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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Liége on the Line of March + An American Girl's Experiences When the Germans Came Through Belgium + + +Author: Glenna Lindsley Bigelow + + + +Release Date: October 15, 2009 [eBook #30264] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIéGE ON THE LINE OF MARCH*** + + +E-text prepared by Barbara Kosker and the Project Gutenberg Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) from digital material +generously made available by Internet Archive/American Libraries +(http://www.archive.org/details/americana) + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 30264-h.htm or 30264-h.zip: + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/30264/30264-h/30264-h.htm) + or + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/30264/30264-h.zip) + + + Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive/American Libraries. See + http://www.archive.org/details/ligeonlineofma00bige + + + + + +LIEGE +ON THE LINE OF MARCH + + +[Illustration: GLENNA L. BIGELOW] + + +LIEGE +ON THE LINE OF MARCH + +An American Girl's Experiences When the Germans Came Through Belgium + +by + +GLENNA LINDSLEY BIGELOW + + + + + + + +New York: John Lane Company +London: John Lane, The Bodley Head +MCMXVIII + +Copyright, 1918, by +John Lane Company + + + + +_TO THE KING OF THE BELGIANS_ + + + _Multitudes upon multitudes they throng + And thicken: who shall number their array? + They bid the peoples tremble and obey: + Their faces are set forward, all for wrong. + They trample on the covenant and are strong + And terrible. Who shall dare to say them nay? + How shall a little nation bar the way + Where that resistless host is borne along?_ + + _You never thought, O! gallant King, to bow + To overmastering force and stand aside. + Safe and secure you might have reigned. But now + Your Belgium is transfigured, glorified, + The friend of France and England, who avow + An Equal here, and thank the men who died._ + + _H. M._ + _London Times, August 14, 1914._ + + + + +FOREWORD + + +Liege on the Line of March, or An American Girl's Experience When the +Germans Came Through Belgium, is a unique story. No other American +probably was in the exact position of Miss Bigelow who was at the +Chateau d'Angleur, Liege, Belgium, with the family of Monsieur X. at the +outbreak of the war and experienced with them and the people of their +country those tragic events which, up to the present, have hardly even +been sketched for the world. + +What the public already knows of armies, guns, trenches, etc., has +little to do with the suffering that the people of an invaded country +endures, when the white-hot flame of the enemy invasion sweeps over the +land scorching every flower and leaving in its wake only desolation and +pain and despair. This narrative describes in detail just what might +come to any one of its readers if the Germans were victorious in Europe. +Let him picture to himself his line of action or even his line of +thought if an insolent officer came into his home, took his paintings +from the wall, his rugs from the floor, his private papers from his +desk and, finally, his sons to--what fate? The most pacific of pacifists +would draw a tight breath at such proceedings. And these are the least +of things that have happened in Belgium. + +But the journal was not written with exhortative design. It is the +simple and truthful story of daily events as they occurred; if, at +times, the words seem brutal, the circumstances were brutal. Why should +one not know them? + +The Chateau d'Angleur was respected as far as real pillaging and +destroying were concerned for the fact that a cousin of Monsieur X., a +Belgian by birth, is the wife of the Count von M. of Germany, at one +time Grand Chancellor of the Imperial Court and a trusted friend of +Emperor William the Second. As was proven afterwards this relationship, +surprisingly enough, had some influence on the side of clemency. + +Monsieur X. was one of that family of famous Belgian bankers which has +existed for four generations. He was also President of the International +Sleeping Car Company of Europe to which honor he was appointed at the +death of his brother Monsieur Georges X., the originator and founder of +the Company. + +Madame X. is a Russian by birth, the great-granddaughter of Prince ----, +who was at one time Grand Chancellor of the Court of Russia, and a +cousin of Princess ----, a lady in waiting to Her Former Majesty the +Czarina of Russia. The daughter of Madame X., Baronne de H., wife of a +Belgian nobleman of Brussels, is a personal friend of Their Majesties, +the King and Queen of Belgium. + +Miss Bigelow, though a neutral subject, was nevertheless a virtual +prisoner of the Germans from August to November, 1914, owing to the lack +of facility in getting away from Belgium. The railroad was taken over +entirely by the German Army; automobiles, horses, carriages, etc., being +long since confiscated and appropriated by the Germans. Considerable +anxiety was felt as to her safety as no communication with the outside +world was possible during those three months of internment. Therefore, +her journal was faithfully kept for the benefit of her family and +depicts the comfortable luxurious life of the days preceding August, +1914, the shock of the Declaration of War, the terrific battle of +Sartilmont, three kilometres from the chateau, which entailed indirectly +the death of Monsieur X. in the early morning of the following day while +the guns were still booming. It also includes the bombardment of Liege +which lasted twelve days, the care of soldiers burned in the forts, the +capture of the city by the Prussians, their brutal shooting of +civilians, the burning of parts of the town and the taking of citizens +as hostages. + +The passing of the German army with all its accompanying paraphernalia +that went to the front in the first days is described as it was +photographed on the brain of the writer, looking down from her window, +day after day, onto the highroad. + +The journal ends with the attempted withdrawal to Brussels, the final +escape to Holland by the aid of the Dutch Consul of Maestricht, the +journey from Flushing, Holland, to Folkestone, England, to Calais and to +Paris. The last part of this journal will appeal to those who have known +and loved Paris in the old days, and portrays her to the world as the +flower she is, revealing her truth and her worth tho' stripped of that +individual worldliness which was yet a charm. + +_Note.--All except German names in the Journal are fictitious._ + + + + +LIEGE + +ON THE LINE OF MARCH + + + + +LIEGE, ON THE LINE OF MARCH + + + + +_July 30th, Thursday._ + + +To-day has been warm, very warm and sultry, a day of surprises, +beginning with the sudden disappearance of Monsieur X.'s trusted head +clerk--a German boy who has been in the office for fifteen years and who +knew every phase of the situation. What reason on earth could he have +had for vanishing like that with all his personal belongings, not +leaving one trace behind to show that such a person had ever been? Odd, +but certainly done with studied thoroughness. + +This afternoon we sat at the end of the garden by the little lake, +listless and content to do nothing. The air was ominously still, as I +remember it now, and the sun beat down through a yellow haze. Suddenly, +without the slightest warning, huge drops of rain began to fall. You can +imagine that we scurried up the path as fast as possible, past the old +oak, and reached the terrace just before the very heavens opened in a +flood and a great shaft of lightning, like a sword, swept down from the +sky straight to the oak tree, crushing it completely. My hand trembles a +little as I write tonight--it was the suddenness of the onslaught which +unnerved me, I suppose, for it was a curious thing that there were no +signs of approaching storm except the dull yellow light which we did not +notice then. + +There was a small dinner this evening and the table was beautiful as +usual with old silver and candles which shed their warm light about--all +lovely and luxurious. Monsieur R., M.P., did his best to draw out the +political opinions of the party, but conversation, quite contrary to +custom, was fitful. I think every one was a little unstrung by the +afternoon's experience and the air even yet is full of electricity. + +During one of the unwelcome pauses of the dinner a motor came panting up +the drive and "Uncle Henri" burst in, virtually hatless and coatless, +fairly bristling with political news and very much annoyed that +something, anything, had wrecked his normal existence for a moment. But +this something which has happened is terribly serious. The French trains +are not going beyond the frontier to-night, and part of "Uncle Henri's" +agitation was due to this fact as he had been obliged to walk a few +hundred yards to get the Belgian train. In the excitement of such an +unheard of proceeding he had plunged ponderously along in the dark and +mud with his fellow-travellers and incidentally lost his luggage and his +valet, the ineradicably English James. Nobody took in the seriousness of +such a strange tale at first, for Uncle Henri is, before all, _tres +comedien_. But why was he not in Russia as he was expected to be? Very +good reasons indeed, for it appears that Austria and Serbia and Germany +and Russia are about to jump down each other's throats, according to +widespread rumor. France, too, is writhing in suppressed excitement +which one cannot understand, with conditions growing worse every minute. +It would seem rather left-handed for Germany and Russia to reach around +through France to cross swords. + +Timid little Madame N. asked if these things might indicate War. +Everybody scouted the idea and ridiculed the thought of the hard-headed, +common-sense, Western world doing anything so absurd. So we will leave +it to the _diplomats_ to settle the difficulty. I am glad that they can. + + + + +_July 31st, Friday._ + + +Yesterday was only a preliminary to the seething in the tea-pot which +exists as to-day's events show--everybody is bewildered at the +tremendous things that have started and the equally tremendous things +that have stopped. What does it all mean? There is the greatest +excitement aroused by the foreign news in the evening papers, announcing +in glaring headlines a diplomatic rupture between Germany and Russia. So +it's true! Probably your seismic stock market has already foretold +coming disturbance, but for Europe it is a positive bomb. Already here +in Liege not more than half of the daily four hundred and eighty trains +have passed the city, and it is reported that none of these go beyond +the frontier. + + + + +_August 1st, Saturday._ + + +Today the papers announce the stunning news that Germany has declared +war against Russia. The report must be sufficiently authentic, for, as +if by magic, the Belgian army is already gathering itself together with +an almost superhuman rapidity, proof of which we have had in the masses +of troops that have been passing the chateau all day. Yesterday, trouble +was a newspaper rumor; today, deadly earnestness. And what excitement +all about! The air is positively charged and the whole community is +agog; people with anxious faces accost each other in the street; +farmers neglect their crops to come into town, bank clerks lay down +their pens and shop doors are beginning to close. + + + + +_August 2nd, Sunday._ + + +The world has suddenly become nothing but people, and the transition +from the peaceful, care-free existence of four days ago is so great that +I cannot write intelligently, today, because so much is happening. +Following on His Majesty King Albert's magnificent discourse [_Vive le +roi!_], the spirit of a great and glorious decision has set the empire +in motion. The vast machine moves--though some of the bolts creak and +protest a little in their rusty coats and the earth trembles to the +rhythm of tramping feet. Hundreds of soldiers and cannon have been +passing all night, and this morning routes in every direction are +blockaded by detachments from different regiments. There are uniforms of +all types and colors, the ensemble looking like a variegated bouquet +snatched hurriedly by the wayside; the sorting will come later, one +doesn't ask how. The old farm at the end of the garden has been turned +into a barracks, and recruits are being drilled among the apple trees in +the orchard. The excitement is intense--one treads carefully fearing to +be the first to prick the bubble. The newspapers are disquieting, as it +appears now that Germany will probably declare war against France, too, +and is contemplating passing through Belgium by Namur or Luxembourg to +the French frontier. That is a rather offensive threat, as, of course, +there is the neutrality of Belgium and one cannot get away with that. We +consider ourselves most lucky to be here rather than in France. + +A detachment of Belgian soldier boys slept in the stables last night. +Monsieur X. sent them his best cigars, and this morning, as soon as they +tumbled out, they made a straight line for the kitchen whence they +scented hot coffee. The good heart of the old, fat cook, who is a native +of Amsterdam, was melted at once and she gave unsparingly until they +flattered and coaxed her into such a state of bewilderment that even +Dutch patience was at last exhausted when she saw them pouring in and +pouring in and boldly attacking her sumptuous pantries _en masse_. + + + + +_August 3rd, Monday._ + + +Preparations for war are going on rapidly; scores of automobiles are +racing past like mad things, carrying Governmental messages no doubt +and the Government itself, by its eternal prerogative, is commandeering +for its use everybody's private property--horses, cows, automobiles, +pigs, merchandise, provisions, etc. And how one gives for one's country! +The men, their goods; the women, their sons. The spirit of the people is +magnificent. Huge loads of hay in long processions like caravans are +coming in from the country along with immense droves of cattle. In the +orchard adjoining the chateau are already domiciled two hundred or more +cows and the discordant melody from this hoarse-throated chorus, +uninterrupted day or night, is driving us to madness. Indoors, we +ourselves are laying in a supply of things in case of necessity and the +kitchen is piled high with bags of flour, coffee, beans, tinned goods, +etc., and in the pasture is a new cow. Beef will probably be the _piece +de resistance_ for many a day. + +Monsieur X.'s old coiffeur came out from town today. He is French and by +far the most volatile person about the news of the moment that I have +seen. It is like a play to hear him declaim on the situation, but, poor +man, having endured the Siege of Paris for six months in 1870, he +doubtless has recollections. And he makes the most of them as well as of +his dramatic ability, describing in an eloquent manner how he fried +rats in a saucepan, which with some spice and plenty of onion all +around, he admitted, were "_pas mal du tout_." Madame X. herself was in +the "Siege of Paris" in 1870 and is therefore taking thought. + +These details of the equipment and provisioning of the army will be as +interesting to you as they are engaging to us here in the midst of it, +for they are not commonly even included in a rapid conception of "War" +though being in reality the biggest part of it. + +What masses of convoys and munitions! They must constitute that same +impressive "impedimenta" that one used to read about in Caesar's Wars +which by its unfailing late arrival constantly threw the old Romans into +such a frightful _depit_. But happily, in this case, it comes first +instead of last. + +The whole world seems to be changing place like sand on a moving disc +and my mind is losing its grip on what is real--it's a curious feeling. +Madame X. and her family, like everybody else, are extremely anxious, as +one would naturally be with his country, his home and his future in +peril, but I, in my superb (what shall I say?) Americanism or optimism, +am sure it will come out all right: nevertheless I feel confused. + + + + +_August 4th, Tuesday._ + + +The situation, already grave, has taken a definite turn. Germany is +going to attack France through Belgium. Completely ignoring the +neutrality of the latter, she demands to "just pass through peaceably," +but being refused permission, so much the worse for those who are in the +road. Personally speaking, I should say we are decidedly in the +road--Aix-la-Chapelle--Liege--Namur. Don't you think the crow would +agree with me? + +We saw a charming spectacle this morning if anything connected with war +can be so called,--a little company of _mitrailleuses-a-chien_, that is, +small, shrapnel gun carriages drawn by the famous Belgian dogs. It sort +of made my heart crinkle up to see those magnificent animals, detailed +for fatal duty without doubt, pushing on so joyously. Straining in the +traces and really smiling with their great tongues hanging out, they +were performing their work, proud as Punch, and eager to get on. + +In the afternoon we were suddenly startled by the booming of nearby +cannon. I shall never forget the first sound of it! It might have been +the Last Trumpet and we didn't know that it was not. My soul turned sick +and seemed to be tumbling down a fathomless abyss while a pair of +unprejudiced eyes watched its descent. Please do not think I am not +serious--it is a moment when one meets things face to face and the +inevitable is happening. We hear that the firing is for the purpose of +demolishing houses and churches before the forts, which might in any way +obstruct the range of the guns. Did I explain that Liege is encircled by +twelve forts, built about twenty-eight years ago under the personal +direction of General Brialmont? They are on the same principle as those +of Namur and Bucharest, and are large affairs of concrete, sunk three +stories under ground and furnished with elaborate electrical apparatus. +Covering and protecting the cannon are automatic, armored cupolas, +rising and falling with the modern, disappearing guns. Here is a tiny, +freehand map which will give you an idea of the country as well as the +situation of Chateau d'A----, where I am and which is just between the +city and the enceinte of forts. A shell overreaching this latter, from +the enemy's field cannon, would, I should say, tumble right into our +"zone." But we do not even admit of such a possibility in speaking to +each other. Isn't it funny how we continue to deceive ourselves and life +is a sham to the last throw? + +[Illustration: MAP OF LIEGE WITH THE TWELVE SURROUNDING FORTS] + +General Brialmont warned the Government when the forts were under +construction, that if it could not maintain an army sufficiently strong +to defend the open country between them, he was building them for the +Germans. That statement revived suddenly, gives rise to an apprehension +hitherto unfelt by the _Liegeois_, who have absolute faith in the +impregnability of Liege. + +Madame X.'s oldest son, Monsieur S., and his wife, arrived tonight from +France by auto. They would never have been able to get here if Monsieur +S. had not the royal seal on some state papers which he was bringing +from the Belgian Embassy in Paris. Was there ever such a wildly exciting +ride, plunging through two battle lines (French and Belgian) into massed +formations everywhere? Nevertheless Madame S. said she used to fall +asleep from sheer fatigue during the long drives in the blackness of the +night or when they were stopped for hours at a time to identify even a +king's messenger. + + + + +_August 5th, Wednesday._ + + +I wonder what you are thinking of events, at home? You will marvel that +I can write at such length when the very skies seem to be pressing down +upon us. But it is the greatest relaxation possible and a kind of +safety valve. It makes me think of some lines of Shakespeare where +different conditions "oft make the wise dumb and teach the fool to +speak." So I write on. The news we get may not be altogether authentic, +as we receive nothing now except by word of mouth. By report it seems +that England, France and Russia are prepared to defend the neutrality of +Belgium with their armies. Liege is now in a state of siege with the +Prussians before the forts. Commerce in the city has ceased completely +with the railroad, telegraph, telephone, post, tramcars, newspapers, +shops and factories. Can you understand what that means? At one time or +another in our lives most of us have been the victim of a social +condition called a "strike"--horribly inconvenient circumstances, when +the mail-man did not come, for instance, or train service was laid off +or the electric light went out for a time. But these instances were all +individual, that is, they happened separately, while here the whole +Universe has shut down together. I could not make you comprehend the +criticalness of our position. I feel as if we were suspended by the +finest thread between heaven and earth, for there is nothing very solid +under our feet and only a sea of ether over our heads. This description +is wholly inadequate to interpret the sensation or the uncertainty. Can +you imagine what it would be like? I cannot exactly say I feel "fear"; +perhaps I cannot define fear; but a heaven-sent optimism buoys me up. In +our journeys 'round, having previously experienced cold plunges in the +dark, the fascination of "chance" lets us hope. + +"War!" What other lone factor could bring about at the same moment, such +circumstances, the absolute cessation of every living element of our +existence? I know that you will be amused at my sudden plunging into the +psychological realm, but it all makes me wonder. Oh, our dear +civilization and the convenient things we are used to! A puff of smoke, +a hostile shot and they are gone. And here we are, groping like the +veriest savage for a hole to hide in and something to eat. I assure you, +nothing else occupies us for the moment. How is it that the whole house +of cards falls down together? In all these centuries of Struggle and +Learning and Science and Dissent has nobody found a common leaven for +bread? + +It is not yet decided if we shall go to Brussels considering what is +rather sure to happen. Several days ago large quantities of gasoline +were buried in the garden under the shrubbery in the event of our +leaving quickly by automobile. However, Brussels is an open city and it +is a question if we would be as well off there as here in this strongly +fortified place. + +But Dieu! If they do come--? There is the