon over letters and +accounts, picking up the dull threads of things laid aside during the +gay holiday time. +</P> + +<P> +It was not the Professor's day for calling. She was alone until four. +Then she went out and sat under the mulberry. The garden was very +quiet. The birds' hour of silence was barely over. +</P> + +<P> +Jenkins, the butler, had been sent into the town, so Martha brought out +tea; as ample, as carefully arranged, as ever; and—cups for two! +</P> + +<P> +"Why two cups, Martha?" queried Miss Charteris, languidly. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe there'll be a visitor," said Martha in grim prophetic tones. +Then her hard old face relaxed and creased into an unaccustomed smile. +"Maybe there is a visitor," she added, softly; for at that moment the +postern gate banged, and they saw the Boy coming up the garden, in a +shaft of sunlight. +</P> + +<P> +The Aunt walked quickly to meet him. His arrival was so unexpected; +and she had been so lonely, and so dull. +</P> + +<P> +"How nice of you," she said; "with the Attraction gone. But Martha +seems to have had a premonition of your coming. She has just brought +out tea, most suggestively arranged for two. How festive you are, Boy! +Why this wedding attire? Are you coming from, or going to, a function? +No? Then don't you want tennis after tea—a few good hard sets; just +we two, unhandicapped by our dear little Mollie?" +</P> + +<P> +"No," said the Boy; "talk, please, to-day; just we two, unhandicapped +by our dear little Mollie. Talk please; not tennis." +</P> + +<P> +He paused beside the border, full of mauve and purple flowers. "How +jolly those little what-d'-you-call-'ems look, in the sunshine," he +said. +</P> + +<P> +Then the Aunt noticed that he wore no buttonhole, and that his tie was +lavender. She picked four of her little violas, and pinned them into +his coat. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she said, "you are a dandy in the matter of ties and +buttonholes; only it is so essentially <I>you</I>, that one rather enjoys +it. But this is the first day I have known you to arrive without one, +and have need to fall back upon my garden." +</P> + +<P> +"It <I>is</I> a first day," said the Boy, dropping into step with her, as +she moved toward the mulberry tree. "It starts a new régime, in the +matter of buttonholes, and—other things. I am going to have seven +days, and this is the first." +</P> + +<P> +"Really?" smiled the Aunt, amused at the Boy's intense seriousness. "I +am flattered that you should spend a portion of 'the first day' with +me. Let us have tea, and then you shall tell me why seven days; and +where you mean to pass them." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy was rather silent during tea. The Aunt, trying to read his +mind, thought at first that he regretted his flannels, and the chance +of tennis; then that he was missing Mollie. Whereupon the Aunt +repeated her remark that it was nice of him to come, now the Attraction +was no longer there. +</P> + +<P> +This gave him the cue for which he waited. His cup was empty, and +safely on the grass. The floodgates of the Boy's pent-up love and +longing burst open; the unforgettable words, "It was always you I +wanted," were spoken; and now he waited for her, under the mulberry +tree. She had something to tell him; but, whatever it might be, it +could not seriously affect the situation. <I>He</I> had told <I>her</I>—that +was the great essential. He would win her in seven days. Already she +knew just what he wanted—a big step for the first day. He looked up, +and saw her coming. +</P> + +<P> +She had regained her usual calm. Her eyes were very kind. She smiled +at the Boy, gently. +</P> + +<P> +She took her seat in a low basket-work chair. He had leapt to his +feet. She motioned him to another, just opposite hers. She was +feeling rather queenly. Unconsciously her manner became somewhat +regal. The Boy enjoyed it. He knew he was bent upon winning a queen +among women. +</P> + +<P> +"I am going to tell you a story," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes?" said the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +"It is about my Little Boy Blue." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes?" +</P> + +<P> +"<I>You</I> were my Little Boy Blue." +</P> + +<P> +"I?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes; twenty years ago." +</P> + +<P> +"Then I was six," said the Boy, quite unperturbed. +</P> + +<P> +"We were staying at Dovercourt, on the east coast. Our respective +families had known each other. I used to watch you playing on the +shore. You were a very tiny little boy." +</P> + +<P> +"I dare say I was quite a nice little boy," said the Boy, complacently. +</P> + +<P> +"Indeed you were; quite sweet. You wore white flannel knickers, and a +little blue coat." +</P> + +<P> +"I dare say it was quite a nice little coat," said the Boy, "and I hope +my womenfolk had the tact to call it a 'blazer.'" +</P> + +<P> +"It was a dear little coat—I should say 'blazer,'" said the Aunt; "and +I called you my 'Little Boy Blue.' You also had a blue flannel cap, +which you wore stuck on the back of your curls. I spoke to you twice, +Little Boy Blue." +</P> + +<P> +"Did you?" he said, and his brown eyes were tender. "Then no wonder I +feel I have loved you all my life." +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, but wait until you hear my story! The first time I spoke to you, +it happened thus. Your nurse sat high up on the beach, in the long +line of nurses, gossiping and doing needlework. You took your little +spade and bucket, and marched away, all by yourself, to a breakwater; +and there you built a splendid sand castle. I sat on the breakwater, +higher up, and watched you. You took immense pains; you overcame +stupendous difficulties; and every time your little cap fell off, you +picked it up, dusted off the sand with the sleeve of your little blue +coat, and stuck it on the back of your curly head again. You were very +sweet, Little Boy Blue. I can see you now." +</P> + +<P> +The Aunt paused, and let her eyes dwell upon the Boy in appreciative +retrospection. If he felt this something of an ordeal, he certainly +showed no signs of it. Not for a moment did his face lose its +expression of delighted interest. +</P> + +<P> +"Presently," continued the Aunt, "your castle and courtyard finished, +you made a little cannon in the centre of the courtyard, for defence. +Then you looked around for a cannon-ball. This was evidently a weighty +matter, and indeed it turned out to be such. You stood your spade +against the breakwater; placed your bucket beside it; readjusted your +little cap, and trotted off almost to the water's edge. Your +conception of the size of your castle and cannon must have become +magnified with every step of those small sturdy feet, for, arrived at +the water, you found a huge round stone nearly as large as your own +little head. This satisfied you completely, but you soon found you +could not carry it in your hands. You spent a moment in anxious +consideration. Then you took off your little blue coat, spread it upon +the sand, rolled the cannon-ball upon it, tied the sleeves around it, +picked up the hem and the collar, hoisted the heavy stone, and +proceeded slowly and with difficulty up the shore. Every moment it +seemed as if the stone must fall, and crush the bare toes of my Little +Boy Blue. So I flew to the rescue. +</P> + +<P> +"'Little Boy Blue,' I said, 'may I help you to carry your stone?' +</P> + +<P> +"You paused, and looked up at me. I doubt if you had breath to answer +while you were walking. Your little face was flushed and damp with +exertion; the blue cap was almost off; you had sand on your eyebrows, +and sand on your little straight nose. But you looked at me with an +expression of indomitable courage and pride, and you said: 'Fanks; but +I always does my own cawwying.' With that you started on, and I fell +behind—rebuffed!" +</P> + +<P> +"Surly little beast!" ejaculated the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +"Not at all," said the Aunt. "I won't have my Little Boy Blue called +names! He showed a fine independence of spirit. Now hear what +happened next. +</P> + +<P> +"Little Boy Blue had almost reached his castle, with his somewhat +large, but otherwise suitable, cannon-ball, when his nurse, glancing up +from her needlework, perceived him staggering along in his +shirt-sleeves, and also saw the use to which he was putting his flannel +coat. She threw aside the blue over-all she was making, rushed down +the shore, calling my Little Boy Blue every uncomplimentary compound +noun and adjective which entered her irate and flurried mind; seized +the precious stone, unwound the little jacket, flung the stone away, +shook out the sand and seaweed, and straightened the twisted sleeves. +Then she proceeded to shake the breath out of my Little Boy Blue's +already rather breathless little body; put on the coat, jerked him up +the shore, and plumped him down with his back to the sea and his +castle, to sit in disgrace and listen, while she told the assembled +nurses what a 'born <I>h</I>imp of <I>h</I>evil' he was! I could have slain that +woman! And I knew my little Boy Blue had no dear mother of his own. I +wanted to take him in my arms, smooth his tumbled curls, and comfort +him. And all this time he had not uttered a sound. He had just +explained to me that he always did his own carrying, and evidently he +had learned to bear his childish sorrows in silence. I watched the +little disconsolate blue back, usually so gaily erect, now round with +shame and woe. Then I bethought me of something I could do. I made +quite sure he was not peeping round. Then I went and found the chosen +stone, and it was heavy indeed! I carried it to the breakwater, and +deposited it carefully within the courtyard of the castle. Then I sat +down behind the breakwater, on the other side, and waited. I felt sure +Little Boy Blue would come back for his spade and bucket. +</P> + +<P> +"Presently the nurses grew tired of bullying him. The strength of his +quiet non-resistance proved greater than their superior numbers and +brute force. Also his intelligent little presence was, undoubtedly, a +check upon their gossip. So he was told he might go; I conclude, on +the understanding that he should 'be a good boy' and carry no more +'nasty heavy stones.' I saw him rise and shake the dust of the nurses' +circle off his little feet! Then he pushed back his curls, and, +without looking to the right or to the left, trotted straight to his +castle. I wondered he did not glance, however hopelessly, in the +supposed direction of the desired stone. But, no! He came gaily on; +and the light of a great expectation shone in his brown eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"When he reached the breakwater, and found his castle, there—safely in +the courtyard—reposed the mighty cannon-ball. He stood still a +moment, looking at it; and his cheeks went very pink. Then he pulled +off his little cap, and turned his radiant face up to the blue sky, +flecked with fleeting white clouds. And—'Fank de Lord,' said my +Little Boy Blue." +</P> + +<P> +There were unconcealed tears in the Aunt's kind eyes, and she +controlled her quiet voice with difficulty. But the glory of a great +gladness had come over the Boy. Without as yet explaining itself in +words, it rang in his voice and laughter. +</P> + +<P> +"I remember," he said. "Why, of course I remember! Not you, worse +luck; but being lugged up the shore, and fearing I had lost my +cannon-ball. And, you know, as quite a tiny chap, I had formed a habit +of praying about all my little wants and woes. I sometimes think, how +amused the angels must have been when my small petitions arrived. +There was a scarecrow, in a field, I prayed for, regularly, every +night, for weeks. I had been struck by the fact that it looked lonely. +Then I seriously upset the theology of the nursery, by passing through +a course of persistent and fervent prayer for Satan. It appeared as an +obvious logical conclusion to my infant mind: that if the person +who—according to nurse—spent all his time in going about making +everybody naughty, could himself become good, all naughtiness would +cease. Also, that anybody must be considered as 'past praying for,' +was an idea which nearly broke my small heart With rage and misery, +when it was first crudely forced upon me. I think the arch-fiend must +have turned away, silent and nonplussed, if he ever chanced to pass by, +while a very tiny boy was kneeling up in his crib, pleading with +tearful earnestness: 'Please God, bless poor old Satan; make him good +an' happy; an' take him back to heaven.' But it used to annoy nurse +considerably, when she came into the same prayer, with barely a comma +between." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, my Little Boy Blue!" cried the Aunt. "Why was I not your mother!" +</P> + +<P> +"Thank goodness, you were not!" said the Boy, imperturbably. "I don't +want you for a mother, dear. I want you for my wife." +</P> + +<P> +"So you had prayed about the stone?" remarked the Aunt, hurriedly. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes. While seated there in disgrace, I said: 'Please God, let an +angel find my cannon-ball, which howwid old nurse fwowed away. An' let +the angel cawwy it safe to the courtyard of my castle.' And I was not +at all surprised to find it there; merely very glad. So you see, +Christobel, you were my guardian angel twenty years ago. No wonder I +feel I have known and loved you, all my life." +</P> + +<P> +"Wait until you hear the rest of my story, Little Boy Blue. But I can +testify that you were not surprised. Your brown eyes were simply +shining with faith and expectation, as you trotted down the shore. +But—who said you might call me 'Christobel'?" +</P> + +<P> +"No one," replied the Boy. "I thought of it myself. It seemed so +perfect to be able to say it on the first of my seven days. And, if +you consider, I have never called you 'Miss Charteris.' You always +seemed to me much too splendid to be 'Miss' anything. One might as +well say 'Miss Joan of Arc' or 'Miss Diana of the Ephesians.' But of +course I won't call you 'Christobel' if you would rather not." +</P> + +<P> +"You quite absurd boy!" said the Aunt, laughing. "Call me anything you +like—just for your seven days. But you have not yet told me the +meaning or significance of these seven days." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy sat forward, eagerly. +</P> + +<P> +"It's like this," he said. "I have always loved the story of how the +army of Israel marched round Jericho during seven days. It appeals to +me. The well-garrisoned, invincible city, with its high walls and +barred gates. The silent, determined army, marching round it, once +every day. Apparently nothing was happening; but, in reality, their +faith, enthusiasm, and will-power were undermining those mighty walls. +And on the seventh day, when they marched round seven times to the +blast of the priestly trumpets; at the seventh time, the ordeal of +silence was over; leave was given to the great silent host to shout. +So the rams' horns sounded a louder blast than ever; and then, with all +the pent-up enthusiasm born of those seven days of silent marching, the +people shouted! Down fell the walls of Jericho, and up the conquerors +went, right into the heart of the citadel.... <I>I</I> am prepared to march +round in silence, during seven days; but on the seventh day, Jericho +will be taken." +</P> + +<P> +"<I>I</I> being Jericho, I conclude," remarked the Aunt, dryly. "I cannot +say I have particularly noticed the silence. But that part of the +programme would be decidedly dull; so we will omit it, and say, from +the first: 'little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn!'" +</P> + +<P> +"I shall blow it all right, on the seventh day," said the Boy, "and +when I do, you will hear it." +</P> + +<P> +He got up, came across, and knelt by the arm of her chair. +</P> + +<P> +"I shall walk right up into the heart of the citadel," he said, "when +the gates fly open, and the walls fall down; and there I shall find +you, my Queen; and together we shall 'inherit the kingdom.' O dear +unconquered Citadel! O beautiful, golden kingdom! Don't you wish it +was the seventh day <I>now</I>, Christobel?" +</P> + +<P> +His mouth looked so sweet, as he bent over her and said "Christo<I>bel</I>," +with a queer little accent on the final syllable, that the Aunt felt +momentarily dizzy. +</P> + +<P> +"Go back to your chair, at once, Boy," she whispered. +</P> + +<P> +And he went. +</P> + +<P> +Neither spoke a word, for some minutes. The Boy lay back, watching the +mysterious moving of the mulberry leaves. The triumphant happiness in +his face was a rather breathless thing to see. It made you want to +hear a great orchestra burst into the Hallelujah Chorus. +</P> + +<P> +The Aunt watched the Boy, and wondered whether she must tell him about +the Professor, before the seventh day; and what he would say, when she +did tell him; and how Jericho would feel when the army of Israel, with +silent trumpets and banners drooping, marched disconsolate away, +leaving its walls still standing; its gates still barred. Poor walls, +supposed to be so mighty! Already they were trembling. If the Boy had +not been so chivalrously obedient, he could have broken into the +citadel, five minutes ago. Did he know? .... She looked at his +radiant face.... Yes; he knew. There were not many things the Boy did +not know. She must not allow the seven days, even though she could +absolutely trust his obedience and his chivalry. She must tell him the +rest of the story, and send him away to-day. Poor invading army, shorn +of its glad triumph! Poor Jericho, left desolate! It was decidedly +unusual to be compared to Jericho, and Diana of the Ephesians, and Joan +of Arc, all in the same conversation; and it was rather funny to enjoy +it. But then most things which happened by reason of the Boy <I>were</I> +funny and unusual. He would always come marching 'as an army with +banners.' The Professor would drive up to Jericho in a fly, and knock +a decorous rat-tat on the gate. Would the walls tremble at that knock? +Alas, alas! They had never trembled yet. Would they ever tremble +again, save for the march-past of the Boy? Would the gates ever really +fly open, except to the horn-blast of little Boy Blue? ... The Aunt +dared not think any longer. She felt she must take refuge in immediate +action. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she said, in her most maternal voice, "come down from the +clouds, and listen to me. I want to tell you the rest of the story of +my Little Boy Blue." +</P> + +<P> +He sprang up, and came and sat on the grass at her feet. All the Boy's +movements were so bewilderingly sudden. They were over and done, +before you had time to consider whether or no you intended to allow +them. But this new move was quite satisfactory. He looked less big +and manly, down on the grass; and she <I>really</I> felt maternal, with his +curly head so close to her knee. She even ventured to put out a cool +motherly hand and smooth the hair back from his forehead, as she began +to speak. She had intended to touch it only once—just to accentuate +the fact of her motherliness—but it was the sort of soft thick hair +which seemed meant for the gentle passing through it of a woman's +fingers. And the Boy seemed to like it, for he gave one long sigh of +content, and leaned his head against her knee. +</P> + +<P> +"Now I must tell you," said the Aunt, "of the only other time when I +ventured to speak to my Little Boy Blue. He had come to his favourite +place beside the breakwater. The tide had long ago swept away castle, +courtyard, and cannon; but the cannon-ball was still there. It partook +of the nature of 'things that remain.' Heavy stones usually do! When I +peeped over the breakwater, Little Boy Blue was sitting on the sand. +His sturdy legs were spread wide. His bare toes looked like ten little +pink sea-shells. Between his small brown knees, he had planted his +bucket. His right hand wielded a wooden spade, on the handle of which +was writ large, in blue pencil: <I>Master Guy Chelsea</I>. He was bent upon +filling his bucket with sand. But the spade being long, and the bucket +too close to him—(Boy, leave my shoe alone! It does not require +attention)—most of the sand missed the bucket, and went over himself. +I heard him sigh rather wearily, and say 'Blow!' in a tired little +voice. I leaned over the breakwater. 'Little Boy Blue,' I said, 'may +I play with you, and help you to fill your bucket with sand?' +</P> + +<P> +"Little Boy Blue looked up. His curls, his eyebrows, his long dark +eyelashes were full of sand. There was sand on his little straight +nose. But no amount of sand could detract from the dignity of his +little face, or weaken its stern decision. He laid down his spade, put +up a damp little hand, and, lifting his blue cap to me, said: 'Fanks; +but I don't like girls.' Oh, Master Guy Chelsea, how you snubbed me!" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy's broad shoulders shook with laughter, but he captured the hand +still smoothing his hair; and, drawing it down to his lips, kissed it +gently, back and palm, and then each finger. +</P> + +<P> +"Poor kind-hearted, well-meaning little girl," he said. "But she must +admit, little girls of seven are not always attractive to small boys of +six." +</P> + +<P> +"I was not seven," said the Aunt, with portentous emphasis. "Leave go +of my hand, Boy, and listen. <I>When you were six, I was sixteen</I>." +</P> + +<P> +This bomb of the Aunt's was received with a moment's respectful +silence, as befitted the discharge of her principal field-piece. Then +the Boy's gay voice said: +</P> + +<P> +"And what of that, dear? When I was six, you were sixteen. When I was +twenty, you were twenty-nine——" +</P> + +<P> +"Thirty, Boy; thirty! Be accurate. And now—you are twenty-six, and I +am getting on towards forty——" +</P> + +<P> +"Thirty-six, dear, thirty-six! Be accurate!" pleaded the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +"And when you are forty, I shall be fifty; and when you are fifty, +Boy—only fifty; a man is in his prime at fifty—I shall be sixty." +</P> + +<P> +"And when I am eighty," said the Boy, "you will be ninety—an old lady +is in her prime at ninety. What a charming old couple we shall be! I +wonder if we shall still play tennis. I think quite the jolliest thing +to do, when we are very <I>very</I> old—quite decrepit, you know—will be +to stay at Folkestone, and hire two bath-chairs, with nice active old +men to draw them; ancient, of course, but they would seem young +compared to us; and then make them race on the Leas, a five-pound note +to the winner, to insure them really galloping. We would start at the +most crowded time, when the band was playing, and race in and out among +lots of other bath-chairs going slowly, and simply terrified at us. +Let's be sure and remember to do it, Christobel, sixty years from +to-day. Have you a pocket-book? I shall be a gay young person of +eighty-six, and you——" +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she said, bending over him, with a catch in her voice; "you +<I>must</I> be serious and listen. When I have said that which I must say, +you will understand directly that it is no use having your seven days. +It will be better and wiser to raise the siege at once, and march away. +Listen! ... Hush, stay perfectly still. No; I can say what I am going +to say more easily if you don't look at me.... Please, Boy; +<I>please</I>.... I told you my 'Little Boy Blue stories' to make you +realize how very much older I am than you. I was practically grown up, +when you were still a dear delightful baby. I could have picked you up +in my arms and carried you about. Oh, <I>cannot</I> you see that, however +much I loved him—perhaps I should rather say: just <I>because</I> I love +him, because I have always wanted to help him carry his heavy stones; +make the best of his life, and accomplish manfully the tasks he sets +himself to do—I could not possibly marry my Little Boy Blue? I could +not, oh I <I>could</I> not, let him tie his youth and brightness to a woman, +staid and middle-aged, who might almost be his mother!" +</P> + +<P> +The earnest, anxious voice, eager in its determined insistence, ceased. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy sat very still, his head bent forward, his brown hands clasping +his knees. Then suddenly he knelt up beside her, leaned over the arm +of her chair, and looked into her eyes. There was in his face such a +tender reverence of adoration, that the Aunt knew she need not be +afraid to have him so near. This was holy ground. She put from off +her feet the shoes of doubt and distrust; waiting, in perfect calmness, +to hear what he had to say. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear," murmured the Boy, tenderly, "your little stories might possibly +have had the effect you intended—specially the place where you paused +and gazed at me as if you saw me still with sand upon my nose, and ten +pink toes like sea-shells! That was calculated to make any chap feel +youngish, and a bit shy. Wasn't it? Yes; they might have told the way +you meant, were it not for one dear sentence which overshadows all the +rest. You said just now: 'I knew my little Boy Blue had no mother. I +wanted to take him in my arms, smooth his curls, and comfort him.' +Christobel, that dear wish of yours was a gift you then gave to your +Little Boy Blue. You can't take it away now, because he has grown +bigger. He still has no mother, no sisters, no near relations in the +world. That all holds good. Can you refuse him the haven, the help, +the comfort you would have given him then, now—when at last he is old +enough to know and understand; to turn to them, in grateful worship and +wonder? Would you have me marry a girl as feather-brained, as +harum-scarum, as silly as I often am myself? You suggest Mollie; but +the Boy Blue of to-day agrees with his small wise self of twenty years +ago and says: 'Fanks, but I don't like girls!' Oh, Christobel, I want +a woman's love, a woman's arms, a woman's understanding tenderness! +You said, just now, you wished you had been my mother. Does not the +love of the sort of wife a fellow really wants, have a lot of the +mother in it too? I've been filled with such a glory, Christobel, +since you admitted what you felt for your Little Boy Blue because I +seemed to know, somehow, that having once felt it, though the feeling +may have gone to sleep, you could never put it quite away. But, if +your Little Boy Blue came back, from the other end of the world, and +wanted you——" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy stopped suddenly, struck dumb by the look on the beautiful face +beneath his. He saw it pale to absolute whiteness, while the dear firm +lips faltered and trembled. He saw the startled pain leap into the +eyes. He did not understand the cause of her emotion, or know that he +had wakened in that strongly repressed nature the desperate hunger for +motherhood, possible only to woman at the finest and best. +</P> + +<P> +She realized now why she had never forgotten her Little Boy Blue of the +Dovercourt sands. He, in his baby beauty and sweetness, had wakened +the embryo mother in the warm-hearted girl of sixteen. And now he had +come back, in the full strength of his young manhood, overflowing with +passionate ideality and romance, to teach the lonely woman of +thirty-six the true sweet meaning of love and of wifehood. +</P> + +<P> +Her heart seemed to turn to marble and cease beating. She felt +helpless in her pain. Only the touch of her Little Boy Blue, or of +baby Boy Blues so like him, that they must have come trotting down the +sands of life straight from the heaven of his love and hers, could ever +still this ache at her bosom. +</P> + +<P> +She looked helplessly up into his longing, glowing, boyish face—so +sweet, so young, so beautiful. +</P> + +<P> +Should she put up her arms and draw it to her breast? +</P> + +<P> +She had given no actual promise to the Professor. She had not +mentioned him to the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +Ah, dear God! If one had waited twelve long years for a thing which +was to prove but an empty husk after all! In order not to fail the +possible expectations of another, had she any right to lay such a heavy +burden of disappointment upon her little Boy Blue? And, if she <I>must</I> +do so, how could she best help him to bear it? +</P> + +<P> +"Fanks," came a brave little voice, with almost startling distinctness, +across the shore of memory; "Fanks, but I always does my own cawwying." +</P> + +<P> +At last she found her voice. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she said, gently; "please go now. I am tired." +</P> + +<P> +Then she shut her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +In a few seconds she heard the gate close, and knew the garden was +empty. +</P> + +<P> +Tears slipped from between the closed lids, and coursed slowly down her +cheeks. The only right way is apt to be a way of such pain at the +moment, that even those souls possessing clearest vision and endowed +with strongest faith, are unable to hear the golden clarion-call, +sounding amid the din of present conflict: "Through much tribulation, +enter into the kingdom." +</P> + +<P> +Thus hopeless tears fell in the old garden. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +And Martha, the elderly housekeeper, faithful but curious, let fall the +lath of the green Venetian blind covering the storeroom window, through +which she had permitted herself to peep. As the postern gate closed on +the erect figure of the Boy, she dropped the blind and turned away, an +unwonted tear running down the furrows of her hard old face. +</P> + +<P> +"Lord love 'im!" she said. "He'll get what he wants in time. There's +not a woman walks this earth as couldn't never refuse <I>'im</I> nothing." +</P> + +<P> +With which startling array of negatives, old Martha compiled one +supreme positive in favour of the Boy, leaving altogether out of +account—alas!—the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +Then she wiped her eyes with her apron, and chid her nose harshly for +an unexpected display of sentiment. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +And the Boy tramped back to his hotel with his soul full of glory, +knowing his first march round had been to some purpose. The walls of +the belovčd Citadel had trembled indeed. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +"<I>And the evening and the morning were the first day.</I>" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE SECOND DAY +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +MISS CHARTERIS TAKES CONTROL +</H4> + +<P> +The Boy arrived in flannels, his racket under his arm. He came in, as +usual, through the little green gate in the red-brick fruit-wall at the +bottom of the garden. From the first, he had taken this privilege, +which as a matter of fact had never been accorded to anybody. +</P> + +<P> +The Professor always entered by the front door, placed his umbrella in +the stand, wet or shine; left his goloshes on the mat: hung up his cap +and gown, and followed Jenkins into the drawing-room. Though he had +called regularly, twice a week, during the last dozen years—first on +his old friend and tutor, Professor Charteris; after his death, on his +widow and daughter; and, when Miss Charteris was left alone, on herself +only—he never failed to knock and ring; nor did he ever enter +unannounced. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy had dashed in at the garden gate on the occasion of his second +visit, and appeared to consider that he had thus created a precedent +which should always be followed. +</P> + +<P> +Once, and once only—on her thirtieth birthday—the Professor had +brought Miss Charteris a bouquet; but, being very absent-minded, he +deposited the bouquet on the mat, and advanced into the drawing-room +carrying his goloshes in his left hand. Having shaken hands with his +right, he vaguely presented the goloshes. Miss Charteris, never at a +loss where her friends were concerned, took the Professor's goloshes +from his hand, carried them out into the hall, found the bouquet on the +mat, and saved the situation by putting the flowers in water, and +thanking the Professor with somewhat more hilarity than the ordinary +presentation of a bouquet would have called forth. +</P> + +<P> +But to return to the second day. The Boy arrived in flannels, and tea +was a merry meal. The Boy wanted particulars concerning the marriage, +which had taken place a year or so before, between Martha—maid of +thirty years' standing, now acting as cook-housekeeper to Miss +Charteris—and Jenkins, the butler. The Boy wanted to know which +proposed, Jenkins or Martha; in what terms they announced the fact of +their engagement, to Miss Charteris; whether Jenkins ever "bucked up +and looked like a bridegroom," and whether Martha wore orange-blossom +and a wedding veil. He extorted the admission that Christobel had been +present at the wedding, and insisted on a detailed account; over which, +when given at last, he slapped his knee so often, and went into such +peals of laughter, that Miss Charteris glanced anxiously towards the +kitchen and pantry windows, which unfortunately looked out on the +garden. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy expatiated on his enthusiastic admiration for Martha; but at +the same time was jolly well certain he would have bolted when it came +to "I, Martha, take thee, Jenkins," had he stood in the latter's shoes. +Miss Charteris did not dare admit, that as a matter of fact the +sentence had been: "I, Martha, take thee, Noah." That the meek Jenkins +should possess so historical and patriarchal a name, would completely +have finished the Boy, who was already taking considerable risks by +combining much laughter with an unusually large number of explosive +buns. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy would have it, that, excepting in the rôle of bride and +subsequent conjugal owner and disciplinarian, Martha was perfect. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris admitted Martha's unrivalled excellence as a cook, her +economy in management, and fidelity of heart. But Martha had a temper. +Also, though undoubtedly a superficial fault, yet trying to the +artistic eye of Miss Charteris, Martha's hair was apt to be dishevelled +and untidy. +</P> + +<P> +"It <I>is</I> a bit wispy," admitted the Boy, reluctantly. "Why don't you +tell her so?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris smiled. "Boy dear, I daren't! It would be as much as +my place is worth, to make a personal observation to Martha!" +</P> + +<P> +"I'll tell her for you, if you like," said the Boy, coolly. +</P> + +<P> +"If you do," warned Miss Charteris, "it will be the very last remark +you will ever make in Martha's kitchen, Boy." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, there are <I>ways of telling</I>," said the Boy, airily; and pinched an +explosive bun. +</P> + +<P> +After tea they took their rackets and strolled down the lawn, pausing a +moment while she chose him a buttonhole. The tie was orange on this +second day, and she gathered the opening bud of a William Allen +Richardson rose. She smiled into its golden heart as she pinned it in +his white flannel coat. Somehow it brought a flash of remembrance of +the golden heart of Little Boy Blue, who could not bear that any one +should be past praying for, or that even a scarecrow should seem lonely. +</P> + +<P> +They crossed the lane and entered the paddock; tightened the net on the +tennis-court; chose out half a dozen brand-new balls, and settled down +to fast and furious singles. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris played as well as she had ever played in her life; but +the Boy was off his service, and she beat him six to four. Next time, +he pulled off 'games all,' but lost the set; then was beaten, three to +six. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris was glowing with the exercise, and the consciousness of +being in great form. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear!" she called, as she played the winning stroke of the third +set, "I'm afraid you're lazy to-day!" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy walked up to the net, and looked at her through his racket. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not lazy," he said; "but I'm on the wrong side of Jordan. This +sort of thing is waste of time. I want to go over, and start marching." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't be absurd, Boy. I prefer <I>this</I> side Jordan, thank you; and you +shall stay here until you beat me." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy won the next set. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +It was deliciously cool and quiet under the mulberry-tree. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy was quite subdued—for him. He seemed inclined to do his +marching in silence, on this second day. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris felt her mental balance restored. She held the reins +to-day, and began considering how to deal wisely with the Boy. So much +depended upon how she managed him. +</P> + +<P> +At length she said: "Boy, when you were at Trinity, I often used to see +you. I knew you were my Little Boy Blue of all those years ago. I +used to feel inclined to send for you, talk to you for your good, and +urge you to set to, and do great things; but I remembered the stone, +and the bucket; and I did not want to let myself in for a third +snubbing." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy smiled. "Did you think me a lazy beggar?" he asked. "I wasn't +really, you know. I did quite a good deal of all kinds of things. But +I didn't want to get played out. I wanted to do things all the rest of +my life. Fellows who grind at college and come out Senior Wranglers, +begin and end there. You don't hear of 'em again." +</P> + +<P> +"I see," said Miss Charteris, amusement in her eyes. "So you felt it +wisest to avoid being Senior Wrangler?" +</P> + +<P> +"Just so," said the Boy. "I was content with a fairly respectable B.A. +and I hope you saw me take it. How rotten it is, going up in a bunch, +all hanging on to an old chap's fingers." +</P> + +<P> +"Boy, Boy! I know all about you! You wasted golden opportunities; you +declined to use your excellent abilities; you gave the authorities an +anxious time. You were so disgracefully popular, that everybody +thought your example the finest thing to follow, and you were more or +less responsible for every lark and row which took place during your +time." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy did not smile. He looked at her, with a quaint, innocent +seriousness, which made her feel almost uncomfortable. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear," he said, "I had plenty of money, and heaps of friends, and I +wanted to have a good time. Also I wanted all the other fellows to +have a good time; and I enjoyed getting the better of all the old +fogies who had forgotten what youth was like—if they'd ever known it. +And I had no mother to ask me questions, and no sisters to turn up at +my rooms unexpectedly. But I can tell you this, Christobel. I hope to +be married soon; and I hope to marry a woman so sweet and noble and +pure, that her very presence tests a man's every thought, feeling, and +memory. And I can honestly look into your dear eyes and say: My wife +will be welcome to know every detail of every prank I ever played in +Cambridge; nor is there a thing in those three years I need feel +ashamed of her knowing. There! Will that do?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris threw out a deprecatory hand. "Oh, Boy dear!" she said. +"I never doubted that. My Little Boy Blue, don't I know you? But I +cannot let you talk as if you owe me any explanations. How curious to +think I saw you so often during those years, yet we never actually met." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy smiled. "Yes," he said, "we were all awfully proud of you, you +know. What was it you took at Girton?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris mentioned, modestly, the highest honours in classics as +yet taken by a woman. The Boy had often heard it before. But he +listened with bated breath. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," he said, "we were awfully proud of it, because of your tennis, +and because of you being—well, just <I>you</I>. If you had been a +round-shouldered little person in a placket, we should have taken it +differently. We always called you 'The Goddess,' because of your +splendid walk. Did you know?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, Boy, I did not know; but I confess to feeling immensely flattered. +Only, take a friend's advice, and avoid conversational allusions to +plackets, because you are obviously ignorant of the meaning of the +word. And now, tell me? Having successfully escaped so serious a +drawback to future greatness as becoming Senior Wrangler, on what +definite enterprise have you embarked?" +</P> + +<P> +"Flying," said the Boy, sitting forward in his chair. "I am going to +break every record. I am going to fly higher, farther, faster, than +any man has ever flown before. This week, if I had not stayed on +here—you know originally I came up only for the 'May week'—I was to +have done a Channel flight. Ah, you don't know what it means, to own +three flying-machines, all of different make, and each the best of its +kind! You feel you own the world! And then to climb into your seat +and go whirling away, with the wonderful hum in your ears, mastering +the air—the hitherto invincible air. May I tell you what I am going +to do for my next fly? Start from the high ground between Dover and +Folkestone; fly over the Channel; circle round Boulogne Cathedral—you +remember the high dome, rising out of the old town surrounded by the +ramparts? Then back across the Channel, and to ground again at +Folkestone; all in one flight; and I hope to do it in record time, if +winds are right." +</P> + +<P> +"And if winds are wrong, Boy? If you rush out and take the horrid +risks of the cross-currents you told us about? If something happens to +your propeller, and you fall headlong into the sea?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, it's all U P then," said the Boy, lightly. "But one never expects +that sort of thing to happen; and when it does, all is over so quickly +that there is no time for anticipation. Beside, there must be +pioneers. Every good life given, advances the cause." +</P> + +<P> +Christobel Charteris looked at him. His was not the terrible, +unmistakable, relentless face of the bird-man. He was brilliant with +enthusiasm, but it was the enthusiasm of the sportsman, keen to excel; +of Young England, dauntless, fearless, eager to break records. The +spirit of the true bird-man had not, as yet, entered into her Little +Boy Blue. +</P> + +<P> +She pressed her hand upon her bosom. It ached still. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she said, softly. "Has it ever struck you that, if you +marry, your wife—whoever she might be—would most probably want you to +give up flying? I cannot imagine a woman being able to bear that a man +who was her <I>all</I>, should do these things." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy never turned a hair! He did not bound in his seat. He did not +even look at her. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, of course, dear," he said, "if you wished it, I should give up +flying, like a shot, and sell my aeroplanes. I know plenty of chaps +who would like to buy them to-morrow. And I'll tell you what we would +do. We'd buy the biggest, most powerful motor-car we could get, and +we'd tear all over the country, exceeding the speed-limit, and doing +everything jolly we could think of. That would be every bit as good as +flying, if—if we did it together. I say, Christobel—do you know how +to make a sentence of 'together'? Just three words: <I>to get her</I>! +That's what 'together' spells for me now." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris smiled. "You might have taken honours in spelling, Boy. +And I am not the sort of person who enjoys exceeding speed-limits. +Also I am afraid I have a troublesome habit of always wanting to stop +and see all there is to see." +</P> + +<P> +But the Boy was infinitely accommodating. "Oh, we wouldn't exceed the +speed-limit—much. And we would stop everywhere, and see everything. +You should breakfast in London; lunch at the Old White Horse, Mr. +Pickwick's inn at Ipswich; have tea at the Maid's Head, beneath the +shadow of Norwich Cathedral, where you could wash your hands in Queen +Elizabeth's fusty old bedroom—what a lot of bedrooms Queen Elizabeth +slept in, and made them all fusty—and have time to show me Little Boy +Blue's breakwater at Dovercourt, before dinner. There's nothing like +motoring!" +</P> + +<P> +"It sounds interesting, certainly," said Miss Charteris. +</P> + +<P> +"And then," continued the Boy, in a calm business-like voice, "it's +less expensive than flying. You run through fifty thousand a year in +no time with aeroplanes. And of course we should want to open both my +places. I'm awfully glad I didn't let the tenants in the old home +renew their lease. As it is, they turn out in three months. Oh, I +say, Christobel, I do believe it is a setting worthy of you. Have you +ever seen it? The great hall, the old pictures, the oak staircase—I +once rode down it on my rocking-horse and came to utter smash. And +outside—the park, the lake, the beech avenue, the rose-garden, the +peacocks. And a funny little old village belongs to us. Think how the +people must want looking after. I believe you would like it all—I +really believe you would! And think, ah, just think what it would be +to me, to see my own splendid wife, queen over everything in my dear +jolly old home! Hullo!—Hark to all the clocks! What is that +striking? Seven? Oh, I say! I'm dining with the Master to-night. I +must rush off, and change. Though I was such a bad lot, they all seem +quite pleased to see me again. Really they do! Have I stayed too +long? ... Sure? ... May I come to-morrow? ... You <I>are</I> most awfully +good to me. Good-bye." +</P> + +<P> +And the Boy was gone. He had held her hand, in a firm, strong clasp, a +second longer than the conventional handshake; his clear eyes, exactly +on a level with hers, had looked at her gravely, wistfully, tenderly; +and he was gone. +</P> + +<P> +She walked slowly up the lawn. She must write a few letters before +post time; then dress for her solitary dinner. +</P> + +<P> +She felt a little flat; quite without cause. What could have been more +satisfactory, in every way, than the Boy's visit; in spite of his +absurd castles in the air? These must be tactfully demolished +to-morrow. To-day, it was wisest just to let him talk. +</P> + +<P> +Poor Little Boy Blue! Instead of the walls of Jericho falling, his own +castles in the air would come tumbling about his ears. Poor Little Boy +Blue! +</P> + +<P> +She felt she had been completely mistress of the situation to-day, +holding it exactly as she wished it to be. There was no need to fear +the remaining days. +</P> + +<P> +And when the seven days were over—what then? ... She certainly felt +very flat this evening. How suddenly the Boy had gone! There was +still so much she wanted to say to him.... And to-morrow was the +Professor's afternoon. Mercifully, he never stayed later than four +o'clock. It was to be hoped the Boy would not turn up early! But +there was never any knowing what the Boy would do. +</P> + +<P> +She smiled as she mounted the flight of stone steps, and passed into +the house. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +And, outside the postern gate, the Boy threw up his cap, and caught it; +then started off and sprinted a hundred yards; then, turning aside, +leapt a five-barred gate, and made off across the fields. When he +pulled up at last, in his own bedroom, he had just time to tub, shave, +and wrestle with his evening clothes. He communed with himself in the +few moments of enforced stillness, while he mastered his tie. +</P> + +<P> +"That was all right," he said. "I jolly well worked <I>that</I> all right! +There was nothing to frighten her to-day—not a thing. Dear lips! +They never trembled once; and no more turning faint. And, my Goody, +how she lectured me! I wonder who's been telling her what. I know why +she did it too. She wanted to feel quite sure she was bossing the +show. And so she was, bless her! But I marched round! Yes, I jolly +well marched round.... Oh, I say! Can't you stop where I put you?" +This, to his tie. +</P> + +<P> +Then, with <I>her</I> golden rose in his button-hole, fastened by <I>the</I> pin +from his flannel coat, off went the Boy to dine with the Master of his +college. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +"<I>And the evening and the morning were the second day.</I>" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE THIRD DAY +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE BOY INVADES THE KITCHEN +</H4> + +<P> +The Boy sat on a corner of the kitchen table, swinging a loose leg, and +watching Martha make hot buttered-toast. +</P> + +<P> +He had arrived early, and, finding no one in the garden, had entered +the house by the garden-door, to pursue investigations upstairs. +</P> + +<P> +On the mat in the hall he saw a pair of goloshes; in the +umbrella-stand, a very large, badly-rolled umbrella; hanging on a peg +near by, a professor's cap and gown. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy stood stock still in the middle of the little hall, and looked +at the goloshes. +</P> + +<P> +Then from the drawing-room, through the closed door, came the voice of +Miss Charteris—full, clear, measured, melodious—reading Greek tragedy. +</P> + +<P> +<I>érrois anaidés, én táchei neanía</I><BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +declaimed Miss Charteris; and the Boy fled. +</P> + +<P> +Arrived in the kitchen, he persuaded Martha that cigarette smoke was +fatal to black-beetles. He went about, blowing fragrant clouds into +every possible crack and cranny. Martha watched him, out of the corner +of her eye, crawling along under the dresser in his immaculate white +flannels, and Martha blessed her stars that her kitchen floor was so +spotlessly clean. Only this morning she had remarked to Jenkins that +he could very well eat his dinner off the boards. Mercifully, +Jenkins—tiresome man though he usually was—had not taken this +literally; or he might have made the floor less fit for the Boy's +perambulations. +</P> + +<P> +Having taken all this trouble in order to establish his unquestioned +right to smoke in Martha's kitchen, and to pose as a public benefactor +while so doing, the Boy seated himself on the edge of the table, +exactly behind Martha; lighted a fresh "Zenith," and prepared to enjoy +himself. +</P> + +<P> +Martha glanced nervously at the smoke, issuing from cracks and holes on +all sides. It gave her a feeling that the house was on fire. Of +course she knew it was not; but to <I>feel</I> the house is on fire, is only +one degree less alarming than to <I>know</I> it is. However, beetles are +nasty things; and the condescending kindness and regard for Martha's +personal comfort, which crawled about after them in white flannels, was +gratifying to a degree. +</P> + +<P> +So Martha turned and gave the Boy one of her unusual smiles. He was +very intently blowing rings—"bubbles" Martha called them afterwards, +when explaining them to Jenkins; but that was Martha's mistake. They +were smoke rings. It was one of the Boy's special accomplishments. He +was an expert at blowing rings. +</P> + +<P> +Presently:—"Martha, my duck—" he said suddenly. +</P> + +<P> +Martha jumped. "Bless us, Mr. Guy! What a name!" +</P> + +<P> +"What's the matter with it?" inquired the Boy, innocently. "I consider +it a very nice name, and scriptural." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I didn't mean m' own name," explained Martha, more flushed than +the warmth of the fire warranted. "Not but what m' godfathers and +godmothers might well 'ave chosen me a better." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, don't blame them, overmuch, Martha," said the Boy, earnestly. +"You see their choice was limited. If you study your catechism you +will find that it had to be 'N' or 'M'—'Naomi' or 'Martha.' Even at +that early age, they thought you favoured 'Martha' rather than 'Naomi'; +so they named you 'Martha.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Well I never!" exclaimed Mrs. Jenkins. "'N' or 'M'! So it is! Now I +never noticed <I>that</I> before. We live and learn! And Jenkins—silly +man—'as always bin annoyed that they named 'im 'Noah.' But how about +when <I>you</I> was christened, Mr. Guy?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh," explained the Boy, with a wave of his cigarette, "I was +christened a bit later than you, Martha; and, by that time, Parliament +had sat in solemn convocation, and had brought in a Bill to the effect +that all needless and vexatious limitations and restrictions in the +Prayer Book might for the future be disregarded. The first to go was +'N' or 'M.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I never!" said Martha. "I wish they'd ha' done it afore <I>my</I> +time." +</P> + +<P> +"You see," expounded the Boy, who was enjoying himself vastly, and +getting the conjunction of the goloshes and the Greek play off his +mind; "you see, Martha, those progressive Bills, intimately affecting +the whole community, of vital importance to the nation at large, are +always blocked by the House of Lords. If the Commons could have had +their own way, you might have been named 'Lucy' or 'Clara.'" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't incline to 'Lucy' or 'Clara,' sir," said Mrs. Jenkins, +decidedly; "being, as they always strikes me, sickly story-book sort of +names; but I <I>do</I> like justice and a free country! I always have felt +doubtful o' them Lords, since I listened to my married niece's husband, +a very respectable journeyman tailor but mostly out of work; and if +it's <I>their</I> doing that I'm 'Martha,' well, <I>I</I> shall know what to do +with Jenkins's vote—that's all!" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy slapped his leg and rocked. "Martha, you ought to be put up to +speak at political meetings. That's the whole thing in a nutshell: +cause, effect, results, arguments, everything! Oh, my wig!—Yes, they +are a lot of old stick-in-the-muds in the Upper House, aren't they?" +pursued the Boy—who had had a long line of dignified ancestors in that +much abused place; had an uncle there at the present moment, and was +more than likely eventually to have to sit there himself—"a rotten lot +of old stick-in-the-muds, Martha; but I think they did well by you. +I'd give them the benefit of Jenkins's vote. I really would. I am +glad they chose 'M,' not 'N.' Naomi was a widow and dismal. She never +made the smallest effort to buck up. But Martha was a nice person; a +bit flurried perhaps, and hot-tempered; but well up in cooking, and +keen on it. I like Martha." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy sat and meditated. Why did she read Greek plays with a person +who left goloshes on the mat, and brought out an ancient umbrella with +a waist, on an absolutely cloudless day? +</P> + +<P> +"It wasn't m' own name surprised me, Mr. Guy, sir," remarked Martha, +coyly; "it was the name you was pleased to <I>h</I>add." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy pulled himself together. "Eh, what? Oh, 'Martha, my duck'? I +see. I hope you don't mind, Martha. It seemed to me rather a suitable +and pretty addition to 'Martha.' You see, yours is a name which cannot +be shortened when one feels affectionate. 'Sarah' can be 'Sally'; +'Amelia' can be 'Milly'; 'Caroline' can be 'Carrie'; but 'Martha' +remains 'Martha' however loving people feel. What does Jenkins call +you when he feels affectionate?" +</P> + +<P> +Martha snorted. "Jenkins knows 'is place," she said, jerking the round +lid off the stove, and putting on the kettle. +</P> + +<P> +"Jenkins is a model," smiled the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +Then Martha looked round, her feminine curiosity, and perhaps a touch +of jealousy, getting the better of her respectful discretion. She had +seen so much, and heard so little; and she was a very old family +servant. +</P> + +<P> +"What do you call <I>her</I>, Mr. Guy?" she asked, in a confidential +whisper, with a jerk of the head toward the mulberry-tree. +</P> + +<P> +"Her?" repeated the Boy, surprised. Then his whole tone softened. It +was so sweet to speak her name to some one. "I call her 'Christobel,'" +he said, gently. +</P> + +<P> +But Martha wanted to know more. Martha was woman enough to desire an +unshared possession of her own. She bent over the fire, stirring it +through the bars. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Guy, sir, I suppose you don't—I suppose you do—that is to say, +sir—Do you call <I>her</I> what you've been pleased to call me?" +</P> + +<P> +"Eh, what?" said the Boy, vaguely. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I see. 'Christobel, my——' Oh, no, Martha. No, I don't! Not +even when I feel most affectionate." Here the Boy was seized with +sudden convulsions, slapped his knee noiselessly, and rocked on the +kitchen table. He whispered it, in an ecstasy of enjoyment. +"'Christobel, my duck!' Oh, lor! 