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diff --git a/32351.txt b/32351.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b0c0aa8 --- /dev/null +++ b/32351.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5220 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Voyage To Eternity, by Milton Lesser + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Voyage To Eternity + +Author: Milton Lesser + +Release Date: May 12, 2010 [EBook #32351] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VOYAGE TO ETERNITY *** + + + + +Produced by Sankar Viswanathan, Greg Weeks, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + Transcriber's Note: + + This etext was produced from Imagination Stories of Science and + Fantasy July 1953. Extensive research did not uncover any evidence + that the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed. + + + VOYAGE TO ETERNITY + + + By + + Milton Lesser + + + Temple faced leaving Earth--and the girl he loved--if his + country drafted him. But the hard part was in knowing he'd + never return!... + + * * * * * + + + + +When the first strong sunlight of May covered the tree-arched avenues +of Center City with green, the riots started. + +[Illustration] + +The people gathered in angry knots outside the city hall, met in the +park and littered its walks with newspapers and magazines as they +gobbled up editorial comment at a furious rate, slipped with dark of +night through back alleys and planned things with furious futility. +Center City's finest knew when to make themselves scarce: their +uniforms stood for everything objectionable at this time and they +might be subjected to clubs, stones, taunts, threats, leers--and +knives. + +But Center City, like most communities in United North America, had +survived the Riots before and would survive them again. On past +performances, the damage could be estimated, too. Two-hundred +fifty-seven plate glass windows would be broken, three-hundred twelve +limbs fractured. Several thousand people would be treated for minor +bruises and abrasions, Center City would receive half that many damage +suits. The list had been drawn clearly and accurately; it hardly ever +deviated. + +And Center City would meet its quota. With a demonstration of +reluctance, of course. The healthy approved way to get over social +trauma once every seven-hundred eighty days. + + +"Shut it off, Kit. Kit, please." + +The telio blared in a cheaply feminine voice, "Oh, it's a long way to +nowhere, forever. And your honey's not coming back, never, never, +never...." A wailing trumpet represented flight. + +"They'll exploit anything, Kit." + +"It's just a song." + +"Turn it off, please." + +Christopher Temple turned off the telio, smiling. "They'll announce +the names in ten minutes," he said, and felt the corners of his mouth +draw taut. + +"Tell me again, Kit," Stephanie pleaded. "How old are you?" + +"You know I'm twenty-six." + +"Twenty-six. Yes, twenty-six, so if they don't call you this time, +you'll be safe. Safe, I can hardly believe it." + +"Nine minutes," said Temple in the darkness. Stephanie had drawn the +blinds earlier, had dialed for sound-proofing. The screaming in the +streets came to them as not the faintest whisper. But the song which +became briefly, masochistically popular every two years and two months +had spoiled their feeling of seclusion. + +"Tell me again, Kit." + +"What." + +"You know what." + +He let her come to him, let her hug him fiercely and whimper against +his chest. He remained passive although it hurt, occasionally stroking +her hair. He could not assert himself for another--he looked at his +strap chrono--for another eight minutes. He might regret it, if he +did, for a lifetime. + +"Tell me, Kit." + +"I'll marry you, Steffy. In eight minutes, less than eight minutes, +I'll go down and get the license. We'll marry as soon as it's legal." + +"This is the last time they have a chance for you. I mean, they won't +change the law?" + +Temple shook his head. "They don't have to. They meet their quota this +way." + +"I'm scared." + +"You and everyone else in North America, Steffy." + +She was trembling against him. "It's cold for June." + +"It's warm in here." He kissed her moist eyes, her nose, her lips. + +"Oh God, Kit. Five minutes." + +"Five minutes to freedom," he said jauntily. He did not feel that way +at all. Apprehension clutched at his chest with tight, painful +fingers, almost making it difficult for him to breathe. + +"Turn it on, Kit." + + * * * * * + +He dialed the telio in time to see the announcer's insincere smile. +Smile seventeen, Kit thought wryly. Patriotic sacrifice. + +"Every seven-hundred eighty days," said the announcer, "two-hundred of +Center City's young men are selected to serve their country for an +indeterminate period regulated rigidly by a rotation system." + +"Liar!" Stephanie cried. "No one ever comes back. It's been thirty +years since the first group and not one of them...." + +"Shh," Temple raised a finger to his lips. + +"This is the thirteenth call since the inception of what is popularly +referred to as the Nowhere Journey," said the announcer. "Obviously, +the two hundred young men from Center City and the thousands from all +over this hemisphere do not in reality embark on a Journey to Nowhere. +That is quite meaningless." + +"Hooray for him," Temple laughed. + +"I wish he'd get on with it." + +"No, ladies and gentlemen, we use the word Nowhere merely because we +are not aware of the ultimate destination. Security reasons make it +impossible to...." + +"Yes, yes," said Stephanie impatiently. "Go on." + +"... therefore, the Nowhere Journey. With a maximum security lid on +the whole project, we don't even know why our men are sent, or by what +means. We know only that they go somewhere and not nowhere, bravely +and not fearfully, for a purpose vital to the security of this nation +and not to slake the thirst of a chessman of regiments and divisions. + +"If Center City's contribution helps keep our country strong, Center +City is naturally obligated...." + +"No one ever said it isn't our duty," Stephanie argued, as if the +announcer could indeed hear her. "We only wish we knew something about +it--and we wish it weren't forever." + +"It isn't forever," Temple reminded her. "Not officially." + +"Officially, my foot. If they never return, they never return. If +there's a rotation system on paper, but it's never used, that's not a +rotation system at all. Kit, it's forever." + +"... to thank the following sponsors for relinquishing their time...." + +"No one would want to sponsor _that_," Temple whispered cheerfully. + +"Kit," said Stephanie, "I--I suddenly have a hunch we have nothing to +worry about. They missed you all along and they'll miss you this time, +too. The last time, and then you'll be too old. That's funny, too old +at twenty-six. But we'll be free, Kit. Free." + +"He's starting," Temple told her. + +A large drum filled the entire telio screen. It rotated slowly, from +bottom to top. In twenty seconds, the letter A appeared, followed by +about a dozen names. Abercrombie, Harold. Abner, Eugene. Adams, +Gerald. Sorrow in the Abercrombie household. Despair for the Abners. +Black horror for Adams. + +The drum rotated. + +"They're up to F, Kit." + +Fabian, Gregory G.... + +Names circled the drum slowly, like viscous alphabet soup. +Meaningless, unless you happened to know them. + +"Kit, I knew Thomas Mulvany." + +N, O, P.... + +"It's hot in here." + +"I thought you were cold." + +"I'm suffocating now." + +R, S.... + +"T!" Stephanie shrieked as the names began to float slowly up from the +bottom of the drum. + +Tabor, Tebbets, Teddley.... + +Temple's mouth felt dry as a ball of cotton. Stephanie laughed +nervously. Now--or never. Never? + +Now. + +Stephanie whimpered despairingly. + +TEMPLE, CHRISTOPHER. + + * * * * * + +"Sorry I'm late, Mr. Jones." + +"Hardly, Mr. Smith. Hardly. Three minutes late." + +"I've come in response to your ad." + +"I know. You look old." + +"I am over twenty-six. Do you mind?" + +"Not if you don't, Mr. Smith. Let me look at you. Umm, you seem the +right height, the right build." + +"I meet the specifications exactly." + +"Good, Mr. Smith. And your price." + +"No haggling," said Smith. "I have a price which must be met." + +"Your price, Mr. Smith?" + +"Ten million dollars." + +The man called Jones coughed nervously. "That's high." + +"Very. Take it or leave it." + +"In cash?" + +"Definitely. Small unmarked bills." + +"You'd need a moving van!" + +"Then I'll get one." + +"Ten million dollars," said Jones, "is quite a price. Admittedly, I +haven't dealt in this sort of traffic before, but--" + +"But nothing. Were your name Jones, really and truly Jones, I might +ask less." + +"Sir?" + +"You are Jones exactly as much as I am Smith." + +"Sir?" Jones gasped again. + +Smith coughed discreetly. "But I have one advantage. I know you. You +don't know me, Mr. Arkalion." + +"Eh? Eh?" + +"Arkalion. The North American Carpet King. Right?" + +"How did you know?" the man whose name was not Jones but Arkalion +asked the man whose name was not Smith but might as well have been. + +"When I saw your ad," said not-Smith, "I said to myself, 'now here +must be a very rich, influential man.' It only remained for me to +study a series of photographs readily obtainable--I have a fine memory +for that, Mr. Arkalion--and here you are; here is Arkalion the Carpet +King." + +"What will you do with the ten million dollars?" demanded Arkalion, +not minding the loss nearly so much as the ultimate disposition of his +fortune. + +"Why, what does anyone do with ten million dollars? Treasure it. +Invest it. Spend it." + +"I mean, what will you do with it if you are going in place of my--" +Arkalion bit his tongue. + +"Your son, were you saying, Mr. Arkalion? Alaric Arkalion the Third. +Did you know that I was able to boil my list of men down to thirty +when I studied their family ties?" + +"Brilliant, Mr. Smith. Alaric is so young--" + +"Aren't they all? Twenty-one to twenty-six. Who was it who once said +something about the flower of our young manhood?" + +"Shakespeare?" said Mr. Arkalion realizing that most quotes of lasting +importance came from the bard. + +"Sophocles," said Smith. "But, no matter. I will take young Alaric's +place for ten million dollars." + +Motives always troubled Mr. Arkalion, and thus he pursued what might +have been a dangerous conversation. "You'll never get a chance to +spend it on the Nowhere Journey." + +"Let me worry about that." + +"No one ever returns." + +"My worry, not yours." + +"It is forever--as if you dropped out of existence. Alaric is so +young." + +"I have always gambled, Mr. Arkalion. If I do not return in five +years, you are to put the money in a trust fund for certain designated +individuals, said fund to be terminated the moment I return. If I come +back within the five years, you are merely to give the money over to +me. Is that clear?" + +"Yes." + +"I'll want it in writing, of course." + +"Of course. A plastic surgeon is due here in about ten minutes, Mr. +Smith, and we can get on with.... But if I don't know your name, how +can I put it in writing?" + +Smith smiled. "I changed my name to Smith for the occasion. Perfectly +legal. My name is John X. Smith--now." + +"That's where you're wrong," said Mr. Arkalion as the plastic surgeon +entered. "Your name is Alaric Arkalion III--_now_." + +The plastic surgeon skittered around Smith, examining him minutely +with the casual expertness that comes with experience. + +"Have to shorten the cheek bones." + +"For ten million dollars," said Smith, "you can take the damned things +out altogether and hang them on your wall." + + * * * * * + +Sophia Androvna Petrovitch made her way downtown through the bustle of +tired workers and the occasional sprinkling of Comrades. She crushed +her _ersatz_ cigarette underfoot at number 616 Stalin Avenue, paused +for the space of five heartbeats at the door, went inside. + +"What do you want?" The man at the desk was myopic but bull-necked. + +Sophia showed her party card. + +"Oh, Comrade. Still, you are a woman." + +"You're terribly observant, Comrade," said Sophia coldly. "I am here +to volunteer." + +"But a woman." + +"There is nothing in the law which says a woman cannot volunteer." + +"We don't make women volunteer." + +"I mean really volunteer, of her own free will." + +"Her--own--free will?" The bull-necked man removed his spectacles, +scratched his balding head with the ear-pieces. "You mean volunteer +without--" + +"Without coercion. I want to volunteer. I am here to volunteer. I want +to sign on for the next Stalintrek." + +"Stalintrek, a woman?" + +"That is what I said." + +"We don't force women to volunteer." The man scratched some more. + +"Oh, really," said Sophia. "This is 1992, not mid-century, Comrade. +Did not Premier Stalin say, 'Woman was created to share the glorious +destiny of Mother Russia with her mate?'" Sophia created the quote +randomly. + +"Yes, if Stalin said--" + +"He did." + +"Still, I do not recall--" + +"What?" Sophia cried. "Stalin dead these thirty-nine years and you +don't recall his speeches? What is your name, Comrade?" + +"Please, Comrade. Now that you remind me, I remember." + +"What is your name." + +"Here, I will give you the volunteer papers to sign. If you pass the +exams, you will embark on the next Stalintrek, though why a beautiful +young woman like you--" + +"Shut your mouth and hand me those papers." + +There, sitting behind that desk, was precisely why. Why should she, +Sophia Androvna Petrovitch, wish to volunteer for the Stalintrek? +Better to ask why a bird flies south in the winter, one day ahead of +the first icy gale. Or why a lemming plunges recklessly into the sea +with his multitudes of fellows, if, indeed, the venture were to turn +out grimly. + +But there, behind that desk, was part of the reason. The Comrade. The +bright sharp Comrade, with his depth of reasoning, his fountain of +gushing emotions, his worldliness. _Pfooey!_ + +It was as if she had been in a cocoon all her life, stifled, starved, +the cottony inner lining choking her whenever she opened her mouth, +the leathery outer covering restricting her when she tried to move. No +one had ever returned from the Stalintrek. She then had to assume no +one would. Including Sophia Androvna Petrovitch. But then, there was +nothing she would miss, nothing to which she particularly wanted to +return. Not the stark, foul streets of Stalingrad, not the workers +with their vapid faces or the Comrades with their cautious, sweating, +trembling, fearful non-decisions, not the higher echelon of Comrades, +more frightened but showing it less, who would love the beauty of her +breasts and loins but not herself for you never love anything but the +Stalinimage and Mother Russia herself, not those terrified +martinet-marionettes who would love the parts of her if she permitted +but not her or any other person for that matter. + +Wrong with the Stalintrek was its name alone, a name one associated +with everything else in Russia for an obvious, post-Stalin reason. But +everything else about the Stalintrek shrieked mystery and adventure. +Where did you go? How did you get there? What did you do? Why? + +A million questions which had kept her awake at night and, if she thought +about them hard enough, satisfied her deep longing for something +different. And then one day when stolid Mrs. Ivanovna-Rasnikov had said, +"It is a joke, a terrible, terrible joke they are taking my husband Fyodor +on the Stalintrek when he lacks sufficient imagination to go from here to +Leningrad or even Tula. Can you picture Fyodor on the Stalintrek? Better +they should have taken me. Better they should have taken his wife." That +day Sophia could hardly contain herself. + +As a party member she had access to the law and she read it three +times from start to finish (in her dingy flat by the light of a +smoking, foul-smelling, soft-wax candle) but could find nothing +barring women from the Stalintrek. + +Had Fyodor Rasnikov volunteered? Naturally. Everyone volunteered, +although when your name was called you had no choice. There had been +no draft in Russia since the days of the Second War of the People's +Liberation. Volunteer? What, precisely, did the word mean? + +She, Sophia Androvna Petrovitch would volunteer, without being told. +Thus it was she found herself at 616 Stalin Avenue, and thus the +balding, myopic, bull-necked Comrade thrust the papers across his desk +at her. + +She signed her name with such vehemence and ferocity that she almost +tore through the paper. + + + +CHAPTER II + +_Three-score men sit in the crowded, smoke-filled room. Some drink +beer, some squat in moody silence, some talk in an animated fashion +about nothing very urgent. At the one small door, two guards pace back +and forth slowly, creating a gentle swaying of smoke-patterns in the +hazy room. The guards, in simple military uniform, carry small, deadly +looking weapons._ + +FIRST MAN: Fight City Hall? Are you kidding? They took you, bud. +Don't try to fight it. I know. I _know_. + +SECOND MAN: I'm telling you, there was a mistake in the records. I'm +over twenty-six. Two weeks and two days. Already I wrote to my +Congressman. Hell, that's why I voted for him, he better go to bat for +me. + +THIRD MAN: You think that's something? I wouldn't be here only those +doctors are crazy. I mean, crazy. Me, with a cyst big as a golf ball +on the base of my spine. + +FIRST MAN: You too. Don't try to fight it. + +FOURTH MAN: (Newly named Alaric Arkalion III) I look forward to this +as a stimulating adventure. Does the fact that they select men for the +Nowhere Journey once every seven hundred and eighty days strike anyone +as significant? + +SECOND MAN: I got my own problems. + +ALARIC ARKALION: This is not a thalamic problem, young man. Not +thalamic at all. + +THIRD MAN: Young man? Who are you kidding? + +ALARIC ARKALION: (Who realizes, thanks to the plastic surgeon, he is +the youngest looking of all, with red cheeks and peach-fuzz whiskers) +It is a problem of the intellect. Why seven hundred and eighty days? + +FIRST MAN: I read the magazines, too, chief. You think we're all going +to the planet Mars. How original. + +ALARIC ARKALION: As a matter of fact, that is exactly what I think. + +SECOND MAN: Mars? + +FIRST MAN (Laughing) It's a long way from Mars to City Hall, doc. + +SECOND MAN: You mean, through space to Mars? + +ALARIC ARKALION: Exactly, exactly. Quite a coincidence, otherwise. + +FIRST MAN: You're telling me. + +ALARIC ARKALION: (Coldly) Would you care to explain it? + +FIRST MAN: Why, sure. You see, Mars is--uh, I don't want to steal your +thunder, chief. Go ahead. + +ALARIC ARKALION: Once every seven hundred and eighty days Mars and the +Earth find themselves in the same orbital position with respect to the +sun. In other words, Mars and Earth are closest then. Were there such +a thing as space travel, new, costly, not thoroughly tested, they +would want to make each journey as brief as possible. Hence the seven +hundred and eighty days. + +FIRST MAN: Not bad, chief. You got most of it. + +THIRD MAN: No one ever said anything about space travel. + +FIRST MAN: You think we'd broadcast it or something, stupid? It's part +of a big, important scientific experiment, only we're the hamsters. + +ALARIC ARKALION: Ridiculous. You're forgetting all about the Cold War. + +FIRST MAN: He thinks we're fighting a war with the Martians. (Laughs) +Orson Wells stuff, huh? + +ALARIC ARKALION: With the Russians. The Russians. We developed A +bombs. They developed A bombs. We came up with the H bomb. So did +they. We placed a station up in space, a fifth of the way to the moon. +So did they. Then--nothing more about scientific developments. For +over twenty years. I ask you, doesn't it seem peculiar? + +FIRST MAN: Peculiar, he says. + +ALARIC ARKALION: Peculiar. + +SECOND MAN: I wish my Congressman.... + +FIRST MAN: You and your Congressman. The way you talk, it was your +vote got him in office. + +SECOND MAN: If only I could get out and talk to him. + +ALARIC ARKALION: No one is permitted to leave. + +FIRST MAN: Punishable by a prison term, the law says. + +SECOND MAN. Oh yeah? Prison, shmision. Or else go on the Nowhere +Journey. Well, I don't see the difference. + +FIRST MAN: So, go ahead. Try to escape. + +SECOND MAN: (Looking at the guards) They got them all over. All over. +I think our mail is censored. + +ALARIC ARKALION: It is. + +SECOND MAN: They better watch out. I'm losing my temper. I get violent +when I lose my temper. + +FIRST MAN: See? See how the guards are trembling. + +SECOND MAN: Very funny. Maybe you didn't have a good job or something? +Maybe you don't care. I care. I had a job with a future. Didn't pay +much, but a real blue chip future. So they send me to Nowhere. + +FIRST MAN: You're not there yet. + +SECOND MAN: Yeah, but I'm going. + +THIRD MAN: If only they let you know when. My back is killing me. I'm +waiting to pull a sick act. Just waiting, that's all. + +FIRST MAN: Go ahead and wait, a lot of good it will do you. + +THIRD MAN: You mind your own business. + +FIRST MAN: I am, doc. You brought the whole thing up. + +SECOND MAN: He's looking for trouble. + +THIRD MAN: He'll get it. + +ALARIC ARKALION: We're going to be together a long time. A long time. +Why don't you all relax? + +SECOND MAN: You mind your own business. + +FIRST MAN: Nuts, aren't they. They're nuts. A sick act, yet. + +SECOND MAN: Look how it doesn't bother him. A failure, he was. I can +just see it. What does he care if he goes away forever and doesn't +come back? One bread line is as good as another. + +FIRST MAN: Ha-ha. + +SECOND MAN: Yeah, well I mean it. Forever. We're going away, +someplace--forever. We're not coming back, ever. No one comes back. +It's for good, for keeps. + +FIRST MAN: Tell it to your Congressman. Or maybe you want to pull a +sick act, too? + +THIRD MAN: (Hits First Man, who, surprised, crashes back against a +table and falls down) It isn't an act, damn you! + +GUARD: All right, break it up. Come on, break it up.... + +ALARIC ARKALION: (To himself) I wish I saw that ten million dollars +already--_if_ I ever get to see it. + + * * * * * + +They drove for hours through the fresh country air, feeling the wind +against their faces, listening to the roar their ground-jet made, all +alone on the rimrock highway. + +"Where are we going, Kit?" + +"Search me. Just driving." + +"I'm glad they let you come out this once. I don't know what they +would have done to me if they didn't. I had to see you this once. I--" + +Temple smiled. He had absented himself without leave. It had been +difficult enough and he might yet be in a lot of hot water, but it +would be senseless to worry Stephanie. "It's just for a few hours," he +said. + +"Hours. When we want a whole lifetime. Kit. Oh, Kit--why don't we run +away? Just the two of us, someplace where they'll never find you. I +could be packed and ready and--" + +"Don't talk like that. We can't." + +"You want to go where they're sending you. You want to go." + +"For God's sake, how can you talk like that? I don't want to go +anyplace, except with you. But we can't run away, Steffy. I've got to +face it, whatever it is." + +"No you don't. It's noble to be patriotic, sure. It always was. But +this is different, Kit. They don't ask for part of your life. Not for +two years, or three, or a gamble because maybe you won't ever come +back. They ask for all of you, for the rest of your life, forever, and +they don't even tell you why. Kit, don't go! We'll hide someplace and +get married and--" + +"And nothing." Temple stopped the ground-jet, climbed out, opened the +door for Stephanie. "Don't you see? There's no place to hide. Wherever +you go, they'd look. You wouldn't want to spend the rest of your life +running, Steffy. Not with me or anyone else." + +"I would. I would!" + +"Know what would happen after a few years? We'd hate each other. You'd +look at me and say 'I wouldn't be hiding like this, except for you. +I'm young and--'" + +"Kit, that's cruel! I would not." + +"Yes, you would. Steffy, I--" A lump rose in his throat. He'd tell her +goodbye, permanently. He had to do it that way, did not want her to +wait endlessly and hopelessly for a return that would