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-A SPIRIT IN PRISON
-
-by Robert Hichens
-
-
-
-
-A SPIRIT IN PRISON
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-Somewhere, not far off on the still sea that held the tiny islet in a
-warm embrace, a boy's voice was singing "Napoli Bella."
-
-Vere heard the song as she sat in the sun with her face set towards
-Nisida and the distant peak of Ischia; and instinctively she shifted
-her position, and turned her head, looking towards the calm and
-untroubled water that stretched between her and Naples. For the voice
-that sang of the beautiful city was coming towards her from the
-beautiful city, hymning the siren it had left perhaps but two hours
-ago.
-
-On his pedestal set upon rock San Francesco seemed to be attentive to
-the voice. He stood beyond the sheltered pool of the sea that divided
-the islet from the mainland, staring across at Vere as if he envied
-her; he who was rooted in Italy and deprived of her exquisite freedom.
-His beard hung down to his waist, his cross protruded over his left
-shoulder, and his robe of dusty grayish brown touched his feet, which
-had never wandered one step since he was made, and set there to keep
-watch over the fishermen who come to sleep under the lee of the island
-by night.
-
-Now it was brilliant daylight. The sun shone vividly over the Bay of
-Naples, over the great and vital city, over Vesuvius, the long line of
-the land towards Sorrento, over Capri with its shadowy mountain, and
-Posilippo with its tree-guarded villas. And in the sharp radiance of
-May the careless voice of the fisher-boy sang the familiar song that
-Vere had always known and seldom heeded.
-
-To-day, why she did not know, Vere listened to it attentively.
-Something in the sound of the voice caught her attention, roused
-within her a sense of sympathy.
-
-Carelessness and happiness make a swift appeal to young hearts, and
-this voice was careless, and sounded very happy. There was a
-deliberate gruffness in it, a determination to be manly, which proved
-the vocalist to be no man. Vere knew at once that a boy was singing,
-and she felt that she must see him.
-
-She got up, went into the little garden at the edge of the cliff, and
-looked over the wall.
-
-There was a boat moving slowly towards her, not very far away. In it
-were three figures, all stripped for diving, and wearing white cotton
-drawers. Two were sitting on the gunwale with their knees drawn up
-nearly to their chins. The third was standing, and with a languid, but
-strong and regular movement, was propelling the boat forward with big-
-bladed oars. This was the singer, and as the boat drew nearer Vere
-could see that he had the young, lithe form of a boy.
-
-While she watched, leaning down from her eyrie, the boat and the song
-stopped, and the singer let go his oars and turned to the men behind
-him. The boat had reached a place near the rocks that was good ground
-for /frutti di mare/.
-
-Vere had often seen the divers in the Bay of Naples at their curious
-toil. Yet it never ceased to interest her. She had a passion for the
-sea, and for all things connected with it. Now she leaned a little
-lower over the wall, with her eyes fixed on the boat and its
-occupants.
-
-Upon the water she saw corks floating, and presently one of the men
-swung himself round and sat facing the sea, with his back to the boat
-and his bare legs dipping into the water. The boy had dropped down to
-the bottom of the craft. His hands were busy arranging clothes, or
-tackle, and his lusty voice again rang out to the glory of "Napoli,
-bella Napoli." There was something infectious in his happy-go-lucky
-light-heartedness. Vere smiled as she listened, but there was a
-wistfulness in her heart. At that moment a very common desire of young
-and vigorous girls assailed her--the desire to be a boy; not a boy
-born of rich parents, destined to the idle, aimless life of
-aristocratic young Neapolitans, but a brown, badly dressed, or
-scarcely dressed at all boy of the people.
-
-She was often light-hearted, careless. But was she ever as light-
-hearted and careless as that singing boy? She supposed herself to be
-free. But was she, could she ever be at liberty as he was?
-
-The man who had been dipping his feet in the sea rested one hand on
-the gunwale, let his body droop forward, dropped into the water,
-paddled for a moment, reached one of the floating corks, turned over
-head downwards, describing a circle which showed his chocolate-colored
-back arched, kicked up his feet and disappeared. The second man
-lounged lazily from the boat into the sea and imitated him. The boy
-sat still and went on singing. Vere felt disappointed. Was not he
-going to dive too? She wanted him to dive. If she were that boy she
-would go in, she felt sure of it, before the men. It must be lovely to
-sink down into the underworld of the sea, to rifle from the rocks
-their fruit, that grew thick as fruit on the trees. But the boy--he
-was lazy, good for nothing but singing. She was half ashamed of him.
-Whimsically, and laughing to herself at her own absurdity, she lifted
-her two hands, brown with the sun, to her lips, and cried with all her
-might:
-
-"Va dentro, pigro! Va dentro!"
-
-As her voice died away, the boy stopped singing, sprang into the sea,
-kicked up his feet and disappeared.
-
-Vere was conscious of a thrill that was like a thrill of triumph.
-
-"He obeyed me!" she thought.
-
-A pleasant feeling of power came to her. From her eyrie on the rock
-she was directing these strange sea doings. She was ruling over the
-men of the sea.
-
-The empty boat swayed softly on the water, but its three former
-occupants were all hidden by the sea. It seemed as if they would never
-come up again. Vere began to hold her breath as they were holding
-theirs. At last a dark head rose above the surface, then another. The
-two men paddled for a minute, drawing the air into their lungs. But
-the boy did not reappear.
-
-As the seconds passed, Vere began to feel proud of him. He was doing
-that which she would have tried to do had she been a boy. He was
-rivalling the men.
-
-Another second slipped away--and another. He was more than rivalling,
-he was beating the men.
-
-They dived once more. She saw the sun gleam on their backs, which
-looked polished as they turned slowly over, almost like brown
-porpoises.
-
-But the boy remained hidden beneath the veil of water.
-
-Vere began to feel anxious. What if some accident had happened? What
-if he had been caught by the seaweed, or if his groping hand had been
-retained by some crevice of the rock? There was a pain at her heart.
-Her quick imagination was at work. It seemed to her as if she felt his
-agony, took part in his struggle to regain his freedom. She clinched
-her small hands and set her teeth. She held her breath, trying to feel
-exactly as he was feeling. And then suddenly she lifted her hands up
-to her face, covering her nostrils. What a horrible sensation it was,
-this suffocation, this pressing of the life out of the body, almost as
-one may push a person brutally out of a room! She could bear it no
-more, and she dropped her hands. As she did so the boy's dark head
-rose above the sea.
-
-Vere uttered a cry of joy.
-
-"Brave! Bravo!"
-
-She felt as if he had returned from the dead. He was a wonderful boy.
-
-"Bravo! Bravissimo!"
-
-Serenely unconscious of her enthusiasm, the boy swam slowly for a
-moment, breathing the air into his lungs, then serenely dived again.
-
-"Vere!" called a woman's voice from the house--"Vere!"
-
-"Madre!" cried the girl in reply, but without turning away from the
-sea. "I am here! Do come out! I want to show you something."
-
-On a narrow terrace looking towards Naples a tall figure appeared.
-
-"Where are you?"
-
-"Here! here!"
-
-The mother smiled and left the terrace, passed through a little gate,
-and almost directly was standing beside the girl, saying:
-
-"What is it? Is there a school of whales in the Bay, or have you
-sighted the sea-serpent coming from Capri?"
-
-"No, no! But--you see that boat?"
-
-"Yes. The men are diving for /frutti di mare/, aren't they?"
-
-Vere nodded.
-
-"The men are nothing. But there is a boy who is wonderful."
-
-"Why? What does he do?"
-
-"He stays under water an extraordinary time. Now wait. Have you got a
-watch, Madre?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Take it out, there's a darling, and time him. I want to know--there
-he is! You see!"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Have you got your watch? Wait till he goes under! Wait a minute!
-There! He's gone! Now begin."
-
-She drew into her lungs a long breath, and held it. The mother smiled,
-keeping her eyes obediently on the watch which lay in her hand.
-
-There was a silence between them as the seconds passed.
-
-"Really," began the mother presently, "he must be--"
-
-"Hush, Madre, hush!"
-
-The girl had clasped her hands tightly. Her eyes never left the sea.
-The tick, tick of the watch was just audible in the stillness of the
-May morning. At last--
-
-"There he is!" cried the girl. "Quick! How long has he been under?"
-
-"Just fifty seconds."
-
-"I wonder--I'm sure it's a record. If only Gaspare were here! When
-will he be back from Naples with Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"About twelve, I should think. But I doubt if they can sail." She
-looked out to sea, and added: "I think the wind is changing to
-scirocco. They may be later."
-
-"He's gone down again!"
-
-"I never saw you so interested in a diver before," said the mother.
-"What made you begin to look at the boy?"
-
-"He was singing. I heard him, and his voice made me feel--" She
-paused.
-
-"What?" said her mother.
-
-"I don't know. /Un poco diavolesca/, I'm afraid. One thing, though! It
-made me long to be a boy."
-
-"Did it?"
-
-"Yes! Madre, tell me truly--sea-water on your lips, as the fishermen
-say--now truly, did you ever want me to be a boy?"
-
-Hermione Delarey did not answer for a moment. She looked away over the
-still sea, that seemed to be slowly losing its color, and she thought
-of another sea, of the Ionian waters that she had loved so much. They
-had taken her husband from her before her child was born, and this
-child's question recalled to her the sharp agony of those days and
-nights in Sicily, when Maurice lay unburied in the Casa del Prete, and
-afterwards in the hospital at Marechiaro--of other days and nights in
-Italy, when, isolated with the Sicilian boy, Gaspare, she had waited
-patiently for the coming of her child.
-
-"Sea-water, Madre, sea-water on your lips!"
-
-Her mother looked down at her.
-
-"Do you think I wished it, Vere?"
-
-"To-day I do."
-
-"Why to-day?"
-
-"Because I wish it so much. And it seems to me as if perhaps I wish it
-because you once wished it for me. You thought I should be a boy?"
-
-"I felt sure you would be a boy."
-
-"Madre! How strange!"
-
-The girl was looking up at her mother. Her dark eyes--almost Sicilian
-eyes they were--opened very wide, and her lips remained slightly
-parted after she had spoken.
-
-"I wonder why that was?" she said at length.
-
-"I have wondered too. It may have been that I was always thinking of
-your father in those days, recalling him--well, recalling him as he
-had been in Sicily. He went away from me so suddenly that somehow his
-going, even when it had happened, for a long time seemed to be an
-impossibility. And I fancied, I suppose, that my child would be him in
-a way."
-
-"Come back?"
-
-"Or never quite gone."
-
-The girl was silent for a moment.
-
-"Povera Madre mia!" at last she said.
-
-But she did not seem distressed for herself. No personal grievance, no
-doubt of complete love assailed her. And the fact that this was so
-demonstrated, very quietly and very completely, the relation existing
-between this mother and this child.
-
-"I wonder, now," Vere said, presently, "why I never specially wished
-to be a boy until to-day--because, after all, it can't be from you
-that the wish came. If it had been it must have come long ago. And it
-didn't. It only came when I heard that boy's voice. He sings like all
-the boys, you know, that have ever enjoyed themselves, that are still
-enjoying themselves in the sun."
-
-"I wish he would sing once more!" said Hermione.
-
-"Perhaps he will. Look! He's getting into the boat. And the men are
-stopping too."
-
-The boy was very quick in his movements. Almost before Vere had
-finished speaking he had pulled on his blue jersey and white trousers,
-and again taken the big oars in his hands. Standing up, with his face
-set towards the islet, he began once more to propel the boat towards
-it. And as he swung his body slowly to and fro he opened his lips and
-sang lustily once more,
-
- "O Napoli, bella Napoli!"
-
-Hermione and Vere sat silently listening as the song grew louder and
-louder, till the boat was almost in the shadow of the islet, and the
-boy, with a strong stroke of the left oar turned its prow towards the
-pool over which San Francesco watched.
-
-"They're going into the Saint's Pool to have a siesta," said Vere.
-"Isn't he a splendid boy, Madre?"
-
-As she spoke the boat was passing almost directly beneath them, and
-they saw its name painted in red letters on the prow, /Sirena del
-Mare/. The two men, one young, one middle-aged, were staring before
-them at the rocks. But the boy, more sensitive, perhaps, than they
-were to the watching eyes of women, looked straight up to Vere and to
-her mother. They saw his level rows of white teeth gleaming as the
-song came out from his parted lips, the shining of his eager dark
-eyes, full of the careless merriment of youth, the black, low-growing
-hair stirring in the light sea breeze about his brow, bronzed by sun
-and wind. His slight figure swayed with an easy motion that had the
-grace of perfectly controlled activity, and his brown hands gripped
-the great oars with a firmness almost of steel, as the boat glided
-under the lee of the island, and vanished from the eyes of the
-watchers into the shadowy pool of San Francesco.
-
-When the boat had disappeared, Vere lifted herself up and turned round
-to her mother.
-
-"Isn't he a jolly boy, Madre?"
-
-"Yes," said Hermione.
-
-She spoke in a low voice. Her eyes were still on the sea where the
-boat had passed.
-
-"Yes," she repeated, almost as if to herself.
-
-For the first time a little cloud went over Vere's sensitive face.
-
-"Madre, how horribly I must have disappointed you," she said.
-
-The mother did not break into protestations. She always treated her
-child with sincerity.
-
-"Just for a moment, Vere," she answered. "And then, very soon, you
-made me feel how much more intimate can be the relationship between a
-mother and a daughter than between a mother and any son."
-
-"Is that true, really?"
-
-"I think it is."
-
-"But why should that be?"
-
-"Don't you think that Monsieur Emile can tell you much better than I?
-I feel all the things, you know, that he can explain."
-
-There was a touch of something that was like a half-hidden irony in
-her voice.
-
-"Monsieur Emile! Yes, I think he understands almost everything about
-people," said Vere, quite without irony. "But could a man explain such
-a thing as well as a woman? I don't think so."
-
-"We have the instincts, perhaps, men the vocabulary. Come, Vere, I
-want to look over into the Saint's Pool and see what those men are
-doing."
-
-Vere laughed.
-
-"Take care, Madre, or Gaspare will be jealous."
-
-A soft look came into Hermione's face.
-
-"Gaspare and I know each other," she said, quietly.
-
-"But he could be jealous--horribly jealous."
-
-"Of you, perhaps, Vere, but never of me. Gaspare and I have passed
-through too much together for anything of that kind. Nobody could ever
-take his place with me, and he knows it quite well."
-
-"Gaspare's a darling, and I love him," said Vere, rather
-inconsequently. "Shall we look over into the Pool from the pavilion,
-or go down by the steps?"
-
-"We'll look over."
-
-They passed in through a gateway to the narrow terrace that fronted
-the Casa del Mare facing Vesuvius, entered the house, traversed a
-little hall, came out again into the air by a door on its farther
-side, and made their way to a small pavilion that looked upon the Pool
-of San Francesco. Almost immediately below, in the cool shadow of the
-cliff, the boat was moored. The two men, lying at full length in it,
-their faces buried in their hands, were already asleep. But the boy,
-sitting astride on the prow, with his bare feet dangling on each side
-of it to the clear green water, was munching slowly, and rather
-seriously, a hunch of yellow bread, from which he cut from time to
-time large pieces with a clasp knife. As he ate, lifting the pieces of
-bread to his mouth with the knife, against whose blade he held them
-with his thumb, he stared down at the depths below, transparent here
-almost to the sea bed. His eyes were wide with reverie. He seemed
-another boy, not the gay singer of five minutes ago. But then he had
-been in the blaze of the sun. Now he was in the shade. And swiftly he
-had caught the influence of the dimmer light, the lack of motion, the
-delicate hush at the feet of San Francesco.
-
-This time he did not know that he was being watched. His reverie,
-perhaps, was too deep, or their gaze less concentrated than it had
-been before. And after a moment, Hermione moved away.
-
-"You are going in, Madre?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Do you mind if I give something to that boy?"
-
-"Do you mean money?"
-
-"Oh no. But the poor thing's eating dry bread, and--"
-
-"And what, you puss?"
-
-"Well, he's a very obedient boy."
-
-"How can you know that?"
-
-"He was idling in the boat, and I called out to him to jump into the
-sea, and he jumped in immediately."
-
-"Do you think because he heard you?"
-
-"Certainly I do."
-
-"You conceited little creature! Perhaps he was only pleasing himself!"
-
-"No, Madre, no. I think I should like to give him a little reward
-presently--for his singing too."
-
-"Get him a dolce, then, from Carmela, if there is one. And you can
-give him some cigarettes."
-
-"I will. He'll love that. Oh dear! I wish he didn't make me
-dissatisfied with myself!"
-
-"Nonsense, Vere!"
-
-Hermione bent down and kissed her child. Then she went rather quickly
-away from the pavilion and entered the Casa del Mare.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-After her mother had gone, Vere waited for a moment, then ran lightly
-to the house, possessed herself of a dolce and a packet of cigarettes,
-and went down the steps to the Pool of San Francesco, full of
-hospitable intentions towards the singing boy. She found him still
-sitting astride of the boat's prow, not yet free of his reverie
-apparently; for when she gave a low call of "Pescator!" prolonging the
-last syllable with the emphasis and the accent of Naples, but always
-softly, he started, and nearly dropped into the sea the piece of bread
-he was lifting to his mouth. Recovering himself in time to save the
-bread deftly with one brown hand, he turned half round, leaning on his
-left arm, and stared at Vere with large, inquiring eyes. She stood by
-the steps and beckoned to him, lifting up the packet of cigarettes,
-then pointing to his sleeping companions:
-
-"Come here for a minute!"
-
-The boy smiled, sprang up, and leaped onto the islet. As he came to
-her, with the easy, swinging walk of the barefooted sea-people, he
-pulled up his white trousers, and threw out his chest with an obvious
-desire to "fare figura" before the pretty Padrona of the islet. When
-he reached her he lifted his hand to his bare head forgetfully,
-meaning to take off his cap to her. Finding that he had no cap, he
-made a laughing grimace, threw up his chin and, thrusting his tongue
-against his upper teeth and opening wide his mouth, uttered a little
-sound most characteristically Neapolitan--a sound that seemed lightly
-condemnatory of himself. This done, he stood still before Vere,
-looking at the cigarettes and at the dolce.
-
-"I've brought these for you," she said.
-
-"Grazie, Signorina."
-
-He did not hold out his hand, but his eyes, now devoted entirely to
-the cigarettes, began to shine with pleasure. Vere did not give him
-the presents at once. She had something to explain first.
-
-"We mustn't wake them," she said, pointing towards the boat in which
-the men were sleeping. "Come a little way with me."
-
-She retreated a few steps from the sea, followed closely by the eager
-boy.
-
-"We sha'n't disturb them now," she said, stopping. "Do you know why
-I've brought you these?"
-
-She stretched out her hands, with the dolce and the cigarettes.
-
-The boy threw his chin up again and half shut his eyes.
-
-"No, Signorina."
-
-"Because you did what I told you."
-
-She spoke rather with the air of a little queen.
-
-"I don't understand."
-
-"Didn't you hear me call out to you from up there?"--she pointed to
-the cliff above their heads--"when you were sitting in the boat? I
-called to you to go in after the men."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Why! Because I thought you were a lazy boy."
-
-He laughed. All his brown face gave itself up to laughter--eyes,
-teeth, lips, cheeks, chin. His whole body seemed to be laughing. The
-idea of his being lazy seemed to delight his whole spirit.
-
-"You would have been lazy if you hadn't done what I told you," said
-Vere, emphatically, forcing her words through his merriment with
-determination. "You know you would."
-
-"I never heard you call, Signorina."
-
-"You didn't?"
-
-He shook his head several times, bent down, dipped his fingers in the
-sea, put them to his lips: "I say it."
-
-"Really?"
-
-There was a note of disappointment in her voice. She felt dethroned.
-
-"But then, you haven't earned these," she said, looking at him almost
-with rebuke, "if you went in of your own accord."
-
-"I go in because it is my mestiere, Signorina," the boy said, simply.
-"I go in by force."
-
-He looked at her and then again at the cigarettes. His expression
-said, "Can you refuse me?" There was a quite definite and conscious
-attempt to cajole her to generosity in his eyes, and in the pose he
-assumed. Vere saw it, and knew that if there had been a mirror within
-reach at that moment the boy would have been looking into it, frankly
-admiring himself.
-
-In Italy the narcissus blooms at all seasons of the year.
-
-She was charmed by the boy, for he did his luring well, and she was
-susceptible to all that was naturally picturesque. But a gay little
-spirit of resistance sprang up like a flame and danced within her.
-
-She let her hands fall to her sides.
-
-"But you like going in?"
-
-"Signorina?"
-
-"You enjoy diving?"
-
-He shrugged his shoulders, and again used what seemed with him a
-favorite expression.
-
-"Signorina, I must enjoy it, by force."
-
-"You do it wonderfully. Do you know that? You do it better than the
-men."
-
-Again the conscious look came into the boy's face and body, as if his
-soul were faintly swaggering.
-
-"There is no one in the Bay who can dive better than I can," he
-answered. "Giovannino thinks he can. Well, let him think so. He would
-not dare to make a bet with me."
-
-"He would lose it if he did," said Vere. "I'm sure he would. Just now
-you were under water nearly a minute by my mother's watch."
-
-"Where is the Signora?" said the boy, looking round.
-
-"Why d'you ask?"
-
-"Why--I can stay under longer than that."
-
-"Now, look here!" said the girl, eagerly. "Never mind Madre! Go down
-once for me, won't you? Go down once for me, and you shall have the
-dolce and two packets of cigarettes."
-
-"I don't want the dolce, Signorina; a dolce is for women," he said,
-with the complete bluntness characteristic of Southern Italians and of
-Sicilians.
-
-"The cigarettes, then."
-
-"Va bene. But the water is too shallow here."
-
-"We'll take my boat."
-
-She pointed to a small boat, white with a green line, that was moored
-close to them.
-
-"Va bene," said the boy again.
-
-He rolled his white trousers up above his knees, stripped off his blue
-jersey, leaving the thin vest that was beneath it, folded the jersey
-neatly and laid it on the stones, tightened his trousers at the back,
-then caught hold of the rope by which Vere's boat was moored to the
-shore and pulled the boat in.
-
-Very carefully he helped Vere into it.
-
-"I know a good place," he said, "where you can see right down to the
-bottom."
-
-Taking the oars he slowly paddled a little way out to a deep clear
-pool of the sea.
-
-"I'll go in here, Signorina."
-
-He stood up straight, with his feet planted on each side of the boat's
-prow, and glanced at the water intimately, as might a fish. Then he
-shot one more glance at Vere and at the cigarettes, made the sign of
-the cross, lifted his brown arms above his head, uttered a cry, and
-dived cleanly below the water, going down obliquely till he was quite
-dim in the water.
-
-Vere watched him with deep attention. This feat of the boy fascinated
-her. The water between them made him look remote, delicate and
-unearthly--neither boy nor fish. His head, she could see, was almost
-touching the bottom. She fancied that he was actually touching bottom
-with his hands. Yes, he was. Bending low over the water she saw his
-brown fingers, stretched out and well divided, promenading over the
-basin of the sea as lightly and springily as the claws of a crab tip-
-toeing to some hiding-place. Presently he let himself down a little
-more, pressed his flat palms against the ground, and with the impetus
-thus gained made his body shoot back towards the surface feet
-foremost. Then bringing his body up till it was in a straight line
-with his feet, he swam slowly under water, curving first in this
-direction then in that, with a lithe ease that was enchantingly
-graceful. Finally, he turned over on his back and sank slowly down
-until he looked like a corpse lying at the bottom of the sea.
-
-Then Vere felt a sickness of fear steal over her, and leaning over the
-sea till her face almost touched the water, she cried out fiercely:
-
-"Come up! Come up! Presto! Presto!"
-
-As the boy had seemed to obey her when she cried out to him from the
-summit of the cliff, so he seemed to obey her now.
-
-When her voice died down into the sea-depths he rose from those
-depths, and she saw his eyes laughing, his lips laughing at her, freed
-from the strange veil of the water, which had cast upon him a spectral
-aspect, the likeness of a thing deserted by its soul.
-
-"Did you hear me that time?" Vere said, rather eagerly.
-
-The boy lifted his dark head from the water to shake it, drew a long
-breath, trod water, then threw up his chin with the touch of tongue
-against teeth which is the Neapolitan negative.
-
-"You didn't! Then why did you come up?"
-
-He swam to the boat.
-
-"It pleased me to come."
-
-She looked doubtful.
-
-"I believe you are birbante," she said, slowly. "I am nearly sure you
-are."
-
-The boy was just getting out, pulling himself up slowly to the boat by
-his arms, with his wet hands grasping the gunwale firmly. He looked at
-Vere, with the salt drops running down his sunburnt face, and dripping
-from his thick, matted hair to his strong neck and shoulders. Again
-his whole face laughed, as, nimbly, he brought his legs from the water
-and stood beside her.
-
-"Birbante, Signorina?"
-
-"Yes. Are you from Naples?"
-
-"I come from Mergellina, Signorina."
-
-Vere looked at him half-doubtfully, but still with innocent
-admiration. There was something perfectly fearless and capable about
-him that attracted her.
-
-He rowed in to shore.
-
-"How old are you?" she asked.
-
-"Sixteen years old, Signorina."
-
-"I am sixteen, too."
-
-They reached the islet, and Vere got out. The boy followed her,
-fastened the boat, and moved away a few steps. She wondered why, till
-she saw him stop in a sun-patch and let the beams fall full upon him.
-
-"You aren't afraid of catching cold?" she asked.
-
-He threw up his chin. His eyes went to the cigarettes.
-
-"Yes," said Vere, in answer to the look, "you shall have one. Here!"
-
-She held out the packet. Very carefully and neatly the boy, after
-holding his right hand for a moment to the sun to get dry, drew out a
-cigarette.
-
-"Oh, you want a match!"
-
-He sprang away and ran lightly to the boat. Without waking his
-companions he found a matchbox and lit the cigarette. Then he came
-back, on the way stopping to get into his jersey.
-
-Vere sat down on a narrow seat let into the rock close to the sun-
-patch. She was nursing the dolce on her knee.
-
-"You won't have it?" she asked.
-
-He gave her his usual negative, again stepping full into the sun.
-
-"Well, then, I shall eat it. You say a dolce is for women!"
-
-"Si, Signorina," he answered, quite seriously.
-
-She began to devour it slowly, while the boy drew the cigarette smoke
-into his lungs voluptuously.
-
-"And you are only sixteen?" she asked.
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-"As young as I am! But you look almost a man."
-
-"Signorina, I have always worked. I am a man."
-
-He squared his shoulders. She liked the determination, the resolution
-in his face; and she liked the face, too. He was a very handsome boy,
-she thought, but somehow he did not look quite Neapolitan. His eyes
-lacked the round and staring impudence characteristic of many
-Neapolitans she had seen. There was something at times impassive in
-their gaze. In shape they were long, and slightly depressed at the
-corners by the cheeks, and they had full, almost heavy, lids. The
-features of the boy were small and straight, and gave no promise of
-eventual coarseness. He was splendidly made. When Vere looked at him
-she thought of an arrow. Yet he was very muscular, and before he dived
-she had noticed that on his arms the biceps swelled up like smooth
-balls of iron beneath the shining brown skin.
-
-"What month were you born in?" she asked.
-
-"Signorina, I believe I was born in March. I believe I was sixteen
-last March."
-
-"Then I am older than you are!"
-
-This seemed to the boy a matter of indifference, though it was
-evidently exercising the girl beside him. She had finished the dolce
-now, and he was smoking the last fraction of an inch of the cigarette,
-economically determined to waste none of it, even though he burnt his
-fingers.
-
-"Have another cigarette," Vere added, after a pause during which she
-considered him carefully. "You can't get anything more out of that
-one."
-
-"Grazie, Signorina."
-
-He took it eagerly.
-
-"Do tell me your name, won't you?" Vere went on.
-
-"Ruffo, Signorina."
-
-"Ruffo--that's a nice name. It sounds strong and bold. And you live at
-Mergellina?"
-
-"Si, Signorina. But I wasn't born there. I wasn't born in Naples at
-all."
-
-"Where were you born?"
-
-"In America, Signorina, near New York. I am a Sicilian."
-
-"A Sicilian, are you!"
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-"I am a little bit Sicilian, too; only a little tiny bit--but still--"
-
-She waited to see the effect upon him. He looked at her steadily with
-his long bright eyes.
-
-"You are Sicilian, Signorina?"
-
-"My great-grandmother was."
-
-"Si?"
-
-His voice sounded incredulous.
-
-"Don't you believe me?" she cried, rather hotly.
-
-"Ma si, Signorina! Only--that's not very Sicilian, if the rest is
-English. You are English, Signorina, aren't you?"
-
-"The rest of me is. Are you all Sicilian?"
-
-"Signorina, my mother is Sicilian."
-
-"And your father, too?"
-
-"Signorina, my father is dead," he said, in a changed voice. "Now I
-live with my mother and my step-father. He--Patrigno--he is
-Neapolitan."
-
-There was a movement in the boat. The boy looked round.
-
-"I must go back to the boat, Signorina," he said.
-
-"Oh, must you?" Vere said. "What a pity! But look, they are really
-still asleep."
-
-"I must go back, Signorina," he protested.
-
-"You want to sleep, too, perhaps?"
-
-He seized the excuse.
-
-"Si, Signorina. Being under the sea so much--it tires the head and the
-eyes. I want to sleep, too."
-
-His face, full of life, denied his words, but Vere only said:
-
-"Here are the cigarettes."
-
-"Grazie, Signorina."
-
-"And I promised you another packet. Well, wait here--just here, d'you
-see?--under the bridge, and I'll throw it down, and you must catch
-it."
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-He took his stand on the spot she pointed out, and she disappeared up
-the steps towards the house.
-
-"Madre! Madre!"
-
-Hermione heard Vere's voice calling below a moment later.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-There was a quick step on the stairs, and the girl ran in.
-
-"One more packet of cigarettes--may I? It's instead of the dolce.
-Ruffo says only women eat sweet things."
-
-"Ruffo!"
-
-"Yes, that's his name. He's been diving for me. You never saw anything
-like it! And he's a Sicilian. Isn't it odd? And sixteen--just as I am.
-May I have the cigarettes for him?"
-
-"Yes, of course. In that drawer there's a whole box of the ones
-Monsieur Emile likes."
-
-"There would be ten cigarettes in a packet. I'll give him ten."
-
-She counted them swiftly out.
-
-"There! And I'll make him catch them all, one by one. It will be more
-fun than throwing only a packet. Addio, mia bella Madre! Addi-io!
-Addi-io!"
-
-And singing the words to the tune of "Addio, mia bella Napoli," she
-flitted out of the room and down the stairs.
-
-"Ruffo! Ruffo!"
-
-A minute later she was leaning over the bridge to the boy, who stood
-sentinel below. He looked up, and saw her laughing face full of merry
-mischief, and prepared to catch the packet she had promised him.
-
-"Ruffo, I'm so sorry, but I can't find another packet of cigarettes."
-
-The boy's bright face changed, looked almost sad, but he called up:
-
-"Non fa niente, Signorina!" He stood still for a moment, then made a
-gesture of salutation, and added; "Thank you, Signorina. A rivederci!"
-
-He moved to go to the boat, but Vere cried out, quickly:
-
-"Wait, Ruffo! Can you catch well?"
-
-"Signorina?"
-
-"Look out now!"
-
-Her arm was thrust out over the bridge, and Ruffo, staring up, saw a
-big cigarette--a cigarette such as he had never seen--in her small
-fingers. Quickly he made a receptacle of his joined hands, his eyes
-sparkling and his lips parted with happy anticipation.
-
-"One!"
-
-The cigarette fell and was caught.
-
-"Two!"
-
-A second fell. But this time Ruffo was unprepared, and it dropped on
-the rock by his bare feet.
-
-"Stupido!" laughed the girl.
-
-"Ma, Signorina--!"
-
-"Three!"
-
-It had become a game between them, and continued to be a game until
-all the ten cigarettes had made their journey through the air.
-
-Vere would not let Ruffo know when a cigarette was coming, but kept
-him on the alert, pretending, holding it poised above him between his
-finger and thumb until even his eyes blinked from gazing upward; then
-dropping it when she thought he was unprepared, or throwing it like a
-missile. But she soon knew that she had found her match in the boy.
-And when he caught the tenth and last cigarette in his mouth she
-clapped her hands, and cried out so enthusiastically that one of the
-men in the boat heaved himself up from the bottom, and, choking down a
-yawn, stared with heavy amazement at the young virgin of the rocks,
-and uttered a "Che Diavolo!" under his stiff mustache.
-
-Vere saw his astonishment, and swiftly, with a parting wave of her
-hand to Ruffo, she disappeared, leaving her protégé to run off gayly
-with his booty to his comrades of the /Sirena del Mare/.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-"I can see the boat, Vere," said Hermione, when the girl came back,
-her eyes still gleaming with memories of the fun of the cigarette game
-with Ruffo.
-
-"Where, Madre?"
-
-She sat down quickly beside her mother on the window-seat, leaning
-against her confidentially and looking out over the sea. Hermione put
-her arm round the girl's shoulder.
-
-"There! Don't you see!" She pointed. "It has passed Casa Pantano."
-
-"I see! Yes, that is Gaspare, and Monsieur Emile in the stern. They
-won't be late for lunch. I almost wish they would, Madre."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I'm not a bit hungry. Ruffo wouldn't eat the dolce, so I did."
-
-"Ruffo! You seem to have made great friends with that boy."
-
-She did not speak rebukingly, but with a sort of tender amusement.
-
-"I really have," returned Vere.
-
-She put her head against her mother's shoulder.
-
-"Isn't this odd, Madre? Twice in the short time I've known Ruffo, he's
-obeyed me. The first time he was in the boat. I called out to him to
-dive in, and he did it instantly. The second time he was under water,
-at the very bottom of the sea. He looked as if he were dead, and for a
-minute I felt frightened. So I called out to him to come up, and he
-came up directly."
-
-"But that only shows that he's a polite boy and does what you wish."
-
-"No, no. He didn't hear me either time. He had no idea I had called.
-But each time I did, without hearing me he had the sudden wish to do
-what I wanted. Now, isn't that curious?"
-
-She paused.
-
-"Madre?" she added.
-
-"You think you influenced him?"
-
-"Don't you think I did?"
-
-"Perhaps so. There's a sympathetic link of youth between you. You are
-gloriously young, both of you, little daughter. And youth turns
-naturally to youth, though I'm afraid old age doesn't always turn
-naturally to old age."
-
-"What do you know about old age, Madre? You haven't a gray hair."
-
-She spoke with anxious encouragement.
-
-"It's true. My hair declines to get gray."
-
-"I don't believe you'll ever be gray."
-
-"Probably not. But there's another grayness--Life behind one instead
-of before; the emotional--"
-
-She stopped herself. This was not for Vere.
-
-"They're close in," she said, looking out of the window.
-
-She waved her hand. The big man in the stern of the boat took off his
-hat in reply, and waved his hand, too. The rower pulled with the
-vivacity that comes to men near the end of a task, and the boat shot
-into the Pool of the Saint, where Ruffo was at that moment enjoying
-his third cigarette.
-
-"I'll run down and meet Monsieur Emile," said Vere.
-
-And she disappeared as swiftly as she had come.
-
-The big man who got out of the boat could not claim Hermione's
-immunity from gray hairs. His beard was lightly powdered with them,
-and though much of the still thick hair on his head was brown, and his
-figure was erect, and looked strong and athletic--he seemed what he
-was, a man of middle age, who had lived, and thought, and observed
-much. His eyes had the peculiar expression of eyes that have seen very
-many and very various sights. It was difficult to imagine them not
-looking keenly intelligent. The vivacity of youth was no longer in
-them, but the vividness of intellect, of an intellect almost fiercely
-alive and tenacious of its life, was never absent from them.
-
-As Artois got out, the boat's prow was being held by the Sicilian,
-Gaspare, now a man of thirty-five, but still young-looking. Many
-Sicilians grow old quickly--hard life wears them out. But Gaspare's
-fate had been easier than that of most of his contemporaries and
-friends of Marechiaro. Ever since the tragic death of the beloved
-master, whom he still always spoke of as "mio Padrone," he had been
-Hermione's faithful attendant and devoted friend. Yes, she knew him to
-be that--she wished him to be that. Their stations in life might be
-different, but they had come to sorrow together. They had suffered
-together and been in sympathy while they suffered. He had loved what
-she had loved, lost it when she had lost it, wept for it when she had
-wept.
-
-And he had been with her when she had waited for the coming of the
-child.
-
-Hermione really cared for three people: Gaspare was one of them. He
-knew it. The other two were Vere and Emile Artois.
-
-"Vere," said Artois, taking her two hands closely in his large hands,
-and gazing into her face with the kind, even affectionate directness
-that she loved in him: "do you know that to-day you are looking
-insolent?"
-
-"Insolent!" said the girl. "How dare you!"
-
-She tried to take her hands away.
-
-"Insolently young," he said, keeping them authoritatively.
-
-"But I am young. What do you mean, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"I? It is your meaning I am searching for."
-
-"I sha'n't let you find it. You are much too curious about people. But
---I've been having a game this morning."
-
-"A game! Who was your playmate?"
-
-"Never mind.
-
-But her bright eyes went for the fraction of a second to Ruffo, who
-close by in the boat was lying at his ease, his head thrown back, and
-one of the cigarettes between his lips.
-
-"What! That boy there?"
-
-"Nonsense! Come along! Madre has been sitting at the window for ages
-looking out for the boat. Couldn't you sail at all Gaspare?"
-
-Artois had let go her hands, and now she turned to the Sicilian.
-
-"To Naples, Signorina, and nearly to the Antico Giuseppone coming
-back."
-
-"But we had to do a lot of tacking," said Artois. "Mon Dieu! That boy
-is smoking one of my cigarettes! You sacrilegious little creature! You
-have been robbing my box!"
-
-Gaspare's eyes followed Artois' to Ruffo, who was watching them
-attentively, but who now looked suddenly sleepy.
-
-"It belongs to Madre."
-
-"It was bought for me."
-
-"I like you better with a pipe. You are too big for cigarettes. And
-besides, artists always smoke pipes."
-
-"Allow me to forget that I try to be an artist when I come to the
-island, Vere."
-
-"Yes, yes, I will," she said, with a pretty air of relenting. "You
-poor thing, here you are a king incognito, and we all treat you quite
-familiarly. I'll even go first, regardless of etiquette." And she went
-off to the steps that led upward to the house.
-
-Artois followed her. As he went he said to Ruffo in the Neapolitan
-dialect:
-
-"It's a good cigarette, isn't it? You are in luck this morning."
-
-"Si, Signore," said the boy, smiling. "The Signorina gave me ten."
-
-And he blew out a happy cloud.
-
-There was something in his welcoming readiness of response, something
-in his look and voice, that seemed to stir within the tenacious mind
-of Artois a quivering chord of memory.
-
-"I wonder if I have spoken to that boy in Naples?" he thought, as he
-mounted the steps behind Vere.
-
-Hermione met him at the door of her room, and they went in almost
-directly to lunch with Vere. When the meal was over Vere disappeared,
-without saying why, and Hermione and Artois returned to Hermione's
-room to have coffee. By this time the day was absolutely windless, the
-sky had become nearly white, and the sea was a pale gray, flecked here
-and there with patches of white.
-
-"This is like a June day of scirocco," said Artois, as he lit his pipe
-with the air of a man thoroughly at home. "I wonder if it will succeed
-in affecting Vere's spirits. This morning, when I arrived, she looked
-wildly young. But the day held still some blue then."
-
-Hermione was settling herself slowly in a low chair near the window
-that faced Capri. The curious, rather ghastly light from the sea fell
-over her.
-
-"Vere is very sensitive to almost all influences," she said. "You know
-that, Emile."
-
-"Yes," he said, throwing away the match he had been using; "and the
-influence of this morning roused her to joy. What was it?"
-
-"She was very excited watching a diver for /frutti di mare/."
-
-"A boy about seventeen or eighteen, black hair, Arab eyes, bronze
-skin, a smile difficult to refuse, and a figure almost as perfect as a
-Nubian's, but rather squarer about the shoulders?"
-
-"You have seen him, then?"
-
-"Smoking ten of my special Khali Targa cigarettes, with his bare toes
-cocked up, and one hand drooping into the Saint's Pool."
-
-Hermione smiled.
-
-"My cigarettes! They're common property here," she said.
-
-"That boy can't be a pure-bred Neapolitan, surely. And yet he speaks
-the language. There's no mistaking the blow he gives to the last
-syllable of a sentence."
-
-"He's a Sicilian, Vere says."
-
-"Pure bred?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"I fancy I must have run across him somewhere in or about Naples. It
-is he who made Vere, as I told her, look so insolently young this
-morning."
-
-"Ah, you noticed! I, too, thought I had never seen her so full of the
-inner spirit of youth--almost as he was in Sicily."
-
-"Yes," Artois said, gravely. "In some things she is very much his
-daughter."
-
-"In some things only?" asked Hermione.
-
-"Don't you think so? Don't you think she has much of you in her also?
-I do."
-
-"Has she? I don't know that I see it. I don't know that I want to see
-it. I always look for him in Vere. You see, I dreamed of having a boy.
-Vere is instead of the boy I dreamed of, the boy--who never came, who
-will never come."
-
-"My friend," said Artois, very seriously and gently, "are you still
-allowing your mind to dwell upon that old imagination? And with Vere
-before you, can you regard her merely as a substitute, an understudy?"
-
-An energy that was not free from passion suddenly flamed up in
-Hermione.
-
-"I love Vere," she said. "She is very close to me. She knows it. She
-does not doubt me or my love."
-
-"But," he quietly persisted, "you still allow your mind to rove
-ungoverned among those dangerous ways of the past?"
-
-"Emile," she said, still speaking with vehemence, "it may be very easy
-to a strong man like you to direct his thoughts, to keep them out of
-one path and guide them along another. It may be--I don't know whether
-it is; but I don't pretend to such strength. I don't believe it is
-ever given to women. Perhaps even strength has its sex--I sometimes
-think so. I have my strength, believe me. But don't require of me the
-peculiar strength that is male."
-
-"The truth is that you love living in the past as the Bedouin loves
-living in the desert."
-
-"It was my oasis," she answered, simply.
-
-"And all these years--they have made no difference?"
-
-"Did you think they would? Did you think they had?"
-
-"I hoped so. I thought--I had begun to think that you lived again in
-Vere."
-
-"Emile, you can always stand the truth, can't you? Don't say you
-can't. That would hurt me horribly. Perhaps you do not know how
-sometimes I mentally lean on you. And I like to feel that if you knew
-the absolute truth of me you would still look upon me with the same
-kind, understanding eyes as now. Perhaps no one else would. Would you,
-do you think?"
-
-"I hope and believe I could," he said. "You do not live in Vere. Is
-that it?"
-
-"I know it is considered the right, the perfectly natural thing that a
-mother, stricken as I have been, should find in time perfect peace and
-contentment in her child. Even you--you spoke of 'living again.' It's
-the consecrated phrase, Emile, isn't it? I ought to be living again in
-Vere. Well, I'm not doing that. With my nature I could never do that.
-Is that horrible?"
-
-"Ma pauvre amie!" he said.
-
-He bent down and touched her hand.
-
-"I don't know," she said, more calmly, as if relieved, but still with
-an undercurrent of passion, "whether I could ever live again in the
-life of another. But if I did it would be in the life of a man. I am
-not made to live in a woman's life, really to live, giving out the
-force that is in me. I know I'm a middle-aged woman--to these Italians
-here more than that, an old woman. But I'm not a finished woman, and I
-never shall be till I die. Vere is my child. I love her tenderly; more
-than that--passionately. She has always been close to me, as you know.
-But no, Emile, my relation to Vere, hers to me, does not satisfy all
-my need of love, my power to love. No, no, it doesn't. There's
-something in me that wants more, much more than that. There's
-something in me that--I think only a son of his could have satisfied
-my yearning. A son might have been Maurice come back to me, come back
-in a different, beautiful, wonderfully pure relation. I prayed for a
-son. I needed a son. Don't misunderstand me, Emile; in a way a son
-could never have been so close to me as Vere is,--but I could have
-lived in him as I can never live in Vere. I could have lived in him
-almost as once I lived in Maurice. And to-day I--"
-
-She got up suddenly from her chair, put her arms on the window-frame,
-and leaned out to the strange, white day.
-
-"Emile," she said, in a moment, turning round to him, "I want to get
-away, on to the sea. Will you row me out, into the Grotto of
-Virgil?[*] It's so dreadfully white here, white and ghastly. I can't
-talk naturally here. And I should like to go on a little farther, now
-I've begun. It would do me good to make a clean breast of it, dear
-brother confessor. Shall we take the little boat and go?"
-
-[*] The grotto described in this book is not really the Grotto of
- Virgil, but it is often called so by the fishermen along the coast.
-
-"Of course," he said.
-
-"I'll get a hat."
-
-She was away for two or three minutes. During that time Artois stood
-by the window that looked towards Ischia. The stillness of the day was
-intense, and gave to his mind a sensation of dream. Far off across the
-gray-and-white waters, partially muffled in clouds that almost
-resembled mist, the mountains of Ischia were rather suggested,
-mysteriously indicated, than clearly seen. The gray cliffs towards
-Bagnoli went down into motionless water gray as they were, but of a
-different, more pathetic shade.
-
-There was a luminous whiteness in the sky that affected the eyes, as
-snow does.
-
-Artois, as he looked, thought this world looked very old, a world
-arranged for the elderly to dwell in. Was it not, therefore, an
-appropriate setting for him and for Hermione? As this idea came into
-his mind it sent a rather bitter smile to his lips, and Hermione,
-coming in just then, saw the smile and said,--
-
-"What is it, Emile? Why are you smiling?"
-
-"Perhaps I will tell you when we are on the sea," he answered.
-
-He looked at her. She had on a black hat, over which a white veil was
-fastened. It was tied beneath her chin, and hung down in a cloud over
-her breast. It made him think of the strange misty clouds which
-brooded about the breasts of the mountains of Ischia.
-
-"Shall we go?" she said.
-
-"Yes. What is Vere doing?"
-
-"She is in her room."
-
-"What is she doing there?"
-
-"Reading, I suppose. She often shuts herself up. She loves reading
-almost more than I do."
-
-"Well?"
-
-Hermione led the way down-stairs. When they were outside, on the crest
-of the islet, the peculiar sickliness of the weather struck them both
-more forcibly.
-
-"This is the strangest scirocco effect I think I have ever seen," said
-Artois. "It is as if nature were under the influence of a drug, and
-had fallen into a morbid dream, with eyes wide open, and pale, inert
-and folded hands. I should like to see Naples to-day, and notice if
-this weather has any effect upon that amazing population. I wonder if
-my young friend, Marchese Isidoro Panacci-- By-the-way, I haven't told
-you about him?"
-
-"No."
-
-"I must. But not now. We will continue our former conversation. Where
-shall we find the boat, the small one?"
-
-"Gaspare will bring it--Gaspare! Gaspare!"
-
-"Signora!" cried a strong voice below.
-
-"La piccola barca!"
-
-"Va bene, Signora!"
-
-They descended slowly. It would have been almost impossible to do
-anything quickly on such a day. The smallest movement, indeed, seemed
-almost an outrage, likely to disturb the great white dreamer of the
-sea. When they reached the foot of the cliff Gaspare was there,
-holding the little craft in which Vere had gone out with Ruffo.
-
-"Do you want me, Signora?"
-
-"No, thank you, Gaspare. Don Emilio will row me. We are only going a
-very little way."
-
-She stepped in. As Artois followed her he said to Gaspare:
-
-"Those fishermen have gone?"
-
-"Five minutes ago, Signore. There they are!"
-
-He pointed to a boat at some distance, moving slowly in the direction
-of Posilipo.
-
-"I have been talking with them. One says he is of my country, a
-Sicilian."
-
-"The boy?"
-
-"Si, Signore, the giovinotto. But he cannot speak Sicilian, and he has
-never been in Sicily, poveretto!"
-
-Gaspare spoke with an accent of pity in which there was almost a hint
-of contempt.
-
-"A rivederci, Signore," he added, pushing off the little boat.
-
-"A rivederci, Gaspare."
-
-Artois took the oars and paddled very gently out, keeping near to the
-cliffs of the opposite shore.
-
-"Even San Francesco looks weary to-day," he said, glancing across the
-pool at the Saint on his pedestal. "I should not be surprised if, when
-we return, we find that he has laid down his cross and is reclining
-like the tired fishermen who come here in the night. Where shall we
-go?"
-
-"To the Grotto of Virgil."
-
-"I wonder if Virgil was ever in his grotto? I wonder if he ever came
-here on such a day of scirocco as this, and felt that the world was
-very old, and he was even older than the world?"
-
-"Do you feel like that to-day?"
-
-"I feel that this is a world suitable for the old, for those who have
-white hairs to accord with the white waters, and whose nights are the
-white nights of age."
-
-"Was that why you were smiling so strangely just now when I came in?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-He rowed on softly. The boat slipped out of the Pool of the Saint, and
-then they saw the Capo Coroglio and the Island of Nisida with its
-fort. On their right, and close to them, rose the weary-looking
-cliffs, honey-combed with caverns, and seamed with fissures as an old
-and haggard face is seamed with wrinkles that tell of many cares.
-
-"Here is the grotto," said Hermione, almost directly. "Row in gently."
-
-He obeyed her and turned the boat, sending it in under the mighty roof
-of rock.
-
-A darkness fell upon them. They had a safe, enclosed sensation in
-escaping for a moment from the white day, almost as if they had
-escaped from a white enemy.
-
-Artois let the oars lie still in the water, keeping his hands lightly
-upon them, and both Hermione and he were silent for a few minutes,
-listening to the tiny sounds made now and then by drops of moisture
-which fell from the cavern roof softly into the almost silent sea. At
-last Artois said:
-
-"You are out of the whiteness now. This is a shadowed place like a
-confessional, where murmuring lips tell to strangers the stories of
-their lives. I am not a stranger, but tell me, my friend, about
-yourself and Vere. Perhaps you scarcely know how deeply the mother and
-child problem interests me--that is, when mother and child are two
-real forces, as you and Vere are."
-
-"Then you think Vere has force?"
-
-"Do not you?"
-
-"What kind of force?"
-
-"You mean physical, intellectual, or moral? Suppose I say she has the
-force of charm!"
-
-"Indeed she has that, as he had. That is one of the attributes she
-derives from Maurice."
-
-"Yes. He had a wonderful charm. And then, Vere has passion."
-
-"You think so?"
-
-"I am sure of it. Where does she get that from?"
-
-"He was full of the passion of the South."
-
-"I think Vere has a touch of Northern passion in her, too, combined
-perhaps with the other. And that, I think, she derives from you. Then
-I discern in Vere intellectual force, immature, embryonic if you like,
-but unmistakable."
-
-"That does not come from me," Hermione said, suddenly, almost with
-bitterness.
-
-"Why--why will you be unnecessarily humiliated?" Artois exclaimed.
-
-His voice was confusedly echoed by the cavern, which broke into faint,
-but deep mutterings. Hermione looked up quickly to the mysterious
-vault which brooded above them, and listened till the chaotic noises
-died away. Then she said:
-
-"Do you know what they remind me of?"
-
-"Of what?"
-
-"My efforts. Those efforts I made long ago to live again in work."
-
-"When you wrote?"
-
-"Yes, when I tried to throw my mind and my heart down upon paper. How
-strange it was! I had Vere--but she wasn't enough to still the ache.
-And I knew what work can be, what a consolation, because I knew you.
-And I stretched out my hands to it--I stretched out my soul. And it
-was no use; I wasn't made to be a successful writer. When I spoke from
-my heart to try and move men and save myself, my words were seized, as
-yours were just now by the rock--seized, and broken, and flung back in
-confusion. They struck my heart like stones. Emile, I'm one of those
-people who can only do one thing: I can only feel."
-
-"It is true that you could never be an artist. Perhaps you were made
-to be an inspiration."
-
-"But that's not enough. The role of starter to those who race--I
-haven't the temperament to reconcile myself to that. It's not that I
-have in me a conceit which demands to be fed. But I have in me a force
-that clamors to exercise itself. Only when I was living on Monte Amato
-with Maurice did I feel that the force was being used as God meant it
-to be used."
-
-"In loving?"
-
-"In loving passionately something that was utterly worthy to be
-loved."
-
-Artois was silent. He knew Hermione's mistake. He knew what had never
-been told him: that Maurice had been false to her for the love of the
-peasant girl Maddalena. He knew that Maurice had been done to death by
-the betrayed girl's father, Salvatore. And Gaspare knew these things,
-too. But through all these years these two men had so respected
-silence, the nobility of it, the grand necessity of it in certain
-circumstances of life, that they had never spoken to each other of the
-black truth known to them both. Indeed, Artois believed that even now,
-after more than sixteen years, if he ventured one word against the
-dead man Gaspare would be ready to fly at his throat in defence of the
-loved Padrone. For this divined and persistent loyalty Artois had a
-sensation of absolute love. Between him and Gaspare there must always
-be the barrier of a great and mutual reserve. Yet that very reserve,
-because there was something truly delicate, and truly noble in it, was
-as a link of steel between them. They were watchdogs of Hermione. They
-had been watchdogs through all these years, guarding her from the
-knowledge of a truth. And so well had they done her service that now
-to-day she was able to say, with clasped hands and the light of
-passion in her eyes:
-
-"Something that was utterly worthy to be loved."
-
-When Artois spoke again he said:
-
-"And that force cannot be fully used in loving Vere?"
-
-"No, Emile. Is that very horrible, very unnatural?"
-
-"Why should it be?"
-
-"I have tried--I have tried for years, Emile, to make Vere enough. I
-have even been false with myself. I have said to myself that she was
-enough. I did that after I knew that I could never produce work of any
-value. When Vere was a baby I lived only for her. Again, when she was
-beginning to grow up, I tried to live, I did live only for her. And I
-remember I used to say, I kept on saying to myself, 'This is enough
-for me. I do not need any more than this. I have had my life. I am now
-a middle-aged woman. I must live in my child. This will be my
-satisfaction. This is my satisfaction. This is using rightly and
-naturally all that force I feel within me.' I kept on saying this. But
-there is something within one which rises up and defies a lie--however
-beautiful the lie is, however noble it is. And I think even a lie can
-sometimes be both. Don't you, Emile?"
-
-It almost seemed to him for a moment that she knew his lie and
-Gaspare's.
-
-"Yes," he said. "I do think so."
-
-"Well, that lie of mine--it was defied. And it had no more courage."
-
-"I want you to tell me something," he said, quietly. "I want you to
-tell me what has happened to-day."
-
-"To-day?"
-
-"Yes. Something has happened either to-day or very recently--I am sure
-of it--that has stirred up within you this feeling of acute
-dissatisfaction. It was always there. But something has called it into
-the open. What has done that?"
-
-Hermione hesitated.
-
-"Perhaps you don't know," he said.
-
-"I was wondering--yes, I do know. I must be truthful with myself--with
-you. I do know. But it seems so strange, so almost inexplicable, and
-even rather absurd."
-
-"Truth often seems absurd."
-
-"It was that boy, that diver for /frutti di mare/--Ruffo."
-
-"The boy with the Arab eyes?"
-
-"Yes. Of course I have seen many boys full of life and gayety and
-music. There are so many in Italy. But--well, I don't know--perhaps it
-was partly Vere."
-
-"How do you mean?"
-
-"Vere was so interested in him. It may have been that. Or perhaps it
-was something in his look and in his voice when he was singing. I
-don't really know what it was. But that boy made me feel--more
-horribly than I have ever felt before--that Vere is not enough. Emile,
-there is some hunger, so persistent, so peculiar, so intense, that one
-feels as if it must be satisfied eventually, as if it were impossible
-for it not to be satisfied. I think that human hunger for immortal
-life is like that, and I think my hunger for a son is like that. I
-know my hunger can never be satisfied. And yet it lives on in me just
-as if it knew more than I know, as if it knew that it could and must.
-After all these years I can't, no, I can't reconcile myself to the
-fact that Maurice was taken from me so utterly, that he died without
-stamping himself upon a son. It seems as if it couldn't be. And I feel
-to-day that I cannot bear that it is."
-
-There were tears standing in her eyes. She had spoken with a force of
-feeling, with a depth of sincerity, that startled Artois, intimately
-as he knew her. Till this moment he had not quite realized the
-wonderful persistence of love in the hearts of certain women, and not
-only the persistence of love's existence, but of its existence
-undiminished, unabated by time.
-
-"How am I to bear it?" she said, as he did not speak.
-
-"I cannot tell. I am not worthy to know. And besides, I must say to
-you, Hermione, that one of the greatest mysteries in human life, at
-any rate to me, is this: how some human beings do bear the burdens
-laid upon them. Christ bore His cross. But there has only been, since
-the beginning of things, one Christ, and it is unthinkable that there
-can ever be another. But all those who are not Christ, how is it they
-bear what they do bear? It is easy to talk of bravery, the necessity
-for it in life. It is always very easy to talk. The thing that is
-impossible is to understand. How can you come to me to help you, my
-friend? And suppose I were to try. How could I try, except by saying
-that I think Vere is very worthy to be loved with all your love?"
-
-"You love Vere, don't you, Emile?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And I do. You don't doubt that?"
-
-"Never."
-
-"After all I have said, the way I have spoken, you might."
-
-"I do not doubt it for a moment."
-
-"I wonder if there is any mother who would not, if I spoke to her as I
-have spoken to you to-day?"
-
-"I think there is a great deal of untruth spoken of mother's love, a
-great deal of misconception about it, as there is about most very
-strange, and very wonderful and beautiful things. But are you so sure
-that if your husband had stamped himself upon a boy this force within
-you could have been satisfied?"
-
-"I have believed so."
-
-She was silent. Then she added, quietly, "I do believe so."
-
-He did not speak, but sat looking down at the sea, which was full of
-dim color in the cave.
-
-"I think you are doubting that it would have been so?" she said, at
-last.
-
-"Yes, that is true. I am doubting."
-
-"I wonder why?"
-
-"I cannot help feeling that there is passion in you, such passion as
-could not be satisfied in any strict, maternal relationship."
-
-"But I am old, dear Emile," she said, very simply.
-
-"When I was standing by that window, looking at the mountains of
-Ischia, I was saying to myself, 'This is an old, tired world, suitable
-for me--and for you. We are in our right environment to-day.' I was
-saying that, Hermione, but was I believing it, really? I don't think I
-was. And I am ten years older than you, and I have been given a nature
-that was, I think, always older than yours could ever be."
-
-"I wonder if that is so."
-
-She looked at him very directly, even searchingly, not with eager
-curiosity, but with deep inquiry.
-
-"You know, Emile," she added, "I tell you very much, but you tell me
-very little. Not that I wish to ask anything--no. I respect all your
-reserve. And about your work: you tell me all that. It is a great
-thing in my life, your work. Perhaps you don't realize how sometimes I
-live in the book that you are doing, almost as if I were writing it
-myself. But your inner life--"
-
-"But I have been frankness itself with you," said Artois. "To no one
-have I ever said so much as to you."
-
-"Yes, I know, about many things. But about emotion, love,--not
-friendship, the other love--do you get on without that? When you say
-your nature has always been older than mine, do you mean that it has
-always been harder to move by love, that it has had less need of
-love?"
-
-"I think so. For many years in my life I think that work has filled
-the place love occupies in many, perhaps in most men's lives.
-Everything comes second to work. I know that, because if any one
-attempts to interfere with my work, or to usurp any of the time that
-should be given to it, any regard I may have for that person turns at
-once to irritation, almost to hatred."
-
-"I have never done that?"
-
-"You--no. Of course, I have been like other men. When I was young--
-well, Hermione, after all I am a Frenchman, and though I am of
-Normandy, still I passed many years in Paris, as you know."
-
-"All that I understand. But the real thing? Such as I have known?"
-
-"I have never broken my heart for any one, though I have known
-agitations. But even those were long ago. And since I was thirty-five
-I have never felt really dominated by any one. Before that time I
-occasionally passed under the yoke, I believe, like other men. Why do
-you fix your eyes on me like that?"
-
-"I was wondering if you could ever pass under the yoke again."
-
-"Honestly, I do not think so. I am not sure. When can one be certain
-that one will never be, or do, this or that? Surely,"--he smiled,--
-"you are not afraid for me?"
-
-"I do not say that. But I think you have forces in you not fully
-exercised even by your work."
-
-"Possibly. But there the years do really step in and count for
-something, even for much. There is no doubt that as the years
-increase, the man who cares at all for intellectual pleasures is able
-to care for them more, is able to substitute them, without keen
-regret, without wailing and gnashing of teeth, for certain other
-pleasures, to which, perhaps, formerly he clung. That is why the man
-who is mentally and bodily--you know what I mean?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Has such an immense advantage in years of decline over the man who is
-merely a bodily man."
-
-"I am sure that is true. But--"
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"The heart? What about that?"
-
-"Perhaps there are some hearts that can fulfil themselves sufficiently
-in friendship."
-
-As Artois said this his eyes rested upon Hermione with an expression
-in them that revealed much that he never spoke in words. She put out
-her hand, and took his, and pressed it, holding hers over it upon the
-oar.
-
-"Emile," she said, "sometimes you make me feel unworthy and ungrateful
-because--because I still need, I dare to need more than I have been
-given. Without you I don't know how I should have faced it."
-
-"Without me you would never have had to face it."
-
-That was the cry that rose up perpetually in the heart of Artois, the
-cry that Hermione must never hear. He said to her now:
-
-"Without you, Hermione, I should be dust in the dust of Africa!"
-
-"Perhaps we each owe something to the other," she said. "It is blessed
-to have a debt to a friend."
-
-"Would to God that I could pay all my debt to you!" Artois exclaimed.
-
-Again the cavern took up his voice and threw it back to the sea in
-confused and hollow mutterings. They both looked up, as if some one
-were above them, warning them or rebuking them. At that instant they
-had the feeling that they were being watched. But there was only the
-empty gray sea about them, and over their heads the rugged, weary rock
-that had leaned over the sea for countless years.
-
-"Hark!" said Artois, "it is telling me that my debt to you can never
-be paid: only in one way could it be partially discharged. If I could
-show you a path to happiness, the happiness you long for, and need,
-the passionate happiness of the heart that is giving where it rejoices
-to give--for your happiness must always be in generosity--I should
-have partially paid my debt to you. But that is impossible."
-
-"I've made you sad to-day by my complaining," she said, with self-
-rebuke; "I'm sorry. You didn't realize?"
-
-"How it was with you? No, not quite--I thought you were more at peace
-than you are."
-
-"Till to-day I believe I was half deceived too."
-
-"That singing boy, that--what is his name?"
-
-"Ruffo."
-
-"That Ruffo, I should like to run a knife into him under the left
-shoulder-blade. How dare he, a ragamuffin from some hovel of Naples,
-make you know that you are unhappy?"
-
-"How strange it is what outside things, or people who have no
-connection with us or with our lives, can do to us unconsciously!" she
-said. "I have heard a hundred boys sing on the Bay, seen a hundred
-rowing their boats into the Pool--and just this one touches some
-chord, and all the strings of my soul quiver."
-
-"Some people act upon us somewhat as nature does sometimes. And Vere
-paid the boy. There is another irony of unconsciousness. Vere, bone of
-your bone, flesh of your flesh, rewards your pain-giver. How we hide
-ourselves from those we love best and live with most intimately! You,
-her mother, are a stranger to Vere. Does not to-day prove it?"
-
-"Ah, but Vere is not a stranger to me. That is where the mother has
-the advantage of the child."
-
-Artois did not make any response to this remark. To cover his silence,
-perhaps, he grasped the oars more firmly and began to back the boat
-out of the cave. Both felt that it was no longer necessary to stay in
-this confessional of the rock.
-
-As they came out under the grayness of the sky, Hermione, with a
-change of tone, said:
-
-"And your friend? The Marchese--what is his name?"
-
-"Isidoro Panacci."
-
-"Tell me about him."
-
-"He is a very perfect type of a complete Neapolitan of his class. He
-has scarcely travelled at all, except in Italy. Once he has been in
-Paris, where I met him, and once to Lucerne for a fortnight. Both his
-father and mother are Neapolitans. He is a charming fellow, utterly
-unintellectual, but quite clever; shrewd, sharp at reading character,
-marvellously able to take care of himself, and hold his own with
-anybody. A cat to fall on his feet! He is apparently born without any
-sense of fear, and with a profound belief in destiny. He can drive
-four-in-hand, swim for any number of hours without tiring, ride--well,
-as an Italian cavalry officer can ride, and that is not badly. His
-accomplishments? He can speak French--abominably, and pick out all
-imaginable tunes on the piano, putting instinctively quite tolerable
-basses. I don't think he ever reads anything, except the /Giorno/ and
-the /Mattino/. He doesn't care for politics, and likes cards, but
-apparently not too much. They're no craze with him. He knows Naples
-inside out, and is as frank as a child that has never been punished."
-
-"I should think he must be decidedly attractive?"
-
-"Oh, he is. One great attraction he has--he appears to have no sense
-at all that difference of age can be a barrier between two men. He is
-twenty-four, and I am what I am. He is quite unaware that there is any
-gulf between us. In every way he treats me as if I were twenty-four."
-
-"Is that refreshing or embarrassing?"
-
-"I find it generally refreshing. His family accepts the situation with
-perfect naivete. I am welcomed as Doro's chum with all the good-will
-in the world."
-
-Hermione could not help laughing, and Artois echoed her laugh.
-
-"Merely talking about him has made you look years younger," she
-declared. "The influence of the day has lifted from you."
-
-"It would not have fallen upon Isidoro, I think. And yet he is full of
-sentiment. He is a curious instance of a very common Neapolitan
-obsession."
-
-"What is that?"
-
-"He is entirely obsessed by woman. His life centres round woman. You
-observe I use the singular. I do that because it is so much more
-plural than the plural in this case. His life is passed in love-
-affairs, in a sort of chaos of amours."
-
-"How strange that is!"
-
-"You think so, my friend?"
-
-"Yes. I never can understand how human beings can pass from love to
-love, as many of them do. I never could understand it, even before I--
-even before Sicily."
-
-"You are not made to understand such a thing."
-
-"But you do?"
-
-"I? Well, perhaps. But the loves of men are not as your love."
-
-"Yet his was," she answered. "And he was a true Southerner, despite
-his father.
-
-"Yes, he was a true Southerner," Artois replied.
-
-For once he was off his guard with her, and uttered his real thought
-of Maurice, not without a touch of the irony that was characteristic
-of him.
-
-Immediately he had spoken he was aware of his indiscretion. But
-Hermione had not noticed it. He saw by her eyes that she was far away
-in Sicily. And when the boat slipped into the Saint's Pool, and
-Gaspare came to the water's edge to hold the prow while they got out,
-she rose from her seat slowly, and almost reluctantly, like one
-disturbed in a dream that she would fain continue.
-
-"Have you seen the Signorina, Gaspare?" she asked him. "Has she been
-out?"
-
-"No, Signora. She is still in the house."
-
-"Still reading!" said Artois. "Vere must be quite a book-worm!"
-
-"Will you stay to dinner, Emile?"
-
-"Alas, I have promised the Marchesino Isidoro to dine with him. Give
-me a cup of tea /a la Russe/, and one of Ruffo's cigarettes, and then
-I must bid you adieu. I'll take the boat to the Antico Giuseppone, and
-then get another there as far as the gardens."
-
-"One of Ruffo's cigarettes!" Hermione echoed, as they went up the
-steps. "That boy seems to have made himself one of the family
-already."
-
-"Yet I wish, as I said in the cave, that I had put a knife into him
-under the left shoulder-blade--before this morning."
-
-They spoke lightly. It seemed as if each desired for the moment to get
-away from their mood in the confessional of Virgil's Grotto, and from
-the sadness of the white and silent day.
-
-As to Ruffo, about whom they jested, he was in sight of Naples, and
-not far from Mergellina, still rowing with tireless young arms, and
-singing to "Bella Napoli," with a strong resolve in his heart to
-return to the Saint's Pool on the first opportunity and dive for more
-cigarettes.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-At the Antico Giuseppone, Artois left the boat from the islet and,
-taking another, was rowed towards the public gardens of Naples, whose
-trees were faintly visible far off across the Bay. Usually he talked
-familiarly to any Neapolitan with whom he found himself, but to-day he
-was taciturn, and sat in the stern of the broad-bottomed craft looking
-towards the city in silence while the boatman plied his oars. The
-memory of his conversation with Hermione in the Grotto of Virgil, of
-her manner, the look in her eyes, the sound of her voice there, gave
-him food for thought that was deep and serious.
-
-Although Artois had an authoritative, and often an ironical manner
-that frightened timid people, he was a man capable of much emotion and
-of great loyalty. He did not easily trust or easily love, but in those
-whose worth he had thoroughly proved he had a confidence as complete
-as that of a child. And where he placed his complete confidence he
-placed also his affection. The one went with the other almost as
-inevitably as the wave goes with the wind.
-
-In their discussion about the emotion of the heart Artois had spoken
-the truth to Hermione. As he had grown older he had felt the influence
-of women less. The pleasures of sentiment had been gradually
-superceded in his nature--or so at least he honestly believed--by the
-purely intellectual pleasures. More and more completely and
-contentedly had he lived in his work, and in the life of preparation
-for it. This life could never be narrow, for Artois was a traveller,
-and studied many lands.
-
-In the years that had elapsed since the tragedy in Sicily, when the
-husband of Hermione had met his death suddenly in the sea, almost in
-sight of the home of the girl he had betrayed, the fame of Artois had
-grown steadily. And he was jealous of his fame almost as a good woman
-is jealous of her honor. This jealousy had led him to a certain
-selfishness of which he was quite aware--even to a certain hardness
-such as he had hinted to Hermione. Those who strove, or seemed likely
-to strive to interrupt him in his work, he pushed out of his life.
-Even if they were charming women he got rid of them. And the fact that
-he did so proved to him, and not improbably to them, that he was more
-wrapped up in the gratification of the mind than in the gratification
-of the heart, or of the body. It was not that the charm of charming
-women had ceased to please him, but it seemed to have ceased really to
-fascinate him.
-
-Long ago, before Hermione married, he had felt for her a warm and
-intimate friendship. He had even been jealous of Maurice. Without
-being at all in love, he had cared enough for Hermione to be jealous.
-Before her marriage he had looked forward in imagination down a vista
-of long years, and had seen her with a husband, then with children,
-always more definitely separated from himself.
-
-And he had seen himself exceptionally alone, even almost miserably
-alone.
-
-Then fate had spun tragedy into her web. He had nearly died in Africa,
-and had been nursed back to life by this friend of whom he had been
-jealous. And they had gone together to Sicily, to the husband whose
-memory Hermione still adored. And then had followed swiftly the
-murder, the murderer's departure to America, saved by the silence of
-Gaspare, and the journey of the bereaved woman to Italy, where Artois
-had left her and returned to France.
-
-Once more Artois had his friend, released from the love of another
-man. But he wished it were not so. Hermione's generosity met with a
-full response of generosity from him. All his egotism and selfishness
-dropped from him then, shaken down like dead leaves by the tempest of
-a genuine emotion. His knowledge of her grief, his understanding of
-its depth, brought to him a sorrow that was keen, and even exquisitely
-painful. For a long while he was preoccupied by an intense desire to
-assuage it. He strove to do so by acting almost in defiance of his
-nature, by fostering deception. From the Abetone Hermione had written
-him letters, human documents--the tale of the suffering of a woman's
-heart. Many reserves she had from him and from every one. The most
-intimate agony was for her alone, and she kept it in her soul as the
-priest keeps the Sacred Host in its tabernacle. But some of her grief
-she showed in her letters, and some of her desire for comfort. And
-without any definite intention, she indicated to her subtle and
-devoted friend the only way in which he could console her.
-
-For once, driven by his emotion, he took that way.
-
-He allowed Hermione to believe that he agreed with her in the
-conception she had formed of her husband's love for her. It was
-difficult for him to do this, for he had an almost cruel passion for
-truth, and generally a clear insight into human character. Far less
-than many others would have condemned did he, in his mind, condemn the
-man who was dead for the sin against love that he had committed. He
-had understood Maurice as Hermione had not understood him, and
-knowledge is full of pardon. But though he could pardon easily he
-could not easily pretend. By pretending he sinned against himself, and
-helped his friend some steps along the way to peace. He thought he had
-helped her to go much farther along that way than she had gone. And he
-thought that Vere had helped her, too.
-
-Now the hollow mutterings of the rock in Virgil's Grotto seemed to be
-in his heart, as he realized how permanent was the storm in Hermione's
-nature. Something for her he had done. And something--much more, no
-doubt--Vere had done. But how little it all was!
-
-Their helplessness gave him a new understanding of woman.
-
-Hermione had allowed him great privileges, had allowed him to protect
-her, had taken his advice. After Vere was born she had wished to go
-back again to Sicily. The house of the priest, where she had been so
-happy, and so sad, drew her. She longed for it. She desired to make it
-her home. He had fought against her in this matter, and had been aided
-by Gaspare.
-
-There had been a subtle understanding, never expressed, between the
-boy and him.
-
-Artois had played upon her intellect, had appealed, too, to her
-mother's heart.
-
-He had not urged her to try to forget, but he had urged her not
-morbidly to remember, not to cherish and to foster the memory of the
-tragedy which had broken her life. To go back to that tiny home,
-solitary in its beautiful situation, in the changed circumstances
-which were hers, would be, he told her, to court and to summon sorrow.
-He was even cruel to be kind. When Hermione combated his view,
-assuring him that to her Monte Amato was like a sacred place, a place
-hallowed by memories of happiness, he recalled the despair in which
-that happiness had ended. With all the force at his command, and it
-was great, he drew the picture of the life that would be in comparison
-with the life that had been. And he told her finally that what she
-wished to do was morbid, was unworthy of her strength of character,
-was even wicked now that she was a mother. He brought before her mind
-those widows who make a cult of their dead. Would she be one of them?
-Would she steep a little child in such an atmosphere of memories,
-casting a young and tender mind backward into a cruel past instead of
-leading it forward into a joyous present? Maurice had been the very
-soul of happiness. Vere must be linked with the sunbeams. With his
-utmost subtlety Artois described and traced the effect upon a tiny and
-sensitive child of a mother's influence, whether for good or evil,
-until Hermione, who had a deep reverence for his knowledge of all
-phases of human nature, at last, almost in despite of the truth within
-her, of the interior voice which said to her, "With you and Vere it
-would not be so," caught alarm from his apparent alarm, drew distrust
-of herself from his apparent distrust of her.
-
-Gaspare, too, played his part. When Hermione spoke to him of returning
-to the priest's house, almost wildly, and with the hot energy that
-bursts so readily up in Sicilians, he begged her not to go back to the
-/maledetta casa/ in which his Padrone's dead body had lain. As he
-spoke a genuine fear of the cottage came upon him. All the latent
-superstition that dwells in the contadino was stirred as dust by a
-wind. In clouds it flew up about his mind. Fear looked out of his
-great eyes. Dread was eloquent in his gestures. And he, too, referred
-to the child, to the /povera piccola bambina/. It would cast ill-luck
-on the child to bring her up in a chamber of death. Her saint would
-forsake her. She too would die. The boy worked himself up into a
-fever. His face was white. Drops of sweat stood on his forehead.
-
-He had set out to be deceptive--what he would have called /un poco
-birbante/, and he had even deceived himself. He knew that it would be
-dangerous for his Padrona to live again near Marechiaro. Any day a
-chance scrap of gossip might reach her ears. In time she would be
-certain almost to hear something of the dead Padrone's close
-acquaintance with the dwellers in the Casa delle Sirene. She would
-question him, perhaps. She would suspect something. She would inquire.
-She would search. She would find out the hideous truth. It was this
-fear which made him argue on the same side as Artois. But in doing so
-he caught another fear from his own words. He became really natural,
-really truthful in his fear. And--she scarcely knew why--Hermione was
-even more governed by him than by Artois. He had lived with them in
-the Casa del Prete, had been an intimate part of their life there. And
-he was Sicilian of the soil. The boy had a real power to move, to
-dominate her, which he did not then suspect.
-
-Again and again he repeated those words, "/La povera bambina--la
-povera piccola bambina/." And at last Hermione was overcome.
-
-"I won't go to Sicily," she said to Artois. "For if I went there I
-could only go to Monte Amato. I won't go until Vere is old enough to
-wish to go, to wish to see the house where her father and I were
-happy."
-
-And she had never gone back. For Artois had not been satisfied with
-this early victory.
-
-In returning from a tour in North America the following spring, when
-Vere was nearly two years old, he had paid a visit to Marechiaro, and,
-while there, had seen the contadino from whom Hermione had rented, and
-still rented, the house of the priest. The man was middle-aged,
-ignorant but shrewd, and very greedy. Artois made friends with him,
-and casually, over a glass of /moscato/, talked about his affairs and
-the land question in Sicily. The peasant became communicative and, of
-course, loud in his complaining. His land yielded nothing. The price
-of almonds had gone down. The lemon crop had been ruined by the
-storms. As to the vines--they were all devoured by the phylloxera, and
-he had no money to buy and plant vines from America. Artois hinted
-that he received a good rent from the English lady for the cottage on
-Monte Amato. The contadino acknowledged that he received a fair price
-for the cottage and the land about it; but the house, he declared,
-would go to rack and ruin with no one ever in it, and the land was
-lying idle, for the English lady would have everything left exactly as
-it had been when she lived there with her husband. Artois seized upon
-this hint of what was in the peasant's mind, and bemoaned with him his
-situation. The house ought to be occupied, the land all about it, up
-to the very door, and behind upon the sunny mountain-side, planted
-with American vines. If it belonged to him that was what he would do--
-plant American vines, and when the years of yielding came, give a good
-percentage on all the wine made and sold to the man who had tended the
-vineyard.
-
-The peasant's love of money awoke. He only let the cottage to Hermione
-year by year, and had no contract with her extending beyond a twelve-
-months' lease. Before Artois left Marechiaro the tender treachery was
-arranged. When the year's lease was up, the contadino wrote to her
-declining to renew it. She answered, protesting, offering more money.
-But it was all in vain. The man replied that he had already let the
-cottage and the land around it to a grower of vines for a long term of
-years, and that he was getting double the annual price she offered.
-
-Hermione was indignant and bitterly distressed. When this letter
-reached her she was at Fiesole with Vere in a villa which she had
-taken. She would probably have started at once for Sicily; but Vere
-was just then ill with some infantile complaint, and could not be
-left. Artois, who was in Rome, and had received from her the news of
-this carefully arranged disaster, offered to go to Sicily on her
-behalf--and actually went. He returned to tell her that the house of
-the priest was already occupied by contadini, and all the land up to
-the very door in process of being dug up and planted with vines. It
-was useless to make any further offer. The thing was done.
-
-Hermione said nothing, but Artois saw in her eyes how keenly she was
-suffering, and turned his own eyes away. He was only trying to
-preserve her from greater unhappiness, the agony of ever finding out
-the truth; but he felt guilty at that moment, and as if he had been
-cruel to the woman who roused all his tenderness, all his protective
-instinct.
-
-"I shall not go back to Marechiaro now," Hermione said. "I shall not
-go back even to see the grave. I could never feel that anything of his
-spirit lingered there. But I did feel, I should have felt again, as if
-something of him still loved that little house on the mountain, still
-stayed among the oak-trees. It seemed to me that when I took Vere to
-the Casa del Prete she would have learned to know something of her
-father there that she could never have learned to know in another
-place. But now--no, I shall not go back. If I did I should even lose
-my memories, perhaps, and I could not bear that."
-
-And she had not returned. Gaspare went to Marechiaro sometimes, to see
-his family and his friends. He visited the grave and saw that it was
-properly kept. But Hermione remained in Italy. For some time she lived
-near Florence, first at Fiesole, later at Bellosguardo. When the
-summer heat came she took a villa at the Abetone. Or she spent some
-months with Vere beside the sea. As the girl grew older she developed
-a passion for the sea, and seemed to care little for the fascination
-of the pine forests. Hermione, noting this, gave up going to the
-Abetone and took a house by the sea for the whole summer. Two years
-they were at Santa Margherita, one year at Sorrento.
-
-Then, sailing one evening on the sea towards Bagnoli, they saw the
-house on the islet beyond the Pool of San Francesco. Vere was
-enchanted by it.
-
-"To live in it," she exclaimed, "would be almost like living in the
-sea!"
-
-Hermione, too, was fascinated by its situation, the loneliness, the
-wildness, yet the radiant cheerfulness of it. She made inquiries,
-found that it was owned by a Neapolitan who scarcely ever went there,
-and eventually succeeded in getting it on a long lease. For two years
-now she and Vere had spent the summer there.
-
-Artois had noticed that since Hermione had been in the Casa del Mare
-an old desire had begun to revive in her. She spoke more frequently of
-Sicily. Often she stood on the rock and looked across the sea, and he
-knew that she was thinking of those beloved coasts--of the Ionian
-waters, of the blossoming almond-trees among the olives and the rocks,
-of the scarlet geraniums glowing among the thorny cactus, of the giant
-watercourses leading up into the mountains. A hunger was awake in her,
-now that she had a home so near the enchanted island.
-
-He realized it. But he was no longer much afraid. So many years had
-passed that even if Hermione revisited Marechiaro he believed there
-would be little or no danger now of her ever learning the truth. It
-had never been known in the village, and if it had been suspected, all
-the suspicions must have long ago died down. He had been successful in
-his protection. He was thankful for that. It was the one thing he had
-been able to do for the friend who had done so much for him.
-
-The tragedy had occurred because of him. Because of him all knowledge
-of it had been kept from Hermione, and would now be kept from her
-forever--because of him and Gaspare.
-
-This he had been able to do. But how powerless he was, and how
-powerless was Vere!
-
-Now he looked vaguely at the villas of Posilipo, and he realized this
-thoroughly.
-
-Something for her he had done, and something Vere had done. But how
-little it all was!
-
-To-day a new light had been thrown upon Hermione, and he realized what
-she was as he had never realized it before. No, she was right. She
-could never live fully in a girl child--she was not made to do that.
-Why had he ever thought, hoped that perhaps it might be so, that
-perhaps Vere might some day completely and happily fill her life? Long
-ago he had encouraged her to work, to write. Misled by her keen
-intelligence, her enthusiasm, her sincerity and vitality, by the
-passion that was in her, the great heart, the power of feeling, the
-power of criticising and inspiring another which she had freely shown
-to him, Artois had believed--as he had once said to her in London--
-that she might be an artist, but that she preferred to be simply a
-woman. But he found it was not so. Hermione had not the peculiar gift
-of the writer. She could feel, but she could not arrange. She could
-discern, but she could not expose. A flood of words came to her, but
-not the inevitable word. She could not take that exquisite leap from
-the known into the unknown which genius can take with the certainty of
-alighting on firm ground. In short, she was not formed and endowed to
-be an artist. About such matters Artois knew only how to be sincere.
-He was sincere with his friend, and she thanked him for being so.
-
-One possible life was taken from Hermione, the life of the artist who
-lives in the life of the work.
-
-There remained the life in Vere.
-
-To-day Artois knew from Hermione's own lips that she could not live
-completely in her child, and he felt that he had been blind as men are
-often blind about women, are blind because they are secretly selfish.
-The man lives for himself, but he thinks it natural, even
-distinctively womanly, that women should live for others--for him, for
-some other man, for their children. What man finds his life in his
-child? But the woman--she surely ought to, and without difficulty.
-Hermione had been sincere to-day, and Artois knew his blindness, and
-knew his secret selfishness.
-
-The gray was lifting a little over Naples, the distant shadowy form of
-Vesuvius was becoming clearer, more firm in outline. But the boatman
-rowed slowly, influenced by the scirocco.
-
-How, then, was Hermione to live? How was she to find happiness or
-peace? It was a problem which he debated with an ardor that had in it
-something of passion. And he began to wonder how it would have been if
-he had acted differently, if he had allowed her to find out what he
-suspected to be the exact truth of the dead man. Long ago he had saved
-her from suffering. But by doing so had he not dedicated her, not to a
-greater, but to a longer suffering? He might have defiled a beautiful
-memory. He must have done so had he acted differently. But if he had
-defiled it, might not Hermione have been the subject of a great
-revulsion? Horror can kill, but it can also cure. It can surely root
-out love. But from such a heart as Hermione's?
-
-Despite all his understanding of women, Artois felt at a loss to-day.
-He could not make up his mind what would have been the effect upon
-Hermione if she had learned that her husband had betrayed her.
-
-Presently he left that subject and came to Vere.
-
-When he did this he was conscious at once of a change within him. His
-tenderness and pity for Hermione were replaced by another tenderness
-and pity. And these were wholly for Vere. Hermione was suffering
-because of Maurice. But Vere was surely suffering, subconsciously,
-because of Hermione.
-
-There were two links in the chain of suffering, that between Maurice
-and Hermione, and that between Hermione and Vere.
-
-For a moment he felt as if Vere were bereaved, were motherless. The
-sensation passed directly he realized the exaggeration in his mind.
-But he still felt as if the girl were deprived of something which she
-ought to possess, which, till now, he had thought she did possess. It
-seemed to him that Vere stood quite outside of her mother's life,
-instead of in it, in its centre, its core; and he pitied the child,
-almost as he pitied other children from time to time, children to whom
-their parents were indifferent. And yet Hermione loved Vere, and Vere
-could not know what he had only known completely to-day--that the
-mother often felt lonely with the child.
-
-Vere did not know that, but surely some day she would find it out.
-
-Artois knew her character well, knew that she was very sensitive, very
-passionate, quick to feel and quick to understand. He discovered in
-her qualities inherited both from her father and her mother,
-attributes both English and Sicilian. In appearance she resembled her
-father. She had "thrown back" to the Sicilian ancestor, as he had. She
-had the Southern eyes, the Southern grace, the Southern vivacity and
-warmth that had made him so attractive. But Artois divined a certain
-stubbornness in Vere that had been lacking in the dead man, a
-stubbornness that took its rise not in stupidity but in a secret
-consciousness of force.
-
-Vere, Artois thought, might be violent, but would not be fickle. She
-had a loyalty in her that was Sicilian in its fervor, a sense of
-gratitude such as the contadini have, although by many it is denied to
-them; a quick and lively temper, but a disposition that responded to
-joy, to brightness, to gayety, to sunlight, with a swiftness, almost a
-fierceness, that was entirely un-English.
-
-Her father had been the dancing Faun. She had not, could never have
-his gift of thoughtlessness. For she had intellect, derived from
-Hermione, and an old truthfulness that was certainly not Sicilian.
-Often there were what Artois called "Northern Lights" in her
-sincerity. The strains in her, united, made, he thought, a fascinating
-blend. But as yet she was undeveloped--an interesting, a charming
-child, but only a child. In many ways she was young for her age.
-Highly intelligent, she was anything rather than "knowing." Her
-innocence was like clear water in a spring. The graciousness of youth
-was hers to the full.
-
-As Artois thought of it he was conscious, as of a new thing, of the
-wonderful beauty of such innocent youth.
-
-It was horrible to connect it with suffering. And yet that link in the
-chain did exist. Vere had not something that surely she ought to have,
-and, without consciously missing it, she must sometimes subtly,
-perhaps vaguely, be aware that there was a lack in her life. Her
-mother gave her great love. But she was not to her mother what a son
-would have been. And the love that is mingled with regret has surely
-something shadowy in it.
-
-Maurice Delarey had been as the embodiment of joy. It was strange that
-from the fount of joy sorrow was thrown up. But so it was. From him
-sorrow had come. From him sorrow might still come, even for Vere.
-
-In the white and silent day Artois again felt the stirring of
-intuition, as he had felt it long ago. But now he roused himself, and
-resolutely, almost angrily, detached his mind from its excursions
-towards the future.
-
-"Do you often think of to-morrow?" he suddenly said to the boatman,
-breaking from his silence.
-
-"Signore?"
-
-"Do you often wonder what is going to happen to-morrow, what you will
-do, whether you will be happy or sad?"
-
-The man threw up his head.
-
-"No, Signore. Whatever comes is destiny. If I have food to-day it is
-enough for me. Why should I bother about to-morrow's maccheroni?"
-
-Artois smiled. The boat was close in now to the platform of stone that
-projected beneath the wall of the Marina.
-
-As he stepped out he gave the boatman a generous /buonamano/.
-
-"You are quite right, comrade," he said. "It is the greatest mistake
-in the world to bother about to-morrow's maccheroni."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-Three days after Artois' conversation with Hermione in the Grotto of
-Virgil the Marchesino Isidoro Panacci came smiling into his friend's
-apartments in the Hotel Royal des Etrangers. He was smartly dressed in
-the palest possible shade of gray, with a bright pink tie, pink socks,
-brown shoes of the rather boat-like shape affected by many young
-Neopolitans, and a round straw hat, with a small brim, that was set
-slightly on the side of his curly head. In his mouth was a cigarette,
-and in his buttonhole a pink carnation. He took Artois' hand with his
-left hand, squeezed it affectionately, murmured "Caro Emilio," and sat
-down in an easy attitude on the sofa, putting his hat and stick on a
-table near by.
-
-It was quite evident that he had come for no special reason. He had
-just dropped in, as he did whenever he felt inclined, to gossip with
-"Caro Emilio," and it never occurred to him that possibly he might be
-interrupting an important piece of work. The Marchesino could not
-realize work. He knew his friend published books. He even saw him
-sometimes actually engaged in writing them, pen in hand. But he was
-sure anybody would far rather sit and chatter with him, or hear him
-play a valse on the piano, or a bit of the "Boheme," than bend over a
-table all by himself. And Artois always welcomed him. He liked him.
-But it was not only that which made him complaisant. Doro was a type,
-and a singularly perfect one.
-
-Now Artois laid down his pen, and pulled forward an arm-chair opposite
-to the sofa.
-
-"Mon Dieu, Doro! How fresh you look, like a fish just pulled out of
-the sea!"
-
-The Marchesino showed his teeth in a smile which also shone in his
-round and boyish eyes.
-
-"I have just come out of the sea. Papa and I have been bathing at the
-Eldorado. We swam round the Castello until we were opposite your
-windows, and sang 'Funiculi, funicula!' in the water, to serenade you.
-Why didn't you hear us? Papa has a splendid voice, almost like
-Tamagno's in the gramophone, when he sings the 'Addio' from 'Otello.'
-Of course we kept a little out at sea. Papa is so easily recognized by
-his red mustaches. But still you might have heard us."
-
-"I did."
-
-"Then why didn't you come unto the balcony, amico mio?"
-
-"Because I thought you were street singers."
-
-"Davvero? Papa would be angry. And he is in a bad temper to-day
-anyhow."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Well, I believe Gilda Mai is going to bring a /causa/ against
-Viviano. Of course he won't marry her, and she never expected he
-could. Why, she used to be a milliner in the Toledo. I remember it
-perfectly, and now Sigismondo-- But it's really Gilda that has made
-papa angry. You see, he has paid twice for me, once four thousand
-lire, and the other time three thousand five hundred. And then he has
-lost a lot at Lotto lately. He has no luck. And then he, too, was in a
-row yesterday evening."
-
-"The Marchese?"
-
-"Yes, in the Chiaia. He slapped Signora Merani's face twice before
-every one."
-
-"Diavolo! What! a lady?"
-
-"Well, if you like to call her so," returned Doro, negligently. "Her
-husband is an impiegato of the Post-office, or something of the kind."
-
-"But why should the Marchese slap her face in the Chiaia?"
-
-"Because she provoked him. They took a flat in the house my father
-owns in the Strada Chiatamone. After a time they got behind with the
-rent. He let them stay on for six months without paying, and then he
-turned them out. What should he do?" Doro began to gesticulate. He
-held his right hand up on a level with his face, with the fingers all
-drawn together and pressed against the thumb, and moved it violently
-backwards and forwards, bringing it close to the bridge of his nose,
-then throwing it out towards Artois. "What else, I say? Was he to give
-his beautiful rooms to them for nothing? And she with a face like--
-have you, I ask you, Emilio, have you seen her teeth?"
-
-"I have never seen the Signora in my life!"
-
-"You have never seen her teeth? Dio Mio!" He opened his two hands,
-and, lifting his arms, shook them loosely above his head, shutting his
-eyes for an instant as if to ward off some dreadful vision. "They are
-like the keys of a piano from Bordicelli's! Basta!" He dropped his
-hands and opened his eyes. "Yesterday papa was walking in the Chiaia.
-He met Signori Merani, and she began to abuse him. She had a red
-parasol. She shook it at him! She called him vigliacco--papa, a
-Panacci, dei Duchi di Vedrano! The parasol--it was a bright red, it
-infuriated papa. He told the Signora to stop. She knows his temper.
-Every one in Naples knows our tempers, every one! I, Viviano, even
-Sigismondo, we are all the same, we are all exactly like papa. If we
-are insulted we cannot control ourselves. You know it, Emilio!"
-
-"I am perfectly certain of it," said Artois. "I am positive you none
-of you can."
-
-"It does not matter whether it is a man or a woman. We must do
-something with our hands. We have got to. Papa told the Signora he
-should strike her at once unless she put down the red parasol and was
-silent. What did she do, the imbecile? She stuck out her face like
-this,"--he thrust his face forward with the right cheek turned towards
-Artois--"and said, 'Strike me! strike me!' Papa obeyed her. Poom!
-Poom! He gave her a smack on each cheek before every one. 'You want
-education!' he said to her. 'And I shall give it you.' And now she may
-bring a /processo/ too. But did you really think we were street
-singers?" He threw himself back, took the cigarette from his mouth,
-and laughed. Then he caught hold of his blond mustache with both
-hands, gave it an upward twist, at the same time pouting his big lips,
-and added:
-
-"We shall bring a /causa/ against you for that!"
-
-"No, Doro, you and I must never quarrel. By the way, though, I want to
-see you angry. Every one talks of the Panacci temper, but when I am
-with you I always see you smiling or laughing. As to the Marchese, he
-is as lively as a boy. Viviano--"
-
-"Oh, Viviano is a buffone. Have you ever seen him imitate a monkey
-from whom another monkey has snatched a nut?"
-
-"No."
-
-"It is like this--"
-
-With extraordinary suddenness he distorted his whole face into the
-likeness of an angry ape, hunching his shoulders and uttering fierce
-simian cries.
-
-"No, I can't do it."
-
-With equal suddenness and self-possession he became his smiling self
-again.
-
-"Viviano has studied in the monkey-house. And the monk looking the
-other way when he passes along the Marina where the women are bathing
-in the summer! He shall do that for you on Sunday afternoon when you
-come to Capodimonte. It makes even mamma die of laughing, and you know
-how religious she is. But then, of course, men--that does not matter.
-Religion is for women, and they understand that quite well."
-
-The Marchesino never made any pretence of piety. One virtue he had in
-the fullest abundance. He was perfectly sincere with those whom he
-considered his friends. That there could be any need for hypocrisy
-never occurred to him.
-
-"Mamma would hate it if we were saints," he continued.
-
-"I am sure the Marchesa can be under no apprehension on that score,"
-said Artois.
-
-"No, I don't think so," returned the Marchesino, quite seriously.
-
-He had a sense of humor, but it did not always serve him. Occasionally
-it was fitful, and when summoned by irony remained at a distance.
-
-"It is true, Emilio, you have never seen me angry," he continued,
-reverting to the remark of Artois; "you ought to. Till you have seen a
-Panacci angry you do not really know him. With you, of course, I could
-never be angry--never, never. You are my friend, my comrade. To you I
-tell everything."
-
-A sudden remembrance seemed to come to him. Evidently a new thought
-had started into his active mind, for his face suddenly changed, and
-became serious, even sentimental.
-
-"What is it?" asked Artois.
-
-"To-day, just now in the sea, I have seen a girl--Madonna! Emilio, she
-had a little nose that was perfect--perfect. How she was simpatica!
-What a beautiful girl!"
-
-His whole face assumed a melting expression, and he pursed his lips in
-the form of a kiss.
-
-"She was in the sea, too?" asked Artois.
-
-"No. If she had been! But I was with papa. It was just after we had
-been serenading you. She had heard us, I am sure, for she was
-laughing. I dived under the boat in which she was. I did all my tricks
-for her. I did the mermaid and the seal. She was delighted. She never
-took her eyes from me. As to papa--she never glanced at him. Poor
-papa! He was angry. She had her mother with her, I think--a Signora,
-tall, flat, ugly, but she was simpatica, too. She had nice eyes, and
-when I did the seal she could not help laughing, though I think she
-was rather sad."
-
-"What sort of boat were they in?" Artois asked, with sudden interest.
-
-"A white boat with a green line."
-
-"And they were coming from the direction of Posilipo?"
-
-"Ma si! Emilio, do you know them? Do you know the perfect little
-nose?"
-
-The Marchesino laid one hand eagerly on the arm of his friend.
-
-"I believe you do! I am sure of it! The mother--she is flat as a
-Carabiniere, and quite old, but with nice eyes, sympathetic,
-intelligent. And the girl is a little brown--from the sun--with eyes
-full of fun and fire, dark eyes. She may be Italian, and yet--there is
-something English, too. But she is not blonde, she is not cold. And
-when she laughs! Her teeth are not like the keys of a piano from
-Bordicelli's. And she is full of passion, of flame, of sentiment, as I
-am. And she is young, perhaps sixteen. Do you know her? Present me,
-Emilio! I have presented you to all my friends."
-
-"Mio caro, you have made me your debtor for life."
-
-"It isn't true!"
-
-"Indeed it is true. But I do not know who these ladies are. They may
-be Italians. They may be tourists. Perhaps to-morrow they will have
-left Naples. Or they may come from Sorrento, Capri. How can I tell who
-they are?"
-
-The Marchesino suddenly changed. His ardor vanished. His gesticulating
-hands fell to his sides. His expressive face grew melancholy.
-
-"Of course. How can you tell? Directly I was out of the sea and
-dressed, I went to Santa Lucia. I examined every boat, but the white
-boat with the green line was not there, Basta!"
-
-He lit a fresh cigarette and was silent for a moment. Then he said:
-
-"Emilio caro, will you come out with me to-night?"
-
-"With pleasure."
-
-"In the boat. There will be a moon. We will dine at the Antico
-Giuseppone."
-
-"So far off as that?" Artois said, rather abruptly.
-
-"Why not? To-day I hate the town. I want tranquility. At the Antico
-Giuseppone there will be scarcely any one. It is early in the season.
-And afterwards we will fish for sarde, or saraglie. Take me away from
-Naples, Emilio; take me away! For to-night, if I stay--well, I feel
-that I shall not be santo."
-
-Artois burst into his big roaring laugh.
-
-"And why do you want to be santo to-night?" he asked.
-
-"The beautiful girl! I wish to keep her memory, if only for one
-night."
-
-"Very well, then. We will fish, and you shall be a saint."
-
-"Caro Emilio! Perhaps Viviano will come, too. But I think he will be
-with Lidia. She is singing to-night at the Teatro Nuovo. Be ready at
-half-past seven. I will call for you. And now I shall leave you."
-
-He got up, went over to a mirror, carefully arranged his tie, and put
-on his straw hat at exactly the most impudent angle.
-
-"I shall leave you to write your book while I meet papa at the villa.
-Do you know why papa is so careful to be always at the villa at four
-o'clock just now?"
-
-"No!"
-
-"Nor does mamma! If she did! Povera mamma! But she can always go to
-Mass. A rivederci, Emilio."
-
-He moved his hat a little more to one side and went out, swinging his
-walking-stick gently to and fro in a manner that was pensive and
-almost sentimental.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-The Marchesino Panacci was generally very sincere with his friends,
-and the boyish expression in his eyes was not altogether deceptive,
-for despite his wide knowledge of certain aspects of life, not wholly
-admirable, there was really something of the simplicity of a child--of
-a child that could be very naughty--in his disposition. But if he
-could be naïve he could also be mischievous and even subtle, and he
-was very swift in grasping a situation, very sharp in reading
-character, very cunning in the pursuit of his pleasure, very adroit in
-deception, if he thought that publicity of pursuit would be likely to
-lead to the frustration of his purpose.
-
-He had seen at once that Artois either knew, or suspected, who were
-the occupants of the white boat with the green line, and he had also
-seen that, influenced perhaps by one of those second thoughts which
-lead men into caution, Artois desired to conceal his knowledge, or
-suspicion. Instantly the Marchesino had, therefore, dropped the
-subject, and as instantly he had devised a little plan to clear the
-matter up.
-
-The Marchesino knew that when Artois had arrived in Naples he had had
-no friends in the town or neighborhood. But he also knew that recently
-an Englishwoman, an old friend of the novelist, had come upon the
-scene, that she was living somewhere not far off, and that Artois had
-been to visit her once or twice by sea. Artois had spoken of her very
-casually, and the Marchesino's interest in her had not been awakened.
-He was not an inquisitive man by nature, and was always very busy with
-his own pursuit of pleasure. But he remembered now that once he had
-seen his friend being rowed in the direction of Posilipo, and that in
-the evening of the same day Artois had mentioned having been to visit
-his English friend. This fact had suggested to the Marchesino that if
-his suspicion were correct, and the ladies in the white boat with the
-green line were this English friend and a daughter, they probably
-lived in some villa as easily reached by sea as by land. Such villas
-are more numerous towards the point of the Capo di Posilipo than
-nearer Naples, as the high road, after the Mergellina, mounts the hill
-and diverges farther and farther from the sea. The Antico Giuseppone
-is a small waterside ristorante at the point of the Capo di Posilipo,
-a little below the Villa Rosebery.
-
-The Marchesino's suggestion of a dinner there that evening had been
-prompted by the desire to draw his friend into the neighborhood of his
-charmer of the sea. Once there he might either find some pretext for
-making her acquaintance through Artois--if Artois did know her--or, if
-that were impossible, he might at least find out where she lived. By
-the manner of Artois when the Antico Giuseppone was mentioned, he knew
-at once that he was playing his cards well. The occupants of the white
-boat were known to the novelist. They did live somewhere near the
-Antico Giuseppone. And certainly Artois had no desire to bring about
-his--the Marchesino's--acquaintance with them.
-
-That this was so, neither surprised nor seriously vexed the
-Marchesino. He knew a good deal of his friend's character, knew that
-Artois, despite his geniality and friendliness, was often reserved--
-even with him. During their short intimacy he had certainly told
-Artois a great deal more about his affairs with women than had been
-told to him in return. This fact was borne in upon him now. But he did
-not feel angry. A careless good-nature was an essential part of his
-character. He did not feel angry at his friend's secrecy, but he did
-feel mischievous. His lively desire to know the girl with "the perfect
-little nose" was backed up now by another desire--to teach "Caro
-Emilio" that it was better to meet complete frankness with complete
-frankness.
-
-He had strolled out of his friend's room pensively, acting the
-melancholy youth who had lost all hope of succeeding in his desire;
-but directly the door was shut his manner changed. Disregarding the
-lift, he ran lightly down the stairs, made his way swiftly by the
-revolving door into the street, crossed it, and walked towards the
-harbor of Santa Lucia, where quantities of pleasure-boats lie waiting
-for hire, and the boatmen are gathered in knots smoking and gossiping,
-or are strolling singly up and down near the water's edge, keeping a
-sharp look-out for possible customers.
-
-As the Marchesino turned on the bridge that leads towards Castel dell'
-Ovo one of these boatmen met him and saluted him.
-
-"Good-day, Giuseppe," said the Marchesino, addressing him familiarly
-with a broad Neapolitan accent.
-
-"Good-day, Signorino Marchesino," replied the man. "Do you want a
-boat? I will take you for--"
-
-The Marchesino drew out his cigarette case.
-
-"I don't want a boat. But perhaps you can tell me something."
-
-"What is it, Signorino Marchesino?" said the man, looking eagerly at
-the cigarette case which was now open, and which displayed two
-tempting rows of fat Egyptian cigarettes reposing side by side.
-
-"Do you know a boat--white with a green line--which sometimes comes
-into the harbor from the direction of Posilipo? It was here this
-afternoon, or it passed here. I don't know whether it went on to the
-Arsenal."
-
-"White with a green line?" said the man. "That might be--who was there
-in it, Signorino Marchesino?"
-
-"Two ladies, one old and one very young. The young lady--"
-
-"Those must be the ladies from the island," interrupted the man. "The
-English ladies who come in the summer to the Casa del Mare as they
-call it, on the island close to the Grotto of Virgilio by San
-Francesco's Pool. They were here this afternoon, but they're gone
-back. Their boat is white with a green line, Signorino Marchesino."
-
-"Grazie, Giuseppe," said the Marchesino, with an immovable
-countenance. "Do you smoke cigarettes?'
-
-"Signorino Marchesino, I do when I have any soldi to buy them with."
-
-"Take these."
-
-The Marchesino emptied one side of his cigarette case into the
-boatman's hand, called a hired carriage, and drove off towards the
-Villa--the horse going at a frantic trot, while the coachman, holding
-a rein in each hand, ejaculated, "A--ah!" every ten seconds, in a
-voice that was fiercely hortatory.
-
-Artois, from his window, saw the carriage rattle past, and saw his
-friend leaning back in it, with alert eyes, to scan every woman
-passing by. He stood on the balcony for a moment till the noise of the
-wheels on the stone pavement died away. When he returned to his
-writing-table the mood for work was gone. He sat down in his chair. He
-took up his pen. But he found himself thinking of two people, the
-extraordinary difference between whom was the cause of his now linking
-them together in his mind. He found himself thinking of the Marchesino
-and of Vere.
-
-Not for a moment did he doubt the identity of the two women in the
-white boat. They were Hermione and Vere. The Marchesino had read him
-rightly, but Artois was not aware of it. His friend had deceived him,
-as almost any sharp-witted Neapolitan can deceive even a clever
-forestiere. Certainly he did not particularly wish to introduce his
-friend to Vere. Yet now he was thinking of the two in connection, and
-not without amusement. What would they be like together? How would
-Vere's divine innocence receive the amiable seductions of the
-Marchesino? Artois, in fancy, could see his friend Doro for once
-completely disarmed by a child. Vere's innocence did not spring from
-folly, but was backed up by excellent brains. It was that fact which
-made it so beautiful. The innocence and the brains together might well
-read Doro a pretty little lesson. And Vere after the lesson--would she
-be changed? Would she lose by giving, even if the gift were a lesson?
-
-Artois had certainly felt that his instinct told him not to do what
-Doro wanted. He had been moved, he supposed now, by a protective
-sentiment. Vere was delicious as she was. And Doro--he was delightful
-as he was. The girl was enchanting in her ignorance. The youth--to
-Artois the Marchesino seemed almost a boy, indeed, often quite a boy--
-was admirable in his precocity. He embodied Naples, its gay
-/furberia/, and yet that was hardly the word--perhaps rather one
-should say its sunny naughtiness, its reckless devotion to life purged
-of thought. And Vere--what did she embody? Not Sicily, though she was
-in some ways so Sicilian. Not England; certainly not that!
-
-Suddenly Artois was conscious that he knew Doro much better than he
-knew Vere. He remembered the statement of an Austrian psychologist,
-that men are far more mysterious than women, and shook his head over
-it now. He felt strongly the mystery that lay hidden deep down in the
-innocence of Vere, in the innocence of every girl-child of Vere's age
-who had brains, temperament and perfect purity. What a marvellous
-combination they made! He imagined the clear flame of them burning in
-the night of the world of men. Vere must be happy.
-
-When he said this to himself he knew that, perhaps for the first time,
-he was despairing of something that he ardently desired. He was
-transferring a wish, that was something like a prayer in the heart of
-one who had seldom prayed. He was giving up hope for Hermione and
-fastening hope on Vere. For a moment that seemed like treachery, like
-an abandoning of Hermione. Since their interview on the sea Artois had
-felt that, for Hermione, all possibility of real happiness was over.
-She could not detach her love. It had been fastened irrevocably on
-Maurice. It was now fastened irrevocably on Maurice's memory. Long
-ago, had she, while he was alive, found out what he had done, her
-passion for him might have died, and in the course of years she might
-have been able to love again. But now it was surely too late. She had
-lived with her memory too long. It was her blessing--to remember, to
-recall, how love had blessed her life for a time. And if that memory
-were desecrated now she would be as one wrecked in the storm of life.
-Yet with that memory how she suffered!
-
-What could he do for her? His chivalry must exercise itself. He must
-remain in the lists, if only to fight for Hermione in Vere. And the
-Marchesino? Artois seemed to divine that he might be an enemy in
-certain circumstances.
-
-A warmth of sentiment, not very common in Artois, generated within him
-by such thoughts as these, thoughts that detained him from work, still
-glowed in his heart when evening fell and the Marchesino came gayly in
-to take him out upon the sea.
-
-"There's a little wind, Emilio," he said, as they got into the boat in
-the harbor of Santa Lucia; "we can sail to the Antico Giuseppone. And
-after dinner we'll fish for sarde. Isn't it warm? One could sleep out
-on such a night."
-
-They had two men with them. When they got beyond the breakwater the
-sail was set, the Marchesino took the helm, and the boat slipped
-through the smooth sea, rounded the rocks on which the old fort stands
-to stare at Capri, radiant now as a magic isle in the curiously
-ethereal light of evening, and headed for the distant point of land
-which hid Ischia from their eyes. The freedom of the Bay of Naples was
-granted them--the freedom of the sea. As they ran out into the open
-water, and Artois saw the round gray eyes of the Marchesino dancing to
-the merry music of a complete bodily pleasure, he felt like a man
-escaping. He looked back at the city almost as at a sad life over, and
-despite his deep and persistent interest in men he understood the joy
-of the hermit who casts them from him and escapes into the wilds. The
-radiance of the Bay, one of the most radiant of all the inlets of the
-sea, bold and glaring in the brilliant daytime, becomes exquisitely
-delicate towards night. Vesuvius, its fiery watcher, looks like a
-kindly guardian, until perhaps the darkness shows the flame upon its
-flanks, the flame bursting forth from the mouth it opens to the sky;
-and the coast-line by Sorrento, the lifted crest of Capri, even the
-hill of Posilipo, appear romantic and enticing, calling lands holding
-wonderful pleasures for men, joys in their rocks and trees, joys in
-their dim recesses, joys and soft realities fulfilling every dream
-upon their coasts washed by the whispering waves.
-
-The eyes of the Marchesino were dancing with physical pleasure. Artois
-wondered how much he felt the beauty of the evening, and how. His
-friend evidently saw the question in his eyes, for he said:
-
-"The man who knows not Naples knows not pleasure."
-
-"Is that a Neapolitan saying?" asked Artois.
-
-"Yes, and it is true. There is no town like Naples for pleasure. Even
-your Paris, Emilio, with all its theatres, its cocottes, its
-restaurants--no, it is not Naples. No wonder the forestiere come here.
-In Naples they are free. They can do what they will. They know we
-shall not mind. We are never shocked."
-
-"And do you think we are easily shocked in Paris?"
-
-"No, but it is not the same. You have not Vesuvius there. You have not
-the sea, you have not the sun."
-
-Artois began laughingly to protest against the last statement, but the
-Marchesino would not have it.
-
-"No, no, it shines--I know that,--but it is not the sun we have here."
-
-He spoke to the seamen in the Neapolitan dialect. They were brown,
-muscular fellows. In their eyes were the extraordinary boldness and
-directness of the sea. Neither of them looked gay. Many of the
-Neapolitans who are much upon the sea have serious, even grave faces.
-These were intensely, almost overpoweringly male. They seemed to
-partake of the essence of the elements of nature, as if blood of the
-sea ran in their veins, as if they were hot with the grim and inner
-fires of the sun. When they spoke their faces showed a certain
-changefulness that denoted intelligence, but never lost the look of
-force, of an almost tense masculinity ready to battle, perpetually
-alive to hold its own.
-
-The Marchesino was also very masculine, but in a different way and
-more consciously than they were. He was not cultured, but such
-civilization as he had endowed him with a power to catch the moods of
-others not possessed by these men, in whom persistence was more
-visible than adroitness, unless indeed any question of money was to
-the fore.
-
-"We shall get to the Giuseppone by eight, Emilio," the Marchesino
-said, dropping his conversation with the men, which had been about the
-best hour and place for their fishing. "Are you hungry?"
-
-"I shall be," said Artois. "This wind brings an appetite with it. How
-well you steer!"
-
-The Marchesino nodded carelessly.
-
-As the boat drew ever nearer to the point, running swiftly before the
-light breeze, its occupants were silent. Artois was watching the
-evening, with the eyes of a lover of nature, but also with the eyes of
-one who takes notes. The Marchesino seemed to be intent on his
-occupation of pilot. As to the two sailors, they sat in the accustomed
-calm and staring silence of seafaring men, with wide eyes looking out
-over the element that ministered to their wants. They saw it
-differently, perhaps, from Artois, to whom it gave now an intense
-aesthetic pleasure, differently from the Marchesino, to whom it was
-just a path to possible excitement, possible gratification of a new
-and dancing desire. They connected it with strange superstitions, with
-gifts, with deprivations, with death. Familiar and mysterious it was
-purely to them as to all seamen, like a woman possessed whose soul is
-far away.
-
-Just as the clocks of Posilipo were striking eight the Marchesino
-steered the boat into the quay of the Antico Guiseppone.
-
-Although it was early in the season a few deal tables were set out by
-the waterside, and a swarthy waiter, with huge mustaches and a napkin
-over his arm, came delicately over the stones to ask their wishes.
-
-"Will you let me order dinner, Emilio?" said the Marchesino: "I know
-what they do best here."
-
-Artois agreed, and while the waiter shuffled to carry out the
-Marchesino's directions the two friends strolled near the edge of the
-sea.
-
-The breeze had been kindly. Having served them well it was now dying
-down to its repose, leaving the evening that was near to night
-profoundly calm. As Artois walked along the quay he felt the approach
-of calm like the approach of a potentate, serene in the vast
-consciousness of power. Peace was invading the sea, irresistible
-peace. The night was at hand. Already Naples uncoiled its chain of
-lamps along the Bay. In the gardens of Posilipo the lights of the
-houses gleamed. Opposite, but very far off across the sea, shone the
-tiny flames of the houses of Portici, of Torre del Greco, of Torre
-Annunziata, of Castellamare. Against the gathering darkness Vesuvius
-belched slowly soft clouds of rose-colored vapor, which went up like a
-menace into the dim vault of the sky. The sea was without waves. The
-boats by the wharf, where the road ascends past the villa Rosebery to
-the village of Posilipo, scarcely moved. Near them, in a group,
-lounging against the wall and talking rapidly, stood the two sailors
-from Naples with the boatmen of the Guiseppone. Oil lamps glimmered
-upon two or three of the deal tables, round one of which was gathered
-a party consisting of seven large women, three children, and two very
-thin middle-aged men with bright eyes, all of whom were eating
-oysters. Farther on, from a small arbor that gave access to a
-fisherman's house, which seemed to be constructed partially in a cave
-of the rock, and which was gained by a steep and crumbling stairway of
-stone, a mother called shrilly to some half-naked little boys who were
-fishing with tiny hand-nets in the sea. By the table which was
-destined to the Marchesino and Artois three ambulant musicians were
-hovering, holding in their broad and dirty hands two shabby mandolins
-and a guitar. In the distance a cook with a white cap on his head and
-bare arms was visible, as he moved to and fro in the lighted kitchen
-of the old ristorante, preparing a "zuppa di pesce" for the gentlemen
-from Naples.
-
-"Che bella notte!" said the Marchesino, suddenly.
-
-His voice sounded sentimental. He twisted his mustaches and added:
-
-"Emilio, we ought to have brought two beautiful women with us
-to-night. What are the moon and the sea to men without beautiful
-women?"
-
-"And the fishing?" said Artois.
-
-"To the devil with the fishing," replied the young man. "Ecco! Our
-dinner is ready, with thanks to the Madonna!"
-
-They sat down, one on each side of the small table, with a smoking
-lamp between them.
-
-"I have ordered vino bianco," said the Marchesino, who still looked
-sentimental. "Cameriere, take away the lamp. Put it on the next table.
-Va bene. We are going to have 'zuppa di pesce,' gamberi and veal
-cutlets. The wine is Capri. Now then," he added, with sudden violence
-and the coarsest imaginable Neapolitan accent, "if you fellows play
-'Santa Lucia,' 'Napoli Bella,' or 'Sole mio' you'll have my knife in
-you. I am not an Inglese. I am a Neapolitan. Remember that!"
-
-He proved it with a string of gutter words and oaths, at which the
-musicians smiled with pleasure. Then, turning again to Artois, he
-continued:
-
-"If one doesn't tell them they think one is an imbecile. Emilio caro,
-do you not love to see the moon with a beautiful girl?"
-
-His curious assumption that Artois and he were contemporaries because
-they were friends, and his apparently absolute blindness to the fact
-that a man of sixty and a man of twenty-four are hardly likely to
-regard the other sex with an exactly similar enthusiasm, always
-secretly entertained the novelist, who made it his business with this
-friend to be accommodating, and who seldom, if ever, showed himself
-authoritative, or revealed any part of his real inner self.
-
-"Ma si!" he replied; "the night and the moon are made for love."
-
-"Everything is made for love," returned the Marchesino. "Take plenty
-of soaked bread, Emilio. They know how to make this zuppa here.
-Everything is made for love.--Look! There is a boat coming with women
-in it!"
-
-At a short distance from the shore a rowing boat was visible; and from
-it now came shrill sounds of very common voices, followed by shouts of
-male laughter.
-
-"Perhaps they are beautiful," said the Marchesino, at once on the
-alert.
-
-The boat drew in to the quay, and from it there sprang, with much
-noise and many gesticulations, two over-dressed women--probably,
-indeed almost certainly, /canzonettiste/--and the two large young men,
-whose brown fingers and whose chests gleamed with false diamonds. As
-they passed the table where the two friends were sitting, the
-Marchesino raked the women with his bold gray eyes. One of them was
-large and artificially blonde, with a spreading bust, immense hips, a
-small waist, and a quantity of pale dyed hair, on which was perched a
-bright blue hat. The other was fiercely dark, with masses of coarse
-black hair, big, blatant eyes that looked quite black in the dim
-lamplight, and a figure that suggested a self-conscious snake. Both
-were young. They returned the Marchesino's stare with vigorous
-impudence as they swung by.
-
-"What sympathetic creatures!" he murmured. "They are two angels. I
-believe I have seen one of them at the Margherita. What was her name--
-Maria Leoni, I fancy."
-
-He looked enviously at the young men. The arrival of the lobster
-distracted his attention for the moment; but it was obvious that the
-appearance of these women had increased the feeling of sentimentality
-already generated in him by the softness and stillness of the night.
-
-The three musicians, rendered greedy rather than inspired by the
-presence of more clients, now began to pluck a lively street tune from
-their instruments; and the waiter, whose mustaches seemed if possible
-bigger now that night was truly come, poured the white wine into the
-glasses with the air of one making a libation.
