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diff --git a/2967.txt b/2967.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a233849 --- /dev/null +++ b/2967.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3799 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Adventures In The South: Return to Italy +by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Adventures In The South: Return to Italy + The Memoirs Of Jacques Casanova De Seingalt 1725-1798 + +Author: Jacques Casanova de Seingalt + +Release Date: October 31, 2006 [EBook #2967] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK RETURN TO ITALY *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798 + +ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Volume 4b--RETURN TO ITALY + +THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR MACHEN TO +WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR SYMONS. + + + + +RETURN TO ITALY + +GENOA--TUSCANY--ROME + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +The Play--The Russian--Petri--Rosalie at the Convent + +When the marquis had gone, seeing Rosalie engaged with Veronique, I set +myself to translate the 'Ecossaise' for the actors at Genoa, who seemed +pretty good ones, to play. + +I thought Rosalie looking sad at dinner, and said, + +"What is the matter, dearest? You know I do not like to see you looking +melancholy." + +"I am vexed at Veronique's being prettier than I." + +"I see what you mean; I like that! But console your self, Veronique is +nothing compared to you, in my eyes at all events. You are my only +beauty; but to reassure you I will ask M. de Grimaldi to tell her mother +to come and fetch her away, and to get me another maid as ugly as +possible." + +"Oh, no! pray do not do so; he will think I am jealous, and I wouldn't +have him think so for the world." + +"Well, well, smile again if you do not wish to vex me." + +"I shall soon do that, if, as you assure me, she will not make me lose +your love. But what made the old gentleman get me a girl like that? Do +you think he did it out of mischief?" + +"No, I don't think so. I am sure, on the other hand, that he wanted to +let you know that you need not fear being compared with anybody. Are you +pleased with her in other respects?" + +"She works well, and she is very respectful. She does not speak four +words without addressing me as signora, and she is careful to translate +what she says from Italian into French. I hope that in a month I shall +speak well enough for us to dispense with her services when we go to +Florence. I have ordered Le Duc to clear out the room I have chosen for +her, and I will send her her dinner from our own table. I will be kind to +her, but I hope you will not make me wretched." + +"I could not do so; and I do not see what there can be in common between +the girl and myself." + +"Then you will pardon my fears." + +"The more readily as they shew your love." + +"I thank you, but keep my secret." + +I promised never to give a glance to Veronique, of whom I was already +afraid, but I loved Rosalie and would have done anything to save her the +least grief. + +I set to at my translation after dinner; it was work I liked. I did not +go out that day, and I spent the whole of the next morning with M. de +Grimaldi. + +I went to the banker Belloni and changed all my gold into gigliati +sequins. I made myself known after the money was changed, and the head +cashier treated me with great courtesy. I had bills on this banker for +forty thousand Roman crowns, and on Lepri bills for twenty thousand. + +Rosalie did not want to go to the play again, so I got her a piece of +embroidery to amuse her in the evening. The theatre was a necessity for +me; I always went unless it interfered with some still sweeter pleasure. +I went by myself, and when I got home I found the marquis talking to my +mistress. I was pleased, and after I had embraced the worthy nobleman I +complimented Rosalie on having kept him till my arrival, adding gently +that she should have put down her work. + +"Ask him," she replied, "if he did not make me keep on. He said he would +go if I didn't, so I gave in to keep him." + +She then rose, stopped working, and in the course of an interesting +conversation she succeeded in making the marquis promise to stay to +supper, thus forestalling my intention. He was not accustomed to take +anything at that hour, and ate little; but I saw he was enchanted with my +treasure, and that pleased me, for I did not think I had anything to fear +from a man of sixty; besides, I was glad at the opportunity of +accustoming Rosalie to good society. I wanted her to be a little +coquettish, as a woman never pleases in society unless she shews a desire +to please. + +Although the position was quite a strange one for her, she made me admire +the natural aptitude of women, which may be improved or spoiled by art +but which exists more or less in them all, from the throne to the +milk-pail. She talked to M. de Grimaldi in a way that seemed to hint she +was willing to give a little hope. As our guest did not eat, she said +graciously that he must come to dinner some day that she might have an +opportunity of seeing whether he really had any appetite. + +When he had gone I took her on my knee, and covering her with kisses +asked her where she had learnt to talk to great people so well. + +"It's an easy matter," she replied. "Your eyes speak to my soul, and tell +me what to do and what to say." + +A professed rhetorician could not have answered more elegantly or more +flatteringly. + +I finished the translation; I had it copied out by Costa and took it to +Rossi, the manager, who said he would put it on directly, when I told him +I was going to make him a present of the play. I named the actors of my +choice, and asked him to bring them to dine with me at my inn, that I +might read the play and distribute the parts. + +As will be guessed, my invitation was accepted, and Rosalie enjoyed +dining with the