not materialize. +"I didn't get permission to leave, Steffy." He hadn't meant to tell +her that, but suddenly it seemed an easy way to break into goodbye. + +"What do you mean? No--you didn't...." + +"I had to see you. What can they do, send me for longer than forever?" + +"Then you do want to run away with me!" + +"Steffy, no. When I leave you tonight, Steffy, it's for good. That's +it. The last of Kit Temple. Stop thinking about me. I don't exist. +I--never was." It sounded ridiculous, even to him. + +"Kit, I love you. I love you. How can I forget you?" + +"It's happened before. It will happen again." That hurt, too. He was +talking about a couple of statistics, not about himself and Stephanie. + +"We're different, Kit. I'll love you forever. And--Kit ... I know +you'll come back to me. I'll wait, Kit. We're different. You'll come +back." + +"How many people do you think said _that_ before?" + +"You don't want to come back, even if you could. You're not thinking +of us at all. You're thinking of your brother." + +"You know that isn't true. Sometimes I wonder about Jase, sure. But if +I thought there was a chance to return--I'm a selfish cuss, Steffy. If +I thought there was a chance, you know I'd want you all for myself. +I'd brand you, and that's the truth." + +"You do love me!" + +"I loved you, Steffy. Kit Temple loved you." + +"Loved?" + +"Loved. Past tense. When I leave tonight, it's as if I don't exist +anymore. As if I never existed. It's got to be that way, Steffy. In +thirty years, no one ever returned." + +"Including your brother, Jase. So now you want to find him. What do I +count for? What...." + +"This going wasn't my idea. I wanted to stay with you. I wanted to +marry you. I can't now. None of it. Forget me, Steffy. Forget you ever +knew me. Jase said that to our folks before he was taken." Almost five +years before Jason Temple had been selected for the Nowhere Journey. +He'd been young, though older than his brother Kit. Young, unattached, +almost cheerful he was. Naturally, they never saw him again. + +"Hold me, Kit. I'm sorry ... carrying on like this." + +They had walked some distance from the ground-jet, through scrub oak +and bramble bushes. They found a clearing, fragrant-scented, +soft-floored still from last autumn, melodic with the chirping of +nameless birds. They sat, not talking. Stephanie wore a gay summer +dress, full-skirted, cut deep beneath the throat. She swayed toward +him from the waist, nestled her head on his shoulder. He could smell +the soft, sweet fragrance of her hair, of the skin at the nape of her +neck. "If you want to say goodbye...." she said. + +"Stop it," he told her. + +"If you want to say goodbye...." + +Her head rolled against his chest. She turned, cradled herself in his +arms, smiled up at him, squirmed some more and had her head pillowed +on his lap. She smiled tremulously, misty-eyed. Her lips parted. + +He bent and kissed her, knowing it was all wrong. This was not +goodbye, not the way he wanted it. Quickly, definitely, for once and +all. With a tear, perhaps, a lot of tears. But permanent goodbye. This +was all wrong. The whole idea was to be business-like, objective. It +had to be done that way, or no way at all. Briefly, he regretted +leaving the encampment. + +This wasn't goodbye the way he wanted it. The way it had to be. This +was _auf weidersen_. + +And then he forgot everything but Stephanie.... + + * * * * * + +"I am Alaric Arkalion III," said the extremely young-looking man with +the old, wise eyes. + +How incongruous, Temple thought. The eyes look almost middle-aged. The +rest of him--a boy. + +"Something tells me we'll be seeing a lot of each other," Arkalion +went on. The voice was that of an older man, too, belying the youthful +complexion, the almost childish features, the soft fuzz of a beard. + +"I'm Kit Temple," said Temple, extending his hand. "Arkalion, a +strange name. I know it from somewhere.... Say! Aren't you--don't you +have something to do with carpets or something?" + +"Here and now, no. I am a number. A-92-6417. But my father is--perhaps +I had better say was--my father is Alaric Arkalion II. Yes, that is +right, the carpet king." + +"I'll be darned," said Temple. + +"Why?" + +"Well," Temple laughed. "I never met a billionaire before." + +"Here I am not a billionaire, nor will I ever be one again. A-92-6417, +a number. On his way to Mars with a bunch of other numbers." + +"Mars? You sound sure of yourself." + +"Reasonably. Ah, it is a pleasure to talk with a gentleman. I am +reasonably certain it will be Mars." + +Temple nodded in agreement. "That's what the Sunday supplements say, +all right." + +"And doubtless you have observed no one denies it." + +"But what on Earth do we want on Mars?" + +"That in itself is a contradiction," laughed Arkalion. "We'll find +out, though, Temple." + +They had reached the head of the line, found themselves entering a +huge, double-decker jet-transport. They found two seats together, +followed the instructions printed at the head of the aisle by +strapping themselves in and not smoking. Talking all around them was +subdued. + +"Contrariness has given way to fear," Arkalion observed. "You should +have seen them the last few days, waiting around the induction center, +a two-ton chip on each shoulder. Say, where _were_ you?" + +"I--what do you mean?" + +"I didn't see you until last evening. Suddenly, you were here." + +"Did anyone else miss me?" + +"But I remember you the first day." + +"Did anyone else miss me? Any of the officials?" + +"No. Not that I know of." + +"Then I was here," Temple said, very seriously. + +Arkalion smiled. "By George, of course. Then you were here. Temple, +we'll get along fine." + +Temple said that was swell. + +"Anyway, we'd better. Forever is a long time." + +Three minutes later, the jet took off and soared on eager wings toward +the setting sun. + + * * * * * + +"Men, since we are leaving here in a few hours and since there is no +way to get out of the encampment and no place to go over the desert +even if you could," the microphone in the great, empty hall boomed as +the two files of men marched in, "there is no harm in telling you +where you are. From this point, in a limited sense, you shall be kept +abreast of your progress. + +"We are in White Sands, New Mexico." + +"The Garden Spot of the Universe!" someone shouted derisively, +remembering the bleak hot desert and jagged mountain peaks as they +came down. + +"White Sands," muttered Arkalion. "It looks like space travel now, +doesn't it, Kit." + +Temple shrugged. "Why?" + +"White sands was the center of experiments in rocketry decades ago, +when people still talked about those things. Then, for a long time, no +one heard anything about White Sands. The rockets grew here, Kit." + +"I can readily see why. You could look all your life without finding a +barren spot like this." + +"Precisely. Someone once called this place--or was it some other place +like it?--someone once called it a good place to throw old razor +blades. If people still used razor blades." + +The microphone blared again, after the several hundred men had entered +the great hall and milled about among the echoes. Temple could picture +other halls like this, other briefings. "Men, whenever you are given +instructions, in here or elsewhere, obey them instantly. Our job is a +big one, complicated and exacting. Attention to detail will save us +trouble." + +Someone said, "My old man served a hitch in the army, back in the +sixties. That's what he always said, attention to details. The army is +crazy about things like that. Are we in the army or something?" + +"This is not the army, but the function is similar," barked the +microphone. "Do as you are told and you will get along." + +Stirrings in the crowd. Mutterings. Temple gaped. Microphone, yes--but +receivers also, placed strategically, all around the hall, to pick up +sound. Telio receivers too, perhaps? It made him feel something like a +goldfish. + +Apparently someone liked the idea of the two-way microphones. "I got a +question. When are we coming back?" + +Laughter. Hooting. Catcalls. + +Blared the microphone: "There is a rotation system in operation, men. +When it is feasible, men will be rotated." + +"Yeah, in thirty years it ain't been whatsiz--feasible--once!" + +"That, unfortunately, is correct. When the situation permits, we will +rotate you home." + +"From where? Where are we going?" + +"At least tell us that." + +"Where?" + +"How about that?" + +There was a pause, then the microphone barked: "I don't know the +answer to that question. You won't believe me, but it is the truth. No +one knows where you are going. No one. Except the people who are +already there." + +More catcalls. + +"That doesn't make sense," Arkalion whispered. "If it's space travel, +the pilots would know, wouldn't they?" + +"Automatic?" Temple suggested. + +"I doubt it. Space travel must still be new, even if it has thirty years +under its belt. If that man speaks the truth--if no one knows ... just +where in the universe _are_ we going?" + + + +CHAPTER III + +"Hey, looka me. I'm flying!" + +"Will you get your big fat feet out of my face?" + +"Sure. Show me how to swim away through air, I'll be glad to." + +"Leggo that spoon!" + +"I ain't got your spoon." + +"Will you look at it float away. Hey spoon, hey!" + +"Watch this, Charlie. This will get you. I mean, get you." + +"What are you gonna do?" + +"Relax, chum." + +"Leggo my leg. Help! I'm up in the air. Stop that." + +"I said relax. There. Ha-ha, lookit him spin, just like a top. All you +got to do is get him started and he spins like a top with arms and +legs. Top of the morning to you, Charlie. Ha-ha. I said, top of +the...." + +"Someone stop me, I'm getting dizzy." + +They floated, tumbled, spun around the spaceship's lounge room in +simple, childish glee. They cavorted in festive weightlessness. + +"They're happy now," Arkalion observed. "The novelty of free fall, of +weighing exactly nothing, strikes them as amusing." + +"I think I'm getting the hang of it," said Temple. Clumsily, he made a +few tentative swimming motions in the air, propelling himself forward +a few yards before he lost his balance and tumbled head over heels +against the wall. + +Arkalion came to him quickly, in a combination of swimming and pushing +with hands and feet against the wall. Arkalion righted him expertly, +sat down gingerly beside him. "If you keep sudden motions to a +minimum, you'll get along fine. More than anything else, that's the +secret of it." + +Temple nodded. "It's sort of like the first time you're on ice skates. +Say, how come you're so good at it?" + +[Illustration] + +"I used to read the old, theoretical books on space-travel." The words +poured out effortlessly, smoothly. "I'm merely applying the theories +put forward as early as the 1950's." + +"Oh." But it left Temple with some food for thought. Alaric Arkalion +was a queer duck, anyway, and of all the men gathered in the +spaceship's lounge, he alone had mastered weightlessness with hardly +any trouble. + +"Take your ice skates," Arkalion went on. "Some people put them on and +use them like natural extensions of their feet the first time. Others +fall all over themselves. I suppose I am lucky." + +"Sure," said Temple. Actually, the only thing odd about Arkalion was +his old-young face and--perhaps--his propensity for coming up with the +right answers at the right times. Arkalion had seemed so certain of +space-travel. He'd hardly batted an eyelash when they boarded a long, +tapering, bullet-shaped ship at White Sands and thundered off into the +sky. He took for granted the change-over to a huge round ship at the +wheel-shaped station in space. Moments after leaving the space +station--with a minimum of stress and strain, thanks to the almost-nil +gravity--it was Arkalion who first swam through air to the viewport +and pointed out the huge crescent earth, green and gray and brown, +sparkling with patches of dazzling silver-white. "You will observe it +is a crescent," Arkalion had said. "It is closer to the sun than we +are, and off at an angle. As I suspected, our destination is Mars." + + * * * * * + +Then everyone was saying goodbye to earth. Fantastic, it seemed. There +were tears, there was laughter, cursing, promises of return, awkward +verbal comparisons with the crescent moon, vows of faithfulness to +lovers and sweethearts. And there was Arkalion, with an avid +expression in the old eyes, Arkalion with his boyish face, not saying +goodbye so much as he was calling hello to something Temple could not +fathom. + +Now, as he struggled awkwardly with weightlessness, Temple called it +his imagination. His thought-patterns shifted vaguely, without +motivation, from the gleaming, polished interior of the ship with its +smell of antiseptic and metal polish to the clear Spring air of Earth, +blue of sky and bright of sun. The unique blue sky of Earth which he +somehow knew could not be duplicated elsewhere. Elsewhere--the word +itself bordered on the meaningless. + +And Stephanie. The brief warm ecstasy of her--once, forever. He +wondered with surprising objectivity if a hundred other names, a +hundred other women were not in a hundred other minds while everyone +stared at the crescent Earth hanging serenely in space--with each name +and each woman as dear as Stephanie, with the same combination of fire +and gentle femininity stirring the blood but saddening the heart. +Would Stephanie really forget him? Did he want her to? That part of +him burned by the fire of her said no--no, she must not forget him. +She was his, his alone, roped and branded though a universe separated +them. But someplace in his heart was the thought, the understanding, +the realization that although Stephanie might keep a small place for +him tucked someplace deep in her emotions, she must forget. He was +gone--permanently. For Stephanie, he was dead. It was as he had told +her that last stolen day. It was.... _Stephanie, Stephanie, how much I +love you...._ + +Struggling with weightlessness, he made his way back to the small room +he shared with Arkalion. Hardly more than a cubicle, it was, with +sufficient room for two beds, a sink, a small chest. He lay down and +slept, murmuring Stephanie's name in his sleep. + + * * * * * + +He awoke to the faint hum of the air-pumps, got up feeling rested, +forgot his weightlessness and floated to the ceiling where only an +outthrust arm prevented a nasty bump on his head. He used hand grips +on the wall to let himself down. He washed, aware of no way to prevent +the water he splashed on his face from forming fine droplets and +spraying the entire room. When he crossed back to the foot of his bed +to get his towel he thrust one foot out too rapidly, lost his balance, +half-rose, stumbled and fell against the other bed which, like all +other items of furniture, was fastened to the floor. But his elbow +struck sleeping Arkalion's jaw sharply, hard enough to jar the man's +teeth. + +"I'm sorry," said Temple. "Didn't mean to do that," he apologized +again, feeling embarrassed. + +Arkalion merely lay there. + +"I said I'm sorry." + +Arkalion still slept. It seemed inconceivable, for Temple's elbow +pained him considerably. He bent down, examined his inert companion. + +Arkalion stirred not a muscle. + +Vaguely alarmed, Temple thrust a hand to Arkalion's chest, felt +nothing. He crouched, rested the side of his head over Arkalion's +heart. He listened, heard--nothing. + +What was going on here? + +"Hey, Arkalion!" Temple shook him, gently at first, then with savage +force. Weightless, Arkalion's body floated up off the bed, taking the +covers with it. His own heart pounding furiously, Temple got it down +again, fingered the left wrist and swallowed nervously. + +Temple had never seen a dead man before. Arkalion's heart did not +beat. Arkalion had no pulse. + +Arkalion was dead. + +Yelling hoarsely, Temple plunged from the room, soaring off the floor +in his haste and striking his head against the ceiling hard enough to +make him see stars. "This guy is dead!" he cried. "Arkalion is dead." + +Men stirred in the companionway. Someone called for one of the armed +guards who were constantly on patrol. + +"If he's dead, you're yelling loud enough to get him out of his +grave." The voice was quiet, amused. + +Arkalion. + +"What?" Temple blurted, whirling around and striking his head again. A +little wild-eyed, he reentered the room. + +"Now, who is dead, Kit?" demanded Arkalion, sitting up and stretching +comfortably. + +"Who--is dead? Who--?" Open-mouthed, Temple stared. + + * * * * * + +A guard, completely at home with weightlessness, entered the cubicle +briskly. "What's the trouble in here? Something about a dead man, they +said." + +"A dead man?" demanded Arkalion. "Indeed." + +"Dead?" muttered Temple, lamely and foolishly. "Dead...." + +Arkalion smiled deprecatingly. "My friend must have been talking in +his sleep. The only thing dead in here is my appetite. Weightlessness +doesn't let you become very hungry." + +"You'll grow used to it," the guard promised. He patted his paunch +happily. "I am. Well, don't raise the alarm unless there's some +trouble. Remember about the boy who cried wolf." + +"Of course," said Temple. "Sure. Sorry." + +He watched the guard depart. + +"Bad dream?" Arkalion wanted to know. + +"Bad dream, my foot. I accidentally hit you. Hard enough to hurt. You +didn't move." + +"I'm a sound sleeper." + +"I felt for your heart. It wasn't beating. It wasn't!" + +"Oh, come, come." + +"Your heart was not beating, I said." + +"And I suppose I was cold as a slab of ice?" + +"Umm, no. I don't remember. Maybe you were. You had no pulse, either." + +Arkalion laughed easily. "And am I still dead?" + +"Well--" + +"Clearly a case of overwrought nerves and a highly keyed imagination. +What you need is some more sleep." + +"I'm not sleepy, thanks." + +"Well, I think I'll get up and go down for breakfast." Arkalion +climbed out of bed gingerly, made his way to the sink and was soon +gargling with a bottle of prepared mouthwash, occasionally spraying +weightless droplets of the pink liquid up at the ceiling. + +Temple lit a cigarette with shaking fingers, made his way to +Arkalion's bed while the man hummed tunelessly at the sink. Temple let +his hands fall on the sheet. It was not cold, but comfortably cool. +Hardly as warm as it should have been, with a man sleeping on it all +night. + +Was he still imagining things? + +"I'm glad you didn't call for a burial detail and have me expelled +into space with yesterday's garbage," Arkalion called over his +shoulder jauntily as he went outside for some breakfast. + +Temple cursed softly and lit another cigarette, dropping the first one +into a disposal chute on the wall. + + * * * * * + +Every night thereafter, Temple made it a point to remain awake after +Arkalion apparently had fallen asleep. But if he were seeking +repetition of the peculiar occurrence, he was disappointed. Not only +did Arkalion sleep soundly and through the night, but he snored. +Loudly and clearly, a wheezing snore. + +Arkalion's strange feat--or his own overwrought imagination, Temple +thought wryly--was good for one thing: it took his mind off Stephanie. +The days wore on in endless, monotonous routine. He took some books +from the ship's library and browsed through them, even managing to +find one concerned with traumatic catalepsy, which stated that a +severe emotional shock might render one into a deep enough trance to +have a layman mistakenly pronounce him dead. But what had been the +severe emotional disturbance for Arkalion? Could the effects of +weightlessness manifest themselves in that way in rare instances? +Temple naturally did not know, but he resolved to find out if he could +after reaching their destination. + +One day--it was three weeks after they left the space station, Temple +realized--they were all called to assembly in the ship's large main +lounge. As the men drifted in, Temple was amazed to see the progress +they had made with weightlessness. He himself had advanced to handy +facility in locomotion, but it struck him all the more pointedly when +he saw two hundred men swim and float through air, pushing themselves +along by means of the hand-holds strategically placed along the walls. + +The ever-present microphone greeted them all. "Good afternoon, men." + +"Good afternoon, mac!" + +"Hey, is this the way to Ebbetts' Field?" + +"Get on with it!" + +"Sounds like the same man who addressed us in White Sands," Temple +told Arkalion. "He sure does get around." + +"A recording, probably. Listen." + +"Our destination, as you've probably read in newspapers and magazines, +is the planet Mars." + +Mutterings in the assembly, not many of surprise. + +"Their suppositions, based both on the seven hundred eighty day lapse +between Nowhere Journeys and the romantic position in which the planet +Mars has always been held, are correct. We are going to Mars. + +"For most of you, Mars will be a permanent home for many years to +come--" + +"Most of us?" Temple wondered out loud. + +Arkalion raised a finger to his lips for silence. + +"--until such time as you are rotated according to the policy of +rotation set up by the government." + +Temple had grown accustomed to the familiar hoots and catcalls. He +almost had an urge to join in himself. + +"Interesting," Arkalion pointed out. "Back at White Sands they claimed +not to know our destination. They knew it all right--up to a point. +The planet Mars. But now they say that all of us will not remain on +Mars. Most interesting." + +"--further indoctrination in our mission soon after our arrival on the +red planet. Landing will be performed under somewhat less strain than +the initial takeoff in the Earth-to-station ferry, since Mars exerts +less of a gravity pull than Earth. On the other hand, you have been +weightless for three weeks and the change-over is liable to make some +of you sick. It will pass harmlessly enough. + +"We realize it is difficult, being taken from your homes without +knowing the nature of your urgent mission. All I can tell you +now--and, as a matter of fact, all I know--" + +"Here we go again," said Temple. "More riddles." + +"--is that everything _is_ of the utmost urgency. Our entire way of +life is at stake. Our job will be to safeguard it. In the months which +follow, few of you will have any big, significant role to play, but +all of you, working together, will provide the strength we need. When +the _cadre_--" + +"So they call their guards teachers," Arkalion commented dryly. + +"--come around, they will see that each man is strapped properly into +his bunk for deceleration. Deceleration begins in twenty-seven +minutes." + +_Mars_, thought Temple, back in his room with Arkalion. _Mars._ He did +not think of Stephanie, except as a man who knows he must spend the +rest of his life in prison might think of a lush green field, or the +cool swish of skis over fresh, powdery snow, or the sound of yardarms +creaking against the wind on a small sailing schooner, or the tang of +wieners roasting over an open fire with the crisp air of fall against +your back, or the scent of good French brandy, or a woman. + +Deceleration began promptly. Before his face was distorted and his +eyes forced shut by a pressure of four gravities, Temple had time to +see the look of complete unconcern on Arkalion's face. Arkalion, in +fact, was sleeping. + +He seemed as completely relaxed as he did that morning Temple thought +he was dead. + + + +CHAPTER IV + +"Petrovitch, S. A.!" called the Comrade standing abreast of the head +of the line, a thin, nervous man half a head shorter than the girl +herself. Sophia Androvna Petrovitch strode forward, took a pair of +trim white shorts from the neat stack at his left. + +"Is that all?" she said, looking at him. + +"Yes, Comrade. Well, a woman. Well." + +Without embarrassment, Sophia had seen the men ahead of her in line +strip and climb into the white shorts before they disappeared through +a portal ahead of the line, depositing their clothing in a growing +pile on the floor. But now it was Sophia's turn, after almost a two +hour wait. Not that it was chilly, but.... + +"Is that all?" she repeated. + +"Certainly. Strip and move along, Comrade." The nervous little