sub-cellar of the chateau +whose fine arches and solid vaulting two hundred years old, would hold +even if the house were burned down about our ears. But no! To be +suffocated under burning ruins, no, no! We will not think of that! + +A moment of reckless mirth assails me: I want to scream! I feel like the +fair Dido mounting her funeral pyre. + +One other hiding place has been thought of. Up in the woods on the +hill-side is a long tunnel about four feet in diameter which conducts a +tiny mountain stream down to the lake. It is dark and wet. Could we stay +there on our knees in the water for many hours, perhaps days? Heavens! +It is unthinkable. Let us die in the open, if die we must. + +I am writing this morning in my room, which looks out on the highroad +and the hurrying troops. It is not a time that one would choose for +composition, but I want you to get as vivid an impression as possible of +events as they occur, _et enfin_, I must do something. The booming of +cannon has commenced again, which is sufficiently frequent and of a +certain terrifying decision to assure us that fighting has really +begun. + +This ceased during the early evening and we went to bed in peace. That +is, we went to bed. Madame X.'s oldest son was detailed for sentinel +duty on the little road at the side of the chateau leading up to the +plateau from where the sound of guns came during the day. Monsieur J., +the other son, with a friend of his, was carrying messages from one fort +to another in his auto, miraculously scooting between the shots. + +About 10 P. M. we were violently awakened by furious sounds of +shots in the distance which must have been rifle fire and which grew +more and more distinct, gradually becoming incessant like a long, +uninterrupted drum roll--the machine guns, I suppose. These frightful +noises, increased in volume by the minute and coming on and on in our +direction, were shortly right over the hill above us. The bullets rained +like hail and shells shrieked and split the universe from end to end. We +lay in our beds, trembling, while utter terror seized us as the fracas +would subside a little and then roll nearer and nearer in a perfect +deluge of horrible sounds. Suddenly in the middle of it all a terrific +blast rent the air; the forts had entered into this hideous contest! Oh +the joy of it! I hardly breathed between their shots which seemed +centuries apart and in reality were only a few minutes, for I thought, +now, surely the struggle must end; no enemy can long withstand their +mighty will. But the battle lasted all night with increasing fury. The +roar and din were beyond words, the concerted effort of four forts, the +giant field cannon, machine guns and rifles. My heart stands still when +I remember the thundering of those forts, the premeditated destruction, +the finality which each boom! bespoke, and the thousands of human beings +up there fighting like madmen. The latter, in the wild confusion of +fire, battle and the blackness of the night, finished by shooting into +each other by mistake as their officers were cut down in their midst. + +About 2 A. M. we all gathered in Madame X.'s sitting-room. +Suddenly, quite unconscious of any definite purpose, I remember pulling +on the light. Monsieur X., aghast, said, "Mademoiselle, put it out +quickly. They might see it through the dark and aim for it." + +What a night! and what visions we conjured up of the invincible +Prussians, drunk with blood and battle ready for any atrocity, plunging +down the hill into our own garden. The sound of the guns was so near +that Monsieur X. thought the battle must be in the open on his own +property just above the hill. As a matter of fact it was only three +kilometres away, on the plain of Sartilmont. + + + + +_August 6th, Thursday._ + + +Rain came with the light. That gentle pattering on the sod, after the +tumult of the night, was the sweetest sound I ever heard. It was just as +if Nature had put out Her mother's hand over the earth to soothe its +troubled breast. Was she pleading for that mercy which drops as Her own +gentle tears from Heaven? + +During the morning the road in front of the chateau was filled with +Belgian troops, bedraggled with mud, trying to regain order. And there +they halted for hours and hours in the rain--an absolute picture of +dejection. Even the horses imbibed the general despair as they stood +there, heads drooping, their manes stirring in the wind. That must be +the hard part of it--waiting for orders; but they did it well, no +impatience nor fretting, just obeying the command, their very immobility +carving them a niche in the landscape. These men had been fighting for +several days and, bowed down as they were with the wet and misery of it +all, made a shocking contrast to fresh troops of cavalry which passed at +the same time, brandishing long, dramatic looking lances. And Felix, +the second gardener, who is one of these "_lanciers_," came to say +good-bye in the elegant uniform of his regiment and looking very smart +in white trousers and short blue jacket--in fact, a man transformed. + +I had always seen him in wooden sabots and blue apron coaxing this +flower and that into bloom, but he had never been a great success at it. +When his elder brother died, he had wished, so much, to replace him as +head-gardener, so his master let him try for a little and he had failed, +indifferently. But here was a soldier-man, stout heart and valiant +sword, eager to serve his King. This time he will not fail but will meet +his opportunity more than half way.[1] All day Red Cross ambulances and +every kind of vehicle were hurrying by, bringing the wounded from the +battlefield. Madame X.'s family physician stopped in on one of his trips +for a moment's respite from the awfulness up there--his description of +those scenes is too terrible to write about. The carnage was +awful--pieces of bodies scattered about everywhere, the wounded writhing +in their death agony and the dead standing up straight against masses of +dead. + +In the evening, indistinct sounds of a far off battle could be heard as +the struggle moved on to another quarter. Nearer, we heard the trailing +of heavy artillery down the mountain and against our will the thought +formulated itself, "Will that wave of terror roll back to us?" Our ears +have developed an abnormal acuteness, so that almost a pin falling will +make taut nerves scream, though in reality nobody moves--a glance is +enough to both ask and answer a question. A marvelous new +self-possession seems to have come to everybody which bridges over a +natural despair and forms, at least, a skeleton framework by which we +keep each other up. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[1] Not heard of again. + + + + +_August 7th, Friday._ + + +More or less booming from the forts all day. As communications of every +kind have been cut off, we cannot know what is happening. But where is +the assistance so direfully needed, promised by both France and England +to poor little Belgium with the great German army moving on Liege? +Everybody has faith, however, in the Allies, and in the streets it is +pathetic to hear people assuring each other, "_O, oui, les Francais +viennent ce soir_" (Oh, yes, the French are coming to-night). There are +many German troops in town already, who somehow have pushed their way +in between the firing, but the city will not cede the forts, so the +bombardment may begin at any moment. I cannot define my +impressions--some day I may be able to, but just now I do not know what +they are. Happily the chateau is on the edge of the city and there is a +certain quiet at present, but in town pandemonium reigns. Men, women and +children are fleeing in all directions with their few most precious +possessions tied up in a bundle. And where are they going to, the poor +things, with all roads in the country choked up, soldiers and trenches +everywhere? + + + + +_August 8th, Saturday._ + + +This morning we walked through the garden to service in the little +village church. For a short moment a welcome calm stole over us in the +quiet of those walls, but how sinister to hear the eternal boom of +cannon between the words of the Mass. All the bridges of the city are +mined and guarded. The five days given Liege by the Prussians to +surrender are up tonight. What will tomorrow bring forth? The Belgians +have blown up the tunnel at Trois Ponts, near the German frontier, as +well as the railroad in many places, which will impede the enemy's +advance considerably, and great trees have been cut down across the +roads in all the country roundabout. + +Mere Gavin came hobbling down the path from the top of the hill this +evening to tell us of the astonishing experience she had this afternoon +when a peasant came to her old hut and offered to buy her cow. Now as +her cow is her most precious possession and her sole support she refused +at once, tho' frightened at her own boldness. The stranger, however, was +rather insistent and asked if she would rent the cow, then, for fifty +francs an hour? Was there ever a queerer offer? Of course fifty francs +was a gold-mine to Mere Gavin, so she accepted, and was fairly overcome +when the man laid down three hundred francs on the table and told her to +keep them for him. Then he drove the cow away over the hills while Mere +G. sat staring stupidly at her gold. After a time he came back (with the +cow) and said, "Old One, three hours after I have gone, you can tell +your people that the red _pantalons_ (French soldiers) will be here in +forty-eight hours." Was that not a clever way for a French Scout to find +out the lie of the land? + + + + +_August 9th, Sunday._ + + +Some of the Prussians have succeeded in penetrating into the city, tho' +the forts have not surrendered, and are already establishing martial +rule. Aeroplanes, with the wings turned back, _Taubes_, have been flying +about all the morning. In the afternoon we went up over the hill to the +plain of Sartilmont, the battlefield of Wednesday night. All along the +road were heaps of uniforms, some quite new, probably taken from the +dead. Those horrid limp things made me shiver with their lifelessness, +and the spirit of death, everywhere, seemed to close us in. Countless +numbers of haversacks were strewn about, doubtless cast away by the +soldiers to disencumber themselves in falling quickly back from one +position to another. In them, generally, was a change of underwear, +light boots, hard biscuit, canned meats and confiture. Already a flock +of human ravens was collected about the piles of debris, sorting out +what was good to take and collecting fragments of bread for a happy +repast. It was sickening to see, when possibly some of those brave, dead +soldiers were lying, yet unburied, in the nearby hedges and ravines. +Arrived at the little village we saw destruction a plenty. The +inhabitants all had terror-stricken countenances and yet in their desire +to please, literally fell over each other in haste to tell and show. +Some of the buildings were entirely demolished, others with doors hacked +up and windows broken, while everywhere houses and trees were riddled +with bullets. One old peasant woman told me that she and fifty others +were imprisoned for twenty-four hours by the Germans in a tiny stable, +without food or drink, and for no apparent reason. + +The battlefield on the top of a ridge of hills between the Ourthe and +the Meuse is a large plain, around the edges of which lay scores of +magnificent trees cut down in haste to give unobstructed range. Their +branches had been previously soaked in _petrole_ and set on fire. The +effect of those prostrate, charred monsters added to the desolation all +around. Across the end of the plain were those famous open trenches of +"two stories," that is, with about a two-foot elevation of earth in the +bottom against the front wall of the ditch, forming a kind of platform +for the soldiers when taking aim. + +These were dug by the soldiers and men from the factories of Liege. In +front of the trenches were constructed those marvellous, barbed wire +fences, about one and one half metres apart and perhaps five rows deep, +with the wire twisted and wound in every conceivable fashion. Thirty +feet in front of this barrier was buried a string of mines, connected +with the trenches by an electric wire, to be exploded at a given +moment. Dark as the night was, the enemy found and severed some of +these communications so that most of the mines were rendered +ineffective. We saw the cut wire in several places. What hope can those +poor soldiers have, enemy or no, the advance guard of the besiegers, who +are pushed forward often at the point of the bayonet, armed only with +huge scissors to cut through such an almost impenetrable defense? + +A most touching sight was the graves of thirty Belgians in one end of +these trenches. Does that not seem a terrible irony to be buried in +one's own trenches? A few common, wayside flowers were strewn on the +graves, in front of which was an old prayer-stool and a wooden cross +surmounted with a Belgian _kepi_ (military cap). This cap seemed a +living thing almost and reminded me of the red fez so often seen on the +Moslem tombs in the cemeteries of Constantinople, which seemingly +strives to evoke a vital spirit from the frigid marble. Nailed to the +cross was a fragment of those well-known lines of the Immortal Caesar, +"Of all the peoples of Gaul, the Belgians are the bravest." You see, the +old warrior knew that long ago. + +Near by was a small, shrapnel gun carriage, by which stood a toothless, +old man who told, in that excruciating _Wallon_ tongue, a pathetic story +of one of the dogs which had probably drawn it. His mate doubtless was +killed in battle, but he returned three days later, lay down beside the +broken wheels and defied anyone to approach. + + + + +_Monday, August 10th._ + + +Monsieur S. came home to-day laden down with bags of gold like Ali Baba. +How he is going to do away with it so that the ferret eyes of the enemy +will not spy it out, is a problem to me. And I do not want it explained +for I am sure I should look right into the forbidden corner at the wrong +moment and give the secret away. + +Although there are thousands of German soldiers who have come into the +city and who control it, they are like rats in a trap. On account of the +twelve surrounding forts they cannot leave it and for the same reason no +one can come to their aid. So they have mounted machine guns in corner +houses of many streets and it is horrible to see those deadly mouths +gaping out of the windows. In case of an uprising among the civilians +the soldiers' revenge will be to kill the women and children. But no! +that is not possible in these days, from men who are neither savages nor +Turks. + +A heavy cannonading began at 4.30 A. M.--it literally tore us +from sleep, for it seemed as if the very house were tumbling down about +our ears and the singing and whizzing of those big shells was _bizarre_, +to put it mildly. One did not know whether to get up or efface one's +self in the blankets. I remember having the utmost confidence in the +headboard of my bed, which was toward the window. But that did not +obliterate the siren whistle of those big shells and the moment of +suspense between the lightning and the thunder. After each deafening +burst I kept reiterating to myself, "Saved again," as one would repeat a +chronological table of something important. About 8.00 A. M. we +straggled into the breakfast room--all of us rather lifeless and with +very white faces and little appetite for either eating or talking. There +seemed to be only one thing to say, which was, "Did you hear that?" It +was the same sensation again of the thread between heaven and earth. I +wonder if it will break! + +This afternoon we took a little walk into the city along the river, +Madame X., her two sons--Monsieur S. and Monsieur J., her daughter, +Baronne de H., and myself. We passed several Prussian guards on the +bridges and Monsieur S. talked with one of them. It appears that the men +are very disheartened. This man said he had started with a company of +seven hundred soldiers and entered Liege with sixty four. That's what it +means to "take cities without difficulty"--and nobody remembers the +seven hundred mothers, or wives, or children that are left. The +burgomaster has received some most sensational news from Brussels, but +it is too ridiculous to be believed. + +Tonight is still and Nature is beautiful in the moonlight. Is it the +calm before the storm? Here in the chateau we are comfortable with +plenty to eat and faithful servants. In town one is not so lucky as a +cousin of Madame X. is quartering forty soldiers and ten officers at +table who are not--or rather, who are a little argumentative, and we +have heard of some instances where the "host" and "hostess" have had to +sleep in the garret or the cellar or wherever they could, while the best +rooms are appropriated by the _militaires_. Blankets, etc., are also +being requisitioned from many houses. + +It is reported that General Leman narrowly escaped being captured +recently when he was lunching in the court of the Cafe ---- in town. His +companions-in-arms suddenly became aware of four men in strange uniform +who were approaching, and gave the alarm. General Leman succeeded in +getting over the wall of the garden while the others engaged the spies +in a hand-to-hand fight and overcame them. + + + + +_August 11th, Tuesday._ + + +Invincible Liege! People are still firm in their faith, encouraged by +the peace of the morning. The day was quiet until 6.00 _P. M._, when +furious shooting into the valley began. We saw the great shells bursting +in the air and between the clouds of smoke we could distinguish an old +monastery on the other side of the valley which was being shot to pieces +by the enemy's field-cannon. The structure changed shape half a dozen +times before our eyes and the setting sun concentrated, as if purposely, +all its rays on the windows which made them blaze forth through all that +fury like the veritable Hand of God, writing in fire. It seemed almost +like a premonition. + +Pressure from those tremendous guns could remodel mountains, and Nature +herself, sometimes, cannot hold out against the fiendish ingenuity of +man. And the city, itself! Can it hold out? + +In the garden, very near the foot of the mountain, is the old farmhouse, +in one corner of which is a little chapel whose door stands open the +year round. It is of particular interest to the peasants, being the +last relic of a certain superstitious legend of the countryside. The +people come from miles around, crossing the fields by a little path +which they themselves have beaten down, to kneel before this tiny altar; +and on the last Sunday in May, the annual fete, the priests, leading a +religious procession which starts from the church, say Mass there. This +year, May 31st, 1914, the head gardener, who is the indisputable +authority on floral subjects in the village, borrowed everything from +the conservatory and gardens that he could lay his hands on in the way +of decoration. He arranged the semi-circle in front of the little chapel +very artistically with branches of leaves, palms and hundreds of pansies +which the day before had been uprooted from the terraces of the chateau +to make room for the red, summer geraniums. + +At ten o'clock this Sunday morning the usual fusillade and tolling of +bells announced the departure of the procession from the church. It +passed slowly along by the highroad and presently we heard a chorus of +young voices singing hymns--the girls and boys of the village: the music +was soft and illusive in the distance, developing a sweet crescendo as +they turned into the pasture, fairly plowing their way through a sea of +daisies. Behind them came two little acolytes, fair as angels, swinging +their golden incense lamps; then followed six choir boys, chanting the +Mass, like veritable della Robbias, in their red soutanes and exquisite, +white, lace surplices. Next were the clergy, in robes of cloth of gold +and rare Flemish lace, carrying the Host under a purple velvet canopy. +The village people followed on in quiet devoutness and, arrived at the +chapel, placed lighted candles in the sconces at each side of the grille +door. When the Mass was said and the last plaintive notes had died away, +little children came forward and heaped their thousand-colored bouquets +before the altar. It was an impressive ceremony and must, by its +charming simplicity, leave a mark on many a worldly heart. + +Today, August 11th, 1914, at dusk, as the cannon had ceased firing, we +took a little recreation, following the paths on the mountainside; +looking down from a height of perhaps one hundred feet through the +trees, we saw the little chapel gleaming like a beacon in the dark, +dozens of blinking candles pinioned against the black walls. The grille +door was woven with nosegays, making a curtain of flowers which +partially concealed the altar beyond. + +Before it, stretching up supplicating hands, many women knelt, bowed +down with grief and despair, and children, awed by recent memories, +stood immovable in their places. Poor, poor people! Some of them in +spite of their unwavering faith must drink the bitter cup so near at +hand. + + + + +_August 13th, Thursday._ + + +It is true that one gets inured to danger (particularly if one has not +so far been hit) and after a week of the bombardment, we have a distinct +feeling of annoyance at being disturbed at an unearthly hour every +morning by the screeching and bursting of shells. + +About four A. M. we were awakened by another terrifying +whizzing and exploding of bombs as if we were in the very midst of a +battlefield. This lasted about three hours and all we could do was wait. +I often wonder if it's as hard for the men to go off to war as it is for +the women to stay. The battle was inconceivably furious this morning. If +you could imagine five hundred of the worst thunderstorms, shaken up +together, that you ever experienced, you would arrive at a mild notion +of the tumult, not counting the apprehension, the danger and that +terrifying voice in the whistling trail of every shell which sings, +"This time I'll get you." At four this afternoon the Fort of +Chaudefontaine fell, blown up by the Prussians. Between four and six +o'clock the firing ceased. + +It was an evening of ineffable beauty and the garden looked so lovely in +its mantle of roses, the little lake at the foot with its white swans +and the wooded mountain rising up almost from its waters--a picture of +calm and contentment. We were there taking a long breath after the +nightmare of the