-
-As the Marchesino ate, he frequently looked towards the party at the
-neighboring table. He was evidently filled with envy of the two men
-whose jewels glittered as they gesticulated with their big brown
-hands. But presently their pleasure and success recalled to him
-something which he had momentarily forgotten, the reason why he had
-planned this expedition. He was in pursuit. The recollection cheered
-him up, restored to him the strength of his manhood, put him right
-with himself. The envy and the almost sickly sentimentality vanished
-from him, and he broke into the usual gay conversation which seldom
-failed him, either by day or night.
-
-It was past nine before they had finished their coffee. The two
-boatmen had been regaled and had drunk a bottle of wine, and the moon
-was rising and making the oil lamps of the Guiseppone look pitiful.
-From the table where the canzonettiste were established came peals of
-laughter, which obviously upset the seven large and respectable women
-who had been eating oysters, and who now sat staring heavily at the
-gay revellers, while the two thin middle-aged men with bright eyes
-began to look furtively cheerful, and even rather younger than they
-were. The musicians passed round a small leaden tray for soldi, and
-the waiter brought the Marchesino the bill, and looked inquiringly at
-Artois, aware that he at least was not a Neapolitan. Artois gave him
-something and satisfied the musicians, while the Marchesino disputed
-the bill, not because he minded paying, but merely to prove that he
-was a Neapolitan and not an imbecile. The matter was settled at last,
-and they went towards the boat; the Marchesino casting many backward
-glances towards the two angels, who, with their lovers, were becoming
-riotous in their gayety as the moon came up.
-
-"Are we going out into the Bay?" said Artois, as they stepped into the
-boat, and were pushed off.
-
-"Where is the best fishing-ground?" asked the Marchesino of the elder
-of the two men.
-
-"Towards the islet, Signorino Marchesino," he replied at once, looking
-his interlocutor full in the face with steady eyes, but remaining
-perfectly grave.
-
-Artois glanced at the man sharply. For the first time it occurred to
-him that possibly his friend had arranged this expedition with a
-purpose other than that which he had put forward. It was not the
-fisherman's voice which had made Artois wonder, but the voice of the
-Marchesino.
-
-"There are generally plenty of sarde round the islet," continued the
-fisherman, "but if the Signori would not be too tired it would be best
-to stay out the night. We shall get many more fish towards morning,
-and we can run the boat into the Pool of San Francesco, and have some
-sleep there, if the Signori like. We others generally take a nap
-there, and go to work further on in the night. But of course it is as
-the Signori prefer."
-
-"They want to keep us out all night to get more pay," said the
-Marchesino to Artois, in bad French.
-
-He had divined the suspicion that had suddenly risen up in his friend,
-and was resolved to lay it to rest, without, however, abandoning his
-purpose, which had become much more ardent with the coming of the
-night. The voices of the laughing women were ringing in his ears. He
-felt adventurous. The youth in him was rioting, and he was longing to
-be gay, as the men with those women were being gay.
-
-"What do you think, Emilio caro?" he asked.
-
-Then before Artois could reply, he said:
-
-"After all, what do a few soldi matter? Who could sleep in a room on
-such a night? It might be August, when one bathes at midnight, and
-sings canzoni till dawn. Let us do as he says. Let us rest in the--
-what is the pool?" he asked of the fishermen, pretending not to know
-the name.
-
-"The pool of San Francesco, Signorino Marchesino."
-
-"Pool of San Francesco. I remember now. That is the place where all
-the fishermen along the coast towards Nisida go to sleep. I have slept
-there many times when I was a boy, and so has Viviano. To-night shall
-we do as the fishermen, Emilio?"
-
-There was no pressure in his careless voice. His eyes for the moment
-looked so simple, though as eager as a child's.
-
-"Anything you like, mon ami," said Artois.
-
-He did not want to go to San Francesco's Pool with the Marchesino, but
-he did not wish to seem reluctant to go. And he said to himself now
-that his interior hesitation was absurd. Night had fallen. By the time
-they reached the Pool the inmates of the Case del Mare would probably
-be asleep. Even if they were not, what did it matter? The boat would
-lie among the vessels of the fishermen. The Marchesino and he would
-share the fishermen's repose. And even if Hermione and Vere should
-chance to be out of doors they would not see him, or, if they did,
-would not recognize him in the night.
-
-His slight uneasiness, prompted by a vague idea that the Marchesino
-was secretly mischievous, had possibly some plan in his mind connected
-with the islet, was surely without foundation.
-
-He told himself so as the fisherman laid hold of their oars and set
-the boat's prow towards the point of land which conceals the small
-harbor of the Villa Rosebery.
-
-The shrill voices of the two singers died away from their ears, but
-lingered in the memory of the Marchesino, as the silence of the sea
-took the boat to itself, the sea silence and the magic of the moon.
-
-He turned his face towards the silver, beyond which, hidden as yet,
-was the islet where dwelt the child he meant to know.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-Although Hermione had told Artois that she could not find complete
-rest and happiness in her child, that she could not live again in Vere
-fully and intensely as she had lived once, as she still had it in her
-surely to live, she and Vere were in a singularly close relationship.
-They had never yet been separated for more than a few days. Vere had
-not been to school, and much of her education had been undertaken by
-her mother. In Florence she had been to classes and lectures. She had
-had lessons in languages, French, German, and Italian, in music and
-drawing. But Hermione had been her only permanent teacher, and until
-her sixteenth birthday she had never been enthusiastic about anything
-without carrying her enthusiasm to her mother, for sympathy,
-explanation, or encouragement.
-
-Sorrow had not quenched the elan of Hermione's nature. What she had
-told Artois had been true--she was not a finished woman, nor would she
-ever be, so long as she was alive and conscious. Her hunger for love,
-her passionate remembrance of the past, her incapacity to sink herself
-in any one since her husband's death, her persistent, though
-concealed, worship of his memory, all these things proved her
-vitality. Artois was right when he said that she was a force. There
-was something in her that was red-hot, although she was now a middle-
-aged woman. She needed much more than most people, because she had
-much more than most people have to give.
-
-Her failure to express herself in an art had been a tragedy. From this
-tragedy she turned, not with bitterness, but perhaps with an almost
-fiercer energy, to Vere. Her intellect, released from fruitless toil,
-was running loose demanding some employment. She sought that
-employment in developing the powers of her child. Vere was not
-specially studious. Such an out-of-door temperament as hers could
-never belong to a bookworm or a recluse. But she was naturally clever,
-as her father had not been, and she was enthusiastic not only in
-pleasure but in work. Long ago Hermione, trying with loving anxiety to
-educate her boyish husband, to make him understand certain subtleties
-of her own, had found herself frustrated. When she made such attempts
-with Vere she was met half way. The girl understood with swiftness
-even those things with which she was not specially in sympathy. Her
-father's mind had slipped away, ever so gracefully, from all which it
-did not love. Vere's could grasp even an unloved subject. There was
-mental grit in her--Artois knew it. In all her work until her
-sixteenth year Vere had consulted her mother. Nothing of her child
-till then was ever hidden from Hermione, except those things which the
-human being cannot reveal, and sometimes scarcely knows of. The child
-drew very much from her mother, responded to her enthusiasm, yet
-preserved instinctively, and quite without self-consciousness, her own
-individuality.
-
-Artois had noticed this, and this had led him to say that Vere also
-was a force.
-
-But when she was sixteen Vere woke up to something. Until now no one
-but herself knew to what. Sometimes she shut herself up alone in her
-room for long periods. When she came out she looked lazy, her mother
-thought, and she liked to go then to some nook of the rocks and sit
-alone, or to push a boat out into the centre of the Saint's Pool, and
-lie in it with her hands clasped behind her head looking up at the
-passing clouds or at the radiance of the blue.
-
-Hermione knew how fond Vere was of reading, and supposed that this
-love was increasing as the child grew older. She sometimes felt a
-little lonely, but she was unselfish. Vere's freedom was quite
-innocent. She, the mother, would not seek to interfere with it. Soon
-after dinner on the evening of the Marchesino's expedition with
-Artois, Vere had got up from the sofa, on which she had been sitting
-with a book of Rossetti's poems in her hand, had gone over to one of
-the windows, and had stood for two or three minutes looking out over
-the sea. Then she had turned round, come up to her mother and kissed
-her tenderly--more tenderly, Hermione thought, even than usual.
-
-"Good-night, Madre mia," she had said.
-
-And then, without another word, she had gone swiftly out of the room.
-
-After Vere had gone the room seemed very silent. In the evening, if
-they stayed in the house, they usually sat in Hermione's room up-
-stairs. They had been sitting there to-night. The shutters were not
-closed. The window that faced the sea towards Capri was open. A little
-moonlight began to mingle subtly with the light from the two lamps, to
-make it whiter, cleaner, suggestive of outdoor things and large
-spaces. Hermione had been reading when Vere was reading. She did not
-read now Vere was gone. Laying down her book she sat listening to the
-silence, realizing the world without. Almost at her feet was the sea,
-before her a wide-stretching expanse, behind her, confronted by the
-desolate rocks, the hollow and mysterious caverns. In the night, the
-Saint, unwearied, watched his Pool. Not very far off, yet delightfully
-remote, lay Naples with its furious activities, its gayeties, its
-intensities of sin, of misery, of pleasure. In the Galleria, tourists
-from the hotels and from the ships were wandering rather vaguely,
-watched and followed by newspaper sellers, by touts, by greedy, pale-
-faced boys, and old, worn-out men, all hungry for money and
-indifferent how it was gained. Along the Marina, with its huge serpent
-of lights, the street singers and players were making their nightly
-pilgrimage, pausing, wherever they saw a lighted window or a dark
-figure on a balcony, to play and sing the tunes of which they were
-weary long ago. On the wall, high above the sea, were dotted the
-dilettante fishermen with their long rods and lines. And below, before
-each stone staircase that descended to the water, was a waiting boat,
-and in the moonlight rose up the loud cry of "Barca! Barca!" to
-attract the attention of any casual passer-by.
-
-And here, on this more truly sea-like sea, distant from the great
-crowd and from the thronging houses, the real fishermen who live by
-the sea were alert and at work, or were plunged in the quiet sleep
-that is a preparation for long hours of nocturnal wakefulness.
-
-Hermione thought of it all, was aware of it, felt it, as she sat there
-opposite to the open window. Then she looked over to her writing-
-table, on which stood a large photograph of her dead husband, then to
-the sofa where Vere had been. She saw the volume of Rossetti lying
-beside the cushion that still showed a shallow dent where the child's
-head had been resting.
-
-And then she shut her eyes, and asked her imagination to take her away
-for a moment, over the sea to Messina, and along the curving shore,
-and up by winding paths to a mountain, and into a little room in a
-tiny, whitewashed house, not the house of the sea, but of the priest.
-It still stood there, and the terrace was still before it. And the
-olive-trees rustled, perhaps, just now in the wind beneath the stars.
-
-Yes, she was there. Lucrezia and Gaspare were in bed. But she and
-Maurice were sitting in the straw chairs on each side of the table,
-facing the open French window and the flight of shallow steps that led
-down to the terrace.
-
-Faintly she heard the whisper of the sea about the islet, but she
-would not let it hinder her imagination: she translated it by means of
-her imagination into the whisper of the wind low down there, in the
-ravine among the trees. And that act made her think of the ravine,
-seemed presently to set her in the ravine. She was there in the night
-with Gaspare. They were hurrying down towards the sea. He was behind
-her, and she could hear his footsteps--longing to go faster. But she
-was breathless, her heart was beating, there was terror in her soul.
-What was that? A rattle of stones in the darkness, and then an old
-voice muttering "Benedicite!"
-
-She opened her eyes and moved suddenly, like one intolerably stirred.
-What a foe the imagination can be--what a foe! She got up and went to
-the window. She must drive away that memory of the ravine, of all that
-followed after. Often she lingered with it, but to-night, somehow, she
-could not, she dared not. She was less brave than usual to-night.
-
-She leaned out of the window.
-
-"Am I a fool?"
-
-That was what she was saying to herself. And she was comparing herself
-now with other people, other women. Did she know one who could not
-uproot an old memory, who could suffer, and desire, and internally
-weep, after more than sixteen years?
-
-"I suppose it is preposterous."
-
-She deliberately chose that ugly word to describe her own condition of
-soul. But instantly it seemed to her as if far down in that soul
-something rose up and answered:
-
-"No, it is not. It is beautiful. It is divine. It is more--it is due.
-He gave you the greatest gift. He gave you what the whole world is
-always seeking; even in blindness, even in ignorance, even in terrible
-vice. He gave you love. How should you forget him?"
-
-Far away on the sea that was faintly silvered by the moon there was a
-black speck. It was, or seemed from the distance to be, motionless.
-Hermione's eyes were attracted to it, and again her imagination
-carried her to Sicily. She stood on the shore by the inlet, she saw
-the boat coming in from the open sea. Then it stopped midway--like
-that boat.
-
-She heard Gaspare furiously weeping.
-
-But the boat moved, and the sound that was in her imagination died
-away, and she said to herself, "All that was long ago."
-
-The boat out there was no doubt occupied by Neapolitan fishermen, and
-she was here on the islet in the Sea of Naples, and Sicily was far
-away across the moonlit waters. As to Gaspare--she was sure he was not
-weeping, faithful though he was to the memory of the dead Padrone.
-
-And Vere? Hermione wondered what Vere was doing. She felt sure, though
-she did not know why, that Vere had not gone to bed. She realized
-to-night that her child was growing up rapidly, was passing from the
-stage of childhood to the stage of girlhood, was on the threshold of
-all the mysterious experiences that life holds for those who have
-ardent temperaments and eager interests, and passionate desires and
-fearless hearts.
-
-To-night Hermione felt very strongly the difference between the father
-and the daughter. There was a gravity in Vere, a firmness that Maurice
-had lacked. Full of life and warmth as she was, she was not the pure
-spirit of joy that he had been in those first days in Sicily. She was
-not irresponsible. She was more keenly aware of others, of just how
-they were feeling, of just how they were thinking, than Maurice had
-been.
-
-Vere was very individual.
-
-With that thought there came to Hermione a deeper sense of loneliness.
-She was conscious now in this moment, as she had never been conscious
-before, of the independence of her child's character. The knowledge of
-this independence seemed to come upon her suddenly--she could not tell
-why; and she saw Vere apart from her, detached, like a column in a
-lonely place.
-
-Vere must not escape from her. She must accompany her child step by
-step. She must not be left alone. She had told Emile that she could
-not live again in Vere. And that was true. Vere was not enough. But
-Vere was very much. Without Vere, what would her life be?
-
-A wave of melancholy flowed over her to-night, a tide come from she
-knew not where. Making an effort to stem it, she recalled her
-happiness with Maurice after that day of the Tarantella. How
-groundless had really been her melancholy then! She had imagined him
-escaping from her, but he had remained with her, and loved her. He had
-been good to her until the end, tender and faithful. If she had ever
-had a rival, that rival had been Sicily. Always her imagination was
-her torturer.
-
-Her failure in art had been a tragedy because of this. If she could
-have set her imagination free in an art she would have been far safer
-than she was. Emile Artois was really lonelier than she, for he had
-not a child. But his art surely saved him securely from her sense of
-desolation. And then he was a man, and men must need far less than
-women do. Hermione felt that it was so. She thought of Emile in his
-most helpless moment, in that period when he was ill in Kairouan
-before she came. Even then she believed that he could not have felt
-quite so much alone as she did now; for men never long to be taken
-care of as women do. And yet she was well, in this tranquil house
-which was her own--with Vere, her child, and Gaspare, her devoted
-servant.
-
-As mentally she recounted her benefits, the strength there was in her
-arose, protesting. She called herself harsh names: egoist, craven,
-/faineant/. But it was no use to attack herself. In the deeps of her
-poor, eager, passionate, hungry woman's nature something wept, and
-needed, and could not be comforted, and could not be schooled. It
-complained as one feeble, but really it must be strong; for it was
-pitilessly persistent in its grieving. It had a strange endurance.
-Life, the passing of the years, could not change it, could not still
-it. Those eternal hungers of which Hermione had spoken to Artois--they
-must have their meaning. Somewhere, surely, there are the happy
-hunting-grounds, dreamed of by the red man--there are the Elysian
-Fields where the souls that have longed and suffered will find the
-ultimate peace.
-
-There came a tap at the door.
-
-Hermione started up from the cushion against which she had pressed her
-head, and opened her eyes, instinctively laying her hand on Vere's
-volume of Rossetti, and pretending to read it.
-
-"Avanti!" she said.
-
-The door opened and Gaspare appeared. Hermione felt an immediate
-sensation of comfort.
-
-"Gaspare," she said, "what is it? I thought you were in bed."
-
-"Ha bisogna Lei?" he said.
-
-It was a most familiar phrase to Hermione. It had been often on
-Gaspare's lips when he was a boy in Sicily, and she had always loved
-it, feeling as if it sprang from a nature pleasantly ready to do
-anything in her service. But to-night it had an almost startling
-appropriateness, breaking in as if in direct response to her gnawing
-hunger of the heart. As she looked at Gaspare, standing by the door in
-his dark-blue clothes, with an earnest expression on his strong,
-handsome face, she felt as if he must have come just then because he
-was conscious that she had so much need of help and consolation. And
-she could not answer "no" to his simple question.
-
-"Come in, Gaspare," she said, "and shut the door. I'm all alone. I
-should like to have a little talk with you."
-
-He obeyed her, shut the door gently, and came up to her with the
-comfortable confidence of one safe in his welcome, desired not merely
-as a servant but as a friend by his Padrona.
-
-"Did you want to say anything particular, Gaspare?" Hermione asked
-him. "Here--take a cigarette."
-
-She gave him one. He took it gently, twitching his nose as he did so.
-This was a little trick he had when he was pleased.
-
-"You can smoke it here, if you like."
-
-"Grazie, Signora."
-
-He lit it gravely and took a whiff. Then he said:
-
-"The Signorina is outside."
-
-"Is she?"
-
-Hermione looked towards the window.
-
-"It is a lovely night."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-He took another whiff, and turned his great eyes here and there,
-looking about the room. Hermione began to wonder what he had to say to
-her. She was certain that he had come to her for some reason other
-than just to ask if she had need of him.
-
-"It does the Signorina good to get a breath of air before she goes to
-bed," Hermione added, after a moment of silence. "It makes her sleep."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-He still stood calmly beside her, but now he looked at her with the
-odd directness which had been characteristic of him as a boy, and
-which he had not lost as a man.
-
-"The Signorina is getting quite big, Signora," he said. "Have you
-noticed? Per Dio! In Sicily, if the Signorina was a Sicilian, the
-giovinotti would be asking to marry her."
-
-"Ah, but, Gaspare, the Signorina is not a Sicilian," she said. "She is
-English, you know, and English girls do not generally think of such
-things till they are much older than Sicilians."
-
-"But, Signora," said Gaspare, with the bluntness which in him was
-never rudeness, but merely the sincerity which he considered due to
-his Padrona--due also to himself, "my Padrone was like a real
-Sicilian, and the Signorina is his daughter. She must be like a
-Sicilian too, by force."
-
-"Your Padrone, yes, he was a real Sicilian," Hermione said softly.
-"But, well, the Signorina has much more English blood in her veins
-than Sicilian. She has only a little Sicilian blood."
-
-"But the Signorina thinks she is almost a Sicilian. She wishes to be a
-Sicilian."
-
-"How do you know that, Gaspare?" she asked, smiling a little at his
-firmness and persistence.
-
-"The Signorina said so the other day to the giovinotto who had the
-cigarettes, Signora. I talked to him, and he told me. He said the
-Signorina had said to him that she was partly a Sicilian, and that he
-had said 'no,' that she was English. And when he said that--he said to
-me--the Signorina was quite angry. He could see that she was angry by
-her face."
-
-"I suppose that is the Sicilian blood, Gaspare. There is some in the
-Signorina's veins, of course. And then, you know, both her father and
-I loved your country. I think the Signorina must often long to see
-Sicily."
-
-"Does she say so?" asked Gaspare, looking rather less calm.
-
-"She has not lately. I think she is very happy here. Don't you?"
-
-"Si, Signora. But the Signorina is growing up now, and she is a little
-Sicilian anyhow, Signora."
-
-He paused, looking steadily at his Padrona.
-
-"What is it, Gaspare? What do you want to say to me?"
-
-"Signora, perhaps you will say it is not my business, but in my
-country we do not let girls go about by themselves after they are
-sixteen. We know it is better not. Ecco!"
-
-Hermione had some difficulty in not smiling. But she knew that if she
-smiled he might be offended. So she kept her countenance and said:
-
-"What do you mean, Gaspare? The Signorina is nearly always with me."
-
-"No, Signora. The Signorina can go wherever she likes. She can speak
-to any one she pleases. She is free as a boy is free."
-
-"Certainly she is free. I wish her to be free."
-
-"Va bene, Signora, va bene."
-
-A cloud came over his face, and he moved as if to go. But Hermione
-stopped him.
-
-"Wait a minute, Gaspare. I want you to understand. I like your care
-for the Signorina. You know I trust you and depend on you more than on
-almost any one. But you must remember that I am English, and in
-England, you know, things in some ways are very different from what
-they are in Sicily. Any English girl would be allowed the freedom of
-the Signorina."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Why not? What harm does it do? The Signorina does not go to Naples
-alone."
-
-"Per Dio!" he interrupted, in a tone almost of horror.
-
-"Of course I should never allow that. But here on the island--why,
-what could happen to her here? Come, Gaspare, tell me what it is you
-are thinking of. You haven't told me yet. I knew directly you came in
-that you had something you wanted to say. What is it?"
-
-"I know it is not my business," he said. "And I should never speak to
-the Signorina, but--"
-
-"Well, Gaspare?"
-
-"Signora, all sorts of people come here to the island--men from
-Naples. We do not know them. We cannot tell who they are. And they can
-all see the Signorina. And they can even talk to her."
-
-"The fishermen, you mean?"
-
-"Any one who comes in a boat."
-
-"Well, but scarcely any one ever comes but the fishermen. You know
-that."
-
-"Oh, it was all very well when the Signorina was a little girl, a
-child, Signora," he said, almost hotly. "But now it is different. It
-is quite different."
-
-Suddenly Hermione understood. She remembered what Vere had said about
-Gaspare being jealous. He must certainly be thinking of the boy-diver,
-of Ruffo.
-
-"You think the Signorina oughtn't to talk to the fishermen?" she said.
-
-"What do we know of the fishermen of Naples, Signora? We are not
-Neapolitans. We are strangers here. We do not know their habits. We do
-not know what they think. They are different from us. If we were in
-Sicily! I am a Sicilian. I can tell. But when men come from Naples
-saying they are Sicilians, how can I tell whether they are ruffiani or
-not?"
-
-Gaspare's inner thought stood revealed.
-
-"I see, Gaspare," Hermione said, quietly. "You think I should not have
-let the Signorina talk to that boy the other day. But I saw him
-myself, and I gave the Signorina leave to take him some cigarettes.
-And he dived for her. She told me all about it. She always tells me
-everything."
-
-"I do not doubt the Signorina," said Gaspare. "But I thought it was my
-duty to tell you what I thought, Signora. Why should people come here
-saying they are of my country, saying they are Sicilians, and talking
-as the Neapolitans talk?"
-
-"Well, but at the time, you didn't doubt that boy was what he said he
-was, did you?"
-
-"Signora, I did not know. I could not know. But since then I have been
-thinking."
-
-"Well, Gaspare, you are quite right to tell me. I prefer that. I have
-much faith in you, and always shall have. But we must not say anything
-like this to the Signorina. She would not understand what we meant."
-
-"No, Signora. The Signorina is too good."
-
-"She would not understand, and I think she would be hurt"--Hermione
-used the word "/offesa/,"--"as you would be if you fancied I thought
-something strange about you."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"Good-night, Gaspare."
-
-"Good-night, Signora. Buon riposo."
-
-He moved towards the door. When he reached it he stopped and added:
-
-"I am going to bed, Signora."
-
-"Go. Sleep well."
-
-"Grazie, Signora. The Signorina is still outside, I am sure."
-
-"She goes out for a minute nearly every evening, Gaspare. She likes
-the air and to look at the sea."
-
-"Si, Signora; in a minute I shall go to bed. Buon riposo."
-
-And he went out.
-
-When he had gone Hermione remained at first where she was. But Gaspare
-had effectually changed her mood, had driven away what she chose to
-call her egoism, had concentrated all her thoughts on Vere. He had
-never before spoken like this about the child. It was a sudden waking
-up on his part to the fact that Vere was growing up to womanhood.
-
-When he chose, Gaspare could always, or nearly always, make his
-Padrona catch his mood, there was something so definite about him that
-he made an impression. And, though he was easily inclined to be
-suspicious of those whom he did not know well, Hermione knew him to be
-both intelligent and shrewd, especially about those for whom he had
-affection. She wondered now whether it were possible that Gaspare saw,
-understood, or even divined intuitively, more clearly than she did--
-she, a mother!
-
-It was surely very unlikely.
-
-She remembered that Gaspare had a jealous nature, like most of his
-countrymen.
-
-Nevertheless he had suddenly made the islet seem different to her. She
-had thought of it as remote, as pleasantly far away from Naples,
-isolated in the quiet sea. But it was very easy to reach from Naples,
-and, as Gaspare had said, what did they know, or understand, of the
-Neapolitans, they who were strangers in the land?
-
-She wondered whether Vere was still outside. To-night she certainly
-envisaged Vere newly. Never till to-night had she thought of her as
-anything but a child; as characteristic, as ardent, as determined
-sometimes, perhaps as forceful even, but always with a child's mind
-behind it all.
-
-But to the people of the South Vere was already a woman--even to
-Gaspare, who had held her in his arms when she was in long clothes. At
-least Hermione supposed so now, after what Gaspare had said about the
-giovinotti, who, in Sicily, would have been wishing to marry Vere, had
-she been Sicilian. And perhaps even the mind of Vere was more grown-up
-than her mother had been ready to suppose.
-
-The mother was conscious of a slight but distinct uneasiness. It was
-vague. Had she been asked to explain it she could not, perhaps, have
-done so.
-
-Presently, after a minute or two of hesitation, she went to the window
-that faced north, opened it, and stood by, listening. It was from the
-sea on this side that the fishermen who lived in the Mergellina, and
-in the town of Naples, came to the islet. It was from this direction
-that Ruffo had come three days ago.
-
-Evidently Gaspare had been turning over the boy's acquaintance with
-Vere in his mind all that time, disapproving of it, secretly
-condemning Hermione for having allowed it. No, not that; Hermione felt
-that he was quite incapable of condemning her. But he was a watchdog
-who did not bark, but who was ready to bite all those who ventured to
-approach his two mistresses unless he was sure of their credentials.
-And of this boy's, Ruffo's, he was not sure.
-
-Hermione recalled the boy; his brown healthiness, his laughing eyes
-and lips, his strong young body, his careless happy voice. And she
-found herself instinctively listening by the window to hear that voice
-again.
-
-Now, as she looked out, the loveliness of the night appealed to her
-strongly, and she felt sure that Vere must be still outside, somewhere
-under the moon.
-
-Just beneath the window was the narrow terrace, on to which she had
-stepped out, obedient to Vere's call, three days ago. Perhaps Vere was
-there, or in the garden beyond. She extinguished the lamp. She went to
-her bedroom to get a lace shawl, which she put over her head and drew
-round her shoulders like a mantilla. Then she looked into Vere's room,
-and found it empty.
-
-A moment later she was on the terrace bathed in the radiance of the
-moon.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-Vere was outside under the stars. When she had said good-night and had
-slipped away, it was with the desire to be alone, to see no one, to
-speak with no one till next morning. But the desires of the young
-change quickly, and Vere's presently changed.
-
-She came out of the house, and passing over the bridge that connected
-together the two cliffs of which the islet was composed, reached the
-limit of the islet. At the edge of the precipice was a seat, and there
-she sat down. For some time she rested motionless, absorbing the
-beauty and the silence of the night. She was looking towards Ischia.
-She wished to look that way, to forget all about Naples, the great
-city which lay behind her.
-
-Here were the ancient caves darkening with their mystery the silver
-wonder of the sea. Here the venerable shore stretched towards lands
-she did not know. They called to the leaping desires of her heart as
-the city did not call. They carried her away.
-
-Often, from this seat, on dark and moonless nights, she had watched
-the fishermen's torches flaring below her in the blackness, and had
-thrilled at the mystery of their occupation, and had imagined them
-lifting from the sea strange and wonderful treasures, that must change
-the current of their lives: pearls such as had never before been given
-to the breasts of women, caskets that had lain for years beneath the
-waters, bottles in which were stoppered up magicians who, released,
-came forth in smoke, as in the Eastern story.
-
-Once she had spoken of this last imagination to Gaspare, and had seen
-his face suddenly change and look excited, vivid, and then sad. She
-had asked him why he looked like that, and, after a moment of
-hesitation, he had told her how, long ago, before she was born, his
-Padrone had read to him such a tale as they lay together upon a
-mountain side in Sicily. Vere had eagerly questioned him, and he,
-speaking with vehemence in the heat of his recollection, had brought
-before her a picture of that scene in his simple life; had shown her
-how he lay, and how the Padrone lay, he listening, the Padrone, book
-in hand, reading about the "mago africano." He had even told Vere of
-their conversation afterwards, and how he had said that he would
-always be free, that he would never be "stoppered up," like the "mago
-africano." And when she had wondered at his memory growing still more
-excited he had told her many other things of which his Padrone and he
-had talked together, and had made her feel the life of the past on
-Monte Amato as no cultured person, she believed, could ever have made
-her feel it. But when she had sought to question him about her
-father's death he had become silent, and she had seen that it would be
-impossible to make him obey her and tell her all the details that she
-longed to know.
-
-To-night Vere could see no fishermen at work. The silver of the sea
-below her was unbroken by the black forms of gliding boats, the
-silence was unbroken by calling voices. And to-night she was glad that
-it was so; for she was in the mood to be quite alone. As she sat there
-very still she seemed to herself to be drawing nearer to the sea, and
-drawing the sea to her. Indeed, she was making some such imaginative
-attempt as her mother was making in the house--to become, in fancy at
-least, one with something outside of her, to be fused with the sea, as
-her mother desired to be fused with her. But Vere's endeavor was not
-tragic, like her mother's, but was almost tenderly happy. She thought
-she felt the sea responding to her as she responded to the sea. And
-she was very glad in that thought.
-
-Presently she began to wonder about the fishermen.
-
-How did they feel about the sea? To her the sea was romantic and
-personal. Was it romantic and personal to them? They were romantic to
-her because of their connection with the sea, which had imprinted upon
-them something of itself, showed forth in them, by means of them,
-something surely of its own character; but probably, almost certainly,
-she supposed, they were unconscious of this. They lived by the sea.
-Perhaps they thought of it as of a vast money-bag, into which they
-dipped their hands to get enough to live by. Or perhaps they thought
-of it as an enemy, against which they lived in perpetual war, from
-which they wrung, as it were at the sword's point, a poor and
-precarious booty.
-
-As she sat thinking about this Vere began to change in her desire, to
-wish there were some fishermen out to-night about the islet, and that
-she could have speech of them. She would like to find out from one of
-them how they regarded the sea.
-
-She smiled as she imagined a conversation between herself and some
-strong, brown, wild Neapolitan, she questioning and he replying. How
-he would misunderstand her! He would probably think her mad. And yet
-sometimes the men of the sea in their roughness are imaginative. They
-are superstitious. But a man--no, she could not question a man. Her
-mind went to the boy diver, Ruffo. She had often thought about Ruffo
-during the last three days. She had expected to see him again. He had
-said nothing about returning to the islet, but she had felt sure he
-would return, if only in the hope of being given some more cigarettes.
-Boys in his position, she knew well, do not get a present of Khali
-Targa cigarettes every day of the week. How happy he had looked when
-he was smoking them! She remembered exactly the expression of his
-brown face now, as she sat watching the empty, moonlit sea. It was not
-greedy. It was voluptuous. She remembered seeing somewhere a picture
-of some Sultan of the East reclining on a divan and smoking a chibouk.
-She thought Ruffo had looked rather like the Sultan, serenely secure
-of all earthly enjoyment. At that moment the Pool of San Francesco had
-stood to the boy for the Paradise of Mahomet.
-
-But Ruffo had not come again.
-
-Each morning Vere had listened for his voice, had looked down upon the
-sea for his boat, but all in vain. On the third day she had felt
-almost angry with him unreasonably. But then she remembered that he
-was not his own master, not the owner of the boat. Of course, he could
-not do what he liked. If he could--well, then he would have come back.
-She was positive of that.
-
-If he ever did come back, she said to herself now, she would question
-him about the sea. She would get at his thoughts about the sea, at his
-feelings. She wondered if they could possibly be at all like hers. It
-was unlikely, she supposed. They two were so very different. And
-yet--!
-
-She smiled to herself again, imagining question and answer with Ruffo.
-He would not think her mad, even if she puzzled him. They understood
-each other. Even her mother had said that they seemed to be in
-sympathy. And that was true. Difference of rank need not, indeed
-cannot, destroy the magic chain if it exists, cannot prevent its links
-from being forged. She knew that her mother was in sympathy with
-Gaspare, and Gaspare with her mother. So there was no reason why she
-should not be in sympathy with Ruffo.
-
-If he were here to-night she would begin at once to talk to him about
-the sea. But of course he would never come at night to the islet.
-
-Vere knew that the Neapolitan fishermen usually keep each to his own
-special branch of the common profession. By this time of night, no
-doubt, Ruffo was in his home at the Mergellina, sitting in the midst
-of his family, or was strolling with lively companions of his own age,
-or, perhaps, was fast asleep in bed.
-
-Vere felt that it would be horrible to go to bed on such a night, to
-shut herself in from the moon and the sea. The fishermen who slept in
-the shelter of the Saint's Pool were enviable. They had the stars
-above them, the waters about them, the gentle winds to caress them as
-they lay in the very midst of romance.
-
-She wondered whether there were any boats in the Saint's Pool
-to-night. She had not been to see. A few steps and she could look
-over. She got up and went back to the bridge, treading softly because
-she was thinking of repose. There she stopped and looked down. She saw
-two boats on the far side of the Pool almost at the feet of the Saint.
-The men in them must be lying down, for Vere could see only the boats,
-looking black, and filled with a confused blackness--of sails
-probably, and sleeping men. The rest of the pool was empty, part of it
-bright with the radiance of the moon, part of it shading away to the
-mysterious dimness of still water at night under the lee of cliffs.
-
-For some time the girl stood, watching. Just at that moment her active
-brain almost ceased to work, stilled by the reverie that is born of
-certain night visions. Without these motionless boats the Pool of the
-Saint would have been calm. With them, its stillness seemed almost
-ineffably profound. The hint of life bound in the cores of sleep,
-prisoner to rest, deepened Nature's impression and sent Vere into
-reverie. There were no trees here. No birds sang, for although it was
-the month of the nightingales, none ever came to sing to San
-Francesco. No insects chirped or hummed. All was stark and almost
-fearfully still as in a world abandoned; and the light fell on the old
-faces of the rocks faintly, as if it feared to show the ravages made
-in them by the storms of the long ages they had confronted and defied.
-
-Vere had a sensation of sinking very slowly down into a gulf, as she
-stood there, not falling, but sinking, down into some world of quiet
-things, farther and farther down, leaving all the sounds of life far
-up in light above her. And descent was exquisite, easy and natural,
-and, indeed, inevitable. Nothing called her from below. For where she
-was going there were no voices. Yet she felt that at last there would
-be something to receive her; mystical stillness, mystical peace.
-
-A silky sound--far off--checked that imaginative descent that seemed
-so physical, first merely arrested it, then, always silky, but growing
-louder, took her swiftly and softly back to the summit she had left.
-Now she was conscious again of herself and of the night. She was
-listening. The sound that had broken her reverie was the gentle sweep
-of big-bladed oars through the calm sea. As she knew this she saw,
-away to the right, a black shadow stealing across the silver waste
-beyond the islet. It pushed its way to the water at her very feet, and
-chose that as its anchorage.
-
-The figure of the rower stood up straight and black for a moment,
-looking lonely in the night.
-
-Vere could not see his face, but she knew at once that he was Ruffo.
-Her inclination was to bend down with the soft cry of "Pescator!"
-which she had sent to him on the sunny morning of their meeting. She
-checked it, why she scarcely knew, in obedience to some imperious
-prompting of her nature. But she kept her eyes on him. And they were
-full of will. She was willing him not to lie down in the bottom of the
-boat and sleep. She knew that he and his companions must have come to
-the pool at that hour to rest. There were three other men in the boat.
-Two had been sitting on the gunwale of it, and now lay down. The
-third, who was in the bows, exchanged some words with the rower, who
-replied. Vere could hear the sound of their voices, but not what they
-said. The conversation continued for two or three minutes, while Ruffo
-was taking in the oars and laying them one on each side of the boat.
-When he had done this he stretched up his arms to their full length
-above his head, and a loud noise of a prolonged yawn came up to Vere,
-and nearly made her laugh. Long as it was, it seemed to her to end
-abruptly. The arms dropped down.
-
-She felt sure he had seen her watching, and stayed quite still,
-wondering what he was going to do. Perhaps he would tell the other
-man. She found herself quickly hoping that he would not. That she was
-there ought to be their little secret.
-
-All this that was passing through her mind was utterly foreign to any
-coquetry. Vere had no more feeling of sex in regard to Ruffo than she
-would have had if she had been a boy herself. The sympathy she felt
-with him was otherwise founded, deep down in mysteries beyond the
-mysteries of sex.
-
-Again Ruffo and the man who had not lain down spoke together. But the
-man did not look up to Vere. He must have looked if his attention had
-been drawn to the fact that she was there--a little spy upon the men
-of the sea, considering them from her eminence.
-
-Ruffo had not told. She was glad.
-
-Presently the man moved from his place in the bows. She saw him lift a
-leg to get over into the stern, treading carefully in order not to
-trample on his sleeping companions. Then his black figure seemed to
-shut up like a telescope. He had become one with the dimness in the
-boat, was no longer detached from it. Only Ruffo was still detached.
-Was he going to sleep, too?
-
-A certain tenseness came into Vere's body. She kept her eyes, which
-she had opened very wide, fixed upon the black figure. It remained
-standing. The head moved. He was certainly looking up. She realized
-that he was not sleepy, despite that yawn,--that he would like to
-speak to her--to let her know that he knew she was there.
-
-Perhaps he did not dare to--or, not that, perhaps fishermen's
-etiquette, already enshrined in his nature, did not permit him to come
-ashore. The boat was so close to the land that he could step on to it
-easily.
-
-She leaned down.
-
-"Pescator!"
-
-It was scarcely more than a whisper. But the night was so intensely
-still that he heard it. Or, if not that, he felt it. His shadow--so it
-seemed in the shadow of the cliff--flitted out of the boat and
-disappeared.
-
-He was coming--to have that talk about the sea.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-"Buona sera, Signorina."
-
-"Buona sera, Ruffo."
-
-She did not feign surprise when he came up to her.
-
-"So you fish at night?" she said. "I thought the divers for /frutti di
-mare/ did not do that."
-
-"Signorina, I have been taken into the boat of Mandano Giuseppe."
-
-He spoke rather proudly, and evidently thought she would know of whom
-he was telling her. "I fish for sarde now."
-
-"Is that better for you?"
-
-"Si, Signorina, of course."
-
-"I am glad of that."
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-He stood beside her quite at his ease. To-night he had on a cap, but
-it was pushed well off his brow, and showed plenty of his thick, dark
-hair.
-
-"When did you see me?" she asked.
-
-"Almost directly, Signorina."
-
-"And what made you look up?"
-
-"Signorina?"
-
-"Why did you look up directly?"
-
-"Non lo so, Signorina."
-
-"I think it was because I made you feel that I was there," she said.
-"I think you obey me without knowing it. You did the same the other
-day."
-
-"Perhaps, Signorina."
-
-"Have you smoked all the cigarettes?"
-
-She saw him smile, showing his teeth.
-
-"Si, Signorina, long ago. I smoked them the same day."
-
-"You shouldn't. It is bad for a boy, and you are younger than I am,
-you know."
-
-The smile grew wider.
-
-"What are you laughing at?"
-
-"I don't know, Signorina."
-
-"Do you think it is funny to be younger than I am?"
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-"I suppose you feel quite as if you were a man?"
-
-"If I could not work as well as a man Giuseppe would not have taken me
-into his boat. But of course with a lady it is all different. A lady
-does not have to work. Poor women get old very soon, Signorina."
-
-"Your mother, is she old?"
-
-"My mamma! I don't know. Yes, I suppose she is rather old."
-
-He seemed to be considering.
-
-"Si, Signorina, my mamma is rather old. But then she has had a lot of
-trouble, my poor mamma!"
-
-"I am sorry. Is she like you?"
-
-"I don't know, Signorina; I have never thought about it. What does it
-matter?"
-
-"It may not matter, but such things are interesting sometimes."
-
-"Are they, Signorina?"
-
-Then, evidently with a polite desire to please her and carry on the
-conversation in the direction indicated by her, he added:
-
-"And are you like your Signora Madre, Signorina?"
-
-Vere felt inclined to smile, but she answered, quite seriously.
-
-"I don't believe I am. My mother is very tall, much taller than I am,
-and not so dark. My eyes are much darker than hers and quite
-different."
-
-"I think you have the eyes of a Sicilian, Signorina."
-
-Again Vere was conscious of a simple effort on the part of the boy to
-be gallant. And he had a good memory too. He had not forgotten her
-three-days'-old claim to Sicilian blood. The night mitigated the
-blunders of his temperament, it seemed. Vere could not help being
-pleased. There was something in her that ever turned towards the
-Sicily she had never seen. And this boy had not seen Sicily either.
-
-"Isn't it odd that you and I have never seen Sicily?" she said, "and
-that both our mothers have? And mine is all English, you know."
-
-"My mamma would be very glad to kiss the hand of your Signora Mother,"
-replied Ruffo. "I told her about the kind ladies who gave me
-cigarettes, and that the Signorina had never seen her father. When she
-heard that the Signorina was born after her father was dead, and that
-her father had died in Sicily, she said--my poor mamma!--'If ever I
-see the Signorina's mother, I shall kiss her hand. She was a widow
-before she was a mother; may the Madonna comfort her.' My mamma spoke
-just like that, Signorina. And then she cried for a long time. But
-when Patrigno came in she stopped crying at once."
-
-"Did she? Why was that?"
-
-"I don't know, Signorina."
-
-Vere was silent for a moment. Then she said:
-
-"Is your Patrigno kind to you, Ruffo?"
-
-The boy looked at her, then swiftly looked away.
-
-"Kind enough, Signorina," he answered.
-
-Then they both kept silence. They were standing side by side thus,
-looking down rather vaguely at the Saint's pool, when another boat
-floated gently into it, going over to the far side, where already lay
-the two boats at the feet of San Francesco. Vere saw it with
-indifference. She was accustomed to the advent of the fishermen at
-this hour. Ruffo stared at it for a moment with a critical inquiring
-gaze. The boat drew up near the land and stopped. There was a faint
-murmur of voices, then silence again.
-
-The Marchesino had told the two sailors that they could have an hour
-or two of sleep before beginning to fish.
-
-The men lay down, shut their eyes, and seemed to sleep at once. But
-Artois and the Marchesino, lounging on a pile of rugs deftly arranged
-in the bottom of the stern of the boat, smoked their cigars in a
-silence laid upon them by the night silence of the Pool. Neither of
-them had as yet caught sight of the figures of Vere and Ruffo, which
-were becoming more clearly relieved as the moon rose and brought a
-larger world within its radiance, of its light. Artois was satisfied
-that the members of the Casa del Mare were in bed. As they approached
-the house he had seen no light from its windows. The silence about the
-islet was profound, and gave him the impression of being in the very
-heart of the night. And this impression lasted, and so tricked his
-mind that he forgot that the hour was not really late. He lay back,
-lazily smoking his cigar, and drinking in the stark beauty round about
-him, a beauty delicately and mysteriously fashioned by the night,
-which, as by a miracle, had laid hold of bareness and barren ugliness,
-and turned them to its exquisite purposes, shrinking from no material
-in its certainty of its own power to transform.
-
-The Marchesino, too, lay back, with his great, gray eyes staring about
-him. While the feelings of his friend had moved towards satisfaction,
-his had undergone a less pleasant change. His plan seemed to be going
-awry, and he began to think of himself as of a fool. What had he
-anticipated? What had he expected of this expedition? He had been, as
-usual, politely waiting on destiny. He had come to the islet in the
-hope that Destiny would meet him there and treat him with every
-kindness and hospitality, forestalling his desires. But lo! He was
-abandoned in a boat among a lot of taciturn men, while the object of
-all his thoughts and pains, his plots and hopes, was, doubtless,
-hermetically sealed in the home on the cliff above him.
-
-Several Neapolitan words, familiar in street circles, ran through his
-mind, but did not issue from his lips, and his face remained perfectly
-calm--almost seraphic in expression.
-
-Out of the corners of his eyes he stole a glance at "caro Emilio." He
-wished his friend would follow the example of the men and go to sleep.
-He wanted to feel himself alone in wakefulness and unobserved. For he
-was not resigned to an empty fate. The voices of the laughing women at
-the Antico Giuseppone still rang through his memory. He was
-adventurous by nature. What he would do if Emilio would only slumber
-he did not know. But it was certain he would do something. The islet,
-dark and distinct in outline beneath the moon, summoned him. Was he a
-Neapolitan and not beneath her window? It was absurd. And he was not
-at all accustomed to control himself or to fight his own impulses. For
-the moment "caro Emilio" became "maledetto Emilio" in his mind.
-Sleepless as Providence, Emilio reclined there. A slightly distracted
-look came into the Marchesino's eyes as he glanced away from his
-friend and stared once more at the islet, which he longed so ardently
-to invade.
-
-This time he saw the figures of Vere and Ruffo above him in the
-moonlight, which now sharply relieved them. He gazed. And as he gazed
-they moved away from the bridge, going towards the seat where Vere had
-been before she had seen Ruffo.
-
-Vere had on a white dress.
-
-The heart of the Marchesino leaped. He was sure it was the girl of the
-white boat. Then the inhabitants of the house on the islet were not
-asleep, were not even in bed. They--she at least, and that was all he
-cared for--were out enjoying the moon and the sea. How favorable was
-the night! But who was with her?
-
-The Marchesino had very keen eyes. And now he used them with almost
-fierce intensity. But Ruffo was on the far side of Vere. It was not
-possible to discern more than that he was male, and taller than the
-girl in the white dress.
-
-Jealousy leaped up in the Marchesino, that quick and almost frivolous
-jealousy which, in the Southerner, can so easily deepen into the
-deadliness that leads to crime. Not for a moment did he doubt that the
-man with Vere was a lover. This was a blow which, somehow, he had not
-expected. The girl in the white boat had looked enchantingly young.
-When he had played the seal for her she had laughed like a child. He--
-even he, who believed in no one's simplicity, made sceptical by his
-own naughtiness so early developed towards a fine maturity!--had not
-expected anything like this. And these English, who pride themselves
-upon their propriety, their stiffness, their cold respectability!
-These English misses!
-
-"Ouf!"
-
-It was out of the Marchesino's mouth before he was aware of it, an
-exclamation of cynical disgust.
-
-"What's the matter, amico mio?" said Artois, in a low voice.
-
-"Niente!" said the Marchesino, recollecting himself. "Are not you
-going to sleep?"
-
-"Yes," said Artois, throwing away his cigar end. "I am. And you?"
-
-"I too!"
-
-The Marchesino was surprised by his friend's reply. He did not
-understand the desire of Artois not to have his sense of the romance
-of their situation broken in upon by conversation just then. The
-romance of women was not with Artois, but the romance of Nature was.
-He wanted to keep it. And now he settled himself a little lower in the
-boat, under the shadow of its side, and seemed to be giving himself to
-sleep.
-
-The Marchesino thanked the Madonna, and made his little pretence of
-slumber too, but he kept his head above the gunwale, leaning it on his
-arm with a supporting cushion beneath; and though he really did shut
-both his eyes for a short time, to deceive caro Emilio, he very soon
-opened them again, and gazed towards the islet. He could not see the
-two figures now. Rage seized him. First the two men at the Antico
-Giuseppone, and now this man on the islet! Every one was companioned.
-Every one was enjoying the night as it was meant to be enjoyed. He--he
-alone was the sport of "il maledetto destino." He longed to commit
-some act of violence. Then he glanced cautiously round without moving.
-
-The two sailors were sleeping. He could hear their regular and rather
-loud breathing. Artois lay quite still. The Marchesino turned his body
-very carefully so that he might see the face of his friend. As he did
-so Artois, who had been looking straight up at the stars, shut his
-eyes, and simulated sleep. His suspicion of Doro, that this expedition
-had been undertaken with some hidden motive, was suddenly renewed by
-this sly and furtive movement, which certainly suggested purpose and
-the desire to conceal it.
-
-So caro Emilio slept very peacefully, and breathed with the calm
-regularity of a sucking child. But in this sleep of a child he was
-presently aware that the boat was moving--in fact was being very
-adroitly moved. Though his eyes were shut he felt the moonlight leave
-his face presently, and knew they were taken by the shadow of the
-islet. Then the boat stopped.
-
-A moment later Artois was aware that the boat contained three people
-instead of four.
-
-The Marchesino had left it to take a little stroll on shore.
-
-Artois lay still. He knew how light is the slumber of seamen in a boat
-with the wide airs about them, and felt sure that the sailors must
-have been waked by the tour of the boat across the Pool. Yet they had
-not moved, and they continued apparently to sleep. He guessed that a
-glance from their "Padrone" had advised them not to wake. And this was
-the truth.
-
-At the first movement of the boat both the men had looked up and had
-received their message from the Marchesino's expressive eyes. They
-realized at once that he had some design which he wished to keep from
-the knowledge of his friend, the forestiere. Of course it must be
-connected with a woman. They were not particularly curious. They had
-always lived in Naples, and knew their aristocracy. So they merely
-returned the Marchesino's glance with one of comprehension and
-composed themselves once more to repose.
-
-The Marchesino did not come back, and presently Artois lifted himself
-up a little, and looked out.
-
-The boat was right under the lee of the islet, almost touching the
-shore, but the sea was so perfectly still that it scarcely moved, and
-was not in any danger of striking against the rock. The sailors had
-seen that, too, before they slept again.
-
-Artois sat quite up. He wondered a good deal what his friend was
-doing. One thing was certain--he was trespassing. The islet belonged
-to Hermione, and no one had any right to be upon it without her
-invitation. Artois had that right, and was now considering whether or
-not he should use it, follow the Marchesino and tell him--what he had
-not told him--that the owner of the islet was the English friend of
-whom he had spoken.
-
-For Artois the romance of the night in which he had been revelling was
-now thoroughly disturbed. He looked again towards the two sailors,
-suspecting their sleep. Then he got up quietly, and stepped out of the
-boat onto the shore. His doing so gave a slight impetus to the boat,
-which floated out a little way into the Pool. But the men in it seemed
-to sleep on.
-
-Artois stood still for a moment at the edge of the sea. His great
-limbs were cramped, and he stretched them. Then he went slowly towards
-the steps. He reached the plateau before the Casa del Mare. The
-Marchesino was not there. He looked up at the house. As he did so the
-front door opened and Hermione came out, wrapped in a white lace
-shawl.
-
-"Emile?" she said, stopping with her hand on the door. "Why--how
-extraordinary!"
-
-She came to him.
-
-"Have you come to pay us a nocturnal visit, or--there's nothing the
-matter?"
-
-"No," he said.
-
-For perhaps the first time in his life he felt embarrassed with
-Hermione. He took her hand.
-
-"I don't believe you meant me to know you were here," she said, guided
-by the extraordinary intuition of woman.
-
-"To tell the truth," he answered, "I did not expect to see you. I
-thought you were all in bed."
-
-"Oh no. I have been on the terrace and in the garden. Vere is out
-somewhere. I was just going to look for her."
-
-There was a distinct question in her prominent eyes as she fixed them
-on him.
-
-"No, I haven't seen Vere," he said, answering it.
-
-"Are you alone?" she asked, abruptly.
-
-"No. You remember my mentioning my friend, the Marchesino Panacci?
-Well, he is with me. We were going to fish. The fishermen suggested
-our sleeping in the Saint's Pool for an hour or two first. I found
-Doro gone and came to look for him."
-
-There was still a faint embarrassment in his manner.
-
-"I believe you have seen him," he added. "He was bathing the other day
-when you were passing in the boat,--I think it was you. Did you see a
-young man who did some tricks in the water?"
-
-"Oh yes, an impudent young creature. He pretended to be a porpoise and
-a seal. He made us laugh. Vere was delighted with him. Is that your
-friend? Where can he be?"
-
-"Where is Vere?" said Artois.
-
-Their eyes met, and suddenly his embarrassment passed away.
-
-"You don't mean that--?"
-
-"My friend, you know what these Neapolitans are. Doro came back from
-his bathe raving about Vere. I did not tell him I knew her. I think--I
-am sure he has guessed it, and much more. Let us go and find him. It
-seems you are to know him. E il destino."
-
-"You don't want me to know him?" she said, as they turned away from
-the house.
-
-"I don't know that there is any real reason why you should not. But my
-instinct was against the acquaintance. Where can Vere be? Does she
-often come out alone at night?"
-
-"Very often. Ah! There she is, beyond the bridge, and--is that the
-Marchesino Panacci with her? Why--no, it's--"
-
-"It is Ruffo," Artois said.
-
-Vere and the boy were standing near the edge of the cliff and talking
-earnestly together, but as Hermione and Artois came towards them they
-turned round as if moved by a mutual impulse. Ruffo took off his cap
-and Vere cried out:
-
-"Monsieur Emile!"
-
-She came up to him quickly. He noticed that her face looked
-extraordinarily alive, that her dark eyes were fiery with expression.
-
-"Good-evening, Vere," he said.
-
-He took her small hand.
-
-"Buona sera, Ruffo," he added.
-
-He looked from one to the other, and saw the perfect simplicity of
-both.
-
-"Tell me, Vere," he said. "Have you seen any one on the islet
-to-night?"
-
-"Yes, just now. Why? What made you think so?"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"A man--a gentleman came. I told him he was trespassing."
-
-Artois smiled. Ruffo stood by, his cap in his hand, looking
-attentively at Vere, who had spoken in French. She glanced at him, and
-suddenly broke into Italian.
-
-"He was that absurd boy we saw in the sea, Madre, the other day, who
-pretended to be a seal, and made me laugh. He reminded me of it, and
-asked me if I didn't recognize him."
-
-"What did you say?"
-
-"I said 'No' and 'Good-night.' "
-
-"And did he go?" asked Artois.
-
-"No, he would not go. I don't know what he wanted. He looked quite
-odd, as if he were feeling angry inside, and didn't wish to show it.
-And he began trying to talk. But as I didn't really know him--after
-all, laughing at a man because he pretends to be a seal is scarcely
-knowing him, is it, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"No," he said, smiling at her smile.
-
-"I said 'good-night' again in such a way that he had to go."
-
-"And so he went!" said Artois.
-
-"Yes. Do you know him, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"Yes. He came with me to-night."
-
-A little look of penitence came into the girl's face.
-
-"Oh, I am sorry."
-
-"Why should you be?"
-
-"Well, he began saying something about knowing friends of mine, or--I
-didn't really listen very much, because Ruffo was telling me all about
-the sea--and I thought it was all nonsense. He was absurdly
-complimentary first, you see! and so, when he began about friends, I
-only said 'good-night' again. And--and I'm really afraid I turned my
-back upon him. And now he's a friend of yours. Monsieur Emile! I am
-sorry!"
-
-Already the Marchesino had had that lesson of which Artois had thought
-in Naples. Artois laughed aloud.
-
-"It doesn't matter, Vere. My friend is not too sensitive."
-
-"Buona sera, Signorina! Buona sera, Signora! Buon riposo!"
-
-It was Ruffo preparing to go, feeling that he scarcely belonged to
-this company, although he looked in no way shy, and had been smiling
-broadly at Vere's narrative of the discomfiture of the Marchesino.
-
-"Ruffo," said Hermione, "you must wait a moment."
-
-"Si, Signora?"
-
-"I am going to give you a few more cigarettes."
-
-Vere sent a silent but brilliant "Thank you" to her mother. They all
-walked towards the house.
-
-Vere and her mother were in front, Artois and Ruffo behind. Artois
-looked very closely and even curiously at the boy.
-
-"Have I ever seen you before?" he asked, as they came to the bridge.
-
-"Signore?"
-
-"Not the other morning. But have we ever met in Naples?"
-
-"I have seen you pass by sometimes at the Mergellina, Signore."
-
-"That must be it then!" Artois thought, "I have seen you there without
-consciously noticing you."
-
-"You live there?" he said.
-
-"Si, Signore; I live with my mamma and my Patrigno."
-
-"Your Patrigno," Artois said, merely to continue the conversation.
-"Then your father is dead?"
-
-"Si, Signore, my Babbo is dead."
-
-They were on the plateau now, before the house.
-
-"If you will wait a moment, Ruffo, I will fetch the cigarettes," said
-Hermione.
-
-"Let me go, Madre," said Vere, eagerly.
-
-"Very well, dear."
-
-The girl ran into the house. As she disappeared they heard a quick
-step, and the Marchesino came hurrying up from the sea. He took off
-his hat when he saw Hermione, and stopped.
-
-"I was looking for you, Emilio."
-
-He kept his hat in his hand. Evidently he had recovered completely
-from his lesson. He looked gay and handsome. Artois realized how very
-completely the young rascal's desires were being fulfilled. But of
-course the introduction must be made. He made it quietly.
-
-"Marchese Isidoro Panacci--Mrs. Delarey."
-
-The Marchesino bent and kissed Hermione's hand. As he did so Vere came
-out of the house, her hands full of Khali Targa cigarettes, her face
-eager at the thought of giving pleasure to Ruffo.
-
-"This is my daughter, Vere," Hermione said. "Vere, this is the
-Marchese Isidoro Panacci, a friend of Monsieur Emile's."
-
-The Marchesino went to kiss Vere's hand, but she said:
-
-"I'm very sorry--look!"
-
-She showed him that they were full of cigarettes, and so escaped from
-the little ceremony. For those watching it was impossible to know
-whether she wished to avoid the formal salutation of the young man's
-lips or not.
-
-"Here, Ruffo!" she said. She went up to the boy. "Put your hands
-together."
-
-Ruffo gladly obeyed. He curved his brown hands into a cup, and Vere
-filled this cup with the big cigarettes, while Hermione, Artois, and
-the Marchesino looked on; each one of them with a fixed attention
-which--surely--the action scarcely merited. But there was something
-about those two, Vere and the boy, which held the eyes and the mind.
-
-"Good-night, Ruffo. You must carry them to the boat. They'll be
-crushed if you put them into your trousers-pocket."
-
-"Si, Signorina!"
-
-He waited a moment. He wanted to salute them, but did not know how to.
-That was evident. His expressive eyes, his whole face told it to them.
-
-Artois suddenly set his lips together in his beard. For an instant it
-seemed to him that the years had rolled back, that he was in London,
-in Caminiti's restaurant, that he saw Maurice Delarey, with the
-reverential expression on his face that had been so pleasing. Yes, the
-boy Ruffo looked like him in that moment, as he stood there, wishing
-to do his devoir, to be polite, but not knowing how to.
-
-"Never mind, Ruffo," It was Vere's voice. "We understand! Or--shall
-I?" A laughing look came into her face. She went up to the boy and,
-with a delicious, childish charm and delicacy, that quite removed the
-action from impertinence, she took his cap off. "There!" She put it
-gently back on his dark hair. "Now you've been polite to us. Buona
-notte!"
-
-"Buona notte, Signorina."
-
-The boy ran off, half laughing, and carrying carefully the cigarettes
-in his hands still held together like a cup.
-
-Hermione and Artois were smiling. Artois felt something for Vere just
-then that he could hardly have explained, master though he was of
-explanation of the feelings of man. It seemed to him that all the
-purity, and the beauty, and the whimsical unselfconsciousness, and the
-touchingness of youth that is divine, appeared in that little, almost
-comic action of the girl. He loved her for the action, because she was
-able to perform it just like that. And something in him, suddenly
-adored youth in a way that seemed new to his heart.
-
-"Well," said Hermione, when Ruffo had disappeared. "Will you come in?
-I'm afraid all the servants are in bed, but--"
-
-"No, indeed it is too late," Artois said.
-
-Without being aware of it he spoke with an authority that was almost
-stern.
-
-"We must be off to our fishing," he added. "Good-night. Good-night,
-Vere."
-
-"Good-night, Signora."
-
-The Marchesino bowed, with his hat in his hand. He kissed Hermione's
-hand again, but he did not try to take Vere's.
-
-"Good-night," Hermione said.
-
-A glance at Artois had told her much that he was thinking.
-
-"Good-night, Monsieur Emile," said Vere. "Good-night, Marchese. Buona
-pesca!"
-
-She turned and followed her mother into the house.
-
-"Che simpatica!"
-
-It was the Marchesino's voice, breathing the words through a sigh:
-"Che simpatica Signorina!" Then an idea seemed to occur to him, and he
-looked at his friend reproachfully. "And you knew the girl with the
-perfect little nose, Emilio--all the time you knew her!"
-
-"And all the time you knew I knew her!" retorted Artois.
-
-They looked at each other in the eyes and burst out laughing.
-
-"Emilio, you are the devil! I will never forgive you. You do not trust
-me."
-
-"Caro amico, I do trust you--always to fall in love with every girl
-you meet. But"--and his voice changed--"the Signorina is a child.
-Remember that, Doro."
-
-They were going down the steps to the sea. Almost as Artois spoke they
-reached the bottom, and saw their boat floating in the moonlight
-nearly in the centre of the Pool. The Marchesino stood still.
-
-"My dear Emilio," he said, staring at Artois with his great round
-eyes, "you make me wonder whether you know women."
-
-Artois felt amused.
-
-"Really?" he said.
-
-"Really! And yet you write books."
-
-"Writing books does not always prove that one knows much. But explain
-to me."
-
-They began to stroll on the narrow space at the sea edge. Close by lay
-the boat to which Ruffo belonged. The boy was already in it, and they
-saw him strike a match and light one of the cigarettes. Then he lay
-back at his ease, smoking, and staring up at the moon.
-
-"A girl of sixteen is not a child, and I am sure the Signorina is
-sixteen. But that is not all. Emilio, you do not know the Signorina."
-
-Artois repressed a smile. The Marchesino was perfectly in earnest.
-
-"And you--do you know the Signorina?" Artois asked.
-
-"Certainly I know her," returned the Marchesino with gravity.
-
-They reached Ruffo's boat. As they did so, the Marchesino glanced at
-it with a certain knowing impudence that was peculiarly Neapolitan.
-
-"When I came to the top of the islet the Signorina was with that boy,"
-the Marchesino continued.
-
-"Well?" said Artois.
-
-"Oh, you need not be angry, Emilio caro."
-
-"I am not angry," said Artois.
-
-Nor was he. It is useless to be angry with racial characteristics,
-racial points of view. He knew that well. The Marchesino stared at
-him.
-
-"No, I see you are not."
-
-"The Signorina was with that boy. She has talked to him before. He has
-dived for her. He has sung for her! She has given him cigarettes,
-taken from her mother's box, with her mother's consent. Everything the
-Signorina does her mother knows and approves of. You saw the Signora
-send the Signorina for more cigarettes to give the boy to-night.
-Ebbene?"
-
-"Ebbene. They are English!"
-
-And he laughed.
-
-"Madre mia!"
-
-He laughed again, seized his mustaches, twisted them, and went on.
-
-"They are English, but for all that the Signorina is a woman. And as
-to that boy--"
-
-"Perhaps he is a man."
-
-"Certainly he is. Dio mio, the boy at least is a Neapolitan."
-
-"No, he isn't."
-
-"He is not?"
-
-"He's a Sicilian."
-
-"How do you know?"
-
-"I was here the other day when he was diving for /frutti di mare/."
-
-"I have seen him at the Mergellina ever since he was a child."
-
-"He says he is a Sicilian."
-
-"Boys like that say anything if they can get something by it. Perhaps
-he thought you liked the Sicilians better than the Neapolitans. But
-anyhow--Sicilian or Neapolitan, it is all one! He is a Southerner, and
-at fifteen a Southerner is already a man. I was."
-
-"I know it. But you were proving to me that the Signorina is a woman.
-The fact that she, an English girl, is good friends with the fisher
-boy does not prove it."
-
-"Ah, well!"
-
-The Marchesino hesitated.
-
-"I had seen the Signorina before I came to meet you at the house."
-
-"Had you?"
-
-"Didn't you know it?"
-
-"Yes, I did."
-
-"I knew she told you."
-
-"What?"
-
-"She told you! she told you! She is birbante. She is a woman, for she
-pretended as only a woman can pretend."
-
-"What did she pretend?"
-
-"That she was not pleased at my coming, at my finding out where she
-lived, and seeking her. Why, Emilio, even when I was in the sea, when
-I was doing the seal, I could read the Signorina's character. She
-showed me from the boat that she wanted me to come, that she wished to
-know me. Ah, che simpatica! Che simpatica ragazza!"
-
-The Marchesino looked once more at Ruffo.
-
-"Come here a minute!" he said, in a low voice, not wishing to wake the
-still sleeping fishermen.
-
-The boy jumped lightly out and came to them. When he stood still the
-Marchesino said, in his broadest Neapolitan:
-
-"Now then, tell me the truth! I'm a Neapolitan, not a forestiere.
-You've seen me for years at the Mergellina."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"You're a Napolitano."
-
-"No, Signore. I am a Sicilian."
-
-There was a sound of pride in the boy's voice.
-
-"I am quite sure he speaks the truth," Artois said, in French.
-
-"Why do you come here?" asked the Marchesino.
-
-"Signore, I come to fish."
-
-"For cigarettes?"
-
-"No, Signore, for sarde. Buona notte, Signore."
-
-He turned away from them with decision, and went back to his boat.
-
-"He is a Sicilian," said Artois. "I would swear to it."
-
-"Why? Hark at his accent."
-
-"He is a Sicilian!"
-
-"But why are you so sure?"
-
-Artois only said:
-
-"Are you going to fish?"
-
-"Emilio, I cannot fish to-night. My soul is above such work as
-fishing. It is indeed. Let us go back to Naples."
-
-"Va bene."
-
-Artois was secretly glad. He, too, had no mind--or was it no heart?--
-for fishing that night, after the episode of the islet. They hailed
-the sailors, who were really asleep this time, and were soon far out
-on the path of the moonlight setting their course towards Naples.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-On the following morning Hermione and Vere went for an excursion to
-Capri. They were absent from the island for three nights. When they
-returned they found a card lying upon the table in the little hall--
-"Marchese Isidoro Panacci di Torno"--and Gaspare told them that it had
-been left by a Signore, who had called on the day of their departure,
-and had seemed very disappointed to hear that they were gone.
-
-"I do not know this Signore," Gaspare added, rather grimly.
-
-Vere laughed, and suddenly made her eyes look very round, and staring,
-and impudent.
-
-"He's like that, Gaspare," she said.
-
-"Vere!" said her mother.
-
-Then she added to Gaspare:
-
-"The Marchese is a friend of Don Emilio's. Ah! and here is a letter
-from Don Emilio."
-
-It was lying beside the Marchese's card with some other letters.
-Hermione opened it first, and read that Artois had been unexpectedly
-called away to Paris on business, but intended to return to Naples as
-soon as possible, and to spend the whole summer on the Bay.
-
-"I feel specially that this summer I should like to be near you," he
-wrote. "I hope you wish it."
-
-At the end of the letter there was an allusion to the Marchesino,
-"that gay and admirably characteristic Neapolitan product, the Toledo
-incarnate."
-
-There was not a word of Vere.
-
-Hermione read the letter aloud to Vere, who was standing beside her,
-evidently hoping to hear it. When she had finished, Vere said:
-
-"I am glad Monsieur Emile will be here all the summer."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"But why specially this summer, Madre?"
-
-"I am not sure what he means by that," Hermione answered.
-
-But she remembered the conversation in the Grotto of Virgil, and
-wondered if her friend thought she needed the comfort of his presence.
-
-"Well, Madre?"
-
-Vere's bright eyes were fixed upon her mother.
-
-"Well, Vere? What is it?"
-
-"Is there no message for me from Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"No, Vere."
-
-"How forgetful of him! But never mind!" She went upstairs, looking
-disappointed.
-
-Hermione re-read the letter. She wondered, perhaps more than Vere, why
-there was no message for the child. The child--she was still calling
-Vere that in her mind, even after the night conversation with Gaspare.
-Two or three times she re-read that sentence, "I feel specially that
-this summer I should like to be near you," and considered it; but she
-finally put the letter away with a strong feeling that most of its
-meaning lay between the lines, and that she had not, perhaps, the
-power to interpret it.
-
-Vere had said that Emile was forgetful. He might be many things, but
-forgetful he was not. One of his most characteristic qualities was his
-exceptionally sharp consciousness of himself and of others. Hermione
-knew that he was incapable of writing to her and forgetting Vere while
-he was doing so.
-
-She did not exactly know why, but the result upon her of this letter
-was a certain sense of depression, a slight and vague foreboding. And
-yet she was glad, she was even thankful, to know that her friend, was
-going to spend the summer on the Bay. She blamed herself for her
-melancholy, telling herself that there was nothing in the words of
-Artois to make her feel sad. Yet she continued to feel sad, to feel as
-if some grievous change were at hand, as if she had returned to the
-island to confront some untoward fate. It was very absurd of her. She
-told herself that.
-
-The excursion to Capri had been a cheerful one. She had enjoyed it.
-But all the time she had been watching Vere, studying her, as she had
-not watched and studied her before. Something had suddenly made her
-feel unaccustomed to Vere. It might be the words of Gaspare, the
-expression in the round eyes of the Marchesino, or something new, or
-newly apparent, in Vere. She did not know. But she did know that now
-the omission of Artois to mention Vere in his letter seemed to add to
-the novelty of the child for her.
-
-That seemed strange, yet it was a fact. How absolutely mysterious are
-many of the currents of our being, Hermione thought. They flow far off
-in subterranean channels, unseen by us, and scarcely ever realized,
-but governing, carrying our lives along upon their deeps towards the
-appointed end.
-
-Gaspare saw that his Padrona was not quite as usual, and looked at her
-with large-eyed inquiry, but did not at first say anything. After tea,
-however, when Hermione was sitting alone in the little garden with a
-book, he said to her bluntly:
-
-"Che ha Lei?"
-
-Hermione put the book down in her lap.
-
-"That is just what I don't know, Gaspare."
-
-"Perhaps you are not well."
-
-"But I believe I am, perfectly well. You know I am always well. I
-never even have fever. And you have that sometimes."
-
-He continued to look at her searchingly.
-
-"You have something."
-
-He said it firmly, almost as if he were supplying her with information
-which she needed and had lacked.
-
-Hermione made a sound that was like a little laugh, behind which there
-was no mirth.
-
-"I don't know what it is."
-
-Then, after a pause, she added that phrase which is so often upon
-Sicilian lips:
-
-"Ma forse e il destino."
-
-Gaspare moved his head once as if in acquiescence.
-
-"When we are young, Signora," he said, "we do what we want, but we
-have to want it. And we think we are very free. And when we are old we
-don't feel to want anything, but we have to do things just the same.
-Signora, we are not free. It is all destiny."
-
-And again he moved his head solemnly, making his liquid brown eyes
-look more enormous than usual.
-
-"It is all destiny," Hermione repeated, almost dreamily.
-
-Just then she felt that it was so--that each human being, and she most
-of all, was in the grasp of an inflexible, of an almost fierce guide,
-who chose the paths, and turned the feet of each traveller, reluctant
-or not, into the path the will of the guide had selected. And now,
-still dreamily, she wondered whether she would ever try to rebel if
-the path selected for her were one that she hated or feared, one that
-led into any horror of darkness, or any horror of too great light. For
-light, too, can be terrible, a sudden great light that shines
-pitilessly upon one's own soul. She was of those who possess force and
-impulse, and she knew it. She knew, too, that these are often
-rebellious. But to-day it seemed to her that she might believe so much
-in destiny, be so entirely certain of the inflexible purpose and power
-of the guide, that her intellect might forbid her to rebel, because of
-rebellion's fore-ordained inutility. Nevertheless, she supposed that
-if it was her instinct to rebel, she would do so at the psychological
-moment, even against the dictates of her intellect.
-
-Gaspare remained beside her quietly. He often stood near her after
-they had been talking together, and calmly shared the silence with
-her. She liked that. It gave her an impression of his perfect
-confidence in her, his perfect ease in her company.
-
-"Don't you ever think that you can put a knife into destiny, Gaspare,"
-she asked him presently, using an image he would be likely to
-understand, "as you might put a knife into a man who tried to force
-you to do something you didn't wish to do?"
-
-"Signora, what would be the use? The knife is no good against Destiny,
-nor the revolver either. And I have the permesso to carry one," he
-added, with a smile, as if he realized that he was being whimsical.
-
-"Well, then, we must just hope that Destiny will be very kind to us,
-be a friend to us, a true comrade. I shall hope that and so must you."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-He realized that the conversation was finished, and went quietly away.
-
-Hermione kept the letter of Artois. When he came back to the Bay she
-wanted to show it to him, to ask him to read for her the meaning
-between its lines. She put it away in her writing-table drawer, and
-then resolved to forget the peculiar and disagreeable effect it had
-made upon her.
-
-A fortnight passed away before Artois' return. June came in upon the
-Bay, bringing with it a more vivid life in the environs of Naples. As
-the heat of the sun increased the vitality of the human motes that
-danced in its beams seemed to increase also, to become more blatant,
-more persistent. The wild oleander was in flower. The thorny cactus
-put forth upon the rim of its grotesque leaves pale yellow blossoms to
-rival the red geraniums that throng about it insolently in Italy. In
-the streets of the city ragged boys ran by crying, "Fragole!" and
-holding aloft the shallow baskets in which the rosy fruit made
-splashes of happy color. The carters wore bright carnations above
-their dusty ears. The children exposed their bare limbs to the sun,
-and were proud when they were given morsels of ice wrapped up in vine
-leaves to suck in the intervals of their endless dances and their
-play. On the hill of Posilipo the Venetian blinds of the houses, in
-the gardens clouded by the rounded dusk of the great stone pines, were
-thrust back, the windows were thrown open, the glad sun-rays fell upon
-the cool paved floors, over which few feet had trodden since the last
-summer died. Loud was the call of "Aqua!" along the roads where there
-were buildings, and all the lemons of Italy seemed to be set forth in
-bowers to please the eyes with their sharp, yet soothing color, and
-tempt the lips with their poignant juice. Already in the Galleria, an
-"avviso" was prominently displayed, stating that Ferdinando Bucci, the
-famous maker of Sicilian ice-creams, had arrived from Palermo for the
-season. In the Piazza del Plebiscito, hundreds of chairs were ranged
-before the bandstand, and before the kiosk where the women sing on the
-nights of summer near the Caffe Turco. The "Margherita" was shutting
-up. The "Eldorado" was opening. And all along the sea, from the
-vegetable gardens protected by brushwood hedges on the outskirts of
-the city towards Portici, to the balconies of the "Mascotte," under
-the hill of Posilipo, the wooden bathing establishments were creeping
-out into the shallow waters, and displaying proudly to the passers-by
-above their names: "Stabilimento Elena," "Stabilimento Donn' Anna,"
-"Stabilimento delle Sirene," "Il piccolo Paradiso."
-
-And all along the sea by night there was music.
-
-From the Piazza before the Palace the band of the Caffe Gambrinus sent
-forth its lusty valses. The posturing women of the wooden kiosk caught
-up the chain of sound, and flung it on with their shrill voices down
-the hill towards Santa Lucia, where, by the waterside and the crowding
-white yachts, the itinerant musicians took it into the keeping of
-their guitars, their mandolins, their squeaky fiddles, and their hot
-and tremulous voices. The "Valse Bleu," "Santa Lucia," "Addio, mia
-bella Napoli," "La Frangese," "Sole Mio," "Marechiaro," "Carolina,"
-"La Ciociara"; with the chain of lights the chain of songs was woven
-round the bay; from the Eldorado, past the Hotel de Vesuve, the Hotel
-Royal, the Victoria, to the tree-shaded alleys of the Villa Nazionale,
-to the Mergellina, where the naked urchins of the fisherfolk took
-their evening bath among the resting boats, to the "Scoglio di
-Frisio," and upwards to the Ristorante della Stella, and downwards
-again to the Ristorante del Mare, and so away to the point, to the
-Antico Giuseppone.
-
-Long and brilliant was the chain of lamps, and long and ardent was the
-chain of melodies melting one into the other, and stretching to the
-wide darkness of the night and to the great stillness of the sea. The
-night was alive with music, with the voices that beat like hearts
-over-charged with sentimental longings.
-
-But at the point where stood the Antico Giuseppone the lights and the
-songs died out. And beyond there was the mystery, the stillness of the
-sea.
-
-And there, beyond the chain of lights, the chain of melodies, the
-islet lay in its delicate isolation; nevertheless, it, too, was surely
-not unaware of the coming of summer. For even here, Nature ran up her
-flag to honor her new festival. High up above the rock on the mainland
-opposite there was a golden glory of ginestra, the broom plant, an
-expanse of gold so brilliant, so daring in these bare surroundings,
-that Vere said, when she saw it:
-
-"There is something cruel even in beauty, Madre. Do you like
-successful audacity?"
-
-"I think I used to when I was your age," said Hermione. "Anything
-audacious was attractive to me then. But now I sometimes see through
-it too easily, and want something quieter and a little more
-mysterious."
-
-"The difference between the Marchesino and Monsieur Emile?" said the
-girl, with a little laugh.
-
-Hermione laughed, too.
-
-"Do you think Monsieur Emile mysterious?" she asked.
-
-"Yes--certainly. Don't you?"
-
-"I have known him so intimately for so many years."
-
-"Well, but that does not change him. Does it?"
-
-"No. But it may make him appear very differently to me from the way in
-which he shows himself to others."
-
-"I think if I knew Monsieur Emile for centuries I should always wonder
-about him."
-
-"What is it in Emile that makes you wonder?" asked her mother, with a
-real curiosity.
-
-"The same thing that makes me wonder when I look at a sleepy lion."
-
-"You call Emile sleepy!" said Hermione.
-
-"Oh, not his intellect, Madre! Of course that is horribly, horribly
-wide awake."
-
-And Vere ran off to her room, or the garden, or the Saint's Pool--who
-knew where?--leaving her mother to say to herself, as she had already
-said to herself in these last days of the growing summer, "When I said
-that to Emile, what a fool I was!" She was thinking of her statement
-that there was nothing in her child that was hidden from her. As if in
-answer to that statement, Vere was unconsciously showing to her day by
-day the folly of it. Emile had said nothing. Hermione remembered that,
-and realized that his silence had been caused by his disagreement. But
-why had he not told her she was mistaken? Perhaps because she had just
-been laying bare to him the pain that was in her heart. Her call had
-been for sympathy, not merely for truth. She wondered whether she was
-a coward. Since they had returned from Capri the season and Vere had
-surely changed. Then, and always afterwards, Hermione thought of those
-three days in Capri as a definite barrier, a dividing line between two
-periods. Already, while in Capri, she had begun to watch her child in
-a new way. But that was, perhaps, because of an uneasiness, partly
-nervous, within herself. In Capri she might have been imagining. Now
-she was not imagining, she was realizing.
-
-Over the sea came to the islet the intensity of summer. Their world
-was changing. And in this changing world Vere was beginning to show
-forth more clearly than before her movement onward--whither?
-
-As yet the girl herself was unconscious of her mother's new
-watchfulness. She was happy in the coming of summer, and in her
-happiness was quite at ease, like a kitten that stretches itself
-luxuriously in the sun. To Vere the world never seemed quite awake
-till the summer came. Only in the hot sunshine did there glow the
-truthfulness and the fulness of life. She shared it with the ginestra.
-She saw and felt a certain cruelty in the gold, but she did not fear
-or condemn it, or wish it away. For she was very young, and though she
-spoke of cruelty she did not really understand it. In it there was
-force, and force already appealed to the girl as few things did. As,
-long ago, her father had gloried in the coming of summer to the South,
-she gloried in it now. She looked across the Pool of the Saint to the
-flood of yellow that was like sunlight given a body upon the cliff
-opposite, and her soul revelled within her, and her heart rose up and
-danced, alone, and yet as if in a glad company of dancers, all of whom
-were friends. Her brain, too, sprang to the alert. The sun increased
-the feeling of intelligence within her.
-
-And then she thought of her room, of the hours she passed shut in
-there, and she was torn by opposing impulses.
-
-But she told no one of them. Vere could keep her secrets although she
-was a girl.
-
-How the sea welcomed the summer! To many this home on the island would
-have seemed an arid, inhospitable place, desolate and lost amid a
-cruel world of cliffs and waters. It was not so to Vere. For she
-entered into the life of the sea. She knew all its phases, as one may
-know all the moods of a person loved. She knew when she would find it
-intensely calm, at early morning and when the evening approached. At a
-certain hour, with a curious regularity, the breeze came, generally
-from Ischia, and turned it to vivacity. A temper that was almost
-frivolous then possessed it, and it broke into gayeties like a
-child's. The waves were small, but they were impertinently lively.
-They made a turmoil such as urchins make at play. Heedless of
-reverence, but not consciously impious, they flung themselves at the
-feet of San Francesco, casting up a tiny tribute of spray into the
-sun.
-
-Then Vere thought that the Saint looked down with pleasure at them, as
-a good old man looks at a crowd of laughing children who have run
-against him in the street, remembering his own youth. For even the
-Saints were young! And, after that, surely the waves were a little
-less boisterous. She thought she noted a greater calm. But perhaps it
-was only that the breeze was dying down as the afternoon wore on.
-
-She often sat and wondered which she loved best--the calm that lay
-upon the sea at dawn, or the calm that was the prelude to the night.
-Silvery were these dawns of the summer days. Here and there the waters
-gleamed like the scales of some lovely fish. Mysterious lights, like
-those in the breast of the opal, shone in the breast of the sea,
-stirred, surely travelled as if endowed with life, then sank away to
-the far-off kingdoms that man may never look on. Those dawns drew away
-the girl's soul as if she were led by angels, or, like Peter, walked
-upon the deep at some divine command. She felt that though her body
-was on the islet the vital part of her, the real "I," was free to roam
-across the great expanse that lay flat and still and delicately
-mysterious to the limits of eternity.
-
-She had strange encounters there, the soul of her, as she went towards
-the East.
-
-The evening calm was different. There was, Vere thought, less of
-heaven about it, but perhaps more of the wonder of this world. And
-this made her feel as if she had been nearer to heaven at her birth
-than she would be at her death. She knew nothing of the defilements of
-life. Her purity of mind was very perfect; but, taking a parable from
-Nature, she applied it imaginatively to Man, and she saw him covered
-with dust because of his journey through the world. Poor man!
-
-And then she pitied herself too. But that passed. For if the sea at
-evening held most of the wonder of this world, it was worth the
-holding. Barely would she substitute the heavenly mysteries for it.
-The fishermen's boats were dreams upon a dream. Each sail was akin to
-a miracle. A voice that called across the water from a distance
-brought tears to Vere's eyes when the magic was at its fullest. For it
-seemed to mean all things that were tender, all things that were
-wistful, all things that trembled with hope--that trembled with love.
-
-With summer Vere could give herself up to the sea, and not only
-imaginatively but by a bodily act.
-
-Every day, and sometimes twice a day, she put on her bathing-dress in
-the Casa del Mare, threw a thin cloak over her, and ran down to the
-edge of the sea, where Gaspare was waiting with the boat. Hermione did
-not bathe. It did not suit her now. And Gaspare was Vere's invariable
-companion. He had superintended her bathing when she was little. He
-had taught her to swim. And with no one else would he ever trust his
-Padroncina when she gave herself to the sea. Sometimes he would row
-her out to a reef of rocks in the open water not too many yards from
-the island, and she would dive from them. Sometimes, if it was very
-hot, he would take her to the Grotto of Virgil. Sometimes they went
-far out to sea, and then, like her father in the Ionian Sea before the
-Casa delle Sirene, Vere would swim away and imagine that this was her
-mode of travel, that she was journeying alone to some distant land, or
-that she had been taken by the sea forever.
-
-But very soon she would be sure to hear the soft splash of oars
-following her, and, looking back, would see the large, attentive eyes
-of the faithful Gaspare cautiously watching her dark head. Then she
-would lift up one hand, and call to him to go, and say she did not
-want him, that she wished to be alone, smiling and yet imperious. He
-only followed quietly and inflexibly. She would dive. She would swim
-under water. She would swim her fastest, as if really anxious to
-escape him. It was a game between them now. But always he was there,
-intent upon her safety.
-
-Vere did not know the memories within Gaspare that made him such a
-guardian to the child of the Padrone he had loved; but she loved him
-secretly for his watchfulness, even though now and then she longed to
-be quite alone with the sea. And this she never was when bathing, for
-Hermione had exacted a promise from her not to go to bathe without
-Gaspare. In former days Vere had once or twice begun to protest
-against this prohibition, but something in her mother's eyes had
-stopped her. And she had remembered:
-
-"Father was drowned in the sea."
-
-Then, understanding something of what was in her mother's heart, she
-threw eager arms about her, and anxiously promised to be good.
-
-One afternoon of the summer, towards the middle of June, she prolonged
-her bathe in the Grotto of Virgil until Gaspare used his authority,
-and insisted on her coming out of the water.
-
-"One minute more, Gaspare! Only another minute!"
-
-"Ma Signorina!"
-
-She dived. She came up.
-
-"Ma veramente Signorina!"
-
-She dived again.
-
-Gaspare waited. He was standing up in the boat with the oars in his
-hands, ready to make a dash at his Padroncina directly she reappeared,
-but she was wily, and came up behind the boat with a shrill cry that
-startled him. He looked round reproachfully over his shoulder.
-
-"Signorina," he said, turning the boat round, "you are like a wicked
-baby to-day."
-
-"What is it, Gaspare?" she asked, this time letting him come towards
-her.
-
-"I say that you are like a wicked baby. And only the other day I was
-saying to the Signora--"
-
-"What were you saying?"
-
-She swam to the boat and got in.
-
-"What?" she repeated, sitting down on the gunwale, while he began to
-row towards the islet.
-
-"I was saying that you are nearly a woman now."
-
-Vere seemed extraordinarily thin and young as she sat there in her
-dripping bathing-dress, with her small, bare feet distilling drops
-into the bottom of the boat, and her two hands, looking drowned,
-holding lightly to the wood on each side of her. Even Gaspare, as he
-spoke, was struck by this, and by the intensely youthful expression in
-the eyes that now regarded him curiously.
-
-"Really, Gaspare?"
-
-Vere asked the question quite seriously.
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-"A woman!"
-
-She looked down, as if considering herself. Her wet face had become
-thoughtful, and for a moment she said nothing.
-
-"And what did mother say?" she asked, looking up again. "But I know. I
-am sure she laughed at you."
-
-Gaspare looked rather offended. His expressive face, which always
-showed what he was feeling, became almost stern, and he began to row
-faster than before.
-
-"Why should the Signora laugh? Am I an imbecile, Signorina?"
-
-"You?"
-
-She hastened to correct the impression she had made.
-
-"Why, Gaspare, you are our Providence!"
-
-"Va bene, but--"
-
-"I only meant that I am sure Madre wouldn't agree with you. She thinks
-me quite a child. I know that."
-
-She spoke with conviction, nodding her head.
-
-"Perhaps the Signora does not see."
-
-Vere smiled.
-
-"Gaspare, I believe you are horribly sharp," she said. "I often think
-you notice everything. You are birbante, I am half afraid of you."
-
-Gaspare smiled, too. He had quite recovered his good humor. It pleased
-him mightily to fancy he had seen what the Padrona had not seen.
-
-"I am a man, Signorina," he observed, quietly. "And I do not speak
-till I know. Why should I? And I was at your baptism. When we came
-back to the house I put five lire on the bed to bring you luck,
-although you were not a Catholic. But it is just the same. Your Saint
-will take care of you."
-
-"Well, but if I am almost a woman--what then, Gaspare?"
-
-"Signorina?"
-
-"Mustn't I play about any more? Mustn't I do just what I feel inclined
-to, as I did in the grotto just now?"
-
-"Three is no harm in that, Signorina. I was only joking then. But--"
-
-He hesitated, looking at her firmly with his unfaltering gaze.
-
-"But what? I believe you want to scold me about something. I am sure
-you do."
-
-"No, Signorina, never! But women cannot talk to everybody, as children
-can. Nobody thinks anything of what children say. People only laugh
-and say 'Ecco, it's a baby talking.' But when we are older it is all
-different. People pay attention to us. We are of more importance
-then."
-
-He did not mention Ruffo. He was too delicate to do that, for
-instinctively he understood how childish his Padroncina still was.
-And, at that moment, Vere did not think of Ruffo. She wondered a
-little what Gaspare was thinking. That there was some special thought
-behind his words, prompting them, she knew. But she did not ask him
-what it was, for already they were at the islet, and she must run in,
-and put on her clothes. Gaspare put her cloak carefully over her
-shoulders, and she hurried lightly up the steps and into her room. Her
-mother was not in the house. She had gone to Naples that day to see
-some poor people in whom she was interested. So Vere was alone. She
-took off her bathing-dress, and began to put on her things rather
-slowly. Her whole body was deliciously lulled by its long contact with
-the sea. She felt gloriously calm and gloriously healthy just then,
-but her mind was working vigorously though quietly.
-
-A woman! The word sounded a little solemn and heavy, and, somehow,
-dreadfully respectable. And she thought of her recent behavior in the
-Grotto, and laughed aloud. She was so very slim, too. The word woman
-suggested to her some one more bulky than she was. But all that was
-absurd, of course. She was thinking very frivolously to-day.
-
-She put on her dress and fastened it. At the age of sixteen she had
-put up her hair, but now it was still wet, and she had left it
-streaming over her shoulders. In a moment she was going out onto the
-cliff to let the sun dry it thoroughly. The sun was so much better
-than any towel. With her hair down she really looked like a child,
-whatever Gaspare thought. She said that to herself, standing for a
-moment before the glass. Vere was almost as divinely free from self-
-consciousness as her father had been. But the conversation in the boat
-had made her think of herself very seriously, and now she considered
-herself, not without keen interest.
-
-"I am certainly not a wicked baby," she said to herself. "But I don't
-think I look at all like a woman."
-
-Her dark eyes met the eyes in the glass and smiled.
-
-"And yet I shall be seventeen quite soon. What can have made Gaspare
-talk like that to Madre? I wonder what he said exactly. And then that
-about 'women cannot talk to everybody as children can.' Now what--?"
-
-Ruffo came into her mind.
-
-"Ah!" she said, aloud.
-
-The figure in the glass made a little gesture. It threw up its hand.
-
-"That's it! That's it! Gaspare thinks--"
-
-"Signorina! Signorina!"
-
-Gaspare's voice was speaking outside the door. And now there came a
-firm knock. Vere turned round, rather startled. She had been very much
-absorbed by her colloquy.
-
-"What is it, Gaspare?"
-
-"Signorina, there's a boat coming in from Naples with Don Emilio in
-it."
-
-"Don Emilio! He's come back! Oh!" There was a pause. Then she cried
-out, "Capital! Capital!"
-
-She ran to the door and opened it.
-
-"Just think of Don Emilio's being back already, Gaspare. But Madre!
-She will be sorry."
-
-"Signorina?"
-
-"Why? What's the matter?"
-
-"Are you coming out like that?"
-
-"What?--Oh, you mean my hair?"
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-"Gaspare, you ought to have been a lady's maid! Go and bring in Don
-Emilio to Madre's room. And--wait--you're not to tell him Madre is
-away. Now mind!"
-
-"Va bene, Signorina."
-
-He went away.
-
-"Shall I put up my hair?"
-
-Vere went again to the glass, and stood considering herself.
-
-"For Monsieur Emile! No, it's too absurd! Gaspare really is . . . I
-sha'n't!"
-
-And she ran out just as she was to meet Artois.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-When she reached her mother's sitting-room Artois was already there
-speaking to Gaspare by a window. He turned rather quickly as Vere came
-in, and exclaimed:
-
-"Vere! Why--"
-
-"Oh!" she cried, "Gaspare hasn't gone!"
-
-A look almost of dread, half pretence but with some reality in it,
-too, came into her face.
-
-"Gaspare, forgive me! I was in such a hurry. And it is only Don
-Emilio!"
-
-Her voice was coaxing. Gaspare looked at his Padroncina with an
-attempt at reprobation; but his nose twitched, and though he tried to
-compress his lips they began to stretch themselves in a smile.
-
-"Signorina! Signorina!" he exclaimed. "Madonna!"
-
-On that exclamation he went out, trying to make his back look
-condemnatory.
-
-"Only Don Emilio!" Artois repeated.
-
-Vere went to him, and took and held his hand for a moment.
-
-"Yes--only! That's my little compliment. Madre would say of you. 'He's
-such an old shoe!' Such compliments come from the heart, you know."
-
-She still held his hand.
-
-"I should have to put my hair up for anybody else. And Gaspare wanted
-me to for you."
-
-Artois was looking rather grave and tired. She noticed that now, and
-dropped his hand and moved towards a bell.
-
-"Tea!" she said, "all alone with me--for a treat!"
-
-"Isn't your mother in?"
-
-"No. She's gone to Naples. I'm very, very sorry. Make the best of it,
-Monsieur Emile, for the sake of my /amour propre/. I said I was sorry
---but that was only for you, and Madre."
-
-Artois smiled.
-
-"Is an old shoe a worthy object of gross flattery?" he said.
-
-"No."
-
-"Then--"
-
-"Don't be cantankerous, and don't be subtle, because I've been
-bathing."
-
-"I notice that."
-
-"And I feel so calm and delicious. Tea, please, Giulia."
-
-The plump, dark woman who had opened the door smiled and retreated.
-
-"So calm and so delicious, Monsieur Emile, and as if I were made of
-friendliness from top to toe."
-
-"The all-the-world feeling. I know."
-
-He sat down, rather heavily.
-
-"You are tired. When did you come?"
-
-"I arrived this morning. It was hot travelling, and I shared my
-compartment in the wagon-lit with a German gentleman very far advanced
-in several unaesthetic ailments. Basta! Thank Heaven for this. Calm
-and delicious!"
-
-His large, piercing eyes were fixed upon Vere.
-
-"And about twelve," he added, "or twelve-and-a-half."
-
-"I?"
-
-"Yes, you. I am not speaking of myself, though I believe I am calm
-also."
-
-"I am a woman--practically."
-
-"Practically?"
-
-"Yes; isn't that the word people always put in when they mean 'that's
-a lie'?"
-
-"You mean you aren't a woman! This afternoon I must agree with you."
-
-"It's the sea! But just now, when you were coming, I was looking at
-myself in the glass and saying, 'You're a woman'--solemnly, you know,
-as if it was a dreadful truth."
-
-Artois had sat down on a sofa. He leaned back now with his hands
-behind his head. He still looked at Vere, and, as he did so, he heard
-the faint whisper of the sea.
-
-"Child of nature," he said--"call yourself that. It covers any age,
-and it's blessedly true."
-
-Giulia came in at this moment with tea. She smiled again broadly on
-Artois, and received and returned his greeting with the comfortable
-and unembarrassed friendliness of the Italian race. As she went out
-she was still smiling.
-
-"Addio to the German gentleman with the unaesthetic ailments!" said
-Artois.
-
-An almost boyish sensation of sheer happiness invaded him. It made him
-feel splendidly, untalkative. And he felt for a moment, too, as if his
-intellect lay down to sleep.
-
-"Cara Giulia!" he added, after a rapturous silence.
-
-"What?"
-
-"Carissima Giulia!"
-
-"Yes, Giulia is--"
-
-"They all are, and the island, and the house upon it, and this clear
-yellow tea, and this brown toast, and this butter from Lombardy. They
-all are."
-
-"I believe you are feeling good all over, Monsieur Emile."
-
-"San Gennaro knows I am."
-
-He drank some tea, and ate some toast, spreading the butter upon it
-with voluptuous deliberation.
-
-"Then I'm sure he's pleased."
-
-"Paris, hateful Paris!"
-
-"Oh, but that's abusive. A person who feels good all over should not
-say that."
-
-"You are right, Vere. But when are you not right? You ought always to
-wear your hair down, mon enfant, and always to have just been
-bathing."
-
-"And you ought always to have just been travelling."
-
-"It is true that a dreadful past can be a blessing as well as a curse.
-It is profoundly true. Why have I never realized that before?"
-
-"If I am twelve and a half, I think you are about--about--"
-
-"For the love of the sea make it under twenty, Vere."
-
-"Nineteen, then."
-
-"Were you going to make it under twenty?"
-
-"Yes, I was."
-
-"I don't believe you. Yes, I do, I do! You are an artist. You realize
-that truth is a question of feeling, not a question of fact. You
-penetrate beneath the gray hairs as the prosaic never do. This butter
-is delicious! And to think that there have been moments when I have
-feared butter, when I have kept an eye upon a corpulent future. Give
-me some more, plenty more."
-
-Vere stretched out her hand to the tea-table, but it shook. She drew
-it back, and burst into a peal of laughter.
-
-"What are you laughing at?" said Artois, with burlesque majesty.
-
-"At you. What's the matter with you, Monsieur Emile? How can you be so
-foolish?"
-
-She lay back in her chair, with her hair streaming about her, and her
-thin body quivered, as if the sense of fun within her were striving to
-break through its prison walls.
-
-"This," said Artois, "this is sheer impertinence. I venture to inquire
-for butter, and--"
-
-"To inquire! One, two, three, four--five pats of butter right in front
-of you! And you inquire--!"
-
-Artois suddenly sent out a loud roar to join her childish treble.
-
-The tea had swept away his previous sensation of fatigue, even the
-happy stolidity that had succeeded it for an instant. He felt full of
-life and gayety, and a challenging mental activity. A similar
-challenging activity, he thought, shone in the eyes of the girl
-opposite to him.
-
-"Thank God I can still be foolish!" he exclaimed. "And thank God that
-there are people in the world devoid of humor. My German friend was
-without humor. Only that fact enabled me to endure his prodigious
-collection of ailments. But for the heat I might even have revelled in
-them. He was asthmatic, without humor; dyspeptic, without humor. He
-had a bad cold in the head, without humor, and got up into the top
-berth with two rheumatic legs and a crick in the back, without humor.
-Had he seen the fun of himself, the fun would have meant much less to
-me."
-
-"You cruel person!"
-
-"There is often cruelty in humor--perhaps not in yours, though, yet."
-
-"Why do you say--yet, like that?"
-
-"The hair is such a kindly veil that I doubt the existence of cruelty
-behind it."
-
-He spoke with a sort of almost tender and paternal gentleness.
-
-"I don't believe you could ever be really cruel, Monsieur Emile."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"I think you are too intelligent."
-
-"Why should that prevent me?"
-
-"Isn't cruelty stupid, unimaginative?"
-
-"Often. But it can be brilliant, artful, intellectual, full of
-imagination. It can be religious. It can be passionate. It can be
-splendid. It can be almost everything."
-
-"Splendid!"
-
-"Like Napoleon's cruelty to France. But why should I educate you in
-abominable knowledge?"
-
-"Oh," said the girl, thrusting forward her firm little chin, "I have
-no faith in mere ignorance."
-
-"Yet it does a great deal for those who are not ignorant."
-
-"How?"
-
-"It shows them how pretty, how beautiful even, sometimes, was the
-place from which they started for their journey through the world."
-
-Vere was silent for a moment. The sparkle of fun had died out of her
-eyes, which had become dark with the steadier fires of imagination.
-The strands of her thick hair, falling down on each side of her oval
-face, gave to it a whimsically mediaeval look, suggestive of legend.
-Her long-fingered, delicate, but strong little hands were clasped in
-her lap, and did not move. It was evident that she was thinking
-deeply.
-
-"I believe I know," she said, at last. "Yes, that was my thought, or
-almost."
-
-"When?"
-
-She hesitated, looking at him, not altogether doubtfully, but with a
-shadow of reserve, which might easily, he fancied, grow deeper, or
-fade entirely away. He saw the resolve to speak come quietly into her
-mind.
-
-"You know, Monsieur Emile, I love watching the sea," she said, rather
-slowly and carefully. "Especially at dawn, and in the evening before
-it is dark. And it always seems to me as if at dawn it is more
-heavenly than it is after the day has happened, though it is so very
-lovely then. And sometimes that has made me feel that our dawn is our
-most beautiful time--as if we were nearest the truth then. And, of
-course, that is when we are most ignorant, isn't it? So I suppose I
-have been thinking a little bit like you. Haven't I?"
-
-She asked it earnestly. Artois had never heard her speak quite like
-this before, with a curious deliberation that was nevertheless without
-self-consciousness. Before he could answer she added, abruptly, as if
-correcting, or even almost condemning herself:
-
-"I can put it much better than that. I have."
-
-Artois leaned forward. Something, he did not quite know what, made him
-feel suddenly a deep interest in what Vere said--a strong curiosity
-even.
-
-"You have put it much better?" he said.
-
-Vere suddenly looked conscious. A faint wave of red went over her face
-and down to her small neck. Her hands moved and parted. She seemed
-half ashamed of something for a minute.
-
-"Madre doesn't know," she murmured, as if she were giving him a reason
-for something. "It isn't interesting," she added. "Except, of course,
-to me."
-
-Artois was watching her.
-
-"I think you really want to tell me," he said now.
-
-"Oh yes, in a way I do. I have been half wanting to for a long time--
-but only half."
-
-"And now?"
-
-She looked at him, but almost instantly looked down again, with a sort
-of shyness he had never seen in her before. And her eyes had been full
-of a strange and beautiful sensitiveness.
-
-"Never mind, Vere," he said quickly, obedient to those eyes, and
-responding to their delicate subtlety. "We all have our righteous
-secrets, and should all respect the righteous secrets of others."
-
-"Yes, I think we should. And I know you would be the very last, at
-least Madre and you, to--I think I'm being rather absurd, really." The
-last words were said with a sudden change of tone to determination, as
-if Vere were taking herself to task. "I'm making a lot of almost
-nothing. You see, if I am a woman, as Gaspare is making out, I'm at
-any rate a very young one, am I not?"
-
-"The youngest that exists."
-
-As he said that Artois thought, "Mon Dieu! If the Marchesino could
-only see her now!"
-
-"If humor is cruel, Monsieur Emile," Vere continued, "you will laugh
-at me. For I am sure, if I tell you--and I know now I'm going to--you
-will think this fuss is as ridiculous as the German's cold in the
-head, and poor legs, and all. I wrote that about the sea."
-
-She said the last sentence with a sort of childish defiance.
-
-"Wait," said Artois. "Now I begin to understand."
-
-"What?"
-
-"All those hours spent in your room. Your mother thought you were
-reading."
-
-"No," she said, still rather defiantly; "I've been writing that, and
-other things--about the sea."
-
-"How? In prose?"
-
-"No. That's the worst of it, I suppose."
-
-And again the faint wave of color went over her face to her neck.
-
-"Do you really feel so criminal? Then what ought I to feel?"
-
-"You? Now that is really cruel!" she cried, getting up quickly, almost
-as if she meant to hurry away.
-
-But she only stood there in front of him, near the window.
-
-"Never mind!" she said. "Only you remember that Madre tried. She had
-never said much about it to me. But now and then from just a word I
-know that she feels bad, that she wishes very much she could do
-something. Only the other day she said to me, 'We have the instinct,
-men the vocabulary.' She was meaning that you had. She even told me to
-ask you something that I had asked her, and she said, 'I feel all the
-things that he can explain.' And there was something in her voice that
-hurt me--for her. And Madre is so clever. Isn't she clever?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And if Madre can't do things, you can imagine that I feel rather
-absurd now that I'm telling you."
-
-"Yes, being just as you are, Vere, I can quite imagine that you do.
-But we can have sweet feelings of absurdity that only arise from
-something moral within us, a moral delicacy. However, would you like
-me to look at what you have been writing about the sea?"
-
-"Yes, if you can do it quite seriously."
-
-"I could not do it in any other way."
-
-"Then--thank you."
-
-She went out of the room, not without a sort of simple dignity that
-was utterly removed from conceit or pretentiousness.
-
-What a strange end, this, to their laughter!
-
-Vere was away several minutes, during which at first Artois sat quite
-still, leaning back, with his great frame stretched out, and his hands
-once more behind his head. His intellect was certainly very much awake
-now, and he was setting a guard upon it, to watch it carefully, lest
-it should be ruthless, even with Vere. And was he not setting also
-another guard to watch the softness of his nature, lest it should
-betray him into foolish kindness?
-
-Yet, after a minute, he said to himself that he was wasting his time
-in both these proceedings. For Vere's eyes were surely a touchstone to
-discover honesty. There is something merciless in the purity of
-untarnished youth. What can it not divine at moments?
-
-Artois poured out another cup of tea and drank it, considering the
-little funny situation. Vere and he with a secret from Hermione shared
-between them! Vere submitting verses to his judgment! He remembered
-Hermione's half-concealed tragedy, which, of course, had been patent
-to him in its uttermost nakedness. Even Vere had guessed something of
-it. Do we ever really hide anything from every one? And yet each one
-breathes mystery too. The assertive man is the last of fools. Of that
-at least Artois just then felt certain.
-
-If Vere should really have talent! He did not expect it, although he
-had said that there was intellectual force in the girl. There was
-intellectual force in Hermione, but she could not create. And Vere! He
-smiled as he thought of her rush into the room with her hair streaming
-down, of her shrieks of laughter over his absurdity. But she was full
-of changes.
-
-The door opened, and Vere came in holding some manuscript in her hand.
-She had done up her hair while she had been away. When Artois saw that
-he heaved himself up from the sofa.
-
-"I must smoke," he said.
-
-"Oh yes. I'll get the Khali Targas."
-
-"No. I must have a pipe. And you prefer that, I know."
-
-"Generally, but--you do look dreadfully as if you meant business when
-you are smoking a pipe."
-
-"I do mean business now."
-
-He took his pipe from his pocket, filled it and lit it.
-
-"Now then, Vere!" he said.
-
-She came to sit down on the sofa.
-
-He sat down beside her.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-More than an hour had passed. To Vere it had seemed like five minutes.
-Her cheeks were hotly flushed. Her eyes shone. With hands that were
-slightly trembling she gathered together her manuscripts, and
-carefully arranged them in a neat packet and put a piece of ribbon
-round them, tying it in a little bow. Meanwhile Artois, standing up,
-was knocking the shreds of tobacco out of his pipe against the
-chimney-piece into his hand. He carried them over to the window,
-dropped them out, then stood for a minute looking at the sea.
-
-"The evening calm is coming, Vere," he said, "bringing with it the
-wonder of this world."
-
-"Yes."
-
-He heard a soft sigh behind him, and turned round.
-
-"Why was that? Has dejection set in, then?"
-
-"No, no."
-
-"You know the Latin saying: 'Festina lente'? If you want to understand
-how slowly you must hasten, look at me."
-
-He had been going to add, "Look at these gray hairs," but he did not.
-Just then he felt suddenly an invincible reluctance to call Vere's
-attention to the signs of age apparent in him.
-
-"I spoke to you about the admirable incentive of ambition," he
-continued, after a moment. "But you must understand that I meant the
-ambition for perfection, not at all the ambition for celebrity. The
-satisfaction of the former may be a deep and exquisite joy--the
-partial satisfaction, for I suppose it can never be anything more than
-that. But the satisfaction of the other will certainly be Dead-sea
-fruit--fruit of the sea unlike that brought up by Ruffo, without
-lasting savor, without any real value. One should never live for
-that."
-
-The last words he spoke as if to himself, almost like a warning
-addressed to himself.
-
-"I don't believe I ever should," Vere said quickly. "I never thought
-of such a thing."
-
-"The thought will come, though, inevitably."
-
-"How dreadful it must be to know so much about human nature as you
-do!"
-
-"And yet how little I really know!"
-
-There came up a distant cry from the sea. Vere started.
-
-"There is Madre! Of course, Monsieur Emile, I don't want--but you
-understand!"
-
-She hurried out of the room, carrying the packet with her.
-
-Artois felt that the girl was strongly excited. She was revealing more
-of herself to him, this little Vere whom he had known, and not known,
-ever since she had been a baby. The gradual revelation interested him
-intensely--so intensely that in him, too, there was excitement now. So
-many truths go to make up the whole round truth of every human soul.
-Hermione saw some of these truths of Vere, Gaspare others, perhaps; he
-again others. And even Ruffo and the Marchesino--he put the Marchesino
-most definitely last--even they saw still other truths of Vere, he
-supposed.
-
-To whom did she reveal the most? The mother ought to know most, and
-during the years of childhood had doubtless known most. But those
-years were nearly over. Certainly Vere was approaching, or was on, the
-threshold of the second period of her life.
-
-And she and he had a secret from Hermione. This secret was a very
-innocent one. Still, of course, it had the two attributes that belong
-to every secret: of drawing together those who share it, of setting
-apart from them those who know it not. And there was another secret,
-too, connected with it, and known only to Artois: the fact that the
-child, Vere, possessed the very small but quite definite beginnings,
-the seed, as it were, of something that had been denied to the mother,
-Hermione.
-
-"Emile, you have come back! I am glad!"
-
-Hermione came into the room with her eager manner and rather slow
-gait, holding out both her hands, her hot face and prominent eyes
-showing forth with ardor the sincerity of her surprise and pleasure.
-
-"Gaspare told me. I nearly gave him a hug. You know his sly look when
-he has something delightful up his sleeve for one! Bless you!"
-
-She shook both his hands.
-
-"And I had come back in such bad spirits! But now--"
-
-She took off her hat and put it on a table.
-
-"Why were you in bad spirits, my friend?"
-
-"I had been with Madame Alliani, seeing something of the intense misery
-and wickedness of Naples. I have seen a girl--such a tragedy! What
-devils men can be in these Southern places! What hideous things they
-will do under the pretence of being driven by love! But--no, don't let
-us spoil your arrival. Where is Vere? I thought she was entertaining
-you."
-
-"We have been having tea together. She has this moment gone out of the
-room."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-She seemed to expect some further explanation. As he gave none she sat
-down.
-
-"Wasn't she very surprised to see you?"
-
-"I think she was. She had just been bathing, and came running in with
-her hair all about her, looking like an Undine with a dash of Sicilian
-blood in her. Here she is!"
-
-"Are you pleased, Madre? You poor, hot Madre!"
-
-Vere sat down by her mother and put one arm round her. Subtly she was
-trying to make up to her mother for the little secret she was keeping
-from her for a time.
-
-"Are you very, very pleased?"
-
-"Yes, I think I am."
-
-"Think! You mischievous Madre!"
-
-Hermione laughed.
-
-"But I feel almost jealous of you two sitting here in the cool, and
-having a quiet tea and a lovely talk while-- Never mind. Here is my
-tea. And there's another thing. Oh, Emile, I do wish I had known you
-would arrive to-day!"
-
-"Why specially?"
-
-"I've committed an unusual crime. I've made--actually--an engagement
-for this evening."
-
-Artois and Vere held up their hands in exaggerated surprise.
-
-"Are you mad, my dear Hermione?" asked Artois.
-
-"I believe I am. It's dangerous to go to Naples. I met a young man."
-
-"The Marchesino!" cried Vere. "The Marchesino! I see him in your eye,
-Madre."
-
-"C'est cela!" said Artois, "and you mean to say--!"
-
-"That I accepted an invitation to dine with him to-night, at nine, at
-the Scoglio di Frisio. There! Why did I? I have no idea. I was hot from
-a horrible vicolo. He was cool from the sea. What chance had I against
-him? And then he is through and through Neapolitan, and gives no
-quarter to a woman, even when she is 'una vecchia.' "
-
-As she finished Hermione broke into a laugh, evidently at some
-recollection.
-
-"Doro made his eyes very round. I can see that," said Artois.
-
-"Like this!" cried Vere.
-
-And suddenly there appeared in her face a reminiscence of the face of
-the Marchesino.
-
-"Vere, you must not! Some day you will do it by accident when he is
-here."
-
-"Is he coming here?"
-
-"In a launch to fetch me--us."
-
-"Am I invited?" said Vere. "What fun!"
-
-"I could not get out of it," Hermione said to Artois. "But now I insist
-on your staying here till the Marchesino comes. Then he will ask you,
-and we shall be a quartet."
-
-"I will stay," said Artois, with a sudden return of his authoritative
-manner.
-
-"It seems that I am woefully ignorant of the Bay," continued Hermione.
-"I have never dined at Frisio's. Everybody goes there at least once.
-Everybody has been there. Emperors, kings, queens, writers, singers,
-politicians, generals--they all eat fish at Frisio's."
-
-"It's true."
-
-"You have done it?"
-
-"Yes. The Padrone is worth knowing. He--but to-night you will know him.
-Yes, Frisio's is characteristic. Vere will be amused."
-
-With a light tone he hid a faint chagrin.
-
-"What fun!" repeated Vere. "If I had diamonds I should put them on."
-
-She too was hiding something, one sentiment with another very
-different. But her youth came to her aid, and very soon the second
-excitement really took the place of the first, and she was joyously
-alive to the prospect of a novel gayety.
-
-"I must not eat anything more," said Hermione. "I believe the
-Marchesino is ordering something marvellous for us, all the treasures
-of the sea. We must be up to the mark. He really is a good fellow."
-
-"Yes," said Artois. "He is. I have a genuine liking for him."
-
-He said it with obvious sincerity.
-
-"I am going," said Vere. "I must think about clothes. And I must undo
-my hair again and get Maria to dry it thoroughly, or I shall look
-frightening."
-
-She went out quickly, her eyes sparkling.
-
-"Vere is delighted," said Hermione.
-
-"Yes, indeed she is."
-
-"And you are not. Would you rather avoid the Marchesino to-night,
-Emile, and not come with us? Perhaps I am selfish. I would so very much
-rather have you with us."
-
-"If Doro asks me I shall certainly come. It's true that I wish you were
-not engaged to-night--I should have enjoyed a quiet evening here. But
-we shall have many quiet, happy evenings together this summer, I hope."
-
-"I wonder if we shall?" said Hermione, slowly.
-
-"You--why?"
-
-"I don't know. Oh, I am absurd, probably. One has such strange ideas,
-houses based on sand, or on air, or perhaps on nothing at all."
-
-She got up, went to her writing-table, opened a drawer, and took out of
-it a letter.
-
-"Emile," she said, coming back to him with it in her hand, "would you
-like to explain this to me?"
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"The letter I found from you when I came back from Capri."
-
-"But does it need explanation?"
-
-"It seemed to me as if it did. Read it and see."
-
-He took it from her, opened it and read it.
-
-"Well?" he said.
-
-"Isn't the real meaning between the lines?"
-
-"If it is, cannot you decipher it?"
-
-"I don't know. I don't think so. Somehow it depressed me. Perhaps it
-was my mood just then. Was it?"
-
-"Perhaps it was merely mine."
-
-"But why--'I feel specially this summer I should like to be near you'?
-What does that mean exactly?"
-
-"I did feel that."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I don't think I can tell you now. I am not sure that I could even have
-told you at the time I wrote that letter."
-
-She took it from him and put it away again in the drawer.
-
-"Perhaps we shall both know later on," she said, quietly. "I believe we
-shall."
-
-He did not say anything.
-
-"I saw that boy, Ruffo, this afternoon," she said, after a moment of
-silence.
-
-"Did you?" said Artois, with a change of tone, a greater animation. "I
-forgot to ask Vere about him. I suppose he has been to the island again
-while I have been away?"
-
-"Not once. Poor boy, I find he has been ill. He has had fever. He was
-out to-day for the first time after it. We met him close to Mergellina.
-He was in a boat, but he looked very thin and pulled down. He seemed so
-delighted to see me. I was quite touched."
-
-"Hasn't Vere been wondering very much why he did not come again?"
-
-"She has never once mentioned him. Vere is a strange child sometimes."
-
-"But you--haven't you spoken of him to her?"
-
-"No, I don't think so."
-
-"Vere's silence made you silent?"
-
-"I suppose so. I must tell her. She likes the boy very much."
-
-"What is it that attracts her to this boy, do you think?"
-
-The question was ordinary enough, but there was a peculiar intonation
-in Artois' voice as he asked it, an intonation that awakened surprise
-in Hermione.
-
-"I don't know. He is an attractive boy."
-
-"You think so too?"
-
-"Why, yes. What do you mean, Emile?"
-
-"I was only wondering. The sea breeds a great many boys like Ruffo, you
-know. But they don't all get Khali Targa cigarettes given to them, for
-all that."
-
-"That's true. I have never seen Vere pay any particular attention to
-the fishermen who come to the island. In a way she loves them all
-because they belong to the sea, she loves them as a décor. But Ruffo is
-different. I felt it myself."
-
-"Did you?"
-
-He looked at her, then looked out of the window and pulled his beard
-slowly.
-
-"Yes. In my case, perhaps, the interest was roused partly by what Vere
-told me. The boy is a Sicilian, you see, and just Vere's age."
-
-"Vere's interest perhaps comes from the same reason."
-
-"Very likely it does."
-
-Hermione spoke the last words without conviction. Perhaps they both
-felt that they were not talking very frankly--were not expressing their
-thoughts to each other with their accustomed sincerity. At any rate,
-Artois suddenly introduced another topic of conversation, the reason of
-his hurried visit to Paris, and for the next hour they discussed
-literary affairs with a gradually increasing vivacity and open-
-heartedness. The little difficulty between them--of which both had been
-sensitive and fully conscious--passed away, and when at length Hermione
-got up to go to her bedroom and change her dress for the evening, there
-was no cloud about them.
-
-When Hermione had gone Artois took up a book, but he sat till the
-evening was falling and Giulia came smiling to light the lamp, without
-reading a word of it. Her entry roused him from his reverie, and he
-took out his watch. It was already past eight. The Marchesino would
-soon be coming. And then--the dinner at Frisio's!
-
-He got up and moved about the room, picking up a book here and there,
-glancing at some pages, then putting it down. He felt restless and
-uneasy.
-
-"I am tired from the journey," he thought. "Or--I wonder what the
-weather is this evening. The heat seems to have become suffocating
-since Hermione went away."
-
-He went to one of the windows and looked out. Twilight was stealing
-over the sea, which was so calm that it resembled a huge sheet of
-steel. The sky over the island was clear. He turned and went to the
-opposite window. Above Ischia there was a great blackness like a pall.
