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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Bright Shawl, by Joseph Hergesheimer
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+Title: The Bright Shawl
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+Author: Joseph Hergesheimer
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+Release Date: April 6, 2010 [EBook #31898]
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+ THE
+ BRIGHT SHAWL
+
+ JOSEPH HERGESHEIMER
+
+
+ NEW YORK
+ ALFRED.A.KNOPF
+ 1922
+
+
+ COPYRIGHT, 1922, BY
+ ALFRED A. KNOPF, INC.
+
+ Published, October, 1922
+
+ Second Printing, October, 1922
+
+
+ Set up and electrotyped by the Vail-Ballou Co., Binghamton, N. Y.
+ Paper furnished by W. F. Etherington & Co., New York, N. Y.
+ Printed and bound by the Plimpton Press, Norwood, Mass.
+
+ MANUFACTURED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
+
+
+ For
+ Hamilton and Phoebe Gilkyson junior
+ in their fine drawing-room
+ at Mont Clare
+
+
+
+
+ The Works Of Joseph Hergesheimer
+
+ Novels
+
+ The Lay Anthony [1914]
+ Mountain Blood [1915]
+ The Three Black Pennys [1917]
+ Java Head [1918]
+ Linda Condon [1919]
+ Cytherea [1922]
+ The Bright Shawl [1922]
+
+ Shorter Stories
+
+ Wild Oranges [1918]
+ Tubal Cain [1918]
+ The Dark Fleece [1918]
+ The Happy End [1919]
+
+ Travel
+
+ San Cristobal de la Habana [1920]
+
+
+ New York: Alfred A. Knopf
+
+
+
+
+THE BRIGHT SHAWL
+
+
+When Howard Gage had gone, his mother's brother sat with his head
+bowed in frowning thought. The frown, however, was one of perplexity
+rather than disapproval: he was wholly unable to comprehend the
+younger man's attitude toward his experiences in the late war. The
+truth was, Charles Abbott acknowledged, that he understood nothing,
+nothing at all, about the present young. Indeed, if it hadn't been for
+the thoroughly absurd, the witless, things they constantly did,
+dispensing with their actual years he would have considered them the
+present aged. They were so--well, so gloomy.
+
+Yet, in view of the gaiety of the current parties, the amounts of gin
+consumed, it wasn't precisely gloom that enveloped them. Charles
+Abbott searched his mind for a definition, for light on a subject dark
+to a degree beyond any mere figure of speech. Yes, darkness
+particularly described Howard. The satirical bitterness of his
+references to the "glorious victory in France" was actually a little
+unbalanced. The impression Abbott had received was of bestiality
+choked in mud. His nephew was amazingly clear, vivid and logical, in
+his memories and opinions; they couldn't, as he stated them in a kind
+of frozen fury, be easily controverted.
+
+What, above everything else, appeared to dominate Howard Gage was a
+passion for reality, for truth--all the unequivocal facts--in
+opposition to a conventional or idealized statement. Particularly, he
+regarded the slightest sentiment with a suspicion that reached hatred.
+Abbott's thoughts centered about the word idealized; there, he told
+himself, a ray of perception might be cast into Howard's obscurity;
+since the most evident fact of all was that he cherished no ideals, no
+sustaining vision of an ultimate dignity behind men's lives.
+
+The boy, for example, was without patriotism; or, at least, he hadn't
+a trace of the emotional loyalty that had fired the youth of Abbott's
+day. There was nothing sacrificial in Howard Gage's conception of life
+and duty, no allegiance outside his immediate need. Selfish, Charles
+Abbott decided. What upset him was the other's coldness: damn it, a
+young man had no business to be so literal! Youth was a time for
+generous transforming passions, for heroics. The qualities of absolute
+justice and consistency should come only with increasing age--the
+inconsiderable compensations for the other ability to be rapt in
+uncritical enthusiasms.
+
+Charles Abbott sighed and raised his head. He was sitting in the
+formal narrow reception room of his city house. The street outside was
+narrow, too; it ran for only a square, an old thoroughfare with old
+brick houses, once no more than a service alley for the larger
+dwellings back of which it ran. Now, perfectly retaining its quietude,
+it had acquired a new dignity of residence: because of its favorable,
+its exclusive, situation, it was occupied by young married people of
+highly desirable connections. Abbott, well past sixty and single, was
+the only person there of his age and condition.
+
+October was advanced and, though it was hardly past four in the
+afternoon, the golden sunlight falling the length of the street was
+already darkling with the faded day. A warm glow enveloped the brick
+facades and the window panes of aged, faintly iridescent glass; there
+was a remote sound of automobile horns, the illusive murmur of a city
+never, at its loudest, loud; and, through the walls, the notes of a
+piano, charming and melancholy.
+
+After a little he could distinguish the air--it was Liszt's
+Spanish Rhapsody. The accent of its measure, the jota, was at once
+perceptible and immaterial; and overwhelmingly, through its magic
+of suggestion, a blinding vision of his own youth--so different from
+Howard's--swept over Charles Abbott. It was exactly as though, again
+twenty-three, he were standing in the incandescent sunlight of Havana;
+in, to be precise, the Parque Isabel. This happened so suddenly, so
+surprisingly, that it oppressed his heart; he breathed with a
+sharpness which resembled a gasp; the actuality around him was
+blurred as though his eyes were slightly dazzled.
+
+The playing continued intermittently, while its power to stir him grew
+in an overwhelming volume. He had had no idea that he was still
+capable of such profound feeling, such emotion spun, apparently, from
+the tunes only potent with the young. He was confused--even, alone,
+embarrassed--at the tightness of his throat, and made a decided effort
+to regain a reasonable mind. He turned again to the consideration of
+Howard Gage, of his lack of ideals; and, still in the flood of the
+re-created past, he saw, in the difference between Howard and the boy
+in Havana, what, for himself anyhow, was the trouble with the
+present.
+
+Yes, his premonition had been right--the youth of today were without
+the high and romantic causes the service of which had so brightly
+colored his own early years. Not patriotism alone but love had
+suffered; and friendship, he was certain, had all but disappeared;
+such friendship as had bound him to Andres Escobar. Andres! Charles
+Abbott hadn't thought of him consciously for months. Now, with the
+refrain of the piano, the jota, running through his thoughts, Andres
+was as real as he had been forty years ago.
+
+It was forty years almost to the month since they had gone to the
+public ball, the danzon, in the Tacon Theatre. That, however, was at
+the close of the period which had recurred to him like a flare in the
+dusk of the past. After the danzon the blaze of his sheer fervency had
+been reduced, cooled, to maturity. But not, even in the peculiarly
+brutal circumstances of his transition, sharply; only now Charles
+Abbott definitely realized that he had left in Cuba, lost there, the
+illusions which were synonymous with his young intensity.
+
+After that nothing much had absorbed him, very little had happened. In
+comparison with the spectacular brilliancy of his beginning, the
+remainder of life had seemed level if not actually drab. Certainly the
+land to which he had returned was dull against the vivid south, the
+tropics. But he couldn't go back to Havana, he had felt, even after
+the Spanish Government was expelled, any more than he could find in
+the Plaza de Armas his own earlier self. The whole desirable affair
+had been one--the figures of his loves and detestations, the paseos
+and glorietas and parques of the city, now, he had heard, so changed,
+formed a unity destroyed by the missing of any single element.
+
+He wasn't, though, specially considering himself, but rather the
+sustaining beliefs that so clearly marked the divergence between
+Howard's day and his own. This discovery, he felt, was of deep
+importance, it explained so much that was apparently inexplicable.
+Charles Abbott asserted silently, dogmatically, that a failure of
+spirit had occurred ... there was no longer such supreme honor as
+Andres Escobar's. The dance measure in the Spanish Rhapsody grew
+louder and more insistent, and through it he heard the castanets of
+La Clavel, he saw the superb flame of her body in the brutal
+magnificence of the fringed manton like Andalusia incarnate.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+He had a vision of the shawl itself, and, once more, seemed to feel
+the smooth dragging heaviness of its embroidery. The burning square of
+its colors unfolded before him, the incredible magentas, the night
+blues and oranges and emerald and vermilion, worked into broad peonies
+and roses wreathed in leaves. And suddenly he felt again that, not
+only prefiguring Spain, it was symbolical of the youth, the time, that
+had gone. Thus the past appeared to him, wrapped bright and precious
+in the shawl of memory.
+
+No woman that Howard Gage might dream of could have worn La Clavel's
+manton; it would have consumed her like a breath of fire, leaving a
+white ash hardly more than distinguishable from the present living
+actuality. Women cast up a prodigious amount of smoke now, a most
+noisy crackling, but Charles Abbott doubted the blaze within them.
+Water had been thrown on it. Their grace, too, the dancing about
+which they made such a stir,--not to compare it with La Clavel's but
+with no better than Pilar's--was hardly more than a rapid clumsy
+posturing. Where was the young man now who could dance for two hours
+without stopping on a spot scarcely bigger than the rim of his silk
+hat?
+
+Where, indeed, was the silk hat!
+
+Even men's clothes had suffered in the common decline: black satin and
+gold, nicely cut trousers, the propriety of pumps, had all vanished.
+Charles Abbott recalled distinctly the care with which he had
+assembled the clothing to be taken to Cuba, the formal dress of
+evening, with a plum-colored cape, and informal linens for the
+tropical days. The shirt-maker had filled his box with the finest
+procurable cambrics and tallest stocks. Trivialities, yet they
+indicated what had once been breeding; but now, incredibly, that was
+regarded as trivial.
+
+The Spanish Rhapsody had ceased, and the sun was all but withdrawn
+from the street; twilight was gathering, particularly in Charles
+Abbott's reception room. The gilded eagle of the old American clock on
+the over-mantel seemed almost to flutter its carved wings, the fragile
+rose mahogany spinet held what light there was, but the pair of small
+brocaded sofas had lost their severe definition. Charles Abbott's
+emotion, as well, subsided, its place taken by a concentrated effort
+to put together the details of a scene which had assumed, in his
+perplexity about Howard, a present significance.
+
+He heard, with a momentarily diverted attention, the closing of the
+front door beyond, women's voices on the pavement and the changing
+gears of a motor: Mrs. Vauxn and her daughter were going out early for
+dinner. They lived together--the girl had married into the navy--and
+it was the former who played the piano. The street, after their
+departure, was silent again. How different it was from the clamorous
+gaiety of Havana.
+
+Not actual sickness, Charles Abbott proceeded, but the delicacy of his
+lungs, following scarlet fever, had taken him south. A banking
+associate of his father's, recommending Cuba, had, at the same time,
+pointedly qualified his suggestion; and this secondary consideration
+had determined Charles on Havana. The banker had added that Cuba was
+the most healthful place he knew for anyone with no political
+attachments. There political activity, more than an indiscretion, was
+fatal. What did he mean? Charles Abbott had asked; and the other had
+replied with a single ominous word, Spain.
+
+There was, it was brought out, a growing and potent, but secretive,
+spirit of rebellion against the Government, to which Seville was
+retaliating with the utmost open violence. This was spread not so much
+through the people, the country, at large, as it was concentrated in the
+cities, in Santiago de Cuba and Havana; and there it was practically
+limited to the younger members of aristocratic families. Every week
+boys--they were no more for all their sounding pronunciamientos--were
+being murdered in the fosses of Cabanas fortress. Women of the
+greatest delicacy, suspected of sympathy with nationalistic ideals,
+were thrown into the filthy pens of town prostitutes. Everywhere a
+limitless system of espionage was combating the gathering of circles,
+tertulias, for the planning of a Cuba liberated from a bloody and
+intolerable tyranny.
+
+Were these men, Charles pressed his query, really as young as himself?
+Younger, some of them, by five and six years. And they were shot by a
+file of soldiers' muskets? Eight students at the university had been
+executed at once for a disproved charge that they had scrawled an
+insulting phrase on the glass door of the tomb of a Cuban Volunteer.
+At this the elder Abbott had looked so dubious that Charles hastily
+abandoned his questioning. Enough of that sort of thing had been
+shown; already his mother was unalterably opposed to Cuba; and there
+he intended at any price to go. But those tragedies and reprisals, the
+champion of his determination insisted, were limited, as he had begun
+by saying, to the politically involved. No more engaging or safer city
+than Havana existed for the delight of young travelling Americans with
+an equal amount of money and good sense. He had proceeded to indicate
+the temperate pleasures of Havana; but, then, Charles Abbott had no
+ear for sensuous enjoyment. His mind was filled by the other vision of
+heroic youth dying for the ideal of liberty.
+
+He had never before given Cuba, under Spanish rule, a thought; but at
+a chance sentence it dominated him completely; all his being had been
+tinder for the spark of its romantic spirit. This, naturally, he had
+carefully concealed from his parents, for, during the days that
+immediately followed, Cuba as a possibility was continuously argued.
+Soon his father, basing his decision on Charles' gravity of character,
+was in favor of the change; and in the end his mother, at whose
+prescience he wondered, was overborne.
+
+Well, he was for Havana! His cabin on the Morro Castle was secured,
+that notable trunkful of personal effects packed; and his father,
+greatly to Charles' surprise, outside all women's knowledge, gave him
+a small derringer with a handle of mother-of-pearl. He was, now, the
+elder told him, almost a man; and, while it was inconceivable that he
+would have a use for the pistol, he must accustom himself to such
+responsibility. He wouldn't need it; but if he did, there, with its
+greased cartridges in their short ugly chambers, it was. "Never shoot
+in a passion," the excellent advice went on; "only a cool hand is
+steady, and remember that it hasn't much range." It was for desperate
+necessity at a very short distance.
+
+With the derringer lying newly in his grasp, his eyes steadily on his
+father's slightly anxious gaze, Charles asseverated that he would
+faithfully attend every instruction. At the identical moment of this
+commitment he pictured himself firing into the braided tunic of a
+beastly Spanish officer and supporting a youthful Cuban patriot, dying
+pallidly of wounds, in his free arm. The Morro Castle hadn't left its
+New York dock before he had determined just what part he would take
+in the liberation of Cuba--he'd lead a hopeless demonstration in the
+center of Havana, at the hour when the city was its brightest and the
+band playing most gaily; his voice, sharp like a shot, so soon to be
+stilled in death, would stop the insolence of music.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+This was not a tableau of self-glorification or irresponsible youth,
+he proceeded; it was more significant than a spirit of adventure. His
+determination rested on the abstraction of liberty for an oppressed
+people; he saw Cuba as a place which, after great travail, would
+become the haunt of perfect peace. That, Charles felt, was not only a
+possibility but inevitable; he saw the forces of life drawn up in such
+a manner--the good on one side facing the bad on the other. There was
+no mingling of the ranks, no grey; simply, conveniently, black and
+white. And, in the end, the white would completely triumph; it would
+be victorious for the reason that heaven must reign over hell. God was
+supreme.
+
+Charles wasn't at all religious, he came of a blood which delegated to
+its women the rites and responsibilities of the church; but there was
+no question in his mind, no doubt, of the Protestant theological map;
+augustness lay concretely behind the sky; hell was no mere mediaeval
+fantasy. He might ignore this in daily practice, yet it held him
+within its potent if invisible barriers. Charles Abbott believed it.
+The supremacy of God, suspended above the wickedness of Spain, would
+descend and crush it.
+
+Ranged, therefore, squarely on the side of the angels, mentally he
+swept forward in confidence, sustained by the glitter of their
+invincible pinions. The spending of his life, he thought, was a
+necessary part of the consummation; somehow without that his
+vision lost radiance. A great price would be required, but the
+result--eternal happiness on that island to which he was taking
+linen suits in winter! Charles had a subconscious conception of the
+heroic doctrine of the destruction of the body for the soul's
+salvation.
+
+The Morro Castle, entering a wind like the slashing of a stupendous
+dull grey sword, slowly and uncomfortably steamed along her course.
+Most of the passengers at once were seasick, and either retired or
+collapsed in a leaden row under the lee of the deck cabins. But this
+indisposition didn't touch Charles, and it pleased his sense of
+dignity. He appeared, erect and capable, at breakfast, and through the
+morning promenaded the unsteady deck. He attended the gambling in the
+smoking saloon, and listened gravely to the fragmentary hymns
+attempted on Sunday.
+
+These human activities were all definitely outside him; charged with a
+higher purpose, he watched them comprehendingly, his lips bearing the
+shadow of a saddened smile; essentially he was alone, isolated. Or at
+least he was at the beginning of the four days' journey--he kept
+colliding with the rotund figure of a man wrapped to the eyes in a
+heavy cloak until, finally, from progressing in opposite directions,
+they fell into step together. To Charles' delight, the other was a
+Cuban, Domingo Escobar, who lived in Havana, on the Prado.
+
+Charles Abbott learned this from the flourishing card given in return
+for his own. Escobar he found to be a man with a pleasant and
+considerate disposition; indeed, he maintained a scrupulous courtesy
+toward Charles far transcending any he would have had, from a man so
+much older, at home. Domingo Escobar, it developed, had a grown son,
+Vincente, twenty-eight years old; a boy perhaps Charles' own age--no,
+Andres would be two, three, years younger; and Narcisa. The latter,
+his daughter, Escobar, unashamed, described as a budding white rose.
+
+Charles wasn't interested in that, his thoughts were definitely turned
+from girls, however flower-like; but he was engaged by Vincente and
+Andres. He asked a great many questions about them, all tending to
+discover, if possible, the activity of their patriotism. This, though,
+was a subject which Domingo Escobar resolutely ignored.
+
+Once, when Charles put a direct query with relation to Spain in Cuba,
+the older man, abruptly replying at a tangent, ignored his question.
+It would be necessary to ask Andres Escobar himself. That he would
+have an opportunity to do this was assured, for Andres' parent, who
+knew the Abbotts' banking friend intimately, had told Charles with
+flattering sincerity how welcome he would be at the Escobar dwelling
+on the Prado.
+
+The Prado, it began to be clear, of all the possible places of
+residence in Havana, was the best; the Escobars went to Paris when
+they willed; and, altogether, Charles told himself, he had made a very
+fortunate beginning. He picked up, from various sources on the
+steamer, useful tags of knowledge about his destination:
+
+The Inglaterra, to which he had been directed, was a capital hotel,
+but outside the walls. Still, the Calle del Prado, the Paseo there,
+were quite gay; and before them was the sweep of the Parque Isabel,
+where the band played. At the Hotel St. Louis, next door, many of the
+Spanish officers had their rooms, but at the hour of dinner they
+gathered in the Cafe Dominica. The Noble Havana was celebrated for its
+camarones--shrimps, Charles learned--and the Tuileries, at the
+juncture of Consulado and San Rafael Streets, had a salon upstairs
+especially for women. Most of his dinners, however, he would get at
+the Restaurant Francais, excellently kept by Francois Garcon on Cuba
+Street, number seventy-two.
+
+There he would encounter the majority of his young fellow countrymen
+in Havana; the Cafe El Louvre would serve for sherbets after the
+theatre, and the Aguila de Oro.... The Plaza de Toros, of course, he
+would frequent: it was on Belascoin Street near the sea. The afternoon
+fights only were fashionable; the bulls killed in the morning were no
+more than toro del aguadiente. And the cockpit was at the Valla de
+Gallo.
+
+There were other suggestions as well, put mostly in the form of ribald
+inquiry; but toward them Charles Abbott persisted in an attitude of
+uncommunicative disdain. His mind, his whole determination, had been
+singularly purified; he had a sensation of remoteness from the flesh;
+his purpose killed earthly desire. He thought of himself now as
+dedicated to that: Charles reviewed the comfortable amount of his
+letter of credit, his personal qualifications, the derringer mounted
+in mother-of-pearl, in the light of one end. It annoyed him that he
+couldn't, at once, plunge into this with Domingo Escobar; but,
+whenever he approached that ordinarily responsive gentleman with
+anything political, he grew morose and silent, or else, more maddening
+still, deliberately put Charles' interest aside. The derringer,
+however, brought out an unexpected and gratifying stir.
+
+Escobar had stopped in Charles' cabin, and the latter, with a studied
+air of the casual, displayed the weapon on his berth. "You must throw
+it away," Escobar exclaimed dramatically; "at once, now, through the
+porthole."
+
+"I can't do that," Charles explained; "it was a gift from my father;
+besides, I'm old enough for such things."
+
+"A gift from your father, perhaps," the other echoed; "but did he tell
+you, I wonder, how you were going to get it into Cuba? Did he explain
+what the Spanish officials would do if they found you with a pistol?
+Dama de Caridad, do you suppose Cuba is New York! The best you could
+hope for would be deportation. Into the sea with it."
+
+But this Charles Abbott refused to do, though he would, he agreed,
+conceal it beyond the ingenuity of Spain; and Escobar left him in a
+muttering anger. Charles felt decidedly encouraged: a palpable degree
+of excitement, of tense anticipation, had been granted him.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Yet his first actual breath of the tropics, of Cuba, was very
+different, charged and surcharged with magical peace: the steamer was
+enveloped in an evening of ineffable lovely blueness. The sun faded
+from the world of water and left an ultramarine undulating flood with
+depths of clear black, the sky was a tender gauze of color which, as
+night approached, was sewn with a glimmer that became curiously
+apparent, seemingly nearby, stars. The air that brushed Charles'
+cheek was slow and warm; its warmth was fuller, heavier with potency,
+than any summer he had known. Accelerating his imagination it
+dissipated his energies; he lounged supine in his chair, long past
+midnight, lulled by the slight rise and fall of the sea, gathered up
+benignly into the beauty above him.
+
+Later he had to stir himself into the energy of packing, for the
+Morro Castle was docking early in the morning. He closed his bag
+thoughtfully, the derringer on a shelf. Escobar had spoken about it,
+warning him, again; and it was apparent that no obvious place of
+concealment would be sufficient. At last he hit on an excellent
+expedient--he would suspend it inside the leg of a trouser. He fell
+asleep, still saturated with the placid blue immensity without, and
+woke sharply, while it was still dark. But it was past four, and
+he rose and dressed. The deck was empty, deserted, and the light in
+the pilot house showed a solitary intent countenance under a glazed
+visor. There was, of course, no sign of Cuba.
+
+A wind freshened, it blew steadily with no change of temperature, like
+none of the winds with which he was familiar. It appeared to blow the
+night away, astern. The caged light grew dull, there were rifts in
+the darkness, gleams over the tranquil sea, and the morning opened
+like a flower sparkling in dew. The limitless reach of the water
+flashed in silver planes; miniature rainbows cascaded in the spray at
+the steamer's bow; a flight of sailing fish skittered by the side. Far
+ahead there was a faint silhouette, like the print of a tenuous
+green-grey cloud, on the sea. It grew darker, bolder; and Charles
+Abbott realized that it was an island.
+
+Cuba came rapidly nearer; he could see now that it wasn't pale; its
+foliage was heavy, glossy, almost sombre. The Morro Castle bore to the
+left, but he was unable to make out an opening, a possible city, on
+the coast. The water regained its intense blue, at once transparent,
+clear, and dyed with pigment. The other travellers were all on deck:
+Charles moved toward Domingo Escobar, but he eluded him. Undoubtedly
+Escobar had the conjunction of the derringer and the Spanish customs
+in mind. A general uneasiness permeated the small throng; they
+conversed with a forced triviality, or, sunk in thought, said
+nothing.
+
+Then, with the sudden drama of a crash of brass, of an abruptly
+lifting curtain, they swung into Havana harbor. Charles was
+simultaneously amazed at a great many things--the narrowness of the
+entrance, the crowded ships in what was no more than a rift of the
+sea, a long pink fortress above him at the left, and the city, Havana
+itself, immediately before him. His utmost desire was satisfied by
+that first glimpse. Why, he cried mentally, hadn't he been told that
+it was a city of white marble? That was the impression it gave him--a
+miraculous whiteness, a dream city, crowning the shining blue tide.
+
+Every house was hung with balconies on long shuttered windows, and
+everywhere were parks and palms, tall palms with smooth pewter-like
+trunks and short palms profusely leaved. Here, then, white and green,
+was the place of his dedication; he was a little dashed at its size
+and vigor and brilliancy.
+
+The steamer was scarcely moving when the customs officials came on
+board; and, as the drift ceased, a swarm of boats like scows with
+awnings aft clustered about them. Hotel runners clambered up the
+sides, and in an instant there was a pandemonium of Spanish and
+disjointed English. A man whose cap bore the sign Hotel Telegrafo
+clutched Charles Abbott's arm, but he sharply drew away, repeating the
+single word, "Inglaterra!" The porter of that hotel soon discovered
+him, and, with a fixed reassuring smile, got together all the baggage
+for his guests.
+
+Charles, instructed by Domingo Escobar, ignored the demand for
+passports, and proceeded to the boat indicated as the Inglaterra's. It
+was piled with luggage, practically awash; yet the boatmen urged it
+ashore, to the custom house, in a mad racing with the whole churning
+flotilla. The rigor of the landing examination, Charles thought
+impatiently, had been ridiculously exaggerated; but, stepping into a
+hack, two men in finely striped linen, carrying canes with green
+tassels, peremptorily stopped him. Charles was unable to grasp the
+intent of their rapid Spanish, when one ran his hands dexterously over
+his body. He explored the pockets, tapped Charles' back, and then drew
+aside. When, at last, he was seated in the hack, the position of the
+derringer was awkward, and carefully he shifted it.
+
+An intimate view of Havana increased rather than diminished its
+evident charms. The heat, Charles found, though extreme, was less
+oppressive than the dazzling light; the sun blazing on white walls, on
+walls of primrose and cobalt, in the wide verdant openings, positively
+blinded him. He passed narrow streets over which awnings were hung
+from house to house, statues, fountains, a broad way with files of
+unfamiliar trees, and stopped with a clatter before the Inglaterra.
+
+It faced on a broad covered pavement, an arcade, along which, farther
+down, were companies of small iron tables and chairs; and it was so
+foreign to Charles, so fascinating, that he stood lost in gazing. A
+hotel servant in white, at his elbow, recalled the necessity of
+immediate arrangements, and he went on into a high cool corridor set
+with a marble flooring. At the office he exchanged his passport for a
+solemn printed warning and interminable succession of directions; and
+then, climbing an impressive stair, he was ushered into a room where
+the ceiling was so far above him that once more he was overcome by
+strangeness and surprise.
+
+He unpacked slowly, with a gratifying sense of the mature significance
+of his every gesture; and, in the stone tub hidden by a curtain in a
+corner, had a refreshing bath. There was a single window rising from
+the tiled floor eight or ten feet, and he opened double shutters,
+discovering a shallow iron-railed balcony. Before him was a squat
+yellow building with a wide complicated facade; it reached back for a
+square, and Charles decided that it was the Tacon Theatre. On the
+left was the Parque de Isabel, with its grass plots and gravel walks,
+its trees and iron settees, gathered about the statue of Isabel II.
+
+Charles Abbott's confidence left him little by little; what had seemed
+so easy in New York, so apparent, was uncertain with Havana about him.
+The careless insolence of the inspectors with the green-tasseled canes
+at once filled him with indignation and depression. How was he to
+begin his mission? Without a word of Spanish he couldn't even make it
+known. There was Andres Escobar to consider: his father had told
+Charles that he knew a few words of English. Meanwhile, hungry, he
+went down to the eleven o'clock breakfast.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+A ceremonious head waiter led him to a small table by a long window on
+the Parque, where, gazing hastily at the breakfasts around him, he
+managed, with the assistance of his waiter's limited English, to
+repeat their principal features. These were fruit and salads, coffee
+flavored with salt, and French bread. Clear white curtains swung at
+the window in a barely perceptible current of air, and he had glimpses
+of the expanse without, now veiled and now intolerably brilliant. His
+dissatisfaction, doubts, vanished in an extraordinary sense of
+well-being, or settled importance and elegance. There were many people
+in the dining-room, it was filled with the unfamiliar sound of
+Spanish; the men, dark, bearded and brilliant-eyed, in white linens,
+with their excitable hands, specially engaged his attention, for it
+was to them he was addressed.
+
+The women he glanced over with a detached and indulgent manner: they
+were, on the whole, a little fatter than necessary; but their voices
+were soft and their dress and jewels, even so early in the day, nicely
+elaborate. All his interest was directed to the Cubans present; other
+travellers, like--or, rather, unlike--himself, Americans, French and
+English, planning in their loud several tongues the day's excursions,
+or breakfasting with gazes fastened on Hingray's English and Spanish
+Conversations, Charles carefully ignored.