man +appraised her lecherously, she thought. + +"Then I must keep some of my own clothing," she told him. + +"Impossible. I have my orders." + +"I am a woman." + +"You are a volunteer for the Stalintrek. You will take no personal +property--no clothing--with you. Strip and advance, please." + +Sophia flushed slightly, while the men behind her began to call and +taunt. + +"I like this Stalintrek." + +"Oh, yes." + +"We are waiting, Comrade." + +Quickly and with an objective detachment which surprised her, Sophia +unbuttoned her shirt, removed it. Her one wish--and an odd one, she +thought, smiling--was for wax for her ears. She loosened the three +snaps of her skirt, watched it fall to the floor. She stood there +briefly, lithe-limbed, a tall, slim girl, then had the white shorts +over her nakedness in one quick motion. She still wore a coarse +halter. + +"All personal effects, Comrade," said the nervous little man. + +"No," Sophia told him. + +"But yes. Definitely, yes. You hold up the line, and we have a +schedule to maintain. The Stalintrek demands quick, prompt obedience." + +"Then you will give me one additional item of clothing." + +The man looked at Sophia's halter, at the fine way she filled it. He +shrugged. "We don't have it," he said, clearly enjoying himself. + +In volunteering for the Stalintrek, Sophia had invaded man's domain. +She had watched not with embarrassment but with scorn while the men in +front of her got out of their clothing. She had invaded man's domain, +and as she watched them, the short, flabby ones, the bony ones with +protruding ribs and collar-bones, those of milky white skin and soft +hands, she knew most of them would bite off more than they could chew +if ever they tried what was the most natural thing for men to try with +a lone woman in an isolated environment. But she _was_ in a man's +world now, and if that was the way they wanted it, she would ask no +quarter. + +She reached up quickly with one hand and unfastened the halter, +catching it with her free hand and holding it in front of her breasts +while the nervous little man licked his lips and gaped. Sophia grabbed +another pair of the white shorts, tore it quickly with her strong +fingers, fashioning a crude covering for herself. This she pulled +around her, fastening it securely with a knot in back. + +"You'll have to give that back to me," declared the nervous little +Comrade. + +"I'll bet you a samovar on that," Sophia said quietly, so only the man +heard her. + +He reached out, as if to rip the crude halter from her body, but +Sophia met him half-way with her strong, slim fingers, wrapping them +around his biceps and squeezing. The man's face turned quickly to +white as he tried unsuccessfully to free his arm. + +"Please, that hurts." + +"I keep what I am wearing." She tightened her grip, but gazed serenely +into space as the man stifled a whimper. + +"Well--" the man whispered indecisively as he gritted his teeth. + +"Fool!" said Sophia. "Your arm will be black and blue for a week. +While you men grow soft and lazy, many of the women take their +gymnastics seriously, especially if they want to keep their figures +with the work they must do and the food they must eat. I am stronger +than you and I will hurt you unless--" And her hand tightened around +his scrawny arm until her knuckles showed white. + +"Wear what you have and go," the man pleaded, and moaned softly when +Sophia released his numb arm and strode through the portal, still +drawing whistles and leers from the other men, who missed the by-play +completely. + + * * * * * + +"So we're on Mars!" + +"It ain't Nowhere after all, it's Mars." + +"Wait and see, buster. Wait and see." + +"Kind of cold, isn't it? Well, if this was Venus and some of them +beautiful one-armed dames was waiting for us--" + +"That's just a statue, stupid." + +"Lookit all them people down there, will you?" + +"You think they're Martians?" + +"Stupid! We ain't the first ones went on the Nowhere Journey." + +"What are we waiting for? It sure will feel good to stretch your +legs." + +"Let's go!" + +"Look out, Mars, here I come!" + +It would have been just right for a Hollywood epic, Temple thought. +The rusty ochre emptiness spreading out toward the horizon in all +directions, spotted occasionally with pale green and frosty white, the +sky gray with but a shade of blue in it, distant gusts of Martian wind +swirling ochre clouds across the desert, the spaceship poised on its +ungainly bottom, a great silver bowling ball with rocket tubes for +finger holes, and the Martians from Earth who had been here on this +alien world for seven-hundred-eighty days or twice seven-eighty or +three times, and who fought in frenzied eagerness, like savages, to +reach the descending gangplank first. + +Earth chorus: Hey, Martians, any of you guys speak English? Hah-ha, I +said, any of you guys.... + +Where are all them canals I heard so much about? + +You think maybe they're dangerous? (Laughter) + +No dames. Hey, no dames.... + +Who were you expecting, Donna Daunley? + +What kind of place is Mars with no women? + +What do they do here, anyway, just sit around and wait for the next +rocket? + +I'm cold. + +Get used to it, brother, get used to it. + +Look out, Mars, here I come! + +Martian chorus: Who won the Series last year, Detroit? + +Hey, bud, tell me, are dames still wearing those one piece things, all +colors, so you see their legs up to about here and their chests down +to about here? (Gestures lewdly) + +Which one of you guys can tell me what it's like to take a bath? I +mean a real bath in a real bath tub. + +Hey, we licked Russia yet? + +We heard they were gonna send some dames! + +Dames--ha-ha, you're breaking my heart. + +Tell me what a steak tastes like. So thick. + +Me? Gimme a bowl of steamed oysters. And a dame. + +Dames. Girls. Women. Females. Chicks. Tomatoes. Frails. Dames. Dames. +Dames.... + +They did not seem to mind the cold, these Earth-Martians. Temple +guessed they never spent much time out of doors (above ground, for +there were no buildings?) because all seemed pale and white. While the +sun was weaker, so was the protection offered by a thinner atmosphere. +The sun's actinic rays could burn, and so could the sand-driving wind. +But pale skins could not be the result of staying indoors, for Temple +noted the lack of man-made structures at once. Underground, then. The +Earth-Martians lived underground like moles. Doing what? And for what +reason? With what ultimate goal, if any? And where did those men who +did not remain on Mars go? Temple's head whirled with countless +questions--and no answers. + +Shoulder to shoulder with Arkalion, he made his way down the +gangplank, turning up the collar of his jumper against the stinging +wind. + +"You got any newspapers, pal?" + +"Magazines?" + +"Phonograph records?" + +"Gossip?" + +"Newsfilm?" + +"Who's the heavyweight champ?" + +"We lick those Commies in Burma yet?" + +"Step back! Watch that man. Maybe he's your replacement." + +"Replacement. Ha-ha. That's good." + +All types of men. All ages. In torn, tattered clothing, mostly. In +rags. Even if a man seemed more well-groomed than the rest, on closer +examination Temple could see the careful stitching, the patches, the +fades and stains. No one seemed to mind. + +"Hey, bud. What do you hear about rotation? They passed any laws yet?" + +"I been here ten years. When do _I_ get rotated?" + +"Ain't that something? Dad Jenks came here with the first ship. Don't +you talk about rotation. Ask Dad." + +"Better not mention that word to Dad Jenks. He sees red." + +"This whole damn planet is red." + +"Want a guided tour of nowhere, men? Step right up." + +Arkalion grinned. "They seem so well-adjusted," he said, then +shuddered against the cold and followed Temple, with the others, +through the crowd. + + * * * * * + +They were inoculated against nameless diseases. (Watch for the needle +with the hook.) + +They were told again they had arrived on the planet Mars. (No +kidding?) + +Led to a drab underground city, dimly lit, dank, noisome with mold and +mildew. (Quick, the chlorophyll.) + +Assigned bunks in a dormitory, with four men to a room. (Be it ever so +humble--bah!) + +Told to keep things clean and assigned temporarily to a garbage pickup +detail. (For this I left Sheboygan?) + +Read to from the Declaration of Independence, the Constitution and +Public Law 1182 (concerned with the Nowhere Journey, it told them +nothing they did not already know). + +Given as complete a battery of tests, mental, emotional and physical, +as Temple ever knew existed. (Cripes, man! How the hell should I know +what the cube root of -5 is? I never finished high school!) + +Subjected to an exhaustive, overlong, and at times meaningless +personal interview. (No, doc, honest. I never knew I had +a--uh--anxiety neurosis. Is it dangerous?) + +"How do you do, Temple? Sit down." + +"Thank you." + +"Thought you'd like to know that while your overall test score is not +uncanny, it's decidedly high." + +"So what?" + +"So nothing--not necessarily. Except that with it you have a very well +balanced personality. We can use you, Temple." + +"That's why I'm here." + +"I mean--elsewhere. Mars is only a way station, a training center for +a select few. It takes an awful lot of administrative work to keep +this place going, which explains the need for all the station +personnel." + +"Listen. The last few weeks I had everything thrown at me. +Everything, the works. Mind answering one question?" + +"Shoot." + +"What's this all about?" + +"Temple, I don't know!" + +"You what?" + +"I know you find it hard to believe, but I don't. There isn't a man +here on Mars who knows the whole story, either--and certainly not on +Earth. We know enough to keep everything in operation. And we know +it's important, all of it, everything we do." + +"You mentioned a need for some men elsewhere. Where?" + +The psychiatrist shrugged. "I don't know. Somewhere. Anywhere." He +spread his hands out eloquently. "That's where the Nowhere Journey +comes in." + +"Surely you can tell me something more than--" + +"Absolutely not. It isn't that I don't want to. I can't. I don't +know." + +"Well, one more question I'd like you to answer." + +The psychiatrist lit a cigarette, grinned. "Say, who is interviewing +whom?" + +"This one I think you can tackle. I have a brother, Jason Temple. +Embarked on the Nowhere Journey five years ago. I wonder--" + +"So that's the one factor in your psychograph we couldn't figure +out--anxiety over your brother." + +"I doubt it," shrugged Temple. "More likely my fiancee." + +"Umm, common enough. You were to be married?" + +"Yes." _Stephanie, what are you doing now? Right now?_ + +"That's what hurts the most.... Well, yes, I can find out about your +brother." The psychiatrist flicked a toggle on his desk. "Jamison, +find what you can on Temple, Jason, year of--" + +"1987," Temple supplied. + +"1987. We'll wait." + +After a moment or two, the voice came through, faintly metallic: +"Temple, Jason. Arrival: 1987. Psychograph, 115b12. Mental aggregate, +98. Physcom, good to excellent. Training: two years, space perception +concentrate, others. Shipped out: 1989." + +So Jase had shipped out for--Nowhere. + +"Someday you'll follow in your brother's footsteps, Temple. Now, +though, I have a few hundred questions I'd like you to answer." + +The psychiatrist hadn't exaggerated. Several hours of questioning +followed. Once reminded of her, Temple found it hard to keep his +thought off Stephanie. + +He left the psychiatrist's office more confused than ever. + + * * * * * + +"Good morning, child. You Stephanie Andrews?" + +Stephanie hadn't felt up to working that first morning after Kit's +final goodbye. She answered the door in her bathrobe, saw a small, +middle-aged woman with graying hair and a kind face. "That's right. +Won't you come in?" + +"Thank you. I represent the Complete Emancipation League, Miss +Andrews." + +"Complete Emancipation League? Oh, something to do with politics. +Really, I'm not much interested in--" + +"That's entirely the trouble," declared the older woman. "Too many of +us are not interested in politics. I'd like to discuss the C.E.L. with +you, my dear, if you will bear with me a few minutes." + +"All right," said Stephanie. "Would you like a glass of sherry?" + +"In the morning?" the older woman smiled. + +"I'm sorry. Don't mind me. My fiance left yesterday, took his final +goodbye. He--he embarked on the Nowhere Journey." + +"I realize that. It is precisely why I am here. My dear, the C.E.L. +does not want to fight the government. If the government decides that +the Nowhere Journey is vital for the welfare of the country--even if +the government won't or can't explain what the Nowhere Journey +is--that's all right with us. But if the government says there is a +rotation system but does absolutely nothing about it, we're interested +in that. Do you follow me?" + +"Yes!" cried Stephanie. "Oh, yes. Go on." + +"The C. E. L. has sixty-eight people in Congress for the current term. +We hope to raise that number to seventy-five for next election. It's a +long fight, a slow uphill fight, and frankly, my dear, we need all the +help we can get. People--young women like yourself, my dear--are +entirely too lethargic, if you'll forgive me." + +"You ought to forgive _me_," said Stephanie, "if you will. You know, +it's funny. I had vague ideas about helping Kit, about finding some +way to get him back. Only to tackle something like that alone.... I'm +only twenty-one, just a girl, and I don't know anyone important. No +one ever comes back, that's what you hear. But there's a rotation +system, you also hear that. If I can be of any help...." + +"You certainly can, my dear. We'd be delighted to have you." + +"Then, eventually, maybe, just maybe, we'll start getting them rotated +home?" + +"We can't promise a thing. We can only try. And I never did say we'd +try to get the boys rotated, my dear. There is a rotation system in +the law, right there in Public Law 1182. But if no men have ever been +rotated, there must be a reason for it." + +"Yes, but--" + +"But we'll see. If for some reason rotation simply is not practicable, +we'll find another way. Which is why we call ourselves the +C.E.L.--Complete Emancipation League--for women. If men must embark on +the Nowhere Journey--the least they can do is let their women +volunteer to go along with them if they want to--since it may be +forever. Let a bunch of women get to this Nowhere place and you'll +never know what might happen, that's what I say." + +Something about the gray haired woman's earthy confidence imbued +Stephanie with an optimism she never expected. "Well," she said, +smiling, "if we can't bring ourselves to Mohammed.... No, that's all +wrong! ... to the mountain...?" + +"Yes, there's an old saying. But it isn't important. You get the idea. +My dear, how would you like to go to Nowhere?" + +"I--to Kit, anywhere, anywhere!" _I'll never forget yesterday, Kit +darling. Never!_ + +"I make no promises, Stephanie, but it may be sooner than you think. +Morning be hanged, perhaps I will have some sherry after all. Umm, you +wouldn't by any chance have some Canadian instead?" + +Humming, Stephanie dashed into the kitchen for some glasses. + + * * * * * + +There were times when the real Alaric Arkalion III wished his father +would mind his own business. Like that thing about the Nowhere +Journey, for instance. Maybe Alaric Sr. didn't realize it, but being +the spoiled son of a billionaire wasn't all fun. "I'm a dilettante," +Alaric would tell himself often, gazing in the mirror, "a bored +dilettante at the age of twenty-one." + +Which in itself, he had to admit, wasn't too bad. But having reneged +on the Nowhere Journey in favor of a stranger twice his age who now +carried his, Alaric's, face, had engendered some annoying +complications. "You'll either have to hide or change your own +appearance and identity, Alaric." + +"Hide? For how long, father?" + +"I can't be sure. Years, probably." + +"That's crazy. I'm not going to hide for years." + +"Then change your appearance. Your way of life. Your occupation." + +"I have no occupation." + +"Get one. Change your face, too. Your fingerprints. It can be done. +Become a new man, live a new life." + +In hiding there was boredom, impossible boredom. In the other +alternative there was adventure, intrigue--but uncertainty. One part +of young Alaric craved that uncertainty, the rest of him shunned it. +In a way it was like the Nowhere Journey all over again. + +"Maybe Nowhere wouldn't have been so bad," said Alaric to his father, +choosing as a temporary alternative and retreat what he knew couldn't +possibly happen. + +Couldn't it? + +"If I choose another identity, I'd be eligible again for the Nowhere +Journey." + +"By George, I hadn't considered that. No, wait. You could be older +than twenty-six." + +"I like it the way I am," Alaric said, pouting. + +"Then you'll have to hide. I spent ten million dollars to secure your +future, Alaric. I don't want you to throw it away." + +Alaric pouted some more. "Let me think about it." + +"Fair enough, but I'll want your answer tomorrow. Meanwhile, you are +not to leave the house." + +Alaric agreed verbally, but took the first opportunity which presented +itself--that very night--to sneak out the servants' door, go downtown, +and get stewed to the gills. + +At two in the morning he was picked up by the police for disorderly +conduct (it had happened before) after losing a fistfight to a much +poorer, much meaner drunk in a downtown bar. They questioned Alaric at +the police station, examined his belongings, went through his wallet, +notified his home. + +Fuming, Alaric Sr. rushed to the police station to get his son. He was +met by the desk sergeant, a fat, balding man who wore his uniform in a +slovenly fashion. + +"Mr. Arkalion?" demanded the sergeant, picking at his teeth with a +toothpick. + +"Yes. I have come for Alaric, my son." + +"Sure. Sure. But your son's in trouble, Mr. Arkalion. Serious +trouble." + +"What are you talking about? If there are any damages, I'll pay. He +didn't--hurt anyone, did he?" + +The sergeant broke the toothpick between his teeth, laughed. "Him? +Naw. He got the hell beat out of him by a drunk half his size. It +ain't that kind of trouble, Mr. Arkalion. You know what an 1182 card +is, mister?" + +Arkalion's face drained white. "Why--yes." + +"Alaric's got one." + +"Naturally." + +"According to the card, he should have shipped out on the Nowhere +Journey, mister. He didn't. He's in serious trouble." + +"I'll see the district attorney." + +"More'n likely, you'll see the attorney general. Serious trouble." + + + +CHAPTER V + +The trouble with the Stalintrek, Sophia thought, was that it took +months to get absolutely nowhere. There had been the painful pressure, +the loss of consciousness, the confinement in this tight little world +of dormitories and gleaming metal walls, the uncanny feeling of no +weight, the ability--boring after a while, but interesting at +first--to float about in air almost at will. + +Then, how many months of sameness? Sophia had lost all track of time +through _ennui_. But for the first brief period of adjustment on the +part of her fellows to the fact that although she was a woman and +shared their man's life she was still to be inviolate, the routine had +been anything but exciting. The period of adjustment had had its +adventures, its uncertainties, its challenge, and to Sophia it had +been stimulating. Why was it, she wondered, that the men who carried +their sex with strength and dignity, the hard-muscled men who could +have their way with her if they resorted to force were the men who did +not violate her privacy, while the weaklings, the softer, smaller men, +or the average men whom Sophia considered her physical equals were the +ones who gave her trouble? + +She had always accepted her beauty, the obvious attraction men found +in her, with an objective unconcern. She had been endowed with sex +appeal; there was not much room in her life to exploit it, even had +she wanted to. Now, now when she wanted anything but that, it gave her +trouble. + +Her room was shared, of necessity, with three men. Tall, gangling +Boris gave her no trouble, turned his back when she undressed for the +evening, even though she was careful to slip under the covers first. +Ivan, the second man, was short, thin, stooped. Often she found him +looking at her with what might have been more than a healthy interest, +but aside from that he kept his peace. Besides, Ivan had spent two +years in secondary school (as much as Sophia) and she enjoyed +conversing with him. + +The third man, Georgi, was the troublemaker. Georgi was one of those +plump young men with red cheeks, big, eager eyes, a voice somewhat too +high. He was an avid talker, a boaster and a boor. In the beginning he +showered attentions on Sophia. He insisted on drawing her wash-basin +at night, escorted her to breakfast every morning, told her in +confidence of the conquests he had made over beautiful women (but not +as beautiful as you, Sophia). He soon began to take liberties. He +would sit--timorously at first, but with growing boldness--on the +corner of her bed, talking with her at night after the others had +retired, Ivan with his snores, Boris with his strong, deep breathing. +And night after night, plump Georgi grew bolder. + +He would reach out and touch Sophia, he would insist on tucking her in +at night (let me be your big brother), he would awaken her in the +morning with his hand heavy on her shoulder. Finally, one night at +bedtime, she heard him conversing in low whispers with Ivan and Boris. +She could not hear the words, but Boris looked at her with what she +thought was surprise, Ivan nodded in an understanding way, and both of +them left the room. + +Sophia frowned. "What did you tell them, Georgi?" + +"That we wanted to be alone one evening, of course." + +"I never gave you any indication--" + +"I could see it in your eyes, in the way you looked at me." + +"Well, you had better call them back inside and go to bed." + +Georgi shook his head, approached her. + +"Georgi! Call them back or I will." + +"No, you won't." Georgi followed her as she retreated into a corner of +the room. When she reached the wall and could retreat no further, he +placed his thick hands on her shoulders, drew her to him slowly. "You +will call no one," he rasped. + + * * * * * + +She ducked under his arms, eluded him, was on the point of running to +the door, throwing it open and shouting, when she reconsidered. If she +did, she would be asking for quarter, gaining a temporary reprieve, +inviting the same sort of thing all over again. + +She crossed to the bed and sat down. "Come here, Georgi." + +"Ah." He came to her. + +She watched him warily, a soft flabby man not quite so tall as she +was, but who nevertheless out-weighed her by thirty or forty pounds. +In his eagerness, he walked too fast, lost his footing and floated +gently to the ceiling. Smiling as demurely as she could, Sophia +reached up, circled his ankle with her hand. + +"I never could get used to this weightlessness," Georgi admitted. "Be +nice and pull me down." + +"I will be nice. I will teach you a lesson." + +He weighed exactly nothing. It was as simple as stretching. Sophia +merely extended her arm upwards and Georgi's head hit the ceiling +with a loud _thunk_. Georgi groaned. Sophia repeated the procedure, +lowering her arm a foot--and Georgi with it--then raising it and +bouncing his head off the ceiling. + +"I don't understand," Georgi whined, trying to break free but only +succeeding in thrashing his chubby arms foolishly. + +"You haven't mastered weightlessness," Sophia smiled up at him. "I +have. I said I would teach you a lesson. First make sure you have the +strength of a man if you would play a man's game." + +Still smiling, Sophia commenced spinning the hand which held Georgi's +ankle. Arms and free leg flailing air helplessly, Georgi began to +spin. + +"Put me down!" he whined, a boy now, not even pretending to be a man. +When Sophia shoved out gently and let his ankle go he did a neat flip +in air and hung suspended, upside down, his feet near the ceiling, his +head on a level with Sophia's shoulders. He cried. + +She