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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Stories by American Authors, Volume 2 + +Author: Various + +Release Date: January 24, 2010 [EBook #31064] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES BY AMERICAN AUTHORS, VOL 2 *** + + + + +Produced by D Alexander, Juliet Sutherland and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + +Stories by American Authors + +VOLUME II + + _THE TRANSFERRED GHOST_ + BY FRANK R. STOCKTON + + _A MARTYR TO SCIENCE_ + BY MARY PUTNAM JACOBI, M. D. + + _MRS. KNOLLYS_ + BY J. S. OF DALE, AUTHOR OF "GUERNDALE" + + _A DINNER-PARTY_ + BY JOHN EDDY + + _THE MOUNT OF SORROW_ + BY HARRIET PRESCOTT SPOFFORD + + _SISTER SILVIA_ + BY MARY AGNES TINCKER + + NEW YORK + CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + 1896 + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1884, BY + CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + + + + +_The Stories in this Volume are protected by copyright, and are +printed here by authority of the authors or their representatives._ + + + + +[Illustration: Frank R. Stockton] + + + + +THE TRANSFERRED GHOST. + +BY FRANK R. STOCKTON. + +_Century Magazine, May, 1882._ + + +The country residence of Mr. John Hinckman was a delightful place to +me, for many reasons. It was the abode of a genial, though somewhat +impulsive, hospitality. It had broad, smooth-shaven lawns and towering +oaks and elms; there were bosky shades at several points, and not far +from the house there was a little rill spanned by a rustic bridge with +the bark on; there were fruits and flowers, pleasant people, chess, +billiards, rides, walks, and fishing. These were great attractions, +but none of them, nor all of them together, would have been sufficient +to hold me to the place very long. I had been invited for the trout +season, but should, probably, have finished my visit early in the +summer had it not been that upon fair days, when the grass was dry, +and the sun not too hot, and there was but little wind, there strolled +beneath the lofty elms, or passed lightly through the bosky shades, +the form of my Madeline. + +This lady was not, in very truth, my Madeline. She had never given +herself to me, nor had I, in any way, acquired possession of her. But +as I considered her possession the only sufficient reason for the +continuance of my existence, I called her, in my reveries, mine. It +may have been that I would not have been obliged to confine the use of +this possessive pronoun to my reveries had I confessed the state of my +feelings to the lady. + +But this was an unusually difficult thing to do. Not only did I dread, +as almost all lovers dread, taking the step which would in an instant +put an end to that delightful season which may be termed the +ante-interrogatory period of love, and which might at the same time +terminate all intercourse or connection with the object of my passion; +but I was, also, dreadfully afraid of John Hinckman. This gentleman +was a good friend of mine, but it would have required a bolder man +than I was at that time to ask him for the gift of his niece, who +was the head of his household, and, according to his own frequent +statement, the main prop of his declining years. Had Madeline +acquiesced in my general views on the subject, I might have felt +encouraged to open the matter to Mr. Hinckman, but, as I said before, +I had never asked her whether or not she would be mine. I thought of +these things at all hours of the day and night, particularly the +latter. + +I was lying awake one night, in the great bed in my spacious chamber, +when, by the dim light of the new moon, which partially filled the +room, I saw John Hinckman standing by a large chair near the door. I +was very much surprised at this for two reasons. In the first place, +my host had never before come into my room, and, in the second place, +he had gone from home that morning, and had not expected to return for +several days. It was for this reason that I had been able that evening +to sit much later than usual with Madeline on the moonlit porch. The +figure was certainly that of John Hinckman in his ordinary dress, but +there was a vagueness and indistinctness about it which presently +assured me that it was a ghost. Had the good old man been murdered? +and had his spirit come to tell me of the deed, and to confide to me +the protection of his dear----? My heart fluttered at what I was +about to think, but at this instant the figure spoke. + +"Do you know," he said, with a countenance that indicated anxiety, "if +Mr. Hinckman will return to-night?" + +I thought it well to maintain a calm exterior, and I answered: + +"We do not expect him." + +"I am glad of that," said he, sinking into the chair by which he +stood. "During the two years and a half that I have inhabited this +house, that man has never before been away for a single night. You +can't imagine the relief it gives me." + +And as he spoke he stretched out his legs and leaned back in the +chair. His form became less vague, and the colors of his garments more +distinct and evident, while an expression of gratified relief +succeeded to the anxiety of his countenance. + +"Two years and a half!" I exclaimed. "I don't understand you." + +"It is fully that length of time," said the ghost, "since I first came +here. Mine is not an ordinary case. But before I say anything more +about it, let me ask you again if you are sure Mr. Hinckman will not +return to-night?" + +"I am as sure of it as I can be of anything," I answered. "He left +to-day for Bristol, two hundred miles away." + +"Then I will go on," said the ghost, "for I am glad to have the +opportunity of talking to some one who will listen to me; but if John +Hinckman should come in and catch me here, I should be frightened out +of my wits." + +"This is all very strange," I said, greatly puzzled by what I had +heard. "Are you the ghost of Mr. Hinckman?" + +This was a bold question, but my mind was so full of other emotions +that there seemed to be no room for that of fear. + +"Yes, I am his ghost," my companion replied, "and yet I have no right +to be. And this is what makes me so uneasy, and so much afraid of him. +It is a strange story, and, I truly believe, without precedent. Two +years and a half ago, John Hinckman was dangerously ill in this very +room. At one time he was so far gone that he was really believed to be +dead. It was in consequence of too precipitate a report in regard to +this matter that I was, at that time, appointed to be his ghost. +Imagine my surprise and horror, sir, when, after I had accepted the +position and assumed its responsibilities, that old man revived, +became convalescent, and eventually regained his usual health. My +situation was now one of extreme delicacy and embarrassment. I had no +power to return to my original unembodiment, and I had no right to be +the ghost of a man who was not dead. I was advised by my friends to +quietly maintain my position, and was assured that, as John Hinckman +was an elderly man, it could not be long before I could rightfully +assume the position for which I had been selected. But I tell you, +sir," he continued, with animation, "the old fellow seems as vigorous +as ever, and I have no idea how much longer this annoying state of +things will continue. I spend my time trying to get out of that old +man's way. I must not leave this house, and he seems to follow me +everywhere. I tell you, sir, he haunts me." + +"That is truly a queer state of things," I remarked. "But why are you +afraid of him? He couldn't hurt you." + +"Of course he couldn't," said the ghost. "But his very presence is a +shock and terror to me. Imagine, sir, how you would feel if my case +were yours." + +I could not imagine such a thing at all. I simply shuddered. + +"And if one must be a wrongful ghost at all," the apparition +continued, "it would be much pleasanter to be the ghost of some man +other than John Hinckman. There is in him an irascibility of temper, +accompanied by a facility of invective, which is seldom met with. And +what would happen if he were to see me, and find out, as I am sure he +would, how long and why I had inhabited his house, I can scarcely +conceive. I have seen him in his bursts of passion, and, although he +did not hurt the people he stormed at any more than he would hurt me, +they seemed to shrink before him." + +All this I knew to be very true. Had it not been for this peculiarity +of Mr. Hinckman, I might have been more willing to talk to him about +his niece. + +"I feel sorry for you," I said, for I really began to have a +sympathetic feeling toward this unfortunate apparition. "Your case is +indeed a hard one. It reminds me of those persons who have had +doubles, and I suppose a man would often be very angry indeed when he +found that there was another being who was personating himself." + +"Oh, the cases are not similar at all," said the ghost. "A double or +doppelganger lives on the earth with a man, and, being exactly like +him, he makes all sorts of trouble, of course. It is very different +with me. I am not here to live with Mr. Hinckman. I am here to take +his place. Now, it would make John Hinckman very angry if he knew +that. Don't you know it would?" + +I assented promptly. + +"Now that he is away I can be easy for a little while," continued the +ghost, "and I am so glad to have an opportunity of talking to you. I +have frequently come into your room, and watched you while you slept, +but did not dare to speak to you for fear that if you talked with me +Mr. Hinckman would hear you, and come into the room to know why you +were talking to yourself." + +"But would he not hear you?" I asked. + +"Oh, no," said the other, "there are times when any one may see me, +but no one hears me except the person to whom I address myself." + +"But why did you wish to speak to me?" I asked. + +"Because," replied the ghost, "I like occasionally to talk to people, +and especially to some one like yourself, whose mind is so troubled +and perturbed that you are not likely to be frightened by a visit from +one of us. But I particularly wanted to ask you to do me a favor. +There is every probability, so far as I can see, that John Hinckman +will live a long time, and my situation is becoming insupportable. My +great object at present is to get myself transferred, and I think that +you may, perhaps, be of use to me." + +"Transferred!" I exclaimed. "What do you mean by that?" + +"What I mean," said the other, "is this: Now that I have started on my +career I have got to be the ghost of somebody; and I want to be the +ghost of a man who is really dead." + +"I should think that would be easy enough," I said. "Opportunities +must continually occur." + +"Not at all! not at all!" said my companion, quickly. "You have no +idea what a rush and pressure there is for situations of this kind. +Whenever a vacancy occurs, if I may express myself in that way, there +are crowds of applications for the ghostship." + +"I had no idea that such a state of things existed," I said, becoming +quite interested in the matter. "There ought to be some regular +system, or order of precedence, by which you could all take your turns +like customers in a barber's shop." + +"Oh dear, that would never do at all!" said the other. "Some of us +would have to wait forever. There is always a great rush whenever a +good ghostship offers itself--while, as you know, there are some +positions that no one would care for. And it was in consequence of my +being in too great a hurry on an occasion of the kind that I got +myself into my present disagreeable predicament, and I have thought +that it might be possible that you would help me out of it. You might +know of a case where an opportunity for a ghostship was not generally +expected, but which might present itself at any moment. If you would +give me a short notice, I know I could arrange for a transfer." + +"What do you mean?" I exclaimed. "Do you want me to commit suicide? Or +to undertake a murder for your benefit?" + +"Oh, no, no, no!" said the other, with a vapory smile. "I mean nothing +of that kind. To be sure, there are lovers who are watched with +considerable interest, such persons having been known, in moments of +depression, to offer very desirable ghostships, but I did not think of +anything of that kind in connection with you. You were the only person +I cared to speak to, and I hoped that you might give me some +information that would be of use; and, in return, I shall be very glad +to help you in your love affair." + +"You seem to know that I have such an affair," I said. + +"Oh, yes," replied the other, with a little yawn. "I could not be here +so much as I have been without knowing all about that." + +There was something horrible in the idea of Madeline and myself having +been watched by a ghost, even, perhaps, when we wandered together in +the most delightful and bosky places. But, then, this was quite an +exceptional ghost, and I could not have the objections to him which +would ordinarily arise in regard to beings of his class. + +"I must go now," said the ghost, rising, "but I will see you somewhere +to-morrow night. And remember--you help me, and I'll help you." + +I had doubts the next morning as to the propriety of telling Madeline +anything about this interview, and soon convinced myself that I must +keep silent on the subject. If she knew there was a ghost about the +house she would probably leave the place instantly. I did not mention +the matter, and so regulated my demeanor that I am quite sure Madeline +never suspected what had taken place. For some time I had wished that +Mr. Hinckman would absent himself, for a day at least, from the +premises. In such case I thought I might more easily nerve myself up +to the point of speaking to Madeline on the subject of our future +collateral existence, and, now that the opportunity for such speech +had really occurred, I did not feel ready to avail myself of it. What +would become of me if she refused me? + +I had an idea, however, that the lady thought that, if I were going to +speak at all, this was the time. She must have known that certain +sentiments were afloat within me, and she was not unreasonable in her +wish to see the matter settled one way or the other. But I did not +feel like taking a bold step in the dark. If she wished me to ask her +to give herself to me, she ought to offer me some reason to suppose +that she would make the gift. If I saw no probability of such +generosity, I would prefer that things should remain as they were. + + * * * * * + +That evening I was sitting with Madeline in the moonlit porch. It was +nearly ten o'clock, and ever since supper-time I had been working +myself up to the point of making an avowal of my sentiments. I had not +positively determined to do this, but wished gradually to reach the +proper point when, if the prospect looked bright, I might speak. My +companion appeared to understand the situation--at least, I imagined +that the nearer I came to a proposal the more she seemed to expect it. +It was certainly a very critical and important epoch in my life. If I +spoke, I should make myself happy or miserable forever, and if I did +not speak I had every reason to believe that the lady would not give +me another chance to do so. + +Sitting thus with Madeline, talking a little, and thinking very hard +over these momentous matters, I looked up and saw the ghost, not a +dozen feet away from us. He was sitting on the railing of the porch, +one leg thrown up before him, the other dangling down as he leaned +against a post. He was behind Madeline, but almost in front of me, as +I sat facing the lady. It was fortunate that Madeline was looking out +over the landscape, for I must have appeared very much startled. The +ghost had told told me that he would see me some time this night, but +I did not think he would make his appearance when I was in the company +of Madeline. If she should see the spirit of her uncle, I could not +answer for the consequences. I made no exclamation, but the ghost +evidently saw that I was troubled. + +"Don't be afraid," he said--"I shall not let her see me; and she +cannot hear me speak unless I address myself to her, which I do not +intend to do." + +I suppose I looked grateful. + +"So you need not trouble yourself about that," the ghost continued; +"but it seems to me that you are not getting along very well with your +affair. If I were you, I should speak out without waiting any longer. +You will never have a better chance. You are not likely to be +interrupted; and, so far as I can judge, the lady seems disposed to +listen to you favorably; that is, if she ever intends to do so. There +is no knowing when John Hinckman will go away again; certainly not +this summer. If I were in your place, I should never dare to make love +to Hinckman's niece if he were anywhere about the place. If he should +catch any one offering himself to Miss Madeline, he would then be a +terrible man to encounter." + +I agreed perfectly to all this. + +"I cannot bear to think of him!" I ejaculated aloud. + +"Think of whom?" asked Madeline, turning quickly toward me. + +Here was an awkward situation. The long speech of the ghost, to which +Madeline paid no attention, but which I heard with perfect +distinctness, had made me forget myself. + +It was necessary to explain quickly. Of course, it would not do to +admit that it was of her dear uncle that I was speaking; and so I +mentioned hastily the first name I thought of. + +"Mr. Vilars," I said. + +This statement was entirely correct, for I never could bear to think +of Mr. Vilars, who was a gentleman who had, at various times, paid +much attention to Madeline. + +"It is wrong for you to speak in that way of Mr. Vilars," she said. +"He is a remarkably well-educated and sensible young man, and has very +pleasant manners. He expects to be elected to the legislature this +fall, and I should not be surprised if he made his mark. He will do +well in a legislative body, for whenever Mr. Vilars has anything to +say he knows just how and when to say it." + +This was spoken very quietly, and without any show of resentment, +which was all very natural, for if Madeline thought at all favorably +of me she could not feel displeased that I should have disagreeable +emotions in regard to a possible rival. The concluding words contained +a hint which I was not slow to understand. I felt very sure that if +Mr. Vilars were in my present position he would speak quickly enough. + +"I know it is wrong to have such ideas about a person," I said, "but I +cannot help it." + +The lady did not chide me, and after this she seemed even in a softer +mood. As for me, I felt considerably annoyed, for I had not wished to +admit that any thought of Mr. Vilars had ever occupied my mind. + +"You should not speak aloud that way," said the ghost, "or you may get +yourself into trouble. I want to see everything go well with you, +because then you may be disposed to help me, especially if I should +chance to be of any assistance to you, which I hope I shall be." + +I longed to tell him that there was no way in which he could help me +so much as by taking his instant departure. To make love to a young +lady with a ghost sitting on the railing near by, and that ghost the +apparition of a much-dreaded uncle, the very idea of whom in such a +position and at such a time made me tremble, was a difficult, if not +an impossible, thing to do; but I forbore to speak, although I may +have looked my mind. + +"I suppose," continued the ghost, "that you have not heard anything +that might be of advantage to me. Of course, I am very anxious to +hear, but if you have anything to tell me, I can wait until you are +alone. I will come to you to-night in your room, or I will stay here +until the lady goes away." + +"You need not wait here," I said; "I have nothing at all to say to +you." + +Madeline sprang to her feet, her face flushed and her eyes ablaze. + +"Wait here!" she cried. "What do you suppose I am waiting for? Nothing +to say to me indeed!--I should think so! What should you have to say +to me?" + +"Madeline," I exclaimed, stepping toward her, "let me explain." + +But she had gone. + +Here was the end of the world for me! I turned fiercely to the ghost. + +"Wretched existence!" I cried. "You have ruined everything. You have +blackened my whole life. Had it not been for you----" + +But here my voice faltered. I could say no more. + +"You wrong me," said the ghost. "I have not injured you. I have tried +only to encourage and assist you, and it is your own folly that has +done this mischief. But do not despair. Such mistakes as these can be +explained. Keep up a brave heart. Good-by." + +And he vanished from the railing like a bursting soap-bubble. + +I went gloomily to bed, but I saw no apparitions that night except +those of despair and misery which my wretched thoughts called up. The +words I had uttered had sounded to Madeline like the basest insult. Of +course, there was only one interpretation she could put upon them. + +As to explaining my ejaculations, that was impossible. I thought the +matter over and over again as I lay awake that night, and I determined +that I would never tell Madeline the facts of the case. It would be +better for me to suffer all my life than for her to know that the +ghost of her uncle haunted the house. Mr. Hinckman was away, and if +she knew of his ghost she could not be made to believe that he was not +dead. She might not survive the shock! No, my heart could bleed, but I +would never tell her. + +The next day was fine, neither too cool nor too warm; the breezes were +gentle, and nature smiled. But there were no walks or rides with +Madeline. She seemed to be much engaged during the day, and I saw but +little of her. When we met at meals she was polite, but very quiet and +reserved. She had evidently determined on a course of conduct, and had +resolved to assume that, although I had been very rude to her, she did +not understand the import of my words. It would be quite proper, of +course, for her not to know what I meant by my expressions of the +night before. + +I was downcast and wretched, and said but little, and the only bright +streak across the black horizon of my woe was the fact that she did +not appear to be happy, although she affected an air of unconcern. The +moonlit porch was deserted that evening, but wandering about the house +I found Madeline in the library alone. She was reading, but I went in +and sat down near her. I felt that, although I could not do so fully, +I must in a measure explain my conduct of the night before. She +listened quietly to a somewhat labored apology I made for the words I +had used. + +"I have not the slightest idea what you meant," she said, "but you +were very rude." + +I earnestly disclaimed any intention of rudeness, and assured her, +with a warmth of speech that must have made some impression upon her, +that rudeness to her would be an action impossible to me. I said a +great deal upon the subject, and implored her to believe that if it +were not for a certain obstacle I could speak to her so plainly that +she would understand everything. + +She was silent for a time, and then she said, rather more kindly, I +thought, than she had spoken before: + +"Is that obstacle in any way connected with my uncle?" + +"Yes," I answered, after a little hesitation, "it is, in a measure, +connected with him." + +She made no answer to this, and sat looking at her book, but not +reading. From the expression of her face, I thought she was somewhat +softened toward me. She knew her uncle as well as I did, and she may +have been thinking that, if he were the obstacle that prevented my +speaking (and there were many ways in which he might be that +obstacle), my position would be such a hard one that it would excuse +some wildness of speech and eccentricity of manner. I saw, too, that +the warmth of my partial explanations had had some effect on her, and +I began to believe that it might be a good thing for me to speak my +mind without delay. No matter how she should receive my proposition, +my relations with her could not be worse than they had been the +previous night and day, and there was something in her face which +encouraged me to hope that she might forget my foolish exclamations +of the evening before if I began to tell her my tale of love. + +I drew my chair a little nearer to her, and as I did so the ghost +burst into the room from the doorway behind her. I say burst, although +no door flew open and he made no noise. He was wildly excited, and +waved his arms above his head. The moment I saw him, my heart fell +within me. With the entrance of that impertinent apparition, every +hope fled from me. I could not speak while he was in the room. + +I must have turned pale, and I gazed steadfastly at the ghost, almost +without seeing Madeline, who sat between us. + +"Do you know," he cried, "that John Hinckman is coming up the hill? He +will be here in fifteen minutes, and if you are doing anything in the +way of love-making, you had better hurry it up. But this is not what I +came to tell you. I have glorious news! At last I am transferred! Not +forty minutes ago a Russian nobleman was murdered by the Nihilists. +Nobody ever thought of him in connection with an immediate ghostship. +My friends instantly applied for the situation for me, and obtained my +transfer. I am off before that horrid Hinckman comes up the hill. The +moment I reach my new position, I shall put off this hated semblance. +Good-by. You can't imagine how glad I am to be, at last, the real +ghost of somebody." + +"Oh!" I cried, rising to my feet and stretching out my arms in utter +wretchedness, "I would to heaven you were mine!" + +"I _am_ yours," said Madeline, raising to me her tearful eyes. + + + + +A MARTYR TO SCIENCE. + +BY MARY PUTNAM JACOBI, M.D. + +_Putnam's Magazine, August, 1869._ + + +My brief residence at Rome sufficed to destroy my illusions. + +A Frenchman, a student of medicine, I had, nevertheless, remained an +ardent disciple of Catholicism,--the faith in which I had been brought +up by a devout mother. She was an Italian, and from her I had +inherited an intense, passionate nature, and capacity for belief, +which my father's nationality failed to neutralize. From him, on the +other hand, I had received my education, my profession, and a certain +large habit of thought, which, disdaining all lesser interests, +personal or national, occupied itself exclusively with themes of +universal humanity. This habit, extremely characteristic of French +intellect, concurred,--perhaps as much as anything else,--in making me +an ultra-montanist. As an Italian, I believed in the Church with +ardor,--because I believed; as a Frenchman, I demanded a church +universal, as alone worthy of attaching my belief. The cause of the +Pope was for me identified with the spiritual cause of the world, and +the lukewarmness of so-called Liberal Catholics enraged me. I could +understand the opposition of materialists, of atheists, or even +Protestants. These all occupied a radically different base, and their +eyes were turned toward a different horizon. But that a man could face +Truth, and voluntarily scrimp his vision to a miserable corner of her +robe,--could embrace a principle coldly, with the mere touch of a +distant finger,--could pause to balance motives, and haggle over the +price of devotion,--this was as incomprehensible to me as repugnant. +My own sentiments were equally incomprehensible to the society by +which I was surrounded, and the opposition which I constantly +encountered served not a little to rivet my convictions, and fan my +enthusiasm to passion. + +My father died almost immediately after launching me on my medical +career,--and my darling mother, two years later. In my unutterable +loneliness, I lost all heart for my studies, and breaking away from +école and hospitals, wandered in Italy, seeking to quench a quenchless +grief. There I married an Italian girl, whose hair and eyes reminded +me of my mother, but who expended on the dream of Italian unity such +enthusiasm as my mother had lavished for the temporal power of the +Pope. I think I was unconsciously attracted by this very difference. +Valeria's opposition to the Pope was so serious and whole-souled, that +it seemed to invest his cause with new dignity, and in argument with +her I acquired increased respect for my own theories and for myself as +capable of sustaining them. Moreover, at the very moment that our +intellects were most at variance, we were each conscious of a subtle +sympathy of nature; we were animated by the same feeling, though +working in different directions. Her antagonism, therefore, never +irritated me, but,--when the more profound union had once been +established,--fascinated me by a peculiar charm, and led me, by a +healthful transition, back to the ruder antagonisms of practical life. +For, deprived of the support of my mother's lofty confidence, and in +the weakness following excessive sorrow, I had begun to secretly +despair of an ideal, which seemed buried in her all-devouring grave. +At the same time I clung to it the more intensely, precisely because +it seemed unattainable,--from a sort of morbid craving for whatever +had become as unattainable as my mother's presence. I loathed action, +even for the realization of my dreams, and over-concentrated thought +threatened to degenerate into a sickly reverie that should presently +exhaust the forces of my life, like an unnaturally prolonged sleep. +New influence added in this direction might have driven me insane, +while the diversion afforded by Valeria's counter-enthusiasm and the +necessity of making an active defence of my own, roused me, and +brought back the blood to the surface of my life. It was, therefore, +partly an instinct of self-preservation which led me to Valeria,--and +she saved me--my noble wife saved me for other destinies. + +We returned to Paris, where I resumed and completed my medical +studies, and I had just graduated when the war broke out in Italy. + +Four happy, healthful years had completely restored my mental +equilibrium. I was no longer an extravagant fanatic, prepared for a +cloister or a crusade, but still a tolerably ardent ultra-montanist, +pivoted upon the theory of the temporal power of the Pope. Valeria's +influence, in modifying the superficial exuberance of my enthusiasm, +had only rendered its energy more practical, more eager for an +opportunity to incarnate its ideal in vigorous facts. Now the +opportunity had arrived, and the enthusiasm blazed forth afresh; all +interests, all consciousness of other ties were absorbed in devotion +to the Church of which I felt myself a not unimportant member. My +fortune, my time, my life, were all too little to place at its +disposal, and I hastened to enrol myself on the medical staff of a +regiment of Papal Zouaves. Valeria, who had always reasoned against my +theories, was too consistent herself to oppose me in putting them into +practice, but she insisted on accompanying me to Italy. We parted at +Civita Vecchia, I to go to Rome, she, with our two children, to +Naples, where her family had formerly resided. She wrote to me every +day, but after several weeks came a blank of three days without a +letter. At the same moment arrived the news that the cholera was +raging at Naples--news which rendered most ominous this sudden +interruption of the correspondence. I obtained leave of absence and +hurried south, to learn that my wife and babies were dead--fallen +among the very first victims of the pestilence. + +Stunned and heart-sick, I returned to Rome, anxious to devote myself +to the cause with the more desperate earnestness that it was the only +living interest left to me in the world. I arrived just before the +battle of Montana, and regretted that fortune had not assigned me a +rôle among the soldiers of the cross, among those who might embrace a +welcome death, in exchange for the glory of serving the Church. +Resolved to approach this honor as nearly as possible, I contrived to +obtain an appointment in the ambulance corps, and accompanied the +troops to the field. I have no distinct recollection of that day,--the +third after Valeria's funeral,--and which, as my first experience of a +battle, assumed to me the magnificent proportions of an Austerlitz or +Waterloo. I only know that, intoxicated by the novel excitement of the +scene, perhaps by the mere smell of the gun-powder, I forgot the +duties to which I was assigned, snatched a musket from a Zouave who +had just expired at my feet, and rushed into the heart of the +conflict. I received a slight wound in the forehead, staggered, fell, +and fainted away. I suppose I must, at the same time, have received +the shock from a larger ball than that which grazed my temple, and +experienced some concussion of the brain, for I did not fully recover +consciousness until I had been transported to the military hospital. + +Here I stayed a week, and came, for the first time, into near contact +with my fellow-defenders of the faith. The contact, instead of +warming, chilled me inexplicably. Instead of belief, I discovered +scepticism; instead of enthusiasm, persiflage and eternal quizzing, +intolerable in professed martyrs to a sacred cause. + +"Que voulez-vous?" they said, shrugging their shoulders at my +indignant remonstrances. "The ass who carries all his panniers on the +same side stumbles on his own nose. To each man his business; those +who believe, don't fight; and we who fight cannot be expected to +believe." + +I was surprised to find that my own loyalty became affected by this +indifference, much more than by any influence to which I had hitherto +been submitted. Others had sneered because they did not know; but +these men precisely because they knew too well. The cause which +depended so exclusively upon their bravado was belittled in their own +eyes, and presently in mine also. I felt somewhat ashamed of the drops +of blood I had lavished so heroically at Montana, and when the +gazettes began to flourish the fame of the victory, repeat the dying +speeches of fallen braves, and enrol rascally Zouaves on saintly +calendars, I could have blushed in the dark--everywhere a little +martyrdom, a little battle, and innumerable little apotheoses. I began +to doubt the greatness of the cause made up of such infinitesimals. It +is easy to serve ideas in which we have ceased to heartily believe, +but it is impossible to fight for those that have become to us +the least in the world ridiculous. Perhaps Valeria's death had +unconsciously disheartened me for an enterprise which had been, +however remotely, its occasion. Perhaps many of her words, whose force +I had successfully resisted during her lifetime, now re echoed from +her grave with more profound significance. But it is certain that, for +the first time, I wavered in affection for my life-long ideal. Alarmed +at myself, and determined, if possible, to reinvigorate my failing +faith, I went back to Rome, trusting that the Holy City would inspire +me afresh. Appointed to a civil office of considerable importance, I +was soon introduced into the midst of the Papal Court, and behind the +scenes of the magnificent theatrical display that had so long dazzled +my imagination. I was initiated into the shameful mysteries of cabal +and intrigue, and taught the precious secrets of Pope and Cardinals. +On every side I saw falsehood, treachery, and duplicity welcomed as +the ablest servitors of truth, the grandest professions assumed as an +excuse for the most vulgar villainy, ambition glozed over by degrading +humility, and sensuality all the more disgusting from the saintly +robes in which it was paraded and but half concealed. My faith, +already enfeebled, died of rapid decline, stifled by these monstrous +fooleries. Disenchanted, revolted, disgusted, I resigned my position, +and abandoned the Pope and his cause forever. + +I did not, therefore, enlist under Garibaldi. A tenacious loyalty to +the memory of ideas I had once served would always prevent me from +more actively attacking them, or from desecrating their graves. +Moreover, the revulsion of feeling consequent upon my disillusion was +so tremendous, that I was swept entirely out of the region of the +questions at issue, and both sides became indifferent to me, both +camps dim and shadowy in the distance. + +I returned, therefore, to France, and settled down in a remote corner +of the provinces, to exercise my profession as a country physician. +After the accumulated anguish of the last few months, the quiet +dulness of the place was infinitely grateful to me. I was like a +bruised swimmer, tossed upon a monotonous sandbank, who only asks to +be left there in peace, until long repose has rested the aching limbs, +and blunted the harrowing recollections of the shipwreck. The +incessant excitement of Paris was intolerable to me, and scarcely less +so the idea of revisiting its troops of sympathetic friends. They +would proffer venal consolation for the loss of my wife and children; +they would congratulate me maliciously on my conversion from +ultra-montanism. I shrank from their curious eyes and voluble +tongues, as a wounded man from the glittering apparatus of the +surgeon, and like him turned over my face to the wall, to sleep. + +Two years thus passed away--two years of mornings and evenings, +following one another in calm succession, like a row of stolid peasant +gleaners going to the fields. I became inexpressibly soothed by their +calm, and by the nice tact and exquisite courtesy of Nature, with whom +I had done well to take refuge. She is never astonished, she asks no +impertinent questions, but welcomes her guests with even suavity, like +a liberal host, throwing open to them drawing-room or garret, as may +best please their fancy. The growing trees had no time to turn round +to look at me; the contended hills embraced me in their arms, and let +me pass without a word; the grain ripened in the mellow autumn days, +unheeding the little shadow that I threw across its sunshine. This +preoccupied indifference of all living things, which would initiate a +mere vexation, clamorous for sympathy, is like blessed balm to the +sufferer from a profound grief or mortification. Counsel is good, +friendliness precious, while anything remains to be done to avert an +impending calamity. But pitying words over an accomplished and +irremediable misfortune, serve only to revive useless pain, and +blunder, like a man who should try to force open the eyelids of a +corpse. Nature, wiser than officious human tenderness, takes the +sorrow coolly, as a matter of course, and in silence buries it out of +sight among a million others, already thickly strewn with withered +leaves. And, in presence of her imperturbable serenity during the +blackest days of frost and winter, the sufferer becomes insensibly +inspired with her unspoken confidence in the final return of spring. +The people of the village and the farms, rooted as their own beeches, +reflected back upon Nature the same immovable calm. They did not +disturb themselves about me, because my rôle in society was so +evident, respectable, and satisfactory, that I offered no foothold for +either curiosity or scandal. I had been sent by Providence and the +Faculty of Medicine to cure their not too frequent rheumatisms and +catarrhs; I acquitted myself not ill of my business,--they asked no +more,--and neither offered nor expected personal interest or +friendship. + +As the months rolled on, I became more interested than formerly in +medical reading. Absorbed entirely in my books, I even fancied that +the healing apathy which sheltered my life was growing more profound. +This was a mistake; the thickening of the vapors that shut out the +external world, really denoted that they were about to condense and +precipitate themselves into a new creation. New interests were +preparing, that should presently claim from my nature all the energy, +enthusiasm, and passion which had once been devoted to the old. Of +this I became aware in the following manner. One day, among a package +of books sent to me from Paris, arrived a pamphlet just written in +defence of a new theory concerning the movements of the human heart. +My curiosity was excited by the idea of a new theory on such a famous +subject, and my interest was by no means abated after perusal of the +pamphlet. Exposition of this theory would demand a crowd of technical +details, unintelligible to the general reader, and therefore +inappropriate in this place. But let such an one take the trouble +to listen for a moment to the ticking of a heart, seemingly so +monotonous, simple, and easy to understand, and then reflect that the +slight elements discoverable in this little sound, have been forced +by human intellect into at least twenty different combinations, and +afforded ground for as many theories, each defended with impassioned +earnestness by a different observer. He may then realize something of +the interest which attaches to the explanation of this phenomenon--may +even experience a sort of mental vertigo, as if he had witnessed the +evolution of a world out of nothing. Owing to the paucity of the facts +to be observed, the finesse requisite for the observation, and the +intellectual dexterity needed to retain such minute circumstances +before the mind long enough to think about them, the problem is one of +the most delicate and intricate offered by physiological science. Once +engaged in its discussion, the mind becomes hopelessly fascinated, and +continues to pirouette about an invisible point, that is neither a +thought nor a material phenomenon, but, as it were, a refined essence +of both. + +As in all series of vital actions, each item of the phenomenon in +question is so interlinked with the rest, that an explanation of a +part can never be considered final, so long as any problem remains +unresolved. The latest experimentator, brooding over hitherto +neglected details, may always hope to light upon some clue that shall +unravel the entire entanglement in a different manner, and reform upon +a new basis ideas now grouped in pretended fixity. The excitement +caused by this possibility is amply sufficient to stimulate research. +And there is no need to discover an immediate practical application +for the theory in order to bait the interest of vulgar minds. These +would always be incapable of such difficult investigations, while +really competent students were supremely indifferent to all lesser +advantages attached to the discovery of truth. As for me, I had been +so long removed from active life and its necessities (for my +professional career had as yet been too facile and commonplace to +arouse me to them), that the impractical character of the subject +constituted for me an additional charm. I recognized that it belonged, +for the present at least, to the region of pure thought, pure science, +accessible only to intelligences refined by nature, and enriched by +superior culture. In addition, therefore, to the intrinsic interest +of the problem, and the solid satisfaction arising from acute +intellectual activity, I could, in pursuit of this theme, experience +all the subtle pleasure derived from a consciousness of personal +superiority--pleasure as attainable in solitude as elsewhere since the +superiority was too real and unquestionable to require the +confirmatory suffrage of the crowd. + +I abandoned all other studies, and threw myself impetuously into the +current of these newly-received ideas. I ransacked my library, from +Herophilus to Haller, from Galen to Helmholtz. England, Germany, +Italy, France yielded up their tribute to my excited curiosity. And +the theme, shifted, refracted from intellect to intellect, multiplied +itself to bewildering complexity. + +Not content with reading, I performed experiments, repeating those of +my predecessors, and inventing new to control their conclusions. "With +my own hands I stirred the soil, fetid and palpitating with life," and +in this inmost intimacy with Nature felt myself grow strong, as Antćus +by contact with the mother earth. Thus roused from my long torpor into +the most intense activity,--for all activity is slack in comparison +with that of thought,--I became dissatisfied with the facility of my +present surroundings. I was anxious to pit myself against the world of +Paris. I wanted opposition, contradiction, in order to vanquish them, +and absorb their force into the glory of my triumph. Moreover, my +studies had now reached a point where they required the assistance +that could only be obtained in a great city: in a word, I resolved to +return to the capital, for a longer or shorter time, as the sequel +should prove desirable. My means rendered me independent of my +_clientčle_, and I left my patients without regret to the care of +an easily procured substitute. It is so rare to alight upon an +interesting case in the country! Nothing but rheumatism and measles, +measles and rheumatism, and never an autopsy,--it is as monotonous as +the treatment of fever and ague. I longed for the vast metropolitan +hospitals, containing specimens of every shade of disease, and +affording unlimited opportunities for auscultation. Of these I +stood especially in need, for the train of thought suggested by +physiological experiment must be completed by pathological researches, +which could only be carried on at Paris. + +To Paris, therefore, I came, as to a new world, so completely had I +been separated from it during the two last years. It was as if one of +the spirits in the metempsychosis imagined by Fourier, had returned to +the brilliant sphere from which death had driven him in temporary +exile. I was at first enchanted, intoxicated. The mental activity +which had seemed so intense in the sluggish province, needed to be +quickened fourfold to keep abreast of the intellects with which I +entered into relation, and the consciousness of the quickening +affected me as with new wine. But, as I grew accustomed to my new +medium, I became again subtly dissatisfied. It was not enough to be +abreast of the world, I wanted to be a little ahead. In my solitude +it was easy to cherish illusions concerning the value of my own work, +to picture myself as a mighty and triumphant wrestler with Nature, +capable, by his single strength, of forcing her reluctant secrets, to +reveal them afterwards to an admiring world. But at Paris, with its +enormous condensation of intellectual force, I could not flatter +myself on the solitary greatness of my achievements, nor ignore the +collective action of society. Whatever my attainment, I should be +forced to share its fame with a hundred other workers, who had +lent me, unasked, their aid. The distance between the person who +uttered the last word, and him who said the next to the last, was +infinitesimal, and this close proximity annoyed me. I longed for some +brilliant occasion to surpass all my contemporaries in one great +bound; an opportunity to bestow on science and humanity some unique +benefit that could never be compared with those accumulated by +lesser men. One day, revolving many things in my mind, I entered the +Bibliothčque Impériale. Strolling idly past the grated bookcases, my +attention was attracted by the title of a thin folio, wedged in +between Lavater and Geoffroy St. Hilaire. An inexplicable impulse led +me to demand this book, the "History of Vesalius and his Times." I had +no particular reason, that I knew of, to be interested in Vesalius; I +merely followed an idle whim, suggested rather by the peculiar shape +and position of the folio, than by any solid reason; and this whim +did not hurry me out of my lounging mood. I settled myself in one of +the windows, and leisurely turned over the leaves of my book, reading +a line here and a phrase there, until I alighted and settled upon the +following passage: "So the rumor spread abroad that Vesalius had +opened the chest of a living man to see his heart beat. And upon that +the people were in a fury and the court hissed with rage, and Vesalius +was obliged to flee from Spain before the power of the Inquisition; +and some say that he then made a pilgrimage to the Holy Land. But on +his return he was shipwrecked on a desolate island and perished +miserably. Hubert, in his _Vindicić contra tyrannus_ reports this +history to the eternal shame of the Jesuits." + +The world often describes with minuteness the material framework of +such noisy events as have impressed its coarse sensibilities. But it +commonly neglects, because ignoring, the scenes wherein have taken +place the crises of thought, or occurred the birth of new, indomitable +ideas. To the thinker, however, such outer scenes remain inextricably +associated with the thought that has sprung to life in their midst. To +this day I preserve a vivid recollection of every item of the place +where I read the story of Vesalius; the lofty reading-room, with its +confused lining of many-colored books, the tables crowded by eager +students, the broad, deep windows through which the sun streamed, and +from which I, sitting with open folio on my lap, watched the shifting +fountain and the swaying trees and the long, untrimmed grass in the +courtyard below. For the story seemed to have laid hold of my inmost +soul, and touched the spring of a long-hidden desire. Why I was so +moved, I could not tell. What issue would open to this whirlpool of +vague excitement in which I had fallen, I had no idea. But I was +profoundly conscious both of the excitement and the emotion, and, with +that refined epicureanism of which intellectual people alone are +capable, I abandoned myself, for a time, to the subtle luxury of their +enjoyment. + +My reverie was interrupted by the clanging of the great clock and the +scarcely less harsh voice of the _gardien_ as he announced the hour +for closing the library. Still wrapped in fantastic meditation, I +descended the stairs to the street, and followed the rue Richelieu to +the boulevard, there to mingle with the human stream that endlessly +encircled the city like a new army of Gideon. Drifting in the current, +I reached the Bastile, crossed the Pont d'Austerlitz, gained the +Boulevard de l'Hôpital and continued walking to the Invalides, to the +Avenues Jena and Wagram, and from the Place des Ternes, all along the +exterior rampart. And as I walked, my entangled thoughts gradually +disengaged themselves into clearness and precision. + +The biographer of Vesalius, who evidently shared the prejudices of the +people, had exerted himself strenuously to disprove the calumny +attached to the name of the great anatomist. He, like the rest, was +blinded by that vulgar egotism which clamorously prefers the +interests of individuals to those of society,--egotism no less +short-sighted than vulgar, for the large and abstract interests cared +for by science are precisely those which shall ultimately affect the +greatest number of individuals; and no less inconsequent than +short-sighted, since no one hesitates to ruin entire hosts of +individuals upon the faintest chance of promoting the material +interests of society. A stock company may immolate hundreds during the +construction of a Panama railroad--a sovereign sacrifice thousands in +the contest for a Crimean peninsula; the hue and cry only begins when +the savant modestly begs permission to utilize a single life for the +advancement of science. He is execrated as a monster, and burned alive +in expiation of his crime. Absurd inconsistency, trivial superstition! +from which it is time that at least the scientific world were +emancipated. Long enough has the ignorant rabble exercised brute +tyranny over intellects towering above its comprehension. The time +for concession is past, the moment has arrived for the savant to +assume the sway that rightfully devolves upon him and declare the +confiscation of all claims to the supreme interest of the search after +truth. + +For my part, therefore, so far from blaming Vesalius because he had +dissected a living man, I should have accorded him most profound +reverence for this proof of elevation above ordinary prejudice. And +the more I thought over the matter, the more I became convinced that +the accusation was well founded, that the deed had really been +performed, which moral cowardice alone induced the glorious criminal +to disavow. + +My brooding fancy, satiated with the image of the great anatomist, +began to occupy itself with his so-called victim. Who was he? what +motive had induced him to surrender his body to the scalpel of the +master, his life to the realization of the master's idea? A slave, a +debtor, from whom the ingenious savant had thus exacted a pound of +flesh? A trembling poltroon, forced to the sacrifice more reluctantly +than Isaac to the altar? I preferred rather to believe that it was a +favorite pupil, burning with enthusiasm for the master, joyful to +participate in his mighty labors at the cheap expense of his own +lesser life. Had Vesalius been a general, and he an aide-de-camp +before a rampart, all the world would have applauded him, rushing upon +death at the word of command. I myself had known, by a brief +experience, the thrilling impulse to fight, to die, in behalf of a +cause. Rivers of blood had been shed for honor, for loyalty, for +patriotism. Was the desire for truth less ardent than these worn-out +passions! Could it not rather supply their place in the new world +about to be created by science? What could produce a greater +impression upon the entire world, and more forcibly announce the +inauguration of a new era, than the voice of a man who should declare, +"I refuse to draw my sword for the hideous folly of war; to surrender +my life at the absurd caprice of princes; but I offer myself +cheerfully, unreservedly, as the instrument of Science, in her +majestic schemes for the discovery of truth!" + +My recent studies on the problem of the heart's movements brought me +into peculiar sympathy with the object of Vesalius' researches. The +tantalizing results as often obtained by experiments on lower animals, +the uncertainty of the inferences that could be deduced from them to +form a theory of the human organism, had often excited in me a lively +desire for a direct experiment upon man. This desire had hitherto been +smothered beneath the mass of conventional ideas, which so frequently +overwhelm our timidity and enslave our feebleness in endless routine. +But the daring word of genius had now struck the chains from my +intellect, and emancipated me from the slavery of that hesitation. +I--I would follow in the path already traced by that bolder mind; I +would redeem that calumniated memory from disgrace, and enrich its +glory by the surpassing realization of the original conception. _I_ +would inaugurate the new era; I would set the example of supreme +heroism in science; and all the world, and all future ages, should +preserve my name with reverent homage, and enwreath it with laurels +of undying fame. For, that the purity of my motives might be above +suspicion, I would perform the experiment, not as Vesalius in the +capacity of anatomist, but as the victim, voluntarily devoting himself +to the transcendent interests of an ideal cause. + +And as my mind leaped up into this grand thought, I felt cheek and +brow flush with violent emotion. Carried along by the first impetus of +the idea, I walked as rapidly as in a dream, unseeing, unhearing every +thing that surrounded me. Before I knew whither I had come, I felt a +cool wind blow over me, as if after a feverish journey on a heated +road, I had suddenly stepped into a cool, dark cavern. And, looking +out from the brilliant visions in which I was plunged, I found myself +already entered within the gates of Pčre la Chaise--the city of the +dead, of the vast majority to which I was to go over in fulfilment of +my great idea. I wandered among the graves, and read the epitaphs, the +reiterated dreary expressions of disappointment and despair, that the +deceased had been passively torn from a world to which every fibre of +their hearts was clinging. Not so would read _my_ epitaph, and I +began to compose it, less as a witty amusement than as a device for +resisting an insidious chill that had begun to creep over me like a +damp exhalation from the graves. For my imagination suddenly pictured +to itself the heavy tombstone pressing down, down forever, on the +cruel coffin-lid beneath which I should be lying. I shuddered at the +picture, I shuddered at death, and, leaning on an iron rail which girt +in a tomb, hid my face in my arms to shut out the signs of decay and +the more ghastly emblems of immortality with which the populous +_cimetičre_ was crowded. + +Raising my head after a brief struggle, I perceived that I was +standing in front of the famous tomb of Abelard and Heloise. The +sculptured forms of the unhappy lovers reposed side by side on the lid +of the stone mausoleum, as they had lain for six centuries, and +immortalized the mingling of their mortal dust below. Tears sprang to +my eyes as I looked at their still, peaceful faces, for I remembered +my dead wife, and then, my lost children. Death, that contained them +in its hollow caverns, could not be frightful to me. It was rather the +treasure-house of all I possessed most precious, and which I should +now hasten to reclaim. All the loneliness and longing which had been +dulled by habit, and lately covered over by mental activity, awoke, +and cried out passionately within me, repelling the slight pleasures +of this world, as a child crying for its mother dashes aside an +offered toy. What was left to me in life that I should cling to it? +What ties bound me to this perfidious, slippery earth? To whom owed I +any duties? Whose pillow would moisten with tears because I had passed +out of sight? Destitute of personal interests, I could only devote +myself to those of humanity, and that by some method that should +concentrate in a single moment both the achievement and its reward. +For small were the enjoyment to survive for fame, with whose report I +could return laden to no fireside, for whose sake I could watch no +eyes brighten in sweet pride of sympathy. I should sicken of it in +half an hour, and my hard-earned laurels would become as dusty and +lifeless as those ghastly wreaths of immortelles hanging around +Heloise's tomb. So desolated love joined itself to restless ambition +and ideal enthusiasm, to concentrate my life for the purpose from +which, since then, it has never swerved. + +Thus resolved upon self-devotion, I set about the task of finding a +colleague to share the risks and glory of my enterprise. I did not +conceal from myself that upon him would devolve a rôle far more +difficult and complicated than my own. From me, the subject of the +proposed experiment, was only required sublime heroism for the +sacrifice. But the man who should perform the operation must possess +moral courage to face public criticism, perhaps opprobrium; a trained +intellect, already habituated to discussion of the problem in +question, and impassioned for its solution; great practical skill and +finesse, able to appreciate and profit by every detail of the +phenomena that would unroll themselves before his observation; iron +nerve, that should remain unmoved by any startling peculiarities of +the case in hand. + +The necessity for uniting so many characteristics, compelled me to +abandon my first hope of forming a committee for the experiment; for +as soon as I began to sound physiologists on the subject, I landed +knee-deep in a mass of invincible prejudices and prepossessions. The +scheme was too new, too daring for the capacity of the mediocrities +which constitute the bulk of even the scientific world. I must +discover some exceptional solitary enthusiast like myself, able to +appreciate and embrace with joy the grand opportunity I offered him. +To the search for this enthusiast, therefore, I bent all my energies, +and knocked at many doors, wherever, through the windows, I believed +to have detected on the hearth the upleaping of an inner flame. + +It was astonishing how often I knocked in vain! How often my +insinuations, my suggestions, my direct propositions were repulsed! I +appealed to a professor who had concentrated the best years of his +life to the problem I proposed to solve,--he pooh-poohed my scheme. In +vain I tried to explain my methods for overcoming its practical +difficulties; he decried them all, I am convinced, from pure jealousy. + +"And you ought to know by this time," he added with a scarcely +disguised sneer, "that a single experiment on a human subject would be +of little value until its results were controlled by a dozen others. +And I doubt that your enthusiasm would prove sufficiently contagious +to furnish the supply for the dissecting table." And he obstinately +shut his ears to any further argument. + +I disclosed my plan to a struggling physician, ready for any adventure +that should thrust him into notoriety, bring his name before the +public, and thus open the way to a prosperous _clientčle_. Yet he +recoiled from a project fraught with promise so sure and magnificent +as mine. A hospital _interne_, flushed with enthusiasm for his first +practical studies, started with horror when I divulged my ideas. +Many, true Parisian _railleurs_, regarded my proposition as an +excellent joke. + +"Allons donc, c'est une vieille blague que tu nous fais lŕ." + +And all my protestations served only to increase their amusement, and +their determination not to be taken in. + +A few eyed me suspiciously, as if they imagined I were insane, and one +old bourgeois doctor had the impertinence to administer to me a moral +lecture. + +"Young man," he said, "you are possessed by the same preposterous +vanity which induced Empedocles to throw himself into Vesuvius, and +Erostratus to fire the temple of Diana. I recommend a course of dry +cupping to the nape of the neck, to relieve your congested and +over-excited brain, and, in the mean time, a decent seclusion from +society, that you insult with your absurdities." + +I flushed red with anger, but this last rebuff warned me that I must +change my tactics. Like all reformers, I found the world too stiff and +rigid for my purposes, and only harmed myself with kicking against the +bristling pricks. I must turn to a new generation, to early youth, and +find some mind still unformed and flexible, that I could myself submit +to a far-sighted training, and cast into the mould of my own ideas. +The opportunities of which my contemporaries were unworthy, I would +reserve as a gracious boon for a well-initiated pupil. + +Two years had elapsed since my arrival at Paris, and the untiring +energy with which I pursued physiological researches had begun to +bring my name into notice. When, therefore, I proposed to open a +course of lectures upon experimental physiology, my friends all +encouraged me with flattering assurances. + +"A la bonne heure," exclaimed the student to whom had I once addressed +my secret plans, "something sensible at last. I trust such rational +occupation will purge your head of its maggots, and satisfy your +aspirations for fame--" + +I smiled stealthily to myself. It is thus that the light world always +measures the austerity of our resolutions by its own lightness! + +I obtained the requisite official permission, and opened the course at +the École Pratique under the best auspices. The lectures were thronged +from the beginning, and the interest by no means abated as the weeks +rolled on. Enthusiastic myself, I possessed in no small degree the +gift of communicating (on all ordinary subjects) my enthusiasm to +others. I aimed less at imparting solid instruction to my pupils than +at impressing their imagination by a series of skilfully arranged +effects. My experiments, therefore, were governed by dramatic unity, +rarely sought in the confused and arid expositions of official +professors. Now I led my auditors into the inmost laboratories of +Nature, and revealed, in plant and animal, the fine affinities that +regulated her processes of nutrition. Now I traced some delicate +nervous filament from the spinal column of the amphioxus to the +cerebral hemisphere of the mammifer. Now I disclosed the ramifying +canals in the vast system of circulation, mounting from the spongy +network of the mollusk and the sluggish lymphatic of the reptile to +the brilliant, bounding arteries of the double-hearted vertebrates. +And always, beyond the last disclosure, after the most complete +revelation, I hinted at something yet to come, some higher, unveiled +mystery, to which all this grand series was but the prelude. As a +priest who volubly initiates the neophytes into the service of the +temple, but points in silence to the inner court containing the Deity +for whom the service is performed, so I, after the most magnificent +display of animal life, silently indicated a concealed hereafter, a +culmination in the human body, hitherto withheld from our curious +gaze. I thus strove to suggest an ideal, left for a time incomplete; +to foster an impetuous impatience, that, stimulated by the great +acquisitions of the past, should reach forward irresistibly for the +greater prize of the future. I trusted that among all my auditors +would be found one that should divine the cipher, and quicken over its +subtle secret--one intellect, that, carried unconsciously along the +current of my thought, should finally arrive at my unrevealed goal. + +Among the most constant attendants on the lectures, I had long noticed +one young man of about twenty-two years old, who always occupied the +same seat close to my operating-table. He was thin, shabbily dressed, +with full, intense forehead, ravenous face, and brilliant eyes. His +poverty was indicated not only by his toilette, and that special form +of unfed expression peculiar to the studious hungry, but also by his +absence from all the private classes, and redoubled assiduity at the +public lectures. His intelligence was evident from the absorbed +attention with which he followed the experiments, and from his manner +of taking notes,--not at random, like most of the students, but at +well-chosen points perceptible only to a person already in possession +of a commanding view of the whole subject. By a little stratagem, I +contrived one day to get hold of his note-book, and was surprised at +the accurate observations, the acute suggestions, and range of +information indicated by the marginal queries. Those who have ever +experienced the delight of discovering an intellect--discovery more +precious than that of a gold mine--can appreciate the eagerness with +which I devoured these pages, finding everywhere the stamp of the mind +I sought. And my satisfaction was redoubled by reflecting how greatly +the youth and poverty of the writer might increase my facilities for +obtaining complete possession of him. I was not long in devising a +scheme for forcing the intimacy of the young man, who, like most poor +students, was evidently as shy and proud as he was poor. + +One day, at the close of the lecture, I touched my student on the arm. + +"Be kind enough to wait a moment," I said, "I have something to say to +you." + +The boy flushed and drew back a little with all the haughtiness of a +sensitive person ill at ease with the world, and expecting from it +nothing but rebuffs and insolence. I fancied that an anxious suspicion +crossed his mind that I was about to lay claim to some payment for +lessons, of which he had hitherto ignored the necessity. I waited till +the greater part of the crowd had squeezed through the narrow door of +the amphitheatre, dismissed the loiterers, and then turned to my +companion with a frank air of relief, as to an equal with whom I could +refresh myself after the fatigue of teaching lesser minds. I saw that +I had already won his heart, before I began to speak. + +"I find that I require another assistant," I said. "The man that I +have at present, is, as you know, a mere machine. I need some one +interested, enthusiastic, capable of seconding me intelligently. I +want, in short, a pupil. Will you fill the place?" + +Surprised, overwhelmed with an honor which he could so keenly +appreciate, the young man flushed again, hesitated, stammered, and +finally only succeeded in answering me with his beautiful eyes, for +his tongue refused to speak. I already loved the boy; alas! how he has +repaid my love! + +"It will be a mutual exchange of service," I continued. "You will be +of great use to me in my preparations, and, in return, I may be able +to initiate you into the mysteries of our art, somewhat more +thoroughly than can be done in a public lecture." + +"I thank you, sir," said Guy. He tried to speak coldly, but he looked +as if he longed to throw himself at my feet and cover my hand with +kisses. To relieve his emotion, in which I secretly exulted, I patted +him friendlily on the shoulder, and began immediately to discuss the +programme for the following lecture. + +I had every reason to congratulate myself on my new assistant. His +zeal and ingenuity not only seconded my researches, but often +supplemented them when over-fatigue persuaded me to repose. And Guy's +personal character proved as winning as his intellect keen and +reliable. Before long I contrived that he should come and live with +me, and I invented for him some light literary employment, by which he +could pay me for his board and lodging, with an insignificant +sacrifice of his time. He acceded to this arrangement upon its +apparent terms, but none the less did he pierce its transparent +motive, and tacitly devote to me his whole soul in acknowledgment of +what he considered my delicate generosity. These unfledged souls are +apt to throw themselves thus away in exchange for the most trifling +pecuniary service, and torment themselves, moreover, that the +compensation is so mean. I smiled at Guy's naďveté, but none the less +turned it to account. From the foothold thus gained, I rapidly +extended my influence over his entire nature. My larger experience +enabled me to complete his unfinished thoughts, to sympathize with +his scarcely conscious feelings, to subtly impress his principles and +co-ordinate them to my own scheme. Having begun by forestalling his +material necessities, I continued to supply the finer wants of heart +and intellect so completely, that he became habituated to turn to me +for everything, and to receive everything that came from me with +implicit faith. I fed him, taught him, loved him, and all with such +artfulness, that he felt my presence in his life only as a plant feels +the sunshine in its calyx, conscious of no intrusion to be resented, +or tyranny to be repelled. It is so easy to make the conquest of a +young, ingenuous nature! so easy to fix its impetuous, unsuspecting +enthusiasm! I marvel that these exquisite relations between master and +pupil are so generally left uncultivated, or their charm wasted. I +almost marvel that I did not rest completely satisfied with my life at +that time; with its arduous study, and its growing fame, and Guy, with +the delicious task of educating his supple intellect to my ideas, and +penetrating his nature with my personality. Only the loftiness of my +ideal saved it from making womanish shipwreck on this episode in its +austere voyage towards the realization. + +As Guy became more and more competent, I delegated more and more into +his hands the preparation for the lectures. The first excitement of +getting them into train was past, the first keen interest dulled by +habit; and when the second winter began, with repetition of all that +had gone before, I went through the business almost mechanically. +Often I left everything to my assistant, and shut myself up alone to +dream over the project that secretly absorbed my soul. Guy fancied I +was ill, and, as my exertions slackened, redoubled his own, consuming +heart and brain in the resolve to maintain the course at the level of +its original popularity. I was inwardly amused at his devotion to such +secondary considerations, but did not interfere, for it helped to +serve my purpose. + +Finally, I believed my pupil to be fully prepared, and decided that +the moment had come for the complete revelation of myself. + +One evening,--I selected the evening advisedly, since at that time the +imagination is more susceptible of impressions, and further removed +from the vulgar influences of every-day life,--I entered our study. +Guy was seated at a table, and working in his usual intense fashion, +and I threw myself on a sofa beside him. + +"Guy," I exclaimed, "it tires me to look at you. For eight hours you +have not stirred from those books. You will kill yourself." + +"Great loss," he answered, "so that it were in your service, and +during the pursuit of knowledge." + +"You love me then, Guy?" + +"Love you!" He rose from the table, and coming to the sofa, kneeled +and kissed my forehead, without shame, as in France men _can_ kiss +each other. + +"My master, my friend!" he said; and I felt that he was mine, bound to +me by a love passing the love of women. I drew him before me, and ran +my fingers through his clustering hair. His affection was pleasant to +me, independent of the use I meant to make of it; and I almost +experienced a feminine desire to trifle with it for a moment, as one +shifts a diamond from one hand to the other to watch its changing +flame. + +"How much do you love me? as the children say. What would you do for +me?" + +"I would die for you!" he answered vehemently. + +That is the first thing youth ever thinks of. From very fulness of +life, it can afford to be on familiar terms with death. + +"Tut; that is unnecessary. But would you do anything I asked of you as +a personal favor?" + +"Only try me. I would go to the ends of the earth for you." + +"_Tenez!_ suppose I was dying King Arthur and you my squire. Would you +hesitate to fling away Excalibur at my command?" + +"The paltry bauble! What thought could I have to waste upon it while +you were dying?" + +"But suppose this obedience did not suffice to release me. Suppose +that, in my agony, I prayed you to drive your own sword into my heart +to set me free. Would you do it?" + +He hesitated a moment. "That would be a terrible prayer; yet if you +were suffering, and I knew that you must die, I would do even that for +you." + +"You have said it," I cried, and leaped to my feet in uncontrollable +excitement. "I have a request to make you, I have a prayer that you +only can fulfil. Swear that you will grant it--swear by all your love +for me, by all the gratitude which you profess, and for which I shall +never claim other return--swear that you will do what I am about to +bid you!" + +I saw that Guy was disquieted by my words and manner. Instead of +replying with the bold confidence I had a right to expect, he recoiled +from the revelation that pressed urgently on my lips. + +"Take care," he said, "your eyes are glittering as if you had a fever. +Let us stop talking about this till to-morrow." + +The upstart boy, thus to dare to patronize me with his foresight and +protection--_me_, who had taught him all he knew, and who was about to +offer him a place on my giddy pinnacle of immortal fame! I was +intensely angry, but succeeded in controlling myself, for I felt that +an untimely explosion of violence might ruin all. I passed my hand +over my eyes, as if to blur the glitter that had alarmed Guy's +scrupulous feebleness, and sat down quietly again. + +"The fact is, my dear Guy," I said, "I have been waiting so long for +an opportunity to execute a certain scheme of mine, that I cannot help +being a little excited when this opportunity seems at last within my +reach." + +"What kind of a scheme?" asked Guy. + +"A scheme for the advancement of the science in which we are both so +interested." + +"Oh," said Guy, with an air of relief, "you know how you can rely upon +me for any undertaking in that direction." + +"I should think so, especially when it concerns the problem upon which +we have both been so long engaged--the movements of the heart." + +"What!" he exclaimed with delight. "You have discovered something new +for that! Shall I ever cease to admire your masterly ingenuity. What +is to be done? You want to send me to Africa to capture a live +rhinoceros? I will set out to-morrow." + +"What would be the use! All the information that can be gained by +experiment on the higher mammifers is already ours. Since the problem +derives the greatest part of its interest from its application to man, +it is on man that the new experiment should be performed." + +"Ah, yes," sighed Guy; "we are always tripping up against this +impossibility." + +"Nothing is impossible," I answered. "I am resolved that the +experiment shall be performed on man." + +Guy started, then laughed. "Oh! you are joking," he said. + +"Not the least in the world. I have even selected the subject." + +"Eh! well, since you are so determined, you may dissect me when you +choose. Only I warn you of difficulties with the tribunals +afterwards." + +"I leave you to settle with them. It is not you, but myself, who is to +be the subject; and you must perform the experiment." + +I was surprised at the calmness with which I made this momentous +revelation of my purpose. But we are always on the level of the +circumstances to which we have attained, and they do not seem as awful +as when viewed from the distance. + +Guy did not at all believe that I was in earnest, and half an hour's +impetuous talking was needed to convince him of the reality and +fixedness of my resolve. Then he tried to reason with me. + +"Your experiment will be utterly useless," he said; "because death +will ensue almost immediately after the chest is opened. And during +the few seconds that might intervene for observation, the heart would +beat too rapidly to render observation possible." + +"I have devised means for palliating all these difficulties," I +answered eagerly. "In the first place, the last act of the experiment +must be preceded by the administration of woorara, to slacken the +rapidity of the heart's action. In the second place, I do not propose +to open the chest with the bistoury. The operation, even though aided +by chloroform, would cause too violent a shock to the nervous system. +But I intend to burn through gradually, by successive applications of +caustic, as in the procedure for opening hepatic cysts. Deep-seated +adhesions would form and shut out the lungs securely, and thus +probably obviate the necessity for artificial respiration. The +pericardium would be reached with comparatively little disturbance, +and once exposed, the operator would be able to make a first and +important series of observations, before proceeding farther. Finally, +he would rend the pericardium, and arrive directly at the heart +itself." + +"And kill you!" cried Guy. + +"I should die," I answered composedly, "as men have died after +inoculating themselves with the plague; only my death would be more +glorious, because incurred for pure science, and in face of a +certainty. It is precisely on this account that the act will insure to +our names the honor and reverence of all future generations." + +"Nonsense. You will be pitied as a suicide and madman, and I shall be +hung at the next assizes." + +"Coward! traitor!" I burst forth in ungovernable passion. "_This_ is +the extent of your devotion, then! _These_ your narrow calculations +and sordid reckonings! You, the one soul in whom I trusted, the one +friend I had in the world capable of appreciating me! Oh, shame on +such ingratitude! Oh, miserable me, doomed to such disappointment!" + +He was deeply hurt. I saw that I had made some impression upon +the hard skepticism with which the world had incased a naturally +generous nature, and pressed my advantage. I poured out a torrent of +eloquence, reasoning, prayers, entreaty. I wrestled with him as for +the salvation of a soul; the night waned on our hot conversation, and +finally, toward three o'clock, when the gray dawn began to point +weirdly in the East, I gained the victory. Guy promised to fulfil +my wish, at whatever risks to himself, and with the certainty of +sacrificing my life in the experiment. On the spot, I drew up a paper +testifying that the operation should have been performed at my express +command, and stated the reasons in full. To this document, I trusted +to obtain in the country the signature of two witnesses sufficiently +incurious to sign without reading. + +For it was decided that, for the sake of greater secrecy and +convenience, we should withdraw to the country, and I selected a +locality about four hours' distance from Paris, where we were both +unknown. These details settled, we separated for sleep. + +But I think neither of us closed our eyes that night; and Guy was so +pale and haggard the next morning that I hardly knew him. During the +week that we remained at Paris, making preparations for our departure, +he hardly ate, or slept, or spoke, but seemed to waste and droop like +a man in the clutch of a fiend. I became anxious. I was afraid he +would fall ill, and thus be incapacitated for the performance of his +duty. + +However, we managed to leave the city without accident, and installed +ourselves in the lonely dwelling I had rented. We hired an old woman +from the village to take charge of our housekeeping, and then devoted +ourselves to our work. We engaged in a preliminary series of +experiments, through which, as through a suite of lesser apartments +leading to the throne-room, we were to approach the act that should +crown them all. + +For the first time since he had been my pupil, I found Guy nervous, +_maladroit_. He turned pale at the sight of blood. The struggling of a +pigeon, or the yelp of a dog, seemed to make him sick, and a hundred +times he laid down his scalpel as if unable to proceed. He was like a +neophyte, and a prey to the sentimental horrors of which, up to this +time, his absorbed intellect had been quite unconscious. I trembled. +If his nerve should fail him when it became _my_ turn, and the whole +costly experiment be thrown away through some awkwardness on his part! +I was furious at the very idea, and told him so. + +"I will haunt you forever if you fail," I said, savagely. + +"You will in any case," answered Guy, sighing heavily. + +But at my instances, he tried to rouse himself from this inexplicable +languor, and to drill hand and eye to exquisite precision. I watched +him severely. I refused to pardon the least blunder. I trained him for +this last trial, as men train horses for the winning race. Guy was +really an able physiologist, and his skill only needed finishing +touches to be as effective as was possible in the actual condition of +science. After two or three weeks I was satisfied, and bade him +prepare the next day to begin the last experiment. + +I shall never forget that day, the supreme moment of my life. I sat at +the windows of an inner room, waiting for Guy, and looked out over the +valley that basked in the afternoon sunshine. It was the beginning of +September--one of those perfect days at the prime of the year, when +life has reached its culmination, and pauses in the fulness of its own +content. The air, ripe and balmy, purged of the rawness of Spring and +the violent heat of Summer, was as yet untouched by the faintest +frost, and restored to such perfection as mortals might breathe after +the regeneration of the earth. The grain had been gathered in, but the +unfallen fruit still weighed down the orchards, and absorbed the +sunlight for its mellowing juices. The first press of the harvest +season was over, the second had not yet begun; for one precious moment +man and nature paused together, and surveyed the long ascent by which +the year had climbed to these high table-lands of peace--not innocent +peace, ignorant of action, but the peace of victory after conflict, of +repose after strife, of maturity entering upon its rewards. In the +perfection of these sunful days, all possibility of change seemed to +have been outgrown, left far behind in an old, wearisome existence of +long ago. The world had entered upon an eternal blessedness, and the +jasper walls of heaven shut it out from harm forever, like coral reefs +encircling a lagoon in the Pacific seas. Only by remembering the years +that had been before, and the years that should follow after, could +the reluctant mind convince itself that this seeming eternity was +frail; that whoso lingered too long among the splendors of September +would be surely overtaken by treacherous frost, and biting winter +winds; that there was but one way to escape the revolting decline from +this pinnacle of life--to die. That was my secret. I alone, of all who +shivered at approaching winter, had learned how to escape. For me, not +only the year, but life itself, should cease at its pinnacle, refusing +to go down to a lower place, as a dethroned being prefers death to +miserable exile. And with these thoughts, I felt myself possessed by +an unutterable calm, such as comes to fever patients when they are +dying. + +The first day of the experiment little was to be done. I called Guy, +who lingered in the laboratory, and bade him apply the first layer of +caustic to my breast, over the heart. The little operation required +small skill, and this was fortunate, for Guy's hand trembled so +violently, that a delicate manipulation would have been ruined. A drop +of the paste fell on my coat-sleeve, and in a few minutes had burned a +hole entirely through. + +"Look, Guy," I exclaimed, "through such a window shall you soon gaze +at the central mystery of life. I almost envy you the opportunity." + +"Oh!" he cried, "if you would but take it! If you would but use me for +your experiment, and spare me this dreadful trial!" + +He had urged this exchange from the beginning, but of course I would +not consent. What! give up my great chance for immortality, surrender +my unique place in the history of science and the world? No, indeed; I +was already generous in sharing my achievement, in trusting the +preservation of my fame to even my most loyal friend. Beyond that it +were folly, madness, to go. + +"Nonsense," I replied therefore to this senseless entreaty. "That +question has already been sufficiently discussed. Bah! that caustic +burns." + +It was necessary to wait three or four days before renewing the +caustic to deepen the eschar made by the first application. This delay +gradually became intolerable to me,--the more, that Guy prolonged it +on a multitude of trivial pretexts. I was finally obliged to resume +the direction of affairs, and order him to proceed. + +He began to prepare some Vienna paste, but in a slow, dawdling manner +that irritated my nerves to the last degree. I snatched the cup from +his hand and stirred the caustic myself. + +"How many centuries have admired Socrates," I remarked, "for his +theatrical pretence of drinking the hemlock voluntarily. In future +ages men will remember with greater admiration how I, with my own +hand, prepared the instrument of my death. Do not forget to mention +this circumstance in your notes, and add that my hand did not +tremble." + +I gave the caustic to Guy; but at the same moment the door opened +behind us, and he sprang forward with a sudden cry, dashing the cup in +pieces on the floor. I turned in angry surprise at the interruption, +and saw two men standing in the room. They were perfect strangers to +me, but came forward immediately and saluted me with the friendly +courtesy of old acquaintance. I even fancied that I detected an +intolerable softness in their manner, such as physicians sometimes +assume in speaking to sick people. One of the intruders took my +passive hand in his, and shook it with unnecessary cordiality, +contriving, I think, at the same time to slip his fingers on my wrist, +just over the pulse. + +My instinct was decidedly in favor of kicking these impertinent +fellows down stairs. But so strong is the influence of civilized +habit, that I restrained myself to a freezing politeness, inquiring to +what I might be indebted for the honor, etc. + +"These gentlemen are friends of mine," interposed Guy, who had stooped +on the floor to pick up the broken fragments of the cup, and who did +not look at me as he spoke. "They are amateurs in our science, and +would be much interested in examining the laboratory that we have +installed here. But since they have taken a long journey, and must be +hungry, I think we had better first order the déjeuner." + +"The devil!" I muttered inwardly. But at the same moment I reflected +that these visitors with their congenial tastes might serve +opportunity as witnesses to the experiment--even be useful in +correcting any possible awkwardness in Guy's manipulation. I therefore +addressed them in a tone of cordial hospitality. + +"We are at this moment engaged in some researches," I said, "that +cannot fail to interest you, and where, perhaps, you may be of signal +service, if you will consent to stay with us awhile and put up with +our modest accommodations." + +"You honor our poor abilities," returned the first stranger, with a +bland smile. "We shall be most happy to accept your amiable +invitation." + +So we four sat down to the déjeuner, in the most cheerful possible +humor. The black stain that burned on my breast stimulated me to a +secret exultation; I felt a secret pride in anticipating the wonder of +these men, when they should hereafter recall the gayety of my demeanor +on this occasion. They, on the other hand, seconded me bravely in the +conversation. Not for years had I met with companions so brilliant, +witty, and sympathetic. They listened to me with the closest +attention, and seemed to find a peculiar charm in the freaks of my +fancy, to which, for the moment, I gave the rein. + +"These men are capable of appreciating me," I said to myself, and +congratulated my good fortune which had sent them thither. + +Then I rose. "Gentlemen," I said, "I cannot express to you the +pleasure that I have derived from your society. Before we adjourn to +the laboratory, allow me, in English fashion, to propose a toast." + +"Wait a moment," said Guy, breaking the sullen silence he had hitherto +maintained. "I ordered some Burgundy from Paris the other day, and it +arrived this morning." + +He left the room, and presently returned with an uncorked bottle in +his hand, which he set before me. I fancied, as he did so, that he +looked rather significantly at the two strangers, but politeness +forbade me to express my suspicion. I poured out the wine, and pushed +the glasses to my companions. + +"Drink," I cried, "to the experiment that shall open a new era in +science, and to the man that shall inaugurate a new revolution in the +world." And I drained my glass. + +Whether or no the others followed my example, I cannot tell; for +almost immediately I felt a subtle fire course through my veins, +followed by a delicious languor that crept inwards to my heart, and +seemed to arrest its pulsation by an irresistible persuasiveness to +repose. Probably I swooned, for I lost all consciousness, and all +recollection of time or place for many hours. + + * * * * * + +When I came to myself, I was a prisoner in this cursed asylum at +Charenton. + +--Guy had betrayed me,--the false friend,--the poltroon,--and I, who +trusted him too much, had fallen a victim to his stratagems. Whether +he had been true to me at the beginning, and then had faltered at +the last, or whether he had deceived me all along with affected +complaisance, I never knew. For when he came to see me one day, my +just resentment excited me to such a paroxysm of fury that the people +here recommended him not to return, and I have never seen him since. +So here I sit, in forced idleness, waiting for the arrival of some +one who shall appreciate my great idea, and release me for its +accomplishment. The people by whom I am surrounded are kind enough, +but ignorant; they admire me, but are unable to understand me. So they +bind me in silken chains, and clasp them with honeyed words, and I +remain a prisoner. It is thus that the world rewards its greatest +benefactors! + + + + +MRS. KNOLLYS. + +BY J. S. OF DALE, AUTHOR OF "GUERNDALE." + +_Century Magazine, November, 1883._ + + +The great Pasterzen glacier rises in Western Austria, and flows into +Carinthia, and is fourteen or seventeen miles long, as you measure it +from its birth in the snow-field, or from where it begins to move from +the higher snows and its active course is marked by the first wrinkle. +It flows in a straight, steady sweep, a grand avenue, guarded by giant +mountains, steep and wide; a prototype, huge and undesigned, of the +giants' stairway in the Venice palace. No known force can block its +path; it would need a cataclysm to reverse its progress. What falls +upon it moves with it, what lies beneath it moves with it--down to the +polished surface of the earth's frame, laid bare; no blade of grass +grows so slowly as it moves, no meteor of the air is so irresistible. +Its substant ice curls freely, moulds, and breaks itself like +water,--breaks in waves, plastic like honey, crested lightly with a +frozen spray; it winds tenderly about the rocky shore, and the +granite, disintegrated into crumbs, flows on with it. All this so +quietly that busy, officious little Man lived a score of thousand +years before he noticed even that the glacier moved. + +Now, however, men have learned to congregate upon its shores, and +admire. Scientists stick staves in the ground (not too near, lest the +earth should move with it), and appraise the majesty of its motion; +ladies, politely mystified, give little screams of pleased surprise; +young men, secretly exultant, pace the yard or two between the sticks, +a distance that takes the frozen stream a year to compass, and look +out upon it half contemptuously. Then they cross it--carefully, they +have enough respect left for that--with their cunningly nailed shoes +and a rope; an hour or two they dally with it, till at last, being +hungry and cold, they walk to the inn for supper. At supper they tell +stories of their prowess, pay money to the guides who have protected +them, and fall asleep after tea with weariness. Meantime, the darkness +falls outside; but the white presence of the glacier breaks the night, +and strange shapes unseen of men dance in its ashen hollows. It is +so old that the realms of death and life conflict; change is on the +surface, but immortality broods in the deeper places. The moon rises +and sinks; the glacier moves silently, like a timepiece marking the +centuries, grooving the record of its being on the world itself,--a +feature to be read and studied by far-off generations of some other +world. The glacier has a light of its own, and gleams to stars above, +and the great Glockner mountain flings his shadow of the planets in +its face. + +Mrs. Knollys was a young English bride, sunny-haired, hopeful-eyed, +with lips that parted to make you love them,--parted before they +smiled, and all the soft regions of her face broke into attendant +dimples. And then, lest you should think it meant for you, she looked +quickly up to "Charles," as she would then call him even to strangers, +and Charles looked down to her. Charles was a short foot taller, with +much the same hair and eyes, thick flossy whiskers, broad shoulders, +and a bass voice. This was in the days before political economy cut +Hymen's wings. Charles, like Mary, had little money, but great hopes; +and he was clerk in a government office, with a friendly impression of +everybody and much trust in himself. And old Harry Colquhoun, his +chief, had given them six weeks to go to Switzerland and be happy in, +all in celebration of Charles Knollys's majority and marriage to his +young wife. So they had both forgotten heaven for the nonce, having a +passable substitute; but the powers divine overlooked them pleasantly +and forgave it. And even the phlegmatic driver of their _Einspänner_ +looked back from the corner of his eye at the _schöne Engländerin_, +and compared her mentally with the far-famed beauty of the Königssee. +So they rattled on in their curious conveyance, with the pole in the +middle and the one horse out on one side, and still found more beauty +in each other's eyes than in the world about them. Although Charles +was only one and twenty, Mary Knollys was barely eighteen, and to her +he seemed godlike in his age, as in all other things. Her life had +been as simple as it had been short. She remembered being a little +girl, and then the next thing that occurred was Charles Knollys, and +positively the next thing she remembered of importance was being Mrs. +Charles Knollys; so that old Mrs. Knollys, her guardian aunt and his, +had first called her a love of a baby, and then but a baby in love. +All this, of course, was five and forty years ago, for you know how +old she was when she went again to Switzerland last summer--three and +sixty. + +They first saw the great mountains from the summit of the Schafberg. +This is a little height, three-cornered, between three lakes; a +natural Belvedere for Central Europe. Mr. and Mrs. Knollys were seated +on a couch of Alpine roses behind a rhododendron bush watching the +sunset; but as Charles was desirous of kissing Mrs. Knollys, and the +rhododendron bush was not thick enough, they were waiting for the sun +to go down. He was very slow in doing this, and by way of consolation +Knollys was keeping his wife's hand hidden in the folds of her dress. +Undoubtedly a modern lady would have been talking of the scenery, +giving word-color pictures of the view; but I am afraid Mrs. Knollys +had been looking at her husband, and talking with him of the cottage +they had bought in a Surrey village, not far from Box Hill, and +thinking how the little carvings and embroideries would look there +which they had bought abroad. And, indeed, Mrs. Charles secretly +thought Box Hill an eminence far preferable to the Venediger, and +Charles's face an infinitely more interesting sight than any lake, +however expressive. But the sun, looking askance at them through the +lower mist, was not jealous; all the same he spread his glory lavishly +for them, and the bright little mirror of a lake twinkled cannily +upward from below. Finally it grew dark; then there was less talking. +It was full night when they went in, she leaning on his arm and +looking up; and the moonbeam on the snowy shoulder of the Glockner, +twenty leagues away, came over, straight-way, from the mountain to her +face. Three days later, Charles Knollys, crossing with her the lower +portion of the Pasterzen glacier, slipped into a crevasse, and +vanished utterly from the earth. + + + II. + +All this you know. And I was also told more of the young girl, bride +and widow at eighteen; how she sought to throw herself into the clear +blue gulf; how she refused to leave Heiligenblut; how she would sit, +tearless, by the rim of the crevasse, day after day, and gaze into +its profundity. A guide or man was always with her at these times, for +it was still feared she would follow her young husband to the depths +of that still sea. Her aunt went over from England to her; the summer +waxed; autumn storms set in; but no power could win her from the place +whence Charles had gone. + +If there was a time worse for her than that first moment, it was when +they told her that his body never could be found. They did not dare to +tell her this for many days, but busied themselves with idle cranes +and ladders, and made futile pretences with ropes. Some of the big, +simple-hearted guides even descended into the chasm, absenting +themselves for an hour or so, to give her an idea that something was +being done. Poor Mrs. Knollys would have followed them had she been +allowed, to wander through the purple galleries, calling Charles. It +was well she could not; for all Kaspar could do was to lower himself a +hundred yards or so, chisel out a niche, and stand in it, smoking his +honest pipe to pass the time, and trying to fancy he could hear the +murmur of the waters down below. Meantime Mrs. Knollys strained her +eyes, peering downward from above, leaning on the rope about her +waist, looking over the clear brink of the bergschrund. + +It was the Herr Doctor Zimmermann who first told her the truth. Not +that the good Doctor meant to do so. The Herr Doctor had had his +attention turned to glaciers by some rounded stones in his garden +by the Traunsee, and more particularly by the Herr Privatdocent +Splüthner. Splüthner, like Uncle Toby, had his hobby-horse, his pet +conjuring words, his gods _ex machinâ_, which he brought upon the +field in scientific emergencies; and these gods, as with Thales, were +Fire and Water. Craters and flood were his accustomed scapegoats, upon +whose heads were charged all things unaccountable; and the Herr +Doctor, who had only one element left to choose from, and that a +passive one, but knew, on general principles, that Splüthner must be +wrong, got as far off as he could and took Ice. And Splüthner having +pooh-poohed this, Zimmermann rode his hypothesis with redoubled zeal. +He became convinced that ice was the embodiment of orthodoxy. Fixing +his professional spectacles on his substantial nose, he went into +Carinthia and ascended the great Venice mountains, much as he would +have performed any other scientific experiment. Then he encamped on +the shores of the Pasterzen glacier, and proceeded to make a study of +it. + +So it happened that the Doctor, taking a morning stroll over the +subject of his experiment, in search of small things which might +verify his theory, met Mrs. Knollys sitting in her accustomed place. +The Doctor had been much puzzled, that morning, on finding in a rock +at the foot of the glacier the impression, or sign-manual as it were, +of a certain fish, whose acquaintance the Doctor had previously made +only in tropical seas. This fact seeming, superficially, to chime in +with Splüthnerian mistakes in a most heterodox way, the Doctor's mind +had for a moment been diverted from the ice; and he was wondering what +the fish had been going to do in that particular gallery, and secretly +doubting whether it had known its own mind, and gone thither with the +full knowledge and permission of its maternal relative. Indeed, the +good Doctor would probably have ascribed its presence to the malicious +and personal causation of the devil, but that the one point on which +he and Splüthner were agreed was the ignoring of unscientific +hypotheses. The Doctor's objections to the devil were none the less +strenuous for being purely scientific. + +Thus ruminating, the Doctor came to the crevasse where Mrs. Knollys +was sitting, and to which a little path had now been worn from the +inn. There was nothing of scientific interest about the fair young +English girl, and the Doctor did not notice her; but he took from his +waistcoat-pocket a leaden bullet, moulded by himself, and marked +"Johannes Carpentarius, Juvavianus, A. U. C. 2590," and dropped it, +with much satisfaction, into the crevasse. Mrs. Knollys gave a little +cry; the bullet was heard for some seconds tinkling against the sides +of the chasm; the tinkles grew quickly fainter, but they waited in +vain for the noise of the final fall. "May the Splüthner live that he +may learn by it," muttered the Doctor; "I can never recover it." + +Then he remembered that the experiment had been attended with a sound +unaccounted for by the conformity of the bullet to the laws of +gravitation; and looking up he saw Mrs. Knollys in front of him, no +longer crying, but very pale. Zimmermann started, and in his confusion +dropped his best brass registering thermometer, which also rattled +down the abyss. + +"You say," whispered Mrs. Knollys, "that it can never be recovered!" + +"Madam," spoke the Doctor, doffing his hat, "how would you recofer +from a blace when the smallest approximation which I haf yet been able +to make puts the depth from the surface to the bed of the gletscher at +vrom sixteen hundred to sixteen hundred and sixty _mčtres_ in +distance?" Doctor Zimmermann spoke very good English; and he pushed +his hat upon the back of his head, and assumed his professional +attitude. + +"But they all were trying----" Mrs. Knollys spoke faintly. "They said +that they hoped he could be recovered." The stranger was the oldest +gentleman she had seen, and Mrs. Knollys felt almost like confiding in +him. "Oh, I must have the--the body." She closed in a sob; but the +Herr Doctor caught at the last word, and this suggested to him only +the language of scientific experiment. + +"Recofer it? If, madam," Zimmermann went on with all the satisfaction +attendant on the enunciation of a scientific truth, "we take a body +and drop it in the schrund of this gletscher; and the ice-stream moves +so slower at its base than on the upper part, and the ice will cover +it; efen if we could reach the base, which is a mile in depth. Then, +see you, it is all caused by the motion of the ice----" + +But at this Mrs. Knollys had given a faint cry, and her guide rushed +up angrily to the old professor, who stared helplessly forward. "God +will help me, sir," said she to the Doctor, and she gave the guide her +arm and walked wearily away. + +The professor still stared in amazement at her enthusiasm for +scientific experiment and the passion with which she greeted his +discoveries. Here was a person who utterly refused to be referred to +the agency of ice, or even, like Splüthner, of Fire and Water; and +went out of the range of allowable hypotheses to call upon a Noumenon. +Now both Splüthner and Zimmermann had studied all natural agencies and +made allowance for them, but for the Divine they had always hitherto +proved an alibi. The Doctor could make nothing of it. + +At the inn that evening he saw Mrs. Knollys with swollen eyes; and +remembering the scene of the afternoon, he made inquiries about her of +the innkeeper. The latter had heard the guide's account of the +meeting; and as soon as Zimmermann had made plain what he had told her +of the falling body, "Triple blockhead!" said he. "_Es war ihr Mann._" +The Herr Professor staggered back into his seat; and the kindly +innkeeper ran upstairs to see what had happened to his poor young +guest. + +Mrs. Knollys had recovered from the first shock by this time, but the +truth could no longer be withheld. The innkeeper could but nod his +head sadly, when she told him that to recover her Charles was +hopeless. All the guides said the same thing. The poor girl's husband +had vanished from the world as utterly as if his body had been burned +to ashes and scattered in the pathway of the winds. Charles Knollys +was gone, utterly gone; no more to be met with by his girl-wife, save +as spirit to spirit, soul to soul, in ultramundane place. The +fair-haired young Englishman lived but in her memory, as his soul, if +still existent, lived in places indeterminate, unknowable to Doctor +Zimmermann and his compeers. Slowly Mrs. Knollys acquired the belief +that she was never to see her Charles again. Then, at last, she +resolved to go--to go home. Her strength now gave way; and when her +aunt left she had with her but the ghost of Mrs. Knollys--a broken +figure, drooping in the carriage, veiled in black. The innkeeper and +all the guides stood bare-headed, silent, about the door, as the +carriage drove off, bearing the bereaved widow back to England. + + + III. + +When the Herr Doctor had heard the innkeeper's answer, he sat for some +time with his hands planted on his knees, looking through his +spectacles at the opposite wall. Then he lifted one hand and struck +his brow impatiently. It was his way, when a chemical reaction had +come out wrong. + +"Triple blockhead!" said he; "triple blockhead, thou art so bad as +Splüthner." No self-condemnation could have been worse to him than +this. Thinking again of Mrs. Knollys, he gave one deep, gruff sob. +Then he took his hat, and going out, wandered by the shore of the +glacier in the night, repeating to himself the Englishwoman's words: +"_They said that they hoped he could be recovered._" Zimmermann came +to the tent where he kept his instruments, and stood there, looking at +the sea of ice. He went to his measuring pegs, two rods of iron: one +sunk deep and frozen in the glacier, the other drilled into a rock on +the shore. "Triple blockhead!" said he again, "thou art worse than +Splüthner. The Splüthner said the glacier did not move; thou, thou +knowest that it does." He sighted from his rods to the mountain +opposite. There was a slight and all but imperceptible change of +direction from the day before. + +He could not bear to see the English girl again, and all the next day +was absent from the inn. For a month he stopped at Heiligenblut, and +busied himself with his instruments. The guides of the place greeted +him coldly every day, as they started on their glacier excursions or +their chamois hunting. But none the less did Zimmermann return the +following summer, and work upon his great essay in refutation of the +Splüthner. + +Mrs. Knollys went back to the little cottage in Surrey, and lived +there. The chests and cases she brought back lay unopened in the +store-room; the little rooms of the cottage that was to be their home +remained bare and unadorned, as Charles had seen them last. She could +not bring herself to alter them now. What she had looked forward to do +with him she had no strength to do alone. She rarely went out. There +was no place where she could go to think of him. He was gone; gone +from England, gone from the very surface of the earth. If he had only +been buried in some quiet English churchyard, she thought,--some green +place lying open to the sun, where she could go and scatter flowers on +his grave, where she could sit and look forward amid her tears to the +time when she should lie side by side with him,--they would then be +separated for her short life alone. Now it seemed to her that they +were far apart forever. + +But late the next summer she had a letter from the place. It was from +Dr. Zimmermann. There is no need here to trace the quaint German +phrases, the formalism, the cold terms of science in which he made his +meaning plain. It spoke of erosion; of the movement of the summer; of +the action of the under-waters on the ice. And it told her, with +tender sympathy oddly blended with the pride of scientific success, +that he had given a year's most careful study to the place; with all +his instruments of measurement he had tested the relentless glacier's +flow; and it closed by assuring her that her husband might yet be +found--in five and forty years. In five and forty years--the poor +professor staked his scientific reputation on the fact--in five and +forty years she might return, and the glacier would give up its dead. + +This letter made Mrs. Knollys happier. It made her willing to live; it +made her almost long to live until old age--that her Charles's body +might be given back. She took heart to beautify her little home. The +trifling articles she had bought with Charles were now brought +out,--the little curiosities and pictures he had given her on their +wedding journey. She would ask how such and such a thing looked, +turning her pretty head to some kind visitor, as she ranged them on +the walls; and now and then she would have to lay the picture down and +cry a little, silently, as she remembered where Charles had told her +it would look best. Still, she sought to furnish the rooms as they had +planned them in their mind; she made her surroundings, as nearly as +she could, as they had pictured them together. One room she never went +into; it was the room Charles had meant to have for the nursery. She +had no child. + +But she changed, as we all change, with the passing of the years. I +first remember her as a woman middle-aged, sweet-faced, hardly like a +widow, nor yet like an old maid. She was rather like a young girl in +love, with her lover absent on a long journey. She lived more with the +memory of her husband, she clung to him more, than if she had had a +child. She never married; you would have guessed that; but, after the +Professor's letter, she never quite seemed to realize that her husband +was dead. Was he not coming back to her? + +Never in all my knowledge of dear English women have I known a woman +so much loved. In how many houses was she always the most welcome +guest! How often we boys would go to her for sympathy! I know she was +the confidante of all our love affairs. I cannot speak for girls; but +I fancy she was much the same with them. Many of us owed our life's +happiness to her. She would chide us gently in our pettiness and +folly, and teach us, by her very presence and example, what thing it +was that alone could keep life sweet. How well we all remember the +little Surrey cottage, the little home fireside where the husband had +never been! I think she grew to imagine his presence, even the +presence of children: boys, curly-headed, like Charles, and sweet, +blue-eyed daughters; and the fact that it was all imagining seemed but +to make the place more holy. Charles still lived to her as she had +believed him in the month that they were married; he lived through +life with her as her young love had fancied he would be. She never +thought of evil that might have occurred; of failing affection, of +cares. Her happiness was in her mind alone; so all the earthly part +was absent. + +There were but two events in her life--that which was past and that +which was to come. She had lived through his loss; now she lived on +for his recovery. But, as I have said, she changed, as all things +mortal change; all but the earth and the ice-stream and the stars +above it. She read much, and her mind grew deep and broad, none the +less gentle with it all; she was wiser in the world; she knew the +depths of human hope and sorrow. You remember her only as an old lady +whom we loved. Only her heart did not change--I forgot that; her +heart, and the memory of that last loving smile upon his face, as he +bent down to look into her eyes, before he slipped and fell. She lived +on, and waited for his body, as possibly his other self--who +knows?