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diff --git a/old/30265.txt b/old/30265.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2d024ce --- /dev/null +++ b/old/30265.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9144 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 15, No. 89, +March, 1865, by Various + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 15, No. 89, March, 1865 + +Author: Various + +Release Date: October 16, 2009 [EBook #30265] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ATLANTIC MONTHLY, MARCH 1865 *** + + + + +Produced by Joshua Hutchinson, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. +(This file was produced from images generously made +available by Cornell University Digital Collections.) + + + + + + + +THE + +ATLANTIC MONTHLY. + +_A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics._ + +VOL. XV.--MARCH, 1865.--NO. LXXXIX. + +Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1865, by TICKNOR AND +FIELDS, in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of +Massachusetts. + + + + +THE STORY OF A YEAR. + + +I. + +My story begins as a great many stories have begun within the last three +years, and indeed as a great many have ended; for, when the hero is +despatched, does not the romance come to a stop? + + * * * * * + +In early May, two years ago, a young couple I wot of strolled homeward +from an evening walk, a long ramble among the peaceful hills which +inclosed their rustic home. Into these peaceful hills the young man had +brought, not the rumor, (which was an old inhabitant,) but some of the +reality of war,--a little whiff of gunpowder, the clanking of a sword; +for, although Mr. John Ford had his campaign still before him, he wore a +certain comely air of camp-life which stamped him a very Hector to the +steady-going villagers, and a very pretty fellow to Miss Elizabeth +Crowe, his companion in this sentimental stroll. And was he not attired +in the great brightness of blue and gold which befits a freshly made +lieutenant? This was a strange sight for these happy Northern glades; +for, although the first Revolution had boomed awhile in their midst, the +honest yeomen who defended them were clad in sober homespun, and it is +well known that His Majesty's troops wore red. + +These young people, I say, had been roaming. It was plain that they had +wandered into spots where the brambles were thick and the dews +heavy,--nay, into swamps and puddles where the April rains were still +undried. Ford's boots and trousers had imbibed a deep foretaste of the +Virginia mud; his companion's skirts were fearfully bedraggled. What +great enthusiasm had made our friends so unmindful of their steps? What +blinding ardor had kindled these strange phenomena: a young lieutenant +scornful of his first uniform, a well-bred young lady reckless of her +stockings? + +Good reader, this narrative is averse to retrospect. + +Elizabeth (as I shall not scruple to call her outright) was leaning upon +her companion's arm, half moving in concert with him, and half allowing +herself to be led, with that instinctive acknowledgment of dependence +natural to a young girl who has just received the assurance of lifelong +protection. Ford was lounging along with that calm, swinging stride +which often bespeaks, when you can read it aright, the answering +consciousness of a sudden rush of manhood. A spectator might have +thought him at this moment profoundly conceited. The young girl's blue +veil was dangling from his pocket; he had shouldered her sun-umbrella +after the fashion of a musket on a march: he might carry these trifles. +Was there not a vague longing expressed in the strong expansion of his +stalwart shoulders, in the fond accommodation of his pace to hers,--her +pace so submissive and slow, that, when he tried to match it, they +almost came to a delightful standstill,--a silent desire for the whole +fair burden? + +They made their way up a long swelling mound, whose top commanded the +sunset. The dim landscape which had been brightening all day to the +green of spring was now darkening to the gray of evening. The lesser +hills, the farms, the brooks, the fields, orchards, and woods, made a +dusky gulf before the great splendor of the west. As Ford looked at the +clouds, it seemed to him that their imagery was all of war, their great +uneven masses were marshalled into the semblance of a battle. There were +columns charging and columns flying and standards floating,--tatters of +the reflected purple; and great captains on colossal horses, and a +rolling canopy of cannon-smoke and fire and blood. The background of the +clouds, indeed, was like a land on fire, or a battle-ground illumined by +another sunset, a country of blackened villages and crimsoned pastures. +The tumult of the clouds increased; it was hard to believe them +inanimate. You might have fancied them an army of gigantic souls playing +at football with the sun. They seemed to sway in confused splendor; the +opposing squadrons bore each other down; and then suddenly they +scattered, bowling with equal velocity towards north and south, and +gradually fading into the pale evening sky. The purple pennons sailed +away and sank out of sight, caught, doubtless, upon the brambles of the +intervening plain. Day contracted itself into a fiery ball and vanished. + +Ford and Elizabeth had quietly watched this great mystery of the +heavens. + +"That is an allegory," said the young man, as the sun went under, +looking into his companion's face, where a pink flush seemed still to +linger: "it means the end of the war. The forces on both sides are +withdrawn. The blood that has been shed gathers itself into a vast +globule and drops into the ocean." + +"I'm afraid it means a shabby compromise," said Elizabeth. "Light +disappears, too, and the land is in darkness." + +"Only for a season," answered the other. "We mourn our dead. Then light +comes again, stronger and brighter than ever. Perhaps you'll be crying +for me, Lizzie, at that distant day." + +"Oh, Jack, didn't you promise not to talk about that?" says Lizzie, +threatening to anticipate the performance in question. + +Jack took this rebuke in silence, gazing soberly at the empty sky. Soon +the young girl's eyes stole up to his face. If he had been looking at +anything in particular, I think she would have followed the direction of +his glance; but as it seemed to be a very vacant one, she let her eyes +rest. + +"Jack," said she, after a pause, "I wonder how you'll look when you get +back." + +Ford's soberness gave way to a laugh. + +"Uglier than ever. I shall be all incrusted with mud and gore. And then +I shall be magnificently sun-burnt, and I shall have a beard." + +"Oh, you dreadful!" and Lizzie gave a little shout. "Really, Jack, if +you have a beard, you'll not look like a gentleman." + +"Shall I look like a lady, pray?" says Jack. + +"Are you serious?" asked Lizzie. + +"To be sure. I mean to alter my face as you do your misfitting +garments,--take in on one side and let out on the other. Isn't that the +process? I shall crop my head and cultivate my chin." + +"You've a very nice chin, my dear, and I think it's a shame to hide +it." + +"Yes, I know my chin's handsome; but wait till you see my beard." + +"Oh, the vanity!" cried Lizzie, "the vanity of men in their faces! Talk +of women!" and the silly creature looked up at her lover with most +inconsistent satisfaction. + +"Oh, the pride of women in their husbands!" said Jack, who of course +knew what she was about. + +"You're not my husband, Sir. There's many a slip"----But the young girl +stopped short. + +"'Twixt the cup and the lip," said Jack. "Go on. I can match your +proverb with another. 'There's many a true word,' and so forth. No, my +darling: I'm not your husband. Perhaps I never shall be. But if anything +happens to me, you'll take comfort, won't you?" + +"Never!" said Lizzie, tremulously. + +"Oh, but you must; otherwise, Lizzie, I should think our engagement +inexcusable. Stuff! who am I that you should cry for me?" + +"You are the best and wisest of men. I don't care; you _are_." + +"Thank you for your great love, my dear. That's a delightful illusion. +But I hope Time will kill it, in his own good way, before it hurts any +one. I know so many men who are worth infinitely more than I--men wise, +generous, and brave--that I shall not feel as if I were leaving you in +an empty world." + +"Oh, my dear friend!" said Lizzie, after a pause, "I wish you could +advise me all my life." + +"Take care, take care," laughed Jack; "you don't know what you are +bargaining for. But will you let me say a word now? If by chance I'm +taken out of the world, I want you to beware of that tawdry sentiment +which enjoins you to be 'constant to my memory.' My memory be hanged! +Remember me at my best,--that is, fullest of the desire of humility. +Don't inflict me on people. There are some widows and bereaved +sweethearts who remind me of the peddler in that horrible murder-story, +who carried a corpse in his pack. Really, it's their stock in trade. The +only justification of a man's personality is his rights. What rights has +a dead man?--Let's go down." + +They turned southward and went jolting down the hill. + +"Do you mind this talk, Lizzie?" asked Ford. + +"No," said Lizzie, swallowing a sob, unnoticed by her companion in the +sublime egotism of protection; "I like it." + +"Very well," said the young man, "I want my memory to help you. When I +am down in Virginia, I expect to get a vast deal of good from thinking +of you,--to do my work better, and to keep straighter altogether. Like +all lovers, I'm horribly selfish. I expect to see a vast deal of +shabbiness and baseness and turmoil, and in the midst of it all I'm sure +the inspiration of patriotism will sometimes fail. Then I'll think of +you. I love you a thousand times better than my country, Liz.--Wicked? +So much the worse. It's the truth. But if I find your memory makes a +milksop of me, I shall thrust you out of the way, without ceremony,--I +shall clap you into my box or between the leaves of my Bible, and only +look at you on Sunday." + +"I shall be very glad, Sir, if that makes you open your Bible +frequently," says Elizabeth, rather demurely. + +"I shall put one of your photographs against every page," cried Ford; +"and then I think I shall not lack a text for my meditations. Don't you +know how Catholics keep little pictures of their adored Lady in their +prayer-books?" + +"Yes, indeed," said Lizzie; "I should think it would be a very +soul-stirring picture, when you are marching to the front, the night +before a battle,--a poor, stupid girl, knitting stupid socks, in a +stupid Yankee village." + +Oh, the craft of artless tongues! Jack strode along in silence a few +moments, splashing straight through a puddle; then, ere he was quite +clear of it, he stretched out his arm and gave his companion a long +embrace. + +"And pray what am I to do," resumed Lizzie, wondering, rather proudly +perhaps, at Jack's averted face, "while you are marching and +countermarching in Virginia?" + +"Your duty, of course," said Jack, in a steady voice, which belied a +certain little conjecture of Lizzie's. "I think you will find the sun +will rise in the east, my dear, just as it did before you were engaged." + +"I'm sure I didn't suppose it wouldn't," says Lizzie. + +"By duty I don't mean anything disagreeable, Liz," pursued the young +man. "I hope you'll take your pleasure, too. I wish you might go to +Boston, or even to Leatherborough, for a month or two." + +"What for, pray?" + +"What for? Why, for the fun of it: to 'go out,' as they say." + +"Jack, do you think me capable of going to parties while you are in +danger?" + +"Why not? Why should I have all the fun?" + +"Fun? I'm sure you're welcome to it all. As for me, I mean to make a new +beginning." + +"Of what?" + +"Oh, of everything. In the first place, I shall begin to improve my +mind. But don't you think it's horrid for women to be reasonable?" + +"Hard, say you?" + +"Horrid,--yes, and hard too. But I mean to become so. Oh, girls are such +fools, Jack! I mean to learn to like boiled mutton and history and plain +sewing, and all that. Yet, when a girl's engaged, she's not expected to +do anything in particular." + +Jack laughed, and said nothing; and Lizzie went on. + +"I wonder what your mother will say to the news. I think I know." + +"What?" + +"She'll say you've been very unwise. No, she won't: she never speaks so +to you. She'll say I've been very dishonest or indelicate, or something +of that kind. No, she won't either: she doesn't say such things, though +I'm sure she thinks them. I don't know what she'll say." + +"No, I think not, Lizzie, if you indulge in such conjectures. My mother +never speaks without thinking. Let us hope that she may think favorably +of our plan. Even if she doesn't"---- + +Jack did not finish his sentence, nor did Lizzie urge him. She had a +great respect for his hesitations. But in a moment he began again. + +"I was going to say this, Lizzie: I think for the present our engagement +had better be kept quiet." + +Lizzie's heart sank with a sudden disappointment. Imagine the feelings +of the damsel in the fairy-tale, whom the disguised enchantress had just +empowered to utter diamonds and pearls, should the old beldame have +straightway added that for the present mademoiselle had better hold her +tongue. Yet the disappointment was brief. I think this enviable young +lady would have tripped home talking very hard to herself, and have been +not ill pleased to find her little mouth turning into a tightly clasped +jewel-casket. Nay, would she not on this occasion have been thankful for +a large mouth,--a mouth huge and unnatural,--stretching from ear to ear? +Who wish to cast their pearls before swine? The young lady of the pearls +was, after all, but a barnyard miss. Lizzie was too proud of Jack to be +vain. It's well enough to wear our own hearts upon our sleeves; but for +those of others, when intrusted to our keeping, I think we had better +find a more secluded lodging. + +"You see, I think secrecy would leave us much freer," said Jack,--"leave +_you_ much freer." + +"Oh, Jack, how can you?" cried Lizzie. "Yes, of course; I shall be +falling in love with some one else. Freer! Thank you, Sir!" + +"Nay, Lizzie, what I'm saying is really kinder than it sounds. Perhaps +you _will_ thank me one of these days." + +"Doubtless! I've already taken a great fancy to George Mackenzie." + +"Will you let me enlarge on my suggestion?" + +"Oh, certainly! You seem to have your mind quite made up." + +"I confess I like to take account of possibilities. Don't you know +mathematics are my hobby? Did you ever study algebra? I always have an +eye on the unknown quantity." + +"No, I never studied algebra. I agree with you, that we had better not +speak of our engagement." + +"That's right, my dear. You're always right. But mind, I don't want to +bind you to secrecy. Hang it, do as you please! Do what comes easiest to +you, and you'll do the best thing. What made me speak is my dread of the +horrible publicity which clings to all this business. Nowadays, when a +girl's engaged, it's no longer, 'Ask mamma,' simply; but, 'Ask Mrs. +Brown, and Mrs. Jones, and my large circle of acquaintance,--Mrs. +Grundy, in short.' I say nowadays, but I suppose it's always been so." + +"Very well, we'll keep it all nice and quiet," said Lizzie, who would +have been ready to celebrate her nuptials according to the rites of the +Esquimaux, had Jack seen fit to suggest it. + +"I know it doesn't look well for a lover to be so cautious," pursued +Jack; "but you understand me, Lizzie, don't you?" + +"I don't entirely understand you, but I quite trust you." + +"God bless you! My prudence, you see, is my best strength. Now, if ever, +I need my strength. When a man's a-wooing, Lizzie, he is all feeling, or +he ought to be; when he's accepted, then he begins to think." + +"And to repent, I suppose you mean." + +"Nay, to devise means to keep his sweetheart from repenting. Let me be +frank. Is it the greatest fools only that are the best lovers? There's +no telling what may happen, Lizzie. I want you to marry me with your +eyes open. I don't want you to feel tied down or taken in. You're very +young, you know. You're responsible to yourself of a year hence. You're +at an age when no girl can count safely from year's end to year's end." + +"And you, Sir!" cries Lizzie; "one would think you were a grandfather." + +"Well, I'm on the way to it. I'm a pretty old boy. I mean what I say. I +may not be entirely frank, but I think I'm sincere. It seems to me as if +I'd been fibbing all my life before I told you that your affection was +necessary to my happiness. I mean it out and out. I never loved any one +before, and I never will again. If you had refused me half an hour ago, +I should have died a bachelor. I have no fear for myself. But I have for +you. You said a few minutes ago that you wanted me to be your adviser. +Now you know the function of an adviser is to perfect his victim in the +art of walking with his eyes shut. I sha'n't be so cruel." + +Lizzie saw fit to view these remarks in a humorous light. "How +disinterested!" quoth she: "how very self-sacrificing! Bachelor indeed! +For my part, I think I shall become a Mormon!"--I verily believe the +poor misinformed creature fancied that in Utah it is the ladies who are +guilty of polygamy. + +Before many minutes they drew near home. There stood Mrs. Ford at the +garden-gate, looking up and down the road, with a letter in her hand. + +"Something for you, John," said his mother, as they approached. "It +looks as if it came from camp.--Why, Elizabeth, look at your skirts!" + +"I know it," says Lizzie, giving the articles in question a shake. "What +is it, Jack?" + +"Marching orders!" cried the young man. "The regiment leaves day after +to-morrow. I must leave by the early train in the morning. Hurray!" And +he diverted a sudden gleeful kiss into a filial salute. + +They went in. The two women were silent, after the manner of women who +suffer. But Jack did little else than laugh and talk and circumnavigate +the parlor, sitting first here and then there,--close beside Lizzie and +on the opposite side of the room. After a while Miss Crowe joined in his +laughter, but I think her mirth might have been resolved into articulate +heart-beats. After tea she went to bed, to give Jack; opportunity for +his last filial _epanchements_. How generous a man's intervention makes +women! But Lizzie promised to see her lover off in the morning. + +"Nonsense!" said Mrs. Ford. "You'll not be up. John will want to +breakfast quietly." + +"I shall see you off, Jack," repeated the young lady, from the +threshold. + +Elizabeth went up stairs buoyant with her young love. It had dawned upon +her like a new life,--a life positively worth the living. Hereby she +would subsist and cost nobody anything. In it she was boundlessly rich. +She would make it the hidden spring of a hundred praiseworthy deeds. She +would begin the career of duty: she would enjoy boundless equanimity: +she would raise her whole being to the level of her sublime passion. She +would practise charity, humility, piety,--in fine, all the virtues: +together with certain _morceaux_ of Beethoven and Chopin. She would walk +the earth like one glorified. She would do homage to the best of men by +inviolate secrecy. Here, by I know not what gentle transition, as she +lay in the quiet darkness, Elizabeth covered her pillow with a flood of +tears. + +Meanwhile Ford, down-stairs, began in this fashion. He was lounging at +his manly length on the sofa, in his slippers. + +"May I light a pipe, mother?" + +"Yes, my love. But please be careful of your ashes. There's a +newspaper." + +"Pipes don't make ashes.--Mother, what do you think?" he continued, +between the puffs of his smoking; "I've got a piece of news." + +"Ah?" said Mrs. Ford, fumbling for her scissors; "I hope it's good +news." + +"I hope you'll think it so. I've been engaging myself"--puff,--puff--"to +Lizzie Crowe." A cloud of puffs between his mother's face and his own. +When they cleared away, Jack felt his mother's eyes. Her work was in her +lap. "To be married, you know," he added. + +In Mrs. Ford's view, like the king in that of the British Constitution, +her only son could do no wrong. Prejudice is a stout bulwark against +surprise. Moreover, Mrs. Ford's motherly instinct had not been entirely +at fault. Still, it had by no means kept pace with fact. She had been +silent, partly from doubt, partly out of respect for her son. As long as +John did not doubt of himself, he was right. Should he come to do so, +she was sure he would speak. And now, when he told her the matter was +settled, she persuaded herself that he was asking her advice. + +"I've been expecting it," she said, at last. + +"You have? why didn't you speak?" + +"Well, John, I can't say I've been hoping it." + +"Why not?" + +"I am not sure of Lizzie's heart," said Mrs. Ford, who, it may be well +to add, was very sure of her own. + +Jack began to laugh. "What's the matter with her heart?" + +"I think Lizzie's shallow," said Mrs. Ford; and there was that in her +tone which betokened some satisfaction with this adjective. + +"Hang it! she is shallow," said Jack. "But when a thing's shallow, you +can see to the bottom. Lizzie doesn't pretend to be deep. I want a wife, +mother, that I can understand. That's the only wife I can love. Lizzie's +the only girl I ever understood, and the first I ever loved. I love her +very much,--more than I can explain to you." + +"Yes, I confess it's inexplicable. It seems to me," she added, with a +bad smile, "like infatuation." + +Jack did not like the smile; he liked it even less than the remark. He +smoked steadily for a few moments, and then he said,-- + +"Well, mother, love is notoriously obstinate, you know. We shall not be +able to take the same view of this subject: suppose we drop it." + +"Remember that this is your last evening at home, my son," said Mrs. +Ford. + +"I do remember. Therefore I wish to avoid disagreement." + +There was a pause. The young man smoked, and his mother sewed, in +silence. + +"I think my position, as Lizzie's guardian," resumed Mrs. Ford, +"entitles me to an interest in the matter." + +"Certainly, I acknowledged your interest by telling you of our +engagement." + +Further pause. + +"Will you allow me to say," said Mrs. Ford, after a while, "that I think +this a little selfish?" + +"Allow you? Certainly, if you particularly desire it. Though I confess +it isn't very pleasant for a man to sit and hear his future wife pitched +into,--by his own mother, too." + +"John, I am surprised at your language." + +"I beg your pardon," and John spoke more gently. "You mustn't be +surprised at anything from an accepted lover.--I'm sure you misconceive +her. In fact, mother, I don't believe you know her." + +Mrs. Ford nodded, with an infinite depth of meaning; and from the +grimness with which she bit off the end of her thread it might have +seemed that she fancied herself to be executing a human vengeance. + +"Ah, I know her only too well!" + +"And you don't like her?" + +Mrs. Ford performed another decapitation of her thread. + +"Well, I'm glad Lizzie has one friend in the world," said Jack. + +"Her best friend," said Mrs. Ford, "is the one who flatters her least. I +see it all, John. Her pretty face has done the business." + +The young man flushed impatiently. + +"Mother," said he, "you are very much mistaken. I'm not a boy nor a +fool. You trust me in a great many things; why not trust me in this?" + +"My dear son, you are throwing yourself away. You deserve for your +companion in life a higher character than that girl." + +I think Mrs. Ford, who had been an excellent mother, would have liked to +give her son a wife fashioned on her own model. + +"Oh, come, mother," said he, "that's twaddle. I should be thankful, if I +were half as good as Lizzie." + +"It's the truth, John, and your conduct--not only the step you've taken, +but your talk about it--is a great disappointment to me. If I have +cherished any wish of late, it is that my darling boy should get a wife +worthy of him. The household governed by Elizabeth Crowe is not the home +I should desire for any one I love." + +"It's one to which you should always be welcome, Ma'am," said Jack. + +"It's not a place I should feel at home in," replied his mother. + +"I'm sorry," said Jack. And he got up and began to walk about the room. +"Well, well, mother," he said at last, stopping in front of Mrs. Ford, +"we don't understand each other. One of these days we shall. For the +present let us have done with discussion. I'm half sorry I told you." + +"I'm glad of such a proof of your confidence. But if you hadn't, of +course Elizabeth would have done so." + +"No, Ma'am, I think not." + +"Then she is even more reckless of her obligations than I thought her." + +"I advised her to say nothing about it." + +Mrs. Ford made no answer. She began slowly to fold up her work. + +"I think we had better let the matter stand," continued her son. "I'm +not afraid of time. But I wish to make a request of you: you won't +mention this conversation to Lizzie, will you? nor allow her to suppose +that you know of our engagement? I have a particular reason." + +Mrs. Ford went on smoothing out her work. Then she suddenly looked up. + +"No, my dear, I'll keep your secret. Give me a kiss." + + +II. + +I have no intention of following Lieutenant Ford to the seat of war. The +exploits of his campaign are recorded in the public journals of the +day, where the curious may still peruse them. My own taste has always +been for unwritten history, and my present business is with the reverse +of the picture. + +After Jack went off, the two ladies resumed their old homely life. But +the homeliest life had now ceased to be repulsive to Elizabeth. Her +common duties were no longer wearisome: for the first time, she +experienced the delicious companionship of thought. Her chief task was +still to sit by the window knitting soldiers' socks; but even Mrs. Ford +could not help owning that she worked with a much greater diligence, +yawned, rubbed her eyes, gazed up and down the road less, and indeed +produced a much more comely article. Ah, me! if half the lovesome +fancies that flitted through Lizzie's spirit in those busy hours could +have found their way into the texture of the dingy yarn, as it was +slowly wrought into shape, the eventual wearer of the socks would have +been as light-footed as Mercury. I am afraid I should make the reader +sneer, were I to rehearse some of this little fool's diversions. She +passed several hours daily in Jack's old chamber: it was in this +sanctuary, indeed, at the sunny south window, overlooking the long road, +the wood-crowned heights, the gleaming river, that she worked with most +pleasure and profit. Here she was removed from the untiring glance of +the elder lady, from her jarring questions and commonplaces; here she +was alone with her love,--that greatest commonplace in life. Lizzie felt +in Jack's room a certain impress of his personality. The idle fancies of +her mood were bodied forth in a dozen sacred relics. Some of these +articles Elizabeth carefully cherished. It was rather late in the day +for her to assert a literary taste,--her reading having begun and ended +(naturally enough) with the ancient fiction of the "Scottish Chiefs." So +she could hardly help smiling, herself, sometimes, at her interest in +Jack's old college tomes. She carried several of them to her own +apartment, and placed them at the foot of her little bed, on a +book-shelf adorned, besides, with a pot of spring violets, a portrait of +General McClellan, and a likeness of Lieutenant Ford. She had a vague +belief that a loving study of their well-thumbed verses would remedy, in +some degree, her sad intellectual deficiencies. She was sorry she knew +so little: as sorry, that is, as she might be, for we know that she was +shallow. Jack's omniscience was one of his most awful attributes. And +yet she comforted herself with the thought, that, as he had forgiven her +ignorance, she herself might surely forget it. Happy Lizzie, I envy you +this easy path to knowledge! The volume she most frequently consulted +was an old German "Faust," over which she used to fumble with a battered +lexicon. The secret of this preference was in certain marginal notes in +pencil, signed "J.". I hope they were really of Jack's making. + +Lizzie was always a small walker. Until she knew Jack, this had been +quite an unsuspected pleasure. She was afraid, too, of the cows, geese, +and sheep,--all the agricultural _spectra_ of the feminine imagination. +But now her terrors were over. Might she not play the soldier, too, in +her own humble way? Often with a beating heart, I fear, but still with +resolute, elastic steps, she revisited Jack's old haunts; she tried to +love Nature as he had seemed to love it; she gazed at his old sunsets; +she fathomed his old pools with bright plummet glances, as if seeking +some lingering trace of his features in their brown depths, stamped +there as on a fond human heart; she sought out his dear name, scratched +on the rocks and trees,--and when night came on, she studied, in her +simple way, the great starlit canopy, under which, perhaps, her warrior +lay sleeping; she wandered through the green glades, singing snatches of +his old ballads in a clear voice, made tuneful with love,--and as she +sang, there mingled with the everlasting murmur of the trees the faint +sound of a muffled bass, borne upon the south wind like a distant +drum-beat, responsive to a bugle. So she led for some months a very +pleasant idyllic life, face to face with a strong, vivid memory, which +gave everything and asked nothing. These were doubtless to be (and she +half knew it) the happiest days of her life. Has life any bliss so great +as this pensive ecstasy? To know that the golden sands are dropping one +by one makes servitude freedom, and poverty riches. + +In spite of a certain sense of loss, Lizzie passed a very blissful +summer. She enjoyed the deep repose which, it is to be hoped, sanctifies +all honest betrothals. Possible calamity weighed lightly upon her. We +know that when the columns of battle-smoke leave the field, they journey +through the heavy air to a thousand quiet homes, and play about the +crackling blaze of as many firesides. But Lizzie's vision was never +clouded. Mrs. Ford might gaze into the thickening summer dusk and wipe +her spectacles; but her companion hummed her old ballad-ends with an +unbroken voice. She no more ceased to smile under evil tidings than the +brooklet ceases to ripple beneath the projected shadow of the roadside +willow. The self-given promises of that tearful night of parting were +forgotten. Vigilance had no place in Lizzie's scheme of heavenly +idleness. The idea of moralizing in Elysium! + +It must not be supposed that Mrs. Ford was indifferent to Lizzie's mood. +She studied it watchfully, and kept note of all its variations. And +among the things she learned was, that her companion knew of her +scrutiny, and was, on the whole, indifferent to it. Of the full extent +of Mrs. Ford's observation, however, I think Lizzie was hardly aware. +She was like a reveller in a brilliantly lighted room, with a +curtainless window, conscious, and yet heedless, of passers-by. And Mrs. +Ford may not inaptly be compared to the chilly spectator on the dark +side of the pane. Very few words passed on the topic of their common +thoughts. From the first, as we have seen, Lizzie guessed at her +guardian's probable view of her engagement: an abasement incurred by +John. Lizzie lacked what is called a sense of duty; and, unlike the +majority of such temperaments, which contrive to be buoyant on the +glistening bubble of Dignity, she had likewise a modest estimate of her +dues. Alack, my poor heroine had no pride! Mrs. Ford's silent censure +awakened no resentment. It sounded in her ears like a dull, soporific +hum. Lizzie was deeply enamored of what a French book terms her _aises +intellectuelles_. Her mental comfort lay in the ignoring of problems. +She possessed a certain native insight which revealed many of the +horrent inequalities of her pathway; but she found it so cruel and +disenchanting a faculty, that blindness was infinitely preferable. She +preferred repose to order, and mercy to justice. She was speculative, +without being critical. She was continually wondering, but she never +inquired. This world was the riddle; the next alone would be the answer. + +So she never felt any desire to have an "understanding" with Mrs. Ford. +Did the old lady misconceive her? it was her own business. Mrs. Ford +apparently felt no desire to set herself right. You see, Lizzie was +ignorant of her friend's promise. There were moments when Mrs. Ford's +tongue itched to speak. There were others, it is true, when she dreaded +any explanation which would compel her to forfeit her displeasure. +Lizzie's happy self-sufficiency was most irritating. She grudged the +young girl the dignity of her secret; her own actual knowledge of it +rather increased her jealousy, by showing her the importance of the +scheme from which she was excluded. Lizzie, being in perfect good-humor +with the world and with herself, abated no jot of her personal deference +to Mrs. Ford. Of Jack, as a good friend and her guardian's son, she +spoke very freely. But Mrs. Ford was mistrustful of this +semi-confidence. She would not, she often said to herself, be wheedled +against her principles. Her principles! Oh for some shining blade of +purpose to hew down such stubborn stakes! Lizzie had no thought of +flattering her companion. She never deceived any one but herself. She +could not bring herself to value Mrs. Ford's good-will. She knew that +Jack often suffered from his mother's obstinacy. So her unbroken +humility shielded no unavowed purpose. She was patient and kindly from +nature, from habit. Yet I think, that, if Mrs. Ford could have measured +her benignity, she would have preferred, on the whole, the most open +defiance. "Of all things," she would sometimes mutter, "to be patronized +by that little piece!" It was very disagreeable, for instance, to have +to listen to _portions_ of her own son's letters. + +These letters came week by week, flying out of the South like +white-winged carrier-doves. Many and many a time, for very pride, Lizzie +would have liked a larger audience. Portions of them certainly deserved +publicity. They were far too good for her. Were they not better than +that stupid war-correspondence in the "Times," which she so often tried +in vain to read? They contained long details of movements, plans of +campaigns, military opinions and conjectures, expressed with the +emphasis habitual to young sub-lieutenants. I doubt whether General +Halleck's despatches laid down the law more absolutely than Lieutenant +Ford's. Lizzie answered in her own fashion. It must be owned that hers +was a dull pen. She told her dearest, dearest Jack how much she loved +and honored him, and how much she missed him, and how delightful his +last letter was, (with those beautifully drawn diagrams,) and the +village gossip, and how stout and strong his mother continued to +be,--and again, how she loved, etc., etc., and that she remained his +loving L. Jack read these effusions as became one so beloved. I should +not wonder if he thought them very brilliant. + +The summer waned to its close, and through myriad silent stages began to +darken into autumn. Who can tell the story of those red months? I have +to chronicle another silent transition. But as I can find no words +delicate and fine enough to describe the multifold changes of Nature, +so, too, I must be content to give you the spiritual facts in gross. + +John Ford became a veteran down by the Potomac. And, to tell the truth, +Lizzie became a veteran at home. That is, her love and hope grew to be +an old story. She gave way, as the strongest must, as the wisest will, +to time. The passion which, in her simple, shallow way, she had confided +to the woods and waters reflected their outward variations; she thought +of her lover less, and with less positive pleasure. The golden sands had +run out. Perfect rest was over. Mrs. Ford's tacit protest began to be +annoying. In a rather resentful spirit, Lizzie forbore to read any more +letters aloud. These were as regular as ever. One of them contained a +rough camp-photograph of Jack's newly bearded visage. Lizzie declared it +was "too ugly for anything," and thrust it out of sight. She found +herself skipping his military dissertations, which were still as long +and written in as handsome a hand as ever. The "too good," which used to +be uttered rather proudly, was now rather a wearisome truth. When Lizzie +in certain critical moods tried to qualify Jack's temperament, she said +to herself that he was too literal. Once he gave her a little scolding +for not writing oftener. "Jack can make no allowances," murmured Lizzie. +"He can understand no feelings but his own. I remember he used to say +that moods were diseases. His mind is too healthy for such things; his +heart is too stout for ache or pain. The night before he went off he +told me that Reason, as he calls it, was the rule of life. I suppose he +thinks it the rule of love, too. But his heart is younger than +mine,--younger and better. He has lived through awful scenes of danger +and bloodshed and cruelty, yet his heart is purer." Lizzie had a +horrible feeling of being _blasee_ of this one affection. "Oh, God bless +him!" she cried. She felt much better for the tears in which this +soliloquy ended. I fear she had begun to doubt her ability to cry about +Jack. + + +III. + +Christmas came. The Army of the Potomac had stacked its muskets and gone +into winter-quarters. Miss Crowe received an invitation to pass the +second fortnight in February at the great manufacturing town of +Leatherborough. Leatherborough is on the railroad, two hours south of +Glenham, at the mouth of the great river Tan, where this noble stream +expands into its broadest smile, or gapes in too huge a fashion to be +disguised by a bridge. + +"Mrs. Littlefield kindly invites you for the last of the month," said +Mrs. Ford, reading a letter behind the tea-urn. + +It suited Mrs. Ford's purpose--a purpose which I have not space to +elaborate--that her young charge should now go forth into society and +pick up acquaintances. + +Two sparks of pleasure gleamed in Elizabeth's eyes. But, as she had +taught herself to do of late with her protectress, she mused before +answering. + +"It is my desire that you should go," said Mrs. Ford, taking silence for +dissent. + +The sparks went out. + +"I intend to go," said Lizzie, rather grimly. "I am much obliged to Mrs. +Littlefield." + +Her companion looked up. + +"I intend you shall. You will please to write this morning." + +For the rest of the week the two stitched together over muslins and +silks, and were very good friends. Lizzie could scarcely help wondering +at Mrs. Ford's zeal on her behalf. Might she not have referred it to her +guardian's principles? Her wardrobe, hitherto fashioned on the Glenham +notion of elegance, was gradually raised to the Leatherborough standard +of fitness. As she took up her bedroom candle the night before she left +home, she said,-- + +"I thank you very much, Mrs. Ford, for having worked so hard for +me,--for having taken so much interest in my outfit. If they ask me at +Leatherborough who made my things, I shall certainly say it was you." + +Mrs. Littlefield treated her young friend with great kindness. She was a +good-natured, childless matron. She found Lizzie very ignorant and very +pretty. She was glad to have so great a beauty and so many lions to +show. + +One evening Lizzie went to her room with one of the maids, carrying half +a dozen candles between them. Heaven forbid that I should cross that +virgin threshold--for the present! But we will wait. We will allow them +two hours. At the end of that time, having gently knocked, we will enter +the sanctuary. Glory of glories! The faithful attendant has done her +work. Our lady is robed, crowned, ready for worshippers. + +I trust I shall not be held to a minute description of our dear Lizzie's +person and costume. Who is so great a recluse as never to have beheld +young ladyhood in full dress? Many of us have sisters and daughters. Not +a few of us, I hope, have female connections of another degree, yet no +less dear. Others have looking-glasses. I give you my word for it that +Elizabeth made as pretty a show as it is possible to see. She was of +course well-dressed. Her skirt was of voluminous white, puffed and +trimmed in wondrous sort. Her hair was profusely ornamented with curls +and braids of its own rich substance. From her waist depended a ribbon, +broad and blue. White with coral ornaments, as she wrote to Jack in the +course of the week. Coral ornaments, forsooth! And pray, Miss, what of +the other jewels with which your person was decorated,--the rubies, +pearls, and sapphires? One by one Lizzie assumes her modest gimcracks: +her bracelet, her gloves, her handkerchief, her fan, and then--her +smile. Ah, that strange crowning smile! + +An hour later, in Mrs. Littlefield's pretty drawing-room, amid music, +lights, and talk, Miss Crowe was sweeping a grand curtsy before a tall, +sallow man, whose name she caught from her hostess's redundant murmur as +Bruce. Five minutes later, when the honest matron gave a glance at her +newly started enterprise from the other side of the room, she said to +herself that really, for a plain country-girl, Miss Crowe did this kind +of thing very well. Her next glimpse of the couple showed them whirling +round the room to the crashing thrum of the piano. At eleven o'clock she +beheld them linked by their finger-tips in the dazzling mazes of the +reel. At half-past eleven she discerned them charging shoulder to +shoulder in the serried columns of the Lancers. At midnight she tapped +her young friend gently with her fan. + +"Your sash is unpinned, my dear.--I think you have danced often enough +with Mr. Bruce. If he asks you again, you had better refuse. It's not +quite the thing.--Yes, my dear, I know.--Mr. Simpson, will you be so +good as to take Miss Crowe down to supper?" + +I'm afraid young Simpson had rather a snappish partner. + +After the proper interval, Mr. Bruce called to pay his respects to Mrs. +Littlefield. He found Miss Crowe also in the drawing-room. Lizzie and he +met like old friends. Mrs. Littlefield was a willing listener; but it +seemed to her that she had come in at the second act of the play. Bruce +went off with Miss Crowe's promise to drive with him in the afternoon. +In the afternoon he swept up to the door in a prancing, tinkling sleigh. +After some minutes of hoarse jesting and silvery laughter in the keen +wintry air, he swept away again with Lizzie curled up in the +buffalo-robe beside him, like a kitten in a rug. It was dark when they +returned. When Lizzie came in to the sitting-room fire, she was +congratulated by her hostess upon having made a "conquest." + +"I think he's a most gentlemanly man," says Lizzie. + +"So he is, my dear," said Mrs. Littlefield; "Mr. Bruce is a perfect +gentleman. He's one of the finest young men I know. He's not so young +either. He's a little too yellow for my taste; but he's beautifully +educated. I wish you could hear his French accent. He has been abroad I +don't know how many years. The firm of Bruce and Robertson does an +immense business." + +"And I'm so glad," cries Lizzie, "he's coming to Glenham in March! He's +going to take his sister to the water-cure." + +"Really?--poor thing! She has very good manners." + +"What do you think of his looks?" asked Lizzie, smoothing her feather. + +"I was speaking of Jane Bruce. I think Mr. Bruce has fine eyes." + +"I must say I like tall men," says Miss Crowe. + +"Then Robert Bruce is your man," laughs Mr. Littlefield. "He's as tall +as a bell-tower. And he's got a bell-clapper in his head, too." + +"I believe I will go and take off my things," remarks Miss Crowe, +flinging up her curls. + +Of course it behooved Mr. Bruce to call the next day and see how Miss +Crowe had stood her drive. He set a veto upon her intended departure, +and presented an invitation from his sister for the following week. At +Mrs. Littlefield's instance, Lizzie accepted the invitation, despatched +a laconic note to Mrs. Ford, and stayed over for Miss Bruce's party. It +was a grand affair. Miss Bruce was a very great lady: she treated Miss +Crowe with every attention. Lizzie was thought by some persons to look +prettier than ever. The vaporous gauze, the sunny hair, the coral, the +sapphires, the smile, were displayed with renewed success. The master of +the house was unable to dance; he was summoned to sterner duties. Nor +could Miss Crowe be induced to perform, having hurt her foot on the ice. +This was of course a disappointment; let us hope that her entertainers +made it up to her. + +On the second day after the party, Lizzie returned to Glenham. Good Mr. +Littlefield took her to the station, stealing a moment from his precious +business-hours. + +"There are your checks," said he; "be sure you don't lose them. Put them +in your glove." + +Lizzie gave a little scream of merriment. + +"Mr. Littlefield, how can you? I've a reticule, Sir. But I really don't +want you to stay." + +"Well, I confess," said her companion.--"Hullo! there's your Scottish +chief! I'll get him to stay with you till the train leaves. He may be +going. Bruce!" + +"Oh, Mr. Littlefield, don't!" cries Lizzie. "Perhaps Mr. Bruce is +engaged." + +Bruce's tall figure came striding towards them. He was astounded to find +that Miss Crowe was going by this train. Delightful! He had come to meet +a friend who had not arrived. + +"Littlefield," said he, "you can't be spared from your business. I will +see Miss Crowe off." + +When the elder gentleman had departed, Mr. Bruce conducted his companion +into the car, and found her a comfortable seat, equidistant from the +torrid stove and the frigid door. Then he stowed away her shawls, +umbrella, and reticule. She would keep her muff? She did well. What a +pretty fur! + +"It's just like your collar," said Lizzie. "I wish I had a muff for my +feet," she pursued, tapping on the floor. + +"Why not use some of those shawls?" said Bruce; "let's see what we can +make of them." + +And he stooped down and arranged them as a rug, very neatly and kindly. +And then he called himself a fool for not having used the next seat, +which was empty; and the wrapping was done over again. + +"I'm so afraid you'll be carried off!" said Lizzie. "What would you do?" + +"I think I should make the best of it. And you?" + +"I would tell you to sit down _there_"; and she indicated the seat +facing her. He took it. "Now you'll be sure to," said Elizabeth. + +"I'm afraid I shall, unless I put the newspaper between us." And he took +it out of his pocket. "Have you seen the news?" + +"No," says Lizzie, elongating her bonnet-ribbons. "What is it? Just look +at that party." + +"There's not much news. There's been a scrimmage on the Rappahannock. +Two of our regiments engaged,--the Fifteenth and the Twenty-Eighth. +Didn't you tell me you had a cousin or something in the Fifteenth?" + +"Not a cousin, no relation, but an intimate friend,--my guardian's son. +What does the paper say, please?" inquires Lizzie, very pale. + +Bruce cast his eye over the report. "It doesn't seem to have amounted to +much; we drove back the enemy, and recrossed the river at our ease. Our +loss only fifty. There are no names," he added, catching a glimpse of +Lizzie's pallor,--"none in this paper at least." + +In a few moments appeared a newsboy crying the New York journals. + +"Do you think the New York papers would have any names?" asked Lizzie. + +"We can try," said Bruce. And he bought a "Herald," and unfolded it. +"Yes, there _is_ a list," he continued, some time after he had opened +out the sheet. "What's your friend's name?" he asked, from behind the +paper. + +"Ford,--John Ford, second lieutenant," said Lizzie. + +There was a long pause. + +At last Bruce lowered the sheet, and showed a face in which Lizzie's +pallor seemed faintly reflected. + +"There _is_ such a name among the wounded," he said; and, folding the +paper down, he held it out, and gently crossed to the seat beside her. + +Lizzie took the paper, and held it close to her eyes. But Bruce could +not help seeing that her temples had turned from white to crimson. + +"Do you see it?" he asked; "I sincerely hope it's nothing very bad." + +"_Severely_," whispered Lizzie. + +"Yes, but that proves nothing. Those things are most unreliable. _Do_ +hope for the best." + +Lizzie made no answer. Meanwhile passengers had been brushing in, and +the car was full. The engine began to puff, and the conductor to shout. +The train gave a jog. + +"You'd better go, Sir, or you'll be carried off," said Lizzie, holding +out her hand, with her face still hidden. + +"May I go on to the next station with you?" said Bruce. + +Lizzie gave him a rapid look, with a deepened flush. He had fancied that +she was shedding tears. But those eyes were dry; they held fire rather +than water. + +"No, no, Sir; you must not. I insist. Good bye." + +Bruce's offer had cost him a blush, too. He had been prepared to back it +with the assurance that he had business ahead, and, indeed, to make a +little business in order to satisfy his conscience. But Lizzie's answer +was final. + +"Very well," said he, "_good_ bye. You have my real sympathy, Miss +Crowe. Don't despair. We shall meet again." + +The train rattled away. Lizzie caught a glimpse of a tall figure with +lifted hat on the platform. But she sat motionless, with her head +against the window-frame, her veil down, and her hands idle. + +She had enough to do to think, or rather to feel. It is fortunate that +the utmost shock of evil tidings often comes first. After that +everything is for the better. Jack's name stood printed in that fatal +column like a stern signal for despair. Lizzie felt conscious of a +crisis which almost arrested her breath. Night had fallen at midday: +what was the hour? A tragedy had stepped into her life: was she +spectator or actor? She found herself face to face with death: was it +not her own soul masquerading in a shroud? She sat in a half-stupor. She +had been aroused from a dream into a waking nightmare. It was like +hearing a murder-shriek while you turn the page of your novel. But I +cannot describe these things. In time the crushing sense of calamity +loosened its grasp. Feeling lashed her pinions. Thought struggled to +rise. Passion was still, stunned, floored. She had recoiled like a +receding wave for a stronger onset. A hundred ghastly fears and fancies +strutted a moment, pecking at the young girl's naked heart, like +sandpipers on the weltering beach. Then, as with a great murmurous rush, +came the meaning of her grief. The flood-gates of emotion were opened. + +At last passion exhausted itself, and Lizzie thought. Bruce's parting +words rang in her ears. She did her best to hope. She reflected that +wounds, even severe wounds, did not necessarily mean death. Death might +easily be warded off. She would go to Jack; she would nurse him; she +would watch by him; she would cure him. Even if Death had already +beckoned, she would strike down his hand: if Life had already obeyed, +she would issue the stronger mandate of Love. She would stanch his +wounds; she would unseal his eyes with her kisses; she would call till +he answered her. + +Lizzie reached home and walked up the garden path. Mrs. Ford stood in +the parlor as she entered, upright, pale, and rigid. Each read the +other's countenance. Lizzie went towards her slowly and giddily. She +must of course kiss her patroness. She took her listless hand and bent +towards her stern lips. Habitually Mrs. Ford was the most +undemonstrative of women. But as Lizzie looked closer into her face, she +read the signs of a grief infinitely more potent than her own. The +formal kiss gave way: the young girl leaned her head on the old woman's +shoulder and burst into sobs. Mrs. Ford acknowledged those tears with a +slow inclination of the head, full of a certain grim pathos: she put out +her arms and pressed them closer to her heart. + +At last Lizzie disengaged herself and sat down. + +"I am going to him," said Mrs. Ford. + +Lizzie's dizziness returned. Mrs. Ford was going,--and she, she? + +"I am going to nurse him, and with God's help to save him." + +"How did you hear?" + +"I have a telegram from the surgeon of the regiment"; and Mrs. Ford held +out a paper. + +Lizzie took it and read: "Lieutenant Ford dangerously wounded in the +action of yesterday. You had better come on." + +"I should like to go myself," said Lizzie: "I think Jack would like to +have me." + +"Nonsense! A pretty place for a young girl! I am not going for +sentiment; I am going for use." + +Lizzie leaned her head back in her chair, and closed her eyes. From the +moment they had fallen upon Mrs. Ford, she had felt a certain +quiescence. And now it was a relief to have responsibility denied her. +Like most weak persons, she was glad to step out of the current of life, +now that it had begun to quicken into action. In emergencies, such +persons are tacitly counted out; and they as tacitly consent to the +arrangement. Even to the sensitive spirit there is a certain meditative +rapture in standing on the quiet shore, (beside the ruminating cattle,) +and watching the hurrying, eddying flood, which makes up for the loss of +dignity. Lizzie's heart resumed its peaceful throbs. She sat, almost +dreamily, with her eyes shut. + +"I leave in an hour," said Mrs. Ford. "I am going to get ready.--Do you +hear?" + +The young girl's silence was a deeper consent than her companion +supposed. + + +IV. + +It was a week before Lizzie heard from Mrs. Ford. The letter, when it +came, was very brief. Jack still lived. The wounds were three in number, +and very serious; he was unconscious; he had not recognized her; but +still the chances either way were thought equal. They would be much +greater for his recovery nearer home; but it was impossible to move him. +"I write from the midst of horrible scenes," said the poor lady. +Subjoined was a list of necessary medicines, comforts, and delicacies, +to be boxed up and sent. + +For a while Lizzie found occupation in writing a letter to Jack, to be +read in his first lucid moment, as she told Mrs. Ford. This lady's +man-of-business came up from the village to superintend the packing of +the boxes. Her directions were strictly followed; and in no point were +they found wanting. Mr. Mackenzie bespoke Lizzie's admiration for their +friend's wonderful clearness of memory and judgment. "I wish we had that +woman at the head of affairs," said he. "'Gad, I'd apply for a +Brigadier-Generalship."--"I'd apply to be sent South," thought Lizzie. +When the boxes and letter were despatched, she sat down to await more +news. Sat down, say I? Sat down, and rose, and wondered, and sat down +again. These were lonely, weary days. Very different are the idleness of +love and the idleness of grief. Very different is it to be alone with +your hope and alone with your despair. Lizzie failed to rally her +musings. I do not mean to say that her sorrow was very poignant, +although she fancied it was. Habit was a great force in her simple +nature; and her chief trouble now was that habit refused to work. Lizzie +had to grapple with the stern tribulation of a decision to make, a +problem to solve. She felt that there was some spiritual barrier between +herself and repose. So she began in her usual fashion to build up a +false repose on the hither side of belief. She might as well have tried +to float on the Dead Sea. Peace eluding her, she tried to resign herself +to tumult. She drank deep at the well of self-pity, but found its waters +brackish. People are apt to think that they may temper the penalties of +misconduct by self-commiseration, just as they season the long +aftertaste of beneficence by a little spice of self-applause. But the +Power of Good is a more grateful master than the Devil. What bliss to +gaze into the smooth gurgling wake of a good deed, while the comely bark +sails on with floating pennon! What horror to look into the muddy +sediment which floats round the piratic keel! Go, sinner, and dissolve +it with your tears! And you, scoffing friend, there is the way out! Or +would you prefer the window? I'm an honest man forevermore. + +One night Lizzie had a dream, a rather disagreeable one,--which haunted +her during many waking hours. It seemed to her that she was walking in a +lonely place, with a tall, dark-eyed man who called her wife. Suddenly, +in the shadow of a tree, they came upon an unburied corpse. Lizzie +proposed to dig him a grave. They dug a great hole and took hold of the +corpse to lift him in; when suddenly he opened his eyes. Then they saw +that he was covered with wounds. He looked at them intently for some +time, turning his eyes from one to the other. At last he solemnly said, +"Amen!" and closed his eyes. Then she and her companion placed him in +the grave, and shovelled the earth over him, and stamped it down with +their feet. + +He of the dark eyes and he of the wounds were the two constantly +recurring figures of Lizzie's reveries. She could never think of John +without thinking of the courteous Leatherborough gentleman, too. These +were the _data_ of her problem. These two figures stood like opposing +knights, (the black and the white,) foremost on the great chess-board of +fate. Lizzie was the wearied, puzzled player. She would idly finger the +other pieces, and shift them carelessly hither and thither; but it was +of no avail: the game lay between the two knights. She would shut her +eyes and long for some kind hand to come and tamper with the board; she +would open them and see the two knights standing immovable, face to +face. It was nothing new. A fancy had come in and offered defiance to a +fact; they must fight it out. Lizzie generously inclined to the fancy, +the unknown champion, with a reputation to make. Call her _blasee_ if you +like, this little girl, whose record told of a couple of dances and a +single lover, heartless, old before her time. Perhaps she deserves your +scorn. I confess she thought herself ill-used. By whom? by what? +wherein? These were questions Miss Crowe was not prepared to answer. Her +intellect was unequal to the stern logic of human events. She expected +two and two to make five: as why should they not for the nonce? She was +like an actor who finds himself on the stage with a half-learned part +and without sufficient wit to extemporize. Pray, where is the prompter? +Alas, Elizabeth, that you had no mother! Young girls are prone to fancy +that when once they have a lover, they have everything they need: a +conclusion inconsistent with the belief entertained by many persons, +that life begins with love. Lizzie's fortunes became old stories to her +before she had half read them through. Jack's wounds and danger were an +old story. Do not suppose that she had exhausted the lessons, +the suggestions of these awful events, their inspirations, +exhortations,--that she had wept as became the horror of the tragedy. +No: the curtain had not yet fallen, yet our young lady had begun to +yawn. To yawn? Ay, and to long for the afterpiece. Since the tragedy +dragged, might she not divert herself with that well-bred man beside +her? + +Elizabeth was far from owning to herself that she had fallen away from +her love. For my own part, I need no better proof of the fact than the +dull persistency with which she denied it. What accusing voice broke out +of the stillness? Jack's nobleness and magnanimity were the hourly theme +of her clogged fancy. Again and again she declared to herself that she +was unworthy of them, but that, if he would only recover and come home, +she would be his eternal bond-slave. So she passed a very miserable +month. Let us hope that her childish spirit was being tempered to some +useful purpose. Let us hope so. + +She roamed about the empty house with her footsteps tracked by an unlaid +ghost. She cried aloud and said that she was very unhappy; she groaned +and called herself wicked. Then, sometimes, appalled at her moral +perplexities, she declared that she was neither wicked nor unhappy; she +was contented, patient, and wise. Other girls had lost their lovers: it +was the present way of life. Was she weaker than most women? Nay, but +Jack was the best of men. If he would only come back directly, without +delay, as he was, senseless, dying even, that she might look at him, +touch him, speak to him! Then she would say that she could no longer +answer for herself, and wonder (or pretend to wonder) whether she were +not going mad. Suppose Mrs. Ford should come back and find her in an +unswept room, pallid and insane? or suppose she should die of her +troubles? What if she should kill herself?