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Y._ + + + + EDELWEISS + + +[Illustration: Leontopodium Alpinum] + + +"There is a flower known to botanists, one of the same genus with our +summer plant called 'Life-Everlasting,' a _Gnaphalium_ like that, which +grows on the most inaccessible cliffs of the Tyrolese mountains, where +the chamois dare hardly venture, and which the hunter, tempted by its +beauty and by his love (for it is immensely valued by the Swiss +maidens), climbs the cliffs to gather, and is sometimes found dead at +the foot, with the flower in his hand. It is called by botanists the +_Gnaphalium leontopodium_, but by the Swiss _EDELWEISSE_, which +signifies _NOBLE PURITY_." + + RALPH WALDO EMERSON. + + + + + BY THE SAME AUTHOR + + (_Leisure-Hour Series_) + + ON THE HEIGHTS. 2 vols. + THE VILLA ON THE RHINE. 2 vols. + BLACK FOREST VILLAGE STORIES + LITTLE BAREFOOT + JOSEPH IN THE SNOW + EDELWEISS + GERMAN TALES + WALDFRIED + THE CONVICTS AND THEIR CHILDREN + LORLEY AND REINHARD + ALOYS + POET AND MERCHANT + LANDOLIN + + + + + + LEISURE HOUR SERIES. No. 44. + + * * * * * + + EDELWEISS + + A STORY + + + BY + BERTHOLD AUERBACH + Author of "On the Heights," "Waldfried," "Villa on the Rhine," &c + + + TRANSLATED BY + ELLEN FROTHINGHAM. + + + + + NEW YORK: + HENRY HOLT AND COMPANY + 1874 + + + + + + + Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1869, by + ROBERTS BROTHERS, + in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of + Massachusetts. + + + + + + + EDELWEISS. + + +On the sunny slope of a mountain stands a house that is a joy to every +eye; for it tells of happy inmates who have won their happiness by long +and painful struggle,--who have stood in the valley of the shadow of +death, and risen to new life. + +The housewife comes to the door. Her face is young and fair, and of a +bright complexion, but her hair is white as snow. She smiles to an old +woman who is working in the garden, and calls to the children not to be +so noisy. + +"Come in, Franzl; and you too, children. William is starting on his +journey," says the young white-haired mother. The bent old woman, as +she approaches, raises a corner of her apron to her eyes, to stop the +gathering tears. + +Presently the father comes from the house, accompanied by a young +fellow with a knapsack on his back. "Bid your mother good by, William," +he says. "Be careful so to conduct yourself that you need never fear +the eyes of father or mother on your actions. Then, God willing, you +shall one day cross this threshold again with a happy heart." + +The young woman with the snow-white hair embraces the sturdy boy, and +says through her sobs: "I have nothing to add. Your father has said +all. Remember and bring home an Edelweiss, if you find any on the Swiss +mountains." The traveller sets off amid the shouts of his brothers and +sisters. + +"Good by, William; good by, good by." They play with the word "good +by," and will not let it go. + +"Mother," the father calls back, "I am only going with William and +Lorenz as far as the cross-roads. Pilgrim will keep on with them to +their first sleeping-place. I shall soon be back." + +"All right; only do not hurry yourself, and do not take the parting too +much to heart. Tell Faller's wife she must come to us at noon, and +bring Lizzie with her. It is a great comfort," she continues, turning +to the old woman as father and son depart, "that Faller's Lorenz goes +abroad with our William." + + +Our story will tell why the young, white-haired mother asks the little +plant Edelweiss of her boy when he is starting for foreign lands. It is +a sad, a cruel history, but the sun of love breaks through at last. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + A GOOD NAME. + + +"She was an excellent woman." + +"Yes, there are few such left." + +"She was one of the old school." + +"Go to her when you would, her help and counsel were always ready." + +"And how much she went through! She buried her husband and four +children, yet was always brave and cheerful." + +"Ah, Lenz will miss her sorely. He will find out now what a mother he +had." + +"Nay, he knew that in her lifetime. His devotion to her was unbounded." + +"He must be thinking of marrying soon." + +"He can choose whom he will. Any house would be glad to receive such a +capable, excellent fellow." + +"A pretty property he must have too." + +"Besides being the only heir of his rich uncle Petrovitsch." + +"How beautiful the singing of the Liederkranz was! It thrilled me +through and through." + +"And how it must have affected Lenz! He has always before sung with +them, and his voice was one of the best." + +"Did you notice he did not shed a tear while the minister was +preaching; but when his friends began to sing, he cried and sobbed as +if his heart would break." + +"This is the first funeral that has not driven old Petrovitsch out of +the town. It would have been shameful in him not to have paid the last +honors to his own brother's wife." + +So the people talked as they went their several ways through the valley +and up the mountains. All were dressed in sober clothes, for they were +coming from a funeral. Near the church in the valley, where stand a few +thinly scattered houses, the Lion Inn conspicuous among them, the widow +of the clock-maker Lenz of the Morgenhalde had been buried. All had a +good word for her; and their sad faces showed that each had met with a +personal loss in the good woman's death. As every fresh grief reopens +the old wounds, the villagers had turned from the newly covered grave +to visit those of their own loved ones, and there had prayed and +mourned for the departed. + +We are in the clock-making district, among those wooded hills that send +their streams to the Rhine on one side and the Danube on the other. The +inhabitants are by nature quiet and thoughtful. The women far outnumber +the men, many of whom are scattered through all parts of the world, +engaged in the clock trade. Those who remain at home are pale from +their close confinement at work. The women, on the contrary, who labor +in the field are bright and rosy, while a pretty air of demureness is +imparted to their faces by the broad black ribbons they wear tied under +the chin. + +Agriculture is practised on a small scale. With the exception of a few +large farms, it is limited to a scanty tillage of the meadows. In some +places a narrow belt of trees runs down to the brook at the very bottom +of the valley; in others, again, a tall, bare pine, on the edge of a +meadow, shows that field and garden-patch have been wrested from the +forest. The ash-trees, whose branches are stripped every year to +furnish food for the goats, look like elongated willows. The village, +or rather the parish, stretches out miles in length. The houses are +built of whole trunks of trees, dovetailed together, and are sprinkled +over mountain and valley. Their fronts present an uninterrupted row of +windows, arranged without intermediate spaces, as the object is to +admit all the light possible. The barn, when there is one, is +approached from the hill behind the house by a passage entering +directly under the roof. A heavy covering of thatch projects over the +front, and serves as a protection from the weather. The color of the +buildings harmonizes with the background of mountain and forest, while +narrow footpaths of a lighter shade lead through the green meadows to +the dwellings of the villagers. + +The greater number of the mourners to-day pursued the same road up the +valley. Here and there, as a woman reached the path leading to her own +house, she turned aside from the main group, and waved her hymn-book to +the children, watching at the row of windows, or running down the +meadow lane to meet her. Each, as she laid aside her Sunday clothes, +heaved a sigh of mingled grief for the departed and thankfulness that +she and hers were still alive, and living together in love. But it was +hard to settle down at once to the every-day work. The world had been +left behind for a while, and its labors could not be easily resumed. + +One of the group, whose way led him with the others as far as the next +cross-road, was the weight-manufacturer from Knuslingen, the man who +made the most exact lead and copper weights in the country. "A sorry +thing, this dying," said he; "here is all the wisdom and experience +that Mother Lenz had gathered together laid away in the ground, and the +world none the better for it." + +"Her son has, at least, inherited her goodness," replied a young woman. + +"And experience and judgment every one must get for himself," said a +little old man, with keen, inquiring eyes, who always went by the name +of Proebler, the experimenter, from having ruined himself in inventions +and experiments, instead of keeping to the regular routine of +clock-making. + +"The old times were much wiser and better," said old David, the +case-maker, who lived in the adjacent valley. "In those days a funeral +feast was spread, at which we could refresh ourselves after our long +journey and hard crying,--for crying is hungry and thirsty work,--and +after that the minister preached his sermon. If we did rather overdo +the matter sometimes, no one was the worse for it. But all that sort of +thing is forbidden now, and I am so hungry and faint I feel ready to +sink." + +"So am I, and I," cried out several voices. "What are we to do when we +get home?" continued old David; "the day is lost. We are very glad to +give it to a good friend, to be sure; but the old way was better. Then +we didn't get home till night, and had nothing more to think of." + +"And could not have thought of it, if you had," interrupted the deep +voice of young Faller, the clockmaker. He was second bass in the +Liederkranz, and carried his music-book under his arm. His walk and +bearing showed him to have been a soldier. "A funeral feast," he +continued, "is a thing Mother Lenz would by no means have allowed. +Everything in its time, she used to say; mourning and merry-making, +each in its turn. I worked under old Lenz five years and three +quarters; young Lenz and I were fellow-apprentices, and set up as +journeymen together." + +"You had better turn schoolmaster and preach the sermon," said old +David angrily, muttering something further about those conceited +Liederkranz fellows, who think the world didn't begin till they learned +to sing their notes. + +"That I can do too," said the young man, who either had not heard the +last words, or pretended he had not. "I can make a eulogy; and a good +thing it would be to talk of something besides our own appetites and +pleasures after laying such a noble heart in the grave. What a man our +old master was! Ah, if all the world were like him, we should need no +more judges or soldiers or barracks or prisons! He was a right strict +old fellow. No apprentice was allowed to give up the file for the lathe +till he could cut by hand as perfect an octagon as any machinery could +make, and no one of us was considered a finished workman till he could +make the smallest clock; for, as the old master used to say, the man +who can make small things will be most exact in great ones. No wheel +nor weight that had the least flaw in it ever left his shop. 'My credit +is at stake, and that of the whole district,' he would say. 'We must +keep up our good name.' Let me tell you one little anecdote, to show +what an influence he had over us young men. Young Lenz and I took up +smoking when we became journeymen. 'Very well,' said the old man, 'if +you will smoke, I cannot prevent it, and I don't want you to do it +secretly. I am sorry to say I have the same bad habit myself,--I must +smoke. But one thing let me tell you,--if you smoke, I shall give it +up, hard as it will be for me. It will never do for us all to smoke.' +Of course we did not contract the habit. Rather would we have lost the +use of our mouths altogether than have required such a sacrifice of our +master. + +"And the mistress,--she stands this moment before God, and God will say +to her, 'You have been upright above most women on the earth. You have +had your faults, to be sure. You have spoiled your son; you might have +made a man of him by letting him seek his fortune in the world, and you +would not. But your thousands and thousands of good deeds known to none +but me, your allowing none to be evil spoken of, your making the best +of everything and everybody, even to speaking a good word for +Petrovitsch,--not one shall be forgotten. Come, and receive your +reward.' And do you know what she will say when God offers her a +reward? 'Give it to my son,' she will say; 'and, if there is any over, +there is such a one and such a one in bitter need, help him; I am +content to look on.' You would hardly believe how little she ate. The +old master often laughed at her for it, but really she was best +satisfied by seeing others eat; and her son is just as good, heart and +soul, as the mother was. I would lay down my life for him gladly." + +Such was Faller's eulogy, and his deep voice often trembled with +emotion as he delivered it. The others, however, did not let him +monopolize young Lenz's praises. + +Proebler maintained that he was the only one in the whole country round +who knew any more than the generation before him. "If people were not +so obstinate and jealous, they would long ago have accepted that +standard regulator we made together; I say we made, but must honestly +confess he did the greater part of it." + +Nobody paid much attention to what Proebler said, especially as he spoke +so unintelligibly--hardly above a mutter--that little could be made out +except the words "standard regulator." + +With more interest did they turn to old David, who next took up the +word. "Lenz never passes a man without doing him a good turn. Every +year he takes some of his leisure Sundays for tuning the organ of the +blind old organist of Fuchsberg, and charges nothing for it. That is a +labor of love that must please our Father in heaven. I too have +profited by his help. He found me once in trouble over my barrel, that +would not turn easily. So off he started to the mill, fitted me up a +workshop in the loft, put my barrel in communication with the wheel, +and now I can accomplish three times the work with half the labor." + +Every one hastened to throw in a good word for young Lenz, as if it +were a copper into the poor's box. + +The weight-manufacturer had said nothing as yet, but contented himself +with approving nods. He was the wisest of the party. The truth, and +nothing but the truth, had been spoken, he very well knew, but not the +whole truth. He could tell them there was no better man to work for +than Lenz. The work must be thoroughly done, to be sure; but then you +got not only full pay, but good words besides, which were worth more +than the money. + +Faller parted from the group here, and took the path towards his house +among the hills. Soon afterwards the whole party dispersed in various +directions,--each, as he went, accepting a farewell pinch from +Proebler's birch-bark snuff-box. Old David, with his stout staff, went +on alone up the valley; he was the only one from his parish who had +come to the funeral. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + THE MOURNER AND HIS COMPANION. + + +Narrow footpath leads from the village to a solitary thatched +cottage, only a small part of whose roof, just about the chimney, is +covered with tiles. The house does not come in sight till you have +climbed a good half-mile up the mountain. The path leads behind the +church,--between hedges at first, then across open fields, where you +hear the murmur of the pine-woods that cover the steep mountain-side. +Behind this mountain, the Spannreute, rise still other peaks; but even +this front slope is so steep that the harvest gathered on the upland +meadows has to be brought down to the valley on sledges. + +Along the footpath between the hedges two men were now walking, one +behind the other. The one in front was a little old man, whose dress +showed him to be a person of property. He carried a cane in his hand, +with the tasselled string twisted about his wrist by way of precaution. +His step was still firm; his face, a perfect mass of wrinkles, moved up +and down as he mumbled lumps of white sugar, which he produced from +time to time from his pocket. His sandy eyebrows were brushed out till +they stood almost at right angles with his face, and from under them +peered a pair of shrewd, light blue eyes. The young man who walked +behind was tall and slender, with crape on his hat and on the sleeve of +his long blue coat. He kept his face turned to the ground, and shook +his head sadly as he walked. At last he stopped, and straightened +himself up, bringing to view a fresh face, with light beard and blue +eyes, whose lids were red with weeping. + +"Uncle," he said, hoarsely. The sugar-eater turned round. "Uncle, you +have gone far enough. Thank you heartily; but the way is long, and I +would rather go home alone." + +"Why?" + +"I don't know why; but I feel it were better so." + +"No, no; turn back with me." + +"I am sorry not to oblige you, uncle; but I cannot,--I really cannot go +to the inn just now. I am neither hungry nor thirsty; I don't know when +I shall ever eat and drink again. It is a pity you should take this +long walk for me." + +"No, no; I will go home with you. I am not so hard-hearted as your +mother tried to make you believe." + +"My mother tried to make me believe no evil of you. She spoke nothing +but good of any one, and especially against her relations she would +hear no tales. 'To speak evil of a brother is to slander yourself,' she +used to say." + +"Yes, yes; she had plenty of proverbs. 'Marie Lenz used to say so and +so,' is in every one's mouth. Nothing but good should be spoken of the +dead, and in fact there can no evil be said of her." + +The young man cast a sad glance at his uncle. He always managed to put +a sting even into his kindliest words. + +"How often she has said to me lately," continued the young man, "and +how it pained me to hear her, 'Lenz, I have lived six years too long +for you. You ought to have married at five-and-twenty; it will come +harder now. You have grown too much used to my ways, and they cannot +last.' I could not persuade her out of the idea. It imbittered her +death-bed." + +"She was right," said the sugar-eater. "She was too good-natured; +self-willed she was also, but that was no matter. Her good-nature +spoiled you. I did not mean to tell you so now, though; another time +would be better. Come, do as I bid you, and don't be such a baby. You +act as if you did not know which way to turn. It is all in the course +of nature that your mother should die before you, and you have nothing +to reproach yourself with in your treatment of her." + +"No, thank God!" + +"Show yourself a man, then, and stop crying and bawling. I never saw +anybody cry in all my life as you did in the churchyard." + +"I cannot tell you how I felt, uncle. I wept for my mother, but also +for myself. When the Liederkranz sang the songs that I had always sung +with them, and I had to stand there dumb and dead, I felt as if I were +really dead, and they were singing at my grave and I could not join +in." + +"You are--" said the old man. He was about to add something, but choked +it down and walked on. The little dog that was running in front looked +up wonderingly in his master's face, as if he hardly recognized the +look he saw there. + +Presently the old man stopped. "I am going back," he said. "Only one +word more with you. Take into your house none of your mother's +relations whom afterwards you will have to send away. They will forget +all your kindness, and only be vexed that it cannot continue. Neither +give anything away, no matter who asks. If you are tempted to, go off +somewhere for a week or so, and, when you come home, keep the keys to +yourself. Now good by, and be a man!" + +"Good by, uncle," said the young man, and went on towards his home. He +kept his eyes fixed on the ground, but knew at every step where he was. +Every stone on the path was familiar to him. When at last he reached +the house, he could hardly bring himself to cross the threshold. + +How much had happened there! and what was to come next? He must learn +to bear. + +The old serving-woman sat in the kitchen with her apron over her head. +"Is that you, Lenz?" she sobbed, as the young man passed her. + +The room looked empty, yet everything was there. The work-bench with +its five divisions for the five workmen stood before the unbroken row +of windows; the tools hung on straps and nails round the wall; the +clocks ticked; the doves cooed; yet all was so empty, so desolate and +dead! The arm-chair stood with outspread arms, waiting. Lenz leaned on +the back of it and wept bitterly. Then he got up and tried to go to her +chamber. "It is impossible you are not there," he said, half aloud. The +sound of his own voice startled him. He sank exhausted into the chair +where his mother had so often rested. + +At last he took courage and entered the deserted chamber. + +"Have you not forgotten something that I ought to have sent after you?" +he said again. With an inward shudder he opened his mother's chest, +into which he had never looked. It seemed almost a sacrilege to look +now, but he did. Perhaps she had left a word or a token for him. He +found the christening presents of his dead brothers and sisters tied up +in separate parcels and marked with their names; his own lay among +them. There were some old coins, his mother's confirmation dress, her +bridal wreath,--dried, but carefully preserved,--her garnet ornaments, +and in a little box by itself, wrapped in five thicknesses of fine +paper, a little white, velvety plant, labelled in his mother's +handwriting. The son read at first under his breath, then half aloud, +as if wishing to hear his mother's words, "This is a little plant +Edelweiss--" + +"Here is something to eat," suddenly cried a voice through the open +door. + +It was only old Franzl calling, but it startled Lenz like the voice of +a spirit. + +"Coming," he answered, shut the door hastily, bolted it, and restored +everything carefully to its former place before going into the +sitting-room, where old Franzl was indulging in many a solemn shake of +the head at this mystery which she was not permitted to share. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + WORK AND BENEFACTION. + + +The bailiff, Lenz's nearest neighbor, though not a very near one, had +sent in food, as was the custom in that part of the country when a +death occurred, in the supposition that the mourners might not have +thought of preparing any. Moreover, during a funeral, and for three +hours after, no fire was allowed to be kindled on the hearth. + +The bailiff's daughter brought the food into the room herself. + +"Thanks to you and your parents, Katharine. Take away the food; when I +am hungry, I will eat; I cannot now," said Lenz. + +"But you must try," said Franzl; "that is the custom; you must put +something to your lips. Sit down, Katharine; you should always sit down +when you visit a mourner, not keep standing. Young people nowadays +don't know what the custom is. And you must say something, Katharine; +you should talk to a mourner, not be dumb. Say something." + +The sturdy, round-cheeked girl flushed crimson. "I can't," she +stammered out, bursting into a passion of tears, and covering her face +with her apron, as she became conscious that Lenz's eyes were fixed +upon her. + +"Don't cry," he said, soothingly. "Thank God every day that you still +have your parents. There, I have tasted the soup." + +"You must take something else," urged Franzl. He obeyed with an effort, +and then rose from the table. The girl rose too. "Forgive me, Lenz," +she said. "I ought to have comforted you, but I--I--" + +"I know; thank you, Katharine. I can't talk much yet myself." + +"Good by. Father says you must come and see us; he has a lame foot, and +cannot come to you." + +"I will see: I will come if I can." + +When she was gone, Lenz walked up and down the room with outstretched +hands, as seeking to grasp some form, but he found no one. His eye fell +upon the tools, and was chiefly attracted by a file that hung on the +wall by itself. A sudden idea seized him as he raised his hand to take +it. + +This file was his choicest heirloom. His father had used it constantly +for forty-seven years, till his thumb had worn a groove in its +maple-wood handle. "Who would believe," the old man was fond of saying, +"that many years' work of a man's hand would wear a wooden handle like +that?" The mother always exhibited this wonderful file to strangers as +a curiosity. + +The doctor down in the valley had a collection of old clocks and tools, +and had often asked for this file to hang up in his cabinet; but the +father never would give it. Since his death, the mother and son +naturally set a great value on the heirloom. After the father's +funeral, when mother and son were sitting quietly together at home, she +said, "Now, Lenz, we have wept enough; we must bear our burden in +silence. Take your father's file, and work. 'Work and pray while yet it +is day,' runs the proverb. Be glad you have an honest trade, and do not +need to brood over what is past. A thousand times has your father said, +'What a help it is to get up in the morning and find your work waiting. +When I file, I file all the useless chips out of my brain; and when I +hammer, I knock all heavy thoughts on the head, and away they go.' + +"Those were my mother's words then, and they ring in my ears to-day. +Would I could always be as sure of her counsel!" + +Lenz set himself industriously to work. Without stood Franzl and +Katharine. "I am glad you were the first to bring the food," said the +old woman; "it is a good sign. Whoever brings the first morsel at such +a time-- But I have said nothing: no one shall say I had a hand in it. +Only come back this evening, and be the one to bid him good night. If +you bid him good night three times, something is sure to come of it. +Hark! what is that? Saints in heaven, he is working now, on such a day +as this! What a man! I have known him ever since he was a baby, but +there is no telling what queer thing he will do. Yet he is so good! +Don't tell he was working, will you? it might make people talk. Come +yourself for the dishes this evening, and be composed, so that you can +talk properly. You can generally use your tongue well enough." + +Franzl was interrupted by Lenz's voice, calling from the door, "If any +visitors come, Franzl, I can see none but Pilgrim. Are you still there, +Katharine?" + +"I am going this minute," said she, and ran down the hill. + +Lenz returned to his seat, and worked without intermission, while +Franzl as busily racked her brain to make out this extraordinary man, +who, a moment before, was crying himself sick, and now sat quietly at +work. It could not be from want of feeling, nor from avarice, but what +could it mean? + +"My old head is not wise enough," said Franzl. Her first impulse was to +go to her mistress and ask what she could make of it; but she checked +herself, and covered her face with her hands as she remembered the +mother was dead. To Franzl's consternation, visitors began now to +arrive,--various members of the Liederkranz, besides some of the older +townspeople. In great embarrassment she turned them away, talking all +the time as loud as if they were deaf. She would gladly have stopped +their ears, if she could, to keep them from hearing Lenz at work. "If +Pilgrim would only come," she thought. "Pilgrim can do anything with +him; he would not mind taking the tools out of his hand." But no +Pilgrim came. At last a happy thought struck her. There was no need of +her staying at home. She would go a little way down the hill, beyond +the sound of hammer and saw, and prevent visitors from coming up. + +Lenz meanwhile was recovering composure and firmness over his work. +When he left off, towards evening, he descended the hill, and, taking +the path behind the houses, proceeded in the direction of his friend +Pilgrim's. Halfway down he turned about as suddenly as if some one had +called him; but all was still. Only the blackbird's ceaseless +twittering was heard in the bushes, and the yellowhammer's monotonous +whistle from the fresh pine-tops. There are no larks down in the valley +and meadows, but on the upland fields you hear them chattering in the +wide stretches of corn. The mists were rising from the meadows, too +light to be seen just about him, but plainly visible in the distance +behind and before. + +Lenz walked rapidly up the valley, till the sun set behind the +Spannreute and turned the lowland mist into flaming clouds. "It is the +first time it has set upon her grave," he murmured. He stood still a +moment, took off his hat at the sound of the evening bells, and went on +more slowly. At a turn in the valley, just below a solitary little +house, from which a thick bush screened him, he paused again. Upon a +bench before the house sat a man whom we have seen before, the +clockmaker Fallen. He was dancing a child on his knee, while beside him +his sister, whose husband was abroad, sat nursing her baby, and kissing +its little hands. + +"Good evening, Faller!" cried Lenz in his old, clear tenor voice. + +"It is you,--is it?" called back Faller's bass. "We were just talking +of you. Lisbeth thought you would forget us in your sorrow; but I said, +on the contrary, you would not fail to remember our need." + +"It is about that I am come. Henzel's house is to be sold to-morrow, as +you know; and if you want to buy it, I will be your security. It will +be pleasant to have you for neighbor." + +"That would be fine, glorious! So you stay where you are?" + +"Why not?" + +"I was told you were going abroad for a year or two." + +"Who told you?" + +"Your uncle, I think, said so. I am not quite sure." + +"Did he? maybe so. If I do go, you must move into my house." + +"Better stay at home. It is too late to go abroad." + +"And marry soon," added the young mother. + +"Yes, that will tie you down, and put an end to your roving. But, Lenz, +whatever you do must prosper. Your mother in heaven will bless you for +remembering me in your time of grief. Not a moment goes by that I do +not think of her. You come honestly by your goodness, for she was +always thoughtful of others. God bless you!" + +"He has already. The walk here and our plan together have lightened my +heart. Have you anything to eat, Lisbeth? I feel hungry for the first +time to-day." + +"I will beat you up a couple of eggs." + +"Thanks." + +Lenz ate with an appetite that delighted his hosts. + +Faller's mother, much against her son's will, asked Lenz for some of +his mother's clothes, which he readily promised. Faller insisted on +walking part way home with him; but hardly had they gone twenty steps +before he gave a shrill whistle, and called back to his sister, who +inquired what was wanted, that he should not be at home till morning. + +"Where do you spend the night?" asked Lenz. + +"With you." + +The two friends walked on in silence. The moon shone bright, and the +owls hooted in the forest, while from the village came the sound of +music and merry voices. + +"It were not well that all should mourn for one," said Lenz. "Thank God +that each of us can bear his own sorrow and his own joy." + +"There spoke your mother," returned Faller. + +"Stop!" cried Lenz; "don't you want to let your betrothed know you can +buy the cottage?" + +"That I do. Come with me, and let me show you the happiest household in +all the world." + +"No, no; you run up alone. I am not fit for joy, and am wofully tired +besides. I'll wait for you here. Run quick, and be quick back again." + +Faller ran up the hill, while Lenz sat down on a pile of stones by the +roadside. As the refreshing dew was shed upon tree and shrub and every +blade of grass, so a pure influence as of dew from heaven sank into the +heart of the lonely mourner; a light flashed from the little house on +the mountain-side, which had been dark before, and light and joy shone +in hearts that had long desponded. + +Faller came back breathless to tell of the great rejoicing there had +been. The old father had opened the window, and shouted down the +valley: "A thousand blessings on you, kindest of friends," and the dear +girl had laughed and wept by turns. + +The friends walked on again, each silently busied with his own +thoughts. Faller's step was firm, and his whole bearing so steady and +erect that Lenz involuntarily straightened himself up as he kept pace +with him. When the path began to ascend again, he cast another glance +back at the churchyard, and sighed. + +"My father lies there too," said Faller, "and was not spared as long as +yours." They went on up the mountain, Lenz taking the lead. What does +he see white moving above him? Who is it? Can it be-- His mother is not +dead! She cannot keep away from him, she has come back! + +The mourner gazed with an inward fear. + +"Good evening, Lenz," cried Katharine's voice. + +"What are you doing there?" + +"I have been with Franzl. She sent for our maid to keep her company, +for she is old and timid. I should not be afraid if your mother herself +came back. Good night, Lenz! good night! good night!" + +She said good night three times, as Franzl had bidden her. There must +be some charm in the words. Who knows what may come of them? + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + EACH BEFORE HIS OWN DOOR. + + +The cool evening following the excessive heat of the day had tempted +the villagers out of doors. Some families sat on the bench before their +houses, but more were gathered about the stone railing of the bridge, +always a favorite place of evening resort for rest or social chat after +the day's work. Thence can be seen the passing on both sides, while the +babbling of the brook provokes conversation. Various woods were lying +seasoning in the water below. The clocks were less likely to warp or +shrink when the wood of which they were made had been thoroughly +drained of its juices. But the people on the bridge understood the +process of seasoning in all its branches. The subject of their talk +now, even as late in the day as this, was the morning's funeral, which +naturally led to a discussion of young Lenz and the necessity of his +making a speedy marriage. The women were lavish of their praises of +him, not a few of their encomiums being meant as hints to the men that +they might profitably follow his example, since virtue, when seen, was +so readily appreciated. The men, however, pronounced him a good sort of +fellow enough, only too soft-hearted. The young girls, with the +exception of those who had declared lovers, said nothing; especially as +the suggestion had been started that Lenz was to marry one of the +doctor's daughters. Some even asserted that it was a settled thing, and +would be publicly announced as soon as the proper time of mourning was +over. Suddenly, no one knew how or where it originated, the report +circulated from house to house, and among the persons on the bridge, +that Lenz had spent that day, the very day of his mother's funeral, in +uninterrupted work. The women lamented that avarice should mar a +character in other respects so good. The men, on the other hand, tried +to excuse him. But the conversation soon turned upon the weather and +the course of events,--both fruitful subjects, as nothing can be +foretold of either. They were none the less comfortably discussed, +however, till it was time to bid good night, and leave the stars in +heaven and the affairs of the world to go on their appointed courses. + +But the pleasantest resting-place of all was the doctor's pretty +garden, further down the valley, whence a wonderful fragrance arose on +the evening air. And yet not wonderful either, for the garden was +stocked with all manner of medicinal plants in full blossom, the doctor +being a mixer of drugs as well as physician. He was a native of the +village, the son of a clockmaker. His wife came from the capital, but +had made herself so completely at home in her husband's native valley, +that her mother-in-law, the old mayoress, as she was called, who lived +with them, used to say she must have led a previous existence as a +child of the Black Forest, so naturally did she adopt its customs. The +doctor, like his father before him, was mayor of the village. He had +four children. The only son, contrary to general expectation, did not +learn a profession, but preferred to study the science of clock-making, +and, at the time of our story, was absent in French Switzerland. The +three daughters were the most aristocratic ladies in the place, at the +same time that they were unsurpassed in industry by any of their +humbler neighbors. Amanda, the eldest, acted as her father's assistant, +besides having the charge of the garden. Bertha and Minna took an +active part in the housekeeping, and occupied their leisure in plaiting +those fine straw braids that are sent to Italy and come to us in the +shape of Leghorn hats. + +This evening, the family in the garden had a visitor,--a young +machinist, called in the village, for convenience, the engineer. His +two brothers married daughters of the landlord of the Lion. One of them +was a rich wood-merchant in the next county town, the other the owner +of one of the most frequented bathing establishments in the lower Black +Forest, as well as of a considerable private estate. It was said that +the engineer was to marry the landlord's only remaining daughter, +Annele. + +"You speak well, Mr. Storr," the doctor was saying, in a voice whose +tones showed him to be hale and hearty. "We must not rejoice in the +beauties of mountain and valley, and take no thought for the people who +inhabit them. There is too much of the superficial, restless spirit of +change in the world of to-day. For my part, I have no desire to rove; +my own narrow sphere contents me, body and mind. I have even had to +give up my old hobby of botanizing, or, rather, I have voluntarily +given it up, in order to devote more time to the study of humanity. In +the general division of labor, every one should take what best suits +his capacities. That is a lesson my country-people will not learn, and +our native industry suffers in consequence." + +"May I ask you to explain yourself more particularly?" + +"The thing is very simple. Our clock-making, like all our home +pursuits, is the natural result of the unproductiveness of our soil, +and the indivisibility of our large, entailed estates. Younger sons, +and all whose whole capital consists in their industry, must make the +most of that, if they would earn a living. Hence that natural aptitude +for work, that strict, unresting carefulness, that are common among us. +Our forests supply the best wood for machinery and cases, and as long +as our wooden clocks found a good market, a manufacturer, with the help +of his wife and children to paint the dial-plate, could make an entire +clock in his own house. But now that metal clocks have been introduced, +and have, in a measure, supplanted the wooden ones, a division of labor +has become necessary. There is a strong competition in France, in +America, and especially in Saxony. We must give up pendulums, and take +to springs. These changes cannot be effected without the help of some +general and binding association among the workmen. The stone-cutters, +in old times, used to form themselves into a guild, presided over by a +chosen head, and that is what is wanted here. The workmen, scattered +about on the mountains, must enter into a league with one another, and +work into each other's hands. The difficulty is to bring about such a +league among our people. In Switzerland a watch passes through a +hundred and twenty hands before it is finished. But the very +perseverance of the good people here, which is undoubtedly a virtue, +makes them unwilling to adopt new ways. Only by unexampled frugality +and application could our home manufactures have been carried on as +long as they have. You would hardly believe what a morbid sensitiveness +our people have contracted by their constant and close confinement at +their work. They have to be handled as tenderly as their own clocks, +which an awkward touch will break." + +"It seems to me," answered the young man, "that the first thing wanted +now is a better case for your clocks, that they may become more of a +parlor ornament." + +"I quite agree with you," said Bertha, the second daughter. "I spent a +year with my aunt in the capital, and, wherever I visited, I found one +of my compatriots, a Black Forest clock, like Cinderella, in the +kitchen. In the best room, resplendent with gold and alabaster, was +sure to be a French mantel-clock, never wound up, or never right if it +was, while my compatriot in the kitchen was always going, and always +exact." + +"Cinderella needs to be metamorphosed," said the young man; "but she +must keep her virtues, and tell the truth, when she gets into the best +parlor." + +The doctor did not let the conversation follow the turn the young +people had given it; but entered into further explanations of the +peculiarities of his country-people. A tolerably long residence abroad +enabled him to judge them impartially, while yet he had lived years +enough at home to know and appreciate their good qualities. He spoke +High German, but with a decided provincial accent. + +"Good evening to you all," cried a passer-by. + +"Ah, is it you, Pilgrim? Wait a minute," cried the doctor. "How is +Lenz?" he asked, as the passer-by stopped at the garden gate. + +"I have not seen him since the funeral. I am just from the Lion, where +I was fool enough to get into a quarrel about him." + +"How was that?" + +"They were talking about his having been at work all day to-day, and +finding fault with him for it, and calling him a miser. Lenz a miser! +Nonsense!" + +"You should not let it disturb you. You and I know, and so do many +others, that Lenz is a good fellow, above all such reproaches. Was not +Petrovitsch with him to-day?" + +"No. I thought he would be, and therefore did not go myself. Doctor, I +wanted to ask if you would have time to come to my house to-morrow for +a moment. I should like to show you what I have been doing." + +"Certainly I will come." + +"Good night to you all." + +"Good night, Pilgrim; pleasant dreams." + +"Send me back my songs to-morrow," cried Bertha, as he was going. + +"I will bring them," returned Pilgrim; and soon after they heard his +clear musical whistle in the distance. + +"That is a remarkable man," said the doctor. "He is a case-painter, and +an intimate friend of Lenz, whose mother was buried this morning. He is +quite a hidden genius, and has rather a remarkable history." + +"Pray, let me hear it." + +"Some other time, when we are by ourselves." + +"No, we should like to hear it again," exclaimed his wife and +daughters, and the doctor began as follows. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + PILGRIM'S ADVENTURES. + + +Pilgrim was the son of a case-painter. Left an orphan at an early age, +he was brought up at the public expense by the old schoolmaster. But he +spent by far the greater part of his time with Lenz the clockmaker on +the Morgenhalde. In old Lenz's wife he found almost a second mother, +while their only surviving child, the Lenz who has been working to-day, +was like a brother to him. Pilgrim was always the more ready and +skilful workman of the two; for Lenz, with all his undoubted ability, +has a certain fanciful dreaminess of character. Perhaps there is a +genius for music in Lenz and for painting in Pilgrim that has never +been developed; who knows? You must hear Lenz sing some time. He is +first tenor in the Liederkranz; and it is chiefly owing to him that our +society won the prize at two musical festivals,--one at Constance and +the other at Freiburg. As the boys grew up, Lenz was apprenticed to his +father and Pilgrim to a case-painter, but they continued close friends. +Through the long summer evenings they would wander singing and +whistling over hill and valley, as sure to be together as the twin +stars in heaven. Winter nights Pilgrim had to walk up to the +Morgenhalde through snow and storm; for Lenz, being, as I have said, +the last of five children, was somewhat spoiled by his mother, and kept +at home in bad weather. There they would sit together half through the +night, reading books of travel or whatever else they could lay hands +on. Many a volume out of my library has their thirst for knowledge +devoured. Together they devised a plan for travelling abroad; for, with +all the domestic habits of our people, there is a general desire among +them to see the world. As soon as it was sure that both were exempt +from military service,--Pilgrim by lot, and Lenz as being an only +son,--they were anxious to carry their plan into execution. Lenz showed +on this subject for the first time a persistent obstinacy which had +never been suspected in him. He would not be dissuaded from the +journey. His father was for letting him go, but the very thought threw +his mother into despair. When the minister's persuasions failed, I was +called in, and enjoined to talk the boy into a whole catalogue of +diseases, if other arguments failed. Of course I pursued a different +treatment. The two friends had always admitted me into their +confidence, and now freely imparted to me their entire plan. Pilgrim, +as usual, was the instigator. Lenz, notwithstanding his sensitiveness, +has a sound practical nature, though limited to a small circle of +ideas. If not confused by arguments, his instincts generally lead him +in the right direction; and whatever he undertakes he clings to with a +perseverance amounting almost to devotion. I will show you to-morrow a +standard regulator he has set up, whose adoption would be a benefit to +the whole country. Lenz's mind was in fact not so firmly made up in +favor of Pilgrim's plan as he had given his parents to understand. He +thought his friend would do better to learn clock-making thoroughly +before going into the trade, as a merchant should be able to repair any +clock that may come in his way, as well as those he carries with him. +Pilgrim finally decided to enter on an apprenticeship. As soon, +however, as he had learned what was absolutely necessary, the plan of +his journey was resumed more resolutely than ever. The objects he +proposed to himself were numerous. At one time he wanted to make money +enough to visit an academy; at another he meant to become a great +artist on his travels; then again he only desired to discomfit the +moneyed aristocracy by coming home with a bag full of gold. In reality +he despised money, and for that very reason would gladly have had it to +throw away. There was, besides, some youthful fancy in his head at that +time, I imagine. Greece, Athens, was the goal of his desires. The very +name of Athens would make his eyes sparkle and his color rise. +"Athens!" he would say, "does not the word transport you to marble +staircases and lofty halls?" He seemed to imagine that the mere +breathing of classic air would make another man of him, change him into +a great artist. I tried to disabuse his mind of these mistaken notions, +and succeeded in making him promise he would confine himself to earning +a living, and leave all else for some future time. Old Lenz and I gave +security for the merchandise he was to take with him. He finally set +out alone, Lenz yielding to our persuasions, and remaining at home. "I +am like the wave," Pilgrim used to say, "that is drawn from the Black +Forest to the Black Sea." He hoped to introduce our domestic clocks +into Greece and the East, where they had never been so favorably +received as in northern countries and the New World. It is pleasant to +hear Pilgrim tell how he went through various foreign countries, +through cities and villages, with his Black Forest clocks hung about +him, making them strike as he went along, himself taking notice all the +while of everything on the way. That was the trouble with him. His eyes +were too busy with other things, with the landscape and beautiful +buildings and the manners and customs of the country,--a great mistake +for a merchant. As our clock-work never changes, go where it will, over +sea and land, so our people remain the same in every latitude. To make +and to save, to live frugally, and never be content till they can come +home with a full money-bag, that is the one thing they care for, let +the world wag as it may. A very good and necessary thing it is, too, in +its place. One head must not have too many projects at one time. But +the day of peddling and saving is past. We must be men of business now, +and establish permanent markets in other lands for our merchandise. + +"Did Pilgrim ever reach Athens?" + +"Indeed he did, and he has often told me that the joy and devotion with +which the Crusaders greeted Jerusalem could not have exceeded his on +first seeing Athens. He rubbed his eyes to convince himself it was +really Athens. He expected the marble statues to nod a greeting to him +as he went jingling through the streets. But not a single clock did he +sell. He was reduced to such extremity at last as to consider himself +lucky to get a piece of work to do; and what work! For fourteen days, +under the blue Grecian sky, in sight of the Acropolis, he had to paint +the green lattice-work fence of a beer-garden." + +"What is the Acropolis?" asked Bertha. + +"You can tell her, Storr," suggested the doctor. + +The engineer gave a hasty sketch of the former beauty of the citadel of +Athens and its present scanty remains, promising to bring a picture of +it the next time he came, and then begged the doctor to go on with his +story. + +"There is little more to tell," he resumed. "With the closest +management, Pilgrim contrived to dispose of his clocks, so that we were +no losers. It required no small courage to return poorer than he went, +to be a general laughing-stock among his old neighbors. But as his +enthusiasm led him to despise the moneyed aristocracy, as he was fond +of calling it, he put on a bold front, and let who would laugh. Of +course, he went first to the Morgenhalde. The parents were standing +with folded hands about the dinner-table. Lenz gave such a cry, his +mother used to say it would kill her to hear the like again. The two +friends fell into each other's arms. Pilgrim soon recovered his good +spirits, and laughed about his luck being better at home than anywhere +else; for there he found at least a well-spread table. Certainly he +could nowhere have found a warmer welcome than from the parents and son +at the Morgenhalde. Old Lenz wanted to take him into his house; but +Pilgrim resolutely declined. He was always jealous of his independence. +He fitted up a nice workshop at Don Bastian's, very near us. At first +he took pains to introduce new patterns of clock-cases; but he could +not succeed in changing essentially the shape of our Black Forest +clocks,--the square with a pointed arch. Not disheartened by finding +his novelties unacceptable, he cheerfully fell back on making the +old-fashioned cases, for which he gets plenty of orders. He has some +skill in coloring; but his drawing is faulty. You must know that +different countries have different tastes in clock-cases. France likes +the case well covered with bright colors; North Germany, Scandinavia, +and England prefer simpler outlines, architectural ornamentation, like +gables or columns,--at most, nothing more florid than a garland. +Shepherds and shepherdesses are for the Vorarlberg. No clocks can be +sent to the East with human figures on the dial-plate; lately Roman +numerals have been allowed, but formerly none but Turkish. America +likes no painting, but requires carving more or less elaborate. +American clocks, as they are called, have the weights raised by pulleys +on one side. Hungary and Russia fancy fruit-pieces and landscapes. +Ornaments of the best taste are not always preferred; on the contrary, +a finical style is often most popular. If you can improve the +appearance of our clocks, you will be doing Pilgrim a service. Perhaps +you can give him a fresh start in life; though he hardly needs it, for +he possesses the rare art of being happy without being prosperous." + +"I should like to make his acquaintance." + +"You shall call upon him with me to-morrow. Only come bright and early, +so that we can take a walk over the hills. I will show you some fine +views, and nice people beside." + +After bidding the engineer a hearty good night the doctor and his +family re-entered the house. + +The moon shone clear in the heavens; the flowers sent out their +fragrance into the night, with none to enjoy it, and the stars looked +down upon them. No sound was heard, save from a house here and there +the striking of a clock. + + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + THE WORLD PRESENTS ITSELF. + + +"Good morning, Lenz! You have had a good night's rest, just as children +do who have cried themselves to sleep." Thus was Lenz greeted the next +morning by Faller's deep bass voice. "O my friend," he answered; "it +brings back all my misery to wake up and remember what happened +yesterday. But I must be calm. I will proceed at once to write the +security for you. Take it to the mayor before he starts on his round, +and greet him from me. I remember I dreamed of him last night. Go to +Pilgrim's too, if you can, and tell him I shall wait at home for him +to-day. Good luck with your house! I am glad to think you will have a +roof of your own." + +Faller started off for the valley with the paper, leaving Lenz to his +work. But before sitting down to it he wound up one of his musical +clocks and made it play a choral. The piece goes well, he said to +himself, nodding his head approvingly over the wheel on which he was +filing. It was her--my mother's--favorite tune. The great musical clock +with the handsomely carved nut-wood case, as tall as a good-sized +wardrobe, was called "The Magic Flute," from the overture of that +opera, which was the longest of five pieces that it played. It was +already sold to a large tea-dealer in Odessa. A smaller clock stood +beside it, and near that a third, on which Lenz was working. At noon, +after laboring uninterruptedly all the morning, he began to feel +hungry; but no sooner had he sat down to his solitary meal than all +hunger forsook him. He asked the old serving-maid to eat with him, as +she used to do in his mother's lifetime. She consented, after a great +show of maidenly delicacy at the idea of dining alone with so young a +man; but by the time the soup was finished, she had so far recovered +her self-possession as to bring up the question of his marriage and +gave her advice against it. + +"Who says I mean to marry?" + +"I think, if you do, you ought to marry the bailiff's daughter +Katharine. She comes of a respectable family, and has the greatest +respect for you; she actually swears by you. That would be just the +right sort of wife,--not one who would treat you like the very ground +she walks on. Girls nowadays are so--so exacting, they care for nothing +but dress and show." + +"I am not thinking of marrying; certainly not now." + +"You are quite right. It is not at all necessary you should. Take my +word for it, you will never be better off than you are now. I am used +to your ways, and I will keep everything so exactly as your mother did +that you will think she is alive again. Don't your beans taste good +now? Your mother taught me to cook them so. She understood everything +from the greatest to the smallest. You will be as comfortable as can be +when we are by ourselves. You see if you are not." + +"I don't think we shall keep on as we are, Franzl," said Lenz. + +"So you have some one already in your mind,--have you? People fancy +Lenz thinks of nothing but his clocks and his mother. Much they know +about it! If it is only some girl that comes of a good family. +Katharine, now, would be a wife for every day in the week,--for working +days and for holidays. She can look after the house and the field, and +can spin--you'd think she would spin the very straw down from the roof. +Then, too, she swears by you; all you say and all you do is perfect. +She always says whatever comes from Lenz is right, however it may +look,--like your working yesterday, for instance. Besides, she is well +off; what she inherits from her mother alone would be a portion for one +of your children." + +"I have no thought of marrying, Franzl. Perhaps--I don't know, but +perhaps--I shall sell or lease my house and go abroad." + +Franzl stared at him in speechless amazement, forgetting even to carry +her spoon to her mouth. + +"I will provide for you, Franzl; you shall want for nothing. But I have +never been out into the world, and should like once to see and learn +something. Perhaps I may further my art in some way; who knows?" + +"It is none of my business," said Franzl; "I am only an ignorant +servant-woman, though we Knuslingers have the reputation of keeping +pretty good eyes in our heads. I don't know much about the world; but +one thing I do know, and that is, that I have not lived in service +twenty-seven years for nothing. I came into this house when you were +four years old. You were the youngest and dearest of all the children, +and your brothers and sisters in their graves,--but no matter for that +now. I have lived with your mother twenty-seven years. I cannot say I +am as wise as she was; where is the woman, far or near, who can say +that for herself? You'll never find her equal as long as the world +lasts. But I learned a good deal from her. How often I have heard her +say, 'Franzl, people rush out into the world as if somewhere, across +the Rhine or over the sea, fortune were running about the streets, and +crying to Tom, Dick, and Harry, "Good morning, Tom, Dick, and Harry; I +am glad to see you." Franzl,' your mother used to say, 'if a man can't +succeed at home, he won't succeed abroad. There are people enough +everywhere to pick up gold, if it does rain down, without waiting for +strangers to come and help them. What sort of a fortune can a man make +in the world? He can't do more than eat, drink, and sleep. Franzl,' +she'd say, 'my Lenz,'--excuse me, it was she that said it, not I,--'my +Lenz, like the rest of them, once got into his head that silly notion +of travelling; but where can he be better off than here? He is not +fitted for the wild world. One must be a robber, like Petrovitsch, a +good-for-nothing, stingy, greedy, cruel wretch.' I don't mean she said +that; she never said such a thing of anybody; but I say it and think +it. 'If my Lenz were to go abroad,' she said, 'he would give the shirt +off his body to the first beggar he met; any one could deceive him, he +is so kindhearted. Franzl,' says she, 'if the wandering spirit comes +over him when I am gone, Franzl,' says she, 'hang on to his coat, and +don't let him stir.' But, good gracious! I can't do that; how can I? I +can only speak; and I must speak, for she made me solemnly promise. +Just think how well off you are. You have a comfortable house, a good +living; you are loved and respected. If you go out into the world, who +will care for you? who will know you are Lenz of the Morgenhalde? When +you have no place to lay your head, and are obliged to spend the night +in the woods, you will think of your house at home and the seven +well-stuffed beds that are in it, and the plenty of furniture and +dishes, and the wine on tap in the cellar. Sha'n't I fetch you a glass? +I'll get you one in a minute. Always drink when you're out of spirits. +A thousand times your mother has said, 'Wine cheers a man up, and makes +him think of other things.'" + +So saying, she hurried out of the room and into the cellar, soon +returning with a flagon in her hand. Lenz insisted on her bringing a +second glass, and filled it for her himself; but she was too modest to +do more than touch her lips to it till she had cleared off the table +and retreated with her wine into the kitchen. + +Lenz worked on again industriously till evening. The wine or something +else made him restless, so that he was several times on the point of +throwing down his tools and going out for a walk. But upon second +thoughts he concluded to stay at home, and receive the friends who +would be sure to seek him out and relieve his loneliness. No one came, +however, except Proebler. He liked Lenz for being one of the few who did +not make fun of him, nor laugh at his constantly refusing to sell any +of his works of art. He would mortgage them till he lost all power to +redeem them. It was said that the landlord of the Lion, who carried on +a large business as commissioner and wholesale dealer, owed Proebler +quite a handsome sum on the works he had pawned to him. + +Lenz used to listen with all attention and seriousness while Proebler +would talk of his great discovery of the _perpetuum mobile_, and how +he wanted nothing further to bring his work to perfection than the +twenty-four diamonds on which it needed to move. In return, the old man +willingly gave his help in setting up the standard regulator which was +to benefit the whole district; and he really contributed some valuable +suggestions, which Lenz was very glad publicly to give him credit for. + +To-day, however, Proebler came neither about a new discovery nor the +_perpetuum mobile_, but to offer himself as mediator in case Lenz was +desirous of marrying. He proposed to him a whole list of marriageable +girls, among them the doctor's daughters. "You are too modest," he +added in conclusion; "all houses are open to you. Tell me honestly in +what direction your preference leads you, and I will see that you are +met half-way." Lenz hardly vouchsafed an answer to his proposition, and +the old man finally departed. The idea that he could have one of the +doctor's daughters lingered in Lenz's mind. They were three noble girls. +There was a thoughtfulness--an almost motherly carefulness--about the +eldest, while the second played and sang beautifully. How often Lenz +had stood before the house and listened to her! Music was his one +passion. He longed for it as a thirsty man for a spring of water. How +would it seem to have a wife who could play the piano? She should play +him all the pieces he wanted to put into his clocks; he could make them +sound a great deal better after he had heard them. But no; such a wife +would be too aristocratic for him. One who could play the piano would +not look after the house and the garden and the stable, as a watchmaker's +wife must. He would wait quietly. + +When twilight came on, Lenz changed his clothes and went down into the +valley. + +All houses are open to him, Proebler had said. All houses? that is as +bad as none at all. Unless you can enter a house without interrupting +the inmates in their occupation; unless no glance, no expression asks, +What have you come for? what plan is on foot? unless you are made to +feel at home,--you have no house open to you. Lenz went in imagination +up and down the whole village, stopping at every door. Everywhere he +would find hands stretched out to greet him, but nowhere a home. Yet he +had one friend with whom he would be as much at ease as in his own +room. Pilgrim, the case-painter, had wanted to go home with him +yesterday after his mother's funeral, but fell back because he was +joined by his uncle Petrovitsch. The two despised each other for +different reasons; Petrovitsch Pilgrim, for being a poor devil; and +Pilgrim, Petrovitsch for being a rich one. To Pilgrim's, therefore, he +would go. His friend lived down in the valley with Don Bastian, as he +called him, a man who had been a dealer in clocks and made a +considerable fortune during a twelve years' residence in Spain. On his +return home he had bought a farm, resumed his peasant's clothes, and +retained no traces of his Spanish journey except the gold and a couple +of Spanish words which he liked to air occasionally, especially in +midsummer when the travellers from all quarters of the world returned +to their native valley. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + THE LANDLORD'S DAUGHTER PLAYS HOSTESS. + + +In the public room of the Lion, at a table comfortably laid before the +balcony window, sat a young man alone, eating with that relish which is +the privilege of a stout young fellow in his twenties, after a day's +walk over the mountains. Sometimes, however, his eye wandered +thoughtfully from the viands themselves to the heavy silver plate on +which they were served. It was a remnant of the good old time, when +interest-bearing investments were not the only ones allowed. At last +the young man, who was no other than the engineer who had spent the +evening before at the doctor's, lighted a cigar and, drawing a brush +from his pocket, began smoothing his full, light beard. He had a marked +countenance. A high, full forehead projected from under his brown hair, +his cheeks were fresh, and there was an expression in his deep-set blue +eyes that inspired instant confidence. + +A cool evening breeze was blowing in at the open window, quickly +dispersing the blue smoke from the cigar. + +"Smoking already? then you will have nothing more to eat," said a girl, +entering from an adjoining room. She wore a fresh white apron made with +a stomacher, and was peculiarly neat and nice in her whole dress. Her +figure was slender and supple; her face oval yet full, with bright, +intelligent brown eyes; and three tiers of heavy brown braids were +wound like a crown about her head. + +With a ready flow of words she continued: "You must excuse us; we had +done expecting you to dinner, it was so late." + +"Everything was excellent. Come and sit down by me a little while, +sister-in-law." + +"In a minute; as soon as I have cleared up. I cannot sit down with the +things all standing about so." + +"You must have everything as neat and orderly as yourself." + +"Thank you for the compliment. I am glad you have not spent them all at +the doctor's." + +"Come back as soon as you can; I've ever so much to tell you." + +After leaving the guest alone again for a while, the landlord's +daughter returned with a piece of knitting-work in her hand, and took a +seat opposite him at the table. "Well, let me hear," she said. + +The engineer told her how he had been accompanying the doctor on his +daily round over the mountains, and could not sufficiently praise his +wondrous insight into the life of the people. He found them as the +doctor had described, industrious and pious, yet without bigotry. + +"We have been into three or four inns to-day," he said. "Generally, +when you enter a country tavern of a summer's noon, you find some +miserable creature besotting himself on a bench behind the table, +half asleep over his stale beer or schnapps, who will stare at every +new-comer, and brag and rail in some unintelligible fashion. It is a +very common sight in other places, but I saw nothing of the sort here." + +"Our mayor, the doctor," said Annele, "shows no mercy to drunkards, and +we are principled against giving to one." + +The engineer entered with enthusiasm into a description of the doctor's +character. Wherever he went, the day seemed to grow brighter. His +honest sympathy brought something like contentment even into the huts +of the poor, while the confidence which his character as well as his +words inspired everywhere imparted fresh courage. + +The girl listened in some embarrassment to this glowing description, +and only answered as she pressed a knitting-needle to her lips, "O yes, +the doctor is a true friend of the poor." + +"He is your friend too; he said a great deal of good of you." + +"Did he? That was because he was out in the open air; he does not dare +speak well of me at home. His five womenkind would not let him. I must +except the old mayoress, though; she is always kind." + +"And are not the others? I should have thought--" + +"I don't want to speak ill of them or any one else. I desire to be +thankful I have no need to exalt myself at the expense of others, to +help myself out of another's purse, as old Marie Lenz used to say. +Thousands of persons are passing in and out here who can let the whole +world know what we are. A hotel is not like a private house, where the +family can appear most loving to one another, and keep everything in +beautiful order for two or three days, while a visitor is present, and +then, behind his back, be ready to scratch each other's eyes out, and +let the housekeeping go at sixes and sevens; or, where a young lady can +begin to sing when she sees a gentleman going by, or can take her work +into the garden and make herself ornamental. But I don't want to speak +ill of anybody, only--" here Annele slipped as by accident into the +familiar German "thou." "Oh! I beg your pardon; I forgot I was not +talking to my brother-in-law, or I should not have said 'thou.'" + +"I have no objection to it. Let us say 'thou' to one another." + +"Not for the world! I cannot stay, if we are to talk in that way. I +wonder what keeps father so long?" said the landlord's daughter, +blushing. + +"Where is your father gone?" + +"He had to see to his business, but he may be back any minute. I wish +he would give up business. What is the use of his working so hard? He +thinks he could not live without it. A man might as well die as give up +business, he says; watching and working, thinking and planning, keep +one's faculties awake. And I believe he is right. For my part, I cannot +imagine how any one in youth and health can sit and play the piano all +the morning, or dilly-dally about the house, singing. To turn your hand +to this thing and that keeps you wide awake. To be sure, if you count +what we women earn in money it is not much; but to keep a house in good +order is worth something." + +"Yes, indeed," said the engineer; "the devotion of people to their work +here is wonderful. Many of the clockmakers work fourteen hours a day. +They deserve great praise for it." + +The girl cast a look of surprise at him. What have those stupid +clockmakers to do with the matter? Couldn't he, or wouldn't he, +understand what she meant? + +There came a pause which the engineer broke by asking about the +landlady. + +"Mother is in the garden, picking beans. Let us go and find her, for +she cannot leave her work." + +"No, I'd rather stay as we are. Tell me, sister-in-law,--I may call you +so without offence, I hope,--is not the doctor's oldest daughter, +Amanda, a ladylike, amiable girl?" + +"Amanda? why should she not be? she is old enough. She is +high-shouldered, too, as you would see if her city dressmaker did not +pad her so skilfully." The girl bit her lip. How silly to have said +that! He was thinking of Bertha all the time he asked about Amanda. +"Bertha, now," she added, recovering herself, "is a merry--" + +"Yes, a noble girl," interrupted the young man, then suddenly stooped +to pick up a needle the landlord's daughter had dropped under the +table. He seemed vexed at having betrayed himself, and hastened to +change the subject. + +"The doctor told me a great deal about Pilgrim yesterday." + +"What is there to tell? The doctor can make a story out of everything." + +"Who is Petrovitsch? They say you know all about him." + +"No more than every one knows. He dines here every day, and pays when +he is done. He is an obstinate old curmudgeon, as rich as a jewel and +as hard. He lived ever so many years abroad, and cares for nobody. Only +one thing he takes delight in, and that is the avenue of cherry-trees +leading to the town. A row of crab-apple trees used to stand there, and +Petrovitsch--" + +"Why is he called Petrovitsch?" + +"His name is Peter, but he lived among the Servians so long that people +got into the way of calling him Petrovitsch." + +"Tell me more about the avenue." + +"He was in the habit of walking about with a knife in his hand, and +lopping off the superfluous branches by the roadside. One day, the +superintendent of the roads arrested him for mutilating the trees, so +he had a new row of cherry-trees planted at his own expense, and for +six years has had the fruit picked before it ripened, that thieves +might not injure the trees. They have grown beautifully, certainly. But +he cares nothing for his fellow-men. See, there goes his only brother's +child, Lenz of the Morgenhalde, who can boast of having received no +more from his uncle than he could put on the point of a pin." + +"That is Lenz,--is it? A fine-looking fellow he is, with a delicate +face, just as I had imagined him. Does he always stoop like that when +he walks?" + +"No, only now, because he is feeling so badly at his mother's death. He +is a good fellow, though a little too soft-hearted. I know two eyes +that are looking out at him from a vine-covered house, wishing they +might tempt him in; and the eyes belong to Bertha." + +"Indeed? Is there any engagement between them?" asked the engineer, the +color mounting to his forehead. + +"I don't suppose they are engaged, but she would be glad enough to +catch him; for he has a pretty property, while she has nothing but a +pretty straw hat and a pair of ragged stockings." + +The landlord's daughter--or Annele of the Lion, as she was commonly +called--congratulated herself on having administered this bitter pill, +and quite forgot her own vexation in delight at the pain she had +caused. + +"Where are you going?" she continued, as the young man took his hat, +and prepared to depart. + +"I want a farther walk, and think of going up the Spannreute." + +"It is beautiful, but as steep as the side of a house." + +Annele hurried into the back garden as soon as he left, and watched +him. He did, in fact, go a little way up the mountain, but soon +retraced his steps, and went down the valley towards the doctor's. + +"Plague on you!" she said to herself; "not another kind word shall you +get from me." + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + THE DEPARTED SAINT AND THE NEW MOTHER. + + +"He is not at home," cried Don Bastian's wife, as Lenz came up the slope +to the house. "He must have gone to see you. Did you not meet him?" + +"No; is his room open?" + +"Yes." + +"I will go up awhile," he said, and approached the familiar room. But, +on opening the door, all power to enter forsook him. There stood +his mother smiling upon him. His first thought, on recovering his +self-possession, was one of gratitude to the faithful friend who had +fixed upon the canvas those dear features, so honest and kindly, before +their memory had faded. "He is always my good angel," he said to +himself. "He was doing me service when he could not be with me, and +such a service!--the greatest in all the world." + +Long and fixedly, through gathering tears, Lenz gazed at the beloved +face. "While I have eyes left, they shall look upon her. O if I could +only hear her speak! if the voice of the departed could only be brought +back!" He could hardly tear himself away. It was so strange to have his +mother there alone, looking and looking with no one to look back at +her. Not till it grew too dark to see did he leave the room. "My tears +must cease here," he said to himself, as he turned away. "Whatever I +feel shall be shut in my own breast; no one shall call me unmanly." As +he passed the doctor's house, a sound of music reached him through the +open windows. He distinguished the words of a foreign song sung by a +powerful baritone voice that belonged, he knew, to no one in the +valley. Whose could it be? A beautiful voice, to whomever it belonged. + +"Now, Miss Bertha," he heard the stranger say, "you must sing to me." + +"Not now, Mr. Storr; we shall be going to tea soon. Later in the +evening we will sing together. Meanwhile I want you to look over this +piece of music." + +Aroused to a consciousness of his long fasting by the mention of +supper, Lenz suddenly formed a bold resolution, and with a firmer step +and more erect carriage went straight towards the town, and into the +Lion Inn. + +"Good evening, Lenz. I am glad you remember your old friends in your +grief. Not a minute has passed that I have not spoken your name, and +everybody that has come in through the day has talked of you. Has not +your right ear burned? You will surely be rewarded in this life, dear +Lenz, for your devotion to your blessed mother. She and I were the best +of friends, as you know, though we did not see each other as often as +we should have liked; for she did not leave home much, nor I either. +Will you have a glass of the new wine, or the old? Better take the new; +it is right good, and will not fly into your head. You look so red and +heated!--of course, after losing such a mother"--Here the landlady of +the Lion--for she it was who thus condoled with Lenz--expressed by a +wave of her hand that her feelings would not let her say more. + +"But what can we expect?" she began again, while setting the bottle and +glass on the table. "We are mortals, after all. Your mother lived to be +seventy-one,--a whole year beyond, the allotted age. To-morrow I may +have to follow her. With God's help I too will leave behind a good name +for my children. Not that I pretend to compare myself with your +mother,--who could? But now might I venture to give you a little bit of +advice? I mean it for your good." + +"Certainly; I am always glad of good advice." + +"I only want to warn you against your too tender heart, against +letting your grief take too entire possession of you. You won't be +offended,--will you?" + +"No, no; why should I be? On the contrary, you show me, as I never knew +before, how many good friends my mother had, and how fortunate I am to +inherit them." + +"You deserve them all. You are--" + +"Welcome, welcome, Lenz!" interrupted a clear, youthful voice, and a +full, plump hand was held out to him, behind which appeared as full and +fresh a face. It was Annele of the Lion, who came in with lights. "Why +did you not let me know, mother, that Lenz was here?" she added, +turning to the landlady. + +"You are not the only one that is privileged to talk with a young man +at twilight," replied the mother, with a meaning smile. + +Annele saw that Lenz did not fancy the joke, and continued, without +heeding her mother's words: "You must see by my looks, dear Lenz, how I +have wept for your mother these last two days. I have hardly got over +it yet. Such people ought not to die. To think of all the good she did +being so suddenly swept away! I can imagine how your room seems to you; +how you look into all the corners, fancying the door must open; that +she cannot have gone away and left you; she must come back. All day I +have found myself thinking, Poor Lenz, if I could only help him! I +should be so glad to bear a little of his burden for him! We looked for +you here to dinner to-day. Your uncle fully expected you. He always +insists on having dinner served the instant the clock strikes; but +to-day he said, 'Wait a little, Annele; keep back the dinner awhile. +Lenz will surely come; he never will sit down all by himself up there.' +And Pilgrim said you would not fail to come and dine with him at his +table. Pilgrim takes his meals here, you know. He is like a brother to +me, and so fond of you! Your uncle always has his dinner served at a +little table by himself, and likes me to sit down and chat with him. He +is an odd man, but as clever as the Evil One. Don't disappoint us at +dinner to-morrow, will you? And now what will you have for supper?" + +"I have no appetite for anything. I only wish I could sleep on and on +for weeks, and forget myself and all that concerns me." + +"You will feel differently by and by.--Yes, I am coming!" cried Annele +to some teamsters who had just sat down at another table. She quickly +supplied their wants, and then resumed her place behind Lenz's chair, +keeping her hand on the back of it while answering the questions of the +other guests. The touch thrilled like an electric shock through his +whole frame. The sight of others at their supper presently reminded him +of his own hunger. In an instant Annele was in the kitchen, and back +again with fresh table linen. Her hands laid the cloth and set on the +dishes so invitingly, and her voice pressed him so cordially to eat, +that his supper relished as he had thought food never would relish +again. + +Who so neat and nimble as Annele, so ready and quick at repartee? Pity +she lets her fondness for making fools of people spoil the charm of her +wit. + +Lenz had no sooner finished his first bottle than she was ready with a +fresh one, and filling his glass herself. + +"You don't smoke,--do you?" + +"I ought not, but should like to." + +"I will fetch you a cigar such as my father smokes. We don't let many +of the guests have them." She brought the cigar, lighted a paper by the +lamp, and handed it to him. + +The landlord had entered meanwhile,--a tall, stout, imposing figure, of +venerable aspect, with thin, snow-white hair, and a little black velvet +cap like a priest's on his head. His silver-bowed spectacles, with +their big round glasses, were only meant to be used for reading, and +were therefore generally worn pushed up on his forehead, from which a +serene and quiet intelligence appeared to be gazing. Very quiet mine +host was, quiet even to solemnity, and accounted very wise. He spoke +little, but must not great wisdom have been needed to attain the +position of the landlord of the Lion? His face was rosy, and, as we +have said, venerable, except in respect to his mouth, which he had a +trick of drawing in as a person does who is smacking his lips over +something savory. He was silent and serious, as if wishing to make +amends by his lack of words for the fluency of his wife and daughter. +When the landlady was particularly talkative and complaisant, he would +shake his head, as much as to say, "That is not to the taste of a man +of honor." A man of honor the landlord was known to be through all the +country round, and a thorough business man. He had made a fortune as +packer,--that is, by buying clocks of the manufacturers, and forwarding +them to purchasers in different parts of the world. + +"Good evening, Lenz," said the landlord, with a breadth of voice that +spoke volumes. Lenz respectfully rose. "Keep your seat," he said, +offering his hand; "don't stand upon ceremony; this is a public house." +His concluding nod seemed to say, "I make my respects to you; the +requisite sympathy is as safe with me as a triple mortgage." With that +he walked to his own table and took up the papers. + +"By your leave," said Annele, politely, as she came up with a stocking +in her hand, on which she was knitting, and took a seat by Lenz. She +talked much and well, so that Lenz knew not which most to admire, her +kindness of heart or the readiness of her wit. + +"I am sorry to have to take money from you," she said, when he was +paying for his supper; "I would much rather you had been our guest. +Good night. Don't grieve too much. I wish I could help you. By the way, +I had nearly forgotten to ask when your great musical clock, I hear so +much of, is going to Russia. It must be the finest ever made here." + +"It may be sent for any day." + +"May I come up with my mother, some time, to see it and hear it play?" + +"I shall feel honored. Come whenever you will." + +"Good night, and pleasant dreams. Remember me to Franzl. She must come +to us if she wants anything." + +"Thank you; I will deliver the message." + +It was a long mile to Lenz's house, and a steep one too; but he was not +conscious of the way. Not till he found himself again in his lonely +room did the former feeling of sadness come over him. He gazed out into +the summer night, thinking of he knew not what. No sight nor sound of +human life reached him, except a solitary light that shone for a moment +from the blacksmith's house on the opposite mountain, and then +vanished. The happy can sleep. + +A wind-mill stood near the smith's cottage, and in the perfect +stillness of the night he could hear it working, as a gust of wind set +it in sudden motion. The stars shone bright above the dark outline of +the mountain ridge. The moon had sunk below the trees, but still tinged +the fleecy clouds, and left a trail of pale blue light behind her. + +Lenz pressed his hands to his burning brow. His temples throbbed. +Everything swam before his eyes. It must be the new wine: he would +drink no more at night. "How kind and affectionate Annele was! Don't be +a fool; what is Annele to you? Good night; pleasant dreams!" he +repeated, and found in fact that night deep and quiet sleep. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + FRIENDLY ADVICE. + + +When Lenz awoke the next morning, the journeyman and apprentice whom he +had sent home at the time of his mother's death were already at work in +their old places. Never before had they been on hand before their +master. He was surprised to find the sun high in the heavens when he +threw open his window, and to hear the various clocks in his room +striking seven. Had his wish that he might sleep for weeks been really +granted? Weeks seemed to lie between yesterday and to-day. Yesterday, +how long ago it was! how much had happened! + +Franzl brought his breakfast and sat down with him unbidden. "What +shall I cook for your dinner to day?" + +"For mine? Nothing; I shall not be at home to dinner. Cook for yourself +as usual. Only think, Franzl, that good Pilgrim--" + +"Yes," interrupted Franzl; "he was here last evening, and waited a long +while for you." + +"Was he? and I had gone to see him. Only think, he has been secretly +painting a picture of my mother. You would be amazed to see how +lifelike it is. She seems on the point of speaking." + +"I knew what he was about. He came to me privately for your mother's +Sunday jacket, her red bodice, and fine-plaited ruff, her neckerchief +and hood. Her garnet ornaments you had locked up with those other +things that I know nothing about. It is none of my business; I don't +need to know everything. But I can keep a secret as well as another; I +would not tell if you tapped every vein in my body. Did a breath of +what Pilgrim was about escape me? Did I drop a hint of why he did not +come? You may trust me with anything." + +As Lenz did not seem inclined to take her into his confidence, she +began questioning him. + +"Where are you going to-day? Where did you spend last evening?" + +Lenz looked at her in surprise, and made no answer. + +"Were you at your uncle Petrovitsch's?" + +He still made no answer beyond a shake of the head, and Franzl helped +both him and herself out of the difficulty by saying: "I have no more +time now. I must go into the garden to pick the beans for dinner. I +have engaged a woman to-day to help me dig potatoes; are you willing?" + +"Certainly; only see that everything is done as it should be." + +Lenz, too, went to his work, but could not fix his mind upon it. None +of his tools suited him. Even his father's file, which he was generally +so careful of, he threw roughly aside. + +The Magic Flute began to play. "Who wound up the clock?" asked Lenz, +surprised. + +"I did," said the apprentice. + +Lenz was silent. He must expect everything to go on in its old way. The +world does not stand still because one heart has ceased to beat and +another longs to be at rest forever. He worked on more quietly. The +journeyman told of a young man in Triberg who had lately come home from +foreign parts and wanted to set up a manufactory of musical clocks in +the neighborhood. + +I might sell out to him, thought Lenz, and be free to travel and see +the world. But the thought awoke no enthusiasm in him now; it was only +like the echo of what he had once desired. The very fact of his uncle's +having spread a report of his going, wishing thereby to compel him to +it, made him averse to the plan. He took his father's file once more in +his hand. The man who used this file, he thought, spent his life on +this spot, except for one short season of absence, and was happy. To be +sure he married young; that makes a difference. + +Lenz's habit was, when he had business at the foundry on the other side +of the mountain, to send his apprentice. To-day he went himself, and +sat but a little while at his work after his return. Before the morning +hours were half over, he went down into the village and thence up the +meadow to Pilgrim's. His old friend was sitting at his easel, painting. +He got up, passed both hands through his long, lank, sandy hair, and +offered the right to Lenz, who began at once to thank him for the +joyful surprise his mother's picture had given him, as well as for his +friend's kindness in thinking of it. + +"Pooh, pooh!" said Pilgrim, thrusting both his hands into his wide +leather breeches, "I did it for my own pleasure. It is desperately +stupid work painting that blessed village from one year's end to the +other; the same old church with the bishop's mitre for a steeple and a +hole to put the dial-plate in; the mower with his scythe, who never +budges a step; the mother and child always running towards each other +and never meeting; the baby, stretching out its little hands, and never +reaching its father; and that plaguy fellow with his back turned, who +never lets us see what sort of a face he has. Yet hundreds and hundreds +of times I am made to paint that staring grass-green thing because the +world must have what it has been used to. I could paint it with my eyes +shut, I do believe, and still am kept at it. For once in my life I have +done myself a pleasure, and painted your mother. It is my first and +last portrait; for I don't like the faces about here, and don't mean to +bore future generations with the sight of them. Your uncle was right +never to consent to have his picture taken. When a travelling artist +some time ago asked him to sit: 'No,' said he, 'I have no idea of +seeing myself one of these days hanging in a rag-shop side by side with +Napoleon and old Fritz.' He has queer fancies, that old fellow. There +is no telling where he will strike out next." + +"Never mind my uncle now. You painted my mother's picture for me,--did +you not?" + +"Yes, if you want it. Come here a moment; stand just there. The eyes +are the least satisfactory part of the picture to me, and the doctor +said the same thing when he was here this morning. He meant to bring a +friend with him who is something of an artist, but he did not get out +of bed early enough. You have exactly your mother's eyes. Stand there a +minute, just as you are. Now keep quiet, and think of something +pleasant,--of some one you are going to do a kindness to. Remember +Faller and his house, then you will have just your mother's hearty +expression; not a smile, but such a kind, cordial look. So,--that is it +exactly. Don't blink. Nay, I cannot paint you if you cry." + +"The tears will come," apologized Lenz. "I could not help thinking how +my mother's eyes--" + +"Well, well; we will let it be. I know now what is needed. Let us take +a recess; and high time we did too, for it is almost noon. You will eat +your dinner with me, won't you?" + +"Don't be offended; but I must dine with my Uncle Petrovitsch to-day." + +"Nothing you could do would offend me. Tell me now about yourself." + +Lenz laid before his friend the plan he had half formed of going abroad +for a year or two, and urged him to carry out their boyish project of +going together. Perhaps the luck they had hoped for in those days might +be realized now. + +"Don't do it; don't go," urged Pilgrim. "You and I, Lenz, were never +meant to be rich men, and it is best so. My Don Bastian is the sort of +man to make money. He has travelled over the whole world, and knows as +little about it as the cow does of the creed. Wherever he went, +whatever place he entered, his one thought was how to make money, how +to save and to cheat. So he got on everywhere. The Spanish peasant is +as cunning as the German, and likes nothing so well as to get the +better of his neighbors. When my Don Bastian came home, he brought +nothing with him but his money, and had nothing to do but to dispose of +that to the best advantage. Such a man as that will get on in the +world." + +"And we?" + +"He whose pleasure lies in things that cannot be had for gold needs no +money. All the superfluous chink that I have is my guitar, and it is +all I want. I heard Don Bastian's youngest boy saying the Ten +Commandments one day, and a bright thought came into my head. What is +the first commandment? 'I am the Lord thy God: thou shalt have no other +gods beside me.' Every man, then, can have but one God. You and I take +pleasure in our art. You are happy when you have accomplished a work +that harmonizes in all its parts, and so am I, though I do complain +sometimes of the everlasting village with the same old mower and the +eternal mother and child. But I am glad when it is done; and even while +I am doing it I am as gay as a bird,--as gay as the finch there on the +church-roof. Now a man that delights in his work, and puts his whole +heart and soul into it, cannot be always thinking how he can make +money, how he can speculate and cheat. And if he has a joy that money +cannot buy, what does he want of money? I am satisfied with the sight +of a beautiful group of trees,--with watching the sunbeams flicker in +and out among the branches, and play bo-peep with one another so happy +and loving. What should I gain by having the forest my own? 'Thou shalt +have no other gods beside me.' That is a good saying. A second god is +pretty sure to be the devil, as you may see by your Uncle Petrovitsch. +The apostle says the same thing: 'Ye cannot drink the cup of the Lord +and the cup of devils.'" + +"Come and live with me," was Lenz's only answer. "I will have our upper +room fitted up for you, and give you a chamber besides." + +"Thank you, but that would be a mistake for both of us. Lenz, you are +one of a thousand. You were cut out for a husband and father; you must +marry. I imagine already the pleasure I shall take in telling your +children stories about my travels. When I am too old to work, you shall +give me a home with you, and kill me with kindness, if you will. But +now keep your eyes open. Don't seem too fond of me. I not only will not +be offended, but I advise you to put me in the background, that you may +have a chance of a place in your uncle's will. We should make capital +heirs. I have a real talent for inheriting; but unhappily my relatives +are all poor devils, rich in nothing but children. I am the only one in +the family that will have anything to leave, and I shall play the rich +uncle one of these days, like Petrovitsch." + +As a passing shower, which began to fall while the friends were +talking, put a fresh brightness on the face of nature, so did Lenz's +heart grow lighter under Pilgrim's influence. They waited till the rain +was over, and then set out together for the hotel; but did not enter at +the same time, as Pilgrim was unwilling to be seen by Petrovitsch in +Lenz's company. A wagon stood before the door, and a young man was +taking leave of the landlord, who accompanied him a few steps, and +offered him his two fingers, pushing his little cap on the back of his +head as he did so. After a parting salutation to the landlady and her +daughter, the stranger ordered the coachman to drive on, and wait for +him at the doctor's. + +He raised his cap in greeting to the two friends as he passed them. + +"Do you know him?" asked Pilgrim. + +"No." + +"Nor I either," said Pilgrim. "That is odd! Who is the stranger?" he +asked of the landlord. + +"The brother of my son-in-law." + +"Oho!" whispered Pilgrim in Lenz's ear; "now I remember; some one told +me he was a suitor of Annele's." + +He did not see the change these words wrought in his friend's +countenance; for Lenz turned hastily away and ran up the steps before +him. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + LENZ DINES WITH PETROVITSCH, AND IS KEPT WAITING + FOR THE SWEETS. + + +Petrovitsch had not yet come. As Lenz sat at his table waiting for him, +Pilgrim and he fell into conversation with the hosts. Annele was +strangely reserved to-day. She would not even shake hands with Lenz +when he entered, but pretended to be busy with some household work. Her +hand is promised, he thought; she can give it to no one now, even in +greeting. At last his uncle arrived, or rather his forerunner in the +shape of a mongrel cur, half terrier and half rat-catcher. + +"Good day, Lenz!" said the surly voice of Petrovitsch, who followed +behind the dog. "I expected you yesterday. Did you forget I had invited +you?" + +"I confess I did entirely." + +"I will excuse you under the circumstances; but generally a business +man ought not to forget. I never forgot even a pocket-handkerchief in +my whole life, and never lost so much as a pin. A man should always +keep his seven senses about him. Now let us have dinner." + +Annele brought the soup. The uncle helped himself, put some into +another plate, and told Lenz he might have what was left. Then he drew +from his pocket the paper, which he took daily from the post, cut it +open while his soup was cooling, laid his tobacco-pouch and meerschaum +upon it, and finally began his dinner. + +"This is the way I like to live," said he, when the soup was removed +and he was crumbing bread into the plate for the unknown guest,--"take +my meals in a public house where I can have fresh table linen every +day, throw down my score when I am done, and remain my own master." + +When the meat was brought on, Petrovitsch, with his own hand, put a +slice on Lenz's plate, took another himself, and cut again for the +third plate. It must be meant for some very intimate friend, for the +old man put his finger into it, after sprinkling some water over, and +stirred up the food. At last the mystery was explained by his calling +to his dog: "Come, Bubby, come; gently, gently, not so rough, Bubby; +quiet, quiet!" He set the plate on the floor, and the dog attacked the +dinner with a relish, licking his chops when it was over, and looking +up gratefully and contentedly in his master's face. For the rest of the +meal Bubby, as the dog was called, to the disgust of the villagers, got +nothing thrown him but an occasional crumb. Petrovitsch said little +during dinner. When he had finished, he lighted his pipe and took the +paper, which Bubby understood as a sign that he might jump up into his +master's lap. There he remained, half sitting and half standing, while +Petrovitsch read the paper over the dog's head. Lenz found his position +rather embarrassing. The old man's habits were too settled to be easily +interrupted. + +"Uncle," he said at last, "what made you spread the report that I was +going abroad?" + +Petrovitsch took three comfortable pulls at his cigar, blew out the +smoke, stroked his dog, pushed him gently off his lap, folded the +paper, restored it to his pocket, and finally answered: "Why, Lenz, +what a queer fellow you are! You told me yourself you wanted to renew +your youth by going out to see the world." + +"I don't remember saying so." + +"Very likely not; you hardly knew what you were talking about. But it +would be a good plan if you did go away awhile; you would get out of +many a rut. I have no desire and no right to force you." + +Lenz was actually persuaded by his uncle's positive assertion that he +had expressed such an intention, and apologized for having forgotten +the circumstance. + +"Draw your chair up closer, Lenz," whispered Petrovitsch, +confidentially. "There's no need for the world to hear our +conversation. Look here, if you take my advice, you won't marry." + +"But, uncle, what makes you suppose I am thinking of marrying?" + +"There is no telling what you young people won't do. Profit by my +example, Lenz. I am one of the happiest men in the world. I have been +enjoying myself for six weeks in Baden-Baden, and now everything seems +pleasant to me here again. Wherever I go, I am my own master and +command the best service. Besides, there are no girls nowadays who +are good for anything. You would die of ennui with the simple and +good-natured, while the bright and clever expect you three times a day, +at every meal, to send off fireworks for their entertainment, besides +boring you with continual complaints of 'this tiresome housekeeping +that you men know nothing about.' Then there are the crying children, +and the poor relations, and the school-bills, and the dowries." + +"If every one thought as you do, the world would die out in a hundred +years." + +"Pooh! there is no danger of its dying out," laughed Petrovitsch, as he +pressed his tobacco down into his pipe with a little porcelain +instrument he always kept by him for the purpose. "Look at Annele now." +A chill he could not account for struck to Lenz's heart. "She is a +natty little woman, always in harness. I call her my court jester. +Those old kings were wise in keeping a fool to make them laugh over +their dinner: it helped digestion. Annele is my court fool; she +entertains me here every day." + +When Lenz looked round, Pilgrim had vanished. He seemed determined his +friend should disown him before the rich uncle. But Lenz considered it +his duty to tell Petrovitsch that he was a faithful friend to Pilgrim, +and always should be. + +The old man commended his nephew for his constancy, and further +surprised him by praising Pilgrim, who, he said, was just like himself, +and cared nothing for marrying and womenfolks. + +The dog became uneasy, and began to whine. + +"Quiet!" said Petrovitsch, threateningly. "Be patient; we are going +home now to sleep. Come, Bubby! Are you coming too, Lenz?" + +Lenz accompanied his uncle as far as his house,--a large, imposing +building, where he lived entirely alone. The door opened at their +approach as if by magic; for the servant was obliged to be on the +lookout, and open for her master without his knocking. No stranger was +admitted who could not explain his business satisfactorily. The +villagers used to say that even a fly must have a pass to enter that +house. + +There the nephew bade his uncle good by, and was thanked with a yawn +for his politeness. + +Lenz was happy to be at his work again that afternoon. The house, which +had seemed too desolate to live in, began to feel once more like home. +There is no true comfort to be found in outside excitements, but only +between one's own four walls. He chose a place for his mother's +portrait directly above his father's file. She would look down on him +from there as he sat at work, and he could often look up at her. + +"Keep the room nice and neat," he said to Franzl. "It is always neat," +she answered, with pardonable indignation. Lenz could not explain that +he wanted it particularly nice because he was every moment expecting +Annele and her mother to see and hear the musical clock before it was +sent to Russia. When she came, he would ask her plainly what foundation +there was for the stories about herself and the engineer. He must ask, +though he felt he had no right. Then he should know on what terms he +might stand with her. + +Day after day went by, and still no Annele came. Lenz often passed the +Lion without going up, finally without even looking up. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + THE GREAT MUSICAL CLOCK PLAYS ITS OLD PIECES, + AND HAS NEW ONES ADDED. + + +The report that the famous Magic Flute, the great musical clock of Lenz +of the Morgenhalde, would start in a few days for its place of +destination in Russia, set the whole valley in a ferment. A perfect +pilgrimage began to Lenz's house. Every one was anxious to admire this +noble work once more, before it disappeared forever. Franzl had as much +as she could do to welcome the guests, shake hands with them,--wiping +her hands first on her apron every time,--and usher them into the +sitting-room. There were not chairs enough in the house to seat them +all. Even Uncle Petrovitsch came, and with him not only Bubby, which +was a matter of course, but Ibrahim, the old man's companion at cards, +who was said to have turned Turk during his fifty years' absence from +home. The two old men said little. Ibrahim sat smoking a long Turkish +pipe, motionless except for an occasional contraction of his eyebrows; +while Petrovitsch was as constant in his attendance upon him as Bubby +in attendance upon his master. Ibrahim was the only human being who +possessed any influence over Petrovitsch, and he preserved it only by +never exercising it. He shook off all applicants who hoped through him +to gain access to the rich man. They played cards together every +evening, cash down. Petrovitsch was stirred to special activity and +officiousness by Ibrahim's imperturbable tranquillity, and now seemed +desirous of doing the honors of his old homestead. He stood by the +work-bench during the playing of a long piece, and amused himself with +observing the tools which lay upon it, as well as those hanging upon +the wall. At last he took down the familiar file with the well-worn +handle. "Was not this his file?" he said to Lenz, when the piece was +ended. + +"Yes, my poor father's." + +"I will buy it of you." + +"You are not in earnest, uncle. You know I could not sell it." + +"Not to me?" + +"Not even to you,--begging your pardon." + +"Give it to me, then, and let me give you something in return." + +"I hardly know how to answer you, uncle. Really, I cannot let it go out +of the house." + +"Stay there then," he said to the unconscious tool, as he returned it +to its place; and shortly after he and Ibrahim went down the hill. + +People came from a great distance, some from the next valley, to hear +and admire the clock. Franzl was especially delighted with the praise +bestowed upon it by the weight-maker, one of the chief men of her +village. "Such a piece of workmanship has not left our part of the +country for a hundred years," he declared. "What a pity it has got to +be silent through the journey, and cannot play from here to Odessa, to +tell every one it comes from the Black Forest, where science has been +brought to such perfection!" Franzl's face glowed with pleasure. It +takes the Knuslingers to talk like that. She told of the patience and +zeal with which Lenz had labored on this work; how he had often got up +in the night to carry out some idea that had come into his mind. There +were secrets in that clock that no one could fathom. She, of course, +was initiated into its mysteries. No maiden's heart ever beat more +tumultuously at a first declaration of love than Franzl's when the +first man of her village said, "And the house, Franzl, whence proceeds +a work so delicate and exact, the house must have been well ordered +too; you have contributed your share, Franzl." + +"With all deference to others, I must say there is no one quite equal +to us Knuslingers. This is the only man who has said just the right +thing. The others stood there like cows before a new barn door. Moo! +moo! Thank Heaven, I come from Knuslingen!"--so spoke Franzl's whole +manner. You could read it in her hand, which she laid upon her beating +heart, and in the frequent raising of her eyes to heaven. + +Lenz could not help laughing at her seasoning every meal with +congratulations that he was now so famous in Knuslingen. + +Knuslingen was not such a small place either. It had two chapels of +ease, at Fuchsberg and at Knebringen. + +"To-morrow evening I shall close the case and send off The Magic +Flute," said Lenz. + +"So soon?" lamented Franzl, and cast imploring glances at the great +case, as if entreating it to stay yet a little longer in the house to +which it brought so much honor. + +"I wonder," continued Lenz, "why the doctor's family has not been; +and--and--the ladies from the Lion promised to come too." + +Franzl rubbed her forehead and shrugged her shoulders, lamenting her +ignorance. It was not for the like of her to know the secrets of great +houses. + +Annele of the Lion had long been urging her mother to make the visit, +but the landlady would not without her husband. Majesty is wanting +where he is not present. Majesty, however, does not seek; it requires +to be sought. + +But now Annele learned through certain trusty informers that on this +last day the doctor's family was going to Lenz's house. Majesty, +therefore, must consent. This was the day of all others,--the day when +the aristocracy would be present. The mother and daughter determined +not to start till they had seen the doctor's family go by. Nothing of +this diplomacy was revealed to his Majesty, whose punctiliousness and +dignity would have taken umbrage thereat. + +"Here comes the thou-teacher," cried Franzl, early the next morning, as +she was looking out of her kitchen window. + +The elders of the village called the young schoolmaster the +thou-teacher, because, to the great scandal of some good people, he +addressed all who were unmarried with the familiar "thou." His +companions called him the singing-master,--a title more to his taste. +He was the founder and moving spirit of the Liederkranz, and with Lenz, +Pilgrim, and Faller made the best quartette. Lenz gave him a hearty +welcome, and Franzl begged him to stay a couple of hours to help her +receive the numerous visitors who would be sure to come in the course +of the morning. + +"Yes, do stay," urged Lenz. "You cannot think how badly I feel at +losing my clock; it is like bidding good by to a brother or a child." + +"You carry your sentiment too far," objected the schoolmaster, "in thus +putting a piece of your heart into everything you make. You will soon +start some fresh work. For my part, I do not fancy these wound-up +organs, as you know." Franzl made a wry face, but the teacher went on. +"They are for children and for a people in its childhood. Even a piano +I don't think much of, because the tones are ready-made. A piece of +music played on the piano is not much better than the whistling of a +song that should be sung. The works of your clocks have tongues and +lungs, but no heart." + +Franzl left the room in indignation. Thank Heaven, there are still +Knuslingers in the world, to rate things at their proper value. She +heard the two friends within singing the touching song, "Morgen muss +ich fort von hier." Lenz's voice was a pure, though not very strong +tenor, which the schoolmaster's powerful bass would have drowned had he +let out the full force of his voice. They were interrupted by Franzl +calling through the open door, "The doctor's family is coming." + +The school-teacher, as master of ceremonies, advanced in front of the +house to receive them. + +The doctor entered with his wife and three daughters, and said at once, +in his kindly way, which, without being in the least dictatorial, yet +admitted of no refusal, that Lenz must not waste his valuable time in +talking, but must set the clock going without delay. + +It was done, and all were evidently delighted. When the first piece was +finished, Lenz was fairly overwhelmed by the praises bestowed upon +him,--such hearty praises, too, evidently not spoken merely from +politeness. + +"Grandmother sends you her congratulations," said the eldest daughter; +while Bertha cried, "How many voices in one case!" + +"Don't you wish you had as many?" replied her father, jokingly. + +"You have a true talent for music," continued the eldest, her brown +eyes shining with honest pleasure. + +"If my father had only let me have a violin to play on when I was a +boy, I really think I might have done something in the way of music," +said Lenz. + +"You have done something now," said the stout doctor, as he laid his +hand kindly on the young man's shoulder. + +The schoolmaster, whose chief delight was in the construction of the +works, relieved Lenz of the trouble of explaining them to the ladies by +describing, better than the manufacturer himself could have done, how +the delicacies of crescendo and diminuendo were introduced, and what a +nice ear was required to make the tones powerful without harshness, and +to preserve the distinction between the long and the short notes. He +dwelt repeatedly upon the accuracy of ear and mechanical skill +necessary to produce such a work, called attention to the admirable +expression of the pathetic passages, and reminded his listeners of the +difficulty of bringing out the expression, and, at the same time, +following the strokes of the metronome. This mechanism had not the +advantage enjoyed by the performer of dispensing with the metronome +and varying the time to suit the music. He was going on to explain how +the various qualities of tone were rendered; the solidity of the +barrel-work; the necessity of fitting the cylinders so firmly together +that they could not give way; the reasons for having the soft alder +outside and various woods of different fibres inside; when his +explanations were interrupted by the voice of Franzl without, giving a +peculiarly hearty welcome to some new-comers. Lenz went to the door, +and found the landlord of the Lion, with his wife and daughter. The +landlord shook hands with him, and gave a nod at the same time, as much +as to say that no higher compliment could be paid than for a gentleman +of well-known pride and honor to spend a quarter of an hour in +examining a work to which a young man had devoted years of industry. + +"So you have come at last!" was Lenz's greeting to Annele. + +"Why at last?" she asked. + +"Have you forgotten that you promised to come six weeks ago?" + +"When? I cannot remember." + +"On the day after my mother's death you said you would come soon." + +"Yes, yes; so I did. I have had a feeling there was something on my +mind, I could not tell what. Yes, yes; that is it. But, dear me, you +have no idea how fast one thing crowds out another in our house." Lenz +felt a pang through his heart at Annele's light words. + +But he had no time to analyze his feelings of pleasure and pain, for +the ladies now began to exchange greetings. Annele seemed inclined to +follow the city fashion and kiss the doctor's daughters,--those friends +whom, however, she hated most cordially for the reserve that always +appeared in their manner towards her. Amanda, the botanist, had taken +off her broad hat, quite as if she were at home, and Annele followed +her example. Annele's hair was more abundant than that of all the other +ladies put together, and long enough to sit on. She held up her head, +with its triple crowns of braids, and looked about her with an air of +satisfaction. + +Lenz put in a new barrel, and made The Magic Flute, which was generally +rather grave, play the merry song of the Moors, "Das klinget so +herrlich, das klinget so schoen." + +"H'm, h'm!" growled the landlord, and a long speech he made out of his +growl, nodding his head the while, and drawing in his under lip, as if +tasting a delicate wine. + +"Very well," he added, after a pause, and spreading out both hands as +he said it, as if he would literally be openhanded in bestowing his +commendations,--"very well indeed." Those were weighty words, coming +from mine host. + +The landlady folded her hands, and looked admiringly at Lenz. "To think +that such a work should be made by human hands, and by so young a man +too! and yet he acts as if he were nothing more than the rest of the +world. Keep so always; nothing becomes a great artist so well as +modesty. Go on as you have begun; make more such works. You have a +great gift, my word for it." + +That poverty-stricken individual, that may-pole, cannot use such +language, said her triumphant glance at the doctor's wife, after this +speech. And, if she did, what would her words signify? It is very +different coming from me. + +"Your mother's blessing rests on your noble work, Lenz," said Annele, +"for she lived to see it finished. How hard for you to part with it! +Bring me the music, won't you? and I will learn to play it on the +piano." + +"I can lend you the notes," said the doctor's eldest daughter, who had +heard Annele's concluding words. + +"But ours is arranged for four hands," said Bertha. + +"And I have but two," said Annele, snappishly. + +The girls would have gone on chatting longer, had not the doctor +commanded silence. A new barrel had been put in, and the second piece +was beginning. + +When this was ended, and the guests had gone into the other room to +partake of the bread and butter, cheese and wine that Franzl had +prepared, the landlord began upon business. + +"How much do you receive for your musical clock, Lenz? You need not +hesitate to tell me; I won't take any unfair advantage of it." + +"Twenty-two hundred florins. I don't gain much at that price, for the +work has cost me a great outlay of time and money. If I make another, I +shall drive a better bargain." + +"Have you begun another?" + +"No, I have had no order." + +"I cannot give you an order, for musical clocks are out of my line of +business. I cannot order one, therefore, as I say; but, if you make +another, perhaps I will buy it. I think I could dispose of it." + +"If that is so, I will begin a second work at once that shall be better +than the first. The idea almost reconciles me to having this one go and +carry away all the years I have spent on it." + +"Not a word more or less have I to say about the matter. I am always +accurate and precise. I give you no order, but--there is a +possibility." + +"That is quite enough; I am perfectly satisfied. Annele has said just +what I was saying to Pilgrim yesterday, that I could not tell how badly +I felt at having to part with the work my mother took such delight in." + +Annele cast her eyes modestly to the ground. + +"I shall take the same delight in it your mother did," said the +landlady. + +The doctor's wife and daughters looked at her in surprise as she spoke, +the landlord frowned threateningly at his wife, and the pause that +ensued gave additional weight to her words. Franzl relieved the general +embarrassment by hospitably pressing refreshments upon every one, and +was radiant with happiness when Annele commended her for keeping the +house in such good order that no one would imagine it was without a +mistress. The old woman put her newly washed apron to her eyes. + +The landlady hit upon an excellent topic in asking Lenz if his uncle +had been to see his work, and if he were not pleased with it. + +"He came," answered Lenz, "but said nothing, except that I had sold it +too cheap, and did not know how to look after my own interests." + +There could not have been a happier inspiration than to turn the +conversation upon an absent friend, especially one so open to criticism +as Petrovitsch. The only question was what tone should be assumed in +speaking of him. Annele and her mother had already opened their mouths +when a warning look from the landlord silenced them. The doctor began +to praise the absent uncle. He only put on a rough exterior, said his +apologist, to hide his kind heart. "Petrovitsch," he continued, turning +to Lenz and the schoolmaster, "is like the coals which once were trees; +they have rich warmth within, and so has Petrovitsch." The schoolmaster +smiled assent, Lenz looked embarrassed, and the landlord growled. +"Petrovitsch likes music," said the doctor's eldest daughter, "and no +one who likes music can be hard-hearted." Lenz nodded approvingly, and +Annele gave a gracious smile. The landlady was not to be outdone. It +was she who had turned the conversation upon this fertile subject, and +she was not going to let it be appropriated by others. She praised +Petrovitsch's cleverness, and hinted that she possessed his entire +confidence, which naturally suggested her cleverness also in +appreciating this sage as the rest of the world could not. Annele, too, +must bring her offering of praise. Petrovitsch was so neat, she said; +he wore such fine linen and made such good jokes. A crumb even fell to +Bubby's share from this rich feast of compliments. Annele described +Petrovitsch as the perfect model of a kind, true family friend,--almost +a saint, in fact. He wanted nothing finally but a pair of wings to +become an angel outright. + +The visit came to an end at last. The schoolmaster escorted the +doctor's daughters, and Lenz joined the doctor, who was walking behind. + +"I have a question to ask you, doctor," said he, "but you must not seek +to know my reason for asking." + +"What may it be?" + +"I want to know what kind of a plant Edelweiss is." + +"Don't you know, Amanda?" asked the doctor. + +"It is an alpine plant," answered Amanda, blushing, "that is said to +grow on the line of perpetual snow,--in fact, under the snow. I never +saw a living specimen of it." + +"I believe you, child," replied the doctor, smiling; "only the boldest +alpine goatherds and hunters venture to pick the hardy little plant +from its native soil. The possession of one is a proof of unusual +daring. It is a peculiar plant of delicate construction, and containing +very little sap, so that it can be preserved a long while, like our +everlasting. The blossom is surrounded by white velvety leaves, and +even the stem has a down upon it. I can show you the plant if you will +come to my house. The Latin name is _Leontopodium alpinum_, which means +Alpine lion's-foot. I don't know where the German name comes from, but +it is certainly prettier than the Latin." + +Lenz expressed his thanks, and took leave of the doctor and his family, +who continued down the mountain. + +The landlady lingered in the kitchen with Franzl after the rest had +gone. She could not find words to express her admiration of the old +woman's neatness and orderliness. "You are like a mother in the house," +she said with her magpie laugh, as Pilgrim called it; "Lenz ought to +hold you in great honor, and confide everything to you. He should have +no secret from you." + +"He does not; that is--only one." + +"So there is one! May I know what it is?" + +"I don't know myself. When he came home from his mother's funeral, he +rummaged in the chest that the mistress would never let any one have +the key of; and when I called him, he pushed to the door and rummaged +awhile longer, locking everything up again tight. Whenever he goes out +now he always tries the lid, to see that it is fast locked. Yet he is +not naturally suspicious." + +The landlady cleared her throat and gave utterance to another little +magpie laugh. The old mistress must have laid by a stocking full of +gold, she thought; who knows how much? "Come and see me," she said, +condescendingly; "come whenever you like. If you should want anything, +do not fail to come to me for it. I should never forgive you if you +were to apply to any one else. Your brother often comes to us with his +wares; have you any message for him?" + +"Yes; I should think he might come up and see me sometimes." + +"Be sure I will tell him so, and if he has not time to come so far, I +will send for you to come down. We have a great many Knuslingers at our +house, and very sensible people they are; at least I like to talk with +them better than with any one else. If the Knuslingers were only rich, +they would be famous the country round. We often speak of you, and your +townspeople like to hear of the esteem in which you are held." + +When the landlady paused for breath, Franzl gazed at her with rapture, +and would gladly have supplied her with her own, had she had any to +spare; but hers too was exhausted. She could only lay her hand on her +heart; to speak was quite out of her power. What a change had come over +the kitchen! Merry Knuslingen faces seemed to be laughing from all +the pots and pans; the shining copper kettles turned into drums and +began to play; the tin funnels blew a blast, and the beautiful white +coffee-pot stuck its arms akimbo and danced just like her godmother, +the old burgomaster's wife: oh, it has danced itself off its feet! +Franzl seized the excitable coffee-pot just in time to save it from +falling. + +"Good by, Franzl," concluded the landlady, rising. "It does one good to +chat with an old friend. I enjoy myself far better with you than in the +doctor's parlor, with his affected daughters, who can do nothing but +play the piano and make up faces. Good by, Franzl." + +The musical clock played no sweeter melodies than were sounding in +Franzl's heart at this moment. She could have sung and danced for joy. +She looked at the fire and smiled, and then turned again to the kitchen +window to watch the landlady's retreating figure. What a fine woman she +is, the first in the whole town, and yet she called herself your good +old friend! While Franzl was laying the cloth, she stole a glance at +herself in the glass, as a maiden might who is returning from her first +ball. So looks Franzl, the best friend of the landlady of the Lion. She +could not taste a morsel of the good things she had provided; she was +satisfied,--more than satisfied. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + GOOD WISHES, AND A FAIR START ON THE JOURNEY. + + +Now it is ready, said Lenz to himself, casting a last look upon his +work before taking it to pieces; God bless you! The various parts were +carried down separately into the valley; the great carved case in a +barrow, there being no carriage-road to Lenz's house. + +The two enemies, Petrovitsch and Pilgrim, met at the wagon on which +Lenz was standing, packing together the detached pieces, each of which, +in its turn, was carefully wrapped in a stout covering. + +On one side stood Petrovitsch. "I know the man and the house," he said, +"that your work is going to. One of my best friends lives in Odessa. +Your clock will be in capital hands. Why don't you go with it and set +it up yourself in Odessa? You would get half a dozen more orders." + +"I have a new order already," answered Lenz. + +"Lenz," said Pilgrim on the other side of the wagon; "let us go a +little way with The Magic Flute; we can be back in good season this +evening." + +"I am willing. I could not work to-day, at any rate." + +As the wagon, followed by the two friends, was passing the Lion inn, +Annele looked out of the window and cried, "Good luck to you!" + +The young men thanked her. + +A still pleasanter greeting awaited them at the doctor's. The +servant-maid ran out and laid a wreath of flowers on the wagon. + +"Who sends it?" asked Pilgrim, for Lenz was mute with astonishment. + +"My young mistress," answered the girl, and disappeared into the house. + +The two friends looked up at the window and saluted, but saw no one. A +few minutes afterwards they heard The Magic Flute played from the +doctor's parlor. + +"It is a grand family, that of the doctor's," said Pilgrim. "I never +know my own mind so little as when I ask myself which one of them all +is the best. My favorite is the old mayoress. The neighborhood ought to +sign a petition to God that she might live forever. Now that your +mother is gone, she is the last one left of that generation of +dignified, motherly old ladies. But the granddaughters are fine women +too. Amanda will make just such a grandmother as the old mayoress, one +of these days." + +Lenz was silent, and remained so during the whole walk to the city. But +there, when the wagon had gone on, and the friends were sitting over +their wine, he recovered his spirits, and felt, as he said, that he was +beginning life anew. + +"Now you must marry," was again Pilgrim's verdict. "There are +two choices open to you; one is to marry a woman of thorough +education,--one of the doctor's daughters, for instance. You can have +one, if you will, and I advise you to take Amanda. It is a pity she +cannot sing, like Bertha, but she is good and true. She will honor you, +if you honor her, and will appreciate your art." Lenz looked down into +his glass, and Pilgrim continued: "Or you will make your home +comfortable by marrying an honest peasant, the bailiff's daughter +Katharine. As Franzl says, the girl would jump to get you, and she +would make a good, economical housewife. You would have half a dozen +stout children tearing down the landlord's pine-trees behind your +house, and you would grow a rich man. But, in that case, you must +expect no sympathy from your wife in your art or in any of your great +plans. You can have which you like, but you must decide. If your mind +is made up, send me to which you will. I rejoice already in my dignity +as suitor. I will even put on a white neckcloth, if necessary. Can the +power of friendship go further?" + +Lenz still looked down into his glass. Pilgrim's alternative excluded +Annele. After a long pause, he said: "I should like to be for once in a +great city, that I might hear such a piece of music as The Magic Flute +played by a full orchestra over and over again. I am sure my pieces +could be made to sound much better than they do. I am haunted by the +idea of a tone I cannot produce. People may praise me as much as they +like, but I know my pieces have not the right sound. I am sure of it, +and yet I cannot make them better. There is something squeaking, dry, +harsh about them, like the sounds made by a deaf and dumb person, which +are like words, but yet are not words. If I could only bring out the +right tone! I know it, I hear it, but I cannot produce it." + +"I understand; I feel just so myself. I am conscious of a color, a +picture which I ought to be able to paint. I seem on the point of +seizing and fixing it, but I shall die without succeeding. That is our +fate, yours and mine. You will never produce your ideal. It cannot be +otherwise. Bellows and wheels cannot take the place of human breath and +human hands; they bring tones from a flute and a violin which your +machinery never can. It must be so. Come, let us empty our glasses and +be off." + +They finished their wine, and went merrily homeward through the autumn +night, singing all sorts of songs, and, when they were tired of +singing, varying their music by whistling. At Pilgrim's house they +parted. Lenz's way led him past the Lion inn; and, as he saw it was +still lighted, and heard a sound of voices within, he entered. + +"I am glad you are come," said Annele, giving him her hand; "I was +thinking you must be as lonely at home, now that your clock is gone, as +you were when your mother died." + +"Not quite that, but something like it. Ah! Annele, people may praise +my work as much as they like, I know it is not what it should be. But +one thing I may say of myself without conceit,--I do know how to hear +music, and to hear music aright is something." + +Annele stared at him. Know how to hear music! Indeed, what art is there +in that? Any one can hear music who has ears, and does not plug them +up! Still, she fancied that Lenz must have some hidden meaning. +Experience had taught her, that, when a man wants to bring out an idea +of which his mind is full, his first utterances are apt to be rather +disconnected; so she threw another wondering glance at Lenz, and said, +"To be sure, that is something." + +"You know what I mean," cried Lenz, delighted. + +"Yes, but I cannot express it." + +"That is just it; neither can I. When I come to that I am a wretched +bungler. I never regularly learned music; I cannot play the violin or +piano; but when I see the notes, I hear exactly what the composer meant +to say. I cannot interpret music, but I can hear it." + +"That is well said," chimed in Annele. "I shall remember that as long +as I live. To interpret music and to hear it are two different things. +You show me so clearly what I have always felt, and yet never could +express." + +Lenz drank in the good wine, the kind words, and the kind looks of +Annele, and went on: "Especially with Mozart; I hear him, and I think I +hear him right. If I could but once in my life have shaken hands with +him! If he had lived in my day, it seems to me I should have died of +grief at his death; but, now that he is in heaven, I should like to do +him some service. At other times, I think it is fortunate I cannot play +any instrument, for I never could have learned to render music as I +hear it. The hearing is a natural gift, for which I have to thank God. +My grandfather is said to have had a wonderful understanding of music. +If my playing were necessarily below my hearing and my conception, I +should want to tear my ears out." + +"That is the way with me," said Annele. "I like to hear music, but am +too unskilful a performer. When one has to be busy about the house, and +cannot devote much time to practising, there is no use in trying to +play. I have given up the piano altogether, much to my father's +vexation, for he spared no pains to have all his children taught; but I +think what cannot be done thoroughly had better not be done at all. +Your musical clocks are meant for people like me, who like to hear +music, but cannot make it. If I were master here, I should never allow +your greatest work to go to Russia, but should buy it myself. It ought +to stand in the public room to entertain the guests. It would bring you +in ever so many orders there. Since I was up at your house, I have had +constantly running in my head that beautiful melody, 'Das klinget so +herrlich, das klinget so schoen!'" + +Beautiful and brave were the melodies playing in Lenz's heart. He tried +to explain to Annele how the notes might be followed exactly, all the +pins be put in the right places, and even the time in certain passages +changed, and yet, unless the man himself felt the music, he would make +nothing but a hurdy-gurdy, after all. The piano passages must be taken +slower, the forte faster. A performer would naturally render them so; +he could hardly help being more subdued at the piano passages and more +animated at the forte. The same effect must be wrought by the pins; but +the hurrying and slackening needs to be very slight. In the forte +passages especial care is needed; for in them the works necessarily +labor and are retarded, so that they have to be, in some way, favored. +"I cannot tell you, Annele," he concluded, "how happy my art, my work, +makes me. As Pilgrim says, I sit there in my room, and set up pieces +lively or solemn, which play themselves, and make happy hundreds and +hundreds of people that I never saw." + +Annele listened intelligently to the end. "You deserve to be happy," +she said, when he had finished. "Your beautiful words show me how +beautiful your work is. Thank you very much for explaining it to me so +thoroughly. Some people would be jealous if they knew you talked so to +me." + +Lenz passed his hand across his brow as she spoke, and said, "Annele, +may I ask you a question?" + +"Yes, I will tell you anything." + +"Don't be angry with me, but is it true that you are as good as engaged +to the engineer?" + +"Thank you for asking me so plainly. There is my hand upon it, there is +no word of truth in the story; nothing has ever passed between us." + +Lenz held her hand firmly, and said, "Permit me one question more." + +"Ask what you will, you shall have an honest answer." + +"Why is your manner towards me so different when Pilgrim is here? Has +anything ever passed between you and him?" + +"May this wine be poison to me, if I do not speak the truth," replied +Annele, seizing Lenz's glass, and putting her lips to it, in spite of +his assuring her there was no need to swear; that he could not bear +oaths. "If all men were like you," she continued, "there would be no +need of oaths. Pilgrim and I are always teasing and bantering each +other, but he does not really understand me; and, when you are by, I +cannot endure his jesting and nonsense. But now I must ask you a favor. +If you want to know anything about me, no matter what, ask no one but +myself. Promise me; give me your hand on it!" + +They grasped each other's hand. + +"I am a landlord's daughter," continued Annele, sadly. "I am not so +fortunate as other girls, who do not have to receive every one that +comes, and laugh and talk with him. I carry the thing through as well +as I can, but am not always what I seem. I know I may say this to you. +I might often be depressed; but the only way is to put on a bold face, +and laugh sadness away." + +"I should never have imagined you could have a sad thought pass through +your mind. I fancied you as merry as a bird the whole day long." + +"I like better to be merry," answered Annele, with a sudden change of +tone and expression. "I like nothing sad, not even sad music. 'Das +klinget so herrlich, das klinget so schoen!' that is a merry tune to +jump and dance to." + +The conversation returned to the subject of music, and the clock +that had been sent off that day. Lenz liked to tell of his having +accompanied The Magic Flute through part of its long journey, and how +he wanted to call out to every porter and driver and sailor on the way: +"Take care! pity you cannot hear what you have got packed up there." + +Lenz had never before been the last guest in the inn. He could not make +up his mind to get up and go home. The great clock in the public room +struck the hour noisily and admonishingly, the weights rattled angrily, +but Lenz did not hear. The landlord was the only other person in the +room, his wife having long since gone to bed. He left his seat at the +adjoining table, where he had been reading the paper, and signed to +Annele to put up her work. She could not have understood him, for she +went on talking eagerly. He put out his light with a clatter, but even +that failed to rouse the pair. He walked up and down the room in his +creaking boots; Lenz paid no attention. Never before had the landlord's +presence been thus ignored. He struck his repeater; Lenz gave no heed. +At last--for mine host was not accustomed to put restraint upon himself +for any man--he spoke: "Lenz, if you mean to spend the night here, I +will show you a room." + +Lenz roused himself, shook hands with Annele, and would have liked to +do the same with the landlord; but that was too great a liberty to take +unless invited. Revolving many thoughts in his mind, he left the house, +and silently took his way homeward. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + LION, FOX, AND MAGPIE. + + +In the early winter, as in the early spring, the Morgenhalde was the +pleasantest place in the whole country. Old Lenz was right in saying +that the morning sun lay on his house and meadow all day long. But +little fire was needed half the day. Flowers blossomed in the garden +behind the house long after they had disappeared everywhere else, and +put out their leaves again in the spring, when everything else was +bare. This garden was as sheltered as a room, and in it grew, what was +rare in those parts, a chestnut-tree, which attracted many an unwelcome +squirrel and nutpecker from the neighboring forest. The house protected +the garden on one side without keeping from it the sun after ten +o'clock; and the mighty forest which covered the upper part of the +steep mountain seemed to take special pleasure in both house and +garden, and had stationed two of its tallest pines as sentinels at the +gate. + +Had there been many promenaders in the town, they certainly, in these +first chilly winter months, would have often taken the path up the +meadow, past Lenz's house into the wood, and returned along the +mountain ridge. But there was only one promenader, or rather there were +only two, in the town,--Petrovitsch and his dog Bubby. Every day before +dinner Petrovitsch got up an appetite by walking through the meadow, +past the house, and over the ridge of the mountain. Bubby doubled and +trebled the distance by leaping back and forth across the gullies which +to the right of Lenz's house the water had channelled down into the +valley. The gullies were dry at this season, but served in spring and +summer to carry off the rushing water. Petrovitsch was very loving +towards his dog, and in moments of special affection would call him +Sonny. The old man had come home rich from his foreign journeyings. His +neighbors naturally estimated his property at three times its actual +value, but it was really considerable. The longing for home which the +inhabitants of the mountains and of Upper Germany never outgrow had +brought him, in his old age, back to his native valley, where he +lived, after his fashion, a contented life. His happiest time was +in midsummer, when the merchants from all quarters of the world +assembled at the Lion, and all the tongues of the earth were spoken +there,--Spanish, Italian, English, Russian, and Dutch,--while in the +midst of them, from the very same men, would be heard good Black Forest +German. Then was Petrovitsch a person of consequence, and great was his +pride at being able to show off his knowledge of Spanish and Russian. +Whereas in ordinary times he always left the Lion punctually at an +appointed hour, then he would spend whole days there, staying sometimes +even into the night. And when the market was over he stayed behind, and +amused himself with calculating how far on their way such and such +merchants were who had gone to the Lower Danube. + +Petrovitsch kept the whole country in suspense. It was generally +understood, though he had not said so, that he meant to found a great +charitable institution for the neighborhood. Every room of the great +house he had built for himself had a stove in it, signifying, according +to the common report, which he neither denied nor confirmed, that he +designed the building as a home for invalid workmen. Lenz, his only +heir, was left in uncertainty also; for it was naturally taken for +granted that a considerable part of the fortune would be left to him. +Lenz himself, however, counted not much upon it. He paid his uncle all +proper respect, but was man enough to take care of himself. He bade his +apprentice keep always in good order the path where his uncle liked to +walk, without any reference having been made to the attention on either +side. The cackling of Lenz's hens and geese, and the barking of a dog, +were the signal every noon of his uncle's approach. He nodded to him +through the window where he sat at work. His uncle returned the +greeting and passed on. Neither ever entered the house of the other. + +One day the old man remained standing before the window. Bubby seemed +to guess his thoughts; for whereas he was usually contented with +driving Lenz's geese, cackling, behind the garden fence, and then +returning in triumph to his master, to-day he pursued them through the +garden and even into the house, where, however, they found a sufficient +protector in Franzl. Petrovitsch administered a stern rebuke to his +dog, and went on, thinking to himself, It is Lenz's place to come to +me, there is no use in my troubling myself about him. As soon as a man +begins to trouble himself about his neighbors there is an end of his +comfort. He has to keep wondering whether they will do this or whether +they will do that. I desire to be thankful I have nobody's business to +mind but my own. But still he could not help questioning, What is this +matter about the forest? Yesterday at dinner the landlady had taken a +seat by him, and, after talking of a variety of subjects, had quite +unexpectedly launched forth into praises of Petrovitsch's habit of +taking a daily walk. It kept him in good health, she said; he might +live to be a hundred, in fact had every appearance of it. She heartily +wished he might; he had had a hard time in life and deserved some +amends for it. Petrovitsch was wise enough to know that there was +something behind this unwonted friendliness. He attributed it, perhaps +not unjustly, to her having designs upon his nephew. She said nothing +about that, however, but once more turned the conversation upon his +daily walk, and said what a good thing it would be for him to buy of +her husband the beautiful Spannreuter forest by the Morgenhalde. To be +sure he would be sorry to sell it; indeed, she did not know whether he +would consent to sell at all, but she should like to give Petrovitsch +the gratification of walking every day in his own wood. Petrovitsch +thanked her for her exceedingly delicate attention, but ended the +matter by saying he liked quite as well to walk in another man's +forest; in fact, rather better, because then it did not vex him to see +persons stealing the wood, and to lose one's temper before dinner was +bad for the digestion. The landlady smiled intelligently, and replied +that no one could have a bright idea without Petrovitsch's having a +brighter. Petrovitsch again made his acknowledgments, and the two were +as sweet to each other as possible, much sweeter than the lump of sugar +that Petrovitsch pocketed from dessert. + +The thought passed through the old man's mind that the forest would be +a good purchase for Lenz to make, he furnishing the means; for the +landlord would ask him too high a price for it. That was what he wanted +to tell his nephew, when he remembered his noble principle of not +troubling himself about other men's concerns, and he desisted. He had +done too much already in busying his head in the matter. He noticed +that the ascent was more difficult to-day than usual; so much for +thinking when you are going up a mountain; you should do nothing but +breathe. "Here, you stupid fellow!" he called to Bubby, who was +grubbing after a mole when a good cooked dinner was preparing for him; +"what is a mole to you? let him dig!" The dog obeyed, and walked close +at his master's side. "Back!" ordered Petrovitsch again, and with the +dog put all unnecessary thoughts behind him. He would know nothing; his +tranquillity must be undisturbed. + +The old man found the family at the Lion out of temper. The landlord +was in great wrath at hearing from his wife that she had offered the +forest to Petrovitsch, who had refused it. "Now the report will get +abroad that I am in want of money," he complained. + +"Well, you said you wanted money," retorted his wife, pouting. + +"I don't need you to do my business for me. I shall sell no paper at +the exchange to-day!" he exclaimed in an unusually loud tone just as +Petrovitsch was entering. The old man gave a knowing smile and thought +to himself, You would not boast so loud if you were not in want of +money. Just as dinner was ready, the post-boy brought in a number of +letters, some marked "Important." The landlord signed a receipt, but +sat down to table without opening them, loudly repeating what he had +often said before, "I read no letters before dinner. Whether they are +good or bad they spoil one's appetite. I am not going to have my +comfort disturbed by the railroads." + +A wicked scoffer, sitting at another table, refused the due tribute of +admiration to this piece of wisdom, and profanely thought, There is a +locomotive running about in your body, put as good a face on the matter +as you will. This scoffer, it is needless to say, was Petrovitsch. + +After dinner Pilgrim walked several times past Petrovitsch's table with +the evident desire of stopping at it. Four eyes looked at him +wonderingly. Bubby, sitting in his master's lap, stared and growled as +if he scented a beggar, while Petrovitsch's occasional glance up from +his paper said plainly: What is he after? He has not a forest to sell +too,--has he? None, certainly, but the one on his head, if he does not +owe for that. + +Pilgrim frequently passed his hand through his long lank hair, but +found thereby no approach to Petrovitsch, who, so far from encouraging +him, got up now, paid his score, and departed. Pilgrim hurried after +him. "A couple of words with you, if you please, Mr. Lenz," he said, +when he overtook him in the street. + +"Good day; that is just a couple of words." + +"I want nothing for myself, Mr. Lenz; but I consider it my duty--" + +"Your duties are nothing to me." + +"Imagine that some one else is speaking my words. So that you hear +them, the rest is nothing." + +"I am not curious." + +"It concerns your nephew Lenz." + +"I knew that." + +"Yet more; you may make his happiness for life." + +"Every man must make that for himself." + +"It would only cost you a walk to the doctor's." + +"Is Lenz ill?" + +"No. The state of the case is this: he ought to marry and wants to +marry. Now the best wife for him is the doctor's daughter Amanda, as I +am convinced, after thinking the matter over on all sides. But he lacks +the necessary courage. He thinks, too,-he has not told me so, but I am +sure of it,--that he is not rich enough. Now, if the uncle makes the +proposal, and thereby promises--" + +"So? I knew it would come to that. If my brother's son wants a wife, +let him get her himself. I am an old bachelor, and don't understand +such things." + +"If his friends do not exert themselves, Amanda will marry some one +else. I know that an apothecary is paying his addresses to her." + +"Good! she would be just the wife for him. I am not the disposer of the +world." + +"But if your nephew should foolishly get into trouble in some other +quarter?" + +"He must get out the best way he can." + +"Mr. Lenz, you are not as hard-hearted as you set up for being." + +"I am not setting at all, I am going. Good day, Mr. Pilgrim." And go he +did. Pilgrim drew his breath hard as he looked after him, but presently +turned homeward. In this gloomy weather, with no ray of sunshine, he +could at least be grinding his colors for brighter days. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + PRESSES AND EYES ARE OPENED. + + +"Good day, Franzl! So you let us have a look at you at last! That is +right; I am glad to see you." Thus was Franzl greeted by the landlady, +as she entered the public room. + +"I beg your pardon," stammered Franzl; "did you not send for me? My +brother was said to be here." + +The landlady knew nothing of any message having been sent. The brother +had been there, indeed, but had left a long while ago. She had given +the servant orders to notify Franzl when occasion offered, but knew +nothing about today. + +Franzl begged pardon for intruding, and was anxious to go back at once, +feeling herself quite out of place. This mood suited the landlady +exactly. The stupid servant-woman must suspect nothing, but esteem +herself highly favored by having a few moments devoted to her. It was +better to put her a thousand thanks in debt than owe her one. Franzl +must stay, since she had come, and must wait a few minutes in the +family sitting-room until the busy mistress was at leisure. The poor +woman did not venture to sit down, but remained standing at the door, +staring at the great clothes-presses that reached up to the ceiling. + +"At last I have despatched everything," said the landlady, entering, +and smoothing her gown; "and now I will have a good hour with an old +friend,--the best possession in the world, after all." + +Franzl felt highly flattered. She was made to sit down by the landlady, +close to her on the sofa, while a servant-maid handed coffee and cakes. +She put on all the airs of modesty that the occasion required, perhaps +a few more; such as insisting upon turning into the landlady's cup the +cream the latter had already poured into hers, until the hostess was +obliged to tell her she should be angry if she stood so much upon +ceremony. + +At the second cup, Franzl began to tell how things looked on the +Morgenhalde. Lenz worked as hard, she said, as if there was not a crumb +of bread in the house, and yet there were abundant stores of all kinds. +He scarcely ever went from home, except to see Faller, whose house he +was helping to fit up. He had signed a security for the purchase of the +house in the first place, and now he had contributed a bed, besides +giving the old woman his mother's Sunday clothes. If some one did not +come soon, and take his keys, he would give away everything he owned. +But for himself he was as economical as could be. He neither smoked nor +took snuff, nor drank, nor played; he spent nothing at all on himself, +concluded Franzl, approvingly. + +After the landlady had again bestowed fitting commendations on the +Knuslingers, who knew everything, she added incidentally: "Only think, +Franzl, of this report that your young master is to marry the doctor's +botanical daughter! Is there any truth in it?" + +"Yes, indeed." + +"So?" + +"That is, I mean, there is no truth at all in it. Pilgrim tried to +persuade him to, but he would not; and I believe there has been a +quarrel in consequence." + +"So? That is a different matter. I always said that Lenz knew his own +mind. He would do far better to follow your advice and marry the +bailiff's Katharine." + +"Do you hear that?" said Franzl, triumphantly, smiling and nodding her +head as if Lenz were standing before her. "Do you hear that? The wise +landlady of the Lion agrees with me. And here you thought she would be +too rough for you; that nothing could be made of her. I will tell him +you advise him to marry Katharine. That will be a help to me. I have +been wishing to find some one on my side." + +"No, Franzl; God forbid! You must not speak a word of me at home. +Besides, he is quite right; Katharine would not be suitable for a man +so refined as he. He should have a superior woman, one above the common +run." + +"Yes; but where is such a one to be found?" + +"Good day, Franzl," said Annele, suddenly entering. "I am glad to see +you once more in our house. Don't get up. You look, as you sit there, +like the well-to-do mistress of some great farm, and you know as much +as if you were. But finish your coffee; it is growing cold. Is it sweet +enough?" + +"Oh, too sweet!" + +Annele's words acted like whole sugar-loaves upon it. + +"I wish I could stay and hear you talk, but I must go back to the +public room. One of us is needed there. Come again soon, won't you? and +let me have something of you." + +"Oh, what a dear, dear girl!" exclaimed Franzl in praise of the +departing Annele. "She must make you a perfect heaven upon earth." + +"We have our cares too. She is our last child; if she were only well +provided for!" + +Franzl opened her eyes wide, and gave a vacant smile, but did not +venture to say a word. The landlady tapped her finger on her nose with +her magpie laugh, at which Franzl considered it her duty to laugh too. +She knew what were proper manners at a coffee lunch. Put a Knuslinger +where you will, he will always do the right thing. The landlady now, +with all her cleverness, did not seem to know what the right thing was. + +"Do you like to see nice linen, Franzl?" + +"O my heart! it is the one thing I delight in. If I were rich, I would +have seven chests of the finest linen. The weight-maker's wife in +Knuslingen has--" + +"See there," said the landlady, opening the folding-doors of a great +clothes-press and showing packages of linen in dozens, piled up to the +ceiling, each tied with a bright-colored ribbon. + +"Is that for the hotel?" asked Franzl, when her first exclamations of +admiration were over. + +"Heaven forbid! that is my Annele's dowry. As soon as my daughters were +seven years old I began to put by their wedding outfit, for you never +can tell how suddenly it may be needed. Then it is finished, and there +is no further need of weaver or seamstress. I only wish the dowry of +one of my daughters might remain in the town. It would be pleasant, +too, to keep one child near us. Thank Heaven, all my children are well +married,--more than well; but seeing their prosperity is better than +hearing of it." + +A sudden revelation broke upon Franzl's mind. The press with its wealth +of linen danced before her eyes, and the blue, red, green, and yellow +ribbons melted together into a rainbow. "O dear landlady, may I speak? +I beg a thousand pardons if I am presuming, but--O dear Heaven, where +such linen is how much else there must be! How would it do--might I say +it?--if my Lenz--?" + +"I have nothing to say. I am the mother, and my child is well known; +you can easily inquire about her. You understand? I think--I don't +know--" + +"Oh, that is enough, quite enough! I fly home; I have borne him in my +arms, I will bear him again hither. But there will be no need, he will +leap over the house-tops. I am but a poor silly thing, dear landlady; +don't be angry with me." + +"You silly? You can draw one's inmost thoughts out of one. You are +wiser than the seven wise men. But look you, Franzl, this is all +between ourselves; between two trusty friends. I have said nothing; you +have made your own discoveries. My husband naturally looks higher; but +I should like to keep one child near me, God willing. I tell you +honestly--for I know not how to speak falsely or to take back my +word--that I do not reject your proposal." + +"That is enough. I will show that we Knuslingers do not bear the name +for nothing." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Ho, ho!" cried Franzl in a decided tone, and putting on a knowing +look. "You will soon see. I shall take his tools away from him and +drive him out of the house. He must be here this very day. You will +help him out,--won't you? for he is shy with strangers." + +The landlady soothed the excited Franzl, who in her enthusiasm +alternately got up and sat down, raised her hands to heaven and folded +them upon her breast. She advised her to show her wisdom by betraying +to Lenz in no possible way that Annele's mother favored his cause; and +further enjoined upon her, as the best means of success, to throw out +warnings against every one else, while Annele's name should be scarcely +mentioned. "Such matters should be delicately handled," concluded she. +"'You must not point your finger at the lightning,' as the old proverb +runs." + +Franzl was always going, and never went. When at last she had the +handle of the door in her hand, her lingering glance at the great +linen-press said as plainly as words: We shall soon have you at our +house. To every piece of household goods she nodded: You are ours now, +and it is I who make you so. Then home she went in the keen autumn +wind, as if every sheet and tablecloth had become a sail to waft her up +the mountain. + +"Mother," said Annele from behind the sideboard, "why do you tow +that stupid old cow into the house? If anything comes of it, we shall +have to pay court to her or else she will be crying out against our +ingratitude. What is your great hurry?" + +"Don't make believe you are ignorant of how matters stand. It is +necessary and right that you should be soon provided for." + +"I am not making believe, for I really know nothing. A little while ago +you would not hear of Lenz; why have you changed your mind?" + +The mother looked at her in amazement. Could the girl be really +ignorant of their household affairs? + +"Circumstances have changed," she answered, simply; "Lenz is alone +now, and has a well-furnished house. I would never give you to a +mother-in-law." Be false with me, she thought, as she left the room, +and I will be false to you. + +At the Morgenhalde Franzl went about with a smile on her face. +Smilingly she abused all the girls of the village; the doctor's +daughters, the bailiff's Katharine, every one but Annele. Her she did +not mention, but threw out misterious hints about mountains of linen +and persons who were of the right sort. Lenz thought the old woman's +loneliness was beginning to affect her mind. She went quietly about her +duties, however, and was merrier than ever. Lenz, too, grew daily more +contented over his work, and a long time passed without his going into +the town. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + YOUNG HEARTS AFTER A WEDDING. + + +Lenz sat at home and worked untiringly. By great good fortune the +weight-maker of Knuslingen had found a purchaser for the smaller work, +which was nearly finished. He worked at its completion with real +pleasure, and at the same time set things in train for beginning the +new clock that the landlord had as good as ordered. He often thought, +as he sat working so happily: What need have I of marrying? In fact, I +ought not to marry. My head and heart are so full of my art, there is +no room left in them for wife and children. + +Pilgrim had resumed his former pet project of devising some new +patterns of clock-cases, and devoted all his evenings to it, as he +could not spare the time from his working-hours. Thus the friends met +but seldom, especially as Lenz no longer went to the rehearsals of the +Liederkranz. + +Faller's marriage at length induced him to come down into the village. +The good fellow gave the author of his happiness no peace until he +consented, in spite of his mourning, to go to the church. The services +at the house were very quiet, with neither guests nor music; for, as +the bridegroom said, he would wait and invite his guests when he had +some money, and music he could make for himself. + +At the house Lenz had to submit to the warmest praises and thanks for +all he had done. "If you are married soon," said the old dame,--"as God +grant you may be,--I will wear your mother's clothes to church. I am +not ashamed to wear them; on the contrary, it is an honor, as every one +tells me." + +"And I have a good bed," said Faller, his deep voice sounding almost +ludicrous with emotion. "O Lenz, I hardly pray for myself to-day; I +pray the Lord God for you. May he keep you from danger; but, if you +ever do fall into great peril, may I be the one to rescue you! I long +to turn round to the congregation in church and say, 'Behold, by God's +help I stand here; but he helped me through my friend, on whom and on +whose parents in heaven I pray the Lord's blessing.' You must be happy +yourself, Lenz, for you have made a whole household happy." + +The strong, resolute Faller fell to twirling his formidable mustache; +he could say no more. Lenz was almost more an object of respect at the +house than the young couple themselves, and was relieved when the party +adjourned to the church. + +The Liederkranz was there, and sang beautifully, though perceptibly +weakened by the absence of the two best voices, Faller's and Lenz's. +The whole village--certainly all the women, married and single--were +present at the wedding. The married were glad to hear the solemn +service read again, and the unmarried tried to imagine how it would +seem when their turn came, as they hoped it soon would. The matrons +wept, while the maidens cast curious glances about the church. If Lenz +had looked up, he would have found himself the centre of many eyes. He +separated from the bridal party after the ceremony and took his lonely +way homeward. At the churchyard gate stood Katharine, the bailiff's +daughter, with a nice-looking young man, dressed like one of the +peasants from the neighboring valley. She greeted Lenz as he passed, +and blushed under his earnest gaze. The next moment he raised his hat +politely to the doctor's eldest daughters, who were picking their way +through the wet streets, showing their pretty laced boots. + +"We thought you had gone on a journey," said Bertha, the bolder of the +two sisters. + +"No, I have been all the time at home," answered Lenz. + +"So have we," retorted Bertha. Lenz was silent. + +"Are you engaged upon any new work?" asked Amanda. + +"On a new and an old one too. Our work never ceases." + +"Is not such constant labor a severe strain upon you?" Amanda asked +again. + +"Oh no; I don't know what I should do without it." + +"You clockmakers," said Bertha, archly, "are like your clocks, always +wound up." + +"And you are a key to wind us up," replied Lenz, inconsiderately. It +was not what he had meant to say; but the right words would not come. + +"I am glad you pay her back in her own coin, Mr. Lenz," said Amanda. +"Our ways part here; we must say good by." + +"Perhaps Mr. Lenz is going in our direction," ventured Bertha. "Were +you not going to Pilgrim's?" + +Lenz felt his heart beat. He wanted to say yes; he wanted to say he was +going to Pilgrim's; but involuntarily, almost in fear and trembling, he +said, "No, I am going home. Good by!" + +"Good by!" + +Lenz breathed hard as he went up the hill. He would turn back; who +knows what might come of it? He could still overtake them; they were at +the Lion by this time; now they must be at the churchyard wall. But all +the while he kept steadily on, and, reaching home with a beating heart, +fled as for safety into the house. Fled? from what? He knew not what. +He was not himself to-day; he was uneasy and dissatisfied as he had +never been before. + +In the evening he changed his dress and went into the village, meaning +to call on Pilgrim or the doctor, who had long ago invited him. Pilgrim +was not at home, and he stood long at the doctor's door without daring +to pull the bell. He walked up and down before the house, hoping that +perhaps the doctor would come out, recognize him, and invite him in; +but neither he nor any of his family appeared. Don Bastian came down +the road. Like a thief who hears the pursuer on his track, Lenz fled to +the village. There he felt easier, and rejoiced to see a house door +standing open. In the Lion he would find refuge. At least one quiet +place was left in the world,--a place where there were chairs to sit +down on, and tables to eat at, and persons who did not make his heart +beat as if it would burst his bosom, but were calm and quiet; and here +comes the calmest and quietest of them all and gives him a kindly +welcome. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + A HEART OPENS. + + +The landlord's manner was truly fatherly, as he sat down by Lenz and +entered into conversation with him. "Have you received the money for +your musical clock?" he asked, incidentally. + +"Yes," replied Lenz. + +"You would do well to invest in the new railway; it will pay +handsomely. Have you the money still idle?" + +"No; I had eight hundred florins by me, and have lent three thousand to +my neighbor, the bailiff, to pay his discharge." + +"Have you good security? How much interest does he pay?" + +"I have only his receipt. He pays five per cent." + +"The bailiff is good, and five per cent is good; but, as I say, if you +should want to make any investments, I shall be glad to help you with +my counsel." + +"I like to keep to what I understand; though, of course, I should be +perfectly safe in following your advice blindfold. The new work you are +to buy of me is progressing finely, and I think will be better than the +first." + +"Remember, Lenz, I made no promises. A man of honor goes no farther--" + +"You have said quite enough. Your word I shall never--" + +"As I say, plainness and accuracy should be observed among friends. I +would have inscribed upon my gravestone, 'Here lies an accurate man.'" + +Lenz was delighted with such solidity of character; here, at least, was +pure gold. + +"By your leave," said Annele, approaching, and taking a seat at the +table with Lenz and her father. The landlord soon rose and left the +young people to themselves. "You have reason to be proud of such a +father, Annele," said Lenz; "what a man he is! it does one good to +talk with him. He says but little, and for that very reason every word +is--how shall I call it?--pure kernel, pure marrow." + +"Nothing is pleasanter for a child than to hear such praise of a +father," answered Annele. "Mine certainly deserves it. He is a +grumbler, to be sure, and hard to please, as all men are." + +"All men?" inquired Lenz. + +"Yes, all. I may say so honestly to you; for you are one of the best of +them, though you have your crotchets, too, no doubt. We need to be +patient with all of you." + +"That is right, Annele. Thank you for speaking so; I do not mean for +your praises of me, which are quite undeserved. I cannot tell you how +often I am angry with myself. I am always doing the wrong thing. I only +half hear and half act because of the tunes that are running in my +head. I seem clumsier than other men, and yet am not really so. I am +hasty, too, and troubled by things that others make light of. I cannot +help it, the devil knows. My mother often said to me, 'Lenz, in spite +of all your goodness, you will not make a woman happy unless she +thoroughly understands and loves you.' That is true patience and true +love,--is it not?--to think, 'oh well, he is hot and hasty just this +minute, but I know his heart is right.' Do not draw your hand away, +Annele." + +In the warmth of his speaking he had taken Annele's hand in his own, +as he first perceived by the motion she made to release it. "We +are not alone in the room," she said, blushing, and pressing her +knitting-needle to her lips; "there are others present." + +Lenz turned hot and cold in a moment. "Forgive me, Annele. I did not +know what I was doing. I did not mean to be importunate. You are not +angry with me,--are you? + +"Angry? how can you ask me?" + +"But friendly in your heart to me?" + +"For Heaven's sake!" said, Annele, laying her hand on the back of +Lenz's chair; "don't speak so. How did it all happen? what does it +mean? I thought I might speak to you as to a brother; for, alas! I have +no other." + +"And I have no sister, no one." + +"But every one is fond of you." + +"Yet, if I need a friend, I have, none." + +There was a long pause. + +"Do you know," said Annele at length, "that the bailiff's daughter +Katharine is engaged to a young fellow from the next valley? They have +just, sent for the betrothal wine." + +"So?" said Lenz. "I saw her standing with some one to-day, as I came +from church. She is a good, honest girl. I wish her all happiness. Were +you at the wedding in the church to-day, Annele?" + +"Yes, and I saw you there. You deserve to go to heaven for your +kindness to Faller?" + +"Heaven is easily won then. How well the minister preached, did he not? +There was some good lesson for every one, married or single. The word +of God is like music. Every hearer, though there should be hundreds and +hundreds of them, takes the whole without robbing his neighbor." + +"I assure you, I would almost rather hear you than the minister. Every +word you speak is so clear, so--I hardly know how to tell what I mean. +I sometimes think it is a pity you are only a clockmaker." + +"Only a clockmaker? I am glad I am a clockmaker; it is a noble calling. +I could preach you a sermon upon it. The world is a clock, wound up by +God from everlasting to everlasting. The stars circle in the heavens, +one about another. There are no clocks in Paradise, Pilgrim says. That +may be; but from the hour when men had to labor they had to divide the +time. Just think, we should be like children and fools if we could not +tell the hours!" + +"You make all so clear to me! I never thought of that before." + +Lenz grew more eloquent under this praise. + +"I shall hold fast to my trade of clockmaker. If I can do no better, I +will make the old-fashioned wooden clocks; they will at least secure me +bread. Musical clocks bring in more money, to be sure, but they can +only be made when ordered; and, as lovers of music do not turn up every +day, I might find myself with nothing in my pocket. My pet project is +to form a clockmaker's union, so that all could work together for the +benefit of each. If I could but accomplish that, I would engage to make +nothing but standard regulators for the next seven years,--for all the +rest of my life, if need be." + +"You are very good, I am sure," said Annele; "but your specialty is +music." + +"Ah, music! when I leave clocks and get back to that I am so happy, +so--" + +"Your heart dances for joy and keeps high holiday." + +"Dear Annele, you are so--ah! if I only knew--" + +"Well? what would you know?" There was a warmth, a tenderness, in the +simple words that brought the hot blood to his face. + +"I cannot tell," he stammered. "If you do not know, I cannot tell you. +I am--Annele--" + +"Children, what are you about? The whole room is looking at you," broke +in the landlady. "I can perfectly trust you, Lenz; if you have anything +so very special to say to Annele, I will have a lamp lighted in the +private sitting-room, and you can have your talk out there." + +"Oh no, mother," cried Annele, trembling; but the landlady was already +gone. Annele flew after her. Lenz sat motionless, while the whole room +swam before his eyes. He got up at length, stole out, saw the door of +the sitting-room open, and was alone with Annele. She hid her face. + +"Look at me," he entreated; "look at me while I speak to you. Annele, I +am but a foolish, simple fellow; but--" he pressed his hand to his +heart, hardly able to go on--"but if you think me worth it, you can +make me happy." + +"You are worth more than the whole world; you are too good; you do not +know how bad the world is." + +"The world is not bad, for you are in it. Answer me; answer me truly: +Will you stand by me? will you help me to be industrious and good? will +you be mother, wife, all to me? Say yes, and my whole life shall be +yours." + +"Yes, a thousand and a thousand times yes!" She fell upon his breast, +and he held her fast. + +"Mother, O my mother!" cried Lenz, as the landlady appeared. "Dear +landlady, forgive me!" he added, apologetically. + +"You have nothing to fear from me," returned the landlady. "But, +children, I must beg one thing. Annele can tell you I have always been +a good friend to you. 'Lenz must prosper,' I have always said, 'for his +mother's blessing rests upon him.' But I pray you, children, to act with +caution. You do not know my husband. He so worships his children that +he is angry with every man that tries to take them from him. Thank God, +we shall keep one near us, if it be his will. They will not all grow to +be such strangers." Here the landlady wept bitterly, but after a +vigorous wiping of her eyes and nose was able to continue. "For the +present my husband must observe nothing. I will break the matter to him +first, and let you know, Lenz, when you may regularly lay your suit +before him. Till that time you must not enter the house. Bring your +uncle with you to the betrothal. It will be showing him no more than +proper respect to allow him to take your father's place. All my other +daughters were received into large families with all the ceremony +that is observed in the highest circles. God gave me no son, Lenz, +and I rejoice that I am to find one in you. I am fond of my other +sons-in-law, but they are too fine, too aristocratic for me. It is time +now for you to go, Lenz. My husband may come any minute, and I would +not answer for the consequences. Yet no; stop a moment. Take this. Give +him this, Annele." She opened both doors of the great linen-press, and +took out a gold coin. "Your godfather, our blessed minister, laid this +in your cradle. It is an old medal, just the thing for you to give +Lenz. But you must give her a present first." + +"I have nothing to give. Oh yes, here is my watch, Annele. My dear +father made it himself in Switzerland, and gave it to my mother. When +we are married, please God, I will give you something else of my +mother's that will please you. Here, take the watch. It has lain next +my heart. Would I could take out my heart, and lay it in your faithful +hand!" + +They exchanged pledges. "Very good," explained the mother, who thought +it her duty to say something. "A heart and a watch; they resemble one +another, and love is the key that winds them up." She smiled at her own +cleverness, since no one else did. "See," she continued, after +rummaging in the chest, "this was the first little frock my Annele +wore, and these were her shoes." Lenz looked with rapture at these +mementos of her childhood, and begged permission to keep them, which +was granted. "Now you must really go, Lenz," said the landlady, +returning to her old theme. "I cannot let you stay. Go this way through +the kitchen. There is my hand. Good night, Lenz!" + +"May not Annele go a little way with me?" + +"By no means. Don't be offended if I am somewhat strict. I have brought +up three daughters, and take pride in the thought that no word of blame +has ever rested on either of them. God willing, you can have enough of +each other by and by, in all honor and with the parents' knowledge." + +"Good night, Lenz!" + +"Good night, Annele!" + +"Once more, good night!" + +"Good night, my heart's treasure!" + +"Good night, dear Lenz! pleasant dreams!" + +"The same to you a thousand-fold!" + +"That will do, that will do!" admonished the landlady, laughing. + +Lenz stood in the street. The whole world turned round with him. The +stars in heaven danced. Annele--Annele of the Lion--was his! He hurried +homewards; he must tell Franzl, who always praised Annele so warmly. +How she will rejoice! If I could only shout it out from house to house! +He checked himself, however, when he had almost reached his door. He +must not tell Franzl; nothing was certain yet, and she could not keep a +secret. But he must tell some one. He retraced his steps, and remained +long standing before the Lion. To-night he must stand a stranger there; +to-morrow he would be one of the family. He tore himself away at last, +and went in search of Pilgrim. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + A FRIEND'S WARNING. + + +Thank God, he is at home! there is a light in his room. He is playing +the guitar. O dear good Pilgrim! + +May heaven keep me in my senses, and let me not die of joy! Oh, if my +good mother had but lived to see this day! + +Pilgrim was playing and singing so loud as not to hear him as he +ascended the stairs. Lenz threw open the door, and, spreading out his +arms, exclaimed, "Rejoice with me, brother; I am so happy!" + +"What is the matter?" + +"I am betrothed." + +"You are? To whom?" + +"How can you ask? to her, to the truest heart in all the world, and as +wise and bright as the day. O Annele!" + +"What! Annele? Annele of the Lion?" + +"You wonder at her taking me, do you not? I know I am not worthy of +her, but I will deserve her. God is my witness, I will deserve her. I +will devote my life to her; she shall--" + +His eyes fell upon his mother's picture. "Mother, dearest mother!" he +cried, "in thy place in the seventh heaven rejoice, for thy son is +happy!" + +He fell upon his knees, and tears choked his voice. Pilgrim laid his +hand on his shoulder. "Forgive me, dear Pilgrim,--forgive me," prayed +Lenz, rising; "would I could beg the whole world's forgiveness! I have +often resolved to be a stronger, firmer man. Now I shall have a wife +who deserves a manly husband. But this once I must give way. I have +been wishing, as I came here, that some hard task might be imposed upon +me,--no matter what, only something, something so difficult it would +take my whole heart and strength;--I would do it; I would prove myself +worthy of the happiness God has granted me." + +"Hush, hush! other men have got other women before now. There is no +need to tear the world to pieces about it." + +"If my mother had but lived to know this!" + +"If your mother had lived, Annele would not have had you. It is only +because you are without encumbrances, without a mother, that she cares +for you." + +"Say not that, Pilgrim! she so reveres my mother!" + +"It is easy to revere her when she is no longer here. I tell you, you +were nothing to Annele till your mother died." + +"You have not even wished me happiness." + +"I wish you happiness! I wish you all happiness!" + +"Why do you say it twice? Tell me why twice?" + +"Only because the words came out so." + +"No, you had a meaning in them." + +"True, I had. I will tell you to-morrow, not to-night." + +"Why to-morrow? tell me now; you shall not hide anything from me." + +"You are drunken now; how can I speak soberly with you?" + +"I am not drunken; I am perfectly sober." + +"Good; tell me, then, how this all happened so suddenly." + +"I cannot tell. It came upon me like a flash from heaven, and now I see +it had long been the one wish of my heart." + +"I thought so; and yet I thought, too, you would do nothing without +letting me know." + +"Neither will I. You shall go with me to her father to-morrow. I have +not yet laid my suit before him." + +"Not yet? Thank Heaven! Then I hope it may come to nothing." + +"What! would you drive me mad?" + +"No need of that. Lenz, she is not yet your betrothed; she is not yet +your wife; there is still time for me to speak openly. It would be +wrong to draw back now, but it would be only one wrong. If you marry +Annele, you will be doing a thousand wrongs your life long. Lenz, she +is no wife for you,--she least of any." + +"You do not know her, only joking with her as you do. But I have +learned her through and through,--her goodness, her cleverness." + +"You think I do not know her? Why, I have eaten a bushel of salt with +those people. I can describe them every one to you. Annele and her +mother are so much alike they cannot bear one another, though they do +pretend to be so fond in public. They exchange sweet speeches, because +the guests eat and drink better when pleasant sounds are going on. But +none of their soft words come from the heart. They have no heart. I +never believed, till I knew them, that there could be such persons. +They talk of kindness, of love, of pity, of patriotism too, perhaps, +and religion; but these things are empty words to them, meaning +nothing, prompting them to nothing. The world, they firmly believe, has +agreed to use the names for effect, without any one attaching the least +significance to them. Annele has not a ray of heart; and without heart +I maintain there can be no right understanding. She can never enter +into another's feelings and opinions; can neither share them nor yield +to them. She can, like her mother, catch another person's words, and +make a fine show with them. They both have a peculiar faculty of +blaming, even scolding, in such a way that you cannot make out to the +end whether it is a declaration of love or of war. Father, mother, and +daughter make nice music together for the public edification. Annele +plays first fiddle, the old woman second, and mine host a growling +bass. He, I must say, is the only honest one in the house. Here, as +everywhere, the female bees are the ones that sting, and how they +sting! The landlord speaks charitably of his neighbors, and cannot bear +to hear his wife and daughter abuse them. Their special delight is to +tear to pieces the good name of wife or maid. The mother does it with a +certain hypocritical compassion, but Annele plays with the world like a +cat with a mouse; and the burden of the song always must be, you are +the fairest, the healthiest, the cleverest, and, if it is any +compliment, the best. I have often studied to make out what constitutes +the essence of ill-breeding, which may be highly polished to the eye. +True coarseness is pleasure in the misfortunes of others. O Lenz, you +have not the key-note of that household; all your knowledge of music +will not help you find it. It is nothing but mocking and lies. These +people will never understand you, your wants and your tastes. I tell +you, only he that is of the truth can understand and love the truth. +You will be always a stranger to them." + +"I am ashamed of you, Pilgrim. You are saying these things of persons +whose house you have entered daily for eight years, at whose table you +eat, and with whom you are apparently on friendly terms. What must I +think of you?" + +"That I go to an inn, eat, drink, and pay my money. I pay daily, and am +done with them daily." + +"I cannot understand you." + +"I believe you. I have had to pay dear for my knowledge, and would +rather have remained ignorant, like you. It is not pleasant to know +people as they are. Yet the world has some--" + +"And you think yourself one of the good ones?" + +"Not exactly that. I thought you would turn against me. I must bear it. +Abuse me, do with me what you will, cut my hand off,--I will gladly +beg, if I may know that thus I have saved a man like you. Give up +Annele, I entreat you. You have not asked her yet of her father. You +are not bound." + +"Those are the tricks your knowledge of the world teaches you,--are +they? I am not so clever as you; I never travelled abroad, as you have; +but I know what is right. I have betrothed myself to Annele in the +presence of her mother, and I will keep my word. God grant I may +receive her from her father! I tell you, for the last time, I did not +ask your advice. I am quite able to act for myself." + +"I shall rejoice with all my heart if I have been mistaken. But no; +Lenz, for Heaven's sake, be persuaded! There is still time. You cannot +say I have ever dissuaded you from marrying." + +"No." + +"You were born to be a husband. I was a fool not to urge you more +strongly to marry one of the doctor's daughters." + +"Do you think I would have gone to them, and said, 'My guardian, +Pilgrim, sends his compliments, and says I am to marry one of +you,--Amanda, if I can'? No: they are too fine ladies for me." + +"They are, indeed, fine ladies, while Annele only acts the fine lady. +Because the doctor's daughters are not on familiar terms with all the +world, you thought it would be difficult to become intimate with them. +It was easier with Annele. Oh, I see it all. Annele talked with you of +your grief, as she knows how to talk of every thing, and that opened +your heart. Annele has in every gown a pocketful of small coin. Her +heart is such a pocket, from which she brings out change for every +guest." + +"Pilgrim, you are doing a wrong, a great wrong!" cried Lenz, his lips +trembling with sorrow and anger. To convince his friend how sincere and +true-hearted Annele was, he told him her words after the death of his +mother and after the departure of his great work. Every one had been to +him a revelation. + +"My pennies! my coppers!" cried Pilgrim. "My poor coppers! She robbed a +beggar-man to get her pennies! O fool, cursed fool that I was! All she +said, every word, she stole from me. She is like a corkscrew for +getting things out of one. I was fool enough to say those very words to +her. It serves me right. Yet how could I think she would trap you with +them? O my poor pennies!" The two friends sat long in silence. Pilgrim +bit his lips till they bled. Lenz shook his head, doubtingly. "Do you +know Annele's chief motive for taking you?" resumed Pilgrim at length. +"It was not your tall figure, not your good heart, not even your money. +Those were minor considerations. Her chief delight is that the doctor's +daughter did not get you. He is not yours, but mine. You cannot +understand a character like Annele's, to whom no pleasure, no happiness +is complete that does not wound another; whose greatest triumph is to +imagine another's vexation at seeing her so handsome, so rich, so +happy. I did not believe there were such persons till I knew Annele. +Brother, seek not to know her better; it would be your ruin. Why do you +look so at me? why don't you speak? Break out at me, do what you will, +do with me what you will, only give up Annele; she is poison! I pray +you give up Annele! Think,--I have forgotten the crowning argument of +all,--think, and God grant you may not think too late! I desire to be +no prophet of evil--Annele cannot grow old." + +"Ha, ha! now you would try to make her out sickly. She is sound to the +core. Her complexion is of milk and roses." + +"Not that; I do not mean that. Was there ever a woman whom it did one +more good to be with than with your mother? And why? Because her heart +shone in her face, her kindliness towards all men, her joy and care +that they should be happy; that makes an old face beautiful, and all +who look upon it blessed. But Annele! when she has no more hair to +braid into a crown, and no more red cheeks, and no more white teeth to +show when she laughs, what is left? She has nothing to grow old; no +soul in her body, only pretty phrases; no true heart, no honest +intelligence, only a spirit of mockery. When she grows old, she will be +no better than the devil's grandmother." + +Lenz pressed his lips hard between his teeth. "It is enough, more than +enough," he said at last; "not another word. One thing, however, I have +a right to demand,--that as you have spoken to me you speak to no one +else, no one, and never to me after this day. Only these four walls +have heard you. I love my Annele,--and--and--I love you, too, in spite +of your jealousy. I no longer desire you to go with me when I ask for +her hand. Good night, Pilgrim!" + +"Good night, Lenz!" + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + UNSPOKEN LOVE AND A BETROTHAL. + + +Lenz was gone, Pilgrim sat long alone, gazing at the light and +twirling his sandy beard. He was angry with himself. He had said +everything,--too much, in fact,--and defeated his own ends. There was +nothing to take back, all was true; but of what use had it been? He +walked restlessly up and down his room, then sat down again and stared +at the light. How strange life is! How few men work out the fate they +were meant for! The young will not believe it. They scold their elders +for grumbling, and then make botchery of their own lives. The world is +all right; only we must not expect to have everything our own way. + +There was a deep, hidden life in Pilgrim. Ten years ago he had gone +abroad with a courage ready to conquer the world, and a silent +happiness in his heart that needed the assurance of no pledge or spoken +word. He loved Amanda, and the doctor's beautiful daughter had inclined +to him like a princess; like a goddess she had stooped to him. During +his holidays she let him help her in her garden work by copying the +names of her foreign plants in his neatest hand from a book on the +little wooden tallies which together they stuck into the ground to mark +the different specimens. She was an angel of mercy to the poor forsaken +boy, and even when he grew towards manhood he was frequently allowed to +assist her. Always the same gentleness he found in her. Her every look +was a blessing. When he passed the garden for the last time, on setting +out upon his lonely journey, she shook hands with him over the garden +fence, and said, "I have a whole album to remember you by in the little +slips you wrote the foreign names on. If, where you are going, you find +these foreign plants in their native soil, you must let them remind you +of our garden and the household that is so fond of you. Good by, and +come safe back!" + +"Good by, and come safe back!" those words followed him over mountain +and valley, over seas and through distant lands. The name of Amanda was +shouted exultantly through many a foreign clime, and many an echo +repeated "Amanda." + +Pilgrim wanted to grow rich, to become a great artist, and win Amanda. +He came home poor and in tatters. Many received him with cheap taunts, +but she said,--she had grown taller and stronger, and her brown eyes +beamed,--"Pilgrim, be thankful that you are at least strong and well, +and never lose your cheerful courage." And he did keep his happy +temper. He learned to love her as he loved the beautiful linden in his +neighbor's garden or the stars in heaven. Not even to Amanda was his +heart revealed by a word or a sign. Like those precious stones that are +said to shine in the darkness like the sun did Pilgrim's secret love +for Amanda illumine his life. Often he did not see her for weeks, and, +when they met, his bearing was as calm as with a stranger. But he often +wondered who would be her husband. For himself he would leave the world +without her suspecting what she was to him, but she must be happy. Lenz +was the only one whom he could have marry her. He would not grudge her +to him, they were so worthy of each other. He would hold their children +in his arms, and lavish all his store of songs and jests for their +amusement. Now all that was changed, and Lenz stood, as he firmly +believed, on the edge of an abyss. + +Thus he sat long, gazing at the light. At last he extinguished it, +saying, with a sigh and a sad shake of the head, "I could not help +myself, neither can I help others." + +Lenz, meanwhile, was on his way home. He walked slowly. He was so weary +he had to sit awhile on a heap of stones by the roadside. All was dark +when he came to the Lion inn. No star was to be seen. The heaven was +overcast with clouds. He stood by the inn till the whole building +seemed about to fall upon him. + +When he reached home, Franzl was asleep. He waked her, that he might +have some one to rejoice with him. Pilgrim had strewn all his joy with +ashes. + +Franzl was enchanted at the news he brought her, and made him smile by +repeating for the hundredth time, in order to prove that she also knew +but too well what love was, the story of her own "blighted love," as +she called it. She always began with tears and ended with complaints, +for both of which she had ample reason. + +"How pleasant it was then at home, up there in the valley! He was our +neighbor's son, good, and industrious, and handsome,--oh, far handsomer +than any one nowadays, begging your pardon. But he--I hardly need +mention his name, for every one knows it was Anton Striegler--he was +bent upon going abroad, and he went abroad on business. There at the +brook we said good by. 'Franzl,' he said, 'as long as that brook runs, +my heart will be true to you. Keep yours true to me.' He had beautiful +ways of talking, and he could write beautifully too. It is always so +with those false men. I could not have believed it. I received +seventeen letters from him during the first four years,--from France, +from England, and from Spain. The letter from England cost in all a +crown-piece; for Napoleon would allow no tea or coffee to come into our +country, and so the letter, as our curate said, had to go by way of +Constantinople through Austria, and, by the time it reached me, cost a +whole crown-piece. Since that no letter has come. I waited fourteen +years, and then learned that he had married a black woman in Spain. I +would have nothing more to do with the base man,--the basest man that +ever lived,--and I burned the beautiful letters, the lying letters that +he had written me. My love went up the chimney in the smoke." + +Franzl always concluded her story with the selfsame words. To-day she +had had a good listener,--the best of listeners. He had but one fault, +that of not hearing a word she said. His eyes were fixed on her and his +thoughts on Annele. Out of gratitude Franzl came at last to speak of +her. "I will tell Annele what you are. No one knows you as well as I +do. In all your life you never harmed a child; and how good you have +always been to me! Don't look so sorrowful. Be merry! I know,--ah, too +well I know!--when so great happiness comes to us, we feel crushed +under it. But, thank God! you are in earnest; you will stay quietly at +home together and bid each other good morning and good night every day +that God gives you. And now I must say good night, for it is late." + +It was past midnight before Lenz went to bed, and then with a "Good +night, Annele! good night, dear heart!" he fell asleep. + +He awoke the next morning with a strange weight on his heart. He +remembered he had dreamed, and in his dream he stood upon the high +mountain ridge behind his house with one foot raised to step off into +space. + +"I never let a dream trouble me before," he said, and tried to forget +it in admiration of his yesterday's gold coin, and of the still greater +treasure he possessed in Annele's little shoes and first frock. They +were holy relics, to be carefully preserved with those he had received +from his mother. + +A message came from the landlady that he was to be at the Lion at +eleven o'clock. He put on his Sunday clothes and hastened to his uncle +Petrovitsch's. After pulling the bell several times he was admitted and +received by his uncle in no very amiable mood. + +"What do you want so early?" + +"Uncle, you are my father's brother--" + +"To be sure I am, and when I went abroad I left everything to your +father. All I now have I earned for myself." + +"I have not come for money, but to ask you to fulfil the office of a +father for me." + +"How? What?" + +"Uncle, Annele of the Lion and I love one another. Her mother knows it +and sanctions it. Now I am to ask her of her father, according to the +custom, and I want you to go with me as my father's brother." + +"So?" said Petrovitsch, putting a lump of white sugar in his mouth and +walking up and down the carpeted room. + +"So?" he repeated as he faced about. "You will have an energetic wife, +and I must say you have good courage. I should not have given you +credit for having the courage to take such a wife." + +"Courage! What do you mean by that?" + +"No harm; but I would not have believed you had the presumption to take +such a wife." + +"Presumption? What presumption is there in it?" + +Petrovitsch smiled, and made no answer. + +"You know her, uncle. She is frugal and orderly and comes of an honest +house." + +"That is not my meaning. It is presumption in you to think that in your +solitary house on the Morgenhalde you can make up to a girl who has +spent the twenty-two years of her life in an inn for a room full of +flattering guests. It is presumption to want to keep to yourself a +woman who can manage a whole hotel full. A wise man does not choose a +wife who would consume half his life were he to live as she would have +him. It is no trifle to govern such a wife. You had better try to +manage four wild horses from the coach-box." + +"I do not want to govern her." + +"I believe you. But you must either govern or be governed. I will do +her the justice to say she is good-natured,--only, however, to those +who flatter her or submit to her. She is the sole good one in the +house. As for the two old people, they are hypocrites, each in his own +way; the woman with much talking, the husband with little. When he +speaks he gives it to be understood that every one of his words weighs +a pound. You can weigh it if you like. You will find it exact, no atom +short. When he puts his foot down to the ground, every step says, 'Here +comes a man of honor.' When he takes a fork in his hand, 'So eats a man +of honor,' it says. When he looks out of the window, he expects God in +heaven to call down to him, 'Good morning, thou man of honor!' And for +all that I would bet my head he is in debt for the fork in his hand and +the creaking boots on his feet." + +"I did not come to hear that, uncle." + +"I suppose not." + +"I only came to ask you, in all respect, if you would act as my +father's representative, and go with me to urge my suit." + +"I don't know why I should. You are of age. You did not seek my advice +beforehand." + +"Excuse me for having asked you." + +"Certainly. Stop," he cried, as Lenz turned to go, "a word more." For +the first time in his life he laid his hand on his nephew's shoulder. +The touch sent a strange thrill through the young man, and still more +did the words which Petrovitsch spoke in a voice of deep emotion: "I +would not have lived in vain for my own flesh and blood. I will give +you that which many a man would have laid down his life to have +had before it was too late. Lenz, a man must not drink when he is +heated;--he might drink his death. Whoever should strike the glass from +his hand at such a moment would be doing him good service. But a man +may be heated in other ways, and then he should drink nothing--should +do nothing, I mean--which will affect his whole life. He might contract +a disease which would be a lingering death to him. You ought not to +decide on any marriage yet, even if it were not with Annele. You are +heated, excited. Let your present fever pass off, and six months from +now think of this matter again. I will make your excuses to the +landlord. He and all of them may abuse me as much as they please; it +won't hurt me. Will you follow my advice, and give the thing up? You +are drinking in a malady that no doctor can cure." + +"I am betrothed. There is no use in further words," answered Lenz. + +The cold sweat stood upon his brow as he left his uncle's house. + +"That is the way with these old bachelors. Their hearts have turned to +stone. Pilgrim and my uncle, they are just alike. Much they know about +it! Here Pilgrim says no one of them is good for anything except the +father, and my uncle says no one is good for anything but Annele. A +third will come presently and say no one is good for anything but the +landlady. They may say what they like. We need no witness. I am man +enough to act for myself. It is time to put an end to this meddling of +outsiders in my affairs. One hour more and I shall be firmly +established in a good old family." + +The hour was not over before he was so established. Neither the +warnings of Pilgrim nor his uncle had moved him. One effect they did +have. As he so confidently, with so much pride and firmness, laid his +suit before Annele's father, something within him said, "She will +understand and thank me for giving way to no opposition." It was not a +noble thought. + +During the betrothal Annele held her apron to her eyes with one hand, +and with the other kept tight hold of Lenz. The landlord walked up and +down the room in his creaking new boots. The landlady wept, actually +shed tears, as she cried: "O dear Heaven! to have to give up our last +child! When I lie down and when I rise up what shall I do without my +Annele? I insist, at least, that she shall not be married for a year. +Need we tell you that we love you, Lenz, after giving you our last +child? If your mother had but lived to see this day! But she will +rejoice in heaven above, and will intercede for you at the throne of +God." + +Lenz could not keep back his tears. If the landlord's boots had creaked +displeasure at his wife's words, they creaked still harder now. At +length the sound of them ceased, and his voice began: "Enough of this. +We are men. Lenz, control yourself and look up! so, that is well. What +do you expect for a dowry with your wife?" + +"I have never thought about the dowry. Annele is your child; you will +not stint her." + +"Quite right. We stand by the old proverb, 'So many mouths, so many +pounds,'" replied the landlord, and said no more. He had no need to use +many words. + +Lenz continued: "I am not rich. My art is my chief possession. But, +thanks to my parents, all wants are provided for. Nothing is lacking. +We have our honest bread, and a little butter with it." + +"That is well said, to the point. I like that. Now how about the +marriage contract?" + +"Nothing about it; the laws of the land provide for that." + +"Yes, but a special contract can be made, if desired. You know a widow +receives only half the property. She will need to have her portion +helped out. If you should die before your wife, and leave no heirs--" + +"Father," cried Annele, "if you are going to talk so, you must let me +leave the room. I cannot stay and hear you." + +Even Lenz changed color. But the landlord went on ruthlessly: "Don't be +so silly. That is the way with you women; you can't hear anything said +about money. O dear me!--no, not a word! You squirm as if a frog had +hopped on your foot. But if there is no money forthcoming, you can +clamor for it finely. You have never experienced the want of it, your +life long, and I don't mean you ever shall; therefore, in case of life +or death--" + +"I will hear no more. Is this the joy of a betrothal that I have heard +so much of?" remonstrated Annele. + +"Your father is right," urged the mother; "be reasonable. It will soon +be over, and then you will feel all the merrier." + +"Annele is right," said Lenz, with unwonted decision. "We will be +married according to the laws of the land, and there is no more to be +said about it. Life and death, indeed! It is all life for us now. Your +pardon, father and mother; we understand each other perfectly. Every +moment now is worth a million? Do you remember the song, Annele?