--waited for hers. As she grew older she grew taller; her eyes +were quieter, her hair a little straighter, darker than of yore; her +face changed, only the expression remained the same. Mary Knollys! + +Human lives rarely look more than a year, or five, ahead; Mary Knollys +looked five and forty. Many of us wait, and grow weary in waiting, for +those few years alone, and for some living friend. Mary Knollys waited +five and forty years--for the dead. Still, after that first year, she +never wore all black; only silvery grays, and white with a black +ribbon or two. I have said that she almost seemed to think her husband +living. She would fancy his doing this and that with her; how he would +joy in this good fortune, or share her sorrows--which were few, +mercifully. His memory seemed to be a living thing to her, to go +through life with her, hand in hand; it changed as she grew old; it +altered itself to suit her changing thought; until the very memory of +her memory seemed to make it sure that he had really been alive with +her, really shared her happiness or sorrow, in the far-off days of her +earliest widowhood. It hardly seemed that he had been gone already +then--she remembered him so well. She could not think that he had +never been with her in their little cottage. And now, at sixty, I know +she thought of him as an old person too; sitting by their fireside, +late in life, mature, deep-souled, wise with the wisdom of years, +going back with her, fondly, to recall the old, old happiness of their +bridal journey, when they set off for the happy honeymoon abroad, and +the long life now past stretched brightly out before them both. She +never spoke of this, and you children never knew it; but it was always +in her mind. + +There was a plain stone in the little Surrey churchyard, now gray and +moss-grown with the rains of forty years, on which you remember +reading: "Charles Knollys--lost in Carinthia"----This was all she +would have inscribed; he was but lost; no one _knew_ that he was dead. +Was he not yet to be found? There was no grassy mound beside it; the +earth was smooth. Not even the date was there. But Mrs. Knollys never +went to read it. She waited until he should come; until that last +journey, repeating the travels of their wedding-days, when she should +go to Germany to bring him home. + +So the woman's life went on in England, and the glacier in the Alps +moved on slowly; and the woman waited for it to be gone. + + + IV. + +In the summer of 1882, the little Carinthian village of Heiligenblut +was haunted by two persons. One was a young German scientist, with +long hair and spectacles; the other was a tall English lady, slightly +bent, with a face wherein the finger of time had deeply written tender +things. Her hair was white as silver, and she wore a long black veil. +Their habits were strangely similar. Every morning, when the eastern +light shone deepest into the ice-cavern at the base of the great +Pasterzen glacier, these two would walk thither; then both would sit +for an hour or two and peer into its depths. Neither knew why the +other was there. The woman would go back for an hour in the late +afternoon; the man, never. He knew that the morning light was +necessary for his search. + +The man was the famous young Zimmermann, son of his father, the old +Doctor, long since dead. But the Herr Doctor had written a famous +tract, when late in life, refuting all Splüthners, past, present, and +to come; and had charged his son, in his dying moments, as a most +sacred trust, that he should repair to the base of the Pasterzen +glacier in the year 1882, where he would find a leaden bullet, graven +with his father's name, and the date A. U. C. 2590. All this would be +vindication of his father's science. Splüthner, too, was a very old +man, and Zimmermann the younger (for even he was no longer young) was +fearful lest Splüthner should not live to witness his own refutation. +The woman and the man never spoke to each other. + +Alas, no one could have known Mrs. Knollys for the fair English girl +who had been there in the young days of the century; not even the +innkeeper, had he been there. But he, too, was long since dead. Mrs. +Knollys was now bent and white-haired; she had forgotten, herself, how +she had looked in those old days. Her life had been lived. She was now +like a woman of another world; it seemed another world in which her +fair hair had twined about her husband's fingers, and she and Charles +had stood upon the evening mountain, and looked in one another's eyes. +That was the world of her wedding-days, but it seemed more like a +world she had left when born on earth. And now he was coming back to +her in this. Meantime the great Pasterzen glacier had moved on, +marking only the centuries; the men upon its borders had seen no +change; the same great waves lifted their snowy heads upon its +surface; the same crevasse still was where he had fallen. At night, +the moonbeams, falling, still shivered off its glassy face; its pale +presence filled the night, and immortality lay brooding in its +hollows. + +Friends were with Mrs. Knollys, but she left them at the inn. One old +guide remembered her, and asked to bear her company. He went with her +in the morning, and sat a few yards from her, waiting. In the +afternoon she went alone. He would not have credited you, had you told +him that the glacier moved. He thought it but an Englishwoman's fancy, +but he waited with her. Himself had never forgotten that old day. And +Mrs. Knollys sat there silently, searching the clear depths of the +ice, that she might find her husband. + +One night she saw a ghost. The latest beam of the sun, falling on a +mountain opposite, had shone back into the ice-cavern; and seemingly +deep within, in the grave azure light, she fancied she saw a face +turned toward her. She even thought she saw Charles's yellow hair, and +the self-same smile his lips had worn when he bent down to her before +he fell. It could be but a fancy. She went home, and was silent with +her friends about what had happened. In the moonlight she went back, +and again the next morning before dawn. She told no one of her going; +but the old guide met her at the door, and walked silently behind her. +She had slept, the glacier ever present in her dreams. + +The sun had not yet risen when she came; and she sat a long time in +the cavern, listening to the murmur of the river, flowing under the +glacier at her feet. Slowly the dawn began, and again she seemed to +see the shimmer of a face--such a face as one sees in the coals of a +dying fire. Then the full sun came over the eastern mountain, and the +guide heard a woman's cry. There before her was Charles Knollys! The +face seemed hardly pale; and there was the same faint smile--a smile +like her memory of it, five and forty years gone by. Safe in the +clear ice, still, unharmed, there lay--O God! not her Charles; not the +Charles of her own thought, who had lived through life with her and +shared her sixty years; not the old man she had borne thither in her +mind--but a boy, a boy of one and twenty lying asleep, a ghost from +another world coming to confront her from the distant past, immortal +in the immortality of the glacier. There was his quaint coat, of the +fashion of half a century before; his blue eyes open; his young, clear +brow; all the form of the past she had forgotten; and she his bride +stood there to welcome him, with her wrinkles, her bent figure, and +thin white hairs. She was living, he was dead; and she was two and +forty years older than he. + +Then at last the long-kept tears came to her, and she bent her white +head in the snow. The old man came up with his pick, silently, and +began working in the ice. The woman lay weeping, and the boy with his +still, faint smile, lay looking at them, through the clear ice-veil, +from his open eyes. + +I believe that the Professor found his bullet; I know not. I believe +that the scientific world rang with his name and the thesis that he +published on the glacier's motion, and the changeless temperature his +father's lost thermometer had shown. All this you may read. I know no +more. + +But I know that in the English churchyard there are now two graves, +and a single stone, to Charles Knollys and Mary, his wife; and the boy +of one and twenty sleeps there with his bride of sixty-three: his +young frame with her old one, his yellow hair beside her white. And I +do not know that there is not some place, not here, where they are +still together, and he is twenty-one and she is still eighteen. I do +not know this; but I know that all the pamphlets of the German doctor +cannot tell me it is false. + +Meantime the great Pasterzen glacier moves on, and the rocks with it; +and the mountain flings his shadow of the planets in its face. + + + + +A DINNER-PARTY. + +WAS IT A SUCCESS? + +BY JOHN EDDY. + + "The work of feeding, you must understand, + Was but a fraction of the work in hand." + +_Atlantic Monthly, November, 1872._ + + +In the year of grace 1855 there resided at the fashionable end of one +of the largest of our Eastern cities, a person who will be called for +the purpose of this article Bernon Burchard. He is not a myth, but a +veritable person. For fifteen years he had been a practising lawyer, +and had risen to eminence in his profession. His personal appearance +was fine and prepossessing. His mind was clear, vigorous, and +well-stored with varied learning. His sense of honor was pure and +discriminating, and like the president of the Jewish Sanhedrim in the +days of Caius Cćsar, he "was had in reputation of all the people." He +was blessed with a capacious soul, and seemed naturally inclined to +acts of benevolence and generosity. In society he held the foremost +rank, and was fitted by birthright, education, and taste for the +highest social position. His noble nature, his wit and learning and +generous flow of spirits, united to complete a most pleasing and model +gentleman. + +At this time, upon the old estate in Lancashire, England, from which +the first of the Burchards in this country emigrated in 1630, there +resided Winfield Burchard, who dispensed generous hospitality to all +the American kindred who made pilgrimage to fatherland. Mr. Bernon +Burchard in particular, of all the name, had special occasion for +holding the said Winfield in lasting remembrance and esteem for the +many and great favors bestowed upon him and his immediate family +during a series of years,--favors which were rendered doubly pleasing +because it was nearly certain from the age and infirmities of the host +that the branch of the family on this side of the Atlantic would never +have the opportunity of reciprocating the favors in kind. + +At a certain period in the year first mentioned, when Bernon +Burchard's enthusiasm was all aglow for his English namesake, there +called upon him the Rev. Mr. Malcolm of Oxford, with a letter of +introduction from Winfield, wherein he commended his nephew to the +attention of Mr. Bernon for his many virtues and acquirements. + +He was cordially received, and Mr. Bernon Burchard at once determined +to show his new cousin every mark of consideration and attention, as +some slight token of the regard in which he held the writer of the +letter. + +In personal appearance the Rev. Mr. Malcolm was of average height, of +a lymphatic temperament, and of modest and retiring manners. His brown +hair shaded bright hazel eyes, which under embarrassment or surprise +flew about with remarkable rapidity, and occasionally gave his +countenance a wildness of expression. He showed at least a smattering +of a variety of knowledge; he had evidently enjoyed the acquaintance +of many of the conspicuous men in Europe, and had the air of a man who +had seen much of the world. + +Among other efforts for the entertainment of the Rev. Mr. Malcolm, and +the only one pertinent to the object of this article, was a grand +dinner-party, which surpassed all others that had ever been given in +the city, both for the elegance and sumptuousness of the feast and the +wit and learning displayed by the distinguished guests, as well as in +another particular which it is our purpose to unfold. + +There were present, besides the Rev. Mr. Malcolm, a learned Doctor of +Divinity, famous for his proficiency in the Hebrew language and in +Rabbinical lore, and who was at times greatly embarrassed because of +his inability to hold what he deemed a proper restraint over his +risibles. There was also a professor of Greek literature, who +delighted in the tragedies, especially of Euripides and Sophocles, but +who had, nevertheless, a keen relish for the humorous. He was +accustomed among scholars to quote certain old Latin and Greek authors +who were seldom read, and it was a frequent remark among the learned, +with a sly wink of the eye, that our professor had access to some +books which other less favored literati had never seen. There was +present a brace of literary gentlemen of ready memories and wits, who +contributed largely to the enjoyment of the occasion, besides several +lawyers of distinction, who as a class are always to be relied upon +when festivity offers them a retainer; a Senator, who was grave +and dignified; a Right Reverend, who was quite the contrary; a +physiognomist and expert in handwriting, who was the gravest of all, +and naturally so as he was intent on taking rather than making +observations; and several others, who, to say the least, were good +listeners. + +In Vespasian's time entertainments were first given _prćcise_, and +Mr. Burchard's guests arrived at almost the same moment. As the +physiognomist paid his respects to the host the Rev. Mr. Malcolm stood +upon his right, and at the same moment the man who had the ordering of +the feast, formerly called the butler, stood upon his left offering +him a rolled-up napkin, which was the mode of announcing the readiness +of the repast in the days of the Cćsars. This man with a napkin under +his arm led the way to the dining-room, and Mr. Burchard brought up +the rear, also an invariable rule for an "amphitrion" in the times of +the gourmands. + +While the _convives_ were passing through the hall, Mr. Sidney, the +physiognomist and expert, seemed disinclined to proceed. Mr. Burchard, +supposing him to feel somewhat overawed in the presence of so wise a +conclave, hurried him along, while Mr. Sidney whispered in his ear, +"With all respect, sir, you are more blind than Bartimeus." + +Mr. Sidney has been heretofore described in the pages of the _Atlantic +Monthly_ in these words, "His counterpart in personal appearance you +may find in the thoroughfares at any hour of the day. There is nothing +about him to attract attention. He is nearly forty-five years of age, +and weighs perhaps two hundred pounds. His face is florid and his hair +sandy. His eyes are small, piercing, and gray. His motions are slow, +and none are made without a purpose. The wrinkles in his lips are at +right angles with his mouth, and a close observer might detect in his +countenance self-reliance, and tenacity of will and purpose." + +One of the most important personages present, and one who contributed +largely to the success or non-success of the feast, was Mr. Burchard's +major-domo Maguire, the same who handed the napkin to Mr. Burchard +when Mr. Sidney entered the drawing-room. For eight years he had +resided in the family, and had endeared himself to the whole +household by the kindness of his heart, his devotion to the interests +of his employer, and by his perfection of knowledge in every art which +relates to an entertainment and the customs which prevail in refined +society. He was small in stature, of dark complexion, smooth face, +subdued expression of countenance, very quiet in his manners, and aged +about forty-five. + +The Rev. Mr. Malcolm, most tastefully attired, was seated on the right +of the host, and said grace in the most approved English formula and +with distinct enunciation. The Doctor of Divinity sat on the left. +Beside his plate was a bill of fare beautifully executed in Hebrew +(much to the surprise of the host and to the credit of Maguire). The +doctor's attempt at translating the same into English afforded not a +little amusement, he being not particularly successful in the effort. +Indeed, he was so perplexed thereby when pressed by the Professor of +Greek, that he could not conceal his annoyance, and the whole company +were equally excited lest the professor should press the Rabbin so +far as to mar the harmony of the occasion. It was beginning to be +painfully embarrassing, when the doctor discovered beside the +professor's plate a similar bill of fare equally well executed in +Greek, and the doctor begged leave to inquire of him, "What is the +difference between _artos_ (bread) and _azumos_ (biscuit), and in what +respect do the _tyrontes_ and _dolyres_ and _typhes_ and _placites_ +and _melitutes_ differ?" + +The professor became at once so confused as to put the whole company +and the Rabbin in particular in the best of humor and indeed in almost +uncontrollable laughter. + +"And what, if you please," further inquired the great Hebrew, "were +those highly flavored _arto laganos_ and the _escarites_ which the +Epicureans are said to have relished so highly that they could devour +them even after the operation had become distressing?" + +The professor's pale face had changed to the color of a lobster's +back, and those who had been so painfully perplexed by the +discomfiture of the doctor were now carried to the other extreme by +beholding him tear the weapon from his own flesh and hurl it with such +effect against the attacking party. Again the excitement was becoming +too exquisite for enjoyment. Nothing could have been more graceful +than the turn that was given to the conversation by the Rev. Mr. +Malcolm in sliding it off into a description of the Athenian matrons +and maidens vying with each other in the markets in the sale of their +seventy-two different kinds of bread and the conventional phrases +which they were accustomed to use. As Mr. Malcolm repeated the calls +with graceful and descriptive action, and the professor, who had +recovered his equanimity, interpreted readily, the whole company could +see in their mind's eye the girls and the matrons in the market of +Athens who more than seventeen hundred years ago had called aloud +their "_melitutes_ sweetened with the delicious honey of Mount +Hymettus, and _tyrontes_ made of flour baked with cheese." If there +was any lack of dignity in the reverend gentleman in his vivacious +description, or in the change of his voice to distinguish the girl +from the woman, it was credited to his sagacity and readiness to turn +a bold corner in order to efface the fear and apprehension that had +preceded. It also gave our professor an opportunity to translate what +a few moments before he had been too much confused to do. + +Then came a glowing description of the venders of bread in ancient +Rome and of the manners of the Ćdiles in their daily round among the +bakers and bread-stands. Here again Mr. Malcolm was exceedingly happy +in his imitations both of the manners of the Ćdiles and their remarks +as they passed along, giving a _tableau vivant_ that was quite unique +and very descriptive and enjoyable. + +The Right Reverend who was present made a historical reference to King +Numa, and in the same connection declared that bread-making was as old +as the human race. Malcolm smiled, and looked about so queerly that +one of our literary friends offered him a penny. He was evidently +confused, and seemed in doubt when another offered to make it +twopence. + +"I have always supposed," said Malcolm very modestly, "that the Romans +for five centuries were pultiphagists, and that Megalarte and +Megalomanze were the first bread-makers," and then, not a little to +the gratification of the professor, he quoted from an author whom the +professor had before then enjoyed alone, and whom some of the company +had thought to have been fictitious. He added that in Numa's time no +bread had been made, and he quoted again from some unheard-of +philosopher who declared that "invalids would become numerous in Rome +should they cease to be pultiphagists and become eaters of bread." + +The countenance of the Right Reverend fell somewhat, and Malcolm and +the professor drew closer together, and for a while took the lead of +the conversation and in the entertainment of the company. The +professor seemed enraptured at finding so proficient a Latin and Greek +scholar, and one so familiar with the characters he had hitherto +monopolized. Archilus, Acestius, Stephanus and Phisistion were superb. +Mithaceus on Hotch-potch, Agis on Pickled Broom-buds, Hegesippus on +Black-pudding, Crito on Soused Mackerel, were joyously hit off in +turn, after which Malcolm began a description of the luxury of living +in Trajan's reign. + +The greatest of all cooks, Apicius, was introduced as the author of +several of the dishes which had so graced the pending feast. Then +followed the brilliant kitcheners of Rome when foreign luxury was +introduced into the empire from Asia, and as the procession passed +along in grand review, some of the _bon mots_ of each were repeated, +followed by the hearty laugh of the guests. Of these Pantaleon, +Epiricus, Epenetus, Zophon, Chius, and Tyndaricus, whom Pliny styled +"the gulf of all youth," received the most attention. + +Paulus Ćmilius, whose three days' triumph in Rome was graced by the +captive monarch of Macedonia, came in for his share of honor for his +declaration that "there is equal skill in bringing an army into the +field and the setting forth of a feast, inasmuch as one is to annoy +your enemy and the other to please your friend." + +Many instances of the great men of antiquity being engaged in +cooking were recited: the cook of Charlemagne was the leader of +his armies,--Patrocles, the geographer and governor of Syria under +Seleucus and Antiochus, peeled onions,--the heroic Ulysses roasted a +sirloin of beef,--the godlike Achilles washed cabbages,--Cincinnatus +boiled the turnips upon which he dined,--the great Condé fried +pancakes,--Curius Dentatus, who twice enjoyed the honors of a triumph, +was found cooking peas in an earthen pot. + +Then followed a description of the luxury brought to Rome after the +conquest of Asia, with talk of the edicts of Archian, Faunian, Didian, +and others for its suppression,--the expense of a single meal being +limited by imperial mandate to _centenos asses_,--of the resistance +offered to these decrees by Durenius and others, and of bills of fare +(first introduced by Vitellius). Most of the company had heard enough +of this kind of conversation, and had turned their attention to the +professor, who seemed transported with delight, especially when +Malcolm quoted from Diocles on sweet-breads, Hicesius on potted +pigeons, and Dionysius on sugar sops. + +From that day to the present time the professor has not ceased to +inquire with profound admiration for that accomplished gentleman and +ripe scholar and antiquarian, confidently expecting that he is yet to +honor some of the great universities of the Old World, or that he is +to be raised to some exalted position in the Church of England. + +It would be very agreeable to the writer to be allowed to communicate +some of the hits and repartees which were tossed about the table, and +which are omitted because unnecessary to the question in hand. There +was, however, one other subject discussed which awakened a lively +interest and is appropriate to the sequence. + +Mr. Malcolm started the inquiry whether it was consistent with the +highest virtue and religion for a lawyer to accept a retainer and to +act as counsel for a man accused of crime, when he knew or had +reasonable cause to believe his client guilty of the offence charged. +The lawyers, one and all, responded in the affirmative. Mr. Malcolm, +as if in doubt, contented himself with inquiries. The Right Reverend +and the Rabbin were decidedly opposed to the opinion of the bar. The +subject was well discussed, and the lawyers carried all before them. +All had given up the contest except the doctor, when Mr. Burchard +inquired of him if he believed in capital punishment, and, receiving +an affirmative nod, he proceeded: "You are aware that our laws require +of every practitioner before he becomes a member of the legal +profession that he shall take an oath that he will be faithful to his +client?" + +"Yes." + +"And that our statutes provide that the court shall assign counsel to +a criminal when he has not made that provision for himself?" + +"Yes." + +"And that the state at its own expense compels the attendance of the +witnesses for the accused; and you approve these laws?" + +"Yes." + +"And once more, would you prefer that the court should hang a man +accused of murder under a plea of guilty, or that the extreme penalty +of the law should be enforced after a full hearing, and proof to the +satisfaction of the jury beyond a reasonable doubt?" + +After a moment's reflection the doctor replied that he should prefer +that the death penalty should be carried into effect _only_ after a +verdict of guilty and upon the fullest investigation, for, said he, +"it may be that the accused has a very imperfect knowledge as to what +constitutes the offence charged; or he may be mistaken as to his +duties and obligations; or, indeed, he may be laboring under a morbid +condition of mind, so as to desire that his life may be legally taken, +and I think I have known at least one such." + +"Then," said Mr. Burchard, "have you not admitted so much as to make +untenable your position, namely, that you approve the law which +requires an attorney to be faithful to his client, the law which +assigns counsel to the accused, the law which compels the attendance +of the witnesses for the criminal at the expense of the state, and +provides that the accused shall be executed _only_ after the fullest +investigation? What is the object of these enactments? Undoubtedly the +interest of the state and not primarily of the criminal. The state in +its wisdom requires for its own safety, and lest it should commit the +crime and the blunder of hanging an innocent man, that the whole truth +should be known. How greatly would the government and jurisprudence +suffer if a guiltless man should be executed? When, therefore, a +lawyer assumes the defence of a known murderer he is complying with +the commands of the statutes and is serving the best interests of the +government when he compels the prosecuting officer to the proof of the +offence; and not only so, he is serving justice itself and not the +criminal only. Even the judges have no authority to punish, except +these provisions of law are complied with and the offence be proved. +Who has not heard of the indictment of the two Bournes in Vermont, and +of their having pleaded guilty to the crime of murder, for which they +were on the eve of being executed, when the supposed murdered man put +in his appearance? How much better would justice have appeared had +the defence been conducted by a tenacious, faithful, and conscientious +lawyer instead of being conducted in such a bungling manner that the +bones of a horse did duty for the bones of the supposed murdered man! +That case has done better duty as a bugbear for a century than any +other legal decision." + +Mr. Burchard became quite warm, and made the assertion that he would +never take a retainer, and afterwards, no matter what knowledge he +should subsequently acquire, desert a client; and he doubted if a +conscientious lawyer had a moral right to refuse to defend a brother +mortal accused of crime. "For the refusal," said he, "proceeds upon +the ground taken by the doctor, which substantially is that no defence +ought to be made, but that sentence should be passed upon a real +criminal whether the crime can be proved or not. And I am at a loss to +discover how my friend the doctor can approve of the requirements of +the statutes which have been referred to, and yet assert that honest, +conscientious lawyers alone cannot comply with them." + +Mr. Burchard, feeling that he had been somewhat more enthusiastic than +the occasion demanded, changed the subject in this wise: + +"You all remember that a certain firm in Philadelphia made a special +deposit of eighteen thousand dollars in gold in the Trust Company, and +some expert thieves by means of a forged check obtained possession of +the money. The manner of accomplishing the feat was peculiar and was +most adroitly carried out. The thief drove so sharp a bargain for +funds current in New Orleans that the cashier's mind was diverted from +the genuineness of the check to the percentage of exchange to be +realized by the operation. Many propositions were made on both sides +which were not mutually satisfactory. At last the rogue told the +cashier that rather than submit to imposition he would take the gold, +and the eighteen thousand dollars were handed over to him in +twenty-dollar gold-pieces. The forgery was not discovered till +thirteen days after, when the depositor called for his special +deposit. Immediately detectives were employed. One of them you have +all seen. He is a personal friend of mine, and his ability in this +department surpasses Vidocq's as much as Vidocq's was superior to that +of an ordinary country constable. He judged, by an intuition that none +of us can comprehend, that these rogues had carried their plunder to +Baltimore, and thither he proceeded. For three months he prowled about +that city by night and by day, his mind intent upon the one object of +ascertaining some clew that should direct him to the discovery of the +robber. At the end of twelve weeks he had made no progress, and +returned to Philadelphia. There he continued some ten days, and became +discontented and vexed at being baffled. Asserting that he felt +certain that the thieves made Baltimore their head-quarters, he +proceeded thither again. After ten days' further search, one evening +as he was walking slowly past a newspaper-stand on the corner of a +street, he observed a boy who wore no hat purchase a New York _Herald_ +and give in exchange a twenty-dollar gold-piece. He followed the lad +into a drinking-saloon in the rear of which was a gambling-room. He +soon ascertained the proprietor's name, and learned that his family +occupied the upper part of the house. He became acquainted with the +proprietor's wife, and found that she was sister to the wife of C. B., +who was that year the president of the association of rogues, he +having been elected to that position at M. in the State of Indiana in +the month of August. He also learned that her father resided about +fifty miles from Baltimore. The detective was aware that this close +corporation of rascals had nine directors, and, knowing the position +of C. B. in the association and his connection with the proprietor of +the saloon, and understanding also the method of distribution, he +concluded that two thousand dollars fell in the division to C. B., and +a like amount to the proprietor of the saloon. He left the saloon at +midnight, and drove immediately to the residence of the father of the +proprietor's wife, and arrived there between nine and ten o'clock on +the following morning, meeting the old gentleman in his wagon between +his house and the main road, from which it was distant about half a +mile. The detective was also aware of a rule among these robbers, that +any considerable sum of money stolen, less ten per cent, should be +buried for two years; and, having ascertained only what has been above +related, he felt sure of the fact that the old gentleman was the +keeper of one ninth, at least, of the money stolen. He also felt +confident that he had gathered enough of the truth to make a powerful +impression upon the man he had gone so far to see, and that if he was +not altogether given over to the service of this band of bad men, he +could state facts enough, which the old gentleman knew were profound +secrets, to stagger his mind and arouse his conscience. After an +interview of less than an hour this detective, by an art of which we +cannot conceive, and by a magnetism and eloquence that no other man of +my acquaintance ever possessed a tithe of, actually induced the father +of these two women to dig up out of his garden two thousand dollars in +twenty-dollar gold-pieces and hand them over to--my friend Mr. Sidney, +_who sits at the other end of the table_. And not only so, but he +prevailed upon the old gentleman to go with him to Baltimore in +order to get possession of the other two thousand dollars held by +the proprietor of the aforesaid saloon, which he also actually +accomplished at a little inn about six miles from Baltimore, where the +saloon-keeper and his wife met her father and my friend. + +"Yesterday in the Supreme Court I had occasion to avail myself of Mr. +Sidney's marvellous ability as an expert in handwriting. The case +turned entirely upon his testimony, although some twenty witnesses +testified on each side that they had seen the defendant write, and +that, in their opinion, the signature was or was not genuine. Mr. +Sidney did not arrive till the moment the case was about to be given +to the jury, and I had no opportunity of conversing with him, except +to ascertain that in his judgment the signature was not a forgery. + +"After he took the witness-stand and had qualified himself as an +expert in handwriting, the note in suit was handed him, and he was +requested to state whether or not in his opinion the signature was +genuine. It was some minutes before he responded. During the latter +portion of the time of his silence his mind seemed intent upon +something else. The presiding judge inquired of him if he intended to +answer, when he replied: + +"'I was considering the matter, not whether the signature was genuine, +but how I could convince the jury of the truth of what I have to say. +This signature is genuine. The man who wrote it is a moral and +religious man, and has therefore forgotten that he executed it. He is +aged forty-seven, stands five feet ten, is broad-shouldered, +full-favored, with muscular hands, thick, hard, and small; he is a +merchant and a bachelor, and finds it hard to give up when he has been +mistaken. I judge that the man who sits at the other end of the table +wrote his name to this note, and I think I can convince him of it, for +his honest face corresponds to the morality of the signature. The jury +will observe that the first letter of the name is written while the +quill pen was full of ink, which was almost exhausted on the second +letter and replenished on the third, and the operation is repeated +five times. I think, also, that the writer was in poor health, and his +muscles relaxed when he wrote his name. I am of the opinion, +therefore, that the signature was made while the writer was on his +back and the nib of the pen was higher than the tip.' + +"At this point of the testimony the face of the defendant against +whose interest the witness was testifying became luminous, and he at +once rose and declared that the statement of the expert was the truth, +and that it had altogether passed from his mind till that moment. + +"I hope now I shall have the pleasure of giving you such an +entertainment that you will remember it for your lifetime; and I know +whereof I affirm when I state that my friend here present will, one +hundred times in succession and without a mistake, from a single +specimen of the handwriting of an individual, give his age within two +years, his height within an inch, his weight within ten pounds, his +profession, whether married or single, his temperament and +peculiarities, his moral character, whether--" + +Mr. Sidney was here observed to shake his head in a most determined +manner. + +"Or if my friend," proceeded Mr. Burchard, "will give us the +characteristics of some of our neighbors who may be passing, this +company will be equally delighted and astonished, for I assert that +he will invariably hit off the peculiarity of a man from a single +glance better than any of us after ten years of intercourse and +acquaintance." + +Again Mr. Sidney shook his head, and the subject was not again +referred to. + +At a late hour the company separated, each asserting that he had never +passed a more enjoyable evening. + +The reader will understand that only fragments of the conversation are +here given, and only such and so much as bear upon the question at the +head of the article. The sparkle of the remainder might be somewhat +dimmed by a repetition, but so agreeable was the flow of soul, so +entertaining the wit, so electric the repartees, and so graceful the +turns in the conversation when the joke began to be too practical, +that the whole company, without reference to the compliment of the +host, declared to each other, as they met for months and years after, +that in their lifetime they had never realized such elegant luxury and +such unmitigated pleasure in an entertainment. + +Mr. Sidney again and again endeavored to speak a word confidentially +to Mr. Burchard, but circumstances, and especially his devotion to +Malcolm, prevented. + +Both Malcolm and Sidney were to take the night train for New York, and +the time of its departure was near at hand. At last Mr. Sidney bade +the host good-night, saying he should see him again before many days, +but hoped he would soon recover from the infirmity in his eyes. Mr. +Malcolm was the last to leave. + + * * * * * + +Early on the following morning, while Mr. Burchard was at breakfast, +he received the following note: + + BERNON BURCHARD, ESQ.:-- + + MY DEAR SIR,--After leaving your hospitable mansion last + night, and while I was hastening to the station to take the + night train for New York, I was accosted by two watchmen who + arrested me, as they say, for burglary, and have detained me + at the police station till now. In order that I may keep my + appointment in New York, I have waived a preliminary + examination before the magistrate, and desire you will + become my bail, that I may be immediately released to the + important duties devolving upon me elsewhere. Before many + days the occasion of my haste will be ascertained, and that + it had no reference to the watchmen; and the prosecution + will be voluntarily _nol prosed_. + + Your friend and servant, + MALCOLM. + +Mr. Burchard dropped his cup, and without communicating with his wife, +hastened to the assistance of his relative, gave the required bail, +and released his friend to proceed on his journey, all the while +delighted with the thought that Winfield Burchard would sooner or +later be informed that his letter of introduction was of some real +value to his nephew. + +Before his departure, Malcolm handed to Mr. Burchard a draft for one +thousand dollars, not to secure him as his bail, as he said, but as a +retainer for his defence should such a necessity ever arise, and Mr. +Malcolm added with a forced smile, "It is most singular that I, who +doubted the propriety, should so soon claim the benefit of your +declaration of your duty made last evening, to which I have so +suddenly become a convert, but I most devoutly trust that I may rely +upon your assistance at a time of so great humiliation and +perplexity." + +To which Mr. Burchard replied that he should most gladly, to the +utmost of his ability, labor incessantly for his guest and relative, +but must insist that he should be left to do so of his own free will, +without reference to any pecuniary compensation, and out of the high +regard in which he held his friend and benefactor Winfield Burchard. + +To which Malcolm responded, "It would be an accommodation to me if you +would take charge of the draft and collect the same and pass it to my +credit, for I prefer not to carry about my person so large an amount +of money." + +The result was that Mr. Burchard retained the draft. He then proceeded +to the offices of several daily newspapers and suppressed the report +of the arrest, "for," said he to the editors, "by allowing it to +appear you will greatly injure the reputation of one of the most +pious and accomplished clergymen in the English Church, and I am fully +aware of the reason of his haste when overtaken by the watchmen, for +he had left my house but a few minutes before and was hastening to the +train when the real rogues ran past him." + +There was one scurrilous little journal among the newspapers at whose +office Mr. Burchard neglected to call. In their next issue the +following appeared: + + "_Another Robbery._ About two o'clock last night the dwelling + of W---- H. B---- on B---- Street was burglariously entered, + and a considerable amount of silver plate, jewelry, and other + valuables taken and carried away. The loss is estimated at + two thousand five hundred dollars. The daughter of Mrs. B---- + heard the noise of the robbers as they left the house and + gave the alarm. Two watchmen, who were in the immediate + vicinity, gave chase, and one of the robbers, who gave his + name as George Lathrop, not so swift of foot as the others, + was overtaken and carried to the police station, where he + waived an examination, gave the required bail of twelve + thousand dollars, and is now at large. There were two other + participators in the crime who outran the watchmen. Lathrop + was observed to throw away something in his flight. A + subsequent search discovered it to be a finely wrought mat of + curious construction, the handiwork of Miss B----, which + sufficiently identifies this one of the thieves with the + transaction. The other two were subsequently arrested and + held to bail in like amounts, but no part of the booty has + yet been recovered. From the promptness with which bail was + given, and the standing of the sureties, it would seem that + these burglars are not only men of property, but are + protected by men in high social position." + +On reading the foregoing Mr. Burchard's indignation knew no bounds. He +blamed himself for not having recollected the existence of that +scurrilous journal, which now seemed more mean and contemptible than +ever. Those persons who understood how great a control Mr. Burchard +had over his passions could nevertheless see that an earthquake was +pent up in his bosom. He was almost beside himself with rage. When his +indignation had somewhat subsided his pride and high sense of honor +became equally disturbed. He feared that his guests of the previous +evening might hear of the matter, and identify Malcolm with George +Lathrop. Vexed almost beyond endurance, dejected and tormented almost +beyond the rallying-point, he went to his house bewildered, and threw +himself upon a lounge, and overcome by exhaustion fell asleep. When he +awoke it was evening. He rose from his couch, seated himself before a +bright wood fire, and looked intently into the coals. Snow was falling +softly upon the pavements till the tramp of passing travellers became +muffled and hushed. Maguire came into the library, and entered into +conversation with Mr. Burchard concerning the entertainment of the +previous evening, and finding that it was considered by him eminently +successful, begged Mr. Burchard to give him a certificate which would +secure him a similar place should anything ever occur by reason of +which he should relinquish his present position. Whereupon Mr. +Burchard turned to his writing-table and wrote as follows: + + December, 1855. + + This is to certify that M. Maguire has resided in my family + for eight years last past, and during all that period has + conducted himself with the most perfect propriety, and has + shown consummate skill as a kitchener, and in all matters + pertaining to the order and etiquette of a feast has no + superior, and I do cordially recommend him, in case he shall + ever leave my employment, as an honest, upright, and + faithful man, and worthy of my regard. + + BERNON BURCHARD. + +This he handed to Maguire with the remark that if it was not +sufficiently comprehensive he might dictate such an one as he desired +and he would sign it. Maguire, perceiving that his employer was not in +a talkative mood, quietly left the room. As he left, Mrs. Burchard +came into the library and sat down to talk over the dinner-party. Both +agreed that it was a great success, and that Maguire was a jewel. Mrs. +Burchard began to laugh, and then asked, "Did you observe that pickle, +my dear?" + +"What about the pickle?" + +"Why, the pickle which Mr. Malcolm took happened to have a cut nail +extending the full length of it. Now, my dear, do you suppose that +nail could have grown in the cucumber? Ha, ha! What an entertaining +man he is, and what a fund of anecdote, and how well he tells a story; +and yet I don't fancy him. Those bills of fare in Hebrew, Greek, and +Latin, how did--" + +The door-bell rang and Mr. Sidney was announced. "Thank God!" +exclaimed Mr. Burchard. So rejoiced was he that his whole frame +trembled with emotion and tears trickled down his face. Grasping his +hand with both his own, he asked, "You received my telegram, then?" + +"No." + +"Then what brought you here so soon?" + +Mrs. Burchard perceiving the conversation was not free in her +presence, quietly left the room, when Mr. Sidney assumed a grave +demeanor and said: "Mr. Burchard, I have always believed you eminently +an honorable and honest man, and do so still. Do you grant this of +me?" + +"Yes, but if you did not receive my telegram, what brought you here +to-night, for I am aware of the necessity you are under to be +elsewhere?" + +"I told you I should soon return," said Mr. Sidney, "for I feared that +you might compromise yourself to an unpardonable degree with the +scamps by whom you have been surrounded, and the thought of it so +weighed upon my mind that when I met the train at New Haven bound +eastward I determined to come again to you and inform you of your +peril." + +"I am not aware that I am in any peril." + +"If you were aware of it you would be safe, and your lack of knowledge +is the reason of my return." + +"Have you any information of what has transpired since last evening?" +inquired Mr. Burchard. + +"None, whatever." + +"Then unburden yourself with the least possible delay, for I have been +so harassed and tormented during this day as almost to be overwhelmed; +and as you are aware that I hold your judgment in these matters akin +to prophecy, I beg you will proceed, for I have pondered over and over +again your meaning when you compared me, both at the beginning and +ending of the company, to Bartimeus." + +"First," said Mr. Sidney, "I wish you to understand that I have never +before last night seen or heard of the two or three persons concerning +whom I propose to speak, and I feel that I ought first to have your +permission to say all that is in my mind, for it comes nearer home to +you than you suppose." + +"You have it; go on." + +"If it be true that the heart of a man changeth his countenance, then +it is absolutely certain to my mind that your clergyman is the most +unmitigated scamp, and it may, with propriety, be said that he has no +conscience at all, so perverted has it become. He is a gambler by +profession, and a passer of counterfeit money, but his business is +burglary. He has followed it for years, and had his mind not been on +it for years, he could not have become so perfect in his craft. The +one great quality demanded by his business is _patience_, and he has +attained it. The most remarkable thing about him is his assurance. I +never knew an instance of so bad a man having the audacity to appear +in the company of gentlemen of refinement, and to say grace with a +voice that had no heart in it. It is usually the last place that those +of his craft seek, and I cannot yet comprehend how he wheedled you." + +Mr. Burchard explained, as has been previously stated. + +"And that Maguire of yours is as bad a woman as walks the earth." + +"Woman!" exclaimed Mr. Burchard; "for eight years he has been one of +the most faithful servants and upright men I ever knew." + +"_Now, Mr. Burchard!_" said Mr. Sidney, looking him straight in the +eye, "do you mean to tell me that you don't know Maguire is a woman?" + +"I surely do not so suspect even." + +"Then the blindness of Bartimeus was nothing to yours. Has she any +beard? Has she a man's voice? Has she the figure of a man? Does she +make any motions of body or limb like a man? Surely not. She is a +woman, and has consummate art, more than any woman I ever saw save +one. She consorts continually with thieves and robbers, and if you do +not suspect it you ought to know it, and that is what has brought me +here. Your house is on fire of hell, and you do not seem to apprehend +it. Did you not notice at the table that she spilled some wine on the +Reverend (?) Mr. Malcolm's head and white cravat, and do you suppose +it was accidental? No, sir, they are better acquainted than you and I, +for he did not start when it was done, but was conscious who did it. +When I entered your drawing-room and saw you standing between these +two graceless villains, I looked around me in order to ascertain how +many of that stripe were present, and finding but one other, I +concluded you had been imposed upon and that I would improve the +opportunity to study human nature. I _should_ like to be informed how +it came to pass that that reverend state's-prison bird obtained an +invitation from you." + +Mr. Burchard explained the method of the introduction by a letter from +his kinsman in England, as before stated. + +"Have you the letter?" + +The letter being produced, after a moment's examination he said: "Very +well done. _Very_ well done. He is better at that than I supposed, yet +many of the letters show more than one stroke of the pen. He is an +Englishman, but learned to write in Germany. He was once a cook. He +does not write Malcolm as if used to it, and that is an assumed name. +Great nerve, assurance, self-reliance, and patience. Is fond of +children. Has more conceit than his manners indicate, kind-hearted man +and even generous in his way, but has no notion of truth or morals. +Should say he had spent much of his time in Baden Baden and other like +places. Is good at gambling, but burglary is his _forte_. Ah! yes, +this specimen of his handwriting, if it is disguised, tells the whole +story of his life. That was a pretty crowd, was it not? for me to show +off, too, that I could read their characters in their faces." + +"Is it possible?" soliloquized Mr. Burchard, "and my admirable Maguire +his accomplice!" + +Mr. Sidney asked for the last letters which he had received from +Winfield Burchard, in order to compare the two, but examining his +portfolio, all were gone. + +Mr. Burchard then stated to Mr. Sidney what had transpired during the +day,--Malcolm's arrest, the giving of bail, the suppression of the +report in the newspapers, and the report which appeared in one of the +journals, his acceptance of the draft of one thousand dollars, and +some other particulars, when Mr. Sidney said,-- + +"Why were your eyes not opened by the fact that Malcolm did not give +the same name to the watchmen as to you? That is an offence against +the statute, and you know it, and an honest man, whether clergyman or +boot-black, never descends to that. Besides, the robbery was +committed, according to this account, more than an hour after the +night train had gone to which your supposed relative was hastening. +That mat also should have convinced you; and what an adept he was to +have known enough of the forms of law to have waived a preliminary +examination and to have secured you as bail before you had recovered +from your dream! He managed well to get your opinion last night of the +duty of lawyers to defend rogues. Mr. Burchard, you are harnessed. You +must now defend that rascal. Your mouth is closed, you have pocketed a +retainer. A thousand dollars' fee does not indicate light work, but +seems to imply a strain upon your conscience. I once heard the +ex-secretary of President Harrison's Cabinet decline a like amount +because it implied too much for his honor." + +Mr. Sidney touched a sensitive place. If Mr. Burchard had any +reputation or quality as a lawyer, it was for his unsullied integrity +and keen sense of honor. The ability of Mr. Sidney in his department +had not brought that comfort which Mr. Burchard had hoped for. His +distress of mind was so great that Mr. Sidney judged he had gone +beyond the limit of safety, and he quoted, "'Faithful are the wounds +of a friend.' As your friend I open to your view the peril from which +it is your duty to escape. If you are involved, extricate yourself +with honor if you can, and if you cannot, then do no more than honor +requires." + +A long pause ensued. At length Mr. Burchard broke the silence by +inquiring what evidence there was that Maguire was criminal. + +"Because she gets the information for Malcolm, and draws plans of the +houses which he intends to rob, and locates every piece of furniture +in them so that he can enter the house and go through darkness to his +objective point. He passes half his nights in her room. There the +schemes are matured, and if you think her less criminal than Malcolm, +you are welcome to your opinion." + +"But what information can you give me upon which I can act?" + +"She has deceived you in passing herself off as a man. She is in +fellowship with Malcolm, while it is for her interest to be faithful +to you, for by reason of being your man she has access to those houses +which may be presumed to be profitable in the plundering. I cannot +tell you any particular thing she has done, but I can send a message +to the back door by reason of which she will fly from your house and +never again show you her face." + +"What message will you send?" + +"I will write on a card these words, 'All is known, detectives are +approaching.'" + +"Do it," said Mr. Burchard, "and if he is honest he will show it to me +and ask advice, and we will see if he will fly." + +The card was delivered, no commotion followed. She was not seen to +escape, though watch was set for the purpose. Search was made for her +in vain. From the appearance of her room it was evident she had fled. +It was months before she was heard from, and then the inquiry came +from the chief of police in a Western city, "Did Mary Maguire, alias +Sonsie Jane, alias Wily Mary, ever reside with Bernon Burchard? Is his +certificate genuine?" + +In the mean time Mr. Burchard was intensely excited by conflicting +emotions and the discussion within himself concerning his duty. Could +he retain the money and give information to the police? No. Did the +fraud of Malcolm vitiate his obligation to him? In some particulars, +but not in all. Did his oath to be faithful to his client prevent him +from withdrawing from the case till at least he had returned what he +had received? Yes; but how could he return it, since it was doubtful +if Malcolm would ever again appear? + +Before Mr. Sidney left town it was arranged that he should ascertain +the whereabouts of Malcolm if possible, and, as the attorney of Mr. +Burchard as bail, bring him hither at all hazards, and confine him in +jail to await his trial or till he should procure other securities. +Mr. Sidney stipulated that Mr. Burchard should not on any account +telegraph to him or any other person upon the subject, because that +the telegram would certainly reach Malcolm, if he was a chief member +of a gang of villians, before it did him or the person to whom it +should be addressed. This injunction, however, escaped the mind of Mr. +Burchard. As the time for Malcolm's trial drew near, he, Mr. Burchard, +became nervous and care-worn. Learning through a New York detective +that Malcolm was in that city, he at once telegraphed to his attorney +there to seek out the detective and have Malcolm arrested. + +The writer of this article, who was then aware that some great trouble +shrouded the mind of Mr. Burchard, without knowing what it was, +happened to be conversing with him on the street near his office door +when the answer to the telegram arrived, and had the opportunity of +reading it all except the signature. Before the message had been +delivered to the attorney in New York, the answer came from Malcolm at +New Orleans, printed upon a long strip of paper as follows: + + "NEW ORLEANS, March --, 1856. + + "I never disappoint my bail. My thoughts on awful subjects + roll, damnation and the dead, what horrors seize the guilty + soul upon a dying bed. Lingering about these mortal shores + she makes a long delay, till like a flood with rapid force, + death sweeps the wretch away. Good for Doctor Watts. I have + three weeks yet to spare." + +How it was signed I am not aware. The envelope was marked "paid +$32.75." + +On the afternoon previous to the sitting of the court at which Malcolm +was under bail to appear, he unexpectedly presented himself at Mr. +Burchard's office. The conflicting emotions in Mr. Burchard's breast +upon beholding him can well be imagined. Indignation for the +imposition and forgery was most apparent. Vengeance was secondary, +tempered by the fact that he had made his appearance, although not +yet safe in jail. His soul burst forth in a holy horror of a man +apparently incapable of entertaining a moral sentiment, and so brazen +as not to appreciate his guilt. His presence so exasperated Mr. +Burchard that he rushed toward the door without any definite intention +but to be rid of his visitor. Malcolm calmly placed his back against +the closed door and said very coolly: "All this indignation is well +enough before a jury, Mr. Burchard, and I read in your countenance +what is passing in your mind, but it is wise to take men as they are +and the world as it is, and not as it should be. I meet you to-day on +equal terms. You claim something of me, and I of you. If you are a man +of honor, fulfil your contract. If you are a sneak, do as I should +have done had I forfeited my bail. I have shown the estimate I put +upon my duty by appearing to discharge you as my bail in the face of +the indignity I have put upon you, and knowing full well what I was to +encounter. Show half my pluck and it will serve you well. I am not yet +your prisoner, and by the Eternal! I will not be till to-morrow, when +I shall be content with that position. On your peril answer me. Will +you fulfil your agreement? Will you be a man or a knave?" + +Mr. Burchard answered not, but saw the desperate nature of the man +with whom he had to deal, and that he was provided with weapons with +which to enforce his argument. Malcolm proceeded, "I never was and +never will be a sneak. I am bound by honor as well as you. You are a +lawyer, and a good one. I am a burglar, sir, and am not ashamed of my +jobs. You exalt your profession, and so do I mine. Business is +business, and mine is as honorable as yours. Think you I am less +public-spirited than you? Think you I love my wife and children less +than you? Come, come, Mr. Burchard; down from your perch! You are a +man of principle. I am no sardine. You have taken my money, and you +cannot return it if you would, for the bankers upon whom it was drawn +have failed, and the draft has not been presented and is your loss. I +know what you would like to say. It is true I used dissimulation and +procured an invitation to your dinner-party, and here is Winfield +Burchard's letter to you (presenting it), whose handwriting I +imitated; but it was all in my line. I laid a bet I could do it, and +that draft was just the sum I won. Bristol Bill pays up like gentle +folks, but then he didn't know my opportunities. What possessed you to +dismiss Maguire? but no matter; that is all gone by. During the last +eight years I have passed at least six hundred nights in your house, +and have been very frequently in your sleeping-room, and have heard +your confidential talk with your wife. Doubt it, do you? Yes, your +door _was_ always bolted on the inside, and no other one opened into +your chamber, but I can tell you conversations you had with your wife, +which will convince you. Do you remember one night when your wife +became nervous and fell to crying lest the pain she felt in her breast +should prove to be a cancer, and you told her that you would go to +Boston with her and consult Dr. Jackson and ask Dr. P. to go with you? +Do, eh? And do you remember one night when your niece slept upon the +sofa in your room? I had no idea she was there, and needlessly waked +her. She screamed, and while you was attending to her fright I slipped +out and didn't leave your door bolted. I heard you tell her she was +dreaming. + +"And do you remember one night telling your wife that you could not +imagine how three cigars got out of a new box you had opened the night +before? Those cigars were the only things that either Maguire or I +ever took from your house. + +"I will make you this proposition, and if you will accept it you will +do well. By the night train my two accomplices in that job will +arrive. I don't intend to be shut up till they come. I will pay for +six men to sit up with me here to-night in this office, and you shall +select them, and in the morning I will pay their fees and go to jail." + +The proposition was accepted, and the chief of police furnished the +keepers. + +During that night Mr. Burchard's office was the scene of strange +revelations. Malcolm furnished money to one of the officers, who +brought in a basket of champagne, and ordered a supper at one o'clock +in the morning, to be the most complete that money could buy and the +city furnish. The officers were at liberty to invite in their friends +who were reliable. Malcolm distributed to each of his keepers five +times the sum of money agreed upon for their wages, and demanded of +them a faithful performance of their duty. Some thirty had entered the +office, and the door was closed and not to be opened on any account +till supper was announced. Malcolm had sent to a neighboring +bookstore, and obtained one pack of every edition of playing cards +there kept for sale. Some forty packs with different backs were piled +up at one end of the table. Malcolm invited some one to take a hand of +euchre with him. The captain, who was considered the most expert +player, took a chair at the corner of the table, and the rest were to +observe the game, but say nothing which they should discover till the +game was over. Malcolm took one of the packs from the envelope and +said, "This edition was gotten up by Count ---- at ----, and with it +he played twenty-one nights and won ---- thousand dollars before the +markings were discovered. Cut the cards if you please, and mind, if +you can, that the ten of spades is not turned." The cards were dealt +and the ten of spades was turned. The two bowers and two aces were +given to the captain, who ordered up the ten. + +"Now, captain, I have given you the bowers and two aces, and yet you +are euchred." And so it was. Malcolm inquired if any one perceived how +it was done, and, receiving a negative reply, said, "Very well, he +shall do precisely the same thing, and see then if you detect the +method. I will cut for a ten to be turned and order it up, and you +will observe." + +Almost the same cards were put into Malcolm's hand, as had been put +into the captain's. + +"Now," said Malcolm, "I order it up, and will make one," and so it +was. + +"Did any of you see how that was done?" + +None could detect. The cards were again shuffled by a looker-on. It +was Malcolm's deal. + +"I must not make too often. This time you shall march. You see I have +given you three trumps and a king and an ace of another suit." And so +it was. + +The cards were shuffled again. "You must make one this time." And so +it was. + +"Now," said Malcolm, "please say whether I shall make one, or lose +one, or go out." + +It was the captain's deal, and the company requested Malcolm to go out +if he could. + +"Very well then, I cut a bower; the left is next above it as they fell +into the last hand, and so will not be out." + +Malcolm ordered up a queen, took it out with a king, and made three +low clubs and won the game. + +"Let's take another pack while these gimlet-eyed fellows hunt up the +markings. This edition was gotten up by Sunderland for a high-low-jack +pack, and was read the first night. The profession never use it, the +marks are so apparent. Try it once at all-fours." + +The cards were dealt by the captain, and Malcolm said, "I will stand, +although I have but one trump, for you have none." And Malcolm made +three points. + +"Had you detected the manipulation, I should have lost and you would +have made three. + +"Try another pack. This had a run of three months before it was +detected. It is well executed, and only the most sagacious and +quick-sighted are never mistaken in the cards. There is not an edition +of cards that I cannot read as well by seeing one side as the other. +No pack was ever edited in fairness to both parties. A man is a fool +who will get out such an edition. I carried two new ones to the B---- +house in London, and won thirteen nights with them." + +One of the company who had been out and returned, produced a pack with +plain backs, and asked triumphantly if Mr. Malcolm would please to +read them by the backs. + +"This edition," said Malcolm, "was gotten up in Edinburgh by an +Irishman named Mulligan, and was popular for a while, but when he won +every night with it suspicions were aroused, and finally a boy twelve +years old deciphered it. I can tell each card across the room." And he +did. + +And so the entertainment went on, Malcolm winning every game till +supper was served; not one of the company detecting how it was done. + +"Now, boys," said Malcolm "this is my treat, and please enjoy +yourselves, for I shall expect you all to be in court when my case is +tried, to laugh on my side. Lawyers don't understand the value of a +chuckle in swaying a jury in a doubtful case. Lay to. 'The art of +cookery,' says Henry Cornelius Agrippa, 'is very useful if not +dishonest.' My appetite is good, and I trust you are all likewise +minded, for Beaumont and Fletcher say, 'What an excellent thing God +did bestow upon man when he gave him a good appetite. Mine is almost +equal to that of Erisichthon described by Ovid,-- + + 'Thus Erisichthon's profane chops devour + All sorts of food: in him food is the cause + Of hunger: and he will employ his jaws + To whet his appetite.' + +"'Tis said that Maximus, the Emperor who succeeded Alexander Memneaus, +consumed forty pounds of flesh in one day, and drank an amphora of +wine containing forty-eight quarts. + +"Waiter, pass your wines. No blue ruin or heavy wet. In the days of +the great Cćsar all feasts began with eggs and ended with fruits, +cream and apples; hence the proverb, _ab avo usque ad mala_, and the +man who did not crush his eggshell or put his folded napkin on his +left knee, was considered a fool. As we have not eggs we will do our +best with the napkins. No melancholy subjects at this table. So here's +luck." And all drank a bumper. + +"Did you ever hear how Pope Julius III. became enraged against his +cook for not having saved him a cold peacock for supper, and how he +began to blaspheme? Whereupon one of his cardinals said to him, 'Let +not your Holiness be so moved with a matter of so little weight.' +'What!' said the pope, 'if God was so angry for one apple that he cast +our first parents out of Paradise, why may not I, his vicar, be angry +for a peacock, sithers a peacock is greater than an apple?' + +"The oysters from Tarentum, so prized by one of the Cćsars, I forget +which, were not to be compared to these. Captain, take a hand at them. +Let me give you a song." + +And with a sweet melodious voice and a Scotch accent, he sang Burns's +Ode on the Haggis. + + "'Fair, fa' your honest, sonsie face, + Great chieftain o' the pudding race: + Aboon them a' ye tak your place, + Paunch, tripe, or thairm; + Weel are ye worthy o' a grace + As lang's my arm.' + +"This bird is excellent; whoever cooked it, + + 'His name should be enrolled + In Estcourt's book, whose gridiron's framed of gold.' + +"Help yourselves, gentlemen, digestion is the business of the stomach, +and indigestion that of the physicians. It is better to dine late, for +one can then concentrate all his thoughts upon his plate, forget +business, and only think of eating and drinking and going to bed. Ha, +ha! I should have omitted the bed in quoting from the gourmands, for +they would rather fast than be obliged to eat a good dinner in a +hurry. Five hours is little enough, provided Mr. Burchard shall not in +the mean time appear and drive us away. + +"This venison is delicious; none was ever better served. The Roman +Senators debated the question how a turbot should be cooked, and the +author of this dish deserves a place among such. + +"Montmaur is reported to have said that Easter and Christmas were the +two best days in the year. Easter because it was farthest from Lent, +and Christmas because then you breakfasted at midnight. Who says this +is not equal to Montmaur's Christmas breakfast?" + +This sort of banter, interspersed with songs and stories, was kept up +till a late hour, when all of a sudden the keepers awoke to the fact +that Malcolm had flown. The visitors laughed heartily. The company +dispersed, not standing upon the order of their going. The table was +cleared, and the office put in order. Only one of the keepers +remained, who resembled in appearance a cat that had played with her +mouse and lost it; the others were out looking for Malcolm. At an +early hour in the morning he returned, and seating himself at Mr. +Burchard's desk, wrote him this note: + + MR. BURCHARD,-- + + I trust I did not disturb your repose. I found, this morning, + in your safe in your house this pretty little casket sent + you from your English namesake. I have seen it often before, + but wanted another squint at it, and I have brought it to + your office lest some burglar might steal it from your house. + I noticed your wife's watch lying around loose in your + sleeping-room, which is of no great value--to me,--and I + contented myself with the charms, which I will put into your + steel chest, here in the office, for safe keeping against the + time of my need. The putting a yoke on the keys of your door, + so I could not turn them with the nippers, was all useless. + The chair poised against your sleeping-room door gave me a + deal of trouble, and I could not put it back as I found it. + Please excuse me. The thread on the stairs attached to an + alarm-bell might as well have been omitted. The old-fashioned + fork against the bolt I put back as I found it, and came out + by the dining-room window. Your portfolio you will find + between the beds on which you were sleeping. It took me half + an hour to make you turn over so I could do it. George Waters + is my counsel, to whom I have committed my case. He will + arrange the evidence. Unless you eat your own words, you will + sit beside him and ask the jury if they believe the case is + made out beyond a reasonable doubt, for I know better than + you the weight of your character. I shall be in jail by + breakfast-time. + + MALCOLM. + +At the bottom of the note was a well-drawn hand with spread fingers +at the end of a man's nose. + +When all the officers had returned, dropping in one by one, towards +morning, they were somewhat surprised and relieved upon beholding +Malcolm. He informed them that it would be all right if they would all +appear at his trial and laugh for him. + +At the trial, Mr. Burchard, care-worn and nervous, made his +appearance. Mr. Waters conducted the testimony for the defence. Mr. +Burchard inquired of him what testimony Malcolm relied upon, and was +answered that no testimony whatever was to be introduced, but he would +rely altogether upon the lack of testimony on the part of the +government. A cold shiver ran down Burchard's backbone. The question +of guilty or not guilty turned upon the identity of the mat previously +spoken of, which, it was asserted, Malcolm threw away as he ran. The +watchman testified positively to the fact, but it was in the night, +and he might have been mistaken. Mr. W. H. B. testified generally as +to the robbery, and recognized the mat as probably the one made by his +daughter, although he could not positively make oath to the fact. As +the case turned upon the testimony of Miss B., I give the whole of the +cross-examination. + +_Question by Mr. Waters._ You have said that you _know_ this mat to + have been the work of your own hands, and that you made it + for a particular purpose. If you please, what was that + purpose? + + _Answer._ I had presented me on Christmas a fine statuette + of Samuel, which I admired so much that I worked this mat + with great care upon which to place it. + + _Q._ And did you work it from a pattern? + + _A._ Yes, sir. + + _Q._ And have you ever seen others like it? + + _A._ Yes, sir, three, but not in this city. + + _Q._ And where did you get the pattern? + + _A._ From a friend in Philadelphia. + + _Q._ Now, if you have seen other mats like this, how do you + know, of your own knowledge, that this is not some other + lady's work? + + _A._ I know it is my work because the centre portion of the + mat was left plain, which centre is exactly the size of the + base of my statuette. + + _Q._ Is there any other reason which you can give? + + _A._ I know it looks like my mat. + + _Q._ Certainly, but would it not look like your mat if it had + been wrought by another lady? + + _A._ Perhaps so. + + _Q._ You say _perhaps_ so; would it not certainly so look? + + _A._ I think it would. + + _Q._ Have you the statuette now? + + _A._ Yes, sir, it is at our house. + +At this point of the trial the statuette was sent for and brought into +court by the father of the witness. Mr. Waters took it into his +possession. Considerable discussion arose when the prosecuting +attorney insisted upon being allowed to examine it. Mr. Waters became +almost violent, and declared he would smash the image rather than be +so imposed upon. He was cross-examining the witness with no testimony +for the accused, and he insisted upon his rights without interruption. +The court ruled in Mr. Waters's favor. He, holding the statuette by +the base, walked up to Miss B., and inquired of her if she recognized +it as her own. + + _A._ I certainly do. + + _Q._ And how do you know it is certainly your own? + + _A._ It is just like mine. + + _Q._ But are there not other copies so like it as that you + cannot tell the difference, nor one from the others? + + _A._ Yes. + + _Q._ How then can you say for a certainty that this is yours? + + _A._ Because my father has just brought it from our house, + and I saw him go for it and return with it. I can give no + better reason. + + _Q._ Can you say of your own knowledge, from an examination + of the image, that it is yours? + + _A._ No, sir. + + _Q._ Have you any more reliable knowledge concerning the mat + being yours? + + _A._ Yes, for the space in the middle was made expressly to + fit the base of the statuette. + + _Q._ And are you willing to risk your testimony upon that + fact alone? + + _A._ I am. + +The mat and the statuette were then shown the witness and the jury, +and the base of the statuette overlapped the plain surface in the +centre of the mat half an inch. The witness became faint, and was +carried into the lobby. The jury, without leaving their seats, +rendered a verdict of NOT GUILTY. + +The captain feasted Malcolm that night, and obtained from him the +secret of his defence. Maguire, as a woman, had procured the situation +of cook in the house of Mr. W. H. B., and had substituted for the +original Samuel another, altogether similar, except that its base was +half an inch larger. + +The captain further inquired what had been Malcolm's occupation in +early life, and how he had acquired so much knowledge of the gourmands +and feasts. + +"I was cook at Baden Baden," said Malcolm, "at the B---- House. There +I met Count S., who took a fancy to me. I served also at the tables, +after that as waiter in the house, and keeping an eye open I was a +great help to the Count. He knew everything about the table, kitchen, +and the larder, and I remembered what he used to repeat night after +night, when a year or two ago I found Dick Humelbergius's book upon +the art of never breakfasting at home and always dining abroad. I +found everything recorded there, and that is pretty much the only book +I ever read. I can quote Latin, and know where to put it in, but what +the ---- the meaning of it is, I have no notion." + +"Allow me further to inquire by what process or contrivance you can +slide a bolt on the opposite side of the door?" + +"I paid $3500 for that information, and don't propose to part with +it." + +"Then advise me what is best for me to do when I find a burglar in my +sleeping-room in the night time?" + +"Do nothing, sir, unless you are hunting up a graveyard. We never +desire to maim or kill, but we can. I should be poorly provided or +skilled if I was not ready for such emergencies. As soon as the +burglar leaves your room, rise and light the gas, and he will trouble +you no more." + +"One other question. Did you rob and then burn the Jenks house?" + +"That is not a question to be answered, but I will say that I have a +drawing of the house and the location of every piece of furniture in +it, which is perfect." + +To this day, only two of the persons who were present at the +dinner-party are aware of the history of the two worthies, the +Reverend Mr. Malcolm of Oxford and Maguire the butler of Mr. Bernon +Burchard. + + + + +THE MOUNT OF SORROW. + +BY HARRIET PRESCOTT SPOFFORD. + +_Harper's Magazine, June, 1883._ + + +Never did anything seem fresher and sweeter than the plateau on which +we emerged in the early sunset, after defiling all day through the +dark deep mountain-sides in the rain. + +We had promised Rhoda to assault her winter fastness whenever she +should summon us; and now, in obedience to her message, a gay party of +us had left the railway, and had driven, sometimes in slushy snow and +sometimes on bare ground, up the old mountain-road, laughing and +singing and jangling our bells, till at length the great bare woods, +lifting their line forever before us and above us, gave place to bald +black mountain-sides, whose oppressive gloom and silence stifled +everything but a longing to escape from between them, and from the +possible dangers in crossing bridges, and fording streams swollen by +the fortnight's thaws and rains. Now and then the stillness resolved +itself into the murmuring of bare sprays, the rustling of rain, the +dancing of innumerable unfettered brooks glittering with motion, but +without light, from the dusky depths; now and then a ghastly lustre +shot from the ice still hanging like a glacier upon some upper steep, +or a strange gleam from the sodden snow on their floors lightened the +roofs of the leafless forests that overlapped the chasms, and trailed +their twisted roots like shapes of living horror. What was there, I +wondered, so darkly familiar in it all? in what nightmare had I +dreamed it all before? Long ere the journey's end our spirits became +dead as last night's wine; we shared the depression of all nature, and +felt as if we had come out of chaos and the end of all things when the +huge mountain gates closed behind us, and we dashed out on the plateau +where the grass, from which the wintry wrapping had been washed, had +not lost all its greenness, and in the sudden lifting of the +rain-cloud a red sparkle of sunset lighted the windows, as if a +hundred flambeaux had been kindled to greet us. + +A huge fire burned in the fireplace of the drawing-room when we had +mounted the stairs and crossed the great hall, where other fires were +blazing and sending ruddy flames to skim among the cedar rafters; and +all that part of the house sacred to Colonel Vorse, and opened now the +first time in many winters, was thoroughly warm and cheerful with +lights and flowers and rugs and easy-chairs and books. We might +easily have fancied ourselves, that night, in those spacious rooms, +when, toilets made and dinner over, we re-assembled around the solid +glow of the chimney logs, a modern party in some old medićval chamber, +all the more for the spirit of the scene outside, where the storm was +telling its rede again, rain changing to snow, and a cruel blast +keening round the many gables and screaming down the chimneys. After +all, Rhoda's and Merivale's plan of having us in the hills before +late-lingering winter should be quite gone, and doing a little Sintram +business with skates and wolves and hill visions, should have been +carried out earlier. To them it was all but little less novel than it +was to me, and Rhoda, who, although a year or two my junior, had been +my intimate, so far as I ever had an intimate, would not rest till she +had devised this party, without which she knew she could not have me, +even persuading our good old Dr. Devens to leave his pulpit and +people, and stamp the proceeding with his immaculate respectability. +As it was, however, it looked as though we were simply to be shut in +by a week of storm following the thaw. Well, there are compensations +in all things: perhaps two people in whom I had some interest would +know each other a trifle better before the week ended then. + +The place was really the home of Rhoda and Merivale, or was now to +become so. Colonel Vorse, their father, who had married so young that +he felt but little older than they, and was quite their companion, +was still the owner of the vast summer hostelry, although no longer +its manager. After accumulating his fortune he had taken his children +about the world, educating them and himself at the same time, with now +an object lesson in Germany and now another in Peru, and finally +returning to this place, which, so far as we could see, was absolute +desolation, without a neighbor, but which to him was bristling with +memories and associations and old friends across the intervale and +over the mountain and round the spur. There was something weird to me, +as I looked out at the flying whiteness of the moonlit storm, in those +acquaintances of his among the hollows of these pallid hills; it +seemed as though they must partake of the coldness and whiteness, and +as if they were only dead people, when all was said. Perhaps Dr. +Devens, who half the way up had been quoting, + + "Pavilioned high, he sits + In darkness from excessive splendor born," + +had another phase of the same feeling. I heard him saying, as I passed +him five minutes before, where he sat astride a chair in front of the +long oriel casement: "There is a path which no fowl knoweth, and which +the vulture's eye hath not seen: the lion's whelps have not trodden +it, nor the fierce lion passed by it. He putteth forth his hand upon +the rock; he overturneth the mountains by the roots. He cutteth out +rivers among the rocks; and his eye seeth every precious thing. He +bindeth the floods from overflowing; and the thing that is hid +bringeth he forth to light." He is expecting a convulsion of nature, I +remember thinking, as I went by and paused at another window myself. A +convulsion of nature! I fancy that he found it. + +"There is something eerie here," I said, as I still gazed at the +scene; for the dim gigantic shapes of the hills rose round us like +sheeted ghosts, while the flying scud of the storm, filled with the +white diffusion of unseen light, every now and then opened to let the +glimpses out. "And see the witch-fires," as the rosy reflections of +our burning logs and lights danced on the whirling snow without. "Is +there anything wanting to make us feel as if we had been caught here +by some spell, and were to be held by some charm?" + +"I wish I knew the charm," said Colonel Vorse, by my side, and half +under his breath. And then I felt a little angrier with myself for +coming than I had felt before. + +"I often hear you talking of your belief in certain telluric forces +that must have most power among the mountains where they first had +play, and where earth is not only beneath, but is above you and around +you. Well, we are here in the stronghold of these telluric forces. I +am their old friend and ally: let me see what they will do for me." + +It was true. And I half shivered with an indefinite fear that I might +be compelled, in spite of all wish and prejudice, and birthright--I, +the child of proud old colonial grandees of the South; he, the son of +a mountain farmer, who had married a mate of his own degree, and had +kept a mountain inn till fortune found him and death took her. My +father at least was the child of those proud old colonials, and I had +lived with his people and been reared on their traditions. Who my +mother was I never knew; for my father had married her in some +romantic fashion--a runaway match--and she had died at my birth, and +he had shortly followed her. I had nothing that belonged to her but +the half of a broken miniature my father had once painted of her, as I +understood. I always wore it, with I know not what secret sentiment, +but I showed it to nobody. I had sometimes wondered about the other +half, but my life had not left me much time for sentiment or +wonder--full of gayety till my grandfather's death left me homeless; +full of gayety since his friend Mrs. Montresor had adopted me for +child and companion, subject to her kind whims and tyrannies. But if +she took me here and took me there, and clad me like a princess, I was +none the less aware of the fact that I was without a penny--morbidly +aware of it without doubt. But it disposed me to look with favor on no +rich man's suit, and the lover as penniless as I and as fine as my +ideal lover had not yet appeared. It made me almost hate the face and +form, the color, the hair, that they dared to call Titianesque, speak +of as if it were the free booty of pigment and canvas, and wish to +drag captive in the golden chains of their wealth. When I had met +Colonel Vorse, a year ago, twice my age though he was, he was the +first one I had wished as poor as I--he the plebeian newly rich. Yet +not so newly rich was he that he had not had time to become used to +his riches, to see the kingdoms of the earth and weigh them in his +balance, to serve his country on the battle-field, and his State in +the council-chamber; and, for the rest, contact with the world is +sadly educating. + +"I often look at Colonel Vorse among the men born in the purple," said +Mrs. Montresor once--she thought people born in the purple were simply +those who had never earned their living--"and he is the superior of +them all. What a country it is where a man keeping a common tavern in +the first half of his life may make himself the equal of sovereigns in +the other half! I don't understand it; he is the finest gentleman of +them all. And he looks it. Don't you think so, Helena?" + +But I never told Mrs. Montresor what I thought. It is all very well to +generalize and to be glad that certain institutions produce certain +effects; but of course you are superior to the institutions, or you +wouldn't be generalizing so, and all the more, of course, superior to +the effects, and so I don't see how it signifies to you personally. + +"You ought to have your head carried on a pike," said Mrs. Montresor, +again. "You will, if we ever have any _bonnets rouges_ in America. You +are the aristocrat pure and simple. The Princess Lamballe was nothing +to you. You think humanity exists so that _nous autres_, by standing +on it, may get the light and air. You are sure that you are made of +different clay--the canaille of street mud, for instance, and you of +the fine white stuff from which they mould Dresden china. You are +quite a study to me, my love. I expect to see you marry a pavior yet, +either one who lays down or one who tears up paving-stones." But I had +only laughed again. She plumed herself on being cosmopolitan even to +her principles. + +"You give me credit for too much thinking on the subject," I said, "if +it is credit. Indeed, I don't concern myself about such people; and as +for marrying one of them, I could as soon marry into a different race, +African or Mongolian. They are a different race." + +And I remembered all this as Colonel Vorse stood leaning his hand +above me on the jamb of the window-frame--for although I was tall, he +was a son of Anak--with that air which, never vaunting strength, +always made you aware of its repression. I could fancy hearing Mrs. +Montresor say, "That air of his! it always fetches women!" for she +loved a little slang, by some antipodal attraction of her refinement, +and I instinctively stiffened myself, determined it should never fetch +_me_. And here he was calling his allies, the spirits and powers of +the dark and terrible mountain heights and depths, and openly giving +battle. I don't know why it depressed me; I felt as if the very fact +that it did was a half surrender; I looked up at him a moment; I +forgot who he was; I wished he was as poor as I. But to become the +mother of Rhoda, my friend, and of Merivale, that laughing young +giant--what absurdity, if all the rest were equal! And that other, the +dead woman, the first wife--should one not always be jealous of that +sweet early love? Could one endure it? Here among these hills with all +their ghostliness she would haunt me. And then I turned and swept away +to the fireside, holding out my hands to the flame, and glad to sink +into the chair that some one had left empty there. + +I hardly knew what world I was living in when, perhaps a half-hour +later, I heard Colonel Vorse's voice. "The trouble is that men are +_not_ born free and equal," he was saying. "Free? They are hampered by +inheritance and circumstance from the moment of birth. Equal? It is a +self-evident lie. And the world has rhapsodized for a hundred years +over so clumsy a statement. All men are born with equal rights. That +is the precise statement. My rights--rights to life, liberty, and the +pursuit of happiness--are equal to the rights of all the princelings +of the earth; their rights equal only to mine. So far as they +interfere with my rights they are public enemies, and are to be dealt +with; and so far as I interfere with their rights, I am a trespasser +to be punished. Otherwise, prince or peasant, each is a man, whether +he wears a blouse or a star and garter; and if man was made in the +image of God, let us do no indignity to that image in one or in +another." + +Did I understand him? Was Colonel Vorse proclaiming himself the equal +of Prince San Sorcererino who had entertained us in his palaces last +year? Well. And was he not? All at once something seemed to sift away +from before my eyes--a veil that had hidden my kind from me. Was there +no longer even that natural aristocracy in which Shakspeare or Homer +or Dante was king? Was the world a brotherhood, and they the public +enemy, the enemy of the great perfect race to come, who helped one +brother take advantage of another? Were those ribbons in the +buttonhole, the gifts of kings, of no more worth than the ribbons of +cigars? + +Mrs. Montresor was toying with her fan beside me, and talking in an +undertone behind it. "What prince of all that you have seen or read +of," said she, "if born on a meagre mountain farm, would have made his +fortune and have educated himself, as this man has done? I think the +kings who founded races of kings were like him. And what prince of +them all alive looks so much the prince as he? This one as fat as +Falstaff and as low, that one with a hump on his back, the other +without brains, the next with brains awry, and none of them made as +becomes a man. Tell me, Helena?" + +"I think you are in love yourself," I said. + +She laughed. "As tall as Saul, as dark, as lordly in all proportions, +as gentle as Jonathan, and with a soul like David's--why shouldn't I +be?" she said. "And he not the equal of the granddaughter of a South +Carolina planter! Tell me again, Helena, what has she ever done to +prove herself his equal?" + +She had had a fancy--Heaven knows why--that her young mother, who had +run away with her father, was the daughter of a noble foreign family; +or else why should the match have been clandestine? She had had a +fancy that she was therefore noble, as her mother was--the mother even +whose name her child did not know other than as the slaves had told +her the young bridegroom called her Pansy because of a pair of +purple-dark eyes. That was about all. That was all the answer I could +have made, had I spoken, to her gentle raillery, half mockery, in +which she did not quite believe herself. But even were it so, and the +daughter noble as the mother, could blood that had filtered through +generations of oppressors lounging in laps of luxury be pure as this +blood that had informed none but simple and innocent lives, and seemed +just now as if it had come fresh from the hands of the Maker? I +surveyed him from behind the hand-screen that failed to keep the ruddy +flames from my face, and if I felt him in that glance to be one of the +sons of God, and I but one of the daughters of men, again I did not +tell Mrs. Montresor. + +But the witch could always read my thoughts. "Still," she said, "he +has kept a tavern. There is no getting round that fact by all the +poetry in the world. Then why try to get round it? He has furnished +food and shelter to the tired and roofless--as noble a way to make +money, surely, as working the bones and muscles of slaves, and +accepting the gold they earn." + +"That is the last I have of such gold," I cried, in a stifled way; and +I unclasped the old bracelet on my wrist and tossed it behind the +back-log--people were too gayly engaged to observe us at the moment. +"I think," I said then, turning upon her, "that you are employed as an +advocate, unless--you are really weary of me." + +"Weary of you!" she exclaimed, half under her breath though it +was--"weary of you, when you are such unceasing variety to me that if +you married ten thousand tavern-keepers I should always have a room in +the inn!" + +"Thank Heaven," I answered her, gayly, "it is an impossibility that I +should ever marry _one_." And then there was a lull in the laughter +and the snatches of song and conversation on the other side of the +room; and while I was still gazing after my bracelet and into the +chimney-place, where the flames wallowed about unhewn forest logs that +took two men to cast to them, Colonel Vorse came over to us. + +"You will turn into salamanders," he said. + +"It is bad enough to be in hot water," said Mrs. Montresor, lightly. +"I will leave the fire to you and Helena." + +"Where you sit," said Colonel Vorse then to me, "if you turn your head +slightly to the left, and shade your eyes, you can see the side of the +darkest and sternest of our mountains. You know we do not call our +hills by the names they have in maps and government surveys; the old +settlers who first came here called this one, for unknown reasons of +their own, the Mount of Sorrow. It has always been the Mount of +Sorrow." + +"An ominous name for so near a neighbor," I said. + +"Ah! you think this region is oppressive, or perhaps dull and tame, +without life or stir--desolate, in fact. What if I should tell you +that it bubbles, like a caldron over the bottomless pit, with griefs +and sins!