slapped his upside down face, carefully and without excitement, +reddening the cheeks. "I was--only joking," he slobbered. "Call back +our friends." + +Sophia found one of the hard, air-tight metal flasks they used for +drinking in weightlessness. With one hand she opened the lid, with the +other she grasped Georgi's shoulder and spun him in air, still upside +down. She squirted the water in his face, and because he was upside +down and yelling it made him choke and cough. When the container was +empty she lowered Georgi gently to the floor. + +Minutes later, she opened the door, summoned Boris and Ivan, who came +into the room self-consciously. What they found was a thoroughly +beaten Georgi sobbing on the floor. After that, Sophia had no trouble. +Week after week of boredom followed and she almost wished Georgi or +someone else would _look_ for trouble ... even if it were something +she could not handle, for although she was stronger than average and +more beautiful, she was still a woman first, and she knew if the right +man.... + + * * * * * + +"Did you know that radio communication is maintained between Earth and +Mars?" the Alaric Arkalion on Mars asked Temple. + +"Why, no. I never thought about it." + +"It is, and I am in some difficulty." + +"What's the matter?" Temple had grown to like Arkalion, despite the +man's peculiarities. He had given up trying to figure him out, +feeling that the only way he'd get anywhere was with Arkalion's +co-operation. + +"It's a long story which I'm afraid you would not altogether +understand. The authorities on Earth don't think I belong here on the +Nowhere Journey." + +"Is that so? A mistake, huh? I sure am glad for you, Alaric." + +"That's not the difficulty. It seems that there is the matter of +impersonation, of violating some of the clauses in Public Law 1182. +You're glad for me. I'm likely to go to prison." + +"If it's that serious, how come they told you?" + +"They didn't. But I--managed to find out. I won't go into details, +Kit, but obviously, if I managed to embark for Nowhere when I didn't +have to, then I wanted to go. Right?" + +"I--uh, guess so. But why--?" + +"That isn't the point. I _still_ want to go. Not to Mars, but to +Nowhere. I still can, despite what has happened, but I need help." + +Temple said, "Anything I can do, I'll be glad to," and meant it. For +one thing, he liked Arkalion. For another, Arkalion seemed to know +more, much more than he would ever say--unless Temple could win his +confidence. For a third, Temple was growing sick and tired of Mars +with its drab ochre sameness (when he got to the surface, which was +rarely), with its dank underground city, with its meaningless +attention to meaningless detail. Either way, he figured there was no +returning to Earth. If Nowhere meant adventure, as he suspected it +might, it would be preferable. Mars might have been the other end of +the galaxy for all its nearness to Earth, anyway. + +"There is a great deal you can do. But you'll have to come with me." + +"Where?" Temple demanded. + +"Where you will go eventually. To Nowhere." + +"Fine." And Temple smiled. "Why not now as well as later?" + +"I'll be frank with you. If you go now, you go untrained. You may need +your training. Undoubtedly, you will." + +"You know a lot more than you want to talk about, don't you?" + +"Frankly, yes.... I am sorry, Kit." + +"That's all right. You have your reasons. I guess if I go with you +I'll find out soon enough, anyway." + +Arkalion grinned. "You have guessed correctly. I am going to Nowhere, +before they return me to Earth for prosecution under Public Law 1182. +I cannot go alone, for it takes at least two to operate ... well, +you'll see." + +"Count me in," said Temple. + +"Remember, you may one day wish you had remained on Mars for your +training." + +"I'll take my chances. Mars is driving me crazy. All I do is think of +Earth and Stephanie." + +"Then come." + +"Where are we going?" + +"A long, long way off. It is unthinkably remote, this place called +Nowhere." + +Temple felt suddenly like a kid playing hookey from school. "Lead on," +he said, almost jauntily. He knew he was leaving Stephanie still +further behind, but had he been in prison on the next street to hers, +he might as well have been a million miles away. + +As for Arkalion--the thought suddenly struck Temple--Arkalion wasn't +necessarily leaving his world further behind. Perhaps Arkalion was +going home.... + + * * * * * + +Stephanie picked up the phone eagerly. In the weeks since her first +meeting with Mrs. Draper of the C.E.L., the older woman had been a +fountain of information and of hope for her. Stephanie for her part +had taken over Mrs. Draper's job in her own section of Center City: +she was busy contacting the two hundred mothers and fifty sweethearts +of the Nowhere Journey which had taken Kit from her. And now Mrs. +Draper had called with information. + +"We've successfully combined forces with some of the less militant +elements in both houses of Congress," Mrs. Draper told her over the +phone. "Do you realize, my dear, this marks the first time the C.E.L. +has managed to put something constructive through Congress? Until now +we've been content merely to block legislation, such as an increase in +the Nowhere contingent from...." + +"Yes, Mrs. Draper. I know all that. But what about this constructive +thing you've done." + +"Well, my dear, don't count your chickens. But we _have_ passed the +bill, and we expect the President won't veto it. You see, the +President has two nephews who...." + +"I know. I know. What bill did you pass?" + +"Unfortunately, it's somewhat vague. Ultimately, the Nowhere +Commission must do the deciding, but it does pave the way." + +"For what, Mrs. Draper?" + +"Hold onto your hat, my dear. The bill authorizes the Nowhere Commission +to make as much of a study as it can of conditions--wherever our boys are +sent." + +"Oh." Stephanie was disappointed. "That won't get them back to us." + +"No. You're right, it won't get them back to us. That isn't the idea +at all, for there is more than one way to skin a cat, my dear. The +Nowhere Commission will be studying conditions--" + +[Illustration] + +"How can they? I thought everything was so hush-hush, not even +Congress knew anything about it." + +"That was the first big hurdle we have apparently overcome. Anyway, +they will be studying conditions with a view of determining if one +girl--just one, mind you--can embark on the Nowhere Journey as a pilot +study and--" + +"But I thought they could make the journey only once every +seven-hundred-eighty days." + +"Get Congress aroused and you can move mountains. It seems the expense +entailed in a trip at any but those times is generally prohibitive, +but when something special comes up--" + +"It can be done! Mrs. Draper, how I love to talk with you!" + +"See? There you go, my dear, counting your chickens. One girl will be +sent, if the study indicates she can take it. _One_ girl, Stephanie, and +only after a study. She'd merely be a pilot case. But afterwards.... Ah, +afterwards.... Perhaps someday soon qualified women will be able to join +their men in Nowhere." + +"Mrs. Draper, I love you." + +"Naturally, you will tell all this to prospective C.E.L. members. Now +we have something concrete to work with." + +"I know. And I will, I will, Mrs. Draper. By the way, how are they +going to pick the girl, the one girl?" + +"Don't count your chickens, for Heaven's sake! They haven't even +studied the situation yet. Well, I'll call you, my dear." + +Stephanie hung up, dressed, went about her canvassing. She thought +happy thoughts all week. + + * * * * * + +"Shh! Quiet," cautioned Arkalion, leading the way down a flight of +heavy-duty plastic stairs. + +"How do you know your way around here so well?" + +"I said quiet." + +It was not so much, Temple realized, that Arkalion was really afraid +of making noise. Rather, he did not want to answer questions. + +Temple smiled in the semi-darkness, heard the steady drip-drip-drip of +water off somewhere to his left. Eons before the coming of man on this +stopover point to Nowhere, the Martian waters had retreated from the +planet's ancient surface and seeped underground to carve, slow drop by +drop, the caverns which honey-combed the planet. "You know your way +around so well, I'd swear you were a Martian." + +Arkalion's soft laugh carried far. "I said there was to be no noise. +Please! As for the Martians, the only Martians are here all around +you, the men of Earth. Ahh, here we are." + +At the bottom of the flight of stairs Temple could see a door, +metallic, giving the impression of strength without great weight. +Arkalion paused a moment, did something with a series of levers, shook +his head impatiently, started all over again. + +"What's that for?" Temple wanted to know. + +"What do you think? It is a combination lock, with five million +possible combinations. Do you want to be here for all of eternity?" + +"No." + +"Then quiet." + +Vaguely, Temple wondered why the door wasn't guarded. + +"With a lock like this," Arkalion explained, as if he had read +Temple's thought, "they need no other precaution. It is assumed that +only authorized personnel know the combination." + +Then had Arkalion come this way before? It seemed the only possible +assumption. But when? And how? "Here we are," said Arkalion. + +The door swung in toward them. + +Temple strode forward, found himself in a great bare hall, +surprisingly well-lighted. After the dimness of the caverns, he +hardly could see. + +"Don't stand there scowling and fussing with your eyes. There is one +additional precaution--an alarm at Central Headquarters. We have about +five minutes, no more." + + * * * * * + +At one end of the bare hall stood what to Temple looked for all the +world like an old-fashioned telephone booth, except that its walls +were completely opaque. On the wall adjacent to it was a single lever +with two positions marked "hold" and "transport". The lever stood +firmly in the "hold" position. + +"You sure you want to come?" Arkalion demanded. + +"Yes, I told you that." + +"Good. I have no time to explain. I will enter the conveyor." + +"Conveyor?" + +"This booth. You will wait until the door is shut, then pull the lever +down. That is all there is to it, but, as you can see, it is a two-man +operation." + +"But how do I--" + +"Haste, haste! There are similar controls at the other end. You pull +the lever, wait two minutes, enter the conveyor yourself. I will fetch +you--if you are sure." + +"I'm sure, dammit!" + +"Remember, you go without training, without the opportunity everyone +else has." + +"You already told me that. Mars is half-way to eternity. Mars is +limbo. If I can't go back to Earth I want to go--well, to Nowhere. +There are too many ghosts here, too many memories with nothing to do." + +Arkalion shrugged, entered the booth. "Pull the lever," he said, and +shut the door. + +Temple reached up, grasped the lever firmly in his hand, yanked it. It +slid smoothly to the position marked "transport." Temple heard +nothing, saw nothing, began to think the device, whatever it was, did +not work. Did Arkalion somehow get _moved_ inside the booth? + +Temple thought he heard footfalls on the stairs outside. Soon, +faintly, he could hear voices. Someone banged on the door to the hall. +Licking dry lips, Temple opened the booth, peered inside. + +Empty. + +The voices clamored, fists pounded on the door. Something clicked. +Tumblers fell. The door to the great, bright hall sprung outward. +Someone rushed in at Temple, who met him savagely with a short, +chopping blow to his jaw. The man, temporarily blinded by the dazzling +light, stumbled back in the path of his fellows. + +Temple darted into the booth, the conveyor, and slammed it shut. + +Fingers clawed on the outside. + +A sound almost too intense to be heard rang in Temple's ears. He lost +consciousness instantly. + + + +CHAPTER VI + +"What a cockeyed world," said Alaric Arkalion Sr. to his son. "You +certainly can't plan on anything, even if you do have more money than +you'll ever possibly need in a lifetime." + +"Don't feel like that," said young Alaric. "I'm not in prison any +longer, am I?" + +"No. But you're not free of the Nowhere Journey, either. There is an +unheralded special trip to Nowhere, two weeks from today, I have been +informed." + +"Oh?" + +"Yes, oh. I have also been informed that you will be on it. You didn't +escape after all, Alaric." + +"Oh. Oh!" + +"What bothers me most is that scoundrel Smith somehow managed to +escape. They haven't found him yet, I have also been informed. And +since my contract with him calls for ten million dollars 'for services +rendered,' I'll have to pay." + +"But he didn't prevent me from--" + +"I can't air this thing, Alaric! But listen, son: when you go where +you are going, you're liable to find another Alaric Arkalion, your +double. Of course, that would be Smith. If you can get him to cut his +price in half because of what has happened, I would be delighted. If +you could somehow manage to wring his neck, I would be even more +delighted. Ten million dollars--for nothing." + + * * * * * + +"I'm so excited," murmured Mrs. Draper. Stephanie watched her on one +of the new televiewers, recently installed in place of the telephone. + +"What is it?" + +"Our bill has been passed by a landslide majority in both houses of +Congress!" + +"Ooo!" cried Stephanie. + +"Not very coherent, my dear, but those are my sentiments exactly. In +two weeks there will be a Journey to Nowhere, a special one which will +include, among its passengers, a woman." + +"But the study which had to be made--?" + +"It's already been made. From what I gather, they can't take it very +far. Most of their conclusions had to be based on supposition. The +important thing, though, is this: a woman _will_ be sent. The way the +C.E.L. figures it, my dear, is that a woman falling in the twenty-one +to twenty-six age group should be chosen, a woman who meets all the +requirements placed upon the young men." + +"Yes," said Stephanie. "Of course. And I was just thinking that I +would be--" + +"Remember those chickens!" cautioned Mrs. Draper. "We already have one +hundred seventy-seven volunteers who'd claw each other to pieces for a +chance to go." + +"Wrong," Stephanie said, smiling. "You now have one hundred +seventy-eight." + +"Room for only one, my dear. Only one, you know." + +"Then cross the others off your list. I'm already packing my bag." + + * * * * * + +When Temple regained consciousness, it was with the feeling that no +more than a split second of time had elapsed. So much had happened so +rapidly that, until now, he hadn't had time to consider it. + +Arkalion had vanished. + +Vanished--he could use no other word. He was there, standing in the +booth--and then he wasn't. Simple as that. Now you see it, now you +don't. And goodbye, Arkalion. + +But goodbye Temple, too. For hadn't Temple entered the same booth, +waiting but a second until Arkalion activated the mechanism at the +other end? And certainly Temple wasn't in the booth now. He smiled at +the ridiculously simple logic of his thoughts. He stood in an open +field, the blades of grass rising to his knees, as much brilliant +purple as they were green. Waves of the grass, stirred like tide by +the gentle wind, and hills rolling off toward the horizon in whichever +direction he turned. Far away, the undulating hills lifted to a half +soft mauve sky. A somber red sun with twice Sol's apparent disc but +half its brightness hung midway between zenith and horizon completing +the picture of peaceful other-worldliness. + +Wherever this was, it wasn't Earth--or Mars. + +Nowhere? + +Temple shrugged, started walking. He chose his direction at random, +crushing an easily discernible path behind him in the surprisingly +brittle grass. The warm sun baked his back comfortably, the +soft-stirring wind caressed his cheeks. Of Arkalion he found not a +trace. + +Two hours later Temple reached the hills and started climbing their +gentle slopes. It was then that he saw the figure approaching on the +run. It took him fully half a minute to realize that the runner was +not human. + + * * * * * + +After months of weightless inactivity, things started to happen for +Sophia. The feeling of weight returned, but weight as she never had +felt it before. It was as if someone was sitting on every inch of her +body, crushing her down. It made her gasp, forced her eyes shut and, +although she could not see it, contorted her face horribly. She lost +consciousness, coming to some time later with a dreadful feeling of +loginess. Someone swam into her vision dimly, stung her arm briefly +with a needle. She slept. + +She was on a table, stretched out, with lights glaring down at her. +She heard voices. + +"The new system is far better than testing, comrade." + +"Far more efficient, far more objective. Yes." + +"The brain emits electromagnetic vibration. Strange, is it not, that +no one before ever imagined it could tell a story. A completely +accurate story two years of testing could not give us." + +"In Russia we have gone far with the biological, psychological +sciences. The West flies high with physics. Give them Mars; bah, they +can have Mars." + +"True, Comrade. The journey to Jupiter is greater, the time consumed +is longer, the cost, more expensive. But here on Jupiter we can do +something they cannot do on Mars." + +"I know." + +"We can make supermen. Supermen, comrade. A wedding of Nietzsche and +Marx." + +"Careful. Those are dangerous thoughts." + +"Merely an allusion, comrade. Merely a harmless allusion. But you take +an ordinary human being and train him on Jupiter, speeding his +time-sense and metabolic rate tremendously with certain endocrine +secretions so that one day is as a month to him. You take him and +subject him to big Jupiter's pull of gravity, more than twice +Earth's--and in three weeks you have, yes--you have a superman." + +"The woman wakes." + +"Shh. Do not frighten her." + +Sophia stretched, every muscle in her body aching. Slowly, as in a +dream, she sat up. It required strength, the mere act of pulling her +torso upright! + +"What have you done to me?" she cried, focussing her still-dim vision +on the two men. + +"Nothing, comrade. Relax." + +Sophia turned slowly on the table, got one long shapely leg draped +over its edge. + +"Careful, comrade." + +What were they warning her about? She merely wanted to get up and +stretch; perhaps then she would feel better. Her toe touched the +floor, she swung her other leg over, aware of but ignoring her +nakedness. + +"A good specimen." + +"Oh, yes, comrade. So this time they send a woman among the others. +Well, we shall do our work. Look--see the way she is formed, so lithe, +loose-limbed, agile. See the toning of the muscles? Her beauty will +remain, comrade, but Jupiter shall make an amazon of her." + + * * * * * + +Sophia had both feet on the floor now. She was breathing hard, felt +suddenly sick to her stomach. Placing both her hands on the table +edge, she pushed off and staggered for two or three paces. She +crumpled, buckling first at the knees then the waist, and fell in a +writhing heap. + +"Pick her up." + +Hands under her arms, tugging. She came off the floor easily, dimly +aware that someone carried her hundred and thirty pounds effortlessly. +"Put me down!" she cried. "I want to try again. I am crippled, +crippled! You have crippled me...." + +"Nothing of the sort, comrade. You are tired, weak, and Jupiter's +gravity field is still too strong for you. Little by little, though, +your muscles will strengthen to Jupiter's demands. Gravity will keep +them from bulging, expanding; but every muscle fibre in you will have +twice, three times its original strength. Are you excited?" + +"I am tired and sick. I want to sleep. What is Jupiter?" + +"Jupiter is a planet circling the sun at--never mind, comrade. You +have much to learn, but you can assimilate it with much less trouble +in your sleep. Go ahead, sleep." + +Sophia retched, was sick. It had been years since she cried. But +naked, afraid, bewildered, she cried herself to sleep. + +Things happened while she slept, many things. Certain endocrine +extracts accelerated her metabolism astonishingly. Within half an hour +her heart was pumping blood through her body two hundred beats per +minute. An hour later it reached its full rate, almost one thousand +contractions every sixty seconds. All her other metabolic functions +increased accordingly, and Sophia slept deeply for a week of +subjective time--in hours. The same machine which had gleaned +everything from her mind far more accurately than a battery of tests, +a refinement of the electro-encephalogram, was now played in reverse, +giving back to Sophia everything it had taken plus electrospool after +electrospool of science, mathematics, logic, economics, history +(Marxian, these last two), languages (including English), semantics +and certain specialized knowledge she would need later on the +Stalintrek. + +Still sleeping, Sophia was bathed in a warm whirlpool of soothing +liquid; rubbed, massaged, her muscle-toning begun while she rested and +regained her strength. Three hours later, objective time, she awoke +with a headache and with more thoughts spinning around madly inside +her brain than she ever knew existed. Gingerly, she tried standing +again, lifting herself nude and dripping wet from a tub of steaming +amber stuff. She stood, stretched, permitted her fright to vanish with +a quick wave of vertigo which engulfed her. She had been fed +intravenously, but a tremendous hunger possessed her. Before eating, +however, she was to find herself in a gymnasium, the air close and +stifling. She was massaged again, told to do certain exercises which +seemed simple but which she found extremely difficult, forced to run +until she thought she would collapse, with her legs, dragging like +lead. + +She understood, now. Somehow she knew she was on Jupiter, the fifth +and largest planet, where the force of gravity is so much greater than +on Earth that it is an effort even to walk. She also knew that her +metabolic rate had been accelerated beyond all comprehension and that +in a comparatively short time--objective time--she would have thrice +her original strength. All this she knew without knowing how she knew, +and that was the most staggering fact of all. She did what her curt +instructors bid, then dragged her aching muscles and her headache into +a dining room where tired, forlorn-looking men sat around eating. +Well, the food at least was good. Sophia attacked it ravenously. + + * * * * * + +It did not take Temple long to realize that the creature running +downhill at him, leaving a crushed and broken wake in the purple and +green grass, was not human. At first Temple toyed with the idea of a +man on horseback, for the creature ran on four limbs and had two left +over as arms. Temple gaped. + +The whole thing was one piece! + +Centaur? + +Hardly. Too small, for one thing. No bigger than a man, despite the +three pairs of limbs. And then Temple had time to gape no longer, for +the creature, whatever it was, flashed past him at what he now had to +consider a gallop. + +More followed. Different. Temple stared and stared. One could have +been a great, sentient hoop, rolling downhill and gathering momentum. +If he carried the wheel analogy further, a huge eye stared at him from +where the hub would have been. Something else followed with kangaroo +leaps. One thick-thewed leg propelled it in tremendous, fifteen-foot +hopping strides while its small, flapper-like arms beat the air +prodigiously. + +Legions of creatures. All fantastically different. _I'm going crazy_, +Temple thought, then said it aloud. "I'm going crazy." + +Theorizing thus, he heard a whir overhead, whirled, looked up. +Something was poised a dozen feet off the ground, a large, box-like +object seven or eight feet across, rotors spinning above it. That, at +least, he could understand. A helicopter. + +"I'm lowering a ladder, Kit. Swing aboard." + +Arkalion's voice. + +Stunned enough to accept anything he saw, Temple waited for the rope +ladder to drop, grasped its end, climbed. He swung his legs over a +sill, found himself in a neat little cabin with