'Christobel, my duck!' I hope I +shall be able to resist telling her. I should have to own I had called +Martha so. 'Christobel, my——'" +</P> + +<P> +Martha, wondering at the silence, looked round suddenly. But the Boy +had that instant recovered, and was sitting gravely on the corner of +the table. +</P> + +<P> +"Martha, my duck," he said, "to return to the original opening of this +conversation: has Jenkins ever told you what a nice little wisp of hair +you have, behind your left ear?" +</P> + +<P> +"Get along, sir!" retorted Martha, fairly blushing. "You're making +game of me." +</P> + +<P> +"Indeed, I'm not," said the Boy, seriously. "If you made it into a +curl, Martha, and fastened it with an invisible pin, it would be quite +too fascinating. You ask Jenkins. I say, Martha? What's a placket?" +</P> + +<P> +"A placket, sir," said Martha, on her way to fetch something from a +shelf near which hung the kitchen mirror; "a placket, sir, is a thing +which shows when it shouldn't." +</P> + +<P> +"I see," said the Boy. "Then you couldn't exactly go about in one. +Martha, whose goloshes are those, sitting on the mat in the hall?" +</P> + +<P> +Martha snorted. "An old woman's," she said, wrathfully. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy considered this. "And does the umbrella with the waist belong +to the same old woman?" +</P> + +<P> +Martha nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"And the Professor's cap and gown, hanging near by?" +</P> + +<P> +Martha hesitated. "'Tain't always petticoats makes an old woman," she +said, sententiously. +</P> + +<P> +"Martha, you are <I>pro</I>-foundly right," said the Boy. "Does the +Professor stay to tea?" +</P> + +<P> +"Thank goodness no, sir. We draw the line at that, 'cept when Miss +<I>H</I>ann comes too." +</P> + +<P> +"Who is Miss <I>H</I>ann?" +</P> + +<P> +"She's the Professor's sister." Martha hesitated; poured hot water +into the silver teapot; then turned to whisper confidentially, with +concentrated dislike: "She's always a-<I>h</I>egging of 'em on!" +</P> + +<P> +"What a curious occupation," remarked the Boy, blowing a smoke-ring. +"Does Miss <I>H</I>ann come often?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, Mr. Guy. Thanks be, she's a <I>h</I>invalid." +</P> + +<P> +"Poor Miss <I>H</I>ann. What's the matter with her?" +</P> + +<P> +Martha snorted. "Fancies herself too much." +</P> + +<P> +"What a curious complaint. What are the symptoms?" +</P> + +<P> +"Fancies herself in a bath-chair," said Martha, scornfully. +</P> + +<P> +"I see," said the Boy. "Oh, poor Miss <I>H</I>ann! I should feel very sick +if I fancied myself in a bath-chair. I wish I could meet Miss <I>H</I>ann. +I should like to talk to her about the <I>h</I>egging-on business." +</P> + +<P> +"<I>You'd</I> make her sit up," said Martha, with spiteful enjoyment. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh no, I shouldn't," said the Boy. "That would not be kind to an +invalid. I should see that she reclined, comfortably; and then I +should jolly well flatten her out." +</P> + +<P> +At that moment a shadow fell across the sunny window. Miss Charteris, +her guest having departed, passed down the garden steps, and moved +across the lawn. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy sprang to his feet. At sight of her, his conscience smote him +that he should have thus gossiped and chaffed with old Martha. He +suddenly remembered why he had originally found his way to the kitchen. +</P> + +<P> +"Martha," he said; "I want you to let me carry out the tea-tray this +afternoon. She doesn't know I am here. She will think it is you or +Jenkins, till she looks round. Let me carry it out, Martha, there's a +duck!" +</P> + +<P> +"As you please, sir," said Martha; "but if you want her to think it's +Jenkins, you must put it down with a clatter. It takes a man to be +clumsy." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy walked over to the window. The mulberry-tree was not visible +from the kitchen table. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't go there, Mr. Guy!" cried Martha. "Miss Christobel will see +you, sir. This window, and the pantry, show from the garden. If you +want to 'ave a look at her, go through that door into the storeroom. +The Venetian blind is always down in there. There is one crack through +which I——" +</P> + +<P> +Martha stopped short, disconcerted. +</P> + +<P> +"One crack through which you think I could see? Thank you, Martha," +said the Boy, readily. "Hurry up with the tray." +</P> + +<P> +He went into the store-room; found Martha's chink, and realized exactly +what had been the extent of Martha's view, during the last two days. +</P> + +<P> +Then he bent his hungry young eyes on Christobel. +</P> + +<P> +She was seated in a garden chair, her back to the house, her face +towards the postern gate in the old red wall at the bottom of the +garden. The rustic table, upon which he would soon deposit the +tea-tray, was slightly behind and to the left of her. The sun shone +through the mulberry leaves, glinting on the pure whiteness of her +gown. She leaned her beautiful head back wearily. Her whole attitude +betokened fatigue. He could not see her face; but he felt sure her +eyes were open; and he knew her eyes were on the gate. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy's lips moved. "Christobel," he whispered. +"Christobel—belovčd?" +</P> + +<P> +She was waiting; and he knew she was waiting for him. +</P> + +<P> +Presently he dropped the lath of the Venetian blind, and turned to go. +But first he took out his pocket-book and fastened the lath which +lifted most easily, to those above and below it, with halfpenny stamps. +He knew old Martha would take a hint from him. There must be no eyes +on the mulberry-tree to-day. +</P> + +<P> +In the kitchen the tray was ready; tea freshly made, thin +bread-and-butter, cucumber sandwiches; hot buttered-toast in +perfection; cornflour buns, warranted to explode; all the things he +liked most; and, best of all, cups for two. He grasped the tray firmly +with both hands. +</P> + +<P> +"Martha," he said, "you are a jewel! I give you leave to watch me down +the lawn from the kitchen window. But when I have safely arrived, turn +your attention to your own tea, or I shall look up and shake my fist at +your dear nice old face. And, I say, Martha, do you ever write +postcards? Because, if you want any ha'penny stamps, you will find +some on the storeroom blind. Only, <I>don't want them</I>, Martha, till +this week is over, and I am gone." +</P> + +<P> +Whereupon the Boy lifted the tray, and made for the door. +</P> + +<P> +Down the lawn he bore it, and set it safely on the rustic table. He +was very deft of movement, was the Boy; yet, remembering his +instructions, he contrived to set it down with something of a clatter. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris did not turn her head Her eyes, half closed beneath the +long lashes, were on the postern gate. +</P> + +<P> +"Jenkins?" she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, ma'am," replied the Boy, in excellent imitation of the meek tones +of Jenkins. +</P> + +<P> +"Should any one call this afternoon, Jenkins, please remember that I am +not 'at home.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Hip, hip, hurrah!" said the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +Then she turned—and her face was all, and more than all, he had hoped +it might be. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Boy," she said. "Oh, Boy dear!" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +After that, it was a very happy tea. Neither had been quite natural, +nor had they been really true to themselves, the day before; so the +delight of meeting seemed to follow a longer parting than the actual +twenty-four hours. The Boy's brown eyes rested in tenderness on the +hand that filled his cup, and she did not say "Don't"; she merely +smiled indulgently, and added the cream and sugar slowly, as if to let +him do what he willed. +</P> + +<P> +The hum of bees was in the garden; a sense of youth was in the air. +The sunbeams danced among the mulberry leaves. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy insisted upon carrying back the tray, to do away at once with +the possibility of interruption from Jenkins. Then he drew their +chairs into the deeper shade of the mulberry-tree, a corner invisible +from all windows. The Boy had learned a lesson while looking through +the storeroom blind. +</P> + +<P> +There they sat and talked, in calm content. It did not seem to matter +much of what they spoke, so long as they could lie back facing one +another; each listening to the voice which held so much more of meaning +in it than the mere words it uttered; each looking into the eyes which +had now become clear windows through which shone the soul. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly the Boy said: "How silly we were, the other day, to talk of +the relative ages of our bodies. What do they matter? Our souls are +the real you and I. And our souls are always the same age. Some souls +are old—old from the first. I have seen an old soul look out of the +eyes of a little child; and I have seen a young soul dance in the eyes +of an old, old woman. You and I, thank God, have young souls, +Christobel, and we shall be eternally young." +</P> + +<P> +He stretched his arms over his head, in utter joyful content with life. +</P> + +<P> +"Go on, Boy dear," said Christobel. "I am not sure that I agree with +you; but I like to hear you talk." +</P> + +<P> +"At first," he said, "our bodies are so babyish that our souls do not +find them an adequate medium of expression. But by and by our bodies +grow and develop; after which come the beautiful years of perfection, +ten, twenty, thirty of them, when the young soul goes strong and gay +through life, clad in the strong gay young body. Then—gradually, +gradually, the strong young soul, in its unwearied, immortal youth, +wears out the body. The body grows old, but not the soul. Nothing can +age that; and when at last the body quite wears out, the young soul +breaks free, and begins again. Youthful souls wear out their bodies +quicker than old ones; just as a strong young boy romps through a suit +of clothes sooner than a weakly old man. But there is always life more +abundant, and a fuller life farther on. So the mating of souls is the +all-important thing; and when young souls meet and mate, what does it +matter if there be a few years' difference in the ages of their bodies? +Their essential youthfulness will surmount all that." +</P> + +<P> +Christobel looked at him, and truly for a moment the young soul in her +leapt out to his, in glad response. Then the other side of the +question rose before her. +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, but, Boy dear," she said, "the souls express themselves—their +needs, their delights, their activities—through the bodies. And +suppose one body, in the soul-union, is wearing out sooner than the +other; that is hard on the other—hard on both. Boy—my Little Boy +Blue—shall I tell you an awful secret? I suppose I sat too closely +over my books at Girton; I suppose I was not sufficiently careful about +good print, or good light. Anyway—Boy dear—I have to use glasses +when I read." She looked wistfully into his bright eyes. "You see? +Already I am beginning to grow old." Her sweet lips trembled. +</P> + +<P> +In a moment he was kneeling by the arm of her chair, bending over her, +as he did on the first day; but as he did not do yesterday. Suddenly +she realized why she had felt so flat yesterday, after he was gone. +</P> + +<P> +He lifted her hand and kissed it gently, back and palm. Then he parted +the third finger from the rest, with his own brown ones, and held that +against his warm young lips. +</P> + +<P> +She drew her hand slowly away; passed it over his hair; then let it +fall upon her lap. She could not speak; she could not move; she could +not send him away. She wanted him so—her little Boy Blue, of long ago. +</P> + +<P> +"Old, my Belovčd?" he said. "You—old! Never! Always +perfect—perfect to me. And why not wear glasses? Heaps of mere kids +wear glasses, and wear them all the time. Only—how alarmingly clever +you must look in spectacles, Christobel. It would terrify me now; but +by and by it will make me feel proud. I think one would expect glasses +to go with those awe-inspiring classical honours. With my barely +respectable B.A., I daren't lay claim to any outward marks of +erudition." Then, as she did not smile, but still gazed up at him, +wistfully, his look softened to still deeper tenderness: "Dear eyes," +he murmured, "oh dear, dear eyes," and gently laid his lips on each in +turn. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't," she said, with a half sob. "Ah, Boy, don't! You know you +must not kiss me." +</P> + +<P> +"Kiss you!" he said, still bending over her. "Do you call that +kissing?" Then he laughed; and the joyous love in his laughter wrung +her heart. "Christobel, on the seventh day, when the gates fly open, +and the walls fall down; when the citadel surrenders; when you admit +you are my own—<I>then</I> I shall kiss you; <I>then</I> you will know what +kissing really means." +</P> + +<P> +He bent above her. His lips were very near to hers. She closed her +eyes and waited. Her own lips trembled. She knew how fearfully it +tempted the Boy that her lips should tremble because his were near; yet +she let them tremble. She forgot to remember the past; she forgot to +consider the future. She was conscious of only one thing: that she +wanted her Little Boy Blue to teach her what kissing really meant. So +she closed her eyes and waited. +</P> + +<P> +She did not hear him go; but presently she knew he was no longer there. +</P> + +<P> +She opened her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy had walked across the lawn, and stood looking into the golden +heart of an opening yellow rose. His back appeared very +uncompromising; very determined; very erect. +</P> + +<P> +She rose and walked over to him. As she moved forward, with the +graceful dignity of motion which was always hers, her mental balance +returned. +</P> + +<P> +She slipped her hand beneath his arm. "Come, Boy," she said; "let us +walk up and down, and talk. It is enervating to sit too long in the +sunshine." +</P> + +<P> +He turned at once, suiting his step to hers, and they paced the lawn in +silence. +</P> + +<P> +When they reached the postern gate the Boy stood still. Something in +his look suddenly recalled her Little Boy Blue, when the sand on his +small nose could not detract from the dignity of his little face, nor +weaken its stern decision. +</P> + +<P> +He took both her hands in his, and looked into her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Christobel," he said, "I must go. I must go, because I dare not stay. +You are so wonderful this afternoon; so dear beyond expression. I know +you trust me absolutely; but this is only the third day; and I cannot +trust myself, dear. So I'm off!" +</P> + +<P> +He lifted both her hands to his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"May I go, my Queen?" he said. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, Boy," she answered. "Go." +</P> + +<P> +And he went. +</P> + +<P> +It was hard to hear the thud of the closing door. For some time she +stood waiting, just on the inside. She thought he would come back, and +she wished him to find her there, the moment he opened the door. +</P> + +<P> +But the Boy—being the Boy—did not come back. +</P> + +<P> +Presently she returned to her chair, in the shade of the mulberry-tree. +She lay, with closed eyes, and lived again through the afternoon, from +the moment when the Boy had said: "Hip, hip, hurrah!" There came a +time when she turned very pale, and her lips trembled, as they had done +before. +</P> + +<P> +At length she rose and paced slowly up the lawn. On her face was the +quiet calm of an irrevocable decision. +</P> + +<P> +"To-morrow," she said, "I must tell the Boy about the Professor." +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +In the middle of the night, Martha, being wakeful, became haunted by +the remembrance of the smoke, as it had curled from cracks and keyholes +in the kitchen. She felt constrained to put on a wonderful pink +wrapper, and go creaking slowly down the stairs to make sure the house +was not on fire. Martha's wakefulness was partly caused by the unusual +fact of a large and hard curl-paper, behind her left ear. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris was also awake. She was not worried by memories of +smoke, or visions of fire; and her soft hair was completely innocent of +curl-papers. But she was considering how she should tell the boy about +the Professor; and that consideration was not conducive to calm +slumber. She heard Martha go creaking down the stairs; and, as Martha +came creaking up again, she opened her door, and confronted her. +</P> + +<P> +"What are you doing, Martha?" she said. +</P> + +<P> +Martha, intensely conscious of her curl-paper, was about to answer with +more than her usual respectful irritability, when the eyes of the two +women—mistress and maid—met, in the light of their respective +candles, and a sudden sense of fellowship in the cause of their night +vigil passed between them. +</P> + +<P> +Martha smiled—a crooked smile, half ashamed to be seen smiling. When +she spoke, her aspirates fell away from her more completely than in the +daytime. +</P> + +<P> +"'E went crawlin' about the kitchen," she said, in a muffled midnight +whisper; "all in 'is white flannels, puffin' smoke in every crack an' +'ole to kill the beetles. So kind 'e meant it; but I couldn't sleep +for wonderin' if the place was smokin' still. I 'ad to go down an' +see. 'Ow came you to be awake, Miss Christobel?" +</P> + +<P> +"Things he said in the garden, Martha, have given me food for thought. +I began thinking them over; and sleep went." +</P> + +<P> +Martha smiled again—and this time the smile came more easily. "'E +<I>'as</I> a way of keepin' one on the go," she said; "but we'd best be +gittin' to sleep now, miss. 'E'll be at it again to-morrow, bless 'is +'eart!" And Martha, in her pink wrapper, lumbered upwards. +</P> + +<P> +But the Boy, who had this disturbing effect on the women who loved him, +slept soundly himself, one arm flung high above his tumbled head. And +if the sweet mother, who perforce had had to let her dying arms slip +from about her baby-boy, almost before his little feet could carry him +across a room, saw from above the pure radiance on his lips and brow as +he slept, she must have turned to the Emerald Throne with glad +thanksgiving for the answer vouchsafed to a dead mother's prayers. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +"<I>And the evening and the morning were the third day.</I>" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE FOURTH DAY +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +CHRISTOBEL SIGNS HER NAME +</H4> + +<P> +"I am exhausted," said the Boy, reaching out a long arm, and securing +his third piece of hot buttered-toast. "I am ruffled. My usual calm +mental poise is overthrown—and on the Sabbath, of all days! Every +feather I possess has been rubbed up the wrong way." He lay back in +the depths of his chair, stretched out his legs, and looked dejectedly +at Christobel. +</P> + +<P> +Her quiet smile enveloped him. Her look was as a cool touch on a hot +forehead. +</P> + +<P> +"Poor Little Boy Blue! I thought something was wrong. I should feel a +keener anxiety, were the hot buttered-toast less obviously consoling." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll jolly well never go again," said the Boy, with indignation. "Not +me!" +</P> + +<P> +"Before you were born, Boy; when I went to school," said Miss +Charteris, "we were taught to say 'Not <I>I</I>.' And if you were to tell +me where you have been, on this Sabbath afternoon, I might be able to +give you more intelligent sympathy." +</P> + +<P> +"I've been to a drawing-room meeting," said the Boy, "and I've heard a +woman hold forth. For an hour and a quarter, I've sat stuffed up, +breathing the atmosphere of other people's go-to-meeting clothes, and +heard a good lady go meandering on, while I had no room for my legs." +</P> + +<P> +"I thought you seemed finding them extra long, Boy. Why did you go to +a drawing-room meeting?" +</P> + +<P> +"I went," said the Boy, "because the dear old thing in whose house it +was held asked me to go. She used to know my mother. When I was at +Trinity she looked me up, often invited me to her charming home, gave +me excellent little dinners, followed by the kindest, nicest, most +nervous little preachments. Don't look amused, dear. I never failed +to profit. I respected her for it. She is as good and genuine as they +make 'em; and if <I>she</I> had stood up this afternoon, with her friendly +smile, and dear shaky old voice, and given us an exposition of the +twenty-third Psalm, we should have all come away quite 'good and +happy.' Instead of which—oh, my wig!" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy took an explosive bun, and put it whole into his mouth. "The +only way to manage them on Sunday," he explained, as soon as speech was +possible, "when sweeping is not the right thing. But let us hope +Mollie's papa's 'clerical brethren' won't find it out. There would +certainly be less conversation and fewer crumbs, but no fun at all." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think you need be afraid, Boy dear. Even should such a way +out of the difficulty occur to them, I am inclined to think they would +prefer the explosion, to the whole bun at a mouthful. It has a rather +startling effect, you know, until one gets used to seeing it done. I +can't quite imagine an archdeacon doing it, while standing on the +hearthrug in conversation with my brother. Now tell me what the good +lady said, which you found so trying." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, she meandered on," grumbled the Boy. "She told us all we should +have been, if we had not been what we were; and all we might be, if we +were not what we are; and all we shall be, when we are not what we are! +She implored us to consider, and weigh well, <I>where</I> we should go, if, +by a sudden and unexpected dispensation of Providence, we ceased to be +where we then were. I jolly well knew the answer to <I>that</I>; for if +Providence had suddenly dispensated—which it didn't, for a good +three-quarters of an hour—I should have been here, <I>here</I>, HERE, as +fast as my best Sunday boots could carry me!" His brown eyes softened. +"Ah, think what '<I>here</I>' means," he said. "Think! 'Here' means <I>You</I>!" +</P> + +<P> +But Miss Charteris did not wish the conversation to become too +meltingly personal. +</P> + +<P> +"What else did she say, Boy?" +</P> + +<P> +He consulted the mulberry leaves, then bounded in his chair. "Ha, I +have it! I kept this tit-bit for you. She used an astronomical +illustration, I haven't the least idea apropos of what, but she told us +exactly how many millions of miles the sun is from the earth; and then +she smiled upon us blandly, and said: 'Or is it billions?' Think of +that! She said: '<I>Or is it billions?</I>' in exactly the same tone of +voice as she might have said of the bonnet she had on: 'I bought it, at +a sale, for elevenpence three farthings, <I>or was it a shilling</I>?'" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Boy, you really <I>are</I> naughty! I never connected you with +personal sarcasm." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, but that sort of woman shouldn't," complained the Boy. "And with +half Cambridge sitting listening. 'Millions, or is it billions?' Oh +lor!" +</P> + +<P> +"Poor thing!" remarked Miss Charteris. "She could not have known that +she had in the audience a person who had only just avoided the drawback +to future enterprise, of being Senior Wrangler. Had she realized that, +she would have been more careful with her figures." +</P> + +<P> +"Tease away!" said the Boy. "I don't care, now I am safe here. Only I +shan't tell you any more." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want to hear any more, Boy. I always enjoy appreciations, +even of things I do not myself appreciate. But non-appreciations do +not appeal to me. If a person has meant to be effective and proved +inadequate, or tried to do good and done harm, I would rather not know +it, unless I can help to put matters right. Have some more tea, Boy; +and then I want to talk to you myself. I have something rather special +to tell you." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy stood up and brought his cup to the little table. When she had +filled it, he knelt on one knee beside her, his elbow on the arm of her +chair, and drank his tea there. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sorry, dear," he said, presently. "I won't do it again. Perhaps +I listened wrong, because I was bored at being there at all. I say, +Christobel—it has just occurred to me—did you know my mother?" +</P> + +<P> +The old garden was very still. A hush, as of the Paradise of God, +seemed suddenly to fall upon it. As the Boy asked his quiet question, +a spirit seemed to hover, between them and the green dome of mulberry +leaves above them, smoothing the Boy's tumbled hair, and touching the +noble brow of the woman the Boy loved; a gentle, watching, thankful +spirit—eternally remembering, and tenderly glad to be remembered. For +a few moments the silence was a silence which could not be broken. The +Boy lifted wondering eyes to the moving leaves. Christobel laid her +hand upon his, as it gripped her chair. An unseen voice seemed to +whisper to the Boy—not in the stern tones of the Church, but as an +eager, anxious, question: "Wilt thou—have—this woman—to be thy +wedded wife?" And silently the Boy replied: "Please God, I will"; and, +bending, kissed the hand resting on his. +</P> + +<P> +The spell lifted. Christobel spoke. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, Boy dear, I knew her. I have often wondered whether I might tell +you. She and my mother were dear friends. I was thirteen when she +died. You were three, poor Little Boy Blue! Two things I specially +remember about your mother: the peculiar radiance of her face—a light +from within, shining out; and the fact that when she was in a room the +whole atmosphere seemed rarefied, beautified, uplifted. I think she +lived very near heaven, Boy; and, like Enoch, she walked straight in +one day, and came back no more. She 'was not'; for God took her." +</P> + +<P> +Another long holy silence. The mulberry leaves were still. Then the +Boy said, softly: "Some day, will you tell me heaps more—details—lots +of little things about her? No one ever has. But I seem almost to +begin to remember her, when you talk of her. Meanwhile, may I show you +this?" +</P> + +<P> +He drew from the inner pocket of his coat, a small well-worn +pocket-Bible. Opening it at the fly-leaf, he passed it to Miss +Charteris. +</P> + +<P> +"It was hers," he said. +</P> + +<P> +She bent over it and read the inscription: +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent" ALIGN="center"> +<I>M. A. Chelsea</I><BR> +<BR> +"<I>Through faith and patience inherit the promises.</I>"<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Below, in a delicate writing, traced by a hand that trembled: +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent" ALIGN="center"> +<I>To my Baby Boy from his Mother</I><BR> +<BR> +"<I>I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not.</I>"<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +She looked at it in silence. How much had this book meant during all +these years, to the "Baby Boy"? Had the book in his pocket, and the +prayers hovering about him, something to do with the fact that he was +still—just Little Boy Blue? +</P> + +<P> +The Boy had taken a fountain pen from his pocket, and was shaking it +vigorously over the grass. +</P> + +<P> +Now he passed it to her. +</P> + +<P> +"Write your dear name beneath," he said. +</P> + +<P> +Infinitely touched, she made no comment, raised no question. She took +the pen, and wrote just "<I>Christobel</I>." +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +"<I>And the evening and the morning were the fourth day.</I>" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE FIFTH DAY +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GUY CHELSEA TAKES CONTROL +</H4> + +<P> +"Now, Sir Boy," said Miss Charteris with decision, "this is your fifth +day. Our time is nearly over. You have done most of the talking. You +have had things entirely your own way. What? ... Oh, well, <I>almost</I> +entirely your own way. I have allowed you to play your Old Testament +game to your heart's content. With commendable adaptability, <I>I</I> have +been Jericho, and <I>you</I> have marched round. I have been Jericho in my +own garden, and have refreshed the invading army with hot +buttered-toast and explosive buns. Now it is my turn to take the +initiative. Jenkins having removed the tea, and it being too hot for +tennis, I am going to ask you to sit still, while I explain to you +quite clearly why I must send you away at the close of the seventh day." +</P> + +<P> +She tried to hide her extreme trepidation beneath a tone of gay banter. +She hoped it did not sound as forced to him as it did to herself. The +Boy's clear eyes were fixed upon her. Had he noticed the trembling of +her hands, before she steadied them by laying hold of the arms of her +chair? +</P> + +<P> +"So now for a serious talk, if you please, Sir Boy." +</P> + +<P> +"Excuse me, dear," said the Boy, "the Israelites were not allowed to +parley." +</P> + +<P> +"You need not parley," said Miss Charteris; "you are requested merely +to listen. You may smoke if you like. I understand cigarette smoke is +fatal to black-beetles. Possibly it has the same effect on garden +insects. Russell tells me we are overrun by snails. Smoke, Boy, if +you like." +</P> + +<P> +"Dear," said the Boy, his head thrown back, his hands thrust deep into +his coat pockets, "I never have the smallest desire to smoke in your +presence. I should feel as if I were smoking in church." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you dear amazing altogether absurd boy! Don't look at me like +that. And don't say such unexpected things, or I shall be unable to +parley satisfactorily." +</P> + +<P> +"When <I>I</I> went to school," remarked the Boy, "and you were an engaging +little girl in a pigtail, I was taught to say: 'Do not look at me +<I>thus</I>'; at least, masters frequently appeared to think it necessary to +make that remark to me. I can't imagine why; because they were not +specially worth looking at; excepting that a very large person, in a +very angry condition, always presented a spectacle of extreme interest +to my juvenile mind. It was so fascinating to watch and see what they +would do next. They were like those wooden monkeys and bears you buy +in Swiss shops, don't you know? You pull a hanging string, and their +legs and arms jump about unexpectedly. One always felt a really angry +grown-up was a mere puppet. Unseen fingers were pulling the string; +and it was funny to watch. There was an exciting element of danger, +too; because sometimes a hand jerked up and boxed your ears." +</P> + +<P> +"Little Boy Blue," she said, "it must have been quite impossible ever +to be <I>mildly</I> angry with you. Either one would have waxed impotently +furious; or one would have wanted to—to hug you!" +</P> + +<P> +The Boy leapt up. +</P> + +<P> +"Sit down," said Miss Charteris, "or I shall send you away. And I do +not wish to do that; because I have quite made up my mind to tell you +to-day, a thing which I suppose I ought to have told you long ago; and +I tried to do so, Boy; but somehow you always made it impossible. I +want to—to tell you about—the Professor." She paused. +</P> + +<P> +It was so very difficult. It was like rolling a heavy stone up a steep +hill. And the Boy made no attempt to help her. He lay back with an +exaggerated display of resignation. He looked at her with sleepy, +amused eyes. And he asked no questions. The army of Israel obviously +declined to parley. +</P> + +<P> +"I have long felt I ought to tell you about the Professor," continued +Miss Charteris. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy sighed. "I think I jolly well know all there is to know about +professors," he said. +</P> + +<P> +"Not about this one," explained Miss Charteris. "He is <I>my</I> Professor." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, if he's <I>your</I> Professor," said the Boy, sitting up, "of course I +am interested. But I am not sure that I approve of you having a tame +Professor; especially when it arrives in goloshes, and leaves them in +the hall." +</P> + +<P> +"I am afraid nobody will ask whether you approve or not, Little Boy +Blue. The Professor has been a great friend of mine during nearly +twelve years; and I think I am possibly—in fact, very probably—going +to marry the Professor." +</P> + +<P> +"Really?" said the Boy. "May I ask when he proposed?" +</P> + +<P> +"He has not proposed, Boy." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy produced his pocket-book, took out a calendar, and studied it +attentively. +</P> + +<P> +"Then I'm afraid you will have some time to wait," he said. "It will +not be leap year again until 1912." +</P> + +<P> +This sounded impertinent; but the Boy could no more have been guilty of +intentional impertinence toward her, than he could have picked her +pocket; and Miss Charteris knew it. There was one thing of which those +who had dealings with Christobel Charteris could always be +sure—absolute justice. She had seen the Boy's face whiten suddenly, +to a terrible pallor, beneath his tan. She knew he was making a +desperate fight for self-control. How best could she help? Her own +part seemed almost more than she could manage. +</P> + +<P> +"Come here, Boy dear," she said, holding out her hand. +</P> + +<P> +He hesitated one instant; then rose unsteadily to his feet, and +came—not to his usual place at the side, bending over her; but in +front of her, on one knee, silently waiting. +</P> + +<P> +She bent forward. "Take my hand, Boy." +</P> + +<P> +He took it, in a firm unhesitating clasp. They held each other so, in +silence. The colour came back into the Boy's face. The dumb horror +died out of his eyes. They smiled into hers again. +</P> + +<P> +"Now promise me, Boy dear, that you will let me tell you all; and that +you will try not to misunderstand." +</P> + +<P> +"My dearest," said the Boy, "I promise. But I do not need to say I +will try not to misunderstand. I could not misunderstand you, if I +tried." +</P> + +<P> +"Then go back to your chair, Boy." +</P> + +<P> +He went. His eyes were bright again. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy, please to understand that I am not engaged to the Professor. Of +course, had that been the case, I should have told you, long ago. He +has never said one word to me of love or marriage. But he has been a +great friend—an intimate friend, intellectually; and I have reason to +know that he wishes—has wished for years—a good deal more than he has +ever expressed to me. He has waited, Boy; and when anybody has waited +nearly twelve years, could one fail them?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, of course!" cried the Boy, eagerly. "If a man could wait twelve +years—good heavens, why shouldn't he wait twenty! A man has no +business to wait; or to be able to wait; or to keep a woman waiting. +Twelve years? Oh, I say! I didn't wait twelve days. Now, did I?" +</P> + +<P> +She smiled. "You break all speed records, Boy, always. But cannot you +understand that all men have not fifty thousand a year, and the world +at their feet? Had you been penniless, Boy, you—even you—would have +had to wait." +</P> + +<P> +"Not a bit!" said the Boy, stoutly. "I would drive a cab, I would +sweep a crossing, I would <I>do</I> anything, or <I>be</I> anything; but I +wouldn't wait for the woman I loved; nor would I"—his voice dropped +almost to a whisper—"keep the woman who loved me, waiting." +</P> + +<P> +"But suppose she had a comfortable little income of her own; and you +had less—much less—to offer her? Surely, Boy, proper pride would +keep you from asking her to marry you, until your income at least +equalled hers?" +</P> + +<P> +"Not a bit!" said the Boy. "That sort of rot isn't proper pride. It's +just selfish false pride. However much a woman had, when a man—a +<I>man</I>, mind you, not an old woman, or a <I>thing</I> with no pluck or +vertebra—when a man gives a woman his whole love, his whole life, the +worship of his whole body, heart, and soul, he has given her that which +no money could buy; and were she a millionairess she would still be +poor if, from false pride, he robbed her of that gift which was his to +give her—and perhaps his alone." +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she said, gently; "it sounds very plausible. But it is so +easy to be plausible with fifty thousand a year in the background. Let +me tell you about the Professor. He has, of course, his fellowship, +and is quite comfortably off now, living as a bachelor, in rooms. But +he practically supports his unmarried sister, considerably older than +himself, who lives in a tiny little villa, and keeps one maid. The +Professor could not afford to marry, and set up a larger establishment, +on his present income; at least he apparently thinks he could not. And +your theory of robbing the woman who—the woman he loves, does not +appear to have occurred to him. But, during all these years he has +been compiling an Encyclopedia—I don't suppose you know what an +Encyclopedia is, Boy." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, don't I?" said the Boy. "It's a thing you pile up on the floor to +stand upon when you want to fix a new pipe-rack." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris ignored this trying definition of an Encyclopedia. +</P> + +<P> +"The Professor is compiling a wonderful book," she said, with dignity; +"and, when it is completed and published, he will be in a position to +marry." +</P> + +<P> +"Has he told you so?" inquired the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +"No, Boy. He has never mentioned the subject of marriage to me. But +he has told his sister; and she has told me." +</P> + +<P> +"Ha!" said the Boy. "Miss <I>H</I>ann, I suppose. I must say, I distrust +Miss <I>H</I>ann." +</P> + +<P> +"What do <I>you</I> know of Miss Ann?" inquired Christobel, astonished. +</P> + +<P> +"Only that she's always a-<I>h</I>egging of 'em on," said the Boy, calmly. +</P> + +<P> +The indignant blood rushed into the fair proud face. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy! You've been gossiping with Martha." +</P> + +<P> +"I have, dear; I admit it. You see, I arrived early, on the third day; +found the garden empty; went gaily into the house to look for you. Ran +up into the hall; when up got a pair of old goloshes—eh, what? Oh, +sorry—up got a pair of <I>new</I> goloshes, and hit me in the eye! A +professor's cap and gown hung up, as if at home; and while I meditated +upon these things, the voice of my Belovčd was uplifted in loud and +sonorous Greek, exclaiming: 'Avaunt, rash youth! Thou impudent +intruder!' Can you wonder that I avaunted—to Martha?" +</P> + +<P> +"You will please tell me at once all Martha said to you." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course I will, dear. Don't be vexed. I always meant to tell you, +some time or other. I asked her whose were the goloshes; the umbrella +with the—er—decided figure; the suspended cap and gown. Martha said +they were the Professor's. I inquired whether the Professor stayed to +tea. You really can't blame me for asking that; because I had gone to +the kitchen for the express purpose of carrying out the tea-tray, yours +and mine; but <I>not</I> the Professor's. No possible pleasure could have +resulted, either to you, or to me, or to the Professor, from my +unexpected appearance with the tea-tray, if the Professor had been +there. Now could it? I think it would be nice of you, dear, and only +fair, if, remembering the peculiar circumstances of that afternoon, you +just said: 'No; it couldn't.' +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I asked Martha whether the Professor stayed to tea, and heard +that 'Thank goodness, no!' we drew the line at that, except when Miss +<I>H</I>ann came too. With the awful possibility of Miss <I>H</I>ann 'coming +too,' on one of my priceless days, I naturally desired a little light +thrown on Miss <I>H</I>ann. I was considerably relieved to learn that Miss +<I>H</I>ann suffers from the peculiar complaint—mental, I gather—of +'fancying herself in a bath-chair.' This might be no hindrance to the +'<I>h</I>egging on' propensities, but it certainly diminished the chances of +the 'coming too.' That was all, dear." +</P> + +<P> +"Boy, you ought to have been ashamed of yourself!" +</P> + +<P> +"So I was, the moment I saw you walk down the lawn. But you really +needn't look so indignant. I was working for you, at the same time." +</P> + +<P> +"Working for me?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, dear. I told Martha her wisps would look nicer if she curled +them. I also suggested 'invisible pins.' If you like I will tell you +how I came to know about 'invisible pins'; but it is a very long story, +and not <I>specially</I> interesting, for the lady in the case was my +great-aunt." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Boy," said Miss Charteris, laughing in spite of herself; "I wish +you were the size of my Little Boy Blue on the sands at Dovercourt. I +would dearly like to shake you." +</P> + +<P> +"Well," he said, "you did more than shake me, just now. You gave me +about the worst five minutes I ever had in my life. Christobel? You +don't really care about the Professor?" +</P> + +<P> +"Boy, dear, I really do. I have cared about him very much, for years." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, as a woman loves a book; but not as a woman loves a man." +</P> + +<P> +"Explain your meaning, please." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, hang it all!" exclaimed the Boy, violently. "Do you love his +mouth, his eyes, his hair——?" The Boy choked, and stopped short. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris considered, and replied with careful deliberation. "I +do not know that I have ever seen his mouth; he wears a beard. His +eyes are not strong, but they look very kind through his glasses. His +hair? Well, really, he has not much to speak of. But all these things +matter very little. His <I>mind</I> is great and beautiful; his thoughts +appeal to me. I understand his way of viewing things: he understands +mine. It would be a wonderful privilege to be able to make life easy +and happy for one for whom I have so profound a respect and esteem. I +have looked upon it, during the last few years, as a privilege which +is, eventually, to be mine." +</P> + +<P> +"Christobel," cried the Boy, "it is wrong, it is terrible! It is not +the highest. I can't stand it, and I won't. I will not let you give +yourself to a wizened old bookworm——" +</P> + +<P> +"Be quiet, Boy," she said, sharply. "Do you wish to make me really +angry? The Professor is not old. He is only fourteen years my senior. +To your extreme youth, fifty may seem old. The Professor is in his +prime. I am afraid we have nothing to gain, Boy, by prolonging this +discussion." +</P> + +<P> +"But we can't leave it at this," said the Boy, desperately. "Where do +I come in?" +</P> + +<P> +"My Little Boy Blue, I am afraid you don't come in at all, excepting as +a very sweet idyll which, all through the years to come, I shall never +forget. You begged for your seven days, and I gave them. But I never +led you to assume I could say 'Yes.' Now listen, Boy, and I will tell +you the honest truth. I do not know that I am ever going to marry the +Professor. I only feel pledged to him from the vague belief that we +each consider the other is waiting. Don't break your heart over it, +Boy; because it is more than likely it will never come to pass. +But—even were there no Professor—oh, Boy dear, I could not marry you. +I love my Little Boy Blue more tenderly and deeply than I have ever +before loved anything or any one on this earth. But I could not marry +a boy, however dearly I loved him; however sweet was his love to me. I +am a woman grown, and I could surrender myself wholly, only to a man +who would wholly be my mate and master. I cannot pretend to call my +Little Boy Blue 'the <I>man</I> I love,' because he is really dearest to me +when I think of him, with expectation in his baby-eyes, trotting down +the sands to find his cannon-ball.... Oh, Boy, I am hurting you! I +hate to hurt you, Boy. Your love is so beautiful. Nothing as perfect +will ever touch my life again. Yet I cannot, honestly, give what you +ask.... Boy dear, ought I to have told you, quite plainly, sooner? If +so, you must forgive me." +</P> + +<P> +The Boy had risen, and stood before her. "You always do the right +thing," he said, "and never, under any circumstances, could there be +anything for me to forgive you. I have been an egregious young ass. I +have taken things for granted, all along the line. What must you think +of me! Why should you care? <I>You</I>, with your intellectual +attainments, your honours, your high standing in the world of books? +<I>Why</I> should you care, Christobel? Why <I>should</I> you care?" +</P> + +<P> +He stood before her, straight and tall and desperately implacable. The +exuberant youth had died out of his face. For the first time, she +could not see in him her Little Boy Blue. +</P> + +<P> +"Why should you care?" he said again. +</P> + +<P> +She rose and faced him. "But I <I>do</I> care, Boy," she said. "How dare +you pretend to think I don't? I care very tenderly and deeply." +</P> + +<P> +"Pooh!" said the Boy. "Do you suppose I wished you to marry a +bare-toed baby, with sand on its nose?" He laughed wildly; paused and +looked at her, then laughed again. "A silly little ass that said it +didn't like girls? Oh, I say! I think it's about time I was off. +Will you walk down to the gate? ... Thanks. You are always most +awfully good to me. I say, Miss Charteris, may I ask the Professor's +name?" +</P> + +<P> +"Harvey," she said, quietly. "Kenrick Harvey." The dull anguish at +her heart seemed almost more than she could bear. Yet what could she +say or do? He was merely accepting her own decision. +</P> + +<P> +"Harvey?" he said. "Why of course I know him. He's not much to look +at, is he? But we always thought him an awfully good sort, and kind as +they make 'em. We considered him a confirmed bachelor; but—well, we +didn't know he was waiting." +</P> + +<P> +They had reached the postern gate. Oh, would he see the growing pain +in her eyes? What was she losing? What had she lost? Why did her +whole life seem passing out through that green gate? +</P> + +<P> +"Good-bye," he said, "and please forget all the rot I talked about +Jericho. It goes with the spade and bucket, and all the rest. You +have been most awfully kind to me, all along. But the very kindest +thing you can do now, is to forget all the impossible things I thought +and said... Allow me.... I'll shut the door." +</P> + +<P> +He put up his hand, to lift his cap; but he was bareheaded. He laughed +again; turned, and passed out. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy! Boy! Come back," said Christobel. But the door had closed on +the first word. +</P> + +<P> +She stood alone. +</P> + +<P> +This time she did not wait. Where was the good of waiting? +</P> + +<P> +She turned and walked slowly up the lawn, pausing to look at the +flowers in the border. The yellow roses still looked golden. The +jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" lifted pale purple faces to the +sky. +</P> + +<P> +But the Boy was gone. +</P> + +<P> +She reached her chair, where he had placed it, deep in the shade of the +mulberry-tree. She felt tired; worn-out; old. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy was gone. +</P> + +<P> +She leaned back with closed eyes. She had hurt him so. She remembered +all the glad, sweet confident things he had said each day. Now she had +hurt him so.... What radiant faith, in love and in life, had been his. +But she had spoiled that faith, and dimmed that brightness. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly she remembered his dead mother's prayer for him. "<I>I have +prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not</I>." And under those words she +had written "<I>Christobel</I>." Would he want to obliterate that name? +No, she knew he would not. Nothing approaching a hard or a bitter +thought could ever find a place in his heart. It would always be the +golden heart of her little Boy Blue. +</P> + +<P> +Tears forced their way beneath her closed lashes, and rolled slowly +down her cheeks. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Boy dear," she said aloud, "I love you so—I love you so!" +</P> + +<P> +"I know you do, dear," he said. "It's almost unbelievable—yet I know +you do." +</P> + +<P> +She opened her eyes. The Boy had come back. She had not heard his +light step, on the springy turf. He knelt in his favourite place, on +the left of her chair, and bent over her. Once more his face was +radiant. His faith had not failed. +</P> + +<P> +She looked up into his shining eyes, and the joy in her own heart made +her dizzy. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she whispered, "not my lips, because—I am not altogether +yours—I may have to—you know?—the Professor. But, oh Boy, I can't +help it! I'm afraid I care terribly." +</P> + +<P> +He was quite silent; yet it seemed to her that he had shouted. A burst +of trumpet-triumph seemed to fill the air. +</P> + +<P> +He bent lower. "Of course I wouldn't, Christobel," he said; "not +before the seventh day. But there's a lot beside lips, and it's all so +dear." +</P> + +<P> +Then she felt the Boy's kisses on her hair, on her brow, on her eyes. +"Dear eyes," he said, "shedding tears for my pain. Ah, dear eyes!" +And he kissed them again. +</P> + +<P> +She put up her hand, to push him gently away. He captured it, and held +it to his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Stop, Boy dear," she said. "Be good now, and sit down." +</P> + +<P> +He slipped to the grass at her feet, and rested his head against her +knee. +</P> + +<P> +She stroked his hair, with gentle, tender touch. Her Little Boy Blue +had come back to her. Oh, bliss unutterable! Why worry about the +future? +</P> + +<P> +"How silly we were, dear!" he said. "How silly to suppose we could +part like that—you and I!" Then his sudden merry laugh rang out—oh, +such music! such sweet music! "I say, Christobel," he said, "it is all +very well <I>now</I> to say 'Stop, and be good.' But on the seventh day, +when the walls fall down, and I march up into the citadel, I shall give +you millions of kisses—or will it be <I>billions</I>?" +</P> + +<P> +"Judging from my knowledge of you, Boy dear," she said, "I rather +<I>think</I> it would be billions." +</P> + +<P> +Later, as they stood once more by the postern gate, he turned, framed +in the doorway, smiling a last gay good-bye. +</P> + +<P> +It was their second parting that day, and how different from the first. +There was to be a third, unlike either, before the day was over; but +its approach was, as yet, unsuspected. +</P> + +<P> +But as he stood in the doorway, full in a shaft of sunlight, the glad +certainty in his eyes smote her with sudden apprehension. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Boy dear," she said, "take care! You are building castles again. +They will tumble about our ears. I haven't promised you anything, +Little Boy Blue of mine; and I am afraid I shall <I>have</I> to marry the +Professor." +</P> + +<P> +"If you do, dear," he said, "I shall have to give him a new umbrella as +a wedding present!" And the Boy went whistling down the lane. +</P> + +<P> +But, out of sight of the postern gate and of the woman who, leaning +against it, watched him to the turning, he dropped his bounding step +and jaunty bearing. His face grew set and anxious; his walk, perplexed. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, God," said the Boy, as he walked, "don't let me lose her!" +</P> + +<P> +A few minutes later, a telegram was put into his hand from the friend +left on the coast, in charge of his newest aeroplane. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Arrange Channel flight, if possible, day after to-morrow</I>." +</P> + +<P> +"Not I," said the Boy, crumpling the message into his pocket. "The day +after to-morrow is the seventh day." +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +He was dining with friends, but an unaccountable restlessness seized +him during the evening. He made his excuses, and returned to the Bull +Hotel soon after nine o'clock. The hall-porter at once handed him a +note, left by special messenger, ten minutes earlier. It was marked +"urgent." The handwriting was Christobel's. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy flung away his cigarette, tore the note open, and turned to a +light. It was very short and clear. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>Boy dear,—I must see you at once. You will find me in the garden.</I> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"<I>Christobel.</I>" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +When the Boy had turned the corner and disappeared, Miss Charteris +passed through the little postern gate, and moved slowly up the lawn. +Ah, how different to her sad return from that gate an hour before! +</P> + +<P> +The William Allen Richardsons still opened their golden hearts to the +sunset. The jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" still lifted their +purple faces to the sky. But instead of stabbing her with agony, they +sang a fragrant psalm of love. +</P> + +<P> +Ah, why was the Boy so dear? Why was the Boy so near? She had watched +him go striding down the lane, yet he still walked beside her; his gay +young laugh of glad content was in her ears; his pure young kisses on +her brow and eyes; his head against her knee. +</P> + +<P> +Just as she reached the mulberry, Jenkins hastened from the house. The +note he brought, in a familiar handwriting, thin and pointed, was +marked "urgent" in one corner, and "immediate" in the other; but Miss +Ann's notes usually were one or other. This happened to be both. +</P> + +<P> +"You need not wait, Jenkins," she said. +</P> + +<P> +She stood close to a spreading branch of the mulberry. Her tall head +was up among the moving leaves. Whispering, they caressed her. +Something withheld her from entering the soft shade, sacred to herself +and the Boy. She stood, to read Ann Harvey's letter. +</P> + +<P> +As she read, every vestige of colour left her face. Bending over the +letter, she might have been a sorely troubled and perplexed replica of +the noble Venus of Milo. +</P> + +<P> +Folding the letter, she went slowly up the lawn, still wearing that +white look of cold dismay. She spoke to Martha through the open +window, keeping her face out of sight. +</P> + +<P> +"Martha," she said, "I am obliged to go immediately to Miss Ann. If I +am not back by eight o'clock, I shall be remaining with her for +dinner." She passed on, and Martha turned to Jenkins. +</P> + +<P> +By the way, Jenkins was having an unusually festive time. During the +last twenty-four hours, Martha had been kinder to him than he had ever +known her to be. He was now comfortably ensconced in the Windsor +armchair in a corner of the kitchen, reading yesterday's daily paper, +and enjoying his pipe. Never before had his pipe been allowed in the +kitchen; but he had just been graciously told he might bring it in, if +he wouldn't be "messy with the <I>h</I>ashes"; Mrs. Jenkins volunteering the +additional remarkable information, that it was "good for the beetles." +Jenkins was doubtful as to whether this meant that his pipe gave +pleasure to the beetles, or the reverse; but experience had taught him +that a condition of peaceful uncertainty in his own mind was to be +preferred to a torrent of vituperative explanation from Martha. He +therefore also received in silence the apparently unnecessary +injunction not to go "crawlin' about all over the floor"; it took "a +figure to do that!" +</P> + +<P> +Eight o'clock came, and Miss Charteris had not returned. +</P> + +<P> +"Remaining with 'er for dinner," pronounced Martha, flinging open the +oven, and wrathfully relegating to the larder the chicken she had been +roasting with extreme care; "an' a precious poor dinner it'll be! +Jenkins, <I>you</I> may 'ave this sparrow-grass. <I>I</I> 'aven't the 'eart. +An' me 'oping she'd 'ave 'ad the sense to keep <I>'im</I> to dinner; knowing +as there was a chicking an' 'grass for two. Now what's took Miss +<I>H</I>ann 'urgent and immediate,' I'd like to know!" continued Martha, +deriving considerable comfort from banging the plates and tumblers on +to the kitchen table, with just as much violence as was consistent with +their personal safety, as she walked round it, laying the table for +supper. "Ate a biscuit, I should think, an' flown to 'er cheat. I've +no patience; no, <I>that</I> I 'aven't!" And Martha attacked the loaf, with +fury. +</P> + +<P> +At a quarter before nine, Miss Charteris returned. In a few moments +the bell summoned Jenkins. The note he was to take was also marked +"Immediate." He left it on the kitchen table, and, while he changed +his coat, Martha fetched her glasses. Then she followed him to the +pantry. +</P> + +<P> +"'Ere, run man!" she said, "run! Never mind your muffler. Who wants a +muffler in June? <I>'E</I>'s in it! It's something more than a biscuit. +Drat that woman!" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +A quarter of an hour later, a tall white figure moved noiselessly down +the lawn, to the seats beneath the mulberry. The full moon was just +rising above the high red wall, gliding up among the trees, huge and +golden through their branches. Christobel Charteris waited in the +garden for the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +He came. +</P> + +<P> +By then, the lawn was bathed in moonlight. She saw him, tall and slim, +in the conventional black and white of a man's evening dress, pass +silently through the postern gate. She noted that he did not bang it. +He came up the lawn slowly—for him. He wore no hat, and every +clear-cut feature of the clean-shaven young face showed up in the +moonlight. +</P> + +<P> +At the mulberry, he paused, uncertain; peering into the dark shadow. +</P> + +<P> +"Christo<I>bel</I>?" he said, softly. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear; I am here. Come." +</P> + +<P> +He came; feeling his way among the chairs, and moving aside a table, +which stood between. +</P> + +<P> +He found her, sitting where he had found her, on his return, three +hours before. A single ray of moonlight pierced the thick foliage of +the mulberry, and fell across her face. He marked its unusual pallor. +He stood before her, put one hand on each arm of her chair, and bent +over her. +</P> + +<P> +"What is it?" he said, softly. "What is it, dear heart? It is so +wonderful to be wanted, and sent for. But let me know quickly that you +are not in any trouble." +</P> + +<P> +She looked up at him dumbly, during five, ten, twenty seconds. Then +she said: "Boy, I have something to tell you. Will you help me to tell +it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course I will," he said. "How can I help best?" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know," she answered. "Oh, I <I>don't</I> know!" +</P> + +<P> +He considered a moment. Then he sat down on the grass at her feet, and +leaned his head against her knees. She passed her fingers softly +through his hair. +</P> + +<P> +"What happened after I had gone?" asked the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +"Jenkins brought me a note from Miss Harvey, asking me to come to her +at once, to hear some very wonderful news, intimately affecting +herself, and the Professor, and—and me. She wrote very ecstatically +and excitedly, poor dear. She always does. Of course, I went." +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" said the Boy, gently. The pause was so very long, that it +seemed to require supplementing. He felt for the other hand, which had +been holding the lace at her breast, and drew it to his lips. It was +wet with tears. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy started. He sat up; turned, resting his arm upon her lap, and +tried to see her face. +</P> + +<P> +"Go on, dear," he said. "Get it over." +</P> + +<P> +"Boy," said Miss Charteris, "a rich old uncle of the Harveys has died, +leaving the Professor a very considerable legacy, sufficient to make +him quite independent of his fellowship, and of the production of the +Encyclopedia." +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" +</P> + +<P> +"They are very happy about it, naturally. Poor Ann is happier than I +have ever seen her. And the chief cause of their joy appears to be +that now the Professor is, at last, in a position to marry." +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" +</P> + +<P> +"I have not seen him yet, but Miss Ann is full of it. She told me a +good many very touching things. I had no idea it had meant so much—to +him—all these years.—Boy dear?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes." +</P> + +<P> +"I shall have to marry the Professor." +</P> + +<P> +No answer. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know how to make you understand why I feel so bound to them. +They were very old friends of my father and mother. They were so good +to me through all the days of sorrow, when I was left alone. Miss Ann +is a great invalid, and very dependent upon love and care, and upon not +being thwarted in her little hopes and plans. She expects to come and +live in—in her brother's home. She knows I should love to have her. +And he has done so much for me, intellectually; so patiently kept my +mind alive, when it was inclined to stagnate; and working, when it +would have grown slack. He has given up hours of his valuable time to +me, every week, for years." +</P> + +<P> +No answer. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly the moonlight, through an opening in the mulberry leaves, fell +upon his upturned face. She saw the anguish in his eyes. She turned +his head away, resting it against her knee, and clasped her hands upon +it. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear; it is terribly hard for us, I know. In a most extraordinary +way—in a way I cannot understand—you have won my body. It yearns to +be with you; it aches if you suffer; it lives in your gladness; it +grows young in your youth. Nobody else has ever made me feel this; I +do not suppose anybody else ever will. But—oh Boy—bodies are not +everything. Bodies are the least of all. And I think—I <I>think</I> the +Professor holds my mind. He won it long ago. I have grown much older +since then, and very tired of waiting. But I can look back to the time +when I used to think the greatest privilege in the world would be, to +be the—to marry the Professor." +</P> + +<P> +She paused, and waited. +</P> + +<P> +"Bodies count," said the Boy, in a low voice. "You'll jolly well find, +that bodies count." +</P> + +<P> +It was such a relief to hear him speak at last. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I know, Boy dear," she said. "But more between some, than others. +The Professor and I are united, primarily, on the mental and spiritual +plane. Being so sure of this, realizing the difference, makes it less +hard, in a way, to—to give up my Little Boy Blue. Boy dear, you must +help me; because I love you as I have never loved anybody else in this +world before; as I know I never shall love again. But I am bound in +honour not to disappoint the man who <I>knows</I> I have waited for him. +Miss Ann admitted to me to-night that she has told him. She said, in +the first moments of joy she <I>had</I> to tell him; he was so anxious; and +so diffident. Boy dear, had it not been for that, I think I should +have begged off. But—as he knows—as they have trusted me—dear, we +must say 'good-bye' to-night. He is going to write to me to-morrow, +asking if he may come. I shall say: 'Yes.' ... Boy dear? Is it very +hard? ... Oh, can't you see where duty comes in? There can be no true +happiness if one has failed to be true to what one knows is just and +right.... Can't you realize, Boy, that <I>they</I> have been everything to +me for seven <I>years</I>? <I>You</I> have come in, for seven <I>days</I>." +</P> + +<P> +"Time is nothing," said the Boy, suddenly. "You and I are one, +Christobel; eternally, indissolubly <I>one</I>. You will find it out, when +it is too late. Age is nothing! Time is nothing! Love is all!" +</P> + +<P> +She hesitated. The Boy's theories were so vital, so vigorous, so +assured. Was she making a mistake? There was no question as to the +pain involved by her decision; but was that pain to result as she +believed, in higher good to all; or was it to mean irreparable loss? +The very knowledge that her body so yearned for him, led her to +emphasize the fact that the Boy could not—oh surely could not—be a +fit mate for her mind. Yet he was so confident, so sure of himself, in +regard to her, on every point; so unhesitatingly certain that they were +meant for each other. +</P> + +<P> +And then she saw Ann Harvey, with clasped hands, saying: "<I>Darling</I> +child, forgive me, but I <I>had</I> to tell Kenrick! He is so <I>humble</I>—he +was so <I>diffident</I>, so doubtful of his own powers of attraction. I +<I>had</I> to tell him that I knew you had been very fond of him for +<I>years</I>. I did not say much, sweet child; but just enough to give dear +Kenrick <I>hope</I> and <I>confidence</I>." +</P> + +<P> +She could see Miss Ann's delicate wrinkled face; the tearful eyes; the +lavender ribbons on her lace cap; the mysterious hair-brooch, fastening +the old lace at her neck. The scene was photographed upon her memory; +for, in that moment, Hope—the young Hope, born of the youthful Boy and +his desires—had died. Christobel Charteris had taken up the burden of +life; a life apart from the seven days' romance, created by the amazing +over-confidence of her Little Boy Blue. +</P> + +<P> +The masterful man attracts; but, in the end, it is usually the +diffident man who wins. The innate unselfishness of the noblest type +of woman, causes her to yield more readily to the insistence of her +pity than to the force of her desire. In these cases, marriage and +martyrdom are really—though unconsciously—synonymous; and the same +pure, holy courage which went smiling to the stake, goes smiling to the +altar. Does a martyr's crown await it, in another world? Possibly. +The only perplexing question, in these cases, being: What awaits the +wrecked life of "the other man"? +</P> + +<P> +Christobel Charteris had put her hand to the plough; she would not look +back. +</P> + +<P> +"Little Boy Blue," she said, "you must say 'good-bye' and go. I am +going to marry the Professor quite soon, and I must not see you again. +Say 'good-bye,' Boy dear." +</P> + +<P> +Then the Boy's anguish broke through all bounds. He flung his arms +around her, and hid his face in her lap. A sudden throb of speechless +agony seemed to overwhelm them both, submerging all arguments, all +casuistry, all obligations to others, in a molten ocean of love and +pain. +</P> + +<P> +Then she heard the Boy pray: "O God, give her to me! Give her to me! +O God, give her to me!" +</P> + +<P> +"Hush, Boy," she said; "oh, hush!" +</P> + +<P> +He was silent at once. +</P> + +<P> +Then bending, she gathered him to her, holding his face against her +breast; sheltering him in the tenderness of her arms. He had never +seemed so completely her own Little Boy Blue as in that moment, when +she listened to his hopeless prayer: "O God, give her to me!" This was +the Little Boy Blue who tried to carry cannon-balls; who faced the +world, with sand upon his nose; cloudless faith in his bright eyes; +indomitable courage in his heart. She forgot the man's estate to which +he had attained; she forgot the man's request to which she had given a +final denial. She held him as she had first longed to do, when his +nurse, in unreasonable wrath, shook him on the sands; she rocked him +gently to and fro, as his dead mother might have done, long years ago. +"Oh, my Little Boy Blue, my Little Boy Blue!" she said. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly she felt the Boy's hot tears upon her neck. +</P> + +<P> +Then, in undreamed of pain, her heart stood still. Then the full +passion of her tenderness awoke, and found voice in an exceeding bitter +cry. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I cannot bear it! I cannot bear it! Boy dear, oh, Boy dear, you +shall have all you wish—all—all! ... Do you hear, my Little Boy Blue? +It shall all be for you, darling; all for you! Nobody else matters. +You shall have all you want—all—all—all!" +</P> + +<P> +Silence under the mulberry-tree; the silence of a great decision. +</P> + +<P> +Then he drew himself gently but firmly from her arms. +</P> + +<P> +He stood before her, tall, erect, unbending. The moonlight fell upon +his face. It had lost its look of youth, taking on a new power. It +was the face of a man; and of a man who, having come to a decision, +intended, at all costs, to abide by it. +</P> + +<P> +"No, Christobel," he said. "No, my Belovčd. I could not accept +happiness—even <I>such</I> happiness—at so great a cost to you. There +could be no bliss for you, no peace, no satisfaction, even in our great +love, if you had gone against your supreme sense of duty; your own high +conception of right and wrong. Also, Christobel, dearest—you must not +give yourself in a rush of emotion. You must give yourself +deliberately where your mind has chosen, and where your great soul is +content. That being so, I must be off, Christobel; and don't you worry +about me. You've been heavenly good to me, dear; and I've put you +through so much. I will go up to town to-night. I shall not come +back, unless you send for me. But when you want me and send—why, my +Love, I will come from the other end of the world." +</P> + +<P> +He stooped and took both her hands in his; lifted them reverently, +tenderly, to his lips; held them there one moment, then laid them back +upon her lap, and turned away. +</P> + +<P> +She saw him walk down the moonlit lawn, tall and erect. She saw him +pass through the gate, without looking back. She heard it close +quietly—not with the old boyish bang—yet close irrevocably, +decisively. +</P> + +<P> +Then she shut her eyes, and began again to rock gently to and fro. +Little Boy Blue was still in her arms; it comforted her to rock him +there. But the man who had arisen and left her, when he might, taking +advantage of her weakness, have won her against her own conscience and +will; the man who, mastering his own agony, had thus been brave and +strong for her—had carried her whole heart with him, when he went out +through the postern gate. +</P> + +<P> +In rising, he left the Boy in her arms. Through the long hard years to +come, she prayed she might keep him there—her own Little Boy Blue. +</P> + +<P> +But he who went out alone, for her sake to face life without her, was +<I>the man she loved</I>. +</P> + +<P> +She knew it, at last. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +"<I>And the evening and the morning were the fifth day</I>." +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE SIXTH DAY +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +MISS ANN HAS "MUCH TO SAY" +</H4> + +<P> +On the afternoon of the sixth day, at the hour which had hitherto been +kept for the Boy, Christobel Charteris, in response to another urgent +and immediate summons, went to take tea with Miss Ann. +</P> + +<P> +It had been a long, dull, uneventful day, holding at first a certain +amount of restless uncertainty as to whether the Boy was really gone; +mingled with apprehensive anticipation of a call from the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +But before noon a reply-paid telegram arrived from the Boy, sent off at +Charing Cross. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>Good morning. All's well. Just off for Folkestone. Please tell me +how you are.</I>" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +To which, while Jenkins and the telegraph-boy waited, Miss Charteris +replied: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>Quite well, thank you. Do be careful at Folkestone.</I>" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +and afterwards thought of many other messages which she might have +sent, holding more, and better expressed. But that precious moment in +touch with the Boy passed so quickly; and it seemed so impossible to +think of anything but commonplace words, while Jenkins stood at +attention near the table; and the telegraph-boy kept ringing his +bicycle-bell outside, as a reminder that he waited. +</P> + +<P> +Yet her heart felt warmed and comforted by this momentary contact with +the Boy. He still cared to know how she was. And it was so like him +to put: "All's well." He wished her to know he had not gone down +beneath his trouble. "Fanks, but I always does my own cawwying." +Brave Little Boy Blue, of long ago! +</P> + +<P> +The expectation of the Professor's note or call remained, keeping her +anxious; until she heard from Ann Harvey, that her brother had been +obliged to go to London on business, and would not return until the +evening. "Come to tea with me, dear child," the note concluded; "we +have <I>much</I> to say!" +</P> + +<P> +It seemed to Christobel that there remained nothing which Miss Ann had +not already said, in every possible form and way. Nevertheless, she +put on her hat, and went. Miss Ann had succeeded in impressing all her +friends with the conviction that her wishes must never be thwarted. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Ann had named her villa "Shiloh," undoubtedly a suitable name, so +far as she herself was concerned; her time being mostly spent upon a +comfortable sofa in her tiny drawing-room; or reclining on a wicker +lounge beneath the one tree in her small garden; or being carefully +wheeled out in a bath-chair. +</P> + +<P> +But nobody else found Miss Ann's villa in any sense a "resting-place." +She had a way of keeping everybody about her—from jaded Emma to the +most casual caller—on the move, while she herself presented a delicate +picture of frail inactivity. Immediately upon their arrival, her +friends found an appointed task awaiting them; but it was always +something which Miss Ann would have given to somebody else to do, had +they not chanced at that moment to appear; and they were usually left +with the feeling that the particular somebody else—whose <I>privilege</I> +they, in their well-meant zeal, had usurped—would have accomplished it +better. +</P> + +<P> +Directing them from the sofa, Miss Ann kept her entourage busy and +perpetually on the move. Yet she never felt she was asking much of +them; nor, however weary at the conclusion of the task, did they ever +feel much had been accomplished, owing to the judicious use of the word +"just." +</P> + +<P> +"My dear," Miss Ann would say, "as you <I>are</I> here, will you <I>just</I> +clean the canary?" Cleaning the canary meant a very thorough turning +out of an intricate little brass cage; several journeys up and down +stairs in quest of sand, seed, and brass polish, and an out-door +excursion to a neighbour's garden for groundsel. The canary's name was +"Sweetie-weet," and, however much annoyed Miss Ann's friends might be +feeling with the canary, they had to call him "Sweetie-weet" all the +time they "cleaned him," lest his flutterings should upset Miss Ann. +Now you cannot say "Sweetie-weet" in an angry voice. Try, and you will +see. Consequently Miss Ann's friends had no vent for their feelings +during the process of getting a rather large hand in and out of a very +small brass door with a spring, which always snapped to, at the wrong +moment, while the hand, which seemed to its possessor larger than it +had ever seemed before, was crooked round in an impossible position in +a strained attempt to fix Sweetie-weet's perches. If anything went +wrong during the cleaning process, Miss Ann, from her vantage-ground on +the sofa would sigh, and exclaim: "Poor patient little Sweetie-weet!" +Miss Ann was in full possession of all her faculties. Her hearing was +preternaturally sharp. It was no use saying "Fiend!" to Sweetie-weet, +in an emphatic whisper. He fluttered the more. +</P> + +<P> +When the task was completed, the cage had to be brought to Miss Ann's +couch for inspection. She then usually discovered the perches to have +been put back before they were perfectly dry. Now <I>nothing</I>—as surely +you hardly ought to require to be told—was so prejudicial to +Sweetie-weet's delicate constitution as to have <I>damp</I> wood beneath his +<I>precious</I> little feet. Consequently all the perches had <I>just</I> to be +taken out again, dried before the kitchen fire, and put back once more. +When this mandate went forth, the glee in the bright black eyes in +Sweetie-weet's yellow head was unmistakable. He shared Miss Ann's +mania for keeping people busy. +</P> + +<P> +When, at last, the second installation of perches was over, and the +cage was suspended from the brass chain in the sunny window, +Sweetie-weet poured forth a shrill crescendo of ear-piercing +sarcasm—"a little song of praise" Miss Ann called it—directed full at +the hot and exhausted friend, who was applying a pocket-handkerchief to +the wire scratches on the back of her hand, and trying to smile at Miss +Ann's recital of all Emma would say, when she found that her special +privilege and delight—the cleaning of Sweetie-weet—had been wrested +from her by the over-zealous friend. As a matter of fact, jaded Emma's +personal remarks about Sweetie-weet, during the perch-drying process in +the kitchen, had been of a nature which would not bear repeating in +Sweetie-weet's presence, and had provided the only amusement the friend +had got out of the whole performance. +</P> + +<P> +When Christobel Charteris arrived at Shiloh, she found Miss Ann on the +green velvet sofa, looking very frail and ethereal; a Shetland shawl +about her shoulders, fastened by the largest and most mysterious of her +hair-brooches—a gold-mounted oval brooch, in which a weeping willow of +fair hair drooped over a sarcophagus of dark hair; while a crescent +moon of grey hair kept watch over both. This funereal collection of +family hair always possessed a weird fascination for small children, +brought by their parents to call upon Miss Ann. The most +undemonstrative became affectionate, and hastened with ready docility +to the sofa to kiss Miss Ann, in order to obtain a closer view, and to +settle the much disputed point as to the significance of a small round +object in the left-hand corner at the bottom. In fact, to the +undisguised dismay of his mother, a sturdy youngster once emerged from +Miss Ann's embrace, exclaiming eagerly to his little sister: "It's a +furze-bush, <I>not</I> a hedgehog!" An unfortunate remark, which might have +been taken by Miss Ann to refer to even more personal matters than a +detail in her brooch. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel herself was not altogether free from the spell of this +hirsute cemetery; chiefly because she knew it was worn on days when +deep emotion was to be felt and expressed. At sight of it, she was +quite prepared for the tearful smile with which Miss Ann signed to her +to close the door. Then extending her arms, "Sweet sister," she said, +with emotion, "let me take you to my heart." +</P> + +<P> +It was somewhat startling to Christobel to be apostrophized as "sister" +by Miss Ann. The Boy had made her feel so young, and so completely his +contemporary, that if Miss Ann had called her "daughter," or even +"granddaughter," it would have seemed more appropriate. Also her +magnificent proportions constituted a somewhat large order for Miss +Ann's proposed embrace. +</P> + +<P> +However, she knelt beside the sofa, and allowed herself to be taken to +Miss Ann's heart in sections. Then, having found and restored Miss +Ann's lace pocket-handkerchief, she seated herself in a low chair +beside the couch, hoping for enlightenment upon the immediate prospects +of her own future. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Ann wept gently for a while. Christobel sat silent. Her recent +experience of tears, wrung from such deep anguish of soul, made it less +easy for her to feel sympathetic towards tears which flowed from no +apparent cause, and fell delicately into perfumed lace. So she waited +in silence, while Miss Ann wept. +</P> + +<P> +The room was very still. The bang with which the Boy usually made his +entry anywhere, would have been terrific in its joyful suddenness. At +the mere thought of it, Christobel's heart stood still and listened. +But this was a place into which the Boy would never make an entry, +noisy or otherwise. Besides—the Boy was gone. Oh, silent, sober, +sorry world! The Boy was gone. +</P> + +<P> +Sweetie-weet put his head on one side, and chirped interrogatively. In +his judgment, the silence had lasted sufficiently long. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Ann dried her eyes, making an effort to control her emotion. Then +she spoke, in a voice which still trembled. +</P> + +<P> +"Dearest child," she said, "I want you <I>just</I> to cover this book for +me. Emma has offered to do it, several times, but I said: 'No, Emma. +We must keep it for Miss Christobel. I do not know <I>what</I> she would +say to you, if you took to covering my books!' Emma is a good soul, +and willing; but has not the <I>mind</I> and <I>method</I> required to cover a +book properly. If you will <I>just</I> run up to my room, dear child, you +will find a neat piece of whity-brown paper laid aside on purpose.... +Hush, Sweetie-weet! Christobel knows you are pleased to see her.... +It is either on the ottoman behind the screen, or in the top left-hand +drawer of the mahogany chest, between the window and the fireplace. +Ah, how much we have come through, during the last twenty-four hours! +The scissors, dear Love, are hanging by black tape from a nail in the +store-room. You require a large and <I>common</I> pair for cutting brown +paper. How truly wonderful are the ways of Providence, dear +Christobel! The paste is in the little cupboard under the stairs." +</P> + +<P> +When Miss Charteris had finished covering the book, having bent upon it +all the <I>mind</I> and <I>method</I> it required, she forestalled the setting of +another task, by saying firmly: "I want an important talk now, please. +Ann, are you sure you told your brother that I had cared for him for +years?" +</P> + +<P> +"Darling, dear Kenrick was so <I>diffident</I>; so unable to realize his own +powers of <I>attraction</I>; so——" +</P> + +<P> +"Do you think it was fair toward a woman, even if it were true, to tell +a man who had never asked her love, that that love has long been his?" +</P> + +<P> +"Sweet child, how crudely you put it! I merely <I>hinted, whispered</I>; +gave the most <I>delicate</I> indications of what I knew to be your feeling. +For you <I>do</I> love my brother; do you not, dear Christobel?" +</P> + +<P> +"I think," said Miss Charteris, slowly, weighing each word; "I think I +love the Professor as a woman loves a book." +</P> + +<P> +There was a moment of tense silence in Miss Ann's drawing-room. +Christobel Charteris looked straight before her, a stern light upon her +face, as of one confronted on the path of duty by the clear shining of +the mirror of self-revelation. +</P> + +<P> +Into Miss Ann's pale blue eyes shot a gleam of nervous anxiety. +</P> + +<P> +Sweetie-weet chirped, interrogatively. +</P> + +<P> +Then Miss Ann, recovering, clasped her hands. "Ah, what a beautiful +definition!" she said. "What <I>could</I> be more pure, more perfect?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris knew a love of a very different kind, which was +absolutely pure, and altogether perfect. But that was the love she had +put from her. +</P> + +<P> +"A woman could hardly marry a book," she said. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Ann gave a little deprecatory shriek. "Darling child!" she cried. +"<I>No</I> simile, however beautiful, should be pressed too far! Your +exquisite description of your love for dear Kenrick merely assures us +that your union with him will prove one of complete contentment to the +mind. And the <I>mind</I>—that sensitive instrument, attuned to all the +immensities of the intellectual spheres—the <I>mind</I> is what really +matters." +</P> + +<P> +"Bodies count," said Miss Charteris, with conviction; adding beneath +her breath, the dawning of a smile in her sad eyes: "We shall jolly +well find, bodies count." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Ann's hearing, as we have already remarked, was preternaturally +sharp. She started. "My dear Christobel, what an expression! And do +you not think, that, under these circumstances, any mention of bodies +savours of impropriety?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris turned quickly. The colour flamed into her beautiful +face. The glint of angry indignation flashed from her eyes. But the +elderly figure on the couch looked so small and frail. To wound and +crush it would be so easy; and so unworthy of her strength, and wider +experience. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly she remembered a little blue back, round with grief and shame; +a small sandy face, silent and unflinching; a brave little heart which +kept its faith in God, and prayed on trustfully, while nurses +misunderstood and bullied. Then Miss Charteris conquered her own wrath. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear Ann," she said, gently, "do you really believe your brother would +be much disappointed if—after all—when he asks me to marry him—which +he has not done yet—I feel it better not to do so?" +</P> + +<P> +"My <I>darling</I> child!" exclaimed Miss Ann, and her hair-brooch flew +open, as if to accentuate her horror and amazement. "My <I>darling</I> +child! Think how patiently he has waited! Remember the long years! +Remember——" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I know," said Miss Charteris. "You told me all that last night, +didn't you? But it seems to me that, if a man can wait twelve years, +he might as well wait twenty." +</P> + +<P> +"So he would have!" cried Miss Ann. "<I>Undoubtedly</I> dear Kenrick would +have waited <I>twenty years</I>, had it not been for this fortunate legacy, +which places him in a position to marry at once. But why should you +wish to keep him waiting any longer? Is not twelve years sufficiently +long?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris smiled. "Twelve days would be too long for some +people," she said, gently. "I have no wish to keep him waiting. But +you must remember, Ann, the Professor has, as yet, spoken no word of +love to me." +</P> + +<P> +"Dear child," said Miss Ann, eagerly; "he would have come to you +to-day, but imperative legal business, connected with our uncle's will, +took him to town. I know for certain that he intends writing to you +this evening; and, if you then give him leave to do so, he will call +upon you to-morrow. Oh, <I>darling</I> girl, you will not disappoint us? +We have so trusted you; so <I>believed</I> in you! A less scrupulously +honourable man than Kenrick, might have tried to bind you by a promise, +before he was in a position to offer you immediate marriage. Think of +all the hopes—the hopes and p-<I>plans</I>, which depend upon your +faithfulness!" Miss Ann dissolved into tears—but not to a degree +which should hinder her flow of eloquence. "Ah, sweetest child! You +knelt beside this <I>very</I> sofa, five years ago, and you said: 'Ann, I +think <I>any</I> woman might be proud to become the wife of the Professor!' +Have you forgotten that you said that, kneeling beside this <I>very</I> +sofa?" +</P> + +<P> +"I have not forgotten," said Miss Charteris; "and I think so still." +</P> + +<P> +"Then you <I>will</I> marry Kenrick?" said Miss Ann, through her tears. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel Charteris rose. She stood, for a moment, tall and +immovable, in the small, low room, crowded with knick-knacks—china, +bric-ŕ-brac, ferns in painted pots, embroidery, photograph +frames—overseated with easy chairs, which, in their turn, were +overfilled with a varied assortment of cushions. Miss Ann's +drawing-room gave the effect of a rather prettily arranged bazaar. You +mentally pictured yourself walking round, admiring everything, but +seeing nothing you liked quite well enough to wish to buy it, and take +it home. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel Charteris, tall and stately, in her simple white gown, +looked so utterly apart from the trumpery elegance of these +surroundings. As the Boy had said, the mellow beauty of his ancestral +homes would indeed be a fit setting for her stately grace. But she had +sent away the Boy, with his beautiful castles in the air, and places in +the shires. The atmosphere and surroundings of Shiloh were those to +which she must be willing to bend her fastidious taste. Miss Ann would +expect to make her home with the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +"Then you <I>will</I> marry Kenrick?" whispered Miss Ann, through her lace +pocket-handkerchief. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel bent over her, tenderly; fastening the clasp of the +mysterious hair-brooch. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear Ann," she said. "It will not be leap year again, until 1912. +And, meanwhile, the Professor has not proposed marriage to me." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Ann instantly brightened. Laughing gaily, she wiped away a few +remaining tears. +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, naughty!" she said. "Naughty, to make me tell! But as you <I>will</I> +ask—<I>he is going to write to-night</I>. But you must never let him know +I told you! And now I want you just to find the <I>Spectator</I>—it is +laid over that exquisitely embroidered blotter on the writing-table in +the window, sent me last Christmas by that kind creature, Lady +Goldsmith; so thoughtful, tasteful, and <I>quite</I> touching; Emma, careful +soul, spread it over the blotter, while darling Sweetie-weetie took his +bath. Dear pet, it is a sight to see him splash and splutter. Lady +Goldsmith thinks so much of dear Kenrick. The first time she saw him, +she was <I>immensely</I> struck by his extraordinarily clever <I>appearance</I>. +He sat exactly opposite her at a Guildhall banquet; and she told me +afterwards that the mere sight of him was sufficient to take away all +inclination for food; excepting for that intellectual nourishment which +he is so well able to supply. I thought that was rather well +expressed, and, coming from a <I>florid</I> woman, such as Lady Goldsmith, +was quite a tribute to my brother. You <I>would</I> call Lady Goldsmith +'florid,' would you not, dear Christobel? ... Oh, you do not know her +by sight? I am surprised. As the <I>wife</I> of the <I>Professor</I>, you will +soon know all these distinguished people by sight. Yes, she is +undoubtedly florid; and inclined to be what my dear father used to call +'a woman of a stout habit.' This being the case, it was certainly a +<I>tribute</I>—a tribute of which you and I, dearest child, have a right to +feel justly proud.... Oh, is it still damp? Naughty Sweetie-weet! +Don't you think it might be wise, <I>just</I> to take it to the kitchen. +Emma, good soul, will let you dry it before the fire. I <I>have</I> heard +of fatalities caused by damp newspapers. Precious <I>child</I>, we can have +you run no risks! What would <I>Kenrick</I> say? But when it is +<I>absolutely</I> dry, I want you just to explain to me the <I>gist</I> of that +article on the effect of oriental literature on modern thought. +Kenrick tells me you have read it. He wishes to discuss it with me. I +really cannot undertake to read it through. I have not the <I>time</I> +required. Yet I must be prepared to talk it over intelligently with my +brother, when next he pays me a visit. He may look in this evening, +weary with his day in town, and requiring the relaxation of a little +intellectual conversation. I must be ready." +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +An hour later, somewhat tired in body, and completely exhausted in +mind, Miss Charteris walked home. She made a detour, in order to pass +along the lane, and enter through the postern gate at the bottom of the +garden. +</P> + +<P> +She opened it, and passed in. +</P> + +<P> +A shaft of sunlight lay along the lawn. The jolly little "what +d'-you-call-'ems" lifted gay purple faces to the sky. +</P> + +<P> +She paused in the doorway, trying to realize how this quiet green +seclusion, the old-fashioned flower-borders, the spreading +mulberry-tree, the quaint white house, in the distance, with its green +shutters, must have looked to the Boy each day, as he came in. She +knew he had more eye for colour, and more knowledge of artistic effect, +than his casual acquaintances might suppose. It would not surprise her +some day to find, as one of the gems of the New Gallery, a reproduction +of her own garden, with a halo of jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" +in the borders, and an indication of seats, deep in the shadow of the +mulberry-tree. She would not need to refer to the catalogue for the +artist's name. The Boy had had a painting in the Academy the year +before. She had chanced to see it. Noticing the name of her Little +Boy Blue of the Dovercourt sands in the catalogue, she had made her way +through the crowded rooms, and found his picture. It hung on the line. +She had been struck by its thoughtful beauty, and wealth of imaginative +skill. She had not forgotten that picture; and during all these days +she had been quietly waiting to hear the Boy say he had had a painting +in the Academy. Then she was going to tell him she had seen it, had +greatly admired it, and had noted with pleasure all the kind things +critics had said of it. +</P> + +<P> +But, the subject of pictures not having come up, it had not occurred to +the Boy to mention it. The Boy never talked of what he had done, +<I>because</I> he had done it. But were a subject mentioned upon which he +was keen, he would bound up, with shining eyes, and tell you all he +knew about it; all he had seen, heard, and done; all he was doing, and +all he hoped to do in the future, in connexion with that particular +thing. He would never have thought of informing you that he owned +three aeroplanes. But if the subject of aviation came up, and you said +to the Boy: "Do you know anything about it?" he would lean forward, +beaming at you, and say: "I should jolly well think I do!" and talk +aeroplanes to you for as long as you were willing to listen. This +trait of the Boy's, caused shallow-minded people to consider him +conceited. But the woman he loved knew how to distinguish between +keenness and conceit; between exuberant enthusiasm and egotistical +self-assertion; and the woman who loved him, smiled tenderly as she +remembered that even on the day when she scolded him, and he had to +admit his "barely respectable B.A.," he had not told her of the +painting hung on the line and mentioned in the <I>Times</I>. Yet if the +question of art had come up, the Boy would very probably have sat +forward in his chair, and talked about his painting, straight on end, +for half an hour. +</P> + +<P> +She still stood beneath the archway, in the red-brick wall, as these +thoughts chased quickly through her mind. She would have made a fair +picture for any one who had chanced to be waiting beneath the +mulberry-tree, with eyes upon the gate. +</P> + +<P> +"Straight on end for half an hour, he would have talked about his +picture; and how bright his eyes would have been. And then I should +have said: 'I saw it, Boy dear; and it was quite as beautiful as you +say.' And he would have answered: 'It jolly well gave you the feeling +of the scene, didn't it, Christo<I>bel</I>?' And I should have known that +his delight in it, as an artistic success, had nothing to do with the +fact that it was painted by himself. Just because egotism is +impossible to him, he is free to be so full of vivid enthusiasm." +</P> + +<P> +She smiled again. A warm glow seemed to enfold her. "How well I know +my Boy!" she said aloud; then remembered with a sudden pang that she +must not call him <I>her</I> Boy. She had let him go. She was—very +probably—going to marry the Professor. She had not—with the whole of +her being—wanted him to stay, until he had had the manliness to rise +up and go. Then—it had been too late. Ah, was it too late? If the +Boy came back to plead once more? If once again she could hear him +say: "Age is nothing! Time is nothing! Love is all!" would she not +answer: "Yes, Guy. Love <I>is</I> all"? +</P> + +<P> +The blood rushed into her sweet proud face. The name of the man she +loved had come into her mind unconsciously. It had never yet—as a +name for him—passed her lips. That she should unconsciously call him +so in her heart, gave her another swift moment of self-revelation. +</P> + +<P> +She closed the gate gently, careful not to let it bang. As she passed +up the lawn, her heart stood still. It seemed to her that he must be +waiting, in the shade of the mulberry-tree. +</P> + +<P> +She hardly dared to look. She felt so sure he was there.... Yes, she +knew he was there.... She felt certain the Boy had come back. He +could not stay away from her on his sixth day. Had he not said he +would "march round" every day? Ah, dear waiting army of Israel! Here +was Jericho hastening to meet it. Why had she allowed Ann Harvey to +keep her so late? Why had she gone at all, during the Boy's own time? +She might have known he would come.... Should she walk past the +mulberry, as if making for the house, just for the joy of hearing him +call "Christo<I>bel</I>"? No, that would not be quite honest, knowing he +was there; and they were always absolutely honest with one another. +</P> + +<P> +She passed, breathlessly, under the drooping branches. Her cheeks +glowed; her lips were parted. Her eyes shone with love and expectation. +</P> + +<P> +She lifted a hanging bough, and passed beneath. +</P> + +<P> +His chair was there, and hers; but they were empty. The Boy—being the +Boy—had not come back. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +Presently she went slowly up to the house. +</P> + +<P> +A telegram lay on the hall table. She knew at once from whom it came. +There was but one person who carried on a correspondence by telegraph. +<I>Reply paid</I> was written on the envelope. +</P> + +<P> +She stood quite still for a moment. Then she opened it slowly. +Telegrams from the Boy gave her a delicious memory of the way he used +to jump about. He would be out of his chair, and sitting at her feet, +before she knew he was going to move. +</P> + +<P> +She opened it slowly, turned to a window, and read it. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>How are you, dear? Please tell me. I am going to do my big fly +to-morrow. I jolly well mean to break the record. Wish me luck.</I>" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +She took up the reply-paid form and wrote: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>Quite well. Good luck; but please be careful, Little Boy Blue.</I>" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +She hesitated a moment, before writing the playful name by which she so +often called him. But his telegram was so absolutely the Boy, all +over. It was best he should know nothing of "the man she loved," who +had gone out at the gate. It was best he should not know what she +would have called him, had he been under the mulberry just now. She +was—undoubtedly—going to marry the Professor. In which case she +would never call the Boy anything but "Little Boy Blue." So she put it +into her telegram, as a repartee to his audacious "dear." Then she +went out, and sent it off herself. It was comforting to have +something, however small, to do for him. +</P> + +<P> +She came in again; dressed for the evening, and dined. She was +thoroughly tired; and one sentence beat itself incessantly against the +mirror of her reflection, like a frightened bird with a broken wing: +"<I>He is going to do a big fly to-morrow.... He is going to do a big +fly to-morrow! Little Boy Blue is going to fly and break the record.</I>" +</P> + +<P> +She sat in the stillness of her drawing-room, and tried to read. But +between her eyes and the printed page, burned in letters of fire: "<I>He +is going to fly to-morrow.</I>" +</P> + +<P> +She went down the garden to the chairs beneath the mulberry-tree. It +was cooler there; but the loneliness was too fierce an agony. +</P> + +<P> +She walked up and down the lawn, now bathed in silvery moonlight. "<I>He +is going to do a big fly to-morrow. He jolly well means to break the +record.</I>" +</P> + +<P> +She passed in, and went to her bedroom. She lay in the darkness and +tried to sleep. She tried in vain. What if he got into +cross-currents? What if the propeller broke? What if the +steering-gear twisted? She began remembering every detail he had told +herself and Mollie; when she sat listening, thinking of him as Mollie's +lover, though all the while he had been her—Little Boy Blue.... "<I>Oh +of course then it is all U P.—But there must be pioneers!</I>" +</P> + +<P> +At last she could bear it no longer. She lighted her candle, and rose. +She went to her medicine cupboard, and did a thing she had never done +before, in the whole of her healthy life. She took a sleeping draught. +The draught was one of Miss Ann's; left behind at the close of a recent +visit. She knew it contained chiefly bromide; harmless but effective. +</P> + +<P> +She put out the light, and lay once more in darkness. +</P> + +<P> +The bromide began to act. +</P> + +<P> +The bird with the broken wing became less insistent. +</P> + +<P> +The absent Boy drew near, and bent over, kneeling beside her. +</P> + +<P> +She talked to him softly. Her voice sounded far away, and unlike her +own. "Be careful, Little Boy Blue," she said. "You may jolly +well—what an expression!—break the record if you like; but don't +break yourself; because, if you do, you will break my heart." +</P> + +<P> +The bromide was acting strongly now. The bird with the broken wing had +gone. There was a strange rhythmical throbbing in her ears. It was +the Boy's aeroplane; but it had started without him. She knew sleep +was coming; merciful oblivion. Yet now she was too happy to wish to +sleep. +</P> + +<P> +The Boy drew nearer. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Boy dear, I love you so," she whispered into the throbbing +darkness; "I love you so." +</P> + +<P> +"I know you do, dear," said the Boy. "It is almost unbelievable, +Christobel; but I know you do." +</P> + +<P> +Then she put up her arms, and drew him to her breast. +</P> + +<P> +Thus the Boy—though far away—marched round. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +"<I>And the evening and the morning were the sixth day.</I>" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06a"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +AN INTERLUDE +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +"AS A DREAM, WHEN ONE AWAKETH" +</H4> + +<P> +When Miss Charteris opened her eyes, the sun was streaming into her +room. The sense of having slept heavily and unnaturally lay upon her. +She had not heard Martha's entry; but her blinds were up, and the tea +on the tray beside her bed was still fresh and hot. +</P> + +<P> +She took a cup, and the after-effects of the bromide seemed to leave +her. +</P> + +<P> +She dressed, and went downstairs. +</P> + +<P> +On the breakfast-table, beside her plate, lay the Professor's letter. +When she had poured out her coffee and buttered her toast, she opened +and read it. +</P> + +<P> +The letter was exactly such as she had always dreamed the Professor +would write, if he ever came to the point of making her a proposal. He +touched on their long friendship; on how much it had meant to them +both. He said he had often hoped for the possibility of a closer tie, +but had not felt justified in suggesting it, until he was in a position +to offer her a suitable home and income. This was now fortunately the +case; therefore he hastened to write and plead his cause, though keenly +conscious of how little there was in himself calculated to call forth +in a woman the affection which it was his earnest hope and desire to +win. She had trusted him as a friend, an intellectual guide and +comrade, during many years. If she could now bring herself to trust +him in a yet more intimate relation, he would endeavour never to +disappoint or fail her. +</P> + +<P> +The letter was signed: +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent" STYLE="margin-left: 10%"> +"<I>Yours in sincere devotion,</I> +" <I>KENRICK HARVEY.</I>"<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +A postscript requested to be allowed to call, at the usual hour, that +afternoon, for a reply. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris wrote a brief note of thanks and appreciation, and gave +the Professor leave to call at three. +</P> + +<P> +The Professor called at three. +</P> + +<P> +He knocked and rang, and fumbled long over the umbrella-stand in the +hall. He seemed to be taking all the umbrellas out, and putting them +back again. +</P> + +<P> +At last he appeared at the door of the drawing-room, where Miss +Charteris awaited him. He was very nervous. He repeated the substance +of his letter, only rather less well expressed. He alluded to Miss +Ann, and to the extreme happiness and pleasure to her of having +Christobel as a sister. But he completely ignored, both in the letter +and in conversation, Miss Ann's betrayal of Christobel's confidence. +For this she was grateful to him. +</P> + +<P> +As soon as the Professor, having floundered through the unusual waters +of expressed sentiment, stepped out on to the high and dry path of an +actual question, Miss Charteris answered that question in the +affirmative, and accepted the Professor's offer. +</P> + +<P> +He rose, and held her hand for a few moments, looking at her with great +affection through his glasses, which did not at all impede the warmth +of his regard; in fact, being powerful convex lenses, they magnified +it. Then he kissed her rather awkwardly on the brow, and hurried back +to his seat. +</P> + +<P> +A somewhat strained silence would have followed, had not the Professor +had an inspiration. +</P> + +<P> +Drawing a book from his pocket, he looked at her as you look at a child +for whom you have a delightful surprise in store. +</P> + +<P> +"That—er—matter being satisfactorily settled, my dear Christobel," he +said, "should we not find it decidedly—er—refreshing to spend an hour +over our Persian translation?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris agreed at once; but while the Professor read, +translated, and expounded, expatiating on the interest and beauty of +various passages, her mind wandered. +</P> + +<P> +She found herself picturing the Boy under similar circumstances; how +the Boy would have behaved during the first hour of engagement; what +the Boy would have said; what the Boy would have done. She was not +quite sure what the Boy would have done; she had never experienced the +Boy with the curb completely off. But she suddenly remembered: +"Millions, or would it be billions?" and the recollection gave her a +shock of such vivid reaction, that she laughed aloud. +</P> + +<P> +The Professor paused, and looked up in surprise. Then he smiled, +indulgently. +</P> + +<P> +"My dear—er—Christobel, this passage is not intended to be humorous," +he said. +</P> + +<P> +"I know it is not," replied Miss Charteris. "I beg your pardon. I +laughed involuntarily." +</P> + +<P> +The Professor resumed his reading. +</P> + +<P> +No; she was not quite sure as to <I>all</I> the Boy would have done; but she +knew quite well what he would have said. +</P> + +<P> +And here the Boy, quite unexpectedly, took a First in classics; for +what the Boy would have said would certainly have been Greek to the +Professor. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +After this, events followed one another so rapidly that the whole thing +became dream-like to Miss Charteris. She found herself helpless in the +grip of Miss Ann's iron will—up to now, carefully shrouded in Shetland +and lace. At last she understood why Emma's old mother had had to die +alone in a little cottage away in Northumberland; Emma, good soul, +being too devoted to her mistress to ask for the necessary week, in +order to go home and nurse her mother. Emma had seemed a broken woman, +ever since; and Christobel understood now the impossibility of any one +ever asking Miss Ann for a thing which Miss Ann had made up her mind +not to grant. +</P> + +<P> +She and the Professor now became puppets in Miss Ann's delicate hands. +Miss Ann lay upon her couch, and pulled the wires. The Professor +danced, because he had not the discernment to know he was dancing; Miss +Charteris, because she had not the heart to resist. The Boy having +gone out of her life, nothing seemed to matter. It was her duty to +marry the Professor, and there is nothing to be gained by the +postponement of duty. +</P> + +<P> +But it was Miss Ann who insisted on the wedding taking place within a +week. It was Miss Ann who reminded them that, the Long Vacation having +just commenced, the Professor could easily be away, and there were +researches connected with his Encyclopedia which it was of the utmost +importance he should immediately make in the museums and libraries of +Brussels. It was Miss Ann who insisted upon a special licence being +obtained, and who overruled Christobel's desire to be married by her +brother, the bishop. Miss Ann had become quite hysterical at the idea +of the bishop being brought back from a tour he was making in Ireland, +and Christobel yielded the more readily, because her brother's arrival +would undoubtedly have meant Mollie's; and Mollie's presence, even if +she refrained from protest and expostulation, would have brought such +poignant memories of the Boy. +</P> + +<P> +So it came to pass, with a queer sense of the whole thing being +dream-like and unreal, that Miss Charteris—who should have had the +most crowded and most popular wedding in Cambridge—found herself +standing, as a bride, beside the Professor, in an ill-ventilated +church, at ten o'clock in the morning, being married by an old +clergyman she had never seen before, who seemed partially deaf, and +partially blind, and wholly inadequate to the solemn occasion; with +Miss Ann and her faithful Emma, sniffing in a pew on one side; while +Jenkins breathed rather heavily in a pew, on the other. Martha had +flatly refused to attend; and when Miss Charteris sent for her to bid +her good-bye, Martha had appeared, apparently in her worst and most +morose temper; then had suddenly broken down, and, exclaiming wildly: +"'Ow about <I>'im</I>?" had thrown her apron over her head, and left the +room, sobbing. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>How about him? How about him?</I>" +</P> + +<P> +Each turn of the wheels reiterated the question as she drove to Shiloh +to pick up Miss Ann; then on to the church where the Professor waited. +</P> + +<P> +<I>How about him</I>? But <I>he</I> had left her to do that which she felt to be +right, and she was doing it. +</P> + +<P> +Nevertheless, Martha's wild outburst had brought the Boy very near; and +he seemed with her as she walked up the church. +</P> + +<P> +Her mind wandered during the reading of the exhortation. In this +nightmare of a wedding she seemed to have no really important part to +play. The Boy would burst in, in a minute; and a shaft of light would +come with him. He would walk straight up the church to her, saying: +"We have jolly well had enough of this, Christobel!" Then they would +all wake up, and he would whirl her away in a motor and she would say: +"Boy dear; don't exceed the speed-limit." +</P> + +<P> +But the Boy did not burst in; and the Professor's hands, looking +unusually large in a pair of white kid gloves, were twitching +nervously, for an emphatic question was being put to him by the old +clergyman, who had emerged from his hiding-place behind the +Prayer-book, as soon as the exhortation was over. +</P> + +<P> +The Professor said: "I will," with considerable emotion; while Miss Ann +sobbed audibly into her lace pocket-handkerchief. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel looked at the Professor. His outward appearance seemed +greatly improved. His beard had been trimmed; his hair—what there was +of it—cut. He had not once looked at her since she entered the church +and took her place at his side; but she knew, if he did look, his eyes +would be kind—kind, with a magnified kindness, behind the convex +lenses. The Boy had asked whether she loved the Professor's mouth, +eyes, and hair. What questions the amazing Boy used to ask! And she +had answered—— +</P> + +<P> +But here a silence in the church recalled her wandering thoughts. The +all-important question had been put to her. She had not heard one word +of it; yet the church awaited her "I will." +</P> + +<P> +The silence became alarming. This was the exact psychological moment +in which the Boy should have dashed in to the rescue. But the Boy did +not dash in. +</P> + +<P> +Then Christobel Charteris did a thing perhaps unique in the annals of +brides, but essentially characteristic of her extreme honesty. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sorry," she said, in a low voice; "I did not hear the question. +Will you be good enough to repeat it?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Ann, in the pew behind, gasped audibly. The old clergyman peered +at her, in astonishment, over his glasses. His eyes were red-rimmed +and bloodshot. +</P> + +<P> +Then he repeated the question slowly and deliberately, introducing a +tone of reproof, which made of it a menace. Miss Charteris listened +carefully to each clause and at the end she said: "I will." +</P> + +<P> +Whereupon, with much fumbling, the Professor and the old clergyman +between them, succeeded in finding a ring, and in placing it upon the +third finger of her left hand. As they did so, her thoughts wandered +again. She was back in the garden with the Boy. He had caught her +left hand in both his, and kissed it; then, dividing the third finger +from the others, and holding it apart with his strong brown ones, he +had laid his lips upon it, with a touch of unspeakable reverence and +tenderness. She understood now, why the Boy had kissed that finger +separately. She looked down at it. The Professor's ring encircled it. +</P> + +<P> +Then the old clergyman said: "Let us pray"; and, kneeling meekly upon +her knees, Christobel Charteris prayed, with all her heart, that she +might be a good wife to her old friend, the Professor. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +From the church, they drove straight to the station, Miss Ann's plan +for them being, that they should lunch in London, reach Folkestone in +time for tea, and spend a day or two there, at a boarding-house kept by +an old cronie of Miss Ann's, before crossing to Boulogne, <I>en route</I> +for Brussels. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel disliked the idea of the boarding-house, extremely. She had +never, in her life, stayed at a boarding-house; moreover it seemed to +her that a wedding journey called imperatively for hotels—and the best +of hotels. But Miss Ann had dismissed the question with an +authoritative wave of the hand, and a veiled insinuation that +hotels—particularly <I>Metropole</I> hotels—were scarcely proper places. +Dear Miss Slinker's boarding-house would be so safe and nice, and the +company so congenial. But here the Professor had interposed, laying +his hand gently on Christobel's: "My dear Ann, we take our congenial +company with us." +</P> + +<P> +This was the farthest excursion into the realm of sentiment, upon which +the Professor had as yet ventured. The sober, middle-aged side of Miss +Charteris had appreciated it, with a certain amount of grateful +emotion. But the youthful soul of Christobel had suddenly realized how +the Boy would slap his leg, and rock, over the recital of such a +sentence; and, between the two, she had been reduced to a condition +bordering on hysterics. +</P> + +<P> +They travelled from Cambridge in a first-class compartment, had it to +themselves, and fell quite naturally into the style of conversation +which had always characterized their friendship; meeting each other's +minds, not over the happenings of a living present, but in a mutual +appreciation of the great intellects of a dead and gone past. Before +long, the Professor had whisked his favourite Persian poet from the +tail-pocket of his coat, Christobel had provided paper and pencil, and +they were deep in translation. +</P> + +<P> +Arrived at Liverpool Street station, they entered a four-wheeler, and +trundled slowly off to Cannon Street. Christobel had imagined +four-wheelers to be obsolete; but the Professor dismissed her +suggestion of a taxi, as being "a needlessly rapid mode of progression, +indubitably fraught with perpetual danger," and proceeded to hail the +sleepy and astonished driver of a four-wheeled cab. +</P> + +<P> +(Oh, Boy dear, what would you have said to that four-wheeler—you dear +record-breaking, speed-limit-exceeding, astonishingly rapid Boy? That +ancient four-wheeler, trundling past the Bank of England, the Royal +Exchange, the Mansion House, up King William Street, and round into +Cannon Street, endlessly blocked, continually pulling up; then starting +on, only to be stopped again; and your Belovčd inside it, Boy dear, +looking out of the ramshackle old window, in a vain endeavour to see +something of the London you had planned to show her in your own +delightful extravagant way. Oh, Boy dear, keep out of this! It is not +your show. This four-wheeler has been hailed and engaged by the +Professor. The lady within is the bride of the Professor. Hands off, +Boy!) +</P> + +<P> +They drew up, for a few minutes, outside a bookseller's in New Broad +Street, on the left-hand side, just after they had trundled into it—a +delightful little place, crammed, lined, almost carpeted, with books. +The Professor plunged in, upsetting a pile of magazines in his hasty +entrance through the narrow doorway. Here he always found precisely +the book he happened to be requiring for his latest research. With an +incoherent remark to the proprietor, who advanced to meet him, the +Professor became immediately absorbed, in a far corner of the shop, +oblivious of his cab, his bride, and his train. Christobel had +followed him, and stood, a dignified, but somewhat lonely figure, just +within the doorway. She had been to this shop with her father, during +his lifetime, on several occasions, and had since often written for +books. The bookseller came forward. He was a man possessed of the +useful faculty of remembering faces and the names appertaining to them. +Also he had cultivated the habit of taking an intelligent interest in +his customers. But he did not connect this beautiful waiting figure, +with the absorbed back of the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +"What can I do for you to-day, Miss Charteris?" he inquired, with ready +courtesy. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel started. "Nothing to-day, thank you, Mr. Taylor. But I am +much obliged to you for so often supplying my requirements by return of +post. And, by the way, you have an excellent memory. It is many years +since I came here last, with my father." +</P> + +<P> +"Professor Charteris was one of my best customers," said the +bookseller, in an undertone of deferential sympathy. "I never knew a +finer judge of a book than he. If I may be allowed to say so, I deeply +deplored his loss, Miss Charteris." +</P> + +<P> +Christobel smiled, and gently unbent, allowing the kindly expression of +appreciation and regret to reach her with comfort in these moments of +dream-like isolation. A friendly hand seemed to have been outstretched +across the chasm which divides the passionately regretted past, from +the scarcely appreciated present. She could see her father's tall +scholarly figure, as he stood lovingly fingering a book, engaged in +earnest conversation with Mr. Taylor, regardless of the passing of +time; until she was obliged to lay her hand on his arm, and hurry him +through the crowded streets, down the steep incline, to the platform +from which the Cambridge express was on the point of starting. And +when safely seated, with barely a minute to spare, he would turn to +her, with a smile of gentle reproof, saying: "But, my dear child, we +had not concluded our conversation." And she would laugh and say: "But +we had to get home to-night, Papa." Whereupon he would lean back, +contentedly, replying: "Quite right, my dear. So we had." +</P> + +<P> +Ah, happy those whose fathers and mothers still walk the earth beside +them. Youth remains, notwithstanding the passing of years, while there +is still a voice to say, in reproof or approbation: "My child." +</P> + +<P> +But the bookseller, not yet connecting her with the Professor, still +waited her pleasure; and suddenly a thought struck Christobel. An +eager wish awoke within her. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Taylor," she said, hurriedly; "can you supply me with the very +newest thing on the subject of aviation? I want to learn all there is +to know about propellers, steering-gear, cross-currents, and how to +avoid the dangers——" +</P> + +<P> +She stopped short. The Professor had found what he wanted, and was +fumbling for his purse. +</P> + +<P> +The bookseller turned quickly to a pile at his elbow, took up a +paper-covered book, and placed it in her hands. "The very latest," he +said. "Published yesterday. You will find in it all you want to +know." Then, as he handed the Professor his change, "Allow me to place +it to your account, Miss Charteris," he said. +</P> + +<P> +Experiencing a quite unaccountable sense of elation and fresh interest +in life, Christobel, armed with her book on aviation, re-entered the +four-wheeler. The Professor, absorbed in his own purchase, had not +noticed her private transaction. He followed her into the cab, and +made three ineffectual attempts to close the door. Just as the driver +was slowly beginning to prepare to climb down, Mr. Taylor came across +the crowded pavement, to their rescue; released the Professor's +coat-tail, shut them in, and signed to the cabman to drive on. With a +good deal of "gee-up" and whip-flourishing, they re-commenced to +trundle. Mr. Taylor was not merely a provider of literature; he was +also a keen observer of life, and of human nature. As Christobel +leaned forward to acknowledge his help, and to smile her farewell, his +expression seemed to say: "A four-wheeler, Professor Harvey, and the +latest work on aviation! An unusual combination." "Very unusual," she +said to herself, and smiled again. Then it seemed to her that her +friend of the bookshop had said: "You will find what you want, on page +274." She knew he had not, as a matter of fact, mentioned any page; +but the figures came into her mind. She opened the book, and glanced +at page 274. It was headed: "Fine performances by Mr. Guy Chelsea." +She shut it quickly. There was no room for the actual presence of the +Boy in the Professor's four-wheeler. +</P> + +<P> +They lunched at a depôt of the Aerated Bread Company, close to Cannon +Street station. While Christobel was struggling with a very large +plateful of cold tongue, she suddenly remembered that one of the Boy's +many plans had been to take her to lunch at his favourite restaurant in +Piccadilly; where she would be able to order any dish she fancied, and +find it better served than she had ever known it before; or to dine at +the Hotel Metropole, where Monsieur Delma's perfect orchestra would +play for her any mortal thing for which she chose to ask, and play it +better than she had ever heard it played. +</P> + +<P> +These memories, and a really excellent cup of coffee, helped Christobel +in her struggles with the round of cold tongue; and she looked across +the little marble-topped table brightly at the Professor, and spoke +with a cheerful hopefulness which surprised herself. +</P> + +<P> +But something, other than his own plate of cold tongue, seemed weighing +on the Professor. He had become preoccupied and distrait. +</P> + +<P> +When they reached the Folkestone train, Christobel found out the cause +of his preoccupation. +</P> + +<P> +"My dear Ann—I should say Christobel," remarked the Professor, +hurriedly, as he put her into an empty compartment, and hesitated in +the doorway. "I am always accustomed at this hour to have my pipe and +a nap. Should you object, my dear Ann—er—that is, Christobel, if I +sought a smoking compartment?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, <I>please</I> do!" she exclaimed, eagerly. The idea of two hours of +freedom and solitude suddenly seemed an undreamed of joy. "Don't think +of me. I am quite happy here." +</P> + +<P> +"I will provide you with a paper," said the Professor, and hailed a +passing boy. He laid the paper on her lap, and disappeared. +</P> + +<P> +The train started. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel looked out of the window as they slowly steamed across the +bridge over the Thames. She loved the flow of the river, with its +constant procession of barges, dredges, boats, and steamers; a silent, +moving highway, right through the heart of the noisy whirl of London +street-traffic. They ran past old St. Saviour's Church, now promoted +to be Southwark Cathedral; out through the suburbs, until streets +became villas, woods and meadows appeared, and the train ran through +Chislehurst—peaceful English resting-place where lie entombed the +bright Imperial hopes of France—then on through Sevenoaks, into the +bowery green of the Kentish hop-gardens. +</P> + +<P> +After passing Sevenoaks, she took up the Professor's paper and glanced +at it. Somehow she had felt sure it would be the <I>Daily Graphic</I>. It +was the <I>Daily Mirror</I>! She had never held a halfpenny illustrated +paper in her hands before. No doubt it was an excellent paper, and met +the need of an immense number of people, to whom an additional +halfpenny a day would be a consideration. But, that the Professor, +when providing her with one paper, should have chosen a halfpenny +instead of a penny paper, seemed to hold a curious significance, and +called up sudden swift memories of the Boy. He would have bought +<I>Punch</I>, the <I>Graphic</I>, the <I>Illustrated</I>, the <I>Spectator</I>, and a +<I>Morning Post</I>, plumped them all down on the seat in front of her; then +sat beside her, and talked, the whole journey through, so that she +would not have had a moment in which to open one of them. +</P> + +<P> +(Oh, Boy dear! Don't look at this <I>Daily Mirror</I>. You might misjudge +the good Professor. With your fifty thousand a year, how can you be +expected to understand a mind which <I>must</I> consider ha'pence, even when +brides and wedding journeys are concerned. <I>Do</I> keep away, Boy dear. +This is not your wedding journey.) +</P> + +<P> +Then she opened the <I>Daily Mirror</I>, and there looked out at her, from +its central page, the merry, handsome, daring face of her own Little +Boy Blue! +</P> + +<P> +He was seated in his flying machine, steering-wheel in hand, looking +out from among many wires. His cap was on the back of his head; his +bright eyes looked straight into hers; his firm lips, parted in a +smile, seemed to be saying: "I jolly well mean to do it." Beneath was +an account of him, and a description of the flight he was to attempt on +that day, across the Channel, circling round Boulogne Cathedral, and +back. He was to start at two o'clock. At that very moment he must be +in mid-air. +</P> + +<P> +Oh, Little Boy Blue! Little Boy Blue! You have a way of making hearts +stand still. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +The boarding-house proved to be a place decidedly conducive to the +taking of a fresh-air cure; because nobody remained within its four +walls, if the weather could possibly admit of their going out. +</P> + +<P> +As soon as Christobel and the Professor had taken tea, and replied to +Miss Slinker's many questions, they went out to walk on the Leas until +sunset. It was a radiant afternoon, and the strong wind which had +suddenly arisen, blowing, in unexpected gusts, from the sea, acted as a +tonic to weary heart and brain. Christobel, holding on her hat as she +walked, battled her way beside the Professor, up a cross street, into +the Sandgate Road. +</P> + +<P> +There they went to the telegraph office, and sent Miss Ann news of +their safe arrival, and of the extreme comfort they felt sure of +experiencing at Miss Slinker's delightful abode. (This was the +Professor's wording.) +</P> + +<P> +They looked in at Parson's Library <I>just</I> to order a book Miss Ann +wanted; and, on a little farther, <I>just</I> to match some crewel silks for +a tea-cosy Miss Ann was making. +</P> + +<P> +These commissions duly executed, they were free to make their way to +the Leas parade, whence they would look down upon the beach, and enjoy +a distance view across the Channel. They took the side street which +brought them out upon the esplanade, close to the lift by which people +continuously mounted or descended the steep face of the cliff. +</P> + +<P> +A considerable crowd lined the esplanade railing, looking over eagerly. +Apparently there was some object of particular interest to be seen +below. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel and the Professor advanced to the railing, and also looked +over. +</P> + +<P> +She saw a strange thing floating in the sea, between the promenade pier +and the harbour. It seemed a huge insect, with broken wings. Its body +was a mass of twisted wires. Around this, a little fleet of +rowing-boats had gathered. They looked black, on the blue wind-swept +waters, like water-boatmen on a village pond. They darted in and out +and round about the wreckage of the huge wings and twisted wire, and +seemed waiting for a chance to help. +</P> + +<P> +A man stood next to Christobel and the Professor; a man who talked to +himself. +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, poor chap," he said; "poor chap! So nearly back! So nearly broke +the record! Such a sport!" +</P> + +<P> +"What is that thing in the water?" inquired the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +The man turned and looked at him. +</P> + +<P> +"An aeroplane," he said, slowly, speaking with a sort of stolid +deliberation. "A wrecked aeroplane. Caught in a cross-current, worse +luck! Just accomplished one of the finest flights on record. Started +from up here; skimmed over the Channel to Boulogne; circled round the +cathedral—such a clear day; we could watch the whole flight with +field-glasses—came gaily back without a stop; was making for the cliff +again, when a cross-current caught him; something went wrong with the +steering-gear; and down it goes, with a plunge, head first into the +sea." +</P> + +<P> +"And the—er—occupant?" inquired the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +"The aeronaut? Ah, he didn't fall clear, worse luck, or they could +soon have fished him out. He stuck to his seat and his wheel, and fell +smash in among his wires. They are trying to extricate him now. Bad +luck, poor chap! Such a sport." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you know his name?" asked the Professor, peering down at the +waiting crowd which lined the beach. +</P> + +<P> +"Guy Chelsea," said the man. "And I give you my word, he was the +finest, pluckiest young amateur we had among the airmen." +</P> + +<P> +Then Christobel's heart began to beat again, and her limbs seemed to +regain the power to move. +</P> + +<P> +"He is mine," she said. "I must go to him. He is my own Little Boy +Blue." And she began to run along the Leas toward the stone steps +which zigzag down to the shore. +</P> + +<P> +She heard the Professor running after her. +</P> + +<P> +"Ann," he called, "Ann! Stay! This is—most—unnecessary!" +</P> + +<P> +She flew on. +</P> + +<P> +"At least take the lift!" bawled the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +She hurried on and reached the steps, pausing an instant to glance back. +</P> + +<P> +The Professor had stopped at the lift, and was waving to her with his +umbrella. +</P> + +<P> +She could never remember running down those steps. In what seemed but +a moment from the time she reached them, she found herself stumbling +painfully down the steep slope of shingle to the water's edge. +</P> + +<P> +The lift, bearing the Professor, had just begun to crawl down the face +of the cliff. She could see him gesticulating through the glass +windows. +</P> + +<P> +The crowd on the shore, chiefly composed of rough men, was thickest +round the base of a wide stone breakwater, jutting out into the sea. +On this break-water stood an empty stretcher. A coast-guardsman +marched up and down, keeping the crowd off the breakwater. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel reached the outskirts of the crowd, and could get no farther. +</P> + +<P> +"Please let me through," she said. "I belong to him. He is mine." +</P> + +<P> +They turned and looked at her. +</P> + +<P> +"She's 'is mother," said a voice. "Let 'er through." +</P> + +<P> +"Mother be blowed!" said another voice, hoarsely. "Get out! She's 'is +<I>wife</I>." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," she cried eagerly. "Yes! Oh, do let me through! I am his +wife." +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly she knew it was true. The Boy's great love had made her his +wife. Had he not said: "You and I are one, Christobel; eternally, +indissolubly <I>one</I>. You will find it out, when it is too late"? +</P> + +<P> +The crowd parted, making a way for her, straight to the foot of the +breakwater. +</P> + +<P> +She mounted it, and walked towards the empty stretcher. +</P> + +<P> +The coast-guardsman confronted her. +</P> + +<P> +"He is mine," she said, quietly. "I have the right to be here." +</P> + +<P> +The man saluted, in respectful silence. +</P> + +<P> +She stood gazing out to where the crowd of boats hovered about the +great insect with broken wings. +</P> + +<P> +The sea gleamed golden in the sunset. +</P> + +<P> +One boat, larger than the rest, slowly detached itself from the general +męlée, pulling with measured stroke toward the breakwater. +</P> + +<P> +Something lay very still in the bow, covered with a sail-cloth. +</P> + +<P> +Two coast-guardsmen rowed; one steered. +</P> + +<P> +The boat came toward the breakwater, in a shaft of sunlight. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel turned to the man beside her. +</P> + +<P> +"Is there any hope?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +"'Fraid not, lady. My mate just signalled: all U P." +</P> + +<P> +"Ah!" she said, looking wide-eyed into his face. "Ah!—But there must +be pioneers." +</P> + +<P> +The coast-guardsman turned and walked toward the crowd. +</P> + +<P> +"She's 'is wife, men," he said, with a jerk of his thumb over his +shoulder. "She's 'is wife; yet when I told her it was all U P, she +said: 'There must be pioneers.'" +</P> + +<P> +The crowd of roughs doffed their caps. +</P> + +<P> +The boat drew slowly nearer. +</P> + +<P> +Then she saw the Professor, hurrying down the shingle, waving his +umbrella. +</P> + +<P> +He must not come yet. +</P> + +<P> +She advanced to the shore end of the breakwater, and spoke to the crowd. +</P> + +<P> +"Please," she said, "oh, please, if possible, prevent that gentleman +from reaching the breakwater." +</P> + +<P> +They turned, and saw the advancing figure of the Professor, flurried +and irate. +</P> + +<P> +"'Ullo, Bill," cried a voice. "She says: Don't let the old bloke +through." +</P> + +<P> +They passed the word from one to the other. "Don't let the old bloke +through." They closed the outer ranks, standing shoulder to shoulder. +The Professor's umbrella waved wildly on the outskirts. +</P> + +<P> +She moved along the breakwater. Yes, that was it. "Don't let the old +bloke through." She had never used such a word in her life before, but +it just met the needs of the case. "Don't let the old bloke through." +</P> + +<P> +The boat drew nearer. +</P> + +<P> +A bugle, away up on the cliff, sounded the call to arms. +</P> + +<P> +"Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn! The cow's in the meadow; the +sheep, in the corn. Where is the boy who looks after the sheep? Ah, +dear God! Where is the Boy? Where is the Boy? Where is the +Boy?—He's under the sailcloth—fast asleep." +</P> + +<P> +The boat drew nearer. She could hear the measured plash of the oars; +the rhythmic rattle of the rowlocks. They advanced, to the beat of the +words in her brain. +</P> + +<P> +"There must—be pion—eers! Don't let the old bloke through. Oh, +where is the boy who looks after the sheep? He's under the sail-cloth, +fast asleep." +</P> + +<P> +The boat drew level with the breakwater, grating against it. +</P> + +<P> +"Under the sail-cloth, Boy dear; under the sail-cloth—fast asleep." +</P> + +<P> +Tenderly, carefully, they lifted their burden. As the boat rocked, and +their feet shuffled beneath the weight, she closed her eyes. When she +opened them once more, the quiet Thing under the sail-cloth lay upon +the stretcher. Every man within sight stood silent and bareheaded. +</P> + +<P> +The bugle on the cliff sounded: "lights out." +</P> + +<P> +The golden shaft of sunlight died from off the sea. +</P> + +<P> +Then she came forward, and knelt beside her Boy. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly she understood the cry of anguish wrung from the loving heart +of a woman at a tomb: "Tell me where thou hast laid Him, and I will +take Him away!" Oh, faithful heart of woman, alike through all the +ages; ready, with superhuman effort, to prove a limitless love and a +measureless grief! +</P> + +<P> +She knelt beside the stretcher, and lifted the sail-cloth. +</P> + +<P> +Yes, it was the Boy—her own Little Boy Blue. +</P> + +<P> +His curly hair was matted with blood and salt water. There was a deep +gash across his temple, from the ear, right up into the hair His eyes +were closed; but his lips smiled, triumphant. "There must be pioneers! +Every good life given, advances the cause." "Yes, Little Boy Blue. +But has it ever struck you, that, if you marry, your wife will most +probably want you to give up flying; not being able to bear that a man +who was her ALL, should do these things?" She lifted the sail-cloth +quite away, and stood looking down upon him, so shattered, yet so +beautiful, in his triumphant sleep. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly her arm was seized from behind. She turned. +</P> + +<P> +The Professor had succeeded in pushing his way through the crowd, and +in mounting the breakwater. His cravat was awry; his top-hat was on +the back of his head. He looked at her through his glasses, in amazed +indignation. +</P> + +<P> +"Christobel," he said, "this is no place for you. Come away at once. +Do you hear? I <I>bid</I> you come with me at once." +</P> + +<P> +The only thing she really minded was that his hat was on, in the +presence of her Dead. +</P> + +<P> +She could not free her arm from the grip of the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +She turned and pointed to the stretcher, with her left hand. +</P> + +<P> +"My place is here," she said, clearly and deliberately. "I have the +right to be here. This is all a fearful nightmare, from which we are +bound before long to wake. But meanwhile, I tell you plainly—as I +ought to have told you before—<I>this is the body of the man I love</I>." +</P> + +<P> +At that moment, one of the crowd, springing on to the breakwater behind +the Professor, struck off his hat with a cane. It fell into the sea. +</P> + +<P> +The Professor let go her arm, and turned to see who had perpetrated the +outrage, and whether the hat could be recovered. +</P> + +<P> +Then she bent over the stretcher. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she whispered, in tones of ineffable tenderness; "this is +where they have laid you; but <I>I</I> will take you away." +</P> + +<P> +She put her arms beneath the body; then, with an almost superhuman +effort, lifted it, and gathered it to her. It felt limp and broken. +The head fell heavily against her breast. The blood and salt-water +soaked through her thin muslin blouse. But she held him, and would not +let him go. "I will take him away," she whispered; "I will take him +away." +</P> + +<P> +She knew she was losing her reason, but she had known that, ever since +she first looked down from the top of the cliff, and saw the broken +wings floating on the sea. Now, with her Boy in her arms, her one idea +was to get away from the Professor; away from the coast-guardsmen; away +from the crowd. +</P> + +<P> +Turning her back upon the beach, she staggered along the breakwater, +toward the open sea. +</P> + +<P> +"I will take him away," she repeated; "I will take him away." +</P> + +<P> +Then her foot slipped. She still held the Boy, but she felt herself +falling. +</P> + +<P> +She closed her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +She never knew which she struck first, the stone breakwater, or the +sea—— +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE SEVENTH DAY +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE STONE IS ROLLED AWAY +</H4> + +<P> +When Christobel recovered consciousness and opened her eyes, she found +herself in bed, in her own room, at home. +</P> + +<P> +Martha bent over her. +</P> + +<P> +The morning light entered dimly, through closed curtains. +</P> + +<P> +In dumb anguish of mind, she looked up into Martha's grim old face. +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me where you have laid him," she said, "and I will take him away." +</P> + +<P> +Martha snorted. +</P> + +<P> +"I've laid your tea-tray on the table beside your bed, Miss," she said; +"and when you 'ave finished with it, <I>I</I> will take it away." +</P> + +<P> +Whereupon, Martha lumbered to the large bow-window, drew back all the +curtains with a vigorous clatter of brass rings, and let in a blaze of +morning sunshine. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel lay quite still, trying to collect her thoughts. +</P> + +<P> +One of her pillows was clasped tightly in her arms. +</P> + +<P> +She lifted her left hand, and looked at it. +</P> + +<P> +No ring encircled the third finger. +</P> + +<P> +"Martha," she called, softly. +</P> + +<P> +Martha loomed large at the side of the bed. +</P> + +<P> +"What is to-day?" +</P> + +<P> +"Wednesday, Miss," replied Martha, too much surprised to be +contemptuous. +</P> + +<P> +"Martha—where is Mr. Chelsea?" +</P> + +<P> +"Lord only knows," said Martha, tragically. +</P> + +<P> +"Martha—is he—living?" +</P> + +<P> +"Living?" repeated Martha, deliberately. Then she smiled, her crooked +smile. "Living don't express it, Miss Christobel. Lively's more like +it, when Mr. Guy is concerned. And I reckon, wherever 'e is, e's +makin' things lively somewhere for somebody. You don't look quite the +thing this morning, Miss. Sit up and take your tea." +</P> + +<P> +She sat up, loosing the pillow out of her arms—the pillow which had +been, first her Little Boy Blue, as she drew him to her in the +darkness; then the dead body of Guy Chelsea, as she lifted it on the +breakwater. +</P> + +<P> +She took her tea from Martha's hand, and drank it quickly. She wanted +Martha to go. +</P> + +<P> +It was Wednesday! Then the Boy had left her only the day before +yesterday. His telegram had come last night. The Professor's proposal +had not yet reached her. +</P> + +<P> +Martha lifted the tray and departed. +</P> + +<P> +Then Christobel Charteris rose, and stood at her open window, in the +morning sunlight. She looked out upon the mulberry-tree and the long +vista of soft turf; in the dim distance, the postern gate in the old +red wall—his paradise, and hers. +</P> + +<P> +She lifted her beautiful arms above her head. The loose sleeves of her +nightdress fell away, baring them to the elbows. She might have stood, +in her noble development of face and form, for a splendid statue of +hope and praise. +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, dear God!" she breathed, "is it indeed true? Is it possible? Is +my Boy alive? And am I free—free to be his alone? Am I free to give +him all he wants, free to be all he needs?" +</P> + +<P> +She stood long at the window motionless, realizing the mental +adjustment which had come to her during the strenuous hours of the +night. +</P> + +<P> +Her dream had taught her one great lesson: That under no circumstances +whatever, can it be right for a woman to marry one man, while with her +whole being she loves another. Love is Lord of all. Love reigns +paramount. No expectations, past or present, based on friendship or +gratitude; no sense of duty or obligations of any kind could make a +marriage right, if, in view of that marriage, Love had to stand by with +broken wings. +</P> + +<P> +She felt quite sure, now, that she could never marry the Professor; and +humbly she thanked God for opening her eyes to the wrong she had +contemplated, before it was too late. +</P> + +<P> +But there still remained the difficult prospect of having to disappoint +a man she esteemed so highly; a man who had been led to believe she +cared for him, and had waited years for him; a man who, for years, had +set his heart upon her. This was a heavy stone, and it lay right in +the path of perfect bliss which she longed to tread with her Little Boy +Blue. +</P> + +<P> +Who should roll it away? +</P> + +<P> +Could she feel free to take happiness with the Boy, if she had +disappointed and crushed a deeply sensitive nature which trusted her? +</P> + +<P> +She dressed, and went down to the breakfast-room, her soul filled, in +spite of perplexities, with a radiance of glad thanksgiving. +</P> + +<P> +Martha and Jenkins came in to prayers. Martha had now taken to curling +all her wisps. She appeared with many frizzled ringlets, kept in place +by invisible pins. +</P> + +<P> +Martha always came in to prayers, as if she were marching at the head +of a long row of men and maids. Jenkins followed meekly, placing his +chair at what would have been the tail of Martha's imaginary retinue. +According to the triumphant dignity of Martha's entry, Jenkins placed +his chair near or far away. Martha was in great form to-day. Jenkins +sat almost at the door. If the door-bell rang during prayers, the +first ring was tacitly ignored; but if it rang again, Martha signed to +Jenkins, who tiptoed reverently out, and answered it. No matter how +early in the morning's devotions the interruption occurred, Jenkins +never considered it etiquette to return. Miss Charteris used to dread +a duet alone with Martha. She always became too intensely conscious of +herself and of Martha, to be uplifted as usual by the inspired words of +Bible and Prayer-book. The presence of Jenkins at once constituted a +congregation. +</P> + +<P> +On this particular morning, no interruptions occurred. +</P> + +<P> +The portion for the day chanced to be the scene at the empty tomb, in +the early dawn of that first Easter Day, as given by Saint Mark. +</P> + +<P> +The quiet voice vibrated with unusual emotion as Miss Charteris read: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>And very early in the morning, the first day of the week, they came +unto the sepulchre at the rising of the sun. And they said among +themselves, Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the +sepulchre? And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled +away: for it was very great.</I>" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Christobel Charteris paused. She seemed to see the shore at +Dovercourt, and the brave little figure struggling to carry the heavy +stone; and, later on when the cannon-ball lay safely in the castle +court-yard, Little Boy Blue standing erect, with lifted cap, and +shining eyes, a picture of faith triumphant. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not.</I>" +</P> + +<P> +How far were the happenings of this strange night owing to that dead +mother's prayers; and to the Boy's unfailing faith, even through these +hard days? +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris could read no farther. She closed the Bible. "Let us +pray," she said, and turned to the Collect for the week. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>O God, Whose never-failing providence ordereth all things both in +heaven and earth: We humbly beseech Thee to put away from us all +hurtful things, and to give us those things which be profitable for us; +through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.</I>" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +On the breakfast-table, beside her plate, lay the Professor's letter. +She had known it would be there. +</P> + +<P> +She poured out her coffee and buttered her toast. +</P> + +<P> +Then she opened the letter. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"My dear Ann"—— +</P> + +<P> +After the nightmare through which she had just passed, this beginning +scarcely surprised her. She glanced back at the envelope to make quite +sure it was addressed to herself; then read on. It was dated the +evening before, from the Professor's rooms in College. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"MY DEAR ANN,—I regret to have been unable to look in upon you this +evening, on my return from town, and my duties will keep me from paying +you a visit until to-morrow, in the late afternoon. Hence this letter. +</P> + +<P> +"Needless to say, I have been thinking over, carefully, the remarkable +statement you saw fit to make to me, concerning the feelings and +expectations of our young friend. It came to me as a genuine surprise. +I have always looked upon our friendship as purely Platonic; based +entirely upon the intellectual enjoyment we found in pursuing our +classical studies together. +</P> + +<P> +"I admit, I cannot bring myself to contemplate matrimony with much +enthusiasm. +</P> + +<P> +"At the same time, your feeling in the matter being so strong, and my +sense of gratitude toward my late friend, a thing never to be +forgotten; if you are quite sure, Ann—and I confess it seems to me +altogether incredible—that our young friend entertains, toward me, +feelings which will mean serious disappointment to her, if I fail——" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +This brought the letter to the bottom of the first page. +</P> + +<P> +Without reading any farther, Miss Charteris folded it, and replaced it +in the envelope. +</P> + +<P> +The indignant blood had mounted to the roots of her soft fair hair. +But already, in her heart, sounded a song of wondering praise. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled away: for it +was very great.</I>" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +The iron gate of the front garden swung open. Hurried steps flew up +the path. Emma, poor soul, had been told to <I>fly</I>; and Emma had flown. +She almost fell into the arms of Jenkins, as he opened the hall door. +</P> + +<P> +The note with which Emma had run, at a speed which was now causing her +"such a stitch as never was," came from Miss Ann, and was marked +"<I>urgent</I>" and "<I>immediate</I>." +</P> + +<P> +The corners of Christobel's proud mouth curved into a quiet smile as +she took it from the salver. She had expected this note. +</P> + +<P> +"Take Emma downstairs, Jenkins," she said. "Ask Martha to give her a +cup of coffee, and an egg, if she fancies it. Tell Emma, I wish her to +sit down comfortably and rest. The answer to this note will be ready +in about half an hour; not before." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Charteris finished her coffee and toast, poured out a fresh cup, +and took some marmalade. She did not hurry over her breakfast. +</P> + +<P> +When she had quite finished, she rose, and walked over to the +writing-table. She sat down, opened her blotter, took paper and +envelopes; found a pen, and tried it. +</P> + +<P> +Then she opened Miss Ann's letter, marked "urgent" and "immediate." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"SWEETEST CHILD" (wrote Miss Ann)—"See what Kenrick has done! We—you +and I—<I>so</I> understand his dear absent-minded ways. He wrote this +letter to you last night, and, owing to his natural emotion and tension +of mind, addressed it to me! Needless to say, I have read only the +opening sentences. Darling Christobel, you will, I feel sure, overlook +the very natural mistake, and not allow it in any way to affect your +answer to my brother's proposal. Remember how difficult it is for +<I>great</I> minds to be accurate in the <I>small</I> details of <I>daily</I> life. I +have known Kenrick to put two spoonfuls of mustard into a cup of +coffee, stir it round, and drink it, <I>quite</I> unaware that anything was +wrong—I have indeed! See how our dear Professor needs a <I>wife</I>! +</P> + +<P> +"I feel quite foolishly anxious this morning. Do send me one line of +assurance that all is well. You cannot but be touched by my brother's +letter. From beginning to end, it breathes the faithful devotion of a +lifetime. Do not misunderstand the natural reticence of one wholly +unaccustomed to the voicing of sentiment. I only wish you could hear +all he <I>says</I> to me!" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Then followed a few prayers and devout allusions to Providence—which +brought a stern look to the face of Miss Charteris—and, with a whiff +of effusive sentiment, Ann Harvey closed her epistle. +</P> + +<P> +An open letter from the Professor to herself was enclosed; but this, +Christobel quietly laid aside. +</P> + +<P> +She took pen and paper, and wrote at once the note for which Emma +waited. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"DEAR ANN,—I enclose a letter from your brother which came, addressed +to me, this morning, but was evidently intended for you. I have read +only the first page, which was quite sufficient to make the true state +of affairs perfectly clear to me. +</P> + +<P> +"Providence has indeed interposed, by means of the Professor's +absent-minded ways, to prevent the wrecking of three lives—mine, your +brother's, and that of the man I love; to whom I shall be betrothed +before the day is over. +</P> + +<P> +"I shall not tell the Professor that I have seen a portion of his +letter to you. I think we owe it to him not to do so. He has always +been a true and honourable friend to me. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"Yours, + "C. C."<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +When Emma had duly departed with this letter and enclosure, Miss +Charteris breathed more freely. She had been afraid lest, in her +righteous indignation, in her consciousness of the terrible mischief so +nearly wrought, she should write too strongly to Miss Ann, thus causing +her unnecessary pain. +</P> + +<P> +It was quite impossible, to the fine generosity of a nature such as +that of Christobel Charteris, really to understand the mean, +self-centred, unscrupulous dishonesty of an action such as this of Miss +Ann's. From the calm heights whereon she walked, such small-minded +selfishness of motive did not come within her field of vision. She +could never bring herself to believe worse of Miss Ann than that, in +some incomprehensible way, she had laboured under a delusion regarding +herself and the Professor. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Ann disposed of, she turned to the Professor's letter. +</P> + +<P> +It was not the letter of her dream, by any means; nor was it the letter +she had sometimes dreamed he would write. +</P> + +<P> +It was straightforward and simple; and, holding the key to the +situation, she could read between the lines a certain amount of +dismayed surprise, which made her heartily sorry for her old friend. +</P> + +<P> +The Professor touched on their long friendship, his regard for her +parents, his sincere admiration for herself; their unity of interests +and congeniality of tastes; his sudden change of fortunes; quoted a +little Greek, a little Sanskrit, and a little Persian; then, fortified +by these familiar aids to the emotions, offered her marriage, in +valiant and unmistakable terms. +</P> + +<P> +Christobel's heart stood still as she realized that not one word in +that letter would have revealed to her the true state of the case. +Truly, under Providence, she had cause to bless the Professor's "dear +absent-minded ways." +</P> + +<P> +As she took pen and paper to reply to his letter, her heart felt very +warm toward her old friend. She gave him full credit for the effort +with which he had done what he had been led to consider was the right +thing toward her. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"MY DEAR PROFESSOR" (she wrote),—"I rejoice to hear of your good +fortune. It is well indeed when the great thinkers of the world are +rendered independent of all anxious taking of thought as to what they +shall eat, or what they shall drink, or wherewithal they shall be +clothed. I like to think of you, my friend, as now set completely free +from all mundane cares; able to give your undivided attention to the +work you love. +</P> + +<P> +"I appreciate, more than I can say, the kind proposition concerning +myself, which you make in your letter. I owe it to our friendship to +tell you quite frankly that I feel, and have long felt, how great an +honour it would be for any woman to be in a position so to administer +your household as to set you completely free for your great +intellectual pursuits. +</P> + +<P> +"But marriage would mean more than this, and our long friendship +emboldens me to say that I should grieve to see you—owing perhaps to +pressure or advice from others—burden your life with family ties for +which you surely do not yourself feel any special inclination. +</P> + +<P> +"And, now, my friend, I must not close my letter without telling you +how great a happiness has come into my lonely life. I am about to +marry a man whom—" Miss Charteris paused, and looked through the open +window to the softly moving leaves of the old mulberry-tree. A gleam +of amusement shone in her eyes, curving her lips into a tender smile. +The Boy seemed beside her, slapping his knee and rocking with merriment +at the way she was about to bewilder Miss Ann and the Professor—"a man +whom I have known and loved for over twenty years. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sure you will wish me joy, dear Professor. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"Believe me, always,<BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 1em">"Gratefully and affectionately yours,</SPAN><BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 2em">"CHRISTOBEL CHARTERIS."</SPAN><BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +She rang the bell, and sent the answer to the Professor's letter, by +Jenkins. She could not wait for the slow medium of the post. She +could not let him remain another hour in the belief that, in order to +save her from disappointment, he was compelled to marry Christobel +Charteris. +</P> + +<P> +She stood at the breakfast-room window, and watched Jenkins as he +hurried down the garden with the note. Going by the lane, and taking a +short cut across the fields, he would reach the Professor's rooms in a +quarter of an hour. Until then, life was somewhat intolerable. +</P> + +<P> +The proud blood mantled again over the face, the strong sweet beauty of +which the Boy so loved. Her letter to the Professor had not been easy +to write. She had had to be true to herself, and true to him, in the +light of what she knew to be his real feeling in the matter; bearing in +mind that before long he would almost certainly learn from Miss Ann +that she had replied to his proposal after having read his sentiments +on the subject, so candidly expressed on the first page of his letter +to his sister. +</P> + +<P> +To relieve her mind, after this intricate whirl of +cross-correspondence, she took up the <I>Daily Graphic</I>, and opened it, +casually turning the pages. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly there looked out at her from the central page, the merry, +handsome, daring face of her own Little Boy Blue. He was seated in his +flying-machine steering-wheel in hand, looking out from among many +wires. His cap was on the back of his head, his bright eyes looked +straight into hers; his firm young lips, parted in a smile, seemed to +say; "I jolly well mean to do it!" It was the very picture she had +seen in the Professor's <I>Daily Mirror</I>, in her dream of the night +before. Below was an account of the flight from Folkestone which he +was about to attempt. +</P> + +<P> +Then she remembered, with a shock of realization, that the flight +across the Channel, round Boulogne Cathedral and back, was to take +place on that very day. His telegram, of the night before, had said: +"I am going to do a big fly to-morrow. Wish me luck." Ah, what if it +ended as she had seen it end in her dream: great broken wings; a mass +of tangled wire; and the Boy—<I>her</I> Boy—with matted hair, and wounded +head, asleep beneath the sailcloth! +</P> + +<P> +Her heart stood still. +</P> + +<P> +With their perfect joy so near its fulfilment, she could not let him +take the risk. Was there time to stop him? +</P> + +<P> +She looked at the paper. The start was for 2 p.m. It was now eleven +o'clock. +</P> + +<P> +She remembered his last words: "When you want me and send—why, I will +come from the other end of the world." +</P> + +<P> +She never quite knew how she reached the telegraph-office. It seemed +almost as dreamlike as her flight from the top to the bottom of the +Folkestone cliffs. But it was not a dream this time; it was desperate +reality. +</P> + +<P> +Why do people always break the points of the pencils hanging from +strings in the telegraph-offices? Surely it is possible to write a +telegram without stubbing off the pencil, and leaving it in that +condition, for the next person in a hurry. +</P> + +<P> +She flew from compartment to compartment, and at last produced her own +pencil, and wrote her telegram in the final section of the row, +independent of official broken points. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>Do not fly to-day. Come to me. I want you.</I> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"<I>Christobel.</I>" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +She addressed it to the hotel from which he had telegraphed on the +previous day; but added to the address: "If not there, send immediately +to aviation sheds." She had no idea what to call the places, but this +sounded well, and seemed an intuition, or an unconscious recollection +of some remark of the Boy's. +</P> + +<P> +She handed it over the counter. "Please see that it goes through at +once," she said. +</P> + +<P> +The clerk knew her. "Yes, Miss Charteris," he replied. He began +reading the message aloud, but almost immediately stopped, and checked +the words off silently. He glanced at the clock. "It should be there +before noon, Miss Charteris," he said. +</P> + +<P> +He did not look at her, as he passed her the stamps. He had long +thought her one of the finest women who stepped in and out of the +post-office. He had never expected to see her hands tremble. And +fancy <I>any</I> woman—even <I>she</I>—being able to tell Guy Chelsea not to +fly! He had a bet on, about that flight, with an enthusiastic backer +of Chelsea's. He was glad he had taken the odds against its coming +off, before seeing this wire. But—after all! It is easy enough to +<I>ask</I> a chap not to fly; but—— +</P> + +<P> +He took up a copy of the <I>Daily Mirror</I>, and looked at the brave +smiling face. "I jolly well mean to do it!" the young aeronaut seemed +to be saying. The clerk laughed, and shook his head. "Hurry up that +wire," he called to the operator. Then he jingled the loose change in +his pockets. "I wonder," he said. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +During the hours which followed, Christobel Charteris knew suspense. +</P> + +<P> +Perhaps that strong, self-contained nature could never have fully +sounded the depths of its own surrender, without those hours of +uncertainty, when nothing stood between her and the man she loved, but +the possibility that her telegram would fail to reach him; that he +would carry out his dangerous flight; that disaster and death would +overtake him and wrest him from her, and that he would die—Guy Chelsea +would die—without ever knowing of the cup of bliss she was now ready, +with utterly loving hand, to hold to his lips. +</P> + +<P> +Having sent her message, there was nothing more she could do, and the +burden of inaction seemed almost too great a weight to carry, during +the hours which must elapse, before his coming could turn uncertainty +into assurance; restlessness, into peace. +</P> + +<P> +It did not occur to her, as a possibility, that Guy Chelsea would elect +to fly, after receiving her request. She knew her slightest wish would +be law to the Boy's tender loyalty; and though he knew nothing of her +cause for anxiety, nor of the complete change of circumstances since he +left her, not forty-eight hours before, she felt sure he would not fly; +she felt certain he would come—if—<I>if</I> the message reached him in +time. +</P> + +<P> +At two o'clock it came to her, with overwhelming certainty, that her +message had not reached him, and that he had started on his flight. +She seemed to see the great wings mounting—mounting; then skimming +over the sea. She almost heard the hum he had so often described—the +hum of the giant insect on which the bird-man flew. +</P> + +<P> +Her own Little Boy Blue was flying through space. O God, what might +not any minute be bringing! He had said: "One never expects those +things to happen, and when they do happen, it's over so quickly that +there is no time for expectation." Was it happening now? Was it going +to be over so quickly, that her cup of bliss would be dashed from her +lips untasted? Was she to lose her all, because of a cross-current or +a twisted wire? +</P> + +<P> +She was walking up and down the garden now, and paused beside the chair +in which she had sat when he had said, only seven days ago: "It was +always you I wanted; not your niece. Good heavens! How can you have +thought it was Mollie, when it was you—you—just only you, all the +time?" And she, half-laughing at him, had asked: "Is this a proposal?" +</P> + +<P> +"My ALL," she said. "Oh, Boy dear, my ALL. If I lose you, I lose my +ALL." +</P> + +<P> +She walked on slowly, moving to the repetition of those words. It +seemed a comfort to repeat the great fact that, at last, he was this to +her. Surely it would reach him, by some sort of wireless telegraphy +through space. Surely it would control cross-currents, keep propellers +acting as they should; steering-gear from twisting. +</P> + +<P> +"O God, he is my ALL—he is my ALL!" +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +The afternoon sun began to glint through the trees. +</P> + +<P> +The jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" lifted pale anxious faces to +the sky. +</P> + +<P> +Clocks all around chimed the hour of four. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly her limbs weakened. She could walk no longer. +</P> + +<P> +She sank into a chair, beneath the mulberry-tree. +</P> + +<P> +In a few minutes Jenkins would bring out tea. Would Martha have +arranged a tea such as the Boy loved, with cups for two, hot +buttered-toast and explosive buns? +</P> + +<P> +What a boy he was, at heart—this man who had won her; what a gay, +laughter-loving boy! +</P> + +<P> +She lay back, very still, under the mulberry-tree, and lived again +through each of the Boy's days, from the first to the sixth. +</P> + +<P> +She kept her eyes closed. The sunlight, glinting through the mulberry +leaves, fell in bright patches on her white gown, and on her soft +golden hair. +</P> + +<P> +The garden was very still. All nature seemed waiting with the heart +that waited. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn!</I>" +</P> + +<P> +"I shall blow it all right on the seventh day," the Boy had said; "and +when I do, you will hear it." +</P> + +<P> +This was the seventh day. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Suddenly the horn of a motor tooted loudly in the lane. +</P> + +<P> +She rose, her hands clasped upon her breast, and stood waiting +</P> + +<P> +A shaft of golden sunlight streamed down the garden, and seemed to +focus on the postern gate. +</P> + +<P> +Then the gate swung open and the Boy came in, slamming it behind him. +She saw him coming up the lawn toward her, bareheaded; the sunlight in +his shining eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I couldn't wait for trains," he shouted. "I came by motor. And I +jolly well exceeded the speed-limit all the way!" +</P> + +<P> +She moved a few steps to meet him. +</P> + +<P> +"Boy dear," she said, "you always exceed all speed-limits. It is a way +you have. Exceed them as much as you like, so long as I am with you +when you do it. But—oh, my Little Boy Blue!—don't fly again; for, if +you fall and break your wings, indeed you will break my heart." +</P> + +<P> +In a moment she was sobbing on his breast, her arms flung around him. +There was nothing broken or limp about his strong young body, pulsating +with life. +</P> + +<P> +He put his arms about her, holding her in a clasp of close possessive +tenderness. +</P> + +<P> +He did not yet understand what had happened; but he knew the great gift +he desired had been given him. He waited for her to speak. +</P> + +<P> +She lifted her face to his. +</P> + +<P> +"Guy," she said; "ah, take me, hold me, keep me! I am altogether your +own. I will explain to you fully, by and by. The stone was very +great; but lo, as we reached it, the Angel of the Lord had rolled it +away.... No other man has a shadow of claim over me. I am free to +say, to the only man I have ever really loved: Take me; I am yours. +Oh, Boy! I am altogether yours." +</P> + +<P> +He bent over her. +</P> + +<P> +The sweet proud lips were parted in utter surrender, and lifted to his. +</P> + +<P> +He paused—just for one exquisite moment, of realization. +</P> + +<P> +She waited his kiss with closed eyes, so she did not see the radiance +of his face, as he looked up to the blue sky, flecked with fleeting +white clouds. But she heard the voice, which from that hour was to +make the music of her life: +</P> + +<P> +"Thank the Lord," said Little Boy Blue. +</P> + +<P> +Then—he kissed her. +</P> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<P> +"<I>And the evening and the morning were the seventh day.</I>" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<HR SIZE="5" NOSHADE> + +<BR><BR><BR> +<A NAME="chap08"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +<I>List of</I> +</H3> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +MRS. BARCLAY'S NOVELS +</H4> + +<BR><BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +By FLORENCE L. BARCLAY +</H2> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE ROSARY +</H4> + +<P CLASS="noindent" STYLE="text-align: center"> +Over One Million Copies Sold +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent" STYLE="text-align: center"> +<I>Translated into French, German, Norwegian, Swedish, Polish, <BR> +Finnish, Dutch, and Spanish.</I> +</P> + +<P> +"The sentiment is never mawkish; it rings true, and throughout the +whole story there is a vein of elevating emotion which should attract +lovers of wholesome fiction."—<I>Times</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE MISTRESS OF SHENSTONE +</H4> + +<P> +"A youthful sentiment, fresh and romantic, flows through Mrs. Barclay's +new book, and gives to the story some of the delicate odour of lavender +and jessamine, and old-fashioned flowers."