--that in lives condemned to perpetual imprisonment on +these bare rocks, feeding on themselves, traits intensifying, the +loneliness, the labor, the negation, slowly extract the juices of +humanity, and make crime a matter to be whispered of among them? If +they feel they are forgotten by God, what matters the murder or the +suicide more or less that gives release? It is hell here or hell +there: they are sure of this--they have it; the other may not come to +pass." + +"What do you mean?" I said, with white lips; for as he spoke it seemed +as if I had come into a land of lepers. "Here in this white solitude, +among lives fed from the primitive sources of nature and the dew of +the morning--" + +"I mean," he said, "that I refuse to accept the factitious aid your +thoughts have lately been bringing to me. You see I have preternatural +senses. Because I was born in the snows of the mountains I am no whit +whiter than those born in the purlieus of the police stations of the +cities. We are simply of the same human nature. When I win regard, it +must be for no idle fancy, but for my own identity." + +"Well," I said, "I do not believe you." + +"Ah!" he replied, "have I gained a point, and found an advocate in an +ideal of me? That would be as romantic as any of the romance of the +hills. And there _is_ romance here, whether it is born of crime, or of +joy, or of sorrow. There is romance enough on that old Mount of Sorrow +that you see when the storm opens and strips it in that sudden white +glory. Keep your eye, if you please, on a spot half-way up the sky, +and when the apparition comes again you will find the dark outline of +a dwelling there. It was a dwelling once; now it is only a ruin, hut +and barn and byre. Why do you shudder? Do you see it? It is only a +shadow. But a shadow with outlines black enough to defy the whitest +blast that ever blew. Sometimes it seems to me as though that old ruin +were itself a ghostly thing, a spectre of tragedies that will not +down; for the avalanches divide and leave it, and the storms whistle +over and beat against it, and it is always there when the sun rises. I +don't know what it has to do with my fortunes; I don't know why it is +a blotch upon the face of nature to me; but if ever I grow sad or sick +at heart I feel as though I should be made whole again could that evil +thing be removed." + +"Why not remove it?" + +"It does not belong to me. I can do nothing with it. I am not +sure that it belongs to any one--which adds to the spectral, you +see--although I suppose there is somewhere a nameless heir. How +restless you are!" he said, gently. "Will you come out in the long +hall where the great window gives an unobstructed view of the thing, +and walk off this nervousness? The storm is lifting, I think; the moon +is going to overcome. One may see by the way the fire burns that the +temperature is mounting. Perhaps we shall have a snow-slide as we +walk." + +Rhoda and Merivale were singing some of the songs they had learned +since they came into the hill country, Mrs. Montresor was nodding +behind her fan an accompaniment to Dr. Devens's remarks, Adčle was +deep in her novel, and a flirtation and some portfolios of prints +occupied the rest. To refuse was only to attract attention; besides, I +should like to walk. I rose and went out with him into the hall that +shut off the wing from the great empty caravansary. + + "'And the long carpets rose along the gusty floor,'" + +I quoted as we walked; and despite the fire burning on either side, he +had brought me a fur for my shoulders. + +"Yes," he said, "there comes the moon at last. Now you shall see the +black and white of it." + +"Oh!" I cried, clasping my hands, as all the silvery lights and +immense shadows burst out in a terrible sort of radiance. "The world +began to be made here! Poets should be born here!" + +"Instead of tavern-keepers," said he, "which brings me to my story. I +am forty-three years old. Of course I was younger twenty-three years +ago. That must have been not long before you came into the world +yourself. Do you insist upon thinking twenty years' difference in age +makes any disparity, except in the case of him who has lost just that +twenty years' sweetness out of his life?" + +"I hardly see what that has to do with the story of the Mount of +Sorrow," I said, as we turned from the window to measure the length of +the hall again. + +"I hope," said he, "that the suffrage reform, which is to admit women +to the ballot, will never let them sit on the judicial bench, for +mercy is foreign to the heart of a woman." + +"Is it not a strange way of telling a story?" I exclaimed. + +"Patience!" he laughed. "The story is so short it needs a little +preface. As I was saying then, when I was twenty years old or so, the +name of old Raynier, of the Mount of Sorrow, was a by-word of terror +through the region round, as the name of his father was, and his +father before him. He had no other property than the sterile farm +half-way up the mountain, and almost inaccessible--in winter entirely +inaccessible--where he raised not half a support on the slips of earth +among the ledges; his few starved sheep and goats did what they could +for him, and his rifle did the rest. The first Raynier of them all +was possibly an escaped convict, who fortified his retreat by these +mountain-sides. He had no money; the women spun and wove all that was +worn. He had no education; no Raynier had ever had; no Raynier had +ever had occasion to sign his mark, let alone his name. There had been +one son in each generation; neither church nor school ever saw him; +his existence was scarcely known till he was ready to marry, and then +he came down, and by no one knows what other magic than a savage +force of nature took the prettiest girl of the valley to his +eyrie--sometimes his wife, sometimes not. When she died, and she +always died, the Raynier of the day replaced her. He did not always +wait for her to die before replacing her. But sudden deaths were no +uncommon thing in that house; there was a burial-ground scooped in the +hill-side. And who was there to interfere? Perhaps no one knew there +had been a death till the year was out. What if a woman went mad? That +happened anywhere. People below might prate of murder, or suicide, or +slow poison; there was nobody to whom it was vital enough to open the +question seriously; and then they feared the Raynier with an uncanny +fear, as people fear a catamount in the woods, or the goblin of old +wives' tales after dark. There were horrible stories of bouts and +brawls, of tortures, gags, whips, and--oh, no matter! Nor was all the +crime on the shoulders of the Raynier men. It was understood that more +than one woman of the name found life too intolerable to endure its +conditions when the fumes of a charcoal fire after a drunken feast, +or a quick thrust over the edge of a precipice, or a bit of weed in +the broth, made life easier, till remorse brought madness. And +finally, if any Raynier died what may be called a natural death, it +was either from starvation or from delirium tremens. You see they were +a precious lot." + +"A precious lot!" I said, trembling. "Ah, what is heaven made of? Poor +wretches, they could not help it. From generation to generation the +children of such people must needs be criminal." + +"I don't know. If removed from such influence. To my mind environment +is strong as heredity, quite as strong. It destroys the old and +creates the new. However, environment and heredity worked together up +there. In my day--to continue--the Raynier family was larger than +usual. The last wife still lived, a miserable cowed creature, white as +ashes, face and hair and bleached scared eyes, eyes that looked as if +they saw phantoms rather than people. Her mind was partially gone. I +was a famous mountaineer then, and climbing wherever foot of man had +been before, I once in a while came upon some or other of that family, +and sometimes paused at the door, where I had first to teach the +bloodhounds a lesson. I never entered the filthy place but once. There +were two sons and a daughter. Oh, how immortally beautiful that girl +was! Such velvet darkness in the eye, such statuesque lines, such +rose-leaf color, such hair--'hair like the thistle-down tinted with +gold,' as John Mills, the Scotch poet-player, sang. The old man +Raynier worshipped her, perhaps as a wild beast loves its whelp. But +he had all sorts of fanciful names for her, Heart's-ease and Heart's +Delight, and Violet and Rose and Lily. He grew almost gentle when he +spoke to her; and he never knew that she was feeble-minded. She just +missed being an imbecile. Perhaps you would not have known that all +at once; you might not have found it out at all only meeting her +casually. The old man Raynier sent her down to school--the first that +had ever been there: she could never learn to read. She could not +always tell her name. Still, her mind was innocent--perhaps because it +was a blank. I have sometimes thought that blank mind of hers may have +been a dead-wall through which the vices of her forebears could not +pass, and so her children, if she had them, may have escaped the +inheritance, and found a chance for good again, as if crime should at +last estop itself. That may be." + +"Oh, I think this is terrible!" I said, as we turned again in our +walk. "Make haste, please, and be through." + +"Yes, it is. But I would show you that life can be anything but +commonplace in this wilderness. Well, blank or not, she had a lover, +who had found her out in his sketching rambles, a young painter from +some distant parts, and the first boarder I ever had, by the way. And +all the Rayniers swore they would have his life sooner than he should +have her. One day I had been hunting on old Mount Sorrow, as it +happened; there had been a sudden frost following rain that had frozen +the water in the cracks of the cliffs, and made the way not only +slippery, but dangerous; for in the heat of the noon sun the ice was +melting, and every now and then its expansion was rending some +fragment of rock so that your footing might vanish from beneath, or +some shower of stones come rattling down from above; and I was tired +when I reached the Raynier place, led by a blaze of maple boughs that +started out like torches to show the way, and stopped to rest. I +looked up at an enormous shelf of rock, half clad with reddened vines +that fluttered like pestilence flags--a shelf that, although some +hundred feet or so away from it, yet overhung the place and cast a +perpetual shadow there. I wondered then why Nature had no secret +springs of feeling to thrill her and cause her to rend the rocks and +cover such a den of iniquity as we all held the spot to be. But Nature +was just as fair that ambrosial September day as if there was not a +dissonance. Perhaps she knew the right of the Rayniers to life, +liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. A delicious scent of the balsam +from the pines filled the air, the sunshine swept over the hills below +in waves of light, and the hills themselves were like waves of a +golden green and purple sea where now and then a rainbow swam and +broke. Peace and perfectness, I said, peace and perfectness. These +people live and are happy. On the other side one looked into the +dreary defile of the mountain gate, with its black depths hung with +cloud, and remembered that if there was not a hell, there ought to be. +I was thinking this as I sat there, when I heard a wild cry, an +agonized shriek, blood-curdling, repeated and repeated from within. +It was the girl's voice. I was on my feet, and, in spite of the +bloodhounds, making for the spot and among the crew. The old woman +cowered in the corner, the two brothers held the girl, the old man +towered over her, his great eyes blazing in his ashen face. I can't +tell you what they were doing. Sometimes I have thought old Raynier +was burning her with a hot iron he held--" + +"Oh, horrible! horrible!" + +"Burning her with a hot iron to make her give up her lover! Sometimes +I have thought he was only demolishing the little likenesses of him +and of herself, which that lover had painted, and which she cherished, +perhaps as his work, perhaps for the unwonted gewgaw of the slender +golden frame, for the one picture was already in fragments, and +although she clutched half of the other, the broken half had fallen +and rolled away. I have it somewhere. I will show it to you. I had no +time, indeed, to see what it was they were doing, for behind me +bounded that lover like a whirlwind, thrust one brother and the other +aside, seized the girl, darted over the door-sill with her, and down +the crags of the mountain path. He should have what help I could give. +I was after him, stooping to catch up the fragment of painting as I +turned, down the cliff's edge, they following. And all at once I +stopped as if paralyzed to the marrow by a clap of thunder, and turned +my head to see the old man with his white hair streaming, and his arms +uplifted in his cursing, as he came leaping on, and the next moment +the shelf of overhanging rock had fallen, had cleft the house in +twain, and mother and father and sons and hounds were dust with the +dust flying over the precipices. I saw it." + +"Oh!" I cried, with my hands over my eyes. "Why did it not strike you +blind?" + +"And here," said Colonel Vorse, leading my steps to an old cabinet in +an alcove, "ought to be the half of that little likeness I picked up +as I ran. I wonder what became of the other half--what became of the +girl--if the lover married her--if she knew enough to know he didn't +marry her--if she lived long enough for him to find out she was a +fool--if she was the last of the Rayniers?" As he ceased, he put the +half of the little miniature into my hands. + +It was a broken bit of ivory, and on it the upper part of a face, +sketchily done, with pansy-dark eyes and blush rose skin--without a +frame. I had the frame. + +A heart beat, a fluttering breath, a reeling sense of the world +staggering away from me, and then my bewildered senses were at work +again, and an agony like death was cutting me to the heart as we +resumed our walking. + +Should I tell him? Should I go on with my secret, my inheritance, my +curse, and let no man know? If it ate out my heart, the sooner to +end; my heart was broken now. Never, never now could fireside shine +for me, could lover's lips be mine, could little faces sun themselves +in my smile. + +We paused before the great window, with those vague white shapes +before us, for my feet would not obey me, and the light behind us +shone on the bit of ivory. If I told him, it would be easier for him +to bear; he would see the impossibility, he would desire my love no +longer. My fearful inheritance would yawn like a gulf between us with +its impassable darkness. + +"And the ruin on the hill-side is an eye-sore," I said. "But it is +easy to remove it. I suppose it belongs to me. For--look here--it is I +who must be the last of the Rayniers." And I drew from my breast the +broken thing, the halved miniature, that in my mock sentiment I had +worn so long. + +"You!" cried he. "You!" And his feet tottered, and he leaned against +the casement for support--he who an hour or so ago had seemed so full +of repressed strength that he could have pulled his house down about +his ears. Well, had he not done so? + +I moved to his side, and held the thing that he might see where the +pieces matched, the line of the cheek flowing into the lovely curve of +the chin, the flickering sweetness of the lovely mouth, the lambent +glance of the lovely eye. "It is my mother, you see," I said. "And it +needs no words to say it." + +"It needs no words to say it," he repeated, hoarsely. "It is your +image. Oh, my God! What have I done! what have I done! My darling, my +darling, you must let me repair it by a lifetime of devotion." And he +had his arms about me, and was drawing me to his heaving breast, his +throbbing heart. + +"No! no! no!" I sobbed. "It is impossible. I am wrecked; I am ruined; +I can be no man's wife. You see yourself--I will never--" But his lips +were silencing mine, and I lay there with those arms about me a +moment; I lay there like one in heaven suspended over hell. + +"What do I care," he whispered, "for all the Rayniers in Christendom +or out of it, but you? I have learned in this moment that you love me! +I will never give you up." + +"You must," I groaned. + +"I tell you I never will," he said, his voice husky and low and +trembling, but his eye and his grasp firm. "I have assured you that +environment, education, art, can supplement nature and heredity. They +have done so with you. You are your father's child. You received from +your mother only the vital spark, only this beauty, this fatal beauty. +If you inherited all that the Rayniers ever had, then I love, I love, +I love all that the Rayniers ever were, for I love you. I have your +love, Helena, and I will never let you go." While speaking he had +touched the bell at his hand, and now he sent the answering servant +for Dr. Devens, who came at once, supposing some sight of the snow +was in store. + +"Bid them all out here, Doctor," cried Colonel Vorse. "Ah, here they +come! In this part of the country we need no license for marriage. +Here are a bride and groom awaiting your blessing. Perform your +office, sir." And before I could summon heart or voice, making no +response, bewildered and faint, I was the wife of Colonel Vorse, and +my husband's arms were supporting me as the words of the prayer and +benediction rolled over us. + +"There is no time like the present," he cried, gayly, his tones no +longer broken, "as I have always found." And suddenly, before he +ceased, and while they all thronged round me, there came a sharp +strange sigh singing through the air, that grew into the wild +discordant music of multitudinous echoes, and we all turned and sprang +intuitively to see, rent in the moonlight and sheathed in the glorious +spray of a thousand ice-falls, the Mount of Sorrow bow its head and +come down, and, while the whole earth shook and smoked back in hoar +vapors, the great snow-slide in its swift sheeting splendor flash and +wipe out before our eyes the last timber of the hut and barn and byre +of the Rayniers. + + + + +SISTER SILVIA. + +BY MARY AGNES TINCKER. + +_Lippincott's Magazine, December, 1878._ + + +Monte Compatri is one of the eastern outlying peaks of the Alban +Mountains, and, like so many Italian mountains, has its road climbing +to and fro in long loops to a gray little city at the top. This city +of Monte Compatri is a full and busy hive, with solid blocks of +houses, and the narrowest of streets that break now and then into +stairs. For those old builders respected the features of a landscape +as though they had been the features of a face, and no more thought of +levelling inequalities of land than of shaving down or raising up +noses. When a man had a house-lot in a hollow, he built his house +there, and made steps to go down to it: his neighbor, who owned a +rocky knoll, built his house at the top, and made stairs to go up to +it. Moreover, if the land was a bit in the city, the house was made in +the shape of it, and was as likely to have corners in obtuse or acute +as in right angles. + +The inhabitants of Monte Compatri have two streets of which they are +immensely proud--the Lungara, which wriggles through the middle of the +town, and the Giro, which makes the entire circuit of the town, +leaving outside only the rim of houses that rise from the edge of the +mountain, some of them founded on the natural rock, others stretching +roots of masonry far down into the earth. + +One of these houses on the Giro had for generations been in the +possession of the Guai family. One after another had held it at an +easy rent from Prince Borghese, the owner of the town. The vineyard +and orchard below in the Campagna they owned, and from those their +wealth was derived. For it was wealth for such people to have a house +full of furniture, linen and porcelain--where, perhaps, a connoisseur +might have found some rare bits of old china--besides having a +thousand scudi in bank. + +In this position was the head of the family when he died, leaving a +grown-up son and daughter, and his wife about to become a mother for +the third time. + +"Pepina shall have her portion in money, since she is to marry soon," +the father said. "Give her three hundred scudi in gold and a hundred +in pearls. The rest of the money shall be for my wife to do as she +likes with. For the little one, when it shall come, Matteo shall put +in the bank every year thirty scudi, and when it shall be of age, be +it girl or boy, he shall divide the land equally with it." + +So said Giovanni Guai, and died, and his wife let him talk +uncontradicted, since it was for the last time. They had lived a +stormy life, his heavy fist opposed to her indefatigable tongue, and +she contemplated with silent triumph the prospect of being left in +possession of the field. Besides, would he not see afterward what she +did--see and be helpless to oppose? So she let him die fancying that +he had disposed of his property. + +"The child is sure to be a girl," she said afterward, "and I mean her +to be a nun. The land shall not be cut up. Matteo shall be a rich man +and pile up a fortune. He shall be the richest man in Monte Compatri, +and a girl shall not stand in his way." + +Nature verified the mother's prophecy and sent a little girl. Silvia +they called her, and, since she was surely to be a nun, she grew to be +called Sister Silvia by everybody, even before she was old enough to +recognize her own name. + +The house of the Guai, on its inner wall, opened on the comparatively +quiet Giro. From the windows and door could be heard the buzz and hum +of the Lungara, where everybody--men, women, children, cats and +dogs--were out with every species of work and play when the sun began +to decline. This was the part of the house most frequented and liked +by the family. They could see their neighbors even when they were at +work in their houses, and could exchange gossip and stir the polenta +at the same time. The other side of the house they avoided. It was +lonely and it was sunny. For Italians would have the sun, like the +Lord, to be for ever knocking at the door and for ever shut out. It +must shine upon their outer walls, but not by any means enter their +windows. + +As years passed, however, there grew to be one exception in this +regard. Sister Silvia loved not the town with its busy streets, nor +the front windows with their gossiping heads thrust out or in. She had +her own chamber on the Campagna side, and there she sat the livelong +day with knitting or sewing, never going out, except at early +morning to hear mass. There her mother accompanied her--a large, +self-satisfied woman beside a pallid little maiden who never raised +her eyes. Or, if her mother could not go, Matteo stalked along by her +side, and with his black looks made everybody afraid to glance her +way. Nobody liked to encounter the two black eyes of Matteo Guai. It +was understood that the knife in his belt was sharp, and that no +scruple of conscience would stand between him and any vengeance he +might choose to take for any affront he might choose to imagine. + +After mass, then, and the little work her mother permitted the girl to +do for health's sake, Silvia sat alone by her window and looked out on +the splendor which her eyes alone could appreciate. There lay the +Campagna rolling and waving for miles and miles around, till the +Sabines, all rose and amethyst, hemmed it in with their exquisite +wall, and the sea curved a gleaming sickle to cut off its flowery +passage, or the nearer mountains stood guard, almost covered by the +green spray it threw up their rocky sides. She sat and stared at Rome +while her busy fingers knit--at the wonderful city where she was one +day to go and be a nun, where the pope lived and kings came to worship +him. In the morning light the Holy City lay in the midst of the +Campagna like her mother's wedding-pearls when dropped in a heap on +their green cushion; and Silvia knelt with her face that way and +prayed for a soul as white, for she was to be the spouse of Christ, +and her purity was all that she could bring Him as a dowry. But when +evening came, and that other airy sea of fine golden mist flowed in +from the west, and made a gorgeous blur of all things, then the city +seemed to float upward from the earth and rise toward heaven all +stirring with the wings of its guardian angels, and Silvia would beg +that the New Jerusalem might not be assumed till she should have the +happiness of being in it. + +But there was a lovely view nearer than this visionary one, though the +little nun seldom looked at it. If she should lean from her window she +would see the mountain-side dropping from the gray walls of her home, +with clinging flowery vines and trees growing downward, while the +olives and grapevines of the Campagna came to meet them, setting here +and there a precarious little garden half-way up the steep. Just +under her window an almost perpendicular path came up, crept round the +walls and entered the town. But no one ever used this road now, for a +far wider and better one had been constructed at the other side of the +mountain, and all the people came up that way when the day's work was +over in the Campagna. + +One summer afternoon Silvia's reveries were broken by her mother's +voice calling her: "Silvia, come and prepare the salad for Matteo." + +It was an extraordinary request, but the girl went at once without +question. She seized upon every opportunity to practise obedience in +preparation for that time when her life would be made up of obedience +and prayer. + +Her mother was sitting by one of the windows talking with Matteo, who +had just come up from the Campagna. He had an unsocial habit of eating +alone, and, as he ate nothing when down in the vineyard, always wanted +his supper as soon as he came up. The table was set for him with +snow-white cloth and napkin, silver knife, fork and spoon, a loaf of +bread and a decanter of golden-sparkling wine icy cold from the grotto +hewn in the rock beneath the house; and he was just eating his +_minestra_ of vegetables when his sister came in. At the other end of +the long table was a head of crisp white lettuce, lying on a clean +linen towel, and two bottles--one of white vinegar, the other of oil +as sweet as cream and as bright as sunshine. Monte Compatri had no +need to send to Lucca for oil of olives while its own orchards +dropped such streams of pure richness. + +The room was large and dingy. The brick floor had never known other +cleansing than sprinkling and sweeping, the yellow-washed walls had +become with time a pale, mottled brown, the paint had disappeared +under a fixed dinginess which the dusting-brush alone could not +remove, and the glass of the windows had never been washed except by +the rain. Yet, for all that, the place had an air of cleanliness. For +though these people do not clean their houses more than they clean +their yards, yet their clothing and tables and beds are clean. +Plentiful white linen, stockings like snow, and bright dishes and +metals give a look of freshness and show well on the dim background. +Heavy walnut presses, carved and black with age, stood against +the walls, drinking-glasses and candlesticks sparkled on a dark +bureau-top, there was a bright picture or two, and the sunlighted +tinware of a house at the other side of the street threw a cluster of +tiny rays like a bouquet of light in at the window. Silvia received +these sun-blossoms on her head when she placed herself at the lower +end of the table. She pushed the sleeves of her white sack back from +her slim white arms, and began washing the lettuce-leaves in a bowl of +fresh water and breaking them in the towel. The leaves broke with +a fine snap and dropped in pieces as stiff as paper into a large +dark-blue plate of old Japanese ware. A connoisseur in porcelain would +have set such a plate on his drawing-room wall as a picture. + +"How does Claudio work?" the mother asked of her son. + +"He works well," Matteo replied. "He is worth two of our common +fellows, if he _is_ educated." + +"Nevertheless, I should not have employed him," the mother said. "He +has disobeyed and disappointed his parents, and he should be punished. +They meant him to be a priest, and raked and scraped every soldo to +educate him. Now, just when he is at the point of being able to repay +them, he makes up his mind that he has no vocation for the priesthood, +and breaks their hearts by his ingratitude. It is nonsense to set +one's will up so and have such scruples. Obedience is vocation enough +for anything. There should be a prison where parents could put the +children who disobey them." + +The Sora Guai spoke sternly, and looked as if she would not have +hesitated to put a refractory child in the deepest of dungeons. + +"He was a fool, but he earns his money," Matteo responded, and, +drawing a plate of deliciously fried frogs toward him, began to gnaw +them and throw the bones on the floor. + +Silvia gave him the salad, and poured wine and water into the tumbler +for him, while his mother went to the kitchen for a dish of fricasseed +pigeons. + +"There's no onion in the salad," Matteo grumbled when she came back. + +Silvia uttered an exclamation of dismay, ran for a silvery-white +little onion and sliced it thinly into the salad. + +"Forgive me, Matteo," she said. "I was distracted by the thought of +Claudio. It seems such a terrible thing." + +"It would be a much more terrible thing if it were a girl who +disobeyed," Matteo growled. He did not like that girls should +criticise men. + +"So it would," the girl responded, with meek readiness. + +"I don't know why I feel so tired to-day," the mother said, sinking +into a chair again. "My bones ache as if I had been working in the +vineyard all day." + +"You are not ill, mamma?" exclaimed Silvia, blushing with alarm. + +The answer was a hesitating one: "I don't see what can ail me. It +wouldn't be anything, only that I am so tired without having done +much." + +"Perhaps it's the weather, mamma," Silvia suggested. + +Gentle as she was, she had adopted the ruthless and ungrateful Italian +custom of ascribing every ache and pain of the body to some almost +imperceptible change in their too beautiful weather. The smallest +cloud goes laden with more accusations than it holds drops of rain, +and the ill winds that blow nobody any good blow through those shining +skies from morning till night and from night till morning again. + +The Sora Guai was sicker than she dreamed. It was not the summer sun +that scorched her so, nor the _scirocco_ that made her head so heavy. +What malaria she had found to breathe on the mountain-top it would be +hard to say; but the dreaded _perniciosa_ had caught her in its grasp, +and she was doomed. The fever burned fiercely for a few days, and when +it was quenched there was nothing left but ashes. + +And thus died the only earthly thing to which Sister Silvia's heart +clung. The mother had been stern, but the daughter was too submissive +to need correction. She had never had any will of her own, except to +love and obey. Collision between them was therefore impossible, and +the daughter felt as a frail plant growing under a shadowing tree +might feel if the tree were cut down. She was bare to every wind that +blew. She had no companions of her own age--she had no companion of +any age, in fact--and she had not been accustomed to think for herself +in the smallest thing. + +She had got bent into a certain shape, however, and her brother and +sister felt quite safe on her account. Everybody knew that she was to +be a nun of the Perpetual Adoration; that she was soon to go to the +convent of Santa Maria Maddalena on the Quirinal in Rome; and that, +once entered there, she would never again see a person from outside. +The town's-people were accustomed to the wall of silence and seclusion +which had already grown up about her, and they did not even seek to +salute her when they met her going to and from church in the morning. +To these simple citizens, ignorant but reverential, Sister Silvia's +lowered eyelids were as inviolate as the pearl gates of the New +Jerusalem. Besides, to help their reverence, there were the fierce +black eyes and strange reputation of Matteo. So when, a day or two +after her mother's death, his sister begged him to accompany her to +church in the early morning, and leave her in the care of some decent +woman there, Matteo replied that she might go by herself. + +She set out for the first time alone on what had ever been to her a +_via sacra_, and was now become a _via dolorosa_, where her tears +dropped as she walked. And going so once, she went again. Pepina, the +elder sister, a widow now, had come home to keep house for Matteo, but +she was too much taken up with work, the care of her two children and +looking out for a second husband to have time to watch Silvia, and +after a few weeks the young girl went as unheeded as a matron in her +daily walk. + +At home her life was nearly the same. She mended the clothes from the +washing and knit stockings, and sat at her window and looked off over +the Campagna toward Rome. + +One evening she sat there before going to bed and watched the +moonlight turn all the earth to black and silver under the purple +sky--a black like velvet, so deep and soft was it, and a silver like +white fire, clear and splendid, yet beautifully soft. She was feeling +desolate, and her tears dropped down, now and then breaking into sobs. +It had been pleasant to sit there alone when she knew that her mother +was below stairs, strong, healthy and gay. All that life had been as +the oil over which her little flame burned. Lacking it, she grew dim, +just as the floating wick in her little blue vase before the Madonna +grew dim when the oil was gone. + +As she wept and heard unconsciously the nightingales, she grew +conscious of another song that mingled with theirs. It was a human +voice, clear and sweet as an angel's, and it sang a melody she knew in +little snatches that seemed to begin and end in a sigh. The voice came +nearer and paused beneath a fig tree, and the words grew distinct. + +"Pietŕ, signore, di me dolente," it sang. + +Silvia leaned out of the window and looked down at the singer. His +face was lifted to the white moonlight, and seemed in its pallid +beauty a concentration of the moonlight. Only his face was visible, +for the shadow of the tree hid all his figure. One might almost have +expected to catch a glimmer of two motionless wings bearing up that +face, so fair it was. + +To Silvia it was as if another self, who grieved also, but who +could speak, were uttering all her pain, and lightening it so. She +recognized Claudio's voice. He was the chief singer in the cathedral, +and sang like an angel. She was afraid that Claudio had done very +wrong in not being a priest, but, for all that, she had often found +her devotion increased by his singing. The Christmas night would not +have been half so joyful lacking his _Adeste Fideles_; the _Stabat +Mater_ sung by him in Holy Week made her tears of religious sorrow +burst forth afresh; and when on Easter morning he sang the _Gloria_ +it had seemed to her that the heavens were opening. + +For all that, however, he had been to her not a person, but a voice. +That he should come here and express her sorrow made him seem +different. For the first time she looked at his face. By daylight it +was thin and finely featured, and of a clear darkness like shaded +water, through which the faintest tinge of color is visible. In this +transfigurating moonlight it became of a luminous whiteness. + +The song ended, the singer turned his head slightly and looked up at +Silvia's window. She did not draw back. There was no recognition of +any human sympathy with him, and no slightest consciousness of that +airy and silent friendship which had long been weaving itself over the +tops of the mountains that separated them. How could she know that +Claudio had sung for her, and that it had been the measure of his +success to see her head droop or lift as he sang of sorrow and pain or +of joy and triumph? The choir had their post over the door; and, +besides, she never glanced up even in going out. Therefore she gazed +down into his uplifted face with a sweet and sorrowful tranquillity, +her soul pure and candid to its uttermost depths. + +For Claudio, who had sung to express his sympathy for her, but had not +dreamed of seeing her, it was as if the dark-blue sky above had opened +and an angel had looked out when he saw her face. He could only +stretch his clasped hands toward her. + +The gesture made her weep anew, for it was like human kindness. She +hid her face in her handkerchief, and he saw her wipe the tears away +again and again. + +Claudio remembered a note he carried. It had been written the night +before--not with any hope of her ever seeing it, but, as he had +written her hundreds of notes before, pouring out his heart into them +because it was too full to bear without that relief. He took the note +out, but how should he give it to her? The window was too far above +for him to toss so light a thing unless it should be weighted with a +stone; and he could not throw a stone at Silvia's window. He held it +up, and, that she might see it more clearly, tore up a handful of red +poppies and laid it white on the blossoms that were a deep red by +night. + +Silvia understood, and after a moment's study dropped him down the +ball of her knitting; and soon the note came swaying up through the +still air resting on its cushion of poppies, for Claudio had wound the +thread about both flowers and letter. + +He smiled with an almost incredulous delight as he saw the package +arrive safely at its destination, and caught afterward the faint red +light of the lamp that Silvia had taken down from before her Madonna +to read the note by. Since she was a little thing only five or six +years old his heart had turned toward her, and her small white face +had been to him the one star in a dim life. He still kept two or three +tiny flowers she had given him years before when his family and hers +were coming together down from Monte San Silvestro at the other side +of Monte Compatri. The two children, with others, had stopped to stick +fresh flowers through the wire screen before the great crucifix +half-way up the mountain, and Silvia had given Claudio these blossoms. +He had laid them away with his treasures and relics--the bit of muslin +from the veil of Our Lady of Loretto, the almost invisible speck from +the cord of St. Francis of Assisi and the little paper of the ashes of +Blessed Joseph Labré. In those days he was the little priest and she +the little nun, and their companions stood respectfully back for them. +Now he was no more the priest, and she was up there in her window +against the sky reading the note he had written her. + +This is what the note said: + + "My heart is breaking for your sorrow. Why should such eyes + as yours be permitted to weep? Who is there to wipe those + tears away? Oh that I might catch them as they fall! Drop me + down a handkerchief that has been wet with them, that I may + keep it as a relic. Tell me of some way in which I can + console you and spend my life to serve you." + +She read with a mingling of consolation and astonishment. Why, this +was more than her mother cared for her! But perhaps men were really +more strongly loving than women. It would seem so, since God, who +knows all, when He wanted to express His love to mankind, took the +form of a man, not of a woman. Then she considered whether, and how, +she should answer this note, and the result of her considering was +this, written hastily on a bit of paper in which some Agnus Dei had +been wrapped: + + "I do not know what I ought to write to you, but I thank + you for your kindness. It comforts me, and I have need of + comfort. I think, though, that it may be wrong for you to + speak of my handkerchief as if it were a relic. Relics are + things which have belonged to the saints, and I am not a + saint at all, though I hope to become one. I frequently do + wrong. Spend your life in serving God, and pray for me. You + pray in singing, and your singing is very sweet. + + "SILVIA." + +It seemed to her a simple and merely polite note. To him it was as +the spark to a magazine of powder. All the possibilities of his life, +only half hoped or half dreamed of, burst at once into a flame of +certainty. She had need of comfort, and he comforted her! His voice +was sweet to her, and his singing was a prayer! + +Silvia should not be a nun. She should break the bond imposed by her +mother, as he had broken that imposed by his parents. She should be +his wife, and they would live in Rome. He knew that his voice would +find bread for them. + +All this flashed through his mind as he read, and pressed to his lips +the handkerchief which she had dropped down to him, though it was not +a relic. He lifted his arms upward toward her window with a rapturous +joy, as if to embrace her, but she did not look out again. A little +scruple for having deprived the Madonna for a moment of her lamp had +made her resolve to say at once a decade of the rosary in expiation. +He waited till the sound of closing doors and wandering voices told +that the inhabitants gathered for the evening in the Lungara were +separating to their homes, then went reluctantly away. Matteo would be +at home, and Matteo's face might look down at him from that other +window beside Silvia's. So he also went home, with the moonlight +between his feet and the ground and stars sparkling in his brain. He +felt as if his head were the sky. + +This was an August night. One day in October, Matteo told his sister +that she was to go to Rome with him the next morning to pass a month +with a family they knew there, and afterward begin her novitiate in +the convent of the Sacramentarians at Monte Cavallo. He had received a +letter from the Signora Fantini, who would receive her and do +everything for her. He and Pepina had no time, now that the vintage +had begun, to attend to such affairs, even if they knew how. + +Silvia grew pale. She had not expected to go before the spring, and +now all was arranged without a word being said to her, and she was to +go without saying good-bye to any one. + +Matteo's sharp eyes were watching her. "You will be ready to start at +seven o'clock," he said; "I must be back to-morrow night." + +"Yes, Matteo," she faltered, hesitated a moment, then ventured to add, +"I did not expect to go to soon." + +"And what of that?" he demanded roughly. "You were to go at the proper +time, and the proper time is to-morrow." + +She trembled, but ventured another word: "I should like to see my +confessor first." + +"He will come here this evening to see you," her brother replied: "I +have already talked with him. You have nothing else to do. Pepina will +pack your trunk while you are talking with the priest." + +Silvia had no more to say. She was bound hand and foot. Besides, she +was willing to go, she assured herself. It was her duty to obey her +parents, or the ones who stood in their place and had authority over +her. Matteo said she must go; therefore it was her duty to go, and she +was willing. + +But the willing girl looked very pale and walked about with a very +feeble step, and it was hard work to keep the tears that were every +moment rising to her eyes from falling over her cheeks. It was such a +pitiful face, indeed, that Father Teodoli, when he came just before +Ave Maria, asked if Silvia were ill. + +"She has had a toothache," Matteo said quickly, and gave his sister a +glance. + +"And what have you done for it, my child?" the priest asked kindly. + +"Nothing," Silvia faltered out. + +"I will leave you to give Silvia all the advice she needs," Matteo +said after the compliments of welcome were over. "I have to go down +the Lungara for men to work in the vineyard to-morrow. Silvia, come +and shut the door after me: there is too much draught here." + +Silvia followed her brother to the door, trembling for what he might +say or do. Well she knew that his command was given only that he might +have a chance to speak with her alone. + +"Mind what you say to your confessor," he whispered, grasping her arm +and speaking in her ear. "You are to be a nun: you wish to be, and you +are willing to set out to-morrow. Tell him no nonsense--do you +hear?--or it will be worse for you. I shall know every word you say. +If he asks if you had a toothache, say Yes. Do you hear?" + +"Yes, Matteo." + +She went back half fainting, and did as she had been commanded. If +there had been any little lurking impulse to beg for another week or +month, it died of fear. If she had any confession to make of other +wishes than those chosen for her, she postponed it. Matteo might be +behind the door listening, or in the next room or at the window. It +seemed to her that he could make himself invisible in order to keep +guard over her. + +So the priest talked a little, learned nothing, gave some advice, +recommended himself to her prayers, gave her his benediction, and +went. Then Pepina called her to see the trunk all packed with linen +that had been laid by for her for years, and Matteo, who had really +been lurking about the house, told her to go to bed, and himself +really went off this time to the Lungara. Pepina's lover came for her +to sit out on the doorstep with him, and Silvia was left alone. Nobody +cared for her. All had other interests, and they forgot her the moment +she was out of their sight. Worse, even: they wanted her to be for +ever out of their sight, that they might never have to think of her. + +But no: there was one who did not forget her--who would perhaps +now have heard that she was going away, and be waiting in the +mountain-path for her. She hastened to her room, locked the door and +went to the window. He made a gesture of haste, and she dropped the +ball down to him. This was not the second time that their conversation +had been held by means of a thread. Indeed, they had come to talk so +every night. At first it had been a few words only, and Silvia's +unconsciousness and her sincerity in her intention to follow her +mother's will had imposed silence on the young man. But little by +little he had ventured, and she had understood; and within the last +week there had been no concealments between them, though Silvia still +resisted all his prayers to change her resolution and brave her +brother. + +His first note was in her hands in a moment: + +"Is it possible that what I hear is true? I will not believe it: I +will not let you go." + +"Yes, and I must go," she wrote back. "I have to start at seven in the +morning. Dear Claudio, be resigned: there is no help for it." + +"Silvia, why will you persist in ruining your life and mine? It is a +sin. Say that you are too sick to go to-morrow. Stay in bed all day, +and by night I will have a rope-ladder for you to come down to me. We +can run away and hide somewhere." + +"I cannot. We could never hide from Matteo: he would find us out and +kill us both." + +"I will go to the Holy Father and tell him all. We could be in Rome +early in the morning if we should walk all night." + +"Matteo would hear us: he hears everything. We should never reach +Rome. He would find us wherever we might be hidden. If we were dead +and buried he would pull us out of the ground to stab us. I must go. +I have sinned in having so much intercourse with you. Be resigned, +Claudio. Be a good man, and we shall meet in heaven. The earth is a +terrible place: I am afraid of it. I want to shut myself up in the +convent and be at peace. I fear so much that I tremble all the time. +Say addio." + +"I cannot. Will you stay in bed to-morrow, and let me try if I cannot +go to Rome?" + +"Say addio, Claudio. I dare not stay here any longer: I hear some one +outside my door. I say addio to you now. I shall not drop the ball +again." + +She did not even draw it up again, for the thread caught on a nail in +the wall and broke. And at the same time there was a knock at her +door. + +"Silvia, why do you not go to bed?" Matteo called out: "I hear you +up." + +"I am going now," she made haste to answer, and in her terror threw +herself on the bed without undressing. She wondered if Matteo could +hear her heart beat through the wall or see how she was shaking. + +The next morning at seven o'clock Silvia and her brother took their +seats in the clumsy coach that goes from Monte Compatri to Rome +whenever there are passengers enough to fill it, and after confused +leavetakings from all but the one she wished most to see they set out. +Claudio was invisible. In fact, he had lain on the ground all night +beneath her window, and now, hidden in a tree, was watching the +winding road for an occasional glimpse of the carriage as it bore his +love away. + +The peasants of Italy, when they see the Milky Way stretching its +wavering, cloudy path across the sky, shining as if made up of the +footprints of innumerable saints, say that it is the road to +Jerusalem. The road to the New Jerusalem has no such pallid and +spiritual glory: its colors are those of life. No death but that of +martyrdom, with its rosy blood, waving palm-branch and golden crown, +is figured there. Life, and the joy of life, beauty so profuse that it +can afford to have a few blemishes like a slatternly Venus, and the +_dolce far niente_ of poverty that neither works nor starves,--they +lie all along the road. + +Silvia was young, and had all her life looked forward to this journey. +She could not be quite indifferent. She looked and listened, though +all the time her heart was heavy for Claudio. They reached the gate of +St. John Lateran just as all the bells began to ring for the noon +_Angelus_, and in fifteen minutes were at the Signora Fantini's door +and Silvia in the kind lady's arms. It seemed to the girl that she had +found her mother again. That this lady was more gracious, graceful, +kind and beautiful than her mother had ever been she would not think. +She was simply another mother. And when Matteo had gone away home +again, not too soon, and when, after a few days' sightseeing, the +signora, suspecting that the continued sadness of her young guest had +some other cause than separation from her brother and sister, sought +persistently and artfully to win her secret, Silvia told her all with +many tears. She was going to be a nun because her mother had said that +she must--and she was willing to be a nun--certainly she was willing. +But, for all that, if it could have been so, she would have been so +happy with Claudio, and she never should be quite happy without him. + +"Then you must not be a nun," the signora said decidedly. "The thing +is all wrong. You have no vocation. You should have said all this +before." + +For already the signora had taken Silvia to see the Superior at Monte +Cavallo, who had promised to receive the young novice in three weeks, +and had told her what work she could perform in the convent. "You are +not strong, I think," she had said, "but you can knit the stockings. +All have to work." + +And Monsignor Catinari, whose business it was to examine all +candidates for the conventual life, had held a long conversation with +her and gone away perfectly satisfied. + +But when the signora proposed to undo all this, Silvia was wild with +terror. No, no, she would be a nun. Her mother had said so, she wished +it, and Matteo would kill her if she should refuse. + +"Leave it all to me," the signora said, and laid her motherly hand on +the trembling little ones held out to her in entreaty. "We will look +out for that. Matteo shall not hurt you or Claudio. I am going to send +for Monsignor Catinari again, and you must tell him the truth this +time. And then we will see what can be done in the case. Don't look so +terrified, child. Do you think that Matteo rules the world?" + +Poor little Silvia could not be reassured, for to her other terrors +was now added Monsignor Catinari's possible wrath. To her, men were +objects of terror. The doctrine of masculine supremacy, so pitilessly +upheld in Italy, was exaggerated to her mind by her brother's +character; and though she believed that help was sometimes possible, +she also believed that it often came too late, as in the case of poor +Beatrice Cenci. They might stand between her and Matteo, but if he had +first killed her, what good would it do? She had a fixed idea that he +would kill her. + +Monsignor Catinari was indeed much provoked when the signora told him +the true story of the little novice. + +"Just see what creatures girls are!" he exclaimed. "How are we to know +if they have a vocation or not? That girl professed herself both +willing and desirous to be a nun." + +He did not scold Silvia, however. When he saw her pretty frightened +face his heart relented. "You have told me a good many lies, my +child," he said, "but I forgive you, since they were not intended in +malice. We will say no more about it. I learn from the signora that +this Claudio is a good young man, so the sooner you are married the +better. Cheer up: we will have you a bride by the first week of +November; and if Claudio has such a wonderful voice, he can make his +way in Rome." The reassurances of a man were more effectual than those +of a woman. + +"At last I believe! at last I fear no more!" Silvia cried, throwing +herself into the arms of the Signora Fantini when the Monsignor was +gone. "Oh how beautiful the earth is! how beautiful life is!" + +"We will then begin immediately to enjoy life," the signora replied. +"Collation is ready, and Nanna has bought us some of the most +delicious grapes. See how large and rich they are! One could almost +slice them. There! these black figs are like honey. Try one now, +before your soup. The macaroni that will be brought in presently was +made in the house--none of your Naples stuff, made nobody knows how or +by whom. What else Nanna has for us I cannot say. She was very secret +this morning, and I suspect that means rice-balls seasoned with +mushrooms and hashed giblets of turkey. She always becomes mysterious +when those are in preparation. Eat well, child, and get a little flesh +and color before Claudio comes." + +They made a merry breakfast, with the noon sun sending its golden +arrows through every tiniest chink of the closed shutters and an +almost summer heat reigning without. Then there was an hour of sleep, +then a drive to the Pincio to see all the notable people who came up +there to look at or speak to each other while the sun sank behind St. +Peter's. And in the evening after dinner they went to the housetop to +see the fireworks which were being displayed for some festa or other; +and later there was music, and then to bed. + +Life became an enchantment to the little bride-elect, as life in Italy +will become to any one who has not too heavy a cross to bear. For +peace in this beautiful land means delight, not merely the absence of +pain. How the sun shone! and how the fountains danced! What roses +bloomed everywhere! what fruits of Eden were everywhere piled! How +soft the speech was! and how sweet the smiles! And when it was +discovered that Silvia had a beautiful voice, so that she and Claudio +would be like a pair of birds together, then it seemed to her that a +nest of twigs on a tree-branch would be all that she could desire. + +They took her to see the pope on one of those days. It was as if they +had taken her to heaven. To her he was the soul of Rome, the reason +why Rome was; and when she saw his white figure against the scarlet +background of cardinals she remembered how Rome looked against the +rosy Campagna at sunset from her far-away window in Monte Compatri. + +"A little _sposa_, is she?" the pope said when Monsignor Catinari +presented her.--"I bless you, my child: wear this in memory of me." He +gave her a little gold medal from a tiny pocket at his side, laid his +hand on her head, and passed on. It was too much: she had to weep for +joy. + +Then, when the audience was over, they took her through the museum and +library, and some one gave her a bunch of roses out of the pope's +private garden, and she was put into a carriage and driven home, her +heart beating somewhere in her head, her feet winged and her eyes +dazzled. + +There was a rapturous letter from Claudio awaiting her, and by that +she knew that it was not all a dream. She rattled the paper in her +hands as she sat with her eyes shut, half dreaming, to make sure and +keep sure that she was not to wake up presently to bitterness. Claudio +would come to Rome in a week, and perhaps they would be married before +he should go back. There was no letter from Matteo. So much the +better. + +One golden day succeeded another, and Silvia changed from a lily to a +rose with marvellous rapidity. She was not a ruddy, full-leaved rose, +though, but like one of those delicate ones with clouds of red on them +and petals that only touch the calyx, as if they were wings and must +be free to move. She was slim and frail, and her color wavered, and +her head had a little droop, and her voice was low. She had always +been the stillest creature alive; and now, full of happiness as she +was, her feelings showed themselves in an uneasy stirring, like that +of a flower in which a bee has hidden itself. After the first outburst +she did not so much say that she was happy as breathe and look it. + +One noonday, when life seemed too beautiful to last, and they all sat +together after breakfast, the signora, her daughter and Silvia, too +contented to say a word, the door opened, and Matteo Guai came in with +a black, smileless face, and not the slightest salutation for his +sister. He had come to take Silvia home, he replied briefly to the +signora's compliments. She must be ready in an hour. The vintage was +suffering by his absence, and it was necessary that he should return +at once. + +Signora Fantini poured out the most voluble exclamations, prayers and +protests. She had forty engagements for Silvia. They had had only a +few days' visit from her, and she was to have stayed a month. They +would themselves accompany her to Monte Compatri later if it was +necessary that she should go. But, in fine, Monsignor Catinari did not +expect her to return. + +"I am the head of the family, and my sister has to obey me till she is +married," Matteo replied doggedly. "I suppose that Monsignor Catinari +will not deny that. The Church always supports the authority of the +master of the family." + +"Why, of course," the signora replied, rather confused by this +irresistible argument, "you have the right, and no one will resist +you. But as a favor now--" and the signora assumed her most coaxing +smile, and even advanced a plump white hand to touch Matteo's sleeve. + +She might as well have tried to bewitch and persuade the bronze +Augustus on the Capitoline Hill. + +"Things have changed since it was promised that Silvia should stay a +month with you," Matteo replied. "There is work at home for her to do. +Since she is not to be a nun, she must work. Let her be ready to start +in an hour: my carriage is waiting at the door. I am going out into +the piazza for a little while. I will send a man up for her trunk when +I am ready to start." + +Silvia uttered not a word. At sight of her brother she had sunk back +in her chair white and speechless. On hearing his voice she had closed +her eyes. + +He half turned to her before going out, looking at her out of the +corners of his evil eyes, a cold, strange smile wreathing his lips. +"So you are not going to be a nun?" he said. + +She did not respond. Only the quiver of her lowered eyelids and a +slight shiver told that she knew he was addressing her. + +Matteo went out, and the signora, at her wits' end, undertook to +encourage Silvia. There was no time to see Monsignor Catinari or to +appeal to any authority; and if there were, it would have availed +nothing perhaps. Almost any one would have said that the girl's +terrors were fanciful, and that it was quite natural her brother, who +would lose five hundred scudi by her change of purpose, should require +her to work as other girls of her condition worked. + +"Cheer up and go with him, _figlia mia_," she said, "and leave all to +me. I will see Monsignor Catinari this very evening, and post a letter +to you before I go to bed. If Matteo is unkind to you, we will have +you taken away from him at once. And, in any case, you shall be +married in a few weeks at the most, as Monsignor promised. Don't cry +so: don't say that you cannot go. I am sorry and vexed, my dear, but +I see no way but for you to go. Depend upon me. No harm shall come to +you. I will myself come to Monte Compatri within the week, and arrange +all for you. Besides, recollect that you will see Claudio: he is there +waiting for you. Perhaps you may see him this very evening." + +The Signora Fantini's efforts to cheer and reassure the sister were as +ineffectual as her efforts to persuade the brother had been. Silvia +submitted because she had no strength to resist. + +"O Madonna mia!" she kept murmuring, "he will kill me! he will kill +me! O Madonna mia! pray for me." + +When an Italian says that he will come back in an hour, you may look +for him after two hours. Matteo was no exception to the rule. It was +already mid-afternoon when the porter came up and said that Silvia's +brother was waiting for her below. + +The signora gave her a tumbler half full of _vin santo_, which she +kept for special occasions--a strong, delicious wine with the perfume +of a whole garden in it. "Drink every drop," she commanded: "it will +give you courage. You had better be a little tipsy than fainting away. +And put this bottle into your pocket to drink when you have need on +the way." + +More dead than alive, Silvia was placed in the little old-fashioned +carriage that Matteo had hired to come to Rome in, and her brother +took his seat beside her. The Signora Fantini and her daughter leaned +from the window, kissing their hands to her and shaking their +handkerchiefs as long as she was in sight. And as long as she was in +sight they saw her pale face turned backward, looking at them. Then +the tawny stone of a church-corner hid her from their eyes for ever. + +Who knows or can guess what that drive was? The two passed through +Frascati, and Matteo stopped to speak to an acquaintance there. They +drove around Monte Porzio, and Matteo stopped again, to buy a glass of +wine and some figs. He offered some to his sister, but she shook her +head. + +"She is sleepy," her brother said to the man of whom he had bought. +"Give me another tumbler of wine: it isn't bad." + +"It is the last barrel I have of the vintage of two years ago," the +man replied. "It was a good vintage. If the signorina would take a +drop she would sleep the better. Besides, the night is coming on and +there is a chill in the air." + +Silvia opened her eyes and made the little horizontal motion with her +forefinger which in Italy means no. + +"She will sleep well enough," Matteo said, and drove on. + +Night was coming on, and they had no more towns to pass--only a bit +more of lonely level road and the lonely road that wound to and fro up +the mountain-side. At the best, they could not reach home before ten +o'clock. The road went to and fro--sometimes open, to give a view of +the Campagna and the Sabine Mountains, and Soracte swimming in a +lustrous dimness on the horizon; sometimes shut in closely by trees, +that made it almost black in spite of the moon. For the moon was low +and gave but little light, being but a crescent as yet. There was a +shooting star now and then, breaking out like a rocket with a trail of +sparks or slipping small and pallid across the sky. + +One of these latter might have been poor Silvia's soul slipping away +from the earth. It went out there somewhere on the mountain-side. +Matteo said the carriage tilted, and she, being asleep, fell out +before he could prevent. Her temple struck a sharp rock, and Claudio +missed his bride. + +He had to keep quiet about it, though. What could he prove? what could +any one prove? Where knives are sharp and people mind their own +business, or express their opinions only by a shrug of the shoulders +and a grimace, how is a poor boy, how is even a rich man or a rich +woman, to come at the truth in such a case? 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Stories by American Authors, Volume 2 + +Author: Various + +Release Date: January 24, 2010 [EBook #31064] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES BY AMERICAN AUTHORS, VOL 2 *** + + + + +Produced by D Alexander, Juliet Sutherland and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<p class="front1"><span style="margin-left: 5em;">Stories by</span></p> +<p class="front2"><span style="margin-right: 5em;">American Authors</span></p> + +<h3>VOLUME II</h3> + +<p class="gap"> </p> + +<div class="centered"> +<table border="0" width="80%" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="1" summary="CONTENTS"> + +<tr> +<td align="left"><a href="#Page_5"><i>THE TRANSFERRED GHOST</i></a></td> +<td class="bl" align="center"> </td> +<td align="left"><a href="#A_DINNER-PARTY"><i>A DINNER-PARTY</i></a></td></tr> + +<tr> +<td align="right"><small>BY FRANK R. STOCKTON</small></td> +<td class="bl" align="center"> </td> +<td align="right"><small>BY JOHN EDDY</small></td></tr> + +<tr> +<td align="left"><a href="#A_MARTYR_TO_SCIENCE"><i>A MARTYR TO SCIENCE</i></a></td> +<td class="bl" align="center"> </td> +<td align="left"><a href="#THE_MOUNT_OF_SORROW"><i>THE MOUNT OF SORROW</i></a></td></tr> + +<tr> +<td align="right"><small>BY MARY PUTNAM JACOBI, M. D.</small></td> +<td class="bl" align="center"> </td> +<td align="right"><small>BY HARRIET PRESCOTT SPOFFORD</small></td></tr> + +<tr> +<td align="left"><a href="#MRS_KNOLLYS"><i>MRS. KNOLLYS</i></a></td> +<td class="bl" align="center"> </td> +<td align="left"><a href="#SISTER_SILVIA"><i>SISTER SILVIA</i></a></td></tr> + +<tr> +<td align="right"><small>BY J. S. OF DALE, AUTHOR OF “GUERNDALE”</small></td> +<td class="bl" align="center"> </td> +<td align="right"><small>BY MARY AGNES TINCKER</small></td></tr> + +</table></div> + +<p class="gap"> </p> + +<h4>NEW YORK</h4> +<h3>CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS</h3> +<h4>1896</h4> + +<hr class="large" /> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright, 1884, by</span> <br /> +CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS</p> + +<hr class="large" /> +<div class="centerbox bbox"><small><sup>*</sup><sub>*</sub><sup>*</sup></small> <i>The Stories in this Volume are protected by +copyright, and are printed here by authority of the authors or their +representatives.</i></div> + +<hr class="large" /> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 276px;"> +<img src="images/frontis.jpg" width="276" height="500" alt="Frank R. Stockton" title="" /> +</div> + +<hr class="large" /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p><h2>THE TRANSFERRED GHOST.</h2> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">By Frank R. Stockton.</span></p> + +<p class="center">⁂ <i>Century Magazine, May, 1882.</i></p> + +<p class="n"><span style="float:left;font-size:50px;line-height:32px;padding-top:2px;padding-bottom:1px;">T</span><span style="margin-left:0%;">he</span> country residence of Mr. John Hinckman was a delightful place to +me, for many reasons. It was the abode of a genial, though somewhat +impulsive, hospitality. It had broad, smooth-shaven lawns and towering +oaks and elms; there were bosky shades at several points, and not far +from the house there was a little rill spanned by a rustic bridge with +the bark on; there were fruits and flowers, pleasant people, chess, +billiards, rides, walks, and fishing. These were great attractions, +but none of them, nor all of them together, would have been sufficient +to hold me to the place very long. I had been invited for the trout +season, but should, probably, have finished my visit early in the +summer had it not been that upon fair days, when the grass was dry, +and the sun not too hot, and there was but little wind, there strolled +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span>beneath the lofty elms, or passed lightly through the bosky shades, +the form of my Madeline.</p> + +<p>This lady was not, in very truth, my Madeline. She had never given +herself to me, nor had I, in any way, acquired possession of her. But +as I considered her possession the only sufficient reason for the +continuance of my existence, I called her, in my reveries, mine. It +may have been that I would not have been obliged to confine the use of +this possessive pronoun to my reveries had I confessed the state of my +feelings to the lady.</p> + +<p>But this was an unusually difficult thing to do. Not only did I dread, +as almost all lovers dread, taking the step which would in an instant +put an end to that delightful season which may be termed the +ante-interrogatory period of love, and which might at the same time +terminate all intercourse or connection with the object of my passion; +but I was, also, dreadfully afraid of John Hinckman. This gentleman +was a good friend of mine, but it would have required a bolder man +than I was at that time to ask him for the gift of his niece, who was +the head of his household, and, according to his own frequent +statement, the main prop of his declining years. Had Madeline +acquiesced in my general views on the subject, I might have felt +encouraged to open the matter to Mr. Hinckman, but, as I said before, +I had never asked her whether or not she would be mine. I thought of +these things at all hours of the day and night, particularly the +latter.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span></p><p>I was lying awake one night, in the great bed in my spacious chamber, +when, by the dim light of the new moon, which partially filled the +room, I saw John Hinckman standing by a large chair near the door. I +was very much surprised at this for two reasons. In the first place, +my host had never before come into my room, and, in the second place, +he had gone from home that morning, and had not expected to return for +several days. It was for this reason that I had been able that evening +to sit much later than usual with Madeline on the moonlit porch. The +figure was certainly that of John Hinckman in his ordinary dress, but +there was a vagueness and indistinctness about it which presently +assured me that it was a ghost. Had the good old man been murdered? +and had his spirit come to tell me of the deed, and to confide to me +the protection of his dear——? My heart fluttered at what I was +about to think, but at this instant the figure spoke.</p> + +<p>“Do you know,” he said, with a countenance that indicated anxiety, “if +Mr. Hinckman will return to-night?”</p> + +<p>I thought it well to maintain a calm exterior, and I answered:</p> + +<p>“We do not expect him.”</p> + +<p>“I am glad of that,” said he, sinking into the chair by which he +stood. “During the two years and a half that I have inhabited this +house, that man has never before been away for a single night. You +can’t imagine the relief it gives me.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span></p><p>And as he spoke he stretched out his legs and leaned back in the +chair. His form became less vague, and the colors of his garments more +distinct and evident, while an expression of gratified relief +succeeded to the anxiety of his countenance.</p> + +<p>“Two years and a half!” I exclaimed. “I don’t understand you.”</p> + +<p>“It is fully that length of time,” said the ghost, “since I first came +here. Mine is not an ordinary case. But before I say anything more +about it, let me ask you again if you are sure Mr. Hinckman will not +return to-night?”</p> + +<p>“I am as sure of it as I can be of anything,” I answered. “He left +to-day for Bristol, two hundred miles away.”</p> + +<p>“Then I will go on,” said the ghost, “for I am glad to have the +opportunity of talking to some one who will listen to me; but if John +Hinckman should come in and catch me here, I should be frightened out +of my wits.”</p> + +<p>“This is all very strange,” I said, greatly puzzled by what I had +heard. “Are you the ghost of Mr. Hinckman?”</p> + +<p>This was a bold question, but my mind was so full of other emotions +that there seemed to be no room for that of fear.</p> + +<p>“Yes, I am his ghost,” my companion replied, ”and yet I have no right +to be. And this is what makes me so uneasy, and so much afraid of him. +It is a strange story, and, I truly believe, without precedent. Two +years and a half ago, John <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span>Hinckman was dangerously ill in this very +room. At one time he was so far gone that he was really believed to be +dead. It was in consequence of too precipitate a report in regard to +this matter that I was, at that time, appointed to be his ghost. +Imagine my surprise and horror, sir, when, after I had accepted the +position and assumed its responsibilities, that old man revived, +became convalescent, and eventually regained his usual health. My +situation was now one of extreme delicacy and embarrassment. I had no +power to return to my original unembodiment, and I had no right to be +the ghost of a man who was not dead. I was advised by my friends to +quietly maintain my position, and was assured that, as John Hinckman +was an elderly man, it could not be long before I could rightfully +assume the position for which I had been selected. But I tell you, +sir,” he continued, with animation, “the old fellow seems as vigorous +as ever, and I have no idea how much longer this annoying state of +things will continue. I spend my time trying to get out of that old +man’s way. I must not leave this house, and he seems to follow me +everywhere. I tell you, sir, he haunts me.”</p> + +<p>“That is truly a queer state of things,” I remarked. “But why are you +afraid of him? He couldn’t hurt you.”</p> + +<p>“Of course he couldn’t,” said the ghost. “But his very presence is a +shock and terror to me. Imagine, sir, how you would feel if my case +were yours.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span></p><p>I could not imagine such a thing at all. I simply shuddered.</p> + +<p>“And if one must be a wrongful ghost at all,” the apparition +continued, “it would be much pleasanter to be the ghost of some man +other than John Hinckman. There is in him an irascibility of temper, +accompanied by a facility of invective, which is seldom met with. And +what would happen if he were to see me, and find out, as I am sure he +would, how long and why I had inhabited his house, I can scarcely +conceive. I have seen him in his bursts of passion, and, although he +did not hurt the people he stormed at any more than he would hurt me, +they seemed to shrink before him.”</p> + +<p>All this I knew to be very true. Had it not been for this peculiarity +of Mr. Hinckman, I might have been more willing to talk to him about +his niece.</p> + +<p>“I feel sorry for you,” I said, for I really began to have a +sympathetic feeling toward this unfortunate apparition. “Your case is +indeed a hard one. It reminds me of those persons who have had +doubles, and I suppose a man would often be very angry indeed when he +found that there was another being who was personating himself.”</p> + +<p>“Oh, the cases are not similar at all,” said the ghost. “A double or +doppelganger lives on the earth with a man, and, being exactly like +him, he makes all sorts of trouble, of course. It is very different +with me. I am not here to live with Mr. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span>Hinckman. I am here to take +his place. Now, it would make John Hinckman very angry if he knew +that. Don’t you know it would?”</p> + +<p>I assented promptly.</p> + +<p>“Now that he is away I can be easy for a little while,” continued the +ghost, “and I am so glad to have an opportunity of talking to you. I +have frequently come into your room, and watched you while you slept, +but did not dare to speak to you for fear that if you talked with me +Mr. Hinckman would hear you, and come into the room to know why you +were talking to yourself.”</p> + +<p>“But would he not hear you?” I asked.</p> + +<p>“Oh, no,” said the other, “there are times when any one may see me, +but no one hears me except the person to whom I address myself.”</p> + +<p>“But why did you wish to speak to me?” I asked.</p> + +<p>“Because,” replied the ghost, “I like occasionally to talk to people, +and especially to some one like yourself, whose mind is so troubled +and perturbed that you are not likely to be frightened by a visit from +one of us. But I particularly wanted to ask you to do me a favor. +There is every probability, so far as I can see, that John Hinckman +will live a long time, and my situation is becoming insupportable. My +great object at present is to get myself transferred, and I think that +you may, perhaps, be of use to me.”</p> + +<p>“Transferred!” I exclaimed. “What do you mean by that?”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p><p>“What I mean,” said the other, “is this: Now that I have started on my +career I have got to be the ghost of somebody; and I want to be the +ghost of a man who is really dead.”</p> + +<p>“I should think that would be easy enough,” I said. “Opportunities +must continually occur.”</p> + +<p>“Not at all! not at all!” said my companion, quickly. “You have no +idea what a rush and pressure there is for situations of this kind. +Whenever a vacancy occurs, if I may express myself in that way, there +are crowds of applications for the ghostship.”</p> + +<p>“I had no idea that such a state of things existed,” I said, becoming +quite interested in the matter. “There ought to be some regular +system, or order of precedence, by which you could all take your turns +like customers in a barber’s shop.”</p> + +<p>“Oh dear, that would never do at all!” said the other. “Some of us +would have to wait forever. There is always a great rush whenever a +good ghostship offers itself—while, as you know, there are some +positions that no one would care for. And it was in consequence of my +being in too great a hurry on an occasion of the kind that I got +myself into my present disagreeable predicament, and I have thought +that it might be possible that you would help me out of it. You might +know of a case where an opportunity for a ghostship was not generally +expected, but which might present itself at any moment. If you would +give <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span>me a short notice, I know I could arrange for a transfer.”</p> + +<p>“What do you mean?” I exclaimed. “Do you want me to commit suicide? Or +to undertake a murder for your benefit?”</p> + +<p>“Oh, no, no, no!” said the other, with a vapory smile. “I mean nothing +of that kind. To be sure, there are lovers who are watched with +considerable interest, such persons having been known, in moments of +depression, to offer very desirable ghostships, but I did not think of +anything of that kind in connection with you. You were the only person +I cared to speak to, and I hoped that you might give me some +information that would be of use; and, in return, I shall be very glad +to help you in your love affair.”</p> + +<p>“You seem to know that I have such an affair,” I said.</p> + +<p>“Oh, yes,” replied the other, with a little yawn. “I could not be here +so much as I have been without knowing all about that.”</p> + +<p>There was something horrible in the idea of Madeline and myself having +been watched by a ghost, even, perhaps, when we wandered together in +the most delightful and bosky places. But, then, this was quite an +exceptional ghost, and I could not have the objections to him which +would ordinarily arise in regard to beings of his class.</p> + +<p>“I must go now,” said the ghost, rising, “but I will see you somewhere +to-morrow night. And remember—you help me, and I’ll help you.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span></p><p>I had doubts the next morning as to the propriety of telling Madeline +anything about this interview, and soon convinced myself that I must +keep silent on the subject. If she knew there was a ghost about the +house she would probably leave the place instantly. I did not mention +the matter, and so regulated my demeanor that I am quite sure Madeline +never suspected what had taken place. For some time I had wished that +Mr. Hinckman would absent himself, for a day at least, from the +premises. In such case I thought I might more easily nerve myself up +to the point of speaking to Madeline on the subject of our future +collateral existence, and, now that the opportunity for such speech +had really occurred, I did not feel ready to avail myself of it. What +would become of me if she refused me?</p> + +<p>I had an idea, however, that the lady thought that, if I were going to +speak at all, this was the time. She must have known that certain +sentiments were afloat within me, and she was not unreasonable in her +wish to see the matter settled one way or the other. But I did not +feel like taking a bold step in the dark. If she wished me to ask her +to give herself to me, she ought to offer me some reason to suppose +that she would make the gift. If I saw no probability of such +generosity, I would prefer that things should remain as they were.</p> + +<hr class="medium" /> + +<p>That evening I was sitting with Madeline in the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span>moonlit porch. It was +nearly ten o’clock, and ever since supper-time I had been working +myself up to the point of making an avowal of my sentiments. I had not +positively determined to do this, but wished gradually to reach the +proper point when, if the prospect looked bright, I might speak. My +companion appeared to understand the situation—at least, I imagined +that the nearer I came to a proposal the more she seemed to expect it. +It was certainly a very critical and important epoch in my life. If I +spoke, I should make myself happy or miserable forever, and if I did +not speak I had every reason to believe that the lady would not give +me another chance to do so.</p> + +<p>Sitting thus with Madeline, talking a little, and thinking very hard +over these momentous matters, I looked up and saw the ghost, not a +dozen feet away from us. He was sitting on the railing of the porch, +one leg thrown up before him, the other dangling down as he leaned +against a post. He was behind Madeline, but almost in front of me, as +I sat facing the lady. It was fortunate that Madeline was looking out +over the landscape, for I must have appeared very much startled. The +ghost had told told me that he would see me some time this night, but +I did not think he would make his appearance when I was in the company +of Madeline. If she should see the spirit of her uncle, I could not +answer for the consequences. I made no exclamation, but the ghost +evidently saw that I was troubled.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span></p><p>“Don’t be afraid,” he said—“I shall not let her see me; and she +cannot hear me speak unless I address myself to her, which I do not +intend to do.”</p> + +<p>I suppose I looked grateful.</p> + +<p>“So you need not trouble yourself about that,” the ghost continued; +“but it seems to me that you are not getting along very well with your +affair. If I were you, I should speak out without waiting any longer. +You will never have a better chance. You are not likely to be +interrupted; and, so far as I can judge, the lady seems disposed to +listen to you favorably; that is, if she ever intends to do so. There +is no knowing when John Hinckman will go away again; certainly not +this summer. If I were in your place, I should never dare to make love +to Hinckman’s niece if he were anywhere about the place. If he should +catch any one offering himself to Miss Madeline, he would then be a +terrible man to encounter.”</p> + +<p>I agreed perfectly to all this.</p> + +<p>“I cannot bear to think of him!” I ejaculated aloud.</p> + +<p>“Think of whom?” asked Madeline, turning quickly toward me.</p> + +<p>Here was an awkward situation. The long speech of the ghost, to which +Madeline paid no attention, but which I heard with perfect +distinctness, had made me forget myself.</p> + +<p>It was necessary to explain quickly. Of course, it would not do to +admit that it was of her dear <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span>uncle that I was speaking; and so I +mentioned hastily the first name I thought of.</p> + +<p>“Mr. Vilars,” I said.</p> + +<p>This statement was entirely correct, for I never could bear to think +of Mr. Vilars, who was a gentleman who had, at various times, paid +much attention to Madeline.</p> + +<p>“It is wrong for you to speak in that way of Mr. Vilars,” she said. +“He is a remarkably well-educated and sensible young man, and has very +pleasant manners. He expects to be elected to the legislature this +fall, and I should not be surprised if he made his mark. He will do +well in a legislative body, for whenever Mr. Vilars has anything to +say he knows just how and when to say it.”</p> + +<p>This was spoken very quietly, and without any show of resentment, +which was all very natural, for if Madeline thought at all favorably +of me she could not feel displeased that I should have disagreeable +emotions in regard to a possible rival. The concluding words contained +a hint which I was not slow to understand. I felt very sure that if +Mr. Vilars were in my present position he would speak quickly enough.</p> + +<p>“I know it is wrong to have such ideas about a person,” I said, “but I +cannot help it.”</p> + +<p>The lady did not chide me, and after this she seemed even in a softer +mood. As for me, I felt considerably annoyed, for I had not wished to +admit that any thought of Mr. Vilars had ever occupied my mind.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span></p><p>“You should not speak aloud that way,” said the ghost, “or you may get +yourself into trouble. I want to see everything go well with you, +because then you may be disposed to help me, especially if I should +chance to be of any assistance to you, which I hope I shall be.”</p> + +<p>I longed to tell him that there was no way in which he could help me +so much as by taking his instant departure. To make love to a young +lady with a ghost sitting on the railing near by, and that ghost the +apparition of a much-dreaded uncle, the very idea of whom in such a +position and at such a time made me tremble, was a difficult, if not +an impossible, thing to do; but I forbore to speak, although I may +have looked my mind.</p> + +<p>“I suppose,” continued the ghost, “that you have not heard anything +that might be of advantage to me. Of course, I am very anxious to +hear, but if you have anything to tell me, I can wait until you are +alone. I will come to you to-night in your room, or I will stay here +until the lady goes away.”</p> + +<p>“You need not wait here,” I said; “I have nothing at all to say to +you.”</p> + +<p>Madeline sprang to her feet, her face flushed and her eyes ablaze.</p> + +<p>“Wait here!” she cried. “What do you suppose I am waiting for? Nothing +to say to me indeed!—I should think so! What should you have to say +to me?”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span></p><p>“Madeline,” I exclaimed, stepping toward her, “let me explain.”</p> + +<p>But she had gone.</p> + +<p>Here was the end of the world for me! I turned fiercely to the ghost.</p> + +<p>“Wretched existence!” I cried. “You have ruined everything. You have +blackened my whole life. Had it not been for you——”</p> + +<p>But here my voice faltered. I could say no more.</p> + +<p>“You wrong me,” said the ghost. “I have not injured you. I have tried +only to encourage and assist you, and it is your own folly that has +done this mischief. But do not despair. Such mistakes as these can be +explained. Keep up a brave heart. Good-by.”</p> + +<p>And he vanished from the railing like a bursting soap-bubble.</p> + +<p>I went gloomily to bed, but I saw no apparitions that night except +those of despair and misery which my wretched thoughts called up. The +words I had uttered had sounded to Madeline like the basest insult. Of +course, there was only one interpretation she could put upon them.</p> + +<p>As to explaining my ejaculations, that was impossible. I thought the +matter over and over again as I lay awake that night, and I determined +that I would never tell Madeline the facts of the case. It would be +better for me to suffer all my life than for her to know that the +ghost of her uncle haunted the house. Mr. Hinckman was away, and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span>if +she knew of his ghost she could not be made to believe that he was not +dead. She might not survive the shock! No, my heart could bleed, but I +would never tell her.</p> + +<p>The next day was fine, neither too cool nor too warm; the breezes were +gentle, and nature smiled. But there were no walks or rides with +Madeline. She seemed to be much engaged during the day, and I saw but +little of her. When we met at meals she was polite, but very quiet and +reserved. She had evidently determined on a course of conduct, and had +resolved to assume that, although I had been very rude to her, she did +not understand the import of my words. It would be quite proper, of +course, for her not to know what I meant by my expressions of the +night before.</p> + +<p>I was downcast and wretched, and said but little, and the only bright +streak across the black horizon of my woe was the fact that she did +not appear to be happy, although she affected an air of unconcern. The +moonlit porch was deserted that evening, but wandering about the house +I found Madeline in the library alone. She was reading, but I went in +and sat down near her. I felt that, although I could not do so fully, +I must in a measure explain my conduct of the night before. She +listened quietly to a somewhat labored apology I made for the words I +had used.</p> + +<p>“I have not the slightest idea what you meant,” she said, “but you +were very rude.”</p> + +<p>I earnestly disclaimed any intention of rudeness, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span>and assured her, +with a warmth of speech that must have made some impression upon her, +that rudeness to her would be an action impossible to me. I said a +great deal upon the subject, and implored her to believe that if it +were not for a certain obstacle I could speak to her so plainly that +she would understand everything.</p> + +<p>She was silent for a time, and then she said, rather more kindly, I +thought, than she had spoken before:</p> + +<p>“Is that obstacle in any way connected with my uncle?”</p> + +<p>“Yes,” I answered, after a little hesitation, “it is, in a measure, +connected with him.”</p> + +<p>She made no answer to this, and sat looking at her book, but not +reading. From the expression of her face, I thought she was somewhat +softened toward me. She knew her uncle as well as I did, and she may +have been thinking that, if he were the obstacle that prevented my +speaking (and there were many ways in which he might be that +obstacle), my position would be such a hard one that it would excuse +some wildness of speech and eccentricity of manner. I saw, too, that +the warmth of my partial explanations had had some effect on her, and +I began to believe that it might be a good thing for me to speak my +mind without delay. No matter how she should receive my proposition, +my relations with her could not be worse than they had been the +previous night and day, and there was something in her face which +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span>encouraged me to hope that she might forget my foolish exclamations +of the evening before if I began to tell her my tale of love.</p> + +<p>I drew my chair a little nearer to her, and as I did so the ghost +burst into the room from the doorway behind her. I say burst, although +no door flew open and he made no noise. He was wildly excited, and +waved his arms above his head. The moment I saw him, my heart fell +within me. With the entrance of that impertinent apparition, every +hope fled from me. I could not speak while he was in the room.</p> + +<p>I must have turned pale, and I gazed steadfastly at the ghost, almost +without seeing Madeline, who sat between us.</p> + +<p>“Do you know,” he cried, “that John Hinckman is coming up the hill? He +will be here in fifteen minutes, and if you are doing anything in the +way of love-making, you had better hurry it up. But this is not what I +came to tell you. I have glorious news! At last I am transferred! Not +forty minutes ago a Russian nobleman was murdered by the Nihilists. +Nobody ever thought of him in connection with an immediate ghostship. +My friends instantly applied for the situation for me, and obtained my +transfer. I am off before that horrid Hinckman comes up the hill. The +moment I reach my new position, I shall put off this hated semblance. +Good-by. You can’t imagine how glad I am to be, at last, the real +ghost of somebody.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span></p><p>“Oh!” I cried, rising to my feet and stretching out my arms in utter +wretchedness, “I would to heaven you were mine!”</p> + +<p>“I <i>am</i> yours,” said Madeline, raising to me her tearful eyes.</p> + +<hr class="large" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="A_MARTYR_TO_SCIENCE" id="A_MARTYR_TO_SCIENCE"></a>A MARTYR TO SCIENCE.</h2> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">By Mary Putnam Jacobi, M.D.</span></p> + +<p class="center">⁂ <i>Putnam’s Magazine, August, 1869.</i></p> + +<p class="n"><span style="float:left;font-size:50px;line-height:32px;padding-top:2px;padding-bottom:1px;">M</span><span style="margin-left:0%;">y</span> brief residence at Rome sufficed to destroy my illusions.</p> + +<p>A Frenchman, a student of medicine, I had, nevertheless, remained an +ardent disciple of Catholicism,—the faith in which I had been brought +up by a devout mother. She was an Italian, and from her I had +inherited an intense, passionate nature, and capacity for belief, +which my father’s nationality failed to neutralize. From him, on the +other hand, I had received my education, my profession, and a certain +large habit of thought, which, disdaining all lesser interests, +personal or national, occupied itself exclusively with themes of +universal humanity. This habit, extremely characteristic of French +intellect, concurred,—perhaps as much as anything else,—in making me +an ultra-montanist. As an Italian, I believed in the Church with +ardor,—because <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span>I believed; as a Frenchman, I demanded a church +universal, as alone worthy of attaching my belief. The cause of the +Pope was for me identified with the spiritual cause of the world, and +the lukewarmness of so-called Liberal Catholics enraged me. I could +understand the opposition of materialists, of atheists, or even +Protestants. These all occupied a radically different base, and their +eyes were turned toward a different horizon. But that a man could face +Truth, and voluntarily scrimp his vision to a miserable corner of her +robe,—could embrace a principle coldly, with the mere touch of a +distant finger,—could pause to balance motives, and haggle over the +price of devotion,—this was as incomprehensible to me as repugnant. +My own sentiments were equally incomprehensible to the society by +which I was surrounded, and the opposition which I constantly +encountered served not a little to rivet my convictions, and fan my +enthusiasm to passion.</p> + +<p>My father died almost immediately after launching me on my medical +career,—and my darling mother, two years later. In my unutterable +loneliness, I lost all heart for my studies, and breaking away from +école and hospitals, wandered in Italy, seeking to quench a quenchless +grief. There I married an Italian girl, whose hair and eyes reminded +me of my mother, but who expended on the dream of Italian unity such +enthusiasm as my mother had lavished for the temporal power of the +Pope. I think I was unconsciously attracted by <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span>this very difference. +Valeria’s opposition to the Pope was so serious and whole-souled, that +it seemed to invest his cause with new dignity, and in argument with +her I acquired increased respect for my own theories and for myself as +capable of sustaining them. Moreover, at the very moment that our +intellects were most at variance, we were each conscious of a subtle +sympathy of nature; we were animated by the same feeling, though +working in different directions. Her antagonism, therefore, never +irritated me, but,—when the more profound union had once been +established,—fascinated me by a peculiar charm, and led me, by a +healthful transition, back to the ruder antagonisms of practical life. +For, deprived of the support of my mother’s lofty confidence, and in +the weakness following excessive sorrow, I had begun to secretly +despair of an ideal, which seemed buried in her all-devouring grave. +At the same time I clung to it the more intensely, precisely because +it seemed unattainable,—from a sort of morbid craving for whatever +had become as unattainable as my mother’s presence. I loathed action, +even for the realization of my dreams, and over-concentrated thought +threatened to degenerate into a sickly reverie that should presently +exhaust the forces of my life, like an unnaturally prolonged sleep. +New influence added in this direction might have driven me insane, +while the diversion afforded by Valeria’s counter-enthusiasm and the +necessity of making an active defence of my own, roused me, and +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span>brought back the blood to the surface of my life. It was, therefore, +partly an instinct of self-preservation which led me to Valeria,—and +she saved me—my noble wife saved me for other destinies.</p> + +<p>We returned to Paris, where I resumed and completed my medical +studies, and I had just graduated when the war broke out in Italy.</p> + +<p>Four happy, healthful years had completely restored my mental +equilibrium. I was no longer an extravagant fanatic, prepared for a +cloister or a crusade, but still a tolerably ardent ultra-montanist, +pivoted upon the theory of the temporal power of the Pope. Valeria’s +influence, in modifying the superficial exuberance of my enthusiasm, +had only rendered its energy more practical, more eager for an +opportunity to incarnate its ideal in vigorous facts. Now the +opportunity had arrived, and the enthusiasm blazed forth afresh; all +interests, all consciousness of other ties were absorbed in devotion +to the Church of which I felt myself a not unimportant member. My +fortune, my time, my life, were all too little to place at its +disposal, and I hastened to enrol myself on the medical staff of a +regiment of Papal Zouaves. Valeria, who had always reasoned against my +theories, was too consistent herself to oppose me in putting them into +practice, but she insisted on accompanying me to Italy. We parted at +Civita Vecchia, I to go to Rome, she, with our two children, to +Naples, where her family had formerly resided. She wrote to me every +day, but after <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span>several weeks came a blank of three days without a +letter. At the same moment arrived the news that the cholera was +raging at Naples—news which rendered most ominous this sudden +interruption of the correspondence. I obtained leave of absence and +hurried south, to learn that my wife and babies were dead—fallen +among the very first victims of the pestilence.</p> + +<p>Stunned and heart-sick, I returned to Rome, anxious to devote myself +to the cause with the more desperate earnestness that it was the only +living interest left to me in the world. I arrived just before the +battle of Montana, and regretted that fortune had not assigned me a +rôle among the soldiers of the cross, among those who might embrace a +welcome death, in exchange for the glory of serving the Church. +Resolved to approach this honor as nearly as possible, I contrived to +obtain an appointment in the ambulance corps, and accompanied the +troops to the field. I have no distinct recollection of that day,—the +third after Valeria’s funeral,—and which, as my first experience of a +battle, assumed to me the magnificent proportions of an Austerlitz or +Waterloo. I only know that, intoxicated by the novel excitement of the +scene, perhaps by the mere smell of the gun-powder, I forgot the +duties to which I was assigned, snatched a musket from a Zouave who +had just expired at my feet, and rushed into the heart of the +conflict. I received a slight wound in the forehead, staggered, fell, +and fainted away. I suppose <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span>I must, at the same time, have received +the shock from a larger ball than that which grazed my temple, and +experienced some concussion of the brain, for I did not fully recover +consciousness until I had been transported to the military hospital.</p> + +<p>Here I stayed a week, and came, for the first time, into near contact +with my fellow-defenders of the faith. The contact, instead of +warming, chilled me inexplicably. Instead of belief, I discovered +scepticism; instead of enthusiasm, persiflage and eternal quizzing, +intolerable in professed martyrs to a sacred cause.</p> + +<p>“Que voulez-vous?” they said, shrugging their shoulders at my +indignant remonstrances. “The ass who carries all his panniers on the +same side stumbles on his own nose. To each man his business; those +who believe, don’t fight; and we who fight cannot be expected to +believe.”</p> + +<p>I was surprised to find that my own loyalty became affected by this +indifference, much more than by any influence to which I had hitherto +been submitted. Others had sneered because they did not know; but +these men precisely because they knew too well. The cause which +depended so exclusively upon their bravado was belittled in their own +eyes, and presently in mine also. I felt somewhat ashamed of the drops +of blood I had lavished so heroically at Montana, and when the +gazettes began to flourish the fame of the victory, repeat the dying +speeches of fallen braves, and enrol <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span>rascally Zouaves on saintly +calendars, I could have blushed in the dark—everywhere a little +martyrdom, a little battle, and innumerable little apotheoses. I began +to doubt the greatness of the cause made up of such infinitesimals. It +is easy to serve ideas in which we have ceased to heartily believe, +but it is impossible to fight for those that have become to us the +least in the world ridiculous. Perhaps Valeria’s death had +unconsciously disheartened me for an enterprise which had been, +however remotely, its occasion. Perhaps many of her words, whose force +I had successfully resisted during her lifetime, now re echoed from +her grave with more profound significance. But it is certain that, for +the first time, I wavered in affection for my life-long ideal. Alarmed +at myself, and determined, if possible, to reinvigorate my failing +faith, I went back to Rome, trusting that the Holy City would inspire +me afresh. Appointed to a civil office of considerable importance, I +was soon introduced into the midst of the Papal Court, and behind the +scenes of the magnificent theatrical display that had so long dazzled +my imagination. I was initiated into the shameful mysteries of cabal +and intrigue, and taught the precious secrets of Pope and Cardinals. +On every side I saw falsehood, treachery, and duplicity welcomed as +the ablest servitors of truth, the grandest professions assumed as an +excuse for the most vulgar villainy, ambition glozed over by degrading +humility, and sensuality all the more disgusting from the saintly +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span>robes in which it was paraded and but half concealed. My faith, +already enfeebled, died of rapid decline, stifled by these monstrous +fooleries. Disenchanted, revolted, disgusted, I resigned my position, +and abandoned the Pope and his cause forever.</p> + +<p>I did not, therefore, enlist under Garibaldi. A tenacious loyalty to +the memory of ideas I had once served would always prevent me from +more actively attacking them, or from desecrating their graves. +Moreover, the revulsion of feeling consequent upon my disillusion was +so tremendous, that I was swept entirely out of the region of the +questions at issue, and both sides became indifferent to me, both +camps dim and shadowy in the distance.</p> + +<p>I returned, therefore, to France, and settled down in a remote corner +of the provinces, to exercise my profession as a country physician. +After the accumulated anguish of the last few months, the quiet +dulness of the place was infinitely grateful to me. I was like a +bruised swimmer, tossed upon a monotonous sandbank, who only asks to +be left there in peace, until long repose has rested the aching limbs, +and blunted the harrowing recollections of the shipwreck. The +incessant excitement of Paris was intolerable to me, and scarcely less +so the idea of revisiting its troops of sympathetic friends. They +would proffer venal consolation for the loss of my wife and children; +they would congratulate me maliciously on my conversion from +ultra-montanism. I shrank from their curious eyes <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span>and voluble +tongues, as a wounded man from the glittering apparatus of the +surgeon, and like him turned over my face to the wall, to sleep.