-He stood looking at it for some minutes. His erring thoughts, which
-wandered like things fatigued that cannot rest, went to a mountain
-village in Sicily, through which he had once ridden at night during a
-terrific thunder-storm. In a sudden, fierce glare of lightning he had
-seen upon the great door of a gaunt Palazzo, which looked abandoned, a
-strip of black cloth. Above it were the words, "Lutto in famiglia."
-
-That was years ago. Yet now he saw again the palace door, the strip of
-cloth soaked by the pouring rain, the dreary, almost sinister words
-which he had read by lightning:
-
-"Lutto in famiglia."
-
-He repeated them as he gazed at the blackness above Ischia.
-
-"Monsieur Emile!"
-
-"Vere!"
-
-The girl came towards him, a white contrast to what he had been
-watching.
-
-"I'm all ready. It seems so strange to be going out to a sort of party.
-I've had such a bother with my hair."
-
-"You have conquered," he said. "Undine has disappeared."
-
-"What?"
-
-"Come quite close to the lamp."
-
-She came obediently.
-
-"Vere transformed!" he said. "I have seen three Veres to-day already.
-How many more will greet me to-night?"
-
-She laughed gently, standing quite still. Her dress and her gloves were
-white, but she had on a small black hat, very French, and at the back
-of her hair there was a broad black ribbon tied in a big bow. This
-ribbon marked her exact age clearly, he thought.
-
-"This is a new frock, and my very smartest," she said; "and you dared
-to abuse Paris!"
-
-"Being a man. I must retract now. You are right, we cannot do without
-it. But--have you an umbrella?"
-
-"An umbrella?"
-
-She moved and laughed again, much more gayly.
-
-"I am serious. Come here and look at Ischia."
-
-She went with him quickly to the window.
-
-"That blackness does look wicked. But it's a long way off."
-
-"I think it is coming this way."
-
-"Oh, but"--and she went to the opposite window--"the sky is perfectly
-clear towards Naples. And look how still the sea is."
-
-"Too still. It is like steel."
-
-"Hush! Listen!"
-
-She held up her hand. They both heard a far-off sound of busy panting
-on the sea.
-
-"That must be the launch!" she said.
-
-Her eyes were gay and expectant. It was evident that she was in high
-spirits, that she was looking forward to this unusual gayety.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Doesn't it sound in a hurry, as if the Marchesino was terribly afraid
-of being late?"
-
-"Get your umbrella, Vere, and a waterproof. You will want them both."
-
-At that moment Hermione came in.
-
-"Madre, the launch is coming in a frightful hurry, and Monsieur Emile
-says we must take umbrellas."
-
-"Surely it isn't going to rain?"
-
-"There is a thunder-storm coming up from Ischia, I believe," said
-Artois.
-
-"Then we will take our cloaks in case. It is fearfully hot. I thought
-so when I was dressing. No doubt the launch will have a cabin."
-
-A siren hooted.
-
-"That is the Marchesino saluting us!" cried Vere. "Come along, Madre!
-Maria! Maria!"
-
-She ran out, calling for the cloaks.
-
-"Do you like Vere's frock, Emile?" said Hermione, as they followed.
-
-"Yes. She looks delicious--but quite like a little woman of the world."
-
-"Ah, you like her best as the Island child. So do I. Oh, Emile!"
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"I can't help it. I hate Vere's growing up."
-
-"Few things can remain unchanged for long. This sea will be
-unrecognizable before we return."
-
-Gaspare met them on the landing with solemn eyes.
-
-"There is going to be a great storm, Signora," he said. "It is coming
-from Ischia."
-
-"So Don Emilio thinks. But we will take wraps, and we are going in a
-launch. It will be all right, Gaspare."
-
-"Shall I come with you, Signora?"
-
-"Well, Gaspare, you see it is the Marchese's launch--"
-
-"If you would like me to come, I will ask the Signore Marchese."
-
-"We'll see how much room there is."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-He went down to receive the launch.
-
-"Emile," Hermione said, as he disappeared, "can you understand what a
-comfort to me Gaspare is? Ah, if people knew how women love those who
-are ready to protect them! It's quite absurd, but just because Gaspare
-said that, I'd fifty times rather have him with us than go without
-him."
-
-"I understand. I love your watch-dog, too."
-
-She touched his arm.
-
-"No one could ever understand the merits of a watch-dog better than
-you. That's right, Maria; we shall be safer with these."
-
-The Marchesino stood at the foot of the cliff, bare-headed, to receive
-them. He was in evening dress, what he called "smoking," with a flower
-in his button-hole, and a straw hat, and held a pair of white kid
-gloves in his hand. He looked in rapturous spirits, but ceremonial.
-When he caught sight of Artois on the steps behind Hermione and Vere,
-however, he could not repress an exclamation of "Emilio!"
-
-He took Hermione's and Vere's hands, bowed over them and kissed them.
-Then he turned to his friend.
-
-"Caro Emilio! You are back! You must come with us! You must dine at
-Frisio's."
-
-"May I?" said Artois.
-
-"You must. This is delightful. See, Madame," he added to Hermione,
-suddenly breaking into awful French, "we have the English flag! Your
-Jack! Voila, the great, the only Jack! I salute him! Let me help you!"
-
-As Hermione stepped into the launch she said:
-
-"I see there is plenty of room. I wonder if you would mind my taking my
-servant, Gaspare, to look after the cloaks and umbrellas. It seems
-absurd, but he says a storm is coming, and--"
-
-"A storm!" cried the Marchesino. "Of course your Gaspare must come.
-Which is he?"
-
-"There."
-
-The Marchesino spoke to Gaspare in Italian, telling him to join the two
-sailors in the stern of the launch. A minute afterwards he went to him
-and gave him some cigarettes. Then he brought from the cabin two
-bouquets of flowers, and offered them to Hermione and Vere, who, with
-Artois, were settling themselves in the bows. The siren sounded. They
-were off, cutting swiftly through the oily sea.
-
-"A storm, Signora. Cloaks and umbrellas!" said the Marchesino, shooting
-a glance of triumph at "Cara Emilio," whose presence to witness his
-success completed his enjoyment of it. "But it is a perfect night. Look
-at the sea. Signorina, let me put the cushion a little higher behind
-you. It is not right. You are not perfectly comfortable. And everything
-must be perfect for you to-night--everything." He arranged the cushion
-tenderly. "The weather, too! Why, where is the storm?"
-
-"Over Ischia," said Artois.
-
-"It will stay there. Ischia! It is a volcano. Anything terrible may
-happen there."
-
-"And Vesuvius?" said Hermione, laughing.
-
-The Marchesino threw up his chin.
-
-"We are not going to Vesuvius. I know Naples, Signora, and I promise
-you fine weather. We shall take our coffee after dinner outside upon
-the terrace at the one and only Frisio's."
-
-He chattered on gayly. His eyes were always on Vere, but he talked
-chiefly to Hermione, with the obvious intention of fascinating the
-mother in order that she might be favorably disposed towards him, and
-later on smile indulgently upon his flirtation with the daughter. His
-proceedings were carried on with a frankness that should have been
-disarming, and that evidently did disarm Hermione and Vere, who seemed
-to regard the Marchesino as a very lively boy. But Artois was almost
-immediately conscious of a secret irritation that threatened to spoil
-his evening.
-
-The Marchesino was triumphant. Emilio had wished to prevent him from
-knowing these ladies. Why? Evidently because Emilio considered him
-dangerous. Now he knew the ladies. He was actually their host. And he
-meant to prove to Emilio how dangerous he could be. His eyes shot a
-lively defiance at his friend, then melted as they turned to Hermione,
-melted still more as they gazed with unwinking sentimentality into the
-eyes of Vere. He had no inward shyness to contend against, and was
-perfectly at his ease; and Artois perceived that his gayety and sheer
-animal spirits were communicating themselves to his companions. Vere
-said little, but she frequently laughed, and her face lit up with eager
-animation. And she, too, was quite at her ease. The direct, and
-desirous, glances of the Marchesino did not upset her innocent self-
-possession at all, although they began to upset the self-possession of
-Artois. As he sat, generally in silence, listening to the frivolous and
-cheerful chatter that never stopped, while the launch cut its way
-through the solemn, steel-like sea towards the lights of Posilipo. He
-felt that he was apart because he was clever, as if his cleverness
-caused loneliness.
-
-They travelled fast. Soon the prow of the launch was directed to a
-darkness that lay below, and to the right of a line of brilliant lights
-that shone close to the sea; and a boy dressed in white, holding a
-swinging lantern, and standing, like a statue, in a small niche of rock
-almost flush with the water, hailed them, caught the gunwale of the
-launch with one hand, and brought it close in to the wall that towered
-above them.
-
-"Do we get out here? But where do we go?" said Hermione.
-
-"There is a staircase. Let me--"
-
-The Marchesino was out in a moment and helped them all to land. He
-called to the sailors that he would send down food and wine to them and
-Gaspare. Then, piloted by the boy with the lantern, they walked up
-carefully through dark passages and over crumbling stairs, turned to
-the left, and came out upon a small terrace above the sea and facing
-the curving lamps of Naples. Just beyond was a long restaurant, lined
-with great windows on one side and with mirrors on the other, and
-blazing with light.
-
-"Ecco!" cried the Marchesino. "Ecco lo Scoglio di Frisio! And here is
-the Padrone!" he added, as a small, bright-eyed man, with a military
-figure and fierce mustaches, came briskly forward to receive them.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-The dinner, which was served at a table strewn with red carnations
-close to an open window, was a gay one, despite Artois. It could
-hardly have been otherwise with a host so complacent, so attentive, so
-self-possessed, so hilarious as the Marchesino. And the Padrone of the
-restaurant warmly seconded the efforts of the giver of the feast. He
-hovered perpetually, but always discreetly, near, watchfully directing
-the middle-aged waiters in their duties, smiling to show his teeth,
-stained with tobacco juice, or drawing delicately close to relate
-anecdotes connected with the menu.
-
-The soup, a "zuppa di pesce alla marinara" remarkable for its
-beautiful red color, had been originally invented by the chef of
-Frisio's for the ex-Queen Natalie of Servia, who had deigned to come,
-heavily veiled, to lunch at the Scoglio, and had finally thrown off
-her veil and her incognito, and written her name in the visitors' book
-for all to see. The Macaroni a l'Imperatrice had been the favorite
-/plat/ of the dead Empress Elizabeth of Austria, who used to visit
-Frisio's day after day, and who always demanded two things--an
-eruption of Vesuvius and "Funiculi, funicula!" William Ewart Gladstone
-had deigned to praise the "oeufs a la Gladstone," called henceforth by
-his name, when he walked over from the Villa Rendel to breakfast; and
-the delicious punch served before the dolce, and immediately after the
-"Pollo panato alla Frisio," had been lauded by the late Czar of all
-the Russias, who was drinking a glass of it--according to the solemn
-asseveration of the Padrone--when the telegram announcing the
-assassination of his father was put into his hand.
-
-Names of very varied popular and great ones of the earth floated about
-the table. Here, it appeared, Mario Costa and Paolo Tosti had composed
-their most celebrated songs between one course and another. Here Zola
-and Tolstoy had written. Here Sarah Bernhardt had ordered a dozen
-bottles of famous old wine to be sent to the Avenue Pereire from the
-cellars of Frisio, and had fallen in love with a cat from Greece. Here
-Matilde Serao had penned a lasting testimony to the marital fidelity
-of her husband.
-
-Everything--everything had happened here, just here, at Frisio's.
-
-Seeing the amused interest of his guests, the Marchesino encouraged
-the Padrone to talk, called for his most noted wines, and demanded at
-dessert a jug of Asti Spumante, with snow in it, and strawberries
-floating on the top.
-
-"You approve of Frisio's, Signorina?" he said, bending towards Vere.
-"You do not find your evening dull?"
-
-The girl shook her head. A certain excitement was noticeable in her
-gayety--had been noticed by her mother all through the evening. It was
-really due to the afternoon's incident with Artois, succeeded by this
-unexpected festival, in which the lively homage of the Marchesino was
-mingled with the long procession of celebrated names introduced by the
-Padrone. Vere was secretly strung up, had been strung up even before
-she stepped into the launch. She felt very happy, but in her happiness
-there was something feverish, which was not customary to any mood of
-hers. She never drank wine, and had taken none to-night, yet as the
-evening wore on she was conscious of an effervescence, as if her brain
-were full of winking bubbles such as rise to the surface of champagne.
-
-Her imagination was almost furiously alive, and as the Padrone talked,
-waving his hands and striking postures like those of a military
-dictator, she saw the dead Empress, with her fan before her face,
-nodding her head to the jig of "Funiculi, funicula," while she watched
-the red cloud from Vesuvius rising into the starry sky; she saw Sarah
-Bernhardt taking the Greek cat upon her knee; the newly made Czar
-reading the telegram with his glass of punch beside him; Tosti tracing
-lines of music; Gladstone watching the sea; and finally the gaunt
-figure and the long beard of Tolstoy bending over the book in which he
-wrote clearly so many years ago, "Vedi Napoli e poi mori."
-
-"Monsieur Emile, you must write in the wonderful book of Frisio's,"
-she exclaimed.
-
-"We will all write, Signorina!" cried the Marchesino. "Bring the book,
-Signor Masella!"
-
-The Padrone hastened away to fetch it, but Vere shook her head.
-
-"No, no, we must not write! We are nobodies. Monsieur Emile is a great
-man. Only he is worthy of such a book. Isn't it so, Madre?"
-
-Artois felt the color rising to his face at this unexpected remark of
-the girl. He had been distrait during the dinner, certainly neither
-brilliant nor amusing, despite his efforts to seem talkative and
-cheerful. A depression had weighed upon him, as it had weighed upon
-him in the launch during the voyage from the island. He had felt as if
-he were apart, even almost as if he were /de trop/. Had Vere noticed
-it? Was that the reason of this sudden and charming demonstration in
-his favor?
-
-He looked across at her, longing to know. But she was arguing gayly
-with the Marchesino, who continued to insist that they must all write
-their names as a souvenir of the occasion.
-
-"We are nobodies," she repeated.
-
-"You dare to say that you are a nobody!" exclaimed the young man,
-looking at her with ardent eyes. "Ah, Signorina, you do wrong to drink
-no wine. In wine there is truth, they say. But you--you drink water,
-and then you say these dreadful things that are not--are not true.
-Emilio"--he suddenly appealed to Artois--"would not the Signorina
-honor any book by writing her name in it? I ask you if--"
-
-"Marchese, don't be ridiculous!" said Vere, with sudden petulance.
-"Don't ask Monsieur Emile absurd questions!"
-
-"But he thinks as I do. Emilio, is it not so? Is it not an honor for
-any book to have the Signorina's name?"
-
-He spoke emphatically and looked really in earnest. Artois felt as if
-he were listening to a silly boy who understood nothing.
-
-"Let us all write our names," he said. "Here comes the book."
-
-The Padrone bore it proudly down between the mirrors and the windows.
-
-But Vere suddenly got up.
-
-"I won't write my name," she said, sticking out her chin with the
-little determined air that was sometimes characteristic of her. "I am
-going to see what Gaspare and the sailors are doing."
-
-And she walked quickly away towards the terrace.
-
-The Marchesino sprang up in despair.
-
-"Shall we all go, Madame?" he said. "I have ordered coffee. It will be
-brought in a moment to the terrace."
-
-Hermione glanced at Artois.
-
-"I will stay here for a little. I want to look at the book," she said.
-"We will come in a moment. I don't take coffee."
-
-"Then--we will be upon the terrace. A rivederci per un momento--pour
-un moment, Madame."
-
-He bowed over Hermione's hand, and hurried away after Vere.
-
-The Padrone put his book very carefully down between Hermione and
-Artois, and left them with a murmured apology that he had to look
-after another party of guests which had just come into the restaurant.
-
-"I thought you would be glad to get rid of those young things for a
-minute," said Hermione, in explanation of what she had done.
-
-Artois did not reply, but turned over the leaves of the book
-mechanically.
-
-"Oh, here is Tolstoy's signature," he said, stopping.
-
-Hermione drew her chair nearer.
-
-"What a clear handwriting!" she said.
-
-"Yes, isn't it? 'Vedi Napoli e poi mori.' "
-
-"Where are you going to write?"
-
-He was looking towards the outer room of the restaurant which led onto
-the terrace.
-
-He turned the leaves.
-
-"I?--oh--here is a space."
-
-He took up a pen the Padrone had brought, dipped it into the ink.
-
-"What's the good?" he said, making a movement as if to push the book
-away.
-
-"No; do write."
-
-"Why should I?"
-
-"I agree with Vere. Your name will add something worth having to the
-book."
-
-"Oh, well--"
-
-A rather bitter expression had come into his face.
-
-"Dead-sea fruit!" he muttered.
-
-But he bent, wrote something quickly, signed his name, blotted and
-shut the book. Hermione had not been able to see the sentence he had
-written. She did not ask what it was.
-
-There was a noise of rather shuffling footsteps on the paved floor of
-the room. Three musicians had come in. They were shabbily dressed. One
-was very short, stout, and quite blind, with a gaping mouth that had
-an odd resemblance to an elephant's mouth when it lifts its trunk and
-shows its rolling tongue. He smiled perpetually. The other two were
-thin and dreary, middle-aged, and hopeless-looking. They stood not far
-from the table and began to play on guitars, putting wrong harmonies
-to a well-known Neapolitan tune, whose name Artois could not recall.
-
-"What a pity it is they never put the right bass!" said Hermione.
-
-"Yes. One would suppose they would hit it sometimes by mistake. But
-they seldom do."
-
-Except for the thin and uncertain music the restaurant was almost
-silent. The people who had just come in were sitting down far away at
-the end of the long room. Hermione and Artois were the only other
-visitors, now that Vere and the Marchesino were outside on the
-terrace.
-
-"Famous though it is, Frisio's does not draw the crowd," said
-Hermione.
-
-To-night she found it oddly difficult to talk to her friend, although
-she had refused the Marchesino's invitation on purpose to do so.
-
-"Perhaps people were afraid of the storm."
-
-"Well, but it doesn't come."
-
-"It is close," he said. "Don't you feel it? I do."
-
-His voice was heavy with melancholy, and made her feel sad, even
-apprehensive.
-
-"Where are the stars?" he added.
-
-She followed his example and leaned out of the great window. Not a
-star was visible in all the sky.
-
-"You are right. It is coming. I feel it now. The sea is like lead, and
-the sky, too. There is no sense of freedom to-night, no out-of-doors
-feeling. And the water is horribly calm."
-
-As they both leaned out they heard, away to the left at some distance,
-the voices of Vere and the Marchesino.
-
-"I stayed because I thought--I fancied all the chatter was getting a
-little on your nerves, Emile," Hermione said now. "They are so
-absurdly young, both of them. Wasn't it so?"
-
-"Am I so old that youth should get upon my nerves?" he returned, with
-a creeping irritation, which, however, he tried to keep out of his
-voice.
-
-"No. But of course we can hardly enjoy nonsense that might amuse them
-immensely. Vere is such a baby, and your friend is a regular boy, in
-spite of his self-assurance."
-
-"Women often fancy men to be young in ways in which they are not
-young," said Artois. "Panacci is very much of a man, I can assure
-you."
-
-"Panacci! I never heard you call him that before."
-
-Her eager brown eyes went to his face curiously for a moment. Artois
-saw that, and said, rather hastily:
-
-"It's true that nearly every one calls him Doro."
-
-Once more they heard the chattering voices, and then a sound of
-laughter in the darkness. It made Hermione smile, but Artois moved
-uneasily. Just then there came to them from the sea, like a blow, a
-sudden puff of wind. It hit their faces.
-
-"Do you want to avoid the storm?" Artois said.
-
-"Yes. Do you think--"
-
-"I am sure you can only avoid it by going at once. Look!"
-
-He pointed towards the sea. The blackness before them was cut at some
-distance off by a long, level line of white.
-
-"What's that?" asked Hermione, peering out.
-
-"Foam."
-
-"Foam! But surely it can't be!"
-
-The wind struck them again. It was like a hot, almost like a sweating
-hand, coarse and violent, and repugnant.
-
-Hermione drew in.
-
-"There is something disgusting in nature to-night," she said--
-"something that seems almost unnatural."
-
-The blind man began to sing behind them. His voice was soft and
-throaty. The phrasing was sickly. Some notes trembled. As he sang he
-threw back his head, stared with his sightless eyes at the ceiling,
-and showed his tongue. The whole of his fat body swayed. His face
-became scarlet. The two hopeless, middle-aged men on either side of
-him stared into vacancy as, with dirty hands on which the veins stood
-out, they played wrong basses to the melody on their guitars.
-
-Suddenly Hermione was seized with a sensation of fear.
-
-"Let us go. We had better go. Ah!"
-
-She cried out. The wind, returning, had caught the white table-cloth.
-It flew up towards her, then sank down.
-
-"What a fool I am!" she said. "I thought--I didn't know--"
-
-She felt that really it was something in Artois which had upset her
-nerves, but she did not say so. In that moment, when she was startled,
-she had instinctively put out her hand towards him. But, as
-instinctively, she drew it back without touching him.
-
-"Oh, here is Gaspare!" she said.
-
-An immense, a really ridiculous sense of relief came to her as she saw
-Gaspare's sturdy legs marching decisively towards them, his great eyes
-examining the row of mirrors, the tables, the musicians, then settling
-comfortably upon his Padrona. Over his arms he carried the cloaks, and
-his hands grasped the two umbrellas. At that moment, if she had
-translated her impulse into an action, Hermione would have given
-Gaspare a good hug--just for being himself; for being always the same:
-honest, watchful, perfectly fearless, perfectly natural, and perfectly
-determined to take care of his Padrona and his Padroncina.
-
-Afterwards she remembered that she had found in his presence relief
-from something that had distressed her in her friend.
-
-"Signora, the storm is coming. Look at the sea!" said Gaspare. He
-pointed to the white line which was advancing in the blackness.
-
-"I told the Signorina, and that Signore--"
-
-A fierce flash of lightning zigzagged across the window-space, and
-suddenly the sound of the wind was loud upon the sea, and mingled with
-the growing murmur of waves.
-
-"Ecco!" said Gaspare. "Signora, you ought to start at once. But the
-Signor Marchese--"
-
-The thunder followed. Hermione had been waiting for it, and felt
-almost relieved when it came crashing above the Scoglio di Frisio.
-
-"The Signor Marchese, Gaspare?" she asked, putting on the cloak he was
-holding for her.
-
-"He only laughs, Signora," said Gaspare, rather contemptuously. "The
-Signor Marchese thinks only of his pleasure."
-
-"Well, he must think of yours now," said Artois, decisively, to
-Hermione. "You will have a rough voyage to the island, even as it is."
-
-They were walking towards the entrance. Hermione had noticed the
-pronoun, and said quietly:
-
-"You will take a carriage to the hotel, or a tram?"
-
-"The tram, I think. It passes the door here."
-
-He glanced at her and added:
-
-"I noticed that the cabin of the launch is very small, and as Gaspare
-is with you--"
-
-"Oh, of course!" she said quickly. "It would be ridiculous for you to
-come all the way back with us. Besides, there is not room in the
-cabin."
-
-She did not know why, but she felt guilty for a moment. Yet she had
-done nothing.
-
-"There is the rain," said Artois.
-
-They were just entering the outer room from which the terrace opened.
-
-"Vere!" called Hermione.
-
-As she called the lightning flashed again, and showed her Vere and the
-Marchesino running in from the darkness. Vere was laughing, and looked
-more joyous than before.
-
-"Such a storm, Madre! The sea is a mass of foam. It's glorious! Hark
-at the fishermen!"
-
-From the blackness below rose hoarse shouts and prolonged calls--some
-near, some far. Faintly with them mingled the quavering and throaty
-voice of the blind man, now raised in "Santa Lucia."
-
-"What are we going to do, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"We must get home at once before it gets worse," said Hermione.
-"Marchese, I am so sorry, but I am afraid we must ask for the launch."
-
-"But, madame, it is only a squall. By midnight it will be all over. I
-promise you. I am a Neapolitan."
-
-"Ah, but you promised that there would be no storm at all."
-
-"Sa-a-nta-a Lu-u-ci-i-a! Santa Lu-cia!"
-
-The blind man sounded like one in agony. The thunder crashed again
-just above him, as if it desired to beat down his sickly voice.
-
-Artois felt a sharp stab of neuralgia over his eyes.
-
-Behind, in the restaurant, the waiters were running over the pavement
-to shut the great windows. The rush of the rain made a noise like
-quantities of silk rustling.
-
-The Marchesino laughed, quite unabashed. His cheeks were slightly
-flushed and his eyes shone.
-
-"Could I tell the truth, Signora? You might have refused to come. But
-now I speak the solemn truth. By midnight--"
-
-"I'm afraid we really can't stay so late as that."
-
-"But there is a piano. I will play valses. I will sing." He looked
-ardently at Vere, who was eagerly watching the sea from the window.
-
-"And we will dance, the Signorina and I."
-
-Artois made a brusque movement towards the terrace, muttering
-something about the launch. A glare of lightning lit up the shore
-immediately below the terrace, showing him the launch buffeted by the
-waves that were now breaking over the sandy beach. There came a
-summoning call from the sailors.
-
-"If you do stay," Artois said to the Marchesino, turning back to them,
-"you must send the launch round to Mergellina. I don't believe it can
-stop here."
-
-"Well, but there are rocks, Caro Emilio. It is protected!"
-
-"Not enough."
-
-"Signora," said Gaspare, "we had better go. It will only get worse.
-The sea is not too bad yet."
-
-"Come along!" Hermione cried, with decision. "Come, Vere! I'm very
-sorry, Marchese, but we must really get back at once. Good-night,
-Emile! Gaspare give me your arm."
-
-And she set off at once, clinging to Gaspare, who held an open
-umbrella over her.
-
-"Good-night, Vere!" said Artois.
-
-The girl was looking at him with surprised eyes.
-
-"You are going--"
-
-"I shall take the tram."
-
-"Oh--of course. That is your quickest way."
-
-"Signorina--the umbrella!"
-
-The Marchesino was offering his arm to conduct Vere to the launch. He
-cast a challenging look of triumph at Artois.
-
-"I would come in the launch," Artois said hastily. "But-- Good-night!"
-
-He turned away.
-
-"A rivederci, Emilio!" called the Marchesino.
-
-"--derci!"
-
-The last syllables only came back to them through the wind and the
-rain.
-
-"Take my arm, Signorina."
-
-"Grazie, it is all right like this."
-
-"Ma--"
-
-"I am quite covered, really, thank you."
-
-She hurried on, smiling, but not taking his arm. She knew how to be
-obstinate.
-
-"Ma Signorina--mais Mademoiselle--"
-
-"Gaspare! Is Madre all safe in the launch?"
-
-Vere glided from under the Marchesino's umbrella and sought the shade
-of Gaspare's. Behind, the Marchesino was murmuring to himself
-Neapolitan street expressions.
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-Gaspare's face had suddenly lighted up. His Padroncina's little hand
-was holding tightly to his strong arm.
-
-"Take care, Signorina. That is water!"
-
-"Oh, I was nearly in. I thought--"
-
-He almost lifted her into the launch, which was rising and falling on
-the waves.
-
-"Madre! What a night!"
-
-Vere sank down on the narrow seat of the little cabin. The Marchesino
-jumped aboard. The machine in the stern throbbed. They rushed forward
-into the blackness of the impenetrable night, the white of the leaping
-foam, the hissing of the rain, the roaring of the wind. In a blurred
-and hasty vision the lights of Frisio's ran before them, fell back
-into the storm like things defeated. Hermione fancied she discerned
-for a second the blind man's scarlet face and open mouth, the Padrone
-at a window waving a frantic adieu, having only just become aware of
-their departure. But if it were so they were gone before she knew--
-gone into mystery, with Emile and the world.
-
-The Marchesino inserted himself reproachfully into the cabin. He had
-turned up the collar of his "smoking," and drawn the silk lapels
-forward over his soft shirt-front. His white gloves were saturated. He
-came to sit down by Vere.
-
-"Madame!" he said reproachfully, "we should have waited. The sea is
-too rough. Really, it is dangerous. And the Signorina and I--we could
-have danced together."
-
-Hermione could not help laughing, though she did not feel gay.
-
-"I should not have danced," said Vere. "I could not. I should have had
-to watch the storm."
-
-She was peering out of the cabin window at the wild foam that leaped
-up round the little craft and disappeared in the darkness. There was
-no sensation of fear in her heart, only a passion of interest and an
-odd feeling of triumph.
-
-To dance with the Marchesino at the Scoglio di Frisio would have been
-banal in comparison with this glorious progress through the night in
-the teeth of opposing elements. She envied Gaspare, who was outside
-with the sailors, and whose form she could dimly see, a blur against
-the blackness. She longed to take off her smart little hat and her
-French frock, and be outside too, in the wind and the rain.
-
-"It is ridiculous to be dressed like this!" she said, quickly, taking
-off the glove she had put on her left hand. "You poor Marchese!"
-
-She looked at his damp "smoking," his soaking gloves and deplorable
-expression, and could not repress a little rush of laughter.
-
-"Do forgive me! Madre, I know I'm behaving shamefully, but we are all
-so hopelessly inappropriate. Your diamond broach, Madre! And your hat
-is all on one side. Gaspare must have knocked it with the umbrella. I
-am sure we all look like hens in a shower!"
-
-She leaned back against the swaying side of the cabin and laughed till
-the tears were in her eyes. The sudden coming of the storm had
-increased the excitement that had been already within her, created by
-the incidents of the day.
-
-"Vere!" said her mother, but smiling through the protest.
-
-The Marchesino showed his big white teeth. Everything that Vere did
-seemed to develop his admiration for her. He was delighted with this
-mood, and forgot his disappointment. But there was a glint of wonder
-in his eyes, and now he said:
-
-"But the Signorina is not afraid! She does not cry out! She does not
-call upon the Madonna and the Saints! My mother, my sisters, if they
-were here--"
-
-The prow of the launch struck a wave which burst over the bows,
-scattering spray to the roof of the cabin.
-
-"But I like it, I love it!" said Vere. "Don't you?--don't you, Madre?"
-
-Before Hermione could reply the Marchesino exclaimed:
-
-"Signorina, in the breast of an angel you have the heart of a lion!
-The sea will never harm you. How could it? It will treat you as it
-treats the Saint of your pool, San Francesco. You know what the
-sailors and the fishermen say? In the wildest storms, when the sea
-crashes upon the rocks, never, never does it touch San Francesco.
-Never does it put out the lamp that burns at San Francesco's feet."
-
-"Yes, I have heard them say that," Vere said.
-
-Suddenly her face had become serious. The romance in the belief of the
-seamen had got hold of her, had touched her. The compliment to herself
-she ignored. Indeed, she had already forgotten it.
-
-"Only the other night--" she began.
-
-But she stopped suddenly.
-
-"You know," she said, changing to something else, "that when the
-fishermen pass under San Francesco's pedestal they bend down, and lift
-a little water from the sea, and sprinkle it into the boat, and make
-the sign of the cross. They call it 'acqua benedetta.' I love to see
-them do that."
-
-Another big wave struck the launch and made it shiver. The Marchesino
-crossed himself, but quite mechanically. He was intent on Vere.
-
-"I wonder," the girl said, "whether to-night San Francesco will not be
-beaten by the waves, whether his light will be burning when we reach
-the island."
-
-She paused, then she added, in a lower voice:
-
-"I do hope it will--don't you, Madre?"
-
-"Yes, Vere," said her mother.
-
-Something in her mother's voice made the girl look up at her swiftly,
-then put a hand into hers, a hand that was all sympathy. She felt that
-just then her mother's imagination was almost, or quite, one with
-hers. The lights of Naples were gone, swallowed by the blackness of
-the storm. And the tiny light at the feet of the Saint, of San
-Francesco, who protected the men of the sea, and the boys--Ruffo, too!
---would it greet them, star of the sea to their pool, star of the sea
-to their island, their Casa del Mare, when they had battled through
-the storm to San Francesco's feet?
-
-"I do hope it will."
-
-Why did Hermione's heart echo Vere's words with such a strenuous and
-sudden passion, such a deep desire? She scarcely knew then. But she
-knew that she wanted a light to be shining for her when she neared
-home--longed for it, needed it specially that night. If San
-Francesco's lamp were burning quietly amid the fury of the sea in such
-a blackness as this about them--well, it would seem like an omen. She
-would take it as an omen of happiness.
-
-And if it were not burning?
-
-She, too, longed to be outside with Gaspare and the sailors, staring
-into the darkness with eyes keen as those of a seaman, looking for the
-light. Since Vere's last words and her reply they had sat in silence.
-Even the Marchesino's vivacity was suddenly abated, either by the
-increasing violence of the storm or by the change in Vere. It would
-have been difficult to say by which. The lightning flashed. The
-thunder at moments seemed to split the sky asunder as a charge of
-gunpowder splits asunder a rock. The head wind rushed by, yet had
-never passed them, but was forever coming furiously to meet them. On
-the roof of the little cabin the rain made a noise that was no longer
-like the rustle of silk, but was like the crackle of musketry.
-
-There was something oppressive, something even almost terrible, in
-being closely confined, shut in by low roof and narrow walls from such
-sweeping turbulence, such a clamor of wind and water and the sky.
-
-Hermione looked at her diamond brooch, then at her cloak.
-
-Slowly she lifted her hand and began to button it.
-
-Vere moved and began to button up hers. Hermione glanced at her, and
-saw a watchful, shining, half-humorous, half-passionate look in her
-eyes that could not be mistaken.
-
-She dropped her hands.
-
-"No, Vere!"
-
-"Yes, Madre! Yes, yes, yes!"
-
-The Marchesino stared.
-
-"No, I did not--"
-
-"You did! You did, Madre! It's no use! I understood directly."
-
-She began quickly to take off her hat.
-
-"Marchese, we are going out."
-
-"Vere, this is absurd."
-
-"We are going outside, Marchese. Madre wants air."
-
-The Marchesino, accustomed only to the habits and customs of
-Neapolitan women, looked frankly as if he thought Hermione mad.
-
-"Poor Madre must have a breath of air."
-
-"I will open the window, Signora!"
-
-"And the rain all over her, and the thunder close above her, and the
-sea in her face, the sea--the sea!"
-
-She clapped her hands.
-
-"Gaspare! Gaspare!"
-
-She put her face to the glass. Gaspare, who was standing up in the
-stern, with his hands holding fast to the rail that edged the cabin
-roof, bent down till his brown face was on a level with hers, and his
-big eyes were staring inquiringly into her eyes.
-
-"We are coming out."
-
-On the other side of the glass Gaspare made violently negative
-gestures. One word only came to those inside the cabin through the
-uproar of the elements.
-
-"Impossible!"
-
-"Signorina," said the Marchesino, "you cannot mean it. But you will be
-washed off. And the water--you will be drowned. It cannot be."
-
-"Marchese, look at Madre! If she stays inside another minute she will
-be ill. She is stifling! Quickly! Quickly!"
-
-The Marchesino, whose sense of humor was not of a kind to comprehend
-this freak of Vere's, was for once really taken aback. There were two
-sliding doors to the cabin, one opening into the bows of the launch,
-the other into the stern. He got up, looking very grave and rather
-confused, and opened the former. The wind rushed in, carrying with it
-spray from the sea. At the same moment there was a loud tapping on the
-glass behind them. Vere looked round. Gaspare was crouching down with
-his face against the pane. She put her ear to the glass by his mouth.
-
-"Signorina, you must not go into the bows," he called. "If you will
-come out, come here, and I will take care of you."
-
-He knew Vere's love of the sea and understood her desire.
-
-"Go, Vere," said Hermione.
-
-The Marchesino shut the door and stood by it, bending and looking
-doubtful.
-
-"I will stay here with the Marchese. I am really too old to face such
-a tempest, and the Marchese has no coat. He simply can't go."
-
-"But, Signora, it does not matter! I am ready."
-
-"Impossible. Your clothes would be ruined. Go along, Vere! Turn up
-your collar."
-
-She spoke almost as if to a boy, and like a gay boy Vere obeyed her
-and slipped out to Gaspare.
-
-"You really won't come, Madre?"
-
-"No. But--tell me if you see the light."
-
-The girl nodded, and the door moved into its place, shutting out the
-wind.
-
-Then the Marchesino sat down and looked at his damp patent-leather
-boots.
-
-He really could not comprehend these English ladies. That Vere was
-greatly attracted by him he thoroughly believed. How could it be
-otherwise? Her liveliness he considered direct encouragement. And then
-she had gone out to the terrace after dinner, leaving her mother. That
-was to make him follow her, of course. She wanted to be alone with
-him. In a Neapolitan girl such conduct would have been a declaration.
-A Neapolitan mother would not have allowed them to sit together on the
-terrace without a chaperon. But the English mother had deliberately
-remained within and had kept Caro Emilio with her. What could such
-conduct mean, if not that the Signorina was in love with him, the
-Marchesino, and that the Signorina's mamma was perfectly willing for
-him to make love to her child?
-
-And yet--and yet?
-
-There was something in Vere that puzzled him, that had kept him
-strangely discreet upon the terrace, that made him silent and
-thoughtful now. Had she been a typical English girl he might have
-discerned something of the truth of her. But Vere was lively, daring,
-passionate, and not without some traces of half-humorous and wholly
-innocent coquetry. She was not at all what the Neapolitan calls "a
-lump of snow to cool the wine." In her innocence there was fire. That
-was what confused the Marchesino.
-
-He stared at the cabin door by which Vere had gone out, and his round
-eyes became almost pathetic for a moment. Then it occurred to him that
-perhaps this exit was a second ruse, like Vere's departure to the
-terrace, and he made a movement as if to go out and brave the storm.
-But Hermione stopped him decisively.
-
-"No, Marchese," she said, "really I cannot let you expose yourself to
-the rain and the sea in that airy costume. I might be your mother."
-
-"Signora, but you--"
-
-"No, compliments apart, I really might be, and you must let me use a
-mother's authority. Till we reach the island stay here and make the
-best of me."
-
-Hermione had touched the right note. Metaphorically, the Marchesino
-cast himself at her feet. With a gallant assumption of undivided
-adoration he burst into conversation, and, though his eyes often
-wandered to the blurred glass, against which pressed and swayed a
-blackness that told of those outside, his sense of his duty as a host
-gradually prevailed, and he and Hermione were soon talking quite
-cheerfully together.
-
-Vere had forgotten him as utterly as she had forgotten Naples,
-swallowed up by the night. Just then only the sea, the night, Gaspare,
-and the two sailors who were managing the launch were real to her--
-besides herself. For a moment even her mother had ceased to exist in
-her consciousness. As the sea swept the deck of the little craft it
-swept her mind clear to make more room for itself.
-
-She stood by Gaspare, touching him, and clinging on, as he did, to the
-rail. Impenetrably black was the night. Only here and there, at
-distances she could not begin to judge of, shone vaguely lights that
-seemed to dance and fade and reappear like marsh lights in a world of
-mist. Were they on sea or land? She could not tell and did not ask.
-The sailors doubtless knew, but she respected them and their duty too
-much to speak to them, though she had given them a smile as she came
-out to join them, and had received two admiring salutes in reply.
-Gaspare, too, had smiled at her with a pleasure which swiftly
-conquered the faint reproach in his eloquent eyes. He liked his
-Padroncina's courage, liked the sailors of the Signor Marchese to see
-it. He was soaked to the skin, but he, too, was enjoying the
-adventure, a rare one on this summer sea, which had slept through so
-many shining days and starry nights like a "bambino in dolce letargo."
-
-To-night it was awake, and woke up others, Vere's nature and his.
-
-"Where is the island, Gaspare?" cried Vere through the wind to him.
-
-"Chi lo sa, Signorina.
-
-He waved one hand to the blackness before them.
-
-"It must be there."
-
-She strained her eyes, then looked away towards where the land must
-be. At a long distance across the leaping foam she saw one light. As
-the boat rose and sank on the crests and into the hollows of the waves
-the light shone and faded, shone and faded. She guessed it to be a
-light at the Antico Giuseppone. Despite the head wind and the waves
-that met them the launch travelled bravely, and soon the light was
-gone. She told herself that it must have been at the Giuseppone, and
-that now they had got beyond the point, and were opposite to the
-harbor of the Villa Rosebery. But no lights greeted them from the
-White Palazzo in the wood, or from the smaller white house low down
-beside the sea. And again she looked straight forward.
-
-Now she was intent on San Francesco. She was thinking of him, of the
-Pool, of the island. And she thrilled with joy at the thought of the
-wonderful wildness of her home. As they drew on towards it the waves
-were bigger, the wind was stronger. Even on calm nights there was
-always a breeze when one had passed the Giuseppone going towards
-Ischia, and beyond the island there was sometimes quite a lively sea.
-What would it be to-night? Her heart cried out for a crescendo. Within
-her, at that moment, was a desire like the motorist's for speed. More!
-more! More wind! More sea! More uproar from the elements!
-
-And San Francesco all alone in this terrific blackness! Had he not
-been dashed from his pedestal by the waves? Was the light at his feet
-still burning?
-
-"Il Santo!" she said to Gaspare.
-
-He bent his head till it was close to her lips.
-
-"Il Santo! What has become of him, Gaspare?"
-
-"He will be there, Signorina."
-
-So Gaspare, too, held to the belief of the seamen of the Bay. He had
-confidence in the obedience of the sea, this sea that roared around
-them like a tyrant. Suddenly she had no doubt. It would be so. The
-saint would be untouched. The light would still be burning. She looked
-for it. And now she remembered her mother. She must tell her mother
-directly she saw it. But all was blackness still.
-
-And the launch seemed weary, like a live thing whose strength is
-ebbing, who strains and pants and struggles gallantly, not losing
-heart but losing physical force. Surely it was going slower. She laid
-one hand upon the cabin roof as if in encouragement. Her heart was
-with the launch, as the seaman's is with his boat when it resists,
-surely for his sake consciously, the assault of the great sea.
-
-"Coraggio!"
-
-She was murmuring the word. Gaspare looked at her. And the word was in
-his eyes as it should be in all eyes that look at youth. And the
-launch strove on.
-
-"Coraggio! Coraggio!"
-
-The spray was in her face. Her hair was wet with the rain. Her French
-frock--that was probably ruined! But she knew that she had never felt
-more happy. And now--it was like a miracle! Suddenly out of the
-darkness a second darkness shaped itself, a darkness that she knew--
-the island. And almost simultaneously there shone out a little steady
-light.
-
-"Ecco il Santo!"
-
-"Ecco! Ecco!"
-
-Vere called out: "Madre! Madre!"
-
-She bent down.
-
-"Madre! The light is burning."
-
-The sailors, too, bent down, right down to the water. They caught at
-it with their hands, Gaspare, too. Vere understood, and, kneeling on
-the gunwale, firmly in Gaspare's grasp, she joined in their action.
-
-She sprinkled the boat with the acqua benedetta and made the sign of
-the cross.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-When, the next day, Artois sat down at his table to work he found it
-impossible to concentrate his mind. The irritation of the previous
-evening had passed away. He attributed it to the physical effect made
-upon him by the disturbed atmosphere. Now the sun shone, the sky was
-clear, the sea calm. He had just come out of an ice-cold bath, had
-taken his coffee, and smoked one cigarette. A quiet morning lay before
-him. Quiet?
-
-He got up and went to the window.
-
-On the wooden roof of the bath establishment opposite rows of towels,
-hung out to dry, were moving listlessly to and fro in the soft breeze.
-Capri was almost hidden by haze in the distance. In the sea, just
-below him, several heads of swimmers moved. One boy was "making
-death." He floated on his back with his eyes closed and his arms
-extended. His body, giving itself without resistance to every movement
-of the water, looked corpselike and ghostly.
-
-A companion shouted to him. He threw up his arms suddenly and shouted
-a reply in the broadest Neapolitan, then began to swim vigorously
-towards the slimy rocks at the base of Castel dell' Ovo. Upon the
-wooden terrace of the baths among green plants in pots stood three
-women, probably friends of the proprietor. For though it was already
-hot, the regular bathing season of Naples had not yet begun and the
-baths were not completed. Only in July, after the festa of the Madonna
-del Carmine, do the Neapolitans give themselves heart and soul to the
-sea. Artois knew this, and wondered idly what the women were doing on
-the terrace. One had a dog. It sat in the sun and began to cough. A
-long wagon on two wheels went by, drawn by two mules and a thin horse
-harnessed abreast. It was full of white stone. The driver had bought
-some green stuff and flung it down upon the white. He wore a
-handkerchief on his head. His chest was bare. As he passed beneath the
-window he sang a loud song that sounded Eastern, such a song as the
-Spanish wagoners sing in Algeria, as they set out by night on their
-long journeys towards the desert. Upon a tiny platform of wood,
-fastened to slanting stakes which met together beneath it in a tripod,
-a stout man in shirt and trousers, with black whiskers, was sitting on
-a chair fishing with a rod and line. A boy sat beside him dangling his
-legs over the water. At a little distance a large fishing-smack, with
-sails set to catch the breeze farther out in the Bay, was being
-laboriously rowed towards the open sea by half-naked men, who shouted
-as they toiled at the immense oars.
-
-Artois wondered where they were going. Their skins were a rich orange
-color. From a distance in the sunlight they looked like men of gold.
-Their cries and their fierce movements suggested some fantastic quest
-to lands of mysterious tumult.
-
-Artois wished that Vere could see them.
-
-What were the inhabitants of the island doing?
-
-To-day his mind was beyond his governance, and roamed like a vagrant
-on a long, white road. Everything that he saw below him in the calm
-radiance of the morning pushed it from thought to thought. Yet none of
-these thoughts were valuable. None seemed fully formed. They resembled
-henids, things seen so far away that one cannot tell what they are,
-but is only aware that they exist and can attract attention.
-
-He came out upon his balcony. As he did so he looked down into the
-road, and saw a hired carriage drive up, with Hermione in it.
-
-She glanced up and saw him.
-
-"May I come in for a minute?"
-
-He nodded, smiling, and went out to meet her, glad of this
-interruption.
-
-They met at the door of the lift. As Hermione stepped out she cast a
-rather anxious glance at her friend, a glance that seemed to say that
-she was not quite certain of her welcome. Artois' eyes reassured her.
-
-"I feel guilty," she said.
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Coming at such an hour. Are you working?"
-
-"No. I don't know why, but I am incapable of work. I feel both lazy
-and restless, an unfruitful combination. Perhaps something in me
-secretly knew that you were coming."
-
-"Then it is my fault."
-
-They came into his sitting-room. It had four windows, two facing the
-sea, two looking on the road, and the terraces and garden of the Hotel
-Hassler. The room scarcely suggested its present occupant. It
-contained a light-yellow carpet with pink flowers strewn over it, red-
-and-gold chairs, mirrors, a white marble mantelpiece, a gray-and-pink
-sofa with a pink cushion. Only the large writing-table, covered with
-manuscripts, letters, and photographs in frames, said something
-individual to the visitor. Hermione and Vere were among the
-photographs.
-
-Hermione sat down on the sofa.
-
-"I have come to consult you about something, Emile."
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"I really meant to ask you last night, but somehow I couldn't"
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I don't know. We--I--there seemed to be a sort of barrier between us
---didn't there?"
-
-"I was in a bad humor. I was tired after the journey, and perhaps the
-weather upset me."
-
-"It's all right--one can't be always-- Well, this is what I wanted to
-say. I alluded to it yesterday when I told you about my visit to
-Naples with Madame Alliani. Do you remember?"
-
-"You hinted you had seen, or heard of, some tragedy."
-
-"Yes. I believe it is a quite ordinary one in Naples. We went to visit
-a consumptive woman in one of those narrow streets going uphill to the
-left of the Via Roma, and while there by chance I heard of it. In the
-same house as the sick woman there is a girl. Not many days ago she
-was beautiful!"
-
-"Yes? What has happened to her?"
-
-"I'll tell you. Her name is Peppina. She is only nineteen, but she has
-been one of those who are not given a chance. She was left an orphan
-very young and went to live with an aunt. This aunt is a horrible old
-woman. I believe--they say she goes to the Galleria--"
-
-Hermione paused.
-
-"I understand," said Artois.
-
-"She is greedy, wicked, merciless. We had the story from the woman we
-were visiting, a neighbor. This aunt forced Peppina into sin. Her
-beauty, which must have been extraordinary, naturally attracted
-attention and turned people's heads. It seems to have driven one man
-nearly mad. He is a fisherman, not young, and a married man. It seems
-that he is notoriously violent and jealous, and thoroughly
-unscrupulous. He is a member of the Camorra, too. He pestered Peppina
-with his attentions, coming day after day from Mergellina, where he
-lives with his wife. One night he entered the house and made a scene.
-Peppina refused finally to receive his advances, and told him she
-hated him before all the neighbors. He took out a razor and--"
-
-Hermione stopped.
-
-"I understand," said Artois. "He disfigured her."
-
-"Dreadfully."
-
-"It is often done here. Sometimes a youth does it simply to show that
-a girl is his property. But what is it you wish to do for Peppina? I
-see you have a plan in your head."
-
-"I want to have her on the island."
-
-"In what capacity?"
-
-"As a servant. She can work. She is not a bad girl. She has only--
-well, Emile, the aunt only succeeded in forcing one lover on her. That
-is the truth. He was rich and bribed the aunt. But of course the
-neighbors all know, and--the population here has its virtues, but it
-is not exactly a delicate population."
-
-"Per Bacco!"
-
-"And now that the poor girl is disfigured the aunt is going to turn
-her out-of-doors. She says Peppina must go and earn money for herself.
-Of course nobody will take her. I want to. I have seen her, talked to
-her. She would be so thankful. She is in despair. Think of it!
-Nineteen, and all her beauty gone! Isn't it devilish?"
-
-"And the man?"
-
-"Oh, they say he'll get scarcely anything, if anything. Two or three
-months, perhaps. He is 'protected.' It makes my blood boil."
-
-Artois was silent, waiting for her to say more, to ask questions.
-
-"The only thing is--Vere, Emile," she said.
-
-"Vere?"
-
-"Yes. You know how friendly she is with the servants. I like her to
-be. But of course till now they have been all right--so far as I
-know."
-
-"You do well to add that proviso."
-
-"Peppina would not wait on us. She would be in the kitchen. Am I
-justified in taking her? Of course I could help her with money. If I
-had not seen her, talked to her, that is what I should have done, no
-doubt. But she wants--she wants everything, peace, a decent home, pure
-air. I feel she wants the island."
-
-"And the other servants?"
-
-"They need only know she was attacked. They need not know her past
-history. But all that does not matter. It is only the question of Vere
-that troubles me."
-
-"You mean that you are not decided whether you ought to bring into the
-house with Vere a girl who is not as Vere is?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And you want me to advise you?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I can't do that, Hermione."
-
-She looked at him almost as if she were startled.
-
-"Why not? I always rely--"
-
-"No, no. This is not a man's business, my business."
-
-He spoke with an odd brusqueness, and there were traces of agitation
-in his face. Hermione did not at all understand what feeling was
-prompting him, but again, as on the previous evening, she felt as if
-there were a barrier between them--very slight, perhaps, very shadowy,
-but definite nevertheless. There was no longer complete frankness in
-their relations. At moments her friend seemed to be subtly dominated
-by some secret irritation, or anxiety, which she did not comprehend.
-She had been aware of it yesterday. She was aware of it now. After his
-last exclamation she said nothing.
-
-"You are going to this girl now?" he asked.
-
-"I mean to. Yes, I shall go."
-
-She sat still for a minute, looking down at the pink-and-yellow
-carpet.
-
-"And what will you do?"
-
-She looked up at him.
-
-"I think I shall take her to the island. I am almost sure I shall.
-Emile, I don't believe in cowardice, and I sometimes think I am
-inclined to be a coward about Vere. She is growing up. She will be
-seventeen this year, very soon. There are girls who marry at sixteen,
-even English girls."
-
-"That is true."
-
-She could gather nothing from his tone; and now his face was perfectly
-calm.
-
-"My instinct is to keep Vere just as she is, to preserve the
-loveliness of childhood in her as long as possible, to keep away from
-her all knowledge of sin, sorrow, the things that distract and torture
-the world. But I mustn't be selfish about Vere. I mustn't keep her
-wrapped in cotton wool. That is unwholesome. And, after all, Vere must
-have her life apart from me. Last night I realized that strongly."
-
-"Last night?"
-
-"Yes, from the way in which she treated the Marchese, and later from
-something else. Last night Vere showed two sides of a woman's nature--
-the capacity to hold her own, what is vulgarly called 'to keep her
-distance,' and the capacity to be motherly."
-
-"Was Vere motherly to the Marchesino, then?" asked Artois, not without
-irony.
-
-"No--to Ruffo."
-
-"That boy? But where was he last night?"
-
-"When we got back to the island, and the launch had gone off, Vere and
-I stood for a minute at the foot of the steps to listen to the roaring
-of the sea. Vere loves the sea."
-
-"I know that."
-
-As he spoke he thought of something that Hermione did not know.
-
-"The pool was protected, and under the lee of the island it was
-comparatively calm. But the rain was falling in torrents. There was
-one fishing-boat in the pool, close to where we were, and as we were
-standing and listening, Vere said, suddenly, 'Madre, that's Ruffo's
-boat!' I asked her how she knew--because he has changed into another
-boat lately--she had told me that. 'I saw his head,' she answered.
-'He's there and he's not asleep. Poor boy, in all this rain!' Ruffo
-has been ill with fever, as I told you, and when Vere said that I
-remembered it at once."
-
-"Had you told Vere yet?" interposed Artois.
-
-"No. But I did then. Emile, she showed an agitation that--well, it was
-almost strange, I think. She begged me to make him come into the house
-and spend the night there, safe from the wind and the rain."
-
-"And you did, of course?"
-
-"Yes. He was looking very pale and shaky. The men let him come. They
-were nice and sympathetic. I think they are fond of the boy."
-
-"Ruffo seems to know how to attract people to him."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And so Vere played the mother to Ruffo?"
-
-"Yes. I never saw that side of her before. She was a woman then.
-Eventually Ruffo slept with Gaspare."
-
-"And how did Gaspare accept the situation?"
-
-"Better than I should have expected. I think he likes Ruffo
-personally, though he is inclined to be suspicious and jealous of any
-strangers who come into our lives. But I haven't had time to talk to
-him this morning."
-
-"Is Ruffo still in the house?"
-
-"Oh no. He went off in the boat. They came for him about eight."
-
-"Ah!"
-
-Artois went to the window and looked out. But now he saw nothing,
-although the three women were still talking and gesticulating on the
-terrace of the bath-house, more fishing-boats were being towed or
-rowed out into the Bay, carts were passing by, and people were
-strolling in the sun.
-
-"You say that Vere showed agitation last night?" he said, turning
-round after a moment.
-
-"About Ruffo's illness? It really almost amounted to that. But Vere
-was certainly excited. Didn't you notice it?"
-
-"I think she was."
-
-"Emile," Hermione said, after an instant of hesitation, "you remember
-my saying to you the other day that Vere was not a stranger to me?"
-
-"Yes, quite well."
-
-"You said nothing--I don't think you agreed. Well, since that day--
-only since then--I have sometimes felt that there is much in Vere that
-I do not understand, much that is hidden from me. Has she changed
-lately?"
-
-"She is at an age when development seems sudden, and is often
-striking, even startling."
-
-"I don't know why, but--but I dread something," Hermione said. "I feel
-as if--no, I don't know what I feel. But if Vere should ever drift
-away from me I don't know how I could bear it. A boy--one expects him
-to go out into the world. But a girl! I want to keep Vere. I must keep
-Vere. If anything else were to be taken from me I don't think I could
-bear it."
-
-"Vere loves you. Be sure of that."
-
-"Yes."
-
-Hermione got up.
-
-"Well, you won't give me your advice?"
-
-"No, Hermione."
-
-He looked at her steadily.
-
-"You must treat Vere as you think best, order her life as you think
-right. In some things you do wisely to consult me. But in this you
-must rely on yourself. Let your heart teach you. Do not ask questions
-of my head."
-
-"Your head!" she exclaimed.
-
-There was a trace of disappointment, even of surprise, in her voice.
-She looked at him as if she were going to say more, but again she was
-disconcerted by something in his look, his attitude.
-
-"Well, good-bye, Emile."
-
-"I will come with you to the lift."
-
-He went with her and touched the electric bell. As they waited for a
-moment he added:
-
-"I should like to have an evening quietly on the island."
-
-"Come to-night, or whenever you like. Don't fix a time. Come when the
-inclination whispers--'I want to be with friends.' "
-
-He pressed her hand.
-
-"Shall I see Peppina?"
-
-"Chi lo sa?"
-
-"And Ruffo?"
-
-She laughed.
-
-"The Marchesino, too, perhaps."
-
-"No," said Artois, emphatically. "Disfigured girls and fisher-boys--as
-many as you like, but not the alta aristocrazia Napoletana."
-
-"But I thought--"
-
-"I like Doro, but--I like him in his place."
-
-"And his place?"
-
-"Is not the island--when I wish to be quiet there."
-
-The lift descended. Artois went out once more onto the balcony, and
-watched her get into the carriage and drive away towards Naples. She
-did not look up again.
-
-"She has gone to fetch that girl Peppina," Artois said to himself,
-"and I might have prevented it."
-
-He knew very well the reason why he had not interfered. He had not
-interfered because he had wished too much to interfere. The desire had
-been strong enough to startle him, to warn him.
-
-An islet! That suggests isolation. Like Hermione, he wished to isolate
-Vere, to preserve her as she was in character. He did not know when
-the wish had first been consciously in his mind, but he knew that
-since he had been consulted by Vere, since she had broken through her
-reserve and submitted to him her poems, unveiling for him alone what
-was really to her a holy of holies, the wish had enormously increased.
-He told himself that Vere was unique, and that he longed to keep her
-unique, so that the talent he discerned in her might remain
-unaffected. How great her talent was he did not know. He would not
-know, perhaps, for a very long time. But it was definite, it was
-intimate. It was Vere's talent, no one else's.
-
-He had made up his mind very soon about Hermione's incapacity to
-produce work of value. Although Vere was such a child, so
-inexperienced, so innocent, so cloistered, he knew at once that he
-dared not dash her hopes. It was possible that she might eventually
-become what her mother certainly could never be.
-
-But she must not be interfered with. Her connection with the sea must
-not be severed. And people were coming into her life--Ruffo, the
-Marchesino, and now this wounded girl Peppina.
-
-Artois felt uneasy. He wished Hermione were less generous-hearted,
-less impulsive. She looked on him as a guide, a check. He knew that.
-But this time he would not exercise his prerogative. Ruffo he did not
-mind--at least he thought he did not. The boy was a sea creature. He
-might even be an inspiring force to Vere. Something Artois had read
-had taught him that. And Ruffo interested him, attracted him too.
-
-But he hated Vere's acquaintance with the Marchesino. He knew that the
-Marchesino would make love to her. And the knowledge was odious to
-him. Let Vere be loved by the sea, but by no man as yet.
-
-And this girl, Peppina?
-
-He thought of the horrors of Naples, of the things that happen "behind
-the shutter," of the lives led by some men and women, some boys and
-girls of the great city beneath the watching volcano. He thought of
-evenings he had spent in the Galleria. He saw before him an old woman
-about whom he had often wondered. Always at night, and often in the
-afternoon, she walked in the Galleria. She was invariably alone. The
-first time he had seen her he had noticed her because she had a
-slightly humped back. Her hair was snow white, and was drawn away from
-her long, pale face and carefully arranged under a modest bonnet. She
-carried a small umbrella and a tiny bag. Glancing at her casually, he
-had supposed her to be a respectable widow of the borghese class. But
-then he had seen her again and again, and by degrees he had come to
-believe that she was something very different. And then one night in
-late spring he had seen her in a new light dress with white thread
-gloves. And she had noticed him watching her, and had cast upon him a
-look that was unmistakable, a look from the world "behind the
-shutter"; and he had understood. Then she had followed him
-persistently. When he sat before the "Gran caffe" sipping his coffee
-and listening to the orchestra of women that plays on the platform
-outside the caffe, she had passed and repassed, always casting upon
-him that glance of sinister understanding, of invitation, of dreary
-wickedness that sought for, and believed that it had found, an
-answering wickedness in him.
-
-Terrible old woman! Peppina's aunt might well be like that. And
-Peppina would sleep, perhaps to-night, in the Casa del Mare, under the
-same roof as Vere.
-
-He resolved to go that evening to the island, to see Peppina, to see
-Vere. He wished, too, to have a little talk with Gaspare about Ruffo.
-
-The watch-dog instinct, which dwelt also in Gaspare, was alive in him.
-
-But to-day it was alive to do service for Vere, not for Hermione. He
-knew that, and said to himself that it was natural. For Hermione was a
-woman, with experience of life; but Vere was only upon the threshold
-of the world. She needed protection more than Hermione.
-
-Some time ago, when he was returning to Naples from the island on an
-evening of scirocco, Artois had in thought transferred certain hopes
-of his from Hermione to Vere. He had said to himself that he must
-henceforth hope for Hermione in Vere.
-
-Now was he not transferring something else from the mother to the
-child?
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-Artois had intended to go that evening to the island. But he did not
-fulfil his intention. When the sun began to sink he threw a light coat
-over his arm and walked down to the harbor of Santa Lucia. A boatman
-whom he knew met him and said:
-
-"Shall I take you to the island, Signore?"
-
-Artois was there to take a boat. He meant to say yes. Yet when the man
-spoke he answered no. The fellow turned away and found another
-customer. Two or three minutes later Artois saw his boat drawing out
-to sea in the direction of Posilipo. It was a still evening, and very
-clear after the storm of the preceding night. Artois longed to be in
-that travelling boat, longed to see the night come from the summit of
-the island with Hermione and Vere. But he resisted the sea, its wide
-peace, its subtle summons, called a carriage and drove to the
-Galleria. Arrived there, he took his seat at a little table outside
-the "Gran Caffe," ordered a small dinner, and, while he was eating it,
-watched the people strolling up and down, seeking among them for a
-figure that he knew.
-
-As the hour drew near for the music to begin, and the girls dressed in
-white came out one by one to the platform that, surrounded by a white
-railing edged with red velvet, is built out beyond the caffe to face
-the crowd, the number of promenaders increased, and many stood still
-waiting for the first note, and debating the looks of the players.
-Others thronged around Artois, taking possession of the many little
-tables, and calling for ices, lemon-water, syrups, and liqueurs.
-Priests, soldiers, sailors, students, actors--who assemble in the
-Galleria to seek engagements--newsboys, and youths whose faces
-suggested that they were "ruffiani," mingled with foreigners who had
-come from the hotels and from the ships in the harbor, and whose
-demeanor was partly curious and partly suspicious, as of one who longs
-to probe the psychology of a thief while safely guarding his pockets.
-The buzz of voices, the tramp of feet, gained a peculiar and vivid
-sonorousness from the high and vaulted roof; and in the warm air,
-under the large and winking electric lights, the perpetually moving
-figures looked strangely capricious, hungry, determined, furtive,
-ardent, and intent. On their little stands the electric fans whirred
-as they slowly revolved, casting an artificial breeze upon pallid
-faces, and around the central dome the angels with gilded wings lifted
-their right arms as if pointing the unconscious multitude the
-difficult way to heaven.
-
-A priest sat down with two companions at the table next to Artois. He
-had a red cord round his shaggy black hat. His face was like a
-parroquet's, with small, beady eyes full of an unintellectual
-sharpness. His plump body suggested this world, and his whole
-demeanor, the movements of his dimpled, dirty hands, and of his
-protruding lips, the attitude of his extended legs, the pose of his
-coarse shoulders, seemed hostile to things mystical. He munched an
-ice, and swallowed hasty draughts of iced water, talking the while
-with a sort of gluttonous vivacity. Artois looked at him and heard,
-with his imagination, the sound of the bell at the Elevation, and saw
-the bowed heads of the crouching worshippers. The irony of life, that
-is the deepest mystery of life, came upon him like the wave of some
-Polar sea. He looked up at the gilded angels, then dropped his eyes
-and saw what he had come to see.
-
-Slowly threading her way through the increasing throng, came the old
-woman whom he had watched so often and by whom he had been watched.
-To-night she had on her summer dress, a respectable, rather shiny gown
-of grayish mauve, a bonnet edged with white ribbon, a pair of white
-thread gloves. She carried her little bag and a small Japanese fan.
-Walking in a strange, flat-footed way that was peculiar to her, and
-glancing narrowly about her, yet keeping her hand almost still, she
-advanced towards the band-stand. As she came opposite to Artois the
-orchestra of women struck up the "Valse Noir," and the old woman stood
-still, impeded by the now dense crowd of listeners. While the demurely
-sinister music ran its course, she remained absolutely immobile.
-Artois watched her with a keen interest.
-
-It had come into his mind that she was the aunt of Peppina, the
-disfigured girl, who perhaps to-night was sleeping in the Casa del
-Mare with Vere.
-
-Presently, attracted, no doubt, by his gaze, the old woman looked
-across at Artois and met his eyes. Instantly a sour and malignant
-expression came into her long, pale face, and she drew up a corner of
-her upper lip, as a dog sometimes does, showing a tooth that was like
-a menace.
-
-She was secretly cursing Artois.
-
-He knew why. Encouraged by his former observation of her, she had
-scented a client in him and had been deceived, and this deception had
-bred within her an acrid hatred of him. To-night he would chase away
-that hatred. For he meant to speak to her. The old woman looked away
-from him, holding her head down as if in cold disdain. Artois read
-easily what was passing in her mind. She believed him wicked, but
-nervous in his wickedness, desirous of her services but afraid to
-invite them. And she held him in the uttermost contempt. Well,
-to-night he would undeceive her on one point at least. He kept his
-eyes upon her so firmly that she looked at him again. This time he
-made a sign of recognition, of understanding. She stared as if in
-suspicious amazement. He glanced towards the dome, then at her once
-more. At this moment the waiter came up. Artois paid his bill slowly
-and ostentatiously. As he counted out the money upon the little tray
-he looked up once, and saw the eyes in the long, pale face of the
-venerable temptress glitter while they watched. The music ceased, the
-crowd before the platform broke up, and began quickly to melt away.
-Only the woman waited, holding her little bag and her cheap Japanese
-fan.
-
-Artois drew out a cigar, lit it slowly, then got up, and began to move
-out among the tables.
-
-The priest looked after him, spoke rapidly to his companions, and
-burst into a throaty laugh which was loudly echoed.
-
-"Maria Fortunata is in luck to-night!" said some one.
-
-Then the band began again, the waiter came with more ices, and the
-tall, long-bearded forestiere was forgotten.
-
-Without glancing at the woman, Artois strolled slowly on. Many people
-looked at him, but none spoke to him, for he was known now, as each
-stranger who stays long in Naples is known, summed up, labelled, and
-either ignored or pestered. The touts and the ruffiani were aware that
-it was no use to pester the Frenchman, and even the decrepit and
-indescribably seedy old men who hover before the huge plate-glass
-windows of the photograph shops, or linger near the entrance to the
-cinematograph, never peeped at him out of the corners of their
-bloodshot eyes or whispered a word of the white slaves in his ear.
-
-When he was beneath the dome, and could see the light gleaming upon
-the wings of the pointing angels, Artois seemed to be aware of an
-individual step among the many feet behind him, a step soft, furtive,
-and obstinate, that followed him like a fate's. He glanced up at the
-angels. A melancholy and half-bitter smile came to his lips. Then he
-turned to the right and made his way still slowly towards the Via
-Roma, always crowded from the early afternoon until late into the
-night. As he went, as he pushed through the mob of standing men at the
-entrance of the Galleria, and crossed the street to the far side, from
-which innumerable narrow and evil-looking alleys stretch away into the
-darkness up the hill, the influence of the following old woman
-increased upon him, casting upon him like a mist her hateful
-eagerness. He desired to be rid of it, and, quickening his walk, he
-turned into the first alley he came to, walked a little way up it,
-until he was in comparative solitude and obscurity, then stopped and
-abruptly turned.
-
-The shiny, grayish mauve gown and the white-trimmed bonnet were close
-to him. Between them he faintly perceived a widely smiling face, and
-from this face broke at once a sickly torrent of speech, half
-Neapolitan dialect, half bastard French.
-
-"Silenzio!" Artois said, sternly.
-
-The old harridan stopped in surprise, showing her tooth.
-
-"What has become of Peppina?"
-
-"Maria Santissima!" she ejaculated, moving back a step in the
-darkness.
-
-She paused. Then she said:
-
-"You know Peppina!"
-
-She came forward again, quite up to him, and peered into his face,
-seeking there for an ugly truth which till now had been hidden from
-her.
-
-"What had you to do with Peppina?"
-
-"Nothing. Tell me about her, and--"
-
-He put his hand to the inside pocket of his coat, and showed her the
-edge of a little case containing paper notes. The woman misunderstood
-him. He knew that by her face, which for the moment was as a battle-
-field on which lust fought with a desperate anger of disappointment.
-Then cunning came to stop the battle.
-
-"You have heard of Peppina, Signore? You have never seen her?"
-
-Artois played with her for a moment.
-
-"Never."
-
-Her smile widened. She put up her thin hands to her hair, her bonnet,
-coquettishly.
-
-"There is not a girl in Naples as beautiful as Peppina. Mother of--"
-
-But the game was too loathsome with such a player.
-
-"Beautiful! Macche!"
-
-He laughed, made a gesture of pulling out a knife and smashing his
-face with it.
-
-"Beautiful! Per Dio!"
-
-The coquetry, the cunning, dropped out of the long, pale face.
-
-"The Signore knows?"
-
-"Ma si! All Naples knows."
-
-The old woman's face became terrible. Her two hands shot up, dropped,
-shot up again, imprecating, cursing the world, the sky, the whole
-scheme of the universe, it seemed. She chattered like an ape. Artois
-soothed her with a ten-lire note.
-
-That night, when he went back to the hotel, he had heard the aunt's
-version of Peppina, and knew--that which really he had known before--
-that Hermione had taken her to live on the island.
-
-Hermione! What was she? An original, clever and blind, great-hearted
-and unwise. An enthusiast, one created to be carried away.
-
-Never would she grow really old, never surely would the primal fires
-within her die down into the gray ashes that litter so many of the
-hearths by which age sits, a bleak, uncomely shadow.
-
-And Peppina was on the island, a girl from the stews of Naples; not
-wicked, perhaps, rather wronged, injured by life--nevertheless, the
-niece of that horror of the Galleria.
-
-He thought of Vere and shuddered.
-
-Next day towards four o'clock the Marchesino strolled into Artois'
-room, with a peculiarly impudent look of knowledge upon his face.
-
-"Buon giorno, Caro Emilio," he said. "Are you busy?"
-
-"Not specially."
-
-"Will you come with me for a stroll in the Villa? Will you come to see
-the gathering together of the geese?"
-
-"Che Diavolo! What's that?"
-
-"This summer the Marchesa Pontini has organized a sort of club, which
-meets in the Villa every day except Sundays. Three days the meeting is
-in the morning, three days in the afternoon. The silliest people of
-the aristocracy belong to this club, and the Marchesa is the mother
-goose. Ecco! Will you come, or--or have you some appointment?" He
-smiled in his friend's face.
-
-Artois wondered, but could not divine, what was at the back of his
-mind.
-
-"No, I had thought of going on the sea."
-
-"Or to the Toledo, perhaps?"
-
-The Marchesino laughed happily.
-
-"The Toledo? Why should I go there?"
-
-"Non lo so. Put on your chapeau and come. Il fait tres beau cet apres-
-midi."
-
-Doro was very proud of his French, which made Artois secretly shiver,
-and generally spoke it when he was in specially good spirits, or was
-feeling unusually mischievous. As they walked along the sea-front a
-moment later, he continued in Italian:
-
-"You were not at the island yesterday, Emilio?"
-
-"No. Were you?"
-
-"I naturally called to know how the ladies were after that terrible
-storm. What else could I do?"
-
-"And how were they?"
-
-"The Signora was in Naples, and of course the Signorina could not have
-received me alone. But the saints were with me, Emilio. I met her on
-the sea; quite by herself, on the sea of the Saint's pool. She was
-lying back in a little boat, with no hat on, her hands behind her head
---so, and her eyes--her beautiful eyes, Emilio, were full of dreams,
-of dreams of the sea."
-
-"How do you know that?" said Artois, rather sharply.
-
-"Cosa?"
-
-"How do you know the Signorina was dreaming of the sea? Did she--did
-she tell you?"
-
-"No, but I am sure. We walked together from the boats. I told her she
-was an enchantress of the sea, the spirit of the wave--I told her!"
-
-He spread out his hands, rejoicing in the remembrance of his graceful
-compliments.
-
-"The Signorina was delighted, but she could not stay long. She had a
-slight headache and was a little tired after the storm. But she would
-have liked to ask me to the house. She was longing to. I could see
-that."
-
-He seized his mustache.
-
-"She turned her head away, trying to conceal from me her desire,
-but--"
-
-He laughed.
-
-"Le donne! Le donne!" he happily exclaimed.
-
-Artois found himself wondering why, until Doro had made the
-acquaintance of the dwellers on the island, he had never wished to
-smack his smooth, complacent cheeks.
-
-They turned from the sea into the broad walk of the Villa, and walked
-towards the kiosk. Near it, on the small, green chairs, were some
-ladies swathed in gigantic floating-veils, talking to two or three
-very smart young men in white suits and straw hats, who leaned forward
-eying them steadily with a determined yet rather vacuous boldness that
-did not disconcert them. One of the ladies, dressed in black-and-white
-check, was immensely stout. She seemed to lead the conversation, which
-was carried on with extreme vivacity in very loud and not melodious
-voices.
-
-"Ecco the gathering of the geese!" said the Marchesino, touching
-Artois on the arm. "And that"--he pointed to the stout lady, who at
-this moment tossed her head till her veil swung loose like a sail
-suddenly deserted by the wind--"is the goose-mother. Buona sera,
-Marchesa! Buona sera--molto piacere. Carlo, buona sera--a rivederci,
-Contessa! A questa sera."
-
-He showed his splendid teeth in a fixed but winning smile, and, hat in
-hand, went by, walking from his hips. Then, replacing his hat on his
-head, he added to his friend:
-
-"The Marchesa is always hoping that the Duchessa d'Aosta will come one
-day, if only for a moment, to smile upon the geese. But--well, the
-Duchessa prefers to climb to the fourth story to see the poor. She has
-a heart. Let us sit here, Emilio."
-
-They sat down under the trees, and the Marchesino looked at his
-pointed boots for a moment in silence, pushing forward his under lip
-until his blond mustache touched the jaunty tip of his nose. Then he
-began to laugh, still looking before him.
-
-"Emilio! Emilio!"
-
-He shook his head repeatedly.
-
-"Emilio mio! And that you should be asking me to show you Naples! It
-is too good! C'est parfait!"
-
-The Marchesino turned towards Artois.
-
-"And Maria Fortunata! Santa Maria of the Toledo, the white-haired
-protectress of the strangers! Emilio--you might have come to me! But
-you do not trust me. Ecco! You do not--"
-
-Artois understood.
-
-"You saw me last night?"
-
-"Ma si! All Naples saw you. Do you not know that the Galleria is full
---but full--of eyes?"
-
-"Va bene! But you don't understand."
-
-"Emilio!"
-
-He shrugged his shoulders, lifted his hands, his eyebrows. His whole
-being seemed as if it were about to mount ironically towards heaven.
-
-"You don't understand. I repeat it."
-
-Artois spoke quietly, but there was a sound in his voice which caused
-his frivolous companion to stare at him with an inquiry that was, for
-a moment, almost sulky.
-
-"You forget, Doro, how old I am."
-
-"What has that to do with it?"
-
-"You forget--"
-
-Artois was about to allude to his real self, to point out the
-improbability of a man so mental, so known, so travelled as he was,
-falling like a school-boy publicly into a sordid adventure. But he
-stopped, realizing the uselessness of such an explanation. And he
-could not tell the Marchesino the truth of his shadowy colloquy in a
-by-street with the old creature from behind the shutter.
-
-"You have made a mistake about me," he said. "But it is of no
-consequence. Look! There is another goose coming."
-
-He pointed with his cane in the direction of the chatterers near the
-kiosk.
-
-"It is papa! It is papa!"
-
-"Pardon! I did not recognize--"
-
-The Marchesino got up.
-
-"Let us go there. The Marchesa with papa--it is better than the
-Compagnia Scarpetta! I will present you."
-
-But Artois was in no mood for a cataract of nothingness.
-
-"Not now," he said. "I have--"
-
-The Marchesino shot a cruel glance of impudent comprehension at him,
-and touched his left hand in token of farewell.
-
-"I know! I know! The quickest horse to the Toledo. A-ah! A-ah! May the
-writer's saint go with you! Addio, mio caro!"
-
-There was a hint of real malice in his voice. He cocked his hat and
-strutted away towards the veils and the piercing voices. Artois stared
-after him for a moment, then walked across the garden to the sea, and
-leaned against the low wall looking towards Capri. He was vexed at
-this little episode--unreasonably vexed. In his friend Doro he now
-discerned a possible enemy. An Italian who has trusted does not easily
-forgive if he is not trusted in return. Artois was conscious of a
-dawning hostility in the Marchesino. No doubt he could check it. Doro
-was essentially good-tempered and light-hearted. He could check it by
-an exhibition of frankness. But this frankness was impossible to him,
-and as it was impossible he must allow Doro to suspect him of sordid
-infamies. He knew, of course, the Neapolitan's habitual disbelief in
-masculine virtue, and did not mind it. Then why should he mind Doro's
-laughing thought of himself as one of the elderly crew who cling to
-forbidden pleasures? Why should he feel sore, angry, almost insulted?
-
-Vere rose before him, as one who came softly to bring him the answer
-to his questionings. And he knew that his vexation arose from the
-secret apprehension of a future in which he would desire to stand
-between her and the Marchesino with clean hands, and tell Doro certain
-truths which are universal, not national. Such truths would come ill
-from one whom the lectured held unclean.
-
-As he walked home to the hotel his vexation grew.
-
-When he was once more in his room he remembered his remark to
-Hermione, "We shall have many quiet, happy evenings together this
-summer, I hope," and her strange and doubtful reply. And because he
-felt himself invaded by her doubts he resolved to set out for the
-island. If he took a boat at once he could be there between six and
-seven o'clock.
-
-And perhaps he would see the new occupant of the Casa del Mare.
-Perhaps he would see Peppina.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-"I have come, you see," said Artois that evening, as he entered
-Hermione's room, "to have the first of our quiet, happy evenings,
-about which you were so doubtful."
-
-"Was I?"
-
-She smiled at him from her seat between the big windows.
-
-Outside the door he had, almost with a sudden passion, dismissed the
-vague doubts and apprehensions that beset him. He came with a definite
-brightness, a strong intimacy, holding out his hands, intent really on
-forcing Fate to weave her web in accordance with his will.
-
-"We women are full of little fears, even the bravest of us. Chase mine
-away, Emile."
-
-He sat down.
-
-"What are they?"
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"Formless--or almost. But perhaps that adds to the uneasiness they
-inspire. To put them into words would be impossible."
-
-"Away with them!"
-
-"Willingly."
-
-Her eyes seemed to be asking him questions, to be not quite satisfied,
-not quite sure of something.
-
-"What is it?" he asked.
-
-"I wonder if you have it in you to be angry with me."
-
-"Make your confession."
-
-"I have Peppina here."
-
-"Of course."
-
-"You knew--?"
-
-"I have known you as an impulsive for--how many years? Why should you
-change?"
-
-He looked at her in silence for a moment. Then he continued:
-
-"Sometimes you remind me--in spots, as it were--of George Sand."
-
-She laughed, not quite without bitterness.
-
-"In spots, indeed!"
-
-"She described herself once in a book as having 'a great facility' for
-illusions, a blind benevolence of judgment, a tenderness of heart that
-was inexhaustible--"
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"Wait! From these qualities, she said, came hurry, mistakes
-innumerable, heroic devotion to objects that were worthless, much
-weakness, tremendous disappointments."
-
-Hermione said nothing, but sat still looking grave.
-
-"Well? Don't you recognize something of yourself in the catalogue, my
-friend?"
-
-"Have I a great facility for illusions? Am I capable of heroic
-devotion to worthless objects?"
-
-Suddenly Artois remembered all he knew and she did not know.
-
-"At least you act hastily often," he said evasively. "And I think you
-are often so concentrated upon the person who stands, perhaps
-suffering, immediately before you, that you forget who is on the
-right, who is on the left."
-
-"Emile, I asked your advice yesterday, and you would not give it me."
-
-"A fair hit!" he said. "And so Peppina is here. How did the servants
-receive her?"
-
-"I think they were rather surprised. Of course they don't know the
-truth."
-
-"They will within--shall we say twenty-four hours, or less?"
-
-"How can they? Peppina won't tell them."
-
-"You are sure? And when Gaspare goes into Naples to 'fare la spesa'?"
-
-"I told Gaspare last night."
-
-"That was wisdom. You understand your watch-dog's character."
-
-"You grant that Gaspare is not an instance of a worthless object made
-the recipient of my heroic devotion?"
-
-"Give him all you like," said Artois, with warmth. "You will never
-repent of that. Was he angry when you told him?"
-
-"I think he was."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I heard him saying 'Testa della Madonna!' as he was leaving me.
-
-Artois could not help smiling.
-
-"And Vere?" he said, looking directly at her.
-
-"I have not told Vere anything about Peppina's past," Hermione said,
-rather hastily. "I do not intend to. I explained that Peppina had had
-a sad life and had been attacked by a man who had fallen in love with
-her, and for whom she didn't care."
-
-"And Vere was all sympathy and pity?" said Artois, gently.
-
-"She didn't seem much interested, I thought. She scarcely seemed to be
-listening. I don't believe she has seen Peppina yet. When we arrived
-she was shut up in her room."
-
-As she spoke she was looking at him, and she saw a slight change come
-over his face.
-
-"Do you think--" she began, and paused. "I wonder if she was reading,"
-she added, slowly, after a moment.
-
-"Even the children have their secrets," he answered. As he spoke he
-turned his head and looked out of the window towards Ischia. "How
-clear it is to-night! There will be no storm."
-
-"No. We can dine outside. I have told them." Her voice sounded
-slightly constrained. "I will go and call Vere," she added.
-
-"She is in the house?"
-
-"I think so."
-
-She went out, shutting the door behind her.
-
-So Vere was working. Artois felt sure that her conversation with him
-had given to her mind, perhaps to her heart, too, an impulse that had
-caused an outburst of young energy. Ah! the blessed ardors of youth!
-How beautiful they are, and, even in their occasional absurdity, how
-sacred. What Hermione had said had made him realize acutely the
-influence which his celebrity and its cause--the self that had made it
---must have upon a girl who was striving as Vere was. He felt a thrill
-of pleasure, even of triumph, that startled him, so seldom now,
-jealous and careful as he was of his literary reputation, did he draw
-any definite joy from it. Would Vere ever do something really good? He
-found himself longing that she might, as the proud godparent longs for
-his godchild to gain prizes. He remembered the line at the close of
-Maeterlinck's "Pelleas and Melisande," a line that had gone like a
-silver shaft into this soul when he first heard it--"Maintenant c'est
-au tour de la pauvre petite" (Now it's the child's turn.)
-
-"Now it's the child's turn," he said it to himself, forming the words
-with his lips. At that moment he was freed entirely from the
-selfishness of age, and warm with a generous and noble sympathy with
-youth, its aspirations, its strivings, its winged hopes. He got up
-from his chair. He had a longing to go to Vere and tell her all he was
-feeling, a longing to pour into her--as just then he could have poured
-it--inspiration molten in a long-tried furnace. He had no need of any
-one but Vere.
-
-The doors opened and Hermione came back.
-
-"Vere is coming, Emile," she said.
-
-"You told her I was here?"
-
-She looked at him swiftly, as if the ringing sound in his voice had
-startled her.
-
-"Yes. She is glad, I know. Dear little Vere!"
-
-Her voice was dull, and she spoke--or he fancied so--rather
-mechanically. He remembered all she did not know and was conscious of
-her false position. In their intercourse she had so often, so
-generally, been the enthusiastic sympathizer. More than she knew she
-had inspired him.
-
-"Dear Hermione! How good it is to be here with you!" he said, turning
-towards her the current of his sympathy. "As one grows old one clings
-to the known, the proved. That passion at least increases while so
-many others fade away, the passion for all that is faithful in a
-shifting world, for all that is real, that does not suffer corruption,
-disintegration! How adorable is Time where Time is powerless!"
-
-"Is Time ever powerless?" she said. "Ah, here is Vere!"
-
-They dined outside upon the terrace facing Vesuvius. Artois sat
-between mother and child. Vere was very quiet. Her excitement, her
-almost feverish gayety of the evening of the storm had vanished.
-To-night dreams hung in her eyes. And the sea was quiet as she was,
-repentant surely of its former furies. There seemed something humble,
-something pleading in its murmur, as if it asked forgiveness and
-promised amendment.
-
-The talk was chiefly between Hermione and Artois. It was not very
-animated. Perhaps the wide peace of the evening influenced their
-minds. When coffee was carried out Artois lit his pipe, and fell into
-complete silence, watching the sea. Giulia brought to Hermione a bit
-of embroidery on which she was working, cleared away the dessert and
-quietly disappeared. From the house now and then came a sound of
-voices, of laughter. It died away, and the calm of the coming night,
-the calm of the silent trio that faced it, seemed to deepen as if in
-delicate protest against the interference. The stillness of Nature
-to-night was very natural. But was the human stillness natural?
-Presently Artois, suddenly roused, he knew not why, to self-
-consciousness, found himself wondering. Vere lay back in her wicker
-chair like one at ease. Hermione was leaning forward over her work
-with her eyes bent steadily upon it. Far off across the sea the smoke
-from the summit of Vesuvius was dyed at regular intervals by the red
-fire that issued from the entrails of the mountain. Silently it rose
-from its hidden world, glowed angrily, menacingly, faded, then glowed
-again. And the life that is in fire, and that seems to some the most
-intense of all the forces of life, stirred Artois from his peace. The
-pulse of the mountain, whose regular beating was surely indicated by
-the regularly recurring glow of the rising flame, seemed for a moment
-to be sounding in his ears, and, with it, all the pulses that were
-beating through the world. And he thought of the calm of their bodies,
-of Hermione's, of Vere's, of his own, as he had thought of the calm of
-the steely sky, the steely sea, that had preceded the bursting of the
-storm that came from Ischia. He thought of it as something unnatural,
-something almost menacing, a sort of combined lie that strove to
-conceal, to deny, the leaping fires of the soul.
-
-Suddenly Vere got up and went quietly away. While she had been with
-them silence had been easy. Directly she was gone Artois felt that it
-was difficult, in another moment that it was no longer possible.
-
-"Am I to see Peppina to-night?" he asked.
-
-"Do you wish to?"
-
-Hermione's hands moved a little faster about their work when he spoke.
-
-"I feel a certain interest in her, as I should in any new inhabitant
-of the island. A very confined space seems always to heighten the
-influence of human personality, I think. On your rock everybody must
-mean a good deal, perhaps more than you realize, Hermione."
-
-"I am beginning to realize that," she answered, quietly. "Perhaps they
-mean too much. I wonder if it is wise to live as we do?"
-
-"In such comparative isolation, you mean?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-She laid her work down in her lap.
-
-"I'm afraid that by nature I am a monopolist," she said. "And as I
-could never descend into the arena of life to struggle to keep what I
-have, if others desired to take it from me, I am inclined jealously to
-guard it."
-
-She took up her work again.
-
-"I've been thinking that I am rather like the dog that buries his
-bone," she added, bending once more over the embroidery.
-
-"Are you thinking of--of your husband?"
-
-"Yes, and of Vere. I isolated myself with Maurice. Now I am isolating
-myself with Vere. Perhaps it is unwise, weak, this instinct to keep
-out the world."
-
-"Are you thinking of changing your mode of life, then?" he asked.
-
-In his voice there was a sound of anxiety which she noticed.
-
-"Perhaps. I don't know."
-
-She glanced at him and away, and he thought that there was something
-strange in her eyes. After a pause, she said:
-
-"What would you advise?"
-
-"Surely you are happy here. And--and Vere is happy."
-
-"Vere is happy--yes."
-
-He realized the thoughtlessness of his first sentence.
-
-"But I must think of Vere's development. Lately, in these last days, I
-have been realizing that Vere is moving, is beginning to move very
-fast. Perhaps it is time to bring her into contact with more people.
-Perhaps--"
-
-"You once asked my advice," he interrupted. "I give it now. Leave Vere
-alone. What she needs she will obtain. Have no fear of that."
-
-"You are sure?"
-
-"Quite sure. Sometimes, often, the children know instinctively more
-than their elders know by experience."
-
-Hermione's lips trembled.
-
-"Sometimes," she said, in a low voice, "I think Vere knows far more
-than I do. But--but I often feel that I am very blind, very stupid.
-You called me an impulsive--I suppose I am one. But if I don't follow
-my impulses, what am I to follow? One must have a guide."
-
-"Yes, and reason is often such a dull one, like a verger throwing one
-over a cathedral and destroying its mystery and its beauty with every
-word he speaks. When one is young one does not feel that one needs a
-guide at all."
-
-"Sometimes--often--I feel very helpless now," she said.
-
-He was acutely conscious of the passionate longing for sympathy that
-was alive within her, and more faintly aware of a peculiar depression
-that companioned her to-night. Yet, for some reason unknown to him, he
-could not issue from a certain reserve that checked him, could not
-speak to her as he had spoken not long ago in the cave. Indeed, as she
-came in her last words a little towards him, as one with hands
-tremblingly and a little doubtfully held out, he felt that he drew
-back.
-
-"I think we all feel helpless often when we have passed our first
-youth," he answered.
-
-He got up and stretched himself, towering above her.
-
-"Shall we stroll about a little?" he added. "I feel quite cramped with
-sitting."
-
-"You go. I'll finish this flower."
-
-"I'll take a turn and come back."
-
-As he went she dropped her embroidery and sat staring straight before
-her at the sea.
-
-Artois heard voices in the house, and listened for a new one, the
-voice of Peppina. But he could not distinguish it. He went down into
-the tiny garden. No one was there, and he returned, and passing
-through the house came out on its farther side. Here he met Gaspare
-coming up from the sea.
-
-"Good-evening, Gaspare," he said.
-
-"Good-evening, Signore."
-
-"I hear there's a new-comer in the house."
-
-"Signore?"
-
-"A new servant."
-
-Gaspare lifted his large eyes towards heaven.
-
-"Testa della Madonna?" said Artois.
-
-"Signore?"
-
-"Have a cigar, Gaspare?"
-
-"Grazie, Signore."
-
-"Is she a good sort of girl, do you think?"
-
-"Who, Signore?"
-
-"This Peppina."
-
-"She is in the kitchen, Signore. I have nothing to do with her."
-
-"I see."
-
-Evidently Gaspare did not mean to talk. Artois decided to change the
-subject.
-
-"I hear you had that boy, Ruffo, sleeping in the house the other
-night," he said.
-
-"Si, Signore; the Signorina wished it."
-
-Gaspare's voice sounded rather more promising.
-
-"He seems popular on the island."
-
-"He had been ill, Signore, and it was raining hard. Poveretto! He had
-had the fever. It was bad for him to be out in the boat."
-
-"So Ruffo's getting hold of you too!" thought Artois.
-
-He pulled at his cigar once or twice. Then he said:
-
-"Do you think he looks like a Sicilian?"
-
-Gaspare's eyes met his steadily.
-
-"A Sicilian, Signore?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Signore, he is a Sicilian. How should he not look like one?"
-
-Gaspare's voice sounded rebellious.
-
-"Va bene, Gaspare, va bene. Have you seen the Signorina?"
-
-"I think she is at the wooden seat, Signore. The Signorina likes to
-look at the sea from there."
-
-"I will go and see if I can find her."
-
-"Va bene, Signore. And I will go to speak with the Signora."
-
-He took off his hat and went into the house. Artois stood for a moment
-looking after him and pulling at his beard. There was something very
-forcible in Gaspare's personality. Artois felt it the more because of
-his knowledge of Gaspare's power of prolonged, perhaps of eternal
-silence. The Sicilian was both blunt and subtle, therefore not always
-easily read. To-night he puzzled Artois because he impressed him
-strongly, yet vaguely. He seemed to be quietly concealing something
-that was not small. What it was Artois could not divine. Only he felt
-positive that there was something. In Gaspare's eyes that evening he
-had seen an expression such as had been in them long ago in Sicily,
-when Artois rode up after Maurice's death to see Hermione, and Gaspare
-turned from him and looked over the wall of the ravine: an expression
-of dogged and impenetrable reserve, that was like a door closing upon
-unseen, just not seen, vistas.
-
-"Che Diavolo!" muttered Artois.
-
-Then he went up to look for Vere.
-
-A little wind met him on the crest of the cliff, the definite caress
-of the night, which had now fallen ever so softly. The troop of the
-stars was posted in the immeasurable deeps of the firmament. There
-was, there would be, no moon, yet it was not black darkness, but
-rather a dimly purple twilight which lifted into its breast the
-wayward songs of the sea. And the songs and the stars seemed twin
-children of the wedded wave and night. Divinely soft was the wind,
-divinely dreamy the hour, and bearing something of youth as a galley
-from the East bears odors. Over the spirit of Artois a magical essence
-seemed scattered. And the youngness that lives forever, however deeply
-buried, in the man who is an artist, stirred, lifted itself up, stood
-erect to salute the night. As he came towards Vere he forgot. The
-poppy draught was at his lips. The extreme consciousness, which was
-both his strength and his curse, sank down for a moment and profoundly
-slept.
-
-"Vere!" he said. "Vere, do I disturb you?"
-
-The girl turned softly on the bench and looked at him.
-
-"No. I often come here. I like to be here at nightfall. Madre knows
-that. Did she tell you?"
-
-"No."
-
-"You guessed?"
-
-"I met Gaspare."
-
-He stood near her.
-
-"Where is Madre?"
-
-"On the terrace. She preferred to stay quietly there. And so you have
-been working very hard?"
-
-He spoke gently, half smilingly, but not at all derisively.
-
-"Yes. But how did you know?"
-
-"I gathered it from something your mother said. Do you know, Vere, I
-think soon she will begin to wonder what you do when you are shut up
-for so long in your room."
-
-The girl's face looked troubled for a moment.
-
-"She doesn't--she has no idea."
-
-"Oh no."
-
-Vere was silent for a while.
-
-"I wonder if I ought to tell her, Monsieur Emile," she said at length.
-
-"Tell her!" Artois said, hastily. "But I thought--"
-
-He checked himself, suddenly surprised at the keenness of his own
-desire to keep their little secret.
-
-"I know. You mean what I said the other day. But--if Madre should be
-hurt. I don't think I have ever had a secret from her before, a real
-secret. But--it's like this. If Madre knows I shall feel horribly
-self-conscious, because of what I told you--her having tried and given
-it up. I shall feel guilty. Is it absurd?"
-
-"No."
-
-"And--and--I don't believe I shall be able to go on. Of course some
-day, if it turns out that I ever can do anything, I must tell. But
-that would be different. If it's certain that you can do a thing well
-it seems to me that you have a right to do it. But--till then--I'm a
-little coward, really."
-
-She ended with a laugh that was almost deprecating.
-
-"Don't tell your mother yet, Vere," said Artois, decisively. "It is as
-you say: if you told her before you have thoroughly tried your wings
-you might be paralyzed. When, if ever, you can show her something
-really good she will be the first to encourage you. But--till then--I
-think with you that her influence in that direction would probably be
-discouraging. Indeed, I feel sure of it."
-
-"But if she should really begin to wonder! Perhaps she will ask. It's
-absurd, but I can't help feeling as if we, you and I, were
-conspirators, Monsieur Emile."
-
-He laughed happily.
-
-"What a blessed place this is!" he said. "One is made free of the
-ocean here. What is that far-away light?"
-
-He pointed.
-
-"Low down? Oh, that must be the light of a fisherman, one of those who
-seek in the rocks for shell-fish."
-
-"How mysterious it looks, moving to and fro! One feels life there, the
-doings of unknown men in the darkness."
-
-"I wonder if--would you hate to go out a little way in the boat? The
-men look so strange when one is near them, almost like fire-people."
-
-"Hate! Let us go."
-
-"And we'll get Madre to come too."
-
-"Oh yes."
-
-Vere got up and they went into the house. As they came out upon the
-terrace Hermione took up her embroidery, and Gaspare, who was standing
-beside her, picked up the tray with the coffee-cups and went off with
-it towards the kitchen.
-
-"Well, Vere?"
-
-"Madre, we are going out a little way in the boat, and we want you to
-come with us."
-
-"Where are you going?"
-
-"To see the fishermen, just beyond the grotto of Virgilio. You will
-come?"
-
-"Do come, my friend," added Artois.
-
-But Hermione sat still.
-
-"I'm a little tired to-night," she answered. "I think I would rather
-stay quietly here. You won't be long, will you?"
-
-"Oh no, Madre. Only a few minutes. But, really, won't you?" Vere laid
-her hand on her mother's. "It's so lovely on the sea to-night."
-
-"I know. But honestly, I'm lazy to-night."
-
-Vere looked disappointed. She took away her hand gently.
-
-"Then we'll stay with you, won't we, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"No, Vere," said her mother quickly, before he could answer. "You two
-go. I sha'n't be dull. You won't be very long?"
-
-"No, of course. But--"
-
-"Go, dearest, go. Are you going to row, Emile?"
-
-"I could. Or shall we take Gaspare?"
-
-"It's Gaspare's supper-time," said Vere.
-
-"Hush, then!" said Artois, putting his finger to his lips. "Let us
-creep down softly, or he will think it his duty to come with us,
-starving, and that would spoil everything. Au revoir, Hermione," he
-whispered.
-
-"Good-bye, Madre," whispered Vere.
-
-They glided away, the big man and the light-footed child, going on
-tiptoe with elaborate precaution.
-
-As Hermione looked after them, she said to herself:
-
-"How young Emile is to-night!"
-
-At that moment she felt as if she were much older than he was.
-
-They slipped down to the sea without attracting the attention of
-Gaspare, got into the little boat, and rowed gently out towards
-Nisida.
-
-"I feel like a contrabandista," said Artois, as they stole under the
-lee of the island towards the open sea--"as if Gaspare would fire upon
-us if he heard the sound of oars."
-
-"Quick! Quick! Let us get away. Pull harder, Monsieur Emile! How slow
-you are!"
-
-Laughingly Artois bent to the oars.
-
-"Vere, you are a baby!" he said.
-
-"And what are you, then, I should like to know?" she answered, with
-dignity.
-
-"I! I am an old fellow playing the fool."
-
-Suddenly his gayety had evaporated, and he was conscious of his years.
-He let the boat drift for a moment.
-
-"Check me another time, Vere, if you see me inclined to be buffo," he
-said.
-
-"Indeed I won't. Why should I? I like you best when you are quite
-natural."
-
-"Do you?"
-
-"Yes. Look! There are the lights! Oh, how strange they are. Go a
-little nearer, but not too near."
-
-"Tell me, then. Remember, I can't see."
-
-"Yes. One, two, three--"
-
-She counted. Each time she said a number he pulled. And she, like a
-little coxswain, bent towards him with each word, giving him a bodily
-signal for the stroke. Presently she stretched out her hand.
-
-"Stop!"
-
-He stopped at once. For a minute the boat glided on. Then the impetus
-he had given died away from it, and it floated quietly without
-perceptible movement upon the bosom of the sea.
-
-"Now, Monsieur Emile, you must come and sit by me."
-
-Treading softly he obeyed her, and sat down near her, facing the
-shadowy coast.
-
-"Now watch!"
-
-They sat in silence, while the boat drifted on the smooth and oily
-water almost in the shadow of the cliffs. At some distance beyond them
-the cliffs sank, and the shore curved sharply in the direction of the
-island with its fort. There was the enigmatic dimness, though not
-dense darkness, of the night. Nearer at hand the walls of rock made
-the night seem more mysterious, more profound, and at their base
-flickered the flames which had attracted Artois' attention. Fitfully
-now these flames, rising from some invisible brazier, or from some
-torch fed by it, fell upon half-naked forms of creatures mysteriously
-busy about some hidden task. Men they were, yet hardly men they
-seemed, but rather unknown denizens of rock, or wave, or underworld;
-now red-bodied against the gleam, now ethereally black as are shadows,
-and whimsical and shifty, yet always full of meaning that could not be
-divined. They bent, they crouched. They seemed to die down like a wave
-that is, then is not. Then rising they towered, lifting brawny arms
-towards the stars. Silence seemed to flow from them, to exude from
-their labors. And in the swiftness of their movements there was
-something that was sad. Or was it, perhaps, only pathetic, wistful
-with the wistfulness of the sea and of all nocturnal things? Artois
-did not ask, but his attention, the attention of mind and soul, was
-held by these distant voiceless beings as by a magic. And Vere was
-still as he was, tense as he was. All the poetry that lay beneath his
-realism, all the credulity that slept below his scepticism, all the
-ignorance that his knowledge strove to dominate, had its wild moment
-of liberty under the smiling stars. The lights moved and swayed. Now
-the seamed rock, with its cold veins and slimy crevices was gilded,
-its nudity clothed with fire. Now on the water a trail of glory fell,
-and travelled and died. Now the red men were utterly revealed, one
-watching with an ardor that was surely not of this world, some secret
-in the blackness, another turning as if to strike in defence of his
-companion. Then both fell back and were taken by the night. And out of
-the night came a strong voice across the water.
-
-"Madre di Dio, che splendore!"
-
-Artois got up, turned the boat, and began to row gently away, keeping
-near the base of the cliffs. He meant to take Vere back at once to the
-island, leaving the impression made upon her by the men of the fire
-vivid, and undisturbed by speech. But when they came to the huge mouth
-of the Grotto of Virgil, Vere said:
-
-"Go in for a moment, please, Monsieur Emile."
-
-He obeyed, thinking that the mother's love for this dark place was
-echoed by the child. Since his conversation with Hermione on the day
-of scirocco he had not been here, and as the boat glided under the
-hollow blackness of the vault, and there lay still, he remembered
-their conversation, the unloosing of her passion, the strength and
-tenacity of the nature she had shown to him, gripping the past with
-hands almost as unyielding as the tragic hands of death.
-
-And he waited in silence, and with a deep expectation, for the
-revelation of the child. It seemed to him that Vere had her purpose in
-coming here, as Hermione had had hers. And once more the words of the
-old man in "Pelleas and Melisande" haunted him. Once more he heard
-them in his heart.
-
-"Now it's the child's turn."
-
-Vere dropped her right hand over the gunwale till it touched the sea,
-making a tiny splash.
-
-"Monsieur Emile!" she said.
-
-"Yes, Vere."
-
-"Do you believe in the evil eye?"
-
-Artois did not know what he had expected Vere to say, but her question
-seemed to strike his mind like a soft blow, it was so unforeseen.
-
-"No," he answered.
-
-She was silent. It was too dark for him to see her face at all
-clearly. He had only a vague general impression of her, of her
-slightness, vitality, youth, and half-dreamy excitement.
-
-"Why do you ask me?"
-
-"Giulia said to me this evening that she was sure the new servant had
-the evil eye."
-
-"Peppina?"
-
-"Yes, that is her name."
-
-"Have you seen her?"
-
-"No, not yet. It's odd, but I feel as if I would rather not."
-
-"Have you any reason for such a feeling?"
-
-"I don't think so. Poor thing! I know she has a dreadful scar. But I
-don't believe it's that. It's just a feeling I have."
-
-"I dare say it will have gone by the time we get back to the island."
-
-"Perhaps. It's nice and dark here."
-
-"Do you like darkness, Vere?"
-
-"Sometimes. I do now."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because I can talk better and be less afraid of you."
-
-"Vere! What nonsense! You are incapable of fear."
-
-She laughed, but the laugh sounded serious, he thought.
-
-"Real fear--perhaps. But you don't know"--she paused--"you don't know
-how I respect you."
-
-There was a slight pressure on the last words.
-
-"For all you've done, what you are. I never felt it as I have just
-lately, since--since--you know."
-
-Artois was conscious of a movement of his blood.
-
-"I should be a liar if I said I am not pleased. Tell me about the
-work, Vere--now we are in the dark."
-
-And then he heard the revelation of the child, there under the weary
-rock, as he had heard the revelation of the mother. How different it
-was! Yet in it, too, there was the beating of the pulse of life. But
-there was no regret, no looking back into the past, no sombre
-exhibition of force seeking--as a thing groping, desperately in a gulf
---an object on which to exercise itself. Instead there was aspiration,
-there was expectation, there was the wonder of bright eyes lifted to
-the sun. And there was a reverence that for a moment recalled to
-Artois the reverence of the dead man from whose loins this child had
-sprung. But Vere's was the reverence of understanding, not of a dim
-amazement--more beautiful than Maurice's. When he had been with
-Hermione under the brooding rock Artois had been impregnated with the
-passionate despair of humanity, and had seen for a moment the world
-with out-stretched hands, seeking, surely, for the nonexistent,
-striving to hold fast the mirage. Now he was impregnated with
-humanity's passionate hope. He saw life light-footed in a sweet chase
-for things ideal. And all the blackness of the rock and of the silent
-sea was irradiated with the light that streamed from a growing soul.
-
-A voice--an inquiring, searching voice, surely, rose quivering from
-some distance on the sea, startling Vere and Artois. It was untrained
-but unshy, and the singer forced it with resolute hardihood that was
-indifferent to the future. Artois had never heard the Marchesino sing
-before, but he knew at once that it was he. Some one at the island
-must surely have told the determined youth that Vere was voyaging, and
-he was now in quest of her, sending her an amorous summons couched in
-the dialect of Naples.
-
-Vere moved impatiently.
-
-"Really!" she began.
-
-But she did not continue. The quivering voice began another verse.
-Artois had said nothing, but, as he sat listening to this fervid
-protestation, a message illuminated as it were by the vibrato, he
-began to hate the terrible frankness of the Italian nature which, till
-now, he had thought he loved. The beauty of reticence appealed to him
-in a new way. There was savagery in a bellowed passion. The voice was
-travelling. They heard it moving onward towards Nisida. Artois
-wondered if Vere knew who was the singer. She did not leave him long
-in doubt.
-
-"Now's our chance, Monsieur Emile!" she said, suddenly, leaning
-towards him. "Row to the island for your life, or the Marchesino will
-catch us!"
-
-Without a word he bent to the oars.
-
-"How absurd the Marchesino is!"
-
-Vere spoke aloud, released from fear.
-
-"Absurd? He is Neapolitan."
-
-"Very well, then! The Neapolitans are absurd!" said Vere, with
-decision. "And what a voice! Ruffo doesn't sing like that. That
-shaking sounds--sounds so artificial."
-
-"And yet I dare say he is very much in earnest."
-
-Artois was almost pleading a cause against his will.
-
-"Oh!"
-
-The girl gave almost a little puff that suggested a rather childish
-indignation.
-
-"I like the people best," she added. "They say what they feel simply,
-and it means ever so much more. Am I a democrat?"
-
-He could not help laughing.
-
-"Chi lo sa? An Anarchist perhaps."
-
-She laughed too.
-
-"Bella tu si--Bella tu si! It's too absurd! One would think--"
-
-"What, Vere?"
-
-"Never mind. Don't be inquisitive, Monsieur Emile."
-
-He rowed on meekly.
-
-"There is San Francesco's light," she said, in a moment. "I wonder if
-it is late. Have we been away long? I have no idea."
-
-"No more have I."
-
-Nor had he.
-
-When they reached land he made the boat fast and turned to walk up to
-the house with her. He found her standing very still just behind him
-at the edge of the sea, with a startled look on her face.
-
-"What is it, Vere?" he asked.
-
-"Hush!"
-
-She held up her hand and bent her head a little to one side, as one
-listening intently.
-
-"I thought I heard--I did hear--something--"
-
-"Something?"
-
-"Yes--so strange--I can't hear it now."
-
-"What was it like?"
-
-She looked fixedly at him.
-
-"Like some one crying--horribly."
-
-"Where? Near us?"
-
-"Not far. Listen again."
-
-He obeyed, holding his breath. But he heard nothing except the very
-faint lapping of the sea at their feet.
-
-"Perhaps I imagined it," she said at length.
-
-"Let us go up to the house," he said. "Come, Vere."
-
-He had a sudden wish to take her into the house. But she remained
-where she was.
-
-"Could it have been fancy, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"No doubt."
-
-Her eyes were intensely grave, almost frightened.
-
-"But--just look, will you? Perhaps there really is somebody."
-
-"Where? It's so dark."
-
-Artois hesitated; but Vere's face was full of resolution, and he
-turned reluctantly to obey her. As he did so there came to them both
-through the dark the sound of a woman crying and sobbing convulsively.
-
-"What is it? Oh, who can it be?" Vere cried out.
-
-She went swiftly towards the sound.
-
-Artois followed, and found her bending down over the figure of a girl
-who was crouching against the cliff, and touching her shoulder.
-
-"What is it? What is the matter? Tell me."
-
-The girl looked up, startled, and showed a passionate face that was
-horribly disfigured. Upon the right cheek, extending from the temple
-almost to the line of the jaw, a razor had cut a sign, a brutal sign
-of the cross. As Vere saw it, showing redly through the darkness, she
-recoiled. The girl read the meaning of her movement, and shrank
-backward, putting up her hand to cover the wound. But Vere recovered
-instantly, and bent down once more, intent only on trying to comfort
-this sorrow, whose violence seemed to open to her a door into a new
-and frightful world.
-
-"Vere!" said Artois. "Vere, you had better--"
-
-The girl turned round to him.
-
-"It must be Peppina!" she said.
-
-"Yes. But--"
-
-"Please go up to the house, Monsieur Emile. I will come in a moment."
-
-"But I can't leave you--"
-
-"Please go. Just tell Madre I'm soon coming."
-
-There was something inexorable in her voice. She turned away from him
-and began to speak softly to Peppina.
-
-Artois obeyed and left her.
-
-He knew that just then she would not acknowledge his authority. As he
-went slowly up the steps he wondered--he feared. Peppina had cried
-with the fury of despair, and the Neapolitan who is desperate knows no
-reticence.
-
-Was the red sign of passion to be scored already upon Vere's white
-life? Was she to pass even now, in this night, from her beautiful
-ignorance to knowledge?
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-That night the Marchesino failed in his search for Vere, and he
-returned to Naples not merely disappointed but incensed. He had
-learned from a fisherman in the Saint's Pool that she was out upon the
-sea "with a Signore," and he had little difficulty in guessing who
-this Signore was. Of course it was "Caro Emilio," the patron of Maria
-Fortunata. He began to consider his friend unfavorably. He remembered
-how frankly he had always told Emilio of his little escapades, with
-what enthusiasm, in what copious detail. Always he had trusted Emilio.
-And now Emilio was trying to play him false--worse, was making
-apparently a complete success of the attempt. For Emilio and Vere must
-have heard his beautiful singing, must have guessed from whom that
-vibrant voice proceeded, must have deliberately concealed themselves
-from its possessor. Where had they lain in hiding? His shrewd
-suspicion fell upon the very place. Virgilio's Grotto had surely been
-their refuge.
-
-"Ladro! Vigiliacco!" Words of no uncertain meaning flowed from his
-overcharged heart. His whole hot nature was aroused. His spirit was up
-in arms. And now, almost for the first time, he drew a comparison
-between his age and Emilio's. Emilio was an old man. He realized it.
-Why had he never realized it before? Was he, full of youth, beauty,
-chivalrous energy and devotion, to be interfered with, set aside, for
-a man with gray hairs thick upon his head, for a man who spent half
-his hours bent over a writing-table? Emilio had never wished him to
-know the ladies of the island. He knew the reason now, and glowed with
-a fiery lust of battle. Vere had attracted him from the first. But
-this opposition drove on attraction into something stronger, more
-determined. He said to himself that he was madly in love. Never yet
-had he been worsted in an amour by any man. The blood surged to his
-head at the mere thought of being conquered in the only battle of life
-worth fighting--the battle for a woman, and by a man of more than
-twice his age, a man who ought long ago to have been married and have
-had children as old as the Signorina Vere.
-
-Well, he had been a good friend to Emilio. Now Emilio should see that
-the good friend could be the good enemy. Late that night, as he sat
-alone in front of the Caffe Turco smoking innumerable cigarettes, he
-resolved to show these foreigners the stuff a Neapolitan was made of.
-They did not know. Poor, ignorant beings from cold England, drowned
-forever in perpetual yellow fogs, and from France, country of
-volatility but not of passion, they did not know what the men of the
-South, of a volcanic soil, were capable of, once they were roused,
-once their blood spoke and their whole nature responded! It was time
-they learned. And he would undertake to teach them. As he drove
-towards dawn up the dusty hill to Capodimonte he was in a fever of
-excitement.
-
-There was excitement, too, in the house on the island, but it did not
-centre round the Marchesino.
-
-That night, for the first time in her young life, Vere did not sleep.
-She heard the fisherman call, but the enchantment of sea doings did
-not stir her. She was aware for the first time of the teeming horrors
-of life. There, in the darkness beneath the cliff, Peppina had sobbed
-out her story, and Vere, while she listened, had stepped from girlhood
-into womanhood.
-
-She had come into the house quietly, and found Artois waiting for her
-alone. Hermione had gone to bed, leaving word that she had a headache.
-And Vere was glad that night not to see her mother. She wished to see
-no one, and she bade Artois good-bye at once, telling him nothing, and
-not meeting his eyes when he touched her hand in adieu. And he had
-asked nothing. Why should he, when he read the truth in the grave,
-almost stern face of the child?
-
-Vere knew.
-
-The veils that hung before the happy eyes of childhood had been torn
-away, and those eyes had looked for the first time into the deeps of
-an unhappy human heart.
-
-And he had thought it possible to preserve, perhaps for a long while,
-Vere's beautiful ignorance untouched. He had thought of the island as
-a safe retreat in which her delicate, and as yet childish talent,
-might gradually mature under his influence and the influence of the
-sea. She had been like some charming and unusual plant of the sea,
-shot with sea colors, wet with sea winds, fresh with the freshness of
-the smooth-backed waves. And now in a moment she was dropped into the
-filthy dust of city horrors. What would be the result upon her and
-upon her dawning gift?
-
-The double question was in his mind, and quite honestly. For his
-interest of the literary man in Vere was very vivid. Never yet had he
-had a pupil or dreamed of having one. There are writers who found a
-school, whose fame is carried forward like a banner by young and eager
-hands. Artois had always stood alone, ardently admired, ardently
-condemned, but not imitated. And he had been proud of his solitude.
-But--lately--had not underthoughts come into his mind, thoughts of
-leaving an impress on a vivid young intellect, a soul that was full of
-life, and the beginnings of energy? Had not he dreamed, however
-vaguely, of forming, like some sculptor of genius, an exquisite
-statuette--poetry, in the slim form of a girl-child singing to the
-world?
-
-And now Peppina had rushed into Vere's life, with sobs and a tumult of
-cries to the Madonna and the saints, and, no doubt, with imprecations
-upon the wickedness of men. And where were the dreams of the sea? And
-his dreams, where were they?
-
-That night the irony that was in him woke up and smiled bitterly, and
-he asked himself how he, with his burden of years and of knowledge of
-life, could have been such a fool as to think it possible to guard any
-one against the assaults of the facts of life. Hermione, perhaps, had
-been wiser than he, and yet he could not help feeling something that
-was almost like anger against her for what he called her quixotism.
-The woman of passionate impulses--how dangerous she is, even when her
-impulses are generous, are noble! Action without thought, though the
-prompting heart behind it be a heart of gold--how fatal may it be!
-
-And then he remembered a passionate impulse that had driven a happy
-woman across a sea to Africa, and he was ashamed.
-
-Yet again the feeling that was almost like hostility returned. He said
-to himself that Hermione should have learned caution in the passing of
-so many years, that she ought to have grown older than she had. But
-there was something unconquerably young, unconquerably naïve, in her--
-something that, it seemed, would never die. Her cleverness went hand
-in hand with a short-sightedness that was like a rather beautiful, yet
-sometimes irritating stupidity. And this latter quality might
-innocently make victims, might even make a victim of her own child.
-
-And then a strange desire rose up in Artois, a desire to protect Vere
-against her own mother.
-
-But how could that be done?
-
-Vere, guarded by the beautiful unconsciousness of youth, was unaware
-of the subtleties that were brought into activity by her. That the
-Marchesino was, or thought himself, in love with her she realized. But
-she could not connect any root-sincerity with his feeling. She was
-accustomed vaguely to think of all young Southern Italians as
-perpetually sighing for some one's dark eyes. The air of the South was
-full of love songs that rose and fell without much more meaning than a
-twitter of birds, that could not be stilled because it was so natural.
-And the Marchesino was a young aristocrat who did absolutely nothing
-of any importance to the world. The Northern blood in Vere demanded
-other things of a man than imitations of a seal, the clever driving of
-a four-in-hand, light-footed dancing, and songs to the guitar. In
-Gaspare she saw more reality than she saw as yet in the Marchesino.
-The dawning intellect of her began to grasp already the nobility of
-work. Gaspare had his work to do, and did it with loyal efficiency.
-Ruffo, too, had his profession of the sea. He drew out of the deep his
-livelihood. Even with the fever almost upon him he had been out by
-night in the storm. That which she liked and respected in Gaspare, his
-perfect and natural acceptance of work as a condition of his life, she
-liked and respected in Ruffo.
-
-On the morning after the incident with Peppina, Vere came down looking
-strangely grave and tired. Her mother, too, was rather heavy-eyed, and
-the breakfast passed almost severely. When it was over Hermione, who
-still conducted Vere's education, but with a much relaxed vigor in the
-summer months, suggested that they should read French together.
-
-"Let us read one of Monsieur Emile's books, Madre," said Vere, with an
-awakening of animation. "You know I have never read one, only two or
-three baby stories, and articles that don't count."
-
-"Yes, but Emile's books are not quite suitable for you yet, Vere."
-
-"Why, Madre?"
-
-"They are very fine, but they dive deep into life, and life contains
-many sad and many cruel things."
-
-"Oughtn't we to prepare ourselves for them, then?"
-
-"Not too soon, I think. I am nearly sure that if you were to read
-Emile's books just yet you would regret it."
-
-Vere said nothing.
-
-"Don't you think you can trust me to judge for you in this matter,
-figlia mia? I--I am almost certain that Emile himself would think as I
-do."
-
-It was not without an effort, a strong effort, that Hermione was able
-to speak the last sentence. Vere came nearer to her mother, and stood
-before her, as if she were going to say something that was decisive or
-important. But she hesitated.
-
-"What is it, Vere?" Hermione asked, gently.
-
-"I might learn from life itself what Monsieur Emile's books might
-teach me."