—<I>Daily Graphic</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE FOLLOWING OF THE STAR +</H4> + +<P> +"A worthy successor to 'The Rosary.' It has the same charm and grip, +whilst the plot is again unusual and clever...."—<I>Evening Standard</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THROUGH THE POSTERN GATE +</H4> + +<P> +"It is a book to turn over in a sunny garden, under shady trees, when +one might look up from the clear print and see a happy prince coming in +through the green gate to lead one's own self to +fairyland."—<I>Manchester Guardian</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE BROKEN HALO +</H4> + +<P> +"It is the record of the saving of a soul by charity. The end +represents the triumph of mortal kindness."—<I>Standard</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE WALL OF PARTITION +</H4> + +<P> +"A brisk, readable story with a strong plot, full of incident and sure +of a wide appreciation."—<I>Globe</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE UPAS TREE +</H4> + +<P> +"The book is full of that mixture of humour, feeling, and religion that +gain for Mrs. Barclay so wide a popularity."—<I>Church Family Newspaper</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +RETURNED EMPTY +</H4> + +<P> +"This is certainly the most arresting tale that the authoress has +produced since her first huge success."—<I>Daily Mail</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +SHORTER WORKS +</H4> + +<P> +Seven of Mrs. Barclay's Shorter Stories now collected for the first +time into one volume, and including one which has never before been +printed in book form. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THE WHITE LADIES OF WORCESTER +</H4> + +<P CLASS="noindent" STYLE="text-align: center"> +3s. 6d. net. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent" STYLE="text-align: center"> +Mrs. Barclay's Last Long Novel. +</P> + +<P> +"It has tenderness, it has a story which never flags, above all it has +humanity."—<I>Observer</I>. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS, Ltd., +<BR> +24 Bedford St., Strand, London, W.C. 2, & New York +</H4> + +<BR><BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +<I>SOME PRESS OPINIONS ON THE LATE</I> +</H4> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +FLORENCE L. BARCLAY +</H2> + +<P> +"A writer who appealed to and won the affection of so many of her +fellow countrymen and women is no negligible quantity. Indeed there is +reason to think that Mrs. Barclay understood the tendency of her age +better than many contemporary novelists whose technical skill exceeded +hers."—<I>Times</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"Mrs. Barclay's death will be regretted by many thousands of +readers."—<I>Morning Post</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"'The Rosary' and nearly all her other books were inspired by true +religious feeling, which she always managed to infuse into the +imagination of her readers."—<I>Sphere</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"From the highest to the lowest she commanded an attentive +public."—<I>Liverpool Daily Courier</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"There was a purpose behind all she wrote that lifted her books above +the common, and enabled her to reach readers who would turn away from +the 'typical best-seller' in disgust."—<I>Sunday Times</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"Mrs. Barclay was not merely a popular authoress. The ideals she +preached were high and noble and tended to elevate her +readers."—<I>Church Family Newspaper</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"The underlying quality of Mrs. Barclay's literary art was her +wonderful gift of depicting home life, and it was this characteristic +which made her name loved in countless homes all over the +land."—<I>Lady</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"She gave wholesale enjoyment to countless thousands, while she was +also one of the comparatively few popular authoresses who are in +themselves as good as the very best of their books."—<I>Glasgow Herald</I>. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS, Ltd., +<BR> +24 Bedford St., Strand, London, W.C. 2, & New York +</H4> + +<BR><BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +<I>BY FLORENCE L. BARCLAY</I> +</H4> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE ROSARY<BR> +THE MISTRESS OF SHENSTONE<BR> +THE FOLLOWING OF THE STAR<BR> +THROUGH THE POSTERN GATE<BR> +THE UPAS TREE<BR> +THE BROKEN HALO<BR> +THE WALL OF PARTITION<BR> +THE WHITE LADIES OF WORCESTER<BR> +RETURNED EMPTY<BR> +SHORTER WORKS<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +<I>BY ONE OF HER DAUGHTERS</I> +</H4> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE LIFE OF FLORENCE BARCLAY<BR> +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR><BR> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Through the Postern Gate, by Florence L. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Through the Postern Gate + A Romance in Seven Days + +Author: Florence L. Barclay + +Release Date: July 31, 2010 [EBook #33309] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THROUGH THE POSTERN GATE *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + +Through the Postern Gate + +_A ROMANCE IN SEVEN DAYS_ + + + +By + +Florence L. Barclay + + +Author of + + "The Rosary," "The Mistress of Shenstone," + "The Following of the Star," etc + + + +London and New York + +G. P. Putnam's Sons + +1912 + + + + +146_th Thousand_ + + + + _Made and Printed in Great Britain by + The Camelot Press Limited, + Southampton._ + + + + +TO + +MY MOTHER + + + + +Contents + + +THE FIRST DAY + +THE STORY OF LITTLE BOY BLUE + + +THE SECOND DAY + +MISS CHARTERIS TAKES CONTROL + + +THE THIRD DAY + +THE BOY INVADES THE KITCHEN + + +THE FOURTH DAY + +CHRISTOBEL SIGNS HER NAME + + +THE FIFTH DAY + +GUY CHELSEA TAKES CONTROL + + +THE SIXTH DAY + +MISS ANN HAS "_MUCH_ TO SAY" + + +AN INTERLUDE + +"AS A DREAM, WHEN ONE AWAKETH" + + +THE SEVENTH DAY + +THE STONE IS ROLLED AWAY + + + + +THE FIRST DAY + +THE STORY OF LITTLE BOY BUTE + +"But it was not your niece! It was always you I wanted," said the Boy. + +He lay back, in a deep wicker chair, under the old mulberry-tree. He +had taken the precaution of depositing his cup and saucer on the soft +turf beneath his chair, because he knew that, under the stress of +sudden emotion, china--especially the _best_ china--had a way of flying +off his knee. And there was no question as to the exquisite quality of +the china on the dainty tea-table over which Miss Christobel Charteris +presided. + +The Boy had watched her pouring the tea into those pretty rose-leaf +cups, nearly every afternoon during the golden two weeks just over. He +knew every movement of those firm white hands, so soft, yet so strong +and capable. + +The Boy used to stand beside her, ready to hand Mollie's cup, as +punctiliously as if a dozen girls had been sitting in the old garden, +waiting to be quickly served by the only man. + +The Boy enjoyed being the only man. Also he had quite charming +manners. He never allowed the passing of bread-and-butter to interfere +with the flow of conversation; yet the bread-and-butter was always +within reach at the precise moment you wanted it, though the Boy's +bright eyes were fixed just then in keenest interest on the person who +happened to be speaking, and not a point of the story, or a word of the +remark, was missed either by him or by you. + +He used to watch the Aunt's beautiful hands very closely; and at last, +every time he looked at them, his brown eyes kissed them. The Boy +thought this was a delightful secret known only to himself. But one +day, when he was bending over her, holding his own cup while she filled +it, the Aunt suddenly said: "Don't!" It was so startling and +unexpected, that the cup almost flew out of his hand. The Boy might +have said: "Don't _what_?" which would have put the Aunt in a +difficulty, because it would have been so very impossible to explain. +But he was too honest. He at once _didn't_, and felt a little shy for +five minutes; then recovered, and hugged himself with a fearful joy at +the thought that she had _known_ his eyes had kissed her dear beautiful +hands; then stole a look at her calm face, so completely unmoved in its +classic beauty, and thought he must have been mistaken; only--what on +earth else could she have said "Don't!" about, at that moment? + +But Mollie was there, then; so no explanations were possible. Now at +last, thank goodness, Mollie had gone, and his own seven days had +begun. This was the first day; and he was going to tell her +everything. There was absolutely nothing he would not be able to tell +her. The delight of this fairly swept the Boy off his feet. He had +kept on the curb so long; and he was not used to curbs of any kind. + +He lay back, his hands behind his head, and watched the Aunt's kind +face, through half-closed lids. His brown eyes were shining, but very +soft. When the Aunt looked at them, she quickly looked away. + +"How could you think the attraction would be gone?" he said. "It was +always you, I wanted, not your niece. Good heavens! How can you have +thought it was Mollie, when it was _you_--YOU, just only you, all the +time?" + +The Aunt raised her beautiful eyebrows and looked him straight in the +face. + +"Is this a proposal?" she asked, quietly. + +"Of course it is," said the Boy; "and jolly hard it has been, having to +wait two whole weeks to make it. I want you to marry me, Christobel. +I dare say you think me a cheeky young beggar to suggest it, point +blank. But I want you to give me seven days; and, in those seven days, +I am going to win you. Then it will seem to you, as it does to me, the +only possible thing to do." + +His brown eyes were wide open now; and the glory of the love shining +out from them dazzled her. She looked away. + +Then the swift colour swept over the face which all Cambridge +considered classic in its stern strong beauty, and she laughed; but +rather breathlessly. + +"You amazing boy!" she said. "Do you consider it right to take away a +person's breath, in this fashion? Or are you trying to be funny?" + +"I have no designs on your breath," said the Boy; "and it is my +misfortune, but not my fault, if I seem funny." Then he sat forward in +his chair, his elbows on his knees, and both brown hands held out +towards her. "I want you to understand, dear," he continued, +earnestly, "that I have said only a very little of all I have to say. +But I hope that little is to the point; and I jolly well mean it." + +The Aunt laughed again, and swung the toe of her neat brown shoe; a +habit she had, when trying to appear more at ease than she felt. + +"It is certainly to the point," she said. "There can be no possible +doubt about that. But are you aware, dear boy, that I have been +assiduously chaperoning you and my niece, during the past two weeks; +and watching, with the affectionate interest of a middle-aged relative, +the course of true love running with satisfactory and unusual +smoothness?" + +The Boy ignored the adjectives and innuendoes, and went straight to the +point. He always had a way of ignoring all side issues or carefully +introduced irrelevancy. It made him a difficult person to deal with, +if the principal weapon in your armoury was elaborate argument. + +"Why did you say 'Don't'?" asked the Boy. + +The Aunt fell at once into the unintentional trap. She dropped her +calmly amused manner and answered hurriedly, while again the swift +colour flooded her face: "Boy dear, I hardly know. It was something +you did, which, for a moment, I could not quite bear. Something passed +from you to me, too intimate, too sweet, to be quite right. I said +'Don't,' as involuntarily as one would say 'Don't' to a threatened +blow." + +"It wasn't a blow," said the Boy, tenderly. "It was a kiss. Every +time I looked at your dear beautiful hand, lifting the silver teapot, I +kissed it. Didn't you feel it was a kiss?" + +"No; I only felt it was unusual; something I could not understand; and +I did not like it. Therefore I said 'Don't.'" + +"But you admit it was sweet?" persisted the Boy. + +"Exactly," replied the Aunt; "quite incomprehensibly sweet. And I do +not like things I cannot comprehend; especially with amazing boys +about!" + +"Didn't you know it was love?" asked the Boy, softly. + +"No," replied the Aunt, emphatically; "most certainly, I did not." + +The Boy got up, and came and knelt beside the arm of her chair. + +"It was love," he said, his lips very close to the soft waves of her +hair. + +"Go back to your seat at once," said the Aunt, sternly. + +The Boy went. + +"And where does poor Mollie come in, in all this?" inquired the Aunt, +with some asperity. + +"Mollie?" said the Boy, complacently. "Oh, Mollie understood all +right. She loves Phil, you know; intends to stick to him, and knows +you will back her. The last part of the time, I brought her notes from +Phil, every day. Don't be angry, dear. You would have done it +yourself, if Mollie and Phil had got hold of you, and implored you to +be a go-between. You remember the day we invaded the kitchen to see +how Martha made those little puffy buns--you know--the explosives? You +pinch them in the middle, and they burst into hundreds and thousands of +little pieces. Jolly things for a stiff +stand-up-in-a-crowd-and-all-hold-your-own-cups kind of drawing-room +party; what we used to call 'a Perpendicular' in my Cambridge days. I +suppose they still keep up the name. Fancy those little buns exploding +all over the place; and when you try to pick up the fragments, they go +into simply millions of crumbs, between your agitated fingers and +anxious thumb!" + +The Boy slapped his knee in intense enjoyment, and momentarily lost the +thread of the conversation. The Aunt's mind was not sufficiently +detached to feel equal to a digression into peals of laughter over this +vision of the explosive buns. She wanted to find out how much Mollie +knew. When the Boy had finished rocking backwards and forwards in his +chair, she suggested, tentatively: "You went to the kitchen--?" + +"Oh, yes," said the Boy, recovering. "We went to the kitchen to watch +Martha make them, and to get the recipe. You see Mollie wanted them +for her father's clerical 'at homes.' Oh, I say--fancy! The +archdeacons and curates, the rectors and vicars, all standing in a +solemn crowd on the Bishop's best velvet-pile carpet; then Mollie, so +demure, handing round the innocent-looking little buns; and, hey +presto! the pinching begins, and the explosions, and the hopeless +attempts to gather up the fragments!" + +The Boy nearly went off again; but he suddenly realized that the Aunt +was not amused, and pulled himself together. + +"Well, we stopped on the way to the kitchen for mutual confidences. It +was not easy, bounded as we were by you on the one side, and Martha on +the other. We had to whisper. I dare say you thought we were kissing +behind the door, but we jolly well weren't! She told me about Phil; +and I told her--oh, I told her _something_ of what I am trying to tell +you. Just enough to make her understand; so that we could go ahead, +and play the game fair, all round. She was awfully glad, because she +said: 'I have long feared my dear beautiful Aunt would marry an +ichthyosaurus.' I asked her what the--what the--I mean, what on earth +the meaning of that was? And she said: 'An old fossil.'" + +Again the swift flush swept over the calm face. But this time the Aunt +went off, intentionally, on a side issue. + +"I have heard you say 'What the deuce' before now, Boy. But I am glad +you appear to realize, judging by your laboured efforts to suppress +them, that these expressions shock me." + +She looked at him, quizzically, through half-closed lids; but the Boy +was wholly earnest. + +"Well, you see," he said, "I am trying most awfully hard to be, in +every respect, just what you would wish the man who loves you should +be." + +"Oh, you dear boy," said Christobel Charteris, a flood of sudden +feeling softening her face; "I must make you understand that I cannot +possibly take you seriously. I shall have to tell you a story no one +has ever heard before; a tender little story of a long-ago past. I +must tell you the story of my Little Boy Blue. Wait here a few +moments, while I go indoors and give orders that we are not to be +disturbed." + +Rising, she passed up the lawn to the little white house. The Boy's +eyes followed her, noting with pride and delight the tall athletic +figure, fully developed, gracious in its ample lines, yet graceful in +the perfect swing of the well-poised walk. During all his college +years he had known that walk; admired that stately figure. He had been +in the set which called her "Juno" and "The Goddess"; which crowded to +the clubs if there was a chance of watching her play tennis. And now, +during two wonderful weeks, he had been admitted, a welcomed guest, to +this little old-world oasis, bounded by high red-brick walls, where she +dwelt and ruled. Quiet, sunny, happy hours he had spent in the hush of +the old garden, strolling up and down the long narrow velvet turf, +beneath the spreading trees, from the green postern gate in the +right-hand corner of the bottom wall, to the flight of stone steps +leading up to the garden-door of the little white house. + +The Boy knew, by now, exactly what he wanted. He wanted to marry +Christobel Charteris. + +He must have been rather a brave boy. He looked very youthful and slim +as he lay back in his chair, watching the stately proportions of the +woman on whom he had set his young heart; very slight and boyish, in +his silver-grey suit, with lavender tie, and buttonhole of violas. The +Boy was very particular about his ties and buttonholes. They always +matched. This afternoon, for the first time, he had arrived without a +buttonhole. In the surprise and pleasure of his unexpected appearance, +the Aunt had moved quickly down the sunlit lawn to meet and greet him. + +Mollie had departed, early that morning. Her final words at the +railway station, as her impish little face smiled farewell from the +window of her compartment, had been: "Mind, Auntie dear, no mistake +about Guy Chelsea! He's a charming fellow; and thank you ever so much +for giving me such a good time with him. But you can report to Papa, +that Guy Chelsea, _and_ his beautiful properties, _and_ his prospective +peerage, _and_ his fifty thousand a year, _and_ his motor-cars, _and_ +his flying-machines, are absolutely powerless to tempt me away from my +allegiance to Phil. Beside, it so happens, Guy himself is altogether +in love with SOME ONE ELSE." + +The train having begun to move at the words "You can report to Papa," +Mollie finished the remainder of the sentence in a screaming crescendo, +holding on to her hat with one hand, and waving a tiny lace +pocket-handkerchief, emphatically, with the other. Even then, the Aunt +lost most of the sentence, and disbelieved the rest. The atmosphere of +love had been so unmistakable during those two weeks; the superabundant +overflow had even reached herself more than once, with an almost +startling thrill of emotion. + +The Boy had been so full of vivid, glowing _joie-de-vivre_, radiating +fun and gaiety around him. + +In their sets of tennis, played on her own court across the lane at the +bottom of the garden, when she could beat him easily were he +handicapped by partnership with Mollie; but in genuine singles, when +Mollie had tactfully collapsed on to a seat and declared herself +exhausted, his swift agility counterbalanced her magnificent service, +and they were so evenly matched that each game proved a keen delight---- + +In the quiet teas beneath the mulberry tree, where the incomprehensible +atmosphere of unspoken tenderness gilded the light words and laughter, +as sunlight touches leaf and flower to gold---- + +At the cosy dinners, to which they sometimes asked him, sitting in the +garden afterwards in the moonlight; when he would tell them thrilling +tales of aviation, describing his initial flights, hairbreadth escapes; +the joys of rapid soaring; the dangers of cross-currents, broken +propellers, or twisted steering-gear---- + +On all these occasions, the Boy--with his enthusiasm, his fun, and his +fire--had been the life of the happy trio. + +During those evenings, in the moonlight, when he started off on +airships, one heart stood still very often while the Boy talked; but it +stood still, silently. It was Mollie who clasped her hands and +implored him never to fly again; then, in the next breath, begged him +to take her as a passenger, on the first possible occasion. + +Happy days! But Mollie was the attraction; therefore, with Mollie's +departure, they would naturally come to an end. + +The Boy had not asked if he might come again; and, for the moment, she +forgot that the Boy rarely asked for what he wanted. He usually took +it. + +She had a lonely luncheon; spent the afternoon over letters and +accounts, picking up the dull threads of things laid aside during the +gay holiday time. + +It was not the Professor's day for calling. She was alone until four. +Then she went out and sat under the mulberry. The garden was very +quiet. The birds' hour of silence was barely over. + +Jenkins, the butler, had been sent into the town, so Martha brought out +tea; as ample, as carefully arranged, as ever; and--cups for two! + +"Why two cups, Martha?" queried Miss Charteris, languidly. + +"Maybe there'll be a visitor," said Martha in grim prophetic tones. +Then her hard old face relaxed and creased into an unaccustomed smile. +"Maybe there is a visitor," she added, softly; for at that moment the +postern gate banged, and they saw the Boy coming up the garden, in a +shaft of sunlight. + +The Aunt walked quickly to meet him. His arrival was so unexpected; +and she had been so lonely, and so dull. + +"How nice of you," she said; "with the Attraction gone. But Martha +seems to have had a premonition of your coming. She has just brought +out tea, most suggestively arranged for two. How festive you are, Boy! +Why this wedding attire? Are you coming from, or going to, a function? +No? Then don't you want tennis after tea--a few good hard sets; just +we two, unhandicapped by our dear little Mollie?" + +"No," said the Boy; "talk, please, to-day; just we two, unhandicapped +by our dear little Mollie. Talk please; not tennis." + +He paused beside the border, full of mauve and purple flowers. "How +jolly those little what-d'-you-call-'ems look, in the sunshine," he +said. + +Then the Aunt noticed that he wore no buttonhole, and that his tie was +lavender. She picked four of her little violas, and pinned them into +his coat. + +"Boy dear," she said, "you are a dandy in the matter of ties and +buttonholes; only it is so essentially _you_, that one rather enjoys +it. But this is the first day I have known you to arrive without one, +and have need to fall back upon my garden." + +"It _is_ a first day," said the Boy, dropping into step with her, as +she moved toward the mulberry tree. "It starts a new regime, in the +matter of buttonholes, and--other things. I am going to have seven +days, and this is the first." + +"Really?" smiled the Aunt, amused at the Boy's intense seriousness. "I +am flattered that you should spend a portion of 'the first day' with +me. Let us have tea, and then you shall tell me why seven days; and +where you mean to pass them." + +The Boy was rather silent during tea. The Aunt, trying to read his +mind, thought at first that he regretted his flannels, and the chance +of tennis; then that he was missing Mollie. Whereupon the Aunt +repeated her remark that it was nice of him to come, now the Attraction +was no longer there. + +This gave him the cue for which he waited. His cup was empty, and +safely on the grass. The floodgates of the Boy's pent-up love and +longing burst open; the unforgettable words, "It was always you I +wanted," were spoken; and now he waited for her, under the mulberry +tree. She had something to tell him; but, whatever it might be, it +could not seriously affect the situation. _He_ had told _her_--that +was the great essential. He would win her in seven days. Already she +knew just what he wanted--a big step for the first day. He looked up, +and saw her coming. + +She had regained her usual calm. Her eyes were very kind. She smiled +at the Boy, gently. + +She took her seat in a low basket-work chair. He had leapt to his +feet. She motioned him to another, just opposite hers. She was +feeling rather queenly. Unconsciously her manner became somewhat +regal. The Boy enjoyed it. He knew he was bent upon winning a queen +among women. + +"I am going to tell you a story," she said. + +"Yes?" said the Boy. + +"It is about my Little Boy Blue." + +"Yes?" + +"_You_ were my Little Boy Blue." + +"I?" + +"Yes; twenty years ago." + +"Then I was six," said the Boy, quite unperturbed. + +"We were staying at Dovercourt, on the east coast. Our respective +families had known each other. I used to watch you playing on the +shore. You were a very tiny little boy." + +"I dare say I was quite a nice little boy," said the Boy, complacently. + +"Indeed you were; quite sweet. You wore white flannel knickers, and a +little blue coat." + +"I dare say it was quite a nice little coat," said the Boy, "and I hope +my womenfolk had the tact to call it a 'blazer.'" + +"It was a dear little coat--I should say 'blazer,'" said the Aunt; "and +I called you my 'Little Boy Blue.' You also had a blue flannel cap, +which you wore stuck on the back of your curls. I spoke to you twice, +Little Boy Blue." + +"Did you?" he said, and his brown eyes were tender. "Then no wonder I +feel I have loved you all my life." + +"Ah, but wait until you hear my story! The first time I spoke to you, +it happened thus. Your nurse sat high up on the beach, in the long +line of nurses, gossiping and doing needlework. You took your little +spade and bucket, and marched away, all by yourself, to a breakwater; +and there you built a splendid sand castle. I sat on the breakwater, +higher up, and watched you. You took immense pains; you overcame +stupendous difficulties; and every time your little cap fell off, you +picked it up, dusted off the sand with the sleeve of your little blue +coat, and stuck it on the back of your curly head again. You were very +sweet, Little Boy Blue. I can see you now." + +The Aunt paused, and let her eyes dwell upon the Boy in appreciative +retrospection. If he felt this something of an ordeal, he certainly +showed no signs of it. Not for a moment did his face lose its +expression of delighted interest. + +"Presently," continued the Aunt, "your castle and courtyard finished, +you made a little cannon in the centre of the courtyard, for defence. +Then you looked around for a cannon-ball. This was evidently a weighty +matter, and indeed it turned out to be such. You stood your spade +against the breakwater; placed your bucket beside it; readjusted your +little cap, and trotted off almost to the water's edge. Your +conception of the size of your castle and cannon must have become +magnified with every step of those small sturdy feet, for, arrived at +the water, you found a huge round stone nearly as large as your own +little head. This satisfied you completely, but you soon found you +could not carry it in your hands. You spent a moment in anxious +consideration. Then you took off your little blue coat, spread it upon +the sand, rolled the cannon-ball upon it, tied the sleeves around it, +picked up the hem and the collar, hoisted the heavy stone, and +proceeded slowly and with difficulty up the shore. Every moment it +seemed as if the stone must fall, and crush the bare toes of my Little +Boy Blue. So I flew to the rescue. + +"'Little Boy Blue,' I said, 'may I help you to carry your stone?' + +"You paused, and looked up at me. I doubt if you had breath to answer +while you were walking. Your little face was flushed and damp with +exertion; the blue cap was almost off; you had sand on your eyebrows, +and sand on your little straight nose. But you looked at me with an +expression of indomitable courage and pride, and you said: 'Fanks; but +I always does my own cawwying.' With that you started on, and I fell +behind--rebuffed!" + +"Surly little beast!" ejaculated the Boy. + +"Not at all," said the Aunt. "I won't have my Little Boy Blue called +names! He showed a fine independence of spirit. Now hear what +happened next. + +"Little Boy Blue had almost reached his castle, with his somewhat +large, but otherwise suitable, cannon-ball, when his nurse, glancing up +from her needlework, perceived him staggering along in his +shirt-sleeves, and also saw the use to which he was putting his flannel +coat. She threw aside the blue over-all she was making, rushed down +the shore, calling my Little Boy Blue every uncomplimentary compound +noun and adjective which entered her irate and flurried mind; seized +the precious stone, unwound the little jacket, flung the stone away, +shook out the sand and seaweed, and straightened the twisted sleeves. +Then she proceeded to shake the breath out of my Little Boy Blue's +already rather breathless little body; put on the coat, jerked him up +the shore, and plumped him down with his back to the sea and his +castle, to sit in disgrace and listen, while she told the assembled +nurses what a 'born _h_imp of _h_evil' he was! I could have slain that +woman! And I knew my little Boy Blue had no dear mother of his own. I +wanted to take him in my arms, smooth his tumbled curls, and comfort +him. And all this time he had not uttered a sound. He had just +explained to me that he always did his own carrying, and evidently he +had learned to bear his childish sorrows in silence. I watched the +little disconsolate blue back, usually so gaily erect, now round with +shame and woe. Then I bethought me of something I could do. I made +quite sure he was not peeping round. Then I went and found the chosen +stone, and it was heavy indeed! I carried it to the breakwater, and +deposited it carefully within the courtyard of the castle. Then I sat +down behind the breakwater, on the other side, and waited. I felt sure +Little Boy Blue would come back for his spade and bucket. + +"Presently the nurses grew tired of bullying him. The strength of his +quiet non-resistance proved greater than their superior numbers and +brute force. Also his intelligent little presence was, undoubtedly, a +check upon their gossip. So he was told he might go; I conclude, on +the understanding that he should 'be a good boy' and carry no more +'nasty heavy stones.' I saw him rise and shake the dust of the nurses' +circle off his little feet! Then he pushed back his curls, and, +without looking to the right or to the left, trotted straight to his +castle. I wondered he did not glance, however hopelessly, in the +supposed direction of the desired stone. But, no! He came gaily on; +and the light of a great expectation shone in his brown eyes. + +"When he reached the breakwater, and found his castle, there--safely in +the courtyard--reposed the mighty cannon-ball. He stood still a +moment, looking at it; and his cheeks went very pink. Then he pulled +off his little cap, and turned his radiant face up to the blue sky, +flecked with fleeting white clouds. And--'Fank de Lord,' said my +Little Boy Blue." + +There were unconcealed tears in the Aunt's kind eyes, and she +controlled her quiet voice with difficulty. But the glory of a great +gladness had come over the Boy. Without as yet explaining itself in +words, it rang in his voice and laughter. + +"I remember," he said. "Why, of course I remember! Not you, worse +luck; but being lugged up the shore, and fearing I had lost my +cannon-ball. And, you know, as quite a tiny chap, I had formed a habit +of praying about all my little wants and woes. I sometimes think, how +amused the angels must have been when my small petitions arrived. +There was a scarecrow, in a field, I prayed for, regularly, every +night, for weeks. I had been struck by the fact that it looked lonely. +Then I seriously upset the theology of the nursery, by passing through +a course of persistent and fervent prayer for Satan. It appeared as an +obvious logical conclusion to my infant mind: that if the person +who--according to nurse--spent all his time in going about making +everybody naughty, could himself become good, all naughtiness would +cease. Also, that anybody must be considered as 'past praying for,' +was an idea which nearly broke my small heart With rage and misery, +when it was first crudely forced upon me. I think the arch-fiend must +have turned away, silent and nonplussed, if he ever chanced to pass by, +while a very tiny boy was kneeling up in his crib, pleading with +tearful earnestness: 'Please God, bless poor old Satan; make him good +an' happy; an' take him back to heaven.' But it used to annoy nurse +considerably, when she came into the same prayer, with barely a comma +between." + +"Oh, my Little Boy Blue!" cried the Aunt. "Why was I not your mother!" + +"Thank goodness, you were not!" said the Boy, imperturbably. "I don't +want you for a mother, dear. I want you for my wife." + +"So you had prayed about the stone?" remarked the Aunt, hurriedly. + +"Yes. While seated there in disgrace, I said: 'Please God, let an +angel find my cannon-ball, which howwid old nurse fwowed away. An' let +the angel cawwy it safe to the courtyard of my castle.' And I was not +at all surprised to find it there; merely very glad. So you see, +Christobel, you were my guardian angel twenty years ago. No wonder I +feel I have known and loved you, all my life." + +"Wait until you hear the rest of my story, Little Boy Blue. But I can +testify that you were not surprised. Your brown eyes were simply +shining with faith and expectation, as you trotted down the shore. +But--who said you might call me 'Christobel'?" + +"No one," replied the Boy. "I thought of it myself. It seemed so +perfect to be able to say it on the first of my seven days. And, if +you consider, I have never called you 'Miss Charteris.' You always +seemed to me much too splendid to be 'Miss' anything. One might as +well say 'Miss Joan of Arc' or 'Miss Diana of the Ephesians.' But of +course I won't call you 'Christobel' if you would rather not." + +"You quite absurd boy!" said the Aunt, laughing. "Call me anything you +like--just for your seven days. But you have not yet told me the +meaning or significance of these seven days." + +The Boy sat forward, eagerly. + +"It's like this," he said. "I have always loved the story of how the +army of Israel marched round Jericho during seven days. It appeals to +me. The well-garrisoned, invincible city, with its high walls and +barred gates. The silent, determined army, marching round it, once +every day. Apparently nothing was happening; but, in reality, their +faith, enthusiasm, and will-power were undermining those mighty walls. +And on the seventh day, when they marched round seven times to the +blast of the priestly trumpets; at the seventh time, the ordeal of +silence was over; leave was given to the great silent host to shout. +So the rams' horns sounded a louder blast than ever; and then, with all +the pent-up enthusiasm born of those seven days of silent marching, the +people shouted! Down fell the walls of Jericho, and up the conquerors +went, right into the heart of the citadel.... _I_ am prepared to march +round in silence, during seven days; but on the seventh day, Jericho +will be taken." + +"_I_ being Jericho, I conclude," remarked the Aunt, dryly. "I cannot +say I have particularly noticed the silence. But that part of the +programme would be decidedly dull; so we will omit it, and say, from +the first: 'little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn!'" + +"I shall blow it all right, on the seventh day," said the Boy, "and +when I do, you will hear it." + +He got up, came across, and knelt by the arm of her chair. + +"I shall walk right up into the heart of the citadel," he said, "when +the gates fly open, and the walls fall down; and there I shall find +you, my Queen; and together we shall 'inherit the kingdom.' O dear +unconquered Citadel! O beautiful, golden kingdom! Don't you wish it +was the seventh day _now_, Christobel?" + +His mouth looked so sweet, as he bent over her and said "Christo_bel_," +with a queer little accent on the final syllable, that the Aunt felt +momentarily dizzy. + +"Go back to your chair, at once, Boy," she whispered. + +And he went. + +Neither spoke a word, for some minutes. The Boy lay back, watching the +mysterious moving of the mulberry leaves. The triumphant happiness in +his face was a rather breathless thing to see. It made you want to +hear a great orchestra burst into the Hallelujah Chorus. + +The Aunt watched the Boy, and wondered whether she must tell him about +the Professor, before the seventh day; and what he would say, when she +did tell him; and how Jericho would feel when the army of Israel, with +silent trumpets and banners drooping, marched disconsolate away, +leaving its walls still standing; its gates still barred. Poor walls, +supposed to be so mighty! Already they were trembling. If the Boy had +not been so chivalrously obedient, he could have broken into the +citadel, five minutes ago. Did he know? .... She looked at his +radiant face.... Yes; he knew. There were not many things the Boy did +not know. She must not allow the seven days, even though she could +absolutely trust his obedience and his chivalry. She must tell him the +rest of the story, and send him away to-day. Poor invading army, shorn +of its glad triumph! Poor Jericho, left desolate! It was decidedly +unusual to be compared to Jericho, and Diana of the Ephesians, and Joan +of Arc, all in the same conversation; and it was rather funny to enjoy +it. But then most things which happened by reason of the Boy _were_ +funny and unusual. He would always come marching 'as an army with +banners.' The Professor would drive up to Jericho in a fly, and knock +a decorous rat-tat on the gate. Would the walls tremble at that knock? +Alas, alas! They had never trembled yet. Would they ever tremble +again, save for the march-past of the Boy? Would the gates ever really +fly open, except to the horn-blast of little Boy Blue? ... The Aunt +dared not think any longer. She felt she must take refuge in immediate +action. + +"Boy dear," she said, in her most maternal voice, "come down from the +clouds, and listen to me. I want to tell you the rest of the story of +my Little Boy Blue." + +He sprang up, and came and sat on the grass at her feet. All the Boy's +movements were so bewilderingly sudden. They were over and done, +before you had time to consider whether or no you intended to allow +them. But this new move was quite satisfactory. He looked less big +and manly, down on the grass; and she _really_ felt maternal, with his +curly head so close to her knee. She even ventured to put out a cool +motherly hand and smooth the hair back from his forehead, as she began +to speak. She had intended to touch it only once--just to accentuate +the fact of her motherliness--but it was the sort of soft thick hair +which seemed meant for the gentle passing through it of a woman's +fingers. And the Boy seemed to like it, for he gave one long sigh of +content, and leaned his head against her knee. + +"Now I must tell you," said the Aunt, "of the only other time when I +ventured to speak to my Little Boy Blue. He had come to his favourite +place beside the breakwater. The tide had long ago swept away castle, +courtyard, and cannon; but the cannon-ball was still there. It partook +of the nature of 'things that remain.' Heavy stones usually do! When I +peeped over the breakwater, Little Boy Blue was sitting on the sand. +His sturdy legs were spread wide. His bare toes looked like ten little +pink sea-shells. Between his small brown knees, he had planted his +bucket. His right hand wielded a wooden spade, on the handle of which +was writ large, in blue pencil: _Master Guy Chelsea_. He was bent upon +filling his bucket with sand. But the spade being long, and the bucket +too close to him--(Boy, leave my shoe alone! It does not require +attention)--most of the sand missed the bucket, and went over himself. +I heard him sigh rather wearily, and say 'Blow!' in a tired little +voice. I leaned over the breakwater. 'Little Boy Blue,' I said, 'may +I play with you, and help you to fill your bucket with sand?' + +"Little Boy Blue looked up. His curls, his eyebrows, his long dark +eyelashes were full of sand. There was sand on his little straight +nose. But no amount of sand could detract from the dignity of his +little face, or weaken its stern decision. He laid down his spade, put +up a damp little hand, and, lifting his blue cap to me, said: 'Fanks; +but I don't like girls.' Oh, Master Guy Chelsea, how you snubbed me!" + +The Boy's broad shoulders shook with laughter, but he captured the hand +still smoothing his hair; and, drawing it down to his lips, kissed it +gently, back and palm, and then each finger. + +"Poor kind-hearted, well-meaning little girl," he said. "But she must +admit, little girls of seven are not always attractive to small boys of +six." + +"I was not seven," said the Aunt, with portentous emphasis. "Leave go +of my hand, Boy, and listen. _When you were six, I was sixteen_." + +This bomb of the Aunt's was received with a moment's respectful +silence, as befitted the discharge of her principal field-piece. Then +the Boy's gay voice said: + +"And what of that, dear? When I was six, you were sixteen. When I was +twenty, you were twenty-nine----" + +"Thirty, Boy; thirty! Be accurate. And now--you are twenty-six, and I +am getting on towards forty----" + +"Thirty-six, dear, thirty-six! Be accurate!" pleaded the Boy. + +"And when you are forty, I shall be fifty; and when you are fifty, +Boy--only fifty; a man is in his prime at fifty--I shall be sixty." + +"And when I am eighty," said the Boy, "you will be ninety--an old lady +is in her prime at ninety. What a charming old couple we shall be! I +wonder if we shall still play tennis. I think quite the jolliest thing +to do, when we are very _very_ old--quite decrepit, you know--will be +to stay at Folkestone, and hire two bath-chairs, with nice active old +men to draw them; ancient, of course, but they would seem young +compared to us; and then make them race on the Leas, a five-pound note +to the winner, to insure them really galloping. We would start at the +most crowded time, when the band was playing, and race in and out among +lots of other bath-chairs going slowly, and simply terrified at us. +Let's be sure and remember to do it, Christobel, sixty years from +to-day. Have you a pocket-book? I shall be a gay young person of +eighty-six, and you----" + +"Boy dear," she said, bending over him, with a catch in her voice; "you +_must_ be serious and listen. When I have said that which I must say, +you will understand directly that it is no use having your seven days. +It will be better and wiser to raise the siege at once, and march away. +Listen! ... Hush, stay perfectly still. No; I can say what I am going +to say more easily if you don't look at me.... Please, Boy; +_please_.... I told you my 'Little Boy Blue stories' to make you +realize how very much older I am than you. I was practically grown up, +when you were still a dear delightful baby. I could have picked you up +in my arms and carried you about. Oh, _cannot_ you see that, however +much I loved him--perhaps I should rather say: just _because_ I love +him, because I have always wanted to help him carry his heavy stones; +make the best of his life, and accomplish manfully the tasks he sets +himself to do--I could not possibly marry my Little Boy Blue? I could +not, oh I _could_ not, let him tie his youth and brightness to a woman, +staid and middle-aged, who might almost be his mother!" + +The earnest, anxious voice, eager in its determined insistence, ceased. + +The Boy sat very still, his head bent forward, his brown hands clasping +his knees. Then suddenly he knelt up beside her, leaned over the arm +of her chair, and looked into her eyes. There was in his face such a +tender reverence of adoration, that the Aunt knew she need not be +afraid to have him so near. This was holy ground. She put from off +her feet the shoes of doubt and distrust; waiting, in perfect calmness, +to hear what he had to say. + +"Dear," murmured the Boy, tenderly, "your little stories might possibly +have had the effect you intended--specially the place where you paused +and gazed at me as if you saw me still with sand upon my nose, and ten +pink toes like sea-shells! That was calculated to make any chap feel +youngish, and a bit shy. Wasn't it? Yes; they might have told the way +you meant, were it not for one dear sentence which overshadows all the +rest. You said just now: 'I knew my little Boy Blue had no mother. I +wanted to take him in my arms, smooth his curls, and comfort him.' +Christobel, that dear wish of yours was a gift you then gave to your +Little Boy Blue. You can't take it away now, because he has grown +bigger. He still has no mother, no sisters, no near relations in the +world. That all holds good. Can you refuse him the haven, the help, +the comfort you would have given him then, now--when at last he is old +enough to know and understand; to turn to them, in grateful worship and +wonder? Would you have me marry a girl as feather-brained, as +harum-scarum, as silly as I often am myself? You suggest Mollie; but +the Boy Blue of to-day agrees with his small wise self of twenty years +ago and says: 'Fanks, but I don't like girls!' Oh, Christobel, I want +a woman's love, a woman's arms, a woman's understanding tenderness! +You said, just now, you wished you had been my mother. Does not the +love of the sort of wife a fellow really wants, have a lot of the +mother in it too? I've been filled with such a glory, Christobel, +since you admitted what you felt for your Little Boy Blue because I +seemed to know, somehow, that having once felt it, though the feeling +may have gone to sleep, you could never put it quite away. But, if +your Little Boy Blue came back, from the other end of the world, and +wanted you----" + +The Boy stopped suddenly, struck dumb by the look on the beautiful face +beneath his. He saw it pale to absolute whiteness, while the dear firm +lips faltered and trembled. He saw the startled pain leap into the +eyes. He did not understand the cause of her emotion, or know that he +had wakened in that strongly repressed nature the desperate hunger for +motherhood, possible only to woman at the finest and best. + +She realized now why she had never forgotten her Little Boy Blue of the +Dovercourt sands. He, in his baby beauty and sweetness, had wakened +the embryo mother in the warm-hearted girl of sixteen. And now he had +come back, in the full strength of his young manhood, overflowing with +passionate ideality and romance, to teach the lonely woman of +thirty-six the true sweet meaning of love and of wifehood. + +Her heart seemed to turn to marble and cease beating. She felt +helpless in her pain. Only the touch of her Little Boy Blue, or of +baby Boy Blues so like him, that they must have come trotting down the +sands of life straight from the heaven of his love and hers, could ever +still this ache at her bosom. + +She looked helplessly up into his longing, glowing, boyish face--so +sweet, so young, so beautiful. + +Should she put up her arms and draw it to her breast? + +She had given no actual promise to the Professor. She had not +mentioned him to the Boy. + +Ah, dear God! If one had waited twelve long years for a thing which +was to prove but an empty husk after all! In order not to fail the +possible expectations of another, had she any right to lay such a heavy +burden of disappointment upon her little Boy Blue? And, if she _must_ +do so, how could she best help him to bear it? + +"Fanks," came a brave little voice, with almost startling distinctness, +across the shore of memory; "Fanks, but I always does my own cawwying." + +At last she found her voice. + +"Boy dear," she said, gently; "please go now. I am tired." + +Then she shut her eyes. + +In a few seconds she heard the gate close, and knew the garden was +empty. + +Tears slipped from between the closed lids, and coursed slowly down her +cheeks. The only right way is apt to be a way of such pain at the +moment, that even those souls possessing clearest vision and endowed +with strongest faith, are unable to hear the golden clarion-call, +sounding amid the din of present conflict: "Through much tribulation, +enter into the kingdom." + +Thus hopeless tears fell in the old garden. + + * * * * * + +And Martha, the elderly housekeeper, faithful but curious, let fall the +lath of the green Venetian blind covering the storeroom window, through +which she had permitted herself to peep. As the postern gate closed on +the erect figure of the Boy, she dropped the blind and turned away, an +unwonted tear running down the furrows of her hard old face. + +"Lord love 'im!" she said. "He'll get what he wants in time. There's +not a woman walks this earth as couldn't never refuse _'im_ nothing." + +With which startling array of negatives, old Martha compiled one +supreme positive in favour of the Boy, leaving altogether out of +account--alas!--the Professor. + +Then she wiped her eyes with her apron, and chid her nose harshly for +an unexpected display of sentiment. + + * * * * * + +And the Boy tramped back to his hotel with his soul full of glory, +knowing his first march round had been to some purpose. The walls of +the beloved Citadel had trembled indeed. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the first day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE SECOND DAY + +MISS CHARTERIS TAKES CONTROL + +The Boy arrived in flannels, his racket under his arm. He came in, as +usual, through the little green gate in the red-brick fruit-wall at the +bottom of the garden. From the first, he had taken this privilege, +which as a matter of fact had never been accorded to anybody. + +The Professor always entered by the front door, placed his umbrella in +the stand, wet or shine; left his goloshes on the mat: hung up his cap +and gown, and followed Jenkins into the drawing-room. Though he had +called regularly, twice a week, during the last dozen years--first on +his old friend and tutor, Professor Charteris; after his death, on his +widow and daughter; and, when Miss Charteris was left alone, on herself +only--he never failed to knock and ring; nor did he ever enter +unannounced. + +The Boy had dashed in at the garden gate on the occasion of his second +visit, and appeared to consider that he had thus created a precedent +which should always be followed. + +Once, and once only--on her thirtieth birthday--the Professor had +brought Miss Charteris a bouquet; but, being very absent-minded, he +deposited the bouquet on the mat, and advanced into the drawing-room +carrying his goloshes in his left hand. Having shaken hands with his +right, he vaguely presented the goloshes. Miss Charteris, never at a +loss where her friends were concerned, took the Professor's goloshes +from his hand, carried them out into the hall, found the bouquet on the +mat, and saved the situation by putting the flowers in water, and +thanking the Professor with somewhat more hilarity than the ordinary +presentation of a bouquet would have called forth. + +But to return to the second day. The Boy arrived in flannels, and tea +was a merry meal. The Boy wanted particulars concerning the marriage, +which had taken place a year or so before, between Martha--maid of +thirty years' standing, now acting as cook-housekeeper to Miss +Charteris--and Jenkins, the butler. The Boy wanted to know which +proposed, Jenkins or Martha; in what terms they announced the fact of +their engagement, to Miss Charteris; whether Jenkins ever "bucked up +and looked like a bridegroom," and whether Martha wore orange-blossom +and a wedding veil. He extorted the admission that Christobel had been +present at the wedding, and insisted on a detailed account; over which, +when given at last, he slapped his knee so often, and went into such +peals of laughter, that Miss Charteris glanced anxiously towards the +kitchen and pantry windows, which unfortunately looked out on the +garden. + +The Boy expatiated on his enthusiastic admiration for Martha; but at +the same time was jolly well certain he would have bolted when it came +to "I, Martha, take thee, Jenkins," had he stood in the latter's shoes. +Miss Charteris did not dare admit, that as a matter of fact the +sentence had been: "I, Martha, take thee, Noah." That the meek Jenkins +should possess so historical and patriarchal a name, would completely +have finished the Boy, who was already taking considerable risks by +combining much laughter with an unusually large number of explosive +buns. + +The Boy would have it, that, excepting in the role of bride and +subsequent conjugal owner and disciplinarian, Martha was perfect. + +Miss Charteris admitted Martha's unrivalled excellence as a cook, her +economy in management, and fidelity of heart. But Martha had a temper. +Also, though undoubtedly a superficial fault, yet trying to the +artistic eye of Miss Charteris, Martha's hair was apt to be dishevelled +and untidy. + +"It _is_ a bit wispy," admitted the Boy, reluctantly. "Why don't you +tell her so?" + +Miss Charteris smiled. "Boy dear, I daren't! It would be as much as +my place is worth, to make a personal observation to Martha!" + +"I'll tell her for you, if you like," said the Boy, coolly. + +"If you do," warned Miss Charteris, "it will be the very last remark +you will ever make in Martha's kitchen, Boy." + +"Oh, there are _ways of telling_," said the Boy, airily; and pinched an +explosive bun. + +After tea they took their rackets and strolled down the lawn, pausing a +moment while she chose him a buttonhole. The tie was orange on this +second day, and she gathered the opening bud of a William Allen +Richardson rose. She smiled into its golden heart as she pinned it in +his white flannel coat. Somehow it brought a flash of remembrance of +the golden heart of Little Boy Blue, who could not bear that any one +should be past praying for, or that even a scarecrow should seem lonely. + +They crossed the lane and entered the paddock; tightened the net on the +tennis-court; chose out half a dozen brand-new balls, and settled down +to fast and furious singles. + +Miss Charteris played as well as she had ever played in her life; but +the Boy was off his service, and she beat him six to four. Next time, +he pulled off 'games all,' but lost the set; then was beaten, three to +six. + +Miss Charteris was glowing with the exercise, and the consciousness of +being in great form. + +"Boy dear!" she called, as she played the winning stroke of the third +set, "I'm afraid you're lazy to-day!" + +The Boy walked up to the net, and looked at her through his racket. + +"I'm not lazy," he said; "but I'm on the wrong side of Jordan. This +sort of thing is waste of time. I want to go over, and start marching." + +"Don't be absurd, Boy. I prefer _this_ side Jordan, thank you; and you +shall stay here until you beat me." + +The Boy won the next set. + + * * * * * + +It was deliciously cool and quiet under the mulberry-tree. + +The Boy was quite subdued--for him. He seemed inclined to do his +marching in silence, on this second day. + +Miss Charteris felt her mental balance restored. She held the reins +to-day, and began considering how to deal wisely with the Boy. So much +depended upon how she managed him. + +At length she said: "Boy, when you were at Trinity, I often used to see +you. I knew you were my Little Boy Blue of all those years ago. I +used to feel inclined to send for you, talk to you for your good, and +urge you to set to, and do great things; but I remembered the stone, +and the bucket; and I did not want to let myself in for a third +snubbing." + +The Boy smiled. "Did you think me a lazy beggar?" he asked. "I wasn't +really, you know. I did quite a good deal of all kinds of things. But +I didn't want to get played out. I wanted to do things all the rest of +my life. Fellows who grind at college and come out Senior Wranglers, +begin and end there. You don't hear of 'em again." + +"I see," said Miss Charteris, amusement in her eyes. "So you felt it +wisest to avoid being Senior Wrangler?" + +"Just so," said the Boy. "I was content with a fairly respectable B.A. +and I hope you saw me take it. How rotten it is, going up in a bunch, +all hanging on to an old chap's fingers." + +"Boy, Boy! I know all about you! You wasted golden opportunities; you +declined to use your excellent abilities; you gave the authorities an +anxious time. You were so disgracefully popular, that everybody +thought your example the finest thing to follow, and you were more or +less responsible for every lark and row which took place during your +time." + +The Boy did not smile. He looked at her, with a quaint, innocent +seriousness, which made her feel almost uncomfortable. + +"Dear," he said, "I had plenty of money, and heaps of friends, and I +wanted to have a good time. Also I wanted all the other fellows to +have a good time; and I enjoyed getting the better of all the old +fogies who had forgotten what youth was like--if they'd ever known it. +And I had no mother to ask me questions, and no sisters to turn up at +my rooms unexpectedly. But I can tell you this, Christobel. I hope to +be married soon; and I hope to marry a woman so sweet and noble and +pure, that her very presence tests a man's every thought, feeling, and +memory. And I can honestly look into your dear eyes and say: My wife +will be welcome to know every detail of every prank I ever played in +Cambridge; nor is there a thing in those three years I need feel +ashamed of her knowing. There! Will that do?" + +Miss Charteris threw out a deprecatory hand. "Oh, Boy dear!" she said. +"I never doubted that. My Little Boy Blue, don't I know you? But I +cannot let you talk as if you owe me any explanations. How curious to +think I saw you so often during those years, yet we never actually met." + +The Boy smiled. "Yes," he said, "we were all awfully proud of you, you +know. What was it you took at Girton?" + +Miss Charteris mentioned, modestly, the highest honours in classics as +yet taken by a woman. The Boy had often heard it before. But he +listened with bated breath. + +"Yes," he said, "we were awfully proud of it, because of your tennis, +and because of you being--well, just _you_. If you had been a +round-shouldered little person in a placket, we should have taken it +differently. We always called you 'The Goddess,' because of your +splendid walk. Did you know?" + +"No, Boy, I did not know; but I confess to feeling immensely flattered. +Only, take a friend's advice, and avoid conversational allusions to +plackets, because you are obviously ignorant of the meaning of the +word. And now, tell me? Having successfully escaped so serious a +drawback to future greatness as becoming Senior Wrangler, on what +definite enterprise have you embarked?" + +"Flying," said the Boy, sitting forward in his chair. "I am going to +break every record. I am going to fly higher, farther, faster, than +any man has ever flown before. This week, if I had not stayed on +here--you know originally I came up only for the 'May week'--I was to +have done a Channel flight. Ah, you don't know what it means, to own +three flying-machines, all of different make, and each the best of its +kind! You feel you own the world! And then to climb into your seat +and go whirling away, with the wonderful hum in your ears, mastering +the air--the hitherto invincible air. May I tell you what I am going +to do for my next fly? Start from the high ground between Dover and +Folkestone; fly over the Channel; circle round Boulogne Cathedral--you +remember the high dome, rising out of the old town surrounded by the +ramparts? Then back across the Channel, and to ground again at +Folkestone; all in one flight; and I hope to do it in record time, if +winds are right." + +"And if winds are wrong, Boy? If you rush out and take the horrid +risks of the cross-currents you told us about? If something happens to +your propeller, and you fall headlong into the sea?" + +"Oh, it's all U P then," said the Boy, lightly. "But one never expects +that sort of thing to happen; and when it does, all is over so quickly +that there is no time for anticipation. Beside, there must be +pioneers. Every good life given, advances the cause." + +Christobel Charteris looked at him. His was not the terrible, +unmistakable, relentless face of the bird-man. He was brilliant with +enthusiasm, but it was the enthusiasm of the sportsman, keen to excel; +of Young England, dauntless, fearless, eager to break records. The +spirit of the true bird-man had not, as yet, entered into her Little +Boy Blue. + +She pressed her hand upon her bosom. It ached still. + +"Boy dear," she said, softly. "Has it ever struck you that, if you +marry, your wife--whoever she might be--would most probably want you to +give up flying? I cannot imagine a woman being able to bear that a man +who was her _all_, should do these things." + +The Boy never turned a hair! He did not bound in his seat. He did not +even look at her. + +"Why, of course, dear," he said, "if you wished it, I should give up +flying, like a shot, and sell my aeroplanes. I know plenty of chaps +who would like to buy them to-morrow. And I'll tell you what we would +do. We'd buy the biggest, most powerful motor-car we could get, and +we'd tear all over the country, exceeding the speed-limit, and doing +everything jolly we could think of. That would be every bit as good as +flying, if--if we did it together. I say, Christobel--do you know how +to make a sentence of 'together'? Just three words: _to get her_! +That's what 'together' spells for me now." + +Miss Charteris smiled. "You might have taken honours in spelling, Boy. +And I am not the sort of person who enjoys exceeding speed-limits. +Also I am afraid I have a troublesome habit of always wanting to stop +and see all there is to see." + +But the Boy was infinitely accommodating. "Oh, we wouldn't exceed the +speed-limit--much. And we would stop everywhere, and see everything. +You should breakfast in London; lunch at the Old White Horse, Mr. +Pickwick's inn at Ipswich; have tea at the Maid's Head, beneath the +shadow of Norwich Cathedral, where you could wash your hands in Queen +Elizabeth's fusty old bedroom--what a lot of bedrooms Queen Elizabeth +slept in, and made them all fusty--and have time to show me Little Boy +Blue's breakwater at Dovercourt, before dinner. There's nothing like +motoring!" + +"It sounds interesting, certainly," said Miss Charteris. + +"And then," continued the Boy, in a calm business-like voice, "it's +less expensive than flying. You run through fifty thousand a year in +no time with aeroplanes. And of course we should want to open both my +places. I'm awfully glad I didn't let the tenants in the old home +renew their lease. As it is, they turn out in three months. Oh, I +say, Christobel, I do believe it is a setting worthy of you. Have you +ever seen it? The great hall, the old pictures, the oak staircase--I +once rode down it on my rocking-horse and came to utter smash. And +outside--the park, the lake, the beech avenue, the rose-garden, the +peacocks. And a funny little old village belongs to us. Think how the +people must want looking after. I believe you would like it all--I +really believe you would! And think, ah, just think what it would be +to me, to see my own splendid wife, queen over everything in my dear +jolly old home! Hullo!