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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/31118-8.txt b/31118-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..cd1aaf6 --- /dev/null +++ b/31118-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7095 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Long Day, by Dorothy Richardson + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Long Day + The Story of a New York Working Girl As Told by Herself + + +Author: Dorothy Richardson + + + +Release Date: January 29, 2010 [eBook #31118] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LONG DAY*** + + +E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Martin Pettit, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 31118-h.htm or 31118-h.zip: + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/31118/31118-h/31118-h.htm) + or + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/31118/31118-h.zip) + + + + + +THE LONG DAY + +The Story of a New York Working Girl * * As Told by Herself + +[Illustration: Logo] + + + + + + + +New York +The Century Co. +1905 + +[Illustration] + +Copyright, 1905, by The Century Co. + +Published October, 1905 + +The Devinne Press + + + + +TO MY THREE "LADY-FRIENDS" + +Happy, fortunate Minnie; Bessie, of gentle memory; and that other, +silent figure in the tragedy of Failure, the long-lost, erring Eunice, +with the hope that, if she still lives, her eye may chance to fall upon +this page, and reading the message of this book, she may heed. + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I IN WHICH I ARRIVE IN NEW YORK 3 + + II IN WHICH I START OUT IN QUEST OF WORK 16 + + III I TRY "LIGHT" HOUSEKEEPING IN A FOURTEENTH-STREET + LODGING-HOUSE 27 + + IV WHEREIN FATE BRINGS ME GOOD FORTUNE IN ONE HAND + AND DISASTER IN THE OTHER 44 + + V IN WHICH I AM "LEARNED" BY PHOEBE IN THE ART + OF BOX-MAKING 58 + + VI IN WHICH PHOEBE AND MRS. SMITH HOLD FORTH UPON + MUSIC AND LITERATURE 75 + + VII IN WHICH I ACQUIRE A STORY-BOOK NAME AND MAKE + THE ACQUAINTANCE OF MISS HENRIETTA MANNERS 92 + +VIII WHEREIN I WALK THROUGH DARK AND DEVIOUS WAYS + WITH HENRIETTA MANNERS 108 + + IX INTRODUCING HENRIETTA'S "SPECIAL GENTLEMAN-FRIEND" 123 + + X IN WHICH I FIND MYSELF A HOMELESS WANDERER + IN THE NIGHT 142 + + XI I BECOME AN "INMATE" OF A HOME FOR WORKING GIRLS 151 + + XII IN WHICH I SPEND A HAPPY FOUR WEEKS MAKING + ARTIFICIAL FLOWERS 180 + +XIII THREE "LADY-FRIENDS," AND THE ADVENTURES THAT + BEFALL THEM 197 + + XIV IN WHICH A TRAGIC FATE OVERTAKES MY "LADY-FRIENDS" 215 + + XV I BECOME A "SHAKER" IN A STEAM-LAUNDRY 229 + + XVI IN WHICH IT IS PROVED TO ME THAT THE DARKEST HOUR + COMES JUST BEFORE THE DAWN 249 + + EPILOGUE 266 + + + + +THE LONG DAY + + + + +I + +IN WHICH I ARRIVE IN NEW YORK + + +The rain was falling in great gray blobs upon the skylight of the little +room in which I opened my eyes on that February morning whence dates the +chronological beginning of this autobiography. The jangle of a bell had +awakened me, and its harsh, discordant echoes were still trembling upon +the chill gloom of the daybreak. Lying there, I wondered whether I had +really heard a bell ringing, or had only dreamed it. Everything about me +was so strange, so painfully new. Never before had I waked to find +myself in that dreary, windowless little room, and never before had I +lain in that narrow, unfriendly bed. + +Staring hard at the streaming skylight, I tried to think, to recall some +one of the circumstances that might possibly account for my having +entered that room and for my having laid me down on that cot. When? and +how? and why? How inexplicable it all was in those first dazed moments +after that rude awakening! And then, as the fantasies of a dream +gradually assume a certain vague order in the waking recollection, there +came to me a confused consciousness of the events of the preceding +twenty-four hours--the long journey and the weariness of it; the +interminable frieze of flying landscape, with its dreary, snow-covered +stretches blurred with black towns; the shriek of the locomotive as it +plunged through the darkness; the tolling of ferry-bells, and then, at +last, the slow sailing over a black river toward and into a giant city +that hung splendid upon the purple night, turret upon turret, and tower +upon tower, their myriad lights burning side by side with the stars, a +city such as the prophets saw in visions, a city such as dreamy +childhood conjures up in the muster of summer clouds at sunset. + +Suddenly out of this chaotic recollection of unearthly splendors came +the memory, sharp and pinching, of a new-made grave on a wind-swept hill +in western Pennsylvania. With equal suddenness, too, the fugue of +thundering locomotives, and shrieking whistles, and sad, sweet tollings +of ferry-bells massed itself into the clangorous music of a terrifying +monody--"WORK OR STARVE, WORK OR STARVE!" + +And then I remembered! An unskilled, friendless, almost penniless girl +of eighteen, utterly alone in the world, I was a stranger in a strange +city which I had not yet so much as seen by daylight. I was a waif and a +stray in the mighty city of New York. Here I had come to live and to +toil--out of the placid monotony of a country town into the storm and +stress of the wide, wide, workaday world. Very wide awake now, I jumped +out of bed upon the cold oil-cloth and touched a match to the pile of +paper and kindling-wood in the small stove. There was a little puddle of +water in the middle of the floor under the skylight, and the drip in +falling had brushed against the sleeve of my shirt-waist and soaked into +the soles of my only pair of shoes. I dressed as quickly as the cold and +my sodden garments permitted. On the washstand I found a small tin ewer +and a small tin basin to match, and I dabbed myself gingerly in the +cold, stale water. + +Another jangle of the harsh bell, and I went down dark stairs to the +basement and to breakfast, wondering if I should be able to recognize +Miss Jamison; for I had caught but a glimpse of my new landlady on my +arrival the previous midnight. Wrapped in a faded French flannel +kimono, her face smeared with cold cream, her hair done up in curling +"kids," she had met and arranged terms with me on the landing in front +of her bedroom door as the housemaid conducted me aloft. Making due +allowance for the youth-and-beauty-destroying effects of the kimono, +curling "kids," and cold cream, and substituting in their stead a snug +corset, an undulated pompadour, and a powdered countenance, +respectively, I knew about what to look for in the daylight Miss +Jamison. A short, plump, blonde lady in the middle forties, I predicted +to myself. The secretary of the Young Women's Christian Association, to +which I had written some weeks before for information as to respectable +and cheap boarding-houses, had responded with a number of names and +addresses, among them that of Miss Elmira Jamison, "a lady of very high +Christian ideals." + +Miss Jamison was no disappointment. She fulfilled perfectly all my +preconceived notions of what she would look like when properly attired. +Spying me the moment I got inside the dining-room door, she immediately +pounced upon me and hurried me off to a seat, when a girl in a dirty +white apron began to unload off a tray a clatter of small dishes under +my nose, while another servant tossed a wet, warm napkin upon my plate. +My breakfast consisted of heterogeneous little dabs of things in the +collection of dishes, and which I ate with not the greatest relish in +the world. + +There were several score of breakfasters in the two big rooms, which +seemed to occupy the entire basement floor. They ate at little tables +set uncomfortably close together. Gradually my general observations +narrowed down to the people at my own table. I noticed a young man +opposite who wore eye-glasses and a carefully brushed beard; an old +lady, with a cataract in her left eye, who sat at the far end of the +table; a little fidgety, stupid-looking, and very ugly woman who sat +next the bearded young man; and a young girl, with dancing, roguish +black eyes, who sat beside me. The bearded young man talked at a great +rate, and judging from the cackling laughter of the fidgety woman and +the intensely interested expression of the cataracted lady, the subject +was one of absorbing interest. + +Gradually I discovered that the topic of discourse was none other than +our common hostess and landlady; and gradually, too, I found myself +listening to the history of Miss Elmira Jamison's career as a purveyor +of bed and board to impecunious and homeless mortals. + +Five years ago Miss Jamison had come into this shabby though eminently +respectable neighborhood, and opened a small boarding-house in a +neighboring street. She had come from some up-State country town, and +her bureaus and bedsteads were barely enough to furnish the small, +old-fashioned house which she took for a term of years. Miss Jamison was +a genius--a genius of the type peculiar to the age in which we live. She +wasn't the "slob" that she looked. The epithet is not mine, but that of +the young gentleman to whom I am indebted for this information. No, +indeed; Miss Jamison was anything but a "slob," as one soon found out +who had occasion to deal with her very long. A shrewd, exacting, +penny-for-penny and dollar-for-dollar business woman was concealed under +the mask of her good-natured face and air of motherly solicitude. Miss +Jamison, at the very start-out of her career, was inspired to call her +little "snide" boarding-house after the founder of the particular creed +professed by the congregation of the neighboring church. The result was +that "The Calvin" immediately became filled with homeless Presbyterians, +or the homeless friends and acquaintances of Presbyterians. They not +only filled her house, but they overflowed, and to preserve the overflow +Miss Jamison rented the adjoining house. + +Miss Jamison was now a successful boarding-house keeper on a scale +large enough to have satisfied the aspirations of a less clever woman. +But she longed for other denominations to feed and house. Of the +assortment that offered themselves, she chose the Methodists next, and +soon had several flourishing houses running under the pious appellation +"Wesley," which name, memorialized in large black letters on a brass +sign, soon became a veritable magnet to board-seeking Methodism. + +The third and last venture of the energetic lady, and the one from which +she was to derive her largest percentage of revenue, was the +establishment of the place of which I had so recently become an inmate. +Of all three of Miss Jamison's boarding-houses, this was the largest and +withal the cheapest and most democratic: in which characteristics it but +partook of the nature of the particular sort of church-going public it +wished to attract, which was none other than the heterodox element which +flocked in vast numbers to All People's church. The All People's edifice +was a big, unsightly brick building. It had been originally designed for +a roller-skating rink. + +All People's, as the church was colloquially named, was one of the most +popular places of worship in the city. Every Sunday, both at morning and +evening services, the big rink was packed to the doors with people who +were attracted quite as much by the good music as they were by the +popular preaching of the very popular divine. A large percentage of this +great congregation was recruited from the transient element of +population which lives in lodgings and boarding-houses. From its +democracy and lack of all ceremony, it was a church which appealed +particularly to those who were without ties or affiliations. Into this +sanctuary the lonely young man (or girl) of a church-going temperament +was almost sure to drift sooner or later if his probationary period of +strangerhood happened to fall in this section of the city. + +The clever Miss Jamison put a sign bearing the legend, "All People's," +on each of the doors of six houses, opposite the church, which she +acquired one by one as her business increased. The homeless and lonely +who came to All People's for spiritual refreshment, or to gratify their +curiosity, remained to patronize Miss Jamison's "special Sunday" +thirty-five-cent table d'hôte, served in the basement of one house; or +bought a meal-ticket for four dollars, which entitled them to twenty-one +meals served in the basement of another of the houses; or for the sum of +five dollars and upward insured themselves the privilege of a week's +lodging and three meals a day served in still another of the basements. + +Such is the history of Miss Jamison as detailed at the breakfast-table +that Sunday morning. + +I went out for a walk late in the afternoon, and wandered about, +homesick and lonely. When I returned dinner was over and the dining-room +almost deserted, only a few remaining to gossip over their dessert and +coffee. At my table all had gone save the young girl with the dark eyes, +who, I felt instinctively, was a very nice and agreeable girl. As I +approached the table, she raised her eyes from the book she was reading +and gave me a diffident little bow, when, seeing I was so glad to +respond to it, she immediately smiled in a friendly way. + +From the glimpse I had caught of her during the morning meal, I had +thought her very pretty in a smart, stiffly starched, mannish-looking +shirt-waist. That night she looked even prettier, clad in a +close-fitting cloth gown of dark wine-color. I noticed, too, as I sat +down beside her, that she was an unusually big woman. + +"How do you like the boarding-house by this time?" she asked, with an +encouraging smile, to which I responded as approvingly as I could in the +remembrance of the cheerless hall bedroom far above, and in the +presence of the unappetizing dinner spread before me. + +"Well, I think it's rotten, if you'll excuse my French," laughed Miss +Plympton, as she cut a square of butter off the common dish and passed +it to me. "And I guess you think so, too, only you're too polite to +roast the grub like the rest of us do. But you'll get over that in time. +I was just the same way when I first begun living in boarding-houses, +but I've got bravely over that now. + +"I've been here just a little over a week myself," she went on in her +frank and engaging manner. "I saw you this morning, and I just knew how +you felt. I thought I'd die of homesickness when I came. Not a soul +spoke to me for four days. Not that anybody would want to particularly +get acquainted with these cattle, only I'm one of the sort that has got +to have somebody to speak to. So this morning I said to myself, when I +saw you, that I'd put on nerve and up and speak to you even if you did +turn me down. And that's why I waited for you to-night." + +I responded that I was glad she had been so informal; absence of +formality being the meaning I interpreted from her slang, which was much +more up-to-date and much more vigorous than that to which I had been +accustomed in the speech of a small country village. As I ate, we +talked. We talked a little about a great many things in which we were +not at all interested, and a very great deal about ourselves and the +hazards of fortune which had brought our lives together and crossed them +thus at Miss Jamison's supper-table,--subjects into which we entered +with all the zest and happy egotism of youth. Of this egotism I had the +greater preponderance, probably because of my three or four years' less +experience of life. Before we rose from the table I had told Miss +Plympton the story of my life as it had been lived thus far. + +Of her own story, all I knew was that she was a Westerner, that she had +worked a while in Chicago, and had come to New York on a mission similar +to my own--to look for a job. We went together to her room, which was as +small and shabby as my own, and a few minutes later we were sitting +round the little Jenny Lind stove, listening to the pleasant crackle of +the freshly kindled fire. Both were silent for a few minutes. Then my +new friend spoke. + +"What does that put you in mind of?" she asked slowly. + +"You mean the crackle of the kindling-wood and the snap of the coal as +the flames begin to lick it?" I asked. + +"U-m-m, yes; the crackle of the wood and the snap of the coal," said the +girl in a dreamy tone. + +"Home!" I cried, quick as a flash. "It makes me think of home--of the +home I used to have," and my eyes blurred. + +"Here, too! Home!" she replied softly. "Funny, isn't it, that we have so +many ideas exactly alike? But I suppose that's because we were both +brought up in the country." + +"In the country!" I exclaimed in surprise. "I thought you were from +Chicago." + +"Oh, no; I'm from the country. I didn't go to Chicago till I was twenty. +I lived all my life on a farm in Iowa, till I went up to get a job in +Chicago after my father died and I was all alone in the world. We lived +in the very wildest part of the State--in the part they call the 'Big +Woods.' Oh, I know all about frontier life. And there's hardly any kind +of 'roughing it' that I haven't done. I was born to it." + +She laughed, opening the stove door, for the elbow of the pipe was now +red-hot and threatening conflagration to the thin board partition +behind, which divided the little room from that of the next lodger. + +A loud thump upon the board partition startled us. We listened for a +few moments,--at first with alarm,--and then realized that the noise was +only the protest of a sleepy boarder. + +Presently, as we continued to talk, the banging of a shoe-heel on the +wall grew more insistent. We heard doors opening along the hall, and a +high, raucous voice invoked quiet in none too polite phrase. So I said, +"Good night," in a whisper and tiptoed to my own door. + +Thus began my acquaintance with Minnie Plympton--an acquaintance which, +ripening later into a warm friendship, was to have an incalculable +influence upon my life. + + + + +II + +IN WHICH I START OUT IN QUEST OF WORK + + +When I woke up the next morning it was to find a weight of homesickness +lying heavy upon my heart--homesickness for something which, alas! no +longer existed save in memory. Then I remembered the girl on the floor +below, and soon I was dressing with a light heart, eager to hurry down +to breakfast. I was somewhat disappointed to find that she had eaten her +breakfast and gone. I went out upon the stoop, hailed a newsboy, and +sought my skylight bedroom. + +It was with a hope born of youth and inexperience that I now gave +systematic attention to "HELP WANTED--Female." I will confess that at +first I was ambitious to do only what I chose to esteem "lady-like" +employment. I had taught one winter in the village school back home, and +my pride and intelligence naturally prompted me to a desire to do +something in which I could use my head, my tongue, my wits--anything, +in fact, rather than my hands. The advertisements I answered all held +out inducements of genteel or semi-genteel nature--ladies' companions; +young women to read aloud to blind gentlemen and to invalids; assistants +in doctors' and dentists' offices, and for the reception-room of +photograph galleries. All of them requested answers in "own handwriting, +by mail only." I replied to scores of such with no success. + +There was also another kind of illusive advertisement which I answered +in prodigal numbers in the greenness of these early days. These were +those deceitfully worded requests for "bright, intelligent ladies--no +canvassing." And not less prodigal were the returns I got. They came in +avalanches by every mail, from patent-medicine concerns, +subscription-book publishers, novelty manufacturers--all in search of +canvassers to peddle their trash. + +I might have saved much superfluous effort, and saved myself many +postage-stamps, had I been fortunate enough to have had the advice of +Miss Plympton throughout this first week. But Miss Plympton had gone +away for several days. I had not seen her since we had parted on Sunday +night; but Monday evening, when I went to the table, I found a hasty +note saying she had gone out of town to see about a job, and would see +me later. That was all. I found myself longing for her more and more as +the week wore away. + +Meanwhile, however, I did not allow the sentiment of an interrupted +acquaintance to interfere with my quest for a job, nor did I sit idle in +Miss Jamison's boarding-house waiting for replies. I had only a few +dollars in the world, and on the other side of those few dollars I saw +starvation staring me in the face unless I found work very soon. I +planned my search for work as systematically as I might have conducted a +house-cleaning. As soon as each day's grist of "wants" was sifted and a +certain quota disposed of by letter, I set out to make personal +applications to such as required it. This I found to be an even more +discouraging business than the epistolary process, as it was bitterly +cold and the streets were filled with slush and snow. The distances were +interminable, and each day found my little hoard dwindling away with +frightful rapidity into innumerable car-fares and frequent cups of +coffee at wayside lunch-counters. I traveled over miles and miles of +territory, by trolley-car, by elevated train and ferry-boat, to +Brooklyn, to Harlem, to Jersey City and Newark, only to reach my +destination cold and hungry, and to be interviewed by a seedy man with +a patent stove-lifter, a shirt-waist belt, a contrivance for holding up +a lady's train, or a new-fangled mop--anything, everything that a +persistent agent might sell to the spendthrift wife of an American +workingman. + +By the end of the week I was obliged to hunt for another boarding-house +as well as continue the search for work. My little bedroom under the +skylight, and three meals per day of none too plentiful and wretchedly +cooked food, required the deposit of five dollars a week in advance. +With but a few dollars left in my purse, and the prospect of work still +far off, nothing in the world seemed so desirable as that I might be +able to pass the remainder of my days in Miss Jamison's house, and that +I might be able to breakfast indefinitely in her dark basement +dining-room. + +Sunday morning came around again. I had been a week in the city, and was +apparently no nearer to earning a livelihood than the day I started out. +I had gained a little experience, but it had been at the cost of nearly +five precious dollars, all spent in street-car fare and postage-stamps; +of miles and miles of walking through muddy, slushy streets; and at the +sacrifice of my noon lunch, which I could have had done up for me at the +boarding-house without extra charge, but which my silly vanity did not +allow me to carry around under my arm. + +Sunday morning again, and still no Miss Plympton. She was under +discussion when I reached the breakfast-table. The lady with the +cataract and her friend were speaking of how well she always dressed, +and one of them wondered how she managed to do it, since she had no +visible means of support. Dr. Perkins didn't seem to relish the turn the +conversation had taken, and suddenly he fell completely out of it. But +the gossips clacked on regardless, until they were brought to a +standstill by a peremptory exclamation from the end of the table. + +"Excuse me," spoke up the doctor, dryly, "but I'll have to ask you to +change the subject. You are talking about a young lady of whom you know +absolutely nothing!" + +The scandal-mongers finished breakfast in silence and soon shuffled away +in their bedroom slippers. + +"Old cats!" said the doctor, energetically. "Boarding-house life breeds +them. A boarding-house is no place for anybody. It perverts all the +natural instincts, mental, moral, and physical. You'd hardly believe it, +but I've lived in boarding-houses so long that I can't digest really +wholesome food any more." + +When at last we rose to go, he handed me a card upon which I later read +this astonishing inscription in heavy black type: "PAINLESS PERKINS"; +and, in smaller type underneath, the information that the extracting or +filling of molars; crown and bridge work; or the fitting of artificial +teeth, would be done by Painless Perkins in a "Particularly Pleasing +Way," and that he was "Predisposed to Popular Prices." + +With no books to read, and no advertisements to answer, and no friend +with whom to gossip, the day stretched before me a weary, dreary waste, +when I happened to think of the church across the way, something of the +history of which I had heard from Painless Perkins. And so I joined the +crowd of strangers who were pouring into the doors of "All People's" to +the music of a sweet-toned bell. + +I was there early, but the auditorium was packed, and I was ushered to a +camp-chair in the aisle. The crowd was not suggestive of fashionable New +York, though there were present many fine-looking, well-groomed men and +women. But nearly everybody was neatly and decently if not well dressed. +Many of the faces looked as sad and lonely as I felt. They appeared to +be strangers--homeless wanderers who had come here to church not so much +for worship as to come in touch with human beings. I was too tired, too +discouraged even to hear what the earnest-voiced preacher said. The two +girls sitting directly in front of me listened intently, as they passed +a little bag of peppermints back and forth, and I envied them the +friendship which that furtive bag of peppermints betokened. If I had had +any prospect of getting a job the following week, I too could have +listened to the preacher. As it was, my ears were attuned only to the +terrifying refrain which had haunted me all week: "WORK OR STARVE, WORK +OR STARVE!" After a while I tried to rouse myself and to take in the +sermon which was holding the great congregation breathless. It was about +the Good Samaritan. I heard a few sentences. Then the preacher's voice +was lost once more in that insistent refrain. + +Dinner at noon and supper in the evening in the dark house across the +street, and still my friend was absent. The scandal-mongers were as busy +as ever, for Painless Perkins was away. + +Monday morning I made my way eastward on foot, across Union Square. The +snow had been falling all night and was still sifting down in big, +flowery flakes. The trees under their soft, feathery burdens looked like +those that grow only in a child's picture-book. The slat-benches were +covered with soft white blankets that were as yet undisturbed, for the +habitual bench tramp was not abroad so early in the morning. + +I was up extraordinarily early, as I started out on a double search. The +first item on my list--"Board and room, good neighborhood, $3.00"--took +me south across Fourteenth Street, choked and congested with the morning +traffic. The pavements were filled with hurrying crowds--factory-hands, +mill-girls, mechanics--the vanguard of the great labor army. I hunted +for Mrs. McGinniss's residence in a street which pays little attention +to the formality of numbers. An interview with a milk-cart driver +brought the discouraging news that I might find it somewhere between +First and Second avenues, and I hurried on down the street, which +stretched away and dipped in the far distance under the framework of the +elevated railroad. The stoop-line on either side presented an +interminable vista of small, squalid shops, meat-markets, and saloons. + +Wedged between a paper-box factory and a blacksmith's shop I found Mrs. +McGinniss's number. It was a five-story red-brick tenement, like all the +others that rise above the stoop-line of this poverty-stricken street. A +soiled scrap of paper pasted beneath the button informed possible +visitors that Mrs. McGinniss lived on the fifth floor, that her bell was +out of order, and that one should "Push Guggenheim's." + +The Guggenheims responded with a click from above. I ascended a flight +of dark stairs, at the top of which there was ranged an ambuscade of +numerous small Guggenheims who had gushed out in their underdrawers and +petticoats. Their mother, in curl-papers, gave explicit directions for +my guidance upward. + +"Is this where Mrs. McGinniss lives?" I inquired of the dropsical +slattern who responded to my rap. + +"I'm her." + +Mrs. McGinniss's manner was aggressive. Conscious of her bare, sodden +arms and dripping gingham apron, she evidently supposed I had mistaken +her for a laundress instead of the lady of her own house, and she showed +her resentment by chilly reticence. + +"I don't run no boarding-house, and I don't take just any trash that +come along, either." + +I agreed that these were excellent qualities in a landlady, and then, +somewhat mollified, she led the way through a steamy passage into a +stuffy bedroom. It had one window, looking out into an air-shaft filled +with lines of fluttering garments and a network of fire-escapes. A +slat-bed, a bureau, a washstand with a noseless pitcher, and a +much-spotted Brussels carpet completed the furnishings, and out of all +exuded ancient odors of boiled cabbage and soap-suds. + +"There's one thing, though, I won't stand for, and that's cigarettes. +I've had the last girl in my house that smokes cigarettes I'm going to +have. Look at that nice carpet! Look at it! All burned full of holes +where that trollop throwed her matches." + +I hurried away, with a polite promise to consider the McGinniss +accommodations. + +The abode of Mrs. Cunningham was but a few blocks away. Mrs. Cunningham +did not live in a flat, but in the comparative gentility of "up-stairs +rooms" over a gaudy undertaking establishment. She proved to be an Irish +lady with a gin-laden breath. Her eyes were blue and bleared, and looked +in kindly fashion through a pair of large-rimmed and much-mended +spectacles, from which one of the glasses had totally disappeared. She +was affable, and responded to my questions with almost maudlin +tenderness, calling me "dearie" throughout the interview. Her little +parlor was hung with chromo reproductions of great religious paintings, +and the close atmosphere was redolent of the heavy perfume of lilies +and stale tuberoses. Remarking the unusual prodigality of flowers, the +good lady explained that the undertaker beneath was in the habit of +showing his esteem by the daily tender of such funeral decorations as +had served their purpose. Mrs. Cunningham's accommodations at four +dollars per week were beyond my purse, however; but, as she was willing +to talk all day, my exit was made with difficulty. + +The remainder of that day and a good part of the days that followed were +spent in interviewing all manner of landladies, most of whom, like Mrs. +McGinniss's bell, were disordered physically or mentally. Heartsick, I +decided by Saturday to take blind chances with the janitress of a +Fourteenth-street lodging-house. She had a cleft palate, and all I could +understand of her mutilated talk was that the room would be one dollar a +week with "light-housekeeping" privileges thrown in. I had either to pay +Miss Jamison another five dollars that next morning or take chances +here. I took the hazard, paid the necessary one dollar to the more or +less inarticulate woman, and went back to Miss Jamison's to get my +baggage and to eat the one dinner that was still due me--not forgetting +to leave a little note for the still absent Minnie Plympton, giving her +my new address. + + + + +III + +I TRY "LIGHT" HOUSEKEEPING IN A FOURTEENTH-STREET LODGING-HOUSE + + +Bedtime found me thoroughly settled in my new quarters, and myself in +quite an optimistic frame of mind as I drew close to the most fearfully +and wonderfully mutilated little cook-stove that ever cheered the heart +of a lonely Fourteenth-street "light housekeeper." In the red-hot glow +of its presence, and with the inspiring example of courage and fortitude +which it presented, how could I have felt otherwise than optimistic? It +was such a tiny mite of a stove, and it seemed to have had such a world +of misfortune and bad luck! There was something whimsically, almost +pathetically, human about it. This, it so pleased my fancy to believe, +was because of the sufferings it had borne. Its little body cracked and +warped and rust-eaten, the isinglass lights in its door long since +punched out by the ruthless poker, the door itself swung to on the +broken hinge by a twisted nail--a brave, bright, merry little cripple +of a stove, standing on short wooden legs. I made the interesting +discovery that it was a stove of the feminine persuasion; "Little +Lottie" was the name which I spelled out in the broken letters that it +wore across its glowing heart. And straightway Little Lottie became more +human than ever--poor Little Lottie, the one solitary bright and +cheerful object within these four smoke-grimed walls which I had elected +to make my home. + +Home! The tears started at the mere recollection of the word. The +firelight that flickered through the broken door showed an ironical +contrast between the home that now was and that which once had been, and +to which I looked back with such loving thoughts that night. A narrow +wooden bedstead, as battered and crippled as Little Lottie, but without +the latter's air of sympathy and companionship; a tremulous kitchen +table; a long box set on end and curtained off with a bit of faded +calico, a single chair with a mended leg--these rude conveniences +comprised my total list of housekeeping effects, not forgetting, of +course, the dish-pan, the stubby broom, and the coal-scuttle, along with +the scanty assortment of thick, chipped dishes and the pots and pans on +the shelf behind the calico curtain. There was no bureau, only a waved +bit of looking-glass over the sink in the corner. My wardrobe was strung +along the row of nails behind the door, a modest array of petticoats and +skirts and shirt-waists, with a winter coat and a felt sailor-hat. +Beneath them, set at right angles to the corner, was the little +old-fashioned swell-top trunk, which precaution prompted me to drag +before the door. It had been my mother's trunk, and this was the first +journey it had made since it carried her bridal finery to and from the +Philadelphia Centennial. In the quiet, uneventful years that followed it +had reposed in a big, roomy old garret, undisturbed save at the annual +spring house-cleaning, or when we children played "The Mistletoe Bough" +and hid in it the skeleton which had descended to us as a relic of our +grandfather's student days. + +What a change for the little old trunk and what a change for me the last +twelve months had brought about! After the door had been further +barricaded by piling the chair on top of the trunk, and the coal-scuttle +on top of the chair, I blew out the evil-smelling lamp and crept with +fear and trembling into a most inhospitable-looking bed. It received my +slight weight with a groan, and creaked dismally every time I stirred. +Through the thin mattress I could feel the slats, that seemed hard +bands of pain across my tired body. + +From where I was lying I could look straight into Little Lottie's heart, +now a steady, glowing mass of coals. Little Lottie invited me to +retrospection. How different it all was in reality from what I had +imagined it would be! In the story-books it is always so alluring--this +coming to a great city to seek one's fortune. A year ago I had been +teaching in a little school-house among my Pennsylvania hills, and I +recalled now, very vividly, how I used to love, on just such cold winter +nights as this, when the wind whistled at every keyhole of the +farm-house where I boarded during the school year to pull my +rocking-chair into the chimney-corner and read magazine stories about +girls who lived in hall bedrooms on little or nothing a week; and of +what good times they had, or seemed to have, with never being quite +certain where the next meal was to come from, or whether it was to come +at all. + + +I was wakened by the rattle of dishes, the clatter of pots and pans, and +the rancid odor of frying bacon, bespeaking the fact that somebody's +breakfast was under way in the next room to mine. I stepped across the +bare, cold floor to the window, and, rolling up the sagging +black-muslin blind, looked out upon the world. Bleak and unbeautiful was +the prospect that presented itself through the interstices of the spiral +fire-escape--a narrow vista strung with clothes-lines and buttressed all +about with the rear walls of high, gaunt, tottering tenements, the dirty +windows of which were filled with frowzy-headed women and children. +Something interesting was going on below, for in a moment every window +was thrown up, and a score of heads leaned far out. I followed suit. + +In the sloppy, slush-filled courtyard below two untidy women were +engaged in coarse vituperation that shortly led to blows. The window +next to mine was quickly raised, and I drew back to escape being +included in the category of curious spectators to this disgraceful +scene--but too late. + +"What's the row?" a voice asked with friendly familiarity. It was the +girl who had been frying the bacon, and she still held a greasy knife in +her hand. I answered that I did not know. She was very young, hardly +more than sixteen. She had a coarse, bold, stupid face, topped by a +heavy black pompadour that completely concealed any forehead she might +be supposed to possess. She was decidedly an ill-looking girl; but the +young fellow in his shirt-sleeves who now stuck his head out of the +window alongside of hers was infinitely more so. He had a weak face, +covered with pimples, and the bridge of his nose was broken; but, +despite these manifest facial defects, and notwithstanding the squalor +of his surroundings, a very high collar and a red necktie gave him the +unmistakable air of the cheap dandy. Again I gave a civil evasion to the +girl's trivial question, and as I did so her companion, looking over her +frowzy pompadour, stared at me with insolent familiarity. I jerked my +head in hurriedly, and, shutting the window, turned my attention to +Little Lottie. It was not long before my tea-kettle was singing merrily. +I was about to sit down to the first meal in my new abode, when an +insinuating rat-tat sounded on the door. I opened it to find the +ill-looking young fellow leaning languidly against the door-jamb, a +cigarette between his teeth. + +"What do you wish?" I asked, in my most matter-of-fact manner. + +He puffed some smoke in my face, then took the cigarette from his mouth +and looked at me, evidently at a loss for an answer. + +"The girl in there wants to know if you'll loan her one of your plates," +he replied at last. + +"I am sorry," I said, with freezing politeness--"I am very sorry, but I +have only one plate, and I'll need that myself," and I closed the door. + +After breakfast I walked up to First Avenue to lay in my provisions for +the day--a loaf of bread, a quart of potatoes, a quarter of a pound of +butter, and two cents' worth of milk. Never in my life before had I +bought anything on the Sabbath day, and never before had I seen a place +of business open for trade on that day. My people had not been sternly +religious people, and, theoretically, I didn't think I was doing +anything wicked; yet I felt, as I gave my order to the groceryman, as +though I were violating every sacred tradition of birth and breeding. +After that I tried to do all necessary marketing the day before, and if +I needed anything on Sunday I made myself go without it. + +Returning with my unholy provisions tucked under my arm and a +broken-nosed blue pitcher deftly concealed under my protecting cape, I +made my first daylight inventory of that block of Fourteenth Street +where I lived. On each corner stood a gaudy saloon, surmounted by a +Raines law hotel. It seemed to have been at one time the abode of +fashion, for though both ends of the block were supported by business +buildings, the entire middle presented a solid front of brownstone, +broken at intervals by long flights of steps leading to handsome, +though long-neglected black-walnut doors. The basements were given over +to trade. + +On the stairs I was brought face to face again with my sinister-looking +young man. I looked straight ahead, so as to avoid his eyes. But I found +the way blocked, as he stretched his arms from banister to wall. + +"What's the matter with you?" he began coaxingly. "Say, I'll take you to +the theater, if you want to go. What do you say to 'The Jolly Grass +Widows' to-morrow night?" + +Thoroughly frightened, I responded to the unwarranted invitation by +retreating two steps down the stairs, whereupon the young ruffian jumped +down and grasped the arm in which I held my packages. I don't know what +nerved me up to such a heroic defense, but in the twinkling of an eye he +fell sprawling down the stairs, followed by the flying remnants of my +landlady's milk-pitcher. Then I ran up the remaining two flights as fast +as my feet would carry me, and landed in the midst of an altercation +between the inarticulate landlady and my girl neighbor. In passing, I +could make out enough of the wrangle to understand that the latter was +being ordered out of the house. + +When quietness had been restored, there was a tap at my door. I +demanded the name of my visitor in as brave a voice as I could command. +"Mrs. Pringle," returned the broken voice of the landlady. I saw, when I +opened the door, that she wanted to talk to me. I also saw, what I had +not noticed in my hasty interview the night before, that she was +superior to most of the women of her class. She had been grimy and +unkempt the night before, after her long week's work of sweeping and +cleaning and coal-carrying; but to-day, in her clean wrapper and smooth +gray hair, there was a pathetic Sabbath-day air of cleanliness about her +spare, bent figure. Somehow, I felt that she would not be so very angry +when I explained about the pitcher, and I invited her in with genuine +cordiality. + +She listened in silence to my story, her knotted hands folded upon her +starched gingham apron. + +"That's all right!" she replied, a smile lighting up her tired face. +"I'm just glad you broke the pitcher over that vile fellow's head." + +"You know him, then?" I suggested. + +She shook her head. "No, I don't know him, but I know the bad lot he +belongs to. I've just warned this girl in here to leave as soon as she +can pack her things. I gave her back her rent-money. She only come day +afore yesterday, and I supposed she was an honest working-girl or I'd +never have took her. She pretended to me she was a skirt-hand, and it +turns out she's nothin' but a common trollop. And I hated to turn her +out, too, even if she did talk back to me something awful. She can't be +more 'n sixteen; but, somehow or t' other, when a girl like that goes to +be bad, there ain't no use trying to reason 'em out of it. You come from +the country, don't you?" + +There was a kindly curiosity mirrored in the dim, sunken eyes which +surveyed me steadily, a lingering accent of repressed tenderness in her +voice, and I did not deem it beneath my dignity to tell this decent, +motherly soul my little story. + +She listened attentively. "I knowed you were a well-brought-up young +woman the moment I laid eyes on you," she began, the maimed words +falling gently from her lips, despite the high, cracked voice in which +they were spoken. "And I knowed you was from the country, too; so I did. +You don't mind, honey, do you, if I speak sort of plain with you, being +as I'm an old woman and you just a slip of a girl? Do you, now?" + +I replied that she might speak just as plainly as she liked with me and +I would take no offense, and then she smiled approvingly upon me and +drew her little checked breakfast-shawl closer about her sunken bosom. + +"I like to hear you say that," she went on, "because so many girls won't +listen to a word of advice--least of all when it comes from an old woman +that they thinks don't know as much as they does. They don't relish +being told how careful they ought to be about the people they get +acquainted with. Now I'm talking to you just as if you was one of my +own. You may think you are wise, and all that,--and you are a bright +sort of girl, I'll give you credit for that, only this is such a wicked +city. A young girl like you, with no folks of her own to go to when +she's discouraged and blue, 'll find plenty and to spare that'll be +willing to lead her off. This is a bad neighborhood you're in, and you +got to be mighty careful about yourself. Forewarned is forearmed, as +you've heard tell before; and I have saw so many young girls go wrong +that I felt could have been saved if somebody had just up and talked +straight at them in the beginning, like I'm talking here to you. I had a +girl here in this house two years agone. A pretty girl she was, and she +was from the country too. Somewheres up in Connecticut she come from. +She was a nice, innocent girl too, so she was, when she come here to +rent a room. This very room you've got was the one she had. Just as +quiet and modest and respectful spoken to her elders as you are, she +was. She worked down in St. Mark's Place. She was a cap-maker and got +four dollars a week. She started out to live honest, for she'd been +brought up decent. Her father, she told me when she come here, was a +blacksmith in some of them little country towns up there. She thought +she could make lots of money to come down here to work, and that she +could have a fine time; and I guess she was terrible disappointed when +she found just how things really was. She hankered for fine clothes and +to go to theaters, and there wasn't any chanst for neither on four +dollars a week. By and by, though, she did get to going out some with a +young fellow that worked where she did. He was a nice, decent young +fellow, and I'll warrant you she could have married him if she had acted +wise and sensible; and he'd like as not have made her a good provider. I +don't blame the men out and out, as some folks do; and I say that when a +young fellow sees that a girl 'll let him act free with her, he just +says to himself she'll let other fellows act free with her, and then he +don't want to marry her, no difference how much he might have thought of +her to begin with. That's what, I think, started this girl going wrong. +At first he'd just bring her to the door when they'd be out to the +theater, but by and by she got to taking him up to her room. Now it's +none of my business to interfere with people's comings and goings in +this house, being as I'm only the janitress. I have my orders from the +boss--who's a real nice sort of man--to only rent rooms to respectable +people, and to put anybody out where I knows there's bad conduct going +on. He's strong on morals, the boss is. He used to be a saloon-keeper, +and the Salvation Army converted him; and then he sold out and went into +this business. He has this place, and then he has a boarding-house on +Second Avenue. These Germans are awful kind men, when they are kind, and +Mr. Schneider has did a lot of good. If any of his tenants get sick and +can't pay their rent, or if they get out of work, he don't bounce them +into the street, but he just tells them to stay on and pay him when they +get caught up; and would you believe it that he never loses a cent, +either!" + +Here the woman stopped for breath, which gave me an opportunity to turn +the channel of her talk back to the girl from Connecticut. + +"Well, I didn't have no right to tell the girl that she mustn't take her +gentleman friend to her room, because there ain't no law again it in +any light-housekeeping rooms. The people who live here are all +working-people and earn their livings; and they've got a right to do as +they please so they're quiet and respectable. But I took it on myself to +kind of let the girl understand that her beau would think more of her if +she just dropped him at the front door. A man 'll always pick a spunky, +independent girl that sort of keeps him at a stand-off every time, +anyway. She looked sort of miffed when I said this, and then I said that +she could set up with him any time she wanted in my sitting-room in the +basement, what is real comfortable furnished and pretty-looking--and +which you too is perfectly welcome to bring any gentleman company to any +time you've a mind. + +"Well, she looked at me sort of scornful, and answered me real +peart-like, and said she guessed she could take care of herself. She +tossed her head in a pretty taking way she had, and walked down-stairs, +as though I had turribly insulted her; so what could I do?" + +Again she paused, panting for breath in short, wheezy gasps. + +"And what became of her at last?" I asked. + +"What became of her!" she echoed. "What becomes of all of 'em?" and she +jerked her head significantly in the vague direction of the street. "She +left soon after that, though I never said another word to her, but just +kept on bidding her the time of day, as if nothing had ever passed +between us. I felt turrible about her leaving, too; and I tried to +persuade her she was making a mistake by leaving a house that she knowed +was decent and where she could manage to live within her means. Oh, you +don't know how I felt for days and weeks after she went. I knew how good +she was when she come to this house, and I kept thinking how my Annie +might have been just as foolish and heedless if she'd been throwed +amongst strangers and had the same temptations. I don't know where she +went exactly. She didn't give me much satisfaction about it, and I never +seen her again, till one morning this winter, when I went out to bring +in my ash-cans, I run right into her. It was real early in the morning, +just getting daylight. I always get up at five o'clock winter and +summer, because I'm used to it; and then I've got to, so's to get the +work done, for I can't work fast with my rheumatics. It was hardly light +enough yet for me to recognize her right away, and she did look so +forlorn and pitiful-like walking there so early in the morning in the +snow. It had snowed in the night, and it was the first we'd had this +season. She didn't see me at first. She was walking slow,--real slow and +lingering-like,--like them poor things do. I was standing at the top of +the stairs in the areaway, and her face was turned across the street, as +if she was expecting somebody. I tried to speak to her, but sometimes +something catches me when I'm strong moved and I can't sound a word for +several moments. And that's the way I was struck that morning. I started +to run after her; then I thought better of it, and sort of guessed she'd +turn around at the corner and come back. So I went to the cans and made +believe to be turrible interested in them, and when I looked up, sure +enough she had started back again, and I had caught her eye. + +"Thinking of Annie, I bade her the time of day real friendly-like, just +as though everything was all right, and I asked her to come in and have +a bite of breakfast. I'd left the coffee on the stove, and had fried +myself a nice mess of onions. She looked sort of half shamed and half +grateful, and had started to come with me, when all of a sudden she +stopped and said she guessed she couldn't that morning. Then she +strolled off again. I picked up my ash-cans and started down-stairs, but +I wasn't half-way down when I saw her hurrying along the other side of +the street with a man I'd seen come round the corner by Skelly's saloon +while we was talking together. And I never saw her again." + +An expression of pathos, infinitely sweet and tender, had crept into the +woman's thin, worn face--an expression in strange, almost ludicrous, +contrast to the high, cracked voice in which the talc had been +delivered. I gazed at the bent old creature with something like +reverence for the nobility which I now could read so plainly in every +line of her face--the nobility which can attach itself only to decency +of life and thought and action. In my brief interview with her in the +twilight of the evening before I had heard only the ridiculous jargon of +a woman without a palate, and I had seen only an old crone with a +soot-smeared face. But now the maimed voice echoed in my ears like the +sound of the little old melodeon with the broken strings--which had been +my mother's. + +"I must be going now," she said, rising with an effort. "You'll come +down and see me sometimes, won't you, honey? I like young people. They +sort of cheer me up when I feel down. Come down this afternoon, if you +haven't got any place to go. Come down and I'll lend you some books." + +I thanked her, and promised I would. + + + + +IV + +WHEREIN FATE BRINGS ME GOOD FORTUNE IN ONE HAND AND DISASTER IN THE +OTHER + + +Monday morning--a cheerless, bleak Monday morning, with the rain falling +upon the slush-filled streets. I ate a hurried breakfast of bread and +butter and black coffee, locked my door, and started out with renewed +vigor to look for a job. I had learned by this time to use a little +discrimination in answering advertisements; and from now on I paid +attention to such prospective employers only as stated the nature of +their business and gave a street number. + +I had also learned another important thing, and that was that I could +not afford to be too particular about the nature of my job, as I watched +my small capital diminish day by day, despite my frugality. I would have +been glad, now, to get work at anything that promised the chance of a +meager livelihood. Anything to get a foothold. The chief obstacle seemed +to be my inexperience. I could obtain plenty of work which in time +promised to pay me five dollars a week, but in the two or three months' +time necessary to acquire dexterity I should have starved to death, for +I had not money to carry me over this critical period. + +Work was plenty enough. It nearly always is so. The question was not how +to get a job, but how to live by such jobs as I could get. The low wages +offered to green hands--two and a half to three dollars a week--might do +for the girl who lived at home; but I had to pay room-rent and car-fare +and to buy food. So, as long as my small capital could be made to hold +out I continued my search for something that would pay at least five +dollars a week to begin with. + +On Monday night I was no nearer to being a bread-winner than when I had +started out for the first time from Miss Jamison's boarding-house. I +climbed the bare stairs at nightfall, and as I fumbled at the keyhole I +could hear the click of a typewriter in the room next to mine. My room +was quite dark, but there was a patch of dim white on the floor that +sent a thrill of gladness all over me. I lighted the lamp and tore open +the precious envelop before taking off my gloves or hat. It was a note +from Minnie Plympton, saying she had got employment as demonstrator for +a cereal-food company, and was making a tour of the small New England +cities. The letter was dated at Bangor, Maine, and she asked me to write +her at Portland, where she expected to be all week; and which I did, at +considerable length, after I had cooked and eaten my supper. + +Bread and butter and black coffee for breakfast, and potato-soup and +bread and butter for supper, with plain bread and butter done up in a +piece of paper and carried with me for luncheon--this was my daily menu +for the weeks that followed, varied on two occasions by the purchase of +a half-pint of New Orleans molasses. + + +The advertisements for cigar and cigarette workers were very numerous; +and as that sounded like humble work, I thought I might stand a better +chance in that line than any other. Accordingly I applied to the foreman +of a factory in Avenue A, who wanted "bunch-makers." He heard my +petition in a drafty hallway through which a small army of boys and +girls were pouring, each one stopping to insert a key in a +time-register. They were just coming to work, for I was very early. The +foreman, a young German, cut me off unceremoniously by asking to see my +working-card; and when I looked at him blankly, for I hadn't a ghost of +an idea what he meant, he strode away in disgust, leaving me to +conjecture as to his meaning. + +Nothing daunted, however, for I meant to be very energetic and brave +that morning, I went to the next factory. Here they wanted "labelers," +and as this sounded easy, I approached the foreman with something like +confidence. He asked what experience I'd had, and I gave him a truthful +reply. + +"Sorry, but we're not running any kindergarten here," he replied curtly +and turned away. + +I was still determined that I'd join the rank of cigar-makers. Somehow, +they impressed me as a very prosperous lot of people, and there was +something pungent and wholesome in the smell of the big, bright +workrooms. + +The third foreman I besought was an elderly German with a paternal +manner. He listened to me kindly, said I looked quick, and offered to +put me on as an apprentice, explaining with much pomposity that +cigar-making was a very difficult trade, at which I must serve a three +years' apprenticeship before I could become a member of the union and +entitled to draw union wages. I left him feeling very humble, and +likewise disillusioned of my cigar-making ambitions. + +"Girls wanted to learn binding and folding--paid while learning." The +address took me to Brooklyn Bridge and down a strange, dark thoroughfare +running toward the East River. Above was the great bridge, unreal, +fairy-like in the morning mist. I was looking for Rose Street, which +proved to be a zigzag alley that wriggled through one of the great +bridge arches into a world of book-binderies. Rose Street was choked +with moving carts loaded with yellow-back literature done up in bales. +The superintendent proved to be a civil young man. He did not need me +before Monday, but he told me to come back that day at half-past seven +and to bring a bone paper-cutter with me. He paid only three dollars a +week, and I accepted, but with the hope that as this was only Thursday, +and not yet nine o'clock, I might find something better in the meantime. + +A Brooklyn merchant was in need of two "salesladies--experience not +necessary." A trolley-car swirled me across the river, now glistering in +the spring sunshine. We were hurtled down interminable vistas of small +shops, always under the grim iron trestle of the elevated railroad. At +the end of an hour I entered the "Majestic," a small store stocked with +trash. After much dickering, Mr. Lindbloom and his wife decided I'd do +at three and a half dollars per week, working from seven in the morning +till nine in the evening, Saturdays till midnight. I departed with the +vow that if I must work and starve, I should not do both in Lindbloom's. + +Five cents got me back to Cortlandt Street in Manhattan, where I called +upon a candy-manufacturer who wanted bonbon-makers. The French foreman, +in snowy cap and apron, received me in a great room dazzling with +white-tile walls and floor, and filled with bright-eyed girls, also in +caps and aprons, and working before marble tables. The Frenchman was +polite and apologetic, but they never hired any but experienced workers. + +It was half-past three, and I had two more names on my list. Rose-making +sounded attractive, and I walked all the way up to Bond Street. Shabby +and prosaic, this street, strangely enough, has been selected as the +forcing-ground or nursery of artificial flowers. Its signs on both +sides, even unto the top floor, proclaim some specialization of +fashionable millinery--flowers, feathers, aigrets, wire hat-frames. On +the third floor, rear, of a once fashionable mansion, now fallen into +decay, I stumbled into a room, radiantly scarlet with roses. The +jangling bell attached to the door aroused no curiosity whatever in the +white-faced girls bending over these gay garlands. It was a signal, +though, for a thick-set beetle-browed young fellow to bounce in from the +next room and curtly demand my business. + +"We only pay a dollar and a half to learners," he said, smiling +unpleasantly over large yellow teeth. I fled in dismay. Down Broadway, +along Bleecker, and up squalid Thompson Street I hurried to a paper-box +factory. + +The office of E. Springer & Company was in pleasant contrast to the +flower sweat-shop, for all its bright colors. So, too, was there a +grateful comparison between the Jew of the ugly smile and the portly +young man who sat behind a glass partition and acknowledged my entrance +by glancing up from his ledger. The remark he made was evidently witty +and not intended for my ears, for it made the assistant bookkeeper--a +woman--and the two women typewriters laugh and crane their necks in my +direction. The bookkeeper climbed down from his high stool and opened +the glass door. He was as kind now as he was formerly merry. Possibly he +had seen my chin quiver the least bit, and knew I was almost ready to +cry. He did not ask many questions; but presently he sent one typewriter +flying up-stairs for the superintendent, and the other was sent to ask +of the forewoman if all the jobs were filled. The superintendent proved +to be a woman, shrewd, keen-faced, and bespectacled. The forewoman sent +down word that No. 105 had not rung up that morning, and that I could +have her key. The pay was three dollars a week to learners, but Miss +Price, the superintendent, thought I could learn in a week's time, which +opinion the portly gentleman heartily indorsed, and so I allowed him to +enroll my name. He gave me a key, showed me how to "ring up" in the +register at the foot of the stairs, and told me that henceforth I should +be known as "105." + +I thanked him in as steady a voice as I could command, and reached the +street door on the stroke of six, just in time to hear my shopmates of +the morrow laughing and scrambling down-stairs in their mad effort to +get away from that which I had been trying to obtain for so many weeks. + +The street I stepped into had been transformed. Behind my blurred +vision, as I hurried along, I saw no squalor, no wretchedness now. +Through tears of thankfulness the houses, the streets, and the hurrying +people were all glorified, all transfigured. Everything was right--the +whole world and everybody in it. + +Thus I sped homeward on that eventful evening, eager to tell my good +news to Mrs. Pringle, who, I knew, would be glad to hear it. As I drew +near the block where I lived, I became half conscious of something +strange and unusual in the atmosphere; I felt the strange sensation of +being lost, of being in the wrong place. Men and women stood about in +silent knots, and through the deep twilight I felt rather than heard the +deep throbbing of fire-engines. Pressing through the little knots of men +and women, I stood before the red mass of embers and watched the firemen +pour their quenching streams upon the ashes of my lodging-house. + +Dazed, stupefied, I asked questions of the bystanders. But nobody knew +anything definite. One man said he guessed a good many lives had been +lost; the woman next to him said she'd heard the number was five. + +The houses on both sides were still standing, the windows smashed in, +and the tenants fled. There seemed to be not even a neighbor who might +know of the fate of my lodging-house acquaintance or of my good friend +Mrs. Pringle. I spoke to a policeman. He listened gently, and then +conducted me to a house in Fifteenth Street, where they had offered +shelter for the night to any refugees who might desire it. + +The basement of this house had been turned into a dormitory, one +section for the men and the other for the women, who were in greater +number and came straggling in one by one. A man-servant in livery passed +hot coffee and sandwiches, which we swallowed mechanically, regarding +one another and our surroundings with stupid bewilderment. I had never +met any of these people before, though they had all been my +fellow-lodgers. + +The girl sitting on the cot next to mine passed her cup up for more +coffee, and as she did so turned a quizzical gaze upon me. She was +stupid and ugly. Her quizzical look deepened into curiosity, and by and +by she asked: + +"Youse didn't live there too, did youse?" + +Our common misfortune inspired me to a cordial reply, and we fell into a +discussion of the catastrophe. Her English was so sadly perverted and +her voice so guttural that I could make out her meaning only with the +greatest exercise of the imagination. But it was to the effect that the +fire had started in a room on the top floor, whither poor old Mrs. +Pringle had gone about three o'clock in the afternoon with a bucket of +coal for the fire. Just what happened nobody knew. Every one on the top +floor at the time had perished, including Mrs. Pringle. + +"Didn't youse get nothin' out, neither?" asked my companion. And then +it dawned upon me for the first time that I had nothing in all the world +now but the clothes on my back and the promise of work on the morrow. + +"Yes, I have lost everything," I answered. + +"Youse got anything in the bank?" she pursued. + +The question seemed to me ironical and not worthy of notice. + +"I have. I've got 'most five hundred dollars saved up," she went on. + +"Five hundred dollars!" + +The girl nodded. "Huh, that's what! I could live tony if I wanted, but I +like to save my money. I makes good money, too,--twelve dollars a +week,--and I don't spend it, neither." + +"What do you do?" I asked, regarding the large, rough hands with +something like admiration for their earning abilities. + +"I'm a lady-buffer," she answered, with a touch of pride. + +"A lady-buffer! What's that?" I cried, looking at the slovenly, +dirt-streaked wrapper and the shabby golf-cape that had slipped from her +shoulders to the cot. She regarded me with pity for my ignorance, and +then delivered herself of an axiom. + +"A lady-buffer is a lady what buffs." And, to render the definition +still more explicit, she rolled up the sleeve of her wrapper, showed me +mighty biceps, and then with her arm performed several rapid revolutions +in midair. + +"What do you buff?" I next ventured. + +"Brass!" + +This laconic reply squelched me completely, and I subsided without +further conversation. + +Despite my weariness, there was little sleep for me that night. Affairs +had come to a crisis; my condition was about as bad as it could possibly +be. Whatever was going to become of me? Why, in the name of all common +sense, had I ever come to New York? Why was I not content to remain a +country school-ma'am, in a place where a country school-ma'am was looked +up to as something of a personage? That night, if I had had enough money +to buy a ticket back to the town I had come from, my fate would have +been settled definitely then and there. + +Not the least distressing part of my condition was the fact that there +was really no help for me save what I should be able to give myself. To +be sure, I had certain distant relatives and friends who had warned me +against my flight to the city, and to whom I might have written begging +for money sufficient to carry me back to my native place, and the money, +with many "I-told-you-so's," would have been forthcoming. To return +discredited was more than my pride could bear. I had to earn my +livelihood anyway, and so, on this night of grim adversity, owing my +very bed and supper to charity, I set my teeth, and closed my tired lids +over the tears I could not hide, and swore I'd fight it out alone, so +long as I had strength to stand and heart to hope; and then there was +the prospect of a job at Springer's on the morrow, though the wage would +hardly keep body and soul together. + + +The next morning, while her servants were giving us our breakfast, a +stately middle-aged woman came down to the basement and passed among us, +making inquiries regarding our various conditions, and offering words of +well-meant, if patronizing, advice and suggestion wherever she thought +them needed, but which somehow did not seem to be relished as her more +material kindness had been. When it came my turn to be interviewed I +answered her many questions frankly and promptly, and, encouraged by the +evident interest which she displayed in my case, I was prompted to ask +her if she might know of any place where I could get work. She looked +at me a moment out of fine, clear eyes. + +"You would not go into service, I suppose?" she asked slowly. + +I had never thought of such an alternative before, but I met it without +a moment's hesitation. "No, I would not care to go into service," I +replied, and as I did so the lady's face showed mingled disappointment +and disgust. + +"That is too bad," she answered, "for in that case I'm afraid I can do +nothing for you." And with that she went out of the room, leaving me, I +must confess, not sorry for having thus bluntly declared against wearing +the definite badge of servitude. + + + + +V + +IN WHICH I AM "LEARNED" BY PHOEBE IN THE ART OF BOX-MAKING + + +The "lady-buffer" and I were the last to leave the house. We went out +together and parted company at Third Avenue, she going south to her +work, and I continuing along the street westward. The catastrophe of the +preceding day seemed to have entirely evaporated from her memory; she +seemed also to have forgotten the incident of our meeting and +conversation of the night before, for she made no comment, nor even gave +me a parting greeting. + +I was inclined to reproach such heartlessness as I hurried along, when +suddenly it was borne in upon my consciousness that it was I, not she, +who was open to that charge. Here I was, speeding along to my work with +hope in my heart, sometimes almost forgetting that the woman who had +been so kind to me was probably lying in the morgue, awaiting burial in +the Potter's Field, unless saved from that ignoble end by some friend. +And yet I was powerless. I could not even spare time to go to the morgue +or to make inquiries. I knew not a soul who could have helped me, and I +had only one dollar and a half in all the world, no place to sleep that +night, no change of garments, nothing except the promise of work that +morning at Springer's. I stopped at the corner, strongly tempted by my +innate sense of decency to the memory of the dead. But only for a +moment: the law of life--self-preservation--again asserted itself, and +for the time being I put the past behind me and hurried on toward +Thompson Street. + +It lacked but a few minutes of eight o'clock when, at last, I turned +into the squalid street at the end of which stands Springer's. In the +sunshine of the mild March morning the façade of the tall buff building +looked for all the world like a gaunt, ugly, unkempt hag, frowning +between bleared old eyes that seemed to coax--nay, rather to coerce me +into entering her awful house. + +The instant impression was one of repulsion, and the impulse was to run +away. But there was fascination, too, in the hag-like visage of those +grim brick walls, checkered with innumerable dirty windows and trussed +up, like a paralytic old crone, with rusty fire-escapes. It was the +fascination of the mysterious and of the evil; and, repulsive and +forbidding as was its general aspect, nothing could now have induced me +to turn back. Instinct told me that I was about to enter into no +commonplace experience. And so, unresisting, I was borne along in the +swift current of humanity that was swept down the street, like the water +in a mill-race, to turn the wheels of workshop and factory. Before +Springer's a great arm of this human mill-stream eddied inward, to be +lost in another moment in the vortex of the wide black doors, whence +issued muffled sounds of the pandemonium within. At the last moment I +hesitated, obsessed once more with the indefinable horror of it all. +Again there was the strong impulse to run away--far, far away from +Springer's and from Thompson Street, when suddenly the old monody began +to ring in my ears, "WORK OR STARVE, WORK OR STARVE!" Another moment, +and I too had passed within the wide black doors. + +The entrance passage was lighted by a sickly gas-jet, and in its flicker +a horde of loud-mouthed girls were making frantic efforts to insert +their keys in the time-register. I was jostled and tumbled over +unceremoniously. I was pushed and punched unmercifully by the crowding +elbows, until I found myself squeezed tight against the wall. From the +scrambling and confusion it was evident everybody was late, and tones +and language attested to racked nerves and querulous tempers. Suddenly +there was a scuffle and the sharp scraping of feet on the floor. + +"Get out, yez dirty Irish!" rang out in the stifling air. + +"I wuz here fust!" snarled another voice. + +"Call me dirty Irish ag'in and I'll dirty Irish you." + +The black-haired girl had accepted the challenge, and the maligned +daughter of Erin, cheeks aflame and eyes blazing, rushed at her +detractor with clenched fist. + +"Go for her, Rosie! She's nothin' but a dirty black Ginney, nohow!" + +"Pitch into her, Celie! Punch her!" yelled a chorus from the stairs who +came swooping down from above, attracted by the scrimmage, and just in +time to see the combatants rush at each other in a hand-to-hand +struggle, punctuated with loud oaths. + +The noise suddenly subsided at the screeching of a raucous nasal voice. + +"Well, young ladies! What does this mean?" demanded the superintendent, +and Rosie and Celie both began to talk at once. + +"Never mind about the rest of it," snapped Miss Price, cutting the tale +short. "I'll dock you both half a day's pay: and the next time it +happens you'll both be fired on the spot." + +Then Miss Price turned to me, while the now silent wranglers meekly +turned their keys in the register and marched up-stairs, whither their +respective factions had since disappeared. + +"I do hope to goodness you ain't high-tempered like some is," she +remarked, with an effort toward affability, as we stepped before the +time-register, where I inserted my key for the first time. "All I got to +say is, don't get into no fights with the girls. When they say things to +you, don't talk back. It's them that just takes things as they come, and +lets bygones be bygones, that get the good checks at the end of the +week. Some of them fight more 'n they work, but I guess you won't be +that kind," she concluded, with an unctuous smile, displaying two rows +of false teeth. Then, with a quick, nervous, jerky gait, she hopped up +the flight of rough plank stairs, threw open a door, and ushered me into +the bedlam noises of the "loft," where, amid the roar of machinery and +the hum of innumerable voices, I was to meet my prospective forewoman. + +"Miss Kinzer! Here's a lady wants to learn," shrilled the high nasal +voice. "Miss Kinzer! Where's Miss Kinzer? Oh, here you are!" as a young +woman emerged from behind a pile of pasteboard boxes. "I've a learner +for you, Miss Kinzer. She's a green girl, but she looks likely, and I +want you to give her a good chance. Better put her on table-work to +begin with." And with that injunction the little old maid hopped away, +leaving me to the scrutiny and cross-questioning of a rather pretty +woman of twenty-eight or thirty. + +"Ever worked in a factory before?" she began, with lofty indifference, +as if it didn't matter whether I had or had not. + +"No." + +"Where did you work?" + +"I never worked any place before." + +"Oh-h!" There was a world of meaning, as I afterward discovered, in Miss +Kinzer's long-drawn-out "Oh-h!" In this instance she looked up quickly, +with an obvious display of interest, as if she had just unearthed a +remarkable specimen in one who had never worked at anything before. + +"You're not used to work, then?" she remarked insinuatingly, +straightening up from the rude desk where she sat like the judge of a +police-court. She was now all attention. + +"Well, not exactly that," I replied, nettled by her manner and, above +all, by her way of putting things. "I have worked before, but never at +factory-work." + +"Then why didn't you say so?" + +She now opened her book and inscribed my name therein. + +"Where do you live?" + +"Over in East Fourteenth Street," I replied mechanically, forgetting for +the moment the catastrophe that had rendered me more homeless than ever. + +"Home?" + +"No, I room." Then, reading only too quickly an unpleasant +interpretation in the uplifted eyebrows, a disagreeable curiosity +mirrored in the brown eyes beneath, I added hastily, "I have no home. My +folks are all dead." + +What impression this bit of information made I was unable to determine +as I followed her slender, slightly bowed figure across the busy, +roaring workroom. + +"Be careful you don't get hurt," she cried, as we threaded a narrow +passage in and out among the stamping, throbbing machinery, where, by +the light that filtered through the grimy windows, I got vague, confused +glimpses of girl-faces shining like stars out of this dark, fearful +chaos of revolving belts and wheels, and above the bedlam noises came +girlish laughter and song. + +"Good morning, Carrie!" one quick-witted toiler sang out as she spied +the new girl in tow of the forewoman, and suddenly the whole room had +taken up the burden of the song. + +"Don't mind them," my conductor remarked. "They don't mean nothing by +it--watch out there for your head!" + +Safe through the outlying ramparts of machinery, we entered the domain +of the table-workers, and I was turned over to Phoebe, a tall girl in +tortoise ear-rings and curl-papers. Phoebe was assigned to "learn" me in +the trade of "finishing." Somewhat to my surprise, she assumed the task +joyfully, and helped me off with my coat and hat. From the loud-mouthed +tirades as to "Annie Kinzer's nerve," it became evident that the +assignment of the job of "learner" is one to cause heartburning +jealousies, and that Phoebe, either because of some special adaptability +or through favoritism, got the lion's share of novices. + +"That's right, Phoebe; hog every new girl that comes along!" amiably +bawled a bright-faced, tidy young woman who answered to the name of Mrs. +Smith. Mrs. Smith worked briskly as she talked, and the burden of her +conversation appeared to be the heaping of this sort of good-natured +invective upon the head of her chum--or, as she termed it, her +"lady-friend," Phoebe. The amiability with which Mrs. Smith dealt out +her epithets was only equaled by the perfect good nature of her victim, +who replied to each and all of them with a musically intoned, "Hot air!" + +"Hot A--i--r!" The clear tones of Phoebe's soprano set the echoes +ringing all over the great workroom. In and out among the aisles and +labyrinthine passages that wind through towering piles of boxes, from +the thundering machinery far over on the other side of the "loft" to the +dusky recess of the uttermost table, the musical cry reverberated. + +"Hot a--i--r!" Every few minutes, all through the long, weary day, +Phoebe found occasion for sounding that magic call. + +"The rest of the ladies get up their backs something awful," Phoebe +explained as she dragged a big green pasteboard box from beneath the +work-table. "They say she gives me more 'n my share of learners because +I'm easy to get on with, I guess, and don't play no tricks on them.... +You have a right to put your things in here along with my lunch. Them +girls is like to do 'most anything to a new girl's duds if you wuz to +hang them in the coat-room. Them Ginneys 'll do 'most anything. Wuz you +down-stairs when Celie Polatta got into the fight with Rosie?" + +"I just missed it," she sighed in reply to my affirmative. "I was born +unlucky." + +"Hello, Phoebe! So you've hogged another!" a new voice called across the +table, and I put a question. + +"Why do they all want to teach the new girl? I should think they'd be +glad to be rid of the trouble." + +"You mean _learn_ her? Why, because the girl that learns the green hand +gets all her work checked on to her own card while she's learning how. +Never worked in a box-factory before?" I shook my head. + +"I guessed as much. Well, box-making's a good trade. Have you an apron?" + +As I had not, I was then ordered to "turn my skirt," in order that I +might receive the inevitable coat of glue and paste on its inner rather +than on its outer surface. I gently demurred against this very slovenly +expedient. + +"All right; call it hot air if you want to. I s'pose you know it all," +tossing her curl-papers with scorn. "You know better 'n me, of course. +Most learners do think they knows it all. Now looky here, I've been here +six years, and I've learned lots of green girls, and I never had one as +didn't think she hadn't ought to turn her skirt. The ladies I'm used to +working with likes to walk home looking decent and respectable, no +difference what they're like other times." + +With the respectability of my ladyhood thus impeached, and lest I +infringe upon the cast-iron code of box-factory etiquette, there was +nothing to do but yield. I unhooked my skirt, dropped it to the floor, +and stepped out of it in a trice, anxious to do anything to win back the +good will of Phoebe. Instantly she brightened, and good humor once more +flashed over her grimy features. + +"H-m! that's the stuff! There's one thing you hadn't ought to forget, +and mind, I'm speaking as one lady-friend to another when I tell you +these things--and that is, that you have a right to do as the other +girls in the factory or you'll never get 'long with them. If you don't +they'll get down on you, sure's pussy's a cat; and then they'll make it +hot for you with complaining to the forelady. And then she'll get down +on you after while too, and won't give you no good orders to work on; +and--well, it's just this way: a girl mustn't be odd." + +Continuing her philosophy of success, Phoebe proceeded to initiate me +into the first process of my job, which consisted in pasting slippery, +sticky strips of muslin over the corners of the rough brown boxes that +were piled high about us in frail, tottering towers reaching to the +ceiling, which was trellised over with a network of electric wires and +steam-pipes. Two hundred and fifty of these boxes remained to be +finished on the particular order upon which Phoebe was working. Each +must be given eight muslin strips, four on the box and four on its +cover; two tapes, inserted with a hair-pin through awl-holes; two tissue +"flies," to tuck over the bonnet soon to nestle underneath; four pieces +of gay paper lace to please madame's eye when the lid is lifted; and +three labels, one on the bottom, one on the top, and one bearing the +name of a Fifth Avenue modiste on an escutcheon of gold and purple. + +The job, as it progressed, entailed ceaseless shoving and shifting and +lifting. In order that we might not be walled in completely by our +cumbersome materials, every few minutes we bore tottering piles across +the floor to the "strippers." + +These latter, who were small girls, covered the sides with glazed paper +on machines; and as fast as each box was thus covered it was tossed to +the "turner-in," a still smaller girl, who turned in the overlapping +edge of the strip, after which the box was ready to come back to the +table for the next process at our hands. + +By ten o'clock, with Mrs. Smith's gay violet-boxes and our own +bonnet-boxes, we had built a snug bower all round our particular table. +Through its pasteboard walls the din and the songs came but faintly. My +mates' tongues flew as fast as their fingers. The talk was chiefly +devoted to clothes, Phoebe's social activities, and the evident +prosperity of Mrs. Smith's husband's folks, among whom it appeared she +had only recently appeared as "Jeff's" bride. Having exhausted the +Smiths, she again gave Phoebe the floor by asking: + +"Are you going to-night?" + +"Well, I should say! Don't I look it?" + +To determine by Phoebe's appearance where she might be going were an +impossibility to the uninitiated, for her dress was an odd combination +of the extremes of wretchedness and luxury. A woefully torn and +much-soiled shirt-waist; a gorgeous gold watch worn on her breast like a +medal; a black taffeta skirt, which, under the glue-smeared apron, +emitted an unmistakable frou-frou; three Nethersole bracelets on her +wrist; and her feet incased in colossal shoes, broken and stringless. +The latter she explained to Mrs. Smith. + +"I just swiped a pair of paw's and brought them along this morning, or +I'd be dished for getting into them high heels to-night. My corns and +bunions 'most killed me yesterday--they always do break out bad about +Easter. My pleasure club," she explained, turning to me--"my pleasure +club, 'The Moonlight Maids,' give a ball to-night." Which fact likewise +explained the curl-papers as well as the slattern shirt-waist, donned to +save the evening bodice worn to the factory that morning and now tucked +away in a big box under the table. + +A whole side of our pretty violet-sprinkled bower caved in as a little +"turner-in" lurched against it in passing with a top-heavy column of +boxes. Through the opening daylight is visible once more, and from the +region of the machines is heard a chorus of voices singing "The Fatal +Wedding." + +"Hot a--i--r!" Phoebe intones derisively. "It's a wonder Angelina +wouldn't get a new song. Them strippers sing that 'Fatal Wedding' week +in and week out." + +We worked steadily, and as the hours dragged on I began to grow dead +tired. The awful noise and confusion, the terrific heat, the foul smell +of the glue, and the agony of breaking ankles and blistered hands seemed +almost unendurable. + +At last the hour-hand stood at twelve, and suddenly, out of the +turmoil, a strange quiet fell over the great mill. The vibrations that +had shaken the whole structure to its very foundations now gradually +subsided; the wheels stayed their endless revolutions; the flying belts +now hung from the ceiling like long black ribbons. Out of the stillness +girl-voices and girl-laughter echoed weirdly, like a horn blown in a +dream, while sweeter and clearer than ever rang Phoebe's soprano "Hot +air!" + +The girls lunched in groups of ten and twelve. Each clique had its +leader. By an unwritten law I was included among those who rallied +around Phoebe, most of whom she had "learned" at some time or other, as +she was now "learning" me. The luncheons were divested of their +newspaper wrappings and spread over the ends of tables, on discarded +box-lids held across the knees--in fact, any place convenience or +sociability dictated. Then followed a friendly exchange of pickles and +cake. A dark, swarthy girl, whom they called "Goldy" Courtleigh, was +generous in the distribution of the lukewarm contents of a broken-nosed +tea-pot, which was constantly replenished by application to the +hot-water faucet. + +Although we had a half-hour, luncheon was swallowed quickly by most of +the girls, eager to steal away to a sequestered bower among the boxes, +there to lose themselves in paper-backed romance. A few of less literary +taste were content to nibble ice-cream sandwiches and gossip. Dress, the +inevitable masquerade ball, murders and fires, were favorite topics of +discussion,--the last always with lowered voices and deep-drawn +breathing. For fire is the box-maker's terror, the grim specter that +always haunts her, and with good reason does she always start at the +word. + +"I'm always afraid," declared Phoebe, "and I always run to the window +and get ready to jump the minute I hear the alarm." + +"I don't," mused Angelina; "I haven't sense enough to jump: I faint dead +away. There'd be no chance for me if a fire ever broke out here." + +Once or twice there was mention of beaux and "steady fellows," but the +flesh-and-blood man of every-day life did not receive as much attention +in this lunch chat as did the heroes of the story-books. + +While it was evident, of course, from scattered comments that box-makers +are constantly marrying, it was likewise apparent that they have not +sufficient imagination to invest their hard-working, sweat-grimed +sweethearts with any halo of romance. + +Promptly at half-past twelve the awakening machinery called us back to +the workaday world. Story-books were tucked away, and their entranced +readers dragged themselves back to the machines and steaming paste-pots, +to dream and to talk as they worked, hot of their own fellows of last +night's masquerade, but of bankers and mill-owners who in fiction have +wooed and won and honorably wedded just such poor toilers as they +themselves. + + + + +VI + +IN WHICH PHOEBE AND MRS. SMITH HOLD FORTH UPON MUSIC AND LITERATURE + + +"Don't you never read no story-books?" Mrs. Smith asked, stirring the +paste-pot preparatory to the afternoon's work. She looked at me +curiously out of her shrewd, snapping dark eyes as she awaited my +answer. I was conscious that Mrs. Smith didn't like me for some reason +or other, and I was anxious to propitiate her. I was pretty certain she +thought me a boresome prig, and I determined I'd prove I wasn't. My +confession of an omnivorous appetite for all sorts of story-books had +the desired effect; and when I confessed further, that I liked best of +all a real, tender, sentimental love-story, she asked amiably: + +"How do you like 'Little Rosebud's Lovers'?" + +"I've never read that," I replied. "Is it good?" + +"It's fine," interposed Phoebe; "but I like 'Woven on Fate's Loom' +better--don't you?" The last addressed to Mrs. Smith. + +"No, I can't say as that's my impinion," returned our vis-à-vis, with a +judicious tipping of the head to one side as she soused her dripping +paste-brush over the strips. "Not but what 'Woven on Fate's Loom' is a +good story in its way, either, for them that likes that sort of story. +But I think 'Little Rosebud's Lovers' is more int'resting, besides being +better wrote." + +"And that's just what I don't like about it," retorted Phoebe, her +fingers traveling like lightning up and down the corners of the boxes. +"You like this hot-air talk, and I don't; and the way them fellows and +girls shoot hot-air at each other in that there 'Little Rosebud's +Lovers' is enough to beat the street-cars!" + +"What is it about?" I asked with respectful interest, addressing the +question to Mrs. Smith, who gave promise of being a more serious +reviewer than the flippant Phoebe. Mrs. Smith took a bite of gingerbread +and began: + +"It's about a fair, beautiful young girl by the name of Rosebud Arden. +Her pa was a judge, and they lived in a grand mansion in South Car'lina. +Little Rosebud--that's what everybody called her--had a stepsister Maud. +They was both beauties, only Maud didn't have a lovely disposition like +Little Rosebud. A Harvard gradjate by the name of Percy Fielding got +stuck on Little Rosebud for the wealth she was to get from her pa, and +she was terrible stuck on him. She was stuck on him for fair, though not +knowing he was a villain of the deepest dye. That's what the book called +him. He talked her into marrying him clandestinely. Maud and her mother +put up a job to get rid of Little Rosebud, so Maud could get all the +money. So they told lies to her pa, who loved her something awful; and +one night, when she came in after walking in the grand garden with her +husband, who nobody knew she was married to, she found herself locked +out. Then she went to the hotel where he was staying, and told him what +had happened; but he turned her down flat when he heard it, for he +didn't want nothing to do with her when she wasn't to get her pa's +money; and then--" + +She stopped her cornering to inspect my work, which had not flagged an +instant. Mrs. Smith took another bite of gingerbread, and continued with +increasing animation: + +"And then Little Rosebud turned away into the night with a low cry, just +as if a dagger had been punched into her heart and turned around slow. +She was only sixteen years old, and she had been brought up in luxury +and idolized by her father; and all of a sudden she found herself +homeless, with nowheres to sleep find no money to get a room at the +hotel, and scorned by the man that had sworn to protect her. Her pa had +cursed her, too, something awful, so that he burst a blood-vessel a +little while afterwards and died before morning. Only Little Rosebud +never found this out, for she took the midnight express and came up here +to New York, where her aunt lived, only she didn't know the +street-number." + +"Where did she get the money to come to New York with?" interrupted the +practical Phoebe. "That's something I don't understand. If she didn't +have no money to hire a room at a hotel down in South Carolina for +overnight, I'd like to know where she got money for a railroad ticket." + +"Well, that's just all you know about them swells," retorted Mrs. Smith. +"I suppose a rich man's daughter like that can travel around all over +the country on a pass. And saying she didn't have a pass, it's only a +story and not true anyway. + +"She met a fellow on the train that night who was a villain for fair!" +she went on. "His name was Mr. Paul Howard, and he was a corker. Little +Rosebud, who was just as innocent as they make 'em, fell right into his +clutches. He was a terrible man; he wouldn't stop at nothing, but he +was a very elegant-looking gentleman that you'd take anywheres for a +banker or 'Piscopalian preacher. He tipped his hat to Little Rosebud, +and then she up and asked if he knew where her aunt, Mrs. Waldron, +lived. This was nuts for him, and he said yes, that Mrs. Waldron was a +particular lady-friend of his. When they got to New York he offered to +take Little Rosebud to her aunt's house. And as Little Rosebud hadn't no +money, she said yes, and the villain called a cab and they started for +Brooklyn, him laughing to himself all the time, thinking how easily she +was going to tumble into the trap he was getting fixed for her." + +"Hot air!" murmured Phoebe. + +"But while they were rattling over the Brooklyn Bridge, another man was +following them in another cab--a Wall-street broker with barrels of +cash. He was Raymond Leslie, and a real good man. He'd seen Rosebud get +into the cab with Paul Howard, who he knew for a villain for fair. They +had a terrible rumpus, but Raymond Leslie rescued her and took her to +her aunt's house. It turned out that he was the gentleman-friend of +Little Rosebud's cousin Ida, the very place they were going to. But, +riding along in the cab, he fell in love with Little Rosebud, and then +he was in a terrible pickle because he was promised to Ida. Little +Rosebud's relations lived real grand, and her aunt was real nice to her +until she saw she had hooked on to Ida's gentleman-friend; then they put +her to work in the kitchen and treated her terrible. Oh, I tell you she +had a time of it, for fair. Her aunt was awful proud and wicked, and +after while, when she found that Raymond Leslie was going to marry +Little Rosebud even if they did make a servant of her, she hired Paul +Howard to drug her and carry her off to an insane-asylum that he ran up +in Westchester County. It was in a lonesome place, and was full of girls +that he had loved only to grow tired of and cast off, and this was the +easiest way to get rid of them and keep them from spoiling his sport. +Once a girl was in love with Paul Howard, she loved him till death. He +just fascinated women like a snake does a bird, and he was hot stuff as +long as he lasted, but the minute he got tired of you he was a demon of +cruelty. + +"He did everything he could, when he got Little Rosebud here, to get her +under his power. He tried his dirty best to poison her food, but Little +Rosebud was foxy and wouldn't touch a bite of anything, but just sat in +her cell and watched the broiled chicken and fried oysters, and all the +other good things they sent to tempt her, turn to a dark-purplish hue. +One night she escaped disguised in the turnkey's daughter's dress. Her +name was Dora Gray, and Paul Howard had blasted her life too, but she +worshiped him something awful, all the same-ee. Dora Gray gave Little +Rosebud a lovely dark-red rose that was soaked with deadly poison, so +that if you touched it to the lips of a person, the person would drop +dead. She told Little Rosebud to protect herself with it if they chased +her. But she didn't get a chance to see whether it would work or not, +for when she heard them coming back of her after while with the +bloodhounds barking, she dropped with terror down flat on her stummick. +She had suffered so much she couldn't stand anything more. The doctors +said she was dead when they picked her up, and they buried her and stuck +a little white slab on her grave, with 'Rosebud, aged sixteen' on it." + +"Hot air!" from the irrepressible Phoebe. + +I felt that courtesy required I should agree upon that point, and I did +so, conservatively, venturing to ask the name of the author. + +Mrs. Smith mentioned the name of a well-known writer of trashy fiction +and added, "Didn't you never read none of her books?" + +My negative surprised her. Then Phoebe asked: + +"Did you ever read 'Daphne Vernon; or, A Coronet of Shame'?" + +"No, I haven't read them, either," I replied. + +"Oh, mama! Carry me out and let me die!" groaned Mrs. Smith, throwing +down her paste-brush and falling forward in mock agony upon the smeared +table. + +"Water! Water!" gasped Phoebe, clutching wildly at her throat; "I'm +going to faint!" + +"What's the matter? What did I say that wasn't right?" I cried, the +nature of their antics showing only too plainly that I had "put my foot +in it" in some unaccountable manner. But they paid no attention. +Mortified and utterly at sea, I watched their convulsed shoulders and +heard their smothered giggles. Then in a few minutes they straightened +up and resumed work with the utmost gravity of countenance and without a +word of explanation. + +"What was it you was asking?" Phoebe inquired presently, with the most +innocent air possible. + +"I said I hadn't read the books you mentioned," I replied, trying to +hide the chagrin and mortification I felt at being so ignominiously +laughed at. + +"Eyether of them?" chirped Mrs. Smith, with a vicious wink. + +"Eyether of them?" warbled Phoebe in her mocking-bird soprano. + +It was my turn to drop the paste-brush now. Eye-ther! It must have +slipped from my tongue unconsciously. I could not remember having ever +pronounced the word like that before. + +I didn't feel equal, then and there, to offering them any explanation or +apologies for the offense. So I simply answered: + +"No; are they very good? are they as good as 'Little Rosebud's Lovers'?" + +"No, it ain't," said Mrs. Smith, decisively and a little contemptuously; +"and it ain't two books, eye-ther; it's all in one--'Daphne Vernon; or, +A Coronet of Shame.'" + +"Well, now I think it is," put in Phoebe. "Them stories with two-handled +names is nearly always good. I'll buy a book with a two-handled name +every time before I'll buy one that ain't. I was reading a good one last +night that I borrowed from Gladys Carringford. It had three handles to +its name, and they was all corkers." + +"Why don't you spit 'em out?" suggested Mrs. Smith. "Tell us what it +was." + +"Well, it was 'Doris; or, The Pride of Pemberton Mills; or, Lost in a +Fearful Fate's Abyss.' What d' ye think of that?" + +"It sounds very int'resting. Who wrote it?" + +"Charles Garvice," replied Phoebe. "Didn't you ever read none of his, +e--y--e--ther?" + +"No, I must say I never did," I answered, ignoring their mischievous +raillery with as much grace as I could summon, but taking care to choose +my words so as to avoid further pitfalls. + +"And did you never read none of Charlotte M. Braeme's?" drawled Mrs. +Smith, with remorseless cruelty--"none of Charlotte M. Braeme's, +eye-ther?" + +"No." + +"Nor none by Effie Adelaide Rowlands, e--y--e-ther?" still persisted +Mrs. Smith. + +"No; none by her." + +"E--y--e--ther!" Both my tormentors now raised their singing-voices into +a high, clear, full-blown note of derisive music, held it for a brief +moment at a dizzy altitude, and then in soft, long-drawn-out cadences +returned to earth and speaking-voices again. + +"What kind of story-books do you read, then?" they demanded. To which I +replied with the names of a dozen or more of the simple, every-day +classics that the school-boy and-girl are supposed to have read. They +had never heard of "David Copperfield" or of Dickens. Nor had they ever +heard of "Gulliver's Travels," nor of "The Vicar of Wakefield." They had +heard the name "Robinson Crusoe," but they did not know it was the name +of an entrancing romance. "Little Women," "John Halifax, Gentleman," +"The Cloister and the Hearth," "Les Misérables," were also unknown, +unheard-of literary treasures. They were equally ignorant of the +existence of the conventional Sunday-school romance. They stared at me +in amazement when I rattled off a heterogeneous assortment from the +fecund pens of Mrs. A. D. T. Whitney, "Pansy," Amanda M. Douglas, and +similar good-goody writers for good-goody girls; their only remarks +being that their titles didn't sound interesting. I spoke +enthusiastically of "Little Women," telling them how I had read it four +times, and that I meant to read it again some day. Their curiosity was +aroused over the unheard-of thing of anybody ever wanting to read any +book more than once, and they pressed me to reciprocate by repeating the +story for them, which I did with great accuracy of statement, and with +genuine pleasure to myself at being given an opportunity to introduce +anybody to Meg and Jo and all the rest of that delightful March family. +When I had finished, Phoebe stopped her cornering and Mrs. Smith looked +up from her label-pasting. + +"Why, that's no story at all," the latter declared. + +"Why, no," echoed Phoebe; "that's no story--that's just everyday +happenings. I don't see what's the use putting things like that in +books. I'll bet any money that lady what wrote it knew all them boys and +girls. They just sound like real, live people; and when you was telling +about them I could just see them as plain as plain could be--couldn't +you, Gwendolyn?" + +"Yep," yawned our vis-à-vis, undisguisedly bored. + +"But I suppose farmer folks likes them kind of stories," Phoebe +generously suggested. "They ain't used to the same styles of anything +that us city folks are." + +While we had been trying to forget our tired limbs in a discussion of +literary tastes and standards, our workmates had been relieving the +treadmill tedium of the long afternoon by various expedients. The +quartet at the table immediately in front of us had been making inane +doggerel rhymes upon the names of their workmates, telling riddles, and +exchanging nasty stories with great gusto and frequent fits of wild +laughter. At another table the forthcoming ball of the "Moonlight +Maids" was under hot discussion, and at a very long table in front of +the elevator they were talking in subdued voices about dreams and omens, +making frequent reference to a greasy volume styled "The Lucky Dream +Book." + +Far over, under the windows, the stripper girls were tuning up their +voices preparatory to the late-afternoon concert, soon to begin. They +hummed a few bars of one melody, then of another; and at last, Angela's +voice leading, there burst upon the room in full chorus, to the rhythmic +whir of the wheels, the melodious music and maudlin stanzas of "The +Fatal Wedding." + +Phoebe lent her flute-like soprano to the next song, the rather pretty +melody of which was not sufficient to redeem the banality of the words: + + + "The scene is a banquet where beauty and wealth + Have gathered in splendid array; + But silent and sad is a fair woman there, + Whose young heart is pining away. + + "A card is brought to her--she reads there a name + Of one that she loved long ago; + Then sadly she whispers, 'Just say I'm not here, + For my story he never must know.' + + "That night in the banquet at Misery Hall + She reigned like a queen on a throne; + But often the tears filled her beautiful eyes + As she dreamed of the love she had known. + + "Her thoughts flowed along through the laughter and song + To the days she could never recall, + And she longed to find rest on her dear mother's breast + At the banquet in Misery Hall. + + "The time passes quickly, and few in the throng + Have noticed the one vacant chair-- + Till out of the beautiful garden beyond + A pistol-shot rings on the air. + + "Now see, in the moonlight a handsome youth lays-- + Too quickly his life doth depart; + While kneeling beside him, the woman he'd loved + Finds her picture is close to his heart." + + +"What is the name of that song?" I asked when the last cadence of +Phoebe's voice, which was sustained long after every other in the room +was hushed, had died away. + +"That! Why, it's 'The Banquet in Misery Hall,'" answered Mrs. Smith, +somewhat impatient of my unfolding ignorance. But I speedily forgot the +rebuke in a lively interest in the songs that followed one another +without interlude. Phoebe was counting her pile of boxes and ranging +them into piles of twelve high; so she couldn't sing, and I, +consequently, could not catch all the words of each song. The theme in +every case was a more or less ungrammatical, crude, and utterly banal +rendition of the claptrap morality exploited in the cheap story-books. +Reduced to the last analysis, they had to do with but one subject--the +frailty of woman. On the one side was presented Virtue tempted, +betrayed, repentant; on the other side, Virtue fighting at bay, +persecuted, scourged, but emerging in the end unspotted and victorious, +with all good things added unto it. + +It was to me an entirely new way of looking at life; and though I +couldn't in the least explain it to myself, it seemed, to my +unsophisticated way of looking at such matters, that the propensity to +break the seventh commandment was much exaggerated, and that songs about +other subjects would have been much more interesting and not nearly so +trying to the feelings. For the sweet voices of the singers could not +but make the tears come to my eyes, in spite of the fact that the burden +of the song seemed so unworthy. + +"You all sing so beautifully!" I cried, in honest admiration, at the +close of one particularly melodious and extremely silly ditty. "Where +did you learn?" + +Phoebe was pleased at the compliment implied by the tears in my eyes, +and even Mrs. Smith forgot to throw out her taunting "eye-ther" as she +stood still and regarded my very frank and unconcealed emotion. + +"I guess we sort of learn from the Ginney girls," explained Phoebe. +"Them Ginneys is all nice singers, and everybody in the shop kind of +gets into the way of singing good, too, from being with them. You ought +to hear them sing Dago songs, oughtn't she, Gwendolyn?" + +"Yep," answered Gwendolyn; "I could just die hearing Angela and Celie +Polatta singing that--what-d'ye-call-it, that always makes a body bu'st +out crying?" + +"You mean 'Punchinello.' Yep, that's a corker; but, Lord! the one what +makes me have all kinds of funny cold feelings run up my back is that +'Ave Maria.' Therese Nicora taught them--what she says she learned in +the old country. I wouldn't want anything to eat if I could hear songs +like that all the time." + +The clock-hands over Annie Kinzer's desk had now crept close to the hour +of six, and Angela had only begun the first stanza of-- + + + "Papa, tell me where is mama," cried a little girl one day; + "I'm so lonesome here without her, tell me why she went away. + You don't know how much I'm longing for her loving + good-night kiss!" + Papa placed his arms around her as he softly whispered this: + + "Down in the City of Sighs and Tears, under the white + light's glare, + Down in the City of Wasted Years, you'll find your mama there, + Wandering along where each smiling face hides its story of + lost careers; + And perhaps she is dreaming of you to-night, in the City of Sighs + and Tears." + + +The machinery gave a ponderous throb, the great black belts sagged and +fell inert, the wheels whirred listlessly, clocks all over the great +city began to toll for one more long day ended and gone, while the +voices of the girl toilers rose superbly and filled the gathering +stillness with the soft crescendo refrain: + + + "Wandering along where each smiling face hides its story of + lost careers; + And perhaps she is dreaming of you to-night, in the City of + Sighs and Tears-- + In the City of Sighs and Tears." + + + + +VII + +IN WHICH I ACQUIRE A STORY-BOOK NAME AND MAKE THE ACQUAINTANCE OF MISS +HENRIETTA MANNERS + + +Before entering upon my second day's work at the box-factory, and before +detailing any of the strange things which that day brought forth, I feel +it incumbent upon me to give some word of explanation as to my +whereabouts during the intervening night. It will be remembered that +when I left the factory at the end of the first day, I had neither a +lodging nor a trunk. I will not dwell upon the state of my feelings when +I walked out of Thompson Street in the consciousness that if I had been +friendless and homeless before, I was infinitely more so now. I will say +nothing of the ache in my heart when my thoughts traveled toward the +pile of ruins in Fourteenth Street, with the realization of my +helplessness, my sheer inability even to attempt to do a one last humble +little act of love and gratitude for the dead woman who had been truly +my friend. + +Briefly stated, the facts are these: I had, all told, one dollar, and I +walked from Thompson Street straight to the Jefferson Market +police-station, which was not a great distance away. I stated my case to +the matron, a kindly Irishwoman. I was afraid to start out so late in +the evening to look for a lodging for the night. I would have thought +nothing of such a thing a few weeks previous, but the knowledge of life +which I had gained in my brief residence in Fourteenth Street and from +the advice of Mrs. Pringle had showed me the danger that lurked in such +a course. The police matron said my fears were well founded, and she +gave me the address of a working-girls' home over on the East Side, +which she said was not the pleasantest place in the world for a +well-brought-up girl of refinement and intelligence, such as she took me +to be, but was cheap, and in which I would be sure of the protection +which any young, inexperienced woman without money needs so badly in +this wicked city. She wrote down the address for me, and I had started +to the door of her little office when her motherly eye noticed how +fagged out and lame I was--and indeed I could scarcely stand--and with a +wave of her plump arm she brought me back to her desk. + +"Why don't you stay here with me to-night?" she asked. "You needn't +mind; and if I was you I would do it and save my pennies and my tired +legs. You can have a bite of supper with me, and then bundle right off +to bed. You look clean tuckered out." + +So to my fast-growing list of startling experiences I added a night in +the station-house; but a very quiet, uneventful night it was, because +the matron tucked me away in her own little room. That is, it was quiet +and uneventful so far as my surroundings were concerned, though I slept +little on account of my aching bones. All night I tossed, pain-racked +and discouraged; for, after all the long, hard day's work of the day +before, Phoebe's card had only checked one dollar and five cents, which +represented two persons' work. Such being the case, how could I expect +to grow sufficiently skilful and expeditious to earn enough to keep body +and soul together in the brief apprenticeship I had looked forward to? +Unable to sleep, I was up an hour earlier than usual, and after I had +breakfasted--again by the courtesy of the matron--I was off to work long +before the working-day began. + +I had thought to be the first arrival, but I was not. A girl was already +bending over her paste-pot, and the revelers of the "Ladies' Moonlight +Pleasure Club" came straggling in by twos and threes. Some of the weary +dancers had dropped to sleep, still wearing their ball-gowns and +slippers and bangles and picture-hats, their faces showing ghastly white +and drawn in the mote-ridden sunbeams that fell through the dirty +windows. Others were busy doffing Cinderella garments, which rites were +performed with astounding frankness in the open spaces of the big loft. + +"Oh, Henrietta, you had ought to been there," Georgiana gushed, dropping +her lace-trimmed petticoats about her feet and struggling to unhook her +corsets. "It was grand, but I'm tired to death; and oh, dear! I've +another blow-out to-night, and the 'Clover Leaf' to-morrow night!" With +a weary yawn, the society queen departed with her finery. + +"You didn't go to the ball?" I suggested to the girl addressed as +Henrietta, and whom I now recalled as one who had worked frantically all +the day before. + +"Me? No. I don't believe in dancing," she replied, without looking up. +"Our church's down on it. I came early to get ahead with my order. You +can do more work when there's not so many round." + +Such strict conformity to her religious scruples, combined with such +pathetic industry, seemed to augur well for the superior worth of this +tall, blonde, blue-eyed girl. I was anxious to make a friend of her, +and accordingly proffered my services until Phoebe should come to claim +me. She accepted gladly, and for the first time looked up and rewarded +me with a smile. I caught a glimpse of an unprepossessing +countenance--despite rather good features and fine hair--the most +striking characteristics of which were a missing front tooth and lips +that hung loose and colorless. + +As we worked, the conversation became cordial. She inquired my name, and +I repeated the plain, homely Scotch-Irish cognomen that had been handed +down to me by my forefathers. + +"Why don't you get a pretty name?" she asked, in a matter-of-fact tone. +"All the girls do it when they come to the factory to work. It don't +cost no more to have a high-sounding name." + +Much interested, I protested, half in fun, that I didn't know any name +to take, and begged her to suggest one. She was silent for a moment. + +"Well, last night," she went on--"last night I was reading a story about +two girls that was both mashed on the same feller. He was rich and they +was poor and worked, and one of them was called 'Rose Fortune.'" + +"That's a very pretty name," I remarked. + +"Isn't it, though? Rose Fortune--ever so much prettier than your own. +Say, why don't you take it, and I'll begin calling you by it right +away." + +"And what's your name?" I ventured. + +"Mine? Oh, mine's Henrietta Manners; only," she added hastily--"only +that's my real name. I was born with it. Now most of the girls got +theirs out of story-books. Georgiana Trevelyan and Goldy Courtleigh and +Gladys Carringford and Angelina Lancaster and Phoebe Arlington--them +girls all got theirs out of stories. But mine's my own. You see," and +she drew near that no other ear might hear the secret of her proud +birth--"you see, Manners was my mother's name, and she ran away and +married my papa against her rich father's wishes. He was a banker. I +mean mama's papa was a banker, but my papa was only a poor young +gentleman. So grandfather cut her off without a cent in his will, but +left everything to me if I would take the name of Manners." + +The heroine of this strange romance stopped for breath, and if I had +cherished any doubts of the truth of her story in the beginning, at +least I was sure now that she believed it all herself; one glance into +her steady blue eyes, in which a telltale moisture was already +gathering, was proof of that. + +"No, indeed," continued Miss Manners: "I haven't always been a +working-girl. I used to go to boarding-school. I thought I'd be a +governess or something, and once I tried to learn bookkeeping, but my +eyes give out, and the figures mixed up my brain so, and then I got sick +and had to come to this box-factory. But I'm the first Manners that ever +worked." + +I was now thoroughly ashamed of my first unjust suspicions that +Henrietta might not be strictly truthful, and I inquired with sincere +interest as to the fate of her ill-starred family. + +"All dead and sleeping in our family vault," she replied wistfully. "But +don't let us talk anything more about it. I get so worked up and mad +when I talk about the Mannerses and the way they treated me and my poor +parents!" + +The threatened spell with Henrietta's nerves was averted by a sudden +turning on of the power, and the day's work began. Phoebe did not appear +to claim me, and I worked away as fast as I could to help swell +Henrietta's dividends. + +"I guess you can stay with her the rest of the day," Annie Kinzer said, +stopping at the table. "The 'Moonlight Maids' must have been too much +for Phoebe. Guess she won't show up to-day." + +Henrietta was naturally delighted with the arrangement, which would add +a few pennies to her earnings. "I only made sixty cents yesterday, and I +worked like a dog," she remarked. "It was a bad day for everybody. We +ought to make more than a dollar to-day. Phoebe says you're a hustler." + +Our job was that of finishing five hundred ruching-boxes. Henrietta +urged me frequently to hurry, as we were away behind with the order. I +soon discovered that for all her Manners blood and alleged gentle +breeding, she was a harder taskmaster than the good-natured but plebeian +Phoebe. Her obvious greed for every moment of my time, for every +possible effort of my strength and energy, I gladly excused, however, +when she revealed the fact that all her surplus earnings went toward the +support of a certain mission Sunday-school in which she was a teacher. +The conversation drifted from church matters to my own personal affairs. + +"Isn't it awful lonesome living alone in a room?" + +"How did you know I lived in a room?" I inquired in surprise, with the +uncomfortable feeling that I had been the subject of ill-natured gossip. + +"Oh, Annie Kinzer told me. Say, I wouldn't tell her anything about my +affairs. She's an awful clack." + +We were silent for a moment, while I wondered if Henrietta, if Annie +Kinzer, if any girl in all the world could ever guess how lonely I had +been every moment since I had come to this great city to work and to +live. Then came the unexpected. + +"Wouldn't you like to come and room with me?" + +"With you?" I was half pleased, half doubtful. + +"Yes. I've got plenty of room." + +"Perhaps I couldn't afford it." + +"Yes, you can. I don't put on style. It won't cost us more than a dollar +and a half a week for each--rent, eating, and everything else. I was +thinking, as you're a learner, it will be a long time before you can +make much, and you'd be glad to go halvers with somebody. Two can always +live cheaper than one." + +A dollar and a half a week! That was indeed cheaper than I had been +living. I had something less than two dollars in my purse, and pay-day, +for me, was still a week off. + +And so I accepted the proposition, and by lunch-time the news was all +over the factory that the new girl was to be Henrietta's room-mate. +Annie Kinzer--everybody, in fact--approved, except, possibly, Emma. Emma +was a homely, plainly dressed girl who had worked ten years here at +Springer's. She bore the reputation of being a prudey and a kill-joy. +Thus far she had never deigned to look at me, but now she took occasion +to pass the time of day when we met at the water-faucet, and asked, in a +doubtful tone, how long I had known Henrietta Manners. + +Meanwhile we "cornered" and "tissued" and "laced" and "labeled." Higher +and higher grew our pasteboard castle, which we built as children pile +up brightly colored blocks. At eleven Henrietta sent me below for +trimmings. + +"How do you like your job?" asked the young fellow who filled my order. +This was strictly conventional, and I responded in kind. While Charlie +cut tapes and counted labels, he made the most of his opportunity to +chat. Dismissing, with brief comment, the weather and the peculiar +advantages and disadvantages of box-making as a trade, he diplomatically +steered the talk along personal and social lines by suggesting, with a +suppressed sigh, the probability that I should not always be a +box-maker. I replied heartily that I hoped not, which precipitated +another question: "Is the day set yet?" My amused negative to the query, +and intimation that I had no "steady," were gratefully received, and +warranted the suggestion that, as a matter of course, I liked to go to +balls. + +"My pleasure club has a blow-out next Sunday night," he remarked +significantly, as I gathered up my trimmings and departed. + +During my five minutes' absence the most exciting event of the day had +occurred. Adrienne, one of the strippers, had just been carried away, +unconscious, with two bleeding finger-stumps. In an unguarded moment the +fingers had been cut off in her machine. Although their work does not +allow them to stop a moment, her companions were all loud in sympathy +for this misfortune, which is not rare. Little Jennie, the unfortunate +girl's turner-in and fellow-worker for two years, wept bitterly as she +wiped away the blood from the long, shining knife and prepared to take +the place of her old superior, with its increased wage of five dollars +and a half a week. The little girl had been making only three dollars +and a quarter, and so, as Henrietta remarked, "It's a pretty bad +accident that don't bring good to somebody." + +"Did they take her away in a carriage?" Henrietta asked of Goldy +Courtleigh, who had stopped a moment to rest at our table. + +"Well, I should say! What's the use of getting your fingers whacked off +if you can't get a carriage-ride out of it?" + +"Yes, and that's about the only way you'd ever squeeze a carriage-ride +out of this company," commented Henrietta. "Now I've two lady-friends +who work in mills where a sick headache and a fainting-spell touch the +boss for a carriage-ride every time!" + +The order on which we worked was, like most of the others on the floor +that day, for late-afternoon delivery. Our ruching-boxes had to be +finished that day, even though it took every moment till six or even +seven o'clock. Saturday being what is termed a "short-day," one had to +work with might and main in order to leave at half-past four. This +Henrietta was very anxious to do, partly because she had her Easter +shopping to do, and partly because this was the night I was to be +installed in my new quarters. Lunch-time found us still far behind. +Therefore we did not stop to eat, but snatched bites of cake and +sandwich as hunger dictated, and convenience permitted, all the while +pasting and labeling and taping our boxes. Nor were we the only toilers +obliged to forgo the hard-earned half-hour of rest. + +The awakening thunder of the machinery burst gratefully on our ears. It +meant that the last half of the weary day had begun. How my blistered +hands ached now! How my swollen feet and ankles throbbed with pain! +Every girl limped now as she crossed the floor with her towering +burden, and the procession back and forth between machines and tables +began all over again. Lifting and carrying and shoving; cornering and +taping and lacing--it seemed as though the afternoon would never wear to +an end. + +The whole great mill was now charged with an unaccustomed excitement--an +excitement which had in it something of solemnity. There was no sign of +the usual mirth and hilarity which constitute the mill's sole +attraction. There was no singing--not even Angelina's "Fatal Wedding." +No exchange of stories, no sallies. Each girl bent to her task with a +fierce energy that was almost maddening in its intensity. + +Blind and dizzy with fatigue, I peered down the long, dusty aisles of +boxes toward the clock above Annie Kinzer's desk. It was only two. Every +effort, human and mechanical, all over the great factory, was now +strained almost to the breaking-point. How long can this agony last? How +long can the roar and the rush and the throbbing pain continue until +that nameless and unknown something snaps like an overstrained +fiddle-string and brings relief? The remorseless clock informed us that +there were two hours more of this torture before the signal to "clean +up"--a signal, however, which is not given until the last girl has +finished her allotted task. At half-past two it appeared hopeless even +to dream of getting out before the regular six o'clock. + +The head foreman rushed through the aisles and bawled to us to "hustle +for all we were worth," as customers were all demanding their goods. + +"My God! ain't we hustling?" angrily shouted Rosie Sweeny, a pretty girl +at the next table, who supplied most of the profanity for our end of the +room. "God Almighty! how I hate Easter and Christmas-time! Oh, my legs +is 'most breaking," and with that the overwrought girl burst into a +passionate tirade against everybody, the foreman included, and all the +while she never ceased to work. + +There were not many girls in the factory like Rosie. Hers were the +quickest fingers, the sharpest tongue, the prettiest face. She was +scornful, impatient, and passionate--qualities not highly developed in +her companions, and which in her case foreboded ill if one believed +Annie Kinzer's prophecy: "That Rosie Sweeny 'll go to the bad yet, you +mark my words." + +Three o'clock, a quarter after, half-past! The terrific tension had all +but reached the breaking-point. Then there rose a trembling, +palpitating sigh that seemed to come from a hundred throats, and +blended in a universal expression of relief. In her clear, high treble +Angelina began the everlasting "Fatal Wedding." That piece of false +sentiment had now a new significance. It became a song of deliverance, +and as the workers swelled the chorus, one by one, it meant that the end +of the day's toil was in sight. + +By four o'clock the last box was done. Machines became mute, wheels were +stilled, and the long black belts sagged into limp folds. Every girl +seized a broom or a scrub-pail, and hilarity reigned supreme while we +swept and scrubbed for the next half-hour, Angelina and her chorus +singing all the while endless stanzas of the "Fatal Wedding." + +Henrietta sent me for a fresh pail of water, which I got from the faucet +in the toilet-room; and as I filled my bucket I made a mental inventory +of my fellow-toilers' wardrobes. Hanging from rows of nails on all sides +were their street garments--a collection of covert-cloth jackets, light +tan automobile coats, black silk box-coats trimmed in white lace, +raglans, and every other style of fashionable wrap that might be cheaply +imitated. Sandwiched among the street garments were the trained skirts +and evening bodices of the "Moonlight Maids" of the night before, and +which were to be again disported at some other pleasure-club festivity +that Easter evening, now drawing near. Along the walls were ranged the +high-heeled shoes and slippers, a bewildering display of gilt buckles +and velvet bows; each pair waiting patiently for the swollen, tired feet +of their owner to carry them away to the ball. The hats on the shelf +above were in strict accord with the gowns and the cloaks and the +foot-gear--a gorgeous assortment of Easter millinery, wherein the +beflowered and beplumed picture-hat predominated. + +I hurried back with my bucket of water, hoping in my heart that the +pleasure their wearers got out of this finery might be as great as the +day's work which earned it was long and hard. And so indeed it must have +been, if Henrietta was any authority on such questions. + +"I love nice clothes, even if I do have to work hard to get them," she +remarked, as we turned into Bleecker Street a few minutes later, four +one-dollar bills safely tucked away in her stocking. "But say, you ought +to see my new hat. It's elegant," and drawing my arm through hers, my +new room-mate hurried me through the Saturday-evening crowd of +homeward-bound humanity. + + + + +VIII + +WHEREIN I WALK THROUGH DARK AND DEVIOUS WAYS WITH HENRIETTA MANNERS + + +It had been an ideal day for March--a day touched with pale-yellow +sunshine in which one felt the thrill and the promise of the springtime, +despite the chill east wind. + +Into the murky, evil-smelling squalor of Thompson Street this shy +primrose sunshine had poured in the earlier part of the afternoon; but, +being a north-and-south thoroughfare, it had all filtered out by +half-past four, only to empty itself with increased warmth and glory +into the east-and-west cross-streets, leaving Thompson dim and cold by +comparison when Henrietta Manners and I emerged from Springer's. + +Henrietta wore a dusty picture-hat of black velvet with a straight +ostrich feather and streamers of soiled white tulle, and a shabby +golf-cape of blue and white check which was not quite long enough to +conceal the big brass safety-pins with which her trained skirt was +tucked up, and which she had forgotten to remove until we had gone some +yards down the street. While we stopped long enough for her to perform +this most important sartorial detail, my eye traversed the street before +us, which with a gentle descent drops downward and stretches away toward +the south--a long, dim, narrow vista, broken at regular intervals by +brilliant shafts of gold streaming from the sunlit cross-streets, and +giving to the otherwise squalid brick-walled cañon the appearance of a +gay checkered ribbon. But if the March sunshine had deserted Thompson +Street, the March winds still claimed it as their own. Up and down they +had swept all day, until the morning mud on the cobblestones had been +long dried up and turned to dust, which now swirled along, caught up in +innumerable little whirlwinds that went eddying down the street. + +Grabbing up her demi-train in her bare hand, Henrietta and I also eddied +down the street and were lost to view for a few moments in the whirlwind +which struck us at the crowded corner of Bleecker Street. + +This whirlwind was the result partly of physical and partly of human +forces. For it was Saturday night, and life was running at flood-tide +all over the great city. Always tempestuous, always disturbed with the +passion and pain and strife of its struggle to maintain the ground it +had gained, never for one brief moment calm, even at its lowest +ebb--now, on this last night of the long, weary week, all the currents +and counter-currents of the worker's world were suddenly released. At +the stroke of bell, at the clang of deep-mouthed gong, at the scream of +siren whistle, the sluice-gates were lifted from the great human +reservoirs of factory and shop and office, and their myriad toilers +burst forth with the cumulative violence of six days' restraint. + +It was a shabby carnival of nations that jostled one another at this +windy corner--Italian, Spanish, German, Slav, Jew, Greek, with a +preponderance of Irish and "free-born" Americans. The general air was +one of unwonted happiness and freedom. The atmosphere of holiday liberty +was vibrant with the expectation of Saturday-night abandon to fun and +frolic or wild carousal. + +For "the ghost had walked" through the workaday world that day, and +everybody had his "envelop" in his pocket. It is a pleasant sensation to +feel the stiff-cornered envelop tucked safely away in your vest pocket, +or in the depths of your stocking, where Henrietta had hidden hers safe +out of the reach of the wily pickpocket, who, she told me, was lurking +at every corner and sneaking through every crowd on that Saturday +evening, which was also Easter Eve. + +Easter Eve! I had almost forgotten the fact which accounted for this +more than usual activity on the part of the hurrying crowds, and for the +unmistakable holiday air which Bleecker Street displayed. As far as we +could see, lined up on both sides of the curb were the pushcart +peddlers, and at every step a sidewalk fakir, all crying their Easter +wares. + +Henrietta lingered first about one pushcart, then about another, opening +her gaudy side-bag, then shutting it resolutely and marching on, +determined not to succumb to the temptation to squander her hard-earned +pennies. She succeeded admirably until we came upon a picturesque +Italian and his wife who were doing a flourishing business from a +pushcart piled high with sacred images. Henrietta showed a lively +interest in the cut prices at which they were going: ten cents for St. +Peter in a scarlet robe and golden sandals; fifteen cents for St. John +in purple; and only twenty-five for the Blessed Virgin in flowing blue +clasping the Holy Babe. + +They were "dirt-cheap," Henrietta declared, as we watched the plaster +casts pass over the heads of the crowd, out of which by and by emerged +our shopmate, little Angela, clasping a Madonna under her arm and +counting her change. + +The three of us resumed our homeward walk together, without any comment +until Angela had satisfied herself about the correctness of her change. + +"What a slop you are!" remarked Henrietta, as her critical eye swept +over the undeveloped little figure in the long, greasy black-taffeta +coat, which, flapping open in front, disclosed the pasty surface of a +drabbled blue skirt. "Why don't you never turn your skirt, Angela?" + +"Oh, what's the dif?" replied Angela. "There ain't no fellows going to +look at me any more now." + +This reply, commonplace enough, might have passed unnoticed had there +not been a note of tragedy in her deep contralto voice. + +"Why, what's the matter?" I asked. + +"Don't you know?" she demanded, scowling at Henrietta's silly, vacant +"tee-hee." + +"Know? Know what?" I asked. + +"That I'm a grass-widow." + +"A grass-widow!" I echoed in astonishment, and looked upon the childish +creature in sheer unbelief--for child I had always considered her. "Why, +how old are you, anyway, Angela?" + +"Fifteen--I mean I'm 'most fifteen." + +"And you're really married!" I exclaimed again, quite aghast and +altogether innocent of the construction which Angela immediately put +upon the qualifying adverb. + +"Well, if you don't believe me look at that!" she cried, and stuck out a +tiny, dirty hand, with finger-nails worn to the quick, and decorated +with a gold band broad enough and heavy enough to have held a woman ten +times Angela's weight and size in the bands of indissoluble matrimony; +"I was married for fair, and I was married lawful. A priest did it." + +"Oh, I didn't mean to question that," I hastened to apologize with some +confusion. "Only you seemed so very young, I thought you were just +joking me." + +"Well, it's no joke to be married and have a baby, specially when you've +got to s'port it," returned the girl, her lips still pouting. + +"And you've a baby, too--you!" + +The bedraggled little prima donna nodded; the pout on the lips blossomed +into a smile, and a look of infinite tenderness transformed the tired, +dark little face. "It's up to the crèche--that's where I'm going now. +The ladies keeps it awful good for me." + +"And it's such a lovely baby, too!" declared Henrietta, softly. "I seen +it once." + +"She's cute; there's no lie 'bout that," assented the little mother. +"Look what I bought her--here, you hold this Peter a minute--Henrietta, +just hang on to the Holy Virgin," and thrusting them into our hands, she +opened the box under her arm and drew forth a gaily painted hen that +clucked and laid a painted egg, to the uproarious delight of Henrietta. + +Henrietta meanwhile had begun counting the change in her side-bag. + +"I don't never like to break a bill unless I've got to," she remarked, +returning the Holy Virgin to Angela's arms; "but I'm going to have one +of them chickens too," and away she went after the fakir. A moment later +she emerged from the crowd with a little brown box under her arm, and we +three continued our walk westward along Bleecker, dropping little Angela +at the corner of the street which was to lead her to the day-nursery +where she would pick up her baby and carry it home. + +"That was a 'fatal wedding' for fair, wasn't it?" I remarked, as my eyes +followed the little figure. + +But my companion paid no attention to my attempt to be facetious, if +indeed she heard the remark at all. She seemed to be deep in a brown +study, and several times I caught her watching me narrowly from the +corner of her eye. I was already beginning to have some misgivings as +to the temperamental fitness of my strange "learner" and new-found +friend as a steady, day-in-and-day-out person with whom to live and eat +and sleep. And this feeling increased with every block we covered, for +by and by I found myself studying Henrietta in the same furtive manner +as she was evidently studying me. + +At last, when we had exchanged the holiday gaiety and the sunshine of +Bleecker Street for a dark, noisome side-street, she broke out +explosively: + +"Hope to God you ain't going to turn out the way my last room-mate did!" + +"Why? What did she do?" + +"Went crazy," came the laconic reply, and she shivered and drew the old +golf-cape more closely about her shoulders; for the damp of the dark, +silent tenements on either side seemed to strike to the marrow. +Something in her manner seemed to say, "Ask no more questions," but +nevertheless I pursued the subject. + +"Went crazy! How?" + +"I d'know; she just went sudden crazy. She come to Springer's one day +just like you, and she said how she was wanting to find a place to board +cheap; and she was kind of down in the mouth, and she come home with me; +and all of a sudden in the night I woke up with her screamin' and going +on something fearful, and I run down and got the Dago lady in the +basement to come up, and her man run for the police. They took her away +to the lock-up in the hurry-up wagon, and the next day they said she was +crazy,--clean crazy,--and she's in the crazy-house over on the Island +now." + +"What island?" I asked, not with any desire to know this minor detail, +but because I was too disturbed for the moment to make any other +comment. It seemed to Henrietta, however, a most senseless question, for +she remarked rather testily: + +"Why, just the Island, where they send all the crazy folks, and the +drunks, and the thieves and murderers, and them that has smallpox." + +"Mercy! what an awful place it must be!" I cried. "And that's where the +poor girl went?" + +"That's where she went--say, tell me honest now, didn't you run away?" + +"Run away! Where from?" + +"Run away from home--now didn't you?" + +"Mercy, no! What put such an idea as that in your head?" I asked, +laughing. + +"Fanny Harley did." + +"Who's Fanny Harley?" + +"She's the girl they took to the crazy-house." + +"But," I argued, "is that any reason for you to suppose that I ran away +from home too?" + +"Yep, it is. You're ever so much like Fanny Harley. You talk just alike, +and you've got just the same notions she had, from what I can make; and +she did run away from home. She told me so. She lived up-state +somewhere, and was off a farm just like you; and--" + +"But I'm not a farmer, and never was," I put in. + +"Why, you told me yourself you was born in the country, didn't you?" and +I saw there was no use trying to point out to Henrietta the difference +between farmers and those born in the country, both of which were terms +of contempt in her vocabulary. We were still threading the maze of +strange, squalid streets which was to lead us eventually to the former +brief abiding-place of Fanny Harley; and, filled with curiosity +regarding my own resemblance to my unfortunate predecessor, I revived +the subject by asking carelessly: + +"How is it I talk and act that makes me like Fanny Harley?" + +"Well, you 've got a kind of high-toned way of talking," she explained. +"I don't mind the way you talk, though,--using big words and all that. +That ain't none of our business, I tell the girls; but you do walk so +funny and stand so funny, that it is all I can do to keep from bu'stin' +out laughing to see you. And the other girls says it's the same with +them, but I told them it was because you was just from the country, and +that farmers all walk the same way. But really, Rose,--you're getting +used to that name, ain't you?