-
-"Some day. And when that time comes neither I nor he would wish to
-keep them out of your hands."
-
-"I see. Well, Madre dear, let us read whatever you like."
-
-Vere had been on the verge of telling her mother about the previous
-night and Peppina. But, somehow, at the last moment she could not.
-
-And thus, for the moment at least, Artois and she shared another
-secret of which Hermione was unaware.
-
-But very soon Hermione noticed that Vere was specially kind always to
-Peppina. They did not meet, perhaps, very often, but when by chance
-they did Vere spoke to the disfigured girl with a gentleness, almost a
-tenderness, that were striking.
-
-"You like Peppina, Vere?" asked her mother one day.
-
-"Yes, because I pity her so much."
-
-There was a sound that was almost like passion in the girl's voice;
-and, looking up, Hermione saw that her eyes were full of light, as if
-the spirit had set two lamps in them.
-
-"It is strange," Vere continued, in a quieter tone; "but sometimes I
-feel as if on the night of the storm I had had a sort of consciousness
-of her coming--as if, when I saw the Saint's light shining, and bent
-down to the water and made the sign of the Cross, I already knew
-something of Peppina's wound, as if I made the sign to protect our
-Casa del Mare, to ward off something evil."
-
-"That was coming to us with Peppina, do you mean?"
-
-"I don't know, Madre."
-
-"Are you thinking of Giulia's foolish words about the evil eye?"
-
-"No. It's all vague, Madre. But Peppina's cross sometimes seems to me
-to be a sign, a warning come into the house. When I see it it seems to
-say there is a cross to be borne by some one here, by one of us."
-
-"How imaginative you are, Vere!"
-
-"So are you, Madre! But you try to hide it from me."
-
-Hermione was startled. She took Vere's hand, and held it for a moment
-in silence, pressing it with a force that was nervous. And her
-luminous, expressive eyes, immensely sensitive, beautiful in their
-sensitiveness, showed that she was moved. At last she said:
-
-"Perhaps that is true. Yes, I suppose it is."
-
-"Why do you try to hide it?"
-
-"I suppose--I think because--because it has brought to me a great deal
-of pain. And what we hide from others we sometimes seem almost to be
-destroying by that very act, though of course we are not."
-
-"No. But I think I should like to encourage my imagination."
-
-"Do you encourage it?" the mother asked, looking at her closely.
-
-Again, as Vere had been on the edge of telling her mother all she knew
-about Peppina, she was on the edge of telling her about the poems of
-the sea. And again, moved by some sudden, obstinate reluctance, come
-she knew not why, she withheld the words that were almost on her lips.
-
-And each time the mother was aware of something avoided, of an impulse
-stifled, and therefore of a secret deliberately kept. The first time
-Hermione had not allowed her knowledge to appear. But on this second
-occasion for a moment she lost control of herself, and when, after a
-perceptible pause, Vere said, "I know I love it," and was silent, she
-exclaimed:
-
-"Keep your secrets, Vere. Every one has a right to their freedom."
-
-"But, Madre--" Vere began, startled by her mother's abrupt vehemence.
-
-"No, Vere, no! My child, my dearest one, never tell me anything but of
-your own accord, out of your own heart and desire. Such a confidence
-is beautiful. But anything else--anything else, I could not bear from
-you."
-
-And she got up and left the room, walking with a strange slowness, as
-if she put upon herself an embargo not to hasten.
-
-The words and--specially that--the way in which they were spoken made
-Vere suddenly and completely aware of something that perhaps she had
-already latently known--that the relation between her mother and
-herself had, of late, not been quite what once it was. At moments she
-had felt almost shy of her mother, only at moments. Formerly she had
-always told her mother everything, and had spoken--as her mother had
-just said--out of her own heart and desire, with eagerness,
-inevitably. Now--well, now she could not always do that. Was it
-because she was growing older? Children are immensely frank. She had
-been a child. But now--she thought of the Marchesino, of Peppina, of
-her conversation with Monsieur Emile in the Grotto of Virgilio, and
-realized the blooming of her girlhood, was aware that she was
-changing. And she felt half frightened, then eager, ardently eager. An
-impulse filled her, the impulse towards a fulness of life that, till
-now, she had not known. And for a moment she loved those little,
-innocent secrets that she kept.
-
-But then she thought again of her mother, the most beloved of all her
-world. There had been in her mother's voice a sound of tragedy.
-
-Vere stood for a long while by the window thinking.
-
-The day was very hot. She longed to bathe, to wash away certain
-perplexities that troubled her in the sea. But Gaspare was not on the
-island. He had gone she knew not where. She looked at the sea with
-longing. When would Gaspare be back? Well, at least she could go out
-in the small boat. Then she would be near to the water. She ran down
-the steps and embarked. At first she only rowed a little way out into
-the Saint's Pool, and then leaned back against the white cushions, and
-looked up at the blue sky, and let her hand trail in the water. But
-she was restless to-day. The Pool did not suffice her, and she began
-to paddle out along the coast towards Naples. She passed a ruined,
-windowless house named by the fisherfolk "The Palace of the Spirits,"
-and then a tiny hamlet climbing up from a minute harbor to an antique
-church. Children called to her. A fisherman shouted: "Buon viaggio,
-Signorina!" She waved her hand to them apathetically and rowed slowly
-on. Now she had a bourne. A little farther on there was a small inlet
-of the sea containing two caves, not gloomy and imposing like the
-Grotto of Virgilio, but cosy, shady, and serene. Into the first of
-them she ran the boat until its prow touched the sandy bottom. Then
-she lay down at full length, with her hands behind her head on the
-cushions, and thought--and thought.
-
-Figures passed through her mind, a caravan of figures travelling as
-all are travelling: her mother, Gaspare, Giulia, with her plump and
-swarthy face; Monsieur Emile, to whom she had drawn so pleasantly,
-interestingly near in these last days; the Marchesino (strutting from
-the hips and making his bold eyes round), Peppina, Ruffo. They went by
-and returned, gathered about her, separated, melted away as people do
-in our musings. Her eyes were fixed on the low roof of the cave. The
-lilt of the water seemed to rock her soul in a cradle. "Madre--Ruffo!
-Madre--Ruffo!" The words were in her mind like a refrain. And then the
-oddity, the promiscuity of life struck her. How many differences there
-were in this small group of people by whom she was surrounded! What
-would their fates be, and hers? Would her life be happy? She did not
-feel afraid. Youth ran in her veins. But--would it be? She saw the red
-cross on Peppina's cheek. Why was one singled out for misery, another
-for joy? Which would be her fate? Ruffo seemed to be standing near
-her. She had seen him several times in these last days, but only at
-evening, fugitively, when he came in the boat with the fishermen. He
-was stronger now. He had saluted her eagerly. She had spoken to him
-from the shore. But he had not landed again on the island. She felt as
-if she saw his bright and beaming eyes. And Ruffo--would he be happy?
-She hoped so. She wanted him to be happy. He was such a dear, active
-boy--such a real boy. What must it be like to have a brother? Gaspare
-approved of Ruffo now, she thought; and Gaspare did not like
-everybody, and was fearfully blunt in expressing his opinion. She
-loved his bluntness. How delightfully his nose twitched when he was
-pleased! Dear old Gaspare! She could never feel afraid of anything or
-anybody when he was near. Monsieur Emile--the poems--the Marchesino
-singing. She closed her eyes to think the better.
-
-"Signorina! Signorina!"
-
-Vere woke and sat up.
-
-"Signorina!"
-
-Gaspare was looking at her from his boat.
-
-"Gaspare!"
-
-She began to realize things.
-
-"I was--I was thinking."
-
-"Si, Signorina. I always think like that when I am in bed."
-
-She laughed. She was wide awake now.
-
-"How did you find me?"
-
-"I met one of the fishermen. He had seen you row into the cave."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-She looked at him more steadily. His brown face was hot. Perspiration
-stood on his forehead just under the thick and waving hair.
-
-"Where have you been, Gaspare? Not to Naples in all this heat?"
-
-"I have been to Mergellina, Signorina."
-
-"Mergellina! Did you see Ruffo?"
-
-"Si, Signorina."
-
-There was something very odd about Gaspare to-day, Vere thought. Or
-was she still not thoroughly awake? His eyes looked excited, surely,
-as if something unusual had been happening. And they were fixed upon
-her face with a scrutiny that was strange, almost as if he saw her now
-for the first time.
-
-"What is it, Gaspare? Why do you look at me like that?"
-
-Gaspare turned his eyes away.
-
-"Like what, Signorina? Why should I not look at you?"
-
-"What have you been doing at Mergellina?"
-
-She spoke rather imperiously.
-
-"Nothing particular, Signorina."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-She paused, but he did not speak.
-
-"Where did you see Ruffo?"
-
-"At the harbor, Signorina."
-
-"Tell me, Gaspare, do you like him?"
-
-"Ruffo?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I do not dislike him, Signorina. He has never done me any harm."
-
-"Of course not. Why should he?"
-
-"I say--he has not."
-
-"I like Ruffo."
-
-"Lo so."
-
-Again he looked at her with that curious expression in his eyes. Then
-he said:
-
-"Come, Signorina! It is getting late. We must go to the island."
-
-And they pulled out round the point to the open sea.
-
-During the hot weather the dwellers in the Casa del Mare made the
-siesta after the mid-day meal. The awnings and blinds were drawn.
-Silence reigned, and the house was still as the Palace of the Sleeping
-Beauty. At the foot of the cliffs the sea slept in the sunshine, and
-it was almost an empty sea, for few boats passed by in those hot,
-still hours.
-
-To-day the servants were quiet in their quarters. Only Gaspare was
-outside. And he, in shirt and trousers, with a white linen hat
-covering his brown face, was stretched under the dwarf trees of the
-little garden, in the shadow of the wall, resting profoundly after the
-labors of the morning. In their respective rooms Hermione and Vere
-were secluded behind shut doors. Hermione was lying down, but not
-sleeping. Vere was not lying down. Generally she slept at this time
-for an hour. But to-day, perhaps because of her nap in the cave, she
-had no desire for sleep.
-
-She was thinking about her mother. And Hermione was thinking of her.
-Each mind was working in the midst of its desert space, its solitude
-eternal.
-
-What was growing up between them, and why was it growing?
-
-Hermione was beset by a strange sensation of impotence. She felt as if
-her child were drifting from her. Was it her fault, or was it no
-one's, and inevitable? Had Vere been able to divine certain feelings
-in her, the mother, obscure pains of the soul that had travelled to
-mind and heart? She did not think it possible. Nor had it been
-possible for her to kill those pains, although she had made her effort
---to conceal them. Long ago, before she was married to Maurice, Emile
-had spoken to them of jealousy. At the time she had not understood it.
-She remembered thinking, even saying, that she could not be jealous.
-
-But then she had not had a child.
-
-Lately she had realized that there were forces in her of which she had
-not been aware. She had realized her passion for her child. Was it
-strange that she had not always known how deep and strong it was? Her
-mutilated life was more vehemently centred upon Vere than she had
-understood. Of Vere she could be jealous. If Vere put any one before
-her, trusted any one more than her, confided anything to another
-rather than to her, she could be frightfully jealous.
-
-Recently she had suspected--she had imagined--
-
-Restlessly she moved on her bed. A mosquito-curtain protected it. She
-was glad of that, as if it kept out prying eyes. For sometimes she was
-ashamed of the vehemence within her.
-
-She thought of her friend Emile, whom she had dragged back from death.
-
-He, too, had he not drifted a little from her in these last days? It
-seemed to her that it was so. She knew that it was so. Women are so
-sure of certain things, more almost than men are ever sure of
-anything. And why should Vere have drifted, Emile have drifted, if
-there were not some link between them--some link between the child and
-the middle-aged man which they would not have her know of?
-
-Vere had told to Emile something that she had kept, that she still
-kept from her mother. When Vere had been shut up in her room she had
-not been reading. Emile knew what it was that she did during those
-long hours when she was alone. Emile knew that, and perhaps other
-things of Vere that she, Hermione, did not know, was not allowed to
-know.
-
-Hermione, in their long intimacy, had learned to read Artois more
-clearly, more certainly than he realized. Although often impulsive,
-and seemingly unconscious of the thoughts of others, she could be both
-sharply observant and subtle, especially with those she loved. She had
-noticed the difference between his manner when first they spoke of
-Vere's hidden occupation and his manner when last they spoke of it. In
-the interval he had found out what it was, and that it was not
-reading. Of that she was positive. She was positive also that he did
-not wish her to suspect this. Vere must have told him what it was.
-
-It was characteristic of Hermione that at this moment she was free
-from any common curiosity as to what it was that Vere did during those
-many hours when she was shut up in her room. The thing that hurt her,
-that seemed to humiliate her, was the Emile should know what it was
-and not she, that Vere should have told Emile and not told her.
-
-As she lay there she cowered under the blow a mutual silence can give,
-and something woke up in her, something fiery, something surely that
-could act with violence. It startled her, almost as a stranger rushing
-into her room would have startled her.
-
-For a moment she thought of her child and her loved friend with a
-bitterness that was cruel.
-
-How long had they shared their secret? She wondered, and began to
-consider the recent days, searching their hours for those tiny
-incidents, those small reticences, avoidances, that to women are
-revelations. When had she first noticed a slight change in Emile's
-manner to her? When had Vere and he first seemed a little more
-intimate, a little more confidential than before? When had she,
-Hermione, first felt a little "out of it," not perfectly at ease with
-these two dear denizens of her life?
-
-Her mind fastened at once upon the day of the storm. On the night of
-the storm, when she and Emile had been left alone in the restaurant,
-she had felt almost afraid of him. But before then, in the afternoon
-on the island, there had been something. They had not been always at
-ease. She had been conscious of trying to tide over moments that were
-almost awkward--once or twice, only once or twice. But that was the
-day. Her woman's instinct told her so. That was the day on which Vere
-had told Emile the secret she had kept from her mother. How excited
-Vere had been, almost feverishly excited! And Emile had been very
-strange. When the Marchesino and Vere went out upon the terrace, how
-restless, how irritable he--
-
-Suddenly Hermione sat up in her bed. The heat, the stillness, the
-white cage of the mosquito net, the silence had become intolerable to
-her. She pulled aside the net. Yes, that was better. She felt more
-free. She would lie down outside the net. But the pillow was hot. She
-turned it, but its pressure against her cheek almost maddened her, and
-she got up, went across the room to the wash-stand and bathed her face
-with cold water. Then she put some /eau de Cologne/ on her forehead,
-opened a drawer and drew out a fan, went over to an arm-chair near the
-window and sat down in it.
-
-What had Emile written in the visitors' book at the Scoglio di Frisio?
-With a strange abruptness, with a flight that was instinctive as that
-of a homing pigeon, Hermione's mind went to that book as to a book of
-revelation. Just before he wrote he had been feeling acutely--
-something. She had been aware of that at the time. He had not wanted
-to write. And then suddenly, almost violently, he had written and had
-closed the book.
-
-She longed to open that book now, at once, to read what he had
-written. She felt as if it would tell her very much. There was no
-reason why she should not read it. The book was one that all might
-see, was kept to be looked over by any chance visitor. She would go
-one day, one evening, to the restaurant and see what Emile had
-written. He would not mind. If she had asked him that night of course
-he would have shown her the words. But she had not asked him. She had
-been almost afraid of things that night. She remembered how the wind
-had blown up the white table-cloth, her cold, momentary shiver of
-fear, her relief when she had seen Gaspare walking sturdily into the
-room.
-
-And now, at once, this thought of Gaspare brought to her a sense of
-relief again, of relief so great, so sharp--piercing down into the
-very deep of her nature--that by it she was able to measure something,
-her inward desolation at this moment. Yes, she clung to Gaspare,
-because he was loyal, because he loved her, because he had loved
-Maurice--but also because she was terribly alone.
-
-Because he had loved Maurice! Had there been a time, really a time,
-when she had possessed one who belonged utterly to her, who lived only
-in and for her? Was that possible? To-day, with the fierceness of one
-starving, she fastened upon this memory, her memory, hers only, shared
-by no one, never shared by living or dead. That at least she had, and
-that could never be taken from her. Even if Vere, her child, slipped
-from her, if Emile, her friend, whose life she had saved, slipped from
-her, the memory of her Sicilian was forever hers, the memory of his
-love, his joy in their mutual life, his last kiss. Long ago she had
-taken that kiss as a gift made to two--to her and to Vere unborn.
-To-day, almost savagely, she took it to herself, alone, herself--
-alone. Hers it was, hers only, no part of it Vere's.
-
-That she had--her memory, and Gaspare's loyal, open-hearted devotion.
-He knew what she had suffered. He loved her as he had loved his dead
-Padrone. He would always protect her, put her first without
-hesitation, conceal nothing from her that it was her right--for surely
-even the humblest, the least selfish, the least grasping, surely all
-who love have their rights--that it was her right to know.
-
-Her cheeks were burning. She felt like one who had been making some
-physical exertion.
-
-Deeply silent was the house. Her room was full of shadows, yet full of
-the hidden presence of the sun. There was a glory outside, against
-which she was protected. But outside, and against assaults that were
-inglorious, what protection had she? Her own personality must protect
-her, her own will, the determination, the strength, the courage that
-belong to all who are worth anything in the world. And she called upon
-herself. And it seemed to her that there was no voice that answered.
-
-There was a hideous moment of drama.
-
-She sat there quietly in her chair in the pretty room. And she called
-again, and she listened--and again there was silence.
-
-Then she was afraid. She had a strange and horrible feeling that she
-was deserted by herself, by that which, at least, had been herself and
-on which she had been accustomed to rely. And what was left was surely
-utterly incapable, full of the flabby wickedness that seems to dwell
-in weakness. It seemed to her that if any one who knew her well, if
-Vere, Emile, or even Gaspare, had come into the room just then, the
-intruder would have paused on the threshold amazed to see a stranger
-there. She felt afraid to be seen and yet afraid to remain alone.
-Should she do something definite, something defiant, to prove to
-herself that she had will and could exercise it?
-
-She got up, resolved to go to Vere. When she was there, with her
-child, she did not know what she was going to do. She had said to
-Vere, "Keep your secrets." What if she went now and humbled herself,
-explained to the child quite simply and frankly a mother's jealousy, a
-widow's loneliness, made her realize what she was in a life from which
-the greatest thing had been ruthlessly withdrawn? Vere would
-understand surely, and all would be well. This shadow between them
-would pass away. Hermione had her hand on the door. But she did not
-open it. An imperious reserve, autocrat, tyrant, rose up suddenly
-within her. She could never make such a confession to Vere. She could
-never plead for her child's confidence--a confidence already given to
-Emile, to a man. And now for the first time the common curiosity to
-which she had not yet fallen a victim came upon her, flooded her. What
-was Vere's secret? That it was innocent, probably even childish,
-Hermione did not question even for a moment. But what was it?
-
-She heard a light step outside and drew back from the door. The step
-passed on and died away down the paved staircase. Vere had gone out to
-the terrace, the garden, or the sea.
-
-Hermione again moved forward, then stopped abruptly. Her face was
-suddenly flooded with red as she realized what she had been going to
-do, she who had exclaimed that every one has a right to their freedom.
-
-For an instant she had meant to go to Vere's room, to try to find out
-surreptitiously what Emile knew.
-
-A moment later Vere, coming back swiftly for a pencil she had
-forgotten, heard the sharp grating of a key in the lock of her
-mother's door.
-
-She ran on lightly, wondering why her mother was locking herself in,
-and against whom.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-During the last days Artois had not been to the island, nor had he
-seen the Marchesino. A sudden passion for work had seized him. Since
-the night of Vere's meeting with Peppina his brain had been in flood
-with thoughts. Life often acts subtly upon the creative artist,
-repressing or encouraging his instinct to bring forth, depressing or
-exciting him when, perhaps, he expects it least. The passing incidents
-of life frequently have their hidden, their unsuspected part in
-determining his activities. So it was now with Artois. He had given an
-impetus to Vere. That was natural, to be expected, considering his
-knowledge and his fame, his great experience and his understanding of
-men. But now Vere had given an impetus to him--and that was surely
-stranger. Since the conversation among the shadows of the cave, after
-the vision of the moving men of darkness and of fire, since the sound
-of Peppina sobbing in the night, and the sight of her passionate face
-lifted to show its gashed cross to Vere, Artois' brain and head had
-been alive with a fury of energy that forcibly summoned him to work,
-that held him working. He even felt within him something that was like
-a renewal of some part of his vanished youth, and remembered old days
-of student life, nights in the Quartier Latin, his debut as a writer
-for the papers, the sensation of joy with which he saw his first
-article in the /Figaro/, his dreams of fame, his hopes of love, his
-baptism of sentiment. How he had worked in those days and nights! How
-he had hunted experience in the streets and the by-ways of the great
-city! How passionate and yet how ruthless he had been, as artists
-often are, governed not only by their quick emotions, but also by the
-something watchful and dogged underneath, that will not be swept away,
-that is like a detective hidden by a house door to spy out all the
-comers in the night. Something, some breath from the former days,
-swept over him again. In his ears there sounded surely the cries of
-Paris, urging him to the assault to the barricades of Fame. And he sat
-down, and he worked with the vehement energy, with the pulsating
-eagerness of one of "les jeunes." Hour after hour he worked. He took
-coffee, and wrote through the night. He slept when the dawn came, got
-up, and toiled again.
-
-He shut out the real world and he forgot it--until the fit was past.
-And then he pushed away his paper, he laid down his pen, he stretched
-himself, and he knew that his great effort had tired him tremendously
---tremendously.
-
-He looked at his right hand. It was cramped. As he held it up he saw
-that it was shaking. He had drunk a great deal of black coffee during
-those days, had drunk it recklessly as in the days of youth, when he
-cared nothing about health because he felt made of iron.
-
-"Pf-f-f!"
-
-And so there was Naples outside, the waters of the Bay dancing in the
-sunshine of the bright summer afternoon, people bathing and shouting
-to one another from the diving platforms and the cabins; people
-galloping by in the little carriages to eat oysters at Posilipo. Lazy,
-heedless, pleasure-loving wretches! He thought of Doro as he looked at
-them.
-
-He had given strict orders that he was not to be disturbed while he
-was at work, unless Hermione came. And he had not once been disturbed.
-Now he rang the bell. An Italian waiter, with crooked eyes and a fair
-beard, stepped softly in.
-
-"Has any one been to see me? Has any one asked for me lately?" he
-said. "Just go down, will you, and inquire of the concierge."
-
-The waiter departed, and returned to say that no one had been for the
-Signore.
-
-"Not the Marchese Isidoro Panacci?
-
-"The concierge says that no one has been, Signore."
-
-"Va bene."
-
-The man went out.
-
-So Doro had not come even once! Perhaps he was seriously offended. At
-their last parting in the Villa he had shown a certain irony that had
-in it a hint of bitterness. Artois did not know of the fisherman's
-information, that Doro had guessed who was Vere's companion that night
-upon the sea. He supposed that his friend was angry because he
-believed himself distrusted. Well, that could soon be put right. He
-thought of the Marchesino now with lightness, as the worker who has
-just made a great and prolonged effort is inclined to think of the
-habitual idler. Doro was like a feather on the warm wind of the South.
-He, Artois, was not in the mood just then to bother about a feather.
-Still less was he inclined for companionship. He wanted some hours of
-complete rest out in the air, with gay and frivolous scenes before his
-eyes.
-
-He wanted to look on, but not to join in, the merry life that was
-about him, and that for so long a time he had almost violently
-ignored.
-
-He resolved to take a carriage, drive slowly to Posilipo, and eat his
-dinner there in some eyrie above the sea; watching the pageant that
-unfolds itself on the evenings of summer about the ristoranti and the
-osterie, round the stalls of the vendors of Fruitti di Mare, and the
-piano-organs, to the accompaniment of which impudent men sing love
-songs to the saucy, dark-eyed beauties posed upon balconies, or
-gathered in knots upon the little terraces that dominate the bathing
-establishments, and the distant traffic of the Bay. His brain longed
-for rest, but it longed also for the hum and the stir of men. His
-heart lusted for the sight of pleasure, and must be appeased.
-
-Catching up his hat, almost with the hasty eagerness of a boy, he went
-down-stairs. On the opposite side of the road was a smart little
-carriage in which the coachman was asleep, with his legs cocked up on
-the driver's seat, displaying a pair of startling orange-and-black
-socks. By the socks Artois knew his man.
-
-"Pasqualino! Pasqualino!" he cried.
-
-The coachman sprang up, showing a round, rosy face, and a pair of
-shrewd, rather small dark eyes.
-
-"Take me to Posilipo."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-Pasqualino cracked his whip vigorously.
-
-"Ah--ah! Ah--ah!" he cried to his gayly bedizened little horse, who
-wore a long feather on his head, flanked by bunches of artificial
-roses.
-
-"Not too fast, Pasqualino. I am in no hurry. Keep along by the sea."
-
-The coachman let the reins go loose, and instantly the little horse
-went slowly, as if all his spirit and agility had suddenly been
-withdrawn from him.
-
-"I have not seen you for several days, Signore. Have you been ill?"
-
-Pasqualino had turned quite round on his box, and was facing his
-client.
-
-"No, I've been working."
-
-"Si?"
-
-Pasqualino made a grimace, as he nearly always did when he heard a
-rich Signore speak of working.
-
-"And you? You have been spending money as usual. All your clothes are
-new."
-
-Pasqualino smiled, showing rows of splendid teeth under his little
-twisted-up mustache.
-
-"Si, Signore, all! And I have also new underclothing."
-
-"Per Bacco!"
-
-"Ecco, Signore!"
-
-He pulled his trousers up to his knees, showing a pair of pale-blue
-drawers.
-
-"The suspenders--they are new, Signore!" He drew attention to the
-scarlet elastics that kept the orange-and-black socks in place. "My
-boots!" He put his feet up on the box that Artois might see his lemon-
-colored boots, then unbuttoned and threw open his waistcoat. "My shirt
-is new! My cravat is new! Look at the pin!" He flourished his plump,
-brown, and carefully washed hands. "I have a new ring." He bent his
-head. "My hat is new."
-
-Artois broke into a roar of laughter that seemed to do him good after
-his days of work.
-
-"You young dandy! And where do you get the money?"
-
-Pasqualino looked doleful and hung his head.
-
-"Signore, I am in debt. But I say to myself, 'Thank the Madonna, I
-have a rich and generous Padrone who wishes his coachman to be chic.
-When he sees my clothes he will be contented, and who knows what he
-will do?' "
-
-"Per Bacco! And who is this rich and generous Signore?"
-
-"Ma!" Pasqualino passionately flung out the ringed hand that was not
-holding the reins--"Ma!--you, Signore."
-
-"You young rascal! Turn round and attend to your driving!"
-
-But Artois laughed again. The impudent boyishness of Pasqualino, and
-his childish passion for finery, were refreshing, and seemed to belong
-to a young and thoughtless world. The sea-breeze was soft as silk, the
-afternoon sunshine was delicately brilliant. The Bay looked as it
-often does in summer--like radiant liberty held in happy arms,
-alluring, full of promises. And a physical well-being invaded Artois
-such as he had not known since the day when he had tea with Vere upon
-the island.
-
-He had been shut in. Now the gates were thrown open, and to what a
-brilliant world! He issued forth into it with almost joyous
-expectation.
-
-They went slowly, and presently drew near to the Rotonda. Artois
-leaned a little forward and saw that the fishermen were at work. They
-stood in lines upon the pavement pulling at the immense nets which
-were still a long way out to sea. When the carriage reached them
-Artois told Pasqualino to draw up, and sat watching the work and the
-fierce energy of the workers. Half naked, with arms and legs and
-chests that gleamed in the sun like copper, they toiled, slanting
-backward, one towards another, laughing, shouting, swearing with a
-sort of almost angry joy. In their eyes there was a carelessness that
-was wild, in their gestures a lack of self-consciousness that was
-savage. But they looked like creatures who must live forever. And to
-Artois, sedentary for so long, the sight of them brought a feeling
-almost of triumph, but also a sensation of envy. Their vigor made him
-pine for movement.
-
-"Drive on slowly, Pasqualino," he said. "I will follow you on foot,
-and join you at the hill."
-
-"Si Signore."
-
-He got out, stood for a moment, then strolled on towards the
-Mergellina. As he approached this part of the town, with its harbor
-and its population of fisherfolk, the thought of Ruffo came into his
-mind. He remembered that Ruffo lived here. Perhaps he might see the
-boy this afternoon.
-
-On the mole that serves as a slight barrier between the open sea and
-the snug little harbor several boys were fishing. Others were bathing,
-leaping into the water with shouts from the rocks. Beyond, upon the
-slope of dingy sand among the drawn-up boats, children were playing,
-the girls generally separated from the boys. Fishermen, in woolen
-shirts and white linen trousers, sat smoking in the shadow of their
-craft, or leaned muscular arms upon them, standing at ease, staring
-into vacancy or calling to each other. On the still water there was a
-perpetual movement of boats; and from the distance came a dull but
-continuous uproar, the yells and the laughter of hundreds of bathers
-at the Stabilimento di Bagni beyond the opposite limit of the harbor.
-
-Artois enjoyed the open-air gayety, the freedom of the scene; and once
-again, as often before, found himself thinking that the out-door life,
-the life loosed from formal restrictions, was the only one really and
-fully worth living. There was a carelessness, a camaraderie among
-these people that was of the essence of humanity. Despite their
-frequent quarrels, their intrigues, their betrayals, their vendettas,
-they hung together. There was a true and vital companionship among
-them.
-
-He passed on with deliberation, observing closely, yet half-lazily--
-for his brain was slack and needed rest--the different types about
-him, musing on the possibilities of their lives, smiling at the
-gambols of the intent girls, and the impudent frolics of the little
-boys who seemed the very spawn of sand and sea and sun, till he had
-nearly passed the harbor, and was opposite to the pathway that leads
-down to the jetty, to the left of which lie the steam-yachts.
-
-At the entrance to this pathway there is always a knot of people
-gathered about the shanty where the seamen eat maccaroni and strange
-messes, and the stands where shell-fish are exposed for sale. On the
-far side of the tramway, beneath the tall houses which are let out in
-rooms and apartments for families, there is an open space, and here in
-summer are set out quantities of strong tables, at which from noon
-till late into the evening the people of Mergellina, and visitors of
-the humbler classes from Naples, sit in merry throngs, eating,
-smoking, drinking coffee, syrups, and red and white wine.
-
-Artois stood still for a minute to watch them, to partake from a
-distance, and unknown to them, in their boisterous gayety. He had lit
-a big cigar, and puffed at it as his eyes roved from group to group,
-resting now on a family party, now on a quartet of lovers, now on two
-stout men obviously trying to drive a bargain with vigorous rhetoric
-and emphatic gestures, now on an elderly woman in a shawl spending an
-hour with her soldier son in placid silence, now on some sailors from
-a ship in the distant port by the arsenal bent over a game of cards,
-or a party of workmen talking wages or politics in their shirt-sleeves
-with flowers above their ears.
-
-What a row they made, these people! Their animation was almost like
-the animation of a nightmare. Some were ugly, some looked wicked;
-others mischievous, sympathetic, coarse, artful, seductive, boldly
-defiant or boisterously excited. But however much they differed, in
-one quality they were nearly all alike. They nearly all looked vivid.
-If they lacked anything, at least it was not life. Even their sorrows
-should be energetic.
-
-As this thought came into his mind Artois' eyes chanced to rest on two
-people sitting a little apart at a table on which stood a coffee-cup,
-a thick glass half full of red wine, and a couple of tumblers of
-water. One was a woman, the other--yes, the other was Ruffo.
-
-When Artois realized this he kept his eyes upon them. He forgot his
-interest in the crowd.
-
-At first he could only see Ruffo's side-face. But the woman was
-exactly opposite to him.
-
-She was neatly dressed in some dark stuff, and wore a thin shawl,
-purple in color, over her shoulders. She looked middle-aged. Had she
-been an Englishwoman Artois would have guessed her to be near fifty.
-But as she was evidently a Southerner it was possible that she was
-very much younger. Her figure was broad and matronly. Her face, once
-probably quite pretty was lined, and had the battered and almost
-corrugated look that the faces of Italian women of the lower classes
-often reveal when the years begin to increase upon them. The cheek-
-bones showed harshly in it, by the long and dark eyes, which were
-surrounded by little puckers of yellow flesh. But Artois' attention
-was held not by this woman's quite ordinary appearance, but by her
-manner. Like the people about her she was vivacious, but her vivacity
-was tragic--she had not come here to be gay. Evidently she was in the
-excitement of some great grief or passion. She was speaking vehemently
-to Ruffo, gesticulating with her dark hands, on which there were two
-or three cheap rings, catching at her shawl, swaying her body, nodding
-her head, on which the still black hair was piled in heavy masses. And
-her face was distorted by an emotion that seemed of sorrow and anger
-mingled. In her ears, pretty and almost delicate in contrast to the
-ruggedness of her face, were large gold rings, such as Sicilian women
-often wear. They swayed in response to her perpetual movements. Artois
-watched her lips as they opened and shut, were compressed or thrust
-forward, watched her white teeth gleaming. She lifted her two hands,
-doubled into fists, till they were on a level with her shoulders,
-shook them vehemently, then dashed them down on the table. The coffee-
-cup was overturned. She took no notice of it. She was heedless of
-everything but the subject which evidently obsessed her.
-
-The boy, Ruffo, sat quite still listening to her. His attitude was
-calm. Now and then he sipped his wine, and presently he took from his
-pocket a cigarette, lighted it carefully, and began to smoke. There
-was something very boyish and happy-go-lucky in his attitude and
-manner. Evidently, Artois thought, he was very much at home with this
-middle-aged woman. Probably her vehemence was to him an every-day
-affair. She laid one hand on his arm and bent forward. He slightly
-shrugged his shoulders and shook his head. She kept her hand on his
-arm, went on talking passionately, and suddenly began to weep. Tears
-rushed out of her eyes. Then the boy took her hand gently, stroked it,
-and began to speak to her, always keeping her hand in his. The woman,
-with a despairing movement, laid her face down on the table, with her
-forehead touching the wood. Then she lifted it up. The paroxysm seemed
-to have passed. She took out a handkerchief from inside the bodice of
-her dress and dried her eyes. Ruffo struck the table with his glass.
-An attendant came. He paid the bill, and the woman and he got up to
-go. As they did so Ruffo presented for a moment his full face to
-Artois, and Artois swiftly compared it with the face of the woman, and
-felt sure that they were mother and son.
-
-Artois moved on towards the hill of Posilipo, but after taking a few
-steps turned to look back. The woman and Ruffo had come into the road
-by the tram-line. They stood there for a moment, talking. Then Ruffo
-crossed over to the path, and the woman went away slowly towards the
-Rotonda. Seeing Ruffo alone Artois turned to go back, thinking to have
-a word with the boy. But before he could reach him he saw a man step
-out from behind the wooden shanty of the fishermen and join him.
-
-This man was Gaspare.
-
-Ruffo and Gaspare strolled slowly away towards the jetty where the
-yachts lie, and presently disappeared.
-
-Artois found Pasqualino waiting for him rather impatiently not far
-from the entrance to the Scoglio di Frisio.
-
-"I thought you were dead, Signore," he remarked, as Artois came up.
-
-"I was watching the people."
-
-He got into the carriage.
-
-"They are canaglia," said Pasqualino, with the profound contempt of
-the Neapolitan coachman for those who get their living by the sea. He
-lived at Fuorigrotta, and thought Mergellina a place of outer
-darkness.
-
-"I like them," returned Artois.
-
-"You don't know them, Signore. I say--they are canaglia. Where shall I
-drive you?"
-
-Artois hesitated, passing in mental review the various ristoranti on
-the hill.
-
-"Take me to the Ristorante della Stella," he said, at length.
-
-Pasqualino cracked his whip, and drove once more merrily onward.
-
-When Artois came to the ristorante, which was perched high up on the
-side of the road farthest from the sea, he had almost all the tables
-to choose from, as it was still early in the evening, and in the
-summer the Neapolitans who frequent the more expensive restaurants
-usually dine late. He sat down at a table in the open air close to the
-railing, from which he could see a grand view of the Bay, as well as
-all that was passing on the road beneath, and ordered a dinner to be
-ready in half an hour. He was in no hurry, and wanted to finish his
-cigar.
-
-There was a constant traffic below. The tram-bell sounded its
-reiterated signal to the crowds of dusty pedestrians to clear the way.
-Donkeys toiled upward, drawing carts loaded with vegetables and fruit.
-Animated young men, wearing tiny straw hats cocked impertinently to
-one side, drove frantically by in light gigs that looked like the
-skeletons of carriages, holding a rein in each hand, pulling violently
-at their horses' mouths, and shouting "Ah--ah!" as if possessed of the
-devil. Smart women made the evening "Passeggiata" in landaus and low
-victorias, wearing flamboyant hats, and gazing into the eyes of the
-watching men ranged along the low wall on the sea-side with a cool
-steadiness that was almost Oriental. Some of them were talking. But by
-far the greater number leaned back almost immobile against their
-cushions; and their pale faces showed nothing but the languid
-consciousness of being observed and, perhaps, desired. Stout
-Neapolitan fathers, with bulging eyes, immense brown cheeks, and
-peppery mustaches, were promenading with their children and little
-dogs, looking lavishly contented with themselves. Young girls went
-primly past, holding their narrow, well-dressed heads with a certain
-virginal stiffness that was yet not devoid of grace, and casting down
-eyes that were supposed not yet to be enlightened. Their governesses
-and duennas accompanied them. Barefooted brown children darted in and
-out, dodging pedestrians and horses. Priests and black-robed students
-chattered vivaciously. School-boys with peaked caps hastened homeward.
-The orphans from Queen Margherita's Home, higher up the hill, marched
-sturdily through the dust to the sound of a boyish but desperately
-martial music. It was a wonderfully vivid world, but the eyes of
-Artois wandered away from it, over the terraces, the houses, and the
-tree-tops. Their gaze dropped down to the sea. Far off, Capri rose out
-of the light mist produced by the heat. And beyond was Sicily.
-
-Why had that woman, Ruffo's mother, wept just now? What was her
-tragedy? he wondered. Accurately he recalled her face, broad now, and
-seamed with the wrinkles brought by trouble and the years.
-
-He recalled, too, Ruffo's attitude as the boy listened to her
-vehement, her almost violent harangue. How boyish, how careless it had
-been--yet not unkind or even disrespectful, only wonderfully natural
-and wonderfully young.
-
-"He was the deathless boy."
-
-Suddenly those words started into Artois' mind. Had he read them
-somewhere? For a moment he wondered. Or had he heard them? They seemed
-to suggest speech, a voice whose intonations he knew. His mind was
-still fatigued by work, and would not be commanded by his will.
-Keeping his eyes fixed on the ethereal outline of Capri, he strove to
-remember, to find the book which had contained these words and given
-them to his eyes, or the voice that had spoken them and given them to
-his ears.
-
-"He was the deathless boy."
-
-A piano-organ struck up below him, a little way up the hill to the
-right, and above its hard accompaniment there rose a powerful tenor
-voice singing. The song must have been struck forcibly upon some part
-of his brain that was sleeping, must have summoned it to activity. For
-instantly, ere the voice had sung the first verse, he saw
-imaginatively a mountain top in Sicily, evening light--such as was
-then shining over and transfiguring Capri--and a woman, Hermione. And
-he heard her voice, very soft, with a strange depth and stillness in
-it, saying those words: "He was the deathless boy."
-
-Of course! How could he have forgotten? They had been said of Maurice
-Delarey. And now idly, strangely, he had recalled them as he thought
-of Ruffo's young and careless attitude by the table of the ristorante
-that afternoon.
-
-The waiter, coming presently to bring the French Signore the plate of
-oysters from Fusaro, which he had ordered as the prelude to his
-dinner, was surprised by the deep gravity of his face, and said:
-
-"Don't you like 'A Mergellina,' Signore? We are all mad about it. And
-it won the first prize at last year's festa of Piedigrotta."
-
-"Comment donc?" exclaimed Artois, as if startled. "What?--no--yes. I
-like it. It's a capital song. Lemon? That's right--and red pepper. Va
-bene!"
-
-And he bent over his plate rather hurriedly and began to eat.
-
-The piano-organ and the singing voice died away down the hill, going
-towards Mergellina.
-
-But the effect, curious and surely unreasonable, of the song remained.
-Often, while he ate, Artois turned his eyes towards the mountain of
-Capri, and each time that he did so he saw, beyond it and its circling
-sea, Sicily, Monte Amato, the dying lights on Etna, the evening star
-above its plume of smoke, the figure of a woman set in the shadow of
-her sorrow, yet almost terribly serene; and then another woman,
-sitting at a table, vehemently talking, then bowing down her head
-passionately as if in angry grief.
-
-When he had finished his dinner the sun had set, and night had dropped
-down softly over the Bay. Capri had disappeared. The long serpent of
-lights had uncoiled itself along the sea. Down below, very far down,
-there was the twang and the thin, acute whine of guitars and
-mandolines, the throbbing cry of Southern voices. The stars were out
-in a deep sky of bloomy purple. There was no chill in the air, but a
-voluptuous, brooding warmth, that shed over the city and the waters a
-luxurious benediction, giving absolution, surely, to all the sins, to
-all the riotous follies of the South.
-
-Artois rested his arms on the balustrade.
-
-The ristorante was nearly full now, gay with lights and with a tempest
-of talk. The waiter came to ask if the Signore would take coffee.
-
-Artois hesitated a moment, then shook his head. He realized that his
-nerves had been tried enough in these last days and nights. He must
-let them rest for a while.
-
-The waiter went away, and he turned once more towards the sea.
-To-night he felt the wonder of Italy, of this part of the land and of
-its people, as he had not felt it before, in a new and, as it seemed
-to him, a mysterious way. A very modern man and, in his art, a
-realist, to-night there was surely something very young alert within
-him, something of vague sentimentality that was like an echo from
-Byronic days. He felt over-shadowed, but not unpleasantly, by a dim
-and exquisite melancholy, in which he thought of nature and of human
-nature pathetically, linking them together; those singing voices with
-the stars, the women who leaned on balconies to listen with the sea
-that was murmuring below them, the fishermen upon that sea with the
-deep and marvellous sky that watched their labors.
-
-In a beautiful and almost magical sadness he too was one with the
-night, this night in Italy. It held him softly in its arms. A golden
-sadness streamed from the stars. The voices below expressed it. The
-fishermen's torches in the Bay, those travelling lights that are as
-the eyes of the South searching for charmed things in secret places,
-lifted the sorrows of earth towards the stars, and they were golden
-too. There was a joy even in the tears wept on such a night as this.
-
-He loved detail. It was, perhaps, his fault to love it too much. But
-now he realized that the magician, Night, knew better than he what
-were the qualities of perfection. She had changed Naples into a diaper
-of jewels sparkling softly in the void. He knew that behind that
-lacework of jewels there were hotels, gaunt and discolored houses full
-of poverty, shame, and wickedness, galleries in which men hunted the
-things that gratify their lusts, alleys infected with disease and
-filth indescribable. He knew it, but he no longer felt it. The glamour
-of the magician was upon him. Perhaps behind the stars there were
-terrors, too. But who, looking upon them, could believe it? Detail
-might create a picture; its withdrawal let in upon the soul the spirit
-light of the true magic.
-
-It was a mistake to search too much, to draw too near, to seek always
-to see clearly.
-
-The Night taught that in Italy, and many things not to be clothed with
-words.
-
-Reluctantly at last he lifted his arms from the balcony rail and got
-up to leave the restaurant. He dreaded the bustle of the street. As he
-came out into it he heard the sharp "Ting! Ting!" of a tram-bell
-higher up the hill, and stepped aside to let the tram go by. Idly he
-looked at it as it approached. He was still in the vague, the almost
-sentimental mood that had come upon him with the night. The tram came
-up level with him and slipped slowly by. There was a number of people
-in it, but on the last seat one woman sat alone. He saw her clearly as
-she passed, and recognized Hermione.
-
-She did not see him. She was looking straight before her.
-
-"Ah-ah! Ah-ah!"
-
-A shower of objurgations in the Neapolitan dialect fell upon Artois
-from the box of a carriage coming up the hill. He jumped back and
-gained the path. There again he stood still. The sweet and half-
-melancholy vagueness had quite left him now. The sight of his friend
-had swept it away. Why was she going to Mergellina at that hour? And
-why did she look like that?
-
-And he thought of the expression he had seen on her face as the tram
-slipped by, an expression surely of excitement; but also a furtive
-expression.
-
-Artois had seen Hermione in all her moods, and hers was a very
-changeful face. But never before had he seen her look furtive. Nor
-could he have conceived it possible that she could look so.
-
-Perhaps the lights had deceived him. And he had only seen her for an
-instant.
-
-But why was she going to Mergellina?
-
-Then suddenly it occurred to him that she might be going to Naples,
-not to Mergellina at all. He knew no reason why her destination should
-be Mergellina. He began to walk down the hill rather quickly. Some
-hundreds of yards below the Ristorante della Stella there is a narrow
-flight of steps between high walls and houses, which leads eventually
-down to the sea at a point where there are usually two or three boats
-waiting for hire. Artois, when he started, had no intention of going
-to sea that night, but when he reached the steps he paused, and
-finally turned from the path and began to descend them.
-
-He had realized that he was really in pursuit, and abruptly
-relinquished his purpose. Why should he wish to interfere with an
-intention of Hermione's that night?
-
-He would return to Naples by sea.
-
-As he came in sight of the water there rose up to him in a light tenor
-voice a melodious cry:
-
-"Barca! Barca!"
-
-He answered the call.
-
-"Barca!"
-
-The sailor who was below came gayly to meet him.
-
-"It is a lovely night for the Signore. I could take the Signore to
-Sorrento or to Capri to-night."
-
-He held Artois by the right arm, gently assisting him into the broad-
-bottomed boat.
-
-"I only want to go to Naples."
-
-"To which landing, Signore?"
-
-"The Vittoria. But go quietly and keep near the shore. Go round as
-near as you can to the Mergellina."
-
-"Va bene, Signore."
-
-They slipped out, with a delicious, liquid sound, upon the moving
-silence of the sea.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-Hermione was not going to Mergellina, but to the Scoglio di Frisio.
-She had only come out of her room late in the afternoon. During her
-seclusion there she had once been disturbed by Gaspare, who had come
-to ask her if she wanted him for anything, and, if not, whether he
-might go over to Mergellina for the rest of the afternoon to see some
-friends he had made there. She told him he was free till night, and he
-went away quickly, after one searching, wide-eyed glance at the face
-of his Padrona.
-
-When he had gone Hermione told herself that she was glad he was away.
-If he had been on the island she might have been tempted to take one
-of the boats, to ask him to row her to the Scoglio that evening. But
-now, of course, she would not go. It was true that she could easily
-get a boatman from the village on the mainland near by, but without
-Gaspare's companionship she would not care to go. So that was settled.
-She would think no more about it. She had tea with Vere, and strove
-with all her might to be natural, to show no traces in face or manner
-of the storm that had swept over her that day. She hoped, she believed
-that she was successful. But what a hateful, what an unnatural effort
-that was!
-
-A woman who is not at her ease in her own home with her own girl--
-where can she be at ease?
-
-It was really the reaction from that effort that sent Hermione from
-the island that evening. She felt as if she could not face another
-meal with Vere just then. She felt transparent, as if Vere's eyes
-would be able to see all that she must hide if they were together in
-the evening. And she resolved to go away. She made some excuse--that
-she wished for a little change, that she was fidgety and felt the
-confinement of the island.
-
-"I think I'll go over to the village," she said; "and walk up to the
-road and take the tram."
-
-"Will you, Madre?"
-
-Hermione saw in Vere's eyes that the girl was waiting for something.
-
-"I'll go by myself, Vere," she said. "I should be bad company to-day.
-The black dog is at my heels."
-
-She laughed, and added:
-
-"If I am late in coming back, have dinner without me."
-
-"Very well, Madre."
-
-Vere waited a moment; then as if desiring to break forcibly through
-the restraint that bound them put out her hand to her mother's and
-said:
-
-"Why don't you go to Naples and have dinner with Monsieur Emile? He
-would cheer you up, and it is ages since we have seen him."
-
-"Only two or three days. No, I won't disturb Emile. He may be
-working."
-
-Vere felt that somehow her eager suggestion had deepened the
-constraint. She said no more, and Hermione presently crossed over to
-the mainland and began her walk to the road that leads from Naples to
-Bagnoli.
-
-Where was she going? What was she really about to do?
-
-Certainly she would not adopt the suggestion of Vere. Emile was the
-last person whom she wished to see--by whom she wished to be seen--
-just then.
-
-The narrow path turned away from the sea into the shadow of high
-banks. She walked very slowly, like one out for a desultory stroll; a
-lizard slipped across the warm earth in front of her, almost touching
-her foot, climbed the bank swiftly, and vanished among the dry leaves
-with a faint rustle.
-
-She felt quite alone to-day in Italy, and far off, as if she had no
-duties, no ties, as if she were one of those solitary, drifting,
-middle-aged women who vaguely haunt the beaten tracks of foreign
-lands. It was sultry in this path away from the sea. She was sharply
-conscious of the change of climate, the inland sensation, the falling
-away of the freedom from her, the freedom that seems to exhale from
-wave and wind of the wave.
-
-She walked on, meeting no one and still undecided what to do. The
-thought of the Scoglio di Frisio returned to her mind, was dismissed,
-returned again. She might go and dine there quietly alone. Was she
-deceiving herself, and had she really made up her mind to go to the
-Scoglio before she left the island? No, she had come away mainly
-because she felt the need of solitude, the difficulty of being with
-Vere just for this one night. To-morrow it would be different. It
-should be different to-morrow.
-
-She saw a row of houses in the distance, houses of poor people, and
-knew that she was nearing the road. Clothes were hanging to dry.
-Children were playing at the edge of a vineyard. Women were washing
-linen, men sitting on the doorsteps mending /nasse/. As she went by
-she nodded to them, and bade them "Buona sera." They answered
-courteously, some with smiling faces, others with grave and searching
-looks--or so she thought.
-
-The tunnel that runs beneath the road at the point where this path
-joins it came in sight. And still Hermione did not know what she was
-going to do. As she entered the tunnel she heard above her head the
-rumble of a tram going towards Naples. This decided her. She hurried
-on, turned to the right, and came out on the highway before the little
-lonely ristorante that is set here to command the view of vineyards
-and of sea.
-
-The tram was already gliding away at some distance down the road.
-
-A solitary waiter came forward in his unsuitable black into the dust
-to sympathize with the Signora, and to suggest that she should take a
-seat and drink some lemon water, or gazzosa, while waiting for the
-next tram. Or would not the Signora dine in the upper room and watch
-the /tramontare del sole/. It would be splendid this evening. And he
-could promise her an excellent risotto, sardines with pomidoro, and a
-bifteck such as certainly she could not get in the restaurants of
-Naples.
-
-"Very well," Hermione answered, quickly, "I will dine here, but not
-directly--in half an hour or three-quarters."
-
-What Artois was doing at the Ristorante della Stella she was doing at
-the Trattoria del Giardinetto.
-
-She would dine quietly here, and then walk back to the sea in the cool
-of the evening.
-
-That was her decision. Yet when evening fell, and her bill was paid,
-she took the tram that was going down to Naples, and passed presently
-before the eyes of Artois. The coming of darkness had revived within
-her much of the mood of the afternoon. She felt that she could not go
-home without doing something definite, and she resolved to go to the
-Scoglio di Frisio, have a cup of coffee there, look through the
-visitors' book, and then take a boat and return by night to the
-island. The sea wind would cool her, would do her good.
-
-Nothing told her when the eyes of her friend were for an instant fixed
-upon her, when the mind of her friend for a moment wondered at the
-strange, new look in her face. She left the tram presently at the
-doorway above which is Frisio's name, descended to the little terrace
-from which Vere had run in laughing with the Marchesino, and stood
-there for a moment hesitating.
-
-The long restaurant was lit up, and from it came the sound of music--
-guitars, and a voice singing. She recognized the throaty tenor of the
-blind man raised in a spurious and sickly rapture:
-
- "Sa-anta-a Lu-u-ci-ia! Santa Luci--a!"
-
-It recalled her sharply to the night of the storm. For a moment she
-felt again the strange, the unreasonable sense of fear, indefinable
-but harsh, which had come upon her then, as fear comes suddenly
-sometimes upon a child.
-
-Then she stepped into the restaurant.
-
-As on the other night, there were but few people dining there, and
-they were away at the far end of the big room. Near them stood the
-musicians under a light--seedy, depressed; except the blind man, who
-lifted his big head, rolled his tongue, and swelled and grew scarlet
-in an effort to be impressive.
-
-Hermione sat down at the first table.
-
-For a moment no one saw her. She heard men's voices talking loudly and
-gayly, the clatter of plates, the clink of knives and forks. She
-looked round for the visitors' book. If it were lying near she thought
-she would open it, search for what Emile had written, and then slip
-away at once unobserved.
-
-There was a furtive spirit within her to-night.
-
-But she could not see the book; so she sat still, listening to the
-blind man and gazing at the calm sea just below her. A boat was
-waiting there. She could see the cushions, which were white and looked
-ghastly in the darkness, the dim form of the rower standing up to
-search for clients.
-
-"Barca! Barca!"
-
-He had seen her.
-
-She drew back a little. As she did so her chair made a grating noise,
-and instantly the sharp ears of the Padrone caught a sound betokening
-the presence of a new-comer in his restaurant. It might be a queen, an
-empress! Who could tell?
-
-With his stiff yet alert military gait, he at once came marching down
-towards her, staring hard with his big, bright eyes. When he saw who
-it was he threw up his brown hands.
-
-"The Signora of the storm!" he exclaimed. He moved as if about to turn
-around. "I must tell--"
-
-But Hermione stopped him with a quick, decisive gesture.
-
-"One moment, Signore."
-
-The Padrone approached aristocratically.
-
-"The Marchese Isidoro Panacci is here dining with friends, the Duca
-di--"
-
-"Yes, yes. But I am only here for a moment, so it is not worth while
-to tell the Marchese."
-
-"You are not going to dine, Signora! The food of Frisio does not
-please you!"
-
-He cast up his eyes in deep distress.
-
-"Indeed it does. But I have dined. What I want is a cup of coffee, and
---and a liqueur--une fine. And may I look over your wonderful
-visitors' book? To tell the truth, that is what I have come for, to
-see the marvellous book. I hadn't enough time the other night. May I?"
-
-The Padrone was appeased. He smiled graciously and turned upon his
-heels.
-
-"At once, Signora."
-
-"And--not a word to the Marchese! He is with friends. I would rather
-not disturb him."
-
-The Padrone threw up his chin and clicked his tongue against his
-teeth. A shrewd, though not at all impudent, expression had come into
-his face. A Signora alone, at night, in a restaurant! He was a man of
-the great world. He understood. What a mercy it was to be "educato"!
-
-He came back again almost directly, bearing the book as a sacristan
-might bear a black-letter Bible.
-
-"Ecco, Signora."
-
-With a superb gesture he placed it before her.
-
-"The coffee, the fine. Attendez, Signora, pour un petit momento."
-
-He stood to see the effect of his French upon her. She forced into her
-face a look of pious admiration, and he at once departed. Hermione
-opened the book rather furtively. She had the unpleasant sensation of
-doing a surreptitious action, and she was an almost abnormally
-straightforward woman by nature. The book was large, and contained an
-immense number of inscriptions and signatures in handwritings that
-varied as strangely as do the characters of men. She turned the leaves
-hastily. Where had Emile written? Not at the end of the book. She
-remembered that his signature had been followed by others, although
-she had not seen, or tried to see, what he had written. Perhaps his
-name was near Tolstoy's. They had read together Tolstoy's /Vedi Napoli
-e poi Mori/.
-
-But where was Tolstoy's name?
-
-A waiter came with the coffee and the brandy. She thanked him quickly,
-sipped the coffee without tasting it, and continued the search.
-
-The voice of the blind man died away. The guitars ceased.
-
-She started. She was afraid the musicians would come down and gather
-round her. Why had she not told the Padrone she wished to be quite
-alone? She heard the shuffle of feet. They were coming. Feverishly she
-turned the pages. Ah! here is was! She bent down over the page.
-
- "La conscience, c'est la quantite de science innee que nous avons
- en nous. EMILE ARTOIS.
-
- "Nuit d'orage. Juin."
-
-The guitars began a prelude. The blind man shifted from one fat leg to
-another, cast up his sightless eyes, protruded and drew in his tongue,
-coughed, spat--
-
-"Cameriere!"
-
-Hermione struck upon the table sharply. She had forgotten all about
-the Marchesino. She was full of the desire to escape, to get away and
-be out on the sea.
-
-"Cameriere!"
-
-She called more loudly.
-
-A middle-aged waiter came shuffling over the floor.
-
-"The bill, please."
-
-As she spoke she drank the brandy.
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-He stood beside her.
-
-"One coffee?"
-
-"Si."
-
-"One cognac!"
-
-"Si, si."
-
-The blind man burst into song.
-
-"One fifty, Signora."
-
-Hermione gave him a two-lire piece and got up to go.
-
-"Signora--buona sera! What a pleasure!"
-
-The Marchesino stood before her, smiling, bowing. He took her hand,
-bent over it, and kissed it.
-
-"What a pleasure!" he repeated, glancing round. "And you are alone!
-The Signorina is not here?"
-
-He stared suspiciously towards the terrace.
-
-"And our dear friend Emilio?"
-
-"No, no. I am quite alone."
-
-The blind man bawled, as if he wished to drown the sound of speech.
-
-"Please--could you stop him, Marchese?" said Hermione. "I--really--
-give him this for me."
-
-She gave the Marchese a lira.
-
-"Signora, it isn't necessary. Silenzio! Silenzio! P-sh-sh-sh!"
-
-He hissed sharply, almost furiously. The musicians abruptly stopped,
-and the blind man made a gurgling sound, as if he were swallowing the
-unfinished portion of his song.
-
-"No; please pay them."
-
-"It's too much."
-
-"Never mind."
-
-The Marchese gave the lire to the blind man, and the musicians went
-drearily out.
-
-Then Hermione held out her hand at once.
-
-"I must go now. It is late."
-
-"You are going by sea, Signora?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I will accompany you."
-
-"No, indeed. I couldn't think of it. You have friends."
-
-"They will understand. Have you your own boat?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Then of course I shall come with you."
-
-But Hermione was firm. She knew that to-night the company of this
-young man would be absolutely unbearable.
-
-"Marchese, indeed I cannot--I cannot allow it. We Englishwomen are
-very independent, you know. But you may call me a boat and take me
-down to it, as you are so kind."
-
-"With pleasure, Signora."
-
-He went to the open window. At once the boatman's cry rose up.
-
-"Barca! Barca!"
-
-"That is Andrea's voice," said the Marchesino. "I know him. Barca--
-si!"
-
-The boat began to glide in towards the land.
-
-As they went out the Marchesino said:
-
-"And how is the Signorina?"
-
-"Very well."
-
-"I have had a touch of fever, Signora, or I should have come over to
-the island again. I stayed too long in the sea the other day, or--" He
-shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"I'm sorry," said Hermione. "You are very pale to-night."
-
-For the first time she looked at him closely, and saw that his face
-was white, and that his big and boyish eyes held a tired and yet
-excited expression.
-
-"It is nothing. It has passed. And our friend--Emilio? How is he?"
-
-A hardness had come into his voice. Hermione noticed it.
-
-"We have not seen him lately. I suppose he has been busy."
-
-"Probably. Emilio has much to do in Naples," said the Marchesino, with
-an unmistakable sneer. "Do allow me to escort you to the island,
-Signora."
-
-They had reached the boat. Hermione shook her head and stepped in at
-once.
-
-"Then when may I come?"
-
-"Whenever you like."
-
-"To-morrow?"
-
-"Certainly."
-
-"At what time?"
-
-Hermione suddenly remembered his hospitality and felt that she ought
-to return it.
-
-"Come to lunch--half-past twelve. We shall be quite alone."
-
-"Signora, for loneliness with you and the Signorina I would give up
-every friend I have ever had. I would give up--"
-
-"Half-past twelve, then, Marchese. Addio!"
-
-"A rivederci, Signora! A demain! Andrea, take care of the Signora.
-Treat her as you would treat the Madonna. Do you hear?"
-
-The boatman grinned and took off his cap, and the boat glided away
-across the path of yellow light that was shed from the window of
-Frisio's.
-
-Hermione leaned back against the white cushions. She was thankful to
-escape. She felt tired and confused. That dreadful music had
-distracted her, that--and something else, her tricked expectation. She
-knew now that she had been very foolish, perhaps even very fantastic.
-She had felt so sure that Emile had written in that book--what?
-
-As the boat went softly on she asked herself exactly what she had
-expected to find written there, and she realized that her imagination
-had, as so often before, been galloping like a frightened horse with
-the reins upon its neck. And then she began to consider what he had
-written.
-
-"La conscience, c'est la quantite de science innee que nous avons en
-nous."
-
-She did not know the words. Were they his own or another's? And had he
-written them simply because they had chanced to come into his mind at
-the moment, or because they expressed some underthought or feeling
-that had surged up in him just then? She wished she knew.
-
-It was a fine saying, she thought, but for the moment she was less
-interested in it than in Emile's mood, his mind, when he had written
-it. She realized now, on this calm of the sea, how absurd had been the
-thought that a man so subtle as Emile would flagrantly reveal a
-passing phase of his nature, a secret irritability, a jealousy,
-perhaps, or a sudden hatred in a sentence written for any eyes that
-chose to see. But he might covertly reveal himself to one who
-understood him well.
-
-She sat still, trying to match her subtlety against his.
-
-From the shore came sounds of changing music, low down or falling to
-them from the illuminated heights where people were making merry in
-the night. Now and then a boat passed them. In one, young men were
-singing, and interrupting their song to shout with laughter. Here and
-there a fisherman's torch glided like a great fire-fly above the oily
-darkness of the sea. The distant trees of the gardens climbing up the
-hill made an ebony blackness beneath the stars, a blackness that
-suggested impenetrable beauty that lay deep down with hidden face. And
-the lights dispersed among them, gaining significance by their
-solitude, seemed to summon adventurous or romantic spirits to come to
-them by secret paths and learn their revelation. Over the sea lay a
-delicate warmth, not tropical, not enervating, but softly inspiring.
-And beyond the circling lamps of Naples Vesuvius lit up the firmament
-with a torrent of rose-colored fire that glowed and died, and glowed
-again, constantly as beats a heart.
-
-And to Hermione came a melancholy devoid of all violence, soft almost
-as the warmth upon this sea, quite as the resignation of the
-fatalistic East. She felt herself for a moment such a tiny, dark thing
-caught in the meshes of the great net of the Universe, this Universe
-that she could never understand. What could she do? She must just sink
-down upon the breast of this mystery, let it take her, hold her, do
-with her what it would.
-
-Her subtlety against Emile's! She smiled to herself in the dark. What
-a combat of midgets! She seemed to see two marionettes battling in the
-desert.
-
-And yet--and yet! She remembered a saying of Flaubert's, that man is
-like a nomad journeying on a camel through the desert; and he is the
-nomad, and the camel--and the desert.
-
-How true that was, for even now, as she felt herself to be nothing,
-she felt herself to be tremendous.
-
-She heard the sound of oars from the darkness before them, and saw the
-dim outline of a boat, then the eyes of Emile looking straight into
-hers.
-
-"Emile!"
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-His face was gone. But yielding to her impulse she made Andrea stop,
-and, turning round, saw that the other boat had also stopped a little
-way from hers. It began to back, and in a moment was level with them.
-
-"Emile! How strange to meet you! Have--you haven't been to the
-island?"
-
-"No. I was tired. I have been working very hard. I dined quietly at
-Posilipo."
-
-He did not ask her where she had been.
-
-"Yes. I think you look tired," she said. He did not speak, and she
-added: "I felt restless, so I took the tram from the Trattoria del
-Giardinetto as far as the Scoglio di Frisio, and am going back, as you
-see, by boat."
-
-"It is exquisite on the sea to-night," he said.
-
-"Yes, exquisite, it makes one sad."
-
-She remembered all she had been through that day, as she looked at his
-powerful face.
-
-"Yes," he answered. "It makes one sad."
-
-For a moment she felt that they were in perfect sympathy, as they used
-to be. Their sadness, born of the dreaming hour, united them.
-
-"Come soon to the island, dear Emile," she said, suddenly and with the
-impulsiveness that was part of her, forgetting all her jealousy and
-all her shadowy fears. "I have missed you."
-
-He noticed that she ruled out Vere in that sentence; but the warmth of
-her voice stirred warmth in him, and he answered:
-
-"Let me come to-morrow."
-
-"Do--do!"
-
-"In the morning, to lunch, and to spend a long day."
-
-Suddenly she remembered the Marchesino and the sound of his voice when
-he had spoken of his friend.
-
-"Lunch?" she said.
-
-Instantly he caught her hesitation, her dubiety.
-
-"It isn't convenient, perhaps?"
-
-"Perfectly, only--only the Marchesino is coming."
-
-"To-morrow--To lunch?"
-
-The hardness of the Marchesino's voice was echoed now in the voice of
-Artois. There was antagonism between these men. Hermione realized it.
-
-"Yes. I invited him this evening."
-
-There was a slight pause. Then Artois said:
-
-"I'll come some other day, Hermione. Well, my friend, au revoir, and
-bon voyage to the island."
-
-His voice had suddenly become cold, and he signed to his boatman.
-
-"Avanti!"
-
-The boat slipped away and was lost in the darkness.
-
-Hermione had said nothing. Once again--why, she did not know--her
-friend had made her feel guilty.
-
-Andrea, the boatman, still paused. Now she saw him staring into her
-face, and she felt like a woman publicly deserted, almost humiliated.
-
-"Avanti, Andrea!" she said.
-
-Her voice trembled as she spoke.
-
-He bent to his oars and rowed on.
-
-And man is the nomad, and the camel--and the desert.
-
-Yes, she carried the desert within her, and she was wandering in it
-alone. She saw herself, a poor, starved, shrinking figure, travelling
-through a vast, a burning, a waterless expanse, with an iron sky above
-her, a brazen land beneath. She was in rags, barefoot, like the
-poorest nomad of them all.
-
-But even the poorest nomad carries something.
-
-Against her breast, to her heart, she clasped--a memory--the sacred
-memory of him who had loved her, who had taken her to be his, who had
-given her himself.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-That night when Hermione drew near to the island she saw the Saint's
-light shining, and remembered how, in the storm, she had longed for it
---how, when she had seen it above the roaring sea, she had felt that
-it was a good omen. To-night it meant nothing to her. It was just a
-lamp lit, as a lamp might be lit in a street, to give illumination in
-darkness to any one who passed. She wondered why she had thought of it
-so strangely.
-
-Gaspare met her at the landing. She noticed at once a suppressed
-excitement in his manner. He looked at Andrea keenly and suspiciously.
-
-"How late you are, Signora!"
-
-He put out his strong arm to help her to the land.
-
-"Am I, Gaspare? Yes, I suppose I am--you ought all to be in bed."
-
-"I should not go to bed while you were out, Signora."
-
-Again she linked Gaspare with her memory, saw the nomad not quite
-alone on the journey.
-
-"I know."
-
-"Have you been to Naples, Signora?"
-
-"No--only to--"
-
-"To Mergellina?"
-
-He interrupted her almost sharply.
-
-"No, to the Scoglio di Frisio. Pay the boatman this, Gaspare. Good-
-night, Andrea."
-
-"Good-night, Signora."
-
-Gaspare handed the man his money, and at once the boat set out on its
-return to Posilipo.
-
-Hermione stood at the water's edge watching its departure. It passed
-below the Saint, and the gleam of his light fell upon it for a moment.
-In the gleam the black figure of Andrea was visible stooping to the
-water. He was making the fishermen's sign of the Cross. The cross on
-Peppina's face--was it an enemy of the Cross that carried with it San
-Francesco's blessing? Vere's imagination! She turned to go up to the
-house.
-
-"Is the Signorina in bed yet, Gaspare?"
-
-"No, Signora."
-
-"Where is she? Still out?"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"Did she think I was lost?"
-
-"Signora, the Signorina is on the cliff with Ruffo."
-
-"With Ruffo?"
-
-They were going up the steps.
-
-"Si, Signora. We have all been together."
-
-Hermione guessed that Gaspare had been playing chaperone, and loved
-him for it.
-
-"And you heard the boat coming from the cliff?"
-
-"I saw it pass under the Saint's light, Signora. I did not hear it."
-
-"Well, but it might have been a fisherman's boat."
-
-"Si, Signora. And it might have been your boat."
-
-The logic of this faithful watcher was unanswerable. They came up to
-the house.
-
-"I think I'll go and see Ruffo," said Hermione.
-
-She was close to the door of the house, Gaspare stood immediately
-before her. He did not move now, but he said:
-
-"I can go and tell the Signorina you are here, Signora. She will come
-at once."
-
-Again Hermione noticed a curious, almost dogged, excitement in his
-manner. It recalled to her a night of years ago when he had stood on a
-terrace beside her in the darkness and had said: "I will go down to
-the sea. Signora, let me go down to the sea!"
-
-"There's nothing the matter, is there, Gaspare?" she said, quickly.
-"Nothing wrong?"
-
-"Signora, of course not! What should there be?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"I will fetch the Signorina."
-
-On that night, years ago, she had battled with Gaspare. He had been
-forced to yield to her. Now she yielded to him.
-
-"Very well," she answered. "Go and tell the Signorina I am here."
-
-She turned and went into the house and up to the sitting-room. Vere
-did not come immediately. To her mother it seemed as if she was a very
-long time coming; but at last her light step fell on the stairs, and
-she entered quickly.
-
-"Madre! How late you are! Where have you been?"
-
-"Am I late? I dined at the little restaurant at the top of the hill
-where the tram passes."
-
-"There? But you haven't been there all this time?"
-
-"No. Afterwards I took the tram to Posilipo and came home by boat. And
-what have you been doing?"
-
-"Oh, all sorts of things--what I always do. Just now I've been with
-Ruffo."
-
-"Gaspare told me he was here."
-
-"Yes. We've been having a talk."
-
-Hermione waited for Vere to say something more, but she was silent.
-She stood near the window looking out, and the expression on her face
-had become rather vague, as if her mind had gone on a journey.
-
-"Well," said the mother at last, "and what does Ruffo say for himself,
-Vere?"
-
-"Ruffo? Oh, I don't know."
-
-She paused, then added:
-
-"I think he has rather a hard time, do you know, Madre?"
-
-Hermione had taken off her hat. She laid it on a table and sat down.
-She was feeling tired.
-
-"But generally he looks so gay, so strong. Don't you remember that
-first day you saw him?"
-
-"Ah--then!"
-
-"Of course, when he had fever--"
-
-"No, it wasn't that. Any one might be ill. I think he has things at
-home to make him unhappy sometimes."
-
-"Has he been telling you so?"
-
-"Oh, he doesn't complain," Vere said, quickly, and almost with a touch
-of heat. "A boy like that couldn't whine, you know, Madre. But one can
-understand things without hearing them said. There is some trouble. I
-don't know what it is exactly. But I think his step-father--his
-Patrigno, as he calls him--must have got into some bother, or done
-something horrible. Ruffo seemed to want to tell me, and yet not to
-want to tell me. And, of course, I couldn't ask. I think he'll tell me
-to-morrow, perhaps."
-
-"Is he coming here to-morrow?"
-
-"Oh, in summer I think he comes nearly every night."
-
-"But you haven't said anything about him just lately."
-
-"No. Because he hasn't landed till to-night since the night of the
-storm."
-
-"I wonder why?" said Hermione.
-
-She was interested; but she still felt tired, and the fatigue crept
-into her voice.
-
-"So do I," Vere said. "He had a reason, I'm sure. You're tired Madre,
-so I'll go to bed. Good-night."
-
-She came to her mother and kissed her. Moved by a sudden overwhelming
-impulse of tenderness, Hermione put her arms round the child's slim
-body. But even as she did so she remembered Vere's secret, shared with
-Emile and not with her. She could not abruptly loose her arms without
-surprising her child. But they seemed to her to stiffen, against her
-will, and her embrace was surely mechanical. She wondered if Vere
-noticed this, but she did not look into her eyes to see.
-
-"Good-night, Vere."
-
-"Good-night."
-
-Vere was at the door when Hermione remembered her two meetings of that
-evening.
-
-"By-the-way," she said, "I met the Marchesino to-night. He was at the
-Scoglio di Frisio."
-
-"Was he?"
-
-"And afterwards on the sea I met Emile."
-
-"Monsieur Emile! Then he isn't quite dead!"
-
-There was a sound almost of irritation in Vere's voice.
-
-"He has been working very hard."
-
-"Oh, I see."
-
-Her voice had softened.
-
-"The Marchesino is coming here to lunch to-morrow."
-
-"Oh, Madre!"
-
-"Does he bore you? I had to ask him to something after accepting his
-dinner, Vere."
-
-"Yes, yes, of course. The Marchese is all right."
-
-She stood by the door with her bright, expressive eyes fixed on her
-mother. Her dark hair had been a little roughened by the breeze from
-Ischia, and stuck up just above the forehead, giving to her face an
-odd, almost a boyish look.
-
-"What is it, Vere?"
-
-"And when is Monsieur Emile coming? Didn't he say?"
-
-"No. He suggested to-morrow, but when I told him the Marchese was
-coming he said he wouldn't."
-
-As Hermione said this she looked very steadily at her child. Vere's
-eyes did not fall, but met hers simply, fearlessly, yet not quite
-childishly.
-
-"I don't wonder," she said. "To tell the truth, Madre, I can't see how
-a man like the Marchesino could interest a man like Monsieur Emile--at
-any rate, for long. Well--" She gave a little sigh, throwing up her
-pretty chin. "A letto si va!"
-
-And she vanished.
-
-When she had gone Hermione thought she too would go to bed. She was
-very tired. She ought to go. Yet now she suddenly felt reluctant to
-go, and as if the doings of the day for her were not yet over. And,
-besides, she was not going to sleep well. That was certain. The dry,
-the almost sandy sensation of insomnia was upon her. What was the
-matter with Gaspare to-night? Perhaps he had had a quarrel with some
-one at Mergellina. He had a strong temper as well as a loyal heart.
-
-Hermione went to a window. The breeze from Ischia touched her. She
-opened her lips, shut her eyes, drank it in. It would be delicious to
-spend the whole night upon the sea, like Ruffo. Had he gone yet? Or
-was he in the boat asleep, perhaps in the Saint's Pool? How interested
-Vere was in all the doings of that boy--how innocently, charmingly
-interested!
-
-Hermione stood by the window for two or three minutes, then went out
-of the room, down the stairs, to the front door of the house. It was
-already locked. Yet Gaspare had not come up to say good-night to her.
-And he always did that before he went to bed. She unlocked the door,
-went out, shut it behind her, and stood still.
-
-How strangely beautiful and touching the faint noise of the sea round
-the island was at night, and how full of meaning not quite to be
-divined! It came upon her heart like the whisper of a world trying to
-tell its secret to the darkness. What depths, what subtleties, what
-unfailing revelations of beauty, and surely, too, of love, there were
-in Nature! And yet in Nature what terrible indifference there was: a
-powerful, an almost terrific inattention, like that of the sphinx that
-gazes at what men cannot see. Hermione moved away from the house. She
-walked to the brow of the island and sat down on the seat that Vere
-was fond of. Presently she would go to the bridge and look over into
-the Pool and listen for the voices of the fishermen. She sat there for
-some time gaining a certain peace, losing something of her feeling of
-weary excitement and desolation under the stars. At last she thought
-that sleep might come if she went to bed. But before doing so she made
-her way to the bridge and leaned on the rail, looking down into the
-Pool.
-
-It was very dark, but she saw the shadowy shape of a fishing-boat
-lying close to the rock. She stood and watched it, and presently she
-lost herself in a thicket of night thoughts, and forgot where she was
-and why she had come there. She was recalled by hearing a very faint
-voice singing, scarcely more than humming, beneath her.
-
- "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' Estate
- Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la marina:
- Mi destan le dolcissime serate
- Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-It was the same song that Artois had heard that day as he leaned on
-the balcony of the Ristorante della Stella. But this singer of it sang
-the Italian words, and not the dialetto. The song that wins the prize
-at the Piedigrotta Festival is on the lips of every one in Naples. In
-houses, in streets, in the harbor, in every piazza, and upon the sea
-it is heard incessantly.
-
-And now Ruffo was singing it softly and rather proudly in the Italian,
-to attract the attention of the dark figure he saw above him. He was
-not certain who it was, but he thought it was the mother of the
-Signorina, and--he did not exactly know why--he wished her to find out
-that he was there, squatting on the dry rock with his back against the
-cliff wall. The ladies of the Casa del Mare had been very kind to him,
-and to-night he was not very happy, and vaguely he longed for
-sympathy.
-
-Hermione listened to the pretty, tripping words, the happy, youthful
-words. And Ruffo sang them again, still very softly.
-
- "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' Estate--"
-
-And the poor nomad wandering in the desert? But she had known the
-rapture of youth, the sweet white moons of summer in the South. She
-had known them long ago for a little while, and therefore she knew
-them while she lived. A woman's heart is tenacious, and wide as the
-world, when it contains that world which is the memory of something
-perfect that gave it satisfaction.
-
- "Mi destan le dolcissime serate
- Gli occhi do Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-Dear happy, lovable youth that can sing to itself like that in the
-deep night! Like that once Maurice, her sacred possession of youth,
-sang. She felt a rush of tenderness for Ruffo, just because he was so
-young, and sang--and brought back to her the piercing truth of the
-everlasting renewal that goes hand in hand with the everlasting
-passing away.
-
-"Ruffo--Ruffo!"
-
-Almost as Vere had once called "Pescator!" she called. And as Ruffo
-had once come running up to Vere he came now to Vere's mother.
-
-"Good-evening, Ruffo."
-
-"Good-evening, Signora."
-
-She was looking at the boy as at a mystery which yet she could
-understand. And he looked at her simply, with a sort of fearless
-gentleness, and readiness to receive the kindness which he knew dwealt
-in her for him to take.
-
-"Are you better?"
-
-"Si, Signora, much better. The fever has gone. I am strong, you know."
-
-"You are so young."
-
-She could not help saying it, and her eyes were tender just then.
-
-"Si, Signora, I am very young."
-
-His simple voice almost made her laugh, stirred in her that sweet
-humor which has its dwelling at the core of the heart.
-
-"Young and happy," she said.
-
-And as she said it she remembered Vere's words that evening; "I think
-he has rather a hard time."
-
-"At least, I hope you are happy, Ruffo," she added.
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-He looked at her. She was not sure which he meant, whether his assent
-was to her hope or to the fact of his happiness. She wondered which it
-was.
-
-"Young people ought to be happy," she said.
-
-"Ought they, Signora?"
-
-"You like your life, don't you? You like the sea?"
-
-"Si, Signora. I could not live away from the sea. If I could not see
-the sea every day I don't know what I should do."
-
-"I love it, too."
-
-"The Signorina loves the sea."
-
-He had ignored her love for it and seized on Vere's. She thought that
-this was very characteristic of his youth.
-
-"Yes. She loves being here. You talked to her to-night, didn't you?"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"And to Gaspare?"
-
-"Si, Signora. And this afternoon, too. Gaspare was at Mergellina this
-afternoon."
-
-"And you met there, did you?"
-
-"Si, Signora. I had been with my mamma, and when I left my mamma--
-poveretta--I met Gaspare."
-
-"I hope your mother is well."
-
-"Signora, she is not very well just now. She is a little sad just
-now."
-
-Hermione felt that the boy had some trouble which, perhaps, he would
-like to tell her. Perhaps some instinct made him know that she felt
-tender towards him, very tender that night.
-
-"I am sorry for that," she said--"very sorry."
-
-"Si, Signora. There is trouble in our house."
-
-"What is it, Ruffo?"
-
-The boy hesitated to answer. He moved his bare feet on the bridge and
-looked down towards the boat. Hermione did not press him, said
-nothing.
-
-"Signora," Ruffo said, at last, coming to a decision, "my Patrigno is
-not a good man. He makes my mamma jealous. He goes after others."
-
-It was the old story of the South, then! Hermione knew something of
-the persistent infidelities of Neapolitan men. Poor women who had to
-suffer them!
-
-"I am sorry for your mother," she said, gently. "That must be very
-hard."
-
-"Si, Signora, it is hard. My mamma was very unhappy to-day. She put
-her head on the table, and she cried. But that was because my Patrigno
-is put in prison."
-
-"In prison! What has he done?"
-
-Ruffo looked at her, and she saw that the simple expression had gone
-out of his eyes.
-
-"Signora, I thought perhaps you knew."
-
-"I? But I have never seen your step-father."
-
-"No, Signora. But--but you have that girl here in your house."
-
-"What girl?"
-
-Suddenly, almost while she was speaking, Hermione understood.
-
-"Peppina!" she said. "It was your Patrigno who wounded Peppina?"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-There was a silence between them. Then Hermione said, gently:
-
-"I am very sorry for your poor mother, Ruffo--very sorry. Tell me, can
-she manage? About money, I mean?"
-
-"It is not so much the money she was crying about, Signora. But, of
-course, while Patrigno is in prison he cannot earn money for her. I
-shall give her my money. But my mamma does not like all the neighbors
-knowing about that girl. It is a shame for her."
-
-"Yes, of course it is. It is very hard."
-
-She thought a moment. Then she said:
-
-"It must be horrible--horrible!"
-
-She spoke with all the vehemence of her nature. Again, as long ago,
-when she knelt before a mountain shrine in the night, she had put
-herself imaginatively in the place of a woman, this time in the place
-of Ruffo's mother. She realized how she would have felt if her
-husband, her "man," had ever been faithless to her.
-
-Ruffo looked at her almost in surprise.
-
-"I wish I could see your poor mother, Ruffo," she said. "I would go to
-see her, only--well, you see, I have Peppina here, and--"
-
-She broke off. Perhaps the boy would not understand what she
-considered the awkwardness of the situation. She did not quite know
-how these people regarded certain things.
-
-"Wait here a moment, Ruffo," she said. "I am going to give you
-something for your mother. I won't be a moment."
-
-"Grazie, Signora."
-
-Hermione went away to the house. The perfect naturalness and
-simplicity of the boy appealed to her. She was pleased, too, that he
-had not told all this to Vere. It showed a true feeling of delicacy.
-And she was sure he was a good son. She went up to her room, got two
-ten lira notes, and went quickly back to Ruffo, who was standing upon
-the bridge.
-
-"There, Ruffo," she said, giving them to him. "These are for your
-mother."
-
-The boy's brown face flushed, and into his eyes there came an
-expression of almost melting gentleness.
-
-"Oh, Signora!" he said.
-
-And there was a note of protest in his voice.
-
-"Take them to her, Ruffo. And--and I want you to promise me something.
-Will you?"
-
-"Si, Signora. I will do anything--anything for you."
-
-Hermione put her hand on his shoulder.
-
-"Be very, very kind to your poor mother, Ruffo."
-
-"Signora, I always am good for my poor mamma."
-
-He spoke with warm eagerness.
-
-"I am sure you are. But just now, when she is sad, be very good to
-her."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-She took her hand from the boy's shoulder. He bent to kiss her hand,
-and again, as he was lifting up his head, she saw the melting look in
-his eyes. This time it was unmingled with amazement, and it startled
-her.
-
-"Oh, Ruffo!" she said, and stopped, staring at him in the darkness.
-
-"Signora! What is it? What have you?"
-
-"Nothing. Good-night, Ruffo."
-
-"Good-night, Signora."
-
-He took off his cap and ran down to the boat. Hermione leaned over the
-railing, bending down to see the boy reappear below. When he came he
-looked like a shadow. From this shadow there rose a voice singing very
-softly.
-
- "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' Estate--"
-
-The shadow went over to the boat, and the voice died away.
-
- "Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-Hermione still was bending down. And she formed the last words with
-lips that trembled a little.
-
- "Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-Then she said: "Maurice--Maurice!"
-
-And then she stood trembling.
-
-Yes, it was Maurice whom she had seen again for an instant in the
-melting look of Ruffo's face. She felt frightened in the dark. Maurice
---when he kissed her for the last time, had looked at her like that.
-It could not be fancy. It was not.
-
-Was this the very first time she had noticed in Ruffo a likeness to
-her dead husband? She asked herself if it was. Yes. She had never--or
-had there been something? Not in the face, perhaps. But--the voice?
-Ruffo's singing? His attitude as he stood up in the boat? Had there
-not been something? She remembered her conversation with Artois in the
-cave. She had said to him that--she did not know why--the boy, Ruffo,
-had made her feel, had stirred up within her slumbering desires,
-slumbering yearnings.
-
-"I have heard a hundred boys sing on the Bay--and just this one
-touches some chord, and all the strings of my soul quiver."
-
-She had said that.
-
-Then there was something in the boy, something not merely fleeting
-like that look of gentleness--something permanent, subtle, that
-resembled Maurice.
-
-Now she no longer felt frightened, but she had a passionate wish to go
-down to the boat, to see Ruffo again, to be with him again, now that
-she was awake to this strange, and perhaps only faint, imitation by
-another of the one whom she had lost. No--not imitation; this
-fragmentary reproduction of some characteristic, some--
-
-She lifted herself up from the railing. And now she knew that her eyes
-were wet. She wiped them with her handkerchief, drew a deep breath,
-and went back to the house. She felt for the handle of the door, and,
-when she found it, opened the door, went in, and shut it rather
-heavily, then locked it. As she bent down to push home the bolt at the
-bottom a voice called out:
-
-"Who's there?"
-
-She was startled and turned quickly.
-
-"Gaspare!"
-
-He stood before her half dressed, with his hair over his eyes, and a
-revolver in his hand.
-
-"Signora! It is you!"
-
-"Si. What did you think? That it was a robber?"
-
-Gaspare looked at her almost sternly, went to the door, bent down and
-bolted it, then he said:
-
-"Signora, I heard a noise in the house a few minutes ago. I listened,
-but I heard nothing more. Still, I thought it best to get up. I had
-just put on my clothes when again I heard a noise at the door. I
-myself had locked it for the night. What should I think?"
-
-"I was outside. I came back for something. That was what you heard.
-Then I went out again."
-
-"Si."
-
-He stood there staring at her in a way that seemed, she fancied, to
-rebuke her. She knew that he wished to know why she had gone out so
-late, returned to the house, then gone out once more.
-
-"Come up-stairs for a minute, Gaspare," she said. "I want to speak to
-you."
-
-He looked less stern, but still unlike himself.
-
-"Si, Signora. Shall I put on my jacket?"
-
-"No, no, never mind. Come like that."
-
-She went up-stairs, treading softly, lest she might disturb Vere. He
-followed. When they were in her sitting-room she said:
-
-"Gaspare, why did you go to bed without coming to say good-night to
-me?"
-
-He looked rather confused.
-
-"Did I forget, Signora? I was tired. Forgive me."
-
-"I don't know whether you forgot. But you never came."
-
-As Hermione spoke, suddenly she felt as if Gaspare, too, were going,
-perhaps, to drift from her. She looked at him with an almost sharp
-intensity which hardened her whole face. Was he, too, being insincere
-with her, he whom she trusted implicitly?
-
-"Did you forget, Gaspare?" she said.
-
-"Signora," he repeated, with a certain, almost ugly doggedness, "I was
-tired. Forgive me."
-
-She felt sure that he had chosen deliberately not to come to her for
-the evening salutation. It was a trifle, yet to-night it hurt her. For
-a moment she was silent, and he was silent, looking down at the floor.
-Then she opened her lips to dismiss him. She intended to say a curt
-"Good-night"; but--no--she could not let Gaspare retreat from her
-behind impenetrable walls of obstinate reserve. And she did know his
-nature through and through. If he was odd to-night, unlike himself,
-there was some reason for it; and it could not be a reason that, known
-to her, would make her think badly of him. She was certain of that.
-
-"Never mind, Gaspare," she said gently. "But I like you to come and
-say good-night to me. I am accustomed to that, and I miss it if you
-don't come."
-
-"Si, Signora," he said, in a very low voice.
-
-He turned a little away from her, and made a small noise with his nose
-as if he had a cold.
-
-"Gaspare," she said, with an impulse to be frank, "I saw Ruffo
-to-night."
-
-He turned round quickly. She saw moisture in his eyes, but they were
-shining almost fiercely.
-
-"He told me something about his Patrigno. Did you know it?"
-
-"His Patrigno and Peppina?"
-
-Hermione nodded.
-
-"Si Signora; Ruffo told me."
-
-"I gave the boy something for his mother."
-
-"His mother--why?"
-
-There was quick suspicion in Gaspare's voice.
-
-"Poor woman! Because of all this trouble. Her husband is in prison."
-
-"Lo so. But he will soon be out again. He is 'protected.' "
-
-"Who protects him?"
-
-But Gaspare evaded the answer, and substituted something that was
-almost a rebuke.
-
-"Signora," he said, bluntly, if I were you I would not have anything
-to do with these people. Ruffo's Patrigno is a bad man. Better leave
-them alone."
-
-"But, Ruffo?"
-
-"Signora?"
-
-"You like him, don't you?"
-
-"Si, Signora. There is no harm in him."
-
-"And the poor mother?"
-
-"I am not friends with his mother, Signora. I do not want to be."
-
-Hermione was surprised by his harshness.
-
-"But why not?"
-
-"There are people at Mergellina who are bad people," he said. "We are
-not Neapolitan. We had better keep to ourselves. You have too much
-heart, Signora, a great deal too much heart, and you do not always
-know what people are."
-
-"Do you think I ought not to have given Ruffo that money for his
-mother?" Hermione asked, almost meekly.
-
-"Si, Signora. It is not for you to give his mother money. It is not
-for you."
-
-"Well, Gaspare, it's done now."
-
-"Si, it's done now."
-
-"You don't think Ruffo bad, do you?"
-
-After a pause, Gaspare answered:
-
-"No, Signora. Ruffo is not bad."
-
-Hermione hesitated. She wanted to ask Gaspare something, but she was
-not sure that the opportunity was a good one. He was odd to-night. His
-temper had surely been upset. Perhaps it would be better to wait. She
-decided not to speak of what was in her mind.
-
-"Well, Gaspare, good-night," she said.
-
-"Good-night, Signora."
-
-She smiled at him.
-
-"You see, after all, you have had to say good-night to me!"
-
-"Signora," he answered, earnestly, "even if I do not come to say good-
-night to you always, I shall stay with you till death."
-
-Again he made the little noise with his nose, as he turned away and
-went out of the room.
-
-That night, as she got into bed, Hermione called down on that faithful
-watch-dog's dark head a blessing, the best that heaven contained for
-him. Then she put out the light, and lay awake so long that when a
-boat came round the cliff from the Saint's Pool to the open sea, in
-the hour before the dawn, she heard the soft splash of the oars in the
-water and the sound of a boy's voice singing.
-
- "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' Estate
- Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la marina:
- Mi destan le dolcissime serate
- Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-She lifted herself up on her pillow and listened--listened until
-across the sea, going towards the dawn, the song was lost.
-
- "Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-When the voice was near, had not Maurice seemed near to her? And when
-it died away, did not he fade with it--fade until the Ionian waters
-took him?
-
-She sat up in the darkness until long after the song was hushed. But
-she heard it still in the whisper of the sea.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-The Marchesino had really been unwell, as he had told Hermione. The
-Panacci disposition, of which he had once spoken to Artois, was
-certainly not a calm one, and Isidoro, was, perhaps, the most
-excitable member of an abundantly excitable family. Although
-changeable, he was vehement. He knew not the meaning of the word
-patience, and had always been accustomed to get what he wanted exactly
-when he wanted it. Delay in the gratification of his desires,
-opposition to his demands, rendered him as indignant as if he were a
-spoiled child unable to understand the fixed position and function of
-the moon. And since the night of his vain singing along the shore to
-the Nisida he had been ill with fever, brought on by jealousy and
-disappointment, brought on partly also by the busy workings of a
-heated imagination which painted his friend Emilio in colors of inky
-black.
-
-The Marchesino had not the faintest doubt that Artois was in love with
-Vere. He believed this not from any evidence of his eyes, for, even
-now, in not very lucid moments, he could not recall any occasion on
-which he had seen Emilio paying court to the pretty English girl. But,
-then, he had only seen them together twice--on the night of his first
-visit to the island and on the night of the storm. It was the general
-conduct of his friend that convinced him, conduct in connection not
-with Vere, but with himself--apart from that one occasion when Emilio
-must have lain hidden with Vere among the shadows of the grotto of
-Virgil. He had been deceived by Emilio. He had thought of him as an
-intellectual, who was also a bon vivant and interested in Neapolitan
-life. But he had not thought of him as a libertine. Yet that was what
-he certainly was. The interview with Maria Fortunata in the alley
-beyond the Via Roma had quite convinced the Marchesino. He had no
-objection whatever to loose conduct, but he had a contempt for
-hypocrisy which was strong and genuine. He had trusted Emilio. Now he
-distrusted him, and was ready to see subtlety, deceit, and guile in
-all his undertakings.
-
-Emilio had been trying to play with him. Emilio looked upon him as a
-boy who knew nothing of the world. The difference in their respective
-ages, so long ignored by him, now glared perpetually upon the
-Marchesino, even roused within him a certain condemnatory something
-that was almost akin to moral sense, a rare enough bird in Naples. He
-said to himself that Emilio was a wicked old man, "un vecchio
-briccone." The delights of sin were the prerogative of youth. Abruptly
-this illuminating fact swam, like a new comet, within the ken of the
-Marchesino. He towered towards the heights of virtuous indignation. As
-he lay upon his fevered pillow, drinking a tisane prepared by his
-anxious mamma, he understood the inner beauty of settling down--for
-the old, and white-haired age, still intent upon having its fling,
-appeared to him so truly pitiable and disgusting that he could almost
-have wept for Emilio had he not feared to make himself more feverish
-by such an act of enlightened friendship.
-
-And the sense and appreciation of the true morality, ravishing in its
-utter novelty for the young barbarian, was cherished by the Marchesino
-until he began almost to swell with virtue, and to start on stilts to
-heaven, big with the message that wickedness was for the young and
-must not be meddled with by any one over thirty--the age at which,
-till now, he had always proposed to himself to marry some rich girl
-and settle down to the rigid asceticism of Neapolitan wedded life.
-
-And as the Marchesino had lain in bed tingling with morality, so did
-he get up and issue forth to the world, and even set sail upon the
-following day for the island. Morality was thick upon him, as upon
-that "briccone" Emilio, something else was thick. About mediaeval
-chivalry he knew precisely nothing. Yet, as the white wings of his
-pretty yacht caught the light breeze of morning, he felt like a most
-virtuous knight /sans peur et sans reproche/. He even felt like a
-steady-going person with a mission.
-
-But he wished he thoroughly understood the English nation. Towards the
-English he felt friendly, as do most Italians; but he knew little of
-them, except that they were very rich, lived in a perpetual fog, and
-were "un poco pazzi." But the question was how mad--in other words,
-how different from Neapolitans--they were! He wished he knew. It would
-make things easier for him in his campaign against Emilio.
-
-Till he met the ladies of the island he had never said a hundred words
-to any English person. The Neapolitan aristocracy is a very
-conservative body, and by no means disposed to cosmopolitanism. To the
-Panacci Villa at Capodimonte came only Italians, except Emilio. The
-Marchesino had inquired of Emilio if his mother should call upon the
-Signora Delarey, but Artois, knowing Hermione's hatred of social
-formalities, had hastened to say that it was not necessary, that it
-would even be a surprising departure from the English fashion of life,
-which ordained some knowledge of each other by the ladies of two
-families, or at least some formal introduction by a mutual woman
-friend, before an acquaintance could be properly cemented. Hitherto
-the Marchesino had felt quite at ease with his new friends. But
-hitherto he had been, as it were, merely at play with them. The
-interlude of fever had changed his views and enlarged his
-consciousness. And Emilio was no longer at hand to be explanatory if
-desired.
-
-The Marchesino wished very much that he thoroughly understood the
-inner workings of the minds of English ladies.
-
-How mad were the English? How mad exactly, for instance, was the
-Signora Delarey? And how mad exactly was the Signorina? It would be
-very valuable to know. He realized that his accurate knowledge of
-Neapolitan women, hitherto considered by him as amply sufficient to
-conduct him without a false step through all the intricacies of the
-world feminine, might not serve him perfectly with the ladies of the
-island. His fever had, it seemed, struck a little blow on his self-
-confidence, and rendered him so feeble as to be almost thoughtful.
-
-And then, what exactly did he want? To discomfit Emilio utterly? That,
-of course, did not need saying, even to himself. And afterwards? There
-were two perpendicular lines above his eyebrows as the boat drew near
-to the island.
-
-But when he came into the little drawing-room, where Hermione was
-waiting to receive him, he looked young and debonair, though still
-pale from his recent touch of illness.
-
-Vere was secretly irritated by his coming. Her interview with Peppina
-had opened her eyes to many things, among others to a good deal that
-was latent in the Marchesino. She could never again meet him, or any
-man of his type, with the complete and masterful simplicity of
-ignorant childhood that can innocently coquet by instinct, that can
-manage by heredity from Eve, but that does not understand thoroughly,
-either, what it is doing or why it is doing it.
-
-Vere was not in the mood for the Marchesino.
-
-She had been working, and she had been dreaming, and she wanted to
-have another talk with Monsieur Emile. Pretty, delicate, yet strong-
-fibred ambitions were stirring within her, and the curious passion to
-use life as a material, but not all of life that presented itself to
-her. With the desire to use that might be greedy arose the fastidious
-prerogative of rejection.
-
-And that very morning, mentally, Vere had rejected the Marchesino as
-something not interesting in life, something that was only lively,
-like the very shallow stream. What a bore it would be having to
-entertain him, to listen to his compliments, to avoid his glances, to
-pretend to be at ease with him.
-
-"But Madre can have him for a little first," she said to herself, as
-she looked into the glass to see that her hair was presentable. "Madre
-asked him to come. I didn't. I shall have nothing to say to him."
-
-She had quite forgotten her eagerness on the night of the storm, when
-she heard the cry of the siren that betokened his approach. Again she
-looked in the glass and gave a pat to her hair. And just as she was
-doing it she thought of that day after the bathe, when Gaspare had
-come to tell her that Monsieur Emile was waiting for her. She had run
-down, then, just as she was, and now--
-
-"Mamma mia! Am I getting vain!" she said to herself.
-
-And she turned from the glass, and reluctantly went to meet their
-guest.
-
-She had said to herself that it was a bore having the Marchesino to
-lunch, that he was uninteresting, frivolous, empty-headed. But
-directly she set eyes upon him, as he stood in the drawing-room by her
-mother, she felt a change in him. What had happened to him? She could
-not tell. But she was conscious that he seemed much more definite,
-much more of a personage, than he had seemed to her before. Even his
-face looked different, though paler, stronger. She was aware of
-surprise.
-
-The Marchesino, too, though much less instinctively observant than
-Vere, noted a change in her. She looked more developed, more grown up.
-And he said to himself:
-
-"When I told Emile she was a woman I was right."
-
-Their meeting was rather grave and formal, even a little stiff. The
-Marchesino paid Vere two or three compliments, and she inquired
-perfunctorily after his health, and expressed regret for his slight
-illness.
-
-"It was only a chill, Signorina. It was nothing."
-
-"Perhaps you caught it that night," Vere said.
-
-"What night, Signorina?"
-
-Vere had been thinking of the night when he sang for her in vain.
-Suddenly remembering how she and Monsieur Emile had lain in hiding and
-slipped surreptitiously home under cover of the darkness, she flushed
-and said:
-
-"The night of the storm--you got wet, didn't you?"
-
-"But that was long ago, Signorina," he answered, looking steadily at
-her, with an expression that was searching and almost hard.
-
-Had he guessed her inadvertence? She feared so, and felt rather
-guilty, and glad when Giulia came in to announce that lunch was ready.
-
-Hermione, when they sat down, feeling a certain constraint, but not
-knowing what it sprang from, came to the rescue with an effort. She
-was really disinclined for talk, and was perpetually remembering that
-the presence of the Marchesino had prevented Emile from coming to
-spend a long day. But she remembered also her guest's hospitality at
-Frisio's, and her social instinct defied her natural reluctance to be
-lively. She said to herself that she was rapidly developing into a
-fogey, and must rigorously combat the grievous tendency. By a sheer
-exertion of will-power she drove herself into a different, and
-conversational, mood. The Marchesino politely responded. He was
-perfectly self-possessed, but he was not light-hearted. The unusual
-effort of being thoughtful had, perhaps, distressed or even outraged
-his brain. And the worst of it was that he was still thinking--for him
-quite profoundly.
-
-However, they talked about risotto, they talked about Vesuvius, they
-spoke of the delights of summer in the South and of the advantages of
-living on an island.
-
-"Does it not bore you, Signora, having the sea all round?" asked the
-Marchesino. "Do you not feel in a prison and that you cannot escape?"
-
-"We don't want to escape, do we, Madre?" said Vere, quickly, before
-Hermione could answer.
-
-"I am very fond of the island, certainly," said Hermione. "Still, of
-course, we are rather isolated here."
-
-She was thinking of what she had said to Artois--that perhaps her
-instinct to shut out the world was morbid, was bad for Vere. The girl
-at once caught the sound of hesitation in her mother's voice.
-
-"Madre!" she exclaimed. "You don't mean to say that you are tired of
-our island life?"
-
-"I do not say that. And you, Vere?"
-
-"I love being here. I dread the thought of the autumn."
-
-"In what month do you go away, Signora?" asked the Marchesino.
-
-"By the end of October we shall have made our flitting, I suppose."
-
-"You will come in to Naples for the winter?"
-
-Hermione hesitated. Then she said:
-
-"I almost think I shall take my daughter to Rome. What do you say,
-Vere?"
-
-The girls face had become grave, even almost troubled.
-
-"I can't look forward in this weather," she said. "I think it's almost
-wicked to. Oh, let us live in the moment, Madre, and pretend it will
-be always summer, and that we shall always be living in our Casa del
-Mare!"
-
-There was a sound of eager youth in her voice as she spoke, and her
-eyes suddenly shone. The Marchesino looked at her with an admiration
-he did not try to conceal.
-
-"You love the sea, Signorina?" he asked.
-
-But Vere's enthusiasm abruptly vanished, as if she feared that he
-might destroy its completeness by trying to share it.
-
-"Oh yes," she said. "We all do here; Madre, Gaspare, Monsieur Emile--
-everybody."
-
-It was the first time the name of Artois had been mentioned among them
-that day. The Marchesino's full red lips tightened over his large
-white teeth.
-
-"I have not seen Signor Emilio for some days," he said.
-
-"Nor have we," said Vere, with a touch of childish discontent.
-
-He looked at her closely.
-
-Emilio--he knew all about Emilio. But the Signorina? What were her
-feelings towards the "vecchio briccone"? He did not understand the
-situation, because he did not understand precisely the nature of
-madness of the English. Had the ladies been Neapolitans, Emilio an
-Italian, he would have felt on sure ground. But in England, so he had
-heard, there is a fantastic, cold, sexless something called friendship
-that can exist between unrelated man and woman.
-
-"Don Emilio writes much," he said, with less than his usual alacrity.
-"When one goes to see him he has always a pen in his hand."
-
-He tried to speak of Emilio with complete detachment, but could not
-resist adding:
-
-"When one is an old man one likes to sit, one cannot be forever
-running to and fro. One gets tired, I suppose."
-
-There was marked satire in the accent with which he said the last
-words. And the shrug of his shoulders was an almost audible "What can
-I know of that?"
-
-"Monsieur Emile writes because he has a great brain, not because he
-has a tired body," said Vere, with sudden warmth.
-
-Her mother was looking at her earnestly.
-
-"Oh, Signorina, I do not mean-- But for a man to be always shut up,"
-began the Marchesino, "it is not life."
-
-"You don't understand, Marchese. One can live in a little room with
-the door shut as one can never live--"
-
-Abruptly she stopped. A flush ran over her face and down to her neck.
-Hermione turned away her eyes. But they had read Vere's secret. She
-knew what her child was doing in those hours of seclusion. And she
-remembered her own passionate attempts to stave off despair by work.
-She remembered her own failure.
-
-"Poor little Vere!" That was her first thought. "But what is Emile
-doing?" That was the second. He had discouraged her. He had told her
-the truth. What was he telling Vere? A flood of bitter curiosity
-seemed to rise in her, drowning many things.
-
-"What I like is life, Signorina," said the Marchesino. "Driving,
-riding, swimming, sport, fencing, being with beautiful ladies--that is
-life."
-
-"Yes, of course, that is life," she said.
-
-What was the good of trying to explain to him the inner life? He had
-no imagination.
-
-Her youth made her very drastic, very sweeping, in her secret mental
-assertions.
-
-She labelled the Marchesino "Philistine," and popped him into his
-drawer.
-
-Lunch was over, and they got up.
-
-"Are you afraid of the heat out-of-doors, Marchese?" Hermione asked,
-"or shall we have coffee in the garden? There is a trellis, and we
-shall be out of the sun."
-
-"Signora, I am delighted to go out."
-
-He got his straw hat, and they went into the tiny garden and sat down
-on basket-work chairs under a trellis, set in the shadow of some fig-
-trees. Giulia brought them coffee, and the Marchesino lighted a
-cigarette.
-
-He said to himself that he had never been in love before.
-
-Vere wore a white dress. She had no hat on, but held rather carelessly
-over her small, dark head a red parasol. It was evident that she was
-not afraid even of the midday sun. That new look in her face, soft
-womanhood at the windows gazing at a world more fully, if more sadly,
-understood, fascinated him, sent the blood up to his head. There was a
-great change in her. To-day she knew what before she had not known.
-
-As he stared at Vere with adoring eyes suddenly there came into his
-mind the question: "Who has taught her?"
-
-And then he thought of the night when all in vain he had sung upon the
-sea, while the Signorina and "un Signore" were hidden somewhere near
-him.
-
-The blood sang in his head, and something seemed to expand in his
-brain, to press violently against his temples, as if striving to force
-its way out. He put down his coffee cup, and the two perpendicular
-lines appeared above his eyebrows, giving him an odd look, cruel and
-rather catlike.
-
-"If Emilio--"
-
-At that moment he longed to put a knife into his friend.
-
-But he was not sure. He only suspected.
-
-Hermione's role in this summer existence puzzled him exceedingly. The
-natural supposition in a Neapolitan would, of course, have been that
-Artois was her lover. But when the Marchesino looked at Hermione's
-eyes he could not tell.
-
-What did it all mean? He felt furious at being puzzled, as if he were
-deliberately duped.
-
-"Your cigarette has gone out, Marchese," said Hermione. "Have
-another."
-
-The young man started.
-
-"It's nothing."
-
-"Vere, run in and get the Marchese a Khali Targa."
-
-The girl got up quickly.
-
-"No, no! I cannot permit--I have another here."
-
-He opened his case. It was empty.
-
-Vere laughed.
-
-"You see!"
-
-She went off before he could say another word, and the Marchesino was
-alone for a moment with Hermione.
-
-"You are fortunate, Signora, in having such a daughter," he said, with
-a sigh that was boyish.
-
-"Yes," Hermione said.
-
-That bitter curiosity was still with her, and her voice sounded
-listless, almost cold. The Marchesino looked up. Ah! Was there
-something here that he could understand? Something really feminine? A
-creeping jealousy? He was on the /qui vive/ at once.
-
-"And such a good friend as Don Emilio," he added. "You have known
-Emilio for a long time, Signora?"
-
-"Oh yes, for a very long time."
-
-"He is a strange man," said the Marchesino, with rather elaborate
-carelessness.
-
-"Do you think so? In what way?"
-
-"He likes to know, but he does not like to be known."
-
-There was a great deal of truth in the remark. Its acuteness surprised
-Hermione, who thought the Marchesino quick witted but very
-superficial.
-
-"As he is a writer, I suppose he has to study people a good deal," she
-said, quietly.
-
-"I do not think I can understand these great people. I think they are
-too grand for me."
-
-"Oh, but Emile likes you very much. He told me so."
-
-"It is very good of him," said the Marchesino, pulling at his
-mustaches.
-
-He was longing to warn Hermione against Emilio--to hint that Emilio
-was not to be trusted. He believed that Hermione must be very blind,
-very unfitted to look after a lovely daughter. But when he glanced at
-her face he did not quite know how to hint what was in his mind. And
-just then Vere came back and the opportunity was gone. She held out a
-box to the Marchesino. As he thanked her and took a cigarette he tried
-to look into her eyes. But she would not let him. And when he struck
-his match she returned once more to the house, carrying the box with
-her. Her movement was so swift and unexpected that Hermione had not
-time to speak before she was gone.
-
-"But--"
-
-"I should not smoke another, Signora," said the Marchesino, quickly.
-
-"You are sure?"
-
-"Quite."
-
-"Still, Vere might have left the box. She is inhospitable to-day."
-
-Hermione spoke lightly.
-
-"Oh, it is bad for cigarettes to lie in the sun. It ruins them."
-
-"But you should have filled your case. You must do so before you go."
-
-"Thank you."
-
-His head was buzzing again. The touch of fever had really weakened
-him. He knew it now. Never gifted with much self-control, he felt
-to-day that, with a very slight incentive, he might lose his head. The
-new atmosphere which Vere diffused around her excited him strangely.
-He was certain that she was able to understand something of what he
-was feeling, that on the night of the storm she would not have been
-able to understand. Again he thought of Emilio, and moved restlessly
-in his chair, looking sideways at Hermione, then dropping his eyes.
-Vere did not come back.
-
-Hermione exerted herself to talk, but the task became really a
-difficult one, for the Marchesino looked perpetually towards the
-house, and so far forgot himself as to show scarcely even a wavering
-interest in anything his hostess said. As the minutes ran by a hot
-sensation of anger began to overcome him. A spot of red appeared on
-each cheek.
-
-Suddenly he got up.
-
-"Signora, you will want to make the siesta. I must not keep you
-longer."
-
-"No, really; I love sitting out in the garden, and you will find the
-glare of the sun intolerable if you go so early."
-
-"On the sea there is always a breeze. Indeed, I must not detain you.
-All our ladies sleep after the colazione until the bathing hour. Do
-not you?"
-
-"Yes, we lie down. But to-day--"
-
-"You must not break the habit. It is a necessity. My boat will be
-ready, and I must thank you for a delightful entertainment."
-
-His round eyes were fierce, but he commanded his voice.
-
-"A rive--"
-
-"I will come with you to the house if you really will not stay a
-little longer."
-
-"Perhaps I may come again?" he said, quickly, with a sudden hardness,
-a fighting sound in his voice. "One evening in the cool. Or do I bore
-you?"
-
-"No; do come."
-
-Hermione felt rather guilty, as if they had been inhospitable, she and
-Vere; though, indeed, only Vere was in fault.
-
-"Come and dine one night, and I shall ask Don Emilio."
-
-As she spoke she looked steadily at her guest.
-
-"He was good enough to introduce us to each other, wasn't he?" she
-added. "We must all have an evening together, as we did at Frisio's."
-
-The Marchesino bowed.
-
-"With pleasure, Signora."
-
-They came into the house.
-
-As they did so Peppina came down the stairs. When she saw them she
-murmured a respectful salutation and passed quickly by, averting her
-wounded cheek. Almost immediately behind her was Vere. The Marchesino
-looked openly amazed for a moment, then even confused. He stared first
-at Hermione, then at Vere.
-
-"I am sorry, Madre; I was kept for a moment," the girl said. "Are you
-coming up-stairs?"
-
-"The Marchese says he must go, Vere. He is determined not to deprive
-us of our siesta."
-
-"One needs to sleep at this hour in the hot weather," said the
-Marchesino.
-
-The expression of wonder and confusion was still upon his face, and he
-spoke slowly.
-
-"Good-bye, Marchese," Vere said, holding out her hand.
-
-He took it and bowed over it and let it go. The girl turned and ran
-lightly up-stairs.
-
-Directly she was gone the Marchesino said to Hermione:
-
-"Pardon me, Signora, I--I--"
-
-He hesitated. His self-possession seemed to have deserted him for the
-moment. He looked at Hermione swiftly, searchingly, then dropped his
-eyes.
-
-"What is it, Marchese?" she asked, wondering what was the matter with
-him.
-
-He still hesitated. Evidently he was much disturbed. At last he said
-again:
-
-"Pardon me, Signora. I--as you know, I am Neapolitan. I have always
-lived in Naples."
-
-"Yes, I know."
-
-"I know Naples like my pocket--"
-
-He broke off.
-
-Hermione waited for him to go on. She had no idea what was coming.
-
-"Yes?" she said, at length to help him.
-
-"Excuse me, Signora! But that girl--that girl who passed by just
-now--"
-
-"My servant, Peppina."
-
-He stared at her.
-
-"Your servant, Signora?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Do you know what she is, where she comes from? But no, it is
-impossible."
-
-"I know all about Peppina, Marchese," Hermione replied, quietly.
-
-"Truly? Ah!"
-
-His large round eyes were still fixedly staring at her.
-
-"Good-bye, Signora!" he said. "Thank you for a very charming
-colazione. And I shall look forward with all my heart to the evening
-you have kindly suggested."
-
-"I shall write directly I have arranged with Don Emilio."
-
-"Thank you! Thank you! A rivederci, Signora."
-
-He cast upon her one more gravely staring look, and was gone.
-
-When he was outside and alone, he threw up his hands and talked to
-himself for a moment, uttering many exclamations. In truth, he was
-utterly amazed. Maria Fortunata had spread abroad diligently the fame
-of her niece's beauty, and the Marchesino, like the rest of the gay
-young men of Naples, had known of and had misjudged her. He had read
-in the papers of the violence done to her, and had at once dismissed
-her from his mind with a muttered "Povera Ragazza!"
-
-She was no longer beautiful.
-
-And now he discovered her living as a servant with the ladies of the
-island. Who could have put her there? He thought of Emilio's colloquy
-with Maria Fortunata. But the Signora? A mother? What did it all mean?
-Even the madness of the English could scarcely be so pronounced as to
-make such a proceeding as this quite a commonplace manifestation of
-the national life and eccentricity. He could not believe that.
-
-He stepped into his boat. As the sailors rowed it out from the Pool--
-the wind had gone down and the sails were useless--he looked earnestly
-up to the windows of the Casa del Mare, longing to pierce its secrets.
-
-What was Emilio in that house? A lover, a friend, a bad genius? And
-the Signora? What was she?
-
-The Marchesino was no believer in the virtue of women. But the lack of
-beauty in Hermione, and her age, rendered him very doubtful as to her
-role in the life on the island. Vere's gay simplicity had jumped to
-the eyes. But now she, too, was becoming something of a mystery.
-
-He traced it all to Emilio, and was hot with a curiosity that was
-linked closely with his passion.
-
-Should he go to see Emilio? He considered the question and resolved
-not to do so. He would try to be patient until the night of the dinner
-on the island. He would be birbante, would play the fox, as Emilio
-surely had done. The Panacci temper should find out that one member of
-the family could control it, when such control served his purpose.
-
-He was on fire with a lust for action as he made his resolutions.
-Vere's coolness to him, even avoidance of him, had struck hammer-like
-blows upon his /amour propre/. He saw her now--yes, he saw her--coming
-down the stairs behind Peppina. Had they been together? Did they talk
-together, the cold, the prudish Signorina Inglese--so he called Vere
-now in his anger--and the former decoy of Maria Fortunata?
-
-And then a horrible conception of Emilio's role in all this darted
-into his mind, and for a moment he thought of Hermione as a blind
-innocent, like his subservient mother, of Vere as a preordained
-victim. Then the blood coursed through his veins like fire, and he
-felt as if he could no longer sit still in the boat.
-
-"Avanti! avanti!" he cried to the sailors. "Dio mio! There is enough
-breeze to sail. Run up the sail! Madonna Santissima! We shall not be
-to Naples till it is night. Avanti! avanti!"
-
-Then he lay back, crossed his arms behind his head, and, with an
-effort, closed his eyes.
-
-He was determined to be calm, not to let himself go. He put his
-fingers on his pulse.
-
-"That cursed fever! I believe it is coming back," he said to himself.
-
-He wondered how soon the Signora would arrange that dinner on the
-island. He did not feel as if he could wait long without seeing Vere
-again. But would it ever be possible to see her alone? Emilio saw her
-alone. His white hairs brought him privileges. He might take her out
-upon the sea.
-
-The Marchesino still had his fingers on his pulse. Surely it was
-fluttering very strangely. Like many young Italians he was a mixture
-of fearlessness and weakness, of boldness and childishness.
-
-"I must go to mamma! I must have medicine--the doctor," he thought,
-anxiously. "There is something wrong with me. Perhaps I have been
-looked on by the evil eye."
-
-And down he went to the bottom of a gulf of depression.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
-Hermione was very thankful that the Marchesino had gone. She felt that
-the lunch had been a failure, and was sorry. But she had done her
-best. Vere and the young man himself had frustrated her, she thought.
-It was a bore having to entertain any one in the hot weather. As she
-went up-stairs she said to herself that her guest's addio had been the
-final fiasco of an unfortunate morning. Evidently he knew something of
-Peppina, and had been shocked to find the girl in the house. Emile had
-told her--Hermione--that she was an impulsive. Had she acted foolishly
-in taking Peppina? She had been governed in the matter by her heart,
-in which dwelt pity and a passion for justice. Surely the sense of
-compassion, the love of fair dealing could not lead one far astray.
-And yet, since Peppina had been on the island the peace of the life
-there had been lessened. Emile had become a little different, Vere
-too. And even Gaspare--was there not some change in him?
-
-She thought of Giulia's assertion that the disfigured girl had the
-evil eye.
-
-She had laughed at the idea, and had spoken very seriously to Giulia,
-telling her that she was not to communicate her foolish suspicion to
-the other servants. But certainly the joy of their life in this House
-of the Sea was not what it had been. And even Vere had had forebodings
-with which Peppina had been connected. Perhaps the air of Italy, this
-clear, this radiant atmosphere which seemed created to be the
-environment of happiness, contained some subtle poison that was
-working in them all, turning them from cool reason.
-
-She thought of Emile, calling up before her his big frame his powerful
-face with the steady eyes. And a wave of depression went over her, as
-she understood how very much she had relied on him since the death of
-Maurice. Without him she would indeed have been a derelict.
-
-Again that bitter flood of curiosity welled up in her. She wondered
-where Vere was, but she did not go to the girl's room. Instead, she
-went to her own sitting-room. Yesterday she had been restless. She had
-felt driven. To-day she felt even worse. But to-day she knew what
-yesterday she had not known--Vere's solitary occupation. Why had not
-Vere told her, confided in her? It was a very simple matter. The only
-reason why it now assumed an importance to her was because it had been
-so carefully concealed. Why had not Vere told her all about it, as she
-told her other little matters of their island life, freely, without
-even a thought of hesitation?