--Hark to all the clocks! What is that +striking? Seven? Oh, I say! I'm dining with the Master to-night. I +must rush off, and change. Though I was such a bad lot, they all seem +quite pleased to see me again. Really they do! Have I stayed too +long? ... Sure? ... May I come to-morrow? ... You _are_ most awfully +good to me. Good-bye." + +And the Boy was gone. He had held her hand, in a firm, strong clasp, a +second longer than the conventional handshake; his clear eyes, exactly +on a level with hers, had looked at her gravely, wistfully, tenderly; +and he was gone. + +She walked slowly up the lawn. She must write a few letters before +post time; then dress for her solitary dinner. + +She felt a little flat; quite without cause. What could have been more +satisfactory, in every way, than the Boy's visit; in spite of his +absurd castles in the air? These must be tactfully demolished +to-morrow. To-day, it was wisest just to let him talk. + +Poor Little Boy Blue! Instead of the walls of Jericho falling, his own +castles in the air would come tumbling about his ears. Poor Little Boy +Blue! + +She felt she had been completely mistress of the situation to-day, +holding it exactly as she wished it to be. There was no need to fear +the remaining days. + +And when the seven days were over--what then? ... She certainly felt +very flat this evening. How suddenly the Boy had gone! There was +still so much she wanted to say to him.... And to-morrow was the +Professor's afternoon. Mercifully, he never stayed later than four +o'clock. It was to be hoped the Boy would not turn up early! But +there was never any knowing what the Boy would do. + +She smiled as she mounted the flight of stone steps, and passed into +the house. + + * * * * * + +And, outside the postern gate, the Boy threw up his cap, and caught it; +then started off and sprinted a hundred yards; then, turning aside, +leapt a five-barred gate, and made off across the fields. When he +pulled up at last, in his own bedroom, he had just time to tub, shave, +and wrestle with his evening clothes. He communed with himself in the +few moments of enforced stillness, while he mastered his tie. + +"That was all right," he said. "I jolly well worked _that_ all right! +There was nothing to frighten her to-day--not a thing. Dear lips! +They never trembled once; and no more turning faint. And, my Goody, +how she lectured me! I wonder who's been telling her what. I know why +she did it too. She wanted to feel quite sure she was bossing the +show. And so she was, bless her! But I marched round! Yes, I jolly +well marched round.... Oh, I say! Can't you stop where I put you?" +This, to his tie. + +Then, with _her_ golden rose in his button-hole, fastened by _the_ pin +from his flannel coat, off went the Boy to dine with the Master of his +college. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the second day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE THIRD DAY + +THE BOY INVADES THE KITCHEN + +The Boy sat on a corner of the kitchen table, swinging a loose leg, and +watching Martha make hot buttered-toast. + +He had arrived early, and, finding no one in the garden, had entered +the house by the garden-door, to pursue investigations upstairs. + +On the mat in the hall he saw a pair of goloshes; in the +umbrella-stand, a very large, badly-rolled umbrella; hanging on a peg +near by, a professor's cap and gown. + +The Boy stood stock still in the middle of the little hall, and looked +at the goloshes. + +Then from the drawing-room, through the closed door, came the voice of +Miss Charteris--full, clear, measured, melodious--reading Greek tragedy. + + _errois anaides, en tachei neania_ + +declaimed Miss Charteris; and the Boy fled. + +Arrived in the kitchen, he persuaded Martha that cigarette smoke was +fatal to black-beetles. He went about, blowing fragrant clouds into +every possible crack and cranny. Martha watched him, out of the corner +of her eye, crawling along under the dresser in his immaculate white +flannels, and Martha blessed her stars that her kitchen floor was so +spotlessly clean. Only this morning she had remarked to Jenkins that +he could very well eat his dinner off the boards. Mercifully, +Jenkins--tiresome man though he usually was--had not taken this +literally; or he might have made the floor less fit for the Boy's +perambulations. + +Having taken all this trouble in order to establish his unquestioned +right to smoke in Martha's kitchen, and to pose as a public benefactor +while so doing, the Boy seated himself on the edge of the table, +exactly behind Martha; lighted a fresh "Zenith," and prepared to enjoy +himself. + +Martha glanced nervously at the smoke, issuing from cracks and holes on +all sides. It gave her a feeling that the house was on fire. Of +course she knew it was not; but to _feel_ the house is on fire, is only +one degree less alarming than to _know_ it is. However, beetles are +nasty things; and the condescending kindness and regard for Martha's +personal comfort, which crawled about after them in white flannels, was +gratifying to a degree. + +So Martha turned and gave the Boy one of her unusual smiles. He was +very intently blowing rings--"bubbles" Martha called them afterwards, +when explaining them to Jenkins; but that was Martha's mistake. They +were smoke rings. It was one of the Boy's special accomplishments. He +was an expert at blowing rings. + +Presently:--"Martha, my duck--" he said suddenly. + +Martha jumped. "Bless us, Mr. Guy! What a name!" + +"What's the matter with it?" inquired the Boy, innocently. "I consider +it a very nice name, and scriptural." + +"Oh, I didn't mean m' own name," explained Martha, more flushed than +the warmth of the fire warranted. "Not but what m' godfathers and +godmothers might well 'ave chosen me a better." + +"Oh, don't blame them, overmuch, Martha," said the Boy, earnestly. +"You see their choice was limited. If you study your catechism you +will find that it had to be 'N' or 'M'--'Naomi' or 'Martha.' Even at +that early age, they thought you favoured 'Martha' rather than 'Naomi'; +so they named you 'Martha.'" + +"Well I never!" exclaimed Mrs. Jenkins. "'N' or 'M'! So it is! Now I +never noticed _that_ before. We live and learn! And Jenkins--silly +man--'as always bin annoyed that they named 'im 'Noah.' But how about +when _you_ was christened, Mr. Guy?" + +"Oh," explained the Boy, with a wave of his cigarette, "I was +christened a bit later than you, Martha; and, by that time, Parliament +had sat in solemn convocation, and had brought in a Bill to the effect +that all needless and vexatious limitations and restrictions in the +Prayer Book might for the future be disregarded. The first to go was +'N' or 'M.'" + +"Well, I never!" said Martha. "I wish they'd ha' done it afore _my_ +time." + +"You see," expounded the Boy, who was enjoying himself vastly, and +getting the conjunction of the goloshes and the Greek play off his +mind; "you see, Martha, those progressive Bills, intimately affecting +the whole community, of vital importance to the nation at large, are +always blocked by the House of Lords. If the Commons could have had +their own way, you might have been named 'Lucy' or 'Clara.'" + +"I don't incline to 'Lucy' or 'Clara,' sir," said Mrs. Jenkins, +decidedly; "being, as they always strikes me, sickly story-book sort of +names; but I _do_ like justice and a free country! I always have felt +doubtful o' them Lords, since I listened to my married niece's husband, +a very respectable journeyman tailor but mostly out of work; and if +it's _their_ doing that I'm 'Martha,' well, _I_ shall know what to do +with Jenkins's vote--that's all!" + +The Boy slapped his leg and rocked. "Martha, you ought to be put up to +speak at political meetings. That's the whole thing in a nutshell: +cause, effect, results, arguments, everything! Oh, my wig!--Yes, they +are a lot of old stick-in-the-muds in the Upper House, aren't they?" +pursued the Boy--who had had a long line of dignified ancestors in that +much abused place; had an uncle there at the present moment, and was +more than likely eventually to have to sit there himself--"a rotten lot +of old stick-in-the-muds, Martha; but I think they did well by you. +I'd give them the benefit of Jenkins's vote. I really would. I am +glad they chose 'M,' not 'N.' Naomi was a widow and dismal. She never +made the smallest effort to buck up. But Martha was a nice person; a +bit flurried perhaps, and hot-tempered; but well up in cooking, and +keen on it. I like Martha." + +The Boy sat and meditated. Why did she read Greek plays with a person +who left goloshes on the mat, and brought out an ancient umbrella with +a waist, on an absolutely cloudless day? + +"It wasn't m' own name surprised me, Mr. Guy, sir," remarked Martha, +coyly; "it was the name you was pleased to _h_add." + +The Boy pulled himself together. "Eh, what? Oh, 'Martha, my duck'? I +see. I hope you don't mind, Martha. It seemed to me rather a suitable +and pretty addition to 'Martha.' You see, yours is a name which cannot +be shortened when one feels affectionate. 'Sarah' can be 'Sally'; +'Amelia' can be 'Milly'; 'Caroline' can be 'Carrie'; but 'Martha' +remains 'Martha' however loving people feel. What does Jenkins call +you when he feels affectionate?" + +Martha snorted. "Jenkins knows 'is place," she said, jerking the round +lid off the stove, and putting on the kettle. + +"Jenkins is a model," smiled the Boy. + +Then Martha looked round, her feminine curiosity, and perhaps a touch +of jealousy, getting the better of her respectful discretion. She had +seen so much, and heard so little; and she was a very old family +servant. + +"What do you call _her_, Mr. Guy?" she asked, in a confidential +whisper, with a jerk of the head toward the mulberry-tree. + +"Her?" repeated the Boy, surprised. Then his whole tone softened. It +was so sweet to speak her name to some one. "I call her 'Christobel,'" +he said, gently. + +But Martha wanted to know more. Martha was woman enough to desire an +unshared possession of her own. She bent over the fire, stirring it +through the bars. + +"Mr. Guy, sir, I suppose you don't--I suppose you do--that is to say, +sir--Do you call _her_ what you've been pleased to call me?" + +"Eh, what?" said the Boy, vaguely. + +"Oh, I see. 'Christobel, my----' Oh, no, Martha. No, I don't! Not +even when I feel most affectionate." Here the Boy was seized with +sudden convulsions, slapped his knee noiselessly, and rocked on the +kitchen table. He whispered it, in an ecstasy of enjoyment. +"'Christobel, my duck!' Oh, lor! 'Christobel, my duck!' I hope I +shall be able to resist telling her. I should have to own I had called +Martha so. 'Christobel, my----'" + +Martha, wondering at the silence, looked round suddenly. But the Boy +had that instant recovered, and was sitting gravely on the corner of +the table. + +"Martha, my duck," he said, "to return to the original opening of this +conversation: has Jenkins ever told you what a nice little wisp of hair +you have, behind your left ear?" + +"Get along, sir!" retorted Martha, fairly blushing. "You're making +game of me." + +"Indeed, I'm not," said the Boy, seriously. "If you made it into a +curl, Martha, and fastened it with an invisible pin, it would be quite +too fascinating. You ask Jenkins. I say, Martha? What's a placket?" + +"A placket, sir," said Martha, on her way to fetch something from a +shelf near which hung the kitchen mirror; "a placket, sir, is a thing +which shows when it shouldn't." + +"I see," said the Boy. "Then you couldn't exactly go about in one. +Martha, whose goloshes are those, sitting on the mat in the hall?" + +Martha snorted. "An old woman's," she said, wrathfully. + +The Boy considered this. "And does the umbrella with the waist belong +to the same old woman?" + +Martha nodded. + +"And the Professor's cap and gown, hanging near by?" + +Martha hesitated. "'Tain't always petticoats makes an old woman," she +said, sententiously. + +"Martha, you are _pro_-foundly right," said the Boy. "Does the +Professor stay to tea?" + +"Thank goodness no, sir. We draw the line at that, 'cept when Miss +_H_ann comes too." + +"Who is Miss _H_ann?" + +"She's the Professor's sister." Martha hesitated; poured hot water +into the silver teapot; then turned to whisper confidentially, with +concentrated dislike: "She's always a-_h_egging of 'em on!" + +"What a curious occupation," remarked the Boy, blowing a smoke-ring. +"Does Miss _H_ann come often?" + +"No, Mr. Guy. Thanks be, she's a _h_invalid." + +"Poor Miss _H_ann. What's the matter with her?" + +Martha snorted. "Fancies herself too much." + +"What a curious complaint. What are the symptoms?" + +"Fancies herself in a bath-chair," said Martha, scornfully. + +"I see," said the Boy. "Oh, poor Miss _H_ann! I should feel very sick +if I fancied myself in a bath-chair. I wish I could meet Miss _H_ann. +I should like to talk to her about the _h_egging-on business." + +"_You'd_ make her sit up," said Martha, with spiteful enjoyment. + +"Oh no, I shouldn't," said the Boy. "That would not be kind to an +invalid. I should see that she reclined, comfortably; and then I +should jolly well flatten her out." + +At that moment a shadow fell across the sunny window. Miss Charteris, +her guest having departed, passed down the garden steps, and moved +across the lawn. + +The Boy sprang to his feet. At sight of her, his conscience smote him +that he should have thus gossiped and chaffed with old Martha. He +suddenly remembered why he had originally found his way to the kitchen. + +"Martha," he said; "I want you to let me carry out the tea-tray this +afternoon. She doesn't know I am here. She will think it is you or +Jenkins, till she looks round. Let me carry it out, Martha, there's a +duck!" + +"As you please, sir," said Martha; "but if you want her to think it's +Jenkins, you must put it down with a clatter. It takes a man to be +clumsy." + +The Boy walked over to the window. The mulberry-tree was not visible +from the kitchen table. + +"Don't go there, Mr. Guy!" cried Martha. "Miss Christobel will see +you, sir. This window, and the pantry, show from the garden. If you +want to 'ave a look at her, go through that door into the storeroom. +The Venetian blind is always down in there. There is one crack through +which I----" + +Martha stopped short, disconcerted. + +"One crack through which you think I could see? Thank you, Martha," +said the Boy, readily. "Hurry up with the tray." + +He went into the store-room; found Martha's chink, and realized exactly +what had been the extent of Martha's view, during the last two days. + +Then he bent his hungry young eyes on Christobel. + +She was seated in a garden chair, her back to the house, her face +towards the postern gate in the old red wall at the bottom of the +garden. The rustic table, upon which he would soon deposit the +tea-tray, was slightly behind and to the left of her. The sun shone +through the mulberry leaves, glinting on the pure whiteness of her +gown. She leaned her beautiful head back wearily. Her whole attitude +betokened fatigue. He could not see her face; but he felt sure her +eyes were open; and he knew her eyes were on the gate. + +The Boy's lips moved. "Christobel," he whispered. +"Christobel--beloved?" + +She was waiting; and he knew she was waiting for him. + +Presently he dropped the lath of the Venetian blind, and turned to go. +But first he took out his pocket-book and fastened the lath which +lifted most easily, to those above and below it, with halfpenny stamps. +He knew old Martha would take a hint from him. There must be no eyes +on the mulberry-tree to-day. + +In the kitchen the tray was ready; tea freshly made, thin +bread-and-butter, cucumber sandwiches; hot buttered-toast in +perfection; cornflour buns, warranted to explode; all the things he +liked most; and, best of all, cups for two. He grasped the tray firmly +with both hands. + +"Martha," he said, "you are a jewel! I give you leave to watch me down +the lawn from the kitchen window. But when I have safely arrived, turn +your attention to your own tea, or I shall look up and shake my fist at +your dear nice old face. And, I say, Martha, do you ever write +postcards? Because, if you want any ha'penny stamps, you will find +some on the storeroom blind. Only, _don't want them_, Martha, till +this week is over, and I am gone." + +Whereupon the Boy lifted the tray, and made for the door. + +Down the lawn he bore it, and set it safely on the rustic table. He +was very deft of movement, was the Boy; yet, remembering his +instructions, he contrived to set it down with something of a clatter. + +Miss Charteris did not turn her head Her eyes, half closed beneath the +long lashes, were on the postern gate. + +"Jenkins?" she said. + +"Yes, ma'am," replied the Boy, in excellent imitation of the meek tones +of Jenkins. + +"Should any one call this afternoon, Jenkins, please remember that I am +not 'at home.'" + +"Hip, hip, hurrah!" said the Boy. + +Then she turned--and her face was all, and more than all, he had hoped +it might be. + +"Oh, Boy," she said. "Oh, Boy dear!" + + * * * * * + +After that, it was a very happy tea. Neither had been quite natural, +nor had they been really true to themselves, the day before; so the +delight of meeting seemed to follow a longer parting than the actual +twenty-four hours. The Boy's brown eyes rested in tenderness on the +hand that filled his cup, and she did not say "Don't"; she merely +smiled indulgently, and added the cream and sugar slowly, as if to let +him do what he willed. + +The hum of bees was in the garden; a sense of youth was in the air. +The sunbeams danced among the mulberry leaves. + +The Boy insisted upon carrying back the tray, to do away at once with +the possibility of interruption from Jenkins. Then he drew their +chairs into the deeper shade of the mulberry-tree, a corner invisible +from all windows. The Boy had learned a lesson while looking through +the storeroom blind. + +There they sat and talked, in calm content. It did not seem to matter +much of what they spoke, so long as they could lie back facing one +another; each listening to the voice which held so much more of meaning +in it than the mere words it uttered; each looking into the eyes which +had now become clear windows through which shone the soul. + +Suddenly the Boy said: "How silly we were, the other day, to talk of +the relative ages of our bodies. What do they matter? Our souls are +the real you and I. And our souls are always the same age. Some souls +are old--old from the first. I have seen an old soul look out of the +eyes of a little child; and I have seen a young soul dance in the eyes +of an old, old woman. You and I, thank God, have young souls, +Christobel, and we shall be eternally young." + +He stretched his arms over his head, in utter joyful content with life. + +"Go on, Boy dear," said Christobel. "I am not sure that I agree with +you; but I like to hear you talk." + +"At first," he said, "our bodies are so babyish that our souls do not +find them an adequate medium of expression. But by and by our bodies +grow and develop; after which come the beautiful years of perfection, +ten, twenty, thirty of them, when the young soul goes strong and gay +through life, clad in the strong gay young body. Then--gradually, +gradually, the strong young soul, in its unwearied, immortal youth, +wears out the body. The body grows old, but not the soul. Nothing can +age that; and when at last the body quite wears out, the young soul +breaks free, and begins again. Youthful souls wear out their bodies +quicker than old ones; just as a strong young boy romps through a suit +of clothes sooner than a weakly old man. But there is always life more +abundant, and a fuller life farther on. So the mating of souls is the +all-important thing; and when young souls meet and mate, what does it +matter if there be a few years' difference in the ages of their bodies? +Their essential youthfulness will surmount all that." + +Christobel looked at him, and truly for a moment the young soul in her +leapt out to his, in glad response. Then the other side of the +question rose before her. + +"Ah, but, Boy dear," she said, "the souls express themselves--their +needs, their delights, their activities--through the bodies. And +suppose one body, in the soul-union, is wearing out sooner than the +other; that is hard on the other--hard on both. Boy--my Little Boy +Blue--shall I tell you an awful secret? I suppose I sat too closely +over my books at Girton; I suppose I was not sufficiently careful about +good print, or good light. Anyway--Boy dear--I have to use glasses +when I read." She looked wistfully into his bright eyes. "You see? +Already I am beginning to grow old." Her sweet lips trembled. + +In a moment he was kneeling by the arm of her chair, bending over her, +as he did on the first day; but as he did not do yesterday. Suddenly +she realized why she had felt so flat yesterday, after he was gone. + +He lifted her hand and kissed it gently, back and palm. Then he parted +the third finger from the rest, with his own brown ones, and held that +against his warm young lips. + +She drew her hand slowly away; passed it over his hair; then let it +fall upon her lap. She could not speak; she could not move; she could +not send him away. She wanted him so--her little Boy Blue, of long ago. + +"Old, my Beloved?" he said. "You--old! Never! Always +perfect--perfect to me. And why not wear glasses? Heaps of mere kids +wear glasses, and wear them all the time. Only--how alarmingly clever +you must look in spectacles, Christobel. It would terrify me now; but +by and by it will make me feel proud. I think one would expect glasses +to go with those awe-inspiring classical honours. With my barely +respectable B.A., I daren't lay claim to any outward marks of +erudition." Then, as she did not smile, but still gazed up at him, +wistfully, his look softened to still deeper tenderness: "Dear eyes," +he murmured, "oh dear, dear eyes," and gently laid his lips on each in +turn. + +"Don't," she said, with a half sob. "Ah, Boy, don't! You know you +must not kiss me." + +"Kiss you!" he said, still bending over her. "Do you call that +kissing?" Then he laughed; and the joyous love in his laughter wrung +her heart. "Christobel, on the seventh day, when the gates fly open, +and the walls fall down; when the citadel surrenders; when you admit +you are my own--_then_ I shall kiss you; _then_ you will know what +kissing really means." + +He bent above her. His lips were very near to hers. She closed her +eyes and waited. Her own lips trembled. She knew how fearfully it +tempted the Boy that her lips should tremble because his were near; yet +she let them tremble. She forgot to remember the past; she forgot to +consider the future. She was conscious of only one thing: that she +wanted her Little Boy Blue to teach her what kissing really meant. So +she closed her eyes and waited. + +She did not hear him go; but presently she knew he was no longer there. + +She opened her eyes. + +The Boy had walked across the lawn, and stood looking into the golden +heart of an opening yellow rose. His back appeared very +uncompromising; very determined; very erect. + +She rose and walked over to him. As she moved forward, with the +graceful dignity of motion which was always hers, her mental balance +returned. + +She slipped her hand beneath his arm. "Come, Boy," she said; "let us +walk up and down, and talk. It is enervating to sit too long in the +sunshine." + +He turned at once, suiting his step to hers, and they paced the lawn in +silence. + +When they reached the postern gate the Boy stood still. Something in +his look suddenly recalled her Little Boy Blue, when the sand on his +small nose could not detract from the dignity of his little face, nor +weaken its stern decision. + +He took both her hands in his, and looked into her eyes. + +"Christobel," he said, "I must go. I must go, because I dare not stay. +You are so wonderful this afternoon; so dear beyond expression. I know +you trust me absolutely; but this is only the third day; and I cannot +trust myself, dear. So I'm off!" + +He lifted both her hands to his lips. + +"May I go, my Queen?" he said. + +"Yes, Boy," she answered. "Go." + +And he went. + +It was hard to hear the thud of the closing door. For some time she +stood waiting, just on the inside. She thought he would come back, and +she wished him to find her there, the moment he opened the door. + +But the Boy--being the Boy--did not come back. + +Presently she returned to her chair, in the shade of the mulberry-tree. +She lay, with closed eyes, and lived again through the afternoon, from +the moment when the Boy had said: "Hip, hip, hurrah!" There came a +time when she turned very pale, and her lips trembled, as they had done +before. + +At length she rose and paced slowly up the lawn. On her face was the +quiet calm of an irrevocable decision. + +"To-morrow," she said, "I must tell the Boy about the Professor." + + * * * * * + +In the middle of the night, Martha, being wakeful, became haunted by +the remembrance of the smoke, as it had curled from cracks and keyholes +in the kitchen. She felt constrained to put on a wonderful pink +wrapper, and go creaking slowly down the stairs to make sure the house +was not on fire. Martha's wakefulness was partly caused by the unusual +fact of a large and hard curl-paper, behind her left ear. + +Miss Charteris was also awake. She was not worried by memories of +smoke, or visions of fire; and her soft hair was completely innocent of +curl-papers. But she was considering how she should tell the boy about +the Professor; and that consideration was not conducive to calm +slumber. She heard Martha go creaking down the stairs; and, as Martha +came creaking up again, she opened her door, and confronted her. + +"What are you doing, Martha?" she said. + +Martha, intensely conscious of her curl-paper, was about to answer with +more than her usual respectful irritability, when the eyes of the two +women--mistress and maid--met, in the light of their respective +candles, and a sudden sense of fellowship in the cause of their night +vigil passed between them. + +Martha smiled--a crooked smile, half ashamed to be seen smiling. When +she spoke, her aspirates fell away from her more completely than in the +daytime. + +"'E went crawlin' about the kitchen," she said, in a muffled midnight +whisper; "all in 'is white flannels, puffin' smoke in every crack an' +'ole to kill the beetles. So kind 'e meant it; but I couldn't sleep +for wonderin' if the place was smokin' still. I 'ad to go down an' +see. 'Ow came you to be awake, Miss Christobel?" + +"Things he said in the garden, Martha, have given me food for thought. +I began thinking them over; and sleep went." + +Martha smiled again--and this time the smile came more easily. "'E +_'as_ a way of keepin' one on the go," she said; "but we'd best be +gittin' to sleep now, miss. 'E'll be at it again to-morrow, bless 'is +'eart!" And Martha, in her pink wrapper, lumbered upwards. + +But the Boy, who had this disturbing effect on the women who loved him, +slept soundly himself, one arm flung high above his tumbled head. And +if the sweet mother, who perforce had had to let her dying arms slip +from about her baby-boy, almost before his little feet could carry him +across a room, saw from above the pure radiance on his lips and brow as +he slept, she must have turned to the Emerald Throne with glad +thanksgiving for the answer vouchsafed to a dead mother's prayers. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the third day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE FOURTH DAY + +CHRISTOBEL SIGNS HER NAME + +"I am exhausted," said the Boy, reaching out a long arm, and securing +his third piece of hot buttered-toast. "I am ruffled. My usual calm +mental poise is overthrown--and on the Sabbath, of all days! Every +feather I possess has been rubbed up the wrong way." He lay back in +the depths of his chair, stretched out his legs, and looked dejectedly +at Christobel. + +Her quiet smile enveloped him. Her look was as a cool touch on a hot +forehead. + +"Poor Little Boy Blue! I thought something was wrong. I should feel a +keener anxiety, were the hot buttered-toast less obviously consoling." + +"I'll jolly well never go again," said the Boy, with indignation. "Not +me!" + +"Before you were born, Boy; when I went to school," said Miss +Charteris, "we were taught to say 'Not _I_.' And if you were to tell +me where you have been, on this Sabbath afternoon, I might be able to +give you more intelligent sympathy." + +"I've been to a drawing-room meeting," said the Boy, "and I've heard a +woman hold forth. For an hour and a quarter, I've sat stuffed up, +breathing the atmosphere of other people's go-to-meeting clothes, and +heard a good lady go meandering on, while I had no room for my legs." + +"I thought you seemed finding them extra long, Boy. Why did you go to +a drawing-room meeting?" + +"I went," said the Boy, "because the dear old thing in whose house it +was held asked me to go. She used to know my mother. When I was at +Trinity she looked me up, often invited me to her charming home, gave +me excellent little dinners, followed by the kindest, nicest, most +nervous little preachments. Don't look amused, dear. I never failed +to profit. I respected her for it. She is as good and genuine as they +make 'em; and if _she_ had stood up this afternoon, with her friendly +smile, and dear shaky old voice, and given us an exposition of the +twenty-third Psalm, we should have all come away quite 'good and +happy.' Instead of which--oh, my wig!" + +The Boy took an explosive bun, and put it whole into his mouth. "The +only way to manage them on Sunday," he explained, as soon as speech was +possible, "when sweeping is not the right thing. But let us hope +Mollie's papa's 'clerical brethren' won't find it out. There would +certainly be less conversation and fewer crumbs, but no fun at all." + +"I don't think you need be afraid, Boy dear. Even should such a way +out of the difficulty occur to them, I am inclined to think they would +prefer the explosion, to the whole bun at a mouthful. It has a rather +startling effect, you know, until one gets used to seeing it done. I +can't quite imagine an archdeacon doing it, while standing on the +hearthrug in conversation with my brother. Now tell me what the good +lady said, which you found so trying." + +"Oh, she meandered on," grumbled the Boy. "She told us all we should +have been, if we had not been what we were; and all we might be, if we +were not what we are; and all we shall be, when we are not what we are! +She implored us to consider, and weigh well, _where_ we should go, if, +by a sudden and unexpected dispensation of Providence, we ceased to be +where we then were. I jolly well knew the answer to _that_; for if +Providence had suddenly dispensated--which it didn't, for a good +three-quarters of an hour--I should have been here, _here_, HERE, as +fast as my best Sunday boots could carry me!" His brown eyes softened. +"Ah, think what '_here_' means," he said. "Think! 'Here' means _You_!" + +But Miss Charteris did not wish the conversation to become too +meltingly personal. + +"What else did she say, Boy?" + +He consulted the mulberry leaves, then bounded in his chair. "Ha, I +have it! I kept this tit-bit for you. She used an astronomical +illustration, I haven't the least idea apropos of what, but she told us +exactly how many millions of miles the sun is from the earth; and then +she smiled upon us blandly, and said: 'Or is it billions?' Think of +that! She said: '_Or is it billions?_' in exactly the same tone of +voice as she might have said of the bonnet she had on: 'I bought it, at +a sale, for elevenpence three farthings, _or was it a shilling_?'" + +"Oh, Boy, you really _are_ naughty! I never connected you with +personal sarcasm." + +"Yes, but that sort of woman shouldn't," complained the Boy. "And with +half Cambridge sitting listening. 'Millions, or is it billions?' Oh +lor!" + +"Poor thing!" remarked Miss Charteris. "She could not have known that +she had in the audience a person who had only just avoided the drawback +to future enterprise, of being Senior Wrangler. Had she realized that, +she would have been more careful with her figures." + +"Tease away!" said the Boy. "I don't care, now I am safe here. Only I +shan't tell you any more." + +"I don't want to hear any more, Boy. I always enjoy appreciations, +even of things I do not myself appreciate. But non-appreciations do +not appeal to me. If a person has meant to be effective and proved +inadequate, or tried to do good and done harm, I would rather not know +it, unless I can help to put matters right. Have some more tea, Boy; +and then I want to talk to you myself. I have something rather special +to tell you." + +The Boy stood up and brought his cup to the little table. When she had +filled it, he knelt on one knee beside her, his elbow on the arm of her +chair, and drank his tea there. + +"I am sorry, dear," he said, presently. "I won't do it again. Perhaps +I listened wrong, because I was bored at being there at all. I say, +Christobel--it has just occurred to me--did you know my mother?" + +The old garden was very still. A hush, as of the Paradise of God, +seemed suddenly to fall upon it. As the Boy asked his quiet question, +a spirit seemed to hover, between them and the green dome of mulberry +leaves above them, smoothing the Boy's tumbled hair, and touching the +noble brow of the woman the Boy loved; a gentle, watching, thankful +spirit--eternally remembering, and tenderly glad to be remembered. For +a few moments the silence was a silence which could not be broken. The +Boy lifted wondering eyes to the moving leaves. Christobel laid her +hand upon his, as it gripped her chair. An unseen voice seemed to +whisper to the Boy--not in the stern tones of the Church, but as an +eager, anxious, question: "Wilt thou--have--this woman--to be thy +wedded wife?" And silently the Boy replied: "Please God, I will"; and, +bending, kissed the hand resting on his. + +The spell lifted. Christobel spoke. + +"Yes, Boy dear, I knew her. I have often wondered whether I might tell +you. She and my mother were dear friends. I was thirteen when she +died. You were three, poor Little Boy Blue! Two things I specially +remember about your mother: the peculiar radiance of her face--a light +from within, shining out; and the fact that when she was in a room the +whole atmosphere seemed rarefied, beautified, uplifted. I think she +lived very near heaven, Boy; and, like Enoch, she walked straight in +one day, and came back no more. She 'was not'; for God took her." + +Another long holy silence. The mulberry leaves were still. Then the +Boy said, softly: "Some day, will you tell me heaps more--details--lots +of little things about her? No one ever has. But I seem almost to +begin to remember her, when you talk of her. Meanwhile, may I show you +this?" + +He drew from the inner pocket of his coat, a small well-worn +pocket-Bible. Opening it at the fly-leaf, he passed it to Miss +Charteris. + +"It was hers," he said. + +She bent over it and read the inscription: + + _M. A. Chelsea_ + + "_Through faith and patience inherit the promises._" + + +Below, in a delicate writing, traced by a hand that trembled: + + _To my Baby Boy from his Mother_ + + "_I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not._" + + +She looked at it in silence. How much had this book meant during all +these years, to the "Baby Boy"? Had the book in his pocket, and the +prayers hovering about him, something to do with the fact that he was +still--just Little Boy Blue? + +The Boy had taken a fountain pen from his pocket, and was shaking it +vigorously over the grass. + +Now he passed it to her. + +"Write your dear name beneath," he said. + +Infinitely touched, she made no comment, raised no question. She took +the pen, and wrote just "_Christobel_." + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the fourth day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE FIFTH DAY + +GUY CHELSEA TAKES CONTROL + +"Now, Sir Boy," said Miss Charteris with decision, "this is your fifth +day. Our time is nearly over. You have done most of the talking. You +have had things entirely your own way. What? ... Oh, well, _almost_ +entirely your own way. I have allowed you to play your Old Testament +game to your heart's content. With commendable adaptability, _I_ have +been Jericho, and _you_ have marched round. I have been Jericho in my +own garden, and have refreshed the invading army with hot +buttered-toast and explosive buns. Now it is my turn to take the +initiative. Jenkins having removed the tea, and it being too hot for +tennis, I am going to ask you to sit still, while I explain to you +quite clearly why I must send you away at the close of the seventh day." + +She tried to hide her extreme trepidation beneath a tone of gay banter. +She hoped it did not sound as forced to him as it did to herself. The +Boy's clear eyes were fixed upon her. Had he noticed the trembling of +her hands, before she steadied them by laying hold of the arms of her +chair? + +"So now for a serious talk, if you please, Sir Boy." + +"Excuse me, dear," said the Boy, "the Israelites were not allowed to +parley." + +"You need not parley," said Miss Charteris; "you are requested merely +to listen. You may smoke if you like. I understand cigarette smoke is +fatal to black-beetles. Possibly it has the same effect on garden +insects. Russell tells me we are overrun by snails. Smoke, Boy, if +you like." + +"Dear," said the Boy, his head thrown back, his hands thrust deep into +his coat pockets, "I never have the smallest desire to smoke in your +presence. I should feel as if I were smoking in church." + +"Oh, you dear amazing altogether absurd boy! Don't look at me like +that. And don't say such unexpected things, or I shall be unable to +parley satisfactorily." + +"When _I_ went to school," remarked the Boy, "and you were an engaging +little girl in a pigtail, I was taught to say: 'Do not look at me +_thus_'; at least, masters frequently appeared to think it necessary to +make that remark to me. I can't imagine why; because they were not +specially worth looking at; excepting that a very large person, in a +very angry condition, always presented a spectacle of extreme interest +to my juvenile mind. It was so fascinating to watch and see what they +would do next. They were like those wooden monkeys and bears you buy +in Swiss shops, don't you know? You pull a hanging string, and their +legs and arms jump about unexpectedly. One always felt a really angry +grown-up was a mere puppet. Unseen fingers were pulling the string; +and it was funny to watch. There was an exciting element of danger, +too; because sometimes a hand jerked up and boxed your ears." + +"Little Boy Blue," she said, "it must have been quite impossible ever +to be _mildly_ angry with you. Either one would have waxed impotently +furious; or one would have wanted to--to hug you!" + +The Boy leapt up. + +"Sit down," said Miss Charteris, "or I shall send you away. And I do +not wish to do that; because I have quite made up my mind to tell you +to-day, a thing which I suppose I ought to have told you long ago; and +I tried to do so, Boy; but somehow you always made it impossible. I +want to--to tell you about--the Professor." She paused. + +It was so very difficult. It was like rolling a heavy stone up a steep +hill. And the Boy made no attempt to help her. He lay back with an +exaggerated display of resignation. He looked at her with sleepy, +amused eyes. And he asked no questions. The army of Israel obviously +declined to parley. + +"I have long felt I ought to tell you about the Professor," continued +Miss Charteris. + +The Boy sighed. "I think I jolly well know all there is to know about +professors," he said. + +"Not about this one," explained Miss Charteris. "He is _my_ Professor." + +"Oh, if he's _your_ Professor," said the Boy, sitting up, "of course I +am interested. But I am not sure that I approve of you having a tame +Professor; especially when it arrives in goloshes, and leaves them in +the hall." + +"I am afraid nobody will ask whether you approve or not, Little Boy +Blue. The Professor has been a great friend of mine during nearly +twelve years; and I think I am possibly--in fact, very probably--going +to marry the Professor." + +"Really?" said the Boy. "May I ask when he proposed?" + +"He has not proposed, Boy." + +The Boy produced his pocket-book, took out a calendar, and studied it +attentively. + +"Then I'm afraid you will have some time to wait," he said. "It will +not be leap year again until 1912." + +This sounded impertinent; but the Boy could no more have been guilty of +intentional impertinence toward her, than he could have picked her +pocket; and Miss Charteris knew it. There was one thing of which those +who had dealings with Christobel Charteris could always be +sure--absolute justice. She had seen the Boy's face whiten suddenly, +to a terrible pallor, beneath his tan. She knew he was making a +desperate fight for self-control. How best could she help? Her own +part seemed almost more than she could manage. + +"Come here, Boy dear," she said, holding out her hand. + +He hesitated one instant; then rose unsteadily to his feet, and +came--not to his usual place at the side, bending over her; but in +front of her, on one knee, silently waiting. + +She bent forward. "Take my hand, Boy." + +He took it, in a firm unhesitating clasp. They held each other so, in +silence. The colour came back into the Boy's face. The dumb horror +died out of his eyes. They smiled into hers again. + +"Now promise me, Boy dear, that you will let me tell you all; and that +you will try not to misunderstand." + +"My dearest," said the Boy, "I promise. But I do not need to say I +will try not to misunderstand. I could not misunderstand you, if I +tried." + +"Then go back to your chair, Boy." + +He went. His eyes were bright again. + +"Boy, please to understand that I am not engaged to the Professor. Of +course, had that been the case, I should have told you, long ago. He +has never said one word to me of love or marriage. But he has been a +great friend--an intimate friend, intellectually; and I have reason to +know that he wishes--has wished for years--a good deal more than he has +ever expressed to me. He has waited, Boy; and when anybody has waited +nearly twelve years, could one fail them?" + +"Why, of course!" cried the Boy, eagerly. "If a man could wait twelve +years--good heavens, why shouldn't he wait twenty! A man has no +business to wait; or to be able to wait; or to keep a woman waiting. +Twelve years? Oh, I say! I didn't wait twelve days. Now, did I?" + +She smiled. "You break all speed records, Boy, always. But cannot you +understand that all men have not fifty thousand a year, and the world +at their feet? Had you been penniless, Boy, you--even you--would have +had to wait." + +"Not a bit!" said the Boy, stoutly. "I would drive a cab, I would +sweep a crossing, I would _do_ anything, or _be_ anything; but I +wouldn't wait for the woman I loved; nor would I"--his voice dropped +almost to a whisper--"keep the woman who loved me, waiting." + +"But suppose she had a comfortable little income of her own; and you +had less--much less--to offer her? Surely, Boy, proper pride would +keep you from asking her to marry you, until your income at least +equalled hers?" + +"Not a bit!" said the Boy. "That sort of rot isn't proper pride. It's +just selfish false pride. However much a woman had, when a man--a +_man_, mind you, not an old woman, or a _thing_ with no pluck or +vertebra--when a man gives a woman his whole love, his whole life, the +worship of his whole body, heart, and soul, he has given her that which +no money could buy; and were she a millionairess she would still be +poor if, from false pride, he robbed her of that gift which was his to +give her--and perhaps his alone." + +"Boy dear," she said, gently; "it sounds very plausible. But it is so +easy to be plausible with fifty thousand a year in the background. Let +me tell you about the Professor. He has, of course, his fellowship, +and is quite comfortably off now, living as a bachelor, in rooms. But +he practically supports his unmarried sister, considerably older than +himself, who lives in a tiny little villa, and keeps one maid. The +Professor could not afford to marry, and set up a larger establishment, +on his present income; at least he apparently thinks he could not. And +your theory of robbing the woman who--the woman he loves, does not +appear to have occurred to him. But, during all these years he has +been compiling an Encyclopedia--I don't suppose you know what an +Encyclopedia is, Boy." + +"Oh, don't I?" said the Boy. "It's a thing you pile up on the floor to +stand upon when you want to fix a new pipe-rack." + +Miss Charteris ignored this trying definition of an Encyclopedia. + +"The Professor is compiling a wonderful book," she said, with dignity; +"and, when it is completed and published, he will be in a position to +marry." + +"Has he told you so?" inquired the Boy. + +"No, Boy. He has never mentioned the subject of marriage to me. But +he has told his sister; and she has told me." + +"Ha!" said the Boy. "Miss _H_ann, I suppose. I must say, I distrust +Miss _H_ann." + +"What do _you_ know of Miss Ann?" inquired Christobel, astonished. + +"Only that she's always a-_h_egging of 'em on," said the Boy, calmly. + +The indignant blood rushed into the fair proud face. + +"Boy! You've been gossiping with Martha." + +"I have, dear; I admit it. You see, I arrived early, on the third day; +found the garden empty; went gaily into the house to look for you. Ran +up into the hall; when up got a pair of old goloshes--eh, what? Oh, +sorry--up got a pair of _new_ goloshes, and hit me in the eye! A +professor's cap and gown hung up, as if at home; and while I meditated +upon these things, the voice of my Beloved was uplifted in loud and +sonorous Greek, exclaiming: 'Avaunt, rash youth! Thou impudent +intruder!' Can you wonder that I avaunted--to Martha?" + +"You will please tell me at once all Martha said to you." + +"Of course I will, dear. Don't be vexed. I always meant to tell you, +some time or other. I asked her whose were the goloshes; the umbrella +with the--er--decided figure; the suspended cap and gown. Martha said +they were the Professor's. I inquired whether the Professor stayed to +tea. You really can't blame me for asking that; because I had gone to +the kitchen for the express purpose of carrying out the tea-tray, yours +and mine; but _not_ the Professor's. No possible pleasure could have +resulted, either to you, or to me, or to the Professor, from my +unexpected appearance with the tea-tray, if the Professor had been +there. Now could it? I think it would be nice of you, dear, and only +fair, if, remembering the peculiar circumstances of that afternoon, you +just said: 'No; it couldn't.' + +"Well, I asked Martha whether the Professor stayed to tea, and heard +that 'Thank goodness, no!' we drew the line at that, except when Miss +_H_ann came too. With the awful possibility of Miss _H_ann 'coming +too,' on one of my priceless days, I naturally desired a little light +thrown on Miss _H_ann. I was considerably relieved to learn that Miss +_H_ann suffers from the peculiar complaint--mental, I gather--of +'fancying herself in a bath-chair.' This might be no hindrance to the +'_h_egging on' propensities, but it certainly diminished the chances of +the 'coming too.' That was all, dear." + +"Boy, you ought to have been ashamed of yourself!" + +"So I was, the moment I saw you walk down the lawn. But you really +needn't look so indignant. I was working for you, at the same time." + +"Working for me?" + +"Yes, dear. I told Martha her wisps would look nicer if she curled +them. I also suggested 'invisible pins.' If you like I will tell you +how I came to know about 'invisible pins'; but it is a very long story, +and not _specially_ interesting, for the lady in the case was my +great-aunt." + +"Oh, Boy," said Miss Charteris, laughing in spite of herself; "I wish +you were the size of my Little Boy Blue on the sands at Dovercourt. I +would dearly like to shake you." + +"Well," he said, "you did more than shake me, just now. You gave me +about the worst five minutes I ever had in my life. Christobel? You +don't really care about the Professor?" + +"Boy, dear, I really do. I have cared about him very much, for years." + +"Yes, as a woman loves a book; but not as a woman loves a man." + +"Explain your meaning, please." + +"Oh, hang it all!" exclaimed the Boy, violently. "Do you love his +mouth, his eyes, his hair----?" The Boy choked, and stopped short. + +Miss Charteris considered, and replied with careful deliberation. "I +do not know that I have ever seen his mouth; he wears a beard. His +eyes are not strong, but they look very kind through his glasses. His +hair? Well, really, he has not much to speak of. But all these things +matter very little. His _mind_ is great and beautiful; his thoughts +appeal to me. I understand his way of viewing things: he understands +mine. It would be a wonderful privilege to be able to make life easy +and happy for one for whom I have so profound a respect and esteem. I +have looked upon it, during the last few years, as a privilege which +is, eventually, to be mine." + +"Christobel," cried the Boy, "it is wrong, it is terrible! It is not +the highest. I can't stand it, and I won't. I will not let you give +yourself to a wizened old bookworm----" + +"Be quiet, Boy," she said, sharply. "Do you wish to make me really +angry? The Professor is not old. He is only fourteen years my senior. +To your extreme youth, fifty may seem old. The Professor is in his +prime. I am afraid we have nothing to gain, Boy, by prolonging this +discussion." + +"But we can't leave it at this," said the Boy, desperately. "Where do +I come in?" + +"My Little Boy Blue, I am afraid you don't come in at all, excepting as +a very sweet idyll which, all through the years to come, I shall never +forget. You begged for your seven days, and I gave them. But I never +led you to assume I could say 'Yes.' Now listen, Boy, and I will tell +you the honest truth. I do not know that I am ever going to marry the +Professor. I only feel pledged to him from the vague belief that we +each consider the other is waiting. Don't break your heart over it, +Boy; because it is more than likely it will never come to pass. +But--even were there no Professor--oh, Boy dear, I could not marry you. +I love my Little Boy Blue more tenderly and deeply than I have ever +before loved anything or any one on this earth. But I could not marry +a boy, however dearly I loved him; however sweet was his love to me. I +am a woman grown, and I could surrender myself wholly, only to a man +who would wholly be my mate and master. I cannot pretend to call my +Little Boy Blue 'the _man_ I love,' because he is really dearest to me +when I think of him, with expectation in his baby-eyes, trotting down +the sands to find his cannon-ball.... Oh, Boy, I am hurting you! I +hate to hurt you, Boy. Your love is so beautiful. Nothing as perfect +will ever touch my life again. Yet I cannot, honestly, give what you +ask.... Boy dear, ought I to have told you, quite plainly, sooner? If +so, you must forgive me." + +The Boy had risen, and stood before her. "You always do the right +thing," he said, "and never, under any circumstances, could there be +anything for me to forgive you. I have been an egregious young ass. I +have taken things for granted, all along the line. What must you think +of me! Why should you care? _You_, with your intellectual +attainments, your honours, your high standing in the world of books? +_Why_ should you care, Christobel? Why _should_ you care?" + +He stood before her, straight and tall and desperately implacable. The +exuberant youth had died out of his face. For the first time, she +could not see in him her Little Boy Blue. + +"Why should you care?" he said again. + +She rose and faced him. "But I _do_ care, Boy," she said. "How dare +you pretend to think I don't? I care very tenderly and deeply." + +"Pooh!" said the Boy. "Do you suppose I wished you to marry a +bare-toed baby, with sand on its nose?" He laughed wildly; paused and +looked at her, then laughed again. "A silly little ass that said it +didn't like girls? Oh, I say! I think it's about time I was off. +Will you walk down to the gate? ... Thanks. You are always most +awfully good to me. I say, Miss Charteris, may I ask the Professor's +name?" + +"Harvey," she said, quietly. "Kenrick Harvey." The dull anguish at +her heart seemed almost more than she could bear. Yet what could she +say or do? He was merely accepting her own decision. + +"Harvey?" he said. "Why of course I know him. He's not much to look +at, is he? But we always thought him an awfully good sort, and kind as +they make 'em. We considered him a confirmed bachelor; but--well, we +didn't know he was waiting." + +They had reached the postern gate. Oh, would he see the growing pain +in her eyes? What was she losing? What had she lost? Why did her +whole life seem passing out through that green gate? + +"Good-bye," he said, "and please forget all the rot I talked about +Jericho. It goes with the spade and bucket, and all the rest. You +have been most awfully kind to me, all along. But the very kindest +thing you can do now, is to forget all the impossible things I thought +and said... Allow me.... I'll shut the door." + +He put up his hand, to lift his cap; but he was bareheaded. He laughed +again; turned, and passed out. + +"Boy! Boy! Come back," said Christobel. But the door had closed on +the first word. + +She stood alone. + +This time she did not wait. Where was the good of waiting? + +She turned and walked slowly up the lawn, pausing to look at the +flowers in the border. The yellow roses still looked golden. The +jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" lifted pale purple faces to the +sky. + +But the Boy was gone. + +She reached her chair, where he had placed it, deep in the shade of the +mulberry-tree. She felt tired; worn-out; old. + +The Boy was gone. + +She leaned back with closed eyes. She had hurt him so. She remembered +all the glad, sweet confident things he had said each day. Now she had +hurt him so.... What radiant faith, in love and in life, had been his. +But she had spoiled that faith, and dimmed that brightness. + +Suddenly she remembered his dead mother's prayer for him. "_I have +prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not_." And under those words she +had written "_Christobel_." Would he want to obliterate that name? +No, she knew he would not. Nothing approaching a hard or a bitter +thought could ever find a place in his heart. It would always be the +golden heart of her little Boy Blue. + +Tears forced their way beneath her closed lashes, and rolled slowly +down her cheeks. + +"Oh, Boy dear," she said aloud, "I love you so--I love you so!" + +"I know you do, dear," he said. "It's almost unbelievable--yet I know +you do." + +She opened her eyes. The Boy had come back. She had not heard his +light step, on the springy turf. He knelt in his favourite place, on +the left of her chair, and bent over her. Once more his face was +radiant. His faith had not failed. + +She looked up into his shining eyes, and the joy in her own heart made +her dizzy. + +"Boy dear," she whispered, "not my lips, because--I am not altogether +yours--I may have to--you know?