actors and actresses, and especially hearing herself +called Madame Casanova every moment. Veronique explained everything she +did not understand. + +When my actors were round me in a ring, they begged me to tell them their +parts, but I would not give in on this point. + +"The first thing to be done," said I, "is for you to listen attentively +to the whole piece without minding about your parts. When you know the +whole play I will satisfy your curiosity." + +I knew that careless or idle actors often pay no attention to anything +except their own parts, and thus a piece, though well played in its +parts, is badly rendered as a whole. + +They submitted with a tolerably good grace, which the high and mighty +players of the Comedie Francaise would certainly not have done. Just as I +was beginning my heading the Marquis de Grimaldi and the banker Belloni +came in to call on me. I was glad for them to be present at the trial, +which only lasted an hour and a quarter. + +After I had heard the opinion of the actors, who by their praise of +various situations shewed me that they had taken in the plot, I told +Costa to distribute the parts; but no sooner was this done than the first +actor and the first actress began to express their displeasure; she, +because I had given her the part of Lady Alton; he, because I had not +given him Murray's part; but they had to bear it as it was my will. I +pleased everybody by asking them all to dinner for the day after the +morrow, after dinner the piece to be rehearsed for the first time. + +The banker Belloni asked me to dinner for the following day, including my +lady, who excused herself with great politeness, in the invitation; and +M. Grimaldi was glad to take my place at dinner at her request. + +When I got to M. Belloni's, I was greatly surprised to see the impostor +Ivanoff, who instead of pretending not to know me, as he ought to have +done, came forward to embrace me. I stepped back and bowed, which might +be put down to a feeling of respect, although my coldness and scant +ceremony would have convinced any observant eye of the contrary. He was +well dressed, but seemed sad, though he talked a good deal, and to some +purpose, especially on politics. The conversation turned on the Court of +Russia, where Elizabeth Petrovna reigned; and he said nothing, but sighed +and turned away pretending to wipe the tears from his eyes. At dessert, +he asked me if I had heard anything of Madame Morin, adding, as if to +recall the circumstance to my memory, that we had supped together there: + +"I believe she is quite well," I answered. + +His servant, in yellow and red livery, waited on him at table. After +dinner he contrived to tell me that he had a matter of the greatest +importance he wanted to discuss with me. + +"My only desire sir, is to avoid all appearance of knowing anything about +you." + +"One word from you will gain me a hundred thousand crowns, and you shall +have half." + +I turned my back on him, and saw him no more at Genoa. + +When I got back to the inn I found M. de Grimaldi giving Rosalie a lesson +in Italian. + +"She has given me an exquisite dinner," said he, "you must be very happy +with her." + +In spite of his honest face, M. Grimaldi was in love with her, but I +thought I had nothing to fear. Before he went she invited him to come to +the rehearsal next day. + +When the actors came I noticed amongst them a young man whose face I did +not know, and on my enquiring Rossi told me he was the prompter. + +"I won't have any prompter; send him about his business." + +"We can't get on without him." + +"You'll have to; I will be the prompter." + +The prompter was dismissed, but the three actresses began to complain. + +"If we knew our parts as well as the 'pater noster' we should be certain +to come to a dead stop if the prompter isn't in his box." + +"Very good," said I to the actress, who was to play Lindane, "I will +occupy the box myself, but I shall see your drawers." + +"You would have some difficulty in doing that," said the first actor, +"she doesn't wear any." + +"So much the better." + +"You know nothing about it," said the actress. + +These remarks put us all in high spirits, and the ministers of Thalia +ended by promising that they would dispense with a prompter. I was +pleased with the way the piece was read, and they said they would be +letter-perfect in three days. But something happened. + +On the day fixed for the rehearsal they came without the Lindane and +Murray. They were not well, but Rossi said they would not fail us +eventually. I took the part of Murray, and asked Rosalie to be the +Lindane. + +"I don't read Italian well enough," she whispered, "and I don't wish to +have the actors laughing at me; but Veronique could do it." + +"Ask if she will read the part." + +However, Veronique said that she could repeat it by heart. + +"All the better," said I to her, laughing internally, as I thought of +Soleure, for I saw that I should thus be obliged to make love to the girl +to whom I had not spoken for the fortnight she had been with us. I had +not even had a good look at her face. I was so afraid of Rosalie (whom I +loved better every day) taking fright. + +What I had feared happened. When I took Veronique's hand, and said, "Si, +bella Lindana, debbe adorarvi!" everybody clapped, because I gave the +words their proper expression; but glancing at Rosalie I saw a shadow on +her face, and I was angry at not having controlled myself better. +Nevertheless, I could not help feeling amazed at the way Veronique played +the part. When I told her that I adored her she blushed up to her eyes; +she could not have played the love-sick girl better. + +We fixed a day for the dress-rehearsal at the theatre, and the company +announced the first night a week in advance to excite public curiosity. +The bills ran: + +"We shall give Voltaire's Ecossaise, translated by an anonymous author: +no prompter will be present." + +I cannot give the reader any idea of the