</p> + +<p>Two years thus passed away—two years of mornings and evenings, +following one another in calm succession, like a row of stolid peasant +gleaners going to the fields. I became inexpressibly soothed by their +calm, and by the nice tact and exquisite courtesy of Nature, with whom +I had done well to take refuge. She is never astonished, she asks no +impertinent questions, but welcomes her guests with even suavity, like +a liberal host, throwing open to them drawing-room or garret, as may +best please their fancy. The growing trees had no time to turn round +to look at me; the contended hills embraced me in their arms, and let +me pass without a word; the grain ripened in the mellow autumn days, +unheeding the little shadow that I threw across its sunshine. This +preoccupied indifference of all living things, which would initiate a +mere vexation, clamorous for sympathy, is like blessed balm to the +sufferer from a profound grief or mortification. Counsel is good, +friendliness precious, while anything remains to be done to avert an +impending calamity. But pitying words over an accomplished and +irremediable misfortune, serve only to revive useless pain, and +blunder, like a man who should try to force open the eyelids of a +corpse. Nature, wiser than officious human tenderness, takes the +sorrow coolly, as a matter of course, and in silence buries <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span>it out of +sight among a million others, already thickly strewn with withered +leaves. And, in presence of her imperturbable serenity during the +blackest days of frost and winter, the sufferer becomes insensibly +inspired with her unspoken confidence in the final return of spring. +The people of the village and the farms, rooted as their own beeches, +reflected back upon Nature the same immovable calm. They did not +disturb themselves about me, because my rôle in society was so +evident, respectable, and satisfactory, that I offered no foothold for +either curiosity or scandal. I had been sent by Providence and the +Faculty of Medicine to cure their not too frequent rheumatisms and +catarrhs; I acquitted myself not ill of my business,—they asked no +more,—and neither offered nor expected personal interest or +friendship.</p> + +<p>As the months rolled on, I became more interested than formerly in +medical reading. Absorbed entirely in my books, I even fancied that +the healing apathy which sheltered my life was growing more profound. +This was a mistake; the thickening of the vapors that shut out the +external world, really denoted that they were about to condense and +precipitate themselves into a new creation. New interests were +preparing, that should presently claim from my nature all the energy, +enthusiasm, and passion which had once been devoted to the old. Of +this I became aware in the following manner. One day, among a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span>package +of books sent to me from Paris, arrived a pamphlet just written in +defence of a new theory concerning the movements of the human heart. +My curiosity was excited by the idea of a new theory on such a famous +subject, and my interest was by no means abated after perusal of the +pamphlet. Exposition of this theory would demand a crowd of technical +details, unintelligible to the general reader, and therefore +inappropriate in this place. But let such an one take the trouble to +listen for a moment to the ticking of a heart, seemingly so +monotonous, simple, and easy to understand, and then reflect that the +slight elements discoverable in this little sound, have been forced by +human intellect into at least twenty different combinations, and +afforded ground for as many theories, each defended with impassioned +earnestness by a different observer. He may then realize something of +the interest which attaches to the explanation of this phenomenon—may +even experience a sort of mental vertigo, as if he had witnessed the +evolution of a world out of nothing. Owing to the paucity of the facts +to be observed, the finesse requisite for the observation, and the +intellectual dexterity needed to retain such minute circumstances +before the mind long enough to think about them, the problem is one of +the most delicate and intricate offered by physiological science. Once +engaged in its discussion, the mind becomes hopelessly fascinated, and +continues to pirouette about an invisible point, that is neither a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span>thought nor a material phenomenon, but, as it were, a refined essence +of both.</p> + +<p>As in all series of vital actions, each item of the phenomenon in +question is so interlinked with the rest, that an explanation of a +part can never be considered final, so long as any problem remains +unresolved. The latest experimentator, brooding over hitherto +neglected details, may always hope to light upon some clue that shall +unravel the entire entanglement in a different manner, and reform upon +a new basis ideas now grouped in pretended fixity. The excitement +caused by this possibility is amply sufficient to stimulate research. +And there is no need to discover an immediate practical application +for the theory in order to bait the interest of vulgar minds. These +would always be incapable of such difficult investigations, while +really competent students were supremely indifferent to all lesser +advantages attached to the discovery of truth. As for me, I had been +so long removed from active life and its necessities (for my +professional career had as yet been too facile and commonplace to +arouse me to them), that the impractical character of the subject +constituted for me an additional charm. I recognized that it belonged, +for the present at least, to the region of pure thought, pure science, +accessible only to intelligences refined by nature, and enriched by +superior culture. In addition, therefore, to the intrinsic interest of +the problem, and the solid satisfaction arising from acute +intellectual activity, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span>I could, in pursuit of this theme, experience +all the subtle pleasure derived from a consciousness of personal +superiority—pleasure as attainable in solitude as elsewhere since the +superiority was too real and unquestionable to require the +confirmatory suffrage of the crowd.</p> + +<p>I abandoned all other studies, and threw myself impetuously into the +current of these newly-received ideas. I ransacked my library, from +Herophilus to Haller, from Galen to Helmholtz. England, Germany, +Italy, France yielded up their tribute to my excited curiosity. And +the theme, shifted, refracted from intellect to intellect, multiplied +itself to bewildering complexity.</p> + +<p>Not content with reading, I performed experiments, repeating those of +my predecessors, and inventing new to control their conclusions. “With +my own hands I stirred the soil, fetid and palpitating with life,” and +in this inmost intimacy with Nature felt myself grow strong, as Antæus +by contact with the mother earth. Thus roused from my long torpor into +the most intense activity,—for all activity is slack in comparison +with that of thought,—I became dissatisfied with the facility of my +present surroundings. I was anxious to pit myself against the world of +Paris. I wanted opposition, contradiction, in order to vanquish them, +and absorb their force into the glory of my triumph. Moreover, my +studies had now reached a point where they required the assistance +that could only be obtained in a great city: in a word, I resolved <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span>to +return to the capital, for a longer or shorter time, as the sequel +should prove desirable. My means rendered me independent of my +<i>clientèle</i>, and I left my patients without regret to the care of an +easily procured substitute. It is so rare to alight upon an +interesting case in the country! Nothing but rheumatism and measles, +measles and rheumatism, and never an autopsy,—it is as monotonous as +the treatment of fever and ague. I longed for the vast metropolitan +hospitals, containing specimens of every shade of disease, and +affording unlimited opportunities for auscultation. Of these I stood +especially in need, for the train of thought suggested by +physiological experiment must be completed by pathological researches, +which could only be carried on at Paris.</p> + +<p>To Paris, therefore, I came, as to a new world, so completely had I +been separated from it during the two last years. It was as if one of +the spirits in the metempsychosis imagined by Fourier, had returned to +the brilliant sphere from which death had driven him in temporary +exile. I was at first enchanted, intoxicated. The mental activity +which had seemed so intense in the sluggish province, needed to be +quickened fourfold to keep abreast of the intellects with which I +entered into relation, and the consciousness of the quickening +affected me as with new wine. But, as I grew accustomed to my new +medium, I became again subtly dissatisfied. It was not enough to be +abreast of the world, I wanted to be a little ahead. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span>In my solitude +it was easy to cherish illusions concerning the value of my own work, +to picture myself as a mighty and triumphant wrestler with Nature, +capable, by his single strength, of forcing her reluctant secrets, to +reveal them afterwards to an admiring world. But at Paris, with its +enormous condensation of intellectual force, I could not flatter +myself on the solitary greatness of my achievements, nor ignore the +collective action of society. Whatever my attainment, I should be +forced to share its fame with a hundred other workers, who had lent +me, unasked, their aid. The distance between the person who uttered +the last word, and him who said the next to the last, was +infinitesimal, and this close proximity annoyed me. I longed for some +brilliant occasion to surpass all my contemporaries in one great +bound; an opportunity to bestow on science and humanity some unique +benefit that could never be compared with those accumulated by lesser +men. One day, revolving many things in my mind, I entered the +Bibliothèque Impériale. Strolling idly past the grated bookcases, my +attention was attracted by the title of a thin folio, wedged in +between Lavater and Geoffroy St. Hilaire. An inexplicable impulse led +me to demand this book, the “History of Vesalius and his Times.” I had +no particular reason, that I knew of, to be interested in Vesalius; I +merely followed an idle whim, suggested rather by the peculiar shape +and position of the folio, than by any solid reason; and this whim +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span>did not hurry me out of my lounging mood. I settled myself in one of +the windows, and leisurely turned over the leaves of my book, reading +a line here and a phrase there, until I alighted and settled upon the +following passage: “So the rumor spread abroad that Vesalius had +opened the chest of a living man to see his heart beat. And upon that +the people were in a fury and the court hissed with rage, and Vesalius +was obliged to flee from Spain before the power of the Inquisition; +and some say that he then made a pilgrimage to the Holy Land. But on +his return he was shipwrecked on a desolate island and perished +miserably. Hubert, in his <i>Vindiciæ contra tyrannus</i> reports this +history to the eternal shame of the Jesuits.”</p> + +<p>The world often describes with minuteness the material framework of +such noisy events as have impressed its coarse sensibilities. But it +commonly neglects, because ignoring, the scenes wherein have taken +place the crises of thought, or occurred the birth of new, indomitable +ideas. To the thinker, however, such outer scenes remain inextricably +associated with the thought that has sprung to life in their midst. To +this day I preserve a vivid recollection of every item of the place +where I read the story of Vesalius; the lofty reading-room, with its +confused lining of many-colored books, the tables crowded by eager +students, the broad, deep windows through which the sun streamed, and +from which I, sitting with open folio on my lap, watched the shifting +fountain and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span>the swaying trees and the long, untrimmed grass in the +courtyard below. For the story seemed to have laid hold of my inmost +soul, and touched the spring of a long-hidden desire. Why I was so +moved, I could not tell. What issue would open to this whirlpool of +vague excitement in which I had fallen, I had no idea. But I was +profoundly conscious both of the excitement and the emotion, and, with +that refined epicureanism of which intellectual people alone are +capable, I abandoned myself, for a time, to the subtle luxury of their +enjoyment.</p> + +<p>My reverie was interrupted by the clanging of the great clock and the +scarcely less harsh voice of the <i>gardien</i> as he announced the hour +for closing the library. Still wrapped in fantastic meditation, I +descended the stairs to the street, and followed the rue Richelieu to +the boulevard, there to mingle with the human stream that endlessly +encircled the city like a new army of Gideon. Drifting in the current, +I reached the Bastile, crossed the Pont d’Austerlitz, gained the +Boulevard de l’Hôpital and continued walking to the Invalides, to the +Avenues Jena and Wagram, and from the Place des Ternes, all along the +exterior rampart. And as I walked, my entangled thoughts gradually +disengaged themselves into clearness and precision.</p> + +<p>The biographer of Vesalius, who evidently shared the prejudices of the +people, had exerted himself strenuously to disprove the calumny +attached to the name of the great anatomist. He, like the rest, was +blinded by that vulgar egotism which <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span>clamorously prefers the +interests of individuals to those of society,—egotism no less +short-sighted than vulgar, for the large and abstract interests cared +for by science are precisely those which shall ultimately affect the +greatest number of individuals; and no less inconsequent than +short-sighted, since no one hesitates to ruin entire hosts of +individuals upon the faintest chance of promoting the material +interests of society. A stock company may immolate hundreds during the +construction of a Panama railroad—a sovereign sacrifice thousands in +the contest for a Crimean peninsula; the hue and cry only begins when +the savant modestly begs permission to utilize a single life for the +advancement of science. He is execrated as a monster, and burned alive +in expiation of his crime. Absurd inconsistency, trivial superstition! +from which it is time that at least the scientific world were +emancipated. Long enough has the ignorant rabble exercised brute +tyranny over intellects towering above its comprehension. The time for +concession is past, the moment has arrived for the savant to assume +the sway that rightfully devolves upon him and declare the +confiscation of all claims to the supreme interest of the search after +truth.</p> + +<p>For my part, therefore, so far from blaming Vesalius because he had +dissected a living man, I should have accorded him most profound +reverence for this proof of elevation above ordinary prejudice. And +the more I thought over the matter, the more I became convinced that +the accusation <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span>was well founded, that the deed had really been +performed, which moral cowardice alone induced the glorious criminal +to disavow.</p> + +<p>My brooding fancy, satiated with the image of the great anatomist, +began to occupy itself with his so-called victim. Who was he? what +motive had induced him to surrender his body to the scalpel of the +master, his life to the realization of the master’s idea? A slave, a +debtor, from whom the ingenious savant had thus exacted a pound of +flesh? A trembling poltroon, forced to the sacrifice more reluctantly +than Isaac to the altar? I preferred rather to believe that it was a +favorite pupil, burning with enthusiasm for the master, joyful to +participate in his mighty labors at the cheap expense of his own +lesser life. Had Vesalius been a general, and he an aide-de-camp +before a rampart, all the world would have applauded him, rushing upon +death at the word of command. I myself had known, by a brief +experience, the thrilling impulse to fight, to die, in behalf of a +cause. Rivers of blood had been shed for honor, for loyalty, for +patriotism. Was the desire for truth less ardent than these worn-out +passions! Could it not rather supply their place in the new world +about to be created by science? What could produce a greater +impression upon the entire world, and more forcibly announce the +inauguration of a new era, than the voice of a man who should declare, +“I refuse to draw my sword for the hideous folly of war; to surrender +my life at the absurd <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span>caprice of princes; but I offer myself +cheerfully, unreservedly, as the instrument of Science, in her +majestic schemes for the discovery of truth!”</p> + +<p>My recent studies on the problem of the heart’s movements brought me +into peculiar sympathy with the object of Vesalius’ researches. The +tantalizing results as often obtained by experiments on lower animals, +the uncertainty of the inferences that could be deduced from them to +form a theory of the human organism, had often excited in me a lively +desire for a direct experiment upon man. This desire had hitherto been +smothered beneath the mass of conventional ideas, which so frequently +overwhelm our timidity and enslave our feebleness in endless routine. +But the daring word of genius had now struck the chains from my +intellect, and emancipated me from the slavery of that hesitation. +I—I would follow in the path already traced by that bolder mind; I +would redeem that calumniated memory from disgrace, and enrich its +glory by the surpassing realization of the original conception. <i>I</i> +would inaugurate the new era; I would set the example of supreme +heroism in science; and all the world, and all future ages, should +preserve my name with reverent homage, and enwreath it with laurels of +undying fame. For, that the purity of my motives might be above +suspicion, I would perform the experiment, not as Vesalius in the +capacity of anatomist, but as the victim, voluntarily devoting himself +to the transcendent interests of an ideal cause.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p><p>And as my mind leaped up into this grand thought, I felt cheek and +brow flush with violent emotion. Carried along by the first impetus of +the idea, I walked as rapidly as in a dream, unseeing, unhearing every +thing that surrounded me. Before I knew whither I had come, I felt a +cool wind blow over me, as if after a feverish journey on a heated +road, I had suddenly stepped into a cool, dark cavern. And, looking +out from the brilliant visions in which I was plunged, I found myself +already entered within the gates of Père la Chaise—the city of the +dead, of the vast majority to which I was to go over in fulfilment of +my great idea. I wandered among the graves, and read the epitaphs, the +reiterated dreary expressions of disappointment and despair, that the +deceased had been passively torn from a world to which every fibre of +their hearts was clinging. Not so would read <i>my</i> epitaph, and I began +to compose it, less as a witty amusement than as a device for +resisting an insidious chill that had begun to creep over me like a +damp exhalation from the graves. For my imagination suddenly pictured +to itself the heavy tombstone pressing down, down forever, on the +cruel coffin-lid beneath which I should be lying. I shuddered at the +picture, I shuddered at death, and, leaning on an iron rail which girt +in a tomb, hid my face in my arms to shut out the signs of decay and +the more ghastly emblems of immortality with which the populous +<i>cimetière</i> was crowded.</p> + +<p>Raising my head after a brief struggle, I perceived <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span>that I was +standing in front of the famous tomb of Abelard and Heloise. The +sculptured forms of the unhappy lovers reposed side by side on the lid +of the stone mausoleum, as they had lain for six centuries, and +immortalized the mingling of their mortal dust below. Tears sprang to +my eyes as I looked at their still, peaceful faces, for I remembered +my dead wife, and then, my lost children. Death, that contained them +in its hollow caverns, could not be frightful to me. It was rather the +treasure-house of all I possessed most precious, and which I should +now hasten to reclaim. All the loneliness and longing which had been +dulled by habit, and lately covered over by mental activity, awoke, +and cried out passionately within me, repelling the slight pleasures +of this world, as a child crying for its mother dashes aside an +offered toy. What was left to me in life that I should cling to it? +What ties bound me to this perfidious, slippery earth? To whom owed I +any duties? Whose pillow would moisten with tears because I had passed +out of sight? Destitute of personal interests, I could only devote +myself to those of humanity, and that by some method that should +concentrate in a single moment both the achievement and its reward. +For small were the enjoyment to survive for fame, with whose report I +could return laden to no fireside, for whose sake I could watch no +eyes brighten in sweet pride of sympathy. I should sicken of it in +half an hour, and my hard-earned laurels would become as dusty and +lifeless <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span>as those ghastly wreaths of immortelles hanging around +Heloise’s tomb. So desolated love joined itself to restless ambition +and ideal enthusiasm, to concentrate my life for the purpose from +which, since then, it has never swerved.</p> + +<p>Thus resolved upon self-devotion, I set about the task of finding a +colleague to share the risks and glory of my enterprise. I did not +conceal from myself that upon him would devolve a rôle far more +difficult and complicated than my own. From me, the subject of the +proposed experiment, was only required sublime heroism for the +sacrifice. But the man who should perform the operation must possess +moral courage to face public criticism, perhaps opprobrium; a trained +intellect, already habituated to discussion of the problem in +question, and impassioned for its solution; great practical skill and +finesse, able to appreciate and profit by every detail of the +phenomena that would unroll themselves before his observation; iron +nerve, that should remain unmoved by any startling peculiarities of +the case in hand.</p> + +<p>The necessity for uniting so many characteristics, compelled me to +abandon my first hope of forming a committee for the experiment; for +as soon as I began to sound physiologists on the subject, I landed +knee-deep in a mass of invincible prejudices and prepossessions. The +scheme was too new, too daring for the capacity of the mediocrities +which constitute the bulk of even the scientific world. I must +discover some exceptional solitary <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span>enthusiast like myself, able to +appreciate and embrace with joy the grand opportunity I offered him. +To the search for this enthusiast, therefore, I bent all my energies, +and knocked at many doors, wherever, through the windows, I believed +to have detected on the hearth the upleaping of an inner flame.</p> + +<p>It was astonishing how often I knocked in vain! How often my +insinuations, my suggestions, my direct propositions were repulsed! I +appealed to a professor who had concentrated the best years of his +life to the problem I proposed to solve,—he pooh-poohed my scheme. In +vain I tried to explain my methods for overcoming its practical +difficulties; he decried them all, I am convinced, from pure jealousy.</p> + +<p>“And you ought to know by this time,” he added with a scarcely +disguised sneer, “that a single experiment on a human subject would be +of little value until its results were controlled by a dozen others. +And I doubt that your enthusiasm would prove sufficiently contagious +to furnish the supply for the dissecting table.” And he obstinately +shut his ears to any further argument.</p> + +<p>I disclosed my plan to a struggling physician, ready for any adventure +that should thrust him into notoriety, bring his name before the +public, and thus open the way to a prosperous <i>clientèle</i>. Yet he +recoiled from a project fraught with promise so sure and magnificent +as mine. A hospital <i>interne</i>, flushed with enthusiasm for his first +practical <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span>studies, started with horror when I divulged my ideas. +Many, true Parisian <i>railleurs</i>, regarded my proposition as an +excellent joke.</p> + +<p>“Allons donc, c’est une vieille blague que tu nous fais là.”</p> + +<p>And all my protestations served only to increase their amusement, and +their determination not to be taken in.</p> + +<p>A few eyed me suspiciously, as if they imagined I were insane, and one +old bourgeois doctor had the impertinence to administer to me a moral +lecture.</p> + +<p>“Young man,” he said, “you are possessed by the same preposterous +vanity which induced Empedocles to throw himself into Vesuvius, and +Erostratus to fire the temple of Diana. I recommend a course of dry +cupping to the nape of the neck, to relieve your congested and +over-excited brain, and, in the mean time, a decent seclusion from +society, that you insult with your absurdities.”</p> + +<p>I flushed red with anger, but this last rebuff warned me that I must +change my tactics. Like all reformers, I found the world too stiff and +rigid for my purposes, and only harmed myself with kicking against the +bristling pricks. I must turn to a new generation, to early youth, and +find some mind still unformed and flexible, that I could myself submit +to a far-sighted training, and cast into the mould of my own ideas. +The opportunities of which my contemporaries were unworthy, I would +reserve as a gracious boon for a well-initiated pupil.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span></p><p>Two years had elapsed since my arrival at Paris, and the untiring +energy with which I pursued physiological researches had begun to +bring my name into notice. When, therefore, I proposed to open a +course of lectures upon experimental physiology, my friends all +encouraged me with flattering assurances.</p> + +<p>“A la bonne heure,” exclaimed the student to whom had I once addressed +my secret plans, “something sensible at last. I trust such rational +occupation will purge your head of its maggots, and satisfy your +aspirations for fame—”</p> + +<p>I smiled stealthily to myself. It is thus that the light world always +measures the austerity of our resolutions by its own lightness!</p> + +<p>I obtained the requisite official permission, and opened the course at +the École Pratique under the best auspices. The lectures were thronged +from the beginning, and the interest by no means abated as the weeks +rolled on. Enthusiastic myself, I possessed in no small degree the +gift of communicating (on all ordinary subjects) my enthusiasm to +others. I aimed less at imparting solid instruction to my pupils than +at impressing their imagination by a series of skilfully arranged +effects. My experiments, therefore, were governed by dramatic unity, +rarely sought in the confused and arid expositions of official +professors. Now I led my auditors into the inmost laboratories of +Nature, and revealed, in plant and animal, the fine affinities that +regulated her processes of nutrition. Now I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span>traced some delicate +nervous filament from the spinal column of the amphioxus to the +cerebral hemisphere of the mammifer. Now I disclosed the ramifying +canals in the vast system of circulation, mounting from the spongy +network of the mollusk and the sluggish lymphatic of the reptile to +the brilliant, bounding arteries of the double-hearted vertebrates. +And always, beyond the last disclosure, after the most complete +revelation, I hinted at something yet to come, some higher, unveiled +mystery, to which all this grand series was but the prelude. As a +priest who volubly initiates the neophytes into the service of the +temple, but points in silence to the inner court containing the Deity +for whom the service is performed, so I, after the most magnificent +display of animal life, silently indicated a concealed hereafter, a +culmination in the human body, hitherto withheld from our curious +gaze. I thus strove to suggest an ideal, left for a time incomplete; +to foster an impetuous impatience, that, stimulated by the great +acquisitions of the past, should reach forward irresistibly for the +greater prize of the future. I trusted that among all my auditors +would be found one that should divine the cipher, and quicken over its +subtle secret—one intellect, that, carried unconsciously along the +current of my thought, should finally arrive at my unrevealed goal.</p> + +<p>Among the most constant attendants on the lectures, I had long noticed +one young man of about twenty-two years old, who always occupied the +same <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span>seat close to my operating-table. He was thin, shabbily dressed, +with full, intense forehead, ravenous face, and brilliant eyes. His +poverty was indicated not only by his toilette, and that special form +of unfed expression peculiar to the studious hungry, but also by his +absence from all the private classes, and redoubled assiduity at the +public lectures. His intelligence was evident from the absorbed +attention with which he followed the experiments, and from his manner +of taking notes,—not at random, like most of the students, but at +well-chosen points perceptible only to a person already in possession +of a commanding view of the whole subject. By a little stratagem, I +contrived one day to get hold of his note-book, and was surprised at +the accurate observations, the acute suggestions, and range of +information indicated by the marginal queries. Those who have ever +experienced the delight of discovering an intellect—discovery more +precious than that of a gold mine—can appreciate the eagerness with +which I devoured these pages, finding everywhere the stamp of the mind +I sought. And my satisfaction was redoubled by reflecting how greatly +the youth and poverty of the writer might increase my facilities for +obtaining complete possession of him. I was not long in devising a +scheme for forcing the intimacy of the young man, who, like most poor +students, was evidently as shy and proud as he was poor.</p> + +<p>One day, at the close of the lecture, I touched my student on the arm.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p><p>“Be kind enough to wait a moment,” I said, “I have something to say to +you.”</p> + +<p>The boy flushed and drew back a little with all the haughtiness of a +sensitive person ill at ease with the world, and expecting from it +nothing but rebuffs and insolence. I fancied that an anxious suspicion +crossed his mind that I was about to lay claim to some payment for +lessons, of which he had hitherto ignored the necessity. I waited till +the greater part of the crowd had squeezed through the narrow door of +the amphitheatre, dismissed the loiterers, and then turned to my +companion with a frank air of relief, as to an equal with whom I could +refresh myself after the fatigue of teaching lesser minds. I saw that +I had already won his heart, before I began to speak.</p> + +<p>“I find that I require another assistant,” I said. “The man that I +have at present, is, as you know, a mere machine. I need some one +interested, enthusiastic, capable of seconding me intelligently. I +want, in short, a pupil. Will you fill the place?”</p> + +<p>Surprised, overwhelmed with an honor which he could so keenly +appreciate, the young man flushed again, hesitated, stammered, and +finally only succeeded in answering me with his beautiful eyes, for +his tongue refused to speak. I already loved the boy; alas! how he has +repaid my love!</p> + +<p>“It will be a mutual exchange of service,” I continued. “You will be +of great use to me in my preparations, and, in return, I may be able +to initiate you into the mysteries of our art, somewhat <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span>more +thoroughly than can be done in a public lecture.”</p> + +<p>“I thank you, sir,” said Guy. He tried to speak coldly, but he looked +as if he longed to throw himself at my feet and cover my hand with +kisses. To relieve his emotion, in which I secretly exulted, I patted +him friendlily on the shoulder, and began immediately to discuss the +programme for the following lecture.</p> + +<p>I had every reason to congratulate myself on my new assistant. His +zeal and ingenuity not only seconded my researches, but often +supplemented them when over-fatigue persuaded me to repose. And Guy’s +personal character proved as winning as his intellect keen and +reliable. Before long I contrived that he should come and live with +me, and I invented for him some light literary employment, by which he +could pay me for his board and lodging, with an insignificant +sacrifice of his time. He acceded to this arrangement upon its +apparent terms, but none the less did he pierce its transparent +motive, and tacitly devote to me his whole soul in acknowledgment of +what he considered my delicate generosity. These unfledged souls are +apt to throw themselves thus away in exchange for the most trifling +pecuniary service, and torment themselves, moreover, that the +compensation is so mean. I smiled at Guy’s naïveté, but none the less +turned it to account. From the foothold thus gained, I rapidly +extended my influence over his entire nature. My larger experience +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span>enabled me to complete his unfinished thoughts, to sympathize with +his scarcely conscious feelings, to subtly impress his principles and +co-ordinate them to my own scheme. Having begun by forestalling his +material necessities, I continued to supply the finer wants of heart +and intellect so completely, that he became habituated to turn to me +for everything, and to receive everything that came from me with +implicit faith. I fed him, taught him, loved him, and all with such +artfulness, that he felt my presence in his life only as a plant feels +the sunshine in its calyx, conscious of no intrusion to be resented, +or tyranny to be repelled. It is so easy to make the conquest of a +young, ingenuous nature! so easy to fix its impetuous, unsuspecting +enthusiasm! I marvel that these exquisite relations between master and +pupil are so generally left uncultivated, or their charm wasted. I +almost marvel that I did not rest completely satisfied with my life at +that time; with its arduous study, and its growing fame, and Guy, with +the delicious task of educating his supple intellect to my ideas, and +penetrating his nature with my personality. Only the loftiness of my +ideal saved it from making womanish shipwreck on this episode in its +austere voyage towards the realization.</p> + +<p>As Guy became more and more competent, I delegated more and more into +his hands the preparation for the lectures. The first excitement of +getting them into train was past, the first keen interest dulled by +habit; and when the second winter <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span>began, with repetition of all that +had gone before, I went through the business almost mechanically. +Often I left everything to my assistant, and shut myself up alone to +dream over the project that secretly absorbed my soul. Guy fancied I +was ill, and, as my exertions slackened, redoubled his own, consuming +heart and brain in the resolve to maintain the course at the level of +its original popularity. I was inwardly amused at his devotion to such +secondary considerations, but did not interfere, for it helped to +serve my purpose.</p> + +<p>Finally, I believed my pupil to be fully prepared, and decided that +the moment had come for the complete revelation of myself.</p> + +<p>One evening,—I selected the evening advisedly, since at that time the +imagination is more susceptible of impressions, and further removed +from the vulgar influences of every-day life,—I entered our study. +Guy was seated at a table, and working in his usual intense fashion, +and I threw myself on a sofa beside him.</p> + +<p>“Guy,” I exclaimed, “it tires me to look at you. For eight hours you +have not stirred from those books. You will kill yourself.”</p> + +<p>“Great loss,” he answered, “so that it were in your service, and +during the pursuit of knowledge.”</p> + +<p>“You love me then, Guy?”</p> + +<p>“Love you!” He rose from the table, and coming to the sofa, kneeled +and kissed my forehead, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span>without shame, as in France men <i>can</i> kiss +each other.</p> + +<p>“My master, my friend!” he said; and I felt that he was mine, bound to +me by a love passing the love of women. I drew him before me, and ran +my fingers through his clustering hair. His affection was pleasant to +me, independent of the use I meant to make of it; and I almost +experienced a feminine desire to trifle with it for a moment, as one +shifts a diamond from one hand to the other to watch its changing +flame.</p> + +<p>“How much do you love me? as the children say. What would you do for +me?”</p> + +<p>“I would die for you!” he answered vehemently.</p> + +<p>That is the first thing youth ever thinks of. From very fulness of +life, it can afford to be on familiar terms with death.</p> + +<p>“Tut; that is unnecessary. But would you do anything I asked of you as +a personal favor?”</p> + +<p>“Only try me. I would go to the ends of the earth for you.”</p> + +<p>“<i>Tenez!</i> suppose I was dying King Arthur and you my squire. Would you +hesitate to fling away Excalibur at my command?”</p> + +<p>“The paltry bauble! What thought could I have to waste upon it while +you were dying?”</p> + +<p>“But suppose this obedience did not suffice to release me. Suppose +that, in my agony, I prayed you to drive your own sword into my heart +to set me free. Would you do it?”</p> + +<p>He hesitated a moment. “That would be a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span>terrible prayer; yet if you +were suffering, and I knew that you must die, I would do even that for +you.”</p> + +<p>“You have said it,” I cried, and leaped to my feet in uncontrollable +excitement. “I have a request to make you, I have a prayer that you +only can fulfil. Swear that you will grant it—swear by all your love +for me, by all the gratitude which you profess, and for which I shall +never claim other return—swear that you will do what I am about to +bid you!”</p> + +<p>I saw that Guy was disquieted by my words and manner. Instead of +replying with the bold confidence I had a right to expect, he recoiled +from the revelation that pressed urgently on my lips.</p> + +<p>“Take care,” he said, “your eyes are glittering as if you had a fever. +Let us stop talking about this till to-morrow.”</p> + +<p>The upstart boy, thus to dare to patronize me with his foresight and +protection—<i>me</i>, who had taught him all he knew, and who was about to +offer him a place on my giddy pinnacle of immortal fame! I was +intensely angry, but succeeded in controlling myself, for I felt that +an untimely explosion of violence might ruin all. I passed my hand +over my eyes, as if to blur the glitter that had alarmed Guy’s +scrupulous feebleness, and sat down quietly again.</p> + +<p>“The fact is, my dear Guy,” I said, “I have been waiting so long for +an opportunity to execute a certain scheme of mine, that I cannot help +being <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span>a little excited when this opportunity seems at last within my +reach.”</p> + +<p>“What kind of a scheme?” asked Guy.</p> + +<p>“A scheme for the advancement of the science in which we are both so +interested.”</p> + +<p>“Oh,” said Guy, with an air of relief, “you know how you can rely upon +me for any undertaking in that direction.”</p> + +<p>“I should think so, especially when it concerns the problem upon which +we have both been so long engaged—the movements of the heart.”</p> + +<p>“What!” he exclaimed with delight. “You have discovered something new +for that! Shall I ever cease to admire your masterly ingenuity. What +is to be done? You want to send me to Africa to capture a live +rhinoceros? I will set out to-morrow.”</p> + +<p>“What would be the use! All the information that can be gained by +experiment on the higher mammifers is already ours. Since the problem +derives the greatest part of its interest from its application to man, +it is on man that the new experiment should be performed.”</p> + +<p>“Ah, yes,” sighed Guy; “we are always tripping up against this +impossibility.”</p> + +<p>“Nothing is impossible,” I answered. “I am resolved that the +experiment shall be performed on man.”</p> + +<p>Guy started, then laughed. “Oh! you are joking,” he said.</p> + +<p>“Not the least in the world. I have even selected the subject.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span></p><p>“Eh! well, since you are so determined, you may dissect me when you +choose. Only I warn you of difficulties with the tribunals +afterwards.”</p> + +<p>“I leave you to settle with them. It is not you, but myself, who is to +be the subject; and you must perform the experiment.”</p> + +<p>I was surprised at the calmness with which I made this momentous +revelation of my purpose. But we are always on the level of the +circumstances to which we have attained, and they do not seem as awful +as when viewed from the distance.</p> + +<p>Guy did not at all believe that I was in earnest, and half an hour’s +impetuous talking was needed to convince him of the reality and +fixedness of my resolve. Then he tried to reason with me.</p> + +<p>“Your experiment will be utterly useless,” he said; “because death +will ensue almost immediately after the chest is opened. And during +the few seconds that might intervene for observation, the heart would +beat too rapidly to render observation possible.”</p> + +<p>“I have devised means for palliating all these difficulties,” I +answered eagerly. “In the first place, the last act of the experiment +must be preceded by the administration of woorara, to slacken the +rapidity of the heart’s action. In the second place, I do not propose +to open the chest with the bistoury. The operation, even though aided +by chloroform, would cause too violent a shock to the nervous system. +But I intend to burn through gradually, by successive applications of +caustic, as <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span>in the procedure for opening hepatic cysts. Deep-seated +adhesions would form and shut out the lungs securely, and thus +probably obviate the necessity for artificial respiration. The +pericardium would be reached with comparatively little disturbance, +and once exposed, the operator would be able to make a first and +important series of observations, before proceeding farther. Finally, +he would rend the pericardium, and arrive directly at the heart +itself.”</p> + +<p>“And kill you!” cried Guy.</p> + +<p>“I should die,” I answered composedly, “as men have died after +inoculating themselves with the plague; only my death would be more +glorious, because incurred for pure science, and in face of a +certainty. It is precisely on this account that the act will insure to +our names the honor and reverence of all future generations.”</p> + +<p>“Nonsense. You will be pitied as a suicide and madman, and I shall be +hung at the next assizes.”</p> + +<p>“Coward! traitor!” I burst forth in ungovernable passion. “<i>This</i> is +the extent of your devotion, then! <i>These</i> your narrow calculations +and sordid reckonings! You, the one soul in whom I trusted, the one +friend I had in the world capable of appreciating me! Oh, shame on +such ingratitude! Oh, miserable me, doomed to such disappointment!”</p> + +<p>He was deeply hurt. I saw that I had made some impression upon the +hard skepticism with which the world had incased a naturally generous +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span>nature, and pressed my advantage. I poured out a torrent of +eloquence, reasoning, prayers, entreaty. I wrestled with him as for +the salvation of a soul; the night waned on our hot conversation, and +finally, toward three o’clock, when the gray dawn began to point +weirdly in the East, I gained the victory. Guy promised to fulfil my +wish, at whatever risks to himself, and with the certainty of +sacrificing my life in the experiment. On the spot, I drew up a paper +testifying that the operation should have been performed at my express +command, and stated the reasons in full. To this document, I trusted +to obtain in the country the signature of two witnesses sufficiently +incurious to sign without reading.</p> + +<p>For it was decided that, for the sake of greater secrecy and +convenience, we should withdraw to the country, and I selected a +locality about four hours’ distance from Paris, where we were both +unknown. These details settled, we separated for sleep.</p> + +<p>But I think neither of us closed our eyes that night; and Guy was so +pale and haggard the next morning that I hardly knew him. During the +week that we remained at Paris, making preparations for our departure, +he hardly ate, or slept, or spoke, but seemed to waste and droop like +a man in the clutch of a fiend. I became anxious. I was afraid he +would fall ill, and thus be incapacitated for the performance of his +duty.</p> + +<p>However, we managed to leave the city without <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span>accident, and installed +ourselves in the lonely dwelling I had rented. We hired an old woman +from the village to take charge of our housekeeping, and then devoted +ourselves to our work. We engaged in a preliminary series of +experiments, through which, as through a suite of lesser apartments +leading to the throne-room, we were to approach the act that should +crown them all.</p> + +<p>For the first time since he had been my pupil, I found Guy nervous, +<i>maladroit</i>. He turned pale at the sight of blood. The struggling of a +pigeon, or the yelp of a dog, seemed to make him sick, and a hundred +times he laid down his scalpel as if unable to proceed. He was like a +neophyte, and a prey to the sentimental horrors of which, up to this +time, his absorbed intellect had been quite unconscious. I trembled. +If his nerve should fail him when it became <i>my</i> turn, and the whole +costly experiment be thrown away through some awkwardness on his part! +I was furious at the very idea, and told him so.</p> + +<p>“I will haunt you forever if you fail,” I said, savagely.</p> + +<p>“You will in any case,” answered Guy, sighing heavily.</p> + +<p>But at my instances, he tried to rouse himself from this inexplicable +languor, and to drill hand and eye to exquisite precision. I watched +him severely. I refused to pardon the least blunder. I trained him for +this last trial, as men train horses for the winning race. Guy was +really an <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span>able physiologist, and his skill only needed finishing +touches to be as effective as was possible in the actual condition of +science. After two or three weeks I was satisfied, and bade him +prepare the next day to begin the last experiment.</p> + +<p>I shall never forget that day, the supreme moment of my life. I sat at +the windows of an inner room, waiting for Guy, and looked out over the +valley that basked in the afternoon sunshine. It was the beginning of +September—one of those perfect days at the prime of the year, when +life has reached its culmination, and pauses in the fulness of its own +content. The air, ripe and balmy, purged of the rawness of Spring and +the violent heat of Summer, was as yet untouched by the faintest +frost, and restored to such perfection as mortals might breathe after +the regeneration of the earth. The grain had been gathered in, but the +unfallen fruit still weighed down the orchards, and absorbed the +sunlight for its mellowing juices. The first press of the harvest +season was over, the second had not yet begun; for one precious moment +man and nature paused together, and surveyed the long ascent by which +the year had climbed to these high table-lands of peace—not innocent +peace, ignorant of action, but the peace of victory after conflict, of +repose after strife, of maturity entering upon its rewards. In the +perfection of these sunful days, all possibility of change seemed to +have been outgrown, left far behind in an old, wearisome existence of +long ago. The world had entered upon <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span>an eternal blessedness, and the +jasper walls of heaven shut it out from harm forever, like coral reefs +encircling a lagoon in the Pacific seas. Only by remembering the years +that had been before, and the years that should follow after, could +the reluctant mind convince itself that this seeming eternity was +frail; that whoso lingered too long among the splendors of September +would be surely overtaken by treacherous frost, and biting winter +winds; that there was but one way to escape the revolting decline from +this pinnacle of life—to die. That was my secret. I alone, of all who +shivered at approaching winter, had learned how to escape. For me, not +only the year, but life itself, should cease at its pinnacle, refusing +to go down to a lower place, as a dethroned being prefers death to +miserable exile. And with these thoughts, I felt myself possessed by +an unutterable calm, such as comes to fever patients when they are +dying.</p> + +<p>The first day of the experiment little was to be done. I called Guy, +who lingered in the laboratory, and bade him apply the first layer of +caustic to my breast, over the heart. The little operation required +small skill, and this was fortunate, for Guy’s hand trembled so +violently, that a delicate manipulation would have been ruined. A drop +of the paste fell on my coat-sleeve, and in a few minutes had burned a +hole entirely through.</p> + +<p>“Look, Guy,” I exclaimed, “through such a window shall you soon gaze +at the central mystery of life. I almost envy you the opportunity.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></p><p>“Oh!” he cried, “if you would but take it! If you would but use me for +your experiment, and spare me this dreadful trial!”</p> + +<p>He had urged this exchange from the beginning, but of course I would +not consent. What! give up my great chance for immortality, surrender +my unique place in the history of science and the world? No, indeed; I +was already generous in sharing my achievement, in trusting the +preservation of my fame to even my most loyal friend. Beyond that it +were folly, madness, to go.</p> + +<p>“Nonsense,” I replied therefore to this senseless entreaty. “That +question has already been sufficiently discussed. Bah! that caustic +burns.”</p> + +<p>It was necessary to wait three or four days before renewing the +caustic to deepen the eschar made by the first application. This delay +gradually became intolerable to me,—the more, that Guy prolonged it +on a multitude of trivial pretexts. I was finally obliged to resume +the direction of affairs, and order him to proceed.</p> + +<p>He began to prepare some Vienna paste, but in a slow, dawdling manner +that irritated my nerves to the last degree. I snatched the cup from +his hand and stirred the caustic myself.</p> + +<p>“How many centuries have admired Socrates,” I remarked, “for his +theatrical pretence of drinking the hemlock voluntarily. In future +ages men will remember with greater admiration how I, with my own +hand, prepared the instrument of my death. Do not forget to mention +this circumstance in your notes, and add that my hand did not +tremble.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span></p><p>I gave the caustic to Guy; but at the same moment the door opened +behind us, and he sprang forward with a sudden cry, dashing the cup in +pieces on the floor. I turned in angry surprise at the interruption, +and saw two men standing in the room. They were perfect strangers to +me, but came forward immediately and saluted me with the friendly +courtesy of old acquaintance. I even fancied that I detected an +intolerable softness in their manner, such as physicians sometimes +assume in speaking to sick people. One of the intruders took my +passive hand in his, and shook it with unnecessary cordiality, +contriving, I think, at the same time to slip his fingers on my wrist, +just over the pulse.</p> + +<p>My instinct was decidedly in favor of kicking these impertinent +fellows down stairs. But so strong is the influence of civilized +habit, that I restrained myself to a freezing politeness, inquiring to +what I might be indebted for the honor, etc.</p> + +<p>“These gentlemen are friends of mine,” interposed Guy, who had stooped +on the floor to pick up the broken fragments of the cup, and who did +not look at me as he spoke. “They are amateurs in our science, and +would be much interested in examining the laboratory that we have +installed here. But since they have taken a long journey, and must be +hungry, I think we had better first order the déjeuner.”</p> + +<p>“The devil!” I muttered inwardly. But at the same moment I reflected +that these visitors with <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span>their congenial tastes might serve +opportunity as witnesses to the experiment—even be useful in +correcting any possible awkwardness in Guy’s manipulation. I therefore +addressed them in a tone of cordial hospitality.</p> + +<p>“We are at this moment engaged in some researches,” I said, “that +cannot fail to interest you, and where, perhaps, you may be of signal +service, if you will consent to stay with us awhile and put up with +our modest accommodations.”</p> + +<p>“You honor our poor abilities,” returned the first stranger, with a +bland smile. “We shall be most happy to accept your amiable +invitation.”</p> + +<p>So we four sat down to the déjeuner, in the most cheerful possible +humor. The black stain that burned on my breast stimulated me to a +secret exultation; I felt a secret pride in anticipating the wonder of +these men, when they should hereafter recall the gayety of my demeanor +on this occasion. They, on the other hand, seconded me bravely in the +conversation. Not for years had I met with companions so brilliant, +witty, and sympathetic. They listened to me with the closest +attention, and seemed to find a peculiar charm in the freaks of my +fancy, to which, for the moment, I gave the rein.</p> + +<p>“These men are capable of appreciating me,” I said to myself, and +congratulated my good fortune which had sent them thither.</p> + +<p>Then I rose. “Gentlemen,” I said, “I cannot express to you the +pleasure that I have derived <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span>from your society. Before we adjourn to +the laboratory, allow me, in English fashion, to propose a toast.”</p> + +<p>“Wait a moment,” said Guy, breaking the sullen silence he had hitherto +maintained. “I ordered some Burgundy from Paris the other day, and it +arrived this morning.”</p> + +<p>He left the room, and presently returned with an uncorked bottle in +his hand, which he set before me. I fancied, as he did so, that he +looked rather significantly at the two strangers, but politeness +forbade me to express my suspicion. I poured out the wine, and pushed +the glasses to my companions.</p> + +<p>“Drink,” I cried, “to the experiment that shall open a new era in +science, and to the man that shall inaugurate a new revolution in the +world.” And I drained my glass.</p> + +<p>Whether or no the others followed my example, I cannot tell; for +almost immediately I felt a subtle fire course through my veins, +followed by a delicious languor that crept inwards to my heart, and +seemed to arrest its pulsation by an irresistible persuasiveness to +repose. Probably I swooned, for I lost all consciousness, and all +recollection of time or place for many hours.</p> + +<hr class="medium" /> + +<p>When I came to myself, I was a prisoner in this cursed asylum at +Charenton.</p> + +<p>—Guy had betrayed me,—the false friend,—the poltroon,—and I, who +trusted him too much, had <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span>fallen a victim to his stratagems. Whether +he had been true to me at the beginning, and then had faltered at the +last, or whether he had deceived me all along with affected +complaisance, I never knew. For when he came to see me one day, my +just resentment excited me to such a paroxysm of fury that the people +here recommended him not to return, and I have never seen him since. +So here I sit, in forced idleness, waiting for the arrival of some one +who shall appreciate my great idea, and release me for its +accomplishment. The people by whom I am surrounded are kind enough, +but ignorant; they admire me, but are unable to understand me. So they +bind me in silken chains, and clasp them with honeyed words, and I +remain a prisoner. It is thus that the world rewards its greatest +benefactors!</p> + +<hr class="large" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="MRS_KNOLLYS" id="MRS_KNOLLYS"></a>MRS. KNOLLYS.</h2> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">By J. S. of Dale, Author of “Guerndale.”</span></p> + +<p class="center">⁂ <i>Century Magazine, November, 1883.</i></p> + +<p class="n"><span style="float:left;font-size:50px;line-height:32px;padding-top:2px;padding-bottom:1px;">T</span><span style="margin-left:0%;">he</span> great Pasterzen glacier rises in Western Austria, and flows into +Carinthia, and is fourteen or seventeen miles long, as you measure it +from its birth in the snow-field, or from where it begins to move from +the higher snows and its active course is marked by the first wrinkle. +It flows in a straight, steady sweep, a grand avenue, guarded by giant +mountains, steep and wide; a prototype, huge and undesigned, of the +giants’ stairway in the Venice palace. No known force can block its +path; it would need a cataclysm to reverse its progress. What falls +upon it moves with it, what lies beneath it moves with it—down to the +polished surface of the earth’s frame, laid bare; no blade of grass +grows so slowly as it moves, no meteor of the air is so irresistible. +Its substant ice curls freely, moulds, and breaks itself like +water,—breaks <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span>in waves, plastic like honey, crested lightly with a +frozen spray; it winds tenderly about the rocky shore, and the +granite, disintegrated into crumbs, flows on with it. All this so +quietly that busy, officious little Man lived a score of thousand +years before he noticed even that the glacier moved.</p> + +<p>Now, however, men have learned to congregate upon its shores, and +admire. Scientists stick staves in the ground (not too near, lest the +earth should move with it), and appraise the majesty of its motion; +ladies, politely mystified, give little screams of pleased surprise; +young men, secretly exultant, pace the yard or two between the sticks, +a distance that takes the frozen stream a year to compass, and look +out upon it half contemptuously. Then they cross it—carefully, they +have enough respect left for that—with their cunningly nailed shoes +and a rope; an hour or two they dally with it, till at last, being +hungry and cold, they walk to the inn for supper. At supper they tell +stories of their prowess, pay money to the guides who have protected +them, and fall asleep after tea with weariness. Meantime, the darkness +falls outside; but the white presence of the glacier breaks the night, +and strange shapes unseen of men dance in its ashen hollows. It is so +old that the realms of death and life conflict; change is on the +surface, but immortality broods in the deeper places. The moon rises +and sinks; the glacier moves silently, like a timepiece marking the +centuries, grooving the record of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span>its being on the world itself,—a +feature to be read and studied by far-off generations of some other +world. The glacier has a light of its own, and gleams to stars above, +and the great Glockner mountain flings his shadow of the planets in +its face.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Knollys was a young English bride, sunny-haired, hopeful-eyed, +with lips that parted to make you love them,—parted before they +smiled, and all the soft regions of her face broke into attendant +dimples. And then, lest you should think it meant for you, she looked +quickly up to “Charles,” as she would then call him even to strangers, +and Charles looked down to her. Charles was a short foot taller, with +much the same hair and eyes, thick flossy whiskers, broad shoulders, +and a bass voice. This was in the days before political economy cut +Hymen’s wings. Charles, like Mary, had little money, but great hopes; +and he was clerk in a government office, with a friendly impression of +everybody and much trust in himself. And old Harry Colquhoun, his +chief, had given them six weeks to go to Switzerland and be happy in, +all in celebration of Charles Knollys’s majority and marriage to his +young wife. So they had both forgotten heaven for the nonce, having a +passable substitute; but the powers divine overlooked them pleasantly +and forgave it. And even the phlegmatic driver of their <i>Einspänner</i> +looked back from the corner of his eye at the <i>schöne Engländerin</i>, +and compared her mentally with the far-famed beauty of the Königssee. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span>So they rattled on in their curious conveyance, with the pole in the +middle and the one horse out on one side, and still found more beauty +in each other’s eyes than in the world about them. Although Charles +was only one and twenty, Mary Knollys was barely eighteen, and to her +he seemed godlike in his age, as in all other things. Her life had +been as simple as it had been short. She remembered being a little +girl, and then the next thing that occurred was Charles Knollys, and +positively the next thing she remembered of importance was being Mrs. +Charles Knollys; so that old Mrs. Knollys, her guardian aunt and his, +had first called her a love of a baby, and then but a baby in love. +All this, of course, was five and forty years ago, for you know how +old she was when she went again to Switzerland last summer—three and +sixty.</p> + +<p>They first saw the great mountains from the summit of the Schafberg. +This is a little height, three-cornered, between three lakes; a +natural Belvedere for Central Europe. Mr. and Mrs. Knollys were seated +on a couch of Alpine roses behind a rhododendron bush watching the +sunset; but as Charles was desirous of kissing Mrs. Knollys, and the +rhododendron bush was not thick enough, they were waiting for the sun +to go down. He was very slow in doing this, and by way of consolation +Knollys was keeping his wife’s hand hidden in the folds of her dress. +Undoubtedly a modern lady would have been talking of the scenery, +giving word-color pictures of the view; but I am afraid Mrs. Knollys +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span>had been looking at her husband, and talking with him of the cottage +they had bought in a Surrey village, not far from Box Hill, and +thinking how the little carvings and embroideries would look there +which they had bought abroad. And, indeed, Mrs. Charles secretly +thought Box Hill an eminence far preferable to the Venediger, and +Charles’s face an infinitely more interesting sight than any lake, +however expressive. But the sun, looking askance at them through the +lower mist, was not jealous; all the same he spread his glory lavishly +for them, and the bright little mirror of a lake twinkled cannily +upward from below. Finally it grew dark; then there was less talking. +It was full night when they went in, she leaning on his arm and +looking up; and the moonbeam on the snowy shoulder of the Glockner, +twenty leagues away, came over, straight-way, from the mountain to her +face. Three days later, Charles Knollys, crossing with her the lower +portion of the Pasterzen glacier, slipped into a crevasse, and +vanished utterly from the earth.</p> + +<h3>II.</h3> + +<p>All this you know. And I was also told more of the young girl, bride +and widow at eighteen; how she sought to throw herself into the clear +blue gulf; how she refused to leave Heiligenblut; how she would sit, +tearless, by the rim of the crevasse, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span>day after day, and gaze into +its profundity. A guide or man was always with her at these times, for +it was still feared she would follow her young husband to the depths +of that still sea. Her aunt went over from England to her; the summer +waxed; autumn storms set in; but no power could win her from the place +whence Charles had gone.</p> + +<p>If there was a time worse for her than that first moment, it was when +they told her that his body never could be found. They did not dare to +tell her this for many days, but busied themselves with idle cranes +and ladders, and made futile pretences with ropes. Some of the big, +simple-hearted guides even descended into the chasm, absenting +themselves for an hour or so, to give her an idea that something was +being done. Poor Mrs. Knollys would have followed them had she been +allowed, to wander through the purple galleries, calling Charles. It +was well she could not; for all Kaspar could do was to lower himself a +hundred yards or so, chisel out a niche, and stand in it, smoking his +honest pipe to pass the time, and trying to fancy he could hear the +murmur of the waters down below. Meantime Mrs. Knollys strained her +eyes, peering downward from above, leaning on the rope about her +waist, looking over the clear brink of the bergschrund.</p> + +<p>It was the Herr Doctor Zimmermann who first told her the truth. Not +that the good Doctor meant to do so. The Herr Doctor had had his +attention turned to glaciers by some rounded stones <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span>in his garden by +the Traunsee, and more particularly by the Herr Privatdocent +Splüthner. Splüthner, like Uncle Toby, had his hobby-horse, his pet +conjuring words, his gods <i>ex machinâ</i>, which he brought upon the +field in scientific emergencies; and these gods, as with Thales, were +Fire and Water. Craters and flood were his accustomed scapegoats, upon +whose heads were charged all things unaccountable; and the Herr +Doctor, who had only one element left to choose from, and that a +passive one, but knew, on general principles, that Splüthner must be +wrong, got as far off as he could and took Ice. And Splüthner having +pooh-poohed this, Zimmermann rode his hypothesis with redoubled zeal. +He became convinced that ice was the embodiment of orthodoxy. Fixing +his professional spectacles on his substantial nose, he went into +Carinthia and ascended the great Venice mountains, much as he would +have performed any other scientific experiment. Then he encamped on +the shores of the Pasterzen glacier, and proceeded to make a study of +it.</p> + +<p>So it happened that the Doctor, taking a morning stroll over the +subject of his experiment, in search of small things which might +verify his theory, met Mrs. Knollys sitting in her accustomed place. +The Doctor had been much puzzled, that morning, on finding in a rock +at the foot of the glacier the impression, or sign-manual as it were, +of a certain fish, whose acquaintance the Doctor had previously made +only in tropical seas. This fact seeming, superficially, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span>to chime in +with Splüthnerian mistakes in a most heterodox way, the Doctor’s mind +had for a moment been diverted from the ice; and he was wondering what +the fish had been going to do in that particular gallery, and secretly +doubting whether it had known its own mind, and gone thither with the +full knowledge and permission of its maternal relative. Indeed, the +good Doctor would probably have ascribed its presence to the malicious +and personal causation of the devil, but that the one point on which +he and Splüthner were agreed was the ignoring of unscientific +hypotheses. The Doctor’s objections to the devil were none the less +strenuous for being purely scientific.</p> + +<p>Thus ruminating, the Doctor came to the crevasse where Mrs. Knollys +was sitting, and to which a little path had now been worn from the +inn. There was nothing of scientific interest about the fair young +English girl, and the Doctor did not notice her; but he took from his +waistcoat-pocket a leaden bullet, moulded by himself, and marked +“Johannes Carpentarius, Juvavianus, A. U. C. 2590,” and dropped it, +with much satisfaction, into the crevasse. Mrs. Knollys gave a little +cry; the bullet was heard for some seconds tinkling against the sides +of the chasm; the tinkles grew quickly fainter, but they waited in +vain for the noise of the final fall. “May the Splüthner live that he +may learn by it,” muttered the Doctor; “I can never recover it.”</p> + +<p>Then he remembered that the experiment had <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span>been attended with a sound +unaccounted for by the conformity of the bullet to the laws of +gravitation; and looking up he saw Mrs. Knollys in front of him, no +longer crying, but very pale. Zimmermann started, and in his confusion +dropped his best brass registering thermometer, which also rattled +down the abyss.</p> + +<p>“You say,” whispered Mrs. Knollys, “that it can never be recovered!”</p> + +<p>“Madam,” spoke the Doctor, doffing his hat, “how would you recofer +from a blace when the smallest approximation which I haf yet been able +to make puts the depth from the surface to the bed of the gletscher at +vrom sixteen hundred to sixteen hundred and sixty <i>mètres</i> in +distance?” Doctor Zimmermann spoke very good English; and he pushed +his hat upon the back of his head, and assumed his professional +attitude.</p> + +<p>“But they all were trying——” Mrs. Knollys spoke faintly. “They said +that they hoped he could be recovered.” The stranger was the oldest +gentleman she had seen, and Mrs. Knollys felt almost like confiding in +him. “Oh, I must have the—the body.” She closed in a sob; but the +Herr Doctor caught at the last word, and this suggested to him only +the language of scientific experiment.</p> + +<p>“Recofer it? If, madam,” Zimmermann went on with all the satisfaction +attendant on the enunciation of a scientific truth, “we take a body +and drop it in the schrund of this gletscher; and the ice-stream moves +so slower at its base than on the upper <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span>part, and the ice will cover +it; efen if we could reach the base, which is a mile in depth. Then, +see you, it is all caused by the motion of the ice——”</p> + +<p>But at this Mrs. Knollys had given a faint cry, and her guide rushed +up angrily to the old professor, who stared helplessly forward. “God +will help me, sir,” said she to the Doctor, and she gave the guide her +arm and walked wearily away.</p> + +<p>The professor still stared in amazement at her enthusiasm for +scientific experiment and the passion with which she greeted his +discoveries. Here was a person who utterly refused to be referred to +the agency of ice, or even, like Splüthner, of Fire and Water; and +went out of the range of allowable hypotheses to call upon a Noumenon. +Now both Splüthner and Zimmermann had studied all natural agencies and +made allowance for them, but for the Divine they had always hitherto +proved an alibi. The Doctor could make nothing of it.</p> + +<p>At the inn that evening he saw Mrs. Knollys with swollen eyes; and +remembering the scene of the afternoon, he made inquiries about her of +the innkeeper. The latter had heard the guide’s account of the +meeting; and as soon as Zimmermann had made plain what he had told her +of the falling body, “Triple blockhead!” said he. “<i>Es war ihr Mann.</i>” +The Herr Professor staggered back into his seat; and the kindly +innkeeper ran upstairs to see what had happened to his poor young +guest.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Knollys had recovered from the first shock by this time, but the +truth could no longer be withheld. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span>The innkeeper could but nod his +head sadly, when she told him that to recover her Charles was +hopeless. All the guides said the same thing. The poor girl’s husband +had vanished from the world as utterly as if his body had been burned +to ashes and scattered in the pathway of the winds. Charles Knollys +was gone, utterly gone; no more to be met with by his girl-wife, save +as spirit to spirit, soul to soul, in ultramundane place. The +fair-haired young Englishman lived but in her memory, as his soul, if +still existent, lived in places indeterminate, unknowable to Doctor +Zimmermann and his compeers. Slowly Mrs. Knollys acquired the belief +that she was never to see her Charles again. Then, at last, she +resolved to go—to go home. Her strength now gave way; and when her +aunt left she had with her but the ghost of Mrs. Knollys—a broken +figure, drooping in the carriage, veiled in black. The innkeeper and +all the guides stood bare-headed, silent, about the door, as the +carriage drove off, bearing the bereaved widow back to England.</p> + +<h3>III.</h3> + +<p>When the Herr Doctor had heard the innkeeper’s answer, he sat for some +time with his hands planted on his knees, looking through his +spectacles at the opposite wall. Then he lifted one hand and struck +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span>his brow impatiently. It was his way, when a chemical reaction had +come out wrong.</p> + +<p>“Triple blockhead!” said he; “triple blockhead, thou art so bad as +Splüthner.” No self-condemnation could have been worse to him than +this. Thinking again of Mrs. Knollys, he gave one deep, gruff sob. +Then he took his hat, and going out, wandered by the shore of the +glacier in the night, repeating to himself the Englishwoman’s words: +“<i>They said that they hoped he could be recovered.</i>” Zimmermann came +to the tent where he kept his instruments, and stood there, looking at +the sea of ice. He went to his measuring pegs, two rods of iron: one +sunk deep and frozen in the glacier, the other drilled into a rock on +the shore. “Triple blockhead!” said he again, “thou art worse than +Splüthner. The Splüthner said the glacier did not move; thou, thou +knowest that it does.” He sighted from his rods to the mountain +opposite. There was a slight and all but imperceptible change of +direction from the day before.</p> + +<p>He could not bear to see the English girl again, and all the next day +was absent from the inn. For a month he stopped at Heiligenblut, and +busied himself with his instruments. The guides of the place greeted +him coldly every day, as they started on their glacier excursions or +their chamois hunting. But none the less did Zimmermann return the +following summer, and work upon his great essay in refutation of the +Splüthner.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Knollys went back to the little cottage in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span>Surrey, and lived +there. The chests and cases she brought back lay unopened in the +store-room; the little rooms of the cottage that was to be their home +remained bare and unadorned, as Charles had seen them last. She could +not bring herself to alter them now. What she had looked forward to do +with him she had no strength to do alone. She rarely went out. There +was no place where she could go to think of him. He was gone; gone +from England, gone from the very surface of the earth. If he had only +been buried in some quiet English churchyard, she thought,—some green +place lying open to the sun, where she could go and scatter flowers on +his grave, where she could sit and look forward amid her tears to the +time when she should lie side by side with him,—they would then be +separated for her short life alone. Now it seemed to her that they +were far apart forever.</p> + +<p>But late the next summer she had a letter from the place. It was from +Dr. Zimmermann. There is no need here to trace the quaint German +phrases, the formalism, the cold terms of science in which he made his +meaning plain. It spoke of erosion; of the movement of the summer; of +the action of the under-waters on the ice. And it told her, with +tender sympathy oddly blended with the pride of scientific success, +that he had given a year’s most careful study to the place; with all +his instruments of measurement he had tested the relentless glacier’s +flow; and it closed by assuring her that her husband might yet be +found—in five and forty <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span>years. In five and forty years—the poor +professor staked his scientific reputation on the fact—in five and +forty years she might return, and the glacier would give up its dead.</p> + +<p>This letter made Mrs. Knollys happier. It made her willing to live; it +made her almost long to live until old age—that her Charles’s body +might be given back. She took heart to beautify her little home. The +trifling articles she had bought with Charles were now brought +out,—the little curiosities and pictures he had given her on their +wedding journey. She would ask how such and such a thing looked, +turning her pretty head to some kind visitor, as she ranged them on +the walls; and now and then she would have to lay the picture down and +cry a little, silently, as she remembered where Charles had told her +it would look best. Still, she sought to furnish the rooms as they had +planned them in their mind; she made her surroundings, as nearly as +she could, as they had pictured them together. One room she never went +into; it was the room Charles had meant to have for the nursery. She +had no child.</p> + +<p>But she changed, as we all change, with the passing of the years. I +first remember her as a woman middle-aged, sweet-faced, hardly like a +widow, nor yet like an old maid. She was rather like a young girl in +love, with her lover absent on a long journey. She lived more with the +memory of her husband, she clung to him more, than if she had had a +child. She never married; you would have guessed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span>that; but, after the +Professor’s letter, she never quite seemed to realize that her husband +was dead. Was he not coming back to her?</p> + +<p>Never in all my knowledge of dear English women have I known a woman +so much loved. In how many houses was she always the most welcome +guest! How often we boys would go to her for sympathy! I know she was +the confidante of all our love affairs. I cannot speak for girls; but +I fancy she was much the same with them. Many of us owed our life’s +happiness to her. She would chide us gently in our pettiness and +folly, and teach us, by her very presence and example, what thing it +was that alone could keep life sweet. How well we all remember the +little Surrey cottage, the little home fireside where the husband had +never been! I think she grew to imagine his presence, even the +presence of children: boys, curly-headed, like Charles, and sweet, +blue-eyed daughters; and the fact that it was all imagining seemed but +to make the place more holy. Charles still lived to her as she had +believed him in the month that they were married; he lived through +life with her as her young love had fancied he would be. She never +thought of evil that might have occurred; of failing affection, of +cares. Her happiness was in her mind alone; so all the earthly part +was absent.</p> + +<p>There were but two events in her life—that which was past and that +which was to come. She had lived through his loss; now she lived on +for his recovery. But, as I have said, she changed, as all <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span>things +mortal change; all but the earth and the ice-stream and the stars +above it. She read much, and her mind grew deep and broad, none the +less gentle with it all; she was wiser in the world; she knew the +depths of human hope and sorrow. You remember her only as an old lady +whom we loved. Only her heart did not change—I forgot that; her +heart, and the memory of that last loving smile upon his face, as he +bent down to look into her eyes, before he slipped and fell. She lived +on, and waited for his body, as possibly his other self—who +knows?—waited for hers. As she grew older she grew taller; her eyes +were quieter, her hair a little straighter, darker than of yore; her +face changed, only the expression remained the same. Mary Knollys!</p> + +<p>Human lives rarely look more than a year, or five, ahead; Mary Knollys +looked five and forty. Many of us wait, and grow weary in waiting, for +those few years alone, and for some living friend. Mary Knollys waited +five and forty years—for the dead. Still, after that first year, she +never wore all black; only silvery grays, and white with a black +ribbon or two. I have said that she almost seemed to think her husband +living. She would fancy his doing this and that with her; how he would +joy in this good fortune, or share her sorrows—which were few, +mercifully. His memory seemed to be a living thing to her, to go +through life with her, hand in hand; it changed as she grew old; it +altered itself to suit her changing thought; until the very <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span>memory of +her memory seemed to make it sure that he had really been alive with +her, really shared her happiness or sorrow, in the far-off days of her +earliest widowhood. It hardly seemed that he had been gone already +then—she remembered him so well. She could not think that he had +never been with her in their little cottage. And now, at sixty, I know +she thought of him as an old person too; sitting by their fireside, +late in life, mature, deep-souled, wise with the wisdom of years, +going back with her, fondly, to recall the old, old happiness of their +bridal journey, when they set off for the happy honeymoon abroad, and +the long life now past stretched brightly out before them both. She +never spoke of this, and you children never knew it; but it was always +in her mind.</p> + +<p>There was a plain stone in the little Surrey churchyard, now gray and +moss-grown with the rains of forty years, on which you remember +reading: “Charles Knollys—lost in Carinthia”——This was all she +would have inscribed; he was but lost; no one <i>knew</i> that he was dead. +Was he not yet to be found? There was no grassy mound beside it; the +earth was smooth. Not even the date was there. But Mrs. Knollys never +went to read it. She waited until he should come; until that last +journey, repeating the travels of their wedding-days, when she should +go to Germany to bring him home.</p> + +<p>So the woman’s life went on in England, and the glacier in the Alps +moved on slowly; and the woman waited for it to be gone.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p><h3>IV.</h3> + +<p>In the summer of 1882, the little Carinthian village of Heiligenblut +was haunted by two persons. One was a young German scientist, with +long hair and spectacles; the other was a tall English lady, slightly +bent, with a face wherein the finger of time had deeply written tender +things. Her hair was white as silver, and she wore a long black veil. +Their habits were strangely similar. Every morning, when the eastern +light shone deepest into the ice-cavern at the base of the great +Pasterzen glacier, these two would walk thither; then both would sit +for an hour or two and peer into its depths. Neither knew why the +other was there. The woman would go back for an hour in the late +afternoon; the man, never. He knew that the morning light was +necessary for his search.</p> + +<p>The man was the famous young Zimmermann, son of his father, the old +Doctor, long since dead. But the Herr Doctor had written a famous +tract, when late in life, refuting all Splüthners, past, present, and +to come; and had charged his son, in his dying moments, as a most +sacred trust, that he should repair to the base of the Pasterzen +glacier in the year 1882, where he would find a leaden bullet, graven +with his father’s name, and the date A. U. C. 2590. All this would be +vindication of his father’s science. Splüthner, too, was a very old +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span>man, and Zimmermann the younger (for even he was no longer young) was +fearful lest Splüthner should not live to witness his own refutation. +The woman and the man never spoke to each other.</p> + +<p>Alas, no one could have known Mrs. Knollys for the fair English girl +who had been there in the young days of the century; not even the +innkeeper, had he been there. But he, too, was long since dead. Mrs. +Knollys was now bent and white-haired; she had forgotten, herself, how +she had looked in those old days. Her life had been lived. She was now +like a woman of another world; it seemed another world in which her +fair hair had twined about her husband’s fingers, and she and Charles +had stood upon the evening mountain, and looked in one another’s eyes. +That was the world of her wedding-days, but it seemed more like a +world she had left when born on earth. And now he was coming back to +her in this. Meantime the great Pasterzen glacier had moved on, +marking only the centuries; the men upon its borders had seen no +change; the same great waves lifted their snowy heads upon its +surface; the same crevasse still was where he had fallen. At night, +the moonbeams, falling, still shivered off its glassy face; its pale +presence filled the night, and immortality lay brooding in its +hollows.</p> + +<p>Friends were with Mrs. Knollys, but she left them at the inn. One old +guide remembered her, and asked to bear her company. He went with her +in the morning, and sat a few yards from her, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span>waiting. In the +afternoon she went alone. He would not have credited you, had you told +him that the glacier moved. He thought it but an Englishwoman’s fancy, +but he waited with her. Himself had never forgotten that old day. And +Mrs. Knollys sat there silently, searching the clear depths of the +ice, that she might find her husband.</p> + +<p>One night she saw a ghost. The latest beam of the sun, falling on a +mountain opposite, had shone back into the ice-cavern; and seemingly +deep within, in the grave azure light, she fancied she saw a face +turned toward her. She even thought she saw Charles’s yellow hair, and +the self-same smile his lips had worn when he bent down to her before +he fell. It could be but a fancy. She went home, and was silent with +her friends about what had happened. In the moonlight she went back, +and again the next morning before dawn. She told no one of her going; +but the old guide met her at the door, and walked silently behind her. +She had slept, the glacier ever present in her dreams.</p> + +<p>The sun had not yet risen when she came; and she sat a long time in +the cavern, listening to the murmur of the river, flowing under the +glacier at her feet. Slowly the dawn began, and again she seemed to +see the shimmer of a face—such a face as one sees in the coals of a +dying fire. Then the full sun came over the eastern mountain, and the +guide heard a woman’s cry. There before her was Charles Knollys! The +face seemed hardly pale; and there was the same faint smile—a smile +like her <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span>memory of it, five and forty years gone by. Safe in the +clear ice, still, unharmed, there lay—O God! not her Charles; not the +Charles of her own thought, who had lived through life with her and +shared her sixty years; not the old man she had borne thither in her +mind—but a boy, a boy of one and twenty lying asleep, a ghost from +another world coming to confront her from the distant past, immortal +in the immortality of the glacier. There was his quaint coat, of the +fashion of half a century before; his blue eyes open; his young, clear +brow; all the form of the past she had forgotten; and she his bride +stood there to welcome him, with her wrinkles, her bent figure, and +thin white hairs. She was living, he was dead; and she was two and +forty years older than he.</p> + +<p>Then at last the long-kept tears came to her, and she bent her white +head in the snow. The old man came up with his pick, silently, and +began working in the ice. The woman lay weeping, and the boy with his +still, faint smile, lay looking at them, through the clear ice-veil, +from his open eyes.</p> + +<p>I believe that the Professor found his bullet; I know not. I believe +that the scientific world rang with his name and the thesis that he +published on the glacier’s motion, and the changeless temperature his +father’s lost thermometer had shown. All this you may read. I know no +more.</p> + +<p>But I know that in the English churchyard there are now two graves, +and a single stone, to Charles Knollys and Mary, his wife; and the boy +of one <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span>and twenty sleeps there with his bride of sixty-three: his +young frame with her old one, his yellow hair beside her white. And I +do not know that there is not some place, not here, where they are +still together, and he is twenty-one and she is still eighteen. I do +not know this; but I know that all the pamphlets of the German doctor +cannot tell me it is false.</p> + +<p>Meantime the great Pasterzen glacier moves on, and the rocks with it; +and the mountain flings his shadow of the planets in its face.</p> + +<hr class="large" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="A_DINNER-PARTY" id="A_DINNER-PARTY"></a>A DINNER-PARTY.</h2> + +<h3>WAS IT A SUCCESS?</h3> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">By John Eddy.</span></p> + +<div class="centerbox2 bbox"><p>“The work of feeding, you must understand,<br /> +Was but a fraction of the work in hand.”</p></div> + +<p class="center">⁂ <i>Atlantic Monthly, November, 1872.</i></p> + +<p class="n"><span style="float:left;font-size:50px;line-height:32px;padding-top:2px;padding-bottom:1px;">I</span><span style="margin-left:0%;">n</span> the year of grace 1855 there resided at the fashionable end of one +of the largest of our Eastern cities, a person who will be called for +the purpose of this article Bernon Burchard. He is not a myth, but a +veritable person. For fifteen years he had been a practising lawyer, +and had risen to eminence in his profession. His personal appearance +was fine and prepossessing. His mind was clear, vigorous, and +well-stored with varied learning. His sense of honor was pure and +discriminating, and like the president of the Jewish Sanhedrim in the +days of Caius Cæsar, he “was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span>had in reputation of all the people.” He +was blessed with a capacious soul, and seemed naturally inclined to +acts of benevolence and generosity. In society he held the foremost +rank, and was fitted by birthright, education, and taste for the +highest social position. His noble nature, his wit and learning and +generous flow of spirits, united to complete a most pleasing and model +gentleman.</p> + +<p>At this time, upon the old estate in Lancashire, England, from which +the first of the Burchards in this country emigrated in 1630, there +resided Winfield Burchard, who dispensed generous hospitality to all +the American kindred who made pilgrimage to fatherland. Mr. Bernon +Burchard in particular, of all the name, had special occasion for +holding the said Winfield in lasting remembrance and esteem for the +many and great favors bestowed upon him and his immediate family +during a series of years,—favors which were rendered doubly pleasing +because it was nearly certain from the age and infirmities of the host +that the branch of the family on this side of the Atlantic would never +have the opportunity of reciprocating the favors in kind.</p> + +<p>At a certain period in the year first mentioned, when Bernon +Burchard’s enthusiasm was all aglow for his English namesake, there +called upon him the Rev. Mr. Malcolm of Oxford, with a letter of +introduction from Winfield, wherein he commended his nephew to the +attention of Mr. Bernon for his many virtues and acquirements.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span></p><p>He was cordially received, and Mr. Bernon Burchard at once determined +to show his new cousin every mark of consideration and attention, as +some slight token of the regard in which he held the writer of the +letter.</p> + +<p>In personal appearance the Rev. Mr. Malcolm was of average height, of +a lymphatic temperament, and of modest and retiring manners. His brown +hair shaded bright hazel eyes, which under embarrassment or surprise +flew about with remarkable rapidity, and occasionally gave his +countenance a wildness of expression. He showed at least a smattering +of a variety of knowledge; he had evidently enjoyed the acquaintance +of many of the conspicuous men in Europe, and had the air of a man who +had seen much of the world.</p> + +<p>Among other efforts for the entertainment of the Rev. Mr. Malcolm, and +the only one pertinent to the object of this article, was a grand +dinner-party, which surpassed all others that had ever been given in +the city, both for the elegance and sumptuousness of the feast and the +wit and learning displayed by the distinguished guests, as well as in +another particular which it is our purpose to unfold.</p> + +<p>There were present, besides the Rev. Mr. Malcolm, a learned Doctor of +Divinity, famous for his proficiency in the Hebrew language and in +Rabbinical lore, and who was at times greatly embarrassed because of +his inability to hold what he deemed a proper restraint over his +risibles. There <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span>was also a professor of Greek literature, who +delighted in the tragedies, especially of Euripides and Sophocles, but +who had, nevertheless, a keen relish for the humorous. He was +accustomed among scholars to quote certain old Latin and Greek authors +who were seldom read, and it was a frequent remark among the learned, +with a sly wink of the eye, that our professor had access to some +books which other less favored literati had never seen. There was +present a brace of literary gentlemen of ready memories and wits, who +contributed largely to the enjoyment of the occasion, besides several +lawyers of distinction, who as a class are always to be relied upon +when festivity offers them a retainer; a Senator, who was grave and +dignified; a Right Reverend, who was quite the contrary; a +physiognomist and expert in handwriting, who was the gravest of all, +and naturally so as he was intent on taking rather than making +observations; and several others, who, to say the least, were good +listeners.</p> + +<p>In Vespasian’s time entertainments were first given <i>præcise</i>, and Mr. +Burchard’s guests arrived at almost the same moment. As the +physiognomist paid his respects to the host the Rev. Mr. Malcolm stood +upon his right, and at the same moment the man who had the ordering of +the feast, formerly called the butler, stood upon his left offering +him a rolled-up napkin, which was the mode of announcing the readiness +of the repast in the days of the Cæsars. This man with a napkin under +his <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span>arm led the way to the dining-room, and Mr. Burchard brought up +the rear, also an invariable rule for an “amphitrion” in the times of +the gourmands.</p> + +<p>While the <i>convives</i> were passing through the hall, Mr. Sidney, the +physiognomist and expert, seemed disinclined to proceed. Mr. Burchard, +supposing him to feel somewhat overawed in the presence of so wise a +conclave, hurried him along, while Mr. Sidney whispered in his ear, +“With all respect, sir, you are more blind than Bartimeus.”</p> + +<p>Mr. Sidney has been heretofore described in the pages of the <i>Atlantic +Monthly</i> in these words, “His counterpart in personal appearance you +may find in the thoroughfares at any hour of the day. There is nothing +about him to attract attention. He is nearly forty-five years of age, +and weighs perhaps two hundred pounds. His face is florid and his hair +sandy. His eyes are small, piercing, and gray. His motions are slow, +and none are made without a purpose. The wrinkles in his lips are at +right angles with his mouth, and a close observer might detect in his +countenance self-reliance, and tenacity of will and purpose.”</p> + +<p>One of the most important personages present, and one who contributed +largely to the success or non-success of the feast, was Mr. Burchard’s +major-domo Maguire, the same who handed the napkin to Mr. Burchard +when Mr. Sidney entered the drawing-room. For eight years he had +resided in the family, and had endeared himself to the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span>whole +household by the kindness of his heart, his devotion to the interests +of his employer, and by his perfection of knowledge in every art which +relates to an entertainment and the customs which prevail in refined +society. He was small in stature, of dark complexion, smooth face, +subdued expression of countenance, very quiet in his manners, and aged +about forty-five.</p> + +<p>The Rev. Mr. Malcolm, most tastefully attired, was seated on the right +of the host, and said grace in the most approved English formula and +with distinct enunciation. The Doctor of Divinity sat on the left. +Beside his plate was a bill of fare beautifully executed in Hebrew +(much to the surprise of the host and to the credit of Maguire). The +doctor’s attempt at translating the same into English afforded not a +little amusement, he being not particularly successful in the effort. +Indeed, he was so perplexed thereby when pressed by the Professor of +Greek, that he could not conceal his annoyance, and the whole company +were equally excited lest the professor should press the Rabbin so far +as to mar the harmony of the occasion. It was beginning to be +painfully embarrassing, when the doctor discovered beside the +professor’s plate a similar bill of fare equally well executed in +Greek, and the doctor begged leave to inquire of him, “What is the +difference between <i>artos</i> (bread) and <i>azumos</i> (biscuit), and in what +respect do the <i>tyrontes</i> and <i>dolyres</i> and <i>typhes</i> and <i>placites</i> +and <i>melitutes</i> differ?”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p><p>The professor became at once so confused as to put the whole company +and the Rabbin in particular in the best of humor and indeed in almost +uncontrollable laughter.</p> + +<p>“And what, if you please,” further inquired the great Hebrew, “were +those highly flavored <i>arto laganos</i> and the <i>escarites</i> which the +Epicureans are said to have relished so highly that they could devour +them even after the operation had become distressing?”</p> + +<p>The professor’s pale face had changed to the color of a lobster’s +back, and those who had been so painfully perplexed by the +discomfiture of the doctor were now carried to the other extreme by +beholding him tear the weapon from his own flesh and hurl it with such +effect against the attacking party. Again the excitement was becoming +too exquisite for enjoyment. Nothing could have been more graceful +than the turn that was given to the conversation by the Rev. Mr. +Malcolm in sliding it off into a description of the Athenian matrons +and maidens vying with each other in the markets in the sale of their +seventy-two different kinds of bread and the conventional phrases +which they were accustomed to use. As Mr. Malcolm repeated the calls +with graceful and descriptive action, and the professor, who had +recovered his equanimity, interpreted readily, the whole company could +see in their mind’s eye the girls and the matrons in the market of +Athens who more than seventeen hundred years ago had called aloud +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span>their “<i>melitutes</i> sweetened with the delicious honey of Mount +Hymettus, and <i>tyrontes</i> made of flour baked with cheese.” If there +was any lack of dignity in the reverend gentleman in his vivacious +description, or in the change of his voice to distinguish the girl +from the woman, it was credited to his sagacity and readiness to turn +a bold corner in order to efface the fear and apprehension that had +preceded. It also gave our professor an opportunity to translate what +a few moments before he had been too much confused to do.</p> + +<p>Then came a glowing description of the venders of bread in ancient +Rome and of the manners of the Ædiles in their daily round among the +bakers and bread-stands. Here again Mr. Malcolm was exceedingly happy +in his imitations both of the manners of the Ædiles and their remarks +as they passed along, giving a <i>tableau vivant</i> that was quite unique +and very descriptive and enjoyable.</p> + +<p>The Right Reverend who was present made a historical reference to King +Numa, and in the same connection declared that bread-making was as old +as the human race. Malcolm smiled, and looked about so queerly that +one of our literary friends offered him a penny. He was evidently +confused, and seemed in doubt when another offered to make it +twopence.</p> + +<p>“I have always supposed,” said Malcolm very modestly, “that the Romans +for five centuries were pultiphagists, and that Megalarte and +Megalomanze were the first bread-makers,” and then, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span>not a little to +the gratification of the professor, he quoted from an author whom the +professor had before then enjoyed alone, and whom some of the company +had thought to have been fictitious. He added that in Numa’s time no +bread had been made, and he quoted again from some unheard-of +philosopher who declared that “invalids would become numerous in Rome +should they cease to be pultiphagists and become eaters of bread.”</p> + +<p>The countenance of the Right Reverend fell somewhat, and Malcolm and +the professor drew closer together, and for a while took the lead of +the conversation and in the entertainment of the company. The +professor seemed enraptured at finding so proficient a Latin and Greek +scholar, and one so familiar with the characters he had hitherto +monopolized. Archilus, Acestius, Stephanus and Phisistion were superb. +Mithaceus on Hotch-potch, Agis on Pickled Broom-buds, Hegesippus on +Black-pudding, Crito on Soused Mackerel, were joyously hit off in +turn, after which Malcolm began a description of the luxury of living +in Trajan’s reign.</p> + +<p>The greatest of all cooks, Apicius, was introduced as the author of +several of the dishes which had so graced the pending feast. Then +followed the brilliant kitcheners of Rome when foreign luxury was +introduced into the empire from Asia, and as the procession passed +along in grand review, some of the <i>bon mots</i> of each were repeated, +followed by the hearty laugh of the guests. Of these <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span>Pantaleon, +Epiricus, Epenetus, Zophon, Chius, and Tyndaricus, whom Pliny styled +“the gulf of all youth,” received the most attention.</p> + +<p>Paulus Æmilius, whose three days’ triumph in Rome was graced by the +captive monarch of Macedonia, came in for his share of honor for his +declaration that “there is equal skill in bringing an army into the +field and the setting forth of a feast, inasmuch as one is to annoy +your enemy and the other to please your friend.”</p> + +<p>Many instances of the great men of antiquity being engaged in cooking +were recited: the cook of Charlemagne was the leader of his +armies,—Patrocles, the geographer and governor of Syria under +Seleucus and Antiochus, peeled onions,—the heroic Ulysses roasted a +sirloin of beef,—the godlike Achilles washed cabbages,—Cincinnatus +boiled the turnips upon which he dined,—the great Condé fried +pancakes,—Curius Dentatus, who twice enjoyed the honors of a triumph, +was found cooking peas in an earthen pot.</p> + +<p>Then followed a description of the luxury brought to Rome after the +conquest of Asia, with talk of the edicts of Archian, Faunian, Didian, +and others for its suppression,—the expense of a single meal being +limited by imperial mandate to <i>centenos asses</i>,—of the resistance +offered to these decrees by Durenius and others, and of bills of fare +(first introduced by Vitellius). Most of the company had heard enough +of this kind of conversation, and had turned their attention to the +professor, who seemed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span>transported with delight, especially when +Malcolm quoted from Diocles on sweet-breads, Hicesius on potted +pigeons, and Dionysius on sugar sops.</p> + +<p>From that day to the present time the professor has not ceased to +inquire with profound admiration for that accomplished gentleman and +ripe scholar and antiquarian, confidently expecting that he is yet to +honor some of the great universities of the Old World, or that he is +to be raised to some exalted position in the Church of England.</p> + +<p>It would be very agreeable to the writer to be allowed to communicate +some of the hits and repartees which were tossed about the table, and +which are omitted because unnecessary to the question in hand. There +was, however, one other subject discussed which awakened a lively +interest and is appropriate to the sequence.