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FOR PUBLIC DOMAIN ETEXTS*Ver.04.29.93*END* + + + + The Early Short Fiction of Edith Wharton + A Ten-Part Collection + Part Two + + + + Contents of Part Two + + Stories + AFTERWARD............................January 1910 + THE FULNESS OF LIFE..................December 1893 + A VENETIAN NIGHT'S ENTERTAINMENT.....December 1903 + XINGU................................December 1911 + THE VERDICT..........................June 1908 + THE RECKONING........................August 1902 + + + Verse + + BOTTICELLI'S MADONNA IN THE LOUVRE...January 1891 + THE TOMB OF ILARIA GIUNIGI...........February 1891 + THE SONNET...........................November 1891 + TWO BACKGROUNDS......................November 1892 + EXPERIENCE...........................January 1893 + CHARTRES.............................September 1893 + LIFE.................................June 1894 + AN AUTUMN SUNSET.....................October 1894 + + + + +AFTERWARD +January 1910 + + +I + + +"Oh, there IS one, of course, but you'll never know it." + +The assertion, laughingly flung out six months earlier in a +bright June garden, came back to Mary Boyne with a sharp +perception of its latent significance as she stood, in the +December dusk, waiting for the lamps to be brought into the +library. + +The words had been spoken by their friend Alida Stair, as they +sat at tea on her lawn at Pangbourne, in reference to the very +house of which the library in question was the central, the +pivotal "feature." Mary Boyne and her husband, in quest of a +country place in one of the southern or southwestern counties, +had, on their arrival in England, carried their problem straight +to Alida Stair, who had successfully solved it in her own case; +but it was not until they had rejected, almost capriciously, +several practical and judicious suggestions that she threw it +out: "Well, there's Lyng, in Dorsetshire. It belongs to Hugo's +cousins, and you can get it for a song." + +The reasons she gave for its being obtainable on these terms--its +remoteness from a station, its lack of electric light, hot-water +pipes, and other vulgar necessities--were exactly those pleading +in its favor with two romantic Americans perversely in search of +the economic drawbacks which were associated, in their tradition, +with unusual architectural felicities. + +"I should never believe I was living in an old house unless I was +thoroughly uncomfortable," Ned Boyne, the more extravagant of the +two, had jocosely insisted; "the least hint of 'convenience' +would make me think it had been bought out of an exhibition, with +the pieces numbered, and set up again." And they had proceeded +to enumerate, with humorous precision, their various suspicions +and exactions, refusing to believe that the house their cousin +recommended was REALLY Tudor till they learned it had no heating +system, or that the village church was literally in the grounds +till she assured them of the deplorable uncertainty of the water- +supply. + +"It's too uncomfortable to be true!" Edward Boyne had continued +to exult as the avowal of each disadvantage was successively +wrung from her; but he had cut short his rhapsody to ask, with a +sudden relapse to distrust: "And the ghost? You've been +concealing from us the fact that there is no ghost!" + +Mary, at the moment, had laughed with him, yet almost with her +laugh, being possessed of several sets of independent +perceptions, had noted a sudden flatness of tone in Alida's +answering hilarity. + +"Oh, Dorsetshire's full of ghosts, you know." + +"Yes, yes; but that won't do. I don't want to have to drive ten +miles to see somebody else's ghost. I want one of my own on the +premises. IS there a ghost at Lyng?" + +His rejoinder had made Alida laugh again, and it was then that +she had flung back tantalizingly: "Oh, there IS one, of course, +but you'll never know it." + +"Never know it?" Boyne pulled her up. "But what in the world +constitutes a ghost except the fact of its being known for one?" + +"I can't say. But that's the story." + +"That there's a ghost, but that nobody knows it's a ghost?" + +"Well--not till afterward, at any rate." + +"Till afterward?" + +"Not till long, long afterward." + +"But if it's once been identified as an unearthly visitant, why +hasn't its signalement been handed down in the family? How has +it managed to preserve its incognito?" + +Alida could only shake her head. "Don't ask me. But it has." + +"And then suddenly--" Mary spoke up as if from some cavernous +depth of divination--"suddenly, long afterward, one says to one's +self, 'THAT WAS it?'" + +She was oddly startled at the sepulchral sound with which her +question fell on the banter of the other two, and she saw the +shadow of the same surprise flit across Alida's clear pupils. +"I suppose so. One just has to wait." + +"Oh, hang waiting!" Ned broke in. "Life's too short for a ghost +who can only be enjoyed in retrospect. Can't we do better than +that, Mary?" + +But it turned out that in the event they were not destined to, +for within three months of their conversation with Mrs. Stair +they were established at Lyng, and the life they had yearned for +to the point of planning it out in all its daily details had +actually begun for them. + +It was to sit, in the thick December dusk, by just such a wide- +hooded fireplace, under just such black oak rafters, with the +sense that beyond the mullioned panes the downs were darkening to +a deeper solitude: it was for the ultimate indulgence in such +sensations that Mary Boyne had endured for nearly fourteen years +the soul-deadening ugliness of the Middle West, and that Boyne +had ground on doggedly at his engineering till, with a suddenness +that still made her blink, the prodigious windfall of the Blue +Star Mine had put them at a stroke in possession of life and the +leisure to taste it. They had never for a moment meant their new +state to be one of idleness; but they meant to give themselves +only to harmonious activities. She had her vision of painting +and gardening (against a background of gray walls), he dreamed of +the production of his long-planned book on the "Economic Basis of +Culture"; and with such absorbing work ahead no existence could +be too sequestered; they could not get far enough from the world, +or plunge deep enough into the past. + +Dorsetshire had attracted them from the first by a semblance of +remoteness out of all proportion to its geographical position. +But to the Boynes it was one of the ever-recurring wonders of the +whole incredibly compressed island--a nest of counties, as they +put it--that for the production of its effects so little of a +given quality went so far: that so few miles made a distance, and +so short a distance a difference. + +"It's that," Ned had once enthusiastically explained, "that gives +such depth to their effects, such relief to their least +contrasts. They've been able to lay the butter so thick on every +exquisite mouthful." + +The butter had certainly been laid on thick at Lyng: the old gray +house, hidden under a shoulder of the downs, had almost all the +finer marks of commerce with a protracted past. The mere fact +that it was neither large nor exceptional made it, to the Boynes, +abound the more richly in its special sense--the sense of having +been for centuries a deep, dim reservoir of life. The life had +probably not been of the most vivid order: for long periods, no +doubt, it had fallen as noiselessly into the past as the quiet +drizzle of autumn fell, hour after hour, into the green fish-pond +between the yews; but these back-waters of existence sometimes +breed, in their sluggish depths, strange acuities of emotion, and +Mary Boyne had felt from the first the occasional brush of an +intenser memory. + +The feeling had never been stronger than on the December +afternoon when, waiting in the library for the belated lamps, she +rose from her seat and stood among the shadows of the hearth. +Her husband had gone off, after luncheon, for one of his long +tramps on the downs. She had noticed of late that he preferred +to be unaccompanied on these occasions; and, in the tried +security of their personal relations, had been driven to conclude +that his book was bothering him, and that he needed the +afternoons to turn over in solitude the problems left from the +morning's work. Certainly the book was not going as smoothly as +she had imagined it would, and the lines of perplexity between +his eyes had never been there in his engineering days. Then he +had often looked fagged to the verge of illness, but the native +demon of "worry" had never branded his brow. Yet the few pages +he had so far read to her--the introduction, and a synopsis of +the opening chapter--gave evidences of a firm possession of his +subject, and a deepening confidence in his powers. + +The fact threw her into deeper perplexity, since, now that he had +done with "business" and its disturbing contingencies, the one +other possible element of anxiety was eliminated. Unless it were +his health, then? But physically he had gained since they had +come to Dorsetshire, grown robuster, ruddier, and fresher-eyed. +It was only within a week that she had felt in him the +undefinable change that made her restless in his absence, and as +tongue-tied in his presence as though it were SHE who had a +secret to keep from him! + +The thought that there WAS a secret somewhere between them struck +her with a sudden smart rap of wonder, and she looked about her +down the dim, long room. + +"Can it be the house?" she mused. + +The room itself might have been full of secrets. They seemed to +be piling themselves up, as evening fell, like the layers and +layers of velvet shadow dropping from the low ceiling, the dusky +walls of books, the smoke-blurred sculpture of the hooded hearth. + +"Why, of course--the house is haunted!" she reflected. + +The ghost--Alida's imperceptible ghost--after figuring largely in +the banter of their first month or two at Lyng, had been +gradually discarded as too ineffectual for imaginative use. Mary +had, indeed, as became the tenant of a haunted house, made the +customary inquiries among her few rural neighbors, but, beyond a +vague, "They du say so, Ma'am," the villagers had nothing to +impart. The elusive specter had apparently never had sufficient +identity for a legend to crystallize about it, and after a time +the Boynes had laughingly set the matter down to their profit- +and-loss account, agreeing that Lyng was one of the few houses +good enough in itself to dispense with supernatural enhancements. + +"And I suppose, poor, ineffectual demon, that's why it beats its +beautiful wings in vain in the void," Mary had laughingly +concluded. + +"Or, rather," Ned answered, in the same strain, "why, amid so +much that's ghostly, it can never affirm its separate existence +as THE ghost." And thereupon their invisible housemate had +finally dropped out of their references, which were numerous +enough to make them promptly unaware of the loss. + +Now, as she stood on the hearth, the subject of their earlier +curiosity revived in her with a new sense of its meaning--a sense +gradually acquired through close daily contact with the scene of +the lurking mystery. It was the house itself, of course, that +possessed the ghost-seeing faculty, that communed visually but +secretly with its own past; and if one could only get into close +enough communion with the house, one might surprise its secret, +and acquire the ghost-sight on one's own account. Perhaps, in +his long solitary hours in this very room, where she never +trespassed till the afternoon, her husband HAD acquired it +already, and was silently carrying the dread weight of whatever +it had revealed to him. Mary was too well-versed in the code of +the spectral world not to know that one could not talk about the +ghosts one saw: to do so was almost as great a breach of good- +breeding as to name a lady in a club. But this explanation did +not really satisfy her. "What, after all, except for the fun of +the frisson," she reflected, "would he really care for any of +their old ghosts?" And thence she was thrown back once more on +the fundamental dilemma: the fact that one's greater or less +susceptibility to spectral influences had no particular bearing +on the case, since, when one DID see a ghost at Lyng, one did not +know it. + +"Not till long afterward," Alida Stair had said. Well, supposing +Ned HAD seen one when they first came, and had known only within +the last week what had happened to him? More and more under the +spell of the hour, she threw back her searching thoughts to the +early days of their tenancy, but at first only to recall a gay +confusion of unpacking, settling, arranging of books, and calling +to each other from remote corners of the house as treasure after +treasure of their habitation revealed itself to them. It was in +this particular connection that she presently recalled a certain +soft afternoon of the previous October, when, passing from the +first rapturous flurry of exploration to a detailed inspection of +the old house, she had pressed (like a novel heroine) a panel +that opened at her touch, on a narrow flight of stairs leading to +an unsuspected flat ledge of the roof--the roof which, from +below, seemed to slope away on all sides too abruptly for any but +practised feet to scale. + +The view from this hidden coign was enchanting, and she had flown +down to snatch Ned from his papers and give him the freedom of +her discovery. She remembered still how, standing on the narrow +ledge, he had passed his arm about her while their gaze flew to +the long, tossed horizon-line of the downs, and then dropped +contentedly back to trace the arabesque of yew hedges about the +fish-pond, and the shadow of the cedar on the lawn. + +"And now the other way," he had said, gently turning her about +within his arm; and closely pressed to him, she had absorbed, +like some long, satisfying draft, the picture of the gray-walled +court, the squat lions on the gates, and the lime-avenue reaching +up to the highroad under the downs. + +It was just then, while they gazed and held each other, that she +had felt his arm relax, and heard a sharp "Hullo!" that made her +turn to glance at him. + +Distinctly, yes, she now recalled she had seen, as she glanced, a +shadow of anxiety, of perplexity, rather, fall across his face; +and, following his eyes, had beheld the figure of a man--a man in +loose, grayish clothes, as it appeared to her--who was sauntering +down the lime-avenue to the court with the tentative gait of a +stranger seeking his way. Her short-sighted eyes had given her +but a blurred impression of slightness and grayness, with +something foreign, or at least unlocal, in the cut of the figure +or its garb; but her husband had apparently seen more--seen +enough to make him push past her with a sharp "Wait!" and dash +down the twisting stairs without pausing to give her a hand for +the descent. + +A slight tendency to dizziness obliged her, after a provisional +clutch at the chimney against which they had been leaning, to +follow him down more cautiously; and when she had reached the +attic landing she paused again for a less definite reason, +leaning over the oak banister to strain her eyes through the +silence of the brown, sun-flecked depths below. She lingered +there till, somewhere in those depths, she heard the closing of a +door; then, mechanically impelled, she went down the shallow +flights of steps till she reached the lower hall. + +The front door stood open on the mild sunlight of the court, and +hall and court were empty. The library door was open, too, and +after listening in vain for any sound of voices within, she +quickly crossed the threshold, and found her husband alone, +vaguely fingering the papers on his desk. + +He looked up, as if surprised at her precipitate entrance, but +the shadow of anxiety had passed from his face, leaving it even, +as she fancied, a little brighter and clearer than usual. + +"What was it? Who was it?" she asked. + +"Who?" he repeated, with the surprise still all on his side. + +"The man we saw coming toward the house." + +He seemed honestly to reflect. "The man? Why, I thought I saw +Peters; I dashed after him to say a word about the stable-drains, +but he had disappeared before I could get down." + +"Disappeared? Why, he seemed to be walking so slowly when we saw +him." + +Boyne shrugged his shoulders. "So I thought; but he must have +got up steam in the interval. What do you say to our trying a +scramble up Meldon Steep before sunset?" + +That was all. At the time the occurrence had been less than +nothing, had, indeed, been immediately obliterated by the magic +of their first vision from Meldon Steep, a height which they had +dreamed of climbing ever since they had first seen its bare spine +heaving itself above the low roof of Lyng. Doubtless it was the +mere fact of the other incident's having occurred on the very day +of their ascent to Meldon that had kept it stored away in the +unconscious fold of association from which it now emerged; for in +itself it had no mark of the portentous. At the moment there +could have been nothing more natural than that Ned should dash +himself from the roof in the pursuit of dilatory tradesmen. It +was the period when they were always on the watch for one or the +other of the specialists employed about the place; always lying +in wait for them, and dashing out at them with questions, +reproaches, or reminders. And certainly in the distance the gray +figure had looked like Peters. + +Yet now, as she reviewed the rapid scene, she felt her husband's +explanation of it to have been invalidated by the look of anxiety +on his face. Why had the familiar appearance of Peters made him +anxious? Why, above all, if it was of such prime necessity to +confer with that authority on the subject of the stable-drains, +had the failure to find him produced such a look of relief? Mary +could not say that any one of these considerations had occurred +to her at the time, yet, from the promptness with which they now +marshaled themselves at her summons, she had a sudden sense that +they must all along have been there, waiting their hour. + + + +II + + +Weary with her thoughts, she moved toward the window. The +library was now completely dark, and she was surprised to see how +much faint light the outer world still held. + +As she peered out into it across the court, a figure shaped +itself in the tapering perspective of bare lines: it looked a +mere blot of deeper gray in the grayness, and for an instant, as +it moved toward her, her heart thumped to the thought, "It's the +ghost!" + +She had time, in that long instant, to feel suddenly that the man +of whom, two months earlier, she had a brief distant vision from +the roof was now, at his predestined hour, about to reveal +himself as NOT having been Peters; and her spirit sank under the +impending fear of the disclosure. But almost with the next tick +of the clock the ambiguous figure, gaining substance and +character, showed itself even to her weak sight as her husband's; +and she turned away to meet him, as he entered, with the +confession of her folly. + +"It's really too absurd," she laughed out from the threshold, +"but I never CAN remember!" + +"Remember what?" Boyne questioned as they drew together. + +"That when one sees the Lyng ghost one never knows it." + +Her hand was on his sleeve, and he kept it there, but with no +response in his gesture or in the lines of his fagged, +preoccupied face. + +"Did you think you'd seen it?" he asked, after an appreciable +interval. + +"Why, I actually took YOU for it, my dear, in my mad +determination to spot it!" + +"Me--just now?" His arm dropped away, and he turned from her +with a faint echo of her laugh. "Really, dearest, you'd better +give it up, if that's the best you can do." + +"Yes, I give it up--I give it up. Have YOU?" she asked, turning +round on him abruptly. + +The parlor-maid had entered with letters and a lamp, and the +light struck up into Boyne's face as he bent above the tray she +presented. + +"Have YOU?" Mary perversely insisted, when the servant had +disappeared on her errand of illumination. + +"Have I what?" he rejoined absently, the light bringing out the +sharp stamp of worry between his brows as he turned over the +letters. + +"Given up trying to see the ghost." Her heart beat a little at +the experiment she was making. + +Her husband, laying his letters aside, moved away into the shadow +of the hearth. + +"I never tried," he said, tearing open the wrapper of a +newspaper. + +"Well, of course," Mary persisted, "the exasperating thing is +that there's no use trying, since one can't be sure till so long +afterward." + +He was unfolding the paper as if he had hardly heard her; but +after a pause, during which the sheets rustled spasmodically +between his hands, he lifted his head to say abruptly, "Have you +any idea HOW LONG?" + +Mary had sunk into a low chair beside the fireplace. From her +seat she looked up, startled, at her husband's profile, which was +darkly projected against the circle of lamplight. + +"No; none. Have YOU?" she retorted, repeating her former phrase +with an added keenness of intention. + +Boyne crumpled the paper into a bunch, and then inconsequently +turned back with it toward the lamp. + +"Lord, no! I only meant," he explained, with a faint tinge of +impatience, "is there any legend, any tradition, as to that?" + +"Not that I know of," she answered; but the impulse to add, "What +makes you ask?" was checked by the reappearance of the parlor- +maid with tea and a second lamp. + +With the dispersal of shadows, and the repetition of the daily +domestic office, Mary Boyne felt herself less oppressed by that +sense of something mutely imminent which had darkened her +solitary afternoon. For a few moments she gave herself silently +to the details of her task, and when she looked up from it she +was struck to the point of bewilderment by the change in her +husband's face. He had seated himself near the farther lamp, and +was absorbed in the perusal of his letters; but was it something +he had found in them, or merely the shifting of her own point of +view, that had restored his features to their normal aspect? The +longer she looked, the more definitely the change affirmed +itself. The lines of painful tension had vanished, and such +traces of fatigue as lingered were of the kind easily +attributable to steady mental effort. He glanced up, as if drawn +by her gaze, and met her eyes with a smile. + +"I'm dying for my tea, you know; and here's a letter for you," he +said. + +She took the letter he held out in exchange for the cup she +proffered him, and, returning to her seat, broke the seal with +the languid gesture of the reader whose interests are all +inclosed in the circle of one cherished presence. + +Her next conscious motion was that of starting to her feet, the +letter falling to them as she rose, while she held out to her +husband a long newspaper clipping. + +"Ned! What's this? What does it mean?" + +He had risen at the same instant, almost as if hearing her cry +before she uttered it; and for a perceptible space of time he and +she studied each other, like adversaries watching for an +advantage, across the space between her chair and his desk. + +"What's what? You fairly made me jump!" Boyne said at length, +moving toward her with a sudden, half-exasperated laugh. The +shadow of apprehension was on his face again, not now a look of +fixed foreboding, but a shifting vigilance of lips and eyes that +gave her the sense of his feeling himself invisibly surrounded. + +Her hand shook so that she could hardly give him the clipping. + +"This article--from the 'Waukesha Sentinel'--that a man named +Elwell has brought suit against you--that there was something +wrong about the Blue Star Mine. I can't understand more than +half." + +They continued to face each other as she spoke, and to her +astonishment, she saw that her words had the almost immediate +effect of dissipating the strained watchfulness of his look. + +"Oh, THAT!" He glanced down the printed slip, and then folded it +with the gesture of one who handles something harmless and +familiar. "What's the matter with you this afternoon, Mary? I +thought you'd got bad news." + +She stood before him with her undefinable terror subsiding slowly +under the reassuring touch of his composure. + +"You knew about this, then--it's all right?" + +"Certainly I knew about it; and it's all right." + +"But what IS it? I don't understand. What does this man accuse +you of?" + +"Oh, pretty nearly every crime in the calendar." Boyne had +tossed the clipping down, and thrown himself comfortably into an +arm-chair near the fire. "Do you want to hear the story? It's +not particularly interesting--just a squabble over interests in +the Blue Star." + +"But who is this Elwell? I don't know the name." + +"Oh, he's a fellow I put into it--gave him a hand up. I told you +all about him at the time." + +"I daresay. I must have forgotten." Vainly she strained back +among her memories. "But if you helped him, why does he make +this return?" + +"Oh, probably some shyster lawyer got hold of him and talked him +over. It's all rather technical and complicated. I thought that +kind of thing bored you." + +His wife felt a sting of compunction. Theoretically, she +deprecated the American wife's detachment from her husband's +professional interests, but in practice she had always found it +difficult to fix her attention on Boyne's report of the +transactions in which his varied interests involved him. +Besides, she had felt from the first that, in a community where +the amenities of living could be obtained only at the cost of +efforts as arduous as her husband's professional labors, such +brief leisure as they could command should be used as an escape +from immediate preoccupations, a flight to the life they always +dreamed of living. Once or twice, now that this new life had +actually drawn its magic circle about them, she had asked herself +if she had done right; but hitherto such conjectures had been no +more than the retrospective excursions of an active fancy. Now, +for the first time, it startled her a little to find how little +she knew of the material foundation on which her happiness was +built. + +She glanced again at her husband, and was reassured by the +composure of his face; yet she felt the need of more definite +grounds for her reassurance. + +"But doesn't this suit worry you? Why have you never spoken to +me about it?" + +He answered both questions at once: "I didn't speak of it at +first because it DID worry me--annoyed me, rather. But it's all +ancient history now. Your correspondent must have got hold of a +back number of the 'Sentinel.'" + +She felt a quick thrill of relief. "You mean it's over? He's +lost his case?" + +There was a just perceptible delay in Boyne's reply. "The suit's +been withdrawn--that's all." + +But she persisted, as if to exonerate herself from the inward +charge of being too easily put off. "Withdrawn because he saw he +had no chance?" + +"Oh, he had no chance," Boyne answered. + +She was still struggling with a dimly felt perplexity at the back +of her thoughts. + +"How long ago was it withdrawn?" + +He paused, as if with a slight return of his former uncertainty. +"I've just had the news now; but I've been expecting it." + +"Just now--in one of your letters?" + +"Yes; in one of my letters." + +She made no answer, and was aware only, after a short interval of +waiting, that he had risen, and strolling across the room, had +placed himself on the sofa at her side. She felt him, as he did +so, pass an arm about her, she felt his hand seek hers and clasp +it, and turning slowly, drawn by the warmth of his cheek, she met +the smiling clearness of his eyes. + +"It's all right--it's all right?" she questioned, through the +flood of her dissolving doubts; and "I give you my word it never +was righter!" he laughed back at her, holding her close. + + + +III + + +One of the strangest things she was afterward to recall out of +all the next day's incredible strangeness was the sudden and +complete recovery of her sense of security. + +It was in the air when she woke in her low-ceilinged, dusky room; +it accompanied her down-stairs to the breakfast-table, flashed +out at her from the fire, and re-duplicated itself brightly from +the flanks of the urn and the sturdy flutings of the Georgian +teapot. It was as if, in some roundabout way, all her diffused +apprehensions of the previous day, with their moment of sharp +concentration about the newspaper article,--as if this dim +questioning of the future, and startled return upon the past,-- +had between them liquidated the arrears of some haunting moral +obligation. If she had indeed been careless of her husband's +affairs, it was, her new state seemed to prove, because her faith +in him instinctively justified such carelessness; and his right +to her faith had overwhelmingly affirmed itself in the very face +of menace and suspicion. She had never seen him more untroubled, +more naturally and unconsciously in possession of himself, than +after the cross-examination to which she had subjected him: it +was almost as if he had been aware of her lurking doubts, and had +wanted the air cleared as much as she did. + +It was as clear, thank Heaven! as the bright outer light that +surprised her almost with a touch of summer when she issued from +the house for her daily round of the gardens. She had left Boyne +at his desk, indulging herself, as she passed the library door, +by a last peep at his quiet face, where he bent, pipe in his +mouth, above his papers, and now she had her own morning's task +to perform. The task involved on such charmed winter days almost +as much delighted loitering about the different quarters of her +demesne as if spring were already at work on shrubs and borders. +There were such inexhaustible possibilities still before her, +such opportunities to bring out the latent graces of the old +place, without a single irreverent touch of alteration, that the +winter months were all too short to plan what spring and autumn +executed. And her recovered sense of safety gave, on this +particular morning, a peculiar zest to her progress through the +sweet, still place. She went first to the kitchen-garden, where +the espaliered pear-trees drew complicated patterns on the walls, +and pigeons were fluttering and preening about the silvery-slated +roof of their cot. There was something wrong about the piping of +the hothouse, and she was expecting an authority from Dorchester, +who was to drive out between trains and make a diagnosis of the +boiler. But when she dipped into the damp heat of the +greenhouses, among the spiced scents and waxy pinks and reds of +old-fashioned exotics,--even the flora of Lyng was in the note!