--you ought to get yourself over it as +quick as you can; you ain't going to have no lady-friends in the factory +if you're going to be queer like that." + +"But I walk as I always did. How else should I walk? How do I walk that +makes me so funny?" I asked, mortified at the thought of my having been +the butt of secret ridicule. Henrietta was cordial in her reply. + +"You walk too light," she explained; "you don't seem to touch the ground +at all when you go along, and you stand so straight it makes my back +ache to watch you." + +Then my mentor proceeded to correct my use and choice of diction. + +"And what makes you say 'lid' when you mean a cover? Why, it just about +kills us girls to hear you say 'lid.'" + +"But," I remonstrated, aggravated by her silly "tee-hee" into defense of +my English, "why shouldn't I say 'lid' if I want to? It means just the +same as cover." + +"Well, if it mean the same, why don't you say 'cover'?" my "learner" +retorted, with ill-disguised anger that I should question her authority; +and I dropped the subject, and the remainder of the walk was continued +in silence. + +It was growing more and more apparent that I had not made a wise +selection in my room-mate, but it seemed too late to back out now--at +least until I had given her a trial of several days. + +I felt as though I had obtained, as if by magic, a wonderfully +illuminating insight into her nature and character during this short +walk from the factory. I had thought her at the work-table a +kind-hearted, honest toiler, a bit too visionary, perhaps, to accord +with perfect veracity, and woefully ignorant, but with an ignorance for +which I could feel nothing but sorrow and sympathy, as the inevitable +result of the hard conditions of her life and environment. But now I +recognized with considerable foreboding, not only all this, but much +more besides. Henrietta Manners, that humble, under-fed, miserable +box-maker, was the very incarnation of bigotry and intolerance, one by +whom any idea, or any act, word, or occurrence out of the ordinary rut +set by box-factory canons of taste and judgment, must be condemned with +despotic severity. And yet, in the face of all these unpleasant +reflections upon poor Henrietta's unbeautiful mental characteristics, I +felt a certain shamefaced gratitude toward the kind heart which I knew +still beat under that shabby golf-cape. + +Meanwhile, Henrietta had again lapsed into a silent, sullen mood, as she +pitched along in the nervous, jerky, heavy-footed gait which she had +urged me to emulate, and which I thought so hideous. I did not know +then, but I do know now, that such gait is invariably a characteristic +of the constitution in which there is not the proper coördination of +muscular effort. In the light of knowledge gained in later years, I can +now see in that long, slouching, shuffling figure, in that +tallow-colored face with the bloodless, loose lips and the wandering, +mystic eyes of periwinkle blue--I can see in that girl-face framed by a +trashy picture-hat, and in that girl-form wrapped in the old golf-cape, +one of the earth's unfortunates; a congenital failure; a female creature +doomed from her mother's womb--physically, mentally, and morally doomed. + +I was, however, on this memorable Easter Eve most happily innocent of my +Lombroso and my Mantagazza, else I had not been walking home with +Henrietta Manners, in all the confidence of an unsophisticated +country-girl. So much confidence did I have in my shop-mate that I did +not yet know the name of the street on the West Side where my future +home was, nor did I know any of the strange, dark, devious paths by +which she led me through a locality that, though for the most part +eminently respectable, is dotted here and there, near the river-front, +with some of the worst plague-spots of moral and physical foulness to be +found in New York. + +In later and more prosperous years I have several times walked into +Thompson Street, and from that as a starting-point tried to retrace our +walk of that night, bordering along old Greenwich Village, but as well +have tried to unravel the mazes of the Cretan Labyrinth. + +The last westward street we traversed, dipping under the trellis of an +elevated railroad, led straight into a lake of sunset fire out of which +the smoking funnels of a giant steamship lying at her dock rose dark and +majestic upon the horizon. + +A little cry of admiration escaped me at sight of the splendid picture, +and I hoped secretly that our way might continue to the water's edge; +but instead, reaching the line of the elevated, we turned in and +followed the old, black street above which the noisy trains ran. The +street itself presented the appearance of a long line of darkened +warehouses, broken occasionally by a dismal-looking dwelling, through +the uncurtained windows of which we could see slattern housewives busy +getting supper. + +It was the most miserable and squalid of all the miserable and squalid +streets I had thus far seen, and it had the additional disadvantage of +being practically deserted of everything save the noise and smoke +overhead. There were no foot-passengers, no human sounds. It was all so +hideous and fearsome that after five minutes' walk I was not surprised +to see Henrietta select the most wretched of all the wretched houses as +the one we should enter. As we climbed the high stoop, I could see, +through the interstices of rusted ironwork that had once been handsome +balusters, the form of an Italian woman sitting in the basement window +beneath, nursing a baby at her breast. + +"That's the lady what come up to help hold Fanny Harley," my room-mate +remarked as we passed inside. + + + + +IX + +INTRODUCING HENRIETTA'S "SPECIAL GENTLEMAN-FRIEND" + + +"Say! ain't you got no special gentleman-friend?" + +Henrietta's voice, breaking a pregnant silence, startled me so that I +nearly jumped off the empty soap-box where for some minutes I had sat +watching her bend over a smoking skillet of frying fat. + +An answer was not to be given unadvisedly, such was the moral effect of +the question. It hadn't been asked in a casual way, but showed, by its +explosive form of utterance, that it was the result not so much of a +pent-up curiosity as of a careful speculation as to the manner in which +I would receive it. So I tried to look unconscious, and at this critical +juncture the thunder of an elevated train came adventitiously to my +rescue and gave me a few moments in which to consider what I should +reply. And as I considered unconsciously my eye took in an inventory of +the room. The heavily carved woodwork hinted of the fact that it had +once been a lady's bedchamber in the bygone days when this was a +fashionable quarter of New York, and its spaciousness and former +elegance now served rather to increase the squalor as well as to +accentuate the barrenness of its furnishings. The latter consisted of +two wooden boxes, one of which I sat upon; an empty sugar-barrel, with a +board laid across the top; a broken-down bed in an uncurtained alcove; a +very large, substantial-looking trunk, iron-bound and brass-riveted; and +last, but not least, a rusty stove, now red-hot, which might well have +been the twin sister of my own "Little Lottie" at the ill-fated +Fourteenth-street house. This stove, connected with the flue by a small +pipe, fitted into what had once been a beautiful open fireplace, but +which was now walled up with broken bricks, and surmounted by a mantel +of Italian marble sculptured with the story of Prometheus's boon to +mankind, and supported on either end by caryatides in the shape of +vestal virgins bearing flaming brands in their hands. Overhead the +ceiling showed great patches of bare lath, where the plaster had fallen +away, and the uncarpeted floor was strewn with bread-crumbs and marked +by a trail of coal-siftings from the stove to a closet-door from which +the fire was replenished. The door to the closet was gone, and in its +recess a pair of trousers hung limply, while Henrietta's scant wardrobe +was ranged along the black-painted wall outside. The long, cobweb-hung +windows, bare of blind or curtain, showed a black-mirrored surface +against the batten shutters. + +All these details I could descry but dimly by the light of the smoking +oil-lamp that sat on the mantelshelf above the stove, and which cast a +ghastly light upon a row of empty bottles--the sole burden of the once +spotless, but now sadly soiled, vestal virgins. + +Henrietta was bending over the smoking skillet, with the lamp-light +falling across her pale face. As she boiled the coffee and fried the +eggs I studied her profile sketched against the blue, smoky background, +and tried in vain to grasp the secret of its fleeting, evanescent +beauty. For beautiful Henrietta was--beautiful with a beauty quite her +own and all the more potent because of its very indefinableness. I +watched her as one horribly fascinated,--that high, wide white forehead, +that weak chin, those soft, tremulous lips, on which a faint smile would +so often play, and those great, wide eyes of blue that now looked purple +in the lamp-light. And then, gradually, I saw, as I watched, an +expression I had never seen there before; the wavering suggestion of the +smile left the lips and they fell apart, loose and bloodless, with a +glimpse of the missing front tooth. It was an expression that lasted but +the fraction of a second, but it stamped her whole countenance with +something sinister. + +Then Henrietta lifted the eggs, carried the coffee-pot across to the +table, which was none other than the board-capped barrel, and went back +for the lamp. All these things she insisted upon doing herself, just as +she had stubbornly refused to allow me to help with the cooking of the +supper. + +Setting the lamp down upon the improvised table, she threw open one of +the shutters to let in a breath of fresh air, and as she did so the room +was filled with the roar and dust of the elevated train which passed so +close to our windows, and after it came a cold draft of air caused by +the suction of the cars. Henrietta closed the window and returned to the +table. + +Then I answered her question: "Well, that depends upon what you mean by +gentleman-friend," I said. + +"I mean just what I said," replied Henrietta, sliding an egg upon her +plate and passing the remaining one to me. "I mean a _special_ +gentleman-friend." + +"Well, no; I guess I haven't. I used to know lots of boys in the country +where I lived, but there isn't one of them I could call my special +gentleman-friend, and I don't know any men here." I uttered this speech +carefully, so as not to imply any criticism of Henrietta's use of the +expression "gentleman-friend," nor to call down upon my own head her +criticism for using any other than the box-factory vernacular in +discussing these delicate amatory affairs. + +"Oh, go and tell that to your grandmother!" she retorted, with a sly +little laugh. "Don't none of the girls there have gentlemen-friends, or +is farmers so different that they never stand gentlemen-friends to +them?" + +"Oh, dear me, yes!" I answered hastily, trying to avoid the unpleasant +_double entendre_, and choosing to accept it in its strictly explicit +phase. "Why, certainly, the girls get married there every day. There are +hardly any old maids in my part of the country. They get engaged almost +as soon as they are out of short dresses, and the first thing you know, +they are married and raising families." Then I added, "but have you got +a gentleman-friend yourself?" + +"Yep," she answered, nodding and pouring out the coffee; "I have a very +particular gentleman-friend what's been keeping company with me for +nearly a year, off and on." + +"Oh!" I cried, eager to turn the conversation toward Henrietta's +personal affairs instead of my own, which I felt she completely +misconstrued. "Do tell me about him; what is his name--and are you +engaged to him yet?" + +"My! ain't you fresh, though?" she said; but there was cordiality in the +rebuff. "I met him at the mission where I teach Sundays," she went on. +"He's brother Mason, and he's the Sunday-school superintendent. He give +me all that perfume on the mantel," and she pointed a dripping knife +toward the row of empty bottles. + +"Why, is he in the perfumery business?" I asked innocently, my eyes +ranging over the heterogeneous collection on the mantel. Henrietta took +the remark as exceedingly funny, for she immediately fell into a +paroxysm of tittering, choking over a mouthful of food before she could +attain gravity enough to answer. + +"Lord! no; you do ask the funniest questions!" + +Thus checked, I did not press for further information as to brother +Mason's vocation, but proceeded to satisfy my hunger, which was not +diminished by the unappetizing appearance of the food on the barrel. + +It was a matter of great surprise to me to see how little Henrietta ate, +and I was likewise ashamed of my own voracious appetite. Henrietta +noticed this and frowned ominously. + +"God! but you do eat!" she commented frankly, poising her knife in air. + +"I'm hungry. I've worked hard to-day," I replied with dignity. + +"Maybe you won't eat so much, though, after a while," she said +hopefully. + +"Maybe not," I agreed. "But you, Henrietta--you are not eating +anything!" + +"Me? Oh, I'm all right. I'm eating as much as I ever do. The works takes +away my hunger. If it didn't, I don't know how I'd get along. If I eat +as much as you, I'd be likely to starve to death. I couldn't make enough +to feed me. When I first begun to work in the factory I'd eat three or +four pieces of bread across the loaf, and potatoes and meat, and be +hungry for things besides; but after a while you get used to being +hungry for so long, you couldn't eat if you had it to eat." + +"How long have you been working?" I ventured. + +Henrietta put her cup on the table and shot a suspicious glance at me +before she answered: + +"Oh, off and on, and for five or six years, ever since my uncle died. He +was my guardian--that's his house up there." + +I looked in the direction of Henrietta's pointed finger to a cheap +chromolithograph that was tacked on the wall between the windows and +immediately over the barrel where we were eating. I recognized it at +once as a reproduction of a familiar scene showing a castle on the +Rhine. I had seen the same picture many times, once as a supplement with +a Sunday newspaper. That this stately pile of green and yellow +variegated stones should be the residence of Henrietta's uncle and +guardian seemed obviously but a bit of girlish fun, of a piece with her +earlier talk regarding her aristocratic ancestry; for by this time I had +construed that strange story into a hoax that was never meant to be +taken seriously. + +But one glance now at Henrietta's face showed me my mistake. It was +plainly to be seen that she had come to believe every word of what she +had told me. + +My eye had traveled to the row of garments on the pegs behind the door +and had rested with curiosity upon a "lassie" bonnet and cloak. +Henrietta did not wait for the question on my lips. + +"Them's my adjutant's uniform," she said, with a touch of pride. "You +didn't know I used to be an adjutant in the Salvation Army, did you?" + +I shook my head. + +"Well, I was, all right. Adjutant Faith Manners, that's what I was," and +rising, she limped across the floor, and burrowing in the depths of the +trunk, returned in a moment with an envelop which she handed me with the +command to read its contents. The envelop, postmarked "Pittsburg, Pa.," +was addressed to Adjutant Faith Manners. + +"But how does it come you have two names?" I inquired. + +"Well," the girl replied slowly, "I thought as how it sounded better for +a professing Christian to have some name like that, than Henrietta. +Henrietta is kind of fancy-sounding, specially when you was an adjutant +officer and was supposed to have give yourself to Jesus." + +I read the letter; it was a curious epistle, written in a beautiful, +flowing hand, well worded, and complimenting Adjutant Manners upon her +"persistence in the good work for Jesus," and winding up with the offer +of a small post, at a salary to be determined later on, in the Pittsburg +barracks of the Salvation Army. The name of the writer, which for +obvious reasons it is best not to divulge, was that of an officer who, I +have since discovered, is well and favorably known in Pittsburg. The +whole thing was a bewildering paradox. There was no doubt of its being a +bona-fide letter, nor of Adjutant Faith Manners and my room-mate being +one and the same person. And yet, how explain the ludicrous +inconsistency of such an experience in the life of such a girl? + +I had opened my mouth to ask some question to this end, when we started +as a heavy step resounded in the hallway outside. Then the latch +rattled, the door swung open, and a thick-set, burly, bearded man stood +upon the threshold. I screamed before I noticed that Henrietta regarded +the new-comer quite as a matter of course. + +The man stood in the doorway, evidently surprised for the moment at +seeing me there; then, closing the door behind him, he advanced +awkwardly, tiptoeing across the floor, and sat down upon the edge of the +bed without so much as a word. + +"Will you have a cup of coffee, brother Mason?" asked Henrietta, +shaking the pot to determine whether its contents would warrant the +invitation. + +"I don't care if I do, sister Manners," returned brother Mason, removing +his hat as if it were an afterthought, and drawing forth a large red +handkerchief with which he mopped his forehead and thick red neck. + +"This is my lady-friend, Rose Fortune," said Henrietta as she drained +the coffee-pot, and nodding first to the visitor, then to myself; "my +gentleman-friend, brother Mason." + +Brother Mason had risen and tiptoed forward, his hands thrust into the +bulging pockets of his overcoat, whence he proceeded gravely to draw +forth and deposit upon the barrel-top a heterogeneous love-offering, as +follows: two oranges; a box of mustard; a small sack of nutmegs; a box +of ground pepper; a package of allspice; a box containing three dozen +bouillon capsules; a bottle of the exact size and label as the +innumerable empty vessels on the mantel; a package of tea done up in +fancy red-and-gold paper; and, last, a large paper sack of pulverized +coffee. + +Henrietta now handed a cup to the donor of these gifts, which he +accepted meekly and carried on tiptoe back to his place on the edge of +the bed. + +Brother Mason drank his coffee with a great deal of unnecessary noise, +while Henrietta gathered up the dishes, after again rebuffing me almost +rudely for presuming to offer my services. Thus there was nothing left +for me to do, apparently, but to sit on the soap-box and look at brother +Mason, who regarded me in rather sheepish fashion over the top of his +cup. + +I judged him to be a good-natured man on the near side of fifty. His +close-cropped hair was an iron-gray, and his stubby beard and mustache a +fierce red, the ferocity of which was tempered by the mildness of +deep-set, small blue eyes. His general appearance would, I thought, have +been more in accord with the driver of a beer-truck than anything so +comparatively genteel as driving a grocer's wagon--his occupation, I +discovered, which explained the source of his offerings to Henrietta. +Despite the burliness of brother Mason, there was that about him which +rather encouraged confidence than aroused suspicion, although it was +difficult to reconcile him with the superintendence of a mission +Sunday-school. The latter incongruity had just popped into my mind when +he broke the silence by asking in a deep guttural, and with a vigorous +nod in my direction as he put down his empty cup: + +"Ha! Cat'lic?" + +"Oh, no," I answered, eager to break the embarrassing silence--"oh, no; +I'm a Protestant." + +"Ha! But you be Irish, ben't you?" + +I laughed. "No; American!" + +"Ha! Father and mother Irish, mebbe?" + +"No, they were American, too; but my great-great-grandfather +and-grandmother were Irish." + +"Aye, that's it! I knowed you was Irish the minute I seen them red +cheeks, eh! sister Manners?" chuckled brother Mason in a rich brogue, +rubbing his hands and looking across at my room-mate, who had been +apparently oblivious to our conversation, as she washed and wiped the +dishes out of a tin basin which I recognized as that from which we had +washed our hands and faces after we got home from work. She now fixed +the visitor with her periwinkle eyes, and replied severely: + +"I ain't got nothing to say against my lady-friend's looks, as you +certainly know, brother Mason." + +Something in this answer--no doubt, a hint of smothered jealousy--made +brother Mason throw his hand to his mouth and duck his head as he darted +a sly look toward me. But I met the look with a serious face, and indeed +I felt serious enough without getting myself into any imbroglio with +this strange pair of lovers. + +"You're Irish, I suppose, Mr. Mason?" I asked when he had recovered his +gravity after this mirth-provoking incident. + +"Me? I'm from County Wicklow, but I ain't no Cat'lic Irish. I'm a +Methody. Cat'lic in the old country, Methody here. Got converted twenty +years ago at one of them Moody and Sankey meetings--you've heard tell of +Moody and Sankey, mebbe? Eh? Ha!" + +These latter ejaculations the Catholic apostate repeated alternately and +with rhythmic precision as he proceeded to press tobacco into a clay +pipe with numerous deft movements of his large red thumb, regarding me +fixedly all the while. + +"Yes, yes," I repeated many times, but not until he had lighted the pipe +and drawn a deep whiff of it did brother Mason choose to regard his +question as answered. + +"Well, it was them that brought me to the mourners' bench, for fair. It +was Moody and Sankey that did the damage; and I've got to say this much +for them gentlemen, I've never seen the day I was sorry they did it. I'm +the supe of a mission Sunday-school now, meself; and I've done me dirty +best to push the gospel news along." Here he turned to Henrietta. "Be +your lady-friend coming over to-morrow afternoon, sister Manners?" + +"I don't hinder her, nor nobody's, doing what they like!" answered +Henrietta, again with that air of severity, not to say iciness, in her +manner; and I shifted myself uncomfortably on the box as I met her +glance of patient scorn. She had now finished her dish-washing, and +seated herself upon the edge of the box, which brother Mason had already +appropriated with his large, clumsy bulk. + +"Come now, you do care, ye know you care!" he said gruffly, as he threw +an arm carelessly across the girl's shoulder and patted her kindly; the +scowl immediately left her face and her head dropped upon his brawny, +red-shirted breast and snugly settled itself there, much to my +embarrassment. Then, between long-drawn whiffs of the rank-smelling +pipe, brother Mason descanted upon himself and his achievements, +religious, social, financial, and political, with no interruption save +frequent fits of choking on the part of poor Henrietta, whom even the +clouds of rank smoke could not drive from her position of vantage. + +Brother Mason, so he informed me, was not only an Irishman and a +Methodist, but a member of Tammany Hall and a not unimportant personage +in the warehouses of the wholesale grocers for whom he drove the +delivery wagon, and from whom, I now haven't a doubt in the world, he +had stolen for the benefit of his lady-love many such an offering of +sweet perfume and savory spice as he had carried her that Easter Eve. I +found his talk eminently entertaining, with the charm that often goes +with the talk of an unlettered person who knows much of life and of men. +He was densely ignorant from the schoolmaster's point of view, and +openly confessed to an inability to write his name; but his ignorance +was refreshing, as the ignorance of man is always refreshing when +compared with the ignorance of woman; which fact, it has often appeared +to me, is the strongest argument in favor of the general superiority of +the male sex. For hidden somewhere within brother Mason's thick, bullet +head there seemed to be that primary germ of intelligence which was +apparently lacking in the fair head snuggled on his breast. It was +therefore with a mingled feeling of relief and regret that, after a +couple of hours of conversation, I saw him gently push Henrietta away +and announce his departure,--relief from the embarrassment which this +open love-making had caused me, and regret that I was once more to be +left alone with Henrietta in that dark, cavernous house. It was then +after midnight, and Henrietta suggested, as brother Mason drew on his +overcoat, that she accompany him as far as the corner saloon, where she +wanted to buy a quarter-pint of gin; and they went off together, leaving +me alone. + +When their resounding footsteps had died away down the stairs, I picked +up the lamp and walked about, examining the shadowy corners of the room, +peering into the black abyss of the alcove where the unwholesome bed +stood, and not neglecting, like the true woman I was, to look underneath +and even to poke under it with the handle of a broom. I raised the +windows and threw open the batten-shutters, and through the darkness +tried to measure the distance to the street below. Not only that, but I +also speculated upon being able to climb out upon the railroad tracks, +should the worst come to the worst. + +What worst? What did I fear? I don't know. I did not exactly know then, +and I scarcely know now. It may have been the promptings of what is +popularly termed "woman's intuition." No more do I know why I then and +there resolved that I should sleep with my shoes and stockings on; and +further, if possible, I determined to keep awake through the long night +before me. + +I closed the windows and returned to a further inspection of the room, +stopping before the open trunk to examine some of the many books it +contained. One by one I opened and examined the volumes; a few of them +were romances of the Laura Jean Libbey school of fiction, but the +majority were hymnals inscribed severally on the fly-leaf with the names +"Faith Manners," "Hope Manners," "Patience Manners." Across the room the +bottles on the mantel shone vaguely in the shadow. I carried the lamp +over, and placing it in the little cleared-out space among them, began +to examine the bottles with idle curiosity. "Wild Crab Apple," "Jockey +Club," "Parma Violet," "Heliotrope," I read on the dainty labels, +lifting out the ground-glass corks and smelling the lingering fragrance +which yet attached to each empty vial. Of these there must have been two +dozen or more. + +And there were other bottles, also empty, but not perfume-bottles. Of +these others there were more than a dozen. At first I did not quite +comprehend the purport of the printing on their labels, and it was not +until I had studied some half a dozen of them that the sickening horror +of their meaning dawned upon me fully. There was no mistaking them; the +language was too unblushingly plain. They were the infamous nostrums of +the malpractitioner; and in the light of this loathsome revelation there +was but one thing for me to do: I had to get out of that room, and +before Henrietta should return; and so, grabbing up my hat and jacket, I +rushed in a panic out of the awful place into the midnight blackness of +the empty street. + + + + +X + +IN WHICH I FIND MYSELF A HOMELESS WANDERER IN THE NIGHT + + +In making my escape I had not counted upon my chances of meeting +Henrietta returning from the saloon. I had thought of nothing but to get +as far away as possible from the horror of it all. Dashing headlong down +the street, I was going I knew not where, when suddenly Henrietta's +vacuous "tee-hee" rang out in the darkness and echoed among the iron +girders of the elevated trestle; and, looking ahead of me, I saw her in +the light of the corner gas-jet coming toward me, a man on either side +of her, and all three evidently in the best of spirits. I sank back into +the darkness of a doorway that stood open, motionless until they had +passed and their voices had died away. + +In the few minutes of waiting, I had collected my wits sufficiently to +determine upon a plan of action. I would find my way back to the +Jefferson Market, and stay there until daylight, and then go to the +Working Girls' Home recommended by the police matron. + +But no sooner had I determined on this plan, which was really the only +thing I could have done, than I heard women's voices close at hand; and +before I could creep out of the doorway, two figures, groping up to it +through the darkness, dropped down upon the threshold. They muttered and +mumbled to each other for a little while, then their deep breathing told +me they had fallen into a doze. + +Again and again I had crept out of my hiding-place, looked at the two +bowed, crouching figures, which I could see only in vague outline, and +then withdrew again into the comparative safety of the black hallway. I +hesitated to waken them, and I could not creep over them asleep--not +until I heard the low, guttural voice of a drunken man in the darkness +above, and the uncertain shuffle of feet feeling their way to the head +of the staircase. Then, my heart in my mouth, quite as much for the fear +of what was before me as for what was fumbling about in the darkness +behind, I came boldly out and stood over the huddled figures. Now I saw +that they were old women, very old, and both fast asleep, with their +arms locked about each other for protection against the cold. Both were +bare-headed and scantily dressed, and each wore a little wisp of gray +hair drawn into a button at the back of her head, just as Mrs. Pringle +had worn hers. I touched the nearest bundle on the shoulder. She awoke +with a start, and peered around at me with a pitiful whimper. I +explained that I only wanted to pass, and that she would oblige me very +much to allow me to do so. + +"You want to git out, do ye, dearie? Well, you jist shall git out," came +the rejoinder in a high, quavering voice, and slowly the old woman +lifted herself, with many groans and "ouches" for her stiffened joints. + +"Dearie! dearie! I thought ye wuz the cop," the old crone went on, as +she grasped my arm in a hand whose thinness I could feel through my thin +jacket. "A nice arm it is ye have got, and yit ye don't speak as if ye +be one of we uns, be you?" The withered hand held me as though in a +vise, while I could feel the gin-laden breath of the unfortunate +creature as she peered close into my face. + +"Please--please let me go!" I whispered, for I could hear the stumbling +footsteps within near the bottom of the stairs. "Please let me go! I +must go to the drug-store to find a doctor; some one is sick." + +"Sure, dearie, sure!" and the thin fingers relaxed their hold. "Do ye +know where the drug-store is? and mightn't I make bold enough to ask to +go with ye? It's late for a lady to be out, with the streets full of +drunks and lazy longshoremen; and I know you _be_ a lady." + +I was in a quandary. Naturally I did not want to accept this drunken +woman's offer to pilot me, and yet I really had not the heart to offend +the old creature, for there was genuine sympathy betrayed in her voice +at the mention of sickness. She seemed to take my silence for +acceptance, however; and placing her arm on mine, conducted me down the +dark street. At the corner we passed under a gas-lamp, when we saw each +other distinctly for the first time. She was dark and swarthy, with +deep-set black eyes, and her thin, coarse, bristling gray hair, I +noticed, was full of wisps of excelsior and grass box-packing. She was +about sixty-two or-three, and had a spare, brawny frame with heavy, +stooped shoulders. Evidently she had taken just as careful an inventory +of my appearance, for we had not gone far before she was giving me all +manner of good advice about taking care of myself in a big, wicked city, +with repeated asseverations that she always knew a lady when she saw +one, and that if I wasn't one of that enviable species, then her name +wasn't Mrs. Bridget Reynolds; and the latter being "a proper married +woman and the mother of a family all dead now, God rest their souls!" +who should know a lady better than she? And why was Mrs. Bridget +Reynolds, a proper married and equally proper widowed woman of her +reverend years, sitting upon a doorstep at three o'clock of a cold March +morning? Och! God bless ye, just a little trouble with the landlord, no +work for several weeks, and a recent eviction; a small matter that had +often happened before, and was like as not to happen ag'in, God willing! +And who was Mrs. Bridget Reynolds's sleeping mate left behind on the +doorstep? Divil a bit did Mrs. Bridget Reynolds know about her, only +that she had found her that night in the empty warehouse, where she had +gone like herself to sleep, among the packing-cases, under the straw and +excelsior, which made a bed fit for a queen, and where they might still +have been taking their ease had not a heartless cop chased them out, bad +luck to him! + +Such was the gist of Mrs. Reynolds's discourse. I have not the courage +to attempt to transcribe her rich brogue and picturesque phraseology; +and even were I able to do so, it could give the reader no adequate idea +of the wealth of optimism and cheerfulness that throbbed in her +quavering voice. Hers could be a violent tongue, too, as the several +men who accosted us on our dark way discovered at their first approach +to familiarity; and on one occasion, when a drunken sailor leered up to +my side, Mrs. Bridget spat at him like an angry tabby-cat. Somehow, I no +longer felt afraid under her protection and guidance. + +At last, after a very long walk, we came in sight of the brightly +lighted windows of a drug-store, and Mrs. Reynolds said we were on +Bleecker Street. I had now to explain that my asking the way to a +drug-store had been merely a bit of subterfuge, which I did in fear and +trembling as to how Mrs. Reynolds would accept such deception on my +part. But she was all good humor. + +"Sure, dearie, it's all right! I'm glad to do a good turn for yez, being +as you're a poor body like mesilf, even if ye air a lady!" + +We were now standing in the glare of the big colored-glass carboys in +the drug-store window at the corner of Bleecker Street and some one of +its intersecting alleys. It was now four in the morning, and the streets +were almost deserted. My companion smiled at me with the maudlin +tenderness which gin inspires in the breast of an old Irishwoman, and as +we stood irresolute on the corner I noticed how thinly clad she was. +The sharp wind wrapped her calico skirt about her stiffened limbs, and +her only wrap was a little black knitted fascinator which did not meet +over the torn calico blouse. + +"A wee nip of gin would go right to the spot now, wouldn't it, dearie?" +the old soul asked wistfully, which reminded me of something I had +forgotten: that I still had my precious dollar and a half snugly stowed +away in my petticoat pocket. So I suggested that we go to a lunch-room +and have a good meal and a cup of hot coffee, and sit there till +daylight, which now was not far off. + +The prospect of something to eat and something hot to drink infused +great cheerfulness into my strange chaperon; she grasped my arm with the +gaiety of a school-girl, and we walked eastward until we came to a dairy +lunch-room upon the great plate-glass windows of which was enameled in +white letters a generous bill of fare at startlingly low prices. The +place was of the sort where everybody acts as his own waiter, buying +checks for whatever he wants from the cashier and presenting them at a +long counter piled up with eatables. Mrs. Reynolds was modesty itself in +accepting of my bounty. + +When we had finished it was daylight, and I parted from my duenna at the +door, she with innumerable terms of maudlin endearment, and an +invocation to all the saints in the calendar that they should keep a +kindly eye upon me. As to my own feelings, I felt heartless to be +obliged to leave the poor creature with nothing more than a +twenty-five-cent piece, and with no proffer of future help--if, indeed, +she was not beyond help. But I was powerless; for I was as poor as she +was. I had suggested her applying to the authorities for aid, but she +had received it scornfully, even indignantly, declaring that Mrs. +Bridget Reynolds would die and rot before she'd be beholden to anybody +for charity. Anything in the shape of organized authority was her +constitutional enemy, and the policeman was her hereditary foe. +Hospitals were nefarious places where the doctors poisoned you and the +nurses neglected you in order that you should die and furnish one more +cadaver to the dissecting-rooms; almshouses were the last resort of the +broken in heart and spirit, institutions where unspeakable crimes were +perpetrated upon the old and helpless. Therefore, was it any wonder this +independent old dame of Erin preferred deserted warehouses and dark +doorways as shelter? + +And so, early in this Easter morning, I left Mrs. Bridget Reynolds at +the door of the Bleecker Street lunch-room, she to go her way and I to +go mine. I looked back when I had got half a block away, and she was +still standing there, apparently undetermined which way to turn. I +watched a moment, and presently she ambled across the street and rattled +the door of the "ladies'" entrance to the saloon on the corner. Then I +turned my face toward the reddening east, against which the shabby +housetops and the chimneys and the distant spires and smokestacks +stretched out in a broken, black sky-line. I was going to find the home +for working girls which the good matron at Jefferson Market had +recommended, and the address of which I still had in the bottom of my +purse. + + + + +XI + +I BECOME AN "INMATE" OF A HOME FOR WORKING GIRLS + + +The spirit of the early Easter Day had breathed everywhere its own +ineffable Sabbath peace, and when at last I emerged into Broadway, it +was to find that familiar thoroughfare strangely transformed. On the six +days preceding choked with traffic and humming with ten thousand noises, +it was now silent and deserted as a country lane--silent but for the +echo of my own footsteps upon the polished stone flagging, and deserted +but for the myriad reflections of my own disheveled self which the great +plate-glass windows on either side of the street flashed back at me. + +My way lay northward, with the spire of Grace Church as a finger-post. +Grace Church had become a familiar landmark in the preceding weeks, so +often had I walked past it in my hopeless quest, and now I approached it +as one does a friend seen suddenly in a crowd of strangers. The fact +that I was approaching an acquaintance, albeit a dumb and unseeing one, +now made me for the first time conscious of my personal appearance so +persistently reflected by the shop windows. Before one of them I stopped +and surveyed myself. Truly I was a sorry-looking object. I had not been +well washed or combed since the last morning at Mrs. Pringle's house; +for two days I had combed my long and rather heavy hair with one of the +small side-combs I wore, and on neither morning had I enjoyed the luxury +of soap. And two successive mornings without soap and the services of a +stout comb are likely to work all sorts of demoralizing transformations +in the appearance of even a lady of leisure, to say nothing of a girl +who had worked hard all day in a dirty factory. + +Fortunately the street was deserted. I stepped into the entrance of a +big, red-sandstone building, and standing between the show-windows, took +off my hat, laid it on the pavement, and proceeded to unroll my hair and +slick it up once more with the aid of the side-comb, of which I had now +only one left, having lost the other somewhere in my flight from +Henrietta's. That I should have thought to put on my hat in preparing +for that flight I do not understand, for I forgot my gloves, a +brand-new pair too; my handkerchief; and, most needful of all else, my +ribbon stock-collar, without which my neck rose horribly long and thin +above my dusty jacket-collar. Looking at it ruefully, I began to feel +for the first time what was for me at least the very quintessence of +poverty--the absolute impossibility of personal cleanliness and of +decent raiment. I had known hunger and loneliness since I had come to +New York, but never before had I experienced this new, this infinitely +greater terror--lack of self-respect. That I had done nothing to lower +my self-respect had nothing whatever to do with it, since self-respect +is often more a matter of material things than of moral values. It is +possible for a hungry woman to walk with pride, and it is possible for +the immoral and utterly degraded woman to hold her own with the best of +her sisters, when it comes to visible manifestation of self-respect, if +only she is able to maintain her usual degree of cleanliness and good +grooming. But unacquainted with soap for two days! and without a collar! +How could I ever summon courage to present myself to anybody in such a +condition? Had I been an old woman, I mightn't have cared. But I was a +girl; and, being a girl, I suffered all of a girl's heartache and +melancholy wretchedness when I remembered that it was Sunday and that +there was no hope of buying either collar or comb for twenty-four +hours--if, indeed, I dared to spend any of my few remaining dimes and +nickels for these necessities, which had suddenly soared to the heights +of unattainable luxuries. + +In the full consciousness of my disreputable appearance, I hung in the +doorway, reluctant to fare forth in the cruel light of the thoroughfare. +Hitherto I had had the street all to myself, so it had not mattered so +much how I looked. But now an empty car hurtled by, its gong breaking +for the first time the silence of the long vista stretching away and +dipping southward to the Battery. Then another car came speeding along +from the opposite direction, whirled past Grace Church, and northward +around the curve at Fourteenth Street; and following in the wake of the +car, a hansom-cab with a jaded man and woman locked in each other's arms +and fast asleep. As the latter passed close to the curb, I drew into the +embrasure of the door as far as possible so as to avoid being seen by +the cabman--as if it made the least difference whether he saw me or not; +but such is the all-absorbing self-consciousness and vanity of girlhood. +It was then that I noticed for the first time the glaring sign that had +been staring at me during all these ineffectual attempts to "primp." + +"Wanted--Girls to learn flower-making. Paid while learning. Apply Monday +morning at nine o'clock." + +I repeated the street-number over and over, so as to make sure of +remembering it; and then, screwing up my courage, walked hurriedly up +the street, trying to ignore the glances which were cast at me by +occasional pedestrians. I happened to think of a large dairy lunch-room +on Fourteenth Street where I had several times gone for coffee and +rolls, and where the cashier and waitresses knew me by sight, and where +I thought, by investing in a cup of coffee, I might tidy up a bit in the +toilet-room. If only the place should be open on Sunday morning! + +And it was. The cashier had just stepped into her cage-like desk, and +the waitresses were lined up in their immaculate white aprons and lace +head-dresses. I was their first customer, apparently. The cashier, a +pretty, amiable girl, suppressed any surprise she may have felt at my +appearance, and greeted me with the same dazzling smile with which she +greeted every familiar face. I explained to her what I wanted to do, +apologizing for my slovenliness. She was all sympathetic attention, her +eyes snapped with good-humored interest, and she told me to go back and +take all the time I wanted to wash up. In a few minutes she sent me, by +one of the waitresses, a fresh piece of soap, a comb, a bit of +pumice-stone, a whisk-broom, a nail-file, a pair of curved +nail-scissors, a tiny paper parcel containing some face-powder, and, +wonder of wonders, a beautifully clean, fresh, shining collar! + +Before the big, shimmering mirrors I washed and splashed to my heart's +content and to the infinite advantage of my visage. How delicious it was +to see and hear and feel the clear, hot water as it rushed from the +silver faucet into the white porcelain bowl! I washed and I washed, I +combed and I combed, until there was absolutely no more excuse for doing +either; then I powdered my face, just enough to take the shine off, +filed my finger-nails, brushed my clothing, put on my borrowed collar, +and stepped out into the eating-room, feeling, if not looking, like the +"perfect lady" which the generous-hearted cashier declared I resembled +"as large as life." + +"Never mind about the collar; you can just keep it," she said when I +returned her toilet articles. "It's not worth but a few cents, anyway, +and I've got plenty more of them.... Don't mention it at all; you're +perfectly welcome. I didn't do anything more for you than I'd expect +you to do for me if I was in such a pickle. If we working girls don't +stand up and help one another, I'd like to know who's going to do it for +us.... So long!" + +"So long!" It was not the first time that I had heard a working girl +deliver herself of that laconic form of adieu, and heretofore I had +always execrated it as hopelessly vulgar and silly, which no doubt it +was and is. But from the lips of that kind-hearted woman it fell upon my +ears with a sort of lingering sweetness. It was redolent of hope and +good cheer. + +The home for working girls I found, not very far away from this +lunch-room, in one of the streets south of Fourteenth Street and well +over on the East Side. It was a shabby, respectable, unfriendly-looking +building of red brick, with a narrow, black-painted arched door. On the +cross-section of the center panel was screwed a silver plate, with the +name of the institution inscribed in black letters, which gave to the +door the gruesome suggestion of a coffin set on end. + +A polite pull at the rusty handle of the bell-cord brought no response, +and I rang again, a little louder. A chain was rattled and a bolt drawn +back. The lid of the black coffin flew open, disclosing, with the +suddenness of a jack-in-the-box, a withered old beldam with a large +brass key clutched in a hand that trembled violently with palsy. + +She grumbled inarticulately, and with a jerk of her head motioned me +into a small room opening off the hall, while she closed and locked the +door with the great brass key. + +The little reception-room, or office, was no more cheerful than the +front door, and, like it, partook somewhat of an ecclesiastical aspect. +Arranged in a sort of frieze about the room were a series of framed +scriptural texts, all of which served to remind one in no ambiguous +terms of the wrath of God toward the froward-hearted and of the eternal +punishment that awaits unrepentant sinners. And then, at intervals, the +vindictive utterances were broken by pictures--these, too, of a +religious or pseudo-religious nature. + +One of these pictures particularly attracted my attention. It was +entitled "Hope leaning upon Faith," and showed an exceedingly +sentimental young girl leaning heavily upon an anchor, her eyes lifted +heavenward, where the sun was just breaking through black clouds, and +all against a perspective of angry sea. I was trying to apply its +symbolism to my own case, when a sharp, metallic voice inquired +abruptly: + +"What did you wish?" + +I turned about quickly. A tall, hard-faced woman of forty or thereabouts +stood in the door, and looked at me coldly through spectacles that +hooked behind ears the natural prominence of which was enhanced by her +grayish hair being drawn up tightly and rolled into a "bun" on the very +top of the head. She was the personification of neatness, if such be the +word to characterize the prim stiffness of a flat-figured, elderly +spinster. She wore large, square-toed, common-sense shoes, with low +heels capped with rubber cushions, which, as I was shortly to discover, +had earned for the lady the sobriquet of "Old Gum Heels." What her real +name was I never found out. Nobody knew. She was the most hated of all +our tormentors; and in all of the weeks I was to remain in the house +over which she was one of the supervisors, I never heard her referred to +by any other than the very disrespectful cognomen already quoted. But I +am anticipating. + +"I would like to get board here," I replied timidly, for the very manner +of the woman had in it an acid-like quality which bit and burned the +sensibilities like vitriol does the flesh. + +"Have you any money?" + +"Not very much." + +"How much?" she demanded. + +"About one dollar." + +"What baggage have you?" + +"None," I replied, and related as well as my embarrassment would allow +me the story of the fire and of my flight from Henrietta, not forgetting +the generosity of the cashier in the dairy lunch-room. She listened in +silence, and when I had finished I thought I saw the repression of a +smile, which may or may not have been of the sardonic order. Then she +motioned me to follow her through the long, gloomy hall to the rear of +the house, where, turning an angle, we came to a staircase down which a +flood of sunlight streamed from the big window on the landing. The +sunlight showed walls of shimmering whitewashed purity and unpainted +oaken stairs scoured white as a bone. "Old Gum Heels" stopped here, and +was beginning to give me directions for finding the matron's room on the +floor above, when a door at the back opened and a very little girl +appeared with a very large pitcher of hot water, which she held tight in +her arms as though it were a doll, jiggling at every step a little of +the contents upon the floor. + +"Julia, take this girl along with you to Mrs. Pitbladder's room, and +tell her that she wishes to make arrangements about board and lodging." +And then to me: "Mrs. Pitbladder is the matron. You will pay your money +to her, and she will tell you the rules and regulations for +inmates.--And then, Julia, hurry back to the kitchen; I'll need you +right away." + +"Yes, ma'am," replied the child, timidly, with a shy glance at me as she +proceeded laboriously up the stairs. At the landing she stopped to draw +breath, putting the pitcher upon the floor and relaxing her thin little +arms. She was such a mite of a child, hardly more than eight or nine, if +judged from the size of the spindly, undeveloped figure. This was +swaddled in the ugly apron of blue-checked gingham, fastened down the +back with large bone buttons, and so long in the sleeves that the little +hands were all but lost, and so long in the skirt that only the ends of +the small copper-toed shoes showed beneath. Judged, however, by the +close-cropped head and the little sallow face that surmounted the +aproned figure, she might have been a woman of twenty-five, so maturely +developed was the one, so shrewd and knowing the other. The child leaned +her shoulders upon the whitewashed wall and stared at me in bold, though +not unfriendly curiosity, which, undoubtedly, I reciprocated. She was +evidently sizing me up. I smiled, and she screwed her full, sensitive +mouth into a judicial expression, puckering her forehead; then, in a +deep, contralto voice, she spoke. What she said I didn't hear, or rather +didn't grasp, in my wonder at the quality and timbre of that great +voice, which, issuing from the folds of the checked apron, seemed fairly +to fill the big hall below and the stair-well above with a deep, +beautiful sound. I apologized and asked her to repeat what she had said. + +"Your skirt--it's so stylish," she said, and the little hand stole out +and began stroking the snugly-fitting serge of that very unpretentious +garment. + +"I'm very glad you like it," I laughed, "for it's the only skirt I +have"; and I picked up the heavy pitcher and carried it up the rest of +the way, the child following me, holding up her apron skirts with both +hands to keep from stumbling, and making a ringing, metallic noise as +the copper toes struck the wood at every rise. She took the pitcher at +the head of the stairs without comment, but with a look full of +diffident gratitude. Stopping before one of the doors, the child rapped +timidly--so timidly, in fact, that it could scarcely be heard. No answer +coming, she rapped again, this time a little louder, and a woman's +shrill voice screamed, "Come in!" + +"Mis' Pitbladder, the lady down-stairs says as this is a young girl +what wants to have a talk with youse about coming here," my little guide +announced all in one breath, and almost before the door had entirely +swung open upon the group within, consisting of an old lady and two +little girls. The old lady was in a comfortable state of dishabille; the +little girls each wore big checked gingham aprons like Julia's, and +buttoned down the back with the same big, white bone buttons. One of +them was waving Mrs. Pitbladder's hair with a crimping-iron which she +heated in a gas-jet before the bureau; the other child was laboriously +working at one of the pudgy hands with a pair of nail-scissors. + +"Come in, come in, and don't stand there with the door open," mumbled +the bowed figure in the armchair, who held a twisted bit of uncrimped +forelock between her teeth to keep it from getting mixed with what was +already waved, and which fell over her face so that I could not see her +features. + +"So you want to come here to board with us, my dear?" began the masked +one, which was the signal for an exchange of grave winks between the +hairdresser, the manicure, and the little slavey, Julia, who was pouring +the hot water into the pitcher on the washstand. + +"If I could arrange it," I replied quickly, taking courage from the +woman's kindly manner of putting the question, which was in such +startling contrast to that of the dragon down-stairs. + +"You are a working girl, are you, my dear?" + +"I want to be. I'm looking for work now, and I hope to get a job in a +few days. I understand your rates are very low, and that I can live here +cheaper than almost anywhere else." + +"And who sent you here, my dear?" + +In answer to this I told her my story almost in totality, leaving out +only such details as could not possibly have concerned her. Perfect +candor, I was fast learning, was the only way in which one in my +desperate situation could hope for any degree of sympathetic treatment, +as the time for all silly pride was passed. + +Then Mrs. Pitbladder explained the system upon which the house was run. +I could have a room all to myself for a dollar and a half a week, or I +could sleep in the dormitory for ten cents a night, or fifty cents a +week; all terms payable in advance. The latter fact she was particular +to impress upon me. As to food, she named a price which fairly took away +my breath. Six cents each for meals--six cents each for breakfast, +dinner, and supper! I said at once I would become a boarder, and that I +would take a cot in the dormitory, for which I would pay from night to +night. + +At this juncture the girl who answered to the name of May finished +undulating the last strand of gray hair, and as she lifted it off her +mistress's face that lady raised her head and we looked at each other +for the first time. She was somewhere between sixty-five and seventy, +and very fat. Mrs. Pitbladder's face was a surprise to me, for all it +was a round, red face--the very sort of face in which one would have +expected good nature to repose. Its predominating features were a huge, +beaked nose and high cheek-bones which encroached to an alarming degree +upon the eye-sockets, wherein little dark, furtive eyes regarded me +fixedly. It was a face which even the most unsophisticated observer +could scarcely fail to characterize as that of a woman hardened in every +sort of petty tyranny, a woman who, having the power to make others +uncomfortable, found infinite pleasure in doing so, quite apart from any +motive of selfish interest. To be sure, I did not read all this in Mrs. +Pitbladder's face by the end of our first meeting. The supreme question +to be settled, the only one which had for me a vital interest then, was +how long I might still put off utter destitution in the event of my not +finding work within the ensuing week. + +The terms were always in advance, Mrs. Pitbladder again repeated, as she +entered my name and age in a long book which May brought from the dark +mahogany desk that matched the rest of the well-made furniture in the +spacious room. I would now pay her, she said, ten cents for the bed I +was to sleep in that night, and my board money would be paid meal by +meal to the woman in charge of the dining-room. I gave her a +twenty-five-cent piece. I had remaining three other silver quarters. I +watched my twenty-five-cent piece drop into Mrs. Pitbladder's purse, and +heard the greedy mouth of that receptacle snap shut. + +"Mintie," Mrs. Pitbladder spoke briskly, "show this girl to the +sitting-room, and then go and find Mrs. Lumley and tell her to come to +me at once." + +Mintie, who had now finished lacing the matron's shoes, rose eagerly +and, with a shy glance toward me, made for the door. I hesitated, and +looked at Mrs. Pitbladder. + +"You may go now," she said, with a wave of the pudgy hand. + +"Excuse me," I replied, considerably abashed, quite as much by the +curious looks of the little girls as by the annoyance of having to +remind the matron about the fifteen cents change still due me--"excuse +me, but I gave you twenty-five cents." + +"And I gave you your change, my dear," the matron returned suavely but +decisively. + +"I beg your pardon for contradicting you," I replied firmly, and without +taking my eyes from hers, which blinked unpleasantly. "You did _not_ +give me any change." + +"Look in your purse and see," said Mrs. Pitbladder. + +"It is quite unnecessary," I replied; "but I will do so to satisfy you"; +and I opened the purse again and showed my three remaining silver +pieces, which to further satisfy her I took out upon my palm and then +turned the purse's lining inside out. + +But Mrs. Pitbladder did not seem impressed. I for my part resolved to be +equally insistent, inspired as I was with the determination that comes +to desperate people. There were fifteen cents due me, and nobody should +cheat me out of a single one of those precious pennies if I could +possibly prevent it. There was a short silence in which we took each +other's measure, the children looking on in evident enjoyment of the +situation. Finally the old lady opened the purse again and gave me the +change due, though she grumblingly maintained that it was I, not she, +who was in error. + +When the door closed at last upon us, my small companion clutched my +hand and gave it a jubilant squeeze. "Golly! that did me good," she +whispered as we were going down-stairs. "She always lets on to make +mistakes about the girls' change, only most of 'em is so scairt of her +they just let her beat them out of it." + +While the child went to find Mrs. Lumley I waited in the sitting-room. +It was an empty, ugly place, with bare floors and whitewashed walls, the +latter decorated, like those of the office, with framed scriptural +texts. Its furniture consisted of several long, slat-bottomed settees +and a single large rocking-chair which, crowded with children, was +swinging noisily over the bare boards. At our entrance the chair stopped +rocking, and one of the children climbed out. + +It was Julia. She came promptly over to my side, while a half-dozen of +the other children jumped off the benches and ran to the rocking-chair +to squabble over the question of who should take the vacant place. + +"Did yez have a row?" she asked eagerly. "Say, did yez?" + +I evaded the question, thinking it neither advisable nor proper to +satisfy the curiosity of the little mite. To divert her attention, I +began questioning her about herself and her little companions--who were +they, what were they, and how did they come to be here? + +"Why, don't you know?" the little one asked, looking at me in amazement. +"We're waifs!" + +"Waifs! What sort of waifs?" + +"Why, just waifs." + +"But I didn't know this was an orphan-asylum," I said, looking about at +the children sitting in rows of two and three upon the scattered +settees. + +"Oh, no, ma'am. We're not orfants," the child hastened to correct me; +"we're just waifs." + +"And where are your fathers and mothers, then?" I cried. + +"We ain't got none," Julia replied promptly, the little hand again +stealing through the long sleeve and stroking my much-admired skirt. She +had now snuggled down beside me upon the settee, and instinctively, +rather than from any desire to show friendliness, I drew my arm about +the small shoulders, which overture was interpreted as an invitation for +the cropped head to nestle closer. + +"But if you haven't father or mothers, then you must be orphans," I +reasoned,--an argument which made Julia straighten up suddenly and look +at me in puzzled wonderment. + +"No, we ain't orfants, neither, exceptin' just a few that did onct have +fathers and mothers, mebbe; but me and May Wistaria and Mintie +Delancy--they was the girls you seen up-stairs in HER room--we never did +have no fathers and mothers, we're just waifs, and so's them kids waifs +too that's playing in the rocking-chair. They was all foundling-asylum +kids." + +At this moment a thick-set woman in a black dress appeared in the +doorway, which was a signal for all the little girls to make an +onslaught upon her. They twined their arms about her large waist, they +hung three and four upon each of her generous, kindly arms, and the +smaller girls held on to her skirts. + +Thus encumbered, the good Mrs. Lumley introduced herself in an asthmatic +voice which was scarcely more than a whisper, and in a manner as kindly +as it was humble. Then she shoved the children back to their benches, +and led me up-stairs to the dormitory; showing me the cot where I was to +sleep, the lavatory where I would make my toilet in the mornings, and +the bath-room where I had the privilege of taking a bath once a week. +She also told me the rules of the house: first bell at six o'clock, when +everybody in the dormitory must rise and dress; second bell at half-past +six, when everybody must leave the dormitory, not to return until +bedtime. As to that hour, it came at various times: for the waifs it was +seven o'clock; for the regular lodgers, ten o'clock; and for the +transients, from seven till twelve o'clock, at which hour the house was +closed for the night. + +All this Mrs. Lumley repeated in a dreary monotone which seemed +strangely out of keeping with the half-concealed kindliness which was +revealed in her homely countenance. She was a working matron, a sort of +upper servant, and had been three years in the place, which, I gradually +gleaned from her, had been started as a home for destitute children and +had eventually assumed the character and discharged the functions of a +girls' lodging-house. Under what auspices the house was conducted she +didn't know any more than did I, any more than I know to this day. There +was a board of managers,--ladies who sometimes came to look at the +dormitories and the bath-rooms and then went away again in their +carriages; there was the matron, Mrs. Pitbladder, who had been there +four or five years, she thought, but wasn't certain; there were several +under-matrons, who acted as teachers to the children. What did the +children study? Reading and writing and arithmetic and the Bible; and +then, as soon as they were old enough, they were turned into the +sewing-room, where they were taught dressmaking, or into the laundry, +where they learned to do fine laundry-work. + +All this sounded just and good, and I began to alter my opinion of the +place. I even began to think that perhaps Mrs. Pitbladder was merely +absent-minded and a little crotchety; that she had not meant to forget +my fifteen cents change. I did not know until several days later that +the house did a large dressmaking and laundry business, and that their +advertisement appeared, and does to this day appear, in all the daily +newspapers. It was from the older girls in the dormitory, in whispered +talks we had at night after we were in bed, that I learned this and +innumerable other things, which my own observation during the weeks that +followed served to confirm. + +To this home for working girls the waifs, the foundlings, came at all +sorts of tender years, came from God only knows where--I could never +find out exactly--some of them, perhaps, from city asylums, some from +the families upon which they had been left as an encumbrance. They came +as little children, and they went away as grown women. For them the home +was practically a prison. Locked in here from morning till night, week +in, week out, year after year, they were prisoners at all save certain +stated times when they were taken abroad for a walk under charge of the +matrons. In return for a scant education in the rudimentary branches, +and a very generous tuition in the drudgery of the kitchen, the laundry, +and the sewing-room, they received in all these years only their board +and clothes and a certain nominal protection against the vices and +corruptions of the street and the gutter from which they had been +snatched. + + +"You won't eat here?" Mrs. Lumley inquired as we were going down-stairs +again. To which I replied with a "Yes, why not? I have arranged with +Mrs. Pitbladder to do so." + +We were on the landing where the stairs turned into the ground-floor. +She glanced apprehensively at Mrs. Pitbladder's door, into which a small +blue-aproned figure at this moment was passing with a tray laden with +Mrs. Pitbladder's breakfast. When it had closed again, she looked at me +hesitatingly, as if fearful of taking me too far into her confidence. +Then, perhaps reading a certain unconscious reassurance there, she +replied with a brief-- + +"I wouldn't, if I was you. You can't stand it." + +"But I'll have to stand it," I returned; "I'm as poor as anybody here." + +She shook her head. "But you couldn't work on it--you're not used to it. +I can see that. Besides, it isn't so cheap as you think it'll be. You'd +better go out. I wouldn't even eat here to-day. I wouldn't begin it. +There's a little lunch-room over on Third Avenue where you can get +enough to eat, and just as cheap as here." + +The woman's manner was so mysterious, and withal so very earnest, not to +say urgent, that I felt instinctively that there was something more in +all she said than the mere depreciation of the quality of the victuals +she warned me against. So I was not surprised when she said slowly and +insinuatingly, as though feeling every step of the way: + +"You know the misunderstanding you had this morning--about the change?" + +"Yes," I answered, more mystified than ever. Then, as she looked me full +in the eyes, light dawned upon me, and I saw the old woman up-stairs in +a character as startling as it was infamous. + +"Well," Mrs. Lumley said, when she saw that I understood; and with that +she again dropped into her habitual expression of bovine stolidness. We +parted at the foot of the stairs, she to disappear into the back of the +house, and I to join the waifs in the unfriendly sitting-room. + +The afternoon I spent sitting in Union Square, whence I went at +half-past five for a bite of supper in the dairy lunch-room where I had +made my toilet in the morning. I had had no luncheon, feeling that I +could not afford more than two meals a day now. I sat a long time over +my cup of coffee and three hard rolls. I did not want to return to that +dreary house until the lamps should be lighted and it was time to go to +bed. The very thought of returning to sit with those forlorn waifs, in +that cheerless whitewashed sitting-room, was appalling. + +I returned a few minutes before seven, just in time to hear the children +singing the last stanza of "Beulah Land" as I passed up-stairs to the +dormitory on the third floor. An old woman sat outside the door, +crocheting a shawl in such light as she could get from a blue-shaded +night-lamp that hung in the middle of the great whitewashed room within. +She looked up from her work long enough to challenge me with a shrewd, +impertinent look of inquiry, demanded to know if I had any lead-pencils +about my person, and, receiving a polite negative, allowed me to pass. + +I was not the first arrival. In the dim light I could make out, here and +there, a bulging surface in the row of gray-blanketed cots, while in the +quiet I could hear the deep breathing of the sleepers. For they all +seemed to be asleep, save one who tossed from one side to the other and +sighed wearily. The latter was not far away from my own cot, and before +I had finished undressing she was sitting up looking at me. + +"I'd give anything for a drink of water," she said softly. + +"Why, is there no water?" I whispered. + +The words were not out of my mouth before there was a thumping upon the +floor outside, and the voice of the beldame spoke sharply: + +"No talking, girls!" + +The thirsty girl dropped back to her pillow, and I crept under the +blanket. Later on I learned that each must have her drink of water +before entering the dormitory, because, once there, it was an iron-clad +rule that we should not leave until after the rising-bell had rung at +six the next morning. I also learned, later on, that had there not been +also an iron-clad rule against carrying lead-pencils into the +dormitory, the snowy-white walls were like as not to be scrawled with +obscenities during the night hours. + +All sorts of girls seeking a night's refuge drifted into this +working-girls' home. Most of them were "ne'er-do-weels"; some of them +were girls of lax morality, though very few were essentially "bad." +When, however, they did happen to be "bad," they were very bad indeed. +And these lead-pencil inscriptions they left behind them were the +frightful testimony of their innate depravity. + +Fortunately for me, I was quite ignorant on this first night of what the +character of the girls under the gray blankets might in all possibility +have been, and I settled myself to go to sleep with the thought that a +working-girls' home was not half bad, after all. + +A little while later there was a fresh burst of childish voices and the +clatter of shoes on the stairs. It was the orphans marching up to bed +singing "Happy Day!" The music stopped when they reached the dormitory +door, which they entered silently, two by two. Their undressing was but +the matter of a few moments, so methodical and precise was every +movement. The small aprons and petticoats were folded across the foot of +each cot, and, on top, the long black stockings laid neatly. Each pair +of copper-toed shoes was placed in exactly the same spot under the foot +of each cot, and each little body, after wriggling itself into a gray +flannellet nightgown, dropped to its knees and bowed its head upon the +blanket in silent prayer. + +After they had tucked themselves in bed a voice very near me, and which +I recognized as Julia's, whispered: + +"May, are yez asleep?" + +"No," muttered May. + +"Say, is to-morrow bean day or molasses day?" + +"Bean," replied May; and then all was silent in the dormitory, and so +remained save for the interruption caused by the tiptoe entrance of some +newly arrived "transient," some homeless wanderer driven here to seek a +night refuge. + +In the morning we washed and combed in a large common toilet-room. There +were only a dozen face-bowls, and these we had to watch our chance to +pounce upon. I waited until the rush was over, and after the orphans had +scurried down to their breakfast I performed a more leisurely toilet. +Two other girls were there, doing the same thing. I recognized them as +transient lodgers, like myself, wanderers that had drifted in. + +Both were very young, and one, whom I had heard sigh, and who groaned +continuously in her sleep, very, very pretty. The latter entered into +conversation as we combed before the long, narrow glass. "Do you stay +here all the time?" I asked. No, she had been living with her +"lady-friend"; and that lady-friend having departed to the country for +lack of employment until times would pick up, she was looking about for +a boarding-house. The subject of work gave me my opportunity, and I +asked her if she knew of a job. She shook her head. She was a +skirt-hand; she had worked in a Broadway sweat-shop, and didn't know +anything about any other sort of work. As we talked she finished her +toilet, putting on as the finishing touch a great picture-hat and a +scanty black Eton. Ready for the street, you would have little dreamed +that she had slept in a ten-cent lodging-house. After going through a +sort of inspection by the old woman at the entrance, during which it was +ascertained we had not pilfered anything, we were allowed to depart. + + + + +XII + +IN WHICH I SPEND A HAPPY FOUR WEEKS MAKING ARTIFICIAL FLOWERS + + +Bright and early, after a four-cent breakfast, I was on my way to find +the place where I had read the sign, "Flower-makers Wanted.--Paid while +learning." + +It was not difficult to find, even had I not had the number so securely +tucked away in my memory. + +"Flowers & Feathers," in giant gilded letters, I read a block away, as I +dodged electric cars and motor vehicles, and threaded the maze of +delivery wagons and vans. I had a hasty interview with the +superintendent, a large and effusively polite man, whose plump white +hands sparkled with gems. He put me on the freight-elevator and told the +boy to show me to Miss Higgins. At the third floor the iron doors were +thrown open, and I stepped into what seemed to be a great, luxuriant +garden. The room was long and wide, and golden with April sunshine, and +in the April breeze that blew through the half-open windows a million +flowers fluttered and danced in the ecstacy of spring. Flowers, flowers, +flowers everywhere; piled high on the tables, tossed in mad confusion on +the floor, and strung in long garlands to the far end of the big room. + +"The lady with the black hair, sitting down there by them American +Beauties," said the elevator-boy, waving his hand toward the rear. + +I passed down a narrow path between two rows of tables that looked like +blossoming hedges. Through the green of branches and leaves flashed the +white of shirt-waists, and among the scarlet and purple and yellow and +blue of myriad flowers bobbed the smiling faces of girls as they looked +up from their task long enough to inspect the passing stranger. Here +were no harsh sounds, no rasping voices, no shrill laughter, no pounding +of engines. Everything just as one would expect to find it in a +flower-garden--soft voices humming like bees, and gentle merriment that +flowed musically as a brook over stones. + +"The lady with the black hair" sat before a cleared space on a table +banked on either side with big red roses. In front of her were three or +four glasses, each containing one salmon-colored rose, fresh and +fragrant from the hothouse. + +Leaning forward, with her elbows on the table and her chin in her palm, +she was staring intently at these four splendid blooms. Then she picked +up a half-finished muslin rose and compared them. All this I saw while I +waited timidly for her to look up. But she did not see me. She was +absorbed in the study of the living rose. At last I summoned courage to +inquire if she was Miss Higgins. She started, looked up quickly, and +nodded her head, with a smile that displayed a row of pretty teeth. Her +manner was cordial. + +"Have you ever worked at flowers before?" she asked. + +"No." + +"Ever worked at feathers?" + +"No." + +"Well, the best I can do is to put you at blossom-making to-day, and see +how you take to it. It's too bad, though, you don't know anything about +feathers; for the flower season ends in a month, anyway, and then I have +to lay off all my girls till September, unless they can make feathers +too. Then they get jobs on the next floor. There'll be lots of work +here, though, for a month, and we might take you back in September." + +The tone was so kindly, the interest so genuine, that I was prompted to +explain my situation, assuring her I should be glad to get work even for +four weeks. As a result, I was put on Rosenfeld's pay-roll for three and +a half dollars per week, with half a day's extra pay for night work: the +latter had been a necessity three or four nights every week for six +months, and was likely to continue for two, maybe three, weeks longer. +Besides the assurance of extra pay from this source, Miss Higgins also +intimated, as she conducted me to one of the tables, that if I was "able +to make good" she would raise me to four dollars at the end of the week. + +Soon I was "slipping up" poppies under the instruction of Bessie, a +dreamy-eyed young Jewess. The process was simple enough, to watch the +skilled fingers of the other girls, but it was very tedious to my +untried hand. In awkward, self-conscious fashion I began to open out the +crimped wads of scarlet muslin which came to us hot from the +crimping-machine. + +"You mustn't smooth the creases out too much," Bessie protested; and +with a deft touch, the right pull here, the proper flattening there, the +muslin scrap blossomed into a fluttering corolla. + +"Don't get discouraged. We've all got to learn," one of the girls at +the far end of the table called out cheerily. + +"Yes, and don't be afraid of making a mistake," put in my vis-à-vis, a +pretty Italian. "We all make mistakes while we're learning; but you'll +find this a nice place to work, and Miss Higgins is so lovely--she's +awful nice, too, to the new girls." + +"Yes, indeed," added Bessie. "It isn't many years since she worked at +the table herself. I've often heard her tell about the first day she +went to work down at Golderberg's." + +"That's the worst in town," piped another; "I stayed there just two +days. That was enough for me. Whenever the girls disagree down there, +they step out into the hall and lick each other. First day I was there, +one girl got two ribs broken. Her rival just walked all over her." + +"What did they do with the girls?" + +"Oh, nothing. They made it all up, and were as sweet as two +turtle-doves, walking around the workroom with their arms around each +other." + +"Well, that's what it is to work in those cheap shops," commented Annie +Welshons, of the big blue eyes and yellow hair. "If they ever do get +respectable girls, they won't stay long." + +As we worked the conversation ran easily. The talk was in good, +up-to-date English. There was rarely a mispronounced word, or a slip in +grammar; and there was just enough well-selected slang to make the +dialogue bright and to stamp the chatterers as conversant with the live +questions of the day. The topics at all times bespoke clean minds and an +intelligent point of view. + +"Are you American born?" Bessie inquired by and by. + +The question sounded unusual, almost unnecessary, until I discovered +that out of the eight girls in our immediate circle, only half were +native Americans. My vis-à-vis, Therese, was a Neapolitan; Mamie, a +Genoese; Amelia was born in Bohemia; the girl with the yellow hair was +North German; and Nellie declared she was from County Killarney and +mighty glad of it. + +"Well, I'm an American," said Bessie, tossing her head in mock scorn, as +she cleared away a quantity of the flowers that had been meanwhile +accumulating on the wire lines. + +Therese laughed. "But only by the skin of your teeth--an eleventh-hour +arrival." Then she turned to me and whispered that Bessie was born only +two weeks after her mother came to this country. + +"Better late than never," laughed Bessie, casting a backward and +withering glance at the aliens as she moved away with her trayful of +scarlet blossoms to the branchers' table, where another relay of workers +twisted green leaves among the scarlet and tied them in wreaths and +bunches. + +By eleven o'clock I had made two dozen poppies, which Amelia told me was +"just grand for a beginner." I began to feel confident that I should +hold the job, and my fingers flew. Into the glue-pot at my right hand I +dipped my little finger, picking up at the same moment with my other +hand a bit of paper-covered wire. On the end of the wire was a bunch of +short yellow threads, which were touched lightly with my glue-smeared +finger, the wire being held between the thumb and forefinger. With the +free left hand, I caught up a fluttering corolla, touching its +perforated center with glue; then I "slipped up" the wire about an inch, +took up another corolla in the same way, and then drew the two to the +"pipped" or heart end of the wire, where they now became a big red +flower with a golden eye. A bit of dark-green rubber tubing drawn over +the wire completed the process, the end was bent into a hook, and the +full-blown poppy hung on the line. + +At a quarter past eleven a little girl wearing an immense flower-hat +and carrying a large market-basket came and asked us for our lunch +orders. She carried a long piece of pasteboard and wrote as the girls +dictated. One could buy anything one wanted, Bessie explained; bread and +butter, eggs, chops, steak, potatoes, canned goods, for which there was +ample provision for cooking on the gas-stoves used by the rose-makers to +heat their pincers. When the little girl was gone I learned that she was +one of the errand-runners, and that this was her daily task. + +"How far does she go to market?" + +"Over to First Avenue." + +"Isn't that pretty far for a small girl to carry such a heavy load?" + +"Oh, she doesn't mind it. All the errand-girls are tickled to death to +get the job. The grocers pay them ten per cent. commission on all they +buy." + +It lacked but a few minutes of twelve when the child returned, panting +under her burden. + +"How much did you clear to-day?" somebody asked. + +"Twenty-one cents," the child answered, blushing as red as the poppies. + +When Miss Higgins slipped her tall, light figure into her stylish jacket +and began to pin on her hat it was always a sign that the lunch-hour had +come. One hundred and twenty girls popped up from their hiding-places +behind the hedges, which had grown to great height since morning. In a +trice spaces were cleared on the tables. Cups and saucers and knives and +forks appeared as if by magic. In that portion of the room where the +crimping-machines stood preparations for cooking commenced. The pincers +and tongs of the rose-makers, and the pressing-molds of the +leaf-workers, were taken off the fires, and in their place appeared +stew-pans and spiders, and pots and kettles. Bacon and chops sputtered, +steak sizzled; potatoes, beans, and corn stewed merrily. What had been +but lately a flower-garden, by magic had become a mammoth kitchen filled +with appetizing sounds and delicious odors. White-aproned cooks scurried +madly. It was like a school-girls' picnic. As they moved about I noticed +how well dressed and neat were my shop-mates in their white shirt-waists +and dark skirts. Indeed, in the country village I had come from any one +of them would have appeared as the very embodiment of fashion. + +Cooked and served at last, we ate our luncheon at leisure, and with the +luxury of snowy-white table-cloths and napkins of tissue-paper, which +needs of the workroom were supplied in prodigal quantities. + +During this hour I heard a great deal about the girls and their work. +They told me, as they told all new-comers, of the wonderful rise of Miss +Higgins, who began as a table-worker at three and a half dollars a week, +and was now making fifty dollars. They told me of her rise from the best +rose-maker in New York to designer and forewoman. They dwelt on her +kindness to everybody, discussed her pretty clothes, and wondered which +of her beaux she was going to marry. + +All afternoon I "slipped up" poppies. At five Miss Higgins came to tell +me I was "doing fine," and that I should have four dollars instead of +three and a half. This made the work easier than ever, and my fingers +flew happily till six o'clock. Then we cooked dinner as we did our +luncheon, but we took only half an hour for our evening meal, so as to +get off at half-past nine instead of ten. At night the work was harder, +as the room became terribly hot from the gas-jets and from the stoves +where the rose-makers heated their tools. The faces grew tired and pale, +and the girls sang to keep themselves awake. "The Rabbi's Daughter," +"The City of Sighs and Tears," and "The Banquet in Misery Hall" were the +favorite songs. A rising breeze swept up Broadway, now almost deserted, +and rushed through the windows, setting all our blossoms fluttering. +Outside a soft, warm spring rain began to fall on the tired, sleepy +city. + + +One week, two weeks, passed in these pleasant surroundings. I was still +"slipping up" poppies all day long, and every evening till half-past +nine. Then I went home to the little cot in the dormitory of the "home." +It would seem that all the world's wife and daughters were to wear +nothing but poppies that season. But ours was only a small portion of +Rosenfeld's output. Violets, geraniums, forget-me-nots, +lilies-of-the-valley, apple-blossoms, daisies, and roses of a score of +varieties were coming to life in this big garden in greater multitudes +even than our common poppies. Forty girls worked on roses alone. The +rose-makers are the swells of the trade. They are the best paid, the +most independent, and always in competitive demand during the flower +season. Any one can learn with patience how to make other kinds of +flowers; but the rose-maker is born, and the thoroughly experienced +rose-maker is an artist. Her work has a distinction, a touch, a "feel," +as she calls it, which none but the artist can give. + +The star rose-maker of the shop, next to the forewoman (who was reputed +the finest in America), was about twenty-five. Her hair was fluffy and +brown, and her eyes big and dark blue. She was of Irish birth, and had +been in America about fourteen years. One day I stopped at her chair and +asked how long it took her to learn. + +"I'm still learning," she replied, without looking up from the tea-rose +in her fingers. "It was seven years before I considered myself +first-class; and though I'm at it now thirteen, I don't consider I know +it all yet." She worked rapidly, flecking the delicate salmon-colored +petals with her glue-finger, and pasting them daintily around the +fast-growing rose. I watched her pinch and press and crease each frail +petal with her hot iron instruments, and when she had put on a thick +rubber stem and hung the finished flower on the line she looked up and +smiled. + +"Want to see a rose-maker's hand?" she remarked, turning her palm up for +my inspection. She laughed aloud at my exclamation of horror. Calloused +and hard as a piece of tortoise-shell, ridged with innumerable +corrugations, and hopelessly discolored, with the thumb and forefinger +flattened like miniature spades, her right hand had long ago lost nearly +all semblance to the other. + +"It is the hot irons do that," she said, drawing her pincers from the +fire and twirling them in the air until they grew cool enough to proceed +with the work. "We use them every minute. We crease the petals with +them, and crinkle and vein and curl the outer edges. And we always have +to keep them just hot enough not to scorch the thin muslin." + +"How many can you make a day?" + +"That depends on the rose. This sort--" picking up a small, cheap June +rose--"this sort a fair worker can make a gross of a day. But I have +made roses where five single flowers were considered a fine day's job. +Each of those roses had one hundred and seventy-five pieces, however; +and there were eighteen different shapes and sizes of petals; and +besides that, every one of those pieces had to be put in its own place. +If one piece had been wrongly applied, the whole rose would have been +spoiled. But they don't make many of such complicated roses in this +country. They have to import them. They haven't enough skilled workers +to fill big orders, and it doesn't pay the manufacturers to bother with +small orders." + +The girl did all the fine work of the place, and had always more waiting +to be done than she could have accomplished with four hands instead of +two. She had no rival to whom this surplus work could be turned over. +The dull season had no terrors for her, nor would it have had for her +comrades had they been equally skilled. She made from twenty-two to +twenty-five dollars a week, all the year round, and was too busy ever to +take a vacation. The other girls averaged nine dollars, and if they got +eight months' work a year they considered themselves fortunate. They +were clever and industrious, but they had not learned to make the finer +grade of roses. + +The third week came and went all too quickly, and we were now entering +on the fourth. Plainly the season was drawing to its close. The orders +that had come pouring in from milliners and modistes all over the land +for six months were now dwindling daily. The superintendent and the +"boss" walked through the department every day, and we heard them talk +about overproduction. Friday the atmosphere was tense with anxiety. The +girls' faces were grave. Almost without exception, there were people at +home upon whom this annual "lay-off" fell with tragic force. I have not +talked with one of them who did not have to work, and they have always +some one at home to care for. A few were widows with small children at +home or in the day nursery. One can tell little, by their appearance, +about these secret burdens. Each girl wears a mask. The neat costume, +made with her own hands in midnight hours snatched from hard-earned +rest, is no evidence of extravagance, or even of comfortable +circumstances. It is only that manifestation of proper pride and +self-respect which the best type of wage-earning woman is never without. +If they sometimes talk happily about theaters and parties and beaux, if +occasionally there is a brief spell of innocent hilarity in the +workroom, it is only the inevitable and legitimate outcropping of +healthy and wholesome animal spirits, of a vigorous hope which not even +the hard conditions of life can crush. + +On Saturday morning many of the girls sat idle. "Don't work too fast, or +you'll work yourself out of a job," one cried in jest; but the meaning +was one of dead earnest. And as the day passed the prophecy came true to +one after another. In the afternoon we made a feint of work by papering +wires and opening petals for those who were still busy. The hours passed +drearily. Miss Higgins was going over her pay-roll, checking off the +names of the girls who could make feathers as well as flowers. All +others were to be laid off indefinitely that night. We watched anxiously +for the moment, which was not far off. + +"I hope Miss Higgins won't cry--she did last year. It breaks her up +terribly to let us off," somebody remarked. + +"It's a long time to be idle--till September," I suggested to the girl +across the work-table. She looked up in surprise. + +"Idle!" she exclaimed. "But we are never idle. We daren't. We get other +jobs." + +"What?" + +"Oh, everything: waitress in a summer boarding-house, novelty goods, +binderies, shirt-waists, stores, anything we can get." + +"She's coming," some one whispered. Everybody tried to look unconcerned. +Those who had no work to claim attention looked carefully at their +finger-nails, or found sudden necessity to adjust collars and belts. +Miss Higgins passed along the tables, bending over the heads and +speaking to each in a low voice. The tears were running down her cheeks. +Those retained concealed their happiness as best they could, and spoke +words of sympathy and encouragement to their less fortunate companions. +The warrants were received with a stoicism that was more pathetic than +tears. From the far end of the room I heard an unaccustomed sound, and +turning, I saw the forewoman, who had dropped into a chair at the +forget-me-not table, her face buried in her arms, and sobbing like a +child. It was the signal that her cruel duty was done, that the last +"lay-off" sentence had been pronounced, that the work for the day and +for the "season" was over, that it had come time to say good-by. + +"Good-by!" The voices echoed as we trooped down-stairs to the street +door. "Good-by! Good-by!" The lingering farewells rose faintly above the +noises of Broadway, as we scattered at the corner. Good-by to +Rosenfeld's--now no longer a reality, but rather a memory of idyllic +beauty--the workroom bright with sunshine and flashing with color, with +the faces of the workers bent over the fashioning of rose and poppy, and +best of all, the kind hearts and the quick sympathy that blossomed there +as luxuriantly as the flowers themselves. + +Good-by to my four happiest weeks in the workaday world. + + + + +XIII + +THREE "LADY-FRIENDS," AND THE ADVENTURES THAT BEFALL THEM + + +Into every human experience there must come sooner or later the bitter +consciousness that Nature is remorselessly cruel; that she laughs +loudest when we are most miserable; that she is never so bright, never +so beautiful as in the darkest hour of our need; that she ever makes +mock of our agony and ever smiles serenely at our despair. + +Such, at least, were my feelings in those long, beautiful June days that +followed close on the "lay-off" at Rosenfeld's. + +Dear little Bessie! poor unhappy Eunice! This chapter of my experiences +is so dominated by their personalities that I shall devote a few words +to recounting the circumstances which brought us together and sent us +faring forth on a summer's day to seek new fortunes, three +"lady-friends," arm in arm. I make no apology for saying +"lady-friends." I know all the prejudices of polite society, which +smiles at what is esteemed to be a piece of vulgar vanity characteristic +of the working-girl world. And yet I use the term here in all +seriousness, in all good faith; not critically, not playfully, but +tenderly. Because in the humble world in which our comradeship was +formed there is none other to designate the highest type of friendship, +no other phrase to define that affection between girl and girl which is +as the love of sisters. In the great workaday world where we toiled and +hoped and prayed and suffered together for a brief period we were called +"the three lady-friends" by our shop-mates, and such we were to each +other always, and such we shall be throughout the chapter; and I know, +if Bessie and Eunice were here to-night, looking over my shoulder as I +write the account of that sordid little tragedy and the part they played +in it,--I know they would clasp their rough little hands in mine and nod +approval. + +Bessie had been my "learner" at Rosenfeld's. I still remember her +exactly as I saw her that first time, a slender little figure bending +over the work-table. Her shirt-waist was snowy-white, and fastened +down--oh, so securely!--under the narrow leather belt; she had a wealth +of straight blonde hair of that clear, transparent quality which, when +heaped high on her head, looked like a mass of spun glass; her cheeks, +which were naturally very pale, burned a deep crimson as they reflected +the light on the poppies beneath; and after a while, when she raised her +head, I saw that her eyes were blue, and that her profile, sharp and +clear cut, was that of a young Jewess. I had thought her to be about +twenty-two,--for, pretty and fresh as she was, she looked every day of +it,--but I found out later that she was not then eighteen. + +We had not been long getting acquainted--that is, as well acquainted as +was possible in a busy shop like Rosenfeld's. Indeed, it would be a +strange, sad world--stranger and sadder than it really is--if Bessie and +I had not sooner or later established a certain bond of intimacy. +Sitting opposite at the same work-table, we made poppies together and +exchanged our little stories. She had been working, since she was +fifteen, at all sorts of odd jobs: cash-girl in a department store; +running errands for a fashionable modiste; cashier in a dairy +lunch-room; making picture-frames. This was her second season at +flower-making, and she liked it better than anything she had ever tried, +if only there was work all the year round; for she couldn't afford to +sit idle through the long summer months--well, I should say not!--with +eight small brothers and sisters at home, and a rather incompetent +father, and sixteen dollars a month rent! The experiences of a score of +shops, and the motley crew of people she had worked with in these busy +years, Bessie in her careless, simple narrative had the power to invest +with lifelike reality. + +Scarcely less interesting than all this to me was my own story to +Bessie, which found ready sympathy in her tender heart, especially that +part of it that had to do with the home for working girls where I was +now living. For to Bessie, with her inborn racial love of family, +nothing was so much to be pitied as the unfortunates who found shelter +there. She seemed to take a certain sort of consolation for her own hard +life in hearing the sordid details of the wretched waifs and strays that +came wandering into the "home" at all hours of the day and night. I told +her about the dormitory where we slept side by side in gray-blanketed +cots, each girl's clothes folded neatly across the footboard; of the +cross old dragon who sat outside in the brightly lighted passageway, and +snored all night long, when she should have been attending to her +duties,--which duties were to keep an eye on us lest we rob one another +of the few pennies we might have under our pillows, or that we might not +scrawl obscene verses on the whitewashed walls, in case we had succeeded +in smuggling in a forbidden lead-pencil. For such offenses, and they +happened only too often, we were all held equally guilty in the eyes of +the sour, autocratic matron. As each night brought a fresh relay of +girls to the dormitory, it was productive of a new series of episodes, +which I related faithfully to Bessie. + +That is how she became interested in Eunice. The latter had come +tiptoeing into the dormitory one night long after the other girls were +fast asleep, and without undressing threw herself on the vacant cot next +to mine. In the lamplight that shone from the passageway full on her +face, I saw, as I peeped above the rough blanket, that the new-comer was +no common type of waif and stray. There was an elusive charm in the +glimpse of profile and in the delicate aquiline features, a certain +suggestion of beauty, were it not for the white, drawn look that +enveloped them like a death-mask. As I was gazing furtively at her she +turned on her side, moaning as only a girl can moan when peace of mind +is gone forever. Such sounds were not uncommon in the dormitory. Several +times, waking in the night, I had listened pityingly to the same +half-smothered lament. On this night I had fallen asleep as usual, when +suddenly a shriek rang out, and I wakened to hear the angry accents of +the beldam protesting against "hysterics," and the indistinct muttering +of the girlish sleepers whose rest the stranger had so inconsiderately +disturbed. In a few moments everything was quiet again, our old woman +had renewed her snoring, and then the new-comer, repressing her anguish +as best she could, slid kneeling to the floor. + +It was then, all sleep gone for that night, I reached out my hand and +touched the sleeve of her black dress. + +From that moment we became friends. The information which she vouchsafed +about herself was meager and not of a character to throw much light upon +her former condition and environment. It was obvious that there had been +a tragedy in her life, and I instinctively guessed what that tragedy +was, although I respected the reserve she threw around her and asked no +indiscreet questions. She was fairly well educated, had been brought up +in a small New Jersey village, and had been a stenographer until she +went to a telephone office to tend a switchboard. Between that job and +her advent in the "home" was an obvious hiatus, which at times she +vaguely referred to as a period wherein she "lost her grip on +everything." She had no money, and her clothes were even shabbier than +my own, and she was too discouraged even to look for work. Her cot and +three meager meals a day, consisting of bread and tea for breakfast and +supper, and bread and coffee and soup for dinner, she received, as did +all the transient boarders, in return for a ten-hour-day's work in the +"home" kitchen. After a few nights she ceased moaning, and settled +gradually into a hopeless apathy, while over her deep gray eyes there +grew a film of silent misery. + +Stirred by my fragmentary accounts of Eunice's wretchedness, the +generous-hearted Bessie one day suggested that we take her with us to +look for a job as soon as the anticipated "lay-off" notice came into +effect at Rosenfeld's. And so, on the Monday morning following that +dreaded event, Bessie met Eunice and me at the lower right-hand corner +of Broadway and Grand Street, and together we applied for work at the +R---- Underwear Company, which had advertised that morning for twenty +operators. + +"Ever run a power Singer?" queried the foreman. + +"No, but we can learn. We're all quick," answered Bessie, who had +volunteered to act as spokesman. + +"Yes, I guess you can learn all right, but you won't make very much at +first. All come together?... So! Well, then, I guess you'll want to work +in the same room," and with that he ushered us into a very inferno of +sound, a great, yawning chaos of terrific noise. The girls, who sat in +long rows up and down the length of the great room, did not raise their +eyes to the new-comers, as is the rule in less strenuous workrooms. +Every pair of eyes seemed to be held in fascination upon the flying and +endless strip of white that raced through a pair of hands to feed itself +into the insatiable maw of the electric sewing-machine. Every face, +tense and stony, bespoke a superb effort to concentrate mind and body, +and soul itself, literally upon the point of a needle. Every form was +crouched in the effort to guide the seam through the presser-foot. And +piled between the opposing phalanxes of set faces were billows upon +billows of foamy white muslin and lace--the finished garments wrought by +the so-many dozen per hour, for the so-many cents per day,--and wrought, +too, in this terrific, nerve-racking noise. + +The foreman led us into the middle of the room, which was lighted by +gas-jets that hung directly over the girls' heads, although the ends of +the shop had bright sunshine from the windows. He seemed a good-natured, +respectable sort of man, of about forty, and was a Jew. Bessie and me he +placed at machines side by side, and Eunice a little farther down the +line. Then my first lesson began. He showed me how to thread bobbin and +needle, how to operate ruffler and tucker, and also how to turn off and +on the electric current which operated the machinery. My first attempt +to do the latter was productive of a shock to the nerves that could not +have been greater if, instead of pressing the harmless little lever +under the machine with my knee, I had accidently exploded a bomb. The +foreman laughed good-naturedly at my fright. + +"You'll get used to it by and by," he shouted above the noise; "but like +as not for a while you won't sleep very good nights--kind of nervous; +but you'll get over that in a week or so," and he ducked his head under +the machine to adjust the belt. Suddenly, above all the frenzied +crashing of the machines came a sound, half scream, half cackle: + +"Yi! yi! my pretty one, you'll get used to it by and by; you'll get used +to anything in this world." It was an old woman's voice, and looking +across the table, I saw a merry-eyed, toothless old crone, who was +grinning and nodding at me. + +"Hello! hello there, Miriam! what's eating you now?" shouted the +foreman, emerging and scrambling to his feet as he turned to get Bessie +started. But the strange old creature only grinned wider and screeched, +"Yi! yi!" louder than ever. + +But I had not time, either, to look at or listen to her now, as I leaned +over the machine and practised at running a straight seam. Ah, the skill +of these women and girls, and of the strange creature opposite, who can +make a living at this torturing labor! How very different, how +infinitely harder it is, as compared with running an ordinary +sewing-machine. The goods that my nervous fingers tried to guide ran +every wrong way. I had no control whatever over the fearful velocity +with which the needle danced along the seam. In utter discouragement, I +stopped trying for a moment, and watched the girl at my right. She was a +swarthy, thick-lipped Jewess, of the type most common in such places, +but I looked at her with awe and admiration. In Rachel Goldberg's case +the making of muslin, lace-trimmed corset-covers was an art rather than +a craft. She was a remarkable operator even among scores of experts at +the R----. Under her stubby, ill-kept hands ruffles and tucks and +insertion bands and lace frills were wrought with a beauty and softness +of finish, and a speed and precision of workmanship, that made her the +wonder and envy of the shop. And with what ease she seemed to do +it all, despite the riveted eyes and tense-drawn muscles of her +expressionless face! Suddenly her machine stopped, she looked +up with a loud yawn, and stretched her arms above her head. She +acknowledged the flattery of my look with a patronizing smile and a +"How-do-you-think-you're-going-to-like-your-job?" I answered the +conventional question in the usual way, and remarked that she sewed as +if she had done it for ever and ever, and as if it were no work at all. + +She shook her head. "Yes, I've worked a long time at it, but my shoulder +aches as bad this morning as it did when I was a learner like you," and +she pressed the power-lever and again bent over the tucking. + +At my left Bessie was also practising on running seams, and a little +farther down we saw poor Eunice struggling at the same hopeless lesson. +The foreman, whose name proved to be Isaacs,--"Abe" Isaacs,--brought us +our first "lot" of work. Mine consisted of six dozen coarse muslin +corset-covers, which were already seamed together, and which I was +shown how to "finish" with an embroidery yoke and ruffled edging about +the arm's-eye. There is no basting, no pinning together of pieces; all +the work is free-hand, and must be done with infinite exactness. I must +hold the embroidery and the finishing strips of beading on the edge of +the muslin with an exact nicety that will insure the edges of all three +being caught in one seam; a process difficult enough on any +sewing-machine, under any circumstances, but doubly so when the lightest +touch sends the three-ply fabric under the needle with an incalculable +velocity. Result of my first hour's work: I had spoiled a dozen +garments. Try as I would, I invariably lost all control of my materials, +and the needle plunged right and left--everywhere, in fact, except along +the straight and narrow way laid out for it. And, to make matters still +worse, I was painfully conscious that my old woman vis-à-vis was +laughing at my distress with her irritating "Yi, yi!" + +As I spoiled each garment I thrust it into the bottom of a green +pasteboard box under the table, which held my allotment of work, and +from the top of the box grabbed up a fresh piece. I glanced over my +shoulder and saw that Bessie was doing the same thing, although what we +were going to do with them, or how account for such wholesale +devastation of goods, we were too perturbed to consider. At last, +however, after repeated trials, and by guiding the seam with laborious +care, I succeeded in completing one garment without disaster; and I had +just started another, when--crash!--flying shuttles and spinning bobbins +and swirling wheels came to a standstill. My sewing-machine was silent, +as were all the others in the great workroom. Something had happened to +the dynamo. + +There was a howl of disappointment. + +"Yi, yi!" screamed the old woman, throwing up her hands in a gesture of +unutterable disgust; and then, catching my eye, her wrinkled old lips +parted in a smile of friendly interest. + +"How many did ye bungle?" she chuckled, leaning over and looking +furtively up and down the room, as if afraid of being caught talking to +me. I blushed in confusion that was half fright, and she raised a +forefinger menacingly: + +"Yi! yi! ye thought I didn't see ye sneaking the spoiled truck into the +green box; but old Miriam's got sharp eyes, she has, and she likes to +watch you young uns when you comes in first. You're not the only one. +They all spoil lots before they learn to make a living out of it. +There's lots like ye!" and stooping over, she drew a handful of my +botched work out of the box and began to rip the stitching. + +"That's all right; I'm glad to help ye!" she protested. "And sure, if we +don't help each other, who's a-going to help us poor devils, I'd like to +know?" + +I, too, busied myself with the task of ripping, which I saw Bessie and +Eunice were also doing; in fact, all the new-comers of the morning could +be thus singled out. The practised hands availed themselves of the +enforced rest by yawning and stretching their arms, and by comparing the +earnings of the morning; for we all worked on piece-work. Rachel +Goldberg had finished four dozen of extra-fine garments, which meant +seventy-five cents, and it was not yet eleven o'clock. She would make at +least one dollar and sixty cents before the day was over, provided we +did not have any serious breakdowns. She watched the clock +impatiently,--every minute she was idle meant a certain fraction of a +penny lost,--and crouched sullenly over her machine for the signal. + +"What are you thinking about, Miriam?" a frowsy-headed girl asked, +giving the wink to the crowd. + +The generous-hearted old lady looked up from the task she was helping +me to do, and raising her hand to shield her eyes from the glare of the +gaslight, peered down the long line of girls until she placed the +speaker. + +"Yi, yi! Ye want to know what I'm thinking about? Well, mebbe, Beckie +Frankenstein, I'm thinking what a beautiful world this is, and what a +fine time you and me has," and the strange creature broke into a laugh +that was more terrible than a sob. + +"Ah, there you go again, Miriam! What's eatin' you to-day?" cried the +foreman, as he came along to inspect the work; and seeing Miriam undoing +my blunders, asked, "Who did that?" + +Before I could put in a half-frightened acknowledgment, my intercessor +had spoken up: + +"And whose 'u'd them be but mine, Abe Isaacs?"--scowling at me to keep +silence when I opened my mouth to contradict her. + +The foreman looked incredulous. "You, Miriam! Do you mean to tell me it +was you spoiled all that work? What's the matter with you to-day, +anyway? If you don't do better, I'll have to fire you." + +There was a good-natured tone, a kindly compassion, in Abe Isaacs's +voice which was not in accord with the words; and when he turned and +asked me what I had done, there was no fear in my heart. I answered by +looking significantly at old Miriam. + +"I thought as much," he muttered under his breath, and passed on to +Bessie. + +"Poor old Miriam, she's teched up here," one of the girls explained, +tapping her forehead. "They say it was the old sweat-shops put her out +of her mind, and I guess it's so, all right. My mother knows two ladies +that was made crazy sewing pants up to Sternberg's. But that was long +ago, when they used to treat the girls so bad. Things is ever so much +better now, only Miriam can't get used to the improvements. She's a +hundred years behind the times." + +I was still lost in admiring wonder of Rachel Goldberg's skill. I asked +her how long it would take me to learn to do it as well. She did not +have a chance to answer before a harsh laugh was heard and a new voice +asserted itself. + +"Oh-ho! you'll never learn to work like her, and you'd better find it +out now. I seen you running your machine, and I says to myself, 'That +girl 'll never make her salt making underclothes.' Pants 'd be more in +your line. To make money on muslin you've got to be born to 't." + +"That's no lie, either," muttered another. + +"You bet it ain't!" declared the expert Rachel. "My mother was working +on shirts for a straight ten months before I was born." + +In half an hour we had resumed work, and at half-past twelve we stopped +for another half-hour and ate luncheon--Bessie, Eunice, and I in a +corner by ourselves. + +We held a conference, and compared notes of the morning's progress, +which had been even more discouraging to poor Eunice than to us; for to +her it had brought the added misfortune of a row of stitches in her +right forefinger. We counted up our profits for the morning, and the +aggregate earnings of the three of us did not amount to ten cents. Of +course we would learn to do better, but it would take a long, long time, +Bessie was firmly convinced, before we could even make enough to buy our +lunches. It was decided that one of us should resign the job that night, +and the other two keep at it until the delegate found something better +for us all and had tested the new job to her satisfaction. Bessie was of +course appointed, and the next morning Eunice and I went alone, with +plausible excuses for the absent Bessie, for we had a certain delicacy +about telling the real facts to so kind a foreman as "Abe." + +The second day we had no better luck, and the pain between the +shoulder-blades was unceasing. All night long I had tossed on my narrow +cot, with aching back and nerves wrought up to such a tension that the +moment I began to doze off I was wakened by a spasmodic jerk of the +right arm as it reached forward to grasp a visionary strip of lace. That +evening, as we filed out at six o'clock, Bessie was waiting for us, her +gentle face full of radiance and good news. Even the miserable Eunice +was affected by her hopefulness. + +"Oh, girls, I've got something that's really good--three dollars a week +while you're learning, and an awful nice shop; and just think, +girls!--the hours--I never had anything like it before, and I've knocked +around at eighteen different jobs--half-past eight to five, and--" she +paused for breath to announce the glorious fact--"Girls, just think of +it!--_Saturday afternoons off_, all the year round." + + + + +XIV + +IN WHICH A TRAGIC FATE OVERTAKES MY "LADY-FRIENDS" + + +The next morning we met on the corner, as usual, and Bessie led us to +our new job--led us through a world that was strange and new to both +Eunice and me, though poor Eunice had little heart for the newness and +the strangeness of it all. In and out, and criss-cross, we threaded our +way through little narrow streets bordered with stately "sky-scrapers," +and at last turned into Maiden Lane. We walked arm in arm till we came +to an alley which Bessie said was Gold Street. It is more of a zigzag +even than Maiden Lane, and is flanked by dark iron-shuttered warehouses +and factories. Wolff's, our destination, was at the head of the street, +and in a few minutes we were sitting side by side at the work-table, +while our new forewoman, a cross-eyed Irish girl, was showing us what to +do and how to do it. + +Making jewel-and silverware-cases was now our work. In the long, +whitewashed workroom there were thirty other girls performing the same +task, and on each of the five floors beneath there were as many more +girls, pasting and pressing and trimming cases that were to hold rings, +watches and bracelets, and spoons, knives, and forks--enough to supply +all Christendom, it seemed to me. As beginners we were given each a +dozen spoon-boxes to cover with white leather and line with satin. It is +light, pleasant work, and was such an improvement on the sweat-shop +drudgery that even Eunice smiled a little after a while. + +"Is youse lady-friends?" the forewoman asked when, in the course of ten +minutes, she came to inspect our progress; on receiving an affirmative +reply, she scowled. + +"Fiddlesticks! If I'd knowed youse was lady-friends, I'd jist told Izzy +he could get some other girls," and she walked off, still scowling. The +girls about us giggled. + +"Why doesn't Miss Gibbs like us to be lady-friends?" asked Bessie. + +A young Italian answered, "Because they always git to scrappin'." + +We all laughed--even Eunice--at such an ending to our friendship. + +"We had a fearful row here yisterday," spoke up another; "and they wuz +lady-friends--thicker than sardines, they wuz--till they got on the outs +about a feller down on Pearl Street; a diamond-cutter he wuz, and they +wuz both mashed on him--a Dutchman, too, he wuz, that wore ear-rings. I +couldn't get mashed on a Dutchman, ear-rings or no ear-rings, could +you?" + +"What did they do?" asked Bessie. + +"Do! They snapped at each other all morning over the work-table, and +then one of them called the other a name that wuz something awful, and +she up and spit in her face for it." + +"Well, I don't blame that girl for spitting in her face," interrupted a +voice. "I don't blame her; lady-like or not lady-like, I'd have done the +same thing. I'd spit in the President's face if I was in the White House +and he was to call me such a name!" + +"And then what happened?" asked Bessie. + +"Oh, they just up and at each other like two cats, tumbling over a stack +of them there white velvet necklace-cases, and bloodying up each other's +faces something fierce; and then Miss Gibbs she called Izzy; and Izzy he +fired them on the spot." + +Despite these tales of strenuous conflicts, we were happy in our work at +Wolff's. Our shop-mates were quiet, decent-looking girls, and their +conversation was conspicuously clean--not always a characteristic of +their class. Miss Gibbs, despite her justifiable prejudice against +lady-friends, proved not unkind, and we congratulated ourselves as we +bent over our work and listened to the cheerful hum of voices. + +After each case was finished,--after the satin linings and interlinings +and the tuftings had been fitted and glued into their proper places, and +the bit of leather drawn across the padded cover,--we could raise our +eyes for a moment and look out upon a strange, fascinating world. The +open windows on one side of the shop looked into the polishing-room of a +neighboring goldsmith, and on the other side into a sunshiny workroom +filled with swirling black wheels and flying belts among which the +workmen kept up a dialogue in a foreign tongue. The latter place was +near enough for a good-looking young man to attempt a flirtation with +Bessie, in such moments as he was not carefully watching what seemed to +be a clumsy mass of wax on the end of a wooden handle. All the long +forenoon he kept up his manoeuvers, watching his ugly bludgeon as if it +were the very apple of his eye; carrying it to the window one moment and +examining it under the microscope; then carrying it back to his wheel +and beginning all over again. Late in the afternoon he came to the +window for the hundredth time, and brandishing the bludgeon so that the +sunshine fell directly upon it, held it aloft for us to admire the great +glittering gem that now sparkled deep-bedded in the ugly wax. + +"I gif you dat if you marry me!" cried the diamond-cutter, striking a +dramatic attitude for Bessie's benefit. + +Thus one, two days passed swiftly, and we had learned to make +jewel-cases with tolerable rapidity. We had a half-hour for luncheon, +during which Bessie, Eunice, and I went off by ourselves to the rear of +the shop, where we ate our sandwiches in silence and gazed out upon the +forest of masts that filled the East River lying below. + +On the fourth day Eunice and I ate luncheon alone. Bessie did not come +that morning, nor send any excuse. Her absence gave me an opportunity, +in this half-hour's respite from work, to get better acquainted with my +silent and mysterious fellow-boarder; anything more than a most meager +acquaintance was impossible at the place where we lived. Like the +majority of semi-charitable institutions, the "home" was conducted on +the theory that the only safety to morals, as well as to pocket-books, +was espionage and isolation. + +"It's awful up there, isn't it?" she remarked suddenly after we had +discussed every possible cause for Bessie's absence. + +"Yes, isn't it?" I replied, somewhat surprised, for this was the first +time the girl had ever expressed any opinion about anything, so fearful +did she seem of betraying herself. + +"I suppose you often wonder what brought me there that night?" she went +on. "You've told me your story, and you don't know anything at all about +mine. You must often wonder, though you are too considerate to ask. But +I'm going to tell you now without asking. It was to keep me from going +there," pointing through the window down to the river. + +"I'd had a lot of trouble,--oh, a terrible lot of trouble,--and it +seemed as if there wasn't any place for me; and I walked down to the +edge of the river up there at the end of East Fourteenth Street, and +something stopped me just when I was ready to jump in. Why I didn't, I +don't know," and the girl turned a stony face to the window. + +"Why, it was hope and renewed courage, of course!" I replied quickly. +"Everybody gets blue spells--when one is down on one's luck." + +Eunice shook her head. "No, it wasn't hope. It was because I was +afraid--it was because I'm a coward. I'm too much of a coward to live, +and I'm too much of a coward to die. You never felt as I do. You +couldn't. I've lost my grip on everything. Everything's gone against me, +and it's too late now for things to change. You don't know--_you don't +know_, you and Bessie. If you did, you'd see how useless all your +kindness is, in trying to get me to brace up. I've tried--my God! I have +tried to feel that there's a life before me, but I can't--I can't. +Sometimes, maybe for a minute, I'll forget what's gone by, and then the +next minute the memory of it all comes back with a fearful stab. There +is something that won't let me forget." + +"Hush! Eunice; don't talk so loud," I whispered as her passionate voice +rose above the hum of the other girls in a far portion of the room. + +"I tell you it's no use--it's no use. I've lost my grip on things, and I +can never catch hold again. I thought, maybe, when I started out with +you and Bessie, and got to working again, there'd be a change. But there +isn't any difference now from--from the night I went into that dormitory +first. Now with you it would be different. What's happened to me might, +maybe, happen to you; but you could fight it down. There's something +inside of you that's stronger than anything that can hurt you from the +outside. Most girls are that way. They get hurt--and hurt bad, and they +cry a lot at the time and are miserable and unhappy; but after a while +they succeed in picking themselves up, and are in the end as good, +sometimes better, than ever. They forget in a little while all about it, +and wind up by marrying some man who is really in love with them, and +they are as happy as if nothing had ever happened." + +I looked at the occupant of cot No. 11 with mingled feelings of pity and +amazement--pity for the hopelessness of her case, now more apparent than +ever; amazement at her keen and morbid generalizations. + +"How old are you, Eunice?" + +"Twenty-four," she replied--"oh, I know what you're going to say: that I +have my whole life before me, and all that. But I haven't. My life is +all behind me." + + + "'I am the Captain of my Soul, + I am the Master of my Fate,'" + + +I quoted. + +"Yes, you are; but I am not," she replied simply, and turned and looked +at me with her hopeless eyes. + +Poor, unfortunate Eunice! That night, as we walked home together, she +revealed a little more about herself by telling me that she had recently +been discharged from the hospital on "the Island." I did not need to +inquire the nature of the illness that had left her face so white and +drawn. Brief as my experience had been among the humble inmates of the +"home," I had learned the expediency of not being too solicitous +regarding the precise facts of such cases. + +The next day was Saturday, and still no Bessie. As we worked we +speculated as to her absence, and decided to spend the afternoon looking +her up. Meanwhile, although I had been managing to do my work a little +better each day, Eunice had not been succeeding so well. Her apathy had +been increasing daily, until she had lost any interest she might ever +have had in trying to do her work well. On this morning the forewoman +was obliged to give her repeated and sharp reproofs for soiling her +materials and for dawdling over her work. + +"You seem to like to work," Eunice said once, breaking a long silence. + +"Not any better than you do, only I've got to, and I try to make the +best of it." + +"Yes, you do. You like to work, and I don't, and that's the difference +between us. And it's all the difference in the world, too. If I liked +work for its own sake, like you do, there'd be some hope for me living +things down." + +"I wonder," she whispered, again breaking a long silence--"I wonder if +Bessie had any man after her." + +I looked up suddenly, perhaps indignantly, and my reply was not +encouraging to any conjectures along this line, as Eunice saw quickly. + +"I'm sorry I offended you," she added hastily; "but I didn't think +anything wrong of Bessie--you know I didn't. Only I've watched the boss +following her around with his eyes ever since we came here to work. You +didn't see, for you don't know as much about their devilment as I do; +but I tell you, if anything was ever to happen that poor little girl +through any man, I'd choke him to death with my own hands!" + +The satin-tufted box she was working on dropped from her fingers and +clattered on the floor, bringing the forewoman down upon her with many +caustic remarks. When the flurry was over I assured her that I thought +Bessie fully capable of taking care of herself, although I had seen more +of the manager's advances than Eunice gave me credit for observing. + +At last noon came, and with it our first half-holiday. With the first +shriek of the whistle we jumped up and began folding our aprons, +preparatory to rushing out to find Bessie. + +"Where does she live?" asked Eunice. + +I looked at her in blank amazement, for I didn't know. I had never even +heard the name of the street. I knew it was somewhere on the East Side; +that was all. In all our weeks of acquaintanceship no occasion had +arisen whereby Bessie should mention where she lived. I thought of +Rosenfeld's. Perhaps some one there might know, and we took a Broadway +car up-town. But Miss Higgins was away on her vacation, and none of the +girls who still remained in the flower-shop knew any more about Bessie's +whereabouts than I did. Thus it is in the busy, workaday world. Nobody +knows where you come from, and nobody knows where you go. Eunice +suggested looking in the directory; but as we found forty of the same +name, it seemed hopeless. I did happen to know, however, that her father +had once been a cutter or tailor; and so out of the forty we selected +all the likeliest names and began a general canvass. After five hours of +weary search, and after climbing the stairs of more than a score of +tenement-houses, without success, we turned at last into East Broadway, +footsore and dusty. In this street, on the fifth floor of a baking +tenement, we tapped at the door of Bessie's home. A little blonde woman +answered the knock, and when we asked for Bessie she burst into sobs and +pointed to a red placard on the door--the quarantine notice of the Board +of Health, which we had not seen. And then Bessie's mother told us that +four of her brood had been laid low with malignant diphtheria. The three +younger ones were home, sick unto death, but they had yielded to the +entreaties of the doctor and allowed him to take Bessie to Bellevue. +Thither we hurried as fast as the trolley would take us, only to find +the gates closed for the day. We were not relatives, we had no permits; +and whether Bessie were dead or alive, we must wait until visiting-hours +the next day to discover. + +What we found out the next day, when we filed into the superintendent's +office with the ill-dressed horde of anxious Sunday-afternoon visitors, +was hardly a surprise. We expected nothing but what Eunice had predicted +from the first. Bessie had died the night before--died murmuring about +poppies, the young doctor told us. + +"She's better off where she is than she'd be down at Wolff's," said +Eunice, as we passed through the gates on to the street again. I made +no comment, and we walked silently away from the big, ugly brick pile +that holds such horrors for the poor. When we reached Third Avenue, +Eunice stopped before a florist's window, and we looked in at a cluster +of great white lilies. Neither spoke, however, and in a moment we passed +on down Third Avenue, now brightly lighted and teeming with its usual +gay Sunday night crowd. At last we turned into our own street, and were +in front of the dark building we both called "home." Here Eunice caught +my hand in hers, with a convulsive little motion, as might a child who +was afraid of the dark. We climbed the stone steps together, and I +pulled the bell, Eunice's grasp on my hand growing tighter and tighter. + +"Good-by; it's no use," she whispered suddenly, dropping my hand and +moving away as we heard the matron fumbling at the lock; and before I +could utter a word of protest, before I could reach forward and snatch +her from some dread thing, I knew not what, she had disappeared among +the shadows of the lamplit street. + + +"Where's the other girl?" asked the matron. + +"I don't know," I replied,--nor have I since been able to find the +faintest clue to her whereabouts, if living, or her fate, if dead. From +that moment at the door-step when she said good-by, Eunice stepped out +of my life as completely as if the earth had opened and swallowed her +up. Is she dead or alive? Did the unhappy girl seek self-destruction +that June night, or was she swept into that great, black whirlpool, the +name of which even a girl of the workaday world mentions always with +bated breath? I do not know. I never expect to know the fate of Eunice. +It is only in stories that such things are made clear, usually, and this +was only an incident in real life. + + + + +XV + +I BECOME A "SHAKER" IN A STEAM-LAUNDRY + + +The next day, Monday, they buried Bessie in a big, shabby Jewish +cemetery out on Long Island. I did not follow my comrade to the grave. +Nor did I go to work. All that long, beautiful June day was spent in +fruitless search for poor Eunice. + +This hopeless quest, begun on Monday, was continued for three days in +the few hours that I could snatch between five o'clock, the closing-time +at the shop, and ten o'clock, the curfew hour at the "home." On +Wednesday the strain grew unbearable. All the associations of Wolff's +were tinctured with memories of the dead Bessie and the lost Eunice. +Under the counter, in the big pasteboard box, their checked-gingham +aprons were still rolled up just as they had left them, with the +scissors inside; and on the pine table under my eyes were their names +and mine, scrawled in a lead-pencil by Bessie's hand, and framed with +heavy lines. Their high stools, which were on either side of mine, had +been given over to two new-comers, also "lady-friends," who chewed gum +vigorously and discussed beaux and excursions to Coney Island with a +happy vivacity that made my secret misery all the harder to bear. That +night I went to the desk and drew my money, tucked the two aprons away +in a bundle with my own, and said good-by to Wolff's. The sum total of +my capital now amounted to five dollars; and with this I felt that I +could afford to spend the remainder of the week trying to find Eunice, +and trust to luck to get taken back at Wolff's the following Monday +morning. + +After three days' systematic inquiry, I climbed the stairs to the +dormitory late on Sunday night, no wiser than I had been a week before. +My discouragement gave way to a thrill of joyous surprise when I +descried a long, thin form stretched under the gray blanket of Eunice's +cot. I sprang forward and laid an eager hand on the thin shoulder. + +"Gr-r-r! Don't you try gettin' fresh, Susie Jane, er I'll smash yer +face!" snarled the angry voice of a new-comer, as she pulled the +coverlet up to her eyes and rolled over on the other side. + +Monday morning I presented myself at the jewel-case factory, and asked +Miss Gibbs to take me back. But I was already adjudged a "shiftless +lot," not steady, and was accordingly "turned down." Then once more I +scanned the advertising columns. + +"Shakers Wanted.--Apply to Foreman" was the first that caught my eye. I +didn't know what a "shaker" was, but that did not deter me from forming +a sudden determination to be one. The address took me into a street +up-town--above Twenty-third Street--the exact locality I hesitate to +give for reasons that shortly will become obvious. Here I found the +"Pearl Laundry," a broad brick building, grim as a fortress, and +fortified by a breastwork of laundry-wagons backed up to the curb and +disgorging their contents of dirty clothes. Making my way as best I +could through the jam of horses and drivers and baskets, I reached the +narrow, unpainted pine door marked, "Employees' Entrance," and filed up +the stairs with a crowd of other girls--all, like myself, seeking work. + +At the head of the stairs we filed into a mammoth steam-filled room that +occupied an entire floor. The foreman made quick work of us. Thirty-two +girls I counted as they stepped up to the pale-faced, stoop-shouldered +young fellow, who addressed each one as "Sally," in a tone which, +despite its good-natured familiarity, was none the less businesslike +and respectful. At last it came my turn. + +"Hello, Sally! Ever shook?" + +"No." + +"Ever work in a laundry?" + +"No; but I'm very handy." + +"What did you work at last?" + +"Jewel-cases." + +"All right, Sally; we'll start you in at three and a half a week, and +maybe we'll give you four dollars after you get broke in to the +work.