</p> + +<p>Mr. Malcolm started the inquiry whether it was consistent with the +highest virtue and religion for a lawyer to accept a retainer and to +act as counsel for a man accused of crime, when he knew or had +reasonable cause to believe his client guilty of the offence charged. +The lawyers, one and all, responded in the affirmative. Mr. Malcolm, +as if in doubt, contented himself with inquiries. The Right Reverend +and the Rabbin were decidedly opposed to the opinion of the bar. The +subject was well discussed, and the lawyers carried all before them. +All had given up the contest except the doctor, when Mr. Burchard +inquired of him if he believed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span>in capital punishment, and, receiving +an affirmative nod, he proceeded: “You are aware that our laws require +of every practitioner before he becomes a member of the legal +profession that he shall take an oath that he will be faithful to his +client?”</p> + +<p>“Yes.”</p> + +<p>“And that our statutes provide that the court shall assign counsel to +a criminal when he has not made that provision for himself?”</p> + +<p>“Yes.”</p> + +<p>“And that the state at its own expense compels the attendance of the +witnesses for the accused; and you approve these laws?”</p> + +<p>“Yes.”</p> + +<p>“And once more, would you prefer that the court should hang a man +accused of murder under a plea of guilty, or that the extreme penalty +of the law should be enforced after a full hearing, and proof to the +satisfaction of the jury beyond a reasonable doubt?”</p> + +<p>After a moment’s reflection the doctor replied that he should prefer +that the death penalty should be carried into effect <i>only</i> after a +verdict of guilty and upon the fullest investigation, for, said he, +“it may be that the accused has a very imperfect knowledge as to what +constitutes the offence charged; or he may be mistaken as to his +duties and obligations; or, indeed, he may be laboring under a morbid +condition of mind, so as to desire that his life may be legally taken, +and I think I have known at least one such.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span></p><p>“Then,” said Mr. Burchard, “have you not admitted so much as to make +untenable your position, namely, that you approve the law which +requires an attorney to be faithful to his client, the law which +assigns counsel to the accused, the law which compels the attendance +of the witnesses for the criminal at the expense of the state, and +provides that the accused shall be executed <i>only</i> after the fullest +investigation? What is the object of these enactments? Undoubtedly the +interest of the state and not primarily of the criminal. The state in +its wisdom requires for its own safety, and lest it should commit the +crime and the blunder of hanging an innocent man, that the whole truth +should be known. How greatly would the government and jurisprudence +suffer if a guiltless man should be executed? When, therefore, a +lawyer assumes the defence of a known murderer he is complying with +the commands of the statutes and is serving the best interests of the +government when he compels the prosecuting officer to the proof of the +offence; and not only so, he is serving justice itself and not the +criminal only. Even the judges have no authority to punish, except +these provisions of law are complied with and the offence be proved. +Who has not heard of the indictment of the two Bournes in Vermont, and +of their having pleaded guilty to the crime of murder, for which they +were on the eve of being executed, when the supposed murdered man put +in his appearance? How much better would justice have <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span>appeared had +the defence been conducted by a tenacious, faithful, and conscientious +lawyer instead of being conducted in such a bungling manner that the +bones of a horse did duty for the bones of the supposed murdered man! +That case has done better duty as a bugbear for a century than any +other legal decision.”</p> + +<p>Mr. Burchard became quite warm, and made the assertion that he would +never take a retainer, and afterwards, no matter what knowledge he +should subsequently acquire, desert a client; and he doubted if a +conscientious lawyer had a moral right to refuse to defend a brother +mortal accused of crime. “For the refusal,” said he, “proceeds upon +the ground taken by the doctor, which substantially is that no defence +ought to be made, but that sentence should be passed upon a real +criminal whether the crime can be proved or not. And I am at a loss to +discover how my friend the doctor can approve of the requirements of +the statutes which have been referred to, and yet assert that honest, +conscientious lawyers alone cannot comply with them.”</p> + +<p>Mr. Burchard, feeling that he had been somewhat more enthusiastic than +the occasion demanded, changed the subject in this wise:</p> + +<p>“You all remember that a certain firm in Philadelphia made a special +deposit of eighteen thousand dollars in gold in the Trust Company, and +some expert thieves by means of a forged check obtained possession of +the money. The manner of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span>accomplishing the feat was peculiar and was +most adroitly carried out. The thief drove so sharp a bargain for +funds current in New Orleans that the cashier’s mind was diverted from +the genuineness of the check to the percentage of exchange to be +realized by the operation. Many propositions were made on both sides +which were not mutually satisfactory. At last the rogue told the +cashier that rather than submit to imposition he would take the gold, +and the eighteen thousand dollars were handed over to him in +twenty-dollar gold-pieces. The forgery was not discovered till +thirteen days after, when the depositor called for his special +deposit. Immediately detectives were employed. One of them you have +all seen. He is a personal friend of mine, and his ability in this +department surpasses Vidocq’s as much as Vidocq’s was superior to that +of an ordinary country constable. He judged, by an intuition that none +of us can comprehend, that these rogues had carried their plunder to +Baltimore, and thither he proceeded. For three months he prowled about +that city by night and by day, his mind intent upon the one object of +ascertaining some clew that should direct him to the discovery of the +robber. At the end of twelve weeks he had made no progress, and +returned to Philadelphia. There he continued some ten days, and became +discontented and vexed at being baffled. Asserting that he felt +certain that the thieves made Baltimore their head-quarters, he +proceeded thither again. After ten days’ further <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span>search, one evening +as he was walking slowly past a newspaper-stand on the corner of a +street, he observed a boy who wore no hat purchase a New York <i>Herald</i> +and give in exchange a twenty-dollar gold-piece. He followed the lad +into a drinking-saloon in the rear of which was a gambling-room. He +soon ascertained the proprietor’s name, and learned that his family +occupied the upper part of the house. He became acquainted with the +proprietor’s wife, and found that she was sister to the wife of C. B., +who was that year the president of the association of rogues, he +having been elected to that position at M. in the State of Indiana in +the month of August. He also learned that her father resided about +fifty miles from Baltimore. The detective was aware that this close +corporation of rascals had nine directors, and, knowing the position +of C. B. in the association and his connection with the proprietor of +the saloon, and understanding also the method of distribution, he +concluded that two thousand dollars fell in the division to C. B., and +a like amount to the proprietor of the saloon. He left the saloon at +midnight, and drove immediately to the residence of the father of the +proprietor’s wife, and arrived there between nine and ten o’clock on +the following morning, meeting the old gentleman in his wagon between +his house and the main road, from which it was distant about half a +mile. The detective was also aware of a rule among these robbers, that +any considerable sum of money stolen, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span>less ten per cent, should be +buried for two years; and, having ascertained only what has been above +related, he felt sure of the fact that the old gentleman was the +keeper of one ninth, at least, of the money stolen. He also felt +confident that he had gathered enough of the truth to make a powerful +impression upon the man he had gone so far to see, and that if he was +not altogether given over to the service of this band of bad men, he +could state facts enough, which the old gentleman knew were profound +secrets, to stagger his mind and arouse his conscience. After an +interview of less than an hour this detective, by an art of which we +cannot conceive, and by a magnetism and eloquence that no other man of +my acquaintance ever possessed a tithe of, actually induced the father +of these two women to dig up out of his garden two thousand dollars in +twenty-dollar gold-pieces and hand them over to—my friend Mr. Sidney, +<i>who sits at the other end of the table</i>. And not only so, but he +prevailed upon the old gentleman to go with him to Baltimore in order +to get possession of the other two thousand dollars held by the +proprietor of the aforesaid saloon, which he also actually +accomplished at a little inn about six miles from Baltimore, where the +saloon-keeper and his wife met her father and my friend.</p> + +<p>“Yesterday in the Supreme Court I had occasion to avail myself of Mr. +Sidney’s marvellous ability as an expert in handwriting. The case +turned entirely upon his testimony, although some twenty <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span>witnesses +testified on each side that they had seen the defendant write, and +that, in their opinion, the signature was or was not genuine. Mr. +Sidney did not arrive till the moment the case was about to be given +to the jury, and I had no opportunity of conversing with him, except +to ascertain that in his judgment the signature was not a forgery.</p> + +<p>“After he took the witness-stand and had qualified himself as an +expert in handwriting, the note in suit was handed him, and he was +requested to state whether or not in his opinion the signature was +genuine. It was some minutes before he responded. During the latter +portion of the time of his silence his mind seemed intent upon +something else. The presiding judge inquired of him if he intended to +answer, when he replied:</p> + +<p>“‘I was considering the matter, not whether the signature was genuine, +but how I could convince the jury of the truth of what I have to say. +This signature is genuine. The man who wrote it is a moral and +religious man, and has therefore forgotten that he executed it. He is +aged forty-seven, stands five feet ten, is broad-shouldered, +full-favored, with muscular hands, thick, hard, and small; he is a +merchant and a bachelor, and finds it hard to give up when he has been +mistaken. I judge that the man who sits at the other end of the table +wrote his name to this note, and I think I can convince him of it, for +his honest face corresponds to the morality of the signature. The jury +will observe that the first letter of the name is written while <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span>the +quill pen was full of ink, which was almost exhausted on the second +letter and replenished on the third, and the operation is repeated +five times. I think, also, that the writer was in poor health, and his +muscles relaxed when he wrote his name. I am of the opinion, +therefore, that the signature was made while the writer was on his +back and the nib of the pen was higher than the tip.’</p> + +<p>“At this point of the testimony the face of the defendant against +whose interest the witness was testifying became luminous, and he at +once rose and declared that the statement of the expert was the truth, +and that it had altogether passed from his mind till that moment.</p> + +<p>“I hope now I shall have the pleasure of giving you such an +entertainment that you will remember it for your lifetime; and I know +whereof I affirm when I state that my friend here present will, one +hundred times in succession and without a mistake, from a single +specimen of the handwriting of an individual, give his age within two +years, his height within an inch, his weight within ten pounds, his +profession, whether married or single, his temperament and +peculiarities, his moral character, whether—”</p> + +<p>Mr. Sidney was here observed to shake his head in a most determined +manner.</p> + +<p>“Or if my friend,” proceeded Mr. Burchard, “will give us the +characteristics of some of our neighbors who may be passing, this +company will be equally delighted and astonished, for I assert <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span>that +he will invariably hit off the peculiarity of a man from a single +glance better than any of us after ten years of intercourse and +acquaintance.”</p> + +<p>Again Mr. Sidney shook his head, and the subject was not again +referred to.</p> + +<p>At a late hour the company separated, each asserting that he had never +passed a more enjoyable evening.</p> + +<p>The reader will understand that only fragments of the conversation are +here given, and only such and so much as bear upon the question at the +head of the article. The sparkle of the remainder might be somewhat +dimmed by a repetition, but so agreeable was the flow of soul, so +entertaining the wit, so electric the repartees, and so graceful the +turns in the conversation when the joke began to be too practical, +that the whole company, without reference to the compliment of the +host, declared to each other, as they met for months and years after, +that in their lifetime they had never realized such elegant luxury and +such unmitigated pleasure in an entertainment.</p> + +<p>Mr. Sidney again and again endeavored to speak a word confidentially +to Mr. Burchard, but circumstances, and especially his devotion to +Malcolm, prevented.</p> + +<p>Both Malcolm and Sidney were to take the night train for New York, and +the time of its departure was near at hand. At last Mr. Sidney bade +the host good-night, saying he should see him again before many days, +but hoped he would soon recover <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span>from the infirmity in his eyes. Mr. +Malcolm was the last to leave.</p> + +<hr class="medium" /> + +<p>Early on the following morning, while Mr. Burchard was at breakfast, +he received the following note:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Bernon Burchard, Esq.</span>:—</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Sir</span>,—After leaving your hospitable mansion last +night, and while I was hastening to the station to take the +night train for New York, I was accosted by two watchmen who +arrested me, as they say, for burglary, and have detained me +at the police station till now. In order that I may keep my +appointment in New York, I have waived a preliminary +examination before the magistrate, and desire you will +become my bail, that I may be immediately released to the +important duties devolving upon me elsewhere. Before many +days the occasion of my haste will be ascertained, and that +it had no reference to the watchmen; and the prosecution +will be voluntarily <i>nol prosed</i>.</p> + +<p class="right"><span style="margin-right: 5em;">Your friend and servant,</span><br /> +<span class="smcap"><span style="margin-right: 2em;">Malcolm.</span></span></p></div> + +<p>Mr. Burchard dropped his cup, and without communicating with his wife, +hastened to the assistance of his relative, gave the required bail, +and released his friend to proceed on his journey, all the while +delighted with the thought that Winfield Burchard would sooner or +later be informed that <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span>his letter of introduction was of some real +value to his nephew.</p> + +<p>Before his departure, Malcolm handed to Mr. Burchard a draft for one +thousand dollars, not to secure him as his bail, as he said, but as a +retainer for his defence should such a necessity ever arise, and Mr. +Malcolm added with a forced smile, “It is most singular that I, who +doubted the propriety, should so soon claim the benefit of your +declaration of your duty made last evening, to which I have so +suddenly become a convert, but I most devoutly trust that I may rely +upon your assistance at a time of so great humiliation and +perplexity.”</p> + +<p>To which Mr. Burchard replied that he should most gladly, to the +utmost of his ability, labor incessantly for his guest and relative, +but must insist that he should be left to do so of his own free will, +without reference to any pecuniary compensation, and out of the high +regard in which he held his friend and benefactor Winfield Burchard.</p> + +<p>To which Malcolm responded, “It would be an accommodation to me if you +would take charge of the draft and collect the same and pass it to my +credit, for I prefer not to carry about my person so large an amount +of money.”</p> + +<p>The result was that Mr. Burchard retained the draft. He then proceeded +to the offices of several daily newspapers and suppressed the report +of the arrest, “for,” said he to the editors, “by allowing it to +appear you will greatly injure the reputation <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span>of one of the most +pious and accomplished clergymen in the English Church, and I am fully +aware of the reason of his haste when overtaken by the watchmen, for +he had left my house but a few minutes before and was hastening to the +train when the real rogues ran past him.”</p> + +<p>There was one scurrilous little journal among the newspapers at whose +office Mr. Burchard neglected to call. In their next issue the +following appeared:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>“<i>Another Robbery.</i> About two o’clock last night the dwelling of W—— +H. B—— on <span style="white-space: nowrap;">B——</span> Street was burglariously entered, and a considerable +amount of silver plate, jewelry, and other valuables taken and carried +away. The loss is estimated at two thousand five hundred dollars. The +daughter of Mrs. B—— heard the noise of the robbers as they left the +house and gave the alarm. Two watchmen, who were in the immediate +vicinity, gave chase, and one of the robbers, who gave his name as +George Lathrop, not so swift of foot as the others, was overtaken and +carried to the police station, where he waived an examination, gave +the required bail of twelve thousand dollars, and is now at large. +There were two other participators in the crime who outran the +watchmen. Lathrop was observed to throw away something in his flight. +A subsequent search discovered it to be a finely wrought mat of +curious construction, the handiwork of Miss B——, which sufficiently +identifies this one of the thieves with the transaction. The <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span>other +two were subsequently arrested and held to bail in like amounts, but +no part of the booty has yet been recovered. From the promptness with +which bail was given, and the standing of the sureties, it would seem +that these burglars are not only men of property, but are protected by +men in high social position.”</p></div> + +<p>On reading the foregoing Mr. Burchard’s indignation knew no bounds. He +blamed himself for not having recollected the existence of that +scurrilous journal, which now seemed more mean and contemptible than +ever. Those persons who understood how great a control Mr. Burchard +had over his passions could nevertheless see that an earthquake was +pent up in his bosom. He was almost beside himself with rage. When his +indignation had somewhat subsided his pride and high sense of honor +became equally disturbed. He feared that his guests of the previous +evening might hear of the matter, and identify Malcolm with George +Lathrop. Vexed almost beyond endurance, dejected and tormented almost +beyond the rallying-point, he went to his house bewildered, and threw +himself upon a lounge, and overcome by exhaustion fell asleep. When he +awoke it was evening. He rose from his couch, seated himself before a +bright wood fire, and looked intently into the coals. Snow was falling +softly upon the pavements till the tramp of passing travellers became +muffled and hushed. Maguire came into the library, and entered into +conversation with Mr. Burchard <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span>concerning the entertainment of the +previous evening, and finding that it was considered by him eminently +successful, begged Mr. Burchard to give him a certificate which would +secure him a similar place should anything ever occur by reason of +which he should relinquish his present position. Whereupon Mr. +Burchard turned to his writing-table and wrote as follows:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p class="right"><span style="margin-right: 2em;">December, 1855.</span></p> + +<p>This is to certify that M. Maguire has resided in my family +for eight years last past, and during all that period has +conducted himself with the most perfect propriety, and has +shown consummate skill as a kitchener, and in all matters +pertaining to the order and etiquette of a feast has no +superior, and I do cordially recommend him, in case he shall +ever leave my employment, as an honest, upright, and +faithful man, and worthy of my regard.</p> + +<p class="right"><span style="margin-right: 2em;"><span class="smcap">Bernon Burchard.</span></span></p></div> + +<p>This he handed to Maguire with the remark that if it was not +sufficiently comprehensive he might dictate such an one as he desired +and he would sign it. Maguire, perceiving that his employer was not in +a talkative mood, quietly left the room. As he left, Mrs. Burchard +came into the library and sat down to talk over the dinner-party. Both +agreed that it was a great success, and that Maguire was a jewel. Mrs. +Burchard began to laugh, and then asked, “Did you observe that pickle, +my dear?”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span></p><p>“What about the pickle?”</p> + +<p>“Why, the pickle which Mr. Malcolm took happened to have a cut nail +extending the full length of it. Now, my dear, do you suppose that +nail could have grown in the cucumber? Ha, ha! What an entertaining +man he is, and what a fund of anecdote, and how well he tells a story; +and yet I don’t fancy him. Those bills of fare in Hebrew, Greek, and +Latin, how did—”</p> + +<p>The door-bell rang and Mr. Sidney was announced. “Thank God!” +exclaimed Mr. Burchard. So rejoiced was he that his whole frame +trembled with emotion and tears trickled down his face. Grasping his +hand with both his own, he asked, “You received my telegram, then?”</p> + +<p>“No.”</p> + +<p>“Then what brought you here so soon?”</p> + +<p>Mrs. Burchard perceiving the conversation was not free in her +presence, quietly left the room, when Mr. Sidney assumed a grave +demeanor and said: “Mr. Burchard, I have always believed you eminently +an honorable and honest man, and do so still. Do you grant this of +me?”</p> + +<p>“Yes, but if you did not receive my telegram, what brought you here +to-night, for I am aware of the necessity you are under to be +elsewhere?”</p> + +<p>“I told you I should soon return,” said Mr. Sidney, “for I feared that +you might compromise yourself to an unpardonable degree with the +scamps by whom you have been surrounded, and the thought of it so +weighed upon my mind that <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span>when I met the train at New Haven bound +eastward I determined to come again to you and inform you of your +peril.”</p> + +<p>“I am not aware that I am in any peril.”</p> + +<p>“If you were aware of it you would be safe, and your lack of knowledge +is the reason of my return.”</p> + +<p>“Have you any information of what has transpired since last evening?” +inquired Mr. Burchard.</p> + +<p>“None, whatever.”</p> + +<p>“Then unburden yourself with the least possible delay, for I have been +so harassed and tormented during this day as almost to be overwhelmed; +and as you are aware that I hold your judgment in these matters akin +to prophecy, I beg you will proceed, for I have pondered over and over +again your meaning when you compared me, both at the beginning and +ending of the company, to Bartimeus.”</p> + +<p>“First,” said Mr. Sidney, “I wish you to understand that I have never +before last night seen or heard of the two or three persons concerning +whom I propose to speak, and I feel that I ought first to have your +permission to say all that is in my mind, for it comes nearer home to +you than you suppose.”</p> + +<p>“You have it; go on.”</p> + +<p>“If it be true that the heart of a man changeth his countenance, then +it is absolutely certain to my mind that your clergyman is the most +unmitigated scamp, and it may, with propriety, be said that he has no +conscience at all, so perverted <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span>has it become. He is a gambler by +profession, and a passer of counterfeit money, but his business is +burglary. He has followed it for years, and had his mind not been on +it for years, he could not have become so perfect in his craft. The +one great quality demanded by his business is <i>patience</i>, and he has +attained it. The most remarkable thing about him is his assurance. I +never knew an instance of so bad a man having the audacity to appear +in the company of gentlemen of refinement, and to say grace with a +voice that had no heart in it. It is usually the last place that those +of his craft seek, and I cannot yet comprehend how he wheedled you.”</p> + +<p>Mr. Burchard explained, as has been previously stated.</p> + +<p>“And that Maguire of yours is as bad a woman as walks the earth.”</p> + +<p>“Woman!” exclaimed Mr. Burchard; “for eight years he has been one of +the most faithful servants and upright men I ever knew.”</p> + +<p>“<i>Now, Mr. Burchard!</i>” said Mr. Sidney, looking him straight in the +eye, “do you mean to tell me that you don’t know Maguire is a woman?”</p> + +<p>“I surely do not so suspect even.”</p> + +<p>“Then the blindness of Bartimeus was nothing to yours. Has she any +beard? Has she a man’s voice? Has she the figure of a man? Does she +make any motions of body or limb like a man? Surely not. She is a +woman, and has consummate art, more than any woman I ever saw save +one. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span>She consorts continually with thieves and robbers, and if you do +not suspect it you ought to know it, and that is what has brought me +here. Your house is on fire of hell, and you do not seem to apprehend +it. Did you not notice at the table that she spilled some wine on the +Reverend (?) Mr. Malcolm’s head and white cravat, and do you suppose +it was accidental? No, sir, they are better acquainted than you and I, +for he did not start when it was done, but was conscious who did it. +When I entered your drawing-room and saw you standing between these +two graceless villains, I looked around me in order to ascertain how +many of that stripe were present, and finding but one other, I +concluded you had been imposed upon and that I would improve the +opportunity to study human nature. I <i>should</i> like to be informed how +it came to pass that that reverend state’s-prison bird obtained an +invitation from you.”</p> + +<p>Mr. Burchard explained the method of the introduction by a letter from +his kinsman in England, as before stated.</p> + +<p>“Have you the letter?”</p> + +<p>The letter being produced, after a moment’s examination he said: “Very +well done. <i>Very</i> well done. He is better at that than I supposed, yet +many of the letters show more than one stroke of the pen. He is an +Englishman, but learned to write in Germany. He was once a cook. He +does not write Malcolm as if used to it, and that is an assumed name. +Great nerve, assurance, self-reliance, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span>and patience. Is fond of +children. Has more conceit than his manners indicate, kind-hearted man +and even generous in his way, but has no notion of truth or morals. +Should say he had spent much of his time in Baden Baden and other like +places. Is good at gambling, but burglary is his <i>forte</i>. Ah! yes, +this specimen of his handwriting, if it is disguised, tells the whole +story of his life. That was a pretty crowd, was it not? for me to show +off, too, that I could read their characters in their faces.”</p> + +<p>“Is it possible?” soliloquized Mr. Burchard, “and my admirable Maguire +his accomplice!”</p> + +<p>Mr. Sidney asked for the last letters which he had received from +Winfield Burchard, in order to compare the two, but examining his +portfolio, all were gone.</p> + +<p>Mr. Burchard then stated to Mr. Sidney what had transpired during the +day,—Malcolm’s arrest, the giving of bail, the suppression of the +report in the newspapers, and the report which appeared in one of the +journals, his acceptance of the draft of one thousand dollars, and +some other particulars, when Mr. Sidney said,—</p> + +<p>“Why were your eyes not opened by the fact that Malcolm did not give +the same name to the watchmen as to you? That is an offence against +the statute, and you know it, and an honest man, whether clergyman or +boot-black, never descends to that. Besides, the robbery was +committed, according to this account, more than an hour after <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span>the +night train had gone to which your supposed relative was hastening. +That mat also should have convinced you; and what an adept he was to +have known enough of the forms of law to have waived a preliminary +examination and to have secured you as bail before you had recovered +from your dream! He managed well to get your opinion last night of the +duty of lawyers to defend rogues. Mr. Burchard, you are harnessed. You +must now defend that rascal. Your mouth is closed, you have pocketed a +retainer. A thousand dollars’ fee does not indicate light work, but +seems to imply a strain upon your conscience. I once heard the +ex-secretary of President Harrison’s Cabinet decline a like amount +because it implied too much for his honor.”</p> + +<p>Mr. Sidney touched a sensitive place. If Mr. Burchard had any +reputation or quality as a lawyer, it was for his unsullied integrity +and keen sense of honor. The ability of Mr. Sidney in his department +had not brought that comfort which Mr. Burchard had hoped for. His +distress of mind was so great that Mr. Sidney judged he had gone +beyond the limit of safety, and he quoted, “‘Faithful are the wounds +of a friend.’ As your friend I open to your view the peril from which +it is your duty to escape. If you are involved, extricate yourself +with honor if you can, and if you cannot, then do no more than honor +requires.”</p> + +<p>A long pause ensued. At length Mr. Burchard broke the silence by +inquiring what evidence there was that Maguire was criminal.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span></p><p>“Because she gets the information for Malcolm, and draws plans of the +houses which he intends to rob, and locates every piece of furniture +in them so that he can enter the house and go through darkness to his +objective point. He passes half his nights in her room. There the +schemes are matured, and if you think her less criminal than Malcolm, +you are welcome to your opinion.”</p> + +<p>“But what information can you give me upon which I can act?”</p> + +<p>“She has deceived you in passing herself off as a man. She is in +fellowship with Malcolm, while it is for her interest to be faithful +to you, for by reason of being your man she has access to those houses +which may be presumed to be profitable in the plundering. I cannot +tell you any particular thing she has done, but I can send a message +to the back door by reason of which she will fly from your house and +never again show you her face.”</p> + +<p>“What message will you send?”</p> + +<p>“I will write on a card these words, ‘All is known, detectives are +approaching.’”</p> + +<p>“Do it,” said Mr. Burchard, “and if he is honest he will show it to me +and ask advice, and we will see if he will fly.”</p> + +<p>The card was delivered, no commotion followed. She was not seen to +escape, though watch was set for the purpose. Search was made for her +in vain. From the appearance of her room it was evident she had fled. +It was months before she was heard from, and then the inquiry came +from <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span>the chief of police in a Western city, “Did Mary Maguire, alias +Sonsie Jane, alias Wily Mary, ever reside with Bernon Burchard? Is his +certificate genuine?”</p> + +<p>In the mean time Mr. Burchard was intensely excited by conflicting +emotions and the discussion within himself concerning his duty. Could +he retain the money and give information to the police? No. Did the +fraud of Malcolm vitiate his obligation to him? In some particulars, +but not in all. Did his oath to be faithful to his client prevent him +from withdrawing from the case till at least he had returned what he +had received? Yes; but how could he return it, since it was doubtful +if Malcolm would ever again appear?</p> + +<p>Before Mr. Sidney left town it was arranged that he should ascertain +the whereabouts of Malcolm if possible, and, as the attorney of Mr. +Burchard as bail, bring him hither at all hazards, and confine him in +jail to await his trial or till he should procure other securities. +Mr. Sidney stipulated that Mr. Burchard should not on any account +telegraph to him or any other person upon the subject, because that +the telegram would certainly reach Malcolm, if he was a chief member +of a gang of villians, before it did him or the person to whom it +should be addressed. This injunction, however, escaped the mind of Mr. +Burchard. As the time for Malcolm’s trial drew near, he, Mr. Burchard, +became nervous and care-worn. Learning through a New York detective +that Malcolm was in that city, he at once <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span>telegraphed to his attorney +there to seek out the detective and have Malcolm arrested.</p> + +<p>The writer of this article, who was then aware that some great trouble +shrouded the mind of Mr. Burchard, without knowing what it was, +happened to be conversing with him on the street near his office door +when the answer to the telegram arrived, and had the opportunity of +reading it all except the signature. Before the message had been +delivered to the attorney in New York, the answer came from Malcolm at +New Orleans, printed upon a long strip of paper as follows:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p class="right"><span style="margin-right: 2em;">“<span class="smcap">New Orleans</span>, March —, 1856.</span></p> + +<p>“I never disappoint my bail. My thoughts on awful subjects +roll, damnation and the dead, what horrors seize the guilty +soul upon a dying bed. Lingering about these mortal shores +she makes a long delay, till like a flood with rapid force, +death sweeps the wretch away. Good for Doctor Watts. I have +three weeks yet to spare.”</p></div> + +<p>How it was signed I am not aware. The envelope was marked “paid +$32.75.”</p> + +<p>On the afternoon previous to the sitting of the court at which Malcolm +was under bail to appear, he unexpectedly presented himself at Mr. +Burchard’s office. The conflicting emotions in Mr. Burchard’s breast +upon beholding him can well be imagined. Indignation for the +imposition and forgery was most apparent. Vengeance was secondary, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span>tempered by the fact that he had made his appearance, although not +yet safe in jail. His soul burst forth in a holy horror of a man +apparently incapable of entertaining a moral sentiment, and so brazen +as not to appreciate his guilt. His presence so exasperated Mr. +Burchard that he rushed toward the door without any definite intention +but to be rid of his visitor. Malcolm calmly placed his back against +the closed door and said very coolly: “All this indignation is well +enough before a jury, Mr. Burchard, and I read in your countenance +what is passing in your mind, but it is wise to take men as they are +and the world as it is, and not as it should be. I meet you to-day on +equal terms. You claim something of me, and I of you. If you are a man +of honor, fulfil your contract. If you are a sneak, do as I should +have done had I forfeited my bail. I have shown the estimate I put +upon my duty by appearing to discharge you as my bail in the face of +the indignity I have put upon you, and knowing full well what I was to +encounter. Show half my pluck and it will serve you well. I am not yet +your prisoner, and by the Eternal! I will not be till to-morrow, when +I shall be content with that position. On your peril answer me. Will +you fulfil your agreement? Will you be a man or a knave?”</p> + +<p>Mr. Burchard answered not, but saw the desperate nature of the man +with whom he had to deal, and that he was provided with weapons with +which to enforce his argument. Malcolm proceeded, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span>“I never was and +never will be a sneak. I am bound by honor as well as you. You are a +lawyer, and a good one. I am a burglar, sir, and am not ashamed of my +jobs. You exalt your profession, and so do I mine. Business is +business, and mine is as honorable as yours. Think you I am less +public-spirited than you? Think you I love my wife and children less +than you? Come, come, Mr. Burchard; down from your perch! You are a +man of principle. I am no sardine. You have taken my money, and you +cannot return it if you would, for the bankers upon whom it was drawn +have failed, and the draft has not been presented and is your loss. I +know what you would like to say. It is true I used dissimulation and +procured an invitation to your dinner-party, and here is Winfield +Burchard’s letter to you (presenting it), whose handwriting I +imitated; but it was all in my line. I laid a bet I could do it, and +that draft was just the sum I won. Bristol Bill pays up like gentle +folks, but then he didn’t know my opportunities. What possessed you to +dismiss Maguire? but no matter; that is all gone by. During the last +eight years I have passed at least six hundred nights in your house, +and have been very frequently in your sleeping-room, and have heard +your confidential talk with your wife. Doubt it, do you? Yes, your +door <i>was</i> always bolted on the inside, and no other one opened into +your chamber, but I can tell you conversations you had with your wife, +which will convince you. Do you remember one <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span>night when your wife +became nervous and fell to crying lest the pain she felt in her breast +should prove to be a cancer, and you told her that you would go to +Boston with her and consult Dr. Jackson and ask Dr. P. to go with you? +Do, eh? And do you remember one night when your niece slept upon the +sofa in your room? I had no idea she was there, and needlessly waked +her. She screamed, and while you was attending to her fright I slipped +out and didn’t leave your door bolted. I heard you tell her she was +dreaming.</p> + +<p>“And do you remember one night telling your wife that you could not +imagine how three cigars got out of a new box you had opened the night +before? Those cigars were the only things that either Maguire or I +ever took from your house.</p> + +<p>“I will make you this proposition, and if you will accept it you will +do well. By the night train my two accomplices in that job will +arrive. I don’t intend to be shut up till they come. I will pay for +six men to sit up with me here to-night in this office, and you shall +select them, and in the morning I will pay their fees and go to jail.”</p> + +<p>The proposition was accepted, and the chief of police furnished the +keepers.</p> + +<p>During that night Mr. Burchard’s office was the scene of strange +revelations. Malcolm furnished money to one of the officers, who +brought in a basket of champagne, and ordered a supper at one o’clock +in the morning, to be the most complete that money could buy and the +city furnish. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span>The officers were at liberty to invite in their friends +who were reliable. Malcolm distributed to each of his keepers five +times the sum of money agreed upon for their wages, and demanded of +them a faithful performance of their duty. Some thirty had entered the +office, and the door was closed and not to be opened on any account +till supper was announced. Malcolm had sent to a neighboring +bookstore, and obtained one pack of every edition of playing cards +there kept for sale. Some forty packs with different backs were piled +up at one end of the table. Malcolm invited some one to take a hand of +euchre with him. The captain, who was considered the most expert +player, took a chair at the corner of the table, and the rest were to +observe the game, but say nothing which they should discover till the +game was over. Malcolm took one of the packs from the envelope and +said, “This edition was gotten up by Count —— at ——, and with it +he played twenty-one nights and won —— thousand dollars before the +markings were discovered. Cut the cards if you please, and mind, if +you can, that the ten of spades is not turned.” The cards were dealt +and the ten of spades was turned. The two bowers and two aces were +given to the captain, who ordered up the ten.</p> + +<p>“Now, captain, I have given you the bowers and two aces, and yet you +are euchred.” And so it was. Malcolm inquired if any one perceived how +it was done, and, receiving a negative reply, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span>said, “Very well, he +shall do precisely the same thing, and see then if you detect the +method. I will cut for a ten to be turned and order it up, and you +will observe.”</p> + +<p>Almost the same cards were put into Malcolm’s hand, as had been put +into the captain’s.</p> + +<p>“Now,” said Malcolm, “I order it up, and will make one,” and so it +was.</p> + +<p>“Did any of you see how that was done?”</p> + +<p>None could detect. The cards were again shuffled by a looker-on. It +was Malcolm’s deal.</p> + +<p>“I must not make too often. This time you shall march. You see I have +given you three trumps and a king and an ace of another suit.” And so +it was.</p> + +<p>The cards were shuffled again. “You must make one this time.” And so +it was.</p> + +<p>“Now,” said Malcolm, “please say whether I shall make one, or lose +one, or go out.”</p> + +<p>It was the captain’s deal, and the company requested Malcolm to go out +if he could.</p> + +<p>“Very well then, I cut a bower; the left is next above it as they fell +into the last hand, and so will not be out.”</p> + +<p>Malcolm ordered up a queen, took it out with a king, and made three +low clubs and won the game.</p> + +<p>“Let’s take another pack while these gimlet-eyed fellows hunt up the +markings. This edition was gotten up by Sunderland for a high-low-jack +pack, and was read the first night. The profession <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span>never use it, the +marks are so apparent. Try it once at all-fours.”</p> + +<p>The cards were dealt by the captain, and Malcolm said, “I will stand, +although I have but one trump, for you have none.” And Malcolm made +three points.</p> + +<p>“Had you detected the manipulation, I should have lost and you would +have made three.</p> + +<p>“Try another pack. This had a run of three months before it was +detected. It is well executed, and only the most sagacious and +quick-sighted are never mistaken in the cards. There is not an edition +of cards that I cannot read as well by seeing one side as the other. +No pack was ever edited in fairness to both parties. A man is a fool +who will get out such an edition. I carried two new ones to the B—— +house in London, and won thirteen nights with them.”</p> + +<p>One of the company who had been out and returned, produced a pack with +plain backs, and asked triumphantly if Mr. Malcolm would please to +read them by the backs.</p> + +<p>“This edition,” said Malcolm, “was gotten up in Edinburgh by an +Irishman named Mulligan, and was popular for a while, but when he won +every night with it suspicions were aroused, and finally a boy twelve +years old deciphered it. I can tell each card across the room.” And he +did.</p> + +<p>And so the entertainment went on, Malcolm winning every game till +supper was served; not one of the company detecting how it was done.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span></p><p>“Now, boys,” said Malcolm “this is my treat, and please enjoy +yourselves, for I shall expect you all to be in court when my case is +tried, to laugh on my side. Lawyers don’t understand the value of a +chuckle in swaying a jury in a doubtful case. Lay to. ‘The art of +cookery,’ says Henry Cornelius Agrippa, ‘is very useful if not +dishonest.’ My appetite is good, and I trust you are all likewise +minded, for Beaumont and Fletcher say, ‘What an excellent thing God +did bestow upon man when he gave him a good appetite. Mine is almost +equal to that of Erisichthon described by Ovid,—</p> + +<div class="centerbox3 bbox"><p>‘Thus Erisichthon’s profane chops devour<br /> +All sorts of food: in him food is the cause<br /> +Of hunger: and he will employ his jaws<br /> +To whet his appetite.’</p></div> + +<p>“’Tis said that Maximus, the Emperor who succeeded Alexander Memneaus, +consumed forty pounds of flesh in one day, and drank an amphora of +wine containing forty-eight quarts.</p> + +<p>“Waiter, pass your wines. No blue ruin or heavy wet. In the days of +the great Cæsar all feasts began with eggs and ended with fruits, +cream and apples; hence the proverb, <i>ab avo usque ad mala</i>, and the +man who did not crush his eggshell or put his folded napkin on his +left knee, was considered a fool. As we have not eggs we will do our +best with the napkins. No melancholy subjects at this table. So here’s +luck.” And all drank a bumper.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span></p><p>“Did you ever hear how Pope Julius III. became enraged against his +cook for not having saved him a cold peacock for supper, and how he +began to blaspheme? Whereupon one of his cardinals said to him, ‘Let +not your Holiness be so moved with a matter of so little weight.’ +‘What!’ said the pope, ‘if God was so angry for one apple that he cast +our first parents out of Paradise, why may not I, his vicar, be angry +for a peacock, sithers a peacock is greater than an apple?’</p> + +<p>“The oysters from Tarentum, so prized by one of the Cæsars, I forget +which, were not to be compared to these. Captain, take a hand at them. +Let me give you a song.”</p> + +<p>And with a sweet melodious voice and a Scotch accent, he sang Burns’s +Ode on the Haggis.</p> + +<div class="centerbox3 bbox"><p>“‘Fair, fa’ your honest, sonsie face,<br /> +Great chieftain o’ the pudding race:<br /> +Aboon them a’ ye tak your place,<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">Paunch, tripe, or thairm;</span><br /> +Weel are ye worthy o’ a grace<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">As lang’s my arm.’</span></p></div> + +<p>“This bird is excellent; whoever cooked it,</p> + +<div class="centerbox4 bbox"><p><span style="margin-left: 7.5em;">‘His name should be enrolled</span><br /> +In Estcourt’s book, whose gridiron’s framed of gold.’</p></div> + +<p>“Help yourselves, gentlemen, digestion is the business of the stomach, +and indigestion that of the physicians. It is better to dine late, for +one can then concentrate all his thoughts upon his plate, forget +business, and only think of eating and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span>drinking and going to bed. Ha, +ha! I should have omitted the bed in quoting from the gourmands, for +they would rather fast than be obliged to eat a good dinner in a +hurry. Five hours is little enough, provided Mr. Burchard shall not in +the mean time appear and drive us away.</p> + +<p>“This venison is delicious; none was ever better served. The Roman +Senators debated the question how a turbot should be cooked, and the +author of this dish deserves a place among such.</p> + +<p>“Montmaur is reported to have said that Easter and Christmas were the +two best days in the year. Easter because it was farthest from Lent, +and Christmas because then you breakfasted at midnight. Who says this +is not equal to Montmaur’s Christmas breakfast?”</p> + +<p>This sort of banter, interspersed with songs and stories, was kept up +till a late hour, when all of a sudden the keepers awoke to the fact +that Malcolm had flown. The visitors laughed heartily. The company +dispersed, not standing upon the order of their going. The table was +cleared, and the office put in order. Only one of the keepers +remained, who resembled in appearance a cat that had played with her +mouse and lost it; the others were out looking for Malcolm. At an +early hour in the morning he returned, and seating himself at Mr. +Burchard’s desk, wrote him this note:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Mr. Burchard</span>,—</p> + +<p>I trust I did not disturb your repose. I +found, this morning, in your safe in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span>your house this pretty +little casket sent you from your English namesake. I have +seen it often before, but wanted another squint at it, and I +have brought it to your office lest some burglar might steal +it from your house. I noticed your wife’s watch lying around +loose in your sleeping-room, which is of no great value—to +me,—and I contented myself with the charms, which I will +put into your steel chest, here in the office, for safe +keeping against the time of my need. The putting a yoke on +the keys of your door, so I could not turn them with the +nippers, was all useless. The chair poised against your +sleeping-room door gave me a deal of trouble, and I could +not put it back as I found it. Please excuse me. The thread +on the stairs attached to an alarm-bell might as well have +been omitted. The old-fashioned fork against the bolt I put +back as I found it, and came out by the dining-room window. +Your portfolio you will find between the beds on which you +were sleeping. It took me half an hour to make you turn over +so I could do it. George Waters is my counsel, to whom I +have committed my case. He will arrange the evidence. Unless +you eat your own words, you will sit beside him and ask the +jury if they believe the case is made out beyond a +reasonable doubt, for I know better than you the weight of +your character. I shall be in jail by breakfast-time.</p> + +<p class="right"><span style="margin-right: 2em;"><span class="smcap">Malcolm.</span></span></p></div> + +<p>At the bottom of the note was a well-drawn <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span>hand with spread fingers +at the end of a man’s nose.</p> + +<p>When all the officers had returned, dropping in one by one, towards +morning, they were somewhat surprised and relieved upon beholding +Malcolm. He informed them that it would be all right if they would all +appear at his trial and laugh for him.</p> + +<p>At the trial, Mr. Burchard, care-worn and nervous, made his +appearance. Mr. Waters conducted the testimony for the defence. Mr. +Burchard inquired of him what testimony Malcolm relied upon, and was +answered that no testimony whatever was to be introduced, but he would +rely altogether upon the lack of testimony on the part of the +government. A cold shiver ran down Burchard’s backbone. The question +of guilty or not guilty turned upon the identity of the mat previously +spoken of, which, it was asserted, Malcolm threw away as he ran. The +watchman testified positively to the fact, but it was in the night, +and he might have been mistaken. Mr. W. H. B. testified generally as +to the robbery, and recognized the mat as probably the one made by his +daughter, although he could not positively make oath to the fact. As +the case turned upon the testimony of Miss B., I give the whole of the +cross-examination.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Question by Mr. Waters.</i> You have said that you <i>know</i> this mat to +have been the work of your own hands, and that you made it for a +particular purpose. If you please, what was that purpose?</p> + +<p><i>Answer.</i> I had presented me on Christmas a fine <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span>statuette of Samuel, +which I admired so much that I worked this mat with great care upon +which to place it.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> And did you work it from a pattern?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> Yes, sir.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> And have you ever seen others like it?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> Yes, sir, three, but not in this city.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> And where did you get the pattern?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> From a friend in Philadelphia.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> Now, if you have seen other mats like this, how do you know, of +your own knowledge, that this is not some other lady’s work?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> I know it is my work because the centre portion of the mat was +left plain, which centre is exactly the size of the base of my +statuette.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> Is there any other reason which you can give?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> I know it looks like my mat.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> Certainly, but would it not look like your mat if it had been +wrought by another lady?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> Perhaps so.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> You say <i>perhaps</i> so; would it not certainly so look?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> I think it would.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> Have you the statuette now?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> Yes, sir, it is at our house.</p></div> + +<p>At this point of the trial the statuette was sent for and brought into +court by the father of the witness. Mr. Waters took it into his +possession. Considerable discussion arose when the prosecuting +attorney insisted upon being allowed to examine it. Mr. Waters became +almost violent, and declared <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span>he would smash the image rather than be +so imposed upon. He was cross-examining the witness with no testimony +for the accused, and he insisted upon his rights without interruption. +The court ruled in Mr. Waters’s favor. He, holding the statuette by +the base, walked up to Miss B., and inquired of her if she recognized +it as her own.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>A.</i> I certainly do.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> And how do you know it is certainly your own?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> It is just like mine.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> But are there not other copies so like it as that you cannot tell +the difference, nor one from the others?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> Yes.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> How then can you say for a certainty that this is yours?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> Because my father has just brought it from our house, and I saw +him go for it and return with it. I can give no better reason.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> Can you say of your own knowledge, from an examination of the +image, that it is yours?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> No, sir.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> Have you any more reliable knowledge concerning the mat being +yours?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> Yes, for the space in the middle was made expressly to fit the +base of the statuette.</p> + +<p><i>Q.</i> And are you willing to risk your testimony upon that fact alone?</p> + +<p><i>A.</i> I am.</p></div> + +<p>The mat and the statuette were then shown the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span>witness and the jury, +and the base of the statuette overlapped the plain surface in the +centre of the mat half an inch. The witness became faint, and was +carried into the lobby. The jury, without leaving their seats, +rendered a verdict of <small>NOT GUILTY</small>.</p> + +<p>The captain feasted Malcolm that night, and obtained from him the +secret of his defence. Maguire, as a woman, had procured the situation +of cook in the house of Mr. W. H. B., and had substituted for the +original Samuel another, altogether similar, except that its base was +half an inch larger.</p> + +<p>The captain further inquired what had been Malcolm’s occupation in +early life, and how he had acquired so much knowledge of the gourmands +and feasts.</p> + +<p>“I was cook at Baden Baden,” said Malcolm, “at the B—— House. There +I met Count S., who took a fancy to me. I served also at the tables, +after that as waiter in the house, and keeping an eye open I was a +great help to the Count. He knew everything about the table, kitchen, +and the larder, and I remembered what he used to repeat night after +night, when a year or two ago I found Dick Humelbergius’s book upon +the art of never breakfasting at home and always dining abroad. I +found everything recorded there, and that is pretty much the only book +I ever read. I can quote Latin, and know where to put it in, but what +the —— the meaning of it is, I have no notion.”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span></p><p>“Allow me further to inquire by what process or contrivance you can +slide a bolt on the opposite side of the door?”</p> + +<p>“I paid $3500 for that information, and don’t propose to part with +it.”</p> + +<p>“Then advise me what is best for me to do when I find a burglar in my +sleeping-room in the night time?”</p> + +<p>“Do nothing, sir, unless you are hunting up a graveyard. We never +desire to maim or kill, but we can. I should be poorly provided or +skilled if I was not ready for such emergencies. As soon as the +burglar leaves your room, rise and light the gas, and he will trouble +you no more.”</p> + +<p>“One other question. Did you rob and then burn the Jenks house?”</p> + +<p>“That is not a question to be answered, but I will say that I have a +drawing of the house and the location of every piece of furniture in +it, which is perfect.”</p> + +<p>To this day, only two of the persons who were present at the +dinner-party are aware of the history of the two worthies, the +Reverend Mr. Malcolm of Oxford and Maguire the butler of Mr. Bernon +Burchard.</p> + +<hr class="large" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="THE_MOUNT_OF_SORROW" id="THE_MOUNT_OF_SORROW"></a>THE MOUNT OF SORROW.</h2> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">By Harriet Prescott Spofford.</span></p> + +<p class="center">⁂ <i>Harper’s Magazine, June, 1883.</i></p> + +<p class="n"><span style="float:left;font-size:50px;line-height:32px;padding-top:2px;padding-bottom:1px;">N</span><span style="margin-left:0%;">ever</span> did anything seem fresher and sweeter than the plateau on which +we emerged in the early sunset, after defiling all day through the +dark deep mountain-sides in the rain.</p> + +<p>We had promised Rhoda to assault her winter fastness whenever she +should summon us; and now, in obedience to her message, a gay party of +us had left the railway, and had driven, sometimes in slushy snow and +sometimes on bare ground, up the old mountain-road, laughing and +singing and jangling our bells, till at length the great bare woods, +lifting their line forever before us and above us, gave place to bald +black mountain-sides, whose oppressive gloom and silence stifled +everything but a longing to escape from between them, and from the +possible dangers in crossing bridges, and fording streams swollen by +the fortnight’s thaws and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span>rains. Now and then the stillness resolved +itself into the murmuring of bare sprays, the rustling of rain, the +dancing of innumerable unfettered brooks glittering with motion, but +without light, from the dusky depths; now and then a ghastly lustre +shot from the ice still hanging like a glacier upon some upper steep, +or a strange gleam from the sodden snow on their floors lightened the +roofs of the leafless forests that overlapped the chasms, and trailed +their twisted roots like shapes of living horror. What was there, I +wondered, so darkly familiar in it all? in what nightmare had I +dreamed it all before? Long ere the journey’s end our spirits became +dead as last night’s wine; we shared the depression of all nature, and +felt as if we had come out of chaos and the end of all things when the +huge mountain gates closed behind us, and we dashed out on the plateau +where the grass, from which the wintry wrapping had been washed, had +not lost all its greenness, and in the sudden lifting of the +rain-cloud a red sparkle of sunset lighted the windows, as if a +hundred flambeaux had been kindled to greet us.</p> + +<p>A huge fire burned in the fireplace of the drawing-room when we had +mounted the stairs and crossed the great hall, where other fires were +blazing and sending ruddy flames to skim among the cedar rafters; and +all that part of the house sacred to Colonel Vorse, and opened now the +first time in many winters, was thoroughly warm and cheerful with +lights and flowers and rugs and easy-chairs <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span>and books. We might +easily have fancied ourselves, that night, in those spacious rooms, +when, toilets made and dinner over, we re-assembled around the solid +glow of the chimney logs, a modern party in some old mediæval chamber, +all the more for the spirit of the scene outside, where the storm was +telling its rede again, rain changing to snow, and a cruel blast +keening round the many gables and screaming down the chimneys. After +all, Rhoda’s and Merivale’s plan of having us in the hills before +late-lingering winter should be quite gone, and doing a little Sintram +business with skates and wolves and hill visions, should have been +carried out earlier. To them it was all but little less novel than it +was to me, and Rhoda, who, although a year or two my junior, had been +my intimate, so far as I ever had an intimate, would not rest till she +had devised this party, without which she knew she could not have me, +even persuading our good old Dr. Devens to leave his pulpit and +people, and stamp the proceeding with his immaculate respectability. +As it was, however, it looked as though we were simply to be shut in +by a week of storm following the thaw. Well, there are compensations +in all things: perhaps two people in whom I had some interest would +know each other a trifle better before the week ended then.</p> + +<p>The place was really the home of Rhoda and Merivale, or was now to +become so. Colonel Vorse, their father, who had married so young that +he felt but little older than they, and was quite <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span>their companion, +was still the owner of the vast summer hostelry, although no longer +its manager. After accumulating his fortune he had taken his children +about the world, educating them and himself at the same time, with now +an object lesson in Germany and now another in Peru, and finally +returning to this place, which, so far as we could see, was absolute +desolation, without a neighbor, but which to him was bristling with +memories and associations and old friends across the intervale and +over the mountain and round the spur. There was something weird to me, +as I looked out at the flying whiteness of the moonlit storm, in those +acquaintances of his among the hollows of these pallid hills; it +seemed as though they must partake of the coldness and whiteness, and +as if they were only dead people, when all was said. Perhaps Dr. +Devens, who half the way up had been quoting,</p> + +<div class="centerbox2 bbox"><p><span style="margin-left: 5em;">“Pavilioned high, he sits</span><br /> +In darkness from excessive splendor born,”</p></div> + +<p>had another phase of the same feeling. I heard him saying, as I passed +him five minutes before, where he sat astride a chair in front of the +long oriel casement: “There is a path which no fowl knoweth, and which +the vulture’s eye hath not seen: the lion’s whelps have not trodden +it, nor the fierce lion passed by it. He putteth forth his hand upon +the rock; he overturneth the mountains by the roots. He cutteth out +rivers among the rocks; and his eye seeth every precious thing. He +bindeth <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span>the floods from overflowing; and the thing that is hid +bringeth he forth to light.” He is expecting a convulsion of nature, I +remember thinking, as I went by and paused at another window myself. A +convulsion of nature! I fancy that he found it.</p> + +<p>“There is something eerie here,” I said, as I still gazed at the +scene; for the dim gigantic shapes of the hills rose round us like +sheeted ghosts, while the flying scud of the storm, filled with the +white diffusion of unseen light, every now and then opened to let the +glimpses out. “And see the witch-fires,” as the rosy reflections of +our burning logs and lights danced on the whirling snow without. “Is +there anything wanting to make us feel as if we had been caught here +by some spell, and were to be held by some charm?”</p> + +<p>“I wish I knew the charm,” said Colonel Vorse, by my side, and half +under his breath. And then I felt a little angrier with myself for +coming than I had felt before.</p> + +<p>“I often hear you talking of your belief in certain telluric forces +that must have most power among the mountains where they first had +play, and where earth is not only beneath, but is above you and around +you. Well, we are here in the stronghold of these telluric forces. I +am their old friend and ally: let me see what they will do for me.”</p> + +<p>It was true. And I half shivered with an indefinite fear that I might +be compelled, in spite of all wish and prejudice, and birthright—I, +the child of proud old colonial grandees of the South; he, the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span>son of +a mountain farmer, who had married a mate of his own degree, and had +kept a mountain inn till fortune found him and death took her. My +father at least was the child of those proud old colonials, and I had +lived with his people and been reared on their traditions. Who my +mother was I never knew; for my father had married her in some +romantic fashion—a runaway match—and she had died at my birth, and +he had shortly followed her. I had nothing that belonged to her but +the half of a broken miniature my father had once painted of her, as I +understood. I always wore it, with I know not what secret sentiment, +but I showed it to nobody. I had sometimes wondered about the other +half, but my life had not left me much time for sentiment or +wonder—full of gayety till my grandfather’s death left me homeless; +full of gayety since his friend Mrs. Montresor had adopted me for +child and companion, subject to her kind whims and tyrannies. But if +she took me here and took me there, and clad me like a princess, I was +none the less aware of the fact that I was without a penny—morbidly +aware of it without doubt. But it disposed me to look with favor on no +rich man’s suit, and the lover as penniless as I and as fine as my +ideal lover had not yet appeared. It made me almost hate the face and +form, the color, the hair, that they dared to call Titianesque, speak +of as if it were the free booty of pigment and canvas, and wish to +drag captive in the golden chains of their wealth. When I had met +Colonel Vorse, a year <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span>ago, twice my age though he was, he was the +first one I had wished as poor as I—he the plebeian newly rich. Yet +not so newly rich was he that he had not had time to become used to +his riches, to see the kingdoms of the earth and weigh them in his +balance, to serve his country on the battle-field, and his State in +the council-chamber; and, for the rest, contact with the world is +sadly educating.</p> + +<p>“I often look at Colonel Vorse among the men born in the purple,” said +Mrs. Montresor once—she thought people born in the purple were simply +those who had never earned their living—“and he is the superior of +them all. What a country it is where a man keeping a common tavern in +the first half of his life may make himself the equal of sovereigns in +the other half! I don’t understand it; he is the finest gentleman of +them all. And he looks it. Don’t you think so, Helena?”</p> + +<p>But I never told Mrs. Montresor what I thought. It is all very well to +generalize and to be glad that certain institutions produce certain +effects; but of course you are superior to the institutions, or you +wouldn’t be generalizing so, and all the more, of course, superior to +the effects, and so I don’t see how it signifies to you personally.</p> + +<p>“You ought to have your head carried on a pike,” said Mrs. Montresor, +again. “You will, if we ever have any <i>bonnets rouges</i> in America. You +are the aristocrat pure and simple. The Princess Lamballe was nothing +to you. You think humanity exists so that <i>nous autres</i>, by standing +on it, may get <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span>the light and air. You are sure that you are made of +different clay—the canaille of street mud, for instance, and you of +the fine white stuff from which they mould Dresden china. You are +quite a study to me, my love. I expect to see you marry a pavior yet, +either one who lays down or one who tears up paving-stones.” But I had +only laughed again. She plumed herself on being cosmopolitan even to +her principles.</p> + +<p>“You give me credit for too much thinking on the subject,” I said, “if +it is credit. Indeed, I don’t concern myself about such people; and as +for marrying one of them, I could as soon marry into a different race, +African or Mongolian. They are a different race.”</p> + +<p>And I remembered all this as Colonel Vorse stood leaning his hand +above me on the jamb of the window-frame—for although I was tall, he +was a son of Anak—with that air which, never vaunting strength, +always made you aware of its repression. I could fancy hearing Mrs. +Montresor say, “That air of his! it always fetches women!” for she +loved a little slang, by some antipodal attraction of her refinement, +and I instinctively stiffened myself, determined it should never fetch +<i>me</i>. And here he was calling his allies, the spirits and powers of +the dark and terrible mountain heights and depths, and openly giving +battle. I don’t know why it depressed me; I felt as if the very fact +that it did was a half surrender; I looked up at him a moment; I +forgot who he was; I wished he was as poor as I. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span>But to become the +mother of Rhoda, my friend, and of Merivale, that laughing young +giant—what absurdity, if all the rest were equal! And that other, the +dead woman, the first wife—should one not always be jealous of that +sweet early love? Could one endure it? Here among these hills with all +their ghostliness she would haunt me. And then I turned and swept away +to the fireside, holding out my hands to the flame, and glad to sink +into the chair that some one had left empty there.</p> + +<p>I hardly knew what world I was living in when, perhaps a half-hour +later, I heard Colonel Vorse’s voice. “The trouble is that men are +<i>not</i> born free and equal,” he was saying. “Free? They are hampered by +inheritance and circumstance from the moment of birth. Equal? It is a +self-evident lie. And the world has rhapsodized for a hundred years +over so clumsy a statement. All men are born with equal rights. That +is the precise statement. My rights—rights to life, liberty, and the +pursuit of happiness—are equal to the rights of all the princelings +of the earth; their rights equal only to mine. So far as they +interfere with my rights they are public enemies, and are to be dealt +with; and so far as I interfere with their rights, I am a trespasser +to be punished. Otherwise, prince or peasant, each is a man, whether +he wears a blouse or a star and garter; and if man was made in the +image of God, let us do no indignity to that image in one or in +another.”</p> + +<p>Did I understand him? Was Colonel Vorse proclaiming <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span>himself the equal +of Prince San Sorcererino who had entertained us in his palaces last +year? Well. And was he not? All at once something seemed to sift away +from before my eyes—a veil that had hidden my kind from me. Was there +no longer even that natural aristocracy in which Shakspeare or Homer +or Dante was king? Was the world a brotherhood, and they the public +enemy, the enemy of the great perfect race to come, who helped one +brother take advantage of another? Were those ribbons in the +buttonhole, the gifts of kings, of no more worth than the ribbons of +cigars?</p> + +<p>Mrs. Montresor was toying with her fan beside me, and talking in an +undertone behind it. “What prince of all that you have seen or read +of,” said she, “if born on a meagre mountain farm, would have made his +fortune and have educated himself, as this man has done? I think the +kings who founded races of kings were like him. And what prince of +them all alive looks so much the prince as he? This one as fat as +Falstaff and as low, that one with a hump on his back, the other +without brains, the next with brains awry, and none of them made as +becomes a man. Tell me, Helena?”</p> + +<p>“I think you are in love yourself,” I said.</p> + +<p>She laughed. “As tall as Saul, as dark, as lordly in all proportions, +as gentle as Jonathan, and with a soul like David’s—why shouldn’t I +be?” she said. “And he not the equal of the granddaughter of a South +Carolina planter! Tell me again, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span>Helena, what has she ever done to +prove herself his equal?”</p> + +<p>She had had a fancy—Heaven knows why—that her young mother, who had +run away with her father, was the daughter of a noble foreign family; +or else why should the match have been clandestine? She had had a +fancy that she was therefore noble, as her mother was—the mother even +whose name her child did not know other than as the slaves had told +her the young bridegroom called her Pansy because of a pair of +purple-dark eyes. That was about all. That was all the answer I could +have made, had I spoken, to her gentle raillery, half mockery, in +which she did not quite believe herself. But even were it so, and the +daughter noble as the mother, could blood that had filtered through +generations of oppressors lounging in laps of luxury be pure as this +blood that had informed none but simple and innocent lives, and seemed +just now as if it had come fresh from the hands of the Maker? I +surveyed him from behind the hand-screen that failed to keep the ruddy +flames from my face, and if I felt him in that glance to be one of the +sons of God, and I but one of the daughters of men, again I did not +tell Mrs. Montresor.</p> + +<p>But the witch could always read my thoughts. “Still,” she said, “he +has kept a tavern. There is no getting round that fact by all the +poetry in the world. Then why try to get round it? He has furnished +food and shelter to the tired and roofless—as noble a way to make +money, surely, as working <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span>the bones and muscles of slaves, and +accepting the gold they earn.”</p> + +<p>“That is the last I have of such gold,” I cried, in a stifled way; and +I unclasped the old bracelet on my wrist and tossed it behind the +back-log—people were too gayly engaged to observe us at the moment. +“I think,” I said then, turning upon her, “that you are employed as an +advocate, unless—you are really weary of me.”</p> + +<p>“Weary of you!” she exclaimed, half under her breath though it +was—“weary of you, when you are such unceasing variety to me that if +you married ten thousand tavern-keepers I should always have a room in +the inn!”</p> + +<p>“Thank Heaven,” I answered her, gayly, “it is an impossibility that I +should ever marry <i>one</i>.” And then there was a lull in the laughter +and the snatches of song and conversation on the other side of the +room; and while I was still gazing after my bracelet and into the +chimney-place, where the flames wallowed about unhewn forest logs that +took two men to cast to them, Colonel Vorse came over to us.</p> + +<p>“You will turn into salamanders,” he said.</p> + +<p>“It is bad enough to be in hot water,” said Mrs. Montresor, lightly. +“I will leave the fire to you and Helena.”</p> + +<p>“Where you sit,” said Colonel Vorse then to me, “if you turn your head +slightly to the left, and shade your eyes, you can see the side of the +darkest and sternest of our mountains. You know we do <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span>not call our +hills by the names they have in maps and government surveys; the old +settlers who first came here called this one, for unknown reasons of +their own, the Mount of Sorrow. It has always been the Mount of +Sorrow.”</p> + +<p>“An ominous name for so near a neighbor,” I said.</p> + +<p>“Ah! you think this region is oppressive, or perhaps dull and tame, +without life or stir—desolate, in fact. What if I should tell you +that it bubbles, like a caldron over the bottomless pit, with griefs +and sins!—that in lives condemned to perpetual imprisonment on these +bare rocks, feeding on themselves, traits intensifying, the +loneliness, the labor, the negation, slowly extract the juices of +humanity, and make crime a matter to be whispered of among them? If +they feel they are forgotten by God, what matters the murder or the +suicide more or less that gives release? It is hell here or hell +there: they are sure of this—they have it; the other may not come to +pass.”</p> + +<p>“What do you mean?” I said, with white lips; for as he spoke it seemed +as if I had come into a land of lepers. “Here in this white solitude, +among lives fed from the primitive sources of nature and the dew of +the morning—”</p> + +<p>“I mean,” he said, “that I refuse to accept the factitious aid your +thoughts have lately been bringing to me. You see I have preternatural +senses. Because I was born in the snows of the mountains I am no whit +whiter than those born in the purlieus <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span>of the police stations of the +cities. We are simply of the same human nature. When I win regard, it +must be for no idle fancy, but for my own identity.”</p> + +<p>“Well,” I said, “I do not believe you.”</p> + +<p>“Ah!” he replied, “have I gained a point, and found an advocate in an +ideal of me? That would be as romantic as any of the romance of the +hills. And there <i>is</i> romance here, whether it is born of crime, or of +joy, or of sorrow. There is romance enough on that old Mount of Sorrow +that you see when the storm opens and strips it in that sudden white +glory. Keep your eye, if you please, on a spot half-way up the sky, +and when the apparition comes again you will find the dark outline of +a dwelling there. It was a dwelling once; now it is only a ruin, hut +and barn and byre. Why do you shudder? Do you see it? It is only a +shadow. But a shadow with outlines black enough to defy the whitest +blast that ever blew. Sometimes it seems to me as though that old ruin +were itself a ghostly thing, a spectre of tragedies that will not +down; for the avalanches divide and leave it, and the storms whistle +over and beat against it, and it is always there when the sun rises. I +don’t know what it has to do with my fortunes; I don’t know why it is +a blotch upon the face of nature to me; but if ever I grow sad or sick +at heart I feel as though I should be made whole again could that evil +thing be removed.”</p> + +<p>“Why not remove it?”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p><p>“It does not belong to me. I can do nothing with it. I am not sure +that it belongs to any one—which adds to the spectral, you +see—although I suppose there is somewhere a nameless heir. How +restless you are!” he said, gently. “Will you come out in the long +hall where the great window gives an unobstructed view of the thing, +and walk off this nervousness? The storm is lifting, I think; the moon +is going to overcome. One may see by the way the fire burns that the +temperature is mounting. Perhaps we shall have a snow-slide as we +walk.”</p> + +<p>Rhoda and Merivale were singing some of the songs they had learned +since they came into the hill country, Mrs. Montresor was nodding +behind her fan an accompaniment to Dr. Devens’s remarks, Adèle was +deep in her novel, and a flirtation and some portfolios of prints +occupied the rest. To refuse was only to attract attention; besides, I +should like to walk. I rose and went out with him into the hall that +shut off the wing from the great empty caravansary.</p> + +<p class="center">“‘And the long carpets rose along the gusty floor,’”</p> + +<p>I quoted as we walked; and despite the fire burning on either side, he +had brought me a fur for my shoulders.</p> + +<p>“Yes,” he said, “there comes the moon at last. Now you shall see the +black and white of it.”</p> + +<p>“Oh!” I cried, clasping my hands, as all the silvery lights and +immense shadows burst out in a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span>terrible sort of radiance. “The world +began to be made here! Poets should be born here!”</p> + +<p>“Instead of tavern-keepers,” said he, “which brings me to my story. I +am forty-three years old. Of course I was younger twenty-three years +ago. That must have been not long before you came into the world +yourself. Do you insist upon thinking twenty years’ difference in age +makes any disparity, except in the case of him who has lost just that +twenty years’ sweetness out of his life?”</p> + +<p>“I hardly see what that has to do with the story of the Mount of +Sorrow,” I said, as we turned from the window to measure the length of +the hall again.</p> + +<p>“I hope,” said he, “that the suffrage reform, which is to admit women +to the ballot, will never let them sit on the judicial bench, for +mercy is foreign to the heart of a woman.”</p> + +<p>“Is it not a strange way of telling a story?” I exclaimed.</p> + +<p>“Patience!” he laughed. “The story is so short it needs a little +preface. As I was saying then, when I was twenty years old or so, the +name of old Raynier, of the Mount of Sorrow, was a by-word of terror +through the region round, as the name of his father was, and his +father before him. He had no other property than the sterile farm +half-way up the mountain, and almost inaccessible—in winter entirely +inaccessible—where he raised not half a support on the slips of earth +among the ledges; his few starved sheep and goats did what they could +for him, and his rifle did the rest. The first Raynier of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span>them all +was possibly an escaped convict, who fortified his retreat by these +mountain-sides. He had no money; the women spun and wove all that was +worn. He had no education; no Raynier had ever had; no Raynier had +ever had occasion to sign his mark, let alone his name. There had been +one son in each generation; neither church nor school ever saw him; +his existence was scarcely known till he was ready to marry, and then +he came down, and by no one knows what other magic than a savage force +of nature took the prettiest girl of the valley to his +eyrie—sometimes his wife, sometimes not. When she died, and she +always died, the Raynier of the day replaced her. He did not always +wait for her to die before replacing her. But sudden deaths were no +uncommon thing in that house; there was a burial-ground scooped in the +hill-side. And who was there to interfere? Perhaps no one knew there +had been a death till the year was out. What if a woman went mad? That +happened anywhere. People below might prate of murder, or suicide, or +slow poison; there was nobody to whom it was vital enough to open the +question seriously; and then they feared the Raynier with an uncanny +fear, as people fear a catamount in the woods, or the goblin of old +wives’ tales after dark. There were horrible stories of bouts and +brawls, of tortures, gags, whips, and—oh, no matter! Nor was all the +crime on the shoulders of the Raynier men. It was understood that more +than one woman of the name found life too intolerable to endure its +conditions <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span>when the fumes of a charcoal fire after a drunken feast, +or a quick thrust over the edge of a precipice, or a bit of weed in +the broth, made life easier, till remorse brought madness. And +finally, if any Raynier died what may be called a natural death, it +was either from starvation or from delirium tremens. You see they were +a precious lot.”</p> + +<p>“A precious lot!” I said, trembling. “Ah, what is heaven made of? Poor +wretches, they could not help it. From generation to generation the +children of such people must needs be criminal.”</p> + +<p>“I don’t know. If removed from such influence. To my mind environment +is strong as heredity, quite as strong. It destroys the old and +creates the new. However, environment and heredity worked together up +there. In my day—to continue—the Raynier family was larger than +usual. The last wife still lived, a miserable cowed creature, white as +ashes, face and hair and bleached scared eyes, eyes that looked as if +they saw phantoms rather than people. Her mind was partially gone. I +was a famous mountaineer then, and climbing wherever foot of man had +been before, I once in a while came upon some or other of that family, +and sometimes paused at the door, where I had first to teach the +bloodhounds a lesson. I never entered the filthy place but once. There +were two sons and a daughter. Oh, how immortally beautiful that girl +was! Such velvet darkness in the eye, such statuesque lines, such +rose-leaf color, such hair—‘hair like the thistle-down tinted with +gold,’ as John Mills, the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span>Scotch poet-player, sang. The old man +Raynier worshipped her, perhaps as a wild beast loves its whelp. But +he had all sorts of fanciful names for her, Heart’s-ease and Heart’s +Delight, and Violet and Rose and Lily. He grew almost gentle when he +spoke to her; and he never knew that she was feeble-minded. She just +missed being an imbecile. Perhaps you would not have known that all at +once; you might not have found it out at all only meeting her +casually. The old man Raynier sent her down to school—the first that +had ever been there: she could never learn to read. She could not +always tell her name. Still, her mind was innocent—perhaps because it +was a blank. I have sometimes thought that blank mind of hers may have +been a dead-wall through which the vices of her forebears could not +pass, and so her children, if she had them, may have escaped the +inheritance, and found a chance for good again, as if crime should at +last estop itself. That may be.”</p> + +<p>“Oh, I think this is terrible!” I said, as we turned again in our +walk. “Make haste, please, and be through.”</p> + +<p>“Yes, it is. But I would show you that life can be anything but +commonplace in this wilderness. Well, blank or not, she had a lover, +who had found her out in his sketching rambles, a young painter from +some distant parts, and the first boarder I ever had, by the way. And +all the Rayniers swore they would have his life sooner than he should +have her. One day I had been hunting on old Mount <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span>Sorrow, as it +happened; there had been a sudden frost following rain that had frozen +the water in the cracks of the cliffs, and made the way not only +slippery, but dangerous; for in the heat of the noon sun the ice was +melting, and every now and then its expansion was rending some +fragment of rock so that your footing might vanish from beneath, or +some shower of stones come rattling down from above; and I was tired +when I reached the Raynier place, led by a blaze of maple boughs that +started out like torches to show the way, and stopped to rest. I +looked up at an enormous shelf of rock, half clad with reddened vines +that fluttered like pestilence flags—a shelf that, although some +hundred feet or so away from it, yet overhung the place and cast a +perpetual shadow there. I wondered then why Nature had no secret +springs of feeling to thrill her and cause her to rend the rocks and +cover such a den of iniquity as we all held the spot to be. But Nature +was just as fair that ambrosial September day as if there was not a +dissonance. Perhaps she knew the right of the Rayniers to life, +liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. A delicious scent of the balsam +from the pines filled the air, the sunshine swept over the hills below +in waves of light, and the hills themselves were like waves of a +golden green and purple sea where now and then a rainbow swam and +broke. Peace and perfectness, I said, peace and perfectness. These +people live and are happy. On the other side one looked into the +dreary defile of the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span>mountain gate, with its black depths hung with +cloud, and remembered that if there was not a hell, there ought to be. +I was thinking this as I sat there, when I heard a wild cry, an +agonized shriek, blood-curdling, repeated and repeated from within. It +was the girl’s voice. I was on my feet, and, in spite of the +bloodhounds, making for the spot and among the crew. The old woman +cowered in the corner, the two brothers held the girl, the old man +towered over her, his great eyes blazing in his ashen face. I can’t +tell you what they were doing. Sometimes I have thought old Raynier +was burning her with a hot iron he held—”</p> + +<p>“Oh, horrible! horrible!”</p> + +<p>“Burning her with a hot iron to make her give up her lover! Sometimes +I have thought he was only demolishing the little likenesses of him +and of herself, which that lover had painted, and which she cherished, +perhaps as his work, perhaps for the unwonted gewgaw of the slender +golden frame, for the one picture was already in fragments, and +although she clutched half of the other, the broken half had fallen +and rolled away. I have it somewhere. I will show it to you. I had no +time, indeed, to see what it was they were doing, for behind me +bounded that lover like a whirlwind, thrust one brother and the other +aside, seized the girl, darted over the door-sill with her, and down +the crags of the mountain path. He should have what help I could give. +I was after him, stooping to catch up the fragment of painting as I +turned, down the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span>cliff’s edge, they following. And all at once I +stopped as if paralyzed to the marrow by a clap of thunder, and turned +my head to see the old man with his white hair streaming, and his arms +uplifted in his cursing, as he came leaping on, and the next moment +the shelf of overhanging rock had fallen, had cleft the house in +twain, and mother and father and sons and hounds were dust with the +dust flying over the precipices. I saw it.”</p> + +<p>“Oh!” I cried, with my hands over my eyes. “Why did it not strike you +blind?”</p> + +<p>“And here,” said Colonel Vorse, leading my steps to an old cabinet in +an alcove, “ought to be the half of that little likeness I picked up +as I ran. I wonder what became of the other half—what became of the +girl—if the lover married her—if she knew enough to know he didn’t +marry her—if she lived long enough for him to find out she was a +fool—if she was the last of the Rayniers?” As he ceased, he put the +half of the little miniature into my hands.</p> + +<p>It was a broken bit of ivory, and on it the upper part of a face, +sketchily done, with pansy-dark eyes and blush rose skin—without a +frame. I had the frame.</p> + +<p>A heart beat, a fluttering breath, a reeling sense of the world +staggering away from me, and then my bewildered senses were at work +again, and an agony like death was cutting me to the heart as we +resumed our walking.</p> + +<p>Should I tell him? Should I go on with my secret, my inheritance, my +curse, and let no man <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span>know? If it ate out my heart, the sooner to +end; my heart was broken now. Never, never now could fireside shine +for me, could lover’s lips be mine, could little faces sun themselves +in my smile.</p> + +<p>We paused before the great window, with those vague white shapes +before us, for my feet would not obey me, and the light behind us +shone on the bit of ivory. If I told him, it would be easier for him +to bear; he would see the impossibility, he would desire my love no +longer. My fearful inheritance would yawn like a gulf between us with +its impassable darkness.</p> + +<p>“And the ruin on the hill-side is an eye-sore,” I said. “But it is +easy to remove it. I suppose it belongs to me. For—look here—it is I +who must be the last of the Rayniers.” And I drew from my breast the +broken thing, the halved miniature, that in my mock sentiment I had +worn so long.</p> + +<p>“You!” cried he. “You!” And his feet tottered, and he leaned against +the casement for support—he who an hour or so ago had seemed so full +of repressed strength that he could have pulled his house down about +his ears. Well, had he not done so?</p> + +<p>I moved to his side, and held the thing that he might see where the +pieces matched, the line of the cheek flowing into the lovely curve of +the chin, the flickering sweetness of the lovely mouth, the lambent +glance of the lovely eye. “It is my mother, you see,” I said. “And it +needs no words to say it.”</p> + +<p>“It needs no words to say it,” he repeated, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span>hoarsely. “It is your +image. Oh, my God! What have I done! what have I done! My darling, my +darling, you must let me repair it by a lifetime of devotion.” And he +had his arms about me, and was drawing me to his heaving breast, his +throbbing heart.</p> + +<p>“No! no! no!” I sobbed. “It is impossible. I am wrecked; I am ruined; +I can be no man’s wife. You see yourself—I will never—” But his lips +were silencing mine, and I lay there with those arms about me a +moment; I lay there like one in heaven suspended over hell.</p> + +<p>“What do I care,” he whispered, “for all the Rayniers in Christendom +or out of it, but you? I have learned in this moment that you love me! +I will never give you up.”</p> + +<p>“You must,” I groaned.</p> + +<p>“I tell you I never will,” he said, his voice husky and low and +trembling, but his eye and his grasp firm. “I have assured you that +environment, education, art, can supplement nature and heredity. They +have done so with you. You are your father’s child. You received from +your mother only the vital spark, only this beauty, this fatal beauty. +If you inherited all that the Rayniers ever had, then I love, I love, +I love all that the Rayniers ever were, for I love you. I have your +love, Helena, and I will never let you go.” While speaking he had +touched the bell at his hand, and now he sent the answering servant +for Dr. Devens, who came at <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span>once, supposing some sight of the snow +was in store.</p> + +<p>“Bid them all out here, Doctor,” cried Colonel Vorse. “Ah, here they +come! In this part of the country we need no license for marriage. +Here are a bride and groom awaiting your blessing. Perform your +office, sir.” And before I could summon heart or voice, making no +response, bewildered and faint, I was the wife of Colonel Vorse, and +my husband’s arms were supporting me as the words of the prayer and +benediction rolled over us.</p> + +<p>“There is no time like the present,” he cried, gayly, his tones no +longer broken, “as I have always found.” And suddenly, before he +ceased, and while they all thronged round me, there came a sharp +strange sigh singing through the air, that grew into the wild +discordant music of multitudinous echoes, and we all turned and sprang +intuitively to see, rent in the moonlight and sheathed in the glorious +spray of a thousand ice-falls, the Mount of Sorrow bow its head and +come down, and, while the whole earth shook and smoked back in hoar +vapors, the great snow-slide in its swift sheeting splendor flash and +wipe out before our eyes the last timber of the hut and barn and byre +of the Rayniers.</p> + +<hr class="large" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="SISTER_SILVIA" id="SISTER_SILVIA"></a>SISTER SILVIA.</h2> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">By Mary Agnes Tincker.</span></p> + +<p class="center">⁂ <i>Lippincott’s Magazine, December, 1878.</i></p> + +<p class="n"><span style="float:left;font-size:50px;line-height:32px;padding-top:2px;padding-bottom:1px;">M</span><span style="margin-left:0%;">onte</span> Compatri is one of the eastern outlying peaks of the Alban +Mountains, and, like so many Italian mountains, has its road climbing +to and fro in long loops to a gray little city at the top. This city +of Monte Compatri is a full and busy hive, with solid blocks of +houses, and the narrowest of streets that break now and then into +stairs. For those old builders respected the features of a landscape +as though they had been the features of a face, and no more thought of +levelling inequalities of land than of shaving down or raising up +noses. When a man had a house-lot in a hollow, he built his house +there, and made steps to go down to it: his neighbor, who owned a +rocky knoll, built his house at the top, and made stairs to go up to +it. Moreover, if the land was a bit in the city, the house was made in +the shape of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span>it, and was as likely to have corners in obtuse or acute +as in right angles.</p> + +<p>The inhabitants of Monte Compatri have two streets of which they are +immensely proud—the Lungara, which wriggles through the middle of the +town, and the Giro, which makes the entire circuit of the town, +leaving outside only the rim of houses that rise from the edge of the +mountain, some of them founded on the natural rock, others stretching +roots of masonry far down into the earth.</p> + +<p>One of these houses on the Giro had for generations been in the +possession of the Guai family. One after another had held it at an +easy rent from Prince Borghese, the owner of the town. The vineyard +and orchard below in the Campagna they owned, and from those their +wealth was derived. For it was wealth for such people to have a house +full of furniture, linen and porcelain—where, perhaps, a connoisseur +might have found some rare bits of old china—besides having a +thousand scudi in bank.</p> + +<p>In this position was the head of the family when he died, leaving a +grown-up son and daughter, and his wife about to become a mother for +the third time.</p> + +<p>“Pepina shall have her portion in money, since she is to marry soon,” +the father said. “Give her three hundred scudi in gold and a hundred +in pearls. The rest of the money shall be for my wife to do as she +likes with. For the little one, when it shall come, Matteo shall put +in the bank <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span>every year thirty scudi, and when it shall be of age, be +it girl or boy, he shall divide the land equally with it.”</p> + +<p>So said Giovanni Guai, and died, and his wife let him talk +uncontradicted, since it was for the last time. They had lived a +stormy life, his heavy fist opposed to her indefatigable tongue, and +she contemplated with silent triumph the prospect of being left in +possession of the field. Besides, would he not see afterward what she +did—see and be helpless to oppose? So she let him die fancying that +he had disposed of his property.</p> + +<p>“The child is sure to be a girl,” she said afterward, “and I mean her +to be a nun. The land shall not be cut up. Matteo shall be a rich man +and pile up a fortune. He shall be the richest man in Monte Compatri, +and a girl shall not stand in his way.”</p> + +<p>Nature verified the mother’s prophecy and sent a little girl. Silvia +they called her, and, since she was surely to be a nun, she grew to be +called Sister Silvia by everybody, even before she was old enough to +recognize her own name.</p> + +<p>The house of the Guai, on its inner wall, opened on the comparatively +quiet Giro. From the windows and door could be heard the buzz and hum +of the Lungara, where everybody—men, women, children, cats and +dogs—were out with every species of work and play when the sun began +to decline. This was the part of the house most frequented and liked +by the family. They could see their neighbors <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span>even when they were at +work in their houses, and could exchange gossip and stir the polenta +at the same time. The other side of the house they avoided. It was +lonely and it was sunny. For Italians would have the sun, like the +Lord, to be for ever knocking at the door and for ever shut out. It +must shine upon their outer walls, but not by any means enter their +windows.</p> + +<p>As years passed, however, there grew to be one exception in this +regard. Sister Silvia loved not the town with its busy streets, nor +the front windows with their gossiping heads thrust out or in. She had +her own chamber on the Campagna side, and there she sat the livelong +day with knitting or sewing, never going out, except at early morning +to hear mass. There her mother accompanied her—a large, +self-satisfied woman beside a pallid little maiden who never raised +her eyes. Or, if her mother could not go, Matteo stalked along by her +side, and with his black looks made everybody afraid to glance her +way. Nobody liked to encounter the two black eyes of Matteo Guai. It +was understood that the knife in his belt was sharp, and that no +scruple of conscience would stand between him and any vengeance he +might choose to take for any affront he might choose to imagine.</p> + +<p>After mass, then, and the little work her mother permitted the girl to +do for health’s sake, Silvia sat alone by her window and looked out on +the splendor which her eyes alone could appreciate. There lay the +Campagna rolling and waving for miles <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span>and miles around, till the +Sabines, all rose and amethyst, hemmed it in with their exquisite +wall, and the sea curved a gleaming sickle to cut off its flowery +passage, or the nearer mountains stood guard, almost covered by the +green spray it threw up their rocky sides. She sat and stared at Rome +while her busy fingers knit—at the wonderful city where she was one +day to go and be a nun, where the pope lived and kings came to worship +him. In the morning light the Holy City lay in the midst of the +Campagna like her mother’s wedding-pearls when dropped in a heap on +their green cushion; and Silvia knelt with her face that way and +prayed for a soul as white, for she was to be the spouse of Christ, +and her purity was all that she could bring Him as a dowry. But when +evening came, and that other airy sea of fine golden mist flowed in +from the west, and made a gorgeous blur of all things, then the city +seemed to float upward from the earth and rise toward heaven all +stirring with the wings of its guardian angels, and Silvia would beg +that the New Jerusalem might not be assumed till she should have the +happiness of being in it.</p> + +<p>But there was a lovely view nearer than this visionary one, though the +little nun seldom looked at it. If she should lean from her window she +would see the mountain-side dropping from the gray walls of her home, +with clinging flowery vines and trees growing downward, while the +olives and grapevines of the Campagna came to meet them, setting here +and there a precarious little garden <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span>half-way up the steep. Just +under her window an almost perpendicular path came up, crept round the +walls and entered the town. But no one ever used this road now, for a +far wider and better one had been constructed at the other side of the +mountain, and all the people came up that way when the day’s work was +over in the Campagna.