--dismiss the servants, and +close the house, and lock herself up with a knife? Then she would cut +her arm to escape from dismay at what she had already done; and then her +courage would ebb away with her blood, and, having so far pledged +herself to despair, her life would ebb away with her courage; and then, +alone, in darkness, with none to help her, she would vainly scream, and +thrust the knife into her temple, and swoon to death. And Jack would +come back, and burst into the house, and wander through the empty rooms, +calling her name, and for all answer get a death-scent! These imaginings +were the more creditable or discreditable to Lizzie, that she had never +read "Romeo and Juliet." At any rate, they served to dissipate +time,--heavy, weary time,--the more heavy and weary as it bore dark +foreshadowings of some momentous event. If that event would only come, +whatever it was, and sever this Gordian knot of doubt! + +The days passed slowly: the leaden sands dropped one by one. The roads +were too bad for walking; so Lizzie was obliged to confine her +restlessness to the narrow bounds of the empty house, or to an +occasional journey to the village, where people sickened her by their +dull indifference to her spiritual agony. Still they could not fail to +remark how poorly Miss Crowe was looking. This was true, and Lizzie knew +it. I think she even took a certain comfort in her pallor and in her +failing interest in her dress. There was some satisfaction in displaying +her white roses amid the apple-cheeked prosperity of Main Street. At +last Miss Cooper, the Doctor's sister, spoke to her:-- + +"How is it, Elizabeth, you look so pale, and thin, and worn out? What +you been doing with yourself? Falling in love, eh? It isn't right to be +so much alone. Come down and stay with us awhile,--till Mrs. Ford and +John come back," added Miss Cooper, who wished to put a cheerful face on +the matter. + +For Miss Cooper, indeed, any other face would have been difficult. +Lizzie agreed to come. Her hostess was a busy, unbeautiful old maid, +sister and housekeeper of the village physician. Her occupation here +below was to perform the forgotten tasks of her fellow-men,--to pick up +their dropped stitches, as she herself declared. She was never idle, for +her general cleverness was commensurate with mortal needs. Her own story +was, that she kept moving, so that folks couldn't see how ugly she was. +And, in fact, her existence was manifest through her long train of good +deeds,--just as the presence of a comet is shown by its tail. It was +doubtless on the above principle that her visage was agitated by a +perpetual laugh. + +Meanwhile more news had been coming from Virginia. "What an absurdly +long letter you sent John," wrote Mrs. Ford, in acknowledging the +receipt of the boxes. "His first lucid moment would be very short, if he +were to take upon himself to read your effusions. Pray keep your long +stories till he gets well." For a fortnight the young soldier remained +the same,--feverish, conscious only at intervals. Then came a change for +the worse, which, for many weary days, however, resulted in nothing +decisive. "If he could only be moved to Glenham, home, and old sights," +said his mother, "I should have hope. But think of the journey!" By this +time Lizzie had stayed out ten days of her visit. + +One day Miss Cooper came in from a walk, radiant with tidings. Her face, +as I have observed, wore a continual smile, being dimpled and punctured +all over with merriment,--so that, when an unusual cheerfulness was +super-diffused, it resembled a tempestuous little pool into which a +great stone has been cast. + +"Guess who's come," said she, going up to the piano, which Lizzie was +carelessly fingering, and putting her hands on the young girl's +shoulders. "Just guess!" + +Lizzie looked up. + +"Jack," she half gasped. + +"Oh, dear, no, not that! How stupid of me! I mean Mr. Bruce, your +Leatherborough admirer." + +"Mr. Bruce! Mr. Bruce!" said Lizzie. "Really?" + +"True as I live. He's come to bring his sister to the Water-Cure. I met +them at the post-office." + +Lizzie felt a strange sensation of good news. Her finger-tips were on +fire. She was deaf to her companion's rattling chronicle. She broke into +the midst of it with a fragment of some triumphant, jubilant melody. The +keys rang beneath her flashing hands. And then she suddenly stopped, and +Miss Cooper, who was taking off her bonnet at the mirror, saw that her +face was covered with a burning flush. + +That evening, Mr. Bruce presented himself at Doctor Cooper's, with whom +he had a slight acquaintance. To Lizzie he was infinitely courteous and +tender. He assured her, in very pretty terms, of his profound sympathy +with her in her cousin's danger,--her cousin he still called him,--and +it seemed to Lizzie that until that moment no one had begun to be kind. +And then he began to rebuke her, playfully and in excellent taste, for +her pale cheeks. + +"Isn't it dreadful?" said Miss Cooper. "She looks like a ghost. I guess +she's in love." + +"He must be a good-for-nothing lover to make his mistress look so sad. +If I were you, I'd give him up, Miss Crowe." + +"I didn't know I looked sad," said Lizzie. + +"You don't now," said Miss Cooper. "You're smiling and blushing. A'n't +she blushing, Mr. Bruce?" + +"I think Miss Crowe has no more than her natural color," said Bruce, +dropping his eye-glass. "What have you been doing all this while since +we parted?" + +"All this while? it's only six weeks. I don't know. Nothing. What have +you?" + +"I've been doing nothing, too. It's hard work." + +"Have you been to any more parties?" + +"Not one." + +"Any more sleigh-rides?" + +"Yes. I took one more dreary drive all alone,--over that same road, you +know. And I stopped at the farm-house again, and saw the old woman we +had the talk with. She remembered us, and asked me what had become of +the young lady who was with me before. I told her you were gone home, +but that I hoped soon to go and see you. So she sent you her love"---- + +"Oh, how nice!" exclaimed Lizzie. + +"Wasn't it? And then she made a certain little speech; I won't repeat +it, or we shall have Miss Cooper talking about your blushes again." + +"I know," cried the lady in question: "she said she was very"---- + +"Very what?" said Lizzie. + +"Very h-a-n-d----what every one says." + +"Very handy?" asked Lizzie. "I'm sure no one ever said that." + +"Of course," said Bruce; "and I answered what every one answers." + +"Have you seen Mrs. Littlefield lately?" + +"Several times. I called on her the day before I left town, to see if +she had any messages for you." + +"Oh, thank you! I hope she's well." + +"Oh, she's as jolly as ever. She sent you her love, and hoped you would +come back to Leatherborough very soon again. I told her, that, however +it might be with the first message, the second should be a joint one +from both of us." + +"You're very kind. I should like very much to go again.--Do you like +Mrs. Littlefield?" + +"Like her? Yes. Don't you? She's thought a very pleasing woman." + +"Oh, she's very nice.--I don't think she has much conversation." + +"Ah, I'm afraid you mean she doesn't backbite. We've always found plenty +to talk about." + +"That's a very significant tone. What, for instance?" + +"Well, we _have_ talked about Miss Crowe." + +"Oh, you have? Do you call that having plenty to talk about?" + +"We _have_ talked about Mr. Bruce,--haven't we, Elizabeth?" said Miss +Cooper, who had her own notion of being agreeable. + +It was not an altogether bad notion, perhaps; but Bruce found her +interruptions rather annoying, and insensibly allowed them to shorten +his visit. Yet, as it was, he sat till eleven o'clock,--a stay quite +unprecedented at Glenham. + +When he left the house, he went splashing down the road with a very +elastic tread, springing over the starlit puddles, and trolling out some +sentimental ditty. He reached the inn, and went up to his sister's +sitting-room. + +"Why, Robert, where have you been all this while?" said Miss Bruce. + +"At Dr. Cooper's." + +"Dr. Cooper's? I should think you had! Who's Dr. Cooper?" + +"Where Miss Crowe's staying." + +"Miss Crowe? Ah, Mrs. Littlefield's friend! Is she as pretty as ever?" + +"Prettier,--prettier,--prettier. _Tara-ta! tara-ta!_" + +"Oh, Robert, do stop that singing! You'll rouse the whole house." + + +V. + +Late one afternoon, at dusk, about three weeks after Mr. Bruce's +arrival, Lizzie was sitting alone by the fire, in Miss Cooper's parlor, +musing, as became the place and hour. The Doctor and his sister came in, +dressed for a lecture. + +"I'm sorry you won't go, my dear," said Miss Cooper. "It's a most +interesting subject: 'A Year of the War.' All the battles and things +described, you know." + +"I'm tired of war," said Lizzie. + +"Well, well, if you're tired of the war, we'll leave you in peace. Kiss +me good-bye. What's the matter? You look sick. You are homesick, a'n't +you?" + +"No, no,--I'm very well." + +"Would you like me to stay at home with you?" + +"Oh, no! pray, don't!" + +"Well, we'll tell you all about it. Will they have programmes, James? +I'll bring her a programme.--But you really feel as if you were going to +be ill. Feel of her skin, James." + +"No, you needn't, Sir," said Lizzie. "How queer of you, Miss Cooper! I'm +perfectly well." + +And at last her friends departed. Before long the servant came with the +lamp, ushering Mr. Mackenzie. + +"Good evening, Miss," said he. "Bad news from Mrs. Ford." + +"Bad news?" + +"Yes, Miss. I've just got a letter stating that Mr. John is growing +worse and worse, and that they look for his death from hour to +hour.--It's very sad," he added, as Elizabeth was silent. + +"Yes, it's very sad," said Lizzie. + +"I thought you'd like to hear it." + +"Thank you." + +"He was a very noble young fellow," pursued Mr. Mackenzie. + +Lizzie made no response. + +"There's the letter," said Mr. Mackenzie, handing it over to her. + +Lizzie opened it. + +"How long she is reading it!" thought her visitor. "You can't see so far +from the light, can you, Miss?" + +"Yes," said Lizzie.--"His poor mother! Poor woman!" + +"Ay, indeed, Miss,--she's the one to be pitied." + +"Yes, she's the one to be pitied," said Lizzie. "Well!" and she gave him +back the letter. + +"I thought you'd like to see it," said Mackenzie, drawing on his gloves; +and then, after a pause,--"I'll call again, Miss, if I hear anything +more. Good night!" + +Lizzie got up and lowered the light, and then went back to her sofa by +the fire. + +Half an hour passed; it went slowly; but it passed. Still lying there in +the dark room on the sofa, Lizzie heard a ring at the door-bell, a man's +voice and a man's tread in the hall. She rose and went to the lamp. As +she turned it up, the parlor-door opened. Bruce came in. + +"I was sitting in the dark," said Lizzie; "but when I heard you coming, +I raised the light." + +"Are you afraid of me?" said Bruce. + +"Oh, no! I'll put it down again. Sit down." + +"I saw your friends going out," pursued Bruce; "so I knew I should find +you alone.--What are you doing here in the dark?" + +"I've just received very bad news from Mrs. Ford about her son. He's +much worse, and will probably not live." + +"Is it possible?" + +"I was thinking about that." + +"Dear me! Well that's a sad subject. I'm told he was a very fine young +man." + +"He was,--very," said Lizzie. + +Bruce was silent awhile. He was a stranger to the young officer, and +felt that he had nothing to offer beyond the commonplace expressions of +sympathy and surprise. Nor had he exactly the measure of his companion's +interest in him. + +"If he dies," said Lizzie, "it will be under great injustice." + +"Ah! what do you mean?" + +"There wasn't a braver man in the army." + +"I suppose not." + +"And, oh, Mr. Bruce," continued Lizzie, "he was so clever and good and +generous! I wish you had known him." + +"I wish I had. But what do you mean by injustice? Were these qualities +denied him?" + +"No indeed! Every one that looked at him could see that he was perfect." + +"Where's the injustice, then? It ought to be enough for him that you +should think so highly of him." + +"Oh, he knew that," said Lizzie. + +Bruce was a little puzzled by his companion's manner. He watched her, as +she sat with her cheek on her hand, looking at the fire. There was a +long pause. Either they were too friendly or too thoughtful for the +silence to be embarrassing. Bruce broke it at last. + +"Miss Crowe," said he, "on a certain occasion, some time ago, when you +first heard of Mr. Ford's wounds, I offered you my company, with the +wish to console you as far as I might for what seemed a considerable +shock. It was, perhaps, a bold offer for so new a friend; but, +nevertheless, in it even then my heart spoke. You turned me off. Will +you let me repeat it? Now, with a better right, will you let me speak +out all my heart?" + +Lizzie heard this speech, which was delivered in a slow and hesitating +tone, without looking up or moving her head, except, perhaps, at the +words "turned me off." After Bruce had ceased, she still kept her +position. + +"You'll not turn me off now?" added her companion. + +She dropped her hand, raised her head, and looked at him a moment: he +thought he saw the glow of tears in her eyes. Then she sank back upon +the sofa with her face in the shadow of the mantel-piece. + +"I don't understand you, Mr. Bruce," said she. + +"Ah, Elizabeth! am I such a poor speaker. How shall I make it plain? +When I saw your friends leave home half an hour ago, and reflected that +you would probably be alone, I determined to go right in and have a talk +with you that I've long been wanting to have. But first I walked half a +mile up the road, thinking hard,--thinking how I should say what I had +to say. I made up my mind to nothing, but that somehow or other I should +say it I would trust,--I _do_ trust to your frankness, kindness, and +sympathy, to a feeling corresponding to my own. Do you understand that +feeling? Do you know that I love you? I do, I do, I do! You _must_ know +it. If you don't, I solemnly swear it. I solemnly ask you, Elizabeth, to +take me for your husband." + +While Bruce said these words, he rose, with their rising passion, and +came and stood before Lizzie. Again she was motionless. + +"Does it take you so long to think?" said he, trying to read her +indistinct features; and he sat down on the sofa beside her and took her +hand. + +At last Lizzie spoke. + +"Are you sure," said she, "that you love me?" + +"As sure as that I breathe. Now, Elizabeth, make me as sure that I am +loved in return." + +"It seems very strange, Mr. Bruce," said Lizzie. + +"What seems strange? Why should it? For a month I've been trying, in a +hundred dumb ways, to make it plain; and now, when I swear it, it only +seems strange!" + +"What do you love me for?" + +"For? For yourself, Elizabeth." + +"Myself? I am nothing." + +"I love you for what you are,--for your deep, kind heart,--for being so +perfectly a woman." + +Lizzie drew away her hand, and her lover rose and stood before her +again. But now she looked up into his face, questioning when she should +have answered, drinking strength from his entreaties for her replies. +There he stood before her, in the glow of the firelight, in all his +gentlemanhood, for her to accept or reject. She slowly rose and gave him +the hand she had withdrawn. + +"Mr. Bruce, I shall be very proud to love you," she said. + +And then, as if this effort was beyond her strength, she half staggered +back to the sofa again. And still holding her hand, he sat down beside +her. And there they were still sitting when they heard the Doctor and +his sister come in. + +For three days Elizabeth saw nothing of Mr. Mackenzie. At last, on the +fourth day, passing his office in the village, she went in and asked for +him. He came out of his little back parlor with his mouth full and a +beaming face. + +"Good-day, Miss Crowe, and good news!" + +"_Good_ news?" cried Lizzie. + +"Capital!" said he, looking hard at her, while he put on his spectacles. +"She writes that Mr. John--won't you take a seat?--has taken a sudden +and unexpected turn for the better. Now's the moment to save him; it's +an equal risk. They were to start for the North the second day after +date. The surgeon comes with them. So they'll be home--of course they'll +travel slowly--in four or five days. Yes, Miss, it's a remarkable +Providence. And that noble young man will be spared to the country, and +to those who love him, as I do." + +"I had better go back to the house and have it got ready," said Lizzie, +for an answer. + +"Yes, Miss, I think you had. In fact, Mrs. Ford made that request." + +The request was obeyed. That same day Lizzie went home. For two days she +found it her interest to overlook, assiduously, a general sweeping, +scrubbing, and provisioning. She allowed herself no idle moment until +bed-time. Then--But I would rather not be the chamberlain of her agony. +It was the easier to work, as Mr. Bruce had gone to Leatherborough on +business. + +On the fourth evening, at twilight, John Ford was borne up to the door +on his stretcher, with his mother stalking beside him in rigid grief, +and kind, silent friends pressing about with helping hands. + + "Home they brought her warrior dead, + She nor swooned nor uttered cry." + +It was, indeed, almost a question, whether Jack was not dead. Death is +not thinner, paler, stiller. Lizzie moved about like one in a dream. Of +course, when there are so many sympathetic friends, a man's family has +nothing to do,--except exercise a little self-control. The women huddled +Mrs. Ford to bed; rest was imperative; she was killing herself. And it +was significant of her weakness that she did not resent this advice. In +greeting her, Lizzie felt as if she were embracing the stone image on +the top of a sepulchre. She, too, had her cares anticipated. Good Doctor +Cooper and his sister stationed themselves at the young man's couch. + +The Doctor prophesied wondrous things of the change of climate; he was +certain of a recovery. Lizzie found herself very shortly dealt with as +an obstacle to this consummation. Access to John was prohibited. +"Perfect stillness, you know, my dear," whispered Miss Cooper, opening +his chamber-door on a crack, in a pair of very creaking shoes. So for +the first evening that her old friend was at home Lizzie caught but a +glimpse of his pale, senseless face, as she hovered outside the long +train of his attendants. If we may suppose any of these kind people to +have had eyes for aught but the sufferer, we may be sure that they saw +another visage equally sad and white. The sufferer? It was hardly Jack, +after all. + +When Lizzie was turned from Jack's door, she took a covering from a heap +of draperies that had been hurriedly tossed down in the hall: it was an +old army-blanket. She wrapped it round her, and went out on the +verandah. It was nine o'clock; but the darkness was filled with light. A +great wanton wind--the ghost of the raw blast which travels by day--had +arisen, bearing long, soft gusts of inland spring. Scattered clouds were +hurrying across the white sky. The bright moon, careering in their +midst, seemed to have wandered forth in frantic quest of the hidden +stars. + +Lizzie nestled her head in the blanket, and sat down on the steps. A +strange earthy smell lingered in that faded old rug, and with it a faint +perfume of tobacco. Instantly the young girl's senses were transported +as they had never been before to those far-off Southern battle-fields. +She saw men lying in swamps, puffing their kindly pipes, drawing their +blankets closer, canopied with the same luminous dusk that shone down +upon her comfortable weakness. Her mind wandered amid these scenes till +recalled to the present by the swinging of the garden-gate. She heard a +firm, well-known tread crunching the gravel. Mr. Bruce came up the path. +As he drew near the steps, Lizzie arose. The blanket fell back from her +head, and Bruce started at recognizing her. + +"Hullo! You, Elizabeth? What's the matter?" + +Lizzie made no answer. + +"Are you one of Mr. Ford's watchers?" he continued, coming up the steps; +"how is he?" + +Still she was silent. Bruce put out his hands to take hers, and bent +forward as if to kiss her. She half shook him off, and retreated toward +the door. + +"Good heavens!" cried Bruce; "what's the matter? Are you moonstruck? +Can't you speak?" + +"No,--no,--not to-night," said Lizzie, in a choking voice. "Go away,--go +away!" + +She stood holding the door-handle, and motioning him off. He hesitated a +moment, and then advanced. She opened the door rapidly, and went in. He +heard her lock it. He stood looking at it stupidly for some time, and +then slowly turned round and walked down the steps. + +The next morning Lizzie arose with the early dawn, and came down stairs. +She went into the room where Jack lay, and gently opened the door. Miss +Cooper was dozing in her chair. Lizzie crossed the threshold, and stole +up to the bed. Poor Ford lay peacefully sleeping. There was his old +face, after all,--his strong, honest features refined, but not weakened, +by pain. Lizzie softly drew up a low chair, and sat down beside him. She +gazed into his face,--the dear and honored face into which she had so +often gazed in health. It was strangely handsomer: body stood for less. +It seemed to Lizzie, that, as the fabric of her lover's soul was more +clearly revealed,--the veil of the temple rent wellnigh in twain,--she +could read the justification of all her old worship. One of Jack's +hands lay outside the sheets,--those strong, supple fingers, once so +cunning in workmanship, so frank in friendship, now thinner and whiter +than her own. After looking at it for some time, Lizzie gently grasped +it. Jack slowly opened his eyes. Lizzie's heart began to throb; it was +as if the stillness of the sanctuary had given a sign. At first there +was no recognition in the young man's gaze. Then the dull pupils began +visibly to brighten. There came to his lips the commencement of that +strange moribund smile which seems so ineffably satirical of the things +of this world. O imposing spectacle of death! O blessed soul, marked for +promotion! What earthly favor is like thine? Lizzie sank down on her +knees, and, still clasping John's hand, bent closer over him. + +"Jack,--dear, dear Jack," she whispered, "do you know me?" + +The smile grew more intense. The poor fellow drew out his other hand, +and slowly, feebly placed it on Lizzie's head, stroking down her hair +with his fingers. + +"Yes, yes," she murmured; "you know me, don't you? I am Lizzie, Jack. +Don't you remember Lizzie?" + +Ford moved his lips inaudibly, and went on patting her head. + +"This is home, you know," said Lizzie; "this is Glenham. You haven't +forgotten Glenham? You are with your mother and me and your friends. +Dear, darling Jack!" + +Still he went on, stroking her head; and his feeble lips tried to emit +some sound. Lizzie laid her head down on the pillow beside his own, and +still his hand lingered caressingly on her hair. + +"Yes, you know me," she pursued; "you are with your friends now +forever,--with those who will love and take care of you, oh, forever!" + +"I'm very badly wounded," murmured Jack, close to her ear. + +"Yes, yes, my dear boy, but your wounds are healing. I will love you and +nurse you forever." + +"Yes, Lizzie, our old promise," said Jack: and his hand fell upon her +neck, and with its feeble pressure he drew her closer, and she wet his +face with her tears. + +Then Miss Cooper, awakening, rose and drew Lizzie away. + +"I am sure you excite him, my dear. It is best he should have none of +his family near him,--persons with whom he has associations, you know." + +Here the Doctor was heard gently tapping on the window, and Lizzie went +round to the door to admit him. + +She did not see Jack again all day. Two or three times she ventured into +the room, but she was banished by a frown, or a finger raised to the +lips. She waylaid the Doctor frequently. He was blithe and cheerful, +certain of Jack's recovery. This good man used to exhibit as much moral +elation at the prospect of a cure as an orthodox believer at that of a +new convert: it was one more body gained from the Devil. He assured +Lizzie that the change of scene and climate had already begun to tell: +the fever was lessening, the worst symptoms disappearing. He answered +Lizzie's reiterated desire to do something by directions to keep the +house quiet and the sick-room empty. + +Soon after breakfast, Miss Dawes, a neighbor, came in to relieve Miss +Cooper, and this indefatigable lady transferred her attention to Mrs. +Ford. Action was forbidden her. Miss Cooper was delighted for once to be +able to lay down the law to her vigorous neighbor, of whose fine +judgment she had always stood in awe. Having bullied Mrs. Ford into +taking her breakfast in the little sitting-room, she closed the doors, +and prepared for "a good long talk." Lizzie was careful not to break in +upon this interview. She had bidden her patroness good morning, asked +after her health, and received one of her temperate osculations. As she +passed the invalid's door, Doctor Cooper came out and asked her to go +and look for a certain roll of bandages, in Mr. John's trunk, which had +been carried into another room. Lizzie hastened to perform this task. In +fumbling through the contents of the trunk, she came across a packet of +letters in a well-known feminine handwriting. She pocketed it, and, +after disposing of the bandages, went to her own room, locked the door, +and sat down to examine the letters. Between reading and thinking and +sighing and (in spite of herself) smiling, this process took the whole +morning. As she came down to dinner, she encountered Mrs. Ford and Miss +Cooper, emerging from the sitting-room, the good long talk being only +just concluded. + +"How do you feel, Ma'am?" she asked of the elder lady,--"rested?" + +For all answer Mrs. Ford gave a look--I had almost said a scowl--so +hard, so cold, so reproachful, that Lizzie was transfixed. But suddenly +its sickening meaning was revealed to her. She turned to Miss Cooper, +who stood pale and fluttering beside the mistress, her everlasting smile +glazed over with a piteous, deprecating glance; and I fear her eyes +flashed out the same message of angry scorn they had just received. +These telegraphic operations are very rapid. The ladies hardly halted: +the next moment found them seated at the dinner-table with Miss Cooper +scrutinizing her napkin-mark and Mrs. Ford saying grace. + +Dinner was eaten in silence. When it was over, Lizzie returned to her +own room. Miss Cooper went home, and Mrs. Ford went to her son. Lizzie +heard the firm low click of the lock as she closed the door. Why did she +lock it? There was something fatal in the silence that followed. The +plot of her little tragedy thickened. Be it so: she would act her part +with the rest. For the second time in her experience, her mind was +lightened by the intervention of Mrs. Ford. Before the scorn of her own +conscience, (which never came,) before Jack's deepest reproach, she was +ready to bow down,--but not before that long-faced Nemesis in black +silk. The leaven of resentment began to work. She leaned back in her +chair, and folded her arms, brave to await results. But before long she +fell asleep. She was aroused by a knock at her chamber-door. The +afternoon was far gone. Miss Dawes stood without. + +"Elizabeth, Mr. John wants very much to see you, with his love. Come +down very gently: his mother is lying down. Will you sit with him while +I take my dinner?--Better? Yes, ever so much." + +Lizzie betook herself with trembling haste to Jack's bedside. + +He was propped up with pillows. His pale cheeks were slightly flushed. +His eyes were bright. He raised himself, and, for such feeble arms, gave +Lizzie a long, strong embrace. + +"I've not seen you all day, Lizzie," said he. "Where have you been?" + +"Dear Jack, they wouldn't let me come near you. I begged and prayed. And +I wanted so to go to you in the army; but I couldn't. I wish, I wish I +had!" + +"You wouldn't have liked it, Lizzie. I'm glad you didn't. It's a bad, +bad place." + +He lay quietly, holding her hands and gazing at her. + +"Can I do anything for you, dear?" asked the young girl. "I would work +my life out. I'm so glad you're better!" + +It was some time before Jack answered,-- + +"Lizzie," said he, at last, "I sent for you to look at you.--You are +more wondrously beautiful than ever. Your hair is brown,--like--like +nothing; your eyes are blue; your neck is white. Well, well!" + +He lay perfectly motionless, but for his eyes. They wandered over her +with a kind of peaceful glee, like sunbeams playing on a statue. Poor +Ford lay, indeed, not unlike an old wounded Greek, who at falling dusk +has crawled into a temple to die, steeping the last dull interval in +idle admiration of sculptured Artemis. + +"Ah, Lizzie, this is already heaven!" he murmured. + +"It will be heaven when you get well," whispered Lizzie. + +He smiled into her eyes:-- + +"You say more than you mean. There should be perfect truth between us. +Dear Lizzie, I am not going to get well. They are all very much +mistaken, I am going to die. I've done my work, Death makes up for +everything. My great pain is in leaving you. But you, too, will die one +of these days; remember that. In all pain and sorrow, remember that." + +Lizzie was able to reply only by the tightening grasp of her hands. + +"But there is something more," pursued Jack. "Life _is_ as good as +death. Your heart has found its true keeper; so we shall all three be +happy. Tell him I bless him and honor him. Tell him God, too, blesses +him. Shake hands with him for me," said Jack, feebly moving his pale +fingers. "My mother," he went on,--"be very kind to her. She will have +great grief, but she will not die of it. She'll live to great age. Now, +Lizzie, I can't talk any more; I wanted to say farewell. You'll keep me +farewell,--you'll stay with me awhile,--won't you? I'll look at you till +the last. For a little while you'll be mine, holding my hands--so--until +death parts us." + +Jack kept his promise. His eyes were fixed in a firm gaze long after the +sense had left them. + + * * * * * + +In the early dawn of the next day, Elizabeth left her sleepless bed, +opened the window, and looked out on the wide prospect, still cool and +dim with departing night. It offered freshness and peace to her hot head +and restless heart. She dressed herself hastily, crept down stairs, +passed the death-chamber, and stole out of the quiet house. She turned +away from the still sleeping village and walked towards the open +country. She went a long way without knowing it. The sun had risen high +when she bethought herself to turn. As she came back along the +brightening highway, and drew near home, she saw a tall figure standing +beneath the budding trees of the garden, hesitating, apparently, whether +to open the gate. Lizzie came upon him almost before he had seen her. +Bruce's first movement was to put out his hands, as any lover might; but +as Lizzie raised her veil, he dropped them. + +"Yes, Mr. Bruce," said Lizzie, "I'll give you my hand once more,--in +farewell." + +"Elizabeth!" cried Bruce, half stupefied, "in God's name, what do you +mean by these crazy speeches?" + +"I mean well. I mean kindly and humanely to you. And I mean justice to +my old--old love." + +She went to him, took his listless hand, without looking into his wild, +smitten face, shook it passionately, and then, wrenching her own from +his grasp, opened the gate and let it swing behind her. + +"No! no! no!" she almost shrieked, turning about in the path. "I forbid +you to follow me!" + +But for all that, he went in. + + + + +THE FROZEN HARBOR. + + + When Winter encamps on our borders, + And dips his white beard in the rills, + And lays his shield over highway, and field, + And pitches his tents on the hills,-- + In the wan light I wake, and see on the lake, + Like a glove by the night-winds blown, + With fingers that crook up creek and brook, + His shining gauntlet thrown. + + Then over the lonely harbor, + In the quiet and deadly cold + Of a single night, when only the bright, + Cold constellations behold, + Without trestle or beam, without mortise or seam, + It swiftly and silently spread + A bridge as of steel, which a Titan's heel + In the early light might tread. + + Where Morning over the waters + Her web of splendor spun, + Till the wave, all a-twinkle with ripple and wrinkle, + Hung shimmering in the sun,-- + Where the liquid lip at the breast of the ship + Whispered and laughed and kissed, + And the long, dark streamer of smoke from the steamer + Trailed off in the rose-tinted mist,-- + + Now all is gray desolation, + As up from the hoary coast, + Over snow-fields and islands her white arms in silence + Outspreading like a ghost, + Her feet in shroud, her forehead in cloud, + Pale walks the sheeted Dawn: + The sea's blue rim lies shorn and dim, + In the purple East withdrawn. + + Where floated the fleets of commerce, + With proud breasts cleaving the tide,-- + Like emmet or bug with its burden, the tug + Hither and thither plied,-- + Where the quick paddles flashed, where the dropped anchor plashed, + And rattled the running chain, + Where the merchantman swung in the current, where sung + The sailors their far refrain,-- + + Behold! when ruddy Aurora + Peeps from her opening door, + Faint gleams of the sun like fairies run + And sport on a crystal floor; + Upon the river's bright panoply quivers + The noon's resplendent lance; + And by night through the narrows the moon's slanted arrows + Icily sparkle and glance. + + Flown are the flocks of commerce, + Like wild swans hurrying south; + The lighter, belated, is frozen, full-freighted, + Within the harbor's mouth; + The brigantine, homeward bringing + Sweet spices from afar, + All night must wait with her fragrant freight + Below the lighthouse star. + + The ships at their anchors are frozen, + From rudder to sloping chain: + Rock-like they rise: the low sloop lies + An oasis in the plain. + Like reeds here and there, the tall masts bare + Upspring: as on the edge + Of a lawn smooth-shaven, around the haven + The shipping grows like sedge. + + Here, weaving the union of cities, + With hoar wakes belting the blue, + From slip to slip, past schooner and ship, + The ferry's shuttles flew:-- + Now, loosed from its stall, on the yielding wall + The steamboat paws and rears; + The citizens pass on a pavement of glass, + And climb the frosted piers. + + Where, in the November twilight, + To the ribs of the skeleton bark + That stranded lay in the bend of the bay, + Motionless, low, and dark, + Came ever three shags, like three lone hags, + And sat o'er the troubled water, + Each nursing apart her shrivelled heart, + With her mantle wrapped about her,-- + + Now over the ancient timbers + Is built a magic deck; + Children run out with laughter and shout + And dance around the wreck; + The fisherman near his long eel-spear + Thrusts in through the ice, or stands + With fingers on lips, and now and then whips + His sides with mittened hands. + + Alone and pensive I wander + Far out from the city-wharf + To the buoy below in its cap of snow, + Low stooping like a dwarf; + In the fading ray of the dull, brief day + I wander and muse apart,-- + For this frozen sea is a symbol to me + Of many a human heart. + + I think of the hopes deep sunken + Like anchors under the ice,-- + Of souls that wait for Love's sweet freight + And the spices of Paradise: + Far off their barks are tossing + On the billows of unrest, + And enter not in, for the hardness and sin + That close the secret breast. + + I linger, until, at evening, + The town-roofs, towering high, + Uprear in the dimness their tall, dark chimneys, + Indenting the sunset sky, + And the pendent spear on the edge of the pier + Signals my homeward way, + As it gleams through the dusk like a walrus's tusk + On the floes of a polar bay. + + Then I think of the desolate households + On which the day shuts down,-- + What misery hides in the darkened tides + Of life in yonder town! + I think of the lonely poet + In his hours of coldness and pain, + His fancies full-freighted, like lighters belated, + All frozen within his brain. + + And I hearken to the moanings + That come from the burdened bay: + As a camel, that kneels for his lading, reels, + And cannot bear it away, + The mighty load is slowly + Upheaved with struggle and pain + From centre to side, then the groaning tide + Sinks heavily down again. + + So day and night you may hear it + Panting beneath its pack, + Till sailor and saw, till south wind and thaw, + Unbind it from its back. + O Sun! will thy beam ever gladden the stream + And bid its burden depart? + O Life! all in vain do we strive with the chain + That fetters and chills the heart? + + Already in vision prophetic + On yonder height I stand: + The gulls are gay upon the bay, + The swallows on the land;-- + 'Tis spring-time now; like an aspen-bough + Shaken across the sky, + In the silvery light with twinkling flight + The rustling plovers fly. + + Aloft in the sunlit cordage + Behold the climbing tar, + With his shadow beside on the sail white and wide, + Climbing a shadow-spar! + Up the glassy stream with issuing steam + The cutter crawls again, + All winged with cloud and buzzing loud, + Like a bee upon the pane. + + The brigantine is bringing + Her cargo to the quay, + The sloop flits by like a butterfly, + The schooner skims the sea. + O young heart's trust, beneath the crust + Of a chilling world congealed! + O love, whose flow the winter of woe + With its icy hand hath sealed! + + Learn patience from the lesson! + Though the night be drear and long, + To the darkest sorrow there comes a morrow, + A right to every wrong. + And as, when, having run his low course, the red Sun + Comes charging gayly up here, + The white shield of Winter shall shiver and splinter + At the touch of his golden spear,-- + + Then rushing under the bridges, + And crushing among the piles, + In gray mottled masses the drift-ice passes, + Like seaward-floating isles;-- + So Life shall return from its solstice, and burn + In trappings of gold and blue, + The world shall pass like a shattered glass, + And the Heaven of Love shine through. + + + + +AT ANDERSONVILLE. + + +Drake Talcott, a Union prisoner, marched with other prisoners +seventy-five miles to Danville, on thirteen crackers. They travelled +from there to Andersonville, six days by rail, on four crackers a day, +and, as a consequence of the rations, came in due course of time to a +general sense of emptiness, and an incorrigible tendency to think of +roast beef, boiled chicken, fried oysters, and other like dainties; and +many of the prisoners, after battling awhile with the emptiness and the +mental tendency, fell down exhausted, and were stowed away in the wagons +following on in the rear of the train. But Talcott, though with youth +and the brawn and muscle and lusty craving vitality of an athlete +against him in the cracker point of view, possessed likewise a mighty +will, and a stubborn, tenacious endurance, nowise weakened by the +discipline of two years of camp and battle; and not only marched with +courage and elasticity, but actually set himself, out of the abundance +of his resources, to spur the flagging spirits of his comrades, as they +huddled in disconsolate confusion about the little station at +Andersonville. + +"Boys," said our orator, "the Rebels keep their best generals for their +Home Guard. Lee and Early, and the rest of the crew, are lambs and +sucking doves to Generals Starvation, Wear-'em-out, and +Grumble,--especially that last-named fellow, who is the worst of the +three, because he comes under our own colors, and we feel shy about +firing on our own men. I believe we are all too apt to think that +muscles are the vital forces, and that man lives by beef; but, boys, +muscles are only hammers, and it takes a thought to raise them; and +though beef is good eating, and we should all like a slice uncommonly, +let me tell you, when it isn't to be had, that _backbone_ is the next +thing to it, and it is surprising how long a man can live on it. For it +is the brain that is the commander-in-chief, and does the strategy and +the planning for this precious life that we all set such store by,--the +brain, that I used to think a lazy bummer, that lived at the stomach's +expense; and when the quartermaster--that's the stomach--telegraphs up +that he's fairly cleaned out, not a half-ration left, says our little +commander, cool and calm, 'Serve out grit and backbone to the troops, +and send out the senses on a scout.' And, men, if you've got the grit, +and keep on the sharp look-out, you are likely to get on; but shut down +on grumbling,--that's a luxury for fellows that get three meals a day; +for while you are busy about that, Starvation and Wear-'em-out will sail +in at you, and once you get weak in the knees, and limp in the back, and +dizzy in the head, you're played out. Remember, we aren't going to Belle +Isle. I don't know anything about Andersonville, but it can't be so bad +as that hole." + +The men cheered. Up came an officer on the double-quick. + +"What's the row about now? You Yankees are always chattering like +crows." + +"So you scarecrows come to look after us," retorted Drake, quick as +light: at which poor piece of wit the soldiers were pleased to laugh +vociferously,--the irritating laugh that assumes your defeat, without +granting you a hearing,--before which the man in authority, not having +the art of looking like a fool with propriety, retreated, reddening and +snarling, but turned on the platform of the cars, and flung back this +Parthian arrow at the laughing Yankees:-- + +"You're a bad lot of men, saucy as the Devil; but I reckon you'll get +the impudence taken out of you here, d----d quick!" + +"It is all you have left them to take, anyhow," said a voice,--and +"That's so," chorused the crowd; and the whistle sounding, the Captain, +whose reign was over, departed, hard-hit and growling, but left, so to +speak, his sting behind him: for the last of his speech had one terrible +merit,--it was true. + +The prisoners, over a thousand strong, were formed in line and ordered +to march. As they tramped along the dusty road, they strained their +eyes, eagerly, but furtively, for the first show of their prison. Seeing +tents on the left, there was a little stir among them, but that proved +to be a Rebel camp; then some one spied heights topped with cannon, and +"Now," said they, "we are close upon it," and then stopped short for +wonder, for here the road ended, ran butt against the wall of a huge +roofless inclosure, made of squared pines set perpendicularly and close +together in the ground. + +"Is it a pen?" asked one, doubtfully. + +"Yes, yours," retorted one of the guard, with a grin,--"the Stockade +Prison." + +The word ran down the line like a shiver, and the men stood mute, eying +each other doubtfully. And now, if I could, I would get at your hearts, +you who read this, and you should not read mistily, and hold the story +at loose ends as it were, but feel by the answering throb within +yourselves what thoughts gnawed at the hearts of these men under their +brave show of indifference: for though these be facts, facts written are +disembodied, and, like spirits, have no power to speak to you, unless +you give them the voice of your sympathy; and without that, I question +which touches you most deeply, a thousand rats following the Pied Piper +of Hamelin, and wondering, as he neared the wharves, where the Deuse +they were going, or the thousand Union soldiers standing stunned before +a gate from which should have wailed forth, as they filed through, +"_Leave all hope behind!_" + +They were hardly in, when there was a scramble, and a cry of "Rations!" +and came lumbering a train of wagons, bringing the day's supplies. There +were at this time under torture twenty-eight thousand prisoners,--more +than the population of Hartford; and as the Southern Confederacy, a +Christian association, and conducting itself with many appeals to +Christian principle, believes the wind is tempered to the shorn lamb, +and so shears the Yankees as close as possible, these men had all been +formally fleeced of such worldly gear as blankets, money, and extra +clothing. Some further shearing there had been also, but irregular, +depending chiefly on the temper of the captors,--stripping them +sometimes to shirt and drawers, leaving them occasionally jacket and +shoes; so now most were barefooted, most in rags, and some had not even +rags. They had lain on the bare earth, sodden with damp or calcined into +dust, and borne storm and heat helplessly, without even the shelter of a +board, till they were burned and wasted to the likeness of haggard +ghosts; most had forgotten hope, many decency; some were dying, and +crawled over the ground with a woful persistency that it would have +broken your heart to see; they were all fasting, for the day's rations, +tossed to them the afternoon before, had been devoured, as was the +custom, at a single meal, and proved scant at that; and they crowded +wolfishly about the wagons, the most miserable, pitiable mob that ever +had mothers, wives, and sisters at home to pray for them. + +The new comers looked on amazed, and "How about Belle Isle now?" they +said bitterly to Drake. He, poor fellow, was having his first despondent +chill, and sneering at himself for having it, after all his fine talk +about "backbone"; and finding reasons for despair thicken, the harder he +tried to make elbow-room for hope, till altogether confounded at the +muddle, he flung up thought, with "Brain's full and stomach's empty, and +it's ill talking between a full man and a fasting," and set about +cooking his rations. "But first catch your hare," cries Mrs. Glass. +Drake had his hare, such as it was, but found something quite as +important lacking,--wood. + +"I say, my friend, where do we find fuel?" he asked of a man sitting +quietly on the ground. + +"Where the Israelites found the straw for their bricks," was the answer. +"There is no special provision made, unless it be an occasional permit +to forage outside, under----Hold off there!--don't touch that, man, +unless you want to be cooked yourself for supper!--that's the 'dead +line'!" + +Drake drew back from a light railing running parallel with the +inclosure, on which he had nearly laid his hand. + +"What the Deuse is the dead line?" + +"The new way to pay old debts, and put a Yankee out of the world cheap. +Show so much as your little finger outside of that, and the guard nails +you with a bullet; and as they like that sort of thing, they blaze away +whenever they get a chance,--which is once or twice a day,--for our men +expose themselves voluntarily. When Satan said, 'Skin for skin, yea, all +that a man hath will he give for his life,' he hadn't invented the +Stockade Prison." + +The man who said these things, in a quiet, unexcited way, as if +discussing some abstraction of the schools, not murder, was too wan and +wasted, too shrunken and despairing, to afford a guess as to what manner +of man he might have been, and too unkempt and ragged for any inference +concerning his rank, having neither jacket, cap, nor shoes, matted hair +and beard, torn shirt and ragged trousers: but his look of resolved +patience, and an occasional smile while he talked, sadder than tears, +made Drake's stout heart twinge with pain. "A strong soul in a feeble +body," he said to himself, as he walked on; and furthermore, "The man +that can smile here like that is near heaven, and fit for it." + +Presently he came on a farmer selling wood by the stick, price in +proportion to its size, and as many times its value as the Rebel, by +his own showing, exceeds the Yankee. Drake had money, spite of shearing +and searching. He had hidden it----But I forbear to tell of what +ingenious shift he had availed himself, for I remember, that, spite of +its well-known loyalty, the "Atlantic Monthly" runs the blockade. First +he passed the man, prudence pulling him by the sleeve, and searched +lynx-eyed for chips or twigs, over ground scoured daily, in such faint +hope as his, by thousands; but he might as well have dragged a brook for +the wreck of a seventy-four among its pebbles. Having wasted a precious +half-hour of fading daylight, he came back to the dealer to find his +stock on the rise; for the influx of new comers had produced an upward +tendency in a market sensitive as that of Wall Street. Lest it should +swell quite beyond the compass of his pocket, he made haste to +buy,--scores of meagre wretches looking anxiously on. That pitiful sight +made his heart sore again; and he hardly persuaded himself to take his +wood and be off, till he remembered the poor fellow whom he had left +resigned and hopeless, sitting quietly on the ground while all was eager +stir about him, and hurried back to the spot where he had seen him to +find him gone. He had crawled away, and was lost in that great throng. + +Not to be balked entirely, Drake shared his firing with those around +him; and Virtue, in place of her usual promissory note, gave him his +reward instantly, in the shape of a tin cup belonging to one of the +party, and their sole cooking-utensil,--for the prison authorities +furnish none. His rations--a day's rations, remember--were eight ounces +of Indian meal, cob and kernel ground together, (as with us for pigs,) +and sour, (a common occurrence,) and two ounces of condemned pork (not +to appear again in our pages, as it proved too strong even for poor +Drake's hunger). He brought water in the cup from a ditch that traversed +the inclosure, and filtered it through a bit of cloth torn from his +shirt; and the meal being mixed with this water, (salt was not even +hinted at, the market price of that article being four dollars a pound +at Andersonville,) it was placed on a strip of wood before the fire, to +bake up to the half-raw point, that being the highest perfection +attainable in Drake's kitchen: for a range and a steady heat find the +baking of meal, so mixed, no easy matter. Eight ounces of meal make a +cake six inches long, five broad, and half an inch thick: that is to +say, Drake's dinner and supper for that day, and his breakfast and +dinner for the next day, were in the mass six inches long, five inches +broad, and half an inch thick. Give the figures an Indian-meal +consistency, you who are not of that order of Stoics that endures its +neighbor's sufferings without a groan. Try the experiment in your own +kitchen. One baking will carry conviction farther than batches of +statistics. Drake being famished chose to take four meals in +one,--improvident man! That done, he went to bed: quite an elaborate +arrangement, as practised among us, what with taking off of clothes, and +possibly washing and combing, and pulling up of sheets and coverlets, +and fitting of pillows to neck and shoulders; but nothing can be more +simple than the way they do it there. You just lie down wherever you +are,--and sleep, if you can. Drake could and did sleep most soundly. + +This was our hero's first taste of prison-life. But a little reading and +much talk about camp-fires and behind earth-works--when there was a lull +in the storm of shot and shell--had etched out for him certain crude +theories, for which he was as ready to do battle as any other hot-headed +lad of twenty-three. "Starvation is the masked battery that plays the +Deuse with us all," he insisted; "and we must take that, or be taken +out--feet foremost. As for your '_how_,' good Incredulity and Unbelief, +where there is an end, and the will to reach it, the means are tolerably +sure to be lying around loose somewhere." But examinations for +candidates, and the hundred-pound hail, and the sharp beak of the ram +for the untried monitor, are facts for theories; and without the proof +of these, none of the three have the positive value of a skillet that +has been tried. We have Drake's theory. Here are the facts. + +No cooking-utensils were allowed the prisoner; no blankets were allowed +the prisoner; no shelter of any sort was allowed the prisoner; no tools +or materials to construct a shelter were allowed the prisoner; no means +of living as a civilized man were allowed the prisoner; no way of +helping himself as a savage was allowed the prisoner. The rations were +at all times insufficient, and frequently so foul that starvation itself +could not swallow them: consequence, stomach and body weakened by a +perpetual hunger, and in many cases utter inability to retain food, good +or bad. More than that, the sluggish water-course that served as their +reservoir crept across their pen foul and thick with the _debris_ of the +Rebel camp above, and in the centre filtered through the spongy ground, +and creamed and mantled and spread out loathsomely into a hateful swamp; +and the fierce sun, beating down on its slimy surface, drew from its +festering pools and mounds of refuse a vapor of death, and the prisoners +breathed it; and the reek of unwashed and diseased bodies crowding close +on each other, and the sickening, pestilential odor of a huge camp +without sewerage or system of policing, made the air a horror, and the +prisoners breathed it. + +Drake woke, stifling with the heat and horrible steam, and turning and +throwing out his arm, only yet half awake, struck on something cold and +stiff: the corpse of some poor fellow who had died there in the night +beside him. Drake, in a two years' campaign, had grown familiar with +death, but could not yet receive him as a bed-fellow, and scrambled up +in sickening horror to a day in which there was no breakfast to eat, no +arms to clean, no shoes to black, no dress to change, no work of any +sort to do, no letters to write or hope for, no books to read, no dinner +to prepare, at least till four P.M., when they served out +rations,--nothing to fix the eye, or offer subject of thought, but the +general and utter wretchedness. Nor could Drake and his fellows take +refuge in that unconscious self-gratulation with which we see the +miseries of our neighbors; for the future here threw shadows backward. +That skeleton, (I use the word not in the exaggerated sense in which we +are apt to apply it, but advisedly; and I mean a living human being, +whose skin is literally drawn over hideously projecting bones, and who, +having actually lost all rounding-out and filling of flesh, has grown +transparent, so that by holding an arm in the light you may see the +blood-vessels and the inner edges of the bones,)--this skeleton lying +there was, perhaps, what Drake should be two months hence; those men +quarrelling, hyena-like, for the "job" of burying their dead comrades, +that scarred old man moaning for a compass, because he had lost his way +and could not find the North, were not lower or more pitiful than Drake +might yet be: for stout heart and brave blood and quick brain have no +charm against famine, pestilence, and a steady pressure of misery in all +possible forms. + +The majority of his comrades sank helplessly into this quaking bog. Out +of fifty captured of his regiment, Williams, a delicate lad, sickened at +once; Dean, a stout old Scotchman, was close on idiocy in a month; +Allan, the color-bearer, was shot by the guard,--he had slipped near the +dead line, and fallen with his head outside; fourteen were dead of +disease; twelve more sank in rayless, hopeless apathy; and Drake--was +busy on "A History of the Stockade Prison." The way in which he got the +idea and his stationery is worth telling. + +There had fallen upon him a dread of motion,--a sombre endurance,--a +discouraged sense of thirty thousand hopeless men dragging him down to +despair,--a dark cloud that shut out God and home and help,--an +inability to compose and fix his drowsy, reeling thought, that spun off +dizzily to times at school, and love and laughter at home, and lapsed +itself in forgetfulness, and ceased to be even dreamy speculation. +Drake, in short, was going to the bottom with his theory about his neck, +when a "Providence,"--the modern way of dodging an acknowledgment to +God, whom, by the by, our poor boy had quite omitted in his little +theory of self-preservation,--in the curious shape of an official +blunder, stepped in to his rescue. A cook-house was in erection without +the limits of their pen, and, though no carpenter, Drake was set with +others to work under guard. The first glimpse of the open country, +stretching away to meet the low horizon, brought back the half-forgotten +thought of Freedom; and the very trail of her robe is so glorious, that +even this poor savage liberty of rock and clod roused in him anew wit to +devise and courage to endure. He worked then so merrily and with such +good heart, that an admiring inspector more than hinted "at the pity it +was to see a decent young fellow like him shut up in the pen yonder." + +"So I think," returned Drake, calmly, cutting away at his board. + +The official edged a little closer. + +"Why don't you come over to us, then? The Confederacy gives good wages. +Our Government knows how to pay its men." + +"Right there!" retorted Drake. "The Confederacy pays its servants in +death and ruin, which, as you say, are the just wages of a traitor. As +for me, I want no more of Georgia soil than will make me a grave. That +is as much as a man can own here now and be honest." + +It was then, from some occult connection of ideas too subtile for +searching out, that he imagined, first, a history of the Stockade +Prison. He secured a number of long, thin boards, and planed them +smooth, for foolscap, pointed bits of wood for pens, manufactured his +ink from the rust of some old nails, and made himself a knife by +grinding two pieces of iron hoop one upon the other, and, his work on +the cook-house at an end, set bravely about his history, when Fate +nipped it, as she has done many a more promising one before it; for even +when on the final flourish of his title, he heard a sound between a +groan and a sigh, and, turning, saw Corny Keegan, a strapping Irishman, +and sergeant in his regiment, lying near him. Drake put the tail on his +_n_, and then some uneasy consciousness would have him look again over +the edge of his board at the sergeant; for, though there were scores of +men lying within view on the ground, there was something in the "give" +and laxity of Corny's posture that augured ill for him in Drake's +experienced eyes, and, laying the history aside, he went over and +kneeled down beside him. The man's eyes were closed, and a dull, +yellowish pallor had taken the place of the usual brick tint of his +face. Drake essayed to lift his heavy head and shoulders; but Corny +settled back again with a groan. + +"Och! wurra! Musther Talcott, lave me alone. It's dead I am, kilt +intirely, wid the wakeness. Divil's the bit of wood I've had these two +days, and not a cint or a frind to the fore, and I'm jist afther mixin' +the male here with wather, thinkin' to ate it that way, but it stuck in +me throat, and I'm all on a thrimble, and it's a gone man is Corny +Keegan; though it's not fur meself that I'd make moan, sence it's aisier +dyin' than livin', only the ould mother and Mary that'll fret +and----Holy Mother! there comes the sickness, bad scran to it!" + +You see now how it happened unto the History of the Stockade Prison to +vanish in smoke; for Drake, having neither wood nor the money to buy it, +made a fire with his precious boards, and baked Corny's raw meal in a +cake, which the poor fellow devoured with a half-starved avidity that +made Drake ashamed of the reluctance with which he had offered up his +sacrifice. A little corner of his cake Corny left untouched, saying,-- + +"That's fur the poor crathur over beyant." + +"What poor creature?" asked Drake; but Corny's eyes were fixed on the +pens and ink, and the sorry remains of his foolscap,--a half-strip of +board. + +"Och! murther! Musther Talcott, and wuz it thim bits of board ye's +writin' on? and ye's burned thim fur me, afther all the throuble ye took +wid thim? and to think of the thick head of me, to ate up all that +illigant histhry, when I'd heerd the boys talkin' on it, by the same +token, and bad scran to me! The Lord be good to ye fur your kindness, +Musther Talcott, and make your bed as soft as your heart is, and give ye +a line in the Book of Life fur the one I've ate, and"---- + +"But the poor creature, Corny." + +"Thrue for you; and I'm a baste fur forgettin' him, and him starvin' the +while. It's jist Cap'n Ireland, if ye chance to mind him. He was the +illigant officer and the kind-hearted man; and to see him now! If ye'll +come away, Musther Talcott, I'm quite done wid the wakeness, and it's +jist over here beyant that he's lyin', poor jontleman, that'll not be +long lyin' anywhere out of his grave." + +Corny pointed, as he spoke, to a man, or, rather, a bundle of rags +having some faint outlines of humanity, on the ground before +them,--limbs out helplessly, face set and ghastly, hardly a stir among +his tatters to assure them that he yet breathed; and Drake recognized +with a thrill of horror, though more wan, more woful, more shadow-like, +if possible, the man who had so moved his compassion on the night of his +arrival. Keegan knelt beside him, and put his corner of cake to the +sufferer's mouth, saying, "Ate a bit, Cap'n dear; thry now"; and then, +seeing that the food rested on white and quiet lips,--"Cap'n, don't ye +hear me? It's Corny, that spoke wid ye a while back. Saints be merciful +to us, he's gone!" + +"He is not so happy," said Drake, savagely; "he has only fainted. He has +days of such torture as this before him. It would be a mercy to him, and +I'm not sure but good religion, to put him outside of the dead line. I +wonder why they don't tie us to the cannon's mouth at once. Here! you! +guard, there! holla!" + +This last was addressed to a soldier in the Rebel gray, who was +proceeding leisurely past, but who, on hearing himself so +unceremoniously summoned, turned and came slowly towards them. + +"Here is a man," said Drake, passionately, "who is dying, not because it +pleases God to take him, but because it pleases you to starve him. We +have no wood to make a fire, no food to give him, unless it is this +scrap of meal that he cannot swallow; but you can save him, and will, if +you are a man, and have a man's heart under that dress." + +The soldier stared, but, being a phlegmatic animal, heard him quietly to +the end, and opened his jaws to answer with due deliberation. + +"If you don't like our rules, you shouldn't have come here, you know. +And we haven't any orders about wood: you are to look out for +yourselves. As for the man, if he's sick, why don't you take him to the +stockade yonder, where the doctor is examining for admittance to the +hospital?