--Go over there, where you seen them other ladies go," he called +after me as I moved away, and waved his hand toward a pine-board +partition. Here, sitting on bundles of soiled linen and on hampers, my +thirty-two predecessors were corralled, each awaiting assignment to +duty. They were dressed, literally, "some in rags and some in tags and +some in velvet gowns." Calico wrappers brushed against greasy satin +skirts, and faded kimono dressing-jackets vied in filth and slovenliness +with unbelted shirt-waists. A faded rose bobbed in one girl's head, and +on another's locks was arranged a gorgeous fillet of pale-blue ribbon of +the style advertised at the time in every shop-window in New York as the +"Du Barry." The scene was a sorry burlesque on the boudoir and the +ball-room, a grim travesty on the sordid realities of the kitchen on +wash-day. + +"Did yez come in the barber's wagon?" asked a stupid Irish girl, looking +at me curiously. I looked blank, and she repeated the question. + +"What does she mean?" I asked a more intelligent girl who was seated on +a bundle in the corner. + +"Didn't yez come in Tony's wagon?" + +"No; who's Tony?" + +"Oh, Tony he's a barber--a Ginny barber--that goes out with a wagon when +they run short of help, and he picks up any girls he can find and hauls +them in. He brought three loads this morning. We thought Tony picked you +up. Me and her," pointing to a black-browed girl who was nodding to +sleep with her mouth wide open, "we come in the barber's wagon." + +The girl's face, fat, heavy, dough-colored, had become suffused with +amiability, and giving her snoozing comrade a gentle push, she made room +for me on the bundle beside her. + +"Ever worked at this job before?" she asked. + +"No. Have you?" + +She replied with a sharp laugh, and flinging back the sleeve of her +kimono, thrust out the stump of a wrist. At my exclamation of horror, +she grinned. + +"Why, that's nothing in this here business," she said. "It happens +every wunst in a while, when you was running the mangles and was tired. +That's the way it was with me: I was clean done out, one Saturday night, +and I jist couldn't see no more; and first thing I know--Wo-o-ow! and +that hand went right straight clean into the rollers. And I was jist +tired, that's all. I didn't have nothing to drink all that day, +excepting pop; but the boss he swore I was drunk, and he made the +foreman swear the same thing, and so I didn't try to get no damages. +They sent me to the horspital, and they offered me my old job back +again; but I jist got up my spunk and says if they can't pay me some +damages, and goes and swears I was drunk when I didn't have nothing but +rotten pop, I says, I can up and go some place else and get my four +dollars a week." + +Before I could ask what the poor creature would be able to do with only +one hand, the foreman appeared in the door, and we trooped out at his +heels. Down the length of the big room, through a maze of moving +hand-trucks and tables and rattling mangles, we followed him to the +extreme rear, where he deposited us, in groups of five and six, at the +big tables that were ranged from wall to wall and heaped high with wet +clothes, still twisted just as they were turned out of the +steam-wringer. An old woman with a bent back showed me the very simple +process of "shaking." + +"Jist take the corners like this,"--suiting the action to the +word,--"and give a shake like this, and pile them on top o' one +another--like this," and with that she turned to her own "shaking" and +resumed gossip with her side-partner, another old woman, who was roundly +denouncing the "trash" that was being thrust upon her as table-mates, +and throwing out palpable insults to the "Ginnies" who stood vis-à-vis, +and who either didn't hear or, hearing, didn't understand or care. + +For the first half-hour I shook napkins bearing the familiar +legend--woven in red--of a ubiquitous dairy-lunch place, and the next +half-hour was occupied with bed-linen bearing the mark of a famous +hostelry. During that time I had become fairly accustomed to my new +surroundings, and was now able to distinguish, out of the steamy +turmoil, the general features of a place that seethed with life and +action. All the workers were women and girls, with the exception of the +fifteen big, black, burly negroes who operated the tubs and the wringers +which were ranged along the rear wall on a platform that ran parallel +with and a little behind the shakers' tables. The negroes were stripped +to the waist of all save a thin gauze undershirt. There was something +demoniacal in their gestures and shouts as they ran about the vats of +boiling soap-suds, from which they transferred the clothes to the +swirling wringers, and then dumped them at last upon the big trucks. The +latter were pushed away by relays of girls, who strained at the heavy +load. The contents of the trucks were dumped first on the shakers' +tables, and when each piece was smoothed out we--the shakers--redumped +the stacks into the truck, which was pushed on to the manglers, who +ironed it all out in the hot rolls. So, after several other dumpings and +redumpings, the various lots were tied and labeled. + +Meanwhile a sharp, incessant pain had grown out of what was in the first +ten or fifteen minutes a tired feeling in the arms--that excruciating, +nerve-torturing pain which comes as a result of a ceaseless muscular +action that knows no variation or relaxation. To forget it, I began to +watch the eight others at our particular table. There were four +Italians, all stupid, uninteresting-looking girls, of anywhere from +fifteen to twenty-five years old; there was a thin, narrow-chested girl, +with delicate wrists and nicely shaped hands, who seemed far superior +to her companions, and who might have been pretty had it not been for +the sunken, blue-black cavity where one eye should have been; there was +a fat woman of forty, with a stiff neck, and of a religious temperament, +who worked in a short under-petticoat and was stolidly indifferent to +the conversation round her; the others were the two old dames--she who +had initiated me, and her sprightlier though not less ancient crony, +Mrs. Mooney. Both fairly bristled with spite and vindictiveness toward +everything in general, and us new-comers in particular, and each +sustained her flagging energies with frequent pinches of snuff and +chunks of coffee-cake which they drew from inexhaustible pockets. My +attempts at conversation with these two having been met with chilling +silence, and as Mrs. Mooney had given me several painful thrusts with +her sharp elbow when I happened to get too close to her, I took care to +keep a safe distance, puzzled as to wherein I might have offended, and +lapsing into a morbid interest in the gossip flying thick and fast +around me. + +The target of scandal was "the queen," a big, handsome blonde girl of +about twenty-five, who in a different environment and properly corseted +and gowned would have been set down unquestionably as "a voluptuous +beauty." Here in the laundry, in stocking-feet and an unbelted black +shirt-waist turned far in at the neck, she was merely "mushy," to use +the adjective of her detractors. The queen owed her nickname to the +boss, with whom she was said to "stand in," being "awful soft after +him." She was a sort of assistant to the foreman, bossing the job when +he was not around, and lending a hand in rush hours with true democratic +simplicity such as only the consciousness of her prestige could warrant +her in doing. Now she was assisting the black men load a truck, now +helping a couple of girls push it across the floor, now helping us dump +it on the table--laughing and joking all the while, but at the same time +goading us on to the very limit of human endurance. She had been in the +"Pearl" for seven years, slaved harder than any of us, and she looked as +fresh and buoyant as if she never had known what work was. I rather +liked the queen, despite the fact that I detected in her immediately a +relentless task-master; everybody else seemed to like her, +notwithstanding the malicious things they said about her. + +"Tired?" asked the one-eyed girl. "Yes, it's hard work, but it's steady. +You're never out of a job if you're a steady shaker that can be relied +on." + +There was cheerfulness in her tone, and both the old women stopped +talking. + +"Did yez come in the barber's wagon?" Mrs. Mooney asked. On being +assured that we had not, she proceeded to establish amicable relations +with the one-eyed girl and me by telling us she was glad we "weren't +Ginnies, anyway." + +"Whatever happened to yer eye?" inquired the other crone of my +companion. + +Unresentful of the blunt inquisitiveness, the girl responded cordially +with her little story--glad, apparently, to have a listener. + +"It was something I caught in the hospital when I had appendicitis three +years ago. When I was discharged my appendicitis was well, but my eye +had took sore. The doctor he says when he seen it, 'That eye's too far +gone, and it's got to come out, or the poison 'll spread to the t'other +eye, and then you won't have no eyes at all.' My mother she didn't know +nothing about it till it was all over. She'd have carried on awful if +she'd knowed it. But it didn't hurt a bit. I went under chloroform, and +when I come out of it I jist thought I'd been having a long sleep in a +big brass bedstead, with hem-stitched sheets and things like that," and +she pointed to the hotel linen we were all shaking. + +"That's the way with them hospitals," said Mrs. Mooney, +sympathetically, and proffering the heroine of the story a chunk of +spice-cake. + +"You'd been better to ha' stayed at home. Poor folks don't have no +chanst in them high-toned places." + +"Why don't you take off yer shoes like us, and let yer feet spread +out?--it'll rest them," suggested Mrs. Mooney, now passing me a +peace-offering of coffee-cake, and tightening her mouth in a grim +determination to be civil. + +Indeed, the one-eyed girl's story had wrought a transformation in these +two sullen old women. All that was human in them had been touched by the +tale of physical suffering, and we now met on common ground--the common +ground of brute sympathy which one animal feels for another in distress. + +The work was now under full blast, and every one of the hundred and +twenty-five girls worked with frenzied energy as the avalanche of +clothes kept falling in upon us and were sent with lightning speed +through the different processes, from the tubs to the packers' counters. +Nor was there any abatement of the snowy landslide--not a moment to stop +and rest the aching arms. Just as fast as the sweating negroes could +unload the trucks into the tubs, more trucks came rolling in from the +elevator, and the foaming tubs swirled perpetually, swallowing up, it +would seem, all the towels and pillow-cases and napkins in Greater New +York. Above the orchestra of noise I distinguished a faintly familiar +voice, which I could not place until I heard: + +"And it was nothing but pop I had that day--I hadn't had nothing but +rotten old pop all day!" + +From the girl's argument it was hard to determine whether she was more +grieved at not having had stronger potations than pop on that fatal +occasion, or at the implied aspersions upon her character for sobriety. +Looking up, I saw that she was in one of the truck-teams. She had her +one hand and arm strained against the rear of the sodden load, which she +was urging forward with her hip. The load happened to be for our table, +and as we dumped it out I asked her if there wasn't anything easier she +could do. She responded cheerily: + +"No. You've got to have two hands to run the mangles, and you've got to +have two hands to shake, and you've got to have two hands to tie up, but +you can push a truck with one hand." Which statement of the case, +combined with the cripple's optimism, made us laugh--all except the +one-eyed girl, espying whom, the maimed girl suddenly changed the tone +of levity with which she treated her own misfortune, and asked in a +lowered voice: "What's the matter with yer eye?" And the hospital +infection tale was repeated. + +Could a duchess have claimed greater grace than that poor, unlettered, +uncouth creature's delicate perception of that subtle principle of +courtesy, which allowed her to jest over her own misfortunes, but which +prompted a gentle hesitation in speaking to another about hers! + +In the excruciating agony of the hours that followed, the trucks became +a veritable anodyne for the pains that shot through my whole body. +Leaning over their deep sides was a welcome relief from the strained, +monotonous position at the tables. The one-eyed girl had likewise +discovered the anodyne, and remarked upon it once as we dived into the +wet freight. + +"It's so funny how one kind of pain sort of eases up another," she said; +"I always feel good every time I see the truck coming, though trucking's +far harder work than shaking if you had to do it steady. I wonder why it +is. It was the same way with my eye. When it was getting better and just +ached a little bit, steady, all the time, I used to wish I could have +real hard jumping toothache, just for a change." + +"God love ye, and it's so," fervently exclaimed Mrs. Mooney. + +The day was terrifically hot outdoors, and with the fearful heat that +came up through the floor from the engine-room directly under us, +combined with the humidity of the steam-tilled room, we were all driven +to a state of half-dress before the noon hour arrived. The women opened +their dresses at the neck and cast off their shoes, and the foreman +threw his suspenders off his shoulders, while the colored washers +paddled about on the sloppy floor in their bare black feet. + +"Don't any men work in this place except the foreman?" I asked Mrs. +Mooney, who had toiled a long time in the "Pearl" and knew everything. + +"Love of Mary!" she exclaimed indignantly; "and d' ye think any white +man that called hisself a white man would work in sich a place as this, +and with naygurs?" + +"But we work here," I argued. + +"Well, we be wimmin," she declared, drawing a pinch of snuff into her +nostrils in a manner that indicated finality. + +"But if it isn't good enough for a man, it isn't good enough for us, +even if we are women!" I persisted. + +She looked at me half in astonishment, half in suspicion at my daring to +question the time-honored order of things. Economics could make no +appeal to her intelligence, and shooting a glance out of her hard old +black eyes, she replied with a logic that permitted no gainsaying. + +"Love of Mary! if yez don't like yer job, ye can git out. Sure and we +don't take on no airs around here!" + +At twelve the noise ceased, and a shrill whistle ushered in the +half-hour's respite. The effect of that raucous shriek was as solemn, as +awe-inspiring, for the first moment, as the ringing of the Angelus bell +in a Catholic country-side. For one moment everybody stood motionless +and mute, the women with arms akimbo on aching hips, the black washers +with drooping, relaxed shoulders. Each tortured frame seemed to heave +with an inaudible "Thank God!" and then we slowly scattered in all +directions--some to the cloak-room, where the lunches were stored along +with the wraps, some down the stairs into the street. + +On this day the one-eyed girl and I found a bundle of clothes large +enough for two to sit on, and shared our lunch. For half a ham sandwich +she gave me a piece of cold sausage, and I gave her a dill pickle for a +greasy doughnut. The inevitable bottle of "pop" neither of us was able +to open until the foreman came along and lent his assistance. He +lingered a moment to talk the usual inanities that pass between a +democratic foreman and a couple of new girls. Under his jovial exterior +there seemed to be a vein of seriousness, amounting almost to sadness +when one looked at his well-modeled face and his steady gray eyes. Tall +and pale and prematurely bent, he had a certain distinction, as if he +had been cut out for better things. His manner had lost all the easy +familiarity of a few hours before, and he asked us in the kindest tone +possible how we liked the work, and heartened us with the assurance that +it wouldn't be nearly so hard in a few days, telling us to "stand +slack-like" and see if it didn't make the pain in our backs better. By +slack-like he meant stoop-shouldered, as everybody grows sooner or later +in a laundry. + +The foreman's hygienic lecture was interrupted by the warning rumble of +the awakening machinery, and we scurried back to our table to make +practical test of his theory. We followed it to the letter, but, like +every other palliative of pain, it soon lost its virtue, and the long +afternoon was one of unspeakable agony. There were now not only aching +backs and arms and legs, but feet parboiled to a blister on the burning +floors. The air was rent with lamentations, and before long my +side-partner and I had also shed our shoes. By four o'clock everybody +had sunk into a state of apathetic quiet, and even the exuberant Queen +lost something of her vivaciousness, and attended strictly to the +business of goading us on to our tasks. + +"We're two days behind with them hospital sheets," she screamed to one +relay; "S---- Hotel Barber Shop got to go out to-night," which +information brought groans from Mrs. Mooney. + +"Mother of God!" she cried. "Sure and that means nine o'clock to-night." + +"Aren't we going to get out at six?" asked the one-eyed girl, while I +glanced dismally at the never-ending train of trucks that kept rolling +out upon the washers' platform, faster now than at any other time of the +day. + +"God love ye! dearie, no," returned Mrs. Mooney. "Ye'll never get +outside _this_ shop at six any night, unless ye're carried out dead. +We're in luck to get out as early as eight." + +"Every night?" + +"Sure, every night exceptin' Saturday, and then it's twelve to +half-past one." + +"Oh, that's not so bad if you have a half-holiday." + +"Half-holiday!" echoed Mrs. Mooney. "Will ye listen to that! A +half-holiday, indeed!" Then the mocking voice grew kinder. "Sure and +it's every minute of twelve o'clock or a half-hour into Sunday mornin' +afore you ever see the outside of this place of a Saturday in +summer-time, with all the washin' and ironin' for the summer hotels and +the big bugs as is at the sea-shore." + +"Youse ain't got no kick coming," said one of the Ginney girls. "Youse +gets six cents an hour overtime, and youse 'll be mighty glad to make +that exter money!" + +Mrs. Mooney glared viciously at the interlopers. "Yes, and if it wasn't +for the likes of yez Ginnies that 'll work for nothing and live in +pig-pens, the likes of us white people wouldn't have to work nights." + +"Well I made ninety-six cents' overtime last week," spoke up the silent +fat woman in the under-petticoat, "and I was thankful to the Lord to get +it." + +Of the two hours or more that followed I have only a hazy recollection +of colored men bending over the pungent foam, of straining, sweating +women dragging their trucks round and round the great steaming-room. I +remembered nothing whatever of the moment when the agony was ended and +we were released for the day. Up to a certain dim borderland I remember +that my back ached and that my feet dragged heavily over the burning +floor, two pieces of boiling flesh. I do remember distinctly, however, +suddenly waking up on Third Avenue as I was walking past a delicatessen +store, and looking straight into the countenance of a pleasant-faced +woman. I must have walked right into her, for she seemed amused, and +went on her way laughing at something--probably my look of surprise as +the impact brought me suddenly to full consciousness. A clock was +hanging in the delicatessen-store window, and the hour-hand stood at +nine. A cooling sea-breeze was blowing up from the south, and as I +continued my walk home I realized that I had just passed out of a sort +of trance,--a trance superinduced by physical misery,--a merciful +subconscious condition of apathy, in which my soul as well as my body +had taken refuge when torture grew unbearable. + + + + +XVI + +IN WHICH IT IS PROVED TO ME THAT THE DARKEST HOUR COMES JUST BEFORE THE +DAWN + + +The next morning I asked Mrs. Mooney what time it was when we left the +laundry the evening before, and she said half-past eight. Then I +recounted the strange experience of the trance, which did not arouse the +interest I had expected. + +"That's nothing. That's the way we all get sometimes," she declared. "If +we didn't get into them trance-spells there'd be none of us workin' here +at all, at all." + +"Yes, indeed," said a prayerful voice. "Praise God, it's one of his +blessid pervisions to help us bear our crosses." + +"I don't think the Lord's got much to do with our breaking backs or +feet, do you?" asked the one-eyed girl, as we turned to unload a truck. +"Now I'm not an unbeliever, and I believe in God and Jesus Christ, all +right; but I sometimes think they don't do all these things that the +Methodists and Salvation Army says they do. Somehow, I don't believe God +knows anything about my eye or that one-armed girl's getting hurt in the +roller. I used to believe everything I heard the evangelist say, but I +don't think no more that religion is what it's cracked up to be." A few +moments later she asked if I was a Protestant, too, and receiving an +affirmative, proceeded to express herself on the superior merits of that +form of faith as compared with the Catholic, against which she had all +the narrow-minded ignorance and superstition which, strange to say, only +too often characterize the better element of the class to which she +belonged. This girl's unreasonable prejudice against something of which +she knew not the first thing presented a paradox universal in her world. +The Catholic Church as an institution was her enemy, and the enemy of +all Protestants. "If they could kill you, and not be found out by the +law, they'd do it just as quick as wink, because the priest would bail +them out of hell for a dollar and a quarter." And yet, when it came to +the concrete and personal, she had to admit that all the Catholics she +had ever known were "just about as good as Protestants." + +This religious discussion was carried on in a low voice, with many +side-glances toward the Catholic side of the table, as if danger +threatened were they to hear a word of it. I knew, however, that there +was nothing to fear from that quarter. There was only one religious +conscience there, and that belonged to the one-eyed girl herself. From +innumerable other instances I had met with before I had come to this +generalization: that bigotry and bitter prejudices in matters of faith, +deplorable as they at first seem to be, mark a distinct step in the +social evolution and moral development of the ignorant and degraded. +Nobody else at that table was far enough along to worry herself with +principles of faith. + +"I think the Salvation Army's a kind of good religion," she continued; +"only they--" but I heard no more; we were interrupted by a flurry of +interest in the front, which spread quickly to our region, as a portly +man in an automobile coat and Panama hat made his way by the +mangle-machines and the tables. The foreman, diffident and uncertain, +was walking by his side; and from the peremptory and numerous +instructions he was receiving, it became patent that his companion was +the "boss." Everybody looked hastily, stealthily, at the Queen, who hid +her pleasure under a very transparent veil of dissembling, as she helped +us unload a truck. Never before had I heard the queen laugh so merrily, +and never before had I realized what a superb, handsome animal she was. +There was a certain rhythmic movement as she raised and lowered her body +over the truck. The excitement of the moment added a deeper color to her +always splendid rose-and-white complexion, upon which the steam-laden +atmosphere distilled perpetually that soft dewiness characteristic of +the perfect complexion of young children or of goddesses. And like a +goddess the queen appeared that moment,--an untidy, earth-chained +goddess, mirthful, voluptuous. + +"She thinks she's mighty fine, don't she?" whispered my one-eyed friend. + +The boss halted at the truck, and the queen looked up with ill-feigned +surprise, as if she hadn't known for five minutes that he was in the +room. He seemed the personification of prosperous, ignorant vulgarity, +and his manner, as he swept his eye carelessly over his queen's +subjects, was one of good-natured insolence. He didn't tarry long, and +if guilty of the gentle dalliance of which he was accused, it was plain +to be seen that he did not allow it to interfere with the discipline of +the "Pearl." + +At lunch-time the one-eyed girl and I went off to the same corner as +before, and no sooner had we begun to divide our pickles and sandwiches +than in sauntered the foreman, munching alternately from a cylinder of +bologna sausage in one hand and a chunk of dry bread in the other. + +"Well, how goes it?" he asked pleasantly, dropping his long, lank frame +upon a bundle of hotel table-linen. "Did you try my advice about +standin' slack-like?" + +We replied to his question while the one-eyed girl carved a dill pickle +and a sweet pickle each into three portions. + +He related how he had come to the "Pearl" six years ago, and had worked +himself up to his present job, which was not to be sneezed at, he said, +considering that eighteen dollars a week wasn't to be picked up every +day--and steady work, too, no layoffs and no shut-downs. He emphasized +the fact, evidently very important in his mind, that he wasn't married, +that he had not met any girl yet that would have him, which my companion +insisted couldn't possibly be true, or if it was, then none of the girls +he had ever asked had any taste at all. He lived at home with his +mother, whom he didn't allow to "work out" since he'd been big enough to +earn a living for her. There was a sister, too, at home, who had a job +in a near-by manufactory; but she was engaged, and going to be married +in her "intended's" vacation. Then, the foreman thought, he'd have to +get a wife himself, if he could find anybody to have him. And she +wouldn't have to work, either--not on your tintype! She would live at +home with his mother, and darn his socks and sew on his buttons, and +she'd have no washing or ironing to do, as he got his all done for +nothing in the "Pearl." That perquisite went along with the eighteen +dollars a week. Oh, she'd have things as nice as any hard-working young +fellow could give her. + +"Would she have to be purty?" asked the one-eyed girl, who seemed +unusually interested in this hypothetical wife, and who took such a +lively interest in the foreman and his plans that I felt my heart sink +in pity for the poor maimed creature. Was she hanging breathless on the +foreman's reply to this question? If so, there was a certain comfort in +the gallant answer. + +"No, I should say not," he replied, as I thought with gentle +consideration of her to whom he was speaking; "I don't think I could +ever trust a wife who was a ten-thousand-dollar beaut'. She'd want to +gad too much. I don't think looks count for much; and I'd think she was +pretty, anyway, if I was terrible stuck on her. Them things don't make +much difference only in story-papers. But there's one thing she would +have to be, and that is handy at doing things. I wouldn't marry a lazy +girl, and I wouldn't marry a girl that wasn't a working girl." + +The engines began to give out a warning rumble, and the foreman +scrambled somewhat reluctantly to his feet, and stretching out his long +arms, started off. + +"Say, that feller's clean, dead gone on you," remarked my companion, +closing her hand over mine in a pressure that was full of congratulation +and honest delight. + +I scouted the idea, but nevertheless I became suddenly conscious of a +complete change in his manner from the easy familiarity of the morning +before. Instead of the generic name of "Sally," or the Christian name +which on better acquaintance he applied to the other girls, he had +politely prefixed a "Miss" to my surname. There had come, too, a +peculiar feeling of trust and confidence in him--a welcome sensation in +this horrible, degraded place; and it was with gratefulness that I +watched him disappear in the steamy vista, throwing off his suspenders +preparatory to plunging into the turmoil of the afternoon's work now +under way. + +"Sure thing he is, I'd bet my life on it," she insisted, as we, too, +hurried back to the table and took up our towels and napkins once more. +"There's no mistakin' them signs, and you'd be a little fool if you +wasn't to help him along. Men's all sort of bashful, some more 'n +others, and it's a good thing to help along. I like the looks of that +fellow--he'd be awful silly and soft with his wife." + +There was gentle solicitude in the voice, and looking up, I was almost +startled with the radiance of the girl's face--the face of a good woman +who loves, and who takes a generous interest in the love affairs of +another. As we leaned over the truck and began to haul out its wet +freight, she whispered to me: + +"I know all about it because I've been there myself. I've got a +gentleman-friend, too, and he's awful nice to me. He's been going with +me five years, and he didn't shake me when I lost my eye. Lots of +fellows I know would have backed out. That's what I like about that +foreman. I think he'd do just the same by a girl he loved as Jim did to +me. We'd have been married this long time, only Jim's got his hands full +with a crazy mother, and he says she'll never go to any asylum s' long's +he's able to keep her; and so Jim's aunt she lives with them and tends +his mother, and it takes 'most all Jim makes, because his mother's sick +all the time, too, and has to have the doctor and be humored. But I like +a man that's good to his mother. Jim isn't overly strong, either, and is +likely to break down." + +Late in the afternoon my partner was overcome by an attack of +sick-headache, and dropped with nausea and exhaustion. Mrs. Mooney and +the Queen helped her to her feet. + +"It's them pickles and them rotten cold lunches you girls eat," declared +Mrs. Mooney, who was fond of talking on the nutritious properties of +food. "Now I says, the Lord only give me one stummick, and when that's +wore out he'll never give me another, and I can't never buy one with no +money, and I never put anything in that stummick at noon but a good cold +beer and a good hot plate of soup, and that's what you ought to do. Only +cost you five cents for the both of them together, down to Devlin's +place. We go there every day," jerking her head in the direction of her +crony, "and you can go along if ye have a mind to." + +In accordance with this invitation, we became patrons of Devlin's the +very next day. Promptly at twelve we hurried out, sleeves still rolled +up and our damp aprons unremoved. There was no time for making a +toilet, Mrs. Mooney insisted, as Devlin's was three blocks away, and we +had only a half-hour. Across Lexington, across Third Avenue, and down +one block, we came to a corner saloon, and filed in the "ladies' +entrance." The room was filled with workmen drinking beer and smoking at +the little round tables, and when they saw us each man jumped up, and +grabbing his glass, went out into the barroom. Commenting upon this to +Mrs. Mooney, she explained as we seated ourselves: + +"Sure, and what'd ye expect! Sure, and it's a proper hotel ye're in, and +it's dacent wurrkin'-men that comes here, and they knows a lady when +they see her, and they ups and goes!" + +In response to Mrs. Mooney's vigorous order, "Six beers with the +trimmin's!" a waiter appeared presently with a steaming tray. + +"Now eat that, and drink that, and see if they don't go to the spot," +cried the old woman, gaily, and we all fell to, with table manners more +eager than elegant. Whatever the soup was made of, it seemed to me the +best soup I had ever eaten in New York, and I instantly determined never +again to blame a working man or woman for dining in a saloon in +preference to the more godly and respectable dairy-lunch room. We all +ate ravenously, and I, who never before could endure the sight or smell +of beer, found myself draining my "schooner" as eagerly as Mrs. Mooney +herself. + +"My! but that braces me up," she declared, sighing deeply and licking +the froth from her lips; "it's almost as good as whisky." It was a +propitious moment to ask questions, and I inquired how long she had +worked at the "Pearl." + +"Eighteen months, off and on. I gets the rheumatism and stay home +sometimes. I believe in taking care of yer back. I says, I've only got +one back, and when that's wore out the Lord ain't going to give me +another. So I stay home; but it's so lonesome I'm always mighty glad to +get to work ag'in." + + +The long, long days sped by, their torture relieved by such comfort as +we could find in the gossip of the table, and in daily excursions to +Devlin's, where I had become a regular patron. The foreman, too, added a +little variety to the monotony by coming to our table sometimes, and +shaking clothes for a few moments with us, while he gossiped with the +one-eyed girl and me, which unusual proceeding filled her romantic soul +with all sorts of happy anticipation. On Saturday morning, after he had +come and gone, she whispered ecstatically: "That fellow is stuck on +you, and I'll bet he'll be askin' you to go to the theayter with +him--just see if he don't!" + +But alas for woman's dreams! The next day we saw the boss coming across +the floor, this time alone. He sauntered up to our table, began to fling +jokes at us all in a manner of insolent familiarity, and asked the names +of the new faces. When he came to me he lingered a moment and uttered +some joking remarks of insulting flattery, and in a moment he had +grasped my bare arm and given it a rude pinch, walking hurriedly away. +In a few moments the foreman came back and motioned me to go with him, +and I followed to the front of the room, where the boss stood smoking +and joking with the wrappers. The foreman retired a respectful distance, +and the boss, after looking me over thoughtfully, informed me that I was +to be promoted Monday morning to the wrappers' counter. + +"And now run away, and be a good girl the rest of the day," he +concluded, with a wave of the hand, and I rushed back to the table, more +disgusted with the man and his manner than I was thankful to him for my +promotion to a job that would pay me five dollars a week. + +"Didn't I tell you so!" exclaimed my friend, amid the excited comments +and questions of the others at the table. "That's some of the foreman's +doing, and I'm real glad for you--it's nothing more than what I've been +expectin', though." + +This opinion was not shared, however, by the rest of my companions, who +repeated divers terrible tales of moral ruin and betrayal, more or less +apocryphal, wherein the boss was inevitably the villain. I now found +myself suddenly the cynosure of all eyes, the target of a thousand +whispered comments, as I moved about the workroom. The physical agony of +aching back and blistered feet was too great, though, for me to feel any +mental distress over the fact--for the moment at least. In the awful +frenzy of the Saturday-afternoon rush, greater than that of any other +day of the week, I did not care much what they thought or said about the +boss and me. + +I was shaking my towels and napkins, and trying to look as indifferent +as I believed I felt, when the foreman beckoned me again, and stepping +aside, thrust a piece of yellow wrapping-paper into my hand. + +"Read it when nobody's looking," he said in a low voice; "and don't +think wrong of me for meddling in what's not my business"; and he was +off again. + +A few minutes later I read: + + + "You'd better give up this job. It's no place for a girl that wants + to do right. Come back Monday and get your money; and I wouldn't + stay to-night after six o'clock, if I was you, but go home and + rest. If you can't get a job as good as this inside of a day or + two, I think my sister can get one for you in her place; but you + won't stay here if you take my advice. + + "Yours truly, + + "J. P. + + "P.S. Please don't show this, or I'd lose my job; and be sure to + come Monday evening for your money." + + +I made at once for the cloak-room. When I emerged, a moment later, it +was to find the narrow passage obstructed by one of the big soiled-linen +trucks, over which "J. P." bent industriously, as if he hadn't another +thought in the world beyond the sorting of table-cloths and napkins. +Suddenly he lifted up his lank frame, and seeing one of his workpeople +making her escape, he called out: + +"It's not six o'clock yet!" + +"I don't care if it isn't; I am going home," I replied promptly. + +"What's the matter?" he asked in a loud voice, and then, as he drew +near, added in an undertone: + +"You read my note?" + +"Yes," I replied. + +"S'pose you kind of wonder at me doing it?" he went on, moving with me +toward the staircase. + +"No; I guessed right away," I answered. + +We had now reached the top of the stairs leading to the street door, and +were out of ear-shot of the busy workroom. The curious faces and craning +necks were lost to us through an interposing veil of steam. The foreman +grasped my extended hand in a limp, hasty clasp as I began to move down +the steps. + +"You guessed part, but not all," he whispered, turning away. + +I dragged myself to the end of the block and turned into Lexington +Avenue just as the six-o'clock whistles began to blow. So much I +remember very distinctly, but after that all is an indistinct blur of +clanging street-cars, of jostling crowds. I do not know whether I had +lost my senses from the physical agony I was enduring, though still able +to perform the mechanical process of walking, or whether it was a case +of somnambulism; but I know that I walked on, all unconscious of where I +was going, or of my own identity, until I came in collision with some +one, and heard a feminine voice beg my pardon. Then a little cry, and +two arms were thrown about me, and I looked up into the smiling face of +Minnie Plympton--Minnie Plympton as large as life and unspeakably +stunning in a fresh shirt-waist and sailor-hat. She was smiling at me +like a princess issuing from her enchantment in a rose-bush; and lest +she should vanish as suddenly as she had appeared, I clutched wildly at +her arm, trembling and sobbing at this delicious awakening from the +horrible nightmare that had been my existence for so many days. + +We were standing on the corner of Lexington Avenue and a cross-town +thoroughfare, and ever after must that spot remain in my mind as the +actual turning-point of my fortunes--indeed, the very turning-point of +my whole life. As I look back upon that beautiful June evening, I again +hear the rumble of the elevated trains in the street beyond, and again I +hear the clang of the electric cars as they swirl out of the avenue into +the street. Probably every man and woman who ever came a stranger to a +great city has his or her own particular secret and holy place where +angels came and ministered in the hour of need. I do not doubt it, but +I do often wonder whether every such person visits his sacred place as +often as I visit mine. I go to mine very often, especially in +summer-time, about six o'clock, when, amid the roar and the turmoil and +the banalities of the real and the actual, I recall the wondrous tale of +the Burning Bush. For there God appeared to me that evening--the God who +had hidden his face for so long. + + +"Why, you look as weak as a kitten--you look sick!" Minnie declared. +"You need a good cup of tea and to be put to bed, and I'm going to be +the one to do it for you!" + +I was half dazed as Minnie Plympton bundled me into a passing electric +car; and then, with my head leaning comfortably on Minnie Plympton's +plump shoulder, and with Minnie Plympton's strong arm about my aching +body, I was jolted away somewhere into a drowsy happiness. + + + + +EPILOGUE + + +Three years have elapsed since that last day in the "Pearl Laundry" and +my providential meeting with Minnie Plympton. + +The events of those three years may be recounted in almost as few +sentences, for prosperous working girls, like happy nations, have no +history. And we have been very prosperous, Minnie Plympton and I. We, I +say, because from the moment of our unforeseen meeting in the +hurly-burly of that street corner, the interests of Minnie Plympton's +life and of mine were to become, for the succeeding year, almost +inseparable. + +I said we have both been very prosperous. But Minnie Plympton has been +more than that: she has been successful--successful in the only real way +a woman can, after all, be successful. Minnie is married. She is the +wife of an enterprising young business man, and the mother of a charming +baby. She has been married nearly two years, and lives in a pretty +cottage in a peaceful suburb. It was what the world would call a good +match, and Minnie declares she is perfectly happy. And no doubt she is, +else that honest creature would not be so bent upon making matches for +everybody else. + +As for myself, I have been merely prosperous--prosaically and +uninterestingly, though none the less agreeably, prosperous. I do not +know whether I am happy or not. I am still a working girl, and by all +the portents of the dream-book I am foredoomed eternally to remain a +wage-earner in spite of all Mrs. Minnie's good offices. For I was born +on a Saturday; and "Saturday's child must work for its living." + +Now, I do not care to be accused of a superstitious faith in +dream-books, but I do want to say that I have found all sorts of +inspiration in a philosophical acceptance of that oracle attaching to my +unfortunate birthday. If Saturday's child must work for her living, why +not make the best of it? Why not make the most advantageous terms +possible with Fate? why not work with, and not against, that inexorable +Forelady, in coöperation with her plans and along the lines of her least +resistance? + +This I have tried to do. How I have done it, and what the results have +been, I shall now try to sketch with not more attention to tedious +details than I feel justified in assuming may be of some help and +encouragement to other strugglers. + +I became a stenographer and typewriter, earning twenty dollars a week. I +worked hard for my money, and the day was still a long day. I went to +work at nine o'clock in the morning, and while I was supposed to get off +at five, and sometimes did, I was often obliged to work till six or +seven. + +And this I called prosperity? Yes; for me this was prosperity, when I +remembered the circumstances of my beginnings. + +When I met Minnie Plympton on the street corner, that hot summer night, +I was "dead broke," not only in purse, but in body and spirit as well. +She took me home with her to the two small rooms where she was doing +light housekeeping, and where we continued to live together until her +marriage a year later broke up our happy domestic partnership. A few +weeks after Minnie took me home with her I got a position in the notion +department of one of the large stores. I received only four dollars a +week; but, as our rent was small and our living expenses the very +minimum, I was able to meet my half of the joint expenditure. I worked +four months at selling pins and needles and thread and whalebone and a +thousand and one other things to be found in a well-stocked notion +department; and then, by a stroke of good luck and Minnie Plympton's +assistance, I got a place as demonstrator of a new brand of tea and +coffee in the grocery department of the same "emporium." My new work was +not only much lighter and pleasanter, but it paid me the munificent +salary of eight dollars a week. + +But I did not want to be a demonstrator of tea and coffee all my life. I +had often thought I would like to learn shorthand and typewriting. The +demonstrator of breakfast foods at the next counter to mine was taking a +night course in bookkeeping; which gave me the idea of taking a similar +course in stenography. And then the Long Day began in earnest. I went to +night-school five nights out of every week for exactly sixty weeks, +running consecutively save for a fortnight's interim at the Christmas +holidays, when we worked nights at the store. On Saturday night, which +was the off night, I did my washing and ironing, and on Sunday night I +made, mended, and darned my clothes--that is, when there was any making, +mending, or darning to be done. As my wardrobe was necessarily slender, +I had much time to spare. This spare time on Sunday nights I spent in +study and reading. I studied English composition and punctuation, both +of which I would need later on when I should become a stenographer. I +also brushed up on my spelling and grammar, in which, I had been +informed--and correctly--the average stenographer is sadly remiss. + +As for reading, which was the only recreation my life knew, it was of a +most desultory, though always mercenary sort. I read every book I could +get out of the circulating library which, from its title or general +character as summarized in the newspaper reviews, I thought might help +me to solve the problem of earning a good livelihood. The title of one +book particularly attracted me--a book which was so much in demand that +I had to wait a whole six months before I succeeded in getting it +through the slow and devious process peculiar to circulating libraries. +That book was "Up from Slavery," and it brought home to me as nothing +else could have done what was the real trouble with myself and all the +rest of the struggling, ill-paid, wretched working women with whom I had +come in contact during my apprenticeship. What that trouble was I shall +revert to later. + +When I had thoroughly learned the principles of my trade and had +attained a speed of some hundred and odd words a minute, the hardest +task was yet before me. This task was not in finding a position, but in +filling that position satisfactorily. My first position at ten dollars a +week I held only one day. I failed to read my notes. This was more +because of fright and of self-consciousness, however, than of +inefficiency. My next paid me only six dollars a week, but it was an +excellent training-school, and in it I learned self-confidence, perfect +accuracy, and rapidity. Although this position paid me two dollars less +than what I had been earning brewing tea and coffee and handing it over +the counter, and notwithstanding the fact that I knew of places where I +could go and earn ten dollars a week, I chose to remain where I was. +There was method in my madness, however, let me say. I had a considerate +and conscientious employer, and although I had a great deal of work, and +although it had to be done most punctiliously, he never allowed me to +work a moment overtime. He opened his office at nine in the morning, and +I was not expected before quarter after; he closed at four sharp. This +gave me an opportunity for further improving myself with a view to +eventually taking not a ten-dollar, but a twenty-dollar position. I went +back to night-school and took a three months' "speed course," and at the +same time continued to add to my general education and stock of +knowledge by a systematic reading of popular books of science and +economics. I became tremendously interested in myself as an economic +factor, and I became tremendously interested in other working girls from +a similar point of view. Of science and economics I knew nothing when I +started out to earn my living. + +One day I answered an advertisement calling for the sort of stenographer +I now believed myself to be. It brought a response signed with the name +of a large religious publishing house. I got the position, beginning +with a salary of fifteen dollars a week, which was to be increased to +twenty dollars provided I could fill the position. That I should succeed +in doing so, there was evident doubt in my employers' minds, and no +wonder! For I was the fifth to attempt it. + +My work consisted for the most part in taking dictation from the editor +of the periodical published weekly by the house--letters to +contributors, editorials, and special articles. Also, when it was found +that I had some intelligent, practical knowledge of grammar and +English--and here was where my studies of the preceding year bore +fruit--I was intrusted with the revision and correction of the least +important of the manuscripts, thus relieving the busy editors of one of +their most irksome tasks. + +One day I had occasion to mention to the editor some of the strenuous +experiences I had undergone in my struggle to attain a decent living. He +was startled--not to say a little shocked--that a young woman of +apparently decent birth and upbringing should have formed such an +intimate acquaintance with the dark side of life. Inspired by his +sympathetic interest, I boldly interviewed the editor of a well-known +monthly magazine, with the result that I immediately prepared two papers +on certain of my experiences; and, to my surprise and delight, they were +accepted. + +And, somehow, with the appearance of those two articles--the first +fruits of authorship--part of the horror and loathing of that unhappy +period of servitude fell away from me; the sordid suffering, the hurt to +pride, the ineffaceable scar on heart and soul I felt had not been in +vain. I can now look back upon the recent, still vivid past without a +shiver; for there is comfort in the thought that what I have undergone +is to be held up to others as a possible lesson and warning. + +And now a word as to the verity of this narrative. Have I actually been +through all that I have described? Yes, and more; and in other cities +beside New York. + +Yet for the sake of unity the order of things has been somewhat +changed; and no record is given of many weeks, and even months, when +life flowed uneventfully, if not smoothly, on. + +"But," says the thoughtful reader, "do your sordid experiences of some +two or three years ago match conditions of to-day?" and I answer: +Generally speaking, they do; because lately I reinforced memory by +thorough investigation. + +I went further than that: when it came to me to write this little +book--that is so absolutely a transcript from real life--I voluntarily +labored, a week here, a week there, at various trades allied to those +that previously had been my sole means of livelihood, and all the time +living consistently the life of the people with whom I was thus +temporarily associated. + +There were, of course, many little points that when I was a worker in +earnest I had not eyes to see, but which my recent conscious study +brought out in proper perspective. + +Yet it was as a working girl that I learned to know most of the +characters that people this book, and which give to it any value it may +possess. + +For obvious reasons, I have been obliged to give fictitious names to +factories and shops in which I worked; and I have, in most cases, +substituted for the names of the streets where the factories were +located the names of streets of like character. + +The physical conditions, the sordid wretchedness of factory and +workshop, of boarding-and lodging-house, I have not in any wise +overstated. + +As to moral conditions, I have not been in every instance so +scrupulously truthful--that is, I have not told all the truth. For it is +a truth which only too often will not bear even the suggestion of +telling. Only in two or three instances--for example, in my account of +Henrietta Manners--have I ventured to hint definitely at anything +pertaining to the shame and iniquity underlying a discouragingly large +part of the work-girls' world. In my magazine articles I was obliged to +leave out all reference to this tabooed topic. The attitude of the +public, especially the American public, toward this subject is a curious +mixture of prudery and gallantry. It bridles at anything which impeaches +the traditional honor and chastity of the working girl. The chivalry of +American men--and my experience in workshop, store, and factory has +proved to me how genuine and deep-rooted that chivalry is--combined with +our inherent spirit of democracy, is responsible for the placing of the +work-girl, as a class, in a light as false and ridiculous as that in +which Don Quixote was wont to view the charms of his swineherd lady, +Dulcinea. In the main, our notions of the woman who toils do more credit +to our sentiments and to the impulses of our hearts than they do credit +to our heads or to any serious desires we may cherish for her welfare. +She has become, and is becoming more and more, the object of such an +amount of sentimentality on the part of philanthropists, sociological +investigators, labor agitators, and yellow journals--and a goodly share +of journalism that prides itself upon not being yellow--that the real +work-girl has been quite lost sight of. Her name suggests, according to +their imaginations, a proud, independent, self-reliant, efficient young +woman--a young woman who works for her living and is glad of it. One +hardly dares criticize her, unless, indeed, it be to lecture her for an +ever-increasing independence of her natural male protectors and an +alleged aversion to babies. + +That we should cling so tenaciously to this ideal is to our honor and +glory. But fine words butter no parsnips; nor do our fine idealizations +serve to reduce the quota which the working-girl ranks contribute to +disreputable houses and vicious resorts. The factories, the workshops, +and to some extent the stores, of the kind that I have worked in at +least, are recruiting-grounds for the Tenderloin and the "red light" +districts. The Springers and the "Pearl Laundries" send annually a large +consignment of delinquents to their various and logical destinations. It +is rare indeed that one finds a female delinquent who has not been in +the beginning a working girl. For, sad and terrible though it be, the +truth is that the majority of "unfortunates," whether of the +specifically criminal or of the prostitute class, are what they are, not +because they are inherently vicious, but _because they were failures as +workers and as wage-earners_. They were failures as such, primarily, for +no other reason than that they did not like to work. And they did not +like to work, not because they are lazy--they are anything but lazy, as +a rule--but _because they did not know how to work_. + +Few girls know how to work when they undertake the first job, whether +that job be making paper boxes, seaming corset-covers, or taking +shorthand dictation. Nor by the term, "knowing how to work," do I mean, +necessarily, lack of experience. One may have had no experience whatever +in any line of work, yet one may know _how_ to work--may understand the +general principles of intelligent labor. These general principles a girl +may learn equally well by means of a normal-school training or through +familiarity with, and participation in, the domestic labor of a +well-organized household. The working girl in a great city like New York +does not have the advantage of either form of training. Her education, +even at the best, is meager, and of housework she knows less than +nothing. If she is city-born, it is safe to assume that she has never +been taught how to sweep a room properly, nor how to cook the simplest +meal wholesomely, nor how to make a garment that she would be willing to +wear. She usually buys all her cheap finery at a cheap store, and such +style and taste as she displays is "ready made." + +Not having learned to work, either at school or at home, she goes to the +factory, to the workshop, or to the store, crude, incompetent, and, +worst of all, with an instinctive antagonism toward her task. _She +cannot work, and she does not work. She is simply "worked."_ And there +is all the difference in the world between "working" and "being worked." +To work is a privilege and a boon to either man or woman, and, properly +regulated, it ought to be a pleasure. To be worked is degrading. To work +is dignified and ennobling, for to work means the exercise of the mental +quite as much as the physical self. But the average working girl puts +neither heart nor mind into her labor; she is merely a machine, though +the comparison is a libel upon the functions of first-class machinery. + +The harsh truth is that, hard as the working girl is "worked," and +miserable as her remuneration is, she is usually paid quite as much as +she is worth. + +For her incompetency she is not entirely to blame; rather is it a matter +of heredity and environment. Being a girl, it is not natural to her to +work systematically. The working woman is a new product; in this country +she is hardly three generations old. As yet she is as new to the idea of +what it really means to work as is the Afro-American citizen. The +comparison may not be flattering to our vanity, but, after a reading of +Booker Washington's various expositions of the industrial abilities of +the negro, I cannot but be convinced that the white working woman is in +a corresponding process of evolution, so far as her specific functions +for labor have been developed. + +Conditions in the "Pearl," from the view-point of mere physical labor, +were the most brutal in all my experience; but, from what I can learn, +the "Pearl" is no worse than many other similar establishments. Young +women will work in such places only as a last resort, for young women +cannot work long under conditions so detrimental to bodily health. The +regular workers are old women--women like Mrs. Mooney and her cronies. +The steady workers at the "Pearl" were, with the exception of the +"queen," all old women. Every day saw the arrival of a new force of +young hands who were bound to "play out" at the end of three or four +days' apprenticeship, if not sooner. I played out completely: I didn't +walk a step for a week after I went home with Minnie Plympton that +Saturday night. Which was all in accord with Mrs. Mooney's prediction +the first day: "You won't last long, mind ye; you young uns never do. If +you ain't strong as an ox it gits in your back and off ye go to the +'orspital; and if you're not able to stand the drivin', and thinks +you're good-lookin', off you goes to the bad, sooner 'n stay here." + +I would like to dwell for a moment upon the character and personality of +her whom I have more than once referred to as the "queen." The queen had +worked, I was told, for seven years in the laundry, and she was, as I +saw and knew her in those days, as fresh as the proverbial daisy. She +seemed the very embodiment of blithesome happiness. In the chapter +dealing with the laundry I had occasion to speak of her voluptuous +beauty. Her long years of hard labor--and she labored harder than any +one else there--seemed to have wrought no effect upon her handsome, +nerveless body. Her lovely eyes, her hair, her dazzling complexion and +perfect features, were all worthy the reputation of a stage beauty. She +was kind; in her rough, uncouth way, she was kind to everybody--so kind, +in fact, that she was generally popular, though envied as enjoying the +boss's favor. And, as may be imagined, her influence, during those seven +years, upon the underfed, underpaid, ignorant, unskilled green hands who +streamed into the "Pearl" every morning must have been endless for evil. + +On the subject of morality I am constrained to express myself with +apparent diffidence, lest I be misinterpreted and charged with vilifying +the class to which I once belonged. And yet behind my diffidence of +expression I must confess to a very honest and uncompromising belief, +founded upon my own knowledge and observation, that the average working +girl is even more poorly equipped for right living and right thinking +than she is for intelligent industrial effort. One of the worst features +of my experience was being obliged to hear the obscene stories which +were exchanged at the work-table quite as a matter of course; and, if +not a reflection of vicious minds, this is at least indicative of loose +living and inherent vulgarity. The lewd joke, the abominable tale, is +the rule, I assert positively, and not the exception, among the lower +class of working girls with whom I toiled in those early months of my +apprenticeship. The flower-manufactory in Broadway was the one glorious +exception. I do not attempt to account for this exception to the general +rule, unless it be explainable upon the logical theory that the skill +necessary for the making of artificial flowers is found only in a vastly +superior class of girls. The flower-girls I met at Rosenberg's were, +without exception, wholesome-minded and pure-hearted. They knew how to +cook, as they had ample opportunity of proving at our luncheons and +dinners during those four busy, happy weeks. I never met factory-girls +in any other line of employment who knew how to make a cup of tea or +coffee that was fit to drink. The flower-girls gave every evidence of +having come from homes which, humble though many of them must have been, +were nevertheless well-ordered and clean. The girls I met in other +places seemed never to have lived in homes at all. + +In the telling of the obscene story, Jew and Gentile, Catholic and +Protestant, were equally guilty. + +That the responsibility for these conditions of moral as well as +physical wretchedness is fundamentally attributable to our present +socio-economic system is a fact that has been stated so often before, +and by writers who by right of specialized knowledge and scientific +training are so much better equipped to discuss social economics than I +may ever hope to be, that I need not repeat the axiom here. Nor would it +be any more becoming for me to enter into any discussion of the various +theories upon which the economists and the social reformers base their +various projects for the reconstruction of the present system. +Personally I have a strong prejudice in favor of the trades-union. I +believe that working women should awaken as quickly as possible to the +advantages to be derived from organization of the industries in which +they are employed. But I seem to be alone in my cherished desire. The +women and girls I have worked with in New York do not view the +trades-union as their more progressive and enlightened sisters of +Chicago and the West generally choose to regard it. Chicago alone shows +a roster of nearly forty thousand women and girls who are organized into +unions of their own, officered by themselves and with their own feminine +"walking delegates." I recently spent four weeks among these +trades-unions, numbering thirty-five distinct women's organizations, and +I found, everywhere I went, the same enthusiasm for, and the same +superior degree of intelligence regarding, the aim and object of the +organization idea. + +As for the working women of New York, they have so far refused to +countenance the trades-union. New York has no woman's trades-union. A +small percentage of women workers belong to labor organizations, it is +true; but it is merely as auxiliaries to the men's unions, and where +they work at trades that have been thoroughly organized for the benefit +of the men workers. They belong to these unions always under protest, +not of their own volition; because they are obliged to do so in order to +be permitted to work at their trades in competition with men who are +organized. + +For this reason, owing to the blindness of the workwoman to the benefits +to be derived from organization,--and because, moreover, it has not yet +been proved that the trades-union, carried to its logical conclusion, is +likely to be a panacea for the industrial woes of the sex which does +favor and support it--it seems to me rather idle to urge its wider +adoption under the protest of those most vitally concerned--the women +workers themselves. The idea of organized labor will have to grow among +the ranks of women workers just as the idea has grown into the +consciousness of her father and brother. + +We have a great and crying need for two things--things which it is +entirely within the power of a broad-minded philanthropy to supply. The +most urgent of these needs is a very material and unpoetic one. We need +a well-regulated system of boarding-and lodging-houses where we can live +with decency upon the small wages we receive. We do not want any +so-called "working girls' homes"--God forgive the euphemism!--which, +while overcharging us for the miserable accommodations, at the same time +would put us in the attitude of charity dependants. What the working +girl needs is a cheap hotel or a system of hotels--for she needs a great +many of them--designed something after the Mills Hotels for working-men. +She also needs a system of well-regulated lodging-houses, such as are +scattered all over the city for the benefit of men. My experience of the +working girls' home in which I lived for many weeks, and from my +observation and inquiries regarding a number of similar "homes" which I +have since visited, justifies me in making a few suggestions regarding +the general plan and conduct of the ideal philanthropic scheme which I +have in mind. + +First and most important, there must be no semblance of charity. Let the +working girls' hotel and the working girls' lodging-house be not only +self-supporting, but so built and conducted that they will pay a fair +rate of interest upon the money invested. Otherwise they would fail of +any truly philanthropic object. + +As to their conduct as institutions there should be no rules, no +regulations which are not in full operation in the Waldorf-Astoria or +the Hotel St. Regis. The curse of all such attempts in the past has been +the insistence upon _coercive morality_. Make them not only +non-sectarian, but non-religious. There is no more need of conducting a +working girls' hotel or lodging-house in the name of God or under the +auspices of religious sentiment than there is necessity for advertising +the Martha Washington Hotel or any fashionable bachelor-apartment house +as being under divine guidance. + +A clean room and three wholesomely cooked meals a day _can_ be furnished +to working girls at a price such as would make it possible for them to +live honestly on the small wage of the factory and store. We do not ask +for luxuries or dainties. We do not get them in the miserable, dark +warrens where we are now obliged to sleep, and we do not get them at the +unappetizing boarding-house tables where countless thousands of us find +sustenance. I do not know--I suppose nobody does know--how many working +girls in New York City live in lodging-and boarding-houses. But they are +legion, and very few of them are contented with that life. + +The most important necessity of the model working woman's hotel or +lodging-house would be, not a luxurious table, not a dainty +sleeping-room, but a parlor! The number of young girls who go wrong in a +great city like this for want of the various necessities of a parlor +must make the angels in heaven weep. The houses where the poorly paid +girl lives have no accommodations for the entertainment of her male +friends. If the house is conducted with any respect for the conventions, +the girl lodger must meet her young man on the "stoop" or on the street +corner. As the courtship progresses, they must have recourse either to +the benches of the public parks, provided the weather be favorable, or +else to the light and warmth of the back room of a saloon. The average +cheap lodging-house is usually conducted, however, with but scant +regard for the conventions, and the girl usually is forced to adopt the +more convenient and, as it would seem to her, really more +self-respecting habit of receiving her company in her room. And either +one of these methods of courtship, it is evident, cannot but be in the +end demoralizing and degrading to thoughtless young people, however +innocent they may be of any deliberate wrong-doing. In the model +lodging-house there should be perfect liberty of conduct and action on +the part of guests--who will not be "inmates" in any sense of the word. +Such guests should have perfect liberty to go and come when they please +at any hour of the day or night; be permitted to see any person they +choose to have come, without question or challenge, so long as the +conventions of ordinary social life are complied with. Such an +institution, conducted upon such a plan and managed so that it would +make fair returns to its promoters, cannot fail to be welcomed; and +would be of inestimable benefit as an uplifting and regenerative force +with those for whom it is designed. + +The other need is for a greater interest in the workwoman's welfare on +the part of the church, and an effort by that all-powerful institution +to bring about some adjustment of her social and economic difficulties. +I am old-fashioned enough to believe in the supreme efficacy of +organized religion in relation to womanhood, and all that pertains to +womanhood. I believe that, in our present state of social development, +the church can do more for the working girl than any of the proposed +measures based upon economic science or the purely ethical theory. +Working women as a class are certainly not ripe for the trades-union, as +I have already intimated; and the earnest people of the "settlements" +are able to reach but a small part of the great army of women marching +hopelessly on, ungeneraled, untrained, and, worst of all, uncaring. + +Few are they who, like Tolstoi, can gracefully stoop to conquer; and +those who shall be ordained to revolutionize conditions will rise from +the ranks, even as did Booker T. Washington. This, of course, is the +ultimate object of settlement work: to prepare the leaven for the loaf. + +But a live and progressive church--a church imbued with the Christian +spirit in the broadest and most liberal interpretation of the term--can +do for us, and do it quickly and at once, more than all the college +settlements and all the trades-unions that can be organized within the +next ten years could hope to do. And for this reason: the church has all +the machinery ready, set up and waiting only for the proper hand to put +it in motion to this great end. The Christian church has a vast +responsibility in the solution of all problems of the social order, and +none of those problems is more grave or urgent than the one affecting +the economic condition of the wage-earning woman. It is curious that the +church, in this age, should choose to regard its primary function with +such evident apathy. The first business of the church in the past was +the adjustment of social difficulties. The gospel of Jesus Christ was +preëminently a social gospel, and when the church ceases to be a social +force it will have outlived its usefulness. + +There are those who believe that the church _has_ outlived that primal +usefulness. I do not believe so. For men, perhaps, it has; but not for +women--certainly not for working women. We do not as a sex, we do not as +a class, flatter ourselves that we have got along so far in race +development that we have no further need of organized religion. In all +my experience of meeting and talking, often becoming intimately +acquainted, with girls and women of all sorts, I have never known one, +however questionable, to whom the church was not, after all, held in +respect as the one all-powerful human institution. + +And yet, unless they were Catholics, mighty few went to church at all, +and most of them were resentful, often bitter, toward the church and +hostile toward all kinds of organized religion. They accused the church +of not doing its duty toward them, and they declared that organized +religion was a sham and a hypocrisy. + +The only activity exerted by the church in the direction indicated +partakes too strongly of the eleemosynary nature to make it acceptable +to any save the most degraded--the weak-chinned, flabby-natured horde of +men and women who rally instinctively to the drum-taps of the +street-corner Salvationist, or seek warmth and cheer on cold winter +nights, and if possible more substantial benefits, from the missions and +"church houses." + +I have no quarrel to pick with the Salvation Army, nor with the city +missions, as institutions. Both have done too much good for that "ninety +and nine" which the church forgets. But it is a pity that the work of +the Salvation Army and of the city missions is sometimes relegated to +the control of such incompetent and unworthy persons as Henrietta +Manners and "Brother" Mason. Since my brief acquaintance with those +aspiring reformers, I have investigated and found that both were +prominent workers and "guides" in the respective religious movements to +which they claimed allegiance; I also found that there were other +Henrietta Mannerses and not a few "Brother" Masons interested in the +same good work. It is the part of charity and justice to assume that +their superior officers were totally ignorant of their real characters. + +But why should these sacred duties be relegated to the Henrietta +Mannerses and the "Brother" Masons? Are there not enough intelligent, +conscientious Christian men and women among the churches who would +consider it not only a duty, but a precious privilege, to carry the +gospel of Jesus Christ into the dark places? It is not wise to set a +thief to catch a thief, and it is worse than useless to encourage the +weak, not to say the depraved, to carry the gospel to their kind. + +In the days when I could see no silver lining to the clouds I tried +going to a Protestant church, but I recognized very shortly the +alienation between it and me. Personally, I do not like to attend +Salvation meetings or listen to the mission evangelists. So I ceased any +pretension of going to church, thus allying myself with that great +aggregation of non-church-going Protestant working women who have been +forced into a resentful attitude against that which we should love and +support. It is encouraging, however, to find that the church itself +has, at last, begun to heed our growing disaffection and alienation: + + + "The fact must be admitted that the wage-workers of this country + are largely outside the churches. This breach has been steadily + widening; conditions are worse now than they were ten years ago. + One of the strongest reasons for this is the fact that the churches + have not recognized so clearly as they ought the equities of this + conflict. It is a grave failure. They ought never to have suffered + such an alienation to occur between themselves and the people who + constitute the very bone and sinew of our civilization," says a + prominent preacher and reformer. + + "How can the Christian church clear herself of the charge that the + very people who heard her Lord gladly turn in multitudes from her + threshold? There is need of sober thought and deep humiliation, + that this most grave social problem may find a solution which shall + bring honor to the church and peace to society."[1] + + +Obviously the fundamental need of the worker of either sex is +education. She needs to be educated, this work-girl. She does not need a +fancy education; but she does need a good education, so that upon her +entrance into the workshop she will be able to read and write and add up +a column of figures correctly and with ease. This she seems not to be +able to do under present conditions. And there are other things, even +more important than the "three R's," which she should be taught. She +should be taught how to work--how to work _intelligently_. She should be +trained young in the fundamental race activities, in the natural human +instinct for making something with the hands, or of doing something with +the hands, and of taking an infinite pleasure in making it perfect, in +doing it well. + +I have no technical knowledge of pedagogics; I must admit that. My +criticism of the public-school system I base entirely upon the results +as I have seen them in the workshops, the factories, and the store in +which I worked. During this period I had opportunity for meeting many +hundreds of girls and for becoming more or less acquainted with them +all. Now, of all these I have not yet discovered one who had not at some +time in her earlier childhood or girlhood attended a public school. +Usually the girl had had at least five years' continuous schooling, but +often it was much more. But, great or small as the period of her tuition +had been, I never met one whose knowledge of the simplest rudiments of +learning was confident and precise. Spelling, geography, grammar, +arithmetic, were never, with them, positive knowledge, but rather +matters of chance and guess. Even the brightest girls showed a woeful +ignorance of the "three R's." In only one thing did I find them +universally well taught, and that was in handwriting. However badly +spelled and ungrammatical their written language might be, it was +invariably neatly and legibly--often beautifully--executed. But if these +girls, these workmates of mine, learned to write clear and beautiful +hands, why were they not able also to learn how to spell, why were they +not able to learn the principles of grammar and the elementary knowledge +of arithmetic as far at least as long division? That they did not have +sufficient "apperceiving basis" I cannot believe, for they were +generally bright and clever. + +It is true that the public schools are already teaching manual training, +and that kindergartens have enormously increased lately. These facts I +know very well. I also know how much ignorance and senseless prejudice +the pioneers of these educational reforms have had to overcome in the +introduction of the newer and better methods. The point I wish to make +carries no slur upon the ideal which the best modern pedagogy is +striving for; it is, on the contrary, an appeal for the support and +furtherance of that ideal on the part of intelligent citizenship +generally, and of conscientious parenthood particularly. I believe +firmly in the kindergarten; I believe that the child, whether rich or +poor, who goes to kindergarten in his tender years has a better chance +in life, all else being equal, than the child who does not. I do not +know how long the free kindergarten system has obtained to any degree in +New York City, but I do know that I have as yet found only one working +girl who has had the benefit of any such training in childhood. She was +"Lame Lena" at Springer's box-factory; and in spite of her deformity, +which made it difficult for her to walk across the floor, she was the +quickest worker and made more money than any other girl in the shop. + +Tersely put, and quoting her own speech, the secret of her success was +in "knowing how to kill two birds with one stone," and, again, "makin' +of your cocoanut save your muscle." These formulæ were more or less +vague until further inquiry elicited the interesting fact that "lame +Lena," had had in childhood the privilege of a kindergarten training in +a class maintained by some church society when the free kindergarten +was not so general as it is now. + +It is not unreasonable to suppose that had this lame girl's workmates +enjoyed the privilege of the same elementary training, they might have +shown an equal facility in the humble task of pasting and labeling and +tissuing paper boxes. "Lame Lena" knew how to work; she knew how to +husband every modicum of nervous energy in her frail, deformed body; and +thus she was able to make up--more than make up--for her physical +inferiority. "Lame Lena" brought to her sordid task a certain degree of +organizing faculty; she did the various processes rhythmically and +systematically, always with the idea in view of making one stroke of the +arm or the hand do, if possible, a double or a triple duty. The other +girls worked helter-skelter; running hither and thither; taking many +needless journeys back and forth across the floor; hurrying when they +were fresh to the task, dawdling when they were weary, but at all times +working without method and without organization of the task in hand, and +without that coördination of muscular and mental effort which the +kindergarten might have taught them, just as it had certainly taught +"Lame Lena." + +The free kindergarten movement is not yet old enough to begin to show +its effects to any perceptible degree in the factory and workshop. +Henrietta Manners and Phoebe Arlington and little Angelina were born too +soon: they did not know the joy of the kindergarten; they did not know +the delight of sitting in a little red chair in a great circle of other +little red chairs filled with other little girls, each and all learning +the rudimentary principles of work under the blissful delusion that they +were at play. These joys have been reserved for their little sisters, +who, sooner or later, will step into their vacant places in the +box-factory. What was denied Angelina it is the blessed privilege of +Angelina's baby to revel in. + +Angelina's baby--the little baby that she kept in the day-nursery when +we worked together at Springer's--now goes to a free kindergarten. I +happen to know this because not long ago I met Angelina. She did not +recognize me--indeed, she had difficulty in recalling vaguely that I had +worked with her once upon a time; for Angelina's memory, like that of a +great majority of her hard-worked class, is very poor,--a fact I mention +because it is very much to the point right here. My solicitous inquiry +for the baby brought forth a burst of Latin enthusiasm as to the +cunningness and sweetness of that incipient box-maker, who, Angelina +informed me, goes to kindergarten in a free hack along with a crowd of +other babies. But Angelina, bless her soul! is down on the kindergarten. +She says, with a pout and a contemptuous shrug, "they don't teach you're +kid nothing but nonsense, just cutting up little pieces of paper and +singing fool songs and marching to music." Angelina admitted, however, +that her _bambino_ was supremely happy there,--so happy, in fact, that +she hadn't the heart to take her away, even though she does know that it +is all "tomfoolishness" the "kid" is being taught by a mistaken +philanthropy. + +It is fair to suppose that in the factory and workshop of every +description the kindergarten is bound to work incalculable results. +Indeed, I sometimes wonder if the kindergarteners themselves can quite +realize how well they are building--can fully comprehend the very great +need in the working woman of the identical principles which they are so +patiently and faithfully inculcating into the tender minds of these +forlorn babies gathered up in the courts and alleys. + +Another important thing looking to the well-being of the working girl of +the future would be the wide dissemination of a better literature than +that with which she now regales herself. I have already outlined at +some length the literary tastes of my workmates at the box-factory. The +example cited is typical of other factories and other workshops, and +also of the department-store. A certain downtown section of New York +City is monopolized by the publishers and binders of "yellow-backs," +which are turned out in bales and cart-loads daily. Girls fed upon such +mental trash are bound to have distorted and false views of everything. +There is a broad field awaiting some original-minded philanthropist who +will try to counteract the maudlin yellow-back by putting in its place +something wholesome and sweet and sane. Only, please, Mr. or Mrs. +Philanthropist, don't let it be Shakspere, or Ruskin, or Walter Pater. +Philanthropists have tried before to reform degraded literary tastes +with heroic treatment, and they have failed every time. + +That is sometimes the trouble with the college-settlement folk. They +forget that Shakspere, and Ruskin, and all the rest of the really true +and great literary crew, are infinite bores to every-day people. I know +personally, and love deeply and sincerely, a certain young woman--a +settlement-worker--who for several years conducted an evening class in +literature for some girl "pants-makers." She gave them all the classics +in allopathic doses, she gave them copies of "A Crown of Wild Olive" +and "The Ethics of the Dust," which they read dutifully, not because +they liked the books, which were meaningless to their tired heads, but +because they loved Miss ---- and enjoyed the evenings spent with her at +the settlement. But Miss ---- did not succeed in supplanting their old +favorites, which undoubtedly she could have done had she given them all +the light, clean present-day romance they could possibly read. It is a +curious fact that these girls will not read stories laid in the past, +however full of excitement they may be. They like romance of the present +day, stories which have to do with scenes and circumstances not too far +removed from the real and the actual. All their trashy favorites have to +do with the present, with heroes and heroines who live in New York City +or Boston or Philadelphia; who go on excursions to Coney Island, to Long +Branch, or to Delaware Water Gap; and who, when they die, are buried in +Greenwood over in Brooklyn, or in Woodlawn up in Westchester County. In +other words, any story, to absorb their interest, must cater to the very +primitive feminine liking for identity. This liking, this passion, their +own special authors have thoroughly comprehended, and keep it constantly +in mind in the development of their plots. + +This taste for better literature could be helped along immeasurably if +still another original-minded philanthropist were to make it his +business that no tenement baby should be without its "Mother Goose" and, +a little later, its "Little Women," "Uncle Tom's Cabin," "Robinson +Crusoe," and all the other precious childhood favorites. As it is, the +majority know nothing about them. + + +But, after all, the greatest factor in the ultimate development of the +working girl as a wage-earning unit--the most potent force for the +adjustment of all the difficulties besetting her at every turn, and for +the righting of all her wrongs, social, economic, or moral--will be the +attitude which she herself assumes toward the dispassionate +consideration of those difficulties to be adjusted, and of those wrongs +to be righted. + +At the present time there is nobody so little concerned about herself +and her condition as the working woman herself. Taking everything into +consideration, and in spite of conditions which, to the observer viewing +them at a distance great enough to get a perspective, seem +irreconcilably harsh and bitter--in the face of all this, one must +characterize the working woman as a contented, if not a happy woman. +That is the great trouble that will have to be faced in any effort to +alleviate her condition. She is too contented, too happy, too patient. +But not wholesomely so. Hers is a contentment, a happiness, a patience +founded, not in normal good health and the joy of living and working, +but in apathy. Her lot is hard, but she has grown used to it; for, being +a woman, she is patient and long-suffering. She does not entirely +realize the tragedy of it all, and what it means to herself, or to her +children perhaps yet to be born. + +In the happy future, the working girl will no longer be content to be +merely "worked." Then she will have learned to work. She will have +learned to work intelligently, and, working thus, she will begin to +think--to think about herself and all those things which most vitally +concern her as a woman and as a wage-earner. And then, you may depend +upon it, she will settle the question to please herself, and she will +settle it in the right way. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[1] "The Church and Social Problems," by Rev. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: The Long Day</p> +<p> The Story of a New York Working Girl As Told by Herself</p> +<p>Author: Dorothy Richardson</p> +<p>Release Date: January 29, 2010 [eBook #31118]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LONG DAY***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Martin Pettit,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (http://www.pgdp.net)</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_iii" id="Page_iii">[Pg iii]</a></span></p> + +<h1>THE LONG DAY</h1> + +<h2>THE STORY OF A NEW YORK WORK-<br />ING GIRL * * AS TOLD BY HERSELF</h2> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<div class="center"><img src="images/logo.jpg" width='100' height='104' alt="Logo" /></div> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<h3>NEW YORK<br />THE CENTURY CO.<br />1905</h3> + +<hr /> + +<div class="center"><img src="images/frontis.jpg" width='474' height='700' alt="frontispiece" /></div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_iv" id="Page_iv">[Pg iv]</a></span></p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<h4>Copyright, 1905, by<br /><span class="smcap">The Century Co.</span></h4> + +<h4><i>Published October, 1905</i></h4> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<h4>THE DEVINNE PRESS</h4> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_v" id="Page_v">[Pg v]</a></span></p> + +<div class="block"> +<h3>TO MY THREE "LADY-FRIENDS"</h3> + +<p>Happy, fortunate Minnie; Bessie, of gentle memory; and that other, +silent figure in the tragedy of Failure, the long-lost, erring Eunice, +with the hope that, if she still lives, her eye may chance to fall upon +this page, and reading the message of this book, she may heed.</p></div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_vii" id="Page_vii">[Pg vii]</a></span></p> + +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<table summary="contents"> +<tr><td align='left' colspan='2'> CHAPTER</td><td align='right'>PAGE</td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>I </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which I Arrive in New York</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_3">3</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>II </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which I Start Out in Quest of Work</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_16">16</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>III </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">I Try "Light" Housekeeping in a Fourteenth-street Lodging-house</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_27">27</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>IV </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">Wherein Fate Brings Me Good Fortune in One Hand and Disaster in the Other</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_44">44</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>V </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which I am "Learned" by Phœbe in the Art of Box-making</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_58">58</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>VI </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which Phœbe and Mrs. Smith Hold Forth upon Music and Literature</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_75">75</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>VII </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which I Acquire a Story-book Name and Make the Acquaintance of Miss Henrietta Manners</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_92">92</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>VIII </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">Wherein I Walk through Dark and Devious Ways with Henrietta Manners</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_108">108</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>IX </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">Introducing Henrietta's "Special Gentleman-friend"</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_123">123</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>X </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which I Find Myself a Homeless Wanderer in the Night</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_142">142</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XI </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">I Become an "Inmate" of a Home for Working Girls</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_151">151</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_viii" id="Page_viii">[Pg viii]</a></span>XII </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which I Spend a Happy Four Weeks Making Artificial Flowers</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_180">180</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XIII </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">Three "Lady-friends," and the Adventures that Befall Them</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_197">197</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XIV </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which a Tragic Fate Overtakes my "Lady-friends"</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_215">215</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XV </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">I Become a "Shaker" in a Steam-laundry</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_229">229</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XVI </td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">In which it is Proved to Me that the Darkest Hour Comes Just Before the Dawn</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_249">249</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'></td><td align='left'><span class="smcap">Epilogue</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_266">266</a></td></tr> +</table> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span></p> + +<h1>THE LONG DAY</h1> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<h2>I</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH I ARRIVE IN NEW YORK</h3> + +<p>The rain was falling in great gray blobs upon the skylight of the little +room in which I opened my eyes on that February morning whence dates the +chronological beginning of this autobiography. The jangle of a bell had +awakened me, and its harsh, discordant echoes were still trembling upon +the chill gloom of the daybreak. Lying there, I wondered whether I had +really heard a bell ringing, or had only dreamed it. Everything about me +was so strange, so painfully new. Never before had I waked to find +myself in that dreary, windowless little room, and never before had I +lain in that narrow, unfriendly bed.</p> + +<p>Staring hard at the streaming skylight, I tried to think, to recall some +one of the circumstances that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> might possibly account for my having +entered that room and for my having laid me down on that cot. When? and +how? and why? How inexplicable it all was in those first dazed moments +after that rude awakening! And then, as the fantasies of a dream +gradually assume a certain vague order in the waking recollection, there +came to me a confused consciousness of the events of the preceding +twenty-four hours—the long journey and the weariness of it; the +interminable frieze of flying landscape, with its dreary, snow-covered +stretches blurred with black towns; the shriek of the locomotive as it +plunged through the darkness; the tolling of ferry-bells, and then, at +last, the slow sailing over a black river toward and into a giant city +that hung splendid upon the purple night, turret upon turret, and tower +upon tower, their myriad lights burning side by side with the stars, a +city such as the prophets saw in visions, a city such as dreamy +childhood conjures up in the muster of summer clouds at sunset.</p> + +<p>Suddenly out of this chaotic recollection of unearthly splendors came +the memory, sharp and pinching, of a new-made grave on a wind-swept hill +in western Pennsylvania. With equal suddenness, too, the fugue of +thundering locomotives, and shrieking whistles, and sad, sweet tollings +of ferry-bells massed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> itself into the clangorous music of a terrifying +monody—"<span class="smaller">WORK OR STARVE, WORK OR STARVE</span>!"</p> + +<p>And then I remembered! An unskilled, friendless, almost penniless girl +of eighteen, utterly alone in the world, I was a stranger in a strange +city which I had not yet so much as seen by daylight. I was a waif and a +stray in the mighty city of New York. Here I had come to live and to +toil—out of the placid monotony of a country town into the storm and +stress of the wide, wide, workaday world. Very wide awake now, I jumped +out of bed upon the cold oil-cloth and touched a match to the pile of +paper and kindling-wood in the small stove. There was a little puddle of +water in the middle of the floor under the skylight, and the drip in +falling had brushed against the sleeve of my shirt-waist and soaked into +the soles of my only pair of shoes. I dressed as quickly as the cold and +my sodden garments permitted. On the washstand I found a small tin ewer +and a small tin basin to match, and I dabbed myself gingerly in the cold, stale water.</p> + +<p>Another jangle of the harsh bell, and I went down dark stairs to the +basement and to breakfast, wondering if I should be able to recognize +Miss Jamison; for I had caught but a glimpse of my new landlady on my +arrival the previous midnight. Wrapped in a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> faded French flannel +kimono, her face smeared with cold cream, her hair done up in curling +"kids," she had met and arranged terms with me on the landing in front +of her bedroom door as the housemaid conducted me aloft. Making due +allowance for the youth-and-beauty-destroying effects of the kimono, +curling "kids," and cold cream, and substituting in their stead a snug +corset, an undulated pompadour, and a powdered countenance, +respectively, I knew about what to look for in the daylight Miss +Jamison. A short, plump, blonde lady in the middle forties, I predicted +to myself. The secretary of the Young Women's Christian Association, to +which I had written some weeks before for information as to respectable +and cheap boarding-houses, had responded with a number of names and +addresses, among them that of Miss Elmira Jamison, "a lady of very high Christian ideals."</p> + +<p>Miss Jamison was no disappointment. She fulfilled perfectly all my +preconceived notions of what she would look like when properly attired. +Spying me the moment I got inside the dining-room door, she immediately +pounced upon me and hurried me off to a seat, when a girl in a dirty +white apron began to unload off a tray a clatter of small dishes under +my nose, while another servant tossed a wet,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> warm napkin upon my plate. +My breakfast consisted of heterogeneous little dabs of things in the +collection of dishes, and which I ate with not the greatest relish in +the world.</p> + +<p>There were several score of breakfasters in the two big rooms, which +seemed to occupy the entire basement floor. They ate at little tables +set uncomfortably close together. Gradually my general observations +narrowed down to the people at my own table. I noticed a young man +opposite who wore eye-glasses and a carefully brushed beard; an old +lady, with a cataract in her left eye, who sat at the far end of the +table; a little fidgety, stupid-looking, and very ugly woman who sat +next the bearded young man; and a young girl, with dancing, roguish +black eyes, who sat beside me. The bearded young man talked at a great +rate, and judging from the cackling laughter of the fidgety woman and +the intensely interested expression of the cataracted lady, the subject +was one of absorbing interest.</p> + +<p>Gradually I discovered that the topic of discourse was none other than +our common hostess and landlady; and gradually, too, I found myself +listening to the history of Miss Elmira Jamison's career as a purveyor +of bed and board to impecunious and homeless mortals.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span></p><p>Five years ago Miss Jamison had come into this shabby though eminently +respectable neighborhood, and opened a small boarding-house in a +neighboring street. She had come from some up-State country town, and +her bureaus and bedsteads were barely enough to furnish the small, +old-fashioned house which she took for a term of years. Miss Jamison was +a genius—a genius of the type peculiar to the age in which we live. She +wasn't the "slob" that she looked. The epithet is not mine, but that of +the young gentleman to whom I am indebted for this information. No, +indeed; Miss Jamison was anything but a "slob," as one soon found out +who had occasion to deal with her very long. A shrewd, exacting, +penny-for-penny and dollar-for-dollar business woman was concealed under +the mask of her good-natured face and air of motherly solicitude. Miss +Jamison, at the very start-out of her career, was inspired to call her +little "snide" boarding-house after the founder of the particular creed +professed by the congregation of the neighboring church. The result was +that "The Calvin" immediately became filled with homeless Presbyterians, +or the homeless friends and acquaintances of Presbyterians. They not +only filled her house, but they overflowed, and to preserve the overflow +Miss Jamison rented the adjoining house.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span></p><p>Miss Jamison was now a successful boarding-house keeper on a scale +large enough to have satisfied the aspirations of a less clever woman. +But she longed for other denominations to feed and house. Of the +assortment that offered themselves, she chose the Methodists next, and +soon had several flourishing houses running under the pious appellation +"Wesley," which name, memorialized in large black letters on a brass +sign, soon became a veritable magnet to board-seeking Methodism.</p> + +<p>The third and last venture of the energetic lady, and the one from which +she was to derive her largest percentage of revenue, was the +establishment of the place of which I had so recently become an inmate. +Of all three of Miss Jamison's boarding-houses, this was the largest and +withal the cheapest and most democratic: in which characteristics it but +partook of the nature of the particular sort of church-going public it +wished to attract, which was none other than the heterodox element which +flocked in vast numbers to All People's church. The All People's edifice +was a big, unsightly brick building. It had been originally designed for +a roller-skating rink.</p> + +<p>All People's, as the church was colloquially named, was one of the most +popular places of worship in the city. Every Sunday, both at morning and +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span>evening services, the big rink was packed to the doors with people who +were attracted quite as much by the good music as they were by the +popular preaching of the very popular divine. A large percentage of this +great congregation was recruited from the transient element of +population which lives in lodgings and boarding-houses. From its +democracy and lack of all ceremony, it was a church which appealed +particularly to those who were without ties or affiliations. Into this +sanctuary the lonely young man (or girl) of a church-going temperament +was almost sure to drift sooner or later if his probationary period of +strangerhood happened to fall in this section of the city.</p> + +<p>The clever Miss Jamison put a sign bearing the legend, "All People's," +on each of the doors of six houses, opposite the church, which she +acquired one by one as her business increased. The homeless and lonely +who came to All People's for spiritual refreshment, or to gratify their +curiosity, remained to patronize Miss Jamison's "special Sunday" +thirty-five-cent table d'hôte, served in the basement of one house; or +bought a meal-ticket for four dollars, which entitled them to twenty-one +meals served in the basement of another of the houses; or for the sum of +five dollars and upward insured themselves<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> the privilege of a week's +lodging and three meals a day served in still another of the basements.</p> + +<p>Such is the history of Miss Jamison as detailed at the breakfast-table +that Sunday morning.</p> + +<p>I went out for a walk late in the afternoon, and wandered about, +homesick and lonely. When I returned dinner was over and the dining-room +almost deserted, only a few remaining to gossip over their dessert and +coffee. At my table all had gone save the young girl with the dark eyes, +who, I felt instinctively, was a very nice and agreeable girl. As I +approached the table, she raised her eyes from the book she was reading +and gave me a diffident little bow, when, seeing I was so glad to +respond to it, she immediately smiled in a friendly way.</p> + +<p>From the glimpse I had caught of her during the morning meal, I had +thought her very pretty in a smart, stiffly starched, mannish-looking +shirt-waist. That night she looked even prettier, clad in a +close-fitting cloth gown of dark wine-color. I noticed, too, as I sat +down beside her, that she was an unusually big woman.</p> + +<p>"How do you like the boarding-house by this time?" she asked, with an +encouraging smile, to which I responded as approvingly as I could in the +remembrance of the cheerless hall bedroom far above,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> and in the +presence of the unappetizing dinner spread before me.</p> + +<p>"Well, I think it's rotten, if you'll excuse my French," laughed Miss +Plympton, as she cut a square of butter off the common dish and passed +it to me. "And I guess you think so, too, only you're too polite to +roast the grub like the rest of us do. But you'll get over that in time. +I was just the same way when I first begun living in boarding-houses, +but I've got bravely over that now.</p> + +<p>"I've been here just a little over a week myself," she went on in her +frank and engaging manner. "I saw you this morning, and I just knew how +you felt. I thought I'd die of homesickness when I came. Not a soul +spoke to me for four days. Not that anybody would want to particularly +get acquainted with these cattle, only I'm one of the sort that has got +to have somebody to speak to. So this morning I said to myself, when I +saw you, that I'd put on nerve and up and speak to you even if you did +turn me down. And that's why I waited for you to-night."</p> + +<p>I responded that I was glad she had been so informal; absence of +formality being the meaning I interpreted from her slang, which was much +more up-to-date and much more vigorous than that to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> which I had been +accustomed in the speech of a small country village. As I ate, we +talked. We talked a little about a great many things in which we were +not at all interested, and a very great deal about ourselves and the +hazards of fortune which had brought our lives together and crossed them +thus at Miss Jamison's supper-table,—subjects into which we entered +with all the zest and happy egotism of youth. Of this egotism I had the +greater preponderance, probably because of my three or four years' less +experience of life. Before we rose from the table I had told Miss +Plympton the story of my life as it had been lived thus far.</p> + +<p>Of her own story, all I knew was that she was a Westerner, that she had +worked a while in Chicago, and had come to New York on a mission similar +to my own—to look for a job. We went together to her room, which was as +small and shabby as my own, and a few minutes later we were sitting +round the little Jenny Lind stove, listening to the pleasant crackle of +the freshly kindled fire. Both were silent for a few minutes. Then my new friend spoke.</p> + +<p>"What does that put you in mind of?" she asked slowly.</p> + +<p>"You mean the crackle of the kindling-wood and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> the snap of the coal as +the flames begin to lick it?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"U-m-m, yes; the crackle of the wood and the snap of the coal," said the +girl in a dreamy tone.</p> + +<p>"Home!" I cried, quick as a flash. "It makes me think of home—of the +home I used to have," and my eyes blurred.</p> + +<p>"Here, too! Home!" she replied softly. "Funny, isn't it, that we have so +many ideas exactly alike? But I suppose that's because we were both +brought up in the country."</p> + +<p>"In the country!" I exclaimed in surprise. "I thought you were from Chicago."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; I'm from the country. I didn't go to Chicago till I was twenty. +I lived all my life on a farm in Iowa, till I went up to get a job in +Chicago after my father died and I was all alone in the world. We lived +in the very wildest part of the State—in the part they call the 'Big +Woods.' Oh, I know all about frontier life. And there's hardly any kind +of 'roughing it' that I haven't done. I was born to it."</p> + +<p>She laughed, opening the stove door, for the elbow of the pipe was now +red-hot and threatening conflagration to the thin board partition +behind, which divided the little room from that of the next lodger.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span></p><p>A loud thump upon the board partition startled us. We listened for a +few moments,—at first with alarm,—and then realized that the noise was +only the protest of a sleepy boarder.</p> + +<p>Presently, as we continued to talk, the banging of a shoe-heel on the +wall grew more insistent. We heard doors opening along the hall, and a +high, raucous voice invoked quiet in none too polite phrase. So I said, +"Good night," in a whisper and tiptoed to my own door.</p> + +<p>Thus began my acquaintance with Minnie Plympton—an acquaintance which, +ripening later into a warm friendship, was to have an incalculable +influence upon my life.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span></p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH I START OUT IN QUEST OF WORK</h3> + +<p>When I woke up the next morning it was to find a weight of homesickness +lying heavy upon my heart—homesickness for something which, alas! no +longer existed save in memory. Then I remembered the girl on the floor +below, and soon I was dressing with a light heart, eager to hurry down +to breakfast. I was somewhat disappointed to find that she had eaten her +breakfast and gone. I went out upon the stoop, hailed a newsboy, and +sought my skylight bedroom.</p> + +<p>It was with a hope born of youth and inexperience that I now gave +systematic attention to "<span class="smcap">Help Wanted</span>—Female." I will confess that at +first I was ambitious to do only what I chose to esteem "lady-like" +employment. I had taught one winter in the village school back home, and +my pride and intelligence naturally prompted me to a desire to do +something in which I could use my head, my tongue, my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> wits—anything, +in fact, rather than my hands. The advertisements I answered all held +out inducements of genteel or semi-genteel nature—ladies' companions; +young women to read aloud to blind gentlemen and to invalids; assistants +in doctors' and dentists' offices, and for the reception-room of +photograph galleries. All of them requested answers in "own handwriting, +by mail only." I replied to scores of such with no success.</p> + +<p>There was also another kind of illusive advertisement which I answered +in prodigal numbers in the greenness of these early days. These were +those deceitfully worded requests for "bright, intelligent ladies—no +canvassing." And not less prodigal were the returns I got. They came in +avalanches by every mail, from patent-medicine concerns, +subscription-book publishers, novelty manufacturers—all in search of +canvassers to peddle their trash.</p> + +<p>I might have saved much superfluous effort, and saved myself many +postage-stamps, had I been fortunate enough to have had the advice of +Miss Plympton throughout this first week. But Miss Plympton had gone +away for several days. I had not seen her since we had parted on Sunday +night; but Monday evening, when I went to the table, I found a hasty +note saying she had gone out of town to see about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> a job, and would see +me later. That was all. I found myself longing for her more and more as +the week wore away.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, however, I did not allow the sentiment of an interrupted +acquaintance to interfere with my quest for a job, nor did I sit idle in +Miss Jamison's boarding-house waiting for replies. I had only a few +dollars in the world, and on the other side of those few dollars I saw +starvation staring me in the face unless I found work very soon. I +planned my search for work as systematically as I might have conducted a +house-cleaning. As soon as each day's grist of "wants" was sifted and a +certain quota disposed of by letter, I set out to make personal +applications to such as required it. This I found to be an even more +discouraging business than the epistolary process, as it was bitterly +cold and the streets were filled with slush and snow. The distances were +interminable, and each day found my little hoard dwindling away with +frightful rapidity into innumerable car-fares and frequent cups of +coffee at wayside lunch-counters. I traveled over miles and miles of +territory, by trolley-car, by elevated train and ferry-boat, to +Brooklyn, to Harlem, to Jersey City and Newark, only to reach my +destination cold and hungry, and to be interviewed by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> a seedy man with +a patent stove-lifter, a shirt-waist belt, a contrivance for holding up +a lady's train, or a new-fangled mop—anything, everything that a +persistent agent might sell to the spendthrift wife of an American workingman.</p> + +<p>By the end of the week I was obliged to hunt for another boarding-house +as well as continue the search for work. My little bedroom under the +skylight, and three meals per day of none too plentiful and wretchedly +cooked food, required the deposit of five dollars a week in advance. +With but a few dollars left in my purse, and the prospect of work still +far off, nothing in the world seemed so desirable as that I might be +able to pass the remainder of my days in Miss Jamison's house, and that +I might be able to breakfast indefinitely in her dark basement dining-room.</p> + +<p>Sunday morning came around again. I had been a week in the city, and was +apparently no nearer to earning a livelihood than the day I started out. +I had gained a little experience, but it had been at the cost of nearly +five precious dollars, all spent in street-car fare and postage-stamps; +of miles and miles of walking through muddy, slushy streets; and at the +sacrifice of my noon lunch, which I could have had done up for me at the +boarding-house without<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> extra charge, but which my silly vanity did not +allow me to carry around under my arm.</p> + +<p>Sunday morning again, and still no Miss Plympton. She was under +discussion when I reached the breakfast-table. The lady with the +cataract and her friend were speaking of how well she always dressed, +and one of them wondered how she managed to do it, since she had no +visible means of support. Dr. Perkins didn't seem to relish the turn the +conversation had taken, and suddenly he fell completely out of it. But +the gossips clacked on regardless, until they were brought to a +standstill by a peremptory exclamation from the end of the table.</p> + +<p>"Excuse me," spoke up the doctor, dryly, "but I'll have to ask you to +change the subject. You are talking about a young lady of whom you know +absolutely nothing!"</p> + +<p>The scandal-mongers finished breakfast in silence and soon shuffled away +in their bedroom slippers.</p> + +<p>"Old cats!" said the doctor, energetically. "Boarding-house life breeds +them. A boarding-house is no place for anybody. It perverts all the +natural instincts, mental, moral, and physical. You'd hardly believe it, +but I've lived in boarding-houses so long that I can't digest really +wholesome food any more."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span></p><p>When at last we rose to go, he handed me a card upon which I later read +this astonishing inscription in heavy black type: "<span class="smcap">Painless Perkins</span>"; +and, in smaller type underneath, the information that the extracting or +filling of molars; crown and bridge work; or the fitting of artificial +teeth, would be done by Painless Perkins in a "Particularly Pleasing +Way," and that he was "Predisposed to Popular Prices."</p> + +<p>With no books to read, and no advertisements to answer, and no friend +with whom to gossip, the day stretched before me a weary, dreary waste, +when I happened to think of the church across the way, something of the +history of which I had heard from Painless Perkins. And so I joined the +crowd of strangers who were pouring into the doors of "All People's" to +the music of a sweet-toned bell.</p> + +<p>I was there early, but the auditorium was packed, and I was ushered to a +camp-chair in the aisle. The crowd was not suggestive of fashionable New +York, though there were present many fine-looking, well-groomed men and +women. But nearly everybody was neatly and decently if not well dressed. +Many of the faces looked as sad and lonely as I felt. They appeared to +be strangers—homeless wanderers who had come here to church not so much +for worship<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> as to come in touch with human beings. I was too tired, too +discouraged even to hear what the earnest-voiced preacher said. The two +girls sitting directly in front of me listened intently, as they passed +a little bag of peppermints back and forth, and I envied them the +friendship which that furtive bag of peppermints betokened. If I had had +any prospect of getting a job the following week, I too could have +listened to the preacher. As it was, my ears were attuned only to the +terrifying refrain which had haunted me all week: "<span class="smcap">Work or Starve, Work +or Starve</span>!" After a while I tried to rouse myself and to take in the +sermon which was holding the great congregation breathless. It was about +the Good Samaritan. I heard a few sentences. Then the preacher's voice +was lost once more in that insistent refrain.</p> + +<p>Dinner at noon and supper in the evening in the dark house across the +street, and still my friend was absent. The scandal-mongers were as busy +as ever, for Painless Perkins was away.</p> + +<p>Monday morning I made my way eastward on foot, across Union Square. The +snow had been falling all night and was still sifting down in big, +flowery flakes. The trees under their soft, feathery burdens looked like +those that grow only in a child's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> picture-book. The slat-benches were +covered with soft white blankets that were as yet undisturbed, for the +habitual bench tramp was not abroad so early in the morning.</p> + +<p>I was up extraordinarily early, as I started out on a double search. The +first item on my list—"Board and room, good neighborhood, $3.00"—took +me south across Fourteenth Street, choked and congested with the morning +traffic. The pavements were filled with hurrying crowds—factory-hands, +mill-girls, mechanics—the vanguard of the great labor army. I hunted +for Mrs. McGinniss's residence in a street which pays little attention +to the formality of numbers. An interview with a milk-cart driver +brought the discouraging news that I might find it somewhere between +First and Second avenues, and I hurried on down the street, which +stretched away and dipped in the far distance under the framework of the +elevated railroad. The stoop-line on either side presented an +interminable vista of small, squalid shops, meat-markets, and saloons.</p> + +<p>Wedged between a paper-box factory and a blacksmith's shop I found Mrs. +McGinniss's number. It was a five-story red-brick tenement, like all the +others that rise above the stoop-line of this poverty-stricken street. A +soiled scrap of paper pasted beneath the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> button informed possible +visitors that Mrs. McGinniss lived on the fifth floor, that her bell was +out of order, and that one should "Push Guggenheim's."</p> + +<p>The Guggenheims responded with a click from above. I ascended a flight +of dark stairs, at the top of which there was ranged an ambuscade of +numerous small Guggenheims who had gushed out in their underdrawers and +petticoats. Their mother, in curl-papers, gave explicit directions for my guidance upward.</p> + +<p>"Is this where Mrs. McGinniss lives?" I inquired of the dropsical +slattern who responded to my rap.</p> + +<p>"I'm her."</p> + +<p>Mrs. McGinniss's manner was aggressive. Conscious of her bare, sodden +arms and dripping gingham apron, she evidently supposed I had mistaken +her for a laundress instead of the lady of her own house, and she showed +her resentment by chilly reticence.</p> + +<p>"I don't run no boarding-house, and I don't take just any trash that +come along, either."</p> + +<p>I agreed that these were excellent qualities in a landlady, and then, +somewhat mollified, she led the way through a steamy passage into a +stuffy bedroom. It had one window, looking out into an air-shaft filled +with lines of fluttering garments and a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> network of fire-escapes. A +slat-bed, a bureau, a washstand with a noseless pitcher, and a +much-spotted Brussels carpet completed the furnishings, and out of all +exuded ancient odors of boiled cabbage and soap-suds.</p> + +<p>"There's one thing, though, I won't stand for, and that's cigarettes. +I've had the last girl in my house that smokes cigarettes I'm going to +have. Look at that nice carpet! Look at it! All burned full of holes +where that trollop throwed her matches."</p> + +<p>I hurried away, with a polite promise to consider the McGinniss accommodations.</p> + +<p>The abode of Mrs. Cunningham was but a few blocks away. Mrs. Cunningham +did not live in a flat, but in the comparative gentility of "up-stairs +rooms" over a gaudy undertaking establishment. She proved to be an Irish +lady with a gin-laden breath. Her eyes were blue and bleared, and looked +in kindly fashion through a pair of large-rimmed and much-mended +spectacles, from which one of the glasses had totally disappeared. She +was affable, and responded to my questions with almost maudlin +tenderness, calling me "dearie" throughout the interview. Her little +parlor was hung with chromo reproductions of great religious paintings, +and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> close atmosphere was redolent of the heavy perfume of lilies +and stale tuberoses. Remarking the unusual prodigality of flowers, the +good lady explained that the undertaker beneath was in the habit of +showing his esteem by the daily tender of such funeral decorations as +had served their purpose. Mrs. Cunningham's accommodations at four +dollars per week were beyond my purse, however; but, as she was willing +to talk all day, my exit was made with difficulty.</p> + +<p>The remainder of that day and a good part of the days that followed were +spent in interviewing all manner of landladies, most of whom, like Mrs. +McGinniss's bell, were disordered physically or mentally. Heartsick, I +decided by Saturday to take blind chances with the janitress of a +Fourteenth-street lodging-house. She had a cleft palate, and all I could +understand of her mutilated talk was that the room would be one dollar a +week with "light-housekeeping" privileges thrown in. I had either to pay +Miss Jamison another five dollars that next morning or take chances +here. I took the hazard, paid the necessary one dollar to the more or +less inarticulate woman, and went back to Miss Jamison's to get my +baggage and to eat the one dinner that was still due me—not forgetting +to leave a little note for the still absent Minnie Plympton, giving her my new address.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span></p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<h3>I TRY "LIGHT" HOUSEKEEPING IN A FOURTEENTH-STREET LODGING-HOUSE</h3> + +<p>Bedtime found me thoroughly settled in my new quarters, and myself in +quite an optimistic frame of mind as I drew close to the most fearfully +and wonderfully mutilated little cook-stove that ever cheered the heart +of a lonely Fourteenth-street "light housekeeper." In the red-hot glow +of its presence, and with the inspiring example of courage and fortitude +which it presented, how could I have felt otherwise than optimistic? It +was such a tiny mite of a stove, and it seemed to have had such a world +of misfortune and bad luck! There was something whimsically, almost +pathetically, human about it. This, it so pleased my fancy to believe, +was because of the sufferings it had borne. Its little body cracked and +warped and rust-eaten, the isinglass lights in its door long since +punched out by the ruthless poker, the door itself swung to on the +broken hinge by a twisted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> nail—a brave, bright, merry little cripple +of a stove, standing on short wooden legs. I made the interesting +discovery that it was a stove of the feminine persuasion; "Little +Lottie" was the name which I spelled out in the broken letters that it +wore across its glowing heart. And straightway Little Lottie became more +human than ever—poor Little Lottie, the one solitary bright and +cheerful object within these four smoke-grimed walls which I had elected to make my home.</p> + +<p>Home! The tears started at the mere recollection of the word. The +firelight that flickered through the broken door showed an ironical +contrast between the home that now was and that which once had been, and +to which I looked back with such loving thoughts that night. A narrow +wooden bedstead, as battered and crippled as Little Lottie, but without +the latter's air of sympathy and companionship; a tremulous kitchen +table; a long box set on end and curtained off with a bit of faded +calico, a single chair with a mended leg—these rude conveniences +comprised my total list of housekeeping effects, not forgetting, of +course, the dish-pan, the stubby broom, and the coal-scuttle, along with +the scanty assortment of thick, chipped dishes and the pots and pans on +the shelf behind the calico curtain. There was no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> bureau, only a waved +bit of looking-glass over the sink in the corner. My wardrobe was strung +along the row of nails behind the door, a modest array of petticoats and +skirts and shirt-waists, with a winter coat and a felt sailor-hat. +Beneath them, set at right angles to the corner, was the little +old-fashioned swell-top trunk, which precaution prompted me to drag +before the door. It had been my mother's trunk, and this was the first +journey it had made since it carried her bridal finery to and from the +Philadelphia Centennial. In the quiet, uneventful years that followed it +had reposed in a big, roomy old garret, undisturbed save at the annual +spring house-cleaning, or when we children played "The Mistletoe Bough" +and hid in it the skeleton which had descended to us as a relic of our +grandfather's student days.</p> + +<p>What a change for the little old trunk and what a change for me the last +twelve months had brought about! After the door had been further +barricaded by piling the chair on top of the trunk, and the coal-scuttle +on top of the chair, I blew out the evil-smelling lamp and crept with +fear and trembling into a most inhospitable-looking bed. It received my +slight weight with a groan, and creaked dismally every time I stirred. +Through the thin mattress I could<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> feel the slats, that seemed hard +bands of pain across my tired body.</p> + +<p>From where I was lying I could look straight into Little Lottie's heart, +now a steady, glowing mass of coals. Little Lottie invited me to +retrospection. How different it all was in reality from what I had +imagined it would be! In the story-books it is always so alluring—this +coming to a great city to seek one's fortune. A year ago I had been +teaching in a little school-house among my Pennsylvania hills, and I +recalled now, very vividly, how I used to love, on just such cold winter +nights as this, when the wind whistled at every keyhole of the +farm-house where I boarded during the school year to pull my +rocking-chair into the chimney-corner and read magazine stories about +girls who lived in hall bedrooms on little or nothing a week; and of +what good times they had, or seemed to have, with never being quite +certain where the next meal was to come from, or whether it was to come +at all.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>I was wakened by the rattle of dishes, the clatter of pots and pans, and +the rancid odor of frying bacon, bespeaking the fact that somebody's +breakfast was under way in the next room to mine. I stepped across the +bare, cold floor to the window,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> and, rolling up the sagging +black-muslin blind, looked out upon the world. Bleak and unbeautiful was +the prospect that presented itself through the interstices of the spiral +fire-escape—a narrow vista strung with clothes-lines and buttressed all +about with the rear walls of high, gaunt, tottering tenements, the dirty +windows of which were filled with frowzy-headed women and children. +Something interesting was going on below, for in a moment every window +was thrown up, and a score of heads leaned far out. I followed suit.</p> + +<p>In the sloppy, slush-filled courtyard below two untidy women were +engaged in coarse vituperation that shortly led to blows. The window +next to mine was quickly raised, and I drew back to escape being +included in the category of curious spectators to this disgraceful +scene—but too late.</p> + +<p>"What's the row?" a voice asked with friendly familiarity. It was the +girl who had been frying the bacon, and she still held a greasy knife in +her hand. I answered that I did not know. She was very young, hardly +more than sixteen. She had a coarse, bold, stupid face, topped by a +heavy black pompadour that completely concealed any forehead she might +be supposed to possess. She was decidedly an ill-looking girl; but the +young fellow in his <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span>shirt-sleeves who now stuck his head out of the +window alongside of hers was infinitely more so. He had a weak face, +covered with pimples, and the bridge of his nose was broken; but, +despite these manifest facial defects, and notwithstanding the squalor +of his surroundings, a very high collar and a red necktie gave him the +unmistakable air of the cheap dandy. Again I gave a civil evasion to the +girl's trivial question, and as I did so her companion, looking over her +frowzy pompadour, stared at me with insolent familiarity. I jerked my +head in hurriedly, and, shutting the window, turned my attention to +Little Lottie. It was not long before my tea-kettle was singing merrily. +I was about to sit down to the first meal in my new abode, when an +insinuating rat-tat sounded on the door. I opened it to find the +ill-looking young fellow leaning languidly against the door-jamb, a +cigarette between his teeth.</p> + +<p>"What do you wish?" I asked, in my most matter-of-fact manner.</p> + +<p>He puffed some smoke in my face, then took the cigarette from his mouth +and looked at me, evidently at a loss for an answer.</p> + +<p>"The girl in there wants to know if you'll loan her one of your plates," +he replied at last.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry," I said, with freezing politeness<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span>—"I am very sorry, but I +have only one plate, and I'll need that myself," and I closed the door.</p> + +<p>After breakfast I walked up to First Avenue to lay in my provisions for +the day—a loaf of bread, a quart of potatoes, a quarter of a pound of +butter, and two cents' worth of milk. Never in my life before had I +bought anything on the Sabbath day, and never before had I seen a place +of business open for trade on that day. My people had not been sternly +religious people, and, theoretically, I didn't think I was doing +anything wicked; yet I felt, as I gave my order to the groceryman, as +though I were violating every sacred tradition of birth and breeding. +After that I tried to do all necessary marketing the day before, and if +I needed anything on Sunday I made myself go without it.</p> + +<p>Returning with my unholy provisions tucked under my arm and a +broken-nosed blue pitcher deftly concealed under my protecting cape, I +made my first daylight inventory of that block of Fourteenth Street +where I lived. On each corner stood a gaudy saloon, surmounted by a +Raines law hotel. It seemed to have been at one time the abode of +fashion, for though both ends of the block were supported by business +buildings, the entire middle presented a solid front of brownstone, +broken at intervals by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> long flights of steps leading to handsome, +though long-neglected black-walnut doors. The basements were given over to trade.</p> + +<p>On the stairs I was brought face to face again with my sinister-looking +young man. I looked straight ahead, so as to avoid his eyes. But I found +the way blocked, as he stretched his arms from banister to wall.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter with you?" he began coaxingly. "Say, I'll take you to +the theater, if you want to go. What do you say to 'The Jolly Grass +Widows' to-morrow night?"</p> + +<p>Thoroughly frightened, I responded to the unwarranted invitation by +retreating two steps down the stairs, whereupon the young ruffian jumped +down and grasped the arm in which I held my packages. I don't know what +nerved me up to such a heroic defense, but in the twinkling of an eye he +fell sprawling down the stairs, followed by the flying remnants of my +landlady's milk-pitcher. Then I ran up the remaining two flights as fast +as my feet would carry me, and landed in the midst of an altercation +between the inarticulate landlady and my girl neighbor. In passing, I +could make out enough of the wrangle to understand that the latter was +being ordered out of the house.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p><p>When quietness had been restored, there was a tap at my door. I +demanded the name of my visitor in as brave a voice as I could command. +"Mrs. Pringle," returned the broken voice of the landlady. I saw, when I +opened the door, that she wanted to talk to me. I also saw, what I had +not noticed in my hasty interview the night before, that she was +superior to most of the women of her class. She had been grimy and +unkempt the night before, after her long week's work of sweeping and +cleaning and coal-carrying; but to-day, in her clean wrapper and smooth +gray hair, there was a pathetic Sabbath-day air of cleanliness about her +spare, bent figure. Somehow, I felt that she would not be so very angry +when I explained about the pitcher, and I invited her in with genuine cordiality.</p> + +<p>She listened in silence to my story, her knotted hands folded upon her +starched gingham apron.</p> + +<p>"That's all right!" she replied, a smile lighting up her tired face. +"I'm just glad you broke the pitcher over that vile fellow's head."</p> + +<p>"You know him, then?" I suggested.</p> + +<p>She shook her head. "No, I don't know him, but I know the bad lot he +belongs to. I've just warned this girl in here to leave as soon as she +can pack her things. I gave her back her rent-money. She only<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> come day +afore yesterday, and I supposed she was an honest working-girl or I'd +never have took her. She pretended to me she was a skirt-hand, and it +turns out she's nothin' but a common trollop. And I hated to turn her +out, too, even if she did talk back to me something awful. She can't be +more 'n sixteen; but, somehow or t' other, when a girl like that goes to +be bad, there ain't no use trying to reason 'em out of it. You come from +the country, don't you?"</p> + +<p>There was a kindly curiosity mirrored in the dim, sunken eyes which +surveyed me steadily, a lingering accent of repressed tenderness in her +voice, and I did not deem it beneath my dignity to tell this decent, +motherly soul my little story.</p> + +<p>She listened attentively. "I knowed you were a well-brought-up young +woman the moment I laid eyes on you," she began, the maimed words +falling gently from her lips, despite the high, cracked voice in which +they were spoken. "And I knowed you was from the country, too; so I did. +You don't mind, honey, do you, if I speak sort of plain with you, being +as I'm an old woman and you just a slip of a girl? Do you, now?"</p> + +<p>I replied that she might speak just as plainly as she liked with me and +I would take no offense, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> then she smiled approvingly upon me and +drew her little checked breakfast-shawl closer about her sunken bosom.</p> + +<p>"I like to hear you say that," she went on, "because so many girls won't +listen to a word of advice—least of all when it comes from an old woman +that they thinks don't know as much as they does. They don't relish +being told how careful they ought to be about the people they get +acquainted with. Now I'm talking to you just as if you was one of my +own. You may think you are wise, and all that,—and you are a bright +sort of girl, I'll give you credit for that, only this is such a wicked +city. A young girl like you, with no folks of her own to go to when +she's discouraged and blue, 'll find plenty and to spare that'll be +willing to lead her off. This is a bad neighborhood you're in, and you +got to be mighty careful about yourself. Forewarned is forearmed, as +you've heard tell before; and I have saw so many young girls go wrong +that I felt could have been saved if somebody had just up and talked +straight at them in the beginning, like I'm talking here to you. I had a +girl here in this house two years agone. A pretty girl she was, and she +was from the country too. Somewheres up in Connecticut she come from. +She was a nice, innocent girl too, so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> she was, when she come here to +rent a room. This very room you've got was the one she had. Just as +quiet and modest and respectful spoken to her elders as you are, she +was. She worked down in St. Mark's Place. She was a cap-maker and got +four dollars a week. She started out to live honest, for she'd been +brought up decent. Her father, she told me when she come here, was a +blacksmith in some of them little country towns up there. She thought +she could make lots of money to come down here to work, and that she +could have a fine time; and I guess she was terrible disappointed when +she found just how things really was. She hankered for fine clothes and +to go to theaters, and there wasn't any chanst for neither on four +dollars a week. By and by, though, she did get to going out some with a +young fellow that worked where she did. He was a nice, decent young +fellow, and I'll warrant you she could have married him if she had acted +wise and sensible; and he'd like as not have made her a good provider. I +don't blame the men out and out, as some folks do; and I say that when a +young fellow sees that a girl 'll let him act free with her, he just +says to himself she'll let other fellows act free with her, and then he +don't want to marry her, no difference how much he might have thought of +her to begin with.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> That's what, I think, started this girl going wrong. +At first he'd just bring her to the door when they'd be out to the +theater, but by and by she got to taking him up to her room. Now it's +none of my business to interfere with people's comings and goings in +this house, being as I'm only the janitress. I have my orders from the +boss—who's a real nice sort of man—to only rent rooms to respectable +people, and to put anybody out where I knows there's bad conduct going +on. He's strong on morals, the boss is. He used to be a saloon-keeper, +and the Salvation Army converted him; and then he sold out and went into +this business. He has this place, and then he has a boarding-house on +Second Avenue. These Germans are awful kind men, when they are kind, and +Mr. Schneider has did a lot of good. If any of his tenants get sick and +can't pay their rent, or if they get out of work, he don't bounce them +into the street, but he just tells them to stay on and pay him when they +get caught up; and would you believe it that he never loses a cent, either!"</p> + +<p>Here the woman stopped for breath, which gave me an opportunity to turn +the channel of her talk back to the girl from Connecticut.</p> + +<p>"Well, I didn't have no right to tell the girl that she mustn't take her +gentleman friend to her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> room, because there ain't no law again it in +any light-housekeeping rooms. The people who live here are all +working-people and earn their livings; and they've got a right to do as +they please so they're quiet and respectable. But I took it on myself to +kind of let the girl understand that her beau would think more of her if +she just dropped him at the front door. A man 'll always pick a spunky, +independent girl that sort of keeps him at a stand-off every time, +anyway. She looked sort of miffed when I said this, and then I said that +she could set up with him any time she wanted in my sitting-room in the +basement, what is real comfortable furnished and pretty-looking—and +which you too is perfectly welcome to bring any gentleman company to any time you've a mind.</p> + +<p>"Well, she looked at me sort of scornful, and answered me real +peart-like, and said she guessed she could take care of herself. She +tossed her head in a pretty taking way she had, and walked down-stairs, +as though I had turribly insulted her; so what could I do?"</p> + +<p>Again she paused, panting for breath in short, wheezy gasps.</p> + +<p>"And what became of her at last?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"What became of her!" she echoed. "What<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> becomes of all of 'em?" and she +jerked her head significantly in the vague direction of the street. "She +left soon after that, though I never said another word to her, but just +kept on bidding her the time of day, as if nothing had ever passed +between us. I felt turrible about her leaving, too; and I tried to +persuade her she was making a mistake by leaving a house that she knowed +was decent and where she could manage to live within her means. Oh, you +don't know how I felt for days and weeks after she went. I knew how good +she was when she come to this house, and I kept thinking how my Annie +might have been just as foolish and heedless if she'd been throwed +amongst strangers and had the same temptations. I don't know where she +went exactly. She didn't give me much satisfaction about it, and I never +seen her again, till one morning this winter, when I went out to bring +in my ash-cans, I run right into her. It was real early in the morning, +just getting daylight. I always get up at five o'clock winter and +summer, because I'm used to it; and then I've got to, so's to get the +work done, for I can't work fast with my rheumatics. It was hardly light +enough yet for me to recognize her right away, and she did look so +forlorn and pitiful-like walking there so early in the morning in the +snow. It had snowed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> in the night, and it was the first we'd had this +season. She didn't see me at first. She was walking slow,—real slow and +lingering-like,—like them poor things do. I was standing at the top of +the stairs in the areaway, and her face was turned across the street, as +if she was expecting somebody. I tried to speak to her, but sometimes +something catches me when I'm strong moved and I can't sound a word for +several moments. And that's the way I was struck that morning. I started +to run after her; then I thought better of it, and sort of guessed she'd +turn around at the corner and come back. So I went to the cans and made +believe to be turrible interested in them, and when I looked up, sure +enough she had started back again, and I had caught her eye.