day, when the young gardener rushed in from the village +with the news that thirty of the soldiers in the fort, wounded and +burned beyond recognition, were being brought into the Sisters' Convent, +which had been turned into a Red Cross Ambulance hospital. + +The shells from the great field pieces of the enemy falling upon the +forts had shattered the cupolas and had caused them to fall in upon the +Belgians who were thus imprisoned and barely escaped suffocation from +the poisonous gases of the exploding shells. The electric wires were cut +immediately so that the poor things who were entrapped three stories +underground groped about in the dark some time before they at last found +the stairs which led them up through shot and flame and gas to the air. + +Gathering some old linen together we fairly flew across the field to the +convent and stopped short, staggered by what we saw. Never on this +earth could one imagine so horrible a sight as those thirty charred +bodies with no suggestion of faces--just a flat, swollen, black surface, +with no eyes, nose nor mouth. Some of the wounded lay on beds, others in +the middle of the floor or wherever there was space, and each was +holding up hands burned to the bone. The room was dimly lighted, a +hushed quiet reigned except for an occasional stifled groan of pain or a +sigh of concern from the villagers or the swish of the black garments of +those ministering angels, the nuns, as they fluttered about among the +suffering; their white coifs, like a halo, contrasting them with that +other Angel, whose black wings, indeed visible, already shadowed his +chosen. + + + + +_August 14th, Friday._ + + +One has hoped against hope, but the worst has happened and the people +are despondent. Liege is certainly in the hands of the Prussians. They +have been pouring into the city all day and most of the forts have +either been destroyed by the German field artillery or been blown up by +their defenders rather than surrender. We nursed the soldiers all +day--if last night was horrible I could not find the words to describe +what the daylight revealed, or the awful odor of burned flesh when the +wounds were redressed. It was pitiful to see the courage of the poor +men--the Belgians are brave not only on the battle field. With lips too +seared to articulate, they would try to speak and one could occasionally +catch an indistinct "_de l'eau_," or a half-formed "_Merci, chere +Soeur_," but never a moan or a groan. + +At night, as we were wearily returning home, the young footman, with +ashen face, met us half-way down the steps and announced that there +would be Prussian officers at dinner who were already quartered in the +chateau. We were nearly too tired to be impressed at this as one +naturally would, at least, be moved in one sense or another, but we did +inwardly wonder what the keynote might be at table. + +At eight o'clock dinner was served. Madame X.'s daughter and I, after +such a scrubbing and disinfecting, came down the last ones and stepped +into a veritable playworld of the Middle Ages with the most beautiful +setting--a large salon, opening out onto the terrace, with old, +Flemish-wood fire-place and raftered ceiling, Japanese bronzes, rugs +from the Orient, soft lamps and portraits of dear grandmothers, in the +beauty of their youth, smiling out from their golden frames on the +walls. As we came into the room from the brightly lighted hall, a +semi-circle of gray-green coats rose right up out of the dimness and we +were blinded by a vision of shining buttons, polished boots, gleaming +swords and a military salute accompanied by clinking spurs. At the end +of the room stood Madame X. and her sons waiting for us. Naturally there +were no presentations and the moment was unique in the extreme--nobody +moved for a second which seemed like a decade and nobody spoke, so all +there remained to do was to acknowledge the salute with a semi-circular +bow. + +Dinner was an odd affair tho' it went off not so badly. Madame X., in +her proud Russian beauty and her admirable control of the conditions, +was superb. I never admired anybody so much, for it is not easy to +entertain at one's board an enemy who has just usurped home and country, +but her extraordinary charm and dignity gave the situation its note and +the "guests" were everything that was agreeable. We talked of +generalities, as well as "War," in four languages (Russian, French, +English and German) with much the same _sang-froid_ as the juggler who +tosses knives and, when the meal was done, thanked Heaven that nobody +had launched a tactless bomb which might have plunged us into a boiling +sea. There was nothing particularly boastful in their conversation, +though at times a certain assured reference to "Paris in a fortnight" +crept in, which we found difficult to digest--in fact I was furious. +Paris, indeed! Beautiful Paris! My neighbor at table on the right was a +man of perhaps fifty-eight years, rather gray and grandfatherly, with +such nice, blue eyes. Prefacing all his remarks with a nervous little +cough to fix my attention, he would launch with difficulty one or two +phrases in restricted French followed by a few straggling words in +English and finally finished up with a burst of voluble German. It was a +work of art to understand him, but I arrived panting--at least I had +that sensation, and it is not the first time I have given thanks for a +woman's natural intuition. Then I decided to lead out next--anyway I +wanted to get him started on "War" without precipitating an +international difficulty and I asked him as stupidly as possible +(perhaps I did not need to simulate that) if he liked "War." He +hesitated just a second and I was prepared for the usual self-respecting +denial when he horrified me by answering a simple "Yes." _Voila, le +sentiment prusse!_ + +Afterward when we went into the salon all the officers, commencing with +the superior, came up to Madame X. and kicking their spurs together with +the habitual "_Danke, Frau_," kissed our hands all around. The youngest +soldier among them was a handsome boy of about twenty-two years, who +interested me rather, because he was different--even his boots were +different and he truly had a striking manner, though very gracious. I am +convinced that he was a prince of a reigning house. The atmosphere had a +way of parting in rapid waves when he came in and dropping behind him +like an impervious shield when he went out. Fair, young Achilles! Will a +fatal arrow attain his charmed person? + + + + +_August 15th, Saturday._ + + +We took care of the wounded all day: it is the most heartrending +spectacle to see those poor, black heads lying there on their pillows. +They were so shapeless and immovable, I had almost begun to look upon +them as without life like charred logs, when, after finishing a dressing +this morning, I was startled by a hearty, "_Merci, chere Soeur._" Oh, +the joy of it! That brightened the whole scene and flooded me with hope. +Then they have not lost their intelligences, they aren't mere pieces of +wood and one day when their poor flesh has rejuvenated itself, they will +be given back to real life--and their country, again. + +The village people and the Sisters were so ardent in their desire to +help that dressings well covered with ointment sometimes fell from their +eager fingers onto grimy blankets or flopped, butter side down, so to +speak, upon the floor; which did not disconcert anyone but me, whose +modern prophylactic soul rattled and shook with horror as the +recalcitrant bandage was gaily redeemed from its dusty resting-place and +applied as originally intended. + +It seemed as if I must remonstrate, but the dear whole-hearted helper +was so sure that her dressing would cure and the patient was so +overwhelmingly grateful for the trouble she took to pick it up for him, +that I was dumb before their exquisite faith. + +Here was something too big for my stilted aseptic advice and it occurred +to me, suddenly, that perhaps there _are_ many things yet undreamed of +in our philosophy. + +All day long the troops in an endless chain have been passing on the +highroad before the chateau. The air was full of mingled sounds, as, for +example, the singing of the soldiers in the distance, which sounds like +the droning of bees far away and always heralds an advance of troops; +the rhythmic shuffling of feet, the thud of horses' hoofs, the chugging +of autos which carry the superior officers, and the heavy wheels of the +gun carriages with their clanking chains. Their order, equipment and +discipline are admirable to see. + +All their apparel is new, as one of the officers told Monsieur D. at +Spa. Uniforms, boots, belts, saddles, bridles and even buttons--all new +and spic and span for a triumphal entry into Paris. Each man carries two +sets of buttons, one for field service (negligible) and the other, +shining brass ones, for the review down the Champs Elysees. + +All the officers wear a tiny card-board map of Belgium about (3" x 4"), +hung on their coat buttons and every soldier has embossed on his belt +plate "_Gott mit Uns._" At dinner the officers were very entertaining; +the ice was somewhat broken, at least, we knew better what piece was +safe clinging to and we managed to exchange some ideas. It is rather odd +how few of these educated men speak French. In fact, it is so odd that +it makes us suspicious and cautious. Monsieur J. attacked the captain +with this question, as a leader, "when he thought the war would be +over?" (This being the second week of it.) His answer was _net_ and +forbade argument--"We shall be 'home' by Christmas, or Easter at the +latest." But he did have the grace to congratulate the Belgian army on +its stout defense of Liege, for instead of the two days given the +Germans by their Emperor to capture it, they had been constrained to +take nearly two weeks at it. + + + + +_August 16th, Sunday._ + + +A warm, beautiful morning. As Madame de H. and I walked through the +garden and the wood to the little convent ambulance, it was difficult +not to contrast smiling Nature with the frightful scenes of which, in a +few minutes, we would be a part. The awful stench of burned flesh met us +half a block away and congealed my courage as I walked, for it permeates +everything. We can even taste it, it clings in our hair when we go home +and we are obliged to hang our nursing clothes out of the window all +night. I felt as if I must run away from it and those terrible +dressings, reeking with purulence, where ears and eyelids and lips come +off and fingers and hands peel like a glove. + +Then I thought of the patience of those brave fellows and the pain and +awfulness of living it. The fortitude and devotion of the village men +and women are beyond praise--they come day after day to help in the +nursing, some spending the night, turn and turn about. Especially the +tenderness of the men for their "_camarades_" is one of the sweetest +things I ever saw, for they are as gentle and capable in their care as +any woman could possibly be. + +Prussian troops continue to pass and it is a wonderfully impressive +sight; infantry in gray-green khaki, singing, always singing their +famous "_Wacht am Rhein_" and other folk songs: the _Uhlans_, on +beautiful prancing horses, with their long lances and gray-blue capes +fluttering in the wind; _chasseurs_ in light green; "_Hussars de la +Mort_" with the death's head emblem in the front of their high fur hats +and endless companies of artillery with their huge field cannon, each +drawn by six magnificent horses. On the gun carriages sit four gunners +back to back, still as statues, with arms folded as if on parade. It was +for all the world like a circus when the procession goes twice around +the ring before commencing the serious business of the entertainment. + +Dinner was gay tonight (one is obliged to make the best of a bad affair) +and the officers as men of the world were interesting and in unusually +good spirits. + +The Captain, a little facetiously, took up the menu and, drawing a tiny +note-book and pencil from his pocket, proceeded to copy it in French, +soliciting Madame X.'s aid _en passant_. + +A curious fact occurred to me as I sat there looking down both sides of +the table, how much alike they were--it seems as if they must even think +the same thoughts to resemble each other so much. As their heads were +closely cropped, outlines were baldly apparent, low forehead sloping +back to a narrow crown and all set upon a bulwark of neck. They must +surely have been struck in the same mould. Though forceful, none of them +were good-looking except the young one, of whom I have spoken, and his +face in repose was shockingly cruel. They are expecting marching orders +in the morning and are probably eager to ride on to victory (?). They +bade us good night and good-bye by kissing our hands as usual, a click +of spurs, a military bow and very gracious thanks to Madame X. for her +hospitality. + + + + +_August 17th, Monday._ + + +About half-past three in the morning I was wakened from a sound sleep by +a commotion in the court under my window. Impatient horses were pawing +the ground and a voice exactly like a snarling dog was hurling out +orders--I peeped out cautiously and saw that the snarling dog was the +amiable captain who copied the menu last night. + +The officers left at four A. M. Fort Lancin fell today and +General Leman, commander-in-chief of the army here, was taken prisoner. +Thousands of soldiers have passed as usual. In the afternoon a company +of Prussians arrived, whose captain had mistaken the route, which put +him in an abominable humor, having made his men march fifty miles out of +their way and also risking a court-martial on his own account. He +ordered Monsieur S. to open the garage door, in the hope of lodging his +men there for the night. Unluckily the chauffeur, being absent, had the +key, which plunged his Military Highness into a towering rage and he +placed Monsieur S. at once under arrest between two soldiers, +_baionnette-au-canon_, while the others battered in the door with the +butt of their guns. Not finding sufficient quarters for two hundred men, +he marched Monsieur S. away, as guide, half a mile down the road to a +neighbor's. + +That excitement had hardly quieted down when another batch of officers +arrived at dusk, demanding lodgings for the night. These men were a +rough type, altogether different from the preceding ones. About eight +o'clock as we, the women, were waiting in the library for dinner to be +announced, we heard a tremendous stamping of heavy boots and spurs and a +snarl of angry voices just over our heads. Baronne de H., brave little +woman as she always proved herself to be, flew up the stairs in a flash +and found her brothers at the end of the hall between two orderlies with +fixed bayonets, trying to pacify seven officers who were disputing +angrily and were just about to enter one of the private apartments--in +fact their father's room. She addressed them in a few vehement words--"I +forbid you to enter the room of my father, who has been dead only a +week." Then she added that the other soldiers who had been here were +gentlemen and that she expected them to be. They were cowed at once and +all humility, begging pardon properly. They pleaded fatigue for their +rudeness and said "certainly they expected to be gentlemen, too." Wasn't +that comical? They were ill at ease and rather sullen at dinner: and +such a dinner as we had!--glacial does not express it. The captain of +the band spoke English, French, Russian and German, but he could not +coax anybody into conversation, for we clung to "_Oui_," or "_Non_," and +stopped there. More than that, a kind of rigid fascination fixed our +attention on one of their number--the tallest and lankiest, who sat down +at least two feet from the table and endeavored to serve himself like +that. Every mouthful was fraught with tense anxiety (for us). Happily +they went to bed early, the captain kissing our hands and asking Madame +X. if she were used to that, it being the custom in Germany. + +Hardly had they got under cover and we were alone again, when a hoarse +cry arose in the court--it was blood-curdling to us, as every sound +these days is full of terror and possibilities. But it turned out to be +only the cry of the sentry. There had been promiscuous shooting along +the railroad in the village and all our brave soldiers tumbled out of +bed, fell down the stair-case one after the other, buckling on swords as +they went. It is the greatest wonder to me that we were not all shot on +the spot when we stood there staring up, as one very young lieutenant +descended three steps at a time with a revolver in one wobbly hand which +was shaking like an aspen leaf, and a pair of field glasses in the +other. I think the sudden excitement may have unnerved him and there is +no doubt, this time, that the gods favored the innocent. That was the +last we saw of our guests. + + + + +_August 18th, Tuesday._ + + +This morning one of them came back for some personal things, principally +his watch, which, in the true, novel style, could not be found anywhere. +So the _Herr leutnant_ ordered a thorough search and said, with a grand +air, to the housekeeper that if it could not be found he would be +obliged to take one of the servant's as a forfeit. Fancy! + +I can see the butler's poor, old, bowed legs, now, flying up the +stair-case, with a bayonet stuck in his back to expedite matters. I do +not know if this threat lent an added zest to the search, but +fortunately someone had the happy thought to look under the mattress +(where the officer had put it himself) and there was the ill-fated +timepiece calmly ticking off German minutes. I think I forgot to tell +you that since the invasion we retire at ten instead of eleven o'clock, +having been advised to adopt Celtic time. + +Prussian troops in khaki continue to pass; will they never cease? One's +spine shivers at the sight of the endless, green snake which crawls +along, insinuating its greedy length into the gardens of plenty. This +morning four new officers came to the chateau; three of them were +nondescript, but the fourth, to all appearances, was an Englishman, pure +blood. He spoke English absolutely without accent and had a perfect +English drawing-room air. It was as funny as an impersonation and as he +had appeared on the scene alone, I believe his brothers-in-arms were +almost suspicious of him. After a little the story came out. He is +really a German, but has lived fifteen years in London. At the debut of +the war he had been obliged to take up arms against a sea of troubles, +or relinquish forever his right to go back to Baden, where his parents +live. Naturally he chose the former (also probably thinking that "War" +was a word only) and allowed himself to be bored by circumstances. He +told us some amusing tales of his having been already arrested three +times for an English spy. Everybody here likes him very much and I +welcomed him personally as the nearest approach to an Anglo-Saxon that I +have seen in many months. + +Monsieur J. and several of the representative men of the village, +including _Monsieur le Cure_ (a little, fat, rosy-cheeked man, adored by +his flock), were taken as hostages for twenty-four hours and had to +sleep in the railroad station. It was nervously comical to see Monsieur +J. starting off, his valet following with a mattress on his back and a +box of sandwiches in his hand against the misery of the night. But it is +not so amusing to be the victim of even a threat which at any moment may +take the form of a sudden reality for no reason except to terrorize +honest people who are defending their homes. The enemy's way of +punishing and evading future insurrection among the civilians is to take +people as hostages and shoot them if necessary, or burn the houses. +This they have already done in several quarters in Liege. A few nights +ago several students fired on some German officers in a cafe and the +latters' revenge was instantaneous and terrible; they just stood +eighteen men up in front of the University and shot them like dogs--then +burned that section for blocks around. + +Austrian artillery was passing today with their great cannon drawn by +automobiles. The wheels of the gun carriages are enormous and the cannon +are the biggest things we have yet seen. + + + + +_August 19th, Wednesday._ + + +Such an odd picking little noise, like a mouse, disturbed us at +breakfast this A. M. Madame X. opened the door and was astonished to see +a German soldier unscrewing the telephone from the wall. Her obvious +surprise moved the man to explain, which was unqualifiedly this--"Madame, +permit me, but we need your telephone for field service." + +I suppose he may as well have it anyway for nothing so modern and useful +as telephones has existed for us since August 3rd. + +A group of very surly officers have "taken over" Madame R.'s chateau +down in the country. The moment they arrived night before last, the +Colonel ordered her to bring out all her best wine, throwing her his +soiled gloves to wash at the same time. + +The patients at the Convent are beginning to show a little life now, +though their poor, black faces are more grotesque than ever as an eye, +here and there, begins to peep out from a crack in the crusted surface. +They have begun to talk after a fashion, though their poor, dried lips +can hardly accomplish the task. Jean, the big fellow who jumped seven +metres into the ditch from Fort Chaudefontaine when it blew up, died +this morning, the result of a fractured skull. + +French and German aeroplanes alike have been flying over the city, +dropping the most sensational circulars of the victories of their +particular armies. But the news is "_trop beau_"--one cannot believe it +and probably it is only destined to encourage the soldiers. It appears +that the officers tell their men all kinds of extraordinary tales, to +give them heart for the fight, and the poor things believe (hearing +French spoken here) that they are already in France, for yesterday one +of them in a passing train was heard demanding the Eiffel Tower. An +officer admitted to Monsieur S. that Germany prints three +newspapers--one for the officers, one for the soldiers, and one for +imbeciles. I suppose the latter means us. + + + + +_August 22nd, Saturday._ + + +Bread is being rationed out now in the village and we are allowed only +two small pieces at a meal. It seems to me that I never wanted one more +slice so much in my life. The soldiers have cleared out the baker's +supply and he cannot get any more flour. + +Monsieur S. has bought a bicycle and goes into town every morning to +find out about