-
-She sought the reason of this departure which was paining her. But at
-first she did not find it.
-
-Perhaps Vere wanted to give her a surprise. For a moment her heart
-grew lighter. Vere might be preparing something to please or astonish
-her mother, and Emile might be in the secret, might be assisting in
-some way. But no! Vere's mysterious occupation had been followed too
-long. And then Emile had not always known what it was. He had only
-known lately.
-
-Those long reveries of Vere upon the sea, when she lay in the little
-boat in the shadow cast by the cliffs over the Saint's Pool--they were
-the prelude to work; imaginative, creative perhaps.
-
-And Vere was not seventeen.
-
-Hermione smiled to herself rather bitterly, thinking of the ignorance,
-of the inevitable folly of youth. The child, no doubt, had dreams of
-fame. What clever, what imaginative and energetic child has not such
-dreams at some period or other? How absurd we all are, thinking to
-climb to the stars almost as soon as we can see them!
-
-And then the smile died away from Hermione's lips as the great
-tenderness of the mother within her was moved by the thought of the
-disappointments that come with a greater knowledge of life. Vere would
-suffer when she learned the truth, when she knew the meaning of
-failure.
-
-Quite simply and naturally Hermione was including her child inevitably
-within the circle of her own disaster.
-
-If Emile knew, why did he not tell Vere what he had told her mother?
-
-But Emile had surely shown much greater interest in Vere just lately
-than ever before?
-
-Was Emile helping Vere in what she was doing? But if he was, then he
-must believe in Vere's capacity to do something that was worth doing.
-
-Hermione knew the almost terrible sincerity of Artois in the things of
-the intellect, his clear, unwavering judgment, his ruthless
-truthfulness. Nothing would ever turn him from that. Nothing, unless
-he--
-
-Her face became suddenly scarlet, then pale. A monstrous idea had
-sprung up in her mind; an idea so monstrous that she strove to thrust
-it away violently, without even contemplating it. Why had Vere not
-told her? There must be some good and sufficient reason. Vehemently--
-to escape from that monstrous idea--she sought it. Why had everything
-else in her child been revealed to her, only this one thing been
-hidden from her?
-
-She searched the past, Vere and herself in that past. And now, despite
-her emotion, her full intelligence was roused up and at work. And
-presently she remembered that Emile and Vere shared the knowledge of
-her own desire to create, and her utter failure to succeed in
-creation. Emile knew the whole naked truth of that. Vere did not. But
-Vere knew something. Could that mutual knowledge be the reason of this
-mutual secrecy? As women often do, Hermione had leaped into the very
-core of the heart of the truth, had leaped out of the void, guided by
-some strange instinct never alive in man. But, as women very seldom
-do, she shrank away from the place she had gained. Instead of
-triumphing, she was afraid. She remembered how often her imagination
-had betrayed her, how it had created phantoms, had ruined for her the
-lagging hours. Again and again she had said to herself, "I will beware
-of it." Now she accused it of playing her false once more, of running
-wild. Sharply she pulled herself up. She was assuming things. That was
-her great fault, to assume that things were that which perhaps they
-were not.
-
-How often Emile had told her not to trust her imagination! She would
-heed him now. She knew nothing. She did not even know for certain that
-Vere's flush, Vere's abrupt hesitation at lunch, were a betrayal of
-the child's secret.
-
-But that she would find out.
-
-Again the fierce curiosity besieged and took possession of her. After
-all, she was a mother. A mother had rights. Surely she had a right to
-know what another knew of her child.
-
-"I will ask Vere," she said to herself.
-
-Once before she had said to herself that she would do that, and she
-had not done it. She had felt that to do it would be a humiliation.
-But now she was resolved to do it, for she knew more of her own
-condition and was more afraid of herself. She began to feel like one
-who has undergone a prolonged strain of work, who believes that it has
-not been too great and has been capably supported, and who suddenly is
-aware of a yielding, of a downward and outward movement, like a wide
-and spreading disintegration, in which brain, nerves, the whole body
-are involved.
-
-Yet what had been the strain that she had been supporting, that now
-suddenly she began to feel too much? The strain of a loss. Time should
-have eased it. But had Time eased it, or only lengthened the period
-during which she had been forced to carry her load? People ought to
-get accustomed to things. She knew that it is supposed by many that
-the human body, the human mind, the human heart can get accustomed--by
-which is apparently meant can cease passionately and instinctively to
-strive to repel--can get accustomed to anything. Well she could not.
-Never could she get accustomed to the loss of love, of man's love. The
-whole world might proclaim its proverbs. For her they had no truth.
-For her--and for how many other silent women!
-
-And now suddenly she felt that for years she had been struggling, and
-that the struggle had told upon her far more than she had ever
-suspected. Nothing must be added to her burden or she would sink down.
-The dust would cover her. She would be as nothing--or she would be as
-something terrible, nameless.
-
-She must ask Vere, do what she had said to herself that she would not
-do. Unless she had the complete confidence of her child she could not
-continue to do without the cherishing love she had lost. She saw
-herself a cripple, something maimed. Hitherto she had been supported
-by blessed human crutches: by Vere, Emile, Gaspare. How heavily she
-had leaned upon them! She knew that now. How heavily she must still
-lean if she were to continue on her way. And a fierce, an almost
-savage something, desperate and therefore arbitrary, said within her:
-
-"I will keep the little that I have: I will--I will."
-
-"The little!" Had she said that? It was wicked of her to say that. But
-she had had the wonderful thing. She had held for a brief time the
-magic of the world within the hollow of her hands, within the shadow
-of her heart. And the others? Children slip from their parents' lives
-into the arms of another whose call means more to them than the voices
-of those who made them love. Friends drift away, scarcely knowing why,
-divided from each other by the innumerable channels that branch from
-the main stream of existence. Even a faithful servant cannot be more
-than a friend.
-
-There is one thing that is great, whose greatness makes the smallness
-of all the other things. And so Hermione said, "the little that I
-have," and there was truth in it. And there was as vital a truth in
-the fact of her whole nature recognizing that little's enormous value
-to her. Not for a moment did she underrate her possession. Indeed, she
-had to fight against the tendency to exaggeration. Her intellect said
-to her that, in being so deeply moved by such a thing as the
-concealment from her by Vere of something innocent of which Emile
-knew, she was making a water drop into an ocean. Her intellect said
-that. But her heart said no.
-
-And the voice of her intellect sank away like the frailest echo that
-ever raised its spectral imitation of a reality. And the voice of her
-heart rang out till it filled her world.
-
-And so the argument was over.
-
-She thought she heard a step below, and looked out of the window into
-the sunshine.
-
-Gaspare was there. It was his hour of repose, and he was smoking a
-cigarette. He was dressed in white linen, without a coat, and had a
-white linen hat on his head. He stood near the house, apparently
-looking out to sea. And his pose was meditative. Hermione watched him.
-The sight of him reminded her of another question she wished to ask.
-
-Gaspare had one hand in the pocket of his white trousers. With the
-other he held the cigarette. Hermione saw the wreaths of pale smoke
-curling up and evaporating in the shining, twinkling air, which seemed
-full of joyous, dancing atoms. But presently his hand forgot to do its
-work. The cigarette, only half smoked, went out, and he stood there as
-if plunged in profound thought. Hermione wondered what he was thinking
-about.
-
-"Gaspare!"
-
-She said it softly. Evidently he did not hear.
-
-"Gaspare! Gaspare!"
-
-Each time she spoke a little louder, but still he took no notice.
-
-She leaned farther out and called:
-
-"Gaspare!"
-
-This time he heard and started violently, dropped the cigarette, then,
-without looking up, bent down slowly, recovered it, and turned round.
-
-"Signora?"
-
-The sun shone full on his upturned face, showing to Hermione the
-dogged look which sometimes came to it when anything startled him.
-
-"I made you jump."
-
-"No, Signora."
-
-"But I did. What were you thinking about?"
-
-"Nothing, Signora. Why are you not asleep?"
-
-He spoke almost as if she injured him by being awake.
-
-"I couldn't sleep to-day. What are you going to do this afternoon?"
-
-"I don't know, Signora. Do you wish me to do anything for you?"
-
-"Well--"
-
-She had a wish to clear things up, to force her life, the lives of
-those few she cared for, out of mystery into a clear light. She had a
-desire to chastise thought by strong, bracing action.
-
-"I rather want to send a note to Don Emilio."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-His voice did not sound pleased.
-
-"It is too hot to row all the way to Naples. Couldn't you go to the
-village and take the tram to the hotel--if I write the note?"
-
-"If you like, Signora."
-
-"Or would it be less bother to row as far as Mergellina, and take a
-tram or carriage from there?
-
-"I can do that, Signora."
-
-He sounded a little more cheerful.
-
-"I think I'll write the note, Gaspare, then. And you might take it
-some time--whenever you like. You might come and fetch it in five
-minutes."
-
-"Very well, Signora."
-
-He moved away and she went to her writing-table. She sat down, and
-slowly, with a good deal of hesitation and thought, she wrote part of
-a letter asking Emile to come to dine whenever he liked at the island.
-And now came the difficulty. She knew Emile did not want to meet the
-Marchesino there. Yet she was going to ask them to meet each other.
-She had told the Marchesino so. Should she tell Emile? Perhaps, if she
-did, he would refuse to come. But she could never lay even the
-smallest trap for a friend. So she wrote on, asking Emile to let her
-know the night he would come as she had promised to invite the
-Marchesino to meet him.
-
-"Be a good friend and do this for me," she ended, "even if it bores
-you. The Marchese lunched here alone with us to-day, and it was a
-fiasco. I think we were very inhospitable, and I want to wipe away the
-recollection of our dulness from his mind. Gaspare will bring me your
-answer."
-
-At the bottom she wrote "Hermione." But just as she was going to seal
-the letter in its envelope she took it out, and added, "Delarey" to
-her Christian name.
-
-"Hermione Delarey." She looked at the words for a long time before she
-rang the bell for Gaspare.
-
-When she gave him the letter, "Are you going by Mergellina?" she asked
-him.
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-He stood beside her for a moment; then, as she said nothing more,
-turned to go out.
-
-"Gaspare, wait one minute," she said, quickly.
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"I meant to ask you last night, but--well, we spoke of other things,
-and it was so late. Have you ever noticed anything about that boy,
-Ruffo, anything at all, that surprised you?"
-
-"Surprised me, Signora?"
-
-"Surprised you, or reminded you of anything?"
-
-"I don't know what you mean, Signora."
-
-Gaspare's voice was hard and cold. He looked steadily at Hermione, as
-a man of strong character sometimes looks when he wishes to turn his
-eyes away from the glance of another, but will not, because of his
-manhood.
-
-Hermione hesitated to go on, but something drove her to be more
-explicit.
-
-"Have you never noticed in Ruffo a likeness to--to your Padrone?" she
-said, slowly.
-
-"My Padrone!"
-
-Gaspare's great eyes dropped before hers, and he stood looking on the
-floor. She saw a deep flush cover his brown skin.
-
-"I am sure you have noticed it, Gaspare," she said. "I can see you
-have. Why did you not tell me?"
-
-At that moment she felt angry with herself and almost angry with him.
-Had he noticed this strange, this subtle resemblance between the
-fisher-boy and the dead man at once, long before she had? Had he been
-swifter to see such a thing than she?
-
-"What do you mean, Signora? What are you talking about?"
-
-He looked ugly.
-
-"How can a fisher-boy, a nothing from Mergellina, look like my
-Padrone?"
-
-Now he lifted his eyes, and they were fierce--or so she thought.
-
-"Signora, how can you say such a thing?"
-
-"Gaspare?" she exclaimed, astonished at his sudden vehemence.
-
-"Signora--scusi! But--but there will never be another like my
-Padrone."
-
-He opened the door and went quickly out of the room, and when the door
-shut it was as if an iron door shut upon a furnace.
-
-Hermione stood looking at this door. She drew a long breath.
-
-"But he has seen it!" she said, aloud. "He has seen it."
-
-And Emile?
-
-Had she been a blind woman, she who had so loved the beauty that was
-dust? She thought of Vere and Ruffo standing together, so youthful, so
-happy in their simple, casual intercourse.
-
-It was as if Vere had been mysteriously drawn to this boy because of
-his resemblance to the father she had never seen.
-
-Vere! Little Vere!
-
-Again the mother's tenderness welled up in Hermione's heart, this time
-sweeping away the reluctance to be humble.
-
-"I will go to Vere now."
-
-She went to the door, as she had gone to it the previous day. But this
-time she did not hesitate to open it. A strong impulse swept her
-along, and she came to her child's room eagerly.
-
-"Vere!"
-
-She knocked at the door.
-
-"Vere! May I come in?"
-
-She knocked again. There was no answer.
-
-Then she opened the door and went in. Possibly Vere was sleeping. The
-mosquito-net was drawn round the bed, but Hermione saw that her child
-was not behind it. Vere had gone out somewhere.
-
-The mother went to the big window which looked out upon the sea. The
-green Venetian blind was drawn. She pushed up one of its flaps and
-bent to look through. Below, a little way out on the calm water, she
-saw Vere's boat rocking softly in obedience to the small movement that
-is never absent from the sea. The white awning was stretched above the
-stern-seats, and under it lay Vere in her white linen dress, her small
-head, not protected by a hat, supported by a cushion. She lay quite
-still, one arm on the gunwale of the boat, the other against her side.
-Hermione could not see whether her eyes were shut or open.
-
-The mother watched her for a long time through the blind.
-
-How much of power was enclosed in that young figure that lay so still,
-so perfectly at ease, cradled on the great sea, warmed and cherished
-by the tempered fires of the sun! How much of power to lift up and to
-cast down, to be secret, to create sorrow, to be merciful! Wonderful,
-terrible human power!
-
-The watching mother felt just then that she was in the hands of the
-child.
-
-"Now it's the child's turn."
-
-Surely Vere must be asleep. Such absolute stillness must mean
-temporary withdrawal of consciousness.
-
-Just as Hermione was thinking this, Vere's left hand moved. The girl
-lifted it up to her face, and gently and repeatedly rubbed her
-eyebrow.
-
-Hermione dropped the flap of the blind. The little, oddly natural
-movement had suddenly made her feel that it was not right to be
-watching Vere when the child must suppose herself to be unobserved and
-quite alone with the sea.
-
-As she came away from the window she glanced quickly round the room,
-and upon a small writing-table at the foot of the bed she saw a number
-of sheets of paper lying loose, with a piece of ribbon beside them.
-They had evidently been taken out of the writing-table drawer, which
-was partially open, and which, as Hermione could see, contained other
-sheets of a similar kind. Hermione looked, and then looked away. She
-passed the table and reached the door. When she was there she glanced
-again at the sheets of paper. They were covered with writing. They
-drew, they fascinated her eyes, and she stood still, with her hand
-resting on the door-handle. As a rule it would have seemed perfectly
-natural to her to read anything that Vere had left lying about, either
-in her own room or anywhere else. Until just lately her child had
-never had, or dreamed of having any secret from her. Never had Vere
-received a letter that her mother had not seen. Secrets simply did not
-exist between them--secrets, that is, of the child from the mother.
-
-But it was not so now. And that was why those sheets of paper drew and
-held the mother's eyes.
-
-She had, of course, a perfect right to read them. Or had she--she who
-had said to Vere, "Keep your secrets"? In those words had she not
-deliberately relinquished such a right? She stood there thinking,
-recalling those words, debating within herself this question--and
-surely with much less than her usual great honesty.
-
-Emile, she was sure, had read the writing upon those sheets of paper.
-
-She did not know exactly why she was certain of this--but she was
-certain, absolutely certain. She remembered the long-ago days, when
-she had submitted to him similar sheets. What Emile had read surely
-she might read. Again that intense and bitter curiosity mingled with
-something else, a strange, new jealousy in which it was rooted. She
-felt as if Vere, this child whom she had loved and cared for, had done
-her a cruel wrong, had barred her out from the life in which she had
-always been till now the best loved, the most absolutely trusted
-dweller. Why should she not take that which she ought to have been
-given?
-
-Again she was conscious of that painful, that piteous sensation of one
-who is yielding under a strain that has been too prolonged. Something
-surely collapsed within her, something of the part of her being that
-was moral. She was no longer a free woman in that moment. She was
-governed. Or so she felt, perhaps deceiving herself.
-
-She went swiftly and softly over to the table and bent over the
-sheets.
-
-At first she stood. Then she sat down. She took up the paper, handled
-it, held it close to her eyes.
-
-Verses! Vere was writing verses. Of course! Every one begins by being
-a poet. Hermione smiled, almost laughed aloud. Poor little Vere with
-her poor little secret! There was still that bitterness in the mother,
-that sense of wrong. But she read on and on. And presently she started
-and her hand shook.
-
-She had come to a poem that was corrected in Vere's handwriting, and
-on the margin was written, "Monsieur Emile's idea."
-
-So there had been a conference, and Emile was advising Vere.
-
-Hermione's hand shook so violently that she could not go on reading
-for a moment, and she laid the paper down. She felt like one who has
-suddenly unmasked a conspiracy against herself. It was useless for her
-intellect to deny this conspiracy, for her heart proclaimed it.
-
-Long ago Emile had told her frankly that it was in vain for her to
-waste her time in creative work, that she had not the necessary gift
-for it. And now he was secretly assisting her own child--a child of
-sixteen--to do what he had told her, the mother, not to do. Why was he
-doing this?
-
-Again the monstrous idea that she had forcibly dismissed from her mind
-that day returned to Hermione. There is one thing that sometimes
-blinds the most clear-sighted men, so that they cannot perceive truth.
-
-But--Hermione again bent over the sheets of paper, this time seeking
-for a weapon against the idea which assailed her. On several pages she
-found emendations, excisions, on one a whole verse completely changed.
-And on the margins were pencilled "Monsieur Emile's suggestion";
-"Monsieur E.'s advice"; and once, "These two lines invented by
-Monsieur Emile."
-
-When had Vere and Emile had the opportunity for this long and secret
-discussion? On the day of the storm they had been together alone. They
-had had tea together alone. And on the night Emile dined on the island
-they had been out in the boat together for a long time. All this must
-have been talked over then.
-
-Yes.
-
-She read on. Had Vere talent? Did her child possess what she had
-longed for, and had been denied? She strove to read critically, but
-she was too excited, too moved to do so. All necessary calm was gone.
-She was painfully upset. The words moved before her eyes, running
-upward in irregular lines that resembled creeping things, and she saw
-rings of light, yellow in the middle and edged with pale blue.
-
-She pushed away the sheets of paper, got up and went again to the
-window. She must look at Vere once more, look at her with this new
-knowledge, look at her critically, with a piercing scrutiny. And she
-bent down as before, and moved a section of the blind, pushing it up.
-
-There was no boat beneath her on the sea.
-
-She dropped the blind sharply, and all the blood in her body seemed to
-make a simultaneous movement away from the region of the heart.
-
-Vere was perhaps already in the house, running lightly up to the room.
-She would come in and find her mother there. She would guess what her
-mother had been doing.
-
-Hermione did not hesitate. She crossed the room swiftly, opened the
-door, and went out. She reached her own room without meeting Vere. But
-she had not been in it for more than a minute and a half when she
-heard Vere come up-stairs, the sound of her door open and shut.
-
-Hermione cleared her throat. She felt the need of doing something
-physical. Then she pulled up her blinds and let the hot sun stream in
-upon her.
-
-She felt dark just then--black.
-
-In a moment she found that she was perspiring. The sun was fierce--
-that, of course, must be the reason. But she would not shut the sun
-out. She must have light around her, although there was none within
-her.
-
-She was thankful she had escaped in time. If she had not, if Vere had
-run into the room and found her there, she was sure she would have
-frightened her child by some strange outburst. She would have said or
-done something--she did not at all know what--that would perhaps have
-altered their relations irrevocably. For, in that moment, the sense of
-self-control, of being herself--so she put it--had been withdrawn from
-her.
-
-She would regain it, no doubt. She was even now regaining it. Already
-she was able to say to herself that she was not seeing things in their
-true proportions, that some sudden crisis of the nerves, due perhaps
-to some purely physical cause, had plunged her into a folly of feeling
-from which she would soon escape entirely. She was by nature emotional
-and unguarded: therefore specially likely to be the victim in mind of
-any bodily ill.
-
-And then she was not accustomed to be unwell. Her strength of body was
-remarkable. Very seldom had she felt weak.
-
-She remembered one night, long ago in Sicily, when an awful bodily
-weakness had overtaken her. But that had been caused by dread. The
-mind had reacted upon the body. Now, she was sure of it, body had
-reacted on mind.
-
-Yet she had not been ill.
-
-She felt unequal to the battle of pros and cons that was raging within
-her.
-
-"I'll be quiet," she thought. "I'll read."
-
-And she took up a book.
-
-She read steadily for an hour, understanding thoroughly all she read,
-and wondering how she had ever fancied she cared about reading. Then
-she laid the book down and looked at the clock. It was nearly four.
-Tea would perhaps refresh her. And after tea? She had loved the
-island, but to-day she felt almost as if it were a prison. What was
-there to be done? She found herself wondering for the first time how
-she had managed to "get through" week after week there. And in a
-moment her wonder made her realize the inward change in her, the
-distance that now divided her from Vere, the gulf that lay between
-them.
-
-A day with a stranger may seem long, but a month with a friend how
-short! To live with Vere had been like living with a part of herself.
-But now what would it be like? And when Emile came, and they three
-were together?
-
-When Hermione contemplated that reunion, she felt that it would be to
-her intolerable. And yet she desired it. For she wanted to know
-something, and she was certain that if she, Vere, and Emile could be
-together, without any fourth person, she would know it.
-
-A little while ago, when she had longed for bracing action, she had
-resolved to ask Emile to meet the Marchesino. She had felt as if that
-meeting would clear the air, would drive out the faint mystery which
-seemed to be encompassing them about. The two men, formerly friends,
-were evidently in antagonism now. She wanted to restore things to
-their former footing, or to make the enmity come out into the open, to
-understand it thoroughly, and to know if she and Vere had any part in
-it. Her desire had been to throw open windows and let in light.
-
-But now things were changed. She understood, she knew more. And she
-wanted to be alone with Emile and with Vere. Then, perhaps, she would
-understand everything.
-
-She said this to herself quite calmly. Her mood was changed. The fire
-had died down in her, and she felt almost sluggish, although still
-restless. The monstrous idea had come to her again. She did not
-vehemently repel it. By nature she was no doubt an impulsive. But now
-she meant to be a watcher. Before she took up her book and began to
-read she had been, perhaps, almost hysterical, had been plunged in a
-welter of emotion in which reason was drowned, had not been herself.
-
-But now she felt that she was herself.
-
-There was something that she wished to know, something that the
-knowledge she had gained in her child's room that day suggested as a
-possibility.
-
-She regretted her note to Emile. Why had not she asked him to come
-alone, to-morrow, or even to-night--yes, to-night?
-
-If she could only be with him and Vere for a few minutes to-night!
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-When Artois received Hermione's letter he asked who had brought it,
-and obtained from the waiter a fairly accurate description of Gaspare.
-
-"Please ask him to come up," he said. "I want to speak to him."
-
-Two or three minutes later there was a knock at the door and Gaspare
-walked in, with a large-eyed inquiring look.
-
-"Good-day, Gaspare. You've never seen my quarters before, I think,"
-said Artois, cordially.
-
-"No, Signore. What a beautiful room!"
-
-"Then smoke a cigar, and I'll write an answer to this letter."
-
-"Thank you, Signore."
-
-Artois gave him a cigar, and sat down to answer the letter, while
-Gaspare went out on to the balcony and stood looking at the bathers
-who were diving from the high wooden platform of the bath
-establishment over the way. When Artois had finished writing he joined
-Gaspare. He had a great wish that day to break down a reserve he had
-respected for many years, but he knew Gaspare's determined character,
-his power of obstinate, of dogged silence. Gaspare's will had been
-strong when he was a boy. The passing of the years had certainly not
-weakened it. Nevertheless, Artois was moved to make the attempt which
-he foresaw would probably end in failure.
-
-He gave Gaspare the letter, and said:
-
-"Don't go for a moment. I want to have a little talk with you."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-Gaspare put the letter into the inner pocket of his jacket, and stood
-looking at Artois, holding the cigar in his left hand. In all these
-years Artois had never found out whether Gaspare liked him or not. He
-wished now that he knew.
-
-"Gaspare," he said, "I think you know that I have a great regard for
-your Padrona."
-
-"Si, Signore. I know it."
-
-The words sounded rather cold.
-
-"She has had a great deal of sorrow to bear."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"One does not wish that she should be disturbed in any way--that any
-fresh trouble should come into her life."
-
-Gaspare's eyes were always fixed steadily upon Artois, who, as he
-spoke the last words, fancied he saw come into them an expression that
-was almost severely ironical. It vanished at once as Gaspare said:
-
-"No, Signore."
-
-Artois felt the iron of this faithful servant's impenetrable reserve,
-but he continued very quietly and composedly:
-
-"You have always stood between the Padrona and trouble whenever you
-could. You always will--I am sure of that."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"Do you think there is any danger to the Signora's happiness here?"
-
-"Here, Signore?"
-
-Gaspare's emphasis seemed to imply where they were just then standing.
-Artois was surprised, then for a moment almost relieved. Apparently
-Gaspare had no thought in common with the strange, the perhaps
-fantastic thought that had been in his own mind.
-
-"Here--no!" he said, with a smile. "Only you and I are here, and we
-shall not make the Signora unhappy."
-
-"Chi lo sa?" returned Gaspare.
-
-And again that ironical expression was in his eyes.
-
-"By here I meant here in Naples, where we all are--or on the island,
-for instance."
-
-"Signore, in this life there is trouble for all."
-
-"But some troubles, some disasters can be avoided."
-
-"It's possible."
-
-"Gaspare"--Artois looked at him steadily, searchingly even, and spoke
-very gravely--"I respect you for your discretion of many years. But if
-you know of any trouble, any danger that is near to the Signora, and
-against which I could help you to protect her, I hope you will trust
-me and tell me. I think you ought to do that."
-
-"I don't know what you mean, Signore."
-
-"Are you quite sure, Gaspare? Are you quite sure that no one comes to
-the island who might make the Signora very unhappy?"
-
-Gaspare had dropped his eyes. Now he lifted them, and looked Artois
-straight in the face.
-
-"No, Signore, I am not sure of that," he said.
-
-There was nothing rude in his voice, but there was something stern.
-Artois felt as if a strong, determined man stood in his path and
-blocked the way. But why? Surely they were at cross purposes. The
-working of Gaspare's mind was not clear to him.
-
-After a moment of silence, he said:
-
-"What I mean is this. Do you think it would be a good thing if the
-Signora left the island?"
-
-"Left the island, Signore?"
-
-"Yes, and went away from Naples altogether."
-
-"The Signorina would never let the Padrona go. The Signorina loves the
-island and my Padrona loves the Signorina."
-
-"But the Signorina would not be selfish. If it was best for her mother
-to go--"
-
-"The Signorina would not think it was best; she would never think it
-was best to leave the island."
-
-"But what I want to know, Gaspare, is whether you think it would be
-best for them to leave the island. That's what I want to know--and you
-haven't told me."
-
-"I am a servant, Signore. I cannot tell such things."
-
-"You are a servant--yes. But you are also a friend. And I think nobody
-could tell better than you."
-
-"I am sure the Signora will not leave the island till October,
-Signore. She says we are all to stay until the end of October."
-
-"And now it's July."
-
-"Si, Signore. Now it's July."
-
-In saying the last words Gaspare's voice sounded fatalistic, and
-Artois believed that he caught an echo of a deep-down thought of his
-own. With all his virtues Gaspare had an admixture of the spirit of
-the East that dwells also in Sicily, a spirit that sometimes, brooding
-over a nature however fine, prevents action, a spirit that says to a
-man, "This is ordained. This is destiny. This is to be."
-
-"Gaspare," Artois said, strong in this conviction, "I have heard you
-say, 'e il destino.' But you know we can often get away from things if
-we are quick-witted."
-
-"Some things, Signore."
-
-"Most things, perhaps. Don't you trust me?"
-
-"Signore!"
-
-"Don't you think, after all these years, you can trust me?"
-
-"Signore, I respect you as I respect my father."
-
-"Well, Gaspare, remember this. The Signora has had trouble enough in
-her life. We must keep out any more."
-
-"Signore, I shall always do what I can to spare my Padrona. Thank you
-for the cigar, Signore. I ought to go now. I have to go to Mergellina
-for the boat."
-
-"To Mergellina?"
-
-Again Artois looked at him searchingly.
-
-"Si, Signore; I left the boat at Mergellina. It is very hot to row all
-the way here."
-
-"Yes. A rivederci, Gaspare. Perhaps I shall sail round to the island
-to-night after dinner. But I'm not sure. So you need not say I am
-coming."
-
-"A rivederci, Signore."
-
-When Gaspare had gone, Artois said to himself, "He does not trust me."
-
-Artois was surprised to realize how hurt he felt at Gaspare's attitude
-towards him that day. Till now their mutual reserve had surely linked
-them together. Then silence had been a bond. But there was a change,
-and the bond seemed suddenly loosened.
-
-"Damn the difference between the nations!" Artois thought. "How can we
-grasp the different points of view? How can even the cleverest of us
-read clearly in others of a different race from our own?"
-
-He felt frustrated, as he had sometimes felt frustrated by Orientals.
-And he knew an anger of the brain as well as an anger of the heart.
-But this anger roused him, and he resolved to do something from which
-till now he had instinctively shrunk, strong-willed man though he was.
-If Gaspare would not help him he would act for himself. Possibly the
-suspicion, the fear that beset him was groundless. He had put it away
-from him more than once, had said that it was absurd, that his
-profession of an imaginative writer rendered him, perhaps, more liable
-to strange fancies than were other men, that it encouraged him to seek
-instinctively for drama, and that what a man instinctively and
-perpetually seeks he will often imagine that he has found. Now he
-would try to prove what was the truth.
-
-He had written to Hermione saying that he would be glad to dine with
-her on any evening that suited the Marchesino, that he had no
-engagements. Why she wished him to meet the Marchesino he did not
-know. No doubt she had some woman's reason. The one she gave was
-hardly enough, and he divined another beneath it. Certainly he did not
-love Doro on the island, but perhaps it was as well that they should
-meet there once, and get over their little antagonism, an antagonism
-that Artois thought of as almost childish. Life was not long enough
-for quarrels with boys like Doro. Artois had refused Hermione's
-invitation on the sea abruptly. He had felt irritated for the moment,
-because he had for the moment been unusually expansive, and her
-announcement that Doro was to be there had fallen upon him like a cold
-douche. And then he had been nervous, highly strung from overwork. Now
-he was calm, and could look at things as they were. And if he noticed
-anything leading him to suppose that the Marchesino was likely to try
-to abuse Hermione's hospitality he meant to have it out with him. He
-would speak plainly and explain the English point of view. Doro would
-no doubt attack him on the ground of his interview with Maria
-Fortunata. He did not care. Somehow his present preoccupation with
-Hermione's fate, increased by the visit of Gaspare, rendered his
-irritation against the Marchesino less keen than it had been. But he
-thought he would probably visit the island to-night--after another
-visit which he intended to pay. He could not start at once. He must
-give Gaspare time to take the boat and row off. For his first visit
-was to Mergellina.
-
-After waiting an hour he started on foot, keeping along by the sea, as
-he did not wish to meet acquaintances, and was likely to meet them in
-the Villa. As he drew near to Mergellina he felt a great and growing
-reluctance to do what he had come to do, to make inquiries into a
-certain matter; and he believed that this reluctance, awake within him
-although perhaps he had scarcely been aware of it, had kept him
-inactive during many days. Yet he was not sure of this. He was not
-sure when a faint suspicion had first been born in his mind. Even now
-he said to himself that what he meant to do, if explained to the
-ordinary man, would probably seem to him ridiculous, that the ordinary
-man would say, "What a wild idea! Your imagination runs riot." But he
-thought of certain subtle things which had seemed like indications,
-like shadowy pointing fingers; of a look in Gaspare's eyes when they
-had met his--a hard, defiant look that seemed shutting him out from
-something; of a look in another face one night under the moon; of some
-words spoken in a cave with a passion that had reached his heart; of
-two children strangely at ease in each other's society. And again the
-thought pricked him, "Is not everything possible--even that?" All
-through his life he had sought truth with persistence, sometimes
-almost with cruelty, yet now he was conscious of timidity, almost of
-cowardice--as if he feared to seek it.
-
-Long ago he had known a cowardice akin to this, in Sicily. Then he had
-been afraid, not for himself but for another. To-day again the
-protective instinct was alive in him. It was that instinct which made
-him afraid, but it was also that instinct which kept him to his first
-intention, which pushed him on to Mergellina. No safety can be in
-ignorance for a strong man. He must know. Then he can act.
-
-When Artois reached Mergellina he looked about for Ruffo, but he could
-not see the boy. He had never inquired Ruffo's second name. He might
-make a guess at it. Should he? He looked at a group of fishermen who
-were talking loudly on the sand just beyond the low wall. One of them
-had a handsome face bronzed by the sun, frank hazel eyes, a mouth
-oddly sensitive for one of his class. His woolen shirt, wide open,
-showed a medal resting on his broad chest, one of those amulets that
-are said to protect the fishermen from the dangers of the sea. Artois
-resolved to ask this man the question he wished, yet feared to put to
-some one. Afterwards he wondered why he had picked out this man.
-Perhaps it was because he looked happy.
-
-Artois caught the man's eye.
-
-"You want a boat, Signore?"
-
-With a quick movement the fellow was beside him on the other side of
-the wall.
-
-"I'll take your boat--perhaps this evening."
-
-"At what hour, Signore?"
-
-"We'll see. But first perhaps you can tell me something."
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"You live here at Mergellina?"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"Do you know any one called--called Buonavista?"
-
-The eyes of Artois were fixed on the man's face.
-
-"Buonavista--si, Signore."
-
-"You do?"
-
-"Ma si, Signore," said the man, looking at Artois with a sudden flash
-of surprise. "The family Buonavista, I have known it all my life."
-
-"The family? Oh, then there are many of them?"
-
-The man laughed.
-
-"Enrico Buonavista has made many children, and is proud of it, I can
-tell you. He has ten--his father before him--"
-
-"Then they are Neapolitans?"
-
-"Neapolitans! No, Signore. They are from Mergellina."
-
-Artois smiled. The tension which had surprised the sailor left his
-face.
-
-"I understand. But there is no Sicilian here called Buonavista?"
-
-"A Sicilian, Signore? I never heard of one. Are there Buonavistas in
-Sicily?"
-
-"I have met with the name there once. But perhaps you can tell me of a
-boy, one of the fishermen, called Ruffo?"
-
-"Ruffo Scarla? You mean Ruffo Scarla, who fishes with Giuseppe--
-Mandano Giuseppe, Signore?"
-
-"It may be. A young fellow, a Sicilian by birth, I believe."
-
-"Il Siciliano! Si, Signore. We call him that, but he has never been in
-Sicily, and was born in America."
-
-"That's the boy."
-
-"Do you want him, Signore? But he is not here to-day. He is at sea
-to-day."
-
-"I did want to speak to him."
-
-"But he is not a boatman, Signore. He does not go with the travellers.
-He is a fisherman."
-
-"Yes. Do you know his mother?"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"What is her name?"
-
-"Bernari, Signore. She is married to Antonio Bernari, who is in
-prison."
-
-"In prison? What's he been doing?"
-
-"He is always after the girls, Signore. And now he has put a knife
-into one."
-
-The man shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"Diavolo! He is jealous. He has not been tried yet, perhaps he never
-will be. His wife has gone into Naples to-day to see him."
-
-"Oh, she's away?"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"And her name, her Christian name? It's Maria, isn't it?"
-
-"No, Signore, Maddalena--Maddalena Bernari."
-
-Artois said nothing for a minute. Then he added:
-
-"I suppose there are plenty of Maddalenas here in Mergellina?"
-
-The man laughed.
-
-"Si Signore. Marias and Maddalenas--you find them everywhere. Why, my
-own mamma is Maddalena, and my wife is Maria, and so is my sister."
-
-"Exactly. And your name? I want it, so that when next I take a boat
-here I can ask for yours."
-
-"Fabiano, Signore, Lari Fabiano, and my boat is the /Stella del
-Mare/."
-
-"Thank you, Fabiano."
-
-Artois put a lira into his hand.
-
-"I shall take the /Star of the Sea/ very soon."
-
-"This evening, Signore; it will be fine for sailing this evening."
-
-"If not this evening, another day. A rivederci, Fabiano."
-
-"A rivederci, Signore. Buon passeggio."
-
-The man went back to his companions, and, as Artois walked on began
-talking eagerly to them, and pointing after the stranger.
-
-Artois did not know what he would do later on in the evening, but he
-had decided on the immediate future. He would walk up the hill to the
-village of Posilipo, then turn down to the left, past the entrance to
-the Villa Rosebery, and go to the Antico Giuseppone, where he could
-dine by the waterside. It was quiet there, he knew; and he could have
-a cutlet and a zampaglione, a cup of coffee and a cigar, and sit and
-watch the night fall. And when it had fallen? Well, he would not be
-far from the island, nor very far from Naples, and he could decide
-then what to do.
-
-He followed out this plan, and arrived at the Giuseppone at evening. As
-he came down the road between the big buildings near the waterside he
-saw in the distance a small group of boys and men lounging by the three
-or four boats that lie at the quay, and feared to find, perhaps, a
-bustle and noise of people round the corner at the ristorante. But when
-he turned the corner and came to the little tables that were set out in
-the open air, he was glad to see only two men who were bending over
-their plates of fish soup. He glanced at them, almost without noticing
-them, so preoccupied was he with his thoughts, sat down at an adjoining
-table and ordered his simple meal. While it was being got ready he
-looked out over the sea.
-
-The two men near him conversed occasionally in low voices. He paid no
-heed to them. Only when he had dined slowly and was sipping his black
-coffee did they attract his attention. He heard one of them say to the
-other in French:
-
-"What am I to do? It would be terrible for me! How am I to prevent it
-from happening?"
-
-His companion replied:
-
-"I thought you had been wandering all the winter in the desert."
-
-"I have. What has that to do with it?"
-
-"Have you learned its lesson?"
-
-"What lesson?"
-
-"The lesson of resignation, of obedience to the thing that must be."
-
-Artois looked towards the last speaker and saw that he was an
-Oriental, and that he was very old. His companion was a young
-Frenchman.
-
-"What do those do who have not learned?" continued the Oriental. "They
-seek, do they not? They rebel, they fight, they try to avoid things,
-they try to bring things about. They lift up their hands to disperse
-the grains of the sand-storm. They lift up their voices to be heard by
-the wind from the South. They stretch forth their hands to gather the
-mirage into their bosom. They follow the drum that is beaten among the
-dunes. They are afraid of life because they know it has two kinds of
-gifts, and one they snatch at, and one they would refuse. And they are
-afraid still more of the door that all must enter, Sultan and Nomad--
-he who has washed himself and made the threefold pilgrimage, and he
-who is a leper and is eaten by flies. So it is. And nevertheless all
-that is to come must come, and all that is to go must go at the time
-appointed; just as the cloud falls and lifts at the time appointed,
-and the wind blows and fails, and Ramadan is here and is over."
-
-As he ceased from speaking he got up from his chair, and, followed by
-the young Frenchman, he passed in front of Artois, went down to the
-waterside, stepped into a boat, and was rowed away into the gathering
-shadows of night.
-
-Artois sat very still for a time. Then he, too, got into a boat and
-was rowed away across the calm water to the island.
-
-He found Hermione sitting alone, without a lamp, on the terrace,
-meditating, perhaps, beneath the stars. When she saw him she got up
-quickly, and a strained look of excitement came into her face.
-
-"You have come!"
-
-"Yes. You--are you surprised? Did you wish to be alone?"
-
-"No. Will you have some coffee?"
-
-He shook his head.
-
-"I dined at the Giuseppone. I had it there."
-
-He glanced round.
-
-"Are you looking for Vere? She is out on the cliff, I suppose. Shall
-we go to her?"
-
-He was struck by her nervous uneasiness. And he thought of the words
-of the old Oriental, which had made upon him a profound impression,
-perhaps because they had seemed spoken, not to the young Frenchman,
-but in answer to unuttered thoughts of his own.
-
-"Let us sit here for a minute," he said.
-
-Hermione sat down again in silence. They talked for a little while
-about trifling things. And then Artois was moved to tell her of the
-conversation he had that evening overheard, to repeat to her, almost
-word for word, what the old Oriental had said. When he had finished
-Hermione was silent for a minute. Then she moved her chair and said,
-in an unsteady voice:
-
-"I don't think I should ever learn the lesson of the desert. Perhaps
-only those who belong to it can learn from it."
-
-"If it is so it is sad--for the others."
-
-"Let us go and find Vere," she said.
-
-"Are you sure she is on the cliff?" he asked, as they passed out by
-the front door.
-
-"I think so. I am almost certain she is."
-
-They went forward, and almost immediately heard a murmur of voices.
-
-"Vere is with some one," said Artois.
-
-"It must be Ruffo. It is Ruffo."
-
-She stood still. Artois stood still beside her. The night was
-windless. Voices travelled through the dreaming silence.
-
-"Don't be afraid. Sing it to me."
-
-Vere's voice was speaking. Then a boy's voice rang out in the song of
-Mergellina. The obedient voice was soft and very young, though manly.
-And it sounded as if it sang only for one person, who was very near.
-Yet it was impersonal. It asked nothing from, it told nothing to, that
-person. Simply, and very naturally, it just gave to the night a very
-simple and a very natural song.
-
-As Artois listened he felt as if he learned what he had not been able
-to learn that day at Mergellina. Strange as this thing was--if indeed
-it was--he felt that it must be, that it was ordained to be, it and
-all that might follow from it. He even felt almost that Hermione must
-already know it, have divined it, as if, therefore, any effort to hide
-it from her must be fruitless, or even contemptible, as if indeed all
-effort to conceal truth of whatever kind was contemptible.
-
-The words of the Oriental had sunk deep into his soul.
-
-When the song was over he turned resolutely away. He felt that those
-children should not be disturbed. Hermione hesitated for a moment.
-Then she fell in with his caprice. At the house door he bade her good-
-bye. She scarcely answered. And he left her standing there alone in
-the still night.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-Her unrest was greater than ever, and the desire that consumed her
-remained ungratified, although Emile had come to the island as if in
-obedience to her fierce mental summons. But she had not seen him even
-for a moment with Vere. Why had she let him go? When would he come
-again? She might ask him to come for a long day, or she might get Vere
-to ask him.
-
-Vere must surely be longing to have a talk with her secret mentor,
-with her admirer and inspirer. And then Hermione remembered how often
-she had encouraged Emile, how they had discussed his work together,
-how he had claimed her sympathy in difficult moments, how by her
-enthusiasm she had even inspired him--so at least he had told her. And
-now he was fulfilling in her child's life an office akin to hers in
-his life.
-
-The knowledge made her feel desolate, driven out. Yes, she felt as if
-this secret shared by child and friend had expelled her from their
-lives. Was that unreasonable? She wished to be reasonable, to be calm.
-
-Calm? She thought of the old Oriental, and of his theory of
-resignation. Surely it was not for her, that theory. She was of
-different blood. She did not issue from the loins of the immutable
-East. And yet how much better it was to be resigned, to sit enthroned
-above the chances of life, to have conquered fate by absolute
-submission to its decrees!
-
-Why was her heart so youthful in her middle-aged body? Why did it
-still instinctively clamor for sympathy, like a child's? Why could she
-be so easily and so cruelly wounded? It was weak. It was contemptible.
-She hated herself. But she could only be the thing she at that moment
-hated.
-
-Her surreptitious act of the afternoon seemed to have altered her
-irrevocably, to have twisted her out of shape--yet she could not wish
-it undone, the knowledge gained by it withheld. She had needed to know
-what Emile knew, and chance had led her to learn it, as she had
-learned it, with her eyes instead of from the lips of her child.
-
-She wondered what Vere would have said if she had been asked to reveal
-the secret. She would never know that now. But there were other things
-that she felt she must know: why Vere had never told her--and
-something else.
-
-Her act of that day had twisted her out of shape. She was awry, and
-she felt that she must continue to be as she was, that her fearless
-honesty was no longer needed by her, could no longer rightly serve her
-in the new circumstances that others had created for her. They had
-been secret. She could not be open. She was constrained to watch, to
-conceal--to be awry, in fact.
-
-Yet she felt guilty even while she said this to herself, guilty and
-ashamed, and then doubtful. She doubted her new capacity to be
-furtive. She could watch, but she did not know whether she could watch
-without showing what she was doing. And Emile was terribly observant.
-
-This thought, of his subtlety and her desire to conceal, made her
-suddenly realize their altered relations with a vividness that
-frightened her. Where was the beautiful friendship that had been the
-comfort, the prop of her bereaved life? It seemed already to have sunk
-away into the past. She wondered what was in store for her, if there
-were new sorrows being forged for her in the cruel smithy of the great
-Ruler, sorrows that would hang like chains about her till she could go
-no farther. The Egyptian had said: "What is to come will come, and
-what is to go will go, at the time appointed." And Vere had said she
-felt as if perhaps there was a cross that must be borne by some one on
-the island, by "one of us." Was she, Hermione, picked out to bear that
-cross? Surely God mistook the measure of her strength. If He had He
-would soon know how feeble she was. When Maurice had died, somehow she
-had endured it. She had staggered under the weight laid upon her, but
-she had upheld it. But now she was much older, and she felt as if
-suffering, instead of strengthening, had weakened her character, as if
-she had not much "fight" left in her.
-
-"I don't believe I could endure another great sorrow," she said to
-herself. "I'm sure I couldn't."
-
-Just then Vere came in to bid her good-night.
-
-"Good-night, Vere," Hermione said.
-
-She kissed the girl gently on the forehead, and the touch of the cool
-skin suddenly made her long to sob, and to say many things. She took
-her lips away.
-
-"Emile has been here," she said.
-
-"Monsieur Emile!"
-
-Vere looked round.
-
-"But--"
-
-"He has gone."
-
-"Gone! But I haven't seen him!"
-
-Her voice seemed thoroughly surprised.
-
-"He only stayed five minutes or so."
-
-"Oh, Madre, I wish I had known!"
-
-There was a touch of reproach in Vere's tone, and there was something
-so transparently natural, so transparently innocent and girlish in her
-disappointment, that it told her mother something she was glad to
-know. Not that she had doubted it--but she was glad to know.
-
-"We came to look for you."
-
-"Well, but I was only on the cliff, where I always go. I was there
-having a little talk with Ruffo."
-
-"I know."
-
-"And you never called me, Madre!" Vere looked openly hurt. "Why didn't
-you?"
-
-In truth, Hermione hardly knew. Surely it had been Emile who had led
-them away from the singing voice of Ruffo.
-
-"Ruffo was singing."
-
-"A song about Mergellina. Did you hear it? I do like it and the way he
-sings it."
-
-The annoyance had gone from her face at the thought of the song.
-
-"And when he sings he looks so careless and gay. Did you listen?"
-
-"Yes, for a moment, and then we went away. I think it was Emile who
-made us go. He didn't want to disturb you, I think."
-
-"I understand."
-
-Vere's face softened. Again Hermione felt a creeping jealousy at her
-heart. Vere had surely been annoyed with her, but now she knew that it
-was Emile who had not wished to disturb the /tete-a-tete/ on the cliff
-she did not mind. She even looked as if she were almost touched. Could
-the mother be wrong where the mere friend was right? She felt, when
-Vere spoke and her expression changed, the secret understanding from
-which she was excluded.
-
-"What is the matter, Madre?"
-
-"The matter! Nothing. Why?"
-
-"You looked so odd for a minute. I thought--"
-
-But she did not express what she had thought, for Hermione interrupted
-her by saying:
-
-"We must get Emile to come for a long day. I wish you would write him
-a note to-morrow morning, Vere. Write for me and ask him to come on
-Thursday. I have a lot to do in the morning. Will you save me the
-trouble?" She tried to speak, carelessly. "I've a long letter to send
-to Evelyn Townley," she added.
-
-"Of course, Madre. And I'll tell Monsieur Emile all I think of him for
-neglecting us as he has. Ah! But I remember; he's been working."
-
-"Yes, he's been working; and one must forgive everything to the
-worker, mustn't one?"
-
-"To such a worker as Monsieur Emile is, yes. I do wish you'd let me
-read his books, Madre."
-
-For a moment Hermione hesitated, looking at her child.
-
-"Why are you so anxious to read them all of a sudden?" she asked.
-
-"Well, I'm growing up and--and I understand things I used not to
-understand."
-
-Her eyes fell for a moment before her mother's, and there was a
-silence, in which the mother felt some truth withheld. Vere looked up
-again.
-
-"And I want to appreciate Monsieur Emile properly--as you do, Madre.
-It seems almost ridiculous to know him so well, and not to know him
-really at all."
-
-"But you do know him really."
-
-"I'm sure he puts most of his real self into his work."
-
-Hermione remembered her conception of Emile Artois long ago, when she
-only knew him through two books; that she had believed him to be
-cruel, that she had thought her nature must be in opposition to his.
-Vere did not know that side of "Monsieur Emile."
-
-"Vere, it is true you are growing up," she said, speaking rather
-slowly, as if to give herself time for something. "Perhaps I was wrong
-the other day in what I said. You may read Emile's books if you like."
-
-"Madre!"
-
-Vere's face flushed with eager pleasure.
-
-"Thank you, Madre!"
-
-She went up to bed radiant.
-
-When she had gone Hermione stood where she was. She had just done a
-thing that was mean, or at least she had done a thing from a mean, a
-despicable motive. She knew it as the door shut behind her child, and
-she was frightened of herself. Never before had she been governed by
-so contemptible a feeling as that which had just prompted her. If
-Emile ever knew, or even suspected what it was, she felt that she
-could never look into his face again with clear, unfaltering eyes.
-What madness was upon her? What change was working within her?
-Repulsion came, and with it the desire to combat at once, strongly,
-the new, the hateful self which had frightened her.
-
-She hastened after Vere, and in a moment was knocking at the child's
-door.
-
-"Who's there? Who is it?"
-
-"Vere!" called the mother.
-
-As she called she tried the door, and found it locked.
-
-"Madre! It's you!"
-
-"Yes. May I come in?"
-
-"One tiny moment."
-
-The voice within sounded surely a little startled and uneven,
-certainly not welcoming. There was a pause. Hermione heard the
-rustling of paper, then a drawer shut sharply.
-
-Vere was hiding away her poems!
-
-When Hermione understood that she felt the strong, good impulse
-suddenly shrivel within her, and a bitter jealousy take its place.
-Vere came to the door and opened it.
-
-"Oh, come in, Madre! What is it?" she asked.
-
-In her bright eyes there was the look of one unexpectedly disturbed.
-Hermione glanced quickly at the writing-table.
-
-"You--you weren't writing my note to Monsieur Emile?" she said.
-
-She stepped into the room. She wished she could force Vere to tell her
-about the poems, but without asking. She felt as if she could not
-continue in her present condition, excluded from Vere's confidence.
-Yet she knew now that she could never plead for it.
-
-"No, Madre. I can do it to-morrow."
-
-Vere looked and sounded surprised, and the mother felt more than ever
-like an intruder. Yet something dogged kept her there.
-
-"Are you tired, Vere?" she asked.
-
-"Not a bit."
-
-"Then let us have a little talk."
-
-"Of course."
-
-Vere shut the door. Hermione knew by the way she shut it that she
-wanted to be alone, to go on with her secret occupation. She came back
-slowly to her mother, who was sitting on a chair by the bedside.
-Hermione took her hand, and Vere pushed up the edge of the mosquito-
-curtain and sat down on the bed.
-
-"About those books of Emile's--" Hermione began.
-
-"Oh, Madre, you're not going to-- But you've promised!"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Then I may?"
-
-"Why should you wish to read such books? They will probably make you
-sad, and--and they may even make you afraid of Emile."
-
-"Afraid! Why?"
-
-"I remember long ago, before I knew him, I had a very wrong conception
-of him, gained from his books."
-
-"Oh, but I know him beforehand. That makes all the difference."
-
-"A man like Emile has many sides."
-
-"I think we all have, Madre. Don't you?"
-
-Vere looked straight at her mother. Hermione felt that a moment had
-come in which, perhaps, she could force the telling of that truth
-which already she knew.
-
-"I suppose so, Vere; but we need not surely keep any side hidden from
-those we love, those who are nearest to us."
-
-Vere looked a little doubtful--even, for a moment, slightly confused.
-
-"N--o?" she said.
-
-She seemed to consider something. Then she added:
-
-"But I think it depends. If something in us might give pain to any one
-we love, I think we ought to try to hide that. I am sure we ought."
-
-Hermione felt that each of them was thinking of the same thing, even
-speaking of it without mentioning it. But whereas she knew that Vere
-was doing so, Vere could not know that she was. So Vere was at a
-disadvantage. Vere's last words had opened the mother's eyes. What she
-had guessed was true. This secret of the poems was kept from her
-because of her own attempt to create and its failure. Abruptly she
-wondered if Vere and Emile had ever talked that failure over. At the
-mere thought of such a conversation her whole body tingled. She got up
-from her chair.
-
-"Well, good-night, Vere," she said.
-
-And she left the room, leaving her child amazed.
-
-Vere did not understand why her mother had come, nor why, having come,
-she abruptly went away. There was something the matter with her
-mother. She had felt that for some time. She was more conscious than
-ever of it now. Around her mother there was an atmosphere of
-uneasiness in which she felt herself involved. And she was vaguely
-conscious of the new distance between them, a distance daily growing
-wider. Now and then, lately, she had felt almost uncomfortable with
-her mother, in the sitting-room when she was saying good-night, and
-just now when she sat on the bed. Youth is terribly quick to feel
-hostility, however subtle. The thought that her mother could be
-hostile to her had never entered Vere's head. Nevertheless, the
-mother's faint and creeping hostility--for at times Hermione's feeling
-was really that, thought she would doubtless have denied it even to
-herself--disagreeably affected the child.
-
-"What can be the matter with Madre?" she thought.
-
-She went over to the writing-table, where she had hastily shut up her
-poems on hearing the knock at the door, but she did not take them out
-again. Instead she sat down and wrote the note to Monsieur Emile. As
-she wrote the sense of mystery, of uneasiness, departed from her,
-chased away, perhaps, by the memory of Monsieur Emile's kindness to
-her and warm encouragement, by the thought of having a long talk with
-him again, of showing him certain corrections and developments carried
-out by her since she had seen him. The sympathy of the big man meant a
-great deal to her, more even than he was aware of. It lifted up her
-eager young heart. It sent the blood coursing through her veins with a
-new and ardent strength. Hermione's enthusiasm had been inherited by
-Vere, and with it something else that gave it a peculiar vitality, a
-power of lasting--the secret consciousness of talent.
-
-Now, as she wrote her letter, she forgot all her uneasiness, and her
-pen flew.
-
-At last she sighed her name--"Vere."
-
-She was just going to put the letter into its envelope when something
-struck her, and she paused. The she added:
-
-"P.S.--Just now Madre gave me leave to read your books."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-The words of the old Oriental lingered in the mind of Artois. He was
-by nature more fatalistic than Hermione, and moreover he knew what she
-did not. Long ago he had striven against a fate. With the help of
-Gaspare he had conquered it--or so he had believed till now. But now
-he asked himself whether he had not only delayed its coming. If his
-suspicion were well founded,--and since his last visit to the island
-he felt as if it must be,--then surely all he had done with Gaspare
-would be in vain at the last.
-
-If his suspicion were well founded, then certain things are ordained.
-They have to happen for some reason, known only to the hidden
-Intelligence that fashions each man's character, that develops it in
-joy or grief, that makes it glad with feasting, or forces it to feed
-upon the bread of tears.
-
-Did Gaspare know? If the truth were what Artois suspected, and Gaspare
-did know it, what would Gaspare do?
-
-That was a problem which interested Artois intensely.
-
-The Sicilian often said of a thing "E il Destino." Yet Artois believed
-that for his beloved Padrona he would fight to the death. He, Artois,
-would leave this fight against destiny to the Sicilian. For him the
-Oriental's philosophy; for him resignation to the inevitable, whatever
-it might be.
-
-He said to himself that to do more than he had already done to ward
-off the assaults of truth would be impious. Perhaps he ought never to
-have done anything. Perhaps it would have been far better to have let
-the wave sweep over Hermione long ago. Perhaps even in that fight of
-his there had been secret selfishness, the desire that she should not
-know how by his cry from Africa her happy life had been destroyed. And
-perhaps he was to be punished some day for that.
-
-He did not know. But he felt, after all these years, that if to that
-hermitage of the sea Fate had really found the way he must let things
-take their course. And it seemed to him as if the old Oriental had
-been mysteriously appointed to come near him just at that moment, to
-make him feel that this was so. The Oriental had been like a messenger
-sent to him out of that East which he loved, which he had studied, but
-from which, perhaps, he had not learned enough.
-
-Vere's letter came. He read it with eagerness and pleasure till he
-came to the postscript. But that startled him. He knew that Vere had
-never read his books. He thought her far too young to read them. Till
-lately he had almost a contempt for those who write with one eye on
-"la jeune fille." Now he could conceive writing with a new pleasure
-something that Vere might read. But those books of his! Why had
-Hermione suddenly given that permission? He remembered Peppina. Vere
-must have told her mother of the scene with Peppina, and how her eyes
-had been opened to certain truths of life, how she had passed from
-girlhood to womanhood through that gate of knowledge. And Hermione
-must have thought that it was useless to strive to keep Vere back.
-
-But did he wish Vere to read all that he had written?
-
-On Thursday he went over to the island with mingled eagerness and
-reluctance. That little home in the sea, washed by blue waters, rooted
-by blue skies, sun-kissed and star-kissed by day and night, drew and
-repelled him. There was the graciousness of youth there, of youth and
-promise; but there was tragedy there, too, in the heart of Hermione,
-and in Peppina, typified by the cross upon her cheek. And does not
-like draw like?
-
-For a moment he saw the little island with a great cloud above it. But
-when he landed and met Vere he felt the summer, and knew that the sky
-was clear.
-
-Hermione was not on the island, Vere told him. She had left many
-apologies, and would be home for lunch. She had had to go in to Naples
-to see the dentist. A tooth had troubled her in the night. She had
-gone by tram. As Vere explained Artois had a moment of surprise, a
-moment of suspicion--even of vexation. But it passed when Vere said:
-
-"I'm afraid poor Madre suffered a great deal. She looked dreadful this
-morning, as if she hadn't slept all night."
-
-"Poveretta!" said Artois.
-
-He looked earnestly at Vere. This was the first time they had met
-since the revelation of Peppina. What the Marchesino had seen Artois
-saw more plainly, felt more strongly than the young Neapolitan had
-felt. But he looked at Vere, too, in search of something else,
-thinking of Ruffo, trying to probe into the depth of human mysteries,
-to find the secret spring that carried child to child.
-
-"What do you want, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"I want to know how the work goes," he answered, smiling.
-
-She flushed a little.
-
-"And I want to tell you something," he added. "My talk with you roused
-me up. Vere, you set me working as I have not worked for a long
-while."
-
-A lively pleasure showed in her face.
-
-"Is that really true? But then I must be careful, or you will never
-come to see us any more. You will always be shut up in the hotel
-writing."
-
-They mounted the cliff together and, without question or reply, as by
-a mutual instinct, turned towards the seat that faced Ischia, clear
-to-day, yet romantic with the mystery of heat. When they had sat down
-Vere added:
-
-"And besides, of course, I know that it is Madre who encourages you
-when you are depressed about your work. I have heard you say so
-often."
-
-"Your mother has done a great deal for me," said Artois, seriously--
-"far more than she will ever know."
-
-There was a sound of deep, surely of eternal feeling in his voice,
-which suddenly touched the girl to the quick.
-
-"I like to hear you say that--like that," she said, softly. "I think
-Madre does a great deal for us all."
-
-If Hermione could have heard them her torn heart might perhaps have
-ceased to bleed. It had been difficult for her to do what she had done
---to leave the island that morning. She had done it to discipline her
-nature, as Passionists scourge themselves by night before the altar.
-She had left Emile alone with Vere simply because she hated to do it.
-
-The rising up of jealousy in her heart had frightened her. All night
-she had lain awake feeling this new and terrible emanation from her
-soul, conscious of this monster that lifted up its head and thrust it
-forth out of the darkness.
-
-But one merit she had. She was frank with herself. She named the
-monster before she strove to fight it, to beat it back into the
-darkness from which it was emerging.
-
-She was jealous, doubly jealous. The monopolizing instinct of strong-
-natured and deeply affectionate women was fiercely alive in her.
-Always, no doubt, she had had it. Long ago, when first she was in
-Sicily alone, she had dreamed of a love in the South--far away from
-the world. When she married she had carried her Mercury to the
-exquisite isolation of Monte Amato. And when that love was taken from
-her, and her child came and was at the age of blossom, she had brought
-her child to this isle, this hermitage of the sea. Emile, too, her one
-great friend, she had never wished to share him. She had never cared
-much to meet him in society. Her instinct was to have him to herself,
-to be with him alone in unfrequented places. She was greedy or she was
-timid. Which was it? Perhaps she lacked self-confidence, belief in her
-own attractive power. Life in the world is a fight. Woman fight for
-their lovers, fight for their friends, with other women: those many
-women who are born thieves, who are never happy unless they are taking
-from their sisters the possessions those sisters care for most.
-Hermione could never have fought with other women for the love or the
-friendship of a man. Her instinct, perhaps, was to carry her treasure
-out of all danger into the wilderness.
-
-Two treasures she had--Vere her child, Emile her friend. And now she
-was jealous of each with the other. And the enormous difference in
-their ages made her jealousy seem the more degrading. Nevertheless,
-she could not feel that it was unnatural. By a mutual act they had
-excluded her from their lives, had withdrawn from her their confidence
-while giving it to each other. And their reason for doing this--she
-was sure of it now--was her own failure to do something in the world
-of art.
-
-She was jealous of Vere because of that confidence given to Emile, and
-of Emile because of his secret advice and help to Vere--advice and
-help which he had not given to the mother, because he had plainly seen
-that to do so would be useless.
-
-And when she remembered this Hermione was jealous, too, of the talent
-Vere must have, a talent she had longed for, but which had been denied
-to her. For even if Emile . . . and then again came the most hateful
-suspicion of all--but Emile could not lie about the things of art.
-
-Had they spoken together of her failure? Again and again she asked
-herself the question. They must have spoken. They had spoken. She
-could almost hear their words--words of regret or of pity. "We must
-not hurt her. We must keep it from her. We must temper the wind to the
-shorn lamb." The elderly man and the child had read together the
-tragedy of her failure. To the extremes of life, youth and age, she
-had appeared an object of pity.
-
-And then she thought of her dead husband's reverence of her intellect,
-boyish admiration of her mental gifts; and an agony of longing for his
-love swept over her again, and she felt that he was the only person
-who had been able to love her really, and that now he was gone there
-was no one.
-
-At that moment she forgot Gaspare. Her sense of being abandoned, and
-of being humiliated, swept out many things from her memory. Only
-Maurice had loved her really. Only he had set her on high, where even
-the humblest woman longs to be set by some one. Only he had thought
-her better, braver, more worshipful, more loveable, than any other
-woman. Such love, without bringing conceit to the creature loved,
-gives power, creates much of what it believes in. The lack of any such
-love seems to withdraw the little power that there is.
-
-Hermione, feeling in this humiliation of the imagination that she was
-less than nothing, clung desperately to the memory of him who had
-thought her much. The dividing years were gone. With a strange, a
-beautiful and terrible freshness, the days of her love came back. She
-saw Maurice's eyes looking at her with that simple, almost reverent
-admiration which she had smiled at and adored.
-
-And she gripped her memory. She clung to it feverishly as she had
-never clung to it before. She told herself that she would live in it
-as in a house of shelter. For there was the desolate wind outside.
-
-And she thought much of Ruffo, and with a strange desire--to be with
-him, to search for the look she loved in him. For a moment with him
-she had seemed to see her Mercury in the flesh. She must watch for his
-return.
-
-When the morning came she began her fight. She made her excuse, and
-left the morning free for Emile to be with Vere.
-
-Two dreary hours she spent in Naples. The buzzing city affected her
-like a nightmare. Coming back through Mergellina, she eagerly looked
-for Ruffo. But she did not see him. Nor had she seen him in the early
-morning, when she passed by the harbor where the yachts were lying in
-the sun.
-
-Gaspare came with the boat to take her over from the nearest village
-to the island.
-
-"Don Emilio has come?" she asked him, as she stepped into the boat.
-
-"Si, Signora. He has been on the island a long time."
-
-Gaspare sat down facing his Padrona and took the oars. As he rowed the
-boat out past the ruined "Palace of the Spirits" he looked at
-Hermione, and it seemed to her that his eyes pitied her.
-
-Could Gaspare see what she was feeling, her humiliation, her secret
-jealousy? She felt as if she were made of glass. But she returned his
-gaze almost sternly, and said:
-
-"What's the matter, Gaspare? Why do you look at me like that?"
-
-"Signora!"
-
-He seemed startled, and slightly reddened, then looked hurt and almost
-sulky.
-
-"May I not look at you, Signora?" he asked, rather defiantly. "Have I
-the evil eye?"
-
-"No--no, Gaspare! Only--only you looked at me as if something were the
-matter. Do I look ill?"
-
-She asked the question with a forced lightness, with a smile. He
-answered, bluntly:
-
-"Si, Signora. You look very ill."
-
-She put up her hand to her face instinctively, as if to feel whether
-his words were true.
-
-"But I'm perfectly well," she said.
-
-"You look very ill, Signora," he returned.
-
-"I'm a little bit tired, perhaps."
-
-He said no more, and rowed steadily on for a while. But presently she
-found him looking gravely at her again.
-
-"Signora," he began, "the Signorina loves the island."
-
-"Yes, Gaspare."
-
-"Do you love it?"
-
-The question startled her. Had he read her thoughts in the last days?
-
-"Don't you think I love it?" she asked.
-
-"You go away from it very often, Signora."
-
-"But I must occasionally go in to Naples!" she protested.
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"Well, but mustn't I?"
-
-"Non lo so, Signora. Perhaps we have been here long enough. Perhaps we
-had better go away from here."
-
-He spoke slowly, and with something less than his usual firmness, as
-if in his mind there was uncertainty, some indecision or some conflict
-of desires.
-
-"Do you want to go away?" she said.
-
-"It is not for me to want, Signora."
-
-"I don't think the Signorina would like to go, Gaspare. She hates the
-idea of leaving the island."
-
-"The Signorina is not every one," he returned.
-
-Habitually blunt as Gaspare was, Hermione had never before heard him
-speak of Vere like this, not with the least impertinence, but with a
-certain roughness. To-day it did not hurt her. Nor, indeed, could it
-ever have hurt her, coming from some one so proven as Gaspare. But
-to-day it even warmed her, for it made her feel that some one was
-thinking exclusively of her--was putting her first. She longed for
-some expression of affection from some one. She felt that she was
-starving for it. And this feeling made her say:
-
-"How do you mean, Gaspare?"
-
-"Signora, it is for you to say whether we shall go away or stay here."
-
-"You--you put me first, Gaspare?"
-
-She was ashamed of herself for saying it. But she had to say it.
-
-"First, Signora? Of course you are first."
-
-He looked genuinely surprised.
-
-"Are you not the Padrona?" he added. "It is for you to command."
-
-"Yes. But I don't quite mean that."
-
-She stopped. But she had to go on:
-
-"I mean, would you rather do what I wanted than what any one else
-wanted?"
-
-"Si, Signora--much rather."
-
-There was more in his voice than in his words.
-
-"Thank you, Gaspare," she said.
-
-"Signora," he said, "if you think we had better leave the island, let
-us leave it. Let us go away."
-
-"Well, but I have never said I wished to go. I am--" she paused. "I
-have been very contented to be here."
-
-"Va bene, Signora."
-
-When they reached the island Hermione felt nervous--almost as if she
-were to meet strangers who were critical, who would appraise her and
-be ready to despise her. She told herself that she was mad to feel
-like that; but when she thought of Emile and Vere talking of her
-failure--of their secret combined action to keep from her the
-knowledge of the effort of the child--that seemed just then to her a
-successful rivalry concealed--she could not dismiss the feeling.
-
-She dreaded to meet Emile and Vere.
-
-"I wonder where they are," she said, as she got out. "Perhaps they are
-on the cliff, or out in the little boat. I'll go into the house."
-
-"Signora, I will go to the seat and see if they are there."
-
-"Oh, don't bother--" she began.
-
-But he ran off, springing up the steps with a strong agility, like
-that of a boy.
-
-She hurried after him and went into the house. After what he had said
-in the boat she wished to look at herself in the glass, to see if
-there was anything strange or painful, anything that might rouse
-surprise, in her appearance. She gained her bedroom, and went at once
-to the mirror.
-
-Hermione was not by nature at all a self-conscious woman. She knew
-that she was plain, and had sometimes, very simply, regretted it. But
-she did not generally think about her appearance, and very seldom now
-wondered what others were thinking of it. When Maurice had been with
-her she had often indeed secretly compared her ugliness with his
-beauty. But a great love breeds many regrets as well as many joys. And
-that was long ago. It was years since she had looked at herself in the
-glass with any keen feminine anxiety, any tremor of fear, or any cruel
-self-criticism. But now she stood for a long time before the glass,
-quite still, looking at her reflection with wide, almost with staring,
-eyes.
-
-It was true what Gaspare said. She saw that she was looking ill, very
-different from her usual strong self. There was not a thread of white
-in her thick hair, and this fact, combined with the eagerness of her
-expression, the strong vivacity and intelligence that normally shone
-in her eyes, deceived many people as to her age. But to-day her face
-was strained, haggard, and feverish. Under the brown tint that the
-sunrays had given to her complexion there seemed to lurk a sickly
-white, which was most markedly suggested at the corner of the mouth.
-The cheek-bones seemed unusually prominent. And the eyes held surely a
-depth of uneasiness, of--
-
-Hermione approached her face to the mirror till it almost touched the
-glass. The reflected eyes drew hers. She gazed into them with a
-scrutiny into which she seemed to be pouring her whole force, both of
-soul and body. She was trying to look at her nature, to see its shape,
-its color, its expression, so that she might judge of what it was
-capable--whether for good or evil. The eyes into which she looked both
-helped her and frustrated her. They told her much--too much. And yet
-they baffled her. When she would know all, they seemed to substitute
-themselves for that which she saw through them, and she found herself
-noticing their size, their prominence, the exact shade of their brown
-hue. And the quick human creature behind them was hidden from her.
-
-But Gaspare was right. She did look ill. Emile would notice it
-directly.
-
-She washed her face with cold water, then dried it almost cruelly with
-a rough towel. Having done this, she did not look again into the
-glass, but went at once down-stairs. As she came into the drawing-room
-she heard voices in the garden. She stood still and listened. They
-were the voices of Vere and Emile talking tirelessly. She could not
-hear what they said. Had she been able to hear it she would not have
-listened. She could only hear the sound made by their voices, that
-noise by which human beings strive to explain, or to conceal, what
-they really are. They were talking seriously. She heard no sounds of
-laughter. Vere was saying most. It seemed to Hermione that Vere never
-talked so much and so eagerly to her, with such a ceaseless vivacity.
-And there was surely an intimate sound in her voice, a sound of being
-warmly at ease, as if she spoke in an atmosphere of ardent sympathy.
-
-Again the jealousy came in Hermione, acute, fierce, and travelling--
-like a needle being moved steadily, point downwards, through a network
-of quivering nerves.
-
-"Vere!" she called out. "Vere! Emile!"
-
-Was her voice odd, startling?
-
-They did not hear her. Emile was speaking now. She heard the deep,
-booming sound of his powerful voice, that seemed expressive of
-strength and will.
-
-"Vere! Emile!"
-
-As she called again she went towards the window. She felt passionately
-excited. The excitement had come suddenly to her when they had not
-heard her first call.
-
-"Emile! Emile!" she repeated. "Emile!"
-
-"Madre!"
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-Both voices sounded startled.
-
-"What's the matter?"
-
-Vere appeared at the window, looking frightened.
-
-"Hermione, what is it?"
-
-Emile was there beside her. And he, too, looked anxious, almost
-alarmed.
-
-"I only wanted to let you know I had come back," said Hermione,
-crushing down her excitement and forcing herself to smile.
-
-"But why did you call like that?"
-
-Vere spoke.
-
-"Like what? What do you mean, figlia mia?"
-
-"It sounded--"
-
-She stopped and looked at Artois.
-
-"It frightened me. And you, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-"I, too, was afraid for a moment that something unpleasant had
-happened."
-
-"You nervous people! Isn't it lunch-time?"
-
-As they looked at her she felt they had been talking about her, about
-her failure. And she felt, too, as if they must be able to see in her
-eyes that she knew the secret Vere had wished to keep from her and
-thought she did not know. Emile had given her a glance of intense
-scrutiny, and the eyes of her child still questioned her with a sort
-of bright and searching eagerness.
-
-"You make me feel as if I were with detectives," she said, laughing,
-but uneasily. "There's really nothing the matter."
-
-"And your tooth, Madre? Is it better?"
-
-"Yes, quite well. I am perfectly well. Let us go in."
-
-Hermione had said to herself that if she could see Emile and Vere
-together, without any third person, she would know something that she
-felt she must know. When she was with them she meant to be a watcher.
-And now her whole being was strung to attention. But it seemed to her
-that for some reason they, too, were on the alert, and so were not
-quite natural. And she could not be sure of certain things unless the
-atmosphere was normal. So she said to herself now, though before she
-had had the inimitable confidence of woman in certain detective
-instincts claimed by the whole sex. At one moment the thing she feared
---and her whole being recoiled from the thought of it with a shaking
-disgust--the thing she feared seemed to her fact. Then something
-occurred to make her distrust herself. And she felt that betraying
-imagination of hers at work, obscuring all issues, tricking her,
-punishing her.
-
-And when the meal was over she did not know at all. And she felt as if
-she had perhaps been deliberately baffled--not, of course, by Vere, of
-whose attitude she was not, and never had been, doubtful, but by
-Emile.
-
-When they got up from the table Vere said:
-
-"I'm going to take the siesta."
-
-"You look remarkably wide awake, Vere," Artois said, smiling.
-
-"But I'm going to, because I've had you all to myself the whole
-morning. Now it's Madre's turn. Isn't it, Madre?"
-
-The girl's remark showed her sense of their complete triple intimacy,
-but it emphasized to Hermione her own cruel sense of being in the
-wilderness. And she even felt vexed that it should be supposed she
-wanted Emile's company. Nevertheless, she restrained herself from
-making any disclaimer. Vere went up-stairs, and she and Artois went
-out and sat down under the trellis. But with the removal of Vere a
-protection and safety-valve seemed to be removed, and neither Hermione
-nor Emile could for a moment continue the conversation. Again a sense
-of humiliation, of being mindless, nothing in the eyes of Artois came
-to Hermione, diminishing all her powers. She was never a conceited,
-but she had often been a self-reliant woman. Now she felt a humbleness
-such as she knew no one should ever feel--a humbleness that was
-contemptible, that felt itself incapable, unworthy of notice. She
-tried to resist it, but when she thought of this man, her friend,
-talking over her failure with her child, in whom he must surely
-believe, she could not. She felt "Vere can talk to Emile better than I
-can. She interests him more than I." And then her years seemed to
-gather round her and whip her. She shrank beneath the thongs of age,
-which had not even brought to her those gifts of the mind with which
-it often partially replaces the bodily gifts and graces it is so eager
-to remove.
-
-"Hermione."
-
-"Yes, Emile."
-
-She turned slowly in her chair, forcing herself to face him.
-
-"Are you sure you are not feeling ill?"
-
-"Quite sure. Did you have a pleasant morning with Vere?"
-
-"Yes. Oh"--he sat forward in his chair--"she told me something that
-rather surprised me--that you had told her she might read my books."
-
-"Well?"
-
-Hermione's voice was rather hard.
-
-"Well, I never meant them for 'la jeune fille.' "
-
-"You consider Vere--"
-
-"Is she not?"
-
-She felt he was condemning her secretly for her permission to Vere.
-What would he think if he knew her under-reason for giving it?
-
-"You don't wish Vere to read your books, then?"
-
-"No. And I ventured to tell her so."
-
-Hermione felt hot.
-
-"What did she say?"
-
-"She said she would not read them."
-
-"Oh."
-
-She looked up and met his eyes, and was sure she read condemnation in
-them.
-
-"After I had told Vere--" she began.
-
-She was about to defend herself, to tell him how she had gone to
-Vere's room intending to withdraw the permission given; but suddenly
-she realized clearly that she, a mother, was being secretly taken to
-task by a man for her conduct to her child.
-
-That was intolerable.
-
-And Vere had yielded to Emile's prohibition, though she had eagerly
-resisted her mother's attempt to retreat from the promise made. That
-was more intolerable.
-
-She sat without saying anything. Her knees were trembling under her
-thin summer gown. Artois felt something of her agitation, perhaps, for
-he said, with a kind of hesitating diffidence, very rare in him:
-
-"Of course, my friend, I would not interfere between you and Vere,
-only, as I was concerned, as they were my own writings that were in
-question--" He broke off. "You won't misunderstand my motives?" he
-concluded.
-
-"Oh no."
-
-He was more conscious that she was feeling something acutely.
-
-"I feel that I perfectly understand why you gave the permission at
-this particular moment," he continued, anxious to excuse her to
-herself and to himself.
-
-"Why?" Hermione said, sharply.
-
-"Wasn't it because of Peppina?"
-
-"Peppina?"
-
-"Yes; didn't you--"
-
-He looked into her face and saw at once that he had made a false step,
-that Vere had not told her mother of Peppina's outburst.
-
-"Didn't I--what?"
-
-He still looked at her.
-
-"What?" she repeated. "What has Peppina to do with it?"
-
-"Nothing. Only--don't you remember what you said to me about not
-keeping Vere in cotton-wool?"
-
-She knew that he was deceiving her. A hopeless, desperate feeling of
-being in the dark rushed over her. What was friendship without
-sincerity? Nothing--less than nothing. She felt as if her whole body
-stiffened with a proud reserve to meet the reserve with which he
-treated her. And she felt as if her friend of years, the friend whose
-life she had perhaps saved in Africa, had turned in that moment into a
-stranger, or--even into an enemy. For this furtive withdrawal from
-their beautiful and open intimacy was like an act of hostility. She
-was almost dazed for an instant. Then her brain worked with feverish
-activity. What had Emile meant? Her permission to Vere was connected
-in his mind with Peppina. He must know something about Vere and
-Peppina that she did not know. She looked at him, and her face,
-usually so sensitive, so receptive, so warmly benign when it was
-turned to his, was hard and cold.
-
-"Emile," she said, "what was it you meant about Peppina? I think I
-have a right to know. I brought her into the house. Why should Peppina
-have anything to do with my giving Vere permission to read your
-books?"
-
-Artois' instinct was not to tell what Vere had not told, and therefore
-had not wished to be known. Yet he hated to shuffle with Hermione. He
-chose a middle course.
-
-"My friend," he said quietly, but with determination, "I made a
-mistake. I was following foolishly a wrong track. Let us say no more
-about it. But do not be angry with me about the books. I think my
-motive in speaking as I did to Vere was partly a selfish one. It is
-not only that I wish Vere to be as she is for as long a time as
-possible, but that I--well, don't think me a great coward if I say
-that I almost dread her discovery of all the cruel knowledge that is
-mine, and that I have, perhaps wrongly, brought to the attention of
-the world."
-
-Hermione was amazed.
-
-"You regret having written your books!" she said.
-
-"I don't know--I don't know. But I think the happy confidence, the
-sweet respect of youth, makes one regret a thousand things. Don't you,
-Hermione? Don't you think youth is often the most terrible tutor age
-can have?"
-
-She thought of Ruffo singing, "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' Estate"--
-and suddenly she felt that she could not stay any longer with Artois
-just then. She got up.
-
-"I don't feel very well," she said.
-
-Artois sprang up and came towards her with a face full of concern. But
-she drew back.
-
-"I didn't sleep last night--and then going into Naples-- I'll go to my
-room and lie down. I'll keep quiet. Vere will look after you. I'll be
-down at tea."
-
-She went away before he could say or do anything. For some time he was
-alone. Then Vere came. Hermione had not told her of the episode, and
-she had only come because she thought the pretended siesta had lasted
-long enough. When Artois told her about her mother, she wanted to run
-away at once, and see what was the matter--see if she could do
-something. But Artois stopped her.
-
-"I should leave her to rest," he said. "I--I feel sure she wishes to
-be alone."
-
-Vere was looking at him while he spoke, and her face caught the
-gravity of his, reflected it for a moment, then showed an uneasiness
-that deepened into fear. She laid her hand on his arm.
-
-"Monsieur Emile, what is the matter with Madre?"
-
-"Only a headache, I fancy. She did not sleep last night, and--"
-
-"No, no, the real matter, Monsieur Emile."
-
-"What do you mean, Vere?"
-
-The girl looked excited. Her own words had revealed to her a feeling
-of which till then she had only been vaguely aware.
-
-"Madre has seemed different lately," she said--"been different. I am
-sure she has. What is it?"
-
-As the girl spoke, and looked keenly at him with her bright, searching
-eyes, a thought came, like a flash, upon Artois--a thought that almost
-frightened him. He could not tell it to Vere, and almost immediately
-he thrust it away from his mind. But Vere had seen that something had
-come to him.
-
-"You know what it is!" she said.
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"Monsieur Emile!"
-
-Her voice was full of reproach.
-
-"Vere, I am telling you the truth," he said, earnestly. "If there is
-anything seriously troubling your mother I do not know what it is. She
-has sorrows, of course. You know that."
-
-"This is something fresh," the girl said. She thrust forward her
-little chin decisively. "This is something new."
-
-"It cannot be that," Artois said to himself. "It cannot be that."
-
-To Vere he said: "Sleeplessness is terribly distressing."
-
-"Well--but only one night."
-
-"Perhaps there have been others."
-
-In reply Vere said:
-
-"Monsieur Emile, you remember this morning, when we were in the
-garden, and mother called?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Do you know, the way she called made me feel frightened?"
-
-"We were so busy talking that the sudden sound startled us."
-
-"No, it wasn't that."
-
-"But when we came your mother was smiling--she was perfectly well. You
-let your imagination--"
-
-"No, Monsieur Emile, indeed I don't."
-
-He did not try any more to remove her impression. He saw that to do so
-would be quite useless.
-
-"I should like to speak to Gaspare," Vere said, after a moment's
-thought.
-
-"Gaspare! Why?"
-
-"Perhaps you will laugh at me! But I often think Gaspare understands
-Madre better than any of us, Monsieur Emile."
-
-"Gaspare has been with your mother a very long time."
-
-"Yes, and in his way he is very clever. Haven't you noticed it?"
-
-Artois did not answer this. But he said:
-
-"Follow your instincts, Vere. I don't think they will often lead you
-wrong."
-
-At tea-time Hermione came from her bedroom looking calm and smiling.
-There was something deliberate about her serenity, and her eyes were
-tired, but she said the little rest had done her good. Vere
-instinctively felt that her mother did not wish to be observed, or to
-have any fuss made about her condition, and Artois took Vere's cue.
-When tea was over, Artois said:
-
-"Well, I suppose I ought to be going."
-
-"Oh no," Hermione said. "We asked you for a long day. That means
-dinner."
-
-The cordiality in her voice sounded determined, and therefore formal.
-Artois felt chilled. For a moment he looked at her doubtfully.
-
-"Well, but, Hermione, you aren't feeling very well."
-
-"I am much better now. Do stay. I shall rest, and Vere will take care
-of you."
-
-It struck him for the first time that she was becoming very ready to
-substitute Vere for herself as his companion. He wondered if he had
-really offended or hurt her in any way. He even wondered for a moment
-whether she was not pleased at his spending the summer in Naples--
-whether, for some reason, she had wished, and still wished, to be
-alone with Vere.
-
-"Perhaps Vere will get sick of looking after an--an old man," he said.
-
-"You are not an old man, Monsieur Emile. Don't tout!"
-
-"Tout?"
-
-"Yes, for compliments about your youth. You meant me, you meant us
-both, to say how young you are."
-
-She spoke gayly, laughingly, but he felt she was cleverly and secretly
-trying to smooth things out, to cover up the difficulty that had
-intruded itself into their generally natural and simple relations.
-
-"And your mother says nothing," said Artois, trying to fall in with
-her desire, and to restore their wonted liveliness. "Don't you look
-upon me as almost a boy, Hermione?"
-
-"I think sometimes you seem wonderfully young," she said.
-
-Her voice suggested that she wished to please him, but also that she
-meant what she said. Yet Artois had never felt his age more acutely
-than when she finished speaking.
-
-"I am a poor companion for Vere," he said, almost bitterly. "She ought
-to be with friends of her own age."
-
-"You mean that I am a poor companion for you, Monsieur Emile. I often
-feel how good you are to put up with me in the way you do."
-
-The gayety had gone from her now, and she spoke with an earnestness
-that seemed to him wonderfully gracious. He looked at her, and his
-eyes thanked her gently.
-
-"Take Emile out in the boat, Vere," Hermione said, "while I read a
-book till dinner time."
-
-At that moment she longed for them to be gone. Vere looked at her
-mother, then said:
-
-"Come along, Monsieur Emile. I'm sorry for you, but Madre wants rest."
-
-She led the way out of the room.
-
-Hermione was on the sofa. Before he followed Vere, Artois went up to
-her and said:
-
-"You are sure you won't come out with us, my friend? Perhaps the air
-on the sea would do you good."
-
-"No, thank you, Emile; I really think I had better stay quietly here."
-
-"Very well."
-
-He hesitated for a moment, then he went out and left her. But she had
-seen a question in his eyes.
-
-When he had gone, Hermione took up a book, and read for a little
-while, always listening for the sound of oars. She was not sure Vere
-and Emile would go out in the boat, but she thought they would. If
-they came out to the open sea beyond the island it was possible that
-she might hear them. Presently, as she did not hear them, she got up.
-She wanted to satisfy herself that they were at sea. Going to the
-window she looked out. But she saw no boat, only the great plain of
-the radiant waters. They made her feel alone--why, she did not know
-then. But it was really something of the same feeling which had come
-to her long ago during her first visit to Sicily. In the contemplation
-of beauty she knew the need of love, knew it with an intimacy that was
-cruel.
-
-She came away from the window and went to the terrace. From there she
-could not see the boat. Finally she went to the small pavilion that
-overlooked the Saint's Pool. Leaning over the parapet, she perceived
-the little white boat just starting around the cliff towards the
-Grotto of Virgil. Vere was rowing. Hermione saw her thin figure, so
-impregnated with the narrow charm of youth, bending backward and
-forward to the oars, Emile's big form leaning against the cushions as
-if at ease. From the dripping oars came twinkling lines of light, that
-rayed out and spread like the opened sticks of a fan upon the sea.
-Hugging the shore, the boat slipped out of sight.
-
-"Suppose they had gone forever--gone out of my life!"
-
-Hermione said that to herself. She fancied she still could see the
-faint commotion in the water that told where the boat had passed. Now
-it was turning into the Grotto of Virgil. She felt sure of that. It
-was entering the shadows where she had shown to Emile not long ago the
-very depths of her heart.
-
-How could she have done that? She grew hot as she thought of it. In
-her new and bitter reserve she hated to think of his possession that
-could never be taken from him, the knowledge of her hidden despair,
-her hidden need of love. And by that sensation of hatred of his
-knowledge she measured the gulf between them. When had come the very
-first narrow fissure she scarcely knew. But she knew how to-day the
-gulf had widened.
-
-The permission of hers to Vere to read Emile's books! And Emile's
-authority governing her child, substituted surely for hers! The gulf
-had been made wider by her learning that episode; and the fact that
-secretly she felt her permission ought never to have been given caused
-her the more bitterness. Vere had yielded to Emile because he had been
-in the right. Instinctively her child had known which of the two with
-whom she had to deal was swayed by an evil mood, and which was
-thinking rightly, only for her.
-
-Could Vere see into her mother's heart?
-
-Hermione had a moment of panic. Then she laughed at her folly.
-
-And she thought of Peppina, of that other secret which certainly
-existed, but which she had never suspected till that day.
-
-The boat was gone, and she knew where. She went back into the house
-and rang the bell. Giulia came.
-
-"Oh, Giulia," Hermione said, "will you please ask Peppina to come to
-my sitting-room. I want to speak to her for a moment."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-Giulia looked at her Padrona, then added:
-
-"Signora, I am sure I was right. I am sure that girl has the evil
-eye."
-
-"Giulia, what nonsense! I have told you often that such ideas are
-silly. Peppina has no power to do us harm. Poor girl, we ought to pity
-her."
-
-Giulia's fat face was very grave and quite unconvinced.
-
-"Signora, since she is here the island is not the same. The Signorina
-is not the same, you are not the same, the French Signore is not the
-same. Even Gaspare is different. One cannot speak with him now.
-Trouble is with us all, Signora."
-
-Hermione shook her head impatiently. But when Giulia was gone she
-thought of her words about Gaspare. Words, even the simplest, spoken
-just before some great moment of a life, some high triumph, or deep
-catastrophe, stick with resolution in the memory. Lucrezia had once
-said of Gaspare on the terrace before the Casa del Prete: "One cannot
-speak with him to-day." That was on the evening of the night on which
-Maurice's dead body was found. Often since then Hermione had thought
-that Gaspare had seemed to have a prevision of the disaster that was
-approaching.
-
-And now Giulia said of him: "One cannot speak with him now."
-
-The same words. Was Gaspare a stormy petrel?
-
-There came a knock at the door of the sitting-room, to which Hermione
-had gone to wait for the coming of Peppina.
-
-"Come in."
-
-The door opened and the disfigured girl entered, looking anxious.
-
-"Come in, Peppina. It's all right. I only want to speak to you for a
-moment."
-
-Hermione spoke kindly, but Peppina still looked nervous.
-
-"Si, Signora," she murmured.
-
-And she remained standing near the door, looking down.
-
-"Peppina," Hermione said, "I'm going to ask you something, and I want
-you to tell me the truth without being afraid."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"You remember, when I took you, I told you not to say anything to my
-daughter, the Signorina, about your past life, your aunt, and--and all
-you had gone through. Have you said anything?"
-
-Peppina looked more frightened.
-
-"Signora," she began. "Madonna! It was not my fault, it was not my
-fault!"
-
-She raised her voice, and began to gesticulate.
-
-"Hush, Peppina. Now don't be afraid of me."
-
-"You are my preserver, Signora! My saint has forgotten me, but you--"
-
-"I will not leave you to the streets. You must trust me. And now tell
-me--quietly--what have you told the Signorina?"
-
-And presently Peppina was induced to be truthful, and Hermione knew of
-the outburst in the night, and that "the foreign Signore" had known of
-it from the moment of its happening.
-
-"The Signorina was so kind, Signora, that I forgot. I told her all!--I
-told her all--I told her--"
-
-Once Peppina had begun to be truthful she could not stop. She recalled
---or seemed to--the very words she had spoken to Vere, all the details
-of her narration.
-
-"And the foreign Signore? Was he there, too?" Hermione asked, at the
-end.
-
-"No, Signora. He went away. The Signorina told him to go away and
-leave us."
-
-Hermione dismissed Peppina quietly.
-
-"Please don't say anything about this conversation, Peppina," she
-said, as the agitated girl prepared to go. "Try to obey me this time,
-will you?"
-
-She spoke very kindly but very firmly.
-
-"May the Madonna take out my tongue if I speak, Signora!" Peppina
-raised her hand.
-
-As she was going out Hermione stared at the cross upon her cheek.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-Artois stayed to dine. The falling of night deepened Hermione's
-impression of the gulf which was now between them, and which she was
-sure he knew of. When darkness comes to intimacy it seems to make that
-intimacy more perfect. Now surely it caused reserve, restraint, to be
-more complete. The two secrets which Hermione now knew, but which were
-still cherished as secrets by Vere and Artois, stood up between the
-mother and her child and friend, inexorably dividing them.
-
-Hermione was strung up to a sort of nervous strength that was full of
-determination. She had herself in hand, like a woman of the world who
-faces society with the resolution to deceive it. While Vere and Artois
-had been out in the boat she had schooled herself. She felt more
-competent to be the watcher of events. She even felt calmer, for
-knowledge increased almost always brings an undercurrent of increased
-tranquility, because of the sense of greater power that it produces in
-the mind. She looked better. She talked more easily.
-
-When dinner was over they went as usual to the garden, and when they
-were there Hermione referred to the projected meeting with the
-Marchesino.
-
-"I made a promise," she said. "I must keep it."
-
-"Of course," said Artois. "But it seems to me that I am always being
-entertained, and that I am inhospitable--I do nothing in return. I
-have a proposal to make. Monday will be the sixteenth of July, the
-festa of the Madonna del Carmine--Santa Maria del Carmine. It is one
-of the prettiest of the year, they tell me. Why should not you and
-Vere come to dine at the Hotel, or in the Galleria, with me? I will
-ask Panacci to join us, and we will all go on afterwards to see the
-illuminations, and the fireworks, and the sending up of the fire-
-balloons. What do you say?"
-
-"Would you like it, Vere?"
-
-"Immensely, Madre."
-
-She spoke quietly, but she looked pleased at the idea.
-
-"Won't the crowd be very bad, though?" asked Hermione.
-
-"I'll get tickets for the enclosure in the Piazza. We shall have seats
-there. And you can bring Gaspare, if you like. Then you will have
-three cavaliers."
-
-"Yes, I should like Gaspare to come," said Hermione.
-
-There was a sound of warmth in her hitherto rather cold voice when she
-said that.
-
-"How you rely on Gaspare!" Artois said, almost as if with a momentary
-touch of vexation.
-
-"Indeed I do," Hermione answered.
-
-Their eyes met, surely almost with hostility.
-
-"Madre knows how Gaspare adores her," said Vere, gently. "If there
-were any danger he'd never hesitate. He'd save Madre if he left every
-other human being in the world to perish miserably--including me."
-
-"Vere!"
-
-"You know quite well he would, Madre."
-
-They talked a little more. Presently Vere seemed to be feeling
-restless. Artois noticed it, and watched her. Once or twice she got
-up, without apparent reason. She pulled at the branches of the fig-
-trees. She gathered a flower. She moved away, and leaned upon the
-wall. Finally, when her mother and Artois had fallen into conversation
-about some new book, she slipped very quietly away.
-
-Hermione and Artois continued their conversation, though without much
-animation. At length, however, some remark of Hermione led Artois to
-speak of the book he was writing. Very often and very openly in the
-days gone by she had discussed with him his work. Now, feeling the
-barrier between them, he fancied that perhaps it might be removed more
-easily by such another discussion. And this notion of his was not any
-proof of want of subtlety on his part. Without knowing why, Hermione
-felt a lack of self-confidence, a distressing, an almost unnatural
-humbleness to-day. He partially divined the feeling. Possibly it
-sprang from their difference of opinion on the propriety of Vere's
-reading his books. He thought it might be so. And he wanted to oust
-Hermione gently from her low stool and to show her himself seated
-there. Filled with this idea, he began to ask her advice about the
-task upon which he was engaged. He explained the progress he had made
-during the days when he was absent from the island and shut
-perpetually in his room. She listened in perfect silence.
-
-They were sitting near each other, but not close together, for Vere
-had been between them. It was dark under the fig-trees. They could see
-each other's faces, but not quite clearly. There was a small breeze
-which made the trees move, and the leaves rustled faintly now and
-then, making a tiny noise which joined the furtive noise of the sea,
-not far below them.
-
-Artois talked on. As his thoughts became more concentrated upon the
-book he grew warmer. Having always had Hermione's eager, even
-enthusiastic sympathy and encouragement in his work, he believed
-himself to have them now. And in his manner, in his tone, even
-sometimes in his choice of words, he plainly showed that he assumed
-them. But presently, glancing across at Hermione, he was surprised by
-the expression on her face. It seemed to him as if a face of stone had
-suddenly looked bitterly satirical. He was so astonished that the
-words stopped upon his lips.
-
-"Go on, Emile," she said, "I am listening."
-
-The expression which had startled him was gone. Had it ever been?
-Perhaps he had been deceived by the darkness. Perhaps the moving
-leaves had thrown their little shadows across her features. He said to
-himself that it must be so--that his friend, Hermione, could never
-have looked like that. Yet he was chilled. And he remembered her
-passing by in the tram at Posilipo, and how he had stood for a moment
-and watched her, and seen upon her face a furtive look that he had
-never seen there before, and that had seemed to contradict her whole
-nature as he knew it.
-
-Did he know it?
-
-Never before had he asked himself this question. He asked it now. Was
-there living in Hermione some one whom he did not know, with whom he
-had had no dealings, had exchanged no thoughts, had spoken no words?
-
-"Go on, Emile," she said again.
-
-But he did not. For once his brain was clouded, and he felt confused.
-He had completely lost the thread of his thoughts.
-
-"I can't," he said, abruptly.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"I've forgotten. I've not thoroughly worked the thing out. Another
-time. Besides--besides, I'm sure I bore you with my eternal talk about
-my work. You've been such a kind, such a sympathetic friend and
-encourager that--"
-
-He broke off, thinking of that face. Was it possible that through all
-these years Hermione had been playing a part with him, had been
-pretending to admire his talent, to care for what he was doing, when
-really she had been bored by it? Had the whole thing been a weariness
-to her, endured perhaps because she liked him as a man? The thought
-cut him to the very quick, seared his self-respect, struck a blow at
-his pride which made it quiver, and struck surely also a blow at
-something else.
-
-His life during all these years--what would it have been without
-Hermione's friendship? Was he to learn that now?
-
-He looked at her. Now her face was almost as usual, only less animated
-than he had seen it.
-
-"Your work could never bore me. You know it," she said.
-
-The real Hermione sounded in her voice when she said that, for the
-eternal woman deep down in her had heard the sound almost of
-helplessness in his voice, had felt the leaning of his nature, strong
-though it was, on her, and had responded instantly, inevitably, almost
-passionately. But then came the thought of his secret intercourse with
-Vere. She saw in the dark words: "Monsieur Emile's idea." "Monsieur
-Emile's suggestion." She remembered how Artois had told her that she
-could never be an artist. And again the intensely bitter feeling of
-satire, that had set in her face the expression which had startled
-him, returned, twisting, warping her whole nature.
-
-"I am to encourage you--you who have told me that I can do nothing!"
-
-That was what she had been feeling. And, as by a search-light, she had
-seen surely for a moment the whole great and undying selfishness of
-man, exactly as it was. And she had seen surely, also, the ministering
-world of women gathered round about it, feeding it, lest it should
-fail and be no more. And she had seen herself among them!
-
-"Where can Vere have gone to?" he said.
-
-There had been a pause. Neither knew how long it had lasted.
-
-"I should not wonder if she is on the cliff," said Hermione. "She
-often goes there at this hour. She goes to meet Ruffo."
-
-The name switched the mind of Artois on to a new and profoundly
-interesting train of thought.
-
-"Ruffo," he began slowly. "And you think it wise--?"
-
-He stopped. To-night he no longer dared frankly to speak his mind to
-Hermione.
-
-"I was at Mergellina the other day," he said. "And I saw Ruffo with
-his mother."
-
-"Did you. What is she like?"
-
-"Oh, like many middle-aged women of the South, rather broad and
-battered-looking, and probably much older in appearance than in
-years."
-
-"Poor woman! She has been through a great deal."
-
-Her voice was quite genuine now. And Artois said to himself that the
-faint suspicion he had had was ill-founded.
-
-"Do you know anything about her?"
-
-"Oh yes. I had a talk with Ruffo the other night. And he told me
-several things."
-
-Each time Hermione mentioned Ruffo's name it seemed to Artois that her
-voice softened, almost that she gave the word a caress. He longed to
-ask her something, but he was afraid to.
-
-He would try not to interfere with Fate. But he would not hasten its
-coming--if it were coming. And he knew nothing. Perhaps the anxious
-suspicion which had taken up its abode in his mind, and which, without
-definite reason, seemed gradually changing into conviction was
-erroneous. Perhaps some day he would laugh at himself, and say to
-himself, "I was mad to dream of such a thing."
-
-"Those women often have a bad time," he said.
-
-"Few women do not, I sometimes think."
-
-He said nothing, and she went on rather hastily, as if wishing to
-cover her last words.
-
-"Ruffo told me something that I did not know about Peppina. His step-
-father was the man who cut that cross on Peppina's face."
-
-"Perdio!" said Artois.
-
-He used the Italian exclamation at that moment quite naturally.
-Suddenly he wished more than ever before that Hermione had not taken
-Peppina to live on the island.
-
-"Hermione," he said, "I wish you had not Peppina here."
-
-"Still because of Vere?" she said.
-
-And now she was looking at him steadily.
-
-"I feel that she comes from another world, that she had better keep
-away from yours. I feel as if misfortune attended her."
-
-"It is odd. Even the servants say she has the evil eye. But, if she
-has, it is too late now. Peppina has looked upon us all."
-
-"Perhaps that old Eastern was right." Artois could not help saying it.
-"Perhaps all that is to be is ordained long beforehand. Do you think
-that, Hermione?"
-
-"I have sometimes thought it, when I have been depressed. I have
-sometimes said to myself, 'E il destino!' "
-
-She remembered at that moment her feeling on the day when she returned
-from the expedition with Vere to Capri--that perhaps she had returned
-to the island to confront some grievous fate. Had Artois such a
-thought, such a prevision? Suddenly she felt frightened, like a child
-when, at night, it passes the open door of a room that is dark.
-
-She moved and got up from her chair. Like the child, when it rushes on
-and away, she felt in her panic the necessity of physical activity.
-
-Artois followed her example. He was glad to move.
-
-"Shall we go and see what Vere is doing?" he said.
-
-"If you like. I feel sure she is with Ruffo."
-
-They went towards the house. Artois felt a deep curiosity, which
-filled his whole being, to know what Hermione's exact feeling towards
-Ruffo was.
-
-"Don't you think," he said, "that perhaps it is a little dangerous to
-allow Vere to be so much with a boy from Mergellina?"
-
-"Oh no."
-
-In her tone there was the calm of absolute certainty.
-
-"Well, but we don't know so very much about him."
-
-"Do you think two instincts could be at fault?"
-
-"Two instincts?"
-
-"Vere's and mine?"
-
-"Perhaps not. Then your instinct--"
-
-He waited. He was passionately interested.
-
-"Ruffo is all right," Hermione answered.
-
-It seemed to him as if she had deliberately used that bluff expression
-to punish his almost mystical curiosity. Was she warding him off
-consciously?
-
-They passed through the house and came out on its further side, but
-they did not go immediately to the cliff top. Both of them felt
-certain the two children must be there, and both of them, perhaps,
-were held back for a moment by a mutual desire not to disturb their
-innocent confidences. They stood upon the bridge, therefore, looking
-down into the dimness of the Pool. From the water silence seemed to
-float up to them, almost visibly, like a lovely, delicate mist--
-silence, and the tenderness of night, embracing their distresses.
-
-The satire died out of Hermione's poor, tormented heart. And Artois
-for a moment forgot the terrible face half seen in the darkness of the
-trees.
-
-"There is the boat. He is here."
-
-Hermione spoke in a low voice, pointing to the shadowy form of a boat
-upon the Pool.
-
-"Yes."
-
-Artois gazed at the boat. Was it indeed a Fate that came by night to
-the island softly across the sea, ferried by the ignorant hands of
-men? He longed to know. And Hermione longed to know something, too:
-whether Artois had ever seen the strange likeness she had seen,
-whether Maurice had ever seemed to gaze for a moment at him out of the
-eyes of Ruffo. But to-night she could not ask him that. They were too
-far away from each other. And because of the gulf between them her
-memory had suddenly become far more sacred, far more necessary to her
-even, than it had been before.
-
-It had been a solace, a beautiful solace. But now it was much more
-than that--now it was surely her salvation.
-
-As she felt that, a deep longing filled her heart to look again on
-Ruffo's face, to search again for the expression that sent back the
-years. But she wished to do that without witnesses, to be alone with
-the boy, as she had been alone with him that night upon the bridge.
-And suddenly she was impatient of Vere's intercourse with him. Vere
-could not know what the tender look meant, if it came. For she had
-never seen her father's face.
-
-"Let us go to the cliff," Hermione said, moved by this new feeling of
-impatience.
-
-She meant to interrupt the children, to get rid of Vere and Emile, and
-have Ruffo to herself for a moment. Just then she felt as if he were
-nearer, far nearer, to her than they were: they who kept things from
-her, who spoke of her secretly, pitying her.
-
-And again that evening she came into acute antagonism with her friend.
-For the instinct was still alive in him not to interrupt the children.
-The strange suspicion that had been born and had lived within him,
-gathered strength, caused him to feel almost as if they might be upon
-holy ground, those two so full of youth, who talked together in the
-night; as if they knew mysteriously things that were hidden from their
-elders, from those wiser, yet far less full of the wisdom that is
-eternal, the wisdom in instinct, than themselves. There is always
-something sacred about children. And he had never lost the sense of it
-amid the dust of his worldly knowledge. But about these children,
-about them or within them, there floated, perhaps, something that was
-mystic, something that was awful and must not be disturbed. Hermione
-did not feel it. How could she? He himself had withheld from her for
-many years the only knowledge that could have made her share his
-present feeling. He could tell her nothing. Yet he could not conceal
-his intense reluctance to go to that seat upon the cliff.
-
-"But it's delicious here. I love the Pool at night, don't you? Look at
-the Saint's light, how quietly it shines!"
-
-She took her hands from the rail. His attempt at detention irritated
-her whole being. She looked at the light. On the night of the storm
-she had felt as if it shone exclusively for her. That feeling was
-dead. San Francesco watched, perhaps, over the fishermen. He did not
-watch over her.
-
-And yet that night she, too, had made the sign of the cross when she
-knew that the light was shining.
-
-She did not answer Artois' remark, and he continued, always for the
-children's sake, and for the sake of what he seemed to divine secretly
-at work in them:
-
-"This Pool is a place apart, I think. The Saint has given his
-benediction to it."
-
-He was speaking at random to keep Hermione there. And yet his words
-seemed chosen by some one for him to say.
-
-"Surely good must come to the island over that waterway."
-
-"You think so?"
-
-Her stress upon the pronoun made him reply:
-
-"Hermione, you do not think me the typical Frenchman of this century,
-who furiously denies over a glass of absinthe the existence of the
-Creator of the world?"
-
-"No. But I scarcely thought you believed in the efficacy of a plaster
-Saint."
-
-"Not of the plaster--no. But don't you think it possible that truth,
-emanating from certain regions and affecting the souls of men, might
-move them unconsciously to embody it in symbol? What if this Pool were
-blessed, and men, feeling that it was blessed, put San Francesco here
-with his visible benediction?"
-
-He said to himself that he was playing with his imagination, as
-sometimes he played with words, half-sensuously and half-
-aesthetically; yet he felt to-night as if within him there was
-something that might believe far more than he had ever suspected it
-would be possible for him to believe.
-
-And that, too, seemed to have come to him from the hidden children who
-were so near.
-
-"I don't feel at all as if the Pool were blessed," said Hermione. She
-sighed.
-
-"Let us go to the cliff," she said, again, this time with a strong
-impatience.
-
-He could not, of course, resist her desire, so they moved away, and
-mounted to the summit of the island.
-
-The children were there. They could just see them in the darkness,
-Vere seated upon the wooden bench, Ruffo standing beside her. Their
-forms looked like shadows, but from the shadows voices came.
-
-When he saw them, Artois stood still. Hermione was going on. He put
-his hand upon her arm to stop her. She sent an almost sharp inquiry to
-him with her eyes.
-
-"Don't you think," he said--"don't you think it is a pity to disturb
-them?"
-
-"Why?"
-
-"They seem so happy together."
-
-He glanced at her for sympathy, but she gave him none.
-
-"Am I to have nothing?" she thought. And a passion of secret anger
-woke up in her. "Am I to have nothing at all? May I not even speak to
-this boy, in whom I have seen Maurice for a moment--because if I do I
-may disturb some childish gossip?"
-
-Her eyes gave to Artois a fierce rebuke.
-
-"I beg your pardon, Hermione," he said, hastily. "Of course if you
-really want to talk to Ruffo--"
-
-"I don't think Vere will mind," she said.
-
-Her lips were actually trembling, but her voice was calm.
-
-They walked forward.
-
-When they were close to the children they both saw there was a third
-figure on the cliff. Gaspare was at a little distance. Hermione could
-see the red point of his cigarette gleaming.
-
-"Gaspare's there, too," she said.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Why is he there?" Artois thought.
-
-And again there woke up in him an intense curiosity about Gaspare.
-
-Ruffo had seen them, and now he took off his cap. And Vere turned her
-head and got up from the seat.
-
-Neither the girl nor the boy gave any explanation of their being
-together. Evidently they did not think it necessary to do so. Hermione
-was the first to speak.
-
-"Good-evening, Ruffo," she said.
-
-Artois noticed a peculiar kindness and gentleness in her voice when
-she spoke to the boy, a sound apart, that surely did not come into her
-voice even when it spoke to Vere.
-
-"Good-evening, Signora." He stood with his cap in his hand. "I have
-been telling the Signorina what you have done for my poor mamma,
-Signora. I did not tell her before because I thought she knew. But she
-did not know."
-
-Vere was looking at her mother with a shining of affection in her
-eyes.
-
-At this moment Gaspare came up slowly, with a careless walk.
-
-Artois watched him.
-
-"About the little money, you mean?" said Hermione, rather hastily.
-
-"Si, Signora. When I gave it to my poor mamma she cried again. But
-that was because you were so kind. And she said to me, 'Ruffo, why
-should a strange lady be so kind to me? Why should a strange lady
-think about me?' she said. 'Ruffino,' she said, 'it must be Santa
-Maddalena who has sent her here to be good to me.' My poor mamma!"
-
-"The Signora does not want to be bothered with all this!" It was
-Gaspare who had spoken, roughly, and who now pushed in between Ruffo
-and those who were listening to his simple narrative.
-
-Ruffo looked surprised, but submissive. Evidently he respected
-Gaspare, and the two understood each other. And though Gaspare's words
-were harsh, his eyes, as they looked at Ruffo, seemed to contradict
-them. Nevertheless, there was excitement, a strung-up look in his
-face.
-
-"Gaspare!" said Vere.
-
-Her eyes shot fire.
-
-"Signorina?"
-
-"Madre does like to hear what Ruffo has to say. Don't you, Madre?"
-
-Gaspare looked unmoved. His whole face was full of a dogged obstinacy.
-Yet he did not forget himself. There was nothing rude in his manner as
-he said, before Hermione could reply:
-
-"Signorina, the Signora does not know Ruffo's mother, so such things
-cannot interest her. Is it not so, Signora?"
-
-Hermione was still governed by the desire to be alone for a little
-while with Ruffo, and the sensation of intense reserve--a reserve that
-seemed even partially physical--that she felt towards Artois made her
-dislike Ruffo's public exhibition of a gratitude that, expressed in
-private, would have been sweet to her. Instead, therefore, of agreeing
-with Vere, she said, in rather an off-hand way:
-
-"It's all right, Ruffo. Thank you very much. But we must not keep Don
-Emilio listening to my supposed good deeds forever. So that's enough."
-
-Vere reddened. Evidently she felt snubbed. She said nothing, but she
-shot a glance of eager sympathy at Ruffo, who stood very simply
-looking at Hermione with a sort of manly deference, as if all that she
-said, or wished, must certainly be right. Then she moved quietly away,
-pressing her lips rather firmly together, and went slowly towards the
-house. After a moment's hesitation, Artois followed her. Hermione
-remained by Ruffo, and Gaspare stayed doggedly with his Padrona.
-
-Hermione wished he would go. She could not understand his exact
-feeling about the fisher-boy's odd little intimacy with them. Her
-instinct told her that secretly he was fond of Ruffo. Yet sometimes he
-seemed to be hostile to him, to be suspicious of him, as of some one
-who might do them harm. Or, perhaps, he felt it his duty to be on
-guard against all strangers who approached them. She knew well his
-fixed belief that she and Vere depended entirely on him, felt always
-perfectly safe when he was near. And she liked to have him near--but
-not just at this moment. Yet she did not feel that she could ask him
-to go.
-
-"Thank you very much for your gratitude, Ruffo," she said. "You
-mustn't think--"
-
-She glanced at Gaspare.
-
-"I didn't want to stop you," she continued, trying to steer an even
-course. "But it's a very little thing. I hope your mother is getting
-on pretty well. She must have courage."
-
-As she said the last sentence she thought it came that night oddly
-from her lips.
-
-Gaspare moved as if he felt impatient, and suddenly Hermione knew an
-anger akin to Vere's, an anger she had scarcely ever felt against
-Gaspare.
-
-She did not show it at first, but went on with a sort of forced
-calmness and deliberation, a touch even perhaps of obstinacy that was
-meant for Gaspare.
-
-"I am interested in your mother, you know, although I have not seen
-her. Tell me how she is."
-
-Gaspare opened his lips to speak, but something held him silent; and
-as he listened to Ruffo's carefully detailed reply, delivered with the
-perfect naturalness of one sure of the genuine interest taken in his
-concerns by his auditors, his large eyes travelled from the face of
-the boy to the face of his Padrona with a deep and restless curiosity.
-He seemed to inquire something of Ruffo, something of Hermione, and
-then, at the last, surely something of himself. But when Ruffo had
-finished, he said, brusquely:
-
-"Signora, it is getting very late. Will not Don Emilio be going? He
-will want to say good-night, and I must help him with the boat."
-
-"Run and see if Don Emilio is in a hurry, Gaspare. If he is I'll
-come."
-
-Gaspare looked at her, hesitating.
-
-"What's the matter?" she exclaimed, her secret irritation suddenly
-getting the upper hand in her nature. "Are you afraid that Ruffo will
-hurt me?"
-
-"No, Signora."
-
-As Vere had reddened, he reddened, and he looked with deep reproach at
-his Padrona. That look went to Hermione's heart; she thought, "Am I
-going to quarrel with the one true and absolutely loyal friend I
-have?" She remembered Vere's words in the garden about Gaspare's
-devotion to her, a devotion which she felt like a warmth round about
-her life.
-
-"I'll come with you, Gaspare," she said, with a revulsion of feeling.
-"Good-night, Ruffo."
-
-"Good-night, Signora."
-
-"Perhaps we shall see you to-morrow."
-
-She was just going to turn away when Ruffo bent down to kiss her hand.
-Since she had given charity to his mother it was evident that his
-feeling for her had changed. The Sicilian in him rose up to honor her
-like a Padrona.
-
-"Signora," he said, letting go her hand. "Benedicite e buon riposo."
-
-He was being a little whimsical, was showing to her and to Gaspare
-that he knew how to be a Sicilian. And now he looked from one to the
-other to see how they took his salutation; looked gently,
-confidentially, with a smile dawning in his eyes under the deference
-and the boyish affection and gratitude.
-
-And again it seemed to Hermione for a moment that Maurice stood there
-before her in the night. Her impulse was to catch Gaspare's arm, to
-say to him, "Look! Don't you see your Padrone?"
-
-She did not do this, but she did turn impulsively to Gaspare. And as
-she turned she saw tears start into his eyes. The blood rushed to his
-temples, his forehead. He put up his hand to his face.
-
-"Signora," he said, "are you not coming?"
-
-He cleared his throat violently. "I have taken a cold," he muttered.
-
-He caught hold of his throat with his left hand, and again cleared his
-throat.
-
-"Madre di Dio!"
-
-He spoke very roughly.
-
-But his roughness did not hurt Hermione; for suddenly she felt far
-less lonely and deserted. Gaspare had seen what she had seen--she knew
-it.
-
-As they went back to the house it seemed to her that she and Gaspare
-talked together.
-
-And yet they spoke no words.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-Neither Artois nor the Marchesino visited the island during the days
-that elapsed before the Festa of the Madonna del Carmine. But Artois
-wrote to tell Hermione that the Marchesino had accepted his
-invitation, and that he hoped she and Vere would be at the Hotel des
-Etrangers punctually by eight o'clock on the night of the sixteenth.
-He wrote cordially, but a little formally, and did not add any gossip
-or any remarks about his work to the few sentences connected with the
-projected expedition. And Hermione replied as briefly to his note.
-Usually, when she wrote to Artois, her pen flew, and eager thoughts,
-born of the thought of him, floated into her mind. But this time it
-was not so. The energies of her mind in connection with his mind were
-surely failing. As she put the note into its envelope, she had the
-feeling of one who had been trying to "make" conversation with an
-acquaintance, and who had not been successful, and she found herself
-almost dreading to talk with Emile.
-
-Yet for years her talks with him had been her greatest pleasure,
-outside of her intercourse with Vere and her relations with Gaspare.
-
-The change that had come over their friendship, like a mist over the
-sea, was subtle, yet startling in its completeness. She wondered if he
-saw and felt this mist as definitely as she did, if he regretted the
-fair prospect it had blotted out, if he marvelled at its coming.
-
-He was so acute that he must be aware of the drooping of their
-intimacy. To what could he attribute it? And would he care to fight
-against the change?
-
-She remembered the days when she had nursed him in Kairouan. She felt
-again the hot dry atmosphere. She heard the ceaseless buzzing of the
-flies. How pale his face had been, how weak his body! He had returned
-to the weakness of a child. He had depended upon her. That fact, that
-he had for a time utterly depended upon her, had forged a new link in
-their friendship, the strongest link of all. At least she had felt it
-to be so. For she was very much of a woman, and full of a secret
-motherliness.
-
-But perhaps he had forgotten all that.
-
-In these days she often felt as if she did not understand men at all,
-as if their natures were hidden from her, and perhaps, of necessity,
-from all women.
-
-"We can't understand each other."
-
-She often said that to herself, and partly to comfort herself a
-little. She did not want to be only one of a class of women from whom
-men's natures were hidden.
-
-And yet it was not true.
-
-For Maurice, at least, she had understood. She had not feared his
-gayeties, his boyish love of pleasure, his passion for the sun, his
-joy in the peasant life, his almost fierce happiness in the life of
-the body. She had feared nothing in him, because she had felt that she
-understood him thoroughly. She had read the gay innocence of his
-temperament rightly, and so she had never tried to hold him back from
-his pleasures, to keep him always with her, as many women would have
-done.
-
-And she clung to the memory of her understanding of Maurice as she
-faced the mist that had swept up softly and silently over that sea and
-sky which had been clear. He had been simple. There was nothing to
-dread in cleverness, in complexity. One got lost in a nature that was
-full of winding paths. Just then, and for the time, she forgot her
-love of, even her passion for, mental things. The beauty of the
-straight white road appealed to her. She saw it leading one onward to
-the glory of the sun.