--the Professor. But, oh Boy, I can't +help it! I'm afraid I care terribly." + +He was quite silent; yet it seemed to her that he had shouted. A burst +of trumpet-triumph seemed to fill the air. + +He bent lower. "Of course I wouldn't, Christobel," he said; "not +before the seventh day. But there's a lot beside lips, and it's all so +dear." + +Then she felt the Boy's kisses on her hair, on her brow, on her eyes. +"Dear eyes," he said, "shedding tears for my pain. Ah, dear eyes!" +And he kissed them again. + +She put up her hand, to push him gently away. He captured it, and held +it to his lips. + +"Stop, Boy dear," she said. "Be good now, and sit down." + +He slipped to the grass at her feet, and rested his head against her +knee. + +She stroked his hair, with gentle, tender touch. Her Little Boy Blue +had come back to her. Oh, bliss unutterable! Why worry about the +future? + +"How silly we were, dear!" he said. "How silly to suppose we could +part like that--you and I!" Then his sudden merry laugh rang out--oh, +such music! such sweet music! "I say, Christobel," he said, "it is all +very well _now_ to say 'Stop, and be good.' But on the seventh day, +when the walls fall down, and I march up into the citadel, I shall give +you millions of kisses--or will it be _billions_?" + +"Judging from my knowledge of you, Boy dear," she said, "I rather +_think_ it would be billions." + +Later, as they stood once more by the postern gate, he turned, framed +in the doorway, smiling a last gay good-bye. + +It was their second parting that day, and how different from the first. +There was to be a third, unlike either, before the day was over; but +its approach was, as yet, unsuspected. + +But as he stood in the doorway, full in a shaft of sunlight, the glad +certainty in his eyes smote her with sudden apprehension. + +"Oh, Boy dear," she said, "take care! You are building castles again. +They will tumble about our ears. I haven't promised you anything, +Little Boy Blue of mine; and I am afraid I shall _have_ to marry the +Professor." + +"If you do, dear," he said, "I shall have to give him a new umbrella as +a wedding present!" And the Boy went whistling down the lane. + +But, out of sight of the postern gate and of the woman who, leaning +against it, watched him to the turning, he dropped his bounding step +and jaunty bearing. His face grew set and anxious; his walk, perplexed. + +"Oh, God," said the Boy, as he walked, "don't let me lose her!" + +A few minutes later, a telegram was put into his hand from the friend +left on the coast, in charge of his newest aeroplane. + +"_Arrange Channel flight, if possible, day after to-morrow_." + +"Not I," said the Boy, crumpling the message into his pocket. "The day +after to-morrow is the seventh day." + + * * * * * + +He was dining with friends, but an unaccountable restlessness seized +him during the evening. He made his excuses, and returned to the Bull +Hotel soon after nine o'clock. The hall-porter at once handed him a +note, left by special messenger, ten minutes earlier. It was marked +"urgent." The handwriting was Christobel's. + +The Boy flung away his cigarette, tore the note open, and turned to a +light. It was very short and clear. + + +"_Boy dear,--I must see you at once. You will find me in the garden._ + +"_Christobel._" + + * * * * * + +When the Boy had turned the corner and disappeared, Miss Charteris +passed through the little postern gate, and moved slowly up the lawn. +Ah, how different to her sad return from that gate an hour before! + +The William Allen Richardsons still opened their golden hearts to the +sunset. The jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" still lifted their +purple faces to the sky. But instead of stabbing her with agony, they +sang a fragrant psalm of love. + +Ah, why was the Boy so dear? Why was the Boy so near? She had watched +him go striding down the lane, yet he still walked beside her; his gay +young laugh of glad content was in her ears; his pure young kisses on +her brow and eyes; his head against her knee. + +Just as she reached the mulberry, Jenkins hastened from the house. The +note he brought, in a familiar handwriting, thin and pointed, was +marked "urgent" in one corner, and "immediate" in the other; but Miss +Ann's notes usually were one or other. This happened to be both. + +"You need not wait, Jenkins," she said. + +She stood close to a spreading branch of the mulberry. Her tall head +was up among the moving leaves. Whispering, they caressed her. +Something withheld her from entering the soft shade, sacred to herself +and the Boy. She stood, to read Ann Harvey's letter. + +As she read, every vestige of colour left her face. Bending over the +letter, she might have been a sorely troubled and perplexed replica of +the noble Venus of Milo. + +Folding the letter, she went slowly up the lawn, still wearing that +white look of cold dismay. She spoke to Martha through the open +window, keeping her face out of sight. + +"Martha," she said, "I am obliged to go immediately to Miss Ann. If I +am not back by eight o'clock, I shall be remaining with her for +dinner." She passed on, and Martha turned to Jenkins. + +By the way, Jenkins was having an unusually festive time. During the +last twenty-four hours, Martha had been kinder to him than he had ever +known her to be. He was now comfortably ensconced in the Windsor +armchair in a corner of the kitchen, reading yesterday's daily paper, +and enjoying his pipe. Never before had his pipe been allowed in the +kitchen; but he had just been graciously told he might bring it in, if +he wouldn't be "messy with the _h_ashes"; Mrs. Jenkins volunteering the +additional remarkable information, that it was "good for the beetles." +Jenkins was doubtful as to whether this meant that his pipe gave +pleasure to the beetles, or the reverse; but experience had taught him +that a condition of peaceful uncertainty in his own mind was to be +preferred to a torrent of vituperative explanation from Martha. He +therefore also received in silence the apparently unnecessary +injunction not to go "crawlin' about all over the floor"; it took "a +figure to do that!" + +Eight o'clock came, and Miss Charteris had not returned. + +"Remaining with 'er for dinner," pronounced Martha, flinging open the +oven, and wrathfully relegating to the larder the chicken she had been +roasting with extreme care; "an' a precious poor dinner it'll be! +Jenkins, _you_ may 'ave this sparrow-grass. _I_ 'aven't the 'eart. +An' me 'oping she'd 'ave 'ad the sense to keep _'im_ to dinner; knowing +as there was a chicking an' 'grass for two. Now what's took Miss +_H_ann 'urgent and immediate,' I'd like to know!" continued Martha, +deriving considerable comfort from banging the plates and tumblers on +to the kitchen table, with just as much violence as was consistent with +their personal safety, as she walked round it, laying the table for +supper. "Ate a biscuit, I should think, an' flown to 'er cheat. I've +no patience; no, _that_ I 'aven't!" And Martha attacked the loaf, with +fury. + +At a quarter before nine, Miss Charteris returned. In a few moments +the bell summoned Jenkins. The note he was to take was also marked +"Immediate." He left it on the kitchen table, and, while he changed +his coat, Martha fetched her glasses. Then she followed him to the +pantry. + +"'Ere, run man!" she said, "run! Never mind your muffler. Who wants a +muffler in June? _'E_'s in it! It's something more than a biscuit. +Drat that woman!" + + * * * * * + +A quarter of an hour later, a tall white figure moved noiselessly down +the lawn, to the seats beneath the mulberry. The full moon was just +rising above the high red wall, gliding up among the trees, huge and +golden through their branches. Christobel Charteris waited in the +garden for the Boy. + +He came. + +By then, the lawn was bathed in moonlight. She saw him, tall and slim, +in the conventional black and white of a man's evening dress, pass +silently through the postern gate. She noted that he did not bang it. +He came up the lawn slowly--for him. He wore no hat, and every +clear-cut feature of the clean-shaven young face showed up in the +moonlight. + +At the mulberry, he paused, uncertain; peering into the dark shadow. + +"Christo_bel_?" he said, softly. + +"Boy dear; I am here. Come." + +He came; feeling his way among the chairs, and moving aside a table, +which stood between. + +He found her, sitting where he had found her, on his return, three +hours before. A single ray of moonlight pierced the thick foliage of +the mulberry, and fell across her face. He marked its unusual pallor. +He stood before her, put one hand on each arm of her chair, and bent +over her. + +"What is it?" he said, softly. "What is it, dear heart? It is so +wonderful to be wanted, and sent for. But let me know quickly that you +are not in any trouble." + +She looked up at him dumbly, during five, ten, twenty seconds. Then +she said: "Boy, I have something to tell you. Will you help me to tell +it?" + +"Of course I will," he said. "How can I help best?" + +"I don't know," she answered. "Oh, I _don't_ know!" + +He considered a moment. Then he sat down on the grass at her feet, and +leaned his head against her knees. She passed her fingers softly +through his hair. + +"What happened after I had gone?" asked the Boy. + +"Jenkins brought me a note from Miss Harvey, asking me to come to her +at once, to hear some very wonderful news, intimately affecting +herself, and the Professor, and--and me. She wrote very ecstatically +and excitedly, poor dear. She always does. Of course, I went." + +"Well?" said the Boy, gently. The pause was so very long, that it +seemed to require supplementing. He felt for the other hand, which had +been holding the lace at her breast, and drew it to his lips. It was +wet with tears. + +The Boy started. He sat up; turned, resting his arm upon her lap, and +tried to see her face. + +"Go on, dear," he said. "Get it over." + +"Boy," said Miss Charteris, "a rich old uncle of the Harveys has died, +leaving the Professor a very considerable legacy, sufficient to make +him quite independent of his fellowship, and of the production of the +Encyclopedia." + +"Well?" + +"They are very happy about it, naturally. Poor Ann is happier than I +have ever seen her. And the chief cause of their joy appears to be +that now the Professor is, at last, in a position to marry." + +"Well?" + +"I have not seen him yet, but Miss Ann is full of it. She told me a +good many very touching things. I had no idea it had meant so much--to +him--all these years.--Boy dear?" + +"Yes." + +"I shall have to marry the Professor." + +No answer. + +"I don't know how to make you understand why I feel so bound to them. +They were very old friends of my father and mother. They were so good +to me through all the days of sorrow, when I was left alone. Miss Ann +is a great invalid, and very dependent upon love and care, and upon not +being thwarted in her little hopes and plans. She expects to come and +live in--in her brother's home. She knows I should love to have her. +And he has done so much for me, intellectually; so patiently kept my +mind alive, when it was inclined to stagnate; and working, when it +would have grown slack. He has given up hours of his valuable time to +me, every week, for years." + +No answer. + +Suddenly the moonlight, through an opening in the mulberry leaves, fell +upon his upturned face. She saw the anguish in his eyes. She turned +his head away, resting it against her knee, and clasped her hands upon +it. + +"Boy dear; it is terribly hard for us, I know. In a most extraordinary +way--in a way I cannot understand--you have won my body. It yearns to +be with you; it aches if you suffer; it lives in your gladness; it +grows young in your youth. Nobody else has ever made me feel this; I +do not suppose anybody else ever will. But--oh Boy--bodies are not +everything. Bodies are the least of all. And I think--I _think_ the +Professor holds my mind. He won it long ago. I have grown much older +since then, and very tired of waiting. But I can look back to the time +when I used to think the greatest privilege in the world would be, to +be the--to marry the Professor." + +She paused, and waited. + +"Bodies count," said the Boy, in a low voice. "You'll jolly well find, +that bodies count." + +It was such a relief to hear him speak at last. + +"Oh, I know, Boy dear," she said. "But more between some, than others. +The Professor and I are united, primarily, on the mental and spiritual +plane. Being so sure of this, realizing the difference, makes it less +hard, in a way, to--to give up my Little Boy Blue. Boy dear, you must +help me; because I love you as I have never loved anybody else in this +world before; as I know I never shall love again. But I am bound in +honour not to disappoint the man who _knows_ I have waited for him. +Miss Ann admitted to me to-night that she has told him. She said, in +the first moments of joy she _had_ to tell him; he was so anxious; and +so diffident. Boy dear, had it not been for that, I think I should +have begged off. But--as he knows--as they have trusted me--dear, we +must say 'good-bye' to-night. He is going to write to me to-morrow, +asking if he may come. I shall say: 'Yes.' ... Boy dear? Is it very +hard? ... Oh, can't you see where duty comes in? There can be no true +happiness if one has failed to be true to what one knows is just and +right.... Can't you realize, Boy, that _they_ have been everything to +me for seven _years_? _You_ have come in, for seven _days_." + +"Time is nothing," said the Boy, suddenly. "You and I are one, +Christobel; eternally, indissolubly _one_. You will find it out, when +it is too late. Age is nothing! Time is nothing! Love is all!" + +She hesitated. The Boy's theories were so vital, so vigorous, so +assured. Was she making a mistake? There was no question as to the +pain involved by her decision; but was that pain to result as she +believed, in higher good to all; or was it to mean irreparable loss? +The very knowledge that her body so yearned for him, led her to +emphasize the fact that the Boy could not--oh surely could not--be a +fit mate for her mind. Yet he was so confident, so sure of himself, in +regard to her, on every point; so unhesitatingly certain that they were +meant for each other. + +And then she saw Ann Harvey, with clasped hands, saying: "_Darling_ +child, forgive me, but I _had_ to tell Kenrick! He is so _humble_--he +was so _diffident_, so doubtful of his own powers of attraction. I +_had_ to tell him that I knew you had been very fond of him for +_years_. I did not say much, sweet child; but just enough to give dear +Kenrick _hope_ and _confidence_." + +She could see Miss Ann's delicate wrinkled face; the tearful eyes; the +lavender ribbons on her lace cap; the mysterious hair-brooch, fastening +the old lace at her neck. The scene was photographed upon her memory; +for, in that moment, Hope--the young Hope, born of the youthful Boy and +his desires--had died. Christobel Charteris had taken up the burden of +life; a life apart from the seven days' romance, created by the amazing +over-confidence of her Little Boy Blue. + +The masterful man attracts; but, in the end, it is usually the +diffident man who wins. The innate unselfishness of the noblest type +of woman, causes her to yield more readily to the insistence of her +pity than to the force of her desire. In these cases, marriage and +martyrdom are really--though unconsciously--synonymous; and the same +pure, holy courage which went smiling to the stake, goes smiling to the +altar. Does a martyr's crown await it, in another world? Possibly. +The only perplexing question, in these cases, being: What awaits the +wrecked life of "the other man"? + +Christobel Charteris had put her hand to the plough; she would not look +back. + +"Little Boy Blue," she said, "you must say 'good-bye' and go. I am +going to marry the Professor quite soon, and I must not see you again. +Say 'good-bye,' Boy dear." + +Then the Boy's anguish broke through all bounds. He flung his arms +around her, and hid his face in her lap. A sudden throb of speechless +agony seemed to overwhelm them both, submerging all arguments, all +casuistry, all obligations to others, in a molten ocean of love and +pain. + +Then she heard the Boy pray: "O God, give her to me! Give her to me! +O God, give her to me!" + +"Hush, Boy," she said; "oh, hush!" + +He was silent at once. + +Then bending, she gathered him to her, holding his face against her +breast; sheltering him in the tenderness of her arms. He had never +seemed so completely her own Little Boy Blue as in that moment, when +she listened to his hopeless prayer: "O God, give her to me!" This was +the Little Boy Blue who tried to carry cannon-balls; who faced the +world, with sand upon his nose; cloudless faith in his bright eyes; +indomitable courage in his heart. She forgot the man's estate to which +he had attained; she forgot the man's request to which she had given a +final denial. She held him as she had first longed to do, when his +nurse, in unreasonable wrath, shook him on the sands; she rocked him +gently to and fro, as his dead mother might have done, long years ago. +"Oh, my Little Boy Blue, my Little Boy Blue!" she said. + +Suddenly she felt the Boy's hot tears upon her neck. + +Then, in undreamed of pain, her heart stood still. Then the full +passion of her tenderness awoke, and found voice in an exceeding bitter +cry. + +"Oh, I cannot bear it! I cannot bear it! Boy dear, oh, Boy dear, you +shall have all you wish--all--all! ... Do you hear, my Little Boy Blue? +It shall all be for you, darling; all for you! Nobody else matters. +You shall have all you want--all--all--all!" + +Silence under the mulberry-tree; the silence of a great decision. + +Then he drew himself gently but firmly from her arms. + +He stood before her, tall, erect, unbending. The moonlight fell upon +his face. It had lost its look of youth, taking on a new power. It +was the face of a man; and of a man who, having come to a decision, +intended, at all costs, to abide by it. + +"No, Christobel," he said. "No, my Beloved. I could not accept +happiness--even _such_ happiness--at so great a cost to you. There +could be no bliss for you, no peace, no satisfaction, even in our great +love, if you had gone against your supreme sense of duty; your own high +conception of right and wrong. Also, Christobel, dearest--you must not +give yourself in a rush of emotion. You must give yourself +deliberately where your mind has chosen, and where your great soul is +content. That being so, I must be off, Christobel; and don't you worry +about me. You've been heavenly good to me, dear; and I've put you +through so much. I will go up to town to-night. I shall not come +back, unless you send for me. But when you want me and send--why, my +Love, I will come from the other end of the world." + +He stooped and took both her hands in his; lifted them reverently, +tenderly, to his lips; held them there one moment, then laid them back +upon her lap, and turned away. + +She saw him walk down the moonlit lawn, tall and erect. She saw him +pass through the gate, without looking back. She heard it close +quietly--not with the old boyish bang--yet close irrevocably, +decisively. + +Then she shut her eyes, and began again to rock gently to and fro. +Little Boy Blue was still in her arms; it comforted her to rock him +there. But the man who had arisen and left her, when he might, taking +advantage of her weakness, have won her against her own conscience and +will; the man who, mastering his own agony, had thus been brave and +strong for her--had carried her whole heart with him, when he went out +through the postern gate. + +In rising, he left the Boy in her arms. Through the long hard years to +come, she prayed she might keep him there--her own Little Boy Blue. + +But he who went out alone, for her sake to face life without her, was +_the man she loved_. + +She knew it, at last. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the fifth day_." + + * * * * * + + + + +THE SIXTH DAY + +MISS ANN HAS "MUCH TO SAY" + +On the afternoon of the sixth day, at the hour which had hitherto been +kept for the Boy, Christobel Charteris, in response to another urgent +and immediate summons, went to take tea with Miss Ann. + +It had been a long, dull, uneventful day, holding at first a certain +amount of restless uncertainty as to whether the Boy was really gone; +mingled with apprehensive anticipation of a call from the Professor. + +But before noon a reply-paid telegram arrived from the Boy, sent off at +Charing Cross. + + +"_Good morning. All's well. Just off for Folkestone. Please tell me +how you are._" + + +To which, while Jenkins and the telegraph-boy waited, Miss Charteris +replied: + + +"_Quite well, thank you. Do be careful at Folkestone._" + + +and afterwards thought of many other messages which she might have +sent, holding more, and better expressed. But that precious moment in +touch with the Boy passed so quickly; and it seemed so impossible to +think of anything but commonplace words, while Jenkins stood at +attention near the table; and the telegraph-boy kept ringing his +bicycle-bell outside, as a reminder that he waited. + +Yet her heart felt warmed and comforted by this momentary contact with +the Boy. He still cared to know how she was. And it was so like him +to put: "All's well." He wished her to know he had not gone down +beneath his trouble. "Fanks, but I always does my own cawwying." +Brave Little Boy Blue, of long ago! + +The expectation of the Professor's note or call remained, keeping her +anxious; until she heard from Ann Harvey, that her brother had been +obliged to go to London on business, and would not return until the +evening. "Come to tea with me, dear child," the note concluded; "we +have _much_ to say!" + +It seemed to Christobel that there remained nothing which Miss Ann had +not already said, in every possible form and way. Nevertheless, she +put on her hat, and went. Miss Ann had succeeded in impressing all her +friends with the conviction that her wishes must never be thwarted. + +Miss Ann had named her villa "Shiloh," undoubtedly a suitable name, so +far as she herself was concerned; her time being mostly spent upon a +comfortable sofa in her tiny drawing-room; or reclining on a wicker +lounge beneath the one tree in her small garden; or being carefully +wheeled out in a bath-chair. + +But nobody else found Miss Ann's villa in any sense a "resting-place." +She had a way of keeping everybody about her--from jaded Emma to the +most casual caller--on the move, while she herself presented a delicate +picture of frail inactivity. Immediately upon their arrival, her +friends found an appointed task awaiting them; but it was always +something which Miss Ann would have given to somebody else to do, had +they not chanced at that moment to appear; and they were usually left +with the feeling that the particular somebody else--whose _privilege_ +they, in their well-meant zeal, had usurped--would have accomplished it +better. + +Directing them from the sofa, Miss Ann kept her entourage busy and +perpetually on the move. Yet she never felt she was asking much of +them; nor, however weary at the conclusion of the task, did they ever +feel much had been accomplished, owing to the judicious use of the word +"just." + +"My dear," Miss Ann would say, "as you _are_ here, will you _just_ +clean the canary?" Cleaning the canary meant a very thorough turning +out of an intricate little brass cage; several journeys up and down +stairs in quest of sand, seed, and brass polish, and an out-door +excursion to a neighbour's garden for groundsel. The canary's name was +"Sweetie-weet," and, however much annoyed Miss Ann's friends might be +feeling with the canary, they had to call him "Sweetie-weet" all the +time they "cleaned him," lest his flutterings should upset Miss Ann. +Now you cannot say "Sweetie-weet" in an angry voice. Try, and you will +see. Consequently Miss Ann's friends had no vent for their feelings +during the process of getting a rather large hand in and out of a very +small brass door with a spring, which always snapped to, at the wrong +moment, while the hand, which seemed to its possessor larger than it +had ever seemed before, was crooked round in an impossible position in +a strained attempt to fix Sweetie-weet's perches. If anything went +wrong during the cleaning process, Miss Ann, from her vantage-ground on +the sofa would sigh, and exclaim: "Poor patient little Sweetie-weet!" +Miss Ann was in full possession of all her faculties. Her hearing was +preternaturally sharp. It was no use saying "Fiend!" to Sweetie-weet, +in an emphatic whisper. He fluttered the more. + +When the task was completed, the cage had to be brought to Miss Ann's +couch for inspection. She then usually discovered the perches to have +been put back before they were perfectly dry. Now _nothing_--as surely +you hardly ought to require to be told--was so prejudicial to +Sweetie-weet's delicate constitution as to have _damp_ wood beneath his +_precious_ little feet. Consequently all the perches had _just_ to be +taken out again, dried before the kitchen fire, and put back once more. +When this mandate went forth, the glee in the bright black eyes in +Sweetie-weet's yellow head was unmistakable. He shared Miss Ann's +mania for keeping people busy. + +When, at last, the second installation of perches was over, and the +cage was suspended from the brass chain in the sunny window, +Sweetie-weet poured forth a shrill crescendo of ear-piercing +sarcasm--"a little song of praise" Miss Ann called it--directed full at +the hot and exhausted friend, who was applying a pocket-handkerchief to +the wire scratches on the back of her hand, and trying to smile at Miss +Ann's recital of all Emma would say, when she found that her special +privilege and delight--the cleaning of Sweetie-weet--had been wrested +from her by the over-zealous friend. As a matter of fact, jaded Emma's +personal remarks about Sweetie-weet, during the perch-drying process in +the kitchen, had been of a nature which would not bear repeating in +Sweetie-weet's presence, and had provided the only amusement the friend +had got out of the whole performance. + +When Christobel Charteris arrived at Shiloh, she found Miss Ann on the +green velvet sofa, looking very frail and ethereal; a Shetland shawl +about her shoulders, fastened by the largest and most mysterious of her +hair-brooches--a gold-mounted oval brooch, in which a weeping willow of +fair hair drooped over a sarcophagus of dark hair; while a crescent +moon of grey hair kept watch over both. This funereal collection of +family hair always possessed a weird fascination for small children, +brought by their parents to call upon Miss Ann. The most +undemonstrative became affectionate, and hastened with ready docility +to the sofa to kiss Miss Ann, in order to obtain a closer view, and to +settle the much disputed point as to the significance of a small round +object in the left-hand corner at the bottom. In fact, to the +undisguised dismay of his mother, a sturdy youngster once emerged from +Miss Ann's embrace, exclaiming eagerly to his little sister: "It's a +furze-bush, _not_ a hedgehog!" An unfortunate remark, which might have +been taken by Miss Ann to refer to even more personal matters than a +detail in her brooch. + +Christobel herself was not altogether free from the spell of this +hirsute cemetery; chiefly because she knew it was worn on days when +deep emotion was to be felt and expressed. At sight of it, she was +quite prepared for the tearful smile with which Miss Ann signed to her +to close the door. Then extending her arms, "Sweet sister," she said, +with emotion, "let me take you to my heart." + +It was somewhat startling to Christobel to be apostrophized as "sister" +by Miss Ann. The Boy had made her feel so young, and so completely his +contemporary, that if Miss Ann had called her "daughter," or even +"granddaughter," it would have seemed more appropriate. Also her +magnificent proportions constituted a somewhat large order for Miss +Ann's proposed embrace. + +However, she knelt beside the sofa, and allowed herself to be taken to +Miss Ann's heart in sections. Then, having found and restored Miss +Ann's lace pocket-handkerchief, she seated herself in a low chair +beside the couch, hoping for enlightenment upon the immediate prospects +of her own future. + +Miss Ann wept gently for a while. Christobel sat silent. Her recent +experience of tears, wrung from such deep anguish of soul, made it less +easy for her to feel sympathetic towards tears which flowed from no +apparent cause, and fell delicately into perfumed lace. So she waited +in silence, while Miss Ann wept. + +The room was very still. The bang with which the Boy usually made his +entry anywhere, would have been terrific in its joyful suddenness. At +the mere thought of it, Christobel's heart stood still and listened. +But this was a place into which the Boy would never make an entry, +noisy or otherwise. Besides--the Boy was gone. Oh, silent, sober, +sorry world! The Boy was gone. + +Sweetie-weet put his head on one side, and chirped interrogatively. In +his judgment, the silence had lasted sufficiently long. + +Miss Ann dried her eyes, making an effort to control her emotion. Then +she spoke, in a voice which still trembled. + +"Dearest child," she said, "I want you _just_ to cover this book for +me. Emma has offered to do it, several times, but I said: 'No, Emma. +We must keep it for Miss Christobel. I do not know _what_ she would +say to you, if you took to covering my books!' Emma is a good soul, +and willing; but has not the _mind_ and _method_ required to cover a +book properly. If you will _just_ run up to my room, dear child, you +will find a neat piece of whity-brown paper laid aside on purpose.... +Hush, Sweetie-weet! Christobel knows you are pleased to see her.... +It is either on the ottoman behind the screen, or in the top left-hand +drawer of the mahogany chest, between the window and the fireplace. +Ah, how much we have come through, during the last twenty-four hours! +The scissors, dear Love, are hanging by black tape from a nail in the +store-room. You require a large and _common_ pair for cutting brown +paper. How truly wonderful are the ways of Providence, dear +Christobel! The paste is in the little cupboard under the stairs." + +When Miss Charteris had finished covering the book, having bent upon it +all the _mind_ and _method_ it required, she forestalled the setting of +another task, by saying firmly: "I want an important talk now, please. +Ann, are you sure you told your brother that I had cared for him for +years?" + +"Darling, dear Kenrick was so _diffident_; so unable to realize his own +powers of _attraction_; so----" + +"Do you think it was fair toward a woman, even if it were true, to tell +a man who had never asked her love, that that love has long been his?" + +"Sweet child, how crudely you put it! I merely _hinted, whispered_; +gave the most _delicate_ indications of what I knew to be your feeling. +For you _do_ love my brother; do you not, dear Christobel?" + +"I think," said Miss Charteris, slowly, weighing each word; "I think I +love the Professor as a woman loves a book." + +There was a moment of tense silence in Miss Ann's drawing-room. +Christobel Charteris looked straight before her, a stern light upon her +face, as of one confronted on the path of duty by the clear shining of +the mirror of self-revelation. + +Into Miss Ann's pale blue eyes shot a gleam of nervous anxiety. + +Sweetie-weet chirped, interrogatively. + +Then Miss Ann, recovering, clasped her hands. "Ah, what a beautiful +definition!" she said. "What _could_ be more pure, more perfect?" + +Miss Charteris knew a love of a very different kind, which was +absolutely pure, and altogether perfect. But that was the love she had +put from her. + +"A woman could hardly marry a book," she said. + +Miss Ann gave a little deprecatory shriek. "Darling child!" she cried. +"_No_ simile, however beautiful, should be pressed too far! Your +exquisite description of your love for dear Kenrick merely assures us +that your union with him will prove one of complete contentment to the +mind. And the _mind_--that sensitive instrument, attuned to all the +immensities of the intellectual spheres--the _mind_ is what really +matters." + +"Bodies count," said Miss Charteris, with conviction; adding beneath +her breath, the dawning of a smile in her sad eyes: "We shall jolly +well find, bodies count." + +Miss Ann's hearing, as we have already remarked, was preternaturally +sharp. She started. "My dear Christobel, what an expression! And do +you not think, that, under these circumstances, any mention of bodies +savours of impropriety?" + +Miss Charteris turned quickly. The colour flamed into her beautiful +face. The glint of angry indignation flashed from her eyes. But the +elderly figure on the couch looked so small and frail. To wound and +crush it would be so easy; and so unworthy of her strength, and wider +experience. + +Suddenly she remembered a little blue back, round with grief and shame; +a small sandy face, silent and unflinching; a brave little heart which +kept its faith in God, and prayed on trustfully, while nurses +misunderstood and bullied. Then Miss Charteris conquered her own wrath. + +"Dear Ann," she said, gently, "do you really believe your brother would +be much disappointed if--after all--when he asks me to marry him--which +he has not done yet--I feel it better not to do so?" + +"My _darling_ child!" exclaimed Miss Ann, and her hair-brooch flew +open, as if to accentuate her horror and amazement. "My _darling_ +child! Think how patiently he has waited! Remember the long years! +Remember----" + +"Yes, I know," said Miss Charteris. "You told me all that last night, +didn't you? But it seems to me that, if a man can wait twelve years, +he might as well wait twenty." + +"So he would have!" cried Miss Ann. "_Undoubtedly_ dear Kenrick would +have waited _twenty years_, had it not been for this fortunate legacy, +which places him in a position to marry at once. But why should you +wish to keep him waiting any longer? Is not twelve years sufficiently +long?" + +Miss Charteris smiled. "Twelve days would be too long for some +people," she said, gently. "I have no wish to keep him waiting. But +you must remember, Ann, the Professor has, as yet, spoken no word of +love to me." + +"Dear child," said Miss Ann, eagerly; "he would have come to you +to-day, but imperative legal business, connected with our uncle's will, +took him to town. I know for certain that he intends writing to you +this evening; and, if you then give him leave to do so, he will call +upon you to-morrow. Oh, _darling_ girl, you will not disappoint us? +We have so trusted you; so _believed_ in you! A less scrupulously +honourable man than Kenrick, might have tried to bind you by a promise, +before he was in a position to offer you immediate marriage. Think of +all the hopes--the hopes and p-_plans_, which depend upon your +faithfulness!" Miss Ann dissolved into tears--but not to a degree +which should hinder her flow of eloquence. "Ah, sweetest child! You +knelt beside this _very_ sofa, five years ago, and you said: 'Ann, I +think _any_ woman might be proud to become the wife of the Professor!' +Have you forgotten that you said that, kneeling beside this _very_ +sofa?" + +"I have not forgotten," said Miss Charteris; "and I think so still." + +"Then you _will_ marry Kenrick?" said Miss Ann, through her tears. + +Christobel Charteris rose. She stood, for a moment, tall and +immovable, in the small, low room, crowded with knick-knacks--china, +bric-a-brac, ferns in painted pots, embroidery, photograph +frames--overseated with easy chairs, which, in their turn, were +overfilled with a varied assortment of cushions. Miss Ann's +drawing-room gave the effect of a rather prettily arranged bazaar. You +mentally pictured yourself walking round, admiring everything, but +seeing nothing you liked quite well enough to wish to buy it, and take +it home. + +Christobel Charteris, tall and stately, in her simple white gown, +looked so utterly apart from the trumpery elegance of these +surroundings. As the Boy had said, the mellow beauty of his ancestral +homes would indeed be a fit setting for her stately grace. But she had +sent away the Boy, with his beautiful castles in the air, and places in +the shires. The atmosphere and surroundings of Shiloh were those to +which she must be willing to bend her fastidious taste. Miss Ann would +expect to make her home with the Professor. + +"Then you _will_ marry Kenrick?" whispered Miss Ann, through her lace +pocket-handkerchief. + +Christobel bent over her, tenderly; fastening the clasp of the +mysterious hair-brooch. + +"Dear Ann," she said. "It will not be leap year again, until 1912. +And, meanwhile, the Professor has not proposed marriage to me." + +Miss Ann instantly brightened. Laughing gaily, she wiped away a few +remaining tears. + +"Ah, naughty!" she said. "Naughty, to make me tell! But as you _will_ +ask--_he is going to write to-night_. But you must never let him know +I told you! And now I want you just to find the _Spectator_--it is +laid over that exquisitely embroidered blotter on the writing-table in +the window, sent me last Christmas by that kind creature, Lady +Goldsmith; so thoughtful, tasteful, and _quite_ touching; Emma, careful +soul, spread it over the blotter, while darling Sweetie-weetie took his +bath. Dear pet, it is a sight to see him splash and splutter. Lady +Goldsmith thinks so much of dear Kenrick. The first time she saw him, +she was _immensely_ struck by his extraordinarily clever _appearance_. +He sat exactly opposite her at a Guildhall banquet; and she told me +afterwards that the mere sight of him was sufficient to take away all +inclination for food; excepting for that intellectual nourishment which +he is so well able to supply. I thought that was rather well +expressed, and, coming from a _florid_ woman, such as Lady Goldsmith, +was quite a tribute to my brother. You _would_ call Lady Goldsmith +'florid,' would you not, dear Christobel? ... Oh, you do not know her +by sight? I am surprised. As the _wife_ of the _Professor_, you will +soon know all these distinguished people by sight. Yes, she is +undoubtedly florid; and inclined to be what my dear father used to call +'a woman of a stout habit.' This being the case, it was certainly a +_tribute_--a tribute of which you and I, dearest child, have a right to +feel justly proud.... Oh, is it still damp? Naughty Sweetie-weet! +Don't you think it might be wise, _just_ to take it to the kitchen. +Emma, good soul, will let you dry it before the fire. I _have_ heard +of fatalities caused by damp newspapers. Precious _child_, we can have +you run no risks! What would _Kenrick_ say? But when it is +_absolutely_ dry, I want you just to explain to me the _gist_ of that +article on the effect of oriental literature on modern thought. +Kenrick tells me you have read it. He wishes to discuss it with me. I +really cannot undertake to read it through. I have not the _time_ +required. Yet I must be prepared to talk it over intelligently with my +brother, when next he pays me a visit. He may look in this evening, +weary with his day in town, and requiring the relaxation of a little +intellectual conversation. I must be ready." + + * * * * * + +An hour later, somewhat tired in body, and completely exhausted in +mind, Miss Charteris walked home. She made a detour, in order to pass +along the lane, and enter through the postern gate at the bottom of the +garden. + +She opened it, and passed in. + +A shaft of sunlight lay along the lawn. The jolly little "what +d'-you-call-'ems" lifted gay purple faces to the sky. + +She paused in the doorway, trying to realize how this quiet green +seclusion, the old-fashioned flower-borders, the spreading +mulberry-tree, the quaint white house, in the distance, with its green +shutters, must have looked to the Boy each day, as he came in. She +knew he had more eye for colour, and more knowledge of artistic effect, +than his casual acquaintances might suppose. It would not surprise her +some day to find, as one of the gems of the New Gallery, a reproduction +of her own garden, with a halo of jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" +in the borders, and an indication of seats, deep in the shadow of the +mulberry-tree. She would not need to refer to the catalogue for the +artist's name. The Boy had had a painting in the Academy the year +before. She had chanced to see it. Noticing the name of her Little +Boy Blue of the Dovercourt sands in the catalogue, she had made her way +through the crowded rooms, and found his picture. It hung on the line. +She had been struck by its thoughtful beauty, and wealth of imaginative +skill. She had not forgotten that picture; and during all these days +she had been quietly waiting to hear the Boy say he had had a painting +in the Academy. Then she was going to tell him she had seen it, had +greatly admired it, and had noted with pleasure all the kind things +critics had said of it. + +But, the subject of pictures not having come up, it had not occurred to +the Boy to mention it. The Boy never talked of what he had done, +_because_ he had done it. But were a subject mentioned upon which he +was keen, he would bound up, with shining eyes, and tell you all he +knew about it; all he had seen, heard, and done; all he was doing, and +all he hoped to do in the future, in connexion with that particular +thing. He would never have thought of informing you that he owned +three aeroplanes. But if the subject of aviation came up, and you said +to the Boy: "Do you know anything about it?" he would lean forward, +beaming at you, and say: "I should jolly well think I do!" and talk +aeroplanes to you for as long as you were willing to listen. This +trait of the Boy's, caused shallow-minded people to consider him +conceited. But the woman he loved knew how to distinguish between +keenness and conceit; between exuberant enthusiasm and egotistical +self-assertion; and the woman who loved him, smiled tenderly as she +remembered that even on the day when she scolded him, and he had to +admit his "barely respectable B.A.," he had not told her of the +painting hung on the line and mentioned in the _Times_. Yet if the +question of art had come up, the Boy would very probably have sat +forward in his chair, and talked about his painting, straight on end, +for half an hour. + +She still stood beneath the archway, in the red-brick wall, as these +thoughts chased quickly through her mind. She would have made a fair +picture for any one who had chanced to be waiting beneath the +mulberry-tree, with eyes upon the gate. + +"Straight on end for half an hour, he would have talked about his +picture; and how bright his eyes would have been. And then I should +have said: 'I saw it, Boy dear; and it was quite as beautiful as you +say.' And he would have answered: 'It jolly well gave you the feeling +of the scene, didn't it, Christo_bel_?' And I should have known that +his delight in it, as an artistic success, had nothing to do with the +fact that it was painted by himself. Just because egotism is +impossible to him, he is free to be so full of vivid enthusiasm." + +She smiled again. A warm glow seemed to enfold her. "How well I know +my Boy!" she said aloud; then remembered with a sudden pang that she +must not call him _her_ Boy. She had let him go. She was--very +probably--going to marry the Professor. She had not--with the whole of +her being--wanted him to stay, until he had had the manliness to rise +up and go. Then--it had been too late. Ah, was it too late? If the +Boy came back to plead once more? If once again she could hear him +say: "Age is nothing! Time is nothing! Love is all!" would she not +answer: "Yes, Guy. Love _is_ all"? + +The blood rushed into her sweet proud face. The name of the man she +loved had come into her mind unconsciously. It had never yet--as a +name for him--passed her lips. That she should unconsciously call him +so in her heart, gave her another swift moment of self-revelation. + +She closed the gate gently, careful not to let it bang. As she passed +up the lawn, her heart stood still. It seemed to her that he must be +waiting, in the shade of the mulberry-tree. + +She hardly dared to look. She felt so sure he was there.... Yes, she +knew he was there.... She felt certain the Boy had come back. He +could not stay away from her on his sixth day. Had he not said he +would "march round" every day? Ah, dear waiting army of Israel! Here +was Jericho hastening to meet it. Why had she allowed Ann Harvey to +keep her so late? Why had she gone at all, during the Boy's own time? +She might have known he would come.... Should she walk past the +mulberry, as if making for the house, just for the joy of hearing him +call "Christo_bel_"? No, that would not be quite honest, knowing he +was there; and they were always absolutely honest with one another. + +She passed, breathlessly, under the drooping branches. Her cheeks +glowed; her lips were parted. Her eyes shone with love and expectation. + +She lifted a hanging bough, and passed beneath. + +His chair was there, and hers; but they were empty. The Boy--being the +Boy--had not come back. + + * * * * * + +Presently she went slowly up to the house. + +A telegram lay on the hall table. She knew at once from whom it came. +There was but one person who carried on a correspondence by telegraph. +_Reply paid_ was written on the envelope. + +She stood quite still for a moment. Then she opened it slowly. +Telegrams from the Boy gave her a delicious memory of the way he used +to jump about. He would be out of his chair, and sitting at her feet, +before she knew he was going to move. + +She opened it slowly, turned to a window, and read it. + + +"_How are you, dear? Please tell me. I am going to do my big fly +to-morrow. I jolly well mean to break the record. Wish me luck._" + + +She took up the reply-paid form and wrote: + + +"_Quite well. Good luck; but please be careful, Little Boy Blue._" + + +She hesitated a moment, before writing the playful name by which she so +often called him. But his telegram was so absolutely the Boy, all +over. It was best he should know nothing of "the man she loved," who +had gone out at the gate. It was best he should not know what she +would have called him, had he been under the mulberry just now. She +was--undoubtedly--going to marry the Professor. In which case she +would never call the Boy anything but "Little Boy Blue." So she put it +into her telegram, as a repartee to his audacious "dear." Then she +went out, and sent it off herself. It was comforting to have +something, however small, to do for him. + +She came in again; dressed for the evening, and dined. She was +thoroughly tired; and one sentence beat itself incessantly against the +mirror of her reflection, like a frightened bird with a broken wing: +"_He is going to do a big fly to-morrow.... He is going to do a big +fly to-morrow! Little Boy Blue is going to fly and break the record._" + +She sat in the stillness of her drawing-room, and tried to read. But +between her eyes and the printed page, burned in letters of fire: "_He +is going to fly to-morrow._" + +She went down the garden to the chairs beneath the mulberry-tree. It +was cooler there; but the loneliness was too fierce an agony. + +She walked up and down the lawn, now bathed in silvery moonlight. "_He +is going to do a big fly to-morrow. He jolly well means to break the +record._" + +She passed in, and went to her bedroom. She lay in the darkness and +tried to sleep. She tried in vain. What if he got into +cross-currents? What if the propeller broke? What if the +steering-gear twisted? She began remembering every detail he had told +herself and Mollie; when she sat listening, thinking of him as Mollie's +lover, though all the while he had been her--Little Boy Blue.... "_Oh +of course then it is all U P.--But there must be pioneers!_" + +At last she could bear it no longer. She lighted her candle, and rose. +She went to her medicine cupboard, and did a thing she had never done +before, in the whole of her healthy life. She took a sleeping draught. +The draught was one of Miss Ann's; left behind at the close of a recent +visit. She knew it contained chiefly bromide; harmless but effective. + +She put out the light, and lay once more in darkness. + +The bromide began to act. + +The bird with the broken wing became less insistent. + +The absent Boy drew near, and bent over, kneeling beside her. + +She talked to him softly. Her voice sounded far away, and unlike her +own. "Be careful, Little Boy Blue," she said. "You may jolly +well--what an expression!--break the record if you like; but don't +break yourself; because, if you do, you will break my heart." + +The bromide was acting strongly now. The bird with the broken wing had +gone. There was a strange rhythmical throbbing in her ears. It was +the Boy's aeroplane; but it had started without him. She knew sleep +was coming; merciful oblivion. Yet now she was too happy to wish to +sleep. + +The Boy drew nearer. + +"Oh, Boy dear, I love you so," she whispered into the throbbing +darkness; "I love you so." + +"I know you do, dear," said the Boy. "It is almost unbelievable, +Christobel; but I know you do." + +Then she put up her arms, and drew him to her breast. + +Thus the Boy--though far away--marched round. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the sixth day._" + + * * * * * + + + + +AN INTERLUDE + +"AS A DREAM, WHEN ONE AWAKETH" + +When Miss Charteris opened her eyes, the sun was streaming into her +room. The sense of having slept heavily and unnaturally lay upon her. +She had not heard Martha's entry; but her blinds were up, and the tea +on the tray beside her bed was still fresh and hot. + +She took a cup, and the after-effects of the bromide seemed to leave +her. + +She dressed, and went downstairs. + +On the breakfast-table, beside her plate, lay the Professor's letter. +When she had poured out her coffee and buttered her toast, she opened +and read it. + +The letter was exactly such as she had always dreamed the Professor +would write, if he ever came to the point of making her a proposal. He +touched on their long friendship; on how much it had meant to them +both. He said he had often hoped for the possibility of a closer tie, +but had not felt justified in suggesting it, until he was in a position +to offer her a suitable home and income. This was now fortunately the +case; therefore he hastened to write and plead his cause, though keenly +conscious of how little there was in himself calculated to call forth +in a woman the affection which it was his earnest hope and desire to +win. She had trusted him as a friend, an intellectual guide and +comrade, during many years. If she could now bring herself to trust +him in a yet more intimate relation, he would endeavour never to +disappoint or fail her. + +The letter was signed: + +"_Yours in sincere devotion,_ + "_KENRICK HARVEY._" + + +A postscript requested to be allowed to call, at the usual hour, that +afternoon, for a reply. + +Miss Charteris wrote a brief note of thanks and appreciation, and gave +the Professor leave to call at three. + +The Professor called at three. + +He knocked and rang, and fumbled long over the umbrella-stand in the +hall. He seemed to be taking all the umbrellas out, and putting them +back again. + +At last he appeared at the door of the drawing-room, where Miss +Charteris awaited him. He was very nervous. He repeated the substance +of his letter, only rather less well expressed. He alluded to Miss +Ann, and to the extreme happiness and pleasure to her of having +Christobel as a sister. But he completely ignored, both in the letter +and in conversation, Miss Ann's betrayal of Christobel's confidence. +For this she was grateful to him. + +As soon as the Professor, having floundered through the unusual waters +of expressed sentiment, stepped out on to the high and dry path of an +actual question, Miss Charteris answered that question in the +affirmative, and accepted the Professor's offer. + +He rose, and held her hand for a few moments, looking at her with great +affection through his glasses, which did not at all impede the warmth +of his regard; in fact, being powerful convex lenses, they magnified +it. Then he kissed her rather awkwardly on the brow, and hurried back +to his seat. + +A somewhat strained silence would have followed, had not the Professor +had an inspiration. + +Drawing a book from his pocket, he looked at her as you look at a child +for whom you have a delightful surprise in store. + +"That--er--matter being satisfactorily settled, my dear Christobel," he +said, "should we not find it decidedly--er--refreshing to spend an hour +over our Persian translation?" + +Miss Charteris agreed at once; but while the Professor read, +translated, and expounded, expatiating on the interest and beauty of +various passages, her mind wandered. + +She found herself picturing the Boy under similar circumstances; how +the Boy would have behaved during the first hour of engagement; what +the Boy would have said; what the Boy would have done. She was not +quite sure what the Boy would have done; she had never experienced the +Boy with the curb completely off. But she suddenly remembered: +"Millions, or would it be billions?" and the recollection gave her a +shock of such vivid reaction, that she laughed aloud. + +The Professor paused, and looked up in surprise. Then he smiled, +indulgently. + +"My dear--er--Christobel, this passage is not intended to be humorous," +he said. + +"I know it is not," replied Miss Charteris. "I beg your pardon. I +laughed involuntarily." + +The Professor resumed his reading. + +No; she was not quite sure as to _all_ the Boy would have done; but she +knew quite well what he would have said. + +And here the Boy, quite unexpectedly, took a First in classics; for +what the Boy would have said would certainly have been Greek to the +Professor. + + * * * * * + +After this, events followed one another so rapidly that the whole thing +became dream-like to Miss Charteris. She found herself helpless in the +grip of Miss Ann's iron will--up to now, carefully shrouded in Shetland +and lace. At last she understood why Emma's old mother had had to die +alone in a little cottage away in Northumberland; Emma, good soul, +being too devoted to her mistress to ask for the necessary week, in +order to go home and nurse her mother. Emma had seemed a broken woman, +ever since; and Christobel understood now the impossibility of any one +ever asking Miss Ann for a thing which Miss Ann had made up her mind +not to grant. + +She and the Professor now became puppets in Miss Ann's delicate hands. +Miss Ann lay upon her couch, and pulled the wires. The Professor +danced, because he had not the discernment to know he was dancing; Miss +Charteris, because she had not the heart to resist. The Boy having +gone out of her life, nothing seemed to matter. It was her duty to +marry the Professor, and there is nothing to be gained by the +postponement of duty. + +But it was Miss Ann who insisted on the wedding taking place within a +week. It was Miss Ann who reminded them that, the Long Vacation having +just commenced, the Professor could easily be away, and there were +researches connected with his Encyclopedia which it was of the utmost +importance he should immediately make in the museums and libraries of +Brussels. It was Miss Ann who insisted upon a special licence being +obtained, and who overruled Christobel's desire to be married by her +brother, the bishop. Miss Ann had become quite hysterical at the idea +of the bishop being brought back from a tour he was making in Ireland, +and Christobel yielded the more readily, because her brother's arrival +would undoubtedly have meant Mollie's; and Mollie's presence, even if +she refrained from protest and expostulation, would have brought such +poignant memories of the Boy. + +So it came to pass, with a queer sense of the whole thing being +dream-like and unreal, that Miss Charteris--who should have had the +most crowded and most popular wedding in Cambridge--found herself +standing, as a bride, beside the Professor, in an ill-ventilated +church, at ten o'clock in the morning, being married by an old +clergyman she had never seen before, who seemed partially deaf, and +partially blind, and wholly inadequate to the solemn occasion; with +Miss Ann and her faithful Emma, sniffing in a pew on one side; while +Jenkins breathed rather heavily in a pew, on the other. Martha had +flatly refused to attend; and when Miss Charteris sent for her to bid +her good-bye, Martha had appeared, apparently in her worst and most +morose temper; then had suddenly broken down, and, exclaiming wildly: +"'Ow about _'im_?" had thrown her apron over her head, and left the +room, sobbing. + +"_How about him? How about him?