things. Sometimes it seems as if we could hardly wait +until he gets back to lunch for the news. And oh! such terrible things +are happening. Some funny incidents too, intersperse themselves from +time to time. During the recounting of some of these awful tales of +violence and revenge which we are hearing from the little villages the +young footman's knees doubled right up and nearly let him down while he +was serving the table and he is getting greener and greener from day to +day. He becomes absolutely petrified when the officers address him and +whispers out an unintelligible something as he vanishes through a door. + +The horrible carnage at Namur has begun and we already have heard +sickening accounts of it. The story, as we have had it by word of mouth, +is that one of the seven forts capitulated (the city was evacuated), +allowing the enemy to enter in over a tract of land which was literally +sown with this famous, new _Poudre Turpin_ which exploded under the feet +of whole regiments at once, and the forts completed the slaughter. + +Troops, troops, always troops plodding along. Their attitude could not +be called determined for there is not enough mental action in it, though +there does exist an indisputable tenacity which is appalling. How they +lack that infectious _ardeur_, that splendid _elan_ which characterizes +every little _poilu_! But they just plod on like a great machine, +lacking intelligence in its parts, each vital, however, to the +perfectly-fitted whole. + +Madame X. and I felt as if we could not sit still another minute this +afternoon and, safe, or no, we decided to take a walk on the +mountainside. We could hear regiments approaching first by a faint +buzzing in the distance which rounded out into song as it drew near; as +an officer told us, the men often sing in four voices which is quite +beautiful. Then, we became aware of a different noise, a sort of loose +rumble, as if cohesion would presently not exist for the thing, whatever +it was, that caused this new note. But it was not a note, it was a +disturbance which grew and grew in proportions. Madame X. and I scurried +up and down the paths trying to find a vista through the trees that +would disclose this monster which was moving so protestingly along the +road. + +I imagined it would be snorting flame and its eyes smouldering fires, +but instead its eyes were neat little windows with tidy curtains, for +the monster turned out to be three diminutive houses on wheels drawn by +a huge motor. What their end and purpose might be, is imaginable. If it +is for the comfort of the High Command _en campagne_, the great clumsy +procession rivaling the speed of a snail is a heap of trouble for a +little luxury. + + + + +_August 24th, Monday._ + + +Namur is taken by the Germans. Practically nothing remains of the city. +A German major who was brought, wounded, to Liege, said the battle was +too frightful to narrate. He entered the city with one thousand men and +left it with sixty-five. Just outside the forts, where he had been +stationed with two hundred horses, three bombs fell upon them at the +same moment and only seven of the poor beasts remained. His admiration +for the pointing and firing of the Belgian and French cannon was +unlimited. + +Just before lunch this morning, two very ragged-looking individuals +(Belgian civilians) came to the chateau. They were travel-stained +indeed, just having made the journey on foot from Brussels and in a +calmer era would have had some success in the role of common ordinary +tramps. As it was, they excited a little curiosity by the suspicious way +they had of looking about, and our first thought was spies until one of +them, edging toward the outside of the group, made Baronne de H. +understand that he had something to communicate to her. Inquiring if it +were safe, he suddenly leaned down and drew out from the sole of his +shoe, a piece of paper on which was written, "A banker of Brussels sends +greetings--all are well." The little woman burst into a flood of tears +for she realized that it was a message from her husband, one of the +_Garde Civique_ of Brussels. During the three, long, anxious weeks of +devotion to others, I had often remarked and wondered at her courage in +never mentioning her own longing and apprehension for her husband and +three little children. Before we had recovered from the first onslaught +of the army, she must have known, after it left here, that it would +pass their chateau three kilometres the other side of Brussels and what +would it leave in its wake? Can you imagine her anxiety, when every day +we were hearing frightful stories of children having their hands chopped +off and people's heads being paraded on bayonets? But I never remember +her uttering a single "I wonder," or an "I wish." Does this not bear out +what the illustrious Roman said about the "Belgians," which certainly +did not exclude the women? It is the grandest thing that ever could +be--this response of the women to the Nation's call, for it is not just +passive self-sacrifice, but impassioned co-operation. + +In the afternoon Madame de H. and I went to Liege to arrange her +passport for Brussels. Two of the officers who are here offered to go +with us in order to facilitate an entrance into the "_Kommandantur_," +which is the general headquarters and is in that ancient and beautiful +place of the _Princes-Eveques_, onetime feudal lords of the principality +of Liege. I wanted to rebel openly when I saw that wonderful court, +world-famous for its beauty, which has been turned into a depot of +supplies and barracks with horses stabled under those delicate, Gothic +arches, models of purity and beauty. But to what good? Will anything +ever expiate the offense? There are also horses in the theatre and +machine guns in all the upper windows. + +While Madame de H. was waiting to see Count Moltke in his office, I +walked about the court with one of the soldier attendants who came with +us and had an opportunity of peeking through many doors which would +otherwise have been closed to me. My companion, who is a wholesale grain +merchant in peace times, enjoyed his authority immensely and dragged his +sword, half unbuckled, on the ground, which clanked behind us and made +merry music in his ears, I am sure. The whole place was a perfect +beehive though there was little confusion. The soldiers were diligently +counting supplies, feeding horses and sorting Belgian cannon and shells +which had been captured. + +On the road from Angleur to Liege we were obliged to give way to some +troops which were returning from Namur. The auto stopped right in the +middle of a column, which, as we heard, was a conglomeration of the tag +ends of different regiments and I was almost afraid--the men peered in +at us so maliciously. I have never seen such a frightening spectacle of +humanity, for it was the personification of a rogues' gallery with every +kind of cut-throat, brigand and robber mixed up into a grand ensemble, +toiling and perspiring, limping and crawling along in the dust and heat. + +Does battle blot out the soul of a man in one savage conflict? +Obviously, it is before a weary march that one finds exalted faces. But +perhaps they were not desperadoes--only tired and dirty and unshaven. + +It is said, however, that when war was declared, the enemy opened the +doors of all the prisons and that the front ranks of the attacking +forces (which were sure to be lost) were entirely composed of convicts +and prisoners. And also, the officers in the regular army are so hated +by their men that when they started out to conquer the world every +officer was changed to a different regiment. + +This evening we sat on the terrace enjoying the afterglow of the setting +sun and the calmness of the garden, listening to the soldiers singing in +the orchard, next. This singing in the twilight is heartbreaking and +particularly melancholy, as the music is slow and has more consolation +in it than the usual soul-inspiring quality of battle hymns. At +intervals we heard the captain speaking with great force and enthusiasm, +the hurrahs of the men, an occasional "_Vaterland, Vaterland_," and +again and ever, "_Die Wacht am Rhein._" + + + + +_August 26th, Wednesday._ + + +Two new officers (not Prussians) of the _Landstuerm_ arrived this +morning--men of fifty to fifty-five years of age. One is a hardware +merchant _en civil_ and has a brown beard and the asthma; the other is a +lawyer, with big, blinking eyes--and they both looked as if they hated +war. The "Englishman" is still here--his department is looking after +supplies at the depot. He has borrowed all the English books in the +house and sits reading all day up in the signal box at the station, so +the family have named him "_Monsieur Seegnal Box_," which, with a tiny, +French accent, sounds quite attractive. + +We are so enthusiastic about our patients at the Convent, for they are +all improving and developing personalities now. Every morning at +eight-thirty we rush over there as quickly as we can to see how the poor +children are getting on and who has another eye open. Nature has begun +her restorative work and oh! what a satisfaction it is to see the new +skin stretching out tiny shreds to bridge over the martyred flesh. + +The atmosphere of the ward is gay. 'Most everybody can laugh, at least +with their hearts, for stiffened lips do not all respond yet. The work +has arranged itself in admirable routine, where humanity is not entirely +swallowed up in duty. There are young girls and boys who fetch basins +of water, old women who roll bandages, faithful, sweet-faced matrons who +bind up dreadful wounds, and strong, young men who lift, so tenderly, +pain-racked bodies and who can toss a joke or a word of encouragement +with equal discretion, which never fails to infuse the down-hearted with +their own priceless vitality. Then there is the _Mere Superieure_, of +thin, aesthetic face, who comes with a gentle word of the "Faith" for +each one; the austere _Soeur Felicite_, who counts the cups and searches +your soul and brings in hot coffee and a steaming ragout; and the +pretty, young _Soeur Monique_, with her uplifted face, who cannot +conceal a shy admiration for big, blond Henri who rails at everything +and is as lovable as a baby. Then the villagers: in the middle of the +room, Monsieur B. (Secretary and Treasurer, I should say) cuts off gauze +with a calculating eye at one end of a long table and at the other, +rosy-cheeked Monsieur R. (painter of every house and barn in the +village) stands all day long with a spatula in his hand and slaps on the +ointment for dressings. There is a sort of professional twist in the +gesture and his merry, little eyes glance around, not seeking but rather +gathering in approval, and from under his bristling, white moustache +will burst a salute for one, a joke for another, or a reproach for +another. + +Here, there and everywhere he is needed, is Monsieur F., whose great, +dark eyes are acquainted with pain; he is a frail, little person and the +substantial man of the village, a living paradox. Just when Monsieur R. +announces--dramatically waving his spatula--that that is the last ounce +of boric ointment and no more peroxide in the cupboard and we are raving +around and denouncing the pharmacist, Monsieur F. steps up and inquires +what the trouble is, knowing full well the difficulty and also "his +moment," wise man that he is. While we are swamping the situation with +words, he quietly dispatches a boy to his house, who quickly reappears +with huge bottles of this and that. Oh, blessed Monsieur F., who long +since had made a corner in peroxide and everything else we shall need +until after the war. But the despair of the moment, the heat and three, +long hours of unremitting "dressings" effect a faintness of soul and a +"queer" feeling we did not realize was there, until that dear, roly-poly +_Soeur Anastasie_ appears with a bottle of red wine, half concealed +under her cape, and with a motherly, "_Ca vous fera du bien_," (that +will do you good) pours us out a generous glassful. That puts the blue +in the sky again and keeps the shafts of golden sunshine from creating +zigzag patterns in our brain. Oh, Shades of my New England Ancestors! +Would you say, "Better to slip down in a swoon?"--and give everybody a +lot of trouble-- + + + + +_August 27th, Thursday._ + + +Madame de H. and I again went to Liege early this morning about her +passports. The hotels and cafes were just seething humanity, beds +improvised in every corner, and I saw officers paying their hotel bills +with cheques and notes. The poor proprietor blinked and swallowed hard +for a moment and said nothing. The city was literally packed with troops +going in all directions. _Uhlans_, _chasseurs_, artillery and the +infantry, singing and executing that foolish-looking goose-step--it +probably has its advantages, but at eight A. M. in the pouring +rain it did appear ridiculous. + +In the afternoon we took a walk into the country, following the +railroad. The soldiers were working everywhere, putting up temporary +buildings for any emergency. We saw one of those open dining halls--only +three walls with a shed roof where a regiment can step out of a train to +eat while another jumps quickly in and no time lost. We passed the +lovely chateau of the Marquis de T. who is Minister Plenipotentiary +from Costa Rica. Of course, this is neutral property and flies a +neutral flag, but the place is filled with officers and, according to +the _maitre d'hotel_, the wine cellar is undergoing a thorough +inventory. + + + + +_August 28th, Friday._ + + +This morning there was excitement at the Convent; someone was reading a +three weeks' old journal to the soldiers and for a moment everybody +forgot his particular aches and black heads lifted themselves from their +pillows and gaunt forms swayed to and fro on shaky elbows. The lust of +battle lit up wooden countenances, fire sprang from eyes yet heavily +veiled by crusted lids and a fervent "_bien fait_" or "_vivent les +Belges_," trembled from heretofore silent corners. + +Madame Andre, who comes to see her boy every day, remarked my looking at +her dress which was all darned and mended in the most unaccountable +places, "O, Mademoiselle," she said. "I suppose you are wondering about +my waist? But wasn't it lucky I was here with Andre when the troops +passed through our village? The soldiers fired haphazard in the windows +and the wardrobe in which my clothes were hanging caught seven bullets +and the headboard of my bed, four." + +All the afternoon troops were coming back from Namur in evident haste +and apparent rout, for they had such a tired, bedraggled look. About +five o'clock a company with ammunition wagons, Red Cross ambulances and +baggage trucks dashed madly into the orchard among the apple trees, +nearly wrecking themselves and everything else. Immediately after, three +officers came to the house to beg lodging for the night. They were +frightful-looking individuals covered with mud and dirt, with half-grown +beards and one could not tell what uniforms. They asked the most humble +apartment--a corner, the floor--anything, "and, Madame, a little hot +water, _s'il vous plait_." We were sitting on the terrace tonight just +before dinner when down came the three new arrivals, beautiful as the +morning, shaven and shining in their gray-green uniforms, polished boots +and bracelets set with precious stones--officers of the "Emperor's Own," +though these men did not seem like Germans, but were much more the +lighter build and elegant type of the Austrians. + +They were a bit haughty at first, but dinner thawed them out and then +what tales they told us; the most promising imagination could not rival +their flights in the air. They acted like people who walk in their sleep +and had that same vague expression of the eye. But it is not to be +wondered at, coming as they did from a frightful battlefield and +fatigued by a hard march. It must be true that battle intoxicates men +for these latter, being of a sensible age, did say very ridiculous +things. Hitherto the officers who have been here were fairly modest +though always showing an undeniable confidence, while these three openly +bragged. The young lieutenant who sat next to me spoke French fluently +and never stopped talking all the evening. Among countless other things, +he said, "We are being sent back from Namur as Paris is taken" +(ejaculation from me "I cannot believe it") "and they have no more need +of us in that direction," he went on without turning a hair. "So we are +_en route_ for England or Russia, in the morning, to conquer the seven +nations (he included Monaco in the list) who have declared war against +our beloved Vaterland." + +"And, Mademoiselle," he continued, "they fired on our ambulances!" + +"Ah?" I answered, nonchalantly, "the Germans have already done that +here." + +He was a bit taken aback at this rejoinder; then with a prodigiously +sorrowful look he exclaimed in a hushed voice, "_Oui, la guerre est +terrible._" + +The victories they exploited on land and sea were fantastic and the +funny part is, they believed thoroughly all they said. It is strange to +hear serious people fabricate such yarns as they did, with as much +dexterity as a spider spins its web. + + + + +_August 29th, Saturday._ + + +The ambulance was as busy as a beehive this A. M. Except for +one or two, the patients are all feeling better. Andre, the third on the +left, whose sonorous "_Merci, chere Soeur_" nearly frightened me to +pieces one day, seems to be the wit and authority on all subjects--a +real leader, I should say, and _drole_! Augustin, four beds from him, is +our difficult child, the only one of the twenty-nine who is spoiled and +fights his dressings, but we must be patient with him for he has been +very sick and that drawn look about the nose and a certain, startled +expression of the eyes, worry me. But the little _Soeur Victoire_ says +comfortingly that he will soon be well, though he does not wish to eat +and his jaws are a little stiff. O, _chere Soeur_, in your sweet faith, +are stiffened jaws such a trivial circumstance? + +Next Augustin is Sylvestre, _le beau_. He was the splendid _pointeur_ of +Fort Chaudefontaine and was the least burned of the men; that is why I +know he is beautiful; also I catch many glimpses of him in the little +mirror in which he is constantly regarding himself, but he is _bon +garcon_, nevertheless--his honest blue eyes attest it. + +At the end of the row is the big Flamand, who was always two feet too +long for his bed. He is sitting up now and that great, black head, with +features swollen three times their normal size, is a sight to frighten +the boldest. If he should roar at me I would drop everything and flee. +But he doesn't; nobody roars; for they are all the finest gentlemen in +the world, even in their trying moments. + +At ten o'clock this evening, right out of the silence, issued sounds of +heavy, rolling carts, and horses' hoofs. Madame de H. and I stole out +into the court to see what it might be and, almost as if by magic, whole +regiments came pouring along in the greatest haste and disorder. A wing +of the servants' quarters hid the approach of the soldiers from us and +the strange, non-resonant quality of the atmosphere tonight deceived us +as to their nearness. In a moment they were upon us--not three feet +away, for some of the troops had taken, not the usual highroad two +hundred feet distant, but a short cut by the narrow path which directly +passes the court yard. Happily we had hidden ourselves behind the +grille, in the foliage, or we might have been shot without ceremony, as +by order of the military governor of the city "every civilian shall be +indoors and lights out at eight P. M." + +We enjoyed the danger a little at first because we did not realize it; +all the same we obliterated ourselves as much as possible, though hardly +daring to move or breathe. Not an arm's length away, their nearness +oppressed us and the waves of heat which reeked from their toiling +bodies sickened us. But there we crouched in our light dresses, easily +seen if one had chanced to look, and separated only by an iron fence +with sparse, fluttering vines from a mass of tired, quarrelsome, +desperate men. Why! any of them might have run us through in a flash as +one would lunge at a white rag for the amusement of his companions. +Indoors the family were frantic, not daring to open a crack of the door +for fear of violent consequences to us. + +The night was full of dull noises; even the clanking chains of the gun +carriages seemed muffled and the thud of horses' hoofs in the mud added +to the air of secrecy which pervaded the scene, while the moonlight +threw out shadows and drew crazy perspectives and showed up silhouettes +of men positively falling from their seats with fatigue. Some one was +twirling a French soldier's cap on a bayonet, we heard smothered yawns, +the words "_Russland_," "_Vaterland_," and finally the infantry +whistling in unison as they limped along. + + + + +_August 30th, Sunday._ + + +At two o'clock in the morning the whole family was aroused by a +thundering rap from the butt of a gun on the big front entrance. The +poor old butler, who has been in service thirty-five years, was aghast +to open the door and find the Burgomaster, in white kid gloves, standing +between two Prussian soldiers, with fixed bayonets. They demanded +Monsieur J. (for the second time) as hostage. What could have happened +among the people, we could only guess. Had they been rash enough to +protest against strength and did they want to share the fate of the +pitiful Vise? + +The forenoon brought us no news; after lunch we walked in the broiling +sun to the little railroad station at Kinklepois, to see Monsieur J. +(he had aged ten years over night) where he was under guard with several +others, including _Monsieur le Vicaire_ of A. and _Monsieur l'Abbe_ of +K. We sat around the table in the Concierge's tiny dining room and +listened to some amusing anecdotes told by the Vicar, while the gentle +old Abbot sent out to the vicarage for a bottle of his good old +Burgundy. To be sure, no one was much in the mood to be amused, but it +lessened the tension of the moment; the least unusual sound from the +street--and it was full of soldiers and horses--brought the tale to a +sudden end and we listened with blanched faces for perhaps--the worst. + + + + +_August 31st, Monday._ + + +Monsieur J. was released as hostage at seven o'clock P. M. and +returned to the fold. This evening, as all was still, we played a little +game of Bridge, as in the old days when life was a pleasant dream. +Suddenly a dozen rifle shots, in quick succession, rang out in the air +and the cards fell from our nerveless fingers as a stray ball rattled +against the iron shutters of our windows. Instinctively we crouched into +sheltered corners and waited; another volley and another followed, until +finally Monsieur S. whispered in a hoarse voice, "A la cave." The +household, including the servants, delighted to be any place where we +were not, made a lightning dash, Indian file, for the cellar. Quite +unperturbed and loath to leave her cozy, warm kitchen, the old, fat cook +was the last to waddle down the stairs, repeating her usual "They cannot +hurt me. I am Dutch." She was the calmest of us all, for those +intermittent shots and the possibility of retrieving lost balls had +raised a tremor of excitement as well as our hasty descent into the +realms of Bacchus, in common words--the wine cellar. By the thin rays of +a candle the scene was comic; there we were, fourteen of us huddled +together in a twelve by twenty foot vault, earthen floor and stone +walls. Expecting at any moment an onslaught of we did not know what, +each one was bracing himself for the blow, in different attitudes of +mind and body. Madame X. was pale, her daughter stolid and ready for the +defensive--the true, fighting blood of the Belgians on fire: the old +butler, attentive to the slightest sound, was shaking his gray head with +ominous pessimism and one of the maids was weeping hysterically and +audibly in the arms of her husband, the young footman. At first we just +stood and looked at each other as periodic volleys resounded now and +again. Then we relaxed as well as we could on dusty cases and rounding +barrels or whatever was at hand. An hour passed before the shooting +ceased and then we discovered that we were cramped and uncomfortable and +cold--chilled through with that deathlike dampness which pervades +subterranean chambers. What misery for those who had to live in them for +days! Another hour elapsed before the danger was really over and we +dared to come out from cover; then we crawled upstairs to bed on our +hands and knees to keep below the level of the window ledges.