-
-Vere and she did not see very much of each other during these days.
-They met, of course, at meals, and often for a few minutes at other
-times. But it seemed as if each tacitly, and almost instinctively,
-sought to avoid any prolonged intercourse with the other. Hermione was
-a great deal in her sitting-room, reading, or pretending to read. And
-Vere made several long expeditions upon the sea in the sailing-boat
-with Gaspare and a boy from the nearest village, who was hired as an
-extra hand.
-
-Hermione had a strange feeling of desertion sometimes, when the white
-sail of the boat faded on the blue and she saw the empty sea. She
-would watch the boat go out, standing at the window and looking
-through the blinds. The sailor-boy pulled at the oars. Vere was at the
-helm, Gaspare busy with the ropes. They passed quite close beneath
-her. She saw Vere's bright and eager face looking the way they were
-going, anticipating the voyage; Gaspare's brown hands moving swiftly
-and deftly. She saw the sail run up, the boat bend over. The oars were
-laid in their places now. The boat went faster through the water. The
-forms in it dwindled. Was that Vere's head, or Gaspare's? Who was that
-standing up? The fisher-boy? What were they now, they and the boat
-that held them? Only a white sail on the blue, going towards the sun.
-
-And how deep was the silence that fell about the house, how deep and
-hollow! She saw her life then like a cavern that was empty. No waters
-flowed into it. No lights played in its recesses. No sounds echoed
-through it.
-
-She looked up into the blue, and remembered her thought, that Maurice
-had been taken by the blue. Hark! Was there not in the air the thin
-sound of a reed flute playing a tarantella? She shut her eyes, and saw
-the gray rocks of Sicily. But the blue was too vast. Maurice was lost
-in it, lost to her forever. And she gazed up into it again, with the
-effort to travel through it, to go on and on and on. And it seemed as
-if her soul ached from that journey.
-
-The sail had dipped down below the horizon. She let fall the blind.
-She sat down in the silence.
-
-Vere was greatly perplexed about her mother. One day in the boat she
-followed her instinct and spoke to Gaspare about her. Hermione and she
-between them had taught Gaspare some English. He understood it fairly
-well, and could speak it, though not correctly, and he was very proud
-of his knowledge. Because of the fisher-boy, Vere said what she had to
-say slowly in English. Gaspare listened with the grave look of
-learning that betokened his secret sensation of being glorified by his
-capacities. But when he grasped the exact meaning of his Padroncina's
-words, his expression changed. He shook his head vigorously.
-
-"Not true!" he said. "Not true! No matter--there is no matter with my
-Padrona."
-
-"But Gaspare--"
-
-Vere protested, explained, strong in her conviction of the change in
-her mother.
-
-But Gaspare would not have it. With energetic gestures he affirmed
-that his Padrona was just as usual. But Vere surprised a look in his
-eyes which told her he was watching her to see if he had deceived her.
-Then she realized that for some reason of his own Gaspare did not wish
-her to know that he had seen the change, wished also to detach her
-observation from her mother.
-
-She wondered why this was.
-
-Her busy mind could not arrive at any conclusion in the matter, but
-she knew her mother was secretly sad. And she knew that she and her
-mother were no longer at ease with each other. This pained her, and
-the pain was beginning to increase. Sometimes she felt as if her
-mother disliked something in her, and did not choose to say so, and
-was irritated by the silence that she kept. But what could it be? She
-searched among her doings carefully. Had she failed in anything?
-Certainly she had not been lacking in love. And her knowledge of that
-seemed simply to exclude any possibility of serious shortcomings. And
-her mother?
-
-Vere remembered how her mother had once longed to have a son, how she
-had felt certain she was going to have a son. Could it be that? Could
-her mother be dogged by that disappointment? She felt chilled to the
-heart at that idea. Her warm nature protested against it. The love she
-gave to her mother was so complete that it had always assumed the
-completeness of that which it was given in return. But it might be so,
-Vere supposed. It was possible. She pondered over this deeply, and
-when she was with her mother watched for signs that might confirm or
-dispel her fears. And thus she opposed to the mother's new
-watchfulness the watchfulness of the child. And Hermione noticed it,
-and wondered whether Vere had any suspicion of the surreptitious
-reading of her poems.
-
-But that was scarcely possible.
-
-Hermione had not said a word to Vere of her discovery that Peppina had
-done what she had been told not to do--related the story of her fate.
-Almost all delicate-minded mothers and daughters find certain subjects
-difficult, if not impossible of discussion, even when an apparent
-necessity of their discussion arrives in the course of life. The
-present reserve between Hermione and Vere rendered even the idea of
-any plain speaking about the revelation of Peppina quite insupportable
-to the mother. She could only pretend to ignore that it had ever been
-made. And this she did. But now that she knew of it she felt very
-acutely the difference it had made in Vere. That difference was owing
-to her own impulsive action. And Emile knew the whole truth. She
-understood now what he had been going to say about Peppina and Vere
-when they had talked about the books.
-
-He did condemn her in his heart. He thought she was not a neglectful,
-but a mistaken mother. He thought her so impulsive as to be dangerous,
-perhaps, even to those she loved best. Almost she divined that curious
-desire of his to protect Vere against her. And yet without her
-impulsive nature he himself might long ago have died.
-
-She could not help at this time dwelling secretly on one or two
-actions of hers, could not help saying to herself now and then: "I
-have been some good in the world. I am capable of unselfishness
-sometimes. I did leave my happiness for Emile's sake, because I had a
-great deal of friendship and was determined to live up to it. My
-impulses are not always crazy and ridiculous."
-
-She did this, she was obliged to do it, to prevent the feeling of
-impotence from overwhelming her. She had to do it to give herself
-strength to get up out of the dust. The human creature dares not say
-to itself, "You are nothing." And now Hermione, feeling the withdrawal
-from her of her friend, believing in the withdrawal from her of her
-child, spoke to herself, pleading her own cause to her own soul
-against invisible detractors.
-
-One visitor the island had at this time. Each evening, when the
-darkness fell, the boat of Ruffo's employer glided into the Pool of
-San Francesco. And the boy always came ashore while his companions
-slept. Since Hermione had been charitable to his mother, and since he
-had explained to her about his Patrigno and Peppina, he evidently had
-something of the ready feeling that springs up in Sicilians in whom
-real interest has been shown--the feeling of partly belonging to his
-benefactor. There is something dog-like in this feeling. And it is
-touching and attractive because of the animalism of its frankness and
-simplicity. And as the dog who has been kindly, tenderly treated has
-no hesitation in claiming attention with a paw, or in laying its
-muzzle upon the knee of its benefactor, so Ruffo had no hesitation in
-relating to Hermione all the little intimate incidents of his daily
-life, in crediting her with an active interest in his concerns. There
-was no conceit in this, only a very complete boyish simplicity.
-
-Hermione found in this new attitude of Ruffo's a curious solace for
-the sudden loneliness of soul that had come upon her. Originally
-Ruffo's chief friendship had obviously been for Vere, but now Vere,
-seeing her mother's new and deep interest in the boy, gave way a
-little to it, yet without doing anything ostentatious, or showing any
-pique. Simply she would stay in the garden, or on the terrace, later
-than usual, till after Ruffo was sure to be at the island, and let her
-mother stroll to the cliff top. Or, if she were there with him first,
-she would soon make an excuse to go away, and casually tell her mother
-that he was there alone or with Gaspare. And all this was done so
-naturally that Hermione did not know it was deliberate, but merely
-fancied that perhaps Vere's first enthusiasm for the fisher-boy was
-wearing off, that it had been a child's sudden fancy, and that it was
-lightly passing away.
-
-Vere rather wondered at her mother's liking for Ruffo, although she
-herself had found him so attractive, and had drawn her mother's
-attention to his handsome face and bold, yet simple bearing. She
-wondered, because she felt in it something peculiar, a sort of heat
-and anxiety, a restlessness, a watchfulness; attributes which sprang
-from the observation of that resemblance to the dead man which drew
-her mother to Ruffo, but of which her mother had never spoken to her.
-
-Nor did Hermione speak of it again to Gaspare. He had almost angrily
-denied it, but since the night of Artois' visit she knew that he had
-seen it, been startled, moved by it, almost as she had been.
-
-She knew that quite well. Yet Gaspare puzzled her. He had become
-moody, nervous, and full of changes. She seemed to discern sometimes a
-latent excitement in him. His temper was uneven. Giulia had said that
-one could not speak with him. Since that day she had grumbled about
-him again, but discreetly, with a certain vagueness. For all the
-servants thoroughly appreciated his special position in the household
-as the "cameriere di confidenza" of the Padrona. One thing which drew
-Hermione's special attention was his extraordinary watchfulness of
-her. When they were together she frequently surprised him looking at
-her with a sort of penetrating and almost severe scrutiny which
-startled her. Once or twice, indeed, she showed that she was startled.
-
-"What's the matter, Gaspare?" she said, one day. "Do I look ill
-again?"
-
-For she had remembered his looking at her in the boat.
-
-"No, Signora," he answered, this time, quickly. "You are not looking
-ill to-day."
-
-And he moved off, as if anxious to avoid further questioning.
-
-Another time she thought that there was something wrong with her
-dress, or her hair, and said so.
-
-"Is there anything wrong with me?" she exclaimed. "What is it?" And
-she instinctively glanced down at her gown, and put up her hands to
-her head.
-
-And this time he had turned it off with a laugh, and had said:
-
-"Signora, you are like the Signorina! Once she told me I was--I was"--
-he shook his head--"I forget the word. But I am sure it was something
-that a man could never be. Per dio!"
-
-And then he had gone off into a rambling conversation that had led
-Hermione's attention far away from the starting-point of their talk.
-
-Vere, too, noticed the variations of his demeanor.
-
-"Gaspare was very 'jumpy' to-day in the boat," she said, one evening,
-after returning from a sail; "I wonder what's the matter with him. Do
-you think he can be in love, Madre?"
-
-"I don't know. But he is /fidanzato/, Vere, with a girl in Marechiaro,
-you remember?"
-
-"Yes, but that lasts forever. When I speak of it he always says:
-'There is plenty of time, Signorina. If one marries in a hurry, one
-makes two faces ugly!' I should think the girl must be sick of
-waiting."
-
-Hermione was sure that there was some very definite reason for
-Gaspare's curious behavior, but she could not imagine what it was.
-That it was not anything to do with his health she had speedily
-ascertained. Any small discipline of Providence in the guise of a cold
-in the head, or a pain in the stomach, despatched him promptly to the
-depths. But he had told her that he was perfectly well and "made of
-iron," when she had questioned him on the subject.
-
-She supposed time would elucidate the mystery, and meanwhile she knew
-it was no use troubling about it. Years had taught her that when
-Gaspare chose to be silent not heaven nor earth could make him speak.
-
-Although Vere could not know why Ruffo attracted her mother, Hermione
-knew that Gaspare must understand, at any rate partially, why she
-cared so much to be with him. During the days between the last visit
-of Artois and the Festa of the Madonna del Carmine her acquaintance
-with the boy had progressed so rapidly that sometimes she found
-herself wondering what the days had been like before she knew him, the
-evenings before his boat slipped into the Saint's Pool, and his light
-feet ran up from the water's edge to the cliff top. Possibly, had
-Ruffo come into her life when she was comparatively happy and at ease,
-she would never have drawn so closely to him, despite the resemblance
-that stirred her to the heart. But he came when she was feeling
-specially lonely and sad; and when he, too, was in trouble. Both
-wanted sympathy. Hermione gave Ruffo hers in full measure. She could
-not ask for his. But giving had always been her pleasure. It was her
-pleasure now. And she drew happiness from the obvious and growing
-affection of the boy. Perfectly natural at all times, he kept back
-little from the kind lady of the island. He told her the smallest
-details of his daily life, his simple hopes and fears, his friendships
-and quarrels, his relations with the other fishermen of Mergellina,
-his intentions in the present, his ambitions for the future. Some day
-he hoped to be the Padrone of a boat of his own. That seemed to be the
-ultimate aim of his life. Hermione smiled as she heard it, and saw his
-eyes shining with the excitement of anticipation. When he spoke the
-word "Padrone," his little form seemed to expand with authority and
-conscious pride. He squared his shoulders. He looked almost a man. The
-pleasures of command dressed all his person, as flags dress a ship on
-a festival day. He stood before Hermione a boy exuberant.
-
-And she thought of Maurice bounding down the mountain-side to the
-fishing, and rousing the night with his "Ciao, Ciao, Ciao, Morettina
-bella--Ciao!"
-
-But Ruffo was sometimes reserved. Hermione could not make him speak of
-his father. All she knew of him was that he was dead. Sometimes she
-gave Ruffo good advice. She divined the dangers of Naples for a lad
-with the blood bounding in his veins, and she dwelt upon the pride of
-man's strength, and how he should be careful to preserve it, and not
-dissipate it before it came to maturity. She did not speak very
-plainly, but Ruffo understood, and answered her with the unconscious
-frankness that is characteristic of the people of the South. And at
-the end of his remarks he added:
-
-"Don Gaspare has talked to me about that. Don Gaspare knows much,
-Signora."
-
-He spoke with deep respect. Hermione was surprised by this little
-revelation. Was Gaspare secretly watching over the boy? Did he concern
-himself seriously with Ruffo's fate? She longed to question Gaspare.
-But she knew that to do so would be useless. Even with her Gaspare
-would only speak freely of things when he chose. At other times he was
-calmly mute. He wrapped himself in a cloud. She wondered whether he
-had ever given Ruffo any hints or instructions as to suitable conduct
-when with her.
-
-Although Ruffo was so frank and garrulous about most things, she
-noticed that if she began to speak of his mother or his Patrigno, his
-manner changed, and he became uncommunicative. Was this owing to
-Gaspare's rather rough rebuke upon the cliff before Artois and Vere?
-Or had Gaspare emphasized that by further directions when alone with
-Ruffo? She tried deftly to find out, but the boy baffled her. But
-perhaps he was delicate about money, unlike Neapolitans, and feared
-that if he talked too much of his mother the lady of the island would
-think he was "making misery," was hoping for another twenty francs. As
-to his Patrigno, the fact that Peppina was living on the island made
-that subject rather a difficult one. Nevertheless, Hermione could not
-help suspecting that Gaspare had told the boy not to bother her with
-any family troubles.
-
-She had not offered him money again. The giving of the twenty francs
-had been a sudden impulse to help a suffering woman, less because she
-was probably in poverty than because she was undoubtedly made unhappy
-by her husband. Since she had suffered at the hands of death, Hermione
-felt very pitiful for women. She would gladly have gone to see Ruffo's
-mother, have striven to help her more, both materially and morally.
-But as to a visit--Peppina seemed to bar the way. And as to more money
-help--she remembered Gaspare's warning. Perhaps he knew something of
-the mother that she did not know. Perhaps the mother was an
-objectionable, or even a wicked woman.
-
-But when she looked at Ruffo she could not believe that. And then
-several times he had spoken with great affection of his mother.
-
-She left things as they were, taking her cue from the boy in despite
-of her desire. And here, as in some other directions, she was secretly
-governed by Gaspare.
-
-Only sometimes did she see in Ruffo's face the look that had drawn her
-to him. The resemblance to Maurice was startling, but it was nearly
-always fleeting. She could not tell when it was coming, nor retain it
-when it came. But she noticed that it was generally when Ruffo was
-moved by affection, by a sudden sympathy, by a warm and deferent
-impulse that the look came in him. And again she thought of the
-beautiful obedience that springs directly from love, of Mercury poised
-for flight to the gods, his mission happily accomplished.
-
-She wondered if Artois had ever thought of it when he was with Ruffo.
-But she felt now that she could never ask him.
-
-And, indeed, she cherished her knowledge, her recognition, as
-something almost sacred, silently shared with Gaspare.
-
-To no one could that look mean what it meant to her. To no other heart
-could it make the same appeal.
-
-And so in those few days between Hermione and the fisher-boy a firm
-friendship was established.
-
-And to Hermione this friendship came like a small ray of brightly
-golden light, falling gently in a place that was very dark.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII
-
-When the Marchesino received the invitation of Artois to dine with him
-and the ladies from the island on the night of the Festa of the
-Madonna del Carmine he was again ill in bed with fever. But
-nevertheless he returned an immediate acceptance. Then he called in
-the family doctor, and violently demanded to be made well, "perfectly
-well," by the evening of the sixteenth. The doctor, who guessed at
-once that some amorous adventure was on foot, promised to do his best,
-and so ingeniously plied his patient with drugs and potions that on
-the sixteenth Doro was out of bed, and busily doing gymnastics to test
-his strength for the coming campaign.
-
-Artois' invitation had surprised him. He had lost all faith in his
-friend, and at first almost suspected an ambush. Emilio had not
-invited him out of love--that was certain. But perhaps the ladies of
-the island had desired his presence, his escort. He was a Neapolitan.
-He knew the ways of the city. That was probably the truth. They wanted
-him, and Emilio had been obliged to ask him.
-
-He saw his opportunity. His fever, coming at such a time, had almost
-maddened him, and during the days of forced inaction the Panacci
-temper had been vigorously displayed in the home circle. As he lay in
-bed his imagination ran riot. The day and the night were filled with
-thoughts and dreams of Vere. And always Emilio was near her, presiding
-over her doings with a false imitation of the paternal manner.
-
-But now at the last the Marchesino saw his opportunity to strike a
-blow at Emilio. Every year of his life since he was a child he had
-been to the festa in honor of the Madonna del Carmine. He knew the
-crowd that assembled under the prison walls and beneath Nuvolo's tall
-belfry, the crowds that overflowed into the gaunt Square of the
-Mercato and streamed down the avenues of fire into the narrow side
-streets. In those crowds it would be easy to get lost. Emilio, when he
-heard his friend's voice singing, had hidden with the Signorina in the
-darkness of a cave. He might be alone with the Signorina when he
-would. The English ladies trusted his white hairs. Or the English
-ladies did not care for the /convenances/. Since he had found Peppina
-in the Casa del Mare, the Marchesino did not know what to think of its
-Padrona. And now he was too reckless to care. He only knew that he was
-in love, and that circumstances so far had fought against him. He only
-knew that he had been tricked, and that he meant to trick Emilio in
-return. His anxiety to revenge himself on Emilio was quite as keen as
-his desire to be alone with Vere. The natural devilry of his
-temperament, a boy's devilry, not really wicked, but compounded of
-sensuality, vanity, the passion for conquest, and the determination to
-hold his own against other males and to shine in his world's esteem,
-was augmented by the abstinence from his usual life. The few days in
-the house seemed to him a lifetime already wasted. He meant to make up
-for it, and he did not care at whose expense, so long as some of the
-debt was paid by Emilio.
-
-On the sixteenth he issued forth into life again in a mood that was
-dangerous. The fever that had abandoned his body was raging in his
-mind. He was in the temper which had governed his papa on the day of
-the slapping of Signora Merani's face in the Chiaia.
-
-The Marchesino always thought a great deal about his personal
-appearance, but his toilet on the night of the sixteenth was unusually
-prolonged. On several matters connected with it he was undecided.
-Should he wear a waistcoat of white pique or one of black silk? Should
-he put on a white tie, or a black? And what about rings?
-
-He loved jewelry, as do most Neapolitans, both male and female, and
-had quantities of gaudy rings, studs, sleeve links, and waistcoat
-buttons. In his present mood he was inclined to adorn himself with as
-many of them as possible. But he was not sure whether the English
-liked diamonds and rubies on a man. He hesitated long, made many
-changes, and looked many times in the glass. At last he decided on a
-black tie, a white waistcoat with pearl buttons, a pearl shirt-stud
-surrounded with diamonds, pearl and diamond sleeve-links, and only
-three rings--a gold snake, a seal ring, and a ring set with
-turquoises. This was a modest toilet, suited, surely to the taste to
-the English, which he remembered to have heard of as sober.
-
-He stood long before the mirror when he was ready, and had poured over
-his handkerchief a libation of "Rose d'amour."
-
-Certainly he was a fine-looking fellow--his natural sincerity obliged
-him to acknowledge it. Possibly his nose stuck out too much to balance
-perfectly the low forehead and the rather square chin. Possibly his
-cheek-bones were too prominent. But what of that? Women always looked
-at a man's figure, his eyes, his teeth, his mustaches. And he had a
-splendid figure, enormous gray eyes, large and perfectly even white
-teeth between lips that were very full and very red, and blond
-mustaches whose turned-up points were like a cry of victory.
-
-He drew himself up from the hips, enlarged his eyes by opening them
-exaggeratedly, stretched his lips till his teeth were well exposed,
-and vehemently twisted the ends of his mustaches.
-
-Yes, he was a very handsome fellow, and boyish-looking, too--but not
-too boyish.
-
-It really was absurd of Emilio to think of cutting him out with a girl
---Emilio, an old man, all beard and brains! As if any living woman
-really cared for brains! Impertinence, gayety, agility, muscle--that
-was what women loved in men. And he had all they wanted.
-
-He filled his case with cigarettes, slipped on a very smart fawn-
-colored coat, cocked a small-brimmed black bowler hat over his left
-ear, picked up a pair of white gloves and a cane surmounted by a bunch
-of golden grapes, and hurried down-stairs, humming "Lili Kangy," the
-"canzonetta birichina" that was then the rage in Naples.
-
-The dinner was to be at the Hotel des Etrangers. On consideration,
-Artois had decided against the Galleria. He had thought of those who
-wander there, of Peppina's aunt, of certain others. And then he had
-thought of Vere. And his decision was quickly taken. When the
-Marchesino arrived, Artois was alone in his sitting-room. The two men
-looked into each other's eyes as they met, and Artois saw at once that
-Doro was in a state of suppressed excitement and not in a gentle mood.
-Although Doro generally seemed full of good-humor, and readiness to
-please and to be pleased, he could look very cruel. And when, in rare
-moments, he did so, his face seemed almost to change its shape: the
-cheek-bones to become more salient, the nose sharper, the eyes
-catlike, the large but well-shaped mouth venomous instead of
-passionate. He looked older and also commoner directly his insouciance
-departed from him, and one could divine a great deal of primitive
-savagery beneath his lively grace and boyish charm.
-
-But to-night, directly he spoke to Artois, his natural humor seemed to
-return. He explained his illness, which accounted for his not having
-come as usual to see his friend, and drew a humorous picture of a
-Panacci in a bed surrounded by terror-stricken nurses.
-
-"And you, Emilio, what have you been doing?" he concluded.
-
-"Working," said Artois.
-
-He pointed to the writing-table, on which lay a pile of manuscript.
-
-The Marchesino glanced at it carelessly, but the two vertical lines
-suddenly appeared in his forehead just above the inside corners of his
-eyes.
-
-"Work! work!" he said. "You make me feel quite guilty, amico mio. I
-live for happiness, for love, but you--you live for duty."
-
-He put his arm through his friend's with a laugh, and drew him towards
-the balcony.
-
-"Nevertheless," he added, "even you have your moments of pleasure,
-haven't you?"
-
-He pressed Artois' arm gently, but in the touch of his fingers there
-was something that seemed to hint a longing to close them violently
-and cause a shudder of pain.
-
-"Even you have moments when the brain goes to sleep and--and the body
-wakes up. Eh, Emilio? Isn't it true?"
-
-"My dear Doro, when have I claimed to be unlike other men?"
-
-"No, no! But you workers inspire reverence, you know. We, who do not
-work, we see your pale faces, your earnest eyes, and we think--mon
-Dieu, Emilio!--we think you are saints. And then, if, by chance, one
-evening we go to the Galleria, and find it is not so, that you are
-like ourselves, we are glad."
-
-He began to laugh.
-
-"We are glad; we feel no longer at a disadvantage."
-
-Again he pressed Artois' arm gently.
-
-"But, amico mio, you are deceptive, you workers," he said. "You take
-us all in. We are children beside you, we who say all we feel, who
-show when we hate and when we love. We are babies. If I ever want to
-become really birbante, I shall become a worker."
-
-He spoke always lightly, laughingly; but Artois understood the malice
-at his heart, and hesitated for a moment whether to challenge it
-quietly and firmly, or whether laughingly, to accept the sly
-imputations of secrecy, of hypocrisy, in a "not-worth-while" temper.
-If things developed--and Artois felt that they must with such a
-protagonist as the Marchesino--a situation might arise in which Doro's
-enmity must come out into the open and be dealt with drastically. Till
-then was it not best to ignore it, to fall in with his apparent
-frivolity? Before Artois could decide--for his natural temper and an
-under-sense of prudence and contempt pulled different ways--the
-Marchesino suddenly released his arm, leaned over the balcony rail,
-and looked eagerly down the road. A carriage had just rattled up from
-the harbor of Santa Lucia only a few yards away.
-
-"Ecco!" he exclaimed. "Ecco! But--but who is with them?"
-
-"Only Gaspare," replied Artois.
-
-"Gaspare! That servant who came to the Guiseppone? Oh, no doubt he has
-rowed the ladies over and will return to the boat?"
-
-"No, I think not. I think the Signora will bring him to the Carmine."
-
-"Why?" said the Marchesino, sharply.
-
-"Why not? He is a strong fellow, and might be useful in a crowd."
-
-"Are we not strong? Are we not useful?"
-
-"My dear Doro, what's the matter?"
-
-"Niente--niente!"
-
-He tugged at his mustaches.
-
-"Only I think the Signora might trust to us."
-
-"Tell her so, if you like. Here she is."
-
-At this moment the door opened and Hermione came in, followed by Vere.
-
-As Artois went to welcome them he was aware of a strange mixture of
-sensations, which made these two dear and close friends, these
-intimates of his life, seem almost new. He was acutely conscious of
-the mist of which Hermione had thought. He wondered about her, as she
-about him. He saw again that face in the night under the trellis. He
-heard the voice that had called to him and Vere in the garden. And he
-knew that enmity, mysterious yet definite, might arise even between
-Hermione and him; that even they two--inexorably under the law that
-has made all human beings separate entities, and incapable of perfect
-fusion--might be victims of misunderstanding, of ignorance of the
-absolute truth of personality. Even now he was companioned by the
-sudden and horrible doubt which had attacked him in the garden: that
-perhaps she had been always playing a part when she had seemed to be
-deeply interested in his work, that perhaps there was within her some
-one whom he did not know, had never even caught a glimpse of until
-lately, once when she was in the tram going to the Scoglio di Frisio,
-and once the last time they had met. And yet this was the woman who
-had nursed him in Africa--and this was the woman against whose
-impulsive actions he had had the instinct to protect Vere--the
-Hermione Delarey whom he had known for so many years.
-
-Never before had he looked at Hermione quite as he looked at her
-to-night. His sense of her strangeness woke up in him something that
-was ill at ease, doubtful, almost even suspicious, but also something
-that was quivering with interest.
-
-For years this woman had been to him "dear Hermione," "ma pauvre
-amie," comrade, sympathizer, nurse, mother of Vere.
-
-Now--what else was she? A human creature with a heart and brain
-capable of mystery; a soul with room in it for secret things; a temple
-whose outside he had seen, but whose god, perhaps, he had never seen.
-
-And Vere was involved in her mother's strangeness, and had her own
-strangeness too. Of that he had been conscious before to-night. For
-Vere was being formed. The plastic fingers were at work about her,
-moulding her into what she must be as a woman.
-
-But Hermione! She had been a woman so long.
-
-Perhaps, too, she was standing on the brink of a precipice. That
-suspicion, that fear, not to be banished by action, added to the
-curiosity, as about an unknown land, that she aroused.
-
-And the new and vital sense of Hermione's strangeness which was alive
-in Artois was met by a feeling in her that was akin to it, only of the
-feminine sex.
-
-Their eyes encountered like eyes that say, "What are you?"
-
-After swift greeting they went down-stairs to dine in the public room.
-As there were but few people in the house, the large dining-room was
-not in use, and their table was laid in the small restaurant that
-looks out on the Marina, and was placed close to the window.
-
-"At last we are repeating our /partie carree/ of the Guiseppone," said
-Artois, as they sat down.
-
-He felt that as host he must release himself from subtleties and
-under-feelings, must stamp down his consciousness of secret inquiries
-and of desires or hatreds half-concealed. He spoke cheerfully, even
-conventionally.
-
-"Yes, but without the storm," said Hermione, in the same tone. "There
-is no feeling of electricity in the air to-night."
-
-Even while she spoke she felt as if she were telling a lie which was
-obvious to them all. And she could not help glancing hastily round.
-She met the large round eyes of the Marchesino, eyes without subtlety
-though often expressive.
-
-"No, Signora," he said, smiling at her, rather obviously to captivate
-her by the sudden vision of his superb teeth--"La Bruna is safe
-to-night."
-
-"La Bruna?"
-
-"The Madonna del Carmine."
-
-They talked of the coming festa.
-
-Vere was rather quiet, much less vehement in appearance and lively in
-manner than she had been at the Marchesino's dinner. Artois thought
-she looked definitely older than she had then, though even then she
-had played quite well the part of a little woman of the world. There
-was something subdued in her eyes to-night which touched him, because
-it made him imagine Vere sad. He wondered if she were still troubled
-about her mother, if she had fulfilled her intention and asked Gaspare
-what he thought. And he longed to ask her, to know what Gaspare had
-said. The remembrance of Gaspare made him say to Hermione:
-
-"I gave orders that Gaspare was to have a meal here. Did they tell
-you?"
-
-"Yes. He has gone to the servants' room."
-
-The Marchesino's face changed.
-
-"Your Gaspare seems indispensable, Signora," he said to Hermione in
-his lightest, most boyish manner--a manner that the determination in
-his eyes contradicted rather crudely. "Do you take him everywhere,
-like a little dog?"
-
-"I often take him,--but not like a little dog, Marchese," Hermione
-said, quietly.
-
-"Signora, I did not mean-- Here in Naples, we use that expression for
-anything, or any one, we like to have always with us."
-
-"I see. Well, call Gaspare a watch-dog if you like," she answered,
-with a smile; "he watches over me carefully."
-
-"A watch-dog, Signora! But do you like to be watched? Is it not
-unpleasant?"
-
-He was speaking now to get rid of the impression his first remark had
-evidently made upon her.
-
-"I think it depends how," she replied. "If Gaspare watches me it is
-only to protect me--I am sure of that."
-
-"But, Signora, do you not trust Don Emilio, do you not trust me, to be
-your watch-dogs to-night at the festa?"
-
-There was a little pressure in his voice, but he still preserved his
-light and boyish manner. And now he turned to Vere.
-
-"Speak for us, Signorina! Tell the Signora that we will take care of
-her to-night, that there is no need of the faithful Gaspare."
-
-Vere looked at him gravely. She had wondered a little why her mother
-had brought Gaspare, why, at least, she had not left him free till
-they returned to the boat at Santa Lucia. But her mother wanted him to
-come with them, and that was enough for her. She opened her lips, and
-Artois thought she was going to snub her companion. But perhaps she
-suddenly changed her mind, for she only said:
-
-"Who would trust you, Marchese?"
-
-She met his eyes with a sort of child's impertinence. She had abruptly
-become the Vere of the Scoglio di Frisio.
-
-"Who would take you for a watch-dog?"
-
-"Ma--Signorina!"
-
-"As a seal--yes, you are all very well! But--"
-
-The young man was immediately in the seventh Heaven. The Signorina
-remembered his feats in the water. All his self-confidence returned,
-all his former certainty that the Signorina was secretly devoted to
-him. His days of doubt and fury were forgotten. His jealousy of Emilio
-vanished in a cloud of happy contempt for the disabilities of age, and
-he began to talk to Vere with a vivacity that was truly Neapolitan.
-When the Marchesino was joyous he had charm, the charm that emanates
-from the bounding life that flows in the veins of youth. Even the
-Puritan feels, and fears, the grace that is Pagan. The Marchesino had
-a Pagan grace. And now it returned to him and fell about him like a
-garment, clothing body and soul. And Vere seemed to respond to it. She
-began to chatter, too. She talked lightly, flicking him with little
-whips of sarcasm that did not hurt, but only urged him on. The humor
-of a festa might begin to flow from these two.
-
-And again, instead of infecting Artois, it seemed to set him apart, to
-rebuke silently his gifts, his fame--to tell him that they were
-useless, that they could do nothing for him.
-
-The Marchesino was not troubled with an intellect. Yet with what ease
-he found words to play with the words of Vere! His Latin vivacity
-seemed a perfect substitute for thought, for imagination, for every
-subtlety. He bubbled like champagne. And when champagne winks and
-foams at the edge of the shining glass, do the young think of, or care
-for, the sober gravity, the lingering bouquet of claret, even if it be
-Chateau Margaux?
-
-As Artois half listened to the young people, while he talked quietly
-with Hermione, playing the host with discretion, he felt the peculiar
-cruelty which ordains that the weapons of youth, even if taken up and
-used by age with vigor and competence, shall be only reeds in those
-hands whose lines tell of the life behind.
-
-Yet how Vere and he had laughed together on the day of his return from
-Paris! One gust of such mutual laughter is worth how many days of
-earnest talk!
-
-Vere was gleaming with fun to-night.
-
-The waiters, as they went softly about the table, looked at her with
-kind eyes. Secretly they were enjoying her gayety because it was so
-pretty. Her merriment was as airy as the flight of a bird.
-
-The Marchesino was entranced. Did she care for that?
-
-Artois wondered secretly, and was not sure. He had a theory that all
-women like to feel their power over men. Few men have not this theory.
-But there was in Vere something immensely independent, that seemed
-without sex, and that hinted at a reserve not vestal, but very pure--
-too pure, perhaps, to desire an empire which is founded certainly upon
-desire.
-
-And the Marchesino was essentially and completely the young animal;
-not the heavy, sleek, and self-contented young animal that the
-northern countries breed, but the frolicsome, playful, fiery young
-animal that has been many times warmed by the sun.
-
-Hermione felt that Artois' mood to-night echoed his mood at Frisio's,
-and suddenly she thought once more of the visitors' book and of what
-he had written there, surely in a moment of almost heated impulse. And
-as she thought of it she was moved to speak of her thought. She had so
-many secret reserves from Emile now that this one she could dispense
-with.
-
-"You remember that night when I met you on the sea?" she said to him.
-
-He looked away from Vere and answered:
-
-"Yes. What about it?"
-
-"When I was at the Scoglio di Frisio I looked again over that
-wonderful visitors' book."
-
-"Did you?"
-
-"Yes. And I saw what you had written."
-
-Their eyes met. She wondered if by the expression in hers he divined
-why she had made that expedition, moved by what expectation, by what
-curiosity. She could tell nothing by his face, which was calm and
-inscrutable.
-
-After an instant's pause he said:
-
-"Do you know from whom those words come?"
-
-"No. Are they your own?"
-
-"Victor Hugo's. Do you like them?"
-
-But her eyes were asking him a question, and he saw it.
-
-"What is it?" he said.
-
-"Why did you write them?" she said.
-
-"I had to write something. You made me."
-
-"Vere suggested it first."
-
-He looked again at Vere, but only for a moment. She was laughing at
-something the Marchesino was saying.
-
-"Did she?--Oh! Take some of that salade a la Russe. I gave the chef
-the recipe for it.--Did she?"
-
-"Don't you remember?"
-
-"Those words were in my head. I put them down."
-
-"Are you fond of them?"
-
-Her restless curiosity was still quite unsatisfied.
-
-"I don't know. But one has puzzled about conscience. Hasn't one?"
-
-He glanced at the Marchesino, who was bending forward to Vere, and
-illustrating something he was telling her by curious undulating
-gestures with both hands that suggested a flight.
-
-"At least some of us have," he continued. "And some never have, and
-never will."
-
-Hermione understood the comment on their fellow-guest.
-
-"Do you think that saying explains it satisfactorily?" she said.
-
-"I believe sometimes we know a great deal more than we know we know,"
-he answered. "That sounds like some nonsense game with words, but it's
-the best way to put it. Conscience seems to speak out of the silence.
-But there may be some one in the prompter's box--our secret
-knowledge."
-
-"But is it knowledge of ourselves, or of others?"
-
-"Which do you think?"
-
-"Of ourselves, I suppose. I think we generally know far less of others
-than we believe ourselves to know."
-
-She expressed his thought of her earlier in the evening.
-
-"Probably. And nevertheless we may know things of them that we are not
-aware we know--till after we have instinctively acted on our
-knowledge."
-
-Their eyes met again. Hermione felt in that moment as if he knew why
-she had given Vere the permission to read his books.
-
-But still she did not know whether he had written that sentence in the
-book at Frisio's carelessly, or prompted by some violent impulse to
-express a secret thought or feeling of the moment.
-
-"Things good or evil?" she said, slowly.
-
-"Perhaps both."
-
-The Marchesino burst into a laugh. He leaned back in his chair,
-shaking his head, and holding the table with his two hands. His white
-teeth gleamed.
-
-"What is the joke?" asked Artois.
-
-Vere turned her head.
-
-"Oh, nothing. It's too silly. I can't imagine why the Marchesino is so
-much amused by it."
-
-Artois felt shut out. But when Vere and he had laughed over the tea-
-table in a blessed community of happy foolishness, who could have
-understood their mirth? He remembered how he had pitied the imagined
-outsider.
-
-He turned again to Hermione, but such conversation as theirs, and
-indeed all serious conversation, now seemed to him heavy, portentous,
-almost ludicrous. The young alone knew how to deal with life, chasing
-it as a child chases a colored air-ball, and when it would sink, and
-fall and be inert, sending it with a gay blow soaring once more
-towards the blue.
-
-Perhaps Hermione had a similar thought, or perhaps she knew of it in
-him. At any rate, for a moment she had nothing to say. Nor had he. And
-so, tacitly excluded, as it seemed, from the merriment of the young
-ones, the two elders remained looking towards each other in silence,
-sunk in a joint exile.
-
-Presently Artois began to fidget with his bread. He pulled out some of
-the crumb from his roll, and pressed it softly between his large
-fingers, and scattered the tiny fragments mechanically over the table-
-cloth near his plate. Hermione watched his moving hand. The Marchesino
-was talking now. He was telling Vere about a paper-chase at
-Capodimonte, which had started from the Royal Palace. His vivacity,
-his excitement made a paper-chase seem one of the most brilliant and
-remarkable events in a brilliant and remarkable world. He had been the
-hare. And such a hare! Since hares were first created and placed in
-the Garden of Eden there had been none like unto him. He told of his
-cunning exploits.
-
-The fingers of Artois moved faster. Hermione glanced at his face. Its
-massiveness looked heavy. The large eyes were fixed upon the table-
-cloth. His hand just then was more expressive. And as she glanced at
-it again something very pitiful awoke in her, something pitiful for
-him and for herself. She felt that very often lately she had
-misunderstood him--she had been confused about him. But now, in this
-moment, she understood him perfectly.
-
-He pulled some more crumb out of his roll.
-
-She was fascinated by his hand. Much as it had written, it had never
-written more clearly on paper than it was writing now.
-
-But suddenly she felt as if she could not look at it any more, as if
-it was intolerable to look at it. And she turned towards the open
-window.
-
-"What is it?" Artois asked her. "Is there too much air for you?"
-
-"Oh no. It isn't that. I was only thinking what a quantity of people
-pass by, and wondering where they were all going, and what they were
-all thinking and hoping. I don't know why they should have come into
-my head just then. I suppose it will soon be time for us to start for
-the festa."
-
-"Yes. We'll have coffee in my sitting-room--when they are ready." He
-looked again at Vere and the Marchesino.
-
-"Have we all finished? I thought we would go and have coffee up-
-stairs. What do you say, Vere?"
-
-He spoke cheerfully.
-
-"Yes; do let us."
-
-They all got up. As Hermione and Vere moved towards the door Artois
-leaned out of the window for a moment.
-
-"You needn't be afraid. There will be no storm to-night, Emilio!" said
-the Marchesino, gayly--almost satirically.
-
-"No--it's quite fine."
-
-Artois drew in. "We ought to have a perfect evening," he added,
-quietly.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX
-
-"How are we going to drive to the Carmine?" said Artois to Hermione,
-when she had taken her cloak and was ready to go down.
-
-"We must have two carriages."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Vere and I will go in one, with Gaspare on the box, and you and the
-Marchese can follow in the other."
-
-"Signora," said the Marchesino, drawing on his white gloves, "you
-still do not trust us? You are still determined to take the watch-dog?
-It is cruel of you. It shows a great want of faith in Emilio and in
-me."
-
-"Gaspare must come."
-
-The Marchesino said no more, only shrugged his shoulders with an air
-of humorous resignation which hid a real chagrin. He knew how watchful
-a Sicilian can be, how unyielding in attention to his mistresses, if
-he thinks they need protection.
-
-But perhaps this Gaspare was to be bribed.
-
-Instinctively the Marchesino put his hand into his waistcoat pocket,
-and began to feel the money there.
-
-Yes, there was a gold piece.
-
-"Come, Panacci!"
-
-Emilio's hand touched his shoulder, and he followed the ladies out of
-the room.
-
-Emilio had called him "Panacci." That sounded almost like a
-declaration of war. Well, he was ready. At dinner his had been the
-triumph, and Emilio knew it. He meant his triumph to be a greater one
-before the evening was over. The reappearance of the gay child in
-Vere, grafted upon the comprehending woman whom he had seen looking
-out of her eyes on the day of his last visit to the island, had put
-the finishing touch to the amorous madness of the Marchesino. He
-dreamed Vere an accomplished coquette. He believed that her cruelty on
-the night of his serenade, that her coldness and avoidance of him on
-the day of the lunch, were means devised to increase his ardor. She
-had been using Emilio merely as an instrument. He had been a weapon in
-her girlish hands. That was the suitable fate of the old--usefulness.
-
-The Marchesino was in a fever of anticipation. Possibly Vere would
-play into his hands when they got to the festa. If not, he must manage
-things for himself. The Signora, of course, would make Emilio her
-escort. Vere would naturally fall to him, the Marchesino.
-
-But there was the fifth--this Gaspare.
-
-When they came out to the pavement the Marchesino cast a searching
-glance at the Sicilian, who was taking the cloaks, while the two
-carriages which had been summoned by the hotel porter were rattling up
-from the opposite side of the way. Gaspare had saluted him, but did
-not look at him again. When Hermione and Vere were in the first
-carriage, Gaspare sprang on to the box as a matter of course. The
-Marchesino went to tell the coachman which way to drive to the
-Carmine. When he had finished he looked at Gaspare and said:
-
-"There will be a big crowd. Take care the Signora does not get hurt in
-it."
-
-He laid a slight emphasis on the word "Signora," and put his hand
-significantly into his waistcoat-pocket.
-
-Gaspare regarded him calmly.
-
-"Va bene, Signor Marchese," he replied. "I will take care of the
-Signora and the Signorina."
-
-The Marchesino turned away and jumped into the second carriage with
-Emilio, realizing angrily that his gold piece would avail him nothing.
-
-As they drove off Artois drew out some small square bits of paper.
-
-"Here's your ticket for the enclosure," he said, giving one to the
-Marchesino.
-
-"Grazie. But we must walk about. We must show the ladies the fun in
-the Mercato. It is very dull to stay all the evening in the
-enclosure."
-
-"We will do whatever they like, of course."
-
-"Keep close to the other carriage! Do you hear?" roared the Marchesino
-to the coachman.
-
-The man jerked his head, cracked his whip, pulled at his horse's
-mouth. They shot forward at a tremendous pace, keeping close by the
-sea at first, then turning to the left up the hill towards the Piazza
-del Plebiscito. The Marchesino crossed his legs, folded his arms, and
-instinctively assumed the devil-may-care look characteristic of the
-young Neapolitan when driving through his city.
-
-"Emilio," he said, after a moment, looking at Artois out of the
-corners of his eyes without moving his head, "when I was at the island
-the other day, do you know whom I saw in the house?"
-
-"No."
-
-"A girl of the town. A bad girl. You understand?"
-
-"Do you mean a girl with a wounded cheek?"
-
-"Yes. How can the Signora have her there?"
-
-"The Signora knows all about her," said Artois, dryly.
-
-"She thinks so!"
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"If the Signora really knew, could she take such a girl to live with
-the Signorina?"
-
-The conversation was rapidly becoming insupportable to Artois.
-
-"This is not our affair," he said.
-
-"I do not say it is. But still, as I am a Neapolitan, I think it a
-pity that some one does not explain to the Signora how impossible--"
-
-"Caro mio!" Artois exclaimed, unable to endure his companion's obvious
-inclination to pose as a protector of Vere's innocence. "English
-ladies do not care to be governed. They are not like your charming
-women. They are independent and do as they choose. You had much better
-not bother your head about what happens on the island. Very soon the
-Signora may be leaving it and going away from Naples."
-
-"Davvero?"
-
-The Marchesino turned right round in the little carriage, forgetting
-his pose.
-
-"Davvero? No. I don't believe it. You play with me. You wish to
-frighten me."
-
-"To frighten you! I don't understand what you mean. What can it matter
-to you? You scarcely know these ladies."
-
-The Marchesino pursed his lips together. But he only said, "Si, si."
-He did not mean to quarrel with Emilio yet. To do so might complicate
-matters with the ladies.
-
-As they entered the Via del Popolo, and drew near to the Piazza di
-Masaniello, his excitement increased, stirred by the sight of the
-crowds of people, who were all streaming in the same direction past
-the iron rails of the port, beyond which, above the long and ghostly
-sheds that skirt the sea, rose the tapering masts of vessels lying at
-anchor. Plans buzzed in his head. He called upon all his shrewdness,
-all his trickiness of the South. He had little doubt of his capacity
-to out-manoeuvre Emilio and the Signora. And if the Signorina were
-favorable to him, he believed that he might even get the better of
-Gaspare, in whom he divined a watchful hostility. But would the
-Signorina help him? He could not tell. How can one ever tell what a
-girl will do at a given moment?
-
-With a jerk the carriage drew up beneath the walls of the prison that
-frowns upon the Piazza di Masaniello, and the Marchesino roused
-himself to the battle and sprang out. The hum of the great crowd
-already assembled, the brilliance of the illuminations that lit up the
-houses, Nuvolo's tower, the façade of the Church of the Carmine, and
-the adjoining monastery, the loud music of the band that was stationed
-in the Kiosk before the enclosure, stirred his young blood. As he went
-quickly to help Hermione and Vere, he shot a glance almost of contempt
-at the gray hairs of Emilio, who was getting out of the carriage
-slowly. Artois saw the glance and understood it. For a moment he stood
-still. Then he paid the coachman and moved on, encompassed by the
-masses of people who were struggling gayly towards the centre of the
-square, intent upon seeing the big doll that was enthroned there
-dressed as Masaniello.
-
-"We had better go into the enclosure. Don't you think so?" he said to
-Hermione.
-
-"If you like. I am ready for anything."
-
-"We can walk about afterwards. Perhaps the crush will be less when the
-fire-balloon has gone up."
-
-The Marchesino said nothing, and they gained the enclosure, where rows
-of little chairs stood on the short grass that edges the side of the
-prison that looks upon the Piazza. Gaspare, who on such occasions was
-full of energy and singularly adroit, found them good places in a
-moment.
-
-"Ecco, Signora! Ecco, Signorina!"
-
-"Madre, may I stand on my chair?"
-
-"Of course, Signorina. Look! Others are standing!"
-
-Gaspare helped his Padroncina up, then took his place beside her, and
-stood like a sentinel. Artois had never liked him better than at that
-moment. Hermione, who looked rather tired, sat down on her chair. The
-loud music of the band, the lines of fire that brought the discolored
-houses into sharp relief, and that showed her with a distinctness that
-was fanciful and lurid the moving faces of hundreds of strangers, the
-dull roar of voices, and the heat that flowed from the human bodies,
-seemed to mingle, to become concrete, to lie upon her spirit like a
-weight. Artois stood by her, leaning on his stick and watching the
-crowd with his steady eyes. The Marchesino was looking up at Vere,
-standing in a position that seemed to indicate a longing that she
-should rest her hand upon his shoulder.
-
-"You will fall, Signorina!" he said. "Be careful. Let me--"
-
-"I am quite safe."
-
-But she dropped one hand to the shoulder of Gaspare.
-
-The Marchesino moved, almost as if he were about to go away. Then he
-lit a cigarette and spoke to Hermione.
-
-"You look tired, Signora. You feel the heat. It is much fresher
-outside, when one is walking. Here, under the prison walls, it is
-always like a furnace in summer. It is unwholesome. It puts one into a
-fever."
-
-Hermione looked at him, and saw a red spot burning on each side of his
-face near his cheek-bones.
-
-"Perhaps it would be better to walk," she said, doubtfully.
-
-Her inclination was for movement, for her fatigue was combined with a
-sensation of great restlessness.
-
-"What do you say, Vere?" she added.
-
-"Oh, I should love to go among the people and see everything," she
-answered, eagerly.
-
-The Marchesino's brow cleared.
-
-"Let us go, Emilio! You hear what the Signorina says."
-
-"Very well," said Artois.
-
-His voice was reluctant, even cold. Vere glanced at him quickly.
-
-"Would you rather stay here, Monsieur Emile?" she said.
-
-"No, Vere, no. Let us go and see the fun."
-
-He smiled at her.
-
-"We must keep close together," he added, looking at the Marchesino.
-"The crowd is tremendous."
-
-"But they are all in good humor," he answered, carelessly. "We
-Neapolitans, we are very gay, that is true, but we do not forget our
-manners when we have a festa. There is nothing to fear. This is the
-best way out. We must cross the Mercato. The illuminations of the
-streets beyond are always magnificent. The Signorina shall walk down
-paths of fire, but she shall not be burned."
-
-He led the way with Vere, going in front to disarm the suspicion which
-he saw plainly lurking in Emilio's eyes. Artois followed with
-Hermione, and Gaspare came last. The exit from the enclosure was
-difficult, as many people were pouring in through the narrow opening,
-and others, massed together outside the wooden barrier, were gazing at
-the seated women within; but at length they reached the end of the
-Piazza, and caught a glimpse of the Masaniello doll, which faced a
-portrait of the Madonna del Carmine framed in fire. Beyond, to the
-right, above the heads of the excited multitude, rose the pale-pink
-globe of the fire-balloon, and as for a moment they stood still to
-look at it the band struck up a sonorous march, the balloon moved
-sideways, swayed, heeled over slightly like a sailing-yacht catching
-the breeze beyond the harbor bar, recovered itself, and lifted the
-blazing car above the gesticulating arms of the people. A long murmur
-followed it as it glided gently away, skirting the prodigious belfry
-with the apparent precaution of a living thing that longed for, and
-sought, the dim freedom of the sky. The children instinctively
-stretched out their arms to it. All faces were lifted towards the
-stars, as if a common aspiration at that moment infected the throng, a
-universal, though passing desire to be free of the earth, to mount, to
-travel, to be lost in the great spaces that encircle terrestrial
-things. At the doors of the trattorie the people, who had forsaken
-their snails, stood to gaze, many of them holding glasses of white
-wine in their hands. The spighe arrosto, the watermelons, were for a
-moment forgotten on the stalls of their vendors, who ceased from
-shouting to the passers-by. There was a silence in which was almost
-audible the human wish for wings. Presently the balloon, caught by
-some vagrant current of air, began to travel abruptly, and more
-swiftly, sideways, passing over the city towards its centre. At once
-the crowd moved in the same direction. Aspiration was gone. A violence
-of children took its place, and the instinct to follow where the
-blazing toy led. The silence was broken. People called and
-gesticulated, laughed and chattered. Then the balloon caught fire from
-the brazier beneath it. A mass of flames shot up. A roar broke from
-the crowd and it pressed more fiercely onward, each unit of it longing
-to see where the wreck would fall. Already the flames were sinking
-towards the city.
-
-"Where are Vere and the Marchesino?"
-
-Hermione had spoken. Artois, whose imagination had been fascinated by
-the instincts of the crowd, and whose intellect had been chained to
-watchfulness during its strange excitement, looked sharply round.
-
-"Vere--isn't she here?"
-
-He saw at once that she was gone. But he saw, too, that Gaspare was no
-longer with them. The watch-dog had been more faithful than he.
-
-"They must be close by," he added. "The sudden movement separated us,
-no doubt."
-
-"Yes. Gaspare has vanished too!"
-
-"With them," Artois said.
-
-He spoke with an emphasis that was almost violent.
-
-"But--you didn't see--" began Hermione.
-
-"Don't you know Gaspare yet?" he asked.
-
-Their eyes met. She was startled by the expression in his.
-
-"You don't think--" she began.
-
-She broke off.
-
-"I think Gaspare knows his Southerner," Artois replied. "We must look
-for them. They are certain to have gone with the crowd."
-
-They followed the people into the Mercato. The burning balloon dropped
-down and disappeared.
-
-"It has fallen into the Rettifilo!" cried a young man close to them.
-
-"Macche!" exclaimed his companion.
-
-"I will bet you five lire--"
-
-He gesticulated furiously.
-
-"We shall never find them," Hermione said.
-
-"We will try to find them."
-
-His voice startled her now, as his eyes had startled her. A man in the
-crowd pressed against her roughly. Instinctively she caught hold of
-Artois' arm.
-
-"Yes, you had better take it," he said.
-
-"Oh, it was only--"
-
-"No, take it."
-
-And he drew her hand under his arm.
-
-The number of people in the Mercato was immense, but it was possible
-to walk on steadily, though slowly. Now that the balloon had vanished
-the crowd had forgotten it, and was devoting itself eagerly to the
-pleasures of the bar. In the tall and barrack-like houses candles
-gleamed in honor of Masaniello. The streets that led away towards the
-city's heart were decorated with arches of little lamps, with columns
-and chains of lights, and the pedestrians passing through them looked
-strangely black in this great frame of fire. From the Piazza before
-the Carmine the first rocket rose, and, exploding, showered its golden
-rain upon the picture of the Virgin.
-
-"Perhaps they have gone back into the Piazza."
-
-Hermione spoke after a long silence, during which they had searched in
-vain. Artois stood still and looked down at her. His face was very
-stern.
-
-"We sha'n't find them," he said.
-
-"In this crowd, of course, it is difficult, but--"
-
-"We sha'n't find them."
-
-"At any rate, Gaspare is with them."
-
-"How do you know that?"
-
-The expression in his face frightened her.
-
-"But you said you were sure--"
-
-"Panacci was too clever for us; he may have been too clever for
-Gaspare."
-
-Hermione was silent for a moment. Then she said:
-
-"You surely don't think the Marchese is wicked?"
-
-"He is young, he is Neapolitan, and to-night he is mad. Vere has made
-him mad."
-
-"But Vere was only gay at dinner as any child--"
-
-"Don't think I am blaming Vere. If she has fascination, she cannot
-help it."
-
-"What shall we do?"
-
-"Will you let me put you into a cab? Will you wait in my room at the
-hotel until I come back with Vere? I can search for her better alone.
-I will find her--if she is here."
-
-Their eyes met steadily as he finished speaking, and he saw, or
-thought he saw, in hers a creeping menace, as if she had the intention
-to attack or to defy him.
-
-"I am Vere's mother," she said.
-
-"Let me take you to a cab, Hermione."
-
-He spoke coldly, inexorably. This moment of enforced inactivity was a
-very difficult one for him. And the violence that was blazing within
-him made him fear that if Hermione did not yield to his wish he might
-lose his self-control.
-
-"You can do nothing," he added.
-
-Her eyes left his, her lips quivered. Then she said:
-
-"Take me, then."
-
-She did not look at him again until she was in a cab and Artois had
-told the driver to go to the Hotel Royal. Then she glanced at him with
-a strange expression of acute self-consciousness which he had never
-before seen on her face.
-
-"You don't believe that--that there is any danger to Vere?" she said,
-in a low voice. "You cannot believe that."
-
-"I don't know."
-
-She leaned forward, and her face changed.
-
-"Go and bring her back to me."
-
-The cabman drove off, and Artois was lost in the crowd.
-
-He never knew how long his search lasted, how long he heard the swish
-and the bang of rockets, the vehement music of the band, the cries and
-laughter of the people, the sound of footsteps as if a world were
-starting on some pilgrimage; how long he saw the dazzling avenues of
-fire stretching away into the city's heart; how long he looked at the
-faces of strangers, seeking Vere's face. He was excessively conscious
-of almost everything except of time. It might have been two hours
-later, or much less, when he felt a hand upon his arm, turned round,
-and saw Gaspare beside him.
-
-"Where is the Signora?"
-
-"Gone to the hotel? And the Signorina?"
-
-Gaspare looked at Artois with a sort of heavy gloom, then looked down
-to the ground.
-
-"You have lost her?"
-
-"Si."
-
-There was a dulness of fatalism in his voice.
-
-Artois did not reproach him.
-
-"Did you lose them when the balloon went up?" he asked.
-
-"Macche! It was not the balloon!" Gaspare said, fiercely.
-
-"What was it?"
-
-Artois felt suddenly that Gaspare had some perfect excuse for his
-inattention.
-
-"Some one spoke to me. When I--when I had finished the Signorina and
-that Signore were gone."
-
-"Some one spoke to you. Who was it?"
-
-"It was Ruffo."
-
-Artois stared at Gaspare.
-
-"Ruffo! Was he alone?"
-
-"No, Signore."
-
-"Who was with him?"
-
-"His mother was with him."
-
-"His mother. Did you speak to her?"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-There was a silence between them. It was broken by a sound of bells.
-
-"Signore, it is midnight."
-
-Artois drew out his watch quickly. The hands pointed to twelve
-o'clock. The crowd was growing thinner, was surely melting away.
-
-"We had better go to the hotel," Artois said. "Perhaps they are there.
-If they are not there--"
-
-He did not finish the sentence. They found a cab and drove swiftly
-towards the Marina. All the time the little carriage rattled over the
-stony streets Artois expected Gaspare to speak to him, to tell him
-more, to tell him something tremendous. He felt as if the Sicilian
-were beset by an imperious need to break a long reserve. But, if it
-were so, this reserve was too strong for its enemy. Gaspare's lips
-were closed. He did not say a word till the cabman drew up before the
-hotel.
-
-As Artois got out he knew that he was terribly excited. The hall was
-almost dark, and the night concierge came from his little room on the
-right of the door to turn on the light and accompany Artois to the
-lift.
-
-"There is a lady waiting in your room, Signore," he said.
-
-Artois, who was walking quickly towards the lift, stopped. He looked
-at Gaspare.
-
-"A lady!" he said.
-
-"Shall I go back to the Piazza, Signore?"
-
-He half turned towards the swing door.
-
-"Wait a minute. Come up-stairs first and see the Signora."
-
-The lift ascended. As Artois opened the door of his sitting-room he
-heard a woman's dress rustle, and Hermione stood before them.
-
-"Vere?" she said.
-
-She laid her hand on his arm.
-
-"Gaspare!"
-
-There was a sound of reproach in her voice. She took her hand away
-from Artois.
-
-"Gaspare?" she repeated, interrogatively.
-
-"Signora!" he answered, doggedly.
-
-He did not lift his eyes to hers.
-
-"You have lost the Signorina?"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-He attempted no excuse, he expressed no regret.
-
-"Gaspare!" Hermione said.
-
-Suddenly Artois put his hand on Gaspare's shoulder. He said nothing,
-but his touch told the Sicilian much--told him how he was understood,
-how he was respected, by this man who had shared his silence.
-
-"We thought they might be here," Artois said.
-
-"They are not here."
-
-Her voice was almost hard, almost rebuking. She was still standing in
-the door-space.
-
-"I will go back and look again, Signora."
-
-"Si," she said.
-
-She turned back into the room. Artois held out his hand to Gaspare:
-
-"Signore?"
-
-Gaspare looked surprised, hesitating, then moved. He took the out-
-stretched hand, grasped it violently, and went away.
-
-Artois shut the sitting-room door and went towards Hermione.
-
-"You are staying?" she said.
-
-By her intonation he could not tell whether she was glad or almost
-angrily astonished.
-
-"They may come here immediately," he said. "I wish to see Panacci--
-when he comes."
-
-She looked at him quickly.
-
-"It must be an accident," she said. "I can't--I won't believe that--no
-one could hurt Vere."
-
-He said nothing.
-
-"No one could hurt Vere," she repeated.
-
-He went out on to the balcony and stood there for two or three
-minutes, looking down at the sea and at the empty road. She did not
-follow him, but sat down upon the sofa near the writing-table.
-Presently he turned round.
-
-"Gaspare has gone."
-
-"It would have been better if he had never come!"
-
-"Hermione," he said, "has it come to this, that I must defend Gaspare
-to you?"
-
-"I think Gaspare might have kept with Vere, ought to have kept with
-Vere."
-
-Artois felt a burning desire to make Hermione understand the Sicilian,
-but he only said, gently:
-
-"Some day, perhaps, you will know Gaspare's character better, you will
-understand all this."
-
-"I can't understand it now. But--oh, if Vere-- No, that's impossible,
-impossible!"
-
-She spoke with intense vehemence.
-
-"Some things cannot happen," she exclaimed, with a force that seemed
-to be commanding destiny.
-
-Artois said nothing. And his apparent calm seemed to punish her,
-almost as if he struck her with a whip.
-
-"Why don't you speak?" she said.
-
-She felt almost confused by his silence.
-
-He went out again to the balcony, leaned on the railing and looked
-over. She felt that he was listening with his whole nature for the
-sound of wheels. She felt that she heard him listening, that she heard
-him demanding the sound. And as she looked at his dark figure, beyond
-which she saw the vagueness of night and some stars, she was conscious
-of the life in him as she had never been conscious of it before, she
-was conscious of all his manhood terribly awake.
-
-That was for Vere.
-
-A quarter of an hour went by. Artois remained always on the balcony,
-and scarcely moved. Hermione watched him, and tried to learn a lesson;
-tried to realize without bitterness and horror that in the heart of
-man everything has been planted, and that therefore nothing which
-grows there should cause too great amazement, too great condemnation,
-or the absolute withdrawal of pity; tried to face something which must
-completely change her life, sweeping away more than mere illusions,
-sweeping away a long reverence which had been well founded, and which
-she had kept very secret in her heart, replacing its vital substance
-with a pale shadow of compassion.
-
-She watched him, and she listened for the sound of wheels, until at
-last she could bear it no longer.
-
-"Emile, what are we to do? What can we do?" she said, desperately.
-
-"Hush!" he said.
-
-He held up his hand. They both listened and heard far off the noise of
-a carriage rapidly approaching. He looked over the road. The carriage
-rattled up. She heard it stop, and saw him bend down. Then suddenly he
-drew himself up, turned, and came into the room.
-
-"They have come," he said.
-
-He went to the door and opened it, and stood by it.
-
-And his face was terrible.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX
-
-Two minutes later there was the sound of steps coming quickly down the
-uncarpeted corridor, and Vere entered, followed, but not closely, by
-the Marchesino. Vere went up at once to her mother, without even
-glancing at Artois.
-
-"I am so sorry, Madre," she said, quietly. "But--but it was not my
-fault."
-
-The Marchesino had paused near the door, as if doubtful of Vere's
-intentions. Now he approached Hermione, pulling off his white gloves.
-
-"Signora," he said, in a hard and steady voice, but smiling boyishly,
-"I fear I am the guilty one. When the balloon went up we were
-separated from you by the crowd, and could not find you immediately.
-The Signorina wished to go back to the enclosure. Unfortunately I had
-lost the tickets, so that we should not have been readmitted. Under
-these circumstances I thought the best thing was to show the Signorina
-the illuminations, and then to come straight back to the hotel. I hope
-you have not been distressed. The Signorina was of course perfectly
-safe with me."
-
-"Thank you, Marchese," said Hermione, coldly. "Emile, what are we to
-do about Gaspare?"
-
-"Gaspare?" asked Vere.
-
-"He has gone back to the Piazza to search for you again."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-She flushed, turned away, and went up to the window. Then she
-hesitated, and finally stepped out on to the balcony.
-
-"You had better spend the night in the hotel," said Artois.
-
-"But we have nothing!"
-
-"The housemaid can find you what is necessary in the morning."
-
-"As to our clothes--that doesn't matter. Perhaps it will be the best
-plan."
-
-Artois rang the bell. They waited in silence till the night porter
-came.
-
-"Can you give these two ladies rooms for the night?" said Artois. "It
-is too late for them to go home by boat, and their servant has not
-come back yet."
-
-"Yes, sir. The ladies can have two very good rooms."
-
-"Good-night, Emile," said Hermione. "Good-night, Marchese. Vere!"
-
-Vere came in from the balcony.
-
-"We are going to sleep here, Vere. Come!"
-
-She went out.
-
-"Good-night, Monsieur Emile," Vere said to Artois, without looking at
-him.
-
-She followed her mother without saying another word.
-
-Artois looked after them as they went down the corridor, watched
-Vere's thin and girlish figure until she turned the corner near the
-staircase, walking slowly and, he thought, as if she were tired and
-depressed. During this moment he was trying to get hold of his own
-violence, to make sure of his self-control. When the sound of the
-footsteps had died completely away he drew back into the room and shut
-the door.
-
-The Marchesino was standing near the window. When he saw the face of
-Artois he sat down in an arm-chair and put his hat on the floor.
-
-"You don't mind if I stay for a few minutes, Emilio?" he said. "Have
-you anything to drink? I am thirsty after all this walking in the
-crowd."
-
-Artois brought him some Nocera and lemons.
-
-"Do you want brandy, whiskey?"
-
-"No, no. Grazie."
-
-He poured out the Nocera gently, and began carefully to squeeze some
-lemon-juice into it, holding the fruit lightly in his strong fingers,
-and watching the drops fall with a quiet attention.
-
-"Where have you been to-night?"
-
-The Marchesino looked up.
-
-"In the Piazza di Masaniello."
-
-"Where have you been?"
-
-"I tell you--the Piazza, the Mercato, down one or two streets to see
-the illuminations. What's the matter, caro mio? Are you angry because
-we lost you in the crowd?"
-
-"You intended to lose us in the crowd before we left the hotel
-to-night."
-
-"Not at all, amico mio. Not at all."
-
-His voice hardened again, the furrows appeared on his forehead.
-
-"Now you are lying," said Artois.
-
-The Marchesino got up and stood in front of Artois. The ugly, cat-like
-look had come into his face, changing it from its usual boyish
-impudence to a hardness that suggested age. At that moment he looked
-much older than he was.
-
-"Be careful, Emilio!" he said. "I am Neapolitan, and I do not allow
-myself to be insulted."
-
-His gray eyes contracted.
-
-"You did not mean to get lost with the Signorina?" said Artois.
-
-"One leaves such things to destiny."
-
-"Destiny! Well, to-night it is your destiny to go out of the
-Signorina's life forever."
-
-"How dare you command me? How dare you speak for these ladies?"
-
-Suddenly Artois went quite white, and laid his hand on the
-Marchesino's arm.
-
-"Where have you been? What have you been doing all this time?" he
-said.
-
-Questions blazed in his eyes. His hand closed more firmly on the
-Marchesino.
-
-"Where did you take that child? What did you say to her? What did you
-dare to say?"
-
-"I! And you?" said the Marchesino, sharply.
-
-He threw out his hand towards the face of Artois. "And you--you!" he
-repeated.
-
-"I?"
-
-"Yes--you! What have you said to her? Where have you taken her? I at
-least am young. My blood speaks to me. I am natural, I am passionate.
-I know what I am, what I want; I know it; I say it; I am sincere. I--I
-am ready to go naked into the sun before the whole world, and say,
-'There! There! This is Isidoro Panacci; and he is this--and this--and
-this! Like it or hate it--that does not matter! It is not his fault.
-He is like that. He is made like that. He is meant to be like that,
-and he is that--he is that!' Do you hear? That is what I am ready to
-do. But you--you--! Ah, Madonna! Ah, Madre benedetta!"
-
-He threw up both his hands suddenly, looked at the ceiling and shook
-his head sharply from side to side. Then he slapped his hands gently
-and repeatedly against his knees, and a grim and almost venerable look
-came into his mobile face.
-
-"The great worker! The man of intellect! The man who is above the
-follies of that little Isidoro Panacci, who loves a beautiful girl,
-and who is proud of loving her, and who knows that he loves her, that
-he wants her, that he wishes to take her! Stand still!"--he suddenly
-hissed out the words. "The man with the white hairs who might have had
-many children of his own, but who prefers to play papa--caro papa,
-Babbo bello!--to the child of another on a certain little island. Ah,
-buon Dio! The wonderful writer, respected and admired by all; by whose
-side the little Isidoro seems only a small boy from college, about
-whom nobody need bother! How he is loved, and how he is trusted on the
-island! Nobody must come there but he and those whom he wishes. He is
-to order, to arrange all. The little Isidoro--he must not come there.
-He must not know the ladies. He is nothing; but he is wicked. He loves
-pleasure. He loves beautiful girls! Wicked, wicked Isidoro! Keep him
-out! Keep him away! But the great writer--with the white hairs--
-everything is allowed to him because he is Caro Papa. He may teach the
-Signorina. He may be alone with her. He may take her out at night in
-the boat."--His cheeks were stained with red and his eyes glittered.--
-"And when the voice of that wicked little Isidoro is heard-- Quick!
-Quick! To the cave! Let us escape! Let us hide where it is dark, and
-he will never find us! Let us make him think we are at Nisida! Hush!
-the boat is passing. He is deceived! He will search all night till he
-is tired! Ah--ah--ah! That is good! And now back to the island--quick!
---before he finds out!"--He thrust out his arm towards Artois.--"And
-that is my friend!" he exclaimed. "He who calls himself the friend of
-the little wicked Isidoro. P--!"--He turned his head and spat on to
-the balcony.--"Gran Dio! And this white-haired Babbo! He steals into
-the Galleria at night to meet Maria Fortunata! He puts a girl of the
-town to live with the Signorina upon the island, to teach her--"
-
-"Stop!" said Artois.
-
-"I will not stop!" said the Marchesino, furiously. "To teach the
-Signorina all the--"
-
-Artois lifted his hand.
-
-"Do you want me to strike you on the mouth?" he said.
-
-"Strike me!"
-
-Artois looked at him with a steadiness that seemed to pierce.
-
-"Then--take care, Panacci. You are losing your head."
-
-"And you have lost yours!" cried the Marchesino. "You, with your white
-hairs, you are mad. You are mad about the 'child.' You play papa, and
-all the time you are mad, and you think nobody sees it. But every one
-sees it, every one knows it. Every one knows that you are madly in
-love with the Signorina."
-
-Artois had stepped back.
-
-"I--in love!" he said.
-
-His voice was contemptuous, but his face had become flushed, and his
-hands suddenly clinched themselves.
-
-"What! you play the hypocrite even with yourself! Ah, we Neapolitans,
-we may be shocking; but at least we are sincere! You do not know!--
-then I will tell you. You love the Signorina madly, and you hate me
-because you are jealous of me--because I am young and you are old. I
-know it; the Signora knows it; that Sicilian--Gaspare--he knows it!
-And now you--you know it!"
-
-He suddenly flung himself down on the sofa that was behind him.
-Perspiration was running down his face, and even his hands were wet
-with it.
-
-Artois said nothing, but stood where he was, looking at the
-Marchesino, as if he were waiting for something more which must
-inevitably come. The Marchesino took out his handkerchief, passed it
-several times quickly over his lips, then rolled it up into a ball and
-shut it up in his left hand.
-
-"I am young and you are old," he said. "And that is all the matter.
-You hate me, not because you think I am wicked and might do the
-Signorina harm, but because I am young. You try to keep the Signorina
-from me because I am young. You do not dare to let her know what youth
-is, really, really to know, really, really to feel. Because, if once
-she did know, if once she did feel, if she touched the fire"--he
-struck his hand down on his breast--"she would be carried away, she
-would be gone from you forever. You think, 'Now she looks up to me!
-She reverences me! She admires me! She worships me as a great man!'
-And if once, only once she touched the fire--ah!"--he flung out both
-his arms with a wide gesture, opened his mouth, then shut it, showing
-his teeth like an animal.--"Away would go everything--everything. She
-would forget your talent, she would forget your fame, she would forget
-your thoughts, your books, she would forget you, do you hear?--all,
-all of you. She would remember only that you are old and she is young,
-and that, because of that, she is not for you. And then"--his voice
-dropped, became cold and serious and deadly, like the voice of one
-proclaiming a stark truth--"and then, if she understood you, what you
-feel, and what you wish, and how you think of her--she would hate you!
-How she would hate you!"
-
-He stopped abruptly, staring at Artois, who said nothing.
-
-"Is it not true?" he said.
-
-He got up, taking his hat and stick from the floor.
-
-"You do not know! Well--think! And you will know that it is true. A
-rivederci, Emilio!"
-
-His manner had suddenly become almost calm. He turned away and went
-towards the door. When he reached it he added:
-
-"To-morrow I shall ask the Signora to allow me to marry the
-Signorina."
-
-Then he went out.
-
-The gilt clock on the marble table beneath the mirror struck the half-
-hour after one. Artois looked at it and at his watch, comparing them.
-The action was mechanical, and unaccompanied by any thought connected
-with it. When he put his watch back into his pocket he did not know
-whether its hands pointed to half-past one or not. He carried a light
-chair on to the balcony, and sat down there, crossing his legs, and
-leaning one arm on the rail.
-
-"If she touched the fire." Those words of the Marchesino remained in
-the mind of Artois--why, he did not know. He saw before him a vision
-of a girl and of a flame. The flame aspired towards the girl, but the
-girl hesitated, drew back--then waited.
-
-What had happened during the hours of the Festa? Artois did not know.
-The Marchesino had told him nothing, except that he--Artois--was madly
-in love with Vere. Monstrous absurdity! What trivial nonsense men
-talked in moments of anger, when they desired to wound!
-
-And to-morrow the Marchesino would ask Vere to marry him. Of course
-Vere would refuse. She had no feeling for him. She would tell him so.
-He would be obliged to understand that for once he could not have his
-own way. He would go out of Vere's life, abruptly, as he had come into
-it.
-
-He would go. That was certain. But others would come into Vere's life.
-Fire would spring up round about her, the fire of love of men for a
-girl who has fire within her, the fire of the love of youth for youth.
-
-Youth! Artois was not by nature a sentimentalist--and he was not a
-fool. He knew how to accept the inevitable things life cruelly brings
-to men, without futile struggling, without contemptible pretence.
-Quite calmly, quite serenely, he had accepted the snows of middle age.
-He had not secretly groaned or cursed, railed against destiny, striven
-to defy it by travesty, as do many men. He had thought himself to be
-"above" all that--until lately. But now, as he thought of the fire, he
-was conscious of an immense sadness that had in it something of
-passion, or a regret that was, for a moment, desperate, bitter, that
-seared, that tortured, that was scarcely to be endured. It is terrible
-to realize that one is at a permanent disadvantage, which time can
-only increase. And just then Artois felt that there was nothing, that
-there could never be anything, to compensate any human being for the
-loss of youth.
-
-He began to wonder about the people of the island. The Marchesino had
-spoken with a strange assurance. He had dared to say:
-
-"You love the Signorina. I know it; the Signora knows it; Gaspare--he
-knows it. And now you--you know it."
-
-Was it possible that his deep interest in Vere, his paternal delight
-in her talent, in her growing charm, in her grace and sweetness, could
-have been mistaken for something else, for the desire of man for
-woman? Vere had certainly never for a moment misunderstood him. That
-he knew as surely as he knew that he was alive. But Gaspare and
-Hermione? He fell into deep thought, and presently he was shaken by an
-emotion that was partly disgust and partly anxiety. He got up from his
-chair and looked out into the night. The weather was exquisitely
-still, the sky absolutely clear. The sea was like the calm that dwells
-surely in the breast of God. Naples was sleeping in the silence. But
-he was terribly awake, and it began to seem to him as if he had,
-perhaps, slept lately, slept too long. He was a lover of truth, and
-believed himself to be a discerner of it. The Marchesino was but a
-thoughtless, passionate boy, headstrong, Pagan, careless of intellect,
-and immensely physical. Yet it was possible that he had been enabled
-to see a truth which Artois had neither seen nor suspected. Artois
-began to believe it possible, as he remembered many details of the
-conduct of Hermione and of Gaspare in these last summer days. There
-had been something of condemnation sometimes in the Sicilian's eyes as
-they looked into his. He had wondered what it meant. Had it meant--
-that? And that night in the garden with Hermione--
-
-With all the force and fixity of purpose he fastened his mind upon
-Hermione, letting Gaspare go.
-
-If what the Marchesino had asserted were true--not that--but if
-Hermione had believed it to be true, much in her conduct that had
-puzzled Artois was made plain. Could she have thought that? Had she
-thought it? And if she had--? Always he was looking out to the stars,
-and to the ineffable calm of the sea. But now their piercing
-brightness, and its large repose, only threw into a sort of blatant
-relief in his mind its consciousness of the tumult of humanity. He saw
-Hermione involved in that tumult, and he saw himself. And Vere?
-
-Was it possible that in certain circumstances Vere might hate him? It
-was strange that to-night Artois found himself for the first time
-considering the Marchesino seriously, not as a boy, but as a man who
-perhaps knew something of the world and of character better than he
-did. The Marchesino had said:
-
-"If she understood you--how she would hate you."
-
-But surely Vere and he understood each other very well.
-
-He looked out over the sea steadily, as he wished, as he meant, to
-look now at himself, into his own heart and nature, into his own life.
-Upon the sea, to the right and far off, a light was moving near the
-blackness of the breakwater. It was the torch of a fisherman--one of
-those eyes of the South of which Artois had thought. His eyes became
-fascinated by it, and he watched it with intensity. Sometimes it was
-still. Then it travelled gently onward, coming towards him. Then it
-stopped again. Fire--the fire of youth. He thought of the torch as
-that; as youth with its hot strength, its beautiful eagerness, its
-intense desires, its spark-like hopes, moving without fear amid the
-dark mysteries of the world and of life; seeking treasure in the
-blackness, the treasure of an answering soul, of a completing nature,
-of the desired and desirous heart, seeking its complement of love--the
-other fire.
-
-He looked far over the sea. But there was no other fire upon it.
-
-And still the light came on.
-
-And now he thought of it as Vere.
-
-She was almost a child, but already her fire was being sought, longed
-for. And she knew it, and must be searching, too, perhaps without
-definite consciousness of what she was doing, instinctively. She was
-searching there in the blackness, and in her quest she was approaching
-him. But where he stood it was all dark. There was no flame lifting
-itself up that could draw her flame to it. The fire that was
-approaching would pass before him, would go on, exploring the night,
-would vanish away from his eyes. Elsewhere it would seek the fire it
-needed, the fire it would surely find at last.
-
-And so it was. The torch came on, passed softly by, slipped from his
-sight beneath the bridge of Castel dell' Uovo.
-
-When it had gone Artois felt strangely deserted and alone, strangely
-unreconciled with life. And he remembered his conversation with
-Hermione in Virgil's Grotto; how he had spoken like one who scarcely
-needed love, having ambition and having work to do, and being no
-longer young.
-
-To-night he felt that every one needs love first--that all the other
-human needs come after that great necessity. He had thought himself a
-man full of self-knowledge, full of knowledge of others. But he had
-not known himself. Perhaps even now the real man was hiding somewhere,
-far down, shrinking away for fear of being known, for fear of being
-dragged up into the light.
-
-He sought for this man, almost with violence.
-
-A weariness lay beneath his violence to-night, a physical fatigue such
-as he sometimes felt after work. It had been produced, no doubt, by
-the secret anger he had so long controlled, the secret but intense
-curiosity which was not yet satisfied, and which still haunted him and
-tortured him. This curiosity he now strove to expel from his mind,
-telling himself that he had no right to it. He had wished to preserve
-Vere just as she was, to keep her from all outside influences. And now
-he asked the real man why he had wished it? Had it been merely the
-desire of the literary godfather to cherish a pretty and promising
-talent? Or had something of the jealous spirit so brutally proclaimed
-to him that night by the Marchesino really entered into the desire?
-This torturing curiosity to know what had happened at the Festa surely
-betrayed the existence of some such spirit.
-
-He must get rid of it.
-
-He began to walk slowly up and down the little balcony, turning every
-instant like a beast in a cage. It seemed to him that the real man had
-indeed lain in hiding, but that he was coming forth reluctantly into
-the light.
-
-Possibly he had been drifting without knowing it towards some nameless
-folly. He was not sure. To-night he felt uncertain of himself and of
-everything, almost like an ignorant child facing the world. And he
-felt almost afraid of himself. Was it possible that he, holding within
-him so much of the knowledge, so much of pride, could ever draw near
-to a crazy absurdity, a thing that the whole world would laugh at and
-despise? Had he drawn near to it. Was he near it now?
-
-He thought of all his recent intercourse with Vere, going back
-mentally to the day in spring when he arrived in Naples. He followed
-the record day by day until he reached that afternoon when he had
-returned from Paris, when he came to the island to find Vere alone,
-when she read to him her poems. Very pitilessly, despite the
-excitement still raging within him, he examined that day, that night,
-recalling every incident, recalling every feeling the incidents of
-those hours had elicited from his heart. He remembered how vexed he
-had been when Hermione told him of the engagement for the evening. He
-remembered the moments after the dinner, his sensation of loneliness
-when he listened to the gay conversation of Vere and the Marchesino,
-his almost irritable anxiety when she had left the restaurant and gone
-out to the terrace in the darkness. He had felt angry with Panacci
-then. Had he not always felt angry with Panacci for intruding into the
-island life?
-
-He followed the record of his intercourse with Vere until he reached
-the Festa of that night, until he reached the moment in which he was
-pacing the tiny balcony while the night wore on towards dawn.
-
-That was the record of himself with Vere.
-
-He began to think of Hermione. How had all this that he had just been
-telling over in his mind affected her? What had she been thinking of
-it--feeling about it? And Gaspare?
-
-Even now Artois did not understand himself, did not know whither his
-steps might have tended had not the brutality of the Marchesino roused
-him abruptly to this self-examination, this self-consideration. He did
-not fully understand himself, and he wondered very much how Hermione
-and the Sicilian had understood him--judged him.
-
-Artois had a firm belief in the right instincts of sensitive but
-untutored natures, especially when linked with strong hearts capable
-of deep love and long fidelity. He did not think that Gaspare would
-easily misread the character or the desires of one whom he knew well.
-Hermione might. She was tremendously emotional and impulsive, and
-might be carried away into error. But there was a steadiness in
-Gaspare which was impressive, which could not be ignored.
-
-Artois wondered very much what Gaspare had thought.
-
-There was a tap at the door, and Gaspare came in, holding his soft hat
-in his hand, and looking tragic and very hot and tired.
-
-"Oh, Gaspare!" said Artois, coming in from the balcony, "they have
-come back."
-
-"Lo so, Signore."
-
-"And they are sleeping here for the night."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-Gaspare looked at him as if inquiring something of him.
-
-"Sit down a minute," said Artois, "and have something to drink. You
-must spend the night here, too. The porter will give you a bed."
-
-"Grazie, Signore."
-
-Gaspare sat down by the table, and Artois gave him some Nocera and
-lemon-juice. He would not have brandy or whiskey, though he would not
-have refused wine had it been offered to him.
-
-"Where have you been?" Artois asked him.
-
-"Signore, I have been all over the Piazza di Masaniello and the
-Mercato. I have been through all the streets near by. I have been down
-by the harbor. And the Signorina?"
-
-He stared at Artois searchingly above his glass. His face was covered
-with perspiration.
-
-"I only saw her for a moment. She went to bed almost immediately."
-
-"And that Signore?"
-
-"He has gone home."
-
-Gaspare was silent for a minute. Then he said:
-
-"If I had met that Signore--" He lifted his right hand, which was
-lying on the table, and moved it towards his belt.
-
-He sighed, and again looked hard at Artois.
-
-"It is better that I did not meet him," he said, with naïve
-conviction. "It is much better. The Signorina is not for him."
-
-Artois was sitting opposite to him, with the table between them.
-
-"The Signorina is not for him," repeated Gaspare, with a dogged
-emphasis.
-
-His large eyes were full of a sort of cloudy rebuke and watchfulness.
-And as he met them Artois felt that he knew what Gaspare had thought.
-He longed to say, "You are wrong. It is not so. It was never so." But
-he only said:
-
-"The Signore Marchese will know that to-morrow."
-
-And as he spoke the words he was conscious of an immense sensation of
-relief which startled him. He was too glad when he thought of the
-final dismissal of the Marchesino.
-
-Gaspare nodded his head and put his glass to his lips. When he set it
-down again it was empty. He moved to get up, but Artois detained him.
-
-"And so you met Ruffo to-night?" he said.
-
-Gaspare's expression completely changed. Instead of the almost cruel
-watcher, he became the one who felt that he was watched.
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"Just when the balloon went up?"
-
-"Si, Signore. They were beside me in the crowd."
-
-"Was he alone with his mother?"
-
-"Si, Signore. Quite alone."
-
-"Gaspare, I have seen Ruffo's mother."
-
-Gaspare looked startled.
-
-"Truly, Signore?"
-
-"Yes. I saw her with him one day at the Mergellina. She was crying."
-
-"Perhaps she is unhappy. Her husband is in prison."
-
-"Because of Peppina."
-
-"Si."
-
-"And to-night you spoke to her for the first time?"
-
-Artois laid a strong emphasis on the final words.
-
-"Signore, I have never met her with Ruffo before."
-
-The two men looked steadily at each other. A question that could not
-be evaded, a question that would break like a hammer upon a mutual
-silence of years, was almost upon Artois' lips. Perhaps Gaspare saw
-it, for he got up with determination.
-
-"I am going to bed now, Signore. I am tired. Buona notte, Signore."
-
-He took up his hat and went out.
-
-Artois had not asked his question. But he felt that it was answered.
-
-Gaspare knew. And he knew.
-
-And Hermione--did Fate intend that she should know?
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI
-
-It was nearly dawn when Artois fell asleep. He did not wake till past
-ten o'clock. The servant who brought his breakfast handed him a note,
-and told him that the ladies of the island had just left the hotel
-with Gaspare. As Artois took the note he was conscious of a mingled
-feeling of relief and disappointment. This swift, almost hurried
-departure left him lonely, yet he could not have met Hermione and Vere
-happily in the light of morning. To-day he felt a self-consciousness
-that was unusual in him, and that the keen eyes of women could not
-surely fail to observe. He wanted a little time. He wanted to think
-quietly, calmly, to reach a decision that he had not reached at night.
-
-Hermione and Vere had a very silent voyage. Gaspare's tragic humor
-cast a cloud about his mistresses. He had met them in the morning with
-a look of heavy, almost sullen scrutiny in his great eyes, which
-seemed to develop into a definite demand for information. But he asked
-nothing. He made no allusion to the night before. To Vere his manner
-was almost cold. When they were getting into the boat at Santa Lucia
-she said, with none of her usual simplicity and self-possession, but
-like one making an effort which was repugnant:
-
-"I'm very sorry about last night, Gaspare."
-
-"It doesn't matter, Signorina."
-
-"Did you get back very late?"
-
-"I don't know, Signora. I did not look at the hour."
-
-She looked away from him and out to sea.
-
-"I am very sorry," she repeated.
-
-And he again said:
-
-"It doesn't matter, Signorina."
-
-It was nearly noon when they drew near to the island. The weather was
-heavily hot, languidly hot even upon the water. There was a haze
-hanging over the world in which distant objects appeared like
-unsubstantial clouds, or dream things impregnated with a mystery that
-was mournful. The voice of a fisherman singing not far off came to
-them like the voice of Fate, issuing from the ocean to tell them of
-the sadness that was the doom of men. Behind them Naples sank away
-into the vaporous distance. Vesuvius was almost blotted out, Capri an
-ethereal silhouette. And their little island, even when they
-approached it, did not look like the solid land on which they had made
-a home, but like the vague shell of some substance that had been
-destroyed, leaving its former abiding-place untenanted.
-
-As they passed San Francesco Vere glanced at him, and Hermione saw a
-faint flush of red go over her face. Directly the boat touched the
-rock she stepped ashore, and without waiting for her mother ran up the
-steps and disappeared towards the house. Gaspare looked after her,
-then stared at his Padrona.
-
-"Is the Signorina ill?" he asked.
-
-"No, Gaspare. But I think she is tired to-day and a little upset. We
-had better take no notice of it."
-
-"Va bene, Signora."
-
-He busied himself in making fast the boat, while Hermione followed
-Vere.
-
-In the afternoon about five, when Hermione was sitting alone in her
-room writing some letters, Gaspare appeared with an angry and
-suspicious face.
-
-"Signora," he said, "that Signore is here."
-
-"What Signore? The Marchese!"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-Gaspare was watching his Padrona's face, and suddenly his own face
-changed, lightened, as he saw the look that had come into her eyes.
-
-"I did not know whether you wished to see him--"
-
-"Yes, Gaspare, I will see him. You can let him in. Wait a moment.
-Where is the Signorina?"
-
-"Up in her room, Signora."
-
-"You can tell her who is here, and ask her whether she wishes to have
-tea in her room or not."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-Gaspare went out almost cheerfully. He felt that now he understood
-what his Padrona was feeling and what she meant to do. She meant to do
-in her way what he wanted to do in his. He ran down the steps to the
-water with vivacity, and his eyes were shining as he came to the
-Marchesino, who was standing at the edge of the sea looking almost
-feverishly excited, but determined.
-
-"The Signora will see you, Signor Marchese."
-
-The words hit the Marchesino like a blow. He stared at Gaspare for a
-moment almost stupidly, and hesitated. He felt as if this servant had
-told him something else.
-
-"The Signora will see you," repeated Gaspare.
-
-"Va bene," said the Marchesino.
-
-He followed Gaspare slowly up the steps and into the drawing-room. It
-was empty. Gaspare placed a chair for the Marchesino. And again the
-latter felt as if he had received a blow. He glanced round him and sat
-down, while Gaspare went away. For about five minutes he waited.
-
-When he had arrived at the island he had been greatly excited. He had
-felt full of an energy that was feverish. Now, in this silence, in
-this pause during which patience was forced upon him, his excitement
-grew, became fierce, dominant. He knew from Gaspare's way of speaking,
-from his action, from his whole manner, that his fate had been
-secretly determined in that house, and that it was being rejoiced
-over. At first he sat looking at the floor. Then he got up, went to
-the window, came back, stood in the middle of the room and glanced
-about it. How pretty it was, with a prettiness that he was quite
-unaccustomed to. In his father's villa at Capodimonte there was little
-real comfort. And he knew nothing of the cosiness of English houses.
-As he looked at this room he felt, or thought he felt, Vere in it. He
-even made an effort scarcely natural to him, and tried to imagine a
-home with Vere as its mistress.
-
-Then he began to listen. Perhaps Emilio was in the house. Perhaps
-Emilio was talking now to the Signora, was telling her what to do.
-
-But he heard no sound of voices speaking.
-
-No doubt Emilio had seen the Signora that morning in the hotel. No
-doubt there had been a consultation. And probably at this consultation
-his--the Marchesino's--fate had been decided.
-
-By Emilio?
-
-At that moment the Marchesino actively, even furiously, hated his
-former friend.
-
-There was a little noise at the door; the Marchesino turned swiftly,
-and saw Hermione coming in. He looked eagerly behind her. But the door
-shut. She was alone. She did not give her hand to him. He bowed,
-trying to look calm.
-
-"Good-afternoon, Signora."
-
-Hermione sat down. He followed her example.
-
-"I don't know why you wish to see me, after yesterday, Marchese," she
-said, quietly, looking at him with steady eyes.
-
-"Signora, pardon me, but I should have thought that you would know."
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"Signora, I am here to ask the great honor of your daughter the
-Signorina's hand in marriage. My father, to whom--"
-
-But Hermione interrupted him.
-
-"You will never marry my daughter, Marchese," she said.
-
-A sudden red burned in her cheeks, and she leaned forward slightly,
-but very quickly, almost as if an impulse had come to her to push the
-Marchesino away from her.
-
-"But, Signora, I assure you that my family--"
-
-"It is quite useless to talk about it."
-
-"But why, Signora?"
-
-"My child is not for a man like you," Hermione said, emphasizing the
-first word.
-
-A dogged expression came into the Marchesino's face, a fighting look
-that was ugly and brutal, but that showed a certain force.
-
-"I do not understand, Signora. I am like other men. What is the matter
-with me?"
-
-He turned a little in his chair so that he faced her more fully.
-
-"What is the matter with me, Signora?" he repeated, slightly raising
-his voice.
-
-"I don't think you would be able to understand if I tried to tell
-you."
-
-"Why not? You think me stupid, then?"
-
-An angry fire shone in his eyes.
-
-"Oh no, you are not stupid."
-
-"Then I shall understand."
-
-Hermione hesitated. There was within her a hot impulse towards speech,
-towards the telling to this self-satisfied young Pagan her exact
-opinion of him. Yet was it worth while? He was going out of their
-lives. They would see no more of him.
-
-"I don't think it is necessary for me to tell you," she said.
-
-"Perhaps there is nothing to tell because there is nothing the matter
-with me."
-
-His tone stung her.
-
-"I beg your pardon, Marchese. I think there is a good deal to tell."
-
-"All I say is, Signora, that I am like other men."
-
-He thrust forward his strong under jaw, showing his big, white teeth.
-
-"There I don't agree with you. I am thankful to say I know many men
-who would not behave as you behaved last night."
-
-"But I have come to ask for the Signorina's hand!" he exclaimed.
-
-"And you think--you dare to think that excuses your conduct!"
-
-She spoke with a sudden and intense heat.
-
-"Understand this, please, Marchese. If I gave my consent to your
-request, and sent for my daughter--"
-
-"Si! Si!" he said, eagerly, leaning forward in his chair.
-
-"Do you suppose she would come near you?"
-
-"Certainly."
-
-"You think she would come near a man she will not even speak of?"
-
-"What!"
-
-"She won't speak of you. She has told me nothing about last night.
-That is why I know so much."
-
-"She has not--the Signorina has--not--?"
-
-He stopped. A smile went over his face. It was sufficiently obvious
-that he understood Vere's silence as merely a form of deceit, a
-coquettish girl's cold secret from her mother.
-
-"Signora, give me permission to speak to your daughter, and you will
-see whether it is you--or I--who understands her best."
-
-"Very well, Marchese."
-
-Hermione rang the bell. It was answered by Gaspare.
-
-"Gaspare," said Hermione, "please go to the Signorina, tell her the
-Signor Marchese is here, and wishes very much to see her before he
-goes."
-
-Gaspare's face grew dark, and he hesitated by the door.
-
-"Go, Gaspare, please."
-
-He looked into his Padrona's face, and went out as if reassured.
-Hermione and the Marchese sat in silence waiting for him to return. In
-a moment the door was reopened.
-
-"Signora, I have told the Signorina."
-
-"What did she say?"
-
-Gaspare looked at the Marchese as he answered.
-
-"Signora, the Signorina said to me, 'Please tell Madre that I cannot
-come to see the Signor Marchese.' "
-
-"You can go, Gaspare."
-
-He looked at the angry flush on the Marchesino's cheeks, and went out.
-
-"Good-bye, Marchese."
-
-Hermione got up. The Marchesino followed her example. But he did not
-go. He stood still for a moment in silence. Then he lifted his head up
-with a jerk.
-
-"Signora," he said, in a hard, uneven voice that betrayed the
-intensity of his excitement, "I see how it is. I understand perfectly
-what is happening here. You think me bad. Well, I am like other men,
-and I am not ashamed of it--not a bit. I am natural. I live according
-to my nature, and I do not come from your north, but from Naples--from
-Naples." He threw out his arm, pointing at a window that looked
-towards the city. "If it is bad to have the blood hot in one's veins
-and the fire hot in one's head and in one's heart--very well! I am
-bad. And I do not care. I do not care a bit! But you think me a stupid
-boy. And I am not that. And I will show you." He drew his fingers
-together, and bent towards her, slightly lowering his voice. "From the
-first, from the very first moment, I have seen, I have understood all
-that is happening here. From the first I have understood all that was
-against me--"
-
-"Marchese--!"
-
-"Signora, pardon me! You have spoken, the Signorina has spoken, and
-now it is for me to speak. It is my right. I come here with an
-honorable proposal, and therefore I say I have a right--"
-
-He put his fingers inside his shirt collar and pulled it fiercely out
-from his throat.
-
-"E il vecchio!" he exclaimed, with sudden passion. "E il maledetto
-vecchio!"
-
-Hermione's face changed. There had been in it a firm look, a calmness
-of strength. But now, at his last words, the strength seemed to
-shrink. It dwindled, it faded out of her, leaving her not collapsed,
-but cowering, like a woman who crouches down in a corner to avoid a
-blow.
-
-"It is he! It is he! He will not allow it, and he is master here."
-
-"Marchese--"
-
-"I say he is master--he is master--he has always been master here!"
-
-He came a step towards Hermione, moving as a man sometimes moves
-instinctively when he is determined to make something absolutely clear
-to one who does not wish to understand.
-
-"And you know it, and every one knows it--every one. When I was in the
-sea, when I saw the Signorina for the first time, I did not know who
-she was, where she lived; I did not know anything about her. I went to
-tell my friend about her--my friend, you understand, whom I trusted,
-to whom I told everything!--I went to him. I described the Signora,
-the Signorina, the boat to him. He knew who the ladies were; he knew
-directly. I saw it in his face, in his manner. But what did he say?
-That he did not know, that he knew nothing. I was not to come to the
-island. No one was to come to the island but he. So he meant. But I--I
-was sharper than he, I who am so stupid! I took him to fish by night.
-I brought him to the island. I made him introduce me to you, to the
-Signorina. That night I made him. You remember? Well, then--ever since
-that night all is changed between us. Ever since that night he is my
-enemy. Ever since that night he suspects me, he watches me, he hides
-from me, he hates me. Oh, he tries to conceal it. He is a hypocrite.
-But I, stupid as I am, I see it all. I see what he is, what he wants,
-I see all--all that is in his mind and heart. For this noble old man,
-so respected, with the white hairs and the great brain, what is he,
-what does he do? He goes at night to the Galleria. He consults with
-Maria Fortunata, she who is known to all Naples, she who is the aunt
-of that girl--that girl of the town and of the bad life, whom you have
-taken to be your servant here. You have taken her because he--he has
-told you to take her. He has put her here--"
-
-"Marchese!"
-
-"I say he has put her here that the Signorina--"
-
-"Marchese, I forbid you to say that! It is not true."
-
-"It is true! It is true! Perhaps you are blind, perhaps you see
-nothing. I do not know. But I know that I am not blind. I love, and I
-see. I see, I have always seen that he--Emilio--loves the Signorina,
-that he loves her madly, that he wishes, that he means to keep her for
-himself. Did he not hide with her in the cave, in the Grotto of
-Virgil, that night when I came to serenade her on the sea? Yes, he
-took her, and he hid her, because he loves her. He loves her, he an
-old man! And he thinks--and he means--"
-
-"Marchese--"
-
-"He loves her; I say he loves her!"
-
-"Marchese, I must ask you to go!"
-
-"I say--"
-
-"Marchese, I insist upon your going."
-
-She opened the door. She was very pale, but she looked calm. The
-crouching woman had vanished. She was mistress of herself.
-
-"Gaspare!" she called, in a loud, sharp voice that betrayed the inner
-excitement her appearance did not show.
-
-"Signora," vociferated the Marchesino, "I say and I repeat--"
-
-"Gaspare! Come here!"
-
-"Signora!" cried a voice from below.
-
-Gaspare came running.
-
-"The Signore Marchese is going, Gaspare. Go down with him to the boat,
-please."
-
-The Marchesino grew scarlet. The hot blood rushed over his face, up to
-his forehead, to his hair. Even his hands became red in that moment.
-
-"Good-bye, Marchese."
-
-She went out, and left him standing with Gaspare.
-
-"Signore Marchese, shall I take you to the boat?"
-
-Gaspare's voice was quite respectful. The Marchesino made no answer,
-but stepped out into the passage and looked up to the staircase that
-led to the top floor of the house. He listened. He heard nothing.
-
-"Is the French Signore here?" he said to Gaspare. "Do you hear me? Is
-he in this house?"
-
-"No, Signore!"
-
-The Marchesino again looked towards the staircase and hesitated. Then
-he turned and saw Gaspare standing in a watchful attitude, almost like
-one about to spring.
-
-"Stay here!" he said, loudly, making a violent threatening gesture
-with his arm.
-
-Gaspare stood where he was with a smile upon his face.
-
-A moment later he heard the splash of oars in the sea, and knew that
-the Marchesino's boat was leaving the island.
-
-He drew his lips together like one about to whistle.
-
-The sound of the oars died away.
-
-Then he began to whistle softly "La Ciocciara."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII
-
-The ghostly day sank into a ghostly night that laid pale hands upon
-the island, holding it closely, softly, in a hypnotic grasp, bidding
-it surely rest, it and those who dwelled there with all the dreaming
-hours. A mist hung over the sea, and the heat did not go with day, but
-stayed to greet the darkness and the strange, enormous silence that
-lay upon the waters. In the Casa del Mare the atmosphere was almost
-suffocating, although every window was wide open. The servants went
-about their duties leaden-footed, drooping, their Latin vivacity
-quenched as by a spell. Vere was mute. It seemed, since the episode of
-the Carmine, as if her normal spirit had been withdrawn, as if a dumb,
-evasive personality replaced it. The impression made upon Hermione was
-that the real Vere had sunk far down in her child, out of sight and
-hearing, out of reach, beyond pursuit, to a depth where none could
-follow, where the soul enjoyed the safety of utter isolation.
-
-Hermione did not wish to pursue this anchorite. She did not wish to
-draw near to Vere that evening. To do so would have been impossible to
-her, even had Vere been willing to come to her. Since the brutal
-outburst of the Marchesino, she, too, had felt the desire, the
-necessity, of a desert place, where she could sit alone and realize
-the bareness of her world.
-
-In that outburst of passion the Marchesino had gathered together and
-hurled at her beliefs that had surely been her own, but that she had
-striven to avoid, that she had beaten back as spectres and unreal,
-that she had even denied, tricking, or trying to trick, her terrible
-sense of truth. His brutality had made the delicacy in her crouch and
-sicken. It had been almost intolerable to her, to see her friend,
-Emile, thus driven out into the open, like one naked, to be laughed
-at, condemned, held up, that the wild folly, the almost insane
-absurdity of his secret self might be seen and understood even by the
-blind, the determined in stupidity.
-
-She had always had a great reverence for her friend, which had been
-mingled with her love for him, giving it its character. Was this
-reverence to be torn utterly away? Had it already been cast to the
-winds?
-
-Poor Emile!
-
-In the first moments after the departure of the Marchesino she pitied
-Emile intensely with all her heart of woman. If this thing were true,
-how he must have suffered, how he must still be suffering--not only in
-his heart, but in his mind! His sense of pride, his self-respect, his
-passion for complete independence, his meticulous consciousness of the
-fitness of things, of what could be and what was impossible--all must
-by lying in the dust. She could almost have wept for him then.
-
-But another feeling succeeded this sense of pity, a sensation of
-outrage that grew within her and became almost ungovernable. She had
-her independence too, her pride, her self-respect. And now she saw
-them in dust that Emile had surely heaped about them. A storm of
-almost hard anger shook her. She tasted an acrid bitterness that
-seemed to impregnate her, to turn the mainspring of her life to gall.
-She heard the violent voice of the young Neapolitan saying: "He is
-master, he is master, he has always been master here!" And she tried
-to look back over her life, and to see how things had been. And,
-shaken still by this storm of anger, she felt as if it were true, as
-if she had allowed Artois to take her life in his hands and to shape
-it according to his will, as if he had been governing her although she
-had not known it. He had been the dominant personality in their mutual
-friendship. His had been the calling voice, hers the obedient voice
-that answered. Only once had she risen to a strong act, an act that
-brought great change with it, and that he had been hostile to. That
-was when she had married Maurice.
-
-And she had left Maurice for Artois. From Africa had come the calling,
-dominant voice. And even in her Garden of Paradise she had heard it.
-And even from her Garden of Paradise she had obeyed it. For the first
-time she saw that act of renunciation as the average man or woman
-would probably see it; as an extraordinary, quixotic act, to be
-wondered at blankly, or, perhaps, to be almost angrily condemned. She
-stood away from her own impulsive, enthusiastic nature, and stared at
-it critically--as even her friends had often stared--and realized that
-it was unusual, perhaps extravagant, perhaps sometimes preposterous.
-This readiness to sacrifice--was it not rather slavish than regally
-loyal? This forgetfulness of personal joy, this burnt-offering of
-personality--was it not contemptible? Could such actions bring into
-being the respect of others, the respect of any man? Had Emile
-respected her for rushing to Africa? Or had he, perhaps, then and
-through all these years, simply wondered how she could have done such
-a thing?
-
-And Maurice--Maurice? Oh, what had he thought? How had he looked upon
-that action?
-
-Often and often in lonely hours she had longed to go down into the
-grave, or to go up into the blue, to drag the body, the soul, the
-heart she loved back to her. She had been rent by a desire that had
-made her limbs shudder, or that had flushed her whole body with red,
-and set her temples beating. The longing of heart and flesh had been
-so vehement that it had seemed to her as if they must compel, or cease
-to be. Now, again, she desired to compel Maurice to come to her from
-his far, distant place, but in order that she might make him
-understand what he had perhaps died misunderstanding; why she had left
-him to go to Artois, exactly how she had felt, how desperately sad to
-abandon the Garden of Paradise, how torn by fear lest the perfect days
-were forever at an end, how intensely desirous to take him with her.
-Perhaps he had felt cruelly jealous! Perhaps that was why he had not
-offered to go with her at once. Yes, she believed that now. She saw
-her action, she saw her preceding decision as others had seen it, as
-no doubt Maurice had seen it, as perhaps even Artois had seen it. Why
-had she instinctively felt that because her nature was as it was, and
-because she was bravely following it, every one must understand her?
-Oh, to be completely understood! If she could call Maurice back for
-one moment, and just make him see her as she had been then; loyal to
-her friend, and through and through passionately loyal to him! If she
-could! If she could!
-
-She had left Maurice, the one being who had utterly belonged to her,
-to go to Artois. She had lost the few remaining days in which she
-could have been supremely happy. She had come back to have a few short
-hours devoid of calm, chilled sometimes by the strangeness that had
-intruded itself between her and Maurice, to have one kiss in which
-surely at last misunderstanding was lost and perfect love was found.
-And then--that "something" in the water! And then--the gulf.
-
-In that gulf she had not been quite alone. The friend whom she had
-carried away from Africa and death had been with her. He had been
-closely in her life ever since. And now--
-
-She heard the Marchesino's voice: "I see what he is, what he wants, I
-see it all--all that is in his mind and heart. I see, I have always
-seen, that he loves the Signorina, that he loves her madly."
-
-Vere!
-
-Hermione sickened. Emile and Vere in that relation!
-
-The storm of anger was not spent yet. Would it ever be spent?
-Something within her, the something, perhaps, that felt rejected,
-strove to reject in its turn, did surely reject. Pride burned in her
-like a fire that cruelly illumines night, shining upon the destruction
-it is compassing.
-
-The terrible sense of outrage that gripped her soul and body--her body
-because Vere was bone of her bone, flesh of her flesh--seemed to be
-forcibly changing her nature, as cruel hands, prompted by murder in a
-heart, change form, change beauty in the effort to destroy.
-
-That evening Hermione felt herself being literally defaced by this
-sensation of outrage within her, a sensation which she was powerless
-to expel.
-
-She found herself praying to God that Artois might not come to the
-island that night. And yet, while she prayed, she felt that he was
-coming.
-
-She dined with Vere, in almost complete silence--trying to love this
-dear child as she had always loved her, even in certain evil moments
-of an irresistible jealousy. But she felt immensely far from Vere,
-distant from her as one who does not love from one who loves; yet
-hideously near, too, like one caught in the tangle of an enforced
-intimacy rooted in a past which the present denies and rejects.
-Directly dinner was over they parted, driven by the mutual desire to
-be alone.
-
-And then Hermione waited for that against which she had prayed.
-
-Artois would come to the island that night. Useless to pray! He was
-coming. She felt that he was on the sea, environed by this strange
-mist that hung to-night over the waters. She felt that he was coming
-to Vere. She had gone to Africa to save him--in order that he might
-fall in love with her then unborn child.
-
-Monstrosities, the monstrosities that are in life, deny them, beat
-them back, close our eyes to them as we will, rose up around her in
-the hot stillness. She felt haunted, terrified. She was forcibly
-changed, and now all the world was changing about her.
-
-She must have relief. She could not sit there among spectres waiting
-for the sound of oars that would tell her Vere's lover had come to the
-island. How could she detach herself for a moment from this horror?
-
-She thought of Ruffo.
-
-As the thought came to her she got up and went out of the house.
-
-Only when she was out-of-doors did she fully realize the strangeness
-of the night. The heat of it was flaccid. The island seemed to swim in
-a fatigued and breathless atmosphere. The mist that hung about it was
-like the mist in a vapor-bath.
-
-Below the vague sea lay a thing exhausted, motionless, perhaps
-fainting in the dark. And in this heat and stillness there was no
-presage, no thrill, however subtle, of a coming change, of storm.
-Rather there was the deadness of eternity, as if this swoon would last
-forever, neither developing into life, nor deepening into death.
-
-Hermione had left the house feverishly, yearning to escape from her
-company of spectres, yearning to escape from the sensation of ruthless
-hands defacing her. As she passed the door-sill it was only with
-difficulty that she suppressed a cry of "Ruffo!" a cry for help. But
-when the night took her she no longer had any wish to disturb it by a
-sound. She was penetrated at once by an atmosphere of fatality. Her
-pace changed. She moved on slowly, almost furtively. She felt inclined
-to creep.
-
-Would Ruffo be at the island to-night? Would Artois really come? It
-seemed unlikely, almost impossible. But if Ruffo were there, if Artois
-came, it would be fatality. That she was there was fatality.
-
-She walked always slowly, always furtively, to the crest of the cliff.
-
-She stood there. She listened.
-
-Silence.
-
-She felt as if she were quite alone on the island. She could scarcely
-believe that Vere, that Gaspare, that the servants were there--among
-them Peppina with her cross.
-
-They said Peppina had the evil eye. Had she perhaps cast a spell
-to-night?
-
-Hermione did not smile at such an imagination as she dismissed it.
-
-She waited and listened, but not actively, for she did not feel as if
-Ruffo could ever stand with her in the embrace of such a night, he, a
-boy, with bright hopes and eager longings, he the happy singer of the
-song of Mergellina.
-
-And yet, when in a moment she found him standing by her side, she
-accepted his presence as a thing inevitable.
-
-It had been meant, perhaps for centuries, that they two should stand
-together that night, speak together as now they were about to speak.
-
-"Signora, buona sera."
-
-"Buona sera, Ruffo."
-
-"The Signorina is not here to-night?"
-
-"I think she is in the house. I think she is tired to-night."
-
-"The Signorina is tired after the Festa, Signora."
-
-"You knew we were at the Festa, Ruffo?"
-
-"Ma si, Signora."
-
-"Did we tell you we were going? I had forgotten."
-
-"It was not that, Signora. But I saw the Signorina at the Festa. Did
-not Don Gaspare tell you?"
-
-"Gaspare said nothing. Did he see you?"
-
-She spoke languidly. Quickness had died out of her under the influence
-of the night. But already she felt a slight yet decided sense of
-relief, almost of peace. She drew that from Ruffo. And, standing very
-close to him, she watched his eager face, hoping to see presently in
-it the expression that she loved.
-
-"Did he see you, Ruffo?"
-
-"Ma si, Signora. I was with my poor mamma."
-
-"Your mother! I wish I had met her!"
-
-"Si, Signora. I was with my mamma in the Piazza of Masaniello. We had
-been eating snails, Signora, and afterwards watermelon, and we had
-each had a glass of white wine. And I was feeling very happy, because
-my poor mamma had heard good news."
-
-"What was that?"
-
-"To-morrow my Patrigno is to be let out of prison."
-
-"So soon! But I thought he had not been tried."
-
-"No, Signora. But he is to be let out now. Perhaps he will be put back
-again. But now he is let out because"--he hesitated--"because--well,
-Signora, he has such friends, he has friends who are powerful for him.
-And so he is let out just now."
-
-"I understand."
-
-"Well, Signora, and after the white wine we were feeling happy, and we
-were going to see everything: the Madonna, and Masaniello, and the
-fireworks, and the fire-balloon. Did you see the fire-balloon,
-Signora?"
-
-"Yes, Ruffo. It was very pretty."
-
-His simple talk soothed her. He was so young, so happy, so free from
-the hideous complexities of life; no child of tragedy, but the son
-surely of a love that had been gay and utterly contented.
-
-"Si, Signora! Per dio, Signora, it was wonderful! It was just before
-the fire-balloon went up, Signora, that I saw the Signorina with the
-Neapolitan Signorino. And close behind them was Don Gaspare. I said to
-my mamma, 'Mamma, ecco the beautiful Signorina of the island!' My
-mamma was excited, Signora. She held on to my arm, and she said:
-'Ruffino,' she said, 'show her to me. Where is she?' my mamma said,
-Signora. 'And is the Signora Madre with her?' Just then, Signora, the
-people moved, and all of a sudden there we were, my mamma and I, right
-in front of Don Gaspare."
-
-Ruffo stopped, and Hermione saw a change, a gravity, come into his
-bright face.
-
-"Well, Ruffo?" she said, wondering what was coming.
-
-"I said to my mamma, Signora, 'Mamma, this is Don Gaspare of the
-island.' Signora, my mamma looked at Don Gaspare for a minute. Her
-face was quite funny. She looked white, Signora, my mamma looked
-white, almost like the man at the circus who comes in with the dog to
-make us laugh. And Don Gaspare, too, he looked"--Ruffo paused, then
-used a word beloved of Sicilians who wish to be impressive--"he looked
-mysterious, Signora. Don Gaspare looked mysterious."
-
-"Mysterious? Gaspare?"
-
-"Si, Signora, he did. And he looked almost white, too, but not like my
-mamma. And then my mamma said, 'Gaspare!' just like that, Signora, and
-put out her hand--so. And Don Gaspare's face got red and hot. And then
-for a minute they spoke together, Signora, and I could not hear what
-they said. For Don Gaspare stood with his back so that I should not
-hear. And then the balloon went sideways and the people ran, and I did
-not see Don Gaspare any more. And after that, Signora, my mamma was
-crying all the time. And she would not tell me anything. I only heard
-her say: 'To think of its being Gaspare! To think of its being Gaspare
-on the island!' And when we got home she said to me, 'Ruffo,' she
-said, 'has Gaspare ever said you were like somebody?' What is it,
-Signora?"
-
-"Nothing, Ruffo. Go on."
-
-"But--"
-
-"Go on, Ruffo."
-
-" 'Has Gaspare ever said you were like somebody?' my mamma said."
-
-"And you--what did you say?"
-
-"I said, 'No,' Signora. And that is true. Don Gaspare has never said I
-was like somebody."
-
-The boy had evidently finished what he had to say. He stood quietly by
-Hermione, waiting for her to speak in her turn. For a moment she said
-nothing. Then she put her hand on Ruffo's arm.
-
-"Whom do you think your mother meant when she said 'somebody,' Ruffo?"
-
-"Signora, I do not know."
-
-"But surely--didn't you ask whom she meant?"
-
-"No, Signora. I told my mamma Don Gaspare had never said that. She was
-crying. And so I did not say anything more."
-
-Hermione still held his arm for a moment. Then her hand dropped down.
-
-Ruffo was looking at her steadily with his bright and searching eyes.
-
-"Signora, do you know what she meant?"
-
-"I! How can I tell, Ruffo? I have never seen your mother. How can I
-know what she meant?"
-
-"No, Signora."
-
-Again there was a silence. Then Hermione said:
-
-"I should like to see your mother, Ruffo."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"I must see her."
-
-Hermione said the last words in a low and withdrawn voice, like one
-speaking to herself. As she spoke she was gazing at the boy beside
-her, and in her eyes there was a mystery almost like that of the
-night.
-
-"Ruffo," she added, in a moment, "I want you to promise me something."
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"Don't speak to any one about the little talk we have had to-night.
-Don't say anything, even to Gaspare."
-
-"No, Signora."
-
-For a short time they remained together talking of other things.
-Hermione spoke only enough to encourage Ruffo. And always she was
-watching him. But to-night she did not see the look she longed for,
-the look that made Maurice stand before her. Only she discerned, or
-believed she discerned, a definite physical resemblance in the boy to
-the dead man, a certain resemblance of outline, a likeness surely in
-the poise of the head upon the strong, brave-looking neck, and in a
-trait that suggested ardor about the full yet delicate lips. Why had
-she never noticed these things before? Had she been quite blind? Or
-was she now imaginative? Was she deceiving herself?
-
-"Good-night, Ruffo," she said, at last.
-
-He took off his cap and stood bareheaded.
-
-"Good-night, Signora."
-
-He put the cap on his dark hair with a free and graceful gesture.
-
-Was not that, too, Maurice?
-
-"A rivederci, Signora."
-
-He was gone.
-
-Hermione stood alone in the fatal night. She had forgotten Vere. She
-had forgotten Artois. The words of Ruffo had led her on another step
-in the journey it was ordained that she should make. She felt the
-under-things. It seemed to her that she heard in the night the dull
-murmuring of the undercurrents that carry through wayward, or
-terrible, channels the wind-driven bark of life. What could it mean,
-this encounter just described to her: this pain, this emotion of a
-woman, her strange question to her son? And Gaspare's agitation, his
-pallor, his "mysterious" face, the colloquy that Ruffo was not allowed
-to hear!
-
-What did it mean? That woman's question--that question!
-
-"What is it? What am I near?" Ruffo's mother knew Gaspare, must have
-known him intimately in the past. When? Surely long ago in Sicily; for
-Ruffo was sixteen, and Hermione felt sure--knew, in fact--that till
-they came to the island Gaspare had never seen Ruffo.
-
-That woman's question!
-
-Hermione went slowly to the bench and sat down by the edge of the
-cliff.
-
-What could it possibly mean?
-
-Could it mean that this woman, Ruffo's mother, had once known Maurice,
-known him well enough to see in her son the resemblance to him?
-
-But then--
-
-Hermione, as sometimes happened, having reached truth instinctively
-and with a sure swiftness, turned to retreat from it. She had lost
-confidence in herself. She feared her own impulses. Now, abruptly, she
-told herself that this idea was wholly extravagant. Ruffo probably
-resembled some one else whom his mother and Gaspare knew. That was far
-more likely. That must be the truth.
-
-But again she seemed to hear in the night the dull murmurings of those
-undercurrents. And many, many times she recurred mentally to that
-weeping woman's question to her son--that question about Gaspare.
-
-Gaspare--he had been strange, disturbed lately. Hermione had noticed
-it; so had the servants. There had been in the Casa del Mare an
-oppressive atmosphere created by the mentality of some of its
-inhabitants.