Arkalion, who hauled +the ladder in and did something to the controls. They sped away. +Temple had one quick moment of lucid thought before everything which +had happened in the last few moments shoved logic aside. What he had +observed looked for all the world like a foot-race. + +"Where the hell _are_ we?" Temple demanded breathlessly. + +Arkalion smiled. "Where do you think? Journey's end. Welcome to +Nowhere, Kit. Welcome to the place where all your questions can be +answered because there's no going back. Sorry I set you down in that +field by mistake, incidentally. Those things sometimes happen." + +"Can I just throw the questions at you?" + +"If you wish. It isn't really necessary, for you will be indoctrinated +when we get you over to Earth city where you belong." + +"What do you mean, there's no going back? I thought they had a +rotation system which for one reason or another wasn't practical at +the moment. That doesn't sound like no going back, ever." + +Arkalion grunted, shrugged. "Have it your way. I _know_." + +"Sorry. Shoot." + +"Just how far do you think you have come?" + +"Search me. Some other star system, maybe?" + +"Maybe. Clean across the galaxy, Kit." + +Temple whistled softly. "It isn't something you can grasp just by +hearing it. Across the galaxy...." + +"That isn't too important just now. How long did you think the journey +took?" + +Temple nodded eagerly. "That's what gets me. It was amazing, Alaric. +Really amazing. The whole trip couldn't have taken more than a moment +or two. I don't get it. Did we slip out of normal space into some +other--uh, continuum, and speed across the length of the galaxy like +that?" + +"The answer to your question is yes. But your statement is way off. +The journey did not take seconds, Kit." + +"No? Instantaneous?" + +"Far more than seconds. To reach here from Earth you travelled five +thousand years." + +"What?" + +"More correctly, it was five thousand years ago that you left Mars. +You would need a time machine to return, and there is no such thing. +The Earth you know is the length of the galaxy and five thousand years +behind you." + + + +CHAPTER VII + +It could have been a city in New England, or maybe Wisconsin. Main +Street stretched for half a mile from Town Hall to the small +department store. Neon tubing brightened every store front, busy +proprietors could be seen at work through the large plate glass +windows. There was the bustle you might expect on any Main Street in +New England or Wisconsin, but you could not draw the parallel +indefinitely. + +There were only men. No women. + +The hills in which the town nestled were too purple--not purple with +distance but the natural color of the grass. + +A somber red sun hung in the pale mauve sky. + +This was Earth City, Nowhere. + +Arkalion had deposited Temple in the nearby hills, promised they would +see one another again. "It may not be so soon," Arkalion had said, +"but what's the difference? You'll spend the rest of your life here. +You realize you are lucky, Kit. If, you hadn't come, you would have +been dead these five thousand years. Well, good luck." + +Dead--five thousand years. The Earth as he knew it, dust. Stephanie, a +fifty generation corpse. Nowhere was right. End of the universe. + +Temple shuffled his feet, trudged on into town. A man passed him on +the street, stooped, gray-haired. The man nodded, did a mild +double-take. _I'm an unfamiliar face_, Temple thought. + +"Howdy," he said. "I'm new here." + +"That's what I thought, stranger. Know just about everyone in these +here parts, I do, and I said to myself, now there's a newcomer. Funny +you didn't come in the regular way." + +"I'm here," said Temple. + +"Yeah. Funny thing, you get to know everyone. Eh, what you say your +name was?" + +"Christopher Temple." + +"Make it my business to know everyone. The neighborly way, I always +say. Temple, eh? We have one here." + +"One what?" + +"Another fellow name of Temple. Jase Temple, son." + +"I'll be damned!" Temple cried, smiling suddenly. "I will be damned. +Tell me, old timer, where can I find him?" + +"Might be anyplace. Town's bigger'n it looks. I tell you, though, Jase +Temple's our co-ordinator. You'll find him there, the co-ordinator's +office. Town Hall, down the end of the street." + +"I already passed it," Temple told the old man. "And thanks." + +Temple's legs carried him at a brisk pace, past the row of store +fronts and down to the Town Hall. He read a directory, climbed a +flight of stairs, found a door marked: + + JASON TEMPLE + Earth City Co-ordinator + +Heart pounding, Temple knocked, heard someone call, "Come in." + +He pushed the door in and stared at his brother, just rising to face +him. + + * * * * * + +"Kit! Kit! What are you doing ... so you took the journey too!" + +Jason ran to him, clasped his shoulders, pounded them. "You sure are +looking fit. Kit, you could have knocked me over with half a feather, +coming in like that." + +"You're looking great too, Jase," Temple lied. He hadn't seen his +brother in five years, had never expected to see him again. But he +remembered a full-faced, smiling man somewhat taller than himself, +somewhat broader across the shoulders. The Jason he saw looked +forty-five or fifty but was hardly out of his twenties. He had fierce, +smouldering eyes, gaunt cheeks, graying hair. He seemed a bundle of +restless, nervous energy. + +"Sit down, Kit. Start talking, kid brother. Start talking and don't +stop till next week. Tell me everything. Everything! Tell me about the +blue sky and the moon at night and the way the ocean looks on a windy +day and...." + +"Five years," said Temple. "Five years." + +"Five thousand, you mean," Jason reminded him. "It hardly seems +possible. How are the folks, Kit?" + +"Mom's fine. Pop too. He's sporting a new Chambers Converto. You +should see him, Jase. Sharp." + +"And Ann?" Jason looked at him hopefully. Ann had been Jason's +Stephanie--but for the Nowhere Journey they would have married. + +"Ann's married," Temple said. + +"Oh. Oh. That's swell, Kit. Really swell. I mean, what the hell, a +girl shouldn't wait forever. I told her not to, anyway." + +"She waited four years, then met a guy and--" + +"A nice guy?" + +"The best," said Temple. "You'd like him." + +Temple saw the vague hurt come to Jason's smouldering eyes. Then it +was the same. One part of Jason wanted her to remain his over an +unthinkable gap, another part wanted her to live a good, full life. + +"I'm glad," said Jason. "Can't expect a girl to wait without hope...." + +"Then there's no hope we'll ever get back?" + +Jason laughed harshly. "You tell me. Earth isn't merely sixty thousand +light years away. Kit, do you know what a light year is?" + +Temple said he thought he did. + +"Sixty thousand of them. A dozen eternities. But the Earth we know is +also dead. Dead five thousand years. The folks, Center City, Ann, her +husband--all dust. Five thousand years old.... Don't mind me, Kit." + +"Sure. Sure, I understand." But Temple didn't, not really. You +couldn't take five thousand years and chuck them out the window in +what seemed the space of a heart beat and then realize they were gone +permanently, forever. Not a period of time as long as all of recorded +civilization--you couldn't take it, tack it on after 1992 and accept +it. Somehow, Temple realized, the five thousand years were harder to +swallow than the sixty thousand light years. + +"Well," with a visible effort, Jason snapped out of his reverie. +Temple accepted a cigarette gratefully, his first in a long time. _In +fifty centuries_, he thought bitterly, burrowing deeper into a funk. + +"Well," said Jason, "I'm acting like a prize boob. How selfish can I +get? There must be an awful lot you'd like to know, Kit." + +"That's all right. I was told I'd be indoctrinated." + +"Ordinarily, you would. But there's no shipment now, none for another +three months. Say, how the devil _did_ you get here?" + +"That's a long story. Nowhere Journey, same as you, with a little +assist to speed things up on Mars. Jase, tell me this: what are we +doing here? What is everyone doing here? What's the Nowhere Journey +all about? What kind of a glorified foot-race did I see a while ago, +with a bunch of creatures out of the telio science-fiction shows?" + + * * * * * + +Jason put his own cigarette out, changed his mind, lit another one. +"Sort of like the old joke, where does an alien go to register?" + +"Sort of." + +"It's a big universe," said Jason, evidently starting at the beginning +of something. + +"I'm just beginning to learn _how_ big!" + +"It would be pretty unimaginative of mankind to consider itself the +only sentient form of life, Earth the only home of intelligence, both +from a scientific and a religious point of view. We kind of expected +to find--neighbors out in space. Kit, the sky is full of stars, most +stars have planets. The universe crawls with life, all sorts of life, +all sorts of intelligent life. In short, we are not alone. It would be +sort of like taking the jet-shuttle from Washington to New York during +the evening rush and expecting to be the only one aboard. In reality, +you're lucky to get breathing space. + +"There are biped intelligences, like humans. There are radial +intelligences, one-legged species, tall, gangling creatures, squat +ones, pancake ones, giants, dwarfs. There are green skins and pink +skins and coal black--and yes, no skins. There are ... but you get the +idea." + +"Uh-huh." + +"Strangely enough, most of these intelligences are on about the same +developmental level. It's as if the Creator turned everything on at +once, like a race, and said 'okay, guys get started.' Maybe it's +because, as scientists figure, the whole universe got wound up and +started working as a unit. I don't know. Anyway, that's the way it is. +All the intelligences worth talking about are on about the same +cultural level. Atomics, crude spaceflight, wars they can't handle. + +"And this is interesting, Kit. Most of 'em are bipedal. Not really +human, not fully human. You can see the difference. But seventy-five +percent of the races I've encountered have had basic similarities. A +case of the Creator trying to figure out the best of all possible +life-patterns and coming up with this one. Offers a wide range for +action, for adaptation, stuff like that. Anyway, I'm losing track of +things." + +"Take it easy. From what you tell me I have all the time in the +world." + +"Well, I said all the races are developmentally parallel. That's +almost true. One of them is not. One of them is so far ahead that the +rest of us have hardly reached the crawling stage by comparison. One +of them is the Super Race, Kit. + +"Their culture is old, incredibly old. So old, in fact, that some of +us figure it's been hanging around since before the Universe took +shape. Maybe that's why all the others are on one level, a few +thousand million years behind the Super Race. + +"So, take this Super Race. For some reason we can't understand, it +seems to be on the skids. That's just figurative. Maybe it's dying +out, maybe it wants to pack up and leave the galaxy altogether, maybe +it's got other undreamed of business other undreamed of places. +Anyway, it wants out. But it's got an eon-old storehouse of culture +and maybe it figures someone ought to have access to that and keep the +galaxy in running order. But who? That's the problem. Who gets all +this information, a million million generations of scientific +problems, all carefully worked out? Who, among all the parallel races +on all the worlds of the Universe? That's quite a problem, even for +our Super Race boys. + +"You'd think they'd have ways to solve it, though. With calculating +machines or whatever will follow calculating machines after Earthmen +and all the others find the next faltering step after a few thousand +years. Or with plain horse sense and logic, developed to a +point--after millions of years at it--where it never fails. Or solve +the problem with something we've never heard of, but solve it anyway." + +"What's all this got to do with--? I mean, it's an interesting story +and when I get a chance to digest it I'll probably start gasping, but +what about Nowhere and...." + +"I'm coming to that. Kit, what would you say if I told you that the +most intelligent race the Universe has ever produced solves the +biggest problem ever handed anyone--by playing games?" + + * * * * * + +"I'd say you better continue." + +"That's the purpose of Nowhere, Kit. Every planet, every race has its +Nowhere. We all come here and we play games. Planet with the highest +score at the end of God knows how long wins the Universe, with all the +science and the wisdom needed to fashion that universe into a dozen +different kinds of heaven. And to decide all this, we play games. + +"Don't get the wrong idea. I'm not complaining. If the Superboys say +we play, then we play. I'd take their word for it if they told me I +had fifteen heads. But it's the sort of thing which doesn't let you +get much sleep. Oh, Earth has a right to be proud of its record. +United North America is in second place on a competition that's as +wide as the Universe. But we're not first. Second. And I have a hunch +from what's been going on around here that the games are drawing to a +close. + +"Fantastic, isn't it? Out of thousands of entrants, we're good enough +to place second. But some planet out near the star Deneb has us +hopelessly outclassed. We might as well get the booby prize. They'll +win and own the Universe--us included." + +Jason had leaned forward as he spoke, and was sitting on the edge of +his chair now. The room was comfortably cool, but sweat beaded his +forehead, dripped from his chin. + +Temple lit another cigarette, inhaling deeply. "You said the United +States--North America--was second. I thought this was a planet-wide +competition, planet against planet." + +"Earth is the one exception I've been able to find. The Deneb planet +heads the list, then comes North America. After that, the planet of a +star I never heard of. In fourth place is the Soviet Union." + +"I'll be damned," said Temple. "Well, okay. Mind if I store that away +for future reference? I've got another question. What kind of--uh, +games do we play?" + +"You name it. Mental contests. Scientific problems to be worked out +with laboratories built to our specifications. Emotional problems with +scores of men driven neurotic or worse every year. Problems of +adaptability. Responses to environmental challenge. Stamina contests. +Tests of strength, of endurance. Tests to determine depths of emotion. +Tests to determine objectivity in what should be an objective +situation. But the way everything is organized it's almost like a +giant-sized, never ending Olympic Games, complete with some cockeyed +sports events too, by the way." + +"With all the pageantry, too?" + +"No. But that's another story." + +"Anyway, what I saw _was_ a foot-race! And sorry, Jase, but I have +another question." + +Jason shrugged, spread his hands wide. + +"How come all this talk about rotation? It isn't possible, not with a +fifty century gap." + +"I know. They just let us in on that little deal a couple of years +ago. Till then, we didn't know. We thought it was distance only. In +time, after all this was over, we could go home. That's what we +thought," Jason said bitterly. "Actually, it's twice five thousand +years. Five to come here, five to return. Ten thousand years separate +us from the Earth we know, and even if we could go home, that wouldn't +be going home at all--to Earth ten thousand years in the future. + +"Oh, they had us hoodwinked. Afraid we might say no or something. They +never mentioned the length or duration of the trip. I don't understand +it, none of us do and we have some top scientists here. Something to +do with suspended animation, with contra-terrene matter, with +teleportation, something about latent extra-sensory powers in +everyone, about the ability to break down an object--or a creature or +a man--to its component atoms, to reverse--that's the word, +reverse--those atoms and send them spinning off into space as +contra-terrene matter. + +"It all boils down to putting a man in a machine on Mars, pulling a +lever, materializing him here five thousand years later." Jason smiled +with only a trace of humor, "Any questions?" + +"About a thousand," said Temple. "I--" + + * * * * * + +Something buzzed on Jason's desk and Temple watched him pick up a +microphone, say: "Co-ordinator speaking. What's up?" + +The voice which answered, clear enough to be in the room with them and +without the faintest trace of mechanical or electrical transfer, spoke +in a strange, liquid-syllabled language Temple had never heard. Jason +responded in the same language, with an apparent ease which surprised +Temple--until he remembered that his brother had always had a knack of +picking up foreign languages. Maybe that was why he held the +Co-ordinator's job--whatever it was he co-ordinated. + +There was fluency in the way Jason spoke, and alarm. The trouble-lines +etched deeply on his face stood out sharply, his eyes, if possible, +grew more intense. "Well," he said, putting the mike down and staring +at Temple without seeing him, "I'm afraid that does it." + +"What's the trouble?" + +"Everything." + +"Anything I can do?" + +"Item. The Superboys have discovered that Earth has two contingents +here--us and the Soviets. They're mad. Item. Something will be done +about it. Item. Soviet Russia has made a suggestion, or that is, its +people here. They will put forth a champion to match one of our own +choosing in the toughest grind of all, something to do with responding +to environmental challenge, which doesn't mean a hell of a lot unless +you happen to know something about it. Shall I go on?" + +And, when Temple nodded avidly. "We automatically lose by default. One +of the rules of that particular game is that the contestant must be a +newcomer. It's the sort of game you have to know nothing about, and +incidentally, it's also the sort of game a man can get killed at. +Well, the Soviets have a whole contingent of newcomers to pick from. +We don't have any. As the Superboys see it, that's our own tough luck. +We lose by default." + +"It seems to me--" + +"How can anything 'seem to you?' You're new here.... I'm sorry Kit. +What were you saying?" + +"No. Go ahead." + +"That's only the half of it. Right after Russia takes our place and +we're scratched off the list, the games go into their final phase. +That was the rumor all along, and it's just been confirmed. +Interesting to see what they do with all the contestants _after_ the +games are over, after there's no more Nowhere Journey." + +"We could go back where we came from." + +"Ten thousand years in the future?" + +"I'm not afraid." + +"Well, anyway, the Soviets put up a man, we can't match him. So it +looks like the U. S. S. R. represents Earth officially. Not that it +matters. We hardly have the chance of a very slushy snowball in a very +hot hell. But still--" + +"Our contestant, this guy who meets the Russian's challenge, has to be +a newcomer?" + +"That's what I said. Well, we can close up shop, I guess." + +"You made a mistake. You said no newcomers have arrived. I'm here, +Jase. I'm your man. Bring on your Russian Bear." Temple smiled grimly. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +"You got to hand it to Temple's kid brother." + +"Yeah. Cool as ice cubes." + +"Are you guys kidding? He doesn't know what's in store for him, that's +all." + +"Do _you_?" + +"Now that you mention it, no. Isn't a man here who can say for sure +what kind of environmental challenges he'll have to respond to. +Hypno-surgery sees to it the guys who went through the thing won't +talk about it. As if that isn't security enough, the subject's got to +be a brand new arrival!" + +"Shh! Here he comes." + +The brothers Temple entered Earth City's one tavern quietly, but on +their arrival all the speculative talk subsided. The long bar, built +to accommodate half a hundred pairs of elbows comfortably, gleamed +with a luster unfamiliar to Temple. It might have been marble, but +marble translucent rather than opaque, giving a beautiful +three-dimensional effect to the surface patterns. + +"What will it be?" Jason demanded. + +"Whatever you're drinking is fine." + +Jason ordered two scotches, neat, and the brothers drank. When Jason +got a refill he started talking. "Does T.A.T. mean anything to you, +Kit?" + +"Tat? Umm--no. Wait a minute! T.A.T. Isn't that some kind of +projective psychological test?" + +"That's it. You're shown a couple of dozen pictures, more or less +ambiguous, never cut and dry. Each one comes from a different stratum +of the social environment, and you're told to create a dramatic +situation, a story, for each picture. From your stories, for which you +draw on your whole background as a human being, the psychometrician +should be able to build a picture of your personality and maybe find +out what, if anything, is bothering you." + +"What's that to do with this response to environmental challenge +thing?" + +"Well," said Jason, drinking a third scotch, "the Super Boys have +evolved T.A.T. to its ultimate. T.A.T.--that stands for Thematic +Apperception Test. But in E.C.R.