[2] + +Madame de H. made an attempt to go to Brussels by a military train +which, however, was derailed ten kilometres from here. Some disagreeable +officers took the second automobile for military service, in spite of +the signed permission which Count Moltke has given the family. Did I +tell you that Madame X.'s children are related by marriage to a high +official of the Imperial Court? I do not know at all if this fact +accounts for the extreme courtesy which they have always received from +the soldiers, but at any rate some of their friends have not been so +favored.[3] + +Madame T., who had a charming Villa at S., was one of the unfortunate +ones. She was obliged to entertain the officers of some passing troops +at lunch recently, after which they had coffee in the garden. The +Captain glanced around at the flowers and said, "Madame, very pretty, +very pretty, tomorrow, nothing." That night her villa and several other +neighboring ones were burned to the ground. + +The Germans are constantly forcing the Belgian old men, women and +children to march in front of their attacking armies. What kind of +soldiers can it be that does these things, but brutes and barbarians? + +My revulsion for it all is so great that the words fairly scorch my +fingers as I write them. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[2] We never heard what really started the commotion, whether it was +premeditated or accidental, but this illustrates what a furor a rifle +shot creates instantly. The nervous tension of both the invader and +invaded is tremendous. + + + + +_September 2nd, Wednesday._ + + +Very early this morning we were awakened by the most remarkable sound--a +co-operative noise I should call it, or anything you like, being a +combination of steamboat, train of cars and sawmill. Looking out of the +window we saw a magnificent Zeppelin sailing along in all its majestic +wonder. + +Miracles happen overnight in the ambulance now, for Health is hastening +back in seven-league-boots and every one of our brave _blesses_ is +turning out to be handsome. Each day a real face emerges from its black +chrysalis and we find it beautiful. The refinery was of the cruelest +type, but the temper of such men stood the test and their souls shine +out undeniably over the scarred flesh. + +Some new companies, with their under officers, have taken up quarters in +the stables and garage. For the last ten days we have had Prussians +there, who were discontented with everything and wanted all the kitchen +utensils and everything within reach, but these new men are Bavarian +_Landstuerm_, rather nice old things, who have brought all their own +contrivances, not the least among them being one of the famous rolling +kitchens. This latter is a round boiler, hung on four wheels, and is +about a metre in diameter and a metre in depth. It is divided into three +longitudinal compartments (the fire being underneath), one for soup, one +for meat and one for vegetables. Then, under the driver's seat or +perhaps not right under, is a tiny oven where are baked _kuchen_ or a +steaming pudding. It is a complete affair and when dinner is ready, +they just hitch on a pair of family horses and drive around to the +different companies where rations are dished out, literally. I do not +know if the position of cook is the most enviable one in the army, but +at any rate this chef appears to enjoy it and is content to sit in the +courtyard all day, peeling potatoes and onions and cabbages and cabbages +and onions and potatoes. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[3] A printed document was exposed afterwards in the village +recommending the Chateau X. to be respected. + + + + +_September 3rd, Thursday._ + + +"_Monsieur Seegnal Box_" went this morning and everybody was sorry to +see him go, for he was a congenial spirit, and, like us, found nothing +attractive about war. He seemed a protection, too, from the beast that +is ever snarling at the door. + +A young cousin of the family related to us to-day how much at home the +soldiers have felt in his chateau in the country; so much so, in fact, +that they have already sent off to Germany all his old family portraits +and the best rugs. Here is a bit of psychology for you to unravel. Why +should they want his family portraits? + +I suppose you could not imagine such a thing happening in America. Well, +just try for a moment. + +Fancy somebody's coming in and explaining to you that you cannot use +your own things and that your choice possessions will have a far better +setting in Germany than where they are. I think it would do the world a +lot of good if everyone tried such a mental drill for three minutes a +day. + +A great depression hung over the Convent to-day--the men were quiet, +showing their consideration for the "_camarade_" as they always do. +Constant, who received internal injuries at Fort d'Embourg, is dying and +Augustin is worse. The latter's face has a gray-blue look and his poor +jaws are very stiff. But there is hope! Oh, yes, there is Hope in big +Jean's smile across the ward, as he follows us around with his great, +black eyes. One can find lots of sympathy in a "_Oui, Mademoiselle_," or +a "_Non, Mademoiselle_," (which is all he ever says) even when it has +nothing to do with the question. + +Since the commandant has taken the auto we no longer go out. It is much +too complicated anyway, as one has to show a passport at every bridge +and corner. Every acre of land is infested with soldiers. It is +interesting, however, to see what they do and how they turn everything +to some use. Men are sent from Germany to repair railroads, build +bridges, put up telephones, institute food stations and to kill pigs and +wash the meat in porcelain bath tubs as we saw them do yesterday, +outside a free bath establishment near one of the factories. As we were +looking down on the road tonight, from a hill perhaps two hundred yards +away, we saw distinctly a column of soldiers in dark blue uniforms, +marching across country, and just behind them the ground seemed to +writhe and wriggle in a distressing manner. For a moment we could not +imagine what was happening, when soon a company of men in khaki began to +evolve itself from the landscape. Does that not prove the inestimable +value of earth-colored clothes? For as close as they were to us, we +could distinguish nothing. + +This gray-green which the Germans wear is by far the best tone of khaki +that I have yet seen. + +Soldiers are stripping the factories here of their fine machinery, but +one sort of chuckles in one's boots when he remembers that it was +originally bought in Germany and has not been paid for yet. + +All day long, trains without ceasing were bringing back the wounded. We +do not know exactly where the fighting is, but probably near Charleroi. +A Baron de C. and his wife arrived here at ten P. M. from +Posen, one of the German provinces already taken by the Russians. Crazed +with anxiety, they are going in search of their son, who was wounded at +Namur, and have been three days in a military train--an excruciating +journey! At midnight, the soldiers and the _chef de cuisine_, who has +had his kitchen in the court, departed. Before going they sang softly +some of their songs and then the wagons, one by one, filed out of the +moonlight and were swallowed up in the shadows of the trees. I felt as +if the candle had been blown out for them. + + + + +_September 4th, Friday._ + + +Monsieur J. came home today with bad news, though every day has its bad +news. His cousin Robert had been killed near Gand. The old butler's eyes +were sweet to see when Madame X. turned at table and said to him, +"Francois, Monsieur Robert is dead." This man of one syllable, according +to his custom, answered simply, quick tears visible, "_Oui, Madame_" +with that gentle upward intonation which says so much. + +The longest sentence he probably ever constructed was uttered +thirty-five years ago when his young master had wished to dismiss him +for some reason and he had answered, "Oh no, Monsieur, we could not +live, either one of us without the other," which settled the question +for all time. And now the master is laid to rest and the servant must +serve the enemy in his house. + +We took a little walk in the woods, this afternoon--as the coast was +clear and no strangers in the house for the first time in three weeks. +We had hardly finished a short promenade when we heard a violent +clanging on the gong to call us back, and when we returned in all haste +to the house found seven soldiers in the library going through all the +drawers and closets in search of firearms. Commencing there, they +searched the whole house from top to bottom, even fumbling in the +bureaus among the dainty lingerie of Madame X. Some of them took an +obvious pleasure in performing their duty, while others looked +uncomfortable and bored. It is true that many of the men hate this war, +whereby whole families of brothers and cousins have to leave their homes +to fight what they call the "Aristocrats' War," who in their arrogance +think to be masters of the whole world. + +Some newspapers, two weeks old, were brought from Brussels in the +evening and we pounced upon them as a starved dog makes for a bone. + + + + +_September 5th, Saturday._ (At the ambulance.) + + +"_Constant, le pauvre Constant!_ What is in your tortured soul, these +three long days and nights, that chains it to earth and tosses your +poor body from one troubled thought to another?" + +I did not think to have my question answered. At eleven o'clock this +morning a child of twelve years, beautiful as an angel with heavenly +blue eyes and a shock of golden hair, dashed breathlessly into the +courtyard of the Convent, almost too exhausted to ask if _Soldat_ +Constant Martin, by any chance, were there. The gentle _Soeur Cecile_ +led him in to the sick man's cot. The boy gazed a moment, bewildered at +the wasted form upon it; then with an agonizing cry of "_mon pere_" fell +on his knees by the bedside. The man's eyelids trembled, half opened an +instant to look upon his son, and closed. In ten minutes he was at +peace. + +Since the railroad has been reconstructed the soldiers have been passing +in trains instead of on foot. Today we saw hundreds of older men, +Bavarians and sailors--it looks as if something had miscarried when the +marines have to fight on land. In the opposite direction, thousands of +wounded were going back in ambulance cars. These ambulance trains are +admirable and are often made up of forty and fifty carriages of the +light, swinging, old-fashioned type, of uniform size, the roofs painted +white, with a big, red cross on the top and one on each side. The cots +are arranged one above the other, showing clean, white linen, while the +attendants are spotlessly uniformed in white. In the middle of each +train is a car which might be called the "ugly duckling," for it is a +decidedly clumsy looking affair, full of steam boilers with safety +valves and tubes sticking out at the top, and is, I fancy, a sterilizing +plant. + + + + +_September 6th, Sunday._ + + +Oh, the peace of Sunday in a little village! And Augustin is better, +though he still fights his dressings. It takes the combined effort of +the ward to present duty in such an attractive guise that he will not +realize he is minding, but it is really the sympathetic Roger who can +insinuate comforting comparisons from his own recent acquaintance with +pain and the ever-ready Pierre, who with a "courage, camarade," and one +free hand to help me, actually put the thing through. + +On my way home to lunch I glanced at the clock in the church tower and +saw that it was an hour ahead of time, having been made to coincide with +Teuton pendulums. This is the second time that it has happened, for the +villagers dared to climb up the long stairs and put it back, once, but +the soldiers were so ferocious in their threats that--well, one must +accept their insolence. Crossing the field I passed the farmer who must +have felt considerable perturbation of soul this particular day, for he +looked "worrited" and was mowing grass for his poor, thin cows, in a +blue gingham smock and a bowler hat. The war is not more vital to anyone +on earth than to him, for the soldiers have taken away his wagons and +most of his hay for their bedding and they ruined the grass in the +orchard where they were encamped. + +Soldiers came to the Convent this morning to search for firearms. It +appears that the German military authorities are terrified of an +uprising among the inhabitants, particularly the factory hands, who will +not work for the Prussians and are getting a little restless. One can +readily imagine such an apprehension when from a population of 40,000 +working men in the vicinity, only forty-two firearms were presented upon +requisition. If all the rest are buried in the woods, as many believe, +it will only be the story of another inspired "Cadmus, who sowed +dragons' teeth and there sprang up an army of armed men." + +Madame de H. has left for Brussels. The third auto which was hidden away +was brought out and with Count Moltke's _laisser-passer_ and the +family's chauffeur, she will arrive safely, we hope, though we shall not +rest until the man gets back. + +In Liege this afternoon, in front of the University, we saw squares and +squares which were burned out by the Germans, and also where those +eighteen civilians were shot, following a slight uprising of the people. +Madame X.'s niece, who lives quite near there, heard the screams of the +women, and such scenes of terror seem even yet to paralyze the +population. In the Place de la Cathedrale we saw soldiers pushing people +along with their saw-toothed bayonets to disperse a crowd which was +gaping, stupefied, at some unusual proceeding. + +As we stood there, an automobile, with eight Prussian officers in it, +came banging down the street, loose bolts jingling, and was just +disappearing around a corner when Madame R. exclaimed "Oh, that's our +Reynaud!" + +All the automobiles, as well as everything else, have been confiscated +by the invaders and it is a common occurrence to look up and see one's +own beautiful car bounding along over cobblestones and breaking with its +load of soldiers--the motors are driven so hard that in two weeks' time +they are practically worthless. + +At the beginning of the war, many owners cunningly removed a tiny +necessary part of their machines, but in most cases the same owners were +given just two hours at the point of the bayonet to find those missing +parts, which was not always easy. And the farmers, too, who cut down the +big trees across the roads to impede the enemy's advance, had just the +same amount of time given them to clear the path again. So you see that +one is helpless. + +Rumors come from France that the fortified town of Mauberge still +resists, but that the Germans are at Compiegne, which is so near to +beautiful Paris. It is impossible to believe. Yet we all experienced a +feeling of absolute faintness when that report came, for Compiegne, or +anywhere within one hundred kilometres of it, is too near. But if--_Bon +Dieu_, keep us from thinking! + + + + +_September 8th, Tuesday._ + + +There is a possibility of our going to Brussels. Oh, the joy of it! That +may find me the means, through the American Ambassador, of getting back +to my beloved France. + +The youngest gardener, the little one, Charles, who is only eighteen +years old, has left for "the front." Not with his regiment, for he +hasn't one (this year was to have been his class), but as a private +individual who could not stay at home when his country needed him. His +old mother, with a little catch in her throat, sent him off proudly, her +baby, her _petit Charles_, to serve with his four brothers, already +gone. + +But how can he get away with the eye of the arrogant usurper on every +corner and road? + +A Belgian soldier will play his role after his own interpretation. +Instead of going off in his best smock and a tiny bundle on a stick, _le +petit Charles_ bade us a smiling _au revoir_ in his old blue apron and +torn hat. He will wander aimlessly over the hills which he knows so well +and, unsuspected, will creep through the friendly hedges into the very +arms of hospitable Holland and then, "All's well." + +Trains were passing all day loaded with provisions, as well as soldiers +and sailors who were sticking on like caterpillars all over the roofs, +the sides, the steps and almost the wheels. I saw two of them dancing +the tango on the top of one carriage. Then came car after car of prairie +wagons, we call them, with voluminous, white, canvas hoods, loaded with +provisions; after these, countless, giant cannon decorated with +branches, flowers and flags, mounted on open trucks without sides. All +this procession was a weird phenomenon gliding by in the sky like a +mirage, for the road-bed at the rear of the chateau is very high and is +hidden by intervening shrubs and bushes so that the wheels of the cars +are quite concealed. It reminded me of those Amazon warriors in "_Die +Walkuere_" who slid up to Heaven so smoothly on their wooden horses at +the Opera in Paris. + +Dropping from the poetical plane to common cause and effect, the whole +gave the impression of being well lubricated--like the wheels of Destiny +which turn steadily on with few jerks or hitches. + + + + +_September 9th, Wednesday._ + + +The word is said. We are packing our bags to leave for Brussels +tomorrow. When I went to the Convent this morning, I found all the +soldiers in bed and looking so wretched. Merciful Heaven! What blight +could have fallen on our children over night? But it was a farce. They +had heard that the officers of the regiment, here, were coming to +inspect the wounded with the idea of sending those who are well enough +on to Germany as, of course, they are prisoners. So the moment the +Germans entered the courtyard, all the _blesses_--even those who are +quite well--hopped into bed with their clothes on, pulled the covers up +to their chins and with a wet compress on their heads, looked as ill as +possible. It was comical to see; one can be a soldier and comedian at +the same time--and even the dear Sisters enjoyed it. But I was paralyzed +with fear. They had not thought of another side of the question to which +the very impudence of their ruse might subject them. + +I was very sad to say good-bye to these brave fellows who have been to +all the world such a lesson in bravery and patience during their +suffering. One big, lanky _garcon_--Jean, in fact--was quite undone at +our departure. He refused to be consoled with the promise of postal +cards in some future era and wept and sobbed, but I managed to +understand between the sobs that he was saying, "_Mais, Mademoiselle, je +vous suis habitue._" (But, Mademoiselle, I am used to you.) I do not +know if this was meant for a compliment, but I took it as such and wept +too. + + + + +_September 10th, Thursday._ + + +This morning was spent in finishing packing, which usually is the +biggest part of it, I find. + +There appears to be violent fighting at Malines, Louvain and Tirlemont. +Nevertheless we are setting out from the chateau, at two o'clock, bag +and baggage. Everybody felt sorry to leave the servants (_Liegeois_) +who have been staunch and comforting friends through all the misery of +these terrifying times. Will an eager Fate close them in? Let us hope +they will absorb the effervescent optimism of the fat old cook who +continually reiterates in her awful French, "They cannot hurt me. I am a +Hollander." + +2 P. M.