+
+He felt, because of the depth of his own implication, his passionate
+self-commitment, here, infinitely superior to more casual, to blinder,
+journeyings. He disliked the English arrogance, the American clothes,
+and the suspicious parsimony of the French. Outside, in the main
+corridor of the hotel, he paused undecided; practically no one, he
+saw, in the Parque Isabel, was walking; there was an unending broad
+stream of single horse victorias for hire; but he couldn't ask any
+driver he saw to conduct him to the heart of the Cuban party of
+liberty.
+
+The strongest of all his recognitions was the fact that he had no
+desire--but a marked distaste--for sightseeing; he didn't want to be
+identified, in the eyes of Havana, with the circulating throng of
+the superficially curious. In the end he strolled away from the
+Inglaterra, to the left, and discovered the Prado. It was a wide
+avenue with the promenade in the center shaded by rows of trees
+with small burnished leaves. There, he remembered, was where the
+Escobars lived, and he wondered which of the imposing dwellings, blue
+or white, with sweeping pillars and carved balconies and great
+iron-bound doors, was theirs. He passed a fencing school and
+gymnasium; a dilapidated theatre of wood pasted with old French
+playbills; fountains with lions' heads; and came to the sea. It
+reached in an idyllic and unstirred blue away to the flawless
+horizon, with, on the rocks of its shore, a company of parti-colored
+bath-houses. There was an old fort, a gate--which, he could see,
+once formed part of the city wall--bearing on its top a row of
+rusted and antiquated cannon. Slopes of earth led down from the
+battery, and beyond he entered a covered stone way with a parapet
+dropping to the tranquil tide. After an open space, the Maestranza,
+he came to a pretty walk; it was the Paseo de Valdez, with trees,
+stone seats and a rippling breeze.
+
+Charles Abbott indolently examined an arch, fallen into disrepair,
+erected, its tablet informed him, by the corps of Royal Engineers. He
+sat on a bench, saturated by the hot vivid peace; before him reached
+the narrow entrance of the bay with, on the farther hand, the long
+pink wall of the Cabanas. A drift of military music came to him from
+the fortress.... A great love for Havana stirred in his heart;
+already, after only a few hours, he was familiar, contented, there. It
+seemed to Charles that he understood its spirit; the beauty of palms
+and marble was what, in the bleak north, all his life he had longed
+for. The constriction of his breathing had vanished.
+
+The necessity for an immediate and violent action had lessened; he
+would, when the time came, act; he was practically unlimited in days
+and money. Charles decided, however, to begin at once the study of
+Spanish; and he'd arrange for lessons at the Fencing School. Both of
+those accomplishments were imperative to his final intention. He
+lingered on the beach without an inclination to move--he had been
+lower physically than he realized. The heat increased, the breeze and
+band stopped, and finally he rose and returned to the Inglaterra.
+There the high cool shadow of his room was so soothing that he fell
+into a sound slumber and was waked only by a pounding at his door past
+the middle of afternoon.
+
+A servant tendered him a card that bore engraved the name Andres
+Escobar. He would see Mr. Escobar, he sent word, as soon as he could
+be dressed. And, choosing his garb in a mingling of haste and
+particular care, he was permeated by an indefinable excitement. Facing
+Andres, he had a sensation of his own clumsiness, his inept attitude;
+for the other, younger than he in appearance, was faultless in
+bearing: in immaculately ironed linen, a lavender tie and sprig of
+mimosa, he was an impressive figure of the best fashion. But Andres
+Escobar was far more than that: his sensitive delicately modelled dark
+face, the clear brown eyes and level lips, were stamped with a
+superfine personality.
+
+His English, as his father had said, was halting, confined to the
+merest formal phrases, but his tones were warm with hospitality.
+
+"It was polite of you to come so soon," Charles replied; "and your
+father was splendid to me on the steamer."
+
+"How do you like Havana?" Andres asked.
+
+"I love it!" Charles Abbott exclaimed, in a burst of enthusiasm, but
+of which, immediately after, he was ashamed. "I was thinking this
+morning," he continued more stiffly, "when I had hardly got here, how
+much at home I felt. That's funny, too; for it's entirely different
+from all I have known."
+
+"You like it!" Andres Escobar reflected his unreserved tone. "That's
+good; I am very, very glad. You must come to our house, Papa sends you
+this." He smiled delightfully.
+
+They were standing, and Charles waved toward the dining-room. "Suppose
+we go in there and have a drink." In Havana he continually found
+himself in situations of the most gratifying maturity--here he was, in
+the dining-room of the Inglaterra Hotel, with a tall rum punch before
+him, and a mature looking cigar. He was a little doubtful about the
+latter, its length was formidable; and he delayed lighting it until
+Andres had partly eclipsed himself in smoke. But, to his private
+satisfaction, Charles enjoyed the cigar completely.
+
+He liked his companion enormously, noticing, as they sat in a
+comfortable silence, fresh details: Andres' hair, ink-black, grew in a
+peak on his forehead; the silk case which held his cigars was bound in
+gold; his narrow shoes were patent leather with high heels. But what,
+above all else, impressed Charles, was his evidently worldly poise,
+the palpable air of experience that clung to him. Andres was at once
+younger and much older than himself.
+
+"How are you interested?" Andres asked, "in ... girls? I know some
+very nice ones."
+
+"Not in the least," Charles Abbott replied decidedly; "the only thing
+I care for is politics and the cause of justice and freedom."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Andres Escobar gazed swiftly at the occupied tables around them; not
+far away there was a party of Spanish officers in loose short
+tunics and blue trousers. Then, without commenting on Charles'
+assertion, he drank from his glass of punch. "Some very nice
+girls," he repeated. Charles was overwhelmed with chagrin at his
+indiscretion; Andres would think that he was a babbling idiot. At
+the same time he was slightly impatient: his faith in the dangers of
+Havana had been shaken by the city's aspect of profound placidity,
+its air of unalloyed pleasure. "You should know my friends," Andres
+went on conversationally; "Remigio Florez, they are great coffee
+planters, and Jaime--Jaime Quintara--and Tirso Labrador. They will
+welcome you, as I."
+
+Charles explained his intention of learning Spanish, of fencing; and
+the other promised his unreserved assistance. He would have a teacher
+of languages sent to the hotel and himself take Charles to the Fencing
+School. "Tomorrow," he promised. The drinks were finished, the cigars
+consumed in long ashes, and Andres Escobar rose to go. As they walked
+toward the Paseo the Cuban said, "You must be very careful, liberty is
+a dangerous word; it is discussed only in private; in our tertulia you
+may speak." He held out a straight forward palm. "We shall be
+friends."
+
+Again in his room, Charles dwelt on Andres, conscious of the birth of
+a great liking, the friendship the other had put into words. He wanted
+to be like Andres, as slender and graceful, with his hair in a peak
+and a worldly, contained manner. Charles was thin, rather than
+slender, more awkward than not; decidedly fragile in appearance. And
+his experience of life had been less than nothing. Yet he would make
+up for this lack by the fervor of his attachment to the cause of Cuba.
+He recalled all the stories he knew of foreign soldiers heroic in an
+adopted cause; that was an even more ideal form of service than the
+natural attachment to a land of birth.
+
+He moved a chair out on his balcony, and sat above the extended
+irregular roof of the Tacon Theatre, watching the dusk flood the white
+marble ways. The lengthening shadows of the Parque blurred, joined in
+one; the facades were golden and then dimly violet; the Gate of
+Montserrat lost its boldness of outline. Cries rose from the streets,
+"Cuidado! Cuidado!" and "Narranjas, narranjas dulces." The evening
+news sheets were called in long falling inflections.
+
+What surprised him was that, although he had more than an ordinary
+affection for his home, his father and mother, now, here, they were of
+no importance, no reality, to him. He never, except by an objective
+effort, gave the north, the past, a thought. He was carried above
+personal relationships and familiar regard; at a blow his old ties
+had been severed; the new held him in the grip of their infinite
+possibilities. All the petty things of self were obscured in the same
+way that the individual aspects of the city below him were being
+merged into one dignity of tone.
+
+Yet, at the same time, his mood had a charming reality--the suaveness
+of Andres Escobar. His, Charles Abbott's, would be a select, an
+aristocratic, fate; the end, when it overtook him, would find him in
+beautiful snowy linens, dignified, exclusive, to the last. His would
+be no pot-house brawling. That was his double necessity, the highest
+form of good in circumstances of the first breeding. One, perhaps, to
+his aesthetic fibre, was as important as the other. And, dressing for
+dinner, he spoiled three shirts in the exact right fixing of his
+studs.
+
+In the dining-room, he pressed a liberal sum of American money on the
+head waiter, and was conducted to the table he had occupied at
+breakfast. Everyone, practically, except some unspeakable tourists,
+was in formal clothes; and the conversations, the sparkling light,
+were like the champagne everywhere evident. Charles chose a Spanish
+wine, the Marquis de Riscal; and prolonged his sitting over coffee and
+a cigar, a Partagas, like those in Andres' silk case. He had never
+before tasted coffee with such a rich thick savor, its fragrance
+alone, blending with the blue smoke of his cigar, filled him with
+pleasure.
+
+The room was long, tiled, and had, against the far wall, a great
+mirror which held in reverse the gay sweep of the tables, the heavily
+powdered shoulders of women, the prismatic flashes of diamonds and
+men's animated faces. The reflections were almost as fascinating as
+the reality, and Charles gazed from one to the other.
+
+Drinking, he saw, was universal, but none of the Cubans were drunk;
+and for that reason his attention was held by two men at the table
+next to his: the waiter had left a bottle of brandy, and the
+individual facing Charles, with a sallow face from which depended,
+like a curtain, a square-cut black beard, was filling and refilling
+his thimble-sized glass. He was watching, with a shifting intentness
+of gaze, all who entered; and suddenly, as Charles' eyes were on him,
+he put down his half-lifted brandy and a hand went under the fold of
+his coat.
+
+Charles turned, involuntarily, and saw a small immaculate Cuban with
+grey hair and a ribband in his buttonhole advancing among the tables.
+He was a man of distinguished appearance, important it was evident,
+for a marked number of people bowed as he passed. When he had gone on,
+the bearded individual rose, swaying slightly, and, with his hand
+still in his coat rapidly overtook the other.
+
+Charles Abbott had an impulse to cry out; but, oppressed by a sense of
+helpless dread, impending disaster, without a sound or power of
+movement he followed the course of the second figure. The two were now
+at the end of the dining-room, close to the mirror, when the man with
+the decoration stopped and turned sharply. There was the sudden
+stabbing report of a pistol, and, immediately following, a loud
+splintering crash. Charles had the crazy illusion that a man who had
+been shot was made of china, and would be found in broken bits on the
+floor.
+
+There was an instantaneous hysterical uproar, dominated by the screams
+of women; in the panic which rose there was a rush for the entrance, a
+swirl of tearing satin and black dress coats. Then, even before he
+heard the concerted derisive amazement, Charles realized that, dazed
+by the brandy, the intended murderer had fired at the reflection of
+his mark in the glass.
+
+What an utterly ridiculous error; and yet his hands were wet and cold,
+his heart pounding. Something of the masking gaiety, the appearance
+of innocent high spirits, was stripped from the dining-room of the
+Inglaterra, from Havana. There was an imperative need for Andres
+Escobar's caution. Charles' equanimity returned: with a steady hand he
+poured out more coffee. He was ashamed of his emotion; but, by heaven,
+that was the first of such violence he had witnessed; he knew that it
+happened, to a large degree its possibility had brought him to Cuba;
+yet directly before him, in a square beard and a decorating
+ribband!... On the floor were the torn painted gauze and broken ivory
+sticks of a woman's fan.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The echo of that futile shot followed Charles Abbott to the Escobars',
+where, because of the often repeated names of its principals, he
+recognized that the affair was being minutely discussed. The room in
+which they sat was octagonal, with the high panels of its walls no
+more than frames for towering glass doors set in dark wood; above were
+serrated openings, Eastern in form, and the doors were supported by
+paired columns of glacial white marble. It was entered through a long
+corridor of pillars capped in black onyx with wicker chairs, a tiling
+laid in arabesques and potted palms; and opposite was the balcony over
+the Prado. A chandelier of crystal, hanging by a chain from the remote
+ceiling, with a frosted sparkle like an illuminated wedding cake,
+unaffected by prismatic green and red flashes, filled the interior
+with a chilly brightness. The chairs of pale gilt set in a circle, the
+marble pattern of the floor, the dark heads of the Escobars, looked as
+though they were bathed in a vitreous fluid preserving them in a hard
+pallor forever.
+
+But it was cool; the beginning constant night breeze fluttered the
+window curtains and swayed the pennants of smoke from the cigars.
+Domingo Escobar finished what was evidently a satirical period with a
+decisive clearing of his throat--a-ha! He was a small rotund man with
+a gigantic moustache laid without a brown hair misplaced over a mouth
+kindly and petulant. His wife, Carmita, obese with indulgent
+indolence, her placid expression faintly acid, waved a little hand,
+like a blanched almond, indicative of her endless surprise at the
+clamor of men. Andres was silent, immobile, faultless in a severity of
+black and white.
+
+Charles had begun to admire him inordinately: above everything,
+Andres possessed a simple warmness of heart, a generosity of emotion,
+together with a fastidious mind. Fortunate combination. And his
+person, his gestures and flashing speech, his brooding, were invested
+by an intangible quality of romance; whatever he did was absorbing,
+dramatic and--and fateful. He was a trifle aloof, in spite of his
+impulsive humanity, a thought withdrawn as though by a shadow that
+might have been but his unfailing dignity.
+
+Charles' gaze wandered from him to Narcisa, who, Domingo Escobar had
+said, resembled a flower bud. As she sat in pale yellow ruffles, with
+her slim hands clasped and her composed face framed in a wide dense
+stream of hair, she was decidedly fetching. Or, rather, she gave
+promise of charm; at present, she was too young to engage him in any
+considerable degree. Narcisa, he concluded, was fourteen. At very long
+intervals she looked up and he caught a lustrous, momentary
+interrogation of big black eyes. A very satisfactory sister for Andres
+Escobar to have; and, wondering at the absence of Vincente, the eldest
+son, Charles asked Andres about his brother.
+
+A marked constraint was immediately visible in the family around him.
+Vincente, he was informed abruptly, was out of Havana, he had had to
+go to Matanzas. Later, on the balcony over the Prado, Andres added an
+absorbing detail. "Vincente, we think, is in the Party of Liberation.
+But you must say nothing. I do not know, Vincente will not speak; but
+mama has noticed the gendarmes in front of the house, and when she
+drives."
+
+"I should like to talk to him," Charles Abbott declared; "you must
+arrange it for me. Look here, there's nobody around, I might as well
+tell you that's why I came to Cuba, to fight the cursed Spanish.
+I'm--I'm serious, there's nothing I wouldn't do; and if I have to be
+killed, why, I am ready for that. It's all worked out in my head,
+except some petty little details. Cuba ought to be free; this
+oppression is horrible, like a spell on you--you're all afraid to more
+than whisper--that must be broken. It must! I have a good little bit
+of money and I can get more. You've got to help me."
+
+Andres clasped his hand. "That is wonderful!" His lowered exclamation
+vibrated with feeling. "How can you have such nobility! I am given to
+it, and Jaime and Remigio Florez and Tirso. But we are going to wait,
+we think that is better; Spain shall pay us when the time comes.
+Those students, eight of them, who were shot, were well known to us.
+They put them against a wall by the prison and fired. You could hear
+it clearly. But, when we are ready, the Spanish Volunteers--" hatred
+closed his throat, drew him up rigidly. "Not yet," he insisted; "this
+shall be different, forever. Perhaps your country will help us then."
+
+Charles was increasingly impatient; he couldn't, he felt, wait, delay
+his gesture for freedom. He conceived the idea that he might kill the
+Captain-General of Spain in Cuba, shoot him from the step of his
+carriage and cry that it was a memorial of the innocent boys he had
+murdered. Andres dissuaded him; it would, he said, only make the
+conditions of living more difficult, harsh, put off the other, the
+final, consummation.
+
+Below, on the promenade, the rows of gas lamps shone wanly through the
+close leaves of the India laurels; there was a ceaseless sauntering
+throng of men; then, from the Plaza de Armas, there was the hollow
+rattat of drums, of tattoo. It was nine o'clock. The night was
+magnificent, and Charles Abbott was choked by his emotions; it seemed
+to him that his heart must burst with its expanding desire of heroic
+good. He had left the earth for cloudy glories, his blood turned to a
+silver essence distilled in ethereal honor; he was no longer a body,
+but a vow, a purpose.
+
+One thing, in a surpassing humility, he decided, and turned to Andres.
+"Very well, if you think the other is best. Listen to me: I swear
+never to leave Cuba, never to have a different thought or a hope,
+never to consider myself at all, until you are free."
+
+The intent face of Andres Escobar, dim in the gloom of the balcony,
+was like a holy seal upon his dedication. A clatter of hoofs rose from
+below--the passage of a squad of the gendarmes on grey horses, their
+white coats a chalky glimmer in the night. Andres and Charles watched
+them until they vanished toward the Parque Isabel; then Andres swore,
+softly.
+
+Again in his room at the Inglaterra Charles speculated about the
+complications of his determination to stay in Cuba until it was
+liberated from Spain. That, he began to realize, might require years.
+Questions far more difficult rose than any created by a mere immediate
+sacrifice; the attitude of his father, for example; he, conceivably,
+would try to force him home, shut off the supply of money. Meanwhile,
+since the Inglaterra was quite expensive, he would move to a less
+pretentious place. And, in the morning, Charles installed himself at
+the Hotel San Felipe, kept on Ancha del Norte Street, near the bay, by
+a German woman.
+
+His room was on the top floor, on, really, a gallery leading to the
+open roof that was much frequented after dinner in a cooling air which
+bore the restrained masculine chords of guitars. On the right he could
+see the flares of Morro Castle, and, farther, the western coast lying
+black on the sea. He had his room there, and the first breakfast, but
+his formal breakfast and dinner he took at the Restaurant Francais,
+the Aguila d'Oro, or the Cafe Dominica. Late, with Andres and their
+circle, their tertulia, Charles would idle at the El Louvre over
+ice-cream or the sherbets called helados in Havana. On such occasions
+they talked with a studied audible care of the most frivolous things;
+while Charles cherished close at heart the sensation of their
+dangerous secret and patient wisdom, the assurance that some day their
+sacred resolution would like lightning shatter their pretence of
+docility.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Yet, in spite of the dark texture of their minds, they were, at times,
+casually happy, intent, together, on mundane affairs. They were, all
+five, inseparable: Jaime Quintara, the eldest, was even more of an
+exquisite than Andres; he imported his lemon-colored gloves by the box
+from Paris, where they were made to his measure; and in them, it was
+the common jest, he went to bed. He was almost fat, with absurdly
+small feet and a perceptible moustache. In addition, he was in love
+with a public girl who lived on Gloria Street; altogether he was a man
+of the world. Remigio Florez was absolutely different: the son of a
+great coffee estate in Pinar del Rio, of limitless riches, he was
+still simple and unaffected, short, with a round cheerful face and
+innocent lips. Tirso Labrador was tall and heavy, he had the carriage
+of a cavalry officer, a dragoon; and, slow mentally, his chief
+characteristic was a remarkable steadfastness, a loyalty of
+friendship, admiration, for his more brilliant companions. Tirso
+Labrador was very strong, and it was his boast, when they were alone,
+that he intended to choke a Spaniard slowly to death with his naked
+hands.
+
+Except, however, for the evening, Charles was rarely idle; upheld by
+his fervor he studied Spanish with an instructor through most of the
+morning, and rode or fenced in the sala in the afternoon. His
+knowledge of Spanish, supplemented by his friends, grew rapidly; he
+had, his teacher declared, a very special aptitude for the language.
+Domingo Escobar got great delight from throwing sentences, queries, at
+him with inconceivable rapidity, and in pretending that every reply
+Charles attempted was senseless.
+
+Narcisa, when he was present, contrived to sit with her gaze on her
+hands folded in her ruffled lap and to lift her widely opened eyes for
+breathless interrogations. She was, Charles was forced to admit,
+notably pretty; in fact, for a little girl, she was a beauty. Now if
+she had been thirty he might have had a hopeless passion for her,
+hopeless not because she failed to return it, but for the reason that
+he was a man without a future--some day, they both knew, he would
+desert love for stark death.
+
+They went, Charles and Andres, Tirso and Remigio and Jaime, to the
+Tacon Theatre for every play, where they occupied a box in the first
+row, the primer piso, and lounged, between the acts, on the velvet
+rail with their high silk hats and canes and boutonnieres. At times
+there were capital troupes of players and dancers from Andalusia, and
+the evening was well spent. They liked, too, the zarzuelas, the
+operettas of one act, largely improvised with local allusions. But
+they most warmly applauded the dancers.
+
+One, La Clavel, from Seville, had been announced by posters all over
+the city; and, at the moment she appeared on the Tacon stage, Tirso
+had his heavy arm about Remigio's shoulders, Jaime's gloved hands were
+draped over his cane, and Charles was sitting in the rear of the box
+with Andres. The orchestra began a sharply accented dance measure--it
+was a jota--and a lithe figure in a manton of blazing silks and a
+raked black felt hat made a sultry bow.
+
+La Clavel was indolent; she tapped a heel and sounded her castanets
+experimentally; a reminiscent smile hovered on the sombre beauty of
+her face. Suddenly Charles' attention was wholly captured by the
+dancer; he leaned forward, gazing over Remigio's shoulder, vaguely
+conscious of the sound of guitars and suppressed drums, the insistent
+ring of a triangle. She stamped her foot now, and the castanets were
+sharp, exasperated. Then slowly she began to dance.
+
+She wove a design of simple grace with her hips still and her arms
+lifted and swaying; she leaned back, her eyes, under the slanted brim
+of her hat, half closed; and her movements, the rhythm, grew more
+pronounced. Through the music Charles could hear the stamp of her
+heels, the augmented shrilling of the castanets. Her fire increased;
+there were great scarlet peonies on her shawl, and they fluttered as
+though they were troubled by a rising wind. La Clavel swept in a
+widening circle on her hips, and her arms were now extended and now
+thrust down rigidly behind her.
+
+She dominated the cruel colors of her shawl with a savage intensity
+that made them but the expressions of her feelings--the scarlet and
+magenta and burning orange and blue were her visible moods, her
+capriciousness and contempt and variability and searing passion. Her
+hat was flung across the stage, and, with her bound hair shaking loose
+from its high shell comb, she swept into an appalling fury, a
+tormented human flame, of ecstasy. When Charles Abbott felt that he
+could support it no longer, suddenly she was, apparently, frozen in
+the immobility of a stone; the knotted fringe of her manton hung
+without a quiver.
+
+An uproar of applause rose from the theatre, a confusion of cries, of
+Ole! Ole! Anda! Anda! Chiquella! A flight of men's hats sailed like
+birds around her. Jaime Quintara pounded his cane until it broke, and,
+with the others, Charles shouted his unrestrained Spanish approbation.
+They crowded into the front of the box, intent on every movement,
+every aspect, of the dancer. Afterwards, at the Tuileries, Andres
+expressed their concerted feeling:
+
+"The most magnificent woman alive!"
+
+Jaime went across the cafe to speak to a man who had a connection with
+the Tacon Theatre. He returned with an assortment of information--La
+Clavel was staying at the St. Louis; she would be in Havana for a
+month; and she had been seen with Captain Ceaza y Santacilla, of the
+regiment of Isabel II. This latter fact cast them into a gloom; and
+Remigio Florez so far broke the ban of sustained caution as to swear,
+in the name of the Lady of Caridad, at Santacilla and his kind.
+
+Nothing, though, could reduce their enthusiasm for La Clavel; they
+worshipped her severally and together, discussing to the last shading
+her every characteristic. She was young, but already the greatest
+dancer the world had--would ever have, Charles added. And Andres was
+instructed to secure the box for her every appearance in Havana; they
+must learn, they decided, if she were to dance in Santiago de Cuba,
+in Mexico City, Rio de Janeiro, Lima, in Cathay. They, if it were
+mortally possible, would be present. Meanwhile none of them was to
+take advantage of the others in the contingency that she should
+miraculously come to love him. That incredible happiness the
+individual must sacrifice to his friendship, to his oath above all
+other oaths--Cuba. The country's name was not spoken, but it was
+entirely understood.
+
+They were seated on the lower floor, by the stairs which led up to the
+salon for women; and, sharply, Charles grasped Andres' arm. Passing
+them was a slender woman muffled in a black silk capote, with no hat
+to cover the intricate mass of her hair piled against a high comb.
+Behind her strode a Spanish officer of cavalry, his burnished scabbard
+hooked on his belt against its silver chain; short, with a thick
+sanguine neck above the band of his tunic, he had morose pale blue
+eyes and the red hair of compounded but distinct bloods.
+
+"La Clavel," Charles whispered; "and it must be that filthy captain,
+Santacilla, with her."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Seated on the roof of the Hotel San Felipe, the night's trade wind
+faintly vibrant with steel strings, Charles Abbott thought at length
+about La Clavel. Two weeks had passed since she first danced at the
+Tacon Theatre; she had appeared on the stage three times afterward;
+and she was a great success, a prodigious favorite, in Havana. Charles
+and Andres, Jaime and Remigio and Tirso Labrador, had, frankly, become
+infatuated with her; and it was this feeling which Charles, at
+present, was examining. If it endangered the other, his dedication to
+an ordeal of right, he had decided, he must resolutely put the dancer
+wholly outside his consideration.
+
+This, he hoped, would not be necessary: his feeling for La Clavel lay
+in the realm of the impersonal. It was, in fact, parallel with the
+other supreme cause. La Clavel was a glittering thing of beauty, the
+perfection of all that in a happier world, an Elysium--life and
+romance might be. He regarded her in a mood of decided melancholy as
+something greatly desirable and never to be grasped. When she danced
+his every sensibility was intensified; life, for the moment, was
+immeasurably lovely, flooded with lyrical splendor, vivid with
+gorgeous color and aching happiness. Charles' pleasure in every
+circumstance of being was acutely expanded--his affection for Andres,
+the charm of Havana, the dignity of his impending fate.
+
+Ordinarily he would not have been content with this; he would have
+striven to turn such abstractions into the concrete of an actual
+experience. But now an unusual wisdom held him intent on the vision;
+that, he recognized, was real; but what the reality, the woman
+herself, was, who could be sure? No, he wasn't in love with La Clavel
+in the accepted sense of that indefinite term; he was the slave of the
+illusion, the emotions, she spun; he adored her as the goddess of his
+youth and aspirations.
+
+He tried to explain this, in halting and inadequate Spanish, to his
+tertulia; and because of his spirit rather than his words, his friends
+understood him. They were standing by the marble statue of Ferdinand
+VII in the Plaza de Armas, waiting for the ceremony of Retrata, to
+begin in a few moments. The square was made of four gardens, separated
+by formal walks, with a circular glorieta; and the gardens, the royal
+palms and banyans and flambeau trees, were palely lighted by gas lamps
+which showed, too, the circling procession of carriages about the
+Plaza. The square itself was filled with sauntering men, a shifting
+pattern of white linens, broad hats and glimmering cigars, diversified
+by the uniforms of Spain.
+
+At eight o'clock a sergeant's guard and the band marched smartly into
+position before the Governor-General's palace, where they stood at
+rest until the drums of the barracks announced retreat. Then, at
+attention, the gun of El Morro sounded, and the band swept into the
+strains of Philemon et Baucis.
+
+Jaime Quintara smiled sceptically at Charles' periods: Platonic
+sentiments might satisfy Abbott, he declared, but for himself.... At
+this, Remigio insisted on their moving out to inspect the carriages.
+They were, for the most part, quitrins, drawn with two horses, one
+outside the shafts ridden by a calesero in crimson velvet laced with
+gold and a glazed hat. The quitrins had two wheels, a leather hood
+strapped back, and held three passengers by means of a small
+additional seat, called, Andres explained, la nina bonita, where the
+prettiest woman was invariably placed. None of the women wore hats,
+but they were nearly all veiled, and the carriages were burdened with
+seductive figures in wide dresses of perfumed white waving slow fans.
+
+There was, however, little conversation between the men on foot and
+the women carefully cultivating expressions of remote unconcern.