-- +she learned that the great man had not arrived, and the day being +too rare to waste in an artificial atmosphere, she came out again +and paced slowly along the springy turf of the bowling-green to +the gardens behind the house. At their farther end rose a grass +terrace, commanding, over the fish-pond and the yew hedges, a +view of the long house-front, with its twisted chimney-stacks and +the blue shadows of its roof angles, all drenched in the pale +gold moisture of the air. + +Seen thus, across the level tracery of the yews, under the +suffused, mild light, it sent her, from its open windows and +hospitably smoking chimneys, the look of some warm human +presence, of a mind slowly ripened on a sunny wall of experience. +She had never before had so deep a sense of her intimacy with it, +such a conviction that its secrets were all beneficent, kept, as +they said to children, "for one's good," so complete a trust in +its power to gather up her life and Ned's into the harmonious +pattern of the long, long story it sat there weaving in the sun. + +She heard steps behind her, and turned, expecting to see the +gardener, accompanied by the engineer from Dorchester. But only +one figure was in sight, that of a youngish, slightly built man, +who, for reasons she could not on the spot have specified, did +not remotely resemble her preconceived notion of an authority on +hot-house boilers. The new-comer, on seeing her, lifted his hat, +and paused with the air of a gentleman--perhaps a traveler-- +desirous of having it immediately known that his intrusion is +involuntary. The local fame of Lyng occasionally attracted the +more intelligent sight-seer, and Mary half-expected to see the +stranger dissemble a camera, or justify his presence by producing +it. But he made no gesture of any sort, and after a moment she +asked, in a tone responding to the courteous deprecation of his +attitude: "Is there any one you wish to see?" + +"I came to see Mr. Boyne," he replied. His intonation, rather +than his accent, was faintly American, and Mary, at the familiar +note, looked at him more closely. The brim of his soft felt hat +cast a shade on his face, which, thus obscured, wore to her +short-sighted gaze a look of seriousness, as of a person arriving +"on business," and civilly but firmly aware of his rights. + +Past experience had made Mary equally sensible to such claims; +but she was jealous of her husband's morning hours, and doubtful +of his having given any one the right to intrude on them. + +"Have you an appointment with Mr. Boyne?" she asked. + +He hesitated, as if unprepared for the question. + +"Not exactly an appointment," he replied. + +"Then I'm afraid, this being his working-time, that he can't +receive you now. Will you give me a message, or come back +later?" + +The visitor, again lifting his hat, briefly replied that he would +come back later, and walked away, as if to regain the front of +the house. As his figure receded down the walk between the yew +hedges, Mary saw him pause and look up an instant at the peaceful +house-front bathed in faint winter sunshine; and it struck her, +with a tardy touch of compunction, that it would have been more +humane to ask if he had come from a distance, and to offer, in +that case, to inquire if her husband could receive him. But as +the thought occurred to her he passed out of sight behind a +pyramidal yew, and at the same moment her attention was +distracted by the approach of the gardener, attended by the +bearded pepper-and-salt figure of the boiler-maker from +Dorchester. + +The encounter with this authority led to such far-reaching issues +that they resulted in his finding it expedient to ignore his +train, and beguiled Mary into spending the remainder of the +morning in absorbed confabulation among the greenhouses. She was +startled to find, when the colloquy ended, that it was nearly +luncheon-time, and she half expected, as she hurried back to the +house, to see her husband coming out to meet her. But she found +no one in the court but an under-gardener raking the gravel, and +the hall, when she entered it, was so silent that she guessed +Boyne to be still at work behind the closed door of the library. + +Not wishing to disturb him, she turned into the drawing-room, and +there, at her writing-table, lost herself in renewed calculations +of the outlay to which the morning's conference had committed +her. The knowledge that she could permit herself such follies +had not yet lost its novelty; and somehow, in contrast to the +vague apprehensions of the previous days, it now seemed an +element of her recovered security, of the sense that, as Ned had +said, things in general had never been "righter." + +She was still luxuriating in a lavish play of figures when the +parlor-maid, from the threshold, roused her with a dubiously +worded inquiry as to the expediency of serving luncheon. It was +one of their jokes that Trimmle announced luncheon as if she were +divulging a state secret, and Mary, intent upon her papers, +merely murmured an absent-minded assent. + +She felt Trimmle wavering expressively on the threshold as if in +rebuke of such offhand acquiescence; then her retreating steps +sounded down the passage, and Mary, pushing away her papers, +crossed the hall, and went to the library door. It was still +closed, and she wavered in her turn, disliking to disturb her +husband, yet anxious that he should not exceed his normal measure +of work. As she stood there, balancing her impulses, the +esoteric Trimmle returned with the announcement of luncheon, and +Mary, thus impelled, opened the door and went into the library. + +Boyne was not at his desk, and she peered about her, expecting to +discover him at the book-shelves, somewhere down the length of +the room; but her call brought no response, and gradually it +became clear to her that he was not in the library. + +She turned back to the parlor-maid. + +"Mr. Boyne must be up-stairs. Please tell him that luncheon is +ready." + +The parlor-maid appeared to hesitate between the obvious duty of +obeying orders and an equally obvious conviction of the +foolishness of the injunction laid upon her. The struggle +resulted in her saying doubtfully, "If you please, Madam, Mr. +Boyne's not up-stairs." + +"Not in his room? Are you sure?" + +"I'm sure, Madam." + +Mary consulted the clock. "Where is he, then?" + +"He's gone out," Trimmle announced, with the superior air of one +who has respectfully waited for the question that a well-ordered +mind would have first propounded. + +Mary's previous conjecture had been right, then. Boyne must have +gone to the gardens to meet her, and since she had missed him, it +was clear that he had taken the shorter way by the south door, +instead of going round to the court. She crossed the hall to the +glass portal opening directly on the yew garden, but the parlor- +maid, after another moment of inner conflict, decided to bring +out recklessly, "Please, Madam, Mr. Boyne didn't go that way." + +Mary turned back. "Where DID he go? And when?" + +"He went out of the front door, up the drive, Madam." It was a +matter of principle with Trimmle never to answer more than one +question at a time. + +"Up the drive? At this hour?" Mary went to the door herself, +and glanced across the court through the long tunnel of bare +limes. But its perspective was as empty as when she had scanned +it on entering the house. + +"Did Mr. Boyne leave no message?" she asked. + +Trimmle seemed to surrender herself to a last struggle with the +forces of chaos. + +"No, Madam. He just went out with the gentleman." + +"The gentleman? What gentleman?" Mary wheeled about, as if to +front this new factor. + +"The gentleman who called, Madam," said Trimmle, resignedly. + +"When did a gentleman call? Do explain yourself, Trimmle!" + +Only the fact that Mary was very hungry, and that she wanted to +consult her husband about the greenhouses, would have caused her +to lay so unusual an injunction on her attendant; and even now +she was detached enough to note in Trimmle's eye the dawning +defiance of the respectful subordinate who has been pressed too +hard. + +"I couldn't exactly say the hour, Madam, because I didn't let the +gentleman in," she replied, with the air of magnanimously +ignoring the irregularity of her mistress's course. + +"You didn't let him in?" + +"No, Madam. When the bell rang I was dressing, and Agnes--" + +"Go and ask Agnes, then," Mary interjected. Trimmle still wore +her look of patient magnanimity. "Agnes would not know, Madam, +for she had unfortunately burnt her hand in trying the wick of +the new lamp from town--" Trimmle, as Mary was aware, had always +been opposed to the new lamp--"and so Mrs. Dockett sent the +kitchen-maid instead." + +Mary looked again at the clock. "It's after two! Go and ask the +kitchen-maid if Mr. Boyne left any word." + +She went into luncheon without waiting, and Trimmle presently +brought her there the kitchen-maid's statement that the gentleman +had called about one o'clock, that Mr. Boyne had gone out with +him without leaving any message. The kitchen-maid did not even +know the caller's name, for he had written it on a slip of paper, +which he had folded and handed to her, with the injunction to +deliver it at once to Mr. Boyne. + +Mary finished her luncheon, still wondering, and when it was +over, and Trimmle had brought the coffee to the drawing-room, her +wonder had deepened to a first faint tinge of disquietude. It +was unlike Boyne to absent himself without explanation at so +unwonted an hour, and the difficulty of identifying the visitor +whose summons he had apparently obeyed made his disappearance the +more unaccountable. Mary Boyne's experience as the wife of a +busy engineer, subject to sudden calls and compelled to keep +irregular hours, had trained her to the philosophic acceptance of +surprises; but since Boyne's withdrawal from business he had +adopted a Benedictine regularity of life. As if to make up for +the dispersed and agitated years, with their "stand-up" lunches +and dinners rattled down to the joltings of the dining-car, he +cultivated the last refinements of punctuality and monotony, +discouraging his wife's fancy for the unexpected; and declaring +that to a delicate taste there were infinite gradations of +pleasure in the fixed recurrences of habit. + +Still, since no life can completely defend itself from the +unforeseen, it was evident that all Boyne's precautions would +sooner or later prove unavailable, and Mary concluded that he had +cut short a tiresome visit by walking with his caller to the +station, or at least accompanying him for part of the way. + +This conclusion relieved her from farther preoccupation, and she +went out herself to take up her conference with the gardener. +Thence she walked to the village post-office, a mile or so away; +and when she turned toward home, the early twilight was setting +in. + +She had taken a foot-path across the downs, and as Boyne, +meanwhile, had probably returned from the station by the +highroad, there was little likelihood of their meeting on the +way. She felt sure, however, of his having reached the house +before her; so sure that, when she entered it herself, without +even pausing to inquire of Trimmle, she made directly for the +library. But the library was still empty, and with an unwonted +precision of visual memory she immediately observed that the +papers on her husband's desk lay precisely as they had lain when +she had gone in to call him to luncheon. + +Then of a sudden she was seized by a vague dread of the unknown. +She had closed the door behind her on entering, and as she stood +alone in the long, silent, shadowy room, her dread seemed to take +shape and sound, to be there audibly breathing and lurking among +the shadows. Her short-sighted eyes strained through them, half- +discerning an actual presence, something aloof, that watched and +knew; and in the recoil from that intangible propinquity she +threw herself suddenly on the bell-rope and gave it a desperate +pull. + +The long, quavering summons brought Trimmle in precipitately with +a lamp, and Mary breathed again at this sobering reappearance of +the usual. + +"You may bring tea if Mr. Boyne is in," she said, to justify her +ring. + +"Very well, Madam. But Mr. Boyne is not in," said Trimmle, +putting down the lamp. + +"Not in? You mean he's come back and gone out again?" + +"No, Madam. He's never been back." + +The dread stirred again, and Mary knew that now it had her fast. + +"Not since he went out with--the gentleman?" + +"Not since he went out with the gentleman." + +"But who WAS the gentleman?" Mary gasped out, with the sharp note +of some one trying to be heard through a confusion of meaningless +noises. + +"That I couldn't say, Madam." Trimmle, standing there by the +lamp, seemed suddenly to grow less round and rosy, as though +eclipsed by the same creeping shade of apprehension. + +"But the kitchen-maid knows--wasn't it the kitchen-maid who let +him in?" + +"She doesn't know either, Madam, for he wrote his name on a +folded paper." + +Mary, through her agitation, was aware that they were both +designating the unknown visitor by a vague pronoun, instead of +the conventional formula which, till then, had kept their +allusions within the bounds of custom. And at the same moment +her mind caught at the suggestion of the folded paper. + +"But he must have a name! Where is the paper?" + +She moved to the desk, and began to turn over the scattered +documents that littered it. The first that caught her eye was an +unfinished letter in her husband's hand, with his pen lying +across it, as though dropped there at a sudden summons. + +"My dear Parvis,"--who was Parvis?--"I have just received your +letter announcing Elwell's death, and while I suppose there is +now no farther risk of trouble, it might be safer--" + +She tossed the sheet aside, and continued her search; but no +folded paper was discoverable among the letters and pages of +manuscript which had been swept together in a promiscuous heap, +as if by a hurried or a startled gesture. + +"But the kitchen-maid SAW him. Send her here," she commanded, +wondering at her dullness in not thinking sooner of so simple a +solution. + +Trimmle, at the behest, vanished in a flash, as if thankful to be +out of the room, and when she reappeared, conducting the agitated +underling, Mary had regained her self-possession, and had her +questions pat. + +The gentleman was a stranger, yes--that she understood. But what +had he said? And, above all, what had he looked like? The first +question was easily enough answered, for the disconcerting reason +that he had said so little--had merely asked for Mr. Boyne, and, +scribbling something on a bit of paper, had requested that it +should at once be carried in to him. + +"Then you don't know what he wrote? You're not sure it WAS his +name?" + +The kitchen-maid was not sure, but supposed it was, since he had +written it in answer to her inquiry as to whom she should +announce. + +"And when you carried the paper in to Mr. Boyne, what did he +say?" + +The kitchen-maid did not think that Mr. Boyne had said anything, +but she could not be sure, for just as she had handed him the +paper and he was opening it, she had become aware that the +visitor had followed her into the library, and she had slipped +out, leaving the two gentlemen together. + +"But then, if you left them in the library, how do you know that +they went out of the house?" + +This question plunged the witness into momentary +inarticulateness, from which she was rescued by Trimmle, who, by +means of ingenious circumlocutions, elicited the statement that +before she could cross the hall to the back passage she had heard +the gentlemen behind her, and had seen them go out of the front +door together. + +"Then, if you saw the gentleman twice, you must be able to tell +me what he looked like." + +But with this final challenge to her powers of expression it +became clear that the limit of the kitchen-maid's endurance had +been reached. The obligation of going to the front door to "show +in" a visitor was in itself so subversive of the fundamental +order of things that it had thrown her faculties into hopeless +disarray, and she could only stammer out, after various panting +efforts at evocation, "His hat, mum, was different-like, as you +might say--" + +"Different? How different?" Mary flashed out at her, her own +mind, in the same instant, leaping back to an image left on it +that morning, but temporarily lost under layers of subsequent +impressions. + +"His hat had a wide brim, you mean? and his face was pale--a +youngish face?" Mary pressed her, with a white-lipped intensity +of interrogation. But if the kitchen-maid found any adequate +answer to this challenge, it was swept away for her listener down +the rushing current of her own convictions. The stranger--the +stranger in the garden! Why had Mary not thought of him before? +She needed no one now to tell her that it was he who had called +for her husband and gone away with him. But who was he, and why +had Boyne obeyed his call? + + + +IV + + +It leaped out at her suddenly, like a grin out of the dark, that +they had often called England so little--"such a confoundedly +hard place to get lost in." + +A CONFOUNDEDLY HARD PLACE TO GET LOST IN! That had been her +husband's phrase. And now, with the whole machinery of official +investigation sweeping its flash-lights from shore to shore, and +across the dividing straits; now, with Boyne's name blazing from +the walls of every town and village, his portrait (how that wrung +her!) hawked up and down the country like the image of a hunted +criminal; now the little compact, populous island, so policed, +surveyed, and administered, revealed itself as a Sphinx-like +guardian of abysmal mysteries, staring back into his wife's +anguished eyes as if with the malicious joy of knowing something +they would never know! + +In the fortnight since Boyne's disappearance there had been no +word of him, no trace of his movements. Even the usual +misleading reports that raise expectancy in tortured bosoms had +been few and fleeting. No one but the bewildered kitchen-maid +had seen him leave the house, and no one else had seen "the +gentleman" who accompanied him. All inquiries in the +neighborhood failed to elicit the memory of a stranger's presence +that day in the neighborhood of Lyng. And no one had met Edward +Boyne, either alone or in company, in any of the neighboring +villages, or on the road across the downs, or at either of the +local railway-stations. The sunny English noon had swallowed him +as completely as if he had gone out into Cimmerian night. + +Mary, while every external means of investigation was working at +its highest pressure, had ransacked her husband's papers for any +trace of antecedent complications, of entanglements or +obligations unknown to her, that might throw a faint ray into the +darkness. But if any such had existed in the background of +Boyne's life, they had disappeared as completely as the slip of +paper on which the visitor had written his name. There remained +no possible thread of guidance except--if it were indeed an +exception--the letter which Boyne had apparently been in the act +of writing when he received his mysterious summons. That letter, +read and reread by his wife, and submitted by her to the police, +yielded little enough for conjecture to feed on. + +"I have just heard of Elwell's death, and while I suppose there +is now no farther risk of trouble, it might be safer--" That was +all. The "risk of trouble" was easily explained by the newspaper +clipping which had apprised Mary of the suit brought against her +husband by one of his associates in the Blue Star enterprise. +The only new information conveyed in the letter was the fact of +its showing Boyne, when he wrote it, to be still apprehensive of +the results of the suit, though he had assured his wife that it +had been withdrawn, and though the letter itself declared that +the plaintiff was dead. It took several weeks of exhaustive +cabling to fix the identity of the "Parvis" to whom the +fragmentary communication was addressed, but even after these +inquiries had shown him to be a Waukesha lawyer, no new facts +concerning the Elwell suit were elicited. He appeared to have +had no direct concern in it, but to have been conversant with the +facts merely as an acquaintance, and possible intermediary; and +he declared himself unable to divine with what object Boyne +intended to seek his assistance. + +This negative information, sole fruit of the first fortnight's +feverish search, was not increased by a jot during the slow weeks +that followed. Mary knew that the investigations were still +being carried on, but she had a vague sense of their gradually +slackening, as the actual march of time seemed to slacken. It +was as though the days, flying horror-struck from the shrouded +image of the one inscrutable day, gained assurance as the +distance lengthened, till at last they fell back into their +normal gait. And so with the human imaginations at work on the +dark event. No doubt it occupied them still, but week by week +and hour by hour it grew less absorbing, took up less space, was +slowly but inevitably crowded out of the foreground of +consciousness by the new problems perpetually bubbling up from +the vaporous caldron of human experience. + +Even Mary Boyne's consciousness gradually felt the same lowering +of velocity. It still swayed with the incessant oscillations of +conjecture; but they were slower, more rhythmical in their beat. +There were moments of overwhelming lassitude when, like the +victim of some poison which leaves the brain clear, but holds the +body motionless, she saw herself domesticated with the Horror, +accepting its perpetual presence as one of the fixed conditions +of life. + +These moments lengthened into hours and days, till she passed +into a phase of stolid acquiescence. She watched the familiar +routine of life with the incurious eye of a savage on whom the +meaningless processes of civilization make but the faintest +impression. She had come to regard herself as part of the +routine, a spoke of the wheel, revolving with its motion; she +felt almost like the furniture of the room in which she sat, an +insensate object to be dusted and pushed about with the chairs +and tables. And this deepening apathy held her fast at Lyng, in +spite of the urgent entreaties of friends and the usual medical +recommendation of "change." Her friends supposed that her +refusal to move was inspired by the belief that her husband would +one day return to the spot from which he had vanished, and a +beautiful legend grew up about this imaginary state of waiting. +But in reality she had no such belief: the depths of anguish +inclosing her were no longer lighted by flashes of hope. She was +sure that Boyne would never come back, that he had gone out of +her sight as completely as if Death itself had waited that day on +the threshold. She had even renounced, one by one, the various +theories as to his disappearance which had been advanced by the +press, the police, and her own agonized imagination. In sheer +lassitude her mind turned from these alternatives of horror, and +sank back into the blank fact that he was gone. + +No, she would never know what had become of him--no one would +ever know. But the house KNEW; the library in which she spent +her long, lonely evenings knew. For it was here that the last +scene had been enacted, here that the stranger had come, and +spoken the word which had caused Boyne to rise and follow him. +The floor she trod had felt his tread; the books on the shelves +had seen his face; and there were moments when the intense +consciousness of the old, dusky walls seemed about to break out +into some audible revelation of their secret. But the revelation +never came, and she knew it would never come. Lyng was not one +of the garrulous old houses that betray the secrets intrusted to +them. Its very legend proved that it had always been the mute +accomplice, the incorruptible custodian of the mysteries it had +surprised. And Mary Boyne, sitting face to face with its +portentous silence, felt the futility of seeking to break it by +any human means. + + + +V + + +"I don't say it WASN'T straight, yet don't say it WAS straight. +It was business." + +Mary, at the words, lifted her head with a start, and looked +intently at the speaker. + +When, half an hour before, a card with "Mr. Parvis" on it had +been brought up to her, she had been immediately aware that the +name had been a part of her consciousness ever since she had read +it at the head of Boyne's unfinished letter. In the library she +had found awaiting her a small neutral-tinted man with a bald +head and gold eye-glasses, and it sent a strange tremor through +her to know that this was the person to whom her husband's last +known thought had been directed. + +Parvis, civilly, but without vain preamble,--in the manner of a +man who has his watch in his hand,--had set forth the object of +his visit. He had "run over" to England on business, and finding +himself in the neighborhood of Dorchester, had not wished to +leave it without paying his respects to Mrs. Boyne; without +asking her, if the occasion offered, what she meant to do about +Bob Elwell's family. + +The words touched the spring of some obscure dread in Mary's +bosom. Did her visitor, after all, know what Boyne had meant by +his unfinished phrase? She asked for an elucidation of his +question, and noticed at once that he seemed surprised at her +continued ignorance of the subject. Was it possible that she +really knew as little as she said? + +"I know nothing--you must tell me," she faltered out; and her +visitor thereupon proceeded to unfold his story. It threw, even +to her confused perceptions, and imperfectly initiated vision, a +lurid glare on the whole hazy episode of the Blue Star Mine. Her +husband had made his money in that brilliant speculation at the +cost of "getting ahead" of some one less alert to seize the +chance; the victim of his ingenuity was young Robert Elwell, who +had "put him on" to the Blue Star scheme. + +Parvis, at Mary's first startled cry, had thrown her a sobering +glance through his impartial glasses. + +"Bob Elwell wasn't smart enough, that's all; if he had been, he +might have turned round and served Boyne the same way. It's the +kind of thing that happens every day in business. I guess it's +what the scientists call the survival of the fittest," said Mr. +Parvis, evidently pleased with the aptness of his analogy. + +Mary felt a physical shrinking from the next question she tried +to frame; it was as though the words on her lips had a taste that +nauseated her. + +"But then--you accuse my husband of doing something +dishonorable?" + +Mr. Parvis surveyed the question dispassionately. "Oh, no, I +don't. I don't even say it wasn't straight." He glanced up and +down the long lines of books, as if one of them might have +supplied him with the definition he sought. "I don't say it +WASN'T straight, and yet I don't say it WAS straight. It was +business." After all, no definition in his category could be +more comprehensive than that. + +Mary sat staring at him with a look of terror. He seemed to her +like the indifferent, implacable emissary of some dark, formless +power. + +"But Mr. Elwell's lawyers apparently did not take your view, +since I suppose the suit was withdrawn by their advice." + +"Oh, yes, they knew he hadn't a leg to stand on, technically. It +was when they advised him to withdraw the suit that he got +desperate. You see, he'd borrowed most of the money he lost in +the Blue Star, and he was up a tree. That's why he shot himself +when they told him he had no show." + +The horror was sweeping over Mary in great, deafening waves. + +"He shot himself? He killed himself because of THAT? " + +"Well, he didn't kill himself, exactly. He dragged on two months +before he died." Parvis emitted the statement as unemotionally +as a gramophone grinding out its "record." + +"You mean that he tried to kill himself, and failed? And tried +again?" + +"Oh, he didn't have to try again," said Parvis, grimly. + +They sat opposite each other in silence, he swinging his eye- +glass thoughtfully about his finger, she, motionless, her arms +stretched along her knees in an attitude of rigid tension. + +"But if you knew all this," she began at length, hardly able to +force her voice above a whisper, "how is it that when I wrote you +at the time of my husband's disappearance you said you didn't +understand his letter?" + +Parvis received this without perceptible discomfiture. "Why, I +didn't understand it--strictly speaking. And it wasn't the time +to talk about it, if I had. The Elwell business was settled when +the suit was withdrawn. Nothing I could have told you would have +helped you to find your husband." + +Mary continued to scrutinize him. "Then why are you telling me +now?" + +Still Parvis did not hesitate. "Well, to begin with, I supposed +you knew more than you appear to--I mean about the circumstances +of Elwell's death. And then people are talking of it now; the +whole matter's been raked up again. And I thought, if you didn't +know, you ought to." + +She remained silent, and he continued: "You see, it's only come +out lately what a bad state Elwell's affairs were in. His wife's +a proud woman, and she fought on as long as she could, going out +to work, and taking sewing at home, when she got too sick-- +something with the heart, I believe. But she had his bedridden +mother to look after, and the children, and she broke down under +it, and finally had to ask for help. That attracted attention to +the case, and the papers took it up, and a subscription was +started. Everybody out there liked Bob Elwell, and most of the +prominent names in the place are down on the list, and people +began to wonder why--" + +Parvis broke off to fumble in an inner pocket. "Here," he +continued, "here's an account of the whole thing from the +'Sentinel'--a little sensational, of course. But I guess you'd +better look it over." + +He held out a newspaper to Mary, who unfolded it slowly, +remembering, as she did so, the evening when, in that same room, +the perusal of a clipping from the "Sentinel" had first shaken +the depths of her security. + +As she opened the paper, her eyes, shrinking from the glaring +head-lines, "Widow of Boyne's Victim Forced to Appeal for Aid," +ran down the column of text to two portraits inserted in it. The +first was her husband's, taken from a photograph made the year +they had come to England. It was the picture of him that she +liked best, the one that stood on the writing-table up-stairs in +her bedroom. As the eyes in the photograph met hers, she felt it +would be impossible to read what was said of him, and closed her +lids with the sharpness of the pain. + +"I thought if you felt disposed to put your name down--" she +heard Parvis continue. + +She opened her eyes with an effort, and they fell on the other +portrait. It was that of a youngish man, slightly built, in +rough clothes, with features somewhat blurred by the shadow of a +projecting hat-brim. Where had she seen that outline before? +She stared at it confusedly, her heart hammering in her throat +and ears. Then she gave a cry. + +"This is the man--the man who came for my husband!" + +She heard Parvis start to his feet, and was dimly aware that she +had slipped backward into the corner of the sofa, and that he was +bending above her in alarm. With an intense effort she +straightened herself, and reached out for the paper, which she +had dropped. + +"It's the man! I should know him anywhere!" she cried in a voice +that sounded in her own ears like a scream. + +Parvis's voice seemed to come to her from far off, down endless, +fog-muffled windings. + +"Mrs. Boyne, you're not very well. Shall I call somebody? Shall +I get a glass of water?" + +"No, no, no!" She threw herself toward him, her hand frantically +clenching the newspaper. "I tell you, it's the man! I KNOW him! +He spoke to me in the garden!" + +Parvis took the journal from her, directing his glasses to the +portrait. "It can't be, Mrs. Boyne. It's Robert Elwell." + +"Robert Elwell?" Her white stare seemed to travel into space. +"Then it was Robert Elwell who came for him." + +"Came for Boyne? The day he went away?" Parvis's voice dropped +as hers rose. He bent over, laying a fraternal hand on her, as +if to coax her gently back into her seat. "Why, Elwell was dead! +Don't you remember?" + +Mary sat with her eyes fixed on the picture, unconscious of what +he was saying. + +"Don't you remember Boyne's unfinished letter to me--the one you +found on his desk that day? It was written just after he'd heard +of Elwell's death." She noticed an odd shake in Parvis's +unemotional voice. "Surely you remember that!" he urged her. + +Yes, she remembered: that was the profoundest horror of it. +Elwell had died the day before her husband's disappearance; and +this was Elwell's portrait; and it was the portrait of the man +who had spoken to her in the garden. She