</p> + +<p>"Thinking of Annie, I bade her the time of day real friendly-like, just +as though everything was all right, and I asked her to come in and have +a bite of breakfast. I'd left the coffee on the stove, and had fried +myself a nice mess of onions. She looked sort of half shamed and half +grateful, and had started to come with me, when all of a sudden she +stopped and said she guessed she couldn't that morning. Then she +strolled off again. I picked up my ash-cans and started down-stairs, but +I wasn't half-way down when I saw her hurrying along the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> other side of +the street with a man I'd seen come round the corner by Skelly's saloon +while we was talking together. And I never saw her again."</p> + +<p>An expression of pathos, infinitely sweet and tender, had crept into the +woman's thin, worn face—an expression in strange, almost ludicrous, +contrast to the high, cracked voice in which the talc had been +delivered. I gazed at the bent old creature with something like +reverence for the nobility which I now could read so plainly in every +line of her face—the nobility which can attach itself only to decency +of life and thought and action. In my brief interview with her in the +twilight of the evening before I had heard only the ridiculous jargon of +a woman without a palate, and I had seen only an old crone with a +soot-smeared face. But now the maimed voice echoed in my ears like the +sound of the little old melodeon with the broken strings—which had been my mother's.</p> + +<p>"I must be going now," she said, rising with an effort. "You'll come +down and see me sometimes, won't you, honey? I like young people. They +sort of cheer me up when I feel down. Come down this afternoon, if you +haven't got any place to go. Come down and I'll lend you some books."</p> + +<p>I thanked her, and promised I would.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p> +<h2>IV</h2> + +<h3>WHEREIN FATE BRINGS ME GOOD FORTUNE IN ONE HAND AND DISASTER IN THE OTHER</h3> + +<p>Monday morning—a cheerless, bleak Monday morning, with the rain falling +upon the slush-filled streets. I ate a hurried breakfast of bread and +butter and black coffee, locked my door, and started out with renewed +vigor to look for a job. I had learned by this time to use a little +discrimination in answering advertisements; and from now on I paid +attention to such prospective employers only as stated the nature of +their business and gave a street number.</p> + +<p>I had also learned another important thing, and that was that I could +not afford to be too particular about the nature of my job, as I watched +my small capital diminish day by day, despite my frugality. I would have +been glad, now, to get work at anything that promised the chance of a +meager livelihood. Anything to get a foothold. The chief obstacle seemed +to be my inexperience. I could obtain<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> plenty of work which in time +promised to pay me five dollars a week, but in the two or three months' +time necessary to acquire dexterity I should have starved to death, for +I had not money to carry me over this critical period.</p> + +<p>Work was plenty enough. It nearly always is so. The question was not how +to get a job, but how to live by such jobs as I could get. The low wages +offered to green hands—two and a half to three dollars a week—might do +for the girl who lived at home; but I had to pay room-rent and car-fare +and to buy food. So, as long as my small capital could be made to hold +out I continued my search for something that would pay at least five +dollars a week to begin with.</p> + +<p>On Monday night I was no nearer to being a bread-winner than when I had +started out for the first time from Miss Jamison's boarding-house. I +climbed the bare stairs at nightfall, and as I fumbled at the keyhole I +could hear the click of a typewriter in the room next to mine. My room +was quite dark, but there was a patch of dim white on the floor that +sent a thrill of gladness all over me. I lighted the lamp and tore open +the precious envelop before taking off my gloves or hat. It was a note +from Minnie Plympton, saying she had got employment as <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span>demonstrator for +a cereal-food company, and was making a tour of the small New England +cities. The letter was dated at Bangor, Maine, and she asked me to write +her at Portland, where she expected to be all week; and which I did, at +considerable length, after I had cooked and eaten my supper.</p> + +<p>Bread and butter and black coffee for breakfast, and potato-soup and +bread and butter for supper, with plain bread and butter done up in a +piece of paper and carried with me for luncheon—this was my daily menu +for the weeks that followed, varied on two occasions by the purchase of +a half-pint of New Orleans molasses.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>The advertisements for cigar and cigarette workers were very numerous; +and as that sounded like humble work, I thought I might stand a better +chance in that line than any other. Accordingly I applied to the foreman +of a factory in Avenue A, who wanted "bunch-makers." He heard my +petition in a drafty hallway through which a small army of boys and +girls were pouring, each one stopping to insert a key in a +time-register. They were just coming to work, for I was very early. The +foreman, a young German, cut me off unceremoniously by asking to see my +working-card; and when<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> I looked at him blankly, for I hadn't a ghost of +an idea what he meant, he strode away in disgust, leaving me to +conjecture as to his meaning.</p> + +<p>Nothing daunted, however, for I meant to be very energetic and brave +that morning, I went to the next factory. Here they wanted "labelers," +and as this sounded easy, I approached the foreman with something like +confidence. He asked what experience I'd had, and I gave him a truthful reply.</p> + +<p>"Sorry, but we're not running any kindergarten here," he replied curtly and turned away.</p> + +<p>I was still determined that I'd join the rank of cigar-makers. Somehow, +they impressed me as a very prosperous lot of people, and there was +something pungent and wholesome in the smell of the big, bright workrooms.</p> + +<p>The third foreman I besought was an elderly German with a paternal +manner. He listened to me kindly, said I looked quick, and offered to +put me on as an apprentice, explaining with much pomposity that +cigar-making was a very difficult trade, at which I must serve a three +years' apprenticeship before I could become a member of the union and +entitled to draw union wages. I left him feeling very humble, and +likewise disillusioned of my cigar-making ambitions.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span></p><p>"Girls wanted to learn binding and folding—paid while learning." The +address took me to Brooklyn Bridge and down a strange, dark thoroughfare +running toward the East River. Above was the great bridge, unreal, +fairy-like in the morning mist. I was looking for Rose Street, which +proved to be a zigzag alley that wriggled through one of the great +bridge arches into a world of book-binderies. Rose Street was choked +with moving carts loaded with yellow-back literature done up in bales. +The superintendent proved to be a civil young man. He did not need me +before Monday, but he told me to come back that day at half-past seven +and to bring a bone paper-cutter with me. He paid only three dollars a +week, and I accepted, but with the hope that as this was only Thursday, +and not yet nine o'clock, I might find something better in the meantime.</p> + +<p>A Brooklyn merchant was in need of two "salesladies—experience not +necessary." A trolley-car swirled me across the river, now glistering in +the spring sunshine. We were hurtled down interminable vistas of small +shops, always under the grim iron trestle of the elevated railroad. At +the end of an hour I entered the "Majestic," a small store stocked with +trash. After much dickering, Mr. Lindbloom and his wife decided I'd do +at three and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> a half dollars per week, working from seven in the morning +till nine in the evening, Saturdays till midnight. I departed with the +vow that if I must work and starve, I should not do both in Lindbloom's.</p> + +<p>Five cents got me back to Cortlandt Street in Manhattan, where I called +upon a candy-manufacturer who wanted bonbon-makers. The French foreman, +in snowy cap and apron, received me in a great room dazzling with +white-tile walls and floor, and filled with bright-eyed girls, also in +caps and aprons, and working before marble tables. The Frenchman was +polite and apologetic, but they never hired any but experienced workers.</p> + +<p>It was half-past three, and I had two more names on my list. Rose-making +sounded attractive, and I walked all the way up to Bond Street. Shabby +and prosaic, this street, strangely enough, has been selected as the +forcing-ground or nursery of artificial flowers. Its signs on both +sides, even unto the top floor, proclaim some specialization of +fashionable millinery—flowers, feathers, aigrets, wire hat-frames. On +the third floor, rear, of a once fashionable mansion, now fallen into +decay, I stumbled into a room, radiantly scarlet with roses. The +jangling bell attached to the door aroused no curiosity whatever in the +white-faced girls bending over these gay<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> garlands. It was a signal, +though, for a thick-set beetle-browed young fellow to bounce in from the +next room and curtly demand my business.</p> + +<p>"We only pay a dollar and a half to learners," he said, smiling +unpleasantly over large yellow teeth. I fled in dismay. Down Broadway, +along Bleecker, and up squalid Thompson Street I hurried to a paper-box factory.</p> + +<p>The office of E. Springer & Company was in pleasant contrast to the +flower sweat-shop, for all its bright colors. So, too, was there a +grateful comparison between the Jew of the ugly smile and the portly +young man who sat behind a glass partition and acknowledged my entrance +by glancing up from his ledger. The remark he made was evidently witty +and not intended for my ears, for it made the assistant bookkeeper—a +woman—and the two women typewriters laugh and crane their necks in my +direction. The bookkeeper climbed down from his high stool and opened +the glass door. He was as kind now as he was formerly merry. Possibly he +had seen my chin quiver the least bit, and knew I was almost ready to +cry. He did not ask many questions; but presently he sent one typewriter +flying up-stairs for the superintendent, and the other was sent to ask +of the forewoman if all the jobs were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> filled. The superintendent proved +to be a woman, shrewd, keen-faced, and bespectacled. The forewoman sent +down word that No. 105 had not rung up that morning, and that I could +have her key. The pay was three dollars a week to learners, but Miss +Price, the superintendent, thought I could learn in a week's time, which +opinion the portly gentleman heartily indorsed, and so I allowed him to +enroll my name. He gave me a key, showed me how to "ring up" in the +register at the foot of the stairs, and told me that henceforth I should +be known as "105."</p> + +<p>I thanked him in as steady a voice as I could command, and reached the +street door on the stroke of six, just in time to hear my shopmates of +the morrow laughing and scrambling down-stairs in their mad effort to +get away from that which I had been trying to obtain for so many weeks.</p> + +<p>The street I stepped into had been transformed. Behind my blurred +vision, as I hurried along, I saw no squalor, no wretchedness now. +Through tears of thankfulness the houses, the streets, and the hurrying +people were all glorified, all transfigured. Everything was right—the +whole world and everybody in it.</p> + +<p>Thus I sped homeward on that eventful evening,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> eager to tell my good +news to Mrs. Pringle, who, I knew, would be glad to hear it. As I drew +near the block where I lived, I became half conscious of something +strange and unusual in the atmosphere; I felt the strange sensation of +being lost, of being in the wrong place. Men and women stood about in +silent knots, and through the deep twilight I felt rather than heard the +deep throbbing of fire-engines. Pressing through the little knots of men +and women, I stood before the red mass of embers and watched the firemen +pour their quenching streams upon the ashes of my lodging-house.</p> + +<p>Dazed, stupefied, I asked questions of the bystanders. But nobody knew +anything definite. One man said he guessed a good many lives had been +lost; the woman next to him said she'd heard the number was five.</p> + +<p>The houses on both sides were still standing, the windows smashed in, +and the tenants fled. There seemed to be not even a neighbor who might +know of the fate of my lodging-house acquaintance or of my good friend +Mrs. Pringle. I spoke to a policeman. He listened gently, and then +conducted me to a house in Fifteenth Street, where they had offered +shelter for the night to any refugees who might desire it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span></p><p>The basement of this house had been turned into a dormitory, one +section for the men and the other for the women, who were in greater +number and came straggling in one by one. A man-servant in livery passed +hot coffee and sandwiches, which we swallowed mechanically, regarding +one another and our surroundings with stupid bewilderment. I had never +met any of these people before, though they had all been my fellow-lodgers.</p> + +<p>The girl sitting on the cot next to mine passed her cup up for more +coffee, and as she did so turned a quizzical gaze upon me. She was +stupid and ugly. Her quizzical look deepened into curiosity, and by and by she asked:</p> + +<p>"Youse didn't live there too, did youse?"</p> + +<p>Our common misfortune inspired me to a cordial reply, and we fell into a +discussion of the catastrophe. Her English was so sadly perverted and +her voice so guttural that I could make out her meaning only with the +greatest exercise of the imagination. But it was to the effect that the +fire had started in a room on the top floor, whither poor old Mrs. +Pringle had gone about three o'clock in the afternoon with a bucket of +coal for the fire. Just what happened nobody knew. Every one on the top +floor at the time had perished, including Mrs. Pringle.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></p><p>"Didn't youse get nothin' out, neither?" asked my companion. And then +it dawned upon me for the first time that I had nothing in all the world +now but the clothes on my back and the promise of work on the morrow.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have lost everything," I answered.</p> + +<p>"Youse got anything in the bank?" she pursued.</p> + +<p>The question seemed to me ironical and not worthy of notice.</p> + +<p>"I have. I've got 'most five hundred dollars saved up," she went on.</p> + +<p>"Five hundred dollars!"</p> + +<p>The girl nodded. "Huh, that's what! I could live tony if I wanted, but I +like to save my money. I makes good money, too,—twelve dollars a +week,—and I don't spend it, neither."</p> + +<p>"What do you do?" I asked, regarding the large, rough hands with +something like admiration for their earning abilities.</p> + +<p>"I'm a lady-buffer," she answered, with a touch of pride.</p> + +<p>"A lady-buffer! What's that?" I cried, looking at the slovenly, +dirt-streaked wrapper and the shabby golf-cape that had slipped from her +shoulders to the cot. She regarded me with pity for my ignorance, and +then delivered herself of an axiom.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span></p><p>"A lady-buffer is a lady what buffs." And, to render the definition +still more explicit, she rolled up the sleeve of her wrapper, showed me +mighty biceps, and then with her arm performed several rapid revolutions in midair.</p> + +<p>"What do you buff?" I next ventured.</p> + +<p>"Brass!"</p> + +<p>This laconic reply squelched me completely, and I subsided without +further conversation.</p> + +<p>Despite my weariness, there was little sleep for me that night. Affairs +had come to a crisis; my condition was about as bad as it could possibly +be. Whatever was going to become of me? Why, in the name of all common +sense, had I ever come to New York? Why was I not content to remain a +country school-ma'am, in a place where a country school-ma'am was looked +up to as something of a personage? That night, if I had had enough money +to buy a ticket back to the town I had come from, my fate would have +been settled definitely then and there.</p> + +<p>Not the least distressing part of my condition was the fact that there +was really no help for me save what I should be able to give myself. To +be sure, I had certain distant relatives and friends who had warned me +against my flight to the city, and to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> whom I might have written begging +for money sufficient to carry me back to my native place, and the money, +with many "I-told-you-so's," would have been forthcoming. To return +discredited was more than my pride could bear. I had to earn my +livelihood anyway, and so, on this night of grim adversity, owing my +very bed and supper to charity, I set my teeth, and closed my tired lids +over the tears I could not hide, and swore I'd fight it out alone, so +long as I had strength to stand and heart to hope; and then there was +the prospect of a job at Springer's on the morrow, though the wage would +hardly keep body and soul together.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>The next morning, while her servants were giving us our breakfast, a +stately middle-aged woman came down to the basement and passed among us, +making inquiries regarding our various conditions, and offering words of +well-meant, if patronizing, advice and suggestion wherever she thought +them needed, but which somehow did not seem to be relished as her more +material kindness had been. When it came my turn to be interviewed I +answered her many questions frankly and promptly, and, encouraged by the +evident interest which she displayed in my case, I was prompted to ask +her if she might know of any<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> place where I could get work. She looked +at me a moment out of fine, clear eyes.</p> + +<p>"You would not go into service, I suppose?" she asked slowly.</p> + +<p>I had never thought of such an alternative before, but I met it without +a moment's hesitation. "No, I would not care to go into service," I +replied, and as I did so the lady's face showed mingled disappointment and disgust.</p> + +<p>"That is too bad," she answered, "for in that case I'm afraid I can do +nothing for you." And with that she went out of the room, leaving me, I +must confess, not sorry for having thus bluntly declared against wearing +the definite badge of servitude.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span></p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH I AM "LEARNED" BY PHŒBE IN THE ART OF BOX-MAKING</h3> + +<p>The "lady-buffer" and I were the last to leave the house. We went out +together and parted company at Third Avenue, she going south to her +work, and I continuing along the street westward. The catastrophe of the +preceding day seemed to have entirely evaporated from her memory; she +seemed also to have forgotten the incident of our meeting and +conversation of the night before, for she made no comment, nor even gave +me a parting greeting.</p> + +<p>I was inclined to reproach such heartlessness as I hurried along, when +suddenly it was borne in upon my consciousness that it was I, not she, +who was open to that charge. Here I was, speeding along to my work with +hope in my heart, sometimes almost forgetting that the woman who had +been so kind to me was probably lying in the morgue, awaiting burial in +the Potter's Field, unless saved from that ignoble<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> end by some friend. +And yet I was powerless. I could not even spare time to go to the morgue +or to make inquiries. I knew not a soul who could have helped me, and I +had only one dollar and a half in all the world, no place to sleep that +night, no change of garments, nothing except the promise of work that +morning at Springer's. I stopped at the corner, strongly tempted by my +innate sense of decency to the memory of the dead. But only for a +moment: the law of life—self-preservation—again asserted itself, and +for the time being I put the past behind me and hurried on toward Thompson Street.</p> + +<p>It lacked but a few minutes of eight o'clock when, at last, I turned +into the squalid street at the end of which stands Springer's. In the +sunshine of the mild March morning the façade of the tall buff building +looked for all the world like a gaunt, ugly, unkempt hag, frowning +between bleared old eyes that seemed to coax—nay, rather to coerce me +into entering her awful house.</p> + +<p>The instant impression was one of repulsion, and the impulse was to run +away. But there was fascination, too, in the hag-like visage of those +grim brick walls, checkered with innumerable dirty windows and trussed +up, like a paralytic old crone, with rusty fire-escapes. It was the +fascination of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> the mysterious and of the evil; and, repulsive and +forbidding as was its general aspect, nothing could now have induced me +to turn back. Instinct told me that I was about to enter into no +commonplace experience. And so, unresisting, I was borne along in the +swift current of humanity that was swept down the street, like the water +in a mill-race, to turn the wheels of workshop and factory. Before +Springer's a great arm of this human mill-stream eddied inward, to be +lost in another moment in the vortex of the wide black doors, whence +issued muffled sounds of the pandemonium within. At the last moment I +hesitated, obsessed once more with the indefinable horror of it all. +Again there was the strong impulse to run away—far, far away from +Springer's and from Thompson Street, when suddenly the old monody began +to ring in my ears, "<span class="smaller">WORK OR STARVE, WORK OR STARVE</span>!" Another moment, +and I too had passed within the wide black doors.</p> + +<p>The entrance passage was lighted by a sickly gas-jet, and in its flicker +a horde of loud-mouthed girls were making frantic efforts to insert +their keys in the time-register. I was jostled and tumbled over +unceremoniously. I was pushed and punched unmercifully by the crowding +elbows, until I found myself squeezed tight against the wall. From the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> +scrambling and confusion it was evident everybody was late, and tones +and language attested to racked nerves and querulous tempers. Suddenly +there was a scuffle and the sharp scraping of feet on the floor.</p> + +<p>"Get out, yez dirty Irish!" rang out in the stifling air.</p> + +<p>"I wuz here fust!" snarled another voice.</p> + +<p>"Call me dirty Irish ag'in and I'll dirty Irish you."</p> + +<p>The black-haired girl had accepted the challenge, and the maligned +daughter of Erin, cheeks aflame and eyes blazing, rushed at her +detractor with clenched fist.</p> + +<p>"Go for her, Rosie! She's nothin' but a dirty black Ginney, nohow!"</p> + +<p>"Pitch into her, Celie! Punch her!" yelled a chorus from the stairs who +came swooping down from above, attracted by the scrimmage, and just in +time to see the combatants rush at each other in a hand-to-hand +struggle, punctuated with loud oaths.</p> + +<p>The noise suddenly subsided at the screeching of a raucous nasal voice.</p> + +<p>"Well, young ladies! What does this mean?" demanded the superintendent, +and Rosie and Celie both began to talk at once.</p> + +<p>"Never mind about the rest of it," snapped Miss<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> Price, cutting the tale +short. "I'll dock you both half a day's pay: and the next time it +happens you'll both be fired on the spot."</p> + +<p>Then Miss Price turned to me, while the now silent wranglers meekly +turned their keys in the register and marched up-stairs, whither their +respective factions had since disappeared.</p> + +<p>"I do hope to goodness you ain't high-tempered like some is," she +remarked, with an effort toward affability, as we stepped before the +time-register, where I inserted my key for the first time. "All I got to +say is, don't get into no fights with the girls. When they say things to +you, don't talk back. It's them that just takes things as they come, and +lets bygones be bygones, that get the good checks at the end of the +week. Some of them fight more 'n they work, but I guess you won't be +that kind," she concluded, with an unctuous smile, displaying two rows +of false teeth. Then, with a quick, nervous, jerky gait, she hopped up +the flight of rough plank stairs, threw open a door, and ushered me into +the bedlam noises of the "loft," where, amid the roar of machinery and +the hum of innumerable voices, I was to meet my prospective forewoman.</p> + +<p>"Miss Kinzer! Here's a lady wants to learn," shrilled the high nasal +voice. "Miss Kinzer!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> Where's Miss Kinzer? Oh, here you are!" as a young +woman emerged from behind a pile of pasteboard boxes. "I've a learner +for you, Miss Kinzer. She's a green girl, but she looks likely, and I +want you to give her a good chance. Better put her on table-work to +begin with." And with that injunction the little old maid hopped away, +leaving me to the scrutiny and cross-questioning of a rather pretty +woman of twenty-eight or thirty.</p> + +<p>"Ever worked in a factory before?" she began, with lofty indifference, +as if it didn't matter whether I had or had not.</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Where did you work?"</p> + +<p>"I never worked any place before."</p> + +<p>"Oh-h!" There was a world of meaning, as I afterward discovered, in Miss +Kinzer's long-drawn-out "Oh-h!" In this instance she looked up quickly, +with an obvious display of interest, as if she had just unearthed a +remarkable specimen in one who had never worked at anything before.</p> + +<p>"You're not used to work, then?" she remarked insinuatingly, +straightening up from the rude desk where she sat like the judge of a +police-court. She was now all attention.</p> + +<p>"Well, not exactly that," I replied, nettled by her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> manner and, above +all, by her way of putting things. "I have worked before, but never at factory-work."</p> + +<p>"Then why didn't you say so?"</p> + +<p>She now opened her book and inscribed my name therein.</p> + +<p>"Where do you live?"</p> + +<p>"Over in East Fourteenth Street," I replied mechanically, forgetting for +the moment the catastrophe that had rendered me more homeless than ever.</p> + +<p>"Home?"</p> + +<p>"No, I room." Then, reading only too quickly an unpleasant +interpretation in the uplifted eyebrows, a disagreeable curiosity +mirrored in the brown eyes beneath, I added hastily, "I have no home. My +folks are all dead."</p> + +<p>What impression this bit of information made I was unable to determine +as I followed her slender, slightly bowed figure across the busy, roaring workroom.</p> + +<p>"Be careful you don't get hurt," she cried, as we threaded a narrow +passage in and out among the stamping, throbbing machinery, where, by +the light that filtered through the grimy windows, I got vague, confused +glimpses of girl-faces shining like stars out of this dark, fearful +chaos of revolving<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> belts and wheels, and above the bedlam noises came +girlish laughter and song.</p> + +<p>"Good morning, Carrie!" one quick-witted toiler sang out as she spied +the new girl in tow of the forewoman, and suddenly the whole room had +taken up the burden of the song.</p> + +<p>"Don't mind them," my conductor remarked. "They don't mean nothing by +it—watch out there for your head!"</p> + +<p>Safe through the outlying ramparts of machinery, we entered the domain +of the table-workers, and I was turned over to Phœbe, a tall girl in +tortoise ear-rings and curl-papers. Phœbe was assigned to "learn" me +in the trade of "finishing." Somewhat to my surprise, she assumed the +task joyfully, and helped me off with my coat and hat. From the +loud-mouthed tirades as to "Annie Kinzer's nerve," it became evident +that the assignment of the job of "learner" is one to cause heartburning +jealousies, and that Phœbe, either because of some special +adaptability or through favoritism, got the lion's share of novices.</p> + +<p>"That's right, Phœbe; hog every new girl that comes along!" amiably +bawled a bright-faced, tidy young woman who answered to the name of Mrs. +Smith. Mrs. Smith worked briskly as she talked,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> and the burden of her +conversation appeared to be the heaping of this sort of good-natured +invective upon the head of her chum—or, as she termed it, her +"lady-friend," Phœbe. The amiability with which Mrs. Smith dealt out +her epithets was only equaled by the perfect good nature of her victim, +who replied to each and all of them with a musically intoned, "Hot air!"</p> + +<p>"Hot A—i—r!" The clear tones of Phœbe's soprano set the echoes +ringing all over the great workroom. In and out among the aisles and +labyrinthine passages that wind through towering piles of boxes, from +the thundering machinery far over on the other side of the "loft" to the +dusky recess of the uttermost table, the musical cry reverberated.</p> + +<p>"Hot a—i—r!" Every few minutes, all through the long, weary day, +Phœbe found occasion for sounding that magic call.</p> + +<p>"The rest of the ladies get up their backs something awful," Phœbe +explained as she dragged a big green pasteboard box from beneath the +work-table. "They say she gives me more 'n my share of learners because +I'm easy to get on with, I guess, and don't play no tricks on them.... +You have a right to put your things in here along with my lunch. Them +girls is like to do 'most anything to a new girl's duds<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> if you wuz to +hang them in the coat-room. Them Ginneys 'll do 'most anything. Wuz you +down-stairs when Celie Polatta got into the fight with Rosie?"</p> + +<p>"I just missed it," she sighed in reply to my affirmative. "I was born unlucky."</p> + +<p>"Hello, Phœbe! So you've hogged another!" a new voice called across +the table, and I put a question.</p> + +<p>"Why do they all want to teach the new girl? I should think they'd be +glad to be rid of the trouble."</p> + +<p>"You mean <i>learn</i> her? Why, because the girl that learns the green hand +gets all her work checked on to her own card while she's learning how. +Never worked in a box-factory before?" I shook my head.</p> + +<p>"I guessed as much. Well, box-making's a good trade. Have you an apron?"</p> + +<p>As I had not, I was then ordered to "turn my skirt," in order that I +might receive the inevitable coat of glue and paste on its inner rather +than on its outer surface. I gently demurred against this very slovenly expedient.</p> + +<p>"All right; call it hot air if you want to. I s'pose you know it all," +tossing her curl-papers with scorn. "You know better 'n me, of course. +Most learners do think they knows it all. Now looky here, I've been here +six years, and I've learned lots of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> green girls, and I never had one as +didn't think she hadn't ought to turn her skirt. The ladies I'm used to +working with likes to walk home looking decent and respectable, no +difference what they're like other times."</p> + +<p>With the respectability of my ladyhood thus impeached, and lest I +infringe upon the cast-iron code of box-factory etiquette, there was +nothing to do but yield. I unhooked my skirt, dropped it to the floor, +and stepped out of it in a trice, anxious to do anything to win back the +good will of Phœbe. Instantly she brightened, and good humor once +more flashed over her grimy features.</p> + +<p>"H-m! that's the stuff! There's one thing you hadn't ought to forget, +and mind, I'm speaking as one lady-friend to another when I tell you +these things—and that is, that you have a right to do as the other +girls in the factory or you'll never get 'long with them. If you don't +they'll get down on you, sure's pussy's a cat; and then they'll make it +hot for you with complaining to the forelady. And then she'll get down +on you after while too, and won't give you no good orders to work on; +and—well, it's just this way: a girl mustn't be odd."</p> + +<p>Continuing her philosophy of success, Phœbe proceeded to initiate me +into the first process of my job,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> which consisted in pasting slippery, +sticky strips of muslin over the corners of the rough brown boxes that +were piled high about us in frail, tottering towers reaching to the +ceiling, which was trellised over with a network of electric wires and +steam-pipes. Two hundred and fifty of these boxes remained to be +finished on the particular order upon which Phœbe was working. Each +must be given eight muslin strips, four on the box and four on its +cover; two tapes, inserted with a hair-pin through awl-holes; two tissue +"flies," to tuck over the bonnet soon to nestle underneath; four pieces +of gay paper lace to please madame's eye when the lid is lifted; and +three labels, one on the bottom, one on the top, and one bearing the +name of a Fifth Avenue modiste on an escutcheon of gold and purple.</p> + +<p>The job, as it progressed, entailed ceaseless shoving and shifting and +lifting. In order that we might not be walled in completely by our +cumbersome materials, every few minutes we bore tottering piles across +the floor to the "strippers."</p> + +<p>These latter, who were small girls, covered the sides with glazed paper +on machines; and as fast as each box was thus covered it was tossed to +the "turner-in," a still smaller girl, who turned in the overlapping +edge of the strip, after which the box was ready<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> to come back to the +table for the next process at our hands.</p> + +<p>By ten o'clock, with Mrs. Smith's gay violet-boxes and our own +bonnet-boxes, we had built a snug bower all round our particular table. +Through its pasteboard walls the din and the songs came but faintly. My +mates' tongues flew as fast as their fingers. The talk was chiefly +devoted to clothes, Phœbe's social activities, and the evident +prosperity of Mrs. Smith's husband's folks, among whom it appeared she +had only recently appeared as "Jeff's" bride. Having exhausted the +Smiths, she again gave Phœbe the floor by asking:</p> + +<p>"Are you going to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I should say! Don't I look it?"</p> + +<p>To determine by Phœbe's appearance where she might be going were an +impossibility to the uninitiated, for her dress was an odd combination +of the extremes of wretchedness and luxury. A woefully torn and +much-soiled shirt-waist; a gorgeous gold watch worn on her breast like a +medal; a black taffeta skirt, which, under the glue-smeared apron, +emitted an unmistakable frou-frou; three Nethersole bracelets on her +wrist; and her feet incased in colossal shoes, broken and stringless. +The latter she explained to Mrs. Smith.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span></p><p>"I just swiped a pair of paw's and brought them along this morning, or +I'd be dished for getting into them high heels to-night. My corns and +bunions 'most killed me yesterday—they always do break out bad about +Easter. My pleasure club," she explained, turning to me—"my pleasure +club, 'The Moonlight Maids,' give a ball to-night." Which fact likewise +explained the curl-papers as well as the slattern shirt-waist, donned to +save the evening bodice worn to the factory that morning and now tucked +away in a big box under the table.</p> + +<p>A whole side of our pretty violet-sprinkled bower caved in as a little +"turner-in" lurched against it in passing with a top-heavy column of +boxes. Through the opening daylight is visible once more, and from the +region of the machines is heard a chorus of voices singing "The Fatal Wedding."</p> + +<p>"Hot a—i—r!" Phœbe intones derisively. "It's a wonder Angelina +wouldn't get a new song. Them strippers sing that 'Fatal Wedding' week +in and week out."</p> + +<p>We worked steadily, and as the hours dragged on I began to grow dead +tired. The awful noise and confusion, the terrific heat, the foul smell +of the glue, and the agony of breaking ankles and blistered hands seemed +almost unendurable.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span></p><p>At last the hour-hand stood at twelve, and suddenly, out of the +turmoil, a strange quiet fell over the great mill. The vibrations that +had shaken the whole structure to its very foundations now gradually +subsided; the wheels stayed their endless revolutions; the flying belts +now hung from the ceiling like long black ribbons. Out of the stillness +girl-voices and girl-laughter echoed weirdly, like a horn blown in a +dream, while sweeter and clearer than ever rang Phœbe's soprano "Hot air!"</p> + +<p>The girls lunched in groups of ten and twelve. Each clique had its +leader. By an unwritten law I was included among those who rallied +around Phœbe, most of whom she had "learned" at some time or other, +as she was now "learning" me. The luncheons were divested of their +newspaper wrappings and spread over the ends of tables, on discarded +box-lids held across the knees—in fact, any place convenience or +sociability dictated. Then followed a friendly exchange of pickles and +cake. A dark, swarthy girl, whom they called "Goldy" Courtleigh, was +generous in the distribution of the lukewarm contents of a broken-nosed +tea-pot, which was constantly replenished by application to the hot-water faucet.</p> + +<p>Although we had a half-hour, luncheon was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span>swallowed quickly by most of +the girls, eager to steal away to a sequestered bower among the boxes, +there to lose themselves in paper-backed romance. A few of less literary +taste were content to nibble ice-cream sandwiches and gossip. Dress, the +inevitable masquerade ball, murders and fires, were favorite topics of +discussion,—the last always with lowered voices and deep-drawn +breathing. For fire is the box-maker's terror, the grim specter that +always haunts her, and with good reason does she always start at the word.</p> + +<p>"I'm always afraid," declared Phœbe, "and I always run to the window +and get ready to jump the minute I hear the alarm."</p> + +<p>"I don't," mused Angelina; "I haven't sense enough to jump: I faint dead +away. There'd be no chance for me if a fire ever broke out here."</p> + +<p>Once or twice there was mention of beaux and "steady fellows," but the +flesh-and-blood man of every-day life did not receive as much attention +in this lunch chat as did the heroes of the story-books.</p> + +<p>While it was evident, of course, from scattered comments that box-makers +are constantly marrying, it was likewise apparent that they have not +sufficient imagination to invest their hard-working, sweat-grimed +sweethearts with any halo of romance.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span></p><p>Promptly at half-past twelve the awakening machinery called us back to +the workaday world. Story-books were tucked away, and their entranced +readers dragged themselves back to the machines and steaming paste-pots, +to dream and to talk as they worked, hot of their own fellows of last +night's masquerade, but of bankers and mill-owners who in fiction have +wooed and won and honorably wedded just such poor toilers as they themselves.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH PHŒBE AND MRS. SMITH HOLD FORTH UPON MUSIC AND LITERATURE</h3> + +<p>"Don't you never read no story-books?" Mrs. Smith asked, stirring the +paste-pot preparatory to the afternoon's work. She looked at me +curiously out of her shrewd, snapping dark eyes as she awaited my +answer. I was conscious that Mrs. Smith didn't like me for some reason +or other, and I was anxious to propitiate her. I was pretty certain she +thought me a boresome prig, and I determined I'd prove I wasn't. My +confession of an omnivorous appetite for all sorts of story-books had +the desired effect; and when I confessed further, that I liked best of +all a real, tender, sentimental love-story, she asked amiably:</p> + +<p>"How do you like 'Little Rosebud's Lovers'?"</p> + +<p>"I've never read that," I replied. "Is it good?"</p> + +<p>"It's fine," interposed Phœbe; "but I like 'Woven on Fate's Loom' +better—don't you?" The last addressed to Mrs. Smith.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span></p><p>"No, I can't say as that's my impinion," returned our vis-à-vis, with a +judicious tipping of the head to one side as she soused her dripping +paste-brush over the strips. "Not but what 'Woven on Fate's Loom' is a +good story in its way, either, for them that likes that sort of story. +But I think 'Little Rosebud's Lovers' is more int'resting, besides being better wrote."</p> + +<p>"And that's just what I don't like about it," retorted Phœbe, her +fingers traveling like lightning up and down the corners of the boxes. +"You like this hot-air talk, and I don't; and the way them fellows and +girls shoot hot-air at each other in that there 'Little Rosebud's +Lovers' is enough to beat the street-cars!"</p> + +<p>"What is it about?" I asked with respectful interest, addressing the +question to Mrs. Smith, who gave promise of being a more serious +reviewer than the flippant Phœbe. Mrs. Smith took a bite of gingerbread and began:</p> + +<p>"It's about a fair, beautiful young girl by the name of Rosebud Arden. +Her pa was a judge, and they lived in a grand mansion in South Car'lina. +Little Rosebud—that's what everybody called her—had a stepsister Maud. +They was both beauties, only Maud didn't have a lovely disposition like +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span>Little Rosebud. A Harvard gradjate by the name of Percy Fielding got +stuck on Little Rosebud for the wealth she was to get from her pa, and +she was terrible stuck on him. She was stuck on him for fair, though not +knowing he was a villain of the deepest dye. That's what the book called +him. He talked her into marrying him clandestinely. Maud and her mother +put up a job to get rid of Little Rosebud, so Maud could get all the +money. So they told lies to her pa, who loved her something awful; and +one night, when she came in after walking in the grand garden with her +husband, who nobody knew she was married to, she found herself locked +out. Then she went to the hotel where he was staying, and told him what +had happened; but he turned her down flat when he heard it, for he +didn't want nothing to do with her when she wasn't to get her pa's money; and then—"</p> + +<p>She stopped her cornering to inspect my work, which had not flagged an +instant. Mrs. Smith took another bite of gingerbread, and continued with +increasing animation:</p> + +<p>"And then Little Rosebud turned away into the night with a low cry, just +as if a dagger had been punched into her heart and turned around slow. +She was only sixteen years old, and she had been brought<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> up in luxury +and idolized by her father; and all of a sudden she found herself +homeless, with nowheres to sleep find no money to get a room at the +hotel, and scorned by the man that had sworn to protect her. Her pa had +cursed her, too, something awful, so that he burst a blood-vessel a +little while afterwards and died before morning. Only Little Rosebud +never found this out, for she took the midnight express and came up here +to New York, where her aunt lived, only she didn't know the street-number."</p> + +<p>"Where did she get the money to come to New York with?" interrupted the +practical Phœbe. "That's something I don't understand. If she didn't +have no money to hire a room at a hotel down in South Carolina for +overnight, I'd like to know where she got money for a railroad ticket."</p> + +<p>"Well, that's just all you know about them swells," retorted Mrs. Smith. +"I suppose a rich man's daughter like that can travel around all over +the country on a pass. And saying she didn't have a pass, it's only a +story and not true anyway.</p> + +<p>"She met a fellow on the train that night who was a villain for fair!" +she went on. "His name was Mr. Paul Howard, and he was a corker. Little +Rosebud, who was just as innocent as they make 'em, fell right into his +clutches. He was a terrible man; he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> wouldn't stop at nothing, but he +was a very elegant-looking gentleman that you'd take anywheres for a +banker or 'Piscopalian preacher. He tipped his hat to Little Rosebud, +and then she up and asked if he knew where her aunt, Mrs. Waldron, +lived. This was nuts for him, and he said yes, that Mrs. Waldron was a +particular lady-friend of his. When they got to New York he offered to +take Little Rosebud to her aunt's house. And as Little Rosebud hadn't no +money, she said yes, and the villain called a cab and they started for +Brooklyn, him laughing to himself all the time, thinking how easily she +was going to tumble into the trap he was getting fixed for her."</p> + +<p>"Hot air!" murmured Phœbe.</p> + +<p>"But while they were rattling over the Brooklyn Bridge, another man was +following them in another cab—a Wall-street broker with barrels of +cash. He was Raymond Leslie, and a real good man. He'd seen Rosebud get +into the cab with Paul Howard, who he knew for a villain for fair. They +had a terrible rumpus, but Raymond Leslie rescued her and took her to +her aunt's house. It turned out that he was the gentleman-friend of +Little Rosebud's cousin Ida, the very place they were going to. But, +riding along in the cab, he fell in love with Little Rosebud,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> and then +he was in a terrible pickle because he was promised to Ida. Little +Rosebud's relations lived real grand, and her aunt was real nice to her +until she saw she had hooked on to Ida's gentleman-friend; then they put +her to work in the kitchen and treated her terrible. Oh, I tell you she +had a time of it, for fair. Her aunt was awful proud and wicked, and +after while, when she found that Raymond Leslie was going to marry +Little Rosebud even if they did make a servant of her, she hired Paul +Howard to drug her and carry her off to an insane-asylum that he ran up +in Westchester County. It was in a lonesome place, and was full of girls +that he had loved only to grow tired of and cast off, and this was the +easiest way to get rid of them and keep them from spoiling his sport. +Once a girl was in love with Paul Howard, she loved him till death. He +just fascinated women like a snake does a bird, and he was hot stuff as +long as he lasted, but the minute he got tired of you he was a demon of cruelty.</p> + +<p>"He did everything he could, when he got Little Rosebud here, to get her +under his power. He tried his dirty best to poison her food, but Little +Rosebud was foxy and wouldn't touch a bite of anything, but just sat in +her cell and watched the broiled chicken and fried oysters, and all the +other good things they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> sent to tempt her, turn to a dark-purplish hue. +One night she escaped disguised in the turnkey's daughter's dress. Her +name was Dora Gray, and Paul Howard had blasted her life too, but she +worshiped him something awful, all the same-ee. Dora Gray gave Little +Rosebud a lovely dark-red rose that was soaked with deadly poison, so +that if you touched it to the lips of a person, the person would drop +dead. She told Little Rosebud to protect herself with it if they chased +her. But she didn't get a chance to see whether it would work or not, +for when she heard them coming back of her after while with the +bloodhounds barking, she dropped with terror down flat on her stummick. +She had suffered so much she couldn't stand anything more. The doctors +said she was dead when they picked her up, and they buried her and stuck +a little white slab on her grave, with 'Rosebud, aged sixteen' on it."</p> + +<p>"Hot air!" from the irrepressible Phœbe.</p> + +<p>I felt that courtesy required I should agree upon that point, and I did +so, conservatively, venturing to ask the name of the author.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Smith mentioned the name of a well-known writer of trashy fiction +and added, "Didn't you never read none of her books?"</p> + +<p>My negative surprised her. Then Phœbe asked:</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p><p>"Did you ever read 'Daphne Vernon; or, A Coronet of Shame'?"</p> + +<p>"No, I haven't read them, either," I replied.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mama! Carry me out and let me die!" groaned Mrs. Smith, throwing +down her paste-brush and falling forward in mock agony upon the smeared table.</p> + +<p>"Water! Water!" gasped Phœbe, clutching wildly at her throat; "I'm +going to faint!"</p> + +<p>"What's the matter? What did I say that wasn't right?" I cried, the +nature of their antics showing only too plainly that I had "put my foot +in it" in some unaccountable manner. But they paid no attention. +Mortified and utterly at sea, I watched their convulsed shoulders and +heard their smothered giggles. Then in a few minutes they straightened +up and resumed work with the utmost gravity of countenance and without a +word of explanation.</p> + +<p>"What was it you was asking?" Phœbe inquired presently, with the most +innocent air possible.</p> + +<p>"I said I hadn't read the books you mentioned," I replied, trying to +hide the chagrin and mortification I felt at being so ignominiously laughed at.</p> + +<p>"Eyether of them?" chirped Mrs. Smith, with a vicious wink.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span></p><p>"Eyether of them?" warbled Phœbe in her mocking-bird soprano.</p> + +<p>It was my turn to drop the paste-brush now. Eye-ther! It must have +slipped from my tongue unconsciously. I could not remember having ever +pronounced the word like that before.</p> + +<p>I didn't feel equal, then and there, to offering them any explanation or +apologies for the offense. So I simply answered:</p> + +<p>"No; are they very good? are they as good as 'Little Rosebud's Lovers'?"</p> + +<p>"No, it ain't," said Mrs. Smith, decisively and a little contemptuously; +"and it ain't two books, eye-ther; it's all in one—'Daphne Vernon; or, +A Coronet of Shame.'"</p> + +<p>"Well, now I think it is," put in Phœbe. "Them stories with +two-handled names is nearly always good. I'll buy a book with a +two-handled name every time before I'll buy one that ain't. I was +reading a good one last night that I borrowed from Gladys Carringford. +It had three handles to its name, and they was all corkers."</p> + +<p>"Why don't you spit 'em out?" suggested Mrs. Smith. "Tell us what it was."</p> + +<p>"Well, it was 'Doris; or, The Pride of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span>Pemberton Mills; or, Lost in a +Fearful Fate's Abyss.' What d' ye think of that?"</p> + +<p>"It sounds very int'resting. Who wrote it?"</p> + +<p>"Charles Garvice," replied Phœbe. "Didn't you ever read none of his, +e—y—e—ther?"</p> + +<p>"No, I must say I never did," I answered, ignoring their mischievous +raillery with as much grace as I could summon, but taking care to choose +my words so as to avoid further pitfalls.</p> + +<p>"And did you never read none of Charlotte M. Braeme's?" drawled Mrs. +Smith, with remorseless cruelty—"none of Charlotte M. Braeme's, eye-ther?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Nor none by Effie Adelaide Rowlands, e—y—e-ther?" still persisted Mrs. Smith.</p> + +<p>"No; none by her."</p> + +<p>"E—y—e—ther!" Both my tormentors now raised their singing-voices into +a high, clear, full-blown note of derisive music, held it for a brief +moment at a dizzy altitude, and then in soft, long-drawn-out cadences +returned to earth and speaking-voices again.</p> + +<p>"What kind of story-books do you read, then?" they demanded. To which I +replied with the names of a dozen or more of the simple, every-day +classics<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> that the school-boy and-girl are supposed to have read. They +had never heard of "David Copperfield" or of Dickens. Nor had they ever +heard of "Gulliver's Travels," nor of "The Vicar of Wakefield." They had +heard the name "Robinson Crusoe," but they did not know it was the name +of an entrancing romance. "Little Women," "John Halifax, Gentleman," +"The Cloister and the Hearth," "Les Misérables," were also unknown, +unheard-of literary treasures. They were equally ignorant of the +existence of the conventional Sunday-school romance. They stared at me +in amazement when I rattled off a heterogeneous assortment from the +fecund pens of Mrs. A. D. T. Whitney, "Pansy," Amanda M. Douglas, and +similar good-goody writers for good-goody girls; their only remarks +being that their titles didn't sound interesting. I spoke +enthusiastically of "Little Women," telling them how I had read it four +times, and that I meant to read it again some day. Their curiosity was +aroused over the unheard-of thing of anybody ever wanting to read any +book more than once, and they pressed me to reciprocate by repeating the +story for them, which I did with great accuracy of statement, and with +genuine pleasure to myself at being given an opportunity to introduce +anybody to Meg and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> Jo and all the rest of that delightful March family. +When I had finished, Phœbe stopped her cornering and Mrs. Smith +looked up from her label-pasting.</p> + +<p>"Why, that's no story at all," the latter declared.</p> + +<p>"Why, no," echoed Phœbe; "that's no story—that's just everyday +happenings. I don't see what's the use putting things like that in +books. I'll bet any money that lady what wrote it knew all them boys and +girls. They just sound like real, live people; and when you was telling +about them I could just see them as plain as plain could be—couldn't you, Gwendolyn?"</p> + +<p>"Yep," yawned our vis-à-vis, undisguisedly bored.</p> + +<p>"But I suppose farmer folks likes them kind of stories," Phœbe +generously suggested. "They ain't used to the same styles of anything +that us city folks are."</p> + +<p>While we had been trying to forget our tired limbs in a discussion of +literary tastes and standards, our workmates had been relieving the +treadmill tedium of the long afternoon by various expedients. The +quartet at the table immediately in front of us had been making inane +doggerel rhymes upon the names of their workmates, telling riddles, and +exchanging nasty stories with great gusto and frequent fits of wild +laughter. At another table the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> forthcoming ball of the "Moonlight +Maids" was under hot discussion, and at a very long table in front of +the elevator they were talking in subdued voices about dreams and omens, +making frequent reference to a greasy volume styled "The Lucky Dream Book."</p> + +<p>Far over, under the windows, the stripper girls were tuning up their +voices preparatory to the late-afternoon concert, soon to begin. They +hummed a few bars of one melody, then of another; and at last, Angela's +voice leading, there burst upon the room in full chorus, to the rhythmic +whir of the wheels, the melodious music and maudlin stanzas of "The Fatal Wedding."</p> + +<p>Phœbe lent her flute-like soprano to the next song, the rather pretty +melody of which was not sufficient to redeem the banality of the words:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"The scene is a banquet where beauty and wealth</div> +<div class="i1">Have gathered in splendid array;</div> +<div>But silent and sad is a fair woman there,</div> +<div class="i1">Whose young heart is pining away.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"A card is brought to her—she reads there a name</div> +<div class="i1">Of one that she loved long ago;</div> +<div>Then sadly she whispers, 'Just say I'm not here,</div> +<div class="i1">For my story he never must know.'</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span><div>"That night in the banquet at Misery Hall</div> +<div class="i1">She reigned like a queen on a throne;</div> +<div>But often the tears filled her beautiful eyes</div> +<div class="i1">As she dreamed of the love she had known.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Her thoughts flowed along through the laughter and song</div> +<div class="i1">To the days she could never recall,</div> +<div>And she longed to find rest on her dear mother's breast</div> +<div class="i1">At the banquet in Misery Hall.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"The time passes quickly, and few in the throng</div> +<div class="i1">Have noticed the one vacant chair—</div> +<div>Till out of the beautiful garden beyond</div> +<div class="i1">A pistol-shot rings on the air.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Now see, in the moonlight a handsome youth lays—</div> +<div class="i1">Too quickly his life doth depart;</div> +<div>While kneeling beside him, the woman he'd loved</div> +<div class="i1">Finds her picture is close to his heart."</div> +</div></div> + +<p>"What is the name of that song?" I asked when the last cadence of +Phœbe's voice, which was sustained long after every other in the room +was hushed, had died away.</p> + +<p>"That! Why, it's 'The Banquet in Misery Hall,'" answered Mrs. Smith, +somewhat impatient of my unfolding ignorance. But I speedily forgot the +rebuke in a lively interest in the songs that <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span>followed one another +without interlude. Phœbe was counting her pile of boxes and ranging +them into piles of twelve high; so she couldn't sing, and I, +consequently, could not catch all the words of each song. The theme in +every case was a more or less ungrammatical, crude, and utterly banal +rendition of the claptrap morality exploited in the cheap story-books. +Reduced to the last analysis, they had to do with but one subject—the +frailty of woman. On the one side was presented Virtue tempted, +betrayed, repentant; on the other side, Virtue fighting at bay, +persecuted, scourged, but emerging in the end unspotted and victorious, +with all good things added unto it.</p> + +<p>It was to me an entirely new way of looking at life; and though I +couldn't in the least explain it to myself, it seemed, to my +unsophisticated way of looking at such matters, that the propensity to +break the seventh commandment was much exaggerated, and that songs about +other subjects would have been much more interesting and not nearly so +trying to the feelings. For the sweet voices of the singers could not +but make the tears come to my eyes, in spite of the fact that the burden +of the song seemed so unworthy.</p> + +<p>"You all sing so beautifully!" I cried, in honest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> admiration, at the +close of one particularly melodious and extremely silly ditty. "Where +did you learn?"</p> + +<p>Phœbe was pleased at the compliment implied by the tears in my eyes, +and even Mrs. Smith forgot to throw out her taunting "eye-ther" as she +stood still and regarded my very frank and unconcealed emotion.</p> + +<p>"I guess we sort of learn from the Ginney girls," explained Phœbe. +"Them Ginneys is all nice singers, and everybody in the shop kind of +gets into the way of singing good, too, from being with them. You ought +to hear them sing Dago songs, oughtn't she, Gwendolyn?"</p> + +<p>"Yep," answered Gwendolyn; "I could just die hearing Angela and Celie +Polatta singing that—what-d'ye-call-it, that always makes a body bu'st +out crying?"</p> + +<p>"You mean 'Punchinello.' Yep, that's a corker; but, Lord! the one what +makes me have all kinds of funny cold feelings run up my back is that +'Ave Maria.' Therese Nicora taught them—what she says she learned in +the old country. I wouldn't want anything to eat if I could hear songs +like that all the time."</p> + +<p>The clock-hands over Annie Kinzer's desk had now crept close to the hour +of six, and Angela had only begun the first stanza of—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span><div>"Papa, tell me where is mama," cried a little girl one day;</div> +<div>"I'm so lonesome here without her, tell me why she went away.</div> +<div>You don't know how much I'm longing for her loving good-night kiss!"</div> +<div>Papa placed his arms around her as he softly whispered this:</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Down in the City of Sighs and Tears, under the white light's glare,</div> +<div>Down in the City of Wasted Years, you'll find your mama there,</div> +<div>Wandering along where each smiling face hides its story of lost careers;</div> +<div>And perhaps she is dreaming of you to-night, in the City of Sighs and Tears."</div> +</div></div> + +<p>The machinery gave a ponderous throb, the great black belts sagged and +fell inert, the wheels whirred listlessly, clocks all over the great +city began to toll for one more long day ended and gone, while the +voices of the girl toilers rose superbly and filled the gathering +stillness with the soft crescendo refrain:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Wandering along where each smiling face hides its story of lost careers;</div> +<div>And perhaps she is dreaming of you to-night, in the City of Sighs and Tears—</div> +<div>In the City of Sighs and Tears."</div> +</div></div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH I ACQUIRE A STORY-BOOK NAME AND MAKE THE ACQUAINTANCE OF MISS HENRIETTA MANNERS</h3> + +<p>Before entering upon my second day's work at the box-factory, and before +detailing any of the strange things which that day brought forth, I feel +it incumbent upon me to give some word of explanation as to my +whereabouts during the intervening night. It will be remembered that +when I left the factory at the end of the first day, I had neither a +lodging nor a trunk. I will not dwell upon the state of my feelings when +I walked out of Thompson Street in the consciousness that if I had been +friendless and homeless before, I was infinitely more so now. I will say +nothing of the ache in my heart when my thoughts traveled toward the +pile of ruins in Fourteenth Street, with the realization of my +helplessness, my sheer inability even to attempt to do a one last humble +little act of love and gratitude for the dead woman who had been truly my friend.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span></p><p>Briefly stated, the facts are these: I had, all told, one dollar, and I +walked from Thompson Street straight to the Jefferson Market +police-station, which was not a great distance away. I stated my case to +the matron, a kindly Irishwoman. I was afraid to start out so late in +the evening to look for a lodging for the night. I would have thought +nothing of such a thing a few weeks previous, but the knowledge of life +which I had gained in my brief residence in Fourteenth Street and from +the advice of Mrs. Pringle had showed me the danger that lurked in such +a course. The police matron said my fears were well founded, and she +gave me the address of a working-girls' home over on the East Side, +which she said was not the pleasantest place in the world for a +well-brought-up girl of refinement and intelligence, such as she took me +to be, but was cheap, and in which I would be sure of the protection +which any young, inexperienced woman without money needs so badly in +this wicked city. She wrote down the address for me, and I had started +to the door of her little office when her motherly eye noticed how +fagged out and lame I was—and indeed I could scarcely stand—and with a +wave of her plump arm she brought me back to her desk.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you stay here with me to-night?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> she asked. "You needn't +mind; and if I was you I would do it and save my pennies and my tired +legs. You can have a bite of supper with me, and then bundle right off +to bed. You look clean tuckered out."</p> + +<p>So to my fast-growing list of startling experiences I added a night in +the station-house; but a very quiet, uneventful night it was, because +the matron tucked me away in her own little room. That is, it was quiet +and uneventful so far as my surroundings were concerned, though I slept +little on account of my aching bones. All night I tossed, pain-racked +and discouraged; for, after all the long, hard day's work of the day +before, Phœbe's card had only checked one dollar and five cents, +which represented two persons' work. Such being the case, how could I +expect to grow sufficiently skilful and expeditious to earn enough to +keep body and soul together in the brief apprenticeship I had looked +forward to? Unable to sleep, I was up an hour earlier than usual, and +after I had breakfasted—again by the courtesy of the matron—I was off +to work long before the working-day began.</p> + +<p>I had thought to be the first arrival, but I was not. A girl was already +bending over her paste-pot, and the revelers of the "Ladies' Moonlight +Pleasure<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> Club" came straggling in by twos and threes. Some of the weary +dancers had dropped to sleep, still wearing their ball-gowns and +slippers and bangles and picture-hats, their faces showing ghastly white +and drawn in the mote-ridden sunbeams that fell through the dirty +windows. Others were busy doffing Cinderella garments, which rites were +performed with astounding frankness in the open spaces of the big loft.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Henrietta, you had ought to been there," Georgiana gushed, dropping +her lace-trimmed petticoats about her feet and struggling to unhook her +corsets. "It was grand, but I'm tired to death; and oh, dear! I've +another blow-out to-night, and the 'Clover Leaf' to-morrow night!" With +a weary yawn, the society queen departed with her finery.</p> + +<p>"You didn't go to the ball?" I suggested to the girl addressed as +Henrietta, and whom I now recalled as one who had worked frantically all +the day before.</p> + +<p>"Me? No. I don't believe in dancing," she replied, without looking up. +"Our church's down on it. I came early to get ahead with my order. You +can do more work when there's not so many round."</p> + +<p>Such strict conformity to her religious scruples, combined with such +pathetic industry, seemed to augur well for the superior worth of this +tall, blonde,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> blue-eyed girl. I was anxious to make a friend of her, +and accordingly proffered my services until Phœbe should come to +claim me. She accepted gladly, and for the first time looked up and +rewarded me with a smile. I caught a glimpse of an unprepossessing +countenance—despite rather good features and fine hair—the most +striking characteristics of which were a missing front tooth and lips +that hung loose and colorless.</p> + +<p>As we worked, the conversation became cordial. She inquired my name, and +I repeated the plain, homely Scotch-Irish cognomen that had been handed +down to me by my forefathers.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you get a pretty name?" she asked, in a matter-of-fact tone. +"All the girls do it when they come to the factory to work. It don't +cost no more to have a high-sounding name."</p> + +<p>Much interested, I protested, half in fun, that I didn't know any name +to take, and begged her to suggest one. She was silent for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Well, last night," she went on—"last night I was reading a story about +two girls that was both mashed on the same feller. He was rich and they +was poor and worked, and one of them was called 'Rose Fortune.'"</p> + +<p>"That's a very pretty name," I remarked.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span></p><p>"Isn't it, though? Rose Fortune—ever so much prettier than your own. +Say, why don't you take it, and I'll begin calling you by it right away."</p> + +<p>"And what's your name?" I ventured.</p> + +<p>"Mine? Oh, mine's Henrietta Manners; only," she added hastily—"only +that's my real name. I was born with it. Now most of the girls got +theirs out of story-books. Georgiana Trevelyan and Goldy Courtleigh and +Gladys Carringford and Angelina Lancaster and Phœbe Arlington—them +girls all got theirs out of stories. But mine's my own. You see," and +she drew near that no other ear might hear the secret of her proud +birth—"you see, Manners was my mother's name, and she ran away and +married my papa against her rich father's wishes. He was a banker. I +mean mama's papa was a banker, but my papa was only a poor young +gentleman. So grandfather cut her off without a cent in his will, but +left everything to me if I would take the name of Manners."</p> + +<p>The heroine of this strange romance stopped for breath, and if I had +cherished any doubts of the truth of her story in the beginning, at +least I was sure now that she believed it all herself; one glance into +her steady blue eyes, in which a telltale moisture was already +gathering, was proof of that.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p><p>"No, indeed," continued Miss Manners: "I haven't always been a +working-girl. I used to go to boarding-school. I thought I'd be a +governess or something, and once I tried to learn bookkeeping, but my +eyes give out, and the figures mixed up my brain so, and then I got sick +and had to come to this box-factory. But I'm the first Manners that ever worked."</p> + +<p>I was now thoroughly ashamed of my first unjust suspicions that +Henrietta might not be strictly truthful, and I inquired with sincere +interest as to the fate of her ill-starred family.</p> + +<p>"All dead and sleeping in our family vault," she replied wistfully. "But +don't let us talk anything more about it. I get so worked up and mad +when I talk about the Mannerses and the way they treated me and my poor parents!"</p> + +<p>The threatened spell with Henrietta's nerves was averted by a sudden +turning on of the power, and the day's work began. Phœbe did not +appear to claim me, and I worked away as fast as I could to help swell +Henrietta's dividends.</p> + +<p>"I guess you can stay with her the rest of the day," Annie Kinzer said, +stopping at the table. "The 'Moonlight Maids' must have been too much +for Phœbe. Guess she won't show up to-day."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span></p><p>Henrietta was naturally delighted with the arrangement, which would add +a few pennies to her earnings. "I only made sixty cents yesterday, and I +worked like a dog," she remarked. "It was a bad day for everybody. We +ought to make more than a dollar to-day. Phœbe says you're a hustler."</p> + +<p>Our job was that of finishing five hundred ruching-boxes. Henrietta +urged me frequently to hurry, as we were away behind with the order. I +soon discovered that for all her Manners blood and alleged gentle +breeding, she was a harder taskmaster than the good-natured but plebeian +Phœbe. Her obvious greed for every moment of my time, for every +possible effort of my strength and energy, I gladly excused, however, +when she revealed the fact that all her surplus earnings went toward the +support of a certain mission Sunday-school in which she was a teacher. +The conversation drifted from church matters to my own personal affairs.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it awful lonesome living alone in a room?"</p> + +<p>"How did you know I lived in a room?" I inquired in surprise, with the +uncomfortable feeling that I had been the subject of ill-natured gossip.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Annie Kinzer told me. Say, I wouldn't tell her anything about my +affairs. She's an awful clack."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span></p><p>We were silent for a moment, while I wondered if Henrietta, if Annie +Kinzer, if any girl in all the world could ever guess how lonely I had +been every moment since I had come to this great city to work and to +live. Then came the unexpected.</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't you like to come and room with me?"</p> + +<p>"With you?" I was half pleased, half doubtful.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I've got plenty of room."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I couldn't afford it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you can. I don't put on style. It won't cost us more than a dollar +and a half a week for each—rent, eating, and everything else. I was +thinking, as you're a learner, it will be a long time before you can +make much, and you'd be glad to go halvers with somebody. Two can always +live cheaper than one."</p> + +<p>A dollar and a half a week! That was indeed cheaper than I had been +living. I had something less than two dollars in my purse, and pay-day, +for me, was still a week off.</p> + +<p>And so I accepted the proposition, and by lunch-time the news was all +over the factory that the new girl was to be Henrietta's room-mate. +Annie Kinzer—everybody, in fact—approved, except, possibly, Emma. Emma +was a homely, plainly dressed girl who had worked ten years here at +Springer's. She<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> bore the reputation of being a prudey and a kill-joy. +Thus far she had never deigned to look at me, but now she took occasion +to pass the time of day when we met at the water-faucet, and asked, in a +doubtful tone, how long I had known Henrietta Manners.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile we "cornered" and "tissued" and "laced" and "labeled." Higher +and higher grew our pasteboard castle, which we built as children pile +up brightly colored blocks. At eleven Henrietta sent me below for trimmings.</p> + +<p>"How do you like your job?" asked the young fellow who filled my order. +This was strictly conventional, and I responded in kind. While Charlie +cut tapes and counted labels, he made the most of his opportunity to +chat. Dismissing, with brief comment, the weather and the peculiar +advantages and disadvantages of box-making as a trade, he diplomatically +steered the talk along personal and social lines by suggesting, with a +suppressed sigh, the probability that I should not always be a +box-maker. I replied heartily that I hoped not, which precipitated +another question: "Is the day set yet?" My amused negative to the query, +and intimation that I had no "steady," were gratefully received, and +warranted the suggestion that, as a matter of course, I liked to go to balls.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span></p><p>"My pleasure club has a blow-out next Sunday night," he remarked +significantly, as I gathered up my trimmings and departed.</p> + +<p>During my five minutes' absence the most exciting event of the day had +occurred. Adrienne, one of the strippers, had just been carried away, +unconscious, with two bleeding finger-stumps. In an unguarded moment the +fingers had been cut off in her machine. Although their work does not +allow them to stop a moment, her companions were all loud in sympathy +for this misfortune, which is not rare. Little Jennie, the unfortunate +girl's turner-in and fellow-worker for two years, wept bitterly as she +wiped away the blood from the long, shining knife and prepared to take +the place of her old superior, with its increased wage of five dollars +and a half a week. The little girl had been making only three dollars +and a quarter, and so, as Henrietta remarked, "It's a pretty bad +accident that don't bring good to somebody."</p> + +<p>"Did they take her away in a carriage?" Henrietta asked of Goldy +Courtleigh, who had stopped a moment to rest at our table.</p> + +<p>"Well, I should say! What's the use of getting your fingers whacked off +if you can't get a carriage-ride out of it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and that's about the only way you'd ever<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> squeeze a carriage-ride +out of this company," commented Henrietta. "Now I've two lady-friends +who work in mills where a sick headache and a fainting-spell touch the +boss for a carriage-ride every time!"</p> + +<p>The order on which we worked was, like most of the others on the floor +that day, for late-afternoon delivery. Our ruching-boxes had to be +finished that day, even though it took every moment till six or even +seven o'clock. Saturday being what is termed a "short-day," one had to +work with might and main in order to leave at half-past four. This +Henrietta was very anxious to do, partly because she had her Easter +shopping to do, and partly because this was the night I was to be +installed in my new quarters. Lunch-time found us still far behind. +Therefore we did not stop to eat, but snatched bites of cake and +sandwich as hunger dictated, and convenience permitted, all the while +pasting and labeling and taping our boxes. Nor were we the only toilers +obliged to forgo the hard-earned half-hour of rest.</p> + +<p>The awakening thunder of the machinery burst gratefully on our ears. It +meant that the last half of the weary day had begun. How my blistered +hands ached now! How my swollen feet and ankles throbbed with pain! +Every girl limped now as she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> crossed the floor with her towering +burden, and the procession back and forth between machines and tables +began all over again. Lifting and carrying and shoving; cornering and +taping and lacing—it seemed as though the afternoon would never wear to an end.</p> + +<p>The whole great mill was now charged with an unaccustomed excitement—an +excitement which had in it something of solemnity. There was no sign of +the usual mirth and hilarity which constitute the mill's sole +attraction. There was no singing—not even Angelina's "Fatal Wedding." +No exchange of stories, no sallies. Each girl bent to her task with a +fierce energy that was almost maddening in its intensity.</p> + +<p>Blind and dizzy with fatigue, I peered down the long, dusty aisles of +boxes toward the clock above Annie Kinzer's desk. It was only two. Every +effort, human and mechanical, all over the great factory, was now +strained almost to the breaking-point. How long can this agony last? How +long can the roar and the rush and the throbbing pain continue until +that nameless and unknown something snaps like an overstrained +fiddle-string and brings relief? The remorseless clock informed us that +there were two hours more of this torture before the signal<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> to "clean +up"—a signal, however, which is not given until the last girl has +finished her allotted task. At half-past two it appeared hopeless even +to dream of getting out before the regular six o'clock.</p> + +<p>The head foreman rushed through the aisles and bawled to us to "hustle +for all we were worth," as customers were all demanding their goods.</p> + +<p>"My God! ain't we hustling?" angrily shouted Rosie Sweeny, a pretty girl +at the next table, who supplied most of the profanity for our end of the +room. "God Almighty! how I hate Easter and Christmas-time! Oh, my legs +is 'most breaking," and with that the overwrought girl burst into a +passionate tirade against everybody, the foreman included, and all the +while she never ceased to work.</p> + +<p>There were not many girls in the factory like Rosie. Hers were the +quickest fingers, the sharpest tongue, the prettiest face. She was +scornful, impatient, and passionate—qualities not highly developed in +her companions, and which in her case foreboded ill if one believed +Annie Kinzer's prophecy: "That Rosie Sweeny 'll go to the bad yet, you mark my words."</p> + +<p>Three o'clock, a quarter after, half-past! The terrific tension had all +but reached the breaking-point. Then there rose a trembling, +palpitating<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> sigh that seemed to come from a hundred throats, and +blended in a universal expression of relief. In her clear, high treble +Angelina began the everlasting "Fatal Wedding." That piece of false +sentiment had now a new significance. It became a song of deliverance, +and as the workers swelled the chorus, one by one, it meant that the end +of the day's toil was in sight.</p> + +<p>By four o'clock the last box was done. Machines became mute, wheels were +stilled, and the long black belts sagged into limp folds. Every girl +seized a broom or a scrub-pail, and hilarity reigned supreme while we +swept and scrubbed for the next half-hour, Angelina and her chorus +singing all the while endless stanzas of the "Fatal Wedding."</p> + +<p>Henrietta sent me for a fresh pail of water, which I got from the faucet +in the toilet-room; and as I filled my bucket I made a mental inventory +of my fellow-toilers' wardrobes. Hanging from rows of nails on all sides +were their street garments—a collection of covert-cloth jackets, light +tan automobile coats, black silk box-coats trimmed in white lace, +raglans, and every other style of fashionable wrap that might be cheaply +imitated. Sandwiched among the street garments were the trained skirts +and evening bodices of the "Moonlight Maids" of the night <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span>before, and +which were to be again disported at some other pleasure-club festivity +that Easter evening, now drawing near. Along the walls were ranged the +high-heeled shoes and slippers, a bewildering display of gilt buckles +and velvet bows; each pair waiting patiently for the swollen, tired feet +of their owner to carry them away to the ball. The hats on the shelf +above were in strict accord with the gowns and the cloaks and the +foot-gear—a gorgeous assortment of Easter millinery, wherein the +beflowered and beplumed picture-hat predominated.</p> + +<p>I hurried back with my bucket of water, hoping in my heart that the +pleasure their wearers got out of this finery might be as great as the +day's work which earned it was long and hard. And so indeed it must have +been, if Henrietta was any authority on such questions.</p> + +<p>"I love nice clothes, even if I do have to work hard to get them," she +remarked, as we turned into Bleecker Street a few minutes later, four +one-dollar bills safely tucked away in her stocking. "But say, you ought +to see my new hat. It's elegant," and drawing my arm through hers, my +new room-mate hurried me through the Saturday-evening crowd of +homeward-bound humanity.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<h3>WHEREIN I WALK THROUGH DARK AND DEVIOUS WAYS WITH HENRIETTA MANNERS</h3> + +<p>It had been an ideal day for March—a day touched with pale-yellow +sunshine in which one felt the thrill and the promise of the springtime, +despite the chill east wind.</p> + +<p>Into the murky, evil-smelling squalor of Thompson Street this shy +primrose sunshine had poured in the earlier part of the afternoon; but, +being a north-and-south thoroughfare, it had all filtered out by +half-past four, only to empty itself with increased warmth and glory +into the east-and-west cross-streets, leaving Thompson dim and cold by +comparison when Henrietta Manners and I emerged from Springer's.</p> + +<p>Henrietta wore a dusty picture-hat of black velvet with a straight +ostrich feather and streamers of soiled white tulle, and a shabby +golf-cape of blue and white check which was not quite long enough to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> +conceal the big brass safety-pins with which her trained skirt was +tucked up, and which she had forgotten to remove until we had gone some +yards down the street. While we stopped long enough for her to perform +this most important sartorial detail, my eye traversed the street before +us, which with a gentle descent drops downward and stretches away toward +the south—a long, dim, narrow vista, broken at regular intervals by +brilliant shafts of gold streaming from the sunlit cross-streets, and +giving to the otherwise squalid brick-walled cañon the appearance of a +gay checkered ribbon. But if the March sunshine had deserted Thompson +Street, the March winds still claimed it as their own. Up and down they +had swept all day, until the morning mud on the cobblestones had been +long dried up and turned to dust, which now swirled along, caught up in +innumerable little whirlwinds that went eddying down the street.</p> + +<p>Grabbing up her demi-train in her bare hand, Henrietta and I also eddied +down the street and were lost to view for a few moments in the whirlwind +which struck us at the crowded corner of Bleecker Street.</p> + +<p>This whirlwind was the result partly of physical and partly of human +forces. For it was Saturday night, and life was running at flood-tide +all over the great city. Always tempestuous, always disturbed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> with the +passion and pain and strife of its struggle to maintain the ground it +had gained, never for one brief moment calm, even at its lowest +ebb—now, on this last night of the long, weary week, all the currents +and counter-currents of the worker's world were suddenly released. At +the stroke of bell, at the clang of deep-mouthed gong, at the scream of +siren whistle, the sluice-gates were lifted from the great human +reservoirs of factory and shop and office, and their myriad toilers +burst forth with the cumulative violence of six days' restraint.</p> + +<p>It was a shabby carnival of nations that jostled one another at this +windy corner—Italian, Spanish, German, Slav, Jew, Greek, with a +preponderance of Irish and "free-born" Americans. The general air was +one of unwonted happiness and freedom. The atmosphere of holiday liberty +was vibrant with the expectation of Saturday-night abandon to fun and +frolic or wild carousal.</p> + +<p>For "the ghost had walked" through the workaday world that day, and +everybody had his "envelop" in his pocket. It is a pleasant sensation to +feel the stiff-cornered envelop tucked safely away in your vest pocket, +or in the depths of your stocking, where Henrietta had hidden hers safe +out of the reach of the wily pickpocket, who, she told me, was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> lurking +at every corner and sneaking through every crowd on that Saturday +evening, which was also Easter Eve.</p> + +<p>Easter Eve! I had almost forgotten the fact which accounted for this +more than usual activity on the part of the hurrying crowds, and for the +unmistakable holiday air which Bleecker Street displayed. As far as we +could see, lined up on both sides of the curb were the pushcart +peddlers, and at every step a sidewalk fakir, all crying their Easter wares.</p> + +<p>Henrietta lingered first about one pushcart, then about another, opening +her gaudy side-bag, then shutting it resolutely and marching on, +determined not to succumb to the temptation to squander her hard-earned +pennies. She succeeded admirably until we came upon a picturesque +Italian and his wife who were doing a flourishing business from a +pushcart piled high with sacred images. Henrietta showed a lively +interest in the cut prices at which they were going: ten cents for St. +Peter in a scarlet robe and golden sandals; fifteen cents for St. John +in purple; and only twenty-five for the Blessed Virgin in flowing blue +clasping the Holy Babe.</p> + +<p>They were "dirt-cheap," Henrietta declared, as we watched the plaster +casts pass over the heads of the crowd, out of which by and by emerged +our<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> shopmate, little Angela, clasping a Madonna under her arm and +counting her change.</p> + +<p>The three of us resumed our homeward walk together, without any comment +until Angela had satisfied herself about the correctness of her change.</p> + +<p>"What a slop you are!" remarked Henrietta, as her critical eye swept +over the undeveloped little figure in the long, greasy black-taffeta +coat, which, flapping open in front, disclosed the pasty surface of a +drabbled blue skirt. "Why don't you never turn your skirt, Angela?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, what's the dif?" replied Angela. "There ain't no fellows going to +look at me any more now."</p> + +<p>This reply, commonplace enough, might have passed unnoticed had there +not been a note of tragedy in her deep contralto voice.</p> + +<p>"Why, what's the matter?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Don't you know?" she demanded, scowling at Henrietta's silly, vacant "tee-hee."</p> + +<p>"Know? Know what?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"That I'm a grass-widow."</p> + +<p>"A grass-widow!" I echoed in astonishment, and looked upon the childish +creature in sheer unbelief—for child I had always considered her. "Why, +how old are you, anyway, Angela?"</p> + +<p>"Fifteen—I mean I'm 'most fifteen."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span></p><p>"And you're really married!" I exclaimed again, quite aghast and +altogether innocent of the construction which Angela immediately put +upon the qualifying adverb.</p> + +<p>"Well, if you don't believe me look at that!" she cried, and stuck out a +tiny, dirty hand, with finger-nails worn to the quick, and decorated +with a gold band broad enough and heavy enough to have held a woman ten +times Angela's weight and size in the bands of indissoluble matrimony; +"I was married for fair, and I was married lawful. A priest did it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I didn't mean to question that," I hastened to apologize with some +confusion. "Only you seemed so very young, I thought you were just joking me."</p> + +<p>"Well, it's no joke to be married and have a baby, specially when you've +got to s'port it," returned the girl, her lips still pouting.</p> + +<p>"And you've a baby, too—you!"</p> + +<p>The bedraggled little prima donna nodded; the pout on the lips blossomed +into a smile, and a look of infinite tenderness transformed the tired, +dark little face. "It's up to the crèche—that's where I'm going now. +The ladies keeps it awful good for me."</p> + +<p>"And it's such a lovely baby, too!" declared Henrietta, softly. "I seen it once."</p> + +<p>"She's cute; there's no lie 'bout that," assented<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> the little mother. +"Look what I bought her—here, you hold this Peter a minute—Henrietta, +just hang on to the Holy Virgin," and thrusting them into our hands, she +opened the box under her arm and drew forth a gaily painted hen that +clucked and laid a painted egg, to the uproarious delight of Henrietta.</p> + +<p>Henrietta meanwhile had begun counting the change in her side-bag.</p> + +<p>"I don't never like to break a bill unless I've got to," she remarked, +returning the Holy Virgin to Angela's arms; "but I'm going to have one +of them chickens too," and away she went after the fakir. A moment later +she emerged from the crowd with a little brown box under her arm, and we +three continued our walk westward along Bleecker, dropping little Angela +at the corner of the street which was to lead her to the day-nursery +where she would pick up her baby and carry it home.</p> + +<p>"That was a 'fatal wedding' for fair, wasn't it?" I remarked, as my eyes +followed the little figure.</p> + +<p>But my companion paid no attention to my attempt to be facetious, if +indeed she heard the remark at all. She seemed to be deep in a brown +study, and several times I caught her watching me narrowly from the +corner of her eye. I was already <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span>beginning to have some misgivings as +to the temperamental fitness of my strange "learner" and new-found +friend as a steady, day-in-and-day-out person with whom to live and eat +and sleep. And this feeling increased with every block we covered, for +by and by I found myself studying Henrietta in the same furtive manner +as she was evidently studying me.</p> + +<p>At last, when we had exchanged the holiday gaiety and the sunshine of +Bleecker Street for a dark, noisome side-street, she broke out explosively:</p> + +<p>"Hope to God you ain't going to turn out the way my last room-mate did!"</p> + +<p>"Why? What did she do?"</p> + +<p>"Went crazy," came the laconic reply, and she shivered and drew the old +golf-cape more closely about her shoulders; for the damp of the dark, +silent tenements on either side seemed to strike to the marrow. +Something in her manner seemed to say, "Ask no more questions," but +nevertheless I pursued the subject.</p> + +<p>"Went crazy! How?"</p> + +<p>"I d'know; she just went sudden crazy. She come to Springer's one day +just like you, and she said how she was wanting to find a place to board +cheap; and she was kind of down in the mouth, and she come home with me; +and all of a sudden in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> night I woke up with her screamin' and going +on something fearful, and I run down and got the Dago lady in the +basement to come up, and her man run for the police. They took her away +to the lock-up in the hurry-up wagon, and the next day they said she was +crazy,—clean crazy,—and she's in the crazy-house over on the Island now."</p> + +<p>"What island?" I asked, not with any desire to know this minor detail, +but because I was too disturbed for the moment to make any other +comment. It seemed to Henrietta, however, a most senseless question, for +she remarked rather testily:</p> + +<p>"Why, just the Island, where they send all the crazy folks, and the +drunks, and the thieves and murderers, and them that has smallpox."</p> + +<p>"Mercy! what an awful place it must be!" I cried. "And that's where the +poor girl went?"</p> + +<p>"That's where she went—say, tell me honest now, didn't you run away?"</p> + +<p>"Run away! Where from?"</p> + +<p>"Run away from home—now didn't you?"</p> + +<p>"Mercy, no! What put such an idea as that in your head?" I asked, laughing.</p> + +<p>"Fanny Harley did."</p> + +<p>"Who's Fanny Harley?"</p> + +<p>"She's the girl they took to the crazy-house."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span></p><p>"But," I argued, "is that any reason for you to suppose that I ran away +from home too?"</p> + +<p>"Yep, it is. You're ever so much like Fanny Harley. You talk just alike, +and you've got just the same notions she had, from what I can make; and +she did run away from home. She told me so. She lived up-state +somewhere, and was off a farm just like you; and—"</p> + +<p>"But I'm not a farmer, and never was," I put in.</p> + +<p>"Why, you told me yourself you was born in the country, didn't you?" and +I saw there was no use trying to point out to Henrietta the difference +between farmers and those born in the country, both of which were terms +of contempt in her vocabulary. We were still threading the maze of +strange, squalid streets which was to lead us eventually to the former +brief abiding-place of Fanny Harley; and, filled with curiosity +regarding my own resemblance to my unfortunate predecessor, I revived +the subject by asking carelessly:</p> + +<p>"How is it I talk and act that makes me like Fanny Harley?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you 've got a kind of high-toned way of talking," she explained. +"I don't mind the way you talk, though,—using big words and all that. +That ain't none of our business, I tell the girls;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> but you do walk so +funny and stand so funny, that it is all I can do to keep from bu'stin' +out laughing to see you. And the other girls says it's the same with +them, but I told them it was because you was just from the country, and +that farmers all walk the same way. But really, Rose,—you're getting +used to that name, ain't you?—you ought to get yourself over it as +quick as you can; you ain't going to have no lady-friends in the factory +if you're going to be queer like that."</p> + +<p>"But I walk as I always did. How else should I walk? How do I walk that +makes me so funny?" I asked, mortified at the thought of my having been +the butt of secret ridicule. Henrietta was cordial in her reply.</p> + +<p>"You walk too light," she explained; "you don't seem to touch the ground +at all when you go along, and you stand so straight it makes my back +ache to watch you."</p> + +<p>Then my mentor proceeded to correct my use and choice of diction.</p> + +<p>"And what makes you say 'lid' when you mean a cover? Why, it just about +kills us girls to hear you say 'lid.'"</p> + +<p>"But," I remonstrated, aggravated by her silly "tee-hee" into defense of +my English, "why<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> shouldn't I say 'lid' if I want to? It means just the +same as cover."</p> + +<p>"Well, if it mean the same, why don't you say 'cover'?" my "learner" +retorted, with ill-disguised anger that I should question her authority; +and I dropped the subject, and the remainder of the walk was continued in silence.</p> + +<p>It was growing more and more apparent that I had not made a wise +selection in my room-mate, but it seemed too late to back out now—at +least until I had given her a trial of several days.</p> + +<p>I felt as though I had obtained, as if by magic, a wonderfully +illuminating insight into her nature and character during this short +walk from the factory. I had thought her at the work-table a +kind-hearted, honest toiler, a bit too visionary, perhaps, to accord +with perfect veracity, and woefully ignorant, but with an ignorance for +which I could feel nothing but sorrow and sympathy, as the inevitable +result of the hard conditions of her life and environment. But now I +recognized with considerable foreboding, not only all this, but much +more besides. Henrietta Manners, that humble, under-fed, miserable +box-maker, was the very incarnation of bigotry and intolerance, one by +whom any idea, or any act, word, or occurrence out of the ordinary rut +set by <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span>box-factory canons of taste and judgment, must be condemned with +despotic severity. And yet, in the face of all these unpleasant +reflections upon poor Henrietta's unbeautiful mental characteristics, I +felt a certain shamefaced gratitude toward the kind heart which I knew +still beat under that shabby golf-cape.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Henrietta had again lapsed into a silent, sullen mood, as she +pitched along in the nervous, jerky, heavy-footed gait which she had +urged me to emulate, and which I thought so hideous. I did not know +then, but I do know now, that such gait is invariably a characteristic +of the constitution in which there is not the proper coördination of +muscular effort. In the light of knowledge gained in later years, I can +now see in that long, slouching, shuffling figure, in that +tallow-colored face with the bloodless, loose lips and the wandering, +mystic eyes of periwinkle blue—I can see in that girl-face framed by a +trashy picture-hat, and in that girl-form wrapped in the old golf-cape, +one of the earth's unfortunates; a congenital failure; a female creature +doomed from her mother's womb—physically, mentally, and morally doomed.</p> + +<p>I was, however, on this memorable Easter Eve most happily innocent of my +Lombroso and my Mantagazza, else I had not been walking home with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> +Henrietta Manners, in all the confidence of an unsophisticated +country-girl. So much confidence did I have in my shop-mate that I did +not yet know the name of the street on the West Side where my future +home was, nor did I know any of the strange, dark, devious paths by +which she led me through a locality that, though for the most part +eminently respectable, is dotted here and there, near the river-front, +with some of the worst plague-spots of moral and physical foulness to be +found in New York.</p> + +<p>In later and more prosperous years I have several times walked into +Thompson Street, and from that as a starting-point tried to retrace our +walk of that night, bordering along old Greenwich Village, but as well +have tried to unravel the mazes of the Cretan Labyrinth.</p> + +<p>The last westward street we traversed, dipping under the trellis of an +elevated railroad, led straight into a lake of sunset fire out of which +the smoking funnels of a giant steamship lying at her dock rose dark and +majestic upon the horizon.</p> + +<p>A little cry of admiration escaped me at sight of the splendid picture, +and I hoped secretly that our way might continue to the water's edge; +but instead, reaching the line of the elevated, we turned in and +followed the old, black street above which the noisy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> trains ran. The +street itself presented the appearance of a long line of darkened +warehouses, broken occasionally by a dismal-looking dwelling, through +the uncurtained windows of which we could see slattern housewives busy +getting supper.</p> + +<p>It was the most miserable and squalid of all the miserable and squalid +streets I had thus far seen, and it had the additional disadvantage of +being practically deserted of everything save the noise and smoke +overhead. There were no foot-passengers, no human sounds. It was all so +hideous and fearsome that after five minutes' walk I was not surprised +to see Henrietta select the most wretched of all the wretched houses as +the one we should enter. As we climbed the high stoop, I could see, +through the interstices of rusted ironwork that had once been handsome +balusters, the form of an Italian woman sitting in the basement window +beneath, nursing a baby at her breast.</p> + +<p>"That's the lady what come up to help hold Fanny Harley," my room-mate +remarked as we passed inside.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span></p> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<h3>INTRODUCING HENRIETTA'S "SPECIAL GENTLEMAN-FRIEND"</h3> + +<p>"Say! ain't you got no special gentleman-friend?"</p> + +<p>Henrietta's voice, breaking a pregnant silence, startled me so that I +nearly jumped off the empty soap-box where for some minutes I had sat +watching her bend over a smoking skillet of frying fat.</p> + +<p>An answer was not to be given unadvisedly, such was the moral effect of +the question. It hadn't been asked in a casual way, but showed, by its +explosive form of utterance, that it was the result not so much of a +pent-up curiosity as of a careful speculation as to the manner in which +I would receive it. So I tried to look unconscious, and at this critical +juncture the thunder of an elevated train came adventitiously to my +rescue and gave me a few moments in which to consider what I should +reply. And as I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> considered unconsciously my eye took in an inventory of +the room. The heavily carved woodwork hinted of the fact that it had +once been a lady's bedchamber in the bygone days when this was a +fashionable quarter of New York, and its spaciousness and former +elegance now served rather to increase the squalor as well as to +accentuate the barrenness of its furnishings. The latter consisted of +two wooden boxes, one of which I sat upon; an empty sugar-barrel, with a +board laid across the top; a broken-down bed in an uncurtained alcove; a +very large, substantial-looking trunk, iron-bound and brass-riveted; and +last, but not least, a rusty stove, now red-hot, which might well have +been the twin sister of my own "Little Lottie" at the ill-fated +Fourteenth-street house. This stove, connected with the flue by a small +pipe, fitted into what had once been a beautiful open fireplace, but +which was now walled up with broken bricks, and surmounted by a mantel +of Italian marble sculptured with the story of Prometheus's boon to +mankind, and supported on either end by caryatides in the shape of +vestal virgins bearing flaming brands in their hands. Overhead the +ceiling showed great patches of bare lath, where the plaster had fallen +away, and the uncarpeted floor was strewn with bread-crumbs and marked +by a trail<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> of coal-siftings from the stove to a closet-door from which +the fire was replenished. The door to the closet was gone, and in its +recess a pair of trousers hung limply, while Henrietta's scant wardrobe +was ranged along the black-painted wall outside. The long, cobweb-hung +windows, bare of blind or curtain, showed a black-mirrored surface +against the batten shutters.</p> + +<p>All these details I could descry but dimly by the light of the smoking +oil-lamp that sat on the mantelshelf above the stove, and which cast a +ghastly light upon a row of empty bottles—the sole burden of the once +spotless, but now sadly soiled, vestal virgins.</p> + +<p>Henrietta was bending over the smoking skillet, with the lamp-light +falling across her pale face. As she boiled the coffee and fried the +eggs I studied her profile sketched against the blue, smoky background, +and tried in vain to grasp the secret of its fleeting, evanescent +beauty. For beautiful Henrietta was—beautiful with a beauty quite her +own and all the more potent because of its very indefinableness. I +watched her as one horribly fascinated,—that high, wide white forehead, +that weak chin, those soft, tremulous lips, on which a faint smile would +so often play, and those great, wide eyes of blue that now looked purple +in the lamp-light. And then, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span>gradually, I saw, as I watched, an +expression I had never seen there before; the wavering suggestion of the +smile left the lips and they fell apart, loose and bloodless, with a +glimpse of the missing front tooth. It was an expression that lasted but +the fraction of a second, but it stamped her whole countenance with something sinister.</p> + +<p>Then Henrietta lifted the eggs, carried the coffee-pot across to the +table, which was none other than the board-capped barrel, and went back +for the lamp. All these things she insisted upon doing herself, just as +she had stubbornly refused to allow me to help with the cooking of the supper.</p> + +<p>Setting the lamp down upon the improvised table, she threw open one of +the shutters to let in a breath of fresh air, and as she did so the room +was filled with the roar and dust of the elevated train which passed so +close to our windows, and after it came a cold draft of air caused by +the suction of the cars. Henrietta closed the window and returned to the table.</p> + +<p>Then I answered her question: "Well, that depends upon what you mean by +gentleman-friend," I said.</p> + +<p>"I mean just what I said," replied Henrietta, sliding an egg upon her +plate and passing the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span>remaining one to me. "I mean a <i>special</i> +gentleman-friend."</p> + +<p>"Well, no; I guess I haven't. I used to know lots of boys in the country +where I lived, but there isn't one of them I could call my special +gentleman-friend, and I don't know any men here." I uttered this speech +carefully, so as not to imply any criticism of Henrietta's use of the +expression "gentleman-friend," nor to call down upon my own head her +criticism for using any other than the box-factory vernacular in +discussing these delicate amatory affairs.</p> + +<p>"Oh, go and tell that to your grandmother!" she retorted, with a sly +little laugh. "Don't none of the girls there have gentlemen-friends, or +is farmers so different that they never stand gentlemen-friends to them?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear me, yes!" I answered hastily, trying to avoid the unpleasant +<i>double entendre</i>, and choosing to accept it in its strictly explicit +phase. "Why, certainly, the girls get married there every day. There are +hardly any old maids in my part of the country. They get engaged almost +as soon as they are out of short dresses, and the first thing you know, +they are married and raising families." Then I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> added, "but have you got +a gentleman-friend yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Yep," she answered, nodding and pouring out the coffee; "I have a very +particular gentleman-friend what's been keeping company with me for +nearly a year, off and on."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" I cried, eager to turn the conversation toward Henrietta's +personal affairs instead of my own, which I felt she completely +misconstrued. "Do tell me about him; what is his name—and are you +engaged to him yet?"</p> + +<p>"My! ain't you fresh, though?" she said; but there was cordiality in the +rebuff. "I met him at the mission where I teach Sundays," she went on. +"He's brother Mason, and he's the Sunday-school superintendent. He give +me all that perfume on the mantel," and she pointed a dripping knife +toward the row of empty bottles.</p> + +<p>"Why, is he in the perfumery business?" I asked innocently, my eyes +ranging over the heterogeneous collection on the mantel. Henrietta took +the remark as exceedingly funny, for she immediately fell into a +paroxysm of tittering, choking over a mouthful of food before she could +attain gravity enough to answer.</p> + +<p>"Lord! no; you do ask the funniest questions!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span></p><p>Thus checked, I did not press for further information as to brother +Mason's vocation, but proceeded to satisfy my hunger, which was not +diminished by the unappetizing appearance of the food on the barrel.</p> + +<p>It was a matter of great surprise to me to see how little Henrietta ate, +and I was likewise ashamed of my own voracious appetite. Henrietta +noticed this and frowned ominously.</p> + +<p>"God! but you do eat!" she commented frankly, poising her knife in air.</p> + +<p>"I'm hungry. I've worked hard to-day," I replied with dignity.</p> + +<p>"Maybe you won't eat so much, though, after a while," she said hopefully.</p> + +<p>"Maybe not," I agreed. "But you, Henrietta—you are not eating anything!"</p> + +<p>"Me? Oh, I'm all right. I'm eating as much as I ever do. The works takes +away my hunger. If it didn't, I don't know how I'd get along. If I eat +as much as you, I'd be likely to starve to death. I couldn't make enough +to feed me. When I first begun to work in the factory I'd eat three or +four pieces of bread across the loaf, and potatoes and meat, and be +hungry for things besides; but after a while you get used to being<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> +hungry for so long, you couldn't eat if you had it to eat."</p> + +<p>"How long have you been working?" I ventured.</p> + +<p>Henrietta put her cup on the table and shot a suspicious glance at me +before she answered:</p> + +<p>"Oh, off and on, and for five or six years, ever since my uncle died. He +was my guardian—that's his house up there."</p> + +<p>I looked in the direction of Henrietta's pointed finger to a cheap +chromolithograph that was tacked on the wall between the windows and +immediately over the barrel where we were eating. I recognized it at +once as a reproduction of a familiar scene showing a castle on the +Rhine. I had seen the same picture many times, once as a supplement with +a Sunday newspaper. That this stately pile of green and yellow +variegated stones should be the residence of Henrietta's uncle and +guardian seemed obviously but a bit of girlish fun, of a piece with her +earlier talk regarding her aristocratic ancestry; for by this time I had +construed that strange story into a hoax that was never meant to be taken seriously.</p> + +<p>But one glance now at Henrietta's face showed me my mistake. It was +plainly to be seen that she had come to believe every word of what she had told me.</p> + +<p>My eye had traveled to the row of garments on the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> pegs behind the door +and had rested with curiosity upon a "lassie" bonnet and cloak. +Henrietta did not wait for the question on my lips.</p> + +<p>"Them's my adjutant's uniform," she said, with a touch of pride. "You +didn't know I used to be an adjutant in the Salvation Army, did you?"</p> + +<p>I shook my head.</p> + +<p>"Well, I was, all right. Adjutant Faith Manners, that's what I was," and +rising, she limped across the floor, and burrowing in the depths of the +trunk, returned in a moment with an envelop which she handed me with the +command to read its contents. The envelop, postmarked "Pittsburg, Pa.," +was addressed to Adjutant Faith Manners.</p> + +<p>"But how does it come you have two names?" I inquired.</p> + +<p>"Well," the girl replied slowly, "I thought as how it sounded better for +a professing Christian to have some name like that, than Henrietta. +Henrietta is kind of fancy-sounding, specially when you was an adjutant +officer and was supposed to have give yourself to Jesus."</p> + +<p>I read the letter; it was a curious epistle, written in a beautiful, +flowing hand, well worded, and complimenting Adjutant Manners upon her +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span>"persistence in the good work for Jesus," and winding up with the offer +of a small post, at a salary to be determined later on, in the Pittsburg +barracks of the Salvation Army. The name of the writer, which for +obvious reasons it is best not to divulge, was that of an officer who, I +have since discovered, is well and favorably known in Pittsburg. The +whole thing was a bewildering paradox. There was no doubt of its being a +bona-fide letter, nor of Adjutant Faith Manners and my room-mate being +one and the same person. And yet, how explain the ludicrous +inconsistency of such an experience in the life of such a girl?</p> + +<p>I had opened my mouth to ask some question to this end, when we started +as a heavy step resounded in the hallway outside. Then the latch +rattled, the door swung open, and a thick-set, burly, bearded man stood +upon the threshold. I screamed before I noticed that Henrietta regarded +the new-comer quite as a matter of course.</p> + +<p>The man stood in the doorway, evidently surprised for the moment at +seeing me there; then, closing the door behind him, he advanced +awkwardly, tiptoeing across the floor, and sat down upon the edge of the +bed without so much as a word.</p> + +<p>"Will you have a cup of coffee, brother Mason?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> asked Henrietta, +shaking the pot to determine whether its contents would warrant the invitation.</p> + +<p>"I don't care if I do, sister Manners," returned brother Mason, removing +his hat as if it were an afterthought, and drawing forth a large red +handkerchief with which he mopped his forehead and thick red neck.</p> + +<p>"This is my lady-friend, Rose Fortune," said Henrietta as she drained +the coffee-pot, and nodding first to the visitor, then to myself; "my +gentleman-friend, brother Mason."</p> + +<p>Brother Mason had risen and tiptoed forward, his hands thrust into the +bulging pockets of his overcoat, whence he proceeded gravely to draw +forth and deposit upon the barrel-top a heterogeneous love-offering, as +follows: two oranges; a box of mustard; a small sack of nutmegs; a box +of ground pepper; a package of allspice; a box containing three dozen +bouillon capsules; a bottle of the exact size and label as the +innumerable empty vessels on the mantel; a package of tea done up in +fancy red-and-gold paper; and, last, a large paper sack of pulverized coffee.</p> + +<p>Henrietta now handed a cup to the donor of these gifts, which he +accepted meekly and carried on tiptoe back to his place on the edge of the bed.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span></p><p>Brother Mason drank his coffee with a great deal of unnecessary noise, +while Henrietta gathered up the dishes, after again rebuffing me almost +rudely for presuming to offer my services. Thus there was nothing left +for me to do, apparently, but to sit on the soap-box and look at brother +Mason, who regarded me in rather sheepish fashion over the top of his cup.</p> + +<p>I judged him to be a good-natured man on the near side of fifty. His +close-cropped hair was an iron-gray, and his stubby beard and mustache a +fierce red, the ferocity of which was tempered by the mildness of +deep-set, small blue eyes. His general appearance would, I thought, have +been more in accord with the driver of a beer-truck than anything so +comparatively genteel as driving a grocer's wagon—his occupation, I +discovered, which explained the source of his offerings to Henrietta. +Despite the burliness of brother Mason, there was that about him which +rather encouraged confidence than aroused suspicion, although it was +difficult to reconcile him with the superintendence of a mission +Sunday-school. The latter incongruity had just popped into my mind when +he broke the silence by asking in a deep guttural, and with a vigorous +nod in my direction as he put down his empty cup:</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span></p><p>"Ha! Cat'lic?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no," I answered, eager to break the embarrassing silence—"oh, no; +I'm a Protestant."</p> + +<p>"Ha! But you be Irish, ben't you?"</p> + +<p>I laughed. "No; American!"</p> + +<p>"Ha! Father and mother Irish, mebbe?"</p> + +<p>"No, they were American, too; but my great-great-grandfather +and-grandmother were Irish."</p> + +<p>"Aye, that's it! I knowed you was Irish the minute I seen them red +cheeks, eh! sister Manners?" chuckled brother Mason in a rich brogue, +rubbing his hands and looking across at my room-mate, who had been +apparently oblivious to our conversation, as she washed and wiped the +dishes out of a tin basin which I recognized as that from which we had +washed our hands and faces after we got home from work. She now fixed +the visitor with her periwinkle eyes, and replied severely:</p> + +<p>"I ain't got nothing to say against my lady-friend's looks, as you +certainly know, brother Mason."</p> + +<p>Something in this answer—no doubt, a hint of smothered jealousy—made +brother Mason throw his hand to his mouth and duck his head as he darted +a sly look toward me. But I met the look with a serious face, and indeed +I felt serious enough without<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> getting myself into any imbroglio with +this strange pair of lovers.</p> + +<p>"You're Irish, I suppose, Mr. Mason?" I asked when he had recovered his +gravity after this mirth-provoking incident.</p> + +<p>"Me? I'm from County Wicklow, but I ain't no Cat'lic Irish. I'm a +Methody. Cat'lic in the old country, Methody here. Got converted twenty +years ago at one of them Moody and Sankey meetings—you've heard tell of +Moody and Sankey, mebbe? Eh? Ha!"</p> + +<p>These latter ejaculations the Catholic apostate repeated alternately and +with rhythmic precision as he proceeded to press tobacco into a clay +pipe with numerous deft movements of his large red thumb, regarding me +fixedly all the while.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," I repeated many times, but not until he had lighted the pipe +and drawn a deep whiff of it did brother Mason choose to regard his +question as answered.</p> + +<p>"Well, it was them that brought me to the mourners' bench, for fair. It +was Moody and Sankey that did the damage; and I've got to say this much +for them gentlemen, I've never seen the day I was sorry they did it. I'm +the supe of a mission Sunday-school now, meself; and I've done me dirty +best to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> push the gospel news along." Here he turned to Henrietta. "Be +your lady-friend coming over to-morrow afternoon, sister Manners?"</p> + +<p>"I don't hinder her, nor nobody's, doing what they like!" answered +Henrietta, again with that air of severity, not to say iciness, in her +manner; and I shifted myself uncomfortably on the box as I met her +glance of patient scorn. She had now finished her dish-washing, and +seated herself upon the edge of the box, which brother Mason had already +appropriated with his large, clumsy bulk.</p> + +<p>"Come now, you do care, ye know you care!" he said gruffly, as he threw +an arm carelessly across the girl's shoulder and patted her kindly; the +scowl immediately left her face and her head dropped upon his brawny, +red-shirted breast and snugly settled itself there, much to my +embarrassment. Then, between long-drawn whiffs of the rank-smelling +pipe, brother Mason descanted upon himself and his achievements, +religious, social, financial, and political, with no interruption save +frequent fits of choking on the part of poor Henrietta, whom even the +clouds of rank smoke could not drive from her position of vantage.</p> + +<p>Brother Mason, so he informed me, was not only an Irishman and a +Methodist, but a member of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> Tammany Hall and a not unimportant personage +in the warehouses of the wholesale grocers for whom he drove the +delivery wagon, and from whom, I now haven't a doubt in the world, he +had stolen for the benefit of his lady-love many such an offering of +sweet perfume and savory spice as he had carried her that Easter Eve. I +found his talk eminently entertaining, with the charm that often goes +with the talk of an unlettered person who knows much of life and of men. +He was densely ignorant from the schoolmaster's point of view, and +openly confessed to an inability to write his name; but his ignorance +was refreshing, as the ignorance of man is always refreshing when +compared with the ignorance of woman; which fact, it has often appeared +to me, is the strongest argument in favor of the general superiority of +the male sex. For hidden somewhere within brother Mason's thick, bullet +head there seemed to be that primary germ of intelligence which was +apparently lacking in the fair head snuggled on his breast. It was +therefore with a mingled feeling of relief and regret that, after a +couple of hours of conversation, I saw him gently push Henrietta away +and announce his departure,—relief from the embarrassment which this +open love-making had caused me, and regret that I was once more to be +left alone with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> Henrietta in that dark, cavernous house. It was then +after midnight, and Henrietta suggested, as brother Mason drew on his +overcoat, that she accompany him as far as the corner saloon, where she +wanted to buy a quarter-pint of gin; and they went off together, leaving me alone.</p> + +<p>When their resounding footsteps had died away down the stairs, I picked +up the lamp and walked about, examining the shadowy corners of the room, +peering into the black abyss of the alcove where the unwholesome bed +stood, and not neglecting, like the true woman I was, to look underneath +and even to poke under it with the handle of a broom. I raised the +windows and threw open the batten-shutters, and through the darkness +tried to measure the distance to the street below. Not only that, but I +also speculated upon being able to climb out upon the railroad tracks, +should the worst come to the worst.</p> + +<p>What worst? What did I fear? I don't know. I did not exactly know then, +and I scarcely know now. It may have been the promptings of what is +popularly termed "woman's intuition." No more do I know why I then and +there resolved that I should sleep with my shoes and stockings on; and +further, if possible, I determined to keep awake through the long night before me.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span></p><p>I closed the windows and returned to a further inspection of the room, +stopping before the open trunk to examine some of the many books it +contained. One by one I opened and examined the volumes; a few of them +were romances of the Laura Jean Libbey school of fiction, but the +majority were hymnals inscribed severally on the fly-leaf with the names +"Faith Manners," "Hope Manners," "Patience Manners." Across the room the +bottles on the mantel shone vaguely in the shadow. I carried the lamp +over, and placing it in the little cleared-out space among them, began +to examine the bottles with idle curiosity. "Wild Crab Apple," "Jockey +Club," "Parma Violet," "Heliotrope," I read on the dainty labels, +lifting out the ground-glass corks and smelling the lingering fragrance +which yet attached to each empty vial. Of these there must have been two +dozen or more.</p> + +<p>And there were other bottles, also empty, but not perfume-bottles. Of +these others there were more than a dozen. At first I did not quite +comprehend the purport of the printing on their labels, and it was not +until I had studied some half a dozen of them that the sickening horror +of their meaning dawned upon me fully. There was no mistaking them; the +language was too unblushingly plain. They were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> the infamous nostrums of +the malpractitioner; and in the light of this loathsome revelation there +was but one thing for me to do: I had to get out of that room, and +before Henrietta should return; and so, grabbing up my hat and jacket, I +rushed in a panic out of the awful place into the midnight blackness of the empty street.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span></p> + +<h2>X</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH I FIND MYSELF A HOMELESS WANDERER IN THE NIGHT</h3> + +<p>In making my escape I had not counted upon my chances of meeting +Henrietta returning from the saloon. I had thought of nothing but to get +as far away as possible from the horror of it all. Dashing headlong down +the street, I was going I knew not where, when suddenly Henrietta's +vacuous "tee-hee" rang out in the darkness and echoed among the iron +girders of the elevated trestle; and, looking ahead of me, I saw her in +the light of the corner gas-jet coming toward me, a man on either side +of her, and all three evidently in the best of spirits. I sank back into +the darkness of a doorway that stood open, motionless until they had +passed and their voices had died away.</p> + +<p>In the few minutes of waiting, I had collected my wits sufficiently to +determine upon a plan of action. I would find my way back to the +Jefferson Market,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> and stay there until daylight, and then go to the +Working Girls' Home recommended by the police matron.</p> + +<p>But no sooner had I determined on this plan, which was really the only +thing I could have done, than I heard women's voices close at hand; and +before I could creep out of the doorway, two figures, groping up to it +through the darkness, dropped down upon the threshold. They muttered and +mumbled to each other for a little while, then their deep breathing told +me they had fallen into a doze.</p> + +<p>Again and again I had crept out of my hiding-place, looked at the two +bowed, crouching figures, which I could see only in vague outline, and +then withdrew again into the comparative safety of the black hallway. I +hesitated to waken them, and I could not creep over them asleep—not +until I heard the low, guttural voice of a drunken man in the darkness +above, and the uncertain shuffle of feet feeling their way to the head +of the staircase. Then, my heart in my mouth, quite as much for the fear +of what was before me as for what was fumbling about in the darkness +behind, I came boldly out and stood over the huddled figures. Now I saw +that they were old women, very old, and both fast asleep, with their +arms locked about each other for protection against<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> the cold. Both were +bare-headed and scantily dressed, and each wore a little wisp of gray +hair drawn into a button at the back of her head, just as Mrs. Pringle +had worn hers. I touched the nearest bundle on the shoulder. She awoke +with a start, and peered around at me with a pitiful whimper. I +explained that I only wanted to pass, and that she would oblige me very +much to allow me to do so.</p> + +<p>"You want to git out, do ye, dearie? Well, you jist shall git out," came +the rejoinder in a high, quavering voice, and slowly the old woman +lifted herself, with many groans and "ouches" for her stiffened joints.</p> + +<p>"Dearie! dearie! I thought ye wuz the cop," the old crone went on, as +she grasped my arm in a hand whose thinness I could feel through my thin +jacket. "A nice arm it is ye have got, and yit ye don't speak as if ye +be one of we uns, be you?" The withered hand held me as though in a +vise, while I could feel the gin-laden breath of the unfortunate +creature as she peered close into my face.</p> + +<p>"Please—please let me go!" I whispered, for I could hear the stumbling +footsteps within near the bottom of the stairs. "Please let me go! I +must go to the drug-store to find a doctor; some one is sick."</p> + +<p>"Sure, dearie, sure!" and the thin fingers relaxed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> their hold. "Do ye +know where the drug-store is? and mightn't I make bold enough to ask to +go with ye? It's late for a lady to be out, with the streets full of +drunks and lazy longshoremen; and I know you <i>be</i> a lady."</p> + +<p>I was in a quandary. Naturally I did not want to accept this drunken +woman's offer to pilot me, and yet I really had not the heart to offend +the old creature, for there was genuine sympathy betrayed in her voice +at the mention of sickness. She seemed to take my silence for +acceptance, however; and placing her arm on mine, conducted me down the +dark street. At the corner we passed under a gas-lamp, when we saw each +other distinctly for the first time. She was dark and swarthy, with +deep-set black eyes, and her thin, coarse, bristling gray hair, I +noticed, was full of wisps of excelsior and grass box-packing. She was +about sixty-two or-three, and had a spare, brawny frame with heavy, +stooped shoulders. Evidently she had taken just as careful an inventory +of my appearance, for we had not gone far before she was giving me all +manner of good advice about taking care of myself in a big, wicked city, +with repeated asseverations that she always knew a lady when she saw +one, and that if I wasn't one of that enviable species, then her name +wasn't Mrs. Bridget<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> Reynolds; and the latter being "a proper married +woman and the mother of a family all dead now, God rest their souls!" +who should know a lady better than she? And why was Mrs. Bridget +Reynolds, a proper married and equally proper widowed woman of her +reverend years, sitting upon a doorstep at three o'clock of a cold March +morning? Och! God bless ye, just a little trouble with the landlord, no +work for several weeks, and a recent eviction; a small matter that had +often happened before, and was like as not to happen ag'in, God willing! +And who was Mrs. Bridget Reynolds's sleeping mate left behind on the +doorstep? Divil a bit did Mrs. Bridget Reynolds know about her, only +that she had found her that night in the empty warehouse, where she had +gone like herself to sleep, among the packing-cases, under the straw and +excelsior, which made a bed fit for a queen, and where they might still +have been taking their ease had not a heartless cop chased them out, bad luck to him!</p> + +<p>Such was the gist of Mrs. Reynolds's discourse. I have not the courage +to attempt to transcribe her rich brogue and picturesque phraseology; +and even were I able to do so, it could give the reader no adequate idea +of the wealth of optimism and cheerfulness that throbbed in her +quavering voice. Hers<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> could be a violent tongue, too, as the several +men who accosted us on our dark way discovered at their first approach +to familiarity; and on one occasion, when a drunken sailor leered up to +my side, Mrs. Bridget spat at him like an angry tabby-cat. Somehow, I no +longer felt afraid under her protection and guidance.</p> + +<p>At last, after a very long walk, we came in sight of the brightly +lighted windows of a drug-store, and Mrs. Reynolds said we were on +Bleecker Street. I had now to explain that my asking the way to a +drug-store had been merely a bit of subterfuge, which I did in fear and +trembling as to how Mrs. Reynolds would accept such deception on my +part. But she was all good humor.</p> + +<p>"Sure, dearie, it's all right! I'm glad to do a good turn for yez, being +as you're a poor body like mesilf, even if ye air a lady!"</p> + +<p>We were now standing in the glare of the big colored-glass carboys in +the drug-store window at the corner of Bleecker Street and some one of +its intersecting alleys. It was now four in the morning, and the streets +were almost deserted. My companion smiled at me with the maudlin +tenderness which gin inspires in the breast of an old Irishwoman, and as +we stood irresolute on the corner I noticed how<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> thinly clad she was. +The sharp wind wrapped her calico skirt about her stiffened limbs, and +her only wrap was a little black knitted fascinator which did not meet +over the torn calico blouse.</p> + +<p>"A wee nip of gin would go right to the spot now, wouldn't it, dearie?" +the old soul asked wistfully, which reminded me of something I had +forgotten: that I still had my precious dollar and a half snugly stowed +away in my petticoat pocket. So I suggested that we go to a lunch-room +and have a good meal and a cup of hot coffee, and sit there till +daylight, which now was not far off.</p> + +<p>The prospect of something to eat and something hot to drink infused +great cheerfulness into my strange chaperon; she grasped my arm with the +gaiety of a school-girl, and we walked eastward until we came to a dairy +lunch-room upon the great plate-glass windows of which was enameled in +white letters a generous bill of fare at startlingly low prices. The +place was of the sort where everybody acts as his own waiter, buying +checks for whatever he wants from the cashier and presenting them at a +long counter piled up with eatables. Mrs. Reynolds was modesty itself in +accepting of my bounty.</p> + +<p>When we had finished it was daylight, and I parted from my duenna at the +door, she with <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span>innumerable terms of maudlin endearment, and an +invocation to all the saints in the calendar that they should keep a +kindly eye upon me. As to my own feelings, I felt heartless to be +obliged to leave the poor creature with nothing more than a +twenty-five-cent piece, and with no proffer of future help—if, indeed, +she was not beyond help. But I was powerless; for I was as poor as she +was. I had suggested her applying to the authorities for aid, but she +had received it scornfully, even indignantly, declaring that Mrs. +Bridget Reynolds would die and rot before she'd be beholden to anybody +for charity. Anything in the shape of organized authority was her +constitutional enemy, and the policeman was her hereditary foe. +Hospitals were nefarious places where the doctors poisoned you and the +nurses neglected you in order that you should die and furnish one more +cadaver to the dissecting-rooms; almshouses were the last resort of the +broken in heart and spirit, institutions where unspeakable crimes were +perpetrated upon the old and helpless. Therefore, was it any wonder this +independent old dame of Erin preferred deserted warehouses and dark +doorways as shelter?</p> + +<p>And so, early in this Easter morning, I left Mrs. Bridget Reynolds at +the door of the Bleecker Street<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> lunch-room, she to go her way and I to +go mine. I looked back when I had got half a block away, and she was +still standing there, apparently undetermined which way to turn. I +watched a moment, and presently she ambled across the street and rattled +the door of the "ladies'" entrance to the saloon on the corner. Then I +turned my face toward the reddening east, against which the shabby +housetops and the chimneys and the distant spires and smokestacks +stretched out in a broken, black sky-line. I was going to find the home +for working girls which the good matron at Jefferson Market had +recommended, and the address of which I still had in the bottom of my purse.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XI</h2> + +<h3>I BECOME AN "INMATE" OF A HOME FOR WORKING GIRLS</h3> + +<p>The spirit of the early Easter Day had breathed everywhere its own +ineffable Sabbath peace, and when at last I emerged into Broadway, it +was to find that familiar thoroughfare strangely transformed. On the six +days preceding choked with traffic and humming with ten thousand noises, +it was now silent and deserted as a country lane—silent but for the +echo of my own footsteps upon the polished stone flagging, and deserted +but for the myriad reflections of my own disheveled self which the great +plate-glass windows on either side of the street flashed back at me.</p> + +<p>My way lay northward, with the spire of Grace Church as a finger-post. +Grace Church had become a familiar landmark in the preceding weeks, so +often had I walked past it in my hopeless quest, and now I approached it +as one does a friend seen<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> suddenly in a crowd of strangers. The fact +that I was approaching an acquaintance, albeit a dumb and unseeing one, +now made me for the first time conscious of my personal appearance so +persistently reflected by the shop windows. Before one of them I stopped +and surveyed myself. Truly I was a sorry-looking object. I had not been +well washed or combed since the last morning at Mrs. Pringle's house; +for two days I had combed my long and rather heavy hair with one of the +small side-combs I wore, and on neither morning had I enjoyed the luxury +of soap. And two successive mornings without soap and the services of a +stout comb are likely to work all sorts of demoralizing transformations +in the appearance of even a lady of leisure, to say nothing of a girl +who had worked hard all day in a dirty factory.