-- + + "Honor lies not in a golden store, + Shame lies not in poverty; + And so would I had a thousand dollars more, + And had my own true love by me." + +Thus singing he was about to dance with Annele out of the room, when +her father laid his hand on the young man's shoulder, and in a solemn +voice said, "Stop; one word more." + +Lenz stood in as much amazement as if a dagger had been put to his +lips, instead of the expected kiss. "We have pledged our troth. There +is no need of anything further!" cried Annele, remonstratingly. + +"We men have still some matters to settle," replied the landlord, +decisively. "Yes, let your father speak," said Lenz. + +Mine host took off his velvet cap, looked into it, put it on his head +again, and began: "Your intentions have been true and honest. If you +are laughed at behind your back, you need not mind; and if you are +ruined, you are responsible to none but yourself." Here he made a long +pause. Lenz looked at him like a man in a dream, and finally asked what +he had done, or what he meant to do, that was so dreadful. + +"As I say, your intentions are honest and good; that I have always +maintained," returned the oracle. "You and Proebler have made a standard +regulator together,--is that what you call it? I don't pay much +attention to such things; some work for the common good. You +understand, of course, that you can have no further partnership with +Proebler. The name of my son-in-law and that of Proebler must not be +coupled together; so that is settled and done with. Now we come to the +main point. You are thinking about establishing an association,--is +that what you call it? Whatever you call it, that too must be settled +and done with." Here the landlady wanted to interpose, but her husband +stamped his foot angrily, and went on: "Let me finish, wife! Lenz, I +tell you, this thing must never enter your mind again. You will not +think I speak thus from regard to my own interest. I fear no union or +association whatever. Even if I did, my interest is now yours. But you +will get neither praise nor thanks for it. I know mankind better than +you do. If this plan were ever put into execution, your whole property +would be sacrificed, and you reduced to beggary. Give me your hand upon +it, that from this hour you lay aside all thoughts of this +association." + +Lenz stood hesitating, his eyes fixed on the ground. "Yes," cried the +landlady, "give him your hand. He means well, he means right, by you; +his intentions are those of a father towards you; he is your father"; +and she nodded approvingly at her husband. + +Lenz drew himself up. His face was crimson. "I will not give my hand," +said he, with sharp decision. "Rather be it maimed, and unfit to hold a +tool for the rest of my life!" + +"Do not swear. You said we must not swear," interposed Annele. She +seized his hand, and tried to put it into her father's, but he +resisted. "Let be," he said, sharply, "let be! I will not abjure my +faith; and it would be abjuring my faith to make such a promise. I will +not do it, though you should drive me out of this house, where I had +hoped to find a home. Landlord, I believe you mean well by me, but +every man must follow his own reason. I have no partnership with +Proebler; but, if I had, I am Lenz; I have a right to associate with +whom I please. You force me to say what I would rather not have said. I +do not dishonor myself; on the contrary, I confer honor on others, and +rejoice that it is so. As for this association,--it is called an +association, you are quite right in the name,--I have thought it over +night and day for years, and should understand it better than you do. +You are right in saying there are plenty of fools and knaves who will +laugh at me. I know that. But who, since the world began, tried to do +it a service and was not laughed at? That does not disturb me. I thank +you for your kind concern lest I should sacrifice my property. But I +have carried on our entire business, had the whole house in my hands, +for more than ten years. I will show you my books. You shall see for +yourself if I have made any unlucky ventures. A man does not +necessarily ruin himself by investing in a work for the common good. +Once for all, the very morning of the day when I can bring about this +union I shall put into it whatever portion of my property I judge best. +I speak thus plainly to you, because you have spoken plainly to me. I +will not give my hand. I am willing to take good advice, but must know +best my own concerns. I will not give my hand in pledge of that which +you desire, though my highest happiness upon earth depended on it." + +Lenz felt a pressure and a shivering at his heart as he spoke, but he +spoke sharply and firmly to the end. + +"Unclench your fist. Will you not give me your hand? You are a brave +man, my own proud, noble Lenz!" cried Annele, and threw herself on his +neck, and wept and laughed convulsively. + +"I felt it my duty to caution you. Now I wash my hands of the whole +concern," said the landlord, somewhat dejectedly. + +"Husband," returned his wife, "you have done a good thing, a very good +thing. We never knew before what firmness our Lenz possessed. I confess +I should never have suspected it in him, but am all the more rejoiced." + +Lenz had as much as he could do to soothe Annele, who lay helpless in +his arms. He was obliged to make her drink some wine before she would +raise herself. + +"Now go together into the garden, and I will set out the wine in the +arbor," ordered the landlady. She preceded with a bottle and glasses, +followed by the lovers in a close embrace. + +"A strange being!" said the landlord to himself, as Lenz left the room. +"These musicians have an engine constantly on hand. He bawls like a +baby at the mention of his mother, the next minute he will sing like a +lark, and wind up with a sermon, like an old Anabaptist. But he is a +good fellow, after all; and when I win my Brazilian suit, or draw my +prize in the lottery, I will pay him his marriage portion the first +thing. He shall have it down in hard gold. No one shall get a copper +till he has had his share." + +With this comforting resolution mine host returned to the public room, +where he refreshed himself after his unwonted exertions, and received +with dignity the congratulations of friends and strangers. He spoke +little, but gave it to be understood that a man in his position could +afford to dispense with great riches in a son-in-law. If the man be but +sound and honest,--that was the burden of his remarks, to which all +nodded assent. There lay wisdom in a nutshell. + +Lenz and Annele meanwhile were sitting in the garden, full of delight, +and bestowing on one another the fondest caresses. "I feel as if I had +not been at home all this time," said Lenz, "but had been away in +foreign countries, and had just returned from a long journey." + +"You have been nowhere but at home," answered Annele, "only you have +been strongly excited by talking with my father. I cannot tell you how +I rejoiced to hear you speak as you did. I wish the whole world could +have heard you and learned to honor you. But really you had no need to +get into such a heat with my father." + +"What do you mean?" + +"He was not so much in earnest with his warnings and advice as he +seemed. He likes to pretend he can see farther into a millstone than +the rest of the world. If he had been in earnest, he would have brought +up the matter before the betrothal instead of afterwards. He only +wanted to make a show of wisdom before you; but I was glad you proved +yourself to be the wiser." + +Lenz looked about him at these words as if seeking something half +forgotten. As a flock of pigeons in swift flight wheeled at that moment +above the heads of the lovers, and threw their transient shadows on the +ground; so did a swarm of thoughts that Pilgrim had conjured up pass in +still swifter flight, throwing shadows that vanished more swiftly away. + +"Others may be wiser, cleverer, and more respected than I, for aught I +care," answered Lenz, "but no man in the world shall love his wife more +tenderly and truly." + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + A VISIT TO GARRET AND CELLAR. + + +The first congratulations Annele received were from Faller. She quite +looked down on the poor fellow, but was gratified by his deference. He +could not make too many apologies for coming so early. His fondness for +Lenz would not let him rest till he had paid his respects to her. Lenz +had grown to be a part of his very self. He would pour out every drop +of blood in his veins to serve him. + +"I am glad my bridegroom has such good friends. There is no one, +however small, but may be of some service." + +Faller did not or would not understand this last thrust, but began to +describe in glowing colors Lenz's noble qualities. "Annele," he said in +conclusion, with tears in his eyes, "his heart is as pure as an +angel's, as a new-born child's. For Heaven's sake never be harsh with +him, it would be sinning against the Highest. Remember that every quick +word will wound him like the thrust of a dagger. His temper is not +hasty, but he lays every little thing too much to heart. Don't be +offended with me for speaking so to you; it is for your good. I would +so gladly serve him in some way, if I only might. You are favored of +Heaven in having such a husband. He is a man whose presence and word +all respect. No one can reproach him with a single wrong action in his +whole life. Be gentle with him,--kind and gentle." + +"Have you done?" asked Annele, her eyes flashing, "or have you more to +say?" + +"No." + +"Then I have something to say to you. You have been most insolent. You +deserve to be turned out of the house this moment. What do you mean by +taking such a liberty? Who asked you to be mediator between us? What +business have you to suppose I shall be unkind? But I am glad to have +found you out in season. I see now what a set of beggarly hangers-on my +Lenz has. I shall make a clean sweep of them every one. You shall have +no more chance to drain his substance with your pretty speeches. I make +you a present of the wine you have drunk. Now you may go. But I shall +let my Lenz know of your impertinence. It shall be recorded against +you. Good by!" + +Faller's protestations, asseverations, prayers, entreaties, were all in +vain. Annele showed him the door, and he had to go; nor did she +vouchsafe to cast a glance after him. + +Soon after Faller came Franzl, radiant with happiness, and was taken at +once by the mother into the private sitting-room. Franzl was full of +self-congratulations at having brought about this happy result, and +assured the landlady that now she could die content. But she injured +her cause by claiming more credit than was her due, and so got none. +She was soon made conscious of her mistake. "What are you talking of, +Franzl? You had nothing at all to do with the matter, nor I either. The +young people were too sharp for us. Only a few days ago we were +discussing the possibility of the match, and they had settled it behind +our backs long before. I might have suspected my Annele of such doings, +but never Lenz. However, it is better so. It is the work of Heaven, and +we will be thankful." + +Franzl stood open-mouthed and open-eyed; but no more did she get to put +into her mouth than she could have held in her eye. Empty she had to go +home, and with scarcely a word from Annele, for, just as she was +leaving, Pilgrim entered. + +Annele did not venture to treat Pilgrim in the same way she had Faller. +She knew he did not like her, and therefore, without giving him a +chance to speak, at once began thanking him for his kindly interest. He +treated the matter in his usual good-natured, joking way, at the same +time protesting that no one was to be trusted, for Lenz had not +confided a syllable to him beforehand. Thus he satisfied his +conscience, and yet said nothing to disturb what he could not prevent. + +There was one more tough knot to saw in Petrovitsch, which had to be +left to the father to deal with. Petrovitsch took his place at table as +if nothing had happened. The landlord officially announced the +engagement to him, adding that Lenz would appear in a minute, as he was +coming to dinner. Annele was extremely childlike and respectful to the +old man. She almost went so far as to kneel, and ask his blessing. He +shook hands with her kindly. The landlady, too, insisted on shaking +hands with him, but received only his two left hand fingers. Most happy +was Lenz, when he came, to find everything so amicably settled. The one +drawback to his pleasure was having Pilgrim at table, after the +language he had used the night before. But even that feeling passed off +at last, under the influence of Pilgrim's perfect self-possession. + +The skies frowned upon Lenz's betrothal. It rained incessantly for +days. An ugly drizzle kept on all the time, like a monstrous talker, +who never comes to a period. Lenz naturally spent much of his time at +the Lion, which was so comfortably arranged that he could either be as +retired as in a private house, or could sit in a "market-place with a +fire in it," as he once called the large public room, with its sixteen +tables. "That is capital," said Annele; "I must repeat that to my +father. He enjoys a good joke." + +"It is not worth while. If I say it to you, that is quite enough. Don't +let it go further." + +Lenz went up and down the long, and now almost impassable, footway +between the Morgenhalde and the Lion as if he were only stepping from +one room into another. All who met him, men and women, stopped and +congratulated. "You look as if you had grown taller since your +engagement," some would say. Lenz's bearing had, in fact, been more +erect and proud of late than ever before. He smiled when persons said +to him, "You stand high in the market, for the sort of wife a man gets +is the test of his worth." "Without meaning to intrude upon others' +concerns, I must say I never supposed Annele would remain in the +village. It was always said she would marry a hotel-keeper in +Baden-Baden, or the engineer. You may laugh, for you are a precious +lucky fellow." + +Lenz took no offence at being thought the lesser of the two; but, on +the contrary, was proud of Annele's modesty in choosing him. He could +not help saying sometimes, when he was sitting with her and her mother +in their private room, the old man looking in occasionally, and +growling out some of his pithy sentences: "Thank Heaven for once more +giving me parents, and such parents! I have started life afresh. It +seems incredible that I should be actually at home in the Lion inn. How +grand it looked to my childish eyes when the upper story was added and +plate-glass put in all the windows! We children used to think the +castle at Karlsruhe could not be more magnificent. I remember seeing +the golden lion hung out too. What should I have thought then to be +told I should one day have a home in that castle? It is hard my mother +could not have lived to see this day." + +His sincerity really touched the two women, though Annele had all the +while kept on counting the stitches of the embroidered slipper she was +working for her lover. They said nothing for some time. At last the +mother began: "What pleasant relatives you will find, too, in my other +sons-in-law! I have told you how fond I am of them, though they are not +the same to me that you are. I have known you since you were a baby. +You are almost as near to me as if I had nursed you at my own bosom. +But you know what refined, aristocratic gentlemen they are, and good +business men into the bargain. Many men would be lucky if their whole +property equalled what my sons-in-law make in a year." + +"If this stupid rain would only stop!" said Annele, after a pause. "Do +you know, Lenz, we will have the horses harnessed the moment it does, +and take a drive together." + +"I shall be glad to be with you once under God's broad heaven. The +house is too narrow to contain my happiness." + +"We will drive to the city,--won't we?" + +"Wherever you like. I am glad my Magic Flute is so well protected. It +would be a shame to have any harm come to it." + +"You carry your feeling too far," remonstrated the mother. "The thing +is sold. The risk now is with the purchaser." + +"No, mother, you don't understand my Lenz. He is right. What he has +made takes such deep hold of his heart that he would like always to +keep a protecting hand upon it. We cannot bear to have a thing injured +that we have cared for day and night for months." + +"My own dear Annele!" cried Lenz, enchanted at this beautiful +expression of her quick, intelligent sympathy. + +"There is no use talking with you lovers," replied the mother, with +pretended amiability; "unless one is in love himself, he can say +nothing to please you." She went to and fro about the house, for Lenz +had requested that Annele might be excused from attendance in the +public room, at least for a few days. "Not that I am at all jealous," +he assured her, "but I begrudge every look you bestow on any one but +me. All are mine now." + +One day towards noon the rain held up for about an hour, and Lenz +teased Annele to go up to his house with him. "Everything is waiting +for you there," he urged; "all the kettles and cupboards, and other +things, too, that you will take pleasure in." + +Annele resisted long, but at last consented to go if her mother would. +Contrary to her expectation the mother was soon ready. Every person +they met on their way through the village saluted. Hardly, however, had +they gone a hundred steps before Annele began to complain: "O Lenz! +what a horrid path! I sink in at every step. You must have it put in +better order. And do you know you ought to have a road made up the +mountain, so that carriages can drive to the door. Sister Babette's +husband had a private road broken through the fields to his house." + +"I could hardly do that," answered Lenz; "it would cost a great +deal of money, besides my having to buy the field. See, my meadow +does not begin till that hazel hedge, and our business requires no +carriage-road. You know I would do anything in my power to please you, +Annele,--don't you?--but that is impossible." + +Annele plodded on, without returning any answer. "Why need you have +made such a talk about it?" whispered the mother in his ear. "If you +had only said, 'Very well, dear Annele, we will think of it,' or +something of that sort, you could have done as you pleased afterwards. +She is a child, and children must be treated to pretty words. You can +do what you will with her if you only set the right way to work. Don't +weigh every word she says and make a great matter of it; let a subject +rest over for a day or so, till you see the right moment is come for +settling it. She will think it out for herself, or else forget it. She +is only a child." + +"Annele is not a child," contradicted Lenz, looking in displeased +surprise at her mother; "I can talk over everything with her. There is +nothing she does not understand." + +The mother shrugged her shoulders. "As you please," she said, sulkily. + +About half-way up the meadow Annele broke out again: "Good Heavens, +what a journey! I had no idea it was so far. It will be a perfect +eternity before we get up there." + +"I cannot make the way any shorter," answered Lenz, sharply. Annele +turned and looked at him searchingly. "I am sure," he added, in some +confusion, "you will rejoice one day that the walk is so long, for it +shows what a good large meadow we own. I could pasture three cows here, +if it were worth while." + +Annele gave a forced laugh. The house was reached at last, and she drew +a long breath, complaining of being so hot and tired. + +"In God's name, welcome home!" said Lenz, grasping her hand on the +threshold. She stared at him as if he were speaking a foreign language, +then suddenly exclaimed, "You are a dear good fellow. You manage to +bring good out of everything." + +Lenz was content, and Franzl's joy knew no bounds. First the mother +shook hands with her and then Annele, while both praised the neatness +of passage-way, kitchen, and sitting-room. + +"I shall find it hard to get used to these low rooms," said Annele, +stretching up her hand till it nearly touched the ceiling. + +"I cannot make the rooms higher. Besides, they are more easily warmed +than high ones." + +"To be sure. You must remember, Lenz, what a big house I have always +lived in. The ceiling seems to be pressing on my head at first; but I +sha'n't mind it. Don't be afraid that will disturb me." + +Lenz turned round the tool-receiver that hung like a chandelier from +the ceiling, and began to explain to Annele the various implements with +which it was covered,--the names of the different drills, and the +special purpose each was used for. "But you will soon get acquainted +with all these things that make up so much of my life. They are my +silent work-fellows. Now I will show you our house." + +The mother stayed with Franzl in the kitchen, while Lenz took Annele +all over the house, showing her the seven beds already stuffed, besides +two great bags of feathers from which others could be filled, and +opening boxes and chests wherein were stored rich heaps of linen. "What +do you say to that, Annele? Aren't you surprised? Did you ever see +anything so splendid?" + +"It is all very good and in nice order. But, dear me! I won't tell you +of all my sister Theresa has, for of course, where there are often +sixteen guests in a house, heaps of linen are necessary; they are part +of the business. But if you could only see the chests that Babette's +mother-in-law has! These are nothing to them." + +Lenz turned as pale as death, and could hardly stammer out: "Annele, +don't talk in that way, don't be making fun now." + +"I am not making fun. I am in sober earnest. Really I am not in the +least surprised, for I have seen finer and better linen, and more of +it. Do be reasonable, and not expect me to stand on my head at a thing +which is all very well, but no way remarkable. I have seen more of the +world than you have." + +"Very likely," said Lenz, with white lips. + +Annele passed her hand over his face, and said jestingly, "What does it +matter, dear Lenz, whether your stores astonish me or not? Your mother +has done bravely, very bravely, for one in her position; no one can +deny that. I do not marry you for your property, dear Lenz, but for +yourself. You yourself are what I love." + +The apology was both bitter and sweet. Lenz tasted only the bitter. It +turned to gall in his mouth. + +They returned to the sitting-room, where Franzl had laid out an +abundant repast for them. + +Annele protested she had no appetite, but upon Lenz remonstrating that +it would never do not to eat something when she entered a house for the +first time, she consented to take a piece of a crust of bread and ate +it languidly. + +Lenz had frequently to check Franzl in her lavish praises of himself. + +"You must have done some good in the world to deserve such a husband," +she said to Annele. + +"He must have done some good too," said the mother. She cast a look at +her daughter as she spoke, and was checked by an angry frown. He must +have done some good, too, to deserve her, Annele thought her mother was +going to say. + +"Come, Annele, sit here by me," begged Lenz; "you have often said you +should like to see how I set up a piece of music, so I have been +keeping this till you should be by me. When I have put it all in order, +it will play of itself. It is a beautiful piece of Spohr's. I can sing +it to you, but not so well as this will play it." He sang the air from +Faust, "Love, it is the tender blossom." Annele took a seat beside him, +and he began to hammer the pins into the barrel where he had already +marked their places from the printed notes. Every pin stood fast at the +first blow. Annele was full of admiration, and Lenz worked on in high +spirits. He was obliged to ask her not to speak, because the metronome +which he had set going required his closest attention. + +The mother very well knew that sitting still and idly looking on was +hard work for Annele. She therefore rose presently, and said, with a +gracious smile, "We all know your great skill; but we must go home now, +for it is past noon, and we have visitors. It is quite enough that you +have begun the piece while we were here." + +Annele rose also, and Lenz stopped his work. + +Franzl kept her eyes fixed on Annele and the landlady, and when either +of them put her hand in her pocket, she started and hid hers behind her +back, as much as to say she wanted nothing, they would have to urge her +to accept any present. Now it is surely coming,--a gold chain, or a +jewelled ring, or a hundred shining dollars; such people give +handsomely. + +But no present, great or small, did they give this time, hardly their +hand at parting. Franzl went back into the kitchen, seized one of her +biggest and oldest pots, and lifted it to throw after the mean, +ungrateful women. But she had compassion on the pot. Was such a thing +ever heard of? Not even to bring one an apron! Poor, poor Lenz! You +have fallen into evil hands. Thank Heaven I had nothing to do with it! +It is true I had not, they said so themselves. I want no pay from them, +thank Heaven! Every penny would burn into my soul. + +Lenz accompanied his bride and her mother to the end of his meadow, and +then returned home. It was agreed, that, if the next day was fine, the +young people should drive across the country to Sister Babette's. Lenz +had many preparations to make, and directions to give his apprentice +and journeyman. + +It was strange to him to be once more alone. At the end of a couple of +hours he wanted to go down to Annele again. There was a weight upon him +he could not explain. She could and would relieve him of it. He +resisted the temptation, however, and remained at home. Before going to +bed he closed the boxes and linen-presses that had been opened in the +morning, half expecting, as he did so, to hear some voice, though whose +he could not have told. There lay the yarn his mother had wet with her +lips and spun with her own hand. A spirit seemed following behind him, +and uttering lamentations from every box and press. + +Franzl in her chamber was sitting upright in bed, muttering +imprecations against the landlady and Annele, and then praying God to +give her back the words she should not have spoken, for every ill that +befell Annele now fell on Lenz too. + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + + THE FIRST DRIVE. + + +The next morning was the longed-for day. The sun shone joyfully upon +the earth, and Lenz's heart grew light again. He sent his apprentice +early to Annele to tell her she must be ready for him in an hour. At +the end of that time he was dressed in his Sunday clothes, and on his +way to the Lion. Annele was not ready. She yielded to his prayers and +entreaties so far as to give him her hand through the chamber door, but +would not let him see her. She handed him out some red ribbons and +cockades, which he was to give to the boy to tie in the whip and about +in the harness. After keeping him waiting a long, long time, she +appeared, beautifully dressed. + +"Is the wagon harnessed?" was her first question. + +"No." + +"Why did you not see to it? Tell Gregory to put on his postilion's +uniform, and take his horn." + +"O no! what is the use of that?" + +"We have a perfect right to show ourselves before the whole world, +without anybody's leave or license. I mean people shall look out when +we drive by." + +At last they took their places. As they passed the doctor's house, +Annele called out: "Blow your horn now, Gregory; blow loud! The +doctor's daughters shall look out, and see how we drive together. Look! +there is not a soul to be seen. They have shut the window in the +corner room. There they are, I know, dying of spite; they will have to +tell about us, for I can hear the old mayoress asking, What is that +horn-blowing? I should like to be behind the door, and hear it all." + +"Annele, you put on strange airs to-day." + +"And why not? you please me specially to-day. People are right in +praising your eyes. How true and clear they are! I did not know they +were so beautiful. You are really a handsome fellow!" + +Lenz looked yet handsomer from the glow of pleasure which overspread +his face. "I will have some new clothes made in the latest +fashion,--shall I not?" + +"No, stay as you are. You look much more comfortable and respectable +so." + +"Not only look so, but am so." + +"Are so, to be sure. Don't treat every word as if it were a tooth in a +clock-wheel." + +"You are quite right." + +They drove through the neighboring village. + +"Blow, Gregory; blow loud!" commanded Annele. "See, there is where my +cousin Ernestine lives. She was our maid a long while, and afterwards +married a tailor, who now keeps shop here. She cannot bear me, nor I +her. Her green face will turn blue with rage when she sees us drive by +without stopping. There she comes to the window. Yes, stare your little +pig's eyes out of your head, and open your mouth till you show your +bunchy gums! It is I, Annele, and this is my Lenz. Do you see him? How +is your appetite now? It is dinner-time. I wish you joy of your last +year's herring." + +She snapped her tongue in triumph as they went by. + +"Do you take pleasure in that, Annele?" asked Lenz. + +"Why not? It is right that we should show evil to the evil and good to +the good." + +"I don't think I could." + +"Then be thankful you have me. I will make them all crawl into a +mouse-hole before us. They shall be grateful for every look we bestow +on them." + +As they approached the town, Annele gave her bridegroom directions as +to his behavior. "If the engineer is here, my brother-in-law's brother, +you must be on your dignity with him. He will want to have some fling +at you, because he is frightfully cross at my not accepting him. But I +don't like him. And if my sister begins her complaints, listen to her +tranquilly. It is not worth while trying to comfort her, and does no +good either. She lives in gold, and has nothing to do but cry. The +truth is, she is not very strong. The rest of us are perfectly healthy, +as you can see by me." + +The lovers were not successful at their sister's. She was ill in bed, +and neither her husband nor his brother was at home. They had both gone +down the Rhine on a large raft. "Won't you stay with your sister? I +have business to attend to in the town." + +"Can't I go with you?" + +"No; it is about something for you." + +"Then I had certainly better go too. You men don't know how to choose." + +"No, I cannot have you," insisted Lenz. He took from under the seat of +the wagon a package of considerable size, and set off with it to the +town. Babette's house was a little way out of the town, near a great +lumber-yard by the brook. Unobserved by Annele, Lenz brought back the +same package somewhat enlarged, and restored it to its place under the +seat. + +"What have you bought me?" asked Annele. + +"I will give it to you when we get home." + +Annele thought it hard she could not show her beautiful ornaments to +her sister, but had already learned there were some things in which +Lenz would have his own way in spite of entreaties and remonstrances. + +They dined at the hotel. The landlord's son, Annele said, an excellent +man, who now kept a great hotel at Baden-Baden, had also been one of +her suitors; but she had refused him. + +"Why need you have told me?" said Lenz. "I am almost jealous of the +past, never of the future, that I promise. I know your truth, Annele, +but it pains me to think that others have so much as raised their eyes +to you. Let bygones be bygones. We begin our life anew." + +Annele's face beamed with unwonted softness as he spoke. A portion of +his own purity and candor fell upon her, and made her gentle and +loving. She knew not how better to express this new sentiment in her +than by saying: "Lenz, you need not have bought me any bridal present. +You have no need to do as others do. I am sure of you. There is +something better than all the gold chains in the world." + +The tears stood in her eyes as she spoke, and Lenz was happier than +ever. + +The church clock was striking five when they took their places in the +wagon and set out for home. + +"My dear father made that clock," said Lenz, "and Faller helped him. By +the way, that luckily reminds me. Faller says you took offence at some +awkward speech of his; he will not tell me what it was. You must +forgive him. He is a plain-spoken soldier, and often says awkward +things, but he is a good fellow at heart." + +"Maybe so. But see here, Lenz, you have too many burrs clinging to you. +You must shake them off." + +"I shall not give up my friends." + +"Heaven forbid that I should ask you to! I only mean you must not let +every one get hold of you, and persuade you into everything he likes." + +"There you are quite right. That is a weakness of mine, I know. You +must warn me whenever you see me in danger, till I am thoroughly cured +of it." + +At these words, so pleasantly and humbly spoken, Annele suddenly stood +up straight in the carriage. + +"What is the matter? what is it?" asked Lenz. + +"Nothing, nothing. I don't know why I got up. I believe I don't sit +quite right. That is better. Does not our carriage ride nicely?" + +"Yes, indeed. We sit in an easy-chair, and yet are abroad in the world. +It is right pleasant driving. I never before drove in my own carriage, +for your father's is the same as mine." + +"Certainly." + +They passed Proebler on the road. He stood still as the lovers passed, +and saluted repeatedly. + +"I should like to take the old man in with us," said Lenz. + +"What an absurd idea!" laughed Annele. "Proebler on a bridal drive!" + +"You are right," answered Lenz. "We should not be so cosey all by +ourselves here with a third person sitting opposite, seeing and hearing +everything. It is not being unkind not to invite anybody to drive with +us now. This is a time when we need to be happy all by ourselves. How +beautiful it is! The whole world seems to laugh. Proebler laughed too, +and I am sure was not offended. He would understand that I could not +give away a second of this hour." + +Annele answered with a searching look, then cast her eyes down, and +silently clasped her bridegroom's hand. Their first drive had not begun +as merrily as they had expected, but both came home with a peculiar joy +in their heart. Annele said little. A new experience was passing within +her. It was still broad daylight when Lenz helped her out of the wagon +at the door of the Lion, and left her to go up the steps alone, he +following with the carefully covered parcel which he took from under +the carriage-seat. He called her into the sitting-room, and there +solved the mystery by saying: "Annele, I give you with this the best +and dearest possession I have. My good Pilgrim painted it for me, and +it shall be yours." + +Annele stared at the picture for which Lenz had so mysteriously +provided the gilt frame in the city. + +"You cannot find words to describe the look my mother turns upon +you,--can you?" + +"So that is your mother? I see her gown and her neckerchief and her +hood; but your mother! it might just as well be the carpenter's +Annelise or Faller's old mother. In fact, it looks rather more like old +Mrs. Faller. Why do you look so pale, as if you had not a drop of blood +left in your cheeks? Dear Lenz, can I say what is untrue? You surely do +not wish that. What fault is it of yours? Pilgrim is no artist. He +can't paint anything but his church-towers." + +"It is like losing my mother over again to hear you speak so," said +Lenz. + +"Don't be so sad," prayed Annele, tenderly. "I will honor the picture. +I will hang it up at once over my bed. You are not sad now,--are you? +You have been so kind and good to-day! I assure you, the picture will +help me recall your mother whenever I look at it." + +Lenz turned hot and cold by turns. Thus could Annele at her pleasure +raise him to the highest happiness or wound him in his tenderest +affections. Weeks and months passed in this way. Joy predominated, +however, for a softness had come over Annele never known in her before. +Even Pilgrim said one day to Lenz: "Most men are glad to be proved in +the right, but I rejoice to see I was mistaken." + +"So? In what?" + +"There is no learning a woman. Annele has that in her which may make +your life happy. Very likely it is all the better she should not be as +dreamy and soft-hearted as you are." + +"Thank you. Heaven be praised for bringing this to pass!" cried Lenz. + +The two friends held each other long and closely by the hand. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + A GREAT WEDDING WHICH LEAVES A BITTER TASTE BEHIND. + + +Lenz of the Morgenhalde is to be married! This is the wedding day of +Annele of the Lion! Through the whole valley and far beyond its limits +this was the one subject of conversation. The same household talked at +one time of Annele only, and then only of Lenz. Their names had not yet +been joined together. Not till the wedding was fairly over would Annele +of the Lion be called Annele Lenz. + +The day was clear after a heavy fall of snow, and the sleighing +excellent. The jingling of bells and cracking of whips sounded from +every hill and valley. At least a hundred sleighs stood before the Lion +inn on the wedding morning. Strange horses were quartered in every +stall. Many a solitary cow was startled by a visit from a span of noble +horses. It is not for the like of a poor cow, shut up in her solitary +winter quarters, to know what is going on in the world; that privilege +is reserved for men. Such an event was indeed seldom witnessed in the +village. Even the sick old grandmothers who lived on side streets, +where they could see nothing and hear nothing but the whips and the +sleigh-bells, insisted on being dressed and set up at the window. + +Ernestine, the shopkeeper's wife, had been at the Lion for days +beforehand helping on the preparations. This was no time to be +sensitive at not having been visited or specially invited. The great +house entertains, and the vassals must come of themselves. + +Ernestine had left her children in charge of a neighbor and her husband +to see to the house, tend the shop, and do his own cooking while she +was away. When the Lion calls, no other duties must be regarded. + +She knew all the arrangements of the house, and could put her hand on +whatever was wanted. She presided over kitchen and cellar, enjoying her +importance. The dressing of Annele, too, on the wedding morning, fell +to her share, as there was no more intimate friend to claim the right. + +The Lion showed that day what a wide circle of friends and patrons it +had. The whole first-floor, running the entire width of the house, was +turned into a single hall. The partition walls, which were nothing but +boards, were taken down, so that the space was now really a great +market-place with a fire in it. + +Lenz would naturally have preferred a quiet wedding, but Annele was +quite right in arranging otherwise. "I know what you would like," she +said; "but we have no right to deprive our acquaintances of their good +time. Besides, we are only married once in a lifetime. These people +give us trouble enough the year through, we ought to let them have a +chance to show their gratitude. Where is there a wedding anywhere about +that we don't carry presents? Two thousand florins is the least we have +spent in that way. Now let them give us a share. I ask no favors, only +to be paid back a portion of what is owed us." + +The wedding presents were, indeed, rich and abundant, both in money and +in money's worth. Two days had to be given up to the marriage +festivities,--one for neighbors and relations, the second for more +distant acquaintances. + +Pilgrim appeared at Lenz's house, on the wedding morning, with +well-sleeked hair, and a bunch of rosemary in his button-hole. "I bring +you no wedding present," he said. + +"My mother's picture was present enough." + +"That counts for nothing. I cannot do what I very well know custom +requires of me on such an occasion. The truth is, Lenz, I have made +myself a present on your wedding day. Do you see this paper? It makes +me like the Siegfried we used to read about. I am proof against all the +thrusts of fortune, with this hard shell about me." + +"What is the paper?" + +"It is an annuity. From my sixtieth year I begin to receive a hundred +florins annually, till which time I shall manage to scratch through. +When I am no longer able to live alone, you must fit up a little room +for me in your house,--a warm corner behind the stove, where I can play +with your grandchildren, and draw them pictures that to their eyes at +least will seem beautiful. I had to work hard to pay the first +instalment. My painting, stupidly enough, just gets me a living, with +not a copper over. So for the last year I have done without my +breakfast. The landlord noticed that I took my breakfast and dinner +together. In that way I saved up enough. By and by I shall get used to +doing without my dinner, and so on, by degrees, till I learn to do +without anything. It would be fine to put up the shutters one after +another, and with the last one, bid the world good night." + +All the while he was talking, he had been helping Lenz on with his new +clothes,--spic and span new from head to foot. He thanked his friend +for making him, too, a family man; for, as he pleasantly explained, the +annuitants were members of the same household, only they did not keep +one another's birthdays. The omission proceeded from no ill will, but +simply from their not being acquainted. Pilgrim had all the statistics +of the matter at his tongue's end, and reeled them off for Lenz's +entertainment, for the sake of warding off any unnecessary excitement +or emotion on his friend's part. + +When Lenz's toilet was made, came Petrovitsch, of his own free-will, to +escort him to the wedding. "You get no wedding present from me, Lenz," +he said, with an expression of mystery and cunning on his face; "you +know the reason. You will have it in good time." By thus holding out +the hope that Lenz should be his heir, though he made no actual +promise, Petrovitsch secured for himself the place of chief importance +at the wedding festivities. He liked to be the central figure, with all +revolving about him, and enjoy the consciousness of having his keys in +his pocket, and his fire-proof safe at home. That was a pleasure after +his own heart. Two such merry days made a pleasant break, too, in the +winter's monotony. + +Mine host wore his apostle's cap somewhat higher than usual to-day, and +was radiant with dignity as he walked to and fro, stroking his freshly +shaven chin. + +The clear cold winter air rang with music and firing and shouting as +the bridal party walked to the church. The building could not hold +the numbers that interest and curiosity had brought together. As many +stood outside the church as in it. The minister preached a special +sermon,--not one taken from a book, that would suit one case as well as +another, but one adapted to this particular occasion. He laid great +stress upon the sanctity of the home, the mutual dignity of man and +wife. A child naturally inherits the virtues of its parents; but if he +turns out badly, the parents are justified before God and man if they +can say, We did our duty; the rest was not in our hands. A child of +depraved parents may work his way up to honor and respect; his life is +his own. The brother shares a brother's honorable name, but he may also +cut himself adrift from it. Not so with the honor of man and wife. They +are, in the truest sense, one flesh. Here should be perfect sympathy, a +single end and aim. Where either seeks his own advancement at the +expense of the other, there is discord, hell, eternal death. It is by a +righteous ordinance that the wife retains her baptismal name, while +receiving a new family name from her husband. She bears the husband's +name, the husband's honor. The minister praised the good qualities of +the two who now came before the altar. Lenz received the warmest +commendation, but Annele came in for a goodly share. Yet he warned them +not to think too highly of their peculiar merits. The quick and active +must prize and honor the slow; the slow, in the same way, the more +active. He reminded them that marriage was not merely a communion of +worldly goods, according to the laws of the land, but a communion of +spiritual gifts, according to the eternal laws of God; that all mine +and thine should cease, and everything be ours,--and yet not ours, but +the world's and God's. + +In general observations, which were yet easy of personal application, +he gave a certain degree of expression to the anxiety felt by many of +those present with regard to the peaceful and perfect union of two +persons so unlike in nature and habits. + +Pilgrim, who sat in the gallery among the singers, exchanged winks of +intelligence with the leader of the choir. + +Faller kept his face hid in his hands, and did not look up. In the same +strain did I speak to Annele, he thought. Who knows what words she +would give the minister if she dared to speak! May God, who has worked +so many miracles in the world, work but this one more,--plant good +thoughts in her heart and put good words on her lips for Lenz, who is +so good and true! + +No voice sounded louder than Faller's in the hymn that followed the +marriage service. The leader signed to him to moderate his bass, as the +tenor was weak without Lenz's support. But Faller was not to be +repressed. His deep, strong voice sounded above the organ and the +voices of all the other singers. + +After the ceremony the women who had been so fortunate as to see and +hear had much to tell those outside. They described how the bridegroom +had wept,--harder than any man they ever heard. The minister had been +very touching, to be sure; especially when he called down a blessing +from Lenz's parents Lenz sobbed as if his heart would break, and the +whole congregation wept with him. At the recital the outsiders also +began to weep. They had come to the wedding too, and had as good a +right as the rest to all that went on, both the weeping and the +rejoicing. + +"Has any village a curate like ours?" said the men to the visitors from +other parishes. "He speaks out so round and plain, and understands one +as if every secret had been disclosed to him." Neither men nor women +spoke of the personalities of the discourse. + +As Lenz, with Petrovitsch on his right hand and the landlord on his +left, was leaving the church, he was addressed by Faller's old mother: +"I have kept my word, and worn your mother's clothes to the church. She +herself could not have prayed for you more fervently than I did." + +Lenz's answer was cut short by the landlord scolding the old woman for +being the first to address the bridegroom. Though ridiculing the +superstition that there was bad luck in having the first greeting come +from an old woman, he called up a pretty boy, and made him be the first +to shake hands with Lenz. + +From this moment all was merry-making. It was hard to believe that any +eye could have been dimmed by tears. + +While Lenz in the little parlor shook hands with his new sisters, and +kissed and embraced his brothers-in-law, and the doctor came with his +daughters,--it was kind of them to come to the wedding,--and one person +after another passed in and out and offered congratulations, Annele sat +still in her chair, holding a fine white handkerchief pressed to her +eyes. "I could not help crying as I did," said Lenz; "you know how +happy I am. From this hour we will hold the one honor between us firm +and true, and, please God, it shall grow with us. I never shall forget +what a family you have brought me into. With God's blessing these shall +be the last tears we are to shed together. But take your gloves off; I +haven't any on." + +Annele refused with a shake of her head, but gave no other answer. + +Come to table! to table! to table! was called three times, and a +threefold appetite seemed to respond to the summons. Only Franzl kept +complaining that she could not eat, she could not swallow a morsel; it +was a shame when there were so many good things, but she could not. + +Dancing began in the upper hall while the lunch was going on below, and +the bridal pair went to and fro between the tables and the dancers. + +"It is abominable of the engineer to come to the wedding," said Annele, +as they were going up stairs; "he was not invited. Don't speak a word +to him." + +"Never mind him," said Lenz, soothingly. "Let all be happy to-day. I am +only sorry Faller is not here. I sent for him, but he has not come." + +Pilgrim danced the first dance with Annele. "You are a capital dancer," +she said. + +"But not so good a painter, you think?" + +"I did not say so." + +"Then I won't paint your portrait, though I have been thinking of it +to-day. After all, you have not a good face to paint. You are very +pretty when you talk, but when you are still there is a look I cannot +describe." + +"Pity you can't use your brush as well as your tongue." + +"Very good; you sha'n't have your picture painted by me. Paint--who is +it?--on the wall, and he is sure--?" + +"I would not have you paint me for all the world," retorted Annele. She +had soon recovered her good spirits. + +The bride and bridegroom were called down into the lower room, where +the chief members of the family, both men and women, were assembled +about Petrovitsch, trying to force him to some decided statement with +regard to the amount of property he would leave Lenz. Don Bastian, +Pilgrim's crafty landlord, was chief speaker. He was anxious to lard +his meagre marriage gift with another man's fat, and had succeeded in +driving Petrovitsch into a narrow corner from which escape seemed +impossible. The smith, who felt himself of importance as being Lenz's +only neighbor,--he lived really half an hour's walk off, but his house +was the only one that could be seen from the Morgenhalde,--had been a +playmate of Petrovitsch in his youth, and was warming his heart with +reminiscences of old times. The landlady thought nothing was wanting +but the presence of the bridal pair, and for that reason had sent for +them. "Good! there is Lenz," cried the hard-pressed Petrovitsch as the +young people entered the circle. "He knows what my intentions are. We +are not accustomed in our family to proclaim such things from the town +clock. You know how we stand towards each other, don't you, Lenz?" + +"Certainly, uncle." + +"Then I will waste no more words on the matter," he exclaimed, rising +in great trepidation lest the smith or some one else should discover +this was his sixty-fifth birthday, and overwhelm him with +congratulations which he would have to pay for by a handsome note to +Lenz. He pressed his way through the crowd of guests out into the +street. A kick from some invisible foot brought a cry of pain from +Bubby, who was following close behind his master. + +Lenz looked after his uncle's retreating figure with some misgivings. +Perhaps he ought not to have thus helped him out of his dilemma. He +might have been brought to the point then, and now the chance was lost. + +But Lenz dismissed all such thoughts speedily from his mind, and was +merry and gay till late into the night. The relations who lived at a +distance had already left. It was time for the bridal pair to be +starting, for custom required them to be at home before midnight. "You +were right, Annele," Lenz said when they were in the little parlor +together. "I am sorry there is no carriage-way to our house. Wrap +yourself up warm." + +"You will find I am right in a great many things," answered Annele. + +Pilgrim had arranged the procession with great skill. First went +the musicians, then the bridal pair, preceded and followed by +two torch-bearers, and, lastly, children carrying the beautiful +presents,--bowls, plates, glasses, and salvers, interspersed with +flaming pine-knots. On reaching the mountain the procession fell into +disorder, as it had to move in single file. "You go in front," said +Lenz to Annele; "I willingly yield precedence to you." + +They reached the house at last, the presents were deposited, the +musicians played one more merry dance, three cheers were given, and +then the sound of music died away in the valley. + +"We are in heaven, and know there is joy over us on earth," said Lenz. + +"I had no idea you could talk so finely," returned Annele. "How still +it is all of a sudden!" + +"Wait; I have another musical clock here. Thank Heaven I can make my +own music now, and for only our two selves." He set his instrument +playing Beethoven's "Meerestille." Long it played on by itself, when +all else in the house was still. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + THE MORNING GIFT. + + +"I am glad we celebrate our wedding again today,--aren't you, little +wife?" asked Lenz, the next morning. + +"No; why are you?" + +"My crying spoiled my enjoyment yesterday; this morning, for the first +time, I am perfectly happy. To-day will seem like going to a friend's +wedding,--won't it?" + +"What a strange man you are!" said Annele, smiling. + +"Stop!" said Lenz, suddenly starting up. "I must give you something. +Wait a minute." + +He went into the chamber, and made a long search. What would he bring +out? He must have remembered the gold chain and ear-rings that were the +bridegroom's usual present. But he should have given them yesterday; +why to-day? Annele had plenty of time to wonder before Lenz returned. +"Here I have it," he exclaimed, coming back at last. "I had misplaced +it. This is my blessed mother's garnet necklace. It is made of good old +garnets, and will look beautifully on your dear neck. Come, try it on!" + +"No, Lenz, it is too old-fashioned. I cannot wear it. It would scratch +my neck too. I really cannot wear it. I will exchange it at the +jeweler's. + +"That you shall not." + +"Just as you like. What else have you there?" + +"This is something I can give to no one but yourself. My blessed mother +so directed. It has no value in itself, but yet is very wonderful." + +"Show me the wonder." + +"See!" + +"What is it?" + +"It is Edelweiss, a little plant that grows under the snow. See what my +mother has written there!" + +"I cannot read it, it is so badly written; read it for me." + +Lenz read aloud: "This is a little plant--Edelweiss--that grew on the +highest mountain in Switzerland, under the snow. It was found by my +husband, who thought of me as he picked it, brought it home with him, +and gave it to me, on our wedding day. I wish it placed in my hand, +when I am laid in the ground. Should it, however, be forgotten or +overlooked, my son must give it to his wife the morning after their +marriage, and, as long as she shall hold it in honor it will bring a +blessing. There is no magic in it, however. This plant is called +Edelweiss.--MARIE LENZ." + +"Does it not go to your heart to hear one so speak to you from the +dead? Let it not affect you too much. Be cheerful! She liked to have +every one cheerful, and was always so herself, though she had seen much +sorrow." + +Annele smiled, wrapped the little plant in its paper again, and laid it +aside with the garnet necklace. + +The young people sat chatting together till a message came from the +Lion that they must make haste down, for many visitors had already +arrived. + +Franzl was such an awkward lady's maid, that Lenz had to go down first, +and send up some one from the hotel. He said he should go to Faller's, +too, and invite him to the party; he must be there to-day, and Annele +must treat him kindly, and forget whatever clumsy thing he might have +said. + +"Yes, yes," said Annele, "only go quick, and send me up Margaret, or, +better still, Ernestine." + +She made her appearance at length in her old home, and was warmly +welcomed and embraced by her mother, and taken into the little parlor, +where she at once began to complain of Lenz's having given her, that +morning, an old string of garnets and a dried flower for her wedding +present. She could not show herself before all the hotelkeepers' +daughters, to say nothing of their wives and sons, without a gold +chain. "He is an old skinflint," she exclaimed, "a stupid, petty +clockmaker." + +"Annele," her mother prudently answered, "he is no miser, for he did +not ask a word about your dowry; and neither is he stupid,--rather too +clever, if anything. Last night there came a silversmith from Pforzheim +with a great box under his arm. Lenz ordered him, you may be sure; so +now you can pick out the prettiest chain the jeweller has." + +The landlady knew very well that Annele would not believe the +falsehood, and Annele knew equally well that her mother did not think +her so silly as to be taken in by it, but both acted as if perfectly +sincere, and the event decided in their favor. Lenz had been missing +for some time, during which interval he was standing with Ernestine on +the dark cellar stairs. Presently, sure enough, he came, bringing +Annele a gold chain from the silversmith, who was in the house. After +all her hints he had not understood that he should have left the choice +to her, and so got little thanks for his tardy gift. + +Annele, however, soon recovered her good-humor, as became a landlord's +daughter. What goes on in the family parlor does not belong in the +public room. + +If there was no end to the carriages yesterday, there was still less +to-day. For now came all the hotel-keepers from far and wide, with +their gay bells and handsome, well-fed horses. This was the time to +show who one was and what he had. The landlords and their wives and +daughters went about as if every back felt the weight of a whole hotel. +Every look said: We live just so at home; and if we have not as much +money as mine host of the Lion, we are quite satisfied with what we +have. + +Now began such greetings, such giving of presents, such admiration, +such extravagant thanks for the rich gifts! Oh, that is too much! that +is too superb! No one but the landlady of the Bear would have thought +of that! I should know that was from the landlady of the Eagle! And the +landlady of the Angel! I hope to show what we can do some day, but it +will never equal this. It was wonderful how many pretty speeches Annele +could make. Lenz stood by, and could not say a word. Those who did not +know him thought he was dull or simple. But all this mutual giving and +thanking did not please him. + +Next came the poor clockmakers, whose works the landlord sent off to +foreign markets, and who were kept very close under the great man's +thumb. Annele paid them no attention, so they addressed themselves +chiefly to Lenz expressing a certain pleased satisfaction at a +clockmaker's becoming son-in-law of the landlord of the Lion. Many +hoped for easier terms now with the landlord; others asked Lenz the +plain question whether he meant to give up his profession, and turn +merchant and hotel-keeper, and smiled when he assured them he should +remain as he was. They also asked him sarcastically, whether, now that +he had a rich dealer for his father-in-law, he should want to introduce +his standard regulator, and establish the association which was to +secure to every workman his full earnings. They made faces of +astonishment when Lenz declared that the sooner the association was +formed the better he should be pleased, and that he should be one of +the first to join it. When these poor fellows, whose poverty you could +read in their faces, who with fourteen hours' daily labor could only +make out to live by practising an almost incredible economy and +self-denial, pressed their half-florin or a sixpenny piece, sometimes +only a threepence, into Lenz's hand, it burned him like live coals. He +would gladly have returned the gifts, had he not feared to hurt their +feelings. When a pause enabled him to get Annele's attention, he told +her how he felt. She stared hopelessly at him, and said, shaking her +head: "My father is right, you are no business man. You can work and +earn your bread, but as for making others work and earn for you, you +have no conception of it. You are always asking how this one or that +one gets on. That is not the way. You must drive through the world as +comfortably as you can, and not ask who has to go barefoot. But you +would like to take old Proebler and your whole swarm of beggars to drive +with you. However, I will not read you a lesson now.--Ah, welcome, dear +landlady of the Lamb! the later the hour the fairer the guest. I have +long been thinking, and a minute ago was saying to my mother, Where can +the good landlady of the Lamb at Edelshof be? Half my pleasure would be +destroyed if she did not come to honor my wedding. And this is your +daughter-in-law? Where is the husband?" + +"He is below with the horses. It is hard to find shelter for them +to-day." + +"Yes; thank Heaven, we have many good friends. Such a day shows how +full the world is of them. Lenz, show the landlady of the Lamb to the +upper table. I have reserved a seat of honor there for her." And Annele +turned away to welcome other guests. + +That she should reproach him--reproach him on such a day as this--with +thinking too much of others was a cruel sting to Lenz, though he did +not let it dwell on his mind. He was forced to own that she was right; +that this very weakness of his made him less successful in the world +than other men,--made him seem less capable than he really was. The +recollection of a word or action would haunt him for days, destroying +all his peace. Other men fare better. They live for themselves, and +heap together what they get without asking about their fellows. He must +learn to do so too, if he would have any position. Lenz stood for a +while lost in these thoughts, as forgetful of all the noisy rejoicings +about him as if they had no reference to him. But he soon roused +himself again to take part in them,--and the chief part, as became the +bridegroom. + +The house was crowded, and pleasant it was to see so many persons +collected together to share in a neighbor's joy. The merriment was so +well kept up, that in the evening, when the guests began to think of +leaving, the landlord played a trick upon them. He ordered Gregory to +take all the poles from the sleighs and hide them. The distinguished +guests consequently could not get away, and were obliged to stay till +long after midnight. So much the better, they consoled themselves with +saying, because now we shall have the moon. + +No stratagem was used to detain the petty clockmakers, of whom many +were anxious to be at home early, in order not to lose a second +working-day. Others, however, wanted to get the full value of their +wedding present, and sat and ate continuously, as if they had to lay in +a supply for the next year. From morning till late at night fresh +dishes were constantly served. The supply of meat and sausages and +sour-krout seemed inexhaustible. + +Faller moved about among the wedding guests quite stiff and embarrassed +till Ernestine set him at ease by tying a great white apron on him and +bidding him help her tend table. I only do it for Lenz's sake, he said +to himself, and would like to have said to every one he handed +refreshments to. For his own part, he ate and drank almost nothing. On +getting hold of Lenz for a moment, he said to him: "I have given you no +wedding present. Little I will not give, and much I cannot. How gladly +would I give the heart out of my body!" Lenz only admonished his +faithful comrade to help himself first, and be as merry as he could. +Before it was yet too late, he remembered he had meant to invite old +Proebler, and sent Faller in search of him. The old man came, but could +not be persuaded to enter the guest-room, having no Sunday clothes; so +Lenz gave him a dish of eatables, enough to last three days, and a +bottle of good wine into the bargain. Old Proebler was so surprised he +almost forgot to offer his usual pinch of snuff, and could only say, "I +will bring back the bottle." "You may keep it," replied Lenz. In high +glee the old fellow took himself off. + +It was almost morning before Lenz and Annele set out for home. The moon +had risen, but was obscured by clouds. They walked up the mountain this +time, with neither escort nor torches. Annele complained that it was +frightfully dark, and she was ready to drop with fatigue. "I ought to +have stayed at home," she said. + +"At home? up there is your home." + +She made no answer, and the two went on side by side for a time in +silence. + +"Have you counted the money you received?" she asked, presently. + +"No, I can do that at home. There is a good deal, for it is heavy in my +hand. Luckily, your father lent me one of his empty money-bags." + +"Empty? he has plenty of full ones!" said Annele, with temper. + +"I did not ask for those, nor think of them." + +As soon as they reached home she insisted on Lenz counting the money at +once. But he was so slow she took it into her own hands, and showed +that a landlord's daughter was much quicker at figures. + +"I have been thinking the matter over," said Lenz, while she was +counting. "It is well to accept presents even from the poor. It teaches +them self-respect, and makes it easier for them to apply to us for help +in their difficulties." + +Annele stopped in her counting and stared at him. He had such strange +reasons for the commonest things! He would adopt no custom until he +could reconcile it with his ideas of right; then he embraced it +heartily. Annele said nothing, but her lips kept repeating the number +she had in her mind, lest she should forget it. + +The money amounted to just one hundred and twenty florins, counting +four counterfeit sixpences. Annele was terribly hard on the mean things +who would cheat them with such money. + +"Don't speak so," remonstrated Lenz; "perhaps they were poor people, +who had nothing else." + +Her eyes flashed. "You seem to understand everything better than I do. +I should think I did not know anything." + +"I did not mean so. Be kind, Annele!" + +"I never was cross in all my life. You are the first person who ever +called me cross. You may ask whom you like. You might have seen to-day +what the world thinks of me." + +"O, very well; it is not worth disputing about." + +"I am not disputing. It makes no difference what it is, if it is only +half a farthing. I will not be contradicted so whenever I speak." + +"Certainly not; only do be quiet, or Franzl will think we are having a +quarrel." + +"Franzl may think what she chooses. I tell you now Franzl must go out +of this house." + +"But not to-day?" + +"Not to-day, but to-morrow, or soon." + +"Then we will talk about it to-morrow. I am tired, and so are you, you +said." + +"Yes, but when an injustice is done me it cures all my fatigue; there +is no tiring me then." + +"I have done you no injustice, and desire to do you none. Remember what +the minister said: we have a common honor." + +"You need not tell me what the minister said. He ought not to have said +it. He preached as if he were trying to make peace." + +"Please God, that shall never be necessary. We will be of one mind, and +bear joy and sorrow in loving fidelity, as my mother used to say." + +"We will show the world that we live honestly together." + +"Shall I set the musical clock going?" + +"No, we have had enough for to-day." + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII. + + THE FIRST NAIL IS DRIVEN.