</p> + +<p>One summer afternoon Silvia’s reveries were broken by her mother’s +voice calling her: “Silvia, come and prepare the salad for Matteo.”</p> + +<p>It was an extraordinary request, but the girl went at once without +question. She seized upon every opportunity to practise obedience in +preparation for that time when her life would be made up of obedience +and prayer.</p> + +<p>Her mother was sitting by one of the windows talking with Matteo, who +had just come up from the Campagna. He had an unsocial habit of eating +alone, and, as he ate nothing when down in the vineyard, always wanted +his supper as soon as he came up. The table was set for him with +snow-white cloth and napkin, silver knife, fork and spoon, a loaf of +bread and a decanter of golden-sparkling wine icy cold from the grotto +hewn in the rock beneath the house; and he was just eating his +<i>minestra</i> of vegetables when his sister came in. At the other end of +the long table was a head of crisp white lettuce, lying on a clean +linen towel, and two bottles—one of white vinegar, the other of oil +as sweet as cream and as bright as sunshine. Monte Compatri had no +need to send to Lucca for <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span>oil of olives while its own orchards +dropped such streams of pure richness.</p> + +<p>The room was large and dingy. The brick floor had never known other +cleansing than sprinkling and sweeping, the yellow-washed walls had +become with time a pale, mottled brown, the paint had disappeared +under a fixed dinginess which the dusting-brush alone could not +remove, and the glass of the windows had never been washed except by +the rain. Yet, for all that, the place had an air of cleanliness. For +though these people do not clean their houses more than they clean +their yards, yet their clothing and tables and beds are clean. +Plentiful white linen, stockings like snow, and bright dishes and +metals give a look of freshness and show well on the dim background. +Heavy walnut presses, carved and black with age, stood against the +walls, drinking-glasses and candlesticks sparkled on a dark +bureau-top, there was a bright picture or two, and the sunlighted +tinware of a house at the other side of the street threw a cluster of +tiny rays like a bouquet of light in at the window. Silvia received +these sun-blossoms on her head when she placed herself at the lower +end of the table. She pushed the sleeves of her white sack back from +her slim white arms, and began washing the lettuce-leaves in a bowl of +fresh water and breaking them in the towel. The leaves broke with a +fine snap and dropped in pieces as stiff as paper into a large +dark-blue plate of old Japanese ware. A connoisseur in porcelain would +have set <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span>such a plate on his drawing-room wall as a picture.</p> + +<p>“How does Claudio work?” the mother asked of her son.</p> + +<p>“He works well,” Matteo replied. “He is worth two of our common +fellows, if he <i>is</i> educated.”</p> + +<p>“Nevertheless, I should not have employed him,” the mother said. “He +has disobeyed and disappointed his parents, and he should be punished. +They meant him to be a priest, and raked and scraped every soldo to +educate him. Now, just when he is at the point of being able to repay +them, he makes up his mind that he has no vocation for the priesthood, +and breaks their hearts by his ingratitude. It is nonsense to set +one’s will up so and have such scruples. Obedience is vocation enough +for anything. There should be a prison where parents could put the +children who disobey them.”</p> + +<p>The Sora Guai spoke sternly, and looked as if she would not have +hesitated to put a refractory child in the deepest of dungeons.</p> + +<p>“He was a fool, but he earns his money,” Matteo responded, and, +drawing a plate of deliciously fried frogs toward him, began to gnaw +them and throw the bones on the floor.</p> + +<p>Silvia gave him the salad, and poured wine and water into the tumbler +for him, while his mother went to the kitchen for a dish of fricasseed +pigeons.</p> + +<p>“There’s no onion in the salad,” Matteo grumbled when she came back.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span></p><p>Silvia uttered an exclamation of dismay, ran for a silvery-white +little onion and sliced it thinly into the salad.</p> + +<p>“Forgive me, Matteo,” she said. “I was distracted by the thought of +Claudio. It seems such a terrible thing.”</p> + +<p>“It would be a much more terrible thing if it were a girl who +disobeyed,” Matteo growled. He did not like that girls should +criticise men.</p> + +<p>“So it would,” the girl responded, with meek readiness.</p> + +<p>“I don’t know why I feel so tired to-day,” the mother said, sinking +into a chair again. “My bones ache as if I had been working in the +vineyard all day.”</p> + +<p>“You are not ill, mamma?” exclaimed Silvia, blushing with alarm.</p> + +<p>The answer was a hesitating one: “I don’t see what can ail me. It +wouldn’t be anything, only that I am so tired without having done +much.”</p> + +<p>“Perhaps it’s the weather, mamma,” Silvia suggested.</p> + +<p>Gentle as she was, she had adopted the ruthless and ungrateful Italian +custom of ascribing every ache and pain of the body to some almost +imperceptible change in their too beautiful weather. The smallest +cloud goes laden with more accusations than it holds drops of rain, +and the ill winds that blow nobody any good blow through those shining +skies from morning till night and from night till morning again.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span></p><p>The Sora Guai was sicker than she dreamed. It was not the summer sun +that scorched her so, nor the <i>scirocco</i> that made her head so heavy. +What malaria she had found to breathe on the mountain-top it would be +hard to say; but the dreaded <i>perniciosa</i> had caught her in its grasp, +and she was doomed. The fever burned fiercely for a few days, and when +it was quenched there was nothing left but ashes.</p> + +<p>And thus died the only earthly thing to which Sister Silvia’s heart +clung. The mother had been stern, but the daughter was too submissive +to need correction. She had never had any will of her own, except to +love and obey. Collision between them was therefore impossible, and +the daughter felt as a frail plant growing under a shadowing tree +might feel if the tree were cut down. She was bare to every wind that +blew. She had no companions of her own age—she had no companion of +any age, in fact—and she had not been accustomed to think for herself +in the smallest thing.</p> + +<p>She had got bent into a certain shape, however, and her brother and +sister felt quite safe on her account. Everybody knew that she was to +be a nun of the Perpetual Adoration; that she was soon to go to the +convent of Santa Maria Maddalena on the Quirinal in Rome; and that, +once entered there, she would never again see a person from outside. +The town’s-people were accustomed to the wall of silence and seclusion +which had already grown up about her, and they did not even seek to +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span>salute her when they met her going to and from church in the morning. +To these simple citizens, ignorant but reverential, Sister Silvia’s +lowered eyelids were as inviolate as the pearl gates of the New +Jerusalem. Besides, to help their reverence, there were the fierce +black eyes and strange reputation of Matteo. So when, a day or two +after her mother’s death, his sister begged him to accompany her to +church in the early morning, and leave her in the care of some decent +woman there, Matteo replied that she might go by herself.</p> + +<p>She set out for the first time alone on what had ever been to her a +<i>via sacra</i>, and was now become a <i>via dolorosa</i>, where her tears +dropped as she walked. And going so once, she went again. Pepina, the +elder sister, a widow now, had come home to keep house for Matteo, but +she was too much taken up with work, the care of her two children and +looking out for a second husband to have time to watch Silvia, and +after a few weeks the young girl went as unheeded as a matron in her +daily walk.</p> + +<p>At home her life was nearly the same. She mended the clothes from the +washing and knit stockings, and sat at her window and looked off over +the Campagna toward Rome.</p> + +<p>One evening she sat there before going to bed and watched the +moonlight turn all the earth to black and silver under the purple +sky—a black like velvet, so deep and soft was it, and a silver like +white fire, clear and splendid, yet beautifully soft. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span>She was feeling +desolate, and her tears dropped down, now and then breaking into sobs. +It had been pleasant to sit there alone when she knew that her mother +was below stairs, strong, healthy and gay. All that life had been as +the oil over which her little flame burned. Lacking it, she grew dim, +just as the floating wick in her little blue vase before the Madonna +grew dim when the oil was gone.</p> + +<p>As she wept and heard unconsciously the nightingales, she grew +conscious of another song that mingled with theirs. It was a human +voice, clear and sweet as an angel’s, and it sang a melody she knew in +little snatches that seemed to begin and end in a sigh. The voice came +nearer and paused beneath a fig tree, and the words grew distinct.</p> + +<p>“Pietà, signore, di me dolente,” it sang.</p> + +<p>Silvia leaned out of the window and looked down at the singer. His +face was lifted to the white moonlight, and seemed in its pallid +beauty a concentration of the moonlight. Only his face was visible, +for the shadow of the tree hid all his figure. One might almost have +expected to catch a glimmer of two motionless wings bearing up that +face, so fair it was.</p> + +<p>To Silvia it was as if another self, who grieved also, but who could +speak, were uttering all her pain, and lightening it so. She +recognized Claudio’s voice. He was the chief singer in the cathedral, +and sang like an angel. She was afraid that Claudio had done very +wrong in not being a priest, but, for all that, she had often found +her devotion <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span>increased by his singing. The Christmas night would not +have been half so joyful lacking his <i>Adeste Fideles</i>; the <i>Stabat +Mater</i> sung by him in Holy Week made her tears of religious sorrow +burst forth afresh; and when on Easter morning he sang the <i>Gloria</i> it +had seemed to her that the heavens were opening.</p> + +<p>For all that, however, he had been to her not a person, but a voice. +That he should come here and express her sorrow made him seem +different. For the first time she looked at his face. By daylight it +was thin and finely featured, and of a clear darkness like shaded +water, through which the faintest tinge of color is visible. In this +transfigurating moonlight it became of a luminous whiteness.</p> + +<p>The song ended, the singer turned his head slightly and looked up at +Silvia’s window. She did not draw back. There was no recognition of +any human sympathy with him, and no slightest consciousness of that +airy and silent friendship which had long been weaving itself over the +tops of the mountains that separated them. How could she know that +Claudio had sung for her, and that it had been the measure of his +success to see her head droop or lift as he sang of sorrow and pain or +of joy and triumph? The choir had their post over the door; and, +besides, she never glanced up even in going out. Therefore she gazed +down into his uplifted face with a sweet and sorrowful tranquillity, +her soul pure and candid to its uttermost depths.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p><p>For Claudio, who had sung to express his sympathy for her, but had not +dreamed of seeing her, it was as if the dark-blue sky above had opened +and an angel had looked out when he saw her face. He could only +stretch his clasped hands toward her.</p> + +<p>The gesture made her weep anew, for it was like human kindness. She +hid her face in her handkerchief, and he saw her wipe the tears away +again and again.</p> + +<p>Claudio remembered a note he carried. It had been written the night +before—not with any hope of her ever seeing it, but, as he had +written her hundreds of notes before, pouring out his heart into them +because it was too full to bear without that relief. He took the note +out, but how should he give it to her? The window was too far above +for him to toss so light a thing unless it should be weighted with a +stone; and he could not throw a stone at Silvia’s window. He held it +up, and, that she might see it more clearly, tore up a handful of red +poppies and laid it white on the blossoms that were a deep red by +night.</p> + +<p>Silvia understood, and after a moment’s study dropped him down the +ball of her knitting; and soon the note came swaying up through the +still air resting on its cushion of poppies, for Claudio had wound the +thread about both flowers and letter.</p> + +<p>He smiled with an almost incredulous delight as he saw the package +arrive safely at its destination, and caught afterward the faint red +light of the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span>lamp that Silvia had taken down from before her Madonna +to read the note by. Since she was a little thing only five or six +years old his heart had turned toward her, and her small white face +had been to him the one star in a dim life. He still kept two or three +tiny flowers she had given him years before when his family and hers +were coming together down from Monte San Silvestro at the other side +of Monte Compatri. The two children, with others, had stopped to stick +fresh flowers through the wire screen before the great crucifix +half-way up the mountain, and Silvia had given Claudio these blossoms. +He had laid them away with his treasures and relics—the bit of muslin +from the veil of Our Lady of Loretto, the almost invisible speck from +the cord of St. Francis of Assisi and the little paper of the ashes of +Blessed Joseph Labré. In those days he was the little priest and she +the little nun, and their companions stood respectfully back for them. +Now he was no more the priest, and she was up there in her window +against the sky reading the note he had written her.</p> + +<p>This is what the note said:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>“My heart is breaking for your sorrow. Why should such eyes as yours +be permitted to weep? Who is there to wipe those tears away? Oh that I +might catch them as they fall! Drop me down a handkerchief that has +been wet with them, that I may keep it as a relic. Tell me of some way +in which I can console you and spend my life to serve you.”</p></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span></p><p>She read with a mingling of consolation and astonishment. Why, this +was more than her mother cared for her! But perhaps men were really +more strongly loving than women. It would seem so, since God, who +knows all, when He wanted to express His love to mankind, took the +form of a man, not of a woman. Then she considered whether, and how, +she should answer this note, and the result of her considering was +this, written hastily on a bit of paper in which some Agnus Dei had +been wrapped:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>“I do not know what I ought to write to you, but I thank you +for your kindness. It comforts me, and I have need of +comfort. I think, though, that it may be wrong for you to +speak of my handkerchief as if it were a relic. Relics are +things which have belonged to the saints, and I am not a +saint at all, though I hope to become one. I frequently do +wrong. Spend your life in serving God, and pray for me. You +pray in singing, and your singing is very sweet.</p> + +<p class="right"><span style="margin-right: 2em;">“<span class="smcap">Silvia.</span>”</span></p></div> + +<p>It seemed to her a simple and merely polite note. To him it was as the +spark to a magazine of powder. All the possibilities of his life, only +half hoped or half dreamed of, burst at once into a flame of +certainty. She had need of comfort, and he comforted her! His voice +was sweet to her, and his singing was a prayer!</p> + +<p>Silvia should not be a nun. She should break <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span>the bond imposed by her +mother, as he had broken that imposed by his parents. She should be +his wife, and they would live in Rome. He knew that his voice would +find bread for them.</p> + +<p>All this flashed through his mind as he read, and pressed to his lips +the handkerchief which she had dropped down to him, though it was not +a relic. He lifted his arms upward toward her window with a rapturous +joy, as if to embrace her, but she did not look out again. A little +scruple for having deprived the Madonna for a moment of her lamp had +made her resolve to say at once a decade of the rosary in expiation. +He waited till the sound of closing doors and wandering voices told +that the inhabitants gathered for the evening in the Lungara were +separating to their homes, then went reluctantly away. Matteo would be +at home, and Matteo’s face might look down at him from that other +window beside Silvia’s. So he also went home, with the moonlight +between his feet and the ground and stars sparkling in his brain. He +felt as if his head were the sky.</p> + +<p>This was an August night. One day in October, Matteo told his sister +that she was to go to Rome with him the next morning to pass a month +with a family they knew there, and afterward begin her novitiate in +the convent of the Sacramentarians at Monte Cavallo. He had received a +letter from the Signora Fantini, who would receive her and do +everything for her. He and Pepina had no time, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span>now that the vintage +had begun, to attend to such affairs, even if they knew how.</p> + +<p>Silvia grew pale. She had not expected to go before the spring, and +now all was arranged without a word being said to her, and she was to +go without saying good-bye to any one.</p> + +<p>Matteo’s sharp eyes were watching her. “You will be ready to start at +seven o’clock,” he said; “I must be back to-morrow night.”</p> + +<p>“Yes, Matteo,” she faltered, hesitated a moment, then ventured to add, +“I did not expect to go to soon.”</p> + +<p>“And what of that?” he demanded roughly. “You were to go at the proper +time, and the proper time is to-morrow.”</p> + +<p>She trembled, but ventured another word: “I should like to see my +confessor first.”</p> + +<p>“He will come here this evening to see you,” her brother replied: “I +have already talked with him. You have nothing else to do. Pepina will +pack your trunk while you are talking with the priest.”</p> + +<p>Silvia had no more to say. She was bound hand and foot. Besides, she +was willing to go, she assured herself. It was her duty to obey her +parents, or the ones who stood in their place and had authority over +her. Matteo said she must go; therefore it was her duty to go, and she +was willing.</p> + +<p>But the willing girl looked very pale and walked about with a very +feeble step, and it was hard work to keep the tears that were every +moment rising to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span>her eyes from falling over her cheeks. It was such a +pitiful face, indeed, that Father Teodoli, when he came just before +Ave Maria, asked if Silvia were ill.</p> + +<p>“She has had a toothache,” Matteo said quickly, and gave his sister a +glance.</p> + +<p>“And what have you done for it, my child?” the priest asked kindly.</p> + +<p>“Nothing,” Silvia faltered out.</p> + +<p>“I will leave you to give Silvia all the advice she needs,” Matteo +said after the compliments of welcome were over. “I have to go down +the Lungara for men to work in the vineyard to-morrow. Silvia, come +and shut the door after me: there is too much draught here.”</p> + +<p>Silvia followed her brother to the door, trembling for what he might +say or do. Well she knew that his command was given only that he might +have a chance to speak with her alone.</p> + +<p>“Mind what you say to your confessor,” he whispered, grasping her arm +and speaking in her ear. “You are to be a nun: you wish to be, and you +are willing to set out to-morrow. Tell him no nonsense—do you +hear?—or it will be worse for you. I shall know every word you say. +If he asks if you had a toothache, say Yes. Do you hear?”</p> + +<p>“Yes, Matteo.”</p> + +<p>She went back half fainting, and did as she had been commanded. If +there had been any little lurking impulse to beg for another week or +month, it died of fear. If she had any confession to make <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span>of other +wishes than those chosen for her, she postponed it. Matteo might be +behind the door listening, or in the next room or at the window. It +seemed to her that he could make himself invisible in order to keep +guard over her.</p> + +<p>So the priest talked a little, learned nothing, gave some advice, +recommended himself to her prayers, gave her his benediction, and +went. Then Pepina called her to see the trunk all packed with linen +that had been laid by for her for years, and Matteo, who had really +been lurking about the house, told her to go to bed, and himself +really went off this time to the Lungara. Pepina’s lover came for her +to sit out on the doorstep with him, and Silvia was left alone. Nobody +cared for her. All had other interests, and they forgot her the moment +she was out of their sight. Worse, even: they wanted her to be for +ever out of their sight, that they might never have to think of her.</p> + +<p>But no: there was one who did not forget her—who would perhaps now +have heard that she was going away, and be waiting in the +mountain-path for her. She hastened to her room, locked the door and +went to the window. He made a gesture of haste, and she dropped the +ball down to him. This was not the second time that their conversation +had been held by means of a thread. Indeed, they had come to talk so +every night. At first it had been a few words only, and Silvia’s +unconsciousness and her sincerity in her intention to follow her +mother’s will had imposed silence on the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span>young man. But little by +little he had ventured, and she had understood; and within the last +week there had been no concealments between them, though Silvia still +resisted all his prayers to change her resolution and brave her +brother.</p> + +<p>His first note was in her hands in a moment:</p> + +<p>“Is it possible that what I hear is true? I will not believe it: I +will not let you go.”</p> + +<p>“Yes, and I must go,” she wrote back. “I have to start at seven in the +morning. Dear Claudio, be resigned: there is no help for it.”</p> + +<p>“Silvia, why will you persist in ruining your life and mine? It is a +sin. Say that you are too sick to go to-morrow. Stay in bed all day, +and by night I will have a rope-ladder for you to come down to me. We +can run away and hide somewhere.”</p> + +<p>“I cannot. We could never hide from Matteo: he would find us out and +kill us both.”</p> + +<p>“I will go to the Holy Father and tell him all. We could be in Rome +early in the morning if we should walk all night.”</p> + +<p>“Matteo would hear us: he hears everything. We should never reach +Rome. He would find us wherever we might be hidden. If we were dead +and buried he would pull us out of the ground to stab us. I must go. I +have sinned in having so much intercourse with you. Be resigned, +Claudio. Be a good man, and we shall meet in heaven. The earth is a +terrible place: I am afraid of it. I want to shut myself up in the +convent and be at <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span>peace. I fear so much that I tremble all the time. +Say addio.”</p> + +<p>“I cannot. Will you stay in bed to-morrow, and let me try if I cannot +go to Rome?”</p> + +<p>“Say addio, Claudio. I dare not stay here any longer: I hear some one +outside my door. I say addio to you now. I shall not drop the ball +again.”</p> + +<p>She did not even draw it up again, for the thread caught on a nail in +the wall and broke. And at the same time there was a knock at her +door.</p> + +<p>“Silvia, why do you not go to bed?” Matteo called out: “I hear you +up.”</p> + +<p>“I am going now,” she made haste to answer, and in her terror threw +herself on the bed without undressing. She wondered if Matteo could +hear her heart beat through the wall or see how she was shaking.</p> + +<p>The next morning at seven o’clock Silvia and her brother took their +seats in the clumsy coach that goes from Monte Compatri to Rome +whenever there are passengers enough to fill it, and after confused +leavetakings from all but the one she wished most to see they set out. +Claudio was invisible. In fact, he had lain on the ground all night +beneath her window, and now, hidden in a tree, was watching the +winding road for an occasional glimpse of the carriage as it bore his +love away.</p> + +<p>The peasants of Italy, when they see the Milky Way stretching its +wavering, cloudy path across the sky, shining as if made up of the +footprints of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span>innumerable saints, say that it is the road to +Jerusalem. The road to the New Jerusalem has no such pallid and +spiritual glory: its colors are those of life. No death but that of +martyrdom, with its rosy blood, waving palm-branch and golden crown, +is figured there. Life, and the joy of life, beauty so profuse that it +can afford to have a few blemishes like a slatternly Venus, and the +<i>dolce far niente</i> of poverty that neither works nor starves,—they +lie all along the road.</p> + +<p>Silvia was young, and had all her life looked forward to this journey. +She could not be quite indifferent. She looked and listened, though +all the time her heart was heavy for Claudio. They reached the gate of +St. John Lateran just as all the bells began to ring for the noon +<i>Angelus</i>, and in fifteen minutes were at the Signora Fantini’s door +and Silvia in the kind lady’s arms. It seemed to the girl that she had +found her mother again. That this lady was more gracious, graceful, +kind and beautiful than her mother had ever been she would not think. +She was simply another mother. And when Matteo had gone away home +again, not too soon, and when, after a few days’ sightseeing, the +signora, suspecting that the continued sadness of her young guest had +some other cause than separation from her brother and sister, sought +persistently and artfully to win her secret, Silvia told her all with +many tears. She was going to be a nun because her mother had said that +she must—and she was willing to be a nun—certainly she was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span>willing. +But, for all that, if it could have been so, she would have been so +happy with Claudio, and she never should be quite happy without him.</p> + +<p>“Then you must not be a nun,” the signora said decidedly. “The thing +is all wrong. You have no vocation. You should have said all this +before.”</p> + +<p>For already the signora had taken Silvia to see the Superior at Monte +Cavallo, who had promised to receive the young novice in three weeks, +and had told her what work she could perform in the convent. “You are +not strong, I think,” she had said, “but you can knit the stockings. +All have to work.”</p> + +<p>And Monsignor Catinari, whose business it was to examine all +candidates for the conventual life, had held a long conversation with +her and gone away perfectly satisfied.</p> + +<p>But when the signora proposed to undo all this, Silvia was wild with +terror. No, no, she would be a nun. Her mother had said so, she wished +it, and Matteo would kill her if she should refuse.</p> + +<p>“Leave it all to me,” the signora said, and laid her motherly hand on +the trembling little ones held out to her in entreaty. “We will look +out for that. Matteo shall not hurt you or Claudio. I am going to send +for Monsignor Catinari again, and you must tell him the truth this +time. And then we will see what can be done in the case. Don’t look so +terrified, child. Do you think that Matteo rules the world?”</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span></p><p>Poor little Silvia could not be reassured, for to her other terrors +was now added Monsignor Catinari’s possible wrath. To her, men were +objects of terror. The doctrine of masculine supremacy, so pitilessly +upheld in Italy, was exaggerated to her mind by her brother’s +character; and though she believed that help was sometimes possible, +she also believed that it often came too late, as in the case of poor +Beatrice Cenci. They might stand between her and Matteo, but if he had +first killed her, what good would it do? She had a fixed idea that he +would kill her.</p> + +<p>Monsignor Catinari was indeed much provoked when the signora told him +the true story of the little novice.</p> + +<p>“Just see what creatures girls are!” he exclaimed. “How are we to know +if they have a vocation or not? That girl professed herself both +willing and desirous to be a nun.”</p> + +<p>He did not scold Silvia, however. When he saw her pretty frightened +face his heart relented. “You have told me a good many lies, my +child,” he said, “but I forgive you, since they were not intended in +malice. We will say no more about it. I learn from the signora that +this Claudio is a good young man, so the sooner you are married the +better. Cheer up: we will have you a bride by the first week of +November; and if Claudio has such a wonderful voice, he can make his +way in Rome.” The reassurances of a man were more effectual than those +of a woman.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p><p>“At last I believe! at last I fear no more!” Silvia cried, throwing +herself into the arms of the Signora Fantini when the Monsignor was +gone. “Oh how beautiful the earth is! how beautiful life is!”</p> + +<p>“We will then begin immediately to enjoy life,” the signora replied. +“Collation is ready, and Nanna has bought us some of the most +delicious grapes. See how large and rich they are! One could almost +slice them. There! these black figs are like honey. Try one now, +before your soup. The macaroni that will be brought in presently was +made in the house—none of your Naples stuff, made nobody knows how or +by whom. What else Nanna has for us I cannot say. She was very secret +this morning, and I suspect that means rice-balls seasoned with +mushrooms and hashed giblets of turkey. She always becomes mysterious +when those are in preparation. Eat well, child, and get a little flesh +and color before Claudio comes.”</p> + +<p>They made a merry breakfast, with the noon sun sending its golden +arrows through every tiniest chink of the closed shutters and an +almost summer heat reigning without. Then there was an hour of sleep, +then a drive to the Pincio to see all the notable people who came up +there to look at or speak to each other while the sun sank behind St. +Peter’s. And in the evening after dinner they went to the housetop to +see the fireworks which were being displayed for some festa or other; +and later there was music, and then to bed.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span></p><p>Life became an enchantment to the little bride-elect, as life in Italy +will become to any one who has not too heavy a cross to bear. For +peace in this beautiful land means delight, not merely the absence of +pain. How the sun shone! and how the fountains danced! What roses +bloomed everywhere! what fruits of Eden were everywhere piled! How +soft the speech was! and how sweet the smiles! And when it was +discovered that Silvia had a beautiful voice, so that she and Claudio +would be like a pair of birds together, then it seemed to her that a +nest of twigs on a tree-branch would be all that she could desire.</p> + +<p>They took her to see the pope on one of those days. It was as if they +had taken her to heaven. To her he was the soul of Rome, the reason +why Rome was; and when she saw his white figure against the scarlet +background of cardinals she remembered how Rome looked against the +rosy Campagna at sunset from her far-away window in Monte Compatri.</p> + +<p>“A little <i>sposa</i>, is she?” the pope said when Monsignor Catinari +presented her.—“I bless you, my child: wear this in memory of me.” He +gave her a little gold medal from a tiny pocket at his side, laid his +hand on her head, and passed on. It was too much: she had to weep for +joy.</p> + +<p>Then, when the audience was over, they took her through the museum and +library, and some one gave her a bunch of roses out of the pope’s +private garden, and she was put into a carriage and driven <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span>home, her +heart beating somewhere in her head, her feet winged and her eyes +dazzled.</p> + +<p>There was a rapturous letter from Claudio awaiting her, and by that +she knew that it was not all a dream. She rattled the paper in her +hands as she sat with her eyes shut, half dreaming, to make sure and +keep sure that she was not to wake up presently to bitterness. Claudio +would come to Rome in a week, and perhaps they would be married before +he should go back. There was no letter from Matteo. So much the +better.</p> + +<p>One golden day succeeded another, and Silvia changed from a lily to a +rose with marvellous rapidity. She was not a ruddy, full-leaved rose, +though, but like one of those delicate ones with clouds of red on them +and petals that only touch the calyx, as if they were wings and must +be free to move. She was slim and frail, and her color wavered, and +her head had a little droop, and her voice was low. She had always +been the stillest creature alive; and now, full of happiness as she +was, her feelings showed themselves in an uneasy stirring, like that +of a flower in which a bee has hidden itself. After the first outburst +she did not so much say that she was happy as breathe and look it.</p> + +<p>One noonday, when life seemed too beautiful to last, and they all sat +together after breakfast, the signora, her daughter and Silvia, too +contented to say a word, the door opened, and Matteo Guai came in with +a black, smileless face, and not the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span>slightest salutation for his +sister. He had come to take Silvia home, he replied briefly to the +signora’s compliments. She must be ready in an hour. The vintage was +suffering by his absence, and it was necessary that he should return +at once.</p> + +<p>Signora Fantini poured out the most voluble exclamations, prayers and +protests. She had forty engagements for Silvia. They had had only a +few days’ visit from her, and she was to have stayed a month. They +would themselves accompany her to Monte Compatri later if it was +necessary that she should go. But, in fine, Monsignor Catinari did not +expect her to return.</p> + +<p>“I am the head of the family, and my sister has to obey me till she is +married,” Matteo replied doggedly. “I suppose that Monsignor Catinari +will not deny that. The Church always supports the authority of the +master of the family.”</p> + +<p>“Why, of course,” the signora replied, rather confused by this +irresistible argument, “you have the right, and no one will resist +you. But as a favor now—” and the signora assumed her most coaxing +smile, and even advanced a plump white hand to touch Matteo’s sleeve.</p> + +<p>She might as well have tried to bewitch and persuade the bronze +Augustus on the Capitoline Hill.</p> + +<p>“Things have changed since it was promised that Silvia should stay a +month with you,” Matteo replied. “There is work at home for her to do. +Since she is not to be a nun, she must work. Let her be ready to start +in an hour: my carriage is <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span>waiting at the door. I am going out into +the piazza for a little while. I will send a man up for her trunk when +I am ready to start.”</p> + +<p>Silvia uttered not a word. At sight of her brother she had sunk back +in her chair white and speechless. On hearing his voice she had closed +her eyes.</p> + +<p>He half turned to her before going out, looking at her out of the +corners of his evil eyes, a cold, strange smile wreathing his lips. +“So you are not going to be a nun?” he said.</p> + +<p>She did not respond. Only the quiver of her lowered eyelids and a +slight shiver told that she knew he was addressing her.</p> + +<p>Matteo went out, and the signora, at her wits’ end, undertook to +encourage Silvia. There was no time to see Monsignor Catinari or to +appeal to any authority; and if there were, it would have availed +nothing perhaps. Almost any one would have said that the girl’s +terrors were fanciful, and that it was quite natural her brother, who +would lose five hundred scudi by her change of purpose, should require +her to work as other girls of her condition worked.</p> + +<p>“Cheer up and go with him, <i>figlia mia</i>,” she said, “and leave all to +me. I will see Monsignor Catinari this very evening, and post a letter +to you before I go to bed. If Matteo is unkind to you, we will have +you taken away from him at once. And, in any case, you shall be +married in a few weeks at the most, as Monsignor promised. Don’t cry +so: <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span>don’t say that you cannot go. I am sorry and vexed, my dear, but +I see no way but for you to go. Depend upon me. No harm shall come to +you. I will myself come to Monte Compatri within the week, and arrange +all for you. Besides, recollect that you will see Claudio: he is there +waiting for you. Perhaps you may see him this very evening.”</p> + +<p>The Signora Fantini’s efforts to cheer and reassure the sister were as +ineffectual as her efforts to persuade the brother had been. Silvia +submitted because she had no strength to resist.</p> + +<p>“O Madonna mia!” she kept murmuring, “he will kill me! he will kill +me! O Madonna mia! pray for me.”</p> + +<p>When an Italian says that he will come back in an hour, you may look +for him after two hours. Matteo was no exception to the rule. It was +already mid-afternoon when the porter came up and said that Silvia’s +brother was waiting for her below.</p> + +<p>The signora gave her a tumbler half full of <i>vin santo</i>, which she +kept for special occasions—a strong, delicious wine with the perfume +of a whole garden in it. “Drink every drop,” she commanded: “it will +give you courage. You had better be a little tipsy than fainting away. +And put this bottle into your pocket to drink when you have need on +the way.”</p> + +<p>More dead than alive, Silvia was placed in the little old-fashioned +carriage that Matteo had hired <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span>to come to Rome in, and her brother +took his seat beside her. The Signora Fantini and her daughter leaned +from the window, kissing their hands to her and shaking their +handkerchiefs as long as she was in sight. And as long as she was in +sight they saw her pale face turned backward, looking at them. Then +the tawny stone of a church-corner hid her from their eyes for ever.</p> + +<p>Who knows or can guess what that drive was? The two passed through +Frascati, and Matteo stopped to speak to an acquaintance there. They +drove around Monte Porzio, and Matteo stopped again, to buy a glass of +wine and some figs. He offered some to his sister, but she shook her +head.</p> + +<p>“She is sleepy,” her brother said to the man of whom he had bought. +“Give me another tumbler of wine: it isn’t bad.”</p> + +<p>“It is the last barrel I have of the vintage of two years ago,” the +man replied. “It was a good vintage. If the signorina would take a +drop she would sleep the better. Besides, the night is coming on and +there is a chill in the air.”</p> + +<p>Silvia opened her eyes and made the little horizontal motion with her +forefinger which in Italy means no.</p> + +<p>“She will sleep well enough,” Matteo said, and drove on.</p> + +<p>Night was coming on, and they had no more towns to pass—only a bit +more of lonely level road and the lonely road that wound to and fro up +the mountain-side. At the best, they could not reach <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span>home before ten +o’clock. The road went to and fro—sometimes open, to give a view of +the Campagna and the Sabine Mountains, and Soracte swimming in a +lustrous dimness on the horizon; sometimes shut in closely by trees, +that made it almost black in spite of the moon. For the moon was low +and gave but little light, being but a crescent as yet. There was a +shooting star now and then, breaking out like a rocket with a trail of +sparks or slipping small and pallid across the sky.</p> + +<p>One of these latter might have been poor Silvia’s soul slipping away +from the earth. It went out there somewhere on the mountain-side. +Matteo said the carriage tilted, and she, being asleep, fell out +before he could prevent. Her temple struck a sharp rock, and Claudio +missed his bride.</p> + +<p>He had to keep quiet about it, though. What could he prove? what could +any one prove? Where knives are sharp and people mind their own +business, or express their opinions only by a shrug of the shoulders +and a grimace, how is a poor boy, how is even a rich man or a rich +woman, to come at the truth in such a case? Besides, the truth would +not have brought her back, poor little Silvia!</p> + +<hr class="large" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Transcriber’s Note:</span></h3> + +<p>Minor changes have been made to correct typesetters’ errors; otherwise +every effort has been made to remain true to the author’s words and +intent.</p> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Stories by American Authors, Volume 2, by Various + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES BY AMERICAN AUTHORS, VOL 2 *** + +***** This file should be named 31064-h.htm or 31064-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/1/0/6/31064/ + +Produced by D Alexander, Juliet Sutherland and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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OF DALE, AUTHOR OF "GUERNDALE" + + _A DINNER-PARTY_ + BY JOHN EDDY + + _THE MOUNT OF SORROW_ + BY HARRIET PRESCOTT SPOFFORD + + _SISTER SILVIA_ + BY MARY AGNES TINCKER + + NEW YORK + CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + 1896 + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1884, BY + CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + + + + +_The Stories in this Volume are protected by copyright, and are +printed here by authority of the authors or their representatives._ + + + + +[Illustration: Frank R. Stockton] + + + + +THE TRANSFERRED GHOST. + +BY FRANK R. STOCKTON. + +_Century Magazine, May, 1882._ + + +The country residence of Mr. John Hinckman was a delightful place to +me, for many reasons. It was the abode of a genial, though somewhat +impulsive, hospitality. It had broad, smooth-shaven lawns and towering +oaks and elms; there were bosky shades at several points, and not far +from the house there was a little rill spanned by a rustic bridge with +the bark on; there were fruits and flowers, pleasant people, chess, +billiards, rides, walks, and fishing. These were great attractions, +but none of them, nor all of them together, would have been sufficient +to hold me to the place very long. I had been invited for the trout +season, but should, probably, have finished my visit early in the +summer had it not been that upon fair days, when the grass was dry, +and the sun not too hot, and there was but little wind, there strolled +beneath the lofty elms, or passed lightly through the bosky shades, +the form of my Madeline. + +This lady was not, in very truth, my Madeline. She had never given +herself to me, nor had I, in any way, acquired possession of her. But +as I considered her possession the only sufficient reason for the +continuance of my existence, I called her, in my reveries, mine. It +may have been that I would not have been obliged to confine the use of +this possessive pronoun to my reveries had I confessed the state of my +feelings to the lady. + +But this was an unusually difficult thing to do. Not only did I dread, +as almost all lovers dread, taking the step which would in an instant +put an end to that delightful season which may be termed the +ante-interrogatory period of love, and which might at the same time +terminate all intercourse or connection with the object of my passion; +but I was, also, dreadfully afraid of John Hinckman. This gentleman +was a good friend of mine, but it would have required a bolder man +than I was at that time to ask him for the gift of his niece, who +was the head of his household, and, according to his own frequent +statement, the main prop of his declining years. Had Madeline +acquiesced in my general views on the subject, I might have felt +encouraged to open the matter to Mr. Hinckman, but, as I said before, +I had never asked her whether or not she would be mine. I thought of +these things at all hours of the day and night, particularly the +latter. + +I was lying awake one night, in the great bed in my spacious chamber, +when, by the dim light of the new moon, which partially filled the +room, I saw John Hinckman standing by a large chair near the door. I +was very much surprised at this for two reasons. In the first place, +my host had never before come into my room, and, in the second place, +he had gone from home that morning, and had not expected to return for +several days. It was for this reason that I had been able that evening +to sit much later than usual with Madeline on the moonlit porch. The +figure was certainly that of John Hinckman in his ordinary dress, but +there was a vagueness and indistinctness about it which presently +assured me that it was a ghost. Had the good old man been murdered? +and had his spirit come to tell me of the deed, and to confide to me +the protection of his dear----? My heart fluttered at what I was +about to think, but at this instant the figure spoke. + +"Do you know," he said, with a countenance that indicated anxiety, "if +Mr. Hinckman will return to-night?" + +I thought it well to maintain a calm exterior, and I answered: + +"We do not expect him." + +"I am glad of that," said he, sinking into the chair by which he +stood. "During the two years and a half that I have inhabited this +house, that man has never before been away for a single night. You +can't imagine the relief it gives me." + +And as he spoke he stretched out his legs and leaned back in the +chair. His form became less vague, and the colors of his garments more +distinct and evident, while an expression of gratified relief +succeeded to the anxiety of his countenance. + +"Two years and a half!" I exclaimed. "I don't understand you." + +"It is fully that length of time," said the ghost, "since I first came +here. Mine is not an ordinary case. But before I say anything more +about it, let me ask you again if you are sure Mr. Hinckman will not +return to-night?" + +"I am as sure of it as I can be of anything," I answered. "He left +to-day for Bristol, two hundred miles away." + +"Then I will go on," said the ghost, "for I am glad to have the +opportunity of talking to some one who will listen to me; but if John +Hinckman should come in and catch me here, I should be frightened out +of my wits." + +"This is all very strange," I said, greatly puzzled by what I had +heard. "Are you the ghost of Mr. Hinckman?" + +This was a bold question, but my mind was so full of other emotions +that there seemed to be no room for that of fear. + +"Yes, I am his ghost," my companion replied, "and yet I have no right +to be. And this is what makes me so uneasy, and so much afraid of him. +It is a strange story, and, I truly believe, without precedent. Two +years and a half ago, John Hinckman was dangerously ill in this very +room. At one time he was so far gone that he was really believed to be +dead. It was in consequence of too precipitate a report in regard to +this matter that I was, at that time, appointed to be his ghost. +Imagine my surprise and horror, sir, when, after I had accepted the +position and assumed its responsibilities, that old man revived, +became convalescent, and eventually regained his usual health. My +situation was now one of extreme delicacy and embarrassment. I had no +power to return to my original unembodiment, and I had no right to be +the ghost of a man who was not dead. I was advised by my friends to +quietly maintain my position, and was assured that, as John Hinckman +was an elderly man, it could not be long before I could rightfully +assume the position for which I had been selected. But I tell you, +sir," he continued, with animation, "the old fellow seems as vigorous +as ever, and I have no idea how much longer this annoying state of +things will continue. I spend my time trying to get out of that old +man's way. I must not leave this house, and he seems to follow me +everywhere. I tell you, sir, he haunts me." + +"That is truly a queer state of things," I remarked. "But why are you +afraid of him? He couldn't hurt you." + +"Of course he couldn't," said the ghost. "But his very presence is a +shock and terror to me. Imagine, sir, how you would feel if my case +were yours." + +I could not imagine such a thing at all. I simply shuddered. + +"And if one must be a wrongful ghost at all," the apparition +continued, "it would be much pleasanter to be the ghost of some man +other than John Hinckman. There is in him an irascibility of temper, +accompanied by a facility of invective, which is seldom met with. And +what would happen if he were to see me, and find out, as I am sure he +would, how long and why I had inhabited his house, I can scarcely +conceive. I have seen him in his bursts of passion, and, although he +did not hurt the people he stormed at any more than he would hurt me, +they seemed to shrink before him." + +All this I knew to be very true. Had it not been for this peculiarity +of Mr. Hinckman, I might have been more willing to talk to him about +his niece. + +"I feel sorry for you," I said, for I really began to have a +sympathetic feeling toward this unfortunate apparition. "Your case is +indeed a hard one. It reminds me of those persons who have had +doubles, and I suppose a man would often be very angry indeed when he +found that there was another being who was personating himself." + +"Oh, the cases are not similar at all," said the ghost. "A double or +doppelganger lives on the earth with a man, and, being exactly like +him, he makes all sorts of trouble, of course. It is very different +with me. I am not here to live with Mr. Hinckman. I am here to take +his place. Now, it would make John Hinckman very angry if he knew +that. Don't you know it would?" + +I assented promptly. + +"Now that he is away I can be easy for a little while," continued the +ghost, "and I am so glad to have an opportunity of talking to you. I +have frequently come into your room, and watched you while you slept, +but did not dare to speak to you for fear that if you talked with me +Mr. Hinckman would hear you, and come into the room to know why you +were talking to yourself." + +"But would he not hear you?" I asked. + +"Oh, no," said the other, "there are times when any one may see me, +but no one hears me except the person to whom I address myself." + +"But why did you wish to speak to me?" I asked. + +"Because," replied the ghost, "I like occasionally to talk to people, +and especially to some one like yourself, whose mind is so troubled +and perturbed that you are not likely to be frightened by a visit from +one of us. But I particularly wanted to ask you to do me a favor. +There is every probability, so far as I can see, that John Hinckman +will live a long time, and my situation is becoming insupportable. My +great object at present is to get myself transferred, and I think that +you may, perhaps, be of use to me." + +"Transferred!" I exclaimed. "What do you mean by that?" + +"What I mean," said the other, "is this: Now that I have started on my +career I have got to be the ghost of somebody; and I want to be the +ghost of a man who is really dead." + +"I should think that would be easy enough," I said. "Opportunities +must continually occur." + +"Not at all! not at all!" said my companion, quickly. "You have no +idea what a rush and pressure there is for situations of this kind. +Whenever a vacancy occurs, if I may express myself in that way, there +are crowds of applications for the ghostship." + +"I had no idea that such a state of things existed," I said, becoming +quite interested in the matter. "There ought to be some regular +system, or order of precedence, by which you could all take your turns +like customers in a barber's shop." + +"Oh dear, that would never do at all!" said the other. "Some of us +would have to wait forever. There is always a great rush whenever a +good ghostship offers itself--while, as you know, there are some +positions that no one would care for. And it was in consequence of my +being in too great a hurry on an occasion of the kind that I got +myself into my present disagreeable predicament, and I have thought +that it might be possible that you would help me out of it. You might +know of a case where an opportunity for a ghostship was not generally +expected, but which might present itself at any moment. If you would +give me a short notice, I know I could arrange for a transfer." + +"What do you mean?" I exclaimed. "Do you want me to commit suicide? Or +to undertake a murder for your benefit?" + +"Oh, no, no, no!" said the other, with a vapory smile. "I mean nothing +of that kind. To be sure, there are lovers who are watched with +considerable interest, such persons having been known, in moments of +depression, to offer very desirable ghostships, but I did not think of +anything of that kind in connection with you. You were the only person +I cared to speak to, and I hoped that you might give me some +information that would be of use; and, in return, I shall be very glad +to help you in your love affair." + +"You seem to know that I have such an affair," I said. + +"Oh, yes," replied the other, with a little yawn. "I could not be here +so much as I have been without knowing all about that." + +There was something horrible in the idea of Madeline and myself having +been watched by a ghost, even, perhaps, when we wandered together in +the most delightful and bosky places. But, then, this was quite an +exceptional ghost, and I could not have the objections to him which +would ordinarily arise in regard to beings of his class. + +"I must go now," said the ghost, rising, "but I will see you somewhere +to-morrow night. And remember--you help me, and I'll help you." + +I had doubts the next morning as to the propriety of telling Madeline +anything about this interview, and soon convinced myself that I must +keep silent on the subject. If she knew there was a ghost about the +house she would probably leave the place instantly. I did not mention +the matter, and so regulated my demeanor that I am quite sure Madeline +never suspected what had taken place. For some time I had wished that +Mr. Hinckman would absent himself, for a day at least, from the +premises. In such case I thought I might more easily nerve myself up +to the point of speaking to Madeline on the subject of our future +collateral existence, and, now that the opportunity for such speech +had really occurred, I did not feel ready to avail myself of it. What +would become of me if she refused me? + +I had an idea, however, that the lady thought that, if I were going to +speak at all, this was the time. She must have known that certain +sentiments were afloat within me, and she was not unreasonable in her +wish to see the matter settled one way or the other. But I did not +feel like taking a bold step in the dark. If she wished me to ask her +to give herself to me, she ought to offer me some reason to suppose +that she would make the gift. If I saw no probability of such +generosity, I would prefer that things should remain as they were. + + * * * * * + +That evening I was sitting with Madeline in the moonlit porch. It was +nearly ten o'clock, and ever since supper-time I had been working +myself up to the point of making an avowal of my sentiments. I had not +positively determined to do this, but wished gradually to reach the +proper point when, if the prospect looked bright, I might speak. My +companion appeared to understand the situation--at least, I imagined +that the nearer I came to a proposal the more she seemed to expect it. +It was certainly a very critical and important epoch in my life. If I +spoke, I should make myself happy or miserable forever, and if I did +not speak I had every reason to believe that the lady would not give +me another chance to do so. + +Sitting thus with Madeline, talking a little, and thinking very hard +over these momentous matters, I looked up and saw the ghost, not a +dozen feet away from us. He was sitting on the railing of the porch, +one leg thrown up before him, the other dangling down as he leaned +against a post. He was behind Madeline, but almost in front of me, as +I sat facing the lady. It was fortunate that Madeline was looking out +over the landscape, for I must have appeared very much startled. The +ghost had told told me that he would see me some time this night, but +I did not think he would make his appearance when I was in the company +of Madeline. If she should see the spirit of her uncle, I could not +answer for the consequences. I made no exclamation, but the ghost +evidently saw that I was troubled. + +"Don't be afraid," he said--"I shall not let her see me; and she +cannot hear me speak unless I address myself to her, which I do not +intend to do." + +I suppose I looked grateful. + +"So you need not trouble yourself about that," the ghost continued; +"but it seems to me that you are not getting along very well with your +affair. If I were you, I should speak out without waiting any longer. +You will never have a better chance. You are not likely to be +interrupted; and, so far as I can judge, the lady seems disposed to +listen to you favorably; that is, if she ever intends to do so. There +is no knowing when John Hinckman will go away again; certainly not +this summer. If I were in your place, I should never dare to make love +to Hinckman's niece if he were anywhere about the place. If he should +catch any one offering himself to Miss Madeline, he would then be a +terrible man to encounter." + +I agreed perfectly to all this. + +"I cannot bear to think of him!" I ejaculated aloud. + +"Think of whom?" asked Madeline, turning quickly toward me. + +Here was an awkward situation. The long speech of the ghost, to which +Madeline paid no attention, but which I heard with perfect +distinctness, had made me forget myself. + +It was necessary to explain quickly. Of course, it would not do to +admit that it was of her dear uncle that I was speaking; and so I +mentioned hastily the first name I thought of. + +"Mr. Vilars," I said. + +This statement was entirely correct, for I never could bear to think +of Mr. Vilars, who was a gentleman who had, at various times, paid +much attention to Madeline. + +"It is wrong for you to speak in that way of Mr. Vilars," she said. +"He is a remarkably well-educated and sensible young man, and has very +pleasant manners. He expects to be elected to the legislature this +fall, and I should not be surprised if he made his mark. He will do +well in a legislative body, for whenever Mr. Vilars has anything to +say he knows just how and when to say it." + +This was spoken very quietly, and without any show of resentment, +which was all very natural, for if Madeline thought at all favorably +of me she could not feel displeased that I should have disagreeable +emotions in regard to a possible rival. The concluding words contained +a hint which I was not slow to understand. I felt very sure that if +Mr. Vilars were in my present position he would speak quickly enough. + +"I know it is wrong to have such ideas about a person," I said, "but I +cannot help it." + +The lady did not chide me, and after this she seemed even in a softer +mood. As for me, I felt considerably annoyed, for I had not wished to +admit that any thought of Mr. Vilars had ever occupied my mind. + +"You should not speak aloud that way," said the ghost, "or you may get +yourself into trouble. I want to see everything go well with you, +because then you may be disposed to help me, especially if I should +chance to be of any assistance to you, which I hope I shall be." + +I longed to tell him that there was no way in which he could help me +so much as by taking his instant departure. To make love to a young +lady with a ghost sitting on the railing near by, and that ghost the +apparition of a much-dreaded uncle, the very idea of whom in such a +position and at such a time made me tremble, was a difficult, if not +an impossible, thing to do; but I forbore to speak, although I may +have looked my mind. + +"I suppose," continued the ghost, "that you have not heard anything +that might be of advantage to me. Of course, I am very anxious to +hear, but if you have anything to tell me, I can wait until you are +alone. I will come to you to-night in your room, or I will stay here +until the lady goes away." + +"You need not wait here," I said; "I have nothing at all to say to +you." + +Madeline sprang to her feet, her face flushed and her eyes ablaze. + +"Wait here!" she cried. "What do you suppose I am waiting for? Nothing +to say to me indeed!--I should think so! What should you have to say +to me?" + +"Madeline," I exclaimed, stepping toward her, "let me explain." + +But she had gone. + +Here was the end of the world for me! I turned fiercely to the ghost. + +"Wretched existence!" I cried. "You have ruined everything. You have +blackened my whole life. Had it not been for you----" + +But here my voice faltered. I could say no more. + +"You wrong me," said the ghost. "I have not injured you. I have tried +only to encourage and assist you, and it is your own folly that has +done this mischief. But do not despair. Such mistakes as these can be +explained. Keep up a brave heart. Good-by." + +And he vanished from the railing like a bursting soap-bubble. + +I went gloomily to bed, but I saw no apparitions that night except +those of despair and misery which my wretched thoughts called up. The +words I had uttered had sounded to Madeline like the basest insult. Of +course, there was only one interpretation she could put upon them. + +As to explaining my ejaculations, that was impossible. I thought the +matter over and over again as I lay awake that night, and I determined +that I would never tell Madeline the facts of the case. It would be +better for me to suffer all my life than for her to know that the +ghost of her uncle haunted the house. Mr. Hinckman was away, and if +she knew of his ghost she could not be made to believe that he was not +dead. She might not survive the shock! No, my heart could bleed, but I +would never tell her. + +The next day was fine, neither too cool nor too warm; the breezes were +gentle, and nature smiled. But there were no walks or rides with +Madeline. She seemed to be much engaged during the day, and I saw but +little of her. When we met at meals she was polite, but very quiet and +reserved. She had evidently determined on a course of conduct, and had +resolved to assume that, although I had been very rude to her, she did +not understand the import of my words. It would be quite proper, of +course, for her not to know what I meant by my expressions of the +night before. + +I was downcast and wretched, and said but little, and the only bright +streak across the black horizon of my woe was the fact that she did +not appear to be happy, although she affected an air of unconcern. The +moonlit porch was deserted that evening, but wandering about the house +I found Madeline in the library alone. She was reading, but I went in +and sat down near her. I felt that, although I could not do so fully, +I must in a measure explain my conduct of the night before. She +listened quietly to a somewhat labored apology I made for the words I +had used. + +"I have not the slightest idea what you meant," she said, "but you +were very rude." + +I earnestly disclaimed any intention of rudeness, and assured her, +with a warmth of speech that must have made some impression upon her, +that rudeness to her would be an action impossible to me. I said a +great deal upon the subject, and implored her to believe that if it +were not for a certain obstacle I could speak to her so plainly that +she would understand everything. + +She was silent for a time, and then she said, rather more kindly, I +thought, than she had spoken before: + +"Is that obstacle in any way connected with my uncle?" + +"Yes," I answered, after a little hesitation, "it is, in a measure, +connected with him." + +She made no answer to this, and sat looking at her book, but not +reading. From the expression of her face, I thought she was somewhat +softened toward me. She knew her uncle as well as I did, and she may +have been thinking that, if he were the obstacle that prevented my +speaking (and there were many ways in which he might be that +obstacle), my position would be such a hard one that it would excuse +some wildness of speech and eccentricity of manner. I saw, too, that +the warmth of my partial explanations had had some effect on her, and +I began to believe that it might be a good thing for me to speak my +mind without delay. No matter how she should receive my proposition, +my relations with her could not be worse than they had been the +previous night and day, and there was something in her face which +encouraged me to hope that she might forget my foolish exclamations +of the evening before if I began to tell her my tale of love. + +I drew my chair a little nearer to her, and as I did so the ghost +burst into the room from the doorway behind her. I say burst, although +no door flew open and he made no noise. He was wildly excited, and +waved his arms above his head. The moment I saw him, my heart fell +within me. With the entrance of that impertinent apparition, every +hope fled from me. I could not speak while he was in the room. + +I must have turned pale, and I gazed steadfastly at the ghost, almost +without seeing Madeline, who sat between us. + +"Do you know," he cried, "that John Hinckman is coming up the hill? He +will be here in fifteen minutes, and if you are doing anything in the +way of love-making, you had better hurry it up. But this is not what I +came to tell you. I have glorious news! At last I am transferred! Not +forty minutes ago a Russian nobleman was murdered by the Nihilists. +Nobody ever thought of him in connection with an immediate ghostship. +My friends instantly applied for the situation for me, and obtained my +transfer. I am off before that horrid Hinckman comes up the hill. The +moment I reach my new position, I shall put off this hated semblance. +Good-by. You can't imagine how glad I am to be, at last, the real +ghost of somebody." + +"Oh!" I cried, rising to my feet and stretching out my arms in utter +wretchedness, "I would to heaven you were mine!" + +"I _am_ yours," said Madeline, raising to me her tearful eyes. + + + + +A MARTYR TO SCIENCE. + +BY MARY PUTNAM JACOBI, M.D. + +_Putnam's Magazine, August, 1869._ + + +My brief residence at Rome sufficed to destroy my illusions. + +A Frenchman, a student of medicine, I had, nevertheless, remained an +ardent disciple of Catholicism,--the faith in which I had been brought +up by a devout mother. She was an Italian, and from her I had +inherited an intense, passionate nature, and capacity for belief, +which my father's nationality failed to neutralize. From him, on the +other hand, I had received my education, my profession, and a certain +large habit of thought, which, disdaining all lesser interests, +personal or national, occupied itself exclusively with themes of +universal humanity. This habit, extremely characteristic of French +intellect, concurred,--perhaps as much as anything else,--in making me +an ultra-montanist. As an Italian, I believed in the Church with +ardor,--because I believed; as a Frenchman, I demanded a church +universal, as alone worthy of attaching my belief. The cause of the +Pope was for me identified with the spiritual cause of the world, and +the lukewarmness of so-called Liberal Catholics enraged me. I could +understand the opposition of materialists, of atheists, or even +Protestants. These all occupied a radically different base, and their +eyes were turned toward a different horizon. But that a man could face +Truth, and voluntarily scrimp his vision to a miserable corner of her +robe,--could embrace a principle coldly, with the mere touch of a +distant finger,--could pause to balance motives, and haggle over the +price of devotion,--this was as incomprehensible to me as repugnant. +My own sentiments were equally incomprehensible to the society by +which I was surrounded, and the opposition which I constantly +encountered served not a little to rivet my convictions, and fan my +enthusiasm to passion. + +My father died almost immediately after launching me on my medical +career,--and my darling mother, two years later. In my unutterable +loneliness, I lost all heart for my studies, and breaking away from +ecole and hospitals, wandered in Italy, seeking to quench a quenchless +grief. There I married an Italian girl, whose hair and eyes reminded +me of my mother, but who expended on the dream of Italian unity such +enthusiasm as my mother had lavished for the temporal power of the +Pope. I think I was unconsciously attracted by this very difference. +Valeria's opposition to the Pope was so serious and whole-souled, that +it seemed to invest his cause with new dignity, and in argument with +her I acquired increased respect for my own theories and for myself as +capable of sustaining them. Moreover, at the very moment that our +intellects were most at variance, we were each conscious of a subtle +sympathy of nature; we were animated by the same feeling, though +working in different directions. Her antagonism, therefore, never +irritated me, but,--when the more profound union had once been +established,--fascinated me by a peculiar charm, and led me, by a +healthful transition, back to the ruder antagonisms of practical life. +For, deprived of the support of my mother's lofty confidence, and in +the weakness following excessive sorrow, I had begun to secretly +despair of an ideal, which seemed buried in her all-devouring grave. +At the same time I clung to it the more intensely, precisely because +it seemed unattainable,--from a sort of morbid craving for whatever +had become as unattainable as my mother's presence. I loathed action, +even for the realization of my dreams, and over-concentrated thought +threatened to degenerate into a sickly reverie that should presently +exhaust the forces of my life, like an unnaturally prolonged sleep. +New influence added in this direction might have driven me insane, +while the diversion afforded by Valeria's counter-enthusiasm and the +necessity of making an active defence of my own, roused me, and +brought back the blood to the surface of my life. It was, therefore, +partly an instinct of self-preservation which led me to Valeria,--and +she saved me--my noble wife saved me for other destinies. + +We returned to Paris, where I resumed and completed my medical +studies, and I had just graduated when the war broke out in Italy. + +Four happy, healthful years had completely restored my mental +equilibrium. I was no longer an extravagant fanatic, prepared for a +cloister or a crusade, but still a tolerably ardent ultra-montanist, +pivoted upon the theory of the temporal power of the Pope. Valeria's +influence, in modifying the superficial exuberance of my enthusiasm, +had only rendered its energy more practical, more eager for an +opportunity to incarnate its ideal in vigorous facts. Now the +opportunity had arrived, and the enthusiasm blazed forth afresh; all +interests, all consciousness of other ties were absorbed in devotion +to the Church of which I felt myself a not unimportant member. My +fortune, my time, my life, were all too little to place at its +disposal, and I hastened to enrol myself on the medical staff of a +regiment of Papal Zouaves. Valeria, who had always reasoned against my +theories, was too consistent herself to oppose me in putting them into +practice, but she insisted on accompanying me to Italy. We parted at +Civita Vecchia, I to go to Rome, she, with our two children, to +Naples, where her family had formerly resided. She wrote to me every +day, but after several weeks came a blank of three days without a +letter. At the same moment arrived the news that the cholera was +raging at Naples--news which rendered most ominous this sudden +interruption of the correspondence. I obtained leave of absence and +hurried south, to learn that my wife and babies were dead--fallen +among the very first victims of the pestilence. + +Stunned and heart-sick, I returned to Rome, anxious to devote myself +to the cause with the more desperate earnestness that it was the only +living interest left to me in the world. I arrived just before the +battle of Montana, and regretted that fortune had not assigned me a +role among the soldiers of the cross, among those who might embrace a +welcome death, in exchange for the glory of serving the Church. +Resolved to approach this honor as nearly as possible, I contrived to +obtain an appointment in the ambulance corps, and accompanied the +troops to the field. I have no distinct recollection of that day,--the +third after Valeria's funeral,--and which, as my first experience of a +battle, assumed to me the magnificent proportions of an Austerlitz or +Waterloo. I only know that, intoxicated by the novel excitement of the +scene, perhaps by the mere smell of the gun-powder, I forgot the +duties to which I was assigned, snatched a musket from a Zouave who +had just expired at my feet, and rushed into the heart of the +conflict. I received a slight wound in the forehead, staggered, fell, +and fainted away. I suppose I must, at the same time, have received +the shock from a larger ball than that which grazed my temple, and +experienced some concussion of the brain, for I did not fully recover +consciousness until I had been transported to the military hospital. + +Here I stayed a week, and came, for the first time, into near contact +with my fellow-defenders of the faith. The contact, instead of +warming, chilled me inexplicably. Instead of belief, I discovered +scepticism; instead of enthusiasm, persiflage and eternal quizzing, +intolerable in professed martyrs to a sacred cause. + +"Que voulez-vous?" they said, shrugging their shoulders at my +indignant remonstrances. "The ass who carries all his panniers on the +same side stumbles on his own nose. To each man his business; those +who believe, don't fight; and we who fight cannot be expected to +believe." + +I was surprised to find that my own loyalty became affected by this +indifference, much more than by any influence to which I had hitherto +been submitted. Others had sneered because they did not know; but +these men precisely because they knew too well. The cause which +depended so exclusively upon their bravado was belittled in their own +eyes, and presently in mine also. I felt somewhat ashamed of the drops +of blood I had lavished so heroically at Montana, and when the +gazettes began to flourish the fame of the victory, repeat the dying +speeches of fallen braves, and enrol rascally Zouaves on saintly +calendars, I could have blushed in the dark--everywhere a little +martyrdom, a little battle, and innumerable little apotheoses. I began +to doubt the greatness of the cause made up of such infinitesimals. It +is easy to serve ideas in which we have ceased to heartily believe, +but it is impossible to fight for those that have become to us +the least in the world ridiculous. Perhaps Valeria's death had +unconsciously disheartened me for an enterprise which had been, +however remotely, its occasion. Perhaps many of her words, whose force +I had successfully resisted during her lifetime, now re echoed from +her grave with more profound significance. But it is certain that, for +the first time, I wavered in affection for my life-long ideal. Alarmed +at myself, and determined, if possible, to reinvigorate my failing +faith, I went back to Rome, trusting that the Holy City would inspire +me afresh. Appointed to a civil office of considerable importance, I +was soon introduced into the midst of the Papal Court, and behind the +scenes of the magnificent theatrical display that had so long dazzled +my imagination. I was initiated into the shameful mysteries of cabal +and intrigue, and taught the precious secrets of Pope and Cardinals. +On every side I saw falsehood, treachery, and duplicity welcomed as +the ablest servitors of truth, the grandest professions assumed as an +excuse for the most vulgar villainy, ambition glozed over by degrading +humility, and sensuality all the more disgusting from the saintly +robes in which it was paraded and but half concealed. My faith, +already enfeebled, died of rapid decline, stifled by these monstrous +fooleries. Disenchanted, revolted, disgusted, I resigned my position, +and abandoned the Pope and his cause forever. + +I did not, therefore, enlist under Garibaldi. A tenacious loyalty to +the memory of ideas I had once served would always prevent me from +more actively attacking them, or from desecrating their graves. +Moreover, the revulsion of feeling consequent upon my disillusion was +so tremendous, that I was swept entirely out of the region of the +questions at issue, and both sides became indifferent to me, both +camps dim and shadowy in the distance. + +I returned, therefore, to France, and settled down in a remote corner +of the provinces, to exercise my profession as a country physician. +After the accumulated anguish of the last few months, the quiet +dulness of the place was infinitely grateful to me. I was like a +bruised swimmer, tossed upon a monotonous sandbank, who only asks to +be left there in peace, until long repose has rested the aching limbs, +and blunted the harrowing recollections of the shipwreck. The +incessant excitement of Paris was intolerable to me, and scarcely less +so the idea of revisiting its troops of sympathetic friends. They +would proffer venal consolation for the loss of my wife and children; +they would congratulate me maliciously on my conversion from +ultra-montanism. I shrank from their curious eyes and voluble +tongues, as a wounded man from the glittering apparatus of the +surgeon, and like him turned over my face to the wall, to sleep. + +Two years thus passed away--two years of mornings and evenings, +following one another in calm succession, like a row of stolid peasant +gleaners going to the fields. I became inexpressibly soothed by their +calm, and by the nice tact and exquisite courtesy of Nature, with whom +I had done well to take refuge. She is never astonished, she asks no +impertinent questions, but welcomes her guests with even suavity, like +a liberal host, throwing open to them drawing-room or garret, as may +best please their fancy. The growing trees had no time to turn round +to look at me; the contended hills embraced me in their arms, and let +me pass without a word; the grain ripened in the mellow autumn days, +unheeding the little shadow that I threw across its sunshine. This +preoccupied indifference of all living things, which would initiate a +mere vexation, clamorous for sympathy, is like blessed balm to the +sufferer from a profound grief or mortification. Counsel is good, +friendliness precious, while anything remains to be done to avert an +impending calamity. But pitying words over an accomplished and +irremediable misfortune, serve only to revive useless pain, and +blunder, like a man who should try to force open the eyelids of a +corpse. Nature, wiser than officious human tenderness, takes the +sorrow coolly, as a matter of course, and in silence buries it out of +sight among a million others, already thickly strewn with withered +leaves. And, in presence of her imperturbable serenity during the +blackest days of frost and winter, the sufferer becomes insensibly +inspired with her unspoken confidence in the final return of spring. +The people of the village and the farms, rooted as their own beeches, +reflected back upon Nature the same immovable calm. They did not +disturb themselves about me, because my role in society was so +evident, respectable, and satisfactory, that I offered no foothold for +either curiosity or scandal. I had been sent by Providence and the +Faculty of Medicine to cure their not too frequent rheumatisms and +catarrhs; I acquitted myself not ill of my business,--they asked no +more,--and neither offered nor expected personal interest or +friendship. + +As the months rolled on, I became more interested than formerly in +medical reading. Absorbed entirely in my books, I even fancied that +the healing apathy which sheltered my life was growing more profound. +This was a mistake; the thickening of the vapors that shut out the +external world, really denoted that they were about to condense and +precipitate themselves into a new creation. New interests were +preparing, that should presently claim from my nature all the energy, +enthusiasm, and passion which had once been devoted to the old. Of +this I became aware in the following manner. One day, among a package +of books sent to me from Paris, arrived a pamphlet just written in +defence of a new theory concerning the movements of the human heart. +My curiosity was excited by the idea of a new theory on such a famous +subject, and my interest was by no means abated after perusal of the +pamphlet. Exposition of this theory would demand a crowd of technical +details, unintelligible to the general reader, and therefore +inappropriate in this place. But let such an one take the trouble +to listen for a moment to the ticking of a heart, seemingly so +monotonous, simple, and easy to understand, and then reflect that the +slight elements discoverable in this little sound, have been forced +by human intellect into at least twenty different combinations, and +afforded ground for as many theories, each defended with impassioned +earnestness by a different observer. He may then realize something of +the interest which attaches to the explanation of this phenomenon--may +even experience a sort of mental vertigo, as if he had witnessed the +evolution of a world out of nothing. Owing to the paucity of the facts +to be observed, the finesse requisite for the observation, and the +intellectual dexterity needed to retain such minute circumstances +before the mind long enough to think about them, the problem is one of +the most delicate and intricate offered by physiological science. Once +engaged in its discussion, the mind becomes hopelessly fascinated, and +continues to pirouette about an invisible point, that is neither a +thought nor a material phenomenon, but, as it were, a refined essence +of both. + +As in all series of vital actions, each item of the phenomenon in +question is so interlinked with the rest, that an explanation of a +part can never be considered final, so long as any problem remains +unresolved. The latest experimentator, brooding over hitherto +neglected details, may always hope to light upon some clue that shall +unravel the entire entanglement in a different manner, and reform upon +a new basis ideas now grouped in pretended fixity. The excitement +caused by this possibility is amply sufficient to stimulate research. +And there is no need to discover an immediate practical application +for the theory in order to bait the interest of vulgar minds. These +would always be incapable of such difficult investigations, while +really competent students were supremely indifferent to all lesser +advantages attached to the discovery of truth. As for me, I had been +so long removed from active life and its necessities (for my +professional career had as yet been too facile and commonplace to +arouse me to them), that the impractical character of the subject +constituted for me an additional charm. I recognized that it belonged, +for the present at least, to the region of pure thought, pure science, +accessible only to intelligences refined by nature, and enriched by +superior culture. In addition, therefore, to the intrinsic interest +of the problem, and the solid satisfaction arising from acute +intellectual activity, I could, in pursuit of this theme, experience +all the subtle pleasure derived from a consciousness of personal +superiority--pleasure as attainable in solitude as elsewhere since the +superiority was too real and unquestionable to require the +confirmatory suffrage of the crowd. + +I abandoned all other studies, and threw myself impetuously into the +current of these newly-received ideas. I ransacked my library, from +Herophilus to Haller, from Galen to Helmholtz. England, Germany, +Italy, France yielded up their tribute to my excited curiosity. And +the theme, shifted, refracted from intellect to intellect, multiplied +itself to bewildering complexity. + +Not content with reading, I performed experiments, repeating those of +my predecessors, and inventing new to control their conclusions. "With +my own hands I stirred the soil, fetid and palpitating with life," and +in this inmost intimacy with Nature felt myself grow strong, as Antaeus +by contact with the mother earth. Thus roused from my long torpor into +the most intense activity,--for all activity is slack in comparison +with that of thought,--I became dissatisfied with the facility of my +present surroundings. I was anxious to pit myself against the world of +Paris. I wanted opposition, contradiction, in order to vanquish them, +and absorb their force into the glory of my triumph. Moreover, my +studies had now reached a point where they required the assistance +that could only be obtained in a great city: in a word, I resolved to +return to the capital, for a longer or shorter time, as the sequel +should prove desirable. My means rendered me independent of my +_clientele_, and I left my patients without regret to the care of +an easily procured substitute. It is so rare to alight upon an +interesting case in the country! Nothing but rheumatism and measles, +measles and rheumatism, and never an autopsy,--it is as monotonous as +the treatment of fever and ague. I longed for the vast metropolitan +hospitals, containing specimens of every shade of disease, and +affording unlimited opportunities for auscultation. Of these I +stood especially in need, for the train of thought suggested by +physiological experiment must be completed by pathological researches, +which could only be carried on at Paris. + +To Paris, therefore, I came, as to a new world, so completely had I +been separated from it during the two last years. It was as if one of +the spirits in the metempsychosis imagined by Fourier, had returned to +the brilliant sphere from which death had driven him in temporary +exile. I was at first enchanted, intoxicated. The mental activity +which had seemed so intense in the sluggish province, needed to be +quickened fourfold to keep abreast of the intellects with which I +entered into relation, and the consciousness of the quickening +affected me as with new wine. But, as I grew accustomed to my new +medium, I became again subtly dissatisfied. It was not enough to be +abreast of the world, I wanted to be a little ahead. In my solitude +it was easy to cherish illusions concerning the value of my own work, +to picture myself as a mighty and triumphant wrestler with Nature, +capable, by his single strength, of forcing her reluctant secrets, to +reveal them afterwards to an admiring world. But at Paris, with its +enormous condensation of intellectual force, I could not flatter +myself on the solitary greatness of my achievements, nor ignore the +collective action of society. Whatever my attainment, I should be +forced to share its fame with a hundred other workers, who had +lent me, unasked, their aid. The distance between the person who +uttered the last word, and him who said the next to the last, was +infinitesimal, and this close proximity annoyed me. I longed for some +brilliant occasion to surpass all my contemporaries in one great +bound; an opportunity to bestow on science and humanity some unique +benefit that could never be compared with those accumulated by +lesser men. One day, revolving many things in my mind, I entered the +Bibliotheque Imperiale. Strolling idly past the grated bookcases, my +attention was attracted by the title of a thin folio, wedged in +between Lavater and Geoffroy St. Hilaire. An inexplicable impulse led +me to demand this book, the "History of Vesalius and his Times." I had +no particular reason, that I knew of, to be interested in Vesalius; I +merely followed an idle whim, suggested rather by the peculiar shape +and position of the folio, than by any solid reason; and this whim +did not hurry me out of my lounging mood. I settled myself in one of +the windows, and leisurely turned over the leaves of my book, reading +a line here and a phrase there, until I alighted and settled upon the +following passage: "So the rumor spread abroad that Vesalius had +opened the chest of a living man to see his heart beat. And upon that +the people were in a fury and the court hissed with rage, and Vesalius +was obliged to flee from Spain before the power of the Inquisition; +and some say that he then made a pilgrimage to the Holy Land. But on +his return he was shipwrecked on a desolate island and perished +miserably. Hubert, in his _Vindiciae contra tyrannus_ reports this +history to the eternal shame of the Jesuits." + +The world often describes with minuteness the material framework of +such noisy events as have impressed its coarse sensibilities. But it +commonly neglects, because ignoring, the scenes wherein have taken +place the crises of thought, or occurred the birth of new, indomitable +ideas. To the thinker, however, such outer scenes remain inextricably +associated with the thought that has sprung to life in their midst. To +this day I preserve a vivid recollection of every item of the place +where I read the story of Vesalius; the lofty reading-room, with its +confused lining of many-colored books, the tables crowded by eager +students, the broad, deep windows through which the sun streamed, and +from which I, sitting with open folio on my lap, watched the shifting +fountain and the swaying trees and the long, untrimmed grass in the +courtyard below. For the story seemed to have laid hold of my inmost +soul, and touched the spring of a long-hidden desire. Why I was so +moved, I could not tell. What issue would open to this whirlpool of +vague excitement in which I had fallen, I had no idea. But I was +profoundly conscious both of the excitement and the emotion, and, with +that refined epicureanism of which intellectual people alone are +capable, I abandoned myself, for a time, to the subtle luxury of their +enjoyment. + +My reverie was interrupted by the clanging of the great clock and the +scarcely less harsh voice of the _gardien_ as he announced the hour +for closing the library. Still wrapped in fantastic meditation, I +descended the stairs to the street, and followed the rue Richelieu to +the boulevard, there to mingle with the human stream that endlessly +encircled the city like a new army of Gideon. Drifting in the current, +I reached the Bastile, crossed the Pont d'Austerlitz, gained the +Boulevard de l'Hopital and continued walking to the Invalides, to the +Avenues Jena and Wagram, and from the Place des Ternes, all along the +exterior rampart. And as I walked, my entangled thoughts gradually +disengaged themselves into clearness and precision. + +The biographer of Vesalius, who evidently shared the prejudices of the +people, had exerted himself strenuously to disprove the calumny +attached to the name of the great anatomist. He, like the rest, was +blinded by that vulgar egotism which clamorously prefers the +interests of individuals to those of society,--egotism no less +short-sighted than vulgar, for the large and abstract interests cared +for by science are precisely those which shall ultimately affect the +greatest number of individuals; and no less inconsequent than +short-sighted, since no one hesitates to ruin entire hosts of +individuals upon the faintest chance of promoting the material +interests of society. A stock company may immolate hundreds during the +construction of a Panama railroad--a sovereign sacrifice thousands in +the contest for a Crimean peninsula; the hue and cry only begins when +the savant modestly begs permission to utilize a single life for the +advancement of science. He is execrated as a monster, and burned alive +in expiation of his crime. Absurd inconsistency, trivial superstition! +from which it is time that at least the scientific world were +emancipated. Long enough has the ignorant rabble exercised brute +tyranny over intellects towering above its comprehension. The time +for concession is past, the moment has arrived for the savant to +assume the sway that rightfully devolves upon him and declare the +confiscation of all claims to the supreme interest of the search after +truth. + +For my part, therefore, so far from blaming Vesalius because he had +dissected a living man, I should have accorded him most profound +reverence for this proof of elevation above ordinary prejudice. And +the more I thought over the matter, the more I became convinced that +the accusation was well founded, that the deed had really been +performed, which moral cowardice alone induced the glorious criminal +to disavow. + +My brooding fancy, satiated with the image of the great anatomist, +began to occupy itself with his so-called victim. Who was he? what +motive had induced him to surrender his body to the scalpel of the +master, his life to the realization of the master's idea? A slave, a +debtor, from whom the ingenious savant had thus exacted a pound of +flesh? A trembling poltroon, forced to the sacrifice more reluctantly +than Isaac to the altar? I preferred rather to believe that it was a +favorite pupil, burning with enthusiasm for the master, joyful to +participate in his mighty labors at the cheap expense of his own +lesser life. Had Vesalius been a general, and he an aide-de-camp +before a rampart, all the world would have applauded him, rushing upon +death at the word of command. I myself had known, by a brief +experience, the thrilling impulse to fight, to die, in behalf of a +cause. Rivers of blood had been shed for honor, for loyalty, for +patriotism. Was the desire for truth less ardent than these worn-out +passions! Could it not rather supply their place in the new world +about to be created by science? What could produce a greater +impression upon the entire world, and more forcibly announce the +inauguration of a new era, than the voice of a man who should declare, +"I refuse to draw my sword for the hideous folly of war; to surrender +my life at the absurd caprice of princes; but I offer myself +cheerfully, unreservedly, as the instrument of Science, in her +majestic schemes for the discovery of truth!" + +My recent studies on the problem of the heart's movements brought me +into peculiar sympathy with the object of Vesalius' researches. The +tantalizing results as often obtained by experiments on lower animals, +the uncertainty of the inferences that could be deduced from them to +form a theory of the human organism, had often excited in me a lively +desire for a direct experiment upon man. This desire had hitherto been +smothered beneath the mass of conventional ideas, which so frequently +overwhelm our timidity and enslave our feebleness in endless routine. +But the daring word of genius had now struck the chains from my +intellect, and emancipated me from the slavery of that hesitation. +I--I would follow in the path already traced by that bolder mind; I +would redeem that calumniated memory from disgrace, and enrich its +glory by the surpassing realization of the original conception. _I_ +would inaugurate the new era; I would set the example of supreme +heroism in science; and all the world, and all future ages, should +preserve my name with reverent homage, and enwreath it with laurels +of undying fame. For, that the purity of my motives might be above +suspicion, I would perform the experiment, not as Vesalius in the +capacity of anatomist, but as the victim, voluntarily devoting himself +to the transcendent interests of an ideal cause. + +And as my mind leaped up into this grand thought, I felt cheek and +brow flush with violent emotion. Carried along by the first impetus of +the idea, I walked as rapidly as in a dream, unseeing, unhearing every +thing that surrounded me. Before I knew whither I had come, I felt a +cool wind blow over me, as if after a feverish journey on a heated +road, I had suddenly stepped into a cool, dark cavern. And, looking +out from the brilliant visions in which I was plunged, I found myself +already entered within the gates of Pere la Chaise--the city of the +dead, of the vast majority to which I was to go over in fulfilment of +my great idea. I wandered among the graves, and read the epitaphs, the +reiterated dreary expressions of disappointment and despair, that the +deceased had been passively torn from a world to which every fibre of +their hearts was clinging. Not so would read _my_ epitaph, and I +began to compose it, less as a witty amusement than as a device for +resisting an insidious chill that had begun to creep over me like a +damp exhalation from the graves. For my imagination suddenly pictured +to itself the heavy tombstone pressing down, down forever, on the +cruel coffin-lid beneath which I should be lying. I shuddered at the +picture, I shuddered at death, and, leaning on an iron rail which girt +in a tomb, hid my face in my arms to shut out the signs of decay and +the more ghastly emblems of immortality with which the populous +_cimetiere_ was crowded. + +Raising my head after a brief struggle, I perceived that I was +standing in front of the famous tomb of Abelard and Heloise. The +sculptured forms of the unhappy lovers reposed side by side on the lid +of the stone mausoleum, as they had lain for six centuries, and +immortalized the mingling of their mortal dust below. Tears sprang to +my eyes as I looked at their still, peaceful faces, for I remembered +my dead wife, and then, my lost children. Death, that contained them +in its hollow caverns, could not be frightful to me. It was rather the +treasure-house of all I possessed most precious, and which I should +now hasten to reclaim. All the loneliness and longing which had been +dulled by habit, and lately covered over by mental activity, awoke, +and cried out passionately within me, repelling the slight pleasures +of this world, as a child crying for its mother dashes aside an +offered toy. What was left to me in life that I should cling to it? +What ties bound me to this perfidious, slippery earth? To whom owed I +any duties? Whose pillow would moisten with tears because I had passed +out of sight? Destitute of personal interests, I could only devote +myself to those of humanity, and that by some method that should +concentrate in a single moment both the achievement and its reward. +For small were the enjoyment to survive for fame, with whose report I +could return laden to no fireside, for whose sake I could watch no +eyes brighten in sweet pride of sympathy. I should sicken of it in +half an hour, and my hard-earned laurels would become as dusty and +lifeless as those ghastly wreaths of immortelles hanging around +Heloise's tomb. So desolated love joined itself to restless ambition +and ideal enthusiasm, to concentrate my life for the purpose from +which, since then, it has never swerved. + +Thus resolved upon self-devotion, I set about the task of finding a +colleague to share the risks and glory of my enterprise. I did not +conceal from myself that upon him would devolve a role far more +difficult and complicated than my own. From me, the subject of the +proposed experiment, was only required sublime heroism for the +sacrifice. But the man who should perform the operation must possess +moral courage to face public criticism, perhaps opprobrium; a trained +intellect, already habituated to discussion of the problem in +question, and impassioned for its solution; great practical skill and +finesse, able to appreciate and profit by every detail of the +phenomena that would unroll themselves before his observation; iron +nerve, that should remain unmoved by any startling peculiarities of +the case in hand. + +The necessity for uniting so many characteristics, compelled me to +abandon my first hope of forming a committee for the experiment; for +as soon as I began to sound physiologists on the subject, I landed +knee-deep in a mass of invincible prejudices and prepossessions. The +scheme was too new, too daring for the capacity of the mediocrities +which constitute the bulk of even the scientific world. I must +discover some exceptional solitary enthusiast like myself, able to +appreciate and embrace with joy the grand opportunity I offered him. +To the search for this enthusiast, therefore, I bent all my energies, +and knocked at many doors, wherever, through the windows, I believed +to have detected on the hearth the upleaping of an inner flame. + +It was astonishing how often I knocked in vain! How often my +insinuations, my suggestions, my direct propositions were repulsed! I +appealed to a professor who had concentrated the best years of his +life to the problem I proposed to solve,--he pooh-poohed my scheme. In +vain I tried to explain my methods for overcoming its practical +difficulties; he decried them all, I am convinced, from pure jealousy. + +"And you ought to know by this time," he added with a scarcely +disguised sneer, "that a single experiment on a human subject would be +of little value until its results were controlled by a dozen others. +And I doubt that your enthusiasm would prove sufficiently contagious +to furnish the supply for the dissecting table." And he obstinately +shut his ears to any further argument. + +I disclosed my plan to a struggling physician, ready for any adventure +that should thrust him into notoriety, bring his name before the +public, and thus open the way to a prosperous _clientele_. Yet he +recoiled from a project fraught with promise so sure and magnificent +as mine. A hospital _interne_, flushed with enthusiasm for his first +practical studies, started with horror when I divulged my ideas. +Many, true Parisian _railleurs_, regarded my proposition as an +excellent joke. + +"Allons donc, c'est une vieille blague que tu nous fais la." + +And all my protestations served only to increase their amusement, and +their determination not to be taken in. + +A few eyed me suspiciously, as if they imagined I were insane, and one +old bourgeois doctor had the impertinence to administer to me a moral +lecture. + +"Young man," he said, "you are possessed by the same preposterous +vanity which induced Empedocles to throw himself into Vesuvius, and +Erostratus to fire the temple of Diana. I recommend a course of dry +cupping to the nape of the neck, to relieve your congested and +over-excited brain, and, in the mean time, a decent seclusion from +society, that you insult with your absurdities." + +I flushed red with anger, but this last rebuff warned me that I must +change my tactics. Like all reformers, I found the world too stiff and +rigid for my purposes, and only harmed myself with kicking against the +bristling pricks. I must turn to a new generation, to early youth, and +find some mind still unformed and flexible, that I could myself submit +to a far-sighted training, and cast into the mould of my own ideas. +The opportunities of which my contemporaries were unworthy, I would +reserve as a gracious boon for a well-initiated pupil. + +Two years had elapsed since my arrival at Paris, and the untiring +energy with which I pursued physiological researches had begun to +bring my name into notice. When, therefore, I proposed to open a +course of lectures upon experimental physiology, my friends all +encouraged me with flattering assurances. + +"A la bonne heure," exclaimed the student to whom had I once addressed +my secret plans, "something sensible at last. I trust such rational +occupation will purge your head of its maggots, and satisfy your +aspirations for fame--" + +I smiled stealthily to myself. It is thus that the light world always +measures the austerity of our resolutions by its own lightness! + +I obtained the requisite official permission, and opened the course at +the Ecole Pratique under the best auspices. The lectures were thronged +from the beginning, and the interest by no means abated as the weeks +rolled on. Enthusiastic myself, I possessed in no small degree the +gift of communicating (on all ordinary subjects) my enthusiasm to +others. I aimed less at imparting solid instruction to my pupils than +at impressing their imagination by a series of skilfully arranged +effects. My experiments, therefore, were governed by dramatic unity, +rarely sought in the confused and arid expositions of official +professors. Now I led my auditors into the inmost laboratories of +Nature, and revealed, in plant and animal, the fine affinities that +regulated her processes of nutrition. Now I traced some delicate +nervous filament from the spinal column of the amphioxus to the +cerebral hemisphere of the mammifer. Now I disclosed the ramifying +canals in the vast system of circulation, mounting from the spongy +network of the mollusk and the sluggish lymphatic of the reptile to +the brilliant, bounding arteries of the double-hearted vertebrates. +And always, beyond the last disclosure, after the most complete +revelation, I hinted at something yet to come, some higher, unveiled +mystery, to which all this grand series was but the prelude. As a +priest who volubly initiates the neophytes into the service of the +temple, but points in silence to the inner court containing the Deity +for whom the service is performed, so I, after the most magnificent +display of animal life, silently indicated a concealed hereafter, a +culmination in the human body, hitherto withheld from our curious +gaze. I thus strove to suggest an ideal, left for a time incomplete; +to foster an impetuous impatience, that, stimulated by the great +acquisitions of the past, should reach forward irresistibly for the +greater prize of the future. I trusted that among all my auditors +would be found one that should divine the cipher, and quicken over its +subtle secret--one intellect, that, carried unconsciously along the +current of my thought, should finally arrive at my unrevealed goal. + +Among the most constant attendants on the lectures, I had long noticed +one young man of about twenty-two years old, who always occupied the +same seat close to my operating-table. He was thin, shabbily dressed, +with full, intense forehead, ravenous face, and brilliant eyes. His +poverty was indicated not only by his toilette, and that special form +of unfed expression peculiar to the studious hungry, but also by his +absence from all the private classes, and redoubled assiduity at the +public lectures. His intelligence was evident from the absorbed +attention with which he followed the experiments, and from his manner +of taking notes,--not at random, like most of the students, but at +well-chosen points perceptible only to a person already in possession +of a commanding view of the whole subject. By a little stratagem, I +contrived one day to get hold of his note-book, and was surprised at +the accurate observations, the acute suggestions, and range of +information indicated by the marginal queries. Those who have ever +experienced the delight of discovering an intellect--discovery more +precious than that of a gold mine--can appreciate the eagerness with +which I devoured these pages, finding everywhere the stamp of the mind +I sought. And my satisfaction was redoubled by reflecting how greatly +the youth and poverty of the writer might increase my facilities for +obtaining complete possession of him. I was not long in devising a +scheme for forcing the intimacy of the young man, who, like most poor +students, was evidently as shy and proud as he was poor. + +One day, at the close of the lecture, I touched my student on the arm. + +"Be kind enough to wait a moment," I said, "I have something to say to +you." + +The boy flushed and drew back a little with all the haughtiness of a +sensitive person ill at ease with the world, and expecting from it +nothing but rebuffs and insolence. I fancied that an anxious suspicion +crossed his mind that I was about to lay claim to some payment for +lessons, of which he had hitherto ignored the necessity. I waited till +the greater part of the crowd had squeezed through the narrow door of +the amphitheatre, dismissed the loiterers, and then turned to my +companion with a frank air of relief, as to an equal with whom I could +refresh myself after the fatigue of teaching lesser minds. I saw that +I had already won his heart, before I began to speak. + +"I find that I require another assistant," I said. "The man that I +have at present, is, as you know, a mere machine. I need some one +interested, enthusiastic, capable of seconding me intelligently. I +want, in short, a pupil. Will you fill the place?" + +Surprised, overwhelmed with an honor which he could so keenly +appreciate, the young man flushed again, hesitated, stammered, and +finally only succeeded in answering me with his beautiful eyes, for +his tongue refused to speak. I already loved the boy; alas! how he has +repaid my love! + +"It will be a mutual exchange of service," I continued. "You will be +of great use to me in my preparations, and, in return, I may be able +to initiate you into the mysteries of our art, somewhat more +thoroughly than can be done in a public lecture." + +"I thank you, sir," said Guy. He tried to speak coldly, but he looked +as if he longed to throw himself at my feet and cover my hand with +kisses. To relieve his emotion, in which I secretly exulted, I patted +him friendlily on the shoulder, and began immediately to discuss the +programme for the following lecture. + +I had every reason to congratulate myself on my new assistant. His +zeal and ingenuity not only seconded my researches, but often +supplemented them when over-fatigue persuaded me to repose. And Guy's +personal character proved as winning as his intellect keen and +reliable. Before long I contrived that he should come and live with +me, and I invented for him some light literary employment, by which he +could pay me for his board and lodging, with an insignificant +sacrifice of his time. He acceded to this arrangement upon its +apparent terms, but none the less did he pierce its transparent +motive, and tacitly devote to me his whole soul in acknowledgment of +what he considered my delicate generosity. These unfledged souls are +apt to throw themselves thus away in exchange for the most trifling +pecuniary service, and torment themselves, moreover, that the +compensation is so mean. I smiled at Guy's naivete, but none the less +turned it to account. From the foothold thus gained, I rapidly +extended my influence over his entire nature. My larger experience +enabled me to complete his unfinished thoughts, to sympathize with +his scarcely conscious feelings, to subtly impress his principles and +co-ordinate them to my own scheme. Having begun by forestalling his +material necessities, I continued to supply the finer wants of heart +and intellect so completely, that he became habituated to turn to me +for everything, and to receive everything that came from me with +implicit faith. I fed him, taught him, loved him, and all with such +artfulness, that he felt my presence in his life only as a plant feels +the sunshine in its calyx, conscious of no intrusion to be resented, +or tyranny to be repelled. It is so easy to make the conquest of a +young, ingenuous nature! so easy to fix its impetuous, unsuspecting +enthusiasm! I marvel that these exquisite relations between master and +pupil are so generally left uncultivated, or their charm wasted. I +almost marvel that I did not rest completely satisfied with my life at +that time; with its arduous study, and its growing fame, and Guy, with +the delicious task of educating his supple intellect to my ideas, and +penetrating his nature with my personality. Only the loftiness of my +ideal saved it from making womanish shipwreck on this episode in its +austere voyage towards the realization. + +As Guy became more and more competent, I delegated more and more into +his hands the preparation for the lectures. The first excitement of +getting them into train was past, the first keen interest dulled by +habit; and when the second winter began, with repetition of all that +had gone before, I went through the business almost mechanically. +Often I left everything to my assistant, and shut myself up alone to +dream over the project that secretly absorbed my soul. Guy fancied I +was ill, and, as my exertions slackened, redoubled his own, consuming +heart and brain in the resolve to maintain the course at the level of +its original popularity. I was inwardly amused at his devotion to such +secondary considerations, but did not interfere, for it helped to +serve my purpose. + +Finally, I believed my pupil to be fully prepared, and decided that +the moment had come for the complete revelation of myself. + +One evening,--I selected the evening advisedly, since at that time the +imagination is more susceptible of impressions, and further removed +from the vulgar influences of every-day life,--I entered our study. +Guy was seated at a table, and working in his usual intense fashion, +and I threw myself on a sofa beside him. + +"Guy," I exclaimed, "it tires me to look at you. For eight hours you +have not stirred from those books. You will kill yourself." + +"Great loss," he answered, "so that it were in your service, and +during the pursuit of knowledge." + +"You love me then, Guy?" + +"Love you!" He rose from the table, and coming to the sofa, kneeled +and kissed my forehead, without shame, as in France men _can_ kiss +each other. + +"My master, my friend!" he said; and I felt that he was mine, bound to +me by a love passing the love of women. I drew him before me, and ran +my fingers through his clustering hair. His affection was pleasant to +me, independent of the use I meant to make of it; and I almost +experienced a feminine desire to trifle with it for a moment, as one +shifts a diamond from one hand to the other to watch its changing +flame. + +"How much do you love me? as the children say. What would you do for +me?" + +"I would die for you!" he answered vehemently. + +That is the first thing youth ever thinks of. From very fulness of +life, it can afford to be on familiar terms with death. + +"Tut; that is unnecessary. But would you do anything I asked of you as +a personal favor?" + +"Only try me. I would go to the ends of the earth for you." + +"_Tenez!