--though I don't see the use: he's too far gone." + +Drake and Corny lifted the poor wasted frame, that seemed all too frail +to hold the nickering, struggling breath, and carried it to a small +stockade crowded with men desirous to enter the hospital. The first +assistant to whom they applied was a nervous porcupine, fretted with +overwork, and repulsed them roughly. + +"What is the use of bringing a dead man here? We have enough living ones +on hand." + +"Och, and that's no raison, sence it's aisy to see thim's the kind you +like best," muttered Corny; but Drake silenced him hastily. + +"Keep a civil tongue, Corny. They're the masters here; and it will only +be the worse for poor Ireland, if you anger them. Here's another; we'll +try him." + +But Number Two was Sir Imperturbability, and, without even looking +towards them, answered, in a hard, even tone, "Our number is filled; you +are too late," and, without lifting an eyelash, went on with his work. + +Drake grew white to the lips. The great veins started out on his +forehead, and his fingers worked nervously; but it was Corny's turn to +interfere. + +"Musther Talcott, sure and ye'll not mind what that spalpeen's saying; +and there's the docthor himself beyant, and a kind and pleasant +jontleman he is. Jist lift the Cap'n, aisy now, and we'll see what the +docthor'll say to him." + +For the third time, then, Drake made his appeal in behalf of the poor +fellow at his feet. The doctor heard him kindly, but answered, as his +assistant had done, that their number was full for the day, and was +moving on, when Talcott caught him by the arm. + +"Doctor," he said, sternly, "one of your assistants refuses my comrade +because he is a dying man; another tells me, as you have done, that your +number is full for the day. Your own eyes can tell you, that, if not +dying now, he will be before to-morrow, of want and exposure. I know +nothing of your rules; but I do know, that, if my comrade's life is to +be saved, it is to be saved _now_, and that you have the means, if means +there are, for its salvation; and let the awful guilt of the cruelty +that brought him here weigh down whose neck it will, as there is a God +above us, I do not see how you can write yourself free of murder, or +think your hands clean from blood, if you send him back to die." + +"God forbid! God forbid!" answered the doctor, shrinking from Drake's +vehemence. "You are unjust, young man; it is not my will, but my power +to help, that is limited. However, he shall not be sent back; we will do +for him what we can, if I have to lodge him in my own house." + +"And didn't I tell ye the docthor was the kind jontleman?" cried Corny, +joyfully. "Though the hospital is no sich great matther: jist a few +tints; but thin he'll be gettin' a bed there, and belike a dhrap of +whiskey or a sup of porridge: and if he gits on, it's you he has to +thank for it; fur if it hadn't been fur your prachement, my sowl, the +docthor would have turned him off, too; and long life to you, says Corny +Keegan, and may you niver be needin' anybody's tongue to do the like fur +you!" + +Drake made no answer; after the fever comes the chill, and he was +thinking drearily of the smouldering "History," and of the intolerable +leaden hours stretching out before him; but it was not in Corny's nature +to remain silent. + +"It's the ould jontleman wid the scythe that takes us down, afther all, +Musther Talcott; the hours and hours that we sit mopin', wid our fingers +as limp as a lady's, and our stomachs clatterin' like an impty can, and +sorra a thing to think of but the poor crathurs that's dead, rest their +souls! and whin our turn's comin; and it's wishin' I am that it was in +the days of the fairies, and that the quane of thim ud jist give us a +call, till I'd ask her if she'd iver a pipe and its full of tobacky +about her,--or, failin' that, if she'd hoppen to have a knife in her +pocket, till I cut out the ould divil Jeff on the gallows, and give him +what he'd git, if we iver put our hands on him." + +"A knife," repeated Drake, starting from his abstraction, and fumbling +in his pocket, from which he drew an old bit of iron. "I am not the +queen of the fairies; but with this you can hang Jeff and his cabinet in +effigy, if you choose, and can find the material to carve." + +"Arrah, and that's aisy, wid illigant bones like these, that chips off +like marble or wud itself; but I'm misdoubtin' I'm robbin' ye, Musther +Talcott." + +"I have another," said Drake, producing it; and as he did so, there +breathed upon him, like a breeze from home, a recollection of the dim +light shining in an old library down on a broad-leaved volume resting on +a carved rack,--of a brown-tressed girl who stood with him before it, +her head just at his shoulder, looking at the cathedral on its page,--of +the chance touch of a little hand on his,--of the brush of a perfumed +sleeve,--of the flitting color in her clear cheek,--of a subtile magic, +interweaving blush, perfume, picture, and thought of Alice. Dainty +pinnacle and massive arch and carved buttress were photographed on his +brain, and arch and pinnacle and buttress could be notched out in bone +by his poor skill,--and if he died, some kindly comrade should carry it +to Alice, and it should tell her what he had left unsaid,--and if he +lived, he would take it to her himself, and it should serve him for the +text of his story. That the carving of a design so intricate, on so +minute a scale, must prove tedious argued in its favor; and putting off +mourning weeds for his history, he took to this new love with a +complacency that excited Corny's special admiration. + +"Sure, and it's a beautiful thing is religion; and the Divil fly away +wid me, if I don't be afther gittin' it meself! Here's Musther Talcott: +if he was fur carving a fort or a big gun, the eyes and the face of him +would be little but scowls and puckers; and there he sits, though it's +only the dumb likeness of a church that he's at, by the same token that +it's no bigger than me thumb, and, by the howly piper, you'd think the +light that flings away from the big colored windy down the church was +stramin' in his face, he looks so paceful-like; and he no betther than a +heretic nayther, though he's the heart of a good Catholic, as no one +knows betther than meself." + +Indeed, Corny's gratitude never grew cold. Few sentences of his that did +not end, like the one just quoted, in eulogiums on "Musther Talcott." If +Drake was busy with his cathedral, there sat Corny, a few paces distant, +hacking at Jeff Davis. If Drake, who had resolved himself into a sort of +duo-decimo edition of the Sanitary Commission, was about his work of +mercy, there was Corny, a shadow at his heels, bringing water, lifting +the poor groaning wretches, and adding his word of comfort. "Cheer up, +honey, and do jist as Musther Talcott says; for it's nixt to iverything +that he knows, and thim things that he don't know isn't worth a body's +attintion." And when Drake himself was ailing, it was Corny who tended +him with terrified solicitude, foraged for his wood, and cooked his +rations. "When Drake was ailing!"--that was often. His courage was +undaunted, his hope perhaps higher, but he had grown perceptibly weak +and languid; and there were days--many, alas!--when he lay quietly on +the ground, giving an occasional lazy touch to his cathedral, while +Corny, as he laughingly said, ruled in his stead. + +It was on one of these days that there arose a sudden stir and commotion +throughout the camp, a deep and joyful hum, that went from mouth to +mouth; and men were seen running hastily from all quarters, the rush +setting towards the gate, and drawing in even the sick, who crawled and +hobbled along with the stream, at the risk of being trampled by the +excited throng, struggling and crowding on pellmell. While Drake looked +on in surprise, Corny made his appearance, his eyes sparkling with +pleasure. + +"News, Musther Talcott dear! an ye wuz dyin', here's news to put the +strength in yer legs! Letthers from home, and they say there's five +thousand on 'em; and there's an officer chap, wid a mouth like a thrap, +countin' 'em as if he was a machine, for all the wuruld, and bad 'cess +to him! wid the poor boys crowdin', and heart-famished for only a look +at thim, the crumpled things, for it's batthered they is! and he, the +spalpeen, won't let one of 'em touch 'em, and no more feelin' with him +than if he was a gun, instead of the son of one; and I'm cock-sure I +read yer name, Musther Talcott, and there's mine too on the back of a +letther, and that's from Mary, hurra! and God bless her! and come, +Musther Talcott, fur they'll be dalin' out the letthers or iver we get +there." + +Drake rose at once; but a description of his sensations, as he hastily +made his way towards the throng that surged about the imperturbable +official like a sea, is beyond the power of words. The overwhelming +surprise and joy of a man who in that evil den had almost forgotten home +and the possibility of hearing from it, and his agonizing uncertainty, +could be fathomed only by the poor wretches suffering like him, who +anxiously pressed on the Rebel officer, and clutched at the letters, +and fell back sick with impatience and suspense at his formal delay. At +last he opened his grim jaws. The men listened breathlessly. + +"All right. Men, there is ten cents postage due on each letter." + +An instant's stunned pause, and then half a dozen voices speaking +together: "Why, man, you must have had ten cents on each of these +letters, before they crossed the lines"; and "How can _we_ pay postage?" +"He _knows_ we have no money"; "What good will the bits of paper do him +at all, at all?" But the man kept on like an automaton. + +"My orders are to collect ten cents on each letter; and I am here to +obey orders, not to argue." + +Meanwhile those in the rear ranks had heard indistinctly or not at all, +and pressed on those in front to know the meaning of the sudden +recoil,--for the men had instinctively given back,--and being told, +buzzed it on to those behind them; and there began in the crowd a low, +deep hum, growing louder, as muttering rose to curses,--growing fiercer, +for there is nothing half so savage as despair that has been fooled with +a hope,--swelling into a wave of indignation that swept and swayed the +whole throng with it, and seemed an instant to threaten and topple over +the officer in their midst. But it came to nought. The prudent nudged +their neighbors, "With the cannon, boys, they can rake us on all sides"; +and the angrier ones fell apart in little groups, and talked in +whispers, and glared menacingly at the guard, but made no further +demonstration. Those who were happy enough to possess the money received +their letters: the feebler ones crawled away with tears furrowing their +wan cheeks; and the unmoved official thrust the remaining letters of +mother, father, wife, and children of these men into the bags before +their longing eyes; and even while the miserable men flung themselves +before him, and with outstretched hands tried to hold him back, the gate +clanged after him. + +Drake, who long ago had spent his little hoard, had received this +terrible blow in entire silence, and turned to go without comment or +answer to Corny's vociferations. But eyes were dim, or head was reeling; +for a few paces on he stumbled, and would have fallen over a soldier +lying in his path, but for Corny, who was close behind him, and who at +once assailed the man over whom Drake had tripped, and who still lay +quietly, without even a stir or motion of his head. + +"Ye lazy spalpeen! what the Divil are ye stretched out there for, to +break dacent folk's necks over the length of ye? Stir yourself, or +I'll"----Then with a sudden and total change of tone, as he looked more +closely into the quiet face, "The Saints pity us! it's Cap'n Ireland; +and in the name of Hiven, how came yer Honor here on the----Och! Lord +forgive me! Talking to a dead corpse! Och! wurra! wurra! Musther +Talcott, it's dead he is, sure! kilt this time intirely!" + +"You may well say killed," said a soldier who had joined them. "If ever +a man committed murder, then that man did that kicked him out of the +hospital to die." + +"What is that?" demanded Drake, who had seemed in a sort of stupor, but +roused out of it fiercely at the man's last words. "Do you know what you +are saying?" + +"I think I ought," returned the soldier. "I was in the hospital at the +time; I'm only just out; and I saw it myself. The assistant surgeon +stops at his bed, where he laid only just breathing like, and says he, +'What man is this? I've seen him before'; and says some one, 'His name +is Ireland'; and says the surgeon, like a flash, 'Ireland? Ireland of +the --th? Do you know what that is? It is a colored regiment, and this +Abolition scoundrel is the captain of it. I knew I had seen him. Here! +put him out; let him go and herd with the rest'; and when some one said +he was dying any way, said the surgeon, with a string of oaths, 'Put him +out, I tell you; the bed is too good for him'; and then, Sir, when the +poor young gentleman, who was dizzy-like, and didn't understand, fell +down beside the door, from weakness, that--that infernal brute kicked +him, and swore at him, as vermin that cumbered the ground; and the men +brought him away here, Sir, it's two days back, and he's just passed +away"; and kneeling beside the body, and lifting the poor wasted hands, +"I swear, if ever I get back, to revenge his death, and never to let +sword or pistol drop while this cursed Rebellion is going on." + +"Amin!" said Corny, solemnly, and "Amen" formed itself on Drake's white +lips; but by some curious mental process his thoughts would wander away +from the stiffening body before him to a vision of home, and Sabbaths +when sweet-toned bells called quiet families to church, and little +children playing about the doorsteps, and peaceful women in sunny +houses, and gay girls waving on men to battle through glittering +streets, and prayers, and looks of love, and songs, and flowers, and +Alice; and in on this rolled suddenly a sense of what was actually +around him, as under a calm sky and out of a still sea swoops sometimes +suddenly some huge wave in on the quiet beach. He saw about him rags, +filth, men sick, men dying, men dead, men groaning, men cursing, men +gibbering. There rose up before him the grim succession of days of +hunger, pain, sorrow, and loneliness, already past; there came upon him +a terrible threatening of days to come, yet worse,--without hope or +relief, unless at the dead line. He rose, staggering, and with a wild +and desperate look that startled Corny. + +"Fur the Lord's sake, wud ye desthroy yerself?" cried the faithful +fellow, throwing his arms about him to hold him fast. "Och, honey! ye're +a heretic, and the good Lord's a Catholic; but thin He made us all, and +He has pity on the poor crathurs that's sufferin' here, or His heart's +harder nor Corny's: the Saints forgive me fur such a spache! Pray, +Musther Talcott, pray"---- + +"Pray!" exclaimed Drake; "is there a God looking down here?"--and +dropping on his knees, he gasped out,-- + +"O God! if Thou dost yet hear, save me--from going mad!" and fell +forward at Corny's feet, senseless. + +He was carried to the hospital, and lay there weeks, lost in the +delirium of a fever; and every morning there peered in at the inner door +of the stockade a huge shock of hair, and a red, anxious face, with,-- + +"The top of the mornin' to ye, docthor, and it's ashamed I am to be +afther throublin' ye so often; but will yer Honor plase to tell me how +Musther Talcott is the day?"--and having received the desired +information, Corny would take himself off with blessings "on his Honor, +that had consideration for the feelings of the poor Irishman." + +One morning there was a change in the programme. + +"I have good news for you, Corny," said the kindly doctor. "Talcott is +out of danger." + +"Hurray! and the Saints be praised fur that!" shouted Corny, cutting a +caper. + +"But I have better news yet," continued the doctor, watching Corny +closely. "His name is on the list of exchanged prisoners, and he will be +sent home on Thursday next." + +Corny's face fell. + +"Is he, yer Honor?" very hesitatingly; and then, suddenly clearing up, +"and hurra fur that, too! and I'm an ongrateful baste to be sorry that +he's to be clear of this hole,--bad scran to it!--and long life till +him, and a blessin' go wid him! and if"--choking--"we don't mate on +earth, sure the Lord won't kape him foriver in purgatory, and he so kind +and feelin' for the sick." + +The doctor could not suppress a laugh at this limited hope. + +"But, Corny, what if you are to be sent home too?" + +"Me?--and was it me yer Honor was sayin'? Och, Hivin bless ye fur that +word!--and it's not laughin' at me is yer Honor? Sure ye'd niver have +the heart to chate a poor boy like that. All the Saints be praised! I'm +a man agin, and not a starvin' machine; and I shall see ye, Mary, +mavourneen! but, och, the poor boys that we're lavin'! Hurra! how iver +will I ate three males a day, and slape under a blanket, and think of +thim on the ground and starvin' by inches!" + +During the remainder of his stay, Corny balanced between joy and +his selfishness in being joyful, in a manner sufficiently +ludicrous,--breaking out one moment in the most extravagant +demonstration, to be twitched from it the next by a penitential spasm. +As for Drake, hardly yet clear of the shadows that haunted his fever, he +but mistily comprehended the change that was before him; and it will +need weeks and perhaps months of home-nursing and watching before body +and mind can win back their former strength and tone. + +Meanwhile, people of the North, what of the poor boys left behind at +Andersonville, starving, as Corny said, by inches, with the winter +before them, and their numbers swelled by the hundreds that a late Rebel +paper gleefully announces to be on their way from more Northern prisons? + + + + +DOCTOR JOHNS. + + +VII. + +It was not easy in that day to bring together the opinions of a +Connecticut parish that had been jostled apart by a parochial quarrel, +and where old grievances were festering. Indeed, it is never easy to do +this, and unite opinions upon a new comer, unless he have some rare gift +of eloquence, which so dazes the good people that they can no longer +remember their petty griefs, or unless he manage with rare tact to pass +lightly over the sore points, and to anoint them by a careful hand with +such healing salves as he can concoct out of his pastoral charities. Mr. +Johns had neither art nor eloquence, as commonly understood; yet he +effected a blending of all interests by the simple, earnest gravity of +his character. He ignored all angry disputation; he ignored its results. +He came as a shepherd to a deserted sheepfold; he came to preach the +Bible doctrines in their literalness. He had no reproofs, save for those +who refused the offers of God's mercy,--no commendation, save for those +who sought His grace whose favor is life everlasting. There were no +metaphysical niceties in his discourses, athwart which keen disputants +might poise themselves for close and angry conflict; he recognized no +necessities but the great ones of repentance and faith; and all the +mysteries of the Will he was accustomed to solve by grand utterance of +that text which he loved above all others,--however much it may have +troubled him in his discussion of Election,--"whosoever _will_, let him +come and drink of the water of life freely." + +Inheriting as he did all the religious affinities of his mother, these +were compacted and made sensitive by years of silent protest against the +proud worldly sufficiency of his father, the Major. Such qualities and +experience found repose in the unyielding dogmas of the Westminster +divines. At thirty the clergyman was as aged as most men of +forty-five,--seared by the severity of his opinions, and the unshaken +tenacity with which he held them. He was by nature a quiet, almost a +timid man; but over the old white desk and crimson cushion, with the +choir of singers in his front and the Bible under his hand, he grew into +wonderful boldness. He cherished an exalted idea of the dignity of his +office,--a dignity which he determined to maintain to the utmost of his +power; but in the pulpit only did the full measure of this exaltation +come over him. Thence he looked down serenely upon the flock of which he +was the appointed guide, and among whom his duty lay. The shepherd +leading his sheep was no figure of speech for him; he was commissioned +to their care, and was conducting them--old men and maidens, boys and +gray-haired women--athwart the dangers of the world, toward the great +fold. On one side always the fires of hell were gaping; and on the other +were blazing the great candlesticks around the throne. + +But when, on some occasion, he had, under the full weight of his office, +inveighed against a damning evil, and, as he fondly hoped by the +stillness in the old meeting-house, wrought upon sinners effectually, it +was disheartening to be met by some hoary member of his flock, whom +perhaps he had borne particularly in mind, and to be greeted cheerfully +with, "Capital sermon, Mr. Johns! those are the sort that do the +business! I like those, parson!" The poor man, humiliated, would bow his +thanks. He lacked the art (if it be an art) to press the matter home, +when he met one of his parishioners thus. Indeed, his sense of the +importance of his calling and his extreme conscientiousness gave him an +air of timidity outside the pulpit, which offered great contrast to that +which he wore in the heat of his sermonizing. Not that he forgot the +dignity of his position for a moment, but he wore it too trenchantly; he +could never unbend to the free play of side-talk. Hence he could not +look upon the familiar spirit of badinage in which some of his brethren +of the profession indulged, without serious doubts of their complete +submission to the Heavenly King. Always the weight of his solemn duties +pressed sorely on him; always amid pitfalls he was conducting his little +flock toward the glories of the Great Court. There is many a man +narrowed and sharpened by metaphysical inquiry to such a degree as to +count the indirection and freedom of kindly chat irksome, and the +occasion of a needless blunting of that quick mental edger with which he +must scathe all he touches. But the stiffness of Mr. Johns was not that +of constant mental strain; he did not refine upon his dogmas; but he +gave them such hearty entertainment, and so inwrapped his spirit with +their ponderous gravity, that he could not disrobe in a moment, or +uncover to every chance comer. + +It is quite possible that by reason of this grave taciturnity the +clergyman won more surely upon the respect of his people. "He is +engrossed," said they, "with greater matters; and in all secular affairs +he recognizes our superior discernment." Thus his inaptitude in current +speech was construed by them into a delicate flattery. They greatly +relished his didactic, argumentative sermonizing, since theirs was a +religion not so much of the sensibilities as of the intellect. They +agonized toward the truth, if not by intense thinking, yet by what many +good people are apt to mistake for it,--immense endurance of the prolix +thought of others. + +If the idea of universal depravity had been ignored,--as it sometimes is +in these latitudinarian days,--or the notion of any available or worthy +Christian culture, as distinct from a direct and clearly defined agency, +both as to time and force, of the Spirit, had been entertained, he would +have lost half of the elements by which his arguments gained logical +sequence. But, laboring his way from stake to stake of the old dogmas of +the Westminster divines, he fastened to them stoutly, and swept round +from each as a centre a great scathing circle of deductions, that beat +wofully upon the heads of unbelievers. And if a preacher attack only +unbelievers, he has the world with him, now as then; it is only he who +has the bad taste to meddle with the caprices of believers who gets the +raps and the orders of dismissal. + +Thus it happened that good Mr. Johns came to win the good-will of all +the parish of Ashfield, while he challenged their respect by his +uniform gravity. It is even possible that a consciousness of a certain +stateliness and stiffness of manner became in some measure a source of +pride to him, and that he enjoyed, in his subdued way, the disposition +of the lads of the town to give him a wide pass, instead of brushing +brusquely against him, as if he were some other than the parson. + +In those days he wrote to his sister Eliza,-- + + "We are fairly settled in a pleasant home upon the main street. + The meeting-house, which you will remember, is near by; and I + have, by the blessing of God, a full attendance every Lord's + day. They listen to my poor sermons with commendable + earnestness; and I trust they may prove to them 'a savor of + life unto life.' We also find the people of the town neighborly + and kind. Squire Elderkin has proved particularly so, and is a + very energetic man in all matters relating to the parish. I + fear greatly, however, that he still lacks the intimate favor + of God, and has not humbled himself to entire submission. Yet + he is constant in his observance of nearly all the outward + forms of devotion and of worship; and we hear of his charities + in every house we enter. Strange mystery of Providence, that he + should not long since have been broken down by grace, and + become in _all_ things a devout follower of the Master! I hope + yet to see him brought a humble suppliant into the fold. His + wife is a most excellent person, lowly in her faith, and + zealous of good works. The same may also be said of their + worthy maiden sister, Miss Joanna Meacham, who is, of a truth, + a matron in Israel. Rachel and myself frequently take tea at + their house; and she is much interested in the little family of + Elderkins, who, I am glad to say, enjoy excellent advantages, + and such of them as are of proper age are duly taught in the + Shorter Westminster Catechism. + + "Deacon Tourtelot, another of our neighbors, is a devout man; + and Dame Tourtelot (as she is commonly called) is a woman of + quite extraordinary zeal and capacity. Their daughter Almira is + untiring in attendance, and aids the services by singing + treble. Deacon Simmons, who lives at quite a distance from us, + is represented to be a man of large means and earnest in the + faith. He has a large farm, and also a distillery, both of + which are said to be managed with great foresight and prudence. + I trust that the reports which I hear occasionally of his + penuriousness are not wholly true, and that in due time his + hand will be opened by divine grace to a more effectual showing + forth of the deeds of charity. I do not allow myself to + entertain any of the scandals which unfortunately belong more + or less to every parish, and which so interrupt the growth of + that Christian love which is the parent of all virtues; and I + trust that these good people may come in time to see that it is + better to live together in harmony than to foment those + bickerings which have led so recently to the dismissal of my + poor brother in the Gospel. Our home affairs are, I believe, + managed prudently,--the two servants being most excellent + persons, and my little Rachel a very sunbeam in the house." + +And the little sunbeam writes to Mrs. Handby at about the same date,--we +will say from six to eight months after their entry,-- + + "Everything goes on _delightfully_, dear mamma. Esther is a + good creature, and helps me wonderfully. You would laugh to see + me fingering the raw meats at the butcher's cart to choose nice + pieces, which I really _can do_ now; and it is fortunate I can, + for the goodman Benjamin knows _positively nothing_ of such + things, and I am sure wouldn't be able to tell mutton from + beef. + + "The little parlor is nicely furnished; there is an elegant + hair sofa, and over the mantel is the portrait of Major Johns; + and then the goodman has insisted upon hanging under the + looking-glass _my old sampler in crewel_, with a gilt frame + around it; on the table is the illustrated 'Pilgrim's Progress' + papa gave me, and a volume of 'Calmet's Dictionary' I have + taken out of the study--it is full of _such beautiful + pictures_,--and 'Mrs. Hannah More' in full gilt. The big Bible + you gave us, the goodman says, is too large for easy handling; + so it is kept on a stand in the corner, with the great + fly-brush of peacock's feathers hanging over it. I have put + charming blue chintz curtains in the spare chamber, and + arranged everything there very nicely; so that, _before a + certain event_, you must be sure to come and take possession. + + "Last night we took tea again with the Elderkins, and Mrs. + Elderkin was as kind to me as ever, and Miss Meacham is an + excellent woman, and the little ones are loves of children; and + I wish you could see them. But you will, you know, _quite + soon_. Sometimes I fall to crying, when I think of it all; and + then the goodman comes and puts his hand on my head, and + says,--'Rachel! Rachel, my dear! is this your gratitude for all + God's mercies?' And then I jump up, and kiss his grave face, + and laugh through my tears. He is a dear good man. This is all + very foolish, I suppose; but, mamma, isn't it the way with all + women? + + "Dame Tourtelot is a great storm of a creature, and she comes + down upon us every now and then, and advises me about the + housekeeping and the table, and the servants, and + Benjamin,--giving me a great many good hints, I suppose; but in + such a way, and calling me 'my child,' as makes me feel good + for nothing, and as if I were not fit to be mistress. Miss + Almira is a quiet thing, and has a piano. She dresses _very + queerly_, and, I have been told, written poetry for the + 'Hartford Courant,' _over two stars_--* *. She seems a good + creature, though, and comes to see us often. The chaise is a + _great_ comfort, and our old horse Dobbins is a good, sober + horse. Benjamin often takes me with him in his drives to see + the parishioners who live out of town. He tells me about the + trees and the flowers, and a thousand matters I never heard of. + Indeed, he is a good man, and he knows a _world_ of things." + +The tender-hearted, kind soul makes her way into the best graces of the +people of Ashfield: the older ones charmed with that blithe spirit of +hers, and all the younger ones mating easily with her simple, outspoken +naturalness. She goes freely everywhere; she is not stiffened by any +ceremony, nor does she carry any stately notions of the dignity of her +office,--some few there may be who wish that she had a keener sense of +the importance of her position; she even bursts unannounced into the +little glazed corner of the Tew partners, where she prattles away with +the sedate Mistress Tew in good, kindly fashion, winning that stiff old +lady's heart, and moving her to declare to all customers that the +parson's wife has no pride about her, and is "a dear little thing, to be +sure!" + +On summer evenings, Dobbins is to be seen, two or three times in the +week, jogging along before the square-topped chaise, upon some highway +that leads into the town, with the parson seated within, with slackened +rein, and in thoughtful mood, from which he rouses himself from time to +time with a testy twitch and noisy chirrup that urge the poor beast into +a faster gait. All the while the little wife sits beside him, as if a +twittering sparrow had nestled itself upon the same perch with some +grave owl, and sat with him side by side, watching for the big eyes to +turn upon her, and chirping some pretty response for every solemn +utterance of the wise old bird beside her. + + +VIII. + +On the return from one of these parochial drives, not long after their +establishment at Ashfield, it happened that the good parson and his wife +were not a little startled at sight of a stranger lounging familiarly at +their door. A little roof jutted out over the entrance to the parsonage, +without any apparent support, and flanking the door were two plank +seats, with their ends toward the street, cut away into the shape of +those "settles" which used to be seen in country taverns, and which here +seemed to invite a quiet out-of-door gossip. But the grave manner of the +parson had never invited to a very familiar use of this loitering-place, +even by the most devoted of the parishioners; and the appearance of a +stranger of some two-and-thirty years, with something in his manner, as +much as in his dress, which told of large familiarity with the world, +lounging upon this little porch, had amazed the passers-by, as much as +it now did the couple who drove up slowly in the square-topped chaise. + +"Who can it be, Benjamin?" says Rachel. + +"I really can't say," returns the parson. + +"He seems very much at home, my dear,"--as indeed he does, with his feet +stretched out upon the bench, and eyeing curiously the approaching +vehicle. + +As it draws near, his observation being apparently satisfactory, he +walks briskly down to the gate, and greets the parson with,-- + +"My dear Johns, I'm delighted to see you!" + +At this the parson knew him, and greets him,-- + +"Maverick, upon my word!" and offers his hand. + +"And this is Mrs. Johns, I suppose," says the stranger, bowing +graciously, "Allow me, Madam"; and he assists her to alight. "Your +husband and myself were old college-friends, partners of the same bench, +and I've used no ceremony, you see, in finding him out." + +Rachel, eyeing him furtively, with a little rustic courtesy, "is glad to +see any of her husband's old friends." + +The parson--upon his feet now--shakes the stranger's hand heartily +again. + +"I am very glad to see you, Maverick; but I thought you were out of the +country." + +"So I have been, Johns; am home only upon a visit, and hearing by +accident that you had become a clergyman--as I always thought you +would--and were settled hereabout, I determined to run down and see you +before sailing again." + +"You must stop with me. Rachel, dear, will you have the spare room made +ready for Mr. Maverick?" + +"My dear Madam, don't give yourself the least trouble; I am an old +traveller, and can make myself quite comfortable at the tavern yonder; +but if it's altogether convenient, I shall be delighted to pass the +night under the roof of my old friend. I shall be off to-morrow noon," +continued he, turning to the parson, "and until then I want you to put +off your sermons and make me one of your parishioners." + +So they all went into the parsonage together. + +Frank Maverick, as he had said, had shared the same bench with Johns in +college; and between them, unlike as they were in character, there had +grown up a strong friendship,--one of those singular intimacies which +bind the gravest men to the most cheery and reckless. Maverick was +forever running into scrapes and consulting the cool head of Johns to +help him out of them. There was never a tutor's windows to be broken in, +or a callithumpian frolic, (which were in vogue in those days,) but +Maverick bore a hand in both; and somehow, by a marvellous address that +belonged to him, always managed to escape, or at most to receive only +some grave admonition from the academic authorities. Johns advised with +him, (giving as serious advice then as he could give now,) and added +from time to time such assistance in his studies as a plodding man can +always lend to one of quick brain, who makes no reckoning of time. + +Upon a certain occasion Maverick had gone over with Johns to his home, +and the Major had taken an immense fancy to the buoyant young fellow, so +full of spirits, and so charmingly frank. "If your characters could only +be welded together," he used to say to his son, "you would both be the +better for it; he a little of your gravity, and you something of his +rollicking carelessness." This bound Johns to his friend more closely +than ever. There was, moreover, great honesty and conscientiousness in +the lad's composition: he could beat in a tutor's window for the frolic +of the thing, and by way of paying off some old grudge for a black mark; +but there was a strong spice of humanity at the bottom even of his +frolics. It happened one day, that his friend Ben Johns told him that +one of the bats which had done terrible execution on the tutor's windows +had also played havoc on his table, breaking a bottle of ink, and +deluging some half-dozen of the tutor's books; "and do you know," said +Johns, "the poor man who has made such a loss is saving up all his pay +here for a mother and two or three fatherless children?" + +"The Deuse he is!" said Maverick, and his hand went to his pocket, which +was always pretty full. "I say, Johns, don't peach on me, but I think I +must have thrown that bat, (which Johns knew to be hardly possible, for +he had only come up at the end of the row,) and I want you to get this +money to him, to make those books good again. Will you do it, old +fellow?" + +This was the sort of character to win upon the quiet son of the Major. +"If he were only more earnest," he used to say,--"if he could give up +his trifling,--if he would only buckle down to serious study, as some of +us do, what great things he might accomplish!" A common enough fancy +among those of riper years,--as if all the outlets of a man's +nerve-power could be dammed into what shape the possessor would! + +Maverick was altogether his old self this night at the parsonage. Rachel +listened admiringly, as he told of his travel and of his foreign +experiences. He was the son of a merchant of an Eastern seaport who had +been long engaged in the Mediterranean trade with a branch house at +Marseilles; and thither Frank had gone two or three years after leaving +college, to fill some subordinate post, and finally to work his way into +a partnership, which he now held. Of course he had not lived there those +seven or eight years last past without his visit to Paris; and his easy, +careless way of describing what he had seen there in Napoleon's day--the +fetes, the processions, the display--was a kind of talk not often heard +in a New England village, and which took a strong hold upon the +imagination of Rachel. + +"And to think," says the parson, "that such a people are wholly +infidel!" + +"Well, well, I don't know," says Maverick; "I think I have seen a good +deal of faith in the Popish churches." + +"Faith in images; faith in the Virgin; faith in mummery," says Johns, +with a sigh. "'Tis always the scarlet woman of Babylon!" + +"I know," says Maverick, smiling, "these things are not much to your +taste; but we have our Protestant chapels, too." + +"Not much better, I fear," says Johns. "They are sadly impregnated with +the Genevese Socinianism." + +This was about the time that the orthodox Louis Empaytaz was suffering +the rebuke of the Swiss church authorities for his "Considerations upon +the Divinity of Jesus Christ." Aside from this, all the parson's notions +of French religion and of French philosophy were of the most aggravated +degree of bitterness. That set of Voltaire, which the Major, his father, +had once purchased, had not been without its fruit,--not legitimate, +indeed, but most decided. The books so cautiously put out of sight--like +all such--had caught the attention of the son; whereupon his mother had +given him so terrible an account of French infidelity, and such a +fearful story of Voltaire's dying remorse,--current in orthodox +circles,--as had caught strong hold upon the mind of the boy. All +Frenchmen he had learned to look upon as the children of Satan, and +their language as the language of hell. With these sentiments very +sincerely entertained, he regarded his poor friend as one living at the +very door-posts of Pandemonium, and hoped, by God's mercy, to throw +around him even now a little of the protecting grace which should keep +him from utter destruction. But though this was uppermost in his mind, +it did not forbid a grateful outflow of his old sympathies and +expressions of interest in all that concerned his friend. It seemed to +him that his easy refinement of manner, in such contrast with the +ceremonious stiffness of the New England customs of speech, was but the +sliming over of the Serpent's tongue, preparatory to a dreadful +swallowing of soul and body; and the careless grace of talk, which so +charmed the innocent Rachel, appeared to the exacting Puritan a token of +the enslavement of his old friend to sense and the guile of this world. + +Nine o'clock was the time for evening prayers at the parsonage, which +under no circumstances were ever omitted; and as the little clock in the +dining-room chimed the hour, Mr. Johns rose to lead the way from his +study, where they had passed the evening. + +"It's our hour for family prayer," says Johns; "will you come with us?" + +"Most certainly," says Maverick, rising. "I should be sorry not to have +this little scene of New England life to take back with me: it will +recall home pleasantly." + +The servants were summoned, and the parson read in his wonted way a +chapter,--not selected, but designated by the old book-mark, which was +carried forward from day to day throughout the sacred volume. In his +prayer the parson asked specially for Divine Grace to overshadow all +those journeying from their homes,--to protect them,--to keep alive in +their hearts the teachings of their youth,--to shield them from the +insidious influences of sin and of the world, and to bring them in God's +own good time into the fold of the elect. + +Shortly after prayers Rachel retired for the night. The parson and his +old friend talked for an hour or more in the study, but always as men +whose thoughts were unlike; Maverick filled and exuberant with the +prospects of this life; and the parson, by a settled purpose, which +seemed like instinct, making all his observations bear upon futurity. + +"The poor man has grown very narrow," thought Maverick. + +And yet Johns entered with friendly interest into the schemes of his +companion. + +"So you count upon spending your life there?" says the parson. + +"It is quite probable," says Maverick. "I am doing exceedingly well; the +climate, bating some harsh winds in winter, is enjoyable. Why shouldn't +I?" + +"It's a question to put to your conscience," says Johns, "not to me. A +man can but do his duty, as well there as here perhaps. A little graft +of New Englandism may possibly work good. Do you mean to marry in +France, Maverick?" + +A shade passed over the face of his friend; but recovering himself, with +a little musical laugh, he said,-- + +"I really can't say: there are very charming women there, Johns." + +"I am afraid so," uttered the parson, dryly. + +"By the way," said Maverick,--"you will excuse me,--but you will be +having a family by and by,"--at which the parson fairly blushed,--"you +must let me send over some little gift for your first boy; it sha'n't be +one that will harm him, though it comes from our heathen side of the +world." + +"There's a gift you might bestow, Maverick, that I should value beyond +price." + +"Pray what is it?" + +"Live such a life, my friend, that I could say to any boy of mine, +'Follow the example of that man.'" + +"Ah," said Maverick, with his easy, infectious laugh, "that's more than +I can promise. To tell the truth, Johns, I don't believe I could by any +possibility fall into the prim, stiff ways which make a man commendable +hereabout. Even if I were religiously disposed, or should ever think of +adopting your profession, I fancy I should take to the gown and +liturgy, as giving a little freer movement to my taste. You don't like +to think of that, I'll wager." + +"You might do worse things," said the parson, sadly. + +"I know I might," said Maverick, thoughtfully; "I greatly fear I shall. +Yet it's not altogether a bad life I'm looking forward to, Johns: we'll +say ten or fifteen more years of business on the other side; marrying +sometime in the interval,--certainly not until I have a good revenue; +then, possibly, I may come over among you again, establish a pretty home +in the neighborhood of one of your towns; look after a girl and boy or +two, who may have come into the family; get the title of Squire; give +fairly to the missionary societies; take my place in a good big +family-pew; dabble in politics, perhaps, so that people shall dub me +'Honorable': isn't that a fair show, Johns?" + +There was a thief in the candle, which the parson removed with the +snuffers. + +"As for yourself," continued Maverick, "they'll give you the title of +Doctor after a few years!"--The parson raised his hand, as if to put +away the thought.--"I know," continued his friend, "you don't seek +worldly honors: but they will drift upon you; they'll all love you +hereabout, in spite of your seriousness (the parson smiled); you'll have +your house full of children; you'll be putting a wing here and a wing +there; and when I come back, twenty years hence, if I live, I shall find +you comfortably gray, and your pretty wife in spectacles, knitting +mittens for the youngest boy, and the oldest at college, and your girls +grown into tall village belles;--but, Johns, don't, I beg, be too strict +with them; you can't make a merry young creature the better by insisting +upon seriousness; you can't crowd goodness into a body by pounding upon +it. What are you thinking of, Johns?" + +The parson was sitting with his eyes bent upon a certain figure in the +green and red Scotch carpet. + +"Thinking, Maverick, that in twenty years' time, if alive, we may be +less fit for heaven than we are to-day." + +There was a pitying kindliness in the tone of the minister, as he said +this, which touched Maverick. + +"There's no doubt on your score, Johns, God bless you! But we must +paddle our own boats: I dare say you'll come out a long way before me; +you always did, you know. Every man to his path." + +"There's but _one_," said Johns, solemnly, "that leadeth to eternal +rest." + +"Yes, I know," says Maverick, with a gay smile upon his face, which the +parson remembered long after, "we are the goats; but you must have a +little pity on us, for all that." + +With these words they parted for the night. + +Next morning, before the minister was astir, Maverick was strolling +about the garden and the village street, and at breakfast appeared with +a little bunch of violets he had gathered from Rachel's flower-patch, +and laid them by her plate. (It was a graceful attention, that not even +the clergyman had ever paid to her.) And he further delighted her with a +description of some floral fete which he had witnessed at Marseilles, in +the year of the Restoration. + +"They welcomed their old masters, then?" said the parson. + +"Perhaps so; one can never say. The French express their joy with +flowers, and they bury their grief with flowers. I like them for it; I +think there's a ripe philosophy in it." + +"A heathen philosophy," said the minister. + +At noon Maverick left upon the old swaying stage-coach,--looking out, as +he passed, upon the parsonage, with its quaintly panelled door, and its +diamond lights, of which he long kept the image in his mind. That brazen +knocker he seemed to hear in later years, beating,--beating as if his +brain lay under it. + +"I think Mr. Frank Maverick is a most charming man," said the pretty +Mrs. Johns to her husband. + +"He is, Rachel, and generous and open-hearted,--and yet, in the sight +of Heaven, I fear, a miserable sinner." + +"But, Benjamin, my dear, we are all sinners." + +"All,--all, Rachel, God help us!" + + +IX. + +In December of the year 1820 came about a certain event of which hint +has been already given by the party chiefly concerned; and Mrs. Johns +presented her husband with a fine boy, who was in due time +christened--Reuben. + +Mrs. Handby was present at this eventful period, occupying the +guest-chamber, and delighting in all the little adornments that had been +prepared by the loving hands of her daughter; and upon the following +Sabbath, Mr. Johns, for the first time since his entrance upon the +pastoral duties of Ashfield, ventured to repeat an old sermon. Dame +Tourtelot had been present on the momentous occasion, with such a +tempest of suggestions in regard to the wrappings and feeding of the new +comer, that the poor mother had quietly begged the good clergyman to +decoy her, on her next visit, into his study. This he did, and succeeded +in fastening her with a discussion upon the import of the word +_baptize_, in which he was in a fair way of being carried by storm, if +he had not retreated under cover of his Greek Lexicon. + +Mrs. Elderkin had been zealous in neighborly offices, and had brought, +in addition to a great basket of needed appliances, a silver porringer, +which, with wonderful foresight, had been ordered from a Hartford +jeweller in advance. The out-of-door man, Larkin, took a well-meaning +pride in this accession to the family,--walking up and down the street +with a broad grin upon his face. He also became the bearer, in behalf of +the Tew partners, of a certain artful contrivance of tin ware for the +speedy stewing of pap, which, considering that the donors were childless +people, was esteemed a very great mark of respect for the minister. + +Would it be strange, if the father felt a new ambition stirring in him, +as he listened from his study to that cry of a child in the house? He +does feel it, and struggles against it. Are not all his flock his +spiritual children? and is he not appointed of Heaven to lead them +toward the rest which is promised? Should that babe be more to him than +a hundred others who are struggling through life's snares wearily? It +may touch him, indeed, cruelly to think it; but is not the soul of the +most worthless person of his parish as large in the eye of the Master as +this of his first-born? Shall these human ties supplant the spiritual +ones by which we are all coheirs of eternal death or of eternal life? +And in this way the minister schools himself against too demonstrative a +joy or love, and prays God silently that His gift may not be a +temptation. + +For all this, however, there is many a walk which would have been taken +of old under the orchard trees now transferred to the chamber, where he +paces back and forth with the babe in his arms, soothing its outcry, as +he thinks out his discourse for the following Sabbath. + +In due time Mrs. Handby returns to her home. The little child pushes +through its first month of venturesome encounter with the rough world it +has entered upon bravely; and the household is restored to its uniform +placidity. The affairs of the parish follow their accustomed course. +From time to time there are meetings of the "Consociation," or other +ministerial assemblages, in the town, when the parsonage is overflowing, +and Rachel, with a simple grace, is compelled to do the honors to a +corps of the Congregational brotherhood. As for the parson, he was like +a child in all household matters. Over and over he would invite his +brethren flocking in from the neighboring villages to pass the night +with him, when Rachel would decoy him into a corner, and declare, with a +most pitiable look of distress, that not a bed was unoccupied in the +house. Whereupon the goodman would quietly take his hat, and trudge +away to Squire Elderkin's, or, on rarer occasions, to Deacon +Tourtelot's, and ask the favor of lodging with them one of his clerical +brethren. + +At other times, before some such occasion of clerical entertainment, the +little housewife, supported by Esther with broom and a great array of +mops, would wait upon the parson in his study and order him away to his +walk in the orchard,--an order which the poor man never ventured to +resist; but, taking perhaps a pocket volume of Doddridge, or of +Cowper,--the only poet he habitually read,--he would sally out with hat +and cane,--this latter a gift of an admiring parishioner, which it +pleased Rachel he should use, and which she always brought to him at +such times, with a little childish mime of half-entreaty and +half-command that it was not in his heart to resist, and which on rare +occasions (that were subject of self-accusation afterward) provoked him +to an answering kiss. At which Rachel:-- + +"Now go and leave us, please; there's a good man! And mind," (shaking +her forefinger at him,) "dinner at half past twelve: Larkin will blow +the shell." + +The parson, as he paced back and forth under the apple-trees, out of +sight, and feeling the need of more vigorous exercise than his usual +meditative gait afforded, would on occasions brandish his cane and +assume a military air and stride, (he remembered the Major's only too +well,) getting in a glow with the unusual movement, and in the heat of +it thanking God for all the blessings that had befallen him: a pleasant +home; a loving wife; a little boy to bear the name, in which, with all +his spiritual tendencies, he yet took a very human pride; health,--and +he whisked his cane as vigorously as ever the Major had done his +cumbrous sword,--the world's comforts; a congregation that met him +kindly, that listened kindly. Was he not leading them in the path of +salvation, and rejoicing in the leadership? + +And then, to himself,--"Be careful, careful, Benjamin Johns, that you +take not too great a pride in this work and home of yours. You are but +an instrument in greater hands; He doeth with you what seemeth Him best. +Let not the enticements of the world be too near your thought." In this +way it was that the minister pruned down all the shoots of his natural +affections, lest they might prove a decoy to him, and wrapped himself +ever more closely in the rigors of his chosen theology. + +As the boy Reuben grows, and gains a firmer footing, he sometimes +totters beside the clergyman in these orchard walks, clinging blindly to +his hand, and lifting his uncertain feet with great effort over the +interrupting tufts of grass, unheeded by the minister, who is pondering +some late editorial of the "Boston Recorder." But far oftener the boy is +with the mother, burying his face