--PEACE ON THE HEIGHTS, + AND THE FIRST SUNDAY GUEST. + + +The next morning Annele was again on friendly terms with Franzl, and +complimenting her good management. "I have never given you anything, +Franzl," she said; "would you rather have a gown or some money?" + +"Money would please me best." + +"Then here are two crowns for you." + +Lenz gladly added the same amount when Franzl showed him Annele's +present. How thoughtful she is, he said to himself, and how careful +always to do just the right thing! It never would have occurred to me +to make Franzl a present; and yet only yesterday she was talking of +sending her away. "She is a dear, foolish, hasty child," he added +aloud. "Just like our young burgomaster's wife at home," interposed +Franzl; "who, as the weight-manufacturer's wife once said, always +planned for seven visitors when there were but six chairs, so that one +had to go bobbing about while the others were seated." Lenz laughed. +"We Knuslingers know a thing or two, I assure you. See now how quickly +your wife has brought everything to order. Most women would have been +three days about it, and have stumbled a dozen times and broken half +the things to pieces. Your wife has no left hand. She is right hand all +over,"--a compliment which much pleased Annele, when Lenz repeated it +to her. + +She showed now a new accomplishment. Lenz asked her to drive a nail +above his father's file. She struck it firmly and squarely on the head +at the first blow, and on the nail thus first driven in her new home he +made her hang his mother's picture. + +"That is good," he said. "If it is not just like her, it has her eyes, +and, please God, they shall look down on a fair, good, happy life. We +will make it such a life that she may always have pleasure in beholding +it." + +Only do not make a saint of her, Annele wanted to say, but checked +herself. + +This was Wednesday of their wedding week, the whole of which was to be +kept as a time of holiday. Lenz worked a few hours daily, chiefly for +the sake of reminding himself that he had an occupation; he was +happier, too, after having worked a couple of hours. The wedding +festivities were, of course, lived over again, and very funny it was to +see Annele mimic the peculiarities of the different guests. She made +you actually see and hear the landlady of the Bear and of the Lamb and +of the Eagle, while her imitation of Faller's trick of rubbing his hand +over his mustache was so perfect that you could almost fancy a growth +of bushy hair above her roguish lip. There was no ill-nature, nothing +but harmless fun, in it all. She was thoroughly happy. "O, how +beautiful, how good and wholesome it is up here!" she cried, in the +morning; "and how still! I never could have believed there was such +quiet in the world. Sitting here, as I do, seeing and hearing nothing +of what goes on below, and not having to give an answer to anybody, it +seems to me I must be sleeping with my eyes open,--and such a pleasant +sleep! Down in the village, life is like a mill-wheel; here I am in +another world. I can almost hear my heart beat. For the next fourteen +days I do not mean to go down into the town. I will wean myself from it +altogether; I know I can. The people that live there have no idea how +good it is to be out of the world,--out of the hurry and hubbub and +stir. O Lenz, you do not know how well off you have been all your +life!" + +Thus in a hundred different ways did Annele express her delight as she +sat in the morning by Lenz's side. "I knew you would like living here," +he answered, his face beaming with joy; "and you may be sure I am +thankful to God and my parents for having been allowed to pass my life +in this place. But, dear little wife, we cannot stay up here a +fortnight all by ourselves. Next Sunday, at the farthest, we must go to +church, and I think we ought to pass even a little of to-day with our +parents." + +"As you like. Happily, we cannot take this blessed rest away with us, +but shall find it waiting when we come home." + +"And you, my mother," interrupted Lenz, looking up at his mother's +picture, "you are our angel of rest; your pure eyes say, as they look +down upon us, Thank God, children, that it is so with you, and so shall +continue your life long." + +"It seems impossible I have been here so little while," continued +Annele; "I feel as if I had lived here forever. These quiet hours are +better than years anywhere else." + +"How prettily and cleverly you describe it! Only remember your words, +if ever this place should seem too lonely for you. Those who did not +believe you could be happy in such a solitude will be surprised." + +"Who didn't believe I could be happy? I know,--your Pilgrim, your great +artist. He is a pretty fellow. Whoever is not an angel he sets down as +a devil. But one thing I tell you, he shall never cross this +threshold." + +"It was not Pilgrim. Why will you try to find any one now to hate? A +hundred times I have heard my mother say, 'We can have no peace of mind +if we do not feel kindly towards our fellow-men.' If she had but lived +a year longer, that you might have learned of her! Was not that a good +saying? You know how it is if you hate any one, or know you have an +enemy. I experienced it once, and remember how hard it was. Wherever +you go, or whatever you do, you feel an invisible pistol pointed at +you. My greatest happiness is, that there is no one in the world whom I +hate, and no one, so far as I know, who hates me." + +Annele had but half heard him. "Who could have said so if it were not +Pilgrim?" + +"No one. I have only feared so sometimes myself." + +"I don't believe that. Some one put it into your head. But you ought +not to have repeated it to me. I might tell what persons have said to +me about you,--persons you would never suspect of speaking so. You have +your enemies, like the rest of us, but I know better than to make you +uncomfortable by repeating their stupid talk." + +"You only say that to pay me back. It is all fair; I have deserved it. +But now we are quits, and let us be merry." + +The two were, indeed, full of happiness again. Franzl in the kitchen +often moved her lips, as she was wont to do when thinking to herself. +That is natural and right; thank God they feel so. Such would have been +my life with Anton, if he had not proved faithless, and married a black +woman! + +On Sunday morning Lenz said, "I had quite forgotten to tell you that I +had invited a guest to dinner with us today. You have no objection?" + +"No; who is it?" + +"My good Pilgrim." + +"You should have invited your uncle too; it would be no more than +proper." + +"I thought of it, but did not venture to, he is such a queer man." + +For the first time they heard the bells in the valley ringing. "Is that +not beautiful?" said Lenz. "I have heard my mother say, a thousand +times, that we did not hear the bells themselves, but only their echo +from the wood behind the house, so that it is like hearing bells from +heaven." + +"Yes; but we had better be starting now," returned Annele. On the way +she began: "Lenz, I do not ask from curiosity; I am your wife, and have +a right to know. I swear by those bells not to repeat it." + +"You need never swear; I have a horror of oaths. Tell me what it is you +want to know." + +"You and your uncle seemed to understand each other perfectly on the +day of the wedding; what has been settled about the inheritance?" + +"Nothing; we have never exchanged a word on the subject." + +"And yet you acted as if all were signed and sealed." + +"I did nothing. I only said my uncle and I understood each other, and +so we do. We never speak of such things. He is free to do as he will." + +"He was pushed into a corner, that day, that he could not have got out +of but for you. Such a chance will hardly occur again. He might have +been made to leave us a handsome legacy." + +"I cannot bear to have strangers meddling in our family matters. I am +driven into no corner. If he leaves me nothing, I am quite able to take +care of myself." + +Annele was silent; in her heart was no ringing of bells such as were +pealing clear over mountain and valley. They entered the church +together, and after the service stopped to see their parents before +going home. Not far from the open meadow Pilgrim called after them, +"Admit a poor soul into your paradise." They turned round, laughing. +Pilgrim was in excellent spirits on the way up, and still gayer at +table, where he finished by drinking a full glass to the health of his +future godson, and insisting on Annele's drinking with him. Her whole +manner towards her guest was friendly in the extreme. At first she was +disconcerted by occasionally meeting her husband's eye fixed upon her +with an expression of wonder at her powers of dissimulation. Even when +she refused to look his way, she fancied his glance of disapproval +behind her back, and grew positively angry. On looking round at last, +however, and seeing by his beaming face that he thought her perfectly +sincere in her assumption of friendliness, she became so in earnest, +and exclaimed heartily to Pilgrim: "How happy you and Lenz are in your +friendship! from this day let me make one with you." + +Pilgrim was loud in his praises of Annele, as Lenz accompanied him part +of the way down the hill. + +"Never has a dinner tasted so good as to-day's," exclaimed the husband, +joyfully, as he re-entered the little room. "What greater happiness can +there be in the world than to earn your meat and drink by honest toil, +and have a darling wife and a faithful friend to enjoy it with you?" + +"Yes, Pilgrim is an entertaining fellow," returned Annele. + +"I am so glad you have converted him," added Lenz. "He was not quite +inclined to like you; but you are a perfect witch; you can do what you +like with everybody." + +Annele was silent, and Lenz began to feel almost sorry he had told her +that: there was no occasion for it. But honesty never can come amiss. +He repeated that she ought to feel particularly happy at having turned +an enemy into a friend. She still made no answer; and afterwards, when +Pilgrim's name was mentioned, kept a resolute silence. + +Annele despaired of doing anything with Lenz until she could make him +give up his cheerful views of human nature. As time went on, she gained +many a victory by showing him, on every possible occasion, how mean, +how wicked and deceitful, men were. + +"I never knew that such were the ways of the world. I have lived like a +child," said Lenz. + +"I have been abroad in the world for you, Lenz," Annele answered. "I +have known thousands and thousands of persons in their business and +other relations. I have heard how differently they talk behind a man's +back from what they do to his face, and have seen them laughing at him +for being taken in by fair professions. Hardly anybody says what he +really believes. I can tell you more of the world than you would have +learned in ten years of travel." + +"But of what use is it?" asked Lenz. "I don't see that it does any +good. If we keep on our own straightforward way, the world about us may +be as bad as it will, it can do us no harm. Besides, there are plenty +of honest persons in it. A child brought up in an inn is, as you say, +at home among strangers. You told me that evening when we first talked +together how keenly you felt your position. You must be glad to have at +last a little home of your own, where every passer-by has not the right +to come in, and defame himself and his neighbors over his mug of beer." + +"Certainly," answered Annele, in no very cordial tone. Lenz had vexed +her again by undervaluing her former life. He seemed to fancy she had +not known what happiness was till he revealed it to her. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV. + + OLD HEIRLOOMS ARE BANISHED, AND A NEW TONE IS + HEARD ON THE MORGENHALDE. + + +The wedding week and many other weeks and months passed, during which +little occurred worthy to be recorded in our story. Almost every +morning Annele laughed at Lenz for his astonishment over the loaf of +fresh white bread which the landlady sent up daily from the town. It +was not the delicacy that surprised him so much as the fact that +persons should become dependent upon such things. Many luxuries that +Lenz had considered only suitable for holidays were to Annele every-day +necessities. She ridiculed his ignorance, which knew not how to double +the comforts of life without increasing the expense; and a great +improvement she certainly introduced into their way of living, baking +better bread out of the same meal, and in all household matters +bringing to pass much greater results with the same outlay. But, on the +other hand, she was often discontented, and especially in the spring +was apt to complain: "Dear me, how the wind blows up here! it is enough +to take the roof off the house." + +"I cannot help it, dear child. We get good fresh air to pay for it. +Every breath we draw is like a draught of dew. Remember how you used to +delight last autumn in our bright, cheerful sunshine, when the valley +was shrouded in mist. And what good water we have too! People live to +be old, ever so old, up here. As for the house, you need have no +particle of concern for that. It is built of whole trunks of trees, and +will stand for our grandchildren and great-grandchildren." + +When the snow began to melt, and the usually empty gullies on the +mountain-side were, to Lenz's great delight, filled with the rushing +streams, Annele complained that she could not sleep for the noise of +the water. + +"You often complained in the winter of the deathly stillness up +here,--that you could hear no wagon and see no passing; now you have +noise enough." Annele gave her husband a sidelong glance, and, without +answering, went into the kitchen, and had a good cry with Franzl. The +old woman cautioned Lenz against contradicting his wife; it was not +well for her or the child she bore. + +Lenz was quiet and industrious, and took great pleasure in his work. +Whenever he appealed to Annele to admire some tone that gave him +peculiar satisfaction, she would answer: "O, it is nothing to me. I am +really afraid your work will be the ruin of you; it will never repay +you for the time you spend on it. The way to make a fortune is to turn +off things quick, and not quiddle so over them." + +"I know my own work best, Annele." + +"If you know best, you have no need to talk to me. I can only speak +according as I understand. If you want a post for a listener you had +better go down to the doctor's and borrow one. There are plenty of +painted red lips there that will speak never a word." + +Days passed, and the spring that now broke in glory over the earth +seemed to bring fresh life on the Morgenhalde. The landlady often came +up and revelled in the good warm sun. The landlord, who had grown more +of a growler than ever, seldom appeared. Annele openly withdrew herself +more and more from her parents, and clung with increasing tenderness to +Lenz. Of a Sunday morning or a holiday afternoon they often went +together into the forest, where he had set up a bench among his +father-in-law's trees. "Hark to that bird," said he, one day, as they +were sitting there in a happy mood. "He is the true singer, caring +nothing whether any hear him or not, but making music for himself and +his mate, just as I do." And Lenz sent his voice blithely into the +echoing wood. + +"Yes," answered Annele, "and for that reason you ought to resign your +place in the Liederkranz; it is no longer a fit society for you. As a +bachelor you might keep company with Faller and the rest, if you chose, +but for the head of a family it is not the thing. Besides, you are too +old to sing." + +"I old? Why, I am born new every spring. I was just fancying myself +still a child, building a boat with my dead brother. How happy we +were!" + +"One would think your whole life had been a miracle. What do you mean +by talking so?" + +"You are right. I must learn to be old; I am almost as old as this +forest. I remember, as a child, there were very few large trees here; +most of the wood was of young saplings, and now it has grown high above +our heads, and, thank Heaven, is our own." + +"How our own? Has my father made it over to you?" + +"No, it is still his,--that is, his with certain restrictions. He has +no right to cut it wholly down, because it is all that keeps our house +from being buried under the snow or the mountain itself." + +"Don't talk so. What is it to me?" + +"I don't understand you." + +"Nor I you. You should not suggest such dreadful things to me now." + +"Then I will sing to you, and let who will hear." + +He took Annele's hand and, merrily singing, led her back to the house, +where they arrived just in time to receive a visit from the landlord. +He was evidently come upon business, for, taking his son-in-law into +the inner room, he began at once. "Lenz, I can do you a good turn." + +"That is well. A good turn never comes amiss." + +"Is your money still with the bailiff?" + +"He has paid me four hundred florins of it, but the greater part is +still in his hands." + +"Ready money is trumps now. You can make a good trade with it." + +"I will give notice to the bailiff." + +"That would take too long. Give me your note to sell, and I will +guarantee you twenty-five per cent." + +"Then we will go shares." + +"It was foolish of you to say that. I had meant to give you the whole; +but you are methodical in all your business matters, I see." + +"Thank you, father-in-law, I like to be fair. I want no favors." + +"Your best way would be to leave the money in my business, and let me +hand you whatever interest it draws." + +"I don't understand business. A regular percentage suits me better." + +On returning to the sitting-room they found a nice lunch set out by +Annele herself, but her father seemed in a great hurry to be gone, and +would take nothing. "It is your own wine, father," Annele insisted. "Do +sit a few minutes with us, we see so little of you." + +There seemed no seat on the Morgenhalde broad enough to bear the whole +weight of the landlord's dignity. He drank a glass standing, and then +went down the hill, frequently pressing his hand on his breast-pocket +as he went. "Father is particularly uncommunicative to-day," observed +Annele. + +"He has some pressing business on his mind. I have just given him my +two thousand six hundred florins that the bailiff borrowed." + +"And what did he give you in exchange?" + +"I don't know what you mean; nothing. I will ask him for a written +receipt some time, since that is the custom." + +"If you had asked my advice, you would not have given him the money." + +"Annele, what do you mean? I am sure I ought not to take amiss anything +you say to me when you thus mistrust your own father. But, as Franzl +says, we must be indulgent with you now, and let you have your own +way." + +"Indeed!" said Annele. "No one need be indulgent with me. What I said +about my father meant nothing. I don't know how I came to say it. +Franzl must go. It is she who sets you against me." + +In vain Lenz defended poor Franzl, and protested she did nothing of the +kind. Annele carried her point. In less than a fortnight the old woman +had to leave the house. Lenz comforted her as well as he could, +assuring her she should soon come back, and promising her a yearly sum +as long as she lived. But she shook her head, and said, weeping, "The +Lord God will soon put me beyond want. Never did I think to leave this +house, where I have lived for eight and twenty years, till I was +carried out. There are my pots, and my copper kettles, and my pans, and +my tubs; how many thousand times I have taken them in my hand, and +polished them up! They are my witnesses. No one can say I have not been +neat and orderly. The nozzle of every pot, if it could speak, would +tell who and what I have been. But God knows all. He sees what goes on +in the great room, and in the kitchen, and in each of our hearts. That +is my comfort and my _viaticum_ and-- Enough; I am glad to get out of +this place; rather would I spin thistles than stay here a day longer. I +don't want to make you unhappy, Lenz. You might hunt me down like a rat +before I would bring ill-will into the house. No, no, I will not do +that. Have no anxiety about me; you have cares enough of your own. +Gladly would I be crushed under the weight of them, if I could but take +them from you, and bear them on my own shoulders. Have no fear for me. +I shall go to my brother in Knuslingen. There was I born, and there +will I wait till I die. If I join your mother in Paradise, I will tend +upon her as she was used to being tended here. For her sake, our Lord +God will admit me, and for her sake you shall still be blessed in this +world. Good by; forgive me, if I have ever grieved you. Good by,--a +thousand times good by!" + +For some time after Franzl's departure Lenz continued silent and +gloomy. All the higher did Annele's spirits rise in consequence. She +was indeed a witch, who could do with him what she would. There was a +magic in her tone, when she wished to please, that none could resist. +Pilgrim used all his influence to reconcile Lenz to this new state of +things. He tried to convince him that the old serving-woman had usurped +a certain authority which prevented his wife from being mistress in her +own house. Annele, in fact, had been brought up to take an active part +in household work, and was much happier for having plenty to do. The +care of such a little house, she said, was nothing to her, and she +never meant to keep another maid. The apprentice must be called in to +help. By the aid of his mother-in-law, however, Lenz finally succeeded +in securing a new girl. + +Matters how went on pleasantly and smoothly again till into the summer. +Annele insisted upon her mother's obliging the landlord to pay Lenz +back his money, and the father-in-law consequently appeared one day, +and made Lenz an offer of the wood behind his house, in return for the +money received, and for one thousand florins in addition. Lenz replied +that he did not want the wood, but ready money, for which, however, he +could very well afford to wait. No further steps were taken, except +that the landlord, like the man of honor he was, gave a receipt, drawn +up in due form, good in case of life or death. + +Late in the summer, the usual quiet of the village was interrupted by +two great events,--the marriage of the engineer with Bertha, the +doctor's second daughter, the eldest choosing to remain single; and the +return of the doctor's son, now a skilful clockmaker, from his studies +abroad. It was said he meant to build a great clock-factory, not far +from his father's house. A great outcry was raised among the native +clockmakers, that they should be ruined if clocks were to be +manufactured by machinery, as they were in America. Lenz took the +matter quietly, and, with the schoolmaster, spared no pains to carry +into operation his long-cherished plan of uniting the workmen in one +common association. Perhaps necessity would compel them to a step of +which they had not been able or willing before to see the advantages. +The two spent whole days in going from house to house, explaining the +standard regulator. They recommended the adoption of five different +sizes, which would be quiet sufficient to show all the variety of +works. Nothing but a division of labor could save the workpeople. The +axles, wheels, and springs, and more especially the stoppers and +screws, could be made cheaper and better by machinery, while the +adjustments of the parts and the finishing touches must always be left +to the hand of a master. Human understanding and thought are +indispensable to the proper arranging and harmonizing of the whole. He +urged the clockmakers either to contribute a share to the new +manufactory or to set up one of their own. But he found idle complaints +instead of active co-operation. Every one insisted on keeping to his +old ways, thinking he understood best his own interests, and unwilling +to risk them for the sake of the common good. + +Lenz came home discouraged, only to be received by his wife with +reproaches: "For Heaven's sake, stop setting up ninepins for other men +to knock down. Let others alone; they don't trouble themselves about +you. You would like to oil everybody's doors, that they should not +creak, though no one's teeth are set on edge by them but your own." + +Lenz smiled at his wife's sharp comparisons. No sooner had he +relinquished his plan for the good of his fellow-workmen than she began +urging him to set up a manufactory in company with her father. He could +go abroad a year, if necessary, she said, and she would spend the time +with her parents. Lenz maintained that he was not suited for such an +undertaking, and, moreover, would certainly not travel now that he was +a married man, after staying at home through his bachelor life. Annele +took small satisfaction in his assurances that she might set her mind +quite at rest as to the future, as he should never fail to make a +comfortable living, in which assurances he was fully borne out by +Pilgrim. Pilgrim, therefore, she regarded as the chief obstacle in +Lenz's path to fortune,--a man who had never accomplished anything +himself, and never would; and she used all the means in her power, +though without success, to breed discord between the two friends. + +Annele carried a perfect ledger in her head, so constantly was she +revolving figures and plans. Knowing that Lenz had been Faller's +security for the purchase of his house, she now teased him to withdraw +his name. So strongly did she insist, that he was fairly obliged to +consent, and had entered Faller's house for the purpose of announcing +his determination, when he was met by his old comrade with a face half +rueful and half laughing, and told of the arrival of a second pair of +twins. "The little creatures know I am mad on the subject of children, +and so come to me in couples." Of course Lenz could not increase the +young father's anxieties by withdrawing his security at such a time, +and was obliged to return an evasive answer to his wife's inquiries as +to the result of his visit. + +On the night before the marriage of the engineer with the doctor's +daughter Annele gave birth to a son. As Lenz was standing by her +bedside, full of his new happiness, she said: "Lenz, promise me one +thing; promise me to break off all connection with Pilgrim, at least +for three months." + +"I can promise you nothing now," he answered, a bitter drop poisoning +his cup of joy. + +Annele was beside herself at hearing the music from the valley. So +great was her excitement that her mother and husband trembled for her +life. Towards noon, however, she fell into a quiet sleep. Lenz stopped +up all the doors and windows, that every sound should be kept out. From +this sleep she awoke more tranquil, and showed such patience and +sweetness that Lenz was filled with twofold thankfulness for the +happiness vouchsafed him as husband and father. It was wonderful how +Annele's moods changed. In her present interval of tenderness she +reminded her husband of their promise to Pilgrim that he should stand +godfather, and expressed pleasure at the idea. Lenz was desirous that +Petrovitsch should be second godfather; but the old man resolutely +declined. + +Pilgrim brought with him, and laid in the baby's cradle, a huge paper, +containing a great number of signatures and illuminated by himself. It +was a diploma of the Liederkranz, he said, making the new-comer, in +virtue of his unquestionably good voice, an honorary member of that +society. + +"Do you know the sweetest tone in all the world?" asked Lenz,--"the +first cry of one's child. Here is something else for you, my son. Take +hold; see how he grasps it!" He put into the baby's little hand his +father's file, as if for a special consecration; but Annele snatched it +away. + +"The child might kill itself with that sharp edge," she cried, and +threw the instrument with such violence to the ground as to break off +the point. + +"There is my precious heirloom broken," said Lenz, sadly. + +Pilgrim tried to console him, and declared, laughing, that there must +ever be new men and new tools in the world. Annele said not a word. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV. + + THE PENDULUMS SWING EACH IN ITS OWN DIRECTION, + AND THE CORD IS STRAINED ALMOST TO BREAKING. + + +"Come here a minute, Annele, I have something to show you." + +"I have no time." + +"Just look; it will amuse you. See, I have set two pendulums on these +two clocks swinging different ways; one from right to left, the other +from left to right. In a few days they will both swing together, +either from right to left or the other way. The force of attraction +that they exercise upon each other gradually brings them to an exact +correspondence." + +"I don't believe it." + +"You will see it with your own eyes, and the same will be the case with +us. We began, like the pendulums, to swing in opposite directions; but +we shall have, like them, to come into harmony. To be sure, two +pendulums never tick precisely together, so as to give but one tone. A +Spanish king once went mad, trying to make them." + +"What do I care for all your mad stories? You, apparently, have time +for such nonsense; I have not." + +In a few days the two pendulums swung together, but the hearts of +husband and wife held each its own accustomed motion. There were times +when that miracle of the one stroke which no work of human hand could +accomplish seemed about to come to pass. But it was only seeming, and +made the reality all the harder. + +Lenz meant to be yielding, but in reality held fast to his old ways. +Annele had no intention of making concessions. She knew better than her +husband from the start; for had she not had experience in all the ways +of the world? Had not men from all countries, old and young, rich and +poor, told her from her childhood that her mind was as bright and clear +as the day? + +Annele's character might be concisely, though not perhaps quite +accurately, described as superficial. She took life easily, was capable +and active, with great fluency of speech, which she abundantly +exercised; but when her chat was over she never gave a second thought +to what she had said or heard. + +Lenz's character was deep and solid; but cautious even to timidity. He +handled the world like a piece of delicate machinery, treating even the +most indifferent concerns with the conscientious exactitude of his +trade,--or his art, as he preferred to call it. + +Annele, when nothing was going on about her, had nothing to say; while +Lenz's communicativeness increased with the quiet of his life. Whenever +Lenz talked, he stopped working; Annele, on the contrary, kept both +tongue and hands busy at the same moment. + +Annele liked to tell her dreams; and wonderful dreams she had,--such as +driving in a beautiful carriage, drawn by superb horses, through a +magnificent country, with the merriest of companions; and every other +minute she would exclaim, "Dear me, what a good time we had!" Or she +had dreamed she was the landlady of a great hotel, and kings and +princes had driven up to her door, to all of whom she had given a ready +answer. Lenz cared nothing for dreams, and did not like to hear her +relate them. + +Annele, from the time of her getting up in the morning to her going to +bed at night, was always neatly and prettily dressed, and liked to have +Lenz often praise her for it; but he had a trick, which seemed to her +foolish and tiresome, of repeating the same thing in the same words +hundreds and hundreds of times, with the impression every time that it +was an idea he had never thought of before. His habits of mind were +somewhat like those of external nature, which gives an ever new +freshness to the same garment; or, like those of his handiwork, which +require what has been done a hundred times before to be labored over +again with equal pleasure and exactness. Annele wanted Lenz to keep +himself always nicely dressed as she did; but he bestowed too much +attention on his work to have any thought left for his person. + +Lenz, in the morning, could hardly speak a word. It took some time for +his faculties to wake up. He would dream with his eyes open, even over +his work, and never became fully aroused till quite into the day. +Annele, on the contrary, the moment she opened her eyes, was like a +soldier at his post, armed and equipped. She attacked the day's work +with animation, and hated all half and half states of body and mind. +Always neat and nimble, as became a landlord's daughter, she had +everything, even to a dish of chat, in readiness for guests, come at +what hour of the morning they would. At the bustle she made Lenz often +raised his eyes to his mother's picture, as if to say, Don't let your +calmness be ruffled; this snapping of whips is her delight. + +If Annele watched him at his work, he became infected with her +disquiet, turned over and over some piece he had just finished, or was +finishing, feeling her impatient look upon him all the while, hearing +her dissatisfied expressions at his slowness, and growing himself +impatient and dissatisfied. It was an unwholesome companionship. + +Little William throve excellently on the Morgenhalde, and when soon a +little sister was running about with him, the house was as noisy as if +the wild huntsman and his train were driving through it. If Lenz +ventured to complain of the uproar, Annele answered sharply: "To have +quiet a man needs to be rich, and live in a castle, where the princes +can be quartered in a separate wing." + +"I am not rich," answered Lenz, smiling at the rebuke, yet smarting +under it. + +Only in the same atmosphere or at an equal distance from the centre of +the earth can two pendulums make the same number of vibrations in a +given time. + +Lenz became every day more quiet and reserved. Whenever he and his wife +talked together, he was filled with amazement at the many words she +used about every little thing. If he said in the morning, "The mist is +heavy to-day," she would reply, in her animated manner, "Yes, +remarkably so for the season. Still it may come out pleasant. There is +no prophesying about the weather up here in the mountains. Every one +judges according to his own desires. One hopes it will rain, another +that it will be clear, as each has different projects on foot. If the +Lord tried to arrange the weather to suit all tastes, he would have his +hands full. Like that magician--" Here would come a story, and, on the +end of that, another, and still others. This was her way of running on +upon every conceivable subject, as if she were entertaining a teamster +while his horse was eating in the stall, or beguiling the anxiety of a +hurried guest, who had ordered dinner, and would have some time yet to +wait, in spite of the quickly laid cloth and plates. + +Lenz shrugged his shoulders, and relapsed into perfect silence, which +lasted sometimes for days. "What a tiresome, unsocial companion you +are!" his wife often said, at first good-naturedly, then sharply. He +smiled at the rebuke, yet it wounded him. + +The fears entertained of the manufactory were not realized; on +the contrary, a fresh impetus was given to domestic industry. +The manufactory confined itself at first to the casting of zinc +dial-plates, which found a ready market. Lenz quite prided himself on +having foretold that such would be the case, and received many +compliments on his sagacity. His wife alone refused to see anything +praiseworthy in it. Of course a man should be the best judge of matters +connected with his own business. "Nevertheless," she added, "the +engineer and the doctor's son will grow rich while the clockmakers +think themselves lucky to be allowed to keep on in their former ruts. +Old Proebler is the best of you, after all; he does at least try to +invent something new." + +Whatever else went wrong, Lenz was happy in his work. "When I get up in +the morning," he said to Annele, "and think of the day's honest work +that lies before me, and the satisfaction of seeing it prosper in my +hands, I feel a perpetual sunshine within me." + +"You are a good hand at preaching; you ought to have been a parson," +said Annele, thinking, as she left the room, There is a good +home-thrust for you. We are all to listen to you; but as for what any +of us may say, that is of no consequence whatever. + +Not to be revenged on his wife, but from sheer forgetfulness, Lenz +often at table, after she had been telling some long story, would +suddenly say, as if just waking up: "I beg your pardon; I have not +heard a word you have been saying, my head is so full of that beautiful +melody! If I could only make it sound as I hear it! That change to the +minor key is wonderful." + +Annele smiled, but never forgave the slight he thus put upon her. + +The pendulums swung more and more determinedly each in its own +direction. + +Formerly, when Lenz returned home from the foundry, or the locksmith's, +or from any excursion, his mother always sat by him while he ate, and +listened with delight to all he had to tell. The glass of beer he had +drunk abroad she relished again at home; the kindly greetings he had +received awoke fresh gratitude in her loving heart. Every incident he +related was of importance, for it had happened to him. But now, when he +came home, Annele had no time to sit by him; or if she did, and he +began to relate his experiences, she would say: "What is all that to +me? I don't care a pin about it. People may live as they like, for +aught I care. They give me none of their happiness, and their +unhappiness I don't want. You and they get on finely together; they +have only to wind you up, and you play to everybody, like one of your +musical clocks." + +Lenz laughed, remembering that Pilgrim had once called him an eight-day +clock, because he was always wound up fresh on Sundays. Through the +week he gave himself no rest, and therefore welcomed all the more +gladly the Sunday holiday. When the sun shone bright, he often +exclaimed: "Thank God, thousands and thousands of human beings are +rejoicing at this beautiful Sunday!" + +"You act as if you were the Lord God himself, and had the whole world +to look after," was Annele's response, which taught him to keep such +thoughts henceforth to himself. If he wanted Annele to go with him of a +Sunday to a meeting of the various musical societies in a neighboring +village, or simply to join Faller and his wife in a walk up the valley, +the answer always was: "You are at liberty, of course, to go where you +will. It makes no difference to a man what company he keeps; but I +shall not go with you. I rank myself too high for that. Faller and his +wife are not fit society for me. You can go, of course; I have not the +slightest objection." + +Naturally, Lenz also gave up the excursion, and stayed at home, or went +to the Lion,--in either place showing more ill-temper than the occasion +at all warranted. + +Lenz had never had in his hand a card or a ninepin ball,--those +consumers of time and low spirits. "I wish I did take pleasure, as +others do, in cards and ninepins," he said, innocently, quite +unprepared for Annele's sharp retort: "it does a man good to play, if +he only comes back the fresher to his business. Games are certainly +better than playing with one's work." + +The pendulums swung more and more determinedly each in its own +direction. + +Lenz sold the greater part of his stock on hand at good prices, but the +work he had undertaken for his father-in-law did not advance +satisfactorily. He could not help sometimes complaining to Annele that +this or that part of it disappointed him; whereupon she tried to +convince him that he did not give sufficient heed to his profits. + +"Customers want the most work in the shortest time, but you make every +little thing a part of your religion. You are a dreamer,--a dreamer in +broad daylight. Do wake up! for pity's sake, wake up!" + +"Good Heavens! I live in a perpetual turmoil. My sleep is no longer +sleep; I might as well lie on a bed of nettles. If I could only have +one good night's sleep again! I am so troubled that I start up every +other minute. It seems to me my clothes are never off, day or night." + +Instead of sympathizing with her husband, and inspiring him with fresh +courage and self-reliance when he failed, Annele sought only to +convince him of his utter unfitness to do anything for himself, and the +necessity of his following her wiser counsels. When, on the other hand, +he did a good thing, and could not help calling out to her, "Hark, what +a beautiful tone!" she was very apt to answer: "I tell you honestly, I +don't like such organ music. I heard that same piece in Baden-Baden a +great deal better played." + +Lenz had often said the same thing himself, had frankly acknowledged it +to Pilgrim; but hearing it from Annele pained him, and spoiled the +pleasure of his whole life's work. + +Annele had a settled plan in her head, which, in her opinion, fully +justified the course she was taking. She felt her best powers wasted in +her present insignificant position. She longed to be earning something, +and thought that keeping a hotel was the employment best suited for her +capacities. In pursuance of this project, she changed her policy +towards Pilgrim. Whereas she had formerly tried to breed dissension +between him and her husband, she now determined to make him her +confidant and ally. He had once told her it was a shame she was not a +landlady; every one said she would give the Lion a fresh start. Pilgrim +should now join her in urging Lenz to take charge of the Lion inn. He +could, at the same time, pursue his art,--she called it art when she +was good-natured, otherwise it was always trade,--either at the Lion or +on the Morgenhalde,--perhaps better in the latter place, it being so +much more quiet. A merchant often had his place of business even +farther from his residence than the Morgenhalde was from the Lion. + +When Pilgrim came, therefore, Annele received him most graciously. +"Pray, light your pipe," she said, "I like the smell of it so much. It +carries me back to my home." + +You are indeed in a foreign atmosphere up here, thought Pilgrim; +but he kept his thoughts to himself. When at length, after many +circumlocutions, she disclosed her plan, Pilgrim declined all +co-operation in it; and Lenz manifested an obstinacy and a disregard to +both caresses and bursts of temper which she was quite unprepared for. +"First you wanted to make me a dealer in clocks, and then a +manufacturer," he said; "now it seems I am to be landlord of the Lion. +What did you marry me for, if you want to make another man of me?" + +Annele gave no direct answer, only saying, "Towards every one else you +are as soft as butter, but to me hard as a flint." + +Lenz looked upon himself as having a settled position in life; Annele +was bent upon giving him one. She did not confess that she considered +herself the more competent to support the family, but only wept and +bemoaned her hard fate in never being allowed to make herself of use. +She was not unreasonable; she wanted nothing but to be allowed to work, +to earn something; and that little favor was denied her. Lenz told her +that the garden used to be very profitable; she might work there. But +she did not like gardening. The plants grew so slowly in the ground, +making no sound, and never to be urged or hurried out of their +appointed times; it was too tiresome waiting for them to come to +anything. Three visits to the cellar, and three to the kitchen, would +earn more than a garden could show in a whole summer. A woman could be +hired by the day who would do quite well enough for that. + +There was no end to the fretting and grieving and complaining at the +stingy way in which they had to live. Lenz was often driven to the +verge of despair, and flew into such fits of passion as to be hardly +recognizable for the same man. Then he would bitterly repent of his +violence, and assume a different tone towards his wife, telling her he +was mortified to have the journeyman and apprentice see how they lived +together; and that, if she did not leave him in peace, he should have +to dismiss them both. + +Annele laughed at the threats, which he was in no condition, as she +thought, to put into execution. He proved his sincerity, however, by +actually sending both apprentice and journeyman out of the house. + +As long as Lenz's firm and quiet character had asserted itself, he +maintained a certain influence over Annele; but when he came to +fighting her on her own ground, which was, in itself, a confession of +defeat, she gained a complete mastery, daily upbraiding him with being +a do-little, who had turned his assistants out of the house from sheer +laziness, and whose good-nature was nothing but incapacity. + +Instead of laughing at such absurd charges, Lenz brooded over them for +days together, as he sat at his work, and allowed them to assume +colossal proportions, long after they had faded from Annele's +recollection. Her isolated life began to seem to her like a rainy +Sunday in summer, when she had put on her holiday clothes, in the +reasonable expectation of enjoying herself, and having a merry time +with her friends, and found, instead, the road impassable, and herself +a prisoner at home. It shall not be so, I will not live in this way, +was the constant cry in her heart. She grew suspicious and irritable, +taking offence at every trifle, yet never confessed to her husband or +herself the true cause of her discontent. + +Lenz was driven to seek comfort out of his own home. The fact of his +going abroad did not vex Annele so much as the manner of his doing it. +He hung about so long before leaving the house, and, after having gone, +would come back two and three times, as if he had forgotten something. +He could not bear to go away with feelings in his heart which made him +almost a stranger to himself. He hoped Annele would try to detain him, +or would at least speak a kind word to restore him to himself. In his +mother's lifetime, he never started on a long journey without her +giving him a piece of bread from the cupboard to save him from +temptation, as she said, while a better safeguard than any loaf was the +kind word spoken from her heart. Now he had to go as if neither the +house nor himself were his own. Therefore it was that he trifled away +so much time without being able to tell what he wanted. There is no +virtue in a thing asked for; the true blessing lies only in a free +gift, voluntarily--almost unconsciously--offered and received. + +Long before the working hours were over, Lenz would often be sitting at +Pilgrim's, and Annele with her parents. The whole house seemed out of +joint. Lenz said not a word to Pilgrim of the grief that was inwardly +consuming him, while Annele poured her complaints into unsympathizing +ears. Her parents appeared entirely absorbed in their own affairs. + +Lenz spent much time, too, at Faller's, where he was almost happier +than at Pilgrim's. The grateful couple greeted him with joy and +respect, and honored him like the Lenz of former days. At home he had +long ceased to be anybody. + +Faller and his wife lived harmoniously together, each thoroughly +convinced that the other was the most admirable being in the world. If +they only could be once out of debt, and have a little money over, +they would astonish the world. As it was, they toiled and scraped, +and were always cheerful. Faller enlivened himself and his wife, as +he sat at work over the machinery of his big clocks,--for he was +not a sufficiently skilful workman to undertake the more delicate +timepieces,--with tales of his barrack life, and the different plays he +and his comrades enacted in varied and gorgeous costumes. Mrs. Faller +proved a most gracious public. In her loving eyes her husband was +actually clothed with the royal mantles, the crowns, and the diamonds +he so vividly described. How dismal seemed Lenz's own life in +comparison! Ever darker and darker grew the shadows in his soul. His +every experience was changed into bitterness and sorrow. + +When he was present, as he sometimes could not help being, at the +meetings and rehearsals of the Liederkranz, and sang the songs of love, +of longing, of blissful rapture, his heart within him cried: Is this +true? is it possible? were any human beings ever so happy, so blessed? +Yet you yourself were so once. He called for soberer, sadder songs, and +startled his comrades by the pathos of his voice, which sounded like +the wail of a breaking heart. Whereas in former days he could never get +singing enough, now he soon tired of it, and wanted to stop, or took +offence at a word, and the next moment was as hasty in begging his +comrade's forgiveness, when there was nothing to forgive. + +He recovered his self-possession at times, and, trying to believe that +the sole cause of his discontent was want of industry, would labor +diligently at his old tasks; but no blessing crowned his toil. The day +often found him undoing what he had spent half the night in completing. +His hand was unsteady. Even his father's file, which had been +repointed, and whose touch had never failed to quiet him, lost its +efficacy. The machinery which had required a whole day to make and put +together he would pull to pieces in a fit of discontent, only to find +that it had been good work, perfectly adjusted, but seeming discordant +because of the discord within him. + +He often put his hand to his head, as if trying to recall something +which had escaped him. The consciousness--if we may so express it--had +vanished out of his work,--that power by virtue of which many things +had seemed to do themselves with no effort of his will. Indignant at +his own inertness, he compelled himself to something like repose and +interest in his work. If you lose that, he reasoned with himself, all +is lost. You were once happy with only your art, you must learn again +to find in that your sole happiness. You can listen to a piece of music +when other noises are going on, you can distinguish the one sound from +the others; so here you must be absorbed in your own work, and not heed +the tumult about you. If you insist on not hearing it, you will not +hear it. Let your will but be resolute. + +Lenz really succeeded in settling down to his work again quietly and +methodically. Only one thing he missed,--one little sentence that +Annele might have spoken: "Thank Heaven you are once more content to be +at home!" He had thought he could do without such encouragement, but he +could not. It was often on Annele's lips, only her pride kept it back. +Why should I praise him for doing his duty? it said. Now is the time +for having our hotel. He works best when no one is about to watch him; +with him at his work-bench and me in the public room all would be well. + +Lenz worked twice as hard as he used to to accomplish the same amount. +Never before had he known that work was wearisome, but now the evenings +found him tired and spent. Yet he allowed himself no respite. All might +be lost, all hope of having a home again, if he ventured to leave his +house or his bench. + +For weeks he did not enter the village, while Annele was much with her +parents. + +A fatality at length forced him from home. Pilgrim fell dangerously +ill, and night after night Lenz sat by his bedside. A painful duty it +was, for not even this act of friendship escaped the poison of Annele's +tongue. "Your attentions to Pilgrim," she said, "are only a cloak for +your lazy, slipshod ways. You flatter yourself you have been doing +something in the world, while you have been doing nothing and are +nothing. You are a regular do-little." + +His breath came short as she spoke, and there fell a stone upon his +heart, which nevermore departed, but lay there like a dead weight. + +"You will tell me next that I ill-treated my mother; that is the only +unjust taunt you have not cast at me." + +"You did; I know you did. Your cousin Toni, who went to America, has +told us a thousand times that you were the greatest hypocrite in the +world, and that he often and often had to make peace between your +mother and you." + +"You only say that to drive me mad again, but I care nothing for your +words. Why do you choose a man in America for your witness? Why not +some one here? You only want to goad me. Good night." + +He passed the night with Pilgrim, who was now recovering, and of course +happy in the feeling of returning health. Not wishing to sadden him, +Lenz listened patiently to his accounts of the experiences his illness +had brought him. "I came to understand how a bird can keep forever +twittering on two notes. There is a state between sleeping and waking +in which one tone is all-sufficient. For four weeks only a couple of +words have been running in my head. Man has no wings beside his two +lungs, and with one lung I can eat potatoes for seventy-seven years. If +I had been a bird, I should have kept piping: One lung, two lungs, two +lungs, one lung, just like a hedge-sparrow." + +Few were the tones ringing in Lenz's heart, but they were too sad for +any human ear. + +"The Bible," continued Pilgrim, cheerily, "has been my helper again, +and has firmly decided me to live a single life. There it is plainly +said that in the beginning man was alone upon the earth, woman was +never alone; from which it follows that man is able to live by +himself." + +Lenz smiled, but the words smote him. + +Sad, pale, and worn with watching, he went home the next morning to his +work, and said, when the children met him at the door, "I hardly knew I +had any children." + +"Of course not; you forget them, like everything else," replied Annele. +He once more felt the stab at his heart, but it scarcely pained him +now. + +"Mother, dear mother!" he cried, gazing at his mother's picture, "you +too she has outraged. Can you not speak? Do not punish her,--pray God +not to punish her! The penalty would fall on my head and on my poor +children! Help me, dear mother; testify for me, that she may cease to +wring my heart! Help me, dear mother! You know what I am." + +"A great strong man like you begging! I won't listen to your nonsense," +said Annele, going into the kitchen, and taking the two children with +her. + +The cord was strained almost to breaking. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI. + + THE AXE IS LAID AT THE ROOT OF THE TREE, AND + BREAD IS EATEN WITH TEARS. + + +On the sultry evening of a sultry day, the landlord, in an open wagon, +drawn by his two bay horses, was returning from a drive to the city. He +looked about him to the right and left in a strange way as he entered +the village, and saluted with great affability. The wagon drew up +before the door of the Lion. Gregory, who, in his postilion's uniform, +but without his horn, had been driving, dismounted, and began to +unharness the horses. Still the landlord sat motionless in the wagon, +looking thoughtfully from the inn to the horses, and again from the +horses back to the inn. At last, with a deep sigh, he descended, and +stood on the ground. It was the last time he should so drive. All was +as it had been, and only one other beside himself knew what a change +was coming. + +Wearily he dragged himself up the steps, at the top of which his wife +was waiting for him. "How do matters stand?" she asked, softly. + +"All has been arranged," answered the landlord, pushing by her into the +public room, without entering the parlor first, as was his custom on +returning home. He handed his hat and cane to the maid, and, sitting +down with the guests who were present, ordered supper to be brought him +at the public table. When it came, however, he appeared to have no +relish for it. + +The company did not break up till late into the night, and he remained +sitting with the last. He spoke little, but his mere presence was +compliment and entertainment enough. + +His wife had gone to bed, and was sound asleep long before he retired +to rest. Rest, indeed, he did not find. An invisible power drew the +pillows from under his head. This bed, this house, everything, would +to-morrow be no longer his! His thoughts lingered most lovingly about +the carriage and the two bay horses. Suddenly the bays seemed to have +entered the chamber; he rubbed his eyes; there they were, stretching +their heads over the bed, and glaring at him with their great eyes; he +felt their hot breath on his face. Recovering his self-possession, he +comforted himself with the thought that he had, at least, borne himself +like a man. He had said nothing to his wife, but let her have a quiet +night's sleep. To-morrow morning would be soon enough for her to learn +the news, even to-morrow after breakfast. Trials are easier to bear in +the broad sunlight, after a night's sleep and a-good breakfast. + +When the daylight came, the landlord was tired, and begged his wife not +to wait for him, but to take her breakfast alone. At last he appeared, +seemed to be in excellent appetite, and, on his wife urging him to +explain what arrangement had been made, finally confessed: "Wife, I +have allowed you to have a quiet night and comfortable morning; now +show yourself brave, and take whatever comes quietly and calmly. At +this very hour my lawyer in the city is proclaiming me bankrupt." + +The landlady sat for a time stiff and speechless. "Why did you not tell +me last night?" she asked, at length. + +"From kindness to you, that you might have a quiet night's rest." + +"Kindness? You stupid blockhead! If you had told me last night, we +might have sent off many an article that would stand us in stead for +years to come. Now, in this broad daylight, it is too late. Here! here! +help! help!" she cried, breaking from her quiet conversational tone +into frightful screams, and sinking, half fainting, in her chair. The +maids from the kitchen, and Gregory, the postilion, came rushing in. +The landlady raised herself, and cried, in the most piteous tones: "You +deceived me; you never told me you were near being bankrupt. On your +head be all the sorrow and the shame. I am innocent! Unhappy woman that +I am!" + +It would now have been the landlord's turn to fall into a fainting fit, +had not his strength of body and mind supported him. His spectacles +fell of themselves from his forehead to his eyes, that he might plainly +behold the farce that was acting before him. This woman, who had given +him no peace till he, the successful baker and brewer, joined her +brother in the clock business, and who, when his brother-in-law died, +had almost compelled him to continue the business alone, although he +had no proper understanding of it; this woman, who had been constantly +goading him on to new enterprises, and knew his affairs almost better +than he did himself,--this woman had now called in the common servants +to bear witness that he alone was guilty, and that on him alone must +fall the blame. + +One moment revealed to the unhappy landlord the whole extent of his +misery. Five and thirty years it stretched behind him, and forward--how +far, none could tell. To save herself, to expose him, his wife had +carried her hypocrisy to this extremity. + +His glasses grew dim with moisture; he could see no more. Quietly he +passed his handkerchief first over them and then over his eyes. From +that moment a rancor that never softened struck its roots into his +heart; but his pride presented the same quiet, unruffled front. + +"You have your own reasons for acting thus," he said, when the +postilion and maids had left the room. "They are beyond my finding out. +I shall say no more upon the matter." And he kept his word. His wife +might talk and lament as she would, she could not move him out of his +silence. It almost entertained him to see what a fine face she could +assume before the world. He grew to be almost the sage he had been +taken for. It is wonderful what woman can do, he thought, as he watched +his wife's man[oe]uvres. Practice certainly makes perfect. + +The unwise world, however, did not accept the landlord's fall so +patiently. Like a thunder-clap the report spread over mountain and +valley, The landlord is bankrupt! Incredible! impossible! What can +stand if the landlord of the Lion falls? + +Even the golden lion on the sign seemed to protest against it, and +creaked angrily on its supporting hinges. But auctioneers subdue even +lions, and make no account of a coat of gilding. The sign was taken +down. Most pitiable the lion looked with one eye hidden by the wall, +and the other seeming to blink wearily, as if it, too, would fain close +for grief and shame. + +There was a crash in the village below, and there was a crash above on +the Morgenhalde. + +Lenz hurried down into the town, and back again to the inn. The +landlord kept walking solemnly up and down the great public room, +saying, with dignity: "This, too, must I bear like a man,"--like a man +of honor, he had almost said. + +The landlady wrung her hands, and cried that she had known nothing of +it all, that she was ready to kill herself. + +"Father-in-law," said Lenz, "is my money lost too?" + +"In the common pile, there is no distinguishing one man's money from +another's," answered the landlord, oracularly. "But a compromise can be +made. Give me three years, and I will pay fifty per cent. Take a seat. +There is no use wringing your hands. Lisbeth!" he called out into the +kitchen, "my dinner!" The cook brought in a regular dinner, such as was +served on ordinary days. Mine host took off his cap, put it on his head +again, settled himself comfortably in his arm-chair, poured out some +water, and began to eat, with the composure of true wisdom. "Draw up a +chair, wife," he said, looking up from his second plateful. "These are +the best horses for pulling up a steep hill; a good piece of meat in +your stomach is a great help on a hard journey. Has all the wine been +sealed, or can you get me a draught?" + +"It is all sealed." + +"Then let me have a cup of strong coffee to wind up with; there is +comfort in that." + +Lenz pressed his hands to his head. Was he out of his senses? Can this +man, in whose fall the fate of hundreds is involved, be actually +sitting down, with a good appetite, to his dinner? The landlord was +condescendingly talkative, and bestowed high commendations upon Annele +for not rushing down too, and swelling the chorus of senseless +lamentations. "You have a clever, capable wife,--the cleverest of all +my children. It is a pity she is not a man, to turn her enterprise to +account. The world would look up if she were at the head of affairs. My +Annele ought to be the mistress of a great establishment, a great +public-house; she would make it the first in the country." + +Lenz was indignant at these ready compliments, and at the landlord's +whole bearing in such an hour as this. But he fought down his anger, +and the very struggle made his voice sound hesitating, almost +submissive, as he said: "Father-in-law, take care, above all things, +that the wood behind my house shall not be cut down. I have heard axes +at work there the whole morning, which must not be." + +"Why not?" cried the landlord, with all the more vehemence for Lenz's +meekness. "Why not? Whoever owns the wood has the right to do with it +what he will." + +"Father-in-law, you promised me the wood." + +"But you did not take it. The wood is sold to the lumber-merchant from +Trenzlingen." + +"You had no right to sell it; it is the roof of my house. A few trees +can perhaps be cut down, but not the whole forest. That has been the +agreement for a hundred years. My grandfather has often told me so." + +"It is none of my business. I have other things to attend to now." + +"Good Heavens!" cried Lenz, with tears, "what have you done? You have +robbed me of the dearest possession I had in the world." + +"Indeed! Is money everything? I did not know that your heart, too, was +in your breeches pocket." + +"No, no! not that. You have robbed me of my second parents." + +"I should think you were big enough to stand alone. But you are that +sort of fellow that when he is a grandfather will cry out for his +mother, 'Mamma! mamma! your little boy is hurt!' You said once you were +a man, but what a man! One that can establish a union in which all +shall stand by each other like the trees in a forest,--a forest of +miserable clockmakers! Ha, ha! Go on with your union, then, that shall +take care of yourself and the rest of your set." This malice was a new +feature of the landlord's character. + +Lenz was the only one of his creditors that placed himself in the +breach, and upon his head broke the full force of the ruined man's +fury. + +Lenz grew red and pale by turns; his lips trembled. "Father-in-law," he +said, "you are the grandfather of my children. You know how much you +have robbed them of. I would not have your conscience. But the wood +must not be cut down. I shall go to law about it." + +"Very well; do as you like," returned the landlord as he poured out his +coffee. Lenz could stay in the room no longer. + +On the stone bench before the inn sat Proebler, a wretched object, +forcing every passer-by to hear his story. He was waiting, he said, for +the arrival of the officers, because his best work, containing all his +inventions, had been pledged to the landlord, and was now in the house. +It must not be sold, and sent out into the world for every one to copy +and cheat him out of his profits. The officers must get him a patent +from government which should make him a rich and famous man. Lenz used +all his influence to pacify the poor old fellow, assuring him that he +was the only one whom the landlord had treated honestly; that he had +already received the full value of his works, all of which were utterly +unsalable and still on his patron's hands; that they had not been +pawned at all, but sold outright. Proebler, however, was neither to be +reasoned out of his belief nor induced to stir from his place. + +Lenz went on, having enough to do in looking after his own affairs. He +hastened to his uncle Petrovitsch. "Did I not tell you so?" was the old +man's triumphant greeting. "Did I not tell you here in this very room, +when you asked me to further your suit for Annele, that the landlord +was in debt for the velvet cap on his head and the boots on his feet? +Here he has been all this while filling his big paunch with other men's +goods." + +"Yes, yes, uncle, you were quite right, you foretold it all; but now +help me." + +"There is no help possible." + +Lenz told of the forest, and the circumstances connected with it. + +"Perhaps something can be done in that direction," said Petrovitsch. + +"Thank Heaven! If I could but get the forest!" + +"That is out of the question; the wood is sold. But it can only be +cleared, not destroyed. It is the safeguard of your house, and no one +has a right to remove it. We will show the wood-flayer from Trenzlingen +who is master." + +"O God, my house!" cried Lenz. It seemed already falling in; he must +be at home to save it. + +"Your house? You don't seem to be much at home here certainly," said +Petrovitsch, laughing at his own wit. "Go to the mayor and enter a +protest. One thing more, Lenz; I never in my life again will believe in +a human being. I told you then your wife was the only honest one in the +house. You see I was not mistaken in the other two. But Annele knew of +this all along. She has known for years, known to a certainty, the +state of her father's affairs. You were the make-shift, because the +doctor's son-in-law would not have her, luckily for him." + +"Why do you tell me this now, uncle?" + +"Why? because it is true. I can prove it by witnesses." + +"But why now?" + +"Is there any time when the truth should not be told? I thought you and +your Pilgrim were such heroes of romance! But I tell you you were very +nearly as poor as you could be before you lost your money; for a man so +full of complaints and regrets has ever a hole in his pocket. You are +always crying for what you did yesterday, and thinking, 'O poor me! and +yet I meant so well!' A man who wants to be pitied is no man; only +women beg for pity." + +"You are hard upon me, uncle." + +"Because you are so tender with yourself. Show yourself now a man. Do +not visit this upon your wife. Deal gently with her; her sorrow is +greater than yours." + +"You think so?" + +"Yes. It will be hard for proud Annele of the Lion to find that a +greeting from her is no longer the honor it used to be." + +"She is not Annele of the Lion now; she is my wife." + +"She is, before God and man. It was your own choice; I warned you." + +Lenz hurried to the doctor's, who, as we have said, also filled the +office of mayor; he was not at home. Thorns beset him on every side. +His friends were not to be found, and his enemies let out all their +secret venom against him, choosing his moment of helplessness to mock +and torture him. He hastened up the hill again, past his house and into +the wood beyond, where he ordered the wood-cutters to stop their work. + +"Will you pay us our day's wages?" + +"Yes." + +"All right." They shouldered their axes and went home. + +In the house Lenz found Annele embracing the children, and crying: "O +my poor children! You will have to beg your bread, poor little ones!" + +"Not while I have life and health. I am the head; only be calm and +pleasant!" + +"I have never been otherwise. You are mistaken, if you think that, +because my father has failed, I am going to crawl at your feet, and let +you do what you will with me. Not a bit of it! I don't give way an +inch. Now show your boasted good-nature! Now show how you can support +your wife." + +"I am most ready to; but how give to one with closed hands?" + +"If you had taken my advice, and bought the Lion, we should have been +provided for, and the house would not have passed into strange hands. +Don't tell me a word about the money. Exactly where you are sitting now +you were sitting that day, and I here, and there stood the glass close +to the edge of the table,--so close that I pushed it further in. Do you +remember? I said to you then plainly and honestly, a business man never +gives his money in that careless way, even to his own father." + +"Did you know as long ago as that how matters stood?" + +"I knew nothing, nothing at all; I only know what is business-like. Now +let me alone." + +"Will you not go to your mother? She is grieving sorely." + +"Why should I go to her? to have her set out crying again at sight of +me? Do you suppose I am going down there to be stared at and +commiserated by everybody? to hear the doctor's charming daughters sing +and laugh as I go by? I am sufficient for myself here in my solitude: I +need no one." + +"Perhaps it is all for the best," said Lenz, consolingly; "perhaps from +this day you will be happier and better alone here with me. Such days +may, must come again as those when you said, 'Up here we are in heaven, +and may leave the world to drive and bustle as it will.' Let us hold to +that. We were happy once, and shall be again. If you will be but kind +and loving, I will do the work of three. Have no fear; I did not marry +you for your money." + +"Neither did I marry you for your money; it would not have been worth +the trouble. If riches had been my object, I might have chosen a very +different husband." + +"We have lived together too long to be talking of marrying," interposed +Lenz. "Let us have dinner." + +At table he related the affair of the wood. "Do you know what the +result will be?" asked Annele. + +"What?" + +"Nothing but your having to pay the wood-cutters' wages." + +"That remains to be proved," said Lenz, and immediately after dinner +went again in search of the mayor, whom he had failed to find earlier +in the day. + +On the way he was joined by poor Faller, pale as death, and crying: +"Oh, this is horrible, horrible! A thunder-bolt from a clear sky!" + +Lenz tried to reassure him. Two and a half thousand florins was +something of a loss, to be sure, but he hoped to stand under it. He +thanked his faithful comrade for his sympathy. + +"What!" cried Faller, stopping short on the road, "are you involved +too? He owes me thirty-one florins. He had that amount of mine in good +clocks, that I left with him as I should have left them in the bank, +meaning to pay off an instalment upon my house. Now I am put back at +least two years." + +Lenz hurried on. He could not stop with his friend, but must be off to +the mayor's. + +Faller looked sadly after him, almost forgetting his own misfortune in +that of his friend. + +The doctor was shocked at the blow which had fallen on the landlord. +His own loss was insignificant, but he felt the disastrous effect the +failure would have on the whole district. The news of Lenz's loss +filled him with consternation. "Has he involved you also in his ruin? +Nothing now will surprise me. Is it possible? is it possible? How does +your wife bear it?" he asked, after a pause. + +"She lays it all at my door." + +Lenz brought up the matter of the forest, and prayed for speedy help, +that his house might not be exposed to the force of the storms, and +perhaps be buried by the mountain itself. The doctor acknowledged he +had right on his side. "To make a clean sweep of the forest would be an +injury to the whole district; perhaps destroy utterly our best spring +of water, that by the church, which is fed from the forest. Some of the +trees, at least, should be left standing on the crest of the mountain, +but I fear we are powerless to insist upon it. It is a great misfortune +that the owners are at liberty to cut down the trees at their pleasure. +To try to make a law against it now, however, would be the old story of +locking the barn door when the cow has escaped." + +"But, Mr. Mayor, I shall be the first victim. Is there no help for me?" + +"Hardly, I fear. At the time that the restrictions on the tenure of +land were removed, during the mayoralty of your father-in-law, the +authorities neglected to protect your rights as well as those of the +community. You may say, to be sure, that nobody would have built a +house where yours stands, if the forest behind it could be cleared; but +you have no legal document guaranteeing you its permanent shelter. Your +only chance is to lay your case before the court. Perhaps something can +yet be done. I will give you a paper that may be of service." + +Lenz felt his strength forsaking him. He could hardly stir from the +spot, but the case admitted of no delay. No cost must be spared. He +hired a wagon, and drove to the city. + +At the Morgenhalde, meanwhile, appeared in gorgeous attire an almost +forgotten figure. The shopkeeper's wife from the next village, that +cousin Ernestine whom Annele had so mercilessly ridiculed on the +occasion of her first drive with Lenz, now came to call on her, +resplendent in a new silk gown, and a gold watch hanging at her waist. +She had been in the village to put some money in the bank, being, she +was happy to say, very well off. Her husband was doing a good business +in rags, besides being a real-estate broker and the agent of a fire and +hail insurance company, whose beautifully printed advertisements were +at all the shop windows, and which paid him a regular salary without +exposing him to any risks. She had been collecting some back pay, and +could not find it in her heart to be in Annele's neighborhood without +coming up to see her. + +Annele politely expressed her thanks, and regretted she had no +entertainment to offer. Ernestine protested that it was not for that +she had come. + +"I believe you there," said Annele, meaningly. She was convinced that +Ernestine had come to be revenged upon her, to witness the rage and +jealousy of that Annele who had always asserted such superiority over +her poorer cousin. But Annele was woman of the world enough to ward off +the malice of her visitor with a few stereotyped phrases of politeness, +and at the same time to maintain the proper distance between herself, +the child of the Golden Lion, and a poor relation who had only lived in +the house as her servant, by giving Ernestine to understand that +certain employments which were perfectly respectable and profitable for +some persons were for others entirely out of the question. + +In truth it was not without a certain feeling of malicious exultation +that Ernestine had ascended the Morgenhalde. Her fingers often closed +with satisfaction on the bag she carried on her arm, in which were a +pound of burnt coffee and a pound of sugar for Annele. But at the sight +of her cousin her exultation melted into sincere compassion. All the +humble deference of former days returned upon her at Annele's +assumption of her old superiority. The silk gown and gold watch were +utterly forgotten, and the coffee and sugar offered only as samples in +the hope of gaining her cousin's custom. If the many whom the Lion had +benefited would now only return the favors they had received, Annele's +parents would have enough to live upon for a hundred years to come, she +said, with heartfelt tears; and added cordially that, if Annele had but +married and remained at the Lion, the house would still have been kept +up in the good old way. + +This praise was more than Annele could resist, and completely effaced +from her mind the new clothes and all her old grudges against her +despised cousin. They talked over the good old times,--bewailed the +present and condemned the ingratitude of mankind, until such perfect +sympathy was established between them that they parted as if they had +always been the dearest of friends and had lived together like sisters. + +Annele accompanied Ernestine a little way down the hill, and +commissioned her to tell her husband he must be looking out for a +suitable hotel for them, a post station if possible, which they could +buy and improve, and sell their house on the Morgenhalde. Ernestine +promised the commission should be faithfully executed, and begged +Annele repeatedly to be sure and apply to her for whatever groceries +and other household goods she might need. + +Many thoughts chased one another through Annele's mind as she retraced +her steps homeward. Shall our house have supported and raised to +prosperity so many humble dependants, and shall we ourselves be +nothing? Even that simple Ernestine has had her wits so sharpened by +living among us as to be able to carry on a shop and make something of +her miserable tailor of a husband. She used to wear my cast-off +clothes, and now what a figure she cuts! for all the world like a +magistrate's wife, with her pocket full of money. And am I to do +nothing but wither away up here and be reduced to receiving favors from +Ernestine? It was all a pretence her leaving the coffee and sugar as +samples; she meant to make me a present of them if she had dared. No, +Mr. Clockmaker, I will wind you up another way and to a different tune. + +She rejoiced to think of the commission she had given. If anything +should come of it, they would lead a different sort of life. Meanwhile +she would keep quiet and say nothing. + +Late at night Lenz returned from the city, weary and dejected. No paper +had been found guaranteeing him the protection of the forest. When he +awoke the next morning, and heard the axes at work on the hill behind +his house, every stroke seemed to fall upon his heart. Would I could +die! he thought, as he settled down to his work. Not a word did he +speak the whole day; only when putting out the lamp at night he said +aloud, "I wish I could put out my own life as easily!" His wife +pretended not to hear. + +Hitherto neither her parents' fate nor her own had drawn a tear from +Annele. Except for the one exclamation of distress for her children, +she had remained perfectly calm. But the next morning, when no fresh, +white bread came up from the village, and she laid the usual coarse +loaf on the table, the big tears rolled down her cheeks and fell upon +the bread. She cut off the moistened slice before Lenz saw it, and ate +it with her tears. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII. + + EVERYTHING LAID LOW. + + +The court of inquiry brought to light all the secrets of the Lion. The +landlord was shown to be a perfect monster. In order to satisfy those +who insisted upon fair dealing and their full rights, he had sacrificed +the humble and dependent. His own postilions lost their little savings. +Poor clockmakers walked up and down the village street in despair, +complaining that the landlord had been stealing months and years of +their life all the while they were upholding him as the most honorable +man in the country. Even the landlady was not saved by her pretended +innocence. She had always spread such a glamour about her house, and +uttered such magnificent boasts, and so honored the world with her +patronage! The landlord, at least, had only lied by his silence and his +quiet acceptance of the titles of man of honor and such like that were +showered on him from every side. + +Many creditors were undeterred by the long walk from visiting Lenz on +the Morgenhalde. They had come as far as the village, and had a right +to see the whole extent of the disaster. There was a blending of +compassion with comfort at the sight of misfortune greater than their +own, in the condolences they expressed. Many tried to console him with +hopes of inheriting from his uncle, and promised they would make no +claims upon him when he should come into his fortune. Wherever Lenz +appeared he was compassionated for the baseness of his father-in-law in +thus robbing his own son. Only one man had a good word for the +landlord, and that was Pilgrim, who quite won Annele's heart by +asserting at Lenz's house, in all sincerity, that her father had not +meant to be dishonest, but had only been out in his calculations, and +unfortunately risked his all in that unlucky Brazilian suit. A report +was circulated that the landlady was having everything that could be +smuggled out of sight carried up to the Morgenhalde. One poor +clockmaker came to Lenz and promised to betray nothing if he might but +have restored to him what was rightfully his. Lenz called in his wife +and declared he would never forgive her if she had received into the +house a farthing's worth of goods that did not belong to her. Upon the +head of her child she swore she never had and never would. Lenz took +her hand from the child's head; he would have no oaths. + +Annele had said truly that there were no forfeited goods at the +Morgenhalde. The landlady was often at the house, but Lenz held little +communication with her. Well it was for her that Franzl was no longer +there; for the new maid, a near relation of Annele's, made frequent +journeys in the night between the Lion and the neighboring village, +carrying heavy baskets full of things to be exchanged by Ernestine for +money. Her husband, the shopkeeper, was the only one of the landlord's +dependants who had not suffered. The clockmakers, instead of receiving +ready money, had had the privilege of taking various stores from his +shop on the landlord's security. The poor fellows found themselves now +with no clocks and deep in debt. The shopkeeper told them frankly that +they were better able to pay than the man who had given them security. + +To all expressions of condolence Lenz had made answer that he should be +able to stand his ground; but fearful and unexpected demands poured in +upon him. Every petty creditor clamored for the instant payment of his +farthing debt. All confidence, even in him, was destroyed. He knew not +which way to turn. The heaviest claim of all, and one which he could +not tell Annele, because she had given him fair warning on that very +score, was for the security on Faller's house. The poor fellow came to +him, quite beside himself with grief, to say that the owner of the +house no longer considered Lenz's security valid, and that with his +large family he saw no refuge open to him. Lenz promised him certain +help. His good name and that of his parents could not fail to be +honored. The world surely had not become so depraved as to have lost +all regard for long-tried honesty. + +Annele, who knew only of the lesser debts, advised Lenz to go to his +uncle for assistance. + +To his uncle indeed! The same disinclination to encounter disagreeable +sights which made Petrovitsch invariably leave the village when a +funeral was to take place, prompted him now to start off on a journey. +The day after the landlord's disgrace he had disappeared, leaving his +roadside harvest of unripe cherries to be gathered by the boys in the +street; nor did he show himself again till the winter was well on, +a new landlord established at the Lion, and the two old people settled +in a house near the city, adjoining that of their son-in-law, the +lumber-merchant. + +The landlord had borne his fate with an equanimity almost deserving of +admiration. Only once, at sight of the engineer driving his two bays, +did his composure forsake him; but it was outside the town, and no one +saw how he stumbled and fell into the ditch and lay grovelling there +without the power to rise. + +Petrovitsch took his walks now in another direction, and was no longer +seen on the path by Lenz's house, nor in the wood, little of which +indeed was now standing. + +Lenz often spent half the night looking over his accounts and trying to +make both ends meet. A way was offered at last; but the money burned as +if hot from the Devil's mint. + +Ernestine's husband appeared on the Morgenhalde with a stranger whom he +presented to Lenz as a would-be purchaser of his house. + +"What!" exclaimed Lenz, in great surprise; "my house?" + +"Yes: it is worth much less now, as you say yourself, than it was +before the wood was cut down. It stands in a very precarious position, +but that can be partially remedied by precautionary measures." + +"Who told you I wanted to sell my house?" + +"Your wife." + +"My wife? Annele, come here! Did you ever say I wanted to sell my +house?" + +"Not exactly. I only told Ernestine that if her husband should hear of +a good hotel, in a favorable situation, we should like to buy it, and +then sell our house." + +"It would be much wiser," suggested the shopkeeper, "to sell your house +first. You would easily find a suitable hotel, if you had the ready +money to pay for it." + +Lenz turned pale as death, and with difficulty brought out the words, +"I shall on no account sell my house." + +The two men departed, complaining bitterly of those shiftless persons +who did not know their own mind from one day to another, and put others +to a vast amount of needless trouble. + +Lenz with difficulty commanded his rising passion. + +Annele paid no heed to the frequent glances he turned upon her when +they were left by themselves, but preserved a sullen silence. At last +he spoke. + +"Why did you play me such a trick?" + +"I have played you no trick. This is a thing that must be done. We +shall have no peace till we leave this place. I will stay here no +longer. I want to be mistress of a hotel. You will see that I can earn +in a year three times as much as you with your barrel-organs." + +"Do you think you can force me to it?" + +"If I could, you would have reason to thank me. You seem quite unable +to help yourself out of your old ruts." + +"I am not; I am out of them already," he said in a hollow voice, as he +hastily put on his coat and left the house. + +Annele ran a few steps after him. + +"Where are you going, Lenz?" + +He made no answer, but kept steadily on up the mountain. + +Arrived at the highest point he turned and looked behind him. There lay +his old homestead, stripped of its shelter of trees, naked and bare as +he felt his own life to be. He turned away and hurried on. Abroad, +abroad into strange lands he would go, and never come back till all in +himself and in the world was changed. + +He ran on and on, an almost irresistible impulse all the while tempting +him back. He sat down at last on the stump of a tree, and covered his +face with his hands. It was a still, soft afternoon of late autumn, +when the sun's beams still fell kindly on the earth, especially on the +Morgenhalde, and spread lovingly over the fallen trees they had so long +nourished. The voices of the magpies were heard busily chattering in +the chestnut-tree below, mixed with the frequent chirp of the +nutpecker. In Lenz's heart was the blackness of death. "Man, help me up +with this!" suddenly cried a child's voice. He rose and helped Faller's +eldest daughter lift upon her back the bundle of chips she had been +gathering among the fallen trees. The child was terrified at his wild +looks, so like a murderer or a ghost as she thought, and hurried down +the hill. He stood long watching the retreating figure. + +It was night before Lenz returned home. He spoke not a word, but sat +for an hour staring blankly on the ground. When he looked up, it was +only to turn a wondering gaze on the tools hanging about the walls and +suspended from the ceiling, as if questioning in his mind what they all +were, and what they were used for. + +The child in the next room began to cry, and would not be pacified till +Annele went in and sang to it. + +The mother must sing for the sake of her child, though her heart be +breaking. Lenz roused himself, and followed her into the chamber. +"Annele." he said, "I have been out into the country; I wanted to be up +and away from here. Yes, you may laugh; I knew you would." + +"I am not laughing. I had already thought it would be a good plan for +you to go abroad for a year. Perhaps you would come back a wiser man, +and all might be well again." + +It cut him to the heart to hear her urging him to leave her; but he +only answered: "If I could not go abroad while I was happy, still less +can I go with this miserable weight at my heart. I am nothing, and am +good for nothing when my thoughts are not free and happy." + +"Now you do indeed make me laugh," said Annele; "so you can neither go +abroad when you are happy nor when you are unhappy." + +"I do not understand you. I have never understood you, nor you me." + +"That is the worst of all, that there should be misery within as well +as without." + +"Do away with it, then, and be kind and good." + +"Don't speak so loud; you will wake the child," answered Annele. + +As soon as the conversation took this turn, there was nothing more to +be got from her. Lenz returned to the sitting-room, and when Annele +followed him, and had gently closed the door, he said: "Now in our +misfortune is the time to love and cherish each other. That comfort +alone might still be left us; why will you refuse it?" + +"Love cannot be forced." + +"Then I must go away again." + +"And I shall stay at home," said Annele, indifferently; "I shall stay +with my children." + +"They are as much mine as yours." + +"Of course," said Annele, in the same hard voice. + +"There is the clock beginning to play!" cried Lenz, in distress, "and +that merry waltz too! I wish I might never hear another note. Oh, if +one would but dash out these miserable brains that have lost all power +to think! Can you not speak one kind word, Annele?" + +"I know of none." + +"Then I will. Let there be peace between us, and all will be well." + +"I am willing." + +"Can you not throw your arms about my neck and say you are glad to have +me back again?" + +"No; but to-morrow perhaps." + +"And if I should die to-night?" + +"Then I should be a widow." + +"And marry some one else?" + +"If any one would have me." + +"You will drive me mad!" + +"It would not take much to do that." + +"Annele!!" + +"That is my name." + +"What is to be the end of this?" + +"God knows." + +"Annele! Is it true that we were once so happy together?" + +"I suppose it must be." + +"And can we never be again?" + +"I do not know." + +"Why do you answer me so?" + +"Because you ask me such questions." + +Lenz buried his face in his hands, and remained in that attitude +through almost the entire night. + +He tried to make out how and why things had come to this extremity; why +to his other misfortunes this so horrible one was added. He could not +explain it. He lived over every moment from the first day to this +night, and still could not explain it. "I cannot make it out! I cannot +make it out!" he cried. "If a voice would but come down from heaven and +tell me!" But there came no voice from heaven. All was still save the +monotonous ticking of the clocks. + +He stood at the window, gazing out. The night was still; no living +thing stirred. Only snow-clouds were chasing each other across the sky. +All night long, a lamp burned at the blacksmith's on the neighboring +mountain. The smith had died that day. "Why was he allowed to die and +not I? I would so gladly be dead." Life and death drove in wild +confusion through his brain; the living were not alive; the dead were +not dead; life is but one great horror; no bird ever sang; no human +being ever made melody. The whole world is waste and void as it was +before the creation. All is chaos.... + +His forehead dropped upon the window-sill; the blow scared him from his +horrible waking dreams; he tried to find rest and forgetfulness in +sleep. + +Annele had long been asleep. If he could but read her dreams! he +thought, as he watched her. If he could but find some help for her and +for himself! + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII. + + A BEGGAR'S HAT, AND AN OLD MAN'S EARNINGS. + + +In this part of the country the frost, when it has once set in, holds +on unrelentingly for many months. The Morgenhalde alone makes a happy +exception to the rule. There the sun has sufficient power to make a +dripping from the roof, when all elsewhere is hung with heavy icicles. +But this winter even the sun in heaven failed to treat the Morgenhalde +with its wonted friendliness. There was no thawing outside the house +nor in. + +Not only was the cold greater than it used to be,--that was easily +accounted for by the cutting down of the forest, whose tall trunks lay +scattered about, waiting for the spring floods to carry them down into +the valley,--but a weight as of frost lay heavy on the hearts of the +dwellers upon the Morgenhalde. Annele seemed to have lost the power of +rousing herself to life. Something had frozen up within her, which no +warm breath could have melted, had any such breath reached her. + +Annele, the only child who had remained near her parents, felt herself +now the most cruelly deserted by their removal. The secret +mortification of being the only poor one of the whole family of sisters +seemed more than she could bear. She could do nothing to help her +father and mother; nay, might even be reduced to asking charity of her +sisters, to begging their children's cast-off clothes for her own +little ones. + +She moved silently about her work, her love of talking all gone, +answering whatever question might be put to her, but nothing beyond. +She scarce ever left the house. Her former restlessness seemed to have +passed into Lenz. He so wholly despaired of accomplishing anything by +his old quiet industry that the chair on which he sat and the tools he +held in his hand seemed coals of fire to him. Petty creditors whom he +was unable to pay, and was obliged to put off with fair words, were +constantly annoying him. He, the Lenz who had only needed to say, "Thus +and thus it is," to command instant confidence, now had to make solemn +promises to this man and that, that his money should be paid him. The +greater was his anxiety lest he should be unable to redeem his word, +and the more did he exaggerate the danger that threatened his honor. +The thought of the various persons here and there who were waiting for +the receipt of their money haunted his sleeping and waking hours and +increased his restlessness. He had always been considered a man who +could be perfectly depended upon; now he frequently disappointed hopes +that he had raised, and even failed to keep his engagements. He had +trusted that the mere knowledge of his distress would be a sufficient +protection against outside annoyances; he soon learned that men accept +no excuses in lieu of their ready money. The ring of that is better +than the echo of any good name; the best have too often proved a poor +dependence. + +Annele saw that Lenz was tormenting himself unreasonably. She was often +tempted to turn his importunate creditors out of doors, and bid him not +yield so meekly to their cruel exactions. It was the way of the world, +as she knew, to trample upon those who cringed to it. But she kept her +thoughts to herself. His distress should drive him to adopt her +cherished plan of buying a hotel. Then, and not till then, would +matters assume a different aspect. + +In his anxiety and despair Lenz felt keenly the desolation at his +heart, and his sidelong glance at Annele often said, as plainly as +words could have done: You are right. You have often reproved me for +being shiftless and good-for-nothing. Your words are coming true; I am +good-for-nothing. My heart is consumed with anxieties, and this +unloving life is wearing me away. I am like a candle that is kept +burning at both ends. May it soon be burned out! + +Many persons brought him articles to be repaired, and obliged him to +work off part of his debt in that way. Now, now when bread was needed +for to-day, and there was no provision for the future, it was hard to +have to work for the past. + +Some sat by him while he did their little jobs, keeping him thus a +prisoner in his own house; others with complaints and revilings took +away again the commissions he had failed to execute. + +Such an existence was not to be endured. He must find some remedy, some +lasting remedy. His present state was neither living nor dying. "It is +intolerable to hang thus suspended by the hair of my head. I am +resolved once more to have solid ground under my feet," he said to +Annele. She vouchsafed a scarce perceptible nod of assent, but the mere +exercise of his will gave him new strength. + +Early the next morning he set off across the mountain to visit his +mother's relations in the next valley. He had always been a favorite +with them, and felt sure they would not look on and see him perish. + +The stars were just fading in the light of approaching day, when he +reached the top of the mountain-ridge. He looked abroad over the +snow-covered world. Nowhere a sign of life; why must he be living? + +A phrase that had haunted him in one of his sleepless nights came now +into his mind: "The white sleep," this was it. + +An icy wind from the mountains blew against his fevered checks, and +rudely recalled him to his senses by tearing the hat from his head and +whirling it down the abyss on whose brink he stood. His first impulse +was to rush after it; but a look showed him that it would be rushing to +certain death. One instant the thought flashed through his brain that a +happy accident might thus end his life forever; the next he had put the +cowardly suggestion behind him. + +The blinding snow drifted ceaselessly across the ridge. The very raven +scarce was able to guide his flight, but, with fluttering wings, was +driven now high aloft, now deep into the abyss. + +Lenz plodded painfully through snow and wind, till at last his eyes +were greeted by the sight of human habitations. The smoke, beaten down +by the wind, was spread in light clouds above the roofs of the houses. +Chimneys were almost unknown in this part of the country. + +Lenz sought shelter at the first farm-house. "Welcome, welcome, Lenz! I +am glad you have not forgotten me," exclaimed a tall, handsome woman +standing by the hearth, with the pieces of a stout bough she had just +broken still in her hand. + +"What have you done with your hat?" + +"I did not recognize you at first. You are Katharine, are you not? How +strong you have grown. Katharine, I am come begging." + +"Not so bad as that, I hope, Lenz." + +"Yes, but it is though," said Lenz, with a bitter smile. He felt this +was no subject for joking. "You must lend or give me an old hat; mine +has been blown away by the wind." + +"Come into the sitting-room. My husband will be sorry not to have been +at home to see you. He is carting wood in the forest." + +The bailiff's daughter opened the sitting-room door, and politely +invited Lenz to precede her into the warm, cosey parlor. + +He told her frankly when they were seated together that he had had no +intention of coming to see her; that in fact he did not even know where +she lived; but was glad that chance had led him to her door. She took +the confession in good part, saying, "You always were a true, honest +fellow, and I am glad you keep so." She brought out an old gray hat and +a soldier's cap of her husband's for him to take his choice between, +recommending the cap, as the hat was really too shabby to wear. It was +very much crushed and wanted a ribbon besides. He chose the hat, +however, and Katharine, finding he could not be induced to change his +mind, cut off one of the broad black ribbons from her Sunday hood, and +made it serve as a hatband, talking all the while of the people and +things in her old home,--everything connected with which she held in +fond remembrance. + +"Do you remember throwing your hat up into the air one night as we were +coming home from the musical festival at Constance, and my running down +to the meadow to pick it up for you?" + +"To be sure I do. I don't throw my hat up into the air nowadays; the +wind blows it up." + +"The summer is sure to follow the winter," said Katharine, +comfortingly. + +Lenz looked in wonder at the handsome woman so ready to help with hand +and tongue. She soon had a cup of coffee ready which she insisted upon +his drinking, sitting by him while he did so and talking over old days +and old acquaintances. "Franzl often comes to see us," she said; "we +are still the best of friends." + +"I can see that life has prospered with you," said Lenz. + +"Thank God, I have nothing to complain of. I have good health, money +enough for myself, and something to spare for others. My husband is +honest and industrious. It is not quite so merry here as it used to be +at home, for we have no singing. I would not mind that, if only I had a +child. My husband and I have agreed that, if we still have none of our +own on the fifth anniversary of our marriage, we will adopt one. Faller +must let us have one of his. You will try to persuade him, will you +not?" + +"Gladly." + +"How old you have grown, Lenz! You look all fallen away. Is it true +that Annele has turned out such a bad wife?" + +Lenz's face flushed crimson. "Good Heavens!" cried Katharine; "how +stupid I am! I beg your pardon, Lenz, a thousand times. I did not mean +to wound you. I know it is not true. People will talk as long as the +day lasts, and when the days are short they take the night for it. I +pray you again and again to forget I ever said such a thing. I have +been so happy at having you see me in my own home, and now all my +pleasure is gone; I shall be miserable for weeks. You and the landlady +said I was too stupid, and I really am. Please give me back my heedless +words, Lenz." + +She held out her hand as if expecting him to lay the words in it. + +Lenz grasped her hand, assuring her that he was not offended, but, on +the contrary, grateful to her from his very heart. The hands of both +trembled. Lenz said it was time he was on his way again, but she held +him fast, and seemed anxious, by talking of all manner of other topics, +to efface the remembrance of her heedless speech. When he left at last, +she cried out after him: "Remember me to your Annele, and bring her +soon to see me." + +Lenz went on his way with the borrowed hat; a beggar's hat, as he +called it, sadly. + +Katharine's words pursued him. The same pity that was expressed for him +in that house was doubtless felt in many others. The thought almost +unmanned him, but he would not give way. He told himself that it was +his own fault; he ought to have showed more firmness. + +Again and again his stick fell from his hands, and every time he +stooped to pick it up, he almost lacked the power to rise. + +So much for a man's brooding over his sorrows instead of giving heed to +his way! You would lose your hands if they were not fastened to your +body. Mind what you are about! + +He straightened himself up and walked on more briskly. The sun shone +bright and warm; the icicles on the rocks glittered and dripped; joyous +mountain songs, that he used to sing with the Liederkranz, began to +ring in his ears. Away with them! It could not have been he who once +sang such songs out of the gladness of his heart. + +The relations he visited gave him a friendly welcome. At first he +related everywhere the adventure of the hat as an excuse for appearing +in such a dilapidated condition; but, finding that no one seemed to +think it required an explanation, he finally ceased to mention it. Of +course, in those very houses where he said nothing of the hat, it +excited great speculation; and was taken as a proof of the abject +poverty into which he had fallen. + +His request for money was everywhere refused with more or less +civility. Some wondered at his applying to them when he had rich +brothers-in-law and an uncle rolling in money; others more politely +excused themselves on the plea of having just bought some land and +needing all their money for building; or regretted he had not applied a +few days ago, before they made their last investment. + +Sorely dispirited, Lenz pursued his way. He could not bear to think of +home. His one wish was that he might never see the Morgenhalde again, +but could lie down in some ditch, or in the wood, or in any one of the +many quiet places he passed; lie down and die. Still, an irresistible +force drove him ever onward. + +Before him lay Knuslingen, where Franzl lived with her brother. There +was at least one person in the world who would be glad to see him. + +Who indeed could be so happy as Franzl when Lenz entered her room? She +was sitting at the window, spinning coarse yarn, and a great bound her +distaff gave at the sight of him. Twice she wiped the chair on which he +was to sit, uttering all the while many apologies at the untidiness of +the room. She had never noticed before how damp and smoky it was. Lenz +must tell all about himself, and yet she could not keep still long +enough to listen. She began running on in her old way. "At first the +cold here was more than I could bear, after being used to our good sun +on the Morgenhalde. Whenever there is a ray of sunlight anywhere, we +were sure to get it there. Whatever else may go wrong, Lenz, be +thankful for so much good sunlight; that no one can rob you of. It is +very different here. For seven weeks and five days not a glimmer +reached this valley. On the second day after the festival of the Three +Kings, at eleven o'clock, the first ray of sun fell on that pear-tree +at the edge of the hill, and from that time the sun kept climbing up so +that in summer it is warm and pleasant. By this time I have grown to +feel quite at home here again. But, Lenz, what makes you look so? There +is a something in your face that I never saw before,--something that +does not belong there. Ah! that is better; when you smile you have your +old look again,--your pleasant look. You must have felt how I have +prayed for you and yours every morning and every evening. I bear no +grudge against Annele, not the least. She was quite right. I am a poor, +worn-out tool. Whom do your children look like? What are their names? +When the spring comes again, I must get to see them if I have to creep +on my hands and knees." Then Franzl went on to tell how she had three +hens and three geese and a potato-patch, all her own. "We are poor," +she said, folding her hands on her bosom, "but, thank Heaven, we have +never been reduced to looking on and seeing others eat. We have always +had something to put in our mouths. Please Heaven, next year I mean to +buy myself a goat." She bestowed great praise upon her geese, and +greater still upon her hens. The hens, whose winter-quarters were in a +coop by the stove, politely clucked their thanks and took as good a +view as their space permitted of the man to whom their good qualities +were thus set forth. The gold-colored hen, called Yellow-hammer, +flapped her wings with delight, and then gave herself a good, +comfortable shake. + +Lenz had no time to speak, before Franzl, thinking to comfort him, +broke out into fierce abuse of the landlady, mixed with commendations +of Katharine and her kindness to her, as well as to all the poor in the +neighborhood. "She feeds my hens, and they in return feed me," said the +old woman, laughing at her own wit. + +Lenz at last made out to say that it was time for him to be going. He +heard Annele's sharp words as plainly as if she were standing at his +elbow, reproaching him for his foolish waste of time, in sitting +listening to any old woman's tale that was poured into his ears. He +cast a hurried look behind him to see if she were not actually in the +room, and hastily seized his hat and cane. Franzl begged him before he +went to mount with her into her little chamber under the roof where she +had something to say to him. He trembled inwardly lest Franzl too was +about to speak of his unhappiness at home. She did not refer to that, +however, but brought out from the straw of her bed a heavy, well-filled +shoe, tied with many fastenings, saying: "You must do me a favor; I +cannot sleep in peace with this thing here; and I pray you to take it +away and do what you please with it. Here are a hundred florins and +three crown-pieces. You will take them, won't you? and give me back my +quiet sleep." Lenz declined the proffered money, and again prepared to +depart; but Franzl wept and held him fast. "If you have any message for +your mother, let me know. Please God, I shall soon be with her, and +will deliver it faithfully. And if your mother is too timid to tell our +Lord God the whole truth, I will do it myself. You can rely upon me." + +Still the old woman would not let go of Lenz's hand, and kept saying: +"There was something else I wanted to say to you; it has been on my +tongue, but now I cannot think what it was. As soon as you are gone I +shall certainly remember it. I was to remind you of something; don't +you know what it was?" + +Lenz did not know what it was, and at last almost reluctantly took his +departure. + +He entered a wayside inn, where a noisy welcome awaited him. "Hurrah, +hurrah! that is jolly to have you here too," cried a voice in greeting; +and there at a table, on which stood a great flagon of beer, sat +Proebler with two of his associates. One of his pot companions was the +blind musician from Fuchsberg, whose instrument Lenz was in the habit +of putting in order every year. An expression of embarrassment and +mortification overspread the blind man's face at the sound of Lenz's +voice, but he assumed a braggadocio air, and, flourishing his glass +above his head, cried out, "Come, Lenz, pledge me out of my glass!" +Lenz courteously declined. Old Proebler tried to get up and advance to +meet him, but his legs soon admonished him that he was safer sitting, +and he contented himself with calling out: "Take a seat with us, Lenz, +and let the bankrupt world without snow itself away as it will. There +is no good left in it. Here we will sit till the day of judgment. I +want nothing more; when I have spent my last farthing I shall sell my +coat for drink, and then lay me down in the snow and save you the cost +of burying me. Here you have a proof, comrades, of what a worthless +world it is, that can thus bring its best and noblest to ruin. Have a +drink, Lenz! That is well. Look at him, the best and bravest fellow in +all the world; and how has the world used him? When his mother died, +and the whole town was talking of nothing but Lenz's marriage,--why, +the sparrows could not be madder after a sack of corn than the girls +were for Lenz." + +"Enough of that," interposed Lenz. + +"No, no; you need not be ashamed to hear the truth. The doctor's +daughters, and the paper-miller's only daughter, who was so rich and +handsome and married Baron Thingummy,--every one of them would have +jumped at him. The paper-miller said to me the day after the betrothal: +'Lenz of the Morgenhalde might have had my daughter and welcome.' And +now--Peace, Lenz; I have done--only the Lord or the Devil knows who +will get the upperhand. Look at that man! His own father-in-law has +robbed him, has sold the very hair off his head, and left his house +bare in the middle of winter. I was honest too once, Lenz; but I have +had enough of it, and you will see the folly of it presently. Go about +the world, if you are in want, and ask of the good and charitable. Take +a pinch; take a pinch! their snuff-boxes are open to you, and that is +all. Take a pinch!" Proebler pressed his snuff-box upon him and laughed +immoderately. + +Lenz shuddered at hearing himself thus held up to view as the most +striking example of failure and ruin. Such a notoriety he had never +thought to attain. He tried to convince Proebler that a man had no right +to ruin himself, and then cry out against the world for having ruined +him. His arguments in favor of every man's helping himself instead of +expecting the world to help him greatly strengthened his own +confidence, but failed to affect his hearer, who drew a knife from his +pocket, and forcing it into Lenz's hand, together with the knife that +lay on the table, cried out: "There, you have all the knives; I can do +you no hurt. Now tell me honestly, am I a good-for-nothing fellow, or +might I have been the foremost man in the world, if the world had +helped me? Your father-in-law, whose soul the Devil must weigh out +like so much lead, smeared his creaking boots with the marrow of my +bones; and capital blacking he found it. Tell me honestly, am I a +good-for-nothing fellow, or what am I?" + +Of course Lenz had to acknowledge that Proebler would have been a master +in his art, if he had remained in the right road; at which the old man +shouted and beat upon the table, and was with difficulty prevented from +throwing his arms about Lenz's neck and kissing him. + +"I want no other funeral oration. Lenz has pronounced my eulogy. Drink, +drink! empty your glasses!" + +Lenz had to drink with the rest, and Proebler, filling the glasses +again, cried out exultingly: "The doctor wants to take me into his +hospital, his manufactory. It is too late. The time for doctoring and +manufacturing is past. There is Lenz of the Morgenhalde, whom all +respect to-day and to-morrow, and how much longer? I was once like him, +and now when I go through the town men point their fingers at me and +shrug their shoulders and cry, 'Pah, there is that scamp of a Proebler!' +Follow my advice, Lenz. Don't wait till you are as old as I, but make +your bow in good season. Hark to me, brother, I have something to tell +you. Do you remember our setting up those standard regulators? Do you +know what we were then? A couple of pattern fools. Did you want to +unite the clockmakers in an association? You might as well try to make +them join hands with the Devil. Hark to me, brother! Don't tear +yourself away; stay here, stay here! I have something to tell you. I +make you my heir. There is a way to buy jollity in the world, and +forgetfulness, and good cheer. I know your heart is heavy; I know where +the shoe pinches. Old Proebler knows more than other men; he knows +everything. Pour wine on the worm in your heart; wine or brandy. +Whatever drowns it is good. Then we shall have no more clocks, no more +hours, no day and no night, no more time, but all eternity." + +The old man fell into the most frenzied ravings. At times a spark of +intelligence shone through his wild utterances, and then again all was +delirium. It was impossible to tell whether it was a fact, or only his +fancy, that the landlord's failure had robbed him of all provision for +his old age, or whether it was the sale of his mysterious work that had +reduced him to this state of despair. The burden of his cry was ever +"Lenz, drink your life out while you are young, and don't be so long +killing yourself as I have been." Lenz turned sick with horror at this +living proof of what a man may come to who has lost his self-respect, +and whose only refuge is self-forgetfulness. + +"Your mother had a good saying," began Proebler again; "did I tell you +that was Lenz of the Morgenhalde? Yes, your mother. 'Better go barefoot +than in ragged boots,' she used to say. Do you know what she meant? I +have a better proverb: 'Tear off the nag's shoes before you take her to +market.' Landlord! here is another horseshoe for you. Wine, wine!" He +threw down a dollar. + +The mention of his mother's name, though in such an unworthy +connection, acted as a warning to Lenz as effectually as if her eye +were suddenly and sternly fixed upon him. He rose from his seat, in +spite of all Proebler's efforts to detain him. Gladly would he have +taken the old man with him, but it was impossible to stir him from the +spot. All he could do was to charge the landlord to keep him where he +was till morning, and on no account to give him anything more to drink. +"There is my last pinch gone," cried Proebler, throwing his snuff-box +after him as he closed the door. + +Drawing his breath hard, as if escaping from a close and burning hell, +Lenz staggered out into the free air of heaven. + +The night was coming on. The ice-bird twittered by the frozen brook, +and the ravens sought the cover of the forest. A buck came out to the +edge of the wood, stood with his great eyes fixed on Lenz till he came +close up to him, then with a bound vanished again into the thicket, +marking his course by the fresh snow he shook from the tender firs as +he passed. + +Lenz often stopped, thinking he heard himself called. Perhaps Proebler +was following him. He shouted in reply till the echoes rang; he went +back a space; but no one did he see or hear. Again he pushed on. The +trees, the mountains, seemed dancing to meet him. A woman who looked +like his mother came towards him. If his mother should see him thus! +The old woman gave him a friendly greeting as she passed, and warned +him not to linger in the valley after dark, for there were black +gullies in the snow, and avalanches were falling which might bury a man +and no one be the wiser. + +A wonderful tone there was in the old woman's voice, just like his +mother's. Thanks for the friendly warning! + +A sacred vow Lenz registered in his heart.-- + +He also resolved, however, not to go home empty-handed, and, turning +his steps to the city, sought the house of his brother-in-law, the +lumber-merchant. The rich man was happily at home, but gave him such an +ungracious reception that he found it difficult to state his errand. +Sister Babette's husband laid all the family misfortunes at Lenz's +door; he alone was to blame for not having taken affairs from the +beginning into his own hands. Whether the accusation was made in good +faith or not, it furnished an excellent excuse for refusing help. In +vain did Lenz pray, with clasped hands, to be saved from absolute ruin. +The lumber-merchant only shrugged his shoulders and advised him to +apply to his rich uncle, Petrovitsch. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX. + + ANOTHER WORLD. + + +"Good evening, Mr. Lenz," a voice cried to the dispirited wayfarer, as +he was turning sadly away. Lenz started. Who could be calling him "Mr. +Lenz?" + +A sleigh drew up by his side, and the engineer, throwing back his fur +wrappings, pressed him to jump in and occupy his empty seat. There was +no resisting his cordial manner. He made Lenz, who was warm from +walking, take the fur robe, while he covered himself over with the +horse-blanket. The horses set off at a brisk pace; the bells jingled +merrily; they seemed to be flying through the strangely soft air. + +Annele is right; I ought to have managed to keep a carriage and horses, +was Lenz's bitter thought in his poverty and debasement. A tormenting +spirit seemed ready to turn every occurrence of this day into a +reminder of his life's failure, and a temptation to unholy desires. + +The engineer was very communicative. He spoke with peculiar +satisfaction of the friendly relations that existed between himself and +Pilgrim. With his knowledge of drawing,--for he had studied a year at +the academy before entering upon his present profession,--and Pilgrim's +eye for coloring; they could not only teach one another a great deal, +but hoped to invent some new designs for furniture and wooden +ornaments. They had already made some sketches of clock-cases, which +they hoped would be of benefit to the trade. Pilgrim was as happy as +possible in the exercise of his inventive genius, and in the prospect +of seeing his pet plan carried into execution. + +Lenz listened as in a dream. What was the man talking about? Were there +still persons in the world who took an interest in such things, and +rejoiced to further another's plans? Lenz spoke little, but felt the +better for his drive. To be borne along so was much pleasanter than to +have to walk wearily over the mountain and valley. For the first time +in his life he felt something like envy. + +At the doctor's door he was most hospitably obliged to descend and +enter the house. + +How delicious it was within! He had almost forgotten there were such +peaceful, happy homes in the world, where all was so genial and warm, +and fragrant hyacinths bloomed at the double windows; where all things +showed that no angry word was ever spoken, but that the kind, true +hearts that lived together gave out a pleasanter warmth than the best +of fires. + +"I am glad to see you once in our house," said Amanda, handing him a +cup of tea. "How is Annele? If I thought your wife would like to see +me, I should be glad to call on her some time." + +"I have not been at home since four o'clock this morning, or was it +longer ago? it seems to me a week. I believe she is well. I will send +you word when she is ready to receive visitors." His voice was firm, +but his eyes turned searchingly from one to the other as he spoke. +Strange thoughts were sweeping through his brain. + +How different his life might have been had he tried to win this woman +for his wife! Pilgrim had seemed sure she would not refuse him. Then he +would be sitting here at home; would have a position in the world, a +wife to honor and uphold him, and all these kind friends for his own +family. His first swallow of tea almost choked him. + +The old mayoress, the doctor's mother, who sat at the tea-table eating +her oatmeal porridge, had a great fancy for Lenz. He was made to sit +close beside her and raise his voice very loud in order that she might +hear. She had been a playmate of his mother when a girl, and liked to +tell of the gay times they used to have together, especially on their +Shrove-tide sleighing parties, which now were given up with many other +of the old sports. Marie was always the merriest of the company. The +old mayoress inquired about Franzl, listened with interest to Lenz's +account of his visit to her,--he omitting, of course, all mention of +the money she had offered him,--rejoiced at hearing of Katharine's +prosperity and beneficence, and sympathized with her desire to adopt a +child. + +The whole company listened with polite attention. Poor Lenz, so long +accustomed to being contradicted in all he said, or interrupted by +exclamations of "O, what is that to me!" looked from one to another in +amazement. + +The old mayoress urged him to come often and bring his wife, adding: "I +hear a great deal said of her goodness and cleverness. Give my +greetings to her and your children." Lenz hardly knew how to respond to +such unwonted words. He would have thought she was mocking at him, had +her manner been less sincerely cordial. It must be that nothing but +good was spoken of others in this house, and therefore she had heard +only the good of Annele. + +"Just as you arrived," said the old lady, "we were speaking of your +father and my dear husband. A clock-dealer from Prussia had been saying +that our clocks were not so good as they used to be when your father +and my husband were alive; that they did not keep so good time. I told +him I did not agree with him; that, with all respect to the dead, I was +sure the clocks were just as exact now as in old times, but that the +men who used them were more particular. Was I not right, Lenz? You are +an honest man; tell me if I was not right." + +Lenz assured her she was perfectly right, and thanked her for not +extolling the old times at the expense of the new. + +The engineer cited railways and telegraphs as proofs of the superior +exactness of the present day. + +When the conversation became general, the doctor drew Lenz aside and +said to him, "Lenz, you will not be offended at what I have to say to +you?" Lenz's heart sank within him. So the doctor, too, was going to +speak of the ruin in his house. + +"What is it?" he said, with difficulty. + +"I wanted to propose, if it were not distasteful to you, and I really +do not see why you should object--but what need of so much preparation? +I want you to be director in the clock manufactory which my son and +son-in-law have set up here. Your knowledge will be of service to them, +and you shall receive in time a share of the profits besides your +regular salary." + +Here was a hand stretched out from heaven to save him. "I should be +very glad to undertake it, certainly," returned Lenz, turning red and +hot; "but you know, doctor, it has always been my endeavor to form an +association of all the clockmakers of our district. Various +circumstances have thus far prevented my accomplishing this plan, but I +still cherish it, and therefore can only join this enterprise on +condition that your two sons promise to connect the manufactory with +the association, perhaps in time even to make it a part of the property +of the association." + +"That is precisely our intention; I am glad to see you still so +thoughtful of others." + +"Agreed then; yet I must make one other condition; please say nothing +of our plan till--" Lenz hesitated. + +"Well, till when?" + +"Till I have spoken with my wife. She has her own ideas on such +matters." + +"I know her well. She is always rightly disposed when her pride does +not stand in the way. An honest pride is greatly to be respected." + +Lenz cast down his eyes, accepting the doctor's lesson, so kindly and +courteously given. + +His thoughts quickly reverted to the manufactory, however, and he +begged leave to ask the doctor yet another question. + +"Certainly; don't be so modest." + +"Who among our best workmen are to be admitted?" + +"We have as yet spoken with no one. Proebler we shall offer some +subordinate position to,--not so high a place as yours, of course. He +is ingenious, and his ingenuity may, perhaps, be turned to practical +account. The poor devil ought to be put in the way of laying up +something for his old age. He has been almost out of his senses since +his grand secret was sold at auction." + +After some hesitation Lenz told of the condition in which he had found +Proebler, and said, in conclusion: "I have one more favor to ask, +doctor. I cannot myself speak with my uncle; will you intercede with +him for me? You are the foremost man in our district, and one to whom +nobody, with a heart in his body, can refuse a request. I do not think, +the more I consider the matter, that my wife will consent to my +entering the factory, and, as you yourself say, her pride is to be +respected." + +"I will go at once. Shall I leave you here, or will you go with me to +the town?" + +"I will go with you." + +He shook hands all round, each one wishing him a cordial good-night, +and the old mayoress taking his hand in both of hers with peculiar +tenderness. + +They heard Pilgrim playing on his guitar and singing, as they passed +his house. The faithful fellow felt a hearty sympathy for his friend, +but sympathizing with another's grief is a different thing from bearing +it. One's own life asserts the first claim. + +Where the path began to ascend the hill, Lenz and the doctor parted. +"Wait at home till I come," the latter said. "What a singular softness +there is in the air this evening! We shall certainly have a thaw." + +Here have I been seeking help abroad, while it was waiting for me at my +own door. There are good people still in the world; better than I ever +was, Lenz said to himself, as he went homewards up the hill. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX. + + PETROVITSCH THAWS AND FREEZES AGAIN. + + +"I know what you have come for," said Petrovitsch to the doctor as he +entered. "Take a seat." He drew a chair up to the well-heated stove, in +front of which a bright open fire was burning. + +"Well, what have I come for, Sir Prophet?" asked the doctor, summoning +all his good-humor to his aid. + +"Money; money for my nephew." + +"You are but half a prophet; I want a kind heart too." + +"But money, money is the main point. Let me tell you at the start that +I am not one of those who spend their tenderness over a drunkard by the +roadside. On the contrary, if the fellow has a broken leg, he has no +one but himself to thank for it. I speak thus freely to you because you +are one of the few men whom I respect." + +"Thank you for the compliment. An honest physician, however, must heal +the diseases that are of a man's own making as well as those he could +not prevent." + +"You are a physician, and you are sick too, like our whole +district,--like our whole race in these days." + +The doctor expressed surprise at the new light Petrovitsch thus threw +upon his character, revealing principle and not a love of ease as the +groundwork of his misanthropy. + +"Can you sit an hour with me? To-day is my seventieth birthday." + +"I congratulate you." + +"Thanks." + +Petrovitsch sent the maid to Ibrahim to say that he should be an hour +later than usual at his game that evening, and then, resuming his seat +by the doctor, continued: "I am inclined to be communicative to-day and +talk about myself. Let me tell you that, as for the opinion of the +world at large, I care as little about it as this stick of wood which I +am laying on the fire cares who burns it." + +"I should be greatly interested in hearing by what process you have +thus reduced yourself to the hardness of a log of wood." + +The doctor was anxious to avail himself of the unusual mood in +which he found the crabbed old fellow, to gain a better insight into +his character, even at the expense of prolonging Lenz's painful +uncertainty. He was not without hope of inducing Petrovitsch to advance +a sum of money which would enable Lenz at once to become a shareholder +in the new factory. + +"You were eight years old when I went abroad," began Petrovitsch, "and +therefore know nothing about me." + +"Begging your pardon, we heard a deal about the wild pranks of the--" + +"Of the goatherd, I suppose. Thereby hangs a tale. For the forty-two +years that I was travelling by land and by sea, in all degrees of heat +and cold that man or beast can endure, that name pursued me like a dog, +without my having the sense to give it a kick that should silence it +forever. + +"Our family consisted of only three brothers. Our father was proud, in +his way, of having us all boys; but children then were not thought so +much of as they are in these days. They had to learn to take care of +themselves. Fewer words, good or bad, were thrown them, and every one, +therefore, was made to go farther than a hundred do now. My brother +Lorenz, generally called by the family name, Lenz, the father of the +present Lenz, was the oldest; I was the youngest, and between us came +Mathes, a handsome fellow, who was carried away by that great butcher +Napoleon, and lost his life in Spain. I once visited the battlefield +where he fell, and saw a great hill under which all the dead bodies had +been huddled together. There was no telling any man's brother. But why +dwell upon that? Not long after our Mathes turned soldier, my brother +Lorenz went to Switzerland for three months, and took me with him. Who +so happy as I? My brother was a quiet, thoughtful man, regular and +exact as clock-work, and fearfully strict. I was a wild, ungovernable +child, inclined to no good, and with a special distaste to sitting +behind a work-bench. What does my brother do but take me, soon after +Candlemas, to a boy-sale at St. Gall? There were boy-sales held there +then every year, where the Swiss farmers came to buy farm-hands from +Suabia. + +"As we were standing together on the market-place, a square-built +Appenzeller came along, and planting himself in front of us asked my +brother, 'What is the price of the boy?' + +"'A cord of Swiss impudence,' I answered, pertly; 'six feet wide and +six feet high.' + +"The stout Appenzeller laughed, and said to my brother, 'The boy is +smart, I like him.' He asked me various questions, all of which I +answered as well as I knew how. + +"My brother and the Appenzeller agreed upon the terms. The only +farewell I received was, 'You will get thrashed if you come home before +winter.' + +"The whole summer I served us goatherd, and a merry life I had; but +those words, 'What is the price of the boy?' often rang in my ears. I +felt like another Joseph, sold into Egypt by my own brother, but with +no likelihood of becoming king. In the winter I was at home again, +where I was not well treated, nor, I confess, very well-behaved. In the +spring I said to my brother, 'Give me a hundred florins' worth of +clocks, and let me join you in the clock trade.' 'A hundred cuffs, more +likely,' was all the answer my brother Lorenz gave me. At that time he +had the whole charge of the business and the household, my father being +sick and my mother not daring to interfere. Women were not of as much +account in those days as they are now,--fortunately for them and their +husbands, too, in my opinion. I induced a travelling merchant to let me +go with him and carry his clocks. He almost broke my back with the +burdens he imposed upon me, and nearly starved me into the bargain; yet +I could not get away from him. I was worse off than the poor horse in +harness, for he is at least of value enough to be cared for. Many times +I was tempted to run away with the wares intrusted to me; but always +atoned for my evil thoughts by compelling myself to remain awhile +longer with my tormentor. No harm came to me from this experience, +however, hard as it was. I kept healthy and honest. + +"One occurrence, which exerted a great influence on my future +movements, I must relate here, because I shall have occasion to refer +to it later. Anton Striegler and I were sitting chatting together one +beautiful summer morning, before the posada--as they call the inns in +Spain--of a large town about six leagues from Valencia, when a handsome +boy, who happened to be passing, stopped, listened to our talk for a +while, and then began wringing his hands like one possessed. Just as I +was about to call my companion's attention to the boy, he suddenly +sprang towards us, and seizing Striegler, cried out in Spanish, 'What +is that you were saying?' + +"'None of your business,' returned Striegler, also in Spanish. + +"'What language was it?' asked the Spaniard again. + +"'German,' answered Striegler. The boy seized the image of the saint +that hung from his neck, and fell to kissing it as if he would eat it +up. Finally he begged us to go with him to his house, where his father +was talking in that language and no one could understand him. On the +way he explained that his father was a blacksmith from Germany, who had +lived in the town for forty years, and had married here; that for weeks +he had been lying dangerously ill, and during the last few days had +talked in an unknown language, so that he could neither make himself +understood nor understand those about him. The whole family were in +the greatest distress. On entering the house we found an old man with +snow-white hair and long white beard, sitting upright in bed, and +calling out, 'Give me a bunch of rosemary!' then he would begin to +sing,--'And plant it on my grave.' The sight and the sounds chilled +every drop of blood in my veins; but Striegler is not easily daunted, +and, approaching the bed, said in German, 'How are you, countryman!' If +I live to be a hundred, I shall never forget the old man's face when he +heard those words. He stretched out his arms and then folded them on +his breast, as if to gather the sounds to his heart. Striegler talked +further with him. The old man was able to give sensible answers; a +little confused at times, but in the main intelligible. He was a +Hessian by birth, named Reuter, but had changed his name to Caballero. +For fifty years he had spoken nothing but Spanish, and now at the point +of death every Spanish word had forsaken him. I believe that, for the +rest of his life, he never understood another word of that language. +The whole family was made happy by having us as interpreters of the old +man's wants. Striegler took advantage of this incident to gain for +himself something of a position in the town and turn it to profitable +account, while I sat by the sick-bed. The best part of my life abroad +was that I spent with Striegler. I had plenty to eat and drink, and for +the sake of the old man was abundantly well treated. At the end of +three days we left him; but hardly had we gone a couple of leagues +before the son came riding after us to say we must go back, for his +father was crying for us. We went to him again. He was talking German; +but too incoherently for us to make out his meaning. At last, with the +cry, 'Now I will go; now I will go home!' he fell back and died." + +Here Petrovitsch paused in his story. "The whole thing made a deeper +impression on me than I knew at the time. Striegler, after a while, +returned to Spain and, I hear, married a daughter of Caballero. I +continued my travels through France. At Marseilles I met your father, +who saw I was not such a good-for-nothing fellow as the world supposed, +and gave me the means of starting business on my own account. The +saving and starving I had long practised for others I now tried for +myself. I met with considerable success, paid back your father's money, +and received from him more wares. My business led me over half the +world. I could speak five languages; but a word of German, especially +of Black Forest German, always made my heart leap in my bosom. One +great weakness of mine was that I could never conquer my homesickness. +It haunted my steps like a ghost, and spoiled the relish of many a +jolly drinking-bout." + +Petrovitsch paused again, poked the fire till it crackled merrily, and +then, rubbing his hand over his old, wrinkled face, resumed: "I pass +over ten years. I am in Odessa, and a made man. A fine city Odessa is, +where all nations are at home. One friend I have there whom I never +shall forget. There are villages in the neighborhood, Lustdorf, +Kleinliebenthal, and others, occupied wholly by Germans; not from our +part of the country, however, but chiefly from Wurtemberg. Many +commissions were intrusted to me by persons at home; but I kept +faithfully by your father until his death. Although my property was +handsome, quite sufficient to enable me to drive, I travelled over all +Russia on foot, not knowing what fatigue meant. Look at the muscles of +that arm; they are of steel. What must they have been thirty years ago? +They were something to be proud of then, I can tell you. I settled in +Moscow, and remained there four years. Yet I can hardly call it +settling, for I never rested an hour; never made myself at home, as the +phrase is. In that way I could better earn and save. I never, in all my +life, was called in the morning, nor turned over for another nap when I +once waked. + +"Many of our country-people came to me, and always found me ready to +help. Not a few out in the world owe their fortune to me. I asked about +home, and was told my father was dead, my mother was dead, and my +brother was married. I asked if he never inquired about me. That was a +hard question to answer. All he had ever been heard to say of me was +that I should one day come home a beggar. But the cruelest thing of all +was my countrymen's calling me the goatherd. My brother was to blame +for my having to bear that nickname through life. I always meant to +send him a couple of thousand florins, with a letter saying: 'The +goatherd sends you this for the hundred cuffs you owe him, for all the +good you have done him, and for your faithful care of him.' I kept +thinking I would do it, but, the devil knows why, I never did, I got +tired living in Moscow, and wanted to go home; instead of which I went +to Tiflis, and stayed there eleven years. + +"As I began to grow old my feelings changed, I resolved to go home with +a bag of gold, that all men should see but my brother; with him I would +have nothing to do. The more I thought of it, the more I was convinced +that he had dealt cruelly with me, and would be glad to know I was +dead. He should suffer for it. I hated him and often reviled him in my +thoughts; yet my thoughts kept returning to him. An indescribable +homesickness consumed me. No water tasted as good as that of the old +well at home by the church, and no air was as fragrant as ours of a +summer evening. Thousands and thousands of times I have thought how +gladly I would give a hundred florins for a roomful of the air of my +native valley. Then I imagined the delight of getting home and having +all the dwellers above the town and below it gathering together to see +Peter, or Petrovitsch, as they call me now. There should be long tables +spread on the meadow before our house, where all should come who would, +and eat and drink for three days,--all but my brother. Yet all the time +I felt in my heart, though I would not confess it, that he was the only +person I loved. Every year I said, next year I shall go; but I kept +staying on. It is hard to leave a business in which everything you +touch turns to gold. I wondered how I came to be so gray and old. At +last I fell sick,--for the first time in my life dangerously sick. For +weeks I was out of my head, and talked, as I afterwards learned, in a +language that no one about me understood. The doctor was able to make +out a few words, which he said were German. I frequently cried out, +'Cain!' and, 'What is the price of the boy?' Then I remembered +Caballero in the village near Valencia. Suppose you should one day be +lying so on your death-bed, and should cry out for water, and there +should be no one to understand you!