_ suppose I was dying King Arthur and you my squire. Would you +hesitate to fling away Excalibur at my command?" + +"The paltry bauble! What thought could I have to waste upon it while +you were dying?" + +"But suppose this obedience did not suffice to release me. Suppose +that, in my agony, I prayed you to drive your own sword into my heart +to set me free. Would you do it?" + +He hesitated a moment. "That would be a terrible prayer; yet if you +were suffering, and I knew that you must die, I would do even that for +you." + +"You have said it," I cried, and leaped to my feet in uncontrollable +excitement. "I have a request to make you, I have a prayer that you +only can fulfil. Swear that you will grant it--swear by all your love +for me, by all the gratitude which you profess, and for which I shall +never claim other return--swear that you will do what I am about to +bid you!" + +I saw that Guy was disquieted by my words and manner. Instead of +replying with the bold confidence I had a right to expect, he recoiled +from the revelation that pressed urgently on my lips. + +"Take care," he said, "your eyes are glittering as if you had a fever. +Let us stop talking about this till to-morrow." + +The upstart boy, thus to dare to patronize me with his foresight and +protection--_me_, who had taught him all he knew, and who was about to +offer him a place on my giddy pinnacle of immortal fame! I was +intensely angry, but succeeded in controlling myself, for I felt that +an untimely explosion of violence might ruin all. I passed my hand +over my eyes, as if to blur the glitter that had alarmed Guy's +scrupulous feebleness, and sat down quietly again. + +"The fact is, my dear Guy," I said, "I have been waiting so long for +an opportunity to execute a certain scheme of mine, that I cannot help +being a little excited when this opportunity seems at last within my +reach." + +"What kind of a scheme?" asked Guy. + +"A scheme for the advancement of the science in which we are both so +interested." + +"Oh," said Guy, with an air of relief, "you know how you can rely upon +me for any undertaking in that direction." + +"I should think so, especially when it concerns the problem upon which +we have both been so long engaged--the movements of the heart." + +"What!" he exclaimed with delight. "You have discovered something new +for that! Shall I ever cease to admire your masterly ingenuity. What +is to be done? You want to send me to Africa to capture a live +rhinoceros? I will set out to-morrow." + +"What would be the use! All the information that can be gained by +experiment on the higher mammifers is already ours. Since the problem +derives the greatest part of its interest from its application to man, +it is on man that the new experiment should be performed." + +"Ah, yes," sighed Guy; "we are always tripping up against this +impossibility." + +"Nothing is impossible," I answered. "I am resolved that the +experiment shall be performed on man." + +Guy started, then laughed. "Oh! you are joking," he said. + +"Not the least in the world. I have even selected the subject." + +"Eh! well, since you are so determined, you may dissect me when you +choose. Only I warn you of difficulties with the tribunals +afterwards." + +"I leave you to settle with them. It is not you, but myself, who is to +be the subject; and you must perform the experiment." + +I was surprised at the calmness with which I made this momentous +revelation of my purpose. But we are always on the level of the +circumstances to which we have attained, and they do not seem as awful +as when viewed from the distance. + +Guy did not at all believe that I was in earnest, and half an hour's +impetuous talking was needed to convince him of the reality and +fixedness of my resolve. Then he tried to reason with me. + +"Your experiment will be utterly useless," he said; "because death +will ensue almost immediately after the chest is opened. And during +the few seconds that might intervene for observation, the heart would +beat too rapidly to render observation possible." + +"I have devised means for palliating all these difficulties," I +answered eagerly. "In the first place, the last act of the experiment +must be preceded by the administration of woorara, to slacken the +rapidity of the heart's action. In the second place, I do not propose +to open the chest with the bistoury. The operation, even though aided +by chloroform, would cause too violent a shock to the nervous system. +But I intend to burn through gradually, by successive applications of +caustic, as in the procedure for opening hepatic cysts. Deep-seated +adhesions would form and shut out the lungs securely, and thus +probably obviate the necessity for artificial respiration. The +pericardium would be reached with comparatively little disturbance, +and once exposed, the operator would be able to make a first and +important series of observations, before proceeding farther. Finally, +he would rend the pericardium, and arrive directly at the heart +itself." + +"And kill you!" cried Guy. + +"I should die," I answered composedly, "as men have died after +inoculating themselves with the plague; only my death would be more +glorious, because incurred for pure science, and in face of a +certainty. It is precisely on this account that the act will insure to +our names the honor and reverence of all future generations." + +"Nonsense. You will be pitied as a suicide and madman, and I shall be +hung at the next assizes." + +"Coward! traitor!" I burst forth in ungovernable passion. "_This_ is +the extent of your devotion, then! _These_ your narrow calculations +and sordid reckonings! You, the one soul in whom I trusted, the one +friend I had in the world capable of appreciating me! Oh, shame on +such ingratitude! Oh, miserable me, doomed to such disappointment!" + +He was deeply hurt. I saw that I had made some impression upon +the hard skepticism with which the world had incased a naturally +generous nature, and pressed my advantage. I poured out a torrent of +eloquence, reasoning, prayers, entreaty. I wrestled with him as for +the salvation of a soul; the night waned on our hot conversation, and +finally, toward three o'clock, when the gray dawn began to point +weirdly in the East, I gained the victory. Guy promised to fulfil +my wish, at whatever risks to himself, and with the certainty of +sacrificing my life in the experiment. On the spot, I drew up a paper +testifying that the operation should have been performed at my express +command, and stated the reasons in full. To this document, I trusted +to obtain in the country the signature of two witnesses sufficiently +incurious to sign without reading. + +For it was decided that, for the sake of greater secrecy and +convenience, we should withdraw to the country, and I selected a +locality about four hours' distance from Paris, where we were both +unknown. These details settled, we separated for sleep. + +But I think neither of us closed our eyes that night; and Guy was so +pale and haggard the next morning that I hardly knew him. During the +week that we remained at Paris, making preparations for our departure, +he hardly ate, or slept, or spoke, but seemed to waste and droop like +a man in the clutch of a fiend. I became anxious. I was afraid he +would fall ill, and thus be incapacitated for the performance of his +duty. + +However, we managed to leave the city without accident, and installed +ourselves in the lonely dwelling I had rented. We hired an old woman +from the village to take charge of our housekeeping, and then devoted +ourselves to our work. We engaged in a preliminary series of +experiments, through which, as through a suite of lesser apartments +leading to the throne-room, we were to approach the act that should +crown them all. + +For the first time since he had been my pupil, I found Guy nervous, +_maladroit_. He turned pale at the sight of blood. The struggling of a +pigeon, or the yelp of a dog, seemed to make him sick, and a hundred +times he laid down his scalpel as if unable to proceed. He was like a +neophyte, and a prey to the sentimental horrors of which, up to this +time, his absorbed intellect had been quite unconscious. I trembled. +If his nerve should fail him when it became _my_ turn, and the whole +costly experiment be thrown away through some awkwardness on his part! +I was furious at the very idea, and told him so. + +"I will haunt you forever if you fail," I said, savagely. + +"You will in any case," answered Guy, sighing heavily. + +But at my instances, he tried to rouse himself from this inexplicable +languor, and to drill hand and eye to exquisite precision. I watched +him severely. I refused to pardon the least blunder. I trained him for +this last trial, as men train horses for the winning race. Guy was +really an able physiologist, and his skill only needed finishing +touches to be as effective as was possible in the actual condition of +science. After two or three weeks I was satisfied, and bade him +prepare the next day to begin the last experiment. + +I shall never forget that day, the supreme moment of my life. I sat at +the windows of an inner room, waiting for Guy, and looked out over the +valley that basked in the afternoon sunshine. It was the beginning of +September--one of those perfect days at the prime of the year, when +life has reached its culmination, and pauses in the fulness of its own +content. The air, ripe and balmy, purged of the rawness of Spring and +the violent heat of Summer, was as yet untouched by the faintest +frost, and restored to such perfection as mortals might breathe after +the regeneration of the earth. The grain had been gathered in, but the +unfallen fruit still weighed down the orchards, and absorbed the +sunlight for its mellowing juices. The first press of the harvest +season was over, the second had not yet begun; for one precious moment +man and nature paused together, and surveyed the long ascent by which +the year had climbed to these high table-lands of peace--not innocent +peace, ignorant of action, but the peace of victory after conflict, of +repose after strife, of maturity entering upon its rewards. In the +perfection of these sunful days, all possibility of change seemed to +have been outgrown, left far behind in an old, wearisome existence of +long ago. The world had entered upon an eternal blessedness, and the +jasper walls of heaven shut it out from harm forever, like coral reefs +encircling a lagoon in the Pacific seas. Only by remembering the years +that had been before, and the years that should follow after, could +the reluctant mind convince itself that this seeming eternity was +frail; that whoso lingered too long among the splendors of September +would be surely overtaken by treacherous frost, and biting winter +winds; that there was but one way to escape the revolting decline from +this pinnacle of life--to die. That was my secret. I alone, of all who +shivered at approaching winter, had learned how to escape. For me, not +only the year, but life itself, should cease at its pinnacle, refusing +to go down to a lower place, as a dethroned being prefers death to +miserable exile. And with these thoughts, I felt myself possessed by +an unutterable calm, such as comes to fever patients when they are +dying. + +The first day of the experiment little was to be done. I called Guy, +who lingered in the laboratory, and bade him apply the first layer of +caustic to my breast, over the heart. The little operation required +small skill, and this was fortunate, for Guy's hand trembled so +violently, that a delicate manipulation would have been ruined. A drop +of the paste fell on my coat-sleeve, and in a few minutes had burned a +hole entirely through. + +"Look, Guy," I exclaimed, "through such a window shall you soon gaze +at the central mystery of life. I almost envy you the opportunity." + +"Oh!" he cried, "if you would but take it! If you would but use me for +your experiment, and spare me this dreadful trial!" + +He had urged this exchange from the beginning, but of course I would +not consent. What! give up my great chance for immortality, surrender +my unique place in the history of science and the world? No, indeed; I +was already generous in sharing my achievement, in trusting the +preservation of my fame to even my most loyal friend. Beyond that it +were folly, madness, to go. + +"Nonsense," I replied therefore to this senseless entreaty. "That +question has already been sufficiently discussed. Bah! that caustic +burns." + +It was necessary to wait three or four days before renewing the +caustic to deepen the eschar made by the first application. This delay +gradually became intolerable to me,--the more, that Guy prolonged it +on a multitude of trivial pretexts. I was finally obliged to resume +the direction of affairs, and order him to proceed. + +He began to prepare some Vienna paste, but in a slow, dawdling manner +that irritated my nerves to the last degree. I snatched the cup from +his hand and stirred the caustic myself. + +"How many centuries have admired Socrates," I remarked, "for his +theatrical pretence of drinking the hemlock voluntarily. In future +ages men will remember with greater admiration how I, with my own +hand, prepared the instrument of my death. Do not forget to mention +this circumstance in your notes, and add that my hand did not +tremble." + +I gave the caustic to Guy; but at the same moment the door opened +behind us, and he sprang forward with a sudden cry, dashing the cup in +pieces on the floor. I turned in angry surprise at the interruption, +and saw two men standing in the room. They were perfect strangers to +me, but came forward immediately and saluted me with the friendly +courtesy of old acquaintance. I even fancied that I detected an +intolerable softness in their manner, such as physicians sometimes +assume in speaking to sick people. One of the intruders took my +passive hand in his, and shook it with unnecessary cordiality, +contriving, I think, at the same time to slip his fingers on my wrist, +just over the pulse. + +My instinct was decidedly in favor of kicking these impertinent +fellows down stairs. But so strong is the influence of civilized +habit, that I restrained myself to a freezing politeness, inquiring to +what I might be indebted for the honor, etc. + +"These gentlemen are friends of mine," interposed Guy, who had stooped +on the floor to pick up the broken fragments of the cup, and who did +not look at me as he spoke. "They are amateurs in our science, and +would be much interested in examining the laboratory that we have +installed here. But since they have taken a long journey, and must be +hungry, I think we had better first order the dejeuner." + +"The devil!" I muttered inwardly. But at the same moment I reflected +that these visitors with their congenial tastes might serve +opportunity as witnesses to the experiment--even be useful in +correcting any possible awkwardness in Guy's manipulation. I therefore +addressed them in a tone of cordial hospitality. + +"We are at this moment engaged in some researches," I said, "that +cannot fail to interest you, and where, perhaps, you may be of signal +service, if you will consent to stay with us awhile and put up with +our modest accommodations." + +"You honor our poor abilities," returned the first stranger, with a +bland smile. "We shall be most happy to accept your amiable +invitation." + +So we four sat down to the dejeuner, in the most cheerful possible +humor. The black stain that burned on my breast stimulated me to a +secret exultation; I felt a secret pride in anticipating the wonder of +these men, when they should hereafter recall the gayety of my demeanor +on this occasion. They, on the other hand, seconded me bravely in the +conversation. Not for years had I met with companions so brilliant, +witty, and sympathetic. They listened to me with the closest +attention, and seemed to find a peculiar charm in the freaks of my +fancy, to which, for the moment, I gave the rein. + +"These men are capable of appreciating me," I said to myself, and +congratulated my good fortune which had sent them thither. + +Then I rose. "Gentlemen," I said, "I cannot express to you the +pleasure that I have derived from your society. Before we adjourn to +the laboratory, allow me, in English fashion, to propose a toast." + +"Wait a moment," said Guy, breaking the sullen silence he had hitherto +maintained. "I ordered some Burgundy from Paris the other day, and it +arrived this morning." + +He left the room, and presently returned with an uncorked bottle in +his hand, which he set before me. I fancied, as he did so, that he +looked rather significantly at the two strangers, but politeness +forbade me to express my suspicion. I poured out the wine, and pushed +the glasses to my companions. + +"Drink," I cried, "to the experiment that shall open a new era in +science, and to the man that shall inaugurate a new revolution in the +world." And I drained my glass. + +Whether or no the others followed my example, I cannot tell; for +almost immediately I felt a subtle fire course through my veins, +followed by a delicious languor that crept inwards to my heart, and +seemed to arrest its pulsation by an irresistible persuasiveness to +repose. Probably I swooned, for I lost all consciousness, and all +recollection of time or place for many hours. + + * * * * * + +When I came to myself, I was a prisoner in this cursed asylum at +Charenton. + +--Guy had betrayed me,--the false friend,--the poltroon,--and I, who +trusted him too much, had fallen a victim to his stratagems. Whether +he had been true to me at the beginning, and then had faltered at +the last, or whether he had deceived me all along with affected +complaisance, I never knew. For when he came to see me one day, my +just resentment excited me to such a paroxysm of fury that the people +here recommended him not to return, and I have never seen him since. +So here I sit, in forced idleness, waiting for the arrival of some +one who shall appreciate my great idea, and release me for its +accomplishment. The people by whom I am surrounded are kind enough, +but ignorant; they admire me, but are unable to understand me. So they +bind me in silken chains, and clasp them with honeyed words, and I +remain a prisoner. It is thus that the world rewards its greatest +benefactors! + + + + +MRS. KNOLLYS. + +BY J. S. OF DALE, AUTHOR OF "GUERNDALE." + +_Century Magazine, November, 1883._ + + +The great Pasterzen glacier rises in Western Austria, and flows into +Carinthia, and is fourteen or seventeen miles long, as you measure it +from its birth in the snow-field, or from where it begins to move from +the higher snows and its active course is marked by the first wrinkle. +It flows in a straight, steady sweep, a grand avenue, guarded by giant +mountains, steep and wide; a prototype, huge and undesigned, of the +giants' stairway in the Venice palace. No known force can block its +path; it would need a cataclysm to reverse its progress. What falls +upon it moves with it, what lies beneath it moves with it--down to the +polished surface of the earth's frame, laid bare; no blade of grass +grows so slowly as it moves, no meteor of the air is so irresistible. +Its substant ice curls freely, moulds, and breaks itself like +water,--breaks in waves, plastic like honey, crested lightly with a +frozen spray; it winds tenderly about the rocky shore, and the +granite, disintegrated into crumbs, flows on with it. All this so +quietly that busy, officious little Man lived a score of thousand +years before he noticed even that the glacier moved. + +Now, however, men have learned to congregate upon its shores, and +admire. Scientists stick staves in the ground (not too near, lest the +earth should move with it), and appraise the majesty of its motion; +ladies, politely mystified, give little screams of pleased surprise; +young men, secretly exultant, pace the yard or two between the sticks, +a distance that takes the frozen stream a year to compass, and look +out upon it half contemptuously. Then they cross it--carefully, they +have enough respect left for that--with their cunningly nailed shoes +and a rope; an hour or two they dally with it, till at last, being +hungry and cold, they walk to the inn for supper. At supper they tell +stories of their prowess, pay money to the guides who have protected +them, and fall asleep after tea with weariness. Meantime, the darkness +falls outside; but the white presence of the glacier breaks the night, +and strange shapes unseen of men dance in its ashen hollows. It is +so old that the realms of death and life conflict; change is on the +surface, but immortality broods in the deeper places. The moon rises +and sinks; the glacier moves silently, like a timepiece marking the +centuries, grooving the record of its being on the world itself,--a +feature to be read and studied by far-off generations of some other +world. The glacier has a light of its own, and gleams to stars above, +and the great Glockner mountain flings his shadow of the planets in +its face. + +Mrs. Knollys was a young English bride, sunny-haired, hopeful-eyed, +with lips that parted to make you love them,--parted before they +smiled, and all the soft regions of her face broke into attendant +dimples. And then, lest you should think it meant for you, she looked +quickly up to "Charles," as she would then call him even to strangers, +and Charles looked down to her. Charles was a short foot taller, with +much the same hair and eyes, thick flossy whiskers, broad shoulders, +and a bass voice. This was in the days before political economy cut +Hymen's wings. Charles, like Mary, had little money, but great hopes; +and he was clerk in a government office, with a friendly impression of +everybody and much trust in himself. And old Harry Colquhoun, his +chief, had given them six weeks to go to Switzerland and be happy in, +all in celebration of Charles Knollys's majority and marriage to his +young wife. So they had both forgotten heaven for the nonce, having a +passable substitute; but the powers divine overlooked them pleasantly +and forgave it. And even the phlegmatic driver of their _Einspaenner_ +looked back from the corner of his eye at the _schoene Englaenderin_, +and compared her mentally with the far-famed beauty of the Koenigssee. +So they rattled on in their curious conveyance, with the pole in the +middle and the one horse out on one side, and still found more beauty +in each other's eyes than in the world about them. Although Charles +was only one and twenty, Mary Knollys was barely eighteen, and to her +he seemed godlike in his age, as in all other things. Her life had +been as simple as it had been short. She remembered being a little +girl, and then the next thing that occurred was Charles Knollys, and +positively the next thing she remembered of importance was being Mrs. +Charles Knollys; so that old Mrs. Knollys, her guardian aunt and his, +had first called her a love of a baby, and then but a baby in love. +All this, of course, was five and forty years ago, for you know how +old she was when she went again to Switzerland last summer--three and +sixty. + +They first saw the great mountains from the summit of the Schafberg. +This is a little height, three-cornered, between three lakes; a +natural Belvedere for Central Europe. Mr. and Mrs. Knollys were seated +on a couch of Alpine roses behind a rhododendron bush watching the +sunset; but as Charles was desirous of kissing Mrs. Knollys, and the +rhododendron bush was not thick enough, they were waiting for the sun +to go down. He was very slow in doing this, and by way of consolation +Knollys was keeping his wife's hand hidden in the folds of her dress. +Undoubtedly a modern lady would have been talking of the scenery, +giving word-color pictures of the view; but I am afraid Mrs. Knollys +had been looking at her husband, and talking with him of the cottage +they had bought in a Surrey village, not far from Box Hill, and +thinking how the little carvings and embroideries would look there +which they had bought abroad. And, indeed, Mrs. Charles secretly +thought Box Hill an eminence far preferable to the Venediger, and +Charles's face an infinitely more interesting sight than any lake, +however expressive. But the sun, looking askance at them through the +lower mist, was not jealous; all the same he spread his glory lavishly +for them, and the bright little mirror of a lake twinkled cannily +upward from below. Finally it grew dark; then there was less talking. +It was full night when they went in, she leaning on his arm and +looking up; and the moonbeam on the snowy shoulder of the Glockner, +twenty leagues away, came over, straight-way, from the mountain to her +face. Three days later, Charles Knollys, crossing with her the lower +portion of the Pasterzen glacier, slipped into a crevasse, and +vanished utterly from the earth. + + + II. + +All this you know. And I was also told more of the young girl, bride +and widow at eighteen; how she sought to throw herself into the clear +blue gulf; how she refused to leave Heiligenblut; how she would sit, +tearless, by the rim of the crevasse, day after day, and gaze into +its profundity. A guide or man was always with her at these times, for +it was still feared she would follow her young husband to the depths +of that still sea. Her aunt went over from England to her; the summer +waxed; autumn storms set in; but no power could win her from the place +whence Charles had gone. + +If there was a time worse for her than that first moment, it was when +they told her that his body never could be found. They did not dare to +tell her this for many days, but busied themselves with idle cranes +and ladders, and made futile pretences with ropes. Some of the big, +simple-hearted guides even descended into the chasm, absenting +themselves for an hour or so, to give her an idea that something was +being done. Poor Mrs. Knollys would have followed them had she been +allowed, to wander through the purple galleries, calling Charles. It +was well she could not; for all Kaspar could do was to lower himself a +hundred yards or so, chisel out a niche, and stand in it, smoking his +honest pipe to pass the time, and trying to fancy he could hear the +murmur of the waters down below. Meantime Mrs. Knollys strained her +eyes, peering downward from above, leaning on the rope about her +waist, looking over the clear brink of the bergschrund. + +It was the Herr Doctor Zimmermann who first told her the truth. Not +that the good Doctor meant to do so. The Herr Doctor had had his +attention turned to glaciers by some rounded stones in his garden +by the Traunsee, and more particularly by the Herr Privatdocent +Spluethner. Spluethner, like Uncle Toby, had his hobby-horse, his pet +conjuring words, his gods _ex machina_, which he brought upon the +field in scientific emergencies; and these gods, as with Thales, were +Fire and Water. Craters and flood were his accustomed scapegoats, upon +whose heads were charged all things unaccountable; and the Herr +Doctor, who had only one element left to choose from, and that a +passive one, but knew, on general principles, that Spluethner must be +wrong, got as far off as he could and took Ice. And Spluethner having +pooh-poohed this, Zimmermann rode his hypothesis with redoubled zeal. +He became convinced that ice was the embodiment of orthodoxy. Fixing +his professional spectacles on his substantial nose, he went into +Carinthia and ascended the great Venice mountains, much as he would +have performed any other scientific experiment. Then he encamped on +the shores of the Pasterzen glacier, and proceeded to make a study of +it. + +So it happened that the Doctor, taking a morning stroll over the +subject of his experiment, in search of small things which might +verify his theory, met Mrs. Knollys sitting in her accustomed place. +The Doctor had been much puzzled, that morning, on finding in a rock +at the foot of the glacier the impression, or sign-manual as it were, +of a certain fish, whose acquaintance the Doctor had previously made +only in tropical seas. This fact seeming, superficially, to chime in +with Spluethnerian mistakes in a most heterodox way, the Doctor's mind +had for a moment been diverted from the ice; and he was wondering what +the fish had been going to do in that particular gallery, and secretly +doubting whether it had known its own mind, and gone thither with the +full knowledge and permission of its maternal relative. Indeed, the +good Doctor would probably have ascribed its presence to the malicious +and personal causation of the devil, but that the one point on which +he and Spluethner were agreed was the ignoring of unscientific +hypotheses. The Doctor's objections to the devil were none the less +strenuous for being purely scientific. + +Thus ruminating, the Doctor came to the crevasse where Mrs. Knollys +was sitting, and to which a little path had now been worn from the +inn. There was nothing of scientific interest about the fair young +English girl, and the Doctor did not notice her; but he took from his +waistcoat-pocket a leaden bullet, moulded by himself, and marked +"Johannes Carpentarius, Juvavianus, A. U. C. 2590," and dropped it, +with much satisfaction, into the crevasse. Mrs. Knollys gave a little +cry; the bullet was heard for some seconds tinkling against the sides +of the chasm; the tinkles grew quickly fainter, but they waited in +vain for the noise of the final fall. "May the Spluethner live that he +may learn by it," muttered the Doctor; "I can never recover it." + +Then he remembered that the experiment had been attended with a sound +unaccounted for by the conformity of the bullet to the laws of +gravitation; and looking up he saw Mrs. Knollys in front of him, no +longer crying, but very pale. Zimmermann started, and in his confusion +dropped his best brass registering thermometer, which also rattled +down the abyss. + +"You say," whispered Mrs. Knollys, "that it can never be recovered!" + +"Madam," spoke the Doctor, doffing his hat, "how would you recofer +from a blace when the smallest approximation which I haf yet been able +to make puts the depth from the surface to the bed of the gletscher at +vrom sixteen hundred to sixteen hundred and sixty _metres_ in +distance?" Doctor Zimmermann spoke very good English; and he pushed +his hat upon the back of his head, and assumed his professional +attitude. + +"But they all were trying----" Mrs. Knollys spoke faintly. "They said +that they hoped he could be recovered." The stranger was the oldest +gentleman she had seen, and Mrs. Knollys felt almost like confiding in +him. "Oh, I must have the--the body." She closed in a sob; but the +Herr Doctor caught at the last word, and this suggested to him only +the language of scientific experiment. + +"Recofer it? If, madam," Zimmermann went on with all the satisfaction +attendant on the enunciation of a scientific truth, "we take a body +and drop it in the schrund of this gletscher; and the ice-stream moves +so slower at its base than on the upper part, and the ice will cover +it; efen if we could reach the base, which is a mile in depth. Then, +see you, it is all caused by the motion of the ice----" + +But at this Mrs. Knollys had given a faint cry, and her guide rushed +up angrily to the old professor, who stared helplessly forward. "God +will help me, sir," said she to the Doctor, and she gave the guide her +arm and walked wearily away. + +The professor still stared in amazement at her enthusiasm for +scientific experiment and the passion with which she greeted his +discoveries. Here was a person who utterly refused to be referred to +the agency of ice, or even, like Spluethner, of Fire and Water; and +went out of the range of allowable hypotheses to call upon a Noumenon. +Now both Spluethner and Zimmermann had studied all natural agencies and +made allowance for them, but for the Divine they had always hitherto +proved an alibi. The Doctor could make nothing of it. + +At the inn that evening he saw Mrs. Knollys with swollen eyes; and +remembering the scene of the afternoon, he made inquiries about her of +the innkeeper. The latter had heard the guide's account of the +meeting; and as soon as Zimmermann had made plain what he had told her +of the falling body, "Triple blockhead!" said he. "_Es war ihr Mann._" +The Herr Professor staggered back into his seat; and the kindly +innkeeper ran upstairs to see what had happened to his poor young +guest. + +Mrs. Knollys had recovered from the first shock by this time, but the +truth could no longer be withheld. The innkeeper could but nod his +head sadly, when she told him that to recover her Charles was +hopeless. All the guides said the same thing. The poor girl's husband +had vanished from the world as utterly as if his body had been burned +to ashes and scattered in the pathway of the winds. Charles Knollys +was gone, utterly gone; no more to be met with by his girl-wife, save +as spirit to spirit, soul to soul, in ultramundane place. The +fair-haired young Englishman lived but in her memory, as his soul, if +still existent, lived in places indeterminate, unknowable to Doctor +Zimmermann and his compeers. Slowly Mrs. Knollys acquired the belief +that she was never to see her Charles again. Then, at last, she +resolved to go--to go home. Her strength now gave way; and when her +aunt left she had with her but the ghost of Mrs. Knollys--a broken +figure, drooping in the carriage, veiled in black. The innkeeper and +all the guides stood bare-headed, silent, about the door, as the +carriage drove off, bearing the bereaved widow back to England. + + + III. + +When the Herr Doctor had heard the innkeeper's answer, he sat for some +time with his hands planted on his knees, looking through his +spectacles at the opposite wall. Then he lifted one hand and struck +his brow impatiently. It was his way, when a chemical reaction had +come out wrong. + +"Triple blockhead!" said he; "triple blockhead, thou art so bad as +Spluethner." No self-condemnation could have been worse to him than +this. Thinking again of Mrs. Knollys, he gave one deep, gruff sob. +Then he took his hat, and going out, wandered by the shore of the +glacier in the night, repeating to himself the Englishwoman's words: +"_They said that they hoped he could be recovered._" Zimmermann came +to the tent where he kept his instruments, and stood there, looking at +the sea of ice. He went to his measuring pegs, two rods of iron: one +sunk deep and frozen in the glacier, the other drilled into a rock on +the shore. "Triple blockhead!" said he again, "thou art worse than +Spluethner. The Spluethner said the glacier did not move; thou, thou +knowest that it does." He sighted from his rods to the mountain +opposite. There was a slight and all but imperceptible change of +direction from the day before. + +He could not bear to see the English girl again, and all the next day +was absent from the inn. For a month he stopped at Heiligenblut, and +busied himself with his instruments. The guides of the place greeted +him coldly every day, as they started on their glacier excursions or +their chamois hunting. But none the less did Zimmermann return the +following summer, and work upon his great essay in refutation of the +Spluethner. + +Mrs. Knollys went back to the little cottage in Surrey, and lived +there. The chests and cases she brought back lay unopened in the +store-room; the little rooms of the cottage that was to be their home +remained bare and unadorned, as Charles had seen them last. She could +not bring herself to alter them now. What she had looked forward to do +with him she had no strength to do alone. She rarely went out. There +was no place where she could go to think of him. He was gone; gone +from England, gone from the very surface of the earth. If he had only +been buried in some quiet English churchyard, she thought,--some green +place lying open to the sun, where she could go and scatter flowers on +his grave, where she could sit and look forward amid her tears to the +time when she should lie side by side with him,--they would then be +separated for her short life alone. Now it seemed to her that they +were far apart forever. + +But late the next summer she had a letter from the place. It was from +Dr. Zimmermann. There is no need here to trace the quaint German +phrases, the formalism, the cold terms of science in which he made his +meaning plain. It spoke of erosion; of the movement of the summer; of +the action of the under-waters on the ice. And it told her, with +tender sympathy oddly blended with the pride of scientific success, +that he had given a year's most careful study to the place; with all +his instruments of measurement he had tested the relentless glacier's +flow; and it closed by assuring her that her husband might yet be +found--in five and forty years. In five and forty years--the poor +professor staked his scientific reputation on the fact--in five and +forty years she might return, and the glacier would give up its dead. + +This letter made Mrs. Knollys happier. It made her willing to live; it +made her almost long to live until old age--that her Charles's body +might be given back. She took heart to beautify her little home. The +trifling articles she had bought with Charles were now brought +out,--the little curiosities and pictures he had given her on their +wedding journey. She would ask how such and such a thing looked, +turning her pretty head to some kind visitor, as she ranged them on +the walls; and now and then she would have to lay the picture down and +cry a little, silently, as she remembered where Charles had told her +it would look best. Still, she sought to furnish the rooms as they had +planned them in their mind; she made her surroundings, as nearly as +she could, as they had pictured them together. One room she never went +into; it was the room Charles had meant to have for the nursery. She +had no child. + +But she changed, as we all change, with the passing of the years. I +first remember her as a woman middle-aged, sweet-faced, hardly like a +widow, nor yet like an old maid. She was rather like a young girl in +love, with her lover absent on a long journey. She lived more with the +memory of her husband, she clung to him more, than if she had had a +child. She never married; you would have guessed that; but, after the +Professor's letter, she never quite seemed to realize that her husband +was dead. Was he not coming back to her? + +Never in all my knowledge of dear English women have I known a woman +so much loved. In how many houses was she always the most welcome +guest! How often we boys would go to her for sympathy! I know she was +the confidante of all our love affairs. I cannot speak for girls; but +I fancy she was much the same with them. Many of us owed our life's +happiness to her. She would chide us gently in our pettiness and +folly, and teach us, by her very presence and example, what thing it +was that alone could keep life sweet. How well we all remember the +little Surrey cottage, the little home fireside where the husband had +never been! I think she grew to imagine his presence, even the +presence of children: boys, curly-headed, like Charles, and sweet, +blue-eyed daughters; and the fact that it was all imagining seemed but +to make the place more holy. Charles still lived to her as she had +believed him in the month that they were married; he lived through +life with her as her young love had fancied he would be. She never +thought of evil that might have occurred; of failing affection, of +cares. Her happiness was in her mind alone; so all the earthly part +was absent. + +There were but two events in her life--that which was past and that +which was to come. She had lived through his loss; now she lived on +for his recovery. But, as I have said, she changed, as all things +mortal change; all but the earth and the ice-stream and the stars +above it. She read much, and her mind grew deep and broad, none the +less gentle with it all; she was wiser in the world; she knew the +depths of human hope and sorrow. You remember her only as an old lady +whom we loved. Only her heart did not change--I forgot that; her +heart, and the memory of that last loving smile upon his face, as he +bent down to look into her eyes, before he slipped and fell. She lived +on, and waited for his body, as possibly his other self--who +knows?--waited for hers. As she grew older she grew taller; her eyes +were quieter, her hair a little straighter, darker than of yore; her +face changed, only the expression remained the same. Mary Knollys! + +Human lives rarely look more than a year, or five, ahead; Mary Knollys +looked five and forty. Many of us wait, and grow weary in waiting, for +those few years alone, and for some living friend. Mary Knollys waited +five and forty years--for the dead. Still, after that first year, she +never wore all black; only silvery grays, and white with a black +ribbon or two. I have said that she almost seemed to think her husband +living. She would fancy his doing this and that with her; how he would +joy in this good fortune, or share her sorrows--which were few, +mercifully. His memory seemed to be a living thing to her, to go +through life with her, hand in hand; it changed as she grew old; it +altered itself to suit her changing thought; until the very memory of +her memory seemed to make it sure that he had really been alive with +her, really shared her happiness or sorrow, in the far-off days of her +earliest widowhood. It hardly seemed that he had been gone already +then--she remembered him so well. She could not think that he had +never been with her in their little cottage. And now, at sixty, I know +she thought of him as an old person too; sitting by their fireside, +late in life, mature, deep-souled, wise with the wisdom of years, +going back with her, fondly, to recall the old, old happiness of their +bridal journey, when they set off for the happy honeymoon abroad, and +the long life now past stretched brightly out before them both. She +never spoke of this, and you children never knew it; but it was always +in her mind. + +There was a plain stone in the little Surrey churchyard, now gray and +moss-grown with the rains of forty years, on which you remember +reading: "Charles Knollys--lost in Carinthia"----This was all she +would have inscribed; he was but lost; no one _knew_ that he was dead. +Was he not yet to be found? There was no grassy mound beside it; the +earth was smooth. Not even the date was there. But Mrs. Knollys never +went to read it. She waited until he should come; until that last +journey, repeating the travels of their wedding-days, when she should +go to Germany to bring him home. + +So the woman's life went on in England, and the glacier in the Alps +moved on slowly; and the woman waited for it to be gone. + + + IV. + +In the summer of 1882, the little Carinthian village of Heiligenblut +was haunted by two persons. One was a young German scientist, with +long hair and spectacles; the other was a tall English lady, slightly +bent, with a face wherein the finger of time had deeply written tender +things. Her hair was white as silver, and she wore a long black veil. +Their habits were strangely similar. Every morning, when the eastern +light shone deepest into the ice-cavern at the base of the great +Pasterzen glacier, these two would walk thither; then both would sit +for an hour or two and peer into its depths. Neither knew why the +other was there. The woman would go back for an hour in the late +afternoon; the man, never. He knew that the morning light was +necessary for his search. + +The man was the famous young Zimmermann, son of his father, the old +Doctor, long since dead. But the Herr Doctor had written a famous +tract, when late in life, refuting all Spluethners, past, present, and +to come; and had charged his son, in his dying moments, as a most +sacred trust, that he should repair to the base of the Pasterzen +glacier in the year 1882, where he would find a leaden bullet, graven +with his father's name, and the date A. U. C. 2590. All this would be +vindication of his father's science. Spluethner, too, was a very old +man, and Zimmermann the younger (for even he was no longer young) was +fearful lest Spluethner should not live to witness his own refutation. +The woman and the man never spoke to each other. + +Alas, no one could have known Mrs. Knollys for the fair English girl +who had been there in the young days of the century; not even the +innkeeper, had he been there. But he, too, was long since dead. Mrs. +Knollys was now bent and white-haired; she had forgotten, herself, how +she had looked in those old days. Her life had been lived. She was now +like a woman of another world; it seemed another world in which her +fair hair had twined about her husband's fingers, and she and Charles +had stood upon the evening mountain, and looked in one another's eyes. +That was the world of her wedding-days, but it seemed more like a +world she had left when born on earth. And now he was coming back to +her in this. Meantime the great Pasterzen glacier had moved on, +marking only the centuries; the men upon its borders had seen no +change; the same great waves lifted their snowy heads upon its +surface; the same crevasse still was where he had fallen. At night, +the moonbeams, falling, still shivered off its glassy face; its pale +presence filled the night, and immortality lay brooding in its +hollows. + +Friends were with Mrs. Knollys, but she left them at the inn. One old +guide remembered her, and asked to bear her company. He went with her +in the morning, and sat a few yards from her, waiting. In the +afternoon she went alone. He would not have credited you, had you told +him that the glacier moved. He thought it but an Englishwoman's fancy, +but he waited with her. Himself had never forgotten that old day. And +Mrs. Knollys sat there silently, searching the clear depths of the +ice, that she might find her husband. + +One night she saw a ghost. The latest beam of the sun, falling on a +mountain opposite, had shone back into the ice-cavern; and seemingly +deep within, in the grave azure light, she fancied she saw a face +turned toward her. She even thought she saw Charles's yellow hair, and +the self-same smile his lips had worn when he bent down to her before +he fell. It could be but a fancy. She went home, and was silent with +her friends about what had happened. In the moonlight she went back, +and again the next morning before dawn. She told no one of her going; +but the old guide met her at the door, and walked silently behind her. +She had slept, the glacier ever present in her dreams. + +The sun had not yet risen when she came; and she sat a long time in +the cavern, listening to the murmur of the river, flowing under the +glacier at her feet. Slowly the dawn began, and again she seemed to +see the shimmer of a face--such a face as one sees in the coals of a +dying fire. Then the full sun came over the eastern mountain, and the +guide heard a woman's cry. There before her was Charles Knollys! The +face seemed hardly pale; and there was the same faint smile--a smile +like her memory of it, five and forty years gone by. Safe in the +clear ice, still, unharmed, there lay--O God! not her Charles; not the +Charles of her own thought, who had lived through life with her and +shared her sixty years; not the old man she had borne thither in her +mind--but a boy, a boy of one and twenty lying asleep, a ghost from +another world coming to confront her from the distant past, immortal +in the immortality of the glacier. There was his quaint coat, of the +fashion of half a century before; his blue eyes open; his young, clear +brow; all the form of the past she had forgotten; and she his bride +stood there to welcome him, with her wrinkles, her bent figure, and +thin white hairs. She was living, he was dead; and she was two and +forty years older than he. + +Then at last the long-kept tears came to her, and she bent her white +head in the snow. The old man came up with his pick, silently, and +began working in the ice. The woman lay weeping, and the boy with his +still, faint smile, lay looking at them, through the clear ice-veil, +from his open eyes. + +I believe that the Professor found his bullet; I know not. I believe +that the scientific world rang with his name and the thesis that he +published on the glacier's motion, and the changeless temperature his +father's lost thermometer had shown. All this you may read. I know no +more. + +But I know that in the English churchyard there are now two graves, +and a single stone, to Charles Knollys and Mary, his wife; and the boy +of one and twenty sleeps there with his bride of sixty-three: his +young frame with her old one, his yellow hair beside her white. And I +do not know that there is not some place, not here, where they are +still together, and he is twenty-one and she is still eighteen. I do +not know this; but I know that all the pamphlets of the German doctor +cannot tell me it is false. + +Meantime the great Pasterzen glacier moves on, and the rocks with it; +and the mountain flings his shadow of the planets in its face. + + + + +A DINNER-PARTY. + +WAS IT A SUCCESS? + +BY JOHN EDDY. + + "The work of feeding, you must understand, + Was but a fraction of the work in hand." + +_Atlantic Monthly, November, 1872._ + + +In the year of grace 1855 there resided at the fashionable end of one +of the largest of our Eastern cities, a person who will be called for +the purpose of this article Bernon Burchard. He is not a myth, but a +veritable person. For fifteen years he had been a practising lawyer, +and had risen to eminence in his profession. His personal appearance +was fine and prepossessing. His mind was clear, vigorous, and +well-stored with varied learning. His sense of honor was pure and +discriminating, and like the president of the Jewish Sanhedrim in the +days of Caius Caesar, he "was had in reputation of all the people." He +was blessed with a capacious soul, and seemed naturally inclined to +acts of benevolence and generosity. In society he held the foremost +rank, and was fitted by birthright, education, and taste for the +highest social position. His noble nature, his wit and learning and +generous flow of spirits, united to complete a most pleasing and model +gentleman. + +At this time, upon the old estate in Lancashire, England, from which +the first of the Burchards in this country emigrated in 1630, there +resided Winfield Burchard, who dispensed generous hospitality to all +the American kindred who made pilgrimage to fatherland. Mr. Bernon +Burchard in particular, of all the name, had special occasion for +holding the said Winfield in lasting remembrance and esteem for the +many and great favors bestowed upon him and his immediate family +during a series of years,--favors which were rendered doubly pleasing +because it was nearly certain from the age and infirmities of the host +that the branch of the family on this side of the Atlantic would never +have the opportunity of reciprocating the favors in kind. + +At a certain period in the year first mentioned, when Bernon +Burchard's enthusiasm was all aglow for his English namesake, there +called upon him the Rev. Mr. Malcolm of Oxford, with a letter of +introduction from Winfield, wherein he commended his nephew to the +attention of Mr. Bernon for his many virtues and acquirements. + +He was cordially received, and Mr. Bernon Burchard at once determined +to show his new cousin every mark of consideration and attention, as +some slight token of the regard in which he held the writer of the +letter. + +In personal appearance the Rev. Mr. Malcolm was of average height, of +a lymphatic temperament, and of modest and retiring manners. His brown +hair shaded bright hazel eyes, which under embarrassment or surprise +flew about with remarkable rapidity, and occasionally gave his +countenance a wildness of expression. He showed at least a smattering +of a variety of knowledge; he had evidently enjoyed the acquaintance +of many of the conspicuous men in Europe, and had the air of a man who +had seen much of the world. + +Among other efforts for the entertainment of the Rev. Mr. Malcolm, and +the only one pertinent to the object of this article, was a grand +dinner-party, which surpassed all others that had ever been given in +the city, both for the elegance and sumptuousness of the feast and the +wit and learning displayed by the distinguished guests, as well as in +another particular which it is our purpose to unfold. + +There were present, besides the Rev. Mr. Malcolm, a learned Doctor of +Divinity, famous for his proficiency in the Hebrew language and in +Rabbinical lore, and who was at times greatly embarrassed because of +his inability to hold what he deemed a proper restraint over his +risibles. There was also a professor of Greek literature, who +delighted in the tragedies, especially of Euripides and Sophocles, but +who had, nevertheless, a keen relish for the humorous. He was +accustomed among scholars to quote certain old Latin and Greek authors +who were seldom read, and it was a frequent remark among the learned, +with a sly wink of the eye, that our professor had access to some +books which other less favored literati had never seen. There was +present a brace of literary gentlemen of ready memories and wits, who +contributed largely to the enjoyment of the occasion, besides several +lawyers of distinction, who as a class are always to be relied upon +when festivity offers them a retainer; a Senator, who was grave +and dignified; a Right Reverend, who was quite the contrary; a +physiognomist and expert in handwriting, who was the gravest of all, +and naturally so as he was intent on taking rather than making +observations; and several others, who, to say the least, were good +listeners. + +In Vespasian's time entertainments were first given _praecise_, and +Mr. Burchard's guests arrived at almost the same moment. As the +physiognomist paid his respects to the host the Rev. Mr. Malcolm stood +upon his right, and at the same moment the man who had the ordering of +the feast, formerly called the butler, stood upon his left offering +him a rolled-up napkin, which was the mode of announcing the readiness +of the repast in the days of the Caesars. This man with a napkin under +his arm led the way to the dining-room, and Mr. Burchard brought up +the rear, also an invariable rule for an "amphitrion" in the times of +the gourmands. + +While the _convives_ were passing through the hall, Mr. Sidney, the +physiognomist and expert, seemed disinclined to proceed. Mr. Burchard, +supposing him to feel somewhat overawed in the presence of so wise a +conclave, hurried him along, while Mr. Sidney whispered in his ear, +"With all respect, sir, you are more blind than Bartimeus." + +Mr. Sidney has been heretofore described in the pages of the _Atlantic +Monthly_ in these words, "His counterpart in personal appearance you +may find in the thoroughfares at any hour of the day. There is nothing +about him to attract attention. He is nearly forty-five years of age, +and weighs perhaps two hundred pounds. His face is florid and his hair +sandy. His eyes are small, piercing, and gray. His motions are slow, +and none are made without a purpose. The wrinkles in his lips are at +right angles with his mouth, and a close observer might detect in his +countenance self-reliance, and tenacity of will and purpose." + +One of the most important personages present, and one who contributed +largely to the success or non-success of the feast, was Mr. Burchard's +major-domo Maguire, the same who handed the napkin to Mr. Burchard +when Mr. Sidney entered the drawing-room. For eight years he had +resided in the family, and had endeared himself to the whole +household by the kindness of his heart, his devotion to the interests +of his employer, and by his perfection of knowledge in every art which +relates to an entertainment and the customs which prevail in refined +society. He was small in stature, of dark complexion, smooth face, +subdued expression of countenance, very quiet in his manners, and aged +about forty-five. + +The Rev. Mr. Malcolm, most tastefully attired, was seated on the right +of the host, and said grace in the most approved English formula and +with distinct enunciation. The Doctor of Divinity sat on the left. +Beside his plate was a bill of fare beautifully executed in Hebrew +(much to the surprise of the host and to the credit of Maguire). The +doctor's attempt at translating the same into English afforded not a +little amusement, he being not particularly successful in the effort. +Indeed, he was so perplexed thereby when pressed by the Professor of +Greek, that he could not conceal his annoyance, and the whole company +were equally excited lest the professor should press the Rabbin so +far as to mar the harmony of the occasion. It was beginning to be +painfully embarrassing, when the doctor discovered beside the +professor's plate a similar bill of fare equally well executed in +Greek, and the doctor begged leave to inquire of him, "What is the +difference between _artos_ (bread) and _azumos_ (biscuit), and in what +respect do the _tyrontes_ and _dolyres_ and _typhes_ and _placites_ +and _melitutes_ differ?" + +The professor became at once so confused as to put the whole company +and the Rabbin in particular in the best of humor and indeed in almost +uncontrollable laughter. + +"And what, if you please," further inquired the great Hebrew, "were +those highly flavored _arto laganos_ and the _escarites_ which the +Epicureans are said to have relished so highly that they could devour +them even after the operation had become distressing?" + +The professor's pale face had changed to the color of a lobster's +back, and those who had been so painfully perplexed by the +discomfiture of the doctor were now carried to the other extreme by +beholding him tear the weapon from his own flesh and hurl it with such +effect against the attacking party. Again the excitement was becoming +too exquisite for enjoyment. Nothing could have been more graceful +than the turn that was given to the conversation by the Rev. Mr. +Malcolm in sliding it off into a description of the Athenian matrons +and maidens vying with each other in the markets in the sale of their +seventy-two different kinds of bread and the conventional phrases +which they were accustomed to use. As Mr. Malcolm repeated the calls +with graceful and descriptive action, and the professor, who had +recovered his equanimity, interpreted readily, the whole company could +see in their mind's eye the girls and the matrons in the market of +Athens who more than seventeen hundred years ago had called aloud +their "_melitutes_ sweetened with the delicious honey of Mount +Hymettus, and _tyrontes_ made of flour baked with cheese." If there +was any lack of dignity in the reverend gentleman in his vivacious +description, or in the change of his voice to distinguish the girl +from the woman, it was credited to his sagacity and readiness to turn +a bold corner in order to efface the fear and apprehension that had +preceded. It also gave our professor an opportunity to translate what +a few moments before he had been too much confused to do. + +Then came a glowing description of the venders of bread in ancient +Rome and of the manners of the AEdiles in their daily round among the +bakers and bread-stands. Here again Mr. Malcolm was exceedingly happy +in his imitations both of the manners of the AEdiles and their remarks +as they passed along, giving a _tableau vivant_ that was quite unique +and very descriptive and enjoyable. + +The Right Reverend who was present made a historical reference to King +Numa, and in the same connection declared that bread-making was as old +as the human race. Malcolm smiled, and looked about so queerly that +one of our literary friends offered him a penny. He was evidently +confused, and seemed in doubt when another offered to make it +twopence. + +"I have always supposed," said Malcolm very modestly, "that the Romans +for five centuries were pultiphagists, and that Megalarte and +Megalomanze were the first bread-makers," and then, not a little to +the gratification of the professor, he quoted from an author whom the +professor had before then enjoyed alone, and whom some of the company +had thought to have been fictitious. He added that in Numa's time no +bread had been made, and he quoted again from some unheard-of +philosopher who declared that "invalids would become numerous in Rome +should they cease to be pultiphagists and become eaters of bread." + +The countenance of the Right Reverend fell somewhat, and Malcolm and +the professor drew closer together, and for a while took the lead of +the conversation and in the entertainment of the company. The +professor seemed enraptured at finding so proficient a Latin and Greek +scholar, and one so familiar with the characters he had hitherto +monopolized. Archilus, Acestius, Stephanus and Phisistion were superb. +Mithaceus on Hotch-potch, Agis on Pickled Broom-buds, Hegesippus on +Black-pudding, Crito on Soused Mackerel, were joyously hit off in +turn, after which Malcolm began a description of the luxury of living +in Trajan's reign. + +The greatest of all cooks, Apicius, was introduced as the author of +several of the dishes which had so graced the pending feast. Then +followed the brilliant kitcheners of Rome when foreign luxury was +introduced into the empire from Asia, and as the procession passed +along in grand review, some of the _bon mots_ of each were repeated, +followed by the hearty laugh of the guests. Of these Pantaleon, +Epiricus, Epenetus, Zophon, Chius, and Tyndaricus, whom Pliny styled +"the gulf of all youth," received the most attention. + +Paulus AEmilius, whose three days' triumph in Rome was graced by the +captive monarch of Macedonia, came in for his share of honor for his +declaration that "there is equal skill in bringing an army into the +field and the setting forth of a feast, inasmuch as one is to annoy +your enemy and the other to please your friend." + +Many instances of the great men of antiquity being engaged in +cooking were recited: the cook of Charlemagne was the leader of +his armies,--Patrocles, the geographer and governor of Syria under +Seleucus and Antiochus, peeled onions,--the heroic Ulysses roasted a +sirloin of beef,--the godlike Achilles washed cabbages,--Cincinnatus +boiled the turnips upon which he dined,--the great Conde fried +pancakes,--Curius Dentatus, who twice enjoyed the honors of a triumph, +was found cooking peas in an earthen pot. + +Then followed a description of the luxury brought to Rome after the +conquest of Asia, with talk of the edicts of Archian, Faunian, Didian, +and others for its suppression,--the expense of a single meal being +limited by imperial mandate to _centenos asses_,--of the resistance +offered to these decrees by Durenius and others, and of bills of fare +(first introduced by Vitellius). Most of the company had heard enough +of this kind of conversation, and had turned their attention to the +professor, who seemed transported with delight, especially when +Malcolm quoted from Diocles on sweet-breads, Hicesius on potted +pigeons, and Dionysius on sugar sops. + +From that day to the present time the professor has not ceased to +inquire with profound admiration for that accomplished gentleman and +ripe scholar and antiquarian, confidently expecting that he is yet to +honor some of the great universities of the Old World, or that he is +to be raised to some exalted position in the Church of England. + +It would be very agreeable to the writer to be allowed to communicate +some of the hits and repartees which were tossed about the table, and +which are omitted because unnecessary to the question in hand. There +was, however, one other subject discussed which awakened a lively +interest and is appropriate to the sequence. + +Mr. Malcolm started the inquiry whether it was consistent with the +highest virtue and religion for a lawyer to accept a retainer and to +act as counsel for a man accused of crime, when he knew or had +reasonable cause to believe his client guilty of the offence charged. +The lawyers, one and all, responded in the affirmative. Mr. Malcolm, +as if in doubt, contented himself with inquiries. The Right Reverend +and the Rabbin were decidedly opposed to the opinion of the bar. The +subject was well discussed, and the lawyers carried all before them. +All had given up the contest except the doctor, when Mr. Burchard +inquired of him if he believed in capital punishment, and, receiving +an affirmative nod, he proceeded: "You are aware that our laws require +of every practitioner before he becomes a member of the legal +profession that he shall take an oath that he will be faithful to his +client?" + +"Yes." + +"And that our statutes provide that the court shall assign counsel to +a criminal when he has not made that provision for himself?" + +"Yes." + +"And that the state at its own expense compels the attendance of the +witnesses for the accused; and you approve these laws?" + +"Yes." + +"And once more, would you prefer that the court should hang a man +accused of murder under a plea of guilty, or that the extreme penalty +of the law should be enforced after a full hearing, and proof to the +satisfaction of the jury beyond a reasonable doubt?" + +After a moment's reflection the doctor replied that he should prefer +that the death penalty should be carried into effect _only_ after a +verdict of guilty and upon the fullest investigation, for, said he, +"it may be that the accused has a very imperfect knowledge as to what +constitutes the offence charged; or he may be mistaken as to his +duties and obligations; or, indeed, he may be laboring under a morbid +condition of mind, so as to desire that his life may be legally taken, +and I think I have known at least one such." + +"Then," said Mr. Burchard, "have you not admitted so much as to make +untenable your position, namely, that you approve the law which +requires an attorney to be faithful to his client, the law which +assigns counsel to the accused, the law which compels the attendance +of the witnesses for the criminal at the expense of the state, and +provides that the accused shall be executed _only_ after the fullest +investigation? What is the object of these enactments? Undoubtedly the +interest of the state and not primarily of the criminal. The state in +its wisdom requires for its own safety, and lest it should commit the +crime and the blunder of hanging an innocent man, that the whole truth +should be known. How greatly would the government and jurisprudence +suffer if a guiltless man should be executed? When, therefore, a +lawyer assumes the defence of a known murderer he is complying with +the commands of the statutes and is serving the best interests of the +government when he compels the prosecuting officer to the proof of the +offence; and not only so, he is serving justice itself and not the +criminal only. Even the judges have no authority to punish, except +these provisions of law are complied with and the offence be proved. +Who has not heard of the indictment of the two Bournes in Vermont, and +of their having pleaded guilty to the crime of murder, for which they +were on the eve of being executed, when the supposed murdered man put +in his appearance? How much better would justice have appeared had +the defence been conducted by a tenacious, faithful, and conscientious +lawyer instead of being conducted in such a bungling manner that the +bones of a horse did duty for the bones of the supposed murdered man! +That case has done better duty as a bugbear for a century than any +other legal decision." + +Mr. Burchard became quite warm, and made the assertion that he would +never take a retainer, and afterwards, no matter what knowledge he +should subsequently acquire, desert a client; and he doubted if a +conscientious lawyer had a moral right to refuse to defend a brother +mortal accused of crime. "For the refusal," said he, "proceeds upon +the ground taken by the doctor, which substantially is that no defence +ought to be made, but that sentence should be passed upon a real +criminal whether the crime can be proved or not. And I am at a loss to +discover how my friend the doctor can approve of the requirements of +the statutes which have been referred to, and yet assert that honest, +conscientious lawyers alone cannot comply with them." + +Mr. Burchard, feeling that he had been somewhat more enthusiastic than +the occasion demanded, changed the subject in this wise: + +"You all remember that a certain firm in Philadelphia made a special +deposit of eighteen thousand dollars in gold in the Trust Company, and +some expert thieves by means of a forged check obtained possession of +the money. The manner of accomplishing the feat was peculiar and was +most adroitly carried out. The thief drove so sharp a bargain for +funds current in New Orleans that the cashier's mind was diverted from +the genuineness of the check to the percentage of exchange to be +realized by the operation. Many propositions were made on both sides +which were not mutually satisfactory. At last the rogue told the +cashier that rather than submit to imposition he would take the gold, +and the eighteen thousand dollars were handed over to him in +twenty-dollar gold-pieces. The forgery was not discovered till +thirteen days after, when the depositor called for his special +deposit. Immediately detectives were employed. One of them you have +all seen. He is a personal friend of mine, and his ability in this +department surpasses Vidocq's as much as Vidocq's was superior to that +of an ordinary country constable. He judged, by an intuition that none +of us can comprehend, that these rogues had carried their plunder to +Baltimore, and thither he proceeded. For three months he prowled about +that city by night and by day, his mind intent upon the one object of +ascertaining some clew that should direct him to the discovery of the +robber. At the end of twelve weeks he had made no progress, and +returned to Philadelphia. There he continued some ten days, and became +discontented and vexed at being baffled. Asserting that he felt +certain that the thieves made Baltimore their head-quarters, he +proceeded thither again. After ten days' further search, one evening +as he was walking slowly past a newspaper-stand on the corner of a +street, he observed a boy who wore no hat purchase a New York _Herald_ +and give in exchange a twenty-dollar gold-piece. He followed the lad +into a drinking-saloon in the rear of which was a gambling-room. He +soon ascertained the proprietor's name, and learned that his family +occupied the upper part of the house. He became acquainted with the +proprietor's wife, and found that she was sister to the wife of C. B., +who was that year the president of the association of rogues, he +having been elected to that position at M. in the State of Indiana in +the month of August. He also learned that her father resided about +fifty miles from Baltimore. The detective was aware that this close +corporation of rascals had nine directors, and, knowing the position +of C. B. in the association and his connection with the proprietor of +the saloon, and understanding also the method of distribution, he +concluded that two thousand dollars fell in the division to C. B., and +a like amount to the proprietor of the saloon. He left the saloon at +midnight, and drove immediately to the residence of the father of the +proprietor's wife, and arrived there between nine and ten o'clock on +the following morning, meeting the old gentleman in his wagon between +his house and the main road, from which it was distant about half a +mile. The detective was also aware of a rule among these robbers, that +any considerable sum of money stolen, less ten per cent, should be +buried for two years; and, having ascertained only what has been above +related, he felt sure of the fact that the old gentleman was the +keeper of one ninth, at least, of the money stolen. He also felt +confident that he had gathered enough of the truth to make a powerful +impression upon the man he had gone so far to see, and that if he was +not altogether given over to the service of this band of bad men, he +could state facts enough, which the old gentleman knew were profound +secrets, to stagger his mind and arouse his conscience. After an +interview of less than an hour this detective, by an art of which we +cannot conceive, and by a magnetism and eloquence that no other man of +my acquaintance ever possessed a tithe of, actually induced the father +of these two women to dig up out of his garden two thousand dollars in +twenty-dollar gold-pieces and hand them over to--my friend Mr. Sidney, +_who sits at the other end of the table_. And not only so, but he +prevailed upon the old gentleman to go with him to Baltimore in +order to get possession of the other two thousand dollars held by +the proprietor of the aforesaid saloon, which he also actually +accomplished at a little inn about six miles from Baltimore, where the +saloon-keeper and his wife met her father and my friend. + +"Yesterday in the Supreme Court I had occasion to avail myself of Mr. +Sidney's marvellous ability as an expert in handwriting. The case +turned entirely upon his testimony, although some twenty witnesses +testified on each side that they had seen the defendant write, and +that, in their opinion, the signature was or was not genuine. Mr. +Sidney did not arrive till the moment the case was about to be given +to the jury, and I had no opportunity of conversing with him, except +to ascertain that in his judgment the signature was not a forgery. + +"After he took the witness-stand and had qualified himself as an +expert in handwriting, the note in suit was handed him, and he was +requested to state whether or not in his opinion the signature was +genuine. It was some minutes before he responded. During the latter +portion of the time of his silence his mind seemed intent upon +something else. The presiding judge inquired of him if he intended to +answer, when he replied: + +"'I was considering the matter, not whether the signature was genuine, +but how I could convince the jury of the truth of what I have to say. +This signature is genuine. The man who wrote it is a moral and +religious man, and has therefore forgotten that he executed it. He is +aged forty-seven, stands five feet ten, is broad-shouldered, +full-favored, with muscular hands, thick, hard, and small; he is a +merchant and a bachelor, and finds it hard to give up when he has been +mistaken. I judge that the man who sits at the other end of the table +wrote his name to this note, and I think I can convince him of it, for +his honest face corresponds to the morality of the signature. The jury +will observe that the first letter of the name is written while the +quill pen was full of ink, which was almost exhausted on the second +letter and replenished on the third, and the operation is repeated +five times. I think, also, that the writer was in poor health, and his +muscles relaxed when he wrote his name. I am of the opinion, +therefore, that the signature was made while the writer was on his +back and the nib of the pen was higher than the tip.' + +"At this point of the testimony the face of the defendant against +whose interest the witness was testifying became luminous, and he at +once rose and declared that the statement of the expert was the truth, +and that it had altogether passed from his mind till that moment. + +"I hope now I shall have the pleasure of giving you such an +entertainment that you will remember it for your lifetime; and I know +whereof I affirm when I state that my friend here present will, one +hundred times in succession and without a mistake, from a single +specimen of the handwriting of an individual, give his age within two +years, his height within an inch, his weight within ten pounds, his +profession, whether married or single, his temperament and +peculiarities, his moral character, whether--" + +Mr. Sidney was here observed to shake his head in a most determined +manner. + +"Or if my friend," proceeded Mr. Burchard, "will give us the +characteristics of some of our neighbors who may be passing, this +company will be equally delighted and astonished, for I assert that +he will invariably hit off the peculiarity of a man from a single +glance better than any of us after ten years of intercourse and +acquaintance." + +Again Mr. Sidney shook his head, and the subject was not again +referred to. + +At a late hour the company separated, each asserting that he had never +passed a more enjoyable evening. + +The reader will understand that only fragments of the conversation are +here given, and only such and so much as bear upon the question at the +head of the article. The sparkle of the remainder might be somewhat +dimmed by a repetition, but so agreeable was the flow of soul, so +entertaining the wit, so electric the repartees, and so graceful the +turns in the conversation when the joke began to be too practical, +that the whole company, without reference to the compliment of the +host, declared to each other, as they met for months and years after, +that in their lifetime they had never realized such elegant luxury and +such unmitigated pleasure in an entertainment. + +Mr. Sidney again and again endeavored to speak a word confidentially +to Mr. Burchard, but circumstances, and especially his devotion to +Malcolm, prevented. + +Both Malcolm and Sidney were to take the night train for New York, and +the time of its departure was near at hand. At last Mr. Sidney bade +the host good-night, saying he should see him again before many days, +but hoped he would soon recover from the infirmity in his eyes. Mr. +Malcolm was the last to leave. + + * * * * * + +Early on the following morning, while Mr. Burchard was at breakfast, +he received the following note: + + BERNON BURCHARD, ESQ.:-- + + MY DEAR SIR,--After leaving your hospitable mansion last + night, and while I was hastening to the station to take the + night train for New York, I was accosted by two watchmen who + arrested me, as they say, for burglary, and have detained me + at the police station till now. In order that I may keep my + appointment in New York, I have waived a preliminary + examination before the magistrate, and desire you will + become my bail, that I may be immediately released to the + important duties devolving upon me elsewhere. Before many + days the occasion of my haste will be ascertained, and that + it had no reference to the watchmen; and the prosecution + will be voluntarily _nol prosed_. + + Your friend and servant, + MALCOLM. + +Mr. Burchard dropped his cup, and without communicating with his wife, +hastened to the assistance of his relative, gave the required bail, +and released his friend to proceed on his journey, all the while +delighted with the thought that Winfield Burchard would sooner or +later be informed that his letter of introduction was of some real +value to his nephew. + +Before his departure, Malcolm handed to Mr. Burchard a draft for one +thousand dollars, not to secure him as his bail, as he said, but as a +retainer for his defence should such a necessity ever arise, and Mr. +Malcolm added with a forced smile, "It is most singular that I, who +doubted the propriety, should so soon claim the benefit of your +declaration of your duty made last evening, to which I have so +suddenly become a convert, but I most devoutly trust that I may rely +upon your assistance at a time of so great humiliation and +perplexity." + +To which Mr. Burchard replied that he should most gladly, to the +utmost of his ability, labor incessantly for his guest and relative, +but must insist that he should be left to do so of his own free will, +without reference to any pecuniary compensation, and out of the high +regard in which he held his friend and benefactor Winfield Burchard. + +To which Malcolm responded, "It would be an accommodation to me if you +would take charge of the draft and collect the same and pass it to my +credit, for I prefer not to carry about my person so large an amount +of money." + +The result was that Mr. Burchard retained the draft. He then proceeded +to the offices of several daily newspapers and suppressed the report +of the arrest, "for," said he to the editors, "by allowing it to +appear you will greatly injure the reputation of one of the most +pious and accomplished clergymen in the English Church, and I am fully +aware of the reason of his haste when overtaken by the watchmen, for +he had left my house but a few minutes before and was hastening to the +train when the real rogues ran past him." + +There was one scurrilous little journal among the newspapers at whose +office Mr. Burchard neglected to call. In their next issue the +following appeared: + + "_Another Robbery._ About two o'clock last night the dwelling + of W---- H. B---- on B---- Street was burglariously entered, + and a considerable amount of silver plate, jewelry, and other + valuables taken and carried away. The loss is estimated at + two thousand five hundred dollars. The daughter of Mrs. B---- + heard the noise of the robbers as they left the house and + gave the alarm. Two watchmen, who were in the immediate + vicinity, gave chase, and one of the robbers, who gave his + name as George Lathrop, not so swift of foot as the others, + was overtaken and carried to the police station, where he + waived an examination, gave the required bail of twelve + thousand dollars, and is now at large. There were two other + participators in the crime who outran the watchmen. Lathrop + was observed to throw away something in his flight. A + subsequent search discovered it to be a finely wrought mat of + curious construction, the handiwork of Miss B----, which + sufficiently identifies this one of the thieves with the + transaction. The other two were subsequently arrested and + held to bail in like amounts, but no part of the booty has + yet been recovered. From the promptness with which bail was + given, and the standing of the sureties, it would seem that + these burglars are not only men of property, but are + protected by men in high social position." + +On reading the foregoing Mr. Burchard's indignation knew no bounds. He +blamed himself for not having recollected the existence of that +scurrilous journal, which now seemed more mean and contemptible than +ever. Those persons who understood how great a control Mr. Burchard +had over his passions could nevertheless see that an earthquake was +pent up in his bosom. He was almost beside himself with rage. When his +indignation had somewhat subsided his pride and high sense of honor +became equally disturbed. He feared that his guests of the previous +evening might hear of the matter, and identify Malcolm with George +Lathrop. Vexed almost beyond endurance, dejected and tormented almost +beyond the rallying-point, he went to his house bewildered, and threw +himself upon a lounge, and overcome by exhaustion fell asleep. When he +awoke it was evening. He rose from his couch, seated himself before a +bright wood fire, and looked intently into the coals. Snow was falling +softly upon the pavements till the tramp of passing travellers became +muffled and hushed. Maguire came into the library, and entered into +conversation with Mr. Burchard concerning the entertainment of the +previous evening, and finding that it was considered by him eminently +successful, begged Mr. Burchard to give him a certificate which would +secure him a similar place should anything ever occur by reason of +which he should relinquish his present position. Whereupon Mr. +Burchard turned to his writing-table and wrote as follows: + + December, 1855. + + This is to certify that M. Maguire has resided in my family + for eight years last past, and during all that period has + conducted himself with the most perfect propriety, and has + shown consummate skill as a kitchener, and in all matters + pertaining to the order and etiquette of a feast has no + superior, and I do cordially recommend him, in case he shall + ever leave my employment, as an honest, upright, and + faithful man, and worthy of my regard. + + BERNON BURCHARD. + +This he handed to Maguire with the remark that if it was not +sufficiently comprehensive he might dictate such an one as he desired +and he would sign it. Maguire, perceiving that his employer was not in +a talkative mood, quietly left the room. As he left, Mrs. Burchard +came into the library and sat down to talk over the dinner-party. Both +agreed that it was a great success, and that Maguire was a jewel. Mrs. +Burchard began to laugh, and then asked, "Did you observe that pickle, +my dear?" + +"What about the pickle?" + +"Why, the pickle which Mr. Malcolm took happened to have a cut nail +extending the full length of it. Now, my dear, do you suppose that +nail could have grown in the cucumber? Ha, ha! What an entertaining +man he is, and what a fund of anecdote, and how well he tells a story; +and yet I don't fancy him. Those bills of fare in Hebrew, Greek, and +Latin, how did--" + +The door-bell rang and Mr. Sidney was announced. "Thank God!" +exclaimed Mr. Burchard. So rejoiced was he that his whole frame +trembled with emotion and tears trickled down his face. Grasping his +hand with both his own, he asked, "You received my telegram, then?" + +"No." + +"Then what brought you here so soon?" + +Mrs. Burchard perceiving the conversation was not free in her +presence, quietly left the room, when Mr. Sidney assumed a grave +demeanor and said: "Mr. Burchard, I have always believed you eminently +an honorable and honest man, and do so still. Do you grant this of +me?" + +"Yes, but if you did not receive my telegram, what brought you here +to-night, for I am aware of the necessity you are under to be +elsewhere?" + +"I told you I should soon return," said Mr. Sidney, "for I feared that +you might compromise yourself to an unpardonable degree with the +scamps by whom you have been surrounded, and the thought of it so +weighed upon my mind that when I met the train at New Haven bound +eastward I determined to come again to you and inform you of your +peril." + +"I am not aware that I am in any peril." + +"If you were aware of it you would be safe, and your lack of knowledge +is the reason of my return." + +"Have you any information of what has transpired since last evening?" +inquired Mr. Burchard. + +"None, whatever." + +"Then unburden yourself with the least possible delay, for I have been +so harassed and tormented during this day as almost to be overwhelmed; +and as you are aware that I hold your judgment in these matters akin +to prophecy, I beg you will proceed, for I have pondered over and over +again your meaning when you compared me, both at the beginning and +ending of the company, to Bartimeus." + +"First," said Mr. Sidney, "I wish you to understand that I have never +before last night seen or heard of the two or three persons concerning +whom I propose to speak, and I feel that I ought first to have your +permission to say all that is in my mind, for it comes nearer home to +you than you suppose." + +"You have it; go on." + +"If it be true that the heart of a man changeth his countenance, then +it is absolutely certain to my mind that your clergyman is the most +unmitigated scamp, and it may, with propriety, be said that he has no +conscience at all, so perverted has it become. He is a gambler by +profession, and a passer of counterfeit money, but his business is +burglary. He has followed it for years, and had his mind not been on +it for years, he could not have become so perfect in his craft. The +one great quality demanded by his business is _patience_, and he has +attained it. The most remarkable thing about him is his assurance. I +never knew an instance of so bad a man having the audacity to appear +in the company of gentlemen of refinement, and to say grace with a +voice that had no heart in it. It is usually the last place that those +of his craft seek, and I cannot yet comprehend how he wheedled you." + +Mr. Burchard explained, as has been previously stated. + +"And that Maguire of yours is as bad a woman as walks the earth." + +"Woman!" exclaimed Mr. Burchard; "for eight years he has been one of +the most faithful servants and upright men I ever knew." + +"_Now, Mr. Burchard!