lifted her head and +looked slowly about the library. The library could have borne +witness that it was also the portrait of the man who had come in +that day to call Boyne from his unfinished letter. Through the +misty surgings of her brain she heard the faint boom of half- +forgotten words--words spoken by Alida Stair on the lawn at +Pangbourne before Boyne and his wife had ever seen the house at +Lyng, or had imagined that they might one day live there. + +"This was the man who spoke to me," she repeated. + +She looked again at Parvis. He was trying to conceal his +disturbance under what he imagined to be an expression of +indulgent commiseration; but the edges of his lips were blue. +"He thinks me mad; but I'm not mad," she reflected; and suddenly +there flashed upon her a way of justifying her strange +affirmation. + +She sat quiet, controlling the quiver of her lips, and waiting +till she could trust her voice to keep its habitual level; then +she said, looking straight at Parvis: "Will you answer me one +question, please? When was it that Robert Elwell tried to kill +himself?" + +"When--when?" Parvis stammered. + +"Yes; the date. Please try to remember." + +She saw that he was growing still more afraid of her. "I have a +reason," she insisted gently. + +"Yes, yes. Only I can't remember. About two months before, I +should say." + +"I want the date," she repeated. + +Parvis picked up the newspaper. "We might see here," he said, +still humoring her. He ran his eyes down the page. "Here it is. +Last October--the--" + +She caught the words from him. "The 20th, wasn't it?" With a +sharp look at her, he verified. "Yes, the 20th. Then you DID +know?" + +"I know now." Her white stare continued to travel past him. +"Sunday, the 20th--that was the day he came first." + +Parvis's voice was almost inaudible. "Came HERE first?" + +"Yes." + +"You saw him twice, then?" + +"Yes, twice." She breathed it at him with dilated eyes. "He +came first on the 20th of October. I remember the date because +it was the day we went up Meldon Steep for the first time." She +felt a faint gasp of inward laughter at the thought that but for +that she might have forgotten. + +Parvis continued to scrutinize her, as if trying to intercept her +gaze. + +"We saw him from the roof," she went on. "He came down the lime- +avenue toward the house. He was dressed just as he is in that +picture. My husband saw him first. He was frightened, and ran +down ahead of me; but there was no one there. He had vanished." + +"Elwell had vanished?" Parvis faltered. + +"Yes." Their two whispers seemed to grope for each other. "I +couldn't think what had happened. I see now. He TRIED to come +then; but he wasn't dead enough--he couldn't reach us. He had to +wait for two months; and then he came back again--and Ned went +with him." + +She nodded at Parvis with the look of triumph of a child who has +successfully worked out a difficult puzzle. But suddenly she +lifted her hands with a desperate gesture, pressing them to her +bursting temples. + +"Oh, my God! I sent him to Ned--I told him where to go! I sent +him to this room!" she screamed out. + +She felt the walls of the room rush toward her, like inward +falling ruins; and she heard Parvis, a long way off, as if +through the ruins, crying to her, and struggling to get at her. +But she was numb to his touch, she did not know what he was +saying. Through the tumult she heard but one clear note, the +voice of Alida Stair, speaking on the lawn at Pangbourne. + +"You won't know till afterward," it said. "You won't know till +long, long afterward." + + + +The End of Afterward + + + + +THE FULNESS OF LIFE +December 1893 + + +I. + + +For hours she had lain in a kind of gentle torpor, not unlike +that sweet lassitude which masters one in the hush of a midsummer +noon, when the heat seems to have silenced the very birds and +insects, and, lying sunk in the tasselled meadow-grasses, one +looks up through a level roofing of maple-leaves at the vast +shadowless, and unsuggestive blue. Now and then, at ever- +lengthening intervals, a flash of pain darted through her, like +the ripple of sheet-lightning across such a midsummer sky; but it +was too transitory to shake her stupor, that calm, delicious, +bottomless stupor into which she felt herself sinking more and +more deeply, without a disturbing impulse of resistance, an +effort of reattachment to the vanishing edges of consciousness. + +The resistance, the effort, had known their hour of violence; but +now they were at an end. Through her mind, long harried by +grotesque visions, fragmentary images of the life that she was +leaving, tormenting lines of verse, obstinate presentments of +pictures once beheld, indistinct impressions of rivers, towers, +and cupolas, gathered in the length of journeys half forgotten-- +through her mind there now only moved a few primal sensations of +colorless well-being; a vague satisfaction in the thought that +she had swallowed her noxious last draught of medicine . . . and +that she should never again hear the creaking of her husband's +boots--those horrible boots--and that no one would come to bother +her about the next day's dinner . . . or the butcher's book. . . . + +At last even these dim sensations spent themselves in the +thickening obscurity which enveloped her; a dusk now filled with +pale geometric roses, circling softly, interminably before her, +now darkened to a uniform blue-blackness, the hue of a summer +night without stars. And into this darkness she felt herself +sinking, sinking, with the gentle sense of security of one upheld +from beneath. Like a tepid tide it rose around her, gliding ever +higher and higher, folding in its velvety embrace her relaxed and +tired body, now submerging her breast and shoulders, now creeping +gradually, with soft inexorableness, over her throat to her chin, +to her ears, to her mouth. . . . Ah, now it was rising too high; +the impulse to struggle was renewed;. . . her mouth was full;. . . +she was choking. . . . Help! + +"It is all over," said the nurse, drawing down the eyelids with +official composure. + +The clock struck three. They remembered it afterward. Someone +opened the window and let in a blast of that strange, neutral air +which walks the earth between darkness and dawn; someone else led +the husband into another room. He walked vaguely, like a blind +man, on his creaking boots. + + + +II. + + +She stood, as it seemed, on a threshold, yet no tangible gateway +was in front of her. Only a wide vista of light, mild yet +penetrating as the gathered glimmer of innumerable stars, +expanded gradually before her eyes, in blissful contrast to the +cavernous darkness from which she had of late emerged. + +She stepped forward, not frightened, but hesitating, and as her +eyes began to grow more familiar with the melting depths of light +about her, she distinguished the outlines of a landscape, at +first swimming in the opaline uncertainty of Shelley's vaporous +creations, then gradually resolved into distincter shape--the +vast unrolling of a sunlit plain, aerial forms of mountains, and +presently the silver crescent of a river in the valley, and a +blue stencilling of trees along its curve--something suggestive +in its ineffable hue of an azure background of Leonardo's, +strange, enchanting, mysterious, leading on the eye and the +imagination into regions of fabulous delight. As she gazed, her +heart beat with a soft and rapturous surprise; so exquisite a +promise she read in the summons of that hyaline distance. + +"And so death is not the end after all," in sheer gladness she +heard herself exclaiming aloud. "I always knew that it couldn't +be. I believed in Darwin, of course. I do still; but then +Darwin himself said that he wasn't sure about the soul--at least, +I think he did--and Wallace was a spiritualist; and then there +was St. George Mivart--" + +Her gaze lost itself in the ethereal remoteness of the mountains. + +"How beautiful! How satisfying!" she murmured. "Perhaps now I +shall really know what it is to live." + +As she spoke she felt a sudden thickening of her heart-beats, and +looking up she was aware that before her stood the Spirit of +Life. + +"Have you never really known what it is to live?" the Spirit of +Life asked her. + +"I have never known," she replied, "that fulness of life which we +all feel ourselves capable of knowing; though my life has not +been without scattered hints of it, like the scent of earth which +comes to one sometimes far out at sea." + +"And what do you call the fulness of life?" the Spirit asked +again. + +"Oh, I can't tell you, if you don't know," she said, almost +reproachfully. "Many words are supposed to define it--love and +sympathy are those in commonest use, but I am not even sure that +they are the right ones, and so few people really know what they +mean." + +"You were married," said the Spirit, "yet you did not find the +fulness of life in your marriage?" + +"Oh, dear, no," she replied, with an indulgent scorn, "my +marriage was a very incomplete affair." + +"And yet you were fond of your husband?" + +"You have hit upon the exact word; I was fond of him, yes, just +as I was fond of my grandmother, and the house that I was born +in, and my old nurse. Oh, I was fond of him, and we were counted +a very happy couple. But I have sometimes thought that a woman's +nature is like a great house full of rooms: there is the hall, +through which everyone passes in going in and out; the drawing- +room, where one receives formal visits; the sitting-room, where +the members of the family come and go as they list; but beyond +that, far beyond, are other rooms, the handles of whose doors +perhaps are never turned; no one knows the way to them, no one +knows whither they lead; and in the innermost room, the holy of +holies, the soul sits alone and waits for a footstep that never +comes." + +"And your husband," asked the Spirit, after a pause, "never got +beyond the family sitting-room?" + +"Never," she returned, impatiently; "and the worst of it was that +he was quite content to remain there. He thought it perfectly +beautiful, and sometimes, when he was admiring its commonplace +furniture, insignificant as the chairs and tables of a hotel +parlor, I felt like crying out to him: 'Fool, will you never +guess that close at hand are rooms full of treasures and wonders, +such as the eye of man hath not seen, rooms that no step has +crossed, but that might be yours to live in, could you but find +the handle of the door?'" + +"Then," the Spirit continued, "those moments of which you lately +spoke, which seemed to come to you like scattered hints of the +fulness of life, were not shared with your husband?" + +"Oh, no--never. He was different. His boots creaked, and he +always slammed the door when he went out, and he never read +anything but railway novels and the sporting advertisements in +the papers--and--and, in short, we never understood each other in +the least." + +"To what influence, then, did you owe those exquisite +sensations?" + +"I can hardly tell. Sometimes to the perfume of a flower; +sometimes to a verse of Dante or of Shakespeare; sometimes to a +picture or a sunset, or to one of those calm days at sea, when +one seems to be lying in the hollow of a blue pearl; sometimes, +but rarely, to a word spoken by someone who chanced to give +utterance, at the right moment, to what I felt but could not +express." + +"Someone whom you loved?" asked the Spirit. + +"I never loved anyone, in that way," she said, rather sadly, "nor +was I thinking of any one person when I spoke, but of two or +three who, by touching for an instant upon a certain chord of my +being, had called forth a single note of that strange melody +which seemed sleeping in my soul. It has seldom happened, +however, that I have owed such feelings to people; and no one +ever gave me a moment of such happiness as it was my lot to feel +one evening in the Church of Or San Michele, in Florence." + +"Tell me about it," said the Spirit. + +"It was near sunset on a rainy spring afternoon in Easter week. +The clouds had vanished, dispersed by a sudden wind, and as we +entered the church the fiery panes of the high windows shone out +like lamps through the dusk. A priest was at the high altar, his +white cope a livid spot in the incense-laden obscurity, the light +of the candles flickering up and down like fireflies about his +head; a few people knelt near by. We stole behind them and sat +down on a bench close to the tabernacle of Orcagna. + +"Strange to say, though Florence was not new to me, I had never +been in the church before; and in that magical light I saw for +the first time the inlaid steps, the fluted columns, the +sculptured bas-reliefs and canopy of the marvellous shrine. The +marble, worn and mellowed by the subtle hand of time, took on an +unspeakable rosy hue, suggestive in some remote way of the honey- +colored columns of the Parthenon, but more mystic, more complex, +a color not born of the sun's inveterate kiss, but made up of +cryptal twilight, and the flame of candles upon martyrs' tombs, +and gleams of sunset through symbolic panes of chrysoprase and +ruby; such a light as illumines the missals in the library of +Siena, or burns like a hidden fire through the Madonna of Gian +Bellini in the Church of the Redeemer, at Venice; the light of +the Middle Ages, richer, more solemn, more significant than the +limpid sunshine of Greece. + +"The church was silent, but for the wail of the priest and the +occasional scraping of a chair against the floor, and as I sat +there, bathed in that light, absorbed in rapt contemplation of +the marble miracle which rose before me, cunningly wrought as a +casket of ivory and enriched with jewel-like incrustations and +tarnished gleams of gold, I felt myself borne onward along a +mighty current, whose source seemed to be in the very beginning +of things, and whose tremendous waters gathered as they went all +the mingled streams of human passion and endeavor. Life in all +its varied manifestations of beauty and strangeness seemed +weaving a rhythmical dance around me as I moved, and wherever the +spirit of man had passed I knew that my foot had once been +familiar. + +"As I gazed the mediaeval bosses of the tabernacle of Orcagna +seemed to melt and flow into their primal forms so that the +folded lotus of the Nile and the Greek acanthus were braided with +the runic knots and fish-tailed monsters of the North, and all +the plastic terror and beauty born of man's hand from the Ganges +to the Baltic quivered and mingled in Orcagna's apotheosis of +Mary. And so the river bore me on, past the alien face of +antique civilizations and the familiar wonders of Greece, till I +swam upon the fiercely rushing tide of the Middle Ages, with its +swirling eddies of passion, its heaven-reflecting pools of poetry +and art; I heard the rhythmic blow of the craftsmen's hammers in +the goldsmiths' workshops and on the walls of churches, the +party-cries of armed factions in the narrow streets, the organ- +roll of Dante's verse, the crackle of the fagots around Arnold of +Brescia, the twitter of the swallows to which St. Francis +preached, the laughter of the ladies listening on the hillside to +the quips of the Decameron, while plague-struck Florence howled +beneath them--all this and much more I heard, joined in strange +unison with voices earlier and more remote, fierce, passionate, +or tender, yet subdued to such awful harmony that I thought of +the song that the morning stars sang together and felt as though +it were sounding in my ears. My heart beat to suffocation, the +tears burned my lids, the joy, the mystery of it seemed too +intolerable to be borne. I could not understand even then the +words of the song; but I knew that if there had been someone at +my side who could have heard it with me, we might have found the +key to it together. + +"I turned to my husband, who was sitting beside me in an attitude +of patient dejection, gazing into the bottom of his hat; but at +that moment he rose, and stretching his stiffened legs, said, +mildly: 'Hadn't we better be going? There doesn't seem to be +much to see here, and you know the table d'hote dinner is at +half-past six o'clock." + + + +Her recital ended, there was an interval of silence; then the +Spirit of Life said: "There is a compensation in store for such +needs as you have expressed." + +"Oh, then you DO understand?" she exclaimed. "Tell me what +compensation, I entreat you!" + +"It is ordained," the Spirit answered, "that every soul which +seeks in vain on earth for a kindred soul to whom it can lay bare +its inmost being shall find that soul here and be united to it +for eternity." + +A glad cry broke from her lips. "Ah, shall I find him at last?" +she cried, exultant. + +"He is here," said the Spirit of Life. + +She looked up and saw that a man stood near whose soul (for in +that unwonted light she seemed to see his soul more clearly than +his face) drew her toward him with an invincible force. + +"Are you really he?" she murmured. + +"I am he," he answered. + +She laid her hand in his and drew him toward the parapet which +overhung the valley. + +"Shall we go down together," she asked him, "into that marvellous +country; shall we see it together, as if with the self-same eyes, +and tell each other in the same words all that we think and feel?" + +"So," he replied, "have I hoped and dreamed." + +"What?" she asked, with rising joy. "Then you, too, have looked +for me?" + +"All my life." + +"How wonderful! And did you never, never find anyone in the +other world who understood you?" + +"Not wholly--not as you and I understand each other." + +"Then you feel it, too? Oh, I am happy," she sighed. + +They stood, hand in hand, looking down over the parapet upon the +shimmering landscape which stretched forth beneath them into +sapphirine space, and the Spirit of Life, who kept watch near the +threshold, heard now and then a floating fragment of their talk +blown backward like the stray swallows which the wind sometimes +separates from their migratory tribe. + +"Did you never feel at sunset--" + +"Ah, yes; but I never heard anyone else say so. Did you?" + +"Do you remember that line in the third canto of the 'Inferno?'" + +"Ah, that line--my favorite always. Is it possible--" + +"You know the stooping Victory in the frieze of the Nike +Apteros?" + +"You mean the one who is tying her sandal? Then you have +noticed, too, that all Botticelli and Mantegna are dormant in +those flying folds of her drapery?" + +"After a storm in autumn have you never seen--" + +"Yes, it is curious how certain flowers suggest certain painters-- +the perfume of the incarnation, Leonardo; that of the rose, +Titian; the tuberose, Crivelli--" + +"I never supposed that anyone else had noticed it." + +"Have you never thought--" + +"Oh, yes, often and often; but I never dreamed that anyone else had." + +"But surely you must have felt--" + +"Oh, yes, yes; and you, too--" + +"How beautiful! How strange--" + +Their voices rose and fell, like the murmur of two fountains +answering each other across a garden full of flowers. At length, +with a certain tender impatience, he turned to her and said: +"Love, why should we linger here? All eternity lies before us. +Let us go down into that beautiful country together and make a +home for ourselves on some blue hill above the shining river." + +As he spoke, the hand she had forgotten in his was suddenly +withdrawn, and he felt that a cloud was passing over the radiance +of her soul. + +"A home," she repeated, slowly, "a home for you and me to live in +for all eternity?" + +"Why not, love? Am I not the soul that yours has sought?" + +"Y-yes--yes, I know--but, don't you see, home would not be like +home to me, unless--" + +"Unless?" he wonderingly repeated. + +She did not answer, but she thought to herself, with an impulse +of whimsical inconsistency, "Unless you slammed the door and wore +creaking boots." + +But he had recovered his hold upon her hand, and by imperceptible +degrees was leading her toward the shining steps which descended +to the valley. + +"Come, O my soul's soul," he passionately implored; "why delay a +moment? Surely you feel, as I do, that eternity itself is too +short to hold such bliss as ours. It seems to me that I can see +our home already. Have I not always seem it in my dreams? It is +white, love, is it not, with polished columns, and a sculptured +cornice against the blue? Groves of laurel and oleander and +thickets of roses surround it; but from the terrace where we walk +at sunset, the eye looks out over woodlands and cool meadows +where, deep-bowered under ancient boughs, a stream goes +delicately toward the river. Indoors our favorite pictures hang +upon the walls and the rooms are lined with books. Think, dear, +at last we shall have time to read them all. With which shall we +begin? Come, help me to choose. Shall it be 'Faust' or the +'Vita Nuova,' the 'Tempest' or 'Les Caprices de Marianne,' or the +thirty-first canto of the 'Paradise,' or 'Epipsychidion' or +"Lycidas'? Tell me, dear, which one?" + +As he spoke he saw the answer trembling joyously upon her lips; +but it died in the ensuing silence, and she stood motionless, +resisting the persuasion of his hand. + +"What is it?" he entreated. + +"Wait a moment," she said, with a strange hesitation in her +voice. "Tell me first, are you quite sure of yourself? Is there +no one on earth whom you sometimes remember?" + +"Not since I have seen you," he replied; for, being a man, he had +indeed forgotten. + +Still she stood motionless, and he saw that the shadow deepened +on her soul. + +"Surely, love," he rebuked her, "it was not that which troubled +you? For my part I have walked through Lethe. The past has +melted like a cloud before the moon. I never lived until I saw +you." + +She made no answer to his pleadings, but at length, rousing +herself with a visible effort, she turned away from him and moved +toward the Spirit of Life, who still stood near the threshold. + +"I want to ask you a question," she said, in a troubled voice. + +"Ask," said the Spirit. + +"A little while ago," she began, slowly, "you told me that every +soul which has not found a kindred soul on earth is destined to +find one here." + +"And have you not found one?" asked the Spirit. + +"Yes; but will it be so with my husband's soul also?" + +"No," answered the Spirit of Life, "for your husband imagined +that he had found his soul's mate on earth in you; and for such +delusions eternity itself contains no cure." + +She gave a little cry. Was it of disappointment or triumph? + +"Then--then what will happen to him when he comes here?" + +"That I cannot tell you. Some field of activity and happiness he +will doubtless find, in due measure to his capacity for being +active and happy." + +She interrupted, almost angrily: "He will never be happy without me." + +"Do not be too sure of that," said the Spirit. + +She took no notice of this, and the Spirit continued: "He will +not understand you here any better than he did on earth." + +"No matter," she said; "I shall be the only sufferer, for he +always thought that he understood me." + +"His boots will creak just as much as ever--" + +"No matter." + +"And he will slam the door--" + +"Very likely." + +"And continue to read railway novels--" + +She interposed, impatiently: "Many men do worse than that." + +"But you said just now," said the Spirit, "that you did not love +him." + +"True," she answered, simply; "but don't you understand that I +shouldn't feel at home without him? It is all very well for a +week or two--but for eternity! After all, I never minded the +creaking of his boots, except when my head ached, and I don't +suppose it will ache HERE; and he was always so sorry when he had +slammed the door, only he never COULD remember not to. Besides, +no one else would know how to look after him, he is so helpless. +His inkstand would never be filled, and he would always be out of +stamps and visiting-cards. He would never remember to have his +umbrella re-covered, or to ask the price of anything before he +bought it. Why, he wouldn't even know what novels to read. I +always had to choose the kind he liked, with a murder or a +forgery and a successful detective." + +She turned abruptly to her kindred soul, who stood listening with +a mien of wonder and dismay. + +"Don't you see," she said, "that I can't possibly go with you?" + +"But what do you intend to do?" asked the Spirit of Life. + +"What do I intend to do?" she returned, indignantly. "Why, I +mean to wait for my husband, of course. If he had come here +first HE would have waited for me for years and years; and it +would break his heart not to find me here when he comes." She +pointed with a contemptuous gesture to the magic vision of hill +and vale sloping away to the translucent mountains. "He wouldn't +give a fig for all that," she said, "if he didn't find me here." + +"But consider," warned the Spirit, "that you are now choosing for +eternity. It is a solemn moment." + +"Choosing!" she said, with a half-sad smile. "Do you still keep +up here that old fiction about choosing? I should have thought +that YOU knew better than that. How can I help myself? He will +expect to find me here when he comes, and he would never believe +you if you told him that I had gone away with someone else-- +never, never." + +"So be it," said the Spirit. "Here, as on earth, each one must +decide for himself." + +She turned to her kindred soul and looked at him gently, almost +wistfully. "I am sorry," she said. "I should have liked to talk +with you again; but you will understand, I know, and I dare say +you will find someone else a great deal cleverer--" + +And without pausing to hear his answer she waved him a swift +farewell and turned back toward the threshold. + +"Will my husband come soon?" she asked the Spirit of Life. + +"That you are not destined to know," the Spirit replied. + +"No matter," she said, cheerfully; "I have all eternity to wait +in." + +And still seated alone on the threshold, she listens for the +creaking of his boots. + + + +The End of The Fulness of Life + + + + +A VENETIAN NIGHT'S ENTERTAINMENT +December 1903 + + + +This is the story that, in the dining-room of the old Beacon +Street house (now the Aldebaran Club), Judge Anthony Bracknell, +of the famous East India firm of Bracknell & Saulsbee, when the +ladies had withdrawn to the oval parlour (and Maria's harp was +throwing its gauzy web of sound across the Common), used to +relate to his grandsons, about the year that Buonaparte marched +upon Moscow. + + + +I + + +"Him Venice!" said the Lascar with the big earrings; and Tony +Bracknell, leaning on the high gunwale of his father's East +Indiaman, the Hepzibah B., saw far off, across the morning sea, a +faint vision of towers and domes dissolved in golden air. + +It was a rare February day of the year 1760, and a young Tony, +newly of age, and bound on the grand tour aboard the crack +merchantman of old Bracknell's fleet, felt his heart leap up as +the distant city trembled into shape. VENICE! The name, since +childhood, had been a magician's wand to him. In the hall of the +old Bracknell house at Salem there hung a series of yellowing +prints which Uncle Richard Saulsbee had brought home from one of +his long voyages: views of heathen mosques and palaces, of the +Grand Turk's Seraglio, of St. Peter's Church in Rome; and, in a +corner--the corner nearest the rack where the old flintlocks +hung--a busy merry populous scene, entitled: ST. MARK'S SQUARE IN +VENICE. This picture, from the first, had singularly taken +little Tony's fancy. His unformulated criticism on the others +was that they lacked action. True, in the view of St. Peter's an +experienced-looking gentleman in a full-bottomed wig was pointing +out the fairly obvious monument to a bashful companion, who had +presumably not ventured to raise his eyes to it; while, at the +doors of the Seraglio, a group of turbaned infidels observed with +less hesitancy the approach of a veiled lady on a camel. But in +Venice so many things were happening at once--more, Tony was +sure, than had ever happened in Boston in a twelve-month or in +Salem in a long lifetime. For here, by their garb, were people +of every nation on earth, Chinamen, Turks, Spaniards, and many +more, mixed with a parti-coloured throng of gentry, lacqueys, +chapmen, hucksters, and tall personages in parsons' gowns who +stalked through the crowd with an air of mastery, a string of +parasites at their heels. And all these people seemed to be +diverting themselves hugely, chaffering with the hucksters, +watching the antics of trained dogs and monkeys, distributing +doles to maimed beggars or having their pockets picked by +slippery-looking fellows in black--the whole with such an air of +ease and good-humour that one felt the cut-purses to be as much a +part of the show as the tumbling acrobats and animals. + +As Tony advanced in years and experience this childish mumming +lost its magic; but not so the early imaginings it had excited. +For the old picture had been but the spring-board of fancy, the +first step of a cloud-ladder leading to a land of dreams. With +these dreams the name of Venice remained associated; and all that +observation or report subsequently brought him concerning the +place seemed, on a sober warranty of fact, to confirm its claim +to stand midway between reality and illusion. There was, for +instance, a slender Venice glass, gold-powdered as with lily- +pollen or the dust of sunbeams, that, standing in the corner +cabinet betwixt two Lowestoft caddies, seemed, among its lifeless +neighbours, to palpitate like an impaled butterfly. There was, +farther, a gold chain of his mother's, spun of that same sun- +pollen, so thread-like, impalpable, that it slipped through the +fingers like light, yet so strong that it carried a heavy pendant +which seemed held in air as if by magic. MAGIC! That was the +word which the thought of Venice evoked. It was the kind of +place, Tony felt, in which things elsewhere impossible might +naturally happen, in which two and two might make five, a paradox +elope with a syllogism, and a conclusion give the lie to its own +premiss. Was there ever a young heart that did not, once and +again, long to get away into such a world as that? Tony, at +least, had felt the longing from the first hour when the axioms +in his horn-book had brought home to him his heavy +responsibilities as a Christian and a sinner. And now here was +his wish taking shape before him, as the distant haze of gold +shaped itself into towers and domes across the morning sea! + +The Reverend Ozias Mounce, Tony's governor and bear-leader, was +just putting a hand to the third clause of the fourth part of a +sermon on Free-Will and Predestination as the Hepzibah B.'s +anchor rattled overboard. Tony, in his haste to be ashore, would +have made one plunge with the anchor; but the Reverend Ozias, on +being roused from his lucubrations, earnestly protested against +leaving his argument in suspense. What was the trifle of an +arrival at some Papistical foreign city, where the very churches +wore turbans like so many Moslem idolators, to the important fact +of Mr. Mounce's summing up his conclusions before the Muse of +Theology took flight? He should be happy, he said, if the tide +served, to visit Venice with Mr. Bracknell the next morning. + +The next morning, ha!