+Rarely, if she were accompanied by a masculine member of her family, a
+woman came to earth for a short stroll in the gardens. Charles was
+absolutely inattentive to them, but his companions, particularly Tirso
+and Jaime, noted and, with dismaying freedom, commented on every
+feminine detail that struck their fancy. It was Tirso who excitedly
+called their attention to one of the new volantas in which sat La
+Clavel. Ceaza y Santacilla was not with her; the place at her side was
+occupied by the man to whom Jaime had spoken about the dancer in the
+Tuileries. Quintara, capturing his attention, spoke in his profoundest
+manner. There was a halt in the movement of carriages, and La Clavel
+was directly before them.
+
+She wore the high comb and a mantilla of black lace falling in
+scalloped folds around the vivid flower of her face--her beauty, at
+least to Charles, was so extraordinary, her dark loveliness was so
+flaming, that the scarlet camellia in her hair seemed wan. They were,
+all four, presented to the dancer; and four extreme bows, four fervid
+and sonorous acknowledgments, rose to the grace, the divinity, above.
+It seemed to Charles that, perhaps because he was an American, La
+Clavel noticed him more than the others: certainly she smiled at him
+and the brilliancy of her gaze was veiled, made enigmatic, by the
+lowering of her sweeping eyelashes.
+
+The checked restlessness of the horses was again released in a
+deliberate progress, but, as La Clavel was carried on, the man with
+her added that, after Retreta, they would stop at the El Louvre for an
+ice cream, a mantecado. Remigio Florez drew in a deep breath which he
+allowed to escape in the form of a sigh; Jaime smoothed the wrists of
+his bright yellow gloves; Tirso Labrador settled his guardsman's
+shoulders into his coat. "She won't get out of the volanta," Charles
+said thoughtfully; "and someone will have to bring out her refresco.
+We'd better get there early and stand at the door."
+
+"No hurry," the suave Jaime put in; "no one will leave here until
+after tattoo."
+
+At nine o'clock the drums and bugles sounded from various parts of the
+city. There was one more tune played directly under the palace
+windows, after which the band and its guards left briskly to the
+measure of a quickstep. Charles led the way through the crowd to the
+Prado and the Parque Isabel. A number of carriages were there before
+them, the occupants mostly eating ices, and the cafe was being rapidly
+filled. Waiting keen-eyed at the entrance, they saw the volante with
+La Clavel before it drew up, and the calesero had scarcely dismounted
+from his horse when the dancer was offered her choice of the available
+sweets. She preferred, rather than an ice, an orchata, and sipped it
+slowly with an air of complete enjoyment. Her every movement, Charles
+Abbott saw, the turn of the hand holding the glass, her chin and
+throat against the black film of lace, her slender body's poise, was
+utterly and strongly graceful: it was, more than any other quality,
+the vigor of her beauty that impressed him. It seemed as though she
+must be superbly young, and dance magnificently, forever.
+
+As Charles was considering this he was unceremoniously thrust aside
+for the passage of Captain Santacilla with another cavalry officer
+whose cinnamon colored face was stamped with sultry ill-humor.
+Santacilla addressed the dancer aggressively with the query of why she
+misspent her evening with the cursed Cuban negroes.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+La Clavel made no reply, but tended her empty glass to Andres; then
+she glanced indifferently at the captains. "Their manners," she said,
+"are very pretty; and as for the negro--" she shrugged her delectable
+shoulders.
+
+"My blood is as pure, as Castilian, as your own," Tirso Labrador began
+hotly; but Remigio stilled him with a hand on his arm. In an uncolored
+voice he begged the dancer to excuse them; and, sweeping off their
+hats, they were leaving when Santacilla's companion stepped forward in
+a flash of ungoverned anger like an exposed knife:
+
+"I've noticed you before," he addressed Tirso, "hanging and gabbling
+around the cafes and theatres, and it's my opinion you are an
+insurrectionist. If the truth were known, I dare say, it would be
+found you are a friend to Cespedes. Anyhow, I'm tired of looking at
+you; if you are not more retiring, you will find yourself in the
+Cabanas."
+
+"Good evening," Remigio repeated in an even tone. With his hand still
+on Tirso's arm he tried to force him into the cafe; but the other,
+dark with passion, broke away.
+
+"You have dishonored my father and the name of a heroic patriot," he
+said to the officer of cavalry. "In this I am alone." With a
+suspicious quickness he leaned forward and his big hands shut about
+the Spaniard's throat.
+
+Charles, with a suppressed exclamation, recalled Tirso's determination
+to choke one of the enemies of Cuba. The man in the gripping fingers
+stiffened and then, grotesquely, lost his aspect of a human form;
+suddenly he was no more than a thing of limp flesh and gay fabrics.
+Instantly an uproar, a surging passionate excitement grew, at the
+heart of which Tirso Labrador was curiously still. Heaving bodies, at
+once closing in and prudently scattering, hid from Charles his friend.
+There was an onrush of gendarmes, harsh exclamations and oaths; then,
+at the flash of steel, a short agonized cry--Tirso's voice at once
+hoarse and inhuman with death.
+
+Charles Abbott, hurrying away at Andres' urgent insistence, caught a
+final glimpse of a big young body sunk on the flagging of the Paseo;
+he saw a leaden face and a bubbling tide of blood. Beyond the
+Montserrat gate they halted, and he was shocked to hear Remigio Florez
+curse Tirso as brutally as any Spaniard. Andres, white and trembling,
+agreed. "Here is what I warned you of," he turned to Charles; "it is
+fatal to lose your temper. You think that what Tirso did ends with him
+in purgatory ... ha! Perhaps he is best out of it among us all. It
+might be better for you to go back to America tomorrow and forget
+about Cuba."
+
+"Yes," Remigio added, "probably we are all ruined; and certainly the
+police spies will be waiting for us at home."
+
+"It would have been better if we had dissipated more," Jaime added:
+"we have been entirely too high-minded and unnatural. Young men meet
+together only to conspire or find love--the Spaniards know that and we
+were fools."
+
+"We haven't been suspected of anything," Andres pointed out; "and it
+may be said that Tirso was killed defending his name. No, the trouble
+is to come; and it wasn't our fault. We must see less of each other,
+at least in public, and be quite overcome about Tirso; that is another
+account I charge to Spain: I knew him when I was a child ... in the
+Vuelta Arriba--" Andres Escobar began to cry wholly and unaffectedly;
+he leaned against an angle of the gate, his head in an arm, and
+prolonged sobs shook his body. Tears were silently streaming over
+Jaime's face, but Charles Abbott's eyes were dry. He was filled by an
+ecstasy of horror and detestation at the brutal murder of Tirso. Fear
+closed his throat and pinched his heart with icy fingers; but he
+ignored, rose above, himself, in a tremendous accession of his
+determination to drive injustice--if not yet from the world--from
+Cuba.
+
+How little, he thought, anyone knew him who advised a return to
+America. Before the cold violent fact of death a great part of his
+early melodramatic spirit evaporated; the last possible trace of any
+self-glorification left him, the lingering mock-heroics of boyhood
+were gone. His emotion, now, was almost exultant; like a blaze of
+insuperable white light it drowned all the individual colors of his
+personality; it appeared to him almost that he had left the earth,
+that he was above other men.
+
+More than anything, he continued, he would require wisdom, the wisdom
+of patience, maturity; Tirso had been completely wasted. He was
+seated, again, on the roof of his hotel, and again it was night: the
+guitars were like a distant sounding of events evolved in harmonies,
+and there was the gleam of moonlight on the sea, a trace of the moon
+and the scent of mignonette trees.
+
+He was, he felt, very old, grave, in deportment; this detachment from
+living must be the mark of age. Charles had always been a little
+removed from activity by sickness; and now his almost solitary,
+dreaming habit of existence had deepened in him. He thought, from time
+to time, of other periods than his own, of ages when such service as
+his had been, for gentlemen, the commonplace of living: he saw, in
+imagination, before the altar of a little chapel, under the glimmer of
+tall candles, a boyish figure kneeling in armor throughout the night.
+At morning, with a faint clashing of steel, the young knight under a
+vow rode into black forests of enchanted beasts and men and impure
+magic, from which he delivered the innocent and the pure in heart.
+
+Charles Abbott recalled the burning of the Protestant Cranmer, and, as
+well, the execution of John Felton for posting the Papal bull against
+the Queen on the door of London House. They too, like the knights of
+Arthurian legend, had conquered the flesh for an ideal. He was carried
+in spirit into a whole world of transcendent courage, into a company
+who scorned ease and safety in the preservation of an integrity, a
+devotion, above self. This gave him a release, the sense that his body
+was immaterial, that filled him with a calm serious fervor.
+
+He was conscious, through this, of the ceaseless playing of the guitars,
+strains of jotas and malaguenas, laden with the seductiveness, the
+fascination, of sensuous warm life. It was, in its persistence,
+mocking; and finally it grew into a bitter undertone to the elevation
+of his thought: he wanted, like Savonarola, to bring to an end the
+depravity of the city; he wanted to cleanse Havana of everything but
+the blanched heavenly ardor of his own dedication. The jotas
+continued and the scent of mignonette increased. The moon, slipping
+over the sea, shone with a vague brightness on the leaves of the
+laurels below, on the whiteness of marble walks, and in the liquid
+gleam of fountains. A woman laughed with a note of uncertainty and
+passion.... It was all infinitely removed from him, not of the
+slightest moment. What rose, dwelt, in Charles was a breath of
+eternity, of infinitude; he was lost in a vision of good beyond seasons,
+changeless, and for all men whomsoever. It must come, he told himself
+so tensely that he was certain he had cried his conviction aloud. The
+music sustained its burden of earthly desire to which the harsh
+whispering rustle of the palm fronds added a sound like a scoffing
+laughter.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+At the Plaza de Toros, the following Sunday afternoon, Charles saw La
+Clavel; she was seated on an upper tier near the stand of the
+musicians, over the entrance for the bulls; and, in an audience
+composed almost entirely of men, she was brilliantly conspicuous in a
+flaming green manton embroidered in white petals; her mantilla was
+white, and Charles could distinguish the crimson blot of the flower by
+her cheek. The brass horns and drums of the band were making a rasping
+uproar, and the crowded wooden amphitheatre was tense with excitement.
+Andres Escobar, beside Charles, was being gradually won from a settled
+melancholy; and, in an interested voice, he spoke to Charles about the
+espada, Jose Ponce, who had not yet killed a bull in Cuba, but who was
+a great hero of the ring in Spain and South America.
+
+"There is La Clavel," Charles said by way of reply; "she is with
+Captain Santacilla, and I think, but I can't be sure, the officer
+Tirso tried to choke to death. What is his name--de Vaca, Gaspar Arco
+de Vaca."
+
+"Even that," Andres answered, "wasn't accomplished. La Clavel's
+engagement in Havana is over; I suppose it will be Buenos Aires next.
+Do you remember how we swore to follow her all over the world, and
+how Tirso wanted to drag her volanta in place of the horses? At heart,
+it's no doubt, she is Spanish, and yet.... There's the procession."
+
+The key bearer, splendid in velvet and gold and silver, with a short
+cloak, rode into the ring followed by the picadores on broken-down
+horses: their legs were swathed in leather and their jackets, of ruby
+and orange and emerald, were set with expensive lace. They carried
+pikes with iron points; while the banderilleros, on foot, with hair
+long and knotted like a woman's, hung their bright cloaks over an arm
+and bore the darts gay with paper rosettes.
+
+The espada, Jose Ponce, was greeted with a savage roar of approbation;
+he was dressed in green velvet, his zouave jacket heavy with gold
+bullion; and his lithe slender dark grace recalled to Charles Abbott
+La Clavel. Charles paid little attention to the bull fighting, for he
+was far in the sky of his altruism; his presence at the Plaza de Toros
+was merely mechanical, the routine of his life in Havana. Across from
+him the banked humanity in the cheaper seats a sol, exposed to the
+full blaze of mid-afternoon, made a pattern without individual
+significance; he heard the quick bells of the mules that dragged out
+the dead bulls; a thick revolting odor rose from the hot sand soaked
+with the blood and entrails of horses.
+
+At times, half turning, he saw the brilliant shawl of the dancer, and
+more than once he distinguished her voice in the applause following a
+specially skilful or daring pass. He thought of her with a passionate
+admiration unaffected by the realization that she had brought them the
+worst of luck: perhaps any touch of Spain was corrupting, fatal. And
+the sudden desire seized him to talk to La Clavel and make sure that
+her superb art was unshadowed by the disturbing possibilities voiced
+by Andres.
+
+There were cries of fuego! fuego! and Charles Abbott was conscious of
+a bull who had proved indifferent to sport. A banderillero, fluttering
+his cloak, stepped forward and planted in the beast's shoulder a dart
+that exploded loudly with a spurt of flame and smoke; there was a
+smothered bellow, and renewed activities went forward below. "What a
+rotten show!" Charles said to Andres, and the latter accused him of
+being a tender sentimentalist. Jose Ponce, Andres pronounced with
+satisfaction, was a great sword. The espada was about to kill: he
+moved as gracefully as though he were in the figure of a dance; his
+thrust, as direct as a flash of lightning, went up to the hilt, and
+the vomiting bull fell in crashing death at his feet.
+
+"Suppose, for a change, we go to the Aguila de Oro," Andres suggested;
+"the air is better there." By that he meant that the cafe was
+relatively free from Spaniards. The throng moved shoulder to shoulder
+slowly to the doors; but Charles managed to work his way constantly
+nearer the conspicuous figure of La Clavel. He despaired, however, of
+getting close to her, when an unforeseen eddy of humanity separated
+the dancer from her companions and threw her into Charles' path. She
+recognized him immediately: but, checking his formal salutation, she
+said, in a rapid lowered voice, that she would very much like to see
+him ... at the St. Louis late on the afternoon of tomorrow. They were
+separated immediately, leaving in Charles a sense of excited
+anticipation. He joined Andres soon after and told him what had
+occurred.
+
+"I suppose it is safe for you," Andres decided; "you are an American,
+no one has yet connected you with the cause of Cuba. But this
+woman--What do we know of her?--you'll have to be prudent!"
+
+Andres Escobar had grown severe in the last week, he had hardened
+remarkably; his concentration, Charles felt, his bitterness, even
+excluded his friends. Charles Abbott's affection for him increased
+daily; his love, really, for Andres was a part of all that was highest
+in him. Unlike the love of any woman, Andres made no demand on him,
+what only mattered was what each intrinsically was: there were no
+pretence, no weary protestations, nothing beside the truth of their
+mutual regard, their friendship. What Charles possessed belonged
+equally, without demand, to Andres; they had, aside from their great
+preoccupation, the same thoughts and prejudices, the same taste in
+refrescos and beauty and clothes. They discovered fresh identical
+tastes with a rush of happiness.
+
+It was, like the absorbing rest, immaterial, the negation of ordinary
+aims and ideas of comfort and self-seeking. Charles would have died
+for Andres, Andres for Charles, without of a moment's hesitation;
+indeed, the base of their feeling lay in the full recognition of that
+fact. This they admitted simply, with no accent of exaggeration or
+boasting: on the present plane of their being it was the most natural
+thing in the world.
+
+At the Aguila de Oro, spinning the paddle of a molinillo, and
+individual chocolate mill, Andres informed Charles that Vincente was
+home. "He has told me everything," Andres Escobar continued with
+pride. "We are now more than Escobars--brother Cubans. He has been
+both shot and sabred and he has a malaria. But nearly all his friends
+are dead. Soon, he says, we, Jaime and Remigio--and, I added,
+you--will have to go out. He is to let us know when and how."
+
+"Do the police know he is in Havana?"
+
+"We think not; they haven't been about the house since the investigation
+of the de Vaca affair, and our servants are not spies. You must come
+and see Vincente this evening, for he may leave at any hour. It seems
+that he is celebrated for his bravery and the Spaniards have marked
+him for special attention. Papa and mama are dreadfully disturbed,
+and not only because of him; for if he is discovered, all of us, yes,
+little Narcisa, will be made to pay--to a horrible degree, I can tell
+you."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+There was, apparently, nothing unusual in the situation at the
+Escobars' when Charles called in the evening. The family, exactly as
+he had known it, was assembled in the drawing-room, conversing under
+the icy flood of the crystal chandelier. He found a chair by Narcisa,
+and listened studiously to the colloquial Spanish, running swiftly
+around the circle, alternating with small thoughtful silences. Soon,
+however, Charles Abbott could see that the atmosphere was not
+normal--the vivacity palpably was forced through the shadow of a
+secret apprehension. Domingo Escobar made sudden seemingly irrelevant
+gestures, Carmita sighed out of her rotundity. Only Narcisa was beyond
+the general subdued gloom: in her clear white dress, her clocked white
+silk stockings, and the spread densely black curtain of her hair, she
+was intent on a wondering thought of her own. Her gaze, as usual, was
+lowered to her loosely clasped hands; but, growing conscious of
+Charles' regard, she looked up quickly, and, holding his eyes, smiled
+at him with an incomprehensible sweetness.
+
+He regarded her with a gravity no more than half actual--his mind was
+set upon Vincente--and her even pallor was invaded by a slow soft
+color. Charles nodded, entirely friendly, and she turned away, so
+abruptly that her hair swung out and momentarily hid her profile. He
+forgot her immediately, for he had overheard, half understood, an
+allusion to the Escobars' elder son. With a growing impatience he
+interrogated Andres, and the latter nodded a reassurance. Then Andres
+Escobar rose, punctiliously facing his father--he would, with
+permission, take Charles to the upper balconies, the wide view from
+which he had never seen. Domingo was plainly uneasy, displeased; but,
+after a long frowning pause, gave his reluctant consent. Charles
+Abbott was acutely aware of his heels striking against the marble
+steps which, broad, imposing and dark, led above. Vincente, it
+developed, without actually being in hiding, was limited to the scope
+of the upper hall, where, partly screened in growing palms, its end
+formed a small salon.
+
+There was a glimmer of light though sword-like leaves, and a lamp on
+an alabaster table set in ormolu cast up its illumination on a face
+from which every emotion had been banished by a supreme weariness.
+Undoubtedly at one time Vincente Escobar had been as handsome as
+Andres; more arbitrary, perhaps, with a touch of impatience resembling
+petulance; the carriage, the air, of a youth spoiled by unrestrained
+inclination and society. The ghost of this still lingered over him, in
+the movement of his slender hands, the sharp upflinging of his chin;
+but it was no more than a memento of a gay and utterly lost past. The
+weariness, Charles began to realize, was the result of more than a
+spent physical and mental being--Vincente was ill. He had acquired a
+fever, it was brought out, in the jungles of Camagueey.
+
+At first he was wholly indifferent to Charles; at the end of Andres'
+enthusiastic introduction, after a flawless but perfunctory courtesy,
+Vincente said:
+
+"The United States is very important to us; we have had to depend
+almost entirely on the New York Junta for our life. We have hope, too,
+in General Grant. Finally your country, that was so successful in its
+liberation, will understand us completely, and sweep Spain over the
+sea. But, until that comes, we need only money and courage in our, in
+Cuban, hearts. You are, I understand from Andres, rich; and you are
+generous, you will give?"
+
+That direct question, together with its hint at the personal
+unimportance of his attachment to a cause of pure justice, filled
+Charles with both resentment and discomfort. He replied stiffly, in
+halting but adequate Spanish, that there had been a misunderstanding:
+"I am not rich; the money I have you would think nothing--it might buy
+a stand or two of rifles, but no more. What I had wanted to spend was
+myself, my belief in Cuba. It seemed to me that might be worth
+something--" he stopped, in the difficulty of giving expression to his
+deep convictions; and Andres warmly grasped his hand. He held Charles'
+palm and addressed his brother in a passionate flood of protest and
+assertion: Charles Abbott, his dear friend, was as good a patriot as
+any Escobar, and they should all embrace him in gratitude and welcome;
+he was, if not the gold of the United States, its unselfish and
+devoted heart; his presence here, his belief in them, was an
+indication of what must follow.
+
+"If he were killed," Andres explained. "That alone would bring us an
+army; the indignation of his land would fall like a mountain on our
+enemies."
+
+This, giving Charles a fresh view of his usefulness, slightly cooled
+his ardor; he was willing to accept it, in his exalted state he would
+make any sacrifice for the ideal that had possessed him; but there was
+an acceptance of brutal unsentimental fact in the Latin fibre of the
+Escobars foreign to his own more romantic conceptions. Vincente wasn't
+much carried away by the possibility Andres revealed.
+
+"He'd be got out of the way privately," he explained in his drained
+voice; "polite letters and no more, regrets, would be exchanged. The
+politicians of Washington are not different from those of Cuba. If he
+is wise he will see Havana as an idler. Even you, Andres, do not know
+yet what is waiting for you. It is one thing to conspire in a balcony
+on the Prado and another to lie in the marshes of Camagueey. You cannot
+realize how desperate Spain is with the debt left from her wars with
+Morocco and Chile and Peru. Cuba, for a number of years, has been her
+richest possession. While the Spaniards were paying taxes of three
+dollars and twenty some cents, we, in Cuba, were paying six dollars
+and sixty-nine. After our declaration of independence at Manzanillo--"
+an eloquent pause left his hearers to the contemplation of what had
+followed.
+
+"You know how it has gone with us," Vincente continued, almost
+exclusively to the younger Escobar. "Carlos Cespedes left his practice
+of the law at Bayamo for a desperate effort with less than a hundred
+and thirty men. But they were successful, and in a few weeks we had
+fifteen thousand, with the constitution of a republican government
+drawn. We ended slavery," here, for a breath, he addressed Charles
+Abbott. "But in that," he specified, "we were different from you. In
+the United States slavery was considered as only a moral wrong. Your
+Civil War was, after all, an affair of philanthropy; while we freed
+the slaves for economic reasons.
+
+"Well, our struggle went on," he returned to Andres, "and we were
+victorious, with, at the most, fifty thousand men against how many?
+One, two, hundred thousand. And we began to be recognized abroad, by
+Bolivia and Columbia and the Mexican Congress. The best Cubans, those
+like ourselves, were in sympathy with the insurrection. Everything was
+bright, the climate, too, was fighting for us; and then, Andres, we
+lost man after man, the bravest, the youngest, first: they were
+murdered, as I may be tonight, killed among the lianas, overtaken in
+the villages, smothered in small detachments by great forces, until
+now. And it is for that I have said so much, when it is unnecessary to
+pronounce a word. What do you think is our present situation? What do
+you think I left of our splendid effort in the interior? General
+Agramonte and thirty-five men. That and no more!
+
+"Their condition you may see in me--wasted, hardly stronger than
+pigeons, and less than half armed. What, do you think, one boy
+from Pennsylvania is worth to that? Can he live without food more
+than half the time, without solid land under his feet, without
+protection against the mosquitoes and heat and tropical rains? And
+in Havana: but remember your friend, Tirso Labrador! You, Andres,
+have no alternative; but your Charles Abbott he would be a danger
+rather than an assistance." Charles, with a prodigious effort at a
+calm self-control, answered him.
+
+"You are very thoughtful, and it is right to be cautious, but what you
+say is useless. Andres understands! I'd never be satisfied to be
+anything except a Cuban patriot. It isn't necessary for you to
+understand that in a minute, an evening. I might be no good in
+Camagueey, but I am not as young as Tirso; I am more bitter and
+patient. By heaven, I will do something, I will be a part of your
+bravery! Not only the soldiers in the field, not only Agramonte, but
+sacrifice--"
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Charles' throat was closed, his words stopped, by the intensity of his
+feeling; his longing to be identified, lost, in the spirit of General
+Agramonte and the faithful thirty-five burned into a desperation of
+unhappiness. Vincente Escobar, it was evident, thought that he wasn't
+capable of sustaining such a trust. Still there was nothing to be
+gained by protests, hot asseverations; with difficulty he suppressed
+his resentment, and sat, to all appearances, calm, engaged with a
+cigar and attending Vincente's irregular vehement speech. Andres was
+silent, dark and serious; but the gaze he turned upon Charles was warm
+with affection and admiration. Nothing, Vincente insisted, could be
+done now; they must wait and draw into their cause every possible
+ultimate assistance and understanding. If the truth were known, he
+repeated again and again, the world would be at their feet.
+
+Finally, his enthusiasm, his power, ebbed; his yellow pinched face
+sank forward: he was so spent, so delivered to a loose indifference of
+body, that he might well have been dead. Charles rose with a formal
+Spanish period voicing the appreciation of the honor that had been
+his.
+
+"We are all worried about Vincente," Andres proceeded, as they were
+descending the vault-like stairs; "there is a shadow on him like bad
+luck. But it may be no more than the fever. Our mother thinks he needs
+only her love and enough wine jelly." They were again in the
+drawing-room with the Escobars; and Charles momentarily resumed the
+seat he had left beside Narcisa.
+
+Domingo and his wife were submerged in gloomy reflection, and Andres
+sat with his gaze fixed on the marble, patterned in white and black,
+of the floor. Suddenly Narcisa raised her head with an air of
+rebellion. "It's always like the church," she declared incredibly.
+"Everything has got so old that I can't bear it--Vincente as good as
+dead and Andres resembling a Jesuit father! Must all my life go on in
+this funeral march?" The elder Escobars regarded her in a voiceless
+amazement; but Andres said severely:
+
+"You are too young to understand the tragedy of Cuba or Vincente's
+heroic spirit. I am ashamed of you--before Charles Abbott."
+
+Narcisa rose and walked swiftly out upon the balcony. They had been,
+it seemed to Charles, rather ridiculous with her; it was hard on
+Narcisa to have been thrust, at her age, into such a serious affair.
+The Escobars, and particularly Vincente, took their responsibility a
+little too ponderously. Following a vague impulse, made up both of his
+own slightly damaged pride and a sympathy for Narcisa, he went out to
+the balcony where she stood with her hands lightly resting on the
+railing. Veiled in the night, her youth seemed more mysterious than
+immature; he was conscious of an unsteady flutter at her unformed
+breast; her face had an aspect of tears.
+
+"You mustn't mind them," he told her; "they are tremendously bothered
+because they see a great deal farther than you can. The danger to
+Vincente, too, in Havana, spies--"
+
+She interrupted him, looking away so that he could see only a trace of
+her cheek against the fragment fall of her hair. "It isn't that, but
+what Andres said about you."
+
+This admission startled him, and he studied Narcisa--her hands now
+tightly clasping the iron railing--with a disturbed wonder. Was it
+possible that she cared for him? At home, ignored by a maturity such
+as his, she would have been absorbed in the trivial activities of
+girls of her own age. But Havana, the tropics, was different. It was
+significant, as well, that he was permitted to be with her,
+practically alone, beyond the sight and hearing of her mother; the
+Escobars, he thought, had hopes of such a consummation. It was
+useless, he was solely wedded to Cuba; he had already pictured the
+only dramatic accident of the heart that could touch him. Not little
+Narcisa! She was turned away from him completely: a lovely back,
+straight and narrow, virginal--Domingo Escobar had said this--as a
+white rose bud, yet with an impalpable and seductive scent. In other
+circumstances, a happier and more casual world, she would have been an
+adorable fate. An increasing awkwardness seized him, a conviction of
+impotence. "Narcisa," he whispered at her ear; but, before he could
+finish his sentence, her face was close to his, her eyes were shut and
+the tenderness of her lips unprotected.
+
+Charles put an arm about her slim shoulders and pressed his cheek
+against hers. "Listen," he went on, in his lowered voice, patching the
+deficiencies of his Spanish with English words clear in their feeling
+if not in sound, "nothing could have shown me myself as well as you,
+for now I know that I can never give up a thought to anything outside
+what I have promised my life to. A great many men are quite happy with
+a loving wife and children and a home--a place to go back to always;
+and, in a way, since I have known you, I envy them. Their lives are
+full of happiness and usefulness and specially peace; but, dearest
+Narcisa, I can't be like that, it isn't for me. You see, I have chosen
+to love a country; instead of being devoted only to you, there are
+thousands of women, rich and poor and black and white, I must give
+myself for. I haven't any existence, any rights, of my own; I haven't
+any money or time or security to offer. I didn't choose it, no, it
+chose me--it's exactly as though I had been stopped on the street and
+conscripted. A bugle was blown in my ear. Love, you must realize, is
+selfish; it would be selfish to take you on a steamer, for myself, and
+go north. If I did that, if I forgot what I have sworn, I'd die. I
+should seem to the world to be alive, and I'd walk about and talk and
+go into the city on some business or other; but, in reality, I should
+be as dead as dust.