--environmental challenge and +response, you don't see a picture and create a dramatic story around +it. Instead, you get thrust into the picture, the situation, and you +have to work out the solution--or suffer whatever consequences the +particular environmental challenge has in store for you." + +"I think I get you. But it's all make believe, huh?" + +"That's the hell of it," Jason told him. "No, it's not. It is and it +isn't. I don't know." + +"You make it perfectly clear," Temple smiled. "The red-headed boy +combed his brown hair, wishing it weren't blond." + +Jason shrugged. "I'm sorry. For reasons you already know, the E.C.R. +isn't very clear to me--or to anyone. You're not actually in the +situation in a physical sense, but it can affect you physically. You +_feel_ you're there, you actually live everything that happens to you, +getting injured if an injury occurs ... and dying if you get killed. +It's permanent, although you might actually be sleeping at the time. +So, whether it's real or not is a question for philosophy. From your +point of view, from the point of view of someone going through it, +it's real." + +"So I become part of this--uh, game in about an hour." + +"Right. You and whoever the Russians offer as your competition. No one +will blame you if you want to back out, Kit; from what you tell me, +you haven't even been adequately trained on Mars." + +"If you draw on the entire background of your life for this E.C.R., +then you don't need training. Shut up and stop worrying. I'm not +backing out of anything." + +"I didn't think you would, not if you're still as much like your old +man as you used to be. Kit ... good luck." + + * * * * * + +The fact that the technicians working around him were Earthmen +permitted Temple to relax a little. Probably, it was planned that way, +for entering the huge white cube of a building and ascending to the +twelfth level on a moving ramp Temple had spotted many figures, not +all of them human. If he had been strapped to the table by unfamiliar +aliens, if the scent of alien flesh--or non-flesh--had been strong in +the room, if the fingers--or appendages--which greased his temples and +clamped an electrode to each one had not felt like human fingers, if +the men talking to him had spoken in voices too harsh or too sibilant +for human vocal chords--if all that had been the case whatever +composure still remained his would have vanished. + +"I'm Dr. Olson," said one white-gowned figure. "If any injuries occur +while you lie here, I'm permitted to render first aid." + +"The same for limited psychotherapy," said a shorter, heavier man. +"Though a fat lot of good it does when we never know what's bothering +you, and don't have the time to work on it even if we did know." + +"In short," said a third man who failed to identify himself, "you may +consider yourself as the driver of one of those midget rocket racers. +Do they still have them on Earth? Good. You are the driver, and we +here in this room are the mechanics waiting in your pit. If anything +goes wrong, you can pull out of the race temporarily and have it +repaired. But in this particular race there is no pulling out: all +repairs are strictly of a first-aid nature and must be done while you +continue whatever you are doing. If you break your finger and find a +splint appearing on it miraculously, don't say you weren't warned." + +"Best of luck to you, young man," said the psychotherapist. + +"Here we go," said the doctor, finding the large vein on the inside of +Temple's forearm and plunging a needle into it. + +Temple's senses whirled instantly, but as his vision clouded he +thought he saw a large, complex device swing down from the ceiling and +bathe his head in warming radiation. He blinked, squinted, could see +nothing but a swirling, cloudy opacity. + + * * * * * + +Approximately two seconds later, Sophia Androvna Petrovitch watched as +the white-gowned comrade tied a rubber strap around her arm, waited +for the vein to swell with blood, then forced a needle in through its +thick outer layer. Was that a nozzle overhead? No, rather a lens, for +from it came amber warmth ... which soon faded, with everything else, +into thick, churning fog.... + +Temple was abruptly aware of running, plunging headlong and blindly +through the fiercest storm he had ever seen. Gusts of wind whipped at +him furiously. Rain cascaded down in drenching torrents. Foliage, +brambles, branches struck against his face; mud sucked at his feet. +Big animal shapes lumbered by in the green gloom, as frightened by the +storm as was Temple. + +His head darted this way and that, his eyes could see the gnarled tree +trunks, the dense greenery, the lianas, creepers and vines of a +tropical rain forest--but dimly. Green murk swirled in like thick +smoke with every gust of wind, with the rain obscuring vision almost +completely. + +Temple ran until his lungs burned and he thought he must exhale fire. +His leaden feet fought the mud with growing difficulty for every +stride he took. He ran wildly and in no set direction, convinced only +that he must find shelter or perish. Twice he crashed bodily into +trees, twice stumbled to his knees only to pull himself upright again, +sucking air painfully into his lungs and cutting out in a fresh +direction. + +He ran until his legs balked. He fell, collapsing first at the knees, +then the waist, then flopping face down in the mud. Something prodded +his back as he fell and reaching behind him weakly Temple was aware +for the first time that a bow and a quiver of arrows hung suspended +from his shoulders by a strong leather thong. He wore nothing but a +loin cloth of some nameless animal skin and he wondered idly if he had +slain the animal with the weapon he carried. Yet when he tried to +recollect he found he could not. He remembered nothing but his frantic +flight through the rain forest, as if all his life he had run in a +futile attempt to leave the rain behind him. + +Now as he lay there, the mud sucking at his legs, his chest, his +armpits, he could not even remember his name. Did he have one? Did he +have a life before the rain forest? Then why did he forget? + +A sense not fully developed in man and called intuition by those who +fail to understand it made him prop his head up on his hands and +squint through the downpour. There was something off there in the +foliage ... someone.... + +A woman. + +Temple's breath caught in his throat sharply. The woman stood half a +dozen paces off, observing him coolly with hands on flanks. She stood +tall and straight despite the storm and from trim ankles to long, +lithe legs to flaring loin-clothed hips, to supple waist and tawny +skin of fine bare breasts and shoulders, to proud, haughty face and +long dark hair loose in the storm and glistening with rain, she was +magnificent. Her long, bronzed body gleamed with wetness and Temple +realized she was tall as he, a wild beautiful goddess of the jungle. +She was part of the storm and he accepted her--but strangely, with the +same fear the storm evoked. She would make a lover the whole world +might relish (what world, Temple thought in confusion?) but she would +make a terrible foe. + +And foe she was.... + +"I want your bow and arrows," she told him. + + * * * * * + +Temple wanted to suggest they share the weapon, but somehow he knew in +this world which was like a dream and could tell him things the way a +dream would and yet was vividly real, that the woman would share +nothing with anybody. + +"They are mine," Temple said, climbing to his knees. He remembered the +animal-shapes lumbering by in the storm and he knew that he and the +animals would both stalk prey when the storm subsided and he would +need the bow and arrows. + +The woman moved toward him with a liquid motion beautiful to behold, +and for the space of a heartbeat Temple watched her come. "I will take +them," she said. + +Temple wasn't sure if she could or not, and although she was a woman +he feared her strangely. Again, it was as if something in this +dream-world real-world could tell him more than he should know. + +Making up his mind, Temple sprang to his feet, whirled about and ran. +He was plunging through the wild storm once more, blinded by the +occasional flashes of jagged green lightning, deafened by the peals of +thunder which followed. And he was being pursued. + +Minutes, hours, more than hours--for an eternity Temple ran. A +reservoir of strength he never knew he possessed provided the energy +for each painful step and running through the storm seemed the most +natural thing in the world to him. But there came a time when his +strength failed, not slowly, but with shocking suddenness. Temple +fell, crawled a ways, was still. + +It took him minutes to realize the storm no longer buffeted him, more +minutes to learn he had managed to crawl into a cave. He had no time +to congratulate himself on his good fortune, for something stirred +outside. + +"I am coming in," the woman called to him from the green murk. + +Temple strung an arrow to his bow, pulled the string back and faced +the cave's entrance squatting on his heels. "Then your first step +shall be your last. I'll shoot to kill." And he meant it. + +Silence from outside. Deafening. + +Temple felt sweat streaming under his armpits; his hands were clammy, +his hands trembled. + +"You haven't seen the last of me," the woman promised. After that, +Temple knew she was gone. He slept as one dead. + +When Temple awoke, bright sunlight filtered in through the foliage +outside his cave. Although the ground was a muddy ruin, the storm had +stopped. Edging to the mouth of the cave, Temple spread the foliage +with his hands, peered cautiously outside. Satisfied, he took his bow +and arrows and left the cave, pangs of hunger knotting his stomach +painfully. + +The cave had been weathered in the side of a short, steep abutment a +dozen paces from a gushing, swollen stream. Temple followed the course +of the stream as it twisted through the jungle, ranging half a mile +from his cave until the water course widened to form a water-hole. All +morning Temple waited there, crouching in the grass, until one by one, +the forest animals came to drink. He selected a small hare-like thing, +notched an arrow to his bow, let it fly. + +The animal jumped, collapsed, began to slink away into the +undergrowth, dragging the arrow from its hindquarters. Temple darted +after it, caught it in his hands and bashed its life out against the +bole of a tree. Returning to his cave he found two flinty stones, +shredded a fallen branch and nursed the shards dry in the strong +sunlight. Soon he made a fire and ate. + + * * * * * + +In the days which followed, Temple returned to the water-hole and +bagged a new catch every time he ventured forth. Things went so well +that he began to range further and further from his cave exploring. +Once however, he returned early to the water-hole and found footprints +in the soft mud of its banks. + +The woman. + +That she had been observing him while he had hunted had never occurred +to Temple, but now that the proof lay clearly before his eyes, the +old feeling of uncertainty came back. And the next day, when he crept +stealthily to the water-hole and saw the woman squatting there in the +brush, waiting for him, he fled back to his cave. + +The thought hit him suddenly. If she were stalking him, why must he +flee as from his own shadow? There would be no security for either of +them until either one or the other were gone--and gone meant dead. +Then Temple would do his own stalking. + +For several nights Temple hardly slept. He could have found the +water-hole blindfolded merely by following the stream. Each night he +would reach the hole and work, digging with a sharp stone, until he +had fashioned a pit fully ten feet deep and six feet across. This he +covered with branches, twigs, leaves and finally dirt. + +When he returned in the morning he was satisfied with his work. Unless +the woman made a careful study of the area, she would never see the +pit. All that day Temple waited with his back to the water-hole, +facing the camouflaged pit, the trap he had set, but the woman failed +to appear. When she also did not come on the second day, he began to +think his plan would not work. + +The third day, Temple arrived with the sun, sat as before in the tall +grass between the pit and the water-hole and waited. Several paces +beyond his hidden trap he could see the tall trees of the jungle with +vines and creepers hanging from their branches. At his back, a man's +length behind him was the water-hole, its deepest waters no more than +waist-high. + +Temple waited until the sun stood high in the sky, then was fascinated +as a small antelope minced down to the water-hole for a drink. _You'll +make a fine breakfast tomorrow, he thought, smiling._ + +Something, that strange sixth sense again, made Temple turn around and +stand up. He had time for a brief look, a hoarse cry. + +The woman had been the cleverer. She had set the final trap. She stood +high up on a branch of one of the trees beyond the hidden pit and for +an instant Temple saw her fine figure clearly, naked but for the +loincloth. Then the soft curves became spring-steel. + +The woman arched her body there on the high branch, grasping a stout +vine and rocking back with it. Temple raised his bow, set an arrow to +let it fly. But by then, the woman was in motion. + +Long and lithe and graceful, she swung down on her vine, gathering +momentum as she came. Her feet almost brushed the lip of Temple's pit +at the lowest arc of her flight, but she clung to the vine and it +began to swing up again like a pendulum--toward Temple. + +At the last moment he hunched his shoulder and tried to raise his arms +for protection. The woman was quicker. She gathered her legs up under +her, still clutching the vine with her slim, strong hands. The vine's +arc carried her up at him; her knees were at a level with his head and +she brought them up savagely, close together striking Temple brutally +at the base of his jaw. Temple screamed as his head was jerked back +with terrible force. + +The bow flew from his fingers and he fell into the water-hole, flat on +his back. + +Sophia let the vine carry her out over the water, then dropped from +it. Waist deep, she waded to where the man lay, unconscious on his +back, half in, half out of the shallowest part of the water. She +reached him, prodded his chest with her foot. When he did not stir, +she rocked her weight down gracefully on her long leg, forcing his +head under water. With a haughty smile, she watched the bubbles +rise.... + + * * * * * + +In the small room where Temple's body lay in repose on a table the +white-smocked doctor looked at the psychotherapist questioningly. +"What's happening?" + +"Can't tell, doctor. But--" + +Suddenly Temple's still body rocked convulsively, his neck stretched, +his head shot up and back. Blood trickled from his mouth. + +The doctor thrust out expert hands, examined Temple's jaw dexterously. + +"Broken?" the psychotherapist demanded in a worried voice. + +"No. Dislocated. He looks like he's been hit by a sledge hammer, +wherever he is now, whatever's happening. This E.C.R. is the damndest +thing." + +Temple's still form shuddered convulsively. He began to gasp and +cough, obviously fighting for breath. An ugly blue swelling had by now +lumped the base of his jaw. + +"What's happening?" demanded the psychotherapist. + +"I can't be sure," said the doctor, shaking his head. "He seems to +have difficulty in breathing ... it's as if he were--drowning." + +"Bad. Anything we can do?" + +"No. We wait until this particular sequence ends." The doctor examined +Temple again. "If it doesn't end soon, this man will die of +asphyxiation." + +"Call it off," the psychotherapist pleaded. "If he dies now Earth will +be represented by Russia. Call it off!" + +Someone entered the room. "_I_ have the authority," he said, +selecting a hypodermic from the doctor's rack and piercing the skin +of Temple's forearm with it. "This first test has gone far enough. The +Russian entry is clearly the winner, but Temple must live if he is to +compete in another." + +The wracking convulsions which shook Temple's body subsided. He ceased +his choking, began to breathe regularly. With grim swiftness, the +doctor went to work on Temple's dislocated jaw while the man who had +stopped the contest rendered artificial respiration. + +The man was Alaric Arkalion. + + * * * * * + +The Comrade Doctor was exultant. "Jupiter training, comrade, has given +us a victory." + +"How can you be sure?" + +"Our entrant is unharmed, the contest has been called. Wait ... she is +coming to." + +Sophia stretched, rubbed her bruised knees, sat up. + +"What happened, Comrade?" the doctor demanded. + +"My knees ache," said Sophia, rubbing them some more. "I--I killed +him, I think. Strange, I never dreamed it would be that real." + +"In a sense, it _was_ real. If you killed the American, he will stay +dead." + +"Nothing mattered but that world we were in, a fantastic place. Now I +remember everything, all the things I couldn't remember then." + +"But your--ah, dream--what happened?" + +Sophia rubbed her bruised knees a third time, ruefully. "I knocked him +unconscious with these. I forced his head under water and drowned him. +But--before I could be sure I finished the job--I came back.... Funny +that I should want to kill him without compunction, without reason." +Sophia frowned, sat up. "I don't think I want anymore of this." + +The doctor surveyed her coldly. "This is your task on the Stalintrek. +This you will do." + +"I killed him without a thought." + +"Enough. You will rest and get ready for the second contest." + +"But if he's dead--" + +"Apparently he's not, or we would have been informed, Comrade +Petrovitch." + +"That is true," agreed the second man, who had remained silent until +now. "Prepare for another test, Comrade." + +Sophia was on the point of arguing again. After all it wasn't fair. If +in the dream-worlds which were not dream worlds she was motivated by +but one factor and that to destroy the American and if she faced him +with the strength of her Jupiter training it would hardly be a +contest. And now that she could think of the American without the +all-consuming hatred the dream world had fostered in her, she realized +he had been a pleasant-looking young man, quite personable, in fact. +_I could like him_, Sophia thought and hoped fervently she had not +drowned him. Still, if she had volunteered for the Stalintrek and this +was the job they assigned her.... + +"I need no rest," she told the doctor, hardly trusting herself, for +she realized she might change her mind. "I am ready any time you are." + + + +CHAPTER IX + +His name was Temple and it was the year 1960. Hectic end of a decade, +1960. Ancient Joe Stalin was still alive, drugged half senseless +against the tortures of an incurable stomach cancer, although the +world thought he died in 1953. He would hang on grimly another year +and a half, yielding the reins of empire to stout Malenkov who in the +space of a few years would lose them to a crafty schoolteacherish +whiplash called Beria. 1960--eleventh year of the fantastic Korean +situation, in which the Land of the Morning Sun had become, with no +pretentions to the contrary, a glorified training camp for the armies +of both sides. + +The Cold War flared hot in Burma by mid-1960. Indo-China was a Red +Fortress and with Tibet hopelessly behind the Iron Curtain, India +awoke to the fact that neutrality was an impossibility in the era of +pushbuttonry, lending her chaotic bulk to the West. Mao Tse Tung fell +before an assassin's bullet in Peking, but a shining new political +sewage system cleared the streets of celebration before it fairly got +under way. Inside of forty-eight hours, China had a new Red +boss--imported from Moscow. + +For some reason, it took until 1960 for the first batch of +Hiroshima-Nagasaki mutants not to miscarry, and Sunday Supplement +editors had a field day with the pathetic little creatures, one of +which was born with two heads and actually survived for ten years. In +1960 the first manned spaceship reached Luna, but the public knew +nothing of this for another fourteen months. In the United States the +increase in taxes and prices was matched everywhere except in the +pocketbook of the white collar worker by an increase in wages. +Shortages in all branches of engineering forced the government to +subsidize engineering students and exempt them permanently from the +draft and the soon-to-be-started Nowhere Journey, while engineers' +salaries rose to match those of top business executives. Big news in +the world of sports was the inclusion in the baseball Major Leagues of +eight teams from the Pacific Coast, replacing the World Series with +what was to become a mathematician's nightmare, the Triangle Game. + +But Christopher Temple had his own problems. He had his own life, too, +which had nothing to do with the life of the real Christopher Temple, +departed thirty-odd years later on the Nowhere Journey. Or rather, +this _was_ Christopher Temple, living his second E.C.R.... Temple who +had lost once, and who, if he lost again, would take the dreams and +hopes of the Western world down into the dust of defeat with him. But +as the fictional (although in a certain sense, real) Christopher +Temple of 1960, he knew nothing of this. + +The world could go to pot. The world was going to pot, anyway. Temple +shuddered as he poured a fourth Canadian, downing it in a tasteless, +burning gulp. Temple was a thermo-nuclear engineer with government +subsidized degrees from three universities including the fine new one +at Desert Rock. Temple was a thermo-nuclear engineer with top-secret +government clearance. Temple was a thermo-nuclear engineer with more +military secrets buzzing around inside his head than in a warehouse of +burned Pentagon files. + +Temple was also a thermo-nuclear engineer whose wife spied for the +Russians. + + * * * * * + +He'd found out quite by accident, not meaning to eavesdrop at all. +Returning home early one afternoon because the production engineer +called a halt while further research was done on certain unstable +isotopes, Temple was surprised to find his wife had a gentleman +caller. He heard their voices clearly from where he stood out in the +sun-parlor, and for a ridiculous instant he was torn between slinking +upstairs and ignoring them altogether or barging into the living room +like a high school boy flushed with jealousy. The mature thing to do, +of course, was neither, and Temple was on the point of walking +politely into the living room, saying hello and waiting for an +introduction, when snatches of the conversation stopped him cold. + +"Silly Charles! Kit doesn't suspect a thing. I would _know_." + +"How can you be sure?" + +"Intuition." + +"On a framework of intuition you would place the fate of Red Empire?" + +"Empire, Charles?" Temple could picture Lucy's raised eyebrow. He +listened now, hardly breathing. For one wild moment he thought he +would retreat upstairs and forget the whole thing. Life would be much +simpler that way. A meaningless surrender to unreality, however, and +it couldn't be done. + +"Yes, Empire. Oh, not the land-grabbing, slave-dominating sort of +things the Imperialists used to attempt, but a more subtle and hence +more enduring empire. Let the world call us Liberator, we shall have +Empire." + +Lucy laughed, a sound which Temple loved. "You may keep your ideology, +Charles. Play with it, bathe in it, get drunk on it or drown yourself +in it. I want my money." + +"You are frank." + +Temple could picture Lucy's shrug. "I am a paid, professional spy. By +now you have most of the information you need. I shall have the rest +tonight." + +"I'll see you in hell first!" Temple cried in rage, stalking into the +room and almost smiling in spite of the situation when he realized how +melodramatic his words must sound. + +"Kit! Kit...." Lucy raised hand to mouth, then backed away flinching +as if she had been struck. + +"Yeah, Kit. A political cuckold, or does Charles get other services +from you as well?" + +"Kit, you don't...." + +The man named Charles motioned for silence. Dapper, clean-cut, +good-looking except for a surly, pouting mouth, he was a head shorter +than either Temple or Lucy. "Don't waste your words, Sophia. Temple +overheard us." + +_Sophia?