--Tony murmured a submissive "Yes, sir," +winked at the subjugated captain, buckled on his sword, pressed +his hat down with a flourish, and before the Reverend Ozias had +arrived at his next deduction, was skimming merrily shoreward in +the Hepzibah's gig. + +A moment more and he was in the thick of it! Here was the very +world of the old print, only suffused with sunlight and colour, +and bubbling with merry noises. What a scene it was! A square +enclosed in fantastic painted buildings, and peopled with a +throng as fantastic: a bawling, laughing, jostling, sweating mob, +parti-coloured, parti-speeched, crackling and sputtering under +the hot sun like a dish of fritters over a kitchen fire. Tony, +agape, shouldered his way through the press, aware at once that, +spite of the tumult, the shrillness, the gesticulation, there was +no undercurrent of clownishness, no tendency to horse-play, as in +such crowds on market-day at home, but a kind of facetious +suavity which seemed to include everybody in the circumference of +one huge joke. In such an air the sense of strangeness soon wore +off, and Tony was beginning to feel himself vastly at home, when +a lift of the tide bore him against a droll-looking bell-ringing +fellow who carried above his head a tall metal tree hung with +sherbet-glasses. + +The encounter set the glasses spinning and three or four spun off +and clattered to the stones. The sherbet-seller called on all +the saints, and Tony, clapping a lordly hand to his pocket, +tossed him a ducat by mistake for a sequin. The fellow's eyes +shot out of their orbits, and just then a personable-looking +young man who had observed the transaction stepped up to Tony and +said pleasantly, in English: + +"I perceive, sir, that you are not familiar with our currency." + +"Does he want more?" says Tony, very lordly; whereat the other +laughed and replied: "You have given him enough to retire from +his business and open a gaming-house over the arcade." + +Tony joined in the laugh, and this incident bridging the +preliminaries, the two young men were presently hobnobbing over a +glass of Canary in front of one of the coffee-houses about the +square. Tony counted himself lucky to have run across an +English-speaking companion who was good-natured enough to give +him a clue to the labyrinth; and when he had paid for the Canary +(in the coin his friend selected) they set out again to view the +town. The Italian gentleman, who called himself Count Rialto, +appeared to have a very numerous acquaintance, and was able to +point out to Tony all the chief dignitaries of the state, the men +of ton and ladies of fashion, as well as a number of other +characters of a kind not openly mentioned in taking a census of +Salem. + +Tony, who was not averse from reading when nothing better +offered, had perused the "Merchant of Venice" and Mr. Otway's +fine tragedy; but though these pieces had given him a notion that +the social usages of Venice differed from those at home, he was +unprepared for the surprising appearance and manners of the great +people his friend named to him. The gravest Senators of the +Republic went in prodigious striped trousers, short cloaks and +feathered hats. One nobleman wore a ruff and doctor's gown, +another a black velvet tunic slashed with rose-colour; while the +President of the dreaded Council of Ten was a terrible strutting +fellow with a rapier-like nose, a buff leather jerkin and a +trailing scarlet cloak that the crowd was careful not to step on. + +It was all vastly diverting, and Tony would gladly have gone on +forever; but he had given his word to the captain to be at the +landing-place at sunset, and here was dusk already creeping over +the skies! Tony was a man of honour; and having pressed on the +Count a handsome damascened dagger selected from one of the +goldsmiths' shops in a narrow street lined with such wares, he +insisted on turning his face toward the Hepzibah's gig. The +Count yielded reluctantly; but as they came out again on the +square they were caught in a great throng pouring toward the +doors of the cathedral. + +"They go to Benediction," said the Count. "A beautiful sight, +with many lights and flowers. It is a pity you cannot take a +peep at it." + +Tony thought so too, and in another minute a legless beggar had +pulled back the leathern flap of the cathedral door, and they +stood in a haze of gold and perfume that seemed to rise and fall +on the mighty undulations of the organ. Here the press was as +thick as without; and as Tony flattened himself against a pillar, +he heard a pretty voice at his elbow:--"Oh, sir, oh, sir, your +sword!" + +He turned at sound of the broken English, and saw a girl who +matched the voice trying to disengage her dress from the tip of +his scabbard. She wore one of the voluminous black hoods which +the Venetian ladies affected, and under its projecting eaves her +face spied out at him as sweet as a nesting bird. + +In the dusk their hands met over the scabbard, and as she freed +herself a shred of her lace flounce clung to Tony's enchanted +fingers. Looking after her, he saw she was on the arm of a +pompous-looking graybeard in a long black gown and scarlet +stockings, who, on perceiving the exchange of glances between the +young people, drew the lady away with a threatening look. + +The Count met Tony's eye with a smile. "One of our Venetian +beauties," said he; "the lovely Polixena Cador. She is thought +to have the finest eyes in Venice." + +"She spoke English," stammered Tony. + +"Oh--ah--precisely: she learned the language at the Court of +Saint James's, where her father, the Senator, was formerly +accredited as Ambassador. She played as an infant with the royal +princes of England." + +"And that was her father?" + +"Assuredly: young ladies of Donna Polixena's rank do not go +abroad save with their parents or a duenna." + +Just then a soft hand slid into Tony's. His heart gave a foolish +bound, and he turned about half-expecting to meet again the merry +eyes under the hood; but saw instead a slender brown boy, in some +kind of fanciful page's dress, who thrust a folded paper between +his fingers and vanished in the throng. Tony, in a tingle, +glanced surreptitiously at the Count, who appeared absorbed in +his prayers. The crowd, at the ringing of a bell, had in fact +been overswept by a sudden wave of devotion; and Tony seized the +moment to step beneath a lighted shrine with his letter. + +"I am in dreadful trouble and implore your help. Polixena"--he +read; but hardly had he seized the sense of the words when a hand +fell on his shoulder, and a stern-looking man in a cocked hat, +and bearing a kind of rod or mace, pronounced a few words in +Venetian. + +Tony, with a start, thrust the letter in his breast, and tried to +jerk himself free; but the harder he jerked the tighter grew the +other's grip, and the Count, presently perceiving what had +happened, pushed his way through the crowd, and whispered hastily +to his companion: "For God's sake, make no struggle. This is +serious. Keep quiet and do as I tell you." + +Tony was no chicken-heart. He had something of a name for +pugnacity among the lads of his own age at home, and was not the +man to stand in Venice what he would have resented in Salem; but +the devil of it was that this black fellow seemed to be pointing +to the letter in his breast; and this suspicion was confirmed by +the Count's agitated whisper. + +"This is one of the agents of the Ten.--For God's sake, no +outcry." He exchanged a word or two with the mace-bearer and +again turned to Tony. "You have been seen concealing a letter +about your person--" + +"And what of that?" says Tony furiously. + +"Gently, gently, my master. A letter handed to you by the page +of Donna Polixena Cador.--A black business! Oh, a very black +business! This Cador is one of the most powerful nobles in +Venice--I beseech you, not a word, sir! Let me think-- +deliberate--" + +His hand on Tony's shoulder, he carried on a rapid dialogue with +the potentate in the cocked hat. + +"I am sorry, sir--but our young ladies of rank are as jealously +guarded as the Grand Turk's wives, and you must be answerable for +this scandal. The best I can do is to have you taken privately +to the Palazzo Cador, instead of being brought before the +Council. I have pleaded your youth and inexperience"--Tony +winced at this--"and I think the business may still be arranged." + +Meanwhile the agent of the Ten had yielded his place to a sharp- +featured shabby-looking fellow in black, dressed somewhat like a +lawyer's clerk, who laid a grimy hand on Tony's arm, and with +many apologetic gestures steered him through the crowd to the +doors of the church. The Count held him by the other arm, and in +this fashion they emerged on the square, which now lay in +darkness save for the many lights twinkling under the arcade and +in the windows of the gaming-rooms above it. + +Tony by this time had regained voice enough to declare that he +would go where they pleased, but that he must first say a word to +the mate of the Hepzibah, who had now been awaiting him some two +hours or more at the landing-place. + +The Count repeated this to Tony's custodian, but the latter shook +his head and rattled off a sharp denial. + +"Impossible, sir," said the Count. "I entreat you not to insist. +Any resistance will tell against you in the end." + +Tony fell silent. With a rapid eye he was measuring his chances +of escape. In wind and limb he was more than a mate for his +captors, and boyhood's ruses were not so far behind him but he +felt himself equal to outwitting a dozen grown men; but he had +the sense to see that at a cry the crowd would close in on him. +Space was what he wanted: a clear ten yards, and he would have +laughed at Doge and Council. But the throng was thick as glue, +and he walked on submissively, keeping his eye alert for an +opening. Suddenly the mob swerved aside after some new show. +Tony's fist shot out at the black fellow's chest, and before the +latter could right himself the young New Englander was showing a +clean pair of heels to his escort. On he sped, cleaving the +crowd like a flood-tide in Gloucester bay, diving under the first +arch that caught his eye, dashing down a lane to an unlit water- +way, and plunging across a narrow hump-back bridge which landed +him in a black pocket between walls. But now his pursuers were +at his back, reinforced by the yelping mob. The walls were too +high to scale, and for all his courage Tony's breath came short +as he paced the masonry cage in which ill-luck had landed him. +Suddenly a gate opened in one of the walls, and a slip of a +servant wench looked out and beckoned him. There was no time to +weigh chances. Tony dashed through the gate, his rescuer slammed +and bolted it, and the two stood in a narrow paved well between +high houses. + + + +II + + +The servant picked up a lantern and signed to Tony to follow her. +They climbed a squalid stairway of stone, felt their way along a +corridor, and entered a tall vaulted room feebly lit by an oil- +lamp hung from the painted ceiling. Tony discerned traces of +former splendour in his surroundings, but he had no time to +examine them, for a figure started up at his approach and in the +dim light he recognized the girl who was the cause of all his +troubles. + +She sprang toward him with outstretched hands, but as he advanced +her face changed and she shrank back abashed. + +"This is a misunderstanding--a dreadful misunderstanding," she +cried out in her pretty broken English. "Oh, how does it happen +that you are here?" + +"Through no choice of my own, madam, I assure you!" retorted +Tony, not over-pleased by his reception. + +"But why--how--how did you make this unfortunate mistake?" + +"Why, madam, if you'll excuse my candour, I think the mistake was +yours--" + +"Mine?" + +--"in sending me a letter--" + +"YOU--a letter?" + +--"by a simpleton of a lad, who must needs hand it to me under +your father's very nose--" + +The girl broke in on him with a cry. "What! It was YOU who +received my letter?" She swept round on the little maid-servant +and submerged her under a flood of Venetian. The latter volleyed +back in the same jargon, and as she did so, Tony's astonished eye +detected in her the doubleted page who had handed him the letter +in Saint Mark's. + +"What!" he cried, "the lad was this girl in disguise?" + +Polixena broke off with an irrepressible smile; but her face +clouded instantly and she returned to the charge. + +"This wicked, careless girl--she has ruined me, she will be my +undoing! Oh, sir, how can I make you understand? The letter was +not intended for you--it was meant for the English Ambassador, an +old friend of my mother's, from whom I hoped to obtain +assistance--oh, how can I ever excuse myself to you?" + +"No excuses are needed, madam," said Tony, bowing; "though I am +surprised, I own, that any one should mistake me for an +ambassador." + +Here a wave of mirth again overran Polixena's face. "Oh, sir, +you must pardon my poor girl's mistake. She heard you speaking +English, and--and--I had told her to hand the letter to the +handsomest foreigner in the church." Tony bowed again, more +profoundly. "The English Ambassador," Polixena added simply, "is +a very handsome man." + +"I wish, madam, I were a better proxy!" + +She echoed his laugh, and then clapped her hands together with a +look of anguish. "Fool that I am! How can I jest at such a +moment? I am in dreadful trouble, and now perhaps I have brought +trouble on you also-- Oh, my father! I hear my father coming!" +She turned pale and leaned tremblingly upon the little servant. + +Footsteps and loud voices were in fact heard outside, and a +moment later the red-stockinged Senator stalked into the room +attended by half-a-dozen of the magnificoes whom Tony had seen +abroad in the square. At sight of him, all clapped hands to +their swords and burst into furious outcries; and though their +jargon was unintelligible to the young man, their tones and +gestures made their meaning unpleasantly plain. The Senator, +with a start of anger, first flung himself on the intruder; then, +snatched back by his companions, turned wrathfully on his +daughter, who, at his feet, with outstretched arms and streaming +face, pleaded her cause with all the eloquence of young distress. +Meanwhile the other nobles gesticulated vehemently among +themselves, and one, a truculent-looking personage in ruff and +Spanish cape, stalked apart, keeping a jealous eye on Tony. The +latter was at his wit's end how to comport himself, for the +lovely Polixena's tears had quite drowned her few words of +English, and beyond guessing that the magnificoes meant him a +mischief he had no notion what they would be at. + +At this point, luckily, his friend Count Rialto suddenly broke in +on the scene, and was at once assailed by all the tongues in the +room. He pulled a long face at sight of Tony, but signed to the +young man to be silent, and addressed himself earnestly to the +Senator. The latter, at first, would not draw breath to hear +him; but presently, sobering, he walked apart with the Count, and +the two conversed together out of earshot. + +"My dear sir," said the Count, at length turning to Tony with a +perturbed countenance, "it is as I feared, and you are fallen +into a great misfortune." + +"A great misfortune! A great trap, I call it!" shouted Tony, +whose blood, by this time, was boiling; but as he uttered the +word the beautiful Polixena cast such a stricken look on him that +he blushed up to the forehead. + +"Be careful," said the Count, in a low tone. "Though his +Illustriousness does not speak your language, he understands a +few words of it, and--" + +"So much the better!" broke in Tony; "I hope he will understand +me if I ask him in plain English what is his grievance against +me." + +The Senator, at this, would have burst forth again; but the +Count, stepping between, answered quickly: "His grievance against +you is that you have been detected in secret correspondence with +his daughter, the most noble Polixena Cador, the betrothed bride +of this gentleman, the most illustrious Marquess Zanipolo--" and +he waved a deferential hand at the frowning hidalgo of the cape +and ruff. + +"Sir," said Tony, "if that is the extent of my offence, it lies +with the young lady to set me free, since by her own avowal--" +but here he stopped short, for, to his surprise, Polixena shot a +terrified glance at him. + +"Sir," interposed the Count, "we are not accustomed in Venice to +take shelter behind a lady's reputation." + +"No more are we in Salem," retorted Tony in a white heat. "I was +merely about to remark that, by the young lady's avowal, she has +never seen me before." + +Polixena's eyes signalled her gratitude, and he felt he would +have died to defend her. + +The Count translated his statement, and presently pursued: "His +Illustriousness observes that, in that case, his daughter's +misconduct has been all the more reprehensible." + +"Her misconduct? Of what does he accuse her?" + +"Of sending you, just now, in the church of Saint Mark's, a +letter which you were seen to read openly and thrust in your +bosom. The incident was witnessed by his Illustriousness the +Marquess Zanipolo, who, in consequence, has already repudiated +his unhappy bride." + +Tony stared contemptuously at the black Marquess. "If his +Illustriousness is so lacking in gallantry as to repudiate a lady +on so trivial a pretext, it is he and not I who should be the +object of her father's resentment." + +"That, my dear young gentleman, is hardly for you to decide. +Your only excuse being your ignorance of our customs, it is +scarcely for you to advise us how to behave in matters of +punctilio." + +It seemed to Tony as though the Count were going over to his +enemies, and the thought sharpened his retort. + +"I had supposed," said he, "that men of sense had much the same +behaviour in all countries, and that, here as elsewhere, a +gentleman would be taken at his word. I solemnly affirm that the +letter I was seen to read reflects in no way on the honour of +this young lady, and has in fact nothing to do with what you +suppose." + +As he had himself no notion what the letter was about, this was +as far as he dared commit himself. + +There was another brief consultation in the opposing camp, and +the Count then said:--"We all know, sir, that a gentleman is +obliged to meet certain enquiries by a denial; but you have at +your command the means of immediately clearing the lady. Will +you show the letter to her father?" + +There was a perceptible pause, during which Tony, while appearing +to look straight before him, managed to deflect an interrogatory +glance toward Polixena. Her reply was a faint negative motion, +accompanied by unmistakable signs of apprehension. + +"Poor girl!" he thought, "she is in a worse case than I imagined, +and whatever happens I must keep her secret." + +He turned to the Senator with a deep bow. "I am not," said he, +"in the habit of showing my private correspondence to strangers." + +The Count interpreted these words, and Donna Polixena's father, +dashing his hand on his hilt, broke into furious invective, while +the Marquess continued to nurse his outraged feelings aloof. + +The Count shook his head funereally. "Alas, sir, it is as I +feared. This is not the first time that youth and propinquity +have led to fatal imprudence. But I need hardly, I suppose, +point out the obligation incumbent upon you as a man of honour." + +Tony stared at him haughtily, with a look which was meant for the +Marquess. "And what obligation is that?" + +"To repair the wrong you have done--in other words, to marry the +lady." + +Polixena at this burst into tears, and Tony said to himself: "Why +in heaven does she not bid me show the letter?" Then he +remembered that it had no superscription, and that the words it +contained, supposing them to have been addressed to himself, were +hardly of a nature to disarm suspicion. The sense of the girl's +grave plight effaced all thought of his own risk, but the Count's +last words struck him as so preposterous that he could not +repress a smile. + +"I cannot flatter myself," said he, "that the lady would welcome +this solution." + +The Count's manner became increasingly ceremonious. "Such +modesty," he said, "becomes your youth and inexperience; but even +if it were justified it would scarcely alter the case, as it is +always assumed in this country that a young lady wishes to marry +the man whom her father has selected." + +"But I understood just now," Tony interposed, "that the gentleman +yonder was in that enviable position." + +"So he was, till circumstances obliged him to waive the privilege +in your favour." + +"He does me too much honour; but if a deep sense of my +unworthiness obliges me to decline--" + +"You are still," interrupted the Count, "labouring under a +misapprehension. Your choice in the matter is no more to be +consulted than the lady's. Not to put too fine a point on it, it +is necessary that you should marry her within the hour." + +Tony, at this, for all his spirit, felt the blood run thin in his +veins. He looked in silence at the threatening visages between +himself and the door, stole a side-glance at the high barred +windows of the apartment, and then turned to Polixena, who had +fallen sobbing at her father's feet. + +"And if I refuse?" said he. + +The Count made a significant gesture. "I am not so foolish as to +threaten a man of your mettle. But perhaps you are unaware what +the consequences would be to the lady." + +Polixena, at this, struggling to her feet, addressed a few +impassioned words to the Count and her father; but the latter put +her aside with an obdurate gesture. + +The Count turned to Tony. "The lady herself pleads for you--at +what cost you do not guess--but as you see it is vain. In an +hour his Illustriousness's chaplain will be here. Meanwhile his +Illustriousness consents to leave you in the custody of your +betrothed." + +He stepped back, and the other gentlemen, bowing with deep +ceremony to Tony, stalked out one by one from the room. Tony +heard the key turn in the lock, and found himself alone with +Polixena. + + + +III + + +The girl had sunk into a chair, her face hidden, a picture of +shame and agony. So moving was the sight that Tony once again +forgot his own extremity in the view of her distress. He went +and kneeled beside her, drawing her hands from her face. + +"Oh, don't make me look at you!" she sobbed; but it was on his +bosom that she hid from his gaze. He held her there a breathing- +space, as he might have clasped a weeping child; then she drew +back and put him gently from her. + +"What humiliation!" she lamented. + +"Do you think I blame you for what has happened?" + +"Alas, was it not my foolish letter that brought you to this +plight? And how nobly you defended me! How generous it was of +you not to show the letter! If my father knew I had written to +the Ambassador to save me from this dreadful marriage his anger +against me would be even greater." + +"Ah--it was that you wrote for?" cried Tony with unaccountable +relief. + +"Of course--what else did you think?" + +"But is it too late for the Ambassador to save you?" + +"From YOU?" A smile flashed through her tears. "Alas, yes." +She drew back and hid her face again, as though overcome by a +fresh wave of shame. + +Tony glanced about him. "If I could wrench a bar out of that +window--" he muttered. + +"Impossible! The court is guarded. You are a prisoner, alas.-- +Oh, I must speak!" She sprang up and paced the room. "But +indeed you can scarce think worse of me than you do already--" + +"I think ill of you?" + +"Alas, you must! To be unwilling to marry the man my father has +chosen for me--" + +"Such a beetle-browed lout! It would be a burning shame if you +married him." + +"Ah, you come from a free country. Here a girl is allowed no +choice." + +"It is infamous, I say--infamous!" + +"No, no--I ought to have resigned myself, like so many others." + +"Resigned yourself to that brute! Impossible!" + +"He has a dreadful name for violence--his gondolier has told my +little maid such tales of him! But why do I talk of myself, when +it is of you I should be thinking?" + +"Of me, poor child?" cried Tony, losing his head. + +"Yes, and how to save you--for I CAN save you! But every moment +counts--and yet what I have to say is so dreadful." + +"Nothing from your lips could seem dreadful." + +"Ah, if he had had your way of speaking!" + +"Well, now at least you are free of him," said Tony, a little +wildly; but at this she stood up and bent a grave look on him. + +"No, I am not free," she said; "but you are, if you will do as I +tell you." + +Tony, at this, felt a sudden dizziness; as though, from a mad +flight through clouds and darkness, he had dropped to safety +again, and the fall had stunned him. + +"What am I to do?" he said. + +"Look away from me, or I can never tell you." + +He thought at first that this was a jest, but her eyes commanded +him, and reluctantly he walked away and leaned in the embrasure +of the window. She stood in the middle of the room, and as soon +as his back was turned she began to speak in a quick monotonous +voice, as though she were reciting a lesson. + +"You must know that the Marquess Zanipolo, though a great noble, +is not a rich man. True, he has large estates, but he is a +desperate spendthrift and gambler, and would sell his soul for a +round sum of ready money.--If you turn round I shall not go on!-- +He wrangled horribly with my father over my dowry--he wanted me +to have more than either of my sisters, though one married a +Procurator and the other a grandee of Spain. But my father is a +gambler too--oh, such fortunes as are squandered over the arcade +yonder! And so--and so--don't turn, I implore you--oh, do you +begin to see my meaning?" + +She broke off sobbing, and it took all his strength to keep his +eyes from her. + +"Go on," he said. + +"Will you not understand? Oh, I would say anything to save you! +You don't know us Venetians--we're all to be bought for a price. +It is not only the brides who are marketable--sometimes the +husbands sell themselves too. And they think you rich--my father +does, and the others--I don't know why, unless you have shown +your money too freely--and the English are all rich, are they +not? And--oh, oh--do you understand? Oh, I can't bear your +eyes!" + +She dropped into a chair, her head on her arms, and Tony in a +flash was at her side. + +"My poor child, my poor Polixena!" he cried, and wept and clasped +her. + +"You ARE rich, are you not? You would promise them a ransom?" +she persisted. + +"To enable you to marry the Marquess?" + +"To enable you to escape from this place. Oh, I hope I may never +see your face again." She fell to weeping once more, and he drew +away and paced the floor in a fever. + +Presently she sprang up with a fresh air of resolution, and +pointed to a clock against the wall. "The hour is nearly over. +It is quite true that my father is gone to fetch his chaplain. +Oh, I implore you, be warned by me! There is no other way of +escape." + +"And if I do as you say--?" + +"You are safe! You are free! I stake my life on it." + +"And you--you are married to that villain?" + +"But I shall have saved you. Tell me your name, that I may say +it to myself when I am alone." + +"My name is Anthony. But you must not marry that fellow." + +"You forgive me, Anthony? You don't think too badly of me?" + +"I say you must not marry that fellow." + +She laid a trembling hand on his arm. "Time presses," she +adjured him, "and I warn you there is no other way." + +For a moment he had a vision of his mother, sitting very upright, +on a Sunday evening, reading Dr. Tillotson's sermons in the best +parlour at Salem; then he swung round on the girl and caught both +her hands in his. "Yes, there is," he cried, "if you are +willing. Polixena, let the priest come!" + +She shrank back from him, white and radiant. "Oh, hush, be +silent!" she said. + +"I am no noble Marquess, and have no great estates," he cried. +"My father is a plain India merchant in the colony of +Massachusetts--but if you--" + +"Oh, hush, I say! I don't know what your long words mean. But I +bless you, bless you, bless you on my knees!" And she knelt +before him, and fell to kissing his hands. + +He drew her up to his breast and held her there. + +"You are willing, Polixena?" he said. + +"No, no!" She broke from him with outstretched hands. "I am not +willing. You mistake me. I must marry the Marquess, I tell +you!" + +"On my money?" he taunted her; and her burning blush rebuked him. + +"Yes, on your money," she said sadly. + +"Why? Because, much as you hate him, you hate me still more?" + +She was silent. + +"If you hate me, why do you sacrifice yourself for me?" he +persisted. + +"You torture me! And I tell you the hour is past." + +"Let it pass. I'll not accept your sacrifice. I will not lift a +finger to help another man to marry you." + +"Oh, madman, madman!" she murmured. + +Tony, with crossed arms, faced her squarely, and she leaned +against the wall a few feet off from him. Her breast throbbed +under its lace and falbalas, and her eyes swam with terror and +entreaty. + +"Polixena, I love you!" he cried. + +A blush swept over her throat and bosom, bathing her in light to +the verge of her troubled brows. + +"I love you! I love you!" he repeated. + +And now she was on his breast again, and all their youth was in +their lips. But her embrace was as fleeting as a bird's poise +and before he knew it he clasped empty air, and half the room was +between them. + +She was holding up a little coral charm and laughing. "I took it +from your fob," she said. "It is of no value, is it? And I +shall not get any of the money, you know." + +She continued to laugh strangely, and the rouge burned like fire +in her ashen face. + +"What are you talking of?" he said. + +"They never give me anything but the clothes I wear. And I shall +never see you again, Anthony!" She gave him a dreadful look. +"Oh, my poor boy, my poor love--'I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, +POLIXENA!'" + +He thought she had turned light-headed, and advanced to her with +soothing words; but she held him quietly at arm's length, and as +he gazed he read the truth in her face. + +He fell back from her, and a sob broke from him as he bowed his +head on his hands. + +"Only, for God's sake, have the money ready, or there may be foul +play here," she said. + +As she spoke there was a great tramping of steps outside and a +burst of voices on the threshold. + +"It is all a lie," she gasped out, "about my marriage, and the +Marquess, and the Ambassador, and the Senator--but not, oh, not +about your danger in this place--or about my love," she breathed +to him. And as the key rattled in the door she laid her lips on +his brow. + +The key rattled, and the door swung open--but the black-cassocked +gentleman who stepped in, though a priest indeed, was no votary +of idolatrous rites, but that sound orthodox divine, the Reverend +Ozias Mounce, looking very much perturbed at his surroundings, +and very much on the alert for the Scarlet Woman. He was +supported, to his evident relief, by the captain of the Hepzibah +B., and the procession was closed by an escort of stern-looking +fellows in cocked hats and small-swords, who led between them +Tony's late friends the magnificoes, now as sorry a looking +company as the law ever landed in her net. + +The captain strode briskly into the room, uttering a grunt of +satisfaction as he clapped eyes on Tony. + +"So, Mr. Bracknell," said he, "you have been seeing the Carnival +with this pack of mummers, have you? And this is where your +pleasuring has landed you? H'm--a pretty establishment, and a +pretty lady at the head of it." He glanced about the apartment +and doffed his hat with mock ceremony to Polixena, who faced him +like a princess. + +"Why, my girl," said he, amicably, "I think I saw you this +morning in the square, on the arm of the Pantaloon yonder; and as +for that Captain Spavent--" and he pointed a derisive finger at +the Marquess--"I've watched him drive his bully's trade under the +arcade ever since I first dropped anchor in these waters. Well, +well," he continued, his indignation subsiding, "all's fair in +Carnival, I suppose, but this gentleman here is under sailing +orders, and I fear we must break up your little party." + +At this Tony saw Count Rialto step forward, looking very small +and explanatory, and uncovering obsequiously to the captain. + +"I can assure you, sir," said the