</p> + +<p>Fortunately the street was deserted. I stepped into the entrance of a +big, red-sandstone building, and standing between the show-windows, took +off my hat, laid it on the pavement, and proceeded to unroll my hair and +slick it up once more with the aid of the side-comb, of which I had now +only one left, having lost the other somewhere in my flight from +Henrietta's. That I should have thought to put on my hat in preparing +for that flight I do not understand,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> for I forgot my gloves, a +brand-new pair too; my handkerchief; and, most needful of all else, my +ribbon stock-collar, without which my neck rose horribly long and thin +above my dusty jacket-collar. Looking at it ruefully, I began to feel +for the first time what was for me at least the very quintessence of +poverty—the absolute impossibility of personal cleanliness and of +decent raiment. I had known hunger and loneliness since I had come to +New York, but never before had I experienced this new, this infinitely +greater terror—lack of self-respect. That I had done nothing to lower +my self-respect had nothing whatever to do with it, since self-respect +is often more a matter of material things than of moral values. It is +possible for a hungry woman to walk with pride, and it is possible for +the immoral and utterly degraded woman to hold her own with the best of +her sisters, when it comes to visible manifestation of self-respect, if +only she is able to maintain her usual degree of cleanliness and good +grooming. But unacquainted with soap for two days! and without a collar! +How could I ever summon courage to present myself to anybody in such a +condition? Had I been an old woman, I mightn't have cared. But I was a +girl; and, being a girl, I suffered all of a girl's heartache and +melancholy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> wretchedness when I remembered that it was Sunday and that +there was no hope of buying either collar or comb for twenty-four +hours—if, indeed, I dared to spend any of my few remaining dimes and +nickels for these necessities, which had suddenly soared to the heights +of unattainable luxuries.</p> + +<p>In the full consciousness of my disreputable appearance, I hung in the +doorway, reluctant to fare forth in the cruel light of the thoroughfare. +Hitherto I had had the street all to myself, so it had not mattered so +much how I looked. But now an empty car hurtled by, its gong breaking +for the first time the silence of the long vista stretching away and +dipping southward to the Battery. Then another car came speeding along +from the opposite direction, whirled past Grace Church, and northward +around the curve at Fourteenth Street; and following in the wake of the +car, a hansom-cab with a jaded man and woman locked in each other's arms +and fast asleep. As the latter passed close to the curb, I drew into the +embrasure of the door as far as possible so as to avoid being seen by +the cabman—as if it made the least difference whether he saw me or not; +but such is the all-absorbing self-consciousness and vanity of girlhood. +It was then that I noticed for the first time the glaring sign that had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> +been staring at me during all these ineffectual attempts to "primp."</p> + +<p>"Wanted—Girls to learn flower-making. Paid while learning. Apply Monday +morning at nine o'clock."</p> + +<p>I repeated the street-number over and over, so as to make sure of +remembering it; and then, screwing up my courage, walked hurriedly up +the street, trying to ignore the glances which were cast at me by +occasional pedestrians. I happened to think of a large dairy lunch-room +on Fourteenth Street where I had several times gone for coffee and +rolls, and where the cashier and waitresses knew me by sight, and where +I thought, by investing in a cup of coffee, I might tidy up a bit in the +toilet-room. If only the place should be open on Sunday morning!</p> + +<p>And it was. The cashier had just stepped into her cage-like desk, and +the waitresses were lined up in their immaculate white aprons and lace +head-dresses. I was their first customer, apparently. The cashier, a +pretty, amiable girl, suppressed any surprise she may have felt at my +appearance, and greeted me with the same dazzling smile with which she +greeted every familiar face. I explained to her what I wanted to do, +apologizing for my slovenliness. She was all sympathetic attention, her +eyes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> snapped with good-humored interest, and she told me to go back and +take all the time I wanted to wash up. In a few minutes she sent me, by +one of the waitresses, a fresh piece of soap, a comb, a bit of +pumice-stone, a whisk-broom, a nail-file, a pair of curved +nail-scissors, a tiny paper parcel containing some face-powder, and, +wonder of wonders, a beautifully clean, fresh, shining collar!</p> + +<p>Before the big, shimmering mirrors I washed and splashed to my heart's +content and to the infinite advantage of my visage. How delicious it was +to see and hear and feel the clear, hot water as it rushed from the +silver faucet into the white porcelain bowl! I washed and I washed, I +combed and I combed, until there was absolutely no more excuse for doing +either; then I powdered my face, just enough to take the shine off, +filed my finger-nails, brushed my clothing, put on my borrowed collar, +and stepped out into the eating-room, feeling, if not looking, like the +"perfect lady" which the generous-hearted cashier declared I resembled +"as large as life."</p> + +<p>"Never mind about the collar; you can just keep it," she said when I +returned her toilet articles. "It's not worth but a few cents, anyway, +and I've got plenty more of them.... Don't mention it at all; you're +perfectly welcome. I didn't do <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span>anything more for you than I'd expect +you to do for me if I was in such a pickle. If we working girls don't +stand up and help one another, I'd like to know who's going to do it for us.... So long!"</p> + +<p>"So long!" It was not the first time that I had heard a working girl +deliver herself of that laconic form of adieu, and heretofore I had +always execrated it as hopelessly vulgar and silly, which no doubt it +was and is. But from the lips of that kind-hearted woman it fell upon my +ears with a sort of lingering sweetness. It was redolent of hope and good cheer.</p> + +<p>The home for working girls I found, not very far away from this +lunch-room, in one of the streets south of Fourteenth Street and well +over on the East Side. It was a shabby, respectable, unfriendly-looking +building of red brick, with a narrow, black-painted arched door. On the +cross-section of the center panel was screwed a silver plate, with the +name of the institution inscribed in black letters, which gave to the +door the gruesome suggestion of a coffin set on end.</p> + +<p>A polite pull at the rusty handle of the bell-cord brought no response, +and I rang again, a little louder. A chain was rattled and a bolt drawn +back. The lid of the black coffin flew open, disclosing, with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> the +suddenness of a jack-in-the-box, a withered old beldam with a large +brass key clutched in a hand that trembled violently with palsy.</p> + +<p>She grumbled inarticulately, and with a jerk of her head motioned me +into a small room opening off the hall, while she closed and locked the +door with the great brass key.</p> + +<p>The little reception-room, or office, was no more cheerful than the +front door, and, like it, partook somewhat of an ecclesiastical aspect. +Arranged in a sort of frieze about the room were a series of framed +scriptural texts, all of which served to remind one in no ambiguous +terms of the wrath of God toward the froward-hearted and of the eternal +punishment that awaits unrepentant sinners. And then, at intervals, the +vindictive utterances were broken by pictures—these, too, of a +religious or pseudo-religious nature.</p> + +<p>One of these pictures particularly attracted my attention. It was +entitled "Hope leaning upon Faith," and showed an exceedingly +sentimental young girl leaning heavily upon an anchor, her eyes lifted +heavenward, where the sun was just breaking through black clouds, and +all against a perspective of angry sea. I was trying to apply its +symbolism to my own case, when a sharp, metallic voice inquired abruptly:</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span></p><p>"What did you wish?"</p> + +<p>I turned about quickly. A tall, hard-faced woman of forty or thereabouts +stood in the door, and looked at me coldly through spectacles that +hooked behind ears the natural prominence of which was enhanced by her +grayish hair being drawn up tightly and rolled into a "bun" on the very +top of the head. She was the personification of neatness, if such be the +word to characterize the prim stiffness of a flat-figured, elderly +spinster. She wore large, square-toed, common-sense shoes, with low +heels capped with rubber cushions, which, as I was shortly to discover, +had earned for the lady the sobriquet of "Old Gum Heels." What her real +name was I never found out. Nobody knew. She was the most hated of all +our tormentors; and in all of the weeks I was to remain in the house +over which she was one of the supervisors, I never heard her referred to +by any other than the very disrespectful cognomen already quoted. But I am anticipating.</p> + +<p>"I would like to get board here," I replied timidly, for the very manner +of the woman had in it an acid-like quality which bit and burned the +sensibilities like vitriol does the flesh.</p> + +<p>"Have you any money?"</p> + +<p>"Not very much."</p> + +<p>"How much?" she demanded.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p><p>"About one dollar."</p> + +<p>"What baggage have you?"</p> + +<p>"None," I replied, and related as well as my embarrassment would allow +me the story of the fire and of my flight from Henrietta, not forgetting +the generosity of the cashier in the dairy lunch-room. She listened in +silence, and when I had finished I thought I saw the repression of a +smile, which may or may not have been of the sardonic order. Then she +motioned me to follow her through the long, gloomy hall to the rear of +the house, where, turning an angle, we came to a staircase down which a +flood of sunlight streamed from the big window on the landing. The +sunlight showed walls of shimmering whitewashed purity and unpainted +oaken stairs scoured white as a bone. "Old Gum Heels" stopped here, and +was beginning to give me directions for finding the matron's room on the +floor above, when a door at the back opened and a very little girl +appeared with a very large pitcher of hot water, which she held tight in +her arms as though it were a doll, jiggling at every step a little of +the contents upon the floor.</p> + +<p>"Julia, take this girl along with you to Mrs. Pitbladder's room, and +tell her that she wishes to make arrangements about board and lodging."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> +And then to me: "Mrs. Pitbladder is the matron. You will pay your money +to her, and she will tell you the rules and regulations for +inmates.—And then, Julia, hurry back to the kitchen; I'll need you right away."</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am," replied the child, timidly, with a shy glance at me as she +proceeded laboriously up the stairs. At the landing she stopped to draw +breath, putting the pitcher upon the floor and relaxing her thin little +arms. She was such a mite of a child, hardly more than eight or nine, if +judged from the size of the spindly, undeveloped figure. This was +swaddled in the ugly apron of blue-checked gingham, fastened down the +back with large bone buttons, and so long in the sleeves that the little +hands were all but lost, and so long in the skirt that only the ends of +the small copper-toed shoes showed beneath. Judged, however, by the +close-cropped head and the little sallow face that surmounted the +aproned figure, she might have been a woman of twenty-five, so maturely +developed was the one, so shrewd and knowing the other. The child leaned +her shoulders upon the whitewashed wall and stared at me in bold, though +not unfriendly curiosity, which, undoubtedly, I reciprocated. She was +evidently sizing me up. I smiled, and she screwed her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> full, sensitive +mouth into a judicial expression, puckering her forehead; then, in a +deep, contralto voice, she spoke. What she said I didn't hear, or rather +didn't grasp, in my wonder at the quality and timbre of that great +voice, which, issuing from the folds of the checked apron, seemed fairly +to fill the big hall below and the stair-well above with a deep, +beautiful sound. I apologized and asked her to repeat what she had said.</p> + +<p>"Your skirt—it's so stylish," she said, and the little hand stole out +and began stroking the snugly-fitting serge of that very unpretentious garment.</p> + +<p>"I'm very glad you like it," I laughed, "for it's the only skirt I +have"; and I picked up the heavy pitcher and carried it up the rest of +the way, the child following me, holding up her apron skirts with both +hands to keep from stumbling, and making a ringing, metallic noise as +the copper toes struck the wood at every rise. She took the pitcher at +the head of the stairs without comment, but with a look full of +diffident gratitude. Stopping before one of the doors, the child rapped +timidly—so timidly, in fact, that it could scarcely be heard. No answer +coming, she rapped again, this time a little louder, and a woman's +shrill voice screamed, "Come in!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Pitbladder, the lady down-stairs says as this is a young girl +what wants to have a talk with youse about coming here," my little guide +announced all in one breath, and almost before the door had entirely +swung open upon the group within, consisting of an old lady and two +little girls. The old lady was in a comfortable state of dishabille; the +little girls each wore big checked gingham aprons like Julia's, and +buttoned down the back with the same big, white bone buttons. One of +them was waving Mrs. Pitbladder's hair with a crimping-iron which she +heated in a gas-jet before the bureau; the other child was laboriously +working at one of the pudgy hands with a pair of nail-scissors.</p> + +<p>"Come in, come in, and don't stand there with the door open," mumbled +the bowed figure in the armchair, who held a twisted bit of uncrimped +forelock between her teeth to keep it from getting mixed with what was +already waved, and which fell over her face so that I could not see her features.</p> + +<p>"So you want to come here to board with us, my dear?" began the masked +one, which was the signal for an exchange of grave winks between the +hairdresser, the manicure, and the little slavey, Julia, who was pouring +the hot water into the pitcher on the washstand.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span></p><p>"If I could arrange it," I replied quickly, taking courage from the +woman's kindly manner of putting the question, which was in such +startling contrast to that of the dragon down-stairs.</p> + +<p>"You are a working girl, are you, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"I want to be. I'm looking for work now, and I hope to get a job in a +few days. I understand your rates are very low, and that I can live here +cheaper than almost anywhere else."</p> + +<p>"And who sent you here, my dear?"</p> + +<p>In answer to this I told her my story almost in totality, leaving out +only such details as could not possibly have concerned her. Perfect +candor, I was fast learning, was the only way in which one in my +desperate situation could hope for any degree of sympathetic treatment, +as the time for all silly pride was passed.</p> + +<p>Then Mrs. Pitbladder explained the system upon which the house was run. +I could have a room all to myself for a dollar and a half a week, or I +could sleep in the dormitory for ten cents a night, or fifty cents a +week; all terms payable in advance. The latter fact she was particular +to impress upon me. As to food, she named a price which fairly took away +my breath. Six cents each for meals—six cents each for breakfast, +dinner, and supper! I said<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> at once I would become a boarder, and that I +would take a cot in the dormitory, for which I would pay from night to night.</p> + +<p>At this juncture the girl who answered to the name of May finished +undulating the last strand of gray hair, and as she lifted it off her +mistress's face that lady raised her head and we looked at each other +for the first time. She was somewhere between sixty-five and seventy, +and very fat. Mrs. Pitbladder's face was a surprise to me, for all it +was a round, red face—the very sort of face in which one would have +expected good nature to repose. Its predominating features were a huge, +beaked nose and high cheek-bones which encroached to an alarming degree +upon the eye-sockets, wherein little dark, furtive eyes regarded me +fixedly. It was a face which even the most unsophisticated observer +could scarcely fail to characterize as that of a woman hardened in every +sort of petty tyranny, a woman who, having the power to make others +uncomfortable, found infinite pleasure in doing so, quite apart from any +motive of selfish interest. To be sure, I did not read all this in Mrs. +Pitbladder's face by the end of our first meeting. The supreme question +to be settled, the only one which had for me a vital interest then, was +how long I might still put off<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> utter destitution in the event of my not +finding work within the ensuing week.</p> + +<p>The terms were always in advance, Mrs. Pitbladder again repeated, as she +entered my name and age in a long book which May brought from the dark +mahogany desk that matched the rest of the well-made furniture in the +spacious room. I would now pay her, she said, ten cents for the bed I +was to sleep in that night, and my board money would be paid meal by +meal to the woman in charge of the dining-room. I gave her a +twenty-five-cent piece. I had remaining three other silver quarters. I +watched my twenty-five-cent piece drop into Mrs. Pitbladder's purse, and +heard the greedy mouth of that receptacle snap shut.</p> + +<p>"Mintie," Mrs. Pitbladder spoke briskly, "show this girl to the +sitting-room, and then go and find Mrs. Lumley and tell her to come to me at once."</p> + +<p>Mintie, who had now finished lacing the matron's shoes, rose eagerly +and, with a shy glance toward me, made for the door. I hesitated, and +looked at Mrs. Pitbladder.</p> + +<p>"You may go now," she said, with a wave of the pudgy hand.</p> + +<p>"Excuse me," I replied, considerably abashed, quite as much by the +curious looks of the little girls<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> as by the annoyance of having to +remind the matron about the fifteen cents change still due me—"excuse +me, but I gave you twenty-five cents."</p> + +<p>"And I gave you your change, my dear," the matron returned suavely but decisively.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon for contradicting you," I replied firmly, and without +taking my eyes from hers, which blinked unpleasantly. "You did <i>not</i> +give me any change."</p> + +<p>"Look in your purse and see," said Mrs. Pitbladder.</p> + +<p>"It is quite unnecessary," I replied; "but I will do so to satisfy you"; +and I opened the purse again and showed my three remaining silver +pieces, which to further satisfy her I took out upon my palm and then +turned the purse's lining inside out.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Pitbladder did not seem impressed. I for my part resolved to be +equally insistent, inspired as I was with the determination that comes +to desperate people. There were fifteen cents due me, and nobody should +cheat me out of a single one of those precious pennies if I could +possibly prevent it. There was a short silence in which we took each +other's measure, the children looking on in evident enjoyment of the +situation. Finally the old lady opened the purse again and gave me the +change due,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> though she grumblingly maintained that it was I, not she, +who was in error.</p> + +<p>When the door closed at last upon us, my small companion clutched my +hand and gave it a jubilant squeeze. "Golly! that did me good," she +whispered as we were going down-stairs. "She always lets on to make +mistakes about the girls' change, only most of 'em is so scairt of her +they just let her beat them out of it."</p> + +<p>While the child went to find Mrs. Lumley I waited in the sitting-room. +It was an empty, ugly place, with bare floors and whitewashed walls, the +latter decorated, like those of the office, with framed scriptural +texts. Its furniture consisted of several long, slat-bottomed settees +and a single large rocking-chair which, crowded with children, was +swinging noisily over the bare boards. At our entrance the chair stopped +rocking, and one of the children climbed out.</p> + +<p>It was Julia. She came promptly over to my side, while a half-dozen of +the other children jumped off the benches and ran to the rocking-chair +to squabble over the question of who should take the vacant place.</p> + +<p>"Did yez have a row?" she asked eagerly. "Say, did yez?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p><p>I evaded the question, thinking it neither advisable nor proper to +satisfy the curiosity of the little mite. To divert her attention, I +began questioning her about herself and her little companions—who were +they, what were they, and how did they come to be here?</p> + +<p>"Why, don't you know?" the little one asked, looking at me in amazement. "We're waifs!"</p> + +<p>"Waifs! What sort of waifs?"</p> + +<p>"Why, just waifs."</p> + +<p>"But I didn't know this was an orphan-asylum," I said, looking about at +the children sitting in rows of two and three upon the scattered settees.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, ma'am. We're not orfants," the child hastened to correct me; +"we're just waifs."</p> + +<p>"And where are your fathers and mothers, then?" I cried.</p> + +<p>"We ain't got none," Julia replied promptly, the little hand again +stealing through the long sleeve and stroking my much-admired skirt. She +had now snuggled down beside me upon the settee, and instinctively, +rather than from any desire to show friendliness, I drew my arm about +the small shoulders, which overture was interpreted as an invitation for +the cropped head to nestle closer.</p> + +<p>"But if you haven't father or mothers, then you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> must be orphans," I +reasoned,—an argument which made Julia straighten up suddenly and look +at me in puzzled wonderment.</p> + +<p>"No, we ain't orfants, neither, exceptin' just a few that did onct have +fathers and mothers, mebbe; but me and May Wistaria and Mintie +Delancy—they was the girls you seen up-stairs in <span class="smaller">HER</span> room—we never did +have no fathers and mothers, we're just waifs, and so's them kids waifs +too that's playing in the rocking-chair. They was all foundling-asylum kids."</p> + +<p>At this moment a thick-set woman in a black dress appeared in the +doorway, which was a signal for all the little girls to make an +onslaught upon her. They twined their arms about her large waist, they +hung three and four upon each of her generous, kindly arms, and the +smaller girls held on to her skirts.</p> + +<p>Thus encumbered, the good Mrs. Lumley introduced herself in an asthmatic +voice which was scarcely more than a whisper, and in a manner as kindly +as it was humble. Then she shoved the children back to their benches, +and led me up-stairs to the dormitory; showing me the cot where I was to +sleep, the lavatory where I would make my toilet in the mornings, and +the bath-room where I had the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> privilege of taking a bath once a week. +She also told me the rules of the house: first bell at six o'clock, when +everybody in the dormitory must rise and dress; second bell at half-past +six, when everybody must leave the dormitory, not to return until +bedtime. As to that hour, it came at various times: for the waifs it was +seven o'clock; for the regular lodgers, ten o'clock; and for the +transients, from seven till twelve o'clock, at which hour the house was +closed for the night.</p> + +<p>All this Mrs. Lumley repeated in a dreary monotone which seemed +strangely out of keeping with the half-concealed kindliness which was +revealed in her homely countenance. She was a working matron, a sort of +upper servant, and had been three years in the place, which, I gradually +gleaned from her, had been started as a home for destitute children and +had eventually assumed the character and discharged the functions of a +girls' lodging-house. Under what auspices the house was conducted she +didn't know any more than did I, any more than I know to this day. There +was a board of managers,—ladies who sometimes came to look at the +dormitories and the bath-rooms and then went away again in their +carriages; there was the matron, Mrs. Pitbladder, who had been there +four or five years, she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> thought, but wasn't certain; there were several +under-matrons, who acted as teachers to the children. What did the +children study? Reading and writing and arithmetic and the Bible; and +then, as soon as they were old enough, they were turned into the +sewing-room, where they were taught dressmaking, or into the laundry, +where they learned to do fine laundry-work.</p> + +<p>All this sounded just and good, and I began to alter my opinion of the +place. I even began to think that perhaps Mrs. Pitbladder was merely +absent-minded and a little crotchety; that she had not meant to forget +my fifteen cents change. I did not know until several days later that +the house did a large dressmaking and laundry business, and that their +advertisement appeared, and does to this day appear, in all the daily +newspapers. It was from the older girls in the dormitory, in whispered +talks we had at night after we were in bed, that I learned this and +innumerable other things, which my own observation during the weeks that +followed served to confirm.</p> + +<p>To this home for working girls the waifs, the foundlings, came at all +sorts of tender years, came from God only knows where—I could never +find out exactly—some of them, perhaps, from city asylums,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> some from +the families upon which they had been left as an encumbrance. They came +as little children, and they went away as grown women. For them the home +was practically a prison. Locked in here from morning till night, week +in, week out, year after year, they were prisoners at all save certain +stated times when they were taken abroad for a walk under charge of the +matrons. In return for a scant education in the rudimentary branches, +and a very generous tuition in the drudgery of the kitchen, the laundry, +and the sewing-room, they received in all these years only their board +and clothes and a certain nominal protection against the vices and +corruptions of the street and the gutter from which they had been snatched.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>"You won't eat here?" Mrs. Lumley inquired as we were going down-stairs +again. To which I replied with a "Yes, why not? I have arranged with +Mrs. Pitbladder to do so."</p> + +<p>We were on the landing where the stairs turned into the ground-floor. +She glanced apprehensively at Mrs. Pitbladder's door, into which a small +blue-aproned figure at this moment was passing with a tray laden with +Mrs. Pitbladder's breakfast. When it had closed again, she looked at me +hesitatingly, as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> if fearful of taking me too far into her confidence. +Then, perhaps reading a certain unconscious reassurance there, she +replied with a brief—</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't, if I was you. You can't stand it."</p> + +<p>"But I'll have to stand it," I returned; "I'm as poor as anybody here."</p> + +<p>She shook her head. "But you couldn't work on it—you're not used to it. +I can see that. Besides, it isn't so cheap as you think it'll be. You'd +better go out. I wouldn't even eat here to-day. I wouldn't begin it. +There's a little lunch-room over on Third Avenue where you can get +enough to eat, and just as cheap as here."</p> + +<p>The woman's manner was so mysterious, and withal so very earnest, not to +say urgent, that I felt instinctively that there was something more in +all she said than the mere depreciation of the quality of the victuals +she warned me against. So I was not surprised when she said slowly and +insinuatingly, as though feeling every step of the way:</p> + +<p>"You know the misunderstanding you had this morning—about the change?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," I answered, more mystified than ever. Then, as she looked me full +in the eyes, light dawned upon me, and I saw the old woman up-stairs in +a character as startling as it was infamous.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span></p><p>"Well," Mrs. Lumley said, when she saw that I understood; and with that +she again dropped into her habitual expression of bovine stolidness. We +parted at the foot of the stairs, she to disappear into the back of the +house, and I to join the waifs in the unfriendly sitting-room.</p> + +<p>The afternoon I spent sitting in Union Square, whence I went at +half-past five for a bite of supper in the dairy lunch-room where I had +made my toilet in the morning. I had had no luncheon, feeling that I +could not afford more than two meals a day now. I sat a long time over +my cup of coffee and three hard rolls. I did not want to return to that +dreary house until the lamps should be lighted and it was time to go to +bed. The very thought of returning to sit with those forlorn waifs, in +that cheerless whitewashed sitting-room, was appalling.</p> + +<p>I returned a few minutes before seven, just in time to hear the children +singing the last stanza of "Beulah Land" as I passed up-stairs to the +dormitory on the third floor. An old woman sat outside the door, +crocheting a shawl in such light as she could get from a blue-shaded +night-lamp that hung in the middle of the great whitewashed room within. +She looked up from her work long enough to challenge me with a shrewd, +impertinent look of inquiry,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> demanded to know if I had any lead-pencils +about my person, and, receiving a polite negative, allowed me to pass.</p> + +<p>I was not the first arrival. In the dim light I could make out, here and +there, a bulging surface in the row of gray-blanketed cots, while in the +quiet I could hear the deep breathing of the sleepers. For they all +seemed to be asleep, save one who tossed from one side to the other and +sighed wearily. The latter was not far away from my own cot, and before +I had finished undressing she was sitting up looking at me.</p> + +<p>"I'd give anything for a drink of water," she said softly.</p> + +<p>"Why, is there no water?" I whispered.</p> + +<p>The words were not out of my mouth before there was a thumping upon the +floor outside, and the voice of the beldame spoke sharply:</p> + +<p>"No talking, girls!"</p> + +<p>The thirsty girl dropped back to her pillow, and I crept under the +blanket. Later on I learned that each must have her drink of water +before entering the dormitory, because, once there, it was an iron-clad +rule that we should not leave until after the rising-bell had rung at +six the next morning. I also learned, later on, that had there not been +also an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> iron-clad rule against carrying lead-pencils into the +dormitory, the snowy-white walls were like as not to be scrawled with +obscenities during the night hours.</p> + +<p>All sorts of girls seeking a night's refuge drifted into this +working-girls' home. Most of them were "ne'er-do-weels"; some of them +were girls of lax morality, though very few were essentially "bad." +When, however, they did happen to be "bad," they were very bad indeed. +And these lead-pencil inscriptions they left behind them were the +frightful testimony of their innate depravity.</p> + +<p>Fortunately for me, I was quite ignorant on this first night of what the +character of the girls under the gray blankets might in all possibility +have been, and I settled myself to go to sleep with the thought that a +working-girls' home was not half bad, after all.</p> + +<p>A little while later there was a fresh burst of childish voices and the +clatter of shoes on the stairs. It was the orphans marching up to bed +singing "Happy Day!" The music stopped when they reached the dormitory +door, which they entered silently, two by two. Their undressing was but +the matter of a few moments, so methodical and precise was every +movement. The small aprons and petticoats were folded across the foot of +each cot, and,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> on top, the long black stockings laid neatly. Each pair +of copper-toed shoes was placed in exactly the same spot under the foot +of each cot, and each little body, after wriggling itself into a gray +flannellet nightgown, dropped to its knees and bowed its head upon the +blanket in silent prayer.</p> + +<p>After they had tucked themselves in bed a voice very near me, and which +I recognized as Julia's, whispered:</p> + +<p>"May, are yez asleep?"</p> + +<p>"No," muttered May.</p> + +<p>"Say, is to-morrow bean day or molasses day?"</p> + +<p>"Bean," replied May; and then all was silent in the dormitory, and so +remained save for the interruption caused by the tiptoe entrance of some +newly arrived "transient," some homeless wanderer driven here to seek a night refuge.</p> + +<p>In the morning we washed and combed in a large common toilet-room. There +were only a dozen face-bowls, and these we had to watch our chance to +pounce upon. I waited until the rush was over, and after the orphans had +scurried down to their breakfast I performed a more leisurely toilet. +Two other girls were there, doing the same thing. I recognized them as +transient lodgers, like myself, wanderers that had drifted in.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p><p>Both were very young, and one, whom I had heard sigh, and who groaned +continuously in her sleep, very, very pretty. The latter entered into +conversation as we combed before the long, narrow glass. "Do you stay +here all the time?" I asked. No, she had been living with her +"lady-friend"; and that lady-friend having departed to the country for +lack of employment until times would pick up, she was looking about for +a boarding-house. The subject of work gave me my opportunity, and I +asked her if she knew of a job. She shook her head. She was a +skirt-hand; she had worked in a Broadway sweat-shop, and didn't know +anything about any other sort of work. As we talked she finished her +toilet, putting on as the finishing touch a great picture-hat and a +scanty black Eton. Ready for the street, you would have little dreamed +that she had slept in a ten-cent lodging-house. After going through a +sort of inspection by the old woman at the entrance, during which it was +ascertained we had not pilfered anything, we were allowed to depart.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XII</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH I SPEND A HAPPY FOUR WEEKS MAKING ARTIFICIAL FLOWERS</h3> + +<p>Bright and early, after a four-cent breakfast, I was on my way to find +the place where I had read the sign, "Flower-makers Wanted.—Paid while +learning."</p> + +<p>It was not difficult to find, even had I not had the number so securely +tucked away in my memory.</p> + +<p>"Flowers & Feathers," in giant gilded letters, I read a block away, as I +dodged electric cars and motor vehicles, and threaded the maze of +delivery wagons and vans. I had a hasty interview with the +superintendent, a large and effusively polite man, whose plump white +hands sparkled with gems. He put me on the freight-elevator and told the +boy to show me to Miss Higgins. At the third floor the iron doors were +thrown open, and I stepped into what seemed to be a great, luxuriant +garden. The room was long and wide, and golden with April <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span>sunshine, and +in the April breeze that blew through the half-open windows a million +flowers fluttered and danced in the ecstacy of spring. Flowers, flowers, +flowers everywhere; piled high on the tables, tossed in mad confusion on +the floor, and strung in long garlands to the far end of the big room.</p> + +<p>"The lady with the black hair, sitting down there by them American +Beauties," said the elevator-boy, waving his hand toward the rear.</p> + +<p>I passed down a narrow path between two rows of tables that looked like +blossoming hedges. Through the green of branches and leaves flashed the +white of shirt-waists, and among the scarlet and purple and yellow and +blue of myriad flowers bobbed the smiling faces of girls as they looked +up from their task long enough to inspect the passing stranger. Here +were no harsh sounds, no rasping voices, no shrill laughter, no pounding +of engines. Everything just as one would expect to find it in a +flower-garden—soft voices humming like bees, and gentle merriment that +flowed musically as a brook over stones.</p> + +<p>"The lady with the black hair" sat before a cleared space on a table +banked on either side with big red roses. In front of her were three or +four glasses, each containing one salmon-colored rose, fresh and +fragrant from the hothouse.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span></p><p>Leaning forward, with her elbows on the table and her chin in her palm, +she was staring intently at these four splendid blooms. Then she picked +up a half-finished muslin rose and compared them. All this I saw while I +waited timidly for her to look up. But she did not see me. She was +absorbed in the study of the living rose. At last I summoned courage to +inquire if she was Miss Higgins. She started, looked up quickly, and +nodded her head, with a smile that displayed a row of pretty teeth. Her +manner was cordial.</p> + +<p>"Have you ever worked at flowers before?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Ever worked at feathers?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Well, the best I can do is to put you at blossom-making to-day, and see +how you take to it. It's too bad, though, you don't know anything about +feathers; for the flower season ends in a month, anyway, and then I have +to lay off all my girls till September, unless they can make feathers +too. Then they get jobs on the next floor. There'll be lots of work +here, though, for a month, and we might take you back in September."</p> + +<p>The tone was so kindly, the interest so genuine,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> that I was prompted to +explain my situation, assuring her I should be glad to get work even for +four weeks. As a result, I was put on Rosenfeld's pay-roll for three and +a half dollars per week, with half a day's extra pay for night work: the +latter had been a necessity three or four nights every week for six +months, and was likely to continue for two, maybe three, weeks longer. +Besides the assurance of extra pay from this source, Miss Higgins also +intimated, as she conducted me to one of the tables, that if I was "able +to make good" she would raise me to four dollars at the end of the week.</p> + +<p>Soon I was "slipping up" poppies under the instruction of Bessie, a +dreamy-eyed young Jewess. The process was simple enough, to watch the +skilled fingers of the other girls, but it was very tedious to my +untried hand. In awkward, self-conscious fashion I began to open out the +crimped wads of scarlet muslin which came to us hot from the crimping-machine.</p> + +<p>"You mustn't smooth the creases out too much," Bessie protested; and +with a deft touch, the right pull here, the proper flattening there, the +muslin scrap blossomed into a fluttering corolla.</p> + +<p>"Don't get discouraged. We've all got to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> learn," one of the girls at +the far end of the table called out cheerily.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and don't be afraid of making a mistake," put in my vis-à-vis, a +pretty Italian. "We all make mistakes while we're learning; but you'll +find this a nice place to work, and Miss Higgins is so lovely—she's +awful nice, too, to the new girls."</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed," added Bessie. "It isn't many years since she worked at +the table herself. I've often heard her tell about the first day she +went to work down at Golderberg's."</p> + +<p>"That's the worst in town," piped another; "I stayed there just two +days. That was enough for me. Whenever the girls disagree down there, +they step out into the hall and lick each other. First day I was there, +one girl got two ribs broken. Her rival just walked all over her."</p> + +<p>"What did they do with the girls?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing. They made it all up, and were as sweet as two +turtle-doves, walking around the workroom with their arms around each other."</p> + +<p>"Well, that's what it is to work in those cheap shops," commented Annie +Welshons, of the big blue eyes and yellow hair. "If they ever do get +respectable girls, they won't stay long."</p> + +<p>As we worked the conversation ran easily. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> talk was in good, +up-to-date English. There was rarely a mispronounced word, or a slip in +grammar; and there was just enough well-selected slang to make the +dialogue bright and to stamp the chatterers as conversant with the live +questions of the day. The topics at all times bespoke clean minds and an +intelligent point of view.</p> + +<p>"Are you American born?" Bessie inquired by and by.</p> + +<p>The question sounded unusual, almost unnecessary, until I discovered +that out of the eight girls in our immediate circle, only half were +native Americans. My vis-à-vis, Therese, was a Neapolitan; Mamie, a +Genoese; Amelia was born in Bohemia; the girl with the yellow hair was +North German; and Nellie declared she was from County Killarney and +mighty glad of it.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm an American," said Bessie, tossing her head in mock scorn, as +she cleared away a quantity of the flowers that had been meanwhile +accumulating on the wire lines.</p> + +<p>Therese laughed. "But only by the skin of your teeth—an eleventh-hour +arrival." Then she turned to me and whispered that Bessie was born only +two weeks after her mother came to this country.</p> + +<p>"Better late than never," laughed Bessie, casting<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> a backward and +withering glance at the aliens as she moved away with her trayful of +scarlet blossoms to the branchers' table, where another relay of workers +twisted green leaves among the scarlet and tied them in wreaths and bunches.</p> + +<p>By eleven o'clock I had made two dozen poppies, which Amelia told me was +"just grand for a beginner." I began to feel confident that I should +hold the job, and my fingers flew. Into the glue-pot at my right hand I +dipped my little finger, picking up at the same moment with my other +hand a bit of paper-covered wire. On the end of the wire was a bunch of +short yellow threads, which were touched lightly with my glue-smeared +finger, the wire being held between the thumb and forefinger. With the +free left hand, I caught up a fluttering corolla, touching its +perforated center with glue; then I "slipped up" the wire about an inch, +took up another corolla in the same way, and then drew the two to the +"pipped" or heart end of the wire, where they now became a big red +flower with a golden eye. A bit of dark-green rubber tubing drawn over +the wire completed the process, the end was bent into a hook, and the +full-blown poppy hung on the line.</p> + +<p>At a quarter past eleven a little girl wearing an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> immense flower-hat +and carrying a large market-basket came and asked us for our lunch +orders. She carried a long piece of pasteboard and wrote as the girls +dictated. One could buy anything one wanted, Bessie explained; bread and +butter, eggs, chops, steak, potatoes, canned goods, for which there was +ample provision for cooking on the gas-stoves used by the rose-makers to +heat their pincers. When the little girl was gone I learned that she was +one of the errand-runners, and that this was her daily task.</p> + +<p>"How far does she go to market?"</p> + +<p>"Over to First Avenue."</p> + +<p>"Isn't that pretty far for a small girl to carry such a heavy load?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, she doesn't mind it. All the errand-girls are tickled to death to +get the job. The grocers pay them ten per cent. commission on all they buy."</p> + +<p>It lacked but a few minutes of twelve when the child returned, panting +under her burden.</p> + +<p>"How much did you clear to-day?" somebody asked.</p> + +<p>"Twenty-one cents," the child answered, blushing as red as the poppies.</p> + +<p>When Miss Higgins slipped her tall, light figure into her stylish jacket +and began to pin on her hat it was always a sign that the lunch-hour had +come.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> One hundred and twenty girls popped up from their hiding-places +behind the hedges, which had grown to great height since morning. In a +trice spaces were cleared on the tables. Cups and saucers and knives and +forks appeared as if by magic. In that portion of the room where the +crimping-machines stood preparations for cooking commenced. The pincers +and tongs of the rose-makers, and the pressing-molds of the +leaf-workers, were taken off the fires, and in their place appeared +stew-pans and spiders, and pots and kettles. Bacon and chops sputtered, +steak sizzled; potatoes, beans, and corn stewed merrily. What had been +but lately a flower-garden, by magic had become a mammoth kitchen filled +with appetizing sounds and delicious odors. White-aproned cooks scurried +madly. It was like a school-girls' picnic. As they moved about I noticed +how well dressed and neat were my shop-mates in their white shirt-waists +and dark skirts. Indeed, in the country village I had come from any one +of them would have appeared as the very embodiment of fashion.</p> + +<p>Cooked and served at last, we ate our luncheon at leisure, and with the +luxury of snowy-white table-cloths and napkins of tissue-paper, which +needs of the workroom were supplied in prodigal quantities.</p> + +<p>During this hour I heard a great deal about the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> girls and their work. +They told me, as they told all new-comers, of the wonderful rise of Miss +Higgins, who began as a table-worker at three and a half dollars a week, +and was now making fifty dollars. They told me of her rise from the best +rose-maker in New York to designer and forewoman. They dwelt on her +kindness to everybody, discussed her pretty clothes, and wondered which +of her beaux she was going to marry.</p> + +<p>All afternoon I "slipped up" poppies. At five Miss Higgins came to tell +me I was "doing fine," and that I should have four dollars instead of +three and a half. This made the work easier than ever, and my fingers +flew happily till six o'clock. Then we cooked dinner as we did our +luncheon, but we took only half an hour for our evening meal, so as to +get off at half-past nine instead of ten. At night the work was harder, +as the room became terribly hot from the gas-jets and from the stoves +where the rose-makers heated their tools. The faces grew tired and pale, +and the girls sang to keep themselves awake. "The Rabbi's Daughter," +"The City of Sighs and Tears," and "The Banquet in Misery Hall" were the +favorite songs. A rising breeze swept up Broadway, now almost deserted, +and rushed through the windows, setting all our <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span>blossoms fluttering. +Outside a soft, warm spring rain began to fall on the tired, sleepy city.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>One week, two weeks, passed in these pleasant surroundings. I was still +"slipping up" poppies all day long, and every evening till half-past +nine. Then I went home to the little cot in the dormitory of the "home." +It would seem that all the world's wife and daughters were to wear +nothing but poppies that season. But ours was only a small portion of +Rosenfeld's output. Violets, geraniums, forget-me-nots, +lilies-of-the-valley, apple-blossoms, daisies, and roses of a score of +varieties were coming to life in this big garden in greater multitudes +even than our common poppies. Forty girls worked on roses alone. The +rose-makers are the swells of the trade. They are the best paid, the +most independent, and always in competitive demand during the flower +season. Any one can learn with patience how to make other kinds of +flowers; but the rose-maker is born, and the thoroughly experienced +rose-maker is an artist. Her work has a distinction, a touch, a "feel," +as she calls it, which none but the artist can give.</p> + +<p>The star rose-maker of the shop, next to the forewoman (who was reputed +the finest in America),<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> was about twenty-five. Her hair was fluffy and +brown, and her eyes big and dark blue. She was of Irish birth, and had +been in America about fourteen years. One day I stopped at her chair and +asked how long it took her to learn.</p> + +<p>"I'm still learning," she replied, without looking up from the tea-rose +in her fingers. "It was seven years before I considered myself +first-class; and though I'm at it now thirteen, I don't consider I know +it all yet." She worked rapidly, flecking the delicate salmon-colored +petals with her glue-finger, and pasting them daintily around the +fast-growing rose. I watched her pinch and press and crease each frail +petal with her hot iron instruments, and when she had put on a thick +rubber stem and hung the finished flower on the line she looked up and smiled.</p> + +<p>"Want to see a rose-maker's hand?" she remarked, turning her palm up for +my inspection. She laughed aloud at my exclamation of horror. Calloused +and hard as a piece of tortoise-shell, ridged with innumerable +corrugations, and hopelessly discolored, with the thumb and forefinger +flattened like miniature spades, her right hand had long ago lost nearly +all semblance to the other.</p> + +<p>"It is the hot irons do that," she said, drawing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> her pincers from the +fire and twirling them in the air until they grew cool enough to proceed +with the work. "We use them every minute. We crease the petals with +them, and crinkle and vein and curl the outer edges. And we always have +to keep them just hot enough not to scorch the thin muslin."</p> + +<p>"How many can you make a day?"</p> + +<p>"That depends on the rose. This sort—" picking up a small, cheap June +rose—"this sort a fair worker can make a gross of a day. But I have +made roses where five single flowers were considered a fine day's job. +Each of those roses had one hundred and seventy-five pieces, however; +and there were eighteen different shapes and sizes of petals; and +besides that, every one of those pieces had to be put in its own place. +If one piece had been wrongly applied, the whole rose would have been +spoiled. But they don't make many of such complicated roses in this +country. They have to import them. They haven't enough skilled workers +to fill big orders, and it doesn't pay the manufacturers to bother with small orders."</p> + +<p>The girl did all the fine work of the place, and had always more waiting +to be done than she could have accomplished with four hands instead of +two. She had no rival to whom this surplus work could be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> turned over. +The dull season had no terrors for her, nor would it have had for her +comrades had they been equally skilled. She made from twenty-two to +twenty-five dollars a week, all the year round, and was too busy ever to +take a vacation. The other girls averaged nine dollars, and if they got +eight months' work a year they considered themselves fortunate. They +were clever and industrious, but they had not learned to make the finer grade of roses.</p> + +<p>The third week came and went all too quickly, and we were now entering +on the fourth. Plainly the season was drawing to its close. The orders +that had come pouring in from milliners and modistes all over the land +for six months were now dwindling daily. The superintendent and the +"boss" walked through the department every day, and we heard them talk +about overproduction. Friday the atmosphere was tense with anxiety. The +girls' faces were grave. Almost without exception, there were people at +home upon whom this annual "lay-off" fell with tragic force. I have not +talked with one of them who did not have to work, and they have always +some one at home to care for. A few were widows with small children at +home or in the day nursery. One can tell little, by their appearance, +about these secret burdens. Each girl wears a mask.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> The neat costume, +made with her own hands in midnight hours snatched from hard-earned +rest, is no evidence of extravagance, or even of comfortable +circumstances. It is only that manifestation of proper pride and +self-respect which the best type of wage-earning woman is never without. +If they sometimes talk happily about theaters and parties and beaux, if +occasionally there is a brief spell of innocent hilarity in the +workroom, it is only the inevitable and legitimate outcropping of +healthy and wholesome animal spirits, of a vigorous hope which not even +the hard conditions of life can crush.</p> + +<p>On Saturday morning many of the girls sat idle. "Don't work too fast, or +you'll work yourself out of a job," one cried in jest; but the meaning +was one of dead earnest. And as the day passed the prophecy came true to +one after another. In the afternoon we made a feint of work by papering +wires and opening petals for those who were still busy. The hours passed +drearily. Miss Higgins was going over her pay-roll, checking off the +names of the girls who could make feathers as well as flowers. All +others were to be laid off indefinitely that night. We watched anxiously +for the moment, which was not far off.</p> + +<p>"I hope Miss Higgins won't cry—she did last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> year. It breaks her up +terribly to let us off," somebody remarked.</p> + +<p>"It's a long time to be idle—till September," I suggested to the girl +across the work-table. She looked up in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Idle!" she exclaimed. "But we are never idle. We daren't. We get other jobs."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, everything: waitress in a summer boarding-house, novelty goods, +binderies, shirt-waists, stores, anything we can get."</p> + +<p>"She's coming," some one whispered. Everybody tried to look unconcerned. +Those who had no work to claim attention looked carefully at their +finger-nails, or found sudden necessity to adjust collars and belts. +Miss Higgins passed along the tables, bending over the heads and +speaking to each in a low voice. The tears were running down her cheeks. +Those retained concealed their happiness as best they could, and spoke +words of sympathy and encouragement to their less fortunate companions. +The warrants were received with a stoicism that was more pathetic than +tears. From the far end of the room I heard an unaccustomed sound, and +turning, I saw the forewoman, who had dropped into a chair at the +forget-me-not table, her face<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> buried in her arms, and sobbing like a +child. It was the signal that her cruel duty was done, that the last +"lay-off" sentence had been pronounced, that the work for the day and +for the "season" was over, that it had come time to say good-by.</p> + +<p>"Good-by!" The voices echoed as we trooped down-stairs to the street +door. "Good-by! Good-by!" The lingering farewells rose faintly above the +noises of Broadway, as we scattered at the corner. Good-by to +Rosenfeld's—now no longer a reality, but rather a memory of idyllic +beauty—the workroom bright with sunshine and flashing with color, with +the faces of the workers bent over the fashioning of rose and poppy, and +best of all, the kind hearts and the quick sympathy that blossomed there +as luxuriantly as the flowers themselves.</p> + +<p>Good-by to my four happiest weeks in the workaday world.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XIII</h2> + +<h3>THREE "LADY-FRIENDS," AND THE ADVENTURES THAT BEFALL THEM</h3> + +<p>Into every human experience there must come sooner or later the bitter +consciousness that Nature is remorselessly cruel; that she laughs +loudest when we are most miserable; that she is never so bright, never +so beautiful as in the darkest hour of our need; that she ever makes +mock of our agony and ever smiles serenely at our despair.</p> + +<p>Such, at least, were my feelings in those long, beautiful June days that +followed close on the "lay-off" at Rosenfeld's.</p> + +<p>Dear little Bessie! poor unhappy Eunice! This chapter of my experiences +is so dominated by their personalities that I shall devote a few words +to recounting the circumstances which brought us together and sent us +faring forth on a summer's day to seek new fortunes, three +"lady-friends," arm in arm. I make no apology for saying +"lady-friends."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> I know all the prejudices of polite society, which +smiles at what is esteemed to be a piece of vulgar vanity characteristic +of the working-girl world. And yet I use the term here in all +seriousness, in all good faith; not critically, not playfully, but +tenderly. Because in the humble world in which our comradeship was +formed there is none other to designate the highest type of friendship, +no other phrase to define that affection between girl and girl which is +as the love of sisters. In the great workaday world where we toiled and +hoped and prayed and suffered together for a brief period we were called +"the three lady-friends" by our shop-mates, and such we were to each +other always, and such we shall be throughout the chapter; and I know, +if Bessie and Eunice were here to-night, looking over my shoulder as I +write the account of that sordid little tragedy and the part they played +in it,—I know they would clasp their rough little hands in mine and nod approval.</p> + +<p>Bessie had been my "learner" at Rosenfeld's. I still remember her +exactly as I saw her that first time, a slender little figure bending +over the work-table. Her shirt-waist was snowy-white, and fastened +down—oh, so securely!—under the narrow leather belt; she had a wealth +of straight blonde<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> hair of that clear, transparent quality which, when +heaped high on her head, looked like a mass of spun glass; her cheeks, +which were naturally very pale, burned a deep crimson as they reflected +the light on the poppies beneath; and after a while, when she raised her +head, I saw that her eyes were blue, and that her profile, sharp and +clear cut, was that of a young Jewess. I had thought her to be about +twenty-two,—for, pretty and fresh as she was, she looked every day of +it,—but I found out later that she was not then eighteen.</p> + +<p>We had not been long getting acquainted—that is, as well acquainted as +was possible in a busy shop like Rosenfeld's. Indeed, it would be a +strange, sad world—stranger and sadder than it really is—if Bessie and +I had not sooner or later established a certain bond of intimacy. +Sitting opposite at the same work-table, we made poppies together and +exchanged our little stories. She had been working, since she was +fifteen, at all sorts of odd jobs: cash-girl in a department store; +running errands for a fashionable modiste; cashier in a dairy +lunch-room; making picture-frames. This was her second season at +flower-making, and she liked it better than anything she had ever tried, +if only there was work all the year round; for she couldn't afford to +sit<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> idle through the long summer months—well, I should say not!—with +eight small brothers and sisters at home, and a rather incompetent +father, and sixteen dollars a month rent! The experiences of a score of +shops, and the motley crew of people she had worked with in these busy +years, Bessie in her careless, simple narrative had the power to invest +with lifelike reality.</p> + +<p>Scarcely less interesting than all this to me was my own story to +Bessie, which found ready sympathy in her tender heart, especially that +part of it that had to do with the home for working girls where I was +now living. For to Bessie, with her inborn racial love of family, +nothing was so much to be pitied as the unfortunates who found shelter +there. She seemed to take a certain sort of consolation for her own hard +life in hearing the sordid details of the wretched waifs and strays that +came wandering into the "home" at all hours of the day and night. I told +her about the dormitory where we slept side by side in gray-blanketed +cots, each girl's clothes folded neatly across the footboard; of the +cross old dragon who sat outside in the brightly lighted passageway, and +snored all night long, when she should have been attending to her +duties,—which duties were to keep an eye on us lest we rob one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> another +of the few pennies we might have under our pillows, or that we might not +scrawl obscene verses on the whitewashed walls, in case we had succeeded +in smuggling in a forbidden lead-pencil. For such offenses, and they +happened only too often, we were all held equally guilty in the eyes of +the sour, autocratic matron. As each night brought a fresh relay of +girls to the dormitory, it was productive of a new series of episodes, +which I related faithfully to Bessie.</p> + +<p>That is how she became interested in Eunice. The latter had come +tiptoeing into the dormitory one night long after the other girls were +fast asleep, and without undressing threw herself on the vacant cot next +to mine. In the lamplight that shone from the passageway full on her +face, I saw, as I peeped above the rough blanket, that the new-comer was +no common type of waif and stray. There was an elusive charm in the +glimpse of profile and in the delicate aquiline features, a certain +suggestion of beauty, were it not for the white, drawn look that +enveloped them like a death-mask. As I was gazing furtively at her she +turned on her side, moaning as only a girl can moan when peace of mind +is gone forever. Such sounds were not uncommon in the dormitory. Several +times, waking in the night, I had listened<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> pityingly to the same +half-smothered lament. On this night I had fallen asleep as usual, when +suddenly a shriek rang out, and I wakened to hear the angry accents of +the beldam protesting against "hysterics," and the indistinct muttering +of the girlish sleepers whose rest the stranger had so inconsiderately +disturbed. In a few moments everything was quiet again, our old woman +had renewed her snoring, and then the new-comer, repressing her anguish +as best she could, slid kneeling to the floor.</p> + +<p>It was then, all sleep gone for that night, I reached out my hand and +touched the sleeve of her black dress.</p> + +<p>From that moment we became friends. The information which she vouchsafed +about herself was meager and not of a character to throw much light upon +her former condition and environment. It was obvious that there had been +a tragedy in her life, and I instinctively guessed what that tragedy +was, although I respected the reserve she threw around her and asked no +indiscreet questions. She was fairly well educated, had been brought up +in a small New Jersey village, and had been a stenographer until she +went to a telephone office to tend a switchboard. Between that job and +her advent in the "home" was an obvious hiatus, which at times she +vaguely <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span>referred to as a period wherein she "lost her grip on +everything." She had no money, and her clothes were even shabbier than +my own, and she was too discouraged even to look for work. Her cot and +three meager meals a day, consisting of bread and tea for breakfast and +supper, and bread and coffee and soup for dinner, she received, as did +all the transient boarders, in return for a ten-hour-day's work in the +"home" kitchen. After a few nights she ceased moaning, and settled +gradually into a hopeless apathy, while over her deep gray eyes there +grew a film of silent misery.</p> + +<p>Stirred by my fragmentary accounts of Eunice's wretchedness, the +generous-hearted Bessie one day suggested that we take her with us to +look for a job as soon as the anticipated "lay-off" notice came into +effect at Rosenfeld's. And so, on the Monday morning following that +dreaded event, Bessie met Eunice and me at the lower right-hand corner +of Broadway and Grand Street, and together we applied for work at the +R—— Underwear Company, which had advertised that morning for twenty operators.</p> + +<p>"Ever run a power Singer?" queried the foreman.</p> + +<p>"No, but we can learn. We're all quick," <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span>answered Bessie, who had +volunteered to act as spokesman.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I guess you can learn all right, but you won't make very much at +first. All come together?... So! Well, then, I guess you'll want to work +in the same room," and with that he ushered us into a very inferno of +sound, a great, yawning chaos of terrific noise. The girls, who sat in +long rows up and down the length of the great room, did not raise their +eyes to the new-comers, as is the rule in less strenuous workrooms. +Every pair of eyes seemed to be held in fascination upon the flying and +endless strip of white that raced through a pair of hands to feed itself +into the insatiable maw of the electric sewing-machine. Every face, +tense and stony, bespoke a superb effort to concentrate mind and body, +and soul itself, literally upon the point of a needle. Every form was +crouched in the effort to guide the seam through the presser-foot. And +piled between the opposing phalanxes of set faces were billows upon +billows of foamy white muslin and lace—the finished garments wrought by +the so-many dozen per hour, for the so-many cents per day,—and wrought, +too, in this terrific, nerve-racking noise.</p> + +<p>The foreman led us into the middle of the room, which was lighted by +gas-jets that hung directly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> over the girls' heads, although the ends of +the shop had bright sunshine from the windows. He seemed a good-natured, +respectable sort of man, of about forty, and was a Jew. Bessie and me he +placed at machines side by side, and Eunice a little farther down the +line. Then my first lesson began. He showed me how to thread bobbin and +needle, how to operate ruffler and tucker, and also how to turn off and +on the electric current which operated the machinery. My first attempt +to do the latter was productive of a shock to the nerves that could not +have been greater if, instead of pressing the harmless little lever +under the machine with my knee, I had accidently exploded a bomb. The +foreman laughed good-naturedly at my fright.</p> + +<p>"You'll get used to it by and by," he shouted above the noise; "but like +as not for a while you won't sleep very good nights—kind of nervous; +but you'll get over that in a week or so," and he ducked his head under +the machine to adjust the belt. Suddenly, above all the frenzied +crashing of the machines came a sound, half scream, half cackle:</p> + +<p>"Yi! yi! my pretty one, you'll get used to it by and by; you'll get used +to anything in this world." It was an old woman's voice, and looking +across the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> table, I saw a merry-eyed, toothless old crone, who was +grinning and nodding at me.</p> + +<p>"Hello! hello there, Miriam! what's eating you now?" shouted the +foreman, emerging and scrambling to his feet as he turned to get Bessie +started. But the strange old creature only grinned wider and screeched, +"Yi! yi!" louder than ever.</p> + +<p>But I had not time, either, to look at or listen to her now, as I leaned +over the machine and practised at running a straight seam. Ah, the skill +of these women and girls, and of the strange creature opposite, who can +make a living at this torturing labor! How very different, how +infinitely harder it is, as compared with running an ordinary +sewing-machine. The goods that my nervous fingers tried to guide ran +every wrong way. I had no control whatever over the fearful velocity +with which the needle danced along the seam. In utter discouragement, I +stopped trying for a moment, and watched the girl at my right. She was a +swarthy, thick-lipped Jewess, of the type most common in such places, +but I looked at her with awe and admiration. In Rachel Goldberg's case +the making of muslin, lace-trimmed corset-covers was an art rather than +a craft. She was a remarkable operator even among scores of experts at +the R——. Under her stubby,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> ill-kept hands ruffles and tucks and +insertion bands and lace frills were wrought with a beauty and softness +of finish, and a speed and precision of workmanship, that made her the +wonder and envy of the shop. And with what ease she seemed to do it all, +despite the riveted eyes and tense-drawn muscles of her expressionless +face! Suddenly her machine stopped, she looked up with a loud yawn, and +stretched her arms above her head. She acknowledged the flattery of my +look with a patronizing smile and a "How-do-you-think-you're-going-to-like-your-job?" I answered the +conventional question in the usual way, and remarked that she sewed as +if she had done it for ever and ever, and as if it were no work at all.</p> + +<p>She shook her head. "Yes, I've worked a long time at it, but my shoulder +aches as bad this morning as it did when I was a learner like you," and +she pressed the power-lever and again bent over the tucking.</p> + +<p>At my left Bessie was also practising on running seams, and a little +farther down we saw poor Eunice struggling at the same hopeless lesson. +The foreman, whose name proved to be Isaacs,—"Abe" Isaacs,—brought us +our first "lot" of work. Mine consisted of six dozen coarse muslin +corset-covers,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> which were already seamed together, and which I was +shown how to "finish" with an embroidery yoke and ruffled edging about +the arm's-eye. There is no basting, no pinning together of pieces; all +the work is free-hand, and must be done with infinite exactness. I must +hold the embroidery and the finishing strips of beading on the edge of +the muslin with an exact nicety that will insure the edges of all three +being caught in one seam; a process difficult enough on any +sewing-machine, under any circumstances, but doubly so when the lightest +touch sends the three-ply fabric under the needle with an incalculable +velocity. Result of my first hour's work: I had spoiled a dozen +garments. Try as I would, I invariably lost all control of my materials, +and the needle plunged right and left—everywhere, in fact, except along +the straight and narrow way laid out for it. And, to make matters still +worse, I was painfully conscious that my old woman vis-à-vis was +laughing at my distress with her irritating "Yi, yi!"</p> + +<p>As I spoiled each garment I thrust it into the bottom of a green +pasteboard box under the table, which held my allotment of work, and +from the top of the box grabbed up a fresh piece. I glanced over my +shoulder and saw that Bessie was doing the same<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> thing, although what we +were going to do with them, or how account for such wholesale +devastation of goods, we were too perturbed to consider. At last, +however, after repeated trials, and by guiding the seam with laborious +care, I succeeded in completing one garment without disaster; and I had +just started another, when—crash!—flying shuttles and spinning bobbins +and swirling wheels came to a standstill. My sewing-machine was silent, +as were all the others in the great workroom. Something had happened to the dynamo.</p> + +<p>There was a howl of disappointment.</p> + +<p>"Yi, yi!" screamed the old woman, throwing up her hands in a gesture of +unutterable disgust; and then, catching my eye, her wrinkled old lips +parted in a smile of friendly interest.</p> + +<p>"How many did ye bungle?" she chuckled, leaning over and looking +furtively up and down the room, as if afraid of being caught talking to +me. I blushed in confusion that was half fright, and she raised a +forefinger menacingly:</p> + +<p>"Yi! yi! ye thought I didn't see ye sneaking the spoiled truck into the +green box; but old Miriam's got sharp eyes, she has, and she likes to +watch you young uns when you comes in first. You're not the only one. +They all spoil lots before they learn to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> make a living out of it. +There's lots like ye!" and stooping over, she drew a handful of my +botched work out of the box and began to rip the stitching.</p> + +<p>"That's all right; I'm glad to help ye!" she protested. "And sure, if we +don't help each other, who's a-going to help us poor devils, I'd like to know?"</p> + +<p>I, too, busied myself with the task of ripping, which I saw Bessie and +Eunice were also doing; in fact, all the new-comers of the morning could +be thus singled out. The practised hands availed themselves of the +enforced rest by yawning and stretching their arms, and by comparing the +earnings of the morning; for we all worked on piece-work. Rachel +Goldberg had finished four dozen of extra-fine garments, which meant +seventy-five cents, and it was not yet eleven o'clock. She would make at +least one dollar and sixty cents before the day was over, provided we +did not have any serious breakdowns. She watched the clock +impatiently,—every minute she was idle meant a certain fraction of a +penny lost,—and crouched sullenly over her machine for the signal.</p> + +<p>"What are you thinking about, Miriam?" a frowsy-headed girl asked, +giving the wink to the crowd.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span></p><p>The generous-hearted old lady looked up from the task she was helping +me to do, and raising her hand to shield her eyes from the glare of the +gaslight, peered down the long line of girls until she placed the speaker.</p> + +<p>"Yi, yi! Ye want to know what I'm thinking about? Well, mebbe, Beckie +Frankenstein, I'm thinking what a beautiful world this is, and what a +fine time you and me has," and the strange creature broke into a laugh +that was more terrible than a sob.</p> + +<p>"Ah, there you go again, Miriam! What's eatin' you to-day?" cried the +foreman, as he came along to inspect the work; and seeing Miriam undoing +my blunders, asked, "Who did that?"</p> + +<p>Before I could put in a half-frightened acknowledgment, my intercessor had spoken up:</p> + +<p>"And whose 'u'd them be but mine, Abe Isaacs?"—scowling at me to keep +silence when I opened my mouth to contradict her.</p> + +<p>The foreman looked incredulous. "You, Miriam! Do you mean to tell me it +was you spoiled all that work? What's the matter with you to-day, +anyway? If you don't do better, I'll have to fire you."</p> + +<p>There was a good-natured tone, a kindly compassion, in Abe Isaacs's +voice which was not in accord<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> with the words; and when he turned and +asked me what I had done, there was no fear in my heart. I answered by +looking significantly at old Miriam.</p> + +<p>"I thought as much," he muttered under his breath, and passed on to Bessie.</p> + +<p>"Poor old Miriam, she's teched up here," one of the girls explained, +tapping her forehead. "They say it was the old sweat-shops put her out +of her mind, and I guess it's so, all right. My mother knows two ladies +that was made crazy sewing pants up to Sternberg's. But that was long +ago, when they used to treat the girls so bad. Things is ever so much +better now, only Miriam can't get used to the improvements. She's a +hundred years behind the times."</p> + +<p>I was still lost in admiring wonder of Rachel Goldberg's skill. I asked +her how long it would take me to learn to do it as well. She did not +have a chance to answer before a harsh laugh was heard and a new voice asserted itself.</p> + +<p>"Oh-ho! you'll never learn to work like her, and you'd better find it +out now. I seen you running your machine, and I says to myself, 'That +girl 'll never make her salt making underclothes.' Pants 'd be more in +your line. To make money on muslin you've got to be born to 't."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span></p><p>"That's no lie, either," muttered another.</p> + +<p>"You bet it ain't!" declared the expert Rachel. "My mother was working +on shirts for a straight ten months before I was born."</p> + +<p>In half an hour we had resumed work, and at half-past twelve we stopped +for another half-hour and ate luncheon—Bessie, Eunice, and I in a +corner by ourselves.</p> + +<p>We held a conference, and compared notes of the morning's progress, +which had been even more discouraging to poor Eunice than to us; for to +her it had brought the added misfortune of a row of stitches in her +right forefinger. We counted up our profits for the morning, and the +aggregate earnings of the three of us did not amount to ten cents. Of +course we would learn to do better, but it would take a long, long time, +Bessie was firmly convinced, before we could even make enough to buy our +lunches. It was decided that one of us should resign the job that night, +and the other two keep at it until the delegate found something better +for us all and had tested the new job to her satisfaction. Bessie was of +course appointed, and the next morning Eunice and I went alone, with +plausible excuses for the absent Bessie, for we had a certain delicacy +about telling the real facts to so kind a foreman as "Abe."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span></p><p>The second day we had no better luck, and the pain between the +shoulder-blades was unceasing. All night long I had tossed on my narrow +cot, with aching back and nerves wrought up to such a tension that the +moment I began to doze off I was wakened by a spasmodic jerk of the +right arm as it reached forward to grasp a visionary strip of lace. That +evening, as we filed out at six o'clock, Bessie was waiting for us, her +gentle face full of radiance and good news. Even the miserable Eunice +was affected by her hopefulness.</p> + +<p>"Oh, girls, I've got something that's really good—three dollars a week +while you're learning, and an awful nice shop; and just think, +girls!—the hours—I never had anything like it before, and I've knocked +around at eighteen different jobs—half-past eight to five, and—" she +paused for breath to announce the glorious fact—"Girls, just think of +it!—<i>Saturday afternoons off</i>, all the year round."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XIV</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH A TRAGIC FATE OVERTAKES MY "LADY-FRIENDS"</h3> + +<p>The next morning we met on the corner, as usual, and Bessie led us to +our new job—led us through a world that was strange and new to both +Eunice and me, though poor Eunice had little heart for the newness and +the strangeness of it all. In and out, and criss-cross, we threaded our +way through little narrow streets bordered with stately "sky-scrapers," +and at last turned into Maiden Lane. We walked arm in arm till we came +to an alley which Bessie said was Gold Street. It is more of a zigzag +even than Maiden Lane, and is flanked by dark iron-shuttered warehouses +and factories. Wolff's, our destination, was at the head of the street, +and in a few minutes we were sitting side by side at the work-table, +while our new forewoman, a cross-eyed Irish girl, was showing us what to +do and how to do it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span></p><p>Making jewel-and silverware-cases was now our work. In the long, +whitewashed workroom there were thirty other girls performing the same +task, and on each of the five floors beneath there were as many more +girls, pasting and pressing and trimming cases that were to hold rings, +watches and bracelets, and spoons, knives, and forks—enough to supply +all Christendom, it seemed to me. As beginners we were given each a +dozen spoon-boxes to cover with white leather and line with satin. It is +light, pleasant work, and was such an improvement on the sweat-shop +drudgery that even Eunice smiled a little after a while.</p> + +<p>"Is youse lady-friends?" the forewoman asked when, in the course of ten +minutes, she came to inspect our progress; on receiving an affirmative reply, she scowled.</p> + +<p>"Fiddlesticks! If I'd knowed youse was lady-friends, I'd jist told Izzy +he could get some other girls," and she walked off, still scowling. The +girls about us giggled.</p> + +<p>"Why doesn't Miss Gibbs like us to be lady-friends?" asked Bessie.</p> + +<p>A young Italian answered, "Because they always git to scrappin'."</p> + +<p>We all laughed—even Eunice—at such an ending to our friendship.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p><p>"We had a fearful row here yisterday," spoke up another; "and they wuz +lady-friends—thicker than sardines, they wuz—till they got on the outs +about a feller down on Pearl Street; a diamond-cutter he wuz, and they +wuz both mashed on him—a Dutchman, too, he wuz, that wore ear-rings. I +couldn't get mashed on a Dutchman, ear-rings or no ear-rings, could you?"</p> + +<p>"What did they do?" asked Bessie.</p> + +<p>"Do! They snapped at each other all morning over the work-table, and +then one of them called the other a name that wuz something awful, and +she up and spit in her face for it."</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't blame that girl for spitting in her face," interrupted a +voice. "I don't blame her; lady-like or not lady-like, I'd have done the +same thing. I'd spit in the President's face if I was in the White House +and he was to call me such a name!"</p> + +<p>"And then what happened?" asked Bessie.</p> + +<p>"Oh, they just up and at each other like two cats, tumbling over a stack +of them there white velvet necklace-cases, and bloodying up each other's +faces something fierce; and then Miss Gibbs she called Izzy; and Izzy he +fired them on the spot."</p> + +<p>Despite these tales of strenuous conflicts, we were happy in our work at +Wolff's. Our shop-mates were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> quiet, decent-looking girls, and their +conversation was conspicuously clean—not always a characteristic of +their class. Miss Gibbs, despite her justifiable prejudice against +lady-friends, proved not unkind, and we congratulated ourselves as we +bent over our work and listened to the cheerful hum of voices.</p> + +<p>After each case was finished,—after the satin linings and interlinings +and the tuftings had been fitted and glued into their proper places, and +the bit of leather drawn across the padded cover,—we could raise our +eyes for a moment and look out upon a strange, fascinating world. The +open windows on one side of the shop looked into the polishing-room of a +neighboring goldsmith, and on the other side into a sunshiny workroom +filled with swirling black wheels and flying belts among which the +workmen kept up a dialogue in a foreign tongue. The latter place was +near enough for a good-looking young man to attempt a flirtation with +Bessie, in such moments as he was not carefully watching what seemed to +be a clumsy mass of wax on the end of a wooden handle. All the long +forenoon he kept up his manœuvers, watching his ugly bludgeon as if +it were the very apple of his eye; carrying it to the window one moment +and examining it under the microscope; then carrying it back to his +wheel and beginning all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> over again. Late in the afternoon he came to +the window for the hundredth time, and brandishing the bludgeon so that +the sunshine fell directly upon it, held it aloft for us to admire the +great glittering gem that now sparkled deep-bedded in the ugly wax.</p> + +<p>"I gif you dat if you marry me!" cried the diamond-cutter, striking a +dramatic attitude for Bessie's benefit.</p> + +<p>Thus one, two days passed swiftly, and we had learned to make +jewel-cases with tolerable rapidity. We had a half-hour for luncheon, +during which Bessie, Eunice, and I went off by ourselves to the rear of +the shop, where we ate our sandwiches in silence and gazed out upon the +forest of masts that filled the East River lying below.</p> + +<p>On the fourth day Eunice and I ate luncheon alone. Bessie did not come +that morning, nor send any excuse. Her absence gave me an opportunity, +in this half-hour's respite from work, to get better acquainted with my +silent and mysterious fellow-boarder; anything more than a most meager +acquaintance was impossible at the place where we lived. Like the +majority of semi-charitable institutions, the "home" was conducted on +the theory that the only safety to morals, as well as to pocket-books, +was espionage and isolation.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span></p><p>"It's awful up there, isn't it?" she remarked suddenly after we had +discussed every possible cause for Bessie's absence.</p> + +<p>"Yes, isn't it?" I replied, somewhat surprised, for this was the first +time the girl had ever expressed any opinion about anything, so fearful +did she seem of betraying herself.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you often wonder what brought me there that night?" she went +on. "You've told me your story, and you don't know anything at all about +mine. You must often wonder, though you are too considerate to ask. But +I'm going to tell you now without asking. It was to keep me from going +there," pointing through the window down to the river.</p> + +<p>"I'd had a lot of trouble,—oh, a terrible lot of trouble,—and it +seemed as if there wasn't any place for me; and I walked down to the +edge of the river up there at the end of East Fourteenth Street, and +something stopped me just when I was ready to jump in. Why I didn't, I +don't know," and the girl turned a stony face to the window.</p> + +<p>"Why, it was hope and renewed courage, of course!" I replied quickly. +"Everybody gets blue spells—when one is down on one's luck."</p> + +<p>Eunice shook her head. "No, it wasn't hope.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> It was because I was +afraid—it was because I'm a coward. I'm too much of a coward to live, +and I'm too much of a coward to die. You never felt as I do. You +couldn't. I've lost my grip on everything. Everything's gone against me, +and it's too late now for things to change. You don't know—<i>you don't +know</i>, you and Bessie. If you did, you'd see how useless all your +kindness is, in trying to get me to brace up. I've tried—my God! I have +tried to feel that there's a life before me, but I can't—I can't. +Sometimes, maybe for a minute, I'll forget what's gone by, and then the +next minute the memory of it all comes back with a fearful stab. There +is something that won't let me forget."</p> + +<p>"Hush! Eunice; don't talk so loud," I whispered as her passionate voice +rose above the hum of the other girls in a far portion of the room.</p> + +<p>"I tell you it's no use—it's no use. I've lost my grip on things, and I +can never catch hold again. I thought, maybe, when I started out with +you and Bessie, and got to working again, there'd be a change. But there +isn't any difference now from—from the night I went into that dormitory +first. Now with you it would be different. What's happened to me might, +maybe, happen to you; but you could fight it down. There's something +inside of you that's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> stronger than anything that can hurt you from the +outside. Most girls are that way. They get hurt—and hurt bad, and they +cry a lot at the time and are miserable and unhappy; but after a while +they succeed in picking themselves up, and are in the end as good, +sometimes better, than ever. They forget in a little while all about it, +and wind up by marrying some man who is really in love with them, and +they are as happy as if nothing had ever happened."</p> + +<p>I looked at the occupant of cot No. 11 with mingled feelings of pity and +amazement—pity for the hopelessness of her case, now more apparent than +ever; amazement at her keen and morbid generalizations.</p> + +<p>"How old are you, Eunice?"</p> + +<p>"Twenty-four," she replied—"oh, I know what you're going to say: that I +have my whole life before me, and all that. But I haven't. My life is +all behind me."</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"'I am the Captain of my Soul,</div> +<div>I am the Master of my Fate,'"</div> +</div></div> + +<p>I quoted.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you are; but I am not," she replied simply, and turned and looked +at me with her hopeless eyes.</p> + +<p>Poor, unfortunate Eunice! That night, as we<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> walked home together, she +revealed a little more about herself by telling me that she had recently +been discharged from the hospital on "the Island." I did not need to +inquire the nature of the illness that had left her face so white and +drawn. Brief as my experience had been among the humble inmates of the +"home," I had learned the expediency of not being too solicitous +regarding the precise facts of such cases.</p> + +<p>The next day was Saturday, and still no Bessie. As we worked we +speculated as to her absence, and decided to spend the afternoon looking +her up. Meanwhile, although I had been managing to do my work a little +better each day, Eunice had not been succeeding so well. Her apathy had +been increasing daily, until she had lost any interest she might ever +have had in trying to do her work well. On this morning the forewoman +was obliged to give her repeated and sharp reproofs for soiling her +materials and for dawdling over her work.</p> + +<p>"You seem to like to work," Eunice said once, breaking a long silence.</p> + +<p>"Not any better than you do, only I've got to, and I try to make the +best of it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you do. You like to work, and I don't, and that's the difference +between us. And it's all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> the difference in the world, too. If I liked +work for its own sake, like you do, there'd be some hope for me living things down."</p> + +<p>"I wonder," she whispered, again breaking a long silence—"I wonder if +Bessie had any man after her."</p> + +<p>I looked up suddenly, perhaps indignantly, and my reply was not +encouraging to any conjectures along this line, as Eunice saw quickly.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry I offended you," she added hastily; "but I didn't think +anything wrong of Bessie—you know I didn't. Only I've watched the boss +following her around with his eyes ever since we came here to work. You +didn't see, for you don't know as much about their devilment as I do; +but I tell you, if anything was ever to happen that poor little girl +through any man, I'd choke him to death with my own hands!"</p> + +<p>The satin-tufted box she was working on dropped from her fingers and +clattered on the floor, bringing the forewoman down upon her with many +caustic remarks. When the flurry was over I assured her that I thought +Bessie fully capable of taking care of herself, although I had seen more +of the manager's advances than Eunice gave me credit for observing.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span></p><p>At last noon came, and with it our first half-holiday. With the first +shriek of the whistle we jumped up and began folding our aprons, +preparatory to rushing out to find Bessie.</p> + +<p>"Where does she live?" asked Eunice.</p> + +<p>I looked at her in blank amazement, for I didn't know. I had never even +heard the name of the street. I knew it was somewhere on the East Side; +that was all. In all our weeks of acquaintanceship no occasion had +arisen whereby Bessie should mention where she lived. I thought of +Rosenfeld's. Perhaps some one there might know, and we took a Broadway +car up-town. But Miss Higgins was away on her vacation, and none of the +girls who still remained in the flower-shop knew any more about Bessie's +whereabouts than I did. Thus it is in the busy, workaday world. Nobody +knows where you come from, and nobody knows where you go. Eunice +suggested looking in the directory; but as we found forty of the same +name, it seemed hopeless. I did happen to know, however, that her father +had once been a cutter or tailor; and so out of the forty we selected +all the likeliest names and began a general canvass. After five hours of +weary search, and after climbing the stairs of more than a score of +tenement-houses, without success, we turned at last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> into East Broadway, +footsore and dusty. In this street, on the fifth floor of a baking +tenement, we tapped at the door of Bessie's home. A little blonde woman +answered the knock, and when we asked for Bessie she burst into sobs and +pointed to a red placard on the door—the quarantine notice of the Board +of Health, which we had not seen. And then Bessie's mother told us that +four of her brood had been laid low with malignant diphtheria. The three +younger ones were home, sick unto death, but they had yielded to the +entreaties of the doctor and allowed him to take Bessie to Bellevue. +Thither we hurried as fast as the trolley would take us, only to find +the gates closed for the day. We were not relatives, we had no permits; +and whether Bessie were dead or alive, we must wait until visiting-hours +the next day to discover.</p> + +<p>What we found out the next day, when we filed into the superintendent's +office with the ill-dressed horde of anxious Sunday-afternoon visitors, +was hardly a surprise. We expected nothing but what Eunice had predicted +from the first. Bessie had died the night before—died murmuring about +poppies, the young doctor told us.</p> + +<p>"She's better off where she is than she'd be down at Wolff's," said +Eunice, as we passed through<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> the gates on to the street again. I made +no comment, and we walked silently away from the big, ugly brick pile +that holds such horrors for the poor. When we reached Third Avenue, +Eunice stopped before a florist's window, and we looked in at a cluster +of great white lilies. Neither spoke, however, and in a moment we passed +on down Third Avenue, now brightly lighted and teeming with its usual +gay Sunday night crowd. At last we turned into our own street, and were +in front of the dark building we both called "home." Here Eunice caught +my hand in hers, with a convulsive little motion, as might a child who +was afraid of the dark. We climbed the stone steps together, and I +pulled the bell, Eunice's grasp on my hand growing tighter and tighter.</p> + +<p>"Good-by; it's no use," she whispered suddenly, dropping my hand and +moving away as we heard the matron fumbling at the lock; and before I +could utter a word of protest, before I could reach forward and snatch +her from some dread thing, I knew not what, she had disappeared among +the shadows of the lamplit street.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>"Where's the other girl?" asked the matron.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," I replied,—nor have I since been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> able to find the +faintest clue to her whereabouts, if living, or her fate, if dead. From +that moment at the door-step when she said good-by, Eunice stepped out +of my life as completely as if the earth had opened and swallowed her +up. Is she dead or alive? Did the unhappy girl seek self-destruction +that June night, or was she swept into that great, black whirlpool, the +name of which even a girl of the workaday world mentions always with +bated breath? I do not know. I never expect to know the fate of Eunice. +It is only in stories that such things are made clear, usually, and this +was only an incident in real life.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XV</h2> + +<h3>I BECOME A "SHAKER" IN A STEAM-LAUNDRY</h3> + +<p>The next day, Monday, they buried Bessie in a big, shabby Jewish +cemetery out on Long Island. I did not follow my comrade to the grave. +Nor did I go to work. All that long, beautiful June day was spent in +fruitless search for poor Eunice.</p> + +<p>This hopeless quest, begun on Monday, was continued for three days in +the few hours that I could snatch between five o'clock, the closing-time +at the shop, and ten o'clock, the curfew hour at the "home." On +Wednesday the strain grew unbearable. All the associations of Wolff's +were tinctured with memories of the dead Bessie and the lost Eunice. +Under the counter, in the big pasteboard box, their checked-gingham +aprons were still rolled up just as they had left them, with the +scissors inside; and on the pine table under my eyes were their names +and mine, scrawled in a lead-pencil by Bessie's hand,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> and framed with +heavy lines. Their high stools, which were on either side of mine, had +been given over to two new-comers, also "lady-friends," who chewed gum +vigorously and discussed beaux and excursions to Coney Island with a +happy vivacity that made my secret misery all the harder to bear. That +night I went to the desk and drew my money, tucked the two aprons away +in a bundle with my own, and said good-by to Wolff's. The sum total of +my capital now amounted to five dollars; and with this I felt that I +could afford to spend the remainder of the week trying to find Eunice, +and trust to luck to get taken back at Wolff's the following Monday morning.</p> + +<p>After three days' systematic inquiry, I climbed the stairs to the +dormitory late on Sunday night, no wiser than I had been a week before. +My discouragement gave way to a thrill of joyous surprise when I +descried a long, thin form stretched under the gray blanket of Eunice's +cot. I sprang forward and laid an eager hand on the thin shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Gr-r-r! Don't you try gettin' fresh, Susie Jane, er I'll smash yer +face!" snarled the angry voice of a new-comer, as she pulled the +coverlet up to her eyes and rolled over on the other side.</p> + +<p>Monday morning I presented myself at the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span>jewel-case factory, and asked +Miss Gibbs to take me back. But I was already adjudged a "shiftless +lot," not steady, and was accordingly "turned down." Then once more I +scanned the advertising columns.</p> + +<p>"Shakers Wanted.—Apply to Foreman" was the first that caught my eye. I +didn't know what a "shaker" was, but that did not deter me from forming +a sudden determination to be one. The address took me into a street +up-town—above Twenty-third Street—the exact locality I hesitate to +give for reasons that shortly will become obvious. Here I found the +"Pearl Laundry," a broad brick building, grim as a fortress, and +fortified by a breastwork of laundry-wagons backed up to the curb and +disgorging their contents of dirty clothes. Making my way as best I +could through the jam of horses and drivers and baskets, I reached the +narrow, unpainted pine door marked, "Employees' Entrance," and filed up +the stairs with a crowd of other girls—all, like myself, seeking work.</p> + +<p>At the head of the stairs we filed into a mammoth steam-filled room that +occupied an entire floor. The foreman made quick work of us. Thirty-two +girls I counted as they stepped up to the pale-faced, stoop-shouldered +young fellow, who addressed each one as "Sally," in a tone which, +despite its <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span>good-natured familiarity, was none the less businesslike +and respectful. At last it came my turn.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Sally! Ever shook?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Ever work in a laundry?"</p> + +<p>"No; but I'm very handy."</p> + +<p>"What did you work at last?"</p> + +<p>"Jewel-cases."</p> + +<p>"All right, Sally; we'll start you in at three and a half a week, and +maybe we'll give you four dollars after you get broke in to the +work.—Go over there, where you seen them other ladies go," he called +after me as I moved away, and waved his hand toward a pine-board +partition. Here, sitting on bundles of soiled linen and on hampers, my +thirty-two predecessors were corralled, each awaiting assignment to +duty. They were dressed, literally, "some in rags and some in tags and +some in velvet gowns." Calico wrappers brushed against greasy satin +skirts, and faded kimono dressing-jackets vied in filth and slovenliness +with unbelted shirt-waists. A faded rose bobbed in one girl's head, and +on another's locks was arranged a gorgeous fillet of pale-blue ribbon of +the style advertised at the time in every shop-window in New York as the +"Du Barry." The scene was a sorry burlesque on the boudoir and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> +ball-room, a grim travesty on the sordid realities of the kitchen on wash-day.</p> + +<p>"Did yez come in the barber's wagon?" asked a stupid Irish girl, looking +at me curiously. I looked blank, and she repeated the question.</p> + +<p>"What does she mean?" I asked a more intelligent girl who was seated on +a bundle in the corner.</p> + +<p>"Didn't yez come in Tony's wagon?"</p> + +<p>"No; who's Tony?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Tony he's a barber—a Ginny barber—that goes out with a wagon when +they run short of help, and he picks up any girls he can find and hauls +them in. He brought three loads this morning. We thought Tony picked you +up. Me and her," pointing to a black-browed girl who was nodding to +sleep with her mouth wide open, "we come in the barber's wagon."</p> + +<p>The girl's face, fat, heavy, dough-colored, had become suffused with +amiability, and giving her snoozing comrade a gentle push, she made room +for me on the bundle beside her.</p> + +<p>"Ever worked at this job before?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"No. Have you?"</p> + +<p>She replied with a sharp laugh, and flinging back the sleeve of her +kimono, thrust out the stump of a wrist. At my exclamation of horror, she grinned.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span></p><p>"Why, that's nothing in this here business," she said. "It happens +every wunst in a while, when you was running the mangles and was tired. +That's the way it was with me: I was clean done out, one Saturday night, +and I jist couldn't see no more; and first thing I know—Wo-o-ow! and +that hand went right straight clean into the rollers. And I was jist +tired, that's all. I didn't have nothing to drink all that day, +excepting pop; but the boss he swore I was drunk, and he made the +foreman swear the same thing, and so I didn't try to get no damages. +They sent me to the horspital, and they offered me my old job back +again; but I jist got up my spunk and says if they can't pay me some +damages, and goes and swears I was drunk when I didn't have nothing but +rotten pop, I says, I can up and go some place else and get my four dollars a week."</p> + +<p>Before I could ask what the poor creature would be able to do with only +one hand, the foreman appeared in the door, and we trooped out at his +heels. Down the length of the big room, through a maze of moving +hand-trucks and tables and rattling mangles, we followed him to the +extreme rear, where he deposited us, in groups of five and six, at the +big tables that were ranged from wall to wall and heaped<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> high with wet +clothes, still twisted just as they were turned out of the +steam-wringer. An old woman with a bent back showed me the very simple +process of "shaking."</p> + +<p>"Jist take the corners like this,"—suiting the action to the +word,—"and give a shake like this, and pile them on top o' one +another—like this," and with that she turned to her own "shaking" and +resumed gossip with her side-partner, another old woman, who was roundly +denouncing the "trash" that was being thrust upon her as table-mates, +and throwing out palpable insults to the "Ginnies" who stood vis-à-vis, +and who either didn't hear or, hearing, didn't understand or care.</p> + +<p>For the first half-hour I shook napkins bearing the familiar +legend—woven in red—of a ubiquitous dairy-lunch place, and the next +half-hour was occupied with bed-linen bearing the mark of a famous +hostelry. During that time I had become fairly accustomed to my new +surroundings, and was now able to distinguish, out of the steamy +turmoil, the general features of a place that seethed with life and +action. All the workers were women and girls, with the exception of the +fifteen big, black, burly negroes who operated the tubs and the wringers +which were ranged along the rear wall on a platform<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> that ran parallel +with and a little behind the shakers' tables. The negroes were stripped +to the waist of all save a thin gauze undershirt. There was something +demoniacal in their gestures and shouts as they ran about the vats of +boiling soap-suds, from which they transferred the clothes to the +swirling wringers, and then dumped them at last upon the big trucks. The +latter were pushed away by relays of girls, who strained at the heavy +load. The contents of the trucks were dumped first on the shakers' +tables, and when each piece was smoothed out we—the shakers—redumped +the stacks into the truck, which was pushed on to the manglers, who +ironed it all out in the hot rolls. So, after several other dumpings and +redumpings, the various lots were tied and labeled.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile a sharp, incessant pain had grown out of what was in the first +ten or fifteen minutes a tired feeling in the arms—that excruciating, +nerve-torturing pain which comes as a result of a ceaseless muscular +action that knows no variation or relaxation. To forget it, I began to +watch the eight others at our particular table. There were four +Italians, all stupid, uninteresting-looking girls, of anywhere from +fifteen to twenty-five years old; there was a thin, narrow-chested girl, +with delicate wrists<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> and nicely shaped hands, who seemed far superior +to her companions, and who might have been pretty had it not been for +the sunken, blue-black cavity where one eye should have been; there was +a fat woman of forty, with a stiff neck, and of a religious temperament, +who worked in a short under-petticoat and was stolidly indifferent to +the conversation round her; the others were the two old dames—she who +had initiated me, and her sprightlier though not less ancient crony, +Mrs. Mooney. Both fairly bristled with spite and vindictiveness toward +everything in general, and us new-comers in particular, and each +sustained her flagging energies with frequent pinches of snuff and +chunks of coffee-cake which they drew from inexhaustible pockets. My +attempts at conversation with these two having been met with chilling +silence, and as Mrs. Mooney had given me several painful thrusts with +her sharp elbow when I happened to get too close to her, I took care to +keep a safe distance, puzzled as to wherein I might have offended, and +lapsing into a morbid interest in the gossip flying thick and fast around me.</p> + +<p>The target of scandal was "the queen," a big, handsome blonde girl of +about twenty-five, who in a different environment and properly corseted +and gowned would have been set down unquestionably<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> as "a voluptuous +beauty." Here in the laundry, in stocking-feet and an unbelted black +shirt-waist turned far in at the neck, she was merely "mushy," to use +the adjective of her detractors. The queen owed her nickname to the +boss, with whom she was said to "stand in," being "awful soft after +him." She was a sort of assistant to the foreman, bossing the job when +he was not around, and lending a hand in rush hours with true democratic +simplicity such as only the consciousness of her prestige could warrant +her in doing. Now she was assisting the black men load a truck, now +helping a couple of girls push it across the floor, now helping us dump +it on the table—laughing and joking all the while, but at the same time +goading us on to the very limit of human endurance. She had been in the +"Pearl" for seven years, slaved harder than any of us, and she looked as +fresh and buoyant as if she never had known what work was. I rather +liked the queen, despite the fact that I detected in her immediately a +relentless task-master; everybody else seemed to like her, +notwithstanding the malicious things they said about her.</p> + +<p>"Tired?" asked the one-eyed girl. "Yes, it's hard work, but it's steady. +You're never out of a job if you're a steady shaker that can be relied on."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span></p><p>There was cheerfulness in her tone, and both the old women stopped +talking.</p> + +<p>"Did yez come in the barber's wagon?" Mrs. Mooney asked. On being +assured that we had not, she proceeded to establish amicable relations +with the one-eyed girl and me by telling us she was glad we "weren't Ginnies, anyway."</p> + +<p>"Whatever happened to yer eye?" inquired the other crone of my companion.</p> + +<p>Unresentful of the blunt inquisitiveness, the girl responded cordially +with her little story—glad, apparently, to have a listener.</p> + +<p>"It was something I caught in the hospital when I had appendicitis three +years ago. When I was discharged my appendicitis was well, but my eye +had took sore. The doctor he says when he seen it, 'That eye's too far +gone, and it's got to come out, or the poison 'll spread to the t'other +eye, and then you won't have no eyes at all.' My mother she didn't know +nothing about it till it was all over. She'd have carried on awful if +she'd knowed it. But it didn't hurt a bit. I went under chloroform, and +when I come out of it I jist thought I'd been having a long sleep in a +big brass bedstead, with hem-stitched sheets and things like that," and +she pointed to the hotel linen we were all shaking.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span></p><p>"That's the way with them hospitals," said Mrs. Mooney, +sympathetically, and proffering the heroine of the story a chunk of spice-cake.</p> + +<p>"You'd been better to ha' stayed at home. Poor folks don't have no +chanst in them high-toned places."</p> + +<p>"Why don't you take off yer shoes like us, and let yer feet spread +out?—it'll rest them," suggested Mrs. Mooney, now passing me a +peace-offering of coffee-cake, and tightening her mouth in a grim +determination to be civil.</p> + +<p>Indeed, the one-eyed girl's story had wrought a transformation in these +two sullen old women. All that was human in them had been touched by the +tale of physical suffering, and we now met on common ground—the common +ground of brute sympathy which one animal feels for another in distress.</p> + +<p>The work was now under full blast, and every one of the hundred and +twenty-five girls worked with frenzied energy as the avalanche of +clothes kept falling in upon us and were sent with lightning speed +through the different processes, from the tubs to the packers' counters. +Nor was there any abatement of the snowy landslide—not a moment to stop +and rest the aching arms. Just as fast as the sweating negroes could +unload the trucks<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> into the tubs, more trucks came rolling in from the +elevator, and the foaming tubs swirled perpetually, swallowing up, it +would seem, all the towels and pillow-cases and napkins in Greater New +York. Above the orchestra of noise I distinguished a faintly familiar +voice, which I could not place until I heard:</p> + +<p>"And it was nothing but pop I had that day—I hadn't had nothing but +rotten old pop all day!"</p> + +<p>From the girl's argument it was hard to determine whether she was more +grieved at not having had stronger potations than pop on that fatal +occasion, or at the implied aspersions upon her character for sobriety. +Looking up, I saw that she was in one of the truck-teams. She had her +one hand and arm strained against the rear of the sodden load, which she +was urging forward with her hip. The load happened to be for our table, +and as we dumped it out I asked her if there wasn't anything easier she +could do. She responded cheerily:</p> + +<p>"No. You've got to have two hands to run the mangles, and you've got to +have two hands to shake, and you've got to have two hands to tie up, but +you can push a truck with one hand." Which statement of the case, +combined with the cripple's optimism, made us laugh—all except the +one-eyed girl, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span>espying whom, the maimed girl suddenly changed the tone +of levity with which she treated her own misfortune, and asked in a +lowered voice: "What's the matter with yer eye?" And the hospital +infection tale was repeated.</p> + +<p>Could a duchess have claimed greater grace than that poor, unlettered, +uncouth creature's delicate perception of that subtle principle of +courtesy, which allowed her to jest over her own misfortunes, but which +prompted a gentle hesitation in speaking to another about hers!</p> + +<p>In the excruciating agony of the hours that followed, the trucks became +a veritable anodyne for the pains that shot through my whole body. +Leaning over their deep sides was a welcome relief from the strained, +monotonous position at the tables. The one-eyed girl had likewise +discovered the anodyne, and remarked upon it once as we dived into the wet freight.</p> + +<p>"It's so funny how one kind of pain sort of eases up another," she said; +"I always feel good every time I see the truck coming, though trucking's +far harder work than shaking if you had to do it steady. I wonder why it +is. It was the same way with my eye. When it was getting better and just +ached a little bit, steady, all the time, I used to wish I could<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> have +real hard jumping toothache, just for a change."</p> + +<p>"God love ye, and it's so," fervently exclaimed Mrs. Mooney.</p> + +<p>The day was terrifically hot outdoors, and with the fearful heat that +came up through the floor from the engine-room directly under us, +combined with the humidity of the steam-tilled room, we were all driven +to a state of half-dress before the noon hour arrived. The women opened +their dresses at the neck and cast off their shoes, and the foreman +threw his suspenders off his shoulders, while the colored washers +paddled about on the sloppy floor in their bare black feet.</p> + +<p>"Don't any men work in this place except the foreman?" I asked Mrs. +Mooney, who had toiled a long time in the "Pearl" and knew everything.</p> + +<p>"Love of Mary!" she exclaimed indignantly; "and d' ye think any white +man that called hisself a white man would work in sich a place as this, +and with naygurs?"</p> + +<p>"But we work here," I argued.</p> + +<p>"Well, we be wimmin," she declared, drawing a pinch of snuff into her +nostrils in a manner that indicated finality.</p> + +<p>"But if it isn't good enough for a man, it isn't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> good enough for us, +even if we are women!" I persisted.</p> + +<p>She looked at me half in astonishment, half in suspicion at my daring to +question the time-honored order of things. Economics could make no +appeal to her intelligence, and shooting a glance out of her hard old +black eyes, she replied with a logic that permitted no gainsaying.</p> + +<p>"Love of Mary! if yez don't like yer job, ye can git out. Sure and we +don't take on no airs around here!"</p> + +<p>At twelve the noise ceased, and a shrill whistle ushered in the +half-hour's respite. The effect of that raucous shriek was as solemn, as +awe-inspiring, for the first moment, as the ringing of the Angelus bell +in a Catholic country-side. For one moment everybody stood motionless +and mute, the women with arms akimbo on aching hips, the black washers +with drooping, relaxed shoulders. Each tortured frame seemed to heave +with an inaudible "Thank God!" and then we slowly scattered in all +directions—some to the cloak-room, where the lunches were stored along +with the wraps, some down the stairs into the street.</p> + +<p>On this day the one-eyed girl and I found a bundle of clothes large +enough for two to sit on, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> shared our lunch. For half a ham sandwich +she gave me a piece of cold sausage, and I gave her a dill pickle for a +greasy doughnut. The inevitable bottle of "pop" neither of us was able +to open until the foreman came along and lent his assistance. He +lingered a moment to talk the usual inanities that pass between a +democratic foreman and a couple of new girls. Under his jovial exterior +there seemed to be a vein of seriousness, amounting almost to sadness +when one looked at his well-modeled face and his steady gray eyes. Tall +and pale and prematurely bent, he had a certain distinction, as if he +had been cut out for better things. His manner had lost all the easy +familiarity of a few hours before, and he asked us in the kindest tone +possible how we liked the work, and heartened us with the assurance that +it wouldn't be nearly so hard in a few days, telling us to "stand +slack-like" and see if it didn't make the pain in our backs better. By +slack-like he meant stoop-shouldered, as everybody grows sooner or later in a laundry.</p> + +<p>The foreman's hygienic lecture was interrupted by the warning rumble of +the awakening machinery, and we scurried back to our table to make +practical test of his theory. We followed it to the letter, but, like +every other palliative of pain, it soon lost its<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> virtue, and the long +afternoon was one of unspeakable agony. There were now not only aching +backs and arms and legs, but feet parboiled to a blister on the burning +floors. The air was rent with lamentations, and before long my +side-partner and I had also shed our shoes. By four o'clock everybody +had sunk into a state of apathetic quiet, and even the exuberant Queen +lost something of her vivaciousness, and attended strictly to the +business of goading us on to our tasks.</p> + +<p>"We're two days behind with them hospital sheets," she screamed to one +relay; "S—— Hotel Barber Shop got to go out to-night," which +information brought groans from Mrs. Mooney.</p> + +<p>"Mother of God!" she cried. "Sure and that means nine o'clock to-night."</p> + +<p>"Aren't we going to get out at six?" asked the one-eyed girl, while I +glanced dismally at the never-ending train of trucks that kept rolling +out upon the washers' platform, faster now than at any other time of the day.</p> + +<p>"God love ye! dearie, no," returned Mrs. Mooney. "Ye'll never get +outside <i>this</i> shop at six any night, unless ye're carried out dead. +We're in luck to get out as early as eight."</p> + +<p>"Every night?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span></p><p>"Sure, every night exceptin' Saturday, and then it's twelve to +half-past one."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's not so bad if you have a half-holiday."</p> + +<p>"Half-holiday!" echoed Mrs. Mooney. "Will ye listen to that! A +half-holiday, indeed!" Then the mocking voice grew kinder. "Sure and +it's every minute of twelve o'clock or a half-hour into Sunday mornin' +afore you ever see the outside of this place of a Saturday in +summer-time, with all the washin' and ironin' for the summer hotels and +the big bugs as is at the sea-shore."</p> + +<p>"Youse ain't got no kick coming," said one of the Ginney girls. "Youse +gets six cents an hour overtime, and youse 'll be mighty glad to make that exter money!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mooney glared viciously at the interlopers. "Yes, and if it wasn't +for the likes of yez Ginnies that 'll work for nothing and live in +pig-pens, the likes of us white people wouldn't have to work nights."</p> + +<p>"Well I made ninety-six cents' overtime last week," spoke up the silent +fat woman in the under-petticoat, "and I was thankful to the Lord to get it."</p> + +<p>Of the two hours or more that followed I have only<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> a hazy recollection +of colored men bending over the pungent foam, of straining, sweating +women dragging their trucks round and round the great steaming-room. I +remembered nothing whatever of the moment when the agony was ended and +we were released for the day. Up to a certain dim borderland I remember +that my back ached and that my feet dragged heavily over the burning +floor, two pieces of boiling flesh. I do remember distinctly, however, +suddenly waking up on Third Avenue as I was walking past a delicatessen +store, and looking straight into the countenance of a pleasant-faced +woman. I must have walked right into her, for she seemed amused, and +went on her way laughing at something—probably my look of surprise as +the impact brought me suddenly to full consciousness. A clock was +hanging in the delicatessen-store window, and the hour-hand stood at +nine. A cooling sea-breeze was blowing up from the south, and as I +continued my walk home I realized that I had just passed out of a sort +of trance,—a trance superinduced by physical misery,—a merciful +subconscious condition of apathy, in which my soul as well as my body +had taken refuge when torture grew unbearable.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XVI</h2> + +<h3>IN WHICH IT IS PROVED TO ME THAT THE DARKEST HOUR COMES JUST BEFORE THE DAWN</h3> + +<p>The next morning I asked Mrs. Mooney what time it was when we left the +laundry the evening before, and she said half-past eight. Then I +recounted the strange experience of the trance, which did not arouse the +interest I had expected.</p> + +<p>"That's nothing. That's the way we all get sometimes," she declared. "If +we didn't get into them trance-spells there'd be none of us workin' here at all, at all."</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed," said a prayerful voice. "Praise God, it's one of his +blessid pervisions to help us bear our crosses."</p> + +<p>"I don't think the Lord's got much to do with our breaking backs or +feet, do you?" asked the one-eyed girl, as we turned to unload a truck. +"Now I'm not an unbeliever, and I believe in God and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> Jesus Christ, all +right; but I sometimes think they don't do all these things that the +Methodists and Salvation Army says they do. Somehow, I don't believe God +knows anything about my eye or that one-armed girl's getting hurt in the +roller. I used to believe everything I heard the evangelist say, but I +don't think no more that religion is what it's cracked up to be." A few +moments later she asked if I was a Protestant, too, and receiving an +affirmative, proceeded to express herself on the superior merits of that +form of faith as compared with the Catholic, against which she had all +the narrow-minded ignorance and superstition which, strange to say, only +too often characterize the better element of the class to which she +belonged. This girl's unreasonable prejudice against something of which +she knew not the first thing presented a paradox universal in her world. +The Catholic Church as an institution was her enemy, and the enemy of +all Protestants. "If they could kill you, and not be found out by the +law, they'd do it just as quick as wink, because the priest would bail +them out of hell for a dollar and a quarter." And yet, when it came to +the concrete and personal, she had to admit that all the Catholics she +had ever known were "just about as good as Protestants."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span></p><p>This religious discussion was carried on in a low voice, with many +side-glances toward the Catholic side of the table, as if danger +threatened were they to hear a word of it. I knew, however, that there +was nothing to fear from that quarter. There was only one religious +conscience there, and that belonged to the one-eyed girl herself. From +innumerable other instances I had met with before I had come to this +generalization: that bigotry and bitter prejudices in matters of faith, +deplorable as they at first seem to be, mark a distinct step in the +social evolution and moral development of the ignorant and degraded. +Nobody else at that table was far enough along to worry herself with +principles of faith.</p> + +<p>"I think the Salvation Army's a kind of good religion," she continued; +"only they—" but I heard no more; we were interrupted by a flurry of +interest in the front, which spread quickly to our region, as a portly +man in an automobile coat and Panama hat made his way by the +mangle-machines and the tables. The foreman, diffident and uncertain, +was walking by his side; and from the peremptory and numerous +instructions he was receiving, it became patent that his companion was +the "boss." Everybody looked hastily, stealthily, at the Queen,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> who hid +her pleasure under a very transparent veil of dissembling, as she helped +us unload a truck. Never before had I heard the queen laugh so merrily, +and never before had I realized what a superb, handsome animal she was. +There was a certain rhythmic movement as she raised and lowered her body +over the truck. The excitement of the moment added a deeper color to her +always splendid rose-and-white complexion, upon which the steam-laden +atmosphere distilled perpetually that soft dewiness characteristic of +the perfect complexion of young children or of goddesses. And like a +goddess the queen appeared that moment,—an untidy, earth-chained +goddess, mirthful, voluptuous.</p> + +<p>"She thinks she's mighty fine, don't she?" whispered my one-eyed friend.</p> + +<p>The boss halted at the truck, and the queen looked up with ill-feigned +surprise, as if she hadn't known for five minutes that he was in the +room. He seemed the personification of prosperous, ignorant vulgarity, +and his manner, as he swept his eye carelessly over his queen's +subjects, was one of good-natured insolence. He didn't tarry long, and +if guilty of the gentle dalliance of which he was accused, it was plain +to be seen that he did not allow it to interfere with the discipline of the "Pearl."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span></p><p>At lunch-time the one-eyed girl and I went off to the same corner as +before, and no sooner had we begun to divide our pickles and sandwiches +than in sauntered the foreman, munching alternately from a cylinder of +bologna sausage in one hand and a chunk of dry bread in the other.</p> + +<p>"Well, how goes it?" he asked pleasantly, dropping his long, lank frame +upon a bundle of hotel table-linen. "Did you try my advice about standin' slack-like?"</p> + +<p>We replied to his question while the one-eyed girl carved a dill pickle +and a sweet pickle each into three portions.</p> + +<p>He related how he had come to the "Pearl" six years ago, and had worked +himself up to his present job, which was not to be sneezed at, he said, +considering that eighteen dollars a week wasn't to be picked up every +day—and steady work, too, no layoffs and no shut-downs. He emphasized +the fact, evidently very important in his mind, that he wasn't married, +that he had not met any girl yet that would have him, which my companion +insisted couldn't possibly be true, or if it was, then none of the girls +he had ever asked had any taste at all. He lived at home with his +mother, whom he didn't allow to "work out" since he'd been big enough to +earn a living for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> her. There was a sister, too, at home, who had a job +in a near-by manufactory; but she was engaged, and going to be married +in her "intended's" vacation. Then, the foreman thought, he'd have to +get a wife himself, if he could find anybody to have him. And she +wouldn't have to work, either—not on your tintype! She would live at +home with his mother, and darn his socks and sew on his buttons, and +she'd have no washing or ironing to do, as he got his all done for +nothing in the "Pearl." That perquisite went along with the eighteen +dollars a week. Oh, she'd have things as nice as any hard-working young +fellow could give her.</p> + +<p>"Would she have to be purty?" asked the one-eyed girl, who seemed +unusually interested in this hypothetical wife, and who took such a +lively interest in the foreman and his plans that I felt my heart sink +in pity for the poor maimed creature. Was she hanging breathless on the +foreman's reply to this question? If so, there was a certain comfort in +the gallant answer.</p> + +<p>"No, I should say not," he replied, as I thought with gentle +consideration of her to whom he was speaking; "I don't think I could +ever trust a wife who was a ten-thousand-dollar beaut'. She'd want to +gad too much. I don't think looks count for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span> much; and I'd think she was +pretty, anyway, if I was terrible stuck on her. Them things don't make +much difference only in story-papers. But there's one thing she would +have to be, and that is handy at doing things. I wouldn't marry a lazy +girl, and I wouldn't marry a girl that wasn't a working girl."</p> + +<p>The engines began to give out a warning rumble, and the foreman +scrambled somewhat reluctantly to his feet, and stretching out his long +arms, started off.</p> + +<p>"Say, that feller's clean, dead gone on you," remarked my companion, +closing her hand over mine in a pressure that was full of congratulation +and honest delight.</p> + +<p>I scouted the idea, but nevertheless I became suddenly conscious of a +complete change in his manner from the easy familiarity of the morning +before. Instead of the generic name of "Sally," or the Christian name +which on better acquaintance he applied to the other girls, he had +politely prefixed a "Miss" to my surname. There had come, too, a +peculiar feeling of trust and confidence in him—a welcome sensation in +this horrible, degraded place; and it was with gratefulness that I +watched him disappear in the steamy vista, throwing off his <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span>suspenders +preparatory to plunging into the turmoil of the afternoon's work now under way.</p> + +<p>"Sure thing he is, I'd bet my life on it," she insisted, as we, too, +hurried back to the table and took up our towels and napkins once more. +"There's no mistakin' them signs, and you'd be a little fool if you +wasn't to help him along. Men's all sort of bashful, some more 'n +others, and it's a good thing to help along. I like the looks of that +fellow—he'd be awful silly and soft with his wife."</p> + +<p>There was gentle solicitude in the voice, and looking up, I was almost +startled with the radiance of the girl's face—the face of a good woman +who loves, and who takes a generous interest in the love affairs of +another. As we leaned over the truck and began to haul out its wet +freight, she whispered to me:</p> + +<p>"I know all about it because I've been there myself. I've got a +gentleman-friend, too, and he's awful nice to me. He's been going with +me five years, and he didn't shake me when I lost my eye. Lots of +fellows I know would have backed out. That's what I like about that +foreman. I think he'd do just the same by a girl he loved as Jim did to +me. We'd have been married this long time, only Jim's got his hands full +with a crazy mother, and he says she'll never go to any asylum s' long's +he's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> able to keep her; and so Jim's aunt she lives with them and tends +his mother, and it takes 'most all Jim makes, because his mother's sick +all the time, too, and has to have the doctor and be humored. But I like +a man that's good to his mother. Jim isn't overly strong, either, and is +likely to break down."</p> + +<p>Late in the afternoon my partner was overcome by an attack of +sick-headache, and dropped with nausea and exhaustion. Mrs. Mooney and +the Queen helped her to her feet.</p> + +<p>"It's them pickles and them rotten cold lunches you girls eat," declared +Mrs. Mooney, who was fond of talking on the nutritious properties of +food. "Now I says, the Lord only give me one stummick, and when that's +wore out he'll never give me another, and I can't never buy one with no +money, and I never put anything in that stummick at noon but a good cold +beer and a good hot plate of soup, and that's what you ought to do. Only +cost you five cents for the both of them together, down to Devlin's +place. We go there every day," jerking her head in the direction of her +crony, "and you can go along if ye have a mind to."</p> + +<p>In accordance with this invitation, we became patrons of Devlin's the +very next day. Promptly at twelve we hurried out, sleeves still rolled +up and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> our damp aprons unremoved. There was no time for making a +toilet, Mrs. Mooney insisted, as Devlin's was three blocks away, and we +had only a half-hour. Across Lexington, across Third Avenue, and down +one block, we came to a corner saloon, and filed in the "ladies' +entrance." The room was filled with workmen drinking beer and smoking at +the little round tables, and when they saw us each man jumped up, and +grabbing his glass, went out into the barroom. Commenting upon this to +Mrs. Mooney, she explained as we seated ourselves:</p> + +<p>"Sure, and what'd ye expect! Sure, and it's a proper hotel ye're in, and +it's dacent wurrkin'-men that comes here, and they knows a lady when +they see her, and they ups and goes!"</p> + +<p>In response to Mrs. Mooney's vigorous order, "Six beers with the +trimmin's!" a waiter appeared presently with a steaming tray.</p> + +<p>"Now eat that, and drink that, and see if they don't go to the spot," +cried the old woman, gaily, and we all fell to, with table manners more +eager than elegant. Whatever the soup was made of, it seemed to me the +best soup I had ever eaten in New York, and I instantly determined never +again to blame a working man or woman for dining in a saloon in +preference to the more godly and respectable<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> dairy-lunch room. We all +ate ravenously, and I, who never before could endure the sight or smell +of beer, found myself draining my "schooner" as eagerly as Mrs. Mooney herself.</p> + +<p>"My! but that braces me up," she declared, sighing deeply and licking +the froth from her lips; "it's almost as good as whisky." It was a +propitious moment to ask questions, and I inquired how long she had +worked at the "Pearl."</p> + +<p>"Eighteen months, off and on. I gets the rheumatism and stay home +sometimes. I believe in taking care of yer back. I says, I've only got +one back, and when that's wore out the Lord ain't going to give me +another. So I stay home; but it's so lonesome I'm always mighty glad to +get to work ag'in."</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>The long, long days sped by, their torture relieved by such comfort as +we could find in the gossip of the table, and in daily excursions to +Devlin's, where I had become a regular patron. The foreman, too, added a +little variety to the monotony by coming to our table sometimes, and +shaking clothes for a few moments with us, while he gossiped with the +one-eyed girl and me, which unusual proceeding filled her romantic soul +with all sorts of happy anticipation. On Saturday morning, after he had +come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> and gone, she whispered ecstatically: "That fellow is stuck on +you, and I'll bet he'll be askin' you to go to the theayter with +him—just see if he don't!"</p> + +<p>But alas for woman's dreams! The next day we saw the boss coming across +the floor, this time alone. He sauntered up to our table, began to fling +jokes at us all in a manner of insolent familiarity, and asked the names +of the new faces. When he came to me he lingered a moment and uttered +some joking remarks of insulting flattery, and in a moment he had +grasped my bare arm and given it a rude pinch, walking hurriedly away. +In a few moments the foreman came back and motioned me to go with him, +and I followed to the front of the room, where the boss stood smoking +and joking with the wrappers. The foreman retired a respectful distance, +and the boss, after looking me over thoughtfully, informed me that I was +to be promoted Monday morning to the wrappers' counter.</p> + +<p>"And now run away, and be a good girl the rest of the day," he +concluded, with a wave of the hand, and I rushed back to the table, more +disgusted with the man and his manner than I was thankful to him for my +promotion to a job that would pay me five dollars a week.