in that dear lap of hers,--lifting the +wet face to have tears kissed away and forgotten. And as he thrives and +takes the strength of three or four years, he walks beside her under the +trees of the village street, clad in such humble finery as the Handby +grandparents may have bestowed; and he happens oftenest, on these +strolls with Rachel, into the hospitable home of the Elderkins, where +there are little ones to romp with the boy. Most noticeable of all, just +now, one Philip Elderkin, (of whom more will have to be said as this +story progresses,) only a year the senior of Reuben, but of far stouter +frame, who looks admiringly on the minister's child, and as he grows +warm in play frights him with some show of threat, which makes the +little Reuben run for cover to the arms of Rachel. Whereat the mother +kisses him into boldness, and tells him that Phil is a good boy and +means no harm to him. + +Often, too, in the square-topped chaise, the child is seated on a little +stool between the parson and his wife, as they drive away upon their +visits to the outskirts of the parish,--puzzling them with those strange +questions which come from a boy just exploring his way into the world of +talk. + +"Benjamin," says Rachel, as they were nearing home upon one of these +drives, "Reuben is quite a large boy now, you know; have you ever +written to your friend, Mr. Maverick? You remember he promised a gift +for him." + +"Never," said the minister, whose goodness rarely took the shape of +letter-writing,--least of all where the task would seem to remind of a +promised favor. + +"You've not forgotten it? You've not forgotten Mr. Maverick?" + +"Not forgotten, Rachel,--not forgotten to pray for him." + +"I _would_ write, Benjamin; it might be something that would be of +service to Reuben. _Please_ don't forget it, Benjamin." + +And the minister promised. + +In the autumn of 1824,--the minister of Ashfield being still in good +favor with nearly all his parishioners, and his wife Rachel being still +greatly beloved,--a rumor ran through the town, one day, that there was +serious illness at the parsonage, the Doctor's horse and saddle-bags +being observed in waiting at the front gate for two hours together. +Following close upon this, the Tew partners reported--having received +undoubted information from Larkin, who still kept in his old +service--that a daughter was born to the minister, but so feeble that +there were grave doubts if the young Rachel could survive. The report +was well founded; and after three or four days of desperate struggle +with life, the poor child dropped away. Thus death came into the +parsonage with so faint and shadowy a tread, it hardly startled one. The +babe had been christened in the midst of its short struggle, and in this +the father found such comfort as he could; yet reckoning the poor, +fluttering little soul as a sinner in Adam, through whom all men fell, +he confided it with a great sigh to God. + +It would have been well, if his grief had rested there. But two days +thereafter there was a rumor on the village street,--flying like the +wind, as such rumors do, from house to house,--"The minister's wife is +dead!" + +"I want to know!" said Mrs. Tew, lifting herself from her task of +assorting the mail, and removing her spectacles in nervous haste. "Do +tell! It a'n't possible! Miss Johns dead?" + +"Yes," says Larkin, "as true as I live, she's dead"; and his voice broke +as he said it,--the kind little woman had so won upon him. + +Squire Elderkin, like a good Christian, came hurrying to the parsonage +to know what this strange report could mean. The study was unoccupied. +With the familiarity of an old friend he made his way up the cramped +stairs. The chamber-door was flung wide open: there was no reason why +the whole parish might not come in. The nurse, sobbing in a corner, was +swaying back and forth, her hands folded across her lap. Reuben, +clinging to the coverlet, was feeling his way along the bed, if by +chance his mother's hand might catch hold upon his; and the minister +standing with a chair before him, his eyes turned to heaven (the same +calm attitude which he took at his evening prayer-meeting) was +entreating God to "be over his house, to strengthen him, to pour down +his Spirit on him, to bind up the bruised hearts,--to spare,--spare"---- + +Even the stout Squire Elderkin withdraws outside the door, that he may +the better conceal his emotion. + +The death happened on a Friday. The Squire, after a few faltering +expressions of sympathy, asked regarding the burial. "Should it not be +on Sunday?" + +"Not on Sunday," says Mr. Johns; "God help me, Squire,--but this is not +a work of necessity or mercy. Let it be on Monday." + +"On Monday, then," said Elderkin,--"and let me take the arrangement of +it all off your thought; and we will provide some one to preach for you +on the Sabbath." + +"No, Mr. Elderkin, no; I am always myself in the pulpit. I shall find +courage there." + +And he did. A stranger would not have suspected that the preacher's wife +lay dead at home; the same unction and earnestness that had always +characterized him; the same unyielding rigidity of doctrine: "_Except ye +repent, ye shall all likewise perish._" + +Once only--it was in the reading of the last hymn in the afternoon +service--his voice broke, and he sat down half through. But as the song +rose under the old roof of the meeting-house, his courage rose with it. +He seemed ashamed of the transitory weakness. What right had he to bring +private griefs to such a place? What right had the leader to faint, when +the army were pressing forward to the triumph God had promised to the +faithful? So it was in a kind of ecstasy that he rose, and joined with a +firm, loud voice in the final doxology. + +One or two of the good old ladies, with a sad misconception of the force +that was in him, and of the divine aid which seemed vouchsafed to him +during the service, came to him, as he passed out, to give him greeting +and a word of condolence. For that time only he passed them by, as if +they had been wooden images. His spirit had been strained to its +uttermost, and would bear no more. He made his way home with an +ungainly, swift gait,--home to the dear bedside,--down upon his +knees,--struggling with his weakness,--praying. + +At the tea-hour Esther knocked; but in vain. An hour after, his boy +came,--came at the old woman's suggestion, (who had now the care of +him,) and knelt by his side. + +"Reuben,--my boy!" + +"She's in heaven, isn't she, father?" + +"God only knows, my son. He hath mercy on whom He will have mercy." + +Small as he was, the boy flushed at this:-- + +"I think it's a bad God, if she isn't in heaven.' + +"Nay, Reuben, little one, blaspheme not: His ways are not as our ways. +Kiss her now, and we will sit down to our supper." + +And so they passed out together to their lonely repast. It had been a +cheerful meal in days gone, this Sunday's supper. For the dinner, owing +to the scruples of the parson, was but a cold lunch always; and in the +excited state in which the preacher found himself between services, +there was little of speech; even Reuben's prattle, if he ventured upon +it, caught a quick "Hist!" from the mamma. But with the return of Esther +from the afternoon Bible-class, there was a big fire lighted in the +kitchen, and some warm dishes served, such as diffused an appetizing +odor through the house. The clergyman, too, wore an air of relief, +having preached his two sermons, and showing a capital appetite, like +most men who have acquitted themselves of a fatiguing duty. Besides +which, the parson guarded that old New England custom of beginning his +Sabbath at sundown on Saturday,--so that, by the time the supper of +Sunday was fairly over, Reuben could be counting it no sin, if he should +steal a run into the orchard. Nay, it is quite probable that the poor +little woman who was dead had always welcomed cheerily the opened door +of Sunday evening, and the relaxing gravity, as night fell, of her +husband's starched look. + +What wonder, if she had loved, even as much as the congregational +singing, the music of the birds at the dusk of a summer's day? It was +hard measure which many of the old divines meted out, in excluding from +their ideas of worship all alliance with the charms of Nature, or indeed +with any beauties save those which were purely spiritual. It is certain +that the poor woman had enjoyed immensely those Sabbath-evening strolls +through the garden and orchard, hand in hand with Reuben and the +minister,--with such keen and exhilarating sense of God's goodness, of +trust in Him, of hope, as was not invariably wakened by the sermons of +her Benjamin. + +On the evening of which we speak, the father and son walked down the +orchard alone. The birds sang their merriest as day closed in; and as +they turned upon their walk, and the good man saw through the vista of +garden and orchard a bright light flitting across an upper window of +his house, the mad hope flashed upon him for an instant (such baseless +fancies will sometimes possess the calmest minds) that she had +waked,--his Rachel,--and was there to meet him. The next moment the +light and the hope were gone. His fingers gave such a convulsive grip +upon the hand of his little boy that Reuben cried out with pain, "Papa, +papa, you hurt me!" + +The parson bent down and kissed him. + + + + +ANCIENT MINING ON THE SHORES OF LAKE SUPERIOR. + + +In the month of March, 1848, Samuel O. Knapp and J.B. Townsend +discovered, from tracks in the snow, that a hedgehog had taken up his +winter-quarters in a cavity of a ledge of rocks, about twelve miles from +Ontonagon, Lake Superior, in the neighborhood of the Minnesota Copper +Mine. In order to capture their game, they procured a pick and shovel, +and commenced an excavation by removing the vegetable mould and rubbish +that had accumulated about the mouth of what proved to be a small cavern +in the rock. At the depth of a few feet they discovered numerous stone +hammers or mauls; and they saw that the cavern was not a natural one, +but had been worked out by human agency, and that the stone implements, +found in great profusion in and about it, were the tools used in making +the excavation. Further examination developed a well-defined vein of +native copper running through the rock; and it was evidently with a view +of getting this metal that this extensive opening had been made. + +This was the first instance where "ancient diggings"--as they are +familiarly called in the Lake Superior region--were ever recognized as +such; and this artificial cavern presents the most conclusive proofs +that a people in the remote past worked those mines. Upon the discovery +of this mine, attention was at once directed to numerous other cavities +and depressions in the surface of the earth at this and other points, +and the result was that nearly a hundred ancient pits were found, and in +all of them mining-tools of various kinds. These ancient mines or pits +are not restricted to one locality, but extend over the entire length of +the copper region, from the eastern extremity of Keweenaw Point to the +Porcupine Mountains, a distance of nearly one hundred miles. + +In some of the ancient diggings, the stone hammers have the marks of +hard usage, fractured or battered faces, and a large proportion of them +are broken and unfit for use; but in other pits the hammers are all +sound, and many of them have the appearance of never having been used. +These hammers, or mauls, which are of various sizes, and not uniform in +shape, are water-worn stones, of great hardness, similar in all respects +to those that are found in abundance on the shore of the Lake, or in the +gravel-banks of that region. They are generally trap-rock, embracing the +varieties of gray, porphyritic, hornblendic, sienitic, and amygdaloidal +trap, and appear to have had no labor expended upon them except the +chiselling of a groove around the middle for the purpose of attaching a +withe to serve as a handle. In a few instances, I have noticed small +hammers, usually egg-shaped, without a groove; and the battered or worn +appearance at one end was all that induced the belief that they were +ever used for hammering. + +These hammers are usually from six to eight inches in length, and from +eight to twelve inches in circumference, and weigh from four to eight +pounds; but I have measured specimens that were twenty-four inches in +circumference at the groove, and would weigh thirty pounds. It seems +hardly probable that one man could wield so ponderous a tool; and from +the fact that some of the large mauls have two grooves around them, it +is presumed that two men were employed in using them. + +Stone hammers are found in all the ancient diggings, and in some +instances the number is almost incredible. From the pits near the +Minnesota mines it is estimated that ten cart-loads have been removed; I +was informed that a well there was entirely stoned up with them, and +from the great number still remaining I am inclined to believe the +report. A still greater number are said to have been found at the +Mesnard and Pontiac Mines, in the Portage Lake district. Farther east, +in the vicinity of the Cliff and Central Mines, they are also abundant; +and it would seem, from the circumstance of their being invariably found +in the pits, that the law among the ancient miners was similar to the +one adopted by the adventurers in California a few years since, who +established their claims by leaving their tools upon the land or in the +pits where they were digging for gold. + +In addition to the stone implements, copper chisels, wedges, or "gads," +are often found in the abandoned mines; and in the vicinity, as well as +in places more remote, other copper relics are found, consisting of +knives, spear-points, and rings, like the bracelets of the present day. +In a collection at the Douglas House, in Houghton, Portage Lake, are +ornaments of this kind, and also some spear-heads, nicely wrought and +similar in shape and size to the blade of a spontoon. But I have never +seen a copper relic that had the appearance of having been melted. They +invariably appear to have been cut and hammered into shape from a mass +of native copper. + +Colonel Charles Whittlesey, of Cleveland, Ohio, who has examined these +"ancient diggings," has several interesting relics, some of which he has +figured and described in the thirteenth volume of the "Smithsonian +Contributions to Knowledge." In the Vermont State Cabinet is a +spear-head of native copper, about six inches long, which was found in +Williston, Vermont, in 1843. + +It may be proper here to remark, that the copper in these relics is +tougher than that which has been fused, and so is the native copper of +Lake Superior; and occasionally in these copper relics blotches and +grains of native silver are found. These circumstances serve to +establish the fact, that the material of which the implements were made +was obtained at Lake Superior; for there, and nowhere else in America, +is native silver found in grains, and sometimes in considerable masses, +imbedded in a matrix of native copper. I well remember, when a boy, +reading an article relating to the "Lost Arts," in which the fact was +stated, that a piece of metal consisting of pure copper and silver had +been found in Hamilton County, Ohio, and that a copper knife had been +found in one of the ancient mounds at Marietta, which had distinct +blotches of pure silver in it. The writer of the article claimed that +the people who manufactured that knife were in the possession of an art, +now lost, by which copper and silver could be melted and +indiscriminately mixed, but upon cooling would separate and remain +distinct and pure, instead of forming an alloy. The discovery of native +copper and silver similarly associated in the Lake Superior mines has +not only destroyed this theory, but has established beyond a doubt the +locality whence that copper knife, and other relics found in the ancient +mounds and elsewhere, were obtained. + +Billets of wood that bear the marks of a tolerably sharp-cutting tool +are often found in the old mines where water has been suffered to remain +since their abandonment. In the Waterbury Mine wooden shovels were found +about three and one half feet long, some of which were much worn upon +the blade, and appeared as though they had been used for scraping +together and throwing out the refuse rock and dirt from the mine.[A] At +the same locality a wooden bowl was found, the side being so worn as to +show conclusively that it had been used for baling water from the mine. +Similar implements have been found at the mines in the Portage Lake and +Ontonagon districts. When first found, these wooden implements appear +sound, and being thoroughly saturated with water are heavy and can be +handled without breaking; but when dried they often crack and warp so as +to retain little of their original form and appearance. It is to be +regretted that but few of these wooden relics were saved and properly +preserved by those who found them. In a few instances the wooden withe +or handle has been found attached to the hammers, but upon being dried +they usually fall to pieces. + +At the Hilton Mine in the Ontonagon district, in October, 1863, as the +men were removing the vegetable mould that had accumulated in one of the +old pits, they found at the depth of about nine feet a leather bag, +which was eleven inches long and seven inches wide. It was lying upon a +mass of native copper which the ancient miners had unsuccessfully +attempted to remove from its parent vein. The bag was in a remarkable +state of preservation, the leather being quite pliable and as tough as +sheepskin. It was made up with the hair inside, was sewed across the +bottom and up one side with a leather string, and near the top holes +were cut and a leather string inserted to close the mouth by drawing it +together. The bag was empty, but from its appearance I judged that it +had been used for transporting copper or other mineral,--the leather in +places showing marks of much service, and the hair being almost entirely +worn off. I was unable to determine what kind of skin it was, but +inclined to the belief that it was from the walrus, as the short, stubby +hairs more closely resembled those of that animal than of any other with +which I am acquainted. At the time I saw the bag,--the day after it was +discovered,--it was in the possession of C. M. Sanderson, Esq., the +agent of the Knowlton Mine; but I hear it has since been taken to Boston +and sold. + +In several of the ancient mines considerable masses of pure copper +detached from the main lode have been found, which were left there by +those who mined it. At the Central Mine, not far from Eagle Harbor, a +mass of copper was found in one of these old pits that weighed forty-six +tons. Every portion of the surface was smooth, and appeared as though it +had been hammered by those who detached it from its original vein. In +the Mesnard Mine, in the Portage Lake district, a detached mass of +copper was found that weighed eighteen tons, hammered smooth like the +mass before named. + +But the most interesting specimen was found in an old pit near the +Minnesota Mine. In removing the accumulated leaves and vegetable mould, +the workmen, at the depth of eighteen feet, discovered a mass of copper +ten feet long, three feet wide, and more than a foot thick, weighing six +tons. On removing the earth around the mass, it was found to rest upon +skids, or timbers, piled up to the height of about five feet. These +timbers, having been constantly covered with water, were in a good state +of preservation, and at the ends showed plainly the marks of the tool +used in cutting them. It was thought by those who saw the billets when +they were plump, that they were a species of oak; but the few remaining +pieces which I have seen were so cracked and shrivelled that I have been +unable to form an opinion as to the kind of wood. This mass of copper, +like all others found in those ancient pits, was divested of all its +ragged points, and hammered perfectly smooth. There was nothing in its +appearance to show that it had ever been cut from another mass; but upon +clearing out the rubbish from the bottom of the mine, which was about +twenty-six feet below the surface, a vein of pure metal was found from +which this had evidently been taken. + +A few unfinished jobs have been found in these ancient pits, which throw +some light upon the manner in which the work was carried on. In two +instances there were projecting masses somewhat resembling urns, or +inverted short-necked bottles, and completely smoothed by hammering, +especially at the thinner portion or neck. It appears that the ancient +miners first removed the rock from around the veins of copper. This was +done by building fires upon or about it, and, when heated, crumbling it +by throwing on water. By means of stone mauls the fragments were broken +up and removed. When the vein was sufficiently exposed on all sides, a +point was selected where the copper was thinner or narrower than the +average of the vein. Here they commenced cutting off a mass, and by +patient and long-continued hammering severed the two portions of the +vein. In all the ancient mines which I have visited there is abundant +evidence that fire was extensively used in the removal of rock; for not +only do the rocks give proof of having been heated, but charcoal and +ashes are invariably found at the bottom of all the rock excavations. + +In general, the mining was done by surface openings along the line of +the outcrop of the vein; but occasionally adits are driven into the +rock, similar to the one first discovered at the Minnesota Mine before +alluded to. + +The surface mines are usually nearly filled with leaves and vegetable +mould that have accumulated during the centuries that have elapsed since +their abandonment, and till within a few years a heavy growth of timber +covered the land; hence the numerous slight depressions that occurred +along the line of the vein excited no suspicion that they were +artificial excavations. By the closest observers they were regarded as +natural depressions, caused either by the disintegration of the +underlying rock or the peculiar manner in which the overlying drift was +deposited. In many of these depressions, which have proved to be +abandoned mines, trees of enormous size are found growing, some of which +are ascertained, by counting their concentric rings, to be four hundred +years old. At the Hilton Mine, directly over the leather bag before +alluded to, there was a hemlock-tree about three feet in diameter. I +noticed the stump of a tree nearly four feet in diameter in a gap near +the Rockland Mine, where a hill had been actually cut asunder by these +ancient miners, and a deep valley formed by the removal of the rock. +Until very recently this valley was not recognized as an ancient mine; +for, being ten rods in width, and cutting nearly at right angles across +the strata of the rock that formed the hill, it was considered too +extensive to have been made by human hands, and was supposed to be the +result of natural causes. But about two years since, during a very dry +time, a destructive fire swept through the woods, and so completely +burned up all the vegetable matter accumulated there as to expose the +underlying rock, and reveal its true character. After the fire had done +its work, it was found that copper veins, which had been worked, ran +through the rock in the gap, and that the great bank upon the south side +of the hill, which was supposed to be a terraced gravel bank, proved to +be a vast accumulation of "attle," or refuse stone, that had been taken +from the artificial gap and deposited there. The stones forming this +immense pile are generally small, and appear to have been broken up by +heating to facilitate their removal from the mine, and possibly may have +been again broken, with the hope of finding copper in them. In the midst +of the pile I noticed several stone hammers, or mauls, some of them +measuring twenty inches in girth around their grooves, and one I brought +away weighing thirty pounds. + +When examining this locality, I was struck with a significant fact, +tending to show the long time that must have elapsed since the +abandonment of these mines. I noticed in many instances that the +artificial groove around the hammers was nearly obliterated upon the +upper side, while upon the lower side, less exposed to the abrading +agency of the atmosphere and rains, the groove presented a comparatively +fresh appearance, and even the slight markings made by the tool that cut +them were quite distinct. When I removed the overlying rock, and found a +grooved maul in a protected spot, the groove was generally as fresh as +though it had been made but a few months before. The compact nature of +the stone of which these hammers are made, and their ability to resist +the action of weather and moisture, prove conclusively that much time +has been required to disintegrate their surface so as to obliterate the +artificial work which has been expended upon them. + +I feel unwilling to leave this subject without instituting an inquiry +relative to the time when these mines were wrought, and the people who +worked them. Many who have been taught to regard the present roving +tribes of Indians as instinctively wise in matters of medicine and +mining are ready to award to that race the credit of having worked these +mines; but, inasmuch as even a traditional knowledge of their existence +was unknown to the Indians at the time the Jesuit missionaries visited +that region in the sixteenth century, we incline to the opinion that an +other and distinct race worked them. I am unable to see why the +descendants of a people residing in the same country, and subject to the +same wants, should abandon the half-worked mines which their ancestors +had opened, and even fail to hand down to their posterity a tradition of +their existence. If copper was in such demand that the ancestors of the +present race of Chippeways were induced to work so perseveringly to +obtain it, why did not the children continue to work, at least enough to +finish the jobs already commenced by their progenitors? We cannot +consistently attribute the Herculean labor expended on these mines to +the ancestors of the indolent race of North American Indians. We +incline, rather, to the opinion that the miners were the mound-builders, +who resided south of the mines, and ultimately found a home in Mexico. +The condition in which the mines were left favors this theory; for in +many instances unfinished jobs are found,--as in the case of the mass of +copper upon skids at the Minnesota Mine, and the half-severed veins in +other mines. May we not reasonably suppose that the miners came from the +South and worked during the summer months, returning to their homes in +winter? The circumstance that no traces of their habitations or +burial-places have ever been discovered in the immediate vicinity of the +mines leads to the inference that they came from a distance; and the +fact that copper rings, chisels, and knives, and occasionally stone +hammers, are found in the ancient mounds that extend in an unbroken line +from Ohio to Mexico, induces the belief that the ancient miners and the +ancient mound-builders were the same people. + +It is said that artificial mounds are found in British America; and I +was informed of one upon the banks of the Ontonagon River, about six +miles from its mouth, but was unable to visit the spot. It is well known +that they are quite abundant in Wisconsin, and extend the entire length +of the Mississippi Valley. + +It is a noticeable fact that as we proceed south we find the mounds +generally larger and more symmetrical than those in more northern +latitudes. It would seem that the people who constructed those in +British America, in moving southward, (for we strongly suspect that this +people originally crossed Behring's Strait from Asia,) improved in their +style of building, and, on arriving at the Ohio River, had so far +improved as to be able to construct those interesting works at Marietta, +Moundville, and other points in that region. It was not till about the +time they reached the Ohio Valley that they manufactured pottery. In +that valley, and thence to Mexico, fragments of earthen ware are very +common; and in the mounds entire vessels are not unfrequently found. +Upon reaching Mexico, the mounds are seen to be still further improved +in size and form, and specimens of ancient pottery are more abundant. +The great mound or pyramid at Cholula, which is a fair type of the +mounds in Mexico, is fourteen hundred and twenty-three feet square at +the base, and one hundred and seventy-seven feet high, being larger than +the celebrated pyramids of Egypt. This immense structure is said to have +been built by the Toltecs, a people who, according to tradition, as +communicated to the Spaniards, entered Mexico from the North in the year +A.D. 648, and established their capital on the northern confines of the +great valley of Mexico, at Tula, the remains of which city were visible, +and a record made of them, at the time of the Conquest by Cortes. + +This people were said to have possessed a good knowledge of agriculture, +and were well instructed in many useful mechanic arts. They mixed gold +and copper, and were experts in working these metals. For a period of +four hundred years they occupied the territory of Mexico or Anahuac; but +secession, and the attendant evils of war, pestilence, and famine, +greatly reduced their numbers, and the race disappeared from the land to +give place to their successors, the Aztecs, who also emigrated from the +North. Remnants of the Toltec race are said to have migrated still +farther south, and to have spread over Central America; and the +remarkable correspondence of dates inclines us to the belief that the +famous Manco Capac, whom the Peruvians worshipped as the founder of +their empire, may have been a wanderer from that once happy, but then +unfortunate people. The useful arts, which he made known to the +semi-barbarous people among whom he settled, instead of originating in +the great luminary of the day, and being brought to earth by a "child of +the Sun," as they were taught, are far more likely to have been +cultivated by the Toltecs in the days of their prosperity, and, on the +dissolution of their government, transmitted by those who, fearing the +result, had fled and taken refuge with the credulous Peruvians. Whether +the stupendous ruins of temples found at Mitla, Palenque, and Uxmal were +the work of the Toltecs or the Aztecs, is immaterial. It is sufficient +for the purposes of this paper to show that a people inhabited Mexico +prior to and at the time of the Conquest, who were far in advance of the +roving tribes of Indians that subsisted in the more northern and eastern +portions of North America. + +At the time of the conquests of Mexico and Peru, numerous cities were +found in those countries, and magnificent temples and palaces abounded, +some of which were richly decorated with massive images of solid gold, +others ornamented with fantastic and sometimes hideous figures carved +out of the solid rock. But what is remarkable, no _iron_ implements were +used, nor did the inhabitants have the least knowledge of its use, +notwithstanding iron ore was plentifully distributed through the country +in which they lives. Not a trace of iron has ever been found in those +grand ruins of Yucatan visited by Stephens and Catherwood; nor do the +ruins of the holy city, Cuzco, give evidence that implements of iron +were used in its construction. But the people of these countries were +acquainted with many of the metals, and the Spanish invaders found +numerous silver, tin, and copper mines that had been worked by them. All +the deep, winding galleries of these mines were driven without the aid +of iron, steel, or gunpowder. It is said that an alloy of tin and copper +was used for their edge-tools; and with the aid of a silicious sand or +dust, they were enabled to cut and polish amethysts, emeralds, porphyry, +and other hard substances. With these implements the elaborate carving +in the stone temples of Palenque and the other ruined cities of Central +America was executed. The great calendar-stone, which in 1790 was +disinterred in the city of Mexico, was nicely wrought out of a block of +dark porphyry, that is estimated to have weighed fifty tons, and must +have been transported several leagues; for the nearest point where +porphyry of that character is found is upon the shores of Lake Chalco, +many miles distant from the city of Mexico. In the absence of iron, some +tough metal would be in requisition for the tools and machinery +necessary in the execution and removal of such a gigantic and elaborate +work. In many abandoned quarries in Mexico and Central America +unfinished blocks of granite and porphyry are found, which are supposed +to have been the work of the Toltecs, and abandoned by them at the time +of the invasion of the fierce Aztec. Assuming this to be the fact, we +can readily conceive why the half-raised mass of copper in the Minnesota +Mine should also be abandoned; for a people suddenly scattered as the +Toltecs were--so suddenly as to leave temples half finished, and blocks +of stone half hewn--would have no further use for copper tools; and +hence the raw material would no longer have a value. In the abandoned +quarries near Mitla, amid fragments of pillars and architraves and +half-finished blocks of granite, copper axes, chisels, and wedges were +found in abundance; but the same inordinate love of money that prompted +adventurers to flock to Chiriqui, a few years since, to rob the ancient +burying-grounds of their golden idols, induced others to search the old +quarries and mines of Mexico and Central America, and take from them any +relics that were intrinsically valuable. + +In Mexico, the mounds were built so that their summits were visible from +every portion of the surrounding city, in order that the inhabitants +might continually have in view the sacred fires that were ever kept +burning on each side of the sacrificial altar. The same is strikingly +true of the mounds at the West; for they are invariably placed so that +their summits occupy a commanding position,--a circumstance that has +induced many to suppose them to have been built for military purposes, +and to have served as watch-towers. But when we reflect that the attacks +of savage or half-civilized peoples are usually made in the night-time, +we shall hardly suppose these structures were raised for any such +purpose. The Pyramid of Cholula is composed of alternate layers of brick +and clay, or possibly of burnt and unburnt brick; and others in Mexico +are built of unburnt brick. Many of the mounds in the West are of +clay,--perhaps of unburnt brick,--in situations where clay is not so +abundant as other earths. + +I recollect visiting Circleville, Ohio, when it was really a +_Circle_-ville. An octagonal court-house stood upon an ancient mound, +and the dwellings and stores were built upon an ancient circular wall of +earth that encompassed an area around the mound. South of this circular +inclosure, and joining it, was a square inclosure of several acres, +surrounded by a wall about ten feet high. What is remarkable, this +square wall--and we presume the same is true also of the mound and +circular wall--was built of clay, perhaps of unburnt brick, that must +have been transported a considerable distance; for no clay exists upon +that alluvial bottom, and the nearest point where it is found is three +fourths of a mile distant, across a considerable creek. On a subsequent +visit to this place, I found the people using the clay from the wall of +the square inclosure for making brick, and streets had been cut across +the circular inclosure, so that the city is no longer entitled to the +name of Circleville. In many instances, the ruined cities of Central +America have inclosures resembling those at Circleville, surrounding the +Teocallis, or sacred temples, which almost invariably stand upon mounds, +or, as they are commonly called, pyramids. + +With these many points of resemblance, the conclusion is irresistible, +that the mounds of the West were but the germs of the more symmetrical +pyramids of Mexico and Central America, and that the people who +constructed them were, in intelligence and civilization, far in advance +of the roving tribes of North American Indians who inhabited the country +at the time of its discovery. + +If it be true, as tradition informs us, that the Toltecs were a +cultivated race, even more advanced than the Aztecs who occupied Mexico +at the time of the Conquest, we may reasonably suppose that a metal so +valuable to them as copper would be in great demand, and that mines of +it, even at a remote distance, would be worked by a people, the +construction of whose religious temples and royal palaces, and, it would +seem, their nationality even, depended upon its possession. + +Other evidence might be adduced to show that the extensive mining-pits +on the shores of Lake Superior were not the work of the indolent and +untutored race of Indians who now inhabit that region, nor of their +ancestors, but of a people comparatively well acquainted with the +mechanic arts. Our article, however, has already extended beyond the +limits contemplated. I therefore leave the subject, with the hope that +the few hints here thrown out may awaken other and abler minds to its +investigation. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[A] See Col. Whittlesey's Report, Vol. XIII. _Smithsonian +Contributions._ + + + + +TO A POET ON HIS BIRTHDAY, + +FEBRUARY 27. + + + O singer, musical and strong, + Why should a faint and faltering line + Seek through the happy realms of song + To celebrate thy voice divine? + + The tribute bears its own reply, + And speaks for many a voiceless one, + Of hearts disburdened of a sigh + Wherever thy brave accents run; + + And blessing brings for youthful hours, + When maidens dreamed their early dreams, + And boys awakened, crowned with flowers, + Plucked walking by thy sunlit streams; + + For all of Nature's pictured calm, + The children's hour, the fireside scene, + For our frail lives' undying psalm, + And wandering sweet Evangeline; + + Praises for all; yet first for thee, + O lover with the kindling eye! + Quick to discern the minstrelsy + Where planets sway and star-fires die. + + O prophet of a nobler world! + Thy song shall cheer the hill and plain, + Till sunset's glowing wings are furled + On faded joys and vanished pain. + + + + +NEEDLE AND GARDEN. + +THE STORY OF A SEAMSTRESS WHO LAID DOWN HER NEEDLE AND BECAME A +STRAWBERRY-GIRL. + +WRITTEN BY HERSELF. + + +CHAPTER III. + +My experience as a seamstress thus far subjected me to mere trials of +temper, or mortifications of personal pride, but never to the calamities +which sometimes fall so heavily on others in a like position. Hence, +while spared the latter, I was too much disposed to magnify the former: +for, let our trials be few and light as they may, we are generally prone +to consider them the greatest that could befall. The griefs of others, +their losses, their calamities, as has often been well said, we can all +bear with surprising fortitude: it is only our own that we are disposed +to regard as unendurable. But in this time of discouragement there were +cases brought to my notice, the severity of which fairly humbled me in +the dust, filling my heart with thankfulness at the exemption extended +to us, and showing me that afflictions are really great or insignificant +only by comparison. + +One sleety wintry night the low wail of a new-born infant was heard +issuing from a bundle of ragged clothing which some poor creature had +laid down on the doorstep of a house in a small by-street not many +squares from our own. The house was occupied in part by a man named +Varick, who had a wife and several children. This man had been an +industrious mechanic, but had for two years been pursuing the downward +path to ruin, a confirmed victim of the bottle. He had been forced by +the destitution thus brought upon himself to abandon a snug abode in a +decent street for the squalor of a rickety shell in a mean locality, and +was now prostrate on his bed, dying of rapid consumption. By what +mysterious providence a new-born babe should thus be sent to such a +man's door is beyond my comprehension. But the wife of Varick, softer of +heart than its mother, took in the shivering waif, adopted it in place +of one only a few weeks older, which she had buried two days previous, +and resisted all urgency of the few friends she had to send it to the +almshouse. + +My mother had long known Mrs. Varick. She regarded her with great +interest, and had frequently visited the family, watching the progress +of her husband's decline, and sympathizing with her in her incessant +labor as a seamstress. Varick did nothing but drink,--she did nothing +but work. The trials, the sufferings, the absolute privations which she +underwent for two years, it would be difficult to describe. Her domestic +labors, with the care of a sick husband, watching him by night as well +as by day, left her little time or energy to devote to the needle. Yet +she toiled unceasingly for the shops. Scanty indeed were their prices, +scantier were her earnings, and scantier still the daily fare which the +poor needle-woman was able to set before her children. Many times they +cried themselves to sleep with hunger. I doubt not that the dying +husband shared in these privations, as well as suffered for want of many +comforts which his situation demanded. Strangely enough, in the midst of +this accumulated misery, the woman's heart went out with an +unconquerable sympathy for the foundling so unexpectedly left at her +door. So far from proving an additional incumbrance, it seemed to be a +positive comfort. + +Hearing of the circumstance, my mother went immediately to see the +family, taking me with her. They were quartered in a single large room +of an old frame-house which was crowded with tenants of all +descriptions. We found Varick on his bed, evidently very near his end. +But, alas! the unhappy man, expressed the utmost horror of dying. He +made no request for spiritual aid or counsel,--no mention of religion, +no reference to eternity. The Saviour's name, or any allusion to the +salvation which came by him, never passed his lips. Every thought was of +the earth,--how to live, not how to die. I shuddered as I saw and heard +him. At intervals he reached out his hand impatiently for a vial of +medicine, then inquired when the doctor would come. His whole dependence +was on the arm of flesh. Neither wife nor visitor ventured to direct his +attention to the fact of his rapidly approaching end; for he was +stubborn and repulsive. The door seemed to be shut, no more to be +opened,--we could do nothing for him. + +Yet while this horrible scene was passing before us, there were loud +noises in the next room, penetrating the thin board partition at the +head of Varick's bed. A drunken brawl was going on, with oaths and +imprecations that alarmed all but the sick man and his wife, with now +and then a sharp pounding on the partition, as if some one's head were +being violently beaten against it. Overhead another similar disturbance +occurred. Then there was a crowd of squalid faces peering in at the +windows at us; for decent visitors were rare in the depraved locality of +that forlorn tenant-house. Altogether, the scene sickened and almost +frightened me. + +My mother gave Mrs. Varick a basket filled with simple comforts she had +brought with her; and we were about taking our leave, when the door +opened, and a religious-looking man, dressed in black, entered the room, +bowed to us, spoke familiarly to Mrs. Varick, and approached the bedside +of the dying man. Presently he sank upon his knees, and in language most +appropriate to the spiritual hardness and destitution of poor Varick, +invoked the Throne of Grace in his behalf. Though the outcries and +turmoil around and above were continued, yet I lost no word of this +deeply affecting prayer. It touched my heart and heightened the +solemnity of the occasion. My own supplications went up in silence to +the mercy-seat on behalf of the dying man. I knew that my mother's would +be equally fervent; and from the reverential responses of the sobbing +wife, it was clear to me that hers were not withheld. + +She was standing very near to me when the minister rose to his feet. +Turning to her, he said in a low voice,-- + +"Madam, I perceive that you are to have a funeral here very shortly. I +am an undertaker, and shall be glad to take charge of furnishing the +coffin and whatever else may be needed." + +He put a card into her hand, and left us. I cannot describe the +revulsion of feeling which this uncouth and abrupt transition from +spiritual to carnal things occasioned in my mind. The shock was so +violent as to dissipate at once the solemn impression which the man's +excellent prayer had made. The heart-stricken wife could make no reply, +except by tears. It was well that the dying man was unable to catch the +mercenary drift of the religious exercises he had heard. + +That night he died. When we reached there the next morning, several of +the low crowd who herded in other apartments of this great +tenement-house were already offering to bargain with the widow for her +husband's clothes. The thing was so inexpressibly shocking that my +mother interposed and compelled them to desist and leave us alone. By +degrees we learned more of the actual condition of the family. It +appeared that Varick had in better days become a member of a beneficial +society which allowed forty dollars to a widow for the funeral expenses +of her husband. The harpies of the tenement-house had become acquainted +with this circumstance, and while one set was seeking to obtain +possession of the dead man's clothes, another was practising every art +to steal from the widow the little beneficiary fund with which he was +to be buried. Through all her difficulties the poor needle-woman had +managed to pay the society's dues, foreseeing what the end would be, and +she was now entitled to draw the forty dollars. My mother immediately +obtained from her an order for the money, drew it, kept it from the +rapacious set who watched for it, and made it an efficient means of +immediate comfort. + +The ministerial undertaker was of course present at the funeral. He was +evidently as keen after business as he was powerful in prayer. When the +hour for moving from the house had arrived, he approached the widow and +whispered to her that he could not think of letting the coffin leave the +premises until some one had become surety for the payment of his bill! +My mother and myself both sat near the widow, and heard this +extraordinary and ill-timed demand. I was amazed and disgusted at the +indecency of the man in not urging it at the proper time, and pressing +it at so improper a one. But my mother told him to proceed, and that she +would pay the bill. + +All these enormities were new things to me. I had seen nothing, I had +imagined nothing, so every way terrible as came within my notice under +the squalid roof of this poor needle-woman. But my mother had long been +in the habit of penetrating into the abodes of the sick and destitute; +and though shocked by the new combination of religion and trade which +she here witnessed, yet she regarded it only as a fresh development of +the selfishness and hypocrisy of human nature. This poor woman and her +family must live. How, thought I, is she to do so in this season of +declining prices of the only work she is able to perform? If she could +survive such a crisis so uncomplainingly, and be willing to take to her +bosom the helpless foundling left upon her doorstep, what cause was +there for me to complain? Sorrows gathered all round her pathway, while +only blessings clustered about mine. I learned a lesson of thankfulness +that has never been forgotten. + +If there had been need of such exhibitions of positive distress as +teachers of contentment, others were not wanting within my little +circle. One of my cousins, a girl of my own age, ambitious to support +herself, had been successful in obtaining a situation as saleswoman in a +highly fashionable shop, where the most costly goods were sold in large +quantities, and to which, of course, the most dashing customers +resorted. I always thought her a truly beautiful girl. She was tall and +eminently graceful, her face expressing the virtue and intelligence of +her mind: for I cannot understand that true beauty can exist without +these corresponding mental harmonies, any more than a shadow without the +substance. + +My taste in such matters may be defective, because it lacks the +cultivation which fashion gives. Such as I possess is altogether +natural. To my primitive apprehension, therefore, the attractions of a +finely formed neck or arm receive no addition from being encircled by +chains of gold or bracelets of pearls. When charmed with the appearance +of a beautiful woman in simple robes, who is there, if told that the +profuse expenditure that would have been required to cover her with +brilliants had been employed in charity,--that she had used it as a fund +to relieve the wants of the needy, to minister to the sick, to comfort +the widow, to support and educate the destitute orphan,--who is there +that would not feel the loftier emotions of his nature mingling with his +admiration? + +At home my cousin had been seated at her needle, but in her new +employment she found herself compelled to stand. There was neither bench +nor chair nor stool behind the counter, on which she could for a moment +rest a body which had never been accustomed to so long-continued and +unnatural a strain upon its powers. It was the peremptory order of the +wealthy proprietor that no girl employed in the shop should on any +occasion sit down. There were soft stools for the repose of customers +who had money to spend, but not even a block for the weary saleswoman +who had money to earn. The rich lady, who had promenaded the street +until fatigued by the exertion of displaying her new bonnet over miles +of pavement, came in and rested herself while pricing goods she did not +intend to buy. There was a seat for all such. The unoccupied saleswoman +had been seeking relief from the strain upon her muscles by leaning back +against the shelves, but on the entrance of a customer she must be all +obsequiousness. While she might have rested, she was unfeelingly +forbidden to do so. Now the customer must be waited on, no matter how +completely she may be overcome by fatigue or prostrated by lassitude. +Either was sufficient to destroy her spirits; the combination of the +two, springing from a fixed cause, was sure to undermine her health. + +My cousin suffered keenly from this almost unexampled cruelty. She came +home at night worn out by the strain upon her muscular system. Her spine +was the seat of a chronic uneasiness. All day she was upon her feet, +being allowed no other rest than such as she might get by leaning +against the shelving. At the week's end she was fairly overcome. Sunday +was hardly a day of recreation, because she was rarely free from pain +induced by this unintermitted standing. All this was suffered for the +sum of four dollars a week. It is true that she had earned less at her +needle, but then her health had been remarkable for its robustness. Her +increased earnings now were the price of that health. + +Nor were others among the saleswomen less dangerously affected than +herself. Some, of feeble organization, quickly broke down, under this +unnatural discipline, and abandoned the shop, sometimes rendered +temporary invalids, sometimes permanently disabled, while but few +returned to fill their thankless places. Reading, while in the shop, +whether employed or not, was out of the question, as that also was +strictly prohibited. There was therefore no recreation either of body or +mind, even when it might have been harmlessly permitted. It was either +work or absolute idleness, but in no case rest or relaxation. + +Under this monstrous system of torture my cousin at length broke down so +completely that she, too, was compelled to leave the establishment. Her +resolute spirit led her to endure it too long. When she did give up, it +was in the hope that entire rest would bring relief. But it never came. +Her physical organization, strong as it was by nature, had been so +deranged that recuperation was impossible. Medicine could do nothing for +her. A curvature of the spine had been established,--she soon became +unable to sit up,--and at this writing she lies comparatively helpless +in her bed, still beautiful in her helplessness. Her health was +permanently ruined by the barbarism of a man so destitute of sympathy +for a working-girl as to deny her the cheap privilege of sitting down +when she could do him no good by standing up. Yet the great +establishment is still continued, with all its gorgeous display of +plate-glass windows, its polished counters, its wealth of costly goods, +and its long array of tortured saleswomen. + +These instances of complicated affliction among needle-women by no means +embrace all that came under my notice. They were so numerous that it was +impossible for me to avoid seeing and feeling that no such grief had +been permitted to come over me. I trust that my heart was sufficiently +grateful for this immunity,--for I became satisfied, that, if we were to +thank God for all His blessings, we should have little time to complain +of misfortunes. I know that I endeavored to be so. I labored to take a +cheering view of what we then considered a very gloomy prospect. And +this disposition to contrast our condition with that of others, while it +taught me wisdom, brought with it a world of consolation. I saw that +there was a bright side to everything,--that the sky was oftener blue +than black; and my floral experiences in the garden taught me that it +was the sunshine, and not the cloud, that makes the flower. It became +my study to look only on the bright side of things, convinced, that, if +the present were a little overcast, there was a future for us that would +be all delightful. I was full of hope; and the eye of hope can discover +a star in the thickest darkness, a rainbow even in the blackest cloud. + +Hence I went cheerfully to learn the art of operating a sewing-machine, +in which I soon became so expert as to prove a profitable pupil. There +were from a dozen to twenty learners beside myself, some few of whom +were educated and agreeable girls, the daughters of families moving in +genteel circles, who had come there with a sensible ambition to acquire +a thorough knowledge of the art. With these I formed a very pleasant +acquaintance, so that my apprenticeship of a few weeks, instead of being +a dull and lifeless probation, calculated to depress my spirits, was +really an agreeable episode in my quiet career, cheering by its new +associations, and invigorating by reason of the unmistakable evidences +occurring almost daily that a sewing-girl was probably the last machine +whose labor was to become obsolete. + +The fame of these schools for female operatives went all over the +country, and attracted crowds of visitors. Some of these were fine +ladies of superficial minds, who came from mere curiosity, so as to be +able to say that they had seen a sewing-machine. I was often struck with +the shallow, unmeaning questions which these butterflies of fashion +propounded to us. Some of them made the supercilious, but disreputable +boast, that they had never taken a stitch in the whole course of their +lives. But the great throng of inquirers consisted of women who had +families dependent on their needles, and of young girls like myself, +obliged also to depend upon the labor of their fingers. All such were +deeply interested in the new art, and their inquiries were practical and +to the point. They expressed the same astonishment, on seeing the +rapidity with which the machine performed its work, that I had felt when +first beholding it. + +With so great a throng continually around us, asking questions, stopping +the machines to examine the sewing, and begging for scraps with a row of +stitches made in them, which they might take away to inspect at leisure, +as well as to exhibit to others, there were days when the pupils were +able to produce only a very small amount of work. But we soon discovered +that this deficiency made but little difference to our teacher. The +school was in reality a mere show-shop, a place of exhibition +established by the machine-makers, in which to display and advertise +their wares more thoroughly to the public. We pupils were the +unconscious mouthpieces of the manufacturers. We paid the teacher for +the privilege of learning to work the machines, and the manufacturers +paid her a commission for all that she disposed of. Between the two sets +of contributors to her purse she must have done a profitable business. +She was at no expense except for rent, as the manufacturers loaned her +the machines, while we did all the work. She had more orders for the +latter than we could get through with, as the demand from the tailors +was so urgent as to show very plainly that the great proportion of all +the future sewing was to be done by the machine instead of by hand. + +When I first went into this schoolroom I noticed a number of unemployed +machines arranged in one part of it. After a week's apprenticeship, I +observed some of them leaving the room every day, while new ones came in +to occupy the vacant places. The first had been sold, the last were also +to be disposed of, and this active sale continued as long as I remained. +The fact was very apparent, that this public exhibition of the capacity +of the new machine was operating on the community as the most efficient +mode of advertising that could have been adopted. The machines went +everywhere, over city and country, even at the monstrous prices demanded +for them. Many fashionable ladies became purchasers, thinking, no doubt, +that clothing could be made up by merely cutting it out and placing it +before the machine. + +Thus the most ingeniously potent agencies were invoked to bring the new +invention rapidly and extensively into use. Its real merit happened to +be such that it fulfilled all the promises with which it had been +presented to the public. Hence it became a fixture in every great +establishment where sewing-women were usually employed. As the latter +acquired a knowledge of the machine, each of these establishments became +a school in which new hands were converted into skilful operatives, +until the primary schools, like that where I had been instructed, were +abandoned from lack of pupils. + +But I picked up a great many useful ideas at the school, besides +acquiring, as already remarked, a new and assured confidence in the +future prospects of the sewing-woman. It seemed clear to my mind, that, +under the new order of things, the needle was still to be plied by her; +whatever work it was to do would be superintended and directed by her. +It was in reality only a new turn given to an old employment. Moreover, +it struck me that