_" said Mr. Sidney, looking him straight in the +eye, "do you mean to tell me that you don't know Maguire is a woman?" + +"I surely do not so suspect even." + +"Then the blindness of Bartimeus was nothing to yours. Has she any +beard? Has she a man's voice? Has she the figure of a man? Does she +make any motions of body or limb like a man? Surely not. She is a +woman, and has consummate art, more than any woman I ever saw save +one. She consorts continually with thieves and robbers, and if you do +not suspect it you ought to know it, and that is what has brought me +here. Your house is on fire of hell, and you do not seem to apprehend +it. Did you not notice at the table that she spilled some wine on the +Reverend (?) Mr. Malcolm's head and white cravat, and do you suppose +it was accidental? No, sir, they are better acquainted than you and I, +for he did not start when it was done, but was conscious who did it. +When I entered your drawing-room and saw you standing between these +two graceless villains, I looked around me in order to ascertain how +many of that stripe were present, and finding but one other, I +concluded you had been imposed upon and that I would improve the +opportunity to study human nature. I _should_ like to be informed how +it came to pass that that reverend state's-prison bird obtained an +invitation from you." + +Mr. Burchard explained the method of the introduction by a letter from +his kinsman in England, as before stated. + +"Have you the letter?" + +The letter being produced, after a moment's examination he said: "Very +well done. _Very_ well done. He is better at that than I supposed, yet +many of the letters show more than one stroke of the pen. He is an +Englishman, but learned to write in Germany. He was once a cook. He +does not write Malcolm as if used to it, and that is an assumed name. +Great nerve, assurance, self-reliance, and patience. Is fond of +children. Has more conceit than his manners indicate, kind-hearted man +and even generous in his way, but has no notion of truth or morals. +Should say he had spent much of his time in Baden Baden and other like +places. Is good at gambling, but burglary is his _forte_. Ah! yes, +this specimen of his handwriting, if it is disguised, tells the whole +story of his life. That was a pretty crowd, was it not? for me to show +off, too, that I could read their characters in their faces." + +"Is it possible?" soliloquized Mr. Burchard, "and my admirable Maguire +his accomplice!" + +Mr. Sidney asked for the last letters which he had received from +Winfield Burchard, in order to compare the two, but examining his +portfolio, all were gone. + +Mr. Burchard then stated to Mr. Sidney what had transpired during the +day,--Malcolm's arrest, the giving of bail, the suppression of the +report in the newspapers, and the report which appeared in one of the +journals, his acceptance of the draft of one thousand dollars, and +some other particulars, when Mr. Sidney said,-- + +"Why were your eyes not opened by the fact that Malcolm did not give +the same name to the watchmen as to you? That is an offence against +the statute, and you know it, and an honest man, whether clergyman or +boot-black, never descends to that. Besides, the robbery was +committed, according to this account, more than an hour after the +night train had gone to which your supposed relative was hastening. +That mat also should have convinced you; and what an adept he was to +have known enough of the forms of law to have waived a preliminary +examination and to have secured you as bail before you had recovered +from your dream! He managed well to get your opinion last night of the +duty of lawyers to defend rogues. Mr. Burchard, you are harnessed. You +must now defend that rascal. Your mouth is closed, you have pocketed a +retainer. A thousand dollars' fee does not indicate light work, but +seems to imply a strain upon your conscience. I once heard the +ex-secretary of President Harrison's Cabinet decline a like amount +because it implied too much for his honor." + +Mr. Sidney touched a sensitive place. If Mr. Burchard had any +reputation or quality as a lawyer, it was for his unsullied integrity +and keen sense of honor. The ability of Mr. Sidney in his department +had not brought that comfort which Mr. Burchard had hoped for. His +distress of mind was so great that Mr. Sidney judged he had gone +beyond the limit of safety, and he quoted, "'Faithful are the wounds +of a friend.' As your friend I open to your view the peril from which +it is your duty to escape. If you are involved, extricate yourself +with honor if you can, and if you cannot, then do no more than honor +requires." + +A long pause ensued. At length Mr. Burchard broke the silence by +inquiring what evidence there was that Maguire was criminal. + +"Because she gets the information for Malcolm, and draws plans of the +houses which he intends to rob, and locates every piece of furniture +in them so that he can enter the house and go through darkness to his +objective point. He passes half his nights in her room. There the +schemes are matured, and if you think her less criminal than Malcolm, +you are welcome to your opinion." + +"But what information can you give me upon which I can act?" + +"She has deceived you in passing herself off as a man. She is in +fellowship with Malcolm, while it is for her interest to be faithful +to you, for by reason of being your man she has access to those houses +which may be presumed to be profitable in the plundering. I cannot +tell you any particular thing she has done, but I can send a message +to the back door by reason of which she will fly from your house and +never again show you her face." + +"What message will you send?" + +"I will write on a card these words, 'All is known, detectives are +approaching.'" + +"Do it," said Mr. Burchard, "and if he is honest he will show it to me +and ask advice, and we will see if he will fly." + +The card was delivered, no commotion followed. She was not seen to +escape, though watch was set for the purpose. Search was made for her +in vain. From the appearance of her room it was evident she had fled. +It was months before she was heard from, and then the inquiry came +from the chief of police in a Western city, "Did Mary Maguire, alias +Sonsie Jane, alias Wily Mary, ever reside with Bernon Burchard? Is his +certificate genuine?" + +In the mean time Mr. Burchard was intensely excited by conflicting +emotions and the discussion within himself concerning his duty. Could +he retain the money and give information to the police? No. Did the +fraud of Malcolm vitiate his obligation to him? In some particulars, +but not in all. Did his oath to be faithful to his client prevent him +from withdrawing from the case till at least he had returned what he +had received? Yes; but how could he return it, since it was doubtful +if Malcolm would ever again appear? + +Before Mr. Sidney left town it was arranged that he should ascertain +the whereabouts of Malcolm if possible, and, as the attorney of Mr. +Burchard as bail, bring him hither at all hazards, and confine him in +jail to await his trial or till he should procure other securities. +Mr. Sidney stipulated that Mr. Burchard should not on any account +telegraph to him or any other person upon the subject, because that +the telegram would certainly reach Malcolm, if he was a chief member +of a gang of villians, before it did him or the person to whom it +should be addressed. This injunction, however, escaped the mind of Mr. +Burchard. As the time for Malcolm's trial drew near, he, Mr. Burchard, +became nervous and care-worn. Learning through a New York detective +that Malcolm was in that city, he at once telegraphed to his attorney +there to seek out the detective and have Malcolm arrested. + +The writer of this article, who was then aware that some great trouble +shrouded the mind of Mr. Burchard, without knowing what it was, +happened to be conversing with him on the street near his office door +when the answer to the telegram arrived, and had the opportunity of +reading it all except the signature. Before the message had been +delivered to the attorney in New York, the answer came from Malcolm at +New Orleans, printed upon a long strip of paper as follows: + + "NEW ORLEANS, March --, 1856. + + "I never disappoint my bail. My thoughts on awful subjects + roll, damnation and the dead, what horrors seize the guilty + soul upon a dying bed. Lingering about these mortal shores + she makes a long delay, till like a flood with rapid force, + death sweeps the wretch away. Good for Doctor Watts. I have + three weeks yet to spare." + +How it was signed I am not aware. The envelope was marked "paid +$32.75." + +On the afternoon previous to the sitting of the court at which Malcolm +was under bail to appear, he unexpectedly presented himself at Mr. +Burchard's office. The conflicting emotions in Mr. Burchard's breast +upon beholding him can well be imagined. Indignation for the +imposition and forgery was most apparent. Vengeance was secondary, +tempered by the fact that he had made his appearance, although not +yet safe in jail. His soul burst forth in a holy horror of a man +apparently incapable of entertaining a moral sentiment, and so brazen +as not to appreciate his guilt. His presence so exasperated Mr. +Burchard that he rushed toward the door without any definite intention +but to be rid of his visitor. Malcolm calmly placed his back against +the closed door and said very coolly: "All this indignation is well +enough before a jury, Mr. Burchard, and I read in your countenance +what is passing in your mind, but it is wise to take men as they are +and the world as it is, and not as it should be. I meet you to-day on +equal terms. You claim something of me, and I of you. If you are a man +of honor, fulfil your contract. If you are a sneak, do as I should +have done had I forfeited my bail. I have shown the estimate I put +upon my duty by appearing to discharge you as my bail in the face of +the indignity I have put upon you, and knowing full well what I was to +encounter. Show half my pluck and it will serve you well. I am not yet +your prisoner, and by the Eternal! I will not be till to-morrow, when +I shall be content with that position. On your peril answer me. Will +you fulfil your agreement? Will you be a man or a knave?" + +Mr. Burchard answered not, but saw the desperate nature of the man +with whom he had to deal, and that he was provided with weapons with +which to enforce his argument. Malcolm proceeded, "I never was and +never will be a sneak. I am bound by honor as well as you. You are a +lawyer, and a good one. I am a burglar, sir, and am not ashamed of my +jobs. You exalt your profession, and so do I mine. Business is +business, and mine is as honorable as yours. Think you I am less +public-spirited than you? Think you I love my wife and children less +than you? Come, come, Mr. Burchard; down from your perch! You are a +man of principle. I am no sardine. You have taken my money, and you +cannot return it if you would, for the bankers upon whom it was drawn +have failed, and the draft has not been presented and is your loss. I +know what you would like to say. It is true I used dissimulation and +procured an invitation to your dinner-party, and here is Winfield +Burchard's letter to you (presenting it), whose handwriting I +imitated; but it was all in my line. I laid a bet I could do it, and +that draft was just the sum I won. Bristol Bill pays up like gentle +folks, but then he didn't know my opportunities. What possessed you to +dismiss Maguire? but no matter; that is all gone by. During the last +eight years I have passed at least six hundred nights in your house, +and have been very frequently in your sleeping-room, and have heard +your confidential talk with your wife. Doubt it, do you? Yes, your +door _was_ always bolted on the inside, and no other one opened into +your chamber, but I can tell you conversations you had with your wife, +which will convince you. Do you remember one night when your wife +became nervous and fell to crying lest the pain she felt in her breast +should prove to be a cancer, and you told her that you would go to +Boston with her and consult Dr. Jackson and ask Dr. P. to go with you? +Do, eh? And do you remember one night when your niece slept upon the +sofa in your room? I had no idea she was there, and needlessly waked +her. She screamed, and while you was attending to her fright I slipped +out and didn't leave your door bolted. I heard you tell her she was +dreaming. + +"And do you remember one night telling your wife that you could not +imagine how three cigars got out of a new box you had opened the night +before? Those cigars were the only things that either Maguire or I +ever took from your house. + +"I will make you this proposition, and if you will accept it you will +do well. By the night train my two accomplices in that job will +arrive. I don't intend to be shut up till they come. I will pay for +six men to sit up with me here to-night in this office, and you shall +select them, and in the morning I will pay their fees and go to jail." + +The proposition was accepted, and the chief of police furnished the +keepers. + +During that night Mr. Burchard's office was the scene of strange +revelations. Malcolm furnished money to one of the officers, who +brought in a basket of champagne, and ordered a supper at one o'clock +in the morning, to be the most complete that money could buy and the +city furnish. The officers were at liberty to invite in their friends +who were reliable. Malcolm distributed to each of his keepers five +times the sum of money agreed upon for their wages, and demanded of +them a faithful performance of their duty. Some thirty had entered the +office, and the door was closed and not to be opened on any account +till supper was announced. Malcolm had sent to a neighboring +bookstore, and obtained one pack of every edition of playing cards +there kept for sale. Some forty packs with different backs were piled +up at one end of the table. Malcolm invited some one to take a hand of +euchre with him. The captain, who was considered the most expert +player, took a chair at the corner of the table, and the rest were to +observe the game, but say nothing which they should discover till the +game was over. Malcolm took one of the packs from the envelope and +said, "This edition was gotten up by Count ---- at ----, and with it +he played twenty-one nights and won ---- thousand dollars before the +markings were discovered. Cut the cards if you please, and mind, if +you can, that the ten of spades is not turned." The cards were dealt +and the ten of spades was turned. The two bowers and two aces were +given to the captain, who ordered up the ten. + +"Now, captain, I have given you the bowers and two aces, and yet you +are euchred." And so it was. Malcolm inquired if any one perceived how +it was done, and, receiving a negative reply, said, "Very well, he +shall do precisely the same thing, and see then if you detect the +method. I will cut for a ten to be turned and order it up, and you +will observe." + +Almost the same cards were put into Malcolm's hand, as had been put +into the captain's. + +"Now," said Malcolm, "I order it up, and will make one," and so it +was. + +"Did any of you see how that was done?" + +None could detect. The cards were again shuffled by a looker-on. It +was Malcolm's deal. + +"I must not make too often. This time you shall march. You see I have +given you three trumps and a king and an ace of another suit." And so +it was. + +The cards were shuffled again. "You must make one this time." And so +it was. + +"Now," said Malcolm, "please say whether I shall make one, or lose +one, or go out." + +It was the captain's deal, and the company requested Malcolm to go out +if he could. + +"Very well then, I cut a bower; the left is next above it as they fell +into the last hand, and so will not be out." + +Malcolm ordered up a queen, took it out with a king, and made three +low clubs and won the game. + +"Let's take another pack while these gimlet-eyed fellows hunt up the +markings. This edition was gotten up by Sunderland for a high-low-jack +pack, and was read the first night. The profession never use it, the +marks are so apparent. Try it once at all-fours." + +The cards were dealt by the captain, and Malcolm said, "I will stand, +although I have but one trump, for you have none." And Malcolm made +three points. + +"Had you detected the manipulation, I should have lost and you would +have made three. + +"Try another pack. This had a run of three months before it was +detected. It is well executed, and only the most sagacious and +quick-sighted are never mistaken in the cards. There is not an edition +of cards that I cannot read as well by seeing one side as the other. +No pack was ever edited in fairness to both parties. A man is a fool +who will get out such an edition. I carried two new ones to the B---- +house in London, and won thirteen nights with them." + +One of the company who had been out and returned, produced a pack with +plain backs, and asked triumphantly if Mr. Malcolm would please to +read them by the backs. + +"This edition," said Malcolm, "was gotten up in Edinburgh by an +Irishman named Mulligan, and was popular for a while, but when he won +every night with it suspicions were aroused, and finally a boy twelve +years old deciphered it. I can tell each card across the room." And he +did. + +And so the entertainment went on, Malcolm winning every game till +supper was served; not one of the company detecting how it was done. + +"Now, boys," said Malcolm "this is my treat, and please enjoy +yourselves, for I shall expect you all to be in court when my case is +tried, to laugh on my side. Lawyers don't understand the value of a +chuckle in swaying a jury in a doubtful case. Lay to. 'The art of +cookery,' says Henry Cornelius Agrippa, 'is very useful if not +dishonest.' My appetite is good, and I trust you are all likewise +minded, for Beaumont and Fletcher say, 'What an excellent thing God +did bestow upon man when he gave him a good appetite. Mine is almost +equal to that of Erisichthon described by Ovid,-- + + 'Thus Erisichthon's profane chops devour + All sorts of food: in him food is the cause + Of hunger: and he will employ his jaws + To whet his appetite.' + +"'Tis said that Maximus, the Emperor who succeeded Alexander Memneaus, +consumed forty pounds of flesh in one day, and drank an amphora of +wine containing forty-eight quarts. + +"Waiter, pass your wines. No blue ruin or heavy wet. In the days of +the great Caesar all feasts began with eggs and ended with fruits, +cream and apples; hence the proverb, _ab avo usque ad mala_, and the +man who did not crush his eggshell or put his folded napkin on his +left knee, was considered a fool. As we have not eggs we will do our +best with the napkins. No melancholy subjects at this table. So here's +luck." And all drank a bumper. + +"Did you ever hear how Pope Julius III. became enraged against his +cook for not having saved him a cold peacock for supper, and how he +began to blaspheme? Whereupon one of his cardinals said to him, 'Let +not your Holiness be so moved with a matter of so little weight.' +'What!' said the pope, 'if God was so angry for one apple that he cast +our first parents out of Paradise, why may not I, his vicar, be angry +for a peacock, sithers a peacock is greater than an apple?' + +"The oysters from Tarentum, so prized by one of the Caesars, I forget +which, were not to be compared to these. Captain, take a hand at them. +Let me give you a song." + +And with a sweet melodious voice and a Scotch accent, he sang Burns's +Ode on the Haggis. + + "'Fair, fa' your honest, sonsie face, + Great chieftain o' the pudding race: + Aboon them a' ye tak your place, + Paunch, tripe, or thairm; + Weel are ye worthy o' a grace + As lang's my arm.' + +"This bird is excellent; whoever cooked it, + + 'His name should be enrolled + In Estcourt's book, whose gridiron's framed of gold.' + +"Help yourselves, gentlemen, digestion is the business of the stomach, +and indigestion that of the physicians. It is better to dine late, for +one can then concentrate all his thoughts upon his plate, forget +business, and only think of eating and drinking and going to bed. Ha, +ha! I should have omitted the bed in quoting from the gourmands, for +they would rather fast than be obliged to eat a good dinner in a +hurry. Five hours is little enough, provided Mr. Burchard shall not in +the mean time appear and drive us away. + +"This venison is delicious; none was ever better served. The Roman +Senators debated the question how a turbot should be cooked, and the +author of this dish deserves a place among such. + +"Montmaur is reported to have said that Easter and Christmas were the +two best days in the year. Easter because it was farthest from Lent, +and Christmas because then you breakfasted at midnight. Who says this +is not equal to Montmaur's Christmas breakfast?" + +This sort of banter, interspersed with songs and stories, was kept up +till a late hour, when all of a sudden the keepers awoke to the fact +that Malcolm had flown. The visitors laughed heartily. The company +dispersed, not standing upon the order of their going. The table was +cleared, and the office put in order. Only one of the keepers +remained, who resembled in appearance a cat that had played with her +mouse and lost it; the others were out looking for Malcolm. At an +early hour in the morning he returned, and seating himself at Mr. +Burchard's desk, wrote him this note: + + MR. BURCHARD,-- + + I trust I did not disturb your repose. I found, this morning, + in your safe in your house this pretty little casket sent + you from your English namesake. I have seen it often before, + but wanted another squint at it, and I have brought it to + your office lest some burglar might steal it from your house. + I noticed your wife's watch lying around loose in your + sleeping-room, which is of no great value--to me,--and I + contented myself with the charms, which I will put into your + steel chest, here in the office, for safe keeping against the + time of my need. The putting a yoke on the keys of your door, + so I could not turn them with the nippers, was all useless. + The chair poised against your sleeping-room door gave me a + deal of trouble, and I could not put it back as I found it. + Please excuse me. The thread on the stairs attached to an + alarm-bell might as well have been omitted. The old-fashioned + fork against the bolt I put back as I found it, and came out + by the dining-room window. Your portfolio you will find + between the beds on which you were sleeping. It took me half + an hour to make you turn over so I could do it. George Waters + is my counsel, to whom I have committed my case. He will + arrange the evidence. Unless you eat your own words, you will + sit beside him and ask the jury if they believe the case is + made out beyond a reasonable doubt, for I know better than + you the weight of your character. I shall be in jail by + breakfast-time. + + MALCOLM. + +At the bottom of the note was a well-drawn hand with spread fingers +at the end of a man's nose. + +When all the officers had returned, dropping in one by one, towards +morning, they were somewhat surprised and relieved upon beholding +Malcolm. He informed them that it would be all right if they would all +appear at his trial and laugh for him. + +At the trial, Mr. Burchard, care-worn and nervous, made his +appearance. Mr. Waters conducted the testimony for the defence. Mr. +Burchard inquired of him what testimony Malcolm relied upon, and was +answered that no testimony whatever was to be introduced, but he would +rely altogether upon the lack of testimony on the part of the +government. A cold shiver ran down Burchard's backbone. The question +of guilty or not guilty turned upon the identity of the mat previously +spoken of, which, it was asserted, Malcolm threw away as he ran. The +watchman testified positively to the fact, but it was in the night, +and he might have been mistaken. Mr. W. H. B. testified generally as +to the robbery, and recognized the mat as probably the one made by his +daughter, although he could not positively make oath to the fact. As +the case turned upon the testimony of Miss B., I give the whole of the +cross-examination. + +_Question by Mr. Waters._ You have said that you _know_ this mat to + have been the work of your own hands, and that you made it + for a particular purpose. If you please, what was that + purpose? + + _Answer._ I had presented me on Christmas a fine statuette + of Samuel, which I admired so much that I worked this mat + with great care upon which to place it. + + _Q._ And did you work it from a pattern? + + _A._ Yes, sir. + + _Q._ And have you ever seen others like it? + + _A._ Yes, sir, three, but not in this city. + + _Q._ And where did you get the pattern? + + _A._ From a friend in Philadelphia. + + _Q._ Now, if you have seen other mats like this, how do you + know, of your own knowledge, that this is not some other + lady's work? + + _A._ I know it is my work because the centre portion of the + mat was left plain, which centre is exactly the size of the + base of my statuette. + + _Q._ Is there any other reason which you can give? + + _A._ I know it looks like my mat. + + _Q._ Certainly, but would it not look like your mat if it had + been wrought by another lady? + + _A._ Perhaps so. + + _Q._ You say _perhaps_ so; would it not certainly so look? + + _A._ I think it would. + + _Q._ Have you the statuette now? + + _A._ Yes, sir, it is at our house. + +At this point of the trial the statuette was sent for and brought into +court by the father of the witness. Mr. Waters took it into his +possession. Considerable discussion arose when the prosecuting +attorney insisted upon being allowed to examine it. Mr. Waters became +almost violent, and declared he would smash the image rather than be +so imposed upon. He was cross-examining the witness with no testimony +for the accused, and he insisted upon his rights without interruption. +The court ruled in Mr. Waters's favor. He, holding the statuette by +the base, walked up to Miss B., and inquired of her if she recognized +it as her own. + + _A._ I certainly do. + + _Q._ And how do you know it is certainly your own? + + _A._ It is just like mine. + + _Q._ But are there not other copies so like it as that you + cannot tell the difference, nor one from the others? + + _A._ Yes. + + _Q._ How then can you say for a certainty that this is yours? + + _A._ Because my father has just brought it from our house, + and I saw him go for it and return with it. I can give no + better reason. + + _Q._ Can you say of your own knowledge, from an examination + of the image, that it is yours? + + _A._ No, sir. + + _Q._ Have you any more reliable knowledge concerning the mat + being yours? + + _A._ Yes, for the space in the middle was made expressly to + fit the base of the statuette. + + _Q._ And are you willing to risk your testimony upon that + fact alone? + + _A._ I am. + +The mat and the statuette were then shown the witness and the jury, +and the base of the statuette overlapped the plain surface in the +centre of the mat half an inch. The witness became faint, and was +carried into the lobby. The jury, without leaving their seats, +rendered a verdict of NOT GUILTY. + +The captain feasted Malcolm that night, and obtained from him the +secret of his defence. Maguire, as a woman, had procured the situation +of cook in the house of Mr. W. H. B., and had substituted for the +original Samuel another, altogether similar, except that its base was +half an inch larger. + +The captain further inquired what had been Malcolm's occupation in +early life, and how he had acquired so much knowledge of the gourmands +and feasts. + +"I was cook at Baden Baden," said Malcolm, "at the B---- House. There +I met Count S., who took a fancy to me. I served also at the tables, +after that as waiter in the house, and keeping an eye open I was a +great help to the Count. He knew everything about the table, kitchen, +and the larder, and I remembered what he used to repeat night after +night, when a year or two ago I found Dick Humelbergius's book upon +the art of never breakfasting at home and always dining abroad. I +found everything recorded there, and that is pretty much the only book +I ever read. I can quote Latin, and know where to put it in, but what +the ---- the meaning of it is, I have no notion." + +"Allow me further to inquire by what process or contrivance you can +slide a bolt on the opposite side of the door?" + +"I paid $3500 for that information, and don't propose to part with +it." + +"Then advise me what is best for me to do when I find a burglar in my +sleeping-room in the night time?" + +"Do nothing, sir, unless you are hunting up a graveyard. We never +desire to maim or kill, but we can. I should be poorly provided or +skilled if I was not ready for such emergencies. As soon as the +burglar leaves your room, rise and light the gas, and he will trouble +you no more." + +"One other question. Did you rob and then burn the Jenks house?" + +"That is not a question to be answered, but I will say that I have a +drawing of the house and the location of every piece of furniture in +it, which is perfect." + +To this day, only two of the persons who were present at the +dinner-party are aware of the history of the two worthies, the +Reverend Mr. Malcolm of Oxford and Maguire the butler of Mr. Bernon +Burchard. + + + + +THE MOUNT OF SORROW. + +BY HARRIET PRESCOTT SPOFFORD. + +_Harper's Magazine, June, 1883._ + + +Never did anything seem fresher and sweeter than the plateau on which +we emerged in the early sunset, after defiling all day through the +dark deep mountain-sides in the rain. + +We had promised Rhoda to assault her winter fastness whenever she +should summon us; and now, in obedience to her message, a gay party of +us had left the railway, and had driven, sometimes in slushy snow and +sometimes on bare ground, up the old mountain-road, laughing and +singing and jangling our bells, till at length the great bare woods, +lifting their line forever before us and above us, gave place to bald +black mountain-sides, whose oppressive gloom and silence stifled +everything but a longing to escape from between them, and from the +possible dangers in crossing bridges, and fording streams swollen by +the fortnight's thaws and rains. Now and then the stillness resolved +itself into the murmuring of bare sprays, the rustling of rain, the +dancing of innumerable unfettered brooks glittering with motion, but +without light, from the dusky depths; now and then a ghastly lustre +shot from the ice still hanging like a glacier upon some upper steep, +or a strange gleam from the sodden snow on their floors lightened the +roofs of the leafless forests that overlapped the chasms, and trailed +their twisted roots like shapes of living horror. What was there, I +wondered, so darkly familiar in it all? in what nightmare had I +dreamed it all before? Long ere the journey's end our spirits became +dead as last night's wine; we shared the depression of all nature, and +felt as if we had come out of chaos and the end of all things when the +huge mountain gates closed behind us, and we dashed out on the plateau +where the grass, from which the wintry wrapping had been washed, had +not lost all its greenness, and in the sudden lifting of the +rain-cloud a red sparkle of sunset lighted the windows, as if a +hundred flambeaux had been kindled to greet us. + +A huge fire burned in the fireplace of the drawing-room when we had +mounted the stairs and crossed the great hall, where other fires were +blazing and sending ruddy flames to skim among the cedar rafters; and +all that part of the house sacred to Colonel Vorse, and opened now the +first time in many winters, was thoroughly warm and cheerful with +lights and flowers and rugs and easy-chairs and books. We might +easily have fancied ourselves, that night, in those spacious rooms, +when, toilets made and dinner over, we re-assembled around the solid +glow of the chimney logs, a modern party in some old mediaeval chamber, +all the more for the spirit of the scene outside, where the storm was +telling its rede again, rain changing to snow, and a cruel blast +keening round the many gables and screaming down the chimneys. After +all, Rhoda's and Merivale's plan of having us in the hills before +late-lingering winter should be quite gone, and doing a little Sintram +business with skates and wolves and hill visions, should have been +carried out earlier. To them it was all but little less novel than it +was to me, and Rhoda, who, although a year or two my junior, had been +my intimate, so far as I ever had an intimate, would not rest till she +had devised this party, without which she knew she could not have me, +even persuading our good old Dr. Devens to leave his pulpit and +people, and stamp the proceeding with his immaculate respectability. +As it was, however, it looked as though we were simply to be shut in +by a week of storm following the thaw. Well, there are compensations +in all things: perhaps two people in whom I had some interest would +know each other a trifle better before the week ended then. + +The place was really the home of Rhoda and Merivale, or was now to +become so. Colonel Vorse, their father, who had married so young that +he felt but little older than they, and was quite their companion, +was still the owner of the vast summer hostelry, although no longer +its manager. After accumulating his fortune he had taken his children +about the world, educating them and himself at the same time, with now +an object lesson in Germany and now another in Peru, and finally +returning to this place, which, so far as we could see, was absolute +desolation, without a neighbor, but which to him was bristling with +memories and associations and old friends across the intervale and +over the mountain and round the spur. There was something weird to me, +as I looked out at the flying whiteness of the moonlit storm, in those +acquaintances of his among the hollows of these pallid hills; it +seemed as though they must partake of the coldness and whiteness, and +as if they were only dead people, when all was said. Perhaps Dr. +Devens, who half the way up had been quoting, + + "Pavilioned high, he sits + In darkness from excessive splendor born," + +had another phase of the same feeling. I heard him saying, as I passed +him five minutes before, where he sat astride a chair in front of the +long oriel casement: "There is a path which no fowl knoweth, and which +the vulture's eye hath not seen: the lion's whelps have not trodden +it, nor the fierce lion passed by it. He putteth forth his hand upon +the rock; he overturneth the mountains by the roots. He cutteth out +rivers among the rocks; and his eye seeth every precious thing. He +bindeth the floods from overflowing; and the thing that is hid +bringeth he forth to light." He is expecting a convulsion of nature, I +remember thinking, as I went by and paused at another window myself. A +convulsion of nature! I fancy that he found it. + +"There is something eerie here," I said, as I still gazed at the +scene; for the dim gigantic shapes of the hills rose round us like +sheeted ghosts, while the flying scud of the storm, filled with the +white diffusion of unseen light, every now and then opened to let the +glimpses out. "And see the witch-fires," as the rosy reflections of +our burning logs and lights danced on the whirling snow without. "Is +there anything wanting to make us feel as if we had been caught here +by some spell, and were to be held by some charm?" + +"I wish I knew the charm," said Colonel Vorse, by my side, and half +under his breath. And then I felt a little angrier with myself for +coming than I had felt before. + +"I often hear you talking of your belief in certain telluric forces +that must have most power among the mountains where they first had +play, and where earth is not only beneath, but is above you and around +you. Well, we are here in the stronghold of these telluric forces. I +am their old friend and ally: let me see what they will do for me." + +It was true. And I half shivered with an indefinite fear that I might +be compelled, in spite of all wish and prejudice, and birthright--I, +the child of proud old colonial grandees of the South; he, the son of +a mountain farmer, who had married a mate of his own degree, and had +kept a mountain inn till fortune found him and death took her. My +father at least was the child of those proud old colonials, and I had +lived with his people and been reared on their traditions. Who my +mother was I never knew; for my father had married her in some +romantic fashion--a runaway match--and she had died at my birth, and +he had shortly followed her. I had nothing that belonged to her but +the half of a broken miniature my father had once painted of her, as I +understood. I always wore it, with I know not what secret sentiment, +but I showed it to nobody. I had sometimes wondered about the other +half, but my life had not left me much time for sentiment or +wonder--full of gayety till my grandfather's death left me homeless; +full of gayety since his friend Mrs. Montresor had adopted me for +child and companion, subject to her kind whims and tyrannies. But if +she took me here and took me there, and clad me like a princess, I was +none the less aware of the fact that I was without a penny--morbidly +aware of it without doubt. But it disposed me to look with favor on no +rich man's suit, and the lover as penniless as I and as fine as my +ideal lover had not yet appeared. It made me almost hate the face and +form, the color, the hair, that they dared to call Titianesque, speak +of as if it were the free booty of pigment and canvas, and wish to +drag captive in the golden chains of their wealth. When I had met +Colonel Vorse, a year ago, twice my age though he was, he was the +first one I had wished as poor as I--he the plebeian newly rich. Yet +not so newly rich was he that he had not had time to become used to +his riches, to see the kingdoms of the earth and weigh them in his +balance, to serve his country on the battle-field, and his State in +the council-chamber; and, for the rest, contact with the world is +sadly educating. + +"I often look at Colonel Vorse among the men born in the purple," said +Mrs. Montresor once--she thought people born in the purple were simply +those who had never earned their living--"and he is the superior of +them all. What a country it is where a man keeping a common tavern in +the first half of his life may make himself the equal of sovereigns in +the other half! I don't understand it; he is the finest gentleman of +them all. And he looks it. Don't you think so, Helena?" + +But I never told Mrs. Montresor what I thought. It is all very well to +generalize and to be glad that certain institutions produce certain +effects; but of course you are superior to the institutions, or you +wouldn't be generalizing so, and all the more, of course, superior to +the effects, and so I don't see how it signifies to you personally. + +"You ought to have your head carried on a pike," said Mrs. Montresor, +again. "You will, if we ever have any _bonnets rouges_ in America. You +are the aristocrat pure and simple. The Princess Lamballe was nothing +to you. You think humanity exists so that _nous autres_, by standing +on it, may get the light and air. You are sure that you are made of +different clay--the canaille of street mud, for instance, and you of +the fine white stuff from which they mould Dresden china. You are +quite a study to me, my love. I expect to see you marry a pavior yet, +either one who lays down or one who tears up paving-stones." But I had +only laughed again. She plumed herself on being cosmopolitan even to +her principles. + +"You give me credit for too much thinking on the subject," I said, "if +it is credit. Indeed, I don't concern myself about such people; and as +for marrying one of them, I could as soon marry into a different race, +African or Mongolian. They are a different race." + +And I remembered all this as Colonel Vorse stood leaning his hand +above me on the jamb of the window-frame--for although I was tall, he +was a son of Anak--with that air which, never vaunting strength, +always made you aware of its repression. I could fancy hearing Mrs. +Montresor say, "That air of his! it always fetches women!" for she +loved a little slang, by some antipodal attraction of her refinement, +and I instinctively stiffened myself, determined it should never fetch +_me_. And here he was calling his allies, the spirits and powers of +the dark and terrible mountain heights and depths, and openly giving +battle. I don't know why it depressed me; I felt as if the very fact +that it did was a half surrender; I looked up at him a moment; I +forgot who he was; I wished he was as poor as I. But to become the +mother of Rhoda, my friend, and of Merivale, that laughing young +giant--what absurdity, if all the rest were equal! And that other, the +dead woman, the first wife--should one not always be jealous of that +sweet early love? Could one endure it? Here among these hills with all +their ghostliness she would haunt me. And then I turned and swept away +to the fireside, holding out my hands to the flame, and glad to sink +into the chair that some one had left empty there. + +I hardly knew what world I was living in when, perhaps a half-hour +later, I heard Colonel Vorse's voice. "The trouble is that men are +_not_ born free and equal," he was saying. "Free? They are hampered by +inheritance and circumstance from the moment of birth. Equal? It is a +self-evident lie. And the world has rhapsodized for a hundred years +over so clumsy a statement. All men are born with equal rights. That +is the precise statement. My rights--rights to life, liberty, and the +pursuit of happiness--are equal to the rights of all the princelings +of the earth; their rights equal only to mine. So far as they +interfere with my rights they are public enemies, and are to be dealt +with; and so far as I interfere with their rights, I am a trespasser +to be punished. Otherwise, prince or peasant, each is a man, whether +he wears a blouse or a star and garter; and if man was made in the +image of God, let us do no indignity to that image in one or in +another." + +Did I understand him? Was Colonel Vorse proclaiming himself the equal +of Prince San Sorcererino who had entertained us in his palaces last +year? Well. And was he not? All at once something seemed to sift away +from before my eyes--a veil that had hidden my kind from me. Was there +no longer even that natural aristocracy in which Shakspeare or Homer +or Dante was king? Was the world a brotherhood, and they the public +enemy, the enemy of the great perfect race to come, who helped one +brother take advantage of another? Were those ribbons in the +buttonhole, the gifts of kings, of no more worth than the ribbons of +cigars? + +Mrs. Montresor was toying with her fan beside me, and talking in an +undertone behind it. "What prince of all that you have seen or read +of," said she, "if born on a meagre mountain farm, would have made his +fortune and have educated himself, as this man has done? I think the +kings who founded races of kings were like him. And what prince of +them all alive looks so much the prince as he? This one as fat as +Falstaff and as low, that one with a hump on his back, the other +without brains, the next with brains awry, and none of them made as +becomes a man. Tell me, Helena?" + +"I think you are in love yourself," I said. + +She laughed. "As tall as Saul, as dark, as lordly in all proportions, +as gentle as Jonathan, and with a soul like David's--why shouldn't I +be?" she said. "And he not the equal of the granddaughter of a South +Carolina planter! Tell me again, Helena, what has she ever done to +prove herself his equal?" + +She had had a fancy--Heaven knows why--that her young mother, who had +run away with her father, was the daughter of a noble foreign family; +or else why should the match have been clandestine? She had had a +fancy that she was therefore noble, as her mother was--the mother even +whose name her child did not know other than as the slaves had told +her the young bridegroom called her Pansy because of a pair of +purple-dark eyes. That was about all. That was all the answer I could +have made, had I spoken, to her gentle raillery, half mockery, in +which she did not quite believe herself. But even were it so, and the +daughter noble as the mother, could blood that had filtered through +generations of oppressors lounging in laps of luxury be pure as this +blood that had informed none but simple and innocent lives, and seemed +just now as if it had come fresh from the hands of the Maker? I +surveyed him from behind the hand-screen that failed to keep the ruddy +flames from my face, and if I felt him in that glance to be one of the +sons of God, and I but one of the daughters of men, again I did not +tell Mrs. Montresor. + +But the witch could always read my thoughts. "Still," she said, "he +has kept a tavern. There is no getting round that fact by all the +poetry in the world. Then why try to get round it? He has furnished +food and shelter to the tired and roofless--as noble a way to make +money, surely, as working the bones and muscles of slaves, and +accepting the gold they earn." + +"That is the last I have of such gold," I cried, in a stifled way; and +I unclasped the old bracelet on my wrist and tossed it behind the +back-log--people were too gayly engaged to observe us at the moment. +"I think," I said then, turning upon her, "that you are employed as an +advocate, unless--you are really weary of me." + +"Weary of you!" she exclaimed, half under her breath though it +was--"weary of you, when you are such unceasing variety to me that if +you married ten thousand tavern-keepers I should always have a room in +the inn!" + +"Thank Heaven," I answered her, gayly, "it is an impossibility that I +should ever marry _one_." And then there was a lull in the laughter +and the snatches of song and conversation on the other side of the +room; and while I was still gazing after my bracelet and into the +chimney-place, where the flames wallowed about unhewn forest logs that +took two men to cast to them, Colonel Vorse came over to us. + +"You will turn into salamanders," he said. + +"It is bad enough to be in hot water," said Mrs. Montresor, lightly. +"I will leave the fire to you and Helena." + +"Where you sit," said Colonel Vorse then to me, "if you turn your head +slightly to the left, and shade your eyes, you can see the side of the +darkest and sternest of our mountains. You know we do not call our +hills by the names they have in maps and government surveys; the old +settlers who first came here called this one, for unknown reasons of +their own, the Mount of Sorrow. It has always been the Mount of +Sorrow." + +"An ominous name for so near a neighbor," I said. + +"Ah! you think this region is oppressive, or perhaps dull and tame, +without life or stir--desolate, in fact. What if I should tell you +that it bubbles, like a caldron over the bottomless pit, with griefs +and sins!--that in lives condemned to perpetual imprisonment on +these bare rocks, feeding on themselves, traits intensifying, the +loneliness, the labor, the negation, slowly extract the juices of +humanity, and make crime a matter to be whispered of among them? If +they feel they are forgotten by God, what matters the murder or the +suicide more or less that gives release? It is hell here or hell +there: they are sure of this--they have it; the other may not come to +pass." + +"What do you mean?" I said, with white lips; for as he spoke it seemed +as if I had come into a land of lepers. "Here in this white solitude, +among lives fed from the primitive sources of nature and the dew of +the morning--" + +"I mean," he said, "that I refuse to accept the factitious aid your +thoughts have lately been bringing to me. You see I have preternatural +senses. Because I was born in the snows of the mountains I am no whit +whiter than those born in the purlieus of the police stations of the +cities. We are simply of the same human nature. When I win regard, it +must be for no idle fancy, but for my own identity." + +"Well," I said, "I do not believe you." + +"Ah!" he replied, "have I gained a point, and found an advocate in an +ideal of me? That would be as romantic as any of the romance of the +hills. And there _is_ romance here, whether it is born of crime, or of +joy, or of sorrow. There is romance enough on that old Mount of Sorrow +that you see when the storm opens and strips it in that sudden white +glory. Keep your eye, if you please, on a spot half-way up the sky, +and when the apparition comes again you will find the dark outline of +a dwelling there. It was a dwelling once; now it is only a ruin, hut +and barn and byre. Why do you shudder? Do you see it? It is only a +shadow. But a shadow with outlines black enough to defy the whitest +blast that ever blew. Sometimes it seems to me as though that old ruin +were itself a ghostly thing, a spectre of tragedies that will not +down; for the avalanches divide and leave it, and the storms whistle +over and beat against it, and it is always there when the sun rises. I +don't know what it has to do with my fortunes; I don't know why it is +a blotch upon the face of nature to me; but if ever I grow sad or sick +at heart I feel as though I should be made whole again could that evil +thing be removed." + +"Why not remove it?" + +"It does not belong to me. I can do nothing with it. I am not +sure that it belongs to any one--which adds to the spectral, you +see--although I suppose there is somewhere a nameless heir. How +restless you are!" he said, gently. "Will you come out in the long +hall where the great window gives an unobstructed view of the thing, +and walk off this nervousness? The storm is lifting, I think; the moon +is going to overcome. One may see by the way the fire burns that the +temperature is mounting. Perhaps we shall have a snow-slide as we +walk." + +Rhoda and Merivale were singing some of the songs they had learned +since they came into the hill country, Mrs. Montresor was nodding +behind her fan an accompaniment to Dr. Devens's remarks, Adele was +deep in her novel, and a flirtation and some portfolios of prints +occupied the rest. To refuse was only to attract attention; besides, I +should like to walk. I rose and went out with him into the hall that +shut off the wing from the great empty caravansary. + + "'And the long carpets rose along the gusty floor,'" + +I quoted as we walked; and despite the fire burning on either side, he +had brought me a fur for my shoulders. + +"Yes," he said, "there comes the moon at last. Now you shall see the +black and white of it." + +"Oh!" I cried, clasping my hands, as all the silvery lights and +immense shadows burst out in a terrible sort of radiance. "The world +began to be made here! Poets should be born here!" + +"Instead of tavern-keepers," said he, "which brings me to my story. I +am forty-three years old. Of course I was younger twenty-three years +ago. That must have been not long before you came into the world +yourself. Do you insist upon thinking twenty years' difference in age +makes any disparity, except in the case of him who has lost just that +twenty years' sweetness out of his life?" + +"I hardly see what that has to do with the story of the Mount of +Sorrow," I said, as we turned from the window to measure the length of +the hall again. + +"I hope," said he, "that the suffrage reform, which is to admit women +to the ballot, will never let them sit on the judicial bench, for +mercy is foreign to the heart of a woman." + +"Is it not a strange way of telling a story?" I exclaimed. + +"Patience!" he laughed. "The story is so short it needs a little +preface. As I was saying then, when I was twenty years old or so, the +name of old Raynier, of the Mount of Sorrow, was a by-word of terror +through the region round, as the name of his father was, and his +father before him. He had no other property than the sterile farm +half-way up the mountain, and almost inaccessible--in winter entirely +inaccessible--where he raised not half a support on the slips of earth +among the ledges; his few starved sheep and goats did what they could +for him, and his rifle did the rest. The first Raynier of them all +was possibly an escaped convict, who fortified his retreat by these +mountain-sides. He had no money; the women spun and wove all that was +worn. He had no education; no Raynier had ever had; no Raynier had +ever had occasion to sign his mark, let alone his name. There had been +one son in each generation; neither church nor school ever saw him; +his existence was scarcely known till he was ready to marry, and then +he came down, and by no one knows what other magic than a savage +force of nature took the prettiest girl of the valley to his +eyrie--sometimes his wife, sometimes not. When she died, and she +always died, the Raynier of the day replaced her. He did not always +wait for her to die before replacing her. But sudden deaths were no +uncommon thing in that house; there was a burial-ground scooped in the +hill-side. And who was there to interfere? Perhaps no one knew there +had been a death till the year was out. What if a woman went mad? That +happened anywhere. People below might prate of murder, or suicide, or +slow poison; there was nobody to whom it was vital enough to open the +question seriously; and then they feared the Raynier with an uncanny +fear, as people fear a catamount in the woods, or the goblin of old +wives' tales after dark. There were horrible stories of bouts and +brawls, of tortures, gags, whips, and--oh, no matter! Nor was all the +crime on the shoulders of the Raynier men. It was understood that more +than one woman of the name found life too intolerable to endure its +conditions when the fumes of a charcoal fire after a drunken feast, +or a quick thrust over the edge of a precipice, or a bit of weed in +the broth, made life easier, till remorse brought madness. And +finally, if any Raynier died what may be called a natural death, it +was either from starvation or from delirium tremens. You see they were +a precious lot." + +"A precious lot!" I said, trembling. "Ah, what is heaven made of? Poor +wretches, they could not help it. From generation to generation the +children of such people must needs be criminal." + +"I don't know. If removed from such influence. To my mind environment +is strong as heredity, quite as strong. It destroys the old and +creates the new. However, environment and heredity worked together up +there. In my day--to continue--the Raynier family was larger than +usual. The last wife still lived, a miserable cowed creature, white as +ashes, face and hair and bleached scared eyes, eyes that looked as if +they saw phantoms rather than people. Her mind was partially gone. I +was a famous mountaineer then, and climbing wherever foot of man had +been before, I once in a while came upon some or other of that family, +and sometimes paused at the door, where I had first to teach the +bloodhounds a lesson. I never entered the filthy place but once. There +were two sons and a daughter. Oh, how immortally beautiful that girl +was! Such velvet darkness in the eye, such statuesque lines, such +rose-leaf color, such hair--'hair like the thistle-down tinted with +gold,' as John Mills, the Scotch poet-player, sang. The old man +Raynier worshipped her, perhaps as a wild beast loves its whelp. But +he had all sorts of fanciful names for her, Heart's-ease and Heart's +Delight, and Violet and Rose and Lily. He grew almost gentle when he +spoke to her; and he never knew that she was feeble-minded. She just +missed being an imbecile. Perhaps you would not have known that all +at once; you might not have found it out at all only meeting her +casually. The old man Raynier sent her down to school--the first that +had ever been there: she could never learn to read. She could not +always tell her name. Still, her mind was innocent--perhaps because it +was a blank. I have sometimes thought that blank mind of hers may have +been a dead-wall through which the vices of her forebears could not +pass, and so her children, if she had them, may have escaped the +inheritance, and found a chance for good again, as if crime should at +last estop itself. That may be." + +"Oh, I think this is terrible!" I said, as we turned again in our +walk. "Make haste, please, and be through." + +"Yes, it is. But I would show you that life can be anything but +commonplace in this wilderness. Well, blank or not, she had a lover, +who had found her out in his sketching rambles, a young painter from +some distant parts, and the first boarder I ever had, by the way. And +all the Rayniers swore they would have his life sooner than he should +have her. One day I had been hunting on old Mount Sorrow, as it +happened; there had been a sudden frost following rain that had frozen +the water in the cracks of the cliffs, and made the way not only +slippery, but dangerous; for in the heat of the noon sun the ice was +melting, and every now and then its expansion was rending some +fragment of rock so that your footing might vanish from beneath, or +some shower of stones come rattling down from above; and I was tired +when I reached the Raynier place, led by a blaze of maple boughs that +started out like torches to show the way, and stopped to rest. I +looked up at an enormous shelf of rock, half clad with reddened vines +that fluttered like pestilence flags--a shelf that, although some +hundred feet or so away from it, yet overhung the place and cast a +perpetual shadow there. I wondered then why Nature had no secret +springs of feeling to thrill her and cause her to rend the rocks and +cover such a den of iniquity as we all held the spot to be. But Nature +was just as fair that ambrosial September day as if there was not a +dissonance. Perhaps she knew the right of the Rayniers to life, +liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. A delicious scent of the balsam +from the pines filled the air, the sunshine swept over the hills below +in waves of light, and the hills themselves were like waves of a +golden green and purple sea where now and then a rainbow swam and +broke. Peace and perfectness, I said, peace and perfectness. These +people live and are happy. On the other side one looked into the +dreary defile of the mountain gate, with its black depths hung with +cloud, and remembered that if there was not a hell, there ought to be. +I was thinking this as I sat there, when I heard a wild cry, an +agonized shriek, blood-curdling, repeated and repeated from within. +It was the girl's voice. I was on my feet, and, in spite of the +bloodhounds, making for the spot and among the crew. The old woman +cowered in the corner, the two brothers held the girl, the old man +towered over her, his great eyes blazing in his ashen face. I can't +tell you what they were doing. Sometimes I have thought old Raynier +was burning her with a hot iron he held--" + +"Oh, horrible! horrible!" + +"Burning her with a hot iron to make her give up her lover! Sometimes +I have thought he was only demolishing the little likenesses of him +and of herself, which that lover had painted, and which she cherished, +perhaps as his work, perhaps for the unwonted gewgaw of the slender +golden frame, for the one picture was already in fragments, and +although she clutched half of the other, the broken half had fallen +and rolled away. I have it somewhere. I will show it to you. I had no +time, indeed, to see what it was they were doing, for behind me +bounded that lover like a whirlwind, thrust one brother and the other +aside, seized the girl, darted over the door-sill with her, and down +the crags of the mountain path. He should have what help I could give. +I was after him, stooping to catch up the fragment of painting as I +turned, down the cliff's edge, they following. And all at once I +stopped as if paralyzed to the marrow by a clap of thunder, and turned +my head to see the old man with his white hair streaming, and his arms +uplifted in his cursing, as he came leaping on, and the next moment +the shelf of overhanging rock had fallen, had cleft the house in +twain, and mother and father and sons and hounds were dust with the +dust flying over the precipices. I saw it." + +"Oh!" I cried, with my hands over my eyes. "Why did it not strike you +blind?" + +"And here," said Colonel Vorse, leading my steps to an old cabinet in +an alcove, "ought to be the half of that little likeness I picked up +as I ran. I wonder what became of the other half--what became of the +girl--if the lover married her--if she knew enough to know he didn't +marry her--if she lived long enough for him to find out she was a +fool--if she was the last of the Rayniers?" As he ceased, he put the +half of the little miniature into my hands. + +It was a broken bit of ivory, and on it the upper part of a face, +sketchily done, with pansy-dark eyes and blush rose skin--without a +frame. I had the frame. + +A heart beat, a fluttering breath, a reeling sense of the world +staggering away from me, and then my bewildered senses were at work +again, and an agony like death was cutting me to the heart as we +resumed our walking. + +Should I tell him? Should I go on with my secret, my inheritance, my +curse, and let no man know? If it ate out my heart, the sooner to +end; my heart was broken now. Never, never now could fireside shine +for me, could lover's lips be mine, could little faces sun themselves +in my smile. + +We paused before the great window, with those vague white shapes +before us, for my feet would not obey me, and the light behind us +shone on the bit of ivory. If I told him, it would be easier for him +to bear; he would see the impossibility, he would desire my love no +longer. My fearful inheritance would yawn like a gulf between us with +its impassable darkness. + +"And the ruin on the hill-side is an eye-sore," I said. "But it is +easy to remove it. I suppose it belongs to me. For--look here--it is I +who must be the last of the Rayniers." And I drew from my breast the +broken thing, the halved miniature, that in my mock sentiment I had +worn so long. + +"You!" cried he. "You!" And his feet tottered, and he leaned against +the casement for support--he who an hour or so ago had seemed so full +of repressed strength that he could have pulled his house down about +his ears. Well, had he not done so? + +I moved to his side, and held the thing that he might see where the +pieces matched, the line of the cheek flowing into the lovely curve of +the chin, the flickering sweetness of the lovely mouth, the lambent +glance of the lovely eye. "It is my mother, you see," I said. "And it +needs no words to say it." + +"It needs no words to say it," he repeated, hoarsely. "It is your +image. Oh, my God! What have I done! what have I done! My darling, my +darling, you must let me repair it by a lifetime of devotion." And he +had his arms about me, and was drawing me to his heaving breast, his +throbbing heart. + +"No! no! no!" I sobbed. "It is impossible. I am wrecked; I am ruined; +I can be no man's wife. You see yourself--I will never--" But his lips +were silencing mine, and I lay there with those arms about me a +moment; I lay there like one in heaven suspended over hell. + +"What do I care," he whispered, "for all the Rayniers in Christendom +or out of it, but you? I have learned in this moment that you love me! +I will never give you up." + +"You must," I groaned. + +"I tell you I never will," he said, his voice husky and low and +trembling, but his eye and his grasp firm. "I have assured you that +environment, education, art, can supplement nature and heredity. They +have done so with you. You are your father's child. You received from +your mother only the vital spark, only this beauty, this fatal beauty. +If you inherited all that the Rayniers ever had, then I love, I love, +I love all that the Rayniers ever were, for I love you. I have your +love, Helena, and I will never let you go." While speaking he had +touched the bell at his hand, and now he sent the answering servant +for Dr. Devens, who came at once, supposing some sight of the snow +was in store. + +"Bid them all out here, Doctor," cried Colonel Vorse. "Ah, here they +come! In this part of the country we need no license for marriage. +Here are a bride and groom awaiting your blessing. Perform your +office, sir." And before I could summon heart or voice, making no +response, bewildered and faint, I was the wife of Colonel Vorse, and +my husband's arms were supporting me as the words of the prayer and +benediction rolled over us. + +"There is no time like the present," he cried, gayly, his tones no +longer broken, "as I have always found." And suddenly, before he +ceased, and while they all thronged round me, there came a sharp +strange sigh singing through the air, that grew into the wild +discordant music of multitudinous echoes, and we all turned and sprang +intuitively to see, rent in the moonlight and sheathed in the glorious +spray of a thousand ice-falls, the Mount of Sorrow bow its head and +come down, and, while the whole earth shook and smoked back in hoar +vapors, the great snow-slide in its swift sheeting splendor flash and +wipe out before our eyes the last timber of the hut and barn and byre +of the Rayniers. + + + + +SISTER SILVIA. + +BY MARY AGNES TINCKER. + +_Lippincott's Magazine, December, 1878._ + + +Monte Compatri is one of the eastern outlying peaks of the Alban +Mountains, and, like so many Italian mountains, has its road climbing +to and fro in long loops to a gray little city at the top. This city +of Monte Compatri is a full and busy hive, with solid blocks of +houses, and the narrowest of streets that break now and then into +stairs. For those old builders respected the features of a landscape +as though they had been the features of a face, and no more thought of +levelling inequalities of land than of shaving down or raising up +noses. When a man had a house-lot in a hollow, he built his house +there, and made steps to go down to it: his neighbor, who owned a +rocky knoll, built his house at the top, and made stairs to go up to +it. Moreover, if the land was a bit in the city, the house was made in +the shape of it, and was as likely to have corners in obtuse or acute +as in right angles. + +The inhabitants of Monte Compatri have two streets of which they are +immensely proud--the Lungara, which wriggles through the middle of the +town, and the Giro, which makes the entire circuit of the town, +leaving outside only the rim of houses that rise from the edge of the +mountain, some of them founded on the natural rock, others stretching +roots of masonry far down into the earth. + +One of these houses on the Giro had for generations been in the +possession of the Guai family. One after another had held it at an +easy rent from Prince Borghese, the owner of the town. The vineyard +and orchard below in the Campagna they owned, and from those their +wealth was derived. For it was wealth for such people to have a house +full of furniture, linen and porcelain--where, perhaps, a connoisseur +might have found some rare bits of old china--besides having a +thousand scudi in bank. + +In this position was the head of the family when he died, leaving a +grown-up son and daughter, and his wife about to become a mother for +the third time. + +"Pepina shall have her portion in money, since she is to marry soon," +the father said. "Give her three hundred scudi in gold and a hundred +in pearls. The rest of the money shall be for my wife to do as she +likes with. For the little one, when it shall come, Matteo shall put +in the bank every year thirty scudi, and when it shall be of age, be +it girl or boy, he shall divide the land equally with it." + +So said Giovanni Guai, and died, and his wife let him talk +uncontradicted, since it was for the last time. They had lived a +stormy life, his heavy fist opposed to her indefatigable tongue, and +she contemplated with silent triumph the prospect of being left in +possession of the field. Besides, would he not see afterward what she +did--see and be helpless to oppose? So she let him die fancying that +he had disposed of his property. + +"The child is sure to be a girl," she said afterward, "and I mean her +to be a nun. The land shall not be cut up. Matteo shall be a rich man +and pile up a fortune. He shall be the richest man in Monte Compatri, +and a girl shall not stand in his way." + +Nature verified the mother's prophecy and sent a little girl. Silvia +they called her, and, since she was surely to be a nun, she grew to be +called Sister Silvia by everybody, even before she was old enough to +recognize her own name. + +The house of the Guai, on its inner wall, opened on the comparatively +quiet Giro. From the windows and door could be heard the buzz and hum +of the Lungara, where everybody--men, women, children, cats and +dogs--were out with every species of work and play when the sun began +to decline. This was the part of the house most frequented and liked +by the family. They could see their neighbors even when they were at +work in their houses, and could exchange gossip and stir the polenta +at the same time. The other side of the house they avoided. It was +lonely and it was sunny. For Italians would have the sun, like the +Lord, to be for ever knocking at the door and for ever shut out. It +must shine upon their outer walls, but not by any means enter their +windows. + +As years passed, however, there grew to be one exception in this +regard. Sister Silvia loved not the town with its busy streets, nor +the front windows with their gossiping heads thrust out or in. She had +her own chamber on the Campagna side, and there she sat the livelong +day with knitting or sewing, never going out, except at early +morning to hear mass. There her mother accompanied her--a large, +self-satisfied woman beside a pallid little maiden who never raised +her eyes. Or, if her mother could not go, Matteo stalked along by her +side, and with his black looks made everybody afraid to glance her +way. Nobody liked to encounter the two black eyes of Matteo Guai. It +was understood that the knife in his belt was sharp, and that no +scruple of conscience would stand between him and any vengeance he +might choose to take for any affront he might choose to imagine. + +After mass, then, and the little work her mother permitted the girl to +do for health's sake, Silvia sat alone by her window and looked out on +the splendor which her eyes alone could appreciate. There lay the +Campagna rolling and waving for miles and miles around, till the +Sabines, all rose and amethyst, hemmed it in with their exquisite +wall, and the sea curved a gleaming sickle to cut off its flowery +passage, or the nearer mountains stood guard, almost covered by the +green spray it threw up their rocky sides. She sat and stared at Rome +while her busy fingers knit--at the wonderful city where she was one +day to go and be a nun, where the pope lived and kings came to worship +him. In the morning light the Holy City lay in the midst of the +Campagna like her mother's wedding-pearls when dropped in a heap on +their green cushion; and Silvia knelt with her face that way and +prayed for a soul as white, for she was to be the spouse of Christ, +and her purity was all that she could bring Him as a dowry. But when +evening came, and that other airy sea of fine golden mist flowed in +from the west, and made a gorgeous blur of all things, then the city +seemed to float upward from the earth and rise toward heaven all +stirring with the wings of its guardian angels, and Silvia would beg +that the New Jerusalem might not be assumed till she should have the +happiness of being in it. + +But there was a lovely view nearer than this visionary one, though the +little nun seldom looked at it. If she should lean from her window she +would see the mountain-side dropping from the gray walls of her home, +with clinging flowery vines and trees growing downward, while the +olives and grapevines of the Campagna came to meet them, setting here +and there a precarious little garden half-way up the steep. Just +under her window an almost perpendicular path came up, crept round the +walls and entered the town. But no one ever used this road now, for a +far wider and better one had been constructed at the other side of the +mountain, and all the people came up that way when the day's work was +over in the Campagna. + +One summer afternoon Silvia's reveries were broken by her mother's +voice calling her: "Silvia, come and prepare the salad for Matteo." + +It was an extraordinary request, but the girl went at once without +question. She seized upon every opportunity to practise obedience in +preparation for that time when her life would be made up of obedience +and prayer. + +Her mother was sitting by one of the windows talking with Matteo, who +had just come up from the Campagna. He had an unsocial habit of eating +alone, and, as he ate nothing when down in the vineyard, always wanted +his supper as soon as he came up. The table was set for him with +snow-white cloth and napkin, silver knife, fork and spoon, a loaf of +bread and a decanter of golden-sparkling wine icy cold from the grotto +hewn in the rock beneath the house; and he was just eating his +_minestra_ of vegetables when his sister came in. At the other end of +the long table was a head of crisp white lettuce, lying on a clean +linen towel, and two bottles--one of white vinegar, the other of oil +as sweet as cream and as bright as sunshine. Monte Compatri had no +need to send to Lucca for oil of olives while its own orchards +dropped such streams of pure richness. + +The room was large and dingy. The brick floor had never known other +cleansing than sprinkling and sweeping, the yellow-washed walls had +become with time a pale, mottled brown, the paint had disappeared +under a fixed dinginess which the dusting-brush alone could not +remove, and the glass of the windows had never been washed except by +the rain. Yet, for all that, the place had an air of cleanliness. For +though these people do not clean their houses more than they clean +their yards, yet their clothing and tables and beds are clean. +Plentiful white linen, stockings like snow, and bright dishes and +metals give a look of freshness and show well on the dim background. +Heavy walnut presses, carved and black with age, stood against +the walls, drinking-glasses and candlesticks sparkled on a dark +bureau-top, there was a bright picture or two, and the sunlighted +tinware of a house at the other side of the street threw a cluster of +tiny rays like a bouquet of light in at the window. Silvia received +these sun-blossoms on her head when she placed herself at the lower +end of the table. She pushed the sleeves of her white sack back from +her slim white arms, and began washing the lettuce-leaves in a bowl of +fresh water and breaking them in the towel. The leaves broke with +a fine snap and dropped in pieces as stiff as paper into a large +dark-blue plate of old Japanese ware. A connoisseur in porcelain would +have set such a plate on his drawing-room wall as a picture. + +"How does Claudio work?" the mother asked of her son. + +"He works well," Matteo replied. "He is worth two of our common +fellows, if he _is_ educated." + +"Nevertheless, I should not have employed him," the mother said. "He +has disobeyed and disappointed his parents, and he should be punished. +They meant him to be a priest, and raked and scraped every soldo to +educate him. Now, just when he is at the point of being able to repay +them, he makes up his mind that he has no vocation for the priesthood, +and breaks their hearts by his ingratitude. It is nonsense to set +one's will up so and have such scruples. Obedience is vocation enough +for anything. There should be a prison where parents could put the +children who disobey them." + +The Sora Guai spoke sternly, and looked as if she would not have +hesitated to put a refractory child in the deepest of dungeons. + +"He was a fool, but he earns his money," Matteo responded, and, +drawing a plate of deliciously fried frogs toward him, began to gnaw +them and throw the bones on the floor. + +Silvia gave him the salad, and poured wine and water into the tumbler +for him, while his mother went to the kitchen for a dish of fricasseed +pigeons. + +"There's no onion in the salad," Matteo grumbled when she came back. + +Silvia uttered an exclamation of dismay, ran for a silvery-white +little onion and sliced it thinly into the salad. + +"Forgive me, Matteo," she said. "I was distracted by the thought of +Claudio. It seems such a terrible thing." + +"It would be a much more terrible thing if it were a girl who +disobeyed," Matteo growled. He did not like that girls should +criticise men. + +"So it would," the girl responded, with meek readiness. + +"I don't know why I feel so tired to-day," the mother said, sinking +into a chair again. "My bones ache as if I had been working in the +vineyard all day." + +"You are not ill, mamma?" exclaimed Silvia, blushing with alarm. + +The answer was a hesitating one: "I don't see what can ail me. It +wouldn't be anything, only that I am so tired without having done +much." + +"Perhaps it's the weather, mamma," Silvia suggested. + +Gentle as she was, she had adopted the ruthless and ungrateful Italian +custom of ascribing every ache and pain of the body to some almost +imperceptible change in their too beautiful weather. The smallest +cloud goes laden with more accusations than it holds drops of rain, +and the ill winds that blow nobody any good blow through those shining +skies from morning till night and from night till morning again. + +The Sora Guai was sicker than she dreamed. It was not the summer sun +that scorched her so, nor the _scirocco_ that made her head so heavy. +What malaria she had found to breathe on the mountain-top it would be +hard to say; but the dreaded _perniciosa_ had caught her in its grasp, +and she was doomed. The fever burned fiercely for a few days, and when +it was quenched there was nothing left but ashes. + +And thus died the only earthly thing to which Sister Silvia's heart +clung. The mother had been stern, but the daughter was too submissive +to need correction. She had never had any will of her own, except to +love and obey. Collision between them was therefore impossible, and +the daughter felt as a frail plant growing under a shadowing tree +might feel if the tree were cut down. She was bare to every wind that +blew. She had no companions of her own age--she had no companion of +any age, in fact--and she had not been accustomed to think for herself +in the smallest thing. + +She had got bent into a certain shape, however, and her brother and +sister felt quite safe on her account. Everybody knew that she was to +be a nun of the Perpetual Adoration; that she was soon to go to the +convent of Santa Maria Maddalena on the Quirinal in Rome; and that, +once entered there, she would never again see a person from outside. +The town's-people were accustomed to the wall of silence and seclusion +which had already grown up about her, and they did not even seek to +salute her when they met her going to and from church in the morning. +To these simple citizens, ignorant but reverential, Sister Silvia's +lowered eyelids were as inviolate as the pearl gates of the New +Jerusalem. Besides, to help their reverence, there were the fierce +black eyes and strange reputation of Matteo. So when, a day or two +after her mother's death, his sister begged him to accompany her to +church in the early morning, and leave her in the care of some decent +woman there, Matteo replied that she might go by herself. + +She set out for the first time alone on what had ever been to her a +_via sacra_, and was now become a _via dolorosa_, where her tears +dropped as she walked. And going so once, she went again. Pepina, the +elder sister, a widow now, had come home to keep house for Matteo, but +she was too much taken up with work, the care of her two children and +looking out for a second husband to have time to watch Silvia, and +after a few weeks the young girl went as unheeded as a matron in her +daily walk. + +At home her life was nearly the same. She mended the clothes from the +washing and knit stockings, and sat at her window and looked off over +the Campagna toward Rome. + +One evening she sat there before going to bed and watched the +moonlight turn all the earth to black and silver under the purple +sky--a black like velvet, so deep and soft was it, and a silver like +white fire, clear and splendid, yet beautifully soft. She was feeling +desolate, and her tears dropped down, now and then breaking into sobs. +It had been pleasant to sit there alone when she knew that her mother +was below stairs, strong, healthy and gay. All that life had been as +the oil over which her little flame burned. Lacking it, she grew dim, +just as the floating wick in her little blue vase before the Madonna +grew dim when the oil was gone. + +As she wept and heard unconsciously the nightingales, she grew +conscious of another song that mingled with theirs. It was a human +voice, clear and sweet as an angel's, and it sang a melody she knew in +little snatches that seemed to begin and end in a sigh. The voice came +nearer and paused beneath a fig tree, and the words grew distinct. + +"Pieta, signore, di me dolente," it sang. + +Silvia leaned out of the window and looked down at the singer. His +face was lifted to the white moonlight, and seemed in its pallid +beauty a concentration of the moonlight. Only his face was visible, +for the shadow of the tree hid all his figure. One might almost have +expected to catch a glimmer of two motionless wings bearing up that +face, so fair it was. + +To Silvia it was as if another self, who grieved also, but who +could speak, were uttering all her pain, and lightening it so. She +recognized Claudio's voice. He was the chief singer in the cathedral, +and sang like an angel. She was afraid that Claudio had done very +wrong in not being a priest, but, for all that, she had often found +her devotion increased by his singing. The Christmas night would not +have been half so joyful lacking his _Adeste Fideles_; the _Stabat +Mater_ sung by him in Holy Week made her tears of religious sorrow +burst forth afresh; and when on Easter morning he sang the _Gloria_ +it had seemed to her that the heavens were opening. + +For all that, however, he had been to her not a person, but a voice. +That he should come here and express her sorrow made him seem +different. For the first time she looked at his face. By daylight it +was thin and finely featured, and of a clear darkness like shaded +water, through which the faintest tinge of color is visible. In this +transfigurating moonlight it became of a luminous whiteness. + +The song ended, the singer turned his head slightly and looked up at +Silvia's window. She did not draw back. There was no recognition of +any human sympathy with him, and no slightest consciousness of that +airy and silent friendship which had long been weaving itself over the +tops of the mountains that separated them. How could she know that +Claudio had sung for her, and that it had been the measure of his +success to see her head droop or lift as he sang of sorrow and pain or +of joy and triumph? The choir had their post over the door; and, +besides, she never glanced up even in going out. Therefore she gazed +down into his uplifted face with a sweet and sorrowful tranquillity, +her soul pure and candid to its uttermost depths. + +For Claudio, who had sung to express his sympathy for her, but had not +dreamed of seeing her, it was as if the dark-blue sky above had opened +and an angel had looked out when he saw her face. He could only +stretch his clasped hands toward her. + +The gesture made her weep anew, for it was like human kindness. She +hid her face in her handkerchief, and he saw her wipe the tears away +again and again. + +Claudio remembered a note he carried. It had been written the night +before--not with any hope of her ever seeing it, but, as he had +written her hundreds of notes before, pouring out his heart into them +because it was too full to bear without that relief. He took the note +out, but how should he give it to her? The window was too far above +for him to toss so light a thing unless it should be weighted with a +stone; and he could not throw a stone at Silvia's window. He held it +up, and, that she might see it more clearly, tore up a handful of red +poppies and laid it white on the blossoms that were a deep red by +night. + +Silvia understood, and after a moment's study dropped him down the +ball of her knitting; and soon the note came swaying up through the +still air resting on its cushion of poppies, for Claudio had wound the +thread about both flowers and letter. + +He smiled with an almost incredulous delight as he saw the package +arrive safely at its destination, and caught afterward the faint red +light of the lamp that Silvia had taken down from before her Madonna +to read the note by. Since she was a little thing only five or six +years old his heart had turned toward her, and her small white face +had been to him the one star in a dim life. He still kept two or three +tiny flowers she had given him years before when his family and hers +were coming together down from Monte San Silvestro at the other side +of Monte Compatri. The two children, with others, had stopped to stick +fresh flowers through the wire screen before the great crucifix +half-way up the mountain, and Silvia had given Claudio these blossoms. +He had laid them away with his treasures and relics--the bit of muslin +from the veil of Our Lady of Loretto, the almost invisible speck from +the cord of St. Francis of Assisi and the little paper of the ashes of +Blessed Joseph Labre. In those days he was the little priest and she +the little nun, and their companions stood respectfully back for them. +Now he was no more the priest, and she was up there in her window +against the sky reading the note he had written her. + +This is what the note said: + + "My heart is breaking for your sorrow. Why should such eyes + as yours be permitted to weep? Who is there to wipe those + tears away? Oh that I might catch them as they fall! Drop me + down a handkerchief that has been wet with them, that I may + keep it as a relic. Tell me of some way in which I can + console you and spend my life to serve you." + +She read with a mingling of consolation and astonishment. Why, this +was more than her mother cared for her! But perhaps men were really +more strongly loving than women. It would seem so, since God, who +knows all, when He wanted to express His love to mankind, took the +form of a man, not of a woman. Then she considered whether, and how, +she should answer this note, and the result of her considering was +this, written hastily on a bit of paper in which some Agnus Dei had +been wrapped: + + "I do not know what I ought to write to you, but I thank + you for your kindness. It comforts me, and I have need of + comfort. I think, though, that it may be wrong for you to + speak of my handkerchief as if it were a relic. Relics are + things which have belonged to the saints, and I am not a + saint at all, though I hope to become one. I frequently do + wrong. Spend your life in serving God, and pray for me. You + pray in singing, and your singing is very sweet. + + "SILVIA." + +It seemed to her a simple and merely polite note. To him it was as +the spark to a magazine of powder. All the possibilities of his life, +only half hoped or half dreamed of, burst at once into a flame of +certainty. She had need of comfort, and he comforted her! His voice +was sweet to her, and his singing was a prayer! + +Silvia should not be a nun. She should break the bond imposed by her +mother, as he had broken that imposed by his parents. She should be +his wife, and they would live in Rome. He knew that his voice would +find bread for them. + +All this flashed through his mind as he read, and pressed to his lips +the handkerchief which she had dropped down to him, though it was not +a relic. He lifted his arms upward toward her window with a rapturous +joy, as if to embrace her, but she did not look out again. A little +scruple for having deprived the Madonna for a moment of her lamp had +made her resolve to say at once a decade of the rosary in expiation. +He waited till the sound of closing doors and wandering voices told +that the inhabitants gathered for the evening in the Lungara were +separating to their homes, then went reluctantly away. Matteo would be +at home, and Matteo's face might look down at him from that other +window beside Silvia's. So he also went home, with the moonlight +between his feet and the ground and stars sparkling in his brain. He +felt as if his head were the sky. + +This was an August night. One day in October, Matteo told his sister +that she was to go to Rome with him the next morning to pass a month +with a family they knew there, and afterward begin her novitiate in +the convent of the Sacramentarians at Monte Cavallo. He had received a +letter from the Signora Fantini, who would receive her and do +everything for her. He and Pepina had no time, now that the vintage +had begun, to attend to such affairs, even if they knew how. + +Silvia grew pale. She had not expected to go before the spring, and +now all was arranged without a word being said to her, and she was to +go without saying good-bye to any one. + +Matteo's sharp eyes were watching her. "You will be ready to start at +seven o'clock," he said; "I must be back to-morrow night." + +"Yes, Matteo," she faltered, hesitated a moment, then ventured to add, +"I did not expect to go to soon." + +"And what of that?" he demanded roughly. "You were to go at the proper +time, and the proper time is to-morrow." + +She trembled, but ventured another word: "I should like to see my +confessor first." + +"He will come here this evening to see you," her brother replied: "I +have already talked with him. You have nothing else to do. Pepina will +pack your trunk while you are talking with the priest." + +Silvia had no more to say. She was bound hand and foot. Besides, she +was willing to go, she assured herself. It was her duty to obey her +parents, or the ones who stood in their place and had authority over +her. Matteo said she must go; therefore it was her duty to go, and she +was willing. + +But the willing girl looked very pale and walked about with a very +feeble step, and it was hard work to keep the tears that were every +moment rising to her eyes from falling over her cheeks. It was such a +pitiful face, indeed, that Father Teodoli, when he came just before +Ave Maria, asked if Silvia were ill. + +"She has had a toothache," Matteo said quickly, and gave his sister a +glance. + +"And what have you done for it, my child?" the priest asked kindly. + +"Nothing," Silvia faltered out. + +"I will leave you to give Silvia all the advice she needs," Matteo +said after the compliments of welcome were over. "I have to go down +the Lungara for men to work in the vineyard to-morrow. Silvia, come +and shut the door after me: there is too much draught here." + +Silvia followed her brother to the door, trembling for what he might +say or do. Well she knew that his command was given only that he might +have a chance to speak with her alone. + +"Mind what you say to your confessor," he whispered, grasping her arm +and speaking in her ear. "You are to be a nun: you wish to be, and you +are willing to set out to-morrow. Tell him no nonsense--do you +hear?--or it will be worse for you. I shall know every word you say. +If he asks if you had a toothache, say Yes. Do you hear?" + +"Yes, Matteo." + +She went back half fainting, and did as she had been commanded. If +there had been any little lurking impulse to beg for another week or +month, it died of fear. If she had any confession to make of other +wishes than those chosen for her, she postponed it. Matteo might be +behind the door listening, or in the next room or at the window. It +seemed to her that he could make himself invisible in order to keep +guard over her. + +So the priest talked a little, learned nothing, gave some advice, +recommended himself to her prayers, gave her his benediction, and +went. Then Pepina called her to see the trunk all packed with linen +that had been laid by for her for years, and Matteo, who had really +been lurking about the house, told her to go to bed, and himself +really went off this time to the Lungara. Pepina's lover came for her +to sit out on the doorstep with him, and Silvia was left alone. Nobody +cared for her. All had other interests, and they forgot her the moment +she was out of their sight. Worse, even: they wanted her to be for +ever out of their sight, that they might never have to think of her. + +But no: there was one who did not forget her--who would perhaps +now have heard that she was going away, and be waiting in the +mountain-path for her. She hastened to her room, locked the door and +went to the window. He made a gesture of haste, and she dropped the +ball down to him. This was not the second time that their conversation +had been held by means of a thread. Indeed, they had come to talk so +every night. At first it had been a few words only, and Silvia's +unconsciousness and her sincerity in her intention to follow her +mother's will had imposed silence on the young man. But little by +little he had ventured, and she had understood; and within the last +week there had been no concealments between them, though Silvia still +resisted all his prayers to change her resolution and brave her +brother. + +His first note was in her hands in a moment: + +"Is it possible that what I hear is true? I will not believe it: I +will not let you go." + +"Yes, and I must go," she wrote back. "I have to start at seven in the +morning. Dear Claudio, be resigned: there is no help for it." + +"Silvia, why will you persist in ruining your life and mine? It is a +sin. Say that you are too sick to go to-morrow. Stay in bed all day, +and by night I will have a rope-ladder for you to come down to me. We +can run away and hide somewhere." + +"I cannot. We could never hide from Matteo: he would find us out and +kill us both." + +"I will go to the Holy Father and tell him all. We could be in Rome +early in the morning if we should walk all night." + +"Matteo would hear us: he hears everything. We should never reach +Rome. He would find us wherever we might be hidden. If we were dead +and buried he would pull us out of the ground to stab us. I must go. +I have sinned in having so much intercourse with you. Be resigned, +Claudio. Be a good man, and we shall meet in heaven. The earth is a +terrible place: I am afraid of it. I want to shut myself up in the +convent and be at peace. I fear so much that I tremble all the time. +Say addio." + +"I cannot. Will you stay in bed to-morrow, and let me try if I cannot +go to Rome?" + +"Say addio, Claudio. I dare not stay here any longer: I hear some one +outside my door. I say addio to you now. I shall not drop the ball +again." + +She did not even draw it up again, for the thread caught on a nail in +the wall and broke. And at the same time there was a knock at her +door. + +"Silvia, why do you not go to bed?" Matteo called out: "I hear you +up." + +"I am going now," she made haste to answer, and in her terror threw +herself on the bed without undressing. She wondered if Matteo could +hear her heart beat through the wall or see how she was shaking. + +The next morning at seven o'clock Silvia and her brother took their +seats in the clumsy coach that goes from Monte Compatri to Rome +whenever there are passengers enough to fill it, and after confused +leavetakings from all but the one she wished most to see they set out. +Claudio was invisible. In fact, he had lain on the ground all night +beneath her window, and now, hidden in a tree, was watching the +winding road for an occasional glimpse of the carriage as it bore his +love away. + +The peasants of Italy, when they see the Milky Way stretching its +wavering, cloudy path across the sky, shining as if made up of the +footprints of innumerable saints, say that it is the road to +Jerusalem. The road to the New Jerusalem has no such pallid and +spiritual glory: its colors are those of life. No death but that of +martyrdom, with its rosy blood, waving palm-branch and golden crown, +is figured there. Life, and the joy of life, beauty so profuse that it +can afford to have a few blemishes like a slatternly Venus, and the +_dolce far niente_ of poverty that neither works nor starves,--they +lie all along the road. + +Silvia was young, and had all her life looked forward to this journey. +She could not be quite indifferent. She looked and listened, though +all the time her heart was heavy for Claudio. They reached the gate of +St. John Lateran just as all the bells began to ring for the noon +_Angelus_, and in fifteen minutes were at the Signora Fantini's door +and Silvia in the kind lady's arms. It seemed to the girl that she had +found her mother again. That this lady was more gracious, graceful, +kind and beautiful than her mother had ever been she would not think. +She was simply another mother. And when Matteo had gone away home +again, not too soon, and when, after a few days' sightseeing, the +signora, suspecting that the continued sadness of her young guest had +some other cause than separation from her brother and sister, sought +persistently and artfully to win her secret, Silvia told her all with +many tears. She was going to be a nun because her mother had said that +she must--and she was willing to be a nun--certainly she was willing. +But, for all that, if it could have been so, she would have been so +happy with Claudio, and she never should be quite happy without him. + +"Then you must not be a nun," the signora said decidedly. "The thing +is all wrong. You have no vocation. You should have said all this +before." + +For already the signora had taken Silvia to see the Superior at Monte +Cavallo, who had promised to receive the young novice in three weeks, +and had told her what work she could perform in the convent. "You are +not strong, I think," she had said, "but you can knit the stockings. +All have to work." + +And Monsignor Catinari, whose business it was to examine all +candidates for the conventual life, had held a long conversation with +her and gone away perfectly satisfied. + +But when the signora proposed to undo all this, Silvia was wild with +terror. No, no, she would be a nun. Her mother had said so, she wished +it, and Matteo would kill her if she should refuse. + +"Leave it all to me," the signora said, and laid her motherly hand on +the trembling little ones held out to her in entreaty. "We will look +out for that. Matteo shall not hurt you or Claudio. I am going to send +for Monsignor Catinari again, and you must tell him the truth this +time. And then we will see what can be done in the case. Don't look so +terrified, child. Do you think that Matteo rules the world?" + +Poor little Silvia could not be reassured, for to her other terrors +was now added Monsignor Catinari's possible wrath. To her, men were +objects of terror. The doctrine of masculine supremacy, so pitilessly +upheld in Italy, was exaggerated to her mind by her brother's +character; and though she believed that help was sometimes possible, +she also believed that it often came too late, as in the case of poor +Beatrice Cenci. They might stand between her and Matteo, but if he had +first killed her, what good would it do? She had a fixed idea that he +would kill her. + +Monsignor Catinari was indeed much provoked when the signora told him +the true story of the little novice. + +"Just see what creatures girls are!" he exclaimed. "How are we to know +if they have a vocation or not? That girl professed herself both +willing and desirous to be a nun." + +He did not scold Silvia, however. When he saw her pretty frightened +face his heart relented. "You have told me a good many lies, my +child," he said, "but I forgive you, since they were not intended in +malice. We will say no more about it. I learn from the signora that +this Claudio is a good young man, so the sooner you are married the +better. Cheer up: we will have you a bride by the first week of +November; and if Claudio has such a wonderful voice, he can make his +way in Rome." The reassurances of a man were more effectual than those +of a woman. + +"At last I believe! at last I fear no more!" Silvia cried, throwing +herself into the arms of the Signora Fantini when the Monsignor was +gone. "Oh how beautiful the earth is! how beautiful life is!" + +"We will then begin immediately to enjoy life," the signora replied. +"Collation is ready, and Nanna has bought us some of the most +delicious grapes. See how large and rich they are! One could almost +slice them. There! these black figs are like honey. Try one now, +before your soup. The macaroni that will be brought in presently was +made in the house--none of your Naples stuff, made nobody knows how or +by whom. What else Nanna has for us I cannot say. She was very secret +this morning, and I suspect that means rice-balls seasoned with +mushrooms and hashed giblets of turkey. She always becomes mysterious +when those are in preparation. Eat well, child, and get a little flesh +and color before Claudio comes." + +They made a merry breakfast, with the noon sun sending its golden +arrows through every tiniest chink of the closed shutters and an +almost summer heat reigning without. Then there was an hour of sleep, +then a drive to the Pincio to see all the notable people who came up +there to look at or speak to each other while the sun sank behind St. +Peter's. And in the evening after dinner they went to the housetop to +see the fireworks which were being displayed for some festa or other; +and later there was music, and then to bed. + +Life became an enchantment to the little bride-elect, as life in Italy +will become to any one who has not too heavy a cross to bear. For +peace in this beautiful land means delight, not merely the absence of +pain. How the sun shone! and how the fountains danced! What roses +bloomed everywhere! what fruits of Eden were everywhere piled! How +soft the speech was! and how sweet the smiles! And when it was +discovered that Silvia had a beautiful voice, so that she and Claudio +would be like a pair of birds together, then it seemed to her that a +nest of twigs on a tree-branch would be all that she could desire. + +They took her to see the pope on one of those days. It was as if they +had taken her to heaven. To her he was the soul of Rome, the reason +why Rome was; and when she saw his white figure against the scarlet +background of cardinals she remembered how Rome looked against the +rosy Campagna at sunset from her far-away window in Monte Compatri. + +"A little _sposa_, is she?" the pope said when Monsignor Catinari +presented her.--"I bless you, my child: wear this in memory of me." He +gave her a little gold medal from a tiny pocket at his side, laid his +hand on her head, and passed on. It was too much: she had to weep for +joy. + +Then, when the audience was over, they took her through the museum and +library, and some one gave her a bunch of roses out of the pope's +private garden, and she was put into a carriage and driven home, her +heart beating somewhere in her head, her feet winged and her eyes +dazzled. + +There was a rapturous letter from Claudio awaiting her, and by that +she knew that it was not all a dream. She rattled the paper in her +hands as she sat with her eyes shut, half dreaming, to make sure and +keep sure that she was not to wake up presently to bitterness. Claudio +would come to Rome in a week, and perhaps they would be married before +he should go back. There was no letter from Matteo. So much the +better. + +One golden day succeeded another, and Silvia changed from a lily to a +rose with marvellous rapidity. She was not a ruddy, full-leaved rose, +though, but like one of those delicate ones with clouds of red on them +and petals that only touch the calyx, as if they were wings and must +be free to move. She was slim and frail, and her color wavered, and +her head had a little droop, and her voice was low. She had always +been the stillest creature alive; and now, full of happiness as she +was, her feelings showed themselves in an uneasy stirring, like that +of a flower in which a bee has hidden itself. After the first outburst +she did not so much say that she was happy as breathe and look it. + +One noonday, when life seemed too beautiful to last, and they all sat +together after breakfast, the signora, her daughter and Silvia, too +contented to say a word, the door opened, and Matteo Guai came in with +a black, smileless face, and not the slightest salutation for his +sister. He had come to take Silvia home, he replied briefly to the +signora's compliments. She must be ready in an hour. The vintage was +suffering by his absence, and it was necessary that he should return +at once. + +Signora Fantini poured out the most voluble exclamations, prayers and +protests. She had forty engagements for Silvia. They had had only a +few days' visit from her, and she was to have stayed a month. They +would themselves accompany her to Monte Compatri later if it was +necessary that she should go. But, in fine, Monsignor Catinari did not +expect her to return. + +"I am the head of the family, and my sister has to obey me till she is +married," Matteo replied doggedly. "I suppose that Monsignor Catinari +will not deny that. The Church always supports the authority of the +master of the family." + +"Why, of course," the signora replied, rather confused by this +irresistible argument, "you have the right, and no one will resist +you. But as a favor now--" and the signora assumed her most coaxing +smile, and even advanced a plump white hand to touch Matteo's sleeve. + +She might as well have tried to bewitch and persuade the bronze +Augustus on the Capitoline Hill. + +"Things have changed since it was promised that Silvia should stay a +month with you," Matteo replied. "There is work at home for her to do. +Since she is not to be a nun, she must work. Let her be ready to start +in an hour: my carriage is waiting at the door. I am going out into +the piazza for a little while. I will send a man up for her trunk when +I am ready to start." + +Silvia uttered not a word. At sight of her brother she had sunk back +in her chair white and speechless. On hearing his voice she had closed +her eyes. + +He half turned to her before going out, looking at her out of the +corners of his evil eyes, a cold, strange smile wreathing his lips. +"So you are not going to be a nun?" he said. + +She did not respond. Only the quiver of her lowered eyelids and a +slight shiver told that she knew he was addressing her. + +Matteo went out, and the signora, at her wits' end, undertook to +encourage Silvia. There was no time to see Monsignor Catinari or to +appeal to any authority; and if there were, it would have availed +nothing perhaps. Almost any one would have said that the girl's +terrors were fanciful, and that it was quite natural her brother, who +would lose five hundred scudi by her change of purpose, should require +her to work as other girls of her condition worked. + +"Cheer up and go with him, _figlia mia_," she said, "and leave all to +me. I will see Monsignor Catinari this very evening, and post a letter +to you before I go to bed. If Matteo is unkind to you, we will have +you taken away from him at once. And, in any case, you shall be +married in a few weeks at the most, as Monsignor promised. Don't cry +so: don't say that you cannot go. I am sorry and vexed, my dear, but +I see no way but for you to go. Depend upon me. No harm shall come to +you. I will myself come to Monte Compatri within the week, and arrange +all for you. Besides, recollect that you will see Claudio: he is there +waiting for you. Perhaps you may see him this very evening." + +The Signora Fantini's efforts to cheer and reassure the sister were as +ineffectual as her efforts to persuade the brother had been. Silvia +submitted because she had no strength to resist. + +"O Madonna mia!" she kept murmuring, "he will kill me! he will kill +me! O Madonna mia! pray for me." + +When an Italian says that he will come back in an hour, you may look +for him after two hours. Matteo was no exception to the rule. It was +already mid-afternoon when the porter came up and said that Silvia's +brother was waiting for her below. + +The signora gave her a tumbler half full of _vin santo_, which she +kept for special occasions--a strong, delicious wine with the perfume +of a whole garden in it. "Drink every drop," she commanded: "it will +give you courage. You had better be a little tipsy than fainting away. +And put this bottle into your pocket to drink when you have need on +the way." + +More dead than alive, Silvia was placed in the little old-fashioned +carriage that Matteo had hired to come to Rome in, and her brother +took his seat beside her. The Signora Fantini and her daughter leaned +from the window, kissing their hands to her and shaking their +handkerchiefs as long as she was in sight. And as long as she was in +sight they saw her pale face turned backward, looking at them. Then +the tawny stone of a church-corner hid her from their eyes for ever. + +Who knows or can guess what that drive was? The two passed through +Frascati, and Matteo stopped to speak to an acquaintance there. They +drove around Monte Porzio, and Matteo stopped again, to buy a glass of +wine and some figs. He offered some to his sister, but she shook her +head. + +"She is sleepy," her brother said to the man of whom he had bought. +"Give me another tumbler of wine: it isn't bad." + +"It is the last barrel I have of the vintage of two years ago," the +man replied. "It was a good vintage. If the signorina would take a +drop she would sleep the better. Besides, the night is coming on and +there is a chill in the air." + +Silvia opened her eyes and made the little horizontal motion with her +forefinger which in Italy means no. + +"She will sleep well enough," Matteo said, and drove on. + +Night was coming on, and they had no more towns to pass--only a bit +more of lonely level road and the lonely road that wound to and fro up +the mountain-side. At the best, they could not reach home before ten +o'clock. The road went to and fro--sometimes open, to give a view of +the Campagna and the Sabine Mountains, and Soracte swimming in a +lustrous dimness on the horizon; sometimes shut in closely by trees, +that made it almost black in spite of the moon. For the moon was low +and gave but little light, being but a crescent as yet. There was a +shooting star now and then, breaking out like a rocket with a trail of +sparks or slipping small and pallid across the sky. + +One of these latter might have been poor Silvia's soul slipping away +from the earth. It went out there somewhere on the mountain-side. +Matteo said the carriage tilted, and she, being asleep, fell out +before he could prevent. Her temple struck a sharp rock, and Claudio +missed his bride. + +He had to keep quiet about it, though. What could he prove? what could +any one prove? Where knives are sharp and people mind their own +business, or express their opinions only by a shrug of the shoulders +and a grimace, how is a poor boy, how is even a rich man or a rich +woman, to come at the truth in such a case? Besides, the truth would +not have brought her back, poor little Silvia! + + + + +TRANSCRIBER'S NOTE: + +Minor changes have been made to correct typesetters' errors; otherwise +every effort has been made to remain true to the author's words and +intent. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Stories by American Authors, Volume 2, by Various + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES BY AMERICAN AUTHORS, VOL 2 *** + +***** This file should be named 31064.txt or 31064.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/1/0/6/31064/ + +Produced by D Alexander, Juliet Sutherland and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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