_ thought Temple. "Sophia?" he said. + +Charles nodded coolly. "The real Mrs. Temple was observed, studied, +her every habit and whim catalogued by experts. A plastic surgeon, a +psychologist, a sociologist, a linguist, a whole battery of experts +molded Sophia here into a new Mrs. Temple. I must congratulate them, +for you never suspected." + +"Lucy?" Temple demanded dully. Reason stood suspended in a limbo of +objective acceptance and subjective disbelief. + +"Mrs. Temple was eliminated. Regrettable because we don't deal in +senseless mayhem, but necessary." + +Temple was not aware of leaving limbo until he felt the bruising +contact of his knuckles with Charles' jaw. The short man toppled, fell +at his feet. "Get up!" Temple cried, then changed his mind and tensed +himself to leap upon the prone figure. + +"Hold it," Charles told him quietly, wiping blood from his lips with +one hand, drawing an automatic from his pocket with the other. "You'd +better freeze, Temple. You die if you don't." + + * * * * * + +Temple froze, watched Charles slither away across the high-piled green +carpet until, safely away across the room, he came upright groggily. +He turned to the dead Lucy's double. "What do you think, Sophia?" + +"I don't know. We could get out of here, probably get along without +the final information." + +"That isn't what I mean. Naturally, we'll never receive the final +facts. I mean, what do you think about Temple?" + +Sophia said she didn't know. + +"Left alone, he would go to the police. Kidnapped, he would be worse +than useless. Harmful, actually, for the authorities would suspect +something. Even worse if we killed him. The point is, we don't want +the authorities to think Temple gave information to anybody." + +"Gave is hardly the word," said Sophia. "I was a good wife, but also a +good gleaner. One hundred thousand dollars, Charles." + +"You bitch," Temple said. + +"Later," Charles told the woman. "The solution is this, Sophia: we +must kill Temple, but it must look like suicide." + +Sophia frowned in pretty concern. "Do we have to ... kill him?" + +"What's the matter, my dear? Have you been playing the wifely role too +long? If Temple stands in the way of Red Empire, Temple must die." + +Temple edged forward. + +"Uh-uh," said Charles, "mustn't." He waved the automatic and Temple +subsided. + +"Is that right?" Sophia demanded. "Well, you listen to me. I have +nothing to do with your Red Empire. I fled the Iron Curtain, came here +to live voluntarily--" + +"Do you really think it was on a voluntary basis that you went? We +allowed you to go, Sophia. We encouraged it. That way, the job of our +technicians was all the simpler. Whether you like it or not, you have +been a cog in the machine of Red Empire." + +"I still don't see why he has to die." + +"Leave thinking to those who can. You have a smile, a body, a certain +way with men. I will think. I think that Temple should die." + +"I don't," Sophia said. + +"We're delaying needlessly. The man dies." And Charles raised his +automatic, sufficiently irked to forget his suicide plan. + +A gap of eight or nine feet separated the two men. It might as well +have been infinity--and it would be soon, for Temple. He saw Charles' +small hand tighten about the automatic, saw the trigger finger grow +white. The weapon pointed at a spot just above his navel and briefly +he found himself wondering what it would feel like for a slug to rip +into his stomach, burning a path back to his spine. He decided to make +the gesture at least, if he could do no more. He would jump for +Charles. + +Sophia beat him to it--and because Lucy was dead and Sophia looked +exactly like her and Temple could not quite accept the fact, it seemed +the most natural thing in the world. Cat-quick, Sophia leaped upon +Charles' back and they went down together in a twisting, thrashing +tangle of arms and legs. + +Temple did not wait for an invitation. He launched himself down after +them, and then things began to happen ... fast. + +Sophia rolled clear, rose to her hands and knees, panting. Charles sat +up cursing, nursing a badly scratched face. Temple hurtled at him, +stretched him on his back again, began to pound hard fists into his +face. + +Charles did not have the automatic. Neither did Temple. + +Something exploded against the back of Temple's head violently, +throwing him off Charles and tumbling him over. Dimly he saw Sophia +following through, the automatic in her hand, butt foremost. Temple's +senses reeled. He tried to rise, succeeded only in a kind of +shuddering slither before he subsided. He wavered between +consciousness and unconsciousness, heard as in a dream snatches of +conversation. + +"Shoot him ... shoot him!" + +"Shut up ... I have ... gun ... go to hell." + +"... kill ... only way." + +"My way is different ... out of here ... discuss later." + +"... feel...." + +"I said ... out of here...." + +The voices became a meaningless liquid torrent cascading into a black +pit. + + * * * * * + +Now Temple sat with a water-glass a third full of Canadian in his +hand, every once in a while reaching up gingerly to explore the +bruised swelling on his head, the blood-matted hair which covered it. +To be a cuckold was one thing, but to be the naive, political pawn +sort of cuckold who is not a cuckold at all, he told himself, is far +worse. To live with his woman, eat the meals she cooked for him, talk +to her, think she understood him, sympathize with him, to make love to +her with passion while she responds with play-acting for a hundred +thousand dollar salary was suddenly the most emasculating thing in the +world for Temple. He had not thought to ask how long it had been going +on. Better, perhaps, if he never knew. And somewhere lost in the maze +of his thoughts was the grimmest, bleakest reality of them all: Lucy +was dead. Lucy--dead. But where did Lucy leave off, where did Sophia +begin? Was Lucy dead that night they returned more than a little drunk +from the Chamber's party, that night they danced in the living room +until dawn obscured the stars and he carried Lucy upstairs. Lucy or +Sophia? And the day they motored to the lake, their secret lake, +hardly more than a dammed, widened stream and dreamed of the things +they could do when the Cold War ended? Lucy--or Sophia? Had he ever +noticed a difference in the way Lucy-Sophia cooked, in the way she +spoke, the way she let him make love to her? He thought himself into a +man-sized headache and found no answers. This way at least the loss of +his wife was not as traumatic as it might have been. He knew not when +she died or how and, in fact, Lucy-Sophia seemed so much like the real +thing that he did not know where he could stop loving and start +hating. + +And the girl, the Russian girl, had saved his life. Why? He couldn't +answer that one either, unless if it were as Charles suggested: Sophia +had studied Lucy so carefully, had learned her likes and dislikes, her +wants and desires, had memorized and practised every quirk of her +character to such an extent that Sophia was Lucy in essence. + +Which, Temple thought, would make it all the harder to seek out Sophia +and kill her. + +That was the answer, the only answer. Temple felt a dull ache where +his heart should have been, a pressure, a pounding, an unpleasant, +unfamiliar lack of feeling. If he took his story to the F.B.I. he had +no doubt that Charles, Sophia and whoever else worked this thing with +them would be caught, but he, Temple, would find himself with a +lifelong, unslakable emotional thirst. He had to quench it now and +then feel sorry so that he might heal. He had to quench it with +Sophia's blood ... alone. + + * * * * * + +He found her a week later at their lake. He had looked everywhere and +had about given up, almost, in fact, ready to turn his story over to +the police. But he had to think and their lake was the place for that. + +Apparently Sophia had the same idea. Temple parked on the highway half +a mile from their lake, made his way slowly through the woods, golden +dappled with sunlight. He heard the waters gushing merrily, heard the +sounds of some small animal rushing off through the woods. He saw +Sophia. + +She lay on their sunning rock in shorts and halter, completely +relaxed, an opened magazine face down on the rock beside her, a pair +of sunglasses next to it. She had one knee up, one leg stretched out, +one forearm shielding her eyes from the sun, one arm down at her side. +Seeing her thus, Temple felt the pressure of his automatic in its +holster under his arm. He could draw it out, kill her before she was +aware of his presence. Would that make him feel better? Five minutes +ago, he would have said yes. Now he hesitated. Kill her, who seemed as +completely Lucy as he was Temple? Send a bullet ripping through the +body which he had known and loved, or the body that had seemed so much +like it he had failed to tell the difference? + +Murder--Lucy? + +"No," he said aloud. "Her name is Sophia." + +The girl sat up, startled. "Kit," she said. + +"Lucy." + +"You can't make up your mind, either." She smiled just like Lucy. + +Dumbly, he sat down next to her on the rock. Strong sunlight had +brought a fine dew of perspiration to the bronzed skin of her face. +She got a pack of cigarettes out from under the magazine, lit one, +offered it to Temple, lit another and smoked it. "Where do we go from +here?" she wanted to know. + +"I--" + +"You came to kill me, didn't you? Is that the only way you can ever +feel better, Kit?" + +"I--" He was going to deny it, then think. + +"Don't deny it. Please." She reached in under his jacket, withdrawing +her hand with the snub-nosed automatic in it. "Here," she said, giving +it to him. + +He took the gun, hefted it, let it fall, clattering, on the rock. + +"Listen," she said. "I could have told you I was Lucy. If I said now +that I am Lucy and if I kept on saying it, you'd believe me. You'd +believe me because you'd want to." + +"Well," said Temple. + +"I am not Lucy. Lucy is dead. But ... but I was Lucy in everything but +being Lucy. I thought her thoughts, dreamed her dreams, loved her +loves." + +"You killed her." + +"No. I had nothing to do with that. She was killed, yes. Not by me. +Kit, if I asked you when Lucy stopped, and ... when I began, could you +tell me?" + +He had often thought about that. "No," he said truthfully. "You're as +much my wife as--she was." + + * * * * * + +She clutched at his hand impulsively. Then, when he failed to +respond, she withdrew her own hand. "Then--then I _am_ Lucy. If I am +Lucy in every way, Lucy never died." + +"You betrayed me. You stood by while murder was committed. You are +guilty of espionage." + +"Lucy loved you. I am Lucy...." + +"... Betrayed me...." + +"For a hundred thousand dollars. For the chance to live a normal life, +for the chance to forget Leningrad in the wintertime, watery potato +soup, rags for clothing, swaggering commissars, poverty, disease. Do +you think I realized I could fall in love with you so completely? If I +did, don't you think that would have changed things? I am not Sophia, +Kit. I was, but I am not. They made me Lucy. Lucy can't be dead, not +if I am she in every way." + +"What can we do?" + +"I don't know. I only want to be your wife...." + +"Well, then tell me," he said bitterly. "Shall I go back to the plant +and continue working, knowing all the time that our most closely +guarded secret is in Russian hands and that my wife is responsible?" +He laughed. "Shall I do that?" + +"Your secrets never went anywhere." + +"Shall I ... _what_?" + +"Your secrets never went anywhere. Charles is dead. I have destroyed +all that we took. I am not Russian any longer. American. They made me +American. They made me Lucy. I want to go right on being Lucy, your +wife." + +Temple said nothing for a long time. He realized now he could not kill +her. But everything else she suggested.... "Tell me," he said. "Tell +me, how long have you been Lucy? You've got to tell me that." + +"How long have we been married?" + +"You know how long. Three years." + +Sophia crushed her cigarette out on the rock, wiped perspiration +(tears?) from her cheek with the back of her hand. "You have never +known anyone but me in your marriage bed, Kit." + +"You--you're lying." + +"No. They did what they did on the eve of your marriage. I have been +your wife for as long as you have had one." + +Temple's head whirled. It had been a quick courtship. He had known +Lucy only two weeks in those hectic post-graduate days of 1957. But +for fourteen brief days, it was Sophia he had known all along. + +"Sophia, I--" + +"There is no Sophia, not any more." + +He had hardly known Lucy, the real Lucy. This girl here was his wife, +always had been. Had the first fourteen days with Lucy been anything +but a dream? He was sorry Lucy had died--but the Lucy he had thought +dead was Sophia, very much alive. + +He took her in his arms, almost crushing her. He held her that way, +kissed her savagely, letting passion of a different sort take the +place of murder. + +_This is my woman_, he thought, and awoke on his white pallet in +Nowhere. + + * * * * * + +"I am awake," said Temple. + +"We see that. You shouldn't be." + +"No?" + +"No. There is one more dream." + +Temple dozed restfully but was soon aware of a commotion. Strangely, +he did not care. He was too tired to open his eyes, anyway. Let +whatever was going to happen, happen. He wanted his sleep. + +But the voice persisted. + +"This is highly irregular. You came in here once and--" + +"I did you a favor, didn't I?" (That voice is familiar, Temple +thought.) + +"Well, yes. But what now?" + +"Temple's record is now one and one. In the second sequence he was the +victor. The Soviet entry had to extract certain information from him +and turn it over to her people. She extracted the information well +enough but somehow Temple made her change her mind. The information +never went anyplace. How Temple managed to play counterspy I don't +know, but he played it and won." + +"That's fine. But what do you want?" + +"The final E.C.R. is critical." (The voice was Arkalion's!) "How +critical, I can't tell you. Sufficient though, if you know that you +lose no matter how Temple fares. If the Russian woman defeats Temple, +you lose." + +"Naturally." + +"Let me finish. If Temple defeats the Russian woman, you also lose. +Either way, Earth is the loser. I haven't time to explain what you +wouldn't understand anyway. Will you cooperate?" + +"Umm-mm. You did save Temple's life. Umm-mm, yes. All right." + +"The third dream sequence is the wrong dream, the wrong contest with +the wrong antagonist at the wrong time, when a far more important +contest is brewing ... with the fate of Earth as a reward for the +victor." + +"What do you propose?" + +"I will arrange Temple's final dream. But if he disappears from this +room, don't be alarmed. It's a dream of a different sort. Temple won't +know it until the dream progresses, you won't know it until +everything is concluded, but Temple will fight for a slave or a free +Earth." + +"Can't you tell us more?" + +"There is no time, except to say that along with the rest of the +Galaxy, you've been duped. The Nowhere Journey is a grim, tragic +farce. + +"Awaken, Kit!" + +Temple awoke into what he thought was the third and final dream. +Strange, because this time he knew where he was and why, knew also +that he was dreaming, even remembered vividly the other two dreams. + + * * * * * + +"Stealth," said Arkalion, and led Temple through long, white-walled +corridors. They finally came to a partially open door and paused +there. Peering within, Temple saw a room much like the one he had +left, with two white-gowned figures standing anxiously over a table. +And prone on the table was Sophia, whom Temple had loved short moments +before, in his second dream. Moments? Years. (Never, except in a +dream.) + +"She's lovely," Arkalion whispered. + +"I know." Like himself, Sophia was garbed in a loose jumper and +slacks. + +"Stealth," said Arkalion again. "Haste." Arkalion disappeared. + +"Well," Temple told himself. "What now? At least in the other dreams I +was thrust so completely into things, I knew what to do." He rubbed +his jaw grimly. "Not that it did much good the first time." + +Temple poked the partially-ajar door with his foot, pushing it open. +The two white-smocked figures had their backs to him, leaned intently +over the table and Sophia. Without knowing what motivated him, Temple +leaped into the room, grasped the nearer figure's arm, whirled him +around. Startled confusion began to alter the man's coarse features, +but his face went slack when Temple's fist struck his jaw with +terrible strength. The man collapsed. + +The second man turned, mouthing a stream of what must have been +Russian invective. He parried Temple's quick blow with his left hand, +crossing his own right fist to Temple's face and almost ending the +fight as quickly as it had started. Temple went down in a heap and was +vaguely aware of the Russian's booted foot hovering over his face. He +reached out, grabbed the boot with both hands, twisted. The man +screamed and fell and then they were rolling over and over, striking +each other with fists, knees, elbows, gouging, butting, cursing. +Temple found the Russian's throat, closed his hands around it, +applied pressure. Fists pounded his face, nails raked him, but slowly +he succeeded in throttling the Russian. When Temple got to his feet, +trembling, the Russian stared blankly at the ceiling. He would go on +staring that way until someone shut his eyes. + +Not questioning the incomprehensible, Temple knew he had done what he +must. Hardly seeking for the motive he could not find he lifted the +unconscious Sophia off the table, slung her long form across his +shoulder, plodded with her from the room. Arkalion had said haste. He +would hurry. + +He next was aware of a spaceship. Remembering no time lag, he simply +stood in the ship with Arkalion. And Sophia. + + * * * * * + +He knew it was a spaceship because he had been in one before and +although the sensation of weightlessness was not present, they were in +deep space. Stars you never see through an obscuring atmosphere hung +suspended in the viewports. Cold-bright, not flickering against the +plush blackness of deep space, phalanxes and legions of stars without +numbers, in such wild profusion that space actually seemed three +dimensional. + +"This is a different sort of dream," said Sophia in English. "I +remember. I remember everything. Kit--" + +"Hello." He felt strangely shy, became mildly angry when Arkalion +hardly tried to suppress a slight snicker. "Well, that second dream +wasn't our idea," Temple protested. "Once there, we acted ... and--" + +"And...." said Sophia. + +"And nothing," Arkalion told them. "You haven't time. This is a +spaceship, not like the slow, blumbling craft your people use to reach +Mars or Jupiter." + +"Our people?" Temple demanded. "Not yours?" + +"Will you let me finish? Light is a laggard crawler by comparison with +the drive propelling this ship. Temple, Sophia, we are leaving your +Galaxy altogether." + +"Is that a fact?" said Sophia, her Jupiter-found knowledge telling her +they were traveling an unthinkable distance. "For some final contest +between us, no doubt, to decide whether the U. S. S. R. or the U. S. +represents Earth? Kit, I l-love you, but...." + +"But Russia is more important, huh?" + +"No. I didn't say that. All my training has been along those lines, +though, and even if I'm aware it is indoctrination, the fact still +remains. If your country is truly better, but if I have seen your +country only through the eyes of Pravda, how can I ... I don't know, +Kit. Let me think." + +"You needn't," said Arkalion, smiling. "If the two of you would let me +get on with it you'd see this particular train of thought is +meaningless, quite meaningless." Arkalion cleared his throat. + +"Strange, but I have much the same problem as Sophia has. My +indoctrination was far more subtle though. Far more convincing, based +upon eons of propaganda methods. Temple, Sophia, those who initiated +the Nowhere Journey for hundreds of worlds of your galaxy did so with +a purpose." + +"I know. To decide who gets their vast knowledge." + +"Wrong. To find suitable hosts in a one-way relationship which is +hardly symbiosis, really out and out parasitism." + +"What?" + +And Sophia: "What are you talking about?" + +"The sick, decadent, tired old creatures you consider your superiors. +Parasites. They need hosts in order to survive. Their old hosts have +been milked dry, have become too highly specialized, are now incapable +physically or emotionally of meeting a wide variety of environmental +challenges. The Nowhere Journey is to find a suitable new host. They +have found one. You of Earth." + +"I don't understand," Temple said, remembering the glowing accounts of +the 'superboys' he had been given by his brother Jason. "I just don't +get it. How can we be duped like that? Wouldn't someone have figured +it out? And if they have all the power everyone says, there isn't much +we can do about it, anyway." + +Arkalion scowled darkly. "Then write Earth's obituary. You'll need +one." + +"Go ahead," Sophia told Arkalion. "There's more you want to say." + +"All right. Temple's thought is correct. They have tremendous power. +That is why you could be duped so readily. But their power is not +concentrated here. These much-faster-than-light ships are an extreme +rarity, for the power-drive no longer exists. Five ships in all, I +believe. Hardly enough to invade a planet, even for them. It takes +them thousands of years to get here otherwise. Thousands. Just as it +took me, when I came to Mars and Earth in the first place." + +"What?" cried Temple. "You...." + +"I am one of them. Correct. I suppose you would call me a subversive, +but I have made up my mind. Parasitism is unsatisfactory, when the +Maker got us started on symbiosis. Somewhere along the line, evolution +took a wrong turn. We are--monsters." + +"What do you look like?" Sophia demanded while Temple stood there +shaking his head and muttering to himself. + + * * * * * + +"You couldn't see me, I am afraid. I was the representative here to +see how things were going, and when my people found you of the Earth +divided yourselves into two camps they realized they had been +considering your abilities in halves. Put together, you are probably +the top culture of your galaxy." + +"So, we win," said Temple. + +"Right and wrong. You lose. Earthmen will become hosts. Know what a +back-seat driver is, Temple? You would be a back seat driver in your +own body. Thinking, feeling, wanting to make decisions, but unable to. +Eating when the parasite wants to, sleeping at his command, fighting, +loving, living as he wills it. And perishing when he wants a new +garment. Oh, they offer something in return. Their culture, their way +of life, their scientific, economic, social system. It's good, too. +But not worth it. Did you know that their economic struggle between +democratic capitalism and totalitarian communism ended almost half a +million years ago? What they have now is a system you couldn't even +understand." + +"Well," Temple mused, "even if everything you said were true--" + +"Don't tell me you don't believe me?" + +"If it were true and we wanted to do something about it, what could we +do?" + +"Now, nothing. Nothing but delay things by striking swiftly and +letting fifty centuries of time perform your rearguard action. Destroy +the one means your enemy has of reaching Earth within foreseeable time +and you have destroyed his power to invade for a hundred centuries. He +can still reach Earth, but the same way you journeyed to Nowhere. Ten +thousand years of space travel in suspended animation. You saw me that +way once, Temple, and wondered. You thought I was dead, but that is +another story. + +"Anyway, let my people invade your planet, ten thousand years hence. +If Earth takes the right direction, if democracy and free thought and +individual enterprise win over totalitarian standardization as I think +they will, your people will be more than a match for the decadent +parasites who may or may not have sufficient initiative to cross space +the slow way and attempt invasion in ten thousand years." + +"Ten thousand?" said Temple. + +"Five from Earth to Nowhere. The distance to my home is far greater, +but the rate of travel can be increased. Ten thousand years." + +"Tell me," Temple demanded abruptly, "is this a dream?" + +Arkalion smiled. "Yes and no. It is not a dream like the others +because I assure you your bodies are not now resting on a pair of +identical white tables. Still in the other dreams physical things +could happen to you, while now you'll find you can do things as in a +dream. For example, neither one of you knows the intricacies of a +spaceship, yet if you are to save your planet, you must know the +operation of the most intricate of all space ships, a giant space +station." + +"Then we're not dreaming?" asked Temple. + +"I never said that. Consider this sequence of events about half way +between the dream stage you have already seen and reality itself. +Remember this: you'll have to work together; you'll have to function +like machines. You will be handling totally alien equipment with only +the sort of knowledge which can be played into your brains to guide +you." + +Sophia sighed. "Being an American, Kit is too much of an individual to +help in such a situation." + +Temple snorted. "Being a cog in a simple, state-wide machine is one +thing--orienting yourself in a totally new situation is another." + +"Yes, well--" + +"See?" Arkalion cautioned. "See? Already you are arguing, but you must +work together completely, with not the slightest conflict between you. +As it is, you hardly have a chance." + +"What about you?" said Sophia practically. "Can't you help?" + + * * * * * + +Arkalion shook his head. "No. While I'd like to see you come out of +this thing on top, I would not like to sacrifice my life for it--which +is exactly what I'd do if I remained with you and you lost. + +"So, let's get down to detail. Imagine space being folded, imagine +your time sense slowing, imagine a new dimension which negates the +need for extensive linear travel, imagine anything you want--but we +are in the process of moving nine hundred thousand light years through +deep space. There is a great galaxy at that distance, almost a twin of +your Milky Way: you call it the Andromeda Nebula. Closer to your own +system are the two Magellanic Clouds, so called, something else which +you table NGC 6822, and finally the Triangulum Galaxy. All have +billions of stars, but none of the stars have life. To find life +outside your galaxy you must seek it across almost a million light +years. My people live in Andromeda. + +"Guarding the flank of their galaxy and speeding through +inter-galactic space at many light years per minute is what you might +call a space station--but on a scale you've never dreamed of. Five of +your miles in diameter, it is a fortress of terrible strength, a +storehouse of half a million