+
+"There are men like that everywhere, Narcisa, perhaps the most of life
+is made up of them. They look all right and are generally respected;
+yet, at some time or other, they killed themselves, they avoided what
+they should have met, tried to save something not worth a thought. I
+don't doubt a lot never find it out, they think they are as good as
+ever--they don't remember how they once felt. But others discover it,
+or the people who love them discover it for them. And that would
+happen to me, to us."
+
+In reply to all this she whispered that she loved him. Her arm slipped
+up across his shoulder and the tips of her fingers touched his left
+cheek. A momentary dizziness enveloped him at her immeasurable
+sweetness: it might be that she was a part of what he was to find, to
+do, in Cuba; and then his emotion perished in the bareness of his
+heart to physical passion. Its place was taken by a deep pride in his
+aloofness from the flesh; that alone, he felt, dignified him, set him
+above the mischances of self-betrayal.
+
+Charles Abbott kissed her softly and then took her hands. "You
+wouldn't want me, Narcisa," he continued; "if I failed in this, I
+should fail you absolutely. If I were unfaithful now I could never be
+faithful to you."
+
+She drew her hands sharply away. "It's you who are young and not I,"
+she declared; "you talk like a boy, like Andres. All you want is a
+kind of glory, like the gold lace the officers of Isabella wear.
+Nothing could be more selfish."
+
+"You don't understand," he replied patiently.
+
+Narcisa, he felt, could never grasp what was such a profound part of
+his masculine necessity. Abstractions, the liberty, for example, of an
+alien people, would have little weight against her instinct for the
+realities in her own heart. Her emotion was tangible, compared with
+his it was deeply reasonable; it moved in the direction of their
+immediate good, of the happiness, the fullness, of their beings; while
+all his desire, his hope, was cloudy, of the sky. In the high silver
+radiance of his idealism, the warmer green of earth, the promise of
+Narcisa's delicate charm, the young desire in his blood, were, he
+felt, far away, dim ... below.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The conviction fastened upon him that this chance realization would
+determine, where women were concerned, the whole of his life. But that
+space, he reminded himself, short at best, was, in him, to terminate
+almost at once. All his philosophy of resistance, of strength, was
+built upon the final dignity of a supreme giving. His thoughts went
+back to Narcisa as he sat in La Clavel's room in the St. Louis,
+watching a hairdresser skilfully build up the complicated edifice of
+the dancer's hair. Soon, he grasped, it would be ready for the
+camellia placed back of the lobe of an ear. A towel was pinned about
+her naked shoulders, she had on a black fringed petticoat and dangling
+slippers of red morocco leather. La Clavel was faced away from
+Charles, but, in the mirror before which she sat, he could see her
+features and vivid changing expressions.
+
+The truth was that, close, he had found her disconcerting, almost
+appalling. Climbing the long stairs at the message that she would
+see him in her room, he had surrendered himself to the romantic
+devotion which had overwhelmed the small select circle of his
+intimates. This had nothing to do with the admirable sentiment of a
+practical all-inclusive love; it was aesthetic rather than social. They
+all worshipped La Clavel as a symbol of beauty, as fortunately
+unattainable in a small immediate measure; and, bowing inside the
+door of her chamber, he had been positively abashed at the strange
+actuality of her charm.
+
+La Clavel was at once more essentially feminine than any other woman
+he had encountered and different from all the rest. A part of the
+impression she created was the result of her pallor, the even
+unnatural whiteness under the night of her hair. Her face was white,
+but her lips--a carmine stick lay close at her hands--were brutally
+red. She hurt him, struck savagely at the idealism of his image;
+indeed, in the room permeated with a dry powdered scent, at the woman
+redolent of vital flesh, he had been a little sickened. However, that
+had gone; and he watched the supple hands in the crisp coarse mass of
+her hair with a sense of adventure lingering faintly from his earlier
+youth: he was, in very correct clothes, holding his hat and stick and
+gloves, idling through the toilet of a celebrated dancer and beauty.
+
+Or, rather, he saw himself objectively, as he had been say a year ago,
+at which time his present situation would have surpassed his most
+splendid worldly hopes. It was strange, he thought, how life granted
+one by one every desire ... when it was no longer valued: the
+fragrance, the tender passion, of Narcisa, the preference in La Clavel
+singling him out from a city for her interest!
+
+She smiled at him over her shoulder, and, in return, he nodded
+seriously, busy with a cigarette; maintaining, in a difficult pass,
+his complete air of indifference, of experience. The hairdresser must
+have pulled roughly at a strand for, with a sudden harsh vulgarity,
+she described him as a blot on the virginity of his mother; in an
+instant every atom of her was charged with anger. It was, Charles told
+himself, exactly as though a shock of dried grass had caught fire;
+ignited gun powder rather than blood seemed to fill her veins.
+
+Her ill-temper, tempestuous in its course, was over as quickly as it
+had flared into being. She paid the hairdresser from a confusion of
+silver and gold on her dressing-table and dismissed him with a good
+nature flavored by a native proverb. Then, bending above a drawer, she
+brought out the vivid shawl in which she had danced. La Clavel folded
+its dragging brilliancy squarely along its length, laid it across her
+breast, brought the fringed ends under and up over her arms, crossed
+them in a swift twist, and she was wholly, magnificently, clothed. She
+sat on the edge of a bed covered with gay oddments of attire--fans and
+slippers with vermilion heels, lace mantillas, a domino in silver
+tissue lined in carnation and a knife with a narrow blade and holder
+of silk.
+
+Charles offered her his cigarette case, but she declined in favor of
+the long pale cigars Andres and he himself affected. With its smoke
+drifting bluely across her pallid face, her eyes now interrogating
+him, and now withdrawn in thought, she asked him about Tirso Labrador.
+Charles Abbott quickly gathered that his presence was for that sole
+purpose.
+
+"I heard all that was said," she warned him; "and I don't want that
+repeated. Why did he try to garotte de Vaca with his hands? There was
+more in it than appeared. But all Ceaza will say is that he was a
+cursed traitor to the Crown. Signor American, I like Cuba, they have
+been very good to me here; I like you and your polite friends. But
+whenever I try to come closer to you, to leave the stage, as it were,
+for the audience, we are kept apart. The Spanish officers who take up
+so much of my time warn me that I must have nothing to do with
+disaffected Cubans; the Cubans, when I reach out my arms to them, are
+only polite.
+
+"Certainly I know that there has been a rebellion; but it is stamped
+out, ended, now; there are no signs of it in Havana, when I dance the
+jota; so why isn't everyone sensible and social; why, if they are
+victorious, are not Gaspar Arco de Vaca and Ceaza y Santacilla easier?
+If, as it must be, Cuba is subjected, why doesn't it ignore the
+unpleasant and take what the days and nights always offer? There can
+be no longer, so late in the history of the world, a need for the old
+Inquisition, the stabbers Philip commanded."
+
+Charles Abbott had an impulse to reply that, far from being conquered,
+the spirit of liberty in Cuba was higher than ever before; he wanted
+to tell her, to cry out, that it was deathless; and that no horrors of
+the black past were more appalling than those practiced now by the
+Spanish soldiery. Instead of this he watched a curl of smoke mount
+through the height of the room to a small square window far up on the
+wall where it was struck gold by a shaft of sunlight.
+
+"He was particularly a friend of yours?" she insisted, returning to
+Tirso. "You were always together, watching me dance from your box in
+the Tacon Theatre, and eating ices at the El Louvre or at the
+Tuileries."
+
+He spoke slowly, indifferently, keeping his gaze elevated toward the
+ceiling. "Tirso Labrador was a braggard, he was always boasting about
+what he could do with his foolish muscles. What happened to him was
+unavoidable. We weren't sorry--a thorough bully. As for the others,
+that dandy, Quintara, and Remigio Florez, who looks like a coffee
+berry from their plantation at Vuelta Arriba, and Escobar, I am very
+much in their debt--I bring the gold and they provide the pleasures of
+Havana. They are my runners. I haven't the slightest interest in their
+politics; if they support the Revolution or Madrid, they keep all that
+out of my knowledge."
+
+A prolonged silence followed, a period devoted to the two cigars.
+"That Escobar," La Clavel said, "is a very beautiful boy. What you
+tell me is surprising; he, at any rate, seems quite different. And I
+have seen you time after time sitting together, the two or three or
+four of you, with affectionate glances and arms. I am sensitive to
+such things, and I think you are lying."
+
+An air of amused surprise appeared on his countenance, "If you are so
+taken with Andres Escobar," he observed, "why did you make this
+appointment with me? May I have the pleasure of taking him a note from
+you? he is very fond of intrigues."
+
+Leaning forward she laid a firm square palm on his knee. "You have
+told me all that I wanted--this Tirso, who was killed, he was your
+dear friend and his death an agony; the smaller, the coffee berry, you
+are devoted to his goodness and simplicity; beneath Quintara's
+waistcoats you find a heart of gold. But Escobar--is it Andres?--you
+love better than your life. They care nothing for your American
+dollars; it is evident they all have much more than you. What is it,
+then, you are united by? I shall tell you--Cuba. You are patriots,
+insurrectionists; Santacilla was right. And neither is your rebellion
+crushed, not with Agramonte alive." She leaned back with glimmering
+eyes and the cruel paint of her mouth smiling at him.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+She was, then, Charles Abbott reflected, an agent of Spain's; calmly
+he rehearsed all they had said to each other, he examined every
+sentence, every inflection of voice. He could not have been more
+circumspect; the position he had taken, of a pleasure-loving young
+American, was so natural that it was inevitable. No, La Clavel knew
+nothing, she was simply adopting another method in her task of getting
+information for Santacilla. At this, remembering the adoration of his
+circle for her, he was brushed by a swift sorrow. For them she had
+been the symbol, the embodiment, of beauty; the fire and grace of her
+dancing had intensified, made richer, their sense of life. She had
+been the utmost flashing peak of their desire; and now it was clear to
+him that she was rotten at the core, La Clavel was merely a spy; what
+had engaged them was nothing more than a brilliant flowery surface, a
+bright shawl.
+
+"You are wasting your efforts," he assured her, with an appearance of
+complete comfort. "Even if you were right, I mean about the others,
+what, do you think, would make them confide in me, almost a stranger?
+You understand this so much better than I that, instead of questioning
+me, you ought to explain the whole Cuban situation. Women like
+yourself, with genius, know everything."
+
+She utterly disconcerted Charles by enveloping him in a rapid gesture,
+her odorous lips were pressed against his cheek. "You are as sweet as
+a lime flower," La Clavel declared. "After the others--" her
+expression of disgust was singularly valid. "That is what I love about
+you," she cried suddenly, "your youth and freshness and courage. Tirso
+Labrador dying so gallantly ... all your beardless intent faces. The
+revolt in Cuba, I've felt it ever since I landed at Havana, it's in
+the air like wine. I am sick of officers: look, ever since I was a
+child the army has forced itself upon me. I had to have their
+patronage when I was dancing and their company when I went to the
+cafes; and when it wasn't the cavalry it was the gentlemen. They were
+always superior, condescending; and always, inside me, I hated them.
+They thought, because I was peasant born, that their attentions filled
+me with joy, that I should be grateful for their aristocratic
+presences. But, because I was what I was, I held them, with their
+ladies' hands and sugared voices, in contempt. There isn't one of them
+with the entrails to demand my love.
+
+"I tell you I was smothering in the air about me. My dancing isn't
+like the posturing of the court, it's the dancing of the people, my
+people, passionate like a knife. I am from the Morena, and there we
+are not the human sheep who live in the valleys, along the empty
+rivers. How shall I explain? But how can you explain yourself? You are
+not a Cuban; this rebellion, in which you may so easily be killed
+almost before you begin to live, it isn't yours. What drew you into
+it? You must make it plain, for I, too, am caught."
+
+"Men are different from women," he replied, putting into words his
+newly acquired wisdom; "whatever happened to me would be useless for
+you, you couldn't be helped by it." Yet he was forced to admit to
+himself that all she had said was reasonable; at bottom it didn't
+contradict his generalization, for it was based on a reality, on La
+Clavel's long resentment, on indignities to her pride, on, as she had
+said, the innate freedom of the mountain spirit. If she were honest,
+any possible attachment to Cuba might result from her hatred of
+Spain, of Sevilla and Madrid. Hers, then, would be the motive of
+revenge.
+
+"You are right about the difference in our experiences," she
+agreed; "I was dancing for a living at six; at ten I had another
+accomplishment. I have lived in rooms inlaid with gold, and in cellars
+with men where murder would have been a gracious virtue. Yes, lime
+flower, there is little you know that could be any assistance to
+me. But the other, your purity, your effort of nobility, that I must
+learn from you."
+
+He explained his meaning more fully to her, and she listened intently.
+"You think," she interrupted, "that a woman must be attached to
+something real, like your arm or a pot of gold. You know them, and
+that at your age, at any age, is a marvel enough in itself. The wisest
+men in Europe have tried to understand the first movement of my
+dancing--how, in it, a race, the whole history of a nation, is
+expressed in the stamp of a heel, the turn of a hip. They wonder what,
+in me, had happened to the maternal instinct, why I chose to reflect
+life, as though I were a mirror, rather than experience it. And now,
+it seems, you see everything, all is clear to you. You have put a
+label, such as are in museums, on women; good!"
+
+She smiled at him, mocking but not unkind.
+
+"However," he told her crossly, "that is of very little importance.
+How did we begin? I have forgotten already."
+
+"In this way," she said coolly; "I asked if it would be of any
+interest to--let us say, your friends, to learn that the United
+States, in spite of the Administration, will not recognize a
+Republican Cuba. Fish is unchangeably opposed to the insurgents. You
+may expect no help there."
+
+"That might be important to the insurgents," he admitted; "but where
+are they to be found--in the cabildos of Los Egidos?"
+
+"At least repeat what you have heard to Escobar: is it Andres or
+Vincente?"
+
+The name of Andres' brother was spoken so unexpectedly, the faintest
+knowledge of Vincente on the part of the dancer of such grave
+importance, that Charles Abbott momentarily lost his composure.
+"Vincente!" he exclaimed awkwardly. "Was that the other brother? But
+he is dead."
+
+"Not yet," she replied. "It is planned for tonight, after dinner, when
+he is smoking in the little upper salon."
+
+Agitated, at a loss for further protest, he rose. He must go at once
+to the Escobars, warn them. "You will admit now that I have been of
+use," La Clavel was standing beside him. "And it is possible, if
+Vincente Escobar isn't found, and Ceaza discovers that you were here,
+that--" she paused significantly. "I am the victim of a madness," she
+declared, "of a Cuban fever." But there was no time now to analyse the
+processes of her mind and sex.
+
+"I'll be going," he said abruptly.
+
+"Naturally," she returned; "but what about your coming back? That will
+be more difficult, and yet it is necessary. Ah, yes, you must pretend
+to be in love with me; it will be hard, but what else is there? A
+dancer has always a number of youths at her loose heels.
+
+"You will be laughed at, of course; the officers, Santacilla and
+Gaspar, will be unbearable. You will have to play the infatuated fool,
+and send me bouquets of gardenias and three-cornered notes, and give
+me money. That won't be so hard, because we can use the same sum over
+and over; but I shall have to read the notes to my protectors in the
+army."
+
+"I'll be going," he repeated, gathering his stick and gloves from the
+floor. She asked, with a breath of wistfulness, if he could manage a
+touch of affection for her? Charles Abbott replied that this was not
+the hour for such questions. "The young," she sighed, "are glacial."
+But that, she proceeded, was exactly what drew her to them. They were
+like the pure wind along the eaves under which she had been born. "I
+promise never to kiss you again, or, if I must, solely as the mark of
+brotherhood. And now go back to--to Andres."
+
+She backed away from him, superb in the shawl, and again she was rayed
+in the superlative beauty of her first appearance. The woman was lost
+in the dancer, the flesh in the vision, the art.
+
+"You could be a goddess," Charles told her, "the shrine of thousands
+of hearts." The declaration of his entire secret was on his lips; but,
+after all, it wasn't his. There was a possibility that she had lied
+about Vincente, and at this second he might be dead, the Volunteers
+waiting for him, Charles Abbott, below.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Hurrying through the Paseo Isabel to the Prado, Charles, looking at
+his watch, found that it was nearly six. Carmita Escobar and Narcisa,
+and probably Domingo, were driving perhaps by the sea or perhaps
+toward Los Molinos, the park of the Captain-General. At any rate the
+women would be away from the house, and that, in the situation which
+faced the Escobars, was fortunate. If what La Clavel said were true,
+and Charles Abbott now believed her implicitly, the agents of the
+Crown would be already watching in the Prado. Vincente must be
+smuggled away; how, he didn't yet see; but a consultation would result
+in a plan for his escape. The servant who opened the small door in the
+great iron-studded double gate, though he knew Charles Abbott well,
+was uncommunicative to the point of rudeness. He refused to say who of
+the family were at home; he intimated that, in any case, Charles would
+not be seen, and he attempted to close him out.
+
+Charles, however, ignoring the other's protests, forced his way into
+the arch on the patio. He went up the wide stairs unceremoniously to
+the suite of formal rooms along the street, where, to his amazement,
+he found the Escobar family seated in the sombreness of drawn
+curtains, and all of them with their faces marked with tears.
+Surprised by his abrupt appearance they showed no emotion other than
+a dull indifference. Then Andres rose and put his hand on Charles'
+shoulder, speaking in a level grave voice:
+
+"My dear Abbott, Vincente, our brother, has made the last sacrifice
+possible to men. He died at noon, sitting in his chair, as a result of
+the fever."
+
+This was tragic, but, with a deeper knowledge of the dilemma facing
+them, Charles was actually impatient. "What," he demanded, "are you
+going to do with the body?"
+
+"It is placed in dignity on a couch, and we have sent to Matanzas for
+a priest we can trust. He'll be here early in the morning, and then,
+and then, we must forget our love."
+
+"You must do that now, without a minute's loss," Charles urged them.
+"You can wait for no priest. The Spanish Government knows he is here;
+tonight, after dinner, he was to have been taken. The house will be
+stood on its roof, every inch investigated. You spoke, once, of
+Narcisa, what might horribly swallow you all. Well, it has almost
+come."
+
+Andres' grip tightened; he was pale but quiet. "You are right," he
+asserted; "but how did you find this out, and save us?" That, Charles
+replied, was of no importance now. What could they do with Vincente's
+body? Carmita, his mother, began to cry again, noiselessly; Narcisa,
+as frigid as a statue in marble, sat with her wide gaze fastened on
+Charles Abbott. "What?" Domingo echoed desperately. It was no longer a
+question of the dignity, the blessing, of the dead, but of the
+salvation of the living. Vincente's corpse, revered a few minutes
+before, now became a hideous menace; it seemed to have grown to
+monumental proportions, a thing impossible to put out of sight.
+
+Undoubtedly soldiers were watching, guarding the house: a number of
+men in nondescript clothes were lounging persistently under the rows
+of Indian laurels below. A hundred practical objections immediately
+rose to confront every proposal. Carmita and Narcisa had been sent
+from the room, and a discussion was in progress of the possibility of
+cutting the body into minute fragments. "If that is decided on,"
+Domingo Escobar declared, with sweat rolling over his forehead, "I
+must do it; my darling and heroic son would approve; he would wish me
+to be his butcher."
+
+Andres, harder, more mature, than the elder, stopped such expressions
+of sentiment. It would make such a mess, he reminded them; and then,
+how far could the servants, the hysterical negroes, be depended upon?
+They would soon discover the progress of such an operation.
+
+Charles suggested fire, but the Spanish stoves, with shallow cups for
+charcoal, were useless, and the ovens were cold; it would create
+suspicion to set them to burning so late in the day. "Since we can't
+get rid of it," Charles declared, "we must accept it. The body is
+there, but whose is it? Did you send a servant to Matanzas?"
+
+Two had gone, riding, once they were beyond Havana, furiously. A
+Jamaican negro, huge and black, totally unlike Vincente, and a Cuban
+newly in the city, a mestizo, brought in from the Escobars' small
+sugar estate near Madriga. Andres at once appropriated Charles' idea.
+Their mother and Narcisa, he proclaimed, must go out as usual for
+their afternoon drive, and he would secure some clothes that belonged
+to Juan Roman, the servant. No one in the back of the house, luckily,
+had seen the riders leave. Judged more faithful than the rest, they
+had been sent away as secretly as possible.
+
+"What," Charles Abbott asked, "caused his death?" Andres faced him
+coldly. "This pig of a countryman I killed," he said. "The Spanish
+will understand that. They have killed a multitude of us, for
+nothing, for neglect in polishing the back of a boot. It will be
+more difficult with the servants,--they are used to kindness,
+consideration, here; but they, too, in other places, have had their
+lesson. And I was drunk."
+
+In spite of Charles' insistence, he was not permitted to assist in the
+carrying out of the details that followed. He sat, walked about, alone
+in the drawing-room. After an interminable wait he heard the report,
+faint and muffled by walls, of a pistol, and then running feet passed
+the door. Domingo appeared first, a glass of brandy in his shaking
+hand:
+
+"He has gone, in a sack, to be thrown into the sea ... the blood hid
+his face. Ah, Jesu! But it was successful--a corporal looked, with the
+hundred doblons I pressed into his hand. He kicked the body three
+times, thrust a knife into it, and said that there, anyhow, was one
+less Cuban." Andres entered the room and, without speech, embraced
+Charles, kissing him on either cheek; and soon Carmita Escobar and
+Narcisa, with their parasols and embroidered gloves, returned from
+their drive.
+
+They could do nothing but wait for what impended, and Charles Abbott
+related to Andres the entire scene with La Clavel. "I believe in
+her," he concluded. Andres agreed with him. "Her plan is excellent,"
+he pronounced; "it will be very hard on you, though. You will be fed
+on insults." That, Charles protested, was nothing. "And, worse still,
+it will end our companionship. You will be able no longer to go about
+with Jaime and Remigio and me. Yes, that, so soon, is over. What was
+left of our happiness together has been taken away. We are nothing now
+in ourselves. How quickly, Charles, we have aged; when I look in the
+glass I half expect to see grey hair. It is sad, this. Why did you
+leave your comfort and safety and come to us? But, thank God, you did.
+It was you who saved us for the present. And that, now, is enough; you
+must go back to the San Felipe. Put on your best clothes, with a rose
+in your buttonhole, and get drunk in all the cafes; tell anyone who
+will listen that La Clavel is more superb than Helen of the Greeks,
+and buy every Spanish officer you see what he may fancy."
+
+As Charles Abbott left the Escobar dwelling a detachment of Cuban
+Volunteers on horse, and a file of infantry, their uniform of brown
+drilling dressed with red collars and cuffs, had gathered across its
+face. "Quien vive?" a harsh voice stopped him. "Forastero," Charles
+answered sullenly. He was subjected to a long insolent scrutiny, a
+whangee cane smote him sharply across the back. He regarded the men
+about him stolidly; while an officer, who had some English, advised
+him to keep away from suspected Cubans. But, at last, he was released,
+directed to proceed at once to Anche del Norte Street, where his
+passport would be again examined. Charles prepared slowly for dinner
+at the Dominica; and, when he was ready to go out, he was the pattern
+of a fashionable and idle young tourist. But what filled his mind was
+the speculation whether or not the Escobars would remember to prevent
+the return of Juan Roman with the priest from Matanzas.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Nothing, considering the aspirations of Charles Abbott, could have
+been more ironical than the phase of life he entered upon the
+acceptance of La Clavel into the party of independence. The entire
+success of this dangerous arrangement depended on his ability to
+create an impression, where he was concerned, of unrelieved vapidity.
+He was supposed to be infatuated with the dancer; and he lingered,
+not wholly sober, about the fashionable resorts. Charles sent her
+flowers; and, sitting in his room on the roof of the San Felipe, he
+composed, in a cold distaste, innumerable short variations on the
+theme of a fluid and fatuous attachment. In reality, he had been
+repelled by the actuality of La Clavel; he had an unconquerable
+aversion for her room with its tumbled vivid finery, the powdered
+scents mingling with the odors of her body and of the brandy always
+standing in a glass beside her. Yet the discrepancy between the woman
+herself and the vision she had bred continued to puzzle and disconcert
+him.
+
+When they were together it was this he preferred to talk about. At
+times she answered his questioning with a like interest; but all,
+practically, that she understood about herself, her dancing, had been
+expressed in their first conversation upon that topic. The rest, at
+best, was no more than a childlike curiosity and vanity. She had an
+insatiable appetite for compliment; and, sincere in his admiration for
+her impersonal aspect, Charles was content to gratify her; except
+when, in spite of her promise, she kissed him ardently. This never
+failed to seriously annoy him; and afterwards she would offer him a
+mock apology. It detracted, he felt, from his dignity, assaulted,
+insidiously, the elevation of his purpose in life.
+
+He cherished a dislike, part cultivated and part subconscious, for
+women. All his thoughts and emotions were celibate, chaste. Such a
+scene had just ended, La Clavel was at her glass, busy with a rouge
+pot and a scrap of soft leather; and Charles was standing stiffly by
+the door. She had used, in describing him, a Spanish word about the
+meaning of which he was not quite clear, but he had an idea that it
+bore a close resemblance to prig. That specially upset him. At the
+moment his dislike for her almost broke down his necessary diplomacy.
+In an island of men desirous of her least favor--her fame transcended
+seas and reached from coast to coast--he only, thinking less than
+nothing of his privilege, had an instant unchallenged access to her.
+
+He knew, carefully watched, all her various dependents: Calixto Sola,
+the hairdresser, a creature with a sterile face constantly twisted
+into painful grimaces; he was an employee in a barbering shop on
+Neptune Street, too volatile for any convictions, but because of a
+spiteful, injured disposition, not to be trusted. Then there was La
+Clavel's maid, Jobaba, a girl with an alabaster beauty indefinitely
+tainted by Africa. She was, Charles decided, the most corrupt being he
+had ever encountered. Her life away from the St. Louis was incredibly,
+wildly, debauched. Among other things, she danced, as the mulata, the
+rumba, an indescribable affair; and she had connections with the rites
+of brujeria, the degraded black magic of the Carabale in Cuba. She was
+beautiful, with a perfection of grace, except for the direct gaze of
+her brown eyes, which revealed an opacity, a dullness, like mud. She
+was, even more than to La Clavel, the servant of Santacilla; she
+reported, the dancer told Charles, every possible act and speech of
+her mistress to the Spaniards, who, in return, supplied her with a
+little money and a load of biting curses.
+
+The chambermaid who attended La Clavel's room had lost a lover with
+the forces of General Agramonte, and was of use to Charles; without
+knowledge of the hidden actuality she yet brought him, unread,
+communications for the patriotic party; and she warned him of
+Santacilla's presence and uncertain humors. The laundress had been, in
+her youth, an actress in the cheap local theatres, and, when she was
+not sodden with drink, showed an admirable devotion to her famous
+patron by the most delicate feats imaginable in ironing. She was
+almost purely Spanish and had only a contempt for the Cubenos.
+
+While Charles Abbott's duty was, on the surface, direct and easy, it was
+complicated by the need for a constant watchfulness, a wit in countless
+small details. Supporting, well enough, the boredom of his public
+role, he had to manage with an unfailing dexterity the transmission of
+the information that came to the insurrectionists through La Clavel.
+These facts she gathered through the unguarded moments of Ceaza y
+Santacilla's talk--he was close to the Captain-General and had
+important connections at Madrid--and, at prolonged parties, from the
+conversation of his intimates. Charles put these communications into
+contracted written English sentences; in that way, even as against the
+accidental chance of being, at any time, searched, he could better
+convey their import; and gave them in carefully planned, apparently
+incidental encounters, to any one of a score of correctly gloved and
+boutonniered young men he had come to know by adroitly managed
+assurances.
+
+Charles had formed, as well, principally in the Cafe Dominica, a
+superficial familiarity with other Americans in Havana for
+banking or commercial purposes. They, regarding him as immensely
+rich and dissipated, were half contemptuous and half eager for the
+associations, the pleasures, of his mode of life. He went, as often
+as it seemed necessary, to the United States Club on Virtudes Street,
+where, together with his patriots, but different from them in a hidden
+contempt, he gambled, moderately and successfully. His luck became
+proverbial, and, coupled with La Clavel's name, his reputation soon
+grew into what he intrigued for. Often, alone on the hotel roof,
+he regarded himself with an objective amazement: everything was
+precisely as he had planned, hoped for, on the steamer Morro
+Castle--and entirely different.