_" + +Each turn of the wheels reiterated the question as she drove to Shiloh +to pick up Miss Ann; then on to the church where the Professor waited. + +_How about him_? But _he_ had left her to do that which she felt to be +right, and she was doing it. + +Nevertheless, Martha's wild outburst had brought the Boy very near; and +he seemed with her as she walked up the church. + +Her mind wandered during the reading of the exhortation. In this +nightmare of a wedding she seemed to have no really important part to +play. The Boy would burst in, in a minute; and a shaft of light would +come with him. He would walk straight up the church to her, saying: +"We have jolly well had enough of this, Christobel!" Then they would +all wake up, and he would whirl her away in a motor and she would say: +"Boy dear; don't exceed the speed-limit." + +But the Boy did not burst in; and the Professor's hands, looking +unusually large in a pair of white kid gloves, were twitching +nervously, for an emphatic question was being put to him by the old +clergyman, who had emerged from his hiding-place behind the +Prayer-book, as soon as the exhortation was over. + +The Professor said: "I will," with considerable emotion; while Miss Ann +sobbed audibly into her lace pocket-handkerchief. + +Christobel looked at the Professor. His outward appearance seemed +greatly improved. His beard had been trimmed; his hair--what there was +of it--cut. He had not once looked at her since she entered the church +and took her place at his side; but she knew, if he did look, his eyes +would be kind--kind, with a magnified kindness, behind the convex +lenses. The Boy had asked whether she loved the Professor's mouth, +eyes, and hair. What questions the amazing Boy used to ask! And she +had answered---- + +But here a silence in the church recalled her wandering thoughts. The +all-important question had been put to her. She had not heard one word +of it; yet the church awaited her "I will." + +The silence became alarming. This was the exact psychological moment +in which the Boy should have dashed in to the rescue. But the Boy did +not dash in. + +Then Christobel Charteris did a thing perhaps unique in the annals of +brides, but essentially characteristic of her extreme honesty. + +"I am sorry," she said, in a low voice; "I did not hear the question. +Will you be good enough to repeat it?" + +Miss Ann, in the pew behind, gasped audibly. The old clergyman peered +at her, in astonishment, over his glasses. His eyes were red-rimmed +and bloodshot. + +Then he repeated the question slowly and deliberately, introducing a +tone of reproof, which made of it a menace. Miss Charteris listened +carefully to each clause and at the end she said: "I will." + +Whereupon, with much fumbling, the Professor and the old clergyman +between them, succeeded in finding a ring, and in placing it upon the +third finger of her left hand. As they did so, her thoughts wandered +again. She was back in the garden with the Boy. He had caught her +left hand in both his, and kissed it; then, dividing the third finger +from the others, and holding it apart with his strong brown ones, he +had laid his lips upon it, with a touch of unspeakable reverence and +tenderness. She understood now, why the Boy had kissed that finger +separately. She looked down at it. The Professor's ring encircled it. + +Then the old clergyman said: "Let us pray"; and, kneeling meekly upon +her knees, Christobel Charteris prayed, with all her heart, that she +might be a good wife to her old friend, the Professor. + + * * * * * + +From the church, they drove straight to the station, Miss Ann's plan +for them being, that they should lunch in London, reach Folkestone in +time for tea, and spend a day or two there, at a boarding-house kept by +an old cronie of Miss Ann's, before crossing to Boulogne, _en route_ +for Brussels. + +Christobel disliked the idea of the boarding-house, extremely. She had +never, in her life, stayed at a boarding-house; moreover it seemed to +her that a wedding journey called imperatively for hotels--and the best +of hotels. But Miss Ann had dismissed the question with an +authoritative wave of the hand, and a veiled insinuation that +hotels--particularly _Metropole_ hotels--were scarcely proper places. +Dear Miss Slinker's boarding-house would be so safe and nice, and the +company so congenial. But here the Professor had interposed, laying +his hand gently on Christobel's: "My dear Ann, we take our congenial +company with us." + +This was the farthest excursion into the realm of sentiment, upon which +the Professor had as yet ventured. The sober, middle-aged side of Miss +Charteris had appreciated it, with a certain amount of grateful +emotion. But the youthful soul of Christobel had suddenly realized how +the Boy would slap his leg, and rock, over the recital of such a +sentence; and, between the two, she had been reduced to a condition +bordering on hysterics. + +They travelled from Cambridge in a first-class compartment, had it to +themselves, and fell quite naturally into the style of conversation +which had always characterized their friendship; meeting each other's +minds, not over the happenings of a living present, but in a mutual +appreciation of the great intellects of a dead and gone past. Before +long, the Professor had whisked his favourite Persian poet from the +tail-pocket of his coat, Christobel had provided paper and pencil, and +they were deep in translation. + +Arrived at Liverpool Street station, they entered a four-wheeler, and +trundled slowly off to Cannon Street. Christobel had imagined +four-wheelers to be obsolete; but the Professor dismissed her +suggestion of a taxi, as being "a needlessly rapid mode of progression, +indubitably fraught with perpetual danger," and proceeded to hail the +sleepy and astonished driver of a four-wheeled cab. + +(Oh, Boy dear, what would you have said to that four-wheeler--you dear +record-breaking, speed-limit-exceeding, astonishingly rapid Boy? That +ancient four-wheeler, trundling past the Bank of England, the Royal +Exchange, the Mansion House, up King William Street, and round into +Cannon Street, endlessly blocked, continually pulling up; then starting +on, only to be stopped again; and your Beloved inside it, Boy dear, +looking out of the ramshackle old window, in a vain endeavour to see +something of the London you had planned to show her in your own +delightful extravagant way. Oh, Boy dear, keep out of this! It is not +your show. This four-wheeler has been hailed and engaged by the +Professor. The lady within is the bride of the Professor. Hands off, +Boy!) + +They drew up, for a few minutes, outside a bookseller's in New Broad +Street, on the left-hand side, just after they had trundled into it--a +delightful little place, crammed, lined, almost carpeted, with books. +The Professor plunged in, upsetting a pile of magazines in his hasty +entrance through the narrow doorway. Here he always found precisely +the book he happened to be requiring for his latest research. With an +incoherent remark to the proprietor, who advanced to meet him, the +Professor became immediately absorbed, in a far corner of the shop, +oblivious of his cab, his bride, and his train. Christobel had +followed him, and stood, a dignified, but somewhat lonely figure, just +within the doorway. She had been to this shop with her father, during +his lifetime, on several occasions, and had since often written for +books. The bookseller came forward. He was a man possessed of the +useful faculty of remembering faces and the names appertaining to them. +Also he had cultivated the habit of taking an intelligent interest in +his customers. But he did not connect this beautiful waiting figure, +with the absorbed back of the Professor. + +"What can I do for you to-day, Miss Charteris?" he inquired, with ready +courtesy. + +Christobel started. "Nothing to-day, thank you, Mr. Taylor. But I am +much obliged to you for so often supplying my requirements by return of +post. And, by the way, you have an excellent memory. It is many years +since I came here last, with my father." + +"Professor Charteris was one of my best customers," said the +bookseller, in an undertone of deferential sympathy. "I never knew a +finer judge of a book than he. If I may be allowed to say so, I deeply +deplored his loss, Miss Charteris." + +Christobel smiled, and gently unbent, allowing the kindly expression of +appreciation and regret to reach her with comfort in these moments of +dream-like isolation. A friendly hand seemed to have been outstretched +across the chasm which divides the passionately regretted past, from +the scarcely appreciated present. She could see her father's tall +scholarly figure, as he stood lovingly fingering a book, engaged in +earnest conversation with Mr. Taylor, regardless of the passing of +time; until she was obliged to lay her hand on his arm, and hurry him +through the crowded streets, down the steep incline, to the platform +from which the Cambridge express was on the point of starting. And +when safely seated, with barely a minute to spare, he would turn to +her, with a smile of gentle reproof, saying: "But, my dear child, we +had not concluded our conversation." And she would laugh and say: "But +we had to get home to-night, Papa." Whereupon he would lean back, +contentedly, replying: "Quite right, my dear. So we had." + +Ah, happy those whose fathers and mothers still walk the earth beside +them. Youth remains, notwithstanding the passing of years, while there +is still a voice to say, in reproof or approbation: "My child." + +But the bookseller, not yet connecting her with the Professor, still +waited her pleasure; and suddenly a thought struck Christobel. An +eager wish awoke within her. + +"Mr. Taylor," she said, hurriedly; "can you supply me with the very +newest thing on the subject of aviation? I want to learn all there is +to know about propellers, steering-gear, cross-currents, and how to +avoid the dangers----" + +She stopped short. The Professor had found what he wanted, and was +fumbling for his purse. + +The bookseller turned quickly to a pile at his elbow, took up a +paper-covered book, and placed it in her hands. "The very latest," he +said. "Published yesterday. You will find in it all you want to +know." Then, as he handed the Professor his change, "Allow me to place +it to your account, Miss Charteris," he said. + +Experiencing a quite unaccountable sense of elation and fresh interest +in life, Christobel, armed with her book on aviation, re-entered the +four-wheeler. The Professor, absorbed in his own purchase, had not +noticed her private transaction. He followed her into the cab, and +made three ineffectual attempts to close the door. Just as the driver +was slowly beginning to prepare to climb down, Mr. Taylor came across +the crowded pavement, to their rescue; released the Professor's +coat-tail, shut them in, and signed to the cabman to drive on. With a +good deal of "gee-up" and whip-flourishing, they re-commenced to +trundle. Mr. Taylor was not merely a provider of literature; he was +also a keen observer of life, and of human nature. As Christobel +leaned forward to acknowledge his help, and to smile her farewell, his +expression seemed to say: "A four-wheeler, Professor Harvey, and the +latest work on aviation! An unusual combination." "Very unusual," she +said to herself, and smiled again. Then it seemed to her that her +friend of the bookshop had said: "You will find what you want, on page +274." She knew he had not, as a matter of fact, mentioned any page; +but the figures came into her mind. She opened the book, and glanced +at page 274. It was headed: "Fine performances by Mr. Guy Chelsea." +She shut it quickly. There was no room for the actual presence of the +Boy in the Professor's four-wheeler. + +They lunched at a depot of the Aerated Bread Company, close to Cannon +Street station. While Christobel was struggling with a very large +plateful of cold tongue, she suddenly remembered that one of the Boy's +many plans had been to take her to lunch at his favourite restaurant in +Piccadilly; where she would be able to order any dish she fancied, and +find it better served than she had ever known it before; or to dine at +the Hotel Metropole, where Monsieur Delma's perfect orchestra would +play for her any mortal thing for which she chose to ask, and play it +better than she had ever heard it played. + +These memories, and a really excellent cup of coffee, helped Christobel +in her struggles with the round of cold tongue; and she looked across +the little marble-topped table brightly at the Professor, and spoke +with a cheerful hopefulness which surprised herself. + +But something, other than his own plate of cold tongue, seemed weighing +on the Professor. He had become preoccupied and distrait. + +When they reached the Folkestone train, Christobel found out the cause +of his preoccupation. + +"My dear Ann--I should say Christobel," remarked the Professor, +hurriedly, as he put her into an empty compartment, and hesitated in +the doorway. "I am always accustomed at this hour to have my pipe and +a nap. Should you object, my dear Ann--er--that is, Christobel, if I +sought a smoking compartment?" + +"Oh, _please_ do!" she exclaimed, eagerly. The idea of two hours of +freedom and solitude suddenly seemed an undreamed of joy. "Don't think +of me. I am quite happy here." + +"I will provide you with a paper," said the Professor, and hailed a +passing boy. He laid the paper on her lap, and disappeared. + +The train started. + +Christobel looked out of the window as they slowly steamed across the +bridge over the Thames. She loved the flow of the river, with its +constant procession of barges, dredges, boats, and steamers; a silent, +moving highway, right through the heart of the noisy whirl of London +street-traffic. They ran past old St. Saviour's Church, now promoted +to be Southwark Cathedral; out through the suburbs, until streets +became villas, woods and meadows appeared, and the train ran through +Chislehurst--peaceful English resting-place where lie entombed the +bright Imperial hopes of France--then on through Sevenoaks, into the +bowery green of the Kentish hop-gardens. + +After passing Sevenoaks, she took up the Professor's paper and glanced +at it. Somehow she had felt sure it would be the _Daily Graphic_. It +was the _Daily Mirror_! She had never held a halfpenny illustrated +paper in her hands before. No doubt it was an excellent paper, and met +the need of an immense number of people, to whom an additional +halfpenny a day would be a consideration. But, that the Professor, +when providing her with one paper, should have chosen a halfpenny +instead of a penny paper, seemed to hold a curious significance, and +called up sudden swift memories of the Boy. He would have bought +_Punch_, the _Graphic_, the _Illustrated_, the _Spectator_, and a +_Morning Post_, plumped them all down on the seat in front of her; then +sat beside her, and talked, the whole journey through, so that she +would not have had a moment in which to open one of them. + +(Oh, Boy dear! Don't look at this _Daily Mirror_. You might misjudge +the good Professor. With your fifty thousand a year, how can you be +expected to understand a mind which _must_ consider ha'pence, even when +brides and wedding journeys are concerned. _Do_ keep away, Boy dear. +This is not your wedding journey.) + +Then she opened the _Daily Mirror_, and there looked out at her, from +its central page, the merry, handsome, daring face of her own Little +Boy Blue! + +He was seated in his flying machine, steering-wheel in hand, looking +out from among many wires. His cap was on the back of his head; his +bright eyes looked straight into hers; his firm lips, parted in a +smile, seemed to be saying: "I jolly well mean to do it." Beneath was +an account of him, and a description of the flight he was to attempt on +that day, across the Channel, circling round Boulogne Cathedral, and +back. He was to start at two o'clock. At that very moment he must be +in mid-air. + +Oh, Little Boy Blue! Little Boy Blue! You have a way of making hearts +stand still. + + * * * * * + +The boarding-house proved to be a place decidedly conducive to the +taking of a fresh-air cure; because nobody remained within its four +walls, if the weather could possibly admit of their going out. + +As soon as Christobel and the Professor had taken tea, and replied to +Miss Slinker's many questions, they went out to walk on the Leas until +sunset. It was a radiant afternoon, and the strong wind which had +suddenly arisen, blowing, in unexpected gusts, from the sea, acted as a +tonic to weary heart and brain. Christobel, holding on her hat as she +walked, battled her way beside the Professor, up a cross street, into +the Sandgate Road. + +There they went to the telegraph office, and sent Miss Ann news of +their safe arrival, and of the extreme comfort they felt sure of +experiencing at Miss Slinker's delightful abode. (This was the +Professor's wording.) + +They looked in at Parson's Library _just_ to order a book Miss Ann +wanted; and, on a little farther, _just_ to match some crewel silks for +a tea-cosy Miss Ann was making. + +These commissions duly executed, they were free to make their way to +the Leas parade, whence they would look down upon the beach, and enjoy +a distance view across the Channel. They took the side street which +brought them out upon the esplanade, close to the lift by which people +continuously mounted or descended the steep face of the cliff. + +A considerable crowd lined the esplanade railing, looking over eagerly. +Apparently there was some object of particular interest to be seen +below. + +Christobel and the Professor advanced to the railing, and also looked +over. + +She saw a strange thing floating in the sea, between the promenade pier +and the harbour. It seemed a huge insect, with broken wings. Its body +was a mass of twisted wires. Around this, a little fleet of +rowing-boats had gathered. They looked black, on the blue wind-swept +waters, like water-boatmen on a village pond. They darted in and out +and round about the wreckage of the huge wings and twisted wire, and +seemed waiting for a chance to help. + +A man stood next to Christobel and the Professor; a man who talked to +himself. + +"Ah, poor chap," he said; "poor chap! So nearly back! So nearly broke +the record! Such a sport!" + +"What is that thing in the water?" inquired the Professor. + +The man turned and looked at him. + +"An aeroplane," he said, slowly, speaking with a sort of stolid +deliberation. "A wrecked aeroplane. Caught in a cross-current, worse +luck! Just accomplished one of the finest flights on record. Started +from up here; skimmed over the Channel to Boulogne; circled round the +cathedral--such a clear day; we could watch the whole flight with +field-glasses--came gaily back without a stop; was making for the cliff +again, when a cross-current caught him; something went wrong with the +steering-gear; and down it goes, with a plunge, head first into the +sea." + +"And the--er--occupant?" inquired the Professor. + +"The aeronaut? Ah, he didn't fall clear, worse luck, or they could +soon have fished him out. He stuck to his seat and his wheel, and fell +smash in among his wires. They are trying to extricate him now. Bad +luck, poor chap! Such a sport." + +"Do you know his name?" asked the Professor, peering down at the +waiting crowd which lined the beach. + +"Guy Chelsea," said the man. "And I give you my word, he was the +finest, pluckiest young amateur we had among the airmen." + +Then Christobel's heart began to beat again, and her limbs seemed to +regain the power to move. + +"He is mine," she said. "I must go to him. He is my own Little Boy +Blue." And she began to run along the Leas toward the stone steps +which zigzag down to the shore. + +She heard the Professor running after her. + +"Ann," he called, "Ann! Stay! This is--most--unnecessary!" + +She flew on. + +"At least take the lift!" bawled the Professor. + +She hurried on and reached the steps, pausing an instant to glance back. + +The Professor had stopped at the lift, and was waving to her with his +umbrella. + +She could never remember running down those steps. In what seemed but +a moment from the time she reached them, she found herself stumbling +painfully down the steep slope of shingle to the water's edge. + +The lift, bearing the Professor, had just begun to crawl down the face +of the cliff. She could see him gesticulating through the glass +windows. + +The crowd on the shore, chiefly composed of rough men, was thickest +round the base of a wide stone breakwater, jutting out into the sea. +On this break-water stood an empty stretcher. A coast-guardsman +marched up and down, keeping the crowd off the breakwater. + +Christobel reached the outskirts of the crowd, and could get no farther. + +"Please let me through," she said. "I belong to him. He is mine." + +They turned and looked at her. + +"She's 'is mother," said a voice. "Let 'er through." + +"Mother be blowed!" said another voice, hoarsely. "Get out! She's 'is +_wife_." + +"Yes," she cried eagerly. "Yes! Oh, do let me through! I am his +wife." + +Suddenly she knew it was true. The Boy's great love had made her his +wife. Had he not said: "You and I are one, Christobel; eternally, +indissolubly _one_. You will find it out, when it is too late"? + +The crowd parted, making a way for her, straight to the foot of the +breakwater. + +She mounted it, and walked towards the empty stretcher. + +The coast-guardsman confronted her. + +"He is mine," she said, quietly. "I have the right to be here." + +The man saluted, in respectful silence. + +She stood gazing out to where the crowd of boats hovered about the +great insect with broken wings. + +The sea gleamed golden in the sunset. + +One boat, larger than the rest, slowly detached itself from the general +melee, pulling with measured stroke toward the breakwater. + +Something lay very still in the bow, covered with a sail-cloth. + +Two coast-guardsmen rowed; one steered. + +The boat came toward the breakwater, in a shaft of sunlight. + +Christobel turned to the man beside her. + +"Is there any hope?" she asked. + +"'Fraid not, lady. My mate just signalled: all U P." + +"Ah!" she said, looking wide-eyed into his face. "Ah!--But there must +be pioneers." + +The coast-guardsman turned and walked toward the crowd. + +"She's 'is wife, men," he said, with a jerk of his thumb over his +shoulder. "She's 'is wife; yet when I told her it was all U P, she +said: 'There must be pioneers.'" + +The crowd of roughs doffed their caps. + +The boat drew slowly nearer. + +Then she saw the Professor, hurrying down the shingle, waving his +umbrella. + +He must not come yet. + +She advanced to the shore end of the breakwater, and spoke to the crowd. + +"Please," she said, "oh, please, if possible, prevent that gentleman +from reaching the breakwater." + +They turned, and saw the advancing figure of the Professor, flurried +and irate. + +"'Ullo, Bill," cried a voice. "She says: Don't let the old bloke +through." + +They passed the word from one to the other. "Don't let the old bloke +through." They closed the outer ranks, standing shoulder to shoulder. +The Professor's umbrella waved wildly on the outskirts. + +She moved along the breakwater. Yes, that was it. "Don't let the old +bloke through." She had never used such a word in her life before, but +it just met the needs of the case. "Don't let the old bloke through." + +The boat drew nearer. + +A bugle, away up on the cliff, sounded the call to arms. + +"Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn! The cow's in the meadow; the +sheep, in the corn. Where is the boy who looks after the sheep? Ah, +dear God! Where is the Boy? Where is the Boy? Where is the +Boy?--He's under the sailcloth--fast asleep." + +The boat drew nearer. She could hear the measured plash of the oars; +the rhythmic rattle of the rowlocks. They advanced, to the beat of the +words in her brain. + +"There must--be pion--eers! Don't let the old bloke through. Oh, +where is the boy who looks after the sheep? He's under the sail-cloth, +fast asleep." + +The boat drew level with the breakwater, grating against it. + +"Under the sail-cloth, Boy dear; under the sail-cloth--fast asleep." + +Tenderly, carefully, they lifted their burden. As the boat rocked, and +their feet shuffled beneath the weight, she closed her eyes. When she +opened them once more, the quiet Thing under the sail-cloth lay upon +the stretcher. Every man within sight stood silent and bareheaded. + +The bugle on the cliff sounded: "lights out." + +The golden shaft of sunlight died from off the sea. + +Then she came forward, and knelt beside her Boy. + +Suddenly she understood the cry of anguish wrung from the loving heart +of a woman at a tomb: "Tell me where thou hast laid Him, and I will +take Him away!" Oh, faithful heart of woman, alike through all the +ages; ready, with superhuman effort, to prove a limitless love and a +measureless grief! + +She knelt beside the stretcher, and lifted the sail-cloth. + +Yes, it was the Boy--her own Little Boy Blue. + +His curly hair was matted with blood and salt water. There was a deep +gash across his temple, from the ear, right up into the hair His eyes +were closed; but his lips smiled, triumphant. "There must be pioneers! +Every good life given, advances the cause." "Yes, Little Boy Blue. +But has it ever struck you, that, if you marry, your wife will most +probably want you to give up flying; not being able to bear that a man +who was her ALL, should do these things?" She lifted the sail-cloth +quite away, and stood looking down upon him, so shattered, yet so +beautiful, in his triumphant sleep. + +Suddenly her arm was seized from behind. She turned. + +The Professor had succeeded in pushing his way through the crowd, and +in mounting the breakwater. His cravat was awry; his top-hat was on +the back of his head. He looked at her through his glasses, in amazed +indignation. + +"Christobel," he said, "this is no place for you. Come away at once. +Do you hear? I _bid_ you come with me at once." + +The only thing she really minded was that his hat was on, in the +presence of her Dead. + +She could not free her arm from the grip of the Professor. + +She turned and pointed to the stretcher, with her left hand. + +"My place is here," she said, clearly and deliberately. "I have the +right to be here. This is all a fearful nightmare, from which we are +bound before long to wake. But meanwhile, I tell you plainly--as I +ought to have told you before--_this is the body of the man I love_." + +At that moment, one of the crowd, springing on to the breakwater behind +the Professor, struck off his hat with a cane. It fell into the sea. + +The Professor let go her arm, and turned to see who had perpetrated the +outrage, and whether the hat could be recovered. + +Then she bent over the stretcher. + +"Boy dear," she whispered, in tones of ineffable tenderness; "this is +where they have laid you; but _I_ will take you away." + +She put her arms beneath the body; then, with an almost superhuman +effort, lifted it, and gathered it to her. It felt limp and broken. +The head fell heavily against her breast. The blood and salt-water +soaked through her thin muslin blouse. But she held him, and would not +let him go. "I will take him away," she whispered; "I will take him +away." + +She knew she was losing her reason, but she had known that, ever since +she first looked down from the top of the cliff, and saw the broken +wings floating on the sea. Now, with her Boy in her arms, her one idea +was to get away from the Professor; away from the coast-guardsmen; away +from the crowd. + +Turning her back upon the beach, she staggered along the breakwater, +toward the open sea. + +"I will take him away," she repeated; "I will take him away." + +Then her foot slipped. She still held the Boy, but she felt herself +falling. + +She closed her eyes. + +She never knew which she struck first, the stone breakwater, or the +sea---- + + + + +THE SEVENTH DAY + +THE STONE IS ROLLED AWAY + +When Christobel recovered consciousness and opened her eyes, she found +herself in bed, in her own room, at home. + +Martha bent over her. + +The morning light entered dimly, through closed curtains. + +In dumb anguish of mind, she looked up into Martha's grim old face. + +"Tell me where you have laid him," she said, "and I will take him away." + +Martha snorted. + +"I've laid your tea-tray on the table beside your bed, Miss," she said; +"and when you 'ave finished with it, _I_ will take it away." + +Whereupon, Martha lumbered to the large bow-window, drew back all the +curtains with a vigorous clatter of brass rings, and let in a blaze of +morning sunshine. + +Christobel lay quite still, trying to collect her thoughts. + +One of her pillows was clasped tightly in her arms. + +She lifted her left hand, and looked at it. + +No ring encircled the third finger. + +"Martha," she called, softly. + +Martha loomed large at the side of the bed. + +"What is to-day?" + +"Wednesday, Miss," replied Martha, too much surprised to be +contemptuous. + +"Martha--where is Mr. Chelsea?" + +"Lord only knows," said Martha, tragically. + +"Martha--is he--living?" + +"Living?" repeated Martha, deliberately. Then she smiled, her crooked +smile. "Living don't express it, Miss Christobel. Lively's more like +it, when Mr. Guy is concerned. And I reckon, wherever 'e is, e's +makin' things lively somewhere for somebody. You don't look quite the +thing this morning, Miss. Sit up and take your tea." + +She sat up, loosing the pillow out of her arms--the pillow which had +been, first her Little Boy Blue, as she drew him to her in the +darkness; then the dead body of Guy Chelsea, as she lifted it on the +breakwater. + +She took her tea from Martha's hand, and drank it quickly. She wanted +Martha to go. + +It was Wednesday! Then the Boy had left her only the day before +yesterday. His telegram had come last night. The Professor's proposal +had not yet reached her. + +Martha lifted the tray and departed. + +Then Christobel Charteris rose, and stood at her open window, in the +morning sunlight. She looked out upon the mulberry-tree and the long +vista of soft turf; in the dim distance, the postern gate in the old +red wall--his paradise, and hers. + +She lifted her beautiful arms above her head. The loose sleeves of her +nightdress fell away, baring them to the elbows. She might have stood, +in her noble development of face and form, for a splendid statue of +hope and praise. + +"Ah, dear God!" she breathed, "is it indeed true? Is it possible? Is +my Boy alive? And am I free--free to be his alone? Am I free to give +him all he wants, free to be all he needs?" + +She stood long at the window motionless, realizing the mental +adjustment which had come to her during the strenuous hours of the +night. + +Her dream had taught her one great lesson: That under no circumstances +whatever, can it be right for a woman to marry one man, while with her +whole being she loves another. Love is Lord of all. Love reigns +paramount. No expectations, past or present, based on friendship or +gratitude; no sense of duty or obligations of any kind could make a +marriage right, if, in view of that marriage, Love had to stand by with +broken wings. + +She felt quite sure, now, that she could never marry the Professor; and +humbly she thanked God for opening her eyes to the wrong she had +contemplated, before it was too late. + +But there still remained the difficult prospect of having to disappoint +a man she esteemed so highly; a man who had been led to believe she +cared for him, and had waited years for him; a man who, for years, had +set his heart upon her. This was a heavy stone, and it lay right in +the path of perfect bliss which she longed to tread with her Little Boy +Blue. + +Who should roll it away? + +Could she feel free to take happiness with the Boy, if she had +disappointed and crushed a deeply sensitive nature which trusted her? + +She dressed, and went down to the breakfast-room, her soul filled, in +spite of perplexities, with a radiance of glad thanksgiving. + +Martha and Jenkins came in to prayers. Martha had now taken to curling +all her wisps. She appeared with many frizzled ringlets, kept in place +by invisible pins. + +Martha always came in to prayers, as if she were marching at the head +of a long row of men and maids. Jenkins followed meekly, placing his +chair at what would have been the tail of Martha's imaginary retinue. +According to the triumphant dignity of Martha's entry, Jenkins placed +his chair near or far away. Martha was in great form to-day. Jenkins +sat almost at the door. If the door-bell rang during prayers, the +first ring was tacitly ignored; but if it rang again, Martha signed to +Jenkins, who tiptoed reverently out, and answered it. No matter how +early in the morning's devotions the interruption occurred, Jenkins +never considered it etiquette to return. Miss Charteris used to dread +a duet alone with Martha. She always became too intensely conscious of +herself and of Martha, to be uplifted as usual by the inspired words of +Bible and Prayer-book. The presence of Jenkins at once constituted a +congregation. + +On this particular morning, no interruptions occurred. + +The portion for the day chanced to be the scene at the empty tomb, in +the early dawn of that first Easter Day, as given by Saint Mark. + +The quiet voice vibrated with unusual emotion as Miss Charteris read: + + +"_And very early in the morning, the first day of the week, they came +unto the sepulchre at the rising of the sun. And they said among +themselves, Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the +sepulchre? And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled +away: for it was very great._" + + +Christobel Charteris paused. She seemed to see the shore at +Dovercourt, and the brave little figure struggling to carry the heavy +stone; and, later on when the cannon-ball lay safely in the castle +court-yard, Little Boy Blue standing erect, with lifted cap, and +shining eyes, a picture of faith triumphant. + +"_I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not._" + +How far were the happenings of this strange night owing to that dead +mother's prayers; and to the Boy's unfailing faith, even through these +hard days? + +Miss Charteris could read no farther. She closed the Bible. "Let us +pray," she said, and turned to the Collect for the week. + + +"_O God, Whose never-failing providence ordereth all things both in +heaven and earth: We humbly beseech Thee to put away from us all +hurtful things, and to give us those things which be profitable for us; +through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen._" + + * * * * * + +On the breakfast-table, beside her plate, lay the Professor's letter. +She had known it would be there. + +She poured out her coffee and buttered her toast. + +Then she opened the letter. + + +"My dear Ann"---- + +After the nightmare through which she had just passed, this beginning +scarcely surprised her. She glanced back at the envelope to make quite +sure it was addressed to herself; then read on. It was dated the +evening before, from the Professor's rooms in College. + + +"MY DEAR ANN,--I regret to have been unable to look in upon you this +evening, on my return from town, and my duties will keep me from paying +you a visit until to-morrow, in the late afternoon. Hence this letter. + +"Needless to say, I have been thinking over, carefully, the remarkable +statement you saw fit to make to me, concerning the feelings and +expectations of our young friend. It came to me as a genuine surprise. +I have always looked upon our friendship as purely Platonic; based +entirely upon the intellectual enjoyment we found in pursuing our +classical studies together. + +"I admit, I cannot bring myself to contemplate matrimony with much +enthusiasm. + +"At the same time, your feeling in the matter being so strong, and my +sense of gratitude toward my late friend, a thing never to be +forgotten; if you are quite sure, Ann--and I confess it seems to me +altogether incredible--that our young friend entertains, toward me, +feelings which will mean serious disappointment to her, if I fail----" + + +This brought the letter to the bottom of the first page. + +Without reading any farther, Miss Charteris folded it, and replaced it +in the envelope. + +The indignant blood had mounted to the roots of her soft fair hair. +But already, in her heart, sounded a song of wondering praise. + + +"_And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled away: for it +was very great._" + + +The iron gate of the front garden swung open. Hurried steps flew up +the path. Emma, poor soul, had been told to _fly_; and Emma had flown. +She almost fell into the arms of Jenkins, as he opened the hall door. + +The note with which Emma had run, at a speed which was now causing her +"such a stitch as never was," came from Miss Ann, and was marked +"_urgent_" and "_immediate_." + +The corners of Christobel's proud mouth curved into a quiet smile as +she took it from the salver. She had expected this note. + +"Take Emma downstairs, Jenkins," she said. "Ask Martha to give her a +cup of coffee, and an egg, if she fancies it. Tell Emma, I wish her to +sit down comfortably and rest. The answer to this note will be ready +in about half an hour; not before." + +Miss Charteris finished her coffee and toast, poured out a fresh cup, +and took some marmalade. She did not hurry over her breakfast. + +When she had quite finished, she rose, and walked over to the +writing-table. She sat down, opened her blotter, took paper and +envelopes; found a pen, and tried it. + +Then she opened Miss Ann's letter, marked "urgent" and "immediate." + + +"SWEETEST CHILD" (wrote Miss Ann)--"See what Kenrick has done! We--you +and I--_so_ understand his dear absent-minded ways. He wrote this +letter to you last night, and, owing to his natural emotion and tension +of mind, addressed it to me! Needless to say, I have read only the +opening sentences. Darling Christobel, you will, I feel sure, overlook +the very natural mistake, and not allow it in any way to affect your +answer to my brother's proposal. Remember how difficult it is for +_great_ minds to be accurate in the _small_ details of _daily_ life. I +have known Kenrick to put two spoonfuls of mustard into a cup of +coffee, stir it round, and drink it, _quite_ unaware that anything was +wrong--I have indeed! See how our dear Professor needs a _wife_! + +"I feel quite foolishly anxious this morning. Do send me one line of +assurance that all is well. You cannot but be touched by my brother's +letter. From beginning to end, it breathes the faithful devotion of a +lifetime. Do not misunderstand the natural reticence of one wholly +unaccustomed to the voicing of sentiment. I only wish you could hear +all he _says_ to me!" + + +Then followed a few prayers and devout allusions to Providence--which +brought a stern look to the face of Miss Charteris--and, with a whiff +of effusive sentiment, Ann Harvey closed her epistle. + +An open letter from the Professor to herself was enclosed; but this, +Christobel quietly laid aside. + +She took pen and paper, and wrote at once the note for which Emma +waited. + + +"DEAR ANN,--I enclose a letter from your brother which came, addressed +to me, this morning, but was evidently intended for you. I have read +only the first page, which was quite sufficient to make the true state +of affairs perfectly clear to me. + +"Providence has indeed interposed, by means of the Professor's +absent-minded ways, to prevent the wrecking of three lives--mine, your +brother's, and that of the man I love; to whom I shall be betrothed +before the day is over. + +"I shall not tell the Professor that I have seen a portion of his +letter to you. I think we owe it to him not to do so. He has always +been a true and honourable friend to me. + +"Yours, + "C. C." + + +When Emma had duly departed with this letter and enclosure, Miss +Charteris breathed more freely. She had been afraid lest, in her +righteous indignation, in her consciousness of the terrible mischief so +nearly wrought, she should write too strongly to Miss Ann, thus causing +her unnecessary pain. + +It was quite impossible, to the fine generosity of a nature such as +that of Christobel Charteris, really to understand the mean, +self-centred, unscrupulous dishonesty of an action such as this of Miss +Ann's. From the calm heights whereon she walked, such small-minded +selfishness of motive did not come within her field of vision. She +could never bring herself to believe worse of Miss Ann than that, in +some incomprehensible way, she had laboured under a delusion regarding +herself and the Professor. + +Miss Ann disposed of, she turned to the Professor's letter. + +It was not the letter of her dream, by any means; nor was it the letter +she had sometimes dreamed he would write. + +It was straightforward and simple; and, holding the key to the +situation, she could read between the lines a certain amount of +dismayed surprise, which made her heartily sorry for her old friend. + +The Professor touched on their long friendship, his regard for her +parents, his sincere admiration for herself; their unity of interests +and congeniality of tastes; his sudden change of fortunes; quoted a +little Greek, a little Sanskrit, and a little Persian; then, fortified +by these familiar aids to the emotions, offered her marriage, in +valiant and unmistakable terms. + +Christobel's heart stood still as she realized that not one word in +that letter would have revealed to her the true state of the case. +Truly, under Providence, she had cause to bless the Professor's "dear +absent-minded ways." + +As she took pen and paper to reply to his letter, her heart felt very +warm toward her old friend. She gave him full credit for the effort +with which he had done what he had been led to consider was the right +thing toward her. + + +"MY DEAR PROFESSOR" (she wrote),--"I rejoice to hear of your good +fortune. It is well indeed when the great thinkers of the world are +rendered independent of all anxious taking of thought as to what they +shall eat, or what they shall drink, or wherewithal they shall be +clothed. I like to think of you, my friend, as now set completely free +from all mundane cares; able to give your undivided attention to the +work you love. + +"I appreciate, more than I can say, the kind proposition concerning +myself, which you make in your letter. I owe it to our friendship to +tell you quite frankly that I feel, and have long felt, how great an +honour it would be for any woman to be in a position so to administer +your household as to set you completely free for your great +intellectual pursuits. + +"But marriage would mean more than this, and our long friendship +emboldens me to say that I should grieve to see you--owing perhaps to +pressure or advice from others--burden your life with family ties for +which you surely do not yourself feel any special inclination. + +"And, now, my friend, I must not close my letter without telling you +how great a happiness has come into my lonely life. I am about to +marry a man whom--" Miss Charteris paused, and looked through the open +window to the softly moving leaves of the old mulberry-tree. A gleam +of amusement shone in her eyes, curving her lips into a tender smile. +The Boy seemed beside her, slapping his knee and rocking with merriment +at the way she was about to bewilder Miss Ann and the Professor--"a man +whom I have known and loved for over twenty years. + +"I am sure you will wish me joy, dear Professor. + +"Believe me, always, + "Gratefully and affectionately yours, + "CHRISTOBEL CHARTERIS." + + +She rang the bell, and sent the answer to the Professor's letter, by +Jenkins. She could not wait for the slow medium of the post. She +could not let him remain another hour in the belief that, in order to +save her from disappointment, he was compelled to marry Christobel +Charteris. + +She stood at the breakfast-room window, and watched Jenkins as he +hurried down the garden with the note. Going by the lane, and taking a +short cut across the fields, he would reach the Professor's rooms in a +quarter of an hour. Until then, life was somewhat intolerable. + +The proud blood mantled again over the face, the strong sweet beauty of +which the Boy so loved. Her letter to the Professor had not been easy +to write. She had had to be true to herself, and true to him, in the +light of what she knew to be his real feeling in the matter; bearing in +mind that before long he would almost certainly learn from Miss Ann +that she had replied to his proposal after having read his sentiments +on the subject, so candidly expressed on the first page of his letter +to his sister. + +To relieve her mind, after this intricate whirl of +cross-correspondence, she took up the _Daily Graphic_, and opened it, +casually turning the pages. + +Suddenly there looked out at her from the central page, the merry, +handsome, daring face of her own Little Boy Blue. He was seated in his +flying-machine steering-wheel in hand, looking out from among many +wires. His cap was on the back of his head, his bright eyes looked +straight into hers; his firm young lips, parted in a smile, seemed to +say; "I jolly well mean to do it!" It was the very picture she had +seen in the Professor's _Daily Mirror_, in her dream of the night +before. Below was an account of the flight from Folkestone which he +was about to attempt. + +Then she remembered, with a shock of realization, that the flight +across the Channel, round Boulogne Cathedral and back, was to take +place on that very day. His telegram, of the night before, had said: +"I am going to do a big fly to-morrow. Wish me luck." Ah, what if it +ended as she had seen it end in her dream: great broken wings; a mass +of tangled wire; and the Boy--_her_ Boy--with matted hair, and wounded +head, asleep beneath the sailcloth! + +Her heart stood still. + +With their perfect joy so near its fulfilment, she could not let him +take the risk. Was there time to stop him? + +She looked at the paper. The start was for 2 p.m. It was now eleven +o'clock. + +She remembered his last words: "When you want me and send--why, I will +come from the other end of the world." + +She never quite knew how she reached the telegraph-office. It seemed +almost as dreamlike as her flight from the top to the bottom of the +Folkestone cliffs. But it was not a dream this time; it was desperate +reality. + +Why do people always break the points of the pencils hanging from +strings in the telegraph-offices? Surely it is possible to write a +telegram without stubbing off the pencil, and leaving it in that +condition, for the next person in a hurry. + +She flew from compartment to compartment, and at last produced her own +pencil, and wrote her telegram in the final section of the row, +independent of official broken points. + + +"_Do not fly to-day. Come to me. I want you._ + +"_Christobel._" + + +She addressed it to the hotel from which he had telegraphed on the +previous day; but added to the address: "If not there, send immediately +to aviation sheds." She had no idea what to call the places, but this +sounded well, and seemed an intuition, or an unconscious recollection +of some remark of the Boy's. + +She handed it over the counter. "Please see that it goes through at +once," she said. + +The clerk knew her. "Yes, Miss Charteris," he replied. He began +reading the message aloud, but almost immediately stopped, and checked +the words off silently. He glanced at the clock. "It should be there +before noon, Miss Charteris," he said. + +He did not look at her, as he passed her the stamps. He had long +thought her one of the finest women who stepped in and out of the +post-office. He had never expected to see her hands tremble. And +fancy _any_ woman--even _she_--being able to tell Guy Chelsea not to +fly! He had a bet on, about that flight, with an enthusiastic backer +of Chelsea's. He was glad he had taken the odds against its coming +off, before seeing this wire. But--after all! It is easy enough to +_ask_ a chap not to fly; but---- + +He took up a copy of the _Daily Mirror_, and looked at the brave +smiling face. "I jolly well mean to do it!" the young aeronaut seemed +to be saying. The clerk laughed, and shook his head. "Hurry up that +wire," he called to the operator. Then he jingled the loose change in +his pockets. "I wonder," he said. + + * * * * * + +During the hours which followed, Christobel Charteris knew suspense. + +Perhaps that strong, self-contained nature could never have fully +sounded the depths of its own surrender, without those hours of +uncertainty, when nothing stood between her and the man she loved, but +the possibility that her telegram would fail to reach him; that he +would carry out his dangerous flight; that disaster and death would +overtake him and wrest him from her, and that he would die--Guy Chelsea +would die--without ever knowing of the cup of bliss she was now ready, +with utterly loving hand, to hold to his lips. + +Having sent her message, there was nothing more she could do, and the +burden of inaction seemed almost too great a weight to carry, during +the hours which must elapse, before his coming could turn uncertainty +into assurance; restlessness, into peace. + +It did not occur to her, as a possibility, that Guy Chelsea would elect +to fly, after receiving her request. She knew her slightest wish would +be law to the Boy's tender loyalty; and though he knew nothing of her +cause for anxiety, nor of the complete change of circumstances since he +left her, not forty-eight hours before, she felt sure he would not fly; +she felt certain he would come--if--_if_ the message reached him in +time. + +At two o'clock it came to her, with overwhelming certainty, that her +message had not reached him, and that he had started on his flight. +She seemed to see the great wings mounting--mounting; then skimming +over the sea. She almost heard the hum he had so often described--the +hum of the giant insect on which the bird-man flew. + +Her own Little Boy Blue was flying through space. O God, what might +not any minute be bringing! He had said: "One never expects those +things to happen, and when they do happen, it's over so quickly that +there is no time for expectation." Was it happening now? Was it going +to be over so quickly, that her cup of bliss would be dashed from her +lips untasted? Was she to lose her all, because of a cross-current or +a twisted wire? + +She was walking up and down the garden now, and paused beside the chair +in which she had sat when he had said, only seven days ago: "It was +always you I wanted; not your niece. Good heavens! How can you have +thought it was Mollie, when it was you--you--just only you, all the +time?" And she, half-laughing at him, had asked: "Is this a proposal?" + +"My ALL," she said. "Oh, Boy dear, my ALL. If I lose you, I lose my +ALL." + +She walked on slowly, moving to the repetition of those words. It +seemed a comfort to repeat the great fact that, at last, he was this to +her. Surely it would reach him, by some sort of wireless telegraphy +through space. Surely it would control cross-currents, keep propellers +acting as they should; steering-gear from twisting. + +"O God, he is my ALL--he is my ALL!" + + * * * * * + +The afternoon sun began to glint through the trees. + +The jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" lifted pale anxious faces to +the sky. + +Clocks all around chimed the hour of four. + +Suddenly her limbs weakened. She could walk no longer. + +She sank into a chair, beneath the mulberry-tree. + +In a few minutes Jenkins would bring out tea. Would Martha have +arranged a tea such as the Boy loved, with cups for two, hot +buttered-toast and explosive buns? + +What a boy he was, at heart--this man who had won her; what a gay, +laughter-loving boy! + +She lay back, very still, under the mulberry-tree, and lived again +through each of the Boy's days, from the first to the sixth. + +She kept her eyes closed. The sunlight, glinting through the mulberry +leaves, fell in bright patches on her white gown, and on her soft +golden hair. + +The garden was very still. All nature seemed waiting with the heart +that waited. + +"_Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn!_" + +"I shall blow it all right on the seventh day," the Boy had said; "and +when I do, you will hear it." + +This was the seventh day. + + +Suddenly the horn of a motor tooted loudly in the lane. + +She rose, her hands clasped upon her breast, and stood waiting + +A shaft of golden sunlight streamed down the garden, and seemed to +focus on the postern gate. + +Then the gate swung open and the Boy came in, slamming it behind him. +She saw him coming up the lawn toward her, bareheaded; the sunlight in +his shining eyes. + +"I couldn't wait for trains," he shouted. "I came by motor. And I +jolly well exceeded the speed-limit all the way!" + +She moved a few steps to meet him. + +"Boy dear," she said, "you always exceed all speed-limits. It is a way +you have. Exceed them as much as you like, so long as I am with you +when you do it. But--oh, my Little Boy Blue!--don't fly again; for, if +you fall and break your wings, indeed you will break my heart." + +In a moment she was sobbing on his breast, her arms flung around him. +There was nothing broken or limp about his strong young body, pulsating +with life. + +He put his arms about her, holding her in a clasp of close possessive +tenderness. + +He did not yet understand what had happened; but he knew the great gift +he desired had been given him. He waited for her to speak. + +She lifted her face to his. + +"Guy," she said; "ah, take me, hold me, keep me! I am altogether your +own. I will explain to you fully, by and by. The stone was very +great; but lo, as we reached it, the Angel of the Lord had rolled it +away.... No other man has a shadow of claim over me. I am free to +say, to the only man I have ever really loved: Take me; I am yours. +Oh, Boy! I am altogether yours." + +He bent over her. + +The sweet proud lips were parted in utter surrender, and lifted to his. + +He paused--just for one exquisite moment, of realization. + +She waited his kiss with closed eyes, so she did not see the radiance +of his face, as he looked up to the blue sky, flecked with fleeting +white clouds. But she heard the voice, which from that hour was to +make the music of her life: + +"Thank the Lord," said Little Boy Blue. + +Then--he kissed her. + + * * * * * + +"_And the evening and the morning were the seventh day._" + + + + +_List of_ + +MRS. BARCLAY'S NOVELS + + + + +By FLORENCE L. 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