years of weapon development. It has been +arranged that the one man running this station--" + +"Just one?" Temple asked. + +"Yes. You will see why when you get there. It has been arranged that +he will leave, ostensibly on a scouting expedition. You see, I am not +alone in this venture. At any rate, he will report that the space +station has been taken--as, indeed, it will be, by the two of you. The +only ships capable of overtaking your station in its flight will be +the only ships capable of reaching your galaxy before cultural +development gives you a chance to survive. They will attack you. You +will destroy them--or be destroyed yourselves. Any questions?" + +The whole thing sounded fantastic to Temple. Could the fate of all +Earth rest on their shoulders in a totally alien environment? Could +they be expected to win? Temple had no reason to doubt the former, as +wild as it sounded. As for the latter, all he could do was hope. "Tell +me," he said, "how will we learn the use of all the weapons you claim +are at our disposal?" + +"Can you answer that for him, Sophia?" Arkalion wanted to know. + +"Umm, I think so. The same way I had all sorts of culture crammed into +me on Jupiter." + +"Precisely. Only take it from me our refinement is far better, and the +amount you have to learn actually is less." + +"What I'd like to know--" Sophia began. + +"Forget it. I want some sleep and you'll learn everything that's +necessary at the space station." + +And after that, ply Arkalion as they would with questions, he slumped +down in his chair and rested. Temple could suddenly understand and +appreciate. He felt like curling up into a tight little ball himself +and sleeping until everything was over, one way or the other. + + + +CHAPTER X + +"It's all so big! So incredible! We'll never understand it! Never...." + +"Relax, Sophia. Arkalion said--" + +"I know what Arkalion said, but we haven't learned anything yet." + +Hours before, Arkalion had landed them on the space station, a +gleaming, five-mile in diameter globe, and had quickly departed. Soon +after that they had found themselves in a veritable labyrinth of +tunnels, passageways, vaults. Occasionally they passed a great glowing +screen, and always the view of space was the same. Like a magnificent, +elongated shield, sparkling with a million million points of light, +pale gold, burnished copper, blue of glacial ice and silver white, the +Andromeda Galaxy spanned space from upper right to lower left. Off at +the lower right hand corner they could see their space station; +apparently the viewer itself stood far removed in space, projecting +its images here at the globe. + +Awed the first time they had seen one of the screens, Temple said, +"All the poets who ever wrote a line would have given half their lives +to see this as we see it now." + +"And all the writers, musicians, artists...." + +"Anyone, who ever thought creatively, Sophia. How can you say it's +breathtaking or anything like that when words weren't ever spoken +which can...." + +"Let's not go poetic just yet," Sophia admonished him with a smile. +"We'd better get squared away here, as the expression goes, before +it's too late." + +"Yes.... Hello, what's this?" A door irised open for them in a solid +wall of metal. Irised was the only word Temple could think of, for a +tiny round hole appeared in the wall spreading evenly in all +directions with a slow, uniform, almost liquid motion. When it was +large enough to walk through, they entered a completely bare room and +Temple whirled in time to see the entrance irising shut. + +"Something smells," said Sophia, sniffing at the air. + +Sweet and cloying, the odor grew stronger. Temple may have heard a +faint hissing sound. "I'm getting sleepy," he said. + +Nodding, Sophia ran, banged on the wall where the door had opened so +suddenly, then closed. No response. "Is it a trap?" + +"By whom? For what?" Temple found it difficult to keep his eyes from +closing. "Fight it if you want, Sophia. I'm going to sleep." And he +squatted in the center of the floor, staring vacantly at the bare +wall. + +Just as Temple was drifting off into a dream about complex machinery +he did not yet understand but realized he soon would, Sophia joined +him the hard way, collapsing alongside of him, unconscious and +sprawling gracelessly on the floor. + +Temple slept. + + * * * * * + +"Sleepy-head, get up." Sophia stirred as he spoke and shook her. She +yawned, stretched, smiled up at him lazily. "How do you feel now?" + +"Hungry, Kit." + +"That's a point. It's all right now, though. I know exactly where the +food concentrates are kept. Three levels below us, second segment of +the wall. You can make those queer doors iris by pressing the wall +twice, with about a one second interval." + +They found the food compartment, discovered row on row of cans, boxes, +jars. Temple opened one of the cans, gazed in disappointment on a +sorry looking thing the size of his thumb. Brown, shriveled, dry and +almost flaky, it might have been a bird. + +Sophia turned up her nose. "If that's the best this place has to +offer, I'm not so hungry anymore." + +Suddenly, she gaped. So did Temple. A savory odor attracted their +attention, steam rising from the small can added to their interest. +Amazing things happened to the withered scrap of food on exposure to +the air. Temple barely had time to extract it from the can, burning +his fingers in the process, when it became twice the can's size. It +grew and by the time it finished, it was as savory looking a five +pound fowl as Temple had ever seen. Roasted, steaming hot, ready to +eat. + +They tore into it with savage gusto. + +"Stephanie should see me now," Temple found himself saying and +regretted it. + +"Stephanie? Who's that?" + +"A girl." + +"Your girl?" + +"What's the difference? She's a million light years and fifty +centuries away." + +"Answer me." + +"Yes," said Temple, wishing he could change the subject. "My girl." He +hadn't thought of Stephanie in a long time, perhaps because it was +meaningless to think of someone dead fifty centuries. Now that the +thoughts had been stirred within him, though, he found them poignantly +pleasant. + +"Your girl ... and you would marry her if you could?" + +He had grown attached to Sophia, not in reality, but in the second of +their dream worlds. He wished the memory of the dream had not lingered +for it disturbed him. In it he had loved Sophia as much as he now +loved Stephanie although the one was obtainable and the other was a +five-thousand year pinch of dust. And how much of the dream lingered +with him, in his head and his heart? + +"Let's forget about it," Temple suggested. + +"No. If she were here today and if everything were normal, would you +marry her?" + +"Why talk about what can't be?" + +"I want to know, that's why." + +"All right. Yes, I would. I would marry Stephanie." + +"Oh," said Sophia. "Then what happened in the dream meant ... +nothing." + +"We were two different people," Temple said coolly, then wished he +hadn't for it was only half-true. He remembered everything about the +dream-which-was-more-than-a-dream vividly. He had been far more +intimate with Sophia, and over a longer period of time, than he had +ever been with Stephanie. And even if Stephanie appeared impossibly on +the spot and he spent the rest of his life as her husband, still he +would never forget his dream-life with Sophia. In time he could let +himself tell her that. But not now; now the best thing he could do +would be to change the subject. + +"I see," Sophia answered him coldly. + +"No, you don't. Maybe some day you will." + +"There's nothing but what you told me. I see." + +"No ... forget it," he told her wearily. + +"Of course. It was only a dream anyway. The dream before that I almost +killed you out of hatred anyway. Love and hate, I guess they +neutralize. We're just a couple of people who have to do a job +together, that's all." + +"For gosh sakes, Sophia! That isn't true. I loved Stephanie. I still +would, were Stephanie alive. But she's--she's about as accessible as +the Queen of Sheba." + +"So? There's an American expression--you're carrying a torch." + +Probably, Temple realized, it was true. But what did all of that have +to do with Sophia? If he and Sophia ... if they ... would it be fair +to Sophia? It would be exactly as if a widower remarried, with the +memory of his first wife set aside in his heart ... no, different, for +he had never wed Stephanie, and always in him would be the desire for +what had never been. + +"Let's talk about it some other time," Temple almost pleaded, wanting +the respite for himself as much as for Sophia. + +"No. We don't have to talk about it ever. I won't be second best, Kit. +Let's forget all about it and do our job. I--I'm sorry I brought the +whole thing up." + +Temple felt like an unspeakable heel. And, anyway, the whole thing +wasn't resolved in his mind. But they couldn't just let it go at that, +not in case something happened when the ships came and one or both of +them perished. Awkwardly, for now he felt self-conscious about +everything, he got his arms about Sophia, drew her to him, placed his +lips to hers. + +That was as far as he got. She wrenched free, shoved clear of him. "If +you try that again, you will have another dislocated jaw." + +Temple shrugged wearily. If anything were to be resolved between them, +it would be later. + +When the ships came moments afterwards--seven, not the five Arkalion +predicted--they were completely unprepared. + + * * * * * + +Temple spotted them first on one of the viewing screens, half way +between the receiver and the space station itself, silhouetted against +the elongated shield of Andromeda. They soared out of the picture, +appeared again minutes later, zooming in from the other direction in +two flights of four ships and three. + +"Come on!" Sophia cried over her shoulder, irising the door and +plunging from the room. Temple followed at her heels but her Jupiter +trained muscles pushed her lithe legs in long, powerful strides and +soon she outdistanced him. By the time he reached the armaments vault, +breathless, she was seated at the single gun-emplacement, her fingers +on the controls. + +"Watch the viewing screen and tell me how we're doing," Sophia told +him, not taking her eyes from the dials and levers. + +Temple watched, fascinated, saw a thin pencil of radiant energy leap +out into space, missing one of the ships by what looked like a scant +few miles. He called the corrective azimuth to her, hardly surprised +by the way his mind had absorbed and now could use its new-found +knowledge. + +Temple understood and yet did not understand. For example, he knew the +station had but one gun and Sophia sat at it now, yet in certain ways +it didn't make sense. Could it cover all sectors of space? His mind +supplied the answer although he had not been aware of the knowledge an +instant before: yes. The space station did not merely rotate. Its +surface was a spherical projection of a moving Moebius strip and +although he tried to envision the concept, he failed. The weapon could +be fired at any given point in space at twenty second intervals, +covering every other conceivable point in the ensuing time. + +Sophia was firing again and Temple watched the thin beam leap across +space. "Hit!" he roared. "Hit!" + +Something flashed at the front end of the lead ship. The light blinded +him, but when he could see again only six ships remained in +space--casting perfect shadows on the Andromeda Galaxy! The source of +light, Temple realized triumphantly, was out of range, but he could +picture it--a glowing derelict of a ship, spewing heat, light and +radioactivity into the void. + +"One down," Sophia called. "Six to go. I like your American +expressions. Like sitting ducks--" + +She did not finish. Abruptly, light flared all around them. Something +shrieked in Temple's ears. The vault shuddered, shook. Girders +clattered to the floor, stove it in, revealing black rock. Sophia was +thrown back from the single gun, crashing against the wall, flipping +in air and landing on her stomach. + +Temple ran to her, turned her over. Blood smeared her face, trickled +from her lips. Although she did not move, she wasn't dead. Temple half +dragged, half carried her from the vault into an adjoining room. He +stretched her out comfortably as he could on the floor, ran back into +the vault. + +Molten metal had collected in one corner of the room, crept sluggishly +toward him across the floor, heating it white-hot. He skirted it, +climbed over a twisted girder, pushed his way past other debris, found +himself at the gun emplacement. + +"How dumb can I get?" Temple said aloud. "Sophia ran to the gun, must +have assumed I set up the shields." Again, it was an item of +information stored in his mind by the wisdom of the space station. +Protective shields made it impossible for anything but a direct hit on +the emplacement to do them any harm, only Temple had never set the +shields in place. He did so now, merely by tripping a series of +levers, but glancing at a dial to his left he realized with alarm that +the damage possibly had already been done. The needle, which measured +lethal radiation, hovered half way between negative and the critical +area marked in red and, even as Temple watched it, crept closer to the +red. + + * * * * * + +How much time did he have? Temple could not be sure, bent grimly over +the weapon. It was completely unfamiliar to his mind, completely +unfamiliar to his fingers. He toyed with it, released a blast of +radiant energy, whirled to face the viewing screen. The beam streaked +out into the void, clearly hundreds of miles from its objective. + +Cursing, Temple tried again, scoring a near miss. The ships were +trading a steady stream of fire with him now, but with the shielding +up it was harmless, striking and then bouncing back into space. Temple +scored his first hit five minutes after sitting down at the gun, +whooped triumphantly and fired again. Five ships left. + +But the dial indicated an increase in radioactivity as newly created +neutrons spread their poison like a cancer. Behind Temple, the vault +was a shambles. The pool of molten metal had increased in size, almost +cutting off any possibility of escape. He could jump it now, Temple +realized, but it might grow larger. Consolidating its gains now, it +had sheared a pit in the floor, had commenced vaporizing the rock +below it, hissing and lapping with white-hot insistence. + +Something boomed, grated, boomed again and Temple watched another +girder bounce off the floor, dip one end into the molten pool and +clatter out a stub. Apparently the damage was extensive; a structural +weakness threatened to make the entire ceiling go. + +Temple fired again, got another ship. He could almost feel death +breathing on his shoulder, in no great hurry but sure of its prize. He +fired the weapon. + +If one ship remained when they could no longer use the gun, they would +have failed. One ship might make the difference for Earth. One.... + +Three left. Two. + +They raked the space station with blast after blast--futilely. They +spun and twisted and streaked by, offering poor targets. Temple waited +his chance ... and glanced at the dial which measured radioactivity. +He yelped, stood up. The needle had encroached upon the red area. +Death to remain where he was more than a moment or two. Not quick +death, but rather slow and lingering. He could do what he had to, then +perish hours later. His life--for Earth? If Arkalion had known all the +answers, and if he could get both ships and if there weren't another +alternative for the aliens, the parasites.... Temple stabbed out with +his pencil beam, caught the sixth ship, then saw the needle dip +completely into the red. He got up trembling, stepped back, half +tripped on the stump of a girder as his eyes strayed in fascination to +the viewing screen. The seventh ship was out of range, hovering off in +the void somewhere, awaiting its chance. If Temple left the gun the +ship would come in close enough to hit the emplacement despite its +protective shielding. Well, it was suicide to remain there--especially +when the ship wasn't even in view. + +Temple leaped over the molten pool and left the vault. + + * * * * * + +He found Sophia stirring, sitting up. + +"What hit me?" she said, and laughed. "Something seems to have gone +wrong, Kit ... what...?" + +"It's all right now," he told her, lying. + +"You look pale." + +"You got one. I got five. One ship to go." + +"What are you waiting for?" And Sophia sprang to her feet, heading for +the vault. + +"Hold it!" Temple snapped. "Don't go in there." + +"Why not. I'll get the last ship and--" + +"_Don't go in there!_" Temple tugged at her arm, pulled her away from +the vault and its broken door which would not iris closed any more. + +"What's the matter, Kit?" + +"I--I want to finish the last one myself, that's all." + +Sophia got herself loose, reached the circular doorway, peered inside. +"Like Dante's Inferno," she said. "You told me nothing was the matter. +Well, we can get through to the emplacement, Kit." + +"No." And again he stopped her. At least he had lived in freedom all +his life and although he was still young and did not want to die, +Sophia had never known freedom until now and it wouldn't be right if +she perished without savoring its fruits. He had a love, dust fifty +centuries, he had his past and his memories. Sophia had only the +future. Clearly, if someone had to yield life, Temple would do it. + +"It's worse than it looks," he told her quietly, drawing her back from +the door again. He explained what had happened, told her the +radioactivity had not quite reached critical point--which was a lie. +"So," he concluded, "we're wasting time. If I rush in there, fire, and +rush right out everything will be fine." + +"Then let me. I'm quicker than you." + +"No. I--I'm more familiar with the gun." Dying would not be too bad, +if he went with reasonable certainty he had saved the Earth. No man +ever died so importantly, Temple thought briefly, then felt cold fear +when he realized it would be dying just the same. He fought it down, +said: "I'll be right back." + +Sophia looked at him, smiling vaguely. "Then you insist on doing it?" + +When he nodded she told him, "Then,--kiss me. Kiss me now, Kit--in +case something...." + +Fiercely, he swept her to him, bruising her lips with his. "Sophia, +Sophia...." + +At last, she drew back. "Kit," she said, smiling demurely. She took +his right hand in her left, held it, squeezed it. Her own right hand +she suddenly brought up from her waist, fist clenched, driving it +against his jaw. + +Temple fell, half stunned by the blow, at her feet. For the space of +a single heartbeat he watched her move slowly toward the round +doorway, then he had clambered to his feet, running after her. He got +his arms on her shoulders, yanked at her. + +When she turned he saw she was crying. "I--I'm sorry, Kit. You +couldn't fool me about.... Stephanie. You can't fool me about this." +She had more leverage this time. She stepped back, bringing her small, +hard fist up from her knees. It struck Temple squarely at the point of +the jaw, with the strength of Jovian-trained muscle behind it. +Temple's feet left the floor and he landed with a thud on his back. +His last thought of Sophia--or of anything, for a while--made him +smile faintly as he lost consciousness. For a kiss she had promised +him another dislocated jaw, and she had kept her promise.... + + +Later, how much later he did not know, something soft cushioned his +head. He opened his eyes, stared through swirling, spinning murk. He +focussed, saw Arkalion. No--_two_ Arkalions standing off at a +distance, watching him. He squirmed, knew his head was cushioned in a +woman's lap. He sighed, tried to sit up and failed. Soft hands +caressed his forehead, his cheeks. A face swam into vision, but +mistily. "Sophia," he murmured. His vision cleared. + +It was Stephanie. + + * * * * * + +"It's over," said Arkalion. "We're on our way back to Earth, Kit." + +"But the ships--" + +"All destroyed. If my people want to come here in ten thousand years, +let them try. I have a hunch you of Earth will be ready for them." + +"It took us five thousand to reach Nowhere," Temple mused. "It will +take us five thousand to return. We'll come barely in time to warn +Earth--" + +"Wrong," said Arkalion. "I still have my ship. We're in it now, so +you'll reach Earth with almost fifty centuries to spare. Why don't you +forget about it, though? If human progress for the next five thousand +years matches what has been happening for the last five, the parasites +won't stand a chance." + +"Earth--five thousand years in the future," Stephanie said dreamily. +"I wonder what it will be like.... Don't be so startled, Kit. I was a +pilot study on the Nowhere Journey. If I made it successfully, other +women would have been sent. But now there won't be any need." + +"I wouldn't be too sure of that," said the real Alaric Arkalion III. +"I suspect a lot of people are going to feel just like me. Why not go +out and colonize space. We can do it. Wonderful to have a frontier +again.... Why, a dozen billionaires will appear for every one like my +father. Good for the economy." + +"So, if we don't like Earth," said Stephanie, "we can always go out." + +"I have a strong suspicion you will like it," said Arkalion's double. + +Alaric III grinned. "What about you, bud? I don't want a twin brother +hanging around all the time." + +Arkalion grinned back at him. "What do you want me to do, young man? +I've forsaken my people. This is now my body. Tell you what, I promise +to be always on a different continent. Earth isn't so small that I'll +get in your hair." + +Temple sat up, felt the bandages on his jaw. He smiled at Stephanie, +told her he loved her and meant it. It was exactly as if she had +returned from the grave and in his first exultation he hadn't even +thought of Sophia, who had perished all alone in the depths of space +that a world might live.... + +He turned to Arkalion. "Sophia?" + +"We found her dead, Kit. But smiling, as if everything was worth it." + +"It should have been me." + +"Whoever Sophia was," said Stephanie, "she must have been a wonderful +woman, because when you got up, when you came to, her name was...." + +"Forget it," said Temple. "Sophia and I have a very strange +relationship and...." + +"All right, you said forget it. Forget it." Stephanie smiled down at him. +"I love you so much there isn't even room for jealousy.... Ummm.... +Kit...." + +"Break up that clinch," ordered Arkalion. "We're making one more stop +at Nowhere to pick up anyone who wants to return to Earth. Some of 'em +probably won't but those who do are welcome...." + +"Jason will stay," Temple predicted. "He'll be a leader out among the +stars." + +"Then he'll have to climb over my back," Alaric III predicted happily, +his eyes on the viewport hungrily. + +Temple's jaw throbbed. He was tired and sleepy. But satisfied. Sophia +had died and for that he was sad, but there would always be a place +deep in his heart for the memory of her: delicious, somehow exotic, +not a love the way Stephanie was, not as tender, not as sure ... but a +feeling for Sophia that was completely unique. And whenever the +strangeness of the far-future Earth frightened Temple, whenever he +felt a situation might get the better of him, whenever doubt clouded +judgment, he would remember the tall lithe girl who had walked to her +death that a world might have the freedom she barely had tasted. And +together with Stephanie he would be able to do anything. + +Unless, he thought dreamily as he drifted off to sleep, his head +pillowed again on Stephanie's lap, he'd wind up with a bum jaw the +rest of his life. + +THE END + + * * * * * + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Voyage To Eternity, by Milton Lesser + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VOYAGE TO ETERNITY *** + +***** This file should be named 32351.txt or 32351.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/2/3/5/32351/ + +Produced by Sankar Viswanathan, Greg Weeks, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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