+
+It was probable that the death he had not, in imagination, shrunk
+from, would crush him at any unexpected moment, an unpredictable slip;
+but how could he have foreseen the trivial guise he would wear?
+Charles was forced, it seemed to him, to ape every single quality he
+hated. The spending of his money, as legitimately as though it were
+exchanged for guns, on casual acquaintances and rum punches, on
+gardenias that wilted and entertainment that choked him by its vulgar
+banality, gradually embittered him. The insincerity of the
+compliments he paid, the lying compliments to which he listened with
+an ingenuous smile and an entire comprehension of their worthlessness,
+steadily robbed his ideal of its radiant aloofness.
+
+His enthusiasm, he discovered, his high ardor, must be changed to
+patience and fortitude, the qualities which belonged to his
+temperament and years had to give place to those of an accomplished
+maturity; the romance of his circumstance deserted the surface to
+linger hidden, cherished, beneath all the practical and immediate
+rest. He began to perceive the inescapable disappointing difference
+between an idea, a conception of the mind, and its execution. The
+realization of that, he told himself, the seduction of the lofty, the
+aerial, to earth, constituted success, power. The spirit and the
+flesh! And the flesh constantly betrayed the highest determinations.
+How he resented, distrusted, the mechanics, the traps and illusions,
+of an existence on an animal plane!
+
+His fervor, turned in upon itself, began to assume an aspect of the
+religious; his imposed revolt from the mundane world turned his
+thoughts to an intangible heaven, a spotless and immaterial hereafter.
+The white facades of Havana, intolerably gold under the sun and
+glimmering in the tropical nights, the procession and clamor of the
+Dia des Reyes, the crowded theatres, the restaurants where, with no
+appetite, he ate as little as possible--began to appear vague,
+unsubstantial. What, so intently, was on every hand being done he
+thought meaningless. Where, originally, he had been absorbed in
+bringing relief to countless specific Cubans, he now only dwelt on a
+possible tranquility of souls, a state, like that promised in the
+Bible, without corruption and injustice and tears.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+These considerations particularly occupied Charles Abbott waiting
+inside the door of Santa Clara Church for La Clavel, who was coming to
+the eight o'clock morning mass. Outside, the day was still and very
+hot, intolerably blazing, but the darkened interior of the church, the
+air heavy with incense, was cool. An intermittent stream of people
+entered--the white and gilt of a Spanish naval uniform was followed by
+gay silks, a priest passed noiselessly, like a shadow; an old woman
+with a rippling fire of jewels made her way forward, across the wide
+stone floor, with the regular subdued tap of a cane. The impending
+celebration of the mass gathered its activity, its white and black
+figures, about an altar. Suddenly Charles envied the priests in their
+service of an ideal embodied in a spiritual Trinity. Even Cuba
+vanished from the foreground of his thoughts at the conception of a
+devotion not alone to an island, a nation, but to all the world of
+men. His interest, measured with this, was merely temporal, limited.
+
+Compared with the Protestant influences of his birth and experience,
+the separation of religion from society, the all-absorbing gesture and
+the mysticism of the Roman church offered a complete escape, an
+obliteration, of the individual. But, as he dwelt upon this, he
+realized that, for him, it was an impossibility. He might be a
+Franciscan, begging his way, in brown bagging and sandals, through a
+callous world for which he ceaselessly prayed; or one of the heroic
+Jesuits of the early French occupation of the Mississippi Valley. Yet
+these, as well, were no more than pictures, designs in a kaleidoscope
+which, immediately turned, would be destroyed in a fresh pattern. He
+was brought back to reality by the swinging of the heavy curtain at
+the door; a segment of day, like a white explosion of powder, was
+visible, and La Clavel proceeded to the font of holy water. As he
+joined her she complained:
+
+"You should have held it for me in your palm; what barbarians the
+Americans and English are." She was, characteristically, dressed as
+brightly as possible, in a mauve skirt with an elaborately cut flounce
+swaying about yellow silk stockings, a manton of white crepe de Chine
+embroidered with immense emerald green blossoms; her hair piled about
+its tall comb was covered with a mantilla falling in scallops across
+her brilliant cheeks. In the church, that reduced so much, she was
+startling in her bold color and presence.
+
+A negro, whom Charles recognized as a servant at the St. Louis,
+followed her with a heavy roll and a small unpainted chair with a
+caned seat. Before the altar, under the low pointed arches of the
+transept, he spread out a deep-piled Persian rug--where La Clavel
+promptly kneeled--and set the chair conveniently for her. Her devotion
+at an end, the dancer rose and disposed herself comfortably. The
+constant flutter of a fan with sandal wood sticks stirred the edge of
+her mantilla. After she had scrutinized the worshippers about them,
+she turned to Charles, speaking in a guarded voice.
+
+He listened with an intense concentration, in the careful preliminaries
+of a difficult act of memory, asking her, when it could not be
+avoided, to repeat facts or names. They were, now, concerned with the
+New York Junta, involved tables of costs, and La Clavel was palpably
+annoyed by the unaccustomed necessity of a strict mental effort. She
+raised her eyebrows, shot an inviting glance at an interested man of
+middle age, and shut and opened her fan by an irritable twist of the
+wrist. Watching, weighing, her mood, Charles abruptly brought her
+recital to an end.
+
+"That is enough for the present," he decided.
+
+"My choice infant," she retorted, "your air of being my director is
+comic. And I could wish you were not so immaculate, so unworldly--you
+are tiresome more often than not. I could scream with laughing
+when I think you are supposed to be my servant of love." The
+striking of a silvery bell interrupted her with the necessity for a
+reverence. The mutter of prayer was instantly lost in echoless
+space. The genuflexions of the priests and acolytes were rapid.
+"This secrecy," she went on, "is against my disposition, unnatural.
+I am a woman in whom the complete expression of every feeling is
+not only a good but a necessity. There are times when I must, it
+seems, give way to my hatred of those perfumed captains. I sit beside
+Santacilla, with his hand on my knee, and, hidden by my skirt, my
+fingers are wedded to the knife in my stocking. A turn, a sweep of
+the arm ... there is a tearing cut I learned in the mountains."
+
+The prayers, the Latin invocations, grew louder with the symbolized
+miracle of transubstantiation, the turning back of the bread and wine
+into the humility and forbearance of Christ.
+
+Charles Abbott was still, pale and remote; and the heat of La Clavel's
+words died before the vision of an eternal empire of souls irrevocably
+judged. She sank forward again, the knotted fringe of her manton
+spread out beyond the rug, upon the stone. After a little he told her
+that her courage, her daring and patience, were magnificent. But she
+replied that they were cold virtues. "All virtues are cold," Charles
+assured her seriously. If that were so, La Clavel whispered, her cheek
+close to his, she was lost to virtue. Anyhow, she didn't believe him,
+he could not, at his age, know so much. Yet not, God comprehended,
+that he wasn't both virtuous and cold; any other man in the world, not
+a heathen, would have flung himself at her. Charles said wearily:
+
+"We have been over this before, and you know that I do not care for
+women. What I was a few years ago--"
+
+"A baby," she informed him.
+
+"What I was a few years ago," he repeated with dignity, "is no
+longer true of me. I belong body and spirit to the cause of which
+you are aware. And if I didn't it would be, in many respects, no
+different--science and the liberation of a people are all one,
+selfless."
+
+"I left the knife out of my present toilet," she sighed. "It would be
+a charity to free you from the shape you hate so dearly."
+
+"I must go back to the San Felipe and write what you told me,"
+he proceeded. "I understand that Santacilla has gone out on a
+slaughtering party, and I'll have to take you around in the
+evening. There are zarzuelas in the Tacon Theatre this evening,
+and afterwards, I suppose, dulces upstairs at the Tuileries.
+It's no good, though, expecting me for Retreta--I've got to have
+some time to recover and sleep: four o'clock last night, with a
+pack of imbeciles, and three the night before. The smell of
+Jamaica rum and limes makes me sick."
+
+The mass was over, the people scattering, and, once more cheerful, she
+laughed at him. "You might wear a hair shirt," she suggested; "they
+are splendid for the soul." He handed her, without reply, into the
+small victoria, one of the first in Havana, which had taken the place
+of her volanta. In the sun, her shawl, her smile, were dazzling. A
+knot of men gathered, gazing at her with longing, regarding Charles
+Abbott with insolent resentment and wonder; how, their expressions
+made clear the thought, could that insignificant and colorless
+foreigner, that tepid American, engage and hold La Clavel, the glory
+of Cuba and Spain?
+
+She drove away, shielding her eyes with the fan, and Charles returned
+slowly, on foot, to the hotel, reaching it in time for the eleven
+o'clock breakfast. Bolting his door, closing the high shutters of his
+glassless window, he lay down tired and feverish. The vendors of
+oranges cried, far off, their naranjes, naranjes dulces. The bed,
+which had no mattress, its sacking covered by a single sheet, the
+pillow stuffed hard with cotton, offered him little rest. His body,
+wet with sweat, twisted and turned continually, and sleep evaded him;
+its peace almost within his grasp, it fled before the hot insistence
+of his thoughts. The uncomfortable flesh mocked and dragged at the
+spirit. It occurred to him suddenly, devastatingly, that he might fail
+in his purpose; the armor of his conviction of invincibility fell
+from him with the semblance of a loud ringing.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Of all the disturbing elements in Charles Abbott's present life the
+one which, it had seemed, must prove most difficult, Santacilla and
+his friends, troubled him least. There was, in their jeering, a
+positive quality to be met; his own necessary restraint furnished him
+with a sustaining feeling of triumph, stability; in his control, the
+sacrifice of his dignity, his actual pride, damaged by La Clavel,
+was restored. He acted the part of the infatuated, ubiquitous
+youth, he thought, with entire success. It had been hardest at
+first--Santacilla, who pretended to find Charles under his feet like
+a dog, threatened, if he didn't stay away from the St. Louis, to
+fling him down the long flight of stairs descending from the
+dancer's room.
+
+This, Charles wholly realized, was not an idle boasting. Seated,
+it might be, quietly against the wall, outside the immediate
+circle about La Clavel, the officers, the Spanish grandees in
+Cuba for pleasure or for the supervision of their copper mines at
+Cobra, Charles would watch, study, Ceaza y Santacilla, finding in
+him the epitome of the Spain he himself hated. What, principally,
+was evident about the officer with the heavy short neck, the
+surprising red hair, and small restless blue eyes, was cruelty of
+an extraordinary refined persistence. He had, unexpectedly in his
+sheer brutal bulk, a tormenting spirit, a mental abnormality,
+rather than the to-be-looked-for mere insensate weight of his fist.
+He was, Charles discovered, the victim of disordered nerves, his
+gaze, his thick hands or shoulders, were never still, and his lips
+had a trick of movement as if in the pronunciation of soundless
+periods.
+
+He spoke, even to La Clavel, abruptly, mockingly; his tenderest
+words, addressed to her with a sweeping disregard of whoever could
+overhear, were hasty, introspective rather than generous. More
+frequently he was silent, redly brooding. It was evident to the most
+casual understanding that Santacilla was, by birth, association and
+ideas, an aristocrat of the absolute type fast disappearing. It was
+his power that, in a world largely affected by the ideal of
+Christianity, he was ruthless; in an era of comparative humanity he
+was inhuman. There was, about him, the smell of the slow fires of
+the Inquisition, of languid murder, curious instruments of pain.
+Charles recalled a story of the Spanish occupation of Cuba--how the
+soldiers in armor cut and stabbed their way through a village of
+naked, unprepared and peaceable bodies.
+
+That, until he had known Santacilla, had been incomprehensible--a page
+of old history; but now Charles understood: he could see the heavy
+figure with a darkly suffused face hacking with a sword. He was
+insane, Charles Abbott told himself; in other circumstances he'd be
+soon convicted of a sensational murder, quickly hanged or put in an
+asylum. But in Havana, as an officer of the Crown quartered on a
+people he held in less esteem than the cattle whose slaughter he
+applauded in the bull ring, nothing, practically, limited his mad
+humors. Yes, here, in the West, he was Spain, the old insufferable
+despotism, and Charles thought of Santacilla's necessary end as coldly
+as though the soldier were no more than a figment of the doomed old
+injustice.
+
+La Clavel was seated with Charles Abbott in the upper room of the
+Tuileries, when Santacilla slid into an unoccupied chair beside them.
+They were eating mantecados, frozen sweetened cream, and Santacilla
+dropped a number of battered Cuban coins, small in denomination, into
+Charles' half consumed ice.
+
+"If you were a man," he said, "you could break them up with your
+teeth."
+
+The other quietly put the plate away and lighted a cigarette. He
+smiled, as if in appreciation of his humor, at the officer.
+
+"But I'll bet you twenty doblons you can't break one," he added.
+
+Santacilla replied that he was considering having Charles Abbott
+deported.
+
+"You are so dangerous," he explained, with the grimace that served him
+as a smile. "I often consult with our Captain-General. 'This Abbott,'
+he says; 'Agramonte is nothing, but I am afraid of him. He is wise, he
+is deep.' And then we think what can be done with you--a tap on the
+head, not too hard and not far from the ear, would make you as gentle
+as a kitten. I have had it done; really it is a favor, since then you
+would forget all your trouble, the problems of state. You'd cry if I
+raised a finger at you." La Clavel interrupted him to swear at his
+degraded imagination. "And the figure in the jota!" he turned to her.
+"You know that the Spaniards of birth have, as well as their own, the
+blood of the Moriscos. What they were, what the East is, with women,
+I beg you to remember.
+
+"This new treatment of women is very regrettable. I am a little late
+for absolute happiness; too late, for example, to fasten your tongue
+with a copper wire to the tongue across the table from you. Lovers,
+you see, joined at last." He talked while he ate, in a manner wholly
+delicate, minute fragile dulces, cakes, glazed in green and pink, and
+ornamental confections of almond paste. Unperturbed, La Clavel found
+him comparable to a number of appalling objects and states. Coarse,
+was all that he replied.
+
+"You are a peasant, a beast, and what you say is merely stupid. There
+this Abbott is your superior--he has a trace, a suspicion, of blood. I
+am wondering," he was addressing Charles again. "It seems impossible
+that you are as dull as you appear; there is more, perhaps, than meets
+the eye. Your friendship with the Escobars broke up very suddenly; and
+you never see Floret and Quintara with his borrowed French airs. They
+are nothing, it is true, yet they have a little Castilian, they are
+better than the avaricious fools at the United States Club. Of course,
+if you are in love with this cow gone mad, a great deal is accounted
+for." He wiped his fingers first on a serviette and then on a sheer
+web of linen marked with a coronet and his cipher.
+
+"Pah!" he exclaimed, looking at the dancer, "your neck is dirty
+again."
+
+Sick with disgust, his blood racing with a passionate detestation,
+Charles Abbott laughed loudly. But he was relieved that Santacilla's
+attention had been shifted from him. Another officer, a major of the
+Isabel regiment, tall and dark and melancholy, joined them. He ignored
+Charles completely, and talked to La Clavel about her dances--the
+Arragonese jota and those of the other provinces of Spain. He had, it
+developed, written an opera on the subject of de Gama and a fabulous
+Florida. Santacilla grew restive at this and gazed about the room
+maliciously. Then, suddenly, he rose and walked to the table where a
+young Cuban exquisite was sitting with a girl slender and darkly
+lovely. Santacilla leaned over, with his hands planted on their table,
+and made a remark that drove the blood in a scarlet tide to the
+civilian's face. Then the Spaniard amazingly produced from his sleeve
+a ball of lamb's wool such as women use to powder their faces, and
+touched the girl's nose lightly. He went to another table and repeated
+his act, to another and another, brushing all the feminine noses, and
+returned, unchallenged, to his place.
+
+"If I had been with any of those women," he related comfortably, "and
+the King had done that, there would have been a new king and a new
+infanta."
+
+The musical Spaniard, inappropriately in uniform, remonstrated, "A lot
+of them will kill you some night in the Paseo de Valdez or on the
+quays."
+
+Santacilla agreed with him. "No doubt it will overtake me--if not
+here, then on the Peninsula. A hundred deaths, all distressing, have
+been sworn upon me." Charles Abbott's expression was inane, but,
+correcting that statement, he said to himself, "A hundred and one."
+
+La Clavel yawned, opening to their fullest extent her lips on superb
+teeth and a healthy throat.
+
+"I have, at least, a sponge, a basin of water," she proclaimed
+indirectly.
+
+Santacilla replied, "You think nothing can cleanse me, and, in your
+chattering way, you are right; except, it may be, that last twist of
+steel or ounce of lead. Some of my soldiers are planning to manage it;
+I know them well, and I gave one an opportunity today: I stood with my
+back to him in the parapet of the Twelve Apostles for three, five,
+minutes, while he tramped and fiddled with his musket, and then I put
+him in a hole in the stone for a year."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The other Spanish officer, Gaspar Arco de Vaca, Santacilla's closest
+companion, observed toward Charles an air of profound civility, and
+his pretence was more galling than Santacilla's morbid threats and
+exposed contempt. De Vaca was, in temperament and appearance, purely
+Iberian: he was of middle height, he carried his slender body with an
+assured insulting grace, and had a narrow high-boned face, a bigoted
+nose and a moustache like a scrolling of India ink on a repressed and
+secretive mouth. Charles often encountered him in the Fencing School
+on the Prado, across from the Villa Nueva Theatre. The officers of
+Isabella congregated there late in the afternoon, where they occupied
+all the chairs and filled the bare room with the soft stamp of their
+heels and the harsh grinding of engaged buttoned steel. The foils,
+however, were not always covered: there had been some fatalities from
+duelling in the sala de Armas since Charles Abbott had been in Havana;
+a Cuban gentleman past sixty had been slain by a subaltern of
+seventeen; two officers, quarreling over a crillo girl, had sustained
+punctured lungs, from which one had bled to death.
+
+The Cubans, it was made evident, were there by sufferance, and the
+fencing master, Galope Hormiguero, an officer who had been retired
+from a Castilian regiment under the shadow of an unprovoked murder,
+made little effort to conceal his disdain of the Islanders. Charles he
+regarded without interest: he was a faithful student, and made all the
+required passes, engaged the other beginning students, with
+regularity; but even he saw that he would never be notably skilful
+with the foil or rapier or broadsword. Charles had a delicate sense of
+touch, he bore himself firmly, his eye was true; he had the appearance
+of mastery, but the essence of it was not in him. His heart,
+Hormiguero frequently told him, was like a sponge; he wasn't tempered
+to the commanding of death.
+
+He agreed, silently, that he wasn't a butcher; and as for his
+heart--time would show its material. Meanwhile he kept up the waist
+and forearm exercises, the indicated breathing, gaining, if not a
+different spirit, a harder and cured body. The room was large, with
+the usual high windows on a balcony, and strips of coco-matting over
+the tiled floor. A light wooden partition provided dressing space, the
+chairs were carried about hither and there, and the racks of foils
+against the walls reflected the brightness of day in sudden long
+shivers like other and immaterial blades. It had been, originally, a
+drawing-room, the cornice was elaborate, and painted on the ceiling
+were flying cupids and azure and cornucopias of spilling flowers.
+
+At moments of rest, his chest laboring and arms limp at his sides,
+Charles Abbott would stare up at the remote pastoral of love and Venus
+and roses. Then the clamor, the wicked scrape of steel, the sharp
+breaths, the sibilant cries that accompanied the lunges, would appear
+wholly incomprehensible to him, a business in a mad-house; he'd want
+to tear the plastron, with its scarlet heart sewn high on the left,
+from his chest, and fling it, with his gauntlet and mask, across the
+floor; he'd want to break all the foils, and banish Galope Hormiguero
+to live among the wild beasts he resembled. He was deep in such a mood
+when de Vaca's considerate tones roused him. "Positively," he said,
+"you are like one of the heroes who held Mexico on the point of his
+sword or who swept the coast of Peru of its gold. And you are idle,
+for you see no one who can hold the mat with you."
+
+"In reality," Charles replied, "I fence very awkwardly. But you have
+often seen me, I haven't any need to tell you that."
+
+"That can never be established without experience," the Spaniard
+asserted; "I should have to feel your wrist against mine. If you will
+be patient, if you will wait for me, I'll risk a public humiliation."
+
+Charles Abbott said evenly: "I'd be very glad to fence with you, of
+course."
+
+When de Vaca, flawlessly appointed, returned, Charles rose steadily,
+and strapped on his mask, tightened the leather of the plastron. A
+murmur of subdued amusement followed their walking out together onto
+an unoccupied strip--de Vaca was a celebrated swordsman. Charles
+saluted acceptably, but the wielding of the other's gesture of
+courtesy filled him with admiration. The foils struck together, there
+was a conventional pass and parry, and from that moment Charles Abbott
+lost control of his steel. At a touch from de Vaca, scarcely
+perceptible, his foil rose or fell, swept to one side or the other; a
+lunge would end in the button describing a whole arc, and pointing
+either to the matting or the winged and cherubic cupids. The laughter
+from the chairs grew louder, more unguarded, and then settled into a
+constant stream of applause and merriment.
+
+Disengaged, he said in tones which he tried in vain to make steady,
+"You have a beautiful hand."
+
+De Vaca, his eyes shining blackly through wire mesh, thanked him in
+the politest language known. He began, then, to make points, touches,
+wherever he chose--with a remarkably timed twist he tore the cloth
+heart from Charles' wadding; he indicated, as though he were a teacher
+with a pointer, anatomical facts and regions; de Vaca seemed to be
+calling Charles' attention, by sharp premonitory taps, to what he
+might have been saying. There were now a number of voices encouraging
+and applauding him; he was begged not to be so hard upon Gaspar; and
+it was hoped that he was not giving way to the venting of a secret
+spite. A nerveless parry in tierce brought out a tempestuous
+support--
+
+His arm was as heavy, as numb, as lead, the conventional period had
+been ignored, and his torment went on and on. His chest, he thought,
+must burst under the strapped plastron, and sweat poured in a sheet
+across his eyes. The episode seemed utterly meaningless, undemanded;
+the more remarkable because of de Vaca's indifference to him, to all
+the trivialities of his Cuban duty. How yellow the face was, the eyes
+were like jet, through the mask. Then Charles Abbott grasped what, he
+was certain, was the purpose of such an apparently disproportionate
+attack. It was the result of a cold effort, a set determination, to
+destroy what courage he had. He gazed quickly about, and saw nothing
+but Spanish faces; the fencing master was in the far end of the room,
+intent upon a sheaf of foils. At any moment de Vaca could have
+disarmed him, sent his steel flying through air; but that he forebore
+to do. Instead he opposed his skill, his finesse, his strength, in the
+attack upon Charles Abbott's fibre.
+
+"If I collapse," Charles told himself, "it will be for eternity."
+
+Any sense of time was disintegrated in a physical agony which required
+all his wasting being to combat. But, even worse than that, far more
+destructive, was the assault upon his mind. If he crumbled ... he
+thought of himself as dust, his brain a dry powder in his skull. The
+laughter around him, which had seemed to retreat farther and farther,
+had ceased, as though it had been lost in the distance. The room,
+widening to an immensity of space, was silent, charged with a
+malignant expectancy. Soon, Charles felt, he would fall into
+unreckoned depths of corrupt shadows, among the obscene figures of the
+hideously lost.
+
+The sweat streaming into his mouth turned thick and salt--blood, from
+his nose. There was a tumult in his head: his fencing now was the mere
+waving of a reed. Again and again the Spaniard's foil, as cruelly and
+vitally direct as at the first pass, struck within Charles' guard. The
+face of wood, of yellow wood, the eyes that were bits of coal, behind
+the mask, pursued him into the back of his brain. It stirred, there, a
+smothering instinct, a dormant memory, and Charles, with a wrenching
+effort, in a voice thin like a trickle of water from a spigot, said
+again, "--a most beautiful hand."
+
+Sharply, incomprehensibly, it was over. Drooping forward upon his
+knees, dropping his foil from paralysed fingers, he saw de Vaca, with
+his mask on an arm, frowning.
+
+"Now," Charles Abbott thought luxuriously, "I can faint and be damned
+to them."
+
+The cloud of darkness which flowed over him was empty of the vileness
+of fear; rather, like the beneficence of night, it was an utterly
+peaceful remission of the flesh.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+His physical exhaustion, the weariness of his mind, continued in a
+settled lassitude through the following day. He was to see Andres
+Escobar, give him what information he had had from La Clavel, the next
+morning at the baths of the Campos Eliseos; and meanwhile he scarcely
+stirred from the San Felipe. Charles, for the time, lacked the bravado
+necessary for the sustaining of his pretence. His thoughts, turned in
+upon his own acts and prospects, dwelt quietly on his determination.
+He had changed appreciably during his stay in Havana; even his
+physiognomy was different how, he couldn't say, but he was aware that
+his expression had, well, hardened. The cure which had been the
+principally hoped-for result of Cuba was complete. In spite of his
+collapse in the fencing school, he was more compactly strong than ever
+before. It occurred to him that, now, he might be described as a man.
+
+This brought him a certain pleasure, and, in keeping with that state,
+he tried to simplify, to comprehend, the idealism which dominated him.
+He didn't want to grasp vainly at rosy clouds. His first attitude,
+one of hardly more than boyish excitement, had soon become a deep
+impersonal engagement--he had promised himself to Cuba. That will was
+stronger than ever; but the schooling of the past weeks, together with
+the stiffening of his spirit, had bred a new practicality in him,
+superior, he felt, to any sheer heroics. He vastly preferred the
+latter, he hadn't totally lost the inspiring mental picture of a
+glorious sacrifice; but he had come to the realization that it was
+more important to stay alive. What, in reality, he was trying to do
+was to see himself consecutively, logically.
+
+In this, he recognized, his mind was different from the Escobars',
+from the blind fervor of the many Cuban patriots he knew. He could see
+that reflected in their manner toward him: no trace of Vincente's
+aloofness remained, they had come, forgetting his comparative youth,
+his alien blood, to regard him with almost an anxiety of respect.
+When it was possible, men of the widest possible activities talked
+to him of their plans. In short, Charles Abbott felt that he might
+become a power; and this he coolly set himself to bring about. His
+heritage was that of success; there were distinguished men, who had
+carried alone heavy responsibilities to their justified end, no more
+than two or three generations behind him. His mother, he thought
+gladly, surveying her in the clearness of a full detachment, had an
+astonishing courage of spirit. Charles told himself that he would
+have to become a politician; his undiminished idealism, without which
+his validity was nothing, must be shut into his heart, held purely
+for the communication of its force and for his own benefit.
+
+The simple path of truth, of partisan enthusiasm, must be put aside.
+The uncalculating bravery of the men gathered about General Agramonte
+was of indispensable value; but undirected, with no brain to make
+secure, to put into operation, the fire they created, that would come
+to little. He wished that his connection, his duty, with La Clavel was
+over, that he could delegate it elsewhere, but, obviously, for the
+moment, that was impossible. It merely remained for him, then, to take
+no unpondered chances, never again to be drawn into such a situation
+as he had faced with Gaspar Arco de Vaca.
+
+Before such a sharp decision, a certain amount of his sheer joy
+evaporated: it was less inspiring to be cautious than daring. The
+Cubans themselves, always excepting Andres, had lost an appreciable
+amount of their glamour for him. They were, now, units, elements, to
+be managed, to be tranquilized, steadied, moved about. All this, of
+course, was yet to come; the recognition of him was instinctive rather
+than acknowledged. But, he repeated to himself, it was forming,
+spreading. That, then, was the shape, the actuality, of his vision--to
+establish himself indispensably at the fore of a Cuban liberty,
+incipient, dreamed of, and accomplished. All his thoughts dropped,
+almost with the audible smooth clicking of meshed steel gears, into
+place. The last degree of joy was replaced by a fresh calm maturity.
+He would never, it was obvious, be a leader of soldiers, and he had no
+desire to become the visible head of government; no, his intention was
+other than that of Carlos de Cespedes. He viewed his future self
+rather as a powerful source of advice with a house on the Prado. It
+was curious how coldly, exactly, he planned so much; and he stopped to
+examine his ambition even more closely and to discover if it were
+merely absurd.