-
-Even she, on that day when she had returned from Capri, had felt a
-sensation of returning to meet some grievous tale.
-
-She remembered Artois now, recalling his letter which she had found
-that day.
-
-Gaspare and Artois--did they both suspect, or both know, something
-which they had been concealing from her?
-
-Suddenly she began to feel frightened. Yet she did not form in her
-mind any definite conception of what such a mutual secret might be.
-She simply began to feel frightened, almost like a child.
-
-She said to herself that this brooding night, with its dumbness, its
-heat, its vaporous mystery, was affecting her spirit. And she got up
-from the bench, and began to walk very slowly towards the house.
-
-When she did this she suddenly felt sure that while she had been on the
-crest of the cliff Artois had arrived at the island, that he was now
-with Vere in the house. She knew that it was so.
-
-And again there rushed upon her that sensation of outrage, of being
-defaced, and of approaching a dwelling in which things monstrous had
-taken up their abode.
-
-She came to the bridge and paused by the rail. She felt a sort of
-horror of the Casa del Mare in which Artois was surely sitting--alone
-or with Vere? With Vere. For otherwise he would have come up to the
-cliff.
-
-She leaned over the rail. She looked into the Pool. One boat was there
-just below her, the boat to which Ruffo belonged. Was there another?
-She glanced to the right. Yes; there lay by the rock a pleasure-boat
-from Naples.
-
-Artois had come in that.
-
-She looked again at the other boat, searching the shadowy blackness
-for the form of Ruffo. She longed that he might be awake. She longed
-that he might sing, in his happy voice, of the happy summer nights, of
-the sweet white moons that light the Southern summer nights, of the
-bright eyes of Rosa, of the sea of Mergellina. But from the boat there
-rose no voice, and the mist hung heavily over the silent Pool.
-
-Then Hermione lifted her eyes and looked across the Pool, seeking the
-little light of San Francesco. Only the darkness and the mist
-confronted her. She saw no light--and she trembled like one to whom
-the omens are hostile.
-
-She trembled and hid her face for a moment. Then she turned and went
-up into the house.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII
-
-When Hermione reached the door of the Casa del Mare she did not go in
-immediately, but waited on the step. The door was open. There was a
-dim lamp burning in the little hall, which was scarcely more than a
-passage. She looked up and saw a light shining from the window of her
-sitting-room. She listened; there was no sound of voices.
-
-They were not in there.
-
-She was trying to crush down her sense of outrage, to feel calm before
-she entered the house.
-
-Perhaps they had gone into the garden. The night was terribly hot.
-They would prefer to be out-of-doors. Vere loved the garden. Or they
-might be on the terrace.
-
-She stepped into the hall and went to the servants' staircase. Now she
-herd voices, a laugh.
-
-"Giulia!" she called.
-
-The voices stopped talking, but it was Gaspare who came in answer to
-her call. She looked down to him.
-
-"Don't come up, Gaspare. Where is the Signorina?"
-
-"The Signorina is on the terrace, Signora--with Don Emilio."
-
-He looked up at her very seriously in the gloom. She thought of the
-meeting at the Festa, and longed to wring from Gaspare his secret.
-
-"Don Emilio is here?"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"How long ago did he come?"
-
-"About half an hour, I think, Signora."
-
-"Why didn't you tell me?"
-
-"Don Emilio told me not to bother you, Signora--that he would just sit
-and wait."
-
-"I see. And the Signorina?"
-
-"I did not tell her, either. She was in the garden alone, but I have
-heard her talking on the terrace with the Signore. Are you ill,
-Signora?"
-
-"No. All right, Gaspare!"
-
-She moved away. His large, staring eyes followed her till she
-disappeared in the passage. The passage was not long, but it seemed to
-Hermione as if a multitude of impressions, of thoughts, of fears, of
-determinations rushed through her heart and brain while she walked
-down it and into the room that opened to the terrace. This room was
-dark.
-
-As she entered it she expected to hear the voices from outside. But
-she heard nothing.
-
-They were not on the terrace, then!
-
-She again stood still. Her heart was beating violently, and she felt
-violent all over, thrilling with violence like one on the edge of some
-outburst.
-
-She looked towards the French window. Through its high space she saw
-the wan night outside, a sort of thin paleness resting against the
-blackness in which she was hidden. And as her eyes became accustomed
-to their environment she perceived that the pallor without was
-impinged upon by two shadowy darknesses. Very faint they were,
-scarcely relieved against the night, very still and dumb--two shadowy
-darknesses, Emile and Vere sitting together in silence.
-
-When Hermione understood this she remained where she was, trying to
-subdue even her breathing. Why were they not talking? What did this
-mutual silence, this mutual immobility mean? She was only a few feet
-from them. Yet she could not hear a human sound, even the slightest.
-There was something unnatural, but also tremendously impressive to her
-in their silence. She felt as if it signified something unusual,
-something of high vitality. She felt as if it had succeeded some
-speech that was exceptional, and that had laid its spell, of joy or
-sorrow, upon both their spirits.
-
-And she felt much more afraid, and also much more alone, than she
-would have felt had she found them talking.
-
-Presently, as the silence continued, she moved softly back into the
-passage. She went down it a little way, then returned, walking briskly
-and loudly. In this action her secret violence was at play. When she
-came to the room she grasped the door-handle with a force that hurt
-her hand. She went in, shut the door sharply behind her, and without
-any pause came out upon the terrace.
-
-"Emile!"
-
-"Yes," he said, getting up from his garden-chair quickly.
-
-"Gaspare told me you were here."
-
-"I have been here about half an hour."
-
-She had not given him her hand. She did not give it.
-
-"I didn't hear you talking to Vere, so I wondered--I almost thought--"
-
-"That I had gone without seeing you? Oh no. It isn't very late. You
-don't want to get rid of me at once?"
-
-"Of course not."
-
-His manner--or so it seemed to her--was strangely uneasy and formal,
-and she thought his face looked drawn, almost tortured. But the light
-was very dim. She could not be sure of that.
-
-Vere had said nothing, had not moved from her seat.
-
-There was a third chair. As Hermione took it and drew it slightly
-forward, she looked towards Vere, and thought that she was sitting in
-a very strange position. In the darkness it seemed to the mother as if
-her child's body were almost crouching in its chair, as if the head
-were drooping, as if--
-
-"Vere! Is anything the matter with you?"
-
-Suddenly, as if struck sharply, Vere sprang up and passed into the
-darkness of the house, leaving a sound that was like a mingled
-exclamation and a sob behind her.
-
-"Emile!"
-
-*****
-
-
-"Emile!"
-
-"Hermione?"
-
-"What is the matter with Vere? What have you been doing to Vere?"
-
-"I!"
-
-"Yes, you! No one else is here."
-
-Hermione's violent, almost furious agitation was audible in her voice.
-
-"I should never wish to hurt Vere--you know that."
-
-His voice sounded as if he were deeply moved.
-
-"I must-- Vere! Vere!"
-
-She moved towards the house. But Artois stepped forward swiftly, laid
-a hand on her arm, and stopped her.
-
-"No, leave Vere alone to-night."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"She wishes to be alone to-night."
-
-"But I find her here with you."
-
-There was a harsh bitterness of suspicion, of doubt, in her tone that
-he ought surely to have resented. But he did not resent it.
-
-"I was sitting on the terrace," he said, gently. "Vere came in from
-the garden. Naturally she stayed to entertain me till you were here."
-
-"And directly I come she rushes away into the house!"
-
-"Perhaps there was--something may have occurred to upset her."
-
-"What was it?"
-
-Her voice was imperious.
-
-"You must tell me what it was!" she said, as he was silent.
-
-"Hermione, my friend, let us sit down. Let us at any rate be with each
-other as we always have been--till now."
-
-He was almost pleading with her, but she did not feel her hardness
-melting. Nevertheless she sat down.
-
-"Now tell me what it was."
-
-"I don't think I can do that, Hermione."
-
-"I am her mother. I have a right to know. I have a right to know
-everything about my child's life."
-
-In those words, and in the way they were spoken, Hermione's bitter
-jealousy about the two secrets kept from her, but shared by Artois,
-rushed out into the light.
-
-"I am sure there is nothing in Vere's life that might not be told to
-the whole world without shame; and yet there may be many things that
-an innocent girl would not care to tell to any one."
-
-"But if things are told they should be told to the mother. The mother
-comes first."
-
-He said nothing.
-
-"The mother comes first!" she repeated, almost fiercely. "And you
-ought to know it. You do know it!"
-
-"You do come first with Vere."
-
-"If I did, Vere would confide in me rather than in any one else."
-
-As Hermione said this, all the long-contained bitterness caused by
-Vere's exclusion of her from the knowledge that had been freely given
-to Artois brimmed up suddenly in her heart, overflowed boundaries,
-seemed to inundate her whole being.
-
-"I do not come first," she said.
-
-Her voice trembled, almost broke.
-
-"You know that I do not come first. You have just told me a lie."
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-His voice was startled.
-
-"You know it perfectly well. You have known it for a long time."
-
-Hot tears were in her eyes, were about to fall. With a crude gesture,
-almost like that of a man, she put up her hands to brush them away.
-
-"You have known it, you have known it, but you try to keep me in the
-dark."
-
-Suddenly she was horribly conscious of the darkness of the night in
-which they were together, of the darkness of the world.
-
-"You love to keep me in the dark, in prison. It is cruel, it is wicked
-of you."
-
-"But Hermione--"
-
-"Take care, Emile, take care--or I shall hate you for keeping me in
-the dark."
-
-Her passionate words applied only to the later events in which Vere
-was concerned. But his mind rushed back to Sicily, and suddenly there
-came to his memory some words he had once read, he did not know when,
-or where:
-
-"The spirit that resteth upon a lie is a spirit in prison."
-
-As he remembered them he felt guilty, guilty before Hermione. He saw
-her as a spirit confined for years in a prison to which his action had
-condemned her. Yes, she was in the dark. She was in an airless place.
-She was deprived of the true liberty, that great freedom which is the
-accurate knowledge of the essential truths of our own individual
-lives. From his mind in that moment the cause of Hermione's outburst,
-Vere and her childish secrets, were driven out by a greater thing that
-came upon it like a strong and mighty wind--the memory of that lie, in
-which he had enclosed his friend's life for years, that lie on which
-her spirit had rested, on which it was resting still. And his sense of
-truth did not permit him to try to refute her accusation. Indeed, he
-was filled with a desire that nearly conquered him--there and then,
-brutally, clearly, nakedly, to pour forth to his friend all the truth,
-to say to her:
-
-"You have a strong, a fiery spirit, a spirit that hates the dark, that
-hates imprisonment, a spirit that can surely endure, like the eagle,
-to gaze steadfastly into the terrible glory of the sun. Then come out
-of the darkness, come out of your prison. I put you there--let me
-bring you forth. This is the truth--listen! hear it!--it is this--it
-is this--and--this!"
-
-This desire nearly conquered him. Perhaps it would have conquered him
-but for an occurrence that, simple though it was, changed the
-atmosphere in which their souls were immersed, brought in upon them
-another world with the feeling of other lives than their own.
-
-The boat to which Ruffo belonged, going out of the Pool to the
-fishing, passed at this moment slowly upon the sea beneath the
-terrace, and from the misty darkness his happy voice came up to them
-in the song of Mergellina which he loved:
-
- "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' Estate
- Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la marina:
- Mi destan le dolcissime serate
- Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-Dark was the night, moonless, shrouded in the mist. But his boy's
-heart defied it, laughed at the sorrowful truths of life, set the
-sweet white moon in the sky, covered the sea with her silver. Artois
-turned towards the song and stood still. But Hermione, as if
-physically compelled towards it, moved away down the terrace,
-following in the direction in which the boat was going.
-
-As she passed Artois saw tears running down her cheeks. And he said to
-himself:
-
-"No, I cannot tell her; I can never tell her. If she is to be told,
-let Ruffo tell her. Let Ruffo make her understand. Let Ruffo lift her
-up from the lie on which I have made her rest, and lead her out of
-prison."
-
-As this thought came to him a deep tenderness towards Hermione flooded
-his heart. He stood where he was. Far off he still heard Ruffo's voice
-drifting away in the mist out to the great sea. And he saw the vague
-form of Hermione leaning down over the terrace wall, towards the sea,
-the song, and Ruffo.
-
-How intensely strange, how mysterious, how subtle was the influence
-housed within the body of that singing boy, that fisher-boy, which,
-like an issuing fluid, or escaping vapor, or perfume, had stirred and
-attracted the childish heart of Vere, had summoned and now held fast
-the deep heart of Hermione.
-
-Just then Artois felt as if in the night he was walking with the
-Eternities, as if that song, now fading away across the sea, came even
-from them. We do not die. For in that song to which Hermione bent down
---the dead man lived when that boy's voice sang it. In that boat, now
-vanishing upon the sea, the dead man held an oar. In that warm young
-heart of Ruffo the dead man moved, and spoke--spoke to his child,
-Vere, whom he had never seen, spoke to his wife, Hermione, whom he had
-deceived, yet whom he had loved.
-
-Then let him--let the dead man himself--speak out of that temple which
-he had created in a moment of lawless passion, out of that son whom he
-had made to live by the action which had brought upon him death.
-
-Ruffo--all was in the hands of Ruffo, to whom Hermione, weeping, bent
-for consolation.
-
-The song died away. Yet Hermione did not move, but still leaned over
-the sea. She scarcely knew where she was. The soul of her, the
-suffering soul, was voyaging through the mist with Ruffo, was voyaging
-through the mist and through the night with--her Sicilian and all the
-perfect past. It seemed to her at that moment that she had lost Vere
-in the dark, that she had lost Emile in the dark, that even Gaspare
-was drifting from her in a mist of secrecy which he did not intend
-that she should penetrate.
-
-There was only Ruffo left.
-
-He had no secrets. He threw no darkness round him and those who loved
-him. In his happy, innocent song was his happy, innocent soul.
-
-She listened, she leaned down, almost she stretched out her arms
-towards the sea. And in that moment she knew in her mind and she felt
-in her heart that Ruffo was very near to her, that he meant very much
-to her, even that she loved him.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV
-
-Artois left the island that night without speaking to Hermione. He
-waited a long time. But she did not move to come to him. And he did
-not dare to go to her. He did not dare! In all their long friendship
-never before had his spirit bent before, or retreated as if in fear
-from Hermione's. To-night he was conscious that in her fierce anger,
-and afterwards in her tears, she had emancipated herself from him. He
-was conscious of her force as he had never been conscious of it
-before. Something within him almost abdicated to her intensity. And at
-last he turned and went softly away from the terrace. He descended to
-the sea. He left the island.
-
-Were they no longer friends?
-
-As the boat gave itself to the mist he wondered. It had come to this,
-then--that he did not know whether Hermione and he were any longer
-friends. Almost imperceptibly, with movement so minute that it had
-seemed like immobility, they had been drifting apart through these
-days and nights of the summer. And now abruptly the gulf appeared
-between them.
-
-He felt just then that they could never more be friends, that their
-old happy camaraderie could never be reestablished.
-
-That they could ever be enemies was unthinkable. Even in Hermione's
-bitterness and anger Artois felt her deep affection. In her cry, "Take
-care, Emile, or I shall hate you for keeping me in the dark!" he heard
-only the hatred that is the other side of love.
-
-But could they ever be comrades again? And if they could not, what
-could they be?
-
-As the boat slipped on, under the Saint's light, which was burning
-although the mist had hidden it from Hermione's searching eyes, and
-out to the open sea, Artois heard again her fierce exclamation. It
-blended with Vere's sob. He looked up and saw the faint lights of the
-Casa del Mare fading from him in the night. And an immense sadness,
-mingled with an immense, but chaotic, longing invaded him. He felt
-horribly lonely, and he felt a strange, new desire for the nearness to
-him of life. He yearned to feel life close to him, pulsing with a
-rhythm to which the rhythm of his being answered. He yearned for that
-strange and exquisite satisfaction, compounded of mystery and wonder,
-and thrilling with something akin to pain, that is called forth in the
-human being who feels another human being centring all its highest
-faculties, its strongest powers, its deepest hopes in him. He desired
-intensely, as he had never desired before, true communion with
-another, that mingling of bodies, hearts, and spirits, that is the
-greatest proof of God to man.
-
-The lights of the Casa del Mare were lost to his eyes in the night. He
-looked for them still. He strained his eyes to see them. But the
-powerful night would not yield up its prey.
-
-And now, in the darkness and with Hermione's last words ringing in his
-ears, he felt almost overwhelmed by the solitariness of his life in
-the world of lives.
-
-That day, before he came to the island, he had met himself face to
-face like a man meeting his double. He had stripped himself bare. He
-had searched himself for the truth. Remembering all the Marchesino had
-said, he had demanded of his heart the truth, uncertain whether it
-would save or slay him. It had not slain him. When the colloquy was
-over he was still upright.
-
-But he had realized as never before the delicate poise of human
-nature, set, without wings, on a peak with gulfs about it. Had he not
-looked in time, and with clear, steadfast eyes, might he not have
-fallen?
-
-His affection for Vere was perfectly pure, was the love of a man
-without desire for a gracious and charming child. It still was that.
-He knew it for that by the wave of disgust that went over him when his
-imagination, prompted by the Marchesino's brutality, set pictures
-before him of himself in other relations with Vere. The real man in
-him recoiled so swiftly, so uncontrollably, that he was reassured as
-to his own condition. And yet he found much to condemn, something to
-be contemptuous of, something almost to weep over--that desire to
-establish a monopoly--that almost sickly regret for his vanished
-youth, that bitterness against the community to which all young things
-instinctively belong, whatever their differences of intellect,
-temperament, and feeling.
-
-Could he have fallen?
-
-Even now he did not absolutely know whether such a decadence might
-have been possible to him or not. But that now it would not be
-possible he felt that he did know.
-
-Age could never complete youth, and Vere must be complete. He had
-desired to make her gift for song complete. He could never desire to
-mutilate her life. Had he not said to himself one day, as his boat
-glided past the sloping gardens of Posilipo, "Vere must be happy."
-
-Yet that evening he had made her unhappy.
-
-He had come to the island from his self-examination strong in the
-determination to be really himself, no longer half self-deceived and
-so deceiving. He had gone out upon the terrace, and waited there. But
-when Vere had come to join him, he had not been able to be natural. In
-his desire to rehabilitate himself thoroughly and swiftly in his own
-opinion he must have been almost harsh to the child. She had
-approached him a little doubtfully. She had needed specially just then
-to be met with even more than the usual friendship. Artois had seen in
-her face, in her expressive eyes, a plea not for forgiveness--there
-was no need for that, but for compassion, an appeal to him to ignore
-and yet to sympathise, that was exquisitely young and winning. But,
-because of his self-examination, and because he was feeling acutely,
-he had been abrupt, cold, changed in his manner. They had sat down
-together in the dark, and after some uneasy conversation, Vere,
-perhaps eager to make things easier between herself and "Monsieur
-Emile," had brought up the subject of her poems with a sort of anxious
-simplicity, and a touch of timidity that yet was confidential. And
-Artois, still recoiling secretly from that which might possibly have
-become a folly but could never have been anything more, had told Vere
-plainly and almost sternly that she must go to her literary path
-unaided, unadvised by him.
-
-"I was glad to advise you at the beginning, Vere," he had said,
-finally; "but now I must leave you to yourself to work out your own
-salvation. You have talent. Trust it. Trust yourself. Do no lean on
-any one, least of all on me."
-
-"No, Monsieur Emile," she had answered.
-
-Those were the last words exchanged between them before Hermione came
-and questioned Vere. And only when Vere slipped into the house,
-leaving that sound of pain behind her, did Artois realize how cruel he
-must have seemed in his desire quickly to set things right.
-
-He realized that; but, subtle though he was, he did not understand the
-inmost and root-cause of Vere's loss of self-control.
-
-Vere was feeling bitterly ashamed, had been bending under this sense
-of undeserved shame, ever since the Marchesino's stratagem on the
-preceding night. Although she was gay and fearless, she was
-exquisitely sensitive. Peppina's confession had roused her maidenhood
-to a theoretical knowledge of certain things in life, of certain cruel
-phases of man's selfishness and lust which, till then, she had never
-envisaged. The Marchesino's madness had carried her one step further.
-She had not actually looked into the abyss. But she had felt herself
-near to something that she hated even more than she feared it. And she
-had returned to the hotel full of a shrinking delicacy, not to be
-explained, intense as snow, which had made the meeting with her mother
-and Artois a torture to her, which had sealed her lips to silence that
-night, which had made her half apology to Gaspare in the morning a
-secret agony, which had even set a flush on her face when she looked
-at San Francesco. The abrupt change in Monsieur Emile's demeanor
-towards her made her feel as if she were despised by him because she
-had been the victim of the Marchesino's trick. Or perhaps Monsieur
-Emile completely misunderstood her; perhaps he thought--perhaps he
-dared to think, that she had helped the Marchesino in his manoeuvre.
-
-Vere felt almost crucified, but was too proud to speak of the pain and
-bitterness within her. Only when her mother came out upon the terrace
-did she suddenly feel that she could bear no more.
-
-That night, directly she was in her room, she locked her door. She was
-afraid that her mother might follow her, to ask what was the matter.
-
-But Hermione did not come. She, too, wished to be alone that night.
-She, too, felt that she could not be looked at by searching eyes that
-night.
-
-She did not know when Artois left the terrace. Long after Ruffo's song
-had died away she still leaned over the sea, following his boat with
-her desirous heart. Artois, too, was on the sea. She did not know it.
-She was, almost desperately, seeking a refuge in the past. The present
-failed her. That was her feeling. Then she would cling to the past.
-And in that song, prompted now by her always eager imagination, she
-seemed to hear it. For she was almost fiercely, feverishly, beginning
-to find resemblances in Ruffo to Maurice. At first she had noticed
-none, although she had been strangely attracted by the boy. Then she
-had seen that look, fleeting but vivid, that seemed for a moment to
-bring Maurice before her. Then, on the cliff, she had discerned a
-likeness of line, a definite similarity of features.
-
-And now--was not that voice like Maurice's? Had it not his wonderful
-thrill of youth in it, that sound of the love of life which wakes all
-the pulses of the body and stirs all the depths of the heart?
-
- "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' estate----"
-
-The voice upon the sea was singing always the song of Mergellina. But
-to Hermione it began to seem that the song was changing to another
-song, and that the voice that was dying away across the shrouded water
-was sinking into the shadows of a ravine upon a mountainside.
-
- "Ciao, Ciao, Ciao,
- Morettina bella, ciao----"
-
-Maurice was going to the fishing under the sweet white moon of Sicily.
-And she--she was no longer leaning down from the terrace of the Casa
-del Mare, but from the terrace of the House of the Priest.
-
- "Prima di partire
- Un bacio ti voglio da!"
-
-That kiss, which he had given her before he had gone away from her
-forever! She seemed to feel it on her lips again, and she shut her
-eyes, giving herself up to a passion of the imagination.
-
-When she opened them again she felt exhausted and terribly alone.
-Maurice had gone down into the ravine. He was never coming back. Ruffo
-was taken by the mists and by the night. She lifted herself up from
-the balustrade and looked round, remembering suddenly that she had
-left Artois upon the terrace. He had disappeared silently, without a
-word of good-bye.
-
-And now, seeing the deserted terrace, she recollected her fierce
-attack upon Artois, she remembered how she had stood in the black room
-watching the two darknesses outside, listening to their silence. And
-she remembered her conversation with Ruffo.
-
-Actualities rushed back upon her memory. She felt as if she heard them
-coming like an army to the assault. Her brain was crowded with
-jostling thoughts, her heart with jostling feelings and fears. She was
-like one trying to find a safe path through a black troop of
-threatening secrets. What had happened that night between Vere and
-Emile? Why had Vere fled? Why had she wept? And the previous night
-with the Marchesino--Vere had not spoken of it to her mother. Hermione
-had found it impossible to ask her child for any details. There was a
-secret too. And there were the two secrets, which now she knew, but
-which Vere and Artois thought were unknown to her still. And then--
-that mystery of which Ruffo had innocently spoken that night.
-
-As Hermione, moving in imagination through the black and threatening
-troop, came to that last secret, she was again assailed by a curious,
-and horrible, sensation of apprehension. She again felt very little
-and very helpless, like a child.
-
-She moved away from the balustrade and turned towards the house.
-Above, in her sitting-room, the light still shone. The other windows
-on this side of the Casa del Mare were dark. She felt that she must go
-to that light quickly, and she hastened in, went cautiously--though
-now almost panic-stricken--through the black room with the French
-windows, and came into the dimly lighted passage that led to the front
-door.
-
-Gaspare was there locking up. She came to him.
-
-"Good-night, Gaspare," she said, stopping.
-
-"Good-night, Signora," he answered, slightly turning his head, but not
-looking into her face.
-
-Hermione turned to go up-stairs. She went up two or three steps. She
-heard a bolt shot into its place below her, and she stopped again.
-To-night she felt for the first time almost afraid of Gaspare. She
-trusted him as she had always trusted him--completely. Yet that trust
-was mingled with this new and dreadful sensation of fear bred of her
-conviction that he held some secret from her in his breast. Indeed, it
-was her trust in Gaspare which made her fear so keen. As she stood on
-the staircase she knew that. If Gaspare kept things, kept anything
-from her that at all concerned her life, it must be because he was
-faithfully trying to save her from some pain or misery.
-
-But perhaps she was led astray by her depression of to-night. Perhaps
-this mystery was her own creation, and he would be quite willing to
-explain, to clear it away with a word.
-
-"Gaspare," she said, "have you finished locking up?"
-
-"Not quite, Signora. I have the front of the house to do."
-
-"Of course. Well, when you have finished come up to my room for a
-minute, will you?"
-
-"Va bene, Signora."
-
-Was there reluctance in his voice? She thought there was. She went up-
-stairs and waited in her sitting-room. It seemed to her that Gaspare
-was a very long time locking up. She leaned out of the window that
-overlooked the terrace to hear if he was shutting the French windows.
-When she did so she saw him faintly below, standing by the balustrade.
-She watched him, wondering what he was doing, till at last she could
-not be patient any longer.
-
-"Gaspare!" she called out.
-
-He started violently.
-
-"I am coming, Signora."
-
-"I am waiting for you."
-
-"A moment, Signora!"
-
-Yes, his voice was reluctant; but he went at once towards the house
-and disappeared. Directly afterwards she heard the windows being shut
-and barred, then a step coming rather slowly up the staircase.
-
-"Che vuole, Signora?"
-
-How many times she had heard that phrase from Gaspare's lips? How many
-times in reply she had expressed some simple desire! To-night she
-found a difficulty in answering that blunt question. There was so much
-that she wished, wanted--wide and terrible want filled her heart.
-
-"Che vuole?" he repeated.
-
-As she heard it a second time, suddenly Hermione knew that for the
-moment she was entirely dominated by Ruffo and that, which concerned,
-which was connected with him. The fisher-boy had assumed an abrupt and
-vast importance in her life.
-
-"Gaspare," she said, "you know me pretty well by this time, don't
-you?"
-
-"Know you, Signora! Of course I know you!" He gazed at her, then
-added, "Who should know you, Signora, if I do not?"
-
-"That is just what I mean, Gaspare. I wonder--I wonder--" She broke
-off. "Do you understand, Gaspare, how important you are to me, how
-necessary you are to me?"
-
-An expressive look that was full of gentleness dawned in his big eyes.
-
-"Si, Signora, I understand."
-
-"And I think you ought to understand my character by this time." She
-looked at him earnestly. "But I sometimes wonder--I mean lately--I
-sometimes wonder whether you do quite understand me."
-
-"Why, Signora?"
-
-"Do you know what I like best from the people who are near me, who
-live with me?"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"What?"
-
-"Affection, Signora. You like to be cared for, Signora."
-
-She felt tears rising again in her eyes.
-
-"Yes, I love affection. But--there's something else, too. I love to be
-trusted. I'm not curious. I hate to pry into people's affairs. But I
-love to feel that I am trusted, that those I trust and care for would
-never keep me in the dark--"
-
-She thought again of Emile and of the night and her outburst.
-
-"The dark, Signora?"
-
-"Don't you understand what I mean? When you are in the dark you can't
-see anything. You can't see the things you ought to see."
-
-"You are not in the dark, Signora."
-
-He spoke rather stupidly, and looked towards the lamp, as if he
-misunderstood her explanation. But she knew his quickness of mind too
-well to be deceived.
-
-"Gaspare," she said, "I don't know whether you are going to be frank
-with me, but I am going to be frank with you. Sit down for a minute,
-and--please shut the door first."
-
-He looked at her, looked down, hesitated, then went slowly to the
-door, and shut it softly. Hermione was sitting on the sofa when he
-turned. He came back and stood beside her.
-
-"Si, Signora?"
-
-"I'd rather you sat too, Gaspare."
-
-He took a seat on a hard chair. His face had changed. Generally it was
-what is called "an open face." Now it looked the opposite to that.
-When she glanced at him, almost furtively, Hermione was once more
-assailed by fear. She began to speak quickly, with determination, to
-combat her fear.
-
-"Gaspare, I may be wrong, but for some time I have felt now and then
-as if you and I were not quite as we used to be together, as if--well,
-now and then it seems to me as if there was a wall, and I was on one
-side of the wall and you were on the other. I don't like that feeling,
-after having you with me so long. I don't like it, and I want to get
-rid of it."
-
-She paused.
-
-"Si, Signora," he said, in a low voice.
-
-He was now looking at the floor. His arms were resting on his knees,
-and his hands hung down touching each other.
-
-"It seems to me that--I never noticed the thing between us until--
-until Ruffo came to the island."
-
-"Ruffo?"
-
-"Yes, Gaspare, Ruffo."
-
-She spoke with increasing energy and determination, still combating
-her still formless fear. And because of this interior combat her
-manner and voice were not quite natural, though she strove to keep
-them so, knowing well how swiftly a Sicilian will catch the infection
-of a strange mood, will be puzzled by it, be made obstinate, even
-dogged by it.
-
-"I am sure that all this--I mean that this has something to do with
-Ruffo."
-
-Gaspare said nothing.
-
-"I know you like Ruffo, Gaspare. I believe you like him very much.
-Don't you?"
-
-"Signora, Ruffo has never done me any harm."
-
-"Ruffo is very fond of you."
-
-She saw Gaspare redden.
-
-"He respects and admires you more than other people. I have noticed
-that."
-
-Gaspare cleared his throat but did not look up or make any remark.
-
-"Both the Signorina and I like Ruffo, too. We feel--at least I feel--I
-feel as if he had become one of the family."
-
-Gaspare looked up quickly and his eyes were surely fierce.
-
-"One of the family!" he exclaimed.
-
-Hermione wondered if he were jealous.
-
-"I don't mean that I put him with you, Gaspare. No--but he seems to me
-quite a friend. Tell me--do you know anything against Ruffo?"
-
-"Non, Signora."
-
-It came very slowly from his lips.
-
-"Absolutely nothing?"
-
-"Signora, I don't know anything bad of Ruffo."
-
-"I felt sure not. Don't you like his coming to the island?"
-
-Gaspare's face was still flushed.
-
-"Signora, it is nothing to do with me."
-
-A sort of dull anger seemed to be creeping into his voice, an accent
-of defiance that he was trying to control. Hermione noticed it, and it
-brought her to a resolve that, till now, she had avoided. Her secret
-fear had prompted her to delay, to a gradual method of arriving at the
-truth. Now she sat forward, clasping her hands together hard, and
-speaking quickly:
-
-"Gaspare, I feel sure that you noticed long ago something very strange
-in Ruffo. Perhaps you noticed it almost at once. I believe you did. It
-is this. Ruffo has an extraordinary look in his face sometimes, a look
-of--of your dead Padrone. I didn't see it for some time, but I think
-you saw it directly. Did you? Did you, Gaspare?"
-
-There was no answer. Gaspare only cleared his throat again more
-violently. Hermione waited for a minute. Then, understanding that he
-was not going to answer, she went on:
-
-"You have seen it--we have both noticed it. Now I want to tell you
-something--something that happened to-night."
-
-Gaspare started, looked up quickly, darted at his Padrona a searching
-glance of inquiry.
-
-"What is it?" she said.
-
-"Niente!"
-
-He kept his eyes on her, staring with a tremendous directness that was
-essentially southern. And she returned his gaze.
-
-"I was with Ruffo this evening. We talked, and he told me that he met
-you at the Festa last night. He told me, too, that he was with his
-mother."
-
-She waited to give him a chance of speaking, of forestalling any
-question. But he only stared at her with dilated eyes.
-
-"He told me that you knew his mother, and that his mother knew you."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Of course, there is no reason. What surprised me rather"--she was
-speaking more slowly now, and more unevenly--"was this--"
-
-"Si?"
-
-Gaspare's voice was loud. He lifted up his hands and laid them heavily
-on his knees.
-
-"Si?" he repeated.
-
-"After you had spoken with her, she cried, Ruffo's mother cried,
-Gaspare. And she said, 'To think of its being Gaspare on the island!'"
-
-"Is that all?"
-
-"No."
-
-A look that was surely a look of fear came into his face, rendering it
-new to Hermione. Never before had she seen such an expression--or had
-she once--long ago--one night in Sicily?
-
-"That isn't all. Ruffo took his mother home, and when they got home
-she said to him this, 'Has Gaspare ever said you were like
-somebody?' "
-
-Gaspare said nothing.
-
-"Did you hear, Gaspare?"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"Gaspare, it seems to me"--Hermione was speaking now very slowly, like
-one shaping a thought in her mind while she spoke--"it seems to me
-strange that you and Ruffo's mother should have known each other so
-well long before Ruffo was born, and that she should cry because she
-met you at the Festa, and that--afterwards--she should ask Ruffo
-that."
-
-"Strange?"
-
-The fear that had been formless was increasing now in Hermione, and
-surely it was beginning at last to take a form, but as yet only a form
-that was vague and shadowy.
-
-"Yes. I think it very strange. Did you"--an intense curiosity was
-alive in her now--"did you know Ruffo's mother in Sicily?"
-
-"Signora, it does not matter where I knew her."
-
-"Why should she say that?"
-
-"What?"
-
-"Has Gaspare ever said you were like somebody?"
-
-"I have never said Ruffo was like anybody!" Gaspare exclaimed, with
-sudden and intense violence. "May the Madonna let me die--may I die"--
-he held up his arms--"may I die to-morrow if I have ever said Ruffo
-was like anybody!"
-
-He got up from his chair. His face was red in patches, like the face
-of a man stricken with fever.
-
-"Gaspare, I know that, but what could this woman have meant?"
-
-"Madonna! How should I know? Signora, how can I tell what a woman like
-that means? Such women have no sense, they talk, they gossip--ah, ah,
-ah, ah!"--he imitated the voice of a woman of the people--"they are
-always on the door-step, their tongues are always going. Dio mio! Who
-is to say what they mean, or what nonsense goes through their heads?"
-
-Hermione got up and laid her hand heavily on his arm.
-
-"I believe you know of whom Ruffo's mother spoke, Gaspare. Tell me
-this--did Ruffo's mother ever know your Padrone?"
-
-She looked straight into his eyes. It seemed to her as if, for the
-first time, there came from them to her a look that had something in
-it of dislike. This look struck her to a terrible melancholy, yet she
-met it firmly, almost fiercely, with a glance that fought it, that
-strove to beat it back. And with a steady voice she repeated the
-question he had not answered.
-
-"Did Ruffo's mother ever know your Padrone?"
-
-Gaspare moved his lips, passing his tongue over them. His eyes fell.
-He moved his arm, trying to shift it from his Padrona's hand. Her
-fingers closed on it more tenaciously.
-
-"Gaspare, I order you to tell me."
-
-"Signora," he said, "such things are not in my service. I am here to
-work, not to answer questions."
-
-He spoke quietly now, heavily, and moved his feet on the carpet.
-
-"You disobey me?"
-
-"Signora, I shall always obey all your orders as a servant."
-
-"And as a friend, Gaspare, as a friend! You are my friend, aren't
-you?"
-
-Her voice had suddenly changed, and in answer to it his face changed.
-He looked into her face, and his eyes were full of a lustrous softness
-that was like a gentle and warm caress.
-
-"Signora, you know what I am for you. Then leave me alone, Signora."
-He spoke solemnly. "You ought to trust me, Signora, you ought to trust
-me."
-
-"I do trust you. But you--do you trust me?"
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-"In everything?"
-
-"Signora, I trust you; I have always trusted you."
-
-"And my courage--do you trust that?"
-
-He did not answer.
-
-"I don't think you do, Gaspare."
-
-Suddenly she felt that he was right not to trust it. Again she felt
-beset by fear, and as if she had nothing within her that was strong
-enough to stand up in further combat against the assaults of the world
-and of destiny. The desire to know all, to probe this mystery,
-abruptly left her, was replaced by an almost frantic wish to be always
-ignorant, if only that ignorance saved her from any fresh sorrow or
-terror.
-
-"Never mind," she said. "You needn't answer. I don't want-- What does
-it all matter? It's--it's all so long ago."
-
-Having got hold of that phrase, she clung to it as if for comfort.
-
-"It's all so long ago," she repeated. "Years and years ago. We've
-forgotten it. We've forgotten Sicily, Gaspare. Why should we think of
-it or trouble about it any more? Good-night, Gaspare."
-
-She smiled at him, but her face was drawn and looked old.
-
-"Buona notte, Signora."
-
-He did not smile, but gazed at her with earnest gentleness, and still
-with that lustrous look in his eyes, full of tenderness and
-protection.
-
-"Buon riposo, Signora."
-
-He went away, surely relieved to go. At the door he said again:
-
-"Buon riposo."
-
-The door was shut.
-
-"Buon riposo!"
-
-Hermione repeated the words to herself.
-
-"Riposo!"
-
-The very thought of repose was like the most bitter irony. She walked
-up and down the room. To-night there was no stability in her. She was
-shaken, lacerated mentally, by sharply changing moods that rushed
-through her, one chasing another. Scarcely had Gaspare gone before she
-longed to call him back, to force him to speak, to explain everything
-to her. The fear that cringed was suddenly replaced by the fear that
-rushes forward blindly, intent only on getting rid of uncertainty even
-at the cost of death. Soldiers know that fear. It has given men to
-bayonet points.
-
-Now it increased rapidly within Hermione. She was devoured by a terror
-that was acutely nervous, that gnawed her body as well as her soul.
-
-Gaspare had known Ruffo's mother in Sicily. And Maurice--he had known
-Ruffo's mother. He must have known her. But when? How had he got to
-know her?
-
-Hermione stood still.
-
-"It must have been when I was in Africa!"
-
-A hundred details of her husband's conduct, from the moment of his
-return from the fair till the last kiss he had given her before he
-went away down the side of Monte Amato, flashed through her mind. And
-each one seemed to burn her mind as a spark, touching flesh, burns the
-flesh.
-
-"It was when I was in Africa!"
-
-She went to the window and leaned out into the night over the misty
-sea. Her lips moved. She was repeating to herself again and again:
-
-"To-morrow I'll go to Mergellina! To-morrow I'll go to Mergellina!"
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV
-
-Hermione did not sleep at all that night. When the dawn came she got
-up and looked out over the sea. The mist had vanished with the
-darkness. The vaporous heat was replaced by a delicate freshness that
-embraced the South as dew embraces a rose. On the as yet pale waters,
-full of varying shades of gray, slate color, ethereal mauve, very
-faint pink and white, were dotted many fishing-boats. Hermione looked
-at them with her tired eyes. Ruffo's boat was no doubt among them.
-There was one only a few hundred yards beyond the rocks from which
-Vere sometimes bathed. Perhaps that was his.
-
-Ruffo's boat! Ruffo!
-
-She put her elbows on the sill of the window and rested her face in
-her hands.
-
-Her eyes felt very dry, like sand she thought, and her mind felt dry
-too, as if insomnia was withering it up. She opened her lips to
-breathe in the salt freshness of the morning.
-
-Upon Anacapri a woolly white cloud lay lightly. The distant coast,
-where dreams Sorrento, was becoming clearer every moment.
-
-Often and often in the summer-time had Hermione been invaded by the
-radiant cheerfulness of the Bay of Naples. She knew no sea that had
-its special gift of magical gayety and stirring hopefulness, its
-laughing Pagan appeal to all the light things of the soul. It woke
-even the weary heart to holiday when, in the summer, it glittered and
-danced in the sun, whispering or calling with a tender or bold
-vivacity along its lovely coast.
-
-Out of this morning beauty, refined and exquisitely gentle, would rise
-presently that livelier Pagan spirit. It was not hers. She was no
-Pagan. But she had loved it, and she had, or thought she had, been
-able to understand it.
-
-All that was long ago.
-
-Now, as she leaned out, her soul felt old and haggard, and the contact
-with the youth and freshness of the morning emphasized its inability
-to be influenced any more by youthful wonders, by the graciousness and
-inspiration that are the gifts of dawn.
-
-Was that Ruffo's boat?
-
-Her mind was dwelling on Ruffo, but mechanically, heavily, like a
-thing with feet of lead, unable to lift itself once it had dropped
-down upon a surface.
-
-All the night her brain had been busy. Now it did not slumber, but it
-brooded, like the mist that had so lately left the sea. It brooded
-upon the thought of Ruffo.
-
-The light grew. Over the mountains the sky spread scarlet banners. The
-sea took, with a quiet readiness that was happily submissive, its
-burnished gift of gold. The gray was lost in gold.
-
-And Hermione watched, and drank in the delicate air, but caught
-nothing of the delicate spirit of the dawn.
-
-Presently the boat that lay not far beyond the rocks moved. A little
-black figure stood up in it, swayed to and fro, plying tiny oars. The
-boat diminished. It was leaving the fishing-ground. It was going
-towards Mergellina.
-
-"To-day I am going to Mergellina."
-
-Hermione said that to herself as she watched the boat till it
-disappeared in the shining gold that was making a rapture of the sea.
-She said it, but the words seemed to have little meaning, the fact
-which they conveyed to be unimportant to her.
-
-And she leaned out of the window, with a weary and inexpressive face,
-while the gold spread ever more widely over the sea, and the Pagan
-spirit surely stirred from its brief repose to greet the brilliant
-day.
-
-Presently she became aware of a boat approaching the island from the
-direction of Mergellina. She saw it first when it was a long distance
-off, and watched it idly as it drew near. It looked black against the
-gold, till it was off the Villa Pantano. But then, or soon after, she
-saw that it was white. It was making straight for the island,
-propelled by vigorous arms.
-
-Now she thought it looked like one of the island boats. Could Vere
-have got up and gone out so early with Gaspare?
-
-She drew back, lifted her face from her hands, and stood straight up
-against the curtain of the window. In a moment she heard the sound of
-oars in the water, and saw that the boat was from the island, and that
-Gaspare was in it alone. He looked up, saw her, and raised his cap,
-but with a rather reluctant gesture that scarcely indicated
-satisfaction or a happy readiness to greet her. She hesitated, then
-called out to him.
-
-"Good-morning, Gaspare."
-
-"Good-morning, Signora."
-
-"How early you are up!"
-
-"And you, too, Signora."
-
-"Couldn't you sleep?"
-
-"Signora, I never want much sleep."
-
-"Where have you been?"
-
-"I have been for a row, Signora."
-
-He lifted his cap again and began to row in. The boat disappeared into
-the Saint's Pool.
-
-"He has been to Mergellina."
-
-The mind of Hermione was awake again. The sight of Gaspare had lifted
-those feet of lead. Once more she was in flight.
-
-Arabs can often read the thoughts of those whom they know. In many
-Sicilians there is some Arab blood, and sometimes Hermione had felt
-that Gaspare knew well intentions of hers which she had never hinted
-to him. Now she was sure that in the night he had divined her
-determination to go to Mergellina, to see the mother of Ruffo, to ask
-her for the truth which Gaspare had refused to tell. He had divined
-this, and he had gone to Mergellina before her. Why?
-
-She was fully roused now. She felt like one in a conflict. Was there,
-then, to be a battle between herself and Gaspare, a battle over this
-hidden truth?
-
-Now she felt that it was vital to her to know this truth. Yet when her
-mind, or her tormented heart, was surely on the verge of its
-statement, was--or seemed to be--about to say to her, "Perhaps it is--
-that!" or "It is--that!" something within her, housed deep down in
-her, refused to listen, refused to hear, revolted from--what it did
-not acknowledge the existence of.
-
-Paradox alone could hint the condition of her mind just then. She was
-in the thrall of fear, but, had she been questioned, would not have
-allowed that she was afraid.
-
-Afterwards she never rightly knew what was the truth of her during
-this period of her life.
-
-There was to be a conflict between her and Gaspare.
-
-She came from the window, took a bath, and dressed. When she had
-finished she looked in the glass. Her face was calm, but set and grim.
-She had not known she could look like that. She hated her face, her
-expression, and she came away from the glass feeling almost afraid of
-herself.
-
-At breakfast she and Vere always met. The table was laid out-of-doors
-in the little garden or on the terrace if the weather was fine, in the
-dining-room if it was bad. This morning Hermione saw the glimmer of
-the white cloth near the fig-tree. She wondered if Vere was there, and
-longed to plead a headache and to have her coffee in her bedroom.
-Nevertheless, she went down resolved to govern herself.
-
-In the garden she found Giulia smiling and putting down the silver
-coffee-pot in quite a bower of roses. Vere was not visible.
-
-Hermione exchanged a good-morning with Giulia and sat down. The
-servant's smiling face brought her a mingled feeling of relief and
-wonder. The pungent smell of coffee, conquering the soft scent of the
-many roses, pinned her mind abruptly down to the simple realities and
-animal pleasures and necessities of life. She made a strong effort to
-be quite normal, to think of the moment, to live for it. The morning
-was fresh and lively; the warmth of the sun, the tonic vivacity of the
-air from the sea, caressed and quickened her blood.
-
-The minute garden was secluded. A world that seemed at peace, a world
-of rocks and waters far from the roar of traffic, the uneasy hum of
-men, lay around her.
-
-Surely the moment was sweet, was peaceful. She would live in it.
-
-Vere came slowly from the house, and at once Hermione's newly made and
-not yet carried out resolution crumbled into dust. She forgot the sun,
-the sea, the peaceful situation and all material things. She was
-confronted by the painful drama of the island life! Vere with her
-secrets, Emile with his, Gaspare fighting to keep her, his Padrona,
-still in mystery. And she was confronted by her own passions, those
-hosts of armed men that have their dwelling in every powerful nature.
-
-Vere came up listlessly.
-
-"Good-morning, Madre," she said.
-
-She kissed her mother's cheek with cold lips.
-
-"What lovely roses!"
-
-She smelled them and sat down in her place facing the sea-wall.
-
-"Yes, aren't they?"
-
-"And such a heavenly morning after the mist! What are we going to do
-to-day?"
-
-Hermione gave her her coffee, and the little dry tap of a spoon on an
-egg-shell was heard in the stillness of the garden.
-
-"Well, I--I am going across to take the tram."
-
-"Are you?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Naples again? I'm tired of Naples."
-
-There was in her voice a sound that suggested rather hatred than
-lassitude.
-
-"I don't know that I shall go as far as Naples. I am going to
-Mergellina."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-Vere did not ask her what she was going to do there. She showed no
-special interest, no curiosity.
-
-"What will you do, Vere?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-She glanced round. Hermione saw that her usually bright eyes were dull
-and lack-lustre.
-
-"I don't know what I shall do."
-
-She sighed and began to eat her egg slowly, as if she had no appetite.
-
-"Did you sleep well, Vere?"
-
-"Not very well, Madre."
-
-"Are you tired of the island?"
-
-Vere looked up as if startled.
-
-"Oh no! at least"--she paused--"No, I don't believe I could ever be
-really that. I love the island."
-
-"What is it, then?"
-
-"Sometimes--some days one doesn't know exactly what to do."
-
-"Well, but you always seem occupied." Hermione spoke with slow
-meaning, not unkindly, but with a significance she hardly meant to put
-into her voice, yet could not keep out of it. "You always manage to
-find something to do."
-
-Suddenly Vere's eyes filled with tears. She bent down her head and
-went on eating. Again she heard Monsieur Emile's harsh words. They
-seemed to have changed her world. She felt despised. At that moment
-she hated the Marchesino with a fiery hatred.
-
-Hermione was not able to put her arm round her child quickly, to ask
-her what was the matter, to kiss her tears away, or to bid them flow
-quietly, openly, while Vere rested against her, secure that the sorrow
-was understood, was shared. She could only pretend not to see, while
-she thought of the two shadows in the garden last night.
-
-What could have happened between Emile and Vere? What had been said,
-done, to cause that cry of pain, those tears? Was it possible that
-Emile had let Vere see plainly his--his--? But here Hermione stopped.
-Not even in her own mind, for herself alone, could she summon up
-certain spectres.
-
-She went on eating her breakfast, and pretending not to notice that
-Vere was troubled. Presently Vere spoke again.
-
-"Would you like me to come with you to Mergellina, Madre?" she said.
-
-Her voice was rather uneven, almost trembling.
-
-"Oh no, Vere!"
-
-Hermione spoke hastily, abruptly, strongly conscious of the
-impossibility of taking Vere with her. Directly she had said the words
-she realized that they must have fallen on Vere like a blow. She
-realized this still more when she looked quickly up and saw that
-Vere's face was scarlet.
-
-"I don't mean that I shouldn't like to have you with me, Vere," she
-added, hurriedly. "But--"
-
-"It's all right, Madre. Well, I've finished. I think I shall go out a
-little in my boat."
-
-She went away, half humming, half singing the tune of the Mergellina
-song.
-
-Hermione put down her cup. She had not finished her coffee, but she
-knew she could not finish it. Life seemed at that moment utterly
-intolerable to her. She felt desperate, as a nature does that is
-forced back upon itself by circumstances, that is forced to be, or to
-appear to be, traitor to itself. And in her desperation action
-presented itself to her as imperatively necessary--necessary as air is
-to one suffocating.
-
-She got up. She would start at once for Mergellina. As she went up-
-stairs she remembered that she did not know where Ruffo's mother
-lived, what she was like, even what her name was. The boy had always
-spoken of her as "Mia Mamma." They dwelt at Mergellina. That was all
-she knew.
-
-She did not choose to ask Gaspare anything. She would go alone, and
-find out somehow for herself where Ruffo lived. She would ask the
-fishermen. Or perhaps she would come across Ruffo. Probably he had
-gone home by this time from the fishing.
-
-Quickly, energetically she got ready.
-
-Just before she left her room she saw Vere pass slowly by upon the
-sea, rowing a little way out alone, as she often did in the calm
-summer weather. Vere had a book, and almost directly she laid the oars
-in their places side by side, went into the stern, sat down under the
-awning, and began--apparently--to read. Hermione watched her for two
-or three minutes. She looked very lonely; and moved by an impulse to
-try to erase the impression made on her by the abrupt exclamation at
-the breakfast-table, the mother leaned out and hailed the child.
-
-"Good-bye, Vere! I am just starting!" she cried out, trying to make
-her voice sound cheerful and ordinary.
-
-Vere looked up for a second.
-
-"Good-bye!"
-
-She bent her head and returned to her book.
-
-Hermione felt chilled.
-
-She went down and met Giulia in the passage.
-
-"Giulia, is Gaspare anywhere about? I want to cross to the mainland. I
-am going to take the tram."
-
-"Signora, are you going to Naples? Maria says--"
-
-"I can't do any commissions, because I shall probably not go beyond
-Mergellina. Find Gaspare, will you?"
-
-Giulia went away and Hermione descended to the Saint's Pool. She
-waited there two or three minutes. Then Gaspare appeared above.
-
-"You want the boat, Signora?"
-
-"Yes, Gaspare."
-
-He leaped down the steps and stood beside her.
-
-"Where do you want to go?"
-
-She hesitated. Then she looked him straight in the face and said:
-
-"To Mergellina."
-
-He met her eyes without flinching. His face was quite calm.
-
-"Shall I row you there, Signora?"
-
-"I meant to go to the village, and walk up and take the tram."
-
-"As you like, Signora. But I can easily row you there."
-
-"Aren't you tired after being out so early this morning?"
-
-"No, Signora."
-
-"Did you go far?"
-
-"Not so very far, Signora."
-
-Hermione hesitated. She knew Gaspare had been to Mergellina. She knew
-he had been to see Ruffo's mother. If that were so her journey would
-probably be in vain. In their conflict Gaspare had struck the first
-blow. Could anything be gained by her going?
-
-Gaspare saw, and perhaps read accurately, her hesitation.
-
-"It will get very hot to-day, Signora," he said, carelessly.
-
-His words decided Hermione. If obstacles were to be put in her way she
-would overleap them. At all costs she would emerge from the darkness
-in which she was walking. A heat of anger rushed over her. She felt as
-if Gaspare, and perhaps Artois, were treating her like a child.
-
-"I must go to Mergellina, Gaspare," she said. "And I shall go by tram.
-Please row me to the village."
-
-"Va bene, Signora," he answered.
-
-He went to pull in the boat.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVI
-
-When Hermione got out of the boat in the little harbor of the village
-on the mainland Gaspare said again:
-
-"I could easily row you to Mergellina, Signore. I am not a bit tired."
-
-She looked at him as he stood with his hand on the prow of the boat.
-His shirt-sleeves were rolled up, showing his strong arms. There was
-something brave, something "safe"--so she called it to herself--in his
-whole appearance which had always appealed to her nature. How she
-longed at that moment to be quite at ease with him! Why would he not
-trust her completely? Perhaps in her glance just then she showed her
-thought, her desire. Gaspare's eyes fell before her.
-
-"I think I'll take the tram," she said, "unless--"
-
-She was still looking at him, longing for him to speak. But he said
-nothing. At that moment a fisherman ran down the steps from the
-village, and came over the sand to greet them.
-
-"Good-bye, Gaspare," she said. "Don't wait, of course. Giovanni can
-row me back."
-
-The fisherman smiled, but Gaspare said:
-
-"I can come for you, Signora. You will not be very long, will you? You
-will be back for colazione?"
-
-"Oh yes, I suppose so."
-
-"I will come for you, Signora."
-
-Again she looked at him, and felt his deep loyalty to her, his strong
-and almost doglike affection. And, feeling them, she was seized once
-more by fear. The thing Gaspare hid from her must be something
-terrible.
-
-"Thank you, Gaspare."
-
-"A rivederci, Signora."
-
-Was there not a sound of pleading in his voice, a longing to retain
-her? She would not heed it. But she gave him a very gentle look as she
-turned to walk up the hill.
-
-At the top, by the Trattoria del Giardinetto, she had to wait for
-several minutes before the tram came. She remembered her solitary
-dinner there on the evening when she had gone to the Scoglio di Frisio
-to look at the visitor's book. She had felt lonely then in the soft
-light of the fading day. She felt far more lonely now in the brilliant
-sunshine of morning. And for an instant she saw herself travelling
-steadily along a straight road, from which she could not diverge. She
-passed milestone after milestone. And now, not far off, she saw in the
-distance a great darkness in which the road ended. And the darkness
-was the ultimate loneliness which can encompass on earth the human
-spirit.
-
-The tram-bell sounded. She lifted her head mechanically. A moment
-later she was rushing down towards Naples. Before the tram reached the
-harbor of Mergellina, on the hill opposite the Donn' Anna, Hermione
-got out. Something in her desired delay; there was plenty of time. She
-would walk a little way among the lively people who were streaming to
-the Stabilimenti to have their morning dip.
-
-In the tram she had scarcely thought at all. She had given herself to
-the air, to speed, to vision. Now, at once, with physical action came
-an anxiety, a restlessness, that seemed to her very physical too. Her
-body felt ill, she thought; though she knew there was nothing the
-matter with her. All through her life her health had been robust.
-Never yet had she completely "broken down." She told herself that her
-body was perfectly well.
-
-But she was afraid. That was the truth. And to feel fear was specially
-hateful to her, because she abhorred cowardice, and was inclined to
-despise all timidity as springing from weakness of character.
-
-She dreaded reaching Mergellina. She dreaded seeing this woman,
-Ruffo's mother. And Ruffo? Did she dread seeing him?
-
-She fought against her fear. Whatever might befall her she would
-remain herself, essentially separate from all other beings and from
-events, secure of the tremendous solitude that is the property of
-every human being on earth.
-
-"Pain, misery, horror, come from within, not from without." She said
-that to herself steadily. "I am free so long as I choose, so long as I
-have the courage to choose, to be free."
-
-And saying that, and never once allowing her mind to state frankly any
-fear, she came down to the harbor of Mergellina.
-
-The harbor and its environs looked immensely gay in the brilliant
-sunshine. Life was at play here, even at its busiest. The very workers
-sang as if their work were play. Boats went in and out on the water.
-Children paddled in the shallow sea, pushing hand-nets along the sand.
-From the rocks boys were bathing. Their shouts travelled to the road
-where the fishermen were talking with intensity, as they leaned
-against the wall hot with the splendid sun.
-
-Hermione looked for Ruffo's face among all these sun-browned faces,
-for his bright eyes among all the sparkling eyes of these children of
-the sea.
-
-But she could not see him. She walked along the wall slowly.
-
-"Ruffo--Ruffo--Ruffo!"
-
-She was summoning him with her mind.
-
-Perhaps he was among those bathing boys. She looked across the harbor
-to the rocks, and saw the brown body of one shoot through the shining
-air and disappear with a splash into the sea.
-
-Perhaps that boy was he--how far away from her loneliness, her
-sadness, and her dread!
-
-She began to despair of finding him.
-
-"Barca! Barca!"
-
-She had reached the steps now near the Savoy Hotel. A happy-looking
-boatman, with hazel eyes and a sensitive mouth, hailed her from the
-water. It was Fabiano Lari, to whom Artois had once spoken, waiting
-for custom in his boat the /Stella del Mare/.
-
-Hermione was attracted to the man, as Artois had been, and she
-resolved to find out from him, if possible, where Ruffo's mother
-lived. She went down the steps. The man immediately brought his boat
-right in.
-
-"No," she said, "I don't want the boat."
-
-Fabiano looked a little disappointed.
-
-"I am looking for some one who lives here, a Sicilian boy called
-Ruffo."
-
-"Ruffo Scarla, Signora? The Sicilian?"
-
-"That must be he. Do you know him?"
-
-"Si, Signora, I know Ruffo very well. He was here this morning. But I
-don't know where he is now." He looked round. "He may have gone home,
-Signora."
-
-"Do you know where he lives?"
-
-"Si, Signora. It is near where I live. It's near the Grotto."
-
-"Could you possibly leave your boat and take me there?"
-
-"Si, Signora! A moment, Signora."
-
-Quickly he signed to a boy who was standing close by watching them.
-The boy ran down to the boat. Fabiano spoke to him in dialect. He got
-into the boat, while Fabiano jumped ashore.
-
-"Signora, I am ready. We go this way."
-
-They walked along together.
-
-Fabiano was as frank and simple as a child, and began at once to talk.
-Hermione was glad of that, still more glad that he talked of himself,
-his family, the life and affairs of a boatman. She listened
-sympathetically, occasionally putting in a word, till suddenly Fabiano
-said:
-
-"Antonio Bernari will be out to-day. I suppose you know that,
-Signora?"
-
-"Antonio Bernari! Who is he? I never heard of him."
-
-Fabiano looked surprised.
-
-"But he is Ruffo's Patrigno. He is the husband of Maddalena."
-
-Hermione stood still on the pavement. She did not know why for a
-moment. Her mind seemed to need a motionless body in which to work. It
-was surely groping after something, eagerly, feverishly, yet blindly.
-
-Fabiano paused beside her.
-
-"Signora," he said, staring at her in surprise, "are you tired? Are
-you not well?"
-
-"I'm quite well. But wait a minute. Yes, I do want to rest for a
-minute."
-
-She dared not move lest she should interfere with that mental search.
-Fabiano's words had sent her mind sharply to Sicily.
-
-Maddalena!
-
-She was sure she had known, or heard of, some girl in Sicily called
-Maddalena, some girl or some woman. She thought of the servants in the
-Casa del Prete, Lucrezia. Had she any sister, any relation called
-Maddalena? Or had Gaspare--?
-
-Suddenly Hermione seemed to be on the little terrace above the ravine
-with Maurice and Artois. She seemed to feel the heat of noon in
-summer. Gaspare was there, too. She saw his sullen face. She saw him
-looking ugly. She heard him say:
-
-"Salvatore and Maddalena, Signora."
-
-Why had he said that? In answer to what question?
-
-And then, in a flash, she remembered everything. It was she who had
-spoken first. She had asked him who lived in the House of the Sirens.
-
-"Salvatore and Maddalena."
-
-And afterwards--Maurice had said something. Her mind went in search,
-seized its prey.
-
-"They're quite friends of ours. We saw them at the fair only
-yesterday."
-
-Maurice had said that. She could hear his voice saying it.
-
-"I'm rested now."
-
-She was speaking to Fabiano. They were walking on again among the
-chattering people. They had come to the wooden station where the tram-
-lines converge.
-
-"Is it this way?"
-
-"Si, Signora, quite near the Grotto. Take care, Signora."
-
-"It's all right. Thank you."
-
-They had crossed now and were walking up the street that leads
-directly to the tunnel, whose mouth confronted them in the distance.
-Hermione felt as if they were going to enter it, were going to walk
-down it to the great darkness which seemed to wait for her, to beckon
-her. But presently Fabiano turned to the right, and they came into a
-street leading up the hill, and stopped almost immediately before a
-tall house.
-
-"Antonio and Maddalena live here, Signora."
-
-"And Ruffo," she said, as if correcting him.
-
-"Ruffo! Si, Signora, of course."
-
-Hermione looked at the house. It was evidently let out in rooms to
-people who were comparatively poor; not very poor, not in any
-destitution, but who made a modest livelihood, and could pay their
-fourteen or fifteen lire a month for lodging. She divined by its
-aspect that every room was occupied. For the building teemed with
-life, and echoed with the sound of calling, or screaming, voices. The
-inhabitants were surely all of them in a flurry of furious activity.
-Children were playing before and upon the door-step, which was flanked
-by an open shop, whose interior revealed with a blatant sincerity a
-rummage of mysterious edibles--fruit, vegetables, strings of strange
-objects that looked poisonous, fungi, and other delights. Above, from
-several windows, women leaned out, talking violently to one another.
-Two were holding babies, who testified their new-born sense of life by
-screaming shrilly. Across other window-spaces heads passed to and fro,
-denoting the continuous movement of those within. People in the street
-called to people in the house, and the latter shouted in answer, with
-that absolute lack of self-consciousness and disregard of the opinions
-of others which is the hall-mark of the true Neapolitan. From the
-corner came the rumble and the bell notes of the trams going to and
-coming from the tunnel that leads to Fuorigrotta. And from every
-direction rose the vehement street calls of ambulant venders of the
-necessaries of Neapolitan life.
-
-"Ruffo lives here!" said Hermione.
-
-She could hardly believe it. So unsuitable seemed such a dwelling to
-that bright-eyed child of the sea, whom she had always seen surrounded
-by the wide airs and the waters.
-
-"Si, Signora. They are on the third floor. Shall I take you up?"
-
-Hermione hesitated. Should she go up alone?
-
-"Please show me the way," she said, deciding.
-
-Fabiano preceded her up a dirty stone staircase, dark and full of
-noises, till they came to the third floor.
-
-"It is here, Signora!"
-
-He knocked loudly on a door. It was opened very quickly, as if by some
-one who was on the watch, expectant of an arrival.
-
-"Chi e?" cried a female voice.
-
-And, almost simultaneously, a woman appeared with eyes that stared in
-inquiry.
-
-By these eyes, their shape, and the long, level brows above them,
-Hermione knew that this woman must be Ruffo's mother.
-
-"Good-morning, Donna Maddalena," said Fabiano, heartily.
-
-"Good-morning," said the woman, directing her eyes with a strange and
-pertinacious scrutiny to Hermione, who stood behind him. "I thought
-perhaps it was--"
-
-She stopped. Behind, in the doorway, appeared the head of a young
-woman, covered with blue-black hair, then the questioning face of an
-old woman with a skin like yellow parchment.
-
-"Don Antonio?"
-
-She nodded, keeping her long, Arab eyes on Hermione.
-
-"No. Are you expecting him so early?"
-
-"He may come at any time. Chi lo sa?"
-
-She shrugged her broad, graceless shoulders.
-
-"It isn't he! It isn't Antonio!" bleated a pale and disappointed
-voice, with a peculiarly irritating timbre.
-
-It was the voice of the old woman, who now darted over Maddalena
-Bernari's shoulder a hostile glance at Hermione.
-
-"Madonna Santissima!" baaed the woman with the blue-black hair.
-"Perhaps he will not be let out to-day!"
-
-The old woman began to cry feebly, yet angrily.
-
-"Courage, Madre Teresa!" said Fabiano. "Antonio will be here to-day
-for a certainty. Every one knows it. His friends"--he raised a big
-brown hand significantly--"his friends have managed well for him."
-
-"Si! si! It is true!" said the black-haired woman, nodding her large
-head, and gesticulating towards Madre Teresa. "He will be here to-day.
-Antonio will be here."
-
-They all stared at Hermione, suddenly forgetting their personal and
-private affairs.
-
-"Donna Maddalena," said Fabiano, "here is a signora who knows Ruffo. I
-met her at the Mergellina, and she asked me to show her the way here."
-
-"Ruffo is out," said Maddalena, always keeping her eyes on Hermione.
-
-"May I come in and speak to you?" asked Hermione.
-
-Maddalena looked doubtful, yet curious.
-
-"My son is in the sea, Signora. He is bathing at the Marina."
-
-Hermione thought of the brown body she had seen falling through the
-shining air, of the gay splash as it entered the water.
-
-"I know your son so well that I should like to know his mother," she
-said.
-
-Fabiano by this time had moved aside, and the two women were
-confronting each other in the doorway. Behind Maddalena the two other
-women stared and listened with all their might, giving their whole
-attention to this unexpected scene.
-
-"Are you the Signora of the island?" asked Maddalena.
-
-"Yes, I am."
-
-"Let the Signora in, Donna Maddalena," said Fabiano. "She is tired and
-wants to rest."
-
-Without saying anything Maddalena moved her broad body from the
-doorway, leaving enough space for Hermione to enter.
-
-"Thank you," said Hermione to Fabiano, giving him a couple of lire.
-
-"Grazie, Signora. I will wait down-stairs to take you back."
-
-He went off before she had time to tell him that was not necessary.
-
-Hermione walked into Ruffo's home.
-
-There were two rooms, one opening into the other. The latter was a
-kitchen, the former the sleeping-room. Hermione looked quietly round
-it, and her eyes fell at once upon a large green parrot, which was
-sitting at the end of the board on which, supported by trestles of
-iron, the huge bed of Maddalena and her husband was laid. At present
-this bed was rolled up, and in consequence towered to a considerable
-height. The parrot looked at Hermione coldly, with round, observant
-eyes whose pupils kept contracting and expanding with a monotonous
-regularity. She felt as if it had a soul that was frigidly ironic. Its
-pertinacious glance chilled and repelled her, and she fancied it was
-reflected in the faces of the women round her.
-
-"Can I speak to you alone for a few minutes?" she asked Maddalena.
-
-Maddalena turned to the two women and spoke to them loudly in dialect.
-They replied. The old woman spoke at great length. She seemed always
-angry and always upon the verge of tears. Over her shoulders she wore
-a black shawl, and as she talked she kept fidgeting with it, pulling
-it first to one side, then to the other, or dragging at it with her
-thin and crooked yellow fingers. The parrot watched her steadily. Her
-hideous voice played upon Hermione's nerves till they felt raw. At
-length, looking back, as she walked, with bloodshot eyes, she went
-into the kitchen, followed by the young woman. They began talking
-together in sibilant whispers, like people conspiring.
-
-After a moment of apparent hesitation Maddalena gave her visitor a
-chair.
-
-"Thank you," Hermione said, taking it.
-
-She looked round the room again. It was clean and well kept, but
-humbly furnished. Ruffo's bed was rolled up in a corner. On the walls
-were some shields of postcards and photographs, such as the poor
-Italians love, deftly enough arranged and fastened together by some
-mysterious not apparent means. Many of the postcards were American.
-Near two small flags, American and Italian, fastened crosswise above
-the head of the big bed, was a portrait of Maria Addolorata, under
-which burned a tiny light. A palm, blessed, and fashioned like a
-dagger with a cross for the hilt, was nailed above it, with a coral
-charm to protect the household against the evil eye. And a little to
-the right of it was a small object which Hermione saw and wondered at
-without understanding why it should be there, or what was its use--a
-/Fattura della morte/ (death-charm), in the form of a green lemon
-pierced with many nails. This hung by a bit of string to a nail
-projecting from the wall.
-
-From the death-charm Hermione turned her eyes to Maddalena.
-
-She saw a woman who was surely not very much younger than herself,
-with a broad and spreading figure, wide hips, plump though small-boned
-arms, heavy shoulders. The face--that, perhaps--yes, that, certainly--
-must have been once pretty. Very pretty? Hermione looked searchingly
-at it until she saw Maddalena's eyes drop before hers suddenly, as if
-embarrassed. She must say something. But now that she was here she
-felt a difficulty in opening a conversation, an intense reluctance to
-speak to this woman into whose house she had almost forced her way.
-With the son she was strangely intimate. From the mother she felt
-separated by a gulf.
-
-And that fear of hers?
-
-She looked again round the room. Had that fear increased or
-diminished? Her eyes fell on Maria Addolorata, then on the /Fattura
-della morte/. She did not know why, but she was moved to speak about
-it.
-
-"You have nice rooms here," she said.
-
-"Si, Signora."
-
-Maddalena had rather a harsh voice. She spoke politely, but
-inexpressively.
-
-"What a curious thing that is on the wall!"
-
-"Signora?"
-
-"It's a lemon, isn't it? With nails stuck through it?"
-
-Maddalena's broad face grew a dusky red.
-
-"That is nothing, Signora!" she said, hastily.
-
-She looked greatly disturbed, suddenly went over to the bed, unhooked
-the string from the nail, and put the death-charm into her pocket. As
-she came back she looked at Hermione with defiance in her eyes.
-
-The gulf between them had widened.
-
-From the kitchen came the persistent sound of whispering voices. The
-green parrot turned sideways on the board beyond the pile of rolled-up
-mattresses, and looked, with one round eye, steadfastly at Hermione.
-
-An almost intolerable sensation of desertion swept over her. She felt
-as if every one hated her.
-
-"Would you mind shutting that door?" she said to Maddalena, pointing
-towards the kitchen.
-
-The sound of whispers ceased. The women within were listening.
-
-"Signora, we always keep it open."
-
-"But I have something to say to you that I wish to say in private."
-
-"Si!"
-
-The exclamation was suspicious. The voice sounded harsher than before.
-In the kitchen the silence seemed to increase, to thrill with anxious
-curiosity.
-
-"Please shut that door."
-
-It was like an order. Maddalena obeyed it, despite a cataract of words
-from the old woman that voiced indignant protest.
-
-"And do sit down, won't you? I don't like to sit while you are
-standing."
-
-"Signora, I--"
-
-"Please do sit down."
-
-Hermione's voice began to show her acute nervous agitation. Maddalena
-stared, then took another chair from its place against the wall, and
-sat down at some distance from Hermione. She folded her plump hands in
-her lap. Seated, she looked bigger, more graceless, than before. But
-Hermione saw that she was not really middle-aged. Hard life and
-trouble doubtless had combined to destroy her youth and beauty early,
-to coarsen the outlines, to plant the many wrinkles that spread from
-the corners of her eyes and lips to her temples and her heavy, dusky
-cheeks. She was now a typical woman of the people. Hermione tried to
-see her as a girl, long ago--years and years ago.
-
-"I know your son Ruffo very well," she said.
-
-Maddalena's face softened.
-
-"Si, Signora. He has told me of you."
-
-Suddenly she seemed to recollect something.
-
-"I have never-- Signora, thank you for the money," she said.
-
-The harshness was withdrawn from her voice as she spoke now, and in
-her abrupt gentleness she looked much younger than before. Hermione
-divined in that moment her vanished beauty. It seemed suddenly to be
-unveiled by her tenderness.
-
-"I heard you were in trouble."
-
-"Si, Signora--great trouble."
-
-Her eyes filled with tears and her mouth worked. As if moved by an
-uncontrollable impulse, she thrust one hand into her dress, drew out
-the death-charm, and contemplated it, at the same time muttering some
-words that Hermione did not understand. Her face became full of
-hatred. Holding up the charm, and lifting her head, she exclaimed:
-
-"Those who bring trouble shall have trouble!"
-
-While she spoke she looked straight before her, and her voice became
-harsh again, seemed to proclaim to the world unalterable destiny.
-
-"Yes," said Hermione, in a low voice.
-
-Maddalena hid the death-charm once more with a movement that was
-surreptitious.
-
-"Yes," Hermione said again, gazing into Maddalena's still beautiful
-eyes. "And you have trouble!"
-
-Maddalena looked afraid, like an ignorant person whose tragic
-superstition is proved true by an assailing fact.
-
-"Signora!"
-
-"You have trouble in your house. Have you ever brought trouble to any
-one? Have you?"
-
-Maddalena stared at her with dilated eyes, but made no answer.
-
-"Tell me something." Hermione leaned forward. "You know my servant,
-Gaspare?"
-
-Maddalena was silent.
-
-"You know Gaspare. Did you know him in Sicily?"
-
-"Sicily?" Her face and her voice had become stupid. "Sicily?" she
-repeated.
-
-The parrot shifted on the board, lifted its left claw, and craned its
-head forward in the direction of the two women. The tram-bell sounded
-its reiterated appeal.
-
-"Yes, in Sicily. You are a Sicilian?"
-
-"Who says so?"
-
-"Your son is a Sicilian. At the port they call him 'Il Siciliano.' "
-
-"Do they?"
-
-Her intellect seemed to be collapsing. She looked almost bovine.
-
-Hermione's excitement began to be complicated by a feeling of hot
-anger.
-
-"But don't you know it? You must know it!"
-
-The parrot shuffled slowly along the board, coming nearer to them, and
-bowing its head obsequiously. Hermione could not help watching its
-movements with a strained attention. Its presence distracted her. She
-had a longing to take it up and wring its neck. Yet she loved birds.
-
-"You must know it!" she repeated, no longer looking at Maddalena.
-
-"Si!"
-
-All ignorance and all stupidity were surely enshrined in that word
-thus said.
-
-"Where did you know Gaspare?"
-
-"Who says I know Gaspare?"
-
-The way in which she pronounced his name revealed to Hermione a former
-intimacy between them.
-
-"Ruffo says so."
-
-The parrot was quite at the edge of the board now, listening
-apparently with cold intensity to every word that was being said. And
-Hermione felt that behind the kitchen door the two women were
-straining their ears to catch the conversation. Was the whole world
-listening? Was the whole world coldly, cruelly intent upon her painful
-effort to come out of darkness into--perhaps a greater darkness?
-
-"Ruffo says so. Ruffo told me so."
-
-"Boys say anything."
-
-"Do you mean it is not true?"
-
-Maddalena's face was now almost devoid of expression. She had set her
-knees wide apart and planted her hands on them.
-
-"Do you mean that?" repeated Hermione.
-
-"Boys--"
-
-"I know it is true. You knew Gaspare in Sicily. You come from
-Marechiaro."
-
-At the mention of the last word light broke into Maddalena's face.
-
-"You are from Marechiaro. Have you ever seen me before? Do you
-remember me?"
-
-Maddalena shook her head.
-
-"And I--I don't remember you. But you are from Marechiaro. You must
-be."
-
-Maddalena shook her head again.
-
-"You are not?"
-
-Hermione looked into the long Arab eyes, searching for a lie. She met
-a gaze that was steady but dull, almost like that of a sulky child,
-and for a moment she felt as if this woman was only a great child,
-heavy, ignorant, but solemnly determined, a child that had learned its
-lesson and was bent on repeating it word for word.
-
-"Did Gaspare come here early this morning to see you?" she asked, with
-sudden vehemence.
-
-Maddalena was obviously startled. Her face flushed.
-
-"Why should he come?" she said, almost angrily.
-
-"That is what I want you to tell me."
-
-Maddalena was silent. She shifted uneasily in her chair, which creaked
-under her weight, and twisted her full lips sideways. Her whole body
-looked half-sleepily apprehensive. The parrot watched her with supreme
-attention. Suddenly Hermione felt that she could no longer bear this
-struggle, that she could no longer continue in darkness, that she must
-have full light. The contemplation of this stolid ignorance--that yet
-knew how much?--confronting her like a featureless wall almost
-maddened her.
-
-"Who are you?" she said. "What have you had to do with my lie?"
-
-Maddalena looked at her and looked away, bending her head sideways
-till her plump neck was like a thing deformed.
-
-"What have you had to do with my life? What have you to do with it
-now? I want to know!" She stood up. "I must know. You must tell me! Do
-you hear?" She bent down. She was standing almost over Maddalena. "You
-must tell me!"
-
-There was again a silence through which presently the tram-bell
-sounded. Maddalena's face had become heavily expressionless, almost
-like a face of stone. And Hermione, looking down at this face, felt a
-moment of impotent despair that was succeeded by a fierce, energetic
-impulse.
-
-"Then," she said--"then--I'll tell you!"
-
-Maddalena looked up.
-
-"Yes, I'll tell you."
-
-Hermione paused. She had begun to tremble. She put one hand down to
-the back of the chair, grasping it tightly as if to steady herself.
-
-"I'll tell you."
-
-What? What was she going to tell?
-
-That first evening in Sicily--just before they went in to bed--Maurice
-had looked down over the terrace wall to the sea. He had seen a light
---far down by the sea.
-
-It was the light in the House of the Sirens.
-
-"You once lived in Sicily. You once lived in the Casa delle Sirene,
-beyond the old wall, beyond the inlet. You were there when we were in
-Sicily, when Gaspare was with us as our servant."
-
-Maddalena's lips parted. Her mouth began to gape. It was obvious that
-she was afraid.
-
-"You--you knew Gaspare. You knew--you knew my husband, the Signore of
-the Casa del Prete on Monte Amato. You knew him. Do you remember?"
-
-Maddalena only stared up at her with a sort of heavy apprehension,
-sitting widely in her chair, with her feet apart and her hands always
-resting on her knees.
-
-"It was in the summer-time--" She was again in Sicily. She was tracing
-out a story. It was almost as if she saw words and read them from a
-book. "There were no forestieri in Sicily. They had all gone. Only we
-were there--" An expression so faint that it was like a fleeting
-shadow passed over Maddalena's face, the fleeting shadow of something
-that denied. "Ah, yes! Till I went away, you mean! I went to Africa.
-Did you know it then? But before I went--before--" She was thinking,
-she was burrowing deep down into the past, stirring the heap of
-memories that lay like drifted leaves. "They used to go--at least they
-went once--down to the sea. One night they went to the fishing. And
-they slept out all night. They slept in the caves. Ah, you know that?
-You remember that night!"
-
-The trembling that shook her body was reflected in her voice, which
-became tremulous. She heard the tram-bell ringing. She saw the green
-parrot listening on its board. And yet she was in Sicily, and saw the
-line of the coast between Messina and Cattaro, the Isle of the Sirens,
-the lakelike sea of the inlet between it and the shore.
-
-"I see that you remember it. You saw them there. They--they didn't
-tell me!"
-
-As she said the last words she felt that she was entering the great
-darkness. Maurice and Gaspare--she had trusted them with all her
-nature. And they--had they failed her? Was that possible?
-
-"They didn't tell me," she repeated, piteously, speaking now only for
-herself and to her own soul. "They didn't tell me!"
-
-Maddalena shook her head like one in sympathy or agreement. But
-Hermione did not see the movement. She no longer saw Maddalena. She
-saw only herself, and those two, whom she had trusted so completely,
-and--who had not told her.
-
-What had they not told her?
-
-And then she was in Africa, beside the bed of Artois, ministering to
-him in the torrid heat, driving away the flies from his white face.
-
-What had been done in the Garden of Paradise while she had been in
-exile?
-
-She turned suddenly sick. Her body felt ashamed, defiled. A shutter
-seemed to be sharply drawn across her eyes, blotting out life. Her
-head was full of sealike noises.
-
-Presently, from among these noises, one detached itself, pushed
-itself, as it were, forward to attract forcibly her attention--the
-sound of a boy's voice.
-
-"Signora! Signora!"
-
-
-
-"Signora!"
-
-A hand touched her, gripped her.
-
-"Signora!"
-
-The shutter was sharply drawn back from her eyes, and she saw Ruffo.
-He stood before her, gazing at her. His hair, wet from the sea, was
-plastered down upon his brown forehead--as /his/ hair had been when,
-in the night, they drew him from the sea.
-
-She saw Ruffo in that moment as if for the first time.
-
-And she knew. Ruffo had told her.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVII
-
-Hermione was outside in the street, hearing the cries of ambulant
-sellers, the calls of women and children, the tinkling bells and the
-rumble of the trams, and the voice of Fabiano Lari speaking--was it to
-her?
-
-"Signora, did you see him?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"He is glad to be out of prison. He is gay, but he looks wicked."
-
-She did not understand what he meant. She walked on and came into the
-road that leads to the tunnel. She turned mechanically towards the
-tunnel, drawn by the darkness.
-
-"But, Signora, this is not the way! This is the way to Fuorigrotta!"
-
-"Oh!"
-
-She went towards the sea. She was thinking of the green parrot
-expanding and contracting the pupils of its round, ironic eyes.
-
-"Was Maddalena pleased to see him? Was Donna Teresa pleased?"
-
-Hermione stood still.
-
-"What are you talking about?"
-
-"Signora! About Antonio Bernari, who has just come home from prison!
-Didn't you see him? But you were there--in the house!"
-
-"Oh--yes, I saw him. A rivederci!"
-
-"Ma--"
-
-"A rivederci!"
-
-She felt in her purse, found a coin, and gave it to him. Then she
-walked on. She did not see him any more. She did not know what became
-of him.
-
-Of course she had seen the return of Antonio Bernari. She remembered
-now. As Ruffo stood before her with the wet hair on his forehead there
-had come a shrill cry from the old woman in the kitchen: a cry that
-was hideous and yet almost beautiful, so full it was of joy. Then from
-the kitchen the two women had rushed in, gesticulating, ejaculating,
-their faces convulsed with excitement. They had seized Maddalena,
-Ruffo. One of them--the old woman, she thought--had even clutched at
-Hermione's arm. The room had been full of cries.
-
-"Ecco! Antonio!"
-
-"Antonio is coming!"
-
-"I have seen Antonio!"
-
-"He is pale! He is white like death!"
-
-"Mamma mia! But he is thin!"
-
-"Ecco! Ecco! He comes! Here he is! Here is Antonio!"
-
-And then the door had been opened, and on the sill a big, broad-
-shouldered man had appeared, followed by several other evil-looking
-though smiling men. And all the women had hurried to them. There had
-been shrill cries, a babel of voices, a noise of kisses.
-
-And Ruffo! Where had he been? What had he done?
-
-Hermione only knew that she had head a rough voice saying:
-
-"Sangue del Diavolo! Let me alone! Give me a glass of wine! Basta!
-Basta!"
-
-And then she went out in the street, thinking of the green parrot and
-hearing the cries of the sellers, the tram-bells, and Fabiano's
-questioning voice.
-
-Now she continued her walk towards the harbor of Mergellina alone. The
-thought of the green parrot obsessed her mind.
-
-She saw it before her on its board, with the rolled-up bed towering
-behind it. Now it was motionless--only the pupils of its eyes moved.
-Now it lifted its claw, bowed its head, shuffled along the board to
-hear their conversation better.
-
-She saw it with extreme distinctness, and now she also saw on the wall
-of the room near it the "Fattura della Morte"--the green lemon with
-the nails stuck through it, like nails driven into a cross.
-
-Vaguely the word "crucifixion" went through her mind. Many people,
-many women, had surely been crucified since the greatest tragedy the
-world had ever known. What had they felt, they who were only human,
-they who could not see the face of the Father, who could--some of
-them, perhaps--only hope that there was a Father? What had they felt?
-Perhaps scarcely anything. Perhaps merely a sensation of numbness, as
-if their whole bodies, and their minds, too, were under the influence
-of a great injection of cocaine. Her thoughts again returned to the
-parrot. She wondered where it had been bought, whether it had come
-with Antonio from America.
-
-Presently she reached the tramway station and stood still. She had to
-go back to the "Trattoria del Giardinetto." She must take the tram
-here, one of those on which was written in big letters, "Capo di
-Posilipo." No, not that! That did not go far enough. The other one--
-what was written upon it? Something--"Sette Settembre." She looked for
-the words "Sette Settembre."
-
-Tram after tram came up, paused, passed on. But she did not see those
-words on any of them. She began to think of the sea, of the brown body
-of the bathing boy which she had seen shoot through the air and
-disappear into the shining water before she had gone to that house
-where the green parrot was. She would go down to the sea, to the
-harbor.
-
-She threaded her way across the broad space, going in and out among
-the trams and the waiting people. Then she went down a road not far
-from the Grand Hotel and came to the Marina.
-
-There were boys bathing still from the breakwater of the rocks. And
-still they were shouting. She stood by the wall and watched them,
-resting her hands on the stone.
-
-How hot the stone was! Gaspare had been right. It was going to be a
-glorious day, one of the tremendous days of summer.
-
-The nails driven through the green lemon like nails driven through a
-cross--Peppina--the cross cut on Peppina's cheek.
-
-That broad-shouldered man who had come in at the door had cut that
-cross on Peppina's cheek.
-
-Was it true that Peppina had the evil eye? Had it been a fatal day for
-the Casa del Mare when she had been allowed to cross its threshold?
-Vere had said something--what was it?--about Peppina and her cross. Oh
-yes! That Peppina's cross seemed like a sign, a warning come into the
-house on the island, that it seemed to say, "There is a cross to be
-borne by some one here, by one of us!"
-
-And the fishermen's sign of the cross under the light of San
-Francesco?
-
-Surely there had been many warnings in her life. They had been given
-to her, but she had not heeded them.
-
-She saw a brown body shoot through the air from the rocks and
-disappear into the shining sea. Was it Ruffo? With an effort she
-remembered that she had left Ruffo in the tall house, in the room
-where the green parrot was.
-
-She walked on slowly till she came to the place where Artois had seen
-Ruffo with his mother. A number of tables were set out, but there were
-few people sitting at them. She felt tired. She crossed the road, went
-to a table, and sat down. A waiter came up and asked her what she
-would have.
-
-"Acqua fresca," she said.
-
-He looked surprised.
-
-"Oh--then wine, vermouth--anything!"
-
-He looked more surprised.
-
-"Will you have vermouth, Signora?"
-
-"Yes, yes--vermouth."
-
-He brought her vermouth and iced water. She mixed them together and
-drank. But she was not conscious of tasting anything. For a
-considerable time she sat there. People passed her. The trams rushed
-by. On several of them were printed the words she had looked for in
-vain at the station. But she did not notice them.
-
-During this time she did not feel unhappy. Seldom had she felt calmer,
-more at rest, more able to be still. She had no desire to do anything.
-It seemed to her that she would be quite satisfied to sit where she
-was in the sun forever.
-
-While she sat there she was always thinking, but vaguely, slowly,
-lethargically. And her thoughts reiterated themselves, were like
-recurring fragments of dreams, and were curiously linked together. The
-green parrot she always connected with the death-charm, because the
-latter had once been green. Whenever the one presented itself to her
-mind it was immediately followed by the other. The shawl at which the
-old woman's yellow fingers had perpetually pulled led her mind to the
-thought of the tunnel, because she imagined that the latter must
-eventually end in blackness, and the shawl was black. She knew, of
-course, really that the tunnel was lit from end to end by electricity.
-But her mind arbitrarily put aside this knowledge. It did not belong
-to her strange mood, the mood of one drawing near to the verge either
-of some abominable collapse or of some terrible activity.
-Occasionally, she thought of Ruffo; but always as one of the brown
-boys bathing from the rocks beyond the harbor, shouting, laughing,
-triumphant in his glorious youth. And when the link was, as it were,
-just beginning to form itself from the thought-shape of youth to
-another thought-shape, her mind stopped short in that progress,
-recoiled, like a creature recoiling from a precipice it has not seen
-but has divined in the dark. She sipped the vermouth and the iced
-water, and stared at the drops chasing each other down the clouded
-glass. And for a time she was not conscious where she was, and heard
-none of the noises round about her.
-
-It was the song of Mergellina, sung at some distance off in dialect,
-by a tenor voice to the accompaniment of a piano-organ. Hermione
-ceased from gazing at the drops on the glass, looked up, listened.
-
-The song came nearer. The tenor voice was hard, strident, sang lustily
-but inexpressively in the glaring sunshine. And the dialect made the
-song seem different, almost new. Its charm seemed to have evaporated.
-Yet she remembered vaguely that it had charmed her. She sought for the
-charm, striving feebly to recapture it.
-
-The piano-organ hurt her, the hard voice hurt her. It sounded cruel
-and greedy. But the song--once it had appealed to her. Once she had
-leaned down to hear it, she had leaned down over the misty sea, her
-soul had followed it out over the sea.
-
- "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' estate
- Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la Marina:
- Mi destan le dolcissime serate
- Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-Those were the real words. And what voice had sung them?
-
-And then, suddenly, her brain worked once more with its natural
-swiftness and vivacity, her imagination and her heart awaked. She was
-again alive. She saw the people. She heard the sounds about her. She
-felt the scorching heat of the sun. But in it she was conscious also
-of the opposite of day, of the opposite of heat. At that moment she
-had a double consciousness. For she felt the salt coolness of the
-night around the lonely island. And she heard not only the street
-singer, but Ruffo in his boat.
-
-Ruffo--in his boat.
-
-Suddenly she could not see anything. Her sight was drowned by tears.
-She got up at once. She felt for her purse, found it, opened it, felt
-for money, found some coins, laid them down on the table, and began to
-walk. She was driven by fear, the fear of falling down in the sun in
-the sight of all men, and crying, sobbing, with her face against the
-ground. She heard a shout. Some one gave her a violent push, thrusting
-her forward. She stumbled, recovered herself. A passer-by had saved
-her from a tram. She did not know it. She did not look at him or thank
-him. He went away, swearing at the English. Where was she going?
-
-She must go home. She must go to the island. She must go to Vere, to
-Gaspare, to Emile--to her life.
-
-Her body and soul revolted from the thought, her outraged body and her
-outraged soul, which were just beginning to feel their courage, as
-flesh and nerves begin to feel pain after an operation when the effect
-of the anaesthetic gradually fades away.
-
-She was walking up the hill and still crying.
-
-She met a boy of the people, swarthy, with impudent black eyes,
-tangled hair, and a big, pouting mouth, above which a premature
-mustache showed like a smudge. He looked into her face and began to
-laugh. She saw his white teeth, and her tears rushed back to their
-sources. At once her eyes were dry. And, almost at once, she thought,
-her heart became hard as stone, and she felt self-control like iron
-within her.
-
-That boy of the people should be the last human being to laugh at her.
-
-She saw a tram stop. It went to the "Trattoria del Giardinetto." She
-got in, and sat down next to two thin English ladies, who held guide-
-books in their hands, and whose pointed features looked piteously
-inquiring.
-
-"Excuse me, but do you know this neighborhood?"
-
-She was being addressed.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"That is fortunate--we do not. Perhaps you will kindly tell us
-something about it. Is it far to Bagnoli?"
-
-"Not very far."
-
-"And when you get there?"
-
-"I beg your pardon!"
-
-"When you get there, is there much to see?"
-
-"Not so very much."
-
-"Can one lunch there?"
-
-"No doubt."
-
-"Yes. But I mean, what sort of lunch? Can one get anything clean and
-wholesome, such as you get in England?"
-
-"It would be Italian food."
-
-"Oh, dear. Fanny, this lady says we can only get Italian food at
-Bagnoli!"
-
-"Tcha! Tcha!"
-
-"But perhaps--excuse me, but do you think we could get a good cup of
-tea there? We might manage with that--tea and some boiled eggs. Don't
-you think so, Fanny? Could we get a cup of--"
-
-The tram stopped. Hermione had pulled the cord that made the bell
-sound. She paid and got down. The tram carried away the English
-ladies, their pointed features red with surprise and indignation.
-
-Hermione again began to walk, but almost directly she saw a wandering
-carriage and hailed the driver.
-
-"Carrozza!"
-
-She got in.
-
-"Put me down at the 'Trattoria del Giardinetto.' "
-
-"Si, Signora--but how much are you going to give me? I can't take you
-for less than--"
-
-"Anything--five lire--drive on at once."
-
-The man drove on, grinning.
-
-Presently Hermione was walking through the short tunnel that leads to
-the path descending between vineyards to the sea. She must take a boat
-to the island. She must go back to the island. Where else could she
-go? If Vere had not been there she might--but Vere was there. It was
-inevitable. She must return to the island.
-
-She stood still in the path, between the high banks.
-
-Her body was demanding not to be forced by the will to go to the
-island.
-
-"I must go back to the island."
-
-She walked on very slowly till she could see the shining water over
-the sloping, vine-covered land. The sight of the water reminded her
-that Gaspare would be waiting for her on the sand below the village.
-When she remembered that she stopped again. Then she turned round, and
-began to walk back towards the highroad.
-
-Gaspare was waiting. If she went down to the sand she would have to
-meet his great intent eyes, those watching eyes full of questions. He
-would read her. He would see in a moment that--she knew. And he would
-see more than that! He would see that she was hating him. The hatred
-was only dawning, struggling up in her tangled heart. But it existed--
-it was there. And he would see that it was there.
-
-She walked back till she reached the tunnel under the highroad. But
-she did not pass through it. She could not face the highroad with its
-traffic. Perhaps the English ladies would be coming back. Perhaps--
-She turned again and presently sat down on a bank, and looked at the
-dry and wrinkled ground. Nobody went by. The lizards ran about near
-her feet. She sat there over an hour, scarcely moving, with the sun
-beating upon her head.
-
-Then she got up and walked fast, and with a firm step, towards the
-village and the sea.
-
-The village is only a tiny hamlet, ending in a small trattoria with a
-rough terrace above the sea, overlooking a strip of sand where a few
-boats lie. As Hermione came to the steps that lead down to the terrace
-she stood still and looked over the wall on her left. The boat from
-the island was at anchor there, floating motionless on the still
-water. Gaspare was not in it, but was lying stretched on his back on
-the sand, with his white linen hat over his face.
-
-He lay like one dead.
-
-She stood and watched him, as she might have watched a corpse of some
-one she had cared for but who was gone from her forever.
-
-Perhaps he was not asleep, for almost directly he became aware of her
-observation, sat up, and uncovered his face, turning towards her and
-looking up. Already, and from this distance, she would see a fierce
-inquiry in his eyes.
-
-She made a determined effort and waved her hand.
-
-Gaspare sprang to his feet, took out his watch, looked at it, then
-went and fetched the boat.
-
-His action--the taking out of the watch--reminded Hermione of the
-time. She looked at her watch. It was half-past two. On the island
-they lunched at half-past twelve. Gaspare must have been waiting for
-hours. What did it matter?
-
-She made another determined effort and went down the remaining steps
-to the beach.
-
-Gaspare should not know that she knew. She was resolved upon that,
-concentrated upon that. Continually she saw in front of her the
-pouting mouth, the white teeth of the boy who had laughed at her in
-the street. There should be no more crying, no more visible despair.
-No one should see any difference in her. All the time that she had
-been sitting still in the sun upon the bank she had been fiercely
-schooling herself in an act new to her--the act of deception. She had
-not faced the truth that to-day she knew. She had not faced the ruin
-that its knowledge had made of all that had been sacred and lovely in
-her life. She had fastened her whole force fanatically upon that one
-idea, that one decision and the effort that was the corollary of it.
-
-"There shall be no difference in me. No one is to know that anything
-has happened."
-
-At that moment she was a fanatic. And she looked like one as she came
-down upon the sand.
-
-"I'm afraid I'm rather late--Gaspare."
-
-It was difficult to her to say his name. But she said it firmly.
-
-"Signora, it is nearly three o'clock."
-
-"Half-past two. No, I can get in all right."
-
-He had put out his arm to help her into the boat. But she could not
-touch him. She knew that. She felt that she would rather die at the
-moment than touch or be touched by him.
-
-"You might take away your arm."
-
-He dropped his arm at once.
-
-Had she already betrayed herself?
-
-She got into the boat and he pushed off.
-
-Usually he sat, when he was rowing, so that he might keep his face
-towards her. But to-day he stood up to row, turning his back to her.
-And this change of conduct made her say to herself again:
-
-"Have I betrayed myself already?"
-
-Fiercely she resolved to be and to do the impossible. It was the only
-chance. For Gaspare was difficult to deceive.
-
-"Gaspare!" she said.
-
-"Si, Signora," he replied, without turning his head.
-
-"Can't you row sitting down?"
-
-"If you like, Signora."
-
-"We can talk better then."
-
-"Va bene, Signora."
-
-He turned round and sat down.
-
-The boat was at this moment just off the "Palace of the Spirits."
-Hermione saw its shattered walls cruelly lit up by the blazing sun,
-its gaping window-spaces like eye-sockets, sightless, staring,
-horribly suggestive of ruin and despair.
-
-She was like that. Gaspare was looking at her. Gaspare must know that
-she was like that.
-
-But she was a fanatic just then, and she smiled at him with a
-resolution that had in it something almost brutal, something the
-opposite of what she was, of the sum of her.
-
-"I forgot the time. It is so lovely to-day. It was so gay at
-Mergellina."
-
-"Si?"
-
-"I sat for a long time watching the boats, and the boys bathing, and
-listening to the music. They sang 'A Mergellina.' "
-
-"Si?"
-
-She smiled again.
-
-"And I went to visit Ruffo's mother."
-
-Gaspare made no response. He looked down now as he plied his oars.
-
-"She seems a nice woman. I--I dare say she was quite pretty once."
-
-The voice that was speaking now was the voice of a fanatic.
-
-"I am sure she must have been pretty."
-
-"Chi lo sa?"
-
-"If one looks carefully one can see the traces. But, of course, now--"
-
-She stopped abruptly. It was impossible to her to go on. She was
-passionately trying to imagine what that spreading, graceless woman,
-with her fat hands resting on her knees set wide apart, was like once
---was like nearly seventeen years ago. Was she ever pretty, beautiful?
-Never could she have been intelligent--never, never. Then she must
-have been beautiful. For otherwise-- Hermione's drawn face was flooded
-with scarlet.
-
-"If--if it's easier to you to row standing up, Gaspare," she almost
-stammered, "never mind about sitting down."
-
-"I think it is easier, Signora."
-
-He got up, and once more turned his back upon her.
-
-They did not speak again until they reached the island.
-
-Hermione watched his strong body swinging to and fro with every
-stroke, and wondered if he felt the terrible change in her feeling for
-him--a change that a few hours ago she would have thought utterly
-impossible.
-
-She wondered if Gaspare knew that she was hating him.
-
-He was alive and, therefore, to be hated. For surely we cannot hate
-the dust!
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVIII
-
-Gaspare did not offer to help Hermione out of the boat when they
-reached the island. He glanced at her face, met her eyes, looked away
-again immediately, and stood holding the boat while she got out. Even
-when she stumbled slightly he made no movement; but he turned and
-gazed after her as she went up the steps towards the house, and as he
-gazed his face worked, his lips muttered words, and his eyes, become
-almost ferocious in their tragic gloom, were clouded with moisture.
-Angrily he fastened the boat, angrily he laid by the oars. In
-everything he did there was violence. He put up his hands to his eyes
-to rub the moisture that clouded them away. But it came again. And he
-swore under his breath. He looked once more towards the Casa del Mare.
-The figure of his Padrona had disappeared, but he remembered just how
-it had gone up the steps--leaning forward, moving very slowly. It had
-made him think of an early morning long ago, when he and his Padrona
-had followed a coffin down the narrow street of Marechiaro, and over
-the mountain-path to the Campo Santo above the Ionian Sea. He shook
-his head, murmuring to himself. He was not swearing now. He shook his
-head again and again. Then he went away, and sat down under the shadow
-of the cliff, and let his hands drop down between his knees.
-
-The look he had seen in his Padrona's eyes had made him feel terrible.
-His violent, faithful heart was tormented. He did not analyze--he only
-knew, he only felt. And he suffered horribly. How had his Padrona been
-able to look at him like that?
-
-The moisture came thickly to his eyes now, and he no longer attempted
-to rub it away. He no longer thought of it.
-
-Never had he imagined that his Padrona could look at him like that.
-Strong man though he was, he felt as a child might who is suddenly
-abandoned by its mother. He began to think now. He thought over all he
-had done to be faithful to his dead Padrone and to be faithful to the
-Padrona. During many, many years he had done all he could to be
-faithful to these two, the dead and the living. And at the end of this
-long service he received as a reward this glance of hatred.
-
-Tears rolled down his sunburnt cheeks.
-
-The injustice of it was like a barbed and poisoned arrow in his heart.
-He was not able to understand what his Padrona was feeling, how, by
-what emotional pilgrimage, she had reached that look of hatred which
-she had cast upon him. If she had not returned, if she had done some
-deed of violence in the house of Maddalena, he could perhaps have
-comprehended it. But that she should come back, that she should smile,
-make him sit facing her, talk about Maddalena as she had talked, and
-then--then look at him like that!
-
-His /amour-propre/, his long fidelity, his deep affection--all were
-outraged.
-
-Vere came down the steps and found him there.
-
-"Gaspare!"
-
-He got up instantly when he heard her voice, rubbed his eyes, and
-yawned.
-
-"I was asleep, Signorina."
-
-She looked at him intently, and he saw tears in her eyes.
-
-"Gaspare, what is the matter with Madre?"
-
-"Signorina?"
-
-"Oh, what is the matter?" She came a step nearer to him. "Gaspare, I'm
-frightened! I'm frightened!"
-
-She laid her hand on his arm.
-
-"Why, Signorina? Have you seen the Padrona?"
-
-"No. But--but--I've heard-- What is it? What has happened? Where has
-Madre been all this time? Has she been in Naples?"
-
-"Signorina, I don't think so."
-
-"Where has she been?"
-
-"I believe the Signora has been to Mergellina."
-
-Vere began to tremble.
-
-"What can have happened there? What can have happened?"
-
-She trembled in every limb. Her face had become white.
-
-"Signorina, Signorina! Are you ill?"
-
-"No--I don't know what to do--what I ought to do. I'm afraid to speak
-to the servants--they are making the siesta. Gaspare, come with me,
-and tell me what we ought to do. But--never say to any one--never say
---if you hear!"
-
-"Signorina!"
-
-He had caught her terror. His huge eyes looked awestruck.
-
-"Come with me, Gaspare!"
-
-Making an obvious and great effort, she controlled her body, turned
-and went before him to the house. She walked softly, and he imitated
-her. They almost crept up-stairs till they reached the landing outside
-Hermione's bedroom door. There they stood for two or three minutes,
-listening.
-
-"Come away, Gaspare!"
-
-Vere had whispered with lips that scarcely moved.
-
-When they were in Hermione's sitting-room she caught hold of both his
-hands. She was a mere child now, a child craving for help.
-
-"Oh, Gaspare, what are we to do? Oh--I'm--I'm frightened! I can't bear
-it!"
-
-The door of the room was open.
-
-"Shut it!" she said. "Shut it, then we sha'n't--"
-
-He shut it.
-
-"What can it be? What can it be?"
-
-She looked at him, followed his eyes. He had stared towards the
-writing-table, then at the floor near it. On the table lay a quantity
-of fragments of broken glass, and a silver photograph-frame bent,
-almost broken. On the floor was scattered a litter of card-board.
-
-"She came in here! Madre was in here--"
-
-She bent down to the carpet, picked up some of the bits of card-board,
-turned them over, looked at them. Then she began to tremble again.
-
-"It's father's photograph!"
-
-She was now utterly terrified.
-
-"Oh, Gaspare! Oh, Gaspare!"
-
-She began to sob.
-
-"Hush, Signorina! Hush!"
-
-He spoke almost sternly, bent down, collected the fragments of card-
-board from the floor, and put them into his pocket.
-
-"Father's photograph! She was in here--she came in here to do that!
-And she loves that photograph. She loves it!"
-
-"Hush, Signorina! Don't, Signorina--don't!"
-
-"We must do something! We must--"
-
-He made her sit down. He stood by her.
-
-"What shall we do, Gaspare? What shall we do?"
-
-She looked up at him, demanding counsel. She put out her hands again
-and touched his arm. His Padroncina--she at least still loved, still
-trusted him.
-
-"Signorina," he said, "we can't do anything."
-
-His voice was fatalistic.
-
-"But--what is it? Is--is--"
-
-A frightful question was trembling on her lips. She looked again at
-the fragments of card-board in her hand, at the broken frame on the
-table.
-
-"Can Madre be--"
-
-She stopped. Her terror was increasing. She remembered many small
-mysteries in the recent conduct of her mother, many moments when she
-had been surprised, or made vaguely uneasy, by words or acts of her
-mother. Monsieur Emile, too, he had wondered, and more than once. She
-knew that. And Gaspare--she was sure that he, also, had seen that
-change which now, abruptly, had thus terribly culminated. Once in the
-boat she had asked him what was the matter with her mother, and he
-had, almost angrily, denied that anything was the matter. But she had
-seen in his eyes that he was acting a part--that he wished to detach
-her observation from her mother.
-
-Her trembling ceased. Her little fingers closed more tightly on his
-arm. Her eyes became imperious.
-
-"Gaspare, you are to tell me. I can bear it. You know something about
-Madre."
-
-"Signorina--"
-
-"Do you think I'm a coward? I was frightened--I am frightened, but I'm
-not really a coward, Gaspare. I can bear it. What is it you know?"
-
-"Signorina, we can't do anything."
-
-"Is it-- Does Monsieur Emile know what it is?"
-
-He did not answer.
-
-Suddenly she got up, went to the door, opened it, and listened. The
-horror came into her face again.
-
-"I can't bear it," she said. "I--I shall have to go into the room."
-
-"No, Signorina. You are not to go in."
-
-"If the door isn't locked I must--"
-
-"It is locked."
-
-"You don't know. You can't know."
-
-"I know it is locked, Signorina."
-
-Vere put her hands to her eyes.
-
-"It's too dreadful! I didn't know any one--I have never heard--"
-
-Gaspare went to her and shut the door resolutely.
-
-"You are not to listen, Signorina. You are not to listen."
-
-He spoke no longer like a servant, but like a master.
-
-Vere's hands had dropped.
-
-"I am going to send for Monsieur Emile," she said.
-
-"Va bene, Signorina."
-
-She went quickly to the writing-table, sat down, hesitated. Her eyes
-were riveted upon the photograph-frame.
-
-"How could she? How could she?" she said, in a choked voice.
-
-Gaspare took the frame away reverently, and put it against his breast,
-inside his shirt.
-
-"I can't go to Don Emilio, Signorina. I cannot leave you."
-
-"No, Gaspare. Don't leave me! Don't leave me!"
-
-She was the terrified child again.
-
-"Perhaps we can find a fisherman, Signorina."
-
-"Yes, but don't-- Wait for me, Gaspare!"
-
-"I am not going, Signorina."
-
-With feverish haste she took a pen and a sheet of paper and wrote:
-
- "DEAR MONSIEUR EMILE,--Please come to the island /at once/.
- Something terrible has happened. I don't know what it is. But
- Madre is-- No, I can't put it. Oh, /do come/--please--please come!
-
- VERE
-
- "Come the /quickest/ way."
-
-
-When the paper was shut in an envelope and addressed she got up.
-Gaspare held out his hand.
-
-"I will go and look for a fisherman, Signorina."
-
-"But I must come with you. I must keep with you."
-
-She held on to his arm.
-
-"I'm not a coward. But I can't--I can't--"
-
-"Si, Signorina! Si, Signorina!"
-
-He took her hand and held it. They went to the door. When he put out
-his other hand to open it Vere shivered.
-
-"If we can't do anything, let us go down quickly, Gaspare!"
-
-"Si, Signorina. We will go quickly."
-
-He opened the door and they went out.
-
-In the Pool of the Saint there was no boat. They went to the crest of
-the island and looked out over the sea. Not far off, between the
-island and Nisida, there was a boat. Gaspare put his hands to his
-mouth and hailed her with all his might. The two men in her heard, and
-came towards the shore.
-
-A few minutes later, with money in their pockets, and set but cheerful
-faces, they were rowing with all their strength in the direction of
-Naples.
-
-That afternoon Artois, wishing to distract his thoughts and quite
-unable to work, went up the hill to the Monastery of San Martino. He
-returned to the hotel towards sunset feeling weary and depressed,
-companionless, too, in this gay summer world. Although he had never
-been deeply attached to the Marchesino he had liked him, been amused
-by him, grown accustomed to him. He missed the "Toledo incarnate." And
-as he walked along the Marina he felt for a moment almost inclined to
-go away from Naples. But the people of the island! Could he leave them
-just now? Could he leave Hermione so near to the hands of Fate, those
-hands which were surely stretched out towards her, which might grasp
-her at any moment, even to-night, and alter her life forever? No, he
-knew he could not.
-
-"There is a note for Monsieur!"
-
-He took it from the hall porter.
-
-"No, I'll walk up-stairs."
-
-He had seen the lift was not below, and did not wish to wait for its
-descent. Vere's writing was on the envelope he held; but Vere's
-writing distorted, frantic, tragic. He knew before he opened the
-envelope that it must contain some dreadful statement or some wild
-appeal; and he hurried to his room, almost feeling the pain and fear
-of the writer burn through the paper to his hand.
-
- "DEAR MONSIEUR EMILE,--Please come to the island /at once/.
- Something terrible has happened. I don't know what it is. But
- Madre is-- No, I can't put it. Oh, /do come/--please--please come!
-
- VERE
-
- "Come the /quickest/ way."
-
-
-"Something terrible has happened." He knew at once what it was. The
-walls of the cell in which he had enclosed his friend had crumbled
-away. The spirit which for so long had rested upon a lie had been torn
-from its repose, had been scourged to its feet to face the fierce
-light of truth. How would it face the truth?
-
-"But Madre is-- No, I can't put it."
-
-That phrase struck a chill almost of horror to his soul. He stared at
-it for a moment trying to imagine--things. Then he tore the note up.
-
-The quickest way to the island!
-
-"I shall not be in to dinner to-night."
-
-He was speaking to the waiter at the door of the Egyptian Room. A
-minute later he was in the Via Chiatamone at the back of the hotel
-waiting for the tram. He must go by Posilipo to the Trattoria del
-Giardinetto, walk down to the village below, and take a boat from
-there to the island. That was the quickest way. The tram-bell sounded.
-Was he glad? As he watched the tram gliding towards him he was
-conscious of an almost terrible reluctance--a reluctance surely of
-fear--to go that night to the island.
-
-But he must go.
-
-The sun was setting when he got down before the Trattoria del
-Giardinetto. Three soldiers were sitting at a table outside on the
-dusty road, clinking their glasses of marsala together, and singing,
-"Piange Rosina! La Mamma ci domanda." Their brown faces looked vivid
-with the careless happiness of youth. As Artois went down from the
-road into the tunnel their lusty voices died away.
-
-Because his instinct was to walk slowly, to linger on the way, he
-walked very fast. The slanting light fell gently, delicately, over the
-opulent vineyards, where peasants were working in huge straw hats,
-over the still shining but now reposeful sea. In the sky there was a
-mystery of color, very pure, very fragile, like the mystery of color
-in a curving shell of the sea. The pomp and magnificence of sunset
-were in abeyance to-night, were laid aside. And the sun, like some
-spirit modestly radiant, slipped from this world of vineyards and of
-waters almost surreptitiously, yet shedding exquisite influences in
-his going.
-
-And in the vineyards, as upon the dusty highroad, the people of the
-South were singing.
-
-The sound of their warm voices, rising in the golden air towards the
-tender beauty of the virginal evening sky, moved Artois to a sudden
-longing for a universal brotherhood of happiness, for happy men on a
-happy earth, men knowing the truth and safe in their knowledge. And he
-longed, too, just then to give happiness. A strongly generous emotion
-stirred him, and went from him, like one of the slanting rays of light
-from the sun, towards the island, towards his friend, Hermione. His
-reluctance, his sense of fear, were lessened, nearly died away. His
-quickness of movement was no longer a fight against, but a fulfilment
-of desire.
-
-Once she had helped him. Once she had even, perhaps, saved him from
-death. She had put aside her own happiness. She had shown the divine
-self-sacrifice of woman.
-
-And now, after long years, life brought to him an hour which would
-prove him, prove him and show how far he was worthy of the friendship
-which had been shed, generously as the sunshine over these vineyards
-of the South, upon him and his life.
-
-He came down to the sea and met the fisherman, Giovanni, upon the
-sand.
-
-"Row me quickly to the island, Giovanni!" he said.
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-He ran to get the boat.
-
-The light began to fall over the sea. They cleared the tiny harbor and
-set out on their voyage.
-
-"The Signora has been here to-day, Signore," said Giovanni.
-
-"Si! When did she come?"
-
-"This morning, with Gaspare, to take the tram to Mergellina."
-
-"She went to Mergellina?"
-
-"Si, Signore. And she was gone a very long time. Gaspare came back for
-her at half-past eleven, and she did not come till nearly three.
-Gaspare was in a state, I can tell you. I have known him--for years I
-have known him--and never have I seen him as he was to-day."
-
-"And the Signora? When she came, did she look tired?"
-
-"Signore, the Signora's face was like the face of one who has been
-looked on by the evil eye."
-
-"Row quickly, Giovanni!"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-The men talked no more.
-
-When they came in sight of the island the last rays of the sun were
-striking upon the windows of the Casa del Mare.
-
-The boat, urged by Giovanni's powerful arms, drew rapidly near to the
-land, and Artois, leaning forward with an instinct to help the rower,
-fixed his eyes upon these windows which, like swift jewels, focussed
-and gave back the light. While he watched them the sun sank. Its
-radiance was withdrawn. He saw no longer jewels, casements of magic,
-but only the windows of the familiar house; and then, presently, only
-the window of one room, Hermione's. His eyes were fixed on that as the
-boat drew nearer and nearer--were almost hypnotized by that. Where was
-Hermione? What was she doing? How was she? How could she be, now that
---she knew? A terrible but immensely tender, immensely pitiful
-curiosity took possession of him, held him fast, body and soul. She
-knew, and she was in that house!
-
-The boat was close in now, but had not yet turned into the Pool of San
-Francesco. Artois kept his eyes upon the window for still a moment
-longer. He felt now, he knew, that Hermione was in the room beyond
-that window. As he gazed up from the sea he saw that the window was
-open. He saw behind the frame of it a white curtain stirring in the
-breeze. And then he saw something that chilled his blood, that seemed
-to drive it in an icy stream back to his heart, leaving his body for a
-moment numb.
-
-He saw a figure come, with a wild, falling movement to the window--a
-white, distorted face utterly strange to him looked out--a hand lifted
-in a frantic gesture.
-
-The gesture was followed by a crash.
-
-The green Venetian blind had fallen, hiding the window, hiding the
-stranger's face.
-
-"Who was that at the window, Signore?" asked Giovanni, staring at
-Artois with round and startled eyes.
-
-And Artois answered: "It is difficult to see, Giovanni, now that the
-sun has gone down. It is getting dark so quickly."
-
-"Si, Signore, it is getting dark."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIX
-
-There was no one at the foot of the cliff. Artois got out of the boat
-and stood for a moment, hesitating whether to keep Giovanni or to
-dismiss him.
-
-"I can stay, Signore," said the man. "You will want some one to row
-you back."
-
-"No, Giovanni. I can get Gaspare to put me ashore. You had better be
-off."
-
-"Va bene, Signore," he replied, looking disappointed.
-
-The Signora of the Casa del Mare was always very hospitable to such
-fishermen as she knew. Giovanni wanted to seek out Gaspare, to have a
-cigarette. But he obediently jumped into the boat and rowed off into
-the darkness, while Artois went up the steps towards the house.
-
-A cold feeling of dread encompassed him. He still saw, imaginatively,
-that stranger at the window, that falling movement, that frantic
-gesture, the descending blind that brought to Hermione's bedroom a
-great obscurity. And he remembered Hermione's face in the garden, half
-seen by him once in shadows, with surely a strange and terrible smile
-upon it--a smile that had made him wonder if he had ever really known
-her.
-
-He came out on the plateau before the front door. The door was shut,
-but as he went to open it it was opened from within, and Gaspare stood
-before him in the twilight, with the dark passage for background.
-
-Gaspare looked at Artois in silence.
-
-"Gaspare," Artois said, "I came home from San Martino. I found a note
-from the Signorina, begging me to come here at once."
-
-"Lo so, Signore."
-
-"I have come. What has--what is it? Where is the Signorina?"
-
-Gaspare stood in the middle of the narrow doorway.
-
-"The Signorina is in the garden."
-
-"Waiting for me?"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"Very well."
-
-He moved to enter the house; but Gaspare stood still where he was.
-
-"Signore," he said.
-
-Artois stopped at the door-sill.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"What are you going to do here?"
-
-At last Gaspare was frankly the watch-dog guarding the sacred house.
-His Padrona had cast upon him a look of hatred. Yet he was guarding
-the sacred house and her within it. Deep in the blood of him was the
-sense that, even hating him, she belonged to him and he to her.
-
-And his Padroncina had trusted him, had clung to him that day.
-
-"What are you going to do here?"
-
-"If there is trouble here, I want to help."
-
-"How can you help, Signore?"
-
-"First tell me,--there is great trouble?"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"And you know what it is? You know what caused it?"
-
-"No one has told me."
-
-"But you know what it is."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"Does--the Signorina doesn't know?"
-
-"No, Signore."
-
-He paused, then added:
-
-"The Signorina is not to know what it is."
-
-"You do not think I shall tell her?"
-
-"Signore, how can I tell what you will do here? How can I tell what
-you are here?"
-
-For a moment Artois felt deeply wounded--wounded to the quick. He had
-not supposed it was possible for any one to hurt him so much with a
-few quiet words. Anger rose in him, an anger such as the furious
-attack of the Marchesino had never brought to the birth.
-
-"You can say that!" he exclaimed. "You can say that, after Sicily!"
-
-Gaspare's face changed, softened for an instant, then grew stern
-again.
-
-"That was long ago, Signore. It was all different in Sicily!"
-
-His eyes filled with tears, yet his face remained stern. But Artois
-was seized again, as when he walked in the golden air between the
-vineyards and heard the peasants singing, by an intense desire to
-bring happiness to the unhappy, especially and above all to one
-unhappy woman. To-night his intellect was subordinate to his heart,
-his pride of intellect was lost in feeling, in an emotion that the
-simplest might have understood and shared: the longing to be of use,
-to comfort, to pour balm into the terrible wound of one who had been
-his friend--such a friend as only a certain type of woman can be to a
-certain type of man.