</p> + +<p>"Didn't I tell you so!" exclaimed my friend,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> amid the excited comments +and questions of the others at the table. "That's some of the foreman's +doing, and I'm real glad for you—it's nothing more than what I've been +expectin', though."</p> + +<p>This opinion was not shared, however, by the rest of my companions, who +repeated divers terrible tales of moral ruin and betrayal, more or less +apocryphal, wherein the boss was inevitably the villain. I now found +myself suddenly the cynosure of all eyes, the target of a thousand +whispered comments, as I moved about the workroom. The physical agony of +aching back and blistered feet was too great, though, for me to feel any +mental distress over the fact—for the moment at least. In the awful +frenzy of the Saturday-afternoon rush, greater than that of any other +day of the week, I did not care much what they thought or said about the boss and me.</p> + +<p>I was shaking my towels and napkins, and trying to look as indifferent +as I believed I felt, when the foreman beckoned me again, and stepping +aside, thrust a piece of yellow wrapping-paper into my hand.</p> + +<p>"Read it when nobody's looking," he said in a low voice; "and don't +think wrong of me for meddling in what's not my business"; and he was off again.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span></p><p>A few minutes later I read:</p> + +<blockquote><p>"You'd better give up this job. It's no place for a girl that wants +to do right. Come back Monday and get your money; and I wouldn't +stay to-night after six o'clock, if I was you, but go home and +rest. If you can't get a job as good as this inside of a day or +two, I think my sister can get one for you in her place; but you +won't stay here if you take my advice.</p> + +<p class="center">"Yours truly,</p> + +<p class="right">"J. P.</p> + +<p>"P.S. Please don't show this, or I'd lose my job; and be sure to +come Monday evening for your money."</p></blockquote> + +<p>I made at once for the cloak-room. When I emerged, a moment later, it +was to find the narrow passage obstructed by one of the big soiled-linen +trucks, over which "J. P." bent industriously, as if he hadn't another +thought in the world beyond the sorting of table-cloths and napkins. +Suddenly he lifted up his lank frame, and seeing one of his workpeople +making her escape, he called out:</p> + +<p>"It's not six o'clock yet!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p><p>"I don't care if it isn't; I am going home," I replied promptly.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter?" he asked in a loud voice, and then, as he drew +near, added in an undertone:</p> + +<p>"You read my note?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," I replied.</p> + +<p>"S'pose you kind of wonder at me doing it?" he went on, moving with me +toward the staircase.</p> + +<p>"No; I guessed right away," I answered.</p> + +<p>We had now reached the top of the stairs leading to the street door, and +were out of ear-shot of the busy workroom. The curious faces and craning +necks were lost to us through an interposing veil of steam. The foreman +grasped my extended hand in a limp, hasty clasp as I began to move down the steps.</p> + +<p>"You guessed part, but not all," he whispered, turning away.</p> + +<p>I dragged myself to the end of the block and turned into Lexington +Avenue just as the six-o'clock whistles began to blow. So much I +remember very distinctly, but after that all is an indistinct blur of +clanging street-cars, of jostling crowds. I do not know whether I had +lost my senses from the physical agony I was enduring, though still able +to perform the mechanical process of walking, or whether it was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span> a case +of somnambulism; but I know that I walked on, all unconscious of where I +was going, or of my own identity, until I came in collision with some +one, and heard a feminine voice beg my pardon. Then a little cry, and +two arms were thrown about me, and I looked up into the smiling face of +Minnie Plympton—Minnie Plympton as large as life and unspeakably +stunning in a fresh shirt-waist and sailor-hat. She was smiling at me +like a princess issuing from her enchantment in a rose-bush; and lest +she should vanish as suddenly as she had appeared, I clutched wildly at +her arm, trembling and sobbing at this delicious awakening from the +horrible nightmare that had been my existence for so many days.</p> + +<p>We were standing on the corner of Lexington Avenue and a cross-town +thoroughfare, and ever after must that spot remain in my mind as the +actual turning-point of my fortunes—indeed, the very turning-point of +my whole life. As I look back upon that beautiful June evening, I again +hear the rumble of the elevated trains in the street beyond, and again I +hear the clang of the electric cars as they swirl out of the avenue into +the street. Probably every man and woman who ever came a stranger to a +great city has his or her own particular secret and holy place where +angels came and ministered in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> the hour of need. I do not doubt it, but +I do often wonder whether every such person visits his sacred place as +often as I visit mine. I go to mine very often, especially in +summer-time, about six o'clock, when, amid the roar and the turmoil and +the banalities of the real and the actual, I recall the wondrous tale of +the Burning Bush. For there God appeared to me that evening—the God who +had hidden his face for so long.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>"Why, you look as weak as a kitten—you look sick!" Minnie declared. +"You need a good cup of tea and to be put to bed, and I'm going to be +the one to do it for you!"</p> + +<p>I was half dazed as Minnie Plympton bundled me into a passing electric +car; and then, with my head leaning comfortably on Minnie Plympton's +plump shoulder, and with Minnie Plympton's strong arm about my aching +body, I was jolted away somewhere into a drowsy happiness.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span></p> + +<h2>EPILOGUE</h2> + +<p>Three years have elapsed since that last day in the "Pearl Laundry" and +my providential meeting with Minnie Plympton.</p> + +<p>The events of those three years may be recounted in almost as few +sentences, for prosperous working girls, like happy nations, have no +history. And we have been very prosperous, Minnie Plympton and I. We, I +say, because from the moment of our unforeseen meeting in the +hurly-burly of that street corner, the interests of Minnie Plympton's +life and of mine were to become, for the succeeding year, almost inseparable.</p> + +<p>I said we have both been very prosperous. But Minnie Plympton has been +more than that: she has been successful—successful in the only real way +a woman can, after all, be successful. Minnie is married. She is the +wife of an enterprising young business man, and the mother of a charming +baby. She has been married nearly two years, and lives in a pretty +cottage in a peaceful suburb. It was what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> the world would call a good +match, and Minnie declares she is perfectly happy. And no doubt she is, +else that honest creature would not be so bent upon making matches for everybody else.</p> + +<p>As for myself, I have been merely prosperous—prosaically and +uninterestingly, though none the less agreeably, prosperous. I do not +know whether I am happy or not. I am still a working girl, and by all +the portents of the dream-book I am foredoomed eternally to remain a +wage-earner in spite of all Mrs. Minnie's good offices. For I was born +on a Saturday; and "Saturday's child must work for its living."</p> + +<p>Now, I do not care to be accused of a superstitious faith in +dream-books, but I do want to say that I have found all sorts of +inspiration in a philosophical acceptance of that oracle attaching to my +unfortunate birthday. If Saturday's child must work for her living, why +not make the best of it? Why not make the most advantageous terms +possible with Fate? why not work with, and not against, that inexorable +Forelady, in coöperation with her plans and along the lines of her least resistance?</p> + +<p>This I have tried to do. How I have done it, and what the results have +been, I shall now try to sketch with not more attention to tedious +details than I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> feel justified in assuming may be of some help and +encouragement to other strugglers.</p> + +<p>I became a stenographer and typewriter, earning twenty dollars a week. I +worked hard for my money, and the day was still a long day. I went to +work at nine o'clock in the morning, and while I was supposed to get off +at five, and sometimes did, I was often obliged to work till six or seven.</p> + +<p>And this I called prosperity? Yes; for me this was prosperity, when I +remembered the circumstances of my beginnings.</p> + +<p>When I met Minnie Plympton on the street corner, that hot summer night, +I was "dead broke," not only in purse, but in body and spirit as well. +She took me home with her to the two small rooms where she was doing +light housekeeping, and where we continued to live together until her +marriage a year later broke up our happy domestic partnership. A few +weeks after Minnie took me home with her I got a position in the notion +department of one of the large stores. I received only four dollars a +week; but, as our rent was small and our living expenses the very +minimum, I was able to meet my half of the joint expenditure. I worked +four months at selling pins and needles and thread and whalebone and a +thousand and one other things to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> be found in a well-stocked notion +department; and then, by a stroke of good luck and Minnie Plympton's +assistance, I got a place as demonstrator of a new brand of tea and +coffee in the grocery department of the same "emporium." My new work was +not only much lighter and pleasanter, but it paid me the munificent +salary of eight dollars a week.</p> + +<p>But I did not want to be a demonstrator of tea and coffee all my life. I +had often thought I would like to learn shorthand and typewriting. The +demonstrator of breakfast foods at the next counter to mine was taking a +night course in bookkeeping; which gave me the idea of taking a similar +course in stenography. And then the Long Day began in earnest. I went to +night-school five nights out of every week for exactly sixty weeks, +running consecutively save for a fortnight's interim at the Christmas +holidays, when we worked nights at the store. On Saturday night, which +was the off night, I did my washing and ironing, and on Sunday night I +made, mended, and darned my clothes—that is, when there was any making, +mending, or darning to be done. As my wardrobe was necessarily slender, +I had much time to spare. This spare time on Sunday nights I spent in +study and reading. I studied English composition and punctuation, both +of which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> I would need later on when I should become a stenographer. I +also brushed up on my spelling and grammar, in which, I had been +informed—and correctly—the average stenographer is sadly remiss.</p> + +<p>As for reading, which was the only recreation my life knew, it was of a +most desultory, though always mercenary sort. I read every book I could +get out of the circulating library which, from its title or general +character as summarized in the newspaper reviews, I thought might help +me to solve the problem of earning a good livelihood. The title of one +book particularly attracted me—a book which was so much in demand that +I had to wait a whole six months before I succeeded in getting it +through the slow and devious process peculiar to circulating libraries. +That book was "Up from Slavery," and it brought home to me as nothing +else could have done what was the real trouble with myself and all the +rest of the struggling, ill-paid, wretched working women with whom I had +come in contact during my apprenticeship. What that trouble was I shall +revert to later.</p> + +<p>When I had thoroughly learned the principles of my trade and had +attained a speed of some hundred and odd words a minute, the hardest +task was yet before me. This task was not in finding a position,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> but in +filling that position satisfactorily. My first position at ten dollars a +week I held only one day. I failed to read my notes. This was more +because of fright and of self-consciousness, however, than of +inefficiency. My next paid me only six dollars a week, but it was an +excellent training-school, and in it I learned self-confidence, perfect +accuracy, and rapidity. Although this position paid me two dollars less +than what I had been earning brewing tea and coffee and handing it over +the counter, and notwithstanding the fact that I knew of places where I +could go and earn ten dollars a week, I chose to remain where I was. +There was method in my madness, however, let me say. I had a considerate +and conscientious employer, and although I had a great deal of work, and +although it had to be done most punctiliously, he never allowed me to +work a moment overtime. He opened his office at nine in the morning, and +I was not expected before quarter after; he closed at four sharp. This +gave me an opportunity for further improving myself with a view to +eventually taking not a ten-dollar, but a twenty-dollar position. I went +back to night-school and took a three months' "speed course," and at the +same time continued to add to my general education and stock of +knowledge by a systematic reading of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span> popular books of science and +economics. I became tremendously interested in myself as an economic +factor, and I became tremendously interested in other working girls from +a similar point of view. Of science and economics I knew nothing when I +started out to earn my living.</p> + +<p>One day I answered an advertisement calling for the sort of stenographer +I now believed myself to be. It brought a response signed with the name +of a large religious publishing house. I got the position, beginning +with a salary of fifteen dollars a week, which was to be increased to +twenty dollars provided I could fill the position. That I should succeed +in doing so, there was evident doubt in my employers' minds, and no +wonder! For I was the fifth to attempt it.</p> + +<p>My work consisted for the most part in taking dictation from the editor +of the periodical published weekly by the house—letters to +contributors, editorials, and special articles. Also, when it was found +that I had some intelligent, practical knowledge of grammar and +English—and here was where my studies of the preceding year bore +fruit—I was intrusted with the revision and correction of the least +important of the manuscripts, thus relieving the busy editors of one of +their most irksome tasks.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span></p><p>One day I had occasion to mention to the editor some of the strenuous +experiences I had undergone in my struggle to attain a decent living. He +was startled—not to say a little shocked—that a young woman of +apparently decent birth and upbringing should have formed such an +intimate acquaintance with the dark side of life. Inspired by his +sympathetic interest, I boldly interviewed the editor of a well-known +monthly magazine, with the result that I immediately prepared two papers +on certain of my experiences; and, to my surprise and delight, they were accepted.</p> + +<p>And, somehow, with the appearance of those two articles—the first +fruits of authorship—part of the horror and loathing of that unhappy +period of servitude fell away from me; the sordid suffering, the hurt to +pride, the ineffaceable scar on heart and soul I felt had not been in +vain. I can now look back upon the recent, still vivid past without a +shiver; for there is comfort in the thought that what I have undergone +is to be held up to others as a possible lesson and warning.</p> + +<p>And now a word as to the verity of this narrative. Have I actually been +through all that I have described? Yes, and more; and in other cities beside New York.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span></p><p>Yet for the sake of unity the order of things has been somewhat +changed; and no record is given of many weeks, and even months, when +life flowed uneventfully, if not smoothly, on.</p> + +<p>"But," says the thoughtful reader, "do your sordid experiences of some +two or three years ago match conditions of to-day?" and I answer: +Generally speaking, they do; because lately I reinforced memory by +thorough investigation.</p> + +<p>I went further than that: when it came to me to write this little +book—that is so absolutely a transcript from real life—I voluntarily +labored, a week here, a week there, at various trades allied to those +that previously had been my sole means of livelihood, and all the time +living consistently the life of the people with whom I was thus +temporarily associated.</p> + +<p>There were, of course, many little points that when I was a worker in +earnest I had not eyes to see, but which my recent conscious study +brought out in proper perspective.</p> + +<p>Yet it was as a working girl that I learned to know most of the +characters that people this book, and which give to it any value it may possess.</p> + +<p>For obvious reasons, I have been obliged to give fictitious names to +factories and shops in which I worked; and I have, in most cases, +substituted for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> the names of the streets where the factories were +located the names of streets of like character.</p> + +<p>The physical conditions, the sordid wretchedness of factory and +workshop, of boarding-and lodging-house, I have not in any wise overstated.</p> + +<p>As to moral conditions, I have not been in every instance so +scrupulously truthful—that is, I have not told all the truth. For it is +a truth which only too often will not bear even the suggestion of +telling. Only in two or three instances—for example, in my account of +Henrietta Manners—have I ventured to hint definitely at anything +pertaining to the shame and iniquity underlying a discouragingly large +part of the work-girls' world. In my magazine articles I was obliged to +leave out all reference to this tabooed topic. The attitude of the +public, especially the American public, toward this subject is a curious +mixture of prudery and gallantry. It bridles at anything which impeaches +the traditional honor and chastity of the working girl. The chivalry of +American men—and my experience in workshop, store, and factory has +proved to me how genuine and deep-rooted that chivalry is—combined with +our inherent spirit of democracy, is responsible for the placing of the +work-girl, as a class, in a light as false and ridiculous as that in +which Don Quixote<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> was wont to view the charms of his swineherd lady, +Dulcinea. In the main, our notions of the woman who toils do more credit +to our sentiments and to the impulses of our hearts than they do credit +to our heads or to any serious desires we may cherish for her welfare. +She has become, and is becoming more and more, the object of such an +amount of sentimentality on the part of philanthropists, sociological +investigators, labor agitators, and yellow journals—and a goodly share +of journalism that prides itself upon not being yellow—that the real +work-girl has been quite lost sight of. Her name suggests, according to +their imaginations, a proud, independent, self-reliant, efficient young +woman—a young woman who works for her living and is glad of it. One +hardly dares criticize her, unless, indeed, it be to lecture her for an +ever-increasing independence of her natural male protectors and an +alleged aversion to babies.</p> + +<p>That we should cling so tenaciously to this ideal is to our honor and +glory. But fine words butter no parsnips; nor do our fine idealizations +serve to reduce the quota which the working-girl ranks contribute to +disreputable houses and vicious resorts. The factories, the workshops, +and to some extent the stores, of the kind that I have worked in at +least,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> are recruiting-grounds for the Tenderloin and the "red light" +districts. The Springers and the "Pearl Laundries" send annually a large +consignment of delinquents to their various and logical destinations. It +is rare indeed that one finds a female delinquent who has not been in +the beginning a working girl. For, sad and terrible though it be, the +truth is that the majority of "unfortunates," whether of the +specifically criminal or of the prostitute class, are what they are, not +because they are inherently vicious, but <i>because they were failures as +workers and as wage-earners</i>. They were failures as such, primarily, for +no other reason than that they did not like to work. And they did not +like to work, not because they are lazy—they are anything but lazy, as +a rule—but <i>because they did not know how to work</i>.</p> + +<p>Few girls know how to work when they undertake the first job, whether +that job be making paper boxes, seaming corset-covers, or taking +shorthand dictation. Nor by the term, "knowing how to work," do I mean, +necessarily, lack of experience. One may have had no experience whatever +in any line of work, yet one may know <i>how</i> to work—may understand the +general principles of intelligent labor. These general principles a girl +may learn equally well by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> means of a normal-school training or through +familiarity with, and participation in, the domestic labor of a +well-organized household. The working girl in a great city like New York +does not have the advantage of either form of training. Her education, +even at the best, is meager, and of housework she knows less than +nothing. If she is city-born, it is safe to assume that she has never +been taught how to sweep a room properly, nor how to cook the simplest +meal wholesomely, nor how to make a garment that she would be willing to +wear. She usually buys all her cheap finery at a cheap store, and such +style and taste as she displays is "ready made."</p> + +<p>Not having learned to work, either at school or at home, she goes to the +factory, to the workshop, or to the store, crude, incompetent, and, +worst of all, with an instinctive antagonism toward her task. <i>She +cannot work, and she does not work. She is simply "worked."</i> And there +is all the difference in the world between "working" and "being worked." +To work is a privilege and a boon to either man or woman, and, properly +regulated, it ought to be a pleasure. To be worked is degrading. To work +is dignified and ennobling, for to work means the exercise of the mental +quite as much as the physical self. But the average working girl<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> puts +neither heart nor mind into her labor; she is merely a machine, though +the comparison is a libel upon the functions of first-class machinery.</p> + +<p>The harsh truth is that, hard as the working girl is "worked," and +miserable as her remuneration is, she is usually paid quite as much as she is worth.</p> + +<p>For her incompetency she is not entirely to blame; rather is it a matter +of heredity and environment. Being a girl, it is not natural to her to +work systematically. The working woman is a new product; in this country +she is hardly three generations old. As yet she is as new to the idea of +what it really means to work as is the Afro-American citizen. The +comparison may not be flattering to our vanity, but, after a reading of +Booker Washington's various expositions of the industrial abilities of +the negro, I cannot but be convinced that the white working woman is in +a corresponding process of evolution, so far as her specific functions +for labor have been developed.</p> + +<p>Conditions in the "Pearl," from the view-point of mere physical labor, +were the most brutal in all my experience; but, from what I can learn, +the "Pearl" is no worse than many other similar establishments. Young +women will work in such places only as a last resort, for young women +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span>cannot work long under conditions so detrimental to bodily health. The +regular workers are old women—women like Mrs. Mooney and her cronies. +The steady workers at the "Pearl" were, with the exception of the +"queen," all old women. Every day saw the arrival of a new force of +young hands who were bound to "play out" at the end of three or four +days' apprenticeship, if not sooner. I played out completely: I didn't +walk a step for a week after I went home with Minnie Plympton that +Saturday night. Which was all in accord with Mrs. Mooney's prediction +the first day: "You won't last long, mind ye; you young uns never do. If +you ain't strong as an ox it gits in your back and off ye go to the +'orspital; and if you're not able to stand the drivin', and thinks +you're good-lookin', off you goes to the bad, sooner 'n stay here."</p> + +<p>I would like to dwell for a moment upon the character and personality of +her whom I have more than once referred to as the "queen." The queen had +worked, I was told, for seven years in the laundry, and she was, as I +saw and knew her in those days, as fresh as the proverbial daisy. She +seemed the very embodiment of blithesome happiness. In the chapter +dealing with the laundry I had occasion to speak of her voluptuous +beauty. Her long years of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> hard labor—and she labored harder than any +one else there—seemed to have wrought no effect upon her handsome, +nerveless body. Her lovely eyes, her hair, her dazzling complexion and +perfect features, were all worthy the reputation of a stage beauty. She +was kind; in her rough, uncouth way, she was kind to everybody—so kind, +in fact, that she was generally popular, though envied as enjoying the +boss's favor. And, as may be imagined, her influence, during those seven +years, upon the underfed, underpaid, ignorant, unskilled green hands who +streamed into the "Pearl" every morning must have been endless for evil.</p> + +<p>On the subject of morality I am constrained to express myself with +apparent diffidence, lest I be misinterpreted and charged with vilifying +the class to which I once belonged. And yet behind my diffidence of +expression I must confess to a very honest and uncompromising belief, +founded upon my own knowledge and observation, that the average working +girl is even more poorly equipped for right living and right thinking +than she is for intelligent industrial effort. One of the worst features +of my experience was being obliged to hear the obscene stories which +were exchanged at the work-table quite as a matter of course; and, if +not a reflection of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> vicious minds, this is at least indicative of loose +living and inherent vulgarity. The lewd joke, the abominable tale, is +the rule, I assert positively, and not the exception, among the lower +class of working girls with whom I toiled in those early months of my +apprenticeship. The flower-manufactory in Broadway was the one glorious +exception. I do not attempt to account for this exception to the general +rule, unless it be explainable upon the logical theory that the skill +necessary for the making of artificial flowers is found only in a vastly +superior class of girls. The flower-girls I met at Rosenberg's were, +without exception, wholesome-minded and pure-hearted. They knew how to +cook, as they had ample opportunity of proving at our luncheons and +dinners during those four busy, happy weeks. I never met factory-girls +in any other line of employment who knew how to make a cup of tea or +coffee that was fit to drink. The flower-girls gave every evidence of +having come from homes which, humble though many of them must have been, +were nevertheless well-ordered and clean. The girls I met in other +places seemed never to have lived in homes at all.</p> + +<p>In the telling of the obscene story, Jew and Gentile, Catholic and +Protestant, were equally guilty.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p><p>That the responsibility for these conditions of moral as well as +physical wretchedness is fundamentally attributable to our present +socio-economic system is a fact that has been stated so often before, +and by writers who by right of specialized knowledge and scientific +training are so much better equipped to discuss social economics than I +may ever hope to be, that I need not repeat the axiom here. Nor would it +be any more becoming for me to enter into any discussion of the various +theories upon which the economists and the social reformers base their +various projects for the reconstruction of the present system. +Personally I have a strong prejudice in favor of the trades-union. I +believe that working women should awaken as quickly as possible to the +advantages to be derived from organization of the industries in which +they are employed. But I seem to be alone in my cherished desire. The +women and girls I have worked with in New York do not view the +trades-union as their more progressive and enlightened sisters of +Chicago and the West generally choose to regard it. Chicago alone shows +a roster of nearly forty thousand women and girls who are organized into +unions of their own, officered by themselves and with their own feminine +"walking delegates." I recently spent four weeks among these<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> +trades-unions, numbering thirty-five distinct women's organizations, and +I found, everywhere I went, the same enthusiasm for, and the same +superior degree of intelligence regarding, the aim and object of the organization idea.</p> + +<p>As for the working women of New York, they have so far refused to +countenance the trades-union. New York has no woman's trades-union. A +small percentage of women workers belong to labor organizations, it is +true; but it is merely as auxiliaries to the men's unions, and where +they work at trades that have been thoroughly organized for the benefit +of the men workers. They belong to these unions always under protest, +not of their own volition; because they are obliged to do so in order to +be permitted to work at their trades in competition with men who are organized.</p> + +<p>For this reason, owing to the blindness of the workwoman to the benefits +to be derived from organization,—and because, moreover, it has not yet +been proved that the trades-union, carried to its logical conclusion, is +likely to be a panacea for the industrial woes of the sex which does +favor and support it—it seems to me rather idle to urge its wider +adoption under the protest of those most vitally <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span>concerned—the women +workers themselves. The idea of organized labor will have to grow among +the ranks of women workers just as the idea has grown into the +consciousness of her father and brother.</p> + +<p>We have a great and crying need for two things—things which it is +entirely within the power of a broad-minded philanthropy to supply. The +most urgent of these needs is a very material and unpoetic one. We need +a well-regulated system of boarding-and lodging-houses where we can live +with decency upon the small wages we receive. We do not want any +so-called "working girls' homes"—God forgive the euphemism!—which, +while overcharging us for the miserable accommodations, at the same time +would put us in the attitude of charity dependants. What the working +girl needs is a cheap hotel or a system of hotels—for she needs a great +many of them—designed something after the Mills Hotels for working-men. +She also needs a system of well-regulated lodging-houses, such as are +scattered all over the city for the benefit of men. My experience of the +working girls' home in which I lived for many weeks, and from my +observation and inquiries regarding a number of similar "homes" which I +have since visited, justifies me in making a few <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span>suggestions regarding +the general plan and conduct of the ideal philanthropic scheme which I have in mind.</p> + +<p>First and most important, there must be no semblance of charity. Let the +working girls' hotel and the working girls' lodging-house be not only +self-supporting, but so built and conducted that they will pay a fair +rate of interest upon the money invested. Otherwise they would fail of +any truly philanthropic object.</p> + +<p>As to their conduct as institutions there should be no rules, no +regulations which are not in full operation in the Waldorf-Astoria or +the Hotel St. Regis. The curse of all such attempts in the past has been +the insistence upon <i>coercive morality</i>. Make them not only +non-sectarian, but non-religious. There is no more need of conducting a +working girls' hotel or lodging-house in the name of God or under the +auspices of religious sentiment than there is necessity for advertising +the Martha Washington Hotel or any fashionable bachelor-apartment house +as being under divine guidance.</p> + +<p>A clean room and three wholesomely cooked meals a day <i>can</i> be furnished +to working girls at a price such as would make it possible for them to +live honestly on the small wage of the factory and store.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> We do not ask +for luxuries or dainties. We do not get them in the miserable, dark +warrens where we are now obliged to sleep, and we do not get them at the +unappetizing boarding-house tables where countless thousands of us find +sustenance. I do not know—I suppose nobody does know—how many working +girls in New York City live in lodging-and boarding-houses. But they are +legion, and very few of them are contented with that life.</p> + +<p>The most important necessity of the model working woman's hotel or +lodging-house would be, not a luxurious table, not a dainty +sleeping-room, but a parlor! The number of young girls who go wrong in a +great city like this for want of the various necessities of a parlor +must make the angels in heaven weep. The houses where the poorly paid +girl lives have no accommodations for the entertainment of her male +friends. If the house is conducted with any respect for the conventions, +the girl lodger must meet her young man on the "stoop" or on the street +corner. As the courtship progresses, they must have recourse either to +the benches of the public parks, provided the weather be favorable, or +else to the light and warmth of the back room of a saloon. The average +cheap lodging-house is usually conducted, however, with but scant +regard<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> for the conventions, and the girl usually is forced to adopt the +more convenient and, as it would seem to her, really more +self-respecting habit of receiving her company in her room. And either +one of these methods of courtship, it is evident, cannot but be in the +end demoralizing and degrading to thoughtless young people, however +innocent they may be of any deliberate wrong-doing. In the model +lodging-house there should be perfect liberty of conduct and action on +the part of guests—who will not be "inmates" in any sense of the word. +Such guests should have perfect liberty to go and come when they please +at any hour of the day or night; be permitted to see any person they +choose to have come, without question or challenge, so long as the +conventions of ordinary social life are complied with. Such an +institution, conducted upon such a plan and managed so that it would +make fair returns to its promoters, cannot fail to be welcomed; and +would be of inestimable benefit as an uplifting and regenerative force +with those for whom it is designed.</p> + +<p>The other need is for a greater interest in the workwoman's welfare on +the part of the church, and an effort by that all-powerful institution +to bring about some adjustment of her social and economic difficulties. +I am old-fashioned enough to believe<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> in the supreme efficacy of +organized religion in relation to womanhood, and all that pertains to +womanhood. I believe that, in our present state of social development, +the church can do more for the working girl than any of the proposed +measures based upon economic science or the purely ethical theory. +Working women as a class are certainly not ripe for the trades-union, as +I have already intimated; and the earnest people of the "settlements" +are able to reach but a small part of the great army of women marching +hopelessly on, ungeneraled, untrained, and, worst of all, uncaring.</p> + +<p>Few are they who, like Tolstoi, can gracefully stoop to conquer; and +those who shall be ordained to revolutionize conditions will rise from +the ranks, even as did Booker T. Washington. This, of course, is the +ultimate object of settlement work: to prepare the leaven for the loaf.</p> + +<p>But a live and progressive church—a church imbued with the Christian +spirit in the broadest and most liberal interpretation of the term—can +do for us, and do it quickly and at once, more than all the college +settlements and all the trades-unions that can be organized within the +next ten years could hope to do. And for this reason: the church has all +the machinery ready, set up and waiting only<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span> for the proper hand to put +it in motion to this great end. The Christian church has a vast +responsibility in the solution of all problems of the social order, and +none of those problems is more grave or urgent than the one affecting +the economic condition of the wage-earning woman. It is curious that the +church, in this age, should choose to regard its primary function with +such evident apathy. The first business of the church in the past was +the adjustment of social difficulties. The gospel of Jesus Christ was +preëminently a social gospel, and when the church ceases to be a social +force it will have outlived its usefulness.</p> + +<p>There are those who believe that the church <i>has</i> outlived that primal +usefulness. I do not believe so. For men, perhaps, it has; but not for +women—certainly not for working women. We do not as a sex, we do not as +a class, flatter ourselves that we have got along so far in race +development that we have no further need of organized religion. In all +my experience of meeting and talking, often becoming intimately +acquainted, with girls and women of all sorts, I have never known one, +however questionable, to whom the church was not, after all, held in +respect as the one all-powerful human institution.</p> + +<p>And yet, unless they were Catholics, mighty few<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> went to church at all, +and most of them were resentful, often bitter, toward the church and +hostile toward all kinds of organized religion. They accused the church +of not doing its duty toward them, and they declared that organized +religion was a sham and a hypocrisy.</p> + +<p>The only activity exerted by the church in the direction indicated +partakes too strongly of the eleemosynary nature to make it acceptable +to any save the most degraded—the weak-chinned, flabby-natured horde of +men and women who rally instinctively to the drum-taps of the +street-corner Salvationist, or seek warmth and cheer on cold winter +nights, and if possible more substantial benefits, from the missions and "church houses."</p> + +<p>I have no quarrel to pick with the Salvation Army, nor with the city +missions, as institutions. Both have done too much good for that "ninety +and nine" which the church forgets. But it is a pity that the work of +the Salvation Army and of the city missions is sometimes relegated to +the control of such incompetent and unworthy persons as Henrietta +Manners and "Brother" Mason. Since my brief acquaintance with those +aspiring reformers, I have investigated and found that both were +prominent workers and "guides" in the respective <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span>religious movements to +which they claimed allegiance; I also found that there were other +Henrietta Mannerses and not a few "Brother" Masons interested in the +same good work. It is the part of charity and justice to assume that +their superior officers were totally ignorant of their real characters.</p> + +<p>But why should these sacred duties be relegated to the Henrietta +Mannerses and the "Brother" Masons? Are there not enough intelligent, +conscientious Christian men and women among the churches who would +consider it not only a duty, but a precious privilege, to carry the +gospel of Jesus Christ into the dark places? It is not wise to set a +thief to catch a thief, and it is worse than useless to encourage the +weak, not to say the depraved, to carry the gospel to their kind.</p> + +<p>In the days when I could see no silver lining to the clouds I tried +going to a Protestant church, but I recognized very shortly the +alienation between it and me. Personally, I do not like to attend +Salvation meetings or listen to the mission evangelists. So I ceased any +pretension of going to church, thus allying myself with that great +aggregation of non-church-going Protestant working women who have been +forced into a resentful attitude against that which we should love and +support. It is <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span>encouraging, however, to find that the church itself +has, at last, begun to heed our growing disaffection and alienation:</p> + +<blockquote><p>"The fact must be admitted that the wage-workers of this country +are largely outside the churches. This breach has been steadily +widening; conditions are worse now than they were ten years ago. +One of the strongest reasons for this is the fact that the churches +have not recognized so clearly as they ought the equities of this +conflict. It is a grave failure. They ought never to have suffered +such an alienation to occur between themselves and the people who +constitute the very bone and sinew of our civilization," says a +prominent preacher and reformer.</p> + +<p>"How can the Christian church clear herself of the charge that the +very people who heard her Lord gladly turn in multitudes from her +threshold? There is need of sober thought and deep humiliation, +that this most grave social problem may find a solution which shall +bring honor to the church and peace to society."<a name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a></p></blockquote> + +<p>Obviously the fundamental need of the worker of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> either sex is +education. She needs to be educated, this work-girl. She does not need a +fancy education; but she does need a good education, so that upon her +entrance into the workshop she will be able to read and write and add up +a column of figures correctly and with ease. This she seems not to be +able to do under present conditions. And there are other things, even +more important than the "three R's," which she should be taught. She +should be taught how to work—how to work <i>intelligently</i>. She should be +trained young in the fundamental race activities, in the natural human +instinct for making something with the hands, or of doing something with +the hands, and of taking an infinite pleasure in making it perfect, in doing it well.</p> + +<p>I have no technical knowledge of pedagogics; I must admit that. My +criticism of the public-school system I base entirely upon the results +as I have seen them in the workshops, the factories, and the store in +which I worked. During this period I had opportunity for meeting many +hundreds of girls and for becoming more or less acquainted with them +all. Now, of all these I have not yet discovered one who had not at some +time in her earlier childhood or girlhood attended a public school. +Usually the girl had had at least five years' continuous schooling, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span> +often it was much more. But, great or small as the period of her tuition +had been, I never met one whose knowledge of the simplest rudiments of +learning was confident and precise. Spelling, geography, grammar, +arithmetic, were never, with them, positive knowledge, but rather +matters of chance and guess. Even the brightest girls showed a woeful +ignorance of the "three R's." In only one thing did I find them +universally well taught, and that was in handwriting. However badly +spelled and ungrammatical their written language might be, it was +invariably neatly and legibly—often beautifully—executed. But if these +girls, these workmates of mine, learned to write clear and beautiful +hands, why were they not able also to learn how to spell, why were they +not able to learn the principles of grammar and the elementary knowledge +of arithmetic as far at least as long division? That they did not have +sufficient "apperceiving basis" I cannot believe, for they were +generally bright and clever.</p> + +<p>It is true that the public schools are already teaching manual training, +and that kindergartens have enormously increased lately. These facts I +know very well. I also know how much ignorance and senseless prejudice +the pioneers of these educational reforms have had to overcome in the +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span>introduction of the newer and better methods. The point I wish to make +carries no slur upon the ideal which the best modern pedagogy is +striving for; it is, on the contrary, an appeal for the support and +furtherance of that ideal on the part of intelligent citizenship +generally, and of conscientious parenthood particularly. I believe +firmly in the kindergarten; I believe that the child, whether rich or +poor, who goes to kindergarten in his tender years has a better chance +in life, all else being equal, than the child who does not. I do not +know how long the free kindergarten system has obtained to any degree in +New York City, but I do know that I have as yet found only one working +girl who has had the benefit of any such training in childhood. She was +"Lame Lena" at Springer's box-factory; and in spite of her deformity, +which made it difficult for her to walk across the floor, she was the +quickest worker and made more money than any other girl in the shop.</p> + +<p>Tersely put, and quoting her own speech, the secret of her success was +in "knowing how to kill two birds with one stone," and, again, "makin' +of your cocoanut save your muscle." These formulæ were more or less +vague until further inquiry elicited the interesting fact that "lame +Lena," had had in childhood the privilege of a kindergarten training in +a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> class maintained by some church society when the free kindergarten +was not so general as it is now.</p> + +<p>It is not unreasonable to suppose that had this lame girl's workmates +enjoyed the privilege of the same elementary training, they might have +shown an equal facility in the humble task of pasting and labeling and +tissuing paper boxes. "Lame Lena" knew how to work; she knew how to +husband every modicum of nervous energy in her frail, deformed body; and +thus she was able to make up—more than make up—for her physical +inferiority. "Lame Lena" brought to her sordid task a certain degree of +organizing faculty; she did the various processes rhythmically and +systematically, always with the idea in view of making one stroke of the +arm or the hand do, if possible, a double or a triple duty. The other +girls worked helter-skelter; running hither and thither; taking many +needless journeys back and forth across the floor; hurrying when they +were fresh to the task, dawdling when they were weary, but at all times +working without method and without organization of the task in hand, and +without that coördination of muscular and mental effort which the +kindergarten might have taught them, just as it had certainly taught "Lame Lena."</p> + +<p>The free kindergarten movement is not yet old<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> enough to begin to show +its effects to any perceptible degree in the factory and workshop. +Henrietta Manners and Phœbe Arlington and little Angelina were born +too soon: they did not know the joy of the kindergarten; they did not +know the delight of sitting in a little red chair in a great circle of +other little red chairs filled with other little girls, each and all +learning the rudimentary principles of work under the blissful delusion +that they were at play. These joys have been reserved for their little +sisters, who, sooner or later, will step into their vacant places in the +box-factory. What was denied Angelina it is the blessed privilege of +Angelina's baby to revel in.</p> + +<p>Angelina's baby—the little baby that she kept in the day-nursery when +we worked together at Springer's—now goes to a free kindergarten. I +happen to know this because not long ago I met Angelina. She did not +recognize me—indeed, she had difficulty in recalling vaguely that I had +worked with her once upon a time; for Angelina's memory, like that of a +great majority of her hard-worked class, is very poor,—a fact I mention +because it is very much to the point right here. My solicitous inquiry +for the baby brought forth a burst of Latin enthusiasm as to the +cunningness and sweetness of that incipient box-maker, who, Angelina +informed me, goes to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span>kindergarten in a free hack along with a crowd of +other babies. But Angelina, bless her soul! is down on the kindergarten. +She says, with a pout and a contemptuous shrug, "they don't teach you're +kid nothing but nonsense, just cutting up little pieces of paper and +singing fool songs and marching to music." Angelina admitted, however, +that her <i>bambino</i> was supremely happy there,—so happy, in fact, that +she hadn't the heart to take her away, even though she does know that it +is all "tomfoolishness" the "kid" is being taught by a mistaken philanthropy.</p> + +<p>It is fair to suppose that in the factory and workshop of every +description the kindergarten is bound to work incalculable results. +Indeed, I sometimes wonder if the kindergarteners themselves can quite +realize how well they are building—can fully comprehend the very great +need in the working woman of the identical principles which they are so +patiently and faithfully inculcating into the tender minds of these +forlorn babies gathered up in the courts and alleys.</p> + +<p>Another important thing looking to the well-being of the working girl of +the future would be the wide dissemination of a better literature than +that with which she now regales herself. I have already<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> outlined at +some length the literary tastes of my workmates at the box-factory. The +example cited is typical of other factories and other workshops, and +also of the department-store. A certain downtown section of New York +City is monopolized by the publishers and binders of "yellow-backs," +which are turned out in bales and cart-loads daily. Girls fed upon such +mental trash are bound to have distorted and false views of everything. +There is a broad field awaiting some original-minded philanthropist who +will try to counteract the maudlin yellow-back by putting in its place +something wholesome and sweet and sane. Only, please, Mr. or Mrs. +Philanthropist, don't let it be Shakspere, or Ruskin, or Walter Pater. +Philanthropists have tried before to reform degraded literary tastes +with heroic treatment, and they have failed every time.</p> + +<p>That is sometimes the trouble with the college-settlement folk. They +forget that Shakspere, and Ruskin, and all the rest of the really true +and great literary crew, are infinite bores to every-day people. I know +personally, and love deeply and sincerely, a certain young woman—a +settlement-worker—who for several years conducted an evening class in +literature for some girl "pants-makers." She gave them all the classics +in allopathic doses, she gave them copies of "A Crown of Wild Olive"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> +and "The Ethics of the Dust," which they read dutifully, not because +they liked the books, which were meaningless to their tired heads, but +because they loved Miss —— and enjoyed the evenings spent with her at +the settlement. But Miss —— did not succeed in supplanting their old +favorites, which undoubtedly she could have done had she given them all +the light, clean present-day romance they could possibly read. It is a +curious fact that these girls will not read stories laid in the past, +however full of excitement they may be. They like romance of the present +day, stories which have to do with scenes and circumstances not too far +removed from the real and the actual. All their trashy favorites have to +do with the present, with heroes and heroines who live in New York City +or Boston or Philadelphia; who go on excursions to Coney Island, to Long +Branch, or to Delaware Water Gap; and who, when they die, are buried in +Greenwood over in Brooklyn, or in Woodlawn up in Westchester County. In +other words, any story, to absorb their interest, must cater to the very +primitive feminine liking for identity. This liking, this passion, their +own special authors have thoroughly comprehended, and keep it constantly +in mind in the development of their plots.</p> + +<p>This taste for better literature could be helped<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> along immeasurably if +still another original-minded philanthropist were to make it his +business that no tenement baby should be without its "Mother Goose" and, +a little later, its "Little Women," "Uncle Tom's Cabin," "Robinson +Crusoe," and all the other precious childhood favorites. As it is, the +majority know nothing about them.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>But, after all, the greatest factor in the ultimate development of the +working girl as a wage-earning unit—the most potent force for the +adjustment of all the difficulties besetting her at every turn, and for +the righting of all her wrongs, social, economic, or moral—will be the +attitude which she herself assumes toward the dispassionate +consideration of those difficulties to be adjusted, and of those wrongs to be righted.</p> + +<p>At the present time there is nobody so little concerned about herself +and her condition as the working woman herself. Taking everything into +consideration, and in spite of conditions which, to the observer viewing +them at a distance great enough to get a perspective, seem +irreconcilably harsh and bitter—in the face of all this, one must +characterize the working woman as a contented, if not a happy woman. +That is the great trouble that will have to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> be faced in any effort to +alleviate her condition. She is too contented, too happy, too patient. +But not wholesomely so. Hers is a contentment, a happiness, a patience +founded, not in normal good health and the joy of living and working, +but in apathy. Her lot is hard, but she has grown used to it; for, being +a woman, she is patient and long-suffering. She does not entirely +realize the tragedy of it all, and what it means to herself, or to her +children perhaps yet to be born.</p> + +<p>In the happy future, the working girl will no longer be content to be +merely "worked." Then she will have learned to work. She will have +learned to work intelligently, and, working thus, she will begin to +think—to think about herself and all those things which most vitally +concern her as a woman and as a wage-earner. And then, you may depend +upon it, she will settle the question to please herself, and she will +settle it in the right way.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTE:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1_1"><span class="label">[1]</span></a> "The Church and Social Problems," by Rev. Washington +Gladden, D.D. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Long Day + The Story of a New York Working Girl As Told by Herself + + +Author: Dorothy Richardson + + + +Release Date: January 29, 2010 [eBook #31118] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LONG DAY*** + + +E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Martin Pettit, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 31118-h.htm or 31118-h.zip: + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/31118/31118-h/31118-h.htm) + or + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/31118/31118-h.zip) + + + + + +THE LONG DAY + +The Story of a New York Working Girl * * As Told by Herself + +[Illustration: Logo] + + + + + + + +New York +The Century Co. +1905 + +[Illustration] + +Copyright, 1905, by The Century Co. + +Published October, 1905 + +The Devinne Press + + + + +TO MY THREE "LADY-FRIENDS" + +Happy, fortunate Minnie; Bessie, of gentle memory; and that other, +silent figure in the tragedy of Failure, the long-lost, erring Eunice, +with the hope that, if she still lives, her eye may chance to fall upon +this page, and reading the message of this book, she may heed. + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I IN WHICH I ARRIVE IN NEW YORK 3 + + II IN WHICH I START OUT IN QUEST OF WORK 16 + + III I TRY "LIGHT" HOUSEKEEPING IN A FOURTEENTH-STREET + LODGING-HOUSE 27 + + IV WHEREIN FATE BRINGS ME GOOD FORTUNE IN ONE HAND + AND DISASTER IN THE OTHER 44 + + V IN WHICH I AM "LEARNED" BY PHOEBE IN THE ART + OF BOX-MAKING 58 + + VI IN WHICH PHOEBE AND MRS. SMITH HOLD FORTH UPON + MUSIC AND LITERATURE 75 + + VII IN WHICH I ACQUIRE A STORY-BOOK NAME AND MAKE + THE ACQUAINTANCE OF MISS HENRIETTA MANNERS 92 + +VIII WHEREIN I WALK THROUGH DARK AND DEVIOUS WAYS + WITH HENRIETTA MANNERS 108 + + IX INTRODUCING HENRIETTA'S "SPECIAL GENTLEMAN-FRIEND" 123 + + X IN WHICH I FIND MYSELF A HOMELESS WANDERER + IN THE NIGHT 142 + + XI I BECOME AN "INMATE" OF A HOME FOR WORKING GIRLS 151 + + XII IN WHICH I SPEND A HAPPY FOUR WEEKS MAKING + ARTIFICIAL FLOWERS 180 + +XIII THREE "LADY-FRIENDS," AND THE ADVENTURES THAT + BEFALL THEM 197 + + XIV IN WHICH A TRAGIC FATE OVERTAKES MY "LADY-FRIENDS" 215 + + XV I BECOME A "SHAKER" IN A STEAM-LAUNDRY 229 + + XVI IN WHICH IT IS PROVED TO ME THAT THE DARKEST HOUR + COMES JUST BEFORE THE DAWN 249 + + EPILOGUE 266 + + + + +THE LONG DAY + + + + +I + +IN WHICH I ARRIVE IN NEW YORK + + +The rain was falling in great gray blobs upon the skylight of the little +room in which I opened my eyes on that February morning whence dates the +chronological beginning of this autobiography. The jangle of a bell had +awakened me, and its harsh, discordant echoes were still trembling upon +the chill gloom of the daybreak. Lying there, I wondered whether I had +really heard a bell ringing, or had only dreamed it. Everything about me +was so strange, so painfully new. Never before had I waked to find +myself in that dreary, windowless little room, and never before had I +lain in that narrow, unfriendly bed. + +Staring hard at the streaming skylight, I tried to think, to recall some +one of the circumstances that might possibly account for my having +entered that room and for my having laid me down on that cot. When? and +how? and why? How inexplicable it all was in those first dazed moments +after that rude awakening! And then, as the fantasies of a dream +gradually assume a certain vague order in the waking recollection, there +came to me a confused consciousness of the events of the preceding +twenty-four hours--the long journey and the weariness of it; the +interminable frieze of flying landscape, with its dreary, snow-covered +stretches blurred with black towns; the shriek of the locomotive as it +plunged through the darkness; the tolling of ferry-bells, and then, at +last, the slow sailing over a black river toward and into a giant city +that hung splendid upon the purple night, turret upon turret, and tower +upon tower, their myriad lights burning side by side with the stars, a +city such as the prophets saw in visions, a city such as dreamy +childhood conjures up in the muster of summer clouds at sunset. + +Suddenly out of this chaotic recollection of unearthly splendors came +the memory, sharp and pinching, of a new-made grave on a wind-swept hill +in western Pennsylvania. With equal suddenness, too, the fugue of +thundering locomotives, and shrieking whistles, and sad, sweet tollings +of ferry-bells massed itself into the clangorous music of a terrifying +monody--"WORK OR STARVE, WORK OR STARVE!" + +And then I remembered! An unskilled, friendless, almost penniless girl +of eighteen, utterly alone in the world, I was a stranger in a strange +city which I had not yet so much as seen by daylight. I was a waif and a +stray in the mighty city of New York. Here I had come to live and to +toil--out of the placid monotony of a country town into the storm and +stress of the wide, wide, workaday world. Very wide awake now, I jumped +out of bed upon the cold oil-cloth and touched a match to the pile of +paper and kindling-wood in the small stove. There was a little puddle of +water in the middle of the floor under the skylight, and the drip in +falling had brushed against the sleeve of my shirt-waist and soaked into +the soles of my only pair of shoes. I dressed as quickly as the cold and +my sodden garments permitted. On the washstand I found a small tin ewer +and a small tin basin to match, and I dabbed myself gingerly in the +cold, stale water. + +Another jangle of the harsh bell, and I went down dark stairs to the +basement and to breakfast, wondering if I should be able to recognize +Miss Jamison; for I had caught but a glimpse of my new landlady on my +arrival the previous midnight. Wrapped in a faded French flannel +kimono, her face smeared with cold cream, her hair done up in curling +"kids," she had met and arranged terms with me on the landing in front +of her bedroom door as the housemaid conducted me aloft. Making due +allowance for the youth-and-beauty-destroying effects of the kimono, +curling "kids," and cold cream, and substituting in their stead a snug +corset, an undulated pompadour, and a powdered countenance, +respectively, I knew about what to look for in the daylight Miss +Jamison. A short, plump, blonde lady in the middle forties, I predicted +to myself. The secretary of the Young Women's Christian Association, to +which I had written some weeks before for information as to respectable +and cheap boarding-houses, had responded with a number of names and +addresses, among them that of Miss Elmira Jamison, "a lady of very high +Christian ideals." + +Miss Jamison was no disappointment. She fulfilled perfectly all my +preconceived notions of what she would look like when properly attired. +Spying me the moment I got inside the dining-room door, she immediately +pounced upon me and hurried me off to a seat, when a girl in a dirty +white apron began to unload off a tray a clatter of small dishes under +my nose, while another servant tossed a wet, warm napkin upon my plate. +My breakfast consisted of heterogeneous little dabs of things in the +collection of dishes, and which I ate with not the greatest relish in +the world. + +There were several score of breakfasters in the two big rooms, which +seemed to occupy the entire basement floor. They ate at little tables +set uncomfortably close together. Gradually my general observations +narrowed down to the people at my own table. I noticed a young man +opposite who wore eye-glasses and a carefully brushed beard; an old +lady, with a cataract in her left eye, who sat at the far end of the +table; a little fidgety, stupid-looking, and very ugly woman who sat +next the bearded young man; and a young girl, with dancing, roguish +black eyes, who sat beside me. The bearded young man talked at a great +rate, and judging from the cackling laughter of the fidgety woman and +the intensely interested expression of the cataracted lady, the subject +was one of absorbing interest. + +Gradually I discovered that the topic of discourse was none other than +our common hostess and landlady; and gradually, too, I found myself +listening to the history of Miss Elmira Jamison's career as a purveyor +of bed and board to impecunious and homeless mortals. + +Five years ago Miss Jamison had come into this shabby though eminently +respectable neighborhood, and opened a small boarding-house in a +neighboring street. She had come from some up-State country town, and +her bureaus and bedsteads were barely enough to furnish the small, +old-fashioned house which she took for a term of years. Miss Jamison was +a genius--a genius of the type peculiar to the age in which we live. She +wasn't the "slob" that she looked. The epithet is not mine, but that of +the young gentleman to whom I am indebted for this information. No, +indeed; Miss Jamison was anything but a "slob," as one soon found out +who had occasion to deal with her very long. A shrewd, exacting, +penny-for-penny and dollar-for-dollar business woman was concealed under +the mask of her good-natured face and air of motherly solicitude. Miss +Jamison, at the very start-out of her career, was inspired to call her +little "snide" boarding-house after the founder of the particular creed +professed by the congregation of the neighboring church. The result was +that "The Calvin" immediately became filled with homeless Presbyterians, +or the homeless friends and acquaintances of Presbyterians. They not +only filled her house, but they overflowed, and to preserve the overflow +Miss Jamison rented the adjoining house. + +Miss Jamison was now a successful boarding-house keeper on a scale +large enough to have satisfied the aspirations of a less clever woman. +But she longed for other denominations to feed and house. Of the +assortment that offered themselves, she chose the Methodists next, and +soon had several flourishing houses running under the pious appellation +"Wesley," which name, memorialized in large black letters on a brass +sign, soon became a veritable magnet to board-seeking Methodism. + +The third and last venture of the energetic lady, and the one from which +she was to derive her largest percentage of revenue, was the +establishment of the place of which I had so recently become an inmate. +Of all three of Miss Jamison's boarding-houses, this was the largest and +withal the cheapest and most democratic: in which characteristics it but +partook of the nature of the particular sort of church-going public it +wished to attract, which was none other than the heterodox element which +flocked in vast numbers to All People's church. The All People's edifice +was a big, unsightly brick building. It had been originally designed for +a roller-skating rink. + +All People's, as the church was colloquially named, was one of the most +popular places of worship in the city. Every Sunday, both at morning and +evening services, the big rink was packed to the doors with people who +were attracted quite as much by the good music as they were by the +popular preaching of the very popular divine. A large percentage of this +great congregation was recruited from the transient element of +population which lives in lodgings and boarding-houses. From its +democracy and lack of all ceremony, it was a church which appealed +particularly to those who were without ties or affiliations. Into this +sanctuary the lonely young man (or girl) of a church-going temperament +was almost sure to drift sooner or later if his probationary period of +strangerhood happened to fall in this section of the city. + +The clever Miss Jamison put a sign bearing the legend, "All People's," +on each of the doors of six houses, opposite the church, which she +acquired one by one as her business increased. The homeless and lonely +who came to All People's for spiritual refreshment, or to gratify their +curiosity, remained to patronize Miss Jamison's "special Sunday" +thirty-five-cent table d'hote, served in the basement of one house; or +bought a meal-ticket for four dollars, which entitled them to twenty-one +meals served in the basement of another of the houses; or for the sum of +five dollars and upward insured themselves the privilege of a week's +lodging and three meals a day served in still another of the basements. + +Such is the history of Miss Jamison as detailed at the breakfast-table +that Sunday morning. + +I went out for a walk late in the afternoon, and wandered about, +homesick and lonely. When I returned dinner was over and the dining-room +almost deserted, only a few remaining to gossip over their dessert and +coffee. At my table all had gone save the young girl with the dark eyes, +who, I felt instinctively, was a very nice and agreeable girl. As I +approached the table, she raised her eyes from the book she was reading +and gave me a diffident little bow, when, seeing I was so glad to +respond to it, she immediately smiled in a friendly way. + +From the glimpse I had caught of her during the morning meal, I had +thought her very pretty in a smart, stiffly starched, mannish-looking +shirt-waist. That night she looked even prettier, clad in a +close-fitting cloth gown of dark wine-color. I noticed, too, as I sat +down beside her, that she was an unusually big woman. + +"How do you like the boarding-house by this time?" she asked, with an +encouraging smile, to which I responded as approvingly as I could in the +remembrance of the cheerless hall bedroom far above, and in the +presence of the unappetizing dinner spread before me. + +"Well, I think it's rotten, if you'll excuse my French," laughed Miss +Plympton, as she cut a square of butter off the common dish and passed +it to me. "And I guess you think so, too, only you're too polite to +roast the grub like the rest of us do. But you'll get over that in time. +I was just the same way when I first begun living in boarding-houses, +but I've got bravely over that now. + +"I've been here just a little over a week myself," she went on in her +frank and engaging manner. "I saw you this morning, and I just knew how +you felt. I thought I'd die of homesickness when I came. Not a soul +spoke to me for four days. Not that anybody would want to particularly +get acquainted with these cattle, only I'm one of the sort that has got +to have somebody to speak to. So this morning I said to myself, when I +saw you, that I'd put on nerve and up and speak to you even if you did +turn me down. And that's why I waited for you to-night." + +I responded that I was glad she had been so informal; absence of +formality being the meaning I interpreted from her slang, which was much +more up-to-date and much more vigorous than that to which I had been +accustomed in the speech of a small country village. As I ate, we +talked. We talked a little about a great many things in which we were +not at all interested, and a very great deal about ourselves and the +hazards of fortune which had brought our lives together and crossed them +thus at Miss Jamison's supper-table,--subjects into which we entered +with all the zest and happy egotism of youth. Of this egotism I had the +greater preponderance, probably because of my three or four years' less +experience of life. Before we rose from the table I had told Miss +Plympton the story of my life as it had been lived thus far. + +Of her own story, all I knew was that she was a Westerner, that she had +worked a while in Chicago, and had come to New York on a mission similar +to my own--to look for a job. We went together to her room, which was as +small and shabby as my own, and a few minutes later we were sitting +round the little Jenny Lind stove, listening to the pleasant crackle of +the freshly kindled fire. Both were silent for a few minutes. Then my +new friend spoke. + +"What does that put you in mind of?" she asked slowly. + +"You mean the crackle of the kindling-wood and the snap of the coal as +the flames begin to lick it?" I asked. + +"U-m-m, yes; the crackle of the wood and the snap of the coal," said the +girl in a dreamy tone. + +"Home!" I cried, quick as a flash. "It makes me think of home--of the +home I used to have," and my eyes blurred. + +"Here, too! Home!" she replied softly. "Funny, isn't it, that we have so +many ideas exactly alike? But I suppose that's because we were both +brought up in the country." + +"In the country!" I exclaimed in surprise. "I thought you were from +Chicago." + +"Oh, no; I'm from the country. I didn't go to Chicago till I was twenty. +I lived all my life on a farm in Iowa, till I went up to get a job in +Chicago after my father died and I was all alone in the world. We lived +in the very wildest part of the State--in the part they call the 'Big +Woods.' Oh, I know all about frontier life. And there's hardly any kind +of 'roughing it' that I haven't done. I was born to it." + +She laughed, opening the stove door, for the elbow of the pipe was now +red-hot and threatening conflagration to the thin board partition +behind, which divided the little room from that of the next lodger. + +A loud thump upon the board partition startled us. We listened for a +few moments,--at first with alarm,--and then realized that the noise was +only the protest of a sleepy boarder. + +Presently, as we continued to talk, the banging of a shoe-heel on the +wall grew more insistent. We heard doors opening along the hall, and a +high, raucous voice invoked quiet in none too polite phrase. So I said, +"Good night," in a whisper and tiptoed to my own door. + +Thus began my acquaintance with Minnie Plympton--an acquaintance which, +ripening later into a warm friendship, was to have an incalculable +influence upon my life. + + + + +II + +IN WHICH I START OUT IN QUEST OF WORK + + +When I woke up the next morning it was to find a weight of homesickness +lying heavy upon my heart--homesickness for something which, alas! no +longer existed save in memory. Then I remembered the girl on the floor +below, and soon I was dressing with a light heart, eager to hurry down +to breakfast. I was somewhat disappointed to find that she had eaten her +breakfast and gone. I went out upon the stoop, hailed a newsboy, and +sought my skylight bedroom. + +It was with a hope born of youth and inexperience that I now gave +systematic attention to "HELP WANTED--Female." I will confess that at +first I was ambitious to do only what I chose to esteem "lady-like" +employment. I had taught one winter in the village school back home, and +my pride and intelligence naturally prompted me to a desire to do +something in which I could use my head, my tongue, my wits--anything, +in fact, rather than my hands. The advertisements I answered all held +out inducements of genteel or semi-genteel nature--ladies' companions; +young women to read aloud to blind gentlemen and to invalids; assistants +in doctors' and dentists' offices, and for the reception-room of +photograph galleries. All of them requested answers in "own handwriting, +by mail only." I replied to scores of such with no success. + +There was also another kind of illusive advertisement which I answered +in prodigal numbers in the greenness of these early days. These were +those deceitfully worded requests for "bright, intelligent ladies--no +canvassing." And not less prodigal were the returns I got. They came in +avalanches by every mail, from patent-medicine concerns, +subscription-book publishers, novelty manufacturers--all in search of +canvassers to peddle their trash. + +I might have saved much superfluous effort, and saved myself many +postage-stamps, had I been fortunate enough to have had the advice of +Miss Plympton throughout this first week. But Miss Plympton had gone +away for several days. I had not seen her since we had parted on Sunday +night; but Monday evening, when I went to the table, I found a hasty +note saying she had gone out of town to see about a job, and would see +me later. That was all. I found myself longing for her more and more as +the week wore away. + +Meanwhile, however, I did not allow the sentiment of an interrupted +acquaintance to interfere with my quest for a job, nor did I sit idle in +Miss Jamison's boarding-house waiting for replies. I had only a few +dollars in the world, and on the other side of those few dollars I saw +starvation staring me in the face unless I found work very soon. I +planned my search for work as systematically as I might have conducted a +house-cleaning. As soon as each day's grist of "wants" was sifted and a +certain quota disposed of by letter, I set out to make personal +applications to such as required it. This I found to be an even more +discouraging business than the epistolary process, as it was bitterly +cold and the streets were filled with slush and snow. The distances were +interminable, and each day found my little hoard dwindling away with +frightful rapidity into innumerable car-fares and frequent cups of +coffee at wayside lunch-counters. I traveled over miles and miles of +territory, by trolley-car, by elevated train and ferry-boat, to +Brooklyn, to Harlem, to Jersey City and Newark, only to reach my +destination cold and hungry, and to be interviewed by a seedy man with +a patent stove-lifter, a shirt-waist belt, a contrivance for holding up +a lady's train, or a new-fangled mop--anything, everything that a +persistent agent might sell to the spendthrift wife of an American +workingman. + +By the end of the week I was obliged to hunt for another boarding-house +as well as continue the search for work. My little bedroom under the +skylight, and three meals per day of none too plentiful and wretchedly +cooked food, required the deposit of five dollars a week in advance. +With but a few dollars left in my purse, and the prospect of work still +far off, nothing in the world seemed so desirable as that I might be +able to pass the remainder of my days in Miss Jamison's house, and that +I might be able to breakfast indefinitely in her dark basement +dining-room. + +Sunday morning came around again. I had been a week in the city, and was +apparently no nearer to earning a livelihood than the day I started out. +I had gained a little experience, but it had been at the cost of nearly +five precious dollars, all spent in street-car fare and postage-stamps; +of miles and miles of walking through muddy, slushy streets; and at the +sacrifice of my noon lunch, which I could have had done up for me at the +boarding-house without extra charge, but which my silly vanity did not +allow me to carry around under my arm. + +Sunday morning again, and still no Miss Plympton. She was under +discussion when I reached the breakfast-table. The lady with the +cataract and her friend were speaking of how well she always dressed, +and one of them wondered how she managed to do it, since she had no +visible means of support. Dr. Perkins didn't seem to relish the turn the +conversation had taken, and suddenly he fell completely out of it. But +the gossips clacked on regardless, until they were brought to a +standstill by a peremptory exclamation from the end of the table. + +"Excuse me," spoke up the doctor, dryly, "but I'll have to ask you to +change the subject. You are talking about a young lady of whom you know +absolutely nothing!" + +The scandal-mongers finished breakfast in silence and soon shuffled away +in their bedroom slippers. + +"Old cats!" said the doctor, energetically. "Boarding-house life breeds +them. A boarding-house is no place for anybody. It perverts all the +natural instincts, mental, moral, and physical. You'd hardly believe it, +but I've lived in boarding-houses so long that I can't digest really +wholesome food any more." + +When at last we rose to go, he handed me a card upon which I later read +this astonishing inscription in heavy black type: "PAINLESS PERKINS"; +and, in smaller type underneath, the information that the extracting or +filling of molars; crown and bridge work; or the fitting of artificial +teeth, would be done by Painless Perkins in a "Particularly Pleasing +Way," and that he was "Predisposed to Popular Prices." + +With no books to read, and no advertisements to answer, and no friend +with whom to gossip, the day stretched before me a weary, dreary waste, +when I happened to think of the church across the way, something of the +history of which I had heard from Painless Perkins. And so I joined the +crowd of strangers who were pouring into the doors of "All People's" to +the music of a sweet-toned bell. + +I was there early, but the auditorium was packed, and I was ushered to a +camp-chair in the aisle. The crowd was not suggestive of fashionable New +York, though there were present many fine-looking, well-groomed men and +women. But nearly everybody was neatly and decently if not well dressed. +Many of the faces looked as sad and lonely as I felt. They appeared to +be strangers--homeless wanderers who had come here to church not so much +for worship as to come in touch with human beings. I was too tired, too +discouraged even to hear what the earnest-voiced preacher said. The two +girls sitting directly in front of me listened intently, as they passed +a little bag of peppermints back and forth, and I envied them the +friendship which that furtive bag of peppermints betokened. If I had had +any prospect of getting a job the following week, I too could have +listened to the preacher. As it was, my ears were attuned only to the +terrifying refrain which had haunted me all week: "WORK OR STARVE, WORK +OR STARVE!" After a while I tried to rouse myself and to take in the +sermon which was holding the great congregation breathless. It was about +the Good Samaritan. I heard a few sentences. Then the preacher's voice +was lost once more in that insistent refrain. + +Dinner at noon and supper in the evening in the dark house across the +street, and still my friend was absent. The scandal-mongers were as busy +as ever, for Painless Perkins was away. + +Monday morning I made my way eastward on foot, across Union Square. The +snow had been falling all night and was still sifting down in big, +flowery flakes. The trees under their soft, feathery burdens looked like +those that grow only in a child's picture-book. The slat-benches were +covered with soft white blankets that were as yet undisturbed, for the +habitual bench tramp was not abroad so early in the morning. + +I was up extraordinarily early, as I started out on a double search. The +first item on my list--"Board and room, good neighborhood, $3.00"--took +me south across Fourteenth Street, choked and congested with the morning +traffic. The pavements were filled with hurrying crowds--factory-hands, +mill-girls, mechanics--the vanguard of the great labor army. I hunted +for Mrs. McGinniss's residence in a street which pays little attention +to the formality of numbers. An interview with a milk-cart driver +brought the discouraging news that I might find it somewhere between +First and Second avenues, and I hurried on down the street, which +stretched away and dipped in the far distance under the framework of the +elevated railroad. The stoop-line on either side presented an +interminable vista of small, squalid shops, meat-markets, and saloons. + +Wedged between a paper-box factory and a blacksmith's shop I found Mrs. +McGinniss's number. It was a five-story red-brick tenement, like all the +others that rise above the stoop-line of this poverty-stricken street. A +soiled scrap of paper pasted beneath the button informed possible +visitors that Mrs. McGinniss lived on the fifth floor, that her bell was +out of order, and that one should "Push Guggenheim's." + +The Guggenheims responded with a click from above. I ascended a flight +of dark stairs, at the top of which there was ranged an ambuscade of +numerous small Guggenheims who had gushed out in their underdrawers and +petticoats. Their mother, in curl-papers, gave explicit directions for +my guidance upward. + +"Is this where Mrs. McGinniss lives?" I inquired of the dropsical +slattern who responded to my rap. + +"I'm her." + +Mrs. McGinniss's manner was aggressive. Conscious of her bare, sodden +arms and dripping gingham apron, she evidently supposed I had mistaken +her for a laundress instead of the lady of her own house, and she showed +her resentment by chilly reticence. + +"I don't run no boarding-house, and I don't take just any trash that +come along, either." + +I agreed that these were excellent qualities in a landlady, and then, +somewhat mollified, she led the way through a steamy passage into a +stuffy bedroom. It had one window, looking out into an air-shaft filled +with lines of fluttering garments and a network of fire-escapes. A +slat-bed, a bureau, a washstand with a noseless pitcher, and a +much-spotted Brussels carpet completed the furnishings, and out of all +exuded ancient odors of boiled cabbage and soap-suds. + +"There's one thing, though, I won't stand for, and that's cigarettes. +I've had the last girl in my house that smokes cigarettes I'm going to +have. Look at that nice carpet! Look at it! All burned full of holes +where that trollop throwed her matches." + +I hurried away, with a polite promise to consider the McGinniss +accommodations. + +The abode of Mrs. Cunningham was but a few blocks away. Mrs. Cunningham +did not live in a flat, but in the comparative gentility of "up-stairs +rooms" over a gaudy undertaking establishment. She proved to be an Irish +lady with a gin-laden breath. Her eyes were blue and bleared, and looked +in kindly fashion through a pair of large-rimmed and much-mended +spectacles, from which one of the glasses had totally disappeared. She +was affable, and responded to my questions with almost maudlin +tenderness, calling me "dearie" throughout the interview. Her little +parlor was hung with chromo reproductions of great religious paintings, +and the close atmosphere was redolent of the heavy perfume of lilies +and stale tuberoses. Remarking the unusual prodigality of flowers, the +good lady explained that the undertaker beneath was in the habit of +showing his esteem by the daily tender of such funeral decorations as +had served their purpose. Mrs. Cunningham's accommodations at four +dollars per week were beyond my purse, however; but, as she was willing +to talk all day, my exit was made with difficulty. + +The remainder of that day and a good part of the days that followed were +spent in interviewing all manner of landladies, most of whom, like Mrs. +McGinniss's bell, were disordered physically or mentally. Heartsick, I +decided by Saturday to take blind chances with the janitress of a +Fourteenth-street lodging-house. She had a cleft palate, and all I could +understand of her mutilated talk was that the room would be one dollar a +week with "light-housekeeping" privileges thrown in. I had either to pay +Miss Jamison another five dollars that next morning or take chances +here. I took the hazard, paid the necessary one dollar to the more or +less inarticulate woman, and went back to Miss Jamison's to get my +baggage and to eat the one dinner that was still due me--not forgetting +to leave a little note for the still absent Minnie Plympton, giving her +my new address. + + + + +III + +I TRY "LIGHT" HOUSEKEEPING IN A FOURTEENTH-STREET LODGING-HOUSE + + +Bedtime found me thoroughly settled in my new quarters, and myself in +quite an optimistic frame of mind as I drew close to the most fearfully +and wonderfully mutilated little cook-stove that ever cheered the heart +of a lonely Fourteenth-street "light housekeeper." In the red-hot glow +of its presence, and with the inspiring example of courage and fortitude +which it presented, how could I have felt otherwise than optimistic? It +was such a tiny mite of a stove, and it seemed to have had such a world +of misfortune and bad luck! There was something whimsically, almost +pathetically, human about it. This, it so pleased my fancy to believe, +was because of the sufferings it had borne. Its little body cracked and +warped and rust-eaten, the isinglass lights in its door long since +punched out by the ruthless poker, the door itself swung to on the +broken hinge by a twisted nail--a brave, bright, merry little cripple +of a stove, standing on short wooden legs. I made the interesting +discovery that it was a stove of the feminine persuasion; "Little +Lottie" was the name which I spelled out in the broken letters that it +wore across its glowing heart. And straightway Little Lottie became more +human than ever--poor Little Lottie, the one solitary bright and +cheerful object within these four smoke-grimed walls which I had elected +to make my home. + +Home! The tears started at the mere recollection of the word. The +firelight that flickered through the broken door showed an ironical +contrast between the home that now was and that which once had been, and +to which I looked back with such loving thoughts that night. A narrow +wooden bedstead, as battered and crippled as Little Lottie, but without +the latter's air of sympathy and companionship; a tremulous kitchen +table; a long box set on end and curtained off with a bit of faded +calico, a single chair with a mended leg--these rude conveniences +comprised my total list of housekeeping effects, not forgetting, of +course, the dish-pan, the stubby broom, and the coal-scuttle, along with +the scanty assortment of thick, chipped dishes and the pots and pans on +the shelf behind the calico curtain. There was no bureau, only a waved +bit of looking-glass over the sink in the corner. My wardrobe was strung +along the row of nails behind the door, a modest array of petticoats and +skirts and shirt-waists, with a winter coat and a felt sailor-hat. +Beneath them, set at right angles to the corner, was the little +old-fashioned swell-top trunk, which precaution prompted me to drag +before the door. It had been my mother's trunk, and this was the first +journey it had made since it carried her bridal finery to and from the +Philadelphia Centennial. In the quiet, uneventful years that followed it +had reposed in a big, roomy old garret, undisturbed save at the annual +spring house-cleaning, or when we children played "The Mistletoe Bough" +and hid in it the skeleton which had descended to us as a relic of our +grandfather's student days. + +What a change for the little old trunk and what a change for me the last +twelve months had brought about! After the door had been further +barricaded by piling the chair on top of the trunk, and the coal-scuttle +on top of the chair, I blew out the evil-smelling lamp and crept with +fear and trembling into a most inhospitable-looking bed. It received my +slight weight with a groan, and creaked dismally every time I stirred. +Through the thin mattress I could feel the slats, that seemed hard +bands of pain across my tired body. + +From where I was lying I could look straight into Little Lottie's heart, +now a steady, glowing mass of coals. Little Lottie invited me to +retrospection. How different it all was in reality from what I had +imagined it would be! In the story-books it is always so alluring--this +coming to a great city to seek one's fortune. A year ago I had been +teaching in a little school-house among my Pennsylvania hills, and I +recalled now, very vividly, how I used to love, on just such cold winter +nights as this, when the wind whistled at every keyhole of the +farm-house where I boarded during the school year to pull my +rocking-chair into the chimney-corner and read magazine stories about +girls who lived in hall bedrooms on little or nothing a week; and of +what good times they had, or seemed to have, with never being quite +certain where the next meal was to come from, or whether it was to come +at all. + + +I was wakened by the rattle of dishes, the clatter of pots and pans, and +the rancid odor of frying bacon, bespeaking the fact that somebody's +breakfast was under way in the next room to mine. I stepped across the +bare, cold floor to the window, and, rolling up the sagging +black-muslin blind, looked out upon the world. Bleak and unbeautiful was +the prospect that presented itself through the interstices of the spiral +fire-escape--a narrow vista strung with clothes-lines and buttressed all +about with the rear walls of high, gaunt, tottering tenements, the dirty +windows of which were filled with frowzy-headed women and children. +Something interesting was going on below, for in a moment every window +was thrown up, and a score of heads leaned far out. I followed suit. + +In the sloppy, slush-filled courtyard below two untidy women were +engaged in coarse vituperation that shortly led to blows. The window +next to mine was quickly raised, and I drew back to escape being +included in the category of curious spectators to this disgraceful +scene--but too late. + +"What's the row?" a voice asked with friendly familiarity. It was the +girl who had been frying the bacon, and she still held a greasy knife in +her hand. I answered that I did not know. She was very young, hardly +more than sixteen. She had a coarse, bold, stupid face, topped by a +heavy black pompadour that completely concealed any forehead she might +be supposed to possess. She was decidedly an ill-looking girl; but the +young fellow in his shirt-sleeves who now stuck his head out of the +window alongside of hers was infinitely more so. He had a weak face, +covered with pimples, and the bridge of his nose was broken; but, +despite these manifest facial defects, and notwithstanding the squalor +of his surroundings, a very high collar and a red necktie gave him the +unmistakable air of the cheap dandy. Again I gave a civil evasion to the +girl's trivial question, and as I did so her companion, looking over her +frowzy pompadour, stared at me with insolent familiarity. I jerked my +head in hurriedly, and, shutting the window, turned my attention to +Little Lottie. It was not long before my tea-kettle was singing merrily. +I was about to sit down to the first meal in my new abode, when an +insinuating rat-tat sounded on the door. I opened it to find the +ill-looking young fellow leaning languidly against the door-jamb, a +cigarette between his teeth. + +"What do you wish?" I asked, in my most matter-of-fact manner. + +He puffed some smoke in my face, then took the cigarette from his mouth +and looked at me, evidently at a loss for an answer. + +"The girl in there wants to know if you'll loan her one of your plates," +he replied at last. + +"I am sorry," I said, with freezing politeness--"I am very sorry, but I +have only one plate, and I'll need that myself," and I closed the door. + +After breakfast I walked up to First Avenue to lay in my provisions for +the day--a loaf of bread, a quart of potatoes, a quarter of a pound of +butter, and two cents' worth of milk. Never in my life before had I +bought anything on the Sabbath day, and never before had I seen a place +of business open for trade on that day. My people had not been sternly +religious people, and, theoretically, I didn't think I was doing +anything wicked; yet I felt, as I gave my order to the groceryman, as +though I were violating every sacred tradition of birth and breeding. +After that I tried to do all necessary marketing the day before, and if +I needed anything on Sunday I made myself go without it. + +Returning with my unholy provisions tucked under my arm and a +broken-nosed blue pitcher deftly concealed under my protecting cape, I +made my first daylight inventory of that block of Fourteenth Street +where I lived. On each corner stood a gaudy saloon, surmounted by a +Raines law hotel. It seemed to have been at one time the abode of +fashion, for though both ends of the block were supported by business +buildings, the entire middle presented a solid front of brownstone, +broken at intervals by long flights of steps leading to handsome, +though long-neglected black-walnut doors. The basements were given over +to trade. + +On the stairs I was brought face to face again with my sinister-looking +young man. I looked straight ahead, so as to avoid his eyes. But I found +the way blocked, as he stretched his arms from banister to wall. + +"What's the matter with you?" he began coaxingly. "Say, I'll take you to +the theater, if you want to go. What do you say to 'The Jolly Grass +Widows' to-morrow night?" + +Thoroughly frightened, I responded to the unwarranted invitation by +retreating two steps down the stairs, whereupon the young ruffian jumped +down and grasped the arm in which I held my packages. I don't know what +nerved me up to such a heroic defense, but in the twinkling of an eye he +fell sprawling down the stairs, followed by the flying remnants of my +landlady's milk-pitcher. Then I ran up the remaining two flights as fast +as my feet would carry me, and landed in the midst of an altercation +between the inarticulate landlady and my girl neighbor. In passing, I +could make out enough of the wrangle to understand that the latter was +being ordered out of the house. + +When quietness had been restored, there was a tap at my door. I +demanded the name of my visitor in as brave a voice as I could command. +"Mrs. Pringle," returned the broken voice of the landlady. I saw, when I +opened the door, that she wanted to talk to me. I also saw, what I had +not noticed in my hasty interview the night before, that she was +superior to most of the women of her class. She had been grimy and +unkempt the night before, after her long week's work of sweeping and +cleaning and coal-carrying; but to-day, in her clean wrapper and smooth +gray hair, there was a pathetic Sabbath-day air of cleanliness about her +spare, bent figure. Somehow, I felt that she would not be so very angry +when I explained about the pitcher, and I invited her in with genuine +cordiality. + +She listened in silence to my story, her knotted hands folded upon her +starched gingham apron. + +"That's all right!" she replied, a smile lighting up her tired face. +"I'm just glad you broke the pitcher over that vile fellow's head." + +"You know him, then?" I suggested. + +She shook her head. "No, I don't know him, but I know the bad lot he +belongs to. I've just warned this girl in here to leave as soon as she +can pack her things. I gave her back her rent-money. She only come day +afore yesterday, and I supposed she was an honest working-girl or I'd +never have took her. She pretended to me she was a skirt-hand, and it +turns out she's nothin' but a common trollop. And I hated to turn her +out, too, even if she did talk back to me something awful. She can't be +more 'n sixteen; but, somehow or t' other, when a girl like that goes to +be bad, there ain't no use trying to reason 'em out of it. You come from +the country, don't you?" + +There was a kindly curiosity mirrored in the dim, sunken eyes which +surveyed me steadily, a lingering accent of repressed tenderness in her +voice, and I did not deem it beneath my dignity to tell this decent, +motherly soul my little story. + +She listened attentively. "I knowed you were a well-brought-up young +woman the moment I laid eyes on you," she began, the maimed words +falling gently from her lips, despite the high, cracked voice in which +they were spoken. "And I knowed you was from the country, too; so I did. +You don't mind, honey, do you, if I speak sort of plain with you, being +as I'm an old woman and you just a slip of a girl? Do you, now?" + +I replied that she might speak just as plainly as she liked with me and +I would take no offense, and then she smiled approvingly upon me and +drew her little checked breakfast-shawl closer about her sunken bosom. + +"I like to hear you say that," she went on, "because so many girls won't +listen to a word of advice--least of all when it comes from an old woman +that they thinks don't know as much as they does. They don't relish +being told how careful they ought to be about the people they get +acquainted with. Now I'm talking to you just as if you was one of my +own. You may think you are wise, and all that,--and you are a bright +sort of girl, I'll give you credit for that, only this is such a wicked +city. A young girl like you, with no folks of her own to go to when +she's discouraged and blue, 'll find plenty and to spare that'll be +willing to lead her off. This is a bad neighborhood you're in, and you +got to be mighty careful about yourself. Forewarned is forearmed, as +you've heard tell before; and I have saw so many young girls go wrong +that I felt could have been saved if somebody had just up and talked +straight at them in the beginning, like I'm talking here to you. I had a +girl here in this house two years agone. A pretty girl she was, and she +was from the country too. Somewheres up in Connecticut she come from. +She was a nice, innocent girl too, so she was, when she come here to +rent a room. This very room you've got was the one she had. Just as +quiet and modest and respectful spoken to her elders as you are, she +was. She worked down in St. Mark's Place. She was a cap-maker and got +four dollars a week. She started out to live honest, for she'd been +brought up decent. Her father, she told me when she come here, was a +blacksmith in some of them little country towns up there. She thought +she could make lots of money to come down here to work, and that she +could have a fine time; and I guess she was terrible disappointed when +she found just how things really was. She hankered for fine clothes and +to go to theaters, and there wasn't any chanst for neither on four +dollars a week. By and by, though, she did get to going out some with a +young fellow that worked where she did. He was a nice, decent young +fellow, and I'll warrant you she could have married him if she had acted +wise and sensible; and he'd like as not have made her a good provider. I +don't blame the men out and out, as some folks do; and I say that when a +young fellow sees that a girl 'll let him act free with her, he just +says to himself she'll let other fellows act free with her, and then he +don't want to marry her, no difference how much he might have thought of +her to begin with. That's what, I think, started this girl going wrong. +At first he'd just bring her to the door when they'd be out to the +theater, but by and by she got to taking him up to her room. Now it's +none of my business to interfere with people's comings and goings in +this house, being as I'm only the janitress. I have my orders from the +boss--who's a real nice sort of man--to only rent rooms to respectable +people, and to put anybody out where I knows there's bad conduct going +on. He's strong on morals, the boss is. He used to be a saloon-keeper, +and the Salvation Army converted him; and then he sold out and went into +this business. He has this place, and then he has a boarding-house on +Second Avenue. These Germans are awful kind men, when they are kind, and +Mr. Schneider has did a lot of good. If any of his tenants get sick and +can't pay their rent, or if they get out of work, he don't bounce them +into the street, but he just tells them to stay on and pay him when they +get caught up; and would you believe it that he never loses a cent, +either!" + +Here the woman stopped for breath, which gave me an opportunity to turn +the channel of her talk back to the girl from Connecticut. + +"Well, I didn't have no right to tell the girl that she mustn't take her +gentleman friend to her room, because there ain't no law again it in +any light-housekeeping rooms. The people who live here are all +working-people and earn their livings; and they've got a right to do as +they please so they're quiet and respectable. But I took it on myself to +kind of let the girl understand that her beau would think more of her if +she just dropped him at the front door. A man 'll always pick a spunky, +independent girl that sort of keeps him at a stand-off every time, +anyway. She looked sort of miffed when I said this, and then I said that +she could set up with him any time she wanted in my sitting-room in the +basement, what is real comfortable furnished and pretty-looking--and +which you too is perfectly welcome to bring any gentleman company to any +time you've a mind. + +"Well, she looked at me sort of scornful, and answered me real +peart-like, and said she guessed she could take care of herself. She +tossed her head in a pretty taking way she had, and walked down-stairs, +as though I had turribly insulted her; so what could I do?" + +Again she paused, panting for breath in short, wheezy gasps. + +"And what became of her at last?" I asked. + +"What became of her!" she echoed. "What becomes of all of 'em?" and she +jerked her head significantly in the vague direction of the street. "She +left soon after that, though I never said another word to her, but just +kept on bidding her the time of day, as if nothing had ever passed +between us. I felt turrible about her leaving, too; and I tried to +persuade her she was making a mistake by leaving a house that she knowed +was decent and where she could manage to live within her means. Oh, you +don't know how I felt for days and weeks after she went. I knew how good +she was when she come to this house, and I kept thinking how my Annie +might have been just as foolish and heedless if she'd been throwed +amongst strangers and had the same temptations. I don't know where she +went exactly. She didn't give me much satisfaction about it, and I never +seen her again, till one morning this winter, when I went out to bring +in my ash-cans, I run right into her. It was real early in the morning, +just getting daylight. I always get up at five o'clock winter and +summer, because I'm used to it; and then I've got to, so's to get the +work done, for I can't work fast with my rheumatics. It was hardly light +enough yet for me to recognize her right away, and she did look so +forlorn and pitiful-like walking there so early in the morning in the +snow. It had snowed in the night, and it was the first we'd had this +season. She didn't see me at first. She was walking slow,--real slow and +lingering-like,--like them poor things do. I was standing at the top of +the stairs in the areaway, and her face was turned across the street, as +if she was expecting somebody. I tried to speak to her, but sometimes +something catches me when I'm strong moved and I can't sound a word for +several moments. And that's the way I was struck that morning. I started +to run after her; then I thought better of it, and sort of guessed she'd +turn around at the corner and come back. So I went to the cans and made +believe to be turrible interested in them, and when I looked up, sure +enough she had started back again, and I had caught her eye. + +"Thinking of Annie, I bade her the time of day real friendly-like, just +as though everything was all right, and I asked her to come in and have +a bite of breakfast. I'd left the coffee on the stove, and had fried +myself a nice mess of onions. She looked sort of half shamed and half +grateful, and had started to come with me, when all of a sudden she +stopped and said she guessed she couldn't that morning. Then she +strolled off again. I picked up my ash-cans and started down-stairs, but +I wasn't half-way down when I saw her hurrying along the other side of +the street with a man I'd seen come round the corner by Skelly's saloon +while we was talking together. And I never saw her again." + +An expression of pathos, infinitely sweet and tender, had crept into the +woman's thin, worn face--an expression in strange, almost ludicrous, +contrast to the high, cracked voice in which the talc had been +delivered. I gazed at the bent old creature with something like +reverence for the nobility which I now could read so plainly in every +line of her face--the nobility which can attach itself only to decency +of life and thought and action. In my brief interview with her in the +twilight of the evening before I had heard only the ridiculous jargon of +a woman without a palate, and I had seen only an old crone with a +soot-smeared face. But now the maimed voice echoed in my ears like the +sound of the little old melodeon with the broken strings--which had been +my mother's. + +"I must be going now," she said, rising with an effort. "You'll come +down and see me sometimes, won't you, honey? I like young people. They +sort of cheer me up when I feel down. Come down this afternoon, if you +haven't got any place to go. Come down and I'll lend you some books." + +I thanked her, and promised I would. + + + + +IV + +WHEREIN FATE BRINGS ME GOOD FORTUNE IN ONE HAND AND DISASTER IN THE +OTHER + + +Monday morning--a cheerless, bleak Monday morning, with the rain falling +upon the slush-filled streets. I ate a hurried breakfast of bread and +butter and black coffee, locked my door, and started out with renewed +vigor to look for a job. I had learned by this time to use a little +discrimination in answering advertisements; and from now on I paid +attention to such prospective employers only as stated the nature of +their business and gave a street number. + +I had also learned another important thing, and that was that I could +not afford to be too particular about the nature of my job, as I watched +my small capital diminish day by day, despite my frugality. I would have +been glad, now, to get work at anything that promised the chance of a +meager livelihood. Anything to get a foothold. The chief obstacle seemed +to be my inexperience. I could obtain plenty of work which in time +promised to pay me five dollars a week, but in the two or three months' +time necessary to acquire dexterity I should have starved to death, for +I had not money to carry me over this critical period. + +Work was plenty enough. It nearly always is so. The question was not how +to get a job, but how to live by such jobs as I could get. The low wages +offered to green hands--two and a half to three dollars a week--might do +for the girl who lived at home; but I had to pay room-rent and car-fare +and to buy food. So, as long as my small capital could be made to hold +out I continued my search for something that would pay at least five +dollars a week to begin with. + +On Monday night I was no nearer to being a bread-winner than when I had +started out for the first time from Miss Jamison's boarding-house. I +climbed the bare stairs at nightfall, and as I fumbled at the keyhole I +could hear the click of a typewriter in the room next to mine. My room +was quite dark, but there was a patch of dim white on the floor that +sent a thrill of gladness all over me. I lighted the lamp and tore open +the precious envelop before taking off my gloves or hat. It was a note +from Minnie Plympton, saying she had got employment as demonstrator for +a cereal-food company, and was making a tour of the small New England +cities. The letter was dated at Bangor, Maine, and she asked me to write +her at Portland, where she expected to be all week; and which I did, at +considerable length, after I had cooked and eaten my supper. + +Bread and butter and black coffee for breakfast, and potato-soup and +bread and butter for supper, with plain bread and butter done up in a +piece of paper and carried with me for luncheon--this was my daily menu +for the weeks that followed, varied on two occasions by the purchase of +a half-pint of New Orleans molasses. + + +The advertisements for cigar and cigarette workers were very numerous; +and as that sounded like humble work, I thought I might stand a better +chance in that line than any other. Accordingly I applied to the foreman +of a factory in Avenue A, who wanted "bunch-makers." He heard my +petition in a drafty hallway through which a small army of boys and +girls were pouring, each one stopping to insert a key in a +time-register. They were just coming to work, for I was very early. The +foreman, a young German, cut me off unceremoniously by asking to see my +working-card; and when I looked at him blankly, for I hadn't a ghost of +an idea what he meant, he strode away in disgust, leaving me to +conjecture as to his meaning. + +Nothing daunted, however, for I meant to be very energetic and brave +that morning, I went to the next factory. Here they wanted "labelers," +and as this sounded easy, I approached the foreman with something like +confidence. He asked what experience I'd had, and I gave him a truthful +reply. + +"Sorry, but we're not running any kindergarten here," he replied curtly +and turned away. + +I was still determined that I'd join the rank of cigar-makers. Somehow, +they impressed me as a very prosperous lot of people, and there was +something pungent and wholesome in the smell of the big, bright +workrooms. + +The third foreman I besought was an elderly German with a paternal +manner. He listened to me kindly, said I looked quick, and offered to +put me on as an apprentice, explaining with much pomposity that +cigar-making was a very difficult trade, at which I must serve a three +years' apprenticeship before I could become a member of the union and +entitled to draw union wages. I left him feeling very humble, and +likewise disillusioned of my cigar-making ambitions. + +"Girls wanted to learn binding and folding--paid while learning." The +address took me to Brooklyn Bridge and down a strange, dark thoroughfare +running toward the East River. Above was the great bridge, unreal, +fairy-like in the morning mist. I was looking for Rose Street, which +proved to be a zigzag alley that wriggled through one of the great +bridge arches into a world of book-binderies. Rose Street was choked +with moving carts loaded with yellow-back literature done up in bales. +The superintendent proved to be a civil young man. He did not need me +before Monday, but he told me to come back that day at half-past seven +and to bring a bone paper-cutter with me. He paid only three dollars a +week, and I accepted, but with the hope that as this was only Thursday, +and not yet nine o'clock, I might find something better in the meantime. + +A Brooklyn merchant was in need of two "salesladies--experience not +necessary." A trolley-car swirled me across the river, now glistering in +the spring sunshine. We were hurtled down interminable vistas of small +shops, always under the grim iron trestle of the elevated railroad. At +the end of an hour I entered the "Majestic," a small store stocked with +trash. After much dickering, Mr. Lindbloom and his wife decided I'd do +at three and a half dollars per week, working from seven in the morning +till nine in the evening, Saturdays till midnight. I departed with the +vow that if I must work and starve, I should not do both in Lindbloom's. + +Five cents got me back to Cortlandt Street in Manhattan, where I called +upon a candy-manufacturer who wanted bonbon-makers. The French foreman, +in snowy cap and apron, received me in a great room dazzling with +white-tile walls and floor, and filled with bright-eyed girls, also in +caps and aprons, and working before marble tables. The Frenchman was +polite and apologetic, but they never hired any but experienced workers. + +It was half-past three, and I had two more names on my list. Rose-making +sounded attractive, and I walked all the way up to Bond Street. Shabby +and prosaic, this street, strangely enough, has been selected as the +forcing-ground or nursery of artificial flowers. Its signs on both +sides, even unto the top floor, proclaim some specialization of +fashionable millinery--flowers, feathers, aigrets, wire hat-frames. On +the third floor, rear, of a once fashionable mansion, now fallen into +decay, I stumbled into a room, radiantly scarlet with roses. The +jangling bell attached to the door aroused no curiosity whatever in the +white-faced girls bending over these gay garlands. It was a signal, +though, for a thick-set beetle-browed young fellow to bounce in from the +next room and curtly demand my business. + +"We only pay a dollar and a half to learners," he said, smiling +unpleasantly over large yellow teeth. I fled in dismay. Down Broadway, +along Bleecker, and up squalid Thompson Street I hurried to a paper-box +factory. + +The office of E. Springer & Company was in pleasant contrast to the +flower sweat-shop, for all its bright colors. So, too, was there a +grateful comparison between the Jew of the ugly smile and the portly +young man who sat behind a glass partition and acknowledged my entrance +by glancing up from his ledger. The remark he made was evidently witty +and not intended for my ears, for it made the assistant bookkeeper--a +woman--and the two women typewriters laugh and crane their necks in my +direction. The bookkeeper climbed down from his high stool and opened +the glass door. He was as kind now as he was formerly merry. Possibly he +had seen my chin quiver the least bit, and knew I was almost ready to +cry. He did not ask many questions; but presently he sent one typewriter +flying up-stairs for the superintendent, and the other was sent to ask +of the forewoman if all the jobs were filled. The superintendent proved +to be a woman, shrewd, keen-faced, and bespectacled. The forewoman sent +down word that No. 105 had not rung up that morning, and that I could +have her key. The pay was three dollars a week to learners, but Miss +Price, the superintendent, thought I could learn in a week's time, which +opinion the portly gentleman heartily indorsed, and so I allowed him to +enroll my name. He gave me a key, showed me how to "ring up" in the +register at the foot of the stairs, and told me that henceforth I should +be known as "105." + +I thanked him in as steady a voice as I could command, and reached the +street door on the stroke of six, just in time to hear my shopmates of +the morrow laughing and scrambling down-stairs in their mad effort to +get away from that which I had been trying to obtain for so many weeks. + +The street I stepped into had been transformed. Behind my blurred +vision, as I hurried along, I saw no squalor, no wretchedness now. +Through tears of thankfulness the houses, the streets, and the hurrying +people were all glorified, all transfigured. Everything was right--the +whole world and everybody in it. + +Thus I sped homeward on that eventful evening, eager to tell my good +news to Mrs. Pringle, who, I knew, would be glad to hear it. As I drew +near the block where I lived, I became half conscious of something +strange and unusual in the atmosphere; I felt the strange sensation of +being lost, of being in the wrong place. Men and women stood about in +silent knots, and through the deep twilight I felt rather than heard the +deep throbbing of fire-engines. Pressing through the little knots of men +and women, I stood before the red mass of embers and watched the firemen +pour their quenching streams upon the ashes of my lodging-house. + +Dazed, stupefied, I asked questions of the bystanders. But nobody knew +anything definite. One man said he guessed a good many lives had been +lost; the woman next to him said she'd heard the number was five. + +The houses on both sides were still standing, the windows smashed in, +and the tenants fled. There seemed to be not even a neighbor who might +know of the fate of my lodging-house acquaintance or of my good friend +Mrs. Pringle. I spoke to a policeman. He listened gently, and then +conducted me to a house in Fifteenth Street, where they had offered +shelter for the night to any refugees who might desire it. + +The basement of this house had been turned into a dormitory, one +section for the men and the other for the women, who were in greater +number and came straggling in one by one. A man-servant in livery passed +hot coffee and sandwiches, which we swallowed mechanically, regarding +one another and our surroundings with stupid bewilderment. I had never +met any of these people before, though they had all been my +fellow-lodgers. + +The girl sitting on the cot next to mine passed her cup up for more +coffee, and as she did so turned a quizzical gaze upon me. She was +stupid and ugly. Her quizzical look deepened into curiosity, and by and +by she asked: + +"Youse didn't live there too, did youse?" + +Our common misfortune inspired me to a cordial reply, and we fell into a +discussion of the catastrophe. Her English was so sadly perverted and +her voice so guttural that I could make out her meaning only with the +greatest exercise of the imagination. But it was to the effect that the +fire had started in a room on the top floor, whither poor old Mrs. +Pringle had gone about three o'clock in the afternoon with a bucket of +coal for the fire. Just what happened nobody knew. Every one on the top +floor at the time had perished, including Mrs. Pringle. + +"Didn't youse get nothin' out, neither?" asked my companion. And then +it dawned upon me for the first time that I had nothing in all the world +now but the clothes on my back and the promise of work on the morrow. + +"Yes, I have lost everything," I answered. + +"Youse got anything in the bank?" she pursued. + +The question seemed to me ironical and not worthy of notice. + +"I have. I've got 'most five hundred dollars saved up," she went on. + +"Five hundred dollars!" + +The girl nodded. "Huh, that's what! I could live tony if I wanted, but I +like to save my money. I makes good money, too,--twelve dollars a +week,--and I don't spend it, neither." + +"What do you do?" I asked, regarding the large, rough hands with +something like admiration for their earning abilities. + +"I'm a lady-buffer," she answered, with a touch of pride. + +"A lady-buffer! What's that?" I cried, looking at the slovenly, +dirt-streaked wrapper and the shabby golf-cape that had slipped from her +shoulders to the cot. She regarded me with pity for my ignorance, and +then delivered herself of an axiom. + +"A lady-buffer is a lady what buffs." And, to render the definition +still more explicit, she rolled up the sleeve of her wrapper, showed me +mighty biceps, and then with her arm performed several rapid revolutions +in midair. + +"What do you buff?" I next ventured. + +"Brass!" + +This laconic reply squelched me completely, and I subsided without +further conversation. + +Despite my weariness, there was little sleep for me that night. Affairs +had come to a crisis; my condition was about as bad as it could possibly +be. Whatever was going to become of me? Why, in the name of all common +sense, had I ever come to New York? Why was I not content to remain a +country school-ma'am, in a place where a country school-ma'am was looked +up to as something of a personage? That night, if I had had enough money +to buy a ticket back to the town I had come from, my fate would have +been settled definitely then and there. + +Not the least distressing part of my condition was the fact that there +was really no help for me save what I should be able to give myself. To +be sure, I had certain distant relatives and friends who had warned me +against my flight to the city, and to whom I might have written begging +for money sufficient to carry me back to my native place, and the money, +with many "I-told-you-so's," would have been forthcoming. To return +discredited was more than my pride could bear. I had to earn my +livelihood anyway, and so, on this night of grim adversity, owing my +very bed and supper to charity, I set my teeth, and closed my tired lids +over the tears I could not hide, and swore I'd fight it out alone, so +long as I had strength to stand and heart to hope; and then there was +the prospect of a job at Springer's on the morrow, though the wage would +hardly keep body and soul together. + + +The next morning, while her servants were giving us our breakfast, a +stately middle-aged woman came down to the basement and passed among us, +making inquiries regarding our various conditions, and offering words of +well-meant, if patronizing, advice and suggestion wherever she thought +them needed, but which somehow did not seem to be relished as her more +material kindness had been. When it came my turn to be interviewed I +answered her many questions frankly and promptly, and, encouraged by the +evident interest which she displayed in my case, I was prompted to ask +her if she might know of any place where I could get work. She looked +at me a moment out of fine, clear eyes. + +"You would not go into service, I suppose?" she asked slowly. + +I had never thought of such an alternative before, but I met it without +a moment's hesitation. "No, I would not care to go into service," I +replied, and as I did so the lady's face showed mingled disappointment +and disgust. + +"That is too bad," she answered, "for in that case I'm afraid I can do +nothing for you." And with that she went out of the room, leaving me, I +must confess, not sorry for having thus bluntly declared against wearing +the definite badge of servitude. + + + + +V + +IN WHICH I AM "LEARNED" BY PHOEBE IN THE ART OF BOX-MAKING + + +The "lady-buffer" and I were the last to leave the house. We went out +together and parted company at Third Avenue, she going south to her +work, and I continuing along the street westward. The catastrophe of the +preceding day seemed to have entirely evaporated from her memory; she +seemed also to have forgotten the incident of our meeting and +conversation of the night before, for she made no comment, nor even gave +me a parting greeting. + +I was inclined to reproach such heartlessness as I hurried along, when +suddenly it was borne in upon my consciousness that it was I, not she, +who was open to that charge. Here I was, speeding along to my work with +hope in my heart, sometimes almost forgetting that the woman who had +been so kind to me was probably lying in the morgue, awaiting burial in +the Potter's Field, unless saved from that ignoble end by some friend. +And yet I was powerless. I could not even spare time to go to the morgue +or to make inquiries. I knew not a soul who could have helped me, and I +had only one dollar and a half in all the world, no place to sleep that +night, no change of garments, nothing except the promise of work that +morning at Springer's. I stopped at the corner, strongly tempted by my +innate sense of decency to the memory of the dead. But only for a +moment: the law of life--self-preservation--again asserted itself, and +for the time being I put the past behind me and hurried on toward +Thompson Street. + +It lacked but a few minutes of eight o'clock when, at last, I turned +into the squalid street at the end of which stands Springer's. In the +sunshine of the mild March morning the facade of the tall buff building +looked for all the world like a gaunt, ugly, unkempt hag, frowning +between bleared old eyes that seemed to coax--nay, rather to coerce me +into entering her awful house. + +The instant impression was one of repulsion, and the impulse was to run +away. But there was fascination, too, in the hag-like visage of those +grim brick walls, checkered with innumerable dirty windows and trussed +up, like a paralytic old crone, with rusty fire-escapes. It was the +fascination of the mysterious and of the evil; and, repulsive and +forbidding as was its general aspect, nothing could now have induced me +to turn back. Instinct told me that I was about to enter into no +commonplace experience. And so, unresisting, I was borne along in the +swift current of humanity that was swept down the street, like the water +in a mill-race, to turn the wheels of workshop and factory. Before +Springer's a great arm of this human mill-stream eddied inward, to be +lost in another moment in the vortex of the wide black doors, whence +issued muffled sounds of the pandemonium within. At the last moment I +hesitated, obsessed once more with the indefinable horror of it all. +Again there was the strong impulse to run away--far, far away from +Springer's and from Thompson Street, when suddenly the old monody began +to ring in my ears, "WORK OR STARVE, WORK OR STARVE!" Another moment, +and I too had passed within the wide black doors. + +The entrance passage was lighted by a sickly gas-jet, and in its flicker +a horde of loud-mouthed girls were making frantic efforts to insert +their keys in the time-register. I was jostled and tumbled over +unceremoniously. I was pushed and punched unmercifully by the crowding +elbows, until I found myself squeezed tight against the wall. From the +scrambling and confusion it was evident everybody was late, and tones +and language attested to racked nerves and querulous tempers. Suddenly +there was a scuffle and the sharp scraping of feet on the floor. + +"Get out, yez dirty Irish!" rang out in the stifling air. + +"I wuz here fust!" snarled another voice. + +"Call me dirty Irish ag'in and I'll dirty Irish you." + +The black-haired girl had accepted the challenge, and the maligned +daughter of Erin, cheeks aflame and eyes blazing, rushed at her +detractor with clenched fist. + +"Go for her, Rosie! She's nothin' but a dirty black Ginney, nohow!" + +"Pitch into her, Celie! Punch her!" yelled a chorus from the stairs who +came swooping down from above, attracted by the scrimmage, and just in +time to see the combatants rush at each other in a hand-to-hand +struggle, punctuated with loud oaths. + +The noise suddenly subsided at the screeching of a raucous nasal voice. + +"Well, young ladies! What does this mean?" demanded the superintendent, +and Rosie and Celie both began to talk at once. + +"Never mind about the rest of it," snapped Miss Price, cutting the tale +short. "I'll dock you both half a day's pay: and the next time it +happens you'll both be fired on the spot." + +Then Miss Price turned to me, while the now silent wranglers meekly +turned their keys in the register and marched up-stairs, whither their +respective factions had since disappeared. + +"I do hope to goodness you ain't high-tempered like some is," she +remarked, with an effort toward affability, as we stepped before the +time-register, where I inserted my key for the first time. "All I got to +say is, don't get into no fights with the girls. When they say things to +you, don't talk back. It's them that just takes things as they come, and +lets bygones be bygones, that get the good checks at the end of the +week. Some of them fight more 'n they work, but I guess you won't be +that kind," she concluded, with an unctuous smile, displaying two rows +of false teeth. Then, with a quick, nervous, jerky gait, she hopped up +the flight of rough plank stairs, threw open a door, and ushered me into +the bedlam noises of the "loft," where, amid the roar of machinery and +the hum of innumerable voices, I was to meet my prospective forewoman. + +"Miss Kinzer! Here's a lady wants to learn," shrilled the high nasal +voice. "Miss Kinzer! Where's Miss Kinzer? Oh, here you are!" as a young +woman emerged from behind a pile of pasteboard boxes. "I've a learner +for you, Miss Kinzer. She's a green girl, but she looks likely, and I +want you to give her a good chance. Better put her on table-work to +begin with." And with that injunction the little old maid hopped away, +leaving me to the scrutiny and cross-questioning of a rather pretty +woman of twenty-eight or thirty. + +"Ever worked in a factory before?" she began, with lofty indifference, +as if it didn't matter whether I had or had not. + +"No." + +"Where did you work?" + +"I never worked any place before." + +"Oh-h!" There was a world of meaning, as I afterward discovered, in Miss +Kinzer's long-drawn-out "Oh-h!" In this instance she looked up quickly, +with an obvious display of interest, as if she had just unearthed a +remarkable specimen in one who had never worked at anything before. + +"You're not used to work, then?" she remarked insinuatingly, +straightening up from the rude desk where she sat like the judge of a +police-court. She was now all attention. + +"Well, not exactly that," I replied, nettled by her manner and, above +all, by her way of putting things. "I have worked before, but never at +factory-work." + +"Then why didn't you say so?" + +She now opened her book and inscribed my name therein. + +"Where do you live?" + +"Over in East Fourteenth Street," I replied mechanically, forgetting for +the moment the catastrophe that had rendered me more homeless than ever. + +"Home?" + +"No, I room." Then, reading only too quickly an unpleasant +interpretation in the uplifted eyebrows, a disagreeable curiosity +mirrored in the brown eyes beneath, I added hastily, "I have no home. My +folks are all dead." + +What impression this bit of information made I was unable to determine +as I followed her slender, slightly bowed figure across the busy, +roaring workroom. + +"Be careful you don't get hurt," she cried, as we threaded a narrow +passage in and out among the stamping, throbbing machinery, where, by +the light that filtered through the grimy windows, I got vague, confused +glimpses of girl-faces shining like stars out of this dark, fearful +chaos of revolving belts and wheels, and above the bedlam noises came +girlish laughter and song. + +"Good morning, Carrie!" one quick-witted toiler sang out as she spied +the new girl in tow of the forewoman, and suddenly the whole room had +taken up the burden of the song. + +"Don't mind them," my conductor remarked. "They don't mean nothing by +it--watch out there for your head!" + +Safe through the outlying ramparts of machinery, we entered the domain +of the table-workers, and I was turned over to Phoebe, a tall girl in +tortoise ear-rings and curl-papers. Phoebe was assigned to "learn" me in +the trade of "finishing." Somewhat to my surprise, she assumed the task +joyfully, and helped me off with my coat and hat. From the loud-mouthed +tirades as to "Annie Kinzer's nerve," it became evident that the +assignment of the job of "learner" is one to cause heartburning +jealousies, and that Phoebe, either because of some special adaptability +or through favoritism, got the lion's share of novices. + +"That's right, Phoebe; hog every new girl that comes along!" amiably +bawled a bright-faced, tidy young woman who answered to the name of Mrs. +Smith. Mrs. Smith worked briskly as she talked, and the burden of her +conversation appeared to be the heaping of this sort of good-natured +invective upon the head of her chum--or, as she termed it, her +"lady-friend," Phoebe. The amiability with which Mrs. Smith dealt out +her epithets was only equaled by the perfect good nature of her victim, +who replied to each and all of them with a musically intoned, "Hot air!" + +"Hot A--i--r!" The clear tones of Phoebe's soprano set the echoes +ringing all over the great workroom. In and out among the aisles and +labyrinthine passages that wind through towering piles of boxes, from +the thundering machinery far over on the other side of the "loft" to the +dusky recess of the uttermost table, the musical cry reverberated. + +"Hot a--i--r!" Every few minutes, all through the long, weary day, +Phoebe found occasion for sounding that magic call. + +"The rest of the ladies get up their backs something awful," Phoebe +explained as she dragged a big green pasteboard box from beneath the +work-table. "They say she gives me more 'n my share of learners because +I'm easy to get on with, I guess, and don't play no tricks on them.... +You have a right to put your things in here along with my lunch. Them +girls is like to do 'most anything to a new girl's duds if you wuz to +hang them in the coat-room. Them Ginneys 'll do 'most anything. Wuz you +down-stairs when Celie Polatta got into the fight with Rosie?" + +"I just missed it," she sighed in reply to my affirmative. "I was born +unlucky." + +"Hello, Phoebe! So you've hogged another!" a new voice called across the +table, and I put a question. + +"Why do they all want to teach the new girl? I should think they'd be +glad to be rid of the trouble." + +"You mean _learn_ her? Why, because the girl that learns the green hand +gets all her work checked on to her own card while she's learning how. +Never worked in a box-factory before?" I shook my head. + +"I guessed as much. Well, box-making's a good trade. Have you an apron?" + +As I had not, I was then ordered to "turn my skirt," in order that I +might receive the inevitable coat of glue and paste on its inner rather +than on its outer surface. I gently demurred against this very slovenly +expedient. + +"All right; call it hot air if you want to. I s'pose you know it all," +tossing her curl-papers with scorn. "You know better 'n me, of course. +Most learners do think they knows it all. Now looky here, I've been here +six years, and I've learned lots of green girls, and I never had one as +didn't think she hadn't ought to turn her skirt. The ladies I'm used to +working with likes to walk home looking decent and respectable, no +difference what they're like other times." + +With the respectability of my ladyhood thus impeached, and lest I +infringe upon the cast-iron code of box-factory etiquette, there was +nothing to do but yield. I unhooked my skirt, dropped it to the floor, +and stepped out of it in a trice, anxious to do anything to win back the +good will of Phoebe. Instantly she brightened, and good humor once more +flashed over her grimy features. + +"H-m! that's the stuff! There's one thing you hadn't ought to forget, +and mind, I'm speaking as one lady-friend to another when I tell you +these things--and that is, that you have a right to do as the other +girls in the factory or you'll never get 'long with them. If you don't +they'll get down on you, sure's pussy's a cat; and then they'll make it +hot for you with complaining to the forelady. And then she'll get down +on you after while too, and won't give you no good orders to work on; +and--well, it's just this way: a girl mustn't be odd." + +Continuing her philosophy of success, Phoebe proceeded to initiate me +into the first process of my job, which consisted in pasting slippery, +sticky strips of muslin over the corners of the rough brown boxes that +were piled high about us in frail, tottering towers reaching to the +ceiling, which was trellised over with a network of electric wires and +steam-pipes. Two hundred and fifty of these boxes remained to be +finished on the particular order upon which Phoebe was working. Each +must be given eight muslin strips, four on the box and four on its +cover; two tapes, inserted with a hair-pin through awl-holes; two tissue +"flies," to tuck over the bonnet soon to nestle underneath; four pieces +of gay paper lace to please madame's eye when the lid is lifted; and +three labels, one on the bottom, one on the top, and one bearing the +name of a Fifth Avenue modiste on an escutcheon of gold and purple. + +The job, as it progressed, entailed ceaseless shoving and shifting and +lifting. In order that we might not be walled in completely by our +cumbersome materials, every few minutes we bore tottering piles across +the floor to the "strippers." + +These latter, who were small girls, covered the sides with glazed paper +on machines; and as fast as each box was thus covered it was tossed to +the "turner-in," a still smaller girl, who turned in the overlapping +edge of the strip, after which the box was ready to come back to the +table for the next process at our hands. + +By ten o'clock, with Mrs. Smith's gay violet-boxes and our own +bonnet-boxes, we had built a snug bower all round our particular table. +Through its pasteboard walls the din and the songs came but faintly. My +mates' tongues flew as fast as their fingers. The talk was chiefly +devoted to clothes, Phoebe's social