+
+It struck him that it might be he had lost too much, that already he
+had become selfish, ambitious for himself, and he recalled the
+religious aspect so quickly gone. No, he decided, his effort was
+to bridge that space, already recognized, between desire and
+realization. Anyhow, he determined to speak of this as well to
+Andres during their bath. The April temporale lay in an even heat
+over the city, and the end of the Paseo Isabel was crowded by the
+quitrins of women, the caleseros, in their brilliant livery, sleeping
+in whatever shade offered. The Escobars had a private bath, but
+Andres preferred the larger bano publico, where it was possible to
+swim, and there Charles found him. The basin had been hollowed from
+the coral rock; it was perhaps eighteen or twenty feet square, and
+the height of the water, with a passage for a fresh circulation cut
+in the front wall, was level with the calm reach of the sea.
+
+The pool, as clear as slightly congealed and cooled air, open to the
+horizon, was roofed, with a railed ledge and steps descending into the
+water, and Andres Escobar sat with his legs half immersed. He greeted
+Charles conventionally, concealing the pleasure which shone in his
+eyes.
+
+"I stopped at your dressing-room," Charles Abbott told him; "anything
+might be taken from the pockets of your coat."
+
+The converse of this possibility, that something had been put into a
+pocket, he conveyed. Andres nodded indifferently. The other slid into
+the water, sinking and swimming beneath the surface to the farther
+end. It was delicious. Swimming was his only finished active
+accomplishment; and, with a half concealed pride, he exhibited it in
+skilful variations. Even the public bath, he felt, was too contracted
+for the full expression of his ability. In addition to this, it was
+necessary to talk confidentially to Andres. And so, with a wave of his
+arm, he indicated the freedom of the sea beyond.
+
+Andres Escobar followed him over the stone barrier, and together they
+swam steadily out into the blue. Finally, they rested, floating, and
+Charles diffidently related what was in his heart. His friend, less
+secure in the water, listened with a gravity occasionally marred by a
+mouthful of sea.
+
+"You are right," he agreed, when Charles had finished. "Although you
+have put it modestly, I think--many of us admit--that you may be a
+strong man in Cuba. Indeed, I have heard it said that you should go
+back to America, and put more intensity into the Junta. Naturally I
+should regret that, but we must all do what, in the end, is best.
+Charles, there is a great deal of water under and around us, and I
+should feel better nearer the Campos Eliseos."
+
+"Wait," Charles Abbott replied with a touch of impatience; "you are
+quite safe, there is no tide at present." Floating in the calm
+immensity, his arms outspread, his face, at once burned by the sun and
+lapped by water, turned to the opposed azure above, he drew in
+accession after accession of a determination like peace. Nothing
+should upset what he had planned. There was a stir beside him--Andre
+Escobar was returning to the shore, and lazily, thoughtfully, he swam
+back. The Cuban left immediately, for breakfast; but Charles lingered
+in the pool, lounging upon the wooden grilling with a cigarette. One
+by one the bathers went away. The sky, the sea, were a blaze of blue.
+The clatter of hoofs, the caleseros' departing cries, sounded from the
+Paseo. "Charles Abbott," he repeated his own name aloud with an accent
+of surprise. What, whom, did it describe? He gazed down over his
+drying body. This, then, was he--the two legs, thin but sufficiently
+muscular, the trunk in a swimming suit, the arms and hands! His hidden
+brain, his invisible mind, was himself as well; and, of the two, the
+mind and the body, the unseen was overwhelmingly the more important.
+He remembered how, fencing with de Vaca, the body had failed him
+utterly; de Vaca, attacking his will, was contemptuous of the other
+... and his will had survived. Rising, he felt that he commanded
+himself absolutely; he had no sympathy, no patience, for frailty, for
+a failure through the celebrated weaknesses of humanity: hardness was
+the indispensable trait of success.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The whole of reasonably intelligent life, Charles discovered, was
+disrupted by the ceaseless clash of two utterly opposed ideas,
+emotions. There was, first, the need in the individual to serve,
+to justify, himself, to maintain his integrity; and, as well,
+there was the duty--at least, it was universally called a duty--of
+a self-sacrifice for love. The failures of superior men came largely,
+he was certain, in the breaking down of the first through the second.
+A man, for example, put into motion the accomplishment of his own
+demand, and then was appalled by the incidental price, but more to
+others than to himself. Yes, love betrayed men. The Escobars were,
+inseparably, Cuba, they were happily merged, lost, in one supreme
+cause; yet the superiority of their hearts over the head endangered
+their dearest preoccupation. They saw symbols as realities, they
+wrongly valued emotion more highly than reasoning.
+
+And further, Charles returned to himself, if he had consulted and
+listened to his parents, if his love of home had outweighed his
+singular vision, he would be nothing now but an unimportant drifting
+figure. His parents had had more knowledge of life than he;
+undoubtedly their counsel, in the main, was correct, safe. That word,
+safe, was it specially. The instinct of his mother was to preserve, to
+spare, him; to win for him as smooth a passage through life as was
+procurable. She had her particular feminine idea of what, in her son,
+spelled solid accomplishment; and, with all her spirit, it was
+material in so far as it was visible: position in a settled community,
+the money necessary for an existence both dignified and ornamental, a
+"nice" wife--another devoted sheltering soul such as herself--and
+well-behaved handsome children. The inner qualities she demanded for
+him were faith, honesty, and fidelity.
+
+Her vision of a broad close-cut lawn and grey stone house with pillars
+and a port-cochere, his wife, in silks and chaste jewels, receiving a
+polite company in the drawing-room, was admirable. In it he would be
+gray-haired and, together with an increasing stoutness, of an assured
+dignity. His children would worship his wisdom and paternal
+benevolence, and the world of affairs would listen to him with
+attentive respect. It was, unquestionably, an impressive conception.
+Every detail was excellent, but he cared for, revered, none of them.
+
+He didn't want to be safe, to decline softly to a soft old age, a
+death smothered in feathers. More than anything else his desire was to
+live intensely, to ride, upright, the crest of a thunderous wave. He
+hated, now, every phase of a decent suburban smugness. Someone else
+was welcome to the girl designated, by his mother, to be his wife.
+Someone other than himself might sit across the dinner-table from her,
+week after week, month after month, year after year, and watch her
+stereotyped face beyond the cut flowers; another might listen to the
+interminable gabble about servants and neighbors and dresses and
+cards. The children would be differently, more appropriately,
+fathered; his, Charles Abbott's, potential children were gathered into
+an ideal that was, too, an idea. It must be served, realized, within
+the dimensions of his own bone and fibre; it was exclusively his, his
+the danger, the penalty and the reward. Charles would not have had it
+different, even if, although none existed, he had any choice.
+
+He must, however, prepare himself against the betrayal he was able
+to trace so clearly in others; there could be no faltering, no
+remorse; he was cut off from the ordinary solaces, the comfortable
+compactness, of general living. But, already, temperamentally, he
+liked, preferred, this; alone, never for a minute was he lonely.
+The inattention to home, primarily the result of a new scene and of
+exciting circumstances, had grown into an impersonal fondness for
+his family; he failed to miss them, to wish for their presence. The
+only element that remained from the past was his love for Andres
+Escobar; he confronted it valorously, deposed it from his mind, but
+it clung around his heart. How fortunate it was that Andres could
+not detach him from his resolve; it was unthinkable that one should
+stand in the way of the other.
+
+These reflections occupied his mind at various times and places: one
+day in the American Consulate on Obispo Street; again at the steamship
+office on Mercaderes; over his cigarette and cheese and jelly at the
+Noble Havana; strolling along Ricla Street where the principal shops
+were congregated; at a dinner party in the Palace of the Conde de
+Santovernia. He was aloof. All the activity that absorbed the people
+among whom he went was to him trivial, utterly of no consequence.
+Sometimes he would walk through the stalls of the Mercado de Cristina,
+on the Plaza Vieja, or in through the Honradez factory on Sol Street,
+where a handful of cigars was courteously given to any appreciative
+visitor. He would return along the Paseo de Valdez to the park where
+he had sat when he was first in Cuba, and, as then, the strains of the
+military band of the Cabanas drifted across the bay.
+
+The dwelling of the Captain-General, with the Royal Lottery on the
+ground floor, had before it sentries in red and white; the Quay de
+Caballeria, reached through the Plaza of San Francisco, was tempered
+and pleasant in the early dusk, and at the Quay de Machina was a small
+garden with grotesque rosy flamingoes and gold-fish in the fountain.
+He sat, as well, lonely, considering and content, in the Alameda de
+Paula, where, by the glorieta, it was called the Salon O'Donnell. The
+moats, filled with earth, truck gardens, the shore covered with sugar
+pans, engaged his absent-minded interest. With the improvement of his
+Spanish, he deserted the better known cafes and restaurants, the
+insolence of the Castilian officers, for modest Cuban places of food,
+where he drank Catalan wine, and smoked the Vegueros, the rough
+excellent plantation cigars.
+
+This new mood, he was relieved to find, gave his acquaintances as much
+amusement as his public dissipation--it was ascribed to the predicted
+collapse of his love affair with La Clavel. She was, he was rallied,
+growing tired of his attentions; and, in the United States Club, he
+was requested not to drown himself, because of the trouble it would
+cause his country. Captain Santacilla, however, studied him with a
+growing ill-humor; his peculiar threats and small brutalities had
+stopped, but his temper, Charles recognized, was becoming dangerous.
+He declared frankly, in the Cafe Dominica, that Charles wasn't the
+fool he appeared, and he repeated his assertions of the need for a
+deportation or worse.
+
+This was a condition which, sooner or later, must be met, and for
+which Charles prepared himself. Both Cubans and Spaniards occasionally
+disappeared forever--the former summarily shot by a file of muskets in
+a fosse, and the latter, straying in the anonymous paths of
+dissipation, quieted by a patriotic or vindictive knife. This, it
+seemed to Charles Abbott, would be the wisest plan with Santacilla;
+and he had another strange view of himself considering and plotting a
+murder. The officer, who had an extraordinary sense of intangible
+surrounding feelings and pressures, spoke again to Charles of the
+efforts to dispose of him.
+
+"The man doesn't draw breath who will do it," he proclaimed to
+Charles, at the entrance to the Valla de Gallo. "It's a superstition,
+but I'd back it with my last onza of gold. I've seen it in you very
+lately, but give it up. Or don't give it up. Either way you are
+unimportant. I can't understand why you are still here, why I permit
+you to live. If I remember it I'll speak to my sergeant, Javier Gua:
+he performs such an errand to a nicety. I have taken a dislike to you,
+very unreasonably, for you are no more than a camarone. I believe, for
+all your appearance of money, that La Clavel supports you; it is her
+doblons, I am certain, you gamble away and spend for food."
+
+Charles Abbott smiled at the insult:
+
+"On one hand I hear that she has thrown me over and then you say that
+she supports me. Which, I wonder, is to be preferred? But neither,
+fortunately, is true. I can still buy her a bouquet of camellias and
+she will still wear it. As for the money, I never lose at gambling,
+Santacilla, I am always successful; the cards are in my favor. If I
+bet on the black, it turns up; and when I choose the red, affairs are
+red."
+
+Santacilla's uneasy eyes shifted over him suspiciously. "Blood and
+death, that is what black and red are," he said. "But you are not the
+dispenser of fate." The peak of his cockaded hat threw a shadow over
+his sanguine face to the chin. "A camarone," he repeated, "a stalk of
+celery. Gua, and I'll remember to tell him, will part you from your
+conceit." There was a metallic crowing of roosters as the officer
+turned away.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+La Clavel noticed a marked difference in Charles, but proclaimed that
+it was no more than an increase in his natural propensity for
+high-mindedness. It fatigued her, she declared, to be with him, made
+her dizzy to gaze up at his altitude of mind. He was seated in her
+room, the hairdresser was sweating in the attempt to produce an effect
+she was describing to him with phrases as stinging as the whip of
+foils, while Charles watched her with a degree of annoyance. Her
+humors, where he was concerned, were unpredictable; and lately she had
+found a special delight in attacks on his dignity. She said and did
+things--an air of innocence hiding her malice--indecently ribald that
+shook his firmest efforts to appear, to be, unconcerned.
+
+At last, in a volatile rage, she dismissed the servant with his tongs
+and pomatum and crimping leads, and swore to Charles Abbott that she
+was going to the Argentine by the first boat that offered passage.
+
+"I am sick of Cuba, and I've forgotten that I am an artist, and that
+is bad. You are wrapped up in this liberty, and that is very well for
+you, an ordinary person. You must have something like that, outside
+you, to follow, for you've very little within. But me, I am not an
+ordinary person; I am La Clavel. I am more valuable to the world than
+pumpkins or republics. I stamp my heel," she stamped her heel, a clear
+sharp sound, and her body swept into a line passionate and tense, "and
+I create a people, a history." La Clavel secured the castanets lying
+on her dressing-table--in answer to their irritable rhythmic clinking
+she projected, for an instant, a vision of all desire.
+
+"I can make men forget; I can draw them out of their sorrows and away
+from their homes; I can put fever in their blood that will blind them
+to memories and duty. Or I can be a drum, and lead them out, without a
+regret, a fear, to death. That is more than a naranjada or a cigar or
+an election. And, because of what I have given you, I have put that
+out of my life; I have been living like the mistress of a bodega. To
+be clear, Charles, I am tired of you and Cuba, and I have satisfied my
+hatred of the officers with cologne on their handkerchiefs."
+
+"I understand that perfectly," Charles Abbott assured her; "and I
+cannot beg you to stay. Whatever your motive was, your value to us has
+been beyond any payment. If our movement had a saint, you would fill
+that place."
+
+She laughed, "A strange saint in a manton and slippers with painted
+heels."
+
+"Much better," Charles replied, "than many of those in sanctified
+robes. I had the feeling, too," he proceeded, "that our usefulness
+together was coming to an end." It seemed to him that again she had
+become the glorified figure of the stage, his dislike for her
+actuality, her flesh, vanished, leaving only profound admiration.
+
+"I am amazed," she said, in a lingering half humorous resentment,
+"that you never loved me, I never brought you a regret or a longing or
+made any trouble in your heart."
+
+"That was because I put you so high," he explained. She raised her
+shoulders and objected that it was late for compliments.
+
+"Be honest--you didn't care for me. You ought to be very successful,
+you have things surprising in the so young. Will you," she demanded
+suddenly, totally changing the subject, "be my maid?" He hastened to
+inform her, vehemently, that he would not. "Jobaba hasn't come today,"
+La Clavel continued; "and she wasn't here to dress me for dinner last
+evening. That is unusual in her: I have a feeling she is not coming
+back."
+
+"Perhaps she has been murdered in one of the brujos cabildos," Charles
+suggested. "It is impossible to say where that frenzy stops." A
+happening quite different, the dancer told him, was in her mind.
+
+"I could never get into the thoughts of Jobaba," she admitted. "And
+there is very little I miss. I suppose it's the negro. She is like
+cream, smooth and beautiful to look at, but turned by thunder." If she
+were going away, Charles reminded her, there were a number of things
+to be discussed and closed. And she told Charles how a Cuban,
+ostensibly attached to the national party, but in reality a Spanish
+secret agent, had been sent into Camagueey. His name was Rimblas.
+
+Charles Abbott repeated that, and memorized such characteristics as La
+Clavel knew. There was an indefinite stir at the door, a short knock,
+and he moved to the window as Santacilla entered unceremoniously.
+
+The Spaniard was a model of politeness, of consideration, and he
+listened, seated with his hands folded about the head of his officer's
+cane, to La Clavel's determination to go to South America. It was an
+excellent plan, he agreed; they would welcome her rapturously in
+Buenos Aires; but hadn't she put off her intention a little too long?
+It was on account of the climate, the season, he hastened to add.
+Although, of course, they would open the opera house for her, the
+smart world would come in from their estancias.
+
+"But what will our young American do?" he demanded. "How will he live
+without his delight? But perhaps he is going to the Argentine with
+you. He will have a busy time, and a hatful of challenges there, where
+beauty is appreciated to the full."
+
+Charles said, with an appearance of sullenness, that he hadn't been
+invited to go farther south; and Santacilla replied that, as a matter
+of fact, it might be necessary for him to remain, perhaps forever, in
+Havana. He spoke cheerfully, gazing amiably upon them, but a vague
+quality of his bearing, his voice, was disturbing, mocking. His words
+had the air of an underlying meaning different from their sound. An
+uneasiness, as well, was communicated to La Clavel: she watched
+Santacilla with an indirect puzzled gaze.
+
+"Jobaba has gone," she announced abruptly.
+
+The trace of a smile hovered about the officer's expression of regret.
+"A personable clip of hell," was his opinion of the strayed maid. "Do
+you remember the major who composed music?" he addressed La Clavel.
+"Well, he was always a little touched in the brain, and he caught this
+negro hysteria, he became a brujos. He'd come home in the morning with
+his body marked in yellow chalk, and wrung out like a boatman's
+sponge; and he let drop a fact or two about your Jobaba screaming to
+an African drum rubbed with the fingers. In that state, he said, a
+great deal that was curious and valuable could be dragged from her. We
+encouraged his madness, at the Cabanas, for what it brought us. But it
+was unfortunate for him--he ties bright rags about his ankles and
+mumbles, when he thinks he is alone."
+
+Charles Abbott's mind, sifting all that the other said, was abnormally
+active, sharp. Something, he couldn't quite grasp what, was acutely,
+threateningly, wrong. He had a sense of impending danger, a
+premonition of dashing sound, of discord. And, whatever developed, he
+must meet it, subdue and conquer it. Ceaza y Santacilla, he saw, was
+not visibly armed; but, probably, he would carry a small pistol. The
+one his father had given him was in Charles' pocket. The difficulty
+was that, in the event of a disturbance, no matter what the outcome
+here might happen to be, the dancer and he would bear the weight of
+any Spanish fury. And it was no part of his intention to be cut in
+half by bullets behind a fortress wall.
+
+He could only delay, discover as soon as possible what was behind
+Santacilla's deceiving patience and good humor. Upon that he would
+have to act without hesitation and with no chance of failure. The
+regiment should, the dancer complained, send her maid back to her.
+Manners were very much corrupted beyond the western ocean--in Sevilla
+the servant would have been dispatched in a bullock cart deep in
+roses. That, he answered, reminded him of another procession, a
+different cart; but it was more French than Castilian--the tumbril.
+
+He was seated against a wall at a right angle from the door, and
+Charles left the vicinity of the window, lounging across the room. La
+Clavel said, "I know you so well, Ceaza, what is it; what is it you
+are saying and saying without speaking of? Your mind is like a locked
+metal box that shows only the flashes on the surface. But you must
+open it for us. It seems as though you were threatening me, and that,
+you best should realize, is useless."
+
+His flickering eyes rested first on her and then upon Charles Abbott.
+"You will never get to South America now," he asserted; "for you are a
+conspirator against your King. Since you have shown such a love of
+Cuban soil you are to become a part of it forever."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Charles Abbott, now standing by the door, shot in the bolt which
+secured it, and, by a fortunate, a chance, twist, broke off the
+handle. Santacilla, undisturbed, remained seated, smiling while his
+fingers played with the plaited loop of his cane.
+
+"This infatuation," he indicated them with a wave, "while it convinced
+Havana, never entirely satisfied me. I have been watching you, Jobaba
+has been listening, for days. You were very cunning, but, in the end,
+you failed; you were neither skilful nor patient enough. Yet, at the
+last, all that you heard were fairy tales--the spy that was sent to
+Camagueey, ha!"
+
+La Clavel faced him calmly, but, Charles saw, she was pale. He was
+revolving a hundred impractical schemes: they had only one end, the
+death of Santacilla, but how that was to be brought about with safety
+to Cuba evaded him.
+
+"I am not a traitor in the way you mean," she declared; "what your
+conceit never allowed you to note was that, in Spain and here, I have
+always detested you; and what I did was the result of that. I struck
+at you and not at our country, for the court and church and army are
+no longer our strength--if we still have any except the knife and
+cord--but our weakness."
+
+"Fools," he asserted, unmoved.
+
+"And now you are the fool," she added.
+
+"No, you are wrong; I am only enjoying myself before the show is over.
+I wanted to see you, and your young devotee, twist and turn before the
+fact of death. I have killed, and seen executed, a number of people,
+men and women; but I was still curious--a great dancer and a rich
+young American. That is an unusual day."
+
+It was best, Charles Abbott decided, to bring about as much as
+possible with no more delay; the prime necessary act accomplished,
+they could face the problems of the immediate future steadily. He
+quietly produced his pistol and levelled it. The dry click which alone
+followed the pulling of the trigger made the officer aware of the
+attempt upon his life. A dark angry surge invaded his face, and then
+receded. "No man will ever kill me," he repeated. "It is my star." A
+hand left the cane and produced a small gold whistle.
+
+Charles stared dully at the useless weapon, with its mounting of
+mother-of-pearl, which he still held.
+
+"The cartridges have been too long in their barrels," Santacilla
+explained; "they have dried and shifted. You should have greased them
+every week."
+
+La Clavel stood, lost in thought, like a woman in a dream. Her hair,
+over which she had spent such time and curses, was an elaborate
+silhouette against the light. "Ceaza, Ceaza," she implored, going to
+him, "you must let me go and dance in Buenos Aires, they have never
+seen me there, it is necessary to my career." She was close beside
+him, when he rose suddenly, pushing the chair between them.
+
+"You Andalusian devil!" he cried, and put the whistle to his lips.
+Before he could blow, the dancer had flung herself on him, with an arm
+bound about his neck, a hand dragging at his throat. The whistle fell,
+the chair was brushed aside, and the man and woman, in a straining
+desperate grip, swayed into the middle of the floor.
+
+Charles, driven by an inherited instinct to protect La Clavel, to
+replace her in such a struggle, caught at either of the locked
+shoulders; but, whirling in the passion of their strife, they struck
+him aside. He made another effort to pull Santacilla to the floor,
+without success; and then, with a small stout chair in his hands, he
+waited for an opportunity to bring it crashing on the officer's head.
+He was appalled by the fury of the woman silently trying to choke her
+enemy; her other hand, grasping the thin glimmer of the knife always
+convenient in her stocking, the officer held away from them. Her years
+of dancing, her early hardening life in the mountains, had given her a
+strength and litheness now tearing at the weight, the masculinity, of
+Santacilla. He was trying, in vain, to break her wrist, to close his
+fingers into her throat; and, bending, the fragility of her clothes
+ripped across her sinuous back. Shifting and evading the thrust of his
+power, she was sending the blood in purple waves over his neck and
+thick cheeks. Neither of them cried out, spoke; there was only the
+sound of hoarse breathing, inarticulate expressions of unendurable
+strain. Charles Abbott, raising, holding poised, the chair, and
+lowering it, was choked with the grappling horror before him.
+
+La Clavel's face was as blanched as the officer's was dark, her eyes
+were wide-open and set, as though she were in a galvanic trance. Again
+and again Santacilla tried to tear away her arms, to release himself
+from the constriction at his neck. His fingers dug red furrows through
+her flesh, they tormented and outraged her. A palm closed upon her
+countenance, and blood ran from under it. But there was no weakening
+of her force, no slackening in her superb body. She seemed curiously
+impersonal; robbed of all traits of women; she was like a symbolical
+fate, the figure from a shield, from an emblem, dragging him to
+death.
+
+Then, suddenly, in an inadequate muffled voice burdened with a
+shuddering echo of fear, he cried for her to release him. It was so
+unexpected, he became so inexplicably limp, that La Clavel backed away
+instinctively. Charles started forward, the chair lifted high; but he
+was stopped by the expression, the color, of Ceazy Santacilla's face.
+The officer turned, with his hands at his throat, toward the window.
+He took an uncertain step, and then stood wavering, strangely
+helpless, pathetically stricken.
+
+"The air," he whispered; "hot as wine." He pitched abruptly face
+forward upon the floor.
+
+La Clavel tried to speak against the labored heaving of her breast,
+but what she attempted to say was unintelligible. Charles, slipping
+back the broken bolt with a finger in its orifice, listened intently
+at the door. The Hotel St. Louis was wrapped undisturbed in its
+siesta; no alarm had been created. Santacilla lay as he had fallen, an
+arm loosely outspread, a leg doubled unnaturally under its fellow. He
+bore the laxness, the emptiness, of death. He had spoken truly that it
+wasn't in his star to be killed by a man. Finding that he was still
+holding the chair, Charles put it softly down. "Well," he said, "the
+revolution is through with him."
+
+He glanced suddenly at La Clavel. She was drooping, disheveled and
+hideous; her hair lay on her bare shoulders in coarse strands; her
+face was swollen with bruises. Now, he realized, she would never see
+the Argentine; she would never again hear the shouted oles that
+greeted, rewarded, the brilliancy of her jota. His thoughts shifted to
+Cuba and himself--if it were a crime of passion that had been
+committed in her room, the cause, there, would be freed from
+suspicion. He had, as customary, come directly, unostentatiously, to
+her room, and he was certain that he had not been observed. A duty,
+hard in the extreme, was before him.
+
+"Why did you bring about Santacilla's death?" he demanded. She gazed
+at him dully, uncomprehendingly. "It was because he was jealous," he
+proceeded; "you must hold to that." She nodded, dazed. "When they come
+into the room and find him you must show what he did to you. And,
+after all, you didn't kill him. Perhaps that will save you," his voice
+was without conviction. "They won't believe you, and they may try
+measures to get at the truth; but you will be faithful. You will keep
+your secret, and--and I must go. I shall ask for you downstairs, make
+them send up a servant, and shout as loudly as any."
+
+She held up her battered countenance dumbly and, with a feeling of
+transcendent reverence, he kissed her cut lips. Thrown across the end
+of the bed, the shawl she had danced in, blazing with gay color, cast
+the reflection of its carmines and yellows on the calcimined wall. It
+was like a burst of the music which accompanied her dancing. The
+castanets lay on the floor. The blessed saint of Cuban independence!
+Then the caution that had become a part of his necessity rode
+uppermost: he proceeded silently to the door, and, closing it behind
+him, went, meeting no one, to the ground floor, where he pulled
+irritably at the wire hanging from a bell under the ceiling. The raw
+jangle brought a servant, a rosy-cheeked Gallego boy, heavy with
+sleep, who went stumbling up the stairs on Charles' errand.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+In his own room a wave of physical horror swept over Charles Abbott;
+he was obliged to sit down, and the chair, the floor, seemed to rock
+at the giddy sickness of the memory of Santacilla, stumbling with a
+wine-colored face toward the window in a vain gasping for air, for
+life. He recovered slowly: notwithstanding the death of Tirso
+Labrador, the wasted shape of Andres' brother, all the tragedies he
+had heard reported, it was not until now that he realized the entire
+grimness of the undertaking against Spain. The last possibility of the
+spectacular departed, leaving him with a new sense of the imminence of
+death. He had considered this, under certain circumstances welcoming
+it, or dismissing it with a creditable calmness, many times before;
+but then his attitude had been softened by the detachment, the
+impersonality, of his view. But at last the feeling of death was
+tangibly at his own throat; not today, nor tomorrow, probably; but
+inescapably. Well, he assured himself, he wouldn't, at that intense
+moment, fail an inner necessity; but his understanding gave him an
+additional feeling of the accidental aspects of life and of the Cuban
+revolution.
+
+Until then he had, sub-consciously, except for one short depression,
+been certain of the ultimate triumph of right; he had thought it must
+succeed through its mere rightness; and he had pictured justice as a
+condition dropped beneficently from the clouds, wrought with the
+thunder of angels' wings. But accomplishment on earth, with men, he
+now saw, was neither safe, easy nor assured. It was the result of
+bitter struggle, a strife open to the most appalling mischances. A
+necessity of the spirit, it must be executed in the flesh, and flesh
+was a treacherous, unstable substance; it was capable not only of
+traitorous betrayals, but equally of honest, and no less fatal,
+failures. With this in his thoughts he went to the door, in answer to
+a knock, and received a heavy carefully tied parcel.
+
+He opened it, and, dripping in dazzling color from the wrapping paper,
+was La Clavel's manton, the one in which he had first seen her
+insolently dancing the jota. Charles, with a stirred heart, searched
+carefully for a note, a scrap of revealing paper; but there was none.