more of it would be called for than ever, because I +had noticed that the speed of the machine in making stitches had already +led to putting treble and quadruple the usual number into some garments. +Having achieved the useful, it was quickly applied to the ornamental. +Clothing was not to be made up, in the future, as plainly as it had been +in the past. Hence the prospect of more work being required involved the +probability of a greater demand for female labor. But whether it was to +be more remunerative,--whether the sewing-girl who might turn out ten +times as much in a day as she formerly did would receive an increase of +wages in any degree proportioned to the increase of work performed, was +a problem which the future alone could solve. I did not believe that any +such measure of justice would be accorded to her. It would be to the +men, but not to the women. Yet I was willing to take the future on +trust, for it now looked infinitely brighter than ever. + +Among the pupils of this school was a young lady of twenty, whose +affable and sociable disposition won strongly on my admiration, while +her robust good sense commanded my utmost respect. The machines we +operated were close to each other, so that I had the good fortune to +have constant opportunities of conversing with her. Her name was Effie +Logan, and she was one of three daughters of a merchant who had acquired +an ample competency. In company with his wife, he came once or twice a +week to visit the school and see his daughter at work. With great +consideration for me, Miss Effie introduced me to her parents, at the +same time adding some highly complimentary explanations as to who I was, +and how attentive I had been in teaching her to use the machine. This +adoption of me as her friend established a sort of good feeling in the +parents toward me, so that at each visit to the school they greeted me +in a way so cordial as greatly to attach me to them. It was an +unexpected kindness from an entirely new quarter, and increased my +affection for Miss Effie. + +Her parents, it appeared, were having all their children taught an art +or profession of some kind. One of the daughters, having a talent for +drawing, was learning the art of engraving on wood. The youngest, being +passionately fond of flowers, and possessed of great artistic genius, +was a regular apprentice in an artificial-flower manufactory. Miss +Effie, the eldest, had had her musical talent so cultivated under a +competent master, that she was now qualified to act as organist in a +church, or to teach a class of pupils at the piano; but not satisfied +with this, she had insisted on being instructed in the use of the +sewing-machine. Both she and her parents seemed so wholly free from the +false pride which wealth so frequently engenders in the American mind, +that she came, without the least hesitation, to a public school, and sat +down as a learner beside the very humblest of us. When her parents came +to inspect her work, I am certain they were gratified with all they saw +of what she was doing. + +I confess that the whole conduct of this family was as great a surprise +to me as it was a comfort and encouragement. Mrs. Logan always made the +kindest inquiries about my parents, but in the politest way +imaginable,--no impertinent questions, but such as showed that she felt +some interest in me. I think that Effie must have spoken very favorably +of me to her parents when at home, but I could not understand why, as I +was not near so affable and pleasant in my manners as she was. But an +intimacy had grown up between us; she had won my whole confidence; and +as confidence usually begets confidence, so she probably took to me from +the force of that harmony of thought and feeling which comes +spontaneously from communion of congenial souls. + +One day the teacher of the school had been called out on other business, +leaving me to attend to visitors and customers. The throng that morning +was so great that it was full two o'clock before I found time to sit +down, hungry enough, to the slight dinner I had brought with me in a +little basket. I had taken only the first mouthful, when Miss Effie came +in from dining at home. She drew her chair close up to me, her sweet +face blooming with the roses of perfect health, and her bright eyes +sparkling with animation and intelligence. Much as I admired and loved +her, I thought she had never before looked so perfectly beautiful. + +"Lizzie," she said, taking in her hand a spool of cotton to adjust on +her machine, "how I like this work! Pa intends to buy me a machine as +soon as I have completed my apprenticeship here. He don't believe there +is any real gentility in the idleness of a girl who, because she happens +to be rich, or to have great expectations, chooses to do nothing but +fritter away her time on company and parties and dress and trifles +unworthy of a sensible woman. He has brought us all up to think as he +does. He tells us that every woman should be so educated, that, if at +any time compelled by reverse of fortune to support herself, she would +be able to do so. Why, he made us all learn the old story of the +Basket-Maker before we were ten years old. It was only last week that he +said there was no knowing what might happen to us girls,--you know, +Lizzie, there are three of us,--that some day we might possibly be +married." + +I am sure that the faintest of all innocent blushes rose up from the +half-conscious heart of the truly lovely speaker as she uttered the +word, giving to her cheeks a tinge of crimson that added new beauty to +the soft expression which her countenance habitually wore. + +"_Possibly_, did you say, Miss Effie?" I interposed. "You might have +said _probably_,--but would have been nearer the truth, if you had said +_certainly_." + +"Oh, Lizzie, how you talk!" she rejoined; and there was an unmistakable +deepening of her blushes. But in a moment she resumed:-- + +"Pa remembers how his mother was left a widow with five young children, +but with neither trade nor money, and how both she and he had to +struggle for a mere subsistence, she at keeping boarders, and he as +apprentice to a mean man, who gave him only the smallest weekly +pittance. He says that we shall never go out into the world as destitute +of resources as his mother was, and so we all have what may really be +called trades. My brother is in the counting-house, keeping the books, +and is provided for. But you don't know how we have all been laughed at +by our acquaintances, and sneered at by impudent people, who, though not +at all acquainted with us, undertake to prescribe what we should and +what we should not do. They call us work-women! With them, work of any +kind is regarded as degrading, especially if done by a woman, and more +especially if she is to be paid for it." + +"Ah, Miss Effie, you have touched the weak spot of our national +character," I responded. + +"Yes," she resumed, "it is the misfortune of American women to entertain +the idea that working for a living is dishonorable, and never to be +done, unless one be driven to it by actual want. Why, even when +positively suffering for want of food and fuel, I have known some to +conceal or disguise the fact of their working for others by all sorts of +artifice. To suffer in secret was genteel enough, but to work openly was +disgraceful! A girl of my acquaintance was accidentally discovered to be +selling her work at a public depository, and forthwith went to +apologizing for doing so, as if she had been guilty of a crime, instead +of having nobly striven to earn a living. The ridiculous pride of +another seduced her into a falsehood: she declared that the work she had +been selling for her own support was for the benefit of a church. This +senseless pride exists in all classes. From the sham gentility it +spreads to the daughters of workingmen. They are educated to consider +work as a disgrace, and hence the idle lives so many of them lead. It is +the strangest thing imaginable, that parents who rose from poverty to +independence by the hardest kind of bodily labor should thus bring up +their children. No such teaching was ever given to me. I can sit here at +my machine, and look the finest lady of my acquaintance in the face. She +may some day wish that she had been my fellow-apprentice." + +"Where do our girls learn this notion of its being disgraceful for a +woman to support herself?" I inquired. + +"Learn it? It is taught them everywhere," she responded. "I sometimes +think it is born with them. They drink it in with their mother's milk. +They grow up with it as a daily lesson,--the lesson of avoiding work, +and of considering it delicate and genteel and refined to say that they +never cooked a meal, or swept the parlor, or took a stitch with the +needle, actually priding themselves upon the amount of ignorance of +useful things that they can exhibit. They make the grand mistake of +assuming that sensible men will admire them for this display of folly. +So they drag on until there occurs a prospect of marriage, when they +suddenly wake up to a consciousness of their utter unfitness to become +the head of a family. Why, I know at this moment a young lady of this +description, who expects in a few months to become a wife, and whose +cultivated ignorance of household duties is now the ridicule of her +mother's cook and chambermaid. The prospect of marriage alarmed her for +her total ignorance of domestic duties. She had never made her own bed, +or dusted the furniture; and as to getting up a dinner, she knew even +less than a squaw. She is now vainly seeking to acquire, within a few +months, those branches of domestic knowledge which she has been a whole +life neglecting and despising. She hated work: it was not genteel. Yet +she is eagerly plunging into marriage with the first man who has offered +himself, foolish enough, no doubt, to suppose that in her new position +she will have even less to look after. Formerly, she did nothing: now, +she expects to do even less. + +"But what," continued Miss Effie, "is this poor creature to do, if death +or poverty or vice should overtake her husband, and she should be thrown +on her own slender resources? She is driven, to seek employment of some +kind,--to attend in a shop, (for somehow that is considered rather more +genteel than, most other occupations,) or to sew, or to fold books, or +do something else. But she knows nothing of these several arts; and +employers want skilled labor, not novices. She once boasted that she had +never been obliged to work, and now she realizes how much such absurd +boasting is worth. What then? Why, greater privation and suffering, +because of her total unfitness for any station in which she might +otherwise, obtain a living,--the extremity of this destitution being +sometimes such that she is driven to the last shame to which female +virtue can be made to submit." + +"You say, Miss Effie, that these foolish lessons are taught by the +mothers; but do the fathers inculcate no wiser ones? Have _they_ nothing +to say as to the proper training of their daughters?" I inquired, deeply +interested in all she said. She knew a great deal more than I did. And +why should she not know more? Was she not full two years older? + +"The fathers do, in many cases, teach better lessons than these; but +their good effects are too commonly neutralized by the persistent vanity +and pride of the mothers. Even the fathers are too neglectful of the +future welfare of their daughters. The sons are suitably cared for, +because of the generally accepted understanding that every man must +support himself. They are therefore trained to a profession, or to some +useful branch of business. But the daughters are expected to be +supported by their future husbands, hence are taught to wait and do +nothing until the husbands come along. If these conveniences should +offer within a reasonable time, and do well and prosper, the result is +agreeable enough. But no sort of provision is made for the husband's not +showing himself, or, if he does, for his subsequent loss by death, or +for his turning out either unfortunate or a vagabond. Even the +daughter's natural gifts, often very brilliant ones, are left +uncultivated. If she has a talent for music, she receives only a +superficial knowledge of the piano, instead of such an education as +would qualify her to teach. No one expects her to work, it is true; but +why not fit her for it, nevertheless? Another develops a talent for +nursing, the rare and priceless qualification of being efficient in the +sick-room. Why not cultivate this talent, and enlarge its value by the +study of medicine? The parents are rich enough to give to these talents +the fullest development. They do so with those of their sons; why refuse +in the case of their daughters? Our sex renders us comparatively +helpless, excluding us from many avenues to profitable employment where +we should be at all times welcome, if the unaccountable pride of parents +did not shut us out by refusing to have us so taught that we could enter +them. The prejudice against female labor begins with parents; and the +unreflecting vanity and rashness of youth give it a fatal hold on us. My +parents have never entertained it. They have taught us that there is +more to be proud of in being dependent solely on our own exertions than +in living idle lives on either their means or those of any husband who +may happen to have enough of his own." + +"It is very odd, Miss Effie," I replied, "for you to entertain these +opinions, they are so different from those of rich people; and it is +very encouraging to me to hear you express them. But I should have +expected nothing less noble from you, you are so good and generous." + +"Why, Lizzie, what do you mean?" she exclaimed. "It is not goodness, but +merely common sense. What brought me here to be a pupil in this school? +Not the desire to do good to others, but to improve myself,--a little +selfishness, after all." + +"But," I inquired, "will this unnatural prejudice against the +respectability of female labor ever die out? You know that I am to be a +sewing-girl, not from choice, like you, but from necessity. You learn +the use of a machine only as a prop to lean upon in a very remote +contingency; I, to make it the staff for all my future life. You will +continue to be a lady,--indeed, Miss Effie, you never can be anything +else,--but I shall be only a sewing-girl. The prejudice will never +attach to you, but it will always cling to me. How cruel it seems that +the world should consider as ladies all who can afford to be idle, and +all working-women as belonging to a lower class, because God compels +them to labor for the life He has given them!" + +"Dear Lizzie," she exclaimed, in tones so modulated to extreme softness +as to show that her feelings had been deeply touched both by the matter +and the manner of my inquiry, "you must banish all such thoughts from +your mind. For His own wise purposes, God has placed you in a position +in which you have a mission of some kind to fulfil. That position is an +honorable one, because it requires you to labor, and it is none the less +honorable because others are not required to do so. They also have their +several missions, which we cannot understand. If it be regarded as mean +for women to work, it is in the pride of man that so false a standard of +respectability has been set up, not in the word or wisdom of God. To +which shall we pay the most respect? The former, we know, brings +constant bitterness; the latter, we know equally well, is unchangeably +good. As it is our duty to submit to it here, so, through the Saviour, +is it our only trust hereafter. It is not labor that degrades us, but +temper, behavior, character. If all these be vicious, can mere money or +exemption from labor make them respectable? You know it cannot. + +"You," she continued, in a tone so impressive, that, even amid the +clatter of twenty machines around me, not a word was lost,--"you may be +sure that this prejudice against women working for their own support +will never die out. It is one of those excrescences of the human mind +that cannot be extirpated. It is a distortion of the reasoning faculty +itself, unworthy of a sensible person, and is generally exhibited only +by those who, while boasting of exemption for themselves, have really +little or nothing else to boast of. It is the infirmity of small minds, +not a peculiarity of great ones. Prejudices are like household vermin, +and the human mind is like the traps we set for them. They get in with +the greatest facility, but find it impossible to get out. Beware of +entertaining them yourself, Lizzie. Shun everything like repining at +what you call your position as a sewing-girl. Take care of your +conscience, for it will be your crown. Labor for contented thoughts and +aspirations, for they will bring you rest. Your heart can be made happy +in itself, if you so choose, and your best happiness will always be +found within your own bosom." + +"Do not misunderstand me, Miss Effie," I replied; "I was not repining, +but merely asking an explanation. My mother has sought to teach me not +only contentment, but thankfulness for for my condition." + +"Indeed," she responded, "both you and I have abundant cause for +thankfulness to God for the multitude of mercies He is extending to us. +You know how this poor girl behind us, Lucy Anderson, is situated," +raising her hand and pointing over her shoulder toward a thin, pale girl +of seventeen, who was working a machine. + +"I do not know her history," I answered. + +"Well," said Miss Effie, "that girl's mother was a washerwoman." She did +the heavy washing for a very rich man's family. They put her into an +open shed, on a cold, damp pavement. This work she had been doing for +them for several years, in the same bleak place, and in all weathers. +While warm and comfortable herself, the pampered mistress of the family +gave no thought to the dangerous exposure to which she subjected this +slave of the washtub. Thus working all day, in thin shoes, on damp +bricks, and while a penetrating easterly rain was falling, the poor +woman was next morning laid up with the worst form of rheumatism. +Medicine and nursing were of no avail. She became bedridden,--the +disease attacked all the joints of her frame, ossification succeeded, +and in the end she was unable to move either her body or limbs. Every +joint was stiff and rigid. The vital organs alone were spared. For +twelve years she has been in that condition,--she is so now,--my mother +saw her only yesterday. Can you imagine anything more terrible? Poor, +dependent on her daily earnings, with young children around her, and a +widow, only think of her agonies of mind and body! Yet, among the vital +powers still left to this afflicted woman, was the power to approach the +Throne of Grace in prayer so acceptable that the answer was that peace +which passeth all understanding. The body had been disabled; but the +mind had been quickened to a new and saving activity, she had drawn +nearer to God." + +What could I do but listen in mute attention to this heart-awakening +recital? I looked round at Lucy Anderson in lively sympathy with what I +had heard. How little did her appearance give token of the deep domestic +grief that must have settled upon her young heart! How deceptive is the +human countenance! Though pale and fragile, yet her face sparkled with +cheerfulness. + +Miss Effie went on with her story; she was mistress of the art of +conversation; and conversation is sometimes a serious matter; for there +are persons with whom an hour's talk would weaken one more than a day's +fasting, but not so with Miss Effie. She resumed by saying, + +"Would you believe that the rich family in whose service this poor +washerwoman destroyed her health have never called, nor even sent, to +know how she was getting on? When she first failed to take her usual +two-days' stand at the washtub, they inquired the reason of her absence, +but there all concern ended. They sought out a new drudge; the gap was +filled to their liking, and the world moved on as gayly as aforetime. +They gave up no personal ease or comfort that they might see or minister +to the suffering woman ; they denied themselves no luxury for her sake. +Yet the money they spent in giving a single party would have kept this +family for a twelvemonth. The cost of their ostentatious greenhouse +would have paid for a nurse, and educated the two orphan boys until able +to go to trades. They had seen these twin boys tied to the washtub in +their own bleak shed, that the mother might pursue her labor without +interruption; yet as they gave no thought to the widow, so the orphans +never intruded on their recreations. Now, Lizzie, such people are +unprofitable servants in the sight of God. And if the ostrich were to +strip off their feathers, the silkworm their dresses, the kid their +gloves, and the marten demand his furs, what would be their state in the +sight of man? Bare unto nakedness! This unlawful love for lawful things +is one of the besetting snares of the great enemy of souls." + +If I had ever been addicted to repining, or had had no lessons to teach +me how wrong the habit was, here was a new one to induce contentment. +But I had been preserved from all such temptations. The strong good +sense displayed by Miss Logan in our frequent conversations not only +informed my understanding on a variety of subjects, but gave my thoughts +a new turn, and powerfully encouraged me to perseverance. She infused +into me new life and cheerfulness. Such women are the jewels of society. +Their strong minds, regulated by a judicious education at the hands of +sensible parents, become brilliant as well as trustworthy guides to all +who may be fortunate enough to come within the circle which they +illuminate. It is such women that have been, and must continue to be, +the mothers of great men. Mind must be transmissible by inheritance, and +chiefly from the mother; else the histories of statesmen, heroes, and +distinguished men in the various walks of life, would not so uniformly +record the virtues of the women from whose maternal teachings their +eminence was to be traced. + +The company of sewing-girls collected together in this school-room was +of course a very miscellaneous one. The faces were changing almost +daily, some by expiration of their apprenticeship, and some by being +sent away as troublesome, incompetent, or vicious. All who left us had +their places immediately filled from a list of candidates which the +teacher had in a book, so that, while one throng of learners was +departing, another was entering. If one could have gone into the +domestic history of all the girls who came and went even during my short +stay, he would have found some experiences to surpass anything that has +ever occurred to me. I do not know how it happened, but most of these +girls were quite desirous of making my acquaintance, and of their own +motion became extremely sociable. I was sociable in return, from an +instinct of my nature. I never lost anything by thus meeting them +halfway in the endeavor to be polite and affable, but on the contrary +learned much, gained much, and secured invaluable friends. Nor did I +ever repel the amicable approaches even of the most humble, as I very +early discovered that none were so ignorant as not to be able to +communicate some little item of knowledge to which I had been a +stranger. + +There was a lady among these pupils who was in many respects very +different from all the others. I think her age must have been at least +thirty-five. I did not ask if it were so; and as she never mentioned it +herself, that circumstance was hint enough for me to remain silent. I +never could understand why so many women are so amusingly anxious to +conceal their age, sometimes becoming quite affronted when even a +conjecture is hazarded on the subject. This lady was unmarried; perhaps +that may have been one reason for her unwillingness to speak of her age. +But was not I unmarried, and what repugnance have I ever felt to avowing +mine? + +However, Miss Hawley was extremely sociable with me, though certainly +old enough to be my mother, and made me the depositary of many incidents +in her life. She was the eldest of three sisters, all orphans, all +unmarried, all dependent on themselves for a living, and all, at one +time, so absurdly proud, that, in the struggle to keep up appearances, +and conceal from their acquaintances the fact that they were doing this +or that thing for a maintenance, they subjected themselves to privations +which embarrassed much of their efforts, while they failed to secure the +concealment they sought. Though women of undoubted sense and excellent +education, yet they acted as foolishly as the ostrich, which, when +hunted to cover, thrusts his head into a bush, and is weak enough to +think that his whole body is concealed, when it stands out not only a +target, but a fixed one, for the hunter's rifle. So these women took it +for granted, that, if they ran to the cover of a chamber from which all +visitors should be excluded, their acquaintances would be ignorant of +how they occupied their time, or by what means they lived. + +Yet they could not fail to be aware that everybody who knew anything of +them knew their history also,--that it was notorious that their father, +a merchant, had died not worth a cent, and that they had been compelled +to abandon the fine house in which he had kept up a style so expensive +as greatly to increase the hardship of their subsequent destitution. +Like a thousand others, he had lived up to the limit of his income. No +doubt, all of them might have been well married, but for the lavish +habits as to fashion and expenditure in which they indulged themselves. +These might be afforded by their father so long as his annual gains +continued large. But the many worthy young men who visited and admired +them refused to entertain the idea of marriage with girls whose mere +personal outfit cost a sum equal to the year's salary of a first-class +clerk, or the annual profits of one who had just commenced business for +himself. They held that the girl whose habits were so expensive should +bring with her a fortune large enough to support them, or remain as she +was, taking the sure consequences on her own shoulders, and not throwing +them on theirs. They were in fact afraid of girls who manifestly had no +prudence, no economy, and who appeared to be wholly unconscious that the +only admiration worth securing is that of the good and wise. + +But the vices of the old mode of living clung to them in their new and +humbler abode, keeping them slaves to a new set of appearances. They had +never done any work of consequence, hardly their own sewing. What was +even worse, they had been brought up to consider work, for a lady, +disgraceful. Women might work, but not ladies; or when the latter +undertook it, they ceased to be such, and certainly so, if working for a +living. No pride could have been more tyrannous or absurd than this. +For a whole year after their father's death, it ruled them with despotic +supremacy. They prided themselves on doing nothing, and subsisted on the +sale of trinkets, jewelry, and books, which they had acquired in palmier +days. The circle of acquaintances for whose good opinion they submitted +to these humiliating sacrifices knew all the while that the life they +were living was a sham; but they themselves seemed wholly unconscious of +it, as well as of the light in which it was regarded by those about +them. + +Why should such a woman come to a school like this, where a willingness +to work was a condition of admission, and that work to be done in +public? What could bring about so strange a reversal of thought and +habit? One of her sisters had recently died, after a protracted illness, +during which her heart had been mercifully smitten with a conviction of +the hollowness and sinfulness of her previous life. Its idle, trifling, +aimless tendency had been set before her in all its emptiness. She saw +that she had been living without God, bound up in the love of temporal +things, and so effectually ensnared by worldly pride that her whole fear +had been of man, instead of her Creator. Thus in mercy called to +judgment, that grace, of whose saving efficacy we have the divine +assurance, brought repentance of sin, and led her to the Saviour, and, +abasing herself at his cross, the heavy burden was lifted from her +heart. Her condemnation of the frivolous lives that she and her sisters +had been leading was so earnest and impressive, that, aided by the +continual prayers of a truly contrite heart for pardon for herself and +awakened consciences for them, they also were brought to Christ. This +mighty transformation accomplished, her mission seemed to be fulfilled, +and she passed into the unseen world in peaceful assurance of +forgiveness and acceptance. Thus, though our lots are cast in places +seemingly diverse and barren, each has his own specific duty to perform, +some appointed mission to fulfil, though exactly what it is may not be +apparent to us. As fellow-workers in the world, if we make it our chief +study to do the Master's will, that which is thus required of us will in +His own time so unfold itself to our spiritual understanding that we +cannot be deceived respecting it. + +I am satisfied that between the functions of life, as developed in the +material and moral world, there is an analogy as instructive as it is +beautiful. It overcomes external circumstances by the power of an +invisible law. Philosophers have discovered that the human body +maintains a uniform temperature, whether it shiver in the snow-hut of +the Esquimaux, or drip with perspiration in the cane-fields of the +tropics. But let life depart, and it falls to that of the surrounding +objects. Decay immediately begins. So, when religious vitality is +maintained in the heart, the corrupting influences of the world remain +inoperative. This vitality having been infused into the heart of Miss +Hawley, the fervor of her spirit rose to a higher temperature than that +of all surrounding objects. She could no longer assimilate with them. + +If her strong personal pride, her obsequious deference to appearances +and the opinion of the world, were henceforth overcome or kept in +subjection, it was only as she took up the cross in obedience to the +convictions of duty. She told me it was the hardest trial of her life to +come to this public school; it was the greatest cross to her natural +affections she had ever experienced. But the bitterness of the cup had +now measurably passed away from her. Strength came with animating +promptitude as the answer to prayer. Her spiritual life became more +healthy and vigorous as her approaches to the mercy-seat were humble and +frequent. Cheerfulness became an ever-present attendant. She had put all +pride behind her, and because of her abasement had risen above the +world. Henceforth she was to support herself by her own acknowledged +labor. She had been so changed by the grace of God in her heart, that +she regarded with astonishment the secret insincerities she had +formerly been guilty of in seeking to conceal the extent of the +necessity to which she had been reduced. I have never seen nor heard of +her since I left the school; but the remembrance of her subdued and +patient spirit cannot soon be effaced. + +How true it is, as some one has beautifully said, that infinite toil +would not enable us to sweep away a mist, but that by ascending a little +we may often look over it altogether,--and that so it is with our moral +improvement! We wrestle fiercely with vicious habits that would have no +hold on us, if we ascended to a higher moral atmosphere. Another has +declared that at five years of age the father begins to rub the mother +out of his child; that at ten the schoolmaster rubs out the father; that +at twenty a trade or a profession rubs out the schoolmaster; that at +twenty-five the world rubs out all its predecessors, and gives a new +education, till we are old enough and wise enough to take religion and +common sense for our pastors, when we employ the rest of our lives in +unlearning what we have previously learned. + +The contrast between the two ladies with whom I was thus fortunate +enough to become intimately acquainted was so remarkable that it could +not fail to make an impression on me. It was evident that education, the +training which each had received at the parental fireside, had led them +into widely divergent paths of thought and conduct. Both were possessed +of sterling good sense; both had lived in affluence; both, so far as +mere school-learning was concerned, had been thoroughly educated. Had +Miss Logan received the same training as Miss Hawley, it may be fairly +assumed that she would have fallen a victim to the same pride and folly; +and had the latter been trained at home as carefully and as sensibly as +the former, who can doubt, that, with the same substratum of good sense, +she would have proved as great a comfort to herself and as shining an +example to others? I am sure it was a lesson to me, convincing me anew, +that, where faith and works do not go together, both are wanting, and +that, if they once part company, each of them must die. + +When, at the termination of my brief apprenticeship, the time came for +me to leave the school and to part from Miss Effie,--she to go to her +elegant home, I to the little old brick house in the fields, and with +prospects so entirely different from hers,--I am sure it was the hardest +trial I had yet been called upon to bear. I should never see her again. +I had no longings for the life she led; for as yet I had harbored no +other thought than that of perfect contentment with my own. But her +society was so delightful, the tone of her mind so lofty, her +condescension so grateful, her whole manners so captivating, that I +looked upon her as my guide, philosopher, and friend, and I cried +bitterly when I left her. + + + + +MEMORIES OF AUTHORS. + +A SERIES OF PORTRAITS FROM PERSONAL ACQUAINTANCE. + + +MISS LANDON. + +With unmingled pain I write the name of Laetitia Elizabeth Landon,--the +L. E. L., whose poems were for so long a period the delight of all +readers, old and young. + +We were among the few friends who knew her intimately. But it was not in +her nature to open her heart to any one; her large organ of +"secretiveness" was her bane; she knew it and deplored it; it was the +origin of that misconception which embittered her whole life, the +mainspring of that calumny which made fame a mockery and glory a deceit. +But I may say, that, when slander was busiest with her reputation, we +had the best means to confute it,--and did. For some years there was not +a single week during which, on some day or other, morning or evening, +she was not a guest at our house; yet this blight in her spring-time +undoubtedly led to the fatal marriage which eventuated in her mournful +and mysterious death. + +The calumny was of that kind which most deeply wounds a woman. How it +originated, it was at the time, and is of course now, impossible to say. +Probably its source was nothing more than a sneer, but it bore Dead-Sea +fruit. A slander more utterly groundless never was propagated. It broke +off an engagement that promised much happiness with a gentleman, then +eminent, and since famous, as an author: not that _he_ at any time gave +credence to the foul and wicked rumor; but to _her_ "inquiry" was a +sufficient blight, and by _her_ the contract was annulled. + +The utter impossibility of its being other than false could have been +proved, not only by us, but by a dozen of her intimate friends, whose +evidence would have been without question and conclusive. She was living +in a school for young ladies: seen daily by the ladies who kept that +school, and by the pupils. In one of her letters to Mrs. Hall, she +writes, "I have lived nearly all my life, since childhood, with +the same people. The Misses Lance were strict, scrupulous, and +particular,--moreover, from having kept a school so long, with habits of +minute observation. The affection they feel for me can hardly be +undeserved. I would desire nothing more than to refer to their opinion." +Dr. Thomson, her constant medical friend and adviser, testified long +afterwards to her "estimable qualities, generous feelings, and exalted +virtues." It would, indeed, have been easy to obtain proof abundant; but +in such cases the very effort to lessen the evil augments it; there was +no way of fighting with a shadow; it was found impossible to trace the +rumor to any actual source. Few then, and perhaps none now, can tell how +deeply the poisoned arrow entered her heart. If ever woman was, Laetitia +Landon was, "done to death by slanderous tongues." + +I have touched upon this theme reluctantly,--perhaps it might have been +omitted altogether,--but it seems to me absolutely necessary, in order +to comprehend the character of the poet towards her close of life, and +the secret of her marriage, which so "unequally yoked" her to one +utterly unworthy. + +Here is a passage from one of her letters to Mrs. Hall,--without a +date,--but it must have been written in 1837, when she was suffering +terribly under the blight of evil tongues:-- + +"I have long since discovered that I must be prepared for enmity I have +never provoked, and unkindness I have little deserved. God knows, that, +if, when I do go into society, I meet with more homage and attention +than most, it is dearly bought. What is my life? One day of drudgery +after another; difficulties incurred for others, which have ever pressed +upon me; health, which every year, by one severe illness after another, +shows is taxed beyond its strength; envy, malice, and all +uncharitableness: these are the fruits of a successful literary career +for a woman." + +She was slow to believe that false and bitter words could harm her. At +first they seemed but to inspire her with a dangerous bravery in her +innocence, and to increase a practice we always deplored, of saying +things for effect in which she did not believe. It was no use telling +her this; she would argue that a conversation of facts would be as dull +as a work on algebra, and that all she did was to put her poetry into +practice. In these moods you might as well attempt to imprison a sunbeam +as keep her to matter-of-fact; and the misery was, that gradually the +number of detractors increased, who caught up these "effective" scraps, +and set them in circulation. + +She was not more than fifteen years old when the letters "L. E. +L."--appended to some verses in the "Literary Gazette"--riveted public +attention; and when it became known that the author was scarcely in her +teens, a full gush of popularity burst upon her that might have turned +older heads and steadier dispositions. She became a "lion," courted and +flattered and feted; yet never was she misled by the notion that +popularity is happiness, or lip-service the true homage of the heart. + +She was residing at Old Brompton, when her first poem appeared in the +"Literary Gazette," which Mr. Jerdan had not long previously +established. It would be difficult to conceive the enthusiasm excited by +the magical three letters appended to the poems, whenever they appeared. +Mr. Jerdan was a near neighbor of the Landons, and he thus refers to +their residence at Old Brompton:-- + +"My cottage overlooked the mansion and grounds of Mr. Landon, the father +of 'L. E. L.,' at Old Brompton, a narrow lane only dividing our +residences. My first recollection of the future poetess is that of a +plump girl, grown enough to be almost mistaken for a woman, bowling a +hoop round the walks, with a hoop-stick in one hand and a book in the +other, reading as she ran, and as well as she could managing both +exercise and instruction at the same time." + +She was born on the 14th of August, 1802, at Hans Place, Chelsea, where +her father, a junior partner in the prosperous house of Adair, +army-agents, then resided. And in that locality, with few brief +intervals, the whole of her life was passed. + +When we first knew her, in 1825, she lived with her grandmother in Sloane +Street; subsequently she was a boarder in the school-establishment +of the Misses Lance, at No. 22, Hans Place, the house in which she had +been a pupil when but six years old; and here she was residing up to +within a few months of her marriage, when, in consequence of the +retirement of the Misses Lance, she became an inmate in the family of +Mrs. Sheddon. + +Her grandmother's grave was, if I recollect rightly, the third that was +made in the graveyard of Holy Trinity, Brompton. Her lines on this "new" +churchyard will be remembered. I attended the old lady's funeral, Mrs. +Hall having received from Miss Landon this letter:-- + +"I have had time to recover the first shock,--and it was great weakness +to feel so sorry, though even now I do not like to think of her very +sudden death. I am thankful for its giving her so little confinement or +pain; she had never known illness, and would have borne it +impatiently,--a great addition to suffering. I am so very grateful to +Mr. Hall, for I really did not know what to do. Her funeral is fixed for +Friday; the hour will be arranged to his and Mr. Jerdan's convenience." + +Mrs. Hall supplies me with the following particulars concerning her +early acquaintance and intercourse with Miss Landon. + +"I forget how it came about, but my husband was introduced to a certain +little Miss Spence, who, on the strength of having written something +about the Highlands, was most decidedly BLUE, when blue was by no means +so general a color as it is at present. She had a lodging of two rooms +in Great Quebec Street, and '_patronized_' young _litterateurs_, +inviting them to her 'humble abode,' where tea was made in the bedroom, +and where it was whispered the butter was kept cool in the +wash-handbasin! There were 'lots' of such-like small scandals about poor +Miss Spence's 'humble abode'; still people liked to go; and my husband +was invited, with a sort of apology to poor me, who, never having +published anything at that time, was considered ineligible; it was 'a +rule,' and Miss Spence, in her 'humble abode,' lived by rule. + +"Of course I had an account of the party when Mr. Hall came home. I +coveted to know who was there, and what everybody wore and said. I was +told that Lady Caroline Lamb was there, enveloped in the folds of an +ermine cloak, which she called a 'cat-skin,' and that she talked a great +deal about a periodical she wished to get up, to be called 'Tabby's +Magazine'; and with her was an exceedingly haughty, brilliant, and +beautiful girl, Rosina Wheeler,--since well known as Lady Bulwer +Lytton,--and who sat rather impatiently at the feet of her eccentric +'Gamaliel.' Miss Emma Roberts was one of the favored ladies, and Miss +Spence (who, like all 'Leo-hunters,' delighted in novelty) had just +caught the author of 'The Mummy,' Jane Webb, who was as gentle and +unpretending then as she was in after-years, when, laying aside romance +for reality, she became a great helper of her husband, Mr. London, in +his laborious and valuable works. When I heard Miss Benger was there, in +her historic turban, I thought how fortunate that I had remained at +home! I had always a terror of tall, commanding women, who blink down +upon you, and have the unmistakable air about them of 'Behold me! have I +not pronounced sentence upon Queen Elizabeth, and set my mark on the +Queen of Scots?' Still, I quite appreciated the delight of meeting under +the same roof so many celebrities, and was cross-questioning my husband, +when he said, 'But there was one lady there whom I promised you should +call on to-morrow.' + +"Imagine my mingled delight and dismay!--delight at the bare idea of +seeing _her_, who must be wellnigh suffocated with the perfume of her +own 'Golden Violet,' the idol of my imagination,--dismay! for what +should I say to her? what would she say to me? + +"And now I must look back,--back to the 'long ago.' + +"And yet I can hardly realize the sweep of years that have gone over so +many who have since become near and dear to us. At that first visit, I +saw Laetitia Landon in her grandmamma's modest lodging in Sloane +Street,--a bright-eyed, sparkling, restless little girl, in a pink +gingham frock,--grafting clever things on commonplace nothings, +frolicking from subject to subject with the playfulness of a spoiled +child,--her dark hair put back from her low, but sphere-like forehead, +only a little above the most beautiful eyebrows that a painter could +imagine, and falling in curls around her slender throat. We were nearly +of the same age, but I had been almost a year married, and if I had not +supported myself on my dignity as a married woman, should have been more +than nervous, on my first introduction to a 'living poet,' though the +poet was so different from what I had imagined. Her movements were as +rapid as those of a squirrel. I wondered how anyone so quick could be so +graceful. She had been making a cap for grandmamma, and would insist +upon the old lady's putting it on, that I might see 'how pretty it was.' +To this grandmamma (Mrs. Bishop) objected,--she 'couldn't' and she +'wouldn't' try it on,--'how could Laetitia be so silly?'--and then +Laetitia put the great beflowered, beribboned thing on her own dainty +little head, with a grave look, like a cloud on a rose, and folding her +pretty little hands over her pink frock, made what she called a 'Sir +Roger de Coverley' curtsy, skipping backwards into the bedroom, and +rushing in again, having deposited out of sight the cap she was so proud +of constructing, took my hands in hers, and asked me 'if we should be +friends.' + +"'Friends!' I do not think that during the long intimacy that followed +that child-like meeting, extending from the year '26 to her leaving +England in '38, during which time I saw her frequently every day, and +certainly every week,--I do not think she ever loved me as I loved +her,--how could she?--but I was proud of the confidence and regard she +did accord me, and would have given half my own happiness to shelter her +from the envy and evil that embittered the spring and summer-time of her +blighted life. It always seemed to me impossible not to love her, not to +cherish her. Perhaps the greatest magic she exercised was, that, after +the first rush of remembrance of all that wonderful young woman had +written had subsided, she rendered you completely oblivious of what she +had done by the irresistible charm of what she was. You forgot all about +her books,--you only felt the intense delight of life with her; she was +penetrating and sympathetic, and entered into your feelings so entirely +that you wondered how 'the little witch' could read you so readily and +so rightly,--and if, now and then, you were startled, perhaps dismayed, +by her wit, it was but the prick of a diamond arrow. Words and thoughts +that she flung hither and thither, without design or intent beyond the +amusement of the moment, come to me still with a mingled thrill of +pleasure and pain that I cannot describe, and that my most friendly +readers, not having known her, could not understand. + +"When I knew her first, she certainly looked much younger than she was. +When we talked of ages, which we did the first day, I found it difficult +to believe she was more than seventeen,--she was so slight, so fragile, +so girlish in her gestures and manners. In after-days I often wondered +what made her so graceful. Her neck was short, her shoulders high. You +saw these defects at the first glance, just as you did that her nose was +_retrousse_, and that she was underhung, which ought to have spoiled the +expression of her mouth,--but it did not; you saw all this at once, but +you never thought about it after the first five minutes. Her complexion +was clear, her hair dark and silken, and the lashes that sheltered her +gray eyes long and slightly upturned. Her voice was inexpressibly sweet +and modulated, but there was a melancholy cadence in it,--a fall so full +of sorrow that I often looked to see if tears were coming: no, the smile +and eyes were beaming in perfect harmony, but it was next to impossible +to believe in her happiness, with the memory of that cadence still in +the ear. + +"Like all workers I have known intimately, she had a double existence, +an inner and an outer life. Many times, when I have witnessed her +suffering, either from those spasmodic attacks that sapped the +foundation of her life, or from the necessity for work to provide for +the comforts and luxuries of those who never spared her, I have seen her +enter the long, narrow room that opened on the garden at Hans Place, and +flash upon a morning visitor as if she had not a pain or a care in the +world, dazzling the senses and captivating the affections of some new +acquaintance, as she had done mine, and sending them away in the firm +belief of her individual happiness, and the conviction that the +melancholy which breathes through her poems was assumed, and that her +real nature was buoyant and joyous as that of a lark singing between +earth and heaven! If they could but have seen how the cloud settled down +on that beaming face, if they had heard the deep-drawn sigh of relief +that the little play was played out, and noted the languid step with +which she mounted to her attic, and gathered her young limbs on the +common seat, opposite the common table, whereon she worked, they would +have arrived at a directly opposite and a too true conclusion, that the +melancholy was real, the mirth assumed. + +"My next visit to her was after she left her grandmamma's, and went to +reside at 22, Hans Place. Miss Emma Roberts and her sister at that time +boarded in Miss Lance's school, and Miss Landon found there a room at +the top of the house, where she could have the quiet and seclusion her +labor required, and which her kind-natured, but restless grandmother +prevented. She never could understand how 'speaking one word to Letty, +just one word, and not keeping her five minutes away from that desk, +where she would certainly grow humped or crooked,' could interfere with +her work! She was one of those stolid persons who are the bane of +authors, who think nothing of the lost idea, and the unravelling of the +web, when a train of thought is broken by the 'only one word,' 'only a +moment,' which scatters thoughts to the wind,--thoughts that can no more +be gathered home than the thistledown that is scattered by a passing +breeze. + +"She continued to reside in that unostentatious home, obedient to the +rules of the school as the youngest pupil, dining with the children at +their early hour, and returning to her sanctuary, whence she sent forth +rapidly and continuously what won for her the adoration of the young and +the admiration of the old. But though she ceased to reside with her +grandmother, she was most devoted in her attentions to her aged +relative, and trimmed her caps and bonnets and quilled her frills as +usual. I have seen the old lady's borders and ribbons mingled with pages +of manuscript, and known her to put aside a poem to 'settle up' +grandmamma's cap for Sunday. These were the minor duties in which she +indulged; but her grandmother owed the greater part, if not the entire, +of her comfort to the generous and unselfish nature of that gifted girl. +Her mother I never saw: _morally_ right in all her arrangements, she was +_mentally_ wrong,--and the darling poet of the public had no loving +sympathy, no tender care from her. L. E. L. had passed through the +sufferings of a neglected childhood, and but for the love of her +grandmother she would have known next to nothing of the love of +motherhood. Thus she was left alone with her genius: for admiration, +however grateful to a woman's senses, never yet filled a woman's heart. + +"When I first knew her, and for some time after, she was childishly +untidy and negligent in her dress: her frocks were tossed on, as if +buttons and strings were unnecessary incumbrances,--one sleeve off the +shoulder, the other on,--and her soft, silky hair brushed 'any how': but +Miss Emma Roberts, whose dress was always in good taste, determined on +her reformation, and gradually the young poet, as she expressed it, 'did +not know herself.' I use the epithet 'young,' because she was +wonderfully youthful in appearance, and positively as she grew older +looked younger,--her delicate complexion, the transparent tenderness of +her skin, and the playful expression of her child-like features adding +to the deception. + +"I was one day suddenly summoned to Hans Place, and drawn into a +consultation on the important subject of a fancy-ball, which Miss Landon +and Miss Emma Roberts had 'talked over' Miss Lance to let them give to +their friends. They wished me to appear as the 'wild Irish girl,' or the +genius of Erin, with an Irish harp, to which I was to sing snatches of +the melodies. Miss Spence was there in consultation, as she 'knew +everybody.' She congratulated me on my _debut_ as an authoress, (I had +recently published my first book, 'Sketches of Irish Character,') and +politely added, 'Now you are one of us, I shall be happy to receive you +at my humble abode.' + +"I begged to decline the proposal concerning the wild Irish girl and the +Irish harp, but agreed to carry a basket of flowers. Certainly the +_fete_-givers worked 'with a will,' turned the great house 'out of +windows,' converting the two school-rooms, big and little, into a +ball-room, and decorating it richly with green leaves and roses, real +and artificial. I congratulated them on the prospect. 'Yes,' said Miss +Landon, 'the mechanical getting-up is all very well; I wish all that is +termed "dashing" did not lie in the tomb of the Duchess of Gordon. A +quadrille is but still life put into motion. Our faces, like our +summers, want sunshine. Old Froissart complained in his day, that the +English, after their fashion, "_s'amusent moult tristement_." A +ball-room is merely "Arithmetic and the use of figures taught here." A +young lady in a quadrille might answer,--"I am too busy to laugh,--I am +making my calculations." And yet ours is not a marrying age; the men +have discovered that servants and wives are _so_ expensive,--still a +young lady's delight in a ball, if not _raisonnable_, has +always--_quelque raison!_ and I am determined, if I die in the cause, +that ours shall be a success!' Her conversation was always epigrammatic. + +"It seems absurd that a ball should be the first great event of my +literary life. There I saw for the first time many persons who became in +after-years intimate friends, and whose names are now parts of the +history of the literature of their country. 'Mr.' Edward Bulwer, then on +the threshold of fame, 'came out' in military uniform. L. E. L. assured +me he was very clever, had written a novel, and 'piles of poetry,' and +would be wonderful soon, but that he was much too handsome for an +author; at which opinion, little Miss Spence, in a plum-pudding sort of +turban, with a bird-of-paradise bobbing over the front, and a fan even +larger than poor Lady Morgan's, agitated her sultana's dress, and +assured me that 'nothing elevated the expression of beauty so much as +literature,' and that 'young things, like many of the present company, +would not look as well in ten years!' Mr. Bulwer was certainly +pronounced by the ladies the handsomest youth in the room. The gentlemen +endeavored to put him down as 'effeminate,' but all in vain. They called +him 'a fair, delicate, very, _very_ young man,'--'a boy,' in fact. I +remember wondering at the searching expression of his large, wandering, +bluish eyes, that seemed looking in and out at everybody and at +everything. The lady of his love was there, and she ought to have been +dressed as the Sultana poor Miss Spence burlesqued. Nature had bestowed +on her an Oriental style of beauty, and she would have come out well in +Oriental costume; but she chose the dress of a Swiss peasant, which, +being more juvenile, brought her nearer to her lover's age. She +certainly was radiantly beautiful. She had a mouth like 'chiselled +coral,' and eyes fierce as an eagle's or tender as a dove's, as passion +moved her. Her uncle, Sir John Milly Doyle, then an old man of mark in +the military world, was naturally proud of his beautiful charge, and +companioned her that evening. + +"Miss Benger's turban was a formidable rival to that of Miss Spence. The +historian was long and lanky, according to the most approved historical +fashion; consequently her turban was above the crowd, while poor Miss +Spence's was nearly crushed by it, and was all too frequently shoved on +one side by the whirling dancers. At last, in despair, she donned a +handkerchief, tying it under her chin, and wherever she went she wished +the gentle-hearted Miss Webb to follow, appealing after this fashion to +the merry crowd:--'Please let me pass; I am Miss Spence, and this lady +is Miss Webb, author of "The Mummy,"--"The Mummy," Sir.' But Miss Webb +effected her escape; and the last time I saw little Miss Spence that +evening, she had scrambled up into one of those so-called +'education-chairs,' in which poor girls were compelled to sit bolt +upright for several hours of the day, by way of keeping their shoulders +flat and strengthening their spine. + +"I remember 'Father Prout of Watergrass Hill' that evening,--then a +smooth-faced, rosy-cheeked young man. Jane and Anna Maria Porter joined +the party late in the evening. They came from Esher, and, though not in +direct fancy-dresses, added to the effect of the gathering. Jane was +dressed in black, which was only relieved by a diamond sparkling on her +throat. Her sweet, melancholy features and calm beauty contrasted well +with the bright sunshine of her sister's round, girlish face. She was +dressed in white, soft blue gauze floating round her like a haze. L. E. +L. (who personated a flower-girl in a white chip hat) called the sisters +'the Evening and Morning Stars.' I was so proud of a compliment Jane +paid me on my new dignity of authorship,--a compliment from the author +of the 'Scottish Chiefs,'--the book that in childhood I had read +stealthily by moonlight, coiled up in my nursery-window, just near +enough to the sea to hear its music, while the fate of Sir William +Wallace made my heart pant and my tears flow! + +"I saw there for the first time Julia Pardoe. She had just returned from +Portugal, and was escorted by her little, round father, the Major. She +was then in her dawn of life and literature, having published two +volumes about Portugal,--a pretty little fairy of a girl, with a wealth +of flaxen hair, a complexion made up of lilies and roses, with tiny feet +in white satin _bottines_ with scarlet heels, and a long, sweeping veil +of blue gauze spangled with silver stars. I think she dressed as some +Portuguese or Spanish character; for I remember a high comb in her hair. +I can only now recall her floating about under the blue gauze veil. + +"I remember one group of Quakers among the glittering throng, who looked +sufficiently quaint to attract attention, while the matron of the party +said clever, caustic things, differing in quality as well as quantity +from the sparkling, playful jests and repartees, that, as the evening +passed, were flung about by Mr. Jerdan, the popular editor of the +'Literary Gazette,' the oracle of that time, and stammered forth by Dr. +Maginn. "The Doctor" and Mr. Jerdan and Theodore Hook entered together, +three men of mark, from whom much was expected--after supper. + +"The Quaker matron was Mrs. Trollope, a portly lady, of any age between +thirty and forty, staid and sedate, as became her character, and +attentive to her 'thees' and 'thous,' which lent their cloak for plain +speaking, of which she was not chary. She frequently admonished her +daughters--perhaps adopted for the evening--against the vanities by +which they were encompassed on every side,--satirizing and striking +home, but never exhibiting ill-temper or actual bitterness. The +character was well sustained throughout the evening, and occasioned +quite as much fear as fun. When Theodore Hook asked her, according to +the fashion of those days, to take wine with him, she answered, 'Friend, +I think thou hast had enough already, and so have I.' There was nothing +particularly wise or witty in the words; but their truth was so evident, +and the manner in which they were spoken so clear and calm, that they +were followed by a roar of laughter that for a little time upset the +mighty humorist, though, in the extempore song in which he rallied, he +did not forget that + + 'He had just received a wallop + From the would-be Quaker Trollope.' + +"We enjoyed most thoroughly the intercourse commenced thus early in our +married life with the spirits of our time; and I remember entering into +grave debate with L. E. L. whether it would be possible for _us_ to give +a party that might be, as it were, the shadow of hers. A fancy-ball was +out of the question. We proposed a _conversazione_, with first-rate +music; but in that Miss Landon could not sympathize. 