-
-"Gaspare," he said, "you and I--we helped the Signora once, we helped
-her in Sicily."
-
-Gaspare looked away from him, and did not answer.
-
-"Perhaps we can help her now. Perhaps only we can help her. Let me
-into the house, Gaspare. I shall do nothing here to make your Padrona
-sad."
-
-Gaspare looked at him again, looked into his eyes, then moved aside,
-giving room for him to enter. As soon as he was in the passage Gaspare
-shut the door.
-
-"I am sorry, Signore; the lamp is not lighted."
-
-Artois felt at once an unusual atmosphere in the house, an atmosphere
-not of confusion but of mystery, of secret curiosity, of brooding
-apprehension. At the foot of the servants' staircase he heard a remote
-sound of whispering, which emphasized the otherwise complete silence
-of this familiar dwelling, suddenly become unfamiliar to him--
-unfamiliar and almost dreadful.
-
-"I had better go into the garden."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-Gaspare looked down the servants' staircase and hissed sharply:
-
-"Sh! S-s-sh!"
-
-"The Signora--?" asked Artois, as Gaspare came to him softly.
-
-"The Signora is always in her room. She is shut up in her room."
-
-"I saw the Signora just now, at the window," Artois said, in an
-undervoice.
-
-"You saw the Signora?"
-
-Gaspare looked at him with sudden eagerness mingled with a flaming
-anxiety.
-
-"From the boat. She came to the window and let down the blind."
-
-Gaspare did not ask anything. They went to the terrace above the sea.
-
-"I will tell the Signorina you have come, Signore."
-
-"Sha'n't I go down?"
-
-"I had better go and tell her."
-
-He spoke with conviction. Artois did not dispute his judgment. He went
-away, always softly. Artois stood still on the terrace. The twilight
-was spreading itself over the sea, like a veil dropping over a face.
-The house was dark behind him. In that darkness Hermione was hidden,
-the Hermione who was a stranger to him, the Hermione into whose heart
-and soul he was no longer allowed to look. Upon Monte Amato at evening
-she had, very simply, showed him the truth of her great sorrow.
-
-Now--he saw the face at the window, the falling blind. Between then
-and now--what a gulf fixed!
-
-Vere came from the garden followed by Gaspare. Her eyes were wide with
-terror. The eyelids were red. She had been weeping. She almost ran to
-Artois, as a child runs to refuge. Never before had he felt so acutely
-the childishness that still lingered in this little Vere of the island
---lingered unaffected, untouched by recent events. Thank God for that!
-In that moment the Marchesino was forgiven; and Artois--did he not
-perhaps also in that moment forgive himself?
-
-"Oh Monsieur Emile--I thought you wouldn't come!"
-
-There was the open reproach of a child in her voice. She seized his
-hand.
-
-"Has Gaspare told you?" She turned her head towards Gaspare.
-"Something terrible has happened to Madre. Monsieur Emile, do you know
-what it is?"
-
-She was looking at him with an intense scrutiny.
-
-"Gaspare is hiding something from me--"
-
-Gaspare stood there and said nothing.
-
-"--something that perhaps you know."
-
-Gaspare looked at Artois, and Artois felt now that the watch-dog
-trusted him. He returned the Sicilian's glance, and Gaspare moved
-away, went to the rail of the terrace, and looked down over the sea.
-
-"Do you know? Do you know anything--anything dreadful about Madre that
-you have never told me?"
-
-"Vere, don't be frightened."
-
-"Ah, but you haven't been here! You weren't here when--"
-
-"What is it?"
-
-Her terror infected him.
-
-"Madre came back. She had been to Mergellina all alone. She was away
-such a long time. When she came back I was in my room. I didn't know.
-I didn't hear the boat. But my door was open, and presently I heard
-some one come up-stairs and go into the boudoir. It was Madre. I know
-her step. I know it was Madre!"
-
-She reiterated her assertion, as if she anticipated that he was going
-to dispute it.
-
-"She stayed in the boudoir only a very little while--only a few
-minutes. Oh, Monsieur Emile, but--"
-
-"Vere. What do you mean? Did--what happened there--in the boudoir?"
-
-He was reading from her face.
-
-"She went--Madre went in there to--"
-
-She stopped and swallowed.
-
-"Madre took father's photograph--the one on the writing-table--and
-tore it to pieces. And the frame--that was all bent and nearly broken.
-Father's photograph, that she loves so much!"
-
-Artois said nothing. At that moment it was as if he entered suddenly
-into Hermione's heart, and knew every feeling there.
-
-"Monsieur Emile--is she--is Madre--ill?"
-
-She began to tremble once more, as she had trembled when she came to
-fetch Gaspare from the nook of the cliff beside the Saint's Pool.
-
-"Not as you mean, Vere."
-
-"You are sure? You are certain?"
-
-"Not in that way."
-
-"But then I heard Madre come out and go to her bedroom. I didn't hear
-whether she locked the door. I only heard it shut. But Gaspare says he
-knows it is locked. Two or three minutes after the door was shut I
-heard--I heard--"
-
-"Don't be afraid. Tell me--if I ought to know."
-
-Those words voiced a deep and delicate reluctance which was beginning
-to invade him. Yet he wished to help Vere, to release this child from
-the thrall of a terror which could only be conquered if it were
-expressed.
-
-"Tell me," he added, slowly.
-
-"I heard Madre--Monsieur Emile, it was hardly crying!"
-
-"Don't. You needn't tell me any more."
-
-"Gaspare heard it too. It went on for a long, long time. We--Gaspare
-made the servants keep downstairs ever since. And I--I have been
-waiting for you to come, because Madre cares for you."
-
-Artois put his hand down quickly upon Vere's right hand.
-
-"I am glad that you sent for me, Vere. I am glad you think that. Come
-and sit down on the bench."
-
-He drew her down beside him. He felt that he was with a child whom he
-must comfort. Gaspare stood always looking down over the rail of the
-terrace to the sea.
-
-"Vere!"
-
-"Yes, Monsieur Emile."
-
-"You mother is not ill as you thought--feared. But--to-day--she has
-had, she must have had, a great shock."
-
-"But at Mergellina?"
-
-"Only that could account for what you have just told me."
-
-"But I don't understand. She only went to Mergellina."
-
-"Did you see her before she went there?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Was she as usual?"
-
-"I don't think she was. I think Madre has been changing nearly all
-this summer. That is why I am so afraid. You know she has been
-changing."
-
-He was silent. The difficulty of the situation was great. He did not
-know how to resolve it.
-
-"You have seen the change, Monsieur Emile!"
-
-He did not deny it. He did not know what to do or say. For of that
-change, although perhaps now he partly understood it, he could never
-speak to Vere or to any one.
-
-"It has made me so unhappy," Vere said, with a break in her voice.
-
-And he had said to himself: "Vere must be happy!" At that moment he
-and his intellect seemed to him less than a handful of dust.
-
-"But this change of to-day is different," he said, slowly. "Your
-mother has had a dreadful shock."
-
-"At Mergellina?"
-
-"It must have been there."
-
-"But what could it be? We scarcely ever go there. We don't know any
-one there--oh, except Ruffo."
-
-Her eyes, keen and bright with youth, even though they had been
-crying, were fixed upon his face while she was speaking, and she saw a
-sudden conscious look in his eyes, a movement of his lips--he drew
-them sharply together, as if seized by a spasm.
-
-"Ruffo!" she repeated. "Has it something to do with Ruffo?"
-
-There was a profound perplexity in her face, but the fear in it was
-less.
-
-"Something to do with Ruffo?" she repeated.
-
-Suddenly she moved, she got up. And all the fear had come back to her
-face, with something added to it, something intensely personal.
-
-"Do you mean--is Ruffo dead?" she whispered.
-
-A voice rose up from the sea singing a sad little song. Vere turned
-towards the sea. All her body relaxed. The voice passed on. The sad
-little song passed under the cliff, to the Saint's Pool and the lee of
-the island.
-
-"Ah, Monsieur Emile," she said, "why don't you tell me?"
-
-She swayed. He put his arm quickly behind her.
-
-"No, no! It's all right. That was Ruffo!"
-
-And she smiled.
-
-At that moment Artois longed to tell her the truth. To do so would
-surely be to do something that was beautiful. But he dared not--he had
-no right.
-
-A bell rang in the house, loudly, persistently, tearing its silence.
-Gaspare turned angrily from the rail, with an expression of
-apprehension on his face.
-
-Giulia was summoning the household to dinner.
-
-"Perhaps--perhaps Madre will come down," Vere whispered.
-
-Gaspare passed them and went into the house quickly. They knew he had
-gone to see if his Padrona was coming. Moved by a mutual instinct,
-they stayed where they were till he should come to them again.
-
-For a long time they waited. He did not return.
-
-"We had better go in, Vere. You must eat."
-
-"I can't--unless she comes."
-
-"You must try to eat."
-
-He spoke to her as to a child.
-
-"And perhaps--Gaspare may be with her, may be speaking with her. Let
-us go in."
-
-They passed into the house, and went to the dining-room. The table was
-laid. The lamp was lit. Giulia stood by the sideboard looking anxious
-and subdued. She did not even smile when she saw Artois, who was her
-favorite.
-
-"Where is Gaspare, Giulia?" said Artois.
-
-"Up-stairs, Signore. He came in and ran up-stairs, and he has not come
-down. Ah!"--she raised her hands--"the evil eye has looked upon this
-house! When that girl Peppina--"
-
-"Be quiet!" Artois said, sharply.
-
-Giulia's round, black eyes filled with tears, and her mouth opened in
-surprise.
-
-He put his hand kindly on her arm.
-
-"Never mind, Giulia mia! But it is foolish to talk like that. There is
-no reason why evil should come upon the Casa del Mare. Here is
-Gaspare!"
-
-At that moment he entered, looking tragic.
-
-"Go away, Giulia!" he said to her, roughly.
-
-"Ma--"
-
-"Go away!"
-
-He put her out of the room without ceremony, and shut the door.
-
-"Signore!" he said to Artois, "I have been up to the Padrona's room. I
-have knocked on the door. I have spoken--"
-
-"What did you say?"
-
-"I did not say that you were here, Signore."
-
-"Did you ask the Signora to come down?"
-
-"I asked if she was coming down to dinner. I said the Signorina was
-waiting for her."
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"The Signora did not answer. There was no noise, and in the room there
-is no light!"
-
-"Let me go!" Vere said, breathlessly.
-
-She was moving towards the door when Artois stopped her
-authoritatively.
-
-"No, Vere--wait!"
-
-"But some one must--I'm afraid--"
-
-"Wait, Vere!"
-
-He turned once more to Gaspare.
-
-"Did you try the door, Gaspare?"
-
-"Signore, I did. After I had spoken several times and waited a long
-time, I tried the door softly. It is locked."
-
-"You see!"
-
-It was Vere speaking, still breathlessly.
-
-"Let me go, Monsieur Emile. We can't let Madre stay like that, all
-alone in the dark. She must have food. We can't stay down here and
-leave her."
-
-Artois hesitated. He thought of the stranger at the window, and he
-felt afraid. But he concealed his fear.
-
-"Perhaps you had better go, Vere," he said, at length. "But if she
-does not answer, don't try the door. Don't knock. Just speak. You will
-find the best words."
-
-"Yes. I'll try--I'll try."
-
-Gaspare opened the door. Giulia was sobbing outside. Her pride and
-dignity were lacerated by Gaspare's action.
-
-"Giulia, never mind! Don't cry! Gaspare didn't mean--"
-
-Before she had finished speaking the servant passionately seized her
-hand and kissed it. Vere released her hand very gently and went slowly
-up the stairs.
-
-The instinct of Artois was to follow her. He longed to follow her, but
-he denied himself, and sat down by the dinner-table, on which the
-zuppa di pesce was smoking under the lamp. Giulia, trying to stifle
-her sobs, went away down the kitchen stairs, and Gaspare stood near
-the door. He touched his face with his hands, opened and shut his
-lips, then thrust his hands into his pockets, and stared first at
-Artois then at the floor. His cheeks and his forehead looked hot, as
-if he had just finished some difficult physical act. Artois did not
-glance at him. In that moment both men, in their different ways, felt
-dreadfully, almost unbearably, self-conscious.
-
-Presently Vere's step was heard again on the stairs, descending softly
-and slowly. She came in and went at once to Artois.
-
-"Madre doesn't answer."
-
-Artois got up.
-
-"What ought we to do?"
-
-Vere was whispering.
-
-"Did you hear anything?"
-
-"No."
-
-Gaspare moved, took his hands violently out of his pockets, then
-thrust them in again.
-
-Artois stood in silence. His face, generally so strong, so
-authoritative, showed his irresolution, and Vere, looking to him like
-a frightened child for guidance, felt her terror increase.
-
-"Shall I go up again. I didn't knock. You told me not to. Shall I go
-and knock? Or shall Gaspare go again?"
-
-She did not suggest that Artois should go himself. He noticed that,
-even in this moment of the confusion of his will.
-
-"I think we had better leave her for a time," he said, at last.
-
-As he spoke he made an effort, and recovered himself.
-
-"We had better do nothing more. What can we do?"
-
-He was looking at Gaspare.
-
-Gaspare went out into the passage and called down the stairs.
-
-"Giulia! Come up! The Signorina is going to dinner."
-
-His defiant voice sounded startling in the silent house.
-
-"We are to eat!"
-
-"Yes, Vere. I shall stay. Presently our mother may come down. She
-feels that she must be alone. We have no right to try to force
-ourselves upon her."
-
-"Do you think it is that? Are you telling me the truth? Are you?"
-
-"If she does not come down presently I will go up. Don't be afraid. I
-will not leave you till she comes down."
-
-Giulia returned, wiping her eyes. When he saw her Gaspare disappeared.
-They knew he had gone to wait outside his Padrona's door.
-
-The dinner passed almost in silence. Artois ate, and made Vere eat.
-Vere sat in her mother's place, with her back to the door. Artois was
-facing her. Often his eyes travelled to the door. Often, too, Vere
-turned her head. And in the silence both were listening for a step
-that did not come: Vere with a feverish eagerness, Artois with a
-mingling of longing and of dread. For he knew he dreaded to see
-Hermione that night. He knew that it would be terrible to him to meet
-her eyes, to speak to her, to touch her hand. And yet he longed for
-her to come. For he was companioned by a great and growing fear, which
-he must hide. And that act of secrecy, undertaken for Vere's sake,
-seemed to increase the thing he hid, till the shadow it had been began
-to take form, to grow in stature, to become dominating, imperious.
-
-Giulia put some fruit on the table. The meal was over, and there had
-been no sound outside upon the stairs.
-
-"Monsieur Emile, what are you going to do?"
-
-"Go to the drawing-room, Vere. I will go out and see whether there is
-any light in your mother's window."
-
-She obeyed him silently and went away. Then he took his hat and went
-out upon the terrace.
-
-Gaspare had said that Hermione's room was dark. Perhaps he had been
-mistaken. The key might have been so placed in the lock that he had
-been deceived. As Artois walked to a point from which he could see one
-of the windows of Hermione's bedroom, he knew that he longed to see a
-light there. If the window was dark the form of his fear would be more
-distinct. He reached the point and looked up. There was no light.
-
-He stood there for some time gazing at that darkness. He thought of
-the bent photograph frame, of the photograph that had been so loved
-torn into fragments, of the sound that was--hardly crying, and of the
-face he had seen for an instant as he drew near to the island. He
-ought to come to some decision, to take some action. Vere was
-depending upon him. But he felt as if he could do nothing. In answer
-to Vere's appeal he had hastened to the island. And now he was
-paralyzed, he was utterly useless.
-
-He felt as if he dared not do anything. Hermione in her grief, had
-suddenly passed from him into a darkness that was sacred. What right
-had he to try to share it?
-
-And yet--if that great shape of fear were not the body of a lie, but
-of the truth?
-
-Never had he felt so impotent, so utterly unworthy of his manhood.
-
-He moved away, turned, came back and stood once more beneath the
-window. Ought he to go up to Hermione's door, to knock, to speak, to
-insist on admittance? And if there was no reply?--what ought he to do
-then? Break down the door?
-
-He went into the house. Vere was sitting in the drawing-room looking
-at the door. She sprang up.
-
-"Is there a light in Madre's room?"
-
-"No."
-
-He saw, as he answered, that she caught his fear, that hers now had
-the same shape as his.
-
-"Monsieur Emile, you--you don't think--?"
-
-Her voice faltered, her bright eyes became changed, dim, seemed to
-sink into her head.
-
-"You must go to her room. Go to Madre, Monsieur Emile, Go! Speak to
-her! Make her answer! Make her! make her!"
-
-She put her hands on him. She pushed him frantically.
-
-He took her hands and held them tightly.
-
-"I am going, Vere. Don't be frightened!"
-
-"But you are frightened! You are frightened!"
-
-"I will speak to your mother. I will beg her to answer."
-
-"And if she doesn't answer?"
-
-"I will get into the room."
-
-He let go her hands and went towards the door. Just as he reached it
-there came from below in the house a loud, shrill cry. It was followed
-by an instant of silence, then by another cry, louder, nearer than
-before. And this time they could hear the words:
-
-"/La fattura della morte/! /La fattura della morte/!"
-
-Running, stumbling feet sounded outside, and Peppina appeared at the
-door, her disfigured face convulsed with terror, her hand out-
-stretched.
-
-"Look!" she cried shrilly. "Look, Signorina! Look, Signore! /La
-fattura della morte/! /La fattura della morte/! It has been brought to
-the house to-night! It has been put in my room to-night!"
-
-In her hand lay a green lemon pierced by many nails.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XL
-
-"Monsieur Emile, what is it?" exclaimed Vere.
-
-The frightened servants were gone, half coaxed and half scolded into
-silence by Artois. He had taken the lemon from Peppina, and it lay now
-in his hand.
-
-"It is what the people of Naples call a death-charm."
-
-"A death-charm?"
-
-In her eyes superstition dawned.
-
-"Why do they call it that?"
-
-"Because it is supposed to bring death to any one--any enemy--near
-whom it is placed."
-
-"Who can have put it in the house to-night?" Vere said. Her voice was
-low and trembling. "Who can have wished to bring death here to-night?"
-
-"I don't know, Vere."
-
-"And such a thing--could it bring death?"
-
-"Vere! You can ask me!"
-
-He spoke with an attempt at smiling irony, but his eyes held something
-of the awe, the cloudy apprehension that had gathered in hers.
-
-"Where is your mind?" he added.
-
-She answered: "Are you going to Madre's room, Monsieur Emile?"
-
-He put the death-charm down quickly, as if it had burned his hand.
-
-"I am going now. Gaspare!"
-
-At this moment Gaspare came into the room with a face that was almost
-livid.
-
-"Who is it that has brought a /fattura della morte/ here?" he
-exclaimed.
-
-His usually courageous eyes were full of superstitious fear.
-
-"Signore, do you--"
-
-He stopped. He had seen the death-charm lying on the little table
-covered with silver trifles. He approached it, made a sign of the
-cross, bent down his head and examined it closely, but did not touch
-it.
-
-Artois and Vere watched him closely. He lifted up his head at last.
-
-"I know who brought the /fattura della morte/ here," he said,
-solemnly. "I know."
-
-"Who?" said Vere.
-
-"It was Ruffo."
-
-"Ruffo!"
-
-Vere reddened. "Ruffo! He loves our house, and he loves us!"
-
-"It is Ruffo, Signorina. It is Ruffo. He brought it, and it is he that
-must take it away. Do not touch it, Signorina. Do not touch it,
-Signore. Leave it where it is till Ruffo comes, till Ruffo takes it
-away."
-
-He again made the sign of the cross, and drew back from the death-
-charm with a sort of mysterious caution.
-
-"Signore," he said to Artois, "I will go down to the Saint's Pool. I
-will find Ruffo. I will bring him here. I will make him come here."
-
-He was going out when Artois put a hand on his shoulder.
-
-"And the Padrona?"
-
-"Signore, she is always there, in her room, in the dark."
-
-"And you have heard nothing?"
-
-"Signore, I have heard the Padrona moving."
-
-The hand of Artois dropped down. He was invaded by a sense of relief
-that was almost overwhelming.
-
-"You are certain?"
-
-"Si, Signore. The Padrona is walking up and down the room. When
-Peppina screamed out I heard the Padrona move. And then I heard her
-walking up and down the room."
-
-He looked again at the death-charm and went out. Vere stood for a
-moment. Then she, too, went suddenly away, and Artois heard her light
-footstep retreating from him towards the terrace.
-
-He understood her silent and abrupt departure. His fear had been hers.
-His relief was hers, too, and she was moved to hide it. He was left
-alone with the death-charm.
-
-He sat down by the table on which it lay among the bright toys of
-silver. Released from his great fear, released from his undertaking to
-force his way into the darkness of that room which had been silent, he
-seemed suddenly to regain his identity, to be put once more into
-possession of his normal character. He had gone out from it. He
-returned to it. The cloud of superstition, in which even he had been
-for a moment involved with Vere and with the servants, evaporated, and
-he was able to smile secretly at them and at himself. Yet while he
-smiled thus secretly, and while he looked at the lemon with its
-perforating nails, he realized his own smallness, helplessness, the
-smallness and the helplessness of every man, as he had never realized
-them before. And he realized also something, much, of what it would
-have meant to him, had the body of his fear been the body of a truth,
-not of a lie.
-
-If death had really come into the Casa del Mare that night with the
-death-charm!
-
-He stretched out his hand to the table, lifted the death-charm from
-among the silver ornaments, held it, kept it in his hand, which he
-laid upon his knee.
-
-If Ruffo had carried death in his boy's hand over the sea to the
-island, had carried death to Hermione!
-
-Artois tried to imagine that house without Hermione, his life without
-Hermione.
-
-For a long time he sat, always holding the death-charm in his hand,
-always with his eyes fixed upon it, until at last in it, as in a magic
-mirror, among the scars of its burning, and among the nails that
-pierced it, as the woman who had fashioned it, and fired it, and
-muttered witch's words over it, longed to pierce the heart of her
-enemy, he saw scenes of the past, and shadowy, moving figures. He saw
-among the scars and among the nails Hermione and himself!
-
-They were in Paris, at a table strewn with flowers. That was the first
-scene in the magic mirror of the /fattura della morte/, the scene in
-which they met for the first time. Hermione regarded him almost with
-timidity. And he looked at her doubtfully, because she had no beauty.
-
-Then they were in another part of Paris, in his "Morocco slipper of a
-room," crammed with books, and dim with Oriental incense and tobacco
-smoke, his room red and yellow, tinted with the brilliant colors of
-the East. And he turned to her for sympathy, and he received it in
-full measure, pressed down and running over. He told her his thought,
-and he told her his feelings, his schemes, his struggles, his moments
-of exaltation, his depressions. Something, much indeed of him was
-hers, the egotistic part of a man that does really give, but that
-keeps back much, and that seeks much more than it gives. And what he
-sought she eagerly, generously gave, with both hands, never counting
-any cost. Always she was giving and always he was taking.
-
-Then they were in London, in another room full of books. He stood by a
-fire, and she was seated with a bundle of letters in her lap. And his
-heart was full of something that was like anger, and of a dull and
-smouldering jealousy. And hers was full of a new and wonderful beauty,
-a piercing joy.
-
-He sighed deeply. He stirred. He looked up for a moment and listened.
-
-But all the house was silent. And again he bent over the death-charm.
-
-He stood by a door. Outside was the hum of traffic, inside a narrow
-room. And now in the magic mirror a third figure showed itself, a
-figure of youth incarnate, brave, passionate, thrilling with the joy
-of life. He watched it, how coldly, although he felt its charm, the
-rays of fire that came from it, as sunbeams come from the sun! And
-apprehension stirred within him. And presently in the night, by ebony
-waters, and by strange and wandering lights, and under unquiet stars,
-he told Hermione something of his fear.
-
-Africa--and the hovering flies, and the dreadful feeling that death's
-hands were creeping about his body and trying to lay hold of it! A
-very lonely creature lay there in the mirror, with the faint shadow of
-a palm-leaf shifting and swaying upon the ghastly whiteness of its
-face--himself, in the most desolate hour of his life. As he gazed he
-was transported to the City of the Mosques. The years rolled back. He
-felt again all, or nearly all, that he had felt then of helplessness,
-abandonment, despair. It was frightful to go out thus alone, to be
-extinguished in the burning heat of Africa, and laid in that arid
-soil, where the vipers slid through the hot crevices of the earth, and
-the scorpions bred in the long days of the summer. Now it was evening.
-He heard the call to prayer, that wailing, wonderful cry which saluted
-the sinking sun.
-
-He remembered exactly how it had come into his ears through the half-
-opened window, the sensation of remoteness, of utter solitude, which
-it had conveyed to him. An Arab had passed under the window, singing
-in a withdrawn and drowsy voice a plaintive song of the East which had
-mingled with the call to prayer. And then, he, Artois being quite
-alone, had given way in his great pain and weakness. He remembered
-feeling the tears slipping over his cheeks, one following another,
-quickly, quickly. It had seemed as if they would never stop, as if
-there would always be tears to flow from those sources deep within his
-stricken body, his stricken soul.
-
-He looked into the mirror. The door of the room was opened. A woman
-stood upon the threshold. The sick man turned upon his pillow. He
-gazed towards the woman. And his tears ceased. He was no longer alone.
-His friend had come from her garden of Paradise to draw him back to
-life.
-
-In the magic mirror of the /fattura della morte/ other scenes formed
-themselves, were clearly visible for a moment, then dispersed,
-dissolved--till scenes of the island came, till the last scene in the
-mirror dawned faintly before his eyes.
-
-He saw a dark room, and a woman more desolate than he had been when he
-lay alone with the shadow of the palm-tree shifting on his face, and
-heard the call to prayer. He saw Hermione in her room in the Casa del
-Mare that night, after she knew.
-
-Suddenly he put his hand to his eyes.
-
-Those were the first tears his eyes had known since that evening in
-Africa years and years ago.
-
-He laid the death-charm down once more among the silver toys. But he
-still looked at it as he sat back now in his chair, waiting for
-Gaspare's return.
-
-He gazed at the symbol of death. And he began to think how strangely
-appropriate was its presence that night in the Casa del Mare, how
-almost more than strange had been its bringing there by Ruffo--if
-indeed Ruffo had brought it, as Gaspare declared. And Ruffo, all
-ignorantly and unconsciously, had pierced the heart of Hermione.
-
-Artois knew nothing of what had happened that day at Mergellina, but
-he divined that it was Ruffo who, without words, had told Hermione the
-truth. It must have been Ruffo, in whom the dead man lived again. And,
-going beyond the innocent boy, deep into the shadows where lies so
-much of truth, Artois saw the murdered man stirring from his sleep,
-unable to rest because of the lie that had been coiled around his
-memory, making it what it should not be. Perhaps only the dead know
-the true, the sacred passion for justice. Perhaps only they are
-indifferent to everything save truth, they who know the greatest truth
-of all.
-
-And Artois saw Maurice Delarey, the gay, the full-blooded youth, grown
-stern in the halls of death, unable to be at peace until she who had
-most loved him knew him at last as he had been in life.
-
-As no one else would tell Hermione the truth, the dead man himself,
-speaking through his son, the fruit of his sin, had told her the truth
-that day. He, too, had been perhaps a spirit in prison, through all
-these years since his death.
-
-Artois saw him in freedom.
-
-And at that moment Artois felt that in the world there was only one
-thing that was perfectly beautiful, and that thing was absolute truth.
-Its knowledge must make Hermione greater.
-
-But now she was hanging on her cross.
-
-If he could only comfort her!
-
-As she had come to him in Africa, he longed now to go to her. She had
-saved him from the death of the body. If only he could save her from
-another and more terrible death--the death of the spirit that believes
-and trusts in life!
-
-He had been absorbed in thought and unconscious of time. Now he looked
-up, he was aware of things. He listened. Surely Gaspare had been away
-a long while. And Vere--where was she?
-
-He had a strange desire to see Ruffo now. Something new and mystic had
-been born, or had for the first time made itself apparent, within him
-to-night. And he knew that to-night he would look at Ruffo as he had
-never looked at him before.
-
-He got up and, leaving the death-charm lying on the table, went to the
-door. There he hesitated. Should he go to the terrace, to Vere? Or
-should he go up-stairs to that dark room and try to speak to his
-friend? Or should he go out to the cliff, to seek Gaspare and Ruffo?
-
-Ruffo drew him. He had to go to the cliff.
-
-He went out by the front door. At first he thought of descending at
-once by the steps to the Pool of San Francesco. But he changed his
-mind and went instead to the bridge.
-
-He looked over into the Pool.
-
-It was a very clear night. San Francesco's light was burning brightly.
-Very sincerely it was burning beneath the blessing hands of the Saint.
-A ray of gold that came from it lay upon the darkness of the Pool,
-stealing through the night a little way, as if in an effort to touch
-the Casa del Mare.
-
-In the Pool there was one boat. Artois saw no one by the sea's edge,
-heard no voices there, and he turned towards the crest of the island,
-to the seat where Vere so often went at night, and where Hermione,
-too, had often sought out Ruffo.
-
-Gaspare and Ruffo were near it. Almost directly he saw their forms,
-relieved against the dimness but not deep darkness of the night, and
-heard their voices talking. As he went towards them Gaspare was
-speaking vehemently. He threw up one arm in a strong, even, and
-excited gesture, and was silent. Then Artois heard Ruffo say, in a
-voice that, though respectful and almost deprecatory, was yet firm
-like a man's:
-
-"I cannot take it away, Gaspare. When I go home my mamma will ask me
-if I have put it in the house."
-
-"Dio mio!" cried Gaspare. "But you have put it in the house! Is it not
-there--is it not there now to bring death upon the Signora, upon the
-Signorina, upon us all?"
-
-"It was made for Peppina. My mamma made it only against Peppina,
-because she has brought evil into our house. It will hurt only
-Peppina! It will kill only Peppina!"
-
-He spoke now with a vehemence and passion almost equal to Gaspare's.
-Artois stood still. They did not see him. They were absorbed in their
-conversation.
-
-"It will not hurt the Signora or the Signorina. The /fattura della
-morte/--it is to harm Peppina. Has she not done us injury? Has she not
-taken my Patrigno from my mamma? Has she not made him mad? Is it not
-for her that he has been in prison, and that he has left my mamma
-without a soldo in the house? The Signora--she has been good to me and
-my mamma. It is she who sent my mamma money--twenty lire! I respect
-the Signora as I respect my mamma. Only to-day, only this very day she
-came to Mergellina, she came to see my mama. And when she knew that my
-Patrigno was let out of prison, when I cried out at the door that he
-was coming, the Signora was so glad for us that she looked--she looked
---Madre di Dio! She was all white, she was shaking--she was worse than
-my poor mamma. And when I came to her, and when I called out,
-'Signora! Signora!' you should have seen! She opened her eyes! She
-gave me such a look! And then my Patrigno came in at the door, and the
-Signora--she went away. I was going to follow her, but she put out her
-hand--so, to make me stay--she wanted me to stay with my mamma. And
-she went down the stairs all trembling because my Patrigno was let out
-of prison. Per dio! She has a good heart. She is an angel. For the
-Signora I would die. For the Signora I would do anything! I--you say I
-would kill the Signora! Would I kill my mamma? Would I kill the
-Madonna? La Bruna--would I kill her? To me the Signora is as my mamma!
-I respect the Signora as I respect my mamma. Ecco!"
-
-"The /fattura della morte/ will bring evil on the house, it will bring
-death into the house."
-
-Gaspare spoke again, and his voice was dogged with superstition, but
-it was less vehement than before.
-
-"Already--who knows what it has brought? Who knows what evil it has
-done? All the house is sad to-night, all the house is terrible
-to-night."
-
-"It is Peppina who has looked on the house with the evil eye," said
-Ruffo. "It is Peppina who has brought trouble to the house."
-
-There was silence. Then Gaspare said:
-
-"No, it is not Peppina."
-
-As he spoke Artois saw him stretch out his hand, but gently, towards
-Ruffo.
-
-"Who is it, then?" said Ruffo.
-
-Moved by an irresistible impulse to interpose, Artois called out:
-
-"Gaspare!"
-
-He saw the two figures start.
-
-"Gaspare!" he repeated, coming up to them.
-
-"Signore! What is it? Has the Signora--"
-
-"I have not heard her. I have not seen her."
-
-"Then what is it, Signore?"
-
-"Good-evening, Ruffo," Artois said, looking at the boy.
-
-"Good-evening, Signore."
-
-Ruffo took off his cap. He was going to put it back on his dark hair,
-when Artois held his arm.
-
-"Wait a minute, Ruffo!"
-
-The boy looked surprised, but met fearlessly the eyes that were gazing
-into his.
-
-"Va bene, Ruffo."
-
-Artois released his arm, and Ruffo put on his cap.
-
-"I heard you talking of the /fattura della morte/," Artois said.
-
-Ruffo reddened slightly.
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"Your mother made it?"
-
-Ruffo did not answer. Gaspare stood by, watching and listening with
-deep, half-suspicious attention.
-
-"I heard you say so."
-
-"Si, Signore. My mamma made it."
-
-"And told you to bring it to the island and put it in the house
-to-night?"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"Are you sure it was Peppina your mother wished to do evil?"
-
-"Si, Signore, quite sure. Peppina is a bad girl. She made my Patrigno
-mad. She brought trouble to our house."
-
-"You love the Signora, don't you, Ruffo?"
-
-His face changed and grew happier at once.
-
-"Si, Signore. I love the Signora and the Signorina."
-
-He would not leave out Vere. Artois's heart warmed to him for that.
-
-"Ruffo--"
-
-While he had been on the crest of the island an idea had come to him.
-At first he had put it from him. Now, suddenly, he caressed it, he
-resolved to act on its prompting.
-
-"Ruffo, the Signora is in the house."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"I don't think she is very well. I don't think she will leave the
-house to-night. Wouldn't you like to see her?"
-
-"Signore, I always like to see the Signora."
-
-"And I think she likes to see you. I know she does."
-
-"Si, Signore. The Signora is always glad when I come."
-
-He spoke without conceit or vanity, with utterly sincere simplicity.
-
-"Go to the house and ask to see her now--Gaspare will take you."
-
-As he spoke he looked at Gaspare, and Gaspare understood.
-
-"Come on, Ruffo!"
-
-Gaspare's voice was rough, arbitrary, but the eyes that he turned on
-Ruffo were full of the almost melting gentleness that Hermione had
-seen in them sometimes and that she had always loved.
-
-"Come on, Ruffino!"
-
-He walked away quickly, almost sternly, towards the house. And Ruffo
-followed him.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLI
-
-Artois did not go with them. Once again he was governed by an
-imperious feeling that held him inactive, the feeling that it was not
-for him to approach Hermione--that others might draw near to her, but
-that he dared not. The sensation distressed and almost humiliated him.
-it came upon him like a punishment for sin, and as a man accepts a
-punishment which he is conscious of deserving Artois accepted it.
-
-So now he waited alone on the crest of the island, looking towards the
-Casa del Mare.
-
-What would be the result of this strange and daring embassy?
-
-He was not long to be in doubt.
-
-"Signore! Signore!"
-
-Gaspare's voice was calling him from somewhere in the darkness.
-
-"Signore."
-
-"I am coming."
-
-There had been a thrill of emotion in the appeal sent out to him. He
-hurried towards the house. He crossed the bridge. When he was on it he
-heard the splash of oars below him in the Pool, but he took no heed of
-it. What were the fishermen to him to-night? Before the house door he
-met Gaspare and Ruffo.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"The Signora is not in her room, Signore."
-
-"Not--? How do you know? Is the door open?"
-
-"Si, Signore. The Signora has gone! And the /fattura della morte/ has
-gone."
-
-"The /fattura della morte/ has gone!" repeated Ruffo.
-
-The repetition of the words struck a chill to the heart of Artois.
-Again he was beset by superstition. He caught it from these children
-of the South, who stared at him now with their grave and cloudy eyes.
-
-"Perhaps one of the servants--" he began.
-
-"No, Signore. I have asked them. And they would not dare to touch it."
-
-"The Signorina?"
-
-He shook his head.
-
-"She is in the garden. She has been there all the time. She does not
-know"--he lowered his voice almost to a whisper--"she does not know
-about the Signora and the /fattura della morte/."
-
-"We must not let her know--"
-
-He stopped. Suddenly his ears seemed full of the sound of splashing
-oars in water. Yet he heard nothing.
-
-"Gaspare," he said quickly, "have you looked everywhere for the
-Signora?"
-
-"I have looked in the house, Signore. I have been on the terrace and
-to the Signorina in the garden. Then I came to tell you. I thought you
-should know about the Signora and the /fattura della morte/."
-
-Artois felt that it was this fact of the disappearance of the death-
-charm which for the moment paralyzed Gaspare's activities. What
-stirring of ancient superstition was in the Sicilian's heart he did
-not know, but he knew that now his own time of action was come. No
-longer could he delegate to others the necessary deed. And with this
-knowledge his nature seemed to change. An ardor that was almost
-vehement with youth, and that was hard-fibred with manly strength and
-resolution, woke up in him.
-
-Again his ears were full of the sound of oars in water.
-
-"Ruffo," he said, "will you obey me?"
-
-He laid his hand on the boy's shoulder.
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"Go into the garden. Stay with the Signorina till I come."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-"If it is a long time, if the Signorina is afraid, if she wants to do
-anything, you are to say that Don Emilio said she was not to be
-afraid, and that she was to wait."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-The boy paused, looking steadily at Artois, then, seeing that he had
-finished, turned away and went softly into the house.
-
-"Gaspare, come with me."
-
-Gaspare said nothing, but followed him down to the foot of the cliff.
-One of the island boats was gone. When Gaspare saw that he ran to pull
-in the other. He held out his arm to help Artois into the boat, then
-took the oars, standing up and looking before him into the night.
-
-"Row towards the village, Gaspare."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-At that moment Gaspare understood much of what was in Artois's mind.
-He relied upon Artois. He trusted him--and this fact, of Gaspare's
-trust and reliance upon him, added now to that feeling of ardor that
-had risen up in Artois, gave him courage, helped to banish completely
-that punishing sensation which had condemned him to keep away from
-Hermione as one unworthy to approach her, to touch even the hem of her
-grief.
-
-No need to tell Gaspare to row quickly. With all his strength he
-forced the boat along through the calm sea.
-
-"Keep near the shore, Gaspare!"
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-Only the first quarter of the young moon was visible in the sky. It
-cast but a thin and distant glint of silver upon the waters. By the
-near shore the dimness of this hour was unbroken by any light,
-unstirred by any sound except the withdrawn and surreptitious murmur
-of the sea. The humped shapes of the low yellow rocks showed
-themselves faintly like shapes of beasts asleep. In the distance,
-lifted above the sea, two or three flames shone faintly. They were
-shed by lamps or candles set in the windows of the fishermen's
-cottages in the village.
-
-Had Hermione gone to the village?
-
-She might have left the island with some definite purpose, or moved by
-a blind impulse to get away, and be alone. Artois could not tell. But
-she had taken the /fattura della morte/.
-
-He wondered whether she knew its meaning, with what sinister intention
-it had been made. Something in the little worthless thing must have
-attracted her, have fascinated her, or she would not have taken it. In
-her distress of mind, in her desire for solitude, she would have
-hastened away and left it lying where it was.
-
-Perhaps she had a purpose in leaving the island with the /fattura
-della morte/.
-
-Her taking of it began to seem to Artois, as it had evidently seemed
-to Gaspare, a fact of profound significance. His imagination, working
-with an almost diseased rapidity and excitement, brought before him a
-series of scenes in which the death-charm figured as symbol. In one of
-these there were two women--Hermione and Maddalena.
-
-Hermione might have set out on some wild quest to Mergellina. He
-remembered the face at the window, and knew that to-night everything
-was possible.
-
-"Row quickly, Gaspare!"
-
-Gaspare bent almost furiously to the oars. Then sharply he turned his
-head.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"I can see the boat! I can see the Signora!"
-
-The words struggled out on a long breath that made his broad chest
-heave. Instinctively Artois put his hands on the gunwale of the boat
-on either side of him, moving as if to stand up.
-
-"Take care, Signore!"
-
-"I'd forgotten--" He leaned forward, searching the night. "Where is
-the Signora?"
-
-"There--in front! She is rowing to the village. No, she has turned."
-
-He stopped rowing.
-
-"The Signora has seen, or she has heard, and she is going in to
-shore."
-
-"But there are only the rocks."
-
-"The Signora is going in to the Palazzo of the Spirits."
-
-"The Palazzo of the Spirits?" Artois repeated.
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-Gaspare turned and looked again into the darkness.
-
-"I cannot see the Signora any more."
-
-"Follow the Signora, Gaspare. If she has gone to the Palazzo of the
-Spirits row in there."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-He drew the oars again strongly through the water.
-
-Artois remembered a blinding storm that had crashed over a mountain
-village in Sicily long ago, a flash of lightning which had revealed to
-him the gaunt portal of a palace that seemed abandoned, a strip of
-black cloth, the words "/Lutto in famiglia/." They had seemed to him
-prophetic words.
-
-And now--?
-
-In the darkness he saw another darkness, the strange and broken
-outline of the ruined palace by the sea, once perhaps, the summer home
-of some wealthy Roman, now a mere shell visited in the lonely hours by
-the insatiate waves. Were Hermione and he to meet here? To-day he had
-thought of his friend as a spirit that had been long in prison. Now he
-came to the Palace of the Spirits to face her truth with his. The
-Palace of the Spirits! The name suggested the very nakedness of truth.
-Well, let it be so, let the truth stand there naked. Again, mingling
-with a certain awe, there rose up in him a strong ardor, a courage
-that was vehement, that longed at last to act. And it seemed to him
-suddenly that for many years, through all the years that divided
-Hermione and him from the Sicilian life, they had been held in leash,
-waiting for the moment of this encounter. Now the leash slackened.
-They were being freed. And for what?
-
-Gaspare plunged his right oar into the sea alone. The boat swung round
-obediently, heading for the shore.
-
-One of the faint lights that gleamed in the village was extinguished.
-
-"Signore, the Signora has left the boat!"
-
-"Si?"
-
-"Madonna! She has let it go! She has left it to the sea!"
-
-He backed water. A moment later the little boat in which Vere loved to
-go out alone grated against theirs.
-
-"Madonna! To leave the boat like that!" exclaimed Gaspare, bending to
-catch the tow-rope. "The Signora is not safe to-night. The Signora's
-saint will not look on her to-night."
-
-"Put me ashore, Gaspare."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-The boat passed before the façade of the palace.
-
-Artois knew the palace well by day. This was the first time he had
-come to it by night. In daylight it was a small and picturesque ruin
-washed by the laughing sea, lonely but scarcely sad. Leaping from its
-dark and crumbling walls the fisher-boys often plunged into the depths
-below; or they lay upon the broad sills of the gaping window-spaces to
-dry themselves in the sun. Men came with rods and lines to fish from
-its deserted apartments, through which, when rough weather was at
-hand, the screaming sea-birds flew. The waves played frivolously
-enough in its recesses. And their voices were heard against the slimy
-and defiant stones calling to teach other merrily, as perhaps once the
-voices of revellers long dead called in the happy hours of a vanished
-villeggiatura.
-
-But the night wrought on it, in it, and about it change. Its solitude
-then became desolation, the darkness of its stones a blackness that
-was tragic, its ruin more than a suggestion, the decisive picture of
-despair.
-
-At its base was a line of half-discovered window-spaces, the lower
-parts of which had become long since the prey of the waves. Above it
-were more window-spaces, fully visible, and flanking a high doorway,
-once, no doubt, connected with a staircase, but now giving upon mid-
-air. Formerly there had been another floor, but this had fallen into
-decay and disappeared, with the exception of one small and narrow
-chamber situated immediately over the doorway. Isolated, for there was
-no means of approach to it, this chamber had something of the aspect
-of a low and sombre tower sluggishly lifting itself towards the sky.
-The palace was set upon rock and flanked by rocks. Round about it
-grass grew to the base of a high cliff at perhaps two hundred yards
-distance from it. And here and there grass and tufts of rank herbage
-pushed in its crevices, proclaiming the triumph of time to exulting
-winds and waters.
-
-As Gaspare rowed in cautiously and gently to this deserted place, to
-which from the land no road, no footpath led, he stared at the
-darkness of the palace with superstitious awe, then at the small,
-familiar boat, which followed in their wake because he held the tow-
-rope.
-
-"Signore," he said, "I am afraid!"
-
-"You--Gaspare!"
-
-"I am afraid for the Signora. Why should she come here all alone with
-the /fattura della morte/? I am afraid for the Signora."
-
-The boat touched the edge of the rock to the right of the palace.
-
-"And where has the Signora gone, Signore? I cannot see her, and I
-cannot hear her."
-
-He lifted up his hand. They listened. But they heard only the sucking
-murmur of the sea against the rocks perforated with little holes, and
-in distant, abandoned chambers of the palace.
-
-"Where has the Signora gone?" Gaspare repeated, in a whisper.
-
-"I will find the Signora," said Artois.
-
-He got up. Gaspare held his arm to assist him to the shore.
-
-"Thank you."
-
-He was on the rocks.
-
-"Gaspare," he said, "wait here. Lie off the shore close by till I come
-back."
-
-"Si, Signore."
-
-Artois hesitated, looking at Gaspare.
-
-"I will persuade the Signora to come back with us," he said.
-
-"Si, Signore. You must persuade the poor Signora. The poor Signora is
-mad to-night. She gave me a look--" His eyes clouded with moisture.
-"If the poor Signora had not been mad she could not have looked at me
-like that--at another, perhaps, but not at me."
-
-It seemed as if at last his long reserve was breaking down. He put up
-his hand to his eyes.
-
-"I did not think that my Padrona--"
-
-He stopped. Artois remembered the face at the window. He grasped
-Gaspare's hand.
-
-"The Signora does not understand," he said. "I will make the Signora
-understand."
-
-"Si, Signore, you must make the poor Signora understand."
-
-Gaspare's hand held on to the hand of Artois, and in that clasp the
-immense reserve, that for so many years had divided, and united, these
-two men, seemed to melt like gold in a crucible of fire.
-
-"I will make the Signora understand."
-
-"And I will wait, Signore."
-
-He pushed the boat off from the rocks. It floated away, with its
-sister boat, on the calm sea that kissed the palace walls. He gave his
-Padrona's fate into the hands of Artois. It was a tribute which had
-upon Artois a startling effect.
-
-It was like a great resignation which conferred a great
-responsibility.
-
-Always Gaspare had been very jealous, very proud of his position of
-authority as the confidential servant and protector of Hermione. And
-now, suddenly, and very simply, he seemed to acknowledge his
-helplessness with Hermione--to rely implicitly upon the power of
-Artois.
-
-Vere, too, in her way had performed a kindred action. She had summoned
-"Monsieur Emile" in her great trouble. She had put herself in his
-hands. And he--he had striven to delegate to others the burden he was
-meant to bear. He had sent Vere to Hermione. He had sent Gaspare to
-her. He had even sent Ruffo to her. Now he must go himself. Vere,
-Gaspare, Ruffo--they were all looking to him. But Gaspare's eyes were
-most expressive, held more of demand for him than the eyes of the girl
-and boy. For the past was gathered in Gaspare, spoke to him in
-Gaspare's voice, looked at him from Gaspare's eyes, and in Gaspare's
-soul waited surely to know how it would be redeemed.
-
-He turned from the sea and looked towards the cliff. Now he had the
-palace on his left hand. On his right, not far off, was a high bluff
-going almost sheer into the sea. Nevertheless, access to the village
-was possible by the strip of rocks beneath it. Had Hermione gone to
-the village by the rocks? If she had, Gaspare's keen eyes would surely
-have seen her. Artois looked at the blank wall of the palace. This
-extended a little way, then turned at right angles. Just beyond the
-angle, in its shadow, there was a low and narrow doorway. Artois moved
-along the wall, reached this doorway, stood without it, and listened.
-
-The grass here grew right up to the stones of the ruin. He had come
-almost without noise. Before him he saw blackness, the blackness of a
-passage extending from the orifice of the doorway to an interior
-chamber of the palace. He heard the peculiar sound of moving water
-that is beset and covered in by barriers of stone, a hollow and
-pugnacious murmur, as of something so determined that it would be
-capable of striving through eternity, yet of something that was
-wistful and even sad.
-
-For an instant he yielded his spirit to this sound of eternal
-striving. Then he said:
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-No one answered.
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-He raised his voice. He almost called the name.
-
-Still there was no answer. Yet the silence seemed to tell him that she
-was near.
-
-He did not call again. He waited a moment, then he stepped into the
-passage.
-
-The room to which it led was the central room, or hall, of the palace
---a vaulted chamber, high and narrow, opening to the sea at one end by
-the great doorway already mentioned, to the land beneath the cliff by
-a smaller doorway at the other. The faint light from without,
-penetrating through these facing doorways, showed to Artois a sort of
-lesser darkness, towards which he walked slowly, feeling his way along
-the wall. When he reached the hall he again stood still, trying to get
-accustomed to the strange and eerie obscurity, to pierce it with his
-eyes.
-
-Now to his left, evidently within the building, and not far from where
-he stood, he heard almost loudly the striving of the sea. He heard the
-entering wave push through some narrow opening, search round the walls
-for egress, lift itself in a vain effort to emerge, fall back baffled,
-retreat, murmuring discontent, only to be succeeded by another eager
-wave. And this startling living noise of water filled him with a
-sensation of acute anxiety, almost of active fear.
-
-"Hermione!" he said once more.
-
-It seemed to him that the voice of the water drowned his voice, that
-it was growing louder, was filling the palace with an uproar that was
-angry.
-
-"Hermione! Hermione!"
-
-He strove to dominate that uproar.
-
-Now, far off, through the seaward opening, he saw a streak of silver
-lying like a thread upon the darkness of the sea. And as he saw it,
-the voice of the waves within the palace seemed to sink suddenly away
-almost to silence. He did not know why, but the vision of that very
-distant radiance of the young and already setting moon seemed to
-restore to him abruptly the accuracy of his sense of hearing.
-
-He again went forward a few steps, descending in the chamber towards
-the doorway by the worn remains of an almost effaced staircase.
-Reaching the bottom he stood still once more. On either side of him he
-could faintly discern openings leading into other rooms. Perhaps
-Hermione, hearing him call, had retreated from him through one of
-them. A sort of horror of the situation came upon him, as he began
-thoroughly to realize the hatred, hatred of brain, of nerves, of
-heart, that was surely quivering in Hermione in this moment, that was
-driving her away into the darkness from sound and touch of life. Like
-a wounded animal she was creeping away from it and hating it. He
-remembered Gaspare's words about the look she had cast upon perhaps
-the most truly faithful of all her friends.
-
-But--she did not know. And he, Artois, must tell her. He must make her
-see the exact truth of the years. He must win her back to reason.
-
-Reason! As the word went through his mind it chilled him, like the
-passing of a thing coated with ice. He had been surely a reasonable
-man, and his reasonableness had led him to this hour. Suddenly he saw
-himself, as he had seen that palace door by lightning. He saw himself
-for an instant lit by a glare of fire. He looked, he stared upon
-himself.
-
-And he shivered, as if he had drawn close to, as if he had stood by, a
-thing coated with ice.
-
-And he dared to come here, to pursue such a woman as Hermione! He
-dared to think that he could have any power over her, that his ice
-could have any power over her fire! He dared to think that! For a
-moment all, and far more than all, his former feelings of
-unworthiness, of helplessness, of cowardice, rushed back upon him.
-Then, abruptly, there came upon him this thought--"Vere believes I
-have power over Hermione." And then followed the thought--"Gaspare
-believes that I have power over her." And the ice seemed to crack. He
-saw fissures in it. He saw it melting. He saw the "thing" it had
-covered appearing, being gradually revealed as--man.
-
-"Vere believes in my power. Gaspare believes in my power. They are the
-nearest to Hermione. They know her best. Their instincts about her
-must be the strongest, the truest. Why do they believe in it? Why do
-they--why do they know--for they must, they do know, that I have this
-power, that I am the one to succeed where any one else would fail? Why
-have they left Hermione in my hands to-night?"
-
-The ice was gone. The lightning flash lit up a man warm with the
-breath of life. From the gaunt door of the abandoned palace the strip
-of black cloth, the tragic words above it, dropped down and
-disappeared.
-
-Suddenly Artois knew why Vere believed in his power, and why Gaspare
-believed in it--knew how their instincts had guided them, knew to what
-secret knowledge--perhaps not even consciously now their knowledge--
-they had travelled. And he remembered the words he had written in the
-book at Frisio's on the night of the storm:
-
-"La Conscience, c'est la quantite de science innee que nous avons en
-nous."
-
-He had written those words hurriedly, irritably, merely because he had
-to write something, and they chanced--he knew not why--to come into
-his mind as he took hold of the pen. And it was on that night, surely,
-that his conscience--his innate knowledge--began to betray him. Or--no
---it was on that night that he began to defy it, to deny it, to
-endeavor to cast it out.
-
-For surely he must have known, he had known, what Vere and Gaspare
-innately knew. Surely his conscience had not slept while theirs had
-been awake.
-
-He did not know. It seemed to him as if he had not time to decide this
-now. Very rapidly his mind had worked, rushing surely through
-corridors of knowledge to gain an inner room. He had only stood at the
-foot of the crumbling staircase two or three minutes before he moved
-again decisively, called again, decisively:
-
-"Hermione! Hermione! I know you are here. I have come for you!"
-
-He went to the right. On the left was the chamber which had been taken
-possession of by the sea. She could not have gone that way, unless--he
-thought of the /fattura della morte/, and for a moment the
-superstitious horror returned upon him. But he banished it. That could
-not be. His heart was flooded by conviction that cruelty has an end,
-that the most relentless fate fails at last in its pursuing, that the
-/fattura della morte/, if it brought death with it, brought a death
-that was not of the body, brought, perhaps, a beautiful death of
-something that had lived too long.
-
-He banished fear, and he entered the chamber on the right. It was lit
-only by an opening looking to the sea. As he came into it he saw a
-tall thing--like a tall shadow--pass close to him and disappear. He
-saw that, and he heard the faint sound of material in movement.
-
-There was then still another chamber on this side, and Hermione had
-passed into it. He followed her in silence, came to the doorway of it,
-looked, saw black darkness. There was no other opening either to sea
-or land. In it Hermione had found what she sought--absolute blackness.
-
-But he had found her. Here she could not escape him.
-
-He stood in the doorway. He remembered Vere's trust in him. He
-remembered Gaspare's trust. He remembered that Gaspare was waiting in
-the boat for him--for them. He remembered the words of Gaspare:
-
-"You must make the poor Signora understand!"
-
-That was what he had to do: to make Hermione understand. And that
-surely he could do. Surely he had the power to do it now.
-
-For he himself understood.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLII
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-Artois spoke to the void.
-
-"Hermione, because I have followed you, because I have come here,
-don't you think that I am claiming any right. Don't think that I
-imagine, because I am your--because I am--I mean that it has not been
-easy to me to come. It has not been--it is not a simple thing to me to
-break in upon--upon--"
-
-He had begun to speak with determination. He had said the very first
-words with energy, almost with a warm eagerness, as of one hurrying on
-to vital speech. But suddenly the energy faltered, the eagerness
-failed, the ring of naturalness died out of the voice. It was as if a
-gust of cold air had blown out a flame. He paused. Then he said, in a
-low voice:
-
-"You hate me for coming."
-
-He stopped again. He stared at the void, at the blackness.
-
-"You hate me for being here."
-
-As he said the last words the blackness before him surely gathered
-itself together, took a form, the form of a wave, towered up as a
-gigantic wave towers, rolled upon him to overwhelm him. So acute was
-his sensation of being attacked, of being in peril, that his body was
-governed by it and instinctively shrank, trying to make itself small
-that it might oppose as little resistance as possible to the oncoming
-foe.
-
-For it seemed to him that the wave of blackness was the wave of
-Hermione's present hatred, that it came upon him, that it struck him,
-that it stunned and almost blinded him, then divided, rushing onwards
-he knew not where, unspent and unsatisfied.
-
-He stood like a man startled and confused, striving to regain lost
-footing, to recover his normal condition.
-
-"You hate me."
-
-Had he spoken the words or merely thought them? He did not know. He
-was not conscious of speaking them, yet he seemed to hear them. He
-looked at the blackness. And again it surely moved. Again he surely
-saw it gathering itself together, and towering up as a wave towers.
-
-His sensation was absolutely one of nightmare. And exactly as in a
-nightmare a man feels that he is no longer fully himself, has no
-longer the power to do any manly or effective thing, so Artois felt
-now.
-
-It seemed to him that he was nothing, and yet that he was hated. He
-turned and looked behind him, moved by a fierce desire for relief. He
-had not the courage to persist in confronting that blackness which
-took a form, which came upon him, which would surely overwhelm him.
-
-In the distance he saw a pallor, where the face of the night looked
-into the palace from the sea. And he heard the distant water. Still
-the little waves were entering the deserted chambers, only to seek an
-exit which they could never find. Their ceaseless determination was
-horrible to him, because it suggested to him the ceaseless
-determination of those other waves of black hatred, one following
-another, from some hidden centre of energy that was inexhaustible. As
-he listened the sound of the sea stole into his ears till his brain
-was full of it, till he felt as if into his brain, as into those
-deserted chambers, the waves were penetrating, the waves of the sea
-and those dark waves which gathered themselves together and flowed
-upon him from the void.
-
-For a moment they possessed him. For a moment he was the prey of these
-two oceans.
-
-Then he made a violent effort, released himself, and turned again to
-the chamber in which Hermione was hidden. He faced the blackness. He
-was able to do that now. But he was not able to go on speaking to the
-woman who remained invisible, but whose influence he was so painfully
-conscious of. He was not able to speak to her because she was surely
-speaking to him, was communicating to him not only her feeling towards
-him, but also its reason, its basis, in that wordless language which
-is only used and comprehended by human beings in moments of crisis and
-intense emotion. That was what he felt, seemed to know.
-
-He stood there, facing the blackness and listening, while she seemed
-to be telling him her woman's reasons for her present hatred of the
-man who had been for so long a time her closest friend.
-
-And these reasons were not only the reasons born of a day's events, of
-the discovery of the lie on which her spirit had been resting. She did
-not say--her heart did not say only: "I hate you because you let me
-believe in that which never existed except in my imagination--my
-husband's complete love of me, complete faithfulness to me. I hate you
-because you enclosed me in the prison of a lie. I hate you because
-during all these years you have been a witness of my devotion to an
-idol, a graven image whose wooden grimace I mistook for the smile of
-the god's happy messenger, because you have been a witness of my cult
-for the memory of one who betrayed my trust in him, who thought
-nothing of my gift to him, who put another in the sanctuary that
-should have been sacred to me, and who has poisoned the sources of the
-holy streams that flow into and feed the soul of a good woman."
-
-If Hermione had silently told Artois reasons such as these for hating
-him she would have roused him to battle with her, to defend himself
-with some real hope of holding his own, even of eventual conquest. But
-other reasons, too, did they not come from her, creeping out of her
-brain and heart and soul into his, reasons against which he had no
-weapons, against which he could make no defence?
-
-He had claimed to understand the psychology of women. He had believed
-he comprehended women well. Hermione best of all women. But these
-reasons, creeping out of her into him, set a ring of illuminating fire
-about his misconception. They told him that though perhaps he had
-known one Hermione in his friend, there were other Hermiones in her
-whom he had never really known. Once in the garden of the island by
-night he had seen, or fancied he had seen, a strange smile upon her
-face that betokened a secret bitterness; and for a moment he had been
-confused, and had faltered in his speech, and had felt as if he were
-sitting with a stranger who was hostile to him, or, if not actually
-hostile, was almost cruelly critical of him. Now that stranger
-silently spoke to him, silently told him many things.
-
-She told him--that which few men ever know--something of what women
-specially want, specially need in life. And the catalogue of these
-needs seemed to him to be also the catalogue of her reasons for hating
-him at this moment.
-
-"Women need--I needed," she seemed to say, "not only a large and ample
-friendship, noble condescending, a friendship like an announcement to
-citizens affixed to the wall of a market-place, and covering boldly
-all the principal circumstances and likely happenings of ordinary
-feminine life, but a friendship, an affection, very individual, very
-full of subtlety, not such as would suit, would fit comfortably women,
-but such as would suit, would fit comfortably, would fit beautifully
-one individual woman--me."
-
-Ah, the "women need" was flung away, like a stone thrown into the sea!
-It was the "I needed" that was held fast, that was shown to Artois
-now. And the "I" stood to Hermione for herself. But might it not have
-stood to the world for many a woman?
-
-"I needed some one to whom I could be kind, for whom I could think,
-plan, hope, weave a fabric of ambitious dreams, look forward along the
-path that leads to glory. I needed some one for whom I could be
-unselfish, to whom I could often offer those small burnt sacrifices
-whose smoke women love to see ascending towards God, burnt sacrifices
-of small personal desire, small personal plans and intentions. I
-needed some one to need my encouragement, my admiration--frequently
-expressed--my perpetual sympathy hovering about him like a warm cloud
-of fragrant incense, my gentle criticism, leading him to efforts which
-would win from the world, and from me, more admiration of and wonder
-at his energy and genius. I needed some one to stir within me woman's
-soft passion for forgiveness, woman's delight in petting the child who
-has been naughty, but who puts the naughtiness aside and runs home to
-be good again. I needed some one to set upon a pedestal.
-
-"These needs you fully satisfied.
-
-"You gave me generously opportunities for kindness, for
-thoughtfulness, for impersonal ambition, for looking forward on your
-behalf, for unselfishness, for the sacrifice of my little personal
-desires, plans, and intentions, for encouragement of you, for
-admiration of your abilities, for sympathy--even for gentle criticism
-leading you to efforts which won from me eventually a greater respect
-for your powers and for secret forgiveness which ended in open
-petting. When I prepared the pedestal you were quite ready to mount
-it, and to remain upon it without any demonstration of fatigue.
-
-"And so many needs of mine you satisfied.
-
-"But I had more needs, and far other needs, than these.
-
-"I needed not only to make many gifts, to satisfy my passion for
-generosity, but to have many gifts, and gifts of a special nature,
-made in return to me. I needed to feel another often, if not
-perpetually and exclusively, intent on me. I needed to feel
-tenderness--watchful, quick, eager tenderness, not tenderness slow-
-footed and in blinkers--round about me.
-
-"I needed a little blindness in my friend. That is true. But the
-blindness that I needed was not blindness to my little sacrifices, but
-blindness to my little faults.
-
-"To a woman there is such a world of difference between the two! I
-longed for my friend to see the smoke ascending from my small burnt-
-offerings of self made for his sake. But I longed, too, for him not
-always to see with calm, clear eyes my petty failings, my minute
-vanities, my inconsistencies, my incongruities, my frequent lack of
-reasoning power and logical sequence, my gusts of occasional injustice
---ending nearly always in a rain of undue benefits--my surely
-forgivable follies of sentiment, my irritabilities--how often due to
-physical causes which no man could ever understand!--my blunders of
-the head--of the heart I made but few, or none--my weak depressions,
-struggled against but not always conquered, my perhaps childish
-anxieties and apprehensions, my forebodings, not invariably well
-founded, my fleeting absurdities of temper, of temperament, of manner,
-or of word.
-
-"But as definitely as my friend did not see my little sacrifices he
-saw my little faults, and he made me see that he saw them. Men are so
-free from the tender deceits that women are compact of.
-
-"And as I needed blindness in some directions, in others I needed
-clear sight.
-
-"I needed some one to see that my woman's heart was not only the heart
-of a happy mother, to whom God had given an almost perfect child, but
-also the heart of a lover--not of a /grande amoureuse/, perhaps, but
-of a lover who had been deprived of the love that is the complement of
-woman's, and who suffered perpetually in woman's peculiar and terrible
-way because of that deprivation.
-
-"I needed an understanding of my sacred hunger, a comprehension of my
-desolation, a realization that my efforts to fill my time with work
-were as the efforts of a traveller in a forest to escape from the
-wolves whose voices he hears behind him. I needed the recognition of a
-simple truth--that the thing one is passionately eager to give is
-nearly always the thing one is passionately eager to receive, and that
-when I poured forth sympathy upon others I was longing to have it
-poured forth upon me. I gave because secretly I realized the hunger I
-was sharing. And often, having satisfied your hunger, I was left to
-starve, no longer in company, but entirely alone.
-
-"I needed great things, perhaps, but I needed them expressed in little
-ways; and I needed little cares, little attentions, little
-thoughtfulnesses, little preventions, little, little, absurd
-kindnesses, tendernesses, recognitions, forgivenesses. Perhaps,
-indeed, even more than anything magnificent or great, I needed the so-
-called little things. It is not enough for a woman to know that a man
-would do for her something important, something even superb, if the
-occasion for it arose. Such an occasion probably never would arise--
-and she cannot wait. She wants to be shown at every moment that some
-one is thinking kindly of her, is making little, kind plots and plans
-for her, is wishing to ward off from her the chill winds, to keep from
-pricking her the thorns of the roses, to shut out from her the shadows
-of life and let in the sunbeams to her pathway.
-
-"I needed the tender, passing touch to show me my secret grief was
-understood, and my inconsistency was pardoned. I needed the generous
-smile to prove to me that my greed for kindness, even when perhaps
-inopportune, was met in an ungrudging spirit. I needed now and then--I
-needed this sometimes terribly, more, perhaps, than any other thing--a
-sacrifice of some very small, very personal desire of yours, because
-it was not mine or because it was opposite to mine. Never, never, did
-my heart and my nature demand of yours any great sacrifice of self,
-such as mine could have made--such as mine once did make--for you. But
-it did demand, often--often it demanded some small sacrifice: the
-giving up of some trifle, the resignation of some advantage, perhaps,
-that your man's intellect gave you over my woman's intellect, the
-abandoning of some argumentative position, or the not taking of it,
-the sweet pretence--scarcely a sin against the Holy Ghost of truth!--
-that I was a tiny bit more persuasive, or more clear-sighted, or more
-happy in some contention, or more just in some decision, than perhaps
-I really was. I needed to be shown your affection for me, as I was
-ever ready, ever anxious, to show mine for you, in all the little ways
-that are the language of the heart and that fill a woman's life with
-music.
-
-"All this I needed. My nature cried out for it as instinctively as the
-nature of man cries out for God. But all this I needed generally in
-vain. You were not always a niggard. You were ready sometimes to give
-in your way. But were you ever ready to give in mine when you saw--and
-sometimes you must have seen, sometimes you did see--what mine was? I
-longed always to give you all you wanted in the way you wanted it. But
-you gave when you wished and as you chose to give. I was often
-grateful. I was too often grateful. I was unduly grateful. Because I
-was giving, I was always giving far more than I received.
-
-"But all that time I had something. All that time I had a memory that
-I counted sacred. All that time, like an idiot child, I was clasping
-in my hand a farthing, which I believed, which I stated, to be a
-shining piece of gold.
-
-"You knew what it was. You knew it was a farthing! You knew--you knew!
-
-"And now that the hour has come when I know, too, can't you understand
-that I realize not only that that farthing is a farthing, but that all
-farthings are farthings? Can't you understand that I hate those who
-have given me farthings when my hands were stretched out for gold--my
-hands that were giving gold?
-
-"Can't you understand? Can't you? Then I'll make you understand! I'll
-make you! I'll make you!"
-
-Again the blackness gathered itself together, took a form, the form of
-a wave, towered up as a gigantic wave towers, rolled upon Artois to
-overwhelm him. He stood firm and received the shock. For he was
-beginning to understand. He was no longer confronting waves of hatred
-which were also waves of mystery.
-
-He had thought that Hermione hated him, hated every one just then,
-because of what Ruffo had silently told her that day at Mergellina.
-But as he stood there in the dark at the door of that black chamber,
-hearing the distant murmur of the sea about the palace walls, there
-were borne in upon him, as if in words she told him, all the reasons
-for present hatred of him which preceded the great reason of that day;
-reasons for hatred which sprang, perhaps, which surely must spring,
-from other reasons of love.
-
-His mind was exaggerating, as minds do when the heart is intensely
-moved, yet it discerned much truth. And it was very strange, but his
-now acute consciousness of a personal hatred coming to him from out of
-the darkness of this almost secret chamber, and of its complex causes,
-causes which nevertheless would surely never have produced the effect
-he felt but for the startling crisis of that day, this acute
-consciousness of a personal and fierce hatred bred suddenly in Artois
-a new sensation of something that was not hatred, that was the reverse
-of hatred. Vere had once compared him to a sleepy lion. The lion was
-now awake.
-
-"Hermione," he said--and now his voice was strong and unfaltering--"I
-seem to have been listening to you all this time that I have been
-standing here. Surely I have been listening to you, hearing your
-thoughts. Don't you know it? Haven't you felt it? When I left the
-island, when I followed you, I thought I understood. I thought I
-understood what you were feeling, almost all that you were feeling. I
-know now how little I understood. I didn't realize how much there was
-to understand. You've been telling me. Haven't you, Hermione? Haven't
-you?"
-
-He paused. But there was no answer.
-
-"I am sure you have been telling me. We must get down to the truth at
-last. I thought--till now I have thought that I was more able to read
-the truth than most men. You must often have laughed--how you must
-have laughed--secretly at my pretensions. Only once--one night in the
-garden on the island--I think I saw you laughing. And even then I
-didn't understand. Mon Dieu!"
-
-He was becoming fiercely concentrated now on what he was saying. He
-was losing all self-consciousness. He was even losing consciousness of
-the strange fact that he was addressing a void. It was as if he saw
-Hermione, so strongly did he feel her.
-
-"Mon Dieu! It is as if I'd been blind all the time I have known you,
-blind to the truth of you and blinder still to my own truth. Perhaps I
-am blind now. I don't know. But, Hermione, I can see something. I do
-know something of you and of myself. I do know that even now there is
-a link between us. You want to deny it. You wouldn't acknowledge it.
-But it is there. We are not quite apart from each other. We can't be
-that. for there is something--there has always been something, since
-that night we met in Paris, at Madame Enthoven's"--he paused again, so
-vividly flashed the scene of that dinner in Paris upon his memory--
-"something to draw us together, something to hold us together,
-something strong. Don't deny it even now. Don't deny it. Can't I be of
-some help, even now? Don't say I am utterly useless because I have
-been so useless to you, so damnably useless in the past. I see all
-that, my wretched uselessness to you through all these years. I am
-seeing it now while I am speaking. All the time I'm seeing it. What
-you have deserved and what you have had!"
-
-He stopped, then he said again:
-
-"What you have deserved and what you have had from me! And from--it
-was so--it was the same long ago, not here. But till to-day you didn't
-know that. I was wrong. I must have been wrong, hideously wrong, but I
-didn't want you ever to know that. It isn't that I don't love truth.
-You know I do. But I thought that he was right. And it is only lately,
-this summer, that I have had any doubts. But I was wrong. I must have
-been wrong. It was intended that you should know. God, perhaps,
-intended it."
-
-He thought he heard a movement. But he was not quite sure. For there
-was always the noise of the sea in the deserted chambers of the
-palace.
-
-"It seems to me now as if I had always been deceived, mistaken, blind
-with you, about you. I thought you need never know. I was mad enough
-to think that. But I was madder still, for I thought--I must have
-thought--that you could not bear to know, that you weren't strong
-enough to endure the knowledge. But"--he was digging deep now,
-searching for absolute truth: in this moment his natural passion for
-truth, in one direction repressed for many years deliberately and
-consciously, in other directions, perhaps almost unconsciously
-frustrated, took entire possession of his being--"but nothing should
-ever be allowed to stand in the way of truth. I believe that. I know
-it. I must, I will always act upon the knowledge from this moment.
-Never mind if it is bitter, cruel. Perhaps it is sometimes put into
-the world because of that. I've been a horrible /faineant/, the last
-of /faineants/. I protected you from the truth. With Gaspare I managed
-to do it. We never spoke of it--never. But I think each of us
-understood. And we acted together for you in that. And I--it has often
-seemed to me that it was a fine thing to do, and that my motives in
-doing it were fine. But sometimes I have wondered whether they weren't
-selfish--whether, instead of protecting you, I wasn't only protecting
-myself. For it was all my fault. It all came about through me, through
-my weakness, my cursed weakness, my cursed weakness and whining for
-help." He grew scarlet in the dark, realizing how his pride in his
-strength, his quiet assumption with Hermione that he was the stronger,
-must often have made her marvel, or almost weep. "I called you away. I
-called you to Africa. And if I hadn't it would all have been
-different."
-
-"No, it would all have been the same."
-
-Artois started. Out of the darkness a voice, a low, cold, inexorable
-voice had spoken--had spoken absolute truth, correcting his lie:
-
-"It would all have been the same!"
-
-The woman's unerring instinct had penetrated much further than the
-man's. He had been feeling the shell; she plucked out the kernel. He
-had been speaking of the outward facts, of the actions of the body;
-she spoke of the inward facts, of the actions of the soul. Her
-husband's sin against her was not his unfaithfulness, the
-unfaithfulness at the Fair, but the fact that all the time he had been
-with her, all the time she had been giving her whole self to him, all
-the time that she had been surrounding him with her love, he had
-retained in his soul the power to will to commit it. That he had been
-given an opportunity to sin was immaterial. What was material was that
-he had been capable of sinning.
-
-Artois saw his lie. And he stood there silent, rebuked, waiting for
-the voice to speak again. But it did not speak. And he felt as if
-Hermione were silently demanding that he should sound the deeper
-depths of truth, he who had always proclaimed to her his love of
-truth.
-
-"Perhaps--yes, it would have been the same," he said. "But--but--" His
-intention was to say, "But we should not have known it." He checked
-himself. Even as they formed themselves in his mind the words seemed
-bending like some wretched, flabby reed.
-
-"It would have been the same. But that makes no difference in my
-conduct. I was weak and called to you. You were strong and came to me.
-How strong you were! How strong it was of you to come!"
-
-As if for the first time--and indeed it was for the first time--he
-really and thoroughly comprehended her self-sacrifice, the almost
-bizarre generosity of her implacably unselfish nature. He measured the
-force of her love and the greatness of her sacrifice, by the depth of
-her disillusion; and he began to wonder, almost as a child wonders at
-things, how he had been able during all these years quite simply, with
-indeed the almost incredible simplicity of man, never to be shared by
-any woman, to assume and to feel, when with Hermione, that he was the
-dominant spirit of the two, that she was, very rightly and properly,
-and very happily for her, leaning comfortably upon his strength. And
-in his wonder he knew that the real dominance strikes its roots in the
-heart, not in the head.
-
-"You were strong, then, and you were strong, you were wonderfully
-strong, when--afterwards. On Monte Amato--that evening--you were
-strong."
-
-His mind went to that mountain summit. The eyes of his mind saw the
-evening calm on Etna, and then--something else, a small, fluttering
-fragment of white paper at his feet among the stones. And, as if her
-mind read his, she spoke again, still in that low, cold, and
-inexorable voice.
-
-"That piece of paper you found--what was it?"
-
-"Hermione--Hermione--it was part of a letter of yours written in
-Africa, telling him that we were coming to Sicily, the day we were
-coming."
-
-"It was that!"
-
-The voice had suddenly changed. It struggled with a sob. It sank away
-in a sob. The sin--that she could speak of with a sound of calm. But
-all the woman in her was stricken by the thought of her happy letter
-treated like that, hated, denied, destroyed, and thrown to the winds.
-
-"My letter! My letter!"
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-His heart spoke in his voice, and he made a step forward in the
-darkness.
-
-"Don't!"
-
-The voice had changed again, had become sharp, almost cutting. Like
-the lash of a whip it fell upon him. And he stopped at once. It seemed
-to him as if she had cried out, "If you dare to give me your pity I
-shall kill you!"
-
-And he felt as if just then, for such a reason, she would be capable
-of such an action.
-
-"I will not--" He almost faltered. "I am not--coming."
-
-Never before had he been so completely dominated by any person, or by
-any fate, or by anything at all.
-
-There was again a silence. Then he said:
-
-"You are strong. I know you will be strong now. You can't go against
-your nature. I ought to have realized that as I have not realized it.
-I ought to have trusted to your strength long ago."
-
-If he had known how weak she felt while she listened to him, how her
-whole being was secretly entreating to be supported, to be taken hold
-of tenderly, and guarded and cared for like a child! But he was a man.
-And at one moment he understood her and at another he did not.
-
-"Gaspare and I--we wished to spare you. And perhaps I wished to spare
-myself. I think I did. I am sure I did. I am sure that was partly my
-reason. I was secretly ashamed of my cowardice, my weakness in Africa;
-and when I knew--no, when I guessed, for it was only that--what my
-appeal to you had caused--all it had caused--"
-
-He paused. He was thinking of Maurice's death, which must have been a
-murder, which he was certain had been a murder.
-
-"I hadn't--"
-
-But the compelling voice from the darkness interrupted him.
-
-"All?" it said.
-
-He hesitated. Had she read his mind again?
-
-"All?"
-
-"The misery," he answered, slowly. "The sorrow that has lain upon your
-life ever since."
-
-"Did you mean that? Did you only mean that?"
-
-"No."
-
-"What did you mean?"
-
-"I was thinking of his death," he replied.
-
-He spoke very quietly. He was resolved to have no more subterfuges,
-whatever the coward or the tender friend, or--the something else that
-was more than the tender friend within him might prompt him to try to
-hide.
-
-"I was thinking of his death."
-
-"His death!"
-
-Artois felt cold with apprehension, but he was determined to be
-sincere.
-
-"I don't understand."
-
-"Don’t ask me any more, Hermione. I know nothing more."
-
-"He was coming from the island. He slipped and fell into the sea."
-
-"He fell into the sea."
-
-There was a long silence between them, filled by the perpetual
-striving of the restless waves within the chambers of the palace. Then
-she said:
-
-"Her father was on the island that night?"
-
-"I think he was."
-
-"Was it that? Was it that? Did Maurice make that atonement?"
-
-Artois shuddered. Her voice was so strange, or sounded so strange in
-the dark. Did she wish to think, wish to be sure that her husband had
-been murdered? He heard the faint rustle of her dress. She had moved.
-Was she coming nearer? He heard her breathing, or thought he heard it.
-He longed to be certain. He longed to still the perpetual cry of the
-baffled sea.
-
-"Then he was brave--at the last. I think he knew--I am sure he knew--
-when he went down to the sea. I am sure he knew--when he said good-
-bye."
-
-Her voice was nearer to him. And again it had changed, utterly
-changed. And in the different sounds of her voice Artois seemed to see
-the different women who dwelt within her, to understand and to know
-them as he had never understood and known them before. This woman was
-pleading, as women will plead for a man they have once loved, so long
-as they have voices, so long as they have hearts.
-
-"Then that last time he didn't--no, he didn't go to--her."
-
-The voice was almost a whisper, and Artois knew that she was speaking
-for herself--that she was telling herself that her husband's last
-action had been--not to creep to the woman, but to stand up and face
-the man.
-
-"Was it her father?"
-
-The voice was still almost a whisper.
-
-"I think it was."
-
-"Maurice paid then--he paid!"
-
-"Yes. I am sure he paid."
-
-"Gaspare knew. Gaspare knew--that night. He was afraid. He knew--but
-he didn't tell me. He has never told me."
-
-"He loved his master."
-
-"Gaspare loved Maurice more than he loved me."
-
-By the way she said that Artois knew that Gaspare was forgiven. And a
-sort of passion of love for woman's love welled up in his heart. At
-that moment he almost worshipped Hermione for being unable, even in
-that moment, not to love Gaspare because Gaspare had loved the dead
-man more than he loved her.
-
-"But Gaspare loves you," he said.
-
-"I don't believe in love. I don't want love any more."
-
-Again the voice was transformed. It had become hollow and weary,
-without resonance, like the voice of some one very old. And Artois
-thought of Virgil's Grotto, of all they had said there, and of how the
-rock above them had broken into deep and sinister murmurings, as if to
-warn them, or rebuke.
-
-And now, too, there were murmurings about them, but below them from the
-sea.
-
-"Hermione, we must speak only the truth to-night."
-
-"I am telling you the truth. You chose to follow me. You chose to hunt
-me--to hunt me when you knew it was necessary to me to be alone. It
-was brutal to do it. It was brutal. I had earned the right at least to
-one thing: I had earned the right to be alone. But you didn't care.
-You wouldn't respect my right. You hunted me as you might have hunted
-an animal. I tried to escape. But you saw me coming, and you chased
-me, and you caught me. I can't get away. You have driven me in here.
-And I can't get away from you. You won't even let me be alone."
-
-"I dare not let you be alone to-night."
-
-"Why not? What are you afraid of? What does it matter to you where I
-go or what I do? Don't say it matters! Don't dare say that!"
-
-Her voice was fierce now.
-
-"It doesn't matter to anybody, except perhaps a little to Vere and a
-very little to Gaspare. It never has really mattered to anybody. I
-thought it did once to some one. I thought I knew it did. But I was
-wrong. It didn't. It never mattered."
-
-As she spoke an immense, a terrific feeling of desolation poured over
-her, as if from above, coming down upon her in the dark. It was like a
-flood that stiffened into ice upon her, making her body and her soul
-numb for a moment.
-
-"I've never mattered to any one."
-
-She muttered the words to herself. As she did so Artois seemed again
-to be looking into the magic mirror of the /fattura della morte/, to
-see the pale man, across whose face the shadow of a palm-leaf shifted,
-turning on his bed towards a woman who stood by an open door.
-
-"You have always mattered to me," he said.
-
-As he spoke there was in his voice that peculiar ring of utter
-sincerity which can no more be simulated, or mistaken, than the
-ringing music of sterling gold. But perhaps she was not in a condition
-to hear rightly, or perhaps something within her chose to deny, had a
-lust for denial because denial hurt her.
-
-"To you least of all," she said. "Only yourself has ever really
-mattered to you."
-
-In a sentence she summed up the long catalogue that had been given to
-him by her silence.
-
-His whole body felt as if it reddened. His skin tingled with a sort of
-physical anger. His mature pride that had grown always, as a strong
-man's natural pride does grow with the passing of the years, seemed to
-him instinctively to rush forward to return the blow that had been
-dealt it.
-
-"That is not quite true," he said.
-
-"It is true. I have always had copper and I have always wanted gold,"
-she answered.
-
-He controlled himself, to prove to himself that she lied, that he was
-not the eternal egoist she dubbed him. Sometimes he had been genuinely
-unselfish, sometimes--not often, perhaps, but sometimes--he had really
-sunk himself in her. She was not being quite just. But how could she
-be quite just to-night? An almost reckless feeling overtook him, a
-desire to conquer at all costs in this struggle; to win her back,
-whether against her will or not, to her old self; to eliminate the
-shocking impression made upon her soul by the discovery of that day,
-to wipe it out utterly, to replace it with another; to revive within
-her that beautiful enthusiasm which had been as a light always shining
-for her and from her upon people and events and life; to make her
-understand, to prove to her that, after all allowance has been made
-for uncertainties and contradictions of fate, for the ironies, the
-paradoxes, the cruelties, the tragedies, and the despairs of
-existence, the great, broad fact emerges, that what the human being
-gives, in the long run the human being generally gets, and that she
-who persistently gives gold will surely at last receive it.
-
-The thought of a lost Hermione struck to his heart a greater fear than
-had already that night the thought of a dead Hermione. And if she was
-changed she was lost.
-
-The real, the beautiful Hermione--he must seize her, grip her, hold
-her fast before it was too late.
-
-"Hermione," he said, "I think you saved me from death; I am sure you
-did. Did you save me only to hate me?"
-
-She made no reply.
-
-"Do you remember that evening when you came into my room at Kairouan
-all covered with dust from your journey across the plains? I do. I
-remember it as if it had happened an hour ago instead of nearly
-seventeen years. I remember the strange feeling I had when I turned my
-head and saw you, a feeling that you and Africa would fight for me and
-that you would conquer. It had seemed to me that Africa meant to have
-me and would have me. Unless you came I felt certain of that. And I
-had thought about it all as I lay there in the stifling heat, till I
-almost felt the feverish earth enclosing me. I had loved Africa, but
-Africa seemed to me terrible then. I thought of only Arabs, always
-Arabs, walking above me on the surface of the ground when I was
-buried. And the thought made me shudder with horror. As if it could
-have mattered! I was absurd! But one is often absurd when one is very
-ill. The child in one comes out then, I suppose. And I had wondered--
-how I had wondered!--whether there was any chance of your coming. I
-hadn't actually asked you to come. I hadn't dared to do that. But it
-was the same thing almost. I had let you know--I had let you know. And
-I saw you come into my room all covered with dust. You had come so
-quickly--at once. Perhaps--perhaps sometimes you have thought I had
-forgotten that evening. I may be an egoist. I expect most men are
-egoists. And perhaps I am the egoist you say I am. Often one doesn't
-know what one is. But I have never forgotten that day, and that you
-were covered with dust. It was that--the dust--which seemed to make me
-realize that you had not lost a moment as to whether you would come or
-not. You looked as if--almost as if you had run all the way to be in
-time to save my life--my wretched life. And you saved it. Did you save
-me to hate me?"
-
-He waited for her to speak. But still she was silent. He heard no
-sound of her at all, and for a moment he almost wondered whether she
-had discovered that the chamber had some second outlet, whether she
-had not escaped while he had been speaking. But he looked round and he
-saw only dense darkness. She must be there still, close to him,
-hearing everything he said, whether against her will or with it. He
-was being perfectly sincere, and he was feeling very deeply, with
-intensity. But out of his natural reserve now rose a fear--the fear
-that perhaps his voice, his speech, did not convey his sincerity to
-her. If she should mistake him! If she should fancy he was trying to
-play upon her emotions in order to win her away from some desperate
-resolve. He longed to make her see what he was feeling, feel what he
-was feeling, be him and herself for one moment. And now the darkness
-began to distract him. He wanted light. He wanted to see Hermione, to
-see which of the women in her faced him, which was listening to him.
-
-"Hermione," he said, "I want you--I want--it's hateful speaking like
-this, always in the darkness. Don't make me feel all the time that I
-am holding you a prisoner. No, I can't--I won't bear that any more."
-
-He moved suddenly from the doorway back into the room behind him, in
-which there was a very little, very faint light. There he waited.
-
-Almost immediately the tall shadow which had disappeared into the
-darkness emerged from it, passed before him, and went into the central
-chamber of the palace. He followed it, and found Hermione standing by
-the great doorway that overlooked the sea. Hermione she was, no longer
-a shadow, but the definite darkness of a human form relieved against
-the clear but now moonless night. She was waiting. Surely she was
-waiting for him. She might have escaped, but she stayed. She was
-willing, then, to hear what he had to say, all he had to say.
-
-He stood still at a little distance from her. But in this hall the
-sound of the sea which came from the chamber on the left was much more
-distinct and disturbing than in the chamber where she had hidden. And
-he came nearer to her, till he was very near, almost close to her.
-
-"If you hated me for--once, when we were standing on the terrace, you
-said, 'Take care--or I shall hate you for keeping me in the dark.' If
-you hated me because of what I have done, with Gaspare, Hermione, I
-could bear it. I could bear it, because I think it would pass away. We
-did keep you in the dark. Now you know it. But you know our reason,
-and that it was a reason of very deep affection. And I think you would
-forgive us, I know you would forgive us in the end. But I understand
-it isn't only that--"
-
-Suddenly he thought of Vere, of that perhaps dawning folly, so utterly
-dead now, so utterly dead that he could no longer tell whether it had
-ever even sluggishly stirred with life. He thought of Vere, and of the
-poems, and of the secret of Peppina's revelation. And he wondered
-whether the record he seemed to read in the silence had been a true
-record, or whether his imagination and his intellect of a
-psychologist, alert even in this hour of intense emotion, had been
-deceiving him. Hermione had seemed to be speaking to him. But had he
-really been only impersonating her? Had it been really himself that
-had spoken to himself? As this question arose in his mind he longed to
-make Hermione speak. Then he could be sure of all. He must clear away
-all misconception. Yet, even now, how could he speak of that episode
-with Vere?
-
-"You say you have always wanted gold, and that you have never been
-given gold--"
-
-"Yes."
-
-He saw the dark figure near him lift its head. And he felt that
-Hermione had come out of the darkness with the intention of speaking
-the truth of what she felt. If she could not have spoken she would
-have stayed in the inner chamber, or she would have escaped altogether
-from the palace when he moved from the doorway. He was sure that only
-if she spoke would she change. In her silence there was damnation for
-them both. But she meant to speak.
-
-"I have been a fool. I see that now. But I think I have been
-suspecting it for some time--nearly all this summer."
-
-He could hear by the sound of her voice that while she was speaking
-she was thinking deeply. Like him, she was in search of absolute
-truth.
-
-"It is only this summer that I have begun to see why people--you--have
-often smiled at my enthusiasms. No wonder you smiled! No wonder you
-laughed at me secretly!"
-
-Her voice was hard and bitter.
-
-"I never laughed at you, never--either secretly or openly!" he said,
-with a heat almost of anger.
-
-"Oh yes, you did, as a person who can see clearly might laugh at a
-short-sighted person tumbling over all the little obstacles on a road.
-I was always tumbling over things--always--and you must always have
-been laughing. I have been a fool. Instead of growing up, my heart has
-remained a child--till now. That's what it is. Children who have been
-kindly treated think the world is all kindness. Because my friends
-were good to me, the world was good to me, I got into the habit of
-believing that I was lovable, and of loving in return. And I trusted
-people. I always thought they were giving me what I was giving them.
-That has been my great folly, the folly I'm punished for. I have been
-a credulous fool. I have thought that because I gave a thing with all
-my heart it was--it must be--given back to me. And yet I was surprised
---I could scarcely believe it--when--when--"
-
-He knew she was thinking of her beautiful wonder when Maurice had said
-he loved her.
-
-"I could scarcely believe it! But, because I was a fool, I got to
-believe it, and I have believed it till to-day--you have stood by, and
-watched me believing it, and laughed at me for believing it till
-to-day."
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-"Yes, you mayn't have meant to laugh, but you must have laughed. Your
-mind, your intellect must have laughed. Don't say they haven't. I
-wouldn't believe you. And I know your mind--at any rate, I know that.
-Not your heart! I shall never pretend--I shall never think again for a
-moment that I know anything--anything at all--about a man's heart. But
-I do know something about your mind. And I know the irony in it. What
-a subject I have presented to you all these years for the exercise of
-your ironic faculty! You ought to thank me! You ought to go on your
-knees and thank me and bless me for that!"
-
-"Hermione!"
-
-"Just now you talked of my coming into your room in Kairouan all
-covered with dust. You asked me if I remembered it. Yes, I do. And I
-remember something you don't--probably you don't--remember. There was
-no looking-glass in your room."
-
-She stopped.
-
-"No looking-glass!" he repeated, wondering.
-
-"No, there was no looking-glass. And I remember when I came in I saw
-there wasn't, and I was glad. Because I couldn't look at myself and
-see how dreadful and dishevelled and hideous I was--how dirty even I
-was. My impulse was to go to a glass. And then I was glad I couldn't.
-And I looked at your face. And I thought 'he doesn't care. He loves
-me, all dusty and hideous and horrid, as I am.' And then I didn't care
-either. I said to myself, 'I look an object, and I don't mind a bit,
-because I see in his face that he loves me for myself, because he sees
-my heart, and--' "
-
-And suddenly in her voice there was a sharp, hissing catch, and she
-stopped short. For a full minute she was silent. And Artois did not
-speak. Nor did he move.
-
-"I felt then, perhaps for the first time, 'the outside doesn't matter
-to real people.' I felt that. I felt, 'I'm real, and he is real, and--
-and Maurice is real. And though it is splendid to be beautiful, and
-beauty means so much, yet it doesn't mean so much as I used to think.
-Real people get beyond it. And when once they have got beyond it then
-life begins.' I remember thinking that, feeling that, and--just for a
-minute loving my own ugliness. And then, suddenly, I wished there was
-a looking-glass in the room that I might stand before it and see what
-an object I was, and then look into your face and see that it didn't
-matter. And I even triumphed in my ugliness. 'I have a husband who
-doesn't mind,' I thought. 'And I have a friend who doesn't mind. They
-love me, both of them, whatever I look like. It's me--the woman inside
---they love, because they know I care, and how I care for them.' And
-that thought made me feel as if I could do anything for Maurice and
-anything for you; heroic things, or small, dreadful, necessary things;
-as if I could be the servant of, or sacrifice my life easily for,
-those who loved me so splendidly, who knew how to love so splendidly.
-And I was happy then even in sacrificing my happiness with Maurice.
-And I thanked God then for not having given me beauty.
-
-"And I was a fool. But I didn't find it out. And so I revelled in
-self-sacrifice. You don't know, you could never understand, how I
-enjoyed doing the most menial things for you in your illness. Often
-you thanked me, and often you seemed ashamed that I should do such
-things. And the doctor--that little Frenchman--apologized to me. And
-you both thought that doing so much in the frightful heat would make
-me ill. And I blessed the heat and the flies and everything that made
-what I did for you more difficult to do. Because the doing of what was
-more difficult, more trying, more fatiguing needed more love. And my
-gratitude to you for your loving friendship, and for needing me more
-than any one else, wanted to be tried to the uttermost. And I thought,
-too, 'When I go back to Maurice I shall be worth a little more, I
-shall be a little bit finer, and he'll feel it. He'll understand
-exactly what it was to me to leave him so soon, to leave--to leave
-what I thought of then as my Garden of Paradise. And he'll love me
-more because I had the courage to leave it to try and save my friend.
-He'll realize--he'll realize--' But men don't. They don't want to. Or
-they can't. I'm sure--I'm positive now that men think less of women
-who are ready to sacrifice themselves than of women who wish to make
-slaves of them. I see that now. It's the selfish women they admire,
-the women who take their own way and insist on having all they want,
-not the women who love to serve them--not slavishly, but out of love.
-A selfish woman they can understand; but a woman who gives up
-something very precious to her they don't understand. Maurice never
-understood my action in going to Africa. And you--I don't believe you
-ever understood it. You must have wondered at my coming as much as he
-did at my going. You were glad I came at the moment. Oh yes, you were
-glad. I know that. But afterwards you must have wondered, you did
-wonder. You thought it Quixotic, odd. You said to yourself, 'It was
-just like Hermione. How could she do it? How could she come to me if
-she really loved her husband?' And very likely my coming made you
-doubt my really loving Maurice. I am almost sure it did. I don't
-believe all these years you have ever understood what I felt about
-him, what his death meant to me, what life meant to me afterwards. I
-told--I tried to tell you in the cave--that day. But I don't think you
-really understood at all. And he--he didn't understand my love for
-him. But I suppose he didn't even want to. When I went away he simply
-forgot all about me. That was it. I wasn't there, and he forgot. I
-wasn't there, and another woman was there--and that was enough for
-him. And I dare say--now--it is enough for most men, perhaps for every
-man. And then I'd made another mistake. I was always making mistakes
-when my heart led me. And I'd made a mistake in thinking that real
-people get beyond looks, the outside--and that then life begins. They
-don't--at least real men don't. A woman may spend her heart's blood
-for a man through years, and for youthful charm and a face that is
-pretty, for the mere look in a pair of eyes or the curve of a mouth,
-he'll almost forget that she's alive, even when she's there before
-him. He'll take the other woman's part against her instinctively,
-whichever is in the right. If both women do exactly the same thing a
-man will find that the pretty woman has performed a miracle and the
-ugly woman made some preposterous mistake. That is how men are. That
-is how you are, I suppose, and that was Maurice, too. He forgot me for
-a peasant. But--she must have been pretty once. And I was always
-ugly!"
-
-"Delarey loved you," Artois said, suddenly, interrupting her in a
-strong, deep voice, a voice that rang with true conviction.
-
-"He never loved me. Perhaps he thought he did. He must have thought
-so. And that first day--when we were coming up the mountain-side--"
-
-She stopped. She was seized; she was held fast in the grip of a memory
-so intense, so poignant, that she made, she could make, no effort to
-release herself. She heard the drowsy wail of the Ceramella dropping
-down the mountain-side in the radiant heat of noon. She felt Maurice's
-warm hand. She remembered her words about the woman's need to love--"I
-wanted, I needed to love--do men ever feel that? Women do often,
-nearly always, I think." The Pastorale--it sounded in her ears. Or was
-it the sea that sounded, the sea in the abandoned chambers of the
-Palace of the Spirits? She listened. No, it was the Pastorale, that
-antique, simple, holy tune, that for her must always be connected with
-the thought of love, man's love for woman, and the Bambino's love for
-all the creatures of God. It flooded her heart, and beneath it sank
-down, like a drowning thing, for a moment the frightful bitterness
-that was alive in her heart to-night.
-
-"Delarey loved you," Artois repeated. "He loved you on the first day
-in Sicily, and he loved you on the last."
-
-"And--and the days between?"
-
-Her voice spoke falteringly. In her voice there was a sound of
-pleading that struck into the very depths of his heart. The real
-Hermione was in that sound, the loving woman who needed love, who
-deserved a love as deep as that which she had given, as that which she
-surely still had to give.
-
-"He loved you always, but he loved you in his way."
-
-"In his way!" she repeated, with a sort of infinite, hopeless sadness.
-
-"Yes, Hermione, in his way. Oh, we all have our ways, all our
-different ways of loving. But I don't believe a human being ever
-existed who had no way at all. Delarey's way was different from your
-way, so different that, now you know the truth of him, perhaps you
-can't believe he ever loved you. But he did. He was young, and he was
-hot-blooded--he was really of the South. And the sun got hold of him.
-And he betrayed you. But he repented. That last day he was stricken,
-not by physical fear, but by a tremendous shame at what he had done to
-you, and perhaps, also, by fear lest you should ever know it. I sat
-with him by the wall, and I felt without at all fully understanding it
-the drama in his soul. But now I understand it. I'm sure I understand
-it. And I think the depth of a shame is very often the exact measure
-of the depth of a love. Perhaps, indeed, there is no more exact
-measure."
-
-Again he thought of the episode with Vere, and of his determination
-always from henceforth to be absolutely sincere with himself and with
-those whom he really loved.
-
-"I am sure there is no more exact measure. Hermione, it is very
-difficult, I think, to realize what any human being is, to judge any
-one quite accurately. Some judge a nature by the distance it can sink,
-others by the distance it can rise. Which do you do? Do you judge
-Delarey by his act of faithlessness? And, if you do, how would you
-judge me?"
-
-"You!"
-
-There was a sound of wonder in her voice.
-
-"Yes. You say I am an egoist. And this that I am saying will seem to
-you egoism. It is egoism, I suppose. But I want to know--I must know.
-How would you judge me? How do you judge me?"
-
-She was silent.
-
-"How are you judging me at this moment? Aren't you judging me by the
-distance I fall, the distance, perhaps, you think I have fallen?"
-
-He spoke slowly. He was delaying. For all the time he spoke he was
-secretly battling with his pride--and his pride was a strong fighter.
-But to-night his passion for sincerity, his instinct that for Hermione
---and for him, too--salvation lay in their perfect, even in their
-cruel sincerity to themselves and to each other, was a strong fighter
-also. In it his pride met an antagonist that was worthy of it. And he
-went on:
-
-"Are you judging me by this summer?"
-
-He paused.
-
-"Go on," she said.
-
-He could not tell by her voice what she was feeling, thinking.
-Expression seemed to be withdrawn from it, perhaps deliberately.
-
-"This summer something has come between us, a cloud has come between
-us. I scarcely know when I first noticed it, when it came. But I have
-felt it, and you have felt it."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"It might, perhaps, have arisen from the fact of my suspicion who
-Ruffo was, a suspicion that lately became a certainty. My suspicion,
-and latterly my knowledge, no doubt changed my manner--made me
-anxious, perhaps, uneasy, made me watchful, made me often seem very
-strange to you. That alone might have caused a difference in our
-relations. But I think there was something else."
-
-"Yes, there was something else."
-
-"And I think, I feel sure now, that it was something to do with Vere.
-I was, I became deeply interested in Vere--interested in a new way.
-She was growing up. She was passing from childhood into girlhood. She
-was developing swiftly. That development fascinated me. Of course I
-had always been very fond of Vere. But this summer she meant more to
-me than she had meant. One day--it was the day I came back to the
-island after my visit to Paris--"
-
-"Yes?"
-
-He looked at her, trying to read what she was feeling in her face, but
-it was too dark for him to discern it.
-
-"Vere made a confession to me. She told me she was working secretly,
-that she was writing poems. I asked her to show them to me. She did
-so. I found some talent in them, enough for me to feel justified in
-telling her to continue. Once, Hermione, you consulted me. Then my
-advice was different."
-
-"I know."
-
-"The remembrance of this, and Vere's knowledge that you had suffered
-in not succeeding with work, prompted us to keep the matter of her
-attempts to write a secret for the time. It seems a trifle--all this,
-but looking back now I feel that we were quite wrong in not telling
-you."
-
-"I found it out."
-
-"You knew?"
-
-"I went to Vere's room. The poems were on the table with your
-corrections. I read them."
-
-"We ought to have told you."
-
-"I oughtn't to have read them, but I did."
-
-"A mother has the right--"
-
-"Not a mother who has resigned her right to question her child. I had
-said to Vere, 'Keep your secrets.' So I had no right, and I did wrong
-in reading them."
-
-He felt that she was instinctively trying to match his sincerity with
-hers, and that fact helped him to continue.
-
-"The knowledge of this budding talent of Vere's made me take a new
-interest in her, made me wish very much--at least I thought, I
-believed it was that, Hermione--that no disturbing influence should
-come into her life. Isidoro Panacci came--through me. Peppina came--
-through you. Hermione, on the night when Vere and I went out alone
-together in the boat Vere learned the truth about Peppina and the life
-behind the shutter."
-
-"I knew that, too."
-
-"You knew it?"
-
-"Yes. I suspected something. You led me to suspect it."
-
-"I remember--"
-
-"I questioned Peppina. I made her tell me."
-
-He said nothing for a moment. Then, with an effort, he said:
-
-"You knew we had kept those two things from you, Vere and I?"
-
-"Vere and you--yes."
-
-Now he understood almost all, or quite all, that had been strange to
-him in her recent conduct.
-
-"Sometimes--have you almost hated us for keeping those two secrets?"
-
-"I don't think I have ever hated Vere."
-
-"But me?"
-
-"Do you know why I told Vere she might read your books?"
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because I thought they might make her feel differently towards you."
-
-"Less--less kindly?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-She spoke very quietly, but he felt--he did not know why--that it had
-cost her very much to say what she had said.
-
-"You wanted Vere to think badly of me!"
-
-He was honoring her for the moral courage which enabled her to tell
-him. Yet he felt as if she had struck him. And so absolutely was he
-accustomed to delicate tenderness, and the most thoughtful, anxious
-kindness from her, that he suffered acutely and from a double
-distress. The thing itself was cruel and hurt him. But that Hermione
-had done it hurt him far more. He could hardly believe it. That by any
-road she could travel to such an action seemed incredible to him. He
-stood, realizing it. And the bitter sharpness of his suffering made
-him understand something. In all its fulness he understood what
-Hermione's tenderness had been in his life for many, many years. And
-then--his mind seemed to take another step. "Why does a woman do such
-a thing as this?" he asked himself. "Why does such a woman as Hermione
-do such a thing?" And he knew what her suffering must have been, and
-how her heart must have been storm-tossed, before it was driven to
-succumb to such an impulse.
-
-And he came quite close to her. And he felt a strange, sudden nearness
-to her that was no nearness of body.
-
-"Hermione," he said, "I could never judge your character by that
-action. Don't--don't judge mine by any cruelty of which I have been
-guilty during this summer. You have told me something that it was very
-difficult for you to tell. I have something to tell you. And it is--it
-is not easy to tell."
-
-"Tell it me."
-
-He looked at her. He was now quite close to her, and could see the
-outline of her face but not the expression in her eyes.
-
-"My interest in Vere increased. I believed it to be an interest
-aroused in me by the discovery of this talent in her. I believed the
-new fondness I felt for her to be a very natural fondness, caused by
-her charming confidence in me. Our little secret drew us together. And
-I understand now, Hermione, that it seemed to set you apart from us. I
-believe I understand all now, all the circumstances that have seemed
-strange to me this summer. I wanted Vere's talent to develop
-naturally, unhindered, unaffected--I thought it was merely that--and I
-became exigent, I even became jealous of all outside interference. On
-the night we dined at Frisio's I felt strongly irritated at Panacci's
-interest in Vere. And there were other moments--"
-
-He looked at her again. She stood perfectly still. Her head was
-slightly bent and she seemed to be looking at the ground.
-
-"And then came the night of the Carmine. Hermione, after you and Vere
-had gone to bed Panacci and I had a quarrel. He attacked me violently.
-He told me--he told me that I was in love with Vere, and that you, and
-even--even that Gaspare knew it. At the moment I think I laughed at
-him. I thought his accusation ridiculous. But when he was gone--and
-afterwards--I examined myself. I tried to know myself. I spent hours
-in self-examination, cruel self-examination. I did not spare myself.
-Believe that, Hermione! Believe that!"
-
-"I do believe it."
-
-"And at the end I knew that it was not true. I was not, I had never
-been in love with Vere. When I thought of Vere and myself in such a
-relation my spirit recoiled. Such a thing seemed to me monstrous. But
-though I knew that it was not true, I knew also that I had been
-jealous of Vere, unjust to others because of Vere. I had been,
-perhaps, foolish, undignified. Perhaps--perhaps--for how can we be
-quite sure of ourselves. Hermione? How can we be certain of our own
-natures, our own conduct?--perhaps, if Panacci's coarse brutality had
-not waked up my whole being, I might have drifted on towards an
-affection for Vere that, in a man of my age, would have been absurd,
-have made me ridiculous in the eyes of others. I scarcely think so.
-But I want to be sincere. I would rather exaggerate than minimize my
-own shortcomings to you to-night. I scarcely believe it ever could
-have been so. But Panacci said it was so. And you--I don't know what
-you have thought--"
-
-"What I have thought doesn't matter now."
-
-She spoke very quietly, but not with bitterness. She knew Artois. And
-even in that moment of emotion, and of a sort of strange exhaustion
-following upon emotion, she knew, as no other living person could have
-known, the effort it must have cost him to speak as he had just
-spoken.
-
-"That, at any rate, is the exact truth."
-
-"I know it is."
-
-"I have thought myself clear-sighted, Hermione. I have studied others.
-Just lately I have been forced to study myself. It is as if--it seems
-to me as if events had conspired against my own crass ignorance of
-myself, as if a resolve had been come to by the power that directs our
-destinies that I should know myself. I wish I dared to tell you more.
-I wish to-night I dared to tell you all that I have come to know. But
-I dare not, I dare not. You would not believe me. I could not even
-expect you to believe me."
-
-He stopped. Perhaps he hoped for a word that would deny his last
-observation. But it did not come to him. And he hesitated for what
-seemed to him a very long time, almost an eternity. He was beset by
-indecision, by an extraordinary deep modesty and consciousness of his
-own unworthiness that he had never before experienced, and also by a
-new and acute consciousness of the splendor of Hermione's nature, of
-the power of her heart, of the faithfulness and nobility of her
-temperament.
-
-"All I can say, Hermione"--he at length went on speaking, and in his
-voice sounded that strange modesty, a modesty that made his voice seem
-to her almost like a voice of hesitating youth--"all that I dare to
-say to-night is this. I told you just now that we all have our
-different ways of loving. You have loved in your way. You have loved
-Delarey as your husband. And you have loved me as your friend.
-Delarey, as your husband, betrayed you. Only to-day you know it. I, as
-your friend--have I ever betrayed you? Do you believe--even now when
-you are ready to believe very much of evil--do you really believe that
-as a friend I could ever betray you?"
-
-He moved, stood in front of her, lifted his hands and laid them on her
-shoulders.
-
-"Do you believe that?"
-
-"No."
-
-"You have loved us in your way. He is dead. But I am here to love you
-always in my way. Perhaps my way seems to you such a poor way--it
-must, it must--that it is hardly worth anything at all. But perhaps,
-now that I know so much of myself--and of you"--there was a slight
-break in his voice--"and of you, I shall be able to find a different,
-a better way. I don't know. To-night I doubt myself. I feel as if I
-were so unworthy. But I may--I may be able to find a better way of
-loving you."
-
-Quite unconsciously his two hands, which still rested upon her
-shoulders, began to lean heavily upon them, to press them, to grip
-them till she suffered a physical discomfort that almost amounted to
-pain.
-
-"I shall seek a better way--I shall seek it. And the only thing I ask
-you to-night is--that you will not forbid me to seek it."
-
-The pressure of his hands upon her shoulders was becoming almost
-unbearable. But she bore it. She bore it for she loved it. Perhaps
-that night no words could have quite convinced her of his desperate
-honesty of soul in that moment, perhaps no sound of his voice could
-have quite convinced her. But the unconsciously cruel pressure of his
-hands upon her convinced her absolutely. She felt as if it was his
-soul--the truth of his soul--which was grasping her--which was closing
-upon her. And she felt that only a thing that needed could grasp,
-could close like that.
-
-And even in the midst of her chaos of misery and doubt she felt, she
-knew, that it was herself that was needed.
-
-"I will not forbid you to seek it," she said.
-
-He sighed deeply. His hands dropped down from her. They stood for a
-moment quite still. Then he said, in a low voice:
-
-"You took the /fattura della morte/?"
-
-"Yes," she answered. "It was in--in her room at Mergellina to-day."
-
-"Have you got it still?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-She held out her right hand. He took the death-charm from her.
-
-"She made it--the woman who wronged you made it to bring death into
-the Casa del Mare."
-
-"Not to me?"
-
-"No, to Peppina. Has it not brought another death? Or, at least, does
-it not typify another death to-night, the death of a great lie? I
-think it does. I look upon it as a symbol. But--but--?"
-
-He looked at her. He was at the huge doorway of the palace. The sea
-murmured below him. Hermione understood and bent her head.
-
-Then Artois threw the death-charm far away into the sea.
-
-"Let me take you to the boat. Let me take you back to the island."
-
-She did not answer him. But when he moved she followed him, till they
-came to the rocks and saw floating on the dim water the two white
-boats.
-
-"Gaspare!"
-
-"Vengo!"
-
-That cry--what did it recall to Hermione? Gaspare's cry from the inlet
-beneath the Isle of the Sirens when he was bringing the body of
-Maurice from the sea. As she had trembled then, she began to tremble
-now. She felt exhausted, that she could bear no more, that she must
-rest, be guarded, cared for, protected, loved. The boat touched shore.
-Gaspare leaped out. He cast an eager, fiery look of scrutiny on his
-Padrona. She returned it. Then, suddenly, he seized her hand, bent
-down and kissed it.
-
-She trembled more. He lifted his head, stared at her again. Then he
-took her up in his strong arms, as if she were a child, and carried
-her gently and carefully to the stern of the boat.
-
-"Lei si riposi!" he whispered, as he set her down.
-
-She shut her eyes, leaning back against the seat. She heard Artois get
-in, the boat pushed off, the splash of the oars. But she did not open
-her eyes, until presently an instinct told her there was something she
-must see. Then she looked.
-
-The boat was passing under the blessing hand of San Francesco, under
-the light of the Saint, which was burning calmly and brightly.
-
-Hermione moved. She bent down to the water, the /acqua benedetta/. She
-sprinkled it over the boat and made the sign of the cross. When they
-reached the island Artois got out. As she came on shore he said to
-her:
-
-"Hermione, I left the--the two children together in the garden. Do you
-think--will you go to them for a moment? Or--"
-
-"I will go," she answered.
-
-She was no longer trembling. She followed him up the steps, walking
-slowly but firmly. They came to the house door. Gaspare had kept close
-behind them. At the door Artois stopped. He felt as if to-night he
-ought to go no farther.
-
-Hermione looked at him and passed into the house. Gaspare, seeing that
-Artois did not follow her, hesitated, but Artois said to him:
-
-"Go, Gaspare, go with your Padrona."
-
-Then Gaspare went in, down the passage, and out to the terrace.
-
-Hermione was standing there.
-
-"Do you think they are in the garden, Gaspare?" she said.
-
-"Si, Signora. Listen! I can hear them!"
-
-He held up his hand. Not far away there was a sound of voices speaking
-together.
-
-"Shall I go and tell them, Signora?"
-
-After a moment Hermione said:
-
-"Yes, Gaspare--go and tell them."
-
-He went away, and she waited, leaning on the balustrade and looking
-down to the dim sea, from which only the night before Ruffo's voice
-had floated up to her, singing the song of Mergellina. Only the night
-before! And it seemed to her centuries ago.
-
-"Madre!"
-
-Vere spoke to her. Vere was beside her. But she gazed beyond her child
-to Ruffo, who stood with his cap in his hand and his eyes, full of
-gentleness, looking at her for recognition.
-
-"Ruffo!" she said.
-
-Vere moved to let Ruffo pass. He came up and stood before Hermione.
-
-"Ruffo!" she said again.
-
-It seemed that she was going to say more. They waited for her to say
-more. But she did not speak. She stood quite still for a moment
-looking at the boy. Then she put one hand on his shoulder, bent down
-and touched his forehead with her lips.
-
-And in that kiss the dead man was forgiven.
-
-
-
-EPILOGUE
-
-On a radiant day of September in the following year, from the little
-harbor of Mergellina a white boat with a green line put off. It was
-rowed by Gaspare, who wore his festa suit, and it contained two
-people, a man and a women, who had that morning been quietly married.
-
-Another boat preceded theirs, going towards the island, but it was so
-far ahead of them that they could only see it as a moving dot upon the
-shining sea, when they rounded the breakwater and set their course for
-the point of land where lies the Antico Giuseppone.
-
-Gaspare rowed standing up, with his back towards Hermione and Artois
-and his great eyes staring steadily out to sea. He plied the oars
-mechanically. During the first few minutes of the voyage to the island
-his mind was far away. He was a boy in Sicily once more, waiting
-proudly upon his first, and indeed his only, Padrona in the Casa del
-Prete on Monte Amato. Then she was quite alone. He could see her
-sitting at evening upon the terrace with a book in her lap, gazing out
-across the ravine and the olive-covered mountain slopes to the waters
-that kissed the shore of the Sirens' Isle. He could see her, when
-night fell, going slowly up the steps into the lighted cottage, and
-turning on its threshold to wish him "Buon riposo."
-
-Then there was an interval--and she came again. He was waiting at the
-station of Cattaro. Outside stood the little train of donkeys,
-decorated with flowers under his careful supervision. Upon Monte
-Amato, in the Casa del Prete, everything was in readiness for the
-arrival of the Padrona--and the Padrone. For this time his Padrona was
-not to be alone. And the train came in, thundering along by the sea,
-and he saw a brown eager face looking out of a window--a face which at
-once had seemed familiar to him almost as if he had always known it in
-Sicily.
-
-And the new and wonderful period of his boy's life began.
-
-But it passed, and in the early morning he stood in the corner of the
-Campo Santo where Protestants were buried, and threw flowers from his
-father's terreno into an open grave.
-
-And once more his Padrona was alone.
-
-Far away from Sicily, from his "Paese," among the great woods of the
-Abetone he received for the first time into his untutored arms his
-Padroncina. His Padrone was gone from him forever. But once more, as
-he would have expressed it to a Sicilian comrade, they were "in
-three." And still another period began.
-
-And now that period was ended.
-
-As Gaspare rowed slowly on towards the island, in his simple and yet
-shrewd way he was pondering on life, on its irresistible movement, on
-its changes, its alternations of grief and joy, loneliness and
-companionship. He was silently reviewing the combined fates of his
-Padrona and himself.
-
-Behind him for a long while there was silence. But when the boat was
-abreast of the sloping gardens of Posilipo Artois spoke at last.
-
-"Hermione!" he said.
-
-"Yes," she answered.
-
-"Do you remember that evening when I met you on the sea?"
-
-"After I had been to Frisio's? Yes I remember it."
-
-"You had been reading what I wrote in the wonderful book."
-
-"And I was wondering why you had written it."
-
-"I had no special reason. I thought of that saying. I had to write
-something, so I wrote that. I wonder--I wonder now why long ago my
-conscience did not tell me plainly something. I wonder it did not tell
-me plainly what you were in my life, all you were."
-
-"Have I--have I really been much?"
-
-"I never knew how much till I thought of you permanently changed
-towards me, till I thought of you living, but with your affection
-permanently withdrawn from me. That night--you know--?"
-
-"Yes, I know."
-
-"At first I was not sure--I was afraid for a moment about you. Vere
-and I were afraid, when your room was dark and we heard nothing. But
-even then I did not fully understand how much I need you. I only
-understood that in the Palace of the Spirits, when--when you hated
-me--"
-
-"I don't think I ever hated you."
-
-"Hatred, you know, is the other side of love."
-
-"Then perhaps I did. Yes--I did."
-
-"How long my conscience was inactive, was useless to me! It needed a
-lesson, a terrible lesson. It needed a cruel blow to rouse it."
-
-"And mine!" she answered, in a low voice.
-
-"We shall make many mistakes, both of us," he said. "But I think,
-after that night, we can never for very long misunderstand each other.
-For that night we were sincere."
-
-"Let us always be sincere."
-
-"Sincerity is the rock on which one should build the house of life."
-
-"Let us--you and I--let us build upon it our palace of the spirits."
-
-Then they were silent again. They were silent until the boat passed
-the point, until in the distance the island appeared, even until the
-prow of the boat grated against the rock beneath the window of the
-Casa del Mare.
-
-As Hermione got out Gaspare bent to kiss her hand.
-
-"Benedicite!" he murmured.
-
-And, as she pressed his hand with both of hers, she answered:
-
-"Benedicite!"
-
-
-
-That night, not very late, but when darkness had fallen over the sea,
-Hermione said to Vere:
-
-"I am going out for a little, Vere."
-
-"Yes, Madre."
-
-The child put her arms round her mother and kissed her. Hermione
-tenderly returned the kiss, looked at Artois, and went out.
-
-She made her way to the brow of the island, and stood still for a
-while, drinking in the soft wind that blew to her from Ischia. Then
-she descended to the bridge and looked down into the Pool of San
-Francesco.
-
-The Saint's light was burning steadily. She watched it for a moment,
-and while she watched it she presently heard beneath her a boy's voice
-singing softly the song of Mergellina:
-
- "Oh, dolce luna bianca de l' estate
- Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la marina;
- Mi destan le dolcissime serate,
- Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina."
-
-The voice died away. There was a moment of silence.
-
-She clasped the rail with her hand; she leaned down over the Pool.
-
-"Buona notte, Ruffino!" she said softly.
-
-And the voice from the sea answered her:
-
-"Buona notte, Signora. Buona notte e buon riposo."
-
-
-
-
-
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