+She had sent it to him silently, before she had been taken away, in a
+sentiment the delicacy of which deeply moved him. He laid the shawl
+over the bed, where its cruel brilliancy filled the white-walled room,
+darkened against the heat, with flashes of magenta and orange and
+burning blue. La Clavel had worn it dancing, where it emphasized her
+grace and perversity and stark passion; it had been, in Charles
+Abbott's mind, synonymous with her, with the vision she created; but,
+suddenly, it lost that significance, and he saw it as the revealed
+outspread pattern of his own existence.
+
+The shawl was a map, a representation, of the country of the spirit
+through which he passed; such emotions, such heat, and such golden
+roses, all had been, were, his against that background of perilous
+endeavor. It seemed to float up from the bed and to reach from coast
+to coast, from end to end, of Cuba; its flowers took root and grew,
+casting about splendor and perfume; the blue widened into the sky, the
+tenderness of the clasping sea; the dark greens were the shadows of
+the great ceiba trees, the gloom of the jungles, the massed royal
+palms of the plains. And not only was it the setting, the country, its
+violent dissonances became cries, victorious or hopeless, the sweep of
+reddened swords, the explosions of muskets. There was the blood that
+had welled into the Laurel Ditch of Cabanas; and, as well, the sultry
+mysterious presence of Africa in the West--the buzzing madness of the
+music of the danzon, the hysterics of brujeria.
+
+Charles, at the heart of this, stood enveloped, surrounded, by a drama
+like the sharp clash of cymbals. It was easy to be overwhelmed,
+strangled, blinded, by the savage color; briefly to be obliterated.
+That possibility had been, lately, very much in his mind; and he
+wondered, against all his recent change, if, in the surrender of his
+idealism, he had lost his amulet, his safety. While he had, to a large
+extent, solved, for himself, the philosophy of conduct, cleared the
+motives of his acts, a great deal was inexplicable still. He saw,
+dimly, that there could be little hope of justice on any island except
+as the projection, the replica, of a fundamental universal integrity
+of justice. Perfection like that couldn't begin on the rim of being
+and extend inward; it must be at the center of all life, obscured,
+delayed, but, in an end not computable in the span of human existence,
+certain and inevitable. Charles Abbott now had the feeling that,
+parallel with the maintaining of his grasp on materialism, his
+recognition of the means at his hand, there should be an allegiance to
+a supremacy of the immeasurable whole.
+
+That double vision, the acceptance of a general good together with the
+possibility of extreme ill to the individual, puzzled him. He was
+required to put faith in a power seemingly indifferent to him, to
+discharge a responsibility in return for which nothing that he could
+weigh was promised. Charles recalled what had overtaken the dancer, La
+Clavel, in payment for a heroic effort against an insupportable
+oppression. Disaster had met the body, the flesh; what occurred in
+the spirit he was unable to grasp; but this, suddenly, breathlessly,
+he saw:
+
+La Clavel's bitter defiance, her mountain-born hatred of oppression,
+her beaten but undefiled body, had communicated to him something of
+her own valor. It was as though she had given him a palm, a shielded
+flame, to add to his own fortitude. In all probability she would,
+soon, be dead; Charles correctly gauged the Spanish animosity; and yet
+she was alive, strong, in him. She would be living; it was Ceaza y
+Santacilla who had died, been vanquished; his abnormal refinement
+dropping so easily into the bestial, the measure of evil, in him, for
+which he stood, had been slain, dissipated, ended. The shawl
+contracted, became a thing magnificent but silk, a manton invested
+with a significance brave and surprisingly tender. It was, now, the
+standard of La Clavel, the mantle of the saintliness he had
+proclaimed. His doubts, his questioning, were resolved into the
+conviction that the act of the dancer was her spirit made visible,
+created tangibly for a tangible purpose, and that, there, she was
+indestructible.
+
+With that conclusion to serve as a stay and a belief, a philosophy of
+conduct, he returned from the extra-mundane to the world. Charles
+thought of La Clavel's desire to dance in Buenos Aires, for South
+America. He wondered how old she was; he had never before considered
+her in any connection with age; she had seemed neither old nor young,
+but as invested with the timeless quality of her art. She had spoken
+often of her girlhood, but no picture of her as a girl had formed in
+his mind. It was conceivable that, in more stable circumstances, she
+would have grown old, become withered with the peculiar ugliness of
+aged Spanish women; but that, too, he could not realize. Somehow, La
+Clavel's being was her dancing, and what had gone before, or what
+might have followed, were irrelevant, unreal; they were not she. He
+understood, now, her protest against being absorbed, involved, in
+anything but her profession.
+
+He became conscious of the sustained gravity of his thoughts, how his
+activity had been forced from the body to his mind; and that recalled
+to him the necessity for a contrary appearance. It would be wise for
+him to go to the Cafe Dominica that evening, in an obvious facile
+excitement at his connection, at once close and remote, with the death
+of Santacilla in the dancer's room. But, beyond the fact that it was
+known he had dispatched the servant upstairs, and the usual wild,
+thin speculations, nothing had been allowed to appear. Santacilla, it
+was announced, had died naturally. La Clavel wasn't mentioned. She had
+spoken to others than Charles of her determination to go to the
+Argentine; and it was probable, rumor said, principally in Spanish
+mouths, that she would go quietly south. At the United States Club,
+the idlers and gamblers surveyed Charles with dubious looks; and, over
+a rum punch, he adopted a sullen uncommunicative air. It would not do
+to drop his widely advertised habits too suddenly; he could not, in a
+day, change from a rake to a serious student of such books as
+Machiavelli's Prince; and he prepared, with utter disgust, for his
+final bow in the cloak of dissipation.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Purely by accident he met, at the Plaza de Toros, Jaime Quintara,
+Remigio Florez and Andres. It was so fortunately, evidently,
+haphazard, that they continued together while Charles related the
+circumstances of the tragedy in La Clavel's room. The others were
+filled with wonder, bravos, at her strength and courage. Someday,
+Remigio swore, when Cuba was free, he would put up a monument to her
+in India Park. It would be of heroic size, the bronze figure of a
+dancer, in a manton, on a block of stone, with an appropriate
+inscription.
+
+"The trouble with that," Andres objected, "is if we should live and
+put up a monument to everyone who deserved it, the parks would be too
+crowded with bronzes for walking. All of Cuba might have to be
+commemorated in metal."
+
+At Neptuno Street and the Paseo Isabel they parted. Charles proceeded
+alone toward the sea; and, with the knowledge that Andres had not gone
+home, but would be evident in public elsewhere, he stopped to see the
+other members of the Escobar family. Carmita Escobar had faded
+perceptibly since Vincente's death; still riven by sorrow she
+ceaselessly regretted the unhappy, the blasphemous, necessity which
+made the wearing of mourning for him inadmissible. Domingo Escobar, as
+well, showed the effects of continuous strain; his vein of humor was
+exhausted, he no longer provoked Charles' inadequate Spanish; he
+avoided any direct reference to Cuba. He was, he said, considering
+moving to Paris, he was getting old and no one could complain, now,
+since--. He broke off, evidently at the point of referring to Vincente
+and the Escobar local patriotism.
+
+But Narcisa, Charles was told, had become promised to Hector Carmache,
+an admirable gentleman with large sugar interests; luckily, for
+Narcisa, unconnected with any political dreams.
+
+"She will be very happy," her mother proclaimed.
+
+Narcisa narrowed her eyes. "He lives on an estancia," she added,
+"where there will be banana trees and Haitians to watch; and the
+conversation will be about the number of arrobas the mill grinds." She
+relapsed again into silence; but, from her lowered countenance, he
+caught a quick significant glance toward the balcony. She rose,
+presently, and walked out. Charles gazed at Domingo and Carmita
+Escobar; they were sunk in thought, inattentive, and he quietly joined
+Narcisa.
+
+"Andres has told me a great deal about you," she proceeded; "I made
+him. He loves you too, and he says that you are very strong and
+respected everywhere. I have had to hear it like that, for you never
+come here now. And I hear other things, too, but from my maid, about
+the dancer, La Clavel. You gamble, it seems, and drink as well."
+
+That, he replied, was no more than half true; it was often necessary
+for him to appear other than he was. He studied her at length: she
+had grown more lovely, positively beautiful, in the past month; the
+maturity of her engagement to marry had already intensified her.
+Narcisa's skirt had been lowered and her hair, which had hung like a
+black fan, was tied with a ribbon.
+
+"How do you like me?" she demanded. But when he told her very much,
+she shook her head in denial. "I ought to be ashamed," she added, "but
+I am not. Did you realize that, when we were out here before, I made
+you a proposal? You ignored it, of course.... I am not ashamed of what
+I did then, either. Afterwards, standing here, I wanted to throw
+myself to the street; but, you see, I hadn't the courage. It's better
+now, that time has gone--I'll get fat and frightful."
+
+"This Carmache," Charles Abbott asked, "don't you like, no, love him?"
+She answered:
+
+"He is, perhaps, fifty--I am fifteen--and quite deaf on one side, I
+can never remember which; and he smells like bagasse. I've only seen
+him once, for a minute, alone, and then he wanted me to sit on his
+knees. I said if he made me I'd kill him some night when he was
+asleep. But he only laughed and tried to catch me. You should have
+heard him breathing; he couldn't. He called me his Carmencita. But, I
+suppose, I shall come to forget that, as well. I wanted you to know
+all about it; so, when you hear of my marriage, you will understand
+what to look for."
+
+"That is all very wrong!" Charles exclaimed.
+
+In reply she said, hurriedly, "Kiss me."
+
+That was wrong, too, he repeated, afterward. Her warmth and tender
+fragrance clung to him like the touch of flower petals. She turned
+away, standing at the front of the balcony, her arms, bare under elbow
+ruffles, resting on the railing. The flambeau trees in the Parque
+Isabel were like conflagrations. Her head drooped on her slender neck
+until it almost rested, despairingly, on the support before her. "I
+hate your northern way of living," her voice was suppressed,
+disturbingly mature; "I hate their bringing you into the house, only
+to break my heart. Charles," she laid an appealing hand on his sleeve,
+"could you do this--help me to run away? We have cousins in New York
+who would receive me. If you could just get me on a steamer!"
+
+"No," he said decidedly, "I could not; I wouldn't even if it were
+possible. What would Andres, my friend, think? It would ruin me
+here."
+
+"If you had," she admitted, after a little, "as soon as we reached
+the street, I would have locked myself about your neck like my crystal
+beads. Once when I was supposed to be going with a servant to the sea
+baths, I had the quitrin stop at the San Felipe, and I went up the
+stair, to the roof, to your room, but you were out. You see, I am a
+very evil girl."
+
+He agreed to the extent that she was a very foolish girl. In turn she
+studied him carefully.
+
+"You seem to have no heart," she announced finally; "not because you
+don't love me, but in affairs generally; but I can tell you a
+secret--you have! It's as plain as water. What you think you
+are--poof!" She blew across the open palm of her hand.
+
+"I hope not," he returned anxiously. "But you are too young, even if
+you are to be married, to know about or to discuss such things. As
+Andres' best friend I must caution you--"
+
+"Why did you kiss me?" she interrupted.
+
+He was, now, genuinely sorry that he had, but he replied that it had
+been no more than the salute of a brother. "You had better go in," he
+continued; "when they realize we are out here there will be a stir,
+perhaps you will be put to bed."
+
+"I might make a scandal," she deliberated, "throw myself on you and
+cry as loudly as possible." A smile appeared upon her fresh charming
+lips at his expression of dismay. "Then you would have to marry me."
+
+"I'd have to spank you," he retorted.
+
+"I shall never speak directly to you again," she concluded; "so you
+must remember what I say, that you are not what you'd like to be."
+
+She was, he thought, in spite of her loveliness, a very disagreeable
+little girl. That designation, ludicrously inadequate, he forced upon
+himself. With a flutter of her skirts she was gone. The afternoon was
+so still that he could hear the drilling of soldiers by the shore, the
+faint guttural commands and the concerted grounding of muskets.
+Narcisa and her unpleasant prediction faded from his mind. Standing on
+the balcony he imagined a vast concourse gathered below with upturned
+faces, waiting for him to speak. He heard the round periods, the
+sonorous Spanish, he delivered, welcoming, in the name of the people,
+their newly gained independence, and extending to them the applause
+and reassurances of the United States.
+
+"You have won this for yourselves," he proclaimed, "by your valor and
+faith and patience; and no alien, myself least of all, could have
+been indispensable to you. What I was privileged to do was merely to
+hold together some of the more inglorious but necessary parts of your
+struggle; to bring, perhaps, some understanding, some good will, from
+the world outside. You have added Cuba to the invaluable, the
+priceless, parts of the earth where men are free; a deed wrought by
+the sacrifice of the best among you. Liberty, as always, is watered by
+blood--" he hesitated, frowning, something was wrong about that last
+phrase, of, yes--the watered with blood part; sprinkled, nourished,
+given birth in? That last was the correct, the inevitable, form. The
+hollow disembodied voice of the drill sergeant floated up and then was
+lost in the beginning afternoon procession of carriages.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+With a larger boutonniere than he would have cared to wear at home, a
+tea rose, he was making his way through the El Louvre, when Gaspar
+Arco de Vaca rose from a gay table and signalled for him. It was after
+Retreta, the trade wind was even more refreshing than customary, and
+the spirit of Havana, in the parques and paseos and restaurants, was
+high. The Louvre was crowded, a dense mass of feminine color against
+the white linen of the men, and an animated chatter, like the bubbles
+of champagne made articulate, eddied about the tables laden with
+dulces and the cold sweet brightness of ices. He hesitated, but de
+Vaca was insistent, and Charles approached the table.
+
+"If you think you can remain by yourself," the Spaniard said
+pleasantly, "you are mistaken. For women now, because of the dancer,
+you are a figure of enormous interest."
+
+He presented Charles to a petulant woman with a long nose, a seductive
+mouth, and black hair low in the French manner; then to a small woman
+in a dinner dress everywhere glittering with clear glass beads, and
+eyes in which, as he gazed briefly into them, Charles found bottomless
+wells of interrogation and promise. He met a girl to whom, then, he
+paid little attention, and a man past middle age with cropped grey
+hair on a uniformly brown head and the gilt floriations of a general.
+A place was made for Charles into which, against his intention, he was
+forced by a light insistence. It was, he discovered, beside the girl;
+and, because of their proximity, he turned to her.
+
+At once he recognized that she was unusual, strange: he had dismissed
+her as plain, if not actually ugly, and that judgment he was forced to
+recall. The truth was that she possessed a rare fascination; but
+where, exactly, did it lie? She was, he thought, even younger than
+Narcisa, yet, at the same time, she had the balanced calm of absolute
+maturity. Then he realized that a large part of her enigmatic charm
+came from the fact that she was, to a marked degree, Chinese. Her
+face, evenly, opaquely, pale, was flat, an oval which held eyes with
+full, ivory-like lids, narrow eye brows, a straight small nose and
+lips heavily coated with a carmine that failed utterly to disguise
+their level strength. Her lustreless hair, which might have been soot
+metamorphosed into straight broad strands, was drawn back severely,
+without ornament or visible pins, over her shapely skull. She wore no
+jewelry, no gold bands nor rings nor pendants; and her dress, cut
+squarely open at her slim round throat, was the fragile essence of
+virginity. She attracted Charles, although he could think of nothing
+in the world to say to her; he was powerless to imagine what
+interested her; a girl, she had no flavor of the conceits of her
+years; feminine, she was without the slightest indication of
+appropriate sentiments, little facile interests or enthusiasms. From
+time to time she looked at him, he caught a glimpse of eyes, blue,
+grey or green, oblique and disturbing; she said nothing and ate in
+infinitesimal amounts the frozen concoction of sapote before her.
+
+Charles Abbott hadn't grasped her name, and in reply to his further
+query, she told him in a low voice that it was Pilar, Pilar de Lima.
+Yes, she had been born in Peru. No, she had never been to China,
+although she had traveled as far as Portugal and London. His
+interest in her increased, she was so wholly outside his--any
+conceivable--life; and, without words, in a manner which defied
+his analysis, she managed to convey to him the assurance that he was
+not impossible to her.
+
+He found, at intervals, fresh qualities to engage him: she had
+unmistakably the ease which came from the command of money; the
+pointed grace of her hands--for an instant her palm had sought
+his--hid an unexpected firmness; she was contemptuous of the other
+vivacious women at the table; and not a change of expression crossed
+the placidity of a countenance no more than a mask for what,
+mysterious and not placid, was back of it. Then, in an undertone
+during a burst of conversation, she said, "I like you." She was half
+turned from him, in profile, and her lips had not seemed to move. Seen
+that way her nose was minute, the upward twist of her eye emphasized,
+her mouth no more than a painted sardonic curl. She was as slender as
+a boy of a race unknown to Charles--without warmth, without impulses,
+fashioned delicately for rooms hung in peacock silks and courtyards of
+fretted alabaster and burnished cedar.
+
+He wanted to reply that he liked her, but, in prospect, that seemed
+awkward, banal; and a lull in the conversation discouraged him.
+Instead he examined his feelings in regard to this Pilar from Lima. It
+was obvious that she had nothing in common with the women he had
+dismissed from his present and future; she was more detached, even,
+than La Clavel on the stage. And when, abruptly, she began to talk to
+him, in an even flow of incomprehensible vowels and sibilants, he was
+startled. Gaspar de Vaca spoke to her in a peremptory tone, and then
+he addressed Charles, "She'll hardly say a word in a Christian tongue,
+but, when it suits her, she will sail on in Chinese for a quarter of
+an hour. It may be her sense of humor, it may be a prayer, perhaps
+what she says, if it could be understood, would blast your brain, and
+perhaps she merely has a stomach ache." But his remonstrance had the
+effect designed; and after an imperturbable silence, she said again
+that she liked Charles Abbott.
+
+The General regretfully pushed back his chair, rose, and held out an
+arm in formal gallantry, and Charles was left to follow with Pilar.
+She lingered, while the others went on, and asked him if, tomorrow, he
+would take her driving to Los Molinos. He hesitated, uncertain of the
+wisdom of such a proceeding, when her hand again stole into his. What,
+anyhow, in the face of that direct request, could he do but agree?
+They must have, she proceeded, since he hadn't a private equipage, the
+newest quitrin he could procure, and a calesero more brilliant than
+any they should pass on the Calzada de la Reina. After all he would be
+but keeping up the useful pretence of his worldliness; yet, looking
+forward to the drive with her, an hour in the scented shade of the
+Captain-General's gardens, he was aware of an anticipated pleasure.
+
+The need for caution was reduced to a minimum, it shrank from
+existence; naturally he wouldn't talk to Pilar de Lima of politics, he
+could not be drawn into the mention of his friends, of any names
+connected in the slightest way with a national independence. It was
+possible that she had been selected, thrown with him, for that very
+purpose; but there his intelligence, he thought, his knowledge of
+intrigue, had been underestimated, insulted. No--Pilar, de Vaca,
+Spain, would gain nothing, and he would have a very pleasant, an oddly
+stimulating and exciting, afternoon. The excitement came from her
+extraordinary personality, an intensity tempered with a remoteness, an
+indifference, which he specially enjoyed after the last few
+tempestuous days. Being with her resembled floating in a barge on a
+fabulous Celestial river between banks of high green bamboo. It had no
+ulterior significance. She was positively inhuman.
+
+He met her, with an impressive glittering carriage and rider,
+according to her appointment, at the end of the Paseo Tacon, past the
+heat of afternoon. She was accompanied by a duenna with rustling silk
+on a tall gaunt frame, and a harsh countenance, the upper lip marred
+by a bluish shadow, swathed in a heavy black mantilla. Pilar was
+exactly the same as she had been the evening before. The diminished
+but still bright day showed no flaw on the evenness of her pallor, the
+artificial carmine of her lips was like the applied petals of a
+geranium, her narrow sexless body was upright in its film of clear
+white.
+
+The older woman was assisted into the leather body of the quitrin,
+Pilar settled lightly in the nina bonita, Charles mounted to the third
+place, the calesero swung up on the horse outside the shafts, and they
+rattled smartly into the Queen's Drive. From where he sat he could see
+nothing but the sombre edge of the mantilla beside him and Pilar's
+erect back, her long slim neck which gave her head, her densely
+arranged hair, an appearance of too great weight. On either side the
+fountains and glorietas, the files of close-planted laurel trees,
+whirled behind them. The statue of Carlos III gave way to the Jardin
+Botanico.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+There he commanded the carriage to halt, and, in reply to Pilar's
+surprise, explained that he was following the established course. "We
+leave the quitrin here, and it meets us at the gates of the Quinta,
+and meanwhile we walk. There are a great many paths and flowers." On
+the ground she admitted her ignorance of Havana, and, followed at a
+conventional distance by her companion, they entered the Gardens.
+There was a warm perfumed steam of watered blossoming plants and
+exotic trees; and Charles chose a way that brought them into an avenue
+of palms, through which the fading sunlight fell in diagonal bands, to
+a wide stone basin where water lilies spread their curd-like
+whiteness. There they paused, and Pilar sat on the edge of the pool,
+with one hand dipping in the water. He saw that, remarkably, she
+resembled a water lily bloom, she was as still, as densely pale; and
+he told her this in his best manner. But if it pleased her he was
+unable to discover. A hundred feet away from them the chaperone cast
+her replica on the unstirred surface of the water, in the middle of
+which a fountain of shells maintained a cool splashing.
+
+"I should like one of those," she said, indicating a floating flower.
+
+"It's too far out," he responded, and she turned her slow scrutiny
+upon him. Her eyes were neither blue nor gray but green, the green of
+a stone.
+
+"That you are agreeable is more important than you know," she said
+deliberately. "And de Vaca--" she conveyed a sense of disdain. "What
+is it that he wants so much from you? How can it, on this little
+island, a place with only two cities, be important? I must tell you
+that I am not cheap; and when I was brought here, to see a boy, it
+annoyed me. But I am annoyed no longer," her wet fingers swiftly left
+their prints on his cheek. "Oporto and the English Court--I understood
+that; but to dig secrets from you, an innocent young American," she
+relapsed into silence as though he, the subject she had introduced,
+were insufficient to excuse the clatter of speech. So far as he was
+concerned, he replied, he had no idea of her meaning.
+
+"You see," he went on more volubly, "I was, to some extent, connected
+with the death of Santacilla, an officer of the regiment of Isabel,
+and they may still be looking for information about that."
+
+She assured him he was wrong. "It is Cuba that troubles them. It's in
+their heads you are close to powerful families here and in North
+America, and that you are bringing them together, pouring Northern
+gold into the empty pockets of the Revolution. I saw at once, before I
+met you, that I should waste my time, and I was going away at once ...
+until you walked into the restaurant. Now it will amuse me, and I
+shall take the doblons I get and buy you a present, a ruby, and, when
+you see Captain de Vaca, you will wear it and smile and he will know
+nothing."
+
+"You mustn't buy me anything," Charles protested earnestly; "I can at
+least understand that, how generous you are. If you are unfamiliar
+with Cuba perhaps you will let me inform you. I came to Havana, you
+see, for my lungs. They were bad, and now they are good; and that is
+my history here. There is no hole in them because I have been careful
+to avoid the troubles on the street; and the way to miss them is not
+to give them an admission. The reason I am here with you is because
+you seemed to me, in yourself, so far away from all that. Your mind
+might be in China." He went on to make clear to her his distrust of
+women. "But you are different; you are like a statue that has come to
+life, a very lovely statue. What you really are doesn't matter, I
+don't care, I shall never know. But a water lily--that is enough."
+
+"Are you wise or no deeper than this?" she asked, indicating the
+shallow fountain. "But don't answer; how, as you say, can it affect
+us? You are you and I am I. We might even love each other with no
+more; that would be best--it is the more that spoils love."
+
+"What do you know about that?"
+
+But, relapsing into immobility, she ignored his question. Beyond doubt
+his interest in her had increased; it was an attraction without name,
+yet none the less potent. Seated close beside him she still seemed to
+be fashioned from a vital material other than flesh and blood; she was
+like a creation of sheer magic ... for what end? They rose, leaving
+the Botanical Gardens, the spotted orchids and air plants and
+oleanders, for the Quinta. There they passed into a walk completely
+arched over with the bushes of the Mar Pacifico, the rose of the
+Pacific, a verdurous tunnel of leaves and broad fragrant pink blooms,
+with a farther glimpse of a cascade over mossy rocks.
+
+The stream entered a canal, holding some gaily painted and cushioned
+row boats, and a green-gold flotilla of Mandarin ducks. There were
+aviaries of doves, about which strollers were gathered, and a distant
+somnolent military guard. It was the first time for weeks that Charles
+had been consciously relaxed, submerged in an unguarded pleasure of
+being. Pilar might be honest about de Vaca and his purpose, or she
+might be covering something infinitely more cunning. It would bring
+her nothing! The very simplicity of his relationship with her was a
+complete protection; he had no impulse to be serious, nothing in his
+conversation to guard.
+
+Pilar seemed singularly young here, engaged in staring at and
+fingering the flowers, reading the sign boards that designated the
+various pleasances--the Wood of the Princess, the Garden of San
+Antonio, the Queen's Glade. Her tactile curiosity was insatiable, she
+trailed her sensitive hands over every strange surface that offered.
+Then, with her airy skirt momentarily caught on a spear of bearded
+grass, he saw, below her knee, under the white stocking, the
+impression of a blade, narrow and wicked. La Clavel had carried a
+knife in that manner, many women, he had no doubt, did; but in Pilar
+its stealthy subdued gleam affected him unpleasantly. It presented a
+sharp mocking contrast to all that, in connection with her, had been
+running happily through his mind.
+
+"I thought you were a moth, soft and white," he told her; "but it
+appears that you are a wasp in disguise--I hope it won't occur to you
+to sting me."
+
+Serenely she resettled her skirt. "Did you look for a scapular? Young
+men's eyes should be on the sky." Then she put an arm through his. "It
+was never there for you ... a moth soft and white. But I don't care
+for that." Her gliding magnetic touch again passed, like the fall of
+a leaf, over his cheek. Affecting not to notice it he lighted a thin
+cigar; he'd have to watch Pilar de Lima. Or was it himself who needed
+care? The feeling of detachment, of security, was pierced by a more
+acute emotion, a sensation that resembled the traced point of her
+knife. She asked, nearing the place where they were to meet the
+quitrin, when she might see him again; and mechanically he suggested
+that evening, after the music in the Plaza de Armas.
+
+Returning to Ancha del Norte Street, his face was grave, almost
+concerned, but he was made happy by finding Andres Escobar in his
+room. Andres, with the window shades lowered, was lounging and smoking
+in his fine cambric shirt sleeves. He had a business of routine to
+communicate, and then he listened, censoriously, to Charles' account
+of his afternoon.
+
+"She is a little devil, of course, with her gartered steel, but she
+amuses me. I have the shadow of an idea that she was truthful about de
+Vaca; and the ruby would be an excellent joke."
+
+"I cannot approve of any of this," Andres decided; "it has so many
+hidden possibilities--the Spaniards are so hellish cunning. To be
+candid with you, I can't understand why they have neglected you so
+long. You are, Charles, fairly conspicuous. Perhaps it is because they
+hope, in the end, to get information from you. In that case, if we
+were in danger, I would shoot you with my own hand. Drop this Chinese
+water lily; their stems are always in the mud."
+
+"On the contrary, you must see her," Charles Abbott insisted. "I've
+explained that she can't hurt us; and we may get something floated the
+other way." He was aware of an indefinable resentment at Andres'
+attitude: his love for him was all that prevented the acerbity of a
+voiced irritation.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Yet, when the regimental band was leaving to the diminishing strains
+of its quickstep, Andres joined Charles and Pilar--who had left her
+quitrin--strolling through the Plaza. As usual she said practically
+nothing; but, in the gloom, she was specially potent, like a
+fascinating and ironic idol to innocence; and Charles Abbott was
+pleased by Andres' instant attention. Pilar was reluctant, now, to
+return to the carriage, and she lingered between the men, who, in
+turn, gazed down addressing remarks to the smooth blackness of her
+hair or to the immobile whiteness of her face. Charles dropped behind,
+to light a cigar, and when he came up to them again he had the
+illusive sense of a rapid speech stopped at his approach. Andres
+Escobar's countenance was lowered, his brow drawn together ... it had
+been Pilar de Lima, surprisingly, who had talked. Charles recalled the
+manner in which her low, even voice flowed from scarcely moving lips,
+with never a shadow of emotion, of animation, across her unstirred
+flattened features.