activities, and the evident +prosperity of Mrs. Smith's husband's folks, among whom it appeared she +had only recently appeared as "Jeff's" bride. Having exhausted the +Smiths, she again gave Phoebe the floor by asking: + +"Are you going to-night?" + +"Well, I should say! Don't I look it?" + +To determine by Phoebe's appearance where she might be going were an +impossibility to the uninitiated, for her dress was an odd combination +of the extremes of wretchedness and luxury. A woefully torn and +much-soiled shirt-waist; a gorgeous gold watch worn on her breast like a +medal; a black taffeta skirt, which, under the glue-smeared apron, +emitted an unmistakable frou-frou; three Nethersole bracelets on her +wrist; and her feet incased in colossal shoes, broken and stringless. +The latter she explained to Mrs. Smith. + +"I just swiped a pair of paw's and brought them along this morning, or +I'd be dished for getting into them high heels to-night. My corns and +bunions 'most killed me yesterday--they always do break out bad about +Easter. My pleasure club," she explained, turning to me--"my pleasure +club, 'The Moonlight Maids,' give a ball to-night." Which fact likewise +explained the curl-papers as well as the slattern shirt-waist, donned to +save the evening bodice worn to the factory that morning and now tucked +away in a big box under the table. + +A whole side of our pretty violet-sprinkled bower caved in as a little +"turner-in" lurched against it in passing with a top-heavy column of +boxes. Through the opening daylight is visible once more, and from the +region of the machines is heard a chorus of voices singing "The Fatal +Wedding." + +"Hot a--i--r!" Phoebe intones derisively. "It's a wonder Angelina +wouldn't get a new song. Them strippers sing that 'Fatal Wedding' week +in and week out." + +We worked steadily, and as the hours dragged on I began to grow dead +tired. The awful noise and confusion, the terrific heat, the foul smell +of the glue, and the agony of breaking ankles and blistered hands seemed +almost unendurable. + +At last the hour-hand stood at twelve, and suddenly, out of the +turmoil, a strange quiet fell over the great mill. The vibrations that +had shaken the whole structure to its very foundations now gradually +subsided; the wheels stayed their endless revolutions; the flying belts +now hung from the ceiling like long black ribbons. Out of the stillness +girl-voices and girl-laughter echoed weirdly, like a horn blown in a +dream, while sweeter and clearer than ever rang Phoebe's soprano "Hot +air!" + +The girls lunched in groups of ten and twelve. Each clique had its +leader. By an unwritten law I was included among those who rallied +around Phoebe, most of whom she had "learned" at some time or other, as +she was now "learning" me. The luncheons were divested of their +newspaper wrappings and spread over the ends of tables, on discarded +box-lids held across the knees--in fact, any place convenience or +sociability dictated. Then followed a friendly exchange of pickles and +cake. A dark, swarthy girl, whom they called "Goldy" Courtleigh, was +generous in the distribution of the lukewarm contents of a broken-nosed +tea-pot, which was constantly replenished by application to the +hot-water faucet. + +Although we had a half-hour, luncheon was swallowed quickly by most of +the girls, eager to steal away to a sequestered bower among the boxes, +there to lose themselves in paper-backed romance. A few of less literary +taste were content to nibble ice-cream sandwiches and gossip. Dress, the +inevitable masquerade ball, murders and fires, were favorite topics of +discussion,--the last always with lowered voices and deep-drawn +breathing. For fire is the box-maker's terror, the grim specter that +always haunts her, and with good reason does she always start at the +word. + +"I'm always afraid," declared Phoebe, "and I always run to the window +and get ready to jump the minute I hear the alarm." + +"I don't," mused Angelina; "I haven't sense enough to jump: I faint dead +away. There'd be no chance for me if a fire ever broke out here." + +Once or twice there was mention of beaux and "steady fellows," but the +flesh-and-blood man of every-day life did not receive as much attention +in this lunch chat as did the heroes of the story-books. + +While it was evident, of course, from scattered comments that box-makers +are constantly marrying, it was likewise apparent that they have not +sufficient imagination to invest their hard-working, sweat-grimed +sweethearts with any halo of romance. + +Promptly at half-past twelve the awakening machinery called us back to +the workaday world. Story-books were tucked away, and their entranced +readers dragged themselves back to the machines and steaming paste-pots, +to dream and to talk as they worked, hot of their own fellows of last +night's masquerade, but of bankers and mill-owners who in fiction have +wooed and won and honorably wedded just such poor toilers as they +themselves. + + + + +VI + +IN WHICH PHOEBE AND MRS. SMITH HOLD FORTH UPON MUSIC AND LITERATURE + + +"Don't you never read no story-books?" Mrs. Smith asked, stirring the +paste-pot preparatory to the afternoon's work. She looked at me +curiously out of her shrewd, snapping dark eyes as she awaited my +answer. I was conscious that Mrs. Smith didn't like me for some reason +or other, and I was anxious to propitiate her. I was pretty certain she +thought me a boresome prig, and I determined I'd prove I wasn't. My +confession of an omnivorous appetite for all sorts of story-books had +the desired effect; and when I confessed further, that I liked best of +all a real, tender, sentimental love-story, she asked amiably: + +"How do you like 'Little Rosebud's Lovers'?" + +"I've never read that," I replied. "Is it good?" + +"It's fine," interposed Phoebe; "but I like 'Woven on Fate's Loom' +better--don't you?" The last addressed to Mrs. Smith. + +"No, I can't say as that's my impinion," returned our vis-a-vis, with a +judicious tipping of the head to one side as she soused her dripping +paste-brush over the strips. "Not but what 'Woven on Fate's Loom' is a +good story in its way, either, for them that likes that sort of story. +But I think 'Little Rosebud's Lovers' is more int'resting, besides being +better wrote." + +"And that's just what I don't like about it," retorted Phoebe, her +fingers traveling like lightning up and down the corners of the boxes. +"You like this hot-air talk, and I don't; and the way them fellows and +girls shoot hot-air at each other in that there 'Little Rosebud's +Lovers' is enough to beat the street-cars!" + +"What is it about?" I asked with respectful interest, addressing the +question to Mrs. Smith, who gave promise of being a more serious +reviewer than the flippant Phoebe. Mrs. Smith took a bite of gingerbread +and began: + +"It's about a fair, beautiful young girl by the name of Rosebud Arden. +Her pa was a judge, and they lived in a grand mansion in South Car'lina. +Little Rosebud--that's what everybody called her--had a stepsister Maud. +They was both beauties, only Maud didn't have a lovely disposition like +Little Rosebud. A Harvard gradjate by the name of Percy Fielding got +stuck on Little Rosebud for the wealth she was to get from her pa, and +she was terrible stuck on him. She was stuck on him for fair, though not +knowing he was a villain of the deepest dye. That's what the book called +him. He talked her into marrying him clandestinely. Maud and her mother +put up a job to get rid of Little Rosebud, so Maud could get all the +money. So they told lies to her pa, who loved her something awful; and +one night, when she came in after walking in the grand garden with her +husband, who nobody knew she was married to, she found herself locked +out. Then she went to the hotel where he was staying, and told him what +had happened; but he turned her down flat when he heard it, for he +didn't want nothing to do with her when she wasn't to get her pa's +money; and then--" + +She stopped her cornering to inspect my work, which had not flagged an +instant. Mrs. Smith took another bite of gingerbread, and continued with +increasing animation: + +"And then Little Rosebud turned away into the night with a low cry, just +as if a dagger had been punched into her heart and turned around slow. +She was only sixteen years old, and she had been brought up in luxury +and idolized by her father; and all of a sudden she found herself +homeless, with nowheres to sleep find no money to get a room at the +hotel, and scorned by the man that had sworn to protect her. Her pa had +cursed her, too, something awful, so that he burst a blood-vessel a +little while afterwards and died before morning. Only Little Rosebud +never found this out, for she took the midnight express and came up here +to New York, where her aunt lived, only she didn't know the +street-number." + +"Where did she get the money to come to New York with?" interrupted the +practical Phoebe. "That's something I don't understand. If she didn't +have no money to hire a room at a hotel down in South Carolina for +overnight, I'd like to know where she got money for a railroad ticket." + +"Well, that's just all you know about them swells," retorted Mrs. Smith. +"I suppose a rich man's daughter like that can travel around all over +the country on a pass. And saying she didn't have a pass, it's only a +story and not true anyway. + +"She met a fellow on the train that night who was a villain for fair!" +she went on. "His name was Mr. Paul Howard, and he was a corker. Little +Rosebud, who was just as innocent as they make 'em, fell right into his +clutches. He was a terrible man; he wouldn't stop at nothing, but he +was a very elegant-looking gentleman that you'd take anywheres for a +banker or 'Piscopalian preacher. He tipped his hat to Little Rosebud, +and then she up and asked if he knew where her aunt, Mrs. Waldron, +lived. This was nuts for him, and he said yes, that Mrs. Waldron was a +particular lady-friend of his. When they got to New York he offered to +take Little Rosebud to her aunt's house. And as Little Rosebud hadn't no +money, she said yes, and the villain called a cab and they started for +Brooklyn, him laughing to himself all the time, thinking how easily she +was going to tumble into the trap he was getting fixed for her." + +"Hot air!" murmured Phoebe. + +"But while they were rattling over the Brooklyn Bridge, another man was +following them in another cab--a Wall-street broker with barrels of +cash. He was Raymond Leslie, and a real good man. He'd seen Rosebud get +into the cab with Paul Howard, who he knew for a villain for fair. They +had a terrible rumpus, but Raymond Leslie rescued her and took her to +her aunt's house. It turned out that he was the gentleman-friend of +Little Rosebud's cousin Ida, the very place they were going to. But, +riding along in the cab, he fell in love with Little Rosebud, and then +he was in a terrible pickle because he was promised to Ida. Little +Rosebud's relations lived real grand, and her aunt was real nice to her +until she saw she had hooked on to Ida's gentleman-friend; then they put +her to work in the kitchen and treated her terrible. Oh, I tell you she +had a time of it, for fair. Her aunt was awful proud and wicked, and +after while, when she found that Raymond Leslie was going to marry +Little Rosebud even if they did make a servant of her, she hired Paul +Howard to drug her and carry her off to an insane-asylum that he ran up +in Westchester County. It was in a lonesome place, and was full of girls +that he had loved only to grow tired of and cast off, and this was the +easiest way to get rid of them and keep them from spoiling his sport. +Once a girl was in love with Paul Howard, she loved him till death. He +just fascinated women like a snake does a bird, and he was hot stuff as +long as he lasted, but the minute he got tired of you he was a demon of +cruelty. + +"He did everything he could, when he got Little Rosebud here, to get her +under his power. He tried his dirty best to poison her food, but Little +Rosebud was foxy and wouldn't touch a bite of anything, but just sat in +her cell and watched the broiled chicken and fried oysters, and all the +other good things they sent to tempt her, turn to a dark-purplish hue. +One night she escaped disguised in the turnkey's daughter's dress. Her +name was Dora Gray, and Paul Howard had blasted her life too, but she +worshiped him something awful, all the same-ee. Dora Gray gave Little +Rosebud a lovely dark-red rose that was soaked with deadly poison, so +that if you touched it to the lips of a person, the person would drop +dead. She told Little Rosebud to protect herself with it if they chased +her. But she didn't get a chance to see whether it would work or not, +for when she heard them coming back of her after while with the +bloodhounds barking, she dropped with terror down flat on her stummick. +She had suffered so much she couldn't stand anything more. The doctors +said she was dead when they picked her up, and they buried her and stuck +a little white slab on her grave, with 'Rosebud, aged sixteen' on it." + +"Hot air!" from the irrepressible Phoebe. + +I felt that courtesy required I should agree upon that point, and I did +so, conservatively, venturing to ask the name of the author. + +Mrs. Smith mentioned the name of a well-known writer of trashy fiction +and added, "Didn't you never read none of her books?" + +My negative surprised her. Then Phoebe asked: + +"Did you ever read 'Daphne Vernon; or, A Coronet of Shame'?" + +"No, I haven't read them, either," I replied. + +"Oh, mama! Carry me out and let me die!" groaned Mrs. Smith, throwing +down her paste-brush and falling forward in mock agony upon the smeared +table. + +"Water! Water!" gasped Phoebe, clutching wildly at her throat; "I'm +going to faint!" + +"What's the matter? What did I say that wasn't right?" I cried, the +nature of their antics showing only too plainly that I had "put my foot +in it" in some unaccountable manner. But they paid no attention. +Mortified and utterly at sea, I watched their convulsed shoulders and +heard their smothered giggles. Then in a few minutes they straightened +up and resumed work with the utmost gravity of countenance and without a +word of explanation. + +"What was it you was asking?" Phoebe inquired presently, with the most +innocent air possible. + +"I said I hadn't read the books you mentioned," I replied, trying to +hide the chagrin and mortification I felt at being so ignominiously +laughed at. + +"Eyether of them?" chirped Mrs. Smith, with a vicious wink. + +"Eyether of them?" warbled Phoebe in her mocking-bird soprano. + +It was my turn to drop the paste-brush now. Eye-ther! It must have +slipped from my tongue unconsciously. I could not remember having ever +pronounced the word like that before. + +I didn't feel equal, then and there, to offering them any explanation or +apologies for the offense. So I simply answered: + +"No; are they very good? are they as good as 'Little Rosebud's Lovers'?" + +"No, it ain't," said Mrs. Smith, decisively and a little contemptuously; +"and it ain't two books, eye-ther; it's all in one--'Daphne Vernon; or, +A Coronet of Shame.'" + +"Well, now I think it is," put in Phoebe. "Them stories with two-handled +names is nearly always good. I'll buy a book with a two-handled name +every time before I'll buy one that ain't. I was reading a good one last +night that I borrowed from Gladys Carringford. It had three handles to +its name, and they was all corkers." + +"Why don't you spit 'em out?" suggested Mrs. Smith. "Tell us what it +was." + +"Well, it was 'Doris; or, The Pride of Pemberton Mills; or, Lost in a +Fearful Fate's Abyss.' What d' ye think of that?" + +"It sounds very int'resting. Who wrote it?" + +"Charles Garvice," replied Phoebe. "Didn't you ever read none of his, +e--y--e--ther?" + +"No, I must say I never did," I answered, ignoring their mischievous +raillery with as much grace as I could summon, but taking care to choose +my words so as to avoid further pitfalls. + +"And did you never read none of Charlotte M. Braeme's?" drawled Mrs. +Smith, with remorseless cruelty--"none of Charlotte M. Braeme's, +eye-ther?" + +"No." + +"Nor none by Effie Adelaide Rowlands, e--y--e-ther?" still persisted +Mrs. Smith. + +"No; none by her." + +"E--y--e--ther!" Both my tormentors now raised their singing-voices into +a high, clear, full-blown note of derisive music, held it for a brief +moment at a dizzy altitude, and then in soft, long-drawn-out cadences +returned to earth and speaking-voices again. + +"What kind of story-books do you read, then?" they demanded. To which I +replied with the names of a dozen or more of the simple, every-day +classics that the school-boy and-girl are supposed to have read. They +had never heard of "David Copperfield" or of Dickens. Nor had they ever +heard of "Gulliver's Travels," nor of "The Vicar of Wakefield." They had +heard the name "Robinson Crusoe," but they did not know it was the name +of an entrancing romance. "Little Women," "John Halifax, Gentleman," +"The Cloister and the Hearth," "Les Miserables," were also unknown, +unheard-of literary treasures. They were equally ignorant of the +existence of the conventional Sunday-school romance. They stared at me +in amazement when I rattled off a heterogeneous assortment from the +fecund pens of Mrs. A. D. T. Whitney, "Pansy," Amanda M. Douglas, and +similar good-goody writers for good-goody girls; their only remarks +being that their titles didn't sound interesting. I spoke +enthusiastically of "Little Women," telling them how I had read it four +times, and that I meant to read it again some day. Their curiosity was +aroused over the unheard-of thing of anybody ever wanting to read any +book more than once, and they pressed me to reciprocate by repeating the +story for them, which I did with great accuracy of statement, and with +genuine pleasure to myself at being given an opportunity to introduce +anybody to Meg and Jo and all the rest of that delightful March family. +When I had finished, Phoebe stopped her cornering and Mrs. Smith looked +up from her label-pasting. + +"Why, that's no story at all," the latter declared. + +"Why, no," echoed Phoebe; "that's no story--that's just everyday +happenings. I don't see what's the use putting things like that in +books. I'll bet any money that lady what wrote it knew all them boys and +girls. They just sound like real, live people; and when you was telling +about them I could just see them as plain as plain could be--couldn't +you, Gwendolyn?" + +"Yep," yawned our vis-a-vis, undisguisedly bored. + +"But I suppose farmer folks likes them kind of stories," Phoebe +generously suggested. "They ain't used to the same styles of anything +that us city folks are." + +While we had been trying to forget our tired limbs in a discussion of +literary tastes and standards, our workmates had been relieving the +treadmill tedium of the long afternoon by various expedients. The +quartet at the table immediately in front of us had been making inane +doggerel rhymes upon the names of their workmates, telling riddles, and +exchanging nasty stories with great gusto and frequent fits of wild +laughter. At another table the forthcoming ball of the "Moonlight +Maids" was under hot discussion, and at a very long table in front of +the elevator they were talking in subdued voices about dreams and omens, +making frequent reference to a greasy volume styled "The Lucky Dream +Book." + +Far over, under the windows, the stripper girls were tuning up their +voices preparatory to the late-afternoon concert, soon to begin. They +hummed a few bars of one melody, then of another; and at last, Angela's +voice leading, there burst upon the room in full chorus, to the rhythmic +whir of the wheels, the melodious music and maudlin stanzas of "The +Fatal Wedding." + +Phoebe lent her flute-like soprano to the next song, the rather pretty +melody of which was not sufficient to redeem the banality of the words: + + + "The scene is a banquet where beauty and wealth + Have gathered in splendid array; + But silent and sad is a fair woman there, + Whose young heart is pining away. + + "A card is brought to her--she reads there a name + Of one that she loved long ago; + Then sadly she whispers, 'Just say I'm not here, + For my story he never must know.' + + "That night in the banquet at Misery Hall + She reigned like a queen on a throne; + But often the tears filled her beautiful eyes + As she dreamed of the love she had known. + + "Her thoughts flowed along through the laughter and song + To the days she could never recall, + And she longed to find rest on her dear mother's breast + At the banquet in Misery Hall. + + "The time passes quickly, and few in the throng + Have noticed the one vacant chair-- + Till out of the beautiful garden beyond + A pistol-shot rings on the air. + + "Now see, in the moonlight a handsome youth lays-- + Too quickly his life doth depart; + While kneeling beside him, the woman he'd loved + Finds her picture is close to his heart." + + +"What is the name of that song?" I asked when the last cadence of +Phoebe's voice, which was sustained long after every other in the room +was hushed, had died away. + +"That! Why, it's 'The Banquet in Misery Hall,'" answered Mrs. Smith, +somewhat impatient of my unfolding ignorance. But I speedily forgot the +rebuke in a lively interest in the songs that followed one another +without interlude. Phoebe was counting her pile of boxes and ranging +them into piles of twelve high; so she couldn't sing, and I, +consequently, could not catch all the words of each song. The theme in +every case was a more or less ungrammatical, crude, and utterly banal +rendition of the claptrap morality exploited in the cheap story-books. +Reduced to the last analysis, they had to do with but one subject--the +frailty of woman. On the one side was presented Virtue tempted, +betrayed, repentant; on the other side, Virtue fighting at bay, +persecuted, scourged, but emerging in the end unspotted and victorious, +with all good things added unto it. + +It was to me an entirely new way of looking at life; and though I +couldn't in the least explain it to myself, it seemed, to my +unsophisticated way of looking at such matters, that the propensity to +break the seventh commandment was much exaggerated, and that songs about +other subjects would have been much more interesting and not nearly so +trying to the feelings. For the sweet voices of the singers could not +but make the tears come to my eyes, in spite of the fact that the burden +of the song seemed so unworthy. + +"You all sing so beautifully!" I cried, in honest admiration, at the +close of one particularly melodious and extremely silly ditty. "Where +did you learn?" + +Phoebe was pleased at the compliment implied by the tears in my eyes, +and even Mrs. Smith forgot to throw out her taunting "eye-ther" as she +stood still and regarded my very frank and unconcealed emotion. + +"I guess we sort of learn from the Ginney girls," explained Phoebe. +"Them Ginneys is all nice singers, and everybody in the shop kind of +gets into the way of singing good, too, from being with them. You ought +to hear them sing Dago songs, oughtn't she, Gwendolyn?" + +"Yep," answered Gwendolyn; "I could just die hearing Angela and Celie +Polatta singing that--what-d'ye-call-it, that always makes a body bu'st +out crying?" + +"You mean 'Punchinello.' Yep, that's a corker; but, Lord! the one what +makes me have all kinds of funny cold feelings run up my back is that +'Ave Maria.' Therese Nicora taught them--what she says she learned in +the old country. I wouldn't want anything to eat if I could hear songs +like that all the time." + +The clock-hands over Annie Kinzer's desk had now crept close to the hour +of six, and Angela had only begun the first stanza of-- + + + "Papa, tell me where is mama," cried a little girl one day; + "I'm so lonesome here without her, tell me why she went away. + You don't know how much I'm longing for her loving + good-night kiss!" + Papa placed his arms around her as he softly whispered this: + + "Down in the City of Sighs and Tears, under the white + light's glare, + Down in the City of Wasted Years, you'll find your mama there, + Wandering along where each smiling face hides its story of + lost careers; + And perhaps she is dreaming of you to-night, in the City of Sighs + and Tears." + + +The machinery gave a ponderous throb, the great black belts sagged and +fell inert, the wheels whirred listlessly, clocks all over the great +city began to toll for one more long day ended and gone, while the +voices of the girl toilers rose superbly and filled the gathering +stillness with the soft crescendo refrain: + + + "Wandering along where each smiling face hides its story of + lost careers; + And perhaps she is dreaming of you to-night, in the City of + Sighs and Tears-- + In the City of Sighs and Tears." + + + + +VII + +IN WHICH I ACQUIRE A STORY-BOOK NAME AND MAKE THE ACQUAINTANCE OF MISS +HENRIETTA MANNERS + + +Before entering upon my second day's work at the box-factory, and before +detailing any of the strange things which that day brought forth, I feel +it incumbent upon me to give some word of explanation as to my +whereabouts during the intervening night. It will be remembered that +when I left the factory at the end of the first day, I had neither a +lodging nor a trunk. I will not dwell upon the state of my feelings when +I walked out of Thompson Street in the consciousness that if I had been +friendless and homeless before, I was infinitely more so now. I will say +nothing of the ache in my heart when my thoughts traveled toward the +pile of ruins in Fourteenth Street, with the realization of my +helplessness, my sheer inability even to attempt to do a one last humble +little act of love and gratitude for the dead woman who had been truly +my friend. + +Briefly stated, the facts are these: I had, all told, one dollar, and I +walked from Thompson Street straight to the Jefferson Market +police-station, which was not a great distance away. I stated my case to +the matron, a kindly Irishwoman. I was afraid to start out so late in +the evening to look for a lodging for the night. I would have thought +nothing of such a thing a few weeks previous, but the knowledge of life +which I had gained in my brief residence in Fourteenth Street and from +the advice of Mrs. Pringle had showed me the danger that lurked in such +a course. The police matron said my fears were well founded, and she +gave me the address of a working-girls' home over on the East Side, +which she said was not the pleasantest place in the world for a +well-brought-up girl of refinement and intelligence, such as she took me +to be, but was cheap, and in which I would be sure of the protection +which any young, inexperienced woman without money needs so badly in +this wicked city. She wrote down the address for me, and I had started +to the door of her little office when her motherly eye noticed how +fagged out and lame I was--and indeed I could scarcely stand--and with a +wave of her plump arm she brought me back to her desk. + +"Why don't you stay here with me to-night?" she asked. "You needn't +mind; and if I was you I would do it and save my pennies and my tired +legs. You can have a bite of supper with me, and then bundle right off +to bed. You look clean tuckered out." + +So to my fast-growing list of startling experiences I added a night in +the station-house; but a very quiet, uneventful night it was, because +the matron tucked me away in her own little room. That is, it was quiet +and uneventful so far as my surroundings were concerned, though I slept +little on account of my aching bones. All night I tossed, pain-racked +and discouraged; for, after all the long, hard day's work of the day +before, Phoebe's card had only checked one dollar and five cents, which +represented two persons' work. Such being the case, how could I expect +to grow sufficiently skilful and expeditious to earn enough to keep body +and soul together in the brief apprenticeship I had looked forward to? +Unable to sleep, I was up an hour earlier than usual, and after I had +breakfasted--again by the courtesy of the matron--I was off to work long +before the working-day began. + +I had thought to be the first arrival, but I was not. A girl was already +bending over her paste-pot, and the revelers of the "Ladies' Moonlight +Pleasure Club" came straggling in by twos and threes. Some of the weary +dancers had dropped to sleep, still wearing their ball-gowns and +slippers and bangles and picture-hats, their faces showing ghastly white +and drawn in the mote-ridden sunbeams that fell through the dirty +windows. Others were busy doffing Cinderella garments, which rites were +performed with astounding frankness in the open spaces of the big loft. + +"Oh, Henrietta, you had ought to been there," Georgiana gushed, dropping +her lace-trimmed petticoats about her feet and struggling to unhook her +corsets. "It was grand, but I'm tired to death; and oh, dear! I've +another blow-out to-night, and the 'Clover Leaf' to-morrow night!" With +a weary yawn, the society queen departed with her finery. + +"You didn't go to the ball?" I suggested to the girl addressed as +Henrietta, and whom I now recalled as one who had worked frantically all +the day before. + +"Me? No. I don't believe in dancing," she replied, without looking up. +"Our church's down on it. I came early to get ahead with my order. You +can do more work when there's not so many round." + +Such strict conformity to her religious scruples, combined with such +pathetic industry, seemed to augur well for the superior worth of this +tall, blonde, blue-eyed girl. I was anxious to make a friend of her, +and accordingly proffered my services until Phoebe should come to claim +me. She accepted gladly, and for the first time looked up and rewarded +me with a smile. I caught a glimpse of an unprepossessing +countenance--despite rather good features and fine hair--the most +striking characteristics of which were a missing front tooth and lips +that hung loose and colorless. + +As we worked, the conversation became cordial. She inquired my name, and +I repeated the plain, homely Scotch-Irish cognomen that had been handed +down to me by my forefathers. + +"Why don't you get a pretty name?" she asked, in a matter-of-fact tone. +"All the girls do it when they come to the factory to work. It don't +cost no more to have a high-sounding name." + +Much interested, I protested, half in fun, that I didn't know any name +to take, and begged her to suggest one. She was silent for a moment. + +"Well, last night," she went on--"last night I was reading a story about +two girls that was both mashed on the same feller. He was rich and they +was poor and worked, and one of them was called 'Rose Fortune.'" + +"That's a very pretty name," I remarked. + +"Isn't it, though? Rose Fortune--ever so much prettier than your own. +Say, why don't you take it, and I'll begin calling you by it right +away." + +"And what's your name?" I ventured. + +"Mine? Oh, mine's Henrietta Manners; only," she added hastily--"only +that's my real name. I was born with it. Now most of the girls got +theirs out of story-books. Georgiana Trevelyan and Goldy Courtleigh and +Gladys Carringford and Angelina Lancaster and Phoebe Arlington--them +girls all got theirs out of stories. But mine's my own. You see," and +she drew near that no other ear might hear the secret of her proud +birth--"you see, Manners was my mother's name, and she ran away and +married my papa against her rich father's wishes. He was a banker. I +mean mama's papa was a banker, but my papa was only a poor young +gentleman. So grandfather cut her off without a cent in his will, but +left everything to me if I would take the name of Manners." + +The heroine of this strange romance stopped for breath, and if I had +cherished any doubts of the truth of her story in the beginning, at +least I was sure now that she believed it all herself; one glance into +her steady blue eyes, in which a telltale moisture was already +gathering, was proof of that. + +"No, indeed," continued Miss Manners: "I haven't always been a +working-girl. I used to go to boarding-school. I thought I'd be a +governess or something, and once I tried to learn bookkeeping, but my +eyes give out, and the figures mixed up my brain so, and then I got sick +and had to come to this box-factory. But I'm the first Manners that ever +worked." + +I was now thoroughly ashamed of my first unjust suspicions that +Henrietta might not be strictly truthful, and I inquired with sincere +interest as to the fate of her ill-starred family. + +"All dead and sleeping in our family vault," she replied wistfully. "But +don't let us talk anything more about it. I get so worked up and mad +when I talk about the Mannerses and the way they treated me and my poor +parents!" + +The threatened spell with Henrietta's nerves was averted by a sudden +turning on of the power, and the day's work began. Phoebe did not appear +to claim me, and I worked away as fast as I could to help swell +Henrietta's dividends. + +"I guess you can stay with her the rest of the day," Annie Kinzer said, +stopping at the table. "The 'Moonlight Maids' must have been too much +for Phoebe. Guess she won't show up to-day." + +Henrietta was naturally delighted with the arrangement, which would add +a few pennies to her earnings. "I only made sixty cents yesterday, and I +worked like a dog," she remarked. "It was a bad day for everybody. We +ought to make more than a dollar to-day. Phoebe says you're a hustler." + +Our job was that of finishing five hundred ruching-boxes. Henrietta +urged me frequently to hurry, as we were away behind with the order. I +soon discovered that for all her Manners blood and alleged gentle +breeding, she was a harder taskmaster than the good-natured but plebeian +Phoebe. Her obvious greed for every moment of my time, for every +possible effort of my strength and energy, I gladly excused, however, +when she revealed the fact that all her surplus earnings went toward the +support of a certain mission Sunday-school in which she was a teacher. +The conversation drifted from church matters to my own personal affairs. + +"Isn't it awful lonesome living alone in a room?" + +"How did you know I lived in a room?" I inquired in surprise, with the +uncomfortable feeling that I had been the subject of ill-natured gossip. + +"Oh, Annie Kinzer told me. Say, I wouldn't tell her anything about my +affairs. She's an awful clack." + +We were silent for a moment, while I wondered if Henrietta, if Annie +Kinzer, if any girl in all the world could ever guess how lonely I had +been every moment since I had come to this great city to work and to +live. Then came the unexpected. + +"Wouldn't you like to come and room with me?" + +"With you?" I was half pleased, half doubtful. + +"Yes. I've got plenty of room." + +"Perhaps I couldn't afford it." + +"Yes, you can. I don't put on style. It won't cost us more than a dollar +and a half a week for each--rent, eating, and everything else. I was +thinking, as you're a learner, it will be a long time before you can +make much, and you'd be glad to go halvers with somebody. Two can always +live cheaper than one." + +A dollar and a half a week! That was indeed cheaper than I had been +living. I had something less than two dollars in my purse, and pay-day, +for me, was still a week off. + +And so I accepted the proposition, and by lunch-time the news was all +over the factory that the new girl was to be Henrietta's room-mate. +Annie Kinzer--everybody, in fact--approved, except, possibly, Emma. Emma +was a homely, plainly dressed girl who had worked ten years here at +Springer's. She bore the reputation of being a prudey and a kill-joy. +Thus far she had never deigned to look at me, but now she took occasion +to pass the time of day when we met at the water-faucet, and asked, in a +doubtful tone, how long I had known Henrietta Manners. + +Meanwhile we "cornered" and "tissued" and "laced" and "labeled." Higher +and higher grew our pasteboard castle, which we built as children pile +up brightly colored blocks. At eleven Henrietta sent me below for +trimmings. + +"How do you like your job?" asked the young fellow who filled my order. +This was strictly conventional, and I responded in kind. While Charlie +cut tapes and counted labels, he made the most of his opportunity to +chat. Dismissing, with brief comment, the weather and the peculiar +advantages and disadvantages of box-making as a trade, he diplomatically +steered the talk along personal and social lines by suggesting, with a +suppressed sigh, the probability that I should not always be a +box-maker. I replied heartily that I hoped not, which precipitated +another question: "Is the day set yet?" My amused negative to the query, +and intimation that I had no "steady," were gratefully received, and +warranted the suggestion that, as a matter of course, I liked to go to +balls. + +"My pleasure club has a blow-out next Sunday night," he remarked +significantly, as I gathered up my trimmings and departed. + +During my five minutes' absence the most exciting event of the day had +occurred. Adrienne, one of the strippers, had just been carried away, +unconscious, with two bleeding finger-stumps. In an unguarded moment the +fingers had been cut off in her machine. Although their work does not +allow them to stop a moment, her companions were all loud in sympathy +for this misfortune, which is not rare. Little Jennie, the unfortunate +girl's turner-in and fellow-worker for two years, wept bitterly as she +wiped away the blood from the long, shining knife and prepared to take +the place of her old superior, with its increased wage of five dollars +and a half a week. The little girl had been making only three dollars +and a quarter, and so, as Henrietta remarked, "It's a pretty bad +accident that don't bring good to somebody." + +"Did they take her away in a carriage?" Henrietta asked of Goldy +Courtleigh, who had stopped a moment to rest at our table. + +"Well, I should say! What's the use of getting your fingers whacked off +if you can't get a carriage-ride out of it?" + +"Yes, and that's about the only way you'd ever squeeze a carriage-ride +out of this company," commented Henrietta. "Now I've two lady-friends +who work in mills where a sick headache and a fainting-spell touch the +boss for a carriage-ride every time!" + +The order on which we worked was, like most of the others on the floor +that day, for late-afternoon delivery. Our ruching-boxes had to be +finished that day, even though it took every moment till six or even +seven o'clock. Saturday being what is termed a "short-day," one had to +work with might and main in order to leave at half-past four. This +Henrietta was very anxious to do, partly because she had her Easter +shopping to do, and partly because this was the night I was to be +installed in my new quarters. Lunch-time found us still far behind. +Therefore we did not stop to eat, but snatched bites of cake and +sandwich as hunger dictated, and convenience permitted, all the while +pasting and labeling and taping our boxes. Nor were we the only toilers +obliged to forgo the hard-earned half-hour of rest. + +The awakening thunder of the machinery burst gratefully on our ears. It +meant that the last half of the weary day had begun. How my blistered +hands ached now! How my swollen feet and ankles throbbed with pain! +Every girl limped now as she crossed the floor with her towering +burden, and the procession back and forth between machines and tables +began all over again. Lifting and carrying and shoving; cornering and +taping and lacing--it seemed as though the afternoon would never wear to +an end. + +The whole great mill was now charged with an unaccustomed excitement--an +excitement which had in it something of solemnity. There was no sign of +the usual mirth and hilarity which constitute the mill's sole +attraction. There was no singing--not even Angelina's "Fatal Wedding." +No exchange of stories, no sallies. Each girl bent to her task with a +fierce energy that was almost maddening in its intensity. + +Blind and dizzy with fatigue, I peered down the long, dusty aisles of +boxes toward the clock above Annie Kinzer's desk. It was only two. Every +effort, human and mechanical, all over the great factory, was now +strained almost to the breaking-point. How long can this agony last? How +long can the roar and the rush and the throbbing pain continue until +that nameless and unknown something snaps like an overstrained +fiddle-string and brings relief? The remorseless clock informed us that +there were two hours more of this torture before the signal to "clean +up"--a signal, however, which is not given until the last girl has +finished her allotted task. At half-past two it appeared hopeless even +to dream of getting out before the regular six o'clock. + +The head foreman rushed through the aisles and bawled to us to "hustle +for all we were worth," as customers were all demanding their goods. + +"My God! ain't we hustling?" angrily shouted Rosie Sweeny, a pretty girl +at the next table, who supplied most of the profanity for our end of the +room. "God Almighty! how I hate Easter and Christmas-time! Oh, my legs +is 'most breaking," and with that the overwrought girl burst into a +passionate tirade against everybody, the foreman included, and all the +while she never ceased to work. + +There were not many girls in the factory like Rosie. Hers were the +quickest fingers, the sharpest tongue, the prettiest face. She was +scornful, impatient, and passionate--qualities not highly developed in +her companions, and which in her case foreboded ill if one believed +Annie Kinzer's prophecy: "That Rosie Sweeny 'll go to the bad yet, you +mark my words." + +Three o'clock, a quarter after, half-past! The terrific tension had all +but reached the breaking-point. Then there rose a trembling, +palpitating sigh that seemed to come from a hundred throats, and +blended in a universal expression of relief. In her clear, high treble +Angelina began the everlasting "Fatal Wedding." That piece of false +sentiment had now a new significance. It became a song of deliverance, +and as the workers swelled the chorus, one by one, it meant that the end +of the day's toil was in sight. + +By four o'clock the last box was done. Machines became mute, wheels were +stilled, and the long black belts sagged into limp folds. Every girl +seized a broom or a scrub-pail, and hilarity reigned supreme while we +swept and scrubbed for the next half-hour, Angelina and her chorus +singing all the while endless stanzas of the "Fatal Wedding." + +Henrietta sent me for a fresh pail of water, which I got from the faucet +in the toilet-room; and as I filled my bucket I made a mental inventory +of my fellow-toilers' wardrobes. Hanging from rows of nails on all sides +were their street garments--a collection of covert-cloth jackets, light +tan automobile coats, black silk box-coats trimmed in white lace, +raglans, and every other style of fashionable wrap that might be cheaply +imitated. Sandwiched among the street garments were the trained skirts +and evening bodices of the "Moonlight Maids" of the night before, and +which were to be again disported at some other pleasure-club festivity +that Easter evening, now drawing near. Along the walls were ranged the +high-heeled shoes and slippers, a bewildering display of gilt buckles +and velvet bows; each pair waiting patiently for the swollen, tired feet +of their owner to carry them away to the ball. The hats on the shelf +above were in strict accord with the gowns and the cloaks and the +foot-gear--a gorgeous assortment of Easter millinery, wherein the +beflowered and beplumed picture-hat predominated. + +I hurried back with my bucket of water, hoping in my heart that the +pleasure their wearers got out of this finery might be as great as the +day's work which earned it was long and hard. And so indeed it must have +been, if Henrietta was any authority on such questions. + +"I love nice clothes, even if I do have to work hard to get them," she +remarked, as we turned into Bleecker Street a few minutes later, four +one-dollar bills safely tucked away in her stocking. "But say, you ought +to see my new hat. It's elegant," and drawing my arm through hers, my +new room-mate hurried me through the Saturday-evening crowd of +homeward-bound humanity. + + + + +VIII + +WHEREIN I WALK THROUGH DARK AND DEVIOUS WAYS WITH HENRIETTA MANNERS + + +It had been an ideal day for March--a day touched with pale-yellow +sunshine in which one felt the thrill and the promise of the springtime, +despite the chill east wind. + +Into the murky, evil-smelling squalor of Thompson Street this shy +primrose sunshine had poured in the earlier part of the afternoon; but, +being a north-and-south thoroughfare, it had all filtered out by +half-past four, only to empty itself with increased warmth and glory +into the east-and-west cross-streets, leaving Thompson dim and cold by +comparison when Henrietta Manners and I emerged from Springer's. + +Henrietta wore a dusty picture-hat of black velvet with a straight +ostrich feather and streamers of soiled white tulle, and a shabby +golf-cape of blue and white check which was not quite long enough to +conceal the big brass safety-pins with which her trained skirt was +tucked up, and which she had forgotten to remove until we had gone some +yards down the street. While we stopped long enough for her to perform +this most important sartorial detail, my eye traversed the street before +us, which with a gentle descent drops downward and stretches away toward +the south--a long, dim, narrow vista, broken at regular intervals by +brilliant shafts of gold streaming from the sunlit cross-streets, and +giving to the otherwise squalid brick-walled canyon the appearance of a +gay checkered ribbon. But if the March sunshine had deserted Thompson +Street, the March winds still claimed it as their own. Up and down they +had swept all day, until the morning mud on the cobblestones had been +long dried up and turned to dust, which now swirled along, caught up in +innumerable little whirlwinds that went eddying down the street. + +Grabbing up her demi-train in her bare hand, Henrietta and I also eddied +down the street and were lost to view for a few moments in the whirlwind +which struck us at the crowded corner of Bleecker Street. + +This whirlwind was the result partly of physical and partly of human +forces. For it was Saturday night, and life was running at flood-tide +all over the great city. Always tempestuous, always disturbed with the +passion and pain and strife of its struggle to maintain the ground it +had gained, never for one brief moment calm, even at its lowest +ebb--now, on this last night of the long, weary week, all the currents +and counter-currents of the worker's world were suddenly released. At +the stroke of bell, at the clang of deep-mouthed gong, at the scream of +siren whistle, the sluice-gates were lifted from the great human +reservoirs of factory and shop and office, and their myriad toilers +burst forth with the cumulative violence of six days' restraint. + +It was a shabby carnival of nations that jostled one another at this +windy corner--Italian, Spanish, German, Slav, Jew, Greek, with a +preponderance of Irish and "free-born" Americans. The general air was +one of unwonted happiness and freedom. The atmosphere of holiday liberty +was vibrant with the expectation of Saturday-night abandon to fun and +frolic or wild carousal. + +For "the ghost had walked" through the workaday world that day, and +everybody had his "envelop" in his pocket. It is a pleasant sensation to +feel the stiff-cornered envelop tucked safely away in your vest pocket, +or in the depths of your stocking, where Henrietta had hidden hers safe +out of the reach of the wily pickpocket, who, she told me, was lurking +at every corner and sneaking through every crowd on that Saturday +evening, which was also Easter Eve. + +Easter Eve! I had almost forgotten the fact which accounted for this +more than usual activity on the part of the hurrying crowds, and for the +unmistakable holiday air which Bleecker Street displayed. As far as we +could see, lined up on both sides of the curb were the pushcart +peddlers, and at every step a sidewalk fakir, all crying their Easter +wares. + +Henrietta lingered first about one pushcart, then about another, opening +her gaudy side-bag, then shutting it resolutely and marching on, +determined not to succumb to the temptation to squander her hard-earned +pennies. She succeeded admirably until we came upon a picturesque +Italian and his wife who were doing a flourishing business from a +pushcart piled high with sacred images. Henrietta showed a lively +interest in the cut prices at which they were going: ten cents for St. +Peter in a scarlet robe and golden sandals; fifteen cents for St. John +in purple; and only twenty-five for the Blessed Virgin in flowing blue +clasping the Holy Babe. + +They were "dirt-cheap," Henrietta declared, as we watched the plaster +casts pass over the heads of the crowd, out of which by and by emerged +our shopmate, little Angela, clasping a Madonna under her arm and +counting her change. + +The three of us resumed our homeward walk together, without any comment +until Angela had satisfied herself about the correctness of her change. + +"What a slop you are!" remarked Henrietta, as her critical eye swept +over the undeveloped little figure in the long, greasy black-taffeta +coat, which, flapping open in front, disclosed the pasty surface of a +drabbled blue skirt. "Why don't you never turn your skirt, Angela?" + +"Oh, what's the dif?" replied Angela. "There ain't no fellows going to +look at me any more now." + +This reply, commonplace enough, might have passed unnoticed had there +not been a note of tragedy in her deep contralto voice. + +"Why, what's the matter?" I asked. + +"Don't you know?" she demanded, scowling at Henrietta's silly, vacant +"tee-hee." + +"Know? Know what?" I asked. + +"That I'm a grass-widow." + +"A grass-widow!" I echoed in astonishment, and looked upon the childish +creature in sheer unbelief--for child I had always considered her. "Why, +how old are you, anyway, Angela?" + +"Fifteen--I mean I'm 'most fifteen." + +"And you're really married!" I exclaimed again, quite aghast and +altogether innocent of the construction which Angela immediately put +upon the qualifying adverb. + +"Well, if you don't believe me look at that!" she cried, and stuck out a +tiny, dirty hand, with finger-nails worn to the quick, and decorated +with a gold band broad enough and heavy enough to have held a woman ten +times Angela's weight and size in the bands of indissoluble matrimony; +"I was married for fair, and I was married lawful. A priest did it." + +"Oh, I didn't mean to question that," I hastened to apologize with some +confusion. "Only you seemed so very young, I thought you were just +joking me." + +"Well, it's no joke to be married and have a baby, specially when you've +got to s'port it," returned the girl, her lips still pouting. + +"And you've a baby, too--you!" + +The bedraggled little prima donna nodded; the pout on the lips blossomed +into a smile, and a look of infinite tenderness transformed the tired, +dark little face. "It's up to the creche--that's where I'm going now. +The ladies keeps it awful good for me." + +"And it's such a lovely baby, too!" declared Henrietta, softly. "I seen +it once." + +"She's cute; there's no lie 'bout that," assented the little mother. +"Look what I bought her--here, you hold this Peter a minute--Henrietta, +just hang on to the Holy Virgin," and thrusting them into our hands, she +opened the box under her arm and drew forth a gaily painted hen that +clucked and laid a painted egg, to the uproarious delight of Henrietta. + +Henrietta meanwhile had begun counting the change in her side-bag. + +"I don't never like to break a bill unless I've got to," she remarked, +returning the Holy Virgin to Angela's arms; "but I'm going to have one +of them chickens too," and away she went after the fakir. A moment later +she emerged from the crowd with a little brown box under her arm, and we +three continued our walk westward along Bleecker, dropping little Angela +at the corner of the street which was to lead her to the day-nursery +where she would pick up her baby and carry it home. + +"That was a 'fatal wedding' for fair, wasn't it?" I remarked, as my eyes +followed the little figure. + +But my companion paid no attention to my attempt to be facetious, if +indeed she heard the remark at all. She seemed to be deep in a brown +study, and several times I caught her watching me narrowly from the +corner of her eye. I was already beginning to have some misgivings as +to the temperamental fitness of my strange "learner" and new-found +friend as a steady, day-in-and-day-out person with whom to live and eat +and sleep. And this feeling increased with every block we covered, for +by and by I found myself studying Henrietta in the same furtive manner +as she was evidently studying me. + +At last, when we had exchanged the holiday gaiety and the sunshine of +Bleecker Street for a dark, noisome side-street, she broke out +explosively: + +"Hope to God you ain't going to turn out the way my last room-mate did!" + +"Why? What did she do?" + +"Went crazy," came the laconic reply, and she shivered and drew the old +golf-cape more closely about her shoulders; for the damp of the dark, +silent tenements on either side seemed to strike to the marrow. +Something in her manner seemed to say, "Ask no more questions," but +nevertheless I pursued the subject. + +"Went crazy! How?" + +"I d'know; she just went sudden crazy. She come to Springer's one day +just like you, and she said how she was wanting to find a place to board +cheap; and she was kind of down in the mouth, and she come home with me; +and all of a sudden in the night I woke up with her screamin' and going +on something fearful, and I run down and got the Dago lady in the +basement to come up, and her man run for the police. They took her away +to the lock-up in the hurry-up wagon, and the next day they said she was +crazy,--clean crazy,--and she's in the crazy-house over on the Island +now." + +"What island?" I asked, not with any desire to know this minor detail, +but because I was too disturbed for the moment to make any other +comment. It seemed to Henrietta, however, a most senseless question, for +she remarked rather testily: + +"Why, just the Island, where they send all the crazy folks, and the +drunks, and the thieves and murderers, and them that has smallpox." + +"Mercy! what an awful place it must be!" I cried. "And that's where the +poor girl went?" + +"That's where she went--say, tell me honest now, didn't you run away?" + +"Run away! Where from?" + +"Run away from home--now didn't you?" + +"Mercy, no! What put such an idea as that in your head?" I asked, +laughing. + +"Fanny Harley did." + +"Who's Fanny Harley?" + +"She's the girl they took to the crazy-house." + +"But," I argued, "is that any reason for you to suppose that I ran away +from home too?" + +"Yep, it is. You're ever so much like Fanny Harley. You talk just alike, +and you've got just the same notions she had, from what I can make; and +she did run away from home. She told me so. She lived up-state +somewhere, and was off a farm just like you; and--" + +"But I'm not a farmer, and never was," I put in. + +"Why, you told me yourself you was born in the country, didn't you?" and +I saw there was no use trying to point out to Henrietta the difference +between farmers and those born in the country, both of which were terms +of contempt in her vocabulary. We were still threading the maze of +strange, squalid streets which was to lead us eventually to the former +brief abiding-place of Fanny Harley; and, filled with curiosity +regarding my own resemblance to my unfortunate predecessor, I revived +the subject by asking carelessly: + +"How is it I talk and act that makes me like Fanny Harley?" + +"Well, you 've got a kind of high-toned way of talking," she explained. +"I don't mind the way you talk, though,--using big words and all that. +That ain't none of our business, I tell the girls; but you do walk so +funny and stand so funny, that it is all I can do to keep from bu'stin' +out laughing to see you. And the other girls says it's the same with +them, but I told them it was because you was just from the country, and +that farmers all walk the same way. But really, Rose,--you're getting +used to that name, ain't you?--you ought to get yourself over it as +quick as you can; you ain't going to have no lady-friends in the factory +if you're going to be queer like that." + +"But I walk as I always did. How else should I walk? How do I walk that +makes me so funny?" I asked, mortified at the thought of my having been +the butt of secret ridicule. Henrietta was cordial in her reply. + +"You walk too light," she explained; "you don't seem to touch the ground +at all when you go along, and you stand so straight it makes my back +ache to watch you." + +Then my mentor proceeded to correct my use and choice of diction. + +"And what makes you say 'lid' when you mean a cover? Why, it just about +kills us girls to hear you say 'lid.'" + +"But," I remonstrated, aggravated by her silly "tee-hee" into defense of +my English, "why shouldn't I say 'lid' if I want to? It means just the +same as cover." + +"Well, if it mean the same, why don't you say 'cover'?" my "learner" +retorted, with ill-disguised anger that I should question her authority; +and I dropped the subject, and the remainder of the walk was continued +in silence. + +It was growing more and more apparent that I had not made a wise +selection in my room-mate, but it seemed too late to back out now--at +least until I had given her a trial of several days. + +I felt as though I had obtained, as if by magic, a wonderfully +illuminating insight into her nature and character during this short +walk from the factory. I had thought her at the work-table a +kind-hearted, honest toiler, a bit too visionary, perhaps, to accord +with perfect veracity, and woefully ignorant, but with an ignorance for +which I could feel nothing but sorrow and sympathy, as the inevitable +result of the hard conditions of her life and environment. But now I +recognized with considerable foreboding, not only all this, but much +more besides. Henrietta Manners, that humble, under-fed, miserable +box-maker, was the very incarnation of bigotry and intolerance, one by +whom any idea, or any act, word, or occurrence out of the ordinary rut +set by box-factory canons of taste and judgment, must be condemned with +despotic severity. And yet, in the face of all these unpleasant +reflections upon poor Henrietta's unbeautiful mental characteristics, I +felt a certain shamefaced gratitude toward the kind heart which I knew +still beat under that shabby golf-cape. + +Meanwhile, Henrietta had again lapsed into a silent, sullen mood, as she +pitched along in the nervous, jerky, heavy-footed gait which she had +urged me to emulate, and which I thought so hideous. I did not know +then, but I do know now, that such gait is invariably a characteristic +of the constitution in which there is not the proper coordination of +muscular effort. In the light of knowledge gained in later years, I can +now see in that long, slouching, shuffling figure, in that +tallow-colored face with the bloodless, loose lips and the wandering, +mystic eyes of periwinkle blue--I can see in that girl-face framed by a +trashy picture-hat, and in that girl-form wrapped in the old golf-cape, +one of the earth's unfortunates; a congenital failure; a female creature +doomed from her mother's womb--physically, mentally, and morally doomed. + +I was, however, on this memorable Easter Eve most happily innocent of my +Lombroso and my Mantagazza, else I had not been walking home with +Henrietta Manners, in all the confidence of an unsophisticated +country-girl. So much confidence did I have in my shop-mate that I did +not yet know the name of the street on the West Side where my future +home was, nor did I know any of the strange, dark, devious paths by +which she led me through a locality that, though for the most part +eminently respectable, is dotted here and there, near the river-front, +with some of the worst plague-spots of moral and physical foulness to be +found in New York. + +In later and more prosperous years I have several times walked into +Thompson Street, and from that as a starting-point tried to retrace our +walk of that night, bordering along old Greenwich Village, but as well +have tried to unravel the mazes of the Cretan Labyrinth. + +The last westward street we traversed, dipping under the trellis of an +elevated railroad, led straight into a lake of sunset fire out of which +the smoking funnels of a giant steamship lying at her dock rose dark and +majestic upon the horizon. + +A little cry of admiration escaped me at sight of the splendid picture, +and I hoped secretly that our way might continue to the water's edge; +but instead, reaching the line of the elevated, we turned in and +followed the old, black street above which the noisy trains ran. The +street itself presented the appearance of a long line of darkened +warehouses, broken occasionally by a dismal-looking dwelling, through +the uncurtained windows of which we could see slattern housewives busy +getting supper. + +It was the most miserable and squalid of all the miserable and squalid +streets I had thus far seen, and it had the additional disadvantage of +being practically deserted of everything save the noise and smoke +overhead. There were no foot-passengers, no human sounds. It was all so +hideous and fearsome that after five minutes' walk I was not surprised +to see Henrietta select the most wretched of all the wretched houses as +the one we should enter. As we climbed the high stoop, I could see, +through the interstices of rusted ironwork that had once been handsome +balusters, the form of an Italian woman sitting in the basement window +beneath, nursing a baby at her breast. + +"That's the lady what come up to help hold Fanny Harley," my room-mate +remarked as we passed inside. + + + + +IX + +INTRODUCING HENRIETTA'S "SPECIAL GENTLEMAN-FRIEND" + + +"Say! ain't you got no special gentleman-friend?" + +Henrietta's voice, breaking a pregnant silence, startled me so that I +nearly jumped off the empty soap-box where for some minutes I had sat +watching her bend over a smoking skillet of frying fat. + +An answer was not to be given unadvisedly, such was the moral effect of +the question. It hadn't been asked in a casual way, but showed, by its +explosive form of utterance, that it was the result not so much of a +pent-up curiosity as of a careful speculation as to the manner in which +I would receive it. So I tried to look unconscious, and at this critical +juncture the thunder of an elevated train came adventitiously to my +rescue and gave me a few moments in which to consider what I should +reply. And as I considered unconsciously my eye took in an inventory of +the room. The heavily carved woodwork hinted of the fact that it had +once been a lady's bedchamber in the bygone days when this was a +fashionable quarter of New York, and its spaciousness and former +elegance now served rather to increase the squalor as well as to +accentuate the barrenness of its furnishings. The latter consisted of +two wooden boxes, one of which I sat upon; an empty sugar-barrel, with a +board laid across the top; a broken-down bed in an uncurtained alcove; a +very large, substantial-looking trunk, iron-bound and brass-riveted; and +last, but not least, a rusty stove, now red-hot, which might well have +been the twin sister of my own "Little Lottie" at the ill-fated +Fourteenth-street house. This stove, connected with the flue by a small +pipe, fitted into what had once been a beautiful open fireplace, but +which was now walled up with broken bricks, and surmounted by a mantel +of Italian marble sculptured with the story of Prometheus's boon to +mankind, and supported on either end by caryatides in the shape of +vestal virgins bearing flaming brands in their hands. Overhead the +ceiling showed great patches of bare lath, where the plaster had fallen +away, and the uncarpeted floor was strewn with bread-crumbs and marked +by a trail of coal-siftings from the stove to a closet-door from which +the fire was replenished. The door to the closet was gone, and in its +recess a pair of trousers hung limply, while Henrietta's scant wardrobe +was ranged along the black-painted wall outside. The long, cobweb-hung +windows, bare of blind or curtain, showed a black-mirrored surface +against the batten shutters. + +All these details I could descry but dimly by the light of the smoking +oil-lamp that sat on the mantelshelf above the stove, and which cast a +ghastly light upon a row of empty bottles--the sole burden of the once +spotless, but now sadly soiled, vestal virgins. + +Henrietta was bending over the smoking skillet, with the lamp-light +falling across her pale face. As she boiled the coffee and fried the +eggs I studied her profile sketched against the blue, smoky background, +and tried in vain to grasp the secret of its fleeting, evanescent +beauty. For beautiful Henrietta was--beautiful with a beauty quite her +own and all the more potent because of its very indefinableness. I +watched her as one horribly fascinated,--that high, wide white forehead, +that weak chin, those soft, tremulous lips, on which a faint smile would +so often play, and those great, wide eyes of blue that now looked purple +in the lamp-light. And then, gradually, I saw, as I watched, an +expression I had never seen there before; the wavering suggestion of the +smile left the lips and they fell apart, loose and bloodless, with a +glimpse of the missing front tooth. It was an expression that lasted but +the fraction of a second, but it stamped her whole countenance with +something sinister. + +Then Henrietta lifted the eggs, carried the coffee-pot across to the +table, which was none other than the board-capped barrel, and went back +for the lamp. All these things she insisted upon doing herself, just as +she had stubbornly refused to allow me to help with the cooking of the +supper. + +Setting the lamp down upon the improvised table, she threw open one of +the shutters to let in a breath of fresh air, and as she did so the room +was filled with the roar and dust of the elevated train which passed so +close to our windows, and after it came a cold draft of air caused by +the suction of the cars. Henrietta closed the window and returned to the +table. + +Then I answered her question: "Well, that depends upon what you mean by +gentleman-friend," I said. + +"I mean just what I said," replied Henrietta, sliding an egg upon her +plate and passing the remaining one to me. "I mean a _special_ +gentleman-friend." + +"Well, no; I guess I haven't. I used to know lots of boys in the country +where I lived, but there isn't one of them I could call my special +gentleman-friend, and I don't know any men here." I uttered this speech +carefully, so as not to imply any criticism of Henrietta's use of the +expression "gentleman-friend," nor to call down upon my own head her +criticism for using any other than the box-factory vernacular in +discussing these delicate amatory affairs. + +"Oh, go and tell that to your grandmother!" she retorted, with a sly +little laugh. "Don't none of the girls there have gentlemen-friends, or +is farmers so different that they never stand gentlemen-friends to +them?" + +"Oh, dear me, yes!" I answered hastily, trying to avoid the unpleasant +_double entendre_, and choosing to accept it in its strictly explicit +phase. "Why, certainly, the girls get married there every day. There are +hardly any old maids in my part of the country. They get engaged almost +as soon as they are out of short dresses, and the first thing you know, +they are married and raising families." Then I added, "but have you got +a gentleman-friend yourself?" + +"Yep," she answered, nodding and pouring out the coffee; "I have a very +particular gentleman-friend what's been keeping company with me for +nearly a year, off and on." + +"Oh!" I cried, eager to turn the conversation toward Henrietta's +personal affairs instead of my own, which I felt she completely +misconstrued. "Do tell me about him; what is his name--and are you +engaged to him yet?" + +"My! ain't you fresh, though?" she said; but there was cordiality in the +rebuff. "I met him at the mission where I teach Sundays," she went on. +"He's brother Mason, and he's the Sunday-school superintendent. He give +me all that perfume on the mantel," and she pointed a dripping knife +toward the row of empty bottles. + +"Why, is he in the perfumery business?" I asked innocently, my eyes +ranging over the heterogeneous collection on the mantel. Henrietta took +the remark as exceedingly funny, for she immediately fell into a +paroxysm of tittering, choking over a mouthful of food before she could +attain gravity enough to answer. + +"Lord! no; you do ask the funniest questions!" + +Thus checked, I did not press for further information as to brother +Mason's vocation, but proceeded to satisfy my hunger, which was not +diminished by the unappetizing appearance of the food on the barrel. + +It was a matter of great surprise to me to see how little Henrietta ate, +and I was likewise ashamed of my own voracious appetite. Henrietta +noticed this and frowned ominously. + +"God! but you do eat!" she commented frankly, poising her knife in air. + +"I'm hungry. I've worked hard to-day," I replied with dignity. + +"Maybe you won't eat so much, though, after a while," she said +hopefully. + +"Maybe not," I agreed. "But you, Henrietta--you are not eating +anything!" + +"Me? Oh, I'm all right. I'm eating as much as I ever do. The works takes +away my hunger. If it didn't, I don't know how I'd get along. If I eat +as much as you, I'd be likely to starve to death. I couldn't make enough +to feed me. When I first begun to work in the factory I'd eat three or +four pieces of bread across the loaf, and potatoes and meat, and be +hungry for things besides; but after a while you get used to being +hungry for so long, you couldn't eat if you had it to eat." + +"How long have you been working?" I ventured. + +Henrietta put her cup on the table and shot a suspicious glance at me +before she answered: + +"Oh, off and on, and for five or six years, ever since my uncle died. He +was my guardian--that's his house up there." + +I looked in the direction of Henrietta's pointed finger to a cheap +chromolithograph that was tacked on the wall between the windows and +immediately over the barrel where we were eating. I recognized it at +once as a reproduction of a familiar scene showing a castle on the +Rhine. I had seen the same picture many times, once as a supplement with +a Sunday newspaper. That this stately pile of green and yellow +variegated stones should be the residence of Henrietta's uncle and +guardian seemed obviously but a bit of girlish fun, of a piece with her +earlier talk regarding her aristocratic ancestry; for by this time I had +construed that strange story into a hoax that was never meant to be +taken seriously. + +But one glance now at Henrietta's face showed me my mistake. It was +plainly to be seen that she had come to believe every word of what she +had told me. + +My eye had traveled to the row of garments on the pegs behind the door +and had rested with curiosity upon a "lassie" bonnet and cloak. +Henrietta did not wait for the question on my lips. + +"Them's my adjutant's uniform," she said, with a touch of pride. "You +didn't know I used to be an adjutant in the Salvation Army, did you?" + +I shook my head. + +"Well, I was, all right. Adjutant Faith Manners, that's what I was," and +rising, she limped across the floor, and burrowing in the depths of the +trunk, returned in a moment with an envelop which she handed me with the +command to read its contents. The envelop, postmarked "Pittsburg, Pa.," +was addressed to Adjutant Faith Manners. + +"But how does it come you have two names?" I inquired. + +"Well," the girl replied slowly, "I thought as how it sounded better for +a professing Christian to have some name like that, than Henrietta. +Henrietta is kind of fancy-sounding, specially when you was an adjutant +officer and was supposed to have give yourself to Jesus." + +I read the letter; it was a curious epistle, written in a beautiful, +flowing hand, well worded, and complimenting Adjutant Manners upon her +"persistence in the good work for Jesus," and winding up with the offer +of a small post, at a salary to be determined later on, in the Pittsburg +barracks of the Salvation Army. The name of the writer, which for +obvious reasons it is best not to divulge, was that of an officer who, I +have since discovered, is well and favorably known in Pittsburg. The +whole thing was a bewildering paradox. There was no doubt of its being a +bona-fide letter, nor of Adjutant Faith Manners and my room-mate being +one and the same person. And yet, how explain the ludicrous +inconsistency of such an experience in the life of such a girl? + +I had opened my mouth to ask some question to this end, when we started +as a heavy step resounded in the hallway outside. Then the latch +rattled, the door swung open, and a thick-set, burly, bearded man stood +upon the threshold. I screamed before I noticed that Henrietta regarded +the new-comer quite as a matter of course. + +The man stood in the doorway, evidently surprised for the moment at +seeing me there; then, closing the door behind him, he advanced +awkwardly, tiptoeing across the floor, and sat down upon the edge of the +bed without so much as a word. + +"Will you have a cup of coffee, brother Mason?" asked Henrietta, +shaking the pot to determine whether its contents would warrant the +invitation. + +"I don't care if I do, sister Manners," returned brother Mason, removing +his hat as if it were an afterthought, and drawing forth a large red +handkerchief with which he mopped his forehead and thick red neck. + +"This is my lady-friend, Rose Fortune," said Henrietta as she drained +the coffee-pot, and nodding first to the visitor, then to myself; "my +gentleman-friend, brother Mason." + +Brother Mason had risen and tiptoed forward, his hands thrust into the +bulging pockets of his overcoat, whence he proceeded gravely to draw +forth and deposit upon the barrel-top a heterogeneous love-offering, as +follows: two oranges; a box of mustard; a small sack of nutmegs; a box +of ground pepper; a package of allspice; a box containing three dozen +bouillon capsules; a bottle of the exact size and label as the +innumerable empty vessels on the mantel; a package of tea done up in +fancy red-and-gold paper; and, last, a large paper sack of pulverized +coffee. + +Henrietta now handed a cup to the donor of these gifts, which he +accepted meekly and carried on tiptoe back to his place on the edge of +the bed. + +Brother Mason drank his coffee with a great deal of unnecessary noise, +while Henrietta gathered up the dishes, after again rebuffing me almost +rudely for presuming to offer my services. Thus there was nothing left +for me to do, apparently, but to sit on the soap-box and look at brother +Mason, who regarded me in rather sheepish fashion over the top of his +cup. + +I judged him to be a good-natured man on the near side of fifty. His +close-cropped hair was an iron-gray, and his stubby beard and mustache a +fierce red, the ferocity of which was tempered by the mildness of +deep-set, small blue eyes. His general appearance would, I thought, have +been more in accord with the driver of a beer-truck than anything so +comparatively genteel as driving a grocer's wagon--his occupation, I +discovered, which explained the source of his offerings to Henrietta. +Despite the burliness of brother Mason, there was that about him which +rather encouraged confidence than aroused suspicion, although it was +difficult to reconcile him with the superintendence of a mission +Sunday-school. The latter incongruity had just popped into my mind when +he broke the silence by asking in a deep guttural, and with a vigorous +nod in my direction as he put down his empty cup: + +"Ha! Cat'lic?" + +"Oh, no," I answered, eager to break the embarrassing silence--"oh, no; +I'm a Protestant." + +"Ha! But you be Irish, ben't you?" + +I laughed. "No; American!" + +"Ha! Father and mother Irish, mebbe?" + +"No, they were American, too; but my great-great-grandfather +and-grandmother were Irish." + +"Aye, that's it! I knowed you was Irish the minute I seen them red +cheeks, eh! sister Manners?" chuckled brother Mason in a rich brogue, +rubbing his hands and looking across at my room-mate, who had been +apparently oblivious to our conversation, as she washed and wiped the +dishes out of a tin basin which I recognized as that from which we had +washed our hands and faces after we got home from work. She now fixed +the visitor with her periwinkle eyes, and replied severely: + +"I ain't got nothing to say against my lady-friend's looks, as you +certainly know, brother Mason." + +Something in this answer--no doubt, a hint of smothered jealousy--made +brother Mason throw his hand to his mouth and duck his head as he darted +a sly look toward me. But I met the look with a serious face, and indeed +I felt serious enough without getting myself into any imbroglio with +this strange pair of lovers. + +"You're Irish, I suppose, Mr. Mason?" I asked when he had recovered his +gravity after this mirth-provoking incident. + +"Me? I'm from County Wicklow, but I ain't no Cat'lic Irish. I'm a +Methody. Cat'lic in the old country, Methody here. Got converted twenty +years ago at one of them Moody and Sankey meetings--you've heard tell of +Moody and Sankey, mebbe? Eh? Ha!" + +These latter ejaculations the Catholic apostate repeated alternately and +with rhythmic precision as he proceeded to press tobacco into a clay +pipe with numerous deft movements of his large red thumb, regarding me +fixedly all the while. + +"Yes, yes," I repeated many times, but not until he had lighted the pipe +and drawn a deep whiff of it did brother Mason choose to regard his +question as answered. + +"Well, it was them that brought me to the mourners' bench, for fair. It +was Moody and Sankey that did the damage; and I've got to say this much +for them gentlemen, I've never seen the day I was sorry they did it. I'm +the supe of a mission Sunday-school now, meself; and I've done me dirty +best to push the gospel news along." Here he turned to Henrietta. "Be +your lady-friend coming over to-morrow afternoon, sister Manners?" + +"I don't hinder her, nor nobody's, doing what they like!" answered +Henrietta, again with that air of severity, not to say iciness, in her +manner; and I shifted myself uncomfortably on the box as I met her +glance of patient scorn. She had now finished her dish-washing, and +seated herself upon the edge of the box, which brother Mason had already +appropriated with his large, clumsy bulk. + +"Come now, you do care, ye know you care!" he said gruffly, as he threw +an arm carelessly across the girl's shoulder and patted her kindly; the +scowl immediately left her face and her head dropped upon his brawny, +red-shirted breast and snugly settled itself there, much to my +embarrassment. Then, between long-drawn whiffs of the rank-smelling +pipe, brother Mason descanted upon himself and his achievements, +religious, social, financial, and political, with no interruption save +frequent fits of choking on the part of poor Henrietta, whom even the +clouds of rank smoke could not drive from her position of vantage. + +Brother Mason, so he informed me, was not only an Irishman and a +Methodist, but a member of Tammany Hall and a not unimportant personage +in the warehouses of the wholesale grocers for whom he drove the +delivery wagon, and from whom, I now haven't a doubt in the world, he +had stolen for the benefit of his lady-love many such an offering of +sweet perfume and savory spice as he had carried her that Easter Eve. I +found his talk eminently entertaining, with the charm that often goes +with the talk of an unlettered person who knows much of life and of men. +He was densely ignorant from the schoolmaster's point of view, and +openly confessed to an inability to write his name; but his ignorance +was refreshing, as the ignorance of man is always refreshing when +compared with the ignorance of woman; which fact, it has often appeared +to me, is the strongest argument in favor of the general superiority of +the male sex. For hidden somewhere within brother Mason's thick, bullet +head there seemed to be that primary germ of intelligence which was +apparently lacking in the fair head snuggled on his breast. It was +therefore with a mingled feeling of relief and regret that, after a +couple of hours of conversation, I saw him gently push Henrietta away +and announce his departure,--relief from the embarrassment which this +open love-making had caused me, and regret that I was once more to be +left alone with Henrietta in that dark, cavernous house. It was then +after midnight, and Henrietta suggested, as brother Mason drew on his +overcoat, that she accompany him as far as the corner saloon, where she +wanted to buy a quarter-pint of gin; and they went off together, leaving +me alone. + +When their resounding footsteps had died away down the stairs, I picked +up the lamp and walked about, examining the shadowy corners of the room, +peering into the black abyss of the alcove where the unwholesome bed +stood, and not neglecting, like the true woman I was, to look underneath +and even to poke under it with the handle of a broom. I raised the +windows and threw open the batten-shutters, and through the darkness +tried to measure the distance to the street below. Not only that, but I +also speculated upon being able to climb out upon the railroad tracks, +should the worst come to the worst. + +What worst? What did I fear? I don't know. I did not exactly know then, +and I scarcely know now. It may have been the promptings of what is +popularly termed "woman's intuition." No more do I know why I then and +there resolved that I should sleep with my shoes and stockings on; and +further, if possible, I determined to keep awake through the long night +before me. + +I closed the windows and returned to a further inspection of the room, +stopping before the open trunk to examine some of the many books it +contained. One by one I opened and examined the volumes; a few of them +were romances of the Laura Jean Libbey school of fiction, but the +majority were hymnals inscribed severally on the fly-leaf with the names +"Faith Manners," "Hope Manners," "Patience Manners." Across the room the +bottles on the mantel shone vaguely in the shadow. I carried the lamp +over, and placing it in the little cleared-out space among them, began +to examine the bottles with idle curiosity. "Wild Crab Apple," "Jockey +Club," "Parma Violet," "Heliotrope," I read on the dainty labels, +lifting out the ground-glass corks and smelling the lingering fragrance +which yet attached to each empty vial. Of these there must have been two +dozen or more. + +And there were other bottles, also empty, but not perfume-bottles. Of +these others there were more than a dozen. At first I did not quite +comprehend the purport of the printing on their labels, and it was not +until I had studied some half a dozen of them that the sickening horror +of their meaning dawned upon me fully. There was no mistaking them; the +language was too unblushingly plain. They were the infamous nostrums of +the malpractitioner; and in the light of this loathsome revelation there +was but one thing for me to do: I had to get out of that room, and +before Henrietta should return; and so, grabbing up my hat and jacket, I +rushed in a panic out of the awful place into the midnight blackness of +the empty street. + + + + +X + +IN WHICH I FIND MYSELF A HOMELESS WANDERER IN THE NIGHT + + +In making my escape I had not counted upon my chances of meeting +Henrietta returning from the saloon. I had thought of nothing but to get +as far away as possible from the horror of it all. Dashing headlong down +the street, I was going I knew not where, when suddenly Henrietta's +vacuous "tee-hee" rang out in the darkness and echoed among the iron +girders of the elevated trestle; and, looking ahead of me, I saw her in +the light of the corner gas-jet coming toward me, a man on either side +of her, and all three evidently in the best of spirits. I sank back into +the darkness of a doorway that stood open, motionless until they had +passed and their voices had died away. + +In the few minutes of waiting, I had collected my wits sufficiently to +determine upon a plan of action. I would find my way back to the +Jefferson Market, and stay there until daylight, and then go to the +Working Girls' Home recommended by the police matron. + +But no sooner had I determined on this plan, which was really the only +thing I could have done, than I heard women's voices close at hand; and +before I could creep out of the doorway, two figures, groping up to it +through the darkness, dropped down upon the threshold. They muttered and +mumbled to each other for a little while, then their deep breathing told +me they had fallen into a doze. + +Again and again I had crept out of my hiding-place, looked at the two +bowed, crouching figures, which I could see only in vague outline, and +then withdrew again into the comparative safety of the black hallway. I +hesitated to waken them, and I could not creep over them asleep--not +until I heard the low, guttural voice of a drunken man in the darkness +above, and the uncertain shuffle of feet feeling their way to the head +of the staircase. Then, my heart in my mouth, quite as much for the fear +of what was before me as for what was fumbling about in the darkness +behind, I came boldly out and stood over the huddled figures. Now I saw +that they were old women, very old, and both fast asleep, with their +arms locked about each other for protection against the cold. Both were +bare-headed and scantily dressed, and each wore a little wisp of gray +hair drawn into a button at the back of her head, just as Mrs. Pringle +had worn hers. I touched the nearest bundle on the shoulder. She awoke +with a start, and peered around at me with a pitiful whimper. I +explained that I only wanted to pass, and that she would oblige me very +much to allow me to do so. + +"You want to git out, do ye, dearie? Well, you jist shall git out," came +the rejoinder in a high, quavering voice, and slowly the old woman +lifted herself, with many groans and "ouches" for her stiffened joints. + +"Dearie! dearie! I thought ye wuz the cop," the old crone went on, as +she grasped my arm in a hand whose thinness I could feel through my thin +jacket. "A nice arm it is ye have got, and yit ye don't speak as if ye +be one of we uns, be you?" The withered hand held me as though in a +vise, while I could feel the gin-laden breath of the unfortunate +creature as she peered close into my face. + +"Please--please let me go!" I whispered, for I could hear the stumbling +footsteps within near the bottom of the stairs. "Please let me go! I +must go to the drug-store to find a doctor; some one is sick." + +"Sure, dearie, sure!" and the thin fingers relaxed their hold. "Do ye +know where the drug-store is? and mightn't I make bold enough to ask to +go with ye? It's late for a lady to be out, with the streets full of +drunks and lazy longshoremen; and I know you _be_ a lady." + +I was in a quandary. Naturally I did not want to accept this drunken +woman's offer to pilot me, and yet I really had not the heart to offend +the old creature, for there was genuine sympathy betrayed in her voice +at the mention of sickness. She seemed to take my silence for +acceptance, however; and placing her arm on mine, conducted me down the +dark street. At the corner we passed under a gas-lamp, when we saw each +other distinctly for the first time. She was dark and swarthy, with +deep-set black eyes, and her thin, coarse, bristling gray hair, I +noticed, was full of wisps of excelsior and grass box-packing. She was +about sixty-two or-three, and had a spare, brawny frame with heavy, +stooped shoulders. Evidently she had taken just as careful an inventory +of my appearance, for we had not gone far before she was giving me all +manner of good advice about taking care of myself in a big, wicked city, +with repeated asseverations that she always knew a lady when she saw +one, and that if I wasn't one of that enviable species, then her name +wasn't Mrs. Bridget Reynolds; and the latter being "a proper married +woman and the mother of a family all dead now, God rest their souls!" +who should know a lady better than she? And why was Mrs. Bridget +Reynolds, a proper married and equally proper widowed woman of her +reverend years, sitting upon a doorstep at three o'clock of a cold March +morning? Och! God bless ye, just a little trouble with the landlord, no +work for several weeks, and a recent eviction; a small matter that had +often happened before, and was like as not to happen ag'in, God willing! +And who was Mrs. Bridget Reynolds's sleeping mate left behind on the +doorstep? Divil a bit did Mrs. Bridget Reynolds know about her, only +that she had found her that night in the empty warehouse, where she had +gone like herself to sleep, among the packing-cases, under the straw and +excelsior, which made a bed fit for a queen, and where they might still +have been taking their ease had not a heartless cop chased them out, bad +luck to him! + +Such was the gist of Mrs. Reynolds's discourse. I have not the courage +to attempt to transcribe her rich brogue and picturesque phraseology; +and even were I able to do so, it could give the reader no adequate idea +of the wealth of optimism and cheerfulness that throbbed in her +quavering voice. Hers could be a violent tongue, too, as the several +men who accosted us on our dark way discovered at their first approach +to familiarity; and on one occasion, when a drunken sailor leered up to +my side, Mrs. Bridget spat at him like an angry tabby-cat. Somehow, I no +longer felt afraid under her protection and guidance. + +At last, after a very long walk, we came in sight of the brightly +lighted windows of a drug-store, and Mrs. Reynolds said we were on +Bleecker Street. I had now to explain that my asking the way to a +drug-store had been merely a bit of subterfuge, which I did in fear and +trembling as to how Mrs. Reynolds would accept such deception on my +part. But she was all good humor. + +"Sure, dearie, it's all right! I'm glad to do a good turn for yez, being +as you're a poor body like mesilf, even if ye air a lady!" + +We were now standing in the glare of the big colored-glass carboys in +the drug-store window at the corner of Bleecker Street and some one of +its intersecting alleys. It was now four in the morning, and the streets +were almost deserted. My companion smiled at me with the maudlin +tenderness which gin inspires in the breast of an old Irishwoman, and as +we stood irresolute on the corner I noticed how thinly clad she was. +The sharp wind wrapped her calico skirt about her stiffened limbs, and +her only wrap was a little black knitted fascinator which did not meet +over the torn calico blouse. + +"A wee nip of gin would go right to the spot now, wouldn't it, dearie?" +the old soul asked wistfully, which reminded me of something I had +forgotten: that I still had my precious dollar and a half snugly stowed +away in my petticoat pocket. So I suggested that we go to a lunch-room +and have a good meal and a cup of hot coffee, and sit there till +daylight, which now was not far off. + +The prospect of something to eat and something hot to drink infused +great cheerfulness into my strange chaperon; she grasped my arm with the +gaiety of a school-girl, and we walked eastward until we came to a dairy +lunch-room upon the great plate-glass windows of which was enameled in +white letters a generous bill of fare at startlingly low prices. The +place was of the sort where everybody acts as his own waiter, buying +checks for whatever he wants from the cashier and presenting them at a +long counter piled up with eatables. Mrs. Reynolds was modesty itself in +accepting of my bounty. + +When we had finished it was daylight, and I parted from my duenna at the +door, she with innumerable terms of maudlin endearment, and an +invocation to all the saints in the calendar that they should keep a +kindly eye upon me. As to my own feelings, I felt heartless to be +obliged to leave the poor creature with nothing more than a +twenty-five-cent piece, and with no proffer of future help--if, indeed, +she was not beyond help. But I was powerless; for I was as poor as she +was. I had suggested her applying to the authorities for aid, but she +had received it scornfully, even indignantly, declaring that Mrs. +Bridget Reynolds would die and rot before she'd be beholden to anybody +for charity. Anything in the shape of organized authority was her +constitutional enemy, and the policeman was her hereditary foe. +Hospitals were nefarious places where the doctors poisoned you and the +nurses neglected you in order that you should die and furnish one more +cadaver to the dissecting-rooms; almshouses were the last resort of the +broken in heart and spirit, institutions where unspeakable crimes were +perpetrated upon the old and helpless. Therefore, was it any wonder this +independent old dame of Erin preferred deserted warehouses and dark +doorways as shelter? + +And so, early in this Easter morning, I left Mrs. Bridget Reynolds at +the door of the Bleecker Street lunch-room, she to go her way and I to +go mine. I looked back when I had got half a block away, and she was +still standing there, apparently undetermined which way to turn. I +watched a moment, and presently she ambled across the street and rattled +the door of the "ladies'" entrance to the saloon on the corner. Then I +turned my face toward the reddening east, against which the shabby +housetops and the chimneys and the distant spires and smokestacks +stretched out in a broken, black sky-line. I was going to find the home +for working girls which the good matron at Jefferson Market had +recommended, and the address of which I still had in the bottom of my +purse. + + + + +XI + +I BECOME AN "INMATE" OF A HOME FOR WORKING GIRLS + + +The spirit of the early Easter Day had breathed everywhere its own +ineffable Sabbath peace, and when at last I emerged into Broadway, it +was to find that familiar thoroughfare strangely transformed. On the six +days preceding choked with traffic and humming with ten thousand noises, +it was now silent and deserted as a country lane--silent but for the +echo of my own footsteps upon the polished stone flagging, and deserted +but for the myriad reflections of my own disheveled self which the great +plate-glass windows on either side of the street flashed back at me. + +My way lay northward, with the spire of Grace Church as a finger-post. +Grace Church had become a familiar landmark in the preceding weeks, so +often had I walked past it in my hopeless quest, and now I approached it +as one does a friend seen suddenly in a crowd of strangers. The fact +that I was approaching an acquaintance, albeit a dumb and unseeing one, +now made me for the first time conscious of my personal appearance so +persistently reflected by the shop windows. Before one of them I stopped +and surveyed myself. Truly I was a sorry-looking object. I had not been +well washed or combed since the last morning at Mrs. Pringle's house; +for two days I had combed my long and rather heavy hair with one of the +small side-combs I wore, and on neither morning had I enjoyed the luxury +of soap. And two successive mornings without soap and the services of a +stout comb are likely to work all sorts of demoralizing transformations +in the appearance of even a lady of leisure, to say nothing of a girl +who had worked hard all day in a dirty factory. + +Fortunately the street was deserted. I stepped into the entrance of a +big, red-sandstone building, and standing between the show-windows, took +off my hat, laid it on the pavement, and proceeded to unroll my hair and +slick it up once more with the aid of the side-comb, of which I had now +only one left, having lost the other somewhere in my flight from +Henrietta's. That I should have thought to put on my hat in preparing +for that flight I do not understand, for I forgot my gloves, a +brand-new pair too; my handkerchief; and, most needful of all else, my +ribbon stock-collar, without which my neck rose horribly long and thin +above my dusty jacket-collar. Looking at it ruefully, I began to feel +for the first time what was for me at least the very quintessence of +poverty--the absolute impossibility of personal cleanliness and of +decent raiment. I had known hunger and loneliness since I had come to +New York, but never before had I experienced this new, this infinitely +greater terror--lack of self-respect. That I had done nothing to lower +my self-respect had nothing whatever to do with it, since self-respect +is often more a matter of material things than of moral values. It is +possible for a hungry woman to walk with pride, and it is possible for +the immoral and utterly degraded woman to hold her own with the best of +her sisters, when it comes to visible manifestation of self-respect, if +only she is able to maintain her usual degree of cleanliness and good +grooming. But unacquainted with soap for two days! and without a collar! +How could I ever summon courage to present myself to anybody in such a +condition? Had I been an old woman, I mightn't have cared. But I was a +girl; and, being a girl, I suffered all of a girl's heartache and +melancholy wretchedness when I remembered that it was Sunday and that +there was no hope of buying either collar or comb for twenty-four +hours--if, indeed, I dared to spend any of my few remaining dimes and +nickels for these necessities, which had suddenly soared to the heights +of unattainable luxuries. + +In the full consciousness of my disreputable appearance, I hung in the +doorway, reluctant to fare forth in the cruel light of the thoroughfare. +Hitherto I had had the street all to myself, so it had not mattered so +much how I looked. But now an empty car hurtled by, its gong breaking +for the first time the silence of the long vista stretching away and +dipping southward to the Battery. Then another car came speeding along +from the opposite direction, whirled past Grace Church, and northward +around the curve at Fourteenth Street; and following in the wake of the +car, a hansom-cab with a jaded man and woman locked in each other's arms +and fast asleep. As the latter passed close to the curb, I drew into the +embrasure of the door as far as possible so as to avoid being seen by +the cabman--as if it made the least difference whether he saw me or not; +but such is the all-absorbing self-consciousness and vanity of girlhood. +It was then that I noticed for the first time the glaring sign that had +been staring at me during all these ineffectual attempts to "primp." + +"Wanted--Girls to learn flower-making. Paid while learning. Apply Monday +morning at nine o'clock." + +I repeated the street-number over and over, so as to make sure of +remembering it; and then, screwing up my courage, walked hurriedly up +the street, trying to ignore the glances which were cast at me by +occasional pedestrians. I happened to think of a large dairy lunch-room +on Fourteenth Street where I had several times gone for coffee and +rolls, and where the cashier and waitresses knew me by sight, and where +I thought, by investing in a cup of coffee, I might tidy up a bit in the +toilet-room. If only the place should be open on Sunday morning! + +And it was. The cashier had just stepped into her cage-like desk, and +the waitresses were lined up in their immaculate white aprons and lace +head-dresses. I was their first customer, apparently. The cashier, a +pretty, amiable girl, suppressed any surprise she may have felt at my +appearance, and greeted me with the same dazzling smile with which she +greeted every familiar face. I explained to her what I wanted to do, +apologizing for my slovenliness. She was all sympathetic attention, her +eyes snapped with good-humored interest, and she told me to go back and +take all the time I wanted to wash up. In a few minutes she sent me, by +one of the waitresses, a fresh piece of soap, a comb, a bit of +pumice-stone, a whisk-broom, a nail-file, a pair of curved +nail-scissors, a tiny paper parcel containing some face-powder, and, +wonder of wonders, a beautifully clean, fresh, shining collar! + +Before the big, shimmering mirrors I washed and splashed to my heart's +content and to the infinite advantage of my visage. How delicious it was +to see and hear and feel the clear, hot water as it rushed from the +silver faucet into the white porcelain bowl! I washed and I washed, I +combed and I combed, until there was absolutely no more excuse for doing +either; then I powdered my face, just enough to take the shine off, +filed my finger-nails, brushed my clothing, put on my borrowed collar, +and stepped out into the eating-room, feeling, if not looking, like the +"perfect lady" which the generous-hearted cashier declared I resembled +"as large as life." + +"Never mind about the collar; you can just keep it," she said when I +returned her toilet articles. "It's not worth but a few cents, anyway, +and I've got plenty more of them.... Don't mention it at all; you're +perfectly welcome. I didn't do anything more for you than I'd expect +you to do for me if I was in such a pickle. If we working girls don't +stand up and help one another, I'd like to know who's going to do it for +us.... So long!" + +"So long!" It was not the first time that I had heard a working girl +deliver herself of that laconic form of adieu, and heretofore I had +always execrated it as hopelessly vulgar and silly, which no doubt it +was and is. But from the lips of that kind-hearted woman it fell upon my +ears with a sort of lingering sweetness. It was redolent of hope and +good cheer. + +The home for working girls I found, not very far away from this +lunch-room, in one of the streets south of Fourteenth Street and well +over on the East Side. It was a shabby, respectable, unfriendly-looking +building of red brick, with a narrow, black-painted arched door. On the +cross-section of the center panel was screwed a silver plate, with the +name of the institution inscribed in black letters, which gave to the +door the gruesome suggestion of a coffin set on end. + +A polite pull at the rusty handle of the bell-cord brought no response, +and I rang again, a little louder. A chain was rattled and a bolt drawn +back. The lid of the black coffin flew open, disclosing, with the +suddenness of a jack-in-the-box, a withered old beldam with a large +brass key clutched in a hand that trembled violently with palsy. + +She grumbled inarticulately, and with a jerk of her head motioned me +into a small room opening off the hall, while she closed and locked the +door with the great brass key. + +The little reception-room, or office, was no more cheerful than the +front door, and, like it, partook somewhat of an ecclesiastical aspect. +Arranged in a sort of frieze about the room were a series of framed +scriptural texts, all of which served to remind one in no ambiguous +terms of the wrath of God toward the froward-hearted and of the eternal +punishment that awaits unrepentant sinners. And then, at intervals, the +vindictive utterances were broken by pictures--these, too, of a +religious or pseudo-religious nature. + +One of these pictures particularly attracted my attention. It was +entitled "Hope leaning upon Faith," and showed an exceedingly +sentimental young girl leaning heavily upon an anchor, her eyes lifted +heavenward, where the sun was just breaking through black clouds, and +all against a perspective of angry sea. I was trying to apply its +symbolism to my own case, when a sharp, metallic voice inquired +abruptly: + +"What did you wish?" + +I turned about quickly. A tall, hard-faced woman of forty or thereabouts +stood in the door, and looked at me coldly through spectacles that +hooked behind ears the natural prominence of which was enhanced by her +grayish hair being drawn up tightly and rolled into a "bun" on the very +top of the head. She was the personification of neatness, if such be the +word to characterize the prim stiffness of a flat-figured, elderly +spinster. She wore large, square-toed, common-sense shoes, with low +heels capped with rubber cushions, which, as I was shortly to discover, +had earned for the lady the sobriquet of "Old Gum Heels." What her real +name was I never found out. Nobody knew. She was the most hated of all +our tormentors; and in all of the weeks I was to remain in the house +over which she was one of the supervisors, I never heard her referred to +by any other than the very disrespectful cognomen already quoted. But I +am anticipating. + +"I would like to get board here," I replied timidly, for the very manner +of the woman had in it an acid-like quality which bit and burned the +sensibilities like vitriol does the flesh. + +"Have you any money?" + +"Not very much." + +"How much?" she demanded. + +"About one dollar." + +"What baggage have you?" + +"None," I replied, and related as well as my embarrassment would allow +me the story of the fire and of my flight from Henrietta, not forgetting +the generosity of the cashier in the dairy lunch-room. She listened in +silence, and when I had finished I thought I saw the repression of a +smile, which may or may not have been of the sardonic order. Then she +motioned me to follow her through the long, gloomy hall to the rear of +the house, where, turning an angle, we came to a staircase down which a +flood of sunlight streamed from the big window on the landing. The +sunlight showed walls of shimmering whitewashed purity and unpainted +oaken stairs scoured white as a bone. "Old Gum Heels" stopped here, and +was beginning to give me directions for finding the matron's room on the +floor above, when a door at the back opened and a very little girl +appeared with a very large pitcher of hot water, which she held tight in +her arms as though it were a doll, jiggling at every step a little of +the contents upon the floor. + +"Julia, take this girl along with you to Mrs. Pitbladder's room, and +tell her that she wishes to make arrangements about board and lodging." +And then to me: "Mrs. Pitbladder is the matron. You will pay your money +to her, and she will tell you the rules and regulations for +inmates.--And then, Julia, hurry back to the kitchen; I'll need you +right away." + +"Yes, ma'am," replied the child, timidly, with a shy glance at me as she +proceeded laboriously up the stairs. At the landing she stopped to draw +breath, putting the pitcher upon the floor and relaxing her thin little +arms. She was such a mite of a child, hardly more than eight or nine, if +judged from the size of the spindly, undeveloped figure. This was +swaddled in the ugly apron of blue-checked gingham, fastened down the +back with large bone buttons, and so long in the sleeves that the little +hands were all but lost, and so long in the skirt that only the ends of +the small copper-toed shoes showed beneath. Judged, however, by the +close-cropped head and the little sallow face that surmounted the +aproned figure, she might have been a woman of twenty-five, so maturely +developed was the one, so shrewd and knowing the other. The child leaned +her shoulders upon the whitewashed wall and stared at me in bold, though +not unfriendly curiosity, which, undoubtedly, I reciprocated. She was +evidently sizing me up. I smiled, and she screwed her full, sensitive +mouth into a judicial expression, puckering her forehead; then, in a +deep, contralto voice, she spoke. What she said I didn't hear, or rather +didn't grasp, in my wonder at the quality and timbre of that great +voice, which, issuing from the folds of the checked apron, seemed fairly +to fill the big hall below and the stair-well above with a deep, +beautiful sound. I apologized and asked her to repeat what she had said. + +"Your skirt--it's so stylish," she said, and the little hand stole out +and began stroking the snugly-fitting serge of that very unpretentious +garment. + +"I'm very glad you like it," I laughed, "for it's the only skirt I +have"; and I picked up the heavy pitcher and carried it up the rest of +the way, the child following me, holding up her apron skirts with both +hands to keep from stumbling, and making a ringing, metallic noise as +the copper toes struck the wood at every rise. She took the pitcher at +the head of the stairs without comment, but with a look full of +diffident gratitude. Stopping before one of the doors, the child rapped +timidly--so timidly, in fact, that it could scarcely be heard. No answer +coming, she rapped again, this time a little louder, and a woman's +shrill voice screamed, "Come in!" + +"Mis' Pitbladder, the lady down-stairs says as this is a young girl +what wants to have a talk with youse about coming here," my little guide +announced all in one breath, and almost before the door had entirely +swung open upon the group within, consisting of an old lady and two +little girls. The old lady was in a comfortable state of dishabille; the +little girls each wore big checked gingham aprons like Julia's, and +buttoned down the back with the same big, white bone buttons. One of +them was waving Mrs. Pitbladder's hair with a crimping-iron which she +heated in a gas-jet before the bureau; the other child was laboriously +working at one of the pudgy hands with a pair of nail-scissors. + +"Come in, come in, and don't stand there with the door open," mumbled +the bowed figure in the armchair, who held a twisted bit of uncrimped +forelock between her teeth to keep it from getting mixed with what was +already waved, and which fell over her face so that I could not see her +features. + +"So you want to come here to board with us, my dear?" began the masked +one, which was the signal for an exchange of grave winks between the +hairdresser, the manicure, and the little slavey, Julia, who was pouring +the hot water into the pitcher on the washstand. + +"If I could arrange it," I replied quickly, taking courage from the +woman's kindly manner of putting the question, which was in such +startling contrast to that of the dragon down-stairs. + +"You are a working girl, are you, my dear?" + +"I want to be. I'm looking for work now, and I hope to get a job in a +few days. I understand your rates are very low, and that I can live here +cheaper than almost anywhere else." + +"And who sent you here, my dear?" + +In answer to this I told her my story almost in totality, leaving out +only such details as could not possibly have concerned her. Perfect +candor, I was fast learning, was the only way in which one in my +desperate situation could hope for any degree of sympathetic treatment, +as the time for all silly pride was passed. + +Then Mrs. Pitbladder explained the system upon which the house was run. +I could have a room all to myself for a dollar and a half a week, or I +could sleep in the dormitory for ten cents a night, or fifty cents a +week; all terms payable in advance. The latter fact she was particular +to impress upon me. As to food, she named a price which fairly took away +my breath. Six cents each for meals--six cents each for breakfast, +dinner, and supper! I said at once I would become a boarder, and that I +would take a cot in the dormitory, for which I would pay from night to +night. + +At this juncture the girl who answered to the name of May finished +undulating the last strand of gray hair, and as she lifted it off her +mistress's face that lady raised her head and we looked at each other +for the first time. She was somewhere between sixty-five and seventy, +and very fat. Mrs. Pitbladder's face was a surprise to me, for all it +was a round, red face--the very sort of face in which one would have +expected good nature to repose. Its predominating features were a huge, +beaked nose and high cheek-bones which encroached to an alarming degree +upon the eye-sockets, wherein little dark, furtive eyes regarded me +fixedly. It was a face which even the most unsophisticated observer +could scarcely fail to characterize as that of a woman hardened in every +sort of petty tyranny, a woman who, having the power to make others +uncomfortable, found infinite pleasure in doing so, quite apart from any +motive of selfish interest. To be sure, I did not read all this in Mrs. +Pitbladder's face by the end of our first meeting. The supreme question +to be settled, the only one which had for me a vital interest then, was +how long I might still put off utter destitution in the event of my not +finding work within the ensuing week. + +The terms were always in advance, Mrs. Pitbladder again repeated, as she +entered my name and age in a long book which May brought from the dark +mahogany desk that matched the rest of the well-made furniture in the +spacious room. I would now pay her, she said, ten cents for the bed I +was to sleep in that night, and my board money would be paid meal by +meal to the woman in charge of the dining-room. I gave her a +twenty-five-cent piece. I had remaining three other silver quarters. I +watched my twenty-five-cent piece drop into Mrs. Pitbladder's purse, and +heard the greedy mouth of that receptacle snap shut. + +"Mintie," Mrs. Pitbladder spoke briskly, "show this girl to the +sitting-room, and then go and find Mrs. Lumley and tell her to come to +me at once." + +Mintie, who had now finished lacing the matron's shoes, rose eagerly +and, with a shy glance toward me, made for the door. I hesitated, and +looked at Mrs. Pitbladder. + +"You may go now," she said, with a wave of the pudgy hand. + +"Excuse me," I replied, considerably abashed, quite as much by the +curious looks of the little girls as by the annoyance of having to +remind the matron about the fifteen cents change still due me--"excuse +me, but I gave you twenty-five cents." + +"And I gave you your change, my dear," the matron returned suavely but +decisively. + +"I beg your pardon for contradicting you," I replied firmly, and without +taking my eyes from hers, which blinked unpleasantly. "You did _not_ +give me any change." + +"Look in your purse and see," said Mrs. Pitbladder. + +"It is quite unnecessary," I replied; "but I will do so to satisfy you"; +and I opened the purse again and showed my three remaining silver +pieces, which to further satisfy her I took out upon my palm and then +turned the purse's lining inside out. + +But Mrs. Pitbladder did not seem impressed. I for my part resolved to be +equally insistent, inspired as I was with the determination that comes +to desperate people. There were fifteen cents due me, and nobody should +cheat me out of a single one of those precious pennies if I could +possibly prevent it. There was a short silence in which we took each +other's measure, the children looking on in evident enjoyment of the +situation. Finally the old lady opened the purse again and gave me the +change due, though she grumblingly maintained that it was I, not she, +who was in error. + +When the door closed at last upon us, my small companion clutched my +hand and gave it a jubilant squeeze. "Golly! that did me good," she +whispered as we were going down-stairs. "She always lets on to make +mistakes about the girls' change, only most of 'em is so scairt of her +they just let her beat them out of it." + +While the child went to find Mrs. Lumley I waited in the sitting-room. +It was an empty, ugly place, with bare floors and whitewashed walls, the +latter decorated, like those of the office, with framed scriptural +texts. Its furniture consisted of several long, slat-bottomed settees +and a single large rocking-chair which, crowded with children, was +swinging noisily over the bare boards. At our entrance the chair stopped +rocking, and one of the children climbed out. + +It was Julia. She came promptly over to my side, while a half-dozen of +the other children jumped off the benches and ran to the rocking-chair +to squabble over the question of who should take the vacant place. + +"Did yez have a row?" she asked eagerly. "Say, did yez?" + +I evaded the question, thinking it neither advisable nor proper to +satisfy the curiosity of the little mite. To divert her attention, I +began questioning her about herself and her little companions--who were +they, what were they, and how did they come to be here? + +"Why, don't you know?" the little one asked, looking at me in amazement. +"We're waifs!" + +"Waifs! What sort of waifs?" + +"Why, just waifs." + +"But I didn't know this was an orphan-asylum," I said, looking about at +the children sitting in rows of two and three upon the scattered +settees. + +"Oh, no, ma'am. We're not orfants," the child hastened to correct me; +"we're just waifs." + +"And where are your fathers and mothers, then?" I cried. + +"We ain't got none," Julia replied promptly, the little hand again +stealing through the long sleeve and stroking my much-admired skirt. She +had now snuggled down beside me upon the settee, and instinctively, +rather than from any desire to show friendliness, I drew my arm about +the small shoulders, which overture was interpreted as an invitation for +the cropped head to nestle closer. + +"But if you haven't father or mothers, then you must be orphans," I +reasoned,--an argument which made Julia straighten up suddenly and look +at me in puzzled wonderment. + +"No, we ain't orfants, neither, exceptin' just a few that did onct have +fathers and mothers, mebbe; but me and May Wistaria and Mintie +Delancy--they was the girls you seen up-stairs in HER room--we never did +have no fathers and mothers, we're just waifs, and so's them kids waifs +too that's playing in the rocking-chair. They was all foundling-asylum +kids." + +At this moment a thick-set woman in a black dress appeared in the +doorway, which was a signal for all the little girls to make an +onslaught upon her. They twined their arms about her large waist, they +hung three and four upon each of her generous, kindly arms, and the +smaller girls held on to her skirts. + +Thus encumbered, the good Mrs. Lumley introduced herself in an asthmatic +voice which was scarcely more than a whisper, and in a manner as kindly +as it was humble. Then she shoved the children back to their benches, +and led me up-stairs to the dormitory; showing me the cot where I was to +sleep, the lavatory where I would make my toilet in the mornings, and +the bath-room where I had the privilege of taking a bath once a week. +She also told me the rules of the house: first bell at six o'clock, when +everybody in the dormitory must rise and dress; second bell at half-past +six, when everybody must leave the dormitory, not to return until +bedtime. As to that hour, it came at various times: for the waifs it was +seven o'clock; for the regular lodgers, ten o'clock; and for the +transients, from seven till twelve o'clock, at which hour the house was +closed for the night. + +All this Mrs. Lumley repeated in a dreary monotone which seemed +strangely out of keeping with the half-concealed kindliness which was +revealed in her homely countenance. She was a working matron, a sort of +upper servant, and had been three years in the place, which, I gradually +gleaned from her, had been started as a home for destitute children and +had eventually assumed the character and discharged the functions of a +girls' lodging-house. Under what auspices the house was conducted she +didn't know any more than did I, any more than I know to this day. There +was a board of managers,--ladies who sometimes came to look at the +dormitories and the bath-rooms and then went away again in their +carriages; there was the matron, Mrs. Pitbladder, who had been there +four or five years, she thought, but wasn't certain; there were several +under-matrons, who acted as teachers to the children. What did the +children study? Reading and writing and arithmetic and the Bible; and +then, as soon as they were old enough, they were turned into the +sewing-room, where they were taught dressmaking, or into the laundry, +where they learned to do fine laundry-work. + +All this sounded just and good, and I began to alter my opinion of the +place. I even began to think that perhaps Mrs. Pitbladder was merely +absent-minded and a little crotchety; that she had not meant to forget +my fifteen cents change. I did not know until several days later that +the house did a large dressmaking and laundry business, and that their +advertisement appeared, and does to this day appear, in all the daily +newspapers. It was from the older girls in the dormitory, in whispered +talks we had at night after we were in bed, that I learned this and +innumerable other things, which my own observation during the weeks that +followed served to confirm. + +To this home for working girls the waifs, the foundlings, came at all +sorts of tender years, came from God only knows where--I could never +find out exactly--some of them, perhaps, from city asylums, some from +the families upon which they had been left as an encumbrance. They came +as little children, and they went away as grown women. For them the home +was practically a prison. Locked in here from morning till night, week +in, week out, year after year, they were prisoners at all save certain +stated times when they were taken abroad for a walk under charge of the +matrons. In return for a scant education in the rudimentary branches, +and a very generous tuition in the drudgery of the kitchen, the laundry, +and the sewing-room, they received in all these years only their board +and clothes and a certain nominal protection against the vices and +corruptions of the street and the gutter from which they had been +snatched. + + +"You won't eat here?" Mrs. Lumley inquired as we were going down-stairs +again. To which I replied with a "Yes, why not? I have arranged with +Mrs. Pitbladder to do so." + +We were on the landing where the stairs turned into the ground-floor. +She glanced apprehensively at Mrs. Pitbladder's door, into which a small +blue-aproned figure at this moment was passing with a tray laden with +Mrs. Pitbladder's breakfast. When it had closed again, she looked at me +hesitatingly, as if fearful of taking me too far into her confidence. +Then, perhaps reading a certain unconscious reassurance there, she +replied with a brief-- + +"I wouldn't, if I was you. You can't stand it." + +"But I'll have to stand it," I returned; "I'm as poor as anybody here." + +She shook her head. "But you couldn't work on it--you're not used to it. +I can see that. Besides, it isn't so cheap as you think it'll be. You'd +better go out. I wouldn't even eat here to-day. I wouldn't begin it. +There's a little lunch-room over on Third Avenue where you can get +enough to eat, and just as cheap as here." + +The woman's manner was so mysterious, and withal so very earnest, not to +say urgent, that I felt instinctively that there was something more in +all she said than the mere depreciation of the quality of the victuals +she warned me against. So I was not surprised when she said slowly and +insinuatingly, as though feeling every step of the way: + +"You know the misunderstanding you had this morning--about the change?" + +"Yes," I answered, more mystified than ever. Then, as she looked me full +in the eyes, light dawned upon me, and I saw the old woman up-stairs in +a character as startling as it was infamous. + +"Well," Mrs. Lumley said, when she saw that I understood; and with that +she again dropped into her habitual expression of bovine stolidness. We +parted at the foot of the stairs, she to disappear into the back of the +house, and I to join the waifs in the unfriendly sitting-room. + +The afternoon I spent sitting in Union Square, whence I went at +half-past five for a bite of supper in the dairy lunch-room where I had +made my toilet in the morning. I had had no luncheon, feeling that I +could not afford more than two meals a day now. I sat a long time over +my cup of coffee and three hard rolls. I did not want to return to that +dreary house until the lamps should be lighted and it was time to go to +bed. The very thought of returning to sit with those forlorn waifs, in +that cheerless whitewashed sitting-room, was appalling. + +I returned a few minutes before seven, just in time to hear the children +singing the last stanza of "Beulah Land" as I passed up-stairs to the +dormitory on the third floor. An old woman sat outside the door, +crocheting a shawl in such light as she could get from a blue-shaded +night-lamp that hung in the middle of the great whitewashed room within. +She looked up from her work long enough to challenge me with a shrewd, +impertinent look of inquiry, demanded to know if I had any lead-pencils +about my person, and, receiving a polite negative, allowed me to pass. + +I was not the first arrival. In the dim light I could make out, here and +there, a bulging surface in the row of gray-blanketed cots, while in the +quiet I could hear the deep breathing of the sleepers. For they all +seemed to be asleep, save one who tossed from one side to the other and +sighed wearily. The latter was not far away from my own cot, and before +I had finished undressing she was sitting up looking at me. + +"I'd give anything for a drink of water," she said softly. + +"Why, is there no water?" I whispered. + +The words were not out of my mouth before there was a thumping upon the +floor outside, and the voice of the beldame spoke sharply: + +"No talking, girls!" + +The thirsty girl dropped back to her pillow, and I crept under the +blanket. Later on I learned that each must have her drink of water +before entering the dormitory, because, once there, it was an iron-clad +rule that we should not leave until after the rising-bell had rung at +six the next morning. I also learned, later on, that had there not been +also an iron-clad rule against carrying lead-pencils into the +dormitory, the snowy-white walls were like as not to be scrawled with +obscenities during the night hours. + +All sorts of girls seeking a night's refuge drifted into this +working-girls' home. Most of them were "ne'er-do-weels"; some of them +were girls of lax morality, though very few were essentially "bad." +When, however, they did happen to be "bad," they were very bad indeed. +And these lead-pencil inscriptions they left behind them were the +frightful testimony of their innate depravity. + +Fortunately for me, I was quite ignorant on this first night of what the +character of the girls under the gray blankets might in all possibility +have been, and I settled myself to go to sleep with the thought that a +working-girls' home was not half bad, after all. + +A little while later there was a fresh burst of childish voices and the +clatter of shoes on the stairs. It was the orphans marching up to bed +singing "Happy Day!" The music stopped when they reached the dormitory +door, which they entered silently, two by two. Their undressing was but +the matter of a few moments, so methodical and precise was every +movement. The small aprons and petticoats were folded across the foot of +each cot, and, on top, the long black stockings laid neatly. Each pair +of copper-toed shoes was placed in exactly the same spot under the foot +of each cot, and each little body, after wriggling itself into a gray +flannellet nightgown, dropped to its knees and bowed its head upon the +blanket in silent prayer. + +After they had tucked themselves in bed a voice very near me, and which +I recognized as Julia's, whispered: + +"May, are yez asleep?" + +"No," muttered May. + +"Say, is to-morrow bean day or molasses day?" + +"Bean," replied May; and then all was silent in the dormitory, and so +remained save for the interruption caused by the tiptoe entrance of some +newly arrived "transient," some homeless wanderer driven here to seek a +night refuge. + +In the morning we washed and combed in a large common toilet-room. There +were only a dozen face-bowls, and these we had to watch our chance to +pounce upon. I waited until the rush was over, and after the orphans had +scurried down to their breakfast I performed a more leisurely toilet. +Two other girls were there, doing the same thing. I recognized them as +transient lodgers, like myself, wanderers that had drifted in. + +Both were very young, and one, whom I had heard sigh, and who groaned +continuously in her sleep, very, very pretty. The latter entered into +conversation as we combed before the long, narrow glass. "Do you stay +here all the time?" I asked. No, she had been living with her +"lady-friend"; and that lady-friend having departed to the country for +lack of employment until times would pick up, she was looking about for +a boarding-house. The subject of work gave me my opportunity, and I +asked her if she knew of a job. She shook her head. She was a +skirt-hand; she had worked in a Broadway sweat-shop, and didn't know +anything about any other sort of work. As we talked she finished her +toilet, putting on as the finishing touch a great picture-hat and a +scanty black Eton. Ready for the street, you would have little dreamed +that she had slept in a ten-cent lodging-house. After going through a +sort of inspection by the old woman at the entrance, during which it was +ascertained we had not pilfered anything, we were allowed to depart. + + + + +XII + +IN WHICH I SPEND A HAPPY FOUR WEEKS MAKING ARTIFICIAL FLOWERS + + +Bright and early, after a four-cent breakfast, I was on my way to find +the place where I had read the sign, "Flower-makers Wanted.