trouble I had to quiet Rosalie. +She refused to be comforted; wept incessantly, and touched my heart by +gentle reproaches. + +"You love Veronique," said she, "and you only translated that piece to +have an opportunity of declaring your love." + +I succeeded in convincing her that she wronged me, and at last after I +had lavished caresses on her she suffered herself to be calmed. Next +morning she begged pardon for her jealousy, and to cure it insisted on my +speaking constantly to Veronique. Her heroism went farther. She got up +before me and sent me my coffee by Veronique, who was as astonished as I +was. + +At heart Rosalie was a great creature, capable of noble resolves, but +like all women she gave way to sudden emotions. From that day she gave me +no more signs of jealousy, and treated her maid with more kindness than +ever. Veronique was an intelligent and well-mannered girl, and if my +heart had not been already occupied she would have reigned there. + +The first night of the play I took Rosalie to a box, and she would have +Veronique with her. M. de Grimaldi did not leave her for a moment. The +play was praised to the skies; the large theatre was full of the best +people in Genoa. The actors surpassed themselves, though they had no +prompter, and were loudly applauded. The piece ran five nights and was +performed to full houses. Rossi, hoping perhaps that I would make him a +present of another play, asked my leave to give my lady a superb pelisse +of lynx-fur, which pleased her immensely. + +I would have done anything to spare my sweetheart the least anxiety, and +yet from my want of thought I contrived to vex her. I should never have +forgiven myself if Providence had not ordained that I should be the cause +of her final happiness. + +"I have reason to suspect," she said one day, "that I am with child, and +I am enchanted at the thought of giving you a dear pledge of my love." + +"If it comes at such a time it will be mine, and I assure you I shall +love it dearly." + +"And if it comes two or three weeks sooner you will not be sure that you +are the parent?" + +"Not quite sure; but I shall love it just as well, and look upon it as my +child as well as yours." + +"I am sure you must be the father. It is impossible the child can be +Petri's, who only knew me once, and then very imperfectly, whilst you and +I have lived in tender love for so long a time." + +She wept hot tears. + +"Calm yourself, dearest, I implore you! You are right; it cannot be +Petri's child. You know I love you, and I cannot doubt that you are with +child by me and by me alone. If you give me a baby as pretty as yourself, +it will be mine indeed. Calm yourself." + +"How can I be calm when you can have such a suspicion?" + +We said no more about it; but in spite of my tenderness, my caresses, and +all the trifling cares which bear witness to love, she was often sad and +thoughtful. How many times I reproached myself bitterly for having let +out my silly calculations. + +A few days later she gave me a sealed letter, saying,-- + +"The servant has given me this letter when you were away. I am offended +by his doing so, and I want you to avenge me." + +I called the man, and said,-- + +"Where did you get this letter?" + +"From a young man, who is unknown to me. He gave me a crown, and begged +me to give the letter to the lady without your seeing me, and he promised +to give me two crowns more if I brought him a reply tomorrow. I did not +think I was doing wrong, sir, as the lady was at perfect liberty to tell +you." + +"That's all very well, but you must go, as the lady, who gave me the +letter unopened, as you can see for yourself, is offended with you." + +I called Le Duc, who paid the man and sent him away. I opened the letter, +and found it to be from Petri. Rosalie left my side, not wishing to read +the contents. The letter ran as follows: + +"I have seen you, my dear Rosalie. It was just as you were coming out of +the theatre, escorted by the Marquis de Grimaldi, who is my godfather. I +have not deceived you; I was still intending to come and marry you at +Marseilles next spring, as I promised. I love you faithfully, and if you +are still my good Rosalie I am ready to marry you here in the presence of +my kinfolk. If you have done wrong I promise never to speak of it, for I +know that it was I who led you astray. Tell me, I entreat you, whether I +may speak to the Marquis de Grimaldi with regard to you. I am ready to +receive you from the hands of the gentleman with whom you are living, +provided you are not his wife. Be sure, if you are still free, that you +can only recover your honour by marrying your seducer." + +"This letter comes from an honourable man who is worthy of Rosalie," I +thought to myself, "and that's more than I shall be, unless I marry her +myself. But Rosalie must decide." + +I called her to me, gave her the letter, and begged her to read it +attentively. She did so, and gave it me back, asking me if I advised her +to accept Petri's offer. + +"If you do dear Rosalie, I shall die of grief; but if I do not yield you, +my honour bids me marry you, and that I am quite ready to do." + +At this the charming girl threw herself on my breast, crying in the voice +of true love, "I love you and you alone, darling; but it is not true that +your honour bids you marry me. Ours is a marriage of the heart; our love +is mutual, and that is enough for my happiness." + +"Dear Rosalie, I adore you, but I am the best judge of my own honour. If +Petri is a well-to-do man and a man who would make you happy, I must +either give you up or take you myself." + +"No, no; there is no hurry to decide. If you love me I am happy, for I +love you and none other. I shall not answer the letter, and I don't want +to hear anything more of Petri." + +"You may be sure that I will say no more of him, but I am sure that the +marquis will have a hand in it." + +"I daresay, but he won't speak to me twice on the subject." + +After this treaty--a