+
+Some Cubans gathered about the table when, later, they were eating
+ices; and, gaining Pilar's consent, he left with the indispensable
+polite regrets and bows. He was vaguely and thoroughly disturbed,
+uneasy, as though a grain of poison had entered him and were
+circulating through all his being. It was a condition he was
+unfamiliar with, disagreeable in the extreme; and one which he
+determined to stamp out. It hadn't existed in his contact with Pilar
+until the appearance of Andres; yes, it came about from the
+conjunction of the girl, Andres and himself; spilled into the clarity
+of their companionship, Andres and his, her influence had already
+darkened and slightly embittered it ... had affected it, Charles
+added; she was powerless to touch him in the future; he put her
+resolutely, completely, from his thoughts.
+
+He was a little appalled at the suddenness with which the poison had
+tainted him, infecting every quality of superiority, of detachment, of
+reasoning, he possessed. When he saw Andres again, after the interval
+of a week, his heart was empty of everything but crystal admiration,
+affection; but Andres was obscured, his bearing even defiant. They
+were at a reception given by a connection of the Cespedes on the
+Cerro. Instinctively they had drawn aside, behind a screen of
+pomegranate and mignonette trees in the patio; but their privacy,
+Charles felt, had been uncomfortably invaded. He spoke of this,
+gravely, and Andres suddenly drooped in extreme dejection.
+
+"Why did you ever bring us together!" he exclaimed. "She, Pilar, has
+fastened herself about me like one of those pale strangling orchids.
+No other woman alive could have troubled me, but, then, Pilar is not a
+woman." Charles Abbott explained his agreement with that.
+
+"What is she?" Andres cried. "She says nothing, she hardly ever lifts
+her eyes from her hands, I can give you my word kissing her is like
+tasting a sherbet; and yet I can't put her out of my mind. I get all
+my thoughts, my feelings, from her as though they passed in a body
+from her brain to mine. They are thoughts I detest. Charles, when I am
+away from you, I doubt and question you, and sink into an indifference
+toward all we are, all we have been."
+
+"Something like that began to happen to me," Charles admitted; "it was
+necessary to bring it to an end; just as you must. Such things are not
+for us. Drop her, Andres, on the Paseo, where she belongs." The other
+again slipped outside the bounds of their friendship. "I must ask you
+to make no such allusion," he retorted stiffly. Charles laughed, "You
+old idiot," he said affectionately, "have her and get over it, then,
+as soon as possible; I won't argue with you about such affairs, that's
+plain." Andres laid a gripping hand on his arm, avoiding, while he
+spoke, Charles' searching gaze.
+
+"There is one thing you can do for me," he hurried on, "and--and I beg
+you not to refuse. The manton that belonged to La Clavel! I described
+it to Pilar, and she is mad to wear it to the danzon at the Tacon
+Theatre. You see, it was embroidered by the Chinese, and it is
+appropriate for her. Think of Pilar in that shawl, Charles."
+
+"She can't have it," he answered shortly.
+
+Andres Escobar's face darkened. "It had occurred to me you might
+refuse," he replied. "Then there is nothing for me to do. But it
+surprises me, when I remember the circumstances, that you have such a
+tender feeling for it. After all, it wasn't a souvenir of love; you
+never lost an opportunity to say how worn you were with La Clavel."
+
+"No, Andres, it isn't a token of love, but a banner, yours even more
+than mine, a charge we must keep above the earth."
+
+That, Andres observed satirically, was very pretty; but a manton, a
+woman's thing, had no relation to the cause of Cuban independence.
+
+"Perhaps, but of course, you are right," Charles agreed. "Very well,
+then it is only a superstition of mine. I have the feeling that if we
+lower this--this standard it will bring us bad luck, it will be
+disastrous. What that Pilar, you may think, is to you, the manton has
+always been for me. It is in my blood; I regard it as a sailor might a
+chart. And then, Andres, remember--it protected Cuba."
+
+"I have to have it," the other whispered desperately; "she--she wants
+it, for the danzon."
+
+Charles Abbott's resentment changed to pity, and then to a calm
+acceptance of what had the aspect of undeviating fate. "Very well," he
+said quietly. "After all, you are right, it is nothing but a shawl,
+and our love for each other must not suffer. I'll give it to you
+freely, Andres: she will look wonderful in it."
+
+The other grasped his hands. "Be patient, Charles," he begged. "This
+will go and leave us as we were before, as we shall always be. It
+hasn't touched what you know of, it is absolutely aside from that--a
+little scene in front of the curtain between the acts of the serious,
+the main, piece. I doubted her honesty, as you described it, at first;
+but you were right. She has no interest at all in our small struggle;
+she is only anxious to return to Peru."
+
+"I wish she had never come from there!" Charles declared; "whether she
+is honest or dishonest is unimportant. She is spoiled, like a bad
+lime."
+
+"If you had been more successful with her--" Andres paused significantly.
+
+"So that," Charles returned, "is what she said or hinted to you!"
+Andres Escobar was gazing away into the massed and odorous grey-blue
+mignonette. "Go away before I get angry with you; you are more
+Spanish than any Mendoza. The manton you'll find at home tonight."
+
+He was, frankly, worried about Andres; not fundamentally--Andres'
+loyalty was beyond any personal betrayal--but because he was aware of
+the essential inflammability of all tropical emotion. The other might
+get into a rage with Pilar, who never, herself, could fall into such
+an error, and pay the penalty exacted by a swift gesture toward the
+hem of her skirt. Then he recalled, still with a slight shudder of
+delight, the soft dragging feel of her fingers on his cheek. He tied
+the shawl up sombrely, oppressed by the conviction of mischance he had
+expressed to Andres, and despatched it.
+
+Pilar de Lima might, possibly, depart for Peru earlier even than she
+hoped; boats left not infrequently for Mexico and South America--the
+Argentine for which La Clavel had longed--and she was welcome to try
+her mysterious arts upon the seas away from Cuba and Andres. A sugar
+bag could easily, at the appropriate moment, be slipped over her head,
+and a bateau carry her out, with a sum of gold, at night to a
+departing ship. There would be no trouble, after she had been seen, in
+getting her on board. And Charles Abbott thought of her, in her silent
+whiteness, corrupting one by one the officers and crew; a vague
+hatred would spread over the deck, forward and aft; and through the
+cabins, the hearts, her suggestions and breath of evil touched. They
+would never see Mexico, he decided; but, on a calm purple night in the
+Gulf, a sanguine and volcanic inferno of blackened passion would burst
+around the flicker of her blanched dress and face no colder in death
+than in life.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Charles Abbott's thoughts returned continually to Andres; in the
+shadowy region of his brain the latter was like a vividly and singly
+illuminated figure. He remembered, too, the occasion of his first
+seeing Andres, at the Hotel Inglaterra: they had gone together into
+the restaurant, where, over rum punches and cigars, the love he had
+for him had been born at once. It was curious--that feeling; a thing
+wholly immaterial, idealizing. He had speculated about it before, but
+without coming to the end of its possibilities, the bottom of its
+meaning. There was no need to search for a reason for the love of
+women; that, it might be, was no more than mechanical, the allurement
+cast by nature about its automatic purpose. It belonged to earth,
+where it touched any sky was not Charles' concern; but his friendship
+for Andres Escobar had no relation to material ends.
+
+At first it had been upheld, vitalized, by admiration, qualities
+perceptible to his mind, to analysis; he had often reviewed
+them--Andres' deep sense of honor, his allegiance to a conduct free of
+self, his generosity, his slightly dramatic but inflexible courage,
+the fastidious manners of his person. His clothes, the sprig of mimosa
+he preferred, the angle of his hat and the rake back, through an
+elbow, of his malacca cane, were all satisfying, distinguished. But
+Charles' consciousness of these actual traits, details, had vanished
+before an acceptance of Andres as a whole, uncritically. What, once,
+had been a process of thought had become an emotion integral with his
+own subconscious being.
+
+Something of his essential character had entered Andres, and a part of
+Andres had become bound into him. This, as soon as she had grown into
+the slightest menace to it, had cast Pilar de Lima from his
+consideration. It had been no effort, at the moment necessary he had
+forgotten her; just as Andres, faced with the truth, would put her
+away from him. The bond between them, Charles told himself, was forged
+from pure gold.
+
+This was running through his head on the night of the danzon. He was
+seated at the entrance of the United States Club, where the sharp
+Yankee accents of the gamblers within floated out and were lost in the
+narrow walled darkness of Virtudes Street. It was no more than eleven,
+the Tacon Theatre would be empty yet.... Charles had no intention of
+going to the danzon, but at the same time he was the victim of a
+restless curiosity in connection with it; he had an uncomfortable
+oppression at the vision of Andres, with Pilar in the bright shawl, on
+the floor crowded with the especial depravities of Havana.
+
+The Spanish officers had made it customary for men of gentility to go
+into the criolla festivities; they were always present, the young and
+careless, the drunken and degenerate; and that, too, added to Charles'
+indefinable sense of possible disaster. In a way, it might be an
+excellent thing for him to attend, to watch, the danzon. If Andres
+were infatuated he would be blind to the dangers, both the political
+and those emanating from the mixture of bloods. At this moment the
+game inside ended, and a knot of men, sliding into their coats,
+awkwardly grasping broad-brimmed hats, appeared, departing for the
+Tacon Theatre. A perfunctory nodded invitation for him to accompany
+them settled the indecision in Charles Abbott's mind. And, a half hour
+later, he was seated in a palco of the second tier, above the dance.
+
+Familiar with them, he paid no attention to the sheer fantastic
+spectacle; the two orchestras, one taking up the burden of sound when
+the other paused, produced not for him their rasping dislocated
+rhythm. He was aware only of floating skirts, masks and dark or light
+faces, cigars held seriously in serious mouths. Charles soon saw that
+Andres and Pilar de Lima had not yet arrived. As he leaned forward
+over the railing of the box, Gaspar Arco de Vaca, sardonic and
+observing, glanced up and saluted with his exaggerated courtesy. He
+disappeared, there was a knock at the closed door behind Charles, and
+de Vaca entered.
+
+There was a general standing acknowledgement of his appearance; the
+visor of his dress cap was touched for every man present, and he took
+a vacated chair at Charles' side. "You weren't attracted to my white
+absinthe," he said easily. On the contrary, Charles replied, he had
+liked Pilar very well, although she had annoyed him by foolish tales
+of a Spanish interest in him.
+
+"She is, of course, an agent," de Vaca admitted indifferently. "We
+almost have to keep her in a cage, like a leopard from Tartary. She
+has killed three officers of high rank; although we do not prefer her
+as an assassin. She is valuable as a drop of acid, here, there; and
+extraordinary individuals often rave about her. We'll have to garrotte
+her some time, and that will be a pity."
+
+There was a flash of color below, of carmine and golden orange, and
+Charles recognized Pilar wrapped, from her narrow shoulders to her
+delicate ankles, in the manton. Andres Escobar, with a protruding lip
+and sullen eyes, was at her side. Suddenly de Vaca utterly astounded
+Charles; with a warning pressure of his hand he spoke at the younger
+man's ear:
+
+"I am leaving at once for Madrid, a promotion has fortunately lifted
+me from this stinking black intrigue, and I have a memory ... from the
+sala de Armas, the echo of a sufficiently spirited compliment. As I
+say, I am off; what is necessary to you is necessary--a death in
+Havana or a long life at home. Where I am concerned you have bought
+your right to either. You cannot swing the balance against Spain. And
+I have this for you to consider. Your friend, Escobar, has reached the
+end of his journey. It will accomplish nothing to inform him; he is
+not to walk from the theatre. Very well--if you wish to hatch your
+seditious wren's eggs tomorrow, if you wish to wake tomorrow at all,
+stay away from him. Anything else will do no good except, perhaps, for
+us."
+
+Charles Abbott sat with a mechanical gaze on the floor covered with
+revolving figures. He realized instantly that Gaspar Arco de Vaca had
+been truthful. The evidence of that lay in the logic of his words, the
+ring of his voice. The officer rose, saluted, and left. Andres had
+come to the end of his journey! It was incredible. He had not moved
+from the spot where Charles had first seen him; he had taken off his
+hat, and his dark faultlessly brushed hair held in a smooth gleam the
+reflection of a light.
+
+Andres turned with a chivalrous gesture to Pilar, who, ignoring it
+completely, watched with inscrutable eyes the passing men. The shawl,
+on her, had lost its beauty; it was malevolent, screaming in color;
+contrasted with it her face was marble. How, Charles speculated
+desperately, was Andres to be killed? And then he saw. A tall young
+Spaniard with a jeering countenance, in the uniform of a captain in a
+regiment not attached at Havana, stopped squarely, with absolute
+impropriety, before Pilar and asked her to dance. Andres Escobar, for
+the moment, was too amazed for objection; and, as Pilar was borne
+away, he made a gesture of denial that was too late.
+
+He glanced around, as though to see if anyone had observed his
+humiliation; and Charles Abbott instinctively drew back into the box.
+As he did this he cursed himself with an utter loathing. Every natural
+feeling impelled him below, to go blindly to the support of Andres.
+There must be some way--a quick shifting of masks and escape through a
+side door--to get him safely out of the hands of Spain. This, of
+course, would involve, endanger, himself, but he would welcome the
+necessity of that acceptance. Gaspar de Vaca had indicated the price
+he might well pay for such a course--the end, at the same time, of
+himself; not only the death of his body but the ruin of his hopes and
+high plans. Nothing, he had told himself a thousand times, should be
+allowed to assail them. Indeed, he had discussed just such a
+contingency as this with Andres. Theoretically there had been no
+question of the propriety of an utter seeming selfishness; the way,
+across a restaurant table, had been clear.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+In the box the other Americans maintained a steady absorbed commenting
+on the whirling color of the danzon. One, finally, attracted by the
+manton on Pilar de Lima, called the attention of the others to her
+Chinese characteristics. They all leaned forward, engaged by the total
+pallor of her immobility above the blazing silk. They exclaimed when
+she left the Spanish officer and resumed her place by Andres Escobar's
+side. "Isn't that peculiar?" Charles was asked. "You are supposed to
+know all about these dark affairs. Isn't it understood that the women
+keep to their own men? And that Cuban, Abbott, you know him; we often
+used to see you with him!"
+
+"Yes," Charles Abbott acknowledged, "partners seldom leave each other.
+That is Andres Escobar."
+
+He paid no more heed to the voices about him, but sat with his gaze,
+his hopes and fears, fastened on Andres and Pilar. Back again, she
+was, as usual, silent, dragging her fingers through the knotted
+magenta fringe of the shawl. Andres, though, was speaking in short
+tense phrases that alternated with concentrated angry pauses. She
+lifted her arms to him, and they began to dance. They remained,
+however, characteristic of the danzon, where they were, turning slowly
+and reversing in a remarkably small space. They were a notably
+graceful couple, and they varied, with an intricate stepping, the
+general monotony of the measure.
+
+Charles had an insane impulse to call down to Andres, to attract his
+attention, and to wave him away from the inimical forces gathering
+about him. Instead of this he lighted a cigarette, with hands the
+reverse of steady, and concentrated all his thoughts upon the fact of
+Cuban independence. That, he told himself, was the only thing of
+importance in his life, in the world. And it wasn't Cuba--alone, but
+the freedom of life at large, that rested, in part at least, on the
+foundation he might help to lay, the beginning solidity of human
+liberty, superiority. He forced himself to gaze with an air of
+indifference at the dancing below him; but, it seemed, wherever he
+looked, the manton floated into his vision. He saw, now, nothing else,
+neither Pilar nor Andres, but only the savage challenging fire of
+silks. The shawl's old familiar significance had been entirely
+lost--here he hated and feared it, it was synonymous with all that
+threatened his success. It gathered into its folded and draped square
+the evil of the danzon, the spoiled mustiness of joined and debased
+bloods, the license under a grotesque similitude of restraint.
+
+This was obliterated by a wave of affection for Andres so strong that
+it had the effect of an intolerable physical pressure within his body:
+his love had the aspect of a tangible power bound to assert itself or
+to destroy him. With clenched hands he fought it back, he drove it
+away before the memory of the other. Voices addressed him, but he paid
+no attention, the words were mere sounds from a casual sphere with
+which he had nothing in common. He must succeed in his endeavor, put
+into actuality at this supreme moment his selfless projection of duty,
+responsibility. For it was, in spite of his preoccupation with its
+personal possibilities, an ideal to which he, as an entity, was
+subordinated. He recalled the increasing number of destinies in which
+he was involved, that were being thrust upon him, and for which, at
+best, he would become accountable. So much more lay in the immediate
+future than was promised--justified--in the present.
+
+Here, too, Andres was at fault--precisely the accident had happened to
+him that he was so strict in facing for others. His absorption
+wouldn't, as an infatuation, continue; or, rather, it could not have
+lasted ... long. But already it had been long enough to finish, to
+kill, Andres. Charles rose uncontrollably to his feet; he would save
+his friend from the menace of the whole Spanish army. But de Vaca,
+whose every accent carried conviction, had been explicit: he
+particularly would not have spoken under any other circumstance. He
+had, in reality, been tremendously flattering in depending to such a
+degree on Charles' coolness and intellect. Gaspar de Vaca would have
+taken no interest in a sentimentalist. The officer without question
+had found in Charles Abbott a strain of character, a resolution, which
+he understood, approved; to a certain extent built on. He had, in
+effect, concluded that Charles and himself would act similarly in
+similar positions.
+
+It was, Charles decided, at an end; he must go on as he had begun. A
+strange numb species of calm settled over him. The vast crowded floor,
+the boxes on either hand, sweeping tier on tier to the far hidden
+ceiling, surrounding the immense chandelier glittering with crystal
+lustres, were all removed, distant, from him. The Tacon Theatre took
+on the appearance of a limitless pit into which all human life had
+been poured, arbitrarily thrown together, and, in the semblance of
+masquerading gaiety, made to whirl in a time that had in its measure
+the rattle of bones, a drumming on skulls. This conception sickened
+him, he could, he felt, no longer breathe in a closeness which he
+imagined as fetid; and Charles realized that, at least, there was no
+need for him to remain. Indeed, it would be better in every way to
+avoid the impending, the immediate, catastrophe.
+
+With a hasty incoherent remark he secured his hat and left the box.
+Outside, in the bare corridor, he paused and his lips automatically
+formed the name Andres Escobar. In a flash he saw the gathering
+disintegration of the Escobar family--Vincente dead, his body
+dishonored; Narcisa, ineffable, flower-like, sacrificed to dull
+ineptitude; Domingo, who had been so cheerfully round, furrowed with
+care, his spirit dead before his body; Carmita sorrowing; and Andres,
+Andres the beautiful, the young and proud, betrayed, murdered in a
+brawl at a negro dance. What disaster! And where, in the power of
+accomplishment, they had failed, where, fatally, they had been
+vulnerable, was at their hearts, in their love each for the other, or
+in the fallibility of such an emotion as Andres felt for Pilar. He,
+Charles Abbott, must keep free from that entanglement. This
+reassurance, however, was not new; all the while it had supported
+him.
+
+He made his way down the broad shallow steps, passing extraordinary
+figures--men black and twisted like the carvings of roots in the garb
+of holiday minstrels; women coffee-colored and lovely like Jobaba,
+their faces pearly with rice powder, in yellow satin or black or raw
+purple, their feet in high-heeled white kid slippers. Where they stood
+in his way he brushed them unceremoniously, hastily, aside, and he was
+followed by low threatening murmurs, witless laughter. A man, loyal to
+the Cuban cause, attempted to stop him, to repeat something which, he
+assured Charles, was of grave weight; but he went on heedlessly.
+
+His passage became, against his reasoning mind, a flight; and he
+cursed, with an unbalanced rage, in a minor frenzy, when he saw that
+he would have to walk through a greater part of the body of the
+theatre before he could escape. The dancers had, momentarily, thinned
+out, and he went directly across the floor. There was a flame before
+his eye, the illusion of a shifting screen of blood; and he found
+himself facing Pilar de Lima and Andres; beyond, the Spanish officer,
+tall and lank and young, was peering at them with an aggressive
+spite. Charles turned aside, avoiding the tableau. Then he heard
+Andres' exasperated voice ordering the girl to come with him to the
+promenade. Instead of that her glimmering eyes, with lights like the
+reflection of polished green stones, evading Andres, sought and found
+the officer.
+
+Charles Abbott's legs were paralysed, he was held stationary, as
+though he were helpless in a dream. His heart pounded and burned, and
+a great strangling impulse shook him like a flag in the wind.
+"Andres!" he cried, "Andres, let her go, she is nothing! Quickly,
+before it is too late. Remember--" There was a surging concentration
+so rapid that Charles saw it as a constricting menace rather than the
+offensive of a group of men. Pilar stooped, her hand at her knee.
+Charles threw an arm about Andres, but he was dragged, struggling,
+away. She was icy in the hell of the manton. There was a suspension of
+breathing, of sound, through which a fragile hand with a knife
+searched and searched. Then a shocking blow fell on Charles Abbott's
+head and the Tacon Theatre rocked and collapsed in darkness.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The sharp closing of a door brought him, a man advanced in middle age,
+abruptly to his feet. He was confused, and swayed dizzily, with
+out-stretched arms as though he were grasping vainly for the
+dissolving fragments of a shining mirage of youth. They left him,
+forever, and he stood regaining his strayed sense of immediacy. He was
+surprisingly weary, in a gloom made evident by the indirect
+illumination of an arc light across and farther up the street.
+Fumbling over the wall he encountered the light switch, and flooded
+his small drawing-room with brilliance. The clock on the mantle,
+crowned by an eagle with lifted gilded wings, pointed to the first
+quarter past eleven: when he had sunk into his abstraction from the
+present, wandered back into the sunlight of Havana and his days of
+promise, it had been no more than late afternoon; and now Mrs. Vauxn
+and her daughter, his neighbors, had returned from their dinner
+engagement. He wondered, momentarily, why that hour and ceremony had
+passed unattended for him, and then recalled that Bruton and his wife,
+who kept his house, had gone to the funeral of a relative, leaving on
+the dining-room table, carefully covered, some cuts of cold meat, a
+salad of lettuce, bran bread and fresh butter, and the coffee
+percolator with its attachment for a plug in the floor.
+
+To the rest, he had faithfully told Mrs. Bruton, who was severe with
+him, he'd attend. In place of that he had wandered into an amazing
+memory of his beginning manhood. The beginning, he told himself, and,
+in many ways the end--since then he had done little or nothing. After
+the ignominy of his deportation from Cuba--impending satisfactory
+negotiations between the United States and Spain, he gathered later,
+had preserved him from the dignity of political martyrdom--a drabness
+of life had caught him from which he could perceive no escape. Not, he
+was bound to add, that he had actively looked for one. No, his
+participation in further events had been interfered with by a doubt,
+his life had been drawn into an endless question. If he had walked
+steadily past Andres Escobar, left him to a murder which, after all,
+he, Charles Abbott, had been powerless to stop, would he have gone on
+to the triumph of his ideal?
+
+In addition to this there was the eternal speculation over the
+relation, in human destiny, of the heart to the head--which, in the
+end, would, must, triumph? There was no necessity in his final
+philosophy for the optimism, where men are concerned, that had been
+his first stay. He wasn't so sure now--but was he certain of
+anything?--of the coming victory of right, of the spreading, from land
+to land, of freedom. Did life reach upward or down, or was it merely
+the circling of a carrousel, the whirling of the danzon? Nothing, for
+him, could be settled, definite. He was inclined to the belief that
+the blow of the scabbard on his head.... That, however, like the rest,
+was indeterminate. He came back eternally to the same query--had he,
+as for so long, so wearily, he had insisted to himself, failed, proved
+weak for the contentions of existence on a positive plane? Had he
+become a part, a member, of the nameless, the individually impotent,
+throng? His sympathies were, by birth, aristocratic rather than
+humane; he preferred strength to acquiescence; but there were times
+now, perhaps, when he was aging, when there was a relief in sinking
+into the sea of humility.
+
+Then his thoughts centered again on Howard Gage; who, before leaving
+that afternoon, had unpleasantly impressed Charles Abbott by his
+inelasticity, the fixity of his gaze upon the ground. Howard had been
+involved in a war of a magnitude that swamped every vestige of the
+long-sustained Cuban struggle. And he admitted his relation to this
+had been one of bitter necessity:
+
+"I had to go, we all did," Howard Gage had said. "There wasn't any
+music about it, any romance. It had to be done, that was all, and it
+was. Don't expect me to be poetic."
+
+Yes, the youth of today were, to Charles' way of thinking, badly off.
+Anyone who could not be poetic, who wouldn't be if he had the chance,
+was unfortunate, limited, cramped. Visions, ideals, were indispensable
+for youth. Why, damn it, love was dependent on dreams, unreality. He
+had never known it; but he was able to appreciate what it might be in
+a man's life. He no longer scorned love, or the woman he was able to
+imagine--a tender loveliness never out of a slightly formal beauty.
+For her the service parts of the house would have no existence; and,
+strangely, he gave no consideration to children.
+
+It wasn't that he minded loneliness; that was not an unmixed evil,
+especially for a man whose existence was chiefly spun from memories,
+speculations, and conditioned by the knowledge that he had had the
+best of life, its fullest measure, at the beginning. He had never
+again seen a woman like La Clavel, a friend who could compare with
+Andres, wickedness such as Pilar's, days and players as brilliant as
+those of Havana before, well--before he had passed fifty. If the trade
+winds still blew, tempering the magnificence of the Cuban nights, they
+no longer blew for him. But Havana, as well, had changed.
+
+The piano next door took up, where it had been dropped, the jota from
+Liszt's Rhapsody Espagnol. It rippled and sang for a moment and then
+ended definitely for the night. Other dancers, Charles reasonably
+supposed, continued the passionate art of that lyric passage; he read
+of them, coming from Spain to the United States for no other purpose.
+He had no doubt about their capability, and no wish to see them. They
+would do for Howard Gage. What if he, instead of Charles Abbott, had
+been at the Tacon Theatre the night Andres had died? That was an
+interesting variation of the old question--what, in his predicament,
+would Howard Gage have done? Walked away, probably, holding his
+purpose undamaged! But Andres could never have loved Howard Gage;
+Andres, for his attachment, required warmth, intensity, the ornamental
+forms of honor; poetry, briefly. That lost romantic time, that day in
+immaculate white linen with a spray of mimosa in its buttonhole!
+
+There were some flowers, Charles recalled, standing on the table in
+the hall, dahlias; and he walked out and drew one into the lapel of
+his coat. It was without scent, just as, now, life was unscented; yet,
+surveying himself in the mirror over the vase, he saw that the
+sombreness of his attire was lightened by the spot of red. Nothing,
+though, could give vividness to his countenance, that was dry and
+dull, scored with lines that resembled traces of dust. The moustache
+across his upper lip was faded and brittle. It was of no account; if
+he had lacked ultimately the courage, the stamina, to face and command
+life, he was serene at the threat of death.
+
+Suddenly hungry, he went into the dining-room and removed the napkins,
+turned the electricity into the percolator. Then, with a key from
+under the edge of the cloth on a console-table, he opened a door of
+the sideboard, and produced a tall dark bottle of Marquis de Riscal
+wine, and methodically drew the cork. Charles Abbott wiped the glass
+throat and, seated, poured out a goblet full of the translucent
+crimson liquid. It brought a slight flush to his cheeks, a light in
+his eyes, and the shadow of a vital humor, a past challenge, to his
+lips. He had lifted many toasts in that vintage, his glass striking
+with a clear vibration against other eagerly held glasses. More often
+than not they--Tirso, the guardsman in statue, Remigio, Jaime, Andres
+and himself--had drunk to La Clavel. He drank to her, probably the
+sole repository of her memory, her splendor, on earth, now. "La
+Clavel," he said her name aloud. And then, "Andres."
+
+A sharp gladness seized him that Andres had, almost at the last, heard
+his voice, his shouted warning and apprehension and love. If liberty,
+justice, were to come, one life, two, could make no difference; a
+hundred years, a hundred hundred, were small measures of time. And if
+all were doomed, impossible, open to the knife of a fateful Pilar,
+why, then, they had had their companionship, their warmth, a period of
+unalloyed fidelity to a need that broke ideals like reeds. Perhaps
+what they had found was, after all, within them, that for which they
+had swept the sky.
+
+
+THE END
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