Count in his best English, +"that this incident is the result of an unfortunate +misunderstanding, and if you will oblige us by dismissing these +myrmidons, any of my friends here will be happy to offer +satisfaction to Mr. Bracknell and his companions." + +Mr. Mounce shrank visibly at this, and the captain burst into a +loud guffaw. + +"Satisfaction?" says he. "Why, my cock, that's very handsome of +you, considering the rope's at your throats. But we'll not take +advantage of your generosity, for I fear Mr. Bracknell has +already trespassed on it too long. You pack of galley-slaves, +you!" he spluttered suddenly, "decoying young innocents with that +devil's bait of yours--" His eye fell on Polixena, and his voice +softened unaccountably. "Ah, well, we must all see the Carnival +once, I suppose," he said. "All's well that ends well, as the +fellow says in the play; and now, if you please, Mr. Bracknell, +if you'll take the reverend gentleman's arm there, we'll bid +adieu to our hospitable entertainers, and right about face for +the Hepzibah." + + + +The End of A Venetian Night's Entertainment + + + + +XINGU +December, 1911 + + +Mrs. Ballinger is one of the ladies who pursue Culture in bands, +as though it were dangerous to meet alone. To this end she had +founded the Lunch Club, an association composed of herself and +several other indomitable huntresses of erudition. The Lunch +Club, after three or four winters of lunching and debate, had +acquired such local distinction that the entertainment of +distinguished strangers became one of its accepted functions; in +recognition of which it duly extended to the celebrated "Osric +Dane," on the day of her arrival in Hillbridge, an invitation to +be present at the next meeting. + +The Club was to meet at Mrs. Ballinger's. The other members, +behind her back, were of one voice in deploring her unwillingness +to cede her rights in favor of Mrs. Plinth, whose house made a +more impressive setting for the entertainment of celebrities; +while, as Mrs. Leveret observed, there was always the picture- +gallery to fall back on. + +Mrs. Plinth made no secret of sharing this view. She had always +regarded it as one of her obligations to entertain the Lunch +Club's distinguished guests. Mrs. Plinth was almost as proud of +her obligations as she was of her picture-gallery; she was in +fact fond of implying that the one possession implied the other, +and that only a woman of her wealth could afford to live up to a +standard as high as that which she had set herself. An all-round +sense of duty, roughly adaptable to various ends, was, in her +opinion, all that Providence exacted of the more humbly +stationed; but the power which had predestined Mrs. Plinth to +keep footmen clearly intended her to maintain an equally +specialized staff of responsibilities. It was the more to be +regretted that Mrs. Ballinger, whose obligations to society were +bounded by the narrow scope of two parlour-maids, should have +been so tenacious of the right to entertain Osric Dane. + +The question of that lady's reception had for a month past +profoundly moved the members of the Lunch Club. It was not that +they felt themselves unequal to the task, but that their sense of +the opportunity plunged them into the agreeable uncertainty of +the lady who weighs the alternatives of a well-stocked wardrobe. +If such subsidiary members as Mrs. Leveret were fluttered by the +thought of exchanging ideas with the author of "The Wings of +Death," no forebodings of the kind disturbed the conscious +adequacy of Mrs. Plinth, Mrs. Ballinger and Miss Van Vluyck. +"The Wings of Death" had, in fact, at Miss Van Vluyck's +suggestion, been chosen as the subject of discussion at the last +club meeting, and each member had thus been enabled to express +her own opinion or to appropriate whatever seemed most likely to +be of use in the comments of the others. Mrs. Roby alone had +abstained from profiting by the opportunity thus offered; but it +was now openly recognised that, as a member of the Lunch Club, +Mrs. Roby was a failure. "It all comes," as Miss Van Vluyck put +it, "of accepting a woman on a man's estimation." Mrs. Roby, +returning to Hillbridge from a prolonged sojourn in exotic +regions--the other ladies no longer took the trouble to remember +where--had been emphatically commended by the distinguished +biologist, Professor Foreland, as the most agreeable woman he had +ever met; and the members of the Lunch Club, awed by an encomium +that carried the weight of a diploma, and rashly assuming that +the Professor's social sympathies would follow the line of his +scientific bent, had seized the chance of annexing a biological +member. Their disillusionment was complete. At Miss Van +Vluyck's first off-hand mention of the pterodactyl Mrs. Roby had +confusedly murmured: "I know so little about metres--" and after +that painful betrayal of incompetence she had prudently withdrawn +from farther participation in the mental gymnastics of the club. + +"I suppose she flattered him," Miss Van Vluyck summed up--"or +else it's the way she does her hair." + +The dimensions of Miss Van Vluyck's dining-room having restricted +the membership of the club to six, the non-conductiveness of one +member was a serious obstacle to the exchange of ideas, and some +wonder had already been expressed that Mrs. Roby should care to +live, as it were, on the intellectual bounty of the others. This +feeling was augmented by the discovery that she had not yet read +"The Wings of Death." She owned to having heard the name of +Osric Dane; but that--incredible as it appeared--was the extent +of her acquaintance with the celebrated novelist. The ladies +could not conceal their surprise, but Mrs. Ballinger, whose pride +in the club made her wish to put even Mrs. Roby in the best +possible light, gently insinuated that, though she had not had +time to acquaint herself with "The Wings of Death," she must at +least be familiar with its equally remarkable predecessor, "The +Supreme Instant." + +Mrs. Roby wrinkled her sunny brows in a conscientious effort of +memory, as a result of which she recalled that, oh, yes, she HAD +seen the book at her brother's, when she was staying with him in +Brazil, and had even carried it off to read one day on a boating +party; but they had all got to shying things at each other in the +boat, and the book had gone overboard, so she had never had the +chance-- + +The picture evoked by this anecdote did not advance Mrs. Roby's +credit with the club, and there was a painful pause, which was +broken by Mrs. Plinth's remarking: "I can understand that, with +all your other pursuits, you should not find much time for +reading; but I should have thought you might at least have GOT UP +'The Wings of Death' before Osric Dane's arrival." + +Mrs. Roby took this rebuke good-humouredly. She had meant, she +owned to glance through the book; but she had been so absorbed in +a novel of Trollope's that-- + +"No one reads Trollope now," Mrs. Ballinger interrupted +impatiently. + +Mrs. Roby looked pained. "I'm only just beginning," she +confessed. + +"And does he interest you?" Mrs. Plinth inquired. + +"He amuses me." + +"Amusement," said Mrs. Plinth sententiously, "is hardly what I +look for in my choice of books." + +"Oh, certainly, 'The Wings of Death' is not amusing," ventured +Mrs. Leveret, whose manner of putting forth an opinion was like +that of an obliging salesman with a variety of other styles to +submit if his first selection does not suit. + +"Was it MEANT to be?" enquired Mrs. Plinth, who was fond of +asking questions that she permitted no one but herself to answer. +"Assuredly not." + +"Assuredly not--that is what I was going to say," assented Mrs. +Leveret, hastily rolling up her opinion and reaching for another. +"It was meant to--to elevate." + +Miss Van Vluyck adjusted her spectacles as though they were the +black cap of condemnation. "I hardly see," she interposed, "how +a book steeped in the bitterest pessimism can be said to elevate, +however much it may instruct." + +"I meant, of course, to instruct," said Mrs. Leveret, flurried by +the unexpected distinction between two terms which she had +supposed to be synonymous. Mrs. Leveret's enjoyment of the Lunch +Club was frequently marred by such surprises; and not knowing her +own value to the other ladies as a mirror for their mental +complacency she was sometimes troubled by a doubt of her +worthiness to join in their debates. It was only the fact of +having a dull sister who thought her clever that saved her from a +sense of hopeless inferiority. + +"Do they get married in the end?" Mrs. Roby interposed. + +"They--who?" the Lunch Club collectively exclaimed. + +"Why, the girl and man. It's a novel, isn't it? I always think +that's the one thing that matters. If they're parted it spoils +my dinner." + +Mrs. Plinth and Mrs. Ballinger exchanged scandalised glances, and +the latter said: "I should hardly advise you to read 'The Wings +of Death,' in that spirit. For my part, when there are so many +books that one HAS to read, I wonder how any one can find time +for those that are merely amusing." + +"The beautiful part of it," Laura Glyde murmured, "is surely just +this--that no one can tell HOW 'The Wings of Death' ends. Osric +Dane, overcome by the dread significance of her own meaning, has +mercifully veiled it--perhaps even from herself--as Apelles, in +representing the sacrifice of Iphigenia, veiled the face of +Agamemnon." + +"What's that? Is it poetry?" whispered Mrs. Leveret nervously to +Mrs. Plinth, who, disdaining a definite reply, said coldly: "You +should look it up. I always make it a point to look things up." +Her tone added--"though I might easily have it done for me by the +footman." + +"I was about to say," Miss Van Vluyck resumed, "that it must +always be a question whether a book CAN instruct unless it +elevates." + +"Oh--" murmured Mrs. Leveret, now feeling herself hopelessly +astray. + +"I don't know," said Mrs. Ballinger, scenting in Miss Van +Vluyck's tone a tendency to depreciate the coveted distinction of +entertaining Osric Dane; "I don't know that such a question can +seriously be raised as to a book which has attracted more +attention among thoughtful people than any novel since 'Robert +Elsmere.'" + +"Oh, but don't you see," exclaimed Laura Glyde, "that it's just +the dark hopelessness of it all--the wonderful tone-scheme of +black on black--that makes it such an artistic achievement? It +reminded me so when I read it of Prince Rupert's maniere noire . . . +the book is etched, not painted, yet one feels the colour +values so intensely . . ." + +"Who is HE?" Mrs. Leveret whispered to her neighbour. "Some one +she's met abroad?" + +"The wonderful part of the book," Mrs. Ballinger conceded, "is +that it may be looked at from so many points of view. I hear +that as a study of determinism Professor Lupton ranks it with +'The Data of Ethics.'" + +"I'm told that Osric Dane spent ten years in preparatory studies +before beginning to write it," said Mrs. Plinth. "She looks up +everything--verifies everything. It has always been my +principle, as you know. Nothing would induce me, now, to put +aside a book before I'd finished it, just because I can buy as +many more as I want." + +"And what do YOU think of 'The Wings of Death'?" Mrs. Roby +abruptly asked her. + +It was the kind of question that might be termed out of order, +and the ladies glanced at each other as though disclaiming any +share in such a breach of discipline. They all knew that there +was nothing Mrs. Plinth so much disliked as being asked her +opinion of a book. Books were written to read; if one read them +what more could be expected? To be questioned in detail +regarding the contents of a volume seemed to her as great an +outrage as being searched for smuggled laces at the Custom House. +The club had always respected this idiosyncrasy of Mrs. Plinth's. +Such opinions as she had were imposing and substantial: her mind, +like her house, was furnished with monumental "pieces" that were +not meant to be suddenly disarranged; and it was one of the +unwritten rules of the Lunch Club that, within her own province, +each member's habits of thought should be respected. The meeting +therefore closed with an increased sense, on the part of the +other ladies, of Mrs. Roby's hopeless unfitness to be one of +them. + + + +II + + +Mrs. Leveret, on the eventful day, had arrived early at Mrs. +Ballinger's, her volume of Appropriate Allusions in her pocket. + +It always flustered Mrs. Leveret to be late at the Lunch Club: +she liked to collect her thoughts and gather a hint, as the +others assembled, of the turn the conversation was likely to +take. To-day, however, she felt herself completely at a loss; +and even the familiar contact of Appropriate Allusions, which +stuck into her as she sat down, failed to give her any +reassurance. It was an admirable little volume, compiled to meet +all the social emergencies; so that, whether on the occasion of +Anniversaries, joyful or melancholy (as the classification ran), +of Banquets, social or municipal, or of Baptisms, Church of +England or sectarian, its student need never be at a loss for a +pertinent reference. Mrs. Leveret, though she had for years +devoutly conned its pages, valued it, however, rather for its +moral support than for its practical services; for though in the +privacy of her own room she commanded an army of quotations, +these invariably deserted her at the critical moment, and the +only line she retained--CANST THOU DRAW OUT LEVIATHAN WITH A +HOOK?--was one she had never yet found the occasion to apply. + +To-day she felt that even the complete mastery of the volume +would hardly have insured her self-possession; for she thought it +probable, even if she DID, in some miraculous way, remember an +Allusion, it would be only to find that Osric Dane used a +different volume (Mrs. Leveret was convinced that literary people +always carried them), and would consequently not recognise her +quotations. + +Mrs. Leveret's sense of being adrift was intensified by the +appearance of Mrs. Ballinger's drawing-room. To a careless eye +its aspect was unchanged; but those acquainted with Mrs. +Ballinger's way of arranging her books would instantly have +detected the marks of recent perturbation. Mrs. Ballinger's +province, as a member of the Lunch Club, was the Book of the Day. +On that, whatever it was, from a novel to a treatise on +experimental psychology, she was confidently, authoritatively +"up." What became of last year's books, or last week's even; +what she did with the "subjects" she had previously professed +with equal authority; no one had ever yet discovered. Her mind +was an hotel where facts came and went like transient lodgers, +without leaving their address behind, and frequently without +paying for their board. It was Mrs. Ballinger's boast that she +was "abreast with the Thought of the Day," and her pride that +this advanced position should be expressed by the books on her +drawing-room table. These volumes, frequently renewed, and +almost always damp from the press, bore names generally +unfamiliar to Mrs. Leveret, and giving her, as she furtively +scanned them, a disheartening glimpse of new fields of knowledge +to be breathlessly traversed in Mrs. Ballinger's wake. But to- +day a number of maturer-looking volumes were adroitly mingled +with the primeurs of the press--Karl Marx jostled Professor +Bergson, and the "Confessions of St. Augustine" lay beside the +last work on "Mendelism"; so that even to Mrs. Leveret's +fluttered perceptions it was clear that Mrs. Ballinger didn't in +the least know what Osric Dane was likely to talk about, and had +taken measures to be prepared for anything. Mrs. Leveret felt +like a passenger on an ocean steamer who is told that there is no +immediate danger, but that she had better put on her life-belt. + +It was a relief to be roused from these forebodings by Miss Van +Vluyck's arrival. + +"Well, my dear," the new-comer briskly asked her hostess, "what +subjects are we to discuss to-day?" + +Mrs. Ballinger was furtively replacing a volume of Wordsworth by +a copy of Verlaine. "I hardly know," she said somewhat +nervously. "Perhaps we had better leave that to circumstances." + +"Circumstances?" said Miss Van Vluyck drily. "That means, I +suppose, that Laura Glyde will take the floor as usual, and we +shall be deluged with literature." + +Philanthropy and statistics were Miss Van Vluyck's province, and +she naturally resented any tendency to divert their guest's +attention from these topics. + +Mrs. Plinth at this moment appeared. + +"Literature?" she protested in a tone of remonstrance. "But this +is perfectly unexpected. I understood we were to talk of Osric +Dane's novel." + +Mrs. Ballinger winced at the discrimination, but let it pass. +"We can hardly make that our chief subject--at least not TOO +intentionally," she suggested. "Of course we can let our talk +DRIFT in that direction; but we ought to have some other topic as +an introduction, and that is what I wanted to consult you about. +The fact is, we know so little of Osric Dane's tastes and +interests that it is difficult to make any special preparation." + +"It may be difficult," said Mrs. Plinth with decision, "but it is +absolutely necessary. I know what that happy-go-lucky principle +leads to. As I told one of my nieces the other day, there are +certain emergencies for which a lady should always be prepared. +It's in shocking taste to wear colours when one pays a visit of +condolence, or a last year's dress when there are reports that +one's husband is on the wrong side of the market; and so it is +with conversation. All I ask is that I should know beforehand +what is to be talked about; then I feel sure of being able to say +the proper thing." + +"I quite agree with you," Mrs. Ballinger anxiously assented; +"but--" + +And at that instant, heralded by the fluttered parlour-maid, +Osric Dane appeared upon the threshold. + +Mrs. Leveret told her sister afterward that she had known at a +glance what was coming. She saw that Osric Dane was not going to +meet them half way. That distinguished personage had indeed +entered with an air of compulsion not calculated to promote the +easy exercise of hospitality. She looked as though she were +about to be photographed for a new edition of her books. + +The desire to propitiate a divinity is generally in inverse ratio +to its responsiveness, and the sense of discouragement produced +by Osric Dane's entrance visibly increased the Lunch Club's +eagerness to please her. Any lingering idea that she might +consider herself under an obligation to her entertainers was at +once dispelled by her manner: as Mrs. Leveret said afterward to +her sister, she had a way of looking at you that made you feel as +if there was something wrong with your hat. This evidence of +greatness produced such an immediate impression on the ladies +that a shudder of awe ran through them when Mrs. Roby, as their +hostess led the great personage into the dining-room, turned back +to whisper to the others: "What a brute she is!" + +The hour about the table did not tend to correct this verdict. +It was passed by Osric Dane in the silent deglutition of Mrs. +Ballinger's menu, and by the members of the Club in the emission +of tentative platitudes which their guest seemed to swallow as +perfunctorily as the successive courses of the luncheon. + +Mrs. Ballinger's deplorable delay in fixing a topic had thrown +the Club into a mental disarray which increased with the return +to the drawing-room, where the actual business of discussion was +to open. Each lady waited for the other to speak; and there was +a general shock of disappointment when their hostess opened the +conversation by the painfully commonplace inquiry: "Is this your +first visit to Hillbridge?" + +Even Mrs. Leveret was conscious that this was a bad beginning; +and a vague impulse of deprecation made Miss Glyde interject: "It +is a very small place indeed." + +Mrs. Plinth bristled. "We have a great many representative +people," she said, in the tone of one who speaks for her order. + +Osric Dane turned to her thoughtfully. "What do they represent?" +she asked. + +Mrs. Plinth's constitutional dislike to being questioned was +intensified by her sense of unpreparedness; and her reproachful +glance passed the question on to Mrs. Ballinger. + +"Why," said that lady, glancing in turn at the other members, "as +a community I hope it is not too much to say that we stand for +culture." + +"For art--" Miss Glyde eagerly interjected. + +"For art and literature," Mrs. Ballinger emended. + +"And for sociology, I trust," snapped Miss Van Vluyck. + +"We have a standard," said Mrs. Plinth, feeling herself suddenly +secure on the vast expanse of a generalisation: and Mrs. Leveret, +thinking there must be room for more than one on so broad a +statement, took courage to murmur: "Oh, certainly; we have a +standard." + +"The object of our little club," Mrs. Ballinger continued, "is to +concentrate the highest tendencies of Hillbridge--to centralise +and focus its complex intellectual effort." + +This was felt to be so happy that the ladies drew an almost +audible breath of relief. + +"We aspire," the President went on, "to stand for what is highest +in art, literature and ethics." + +Osric Dane again turned to her. "What ethics?" she asked. + +A tremor of apprehension encircled the room. None of the ladies +required any preparation to pronounce on a question of morals; +but when they were called ethics it was different. The club, +when fresh from the "Encyclopaedia Britannica," the "Reader's +Handbook" or Smith's "Classical Dictionary," could deal +confidently with any subject; but when taken unawares it had been +known to define agnosticism as a heresy of the Early Church and +Professor Froude as a distinguished histologist; and such minor +members as Mrs. Leveret still secretly regarded ethics as +something vaguely pagan. + +Even to Mrs. Ballinger, Osric Dane's question was unsettling, and +there was a general sense of gratitude when Laura Glyde leaned +forward to say, with her most sympathetic accent: "You must +excuse us, Mrs. Dane, for not being able, just at present, to +talk of anything but 'The Wings of Death.'" + +"Yes," said Miss Van Vluyck, with a sudden resolve to carry the +war into the enemy's camp. "We are so anxious to know the exact +purpose you had in mind in writing your wonderful book." + +"You will find," Mrs. Plinth interposed, "that we are not +superficial readers." + +"We are eager to hear from you," Miss Van Vluyck continued, "if +the pessimistic tendency of the book is an expression of your own +convictions or--" + +"Or merely," Miss Glyde hastily thrust in, "a sombre background +brushed in to throw your figures into more vivid relief. ARE you +not primarily plastic?" + +"I have always maintained," Mrs. Ballinger interposed, "that you +represent the purely objective method--" + +Osric Dane helped herself critically to coffee. "How do you +define objective?" she then inquired. + +There was a flurried pause before Laura Glyde intensely murmured: +"In reading YOU we don't define, we feel." + +Osric Dane smiled. "The cerebellum," she remarked, "is not +infrequently the seat of the literary emotions." And she took a +second lump of sugar. + +The sting that this remark was vaguely felt to conceal was almost +neutralised by the satisfaction of being addressed in such +technical language. + +"Ah, the cerebellum," said Miss Van Vluyck complacently. "The +Club took a course in psychology last winter." + +"Which psychology?" asked Osric Dane. + +There was an agonising pause, during which each member of the +Club secretly deplored the distressing inefficiency of the +others. Only Mrs. Roby went on placidly sipping her chartreuse. +At last Mrs. Ballinger said, with an attempt at a high tone: +"Well, really, you know, it was last year that we took +psychology, and this winter we have been so absorbed in--" + +She broke off, nervously trying to recall some of the Club's +discussions; but her faculties seemed to be paralysed by the +petrifying stare of Osric Dane. What HAD the club been absorbed +in lately? Mrs. Ballinger, with a vague purpose of gaining time, +repeated slowly: "We've been so intensely absorbed in--" + +Mrs. Roby put down her liqueur glass and drew near the group with +a smile. + +"In Xingu?" she gently prompted. + +A thrill ran through the other members. They exchanged confused +glances, and then, with one accord, turned a gaze of mingled +relief and interrogation on their unexpected rescuer. The +expression of each denoted a different phase of the same emotion. +Mrs. Plinth was the first to compose her features to an air of +reassurance: after a moment's hasty adjustment her look almost +implied that it was she who had given the word to Mrs. Ballinger. + +"Xingu, of course!" exclaimed the latter with her accustomed +promptness, while Miss Van Vluyck and Laura Glyde seemed to be +plumbing the depths of memory, and Mrs. Leveret, feeling +apprehensively for Appropriate Allusions, was somehow reassured +by the uncomfortable pressure of its bulk against her person. + +Osric Dane's change of countenance was no less striking than that +of her entertainers. She too put down her coffee-cup, but with a +look of distinct annoyance: she too wore, for a brief moment, +what Mrs. Roby afterward described as the look of feeling for +something in the back of her head; and before she could dissemble +these momentary signs of weakness, Mrs. Roby, turning to her with +a deferential smile, had said: "And we've been so hoping that +to-day you would tell us just what you think of it." + +Osric Dane received the homage of the smile as a matter of +course; but the accompanying question obviously embarrassed her, +and it became clear to her observers that she was not quick at +shifting her facial scenery. It was as though her countenance +had so long been set in an expression of unchallenged superiority +that the muscles had stiffened, and refused to obey her orders. + +"Xingu--" she murmured, as if seeking in her turn to gain time. + +Mrs. Roby continued to press her. "Knowing how engrossing the +subject is, you will understand how it happens that the Club has +let everything else go to the wall for the moment. Since we took +up Xingu I might almost say--were it not for your books--that +nothing else seems to us worth remembering." + +Osric Dane's stern features were darkened rather than lit up by +an uneasy smile. "I am glad to hear there is one exception," she +gave out between narrowed lips. + +"Oh, of course," Mrs. Roby said prettily; "but as you have shown +us that--so very naturally!--you don't care to talk about your +own things, we really can't let you off from telling us exactly +what you think about Xingu; especially," she added, with a +persuasive smile, "as some people say that one of your last books +was simply saturated with it." + +It was an IT, then--the assurance sped like fire through the +parched minds of the other members. In their eagerness to gain +the least little clue to Xingu they almost forgot the joy of +assisting at the discomfiture of Mrs. Dane. + +The latter reddened nervously under her antagonist's direct +assault. "May I ask," she faltered out in an embarrassed tone, +"to which of my books you refer?" + +Mrs. Roby did not falter. "That's just what I want you to tell +us; because, though I was present, I didn't actually take part." + +"Present at what?" Mrs. Dane took her up; and for an instant the +trembling members of the Lunch Club thought that the champion +Providence had raised up for them had lost a point. But Mrs. +Roby explained herself gaily: "At the discussion, of course. And +so we're dreadfully anxious to know just how it was that you went +into the Xingu." + +There was a portentous pause, a silence so big with incalculable +dangers that the members with one accord checked the words on +their lips, like soldiers dropping their arms to watch a single +combat between their leaders. Then Mrs. Dane gave expression to +their inmost dread by saying sharply: "Ah--you say THE Xingu, do +you?" + +Mrs. Roby smiled undauntedly. "It IS a shade pedantic, isn't it? +Personally, I always drop the article; but I don't know how the +other members feel about it." + +The other members looked as though they would willingly have +dispensed with this deferential appeal to their opinion, and Mrs. +Roby, after a bright glance about the group, went on: "They +probably think, as I do, that nothing really matters except the +thing itself--except Xingu." + +No immediate reply seemed to occur to Mrs. Dane, and Mrs. +Ballinger gathered courage to say: "Surely every one must feel +that about Xingu." + +Mrs. Plinth came to her support with a heavy murmur of assent, +and Laura Glyde breathed emotionally: "I have known cases where +it has changed a whole life." + +"It has done me worlds of good," Mrs. Leveret interjected, +seeming to herself to remember that she had either taken it or +read it in the winter before. + +"Of course," Mrs. Roby admitted, "the difficulty is that one must +give up so much time to it. It's very long." + +"I can't imagine," said Miss Van Vluyck tartly, "grudging the +time given to such a subject." + +"And deep in places," Mrs. Roby pursued; (so then it was a book!) +"And it isn't easy to skip." + +"I never skip," said Mrs. Plinth dogmatically. + +"Ah, it's dangerous to, in Xingu. Even at the start there are +places where one can't. One must just wade through." + +"I should hardly call it WADING," said Mrs. Ballinger +sarcastically. + +Mrs. Roby sent her a look of interest. "Ah--you always found it +went swimmingly?" + +Mrs. Ballinger hesitated. "Of course there are difficult +passages," she conceded modestly. + +"Yes; some are not at all clear--even," Mrs. Roby added, "if one +is familiar with the original." + +"As I suppose you are?" Osric Dane interposed, suddenly fixing +her with a look of challenge. + +Mrs. Roby met it by a deprecating smile. "Oh, it's really not +difficult up to a certain point; though some of the branches are +very little known, and it's almost impossible to get at the +source." + +"Have you ever tried?" Mrs. Plinth enquired, still distrustful of +Mrs. Roby's thoroughness. + +Mrs. Roby was silent for a moment; then she replied with lowered +lids: "No--but a friend of mine did; a very brilliant man; and he +told me it was best for women--not to . . ." + +A shudder ran around the room. Mrs. Leveret coughed so that the +parlour-maid, who was handing the cigarettes, should not hear; +Miss Van Vluyck's face took on a nauseated expression, and Mrs. +Plinth looked as if she were passing some one she did not care to +bow to. But the most remarkable result of Mrs. Roby's words was +the effect they produced on the Lunch Club's distinguished guest. +Osric Dane's impassive features suddenly melted to an expression +of the warmest human sympathy, and edging her chair toward Mrs. +Roby's she asked: "Did he really? And--did you find he was +right?" + +Mrs. Ballinger, in whom annoyance at Mrs. Roby's unwonted +assumption of prominence was beginning to displace gratitude for +the aid she had rendered, could not consent to her being allowed, +by such dubious means, to monopolise the attention of their +guest. If Osric Dane had not enough self-respect to resent Mrs. +Roby's flippancy, at least the Lunch Club would do so in the +person of its President. + +Mrs. Ballinger laid her hand on Mrs. Roby's arm. "We must not +forget," she said with a frigid amiability, "that absorbing as +Xingu is to US, it may be less interesting to--" + +"Oh, no, on the contrary, I assure you," Osric Dane energetically +intervened. + +"--to others," Mrs. Ballinger finished firmly; "and we must not +allow our little meeting to end without persuading Mrs. Dane to +say a few words to us on a subject which, to-day, is much more +present in all our thoughts. I refer, of course, to 'The Wings +of Death.'" + +The other