--Well, off we started. It was a moment I shall never +forget, for it was as if we had taken up something solid and heavy (an +experience, for example) in our two hands and put it behind us. There +were in the party our two autos and Monsieur H. with Signor K., an +Italian consul, in his. Monsieur H. has a passport from the military +Governor, Field Marshal von der Golz, to go anywhere in Belgium, so we +felt very safe to be with him. No ancient stage-coach with a dozen +passengers on the top could have made as precarious a flight as our +machines, packed and jammed full inside and crowned on the roof with an +overhanging cornice of every sort of bundle. You can imagine that there +was an idea at the back of our minds of never returning, perhaps, or of +keeping what we could in immediate possession. + +It was interesting in leaving the city to see the disposition of troops; +we passed through Seraing, where are those tremendous Cockerill +factories, and soon arrived opposite the famous Fort Hollogne which did +such wonderful work in the defense of Liege, August 5th. At present it +flies the German flag and but for one or two sentinels pacing near, one +would never dream that a tremendous fort was there. Like the others, it +is built three stories underground, with just a slight rising of earth +defining the cupolas. Along the road on both sides, for miles and miles, +lay splendid trees which were cut down for cannon range. Just before +arriving at Jauche we met three automobiles with Prussian officers, who +shouted "_Nicht weiter_" and made violent signs which we did not +understand. But why "_nicht weiter_" with the _Herr Feld Marschall's_ +permission in our pocket? We soon learned at the railroad crossing. An +hour before there had been an alarm and the station had received orders +to allow no one to pass, as there was fighting not far beyond in the +direction of Tirlemont. Then and there arose a mighty discussion and the +_esprits_ of many nations (Belgian, Italian, Russian, French and German) +entered into the argument while one meek American looked on at the +sparring. Even the little slip of paper ladened with the name of von der +Golz in much ink, had no weight. Then we tried another route, that lay +right through the heart of a dirty, squalid, little village to +Ramillies, the same Ramillies of Louis XIV.'s time, famous in the +"_Batailles des Flandres_." We arrived there by a sudden turn of the +road which brought us up standing, onto a bridge spanning the railroad. +Below, perhaps two hundred feet distant, was the station, out of which, +upon our sudden apparition, swarmed a hundred soldiers in alarm, quite +as if the surprising toe of a boot had inadvertently kicked over an ant +hill. At Ramillies we were not more successful than at Jauche, for as +the officials explained, if we passed the railroad station we were in +danger of being caught between two battlelines. So, sadly indeed, we +retraced our way and returned in the dark and the pouring rain to a +dismantled house and forlorn hopes. + + + + +_September 12th, Saturday._ + + +We are in the depths of despair today for we hear that they are fighting +at Meaux--Meaux, which nearly is Paris. If I were a French woman I could +not feel more poignantly about it. But we always think that it is not +true, as we have no real means of knowing--all is hearsay. + +A messenger brought news from Monsieur N., "Uncle Maurice," in the +Ardennes. It appears that in August when the German troops went through +Belgium on foot, the regiment of Count Otto von M. passed his villa. +Count Otto is "Uncle M's" nephew--the son of his sister, who married a +"high official of the Imperial Court," of whom I have already spoken. So +it happened that the young officer went to call on his esteemed uncle, +who frankly shut the door in his face. The Count burst into tears and +cried, "Uncle, Uncle, won't you speak to me? It is not my fault. When my +brothers and I received orders to come through Belgium, we begged other +commissions but to no avail." + +Certainly not! who better than the Counts von M. who have hunted from +childhood, thro' every lane and secret path, to lead the armies thro' +Belgium. + +Trains are passing with every known thing therein--first thousands of +soldiers, then wagons of provisions, cannon, boats for pontoon bridges +mounted on wheels ready for unloading, material for building, trucks of +hay, portable houses and in one car were hundreds of tiny wheels +sticking up which we discovered belonged to wheelbarrows. It is a droll +procession, that never ceases before one's eyes. To offset it, we have +taken to playing Patience morning, noon and night, and if this monotony +keeps up much longer we shall certainly become imbeciles. From time to +time, in the trains going back to Germany one sees French prisoners, +easy to tell by their red _kepis_, boxed up in cattle cars, peering out +from a narrow slit at the top. From the terrace can be heard the dull +thud of distant cannon; the fighting is at Warrem, thirty kilometres +from here. + + + + +_Monday, September 14th._ + + +Somebody came into possession of a newspaper, the "Figaro" from Paris, +dated September 6th. We were delighted to have it loaned us for an hour, +greasy and dirty as it was, for in these days a newspaper is the most +precious article on earth. It is brought in on a silver tray--then +somebody feverishly reads aloud for the benefit of the others, while the +servants run out to invite the neighbors to come in and listen. Just as +the reader is in the middle of a grand eulogy on glorious victories, +etc., an unknown person raps on the door to reclaim the precious journal +and we all relapse into a general interchange of impressions, ideas, +complaints, inspirations--"They say"; "It appears"; "Why"; "Must"; +"Ought"; "Should"; etc. In a German paper we read to-day, they are +preparing their men for "slight defeats" by saying that, "The French +army is no longer the army of 1870, but one worthy to combat with our +own." That was very condescending and was doubtless inspired by the +formidable battleline from the coast to Nancy, before their noses. + + + + +_September 16th, Wednesday._ + + +Natural laws are demonstrating themselves very plainly these days, for +when we were sitting on the terrace just before lunch to-day, a curious +thing happened--a sound wave, from a cannon shot literally hit our ear +drums. I felt as if somebody had struck mine with a padded club. There +was no noise, you understand, but we all looked up, aware of the impact +at the same moment, so that it could not have been imagination. It must +be that the terrible experiences of the past weeks have developed us to +a highly sensitized degree, for many things are strikingly clear which +were not so before. + +Nearly every afternoon we go up over the hill to a high cliff +overhanging the river which makes a sounding board for those sounds, +which never abate, of a distant battle across the valley. + +Heaven above! how are there men enough left after all these weeks of +killing to continue a battle? At times the reports come as thick and +fast as hail, making one long roar of awfulness, and our hearts sink +like lead at the vision it conjures up. + +And again, how readily and eagerly hope springs up when the shots become +interrupted and the noise fades away a little. + +In this wooded spot where we so often go to find out the real truth of +things with our own ears, one meets nearly all one's friends from the +neighboring villas who have come for the same purpose, morbidly +attracted as we all, no doubt, are by these dreadful signs of a world of +torture. + +We huddle together like sheep lost in the storm, we confide our personal +misfortunes and we recount the barbarous tales we have recently heard, +the story ever interrupted by fresh evidence of the reviving fury of the +never-ending struggle. + +When we arrived home we heard that a company of soldiers had arrested, +as espions, four or five men who, like ourselves, were taking a little +promenade in the wood across the valley. Our liberties are being +curtailed more and more. Thank goodness there is a large garden and a +private wood to wander in. A month ago the order was that every +inhabitant must be in the house and lights out at eight P. M. +Now it is seven o'clock and as the days grow shorter it will soon be six +or five--and perhaps three. The soldiers are in such a blue fear of +being shot that recently in Aerschot all the villagers were put into the +church on bread and water. Some of the men were shot before their wives +and most of the houses burned. And they say, "the heart of the Imperial +Empire bleeds." It is not surprising that it does when one considers +what is happening right here at Liege, where houses are burned and +innocent men shot for murder. Afterward one finds German bullets in +German soldiers, which proves what you will. + +What a story we heard to-day--such a pitiful little story of somebody's +blue-eyed boy who ran out with his toy gun and aimed it at the passing +troops. + +They shot him dead, the little fellow, but he will sleep in a hero's +grave as truly as another, for his loyal wee might. + + + + +_September 18th, Friday._ + + +A memorable day! We went in the auto to Spa. As we drove out of the +court yard we were obliged to let some horsemen pass, who were out for +their morning exercise. I think it is somebody's body guard, for we see +them often at a distance. There are about thirty of them and at close +range they are rather beautiful, that is, their uniforms of spotless +white broadcloth with gold trimmings. _En route_ we passed by Fort +d'Embourg, which still has some of its cupolas, and Fort Chaudefontaine, +which our burned soldiers defended and which is demolished. For miles +around the country has been flattened, one may say, from the operation +of the cannon and looks as if a cyclone had hurried across it. Every bit +of shrubbery has been swept off the soil as if by a blast of magic and +the singed earth has a very shorn-lamb aspect. + +Our route was a veritable _via dolorosa_--destruction on both sides, in +front and behind. Many houses and trees had eight inch shells half +sticking in them which have not exploded and nobody knows when they may. +The churches were without fail demolished more or less and the most +astonishing thing was to see, again and again, the marble statue of the +Christ standing intact on the crumbling remains of an altar. It fills +one with awe and reverence to see this figure repeatedly spared by a +supernatural power from an otherwise pitiless devastation. We passed +through the now famous Louvigne which was entirely burned by the +Prussians on their way to Liege. It was the same old story of the +"civilians firing on the troops," or rather the excuse of the +delinquents to martyr innocent villagers who instinctively took up a +rifle to defend their homes, as any one of us would. And revenge came +quickly. + +As we neared this spot which scarred the face of Nature, we were seized +with silent horror. If, in the smiling sunshine and in the quiet of the +beautiful country, we shivered at the sight of such destruction and the +thought of that dastardly work which marked the destiny of hundreds of +human beings, what must the awful realization have been to the +inhabitants themselves? Fancy the helplessness of them and their +consternation at the approach of a great army bearing down, of men +maddened with the love of conquest, of the wild beast seeking what it +may devour! Imagine the distant rumbling of wheels, drawing nearer and +nearer, the thud of horses' hoofs, the rhythmic tramp of feet, first +wafted on the wind, and finally the frightful dread confirmed by a +sudden explosion from the forts. Then the arrival--the dark--the +noise--the confusion--the terror of the women--the screams of little +children clinging to their mothers--the despair of the old ones, ill and +bedridden--fire everywhere and men torn from the arms of their loved +ones and stood up in a row and shot. What ghastly scenes, illumined +still more by those rockets of flame from the forts which cut across the +plain to stay the brutal invaders! + +I saw a little girl come out from the debris to draw water from a +pump--for what? For whom? There did not seem to be a living creature in +the vicinity, though perhaps some of the poor things who fled out into +the night across the fields for safety, have come back to dig out a +little home under the crumbled stone. One or two houses remained +standing, which seems a miracle, as petrole-soaked fire-brands were +thrown systematically into every habitation. As we passed, rather +quickly, I counted ninety houses in ruins and about half a mile from the +road, a magnificent chateau, a victim as well as the meanest hovel. The +facade only was standing, though on approaching directly, the building +seemed intact, except for a curious impression of daylight shining +through the windows. + +Coming back in the twilight the effect of all this misery was +accentuated, the sentinels every few hundred yards were more suspicious +than ever and when we came upon a few isolated "_Hussars de la Mort_" +with the death's head leering out from those elegant fur turbans, I +thought all was finished. Happily the men were more peaceable than their +aspect. + +Spa, the lovely, indolent _ville d'eaux_, which we visited, was filled +with the "military" and bristling like a porcupine with saw-edged +bayonets and pointed helmets. + + + + +_September 22nd, Tuesday._ + + +The doctor has gone to Neufchateau in the Ardennes to bring back the +French and Belgian wounded. I wish I could have gone with him, for we +seem so useless here now that our soldiers are well, and the days are +long, since the wild excitement of a giant army on the wing has cooled +down. "On the wing" is not an idle expression when we remember those +forced marches and how they lashed the poor artillery horses which +galloped and strained in the traces without making much impression on +the wheels. It was rather like that famous chariot race in the play, +"Ben Hur," when the landscape rolled around too fast for the horses. +Certain Imperial Esprits have doubtless already arrived, but without the +baggage--an item somewhat important. + +May the Fates preserve beautiful Paris! There is a dear little French +sister at the Convent (this Sisterhood was transferred from Metz after +the War of 1870) who says that we must pray the Blessed Virgin every day +to "_ecraser_ (smash) _les Allemands_," and she says it so fervently +that one does not observe the lack of Christian spirit. + +Very little is passing through the city at present except perhaps this +eternal line of trains, and oh, how we are thirsting for news! Can you +imagine, dear people at home, you who have hundreds of newspapers, how +we are straining every nerve to know the real truth of things as they +are, to pierce through this thick wall, with which an arrogant despotism +has cut us off from the whole world? But we cannot. It is wadded on both +sides with deceptions and our only privilege is to surmise. What poor +things we are, in truth, though born and reared in the common +independence of the age. Everywhere (else) the poorest farmer has his +one old horse to take him to and fro, where he will, and he has his acre +of God's country, where he may muse in the sun or dream with the stars, +while we, conquered by numbers, must walk in a straight line without +loitering and we must go into our houses at seven P. M. and +close the door. Do you think that is amusing? + + + + +_September 24th, Thursday._ + + +We heard five booms of cannon in an hour this morning and bad and +inhuman as it sounds, we were quite pleased--any little sign from an +outside world that one lives, one breathes, to drag us out of this +inertia, this eternal silence! + + + + +_September 28th, Monday._ + + +There was quite a demonstration in Liege yesterday when they brought +back from Neufchateau some Belgian and French wounded. The people all +shouted, "_Vive la France._" Today we have a new military governor, who +has given the order to shoot, without hesitation, any person attempting +such an indiscretion again. + +The scene of operations is gradually swinging back into Belgium and the +stories of atrocities are increasing. The sacking and burning of +Louvain, with its art treasures and its world-famous library of rare +books and old manuscripts, is only another blot on a shield already +stained. In fact, it is said that the general who permitted it is most +discontented with himself for having been so stupid and that he has been +relieved from active service on account of ill health. + +Monsieur Max, the burgomaster of Brussels, has been taken prisoner and +is in confinement at Namur, because he was not able nor willing to meet +the demands of the Prussians, who want gold. We hear that the women of +Germany have been required to give up all their jewelry, except wedding +rings, for fighting money. + + + + +_September 30th, Wednesday._ + + +We went again to Spa in the auto. Passing again through the pitiful +village of Louvigne, we saw, in a meadow, the graves, covered with +wayside flowers, of the farmers who were shot. The soldiers picked out +forty of the villagers, stood them up in a line, then shouted, "Save +yourselves." Thirteen were shot in the back and the rest escaped. What +words to find for this barbarism? But is it barbarism and not rather the +refined cruelty of civilization? Is it not better then to remain a +primitive, with a beautiful faith in the Sun-god? + + + + +_October 1st, Thursday._ + + +The siege of Antwerp has begun. Here is a dialogue between the Kaiser +and his _belle armee_. + +K. "I need Antwerp." + +A. "Your Majesty shall have Antwerp, but we need five hundred thousand +men." + +K. "You shall have them." + +Does this explain the fantastic array of soldiers, sailors, the old, the +young, grandfathers and infants, the simple rank and file and the +elegant regiments of H. M. that are continually trailing on to the +battlefield? + + + + +_September 29th, Tuesday._ + + +The servants are dismantling the house today, putting all the art +treasures in safety--tapestries, silver, portraits, paintings, rugs, +fine china, furniture, dresses, furs, books, linen--in fact everything +of value. All this is to be taken off for safekeeping and sealed +up,--maybe, in the crystal caves of the river nymph, Arethusa. Madame X. +does not like to imagine the _Haus Fraus_ parading in her sables. + +A man in the city saw some circulars ready for distribution that were +printed by the German War Office, saying that in case of retreat of the +army, the inhabitants of Liege would have six hours to evacuate the +city. + +All that horror over again? Oh! this is a more terrifying thought, even, +than the advance of an army. + +Madame de H. managed to get through to us a letter from Brussels by +messenger. What dreadful things are happening, what curious things! +Three kilometres from her chateau on the other side of Brussels is an +old feudal castle which has been occupied for the last two years by an +Austrian family. These people were never very neighborly, preferring +their own society evidently and spending all their time and interest in +repairing the dilapidated walls of an unused wing of the chateau. This +had turned out an endless task, as it appears, continued for weeks and +then suddenly and unaccountably stopped for days, only to be feverishly +recommenced. But of course, people round about, accustomed to the +varying energy of workmen in general were not puzzled at this. At least +this was the explanation given and, in truth, it began to look as if the +old place would live its given quota of days and crumble away still +unfinished. + +Twenty-four hours after Germany declared war on France and had already +crossed the frontier into Belgium, the Austrian family disappeared in +the night, taking with them their household goods. The next day Belgian +authorities seized the property and found a complete arsenal under the +walls with a net-work of tunnels burrowing far into the earth in all +directions. + + + + +_October 3rd, Saturday._ + + +During the last forty-eight hours, hundreds of cattle cars have been +going back to Germany and we were very curious as to their contents. +Unhappily, we have been enlightened. + +Some of the villagers at the station, this morning, looked into one car +and saw that it was full of dead human bodies, tied together in threes +and packed tightly side by side in rows. Is that not too horrible for +words? It is better not to be too inquisitive these days, for there is +horror enough on the surface of things. + +The Germans have already taken some of the forts of Antwerp, although +the country surrounding the outer belt line of forts has been purposely +inundated, which does not, however, prevent the operation of big field +cannon. + +About fourteen of our wounded at the Convent Ambulance were sent to +Germany today as prisoners. We went to see them off and found the poor +things absolutely overwhelmed. Against the fear of cold and +imprisonment, they put on as many clothes as possible--two suits of +underwear, two pairs of socks, two pairs of trousers, coats, shirts, +sweaters and waistcoats--until they looked like stuffed partridges. +Poor, feathered brood, with pinioned wings! At three P. M. our +(usually) gay boys were led out of the court, two by two, like convicts, +a Prussian at the head of the column and a Prussian at the foot. + +Oh, these Belgians are brave and they know how to obey, which may be the +very secret of their greatness. It is glorious to see the respect with +which even grown men accept the advice of their aged parents, for at the +moment of peril to their honor and their country when the old father had +said to his son, "My boy, it is time to lay down the hoe and take up +the sword," he had answered, simply, "_Oui, mon pere_," while the women +brought out the sword and buckled it on with a tearless Godspeed. + +That is the way the Belgians went to war and that is the way they will +sustain themselves to the glorious end. + + + + +_October 5th, Monday._ + + +To-day, two months after that horrible battle of Sartilmont, we found a +Belgian soldier's cap lying in the middle of the path in the woods. It +seemed like a human thing and stirred me to the profoundest depths. I +never thought that clothes could take on life and a personality all +alone, but they do. Has its owner been in hiding all these weeks or is +he lying yet unburied among the friendly trees? In these places where +Death has walked so boldly one feels his accompanying presence at every +step. + + + + +_October 8th, Thursday._ + + +Monsieur B., a man of seventy years (Madame X.'s brother-in-law), was +taken as hostage yesterday at Spa. Fortunately for him, he was allowed +to sleep in the hotel, but can you imagine what the anxiety of those +twenty-four hours was? Every voice in the street, every foot-step in the +corridor--! + +From the top of the mountain all day a continual booming was heard, +distantly transmitted through the air. It was so incessant and with such +vivacity, one could easily imagine two armies all mixed up into one. The +Red Cross trains bear witness to tremendous battles somewhere--but +where? We hardly know how to contain ourselves in this absolute +ignorance of what is happening in the world. We rush upon and tear to +bits, like beasts of prey, the least little piece of news that comes +straggling within reach and if, by chance, someone comes into the court, +it is enough for all the family, including the servants, to rush to the +windows in excitement. + +The soldiers who are in the garage had the delicate