--Paid while +learning." + +It was not difficult to find, even had I not had the number so securely +tucked away in my memory. + +"Flowers & Feathers," in giant gilded letters, I read a block away, as I +dodged electric cars and motor vehicles, and threaded the maze of +delivery wagons and vans. I had a hasty interview with the +superintendent, a large and effusively polite man, whose plump white +hands sparkled with gems. He put me on the freight-elevator and told the +boy to show me to Miss Higgins. At the third floor the iron doors were +thrown open, and I stepped into what seemed to be a great, luxuriant +garden. The room was long and wide, and golden with April sunshine, and +in the April breeze that blew through the half-open windows a million +flowers fluttered and danced in the ecstacy of spring. Flowers, flowers, +flowers everywhere; piled high on the tables, tossed in mad confusion on +the floor, and strung in long garlands to the far end of the big room. + +"The lady with the black hair, sitting down there by them American +Beauties," said the elevator-boy, waving his hand toward the rear. + +I passed down a narrow path between two rows of tables that looked like +blossoming hedges. Through the green of branches and leaves flashed the +white of shirt-waists, and among the scarlet and purple and yellow and +blue of myriad flowers bobbed the smiling faces of girls as they looked +up from their task long enough to inspect the passing stranger. Here +were no harsh sounds, no rasping voices, no shrill laughter, no pounding +of engines. Everything just as one would expect to find it in a +flower-garden--soft voices humming like bees, and gentle merriment that +flowed musically as a brook over stones. + +"The lady with the black hair" sat before a cleared space on a table +banked on either side with big red roses. In front of her were three or +four glasses, each containing one salmon-colored rose, fresh and +fragrant from the hothouse. + +Leaning forward, with her elbows on the table and her chin in her palm, +she was staring intently at these four splendid blooms. Then she picked +up a half-finished muslin rose and compared them. All this I saw while I +waited timidly for her to look up. But she did not see me. She was +absorbed in the study of the living rose. At last I summoned courage to +inquire if she was Miss Higgins. She started, looked up quickly, and +nodded her head, with a smile that displayed a row of pretty teeth. Her +manner was cordial. + +"Have you ever worked at flowers before?" she asked. + +"No." + +"Ever worked at feathers?" + +"No." + +"Well, the best I can do is to put you at blossom-making to-day, and see +how you take to it. It's too bad, though, you don't know anything about +feathers; for the flower season ends in a month, anyway, and then I have +to lay off all my girls till September, unless they can make feathers +too. Then they get jobs on the next floor. There'll be lots of work +here, though, for a month, and we might take you back in September." + +The tone was so kindly, the interest so genuine, that I was prompted to +explain my situation, assuring her I should be glad to get work even for +four weeks. As a result, I was put on Rosenfeld's pay-roll for three and +a half dollars per week, with half a day's extra pay for night work: the +latter had been a necessity three or four nights every week for six +months, and was likely to continue for two, maybe three, weeks longer. +Besides the assurance of extra pay from this source, Miss Higgins also +intimated, as she conducted me to one of the tables, that if I was "able +to make good" she would raise me to four dollars at the end of the week. + +Soon I was "slipping up" poppies under the instruction of Bessie, a +dreamy-eyed young Jewess. The process was simple enough, to watch the +skilled fingers of the other girls, but it was very tedious to my +untried hand. In awkward, self-conscious fashion I began to open out the +crimped wads of scarlet muslin which came to us hot from the +crimping-machine. + +"You mustn't smooth the creases out too much," Bessie protested; and +with a deft touch, the right pull here, the proper flattening there, the +muslin scrap blossomed into a fluttering corolla. + +"Don't get discouraged. We've all got to learn," one of the girls at +the far end of the table called out cheerily. + +"Yes, and don't be afraid of making a mistake," put in my vis-a-vis, a +pretty Italian. "We all make mistakes while we're learning; but you'll +find this a nice place to work, and Miss Higgins is so lovely--she's +awful nice, too, to the new girls." + +"Yes, indeed," added Bessie. "It isn't many years since she worked at +the table herself. I've often heard her tell about the first day she +went to work down at Golderberg's." + +"That's the worst in town," piped another; "I stayed there just two +days. That was enough for me. Whenever the girls disagree down there, +they step out into the hall and lick each other. First day I was there, +one girl got two ribs broken. Her rival just walked all over her." + +"What did they do with the girls?" + +"Oh, nothing. They made it all up, and were as sweet as two +turtle-doves, walking around the workroom with their arms around each +other." + +"Well, that's what it is to work in those cheap shops," commented Annie +Welshons, of the big blue eyes and yellow hair. "If they ever do get +respectable girls, they won't stay long." + +As we worked the conversation ran easily. The talk was in good, +up-to-date English. There was rarely a mispronounced word, or a slip in +grammar; and there was just enough well-selected slang to make the +dialogue bright and to stamp the chatterers as conversant with the live +questions of the day. The topics at all times bespoke clean minds and an +intelligent point of view. + +"Are you American born?" Bessie inquired by and by. + +The question sounded unusual, almost unnecessary, until I discovered +that out of the eight girls in our immediate circle, only half were +native Americans. My vis-a-vis, Therese, was a Neapolitan; Mamie, a +Genoese; Amelia was born in Bohemia; the girl with the yellow hair was +North German; and Nellie declared she was from County Killarney and +mighty glad of it. + +"Well, I'm an American," said Bessie, tossing her head in mock scorn, as +she cleared away a quantity of the flowers that had been meanwhile +accumulating on the wire lines. + +Therese laughed. "But only by the skin of your teeth--an eleventh-hour +arrival." Then she turned to me and whispered that Bessie was born only +two weeks after her mother came to this country. + +"Better late than never," laughed Bessie, casting a backward and +withering glance at the aliens as she moved away with her trayful of +scarlet blossoms to the branchers' table, where another relay of workers +twisted green leaves among the scarlet and tied them in wreaths and +bunches. + +By eleven o'clock I had made two dozen poppies, which Amelia told me was +"just grand for a beginner." I began to feel confident that I should +hold the job, and my fingers flew. Into the glue-pot at my right hand I +dipped my little finger, picking up at the same moment with my other +hand a bit of paper-covered wire. On the end of the wire was a bunch of +short yellow threads, which were touched lightly with my glue-smeared +finger, the wire being held between the thumb and forefinger. With the +free left hand, I caught up a fluttering corolla, touching its +perforated center with glue; then I "slipped up" the wire about an inch, +took up another corolla in the same way, and then drew the two to the +"pipped" or heart end of the wire, where they now became a big red +flower with a golden eye. A bit of dark-green rubber tubing drawn over +the wire completed the process, the end was bent into a hook, and the +full-blown poppy hung on the line. + +At a quarter past eleven a little girl wearing an immense flower-hat +and carrying a large market-basket came and asked us for our lunch +orders. She carried a long piece of pasteboard and wrote as the girls +dictated. One could buy anything one wanted, Bessie explained; bread and +butter, eggs, chops, steak, potatoes, canned goods, for which there was +ample provision for cooking on the gas-stoves used by the rose-makers to +heat their pincers. When the little girl was gone I learned that she was +one of the errand-runners, and that this was her daily task. + +"How far does she go to market?" + +"Over to First Avenue." + +"Isn't that pretty far for a small girl to carry such a heavy load?" + +"Oh, she doesn't mind it. All the errand-girls are tickled to death to +get the job. The grocers pay them ten per cent. commission on all they +buy." + +It lacked but a few minutes of twelve when the child returned, panting +under her burden. + +"How much did you clear to-day?" somebody asked. + +"Twenty-one cents," the child answered, blushing as red as the poppies. + +When Miss Higgins slipped her tall, light figure into her stylish jacket +and began to pin on her hat it was always a sign that the lunch-hour had +come. One hundred and twenty girls popped up from their hiding-places +behind the hedges, which had grown to great height since morning. In a +trice spaces were cleared on the tables. Cups and saucers and knives and +forks appeared as if by magic. In that portion of the room where the +crimping-machines stood preparations for cooking commenced. The pincers +and tongs of the rose-makers, and the pressing-molds of the +leaf-workers, were taken off the fires, and in their place appeared +stew-pans and spiders, and pots and kettles. Bacon and chops sputtered, +steak sizzled; potatoes, beans, and corn stewed merrily. What had been +but lately a flower-garden, by magic had become a mammoth kitchen filled +with appetizing sounds and delicious odors. White-aproned cooks scurried +madly. It was like a school-girls' picnic. As they moved about I noticed +how well dressed and neat were my shop-mates in their white shirt-waists +and dark skirts. Indeed, in the country village I had come from any one +of them would have appeared as the very embodiment of fashion. + +Cooked and served at last, we ate our luncheon at leisure, and with the +luxury of snowy-white table-cloths and napkins of tissue-paper, which +needs of the workroom were supplied in prodigal quantities. + +During this hour I heard a great deal about the girls and their work. +They told me, as they told all new-comers, of the wonderful rise of Miss +Higgins, who began as a table-worker at three and a half dollars a week, +and was now making fifty dollars. They told me of her rise from the best +rose-maker in New York to designer and forewoman. They dwelt on her +kindness to everybody, discussed her pretty clothes, and wondered which +of her beaux she was going to marry. + +All afternoon I "slipped up" poppies. At five Miss Higgins came to tell +me I was "doing fine," and that I should have four dollars instead of +three and a half. This made the work easier than ever, and my fingers +flew happily till six o'clock. Then we cooked dinner as we did our +luncheon, but we took only half an hour for our evening meal, so as to +get off at half-past nine instead of ten. At night the work was harder, +as the room became terribly hot from the gas-jets and from the stoves +where the rose-makers heated their tools. The faces grew tired and pale, +and the girls sang to keep themselves awake. "The Rabbi's Daughter," +"The City of Sighs and Tears," and "The Banquet in Misery Hall" were the +favorite songs. A rising breeze swept up Broadway, now almost deserted, +and rushed through the windows, setting all our blossoms fluttering. +Outside a soft, warm spring rain began to fall on the tired, sleepy +city. + + +One week, two weeks, passed in these pleasant surroundings. I was still +"slipping up" poppies all day long, and every evening till half-past +nine. Then I went home to the little cot in the dormitory of the "home." +It would seem that all the world's wife and daughters were to wear +nothing but poppies that season. But ours was only a small portion of +Rosenfeld's output. Violets, geraniums, forget-me-nots, +lilies-of-the-valley, apple-blossoms, daisies, and roses of a score of +varieties were coming to life in this big garden in greater multitudes +even than our common poppies. Forty girls worked on roses alone. The +rose-makers are the swells of the trade. They are the best paid, the +most independent, and always in competitive demand during the flower +season. Any one can learn with patience how to make other kinds of +flowers; but the rose-maker is born, and the thoroughly experienced +rose-maker is an artist. Her work has a distinction, a touch, a "feel," +as she calls it, which none but the artist can give. + +The star rose-maker of the shop, next to the forewoman (who was reputed +the finest in America), was about twenty-five. Her hair was fluffy and +brown, and her eyes big and dark blue. She was of Irish birth, and had +been in America about fourteen years. One day I stopped at her chair and +asked how long it took her to learn. + +"I'm still learning," she replied, without looking up from the tea-rose +in her fingers. "It was seven years before I considered myself +first-class; and though I'm at it now thirteen, I don't consider I know +it all yet." She worked rapidly, flecking the delicate salmon-colored +petals with her glue-finger, and pasting them daintily around the +fast-growing rose. I watched her pinch and press and crease each frail +petal with her hot iron instruments, and when she had put on a thick +rubber stem and hung the finished flower on the line she looked up and +smiled. + +"Want to see a rose-maker's hand?" she remarked, turning her palm up for +my inspection. She laughed aloud at my exclamation of horror. Calloused +and hard as a piece of tortoise-shell, ridged with innumerable +corrugations, and hopelessly discolored, with the thumb and forefinger +flattened like miniature spades, her right hand had long ago lost nearly +all semblance to the other. + +"It is the hot irons do that," she said, drawing her pincers from the +fire and twirling them in the air until they grew cool enough to proceed +with the work. "We use them every minute. We crease the petals with +them, and crinkle and vein and curl the outer edges. And we always have +to keep them just hot enough not to scorch the thin muslin." + +"How many can you make a day?" + +"That depends on the rose. This sort--" picking up a small, cheap June +rose--"this sort a fair worker can make a gross of a day. But I have +made roses where five single flowers were considered a fine day's job. +Each of those roses had one hundred and seventy-five pieces, however; +and there were eighteen different shapes and sizes of petals; and +besides that, every one of those pieces had to be put in its own place. +If one piece had been wrongly applied, the whole rose would have been +spoiled. But they don't make many of such complicated roses in this +country. They have to import them. They haven't enough skilled workers +to fill big orders, and it doesn't pay the manufacturers to bother with +small orders." + +The girl did all the fine work of the place, and had always more waiting +to be done than she could have accomplished with four hands instead of +two. She had no rival to whom this surplus work could be turned over. +The dull season had no terrors for her, nor would it have had for her +comrades had they been equally skilled. She made from twenty-two to +twenty-five dollars a week, all the year round, and was too busy ever to +take a vacation. The other girls averaged nine dollars, and if they got +eight months' work a year they considered themselves fortunate. They +were clever and industrious, but they had not learned to make the finer +grade of roses. + +The third week came and went all too quickly, and we were now entering +on the fourth. Plainly the season was drawing to its close. The orders +that had come pouring in from milliners and modistes all over the land +for six months were now dwindling daily. The superintendent and the +"boss" walked through the department every day, and we heard them talk +about overproduction. Friday the atmosphere was tense with anxiety. The +girls' faces were grave. Almost without exception, there were people at +home upon whom this annual "lay-off" fell with tragic force. I have not +talked with one of them who did not have to work, and they have always +some one at home to care for. A few were widows with small children at +home or in the day nursery. One can tell little, by their appearance, +about these secret burdens. Each girl wears a mask. The neat costume, +made with her own hands in midnight hours snatched from hard-earned +rest, is no evidence of extravagance, or even of comfortable +circumstances. It is only that manifestation of proper pride and +self-respect which the best type of wage-earning woman is never without. +If they sometimes talk happily about theaters and parties and beaux, if +occasionally there is a brief spell of innocent hilarity in the +workroom, it is only the inevitable and legitimate outcropping of +healthy and wholesome animal spirits, of a vigorous hope which not even +the hard conditions of life can crush. + +On Saturday morning many of the girls sat idle. "Don't work too fast, or +you'll work yourself out of a job," one cried in jest; but the meaning +was one of dead earnest. And as the day passed the prophecy came true to +one after another. In the afternoon we made a feint of work by papering +wires and opening petals for those who were still busy. The hours passed +drearily. Miss Higgins was going over her pay-roll, checking off the +names of the girls who could make feathers as well as flowers. All +others were to be laid off indefinitely that night. We watched anxiously +for the moment, which was not far off. + +"I hope Miss Higgins won't cry--she did last year. It breaks her up +terribly to let us off," somebody remarked. + +"It's a long time to be idle--till September," I suggested to the girl +across the work-table. She looked up in surprise. + +"Idle!" she exclaimed. "But we are never idle. We daren't. We get other +jobs." + +"What?" + +"Oh, everything: waitress in a summer boarding-house, novelty goods, +binderies, shirt-waists, stores, anything we can get." + +"She's coming," some one whispered. Everybody tried to look unconcerned. +Those who had no work to claim attention looked carefully at their +finger-nails, or found sudden necessity to adjust collars and belts. +Miss Higgins passed along the tables, bending over the heads and +speaking to each in a low voice. The tears were running down her cheeks. +Those retained concealed their happiness as best they could, and spoke +words of sympathy and encouragement to their less fortunate companions. +The warrants were received with a stoicism that was more pathetic than +tears. From the far end of the room I heard an unaccustomed sound, and +turning, I saw the forewoman, who had dropped into a chair at the +forget-me-not table, her face buried in her arms, and sobbing like a +child. It was the signal that her cruel duty was done, that the last +"lay-off" sentence had been pronounced, that the work for the day and +for the "season" was over, that it had come time to say good-by. + +"Good-by!" The voices echoed as we trooped down-stairs to the street +door. "Good-by! Good-by!" The lingering farewells rose faintly above the +noises of Broadway, as we scattered at the corner. Good-by to +Rosenfeld's--now no longer a reality, but rather a memory of idyllic +beauty--the workroom bright with sunshine and flashing with color, with +the faces of the workers bent over the fashioning of rose and poppy, and +best of all, the kind hearts and the quick sympathy that blossomed there +as luxuriantly as the flowers themselves. + +Good-by to my four happiest weeks in the workaday world. + + + + +XIII + +THREE "LADY-FRIENDS," AND THE ADVENTURES THAT BEFALL THEM + + +Into every human experience there must come sooner or later the bitter +consciousness that Nature is remorselessly cruel; that she laughs +loudest when we are most miserable; that she is never so bright, never +so beautiful as in the darkest hour of our need; that she ever makes +mock of our agony and ever smiles serenely at our despair. + +Such, at least, were my feelings in those long, beautiful June days that +followed close on the "lay-off" at Rosenfeld's. + +Dear little Bessie! poor unhappy Eunice! This chapter of my experiences +is so dominated by their personalities that I shall devote a few words +to recounting the circumstances which brought us together and sent us +faring forth on a summer's day to seek new fortunes, three +"lady-friends," arm in arm. I make no apology for saying +"lady-friends." I know all the prejudices of polite society, which +smiles at what is esteemed to be a piece of vulgar vanity characteristic +of the working-girl world. And yet I use the term here in all +seriousness, in all good faith; not critically, not playfully, but +tenderly. Because in the humble world in which our comradeship was +formed there is none other to designate the highest type of friendship, +no other phrase to define that affection between girl and girl which is +as the love of sisters. In the great workaday world where we toiled and +hoped and prayed and suffered together for a brief period we were called +"the three lady-friends" by our shop-mates, and such we were to each +other always, and such we shall be throughout the chapter; and I know, +if Bessie and Eunice were here to-night, looking over my shoulder as I +write the account of that sordid little tragedy and the part they played +in it,--I know they would clasp their rough little hands in mine and nod +approval. + +Bessie had been my "learner" at Rosenfeld's. I still remember her +exactly as I saw her that first time, a slender little figure bending +over the work-table. Her shirt-waist was snowy-white, and fastened +down--oh, so securely!--under the narrow leather belt; she had a wealth +of straight blonde hair of that clear, transparent quality which, when +heaped high on her head, looked like a mass of spun glass; her cheeks, +which were naturally very pale, burned a deep crimson as they reflected +the light on the poppies beneath; and after a while, when she raised her +head, I saw that her eyes were blue, and that her profile, sharp and +clear cut, was that of a young Jewess. I had thought her to be about +twenty-two,--for, pretty and fresh as she was, she looked every day of +it,--but I found out later that she was not then eighteen. + +We had not been long getting acquainted--that is, as well acquainted as +was possible in a busy shop like Rosenfeld's. Indeed, it would be a +strange, sad world--stranger and sadder than it really is--if Bessie and +I had not sooner or later established a certain bond of intimacy. +Sitting opposite at the same work-table, we made poppies together and +exchanged our little stories. She had been working, since she was +fifteen, at all sorts of odd jobs: cash-girl in a department store; +running errands for a fashionable modiste; cashier in a dairy +lunch-room; making picture-frames. This was her second season at +flower-making, and she liked it better than anything she had ever tried, +if only there was work all the year round; for she couldn't afford to +sit idle through the long summer months--well, I should say not!--with +eight small brothers and sisters at home, and a rather incompetent +father, and sixteen dollars a month rent! The experiences of a score of +shops, and the motley crew of people she had worked with in these busy +years, Bessie in her careless, simple narrative had the power to invest +with lifelike reality. + +Scarcely less interesting than all this to me was my own story to +Bessie, which found ready sympathy in her tender heart, especially that +part of it that had to do with the home for working girls where I was +now living. For to Bessie, with her inborn racial love of family, +nothing was so much to be pitied as the unfortunates who found shelter +there. She seemed to take a certain sort of consolation for her own hard +life in hearing the sordid details of the wretched waifs and strays that +came wandering into the "home" at all hours of the day and night. I told +her about the dormitory where we slept side by side in gray-blanketed +cots, each girl's clothes folded neatly across the footboard; of the +cross old dragon who sat outside in the brightly lighted passageway, and +snored all night long, when she should have been attending to her +duties,--which duties were to keep an eye on us lest we rob one another +of the few pennies we might have under our pillows, or that we might not +scrawl obscene verses on the whitewashed walls, in case we had succeeded +in smuggling in a forbidden lead-pencil. For such offenses, and they +happened only too often, we were all held equally guilty in the eyes of +the sour, autocratic matron. As each night brought a fresh relay of +girls to the dormitory, it was productive of a new series of episodes, +which I related faithfully to Bessie. + +That is how she became interested in Eunice. The latter had come +tiptoeing into the dormitory one night long after the other girls were +fast asleep, and without undressing threw herself on the vacant cot next +to mine. In the lamplight that shone from the passageway full on her +face, I saw, as I peeped above the rough blanket, that the new-comer was +no common type of waif and stray. There was an elusive charm in the +glimpse of profile and in the delicate aquiline features, a certain +suggestion of beauty, were it not for the white, drawn look that +enveloped them like a death-mask. As I was gazing furtively at her she +turned on her side, moaning as only a girl can moan when peace of mind +is gone forever. Such sounds were not uncommon in the dormitory. Several +times, waking in the night, I had listened pityingly to the same +half-smothered lament. On this night I had fallen asleep as usual, when +suddenly a shriek rang out, and I wakened to hear the angry accents of +the beldam protesting against "hysterics," and the indistinct muttering +of the girlish sleepers whose rest the stranger had so inconsiderately +disturbed. In a few moments everything was quiet again, our old woman +had renewed her snoring, and then the new-comer, repressing her anguish +as best she could, slid kneeling to the floor. + +It was then, all sleep gone for that night, I reached out my hand and +touched the sleeve of her black dress. + +From that moment we became friends. The information which she vouchsafed +about herself was meager and not of a character to throw much light upon +her former condition and environment. It was obvious that there had been +a tragedy in her life, and I instinctively guessed what that tragedy +was, although I respected the reserve she threw around her and asked no +indiscreet questions. She was fairly well educated, had been brought up +in a small New Jersey village, and had been a stenographer until she +went to a telephone office to tend a switchboard. Between that job and +her advent in the "home" was an obvious hiatus, which at times she +vaguely referred to as a period wherein she "lost her grip on +everything." She had no money, and her clothes were even shabbier than +my own, and she was too discouraged even to look for work. Her cot and +three meager meals a day, consisting of bread and tea for breakfast and +supper, and bread and coffee and soup for dinner, she received, as did +all the transient boarders, in return for a ten-hour-day's work in the +"home" kitchen. After a few nights she ceased moaning, and settled +gradually into a hopeless apathy, while over her deep gray eyes there +grew a film of silent misery. + +Stirred by my fragmentary accounts of Eunice's wretchedness, the +generous-hearted Bessie one day suggested that we take her with us to +look for a job as soon as the anticipated "lay-off" notice came into +effect at Rosenfeld's. And so, on the Monday morning following that +dreaded event, Bessie met Eunice and me at the lower right-hand corner +of Broadway and Grand Street, and together we applied for work at the +R---- Underwear Company, which had advertised that morning for twenty +operators. + +"Ever run a power Singer?" queried the foreman. + +"No, but we can learn. We're all quick," answered Bessie, who had +volunteered to act as spokesman. + +"Yes, I guess you can learn all right, but you won't make very much at +first. All come together?... So! Well, then, I guess you'll want to work +in the same room," and with that he ushered us into a very inferno of +sound, a great, yawning chaos of terrific noise. The girls, who sat in +long rows up and down the length of the great room, did not raise their +eyes to the new-comers, as is the rule in less strenuous workrooms. +Every pair of eyes seemed to be held in fascination upon the flying and +endless strip of white that raced through a pair of hands to feed itself +into the insatiable maw of the electric sewing-machine. Every face, +tense and stony, bespoke a superb effort to concentrate mind and body, +and soul itself, literally upon the point of a needle. Every form was +crouched in the effort to guide the seam through the presser-foot. And +piled between the opposing phalanxes of set faces were billows upon +billows of foamy white muslin and lace--the finished garments wrought by +the so-many dozen per hour, for the so-many cents per day,--and wrought, +too, in this terrific, nerve-racking noise. + +The foreman led us into the middle of the room, which was lighted by +gas-jets that hung directly over the girls' heads, although the ends of +the shop had bright sunshine from the windows. He seemed a good-natured, +respectable sort of man, of about forty, and was a Jew. Bessie and me he +placed at machines side by side, and Eunice a little farther down the +line. Then my first lesson began. He showed me how to thread bobbin and +needle, how to operate ruffler and tucker, and also how to turn off and +on the electric current which operated the machinery. My first attempt +to do the latter was productive of a shock to the nerves that could not +have been greater if, instead of pressing the harmless little lever +under the machine with my knee, I had accidently exploded a bomb. The +foreman laughed good-naturedly at my fright. + +"You'll get used to it by and by," he shouted above the noise; "but like +as not for a while you won't sleep very good nights--kind of nervous; +but you'll get over that in a week or so," and he ducked his head under +the machine to adjust the belt. Suddenly, above all the frenzied +crashing of the machines came a sound, half scream, half cackle: + +"Yi! yi! my pretty one, you'll get used to it by and by; you'll get used +to anything in this world." It was an old woman's voice, and looking +across the table, I saw a merry-eyed, toothless old crone, who was +grinning and nodding at me. + +"Hello! hello there, Miriam! what's eating you now?" shouted the +foreman, emerging and scrambling to his feet as he turned to get Bessie +started. But the strange old creature only grinned wider and screeched, +"Yi! yi!" louder than ever. + +But I had not time, either, to look at or listen to her now, as I leaned +over the machine and practised at running a straight seam. Ah, the skill +of these women and girls, and of the strange creature opposite, who can +make a living at this torturing labor! How very different, how +infinitely harder it is, as compared with running an ordinary +sewing-machine. The goods that my nervous fingers tried to guide ran +every wrong way. I had no control whatever over the fearful velocity +with which the needle danced along the seam. In utter discouragement, I +stopped trying for a moment, and watched the girl at my right. She was a +swarthy, thick-lipped Jewess, of the type most common in such places, +but I looked at her with awe and admiration. In Rachel Goldberg's case +the making of muslin, lace-trimmed corset-covers was an art rather than +a craft. She was a remarkable operator even among scores of experts at +the R----. Under her stubby, ill-kept hands ruffles and tucks and +insertion bands and lace frills were wrought with a beauty and softness +of finish, and a speed and precision of workmanship, that made her the +wonder and envy of the shop. And with what ease she seemed to do +it all, despite the riveted eyes and tense-drawn muscles of her +expressionless face! Suddenly her machine stopped, she looked +up with a loud yawn, and stretched her arms above her head. She +acknowledged the flattery of my look with a patronizing smile and a +"How-do-you-think-you're-going-to-like-your-job?" I answered the +conventional question in the usual way, and remarked that she sewed as +if she had done it for ever and ever, and as if it were no work at all. + +She shook her head. "Yes, I've worked a long time at it, but my shoulder +aches as bad this morning as it did when I was a learner like you," and +she pressed the power-lever and again bent over the tucking. + +At my left Bessie was also practising on running seams, and a little +farther down we saw poor Eunice struggling at the same hopeless lesson. +The foreman, whose name proved to be Isaacs,--"Abe" Isaacs,--brought us +our first "lot" of work. Mine consisted of six dozen coarse muslin +corset-covers, which were already seamed together, and which I was +shown how to "finish" with an embroidery yoke and ruffled edging about +the arm's-eye. There is no basting, no pinning together of pieces; all +the work is free-hand, and must be done with infinite exactness. I must +hold the embroidery and the finishing strips of beading on the edge of +the muslin with an exact nicety that will insure the edges of all three +being caught in one seam; a process difficult enough on any +sewing-machine, under any circumstances, but doubly so when the lightest +touch sends the three-ply fabric under the needle with an incalculable +velocity. Result of my first hour's work: I had spoiled a dozen +garments. Try as I would, I invariably lost all control of my materials, +and the needle plunged right and left--everywhere, in fact, except along +the straight and narrow way laid out for it. And, to make matters still +worse, I was painfully conscious that my old woman vis-a-vis was +laughing at my distress with her irritating "Yi, yi!" + +As I spoiled each garment I thrust it into the bottom of a green +pasteboard box under the table, which held my allotment of work, and +from the top of the box grabbed up a fresh piece. I glanced over my +shoulder and saw that Bessie was doing the same thing, although what we +were going to do with them, or how account for such wholesale +devastation of goods, we were too perturbed to consider. At last, +however, after repeated trials, and by guiding the seam with laborious +care, I succeeded in completing one garment without disaster; and I had +just started another, when--crash!--flying shuttles and spinning bobbins +and swirling wheels came to a standstill. My sewing-machine was silent, +as were all the others in the great workroom. Something had happened to +the dynamo. + +There was a howl of disappointment. + +"Yi, yi!" screamed the old woman, throwing up her hands in a gesture of +unutterable disgust; and then, catching my eye, her wrinkled old lips +parted in a smile of friendly interest. + +"How many did ye bungle?" she chuckled, leaning over and looking +furtively up and down the room, as if afraid of being caught talking to +me. I blushed in confusion that was half fright, and she raised a +forefinger menacingly: + +"Yi! yi! ye thought I didn't see ye sneaking the spoiled truck into the +green box; but old Miriam's got sharp eyes, she has, and she likes to +watch you young uns when you comes in first. You're not the only one. +They all spoil lots before they learn to make a living out of it. +There's lots like ye!" and stooping over, she drew a handful of my +botched work out of the box and began to rip the stitching. + +"That's all right; I'm glad to help ye!" she protested. "And sure, if we +don't help each other, who's a-going to help us poor devils, I'd like to +know?" + +I, too, busied myself with the task of ripping, which I saw Bessie and +Eunice were also doing; in fact, all the new-comers of the morning could +be thus singled out. The practised hands availed themselves of the +enforced rest by yawning and stretching their arms, and by comparing the +earnings of the morning; for we all worked on piece-work. Rachel +Goldberg had finished four dozen of extra-fine garments, which meant +seventy-five cents, and it was not yet eleven o'clock. She would make at +least one dollar and sixty cents before the day was over, provided we +did not have any serious breakdowns. She watched the clock +impatiently,--every minute she was idle meant a certain fraction of a +penny lost,--and crouched sullenly over her machine for the signal. + +"What are you thinking about, Miriam?" a frowsy-headed girl asked, +giving the wink to the crowd. + +The generous-hearted old lady looked up from the task she was helping +me to do, and raising her hand to shield her eyes from the glare of the +gaslight, peered down the long line of girls until she placed the +speaker. + +"Yi, yi! Ye want to know what I'm thinking about? Well, mebbe, Beckie +Frankenstein, I'm thinking what a beautiful world this is, and what a +fine time you and me has," and the strange creature broke into a laugh +that was more terrible than a sob. + +"Ah, there you go again, Miriam! What's eatin' you to-day?" cried the +foreman, as he came along to inspect the work; and seeing Miriam undoing +my blunders, asked, "Who did that?" + +Before I could put in a half-frightened acknowledgment, my intercessor +had spoken up: + +"And whose 'u'd them be but mine, Abe Isaacs?"--scowling at me to keep +silence when I opened my mouth to contradict her. + +The foreman looked incredulous. "You, Miriam! Do you mean to tell me it +was you spoiled all that work? What's the matter with you to-day, +anyway? If you don't do better, I'll have to fire you." + +There was a good-natured tone, a kindly compassion, in Abe Isaacs's +voice which was not in accord with the words; and when he turned and +asked me what I had done, there was no fear in my heart. I answered by +looking significantly at old Miriam. + +"I thought as much," he muttered under his breath, and passed on to +Bessie. + +"Poor old Miriam, she's teched up here," one of the girls explained, +tapping her forehead. "They say it was the old sweat-shops put her out +of her mind, and I guess it's so, all right. My mother knows two ladies +that was made crazy sewing pants up to Sternberg's. But that was long +ago, when they used to treat the girls so bad. Things is ever so much +better now, only Miriam can't get used to the improvements. She's a +hundred years behind the times." + +I was still lost in admiring wonder of Rachel Goldberg's skill. I asked +her how long it would take me to learn to do it as well. She did not +have a chance to answer before a harsh laugh was heard and a new voice +asserted itself. + +"Oh-ho! you'll never learn to work like her, and you'd better find it +out now. I seen you running your machine, and I says to myself, 'That +girl 'll never make her salt making underclothes.' Pants 'd be more in +your line. To make money on muslin you've got to be born to 't." + +"That's no lie, either," muttered another. + +"You bet it ain't!" declared the expert Rachel. "My mother was working +on shirts for a straight ten months before I was born." + +In half an hour we had resumed work, and at half-past twelve we stopped +for another half-hour and ate luncheon--Bessie, Eunice, and I in a +corner by ourselves. + +We held a conference, and compared notes of the morning's progress, +which had been even more discouraging to poor Eunice than to us; for to +her it had brought the added misfortune of a row of stitches in her +right forefinger. We counted up our profits for the morning, and the +aggregate earnings of the three of us did not amount to ten cents. Of +course we would learn to do better, but it would take a long, long time, +Bessie was firmly convinced, before we could even make enough to buy our +lunches. It was decided that one of us should resign the job that night, +and the other two keep at it until the delegate found something better +for us all and had tested the new job to her satisfaction. Bessie was of +course appointed, and the next morning Eunice and I went alone, with +plausible excuses for the absent Bessie, for we had a certain delicacy +about telling the real facts to so kind a foreman as "Abe." + +The second day we had no better luck, and the pain between the +shoulder-blades was unceasing. All night long I had tossed on my narrow +cot, with aching back and nerves wrought up to such a tension that the +moment I began to doze off I was wakened by a spasmodic jerk of the +right arm as it reached forward to grasp a visionary strip of lace. That +evening, as we filed out at six o'clock, Bessie was waiting for us, her +gentle face full of radiance and good news. Even the miserable Eunice +was affected by her hopefulness. + +"Oh, girls, I've got something that's really good--three dollars a week +while you're learning, and an awful nice shop; and just think, +girls!--the hours--I never had anything like it before, and I've knocked +around at eighteen different jobs--half-past eight to five, and--" she +paused for breath to announce the glorious fact--"Girls, just think of +it!--_Saturday afternoons off_, all the year round." + + + + +XIV + +IN WHICH A TRAGIC FATE OVERTAKES MY "LADY-FRIENDS" + + +The next morning we met on the corner, as usual, and Bessie led us to +our new job--led us through a world that was strange and new to both +Eunice and me, though poor Eunice had little heart for the newness and +the strangeness of it all. In and out, and criss-cross, we threaded our +way through little narrow streets bordered with stately "sky-scrapers," +and at last turned into Maiden Lane. We walked arm in arm till we came +to an alley which Bessie said was Gold Street. It is more of a zigzag +even than Maiden Lane, and is flanked by dark iron-shuttered warehouses +and factories. Wolff's, our destination, was at the head of the street, +and in a few minutes we were sitting side by side at the work-table, +while our new forewoman, a cross-eyed Irish girl, was showing us what to +do and how to do it. + +Making jewel-and silverware-cases was now our work. In the long, +whitewashed workroom there were thirty other girls performing the same +task, and on each of the five floors beneath there were as many more +girls, pasting and pressing and trimming cases that were to hold rings, +watches and bracelets, and spoons, knives, and forks--enough to supply +all Christendom, it seemed to me. As beginners we were given each a +dozen spoon-boxes to cover with white leather and line with satin. It is +light, pleasant work, and was such an improvement on the sweat-shop +drudgery that even Eunice smiled a little after a while. + +"Is youse lady-friends?" the forewoman asked when, in the course of ten +minutes, she came to inspect our progress; on receiving an affirmative +reply, she scowled. + +"Fiddlesticks! If I'd knowed youse was lady-friends, I'd jist told Izzy +he could get some other girls," and she walked off, still scowling. The +girls about us giggled. + +"Why doesn't Miss Gibbs like us to be lady-friends?" asked Bessie. + +A young Italian answered, "Because they always git to scrappin'." + +We all laughed--even Eunice--at such an ending to our friendship. + +"We had a fearful row here yisterday," spoke up another; "and they wuz +lady-friends--thicker than sardines, they wuz--till they got on the outs +about a feller down on Pearl Street; a diamond-cutter he wuz, and they +wuz both mashed on him--a Dutchman, too, he wuz, that wore ear-rings. I +couldn't get mashed on a Dutchman, ear-rings or no ear-rings, could +you?" + +"What did they do?" asked Bessie. + +"Do! They snapped at each other all morning over the work-table, and +then one of them called the other a name that wuz something awful, and +she up and spit in her face for it." + +"Well, I don't blame that girl for spitting in her face," interrupted a +voice. "I don't blame her; lady-like or not lady-like, I'd have done the +same thing. I'd spit in the President's face if I was in the White House +and he was to call me such a name!" + +"And then what happened?" asked Bessie. + +"Oh, they just up and at each other like two cats, tumbling over a stack +of them there white velvet necklace-cases, and bloodying up each other's +faces something fierce; and then Miss Gibbs she called Izzy; and Izzy he +fired them on the spot." + +Despite these tales of strenuous conflicts, we were happy in our work at +Wolff's. Our shop-mates were quiet, decent-looking girls, and their +conversation was conspicuously clean--not always a characteristic of +their class. Miss Gibbs, despite her justifiable prejudice against +lady-friends, proved not unkind, and we congratulated ourselves as we +bent over our work and listened to the cheerful hum of voices. + +After each case was finished,--after the satin linings and interlinings +and the tuftings had been fitted and glued into their proper places, and +the bit of leather drawn across the padded cover,--we could raise our +eyes for a moment and look out upon a strange, fascinating world. The +open windows on one side of the shop looked into the polishing-room of a +neighboring goldsmith, and on the other side into a sunshiny workroom +filled with swirling black wheels and flying belts among which the +workmen kept up a dialogue in a foreign tongue. The latter place was +near enough for a good-looking young man to attempt a flirtation with +Bessie, in such moments as he was not carefully watching what seemed to +be a clumsy mass of wax on the end of a wooden handle. All the long +forenoon he kept up his manoeuvers, watching his ugly bludgeon as if it +were the very apple of his eye; carrying it to the window one moment and +examining it under the microscope; then carrying it back to his wheel +and beginning all over again. Late in the afternoon he came to the +window for the hundredth time, and brandishing the bludgeon so that the +sunshine fell directly upon it, held it aloft for us to admire the great +glittering gem that now sparkled deep-bedded in the ugly wax. + +"I gif you dat if you marry me!" cried the diamond-cutter, striking a +dramatic attitude for Bessie's benefit. + +Thus one, two days passed swiftly, and we had learned to make +jewel-cases with tolerable rapidity. We had a half-hour for luncheon, +during which Bessie, Eunice, and I went off by ourselves to the rear of +the shop, where we ate our sandwiches in silence and gazed out upon the +forest of masts that filled the East River lying below. + +On the fourth day Eunice and I ate luncheon alone. Bessie did not come +that morning, nor send any excuse. Her absence gave me an opportunity, +in this half-hour's respite from work, to get better acquainted with my +silent and mysterious fellow-boarder; anything more than a most meager +acquaintance was impossible at the place where we lived. Like the +majority of semi-charitable institutions, the "home" was conducted on +the theory that the only safety to morals, as well as to pocket-books, +was espionage and isolation. + +"It's awful up there, isn't it?" she remarked suddenly after we had +discussed every possible cause for Bessie's absence. + +"Yes, isn't it?" I replied, somewhat surprised, for this was the first +time the girl had ever expressed any opinion about anything, so fearful +did she seem of betraying herself. + +"I suppose you often wonder what brought me there that night?" she went +on. "You've told me your story, and you don't know anything at all about +mine. You must often wonder, though you are too considerate to ask. But +I'm going to tell you now without asking. It was to keep me from going +there," pointing through the window down to the river. + +"I'd had a lot of trouble,--oh, a terrible lot of trouble,--and it +seemed as if there wasn't any place for me; and I walked down to the +edge of the river up there at the end of East Fourteenth Street, and +something stopped me just when I was ready to jump in. Why I didn't, I +don't know," and the girl turned a stony face to the window. + +"Why, it was hope and renewed courage, of course!" I replied quickly. +"Everybody gets blue spells--when one is down on one's luck." + +Eunice shook her head. "No, it wasn't hope. It was because I was +afraid--it was because I'm a coward. I'm too much of a coward to live, +and I'm too much of a coward to die. You never felt as I do. You +couldn't. I've lost my grip on everything. Everything's gone against me, +and it's too late now for things to change. You don't know--_you don't +know_, you and Bessie. If you did, you'd see how useless all your +kindness is, in trying to get me to brace up. I've tried--my God! I have +tried to feel that there's a life before me, but I can't--I can't. +Sometimes, maybe for a minute, I'll forget what's gone by, and then the +next minute the memory of it all comes back with a fearful stab. There +is something that won't let me forget." + +"Hush! Eunice; don't talk so loud," I whispered as her passionate voice +rose above the hum of the other girls in a far portion of the room. + +"I tell you it's no use--it's no use. I've lost my grip on things, and I +can never catch hold again. I thought, maybe, when I started out with +you and Bessie, and got to working again, there'd be a change. But there +isn't any difference now from--from the night I went into that dormitory +first. Now with you it would be different. What's happened to me might, +maybe, happen to you; but you could fight it down. There's something +inside of you that's stronger than anything that can hurt you from the +outside. Most girls are that way. They get hurt--and hurt bad, and they +cry a lot at the time and are miserable and unhappy; but after a while +they succeed in picking themselves up, and are in the end as good, +sometimes better, than ever. They forget in a little while all about it, +and wind up by marrying some man who is really in love with them, and +they are as happy as if nothing had ever happened." + +I looked at the occupant of cot No. 11 with mingled feelings of pity and +amazement--pity for the hopelessness of her case, now more apparent than +ever; amazement at her keen and morbid generalizations. + +"How old are you, Eunice?" + +"Twenty-four," she replied--"oh, I know what you're going to say: that I +have my whole life before me, and all that. But I haven't. My life is +all behind me." + + + "'I am the Captain of my Soul, + I am the Master of my Fate,'" + + +I quoted. + +"Yes, you are; but I am not," she replied simply, and turned and looked +at me with her hopeless eyes. + +Poor, unfortunate Eunice! That night, as we walked home together, she +revealed a little more about herself by telling me that she had recently +been discharged from the hospital on "the Island." I did not need to +inquire the nature of the illness that had left her face so white and +drawn. Brief as my experience had been among the humble inmates of the +"home," I had learned the expediency of not being too solicitous +regarding the precise facts of such cases. + +The next day was Saturday, and still no Bessie. As we worked we +speculated as to her absence, and decided to spend the afternoon looking +her up. Meanwhile, although I had been managing to do my work a little +better each day, Eunice had not been succeeding so well. Her apathy had +been increasing daily, until she had lost any interest she might ever +have had in trying to do her work well. On this morning the forewoman +was obliged to give her repeated and sharp reproofs for soiling her +materials and for dawdling over her work. + +"You seem to like to work," Eunice said once, breaking a long silence. + +"Not any better than you do, only I've got to, and I try to make the +best of it." + +"Yes, you do. You like to work, and I don't, and that's the difference +between us. And it's all the difference in the world, too. If I liked +work for its own sake, like you do, there'd be some hope for me living +things down." + +"I wonder," she whispered, again breaking a long silence--"I wonder if +Bessie had any man after her." + +I looked up suddenly, perhaps indignantly, and my reply was not +encouraging to any conjectures along this line, as Eunice saw quickly. + +"I'm sorry I offended you," she added hastily; "but I didn't think +anything wrong of Bessie--you know I didn't. Only I've watched the boss +following her around with his eyes ever since we came here to work. You +didn't see, for you don't know as much about their devilment as I do; +but I tell you, if anything was ever to happen that poor little girl +through any man, I'd choke him to death with my own hands!" + +The satin-tufted box she was working on dropped from her fingers and +clattered on the floor, bringing the forewoman down upon her with many +caustic remarks. When the flurry was over I assured her that I thought +Bessie fully capable of taking care of herself, although I had seen more +of the manager's advances than Eunice gave me credit for observing. + +At last noon came, and with it our first half-holiday. With the first +shriek of the whistle we jumped up and began folding our aprons, +preparatory to rushing out to find Bessie. + +"Where does she live?" asked Eunice. + +I looked at her in blank amazement, for I didn't know. I had never even +heard the name of the street. I knew it was somewhere on the East Side; +that was all. In all our weeks of acquaintanceship no occasion had +arisen whereby Bessie should mention where she lived. I thought of +Rosenfeld's. Perhaps some one there might know, and we took a Broadway +car up-town. But Miss Higgins was away on her vacation, and none of the +girls who still remained in the flower-shop knew any more about Bessie's +whereabouts than I did. Thus it is in the busy, workaday world. Nobody +knows where you come from, and nobody knows where you go. Eunice +suggested looking in the directory; but as we found forty of the same +name, it seemed hopeless. I did happen to know, however, that her father +had once been a cutter or tailor; and so out of the forty we selected +all the likeliest names and began a general canvass. After five hours of +weary search, and after climbing the stairs of more than a score of +tenement-houses, without success, we turned at last into East Broadway, +footsore and dusty. In this street, on the fifth floor of a baking +tenement, we tapped at the door of Bessie's home. A little blonde woman +answered the knock, and when we asked for Bessie she burst into sobs and +pointed to a red placard on the door--the quarantine notice of the Board +of Health, which we had not seen. And then Bessie's mother told us that +four of her brood had been laid low with malignant diphtheria. The three +younger ones were home, sick unto death, but they had yielded to the +entreaties of the doctor and allowed him to take Bessie to Bellevue. +Thither we hurried as fast as the trolley would take us, only to find +the gates closed for the day. We were not relatives, we had no permits; +and whether Bessie were dead or alive, we must wait until visiting-hours +the next day to discover. + +What we found out the next day, when we filed into the superintendent's +office with the ill-dressed horde of anxious Sunday-afternoon visitors, +was hardly a surprise. We expected nothing but what Eunice had predicted +from the first. Bessie had died the night before--died murmuring about +poppies, the young doctor told us. + +"She's better off where she is than she'd be down at Wolff's," said +Eunice, as we passed through the gates on to the street again. I made +no comment, and we walked silently away from the big, ugly brick pile +that holds such horrors for the poor. When we reached Third Avenue, +Eunice stopped before a florist's window, and we looked in at a cluster +of great white lilies. Neither spoke, however, and in a moment we passed +on down Third Avenue, now brightly lighted and teeming with its usual +gay Sunday night crowd. At last we turned into our own street, and were +in front of the dark building we both called "home." Here Eunice caught +my hand in hers, with a convulsive little motion, as might a child who +was afraid of the dark. We climbed the stone steps together, and I +pulled the bell, Eunice's grasp on my hand growing tighter and tighter. + +"Good-by; it's no use," she whispered suddenly, dropping my hand and +moving away as we heard the matron fumbling at the lock; and before I +could utter a word of protest, before I could reach forward and snatch +her from some dread thing, I knew not what, she had disappeared among +the shadows of the lamplit street. + + +"Where's the other girl?" asked the matron. + +"I don't know," I replied,--nor have I since been able to find the +faintest clue to her whereabouts, if living, or her fate, if dead. From +that moment at the door-step when she said good-by, Eunice stepped out +of my life as completely as if the earth had opened and swallowed her +up. Is she dead or alive? Did the unhappy girl seek self-destruction +that June night, or was she swept into that great, black whirlpool, the +name of which even a girl of the workaday world mentions always with +bated breath? I do not know. I never expect to know the fate of Eunice. +It is only in stories that such things are made clear, usually, and this +was only an incident in real life. + + + + +XV + +I BECOME A "SHAKER" IN A STEAM-LAUNDRY + + +The next day, Monday, they buried Bessie in a big, shabby Jewish +cemetery out on Long Island. I did not follow my comrade to the grave. +Nor did I go to work. All that long, beautiful June day was spent in +fruitless search for poor Eunice. + +This hopeless quest, begun on Monday, was continued for three days in +the few hours that I could snatch between five o'clock, the closing-time +at the shop, and ten o'clock, the curfew hour at the "home." On +Wednesday the strain grew unbearable. All the associations of Wolff's +were tinctured with memories of the dead Bessie and the lost Eunice. +Under the counter, in the big pasteboard box, their checked-gingham +aprons were still rolled up just as they had left them, with the +scissors inside; and on the pine table under my eyes were their names +and mine, scrawled in a lead-pencil by Bessie's hand, and framed with +heavy lines. Their high stools, which were on either side of mine, had +been given over to two new-comers, also "lady-friends," who chewed gum +vigorously and discussed beaux and excursions to Coney Island with a +happy vivacity that made my secret misery all the harder to bear. That +night I went to the desk and drew my money, tucked the two aprons away +in a bundle with my own, and said good-by to Wolff's. The sum total of +my capital now amounted to five dollars; and with this I felt that I +could afford to spend the remainder of the week trying to find Eunice, +and trust to luck to get taken back at Wolff's the following Monday +morning. + +After three days' systematic inquiry, I climbed the stairs to the +dormitory late on Sunday night, no wiser than I had been a week before. +My discouragement gave way to a thrill of joyous surprise when I +descried a long, thin form stretched under the gray blanket of Eunice's +cot. I sprang forward and laid an eager hand on the thin shoulder. + +"Gr-r-r! Don't you try gettin' fresh, Susie Jane, er I'll smash yer +face!" snarled the angry voice of a new-comer, as she pulled the +coverlet up to her eyes and rolled over on the other side. + +Monday morning I presented myself at the jewel-case factory, and asked +Miss Gibbs to take me back. But I was already adjudged a "shiftless +lot," not steady, and was accordingly "turned down." Then once more I +scanned the advertising columns. + +"Shakers Wanted.--Apply to Foreman" was the first that caught my eye. I +didn't know what a "shaker" was, but that did not deter me from forming +a sudden determination to be one. The address took me into a street +up-town--above Twenty-third Street--the exact locality I hesitate to +give for reasons that shortly will become obvious. Here I found the +"Pearl Laundry," a broad brick building, grim as a fortress, and +fortified by a breastwork of laundry-wagons backed up to the curb and +disgorging their contents of dirty clothes. Making my way as best I +could through the jam of horses and drivers and baskets, I reached the +narrow, unpainted pine door marked, "Employees' Entrance," and filed up +the stairs with a crowd of other girls--all, like myself, seeking work. + +At the head of the stairs we filed into a mammoth steam-filled room that +occupied an entire floor. The foreman made quick work of us. Thirty-two +girls I counted as they stepped up to the pale-faced, stoop-shouldered +young fellow, who addressed each one as "Sally," in a tone which, +despite its good-natured familiarity, was none the less businesslike +and respectful. At last it came my turn. + +"Hello, Sally! Ever shook?" + +"No." + +"Ever work in a laundry?" + +"No; but I'm very handy." + +"What did you work at last?" + +"Jewel-cases." + +"All right, Sally; we'll start you in at three and a half a week, and +maybe we'll give you four dollars after you get broke in to the +work.--Go over there, where you seen them other ladies go," he called +after me as I moved away, and waved his hand toward a pine-board +partition. Here, sitting on bundles of soiled linen and on hampers, my +thirty-two predecessors were corralled, each awaiting assignment to +duty. They were dressed, literally, "some in rags and some in tags and +some in velvet gowns." Calico wrappers brushed against greasy satin +skirts, and faded kimono dressing-jackets vied in filth and slovenliness +with unbelted shirt-waists. A faded rose bobbed in one girl's head, and +on another's locks was arranged a gorgeous fillet of pale-blue ribbon of +the style advertised at the time in every shop-window in New York as the +"Du Barry." The scene was a sorry burlesque on the boudoir and the +ball-room, a grim travesty on the sordid realities of the kitchen on +wash-day. + +"Did yez come in the barber's wagon?" asked a stupid Irish girl, looking +at me curiously. I looked blank, and she repeated the question. + +"What does she mean?" I asked a more intelligent girl who was seated on +a bundle in the corner. + +"Didn't yez come in Tony's wagon?" + +"No; who's Tony?" + +"Oh, Tony he's a barber--a Ginny barber--that goes out with a wagon when +they run short of help, and he picks up any girls he can find and hauls +them in. He brought three loads this morning. We thought Tony picked you +up. Me and her," pointing to a black-browed girl who was nodding to +sleep with her mouth wide open, "we come in the barber's wagon." + +The girl's face, fat, heavy, dough-colored, had become suffused with +amiability, and giving her snoozing comrade a gentle push, she made room +for me on the bundle beside her. + +"Ever worked at this job before?" she asked. + +"No. Have you?" + +She replied with a sharp laugh, and flinging back the sleeve of her +kimono, thrust out the stump of a wrist. At my exclamation of horror, +she grinned. + +"Why, that's nothing in this here business," she said. "It happens +every wunst in a while, when you was running the mangles and was tired. +That's the way it was with me: I was clean done out, one Saturday night, +and I jist couldn't see no more; and first thing I know--Wo-o-ow! and +that hand went right straight clean into the rollers. And I was jist +tired, that's all. I didn't have nothing to drink all that day, +excepting pop; but the boss he swore I was drunk, and he made the +foreman swear the same thing, and so I didn't try to get no damages. +They sent me to the horspital, and they offered me my old job back +again; but I jist got up my spunk and says if they can't pay me some +damages, and goes and swears I was drunk when I didn't have nothing but +rotten pop, I says, I can up and go some place else and get my four +dollars a week." + +Before I could ask what the poor creature would be able to do with only +one hand, the foreman appeared in the door, and we trooped out at his +heels. Down the length of the big room, through a maze of moving +hand-trucks and tables and rattling mangles, we followed him to the +extreme rear, where he deposited us, in groups of five and six, at the +big tables that were ranged from wall to wall and heaped high with wet +clothes, still twisted just as they were turned out of the +steam-wringer. An old woman with a bent back showed me the very simple +process of "shaking." + +"Jist take the corners like this,"--suiting the action to the +word,--"and give a shake like this, and pile them on top o' one +another--like this," and with that she turned to her own "shaking" and +resumed gossip with her side-partner, another old woman, who was roundly +denouncing the "trash" that was being thrust upon her as table-mates, +and throwing out palpable insults to the "Ginnies" who stood vis-a-vis, +and who either didn't hear or, hearing, didn't understand or care. + +For the first half-hour I shook napkins bearing the familiar +legend--woven in red--of a ubiquitous dairy-lunch place, and the next +half-hour was occupied with bed-linen bearing the mark of a famous +hostelry. During that time I had become fairly accustomed to my new +surroundings, and was now able to distinguish, out of the steamy +turmoil, the general features of a place that seethed with life and +action. All the workers were women and girls, with the exception of the +fifteen big, black, burly negroes who operated the tubs and the wringers +which were ranged along the rear wall on a platform that ran parallel +with and a little behind the shakers' tables. The negroes were stripped +to the waist of all save a thin gauze undershirt. There was something +demoniacal in their gestures and shouts as they ran about the vats of +boiling soap-suds, from which they transferred the clothes to the +swirling wringers, and then dumped them at last upon the big trucks. The +latter were pushed away by relays of girls, who strained at the heavy +load. The contents of the trucks were dumped first on the shakers' +tables, and when each piece was smoothed out we--the shakers--redumped +the stacks into the truck, which was pushed on to the manglers, who +ironed it all out in the hot rolls. So, after several other dumpings and +redumpings, the various lots were tied and labeled. + +Meanwhile a sharp, incessant pain had grown out of what was in the first +ten or fifteen minutes a tired feeling in the arms--that excruciating, +nerve-torturing pain which comes as a result of a ceaseless muscular +action that knows no variation or relaxation. To forget it, I began to +watch the eight others at our particular table. There were four +Italians, all stupid, uninteresting-looking girls, of anywhere from +fifteen to twenty-five years old; there was a thin, narrow-chested girl, +with delicate wrists and nicely shaped hands, who seemed far superior +to her companions, and who might have been pretty had it not been for +the sunken, blue-black cavity where one eye should have been; there was +a fat woman of forty, with a stiff neck, and of a religious temperament, +who worked in a short under-petticoat and was stolidly indifferent to +the conversation round her; the others were the two old dames--she who +had initiated me, and her sprightlier though not less ancient crony, +Mrs. Mooney. Both fairly bristled with spite and vindictiveness toward +everything in general, and us new-comers in particular, and each +sustained her flagging energies with frequent pinches of snuff and +chunks of coffee-cake which they drew from inexhaustible pockets. My +attempts at conversation with these two having been met with chilling +silence, and as Mrs. Mooney had given me several painful thrusts with +her sharp elbow when I happened to get too close to her, I took care to +keep a safe distance, puzzled as to wherein I might have offended, and +lapsing into a morbid interest in the gossip flying thick and fast +around me. + +The target of scandal was "the queen," a big, handsome blonde girl of +about twenty-five, who in a different environment and properly corseted +and gowned would have been set down unquestionably as "a voluptuous +beauty." Here in the laundry, in stocking-feet and an unbelted black +shirt-waist turned far in at the neck, she was merely "mushy," to use +the adjective of her detractors. The queen owed her nickname to the +boss, with whom she was said to "stand in," being "awful soft after +him." She was a sort of assistant to the foreman, bossing the job when +he was not around, and lending a hand in rush hours with true democratic +simplicity such as only the consciousness of her prestige could warrant +her in doing. Now she was assisting the black men load a truck, now +helping a couple of girls push it across the floor, now helping us dump +it on the table--laughing and joking all the while, but at the same time +goading us on to the very limit of human endurance. She had been in the +"Pearl" for seven years, slaved harder than any of us, and she looked as +fresh and buoyant as if she never had known what work was. I rather +liked the queen, despite the fact that I detected in her immediately a +relentless task-master; everybody else seemed to like her, +notwithstanding the malicious things they said about her. + +"Tired?" asked the one-eyed girl. "Yes, it's hard work, but it's steady. +You're never out of a job if you're a steady shaker that can be relied +on." + +There was cheerfulness in her tone, and both the old women stopped +talking. + +"Did yez come in the barber's wagon?" Mrs. Mooney asked. On being +assured that we had not, she proceeded to establish amicable relations +with the one-eyed girl and me by telling us she was glad we "weren't +Ginnies, anyway." + +"Whatever happened to yer eye?" inquired the other crone of my +companion. + +Unresentful of the blunt inquisitiveness, the girl responded cordially +with her little story--glad, apparently, to have a listener. + +"It was something I caught in the hospital when I had appendicitis three +years ago. When I was discharged my appendicitis was well, but my eye +had took sore. The doctor he says when he seen it, 'That eye's too far +gone, and it's got to come out, or the poison 'll spread to the t'other +eye, and then you won't have no eyes at all.' My mother she didn't know +nothing about it till it was all over. She'd have carried on awful if +she'd knowed it. But it didn't hurt a bit. I went under chloroform, and +when I come out of it I jist thought I'd been having a long sleep in a +big brass bedstead, with hem-stitched sheets and things like that," and +she pointed to the hotel linen we were all shaking. + +"That's the way with them hospitals," said Mrs. Mooney, +sympathetically, and proffering the heroine of the story a chunk of +spice-cake. + +"You'd been better to ha' stayed at home. Poor folks don't have no +chanst in them high-toned places." + +"Why don't you take off yer shoes like us, and let yer feet spread +out?--it'll rest them," suggested Mrs. Mooney, now passing me a +peace-offering of coffee-cake, and tightening her mouth in a grim +determination to be civil. + +Indeed, the one-eyed girl's story had wrought a transformation in these +two sullen old women. All that was human in them had been touched by the +tale of physical suffering, and we now met on common ground--the common +ground of brute sympathy which one animal feels for another in distress. + +The work was now under full blast, and every one of the hundred and +twenty-five girls worked with frenzied energy as the avalanche of +clothes kept falling in upon us and were sent with lightning speed +through the different processes, from the tubs to the packers' counters. +Nor was there any abatement of the snowy landslide--not a moment to stop +and rest the aching arms. Just as fast as the sweating negroes could +unload the trucks into the tubs, more trucks came rolling in from the +elevator, and the foaming tubs swirled perpetually, swallowing up, it +would seem, all the towels and pillow-cases and napkins in Greater New +York. Above the orchestra of noise I distinguished a faintly familiar +voice, which I could not place until I heard: + +"And it was nothing but pop I had that day--I hadn't had nothing but +rotten old pop all day!" + +From the girl's argument it was hard to determine whether she was more +grieved at not having had stronger potations than pop on that fatal +occasion, or at the implied aspersions upon her character for sobriety. +Looking up, I saw that she was in one of the truck-teams. She had her +one hand and arm strained against the rear of the sodden load, which she +was urging forward with her hip. The load happened to be for our table, +and as we dumped it out I asked her if there wasn't anything easier she +could do. She responded cheerily: + +"No. You've got to have two hands to run the mangles, and you've got to +have two hands to shake, and you've got to have two hands to tie up, but +you can push a truck with one hand." Which statement of the case, +combined with the cripple's optimism, made us laugh--all except the +one-eyed girl, espying whom, the maimed girl suddenly changed the tone +of levity with which she treated her own misfortune, and asked in a +lowered voice: "What's the matter with yer eye?" And the hospital +infection tale was repeated. + +Could a duchess have claimed greater grace than that poor, unlettered, +uncouth creature's delicate perception of that subtle principle of +courtesy, which allowed her to jest over her own misfortunes, but which +prompted a gentle hesitation in speaking to another about hers! + +In the excruciating agony of the hours that followed, the trucks became +a veritable anodyne for the pains that shot through my whole body. +Leaning over their deep sides was a welcome relief from the strained, +monotonous position at the tables. The one-eyed girl had likewise +discovered the anodyne, and remarked upon it once as we dived into the +wet freight. + +"It's so funny how one kind of pain sort of eases up another," she said; +"I always feel good every time I see the truck coming, though trucking's +far harder work than shaking if you had to do it steady. I wonder why it +is. It was the same way with my eye. When it was getting better and just +ached a little bit, steady, all the time, I used to wish I could have +real hard jumping toothache, just for a change." + +"God love ye, and it's so," fervently exclaimed Mrs. Mooney. + +The day was terrifically hot outdoors, and with the fearful heat that +came up through the floor from the engine-room directly under us, +combined with the humidity of the steam-tilled room, we were all driven +to a state of half-dress before the noon hour arrived. The women opened +their dresses at the neck and cast off their shoes, and the foreman +threw his suspenders off his shoulders, while the colored washers +paddled about on the sloppy floor in their bare black feet. + +"Don't any men work in this place except the foreman?" I asked Mrs. +Mooney, who had toiled a long time in the "Pearl" and knew everything. + +"Love of Mary!" she exclaimed indignantly; "and d' ye think any white +man that called hisself a white man would work in sich a place as this, +and with naygurs?" + +"But we work here," I argued. + +"Well, we be wimmin," she declared, drawing a pinch of snuff into her +nostrils in a manner that indicated finality. + +"But if it isn't good enough for a man, it isn't good enough for us, +even if we are women!" I persisted. + +She looked at me half in astonishment, half in suspicion at my daring to +question the time-honored order of things. Economics could make no +appeal to her intelligence, and shooting a glance out of her hard old +black eyes, she replied with a logic that permitted no gainsaying. + +"Love of Mary! if yez don't like yer job, ye can git out. Sure and we +don't take on no airs around here!" + +At twelve the noise ceased, and a shrill whistle ushered in the +half-hour's respite. The effect of that raucous shriek was as solemn, as +awe-inspiring, for the first moment, as the ringing of the Angelus bell +in a Catholic country-side. For one moment everybody stood motionless +and mute, the women with arms akimbo on aching hips, the black washers +with drooping, relaxed shoulders. Each tortured frame seemed to heave +with an inaudible "Thank God!" and then we slowly scattered in all +directions--some to the cloak-room, where the lunches were stored along +with the wraps, some down the stairs into the street. + +On this day the one-eyed girl and I found a bundle of clothes large +enough for two to sit on, and shared our lunch. For half a ham sandwich +she gave me a piece of cold sausage, and I gave her a dill pickle for a +greasy doughnut. The inevitable bottle of "pop" neither of us was able +to open until the foreman came along and lent his assistance. He +lingered a moment to talk the usual inanities that pass between a +democratic foreman and a couple of new girls. Under his jovial exterior +there seemed to be a vein of seriousness, amounting almost to sadness +when one looked at his well-modeled face and his steady gray eyes. Tall +and pale and prematurely bent, he had a certain distinction, as if he +had been cut out for better things. His manner had lost all the easy +familiarity of a few hours before, and he asked us in the kindest tone +possible how we liked the work, and heartened us with the assurance that +it wouldn't be nearly so hard in a few days, telling us to "stand +slack-like" and see if it didn't make the pain in our backs better. By +slack-like he meant stoop-shouldered, as everybody grows sooner or later +in a laundry. + +The foreman's hygienic lecture was interrupted by the warning rumble of +the awakening machinery, and we scurried back to our table to make +practical test of his theory. We followed it to the letter, but, like +every other palliative of pain, it soon lost its virtue, and the long +afternoon was one of unspeakable agony. There were now not only aching +backs and arms and legs, but feet parboiled to a blister on the burning +floors. The air was rent with lamentations, and before long my +side-partner and I had also shed our shoes. By four o'clock everybody +had sunk into a state of apathetic quiet, and even the exuberant Queen +lost something of her vivaciousness, and attended strictly to the +business of goading us on to our tasks. + +"We're two days behind with them hospital sheets," she screamed to one +relay; "S---- Hotel Barber Shop got to go out to-night," which +information brought groans from Mrs. Mooney. + +"Mother of God!" she cried. "Sure and that means nine o'clock to-night." + +"Aren't we going to get out at six?" asked the one-eyed girl, while I +glanced dismally at the never-ending train of trucks that kept rolling +out upon the washers' platform, faster now than at any other time of the +day. + +"God love ye! dearie, no," returned Mrs. Mooney. "Ye'll never get +outside _this_ shop at six any night, unless ye're carried out dead. +We're in luck to get out as early as eight." + +"Every night?" + +"Sure, every night exceptin' Saturday, and then it's twelve to +half-past one." + +"Oh, that's not so bad if you have a half-holiday." + +"Half-holiday!" echoed Mrs. Mooney. "Will ye listen to that! A +half-holiday, indeed!" Then the mocking voice grew kinder. "Sure and +it's every minute of twelve o'clock or a half-hour into Sunday mornin' +afore you ever see the outside of this place of a Saturday in +summer-time, with all the washin' and ironin' for the summer hotels and +the big bugs as is at the sea-shore." + +"Youse ain't got no kick coming," said one of the Ginney girls. "Youse +gets six cents an hour overtime, and youse 'll be mighty glad to make +that exter money!" + +Mrs. Mooney glared viciously at the interlopers. "Yes, and if it wasn't +for the likes of yez Ginnies that 'll work for nothing and live in +pig-pens, the likes of us white people wouldn't have to work nights." + +"Well I made ninety-six cents' overtime last week," spoke up the silent +fat woman in the under-petticoat, "and I was thankful to the Lord to get +it." + +Of the two hours or more that followed I have only a hazy recollection +of colored men bending over the pungent foam, of straining, sweating +women dragging their trucks round and round the great steaming-room. I +remembered nothing whatever of the moment when the agony was ended and +we were released for the day. Up to a certain dim borderland I remember +that my back ached and that my feet dragged heavily over the burning +floor, two pieces of boiling flesh. I do remember distinctly, however, +suddenly waking up on Third Avenue as I was walking past a delicatessen +store, and looking straight into the countenance of a pleasant-faced +woman. I must have walked right into her, for she seemed amused, and +went on her way laughing at something--probably my look of surprise as +the impact brought me suddenly to full consciousness. A clock was +hanging in the delicatessen-store window, and the hour-hand stood at +nine. A cooling sea-breeze was blowing up from the south, and as I +continued my walk home I realized that I had just passed out of a sort +of trance,--a trance superinduced by physical misery,--a merciful +subconscious condition of apathy, in which my soul as well as my body +had taken refuge when torture grew unbearable. + + + + +XVI + +IN WHICH IT IS PROVED TO ME THAT THE DARKEST HOUR COMES JUST BEFORE THE +DAWN + + +The next morning I asked Mrs. Mooney what time it was when we left the +laundry the evening before, and she said half-past eight. Then I +recounted the strange experience of the trance, which did not arouse the +interest I had expected. + +"That's nothing. That's the way we all get sometimes," she declared. "If +we didn't get into them trance-spells there'd be none of us workin' here +at all, at all." + +"Yes, indeed," said a prayerful voice. "Praise God, it's one of his +blessid pervisions to help us bear our crosses." + +"I don't think the Lord's got much to do with our breaking backs or +feet, do you?" asked the one-eyed girl, as we turned to unload a truck. +"Now I'm not an unbeliever, and I believe in God and Jesus Christ, all +right; but I sometimes think they don't do all these things that the +Methodists and Salvation Army says they do. Somehow, I don't believe God +knows anything about my eye or that one-armed girl's getting hurt in the +roller. I used to believe everything I heard the evangelist say, but I +don't think no more that religion is what it's cracked up to be." A few +moments later she asked if I was a Protestant, too, and receiving an +affirmative, proceeded to express herself on the superior merits of that +form of faith as compared with the Catholic, against which she had all +the narrow-minded ignorance and superstition which, strange to say, only +too often characterize the better element of the class to which she +belonged. This girl's unreasonable prejudice against something of which +she knew not the first thing presented a paradox universal in her world. +The Catholic Church as an institution was her enemy, and the enemy of +all Protestants. "If they could kill you, and not be found out by the +law, they'd do it just as quick as wink, because the priest would bail +them out of hell for a dollar and a quarter." And yet, when it came to +the concrete and personal, she had to admit that all the Catholics she +had ever known were "just about as good as Protestants." + +This religious discussion was carried on in a low voice, with many +side-glances toward the Catholic side of the table, as if danger +threatened were they to hear a word of it. I knew, however, that there +was nothing to fear from that quarter. There was only one religious +conscience there, and that belonged to the one-eyed girl herself. From +innumerable other instances I had met with before I had come to this +generalization: that bigotry and bitter prejudices in matters of faith, +deplorable as they at first seem to be, mark a distinct step in the +social evolution and moral development of the ignorant and degraded. +Nobody else at that table was far enough along to worry herself with +principles of faith. + +"I think the Salvation Army's a kind of good religion," she continued; +"only they--" but I heard no more; we were interrupted by a flurry of +interest in the front, which spread quickly to our region, as a portly +man in an automobile coat and Panama hat made his way by the +mangle-machines and the tables. The foreman, diffident and uncertain, +was walking by his side; and from the peremptory and numerous +instructions he was receiving, it became patent that his companion was +the "boss." Everybody looked hastily, stealthily, at the Queen, who hid +her pleasure under a very transparent veil of dissembling, as she helped +us unload a truck. Never before had I heard the queen laugh so merrily, +and never before had I realized what a superb, handsome animal she was. +There was a certain rhythmic movement as she raised and lowered her body +over the truck. The excitement of the moment added a deeper color to her +always splendid rose-and-white complexion, upon which the steam-laden +atmosphere distilled perpetually that soft dewiness characteristic of +the perfect complexion of young children or of goddesses. And like a +goddess the queen appeared that moment,--an untidy, earth-chained +goddess, mirthful, voluptuous. + +"She thinks she's mighty fine, don't she?" whispered my one-eyed friend. + +The boss halted at the truck, and the queen looked up with ill-feigned +surprise, as if she hadn't known for five minutes that he was in the +room. He seemed the personification of prosperous, ignorant vulgarity, +and his manner, as he swept his eye carelessly over his queen's +subjects, was one of good-natured insolence. He didn't tarry long, and +if guilty of the gentle dalliance of which he was accused, it was plain +to be seen that he did not allow it to interfere with the discipline of +the "Pearl." + +At lunch-time the one-eyed girl and I went off to the same corner as +before, and no sooner had we begun to divide our pickles and sandwiches +than in sauntered the foreman, munching alternately from a cylinder of +bologna sausage in one hand and a chunk of dry bread in the other. + +"Well, how goes it?" he asked pleasantly, dropping his long, lank frame +upon a bundle of hotel table-linen. "Did you try my advice about +standin' slack-like?" + +We replied to his question while the one-eyed girl carved a dill pickle +and a sweet pickle each into three portions. + +He related how he had come to the "Pearl" six years ago, and had worked +himself up to his present job, which was not to be sneezed at, he said, +considering that eighteen dollars a week wasn't to be picked up every +day--and steady work, too, no layoffs and no shut-downs. He emphasized +the fact, evidently very important in his mind, that he wasn't married, +that he had not met any girl yet that would have him, which my companion +insisted couldn't possibly be true, or if it was, then none of the girls +he had ever asked had any taste at all. He lived at home with his +mother, whom he didn't allow to "work out" since he'd been big enough to +earn a living for her. There was a sister, too, at home, who had a job +in a near-by manufactory; but she was engaged, and going to be married +in her "intended's" vacation. Then, the foreman thought, he'd have to +get a wife himself, if he could find anybody to have him. And she +wouldn't have to work, either--not on your tintype! She would live at +home with his mother, and darn his socks and sew on his buttons, and +she'd have no washing or ironing to do, as he got his all done for +nothing in the "Pearl." That perquisite went along with the eighteen +dollars a week. Oh, she'd have things as nice as any hard-working young +fellow could give her. + +"Would she have to be purty?" asked the one-eyed girl, who seemed +unusually interested in this hypothetical wife, and who took such a +lively interest in the foreman and his plans that I felt my heart sink +in pity for the poor maimed creature. Was she hanging breathless on the +foreman's reply to this question? If so, there was a certain comfort in +the gallant answer. + +"No, I should say not," he replied, as I thought with gentle +consideration of her to whom he was speaking; "I don't think I could +ever trust a wife who was a ten-thousand-dollar beaut'. She'd want to +gad too much. I don't think looks count for much; and I'd think she was +pretty, anyway, if I was terrible stuck on her. Them things don't make +much difference only in story-papers. But there's one thing she would +have to be, and that is handy at doing things. I wouldn't marry a lazy +girl, and I wouldn't marry a girl that wasn't a working girl." + +The engines began to give out a warning rumble, and the foreman +scrambled somewhat reluctantly to his feet, and stretching out his long +arms, started off. + +"Say, that feller's clean, dead gone on you," remarked my companion, +closing her hand over mine in a pressure that was full of congratulation +and honest delight. + +I scouted the idea, but nevertheless I became suddenly conscious of a +complete change in his manner from the easy familiarity of the morning +before. Instead of the generic name of "Sally," or the Christian name +which on better acquaintance he applied to the other girls, he had +politely prefixed a "Miss" to my surname. There had come, too, a +peculiar feeling of trust and confidence in him--a welcome sensation in +this horrible, degraded place; and it was with gratefulness that I +watched him disappear in the steamy vista, throwing off his suspenders +preparatory to plunging into the turmoil of the afternoon's work now +under way. + +"Sure thing he is, I'd bet my life on it," she insisted, as we, too, +hurried back to the table and took up our towels and napkins once more. +"There's no mistakin' them signs, and you'd be a little fool if you +wasn't to help him along. Men's all sort of bashful, some more 'n +others, and it's a good thing to help along. I like the looks of that +fellow--he'd be awful silly and soft with his wife." + +There was gentle solicitude in the voice, and looking up, I was almost +startled with the radiance of the girl's face--the face of a good woman +who loves, and who takes a generous interest in the love affairs of +another. As we leaned over the truck and began to haul out its wet +freight, she whispered to me: + +"I know all about it because I've been there myself. I've got a +gentleman-friend, too, and he's awful nice to me. He's been going with +me five years, and he didn't shake me when I lost my eye. Lots of +fellows I know would have backed out. That's what I like about that +foreman. I think he'd do just the same by a girl he loved as Jim did to +me. We'd have been married this long time, only Jim's got his hands full +with a crazy mother, and he says she'll never go to any asylum s' long's +he's able to keep her; and so Jim's aunt she lives with them and tends +his mother, and it takes 'most all Jim makes, because his mother's sick +all the time, too, and has to have the doctor and be humored. But I like +a man that's good to his mother. Jim isn't overly strong, either, and is +likely to break down." + +Late in the afternoon my partner was overcome by an attack of +sick-headache, and dropped with nausea and exhaustion. Mrs. Mooney and +the Queen helped her to her feet. + +"It's them pickles and them rotten cold lunches you girls eat," declared +Mrs. Mooney, who was fond of talking on the nutritious properties of +food. "Now I says, the Lord only give me one stummick, and when that's +wore out he'll never give me another, and I can't never buy one with no +money, and I never put anything in that stummick at noon but a good cold +beer and a good hot plate of soup, and that's what you ought to do. Only +cost you five cents for the both of them together, down to Devlin's +place. We go there every day," jerking her head in the direction of her +crony, "and you can go along if ye have a mind to." + +In accordance with this invitation, we became patrons of Devlin's the +very next day. Promptly at twelve we hurried out, sleeves still rolled +up and our damp aprons unremoved. There was no time for making a +toilet, Mrs. Mooney insisted, as Devlin's was three blocks away, and we +had only a half-hour. Across Lexington, across Third Avenue, and down +one block, we came to a corner saloon, and filed in the "ladies' +entrance." The room was filled with workmen drinking beer and smoking at +the little round tables, and when they saw us each man jumped up, and +grabbing his glass, went out into the barroom. Commenting upon this to +Mrs. Mooney, she explained as we seated ourselves: + +"Sure, and what'd ye expect! Sure, and it's a proper hotel ye're in, and +it's dacent wurrkin'-men that comes here, and they knows a lady when +they see her, and they ups and goes!" + +In response to Mrs. Mooney's vigorous order, "Six beers with the +trimmin's!" a waiter appeared presently with a steaming tray. + +"Now eat that, and drink that, and see if they don't go to the spot," +cried the old woman, gaily, and we all fell to, with table manners more +eager than elegant. Whatever the soup was made of, it seemed to me the +best soup I had ever eaten in New York, and I instantly determined never +again to blame a working man or woman for dining in a saloon in +preference to the more godly and respectable dairy-lunch room. We all +ate ravenously, and I, who never before could endure the sight or smell +of beer, found myself draining my "schooner" as eagerly as Mrs. Mooney +herself. + +"My! but that braces me up," she declared, sighing deeply and licking +the froth from her lips; "it's almost as good as whisky." It was a +propitious moment to ask questions, and I inquired how long she had +worked at the "Pearl." + +"Eighteen months, off and on. I gets the rheumatism and stay home +sometimes. I believe in taking care of yer back. I says, I've only got +one back, and when that's wore out the Lord ain't going to give me +another. So I stay home; but it's so lonesome I'm always mighty glad to +get to work ag'in." + + +The long, long days sped by, their torture relieved by such comfort as +we could find in the gossip of the table, and in daily excursions to +Devlin's, where I had become a regular patron. The foreman, too, added a +little variety to the monotony by coming to our table sometimes, and +shaking clothes for a few moments with us, while he gossiped with the +one-eyed girl and me, which unusual proceeding filled her romantic soul +with all sorts of happy anticipation. On Saturday morning, after he had +come and gone, she whispered ecstatically: "That fellow is stuck on +you, and I'll bet he'll be askin' you to go to the theayter with +him--just see if he don't!" + +But alas for woman's dreams! The next day we saw the boss coming across +the floor, this time alone. He sauntered up to our table, began to fling +jokes at us all in a manner of insolent familiarity, and asked the names +of the new faces. When he came to me he lingered a moment and uttered +some joking remarks of insulting flattery, and in a moment he had +grasped my bare arm and given it a rude pinch, walking hurriedly away. +In a few moments the foreman came back and motioned me to go with him, +and I followed to the front of the room, where the boss stood smoking +and joking with the wrappers. The foreman retired a respectful distance, +and the boss, after looking me over thoughtfully, informed me that I was +to be promoted Monday morning to the wrappers' counter. + +"And now run away, and be a good girl the rest of the day," he +concluded, with a wave of the hand, and I rushed back to the table, more +disgusted with the man and his manner than I was thankful to him for my +promotion to a job that would pay me five dollars a week. + +"Didn't I tell you so!" exclaimed my friend, amid the excited comments +and questions of the others at the table. "That's some of the foreman's +doing, and I'm real glad for you--it's nothing more than what I've been +expectin', though." + +This opinion was not shared, however, by the rest of my companions, who +repeated divers terrible tales of moral ruin and betrayal, more or less +apocryphal, wherein the boss was inevitably the villain. I now found +myself suddenly the cynosure of all eyes, the target of a thousand +whispered comments, as I moved about the workroom. The physical agony of +aching back and blistered feet was too great, though, for me to feel any +mental distress over the fact--for the moment at least. In the awful +frenzy of the Saturday-afternoon rush, greater than that of any other +day of the week, I did not care much what they thought or said about the +boss and me. + +I was shaking my towels and napkins, and trying to look as indifferent +as I believed I felt, when the foreman beckoned me again, and stepping +aside, thrust a piece of yellow wrapping-paper into my hand. + +"Read it when nobody's looking," he said in a low voice; "and don't +think wrong of me for meddling in what's not my business"; and he was +off again. + +A few minutes later I read: + + + "You'd better give up this job. It's no place for a girl that wants + to do right. Come back Monday and get your money; and I wouldn't + stay to-night after six o'clock, if I was you, but go home and + rest. If you can't get a job as good as this inside of a day or + two, I think my sister can get one for you in her place; but you + won't stay here if you take my advice. + + "Yours truly, + + "J. P. + + "P.S. Please don't show this, or I'd lose my job; and be sure to + come Monday evening for your money." + + +I made at once for the cloak-room. When I emerged, a moment later, it +was to find the narrow passage obstructed by one of the big soiled-linen +trucks, over which "J. P." bent industriously, as if he hadn't another +thought in the world beyond the sorting of table-cloths and napkins. +Suddenly he lifted up his lank frame, and seeing one of his workpeople +making her escape, he called out: + +"It's not six o'clock yet!" + +"I don't care if it isn't; I am going home," I replied promptly. + +"What's the matter?" he asked in a loud voice, and then, as he drew +near, added in an undertone: + +"You read my note?" + +"Yes," I replied. + +"S'pose you kind of wonder at me doing it?" he went on, moving with me +toward the staircase. + +"No; I guessed right away," I answered. + +We had now reached the top of the stairs leading to the street door, and +were out of ear-shot of the busy workroom. The curious faces and craning +necks were lost to us through an interposing veil of steam. The foreman +grasped my extended hand in a limp, hasty clasp as I began to move down +the steps. + +"You guessed part, but not all," he whispered, turning away. + +I dragged myself to the end of the block and turned into Lexington +Avenue just as the six-o'clock whistles began to blow. So much I +remember very distinctly, but after that all is an indistinct blur of +clanging street-cars, of jostling crowds. I do not know whether I had +lost my senses from the physical agony I was enduring, though still able +to perform the mechanical process of walking, or whether it was a case +of somnambulism; but I know that I walked on, all unconscious of where I +was going, or of my own identity, until I came in collision with some +one, and heard a feminine voice beg my pardon. Then a little cry, and +two arms were thrown about me, and I looked up into the smiling face of +Minnie Plympton--Minnie Plympton as large as life and unspeakably +stunning in a fresh shirt-waist and sailor-hat. She was smiling at me +like a princess issuing from her enchantment in a rose-bush; and lest +she should vanish as suddenly as she had appeared, I clutched wildly at +her arm, trembling and sobbing at this delicious awakening from the +horrible nightmare that had been my existence for so many days. + +We were standing on the corner of Lexington Avenue and a cross-town +thoroughfare, and ever after must that spot remain in my mind as the +actual turning-point of my fortunes--indeed, the very turning-point of +my whole life. As I look back upon that beautiful June evening, I again +hear the rumble of the elevated trains in the street beyond, and again I +hear the clang of the electric cars as they swirl out of the avenue into +the street. Probably every man and woman who ever came a stranger to a +great city has his or her own particular secret and holy place where +angels came and ministered in the hour of need. I do not doubt it, but +I do often wonder whether every such person visits his sacred place as +often as I visit mine. I go to mine very often, especially in +summer-time, about six o'clock, when, amid the roar and the turmoil and +the banalities of the real and the actual, I recall the wondrous tale of +the Burning Bush. For there God appeared to me that evening--the God who +had hidden his face for so long. + + +"Why, you look as weak as a kitten--you look sick!" Minnie declared. +"You need a good cup of tea and to be put to bed, and I'm going to be +the one to do it for you!" + +I was half dazed as Minnie Plympton bundled me into a passing electric +car; and then, with my head leaning comfortably on Minnie Plympton's +plump shoulder, and with Minnie Plympton's strong arm about my aching +body, I was jolted away somewhere into a drowsy happiness. + + + + +EPILOGUE + + +Three years have elapsed since that last day in the "Pearl Laundry" and +my providential meeting with Minnie Plympton. + +The events of those three years may be recounted in almost as few +sentences, for prosperous working girls, like happy nations, have no +history. And we have been very prosperous, Minnie Plympton and I. We, I +say, because from the moment of our unforeseen meeting in the +hurly-burly of that street corner, the interests of Minnie Plympton's +life and of mine were to become, for the succeeding year, almost +inseparable. + +I said we have both been very prosperous. But Minnie Plympton has been +more than that: she has been successful--successful in the only real way +a woman can, after all, be successful. Minnie is married. She is the +wife of an enterprising young business man, and the mother of a charming +baby. She has been married nearly two years, and lives in a pretty +cottage in a peaceful suburb. It was what the world would call a good +match, and Minnie declares she is perfectly happy. And no doubt she is, +else that honest creature would not be so bent upon making matches for +everybody else. + +As for myself, I have been merely prosperous--prosaically and +uninterestingly, though none the less agreeably, prosperous. I do not +know whether I am happy or not. I am still a working girl, and by all +the portents of the dream-book I am foredoomed eternally to remain a +wage-earner in spite of all Mrs. Minnie's good offices. For I was born +on a Saturday; and "Saturday's child must work for its living." + +Now, I do not care to be accused of a superstitious faith in +dream-books, but I do want to say that I have found all sorts of +inspiration in a philosophical acceptance of that oracle attaching to my +unfortunate birthday. If Saturday's child must work for her living, why +not make the best of it? Why not make the most advantageous terms +possible with Fate? why not work with, and not against, that inexorable +Forelady, in cooperation with her plans and along the lines of her least +resistance? + +This I have tried to do. How I have done it, and what the results have +been, I shall now try to sketch with not more attention to tedious +details than I feel justified in assuming may be of some help and +encouragement to other strugglers. + +I became a stenographer and typewriter, earning twenty dollars a week. I +worked hard for my money, and the day was still a long day. I went to +work at nine o'clock in the morning, and while I was supposed to get off +at five, and sometimes did, I was often obliged to work till six or +seven. + +And this I called prosperity? Yes; for me this was prosperity, when I +remembered the circumstances of my beginnings. + +When I met Minnie Plympton on the street corner, that hot summer night, +I was "dead broke," not only in purse, but in body and spirit as well. +She took me home with her to the two small rooms where she was doing +light housekeeping, and where we continued to live together until her +marriage a year later broke up our happy domestic partnership. A few +weeks after Minnie took me home with her I got a position in the notion +department of one of the large stores. I received only four dollars a +week; but, as our rent was small and our living expenses the very +minimum, I was able to meet my half of the joint expenditure. I worked +four months at selling pins and needles and thread and whalebone and a +thousand and one other things to be found in a well-stocked notion +department; and then, by a stroke of good luck and Minnie Plympton's +assistance, I got a place as demonstrator of a new brand of tea and +coffee in the grocery department of the same "emporium." My new work was +not only much lighter and pleasanter, but it paid me the munificent +salary of eight dollars a week. + +But I did not want to be a demonstrator of tea and coffee all my life. I +had often thought I would like to learn shorthand and typewriting. The +demonstrator of breakfast foods at the next counter to mine was taking a +night course in bookkeeping; which gave me the idea of taking a similar +course in stenography. And then the Long Day began in earnest. I went to +night-school five nights out of every week for exactly sixty weeks, +running consecutively save for a fortnight's interim at the Christmas +holidays, when we worked nights at the store. On Saturday night, which +was the off night, I did my washing and ironing, and on Sunday night I +made, mended, and darned my clothes--that is, when there was any making, +mending, or darning to be done. As my wardrobe was necessarily slender, +I had much time to spare. This spare time on Sunday nights I spent in +study and reading. I studied English composition and punctuation, both +of which I would need later on when I should become a stenographer. I +also brushed up on my spelling and grammar, in which, I had been +informed--and correctly--the average stenographer is sadly remiss. + +As for reading, which was the only recreation my life knew, it was of a +most desultory, though always mercenary sort. I read every book I could +get out of the circulating library which, from its title or general +character as summarized in the newspaper reviews, I thought might help +me to solve the problem of earning a good livelihood. The title of one +book particularly attracted me--a book which was so much in demand that +I had to wait a whole six months before I succeeded in getting it +through the slow and devious process peculiar to circulating libraries. +That book was "Up from Slavery," and it brought home to me as nothing +else could have done what was the real trouble with myself and all the +rest of the struggling, ill-paid, wretched working women with whom I had +come in contact during my apprenticeship. What that trouble was I shall +revert to later. + +When I had thoroughly learned the principles of my trade and had +attained a speed of some hundred and odd words a minute, the hardest +task was yet before me. This task was not in finding a position, but in +filling that position satisfactorily. My first position at ten dollars a +week I held only one day. I failed to read my notes. This was more +because of fright and of self-consciousness, however, than of +inefficiency. My next paid me only six dollars a week, but it was an +excellent training-school, and in it I learned self-confidence, perfect +accuracy, and rapidity. Although this position paid me two dollars less +than what I had been earning brewing tea and coffee and handing it over +the counter, and notwithstanding the fact that I knew of places where I +could go and earn ten dollars a week, I chose to remain where I was. +There was method in my madness, however, let me say. I had a considerate +and conscientious employer, and although I had a great deal of work, and +although it had to be done most punctiliously, he never allowed me to +work a moment overtime. He opened his office at nine in the morning, and +I was not expected before quarter after; he closed at four sharp. This +gave me an opportunity for further improving myself with a view to +eventually taking not a ten-dollar, but a twenty-dollar position. I went +back to night-school and took a three months' "speed course," and at the +same time continued to add to my general education and stock of +knowledge by a systematic reading of popular books of science and +economics. I became tremendously interested in myself as an economic +factor, and I became tremendously interested in other working girls from +a similar point of view. Of science and economics I knew nothing when I +started out to earn my living. + +One day I answered an advertisement calling for the sort of stenographer +I now believed myself to be. It brought a response signed with the name +of a large religious publishing house. I got the position, beginning +with a salary of fifteen dollars a week, which was to be increased to +twenty dollars provided I could fill the position. That I should succeed +in doing so, there was evident doubt in my employers' minds, and no +wonder! For I was the fifth to attempt it. + +My work consisted for the most part in taking dictation from the editor +of the periodical published weekly by the house--letters to +contributors, editorials, and special articles. Also, when it was found +that I had some intelligent, practical knowledge of grammar and +English--and here was where my studies of the preceding year bore +fruit--I was intrusted with the revision and correction of the least +important of the manuscripts, thus relieving the busy editors of one of +their most irksome tasks. + +One day I had occasion to mention to the editor some of the strenuous +experiences I had undergone in my struggle to attain a decent living. He +was startled--not to say a little shocked--that a young woman of +apparently decent birth and upbringing should have formed such an +intimate acquaintance with the dark side of life. Inspired by his +sympathetic interest, I boldly interviewed the editor of a well-known +monthly magazine, with the result that I immediately prepared two papers +on certain of my experiences; and, to my surprise and delight, they were +accepted. + +And, somehow, with the appearance of those two articles--the first +fruits of authorship--part of the horror and loathing of that unhappy +period of servitude fell away from me; the sordid suffering, the hurt to +pride, the ineffaceable scar on heart and soul I felt had not been in +vain. I can now look back upon the recent, still vivid past without a +shiver; for there is comfort in the thought that what I have undergone +is to be held up to others as a possible lesson and warning. + +And now a word as to the verity of this narrative. Have I actually been +through all that I have described? Yes, and more; and in other cities +beside New York. + +Yet for the sake of unity the order of things has been somewhat +changed; and no record is given of many weeks, and even months, when +life flowed uneventfully, if not smoothly, on. + +"But," says the thoughtful reader, "do your sordid experiences of some +two or three years ago match conditions of to-day?" and I answer: +Generally speaking, they do; because lately I reinforced memory by +thorough investigation. + +I went further than that: when it came to me to write this little +book--that is so absolutely a transcript from real life--I voluntarily +labored, a week here, a week there, at various trades allied to those +that previously had been my sole means of livelihood, and all the time +living consistently the life of the people with whom I was thus +temporarily associated. + +There were, of course, many little points that when I was a worker in +earnest I had not eyes to see, but which my recent conscious study +brought out in proper perspective. + +Yet it was as a working girl that I learned to know most of the +characters that people this book, and which give to it any value it may +possess. + +For obvious reasons, I have been obliged to give fictitious names to +factories and shops in which I worked; and I have, in most cases, +substituted for the names of the streets where the factories were +located the names of streets of like character. + +The physical conditions, the sordid wretchedness of factory and +workshop, of boarding-and lodging-house, I have not in any wise +overstated. + +As to moral conditions, I have not been in every instance so +scrupulously truthful--that is, I have not told all the truth. For it is +a truth which only too often will not bear even the suggestion of +telling. Only in two or three instances--for example, in my account of +Henrietta Manners--have I ventured to hint definitely at anything +pertaining to the shame and iniquity underlying a discouragingly large +part of the work-girls' world. In my magazine articles I was obliged to +leave out all reference to this tabooed topic. The attitude of the +public, especially the American public, toward this subject is a curious +mixture of prudery and gallantry. It bridles at anything which impeaches +the traditional honor and chastity of the working girl. The chivalry of +American men--and my experience in workshop, store, and factory has +proved to me how genuine and deep-rooted that chivalry is--combined with +our inherent spirit of democracy, is responsible for the placing of the +work-girl, as a class, in a light as false and ridiculous as that in +which Don Quixote was wont to view the charms of his swineherd lady, +Dulcinea. In the main, our notions of the woman who toils do more credit +to our sentiments and to the impulses of our hearts than they do credit +to our heads or to any serious desires we may cherish for her welfare. +She has become, and is becoming more and more, the object of such an +amount of sentimentality on the part of philanthropists, sociological +investigators, labor agitators, and yellow journals--and a goodly share +of journalism that prides itself upon not being yellow--that the real +work-girl has been quite lost sight of. Her name suggests, according to +their imaginations, a proud, independent, self-reliant, efficient young +woman--a young woman who works for her living and is glad of it. One +hardly dares criticize her, unless, indeed, it be to lecture her for an +ever-increasing independence of her natural male protectors and an +alleged aversion to babies. + +That we should cling so tenaciously to this ideal is to our honor and +glory. But fine words butter no parsnips; nor do our fine idealizations +serve to reduce the quota which the working-girl ranks contribute to +disreputable houses and vicious resorts. The factories, the workshops, +and to some extent the stores, of the kind that I have worked in at +least, are recruiting-grounds for the Tenderloin and the "red light" +districts. The Springers and the "Pearl Laundries" send annually a large +consignment of delinquents to their various and logical destinations. It +is rare indeed that one finds a female delinquent who has not been in +the beginning a working girl. For, sad and terrible though it be, the +truth is that the majority of "unfortunates," whether of the +specifically criminal or of the prostitute class, are what they are, not +because they are inherently vicious, but _because they were failures as +workers and as wage-earners_. They were failures as such, primarily, for +no other reason than that they did not like to work. And they did not +like to work, not because they are lazy--they are anything but lazy, as +a rule--but _because they did not know how to work_. + +Few girls know how to work when they undertake the first job, whether +that job be making paper boxes, seaming corset-covers, or taking +shorthand dictation. Nor by the term, "knowing how to work," do I mean, +necessarily, lack of experience. One may have had no experience whatever +in any line of work, yet one may know _how_ to work--may understand the +general principles of intelligent labor. These general principles a girl +may learn equally well by means of a normal-school training or through +familiarity with, and participation in, the domestic labor of a +well-organized household. The working girl in a great city like New York +does not have the advantage of either form of training. Her education, +even at the best, is meager, and of housework she knows less than +nothing. If she is city-born, it is safe to assume that she has never +been taught how to sweep a room properly, nor how to cook the simplest +meal wholesomely, nor how to make a garment that she would be willing to +wear. She usually buys all her cheap finery at a cheap store, and such +style and taste as she displays is "ready made." + +Not having learned to work, either at school or at home, she goes to the +factory, to the workshop, or to the store, crude, incompetent, and, +worst of all, with an instinctive antagonism toward her task. _She +cannot work, and she does not work. She is simply "worked."_ And there +is all the difference in the world between "working" and "being worked." +To work is a privilege and a boon to either man or woman, and, properly +regulated, it ought to be a pleasure. To be worked is degrading. To work +is dignified and ennobling, for to work means the exercise of the mental +quite as much as the physical self. But the average working girl puts +neither heart nor mind into her labor; she is merely a machine, though +the comparison is a libel upon the functions of first-class machinery. + +The harsh truth is that, hard as the working girl is "worked," and +miserable as her remuneration is, she is usually paid quite as much as +she is worth. + +For her incompetency she is not entirely to blame; rather is it a matter +of heredity and environment. Being a girl, it is not natural to her to +work systematically. The working woman is a new product; in this country +she is hardly three generations old. As yet she is as new to the idea of +what it really means to work as is the Afro-American citizen. The +comparison may not be flattering to our vanity, but, after a reading of +Booker Washington's various expositions of the industrial abilities of +the negro, I cannot but be convinced that the white working woman is in +a corresponding process of evolution, so far as her specific functions +for labor have been developed. + +Conditions in the "Pearl," from the view-point of mere physical labor, +were the most brutal in all my experience; but, from what I can learn, +the "Pearl" is no worse than many other similar establishments. Young +women will work in such places only as a last resort, for young women +cannot work long under conditions so detrimental to bodily health. The +regular workers are old women--women like Mrs. Mooney and her cronies. +The steady workers at the "Pearl" were, with the exception of the +"queen," all old women. Every day saw the arrival of a new force of +young hands who were bound to "play out" at the end of three or four +days' apprenticeship, if not sooner. I played out completely: I didn't +walk a step for a week after I went home with Minnie Plympton that +Saturday night. Which was all in accord with Mrs. Mooney's prediction +the first day: "You won't last long, mind ye; you young uns never do. If +you ain't strong as an ox it gits in your back and off ye go to the +'orspital; and if you're not able to stand the drivin', and thinks +you're good-lookin', off you goes to the bad, sooner 'n stay here." + +I would like to dwell for a moment upon the character and personality of +her whom I have more than once referred to as the "queen." The queen had +worked, I was told, for seven years in the laundry, and she was, as I +saw and knew her in those days, as fresh as the proverbial daisy. She +seemed the very embodiment of blithesome happiness. In the chapter +dealing with the laundry I had occasion to speak of her voluptuous +beauty. Her long years of hard labor--and she labored harder than any +one else there--seemed to have wrought no effect upon her handsome, +nerveless body. Her lovely eyes, her hair, her dazzling complexion and +perfect features, were all worthy the reputation of a stage beauty. She +was kind; in her rough, uncouth way, she was kind to everybody--so kind, +in fact, that she was generally popular, though envied as enjoying the +boss's favor. And, as may be imagined, her influence, during those seven +years, upon the underfed, underpaid, ignorant, unskilled green hands who +streamed into the "Pearl" every morning must have been endless for evil. + +On the subject of morality I am constrained to express myself with +apparent diffidence, lest I be misinterpreted and charged with vilifying +the class to which I once belonged. And yet behind my diffidence of +expression I must confess to a very honest and uncompromising belief, +founded upon my own knowledge and observation, that the average working +girl is even more poorly equipped for right living and right thinking +than she is for intelligent industrial effort. One of the worst features +of my experience was being obliged to hear the obscene stories which +were exchanged at the work-table quite as a matter of course; and, if +not a reflection of vicious minds, this is at least indicative of loose +living and inherent vulgarity. The lewd joke, the abominable tale, is +the rule, I assert positively, and not the exception, among the lower +class of working girls with whom I toiled in those early months of my +apprenticeship. The flower-manufactory in Broadway was the one glorious +exception. I do not attempt to account for this exception to the general +rule, unless it be explainable upon the logical theory that the skill +necessary for the making of artificial flowers is found only in a vastly +superior class of girls. The flower-girls I met at Rosenberg's were, +without exception, wholesome-minded and pure-hearted. They knew how to +cook, as they had ample opportunity of proving at our luncheons and +dinners during those four busy, happy weeks. I never met factory-girls +in any other line of employment who knew how to make a cup of tea or +coffee that was fit to drink. The flower-girls gave every evidence of +having come from homes which, humble though many of them must have been, +were nevertheless well-ordered and clean. The girls I met in other +places seemed never to have lived in homes at all. + +In the telling of the obscene story, Jew and Gentile, Catholic and +Protestant, were equally guilty. + +That the responsibility for these conditions of moral as well as +physical wretchedness is fundamentally attributable to our present +socio-economic system is a fact that has been stated so often before, +and by writers who by right of specialized knowledge and scientific +training are so much better equipped to discuss social economics than I +may ever hope to be, that I need not repeat the axiom here. Nor would it +be any more becoming for me to enter into any discussion of the various +theories upon which the economists and the social reformers base their +various projects for the reconstruction of the present system. +Personally I have a strong prejudice in favor of the trades-union. I +believe that working women should awaken as quickly as possible to the +advantages to be derived from organization of the industries in which +they are employed. But I seem to be alone in my cherished desire. The +women and girls I have worked with in New York do not view the +trades-union as their more progressive and enlightened sisters of +Chicago and the West generally choose to regard it. Chicago alone shows +a roster of nearly forty thousand women and girls who are organized into +unions of their own, officered by themselves and with their own feminine +"walking delegates." I recently spent four weeks among these +trades-unions, numbering thirty-five distinct women's organizations, and +I found, everywhere I went, the same enthusiasm for, and the same +superior degree of intelligence regarding, the aim and object of the +organization idea. + +As for the working women of New York, they have so far refused to +countenance the trades-union. New York has no woman's trades-union. A +small percentage of women workers belong to labor organizations, it is +true; but it is merely as auxiliaries to the men's unions, and where +they work at trades that have been thoroughly organized for the benefit +of the men workers. They belong to these unions always under protest, +not of their own volition; because they are obliged to do so in order to +be permitted to work at their trades in competition with men who are +organized. + +For this reason, owing to the blindness of the workwoman to the benefits +to be derived from organization,--and because, moreover, it has not yet +been proved that the trades-union, carried to its logical conclusion, is +likely to be a panacea for the industrial woes of the sex which does +favor and support it--it seems to me rather idle to urge its wider +adoption under the protest of those most vitally concerned--the women +workers themselves. The idea of organized labor will have to grow among +the ranks of women workers just as the idea has grown into the +consciousness of her father and brother. + +We have a great and crying need for two things--things which it is +entirely within the power of a broad-minded philanthropy to supply. The +most urgent of these needs is a very material and unpoetic one. We need +a well-regulated system of boarding-and lodging-houses where we can live +with decency upon the small wages we receive. We do not want any +so-called "working girls' homes"--God forgive the euphemism!--which, +while overcharging us for the miserable accommodations, at the same time +would put us in the attitude of charity dependants. What the working +girl needs is a cheap hotel or a system of hotels--for she needs a great +many of them--designed something after the Mills Hotels for working-men. +She also needs a system of well-regulated lodging-houses, such as are +scattered all over the city for the benefit of men. My experience of the +working girls' home in which I lived for many weeks, and from my +observation and inquiries regarding a number of similar "homes" which I +have since visited, justifies me in making a few suggestions regarding +the general plan and conduct of the ideal philanthropic scheme which I +have in mind. + +First and most important, there must be no semblance of charity. Let the +working girls' hotel and the working girls' lodging-house be not only +self-supporting, but so built and conducted that they will pay a fair +rate of interest upon the money invested. Otherwise they would fail of +any truly philanthropic object. + +As to their conduct as institutions there should be no rules, no +regulations which are not in full operation in the Waldorf-Astoria or +the Hotel St. Regis. The curse of all such attempts in the past has been +the insistence upon _coercive morality_. Make them not only +non-sectarian, but non-religious. There is no more need of conducting a +working girls' hotel or lodging-house in the name of God or under the +auspices of religious sentiment than there is necessity for advertising +the Martha Washington Hotel or any fashionable bachelor-apartment house +as being under divine guidance. + +A clean room and three wholesomely cooked meals a day _can_ be furnished +to working girls at a price such as would make it possible for them to +live honestly on the small wage of the factory and store. We do not ask +for luxuries or dainties. We do not get them in the miserable, dark +warrens where we are now obliged to sleep, and we do not get them at the +unappetizing boarding-house tables where countless thousands of us find +sustenance. I do not know--I suppose nobody does know--how many working +girls in New York City live in lodging-and boarding-houses. But they are +legion, and very few of them are contented with that life. + +The most important necessity of the model working woman's hotel or +lodging-house would be, not a luxurious table, not a dainty +sleeping-room, but a parlor! The number of young girls who go wrong in a +great city like this for want of the various necessities of a parlor +must make the angels in heaven weep. The houses where the poorly paid +girl lives have no accommodations for the entertainment of her male +friends. If the house is conducted with any respect for the conventions, +the girl lodger must meet her young man on the "stoop" or on the street +corner. As the courtship progresses, they must have recourse either to +the benches of the public parks, provided the weather be favorable, or +else to the light and warmth of the back room of a saloon. The average +cheap lodging-house is usually conducted, however, with but scant +regard for the conventions, and the girl usually is forced to adopt the +more convenient and, as it would seem to her, really more +self-respecting habit of receiving her company in her room. And either +one of these methods of courtship, it is evident, cannot but be in the +end demoralizing and degrading to thoughtless young people, however +innocent they may be of any deliberate wrong-doing. In the model +lodging-house there should be perfect liberty of conduct and action on +the part of guests--who will not be "inmates" in any sense of the word. +Such guests should have perfect liberty to go and come when they please +at any hour of the day or night; be permitted to see any person they +choose to have come, without question or challenge, so long as the +conventions of ordinary social life are complied with. Such an +institution, conducted upon such a plan and managed so that it would +make fair returns to its promoters, cannot fail to be welcomed; and +would be of inestimable benefit as an uplifting and regenerative force +with those for whom it is designed. + +The other need is for a greater interest in the workwoman's welfare on +the part of the church, and an effort by that all-powerful institution +to bring about some adjustment of her social and economic difficulties. +I am old-fashioned enough to believe in the supreme efficacy of +organized religion in relation to womanhood, and all that pertains to +womanhood. I believe that, in our present state of social development, +the church can do more for the working girl than any of the proposed +measures based upon economic science or the purely ethical theory. +Working women as a class are certainly not ripe for the trades-union, as +I have already intimated; and the earnest people of the "settlements" +are able to reach but a small part of the great army of women marching +hopelessly on, ungeneraled, untrained, and, worst of all, uncaring. + +Few are they who, like Tolstoi, can gracefully stoop to conquer; and +those who shall be ordained to revolutionize conditions will rise from +the ranks, even as did Booker T. Washington. This, of course, is the +ultimate object of settlement work: to prepare the leaven for the loaf. + +But a live and progressive church--a church imbued with the Christian +spirit in the broadest and most liberal interpretation of the term--can +do for us, and do it quickly and at once, more than all the college +settlements and all the trades-unions that can be organized within the +next ten years could hope to do. And for this reason: the church has all +the machinery ready, set up and waiting only for the proper hand to put +it in motion to this great end. The Christian church has a vast +responsibility in the solution of all problems of the social order, and +none of those problems is more grave or urgent than the one affecting +the economic condition of the wage-earning woman. It is curious that the +church, in this age, should choose to regard its primary function with +such evident apathy. The first business of the church in the past was +the adjustment of social difficulties. The gospel of Jesus Christ was +preeminently a social gospel, and when the church ceases to be a social +force it will have outlived its usefulness. + +There are those who believe that the church _has_ outlived that primal +usefulness. I do not believe so. For men, perhaps, it has; but not for +women--certainly not for working women. We do not as a sex, we do not as +a class, flatter ourselves that we have got along so far in race +development that we have no further need of organized religion. In all +my experience of meeting and talking, often becoming intimately +acquainted, with girls and women of all sorts, I have never known one, +however questionable, to whom the church was not, after all, held in +respect as the one all-powerful human institution. + +And yet, unless they were Catholics, mighty few went to church at all, +and most of them were resentful, often bitter, toward the church and +hostile toward all kinds of organized religion. They accused the church +of not doing its duty toward them, and they declared that organized +religion was a sham and a hypocrisy. + +The only activity exerted by the church in the direction indicated +partakes too strongly of the eleemosynary nature to make it acceptable +to any save the most degraded--the weak-chinned, flabby-natured horde of +men and women who rally instinctively to the drum-taps of the +street-corner Salvationist, or seek warmth and cheer on cold winter +nights, and if possible more substantial benefits, from the missions and +"church houses." + +I have no quarrel to pick with the Salvation Army, nor with the city +missions, as institutions. Both have done too much good for that "ninety +and nine" which the church forgets. But it is a pity that the work of +the Salvation Army and of the city missions is sometimes relegated to +the control of such incompetent and unworthy persons as Henrietta +Manners and "Brother" Mason. Since my brief acquaintance with those +aspiring reformers, I have investigated and found that both were +prominent workers and "guides" in the respective religious movements to +which they claimed allegiance; I also found that there were other +Henrietta Mannerses and not a few "Brother" Masons interested in the +same good work. It is the part of charity and justice to assume that +their superior officers were totally ignorant of their real characters. + +But why should these sacred duties be relegated to the Henrietta +Mannerses and the "Brother" Masons? Are there not enough intelligent, +conscientious Christian men and women among the churches who would +consider it not only a duty, but a precious privilege, to carry the +gospel of Jesus Christ into the dark places? It is not wise to set a +thief to catch a thief, and it is worse than useless to encourage the +weak, not to say the depraved, to carry the gospel to their kind. + +In the days when I could see no silver lining to the clouds I tried +going to a Protestant church, but I recognized very shortly the +alienation between it and me. Personally, I do not like to attend +Salvation meetings or listen to the mission evangelists. So I ceased any +pretension of going to church, thus allying myself with that great +aggregation of non-church-going Protestant working women who have been +forced into a resentful attitude against that which we should love and +support. It is encouraging, however, to find that the church itself +has, at last, begun to heed our growing disaffection and alienation: + + + "The fact must be admitted that the wage-workers of this country + are largely outside the churches. This breach has been steadily + widening; conditions are worse now than they were ten years ago. + One of the strongest reasons for this is the fact that the churches + have not recognized so clearly as they ought the equities of this + conflict. It is a grave failure. They ought never to have suffered + such an alienation to occur between themselves and the people who + constitute the very bone and sinew of our civilization," says a + prominent preacher and reformer. + + "How can the Christian church clear herself of the charge that the + very people who heard her Lord gladly turn in multitudes from her + threshold? There is need of sober thought and deep humiliation, + that this most grave social problem may find a solution which shall + bring honor to the church and peace to society."[1] + + +Obviously the fundamental need of the worker of either sex is +education. She needs to be educated, this work-girl. She does not need a +fancy education; but she does need a good education, so that upon her +entrance into the workshop she will be able to read and write and add up +a column of figures correctly and with ease. This she seems not to be +able to do under present conditions. And there are other things, even +more important than the "three R's," which she should be taught. She +should be taught how to work--how to work _intelligently_. She should be +trained young in the fundamental race activities, in the natural human +instinct for making something with the hands, or of doing something with +the hands, and of taking an infinite pleasure in making it perfect, in +doing it well. + +I have no technical knowledge of pedagogics; I must admit that. My +criticism of the public-school system I base entirely upon the results +as I have seen them in the workshops, the factories, and the store in +which I worked. During this period I had opportunity for meeting many +hundreds of girls and for becoming more or less acquainted with them +all. Now, of all these I have not yet discovered one who had not at some +time in her earlier childhood or girlhood attended a public school. +Usually the girl had had at least five years' continuous schooling, but +often it was much more. But, great or small as the period of her tuition +had been, I never met one whose knowledge of the simplest rudiments of +learning was confident and precise. Spelling, geography, grammar, +arithmetic, were never, with them, positive knowledge, but rather +matters of chance and guess. Even the brightest girls showed a woeful +ignorance of the "three R's." In only one thing did I find them +universally well taught, and that was in handwriting. However badly +spelled and ungrammatical their written language might be, it was +invariably neatly and legibly--often beautifully--executed. But if these +girls, these workmates of mine, learned to write clear and beautiful +hands, why were they not able also to learn how to spell, why were they +not able to learn the principles of grammar and the elementary knowledge +of arithmetic as far at least as long division? That they did not have +sufficient "apperceiving basis" I cannot believe, for they were +generally bright and clever. + +It is true that the public schools are already teaching manual training, +and that kindergartens have enormously increased lately. These facts I +know very well. I also know how much ignorance and senseless prejudice +the pioneers of these educational reforms have had to overcome in the +introduction of the newer and better methods. The point I wish to make +carries no slur upon the ideal which the best modern pedagogy is +striving for; it is, on the contrary, an appeal for the support and +furtherance of that ideal on the part of intelligent citizenship +generally, and of conscientious parenthood particularly. I believe +firmly in the kindergarten; I believe that the child, whether rich or +poor, who goes to kindergarten in his tender years has a better chance +in life, all else being equal, than the child who does not. I do not +know how long the free kindergarten system has obtained to any degree in +New York City, but I do know that I have as yet found only one working +girl who has had the benefit of any such training in childhood. She was +"Lame Lena" at Springer's box-factory; and in spite of her deformity, +which made it difficult for her to walk across the floor, she was the +quickest worker and made more money than any other girl in the shop. + +Tersely put, and quoting her own speech, the secret of her success was +in "knowing how to kill two birds with one stone," and, again, "makin' +of your cocoanut save your muscle." These formulae were more or less +vague until further inquiry elicited the interesting fact that "lame +Lena," had had in childhood the privilege of a kindergarten training in +a class maintained by some church society when the free kindergarten +was not so general as it is now. + +It is not unreasonable to suppose that had this lame girl's workmates +enjoyed the privilege of the same elementary training, they might have +shown an equal facility in the humble task of pasting and labeling and +tissuing paper boxes. "Lame Lena" knew how to work; she knew how to +husband every modicum of nervous energy in her frail, deformed body; and +thus she was able to make up--more than make up--for her physical +inferiority. "Lame Lena" brought to her sordid task a certain degree of +organizing faculty; she did the various processes rhythmically and +systematically, always with the idea in view of making one stroke of the +arm or the hand do, if possible, a double or a triple duty. The other +girls worked helter-skelter; running hither and thither; taking many +needless journeys back and forth across the floor; hurrying when they +were fresh to the task, dawdling when they were weary, but at all times +working without method and without organization of the task in hand, and +without that coordination of muscular and mental effort which the +kindergarten might have taught them, just as it had certainly taught +"Lame Lena." + +The free kindergarten movement is not yet old enough to begin to show +its effects to any perceptible degree in the factory and workshop. +Henrietta Manners and Phoebe Arlington and little Angelina were born too +soon: they did not know the joy of the kindergarten; they did not know +the delight of sitting in a little red chair in a great circle of other +little red chairs filled with other little girls, each and all learning +the rudimentary principles of work under the blissful delusion that they +were at play. These joys have been reserved for their little sisters, +who, sooner or later, will step into their vacant places in the +box-factory. What was denied Angelina it is the blessed privilege of +Angelina's baby to revel in. + +Angelina's baby--the little baby that she kept in the day-nursery when +we worked together at Springer's--now goes to a free kindergarten. I +happen to know this because not long ago I met Angelina. She did not +recognize me--indeed, she had difficulty in recalling vaguely that I had +worked with her once upon a time; for Angelina's memory, like that of a +great majority of her hard-worked class, is very poor,--a fact I mention +because it is very much to the point right here. My solicitous inquiry +for the baby brought forth a burst of Latin enthusiasm as to the +cunningness and sweetness of that incipient box-maker, who, Angelina +informed me, goes to kindergarten in a free hack along with a crowd of +other babies. But Angelina, bless her soul! is down on the kindergarten. +She says, with a pout and a contemptuous shrug, "they don't teach you're +kid nothing but nonsense, just cutting up little pieces of paper and +singing fool songs and marching to music." Angelina admitted, however, +that her _bambino_ was supremely happy there,--so happy, in fact, that +she hadn't the heart to take her away, even though she does know that it +is all "tomfoolishness" the "kid" is being taught by a mistaken +philanthropy. + +It is fair to suppose that in the factory and workshop of every +description the kindergarten is bound to work incalculable results. +Indeed, I sometimes wonder if the kindergarteners themselves can quite +realize how well they are building--can fully comprehend the very great +need in the working woman of the identical principles which they are so +patiently and faithfully inculcating into the tender minds of these +forlorn babies gathered up in the courts and alleys. + +Another important thing looking to the well-being of the working girl of +the future would be the wide dissemination of a better literature than +that with which she now regales herself. I have already outlined at +some length the literary tastes of my workmates at the box-factory. The +example cited is typical of other factories and other workshops, and +also of the department-store. A certain downtown section of New York +City is monopolized by the publishers and binders of "yellow-backs," +which are turned out in bales and cart-loads daily. Girls fed upon such +mental trash are bound to have distorted and false views of everything. +There is a broad field awaiting some original-minded philanthropist who +will try to counteract the maudlin yellow-back by putting in its place +something wholesome and sweet and sane. Only, please, Mr. or Mrs. +Philanthropist, don't let it be Shakspere, or Ruskin, or Walter Pater. +Philanthropists have tried before to reform degraded literary tastes +with heroic treatment, and they have failed every time. + +That is sometimes the trouble with the college-settlement folk. They +forget that Shakspere, and Ruskin, and all the rest of the really true +and great literary crew, are infinite bores to every-day people. I know +personally, and love deeply and sincerely, a certain young woman--a +settlement-worker--who for several years conducted an evening class in +literature for some girl "pants-makers." She gave them all the classics +in allopathic doses, she gave them copies of "A Crown of Wild Olive" +and "The Ethics of the Dust," which they read dutifully, not because +they liked the books, which were meaningless to their tired heads, but +because they loved Miss ---- and enjoyed the evenings spent with her at +the settlement. But Miss ---- did not succeed in supplanting their old +favorites, which undoubtedly she could have done had she given them all +the light, clean present-day romance they could possibly read. It is a +curious fact that these girls will not read stories laid in the past, +however full of excitement they may be. They like romance of the present +day, stories which have to do with scenes and circumstances not too far +removed from the real and the actual. All their trashy favorites have to +do with the present, with heroes and heroines who live in New York City +or Boston or Philadelphia; who go on excursions to Coney Island, to Long +Branch, or to Delaware Water Gap; and who, when they die, are buried in +Greenwood over in Brooklyn, or in Woodlawn up in Westchester County. In +other words, any story, to absorb their interest, must cater to the very +primitive feminine liking for identity. This liking, this passion, their +own special authors have thoroughly comprehended, and keep it constantly +in mind in the development of their plots. + +This taste for better literature could be helped along immeasurably if +still another original-minded philanthropist were to make it his +business that no tenement baby should be without its "Mother Goose" and, +a little later, its "Little Women," "Uncle Tom's Cabin," "Robinson +Crusoe," and all the other precious childhood favorites. As it is, the +majority know nothing about them. + + +But, after all, the greatest factor in the ultimate development of the +working girl as a wage-earning unit--the most potent force for the +adjustment of all the difficulties besetting her at every turn, and for +the righting of all her wrongs, social, economic, or moral--will be the +attitude which she herself assumes toward the dispassionate +consideration of those difficulties to be adjusted, and of those wrongs +to be righted. + +At the present time there is nobody so little concerned about herself +and her condition as the working woman herself. Taking everything into +consideration, and in spite of conditions which, to the observer viewing +them at a distance great enough to get a perspective, seem +irreconcilably harsh and bitter--in the face of all this, one must +characterize the working woman as a contented, if not a happy woman. +That is the great trouble that will have to be faced in any effort to +alleviate her condition. She is too contented, too happy, too patient. +But not wholesomely so. Hers is a contentment, a happiness, a patience +founded, not in normal good health and the joy of living and working, +but in apathy. Her lot is hard, but she has grown used to it; for, being +a woman, she is patient and long-suffering. She does not entirely +realize the tragedy of it all, and what it means to herself, or to her +children perhaps yet to be born. + +In the happy future, the working girl will no longer be content to be +merely "worked." Then she will have learned to work. She will have +learned to work intelligently, and, working thus, she will begin to +think--to think about herself and all those things which most vitally +concern her as a woman and as a wage-earner. And then, you may depend +upon it, she will settle the question to please herself, and she will +settle it in the right way. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[1] "The Church and Social Problems," by Rev. 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