-- Now the time was come. Home, +home, home! Thanks to a good constitution, I quickly recovered and +proceeded to carry out my fixed resolution. Perhaps my brother would +humble himself and acknowledge his injustice to me; then I would stay +by him till I died. How much time might still remain to us? What was +the whole world away from those of our own blood? On the way,--for I +actually set out at last,--I was like a child who has been lost in the +wood and runs crying home. I often had to remind myself how old I was. +Hatred of my brother revived in my heart and tormented me. It was like +a severed artery that will not heal: a touch, a thought, brings the +bad, black blood again. + +"I reached home. + +"The mountains seemed to be rising and running to meet me, as I entered +the valley. + +"I drove through the different villages. There was where such and such +a one lived; I could not think of the names till I had passed. The road +was broader and more convenient than it used to be, and followed the +valley instead of going over the Woltending mountain. I was in a +strange land and yet at home. Mountains that used to be thickly wooded +were now as bare as a Turk's head. There had been a terrible sacrifice +of trees. I entered the village on a beautiful summer evening at +haying-time, just as the bells were ringing. They seemed voices not of +this world. I had heard many bells in the forty-two years I was abroad, +but none like these. Involuntarily I took off my hat; it was so good, +so heavenly to feel my native air blowing about my head! I know not +what echo it woke within me. The gray hairs on my head seemed growing +young again. Most of the persons I met on the way were strangers to me. +You, doctor, I recognized from your resemblance to your father. No one +knew me. I drew up at the 'Golden Lion' and inquired if Lorenz Lenz of +the Morgenhalde was at home. At home? He had been dead these seven +years. A thunderbolt falling at my feet could not have more confounded +me. Fortunately I recovered myself before my agitation was observed. + +"I went up to my room, and late at night walked through the village, +meeting many familiar objects that convinced me I was once more at +home. All was still about my parents' house. The pine trees at the back +of it, that were hardly twice as tall as I when I left home, were now +giants, ready to be cut down. I half resolved to depart before day. +What should I do here? It would be easy to go, for no one had +recognized me. + +"But I did not depart. + +"Persons came to me from all quarters, and offered me their hands--to +be filled. But, doctor, I once to kill time fed the sparrows on my +window-sill, and from that day the importunate beggars are possessed to +come here every morning, and distract me with their noise; there is no +frightening them away. It is easy to acquire habits, but hard to break +them up. I stopped asking about anybody, for I heard of nothing but +death and disaster, and a hundred times a day got a stab at my heart. +Whoever came in my way was very well; who did not, was gone. All came +to see me except my sister-in-law and her prince. 'My brother-in-law +knows where his parents' house is,' she said. 'It is not for us to run +after him.' The very first time I saw young Lenz, I conceived a dislike +to him. He looked like none of us, but took after his mother's family. +When I look round upon the village now, and the whole district, in +fact, I am ready to tear my old hair out for having come home. +Everything is stunted and lazy and spoiled. Where is the old +light-heartedness, the old high spirit? Gone. The youths are good for +nothing. Don't I have to pick the cherries before they are ripe to +prevent the young trees from being broken? My musical nephew there +cossets himself up in his room, while I, at his age, was out making my +way in the world. I mind nothing; but he turns pale and sick at every +rough wind and every rough word. There was a time when I hoped +something from him, and thought he might still make my life happy. If +he had married your daughter Amanda, the young people should have come +to me, or I would have gone to them. My property would have come into +your family, as it is right it should; for I am indebted to your father +for the beginning of my good fortune, if good fortune it is. That +cursed Pilgrim guessed my thoughts, and tried to make me a go-between. +I would have nothing to do with it. I never give advice nor take it. +Every man must work out his life in his own way. And this is the point +I want to come at: that I won't give a red cent; rather would I throw +my money into the fire. Now I have talked enough. I have made myself +quite hot." + +"How did the water of the spring by the church taste, that you had +longed for so much?" asked the doctor. + +"Bad; very bad. It is too cold and too hard. I cannot bear it." + +With this for a text, the doctor undertook to reason Petrovitsch into a +better way of thinking. He tried to convince him that the world had not +changed for the worse any more than the spring of water; only his eyes +and thoughts, as well as his palate, had lost their youth. He explained +to him, that while he was perfectly right in strengthening his mental +and bodily powers by contact with the outside world, yet domestic +industry and economy required that many should stay at home, and be +screwed, like their own vice, to the work-bench. He laid special stress +on the delicacy, amounting almost to morbid sensitiveness, that +accompanies a talent for music; at the same time pointing out to the +old man the same soft-heartedness in himself that he censured in his +nephew. He strongly urged upon him the necessity of extending a helping +hand. But Petrovitsch had relapsed into his old obstinacy, and silenced +the doctor by saying: "I keep to what I said before. I neither give +advice nor take it. I shall take no steps in the matter. If you say +another word, doctor, I will not answer for the consequences." + +It was clear there was nothing further to be hoped for, and, as a +message arrived at this moment from Ibrahim, Petrovitsch and the doctor +left the house together. The doctor was obliged to draw his cloak close +about him as he went up the Morgenhalde. It was blowing fiercely, +though the wind was strangely warm. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI. + + ANNELE THAWS AND FREEZES AGAIN. + + +While Lenz, in his great distress, was wandering about the world, +Annele was visited at home. She was alone, wholly alone; for her +husband had left no parting word behind. He had gone away moody and +silent, without opening his lips. Pooh! Two words would have brought +him back, she thought, and yet a strange fear oppressed her heart, and +flushed her cheeks. She had never been used to the company of her own +thoughts. In the constant bustle and stir in which her life had been +spent, she had never sat down quietly to think. Now it was forced upon +her. No matter what she turned her hand to, or how persistently she +went about her household work, something was always following her, +pulling at her gown, and whispering, "Hearken to me!" + +Little William was sitting by the servant-maid, winding the yarn as +fast as it was spun. The baby had been put to sleep, and as Annele sat +by the child's bed an invisible power held her in her chair, and forced +her to listen to the voice of her own thoughts: Annele, what change has +come over you? The gay, handsome Annele, whom all loved and flattered, +sitting here in a darkened chamber of a lonely house, having to delve +and to save!--I would not mind that; I would do it gladly, if I were +but honored in the household. But nothing I do or say suits him. What +do I do that is wrong? Am I not frugal and industrious, willing to work +even more than I do? But this place is like a grave.-- + +She started, trembling, from her seat. A dream she had had in the night +came vividly to mind,--not a dream, this time, of merry parties or +flattering guests, but of her own open grave. She had stood beside it, +and distinctly seen the little clods of earth rolling down into the pit +that had been dug for her. She screamed aloud and stood as one +paralyzed. + +With an effort she recovered herself; all the life within her cried: "I +will not die, not yet; for I have not yet lived, either at home or +here." + +She wept in deep compassion with herself as her thoughts travelled back +over the years that were gone. She had imagined life would be so happy +alone with the man she loved, far away from the world; from the +publicity that had grown irksome to her, and the undefined feeling of +insecurity that had begun to poison her enjoyment of the profusion +about her. It was her husband's fault that she longed now for a wider +field in which to use her wasted powers. He was like his own clocks, +that play their little tunes, but hear nothing beyond. The comparison +made her laugh in the midst of her wretchedness. + +She would gladly have yielded obedience to one who showed himself a +master among men, but not to a miserable sticker of pins. + +Yet you knew who and what he was, whispered something in her heart. + +Yes, but not like this, not like this, she answered. + +Has he not a good heart? + +Towards every one but me. No one who has not lived with him knows his +many whims, his frightful bursts of passion. This clock-making is +fatal; we must try another mode of life. + +This was the point to which Annele's thoughts always reverted. If she +could only be a landlady at the head of the first establishment in the +country; could only be earning some money and have some communication +with the world, happy days would come again. + +She went to the glass and rearranged her dress. She could never go +about in any slatternly fashion; no slippers for her, though Lenz often +did not draw on his boots from one Sunday to another. For the first +time for many months she dressed her hair in its triple crown of +braids, and her proud glance as she stood before her glass said +plainly: I am Annele of the Lion; I have no idea of pining away for any +man. I have harnessed afresh, and he must drive with me. Our two +strongest horses are put to the carriage. She snapped with her tongue, +and raised her right hand as if brandishing a whip over the horses' +heads. + +"Is your mistress at home?" asked a voice without. + +"Yes." + +There was a knock, and, to Annele's great surprise, the minister +entered. + +"Welcome, sir," said Annele, courtesying; "did you wish to see me or my +husband?" + +"I came to see you, knowing your husband was absent. I have not seen +you in the village since your parents' misfortune, and thought I might +perhaps be of some service to you in your trial." + +Annele breathed more freely. She had feared her visitor might have been +sent by Lenz, or had come to speak with her about Lenz. + +She spoke with sorrow of the fate of her parents; her mother, she +feared, would not long survive the shock. + +The minister talked with her kindly and seriously, urging her to be +resigned to what had happened, whether merited or unmerited, and not to +let distress and anger tempt her to shut herself from the world. He +reminded her of the one honor that he had spoken of at her marriage; he +spoke pleasantly of her father, whose misfortune was due to a +miscalculation on his part, not to any intentional dishonesty. + +"I have not forgotten your wedding day," pursued the minister, giving a +slight turn to the conversation, "and wished to bid you good morning on +this fifth anniversary of it." + +Annele smiled and thanked him; but the thought struck to her heart that +Lenz had gone away without bidding her good morning. With a return of +her old fluency she expressed her pleasure at the honor her minister +paid her; spoke of his great goodness, and of the daily prayers the +whole village ought to offer up to Heaven for his life and health. She +evidently was bent upon keeping the conversation away from her own +affairs. She would allow no approach, on the minister's part, to the +subject of her domestic difficulties. Under the influence of that +determination she drew in her breath and moistened her lips, as the +postilion Gregory might when he was about to blow one of his elaborate +pieces on the horn. + +The minister understood it all. He began by praising Annele for her +many good qualities,--for her neatness and careful management in her +parents' house, and her keeping her purity unharmed by the temptations +which assailed her there. + +"I have long been unaccustomed to praise," answered Annele. "I had +almost forgotten I was ever of account in the world." + +The minister saw his bait was taking. As a physician wins the +confidence of his patient by describing to him all his aches and pains, +till the sick man looks up joyfully and says, "the doctor knows my +whole case; he will surely help me," so the minister described to +Annele all her mental sufferings, and wound up with saying: "You have +often seen blood flow from a wound, from a blow or a bruise, and know +how the black blood gradually takes on all the seven colors. So it is +with the soul's wounds. An injury, an offence, like that black blood +gradually takes on all the colors,--hate, contempt, anger, self-pity, +pain at the wrong, a desire to return evil for evil, and again to let +all go to wreck and ruin." + +It seemed to Annele that she was holding her heart in her hand, and +showing how it had been bruised and lacerated and beaten to pieces. The +good-for-nothing barrelmaker, he would have his full deserts now! "O, +help me, sir!" she cried. + +"I will; but you must help yourself. You do not need to change your +nature. Alas for you, if you did! I am old enough to know how easy that +is to say, and how hard to do. You only need to shake off something +foreign to yourself that has taken possession of you. There is goodness +in you, only you have forgotten it, wilfully forgotten and ridiculed +it, and prided yourself on your sharpness of tongue. Have done with all +pride and ambition. Where is no oneness of heart is a continual wearing +upon each other." + +The little man's figure dilated, and his voice gathered strength as he +laid bare before Annele her false pride and her hard-heartedness +towards Franzl. Annele's eyes flashed at the mention of Franzl. + +So the secret was out. It was she, the thievish, hypocritical old +woman, who had brought this upon her, and turned all against her. No +cat ever mangled a mouse with greater pleasure than Annele now pulled +to pieces old Franzl. + +"If I could but have her once in my clutches!" she snarled. + +The minister waited till her fury had spent itself. "You make yourself +out to be wicked and vindictive," he said; "but I still maintain you +are not so at heart." + +Then Annele cried to think she should be so sadly changed; it was not +like her to be so angry. It was all because she had nothing to do; was +not allowed to be earning anything. She was not made to keep house for +a petty clockmaker; she was made to be a landlady. If the minister +would only help her to be landlady, she promised he should never see +another spark of anger or cruelty in her. + +The minister admitted that she had all the requisite qualities for a +landlady, and promised to do everything in his power to make her one; +but implored her, as she kissed his hands in gratitude, not to trust +for her improvement to any external circumstances. + +"You are not yet subdued by your grief and humiliation. Your pride is +your sin, the cause of unhappiness to you and yours. God forbid you +should need the loss of husband or children to bring you to your better +self!" + +Annele's seat was opposite the mirror, and as she caught the reflection +of her face in the glass there seemed to be a cobweb floating before +it. She passed her hand several times across her face. + +The minister got up to go, but Annele begged him to sit with her a +little longer; she could think better when he was by. + +The two sat in silence. No sound was heard except the ticking of the +clocks. Annele's lips moved, but no voice came from them. She kissed +his hand devoutly when he at last departed, and he said: "If you feel +yourself worthy, if your heart is softened, really softened, come to +the communion to-morrow. God bless you!" + +She wished to accompany him part of the way. "No courtesies now," he +said; "be first pure and humble in heart. Judge not, that ye be not +judged, says the Saviour. Judge yourself; look into your own heart. +Accustom yourself to sit quiet and think." + +Annele remained sitting where the minister had left her. She found +it hard, for sitting with her hands before her and thinking was +not her habit. She forced herself to it now. One sentence of the +minister's kept ringing in her ears: "You have often good and pure +thoughts,--thoughts of penitence; but they visit you as guests, drink +their glass, and are gone. You put the chairs in place again, wipe off +the table, and all is as if they had not been." + +Annele reflected upon it and acknowledged it was true. + +She could be hard upon herself as well as upon others. Why have you +thus misused your life? she asked herself. + +The child woke up and cried. "The minister has no children; it is very +well for him to tell me to sit and think, but I must quiet my child." + +She took the little girl out of bed and fondled her more tenderly than +usual. The child helped to drive away her solitary thoughts. + +She suddenly remembered the tune that Lenz had played the first time +she was at the house, and she sang her baby to sleep by it now: "Love +it is the tender blossom." She still sang on after the child was asleep +and lying quiet in her arms, and as she sang the words she thought: +Whom have I ever loved? whom?--I wanted to marry the landlord's son and +the engineer in order to have a good position; but as for loving any +man with my whole heart, I never did. And my husband? I married him +because one of the doctor's daughters would have taken him, and because +I wanted to get away from home, and because he was good-tempered and +everybody spoke well of him. + +Annele started as the child turned in her sleep. She quieted her again, +but felt uneasy at being thus alone with her thoughts. There seemed +ghosts lurking in all the corners, even in broad daylight. If only some +one were here to cheer me up! Come, Lenz; come home! Be kind, and all +will go well. We need no priest to help us; we can help ourselves. We +are helped; I love you. + +It was noon, and the sun was shining warm out of doors. Annele wrapped +the child carefully up and carried it out in front of the house. +Perhaps Lenz was on his way home; she would give him a cordial +greeting, bid him the good morning he had forgotten to say, and tell +him all should henceforth be peace between them. At this hour, five +years ago, they had been married, and now they would be married again. + +The figure of a man, still too far off to be recognized, was seen +coming up the hill. "Call father!" she said to the child. + +"Father! father!" the little thing cried. + +The man came nearer. It was not Lenz, but Faller, hurrying up with an +extra hat in his hand. "Is Lenz at home yet?" + +"No." + +"Good Heavens! this is his hat. My brother-in-law picked it up in the +gully where he was cutting wood. If Lenz should have done himself any +violence!" + +Annele's knees shook; she pressed the child to her till it cried. "You +are mad, and want to make me mad!" she exclaimed. "What do you mean?" + +"Is that not his hat?" + +"Good Heavens, it is!" she shrieked, and fell to the ground with the +child. + +Faller raised them both. + +"Has he been found? dead?" asked Annele. + +"No, thank Heaven! Come into the house. Let me take the child. Be calm, +he has only lost his hat." + +Annele staggered into the house, waving her hands before her face to +brush away the mist that dimmed her sight. Was it possible? Lenz dead +now,--now, when her heart had opened to him? It cannot be, it is not +so. "Why should my Lenz kill himself?" she asked as she sank upon a +seat. "What do you mean by it?" + +Faller made no answer. + +"Can you only talk when you are not wanted to?" she asked angrily. "Sit +down, sit down, and tell me what has happened." + +As if he could punish Annele by not doing her bidding, Faller remained +standing, though his knees shook under him. The look he turned upon her +was so full of sorrow and bitter upbraidings, that her eyes fell +beneath it. "How can I sit in your house?" he said at last. "You have +taken the comfort out of every chair." + +"I do not need your admonitions. I told you that long ago. If you know +anything of my husband, tell it. Has he been found dead? where? Speak, +you--" + +"No, thank Heaven. God forbid! The shingle-maker from Knuslingen, +Franzl's brother, reported him as having been with Franzl, and she +lives almost two leagues beyond the place where his hat was picked up." + +Annele breathed more freely. "Why did you frighten me so?" she asked +again. + +"Frighten you? Can you still be frightened?" + +Faller told how Lenz had been everywhere, trying to borrow money to pay +the security on his house, and added that that need burden him no +longer, as Don Bastian had just advanced the required amount. + +Annele drew herself up as he spoke. The old spirit of wrath and +bitterness rose again within her, mightier, more vengeful than ever. He +has deceived you, he has lied to you, her every feature said. He lives, +he must live to atone for it. He told you he had withdrawn his +security. Come home, you liar, you hypocrite! Annele went into her +chamber, and Faller was obliged to depart without seeing her again. +Gone was all sorrow, all contrition, all love. Lenz had deceived +her, had told her a lie, and he should pay for it. Just like these +good-natured milksops who, because they cannot stand up like men for +their own rights, must be handled like a soft-shelled egg! Let me +alone, and I will let you alone; refuse me nothing, and I will refuse +you nothing, though you make me a beggar. Come home, you pitiful +milksop! + +Annele put no food on the fire, to be ready for her husband's return. A +very different kind of cooking was going on. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII. + + A NIGHT OF STORMS. + + +Lenz went up the hill, after parting from the doctor, with a light and +happy heart. From one of two sources help must certainly come,--from +his uncle or the factory. + +He saw the glimmer of a lamp as he approached his house. Thank Heaven, +all is waiting for the good news, he said to himself. Poor Annele! you +are more to be pitied than I, for you see the bad side of human nature, +while I have only to go abroad to find the world full of kindness. I +will help to lighten your burden. + +Suddenly, like a burning arrow, came the thought: You have been a +traitor to-day in your heart,--twice and thrice a traitor. At +Katharine's, and again at the doctor's, you entertained the sinful +thought that your life might have been different. Where is the honor +you pride yourself upon? You have been five years married, and are the +father of two children. Good Heavens! this is our wedding day. + +He stood still listening to the voice within him: "Annele, dear Annele! +This one day has seen my first and last unfaithfulness. May my parents +in heaven refuse to pardon me if I ever give way to such thoughts +again! From this time forth we will keep a new wedding day." + +In this feeling of self-accusation, and of joy that all things would +henceforth be well, Lenz entered his house. + +"Where is my wife?" he asked as he saw the two children in the +sitting-room with the servant. + +"She has just lain down." + +"Is she ill?" + +"She complained of nothing." + +"Annele," he said, going into the sleeping-room; "I am come to wish you +good evening and good morning; I forgot it early to-day. I have good +news, too, for you and for me. Please God, all things shall go well +with us from this day forward." + +"Thank you." + +"Is anything the matter? Are you ill?" + +"No; I am only tired, tired almost to death. I will be up in a minute." + +"No; keep in bed if it does you good. I have news for you." + +"I don't want to keep in bed. Go into the sitting-room; I will be out +in a minute." + +"Let me tell my news first." + +"There is time enough for that; it won't spoil in a couple of minutes." + +A shadow fell on Lenz's happiness. Without a word he returned to the +sitting-room and fondled the children till Annele came out. "Will you +have anything to eat?" she asked. + +"No. How came my hat here?" + +"Faller brought it. I suppose you gave it to Faller to bring to me, did +you not?" + +"Why should I have done that?" he answered. "The wind blew it off my +head." + +He told in few words his chance visit to Katharine. Annele was silent. +She kept her charge of falsehood ready to launch at him when occasion +offered. She could bide her time. + +Lenz sent the maid into the kitchen, and, holding the boy in his lap, +gave a full account of his day's experiences, all but of those thoughts +of infidelity which had risen in his heart. + +"Do you know the only one point of consequence in the whole story?" + +"What?" + +"The hundred florins and three crown-pieces that Franzl offered you. +The rest is nothing." + +"Why nothing?" + +"Because your uncle will not help you. Do you see now the mistake you +made in letting him off five years ago?" + +"And the factory?" + +"Who is to be admitted besides yourself?" + +"I know of no one yet but Proebler, whose ingenious inventions have +certainly earned him a place." + +"Ha, ha! that is too good; you and Proebler! You are capital +yokefellows. Did I not always tell you you would come down to his +level? But you are more pitiful than he, for he at least has not +dragged down a wife and children. Out of my sight, you poor, miserable +milksop! Let yourself be yoked to the same team with Proebler!" She +snatched the child from its father's knee and, turning the torrent of +her words upon the terrified boy, continued, passionately: "Your father +is a pitiful milksop, who needs to have the bottle always held to his +lips. Pity his mother is not alive to make his pap for him! Oh, how low +have I fallen! But one thing I insist upon, you shall not enter the +factory; I will drown myself and my children first. When I am dead you +can go and ask the doctor's crooked daughter to leave her weeds and +marry you." + +Lenz sat motionless, chilled with horror. + +"Mention not my mother's name," he cried at last. "Leave her to her +eternal rest." + +"I have no objection to leaving her. I neither want nor have anything +of hers." + +"What? Have you no longer that sprig of edelweiss? Tell me, have you +not kept it?" + +"Stuff and nonsense! of course I have kept it." + +"Where? Give it to me!" + +Annele opened a drawer and showed it. + +"Thank God! you have it still; it will still bring us its blessing." + +"The man has actually lost his senses with his superstition. The idea +of pinning his faith to a wretched bit of dried grass instead of trying +to help himself! Just like these beggars to go tearing about the world +distracted." + +Annele poured forth all this venom with her back upon her husband, as +if calling the world to witness his degradation. Her utter ignoring of +his presence, and thus speaking of him in the third person, was a +keener stab than even her cruel epithets. + +With great self-control he said: "Do not speak so, Annele; it is not +yourself, but a devil speaking in you. And do not crush the little +flower; keep it sacred." + +"Ha, ha!" laughed Annele. "That is too much. I won't give way to such +miserable superstition. Out of the window, Edelweiss, and take this +precious bit of writing with you." + +A tempest of wind was raging without. + +"Come, Wind," she cried, as she threw open the window; "come, take +all this sacred trumpery." She let go flower and letter. The wind +whistled and howled, and whirled them high in the air over the bald +mountain-top. + +"What have you done, Annele?" groaned Lenz. + +"I am not superstitious like you, nor am I yet fallen so low as to make +an idol of such trash." + +"It is no superstition. My mother only meant that so long as my wife +honored the memory of my parents, a blessing would rest upon the house. +But nothing is sacred to you." + +"I do not hold you sacred, nor your mother either." + +"That is too much, too much!" cried Lenz, his voice choked with the +passion he in vain endeavored to repress. "Leave the room and take the +boy with you. I have heard enough. Go, or you will drive me mad!--Hush! +There is some one at the door." + +Annele withdrew with the child into the inner chamber, just as the +doctor entered the room. + +"It is as I feared," he said. "Your uncle will not lift a hand to help +you. He says you married against his will, and not another word can I +get from him. I have used every argument in my power; all was vain. He +at last almost turned me out of the house." + +"And all because of me! I must bring evil on all who love me and try to +serve me. Forgive me, doctor. I cannot help it." + +"Why, how you talk; of course you cannot help it. I have known plenty +of strange men in my life, but never one like your uncle. He opened his +whole heart to me, and a tender heart it is; he is not a jot behind the +rest of your family in that. I thought I surely had him and could guide +him like a child; but when it came to money, off he was again." Here +the doctor gave an expressive snap of his fingers. "Nothing more was to +be got out of him. In fact, I don't believe he has anything besides a +trifling annuity from some insurance office. Let us put him out of the +question altogether. I shall talk the matter over with my sons, and if +you prefer not to enter the factory, we can make some arrangement by +which you shall employ five or six workmen here, or more, if you can +accommodate them, to be paid by our establishment." + +"Not so loud, please. My wife can hear us from the next room. I was +prepared for the result of your interview with my uncle; there was +little else to be looked for. As for the factory, the mere mention of +the word has thrown my wife into such a state as I never saw her in +before. She will not hear of it." + +"Take time to consider it. Will you not come a little way down the hill +with me?" + +"Pray excuse me; I am so tired! My knees bend under me. Since four +o'clock this morning I have scarcely sat down, and I am not used to +such long tramps. I almost fancy I am going to have a fit of illness." + +"Your pulse is feverish, as is natural after so much fatigue and +excitement. A good night's sleep will set you right again. But you must +be careful of yourself for some little time to come. You may really +work yourself into a serious fit of illness if you don't rest more and +husband your strength. Tell your wife from me," he continued, raising +his voice so that his words could not fail to be heard in the adjoining +room, "that she must take very good care of the father of her children +during this season of thaw, and make him keep housed. A clockmaker, +used to such constant sitting, gets to be delicate. Good night, Lenz; +pleasant dreams to you!" + +The doctor had a hard walk down the hill, often sinking deep into the +melting snow, on whose surface lay a treacherous covering of stones and +gravel. He was obliged to divest his mind of its anxiety for Lenz, and +concentrate all his thoughts on the path he was treading. A remark of +Pilgrim's constantly recurred to his memory, that Lenz could make +as much of life as any man, but he craved joy and love; the dry +companionship his home afforded was killing him. + +Lenz meanwhile sat alone in his room. He was tired out, yet could find +no rest. He paced the room like a wild beast in its cage. Racked with +pains, and sick in body and mind, his heart cried out: Alas, to be sick +and at the mercy of a cruel wife! to have no escape, to lie under the +scourge of her tongue, to hear your fevered fancies blamed as evil +passions, to be cut off from your friends; sick and dependent upon an +unloving woman!--rather death by my own hand! + +The wind put out the fire, filling the room with smoke. Lenz opened the +window and gazed out. No light now in the blacksmith's house; he is +buried in the dark ground. Would I too were at rest from my many +sorrows! + +The air was warm, unnaturally warm. The water dripped from the roof; +from the bare mountain-top to the valley below, the wind was rushing +and roaring as if one gust were driving hard upon another. There was a +rattling and rumbling on the heights behind the house. The tempest, in +rage at the loss of its playground in the forest, seemed to be wreaking +its vengeance on the chestnut and pines in the garden, twisting them +till they creaked and groaned. It was well that his house was firm in +its stout oaken beams, else the wind might sweep it away with all in +it. "That would be gay travelling," laughed Lenz, bitterly, starting at +the same time and casting a frightened look behind him, as the old +timbers cracked in ghostly sympathy with the misery within the +dwelling. Such words were never heard within these walls before, nor +did ever dweller here live through such a night in such a mood; neither +father, nor grandfather, nor great-grandfather. + +He turned to get his writing materials, and, as he passed the mirror, +stopped involuntarily and gazed at the figure whose swollen and +bloodshot eyes were reflected there. At last he sat down and began to +Write, pausing often and pressing his hand to his eyes, then dashing +his pen along the paper again. He rubbed his eyes, but no tears fell +from them. "You have lost the power to weep," he said, hoarsely; "best +so; you have wept too much already for a man." + +He wrote:-- + + +"DEAREST FRIEND AND BROTHER: My heart is breaking as I write, but I +must talk with you once more. I think of the days and the many summer +nights I have spent in happy walk's with you, my one ever-loving +friend. It could not have been I; it was some one else. God is my +witness, and so is my mother in heaven, that I never wilfully wronged a +fellow-being. If I ever wronged or grieved you, dear brother, forgive +me. I did it not intentionally, and humbly beg your forgiveness. I am +not fit to live. + +"Here is my confession; I see no escape but death. I know that to kill +myself is a sin, but to live is a greater. Every day I am a murderer. I +can bear it no longer. I spend my nights in weeping, and all the time +despise myself for it. I might have been a quiet, honest, upright man, +had I been allowed to remain in the beaten track; but I was not made +for contest. I weep to think of what I have become; I who was once so +different! If I live, my life will be a greater shame upon my children +than my death. That will be soon forgotten; the next season the grass +will be growing on my grave. By your faithful heart, and by all the +acts of kindness you have ever done me, I conjure you to be a father to +my forsaken children. My poor children,--I dare not think of them. I +was foolish enough once to fancy I could make a good father; but I +cannot; I can be nothing. If love is not freely given me, I cannot win +it; that is my misery, that is my ruin. A wall of glass is about me +that I try in vain to surmount. My mother was right in saying we can +sow and plant and force a harvest by our industry, but one thing must +grow of itself, and that is love. It will not grow for me where I had a +right to look for it. + +"Take my children out of the village when I am buried. I would not have +them see me. Pray the mayor and the minister to have me laid beside my +parents and my brethren. They were happier than I. Why was I alone left +to live for such an end as this? + +"You are my little William's godfather,--take him now for your own +child. You always said he had a taste for drawing; take him to your own +home and teach him. If it be possible, be reconciled with my uncle +Petrovitsch. Perhaps he will do something for my children when I am +gone, for I am sure he likes you; I would not tell you now what I did +not know to be true. You may still be good friends together. His heart +is kinder than he will acknowledge, as my mother always said. My +wife--but I will say nothing of her. If my children are happy, let her +be forgiven for my sake. + +"I have been driven to hearing and saying such words as I had never +imagined tongue could utter. + +"I am in prison and must escape. I have lived through days and watched +through nights that were as years. I can endure no more; I am tired, +tired even to death. For months I have not closed my eyes and tried to +sleep, without being assailed by visions of horror that pursue me +through the day. I can bear this black and haunted sleep no longer; I +must have the quiet sleep of death. + +"In return for the money I owe you, take the watch which you will find +on my body. It will tick on against your faithful heart when my heart +shall have ceased to beat. When my effects are sold, buy my father's +file and keep it for my son. I have no legacy to bequeath to him. Teach +him that his father was not a bad man. He has my unhappy sensitiveness; +drive it out of him, make him strong and self-reliant. And the baby-. + +"It is hard--hard that I must die; I am still so young; but better now. +The doctor must see that my body is not carried to Freiburg for the +students to dissect. Give to him and all his household my cordial +greeting. He has long known how things were with me; but they were past +any doctor's help. Bid our comrades good by for me, especially Faller +and the schoolmaster. My dearest, dearest brother, I have still much to +say to you, but my head swims. Good night. Farewell. + + "In eternity, + + "Your loving + + "LENZ." + +He folded the letter and wrote the address: "To be delivered to my +friend and brother Pilgrim." + +The day began to dawn. He extinguished the lamp, and, holding the +letter in his hand, approached the window to take his last look of the +world of nature. The sun was just rising above the mountain; first a +pale streak of yellow, soon obscured by a long stretch of dark cloud; +above the cloud, the deep blue of the open heavens, and beneath the +broad expanse of snow shimmering in the ghostly light. A rosy flush +floats on the black bosom of the cloud, and lo! in an instant the mass +is rent with golden fissures; the whole heaven is spread with gold, +that gradually turns to crimson, till of a sudden all is aglow with +purple flame. That is the world of light, of bright existence. Take +your last look of it before leaving it forever. + +Lenz put the letter in his pocket, and went out to take a turn about +the house. At every step he sank to his knees in melting snow. He +returned to the sitting-room, and, finding that Annele was not inclined +to get up, dressed the children himself and gave them their breakfast. +When the village bells began to ring he ordered the maid to take +William by the hand and the baby in her arms and go with them to +Pilgrim's. He gave the letter into the girl's hand, but finally changed +his mind about it, and taking it from her, concealed it in the little +girl's pocket. When the child's clothes were taken off at night, the +letter would be found. All would be over then. + +"Go to Pilgrim's," he repeated to the girl, "and wait there till I +come; if I do not come, wait till night." + +He kissed the children, and, turning away, laid his head upon the +table. Long he lay in the same position. Nothing stirred in the house. +He waited till the last sound of the church-bells had died away, then +rose and bolted the house door. "God forgive me, it must be done," was +his bitter cry. He sank upon his knees; he tried to pray, but could +not. "She often said her prayers, and before the last word had fairly +passed her lips, her anger and abuse and mockery broke out afresh. She +has sinned against everything in heaven and on the earth. She, too, +shall--no; let her live. But in her presence I will do the deed; she +shall see the work of her hands." + +He covered his face with both hands, then clenched his fists and burst +into the chamber, meaning to kill himself before his wife's very eyes. +He drew back the bed-curtains. "Cuckoo! cuckoo!" cried the little girl +from the bed. Lenz sank half fainting to the floor. + +Suddenly there was a rushing sound;--the earth seemed opening to +swallow them,--there was a rolling as of thunder over the earth and +under it,--a mighty crash above their heads,--and it was night, deep, +dark night. + +"What is the matter? For Heaven's sake, what is it?" screamed Annele. +Lenz rose to his feet. "I do not know; I cannot tell what has +happened." Annele and the child were beside themselves; they wept and +screamed with terror. Lenz tried to open a window; he could not stir +it. Tumbling over the chairs, he groped his way into the outer room, +where, too, all was in total darkness. "Annele," he cried, "we are +buried under the snow!" A silence fell upon them both; only the child +sobbed and shrieked, and the poultry in the wood-shed cackled as if a +hawk were among them. An instant more and all was still as death. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII. + + A FRIEND IN NEED. + + +At that very hour Pilgrim was on his way to church. When nearly there, +however, he changed his purpose, took several turns in front of old +Petrovitsch's house, and finally mustered courage to pull the bell. +Petrovitsch had been watching him from his window, and muttered to +himself, as he heard the ring: "You are going to make me a visit, are +you? I will give you a reception you won't forget in a hurry." + +Petrovitsch was as much out of sorts as if he were suffering from the +effects of a night's debauch; and indeed it was pretty much so. He had +committed an excess in calling up old associations, and admitting a +guest to share them. The idea of having given way to the wretched +weakness of desiring to appear well before a fellow-man angered him. +How could he meet the doctor again in the full light of day? There was +an end to his proud boast of caring nothing for the opinion of the +world. Pilgrim was an excellent object on which to wreak his ill-humor; +he would put a stop to the fellow's playing and singing for one day at +least. + +"Good morning, Mr. Lenz!" said Pilgrim, entering. + +"The same to you, Mr. Pilgrim." + +"Mr. Lenz, I have come to see you instead of going to church." + +"I did not know I was considered such a saint." + +"I do not come hoping for any great results from my visit, but only +that I may feel I have done my duty." + +"If every one did his duty it would be a fine world to live in." + +"Your Lenz, as you know--" + +"I have no Lenz but that one," interrupted Petrovitsch, pointing to the +reflection of his carefully shaven face in the glass. + +"You know that your brother's son is in great trouble." + +"No; the trouble is in him. It all comes from a man's priding himself +on his kind heart, and having friends who pet him till he thinks all +other views than his are the whimsies of a crabbed old croaker." + +"You may be right; but talking won't mend the matter. Your Lenz's +difficulties are greater than you think." + +"I never measured them." + +"He is even in danger of taking his own life." + +"He did that long ago, when he married as he did." + +"I can say no more. I thought I was prepared for everything, but this I +had not expected. You are much more,--you are a different man from what +I took you for." + +"Thanks for the compliment. I only regret I cannot wear it as a medal +about my neck, as you singers wear your badges." + +The gay, open-hearted Pilgrim stood before the old man as disconcerted +as a fencer who at every sally finds his weapon struck from his hand. + +Petrovitsch hugged himself on his success, and putting an unusually +large lump of sugar into his mouth, said, as he smacked his lips: "The +son of my deceased brother has done according to his own will and +pleasure. It would be unjust in me to try to defraud him of the fruits +of his own choosing. He has squandered his life and money,--I cannot +restore them." + +"Good Heavens, Mr. Lenz, you can. His life and that of his whole family +may yet be saved. The discord in his house will cease when plenty +returns and this wear of anxiety is removed. 'Horses quarrel over the +empty crib,' says the proverb. Wealth is not happiness, but it can +command happiness." + +"Young people nowadays are very generous with others' money, but have +no taste for earning their own. I will do nothing for the husband of +Annele of the Lion, whose fair words have to be bought with gold." + +"What if your nephew should die?" + +"He will probably be buried." + +"And what will become of the children?" + +"We can never tell what will become of children." + +"Has your nephew ever offended you in any way?" + +"I know not how he could offend me." + +"Then what can you do better with your money than now--" + +"If I ever need a guardian, I will ask to have you appointed, Mr. +Pilgrim." + +"I see I am not clever enough for you." + +"You do me too much honor," said Petrovitsch, putting one foot over the +other and playing with the lappet of his slipper. + +"I have done my duty," said Pilgrim again. + +"And cheaply, too, at the expense of a couple of fair words. A bushel +of them would not cost much. I would buy at that rate." + +"This is my first and last request to you." + +"And this is my first and last refusal to you." + +"Good morning, Mr. Lenz!" + +"The same to you, Mr. Pilgrim." + +At the door Pilgrim turned, his face crimson and his eyes flashing. +"Mr. Lenz, do you know what you are doing?" + +"I generally know pretty well what I am doing." + +"You are absolutely turning me out of your house." + +"Indeed!" said Petrovitsch with an ugly smile; but his eyes fell before +the look of mingled pain and defiance in Pilgrim's face. "Mr. Lenz," +continued the young man, "from you I bear everything. There lives not a +man within sight of a hedge or a tree that can yield a stick, who can +boast of having insulted Pilgrim with impunity. You can: and do you +know the reason? Because I am willing to bear insults in my friend's +cause. Unhappily it is all I can do for him. No angry word shall you +hear from me that you can use as a pretext for not helping my friend. +For his sake I gladly suffer insults. Tell all the world, if you will, +that you have turned me out of your house." + +"It would not be much to boast of." + +Pilgrim's breath came short and quick; his lips grew white, and without +another word he left the room. + +Petrovitsch sent after him such a look of triumph as a satisfied fox +might send after the wounded and fugitive hare whose blood he had +sucked, but whose life the poor creature might save as he could. + +With great satisfaction he paced about his room, stroking himself down +with his hands. He seemed actually so puffed up with satisfaction that +he had to let out the tasseled cord of his dressing-gown. Now +Petrovitsch is himself again, his every motion seemed to say; last +night you behaved like an old fool and forfeited all right to revile +the dish-clouts about you. + +Pilgrim silently wended his way homeward, but, being in no mood for +entering his room at once, passed his house and took a long walk +through the fields. On returning, he was most agreeably surprised by +finding his friend's little boy. That is the way, he thought, when +friends heartily love one another. At the very moment I was thinking of +Lenz, his heart was full of me. Perhaps he had a presentiment of my +intended visit to Petrovitsch, and so sent his boy to help my petition. +But the child could have done no good. The voices of men and angels +would have been alike useless. + +There was no end to the games Pilgrim invented, and the pictures he +drew, for the child's entertainment. Little William screamed with +delight at the hare and hounds made out of a handkerchief and a black +necktie, and called for the same stories over and over again. Pilgrim's +great story was of a Turk named Kulikali, who had an immense nose and +could swallow smoke. He dressed himself up like the Turk Kulikali, and +spreading a cloth on the floor, sat in the middle of it with his legs +crossed, and played all manner of tricks. He was as much of a child for +the time as his little godson. After dinner, which they ate down stairs +with Don Bastian, William insisted on being taken, in spite of the +sleet and slosh, down to the brook. That was the best fun of all. Great +blocks of ice went floating by with ravens perched upon them; and when +one of their rafts cracked and broke to pieces, the ravens flew up and +perched upon another. It was dizzying to look down on them from the +height where the two stood. The earth seemed to be in motion while the +ice stood still. The child clung anxiously to Pilgrim. When that +entertainment failed, Pilgrim took his godson home and made him up a +bed on his well-worn sofa, which they agreed should be little Lenz's +own, and he should never go away any more. "At home papa cries," the +little fellow said; "and mamma too; and mamma says papa is a wicked +man." Poor Pilgrim was cut to the heart at hearing of it. The snow and +rain increased so much in violence, and the avalanches from the roofs +of the houses and from the upland slopes were so constant, that it soon +became impossible to step out of doors. The evening came, but no Lenz. +The servant-maid told of her having met Petrovitsch on his way to the +Morgenhalde, not far from the house. He had asked whose the child was, +and on her replying it was Lenz's William, had given him a little bit +of sugar,--not a whole lump, for he broke off half of it first and put +it into his own mouth. + +"Is it possible? can Petrovitsch really have been softened? Who can +read the hearts of men?" + +Petrovitsch, after giving full scope to his exultation at this double +triumph over the doctor and Pilgrim, felt very tranquil in his mind. He +sat at his window watching the groups of church-goers, till at last all +were gone by except a single woman and a single man, who came hurrying +along to take their seats before the service should begin. +Petrovitsch's custom was to go to church himself; in fact, so regular +was his attendance that it was reported he meant to leave a handsome +sum in his will towards erecting a new building. To day, however, he +stayed at home, being busy with his own thoughts. One idea in +particular occupied his mind: The fellow has good friends in his time +of need. Pooh! would they be quite so good if they were rich? Pilgrim's +friendship perhaps is sincere; it almost looked so. He was very near +letting his passion break out at one time; but he kept it down and let +me say what I would, rather than injure his friend's cause.--It was all +a trick likely enough,--and yet there is such a thing as friendship. + +He heard the rumbling of the organ from the distant church, the singing +of the congregation, and then came a silence which implied that the +minister had begun his sermon. A voice seemed to be preaching to +Petrovitsch as he sat with folded hands in his chair. Suddenly he rose +saying half aloud: "It is very well to show men their master, but it is +pleasant too to be thought well off.--No, no; that is not worth while; +that is not what I mean; but to make men rub their eyes and cry: +'Thunder and lightning, who would have thought it?' there is some fun +in that." + +Petrovitsch had not for many years dressed himself so quickly as he did +to-day. Generally he took his dressing easily and comfortably, like +most things that he did, spending at least an hour over it; but to-day +he was soon ready, even to the putting on of his costly fur coat which +he had brought from Russia himself. The old housekeeper, who had seen +him a few minutes before in dressing-gown and slippers, stared in +amazement, but dared not utter a word, as she was not spoken to. With +his gold-headed cane, furnished with a hard, sharp ferrule at the +bottom, in case of need, Petrovitsch walked through the village and +straight up the hill. No human being was in the street; none at the +windows to wonder at seeing him leave his house at this unwonted hour +and in this ugly weather. Bubby had to represent the whole absent +humanity, and proclaimed, as well as his barking could: My master is +behaving himself in a way you would not believe; I would not have +believed it myself. He barked it at a raven sitting meditatively on a +hedge, sagely reflecting upon the melting snow; he barked it for his +own gratification as he leaped ever higher and higher through the +deepening drifts, on his useless digressions to and fro; and between +his barks his look at his master seemed to say: No human soul +understands us two; but we know each other. + +I sacrifice all my peace of mind by doing it, said Petrovitsch to +himself; but if I don't do it I have no peace of mind either. I might +as well secure some thanks at least. After all, he is a good, simple, +honest fellow, as his father was before him. + +Lenz's door was locked when the two reached the house. Bubby was +already on the threshold, and Petrovitsch had his hand on the latch +when--he sank to the ground, and an avalanche of snow overwhelmed him. +So much for troubling yourself about other men, was his first thought +and his last, for immediately consciousness failed him. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV. + + BURIED ALIVE. + + +"Strike a light, Lenz; strike a light! If there is any danger, I must +see it. What makes you stand there crying in the dark. I feel your +tears on my hand. What is the matter? Let me go; I will get up myself +and light a lamp." + +"Be quiet, Annele," said Lenz, his teeth chattering so he could hardly +speak. "Annele, I had meant to kill myself here before your eyes." + +"Better kill me; I should be too glad to die." + +"Did you not understand me, Annele? We are blocked up by the snow; +buried alive with our child." + +"If death had had to wait for you to bring it, it never would have +come." + +Still that hard, cutting tone; those biting, stinging words! Lenz felt +his breath come hard. + +"Let me get up, let me get up!" continued Annele; "I am not like you, +to let my arms hang down at my side. I don't care what becomes of me; +but I choose to see the danger. You would like to wait till some one +came to dig you out or till the snow went away of itself; that is not +my way. Defend yourself, is our family motto." + +"Stay where you are; I will strike a light," answered Lenz; but hardly +had he reached the next room before Annele stood beside him with the +child in her arms. On attempting to go to the garret a new misfortune +disclosed itself; the roof had been broken in. "The snow alone could +not have done the damage," he said; "it has brought trunks of trees +down with it, and that was what made such a crash." + +"I don't care what made it; only let us find some help, some way of +escape." + +She ran hither and thither trying all the windows and doors. Not till +she found that all were firmly walled up and yielded nothing under her +fiercest efforts, did she admit the full extent of the catastrophe, and +setting the child down upon the table, broke out into screams and +tears. Lenz took the child in his arms, and with difficulty persuaded +Annele to be quiet. "The hand of death is upon our house," he said; +"all struggle is unavailing. Did you keep William too at home? Is he +concealed anywhere here?" + +"No; he went with the maid. I kept only the baby." + +"Thank God! we are not all lost; one of us at least is saved. Poor +little child! I sent the boy away, Annele, that he might not see his +father kill himself; but now all is changed. God summons us all. Poor +child, to have to perish for your parents' sins!" + +"I have not sinned; I have nothing to reproach myself with." + +"Good; hold to that to the last. Do you not know that you have murdered +me, poisoned the very heart in my body, disgraced me in my own eyes, +trodden me under foot, taken all strength from me?" + +"A man who allows his strength to be taken from him deserves nothing +better." + +"An hour more and we may be standing before another judgment-seat. Look +into your heart, Annele." + +"Keep your preaching to yourself; I don't want it." + +An instant afterwards her screams summoned Lenz to the kitchen, whither +she had gone to light the fire, and where he found her gazing in terror +at the rats and mice congregated on the hearth, while a raven flew +round and round the kitchen, knocking down plates and pots in his +course. + +"Kill them! kill them!" shrieked Annele, and fled into the adjoining +room. + +The rats and mice were soon disposed of, but the raven it would have +been impossible to catch without breaking every article of crockery in +the kitchen. The lamp made the bird frantic, and without a light +it was impossible to find him. "I might shoot the raven with my pistol +which I have here, ready loaded," he said, returning to Annele in the +sitting-room; "but the jar would hasten the fall of the house. The best +thing I can do is to make this room safe." + +He drew a heavy press into the middle of the room directly under the +main beam, piled a smaller one above it, and filled in the space so +tightly with clothes as to prop up the roof against a considerable +pressure from without. + +"We must bring all the eatables we have in here." That too he did +quickly and handily, while Annele sat like one paralyzed, and could +only look on in wonder. + +Lenz brought his own prayer-book and Annele's, opened them both at the +same place,--the preparation for death,--and laying his wife's open +before her, began to read aloud. Seeing she did not follow him, he +looked up presently and said: "You are right not to read; there is +nothing there for us. Never were any two like us, who should have lived +together in peace, each doubling the other's life; but who instead of +that pulled away from each other, and are now both imprisoned at the +gates of death, and must die together, since they could not live +together. Hark! Do you not hear cries? I thought there was a growling +sound." + +"I hear nothing." + +"We cannot light a fire," continued Lenz; "for there is no way for the +smoke to escape, and we should be stifled. Thank God, there is the +spirit-lamp that my mother bought. You help even in death, mother," he +said, looking up at the picture. "Light it, Annele; only economize the +spirit; we cannot tell how long we shall have to make it last." + +Annele watched his movements in blank amazement. She was often tempted +to ask whether this were really that Lenz who had been so incapable of +helping himself. But no words came from her stiffened lips. She was +like a person in a deathly trance who tries to speak and cannot. + +Her first swallow of warm milk revived her. "What if the mice should +come in here?" was her first question. + +"I will kill them here too, and bury them in the snow to get rid of the +stench. By the way, I must bury those I killed in the kitchen." + +Again Annele looked at him in amazement. Was this man, so bold in the +face of death, the old, sensitive, shiftless Lenz? A kind word rose to +her lips, but did not get spoken. + +"That plaguy raven has bitten me," said Lenz, returning with his hand +bleeding. "The fellow is wild with terror at having been swept away by +the force of the avalanche; there is no catching him. A whole pillar of +snow has fallen down the chimney. Hark! that is ten o'clock. People are +coming out of church now. We were buried just as the last bells were +ringing. It was our death-knell." + +"I will not die yet; I am so young! And my child! I never knew, I never +imagined that I was going to my death when I condescended to live in +this desert with you clockmakers." + +"It is your father's fault," answered Lenz. "My parents were three +times snowed up, so that for two and three days they could not go +outside the house, on account of the depth of snow that lay there; but +they were never buried. Your father disposed of the wood, and had it +cut down over my head. This is his work." + +"You have no one but yourself to blame. He wanted to give you the +wood." + +"That is true." + +"Oh, if I and my child were but out of this place!" cried Annele, +beginning her lamentations afresh. + +"And do you care nothing for me?" + +Without appearing to hear him she cried again, "O God, why must I die +thus? What have I done?" + +"What have you done? yet a little while and God himself will tell you. +My words are spent in vain." + +Both were silent; a secret power seemed forcing Annele to speak, but +she could not. + +"Good God!" began Lenz; "here we two stand at the gates of death and +with what feelings towards each other! If we should be saved, it would +be only to renew the old pain and torment. My parents were three times +snowed up. My mother always made provision against such an event, and +kept on hand a plentiful supply of salt and oil. Of the first two times +I know nothing, but the last is distinct in my memory to this day. +Dearly as my father and mother loved each other, I never before saw +them kiss. When my father said: 'Mary, we are once more alone in the +world, out of the world'; then for the first time I saw my mother kiss +him. For those three days it was like living in eternity, in paradise. +Morning, noon, and night my father and mother sang together out of the +hymn-book, and every word they spoke was more sweet and holy than +tongue can tell. I remember my mother's saying once: 'Would we might +die at such a moment as this; pass out of this earthly rest into the +eternal, neither one left behind to grieve for the other!' Then and +only then did I hear my father speak of my uncle. 'If I were to die +now,' he said, 'I should leave no enemy behind. I owe no man anything. +My one grief is that my brother Peter dislikes me.'" + +Lenz suddenly paused in his story. There was a scratching at the +house-door, a whimpering and howling. "What is there? I must see what +it is," said Lenz. + +"No, no; for Heaven's sake!" cried Annele, sending a thrill through him +by the touch of her hand on his shoulder. "Let it be, Lenz! It is a fox +howling, or a wolf. I heard the howl of a wolf once, and it sounded +just like that." + +Whatever the creature was outside, it seemed to be roused to fresh +exertion by the sound of voices within; the scratching and barking grew +louder. + +"That is no wolf; it is a dog. Hark! it is Hubby's bark. Great Heavens, +it is Bubby! and where his dog is my uncle must be too. He must be +buried in the snow." + +"Let him lie there, if he is; it serves him right." + +"Woman! are you mad? must you still spit out your poison?" + +"I am full of poison up to my throat. For days and days I had nothing +else to drink; it has been my only food." + +Lenz went to the kitchen and returned with an axe. + +"What do you mean to do?" screamed Annele, holding the child as a +shield before her. + +"Out of my way!" he cried, and raising the axe brought it down with all +his force against the door, which fell outward. It was indeed Bubby, +who now sprang in howling, but in an instant was back again scratching +in the snow, and uttering short, sharp barks. + +Lenz began to shovel away the snow. A piece of fur soon came to view, +and laying shovel and pick aside, he set carefully to work, digging +with his hands, and bringing the snow into the house in order to clear +a space. When he found his uncle, the old man's consciousness was gone. +All Lenz's strength was required to drag his seemingly lifeless body +out of the snow. He bore him into the chamber, stripped off his +clothing, put him to bed, and began rubbing him with all his might, +till he at last drew a deep breath. + +"Where am I?" groaned Petrovitsch; "where am I?" + +"In my house, uncle." + +"Who brought me here? who took off my clothes? where are my clothes? +where is my fur? where is my waistcoat? it has my keys in it. So you +have me at last, have you?" + +"Be calm, uncle; I will find everything for you. See, here is your fur, +and here is your waistcoat." + +"Let me have them. Are the keys in the pocket? yes, there they are. Ha, +Bubby, are you here too?" + +"Yes, uncle, he saved your life." + +"Ah, now I remember. We were buried by the snow. How long ago was it? +was it not yesterday?" + +"Scarce an hour ago," said Lenz. + +"Hear you no help coming?" + +"I hear nothing. Keep quiet a few minutes while I go into the other +room, and get you something to drink." + +"Leave me the light; bring me something warm." + +"Serves me right," said Petrovitsch when he was left by himself; +"serves me exactly right. What business had I to go out of my +accustomed way?" + +He seemed revived by the brandy Lenz brought him, and caressing his +dog, who had nestled close to his master's side, said: "Let me go to +sleep now. What is that noise? Is there not a raven crying?" + +"Yes, one was swept down the kitchen chimney by the snow." + +"Very well; let me sleep now." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV. + + SMITTEN TO THE HEART. + + +Lenz and Annele sat without in the sitting-room, neither speaking a +word. The child laughed and stretched out its little hands now towards +the light, and now towards its father's eyes, that were broodingly +fixed upon it. "If we must die, thank God our son is saved!" said Lenz. +Still Annele was silent. The monotonous ticking of the clocks was +suddenly interrupted by one of the musical works beginning to play a +hymn. For the first time the eyes of husband and wife met. Annele +changed the child's position on her lap, and clasped her hands over its +buoyant bosom. + +"If you can pray," said Lenz, "you ought to be able to look into your +heart and repent." + +"I have nothing to repent of in my conduct towards you; whatever other +sins I may have committed, I confess only to God. I have meant nothing +that was not kind and honest towards you." + +"And I?" + +"You did right too, as far as you knew how. I am more just to you than +you are to me. You would never put me in a position where I could earn +anything." + +"And your horrible words?" + +"Pooh! words break no bones." + +Lenz implored her to be kind and peaceable before his uncle. "Your +uncle and the raven in the kitchen tell me we must die," she answered +as in a dream. + +"You are not generally superstitious; I hope, for your sake, you are +not going to be so now. It was you who threw the writing and the plant +to the wind, and called on the storm to visit us." + +Annele made no answer. After another interval of silence Lenz arose, +saying he would go on digging at the place where he had found his +uncle, for if he could dig through to the mountain, he should be able +to crawl out and summon help. Annele had her hand stretched out to +detain him, imagining the horror of having him buried in the snow, and +she and Petrovitsch too weak to dig him out. She had her hand stretched +out to detain him, but passed it over her face instead, and let him go. +He soon returned, however, and reported the snow to be so loose that +every space filled in again as soon as cleared. There was reason to +fear, also, that the snow still continued to fall. The best he could do +was to shovel out again what he had been obliged to bring into the +house, and push a clothes-press against the entrance, where the +battered door no longer served as a protection. + +His wet clothes had to be changed for his Sunday suit; it was no +wedding garment he put on. + +"Five years ago to-day," he murmured, "many sleighs stood before the +door of the Lion inn; would that the guests were here now to dig us +out!" + +Petrovitsch had awaked from a short sleep, but still lay quiet in bed +in the sleeping-room. He thought over with calmness all that had +happened. Haste and complaints were here equally unavailing. Yesterday +he had recalled his whole past life, had lived it over again in a few +short moments, and here was the end. He accepted it with indifference. +How to conduct himself towards those in the next room was the question +that chiefly occupied him. At last he called Lenz and asked for his +clothes, as he wished to get up. Lenz advised him to remain where he +was, for the sitting-room was cold and his clothes wet, there being no +way of lighting a fire. Petrovitsch, however, still desired to get up, +and asked if there was no comfortable dressing-gown in the house. + +"One of my father's," replied Lenz; "will you have that?" + +"If there is no other, give me that," said Petrovitsch, angrily, while +in his heart was a sorrow, almost a fear, at the thought of wearing +what had been his brother's. + +"You look quite like my father in it," cried Lenz; "quite like him, +only a little smaller." + +"I had a hard youth, or I should have been larger," said the old man, +looking at himself in the glass, as he entered the room. The cry of the +raven in the kitchen startled him; he imperatively ordered Lenz to kill +the bird. Lenz's chief occupation, however, for the time was to keep +the peace between Bubby and the cat. The dog betrayed his discomfort by +continued barks and whines, till the cat was finally shut up in the +kitchen, where she did them good service by silencing the raven. +Petrovitsch called for more cherry-brandy, of which Lenz said there +were happily three bottles left of his mother's making, at least twelve +years ago; with hot water and sugar he mixed himself a nice glass of +grog. "How absurd all this is!" he cried, growing talkative under its +genial influence; "I have dragged my body over the whole world, only to +be squeezed to death in my father's house. It serves me right; why +could I not have conquered that foolish homesickness? Homesickness +indeed!" he gave a laugh of derision and continued: "there is an +insurance on my life, but of what use is that to me now? Do you know +who has buried us here? that man of honor, the stout landlord, +destroyed the forest over our heads." + +"Alas! he buries his child and his child's child with us," added Lenz. + +"You are neither of you fit to mention my father's name," cried Annele, +passionately. "My father was unfortunate, but he was never dishonest. +If you say another word against him, I will set fire to the house." + +"You are mad!" cried Petrovitsch; "shall we thank him for throwing this +little snow-ball at our heads? Be quiet, Annele; come, sit here by me; +give me your hand. I have something to say to you, Annele; I never +fancied that you yourself were quite good and true; but now I see you +are. I like you for not letting any word of blame fall on your father. +Few keep loyal to a ruined man. 'Oh, how I love you!' is only heard as +long as we have money in our pocket. I like you for it, Annele." Annele +cast a quick glance at her husband, whose eyes were fixed on the +ground. + +"It is well that we should spend this hour together," continued +Petrovitsch; "who knows but it may be our last? Let us come to a full +and free understanding with each other. Draw your chair nearer, Lenz. +You looked for consolation from your wife in your misfortune. Because +you were dissatisfied with yourself and could give yourself no praise, +you craved it from others, instead of helping her, the proud Annele of +the Lion. You are proud, Annele, you need not shake your head. A good +thing pride is; I only wish Lenz had a little more of it. Your turn is +coming; don't be impatient." + +"Yes," cried Annele; "he deceived me, he said he had given up the +security for Faller; it was false." + +"I did not tell you so; I only tried to escape from your +importunities." + +"Your turn is coming. Now tell me one thing, on your honor, Annele," +continued Petrovitsch. "Did you know when you married Lenz that your +father was a ruined man?" + +"Must I tell you honestly?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, then, I swear before God, that I knew my father was no longer +rich, although I thought he had still a considerable property. I liked +Lenz while we were rich, but then my mother would not hear of my +marrying him. She was very ambitious for her daughters, and especially +disliked the idea of one of us living with a mother-in-law." + +"For yourself, then, you would have come to my mother had she been +living? Pilgrim said you would not." + +"If Pilgrim said so, he was right. I said many foolish things as a +girl, that I might be thought well of and be praised for my saucy wit." + +Lenz looked earnestly at her, and Petrovitsch went on: "Talk no more of +that yet, till I ask you some questions. You both deceived each other +and yourselves. You both persuaded yourselves you were marrying from +pure love, when in reality each thought the other rich; and when that +turned out not to be the case, mutual anger and recriminations arose +between you. Say, Lenz; did you not think Annele was rich." + +"I did think so; but, uncle, that is not the cause of the misery that +consumes me,--of my bleeding heart and my burning brain. I thought the +landlord was rich, but I did not care for his money." + +"And you, Annele?" + +"I did not think Lenz was rich. You may tear me in pieces between you +if you will; I did not." + +"You have not made a full confession yet; one thing, however, you will +admit, that you are both sick with the same disease. You, Lenz, prided +yourself on your good-nature, and you on your cleverness, did you not, +Annele?" + +"I did not pride myself on my cleverness, but I am more capable and +more experienced than he, and better able to take care of myself. If he +had let me have my way, and be at the head of a hotel, we should not +now be in misery and waiting for death." + +"And what measures did you take to persuade him to do as you liked?" + +"I showed him that he was a do-little, a good-for-nothing pin-sticker. +I deny nothing. I took all the life out of him; I said whatever came to +my lips, and the more it pained him, the better I was pleased." + +"Annele, do you believe in hell?" + +"I must, for I have it before me. I am in the power of you two men; can +any hell be worse? You can torment me as you will; I am a weak woman, +unable to defend myself." + +"A weak woman?" cried Petrovitsch, with unwonted sharpness. "A weak +woman? a pretty way, to drive a man distracted with your obstinacy, to +drop poison into his heart till he is on the verge of despair, and then +say, 'I am a weak woman!'" + +"I might tell a lie," continued Annele, "and make promises for the +future; but I will not. Rather will I let myself be torn in pieces than +give up one jot of my rights. All I said was true, and that I knew it +was poison is also true." + +"All true?" cried Lenz, pale as death. "Think of one thing you said: +that my good deeds were only a cloak for my laziness, and that I +ill-treated my mother. My mother! In one hour perhaps we shall stand +before her; how can you meet her face to face?" + +Annele was silent. Petrovitsch, too angry to speak, sat pressing his +teeth against his lips, till at last he broke out: "Annele, if Lenz had +throttled you when you said those words, he would have been hung, but +he would have been innocent in the sight of God. You inn-keeper's +daughter, used to the wretched rabble that haunts a tavern, you have a +quick wit of your own, and hearing from some gallows-bird of a +postilion that the way to urge a horse in a race was to put burning +tinder in his ears, you laid your words like burning tinder in Lenz's +ears, and drove him mad. There is my hand, Lenz; you are a beggar for +kind looks and words, which is pitiful; but you have not deserved a +punishment like this, to be driven mad by a devil in your house. Give +me the child! you are not fit to hold an innocent child in your arms." + +The little girl screamed as he snatched her from her mother. Lenz +interposed: "Not so, uncle, not so. Listen to me, Annele; I have only +kind words to speak. Annele, we are standing beside an open grave--" + +Annele shrieked and covered her face with her hands. "You, too, are +standing by your open grave," he continued. + +Without uttering a word Annele sank lifeless to the ground. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI. + + VOICES FROM THE DEAD. + + +The lamp was thrown from the table and extinguished by Annele's fall, +leaving the four in total darkness. Lenz rubbed her with the brandy, +which happily was just under his hand, until she presently drew a +shuddering breath and placed her hand on his face. He laid her on the +bed in the next chamber, and hastened to strike a fresh light. + +The raven, in his flight about the kitchen, had upset and broken a +great jug of oil of turpentine, which Lenz kept on hand for use in his +night work, and an intolerable smell of resin filled the room the +moment the door was opened. He poured brandy into the lamp. A pale blue +light spread a ghastly hue over the faces of the buried party. + +Petrovitsch laid the child on the bed, and finding its little feet were +stone cold, called Bubby to lie upon them. Then he took Lenz by the arm +and led him back into the sitting-room, leaving the chamber-door open. +The cat and the raven were fighting together in the kitchen, but were +left to settle the quarrel between themselves. + +"Have you nothing to eat?" asked Petrovitsch; "it is five o'clock and I +am half famished." + +There was plenty to eat; a ham which had been thrown down from its +place in the chimney, bread, and a bag of dried fruit. + +Petrovitsch ate with a good appetite, and pressed Lenz to do the same; +he was too intent upon what went on in the adjoining room, however, to +swallow a morsel. The child talked in its sleep, an unintelligible +murmur, that seemed their one connecting link with the world of nature. +It chilled their hearts to hear the unconscious little thing laugh in +its dreams. Annele breathed quietly. Lenz went in to take the child, +but started back with a cry of horror, for he had seized Bubby instead, +and the dog snapped at him. His cry awoke Annele, who, sitting up in +bed, called him and Petrovitsch to her. "Thank God, I am still alive, +if it be but for one hour! I pray forgiveness of all; chiefly of you, +Lenz." + +"Don't try to talk now," he interposed. "Will you not swallow +something? I have found the coffee, but not the mill; if the child is +awake I will pound it up. There is nice ham here too." + +"I want nothing; let me speak. What happened? What made you scream, +Lenz?" + +"Nothing; I only took hold of the dog instead of the child, and he +snapped at me; in my excitement he seemed a monster seeking to devour +me." + +"Yes, yes; this distraction," said Annele; "this distraction that I +have made! O Lenz, my dream has come to pass as you described. Last +night I stood before an open grave and looked down into its dark +depths. Little clods of earth kept rolling into it, and I tried to hold +myself back, but could not; I began falling, falling; some power drew +me down. Hold me! There, there, now it is over; it is passed now. Lay +your hand upon my face; so. O gracious God! that you all should have to +die with me! that all this should have come upon you for my sins! I +have deserved it! but you and my child! and oh, my William; my poor +William! You looked at me so pitifully when you went away, and said, 'I +will bring you something good when I come back, mother.' You must bring +me something good in heaven. Be true and good and--" + +Tears choked her voice; she grasped Lenz's hand and held it to her +face. "An hour ago I had gladly died; now I long to live, to have one +more chance of showing in this world that I can be true and loving. I +see now what a woman I have been. Henceforth I will pray for a kind +look and word. O God, save us, but for one hour, for one day! I will +send for Franzl, Lenz; that was the beginning of my evil-doing." + +"I really believe now that the devil is driven out," said Petrovitsch; +"your thinking of Franzl, and wanting to show kindness to one whose +life you have imbittered, is a sure sign. There is my hand; now all is +well." + +Lenz could speak no word. He hurried to the sitting-room, and bringing +what was left of the brandy his uncle had mixed, put it to Annele's +lips, saying: "Drink, and for every drop you swallow I would gladly +give you a thousand blissful words! Drink more, drink it all!" he +continued, as Annele set down the glass. "And then lie still and don't +speak another word." + +"I cannot drink any more; believe me, I cannot," said Annele. She +lamented piteously that they all must die. When Lenz tried to soothe +her by telling her that they had provisions for many days yet, and that +before those were exhausted help would surely come, she broke out into +fresh lamentations over her wicked life, her ingratitude and hardness +of heart in turning her back upon the abundance of good things that +were given her, and persisting in demanding those she could not have. + +"My head seems covered with snakes. Put your hand on it; is not every +hair a serpent? O Heavens! only this very day, or was it yesterday, I +put on my crown of braids. Go away! I must take down my hair!" + +With trembling and feverish hands she took down her hair, and as it +hung about her shoulders she looked like one crazed with grief. + +Lenz and Petrovitsch had great difficulty in quieting her. The old man +finally persuaded his nephew to go with him into the sitting-room and +leave her to herself. "Keep calm," he said, when they were alone +together, "else your wife will die before help comes. I never saw such +a change in any human being, and never would have believed it possible. +It is more than human constitution can bear. Tell me now what sort of a +letter this is which I found in your little girl's dress when I laid +Bubby on her feet." + +Lenz told the horrible resolution he had formed, and begged his uncle +to give back the letter which contained his farewell to life. The old +man, however, held it fast and read it half aloud. + +Lenz's heart trembled at hearing the words which were not to have been +read till he was out of the world. He tried to make out his uncle's +thoughts, as far as the pale blue light would let him study the +expression of his features. The old man read steadily to the end +without once looking up, and then, with a short, quick glance at his +nephew put the letter in his pocket. + +"Give me the letter; we will burn it," said Lenz, scarcely above a +whisper. + +In the same low tone Petrovitsch answered: "No; I will keep it; I never +half knew you till now." + +Whether the words were meant favorably or otherwise it was hard to +tell. + +The old man rose, took his brother's file from the wall, held it +firmly, and pressed his thumb into the groove worn by the dead man's +steady toil of years. Perhaps he was registering there a vow to fill a +father's place to Lenz, if they should be saved. He only said: "Come +here; I have something to whisper in your ear. The meanest act a man +can commit is to take his own life. I once knew a man whose father had +killed himself. 'My father took the easiest way for himself and the +hardest for us,' he said, and the son"--here Petrovitsch drew Lenz +close to him, and shouted in his ear--"cursed his father's memory." + +Lenz staggered backward and almost fell to the ground at the words. + +"Lenz, for Heaven's sake, Lenz, stand up!" cried Annele from the +chamber. "Dear Lenz," she continued, as the two men hastened to her, +"you had meant to take your own life. I know not whether you could +really have done it; but that you thought of it, and meant to do it, +was my fault. Oh, how your heart must have suffered! I cannot tell what +sin of mine most needs your forgiveness." + +"It is over now," said Petrovitsch, soothingly. It was strange that +Annele's mind should be working on the same subject they had been +discussing in the next room. Their tone was so low that she could not +possibly have heard them. Both men did their best to soothe her. + +"Is that noon or night?" asked Annele, as several clocks struck three. + +"It must be night." + +They rehearsed together all that had happened since the avalanche, and +concluded it must be past midnight. + +"O Day! if I could once, but once again, behold the sun! rise and help +me, Sun!" was Annele's constant cry. "I will live, I must live for long +years yet. If a single day could but undo such great misery! but it +will need years. I will persevere faithfully and patiently." There was +no quieting her till presently she dropped asleep. + +Petrovitsch too slept, leaving to Lenz his solitary watch. He dared not +sleep; he must face this threatening death, and avert it if he could. +He extinguished the light to save their precious store of brandy, for +they could not tell how long it might be needed. As he sat gazing into +the darkness, one moment he thought it was day, the next that it must +be night; now one was a comfort to him, now the other. If it was day, +help was nearer; if night, the work of forcing a passage through the +snow and gravel and fallen trees had been going on the longer. + +At times he seemed to hear a sound without; it was only seeming. There +was no sound save the raven croaking in his sleep. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVII. + + A PHALANX. + + +At noon of that same Sunday Faller started for the Morgenhalde to tell +Lenz the good news about his house. It was impossible to see his way +before him, so fiercely did the snow and rain beat against his face. He +plodded along with his head down till he supposed his place of +destination must be nearly reached, when he looked up and rubbed his +eyes in wonder and consternation. Where was he? had he lost his way? +where was Lenz's house? There were the pine-trees that stood by it, but +the house, the house! In his excitement he lost the path and fell into +a deep snow-drift, into which all his efforts to extricate himself only +made him sink the deeper. He cried in vain for help; no one heard him. +He had just strength left to work his way along to a tree, by whose +branches he clung till a fresh avalanche from above bore the snow away +from under him and left him free. By following the clearing which the +avalanche had made in its descent he succeeded in reaching the valley. +It was already dark, and the lights were shining from the houses as he +ran through the village, crying, "Help! help!" in a tone loud enough to +wake the seven sleepers. All hastened to the windows or into the +street, and the report quickly spread from mouth to mouth that the +house of Lenz of the Morgenhalde had been buried under the snow. + +The alarm-bell which Faller hastened to ring from the church had small +effect in bringing persons from beyond the village. The wind prevented +the sound from reaching to any great distance, and those who heard it +were deterred by the violence of the storm from obeying the summons. + +Pilgrim and the engineer were the first who appeared on the square +before the church. Pilgrim was struck dumb with horror at the terrible +misfortune which had overtaken his friend in this night of fearful +storm. The engineer displayed the greatest bravery and presence of +mind. "Bring all the ladders and cords you can lay hands on," he cried; +"and shovels and picks besides." + +Torches flared in the wind, casting a wild light upon the pale, +dishevelled women, who, with their cloaks thrown over their heads to +keep out the sleet and rain, clung to their husbands and sons, and +besought them not to risk their lives in this dreadful storm. + +The engineer fastened one end of a long rope about his body, and, +instinctively assuming the place of leader, commanded that every six +men should fasten themselves together at convenient distances to afford +mutual support, and prevent loss of time from having to hunt up +scattering members of the party. Pilgrim tied himself to the same rope +with the engineer; Don Bastian was about to do likewise, but their +temporary leader advised his heading a second company of six. A +quantity of dry wood was collected to light fires with, and, armed with +picks, shovels, and ladders, the party began the ascent of the +mountain. + +Within fifty paces of the house,--they could not approach nearer,--a +clearing was made in a comparatively sheltered spot, and a fire +lighted. Ladders were placed against the wall of snow, which proved, +however, too soft to bear a man's weight. Cries of "I am sinking! I am +sulking!" were heard here and there, while the confusion and danger +were increased by the impossibility of keeping the torches alight in +the wind. All expedients having failed, it was pronounced useless to +attempt the rescue in the night, and the party went homewards. Faller +at once offered to remain behind to watch the fire,--a duty which +Pilgrim would have shared, had not the engineer, seeing how the poor +fellow's teeth were chattering, made him go home with him, comforting +him with the assurance that, if the buried inmates were still alive, +they would be able to hold out till morning. + +It soon became known in the village that Petrovitsch also must be +buried under the snow. He had started for the Morgenhalde in the +morning, and had not since returned. Ibrahim, his companion at cards, +appeared in the street at the ringing of the alarm-bell with the cards +in his hand, crying out, "Where is Petrovitsch? I am waiting for +Petrovitsch." + +"It would be terrible," said Pilgrim to his new friend the engineer, +"if Petrovitsch should have perished in attempting to offer his tardy +help." + +Pilgrim reproached himself bitterly for having spent the whole day in +childish games, instead of going to the Morgenhalde. His mind had +misgiven him all the while that things were not right with Lenz, but he +had reasoned away his fears and been merry with his godson. The child +lay quietly sleeping in bed, unconscious of the fate which that night +might be bringing him, perhaps had already brought. Pilgrim established +himself in a chair by the little fellow's side, and sat watching him +till his anxious eyes closed, and he too fell asleep. + +Faller, meanwhile, remained like a soldier at his post, happily not +quite alone, for a workman of the village, who had once been a pioneer, +stayed behind with him on the field of danger. The two held counsel +together how the snow-fortress should best be taken, but no possible +mode of attack did they see. Poor Faller poked the fire in wrath that +he could be of so little use. + +A stranger joined them at their watch-fire,--a messenger from the city +who had been sent to summon Annele to her mother's death-bed. + +"There she is," said Faller, in bitter irony. "Fetch her out, if you +can!" After learning what had happened, the man returned as he had +come, through the night and storm. + +Faller managed, by means of a by-path, to mount up into what had been +the forest, hoping thus to be able to reach the pine-trees by the house +and bring help nearer. With his comrade's assistance he rolled several +great logs down the slope towards the pines. Some rolled beyond the +trees and remained upright in the snow, while one fell in the desired +position, with its end resting upon one of the projecting branches. + +The second man here suddenly bethought himself, that the logs they had +been rolling down might break in the roof and crush all under it. + +"What a fool I am!" cried poor Faller; "the greatest fool in all the +world. Dear, dear Lenz, God grant I may not have been your murderer!" + +Finally he crawled across the bridge which the one log had formed and +succeeded in kindling by his torch several of the other logs that stood +or lay near it. + +"That will melt the snow," he cried, exultingly. + +"Yes; and set fire to the thatched roof," returned his comrade. + +Faller stood in mute despair. The two began rolling up great snowballs +and throwing them into the fire, just as the day was dawning, which +they succeeded in extinguishing. + +It was a clear day, almost as warm as spring. The sun shone bright on +the Morgenhalde, seeking the house it had so often greeted; seeking the +master who on Monday morning always sat busy at work in the window, as +his father and grandfather had done before him. It found neither house +nor master. The sunbeams quivered and shimmered here and there as if +they had lost their way. There lay the defiant snow, challenging them +to do their worst. The sun sent its fiery darts against the few +cowardly flakes that yielded, but the solid fortress would hold out for +days. + +All the villagers were on the spot, the engineer at their head. Other +villages too and other parishes had sent men and help in abundance. + +Faller's logs offered a firm support, and companies were organized for +working systematically both from below and above. A single raven flew +persistently round and round the workmen and would not be frightened +away. The men perched high in the air shouted at him; he heeded not +their cries, but watched them at their work as if he knew what they +were about, and had something to tell them if he could but have spoken. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVIII. + + A PLANT GROWS UNDER THE SNOW. + + +Lenz sat mute and motionless, watching in the face of night and death. + +Petrovitsch was the first to rouse himself. He told of a house that had +once been buried in this way, and of those who came to the rescue +finding the bodies of four peasants with the cards still in their +hands, crushed to death at the table round which they had been sitting. +The old man shuddered as he told the story, and yet he could not keep +it to himself; he must tell it and relieve his mind, though it should +freeze the hearer's blood. But God would save them, he added, for the +sake of the innocent child. He almost railed against the Providence +which could doom the child as well as themselves to destruction. + +"She too is like a child again," replied Lenz. Petrovitsch shook his +head and warned him not to trust to such sudden conversion. If ever +they got out he must oblige Annele to sue daily and hourly for his +love. Lenz disputed the matter with his uncle, who had never known what +it was to be married; there was an angel in Annele, he said, that might +well raise a man to a heaven on earth; the trouble had been that, in +her frenzy, she had debased the good in her to the level of the evil. + +Petrovitsch only shook his head; he was evidently not convinced. + +Annele and the child awoke simultaneously with a cry of terror: "The +roof is breaking in!" screamed Annele. "Where are you, Lenz? Keep by +me; let us die together! put the child in my arms." + +When she was quieted, they all went together into the sitting-room. +Lenz pounded up Cousin Ernestine's coffee-beans, and they drank their +coffee by the light of the ghastly blue flame. The clocks struck. +Annele said she should stop counting the strokes, and asking whether it +was night or day; they were already in eternity. If the last cruel step +were only over!--She had hoped for some answer to relieve her fears, +her certainty of death; but none came. + +They sat for a long while in silence; words were useless. Lenz ventured +at last to take advantage of the pleasant terms on which he and his +uncle now stood, to ask why he had manifested such cruel reserve +towards him. + +"Because I hated the man whose dressing-gown I now am wearing; yes, +hated him. He treated me cruelly in my youth, and fixed the nickname of +goatherd on me. Constant pressure leaves its mark on the hard wood, why +not on a human heart? The thought that my only brother had rejected and +banished me was always wearing into my soul. I came home in the hope of +laying down the burden of hate which I had so long carried about the +world. I can truly say, I hated him to his death. Why did he die before +the word of reconciliation was spoken between us? On the long journey +home I rejoiced at the prospect of having a brother again, and I found +none. In the bottom of my heart I did not hate him, or why should I +have come home? Never again in this world shall I hear the name of +brother; soon elsewhere--" + +"Uncle," said Annele, "at the very moment we heard Bubby scratching at +the door Lenz was telling me how his father, when he was once snowed up +here, though not buried as we are, said that if he should have to die +then, he should leave no enemy behind but his brother Peter, and that +he would gladly be friends with him." + +"So, so?" said Petrovitsch, pressing one hand to his eyes, while the +other closed convulsively over that grooved handle which his brother's +hand had worn. + +For a while nothing was heard but the ticking of the clocks, till Lenz +asked again why his uncle had refused to recognize him, during the +first year after his return home, when his heart was yearning towards +his father's only brother, and he had longed, whenever he met him in +the street, to run to him and grasp his hand. + +"I knew how you felt," replied Petrovitsch, "but I was angry with both +you and your mother. I was told she petted you to death, and praised +you half a dozen times a day for being the best son, and the wisest, +cleverest man in all the world. That is a bad plan. Men are like birds. +There are certain fly-catchers who must always have something in their +crops. You are just such a bird, always crying out for a pat of the +hand or a kind word." + +"He is right, Annele,--is he not?" said Lenz with a bitter smile. + +"Perhaps so," answered Annele. + +"You need not talk!" cried Petrovitsch. "You are a bird yourself, or at +least have been; and do you know what kind of a one? A bird of prey, +who can go for days without food, but when he does eat, devours all he +can seize hold of, innocent singing-birds or little kittens, swallowing +bones, skin, hair and all." + +"Alas! he is right there, too," said Annele. "I never was so happy as +when I had some one to worry and tear to pieces. I was not conscious of +it till our first drive together, when you asked me how I could take +pleasure in exulting over Ernestine as I did. The words dwelt in my +heart, and I determined to become as good as you. It seemed to me I +should be much happier so. When on the way home you wanted to give old +Proebler a seat in the carriage, I could have pitched you out for being +such a simpleton; but afterwards, when you gave up the idea, excusing +yourself to God and your conscience for not giving a poor old fellow a +lift on the road, and seeming so happy, I could gladly have kissed your +hands for love of your goodness, if my pride had permitted. I resolved +to be like you, yet still I kept on in my old way, putting off from day +to day beginning on my new life, till the old devil took possession of +me again. I first grew ashamed of my good resolutions, and finally +ceased to entertain them. I was Annele of the Lion, whom all flattered; +I needed not to change. You were the first person who blamed in me what +others had found pretty and amusing. I was angry, fearfully angry. I +resolved to show you that you were no better than the rest of the +world. Finally, one idea took entire possession of me: I must be once +more at the head of a public-house; then you and the world would see +what talents I had. So I went on from worse to worse. Yesterday,--was +it yesterday that the minister was here?--hark! uncle is asleep. That +is good. I want one hour with you alone before we go into eternity. No +third person can understand our two hearts after all we have been +through together. Yesterday, Lenz, as I was sitting here by myself, the +thought came to me, that I had never known what it was to love with my +whole heart. I had been your wife for five years, and never found out +till yesterday how much I loved you. If you had come home then, I +should have kissed your eyes and your hands. Oh, you do not know how +dearly I can love! But instead came Faller, who first frightened me, +and then told how you had deceived me about the security. I became +again possessed with the evil spirit that makes me do and say what he +will, not what I will. But he is gone now; his power is over. I would +crouch at your feet if it would serve you. Oh, if I could but see you +once more; only once in the light of day! There is no seeing by this +blue flame. If I could but once more see your kind, good face, your +honest eyes! To die thus without seeing or being seen; it is terrible! +How often I met your eyes with averted looks! Oh for one flash, one +single flash of light, to show you to me!" + +Petrovitsch had only feigned sleep, seeing that Annele wanted to open +her heart to her husband, alone. The child was playing with Bubby. "If +I could but call back the years!" continued Annele. "One day at noon +you said, 'Is there anything better than the sun?' and in the evening, +'O, this good fresh air! it is pure blessing.' I laughed at your folly; +yet you were right,--you were happy. Happiness came to you as naturally +as the light and air. I sinned against you in all ways. When I threw +down your father's file and broke it, the point pierced my heart; but I +would not show that I was sorry. I threw out of the window that dear +writing of your mother's and that memento of her. Nothing that was +sacred to you escaped my venom. You forgive me, I know; pray God to +forgive me, whether I live or die." + +A musical clock began to play. Petrovitsch turned involuntarily in his +chair, but appeared to drop off to sleep again. When the piece was +finished, Annele cried again: "I must beg forgiveness of everything, +even of the clock. I was always ridiculing it, and now I hear how +beautiful it is. O God! not for myself I pray. Save us, save us all! +Let me show that I can make all well again." + +"All is well now," said Lenz; "even though we die. While the clock was +playing the thought came to me that we have our edelweiss again. It has +grown up in your good heart and in the hearts of us all? Why do you +tremble so?" + +"I am so cold; my feet are like ice." + +"Take off your shoes and let me warm your feet. So will I bear you up +in my hands my life long. Are you not better now?" + +"Yes, much better; but oh, my head! every hair seems dropping blood. +Hark! I hear the cock crow and the raven scream. Thank God, it is day." + +They all rose, even the uncle from his pretended sleep, as if +deliverance were at hand. A fearful pounding now began overhead. "We +are lost," cried Petrovitsch. Again all was still. The roof of the +sleeping-room had been broken in, so that the door refused to open. +After the first shock Lenz thanked God that a presentiment of the +coming danger had startled both wife and child from their sleep. He +comforted his companions by telling them that the sleeping chamber had +been lately added to the original house, and was quite independent of +it. The old oaken timbers of the main building would resist every +shock. Even while he spoke he thought he saw the roof giving way in the +direction of the sleeping-room; but he did not express his fears, +thinking he might easily be mistaken in this uncertain blue light. + +Again followed a long, breathless silence, unbroken except when a +distant cock-crow was answered by a bark from Bubby and a croak from +the raven in the kitchen. + +"This is a veritable Noah's ark," said Petrovitsch. + +"Whether we are nearing life or death, we are saved from the deluge of +sin," returned Lenz. + +Annele laid her hand upon his face. + +"If I only had a pipe of tobacco! it is a shame you don't smoke, Lenz," +complained Petrovitsch. Reminded of his fire-proof safe by the thought +of his row of pipes at home, he continued: "One thing I tell you; if we +ever are saved, you will get no money from me: not a penny." + +"We shall not need it now," replied Lenz; while Annele said, +cheerfully, "Do you know who will not believe that?" + +"You?" + +"No; the world. Nobody will believe, though you swear it a hundred +times, that one who was in death with us will not continue with us in +life. The world will give us credit on your account, and make us rich +if we will let it." + +"You are the same old rogue as ever," said Petrovitsh, trying to scold. +"I thought you were done with your jests." + +"Thank God, she is not!" cried Lenz. "Keep your happy heart, Annele, if +God delivers us." + +Annele threw her arms about her husband's neck and hugged and kissed +him. All were surprised at finding they had suddenly grown as gay as if +the danger were passed, whereas it was really at its height. Neither +communicated his fears to the others, but each saw how the walls +trembled and the main beam seemed about to fall. + +Annele and Lenz held each other in a close embrace. "So let us die and +shelter our child!" cried Annele. + +"Hark! there is a hollow sound without. It is our deliverers; they are +coming, they are coming! they will save us!--" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIX. + + SAVED. + + +"There are two blows following close upon each other," cried Lenz. "I +will make the clocks play together, as a sign to those without." + +He set the two musical clocks in motion, but the dreadful confusion of +sounds drove him almost frantic. Even in this hour of deadly danger a +discord was intolerable to him. He stopped them suddenly. With a pang +as of the severing of a heart-string he heard something in his great +clock snap at the hasty check. + +Again they held their breath and listened; no further sounds were +heard. + +"You rejoiced too soon," said Petrovitsch, his teeth chattering so that +he could hardly speak. "We are nearer death than life now." + +The pounding was repeated from above. "Bum, bum!" imitated the child, +while Petrovitsch complained that he felt every blow of the hammer in +his brain. + +Lenz could not have touched the right spring in one of the clocks, for +it suddenly began to play the air of the grand Hallelujah. "Hallelujah, +blessed be God the Lord!" sang Lenz with the full force of his voice. +Annele sang too, keeping one hand upon Lenz's shoulder, and the other +upon the head of the child. "Hallelujah! Hallelujah!" cried a voice +from above. + +Once more that piercing cry of old rang through the house "My Pilgrim! +my faithful brother!" + +The chamber-door was battered down with an axe. + +"Are you all alive?" cried Pilgrim, + +"All; thank God!" + +Pilgrim embraced Petrovitsch first, taking him for Lenz, and the old +man returned the greeting with a kiss on both cheeks, after the Russian +fashion. + +Close upon Pilgrim came the engineer, followed by Faller, Don Bastian, +and the members of the Liederkranz. + +"Is my William safe?" asked Lenz. + +"Yes indeed, safe in my house," answered Don Bastian. + +Some of the men shovelled away the snow from the outside of the +windows. + +"Sun, sun! I behold you again!" cried Annele, sinking upon her knees. + +The clock kept on playing the Hallelujah, the schoolmaster added his +voice, and the whole Liederkranz joined in with full, firm tones. As if +shaken by the mighty song, the snow-fortress in front of the house +suddenly loosened and rolled down the valley. + +The house stood free. + +The door into the kitchen was opened, and, upon the window being +lifted, the raven darted across the room above the head of the child +out into the open air. + +"Birdie gone!" cried the child. A second raven was waiting without, and +the two now soaring high in the air, now swooping towards the ground, +flew up through the valley. + +The first woman who made her way to Annele was Ernestine, who, having +heard of the disaster on the Morgenhalde, and also of the landlady's +death, had lost no time in coming to her cousin's help. She knelt +beside her. Lenz leaned upon Pilgrim's bosom. + +Petrovitsch was beginning to be angry because no one paid him any +attention, when happily the engineer approached him, and, with a manner +at once respectful and cordial, congratulated him on his deliverance. +The best fellow of the whole company, thought the old man. Pilgrim +politely apologized for the embrace he had inadvertently given, and was +treated to a cordial shake of the hand. + +"I have found a scrap of your mother's handwriting in the snow," said +Faller hoarsely; "most of the writing is washed out, but these few +words are left: 'This little plant is called edelweiss. Marie Lenz.'" + +"The paper is mine!" cried Annele, rising. All looked at her in +astonishment. "Why, Annele!" screamed Ernestine, "what in Heaven's name +have you on your head? your hair is all white!" + +Annele went to the mirror, and, with a cry of anguish, clasped both +hands above her head. + +"An old woman! an old woman!" she moaned, and fell upon Lenz's neck. +After a while she rose, sobbing, dried her tears and whispered in his +ear, "That is my edelweiss that has grown for me under the snow." + + + + + CHAPTER XL. + + ALL IS WELL. + + +The ravens flew across the valley and over the mountains, past a humble +cottage where sat an old woman at the window, spinning coarse yarn, +while big tears rolled down her withered cheeks upon the threads she +spun. It was Franzl. The tidings that Lenz with his whole household had +been buried in the snow had reached Knuslingen, and men from her +village had gone to their rescue. Franzl would gladly have gone with +them and done her part; but her poor old feet refused to bear her. +Moreover, she had lent her one good pair of shoes to a poor woman who +had to go to the doctor's. In the midst of her sorrow Franzl often +clapped her hands to her stupid head and said to herself: Why did I not +think of it yesterday, while he was here? it is too late now. I had it +on my tongue's end to tell him he must make provision against being +snowed up. We were thrice snowed up for days at a time, and such an +accident should be provided for every winter. It is too late now. The +old mistress was right in saying, as she did a hundred times: "Franzl, +you are always very clever, an hour behind the time." + +The ravens that now flew past her window might have told Franzl to dry +her tears, for the buried family was saved. Unhappily man cannot +understand the ravens, and is a long while conveying his good news +across mountain and valley. + +At evening a sleigh with merry jingling bells came driving up to the +door. What could it want? there was no one at home but Franzl. It +stopped just before her window. Who was getting out from it? was it not +Pilgrim? She tried to go to meet him, but her strength failed her. + +"Franzl, I have come for you," cried Pilgrim. The old woman rubbed her +forehead. Was it a dream? or what was it? "Lenz and his household are +saved," continued Pilgrim; "and I am sent to fetch you, most high and +mighty princess Cinderella. Will you trust yourself to the Swan." + +"I have no shoes," stammered out Franzl. + +"For that reason I have brought you fur boots that will just fit your +little foot," returned Pilgrim; "and here is the skin, I mean the +sheep-skin, of the monster Petrovitsch. You must drive with me, +well-beloved Franzl of Knuslingen, Fuchsberg, and Knebringen. Your +magic spinning-wheel you must leave behind, unless it chooses to hop +after us on its wooden legs. + + "'So gird thyself, my Gretchen, + Thou must with me to-day; + The corn is cut and garnered, + The wine is stored away.'" + +Thus merrily singing, Pilgrim offered old Franzl his arm, as if to lead +her to the dance. She was in a state of perfect bewilderment. Happily +her sister-in-law came home at this moment, and was by no means +displeased at the idea of having Franzl carried off in a sleigh. The +old woman, however, turned her unceremoniously out of the room when she +wanted to help her pack up her things: she could have no one by to see +her stow away that mysterious shoe. + +"The bed is my own; can you not pack it away in the sleigh?" she asked. + +"Let Knuslingen have it to sleep upon," answered Pilgrim. "Use your +pillow for a footstool and leave the rest behind. You will be cushioned +like a queen." + +"Must I leave my hens and my geese behind too? They are all my very +own, and my gold-hammer has been sitting for six weeks." + +The hen thus complimented thrust her gay crest through the bars of her +coop. + +The hens and geese, Pilgrim said, ran after the true princess +Cinderella of their own accord, and these were free to do the same if +they were so inclined; carrying them was out of the question. + +Franzl recommended her beloved fowls most pressingly to the tender +mercies of her sister-in-law, and charged her to send them by the first +messenger that should be going her way. + +The hens cackled uneasily in their coop as Franzl left the room, and +the geese in the barn added their note of remonstrance when the sleigh +flew by. + +It was on a beautifully clear winter's night that Pilgrim and Franzl +started from Knuslingen. The stars were glittering above their heads +and a firmament of glittering stars was in Franzl's heart. She was +obliged to seize her bag and pinch it till she felt her well-stuffed +shoe in order to convince herself that the whole was not a dream. + +"See, there is my potato-patch," said Franzl; "I bought it with my own +money when it was nothing but a heap of stones, and in these four years +the value of it has doubled. The potatoes are as white as the whitest +meal." + +"Let the Knuslingers enjoy your potatoes; you shall get something +better," answered Pilgrim. He went on to tell of the rescue of the +buried household, and how they were all living now with Petrovitsch, +who was a changed man and had become one of his best friends. It was +Annele's first request, he said, that Franzl should be sent for. The +old woman wept aloud when she heard of Annele's white hair. She once +knew a woman, she said, whose mother had a relation, a man up in +Elsass, whose hair turned white in a night from fright. It was +wonderful, and she was filled with compassion for Annele, who would now +be the town talk. "Folks are so stupid, and yet think they must always +be saying some smart thing. I will soon teach them we don't need their +silly gossip." + +At every house where they saw lights Franzl wanted to get out and tell +what had happened. "There lives Mr. So-and-so and Mrs. Such-a-one; +kind, honest people who have grieved at Lenz's fate. It is too bad they +should keep on being unhappy when there is no need of it. They would be +glad, too, to know that Franzl was the first person sent for. Who can +tell whether there will ever be another chance to bid good-by in this +world?" + +Pilgrim, however, drove pitilessly past all the good peoples' houses, +stopping nowhere. If a window was opened and a head thrust out to look +at the sleigh, Franzl cried as loud as she could, "Good by; God bless +you." It was no matter if the bells did nearly drown the words; she had +had the satisfaction of sending a kindly farewell to those she might +never see again. + +At the farm where the bailiff's daughter lived Pilgrim had to stop. +Alas! no joy is complete in this world; Katharine was not at home. +Having no children of her own, she was frequently called on to assist +in bringing into the world those of others, and was at that moment +watching by a sick-bed. Franzl told her news twice over to the maid, to +make sure of her not forgetting a word. + +Her sense of content came over her afresh on re-entering the sleigh. +"Now I feel better," she said. "It is like half waking up from a good +night's sleep, and just being conscious of how deliciously comfortable +you are, before tumbling off to sleep again. I am not asleep; though I +feel as if I were already in the life everlasting." + +Pilgrim came near destroying all her pleasure by an ill-timed joke. + +"Franzl," he said, "you won't fare very well up there." + +"Up where?" + +"In the next world. You are having your paradise now. You must not +expect to have it here and there too; that would be more than your +share." + +"Stop! stop! let me get out; I want to go home," cried Franzl. "I will +have nothing to do with you! nothing on this earth shall tempt me to +give up my hope of the life everlasting. Stop, or I shall jump out!" + +With a greater strength than he had supposed the old woman possessed +she seized hold of the reins and tried to force them from Pilgrim's +hand. He had great difficulty in quieting her by protesting it was all +a joke. She could not understand a man's joking about such things as +that. He quoted in Greek, and obligingly translated into Black-forest +German, a passage from the life of Saint Haspucias to prove that she +would not after all lose the life everlasting, because a special +exception was made in favor of servants, whose life in this world was +hard enough at the best. Pilgrim showed a wonderful acquaintance with +the heavenly arrangements, and with difficulty resisted the temptation +of assuring Franzl that he was employed by St. Peter as court-painter. + +Franzl was quite pacified, and fully admitted the truth of his +statement about the hard life of servants. "I am so glad to be going to +see my Lenz's children," she began again presently. "The boy is called +William, after you, is he not? And what is the little girl's name?" + +"Marie." + +"O yes; for her grandmother." + +"That happily reminds me of something I had quite forgotten. The +children think I have gone for their grandmother, and am fetching her +home in a swan. They are depending on keeping awake till we arrive. The +high and mighty princess of Knuslingen, Fuchsberg, and Knebringen must +let it please her grace to be called grandmother." + +Franzl thought the deception very wicked; such a name was sacred, and +should only be given to a blood-relation. Her only consolation was that +she would soon undeceive the children; she was not born in Knuslingen +for nothing. The necessity of keeping up the honor of her native town +soon restored her to complete composure. + +It was well that Franzl became somewhat sobered by these discussions on +the way, else she would certainly have expected to see the whole +population of the village drawn up by the roadside to welcome her. As +it was, her first greeting was a burst of laughter from Petrovitsch, +who was so convulsed by the oddity of her appearance that he had no +strength to stand. Bubby, also, excited by his master's unwonted +gayety, began to bark as the best substitute for laughter at his +command. "Anton Striegler knew you would come to look like that some +day," cried the old fellow, maliciously; "and therefore he let you be." + +"And the worms will let you be for a while longer, till you are better +done; you are too tough for them now," retorted Franzl, the +concentrated hate of years, and indignation at being taunted with her +blighted love, finding vent in the stinging answer. It silenced Bubby's +bark and Petrovitsch's laughter. Both had a salutary fear of the old +woman from that time forth. + +Lenz was asleep, and Annele in the room with the children, who after +all had not been able to keep awake. She would have thrown her arms +about old Franzl's neck, if the presence of Pilgrim and Petrovitsch had +not restrained her. + +"See, here are our children," she said. "Give them just one kiss; it +will not wake them." + +She insisted on Franzl staying in the parlor while she went into the +kitchen to cook her supper. Surprise at the change that had come over +her former mistress kept the old woman sitting for a while in the chair +where she had been placed, but she presently followed into the kitchen. + +"Oh how good it is to be able to light a fire!" said Annele. Franzl +looked at her in amazement, not understanding that Annele was grateful +now for everything, all the thousand little blessings that the rest of +us take as a matter of course. + +"What do you say to my white hair?" asked Annele. + +"I wish I could give you mine; there is not a white hair on my head, +and never will be. My mother used to tell me that I was born into the +world with a full crop of hair." + +Annele said, with a smile, that her white hair was sent her as a sign +that she had been in the shadow of death and must now live at peace +with all the world. + +"You will forgive me too, Franzl, will you not? I thought of you in +that hour of death." + +Franzl could only answer with her tears. + +The change in Annele was indeed wonderful. The first time she heard the +bells ring she took the baby in her arms, and said, as she folded its +little hands together, "O child! I never thought to hear that sound +again"; and when Franzl brought the first bucket of water, she +exclaimed, "Oh, how clear and beautiful the water is! I thank God for +giving it to us!" + +Long after the memory of this time of terror had faded from the minds +of her two companions in danger, the thought of it was still vivid, to +Annele, making her gentle and tender, sensitive to every hasty word. +Franzl could not help saying to Pilgrim sometimes, that she feared +Annele would not live long, there was something so almost heavenly +about her. + +The burial and deliverance of Lenz's household quite cast into the +shade another event, which otherwise would have given rise to much +speculation and comment. + +Two days after his disaster the frozen body of a man was found under +the snow in a woody hollow near Knuslingen. It was poor old Proebler. No +one mourned him so deeply as Lenz. He believed now that he had heard +the old man calling him, and read a lesson in the death of this poor, +half-crazy discoverer that was revealed to no one else. + +Annele continued to thrive in her uncle's great house, and was as fresh +and blooming as ever. She and Lenz lived there till late into the +summer, when their own house was ready for them. Little William sorely +troubled the old man by jumping up on sofas and chairs which Bubby was +allowed to tumble about on with impunity. + +Petrovitsch caught a violent cold from his exposure that night, and was +strongly urged by the doctor to try the baths for his cough. He +steadily refused, however, resolving in his own mind that, if he must +die, he would die at home; he had had enough of homesickness. He +often walked with little William on the Spannreute, where well-grown +larch-trees had been set out, and trenches dug to protect the house. +One day he said to him reprovingly: "William, you are just like Bubby, +never satisfied with the straight path. Why will you always be jumping +this way and that, over a ditch or up the side of a rock? you two are +fit companions for each other." "Uncle," answered little William, "a +dog is not a man, nor a man a dog." These simple words so pleased the +old uncle, that he begged Lenz to leave the boy behind if he ever +should return to his house on the hill. + +Annele was the one most desirous of going back to the Morgenhalde. Once +she would have thought it a paradise upon earth to keep Petrovitsch's +big house for him, in the expectation of becoming his heir; now she +cared for nothing but to pass her days in quiet, happy industry among +the lonely hills. + +The death of her mother, which had been concealed from her for a time, +did not fall upon her as a sharp and sudden blow; it counted as one of +the many horrors which were crowded into that terrible night. + +Petrovitsch kept little William in the house, and induced Pilgrim to +make his home with them. The passersby were often entertained by the +sounds that came from the big house; the neighing as of a horse, the +grunting of a pig, the whistle of a nightingale, or the squeaking of +little owls. Two heads, the one of an old child, the other of a young +one, were generally to be seen at the window. They were Pilgrim's and +his godson's. Their great delight was trying to see which could imitate +the greater number of animal sounds. Bubby joined in with a genuine +bark, and Petrovitsch laughed till his laughing was cut short by his +cough. For years the old man had not been out of the village. As for +trying any baths, he maintained that the laughing he did at home was +better than all the washing in the world. + +Lenz's friends showed themselves eager to help in the rebuilding of the +house on the Morgenhalde. They flocked from all sides, bringing +contributions of wood and stone. But the prospect of returning to his +old life gave Lenz no pleasure; he wanted to start on a new and wider +field. As a man recovering from a severe illness is not satisfied with +resuming the threads of his life where his illness interrupted them, so +Lenz felt himself a wiser and stronger man, able to undertake larger +works. + +All seemed ready now for the execution of his old pet plan, and no one +favored it more than Annele. Her hearty encouragement strengthened and +cheered her husband. "You have always had at heart the happiness of +your fellow-men. I remember your saying soon after our marriage that +you rejoiced in a bright Sunday because it made thousands and thousands +of persons happy. Go about among men; wherever you go, you will bring +the sunlight with you. I wish I could go too and tell them all how good +you are." + +Accompanied by the engineer, the doctor, Pilgrim, the schoolmaster, and +the weight-manufacturer, Lenz went from house to house, and from +village to village, where his eloquence, his wisdom and goodness were +praised by all, as well as his ready sympathy with others' needs and +his quick suggestions of relief. + +What in his days of prosperity he could not succeed in accomplishing +was effected now as by tacit agreement; the various independent +clockmakers were united in a general association. + +After building afresh his old house, and bringing prosperity into those +of his fellow-workmen, he now had the happiness of helping to found a +new home. + +He performed for Pilgrim the office which Pilgrim had once offered to +perform for him in the doctor's house, and won for his friend the hand +of Amanda, Pilgrim became overseer of the case-making department of the +factory, and to him are due the many graceful forms of clock-cases, +carved with leaves and other ornamentations, for which the wood of the +new Spannreute forest, and the well-seasoned timber taken from the old +house on the Morgenhalde, furnished abundant material. + +In the second summer after the catastrophe on the Morgenhalde Lenz came +to his uncle with the first request he had made him; it was for the +means to send Faller to the baths. The doctor had recommended them as a +relief for a severe bronchial affection that had been contracted on the +night of the avalanche. + +"There is the money for it. Tell Faller he must go to the baths for +himself and me too. I am glad you do not beg on your own account. Your +way of helping yourself is much better." + +Great persuasions were needed to induce Faller to visit the baths. He +was finally brought to consent only by Annele's earnest representations +to his wife. + +Annele had two friends of very different character, Faller's wife and +Amanda, now Mrs. Pilgrim. Many a slip from the doctor's garden found +its way up to the Morgenhalde, and was carefully planted and tended by +Annele's own hand. + +Faller went to the bathing establishment kept by Annele's older sister, +and there fell in with an old acquaintance. The manager of the bath was +the former landlord of the Lion, who had retired thither after the +death of his wife. The old gentleman was as patronizing as ever, and +seemed to thrive on his freedom from care. He was cheerful and even +communicative. One subject, however, he never alluded to,--his past +life; that would have compromised his dignity, and might have awakened +awkward reminiscences between himself and Faller. He spoke handsomely +of Lenz, and enjoined upon Faller to tell him that he must never allow +himself to be goaded into any undertaking that he did not feel himself +thoroughly fitted for. This sentence he made Faller repeat over and +over again, word for word, till he knew it by heart, when the landlord +put on his spectacles to see how a man actually looked who had such a +sentence in his head. + +His two favorite topics were the absence of justice in Brazil, and the +wonder-working qualities of the springs and the whey. If some princess +would only set the fashion by visiting his baths, they would become the +first in importance in the world. + +By telling his wish with regard to the princess, the landlord thought +to show his forethought as well as the loftiness of his aspirations. +Poor Faller had it impressed upon him again and again, as if he might +at any moment have the disposing of a couple of dozen princesses great +and small. + +Faller came home apparently improved in health. Early in the spring, +however, when the snow was beginning to melt, he died. + +Not long afterward old Petrovitsch, too, was buried. He had made a +brave struggle against death. His paroxysms of coughing had increased +in violence and frequency since the autumn, and in one of them he was +finally choked to death. As the doctor had conjectured, he left no +property except a life-annuity which he had bought with what little +money the gaming-table at Baden-Baden had spared. Thus many seeming +inconsistencies in the old man's conduct were accounted for. The +doctor maintained that all his dislike of other men sprang from +dissatisfaction with himself. + +Faller's sons were all provided for. Lenz took one into his house, and +Katharine adopted the second pair of twins. She only wanted one, but +the children could not bear to be parted. The little girl remained with +her mother. + +Franzl took delight in telling her old friend Katharine of the sort of +life that was led on the Morgenhalde. + +"I don't know which of us Annele spoils the most, her husband or me. +The angels in heaven must rejoice to see the life they lead together. +You know I am from Knuslingen, and therefore, though I mean to take no +credit to myself, manage to see more than most persons. At first there +lurked a fear of each other in their hearts,--a fear lest some +thoughtless word might open the old wound, as flames sometimes break +out afresh amid the ruins of a house that has been burned. But they +gradually learned that each had always dearly loved the other, and that +what had seemed unkindness and hate was only the pain of not having +rightly learned to conform to each other's habits. Now Annele has given +up all desire for a hotel, and Lenz has grown more of a man. The +Liederkranz has become quite a different sort of society, and my Lenz +is the chief member of it; all say he has the finest voice and the best +managed of all the singers. There is a new society started which in +some way is to help everybody. The weight-manufacturer from Knuslingen +can explain it better than I can, for he is one of the members. Did you +know that my Lenz's musical clock had taken the first prize at some +great exhibition, and that he had received a medal from England? He +told Annele that he cared for it only as it might prove to her that he +was capable of accomplishing something after all; at which she cried +and told him, all that was buried with their past life, and never to be +recalled; that she needed no one now to bear witness to his worth; none +knew it as well as she. Then Lenz looked up to his mother's picture and +said, 'Mother, sing in heaven! Your children are happy.'" + +Katharine listened to this glowing account with proper expressions of +joy. Franzl, however, was not easily stopped when once wound up, and +continued: "Do you know what we inherited from Petrovitsch? Nothing but +his dog, which has to be fed on the fat of the land. I say dry bread +and potatoes are good enough for him, but Lenz pets him on account of +his having saved little Marie's life. Not a penny did Petrovitsch +leave us. The doctor always said he had put all his money into a +life-insurance company,--I think he called it,--which paid him so much +a year. The handsome fortune that he scraped together from all parts of +the world was lost at the gaming-table. Players are certainly the +cleverest and the stupidest creatures in the world. The doctor says so, +and it must be true.--Don't you mean to stay over to-morrow for the +funeral of the old mayoress? She was nearly seventy-eight years old, +and the last of that generation. Lenz said, when his uncle died, that +he was glad he left him nothing, for he would rather make his own way +in the world. He means to take William and young Faller as apprentices, +and later to send them abroad." + +"And do they treat you well?" asked Katharine, for the sake of saying +something. + +"Dear me, only too well! I don't know why it is that every one thinks +life could not go on happily without me. I wish I was not quite so old; +my comfort is that my grandmother lived to be eighty-three, and for +aught any one can tell, it might have been ninety-three; those old +people who can't read and write often make mistakes. Perhaps I shall +live as long myself. I enjoy my food and my sleep. There is a blessing +on all that goes on in this house. Look at the wood; has it not grown +nicely? and it is all our own. As truly as that forest grows and +thrives where God planted it, so truly does all good grow and thrive +with us. Are they not fine young trees? we shall live to see them grow +strong and tall." + +Katharine could not wait for that, and as she went off with the twins, +accompanied by their mother, Lenz, and Annele, Franzl called after her +from the kitchen: "Katharine, you must make up your mind to stand +god-mother next time." + +That is the story of Lenz and Annele of the Morgenhalde; which explains +why the young, white-haired mother asked her son, when he was setting +off for foreign lands, to bring her home a sprig of edelweiss. + +When Lenz returned from starting the two youths on their way, he found +a garland of fresh flowers about his mother's picture. Eighteen years +ago that day she had been buried, and Annele always kept the +anniversary. They felt in their hearts, though they never said it, that +her blessed memory bloomed ever fresh within them, like the flowers in +the field. + +Faller's widow and daughter sat down to dinner with them at noon. "If +my husband had but lived to see our two sons set off on their travels +together!" sighed the poor woman. Lenz tried to comfort her by telling +how well the twins were doing that Katharine had adopted. One had +already risen to be sergeant in the army, the other was his adopted +father's assistant, and would doubtless be his heir. Faller's daughter, +a tall, slender girl of fifteen, said she had promised to write to +William and her brother the first of every month. + +After dinner Lenz sat down to his work as usual. Eighteen years ago it +had calmed a greater grief than the departure of his son occasioned him +to-day. Annele sat by him with her sewing; no longer full of an unrest +which she communicated to him, but rather shedding a beneficent +influence around her. His work prospered better when she looked on. She +spoke little, and the few words she did say showed within what a narrow +circle her thoughts were now confined. "William takes six shirts with +him, made from the cotton your blessed mother spun." + +The places of the two apprentices were already filled; for parents the +country round were anxious to have their boys learn their trade with +Lenz. One of the new-comers was, to Franzl's great delight, a grandson +of the weight-manufacturer of Knuslingen. + +Towards evening the schoolmaster came up the hill with a great bundle +of papers under his arm, labelled in large letters, "Acts of the +Clockmakers' Union." He asked Lenz to go a little way into the wood +with him before the other members arrived, and during their absence +Annele ranged two rows of chairs about the room, for Lenz was now +president of the association. + + +[Illustration: Edelweiss.] + + +MRS. BRASSEY'S AROUND THE WORLD IN THE YACHT SUNBEAM. With Chart and +Illustrations. 8vo. $3.50. + +The history of this leisurely and luxurious cruise of the Brassey +family and a few friends, in their own yacht, is given in such easy and +familiar style as to make the reader feel almost one of the party. + +"It is altogether unlike all other books of travel.... 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