'It was all very +well,' she said; 'I had a talent for listening; she had not; and if I +must have music, let there be a room where the talkers could congregate, +and neither disturb others nor be themselves disturbed.' The only thing +she disliked in dancing was the trial of keeping time; and to do this, +she was obliged to count. + +"The _conversazione_ was determined on, and the invitations issued; and +then my husband and I began to count the cost. Of course, if done, it +must be well done. The method was not clear; it was very cloudy; and +there was only one way to make it clear. We were but 'children of a +larger growth,' and we had a 'money-box,'--not one of those pretty cedar +inventions, with a lock and key and a slit in the cover, that we now use +at bazaars, but a big, shapeless, roundabout thing of earthen-ware, with +a slit in the middle. We had intended its contents should gratify +another fancy, but now it would be the very thing to sacrifice; so we +locked ourselves into the drawing-room, placed the box on the +hearth-rug, and in a moment the brown roundabout was smashed,--and there +was quite a heap of silver, and a little brightening of gold! _We_ had +never put in any gold. We were astonished, and counted our treasure with +great delight. My husband accused me of conveying the gold by some +cunning art into the box; and _I_ was indignant that he should have done +so without my knowledge. A quarrel was imminent, when we thought perhaps +it was the hand of the dear mother that had dropped in the gold. Yes, +that was her _ruse_; and we would have it that the party cost us +_nothing_, because the contents of the money-box never had been counted +on: it was a treasure-trove,--nothing more. We were particularly anxious +to be thought _prudent_; and, in our triumph, (for the party, every one +said, was a brilliant success,) we communicated the fact to L. E. L. +that the party had cost nothing! She laughed, and determined to set up a +money-box, on her own account; but, poor girl, her money was anticipated +by her dependants before she received it. + +"I remember once meeting her coming out of Youngman's shop, in Sloane +Street, and walking home with her. 'I have been,' she said, 'to buy a +pair of gloves,--the only money spent on myself out of the three hundred +pounds I received for "Romance and Reality."' That same day she spoke of +having lived in Sloane Street when a child. Her mother's _menage_ must +have been curiously conducted; for I remember her saying, 'On Sundays my +brother and myself were often left alone in the house with one servant, +who always went out, locking us in; and we two children used to sit at +the open parlor-window to catch the smell of the one-o'clock dinners +that went past from the bake-house, well knowing that no dinner awaited +us.'" + + * * * * * + +In the zenith of her fame, and towards her terrible close of life, the +personal appearance of Miss Landon was highly attractive. Though small +of stature, her form was remarkably graceful; and in society she paid +special attention to dress. She would have been of perfect symmetry, +were it not that her shoulders were rather high. + +There were few portraits of Miss Landon painted, although she was +acquainted with many artists, and had intense love of Art. Her friend +Maclise painted her three or four times; but I know of no other +portraits of her, except that by Mr. Pickersgill, which I always thought +the most to resemble her, albeit the likeness is not flattering. + +She first met the Ettrick Shepherd at our house. When Hogg was presented +to her, he looked earnestly _down_ at her, for perhaps half a minute, +and then exclaimed, in a rich, manly, Scottish voice, "Eh, I did na +think ye'd been sae bonnie. I've said mony hard things aboot ye. I'll do +sae na mair. I did na think ye'd been sae bonnie." + +Mrs. Opie, who also met her at our dwelling, paid her a questionable +compliment,--that she was "the prettiest butterfly she had ever seen": +and I remember the staid Quaker shaking her finger at the young poetess, +and remarking, "What thou art saying thou dost not mean." + +Miss Jewsbury, (the elder sister of the accomplished authoress, +Geraldine,) whose fate somewhat resembled her own, said of her, "She was +a gay and gifted thing"; but Miss Jewsbury knew her only "in the +throng." + +In short, I have rarely known a woman so entirely fascinating as Miss +Landon; and this arose mainly from her large sympathy. She was playful +with the young, sedate with the old, and considerate and reflective with +the middle-aged. She could be tender and she could be severe, prosaic or +practical, and essentially of and with whatever party she happened to be +among. I remember this faculty once receiving an illustration. She was +taking lessons in riding, and had so much pleased the riding-master that +at parting he complimented her by saying,--"Well, Madam, we are all born +with a genius for something, and yours is for horsemanship." + +One of the many writers who mourned her wrote,--"Apart from her literary +abilities and literary labors, she was, in every domestic relation of +life, honorable, generous, dutiful, self-denying,--zealous, +disinterested, and untiring in her friendship." + +Her industry was wonderful. She was perpetually at work, although +often--nay, generally--with little of physical strength, and sometimes +utterly prostrated by illness. Yet the work _must_ be done, as her poems +and prose were usually for periodical publications, and a given day of +the month it was impossible to postpone. + +Poetry she wrote with great ease and rapidity. In one of her letters to +Mrs. Hall she says,--"I write poetry with far more ease than I do prose. +In prose, I often stop and hesitate for a word; in poetry, never. Poetry +always carries me out of myself. I forget everything in the world but +the subject that has interested my imagination. It is the most subtile +and insinuating of pleasures; but, like all pleasures, it is dearly +bought. It is always succeeded by extreme depression of spirits, and an +overpowering sense of bodily fatigue." And in one of her letters to me, +she observes,--"Writing poetry is like writing one's own native +language, and writing prose is like writing in a strange tongue." In +fact, she could have improvised admirable verses without hesitation or +difficulty. + +She married Mr. Maclean, then Governor of the Gold Coast[B],--a man who +neither knew, felt, nor estimated her value. He wedded her, I am +convinced, only because he was vain of her celebrity; and she married +him only because he enabled her to change her name, and to remove from +that society in which just then the old and infamous slander had been +revived. There was in this case no love, no esteem, no respect,--and +there could have been no discharge of duty that was not thankless and +irksome. + +They were married a fortnight, at least, before the wedding was +announced, even to friends. A sad story was some time afterwards +circulated,--the truth of which I have no means of knowing,--that Mr. +Maclean had been engaged to a lady in Scotland, which engagement he had +withdrawn, and that she was in the act of sealing a letter to him when +her dress caught fire, and she was burnt to death. + +The last time I saw L. E. L. was in Upper Berkeley Street, Connaught +Square, on the 27th of June, 1838, soon after her marriage, when she was +on the eve of her fatal voyage. A farewell party was given to some of +her friends by Mrs. Sheddon, with whom she then boarded,--the Misses +Lance having resigned their school. When the proper time arrived, there +was a whisper round the table, and, as I was the oldest of her friends +present, it fell to my lot to propose her health. I did so with the +warmth I felt. The chances were that we should never meet again; and I +considered myself free to speak of her in terms such as could not but +have gratified any husband,--except the husband she had chosen,--and +sought to convey to Maclean's mind the high _respect_, as well as +affection, with which we all regarded her. The reader may imagine the +chill that came over the party when Maclean rose to return thanks. He +merely said, "If Mrs. Maclean has as many friends as Mr. Hall says she +has, I only wonder they allowed her to leave them." One by one the +guests rose and departed, with a brief and mournful farewell. Probably +not one of them all ever saw her again. + +She sailed with her husband for Africa on the 5th of July, 1838. On the +15th of August she landed, and on the 15th of October she was +dead!--dying, according to a coroner's jury, "of having incautiously +taken a dose of prussic acid." + +The circumstances of her death will be forever a mystery; for her +husband has since "died and made no sign"; but no one ever heard of her +having had this horrible medicine in her possession. Dr. Thomson, who +made up her medicine-chest, and who had been her attendant for many +years, declared he never prescribed it for her; and it was next to +impossible she could have possessed it. To the various rumors that arose +out of her death I do not allude. I do not believe she committed +suicide; nay, I am sure she did not, although I know she was most +wretched in her mournful banishment, most miserable in her changed +condition, and that, if her past years had been gloomy, her future was +very dark; but I believe that poison in some shape--not from the small +vial which it was _said_ was found in her hand--was administered by the +African woman who is known to have been her predecessor,--one of those + + "Children of the South + With whom revenge is virtue." + +The following letter from L. E. L. was received by Mrs. Hall on the 3d +of January, 1839. It is without a date. On the 1st we had heard of her +death. It was a "ship-letter," but the mark of the place at which it was +posted is indistinct. + + "MY DEAR MRS. HALL,--I must send you one of my earliest + epistles from the tropics; and as a ship is just sailing, I + will write, though it can only be a few hurried lines. I can + tell you my whole voyage in three words,--six weeks' + sea-sickness; but I am now as well as possible, and have been + ever since I landed. The castle is a very noble building, and + all the rooms large and cool, while some would be pretty even + in England. That where I am writing is painted a deep blue, + with some splendid engravings; indeed, fine prints seem quite a + passion with the gentlemen here. Mr. Maclean's library is + filled up with bookcases of African mahogany, and portraits of + distinguished authors. I, however, never approach it without + due preparation and humility, so crowded is it with scientific + instruments, telescopes, chronometers, barometers, gasometers, + etc., none of which may be touched by hands profane. On three + sides, the batteries are dashed against by the waves; on the + fourth is a splendid land view. The hills are covered to the + top with what we should call wood, but is here called bush. + This dense mass of green is varied by some large, handsome, + white houses belonging to different gentlemen, and on two of + the heights are small forts built by Mr. Maclean. The + cocoa-trees with their long fan-like leaves are very beautiful. + The natives seem to be obliging and intelligent, and look very + picturesque with their fine dark figures, with pieces of the + country cloth flung round them. They seem to have an excellent + ear for music: the band plays all the old popular airs, which + they have caught from some chance hearing. The servants are + very tolerable, but they take so many to work. The prisoners do + the scouring, and fancy three or four men cleaning a room that + an old woman in England would do in an hour,--besides the + soldier who stands by, his bayonet drawn in his hand. All my + troubles have been of a housekeeping kind, and no one could + begin on a more plentiful stock of ignorance than myself. + However, like Sindbad the Sailor in the cavern, I begin to see + daylight. I have numbered and labelled my keys, (their name is + Legion,) and every morning I take my way to the store, give out + flour, sugar, butter, etc., and am learning to scold, if I see + any dust or miss customary polish on the tables. I am actually + getting the steward of the ship, who is my right hand, to teach + me how to make pastry. I will report progress in the next. We + live almost entirely on ducks and chickens; if a sheep be + killed, it must be eaten the same day. The bread is very good, + palm wine being used for yeast; and yams are an excellent + substitute for potatoes. The fruit generally is too sweet for + my liking; but the oranges and pine-apples are delicious. You + cannot think the complete seclusion in which I live; but I have + a great resource in writing, and I am very well and very happy. + But I think even more than I expected, if that be possible, of + my English friends." + + Your truly affectionate + + L. E. MACLEAN. + + + +She had signed her name "L. E. Landon," but had erased "Landon," and +written in "Maclean," adding, "How difficult it is to leave off an old +custom!" + +Poor girl! She thus fulfilled her own mournful prediction, though +speaking of another:-- + + Where my father's bones are lying, + There my bones will never lie! + + * * * * + + Mine shall be a lonelier ending, + Mine shall be a wilder grave, + Where the shout and shriek are blending, + Where the tempest meets the wave: + Or perhaps a fate more lonely, + In some drear and distant ward, + Where my weary eyes meet only + Hired nurse and sullen guard. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[B] She was married on the 7th of June, 1838, to Mr. Maclean, at St. +Mary's, Bryanston Square,--her brother, the Rev. Whittington Landon, +officiating. The bride was given away by her long and attached friend, +Sir Bulwer Lytton. + + + + +OUR OLDEST FRIEND. + +READ TO "THE BOYS OF '29," JAN. 5, 1865. + + + I give you the health of the oldest friend + That, short of eternity, earth can lend,-- + A friend so faithful and tried and true + That nothing can wean him from me and you. + + When first we screeched in the sudden blaze + Of the daylight's blinding and blasting rays, + And gulped at the gaseous, groggy air, + This old, old friend stood waiting there. + + And when, with a kind of mortal strife, + We had gasped and choked into breathing life, + He watched by the cradle, day and night, + And held our hands till we stood upright. + + From gristle and pulp our frames have grown + To stringy muscle and solid bone; + While we were changing, he altered not; + We might forget, but he never forgot. + + He came with us to the college class,-- + Little cared he for the steward's pass! + All the rest must pay their fee, + But the grim old dead-head entered free. + + He stayed with us while we counted o'er + Four times each of the seasons four; + And with every season, from year to year, + The dear name Classmate he made more dear. + + He never leaves us,--he never will, + Till our hands are cold and our hearts are still; + On birthdays, and Christmas, and New-Year's too, + He always remembers both me and you. + + Every year this faithful friend + His little present is sure to send; + Every year, wheresoe'er we be, + He wants a keepsake from you and me. + + How he loves us! he pats our heads, + And, lo! they are gleaming with silver threads; + And he's always begging one lock of hair, + Till our shining crowns have nothing to wear. + + At length he will tell us, one by one, + "My child, your labor on earth is done; + And now you must journey afar to see + My elder brother,--Eternity!" + + And so, when long, long years have passed, + Some dear old fellow will be the last,-- + Never a boy alive but he + Of all our goodly company! + + When he lies down, but not till then, + Our kind Class-Angel will drop the pen + That writes in the day-book kept above + Our lifelong record of faith and love. + + So here's a health in homely rhyme + To our oldest classmate, Father Time! + May our last survivor live to be + As bald, but as wise and tough as he! + + + + +EDWARD EVERETT. + + +At the funeral of Mr. Everett, on the 19th of January, the persons who +acted as pall-bearers, and accompanied the body to the grave, had been +appointed to that service by the government of the city of Boston. + +They represented respectively the Commonwealth, the City, the Supreme +Bench, the University, the American Academy, the Historical Society, the +Public Library, the Union Club, and the United States Army and Navy. The +officers of the Army and Navy highest in rank on this station +represented these services; the other organizations were represented, in +each case, by their highest officers. + +The Governor received at the same time the following despatch:-- + +"It is impracticable for the President and the Cabinet to leave the +capital to attend the funeral. + +"The President of the United States and the heads of departments tender +to the Commonwealth of Massachusetts their condolence on the lamented +death of Edward Everett, who was worthy to be enrolled among the noblest +of the nation's benefactors." + +Why do you call that man a private citizen, to whom every officer in the +Nation, in the Commonwealth, and in the City, unites in paying homage? +Why do you select the leading man in every class of service to be +present to represent you at his open grave? + +The true answer to these questions, and the true explanation of the +universal feeling expressed in public and in private when he died, are +not found without reference to some traits of moral constitution, to +which it is well, I believe, to call attention now. To those traits of +character,--as shown through life,--rather than to specific gifts of +intellectual power, is Mr. Everett's singularly varied success to be +ascribed. You may say, if you please, that it requires a very rare +mental genius and even very rare physical endowment to carry out the +behests of such resolution as I am to describe. This, of course, is +true. But unless you have the moral determination which compels your +vivid mind to plan, and your well-built machine to work for you, you get +no such life. The secret--if it is to be called such--of this wonderful +life, is the determination to do the special thing which at the moment +is to be done. Mr. Everett was no admirer of Carlyle. But long before +Carlyle began to tell men "to do the thing that came next them," Mr. +Everett had been doing it, with a steady confidence that he could do it. +Now the things that come next men in America are very various. That is +the reason why he has been doing very various things. That is the reason +why President and Cabinet, Navy and Army, University, Bench, and +Academy, City and Commonwealth, meet, by their first representatives, at +his grave, in recognition of specific service of the most eminent +character which he has rendered to each of them, and which it would be a +shame for them to fail to own. + +In a little sketch of his college life, which he once sent me, there is +an estimate--made at the age of sixty-one--of his own standing when he +was a Sophomore, in comparison with some of his classmates. Some of +those he names have passed on before him; two of them remain with us, to +be honored always for the fruits of that scholarship which he observed +so young. I think there can be nothing wrong in publishing a +recollection, which, by accident, gives a hint as to the method of his +own after-life to which I have alluded. + +"I was considered, I believe, as taking rank among the few best scholars +of the [Sophomore] class, although there was no branch in which I was +not equalled--and in several I was excelled--by some of my classmates, +except perhaps Metaphysics. Thus, I was surpassed by Cooper in Latin, +but he was wholly deficient in Mathematics, and regarded with pity, not +altogether unmixed with contempt, all who had a taste for that study. +Story, a brother of Mr. Justice Story, excelled me in Greek, but he +neglected everything else, and seemed to get at the Greek rather by +intuition than study. Fuller, Gray, and Hunt were my superiors in +Mathematics; but in other studies I was the rival of Fuller, and Hunt +made no pretensions to general scholarship;--for the branch in which he +excelled he had a decided genius. Gilman was a more practised writer +than I; so was Damon; and Frothingham greatly excelled me in speaking, +and was in everything a highly accomplished scholar. If I had any strong +point, it was that _of neglecting no branch_ and _doing about equally +well in all_." + +He had occasion enough to show in all life that it is a very strong +point, this "of neglecting no branch, and doing equally well in all." +And in his estimates of other men, I think,--though he was more +charitable in his judgments than any man I have ever known,--he always +had latent the feeling that men could do almost anything they really +resolved to do. You could never persuade him that a public speaker could +not learn to speak well. He did not pretend that all men could speak +equally well, but he really thought that it was the duty of a man, who +meant to speak in public, to train himself, in voice, in intonation, in +emphasis, so as to speak simply, and without attracting attention to any +failure. He thought any man could do this as truly as any man could +acquire a good handwriting. And any one who knew him knows that he +considered this art as easily attained as the arts by which we clean our +faces or our hands.[C] + +Starting upon life with this principle, that he would do what had to be +done,--if nobody else appeared to do it,--and that he could do it, +too,--he soon found himself with work enough on his hands. English's +flippant attack on the New Testament Scriptures appeared while Mr. +Everett was minister of Brattle-Street Church. Because it appeared, he +considered it his place to defend the New Testament against that +specific attack; and he did it. The "Defence of Christianity," which he +then published, is of value, chiefly as a piece of controversy belonging +to the history of opinion in this neighborhood at that moment. +Controversy has long since taken other grounds. For that purpose, at +that moment, the book did its work completely. It exhausted the points +which Mr. English raised, and exhausted them in a way which required +very patient study. Mr. Everett once said that to compile the chapter on +the quotations of the Old Testament by the New Testament writers, he +went through the whole of the Mischna in the edition of Surenhusius, in +six volumes folio. This chapter, I may say in passing, is the chapter of +most permanent value in the "Defence." Now this "Defence," the work of a +boy of twenty years of age, was written in the midst of the demands made +upon the popular preacher in one of the largest parishes in Boston, in a +few months' time,--sent to the printer chapter by chapter. And Mr. +Everett said of it, in after-life, that, if it did not seem like +affectation, he would say that it was relaxation from the work he was +doing in the pulpit. I have no doubt it was. I have no thought that he +was specially fitted for that work. It illustrates rather his moral +force of determination. He thought that particular charge of Mr. +English's ought to be answered. Nobody else answered it. And therefore +he did it himself. He knew he could do it, if it must be done. If he had +not prepared for it, he must prepare for it then. + +But the reader will observe, I hope, that he does not in the "Defence" +attempt anything else than the task he had assigned. Here is no general +Apology. It is no discussion of the Evidences. It is a specific +duty,--which he had assigned to himself,--cleanly, neatly, and +thoroughly done. He knew what he was going to do, when he began; and he +knew, when he had finished what he could do. His victories, his life +through, will all be found, I think, to illustrate that sort of steady, +but determined resolution,--determined, in the sense that, before he +began, the bounds were established for the work which was to be done. + +When he went to Congress, for instance, in 1824, he had been widely +known, in this part of the country at least, as a scholar who had +travelled in Europe, and as one of the leaders in the movement in favor +of the Greeks. Very naturally, Mr. Taylor appointed him on the Committee +on Foreign Relations, and in that capacity he served all the time he was +in the House. "I devoted myself," he said of that part of his life, +"mainly to the discharge of that part of the public business which was +intrusted to me"; that is, to the foreign relations. There were enough +other interests in those years to which he might have devoted himself. +But this was the sub-department which had been assigned to him, and +therefore he devoted himself to it. If it had been Indian Affairs, or +the Militia, he would have devoted himself to either of those; and I +think he would have distinguished himself in either of them as much as +he did in the other. + +In this connection, it is to be observed, that, though few men worked as +rapidly or as easily as he, this same moral determination appeared in +the resoluteness with which he refused to do anything till he was +satisfied with his own preparation. The thing might not require any, and +then he made none. But if it was an occasion which he thought deserved +preparation, no haste nor pressure nor other excuse availed to induce +him to attempt what he had not made the fit preparation for. I think +nothing really made him so indignant with us who were his juniors, as +that we would half do things, instead of taking time to do them as well +as we could. Yet, when the necessity came, he could achieve things that +no other man would have dreamed of on such short notice. There are +stories of his feats in this way which need not be repeated here. + +I have heard people speak of his political life, especially of late +years, as if it were a great riddle; and, in eulogies on him since his +death, I find men speaking as if he underwent some great revulsion of +character when Fort Sumter was attacked in 1861. I think there is no +such mystery about it. The secret--if secret it is to be called--of his +politics was blazoned in almost every speech he ever made, if people +could only train themselves to think that a public man really believes +what he says. It was this, that at heart he believed in the people. He +believed they had virtue enough and good sense enough to carry them +through any difficulty they would ever get into. He did not believe in +total depravity. He did not, therefore, believe in theirs. And when he +had any appeal to make to the people, he appealed to their supposed +virtue, and not to their supposed vices,--he spoke to their good sense, +and not to their folly. Mr. Emerson says somewhere, that he gave people +no new thoughts. I do not think this is true. It is, however, very +certain that he gave them no _buncombe_. He believed in them, in their +good sense, and in their average virtue. He knew that everything +depended on them. He was eager to educate the people, therefore, and all +the people. He did not believe it possible to educate any of them too +well. And if you had asked him, the day he died, what had been the +central idea of his life, he would have said it was the education of the +people. His life was full of it. His speeches were full of it. Nothing +so provoked him as any snobbism which wanted to hinder it. When he was +President of the College,--I think in 1848,--there was a black boy in +the High School at Cambridge, fitting for college. Some gentlemen in +Alabama, who had sons there, or on their way there, wrote to Mr. Everett +to remonstrate against the boy's entering. He replied, that the College +was endowed to educate all comers; that, if the black boy could pass his +examination, as he hoped he could, he would be admitted; and that, if, +as they seemed to suppose, all the white students withdrew, the College +would then be conducted on its endowments for the black boy alone. And +that was no exceptional reply. It was his way of looking at such things. + +Now it is very true that a man like that makes no demagogue appeals to +the people. He will not be apt to ally himself with any specially +radical party. He will never say that an unwashed man has as good chance +for godliness as a washed man, because he will not believe it. He will +never say that an ignorant man's vote is as good as a sensible man's, +because he will not believe that. But in any question where the rights +of men are on one side and the rights of classes on the other, he will +pronounce for the rights of men. Accordingly, his verdict was stiffly +against the Missouri Compromise in 1820 and 1821. He said it was unwise +and unjust. When, in 1836, it came time, under that Compromise, to admit +the State of Arkansas,--the next Slave State after Missouri,--he said +that we were not bound to admit her with slavery, that the Compromise +was not binding, and never could be made binding; it was unwise and +unjust. Because he had said so, he considered himself estopped from +saying that it was binding, and sacred, and inviolable, and all that, in +1854, when the rest of us made it into a new-found palladium of liberty. +He would not argue the Nebraska question on the Compromise, but on the +original principles of the popular rights involved. It is the same +confidence in the people which shines through the letter to Baron +Huelsemann, which he wrote at the request of Mr. Webster, and through his +answer to the proposal of the Three Powers that we should guaranty Cuba +to Spain. It may be necessary for popular freedom that Spain shall not +have Cuba. The same thing is in all his reviews of the Basil Halls and +other travellers. I do not suppose he liked a dirty table-cloth better +than Mrs. Trollope did. I do not suppose he liked a Virginia fence +better than Cobbett did. But he knew that table-cloths could be washed, +and Virginia fences changed in time for hedges and walls. And he was +willing to wait for such changes,--even with all the elegance people +talk of,--if he were sure that the education of the people was going +forward, and the lines of promotion were kept open. + +When, therefore, the issue of 1861 came, there was no question, to +anybody who knew him well, where he would stand. He would stand with the +democratic side against the aristocratic side. And the issue of this war +is the issue between democracy and oligarchy. Persons who did not +believe in the people did not stand on the democratic side. Persons who +thought a republican government had been forced on us by misfortune, and +that we must simply make the best of it, did not stand there. They did +not believe that this time the people could get through. So they thought +it best to stop before beginning. He knew the people could go through +anything. So he thought it best to hold firm to the end. + +Some of the most amusing of the details of his early life, which, with +his wonderful memory, he was rather fond of relating, belong to his +experiences in education. + +Here is his account of his first attendance at the central town-school +of Dorchester, after he had left a dame-school. + +"In this school, on first entering it, I was placed at the bottom of the +lowest class; but even that was a position beyond my previous +attainments. Unable to spell the words which formed the lesson, I used, +when they came down to me from the boy above, to say just what he did, +not being far enough advanced to insinuate a blunder of my own. But in +the course of a few months I made great progress. In writing I was +rather forward. I can remember writing 1799 at the bottom of the page in +my copybook; and this is the oldest date which as a date I can +recollect. I was then five years old.[D] My father having, as a reward +for my improvement, promised me a boughten 'writing-book,' as it was +called, instead of a sheet of paper folded at home, with which children +usually began, the brilliant prospect melted me almost to tears. + +"Each boy in those days provided his own 'ink-horn,' as it was called. +Mine was a ponderous article of lead, cast by myself at the kitchen +fire, with a good deal of aid from the hired man who was employed in the +summer to work the little farm. For pens we bought two goose-quills +fresh from the wing, for a cent; older boys paid that sum for a single +'Dutch quill.'... + +"In the year 1802, a new district school-house was built near our +residence, to which I was transferred from the school on the +meeting-house hill. It was kept by Mr. Wilkes Allen, afterwards a +respectable clergyman at Chelmsford. I was now between eight and nine +years old. My eldest brother had left school, and was in a counting-room +in Boston; my second brother had entered college; and as we were, almost +all of us little folks at Mr. Allen's, I was among the most advanced. I +began the study of arithmetic at this time, using Pike as the text-book. +I recollect proceeding to the extraction of the cube-root, without the +slightest comprehension of the principle of that or any of the simplest +arithmetical operations. I could have comprehended them, had they been +judiciously explained, but I could not penetrate them without aid. At +length I caught a glimpse of the principle of decimals. I thought I had +made a discovery as confidently as Pythagoras did when he demonstrated +the forty-seventh proposition of the first book of Euclid. I was +proportionately annoyed when I afterwards discovered that I had been +anticipated in finding out that 'a decimal is a fraction whose +denominator is a unit with as many ciphers annexed as the numerator has +places,' or rather in finding out precisely what this meant." + +He entered college in 1807, and thus describes his first experiences +there. + +"I was thirteen years old in April, and entered a Freshman the following +August, being the youngest member of my class. I lived the first year +with my classmate, Charles P. Curtis, in a wooden building standing at +the corner of the Main and Church Streets. It was officially known as +the 'College House,' but known by the students as 'Wiswall's Den,' or, +more concisely, 'The Den,'--whether from its comfortless character as a +habitation or from some worse cause I do not know. There was a tradition +that it had been the scene of a horrid domestic tragedy, and that it was +haunted by the ghosts of the Wiswalls; but I cannot say that during the +twelvemonth I lived in 'The Den' this tale was confirmed by my own +experience. + +"We occupied the southwest corner-chamber, up two flights of stairs,--a +room about fourteen feet square, in which were contained two beds and +the rest of our furniture, and our fuel, which was wood, and was kept +under the beds. Two very small closets afforded a little additional +space; but the accommodations were certainly far from brilliant. A good +many young men who go to college are idlers; some, worse than idlers. I +suppose my class in this respect was like other classes; but there was a +fair proportion of faithful, studious students, and of well-conducted +young men. I was protected in part, perhaps, by my youth, from the +grosser temptations. I went through the prescribed studies of the +year--which were principally a few books of Livy and Horace for the +Latin, and 'Collectanea Graeca Majora' for the Greek--about as well as +most of the class; but the manner in which the ancient languages were +then studied was deplorably superficial. It was confined to the most +cursory reading of the text. Besides the Latin and Greek languages, we +had a weekly recitation in Lowth's English Grammar, and in the Hebrew +Grammar, _without points_; also in Arithmetic and History, the last from +Millot's Compend as a text-book. In all these branches there was an +entire want of apparatus; and the standard, compared with that which now +exists, was extremely low. And yet, in all respects, I imagine a great +improvement had taken place, in reference to college education, on the +state of things which existed in the previous generation. The intense +political excitement of the Revolutionary period seems to have unsettled +the minds of men from the quiet pursuits of life." + +Reminiscences like these of his own lead one to speak of his memory, +which was of all kinds, and wonderful in all. His memory for things was +as remarkable as that for words,--a parallel I have known in very few +men. In this double memory lay his power, which often excited the +surprise of other speakers, of introducing into a discourse which he had +written out, and, as men said, committed to memory, a passage purely +extempore, so precisely that no patch could be observed at the +junctures. The truth is, that it was not a matter of much account with +him whether he had written out a statement of a fact or not. He was sure +of the fact. And in simple narrative he was as willing to use extempore +language as language prepared. Mr. Emerson says, in some not very +flattering criticisms on him,--"It was remarked, for a man who threw out +so many facts, he was seldom convicted of a blunder." I do not think he +had any system of training memory, beyond that of using it and calling +on it pitilessly, which is, I believe, the central rule regarding it. + +Here is a curious story of a feat of memory, in his sketch of his +Sophomore year. + +"I have mentioned Metaphysics as a study in which I succeeded. I mean, +of course, only that I prepared myself thoroughly in the text-books. +Watts's Logic was the first book studied in this branch,--not a very +inviting treatise, compared with that of Archbishop Whately, but easily +comprehended, and not repulsive. The account of the syllogistic method +amused me; and the barbarous stanza describing the various syllogistic +modes and figures dwelt for a long time in my memory, and has not wholly +faded away. Locke's 'Essay concerning Human Understanding' came next. +This was more difficult. I recollect we used to make sport of the first +sentence in the 'Epistle to the Reader,' which was, 'I here put into thy +hands what has been the diversion of some of my idle and heavy hours: if +it has the good luck to prove so of any of thine, and thou hast but half +so much pleasure in reading as I had in writing it, thou wilt as little +think thy money, as I do my pains, ill bestowed.' I cannot say that we +any of us derived much diversion from it; but I overcame its difficulty +by the resolute purpose to accomplish whatever was required. We recited +from it three times a day, the four first days of the week, the +recitation of Thursday afternoon being a review of the rest. We were +expected to give the substance of the author's remarks, but were at +liberty to condense them, and to use our own words. Although the style +of Mr. Locke is not remarkably compact, it required a greater maturity +of mind than is possessed by many boys of fourteen to abridge his +paragraphs, or state his principles or their illustrations more +concisely than he does himself. I had at that time a memory which +recoiled from nothing; and I soon found that the shortest process was to +learn the text by heart nearly _verbatim_. I recollect particularly, on +one occasion of the review on Thursday afternoon, that I was called upon +to recite early, and, commencing with the portion of the week's study +which came next, I went on repeating word for word and paragraph after +paragraph, and finally, not being stopped by our pleased tutor,[E] page +after page, till I finally went through in that way the greater part of +the eleven recitations of the week. The celebrated passage on the Memory +happened to be included. A portion of it, after the lapse of forty-seven +years, remains in my recollection as distinctly as it did the day after +I learned it. I refer to the passage beginning, 'Thus the ideas, as well +as children, of our youth often die before us; and our minds represent +to us those tombs to which we are approaching, where, though the brass +and marble remain, yet the inscriptions are effaced by time, and the +imagery moulders away.' + +"I may observe, that, beautiful as is this language beyond anything else +in the work of Locke, it will not stand the test of criticism. There is +no resemblance between what befalls the ideas and the children of our +youth; and supposing there were such a resemblance, there is not the +slightest analogy between the premature decease of the ideas and the +children of our youth and the disappearance of monumental inscriptions +and imagery from the brass and marble of tombs. But I feel ashamed of +this attempt to pick flaws in this beautiful passage." + +But I must not dwell on these reminiscences. I am tempted to refer any +reader interested in his work in the education of the people to an +article on that subject in the seventh volume of Mr. Barnard's "Journal +of Education." + +I once heard him say that the mental faculty which had been of most use +to him and had given him most pleasure was his facility in acquiring +language. He said this on occasion of a visit to a county prison, where +they had taken him to the cell of a person whom no one could understand. +I think he had been called a Greek; but he proved to be an Italian. Mr. +Everett was then Governor of the Commonwealth, and this was an official +visit. It was a pretty illustration of republican institutions, that +this poor prisoner in his solitude should first hear his own language +from the chief magistrate. Mr. Everett addressed him first in the +language of his supposed country,--I think in Greek,--and changed to +Italian, when the prisoner spoke to him. He spoke French, German, +Italian, and the Romaic with ease. He read the whole Hebrew Testament in +his youth, and in Germany made considerable progress in Arabic; but I do +not think that he kept up his Oriental languages in later years. He was +fond of exercising himself in the other languages named, and almost +always had some stated correspondence on his hands in each of them. + +Unless he really loved correspondence, as some men do, I believe, I +cannot conceive that even so conscientious a man as he should have kept +his correspondence in such perfect order, answered letters of every kind +so faithfully, so fully, and so agreeably. The last day of his life, a +sick man as he was, he seems to have written a dozen letters. Everybody +had an answer, and a kind one. He was, I think, the last man living who +courteously acknowledged printed documents. Certainly there is no one +left to do so among men whose habits I have heard of. But he would not +fail in any kindness or courtesy. At times his correspondence rose into +a position of real dignity. Thus, after Fort Sumter, while we still +carried the Rebels' mails for them, he wrote steadily through all his +working-hours of every day to his Southern correspondents, who were +sending him all sorts of Billingsgate. And he wrote them the truth. "It +is the only way they see a word of truth," he said. "Look at that +newspaper, and that, and that." Till the mails stopped, they had not to +blame him, if they were benighted. I wish that series of letters might, +even now, be published separately. + +In such duties, coming next his hand, he spent a busy life. Every life +has a dream, a plan, of what we are going to do, when we can do what we +will. I think his was the preparation of his work on International Law. +As I have said, it became his duty to study this as early as 1825. I +remember hearing him speak of his plans regarding it in 1839. He set his +work aside, most unwillingly, when, in face of his own first +determination and the advice of his best friends, he became President of +Harvard College. As soon as he was released from that position he turned +to it again. During this last winter he had hoped to deliver at the Law +School a course of lectures on the subject; and a part of these are +certainly in form ready for delivery. But from this thread, or this +dream, the demands of present duty have constantly called him away. He +has done, from day to day, what had to be done, rather than what he +wanted to do. A better record this, though men forget him to-morrow, +than the fame of any Grotius even, if Grotius had not deserved like +praise, better than the fame of any book-man of them all. + +The brave man,--and he was a brave man, though in personal intercourse +he was really shy,--the brave man, who, with all his might, and all +God's strength assisting, will lend body and mind to such daily duty for +other men, earns his laurels, when he wins them, in more fields than one +or two. It is because Mr. Everett so lived, that in his death his memory +receives such varied honors. He had served the Navy; the last +interruption to his favorite study had been the devotion of the autumn +months to the great charity which builds the Sailors' Home. He had +served the Army, not merely by sending a son into it,--by "personal +representatives," I know not how many, whose bounties he had paid,--but +by the steady effort in all the charities for the wounded, and by the +counsel, private as often as public, for which every department of the +State turned to him. He had served the Union, all men know how. He had +served the Bench, not simply as a student of the branch of law which he +had chosen to illustrate, but in the steady training of the people to +the sacredness of law. He had insisted on the higher education of the +people; and so had fairly won the honors of the Academy, in those early +days when men believed that there were Moral Sciences, and did not +debase the name of Science by confining it to the mere chaff of things +weighed and measured. His studies of History are remembered, for some +special cause, in almost every Historical Society in the land. He had +served the University in every station known to her constitution. He was +in the service of the City in that Public Library of which he was, more +than any man, the founder, which completes her system of universal +education. He had served the State as her chief magistrate. And in every +work of life he served the Nation as her first citizen. These varied +lines of duty--in which "he neglected no branch, but did about equally +well in all"--were fitly called to men's memories, as they saw the +circle of distinguished friends and fellow-laborers who met around his +grave. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[C] "For if one has anything worth writing, it is really worth while to +write it so it can be read."--_Address at Barre._ + +[D] In another scrap of his reminiscences, he says: "The oldest +political event of which I have any recollection is that of the _quasi_ +French War of 1798. This I remember only in connection with the family +talk of the price of flour, which it was said would cost twenty dollars +a barrel. As we used principally brown bread, this was of less +consequence; although the price of Indian corn and meal was probably +increased also." + +[E] Mr. Hedge, with whom this was a favorite passage. + + + + +NOTES OF A PIANIST. + + +II. + +Written without method, dotted down carelessly and _currente calamo_ on +the leaves of my pocket-book, the notes I now publish were never +intended to be read by any one but myself. A wanderer for many long +years, I have contracted the habit of making daily memoranda of the +fleeting, evanescent impressions of my travels, and thus giving them a +more tangible form. These notes, drawn up hastily and for myself alone, +have no literary merit whatever, but they most unequivocally tell the +truth. Is this an adequate compensation for the numerous negligences of +style which criticism may discover in them? You answer my question +affirmatively, my dear M----. Be that as it may, these reminiscences of +travel have often solaced the ennui and fatigue of my erratic life. In +writing of the present, the bitterness of the past vanished; and again, +if the present were tedious or fraught with care, I reverted to the +sunny pages of the time that is no more, and revived the sweet emotions +of the long-forgotten past. + +Under your patronage I now place these poor leaves. They have been the +partners of my joys and my griefs, of my toils and my leisure, during +the last three years that have whirled me relentlessly in that most +monotonous, yet agitated circle, yclept "a life of concerts." Should you +find evidence too flagrant, even for your prepossessed eyes, of the +inexperience of my pen, bear in mind, I pray you, that I am but a +musician, and only a pianist at that. + + * * * * * + +_January, 1862._ Once more in New York, after an absence of six +years!--Six years madly squandered, scattered to the winds, as if life +were infinite, and youth--eternal! Six years, in the space of which I +have wandered at random beneath the blue skies of the tropics, yielding +myself up indolently to the caprice of Fortune, giving a concert +wherever I happened to find a piano, sleeping wherever night overtook +me, on the green grass of the savanna, or under the palm-leafed roof of +a _veguero_, who shared with me his corn-_tortilla_, coffee, and +bananas, and thought himself amply renumerated, when, at dawn, I took my +departure with a "_Dios se lo pague a V._" (May God reward you!) to +which he responded by a "_Vaya V. con Dios!_" (God be with you!)--these +two formulae constituting, in such unsophisticated countries, the entire +operation, so ingeniously perfected by civilized nations, which +generally is known by the name of "settling the hotel-bill." And when at +last I became weary of the same horizon, I crossed an arm of the sea, +and landed on some neighboring isle, or on the Spanish Main. Thus, in +succession, I have visited all the Antilles,--Spanish, French, English, +Dutch, Swedish, Danish; the Guianas, and the coasts of Para. At times, +having become the idol of some obscure _pueblo_, whose untutored ears I +had charmed with its own simple ballads, I would pitch my tent for five, +six, eight months, deferring my departure from day to day, until finally +I began seriously to entertain the idea of remaining there forevermore. +Abandoning myself to such influences, I lived without care, as the bird +sings, as the flower expands, as the brook flows, oblivious of the past, +reckless of the future, and sowed both my heart and my purse with the +ardor of a husbandman who hopes to reap a hundred ears for every grain +he confides to the earth. But, alas! the fields, where is garnered the +harvest of expended doubloons, and where vernal loves bloom anew, are +yet to be discovered; and the result of my double prodigality was, that +one fine morning I found myself a bankrupt in heart, with my purse at +ebb-tide. + +Suddenly disgusted with the world and with myself, weary, discouraged, +mistrusting men, (ay, and women, too,) I fled to a desert on the extinct +volcano of M----, where, for several months, I lived the life of a +cenobite, with no companion but a poor lunatic, whom I had met on a +small island, and who had attached himself to me. He followed me +everywhere, and loved me with that absurd and touching constancy of +which dogs and madmen alone are capable. My friend, whose insanity was +of a mild and harmless character, fancied himself the greatest genius in +the world. He was, moreover, under the impression that he suffered from +a gigantic, monstrous tooth. Of the two idiosyncrasies, the latter alone +made his lunacy discernible,--too many individuals being affected with +the other symptom to render it an anomalous feature of the human mind. +My friend was in the habit of protesting that this enormous tooth +increased periodically and threatened to encroach upon his entire jaw. +Tormented, at the same time, with the desire of regenerating humanity, +he divided his leisure between the study of dentistry, to which he +applied himself in order to impede the progress of his hypothetical +tyrant, and a voluminous correspondence which he kept up with the Pope, +his brother, and the Emperor of the French, his cousin. In the latter +occupation he pleaded the interests of humanity, styled himself "the +prince of thought," and exalted me to the dignity of his illustrious +friend and benefactor. In the midst of the wreck of his intellect, one +thing still survived,--his love of music. He played the violin, and, +strange as it may appear, although insane, he could not understand the +so-called _music of the future_. + +My hut, perched on the verge of the crater, at the very summit of the +mountain, commanded a view of all the surrounding country. The rock upon +which it was built projected over a precipice, whose abysses were +concealed by creeping plants, cactus, and bamboos. The species of +table-rock thus formed had been encircled with a railing and transformed +into a terrace, on a level with the sleeping-room, by my predecessor in +this hermitage. His last wish had been to be buried there; and from my +bed I could see his white tombstone gleaming in the moonlight, a few +steps from my window. Every evening I rolled my piano out upon the +terrace, and there, facing the most incomparably beautiful landscape, +all bathed in the soft and limpid atmosphere of the tropics, I poured +forth on the instrument, and for myself alone, the thoughts with which +that scene inspired me. And what a scene! Picture to yourself a gigantic +amphitheatre hewn out of the mountains by an army of Titans: right and +left, immense virgin forests, full of those subdued and distant +harmonies which are, as it were, the voices of Silence; before me, a +prospect of twenty leagues, marvellously enhanced by the extreme +transparency of the air; above, the azure of the sky; beneath, the +creviced sides of the mountain sweeping down to the plain; afar, the +waving savannas; beyond them, a grayish speck (the distant city); and +encompassing them all, the immensity of the ocean, closing the horizon +with its deep blue line. Behind me was a rock on which a torrent of +melted snow dashes its white foam, and there, diverted from its course, +rushes with a mad leap and plunges headlong into the gulf that yawns +beneath my window. + +Amid such scenes I composed "Reponds-moi la Marche des Gibaros," +"Polonia," "Columbia," "Pastorella e Cavaliere," "Jeunesse," and many +other unpublished works. I allowed my fingers to run over the keys, +wrapped up in the contemplation of these wonders, while my poor friend, +whom I heeded but little, revealed to me, with a childish loquacity, the +lofty destiny he held in reserve for humanity. Can you conceive the +contrast produced by this shattered intellect, expressing at random its +disjointed thoughts, as a disordered clock strikes by chance any hour, +and the majestic serenity of the scene around me? I felt it +instinctively. My misanthropy gave way; I became indulgent towards +myself and mankind, and the wounds of my heart closed once more. My +despair was soothed, and soon the sun of the tropics, which tinges all +things with gold, dreams as well as fruits, restored me with new +confidence and vigor to my wanderings. + +I relapsed into the life and manners of these primitive countries; if +not strictly virtuous, they are, at all events, terribly attractive. +Existence in a tropical wilderness, in the midst of a voluptuous and +half-civilized race, bears no resemblance to that of a London cockney, a +Parisian lounger, or an American Quaker. Times there were, indeed, when +a voice was heard within me that spoke of nobler aims. It reminded me of +what I once was, of what I yet might be, and commanded imperatively a +return to a healthier and more active life. But I had allowed myself to +be enervated by this baneful languor, this insidious _far niente_, and +my moral torpor was such that the mere thought of reappearing before a +polished audience struck me as superlatively absurd. "Where was the +object?" I would ask myself. Moreover, it was too late; and I went on +dreaming with open eyes, careering on horseback through the savannas, +listening at break of day to the prattle of the parrots in the +guava-trees, at nightfall to the chirp of the _grillos_ in the +cane-fields, or else smoking my cigar, taking my coffee, rocking myself +in a hammock,--in short, enjoying all the delights that are the very +heart-blood of a _guajiro_, and out of the sphere of which he can see +but death, or, what is worse to him, the feverish agitation of our +Northern society. Go and talk of the funds, of the landed interest, of +stock-jobbing to this Sybarite, lord of the wilderness, who can live all +the year round on luscious bananas and delicious cocoa-nuts, which he is +not even at the trouble of planting,--who has the best tobacco in the +world to smoke,--who replaces to-day the horse he had yesterday by a +better one chosen from the first _caballada_ he meets,--who requires no +further protection from the cold, than a pair of linen trousers, in that +favored clime where the seasons roll on in one perennial summer,--who, +more than all this, finds at eve, under the rustling palm-trees, pensive +beauties eager to reward with their smiles the one who murmurs in their +ears those three words, ever new, ever beautiful, "_Yo te quiero_." + +Moralists, I am aware, condemn this life of inaction and mere pleasure; +and they are right. But poetry is often in antagonism with virtuous +purposes; and now that I am shivering under the icy wind and dull sky of +the North,--that I must needs listen to discussions on Erie, Prairie du +Chien, Harlem, and Cumberland,--that I read in the papers the lists of +the killed and wounded,--that havoc and conflagration, violence and +murder, are perpetrated all around me,--I find myself excusing the +half-civilized inhabitant of the savanna, who prefers his poetical +barbarism to our barbarous progress. + +Unexpectedly brought back to the stern realities of life by a great +affliction, I wished to destroy every link that connected me with the +six years I had thrown away. It was at this period that Strakosch wrote +to me, offering an engagement for a tour of concerts through the United +States. I hesitated an instant; one sad look was cast upon the vanished +days, I breathed a regret, and--signed. The dream was over; I was saved; +but who could say, if, in the rescue, youth and poetry had not perished? +Poetry and youth are of a volatile mood,--they are butterflies. Shut +them up in a cage, and they will dash their delicate wings to pieces +against its bars. Endeavor to direct them as they soar, and you cramp +their flight, you deprive them of their audacity,--two qualities which +are often to be met with in inexperience, and the loss of which--am I +wrong in saying so?