idea of killing a +cow therein, which they did, and dismantled the animal then and there. +The next day they dressed themselves in Belgian uniforms, stripped from +the dead, and had themselves photographed before the chateau. We noticed +their laughing and pointing to the attic windows of the house, and we +finally discovered that they had festooned strings of sausages, of their +own recent make, from the window sills, to ripen. + +A Baron de S. spent the night here, and told us of the ravages made by +the passing troops at his chateau down in the country. They had buried a +Frenchman in one corner of the garden and two Germans in another and +nothing was left but the house. All engravings and paintings were cut +with a sword; silver platters were melted in a lump in the court yard; +meat was cut up on a beautiful salon table; shoe polish was rubbed on +another; pipes in the kitchen and bathroom were cut to flood the rooms; +every glass in the house was broken and all the linen carried off except +the handkerchiefs. + + + + +_October 9th, Friday._ + + +Baron T., another friend of the family, came to lunch. He told us of his +cousin, who was one of the unfortunate victims of the sack of Louvain. +This aged man (seventy years) with a thousand others, was obliged to +walk for twenty-four hours with nothing to eat or drink and arms +stretched up straight over their heads. The poor man, fainting with +fatigue, asked permission of the soldiers to put his hands behind his +neck, but this grace was denied, and after some hours more all the +company was pushed into a cattle train and for eight days taken over the +country, as far as Cologne, and at last released in Brussels, almost +demented. + +When this Monsieur--of whom I speak, found himself free again he made +his way, laboriously enough, to his brother's house in Brussels. + +The _maitre d'hotel_ opened the door and, seeing this haggard, bootless +individual, who was weakened with fatigue and dazed from his recent +horrible experience, did not recognize him, naturally enough, and +refused him admission until the old gentleman got his poor scattered +brains together enough to prove his identity. This is the story as we +have it first-hand. Can it then be possible that the others we heard are +true, too? + + + + +_October 10th, Saturday._ + + +I have been advertised! like a stray dog, and what a feeling of +importance it gives one. A peculiar looking document with the Embassy +seals of Paris and Brussels on it, arrived from the American Consul in +Liege enquiring if such a person as "Me" still exists. + +Well, rather, I should say. Fancy one's coming all the way on foot from +Brussels to find out that! + +Masses of soldiers and cannon passing today and news from Brussels is +bad. The worst must have happened! "Antwerp, the untakable." How is it +possible in a few days, with fifty-two forts in triple line? We were so +depressed we could scarcely eat dinner, when about nine P. M. +came the news, from a man of affairs who is just back from Brussels, +that the rumor is false. We shall sleep tonight after this hope and the +end of the world is not today, anyway. + + + + +_October 11th, Sunday._ + + +We have heard the raging of a distant battle for days and we tremble for +the result. It seems that Antwerp is really taken, that is, "they say" +so, but it is such a mystery to everybody. + +A Dutch army nurse--but in the German Red Cross service--is here for a +few days' furlough, and related to Madame X. some horrible details of +the battlefield in France, whence she has recently come. It is just one +scene of mud and blood--pieces of limbs strewn everywhere and the dead +standing straight against masses of bodies, both living and dead. In +some towns she saw women and children pinioned with a sword through the +breast to the walls of their houses, and in Belgium the women and +children were often obliged to hold the hands of the men whom the +soldiers shot at random, according to their fancy. Here again are tales +that one hears that I cannot assert as facts, though this woman told +them as her own experiences. + +Madame X. received a card from Charles, the young gardener, who is now +safe in France training with the Belgian army near Dunkirque. You are +doubtless wondering how a card arrived here, as we have had no mail +since August 2nd. It was sent to a certain bank in Holland which is not +far from the Belgian frontier and a messenger brought it on foot. + +And I have sent you back a letter, dear people, scribbled at top speed +(without capitals, t's crossed nor i's dotted, probably) by the same +messenger who takes his life in his hands when he passes the guard at +the Dutch frontier again. If letters are found on this person he will +certainly be shot, so whether you ever receive my communication will be +a matter of history. + + + + +_October 13th, Tuesday._ + + +The old concierge of the hunting box at Viel Salm (near Malmedy, +Germany), who has been dying of tuberculosis for twenty years, arrived +here tonight, having walked the whole distance of seventy five +kilometres. This shows the faithfulness of the old servant who thought +he must come to report the sacking of the villa by the German troops +which occurred in the early days of August. + +The poor man could not have hobbled another step, for he was at the end +of his strength and his feet were just two great blisters. He told a +shocking tale of the troops, who entirely pillaged the villa. While he +went to complain of them at the _Kommandantur_ of the place, others came +and what they did not break up, they took off. Pictures, engravings and +mirrors were broken, the leather chairs slit up with a sabre--artistically +done in the shape of a cross--and porcelain smashed in the middle of the +courtyard. You can see by this that pillaging and atrocities began when +the troops were hardly over the frontier. + +In one of the numerous pillaged chateaux around about, an extraordinary +bit of literature, in fact a masterpiece, has been found by the +chatelaine. A tiny scrap of paper sticking out from a book had these +words scribbled on it in German: "I am only a common soldier but I ask +pardon for these atrocities, committed by my superior officers." + + + + +_October 14th, Wednesday._ + + +It is unbelievable the trainloads of soldiers that are passing about +every ten minutes, and the fighting--judging from the wounded--must be +beyond words. The army nurse told of men who have fought five days in +the trenches without relief. They were tumbling over with fatigue, rifle +in hand, and the officers were obliged to go from one to the other, +shaking them into consciousness. + +[Illustration: MAP SHOWING VIEL SALM AND THE GERMAN FRONTIER] + + + + +_October 16th, Friday._ + + +We went to Viel Salm in the automobile. The destruction at the villa, +which I saw with my own eyes, has not been exaggerated. There was +practically nothing left but the structure itself and that was far from +intact, for nearly all the great plate glass windows were broken by some +_devot_ of vandalism who had taken the trouble and an ax to split up the +jambs of the doors so that they never could shut again. + +Inside was far worse; every picture, glass and mirror was smashed, each +leather chair had a great cross on it, cut with the sword, the sofas +were ripped up the middle, curtains and portieres were wrenched from +their rods, all the dishes were taken except the glass stoppers of the +water-bottles, all the linen, all the blankets, all the clothes except a +few which were carefully cut up into ribbons and the tops of riding +boots which were sawed off for gaiters. In addition to this, eighteen +beds and bedsteads as well were carried off. + +We visited the Baronne de L., whose son, after refusing a demand of +forty thousand francs, was taken as a hostage, with the burgomaster and +others of the village. + +One morning at two o'clock a great ox cart drove up the avenue of pines +to the chateau and took him off before his mother's eyes. He is now +confined in a convict's cell at Coblenz. + +Baronne de L. has suffered severely at the hands of the invaders. She is +living quite alone in the chateau with the servants since her son was +taken and the avalanche of troops swept over the frontier at this point. +The house has been full of officers from the "first days" and she thinks +one of them was the "Kronprinz" from his photograph and because his +brother-officers always addressed him as Excellency. After one frightful +day, when the soldiers had literally despoiled the place by tearing +trophies from the wall, appropriating furniture and devastating the +stables, the household quieted down about midnight and everybody was in +bed, when suddenly a thundering of horses' hoofs was heard in the +courtyard and a new detachment of hungry, quarrelsome men piled in, +making a raid on the kitchen and pantries as usual. They were even more +boisterous and brutal than their predecessors and poor Madame de L. +crept fearfully up to the captain's room to solicit his aid and +protection. She knocked and knocked several times before the door +finally burst open and he angrily demanded what she wanted. Just as he +was in the middle of roaring out an oath, he suddenly drew himself up +haughtily, attired as he was in that great voluminous night gown +accredited to the Teutonic people, to salute a superior officer who at +that moment ascended the stair-case. + +Baronne de L. said that in spite of the fearfulness of the moment, it +was one of the most laughable scenes that she ever witnessed. + +On our way home from Viel Salm we saw the wonderful bridge of trees, +three hundred feet long and fifty feet high, at Trois Ponts, which the +Germans built when the tunnel was blown up by the Belgians at the +commencement of the war. It is a marvellous affair in engineering +construction and commands enthusiastic admiration. Except for iron bolts +and rivets, it is made entirely of trunks of huge trees--with the bark +yet on in places, though, when necessary, a surface was planed square +and true to meet its fellow. + +We drove through the village of Francorchamps, which was also burned to +the ground, and a few miles further on met three Prussian officers who +snarled out some frightful invective as we passed. I cannot think of a +reason, except that we were in an automobile while they were obliged to +circulate in a modest, pony phaeton. + + + + +_October 17th, Saturday._ + + +Antwerp is taken! There is no doubt about it now, and it is a sad blow +for Belgium. Antwerp! the pride and strength of the whole empire! But +there is not a person (bar the enemy) who does not expect to get it back +and all the rest of the usurped territory. + +Madame de H. sent letters by a "foot-messenger" from Brussels. She left +here only to plunge into a wild vortex of experiences there. Two days +ago she saw a battle in the air between two aeroplanes and yesterday the +locomotives on the trains had chains of roses around their necks to +celebrate some good news for the enemy. It sounds wild, doesn't it? And +last week--well, one does not dare to think what might have happened at +her home, Chateau de H., when four different companies of soldiers +pursued each other in quick succession on the road. + +First a regiment of German light infantry passed who stopped just long +enough for some hot coffee and were off again. About half an hour later +a brigade of Belgian bicycle _carabiniers_ appeared and stayed to +"lunch." They were not so _presses_ and were leisurely laughing and +joking when one of the stable-men rushed panting into the kitchen and +said a company of Uhlans could be seen galloping hard in the distance. + +Then ensued a kaleidoscopic performance which took less time than my +writing it, and they all escaped, safely guided by Baron de H. himself, +down a narrow path hidden by trees behind the stables which led them +eventually right out across the heart of that famous beet-root country. +When the last man was safely hidden from view, one breathed a sigh of +relief which only changed to an exclamation of terror as, turning from +this window to look out of another, one saw a hundred fierce horsemen +dash up, hard on the scent of their prey. + +When Madame de H. (senior) looked down from her room and saw the Uhlans +ride into the court, she went right off her head, literally, and drawing +a tiny pearl-handled revolver from a secret drawer in her desk, started +to shoot from the window. But thanks to the presence of mind and rapid +action of her daughter-in-law, who pushed her unceremoniously into her +dressing-room and locked the door, she was prevented in time, which +without the least doubt saved all their lives. + +It is just such circumstances as these that have given the troops +opportunities and excuses to shoot peace loving citizens and burn down +many a town. + +Madame de H. (junior) then went down stairs and placated the men, who +were very insolent, as well as she could with what was left to eat in +the house. As the latter were deep in this occupation of refreshing +themselves, the sentry espied a troop of Belgian lanciers coming on the +gallop and gave the alarm. + +To horse! and away they went, bridles clinking, lances clashing. Then +commenced a phantom race as they flew over the ground like the wind, the +Belgians following hot in pursuit, until they both disappeared over the +edge of the world. + + + + +_October 19th, Monday._ + + +I went to see the American Consul, to explain that I do exist and to ask +his advice about getting back to France. He did not seem to second my +enthusiasm, which surprised me, and said, "In the first place what would +you go in, and in the second, why should you want to go, with Paris +surrounded by 2,000,000 soldiers?" + +Isn't it human nature to want to get out of prison? + +He has received no mail from America since August 19th and a letter +which came from his confrere, the American Consul at Aix-la-Chapelle, +Germany, took twenty-five days by the German Military Post. + + + + +_October 22nd, Thursday._ + + +I was perfectly enraged this morning when I crossed the bridge and saw +the soldiers changing the street signs into the German language. Now it +is "_nach Brussels_" and "_nach Luettich_." + +I suppose you will say, "But why be so disturbed about things? It is not +your war." But it is my war. I cannot keep out of it--it's everybody's +war! + +The new soldiers who have been in the stable at the chateau received +sudden orders to advance. The rest of the company, scattered about in +the vicinity, assembled here and they marched out of the court, a +hundred strong. Poor, old, nice things, these Bavarians; they did not +look very military nor very keen about moving on to the "front." + +In contrast one can tell a Prussian five blocks away by his swing. His +stride is so individually overbearing that it is impossible to mistake. + + + + +_November 5th, Thursday._ + + +Monsieur and Madame S. came back from Brussels today and oh, it was good +to get a little, first-hand, outside news! It appears that Brussels +still has a semblance of her normal activity, as the heel of oppression, +in the presence of different foreign representatives, has not cut in so +deeply there. Madame S. said, one evening when they were walking in the +street she noticed a man following them and when they reached a +particularly dark corner he came quickly up and whispered, "Would you +like to see a 'London Times'? Then come into the shadow across the way." +It is well known that a single copy has already sold for 165 francs and +also there has been quite a traffic in renting sheets of it for twenty +francs the half hour. + +Coming back from Brussels, they drove through Louvain--martyred Louvain! +It was too dreadful to contemplate. First the material destruction of +those wonderful buildings, like an exquisite pattern in lace, torn by a +ruthless sword and eaten by wanton flame; then the misery and +deprivation of the people who were able to resist those hours of agony +and peril. + +Every sort of device was used for shelter and hollow eyes and +terror-stricken faces looked out from the damp cellars under the ruins, +where destitute families of at least half the population had crept to +find a home. + +Now we know why the taking of Antwerp has been kept so modestly in the +background and has never been advertised in Liege like all the other +victories, which were always flaunted in large print. It is because +while the Germans were studiously busy taking the city, fort by fort, +the Belgian army was walking out by the side door, along the coast to +France, so that when a big personage was sent from Germany to make a +grand, triumphal entry into Antwerp, he found an empty city and received +the sword of a general, ill and incapacitated for duty. + +It is said that the Prussian general who accomplished the siege was +decorated amid a grand flourish of trumpets and then retired, since one +of the great motives was the capture of the Belgian army, which is now +safe in France and taking a week-end off somewhere. Is it not fine that +little Belgium has been able to impede the great German army two and one +half months, which has given the other actors in the play time to +change their costumes? Oh, it is fine to be brave! + +Countess de M. came with Monsieur and Madame S. from Brussels and has +her passports all in order to go to France, to her husband who is in the +Belgian army near Calais. She is leaving at once, under the protection +of the Dutch Consul, who is here in Liege for a few days (a circumstance +ordained by the Fates) and who is going to conduct her in his auto over +the frontier to Maestricht, Holland. And the miracle has happened! If I +can get my papers in readiness in two days, she will take me with her. I +am wild with joy, but I feel it is like a dream that one knows cannot +come true. + + + + +_November 6th, Friday._ + + +Just the moment I finished breakfast this morning, I dashed into town, +that is, as fast as an old tramcar could take me, to the American +Consul. In my impatience, I fancy I must have rung his bell several +times, though it was really a long while before the servant opened the +door and showed me in to the library. Then Mr. Z. (a German-sounding +name), the Consul, appeared, unshaven and with the evidence of his +morning meal upon his face--it was yellow. + +But nothing mattered to me and I plunged into the subject of getting a +passport for to-morrow without preliminaries. Perhaps I took the poor +man's breath away, for certainly he was not nearly as enthusiastic as I +about it. In fact, he embarked upon a dissertation pertaining to the +invaders which made me cry out in astonishment, "Why, you surprise me, +you seem to have pro-enemy tendencies." "Well," he said, "they've done +everything they've said they have, haven't they?" + +I asked him if he had seen Louvigne or Vise yet and he said, "No, I +haven't ben up t' Vise yet." + +All this, however, was far from the point in question and I finally got +back to it by informing him of the good fortune I was going to have +to-morrow in getting away to Holland in the Dutch Consul's automobile if +I could get my passport from the Germans. It did not occur to me that +there would be any difficulty about it, so I calmly asked him if he +could get it for me by six o'clock to-night? + +"Oh, no," he replied, "I could not get it before two or three days." + +"But," I protested, aghast, "I am going to-morrow and it is a chance in +a thousand; I may not have another such opportunity during the war. +Could you not make an especial effort to get it for me?" + +"Well," he answered, "I'll do what I can but I won't promise anything. +I'm not agoing to ask any favors of those people," i.e., the Germans. + +"It is not a favor," I replied, "it is your right. For what other reason +is an American Consul if he is not to protect his people, particularly +in wartime?" + +"Oh, my dear young lady," he answered, "you must not think that you are +the only American in Liege." + +"How many are there?" indignantly. + +"Well, three or four," he replied, reluctantly. + +That was really too much! I was in despair. What was to be done? Seeing +my hope of freedom vanishing before my eyes, I clutched at the last +straw and entreated him with what eloquence I could whip into line to +make at least some effort to get me the passport by six o'clock, when I +would come again to his house for it. + +"Oh, no," he said quickly, "I don't get back here until eight o'clock, +but if you happen to pass by 'The Golden Lion' (or some such name) you +might find me there." + +Choking with rage I said to him, "I see that you cannot help me, Mr. Z., +but if you will be good enough to give me your card (he had already +suggested it) to the German passport department, I will go to the +_Kommandantur_ myself and see what I can do; in fact, I am sure I can +accomplish far more than you." He ought to have been affronted at this +but, on the contrary, seemed jolly well pleased and handed me out his +card in a hurry, glad to relieve himself of the obligation of asking any +favors of "those people." + +I then made my way to the _Palais de Justice_. A man accosted me in the +square and told me if I were going for passports it would be of no use, +as there were hundreds and hundreds of people there before me. But I +kept on. With the glorious end in view, viz., to be a free person and to +see the scenes that, in a morbid way, I had begun to feel would never be +my privilege again, I kept on, threading a path through the throngs +until I stood right in front of the guard of the sacred chamber. He was +an enormously fat sentry, with the usual little round cap and fixed +bayonet. I thought he would eat me, he looked so offended, and roared +out, "_Nein, nein, das Zimmer ist voll._" Then was my moment. I pulled +out the little white card and addressed him--not too timidly either, for +hadn't I the great American people behind me? He caught the words, +"American Consul," which drew him up to salute and in the most +lamb-like voice he murmured, "_Ach, ja, Amerikaner_," and let me pass. I +cast one look at the multitude back of me--poor things, who may have +stood there two days already, and I felt despicably mean, as if I were +not playing fair. + +Once inside, I was put through a category of questions, worse than an +"Inkwhich." "Why had I come to Liege?" "How long had I been there?" "Why +did I want to go away?" "Where to?" "How?" etc. Finally my inquisitor +became suspicious, or feigned it, and said, "But what have I to prove +that you are an American?" Then I was furious and I answered, "Monsieur +(I suppose he hated the French appellation), since you have the card of +the American Consul