members, animated by various degrees of the same +sentiment, and encouraged by the humanised mien of their +redoubtable guest, repeated after Mrs. Ballinger: "Oh, yes, you +really MUST talk to us a little about your book." + +Osric Dane's expression became as bored, though not as haughty, +as when her work had been previously mentioned. But before she +could respond to Mrs. Ballinger's request, Mrs. Roby had risen +from her seat, and was pulling her veil down over her frivolous +nose. + +"I'm so sorry," she said, advancing toward her hostess with +outstretched hand, "but before Mrs. Dane begins I think I'd +better run away. Unluckily, as you know, I haven't read her +books, so I should be at a terrible disadvantage among you all; +and besides, I've an engagement to play bridge." + +If Mrs. Roby had simply pleaded her ignorance of Osric Dane's +works as a reason for withdrawing, the Lunch Club, in view of her +recent prowess, might have approved such evidence of discretion; +but to couple this excuse with the brazen announcement that she +was foregoing the privilege for the purpose of joining a bridge- +party, was only one more instance of her deplorable lack of +discrimination. + +The ladies were disposed, however, to feel that her departure-- +now that she had performed the sole service she was ever likely +to render them--would probably make for greater order and dignity +in the impending discussion, besides relieving them of the sense +of self-distrust which her presence always mysteriously produced. +Mrs. Ballinger therefore restricted herself to a formal murmur of +regret, and the other members were just grouping themselves +comfortably about Osric Dane when the latter, to their dismay, +started up from the sofa on which she had been deferentially +enthroned. + +"Oh wait--do wait, and I'll go with you!" she called out to Mrs. +Roby; and, seizing the hands of the disconcerted members, she +administered a series of farewell pressures with the mechanical +haste of a railway-conductor punching tickets. + +"I'm so sorry--I'd quite forgotten--" she flung back at them from +the threshold; and as she joined Mrs. Roby, who had turned in +surprise at her appeal, the other ladies had the mortification of +hearing her say, in a voice which she did not take the pains to +lower: "If you'll let me walk a little way with you, I should so +like to ask you a few more questions about Xingu . . ." + + + +III + + +The incident had been so rapid that the door closed on the +departing pair before the other members had had time to +understand what was happening. Then a sense of the indignity put +upon them by Osric Dane's unceremonious desertion began to +contend with the confused feeling that they had been cheated out +of their due without exactly knowing how or why. + +There was an awkward silence, during which Mrs. Ballinger, with a +perfunctory hand, rearranged the skilfully grouped literature at +which her distinguished guest had not so much as glanced; then +Miss Van Vluyck tartly pronounced: "Well, I can't say that I +consider Osric Dane's departure a great loss." + +This confession crystallised the fluid resentment of the other +members, and Mrs. Leveret exclaimed: "I do believe she came on +purpose to be nasty!" + +It was Mrs. Plinth's private opinion that Osric Dane's attitude +toward the Lunch Club might have been very different had it +welcomed her in the majestic setting of the Plinth drawing-rooms; +but not liking to reflect on the inadequacy of Mrs. Ballinger's +establishment she sought a round-about satisfaction in +depreciating her savoir faire. + +"I said from the first that we ought to have had a subject ready. +It's what always happens when you're unprepared. Now if we'd +only got up Xingu--" + +The slowness of Mrs. Plinth's mental processes was always allowed +for by the Club; but this instance of it was too much for Mrs. +Ballinger's equanimity. + +"Xingu!" she scoffed. "Why, it was the fact of our knowing so +much more about it than she did--unprepared though we were--that +made Osric Dane so furious. I should have thought that was plain +enough to everybody!" + +This retort impressed even Mrs. Plinth, and Laura Glyde, moved by +an impulse of generosity, said: "Yes, we really ought to be +grateful to Mrs. Roby for introducing the topic. It may have +made Osric Dane furious, but at least it made her civil." + +"I am glad we were able to show her," added Miss Van Vluyck, +"that a broad and up-to-date culture is not confined to the great +intellectual centres." + +This increased the satisfaction of the other members, and they +began to forget their wrath against Osric Dane in the pleasure of +having contributed to her defeat. + +Miss Van Vluyck thoughtfully rubbed her spectacles. "What +surprised me most," she continued, "was that Fanny Roby should be +so up on Xingu." + +This frank admission threw a slight chill on the company, but +Mrs. Ballinger said with an air of indulgent irony: "Mrs. Roby +always has the knack of making a little go a long way; still, we +certainly owe her a debt for happening to remember that she'd +heard of Xingu." And this was felt by the other members to be a +graceful way of cancelling once for all the Club's obligation to +Mrs. Roby. + +Even Mrs. Leveret took courage to speed a timid shaft of irony: +"I fancy Osric Dane hardly expected to take a lesson in Xingu at +Hillbridge!" + +Mrs. Ballinger smiled. "When she asked me what we represented-- +do you remember?--I wish I'd simply said we represented Xingu!" + +All the ladies laughed appreciatively at this sally, except Mrs. +Plinth, who said, after a moment's deliberation: "I'm not sure it +would have been wise to do so." + +Mrs. Ballinger, who was already beginning to feel as if she had +launched at Osric Dane the retort which had just occurred to her, +looked ironically at Mrs. Plinth. "May I ask why?" she enquired. + +Mrs. Plinth looked grave. "Surely," she said, "I understood from +Mrs. Roby herself that the subject was one it was as well not to +go into too deeply?" + +Miss Van Vluyck rejoined with precision: "I think that applied +only to an investigation of the origin of the--of the--"; and +suddenly she found that her usually accurate memory had failed +her. "It's a part of the subject I never studied myself," she +concluded lamely. + +"Nor I," said Mrs. Ballinger. + +Laura Glyde bent toward them with widened eyes. "And yet it +seems--doesn't it?--the part that is fullest of an esoteric +fascination?" + +"I don't know on what you base that," said Miss Van Vluyck +argumentatively. + +"Well, didn't you notice how intensely interested Osric Dane +became as soon as she heard what the brilliant foreigner--he WAS +a foreigner, wasn't he?--had told Mrs. Roby about the origin--the +origin of the rite--or whatever you call it?" + +Mrs. Plinth looked disapproving, and Mrs. Ballinger visibly +wavered. Then she said in a decisive tone: "It may not be +desirable to touch on the--on that part of the subject in general +conversation; but, from the importance it evidently has to a +woman of Osric Dane's distinction, I feel as if we ought not to +be afraid to discuss it among ourselves--without gloves--though +with closed doors, if necessary." + +"I'm quite of your opinion," Miss Van Vluyck came briskly to her +support; "on condition, that is, that all grossness of language +is avoided." + +"Oh, I'm sure we shall understand without that," Mrs. Leveret +tittered; and Laura Glyde added significantly: "I fancy we can +read between the lines," while Mrs. Ballinger rose to assure +herself that the doors were really closed. + +Mrs. Plinth had not yet given her adhesion. "I hardly see," she +began, "what benefit is to be derived from investigating such +peculiar customs--" + +But Mrs. Ballinger's patience had reached the extreme limit of +tension. "This at least," she returned; "that we shall not be +placed again in the humiliating position of finding ourselves +less up on our own subjects than Fanny Roby!" + +Even to Mrs. Plinth this argument was conclusive. She peered +furtively about the room and lowered her commanding tones to ask: +"Have you got a copy?" + +"A--a copy?" stammered Mrs. Ballinger. She was aware that the +other members were looking at her expectantly, and that this +answer was inadequate, so she supported it by asking another +question. "A copy of what?" + +Her companions bent their expectant gaze on Mrs. Plinth, who, in +turn, appeared less sure of herself than usual. "Why, of--of-- +the book," she explained. + +"What book?" snapped Miss Van Vluyck, almost as sharply as Osric +Dane. + +Mrs. Ballinger looked at Laura Glyde, whose eyes were +interrogatively fixed on Mrs. Leveret. The fact of being +deferred to was so new to the latter that it filled her with an +insane temerity. "Why, Xingu, of course!" she exclaimed. + +A profound silence followed this direct challenge to the +resources of Mrs. Ballinger's library, and the latter, after +glancing nervously toward the Books of the Day, returned in a +deprecating voice: "It's not a thing one cares to leave about." + +"I should think NOT!" exclaimed Mrs. Plinth. + +"It IS a book, then?" said Miss Van Vluyck. + +This again threw the company into disarray, and Mrs. Ballinger, +with an impatient sigh, rejoined: "Why--there IS a book-- +naturally . . ." + +"Then why did Miss Glyde call it a religion?" + +Laura Glyde started up. "A religion? I never--" + +"Yes, you did," Miss Van Vluyck insisted; "you spoke of rites; +and Mrs. Plinth said it was a custom." + +Miss Glyde was evidently making a desperate effort to reinforce +her statement; but accuracy of detail was not her strongest +point. At length she began in a deep murmur: "Surely they used +to do something of the kind at the Eleusinian mysteries--" + +"Oh--" said Miss Van Vluyck, on the verge of disapproval; and +Mrs. Plinth protested: "I understood there was to be no +indelicacy!" + +Mrs. Ballinger could not control her irritation. "Really, it is +too bad that we should not be able to talk the matter over +quietly among ourselves. Personally, I think that if one goes +into Xingu at all--" + +"Oh, so do I!" cried Miss Glyde. + +"And I don't see how one can avoid doing so, if one wishes to +keep up with the Thought of the Day--" + +Mrs. Leveret uttered an exclamation of relief. "There--that's +it!" she interposed. + +"What's it?" the President curtly took her up. + +"Why--it's a--a Thought: I mean a philosophy." + +This seemed to bring a certain relief to Mrs. Ballinger and Laura +Glyde, but Miss Van Vluyck said dogmatically: "Excuse me if I +tell you that you're all mistaken. Xingu happens to be a +language." + +"A language!" the Lunch Club cried. + +"Certainly. Don't you remember Fanny Roby's saying that there +were several branches, and that some were hard to trace? What +could that apply to but dialects?" + +Mrs. Ballinger could no longer restrain a contemptuous laugh. +"Really, if the Lunch Club has reached such a pass that it has to +go to Fanny Roby for instruction on a subject like Xingu, it had +almost better cease to exist!" + +"It's really her fault for not being clearer," Laura Glyde put +in. + +"Oh, clearness and Fanny Roby!" Mrs. Ballinger shrugged. "I +daresay we shall find she was mistaken on almost every point." + +"Why not look it up?" said Mrs. Plinth. + +As a rule this recurrent suggestion of Mrs. Plinth's was ignored +in the heat of discussion, and only resorted to afterward in the +privacy of each member's home. But on the present occasion the +desire to ascribe their own confusion of thought to the vague and +contradictory nature of Mrs. Roby's statements caused the members +of the Lunch Club to utter a collective demand for a book of +reference. + +At this point the production of her treasured volume gave Mrs. +Leveret, for a moment, the unusual experience of occupying the +centre front; but she was not able to hold it long, for +Appropriate Allusions contained no mention of Xingu. + +"Oh, that's not the kind of thing we want!" exclaimed Miss Van +Vluyck. She cast a disparaging glance over Mrs. Ballinger's +assortment of literature, and added impatiently: "Haven't you any +useful books?" + +"Of course I have," replied Mrs. Ballinger indignantly; "but I +keep them in my husband's dressing-room." + +From this region, after some difficulty and delay, the parlour- +maid produced the W-Z volume of an Encyclopaedia and, in +deference to the fact that the demand for it had come from Miss +Van Vluyck, laid the ponderous tome before her. + +There was a moment of painful suspense while Miss Van Vluyck +rubbed her spectacles, adjusted them, and turned to Z; and a +murmur of surprise when she said: "It isn't here." + +"I suppose," said Mrs. Plinth, "it's not fit to be put in a book +of reference." + +"Oh, nonsense!" exclaimed Mrs. Ballinger. "Try X." + +Miss Van Vluyck turned back through the volume, peering short- +sightedly up and down the pages, till she came to a stop and +remained motionless, like a dog on a point. + +"Well, have you found it?" Mrs. Ballinger enquired, after a +considerable delay. + +"Yes. I've found it," said Miss Van Vluyck in a queer voice. + +Mrs. Plinth hastily interposed: "I beg you won't read it aloud if +there's anything offensive." + +Miss Van Vluyck, without answering, continued her silent +scrutiny. + +"Well, what IS it?" exclaimed Laura Glyde excitedly. + +"DO tell us!" urged Mrs. Leveret, feeling that she would have +something awful to tell her sister. + +Miss Van Vluyck pushed the volume aside and turned slowly toward +the expectant group. + +"It's a river." + +"A RIVER?" + +"Yes: in Brazil. Isn't that where she's been living?" + +"Who? Fanny Roby? Oh, but you must be mistaken. You've been +reading the wrong thing," Mrs. Ballinger exclaimed, leaning over +her to seize the volume. + +"It's the only XINGU in the Encyclopaedia; and she HAS been +living in Brazil," Miss Van Vluyck persisted. + +"Yes: her brother has a consulship there," Mrs. Leveret eagerly +interposed. + +"But it's too ridiculous! I--we--why we ALL remember studying +Xingu last year--or the year before last," Mrs. Ballinger +stammered. + +"I thought I did when YOU said so," Laura Glyde avowed. + +"I said so?" cried Mrs. Ballinger. + +"Yes. You said it had crowded everything else out of your mind." + +"Well, YOU said it had changed your whole life!" + +"For that matter, Miss Van Vluyck said she had never grudged the +time she'd given it." + +Mrs. Plinth interposed: "I made it clear that I knew nothing +whatever of the original." + +Mrs. Ballinger broke off the dispute with a groan. "Oh, what +does it all matter if she's been making fools of us? I believe +Miss Van Vluyck's right--she was talking of the river all the +while!" + +"How could she? It's too preposterous," Miss Glyde exclaimed. + +"Listen." Miss Van Vluyck had repossessed herself of the +Encyclopaedia, and restored her spectacles to a nose reddened by +excitement. "'The Xingu, one of the principal rivers of Brazil, +rises on the plateau of Mato Grosso, and flows in a northerly +direction for a length of no less than one thousand one hundred +and eighteen miles, entering the Amazon near the mouth of the +latter river. The upper course of the Xingu is auriferous and +fed by numerous branches. Its source was first discovered in +1884 by the German explorer von den Steinen, after a difficult +and dangerous expedition through a region inhabited by tribes +still in the Stone Age of culture.'" + +The ladies received this communication in a state of stupefied +silence from which Mrs. Leveret was the first to rally. "She +certainly DID speak of its having branches." + +The word seemed to snap the last thread of their incredulity. +"And of its great length," gasped Mrs. Ballinger. + +"She said it was awfully deep, and you couldn't skip--you just +had to wade through," Miss Glyde subjoined. + +The idea worked its way more slowly through Mrs. Plinth's compact +resistances. "How could there be anything improper about a +river?" she inquired. + +"Improper?" + +"Why, what she said about the source--that it was corrupt?" + +"Not corrupt, but hard to get at," Laura Glyde corrected. "Some +one who'd been there had told her so. I daresay it was the +explorer himself--doesn't it say the expedition was dangerous?" + +"'Difficult and dangerous,'" read Miss Van Vluyck. + +Mrs. Ballinger pressed her hands to her throbbing temples. +"There's nothing she said that wouldn't apply to a river--to this +river!" She swung about excitedly to the other members. "Why, +do you remember her telling us that she hadn't read 'The Supreme +Instant' because she'd taken it on a boating party while she was +staying with her brother, and some one had 'shied' it overboard-- +'shied' of course was her own expression?" + +The ladies breathlessly signified that the expression had not +escaped them. + +"Well--and then didn't she tell Osric Dane that one of her books +was simply saturated with Xingu? Of course it was, if some of +Mrs. Roby's rowdy friends had thrown it into the river!" + +This surprising reconstruction of the scene in which they had +just participated left the members of the Lunch Club +inarticulate. At length Mrs. Plinth, after visibly labouring +with the problem, said in a heavy tone: "Osric Dane was taken in +too." + +Mrs. Leveret took courage at this. "Perhaps that's what Mrs. +Roby did it for. She said Osric Dane was a brute, and she may +have wanted to give her a lesson." + +Miss Van Vluyck frowned. "It was hardly worth while to do it at +our expense." + +"At least," said Miss Glyde with a touch of bitterness, "she +succeeded in interesting her, which was more than we did." + +"What chance had we?" rejoined Mrs. Ballinger. "Mrs. Roby +monopolised her from the first. And THAT, I've no doubt, was her +purpose--to give Osric Dane a false impression of her own +standing in the Club. She would hesitate at nothing to attract +attention: we all know how she took in poor Professor Foreland." + +"She actually makes him give bridge-teas every Thursday," Mrs. +Leveret piped up. + +Laura Glyde struck her hands together. "Why, this is Thursday, +and it's THERE she's gone, of course; and taken Osric with her!" + +"And they're shrieking over us at this moment," said Mrs. +Ballinger between her teeth. + +This possibility seemed too preposterous to be admitted. "She +would hardly dare," said Miss Van Vluyck, "confess the imposture +to Osric Dane." + +"I'm not so sure: I thought I saw her make a sign as she left. +If she hadn't made a sign, why should Osric Dane have rushed out +after her?" + +"Well, you know, we'd all been telling her how wonderful Xingu +was, and she said she wanted to find out more about it," Mrs. +Leveret said, with a tardy impulse of justice to the absent. + +This reminder, far from mitigating the wrath of the other +members, gave it a stronger impetus. + +"Yes--and that's exactly what they're both laughing over now," +said Laura Glyde ironically. + +Mrs. Plinth stood up and gathered her expensive furs about her +monumental form. "I have no wish to criticise," she said; "but +unless the Lunch Club can protect its members against the +recurrence of such--such unbecoming scenes, I for one--" + +"Oh, so do I!" agreed Miss Glyde, rising also. + +Miss Van Vluyck closed the Encyclopaedia and proceeded to button +herself into her jacket. "My time is really too valuable--" she +began. + +"I fancy we are all of one mind," said Mrs. Ballinger, looking +searchingly at Mrs. Leveret, who looked at the others. + +"I always deprecate anything like a scandal--" Mrs. Plinth +continued. + +"She has been the cause of one to-day!" exclaimed Miss Glyde. + +Mrs. Leveret moaned: "I don't see how she COULD!" and Miss Van +Vluyck said, picking up her note-book: "Some women stop at +nothing." + +"--but if," Mrs. Plinth took up her argument impressively, +"anything of the kind had happened in MY house" (it never would +have, her tone implied), "I should have felt that I owed it to +myself either to ask for Mrs. Roby's resignation--or to offer +mine." + +"Oh, Mrs. Plinth--" gasped the Lunch Club. + +"Fortunately for me," Mrs. Plinth continued with an awful +magnanimity, "the matter was taken out of my hands by our +President's decision that the right to entertain distinguished +guests was a privilege vested in her office; and I think the +other members will agree that, as she was alone in this opinion, +she ought to be alone in deciding on the best way of effacing +its--its really deplorable consequences." + +A deep silence followed this unexpected outbreak of Mrs. Plinth's +long-stored resentment. + +"I don't see why I should be expected to ask her to resign--" +Mrs. Ballinger at length began; but Laura Glyde turned back to +remind her: "You know she made you say that you'd got on +swimmingly in Xingu." + +An ill-timed giggle escaped from Mrs. Leveret, and Mrs. Ballinger +energetically continued "--but you needn't think for a moment +that I'm afraid to!" + +The door of the drawing-room closed on the retreating backs of +the Lunch Club, and the President of that distinguished +association, seating herself at her writing-table, and pushing +away a copy of "The Wings of Death" to make room for her elbow, +drew forth a sheet of the club's note-paper, on which she began +to write: "My dear Mrs. Roby--" + + + +The End of Xingu + + + + +THE VERDICT +June 1908 + + +I had always thought Jack Gisburn rather a cheap genius--though a +good fellow enough--so it was no great surprise to me to hear +that, in the height of his glory, he had dropped his painting, +married a rich widow, and established himself in a villa on the +Riviera. (Though I rather thought it would have been Rome or +Florence.) + +"The height of his glory"--that was what the women called it. I +can hear Mrs. Gideon Thwing--his last Chicago sitter--deploring +his unaccountable abdication. "Of course it's going to send the +value of my picture 'way up; but I don't think of that, Mr. +Rickham--the loss to Arrt is all I think of." The word, on Mrs. +Thwing's lips, multiplied its RS as though they were reflected in +an endless vista of mirrors. And it was not only the Mrs. Thwings +who mourned. Had not the exquisite Hermia Croft, at the last +Grafton Gallery show, stopped me before Gisburn's "Moon-dancers" +to say, with tears in her eyes: "We shall not look upon +its like again"? + +Well!--even through the prism of Hermia's tears I felt able to +face the fact with equanimity. Poor Jack Gisburn! The women had +made him--it was fitting that they should mourn him. Among his +own sex fewer regrets were heard, and in his own trade hardly a +murmur. Professional jealousy? Perhaps. If it were, the honour +of the craft was vindicated by little Claude Nutley, who, in all +good faith, brought out in the Burlington a very handsome +"obituary" on Jack--one of those showy articles stocked with +random technicalities that I have heard (I won't say by whom) +compared to Gisburn's painting. And so--his resolve being +apparently irrevocable--the discussion gradually died out, and, +as Mrs. Thwing had predicted, the price of "Gisburns" went up. + +It was not till three years later that, in the course of a few +weeks' idling on the Riviera, it suddenly occurred to me to +wonder why Gisburn had given up his painting. On reflection, it +really was a tempting problem. To accuse his wife would have +been too easy--his fair sitters had been denied the solace of +saying that Mrs. Gisburn had "dragged him down." For Mrs. +Gisburn--as such--had not existed till nearly a year after Jack's +resolve had been taken. It might be that he had married her-- +since he liked his ease--because he didn't want to go on +painting; but it would have been hard to prove that he had given +up his painting because he had married her. + +Of course, if she had not dragged him down, she had equally, as +Miss Croft contended, failed to "lift him up"--she had not led +him back to the easel. To put the brush into his hand again-- +what a vocation for a wife! But Mrs. Gisburn appeared to have +disdained it--and I felt it might be interesting to find out why. + +The desultory life of the Riviera lends itself to such purely +academic speculations; and having, on my way to Monte Carlo, +caught a glimpse of Jack's balustraded terraces between the +pines, I had myself borne thither the next day. + +I found the couple at tea beneath their palm-trees; and Mrs. +Gisburn's welcome was so genial that, in the ensuing weeks, I +claimed it frequently. It was not that my hostess was +"interesting": on that point I could have given Miss Croft the +fullest reassurance. It was just because she was NOT +interesting--if I may be pardoned the bull--that I found her so. +For Jack, all his life, had been surrounded by interesting women: +they had fostered his art, it had been reared in the hot-house of +their adulation. And it was therefore instructive to note what +effect the "deadening atmosphere of mediocrity" (I quote Miss +Croft) was having on him. + +I have mentioned that Mrs. Gisburn was rich; and it was +immediately perceptible that her husband was extracting from this +circumstance a delicate but substantial satisfaction. It is, as +a rule, the people who scorn money who get most out of it; and +Jack's elegant disdain of his wife's big balance enabled him, +with an appearance of perfect good-breeding, to transmute it into +objects of art and luxury. To the latter, I must add, he +remained relatively indifferent; but he was buying Renaissance +bronzes and eighteenth-century pictures with a discrimination +that bespoke the amplest resources. + +"Money's only excuse is to put beauty into circulation," was one +of the axioms he laid down across the Sevres and silver of an +exquisitely appointed luncheon-table, when, on a later day, I had +again run over from Monte Carlo; and Mrs. Gisburn, beaming on +him, added for my enlightenment: "Jack is so morbidly sensitive +to every form of beauty." + +Poor Jack! It had always been his fate to have women say such +things of him: the fact should be set down in extenuation. What +struck me now was that, for the first time, he resented the tone. +I had seen him, so often, basking under similar tributes--was it +the conjugal note that robbed them of their savour? No--for, +oddly enough, it became apparent that he was fond of Mrs. +Gisburn--fond enough not to see her absurdity. It was his own +absurdity he seemed to be wincing under--his own attitude as an +object for garlands and incense. + +"My dear, since I've chucked painting people don't say that stuff +about me--they say it about Victor Grindle," was his only +protest, as he rose from the table and strolled out onto the +sunlit terrace. + +I glanced after him, struck by his last word. Victor Grindle +was, in fact, becoming the man of the moment--as Jack himself, +one might put it, had been the man of the hour. The younger +artist was said to have formed himself at my friend's feet, and I +wondered if a tinge of jealousy underlay the latter's mysterious +abdication. But no--for it was not till after that event that +the rose Dubarry drawing-rooms had begun to display their +"Grindles." + +I turned to Mrs. Gisburn, who had lingered to give a lump of +sugar to her spaniel in the dining-room. + +"Why HAS he chucked painting?" I asked abruptly. + +She raised her eyebrows with a hint of good-humoured surprise. + +"Oh, he doesn't HAVE to now, you know; and I want him to enjoy +himself," she said quite simply. + +I looked about the spacious white-panelled room, with its +famille-verte vases repeating the tones of the pale damask +curtains, and its eighteenth-century pastels in delicate faded +frames. + +"Has he chucked his pictures too? I haven't seen a single one in +the house." + +A slight shade of constraint crossed Mrs. Gisburn's open +countenance. "It's his ridiculous modesty, you know. He says +they're not fit to have about; he's sent them all away except +one--my portrait--and that I have to keep upstairs." + +His ridiculous modesty--Jack's modesty about his pictures? My +curiosity was growing like the bean-stalk. I said persuasively +to my hostess: "I must really see your portrait, you know." + +She glanced out almost timorously at the terrace where her +husband, lounging in a hooded chair, had lit a cigar and drawn +the Russian deerhound's head between his knees. + +"Well, come while he's not looking," she said, with a laugh that +tried to hide her nervousness; and I followed her between the +marble Emperors of the hall, and up the wide stairs with terra- +cotta nymphs poised among flowers at each landing. + +In the dimmest corner of her boudoir, amid a profusion of +delicate and distinguished objects, hung one of the familiar oval +canvases, in the inevitable garlanded frame. The mere outline of +the frame called up all Gisburn's past! + +Mrs. Gisburn drew back the window-curtains, moved aside a +jardiniere full of pink azaleas, pushed an arm-chair away, and +said: "If you stand here you can just manage to see it. I had it +over the mantel-piece, but he wouldn't let it stay." + +Yes--I could just manage to see it--the first portrait of Jack's +I had ever had to strain my eyes over! Usually they had the +place of honour--say the central panel in a pale yellow or rose +Dubarry drawing-room, or a monumental easel placed so that it +took the light through curtains of old Venetian point. The more +modest place became the picture better; yet, as my eyes grew +accustomed to the half-light, all the characteristic qualities +came out--all the hesitations disguised as audacities, the tricks +of prestidigitation by which, with such consummate skill, he +managed to divert attention from the real business of the picture +to some pretty irrelevance of detail. Mrs. Gisburn, presenting a +neutral surface to work on--forming, as it were, so inevitably +the background of her own picture--had lent herself in an unusual +degree to the display of this false virtuosity. The picture was +one of Jack's "strongest," as his admirers would have put it--it +represented, on his part, a swelling of muscles, a congesting of +veins, a balancing, straddling and straining, that reminded one +of the circus-clown's ironic efforts to lift a feather. It met, +in short, at every point the demand of lovely woman to be painted +"strongly" because she was tired of being painted "sweetly"--and +yet not to lose an atom of the sweetness. + +"It's the last he painted, you know," Mrs. Gisburn said with +pardonable pride. "The last but one," she corrected herself-- +"but the other doesn't count, because he destroyed it." + +"Destroyed it?" I was about to follow up this clue when I heard +a footstep and saw Jack himself on the threshold. + +As he stood there, his hands in the pockets of his velveteen +coat, the thin brown waves of hair pushed back from his white +forehead, his lean sunburnt cheeks furrowed by a smile that +lifted the tips of a self-confident moustache, I felt to what a +degree he had the same quality as his pictures--the quality of +looking cleverer than he was. + +His wife glanced at him deprecatingly, but his eyes travelled +past her to the portrait. + +"Mr. Rickham wanted to see it," she began, as if excusing +herself. He shrugged his shoulders, still smiling. + +"Oh, Rickham found me out long ago," he said lightly; then, +passing his arm through mine: "Come and see the rest of the +house." + +He showed it to me with a kind of naive suburban pride: the +bath-rooms, the speaking-tubes, the dress-closets, the trouser- +presses--all the complex simplifications of the millionaire's +domestic economy. And whenever my wonder paid the expected +tribute he said, throwing out his chest a little: "Yes, I really +don't see how people manage to live without that." + +Well--it was just the end one might have foreseen for him. Only +he was, through it all and in spite of it all--as he had been +through, and in spite of, his pictures--so handsome, so charming, +so disarming, that one longed to cry out: "Be dissatisfied with +your leisure!" as once one had longed to say: "Be dissatisfied +with your work!" + +But, with the cry on my lips, my diagnosis suffered an unexpected +check. + +"This is my own lair," he said, leading me into a dark plain room +at the end of the florid vista. It was square and brown and +leathery: no "effects"; no bric-a-brac, none of the air of posing +for reproduction in a picture weekly--above all, no least sign of +ever having been used as a studio. + +The fact brought home to me the absolute finality of Jack's break +with his old life. + +"Don't you ever dabble with paint any more?" I asked, still +looking about for a trace of such activity. + +"Never," he said briefly. + +"Or water-colour--or etching?" + +His confident eyes grew dim, and his cheeks paled a little under +their handsome sunburn. + +"Never think of it, my dear fellow--any more than if I'd never +touched a brush." + +And his tone told me in a flash that he never thought of anything +else. + +I moved away, instinctively embarrassed by my unexpected +discovery; and as I turned, my eye fell on a small picture above +the mantel-piece--the only object breaking the plain oak +panelling of the room. + +"Oh, by Jove!" I said. + +It was a sketch of a donkey--an old tired donkey, standing in the +rain under a wall. + +"By Jove--a Stroud!" I cried. + +He was silent; but I felt him close behind me, breathing a little +quickly. + +"What a wonder! Made with a dozen lines--but on everlasting +foundations. You lucky chap, where did you get it?" + +He answered slowly: "Mrs. Stroud gave it to me." + +"Ah--I didn't know you even knew the Strouds. He was such an +inflexible hermit." + +"I didn't--till after. . . . She sent for me to paint him when +he was dead." + +"When he was dead? You?" + +I must have let a little too much amazement escape through my +surprise, for he answered with a deprecating laugh: "Yes--she's +an awful simpleton, you know, Mrs. Stroud. Her only idea was to +have him done by a fashionable painter--ah, poor Stroud! She +thought it the surest way of proclaiming his greatness--of +forcing it on a purblind public. And at the moment I was THE +fashionable painter." + +"Ah, poor Stroud--as you say. Was THAT his history?" + +"That was his history. She believed in him, gloried in him--or +thought she did. But she couldn't bear not to have all the +drawing-rooms with her. She couldn't bear the fact that, on +varnishing days, one could always get near enough to see his +pictures. Poor woman! She's just a fragment groping for other +fragments. Stroud is the only whole I ever knew." + +"You ever knew? But you just said--" + +Gisburn had a curious smile in his eyes. + +"Oh, I knew him, and he knew me--only it happened after he was +dead." + +I dropped my voice instinctively. "When she sent for you?" + +"Yes--quite insensible to the irony. She wanted him vindicated-- +and by me!" + +He laughed again, and threw back his head to look up at the +sketch of the donkey. "There were days when I couldn't look at +that thing--couldn't face it. But I forced myself to put it +here; and now it's cured me--cured me. That's the reason why I +don't dabble any more, my dear Rickham; or rather Stroud himself +is the reason." + +For the first time my idle curiosity about my companion turned +into a serious desire to understand him better. + +"I wish you'd tell me how it happened," I said. + +He stood looking up at the sketch, and twirling between his +fingers a cigarette he had forgotten to light. Suddenly he +turned toward me. + +"I'd rather like to tell you--because I've always suspected you +of loathing my work." + +I made a deprecating gesture, which he negatived with a good- +humoured shrug. + +"Oh, I didn't care a straw when I believed in myself--and now +it's an added tie between us!" + +He laughed slightly, without bitterness, and pushed one of the +deep arm-chairs forward. "There: make yourself comfortable--and +here are the cigars you like." + +He placed them at my elbow and continued to wander up and down +the room, stopping now and then beneath the picture. + +"How it happened? I can tell you in five minutes--and it didn't +take much longer to happen. . . . I can remember now how +surprised and pleased I was when I got Mrs. Stroud's note. Of +course, deep down, I had always FELT there was no one like him-- +only I had gone with the stream, echoed the usual platitudes +about him, till I half got to think he was a failure, one of the +kind that are left behind. By Jove, and he WAS left behind-- +because he had come to stay! The rest of us had to let ourselves +be swept along or go under, but he was high above the current--on +everlasting foundations, as you say. + +"Well, I went off to the house in my most egregious mood--rather +moved, Lord forgive me, at the pathos of poor Stroud's career of +failure being crowned by the glory of my painting him! Of course +I meant to do the picture for nothing--I told Mrs. Stroud so when +she began to stammer something about her poverty. I remember +getting off a prodigious phrase about the honour being MINE--oh, +I was princely, my dear Rickham! I was posing to myself like one +of my own sitters. + +"Then I was taken up and left alone with him. I had sent all my +traps in advance, and I had only to set up the easel and get to +work. He had been dead only twenty-four hours, and he died +suddenly, of heart disease, so that there had been no preliminary +work of destruction--his face was clear and untouched. I had met +him once or twice, years before, and thought him insignificant +and dingy. Now I saw that he was superb. + +"I was glad at first, with a merely aesthetic satisfaction: glad +to have my hand on such a 'subject.' Then his strange life- +likeness began to affect me queerly--as I blocked the head in I +felt as if he were watching me do it. The sensation was followed +by the thought: if he WERE watching me, what would he say to my +way of working? My strokes began to go a little wild--I felt +nervous and uncertain. + +"Once, when I looked up, I seemed to see a smile behind his close +grayish beard--as if he had the secret, and were amusing himself +by holding it back from me. That exasperated me still more. The +secret? Why, I had a secret worth twenty of his! I dashed at +the canvas furiously, and tried some of my bravura tricks. But +they failed me, they crumbled. I saw that he wasn't watching the +showy bits--I couldn't distract his attention; he just kept his +eyes on the hard passages between. Those were the ones I had +always shirked, or covered up with some lying paint. And how he +saw through my lies! + +"I looked up again, and caught sight of that sketch of the donkey +hanging on the wall near his bed. His wife told me afterward it +was the last thing he had done--just a note taken with a shaking +hand, when he was down in Devonshire recovering from a previous +heart attack. Just a note! But it tells his whole history. +There are years of patient scornful persistence in every line. A +man who had swum with the current could never have learned that +mighty up-stream stroke. . . . + +"I turned back to my work, and went on groping and muddling; then +I looked at the donkey again. I saw that, when Stroud laid in +the first stroke, he knew just what the end would be. He had +possessed his subject, absorbed it, recreated it. When had I +done that with any of my things? They hadn't been born of me--I +had just adopted them. . . . + +"Hang it, Rickham, with that face watching me I couldn't do +another stroke. The plain truth was, I didn't know where to put +it--I HAD NEVER KNOWN. Only, with my sitters and my public, a +showy splash of colour covered up the fact--I just threw paint +into their faces. . . . Well, paint was the one medium those +dead eyes could see through--see straight to the tottering +foundations underneath. Don't you know how, in talking a foreign +language, even fluently, one says half the time not what one +wants to but what one can? Well--that was the way I painted; and +as he lay there and watched me, the thing they called my +'technique' collapsed like a house of cards. He didn't sneer, +you understand, poor Stroud--he just lay there quietly watching, +and on his lips, through the gray beard, I seemed to hear the +question: 'Are you sure you know where you're coming out?' + +"If I could have painted that face, with that question on it, I +should have done a great thing. The next greatest thing was to +see that I couldn't--and that grace was given me. But, oh, at +that minute, Rickham, was there anything on earth I wouldn't have +given to have Stroud alive before me, and to hear him say: 'It's +not too late--I'll show you how'? + +"It WAS too late--it would have been, even if he'd been alive. I +packed up my traps, and went down and told Mrs. Stroud. Of +course I didn't tell her THAT--it would have been Greek to her. +I simply said I couldn't paint him, that I was too moved. She +rather liked the idea--she's so romantic! It was that that made +her give me the donkey. But she was terribly upset at not +getting the portrait--she did so want him 'done' by some one +showy! At first I was afraid she wouldn't let me off--and at my +wits' end I suggested Grindle. Yes, it was I who started +Grindle: I told Mrs. Stroud he was the 'coming' man, and she told +somebody else, and so it got to be true. . . . And he painted +Stroud without wincing; and she hung the picture among her +husband's things. . . ." + +He flung himself down in the arm-chair near mine, laid back his +head, and clasping his arms beneath it, looked up at the picture +above the chimney-piece. + +"I like to fancy that Stroud himself would have given it to me, +if he'd been able to say what he thought that day." + +And, in answer to a question I put half-mechanically--"Begin +again?" he flashed out. "When the one thing that brings me +anywhere near him is that I knew enough to leave off?" + +He stood up and laid his hand on my shoulder with a laugh. "Only +the irony of it is that I AM still painting--since Grindle's +doing it for me! The Strouds stand alone, and happen once--but +there's no exterminating our kind of art." + + + +The End of The Verdict + + + + +THE RECKONING +August, 1902 + + +I + + +"The marriage law of the new dispensation will be: THOU SHALT NOT +BE UNFAITHFUL--TO THYSELF." + +A discreet murmur of approval filled the studio, and through the +haze of cigarette smoke Mrs. Clement Westall, as her husband +descended from his improvised platform, saw him merged in a +congratulatory group of ladies. Westall's informal talks on "The +New Ethics" had drawn about him an eager following of the +mentally unemployed--those who, as he had once phrased it, liked +to have their brain-food cut up for them. The talks had begun by +accident. Westall's ideas were known to be "advanced," but +hitherto their advance had not been in the direction of +publicity. He had been, in his wife's opinion, almost +pusillanimously careful not to let his personal views endanger +his professional standing. Of late, however, he had shown a +puzzling tendency to dogmatize, to throw down the gauntlet, to +flaunt his private code in the face of society; and the relation +of the sexes being a topic always sure of an audience, a few +admiring friends had persuaded him to give his after-dinner +opinions a larger circulation by summing them up in a series of +talks at the Van Sideren studio. + +The Herbert Van Siderens were a couple who subsisted, socially, +on the fact that they had a studio. Van Sideren's pictures were +chiefly valuable as accessories to the mise en scene which +differentiated his wife's "afternoons" from the blighting +functions held in long New York drawing-rooms, and permitted her +to offer their friends whiskey-and-soda instead of tea. Mrs. Van +Sideren, for her part, was skilled in making the most of the kind +of atmosphere which a lay-figure and an easel create; and if at +times she found the illusion hard to maintain, and lost courage +to the extent of almost wishing that Herbert could paint, she +promptly overcame such moments of weakness by calling in some +fresh talent, some extraneous re-enforcement of the "artistic" +impression. It was in quest of such aid that she had seized on +Westall, coaxing him, somewhat to his wife's surprise, into a +flattered participation in her fraud. It was vaguely felt, in +the Van Sideren circle, that all the audacities were artistic, +and that a teacher who pronounced marriage immoral was somehow as +distinguished as a painter who depicted purple grass and a green +sky. The Van Sideren set were tired of the conventional color- +scheme in art and conduct. + +Julia Westall had long had her own views on the immorality of +marriage; she might indeed have claimed her husband as a +disciple. In the early days of their union she had secretly +resented his disinclination to proclaim himself a follower of the +new creed; had been inclined to tax him with moral cowardice, +with a failure to live up to the convictions for which their +marriage was supposed to stand. That was in the first burst of +propagandism, when, womanlike, she wanted to turn her +disobedience into a law. Now she felt differently. She could +hardly account for the change, yet being a woman who never +allowed her impulses to remain unaccounted for, she tried to do +so by saying that she did not care to have the articles of her +faith misinterpreted by the vulgar. In this connection, she was +beginning to think that almost every one was vulgar; certainly +there were few to whom she would have cared to intrust the +defence of so esoteric a doctrine. And it was precisely at this +point that Westall, discarding his unspoken principles, had +chosen to descend from the heights of privacy, and stand hawking +his convictions at the street-corner! + +It was Una Van Sideren who, on this occasion, unconsciously +focussed upon herself Mrs. Westall's wandering resentment. In +the first place, the girl had no business to be there. It was +"horrid"--Mrs. Westall found herself slipping back into the old +feminine vocabulary--simply "horrid" to think of a young girl's +being allowed to listen to such talk. The fact that Una smoked +cigarettes and sipped an occasional cocktail did not in the least +tarnish a certain radiant innocency which made her appear the +victim, rather than the accomplice, of her parents' vulgarities. +Julia Westall felt in a hot helpless way that something ought to +be done--that some one ought to speak to the girl's mother. And +just then Una glided up. + +"Oh, Mrs. Westall, how beautiful it was!" Una fixed her with +large limpid eyes. "You believe it all, I suppose?" she asked +with seraphic gravity. + +"All--what, my dear child?" + +The girl shone on her. "About the higher life--the freer +expansion of the individual--the law of fidelity to one's self," +she glibly recited. + +Mrs. Westall, to her own wonder, blushed a deep and burning +blush. + +"My dear Una," she said, "you don't in the least understand what +it's all about!" + +Miss Van Sideren stared, with a slowly answering blush. "Don't +YOU, then?" she murmured. + +Mrs. Westall laughed. "Not always--or altogether! But I should +like some tea, please." + +Una led her to the corner where innocent beverages were +dispensed. As Julia received her cup she scrutinized the girl +more carefully. It was not such a girlish face, after all-- +definite lines were forming under the rosy haze of youth. She +reflected that Una must be six-and-twenty, and wondered why she +had not married. A nice stock of ideas she would have as her +dower! If THEY were to be a part of the modern girl's trousseau-- + +Mrs. Westall caught herself up with a start. It was as though +some one else had been speaking--a stranger who had borrowed her +own voice: she felt herself the dupe of some fantastic mental +ventriloquism. Concluding suddenly that the room was stifling +and Una's tea too sweet, she set down her cup, and looked about +for Westall: to meet his eyes had long been her refuge from every +uncertainty. She met them now, but only, as she felt, in +transit; they included her parenthetically in a larger flight. +She followed the flight, and it carried her to a corner to which +Una had withdrawn--one of the palmy nooks to which Mrs. Van +Sideren attributed the success of her Saturdays. Westall, a +moment later, had overtaken his look, and found a place at the +girl's side. She bent forward, speaking eagerly; he leaned back, +listening, with the depreciatory smile which acted as a filter to +flattery, enabling him to swallow the strongest doses without +apparent grossness of appetite. Julia winced at her own +definition of the smile. + + +On the way home, in the deserted winter dusk, Westall surprised +his wife by a sudden boyish pressure of her arm. "Did I open +their eyes a bit? Did I tell them what you wanted me to?" he +asked gaily. + +Almost unconsciously, she let her arm slip from his. "What I +wanted--?" + +"Why, haven't you--all this time?" She caught the honest wonder +of his tone. "I somehow fancied you'd rather blamed me for not +talking more openly--before-- You've made me feel, at times, that +I was sacrificing principles to expediency." + +She paused a moment over her reply; then she asked quietly: "What +made you decide not to--any longer?" + +She felt again the vibration of a faint surprise. "Why--the wish +to please you!" he answered, almost too simply. + +"I wish you would not go on, then," she said abruptly. + +He stopped in his quick walk, and she felt his stare through the +darkness. + +"Not go on--?" + +"Call a hansom, please. I'm tired," broke from her with a sudden +rush of physical weariness. + +Instantly his solicitude enveloped her. The room had been +infernally hot--and then that confounded cigarette smoke--he had +noticed once or twice that she looked pale--she mustn't come to +another Saturday. She felt herself yielding, as she always did, +to the warm influence of his concern for her, the feminine in her +leaning on the man in him with a conscious intensity of +abandonment. He put her in the hansom, and her hand stole into +his in the darkness. A tear or two rose, and she let them fall. +It was so delicious to cry over imaginary troubles! + +That evening, after dinner, he surprised her by reverting to the +subject of his talk. He combined a man's dislike of +uncomfortable questions with an almost feminine skill in eluding +them; and she knew that if he returned to the subject he must +have some special reason for doing so. + +"You seem not to have cared for what I said this afternoon. Did +I put the case badly?" + +"No--you put it very well." + +"Then what did you mean by saying that you would rather not have +me go on with it?" + +She glanced at him nervously, her ignorance of his intention +deepening her sense of helplessness. + +"I don't think I care to hear such things discussed in public." + +"I don't understand you," he exclaimed. Again the feeling that +his surprise was genuine gave an air of obliquity to her own +attitude. She was not sure that she understood herself. + +"Won't you explain?" he said with a tinge of impatience. +Her eyes wandered about the familiar drawing-room which had been +the scene of so many of their evening confidences. The shaded +lamps, the quiet-colored walls hung with mezzotints, the pale +spring flowers scattered here and there in Venice glasses and +bowls of old Sevres, recalled, she hardly knew why, the apartment +in which the evenings of her first marriage had been passed--a +wilderness of rosewood and upholstery, with a picture of a Roman +peasant above the mantel-piece, and a Greek slave in "statuary +marble" between the folding-doors of the back drawing-room. It +was a room with which she had never been able to establish any +closer relation than that between a traveller and a railway +station; and now, as she looked about at the surroundings which +stood for her deepest affinities--the room for which she had left +that other room--she was startled by the same sense of +strangeness and unfamiliarity. The prints, the flowers, the +subdued tones of the old porcelains, seemed to typify a +superficial refinement that had no relation to the deeper +significances of life. + +Suddenly she heard her husband repeating his question. + +"I don't know that I can explain," she faltered. + +He drew his arm-chair forward so that he faced her across the +hearth. The light of a reading-lamp fell on his finely drawn +face, which had a kind of surface-sensitiveness akin to the +surface-refinement of its setting. + +"Is it that you no longer believe in our ideas?" he asked. + +"In our ideas--?" + +"The ideas I am trying to teach. The ideas you and I are +supposed to stand for." He paused a moment. "The ideas on which +our marriage was founded." + +The blood rushed to her face. He had his reasons, then--she was +sure now that he had his reasons! In the ten years of their +marriage, how often had either of them stopped to consider the +ideas on which it was founded? How often does a man dig about +the basement of his house to examine its foundation? The +foundation is there, of course--the house rests on it--but one +lives abovestairs and not in the cellar. It was she, indeed, who +in the beginning had insisted on reviewing the situation now and +then, on recapitulating the reasons which justified her course, +on proclaiming, from time to time, her adherence to the religion +of personal independence; but she had long ceased to feel the +need of any such ideal standards, and had accepted her marriage +as frankly and naturally as though it had been based on the +primitive needs of the heart, and needed no special sanction to +explain or justify it. + +"Of course I still believe in our ideas!" she exclaimed. + +"Then I repeat that I don't understand. It was a part of your +theory that the greatest possible publicity should be given to +our view of marriage. Have you changed your mind in that +respect?" + +She hesitated. "It depends on circumstances--on the public one +is addressing. The set of people that the Van Siderens get about +them don't care for the truth or falseness of a doctrine. They +are attracted simply by its novelty." + +"And yet it was in just such a set of people that you and I met, +and learned the truth from each other." + +"That was different." + +"In what way?" + +"I was not a young girl, to begin with. It is perfectly +unfitting that young girls should be present at--at such times-- +should hear such things discussed--" + +"I thought you considered it one of the deepest social wrongs +that such things never ARE discussed before young girls; but that +is beside the point, for I don't remember seeing any young girl +in my audience to-day--" + +"Except Una Van Sideren!" + +He turned slightly and pushed back the lamp at his elbow. + +"Oh, Miss Van Sideren--naturally--" + +"Why naturally?" + +"The daughter of the house--would you have had her sent out with +her governess?" + +"If I had a daughter I should not allow such things to go on in +my house!" + +Westall, stroking his mustache, leaned back with a faint smile. +"I fancy Miss Van Sideren is quite capable of taking care of +herself." + +"No girl knows how to take care of herself--till it's too late." + +"And yet you would deliberately deny her the surest means of +self-defence?" + +"What do you call the surest means of self-defence?" + +"Some preliminary knowledge of human nature in its relation to +the marriage tie." + +She made an impatient gesture. "How should you like to marry +that kind of a girl?" + +"Immensely--if she were my kind of girl in other respects." + +She took up the argument at another point. + +"You are quite mistaken if you think such talk does not affect +young girls. Una was in a state of the most absurd exaltation--" +She broke off, wondering why she had spoken. + +Westall reopened a magazine which he had laid aside at the +beginning of their discussion. "What you tell me is immensely +flattering to my oratorical talent--but I fear you overrate its +effect. I can assure you that Miss Van Sideren doesn't have to +have her thinking done for her. She's quite capable of doing it +herself." + +"You seem very familiar with her mental processes!" flashed +unguardedly from his wife. + +He looked up quietly from the pages he was cutting. + +"I should like to be," he answered. "She interests me." + + + +II + + +If there be a distinction in being misunderstood, it was one +denied to Julia Westall when she left her first husband. Every +one was ready to excuse and even to defend her. The world she +adorned agreed that John Arment was "impossible," and hostesses +gave a sigh of relief at the thought that it would no longer be +necessary to ask him to dine. + +There had been no scandal connected with the divorce: neither +side had accused the other of the offence euphemistically +described as "statutory." The Arments had indeed been obliged to +transfer their allegiance to a State which recognized desertion +as a cause for divorce, and construed the term so liberally that +the seeds of desertion were shown to exist in every union. Even +Mrs. Arment's second marriage did not make traditional morality +stir in its sleep. It was known that she had not met her second +husband till after she had parted from the first, and she had, +moreover, replaced a rich man by a poor one. Though Clement +Westall was acknowledged to be a rising lawyer, it was generally +felt that his fortunes would not rise as rapidly as his +reputation. The Westalls would probably always have to live +quietly and go out to dinner in cabs. Could there be better +evidence of Mrs. Arment's complete disinterestedness? + +If the reasoning by which her friends justified her course was +somewhat cruder and less complex than her own elucidation of the +matter, both explanations led to the same conclusion: John Arment +was impossible. The only difference was that, to his wife, his +impossibility was something deeper than a social +disqualification. She had once said, in ironical defence of her +marriage, that it had at least preserved her from the necessity +of sitting next to him at dinner; but she had not then realized +at what cost the immunity was purchased. John Arment was +impossible; but the sting of his impossibility lay in the fact +that he made it impossible for those about him to be other than +himself. By an unconscious process of elimination he had +excluded from the world everything of which he did not feel a +personal need: had become, as it were, a climate in which only +his own requirements survived. This might seem to imply a +deliberate selfishness; but there was nothing deliberate about +Arment. He was as instinctive as an animal or a child. It was +this childish element in his nature which sometimes for a moment +unsettled his wife's estimate of him. Was it possible that he +was simply undeveloped, that he had delayed, somewhat longer than +is usual, the laborious process of growing up? He had the kind +of sporadic shrewdness which causes it to be said of a dull man +that he is "no fool"; and it was this quality that his wife found +most trying. Even to the naturalist it is annoying to have his +deductions disturbed by some unforeseen aberrancy of form or +function; and how much more so to the wife whose estimate of +herself is inevitably bound up with her judgment of her husband! + +Arment's shrewdness did not, indeed, imply any latent +intellectual power; it suggested, rather, potentialities of +feeling, of suffering, perhaps, in a blind rudimentary way, on +which Julia's sensibilities naturally declined to linger. She so +fully understood her own reasons for leaving him that she +disliked to think they were not as comprehensible to her husband. +She was haunted, in her analytic moments, by the look of +perplexity, too inarticulate for words, with which he had +acquiesced to her explanations. + +These moments were rare with her, however. Her marriage had been +too concrete a misery to be surveyed philosophically. If she had +been unhappy for complex reasons, the unhappiness was as real as +though it had been uncomplicated. Soul is more bruisable than +flesh, and Julia was wounded in every fibre of her spirit. Her +husband's personality seemed to be closing gradually in on her, +obscuring the sky and cutting off the air, till she felt herself +shut up among the decaying bodies of her starved hopes. A sense +of having been decoyed by some world-old conspiracy into this +bondage of body and soul filled her with despair. If marriage +was the slow life-long acquittal of a debt contracted in +ignorance, then marriage was a crime against human nature. She, +for one, would have no share in maintaining the pretence of which +she had been a victim: the pretence that a man and a woman, +forced into the narrowest of personal relations, must remain +there till the end, though they may have outgrown the span of +each other's natures as the mature tree outgrows the iron brace +about the sapling. + +It was in the first heat of her moral indignation that she had +met Clement Westall. She had seen at once that he was +"interested," and had fought off the discovery, dreading any +influence that should draw her back into the bondage of +conventional relations. To ward off the peril she had, with an +almost crude precipitancy, revealed her opinions to him. To her +surprise, she found that he shared them. She was attracted by +the frankness of a suitor who, while pressing his suit, admitted +that he did not believe in marriage. Her worst audacities did +not seem to surprise him: he had thought out all that she had +felt, and they had reached the same conclusion. People grew at +varying rates, and the yoke that was an easy fit for the one +might soon become galling to the other. That was what divorce +was for: the readjustment of personal relations. As soon as +their necessarily transitive nature was recognized they would +gain in dignity as well as in harmony. There would be no farther +need of the ignoble concessions and connivances, the perpetual +sacrifice of personal delicacy and moral pride, by means of which +imperfect marriages were now held together. Each partner to the +contract would be on his mettle, forced to live up to the highest +standard of self-development, on pain of losing the other's +respect and affection. The low nature could no longer drag the +higher down, but must struggle to rise, or remain alone on its +inferior level. The only necessary condition to a harmonious +marriage was a frank recognition of this truth, and a solemn +agreement between the contracting parties to keep faith with +themselves, and not to live together for a moment after complete +accord had ceased to exist between them. The new adultery was +unfaithfulness to self. + +It was, as Westall had just reminded her, on this understanding +that they had married. The ceremony was an unimportant +concession to social prejudice: now that the door of divorce +stood open, no marriage need be an imprisonment, and the contract +therefore no longer involved any diminution of self-respect. The +nature of their attachment placed them so far beyond the reach of +such contingencies that it was easy to discuss them with an open +mind; and Julia's sense of security made her dwell with a tender +insistence on Westall's promise to claim his release when he +should cease to love her. The exchange of these vows seemed to +make them, in a sense, champions of the new law, pioneers in the +forbidden realm of individual freedom: they felt that they had +somehow achieved beatitude without martyrdom. + +This, as Julia now reviewed the past, she perceived to have been +her theoretical attitude toward marriage. It was unconsciously, +insidiously, that her ten years of happiness with Westall had +developed another conception of the tie; a reversion, rather, to +the old instinct of passionate dependency and possessorship that +now made her blood revolt at the mere hint of change. Change? +Renewal? Was that what they had called it, in their foolish +jargon? Destruction, extermination rather--this rending of a +myriad fibres interwoven with another's being! Another? But he +was not other! He and she were one, one in the mystic sense +which alone gave marriage its significance. The new law was not +for them, but for the disunited creatures forced into a mockery +of union. The gospel she had felt called on to proclaim had no +bearing on her own case. . . . She sent for the doctor and told +him she was sure she needed a nerve tonic. + +She took the nerve tonic diligently, but it failed to act as a +sedative to her fears. She did not know what she feared; but +that made her anxiety the more pervasive. Her husband had not +reverted to the subject of his Saturday talks. He was unusually +kind and considerate, with a softening of his quick manner, a +touch of shyness in his consideration, that sickened her with new +fears. She told herself that it was because she looked badly-- +because he knew about the doctor and the nerve tonic--that he +showed this deference to her wishes, this eagerness to screen her +from moral draughts; but the explanation simply cleared the way +for fresh inferences. + +The week passed slowly, vacantly, like a prolonged Sunday. On +Saturday the morning post brought a note from Mrs. Van Sideren. +Would dear Julia ask Mr. Westall to come half an hour earlier +than usual, as there was to be some music after his "talk"? +Westall was just leaving for his office when his wife read the +note. She opened the drawing-room door and called him back to +deliver the message. + +He glanced at the note and tossed it aside. "What a bore! I +shall have to cut my game of racquets. Well, I suppose it can't +be helped. Will you write and say it's all right?" + +Julia hesitated a moment, her hand stiffening on the chair-back +against which she leaned. + +"You mean to go on with these talks?" she asked. + +"I--why not?" he returned; and this time it struck her that his +surprise was not quite unfeigned. The discovery helped her to +find words. + +"You said you had started them with the idea of pleasing me--" + +"Well?" + +"I told you last week that they didn't please me." + +"Last week? Oh--" He seemed to make an effort of memory. "I +thought you were nervous then; you sent for the doctor the next +day." + +"It was not the doctor I needed; it was your assurance--" + +"My assurance?" + +Suddenly she felt the floor fail under her. She sank into the +chair with a choking throat, her words, her reasons slipping away +from her like straws down a whirling flood. + +"Clement," she cried, "isn't it enough for you to know that I +hate it?" + +He turned to close the door behind them; then he walked toward +her and sat down. "What is it that you hate?" he asked gently. + +She had made a desperate effort to rally her routed argument. + +"I can't bear to have you speak as if--as if--our marriage--were +like the other kind--the wrong kind. When I heard you there, the +other afternoon, before all those inquisitive gossiping people, +proclaiming that husbands and wives had a right to leave each +other whenever they were tired--or had seen some one else--" + +Westall sat motionless, his eyes fixed on a pattern of the +carpet. + +"You HAVE ceased to take this view, then?" he said as she broke +off. "You no longer believe that husbands and wives ARE +justified in separating--under such conditions?" + +"Under such conditions?" she stammered. "Yes--I still believe +that--but how can we judge for others? What can we know of the +circumstances--?" + +He interrupted her. "I thought it was a fundamental article of +our creed that the special circumstances produced by marriage +were not to interfere with the full assertion of individual +liberty." He paused a moment. "I thought that was your reason +for leaving Arment." + +She flushed to the forehead. It was not like him to give a +personal turn to the argument. + +"It was my reason," she said simply. + +"Well, then--why do you refuse to recognize its validity now?" + +"I don't--I don't--I only say that one can't judge for others." + +He made an impatient movement. "This is mere hair-splitting. +What you mean is that, the doctrine having served your purpose +when you needed it, you now repudiate it." + +"Well," she exclaimed, flushing again, "what if I do? What does +it matter to us?" + +Westall rose from his chair. He was excessively pale, and stood +before his wife with something of the formality of a stranger. + +"It matters to me," he said in a low voice, "because I do NOT +repudiate it." + +"Well--?" + +"And because I had intended to invoke it as"-- + +He paused and drew his breath deeply. She sat silent, almost +deafened by her heart-beats. + +--"as a complete justification of the course I am about to take." + +Julia remained motionless. "What course is that?" she asked. + +He cleared his throat. "I mean to claim the fulfilment of your +promise." + +For an instant the room wavered and darkened; then she recovered +a torturing acuteness of vision. Every detail of her +surroundings pressed upon her: the tick of the clock, the slant +of sunlight on the wall, the hardness of the chair-arms that she +grasped, were a separate wound to each sense. + +"My promise--" she faltered. + +"Your part of our mutual agreement to set each other free if one +or the other should wish to be released." + +She was silent again. He waited a moment, shifting his position +nervously; then he said, with a touch of irritability: "You +acknowledge the agreement?" + +The question went through her like a shock. She lifted her head +to it proudly. "I acknowledge the agreement," she said. + +"And--you don't mean to repudiate it?" + +A log on the hearth fell forward, and mechanically he advanced +and pushed it back. + +"No," she answered slowly, "I don't mean to repudiate it." + +There was a pause. He remained near the hearth, his elbow +resting on the mantel-shelf. Close to his hand stood a little +cup of jade that he had given her on one of their wedding +anniversaries. She wondered vaguely if he noticed it. + +"You intend to leave me, then?" she said at length. + +His gesture seemed to deprecate the crudeness of the allusion. + +"To marry some one else?" + +Again his eye and hand protested. She rose and stood before him. + +"Why should you be afraid to tell me? Is it Una Van Sideren?" + +He was silent. + +"I wish you good luck," she said. + + + +III + + +She looked up, finding herself alone. She did not remember when +or how he had left the room, or how long afterward she had sat +there. The fire still smouldered on the hearth, but the slant of +sunlight had left the wall. + +Her first conscious thought was that she had not broken her word, +that she had fulfilled the very letter of their bargain. There +had been no crying out, no vain appeal to the past, no attempt at +temporizing or evasion. She had marched straight up to the guns. + +Now that it was over, she sickened to find herself alive. She +looked about her, trying to recover her hold on reality. Her +identity seemed to be slipping from her, as it disappears in a +physical swoon. "This is my room--this is my house," she heard +herself saying. Her room? Her house? She could almost hear the +walls laugh back at her. + +She stood up, a dull ache in every bone. The silence of the room +frightened her. She remembered, now, having heard the front door +close a long time ago: the sound suddenly re-echoed through her +brain. Her husband must have left the house, then--her HUSBAND? +She no longer knew in what terms to think: the simplest phrases +had a poisoned edge. She sank back into her chair, overcome by a +strange weakness. The clock struck ten--it was only ten o'clock! +Suddenly she remembered that she had not ordered dinner . . . or +were they dining out that evening? DINNER--DINING OUT--the old +meaningless phraseology pursued her! She must try to think of +herself as she would think of some one else, a some one +dissociated from all the familiar routine of the past, whose +wants and habits must gradually be learned, as one might spy out +the ways of a strange animal. . . + +The clock struck another hour--eleven. She stood up again and +walked to the door: she thought she would go up stairs to her +room. HER room? Again the word derided her. She opened the +door, crossed the narrow hall, and walked up the stairs. As she +passed, she noticed Westall's sticks and umbrellas: a pair of his +gloves lay on the hall table. The same stair-carpet mounted +between the same walls; the same old French print, in its narrow +black frame, faced her on the landing. This visual continuity +was intolerable. Within, a gaping chasm; without, the same +untroubled and familiar surface. She must get away from it +before she could attempt to think. But, once in her room, she +sat down on the lounge, a stupor creeping over her. . . + +Gradually her vision cleared. A great deal had happened in the +interval--a wild marching and countermarching of emotions, +arguments, ideas--a fury of insurgent impulses that fell back +spent upon themselves. She had tried, at first, to rally, to +organize these chaotic forces. There must be help somewhere, if +only she could master the inner tumult. Life could not be broken +off short like this, for a whim, a fancy; the law itself would +side with her, would defend her. The law? What claim had she +upon it? She was the prisoner of her own choice: she had been +her own legislator, and she was the predestined victim of the +code she had devised. But this was grotesque, intolerable--a mad +mistake, for which she could not be held accountable! The law +she had despised was still there, might still be invoked . . . +invoked, but to what end? Could she ask it to chain Westall to +her side? SHE had been allowed to go free when she claimed her +freedom--should she show less magnanimity than she had exacted? +Magnanimity? The word lashed her with its irony--one does not +strike an attitude when one is fighting for life! She would +threaten, grovel, cajole . . . she would yield anything to keep +her hold on happiness. Ah, but the difficulty lay deeper! The +law could not help her--her own apostasy could not help her. She +was the victim of the theories she renounced. It was as though +some giant machine of her own making had caught her up in its +wheels and was grinding her to atoms. . . + +It was afternoon when she found herself out-of-doors. She walked +with an aimless haste, fearing to meet familiar faces. The day +was radiant, metallic: one of those searching American days so +calculated to reveal the shortcomings of our street-cleaning and +the excesses of our architecture. The streets looked bare and +hideous; everything stared and glittered. She called a passing +hansom, and gave Mrs. Van Sideren's address. She did not know +what had led up to the act; but she found herself suddenly +resolved to speak, to cry out a warning. it was too late to save +herself--but the girl might still be told. The hansom rattled up +Fifth Avenue; she sat with her eyes fixed, avoiding recognition. +At the Van Siderens' door she sprang out and rang the bell. +Action had cleared her brain, and she felt calm and self- +possessed. She knew now exactly what she meant to say. + +The ladies were both out . . . the parlor-maid stood waiting for +a card. Julia, with a vague murmur, turned away from the door +and lingered a moment on the sidewalk. Then she remembered that +she had not paid the cab-driver. She drew a dollar from her +purse and handed it to him. He touched his hat and drove off, +leaving her alone in the long empty street. She wandered away +westward, toward strange thoroughfares, where she was not likely +to meet acquaintances. The feeling of aimlessness had returned. +Once she found herself in the afternoon torrent of Broadway, +swept past tawdry shops and flaming theatrical posters, with a +succession of meaningless faces gliding by in the opposite +direction. . . + +A feeling of faintness reminded her that she had not eaten since +morning. She turned into a side street of shabby houses, with +rows of ash-barrels behind bent area railings. In a basement +window she saw the sign LADIES' RESTAURANT: a pie and a dish of +doughnuts lay against the dusty pane like petrified food in an +ethnological museum. She entered, and a young woman with a weak +mouth and a brazen eye cleared a table for her near the window. +The table was covered with a red and white cotton cloth and +adorned with a bunch of celery in a thick tumbler and a salt- +cellar full of grayish lumpy salt. Julia ordered tea, and sat a +long time waiting for it. She was glad to be away from the noise +and confusion of the streets. The low-ceilinged room was empty, +and two or three waitresses with thin pert faces lounged in the +background staring at her and whispering together. At last the +tea was brought in a discolored metal teapot. Julia poured a cup +and drank it hastily. It was black and bitter, but it flowed +through her veins like an elixir. She was almost dizzy with +exhilaration. Oh, how tired, how unutterably tired she had been! + +She drank a second cup, blacker and bitterer, and now her mind +was once more working clearly. She felt as vigorous, as +decisive, as when she had stood on the Van Siderens' door-step-- +but the wish to return there had subsided. She saw now the +futility of such an attempt--the humiliation to which it might +have exposed her. . . The pity of it was that she did not know +what to do next. The short winter day was fading, and she +realized that she could not remain much longer in the restaurant +without attracting notice. She paid for her tea and went out +into the street. The lamps were alight, and here and there a +basement shop cast an oblong of gas-light across the fissured +pavement. In the dusk there was something sinister about the +aspect of the street, and she hastened back toward Fifth Avenue. +She was not used to being out alone at that hour. + +At the corner of Fifth Avenue she paused and stood watching the +stream of carriages. At last a policeman caught sight of her and +signed to her that he would take her across. She had not meant +to cross the street, but she obeyed automatically, and presently +found herself on the farther corner. There she paused again for +a moment; but she fancied the policeman was watching her, and +this sent her hastening down the nearest side street. . . After +that she walked a long time, vaguely. . . Night had fallen, and +now and then, through the windows of a passing carriage, she +caught the expanse of an evening waistcoat or the shimmer of an +opera cloak. . . + +Suddenly she found herself in a familiar street. She stood still +a moment, breathing quickly. She had turned the corner without +noticing whither it led; but now, a few yards ahead of her, she +saw the house in which she had once lived--her first husband's +house. The blinds were drawn, and only a faint translucence +marked the windows and the transom above the door. As she stood +there she heard a step behind her, and a man walked by in the +direction of the house. He walked slowly, with a heavy middle- +aged gait, his head sunk a little between the shoulders, the red +crease of his neck visible above the fur collar of his overcoat. +He crossed the street, went up the steps of the house, drew forth +a latch-key, and let himself in. . . + +There was no one else in sight. Julia leaned for a long time +against the area-rail at the corner, her eyes fixed on the front +of the house. The feeling of physical weariness had returned, +but the strong tea still throbbed in her veins and lit her brain +with an unnatural clearness. Presently she heard another step +draw near, and moving quickly away, she too crossed the street +and mounted the steps of the house. The impulse which had +carried her there prolonged itself in a quick pressure of the +electric bell--then she felt suddenly weak and tremulous, and +grasped the balustrade for support. The door opened and a young +footman with a fresh inexperienced face stood on the threshold. +Julia knew in an instant that he would admit her. + +"I saw Mr. Arment going in just now," she said. "Will you ask +him to see me for a moment?" + +The footman hesitated. "I think Mr. Arment has gone up to dress +for dinner, madam." + +Julia advanced into the hall. "I am sure he will see me--I will +not detain him long," she said. She spoke quietly, +authoritatively, in the tone which a good servant does not +mistake. The footman had his hand on the drawing-room door. + +"I will tell him, madam. What name, please?" + +Julia trembled: she had not thought of that. "Merely say a +lady," she returned carelessly. + +The footman wavered and she fancied herself lost; but at that +instant the door opened from within and John Arment stepped into +the hall. He drew back sharply as he saw her, his florid face +turning sallow with the shock; then the blood poured back to it, +swelling the veins on his temples and reddening the lobes of his +thick ears. + +It was long since Julia had seen him, and she was startled at the +change in his appearance. He had thickened, coarsened, settled +down into the enclosing flesh. But she noted this insensibly: +her one conscious thought was that, now she was face to face with +him, she must not let him escape till he had heard her. Every +pulse in her body throbbed with the urgency of her message. + +She went up to him as he drew back. "I must speak to you," she +said. + +Arment hesitated, red and stammering. Julia glanced at the +footman, and her look acted as a warning. The instinctive +shrinking from a "scene" predominated over every other impulse, +and Arment said slowly: "Will you come this way?" + +He followed her into the drawing-room and closed the door. +Julia, as she advanced, was vaguely aware that the room at least +was unchanged: time had not mitigated its horrors. The contadina +still lurched from the chimney-breast, and the Greek slave +obstructed the threshold of the inner room. The place was alive +with memories: they started out from every fold of the yellow +satin curtains and glided between the angles of the rosewood +furniture. But while some subordinate agency was carrying these +impressions to her brain, her whole conscious effort was centred +in the act of dominating Arment's will. The fear that he would +refuse to hear her mounted like fever to her brain. She felt her +purpose melt before it, words and arguments running into each +other in the heat of her longing. For a moment her voice failed +her, and she imagined herself thrust out before she could speak; +but as she was struggling for a word, Arment pushed a chair +forward, and said quietly: "You are not well." + +The sound of his voice steadied her. It was neither kind nor +unkind--a voice that suspended judgment, rather, awaiting +unforeseen developments. She supported herself against the back +of the chair and drew a deep breath. "Shall I send for +something?" he continued, with a cold embarrassed politeness. + +Julia raised an entreating hand. "No--no--thank you. I am quite +well." + +He paused midway toward the bell and turned on her. "Then may I +ask--?" + +"Yes," she interrupted him. "I came here because I wanted to see +you. There is something I must tell you." + +Arment continued to scrutinize her. "I am surprised at that," he +said. "I should have supposed that any communication you may +wish to make could have been made through our lawyers." + +"Our lawyers!" She burst into a little laugh. "I don't think +they could help me--this time." + +Arment's face took on a barricaded look. "If there is any +question of help--of course--" + +It struck her, whimsically, that she had seen that look when some +shabby devil called with a subscription-book. Perhaps he thought +she wanted him to put his name down for so much in sympathy--or +even in money. . . The thought made her laugh again. She saw +his look change slowly to perplexity. All his facial changes +were slow, and she remembered, suddenly, how it had once diverted +her to shift that lumbering scenery with a word. For the first +time it struck her that she had been cruel. "There IS a question +of help," she said in a softer key: "you can help me; but only by +listening. . . I want to tell you something. . ." + +Arment's resistance was not yielding. "Would it not be easier +to--write?" he suggested. + +She shook her head. "There is no time to write . . . and it +won't take long." She raised her head and their eyes met. "My +husband has left me," she said. + +"Westall--?" he stammered, reddening again. + +"Yes. This morning. Just as I left you. Because he was tired +of me." + +The words, uttered scarcely above a whisper, seemed to dilate to +the limit of the room. Arment looked toward the door; then his +embarrassed glance returned to Julia. + +"I am very sorry," he said awkwardly. + +"Thank you," she murmured. + +"But I don't see--" + +"No--but you will--in a moment. Won't you listen to me? +Please!" Instinctively she had shifted her position putting +herself between him and the door. "It happened this morning," +she went on in short breathless phrases. "I never suspected +anything--I thought we were--perfectly happy. . . Suddenly he +told me he was tired of me . . . there is a girl he likes better. . . +He has gone to her. . ." As she spoke, the lurking anguish +rose upon her, possessing her once more to the exclusion of every +other emotion. Her eyes ached, her throat swelled with it, and +two painful tears burnt a way down her face. + +Arment's constraint was increasing visibly. "This--this is very +unfortunate," he began. "But I should say the law--" + +"The law?" she echoed ironically. "When he asks for his +freedom?" + +"You are not obliged to give it." + +"You were not obliged to give me mine--but you did." + +He made a protesting gesture. + +"You saw that the law couldn't help you--didn't you?" she went +on. "That is what I see now. The law represents material +rights--it can't go beyond. If we don't recognize an inner law . . . +the obligation that love creates . . . being loved as well as +loving . . . there is nothing to prevent our spreading ruin +unhindered . . . is there?" She raised her head plaintively, +with the look of a bewildered child. "That is what I see now . . . +what I wanted to tell you. He leaves me because he's tired . . . +but I was not tired; and I don't understand why he is. That's +the dreadful part of it--the not understanding: I hadn't realized +what it meant. But I've been thinking of it all day, and things +have come back to me--things I hadn't noticed . . . when you and +I. . ." She moved closer to him, and fixed her eyes on his with +the gaze that tries to reach beyond words. "I see now that YOU +didn't understand--did you?" + +Their eyes met in a sudden shock of comprehension: a veil seemed +to be lifted between them. Arment's lip trembled. + +"No," he said, "I didn't understand." + +She gave a little cry, almost of triumph. "I knew it! I knew +it! You wondered--you tried to tell me--but no words came. . . +You saw your life falling in ruins . . . the world slipping from +you . . . and you couldn't speak or move!" + +She sank down on the chair against which she had been leaning. +"Now I know--now I know," she repeated. + +"I am very sorry for you," she heard Arment stammer. + +She looked up quickly. "That's not what I came for. I don't +want you to be sorry. I came to ask you to forgive me . . . for +not understanding that YOU didn't understand. . . That's all I +wanted to say." She rose with a vague sense that the end had +come, and put out a groping hand toward the door. + +Arment stood motionless. She turned to him with a faint smile. + +"You forgive me?" + +"There is nothing to forgive--" + +"Then will you shake hands for good-by?" She felt his hand in +hers: it was nerveless, reluctant. + +"Good-by," she repeated. "I understand now." + +She opened the door and passed out into the hall. As she did so, +Arment took an impulsive step forward; but just then the footman, +who was evidently alive to his obligations, advanced from the +background to let her out. She heard Arment fall back. The +footman threw open the door, and she found herself outside in the +darkness. + + + +The End of The Reckoning + + + + +Verse + + + +BOTTICELLI'S MADONNA IN THE LOUVRE. + + +WHAT strange presentiment, O Mother, lies +On thy waste brow and sadly-folded lips, +Forefeeling the Light's terrible eclipse +On Calvary, as if love made thee wise, +And thou couldst read in those dear infant eyes +The sorrow that beneath their smiling sleeps, +And guess what bitter tears a mother weeps +When the cross darkens her unclouded skies? + +Sad Lady, if some mother, passing thee, +Should feel a throb of thy foreboding pain, +And think--"My child at home clings so to me, +With the same smile . . . and yet in vain, in vain, +Since even this Jesus died on Calvary"-- +Say to her then: "He also rose again." + + + + +THE TOMB OF ILARIA GIUNIGI. + + +ILARIA, thou that wert so fair and dear +That death would fain disown thee, grief made wise +With prophecy thy husband's widowed eyes +And bade him call the master's art to rear +Thy perfect image on the sculptured bier, +With dreaming lids, hands laid in peaceful guise +Beneath the breast that seems to fall and rise, +And lips that at love's call should answer, "Here!" + +First-born of the Renascence, when thy soul +Cast the sweet robing of the flesh aside, +Into these lovelier marble limbs it stole, +Regenerate in art's sunrise clear and wide +As saints who, having kept faith's raiment whole, +Change it above for garments glorified. + + + + +THE SONNET. + +PURE form, that like some chalice of old time + Contain'st the liquid of the poet's thought + Within thy curving hollow, gem-enwrought + With interwoven traceries of rhyme, +While o'er thy brim the bubbling fancies climb, + What thing am I, that undismayed have sought + To pour my verse with trembling hand untaught + Into a shape so small yet so sublime? +Because perfection haunts the hearts of men, + Because thy sacred chalice gathered up + The wine of Petrarch, Shakspere, Shelley--then +Receive these tears of failure as they drop + (Sole vintage of my life), since I am fain + To pour them in a consecrated cup. + + + + +TWO BACKGROUNDS. + +I. + +LA VIERGE AU DONATEUR. + + +HERE by the ample river's argent sweep, +Bosomed in tilth and vintage to her walls, +A tower-crowned Cybele in armored sleep +The city lies, fat plenty in her halls, +With calm, parochial spires that hold in fee +The friendly gables clustered at their base, +And, equipoised o'er tower and market-place, +The Gothic minster's winged immensity; +And in that narrow burgh, with equal mood, +Two placid hearts, to all life's good resigned, +Might, from the altar to the lych-gate, find +Long years of peace and dreamless plenitude. + + + +II. + +MONA LISA. + + +Yon strange blue city crowns a scarped steep +No mortal foot hath bloodlessly essayed; +Dreams and illusions beacon from its keep, +But at the gate an Angel bares his blade; +And tales are told of those who thought to gain +At dawn its ramparts; but when evening fell +Far off they saw each fading pinnacle +Lit with wild lightnings from the heaven of pain; +Yet there two souls, whom life's perversities +Had mocked with want in plenty, tears in mirth, +Might meet in dreams, ungarmented of earth, +And drain Joy's awful chalice to the lees. + + + + +EXPERIENCE. + + +I. + +LIKE Crusoe with the bootless gold we stand +Upon the desert verge of death, and say: +"What shall avail the woes of yesterday +To buy to-morrow's wisdom, in the land +Whose currency is strange unto our hand? +In life's small market they have served to pay +Some late-found rapture, could we but delay +Till Time hath matched our means to our demand." + +But otherwise Fate wills it, for, behold, +Our gathered strength of individual pain, +When Time's long alchemy hath made it gold, +Dies with us--hoarded all these years in vain, +Since those that might be heir to it the mould +Renew, and coin themselves new griefs again. + + +II. + +O, Death, we come full-handed to thy gate, +Rich with strange burden of the mingled years, +Gains and renunciations, mirth and tears, +And love's oblivion, and remembering hate, +Nor know we what compulsion laid such freight +Upon our souls--and shall our hopes and fears +Buy nothing of thee, Death? Behold our wares, +And sell us the one joy for which we wait. +Had we lived longer, life had such for sale, +With the last coin of sorrow purchased cheap, +But now we stand before thy shadowy pale, +And all our longings lie within thy keep-- +Death, can it be the years shall naught avail? + +"Not so," Death answered, "they shall purchase sleep." + + + + +CHARTRES. + + +I. + +IMMENSE, august, like some Titanic bloom, + The mighty choir unfolds its lithic core, +Petalled with panes of azure, gules and or, + Splendidly lambent in the Gothic gloom, +And stamened with keen flamelets that illume + The pale high-altar. On the prayer-worn floor, +By surging worshippers thick-thronged of yore, + A few brown crones, familiars of the tomb, +The stranded driftwood of Faith's ebbing sea-- + For these alone the finials fret the skies, +The topmost bosses shake their blossoms free, + While from the triple portals, with grave eyes, +Tranquil, and fixed upon eternity, + The cloud of witnesses still testifies. + + +II. + +The crimson panes like blood-drops stigmatize + The western floor. The aisles are mute and cold. +A rigid fetich in her robe of gold + The Virgin of the Pillar, with blank eyes, +Enthroned beneath her votive canopies, + Gathers a meagre remnant to her fold. +The rest is solitude; the church, grown old, + Stands stark and gray beneath the burning skies. +Wellnigh again its mighty frame-work grows + To be a part of nature's self, withdrawn +From hot humanity's impatient woes; + The floor is ridged like some rude mountain lawn, +And in the east one giant window shows + The roseate coldness of an Alp at dawn. + + + + +LIFE. + + +LIFE, like a marble block, is given to all, +A blank, inchoate mass of years and days, +Whence one with ardent chisel swift essays +Some shape of strength or symmetry to call; +One shatters it in bits to mend a wall; +One in a craftier hand the chisel lays, +And one, to wake the mirth in Lesbia's gaze, +Carves it apace in toys fantastical. + +But least is he who, with enchanted eyes +Filled with high visions of fair shapes to be, +Muses which god he shall immortalize +In the proud Parian's perpetuity, +Till twilight warns him from the punctual skies +That the night cometh wherein none shall see. + + + + +AN AUTUMN SUNSET + + +I + +LEAGUERED in fire +The wild black promontories of the coast extend +Their savage silhouettes; +The sun in universal carnage sets, +And, halting higher, +The motionless storm-clouds mass their sullen threats, +Like an advancing mob in sword-points penned, +That, balked, yet stands at bay. +Mid-zenith hangs the fascinated day +In wind-lustrated hollows crystalline, +A wan valkyrie whose wide pinions shine +Across the ensanguined ruins of the fray, +And in her lifted hand swings high o'erhead, +Above the waste of war, +The silver torch-light of the evening star +Wherewith to search the faces of the dead. + + +II + +Lagooned in gold, +Seem not those jetty promontories rather +The outposts of some ancient land forlorn, +Uncomforted of morn, +Where old oblivions gather, +The melancholy, unconsoling fold +Of all things that go utterly to death +And mix no more, no more +With life's perpetually awakening breath? +Shall Time not ferry me to such a shore, +Over such sailless seas, +To walk with hope's slain importunities +In miserable marriage? Nay, shall not +All things be there forgot, +Save the sea's golden barrier and the black +Closecrouching promontories? +Dead to all shames, forgotten of all glories, +Shall I not wander there, a shadow's shade, +A spectre self-destroyed, +So purged of all remembrance and sucked back +Into the primal void, +That should we on that shore phantasmal meet +I should not know the coming of your feet? + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Etext of Early Short Fiction of Edith Wharton +Part Two + |