--is not always compensated by maturity of talent. + + + + +THE CHIMNEY-CORNER. + +III. + + +LITTLE FOXES.--PART II. + +It was that Christmas-day that did it; I'm quite convinced of that; and +the way it was is what I am going to tell you. + +You see, among the various family customs of us Crowfields, the +observance of all sorts of _fetes_ and festivals has always been a +matter of prime regard; and among all the festivals of the round ripe +year, none is so joyous and honored among us as Christmas. + +Let no one upon this, prick up the ears of Archaeology, and tell us that +by the latest calculations of chronologists our ivy-grown and +holly-mantled Christmas is all a hum,--that it has been demonstrated, by +all sorts of signs and tables, that the august event it celebrates did +not take place on the 25th of December. Supposing it be so, what have we +to do with that? If so awful, so joyous an event ever took place on our +earth, it is surely worth commemoration. It is the _event_ we celebrate, +not the _time_. And if all Christians for eighteen hundred years, while +warring and wrangling on a thousand other points, have agreed to give +this one 25th of December to peace and good-will, who is he that shall +gainsay them, and for an historic scruple turn his back on the friendly +greetings of all Christendom? Such a man is capable of rewriting +Milton's Christmas Hymn in the style of Sternhold and Hopkins. + +In our house, however, Christmas has always been a high day, a day whose +expectation has held waking all the little eyes in our bird's nest, when +as yet there were only little ones there, each sleeping with one eye +open, hoping to be the happy first to wish the merry Christmas and grasp +the wonderful stocking. + +This year our whole family train of married girls and boys, with the +various toddling tribes thereto belonging, held high festival around a +wonderful Christmas-tree, the getting-up and adorning of which had kept +my wife and Jennie and myself busy for a week beforehand. If the little +folks think these trees grow up in a night, without labor, they know as +little about them as they do about most of the other blessings which +rain down on their dear little thoughtless heads. Such scrambling and +clambering and fussing and tying and untying, such alterations and +rearrangements, such agilities in getting up and down and everywhere to +tie on tapers and gold balls and glittering things innumerable, to hang +airy dolls in graceful positions, to make branches bear stiffly up under +loads of pretty things which threaten to make the tapers turn bottom +upward! Part and parcel of all this was I, Christopher, most reckless of +rheumatism, most careless of dignity, the round, bald top of my head to +be seen emerging everywhere from the thick boughs of the spruce, now +devising an airy settlement for some gossamer-robed doll, now adjusting +far back on a stiff branch Tom's new little skates, now balancing bags +of sugar-plums and candy, and now combating desperately with some +contumacious taper that would turn slantwise or crosswise, or anywise +but upward as a Christian taper should,--regardless of Mrs. Crowfield's +gentle admonitions and suggestions, sitting up to most dissipated hours, +springing out of bed suddenly to change some arrangement in the middle +of the night, and up long before the lazy sun at dawn to execute still +other arrangements. If that Christmas-tree had been a fort to be taken, +or a campaign to be planned, I could not have spent more time and +strength on it. My zeal so far outran even that of sprightly Miss +Jennie, that she could account for it only by saucily suggesting that +papa must be fast getting into second childhood. + +But didn't we have a splendid lighting-up? Didn't I and my youngest +grandson, little Tom, head the procession magnificent in paper +soldier-caps, blowing tin trumpets and beating drums, as we marched +round the twinkling glories of our Christmas-tree, all glittering with +red and blue and green tapers, and with a splendid angel on top with +great gold wings, the cutting-out and adjusting of which had held my +eyes waking for nights before? I had had oceans of trouble with that +angel, owing to an unlucky sprain in his left wing, which had required +constant surgical attention through the week, and which I feared might +fall loose again at the important and blissful moment of exhibition: but +no, the Fates were in our favor; the angel behaved beautifully, and kept +his wings as crisp as possible, and the tapers all burned splendidly, +and the little folks were as crazy with delight as my most ardent hopes +could have desired; and then we romped and played and frolicked as long +as little eyes could keep open, and long after; and so passed away our +Christmas. + +I had forgotten to speak of the Christmas-dinner, that solid feast of +fat things, on which we also luxuriated. Mrs. Crowfield outdid all +household traditions in that feast: the turkey and the chickens, the +jellies and the sauces, the pies and the pudding, behold, are they not +written in the tablets of Memory which remain to this day? + +The holidays passed away hilariously, and at New-Year's I, according to +time-honored custom, went forth to make my calls and see my fair +friends, while my wife and daughters stayed at home to dispense the +hospitalities of the day to their gentlemen friends. All was merry, +cheerful, and it was agreed on all hands that a more joyous holiday +season had never flown over us. + +But, somehow, the week after, I began to be sensible of a running-down +in the wheels. I had an article to write for the "Atlantic," but felt +mopish and could not write. My dinner had not its usual relish, and I +had an indefinite sense everywhere of something going wrong. My coal +bill came in, and I felt sure we were being extravagant, and that our +John Furnace wasted the coal. My grandsons and granddaughters came to +see us, and I discovered that they had high-pitched voices, and burst in +without wiping their shoes, and it suddenly occurred powerfully to my +mind that they were not being well brought up,--evidently, they were +growing up rude and noisy. I discovered several tumblers and plates with +the edges chipped, and made bitter reflections on the carelessness of +Irish servants; our crockery was going to destruction, along with the +rest. Then, on opening one of my paper-drawers, I found that Jennie's +one drawer of worsted had overflowed into two or three; Jennie was +growing careless; besides, worsted is dear, and girls knit away small +fortunes, without knowing it, on little duds that do nobody any good. +Moreover, Maggie had three times put my slippers into the hall-closet, +instead of leaving them where I wanted, under my study-table. Mrs. +Crowfield ought to look after things more; every servant, from end to +end of the house, was getting out of the traces; it was strange she did +not see it. + +All this I vented, from time to time, in short, crusty sayings and +doings, as freely as if I hadn't just written an article on "Little +Foxes" in the last "Atlantic," till at length my eyes were opened on my +own state and condition. + +It was evening, and I had just laid up the fire in the most approved +style of architecture, and, projecting my feet into my slippers, sat +spitefully cutting the leaves of a caustic review. + +Mrs. Crowfield took the tongs and altered the disposition of a stick. + +"My dear," I said, "I do wish you'd let the fire alone,--you always put +it out." + +"I was merely admitting a little air between the sticks," said my wife. + +"You always make matters worse, when you touch the fire." + +As if in contradiction, a bright tongue of flame darted up between the +sticks, and the fire began chattering and snapping defiance at me. Now, +if there's anything which would provoke a saint, it is to be jeered and +snapped at in that way by a man's own fire. It's an unbearable +impertinence. I threw out my leg impatiently, and hit Rover, who yelped +a yelp that finished the upset of my nerves. I gave him a hearty kick, +that he might have something to yelp for, and in the movement upset +Jennie's embroidery-basket. + +"Oh, papa!" + +"Confound your baskets and balls! they are everywhere, so that a man +can't move; useless, wasteful things, too." + +"Wasteful?" said Jennie, coloring indignantly; for if there's anything +Jennie piques herself upon, it's economy. + +"Yes, wasteful,--wasting time and money both. Here are hundreds of +shivering poor to be clothed, and Christian females sit and do nothing +but crochet worsted into useless knicknacks. If they would be working +for the poor, there would be some sense in it. But it's all just alike, +no real Christianity in the world,--nothing but organized selfishness +and self-indulgence." + +"My dear," said Mrs. Crowfield, "you are not well to-night. Things are +not quite so desperate as they appear. You haven't got over +Christmas-week." + +"I am well. Never was better. But I can see, I hope, what's before my +eyes; and the fact is, Mrs. Crowfield, things must not go on as they are +going. There must be more care, more attention to details. There's +Maggie,--that girl never does what she is told. You are too slack with +her, Ma'am. She will light the fire with the last paper, and she won't +put my slippers in the right place; and I can't have my study made the +general catch-all and menagerie for Rover and Jennie, and her baskets +and balls, and for all the family litter." + +Just at this moment I overheard a sort of aside from Jennie, who was +swelling with repressed indignation at my attack on her worsted. She sat +with her back to me, knitting energetically, and said, in a low, but +very decisive tone, as she twitched her yarn,-- + +"Now if _I_ should talk in that way, people would call me _cross_,--and +that's the whole of it." + +I pretended to be looking into the fire in an absent-minded state; but +Jennie's words had started a new idea. Was _that_ it? Was that the whole +matter? Was it, then, a fact, that the house, the servants, Jennie and +her worsteds, Rover and Mrs. Crowfield, were all going on pretty much as +usual, and that the only difficulty was that I was _cross_? How many +times had I encouraged Rover to lie just where he was lying when I +kicked him! How many times, in better moods, had I complimented Jennie +on her neat little fancy-works, and declared that I liked the social +companionship of ladies' work-baskets among my papers! Yes, it was +clear. After all, things were much as they had been; only I was cross. + +_Cross._ I put it to myself in that simple, old-fashioned word, instead +of saying that I was out of spirits, or nervous, or using any of the +other smooth phrases with which we good Christians cover up our little +sins of temper. "Here you are, Christopher," said I to myself, "a +literary man, with a somewhat delicate nervous organization and a +sensitive stomach, and you have been eating like a sailor or a +ploughman; you have been gallivanting and merry-making and playing the +boy for two weeks; up at all sorts of irregular hours, and into all +sorts of boyish performances; and the consequence is, that, like a +thoughtless young scapegrace, you have used up in ten days the capital +of nervous energy that was meant to last you ten weeks. You can't eat +your cake and have it too, Christopher. When the nervous-fluid source of +cheerfulness, giver of pleasant sensations and pleasant views, is all +spent, you can't feel cheerful; things cannot look as they did when you +were full of life and vigor. When the tide is out, there is nothing but +unsightly, ill-smelling tide-mud, and you can't help it; but you can +keep your senses,--you can know what is the matter with you,--you can +keep from visiting your overdose of Christmas mince-pies and candies and +jocularities on the heads of Mrs. Crowfield, Rover, and Jennie, whether +in the form of virulent morality, pungent criticisms, or a free kick, +such as you just gave the poor brute." + +"Come here, Rover, poor dog!" said I, extending my hand to Rover, who +cowered at the farther corner of the room, eying me wistfully,--"come +here, you poor doggie, and make up with your master. There, there! Was +his master cross? Well, he knows it. We must forgive and forget, old +boy, mustn't we?" And Rover nearly broke his own back and tore me to +pieces with his tumultuous tail-waggings. + +"As for you, puss," I said to Jennie, "I am much obliged to you for your +free suggestion. You must take my cynical moralities for what they are +worth, and put your little traps into as many of my drawers as you +like." + +In short, I made it up handsomely all around,--even apologizing to Mrs. +Crowfield, who, by the bye, has summered and wintered me so many years, +and knows all my airs and cuts and crinkles so well, that she took my +irritable unreasonable spirit as tranquilly as if I had been a baby +cutting a new tooth. + +"Of course, Chris, I knew what the matter was; don't disturb yourself," +she said, as I began my apology; "we understand each other. But there is +one thing I have to say; and that is, that your article ought to be +ready." + +"Ah, well, then," said I, "like other great writers, I shall make +capital of my own sins, and treat of the second little family fox; and +his name is--" + + +IRRITABILITY. + +Irritability is, more than most unlovely states, a sin of the flesh. It +is not, like envy, malice, spite, revenge, a vice which we may suppose +to belong equally to an embodied or a disembodied spirit. In fact, it +comes nearer to being physical depravity than anything I know of. There +are some bodily states, some conditions of the nerves, such that we +could not conceive of even an angelic spirit confined in a body thus +disordered as being able to do any more than simply endure. It is a +state of nervous torture; and the attacks which the wretched victim +makes on others are as much a result of disease as the snapping and +biting of a patient convulsed with hydrophobia. + +Then, again, there are other people who go through life loving and +beloved, desired in every circle, held up in the church as examples of +the power of religion, who, after all, deserve no credit for these +things. Their spirits are lodged in an animal nature so tranquil, so +cheerful, all the sensations which come to them are so fresh and +vigorous and pleasant, that they cannot help viewing the world +charitably and seeing everything through a glorified medium. The +ill-temper of others does not provoke them; perplexing business never +sets their nerves to vibrating; and all their lives long they walk in +the serene sunshine of perfect animal health. + +Look at Rover there. He is never nervous, never cross, never snaps or +snarls, and is ready, the moment after the grossest affront, to wag the +tail of forgiveness,--all because kind Nature has put his dog's body +together so that it always works harmoniously. If every person in the +world were gifted with a stomach and nerves like his, it would be a far +better and happier world, no doubt. The man said a good thing who made +the remark that the foundation of all intellectual and moral worth must +be laid in a good healthy animal. + +Now I think it is undeniable that the peace and happiness of the +home-circle are very generally much invaded by the recurrence in its +members of these states of bodily irritability. Every person, if he +thinks the matter over, will see that his condition in life, the +character of his friends, his estimate of their virtues and failings, +his hopes and expectations, are all very much modified by these things. +Cannot we all remember going to bed as very ill-used, persecuted +individuals, all whose friends were unreasonable, whose life was full of +trials and crosses, and waking up on a bright bird-singing morning to +find all these illusions gone with the fogs of the night? Our friends +are nice people, after all; the little things that annoyed us look +ridiculous by bright sunshine; and we are fortunate individuals. + +The philosophy of life, then, as far as this matter is concerned, must +consist of two things: first, to keep ourselves out of irritable bodily +states; and, second, to understand and control these states, when we +cannot ward them off. + +Of course, the first of these is the most important; and yet, of all +things, it seems to be least looked into and understood. We find +abundant rules for the government of the tongue and temper; it is a +slough into which, John Bunyan hath it, cart-loads of wholesome +instructions have been thrown; but how to get and keep that healthy +state of brain, stomach, and nerves which takes away the temptation to +ill-temper and anger is a subject which moral and religious teachers +seem scarcely to touch upon. + +Now, without running into technical, physiological language, it is +evident, as regards us human beings, that there is a power by which we +live and move and have our being,--by which the brain thinks and wills, +the stomach digests, the blood circulates, and all the different +provinces of the little man-kingdom do their work. This something--call +it nervous fluid, nervous power, vital energy, life-force, or anything +else that you will--is a perfectly understood, if not a definable thing. +It is plain, too, that people possess this force in very different +degrees: some generating it as a high-pressure engine does steam, and +using it constantly, with an apparently inexhaustible flow; and others +who have little, and spend it quickly. We have a common saying, that +this or that person is soon used up. Now most nervous, irritable states +of temper are the mere physical result of a used-up condition. The +person has overspent his nervous energy,--like a man who should eat up +on Monday the whole food which was to keep him for a week, and go +growling and faint through the other days; or the quantity of nervous +force which was wanted to carry on the whole system in all its parts is +seized on by some one monopolizing portion, and used up to the loss and +detriment of the rest, Thus, with men of letters, an exorbitant brain +expends on its own workings what belongs to the other offices of the +body: the stomach has nothing to carry on digestion; the secretions are +badly made; and the imperfectly assimilated nourishment, that is +conveyed to every little nerve and tissue, carries with it an acrid, +irritating quality, producing general restlessness and discomfort. So +men and women go struggling on through their three-score and ten years, +scarcely one in a thousand knowing through life that perfect balance of +parts, that appropriate harmony of energies, that make a healthy, kindly +animal condition, predisposing to cheerfulness and good-will. + +We Americans are, to begin with, a nervous, excitable people. Multitudes +of children, probably the great majority in the upper walks of life, are +born into the world with weaknesses of the nervous organization, or of +the brain or stomach, which make them incapable of any strong excitement +or prolonged exertion without some lesion or derangement; so that they +are continually being checked, laid up, and invalided in the midst of +their drugs. Life here in America is so fervid, so fast, our climate is +so stimulating, with its clear, bright skies, its rapid and sudden +changes of temperature, that the tendencies to nervous disease are +constantly aggravated. + +Under these circumstances, unless men and women make a conscience, a +religion, of saving and sparing something of themselves expressly for +home-life and home-consumption, it must follow that home will often be +merely a sort of refuge for us to creep into when we are used up and +irritable. + +Papa is up and off, after a hasty breakfast, and drives all day in his +business, putting into it all there is in him, letting it drink up brain +and nerve and body and soul, and coming home jaded and exhausted, so +that he cannot bear the cry of the baby, and the frolics and pattering +of the nursery seem horrid and needless confusion. The little ones say, +in their plain vernacular, "Papa is cross." + +Mamma goes out to a party that keeps her up till one or two in the +morning, breathes bad air, eats indigestible food, and the next day is +so nervous that every straw and thread in her domestic path is +insufferable. + +Papas that pursue business thus day after day, and mammas that go into +company, as it is called, night after night, what is there left in or of +them to make an agreeable fireside with, to brighten their home and +inspire their children? + +True, the man says he cannot help himself,--business requires it. But +what is the need of rolling up money at the rate at which he is seeking +to do it? Why not have less, and take some time to enjoy his home, and +cheer up his wife, and form the minds of his children? Why spend himself +down to the last drop on the world, and give to the dearest friends he +has only the bitter dregs? + +Much of the preaching which the pulpit and the Church have levelled at +fashionable amusements has failed of any effect at all, because wrongly +put. A cannonade has been opened upon dancing, for example, and all for +reasons that will not, in the least, bear looking into. It is vain to +talk of dancing as a sin because practised in a dying world where souls +are passing into eternity. If dancing is a sin for this reason, so is +playing marbles, or frolicking with one's children, or enjoying a good +dinner, or doing fifty other things which nobody ever dreamed of +objecting to. + +If the preacher were to say that anything is a sin which uses up the +strength we need for daily duties, and leaves us fagged out and +irritable at just those times and in just those places when and where we +need most to be healthy, cheerful, and self-possessed, he would say a +thing that none of his hearers would dispute. If he should add, that +dancing-parties, beginning at ten o'clock at night and ending at four +o'clock in the morning, do use up the strength, weaken the nerves, and +leave a person wholly unfit for any home duty, he would also be saying +what very few people would deny; and then his case would be made out. If +he should say that it is wrong to breathe bad air and fill the stomach +with unwholesome dainties, so as to make one restless, ill-natured, and +irritable for days after, he would also say what few would deny, and his +preaching might have some hope of success. + +The true manner of judging of the worth of amusements is to try them by +their effects on the nerves and spirits the day after. True amusement +ought to be, as the word indicates, recreation,--something that +refreshes, turns us out anew, rests the mind and body by change, and +gives cheerfulness and alacrity to our return to duty. + +The true objection to all stimulants, alcoholic and narcotic, consists +simply in this,--that they are a form of overdraft on the nervous +energy, which helps us to use up in one hour the strength of whole days. + +A man uses up all the fair, legal interest of nervous power by too much +business, too much care, or too much amusement. He has now a demand to +meet. He has a complicate account to make up, an essay or a sermon to +write, and he primes himself by a cup of coffee, a cigar, a glass of +spirits. This is exactly the procedure of a man who, having used the +interest of his money, begins to dip into the principal. The strength a +man gets in this way is just so much taken out of his life-blood; it is +borrowing of a merciless creditor, who will exact, in time, the pound of +flesh nearest his heart. + +Much of the irritability which spoils home happiness is the letting-down +from the over-excitement of stimulus. Some will drink coffee, when they +own every day that it makes them nervous; some will drug themselves with +tobacco, and some with alcohol, and, for a few hours of extra +brightness, give themselves and their friends many hours when amiability +or agreeableness is quite out of the question. There are people calling +themselves Christians who live in miserable thraldom, forever in debt to +Nature, forever overdrawing on their just resources, and using up their +patrimony, because they have not the moral courage to break away from a +miserable appetite. + +The same may be said of numberless indulgences of the palate, which tax +the stomach beyond its power, and bring on all the horrors of +indigestion. It is almost impossible for a confirmed dyspeptic to act +like a good Christian; but a good Christian ought not to become a +confirmed dyspeptic. Reasonable self-control, abstaining from all +unseasonable indulgence, may prevent or put an end to dyspepsia, and +many suffer and make their friends suffer only because they will persist +in eating what they know is hurtful to them. + +But it is not merely in worldly business, or fashionable amusements, or +the gratification of appetite, that people are tempted to overdraw and +use up in advance their life-force. It is done in ways more insidious, +because connected with our moral and religious faculties. There are +religious exaltations beyond the regular pulse and beatings of ordinary +nature, that quite as surely gravitate downward into the mire of +irritability. The ascent to the third heaven lets even the Apostle down +to a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet him. + +It is the temptation of natures in which the moral faculties predominate +to overdo in the outward expression and activities of religion till they +are used up and irritable, and have no strength left to set a good +example in domestic life. + +The Reverend Mr. X. in the pulpit to-day appears with the face of an +angel; he soars away into those regions of exalted devotion where his +people can but faintly gaze after him; he tells them of the victory that +overcometh the world, of an unmoved faith that fears no evil, of a +serenity of love that no outward event can ruffle; and all look after +him and wonder, and wish they could so soar. + +Alas! the exaltation which inspires these sublime conceptions, these +celestial ecstasies, is a double and treble draft on Nature,--and poor +Mrs. X. knows, when she hears him preaching, that days of miserable +reaction are before her. He has been a fortnight driving before a gale +of strong excitement, doing all the time twice or thrice as much as in +his ordinary state he could, and sustaining himself by the stimulus of +strong coffee. He has preached or exhorted every night, and conversed +with religious inquirers every day, seeming to himself to become +stronger and stronger, because every day more and more excitable and +excited. To his hearers, with his flushed sunken cheek and his +glittering eye, he looks like some spiritual being just trembling on his +flight for upper worlds; but to poor Mrs. X., whose husband he is, +things wear a very different aspect. Her woman and mother instincts tell +her that he is drawing on his life-capital with both hands, and that the +hours of a terrible settlement must come, and the days of darkness will +be many. He who spoke so beautifully of the peace of a soul made perfect +will not be able to bear the cry of his baby or the pattering feet of +any of the poor little Xs., who must be sent + + "Anywhere, anywhere, + Out of his sight"; + +he who discoursed so devoutly of perfect trust in God will be nervous +about the butcher's bill, sure of going to ruin because both ends of the +salary don't meet; and he who could so admiringly tell of the silence of +Jesus under provocation will but too often speak unadvisedly with his +lips. Poor Mr. X. will be morally insane for days or weeks, and +absolutely incapable of preaching Christ in the way that is the most +effective, by setting Him forth in his own daily example. + +What then? must we not do the work of the Lord? + +Yes, certainly; but the first work of the Lord, that for which provision +is to be made in the first place, is to set a good example as a +Christian man. Better labor for years steadily, diligently, doing every +day only what the night's rest can repair, avoiding those cheating +stimulants that overtax Nature, and illustrating the sayings of the +pulpit by the daily life in the family, than to pass life in exaltations +and depressions. + +The same principles apply to hearers as to preachers. Religious services +must be judged of like amusements, by their effect on the life. If an +overdose of prayers, hymns, and sermons leaves us tired, nervous, and +cross, it is only not quite as bad as an overdose of fashionable folly. + +It could be wished that in every neighborhood there might be one or two +calm, sweet, daily services which should morning and evening unite for a +few solemn moments the hearts of all as in one family, and feed with a +constant, unnoticed daily supply the lamp of faith and love. Such are +some of the daily prayer-meetings which for eight or ten years past have +held their even tenor in some of our New England cities, and such the +morning and evening services which we are glad to see obtaining in the +Episcopal churches. Everything which brings religion into habitual +contact with life, and makes it part of a healthy, cheerful average +living, we hail as a sign of a better day. Nothing is so good for health +as daily devotion. It is the best soother of the nerves, the best +antidote to care; and we trust erelong that all Christian people will be +of one mind in this, and that neighborhoods will be families gathering +daily around one altar, praying not for themselves merely, but for each +other. + +The conclusion of the whole matter is this: Set apart some provision to +make merry with _at home_, and guard that reserve as religiously as the +priests guarded the shew-bread in the temple. However great you are, +however good, however wide the general interests that you may control, +you gain nothing by neglecting home-duties. You must leave enough of +yourself to be able to bear and forbear, give and forgive, and be a +source of life and cheerfulness around the hearthstone. The great sign +given by the Prophets of the coming of the Millennium is,--what do you +suppose?--"He shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and +the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the +earth with a curse." + +Thus much on avoiding unhealthy, irritable states. + +But it still remains that a large number of people will be subject to +them unavoidably for these reasons. + +_First._ The use of tobacco, alcohol, and other kindred stimulants, for +so many generations, has vitiated the brain and nervous system, so that +it is not what it was in former times. Michelet treats of this subject +quite at large in some of his late works; and we have to face the fact +of a generation born with an impaired nervous organization, who will +need constant care and wisdom to avoid unhealthy, morbid irritation. + +There is a temperament called the HYPOCHONDRIAC, to which many persons, +some of them the brightest, the most interesting, the most gifted, are +born heirs,--a want of balance of the nervous powers, which tends +constantly to periods of high excitement and of consequent +depression,--an unfortunate inheritance for the possessor, though +accompanied often with the greatest talents. Sometimes, too, it is the +unfortunate lot of those who have not talents, who bear its burdens and +its anguish without its rewards. + +People of this temperament are subject to fits of gloom and despondency, +of nervous irritability and suffering, which darken the aspect of the +whole world to them, which present lying reports of their friends, of +themselves, of the circumstances of their life, and of all with which +they have to do. + +Now the highest philosophy for persons thus afflicted is to understand +themselves and their tendencies, to know that these fits of gloom and +depression are just as much a form of disease as a fever or a toothache, +to know that it is the peculiarity of the disease to fill the mind with +wretched illusions, to make them seem miserable and unlovely to +themselves, to make their nearest friends seem unjust and unkind, to +make all events appear to be going wrong and tending to destruction and +ruin. + +The evils and burdens of such a temperament are half removed when a man +once knows that he has it and recognizes it for a disease, when he does +not trust himself to speak and act in those bitter hours as if there +were any truth in what he thinks and feels and sees. He who has not +attained to this wisdom overwhelms his friends and his family with the +waters of bitterness; he stings with unjust accusations, and makes his +fireside dreadful with fancies which are real to him, but false as the +ravings of fever. + +A sensible person, thus diseased, who has found out what ails him, will +shut his mouth resolutely, not to give utterance to the dark thoughts +that infest his soul. + +A lady of great brilliancy and wit, who was subject to these periods, +once said to me, "My dear Sir, there are times when I know I am +possessed of the Devil, and then I never let myself speak." And so this +wise woman carried her burden about with her in a determined, cheerful +reticence, leaving always the impression of a cheery, kindly temper, +when, if she had spoken out a tithe of what she thought and felt in her +morbid hours, she would have driven all her friends from her, and made +others as miserable as she was herself. She was a sunbeam, a life-giving +presence in every family, by the power of self-knowledge and +self-control. + +Such victories as this are the victories of real saints. + +But if the victim of these glooms is once tempted to lift their heavy +load by the use of _any stimulus whatever_, he or she is a lost man or +woman. It is from this sad class more than any other that the vast army +of drunkards and opium-eaters is recruited. The hypochondriacs belong to +the class so well described by that brilliant specimen of them, Dr. +Johnson,--those who can practise ABSTINENCE, but not TEMPERANCE. They +cannot, they will not be moderate. Whatever stimulant they take for +relief will create an uncontrollable appetite, a burning passion. The +temperament itself lies in the direction of insanity. It needs the most +healthful, careful, even regime and management to keep it within the +bounds of soundness; but the introduction of stimulants deepens its +gloom almost to madness. + +All parents, in the education of their children, should look out for and +understand the signs of this temperament. It appears in early childhood; +and a child inclined to fits of depression should be marked as a subject +of the most thoughtful, painstaking physical and moral training. All +over-excitement and stimulus should be carefully avoided, whether in the +way of study, amusement, or diet. Judicious education may do much to +mitigate the unavoidable pains and penalties of this most undesirable +inheritance. + +The second class of persons who need wisdom in the control of their +moods is that large class whose unfortunate circumstances make it +impossible for them to avoid constantly overdoing and overdrawing upon +their nervous energies, and who therefore are always exhausted and worn +out. Poor souls, who labor daily under a burden too heavy for them, and +whose fretfulness and impatience are looked upon with sorrow, not anger, +by pitying angels. Poor mothers, with families of little children +clinging round them, and a baby that never lets them sleep; hard-working +men, whose utmost toil, day and night, scarcely keeps the wolf from the +door; and all the hard-laboring, heavy-laden, on whom the burdens of +life press far beyond their strength. + +There are but two things we know of for these,--two only remedies for +the irritation that comes of these exhaustions: the habit of silence +towards men, and of speech towards God. The heart must utter itself or +burst; but let it learn to commune constantly and intimately with One +always present and always sympathizing. This is the great, the only +safeguard against fretfulness and complaint. Thus and thus only can +peace spring out of confusion, and the breaking chords of an overtaxed +nature be strung anew to a celestial harmony. + + + + +THE POPULAR LECTURE. + + +The popular lecture, in the Northern States of America, has become, in +Yankee parlance, "an institution"; and it has attained such prevalence +and power that it deserves more attention and more respect from those +who assume the control of the motive influences of society than it has +hitherto received. It has been the habit of certain literary men, (more +particularly of such as do not possess a gift for public speech,) and of +certain literary magazines, (managed by persons of delicate habit and +weak lungs,) to regard and to treat the popular lecture with a measure +of contempt. For the last fifteen years the downfall of what has been +popularly denominated "The Lecture System" has been confidently +predicted by those who, granting them the wisdom which they assume, +should have been so well acquainted with its nature and its adaptation +to a permanent popular want as to see that it must live and thrive until +something more practicable can be contrived to take its place. If +anything more interesting, cheaper, simpler, or more portable can be +found than a vigorous man, with a pleasant manner, good voice, and +something to say, then the popular lecture will certainly be superseded; +but the man who will invent this substitute is at present engaged on a +new order of architecture and the problem of perpetual motion, with such +prospect of full employment for the present as will give "the lecture +system" sufficient time to die gracefully. An institution which can +maintain its foothold in the popular regard throughout such a war as has +challenged the interest and taxed the energies of this nation during the +last three years is one which will not easily die; and the history of +the popular lecture proves, that, wherever it has been once established, +it retains its place through all changes of social material and all +phases of political and religious influence. Circumstances there may be +which will bring intermissions in its yearly operations; but no instance +can be found of its permanent relinquishment by a community which has +once enjoyed its privileges, and acquired a taste for the food and +inspiration which it furnishes. + +An exposition of the character of the popular lecture, the machinery by +which it is supported, and the results which it aims at and +accomplishes, cannot be without interest to thoughtful readers. + +What is the popular lecture in America? It will not help us in this +inquest to refer to a dictionary; for it is not necessary that the +performance which Americans call a lecture should be an instructive +discourse at all. A lecture before the Young Men's Associations and +lecture organizations of the country is any characteristic utterance of +any man who speaks in their employment. The word "lecture" covers +generally generically all the orations, declamations, dissertations, +exhortations, recitations, humorous extravaganzas, narratives of travel, +harangues, sermons, semi-sermons, demi-semi-sermons, and lectures +proper, which can be crowded into what is called "a course," but which +might be more properly called a bundle, the bundle depending for its +size upon the depth of the managerial purse. Ten or twelve lectures are +the usual number, although in some of the larger cities, beginning early +in "the lecture season," and ending late, the number given may reach +twenty. + +The machinery for the management and support of these lectures is as +simple as possible, the lecturers themselves having nothing to do with +it. There are library associations or lyceum associations, composed +principally of young men, in all the cities and large villages, which +institute and manage courses of lectures every winter, for the double +purpose of interesting and instructing the public and replenishing their +treasury. The latter object, it must be confessed, occupies the +principal place, although, as it depends for its attainment on the +success of the former, the public is as well served as if its +entertainment were alone consulted. In the smaller towns there are +usually temporary associations, organized for the simple purpose of +obtaining lecturers and managing the business incident to a course. Not +unfrequently, ten, twenty, or thirty men pledge themselves to make up +any deficiency there may be in the funds required for the season's +entertainments, and place the management in the hands of a committee. +Sometimes two or three persons call themselves a lecture-committee, and +employ lecturers, themselves risking the possible loss, and dividing +among themselves any profits which their course may produce. The +opposition or independent courses in the larger cities are often +instituted by such organizations,--sometimes, indeed, by a single +person, who has a natural turn for this sort of enterprise. The +invitations to lecturers are usually sent out months in advance, though +very few courses are definitely provided for and arranged before the +first of November. The fees of lecturers range from fifty to a hundred +dollars. A few uniformly command the latter sum, and lecture-committees +find it for their interest to employ them. It is to be presumed that the +universal rise of prices will change these figures somewhat. + +The popular lecture is the most purely democratic of all our democratic +institutions. The people hear a second time only those who interest +them. If a lecturer cannot engage the interest of his audience, his fame +or greatness or learning will pass for nothing. A lecture-audience will +forgive extravagance, but never dulness. They will give a man one chance +to interest them, and if he fails, that is the last of him. The +lecture-committees understand this, and gauge the public taste or the +public humor as delicately as the most accomplished theatrical manager. +The man who receives their invitation may generally be certain that the +public wish either to see or hear him. Popularity is the test. Only +popularity after trial, or notoriety before, can draw houses. Only +popularity and notoriety can pay expenses and swell the balance of +profit. Notoriety in the various walks of life and the personal +influence of friends and admirers can usually secure a single hearing, +but no outside influence can keep a lecturer permanently in the field. +If the people "love to hear" him, he can lecture from Maine to +California six months in the year; if not, he cannot get so much as a +second invitation. + +One of the noticeable features of the public humor in this matter is the +aversion to professional lecturers,--to those who make lecturing a +business, with no higher aim than that of getting a living. No calling +or profession can possibly be more legitimate than that of the lecturer; +there is nothing immodest or otherwise improper in the advertisement of +a man's literary wares; yet it is true, beyond dispute, that the public +do not regard with favor those who make lecturing their business, +particularly if they present themselves uninvited. So well is this +understood by this class of lecturers that a part of their machinery +consists of invitations numerously signed, which invitations are written +and circulated by themselves, their interested friends, or their +authorized agents, and published as their apology for appearing. A man +who has no other place in the world than that which he makes for himself +on the platform is never a popular favorite, unless he uses the platform +for the advocacy of some great philanthropic movement or reform, into +which he throws unselfishly the leading efforts of his life. Referring +to the history of the last twenty years, it will readily be seen that +those who have undertaken to make lecturing a business, without side +pursuit or superior aim, are either retired from the field or are very +low in the public favor. The public insist, that, in order to be an +acceptable lecturer, a man must be something else, that he must begin +and remain something else; and it will be found to-day that those only +who work worthily in other fields have a permanent hold upon the +affections of lecture-going people. It is the public judgment or caprice +that the work of the lecturer shall be incidental to some worthy +pursuit, from which that work temporarily calls him. There seems to be a +kind of coquetry in this. The public do not accept of those who are too +openly in the market or who are too easily won. They prefer to entice a +man from his chosen love, and account his favors sweeter because the +wedded favorite is deprived of them. + +A lecturer's first invitation, in consonance with these facts, is almost +always suggested by his excellence or notoriety in some department of +life that may or may not be allied to the platform. If a man makes a +remarkable speech, he is very naturally invited to lecture; but he is no +more certain to be invited than he who wins a battle. A showman gets his +first invitation for the same reason that an author does,--because he is +notorious. Nearly all new men in the lecture-field are introduced +through the popular desire to see notorious or famous people. A man +whose name is on the popular tongue is a man whom the popular eye +desires to see. Such a man will always draw one audience; and a single +occasion is all that he is engaged for. After getting a place upon the +platform, it is for him to prove his power to hold it. If he does not +lecture as well as he writes, or fights, or walks, or lifts, or leaps, +or hunts lions, or manages an exhibition, or plays a French horn, or +does anything which has made him a desirable man for curious people to +see, then he makes way for the next notoriety. Very few courses of +lectures are delivered in the cities and larger villages that do not +present at least one new man, who is invited simply because people are +curious to see him. The popular desire is strong to come in some way +into personal contact with those who do remarkable things. They cannot +be chased in the street; they can be seen only to a limited extent in +the drawing-room; but it is easy to pay twenty-five cents to hear them +lecture, with the privilege of looking at them for an hour and +criticizing them for a week. + +It is a noteworthy fact, in this connection, that, while there are +thousands of cultivated men who would esteem it a privilege to lecture +for the lecturer's usual fee, there are hardly more than twenty-five in +the country whom the public considers it a privilege worth paying for to +hear. It is astonishing, that, in a country so fertile as this in the +production of gifted and cultivated men, so few find it possible to +establish themselves upon the platform as popular favorites. If the +accepted ones were in a number of obvious particulars alike, there could +be some intelligent generalizing upon the subject; but men possessing +fewer points of resemblance, or presenting stronger contrasts, in style +of person and performance, than the established favorites of +lecture-going people, cannot be found in the world; and if any +generalization be attempted, it must relate to matters below the surface +and beyond the common apprehension. It is certain that not always the +greatest or the most brilliant or the most accomplished men are to be +found among the popular lecturers. A man may make a great, even a +brilliant speech on an important public question, and be utterly dreary +in the lecture-room. There are multitudes of eloquent clergymen who in +their pulpits command the attention of immense congregations, yet who +meet with no acknowledgment of power upon the platform. + +In a survey of those who are the established favorites, it will be found +that there are no slaves among them. The people will not accept those +who are creed-bound, or those who bow to any authority but God and +themselves. They insist that those who address them shall be absolutely +free, and that they shall speak only for themselves. Party and sectarian +spokesmen find no permanent place upon the platform. It is only when a +lecturer cuts loose from all his conventional belongings, and speaks +with thought and tongue unfettered, that he finds his way to the popular +heart. This freedom has sometimes been considered dangerous by the more +conservative members of society; and they have not unfrequently managed +to get the lectures into their own hands, or to organize courses +representing more moderate views in matters of society, politics, and +religion; but their efforts have uniformly proved failures. The people +have always refused to support lectures which brought before them the +bondmen of creeds and parties. Year after year men have been invited to +address audiences three fourths of whom disagreed utterly with the +sentiments and opinions which it was well understood such men would +present, simply because they were free men, with minds of their own and +tongues that would speak those minds or be dumb. Names could be +mentioned of those who for the last fifteen years have been established +favorites in communities which listened to them respectfully, nay, +applauded them warmly, and then abused them for the remainder of the +year. + +It is not enough, however, that a lecturer be free. He must have +something fresh to say, or a fresh and attractive way of saying that +which is not altogether new. Individuality, and a certain personal +quality which, for lack of a better name, is called magnetism, are also +essential to the popular lecturer. People desire to be moved, to be +acted upon by a strong and positive nature. They like to be furnished +with fresh ideas, or with old ideas put into a fresh and practical form, +so that they can be readily apprehended and appropriated. + +And here comes the grand difficulty which every lecturer encounters, and +over which so many stumble into failure,--that of interesting and +refreshing men and women of education and culture, and, at the same +time, of pleasing, moving, and instructing those of feebler acquirements +or no acquirements at all. Most men of fine powers fail before a popular +audience, because they do not fully apprehend the thing to be done. They +almost invariably write above the level of one half of their audience, +and below the level of the other half. In either event, they fail, and +have the mortification of seeing others of inferior gifts succeed +through a nicer adaptation of their literary wares to the wants of the +market. Much depends upon the choice of a subject. If that be selected +from those which touch universal interests and address common motives, +half the work is done. A clear, simple, direct style of composition, apt +illustration, (and the power of this is marvellous,) and a distinct and +pleasant delivery, will do much to complete the success. + +It is about equally painful and amusing to witness the efforts which +some men make to write down to the supposed capacity of a popular +audience. The puerilities and buffooneries that are sometimes undertaken +by these men, for the purpose of conciliating the crowd, certainly amuse +the crowd, and so answer their end, though not in a way to bring +reputation to the actors. No greater mistake can possibly be made than +that of regarding an American lecture-going audience with contempt. +There is no literary tribunal in this country that can more readily and +justly decide whether a man has anything to say, and can say it well, +than a lecture-audience in one of the smaller cities and larger +villages of the Northern States. It is quite common to suppose that a +Western audience demands a lower grade of literary effort, and a rougher +style of speech, than an Eastern audience. Indeed, there are those who +suppose that a lecture which would fully meet the demands of an average +Eastern audience would be beyond the comprehension of an average Western +audience; but the lecturer who shall accept any such assumption as this +will find himself very unpleasantly mistaken. At the West, the lecture +is both popular and fashionable, and the best people attend it. A +lecturer may always be certain, then, that the best he can do will be +thoroughly appreciated. The West is not particularly tolerant of dull +men; but if a man be alive, he will find a market there for the best +thought he produces. + +In the larger cities of the East, the opera, the play, the frequent +concert, the exhibition, the club-house, the social assembly, and a +variety of public gatherings and public excitements, take from the +lecture-audiences the class that furnishes the best material in the +smaller cities; so that a lecturer rarely or never sees his best +audiences in New York, or Boston, or Philadelphia. + +Another requisite to popularity upon the platform is earnestness. Those +who imagine that a permanent hold upon the people can be obtained by +amusing them are widely mistaken. The popular lecture has fallen into +disrepute with many worthy persons in consequence of the admission of +buffoons and triflers to the lecturer's platform; and it is an evil +which ought to be remedied. It is an evil, indeed, which is slowly +working its own remedy. It is a disgraceful fact, that, in order to draw +together crowds of people, men have been admitted to the platform whose +notoriety was won by the grossest of literary charlatanism,--men whose +only hold upon the public was gained by extravagances of thought and +expression which would compromise the dignity and destroy the +self-respect of any man of character and common sense. It is not enough +that these persons quickly disgust their audiences, and have a brief +life upon the list. They ought never to be introduced to the public as +lecturers; and any momentary augmentation of receipts that may be +secured from the rabble by the patronage of such mountebanks is more +than lost by the disgrace they bring and the damage they do to what is +called "The Lecture System." It is an insult to any lyceum-audience to +suppose that it can have a strong and permanent interest in a trifler; +and it is a gross injustice to every respectable lecturer in the field +to introduce into his guild men who have no better motive and no higher +mission than the stage-clown and the negro-minstrel. + +But the career of triflers is always short. Only he who feels that he +has something to do in making the world wiser and better, and who, in a +bold and manly way, tries persistently to do it, is always welcome; and +this fact--an incontrovertible one--is a sufficient vindication of the +popular lecture from all the aspersions that have been cast upon it by +disappointed aspirants for its honors, and shallow observers of its +tendencies and results. + +The choice of a subject has already been spoken of as a matter of +importance, and a word should be said touching its manner of treatment. +This introduces a discussion of the kind of lecture which at the present +time is mainly in demand. Many wise and good men have questioned the +character of the popular lecture. In their view, it does not add +sufficiently to the stock of popular knowledge. The results are not +solid and tangible. They would prefer scientific, or historical, or +philosophical discourses. This conviction is so strong with these men, +and the men themselves are so much respected, that the people are +inclined to coincide with them in the matter of theory, while at the +same time they refuse to give their theory practical entertainment. One +reason why scientific and historical lectures are not popular is to be +found in the difficulty of obtaining lecturers who have sufficient +ingenuity and enthusiasm to make such lectures interesting. The number +of men in the United States who can make such lectures attractive to +popular audiences can be counted on the fingers of a single hand. We +have had but one universally popular lecturer on astronomy in twenty +years, and he is now numbered among the precious sacrifices of the war. +There is only one entirely acceptable popular lecturer on the natural +sciences in New England; and what is he among so many? + +But this class of lectures has not been widely successful, even under +the most favorable circumstances, and with the very best lecturers; and +it is to be observed, that they grow less successful with the increasing +intelligence of the people. In this fact is to be found an entirely +rational and competent explanation of their failure. The schools have +done so much toward popularizing science, and the circulating-library +has rendered so familiar the prominent facts of history, that men and +women do not go to the lecture to learn, and, as far as any appreciably +practical benefit is concerned, do not need to go. It is only when some +eminent enthusiast in these walks of learning consents to address them +that they come out, and then it is rather to place themselves under the +influence of his personality than to acquire the knowledge which he +dispenses. Facts, if they are identified in any special way with the +experience and life of the lecturer, are always acceptable; but facts +which are recorded in books find a poor market in the popular +lecture-room. Thus, while purely historical and scientific lectures are +entirely neglected, narratives of personal travel, which, combine much +of historical and scientific interest, have been quite popular, and, +indeed, have been the specialties of more than one of the most popular +of American lecturers, whose names will be suggested at once by this +statement. + +Twenty years ago the first popular lectures on anatomy and physiology +were given, and a corps of lecturers came up and swept over the whole +country, with much of interest and instruction to the people and no +small profit to themselves. These lectures called the attention of +educators to these sciences. Text-books for schools and colleges were +prepared, and anatomy and physiology became common studies for the +young. In various ways, through school-books and magazines and +newspapers, there has accumulated a stock of popular knowledge of these +sciences, and an apprehension of the limit of their practical +usefulness, which have quite destroyed the demand for lectures upon +them. Though a new generation has risen since the lecture on anatomy and +physiology was the rage, no leaner field could possibly be found than +that which the country now presents to the popular lecturer on these +sciences. These facts are interesting in themselves, and they serve to +illustrate the truth of that which has been stated touching lectures +upon general historical and scientific subjects. + +For facts alone the modern American public does not go hungry. American +life is crowded with facts, to which the newspaper gives daily record +and diffusion. Ideas, motives, thoughts, these are always in demand. Men +wish for nothing more than to know how to classify their facts, what to +do with them, how to govern them, and how far to be governed by them; +and the man who takes the facts with which the popular life has come +into contact and association, and draws from them their nutritive and +motive power, and points out their relations to individual and universal +good, and organizes around them the popular thought, and uses them to +give direction to the popular life, and does all this with masterly +skill, is the man whose houses are never large enough to contain those +who throng to hear him. This is the popular lecturer, _par excellence_. +The people have an earnest desire to know what a strong, independent, +free man has to say about those facts which touch the experience, the +direction, and the duty of their daily life; and the lecturer who with +a hearty human sympathy addresses himself to this desire, and enters +upon the service with genuine enthusiasm, wins the highest reward there +is to be won in his field of effort. + +The more ill-natured critics of the popular lecturer have reflected with +ridicule upon his habit of repetition, A lecturer in full employment +will deliver the same discourse perhaps fifty or a hundred times in a +single season. There are probably half a dozen favorite lectures which +have been delivered from two hundred to five hundred times within the +last fifteen years. It does, indeed, at first glance, seem ridiculous +for a man to stand, night after night, and deliver the same words, with +the original enthusiasm apparently at its full height; and some +lecturers, with an extra spice of mirthfulness in their composition, +have given public record of their impressions in this respect. There +are, however, certain facts to be considered which at least relieve him +from the charge of literary sterility. A lecture often becomes famous, +and is demanded by each succeeding audience, whatever the lecturer's +preferences may be. There are lectures called for every year by +audiences and committees which the lecturer would be glad never to see +again, and which he never would see again, if he were to consult his own +judgment alone. Then the popular lecturer, as has been already +intimated, is usually engaged during two thirds of the year in some +business or profession whose duties forbid the worthy preparation of +more than one discourse for winter use. Then, if he has numerous +engagements, he has neither time nor strength to do more than his +nightly work; for, among all the pursuits in which literary men engage, +none is more exhaustive in its demands upon the nervous energy than that +of constant lecturing. The fulfilment of from seventy-five to ninety +engagements involves, in round numbers, ten thousand miles of +railroad-travel, much of it in the night, and all of it during the most +unpleasant season of the year. There is probably nothing short of a +military campaign that is attended by so many discomforts and genuine +hardships as a season of active lecturing. Unless a man be young and +endowed with an extraordinary amount of vital power, he becomes entirely +unfitted by his nightly work, and the dissipation consequent upon +constant change of scene, for consecutive thought and elaborate +composition. + +It is fortunate for the lecturer that there is no necessity for variety. +The oft-repeated lecture is new to each new audience, and, being +thoroughly in hand, and entirely familiar, is delivered with better +effect than if the speaker were frequently choosing from a +well-furnished repertory. It is popularly supposed that a lecturer loses +all interest in a performance which he repeats so many times. This +supposition is correct, in certain aspects of the matter, but not in any +sense which detracts from his power to make it interesting to others. It +is the general experience of lecturers, that, until they have delivered +a discourse from ten to twenty times, they are themselves unable to +measure its power; so that a performance which is offered at first +timidly and with many doubts comes at length to be delivered +confidently, and with measurable certainty of acceptance and success. +The grand interest of a lecturer is in his new audience, in his +experiment on an assembly of fresh minds. The lecture itself is regarded +only as an instrument by which a desirable and important result is to be +achieved; and familiarity with it, and steady use in its elocutionary +handling, are conditions of the best success. Having selected the +subject which, at the time, and for the times, he considers freshest and +most fruitful, and with thorough care written out all he has to say upon +it, there is no call for recurrence to minor themes, either as regards +the credit of the lecturer or the best interests of those whom he +addresses. + +What good has the popular lecture accomplished? Its most enthusiastic +advocates will not assert that it has added greatly to the stock of +popular knowledge, in science or art, in history, philosophy, or +literature; yet the most modest of them may claim that it has bestowed +upon American society a permanent good of incalculable value. The +relentless foe of all bigotry in politics and religion, the constant +opponent of every form of bondage to party and sect, the practical +teacher of the broadest toleration of individual opinion, it has had +more to do with the steady melioration of the prejudices growing out of +denominational interests in Church and State than any other agency +whatever. The platform of the lecture-hall has been common ground for +the representatives of all our social, political, and religious +organizations. It is there that orthodox and heterodox, progressive and +conservative, have won respect for themselves and toleration for their +opinions by the demonstration of their own manhood, and the recognition +of the common human brotherhood; for one has only to prove himself a +true man, and to show a universal sympathy with men, to secure popular +toleration for any opinion he may hold. Hardly a decade has passed away +since, in nearly every Northern State, men suffered social depreciation +in consequence of their political and religious opinions. Party and +sectarian names have been freely used as reproachful and even as +disgraceful epithets. To call a man by the name which he had chosen as +the representative of his political or religious opinions was considered +equivalent to calling him a knave or a fool; and if it happened that he +was in the minority, his name alone was regarded as the stamp of social +degradation. Now, thanks to the influence of the popular lecture mainly, +men have made, and are rapidly making, room for each other. A man may be +in the minority now without consequently being in personal disgrace. Men +of liberal and even latitudinarian views are generously received in +orthodox communities, and those of orthodox faith are gladly welcomed by +men who subscribe to a shorter creed and bear a broader charter of life +and liberty. There certainly has never been a time in the history of +America when there was such generous and general toleration of all men +and all opinions as now; and as the popular lecture has been universal, +with a determined aim and a manifest influence toward this end, it is +but fair to claim for it a prominent agency in the result. + +Another good which may be counted among the fruits of the popular +lecture is the education of the public taste in intellectual amusements. +The end which the lecture-goer seeks is not always improvement, in any +respect. Multitudes of men and women have attended the lecture to be +interested, and to be interested intellectually is to be intellectually +amused. Lecturers who have appealed simply to the emotional nature, +without attempting to engage the intellect, have ceased to be popular +favorites. So far as the popular lecture has taken hold of the +affections of a community, and secured its constant support, it has +destroyed the desire for all amusements of a lower grade; and it will be +found, that, generally, those who attend the lecture rarely or never +give their patronage and presence to the buffooneries of the day. They +have found something better,--something with more of flavor in the +eating, with more of nutriment in the digestion. How great a good this +is those only can judge who realize that men will have amusements of +some sort, and that, if they cannot obtain such as will elevate them, +they will indulge in such as are frivolous and dissipating. The lecture +does quite as much for elevated amusement out of the hall as in it. The +quickening social influence of an excellent lecture, particularly in a +community where life flows sluggishly and all are absorbed in manual +labor, is as remarkable as it is beneficent. The lecture and the +lecturer are the common topics of discussion for a week, and the +conversation which is so apt to cling to health and the weather is +raised above the level of commonplace. + +Notwithstanding the fact that a moiety, or a majority, of the popular +lecturers are clergymen, the lecture has not always received the favor +of the cloth. Indeed, there has often been private and sometimes public +complaint on the part of preachers, that the finished productions of the +lecturer, the results of long and patient elaboration, rendered doubly +attractive by a style of delivery to be won only by frequent repetition +of the same discourse, have brought the hastily prepared and plainly +presented Sunday sermon into an unjust and damaging comparison. The +complaint is a strange one, particularly as no one has ever claimed that +the highest style of eloquence or the most remarkable models of rhetoric +are to be found in the lecture-hall. There has, at least, been no +general conviction that a standard of excellence in English and its +utterance has been maintained there too high for the comfort and credit +of the pulpit. It is possible, therefore, that the pulpit betrays its +weak point, and needs the comparison which it deprecates. A man of +brains will gratefully receive suggestions from any quarter. That +impulses to a more familiar and direct style of sermonizing, a brighter +and better elocution, and a bolder utterance of personal convictions, +have come to the pulpit from the platform, there is no question. This +feeling on the part of preachers is by no means universal, however; for +some of them have long regarded the lecture with contempt, and have +sometimes resented it as an impertinence. And it may be (for there shall +be no quarrel in the matter) that lecturers are quacks, and that +lectures, like homoeopathic remedies, are very contemptible things; but +they have pleasantly modified the doses of the old practice, however +slow the doctors are to confess it; and so much, at least, may be +counted among the beneficent results of the system under discussion. + +Last in the brief enumeration of the benefits of the popular lecture, it +has been the devoted, consistent, never tiring champion of universal +liberty. If the popular lecturer has not been a power in this nation for +the overthrow of American Slavery,--for its overthrow in the +conscientious convictions and the legal and conventional fastnesses of +the nation,--then have the friends of oppression grossly lied; for none +have received their malicious and angry objurgations more unsparingly +than our plain-speaking gentleman who makes his yearly circuit among the +lyceums. No champion of slavery, no advocate of privilege, no apologist +for systematized and legalized wrong has ever been able to establish +himself as a popular lecturer. The people may listen respectfully to +such a man once; but, having heard him, they drop him forever. In truth, +a man cannot be a popular lecturer who does not plant himself upon the +eternal principles of justice. He must be a democrat, a believer in and +an advocate of the equal rights of men. A slavery-loving, +slavery-upholding lecturer would be just as much of an anomaly as a +slavery-loving and slavery-singing poet. The taint so vitiates the whole +aesthetic nature, so poisons the moral sense, so palsies the finer +powers, so destroys all true sympathy with universal humanity, that the +composition of an acceptable lecture becomes impossible to the man who +bears it. The popular lecture, as it has been described in this article, +has never existed at the South, and could not be tolerated there. Until +within three years it has never found opportunity for utterance in the +capital of the nation; but where liberty goes, it makes its way, and +helps to break the way for liberty everywhere. + +It is a noteworthy fact, that the popular lecturer, though the devoted +advocate of freedom to the slave, has rarely been regarded as either a +trustworthy or an important man in the party which has represented his +principles in this country. He has always been too free to be a +partisan, too radical and intractable for a party seeking power or +striving to preserve it. No party of any considerable magnitude has ever +regarded him as its expositor. A thousand times have party-speakers and +party-organs, professing principles identical with his own, washed their +hands of all responsibility for his utterances. Even now, when the +sound of falling shackles is in the air, and the smoke of the torment of +the oppressor fills the sky, old partisans of freedom cannot quite +forget their stupid and hackneyed animosities, but still bemoan the +baleful influence of this fiery itinerant. Representative of none but +himself, disowned or hated by all parties, acknowledging responsibility +to God and his own conscience only, he has done his work, and done it +well,--done it amid careful questionings and careless curses,--done it, +and been royally paid for it, when speakers who fairly represented the +political and religious prejudices of the people could not have called +around them a baker's dozen, with tickets at half-price or at no price +at all. + +When the cloud which now envelops the country shall gather up its +sulphurous folds and roll away, tinted in its retiring by the smile of +God beaming from a calm sky upon a nation redeemed to freedom and +justice, and the historian, in the light of that smile, shall trace home +to their fountains the streams of influence and power which will then +join to form the river of the national life, he will find one, starting +far inland among the mountains, longer than the rest and mightier than +most, and will recognize it as the confluent outpouring of living, +Christian speech, from ten thousand lecture-platforms, on which free men +stood and vindicated the right of man to freedom. + + + + +THE HOUR OF VICTORY. + + + Meridian moments! grandly given + To cheer the warrior's soul from heaven! + God's ancient boon, vouchsafed to those + Who battle long with Freedom's foes,-- + Oh, what in life can claim the power + To match with that divinest hour? + + I see the avenging angel wave + His banner o'er the embattled brave; + I hear above Hate's trumpet-blare + The shout that rends the smoking air, + And then I know at whose command + The victor sweeps the Rebel land! + + Enduring Valor lifts his head + To count the flying and the dead; + Returning Virtue still maintains + The right to break unhallowed chains; + While sacred Justice, born of God, + Walks regnant o'er the bleeding sod. + + + + +THE CAUSES OF FOREIGN ENMITY TO THE UNITED STATES. + + +The hostility of foreign governments to the United States is due as much +at least to dread of their growing power as dislike of their democracy; +and accordingly the theory of the Secessionists as to the character of +our Union has been as acceptable to the understandings of our foreign +enemies as the acts of the Rebels against its government have been +pleasing to their sympathies. They well know that a union of States +whose government recognized the right of Secession would be as weak as +an ordinary league between independent sovereignties; and as the rapid +growth of the States in population, wealth, and power is certain, they +naturally desire, that, if united, these States shall be an aggregation +of forces, neutralizing each other, rather than a fusion of forces, +which, for general purposes, would make them a giant nationality. +Accordingly, centralized France reads to us edifying homilies on the +advantages of disintegration; and England, rich with the spoils of +suppressed insurrections, adjures us most plaintively to respect the +sacred rights of rebellion. The simple explanation of this hypocrisy or +irony is, that both France and England are anxious that the strength of +the United States shall not correspond to their bulk. The looser the tie +of union, the greater the number of confederacies into which the nation +should split, the safer they would feel. The doctrine of the inherent +and undivided sovereignty of the States will therefore find resolute +champions abroad as long as it has the most inconsiderable faction to +support it at home. + +The European nations are kept in order by what is called the Balance of +Power, and this policy they would delight to see established on this +continent. Should the different States of the American Union be +occupied, like the European states, in checking each other, they could +not act as a unit, and their terrific rate of growth in wealth and +population, as compared with that of the nations across the Atlantic, +would not excite in the latter such irritation and alarm. The magic +which has changed English abolitionists into partisans of slaveholders, +and French imperialists into champions of insurrection, came from the +figures of the Census Reports. It is calculated that the United States, +if the rate of growth which obtained between 1850 and 1860 is continued, +will have, forty years hence, a hundred millions of inhabitants, and +four hundred and twenty thousand millions of dollars of taxable +wealth,--over three times the present population, and over ten times the +present wealth, of the richest of European nations. It is probable that +this concrete fact exerts more influence on the long-headed statesmen of +Europe than any abstract dislike of democracy. The only union which they +could bring against such a power would be a league, a confederacy, a +continuous and subsisting treaty, between sovereign powers. Is it +surprising that they should wish our union to be of the same character? +Is it surprising that the contemplation of a government, whether +despotic or democratic, which could act directly on a hundred millions +of people, with the supreme right of taxing property to the amount of +four hundred and twenty billions of dollars, should fill them with +dismay? + +The inherent weakness of a league, even when its general object is such +as to influence the passions of the nations which compose it, is well +known to all European statesmen. The various alliances against France +show the insuperable difficulties in the way of giving to confederacies +of sovereign states a unity and efficiency corresponding to their +aggregate strength, and the necessity which the leaders of such +alliances are always under of expending half their skill and energy in +preventing the loosely compacted league from falling to pieces. The +alliance under the lead of William III. barely sustained itself against +Louis XIV., though William was the ablest statesman in Europe, and had +been trained in the tactics of confederacies from his cradle. The +alliance under the lead of Marlborough owed its measure of success to +his infinite address and miraculous patience as much as to his +consummate military genius; and the ignominious "secession" of England, +in the treaty of Utrecht, ended in making it one of the most conspicuous +examples of the weakness of such combinations. When the exceptional +military genius, as in the case of Frederick and Napoleon, has been on +the side of the single power assailed, the results have been all the +more remarkable. The coalition against Frederick, the ruler of five +millions of people, was composed of sovereigns who ruled a hundred +millions; and at the end of seven years of war they had not succeeded in +wringing permanently from his grasp a square mile of territory. The +first coalitions against Napoleon resulted only in making him the master +of Europe; and he was crushed at last merely by the dead weight of the +nations which the senselessness of his political passions brought down +upon his empire. Indeed, the trouble with all leagues is, that they are +commanded, more or less, by debating-societies; and a debating-society +is weak before a man. The Southern Confederacy is a confederacy only in +name; for no despotism in Europe or Asia has more relentless unity of +purpose, and in none does debate exercise less control over executive +affairs. All the powers of the government are practically absorbed in +Jefferson Davis, and a rebellion in the name of State Rights has ended +in a military autocracy, in which all rights, personal and State, are +suspended. + +Now, as it is impossible for European governments to combine efficiently +against such a colossal power as the United States promise within a few +generations to be, provided the unity of the nation is preserved with +its growth, they naturally favor every element of disintegration which +will reduce the separate States to the condition of European states. +Earl Russell's famous saying, that "the North is fighting for power, the +South for independence," is to be interpreted in this sense. What he +overlooked was the striking fact which distinguishes the States of the +American Republic from the states of Europe. The latter are generally +separated by race and nationality, or, where composed of heterogeneous +materials, are held together by military power. The people of the United +States are homogeneous, and rapidly assimilate into American citizens +the foreigners they so cordially welcome. No man has lifted his hand +against the government as an Irishman, a Frenchman, a German, an +Italian, a Dane, but only as a slaveholder, or as a citizen of a State +controlled by slaveholders. The insurrection was started in the interest +of an institution, and not of a race. To compare such a rebellion with +European rebellions is to confuse things essentially distinct. The +American government is so constituted that nobody has an interest in +overturning it, unless his interest is opposed to that of the mass of +the citizens with whom he is place on an equality; and hence his treason +is necessarily a revolt against the principle of equal rights. In +Europe, it is needless to say, every rebellion with which an American +can sympathise is a rebellion in favor of the principle against which +the slaveholders' rebellion is an armed protest. An insurrection in +Russia to restore serfdom, an insurrection in Italy to restore the +dethroned despots, an insurrection in England to restore the Stuart +system of kingly government, an insurrection anywhere to restore what +the progress of civilization had made contemptible or accursed, would be +the only fit parallel to the insurrection of the Southern Confederates. +The North is fighting for power which is its due, because it is just and +right; the South is fighting for independence, in order to remove all +checks on its purpose to oppress and enslave. The fact that the power +for which the North fights is a very different thing from the power +which a European monarchy struggles to preserve and extend, the fact +that it is the kind of power which oppressed nationalities seek in their +efforts for independence, only makes our foreign critics more +apprehensive of its effects. It is a dangerous power to them, because, +founded in the consent of the people, there is no limit to its possible +extension, except in the madness or guilt of that portion of the people +who are restive under the restraints of justice and impatient under the +rule of freedom. + +It would be doing cruel wrong to Earl Russell's intelligence to suppose +that he really believed what he said, when he drew a parallel between +the American Revolution and the Rebellion of the Confederate States, and +asserted that the right of the Southern States to secede from the +American Union was identical with the right of the Colonies to sever +their connection with Great Britain. We believe the Colonies were right +in their revolt. But if the circumstances had been different,--if since +the reign of William III. they had nominated or controlled almost every +Prime Minister, had shaped the policy of the British Empire, had enjoyed +not only a representation in Parliament, but in the basis of +representation had been favored with a special discrimination in their +favor against Kent and Yorkshire,--if both in the House of Lords and the +House of Commons they had not only been dominant, but had treated the +Bentincks, Cavendishes, and Russells, the Montagus, Walpoles, and Pitts, +with overbearing insolence,--and if, after wielding power so long and so +arrogantly, they had rebelled at the first turn in political affairs +which seemed to indicate that they were to be reduced from a position of +superiority to one of equality,--if our forefathers had acted after this +wild fashion, we should not only think that the Revolution they achieved +was altogether unjustifiable, but we should blush at the thought of +being descended from such despot-demagogues. This is a very feeble +statement of the case which would connect the Revolt of the American +Colonies with the Revolt of the American Liberticides; and Earl Russell +is too well-informed a statesman not to know that his parallel fails in +every essential particular. He threw it out, as he threw out his +sounding antithesis about "power" and "independence," to catch ears not +specially blessed with brains between them. + +But European statesmen, in order to promote the causes of American +dissensions, are willing not only to hazard fallacies which do not +impose on their own understandings, but to give aid and comfort to +iniquities which in Europe have long been antiquated. They thus tolerate +chattel slavery, not because they sympathize with it, but because it is +an element of disturbance in the growth of American power. Though it has +for centuries been outgrown by the nations of Western Europe, and is +repugnant to all their ideas and sentiments, they are willing to give it +their moral support, provided it will break up the union of the people +of the States, or remain as a constantly operating cause of enmity +between the sections of a reconstructed Union. They would tolerate +Mormonism or Atheism or Diabolism, if they thought it would have a +similar effect; but at the same time they would not themselves legalize +polygamy, or deny the existence of God, or inaugurate the worship of the +Devil. Indeed, while giving slavery a politic sanction, they despise in +their hearts the people who are so barbarous as to maintain such an +institution; and the Southern rebel or Northern demagogue who thinks his +championship of slavery really earns him any European respect is under +that kind of delusion which it is always for the interest of the plotter +to cultivate in the tool. It was common, a few years ago, to represent +the Abolitionist as the dupe or agent of the aristocracies of Europe. It +certainly might be supposed that persons who made this foolish charge +were competent at least to see that the present enemy of the unity of +the American people is the pro-slavery fanatic, and that it is on his +knavery or stupidity that the ill-wishers to American unity now chiefly +rely. + +For the war has compelled these ill-wishers to modify their most +cherished theory of democracy in the United States. They thought that +the marvellous energy for military combination, developed by a democracy +suddenly emancipated from oppression, such as was presented by the +French people in the Revolution of 1789, was not the characteristic of a +democracy which had grown up under democratic institutions. The first +was anarchy _plus_ the dictator; the second was merely "anarchy _plus_ +the constable." They had an obstinate prepossession, that, in a settled +democracy like ours, the selfishness of the individual was so stimulated +that he became incapable of self-sacrifice for the public good. The ease +with which the government of the United States has raised men by the +million and money by the billion has overturned this theory, and shown +that a republic, of which individual liberty and general equality form +the animating principles, can still rapidly avail itself of the property +and personal service of all the individuals who compose it, and that +self-seeking is not more characteristic of a democracy in time of peace +than self-sacrifice is characteristic of the same democracy in time of +war. The overwhelming and apparently unlimited power of a government +thus _of_ the people and _for_ the people is what the war has +demonstrated, and it very naturally excites the fear and jealousy of +governments which are based on less firm foundations in the popular mind +and heart and will. + +It is doubtless true that many candid foreign thinkers favor the +disintegration of the American Union because they believe that the +consolidation of its power would make it the meddlesome tyrant of the +world. They admit that the enterprise, skill, and labor of the people, +applied to the unbounded undeveloped resources of the country, will +enable them to create wealth very much faster than other nations, and +that the population, fed by continual streams of immigration, will also +increase with a corresponding rapidity. They admit, that, if kept +united, a few generations will be sufficient to make them the richest, +largest, and most powerful nation in the world. But they also fear that +this nation will be an armed and aggressive democracy, deficient in +public reason and public conscience, disposed to push unjust claims with +insolent pertinacity, and impelled by a spirit of propagandism which +will continually disturb the peace of Europe. It is curious that this +impression is derived from the actions of the government while it was +controlled by the traitors now in rebellion against it, and from the +professions of those Northern demagogues who are most in sympathy with +European opinion concerning the justice and policy of the war. Mr. +Fernando Wood, the most resolute of all the Northern advocates of peace, +recommended from his seat in Congress but a month ago, that a compromise +be patched up with the Rebels on the principle of sacrificing the negro, +and then that both sections unite to seize Canada, Cuba, and Mexico. The +kind of "democracy" which Mr. Jefferson Davis and Mr. Fernando Wood +represent is the kind of democracy which has always been the great +disturber of our foreign relations, and it is a democracy which will be +rendered powerless by the triumph of the national arms. The United +States of 1900, with their population of a hundred millions, and their +wealth of four hundred and twenty billions, will, we believe, be a power +for good, and not for evil. They will be strong enough to make their +rights respected everywhere; but they will not force their ideas on +other nations at the point of the bayonet; they will not waste their +energies in playing the part of the armed propagandist of democratic +opinions in Europe; and the contagion of their principles will only be +the natural result of the example of peace, prosperity, freedom, and +justice, which they will present to the world. In Europe, where power +commonly exists only to be abused, this statement would be received with +an incredulous smile; but we have no reason to doubt, that, among the +earnest patriots who are urging on the present war for Liberty and Union +to a victorious conclusion, it would be considered the most commonplace +of truths. + + + + +REVIEWS AND LITERARY NOTICES. + + + _The Seer, or Commonplaces Refreshed._ By LEIGH HUNT. In Two + Volumes. Boston: Roberts Brothers. + +Among the books most prized, in our modest private book-room, are some +which bear the delicate and graceful autograph of Leigh Hunt, having +floated from his deserted library to these American shores. There is the +Apollonius from which came the text of his poem of "The Panther";--this +is his mark against the legend, on page sixty-nine; and here is the old +engraving of Apollonius, which he no doubt inserted as a frontispiece to +the book. Here again is his copy of Rousseau's "Confessions," Holyoake's +translation, annotated through and through with Hunt's humane and +penetrating criticisms on nature with which his own had much in common, +though purer and sweeter. This volume of Milton's "Minor Poems" was his +also, with the rich and varied notes of Warton, the edition of whose +literary charms he somewhere speaks with such delight. Here also is +Forster's "Perennial Calendar," a book of rural gossip, such as Leigh +Hunt thoroughly enjoyed; and this copy of Aubrey de Vere's Poems was a +present from the author. Above all, perhaps, one dwells with interest on +a volume of Hennell's "Christianity and Infidelity," riddled through and +through by pen-and-ink underscorings, extending sometimes to every line +upon a page. The book ends with a generous paragraph in assertion of the +comfort and sufficiency of Natural Religion; and after it comes, written +originally in pencil, then in ink again, always with the same firm and +elegant handwriting, the indorsement, "Amen. So be it. L. H. July 14th, +1857." This was written in his seventy-third year, two years before his +death, and this must have been about the time of Hawthorne's visit to +him. Read the "Amen" in the light of that beautiful description of +patient and frugal old age, and it is a touching and noble memorial. + +Americans often fancied that they noticed something American in Leigh +Hunt's _physique_ and manners, without knowing how near he came to +owning a Cisatlantic birth. His mother was a Philadelphian; and his +father, a West-Indian, resided in this country until within a few years +of his death. It is fitting, therefore, that our publishers should keep +his writings in the market, and this is well done in this handsome +edition of "The Seer." These charming essays will bear preservation; +none are more saturated with cultivated taste and literary allusion, and +in none are more graceful pictures painted on a slighter canvas. If +there is an occasional impression of fragility and superficiality, it is +yet wholly in character, and seems not to interfere with the peculiar +charm. Hunt, for instance, writes a delightful paper on the theme of +"Cricket," without ten allusions to the game, or one indication of ever +having stopped to watch it. He discourses deliciously upon Anacreon's +"Tettix,"--the modern Cicada,--and then calls it a beetle. There is apt, +indeed, to be a pervading trace of that kind of conscious effort which +is technically called "book-making," and one certainly finds the +entertainment a little frothy, at times, compared with the elder +essayists. Nevertheless, Leigh Hunt's roses always bloom, his breezes +are always "redolent of joy and youth," and his sunny spirit pervades +even a rainy day. Chaucer and Keats never yet have found a more delicate +or discriminating critic; and his paper on Wordsworth, beside the fine +touches, has solider qualities that command one's admiration. The +personal memorials of the author's literary friends have a peculiar +charm to us in this land and generation, for whom Hazlitt and Keats are +names almost as shadowy and romantic as Amadis or Lancelot; but best of +all is his noble tribute to Shelley. After speaking (Vol. II. p. 38) of +the deep philanthropy which lay beneath the apparent cynicism of +Hazlitt, he thus continues:--"But only imagine a man who should feel +this interest too, and be deeply amiable, and have great sufferings, +bodily and mental, and know his own errors, and waive the claim of his +own virtues, and manifest an unceasing considerateness of the comforts +of those about him, in the very least as well as greatest +things,--surviving, in the pure life of his heart, all mistake, all +misconception, all exasperation, and ever having a soft word in his +extremity, not only for those who consoled, but for those who distressed +him; and imagine how we must have loved _him_. It was Mr. Shelley." + +Such an epitaph writes the character not only of him who receives the +tribute, but of him who pays it. And if there ever lived a literary man +who might fitly claim for his funeral stone the inscription, "Lord, keep +my memory green," it was the sweet-tempered, flower-loving Leigh Hunt. + + +_Christ and his Salvation._ In sermons variously related thereto. By +HORACE BUSHNELL. New York: Charles Scribner. + +These sermons are distinguished from the ordinary discourses of the +pulpit by being the product not merely of religious faith and feeling, +but of religious genius. They embody the thought and experience of a +life, and the ideas they inculcate are not so much the dogmas of a sect +as the divinations of an individual. "This is Christianity as it has +been verified in my consciousness," might be taken as the motto of the +volume. The result is, that the collection is an addition to religious +literature, and will be read with satisfaction for its stimulating +effect on the religious sense by hundreds who may disagree with its +direct teachings. + +The two most striking and characteristic sermons in the volume are the +first and the last, respectively entitled, "Christ waiting to find +Room," a masterly analysis of the worldliness of the so-called Christian +world, and "Heaven Opened," a plea equally masterly for the existence in +man of a supernatural sense to discern supernatural things. Between +these come the sermons entitled, "The Gentleness of God," "The Insight +of Love," "Salvation for the Lost Condition," "The Bad Mind makes a Bad +Element," and "The Wrath of the Lamb," which illustrate so well the +union in Dr. Bushnell's mind of practical sagacity and force of thought +with keenness and reach of spiritual vision, that we select them from +the rest as particularly worthy of the reader's attention. Indeed, to +have written these discourses is to have done the work of a ministry. + +The peculiarity of the whole volume, and a singular peculiarity in a +collection of sermons, is the absence of commonplace. The writer's +method is to bring his mind into close contact with things instead of +phrases,--to think round his subject, and think into his subject, and, +if possible, think through his subject to the law on which it depends; +and thus, when his thinking results in no novelty of view, it is still +the indorsement of an accepted truth by a fresh perception of it. Truths +in such a process never put on the character of truisms, but are as +vital to the last observer as to the first. There is hardly a page in +the volume which is not original, in the sense of recording original +impressions of objects, individually seen, grasped, and examined. There +are numerous originalities of a different kind, which may not be so +pleasing to some classes of Christians,--as when he aims to show that an +accredited spiritual form does not express a corresponding spiritual +fact, or as when he splits some shell of creed which imprisons rather +than embodies the kernel of faith, and lets the oppressed truth go free. + +This power of penetrating thought, so determined as at times to wear a +look of doggedness,--this analysis which shrinks from no problems, which +is provoked by obstacles into intenser effort, and which is almost +fanatical in its desire to get at the idea and reason of everything it +probes,--is relieved by a richly sympathetic and imaginative +nature,--indeed, is so welded with it, that insight and analysis serve +each other, and cool reason gives solidity to ecstatic experience. +Perhaps as a seer Dr. Bushnell may be more certain of recognition than +as a reasoner. Whatever may be thought of the orthodoxy of the doctrines +he has rationalized, there can be no doubt as to the reality of the +spiritual states he has described. His intellectual method may be wrong +or incomplete, but it in some way enables him to reach the substance of +Christian life and light and love and joy. There are passages in the +volume which are all aglow with the sacred fire of that rapture which +rewards only those souls that soar into the regions where the objects +that kindle it abide; and this elevation which touches ecstasy, this +effluence from the spiritual mood of the writer, is not limited to +special bursts of eloquence, but gleams along the lines of many a +clinching argument, and flashes out from many an uncadenced period. + +The style of the book is what might be expected from the character of +the author and the processes of his thinking. The mental state dictates +the form of the sentence and the selection of the words. Thought and +expression, so to speak, breed in and in. There is a certain roughness +in the strength of the man, which is ever asserting itself through his +cultured vigor; and in the diction, rustic plainness of speech +alternates with the nomenclature of metaphysics, rugged sense with +lifting raptures, and curt, blunt, homely expression with vivid, +whatever may be his form of words, he always loads them with meaning, +and with his own meaning. He is not a fluent writer, but his resources +of expression ever correspond to his richness of thought. And if his +style cannot be said to bend gracefully to the variations of his +subject, it still bends and does not break. In felicity and originality +of epithet, the usual sign of a writer's genuineness of perception, he +is excelled by no theologian of the time. He also has that power of +pithy and pointed language which so condenses a statement of a fact or +principle that it gives forth the diamond sparkle of epigram. The effect +of wit is produced while the purpose is the gravest possible: as when he +tells some brother religionists, who base their creeds on the hyperboles +of Scripture, that they mistake interjections for propositions,--or as +when he reproves those pretenders to grace who count it apparently "a +kind of merit that they live loosely enough to make salvation by merit +impossible." + +The animating spirit of the volume is a desire to bring men's minds into +contact with what is vital in religion, and this leads to many a sharp +comment both on the dogmatism of sects and the rationalism of critics. +Dr. Bushnell always seeks that in religion which not merely illumines +the mind, but invigorates the will. It is not the form of a doctrine, +but the force in the believer, which engages his attention. In pursuing +this method he displays alternately the qualities of an interpreter and +of an iconoclast; but his object is the same, whether he evolves +unexpected meanings from an accredited dogma, or assails the sense in +which it is generally received. And so tenacious is his hold on the life +of Christianity, and so vivid his mode of presenting it, that both +dogmatist and rationalist must feel, in reading his volume, that he has +given its proper prominence to much in Christianity which their methods +tempt them to overlook. + + + _The Morrisons, a Story of Domestic Life._ By MRS. MARGARET + HOSMER. New York: John Bradburn. + +Full of improbabilities, and becoming lurid with domestic tragedies at +the end, this story has yet a sincerity and earnestness of style that +may entitle it to be called respectable, among the mass of American +stories. Novels are being sold by the five thousand which have far less +ability in characterization or in grouping. The persons remain in one's +memory as real individuals, which is saying a good deal; the dialogue, +though excessive in quantity, is neither tame nor flippant; and there is +an attractive compactness in the plot, which is all comprised within one +house in an unknown city. But this plot soon gets beyond the author's +grasp, nevertheless; she creates individualities, and can do nothing +with them but kill them. The defects, however, are those of +inexperience, the merits are the author's own. The value of her next +book will probably be in inverse ratio to the success of this: should +this fail, she may come to something; should this succeed, there is +small hope for her. + + + _Studies for Stories._ By JEAN INGELOW. Boston: Roberts + Brothers. + +These narratives are probably called "Studies for Stories," as the +catalogue of the Boston Public Library is called an "Index to a +Catalogue": this being a profession of humility, implying that a proper +story, like a regular catalogue, should be a much more elaborate affair. +Nevertheless, a story, even if christened a study, must be criticized by +the laws of stories and no other. + +Tried by this standard, we must admit that Miss Ingelow's prose, though +possessing many merits, has not quite the charm of her verses. With a +good deal of skill in depicting character, and with a style that is not +unpleasing, though rather formal and old-fashioned, she has no serious +drawback except a very prominent and unpleasant moral tendency, which +is, indeed, made so conspicuous that one rather resents it, and feels a +slight reaction in favor of vice. One is disposed to apply to so +oppressively didactic an author the cautious criticism of Talleyrand on +his female friend,--"She is insufferable, but that is her only fault." +For this demonstrativeness of ethics renders it necessary for her to +paint her typical sinners in colors of total blackness, and one seldom +finds, even among mature offenders, such unmitigated scoundrels as she +exhibits in their teens. They do not move or talk like human beings, but +like lay figures into which certain specified sins have been poured. +This is an artistic as well as ethical error. As Porson finely said to +Rogers, "In drawing a villain, we should always furnish him with +something that may seem to justify him to himself"; and Schiller, in his +aesthetic writings, lays down the same rule. Yet this censurable habit +does not seem to proceed from anything cynical in the author's own +nature, but rather from inexperience, and from a personal directness +which moves only in straight lines. It seems as if she were so +single-minded in her good intents as to assume all bad people equally +single-minded in evil; but they are not. + +Thus, in "The Cumberers," the fault to be assailed is selfishness, and, +in honest zeal to show it in its most formidable light, she builds up +her typical "Cumberer" into such a complicated monster, so stupendous in +her self-absorption, as to be infinitely less beneficial to the reader +than a merely ordinary inconsistent human being would have been. The +most selfish younger sister reading this story would become a Pharisee, +and thank God, that, whatever her peccadilloes, she was not so bad as +this Amelia. "My Great-Aunt's Picture" does the same for the vice of +envy; "Dr. Deane's Governess" for discontent, and so on; only that this +last story is so oddly mixed up with English class-distinctions and +conventionalisms that one hardly knows when the young lady is supposed +to be doing right and when doing wrong. The same puzzle occurs in the +closing story, "Emily's Ambition," where the censurable point of the +aspiration consists in being dissatisfied with the humbler vocation of +school-teaching, and in pining after the loftier career of milliner, +which in this community would seem like turning social gradations +upside-down. + +By far the ablest of the five "studies," at least in its opening, is the +school-story of "The Stolen Treasure," which, with a high-flown name, +and a most melodramatic and commonplace ending, shows yet great power in +the delineation and grouping of characters. The young school-girls are +as real as those of Charlotte Bronte; and although the typical maidenly +desperado is present,--lying and cheating with such hopeless obviousness +that it seems as if they must all have had to look very hard the other +way to avoid finding her out,--yet there is certainly much promise and +power in the narrative. Let us hope that the modesty of the title of +this volume really indicates a lofty purpose in its author, and that she +will learn to avoid exaggeration of character as she avoids exaggeration +of style. + + + _Collection De Vries._ German Series. Vols. I.-X. Boston: De + Vries, Ibarra, & Co. + +The present high price of imported books, which is stimulating our +publishers to rival their English compeers in typographical triumphs, is +also creating an important class of German reprints, to which attention +should certainly be called. Until lately the chief business in this line +has been done by Philadelphia houses, but we now have editions from +Boston publishers which surpass all predecessors in accuracy and beauty. +Indeed, the average issues of the German press abroad do not equal these +in execution; and though the books issued are thus far small, yet the +taste shown in the selection gives them a peculiar value. + +First comes Hans Andersen's ever-charming "Picture-Book without +Pictures,"--tales told by the Moon, as she looks in at the window of a +poor student. There is also a separate edition of this little work, +issued by the same house, with English notes for students, by Professor +Simonson of Trinity College. + +Next comes "Prinzessin Ilse," a graceful little story by Von Ploennies, +almost as charming as "Undine,"--with its scene laid in the Hartz +Forest, by the legend-haunted Ilsenstein. Then follows a similar wreath +of fancies, called "Was sich der Wald erzaehlt," by Gustav zu Putlitz, in +which fir-trees and foxgloves tell their tales, and there are sermons +in stones and all the rest of it. Why is it that no language but the +German can possibly construct a _Maehrchen_, so that Englishmen and +Americans grow dull, and Frenchmen insufferable, whenever they attempt +that delicious mingling of the ideal and the real? + +Then we have two of the most popular novelettes of Paul Heyse, "Die +Einsamen" and "Anfang und Ende,"--two first-class aesthetic essays by +Hermann Grimm, on the Venus of Milo and on Raphael and Michel +Angelo,--and two comedies by Gustav zu Putlitz. There is also Von +Eichendorff's best novel, which in Berlin went through four editions in +a year, "Aus dem Leben eines Taugenichts," or "Memoirs of a +Good-for-Nothing,"--and, finally, Tieck's well-known story of "The +Elves," and his "Tragedy of Little Red Riding-Hood." + +Among these various attractions every reader of German books will +certainly find something to enjoy; and these editions should be +extensively used by teachers, as the separate volumes can be easily +obtained by mail, and the average cost of each is but about half a +dollar. We hope yet to see editions equally good of the complete works +of the standard German authors, printed in this country and for American +readers. Under present circumstances, they can be more cheaply produced +than imported. + + + _Reynard the Fox._ A Burlesque Poem, from the Low-German + Original of the Fifteenth Century. Boston: De Vries, Ibarra, & + Co. + +The mocking legends of the Wolf and the Fox were wielded without mercy +by many mediaeval satirists, against the human animals of those species, +then prevailing in courts and cloisters. But the jokes took their most +permanent form in the fable of "Reyneke de Vos," first published in the +year 1498. Written in Low-German by Nicholas Bauman, under the pseudonym +of Hinrek van Alkmer, the satire did a similar work to that done by +Rabelais, and Boccaccio, and Piers Plowman. It has since been translated +into many languages, and as Goethe at last thought it worth putting into +German hexameters, one may still find it worth reading in English +Hudibrastic rhymes. The present attractive edition is a reprint of the +paraphrase of Von Soltau, published at Hamburg in 1826,--though, for +some reason, this fact is not stated in the present issue. New or old, +the version is executed with much spirit, and is, to say the least, +easier reading than Goethe's hexameters. + + + _The Cradle of Rebellions: A History of the Secret Societies of + France._ By LUCIEN DE LA HODDE. New York: John Bradburn. + +The translator of this sharp and pungent sketch of the later French +revolutionists is understood to be General John W. Phelps of Vermont,--a +man whose personal services, despite some eccentric traits, will give +him an honorable place in the history of these times. It is possible +that readers may not agree with him in his estimate of the dangers to be +incurred by American institutions from secret societies. They are a +thing essentially alien to our temperament. The Southern plotters of +treason were certainly open enough; it was we who were blind. The +"Know-Nothing" movement was a sort of political carnival, half jest, +half earnest, and good for that trip only. If anything could have +created secret societies, it would have been the Fugitive-Slave-Law +excitement: that, indeed, produced them by dozens, but they almost +always died still-born, and whatever was really done in the +revolutionary line was effected by very informal cooperation. + +Indeed, even the French nation is, by its temperament, less inclined to +deep plotting than any nation of Southern Europe, and as De la Hodde +himself admits, "not one of our revolutions during the last sixty years +has been the work of conspirators." "There is but one maker of +revolutions in France, and that is Paris,--idle, sophistical, +disappointed, restless, evil-minded Paris. We all know her." "Of one +thing we may rest assured: the greater part of our revolutions signify +nothing." And this has been notoriously true since the days of the +Fronde. + +Yet the moral of the book is not without value, and its historic +interest is considerable, taken in connection with the other memoirs of +the same epoch. The style is rather piquant, and the translation good, +though a little stiff. The writer is an Orleanist, and thinks the +Revolution of 1848 a mere whim of the populace, favored by a "vertigo" +on the part of Louis Philippe. It was "an incomprehensible +contingency,--sovereign power giving way to a revolt, without the test +of a combat." + +The book was first published under the Republic, to which the author +professes due loyalty. He suggests, however, that, as no one is required +by duty to fall in love with a very ugly woman who may have been imposed +on him in marriage, so he is not yet very much smitten with the +Republic. But he is ready to respect the dame, if she proves to deserve +it, as a legitimate connection. + + + _Cape Cod._ By HENRY D. THOREAU. Boston: Ticknor and Fields. + +Cape Cod is photographed at last, for Thoreau has been there. Day by +day, with his stout pedestrian shoes, he plodded along that level +beach,--the eternal ocean on one side, and human existence reduced to +its simplest elements on the other,--and he pitilessly weighing each. +His mental processes never impress one with opulence and luxuriance, but +rather with a certain sublime tenacity, which extracts nutriment from +the most barren soil. He is therefore admirably matched against Cape +Cod; and though his books on softer aspects of Nature may have a +mellower charm, there is none in which the very absence of mellowness +can so well pass for an added merit. + +No doubt there are passages which err upon the side of bareness. Cape +Cod itself certainly errs that way, and so often does our author; and +when they are combined, the result of desiccation is sometimes +astounding. But so much the truer the picture. If Vedder's "Lair of the +Sea-Serpent" had the rank verdure of the "Heart of the Andes," the +kraken would still be as unimpressive on canvas as in the newspapers. No +one ever dared to exhibit Cape Cod "long, and lank, and brown" enough +before, and hence the value of the book. For those who insist on +_chlorophylle_, is there not "Azarian"? If the dear public will tolerate +neither the presence of color in a picture, nor its absence, it is hard +to suit. + +Yet it is worth remembering, that Thoreau's one perfect poem,--and one +of the most perfect in American literature,--"My life is like a stroll +upon the beach," must have been suggested by Cape Cod or some kindred +locality. And it is not the savage grandeur of the sea alone, but its +delicate loveliness and its ever-budding life, which will be found +recorded forever in some of these wondrous pages, intermixed with the +statistics of fish-flakes and the annals of old men's diseases. + +But in his stern realism, the author employs what he himself calls +"Panurgic" plainness of speech, and deals with the horrors of the +sea-shore as composedly as with its pearls. His descriptions of the +memorials of shipwrecks, for instance, would be simply repulsive, but +that his very dryness has a sort of disinfectant quality, like the air +of California, where things the most loathsome may lie around us without +making the air impure. + +He shows his wonted formidable accuracy all through these pages, and the +critic feels a sense of bewildered exultation in detecting him even in a +slip of the pen,--as when in the note on page 228 he gives to the town +of Rockport, on Cape Ann, the erroneous name of Rockland. After this +discovery, one may dare to wonder at his finding a novelty in the +"Upland Plover," and naming it among the birds not heard in the interior +of the State, when he might be supposed to have observed it, in summer, +near Mount Wachusett, where its wail adds so much, by day or night, to +the wildness of the scenery. Yet by the triviality of these our +criticisms one may measure the astonishing excellence of his books. + +This wondrous eye and hand have passed away, and left no equal and no +second. Everything which Thoreau wrote has this peculiar value, that no +other observing powers were like his; no one else so laboriously +verified and exhausted the facts; and no other mind rose from them, at +will, into so subtile an air of meditation,--meditation too daring to be +called devout, by church or world, yet too pure and lofty to merit any +lower name. Lycidas has died once more, and has not left his peer. + +Cape Cod does not change in its traits, but only in its boundaries, and +this book will stand for it, a century hence, as it now does. It is the +Cape Odyssey. Near the end, moreover, there is a remarkable chapter on +previous explorers, which shows, by its patient thoroughness, and by the +fearless way in which the author establishes facts which had eluded +Hildreth and Bancroft, that, had he chosen history for his vocation, he +could have extracted its marrow as faithfully as that of his more +customary themes. Yet the grand ocean-pictures which this book contains +remind us that it was the domain of external Nature which was his +peculiar province; and this sublime monotone of the surges seems his +fitting dirge, now that--to use the fine symbol of one who was his +comrade on this very excursion--his bark has "sunk to another sea." + + + + +RECENT AMERICAN PUBLICATIONS. + +Christus Judex. A Traveller's Tale. By Edward Roth. 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