asserting it, in your hand, is not such a question +an indignity to my government?" He answered with a wry smile and said +nothing. + +At 4 P. M. I returned for my passport with half a dozen +photographs to be affixed thereto. I had no difficulty in getting into +the _Bureau des Passeports_ as I still had the Consul's card upon which +Herr Bauer, one of the German secretaries, had scribbled some mysterious +symbols which probably meant "let her pass," or its equivalent. At any +rate, the sentry and I regarded each other superciliously and I skidded +past his saw-toothed bayonet without hurt. + +When I entered the crowded room I saw that I was about fiftieth in the +line and I said to myself that if I waited my turn I should still be +there at midnight. Luckily, an idea came to me, and waving that fateful +little white card in the air, I called out over the heads of everybody, +"Oh, Herr Bauer." A Belgian gentleman standing next me was quick enough +to catch the name and shouted out also, "Herr Bauer." But Herr Bauer was +far too clever for him and said with a mocking smile, "Ah, no, Monsieur, +you will have to wait your turn. Mademoiselle, come this way." + +I detached myself from the crowd and stepped behind the rail, horribly +conscious of unpleasant scrutiny. My face got hotter and hotter and I +could only see a host of uplifted Belgian eyebrows. Even the clerks +looked up and stared, unaccustomed as they evidently were to Herr +Bauer's benignity. And I had to bear all that humiliation because--well, +why? + +Having exposed the facts, I will give you the privilege to form your own +opinion which will be every bit as good as mine, I know. + +11 P. M. My passport signed, sealed and written all over by the +Imperial Government, is in my hand. I shall dream of long journeys, of +bitter struggles and at last--freedom! Will the daylight never come? + + + + +_November 7th, Saturday._ + + +Saturday dawned cold, gray and shivery. _Madame de M._, _Monsieur le +consul hollandais_, and I left the chateau at eight A. M. I was +heartbroken to part from the dear people with whom I had experienced so +much and I fancied their eyes looked longingly at the departing +automobile. They, too, would have liked to come out into the sunshine of +Freedom--how much! + +From Liege to the frontier sentries stopped us often, but the consul's +much-used passport, framed and glassed in like Napoleon's Abdication or +the Declaration of Independence, was very convincing. Half an hour's +cold drive along the Meuse brought us to Vise. On approaching it, we did +not dream that we were nearing a town and in truth we were not--only the +remains of one, for not a single building was standing. I had thought +that Louvigne with its one lane was desolate and awful, but here were +streets and streets of ashes and crumbled brick--and I seemed to see +again the ruins of ancient Troy in Asia Minor, which are not more +complete. Someone murmured, "Pompeii." But it is not comparable. The +ages have woven about the broken columns of Pompeii a light film of +romance and a bit of tender beauty springs up with the tiny, flowering +weeds which push their way to the sun between many colored tiles. Here, +the tragedy is too new; too crude; too bleeding! + +The only living things I saw were a cat scampering down a deserted +alley, and one man--half-dazed, looking at what was probably his own +ruined home; the only wall to be seen which was, even in part, standing. +It must have been an ironmonger's shop, for some black kettles still +hung on nails against the stone, and iron stoves in all their bleakness +stood up in bold relief on piles of ashes. + +When the Germans came to Vise the commanding officer called the people +together in the market place and harangued them at length, threatening +them with dreadful punishments if they did not do so and so. He felt he +had to, doubtless, as the town and the surrounding country are well +known centers of the firearms industry; the peasants work in their own +homes to a large extent and are very expert in the making of delicate +weapons and also in their use. + +So, when the sturdy Belgians could not digest another single threat, +apparently, somebody fired a shot from the crowd which killed the +officer while he was speaking. Then followed that frightful slaughter +and the firing of the town, the remnants of which we saw to-day. Nobody +on earth will ever know who fired the shot, probably, for the soldiers +hate their officers and already German bullets have been found in German +soldiers. + +9 A. M. Over the frontier! Oh, the joy of it--the indescribable +relief--the wet-eyed thankfulness! Shall I ever forget it? I did not +know until then what depths Tyranny had furrowed into my consciousness. +Here were men and women laughing and talking in the streets and people +daring to drive in their own carriages, and everybody reading +newspapers--I felt as if I would spend my last sou for one. + +The day was spent in wandering aimlessly over the old town. The wind was +bitterly piercing and a fog hung over the canal but I was not altogether +aware of bodily discomfort. My mind, trying to adjust itself to new +conditions, was in a haze, staggering back and forth from the +consciousness of regained freedom to servitude and from barbarism to +freedom again. + +At three P. M. the train left for Flushing, where we were to +take the boat for Folkestone, England. Just before it pulled out of the +station, a friend of Comtesse de M. rushed up to the car window and +said, "Madame, must you go? We have just received a dispatch saying that +a big boat has been sunk today by a mine near Boulogne." But nothing on +earth could have deterred us then. + +All through the country of Holland, Dutch soldiers were "preparing" +everywhere. We arrived at Flushing at two A. M. and went aboard +at once, but not before being well looked over by English commissioners, +who examined our foreheads and wrists for German measles. Shall I ever +get away from that word? + + + + +_November 8th, Sunday._ + + +A long day on the Channel and I was seasick--miserably, hopelessly, +endlessly seasick, but when somebody shouted I managed to lift my head +in time to see a floating mine--just a tiny, black buoy bobbing about, +but I did not mind. I asked the stewardess if she were not afraid, +making the journey every day, and her answer awed me by its conciseness +and its confidence. "Oh, no," she said. "Our Admiralty has arranged a +path for us between the mines." That was a sublime faith, but I should +choose a more winsome path--bordered with marigolds, perhaps, or phlox. + +About four P. M. the gaunt, chalk cliffs of Dover hove into +sight, rising up in their grimness and seeming yet to shadow the awful +tragedy of the previous day, when an auxiliary cruiser had struck a mine +a quarter of a mile from shore and sunk in five minutes. + + + + +_November 9th, Monday._ + + +Folkestone! The busiest town on earth, I should say, and soldiers +everywhere. There were ruddy-looking troops, singing also, and +apparently quite content to be "going over," for an Englishman is always +game; and there were pale ones, just out of hospital, in every kind of +uniform, and bands of refugees and exiles who had not a franc among +them. + +Comtesse de M. went with me to the English Embassy to see if they would +give me a passport to France with her, for in my haste in leaving Liege, +it had not occurred to me that I would need a passport ever again +anywhere. + +It seemed to me that there were millions of people at the door of the +Embassy, but fortunately Madame de M. found an acquaintance who must +have had considerable influence, for he took us around to a secret door +and we were soon in the audience room. Well, of course, there was +nothing to prove that I was an American but our honest word, which was +not enough, so I offered to hand out my German passport, which was +certainly maladroit. + +Fancy, an Englishman viseing a German passport! + +Then Madame de M. pulled out hers and asked them to sign my name on it +as companion to her. The august head looked troubled at this; however, +he took his pen and was just in the act of putting it to paper when his +assistant or rather accomplice interposed and they argued a bit. He took +his pen for the second time and plunging it into the inkwell was just +about to sign when somebody else expostulated and another discussion +ensued. + +For the third time (he pulled himself together as a man who knows what +he is about) he took his pen and would certainly have achieved his +object if the door had not opened at the inexpressible moment to admit +an authoritative-looking person who vetoed the whole proceeding. + +What those moments were to me I shall never be able to describe--that +pen so near the paper! A naked sword three times across my throat would +not have been greater suspense. Marie Antoinette could not have suffered +more. + +Well, the game was up anyway, and as there was no American Consul nearer +than London, I decided to try the amiability of the French Consul which +I found impeccable. + +At the French Embassy again was that rush and struggle for papers, and +there I witnessed a pathetic scene. A Belgian man, of middle age, and +well dressed, came to the consul literally asking alms. "Monsieur," he +said, "to ask you for help is the hardest thing that I shall ever do in +my life, but I have lost everything and I must go to my wife, who is ill +in France, and I have but five francs. Could your Embassy aid me?" + +At five P. M. the boat left Folkestone, containing a +conglomerate parcel of humanity--sailors and soldiers of different +nations and in divers uniforms, singing alternately the "_Marseillaise_" +and "God Save the King"; Red Cross assistants eager to reach the field +of their work; white-haired mothers in search of their wounded sons, +trembling for the message that land would have in store for them and +despairing exiles awaiting at least the welcome sound of their beloved +tongue. Night fell like a soft mantle and we forged on, into the +darkness, chancing what might befall. What impressed me among the people +aboard was the apparent lack of anxiety for personal safety. Past +sufferings and the great future issue were the predominant thoughts. + +The dock at Calais was crowded with anxious friends and Belgian +soldiers. Madame de M. found several acquaintances among the +latter--friends of her husband. After the usual Custom House proceedings +we started on a quest for rooms for the night. A subdued excitement +trembled over the city; the whole population was in the streets; throngs +were seething up and down; hundreds of soldiers were hurrying to and fro +and intense groups of men discussed probabilities, while anxious women +pressed in on the crowd to catch a hopeful word. We heard that the +German army was about to plunge through to Dunkirque and would shell +Calais from there. The civil population was therefore expecting every +moment the order to evacuate the city. + +As we crossed the railroad near the pier, we saw in the half light a +small company of Belgian soldiers limping along, each with a forlorn +bundle on his back. Their aspect was _completement demoralize_, and the +young lieutenant with us, moved by his quick sympathy, shouted, "Oh, +say, _camarades_, have you heard of the new victories on the Yser and +the brilliant defense of the Belgians?" The poor, despondent things, +fired at once by the spirit of his enthusiasm, straightened themselves +up and cried, "Oh! Ah! Is it true? _Merci, mon lieutenant, vivent les +Belges!_" + +A few yards further on we passed a group of refugees who were stumbling +aimlessly along in the dark--there were men and women, trying to console +each other, and whimpering children, sick with hunger, clinging to their +mothers' skirts. Their plaintive cry was like a knife through the heart. + +After picking a toilsome way through the crowds we arrived in the +quarter of the big hotels and found there was not a room to be had. Not +at all daunted, we retraced our steps and sought the small hotels--there +were no rooms. Still, with courage--even amusement (the affair was +taking on a spirit of adventure) we attacked the _pensions de +famille_--not a cot; not a corner. Then we stopped in the _Place_ to +review the situation, which began to look dull gray. There were still +the _cabarets_, or we could sit in the street all night. We chose the +_cabarets_ and with newborn hope started on, systematically taking one +street after another, knocking at most dreadful-looking places, even +along the waterfront. A woman's voice from behind barred shutters +usually responded. Every chair, every table, every square inch of floor +was spoken for. Then the warm, brightly-lighted railroad station, +opposite the pier, leaped into our numbed consciousness--why had we not +thought of it before? The military authorities forbade loitering there. + +Out in the dark, once more we looked at each other inquiringly. That was +a curious joke. Fate had never dealt us such a hand of cards before! We +viewed the landscape--half of it was water and the little waves lapping +against the _quai_ were rather mocking. + +Suddenly, dark and smug, a swaying object which we had not observed till +then, took monstrous form before our eyes and in it we recognized an old +friend, the Channel boat _Elfrida_, which lay basking in the velvet +shadows like a dozing cat and gently pulling on her cables. Why not? We +did! Nothing prevented our going aboard but a sleepy guard, who was +quickly consoled with a five-franc piece, and we made ourselves +comfortable for the night on the yellow, velvet cushions in the +captain's salon, behind the wheel-house. + +Who can assert that it has not all been arranged for us? Otherwise, I +fear, our own poor efforts would land us too often in the mud. + + + + +_November 10th, Tuesday._ + + +Left Calais at nine A. M. The sun was pouring its cheerful rays +over the glorious land. It ought to be free--this smiling France! +Wherever the eye rested were soldiers drilling, building, maneuvering +and digging. Every few hundred yards the railroad was intersected by +lines of trenches. These latter appeared to be about seven feet +deep--cut true as a die into the ground and were braced with a lining of +woven reeds, like basket work. The front wall of these trenches was +crenated about every two feet, forming little niches for the soldiers +and protection against flank shots. The poppies and corn flowers blowing +over the edges were holding on for dear life to their tiny inch of soil +and nearly obliterated those brutal gashes in the earth which had +swallowed up their brothers and sisters. An unsuspecting army might well +be lured into such a pleasant bear-trap. + +Train progress was very slow for we had to switch off continually to +allow ammunition trains and troops to pass. All the railroad stations +were packed with soldiers and grieving women, though there was nothing +in the way of heroics in these leave-takings, just grim resolve on the +faces of the men and silent sorrow on the lips of the women. It seemed +as if clasped hands could not release each other and eyes held eyes in a +long farewell. Husbands were tearing themselves from their wives; +white-haired mothers were adding one word more of caution to their +departing sons; and there were young boys, of perhaps the last class, +who, touched at the moment to say _au revoir_, were yet eager to plunge +out into the future. I shall never know how many last good-byes I +witnessed this day. + +Train after train of cattle cars passed us, with a big cannon in the +middle, three horses stabled in one end and three in the other. Along +the road were several regiments of Indian troops--the _Girkhas_. They +were tall, splendidly handsome men of fine features, light, +chocolate-colored skin and brilliant, black eyes. They wore long, khaki +coats, belted in like a Russian blouse, and khaki turbans and they waved +their hands and smiled continually, showing flashing, white teeth. They +were evidently well pleased with the turn of events which had led them +to this wondrous, new world, where was plenty of opportunity for +killing--this reputed trait, however, was quite belied by their amiable +faces. + +About four P. M. (three hours yet to Paris) I was dead with +fatigue and seeing so much. Also I had not had a bite to eat since eight +A. M., having counted on a basket lunch on the road, or at +least a solitary sandwich, but all the convenient station buffets have +been closed up since the war and civilians are tacitly understood to +look after themselves and not to bother the Government by racing +needlessly over the country. But I do not think there were many making +aimless journeys. + +Since noon the cars had been steadily filling up, until the compartments +destined for ten persons were accommodating twenty, not including +bundles, lapdogs, bandboxes and bird-cages--even then there was always +room for one more. And nobody was indignant, but rather complacent and +obliging, for had they not all sons at the front and the same great +grief at heart? The conversation was general as to people and on one +sole topic, the "War," including the strategic achievements of the +French army, "Eux" (they, i.e., the Germans), and the marvellous +qualities of their beloved General Joffre, affectionately termed +"Grandpere" by the soldiers. + +And so we rolled slowly and more slowly on, packed like sardines, the +removing of one meaning the displacement of all, as when one heedlessly +snatches a potato from the middle of a bushel basket. But very few got +down except the soldiers, the objective point for all being Paris. + +The twilight shadows were welcome, for they swallowed up all the +phantasmagoria of the day and we relapsed into silence. It was one of +those moments when Reality, or the fear of it, battles with our courage +and each one grew thoughtful as he neared the great city, dreading to +meet the spectre he feared. + +The wheels of the cars sang on in a hollow, monotonous tune, the windows +rattled systematically and outraged brakes screeched at every recurrent +jolt. Finally we saw a dim row of lights and a long, thin whistle from +our engine told us that the journey was done. Again was that noticeable +lack of excitement: everyone calmly took his personal belongings and +prepared to get down when the guard, in an unimportant voice, should +call out "_Paree_," which you would not hear if you were not listening. + +After the Customs, I was in a frenzy to get out into the street, to be +welcomed back, as one always is here, and to be cheered and warmed by +the bright lights--the flashing eyes of Paris. But the streets were dim, +the shops and restaurants closed and few people circulating about. How +different it all was! I felt like Rip van Winkle after his twenty-years' +sleep, for at the apartment (I thought I had come to the wrong house) +was a new concierge, young and pretty, replacing the old, white-haired +one. Had we gone back twenty years instead? The rooms were empty--all my +friends had disappeared, the dust was inches thick, the furniture pushed +mostly into the middle of the rooms and some of the beds were gone. +Thickly sprinkled over the floor of my room and on my bed were pieces of +the window glass, broken like all the others in the house, by a German +bomb which fell and exploded in front of the Prince of Monaco's house, +two doors from us--not one hundred and fifty feet away. Half dazed, I +dusted a place large enough for my hat and coat, extracted some clean +linen from the closet and went to bed, sick at heart. + + + + +_November 12th, Thursday._ + + +Paris! after a four days' tiring journey which in happier times takes +only five hours. But it doesn't matter--it is home again. Anywhere is +home which is out from under that yoke of infamous tyranny. I rage in +proportion as the minutes separate me from this odious thing that closes +its iron fingers around the necks of my friends. + +No! It is not to be borne. Let every man, woman and child on the earth +rise up until we have right. Do I not know? Have I not experienced the +mailed fist? And yet, how little in comparison to others; but it is +enough. + +The concierge gave me coffee and rolls and I dressed quickly in order +to get out into the street where I knew the dismal impression of the +indoors would be dispelled by the habitual smile of the enchanted city. +But the day was dull--the summit of the Eiffel Tower was hooded in a +cloud of fog and a cold blast swept over the Place de La Concorde which +froze me to the marrow. I kept on, however, somewhat protected by the +arcades of the rue de Rivoli, expecting to see, at least, familiar faces +in the shop-keepers of that gay, little Rialto--but the doors were all +closed and the blinds down. One place was open--the art shop of the +little, old, white-haired man with the twinkling eyes, who has sold me +marvellous Venus de Milos, etc., times without number. I greeted him +with real feeling and enthusiasm, for here was somebody I knew. He did +not recognize me and stared dully, without answering, as one who is +dazed; he was unshaven and dirty, his usually clear eye was lifeless and +his face was thin and drawn. Could it be that he had not enough to eat, +or was it despair? He must have had nephews and perhaps sons and +grandsons at the front. But do the people who stay at home change like +that? I went on--the Hotel Meurice was closed; the Continentale had a +section open for the Red Cross; the Bristol was closed; the Ritz was +made into an Ambulance; not a living soul on the Place Vendome. All the +famous hat shops were closed--who would have a reason to buy hats? All +the big dressmakers were closed and every jewelry shop but two in all +that dazzling, brilliant rue de la Paix was closed. There were perhaps a +dozen people on the Boulevards, a single taxicab crawled listlessly out +of a side street, but not an omnibus to be seen. They, like all the +world, had left for the "front" and will go down in history as having +transferred the valiant French army in all haste to Victory on the +Battlefield of the Marne. + +The only thing unchanged was the Opera, which stood there, in all its +splendor, looking on at the grievous spectacle of Paris, in anguish. +Will she live? Can she die? Is the burden of her woes too great? O, +Beautiful City of Dreams! Some call you very wicked--you, whose brave +smile has endured through all your sorrows. Is that so little? And the +valor of your Sons--was it ever surpassed? Did one of the hundreds, one +of the thousands, one of the millions, hesitate the fraction of an +instant at your call? + +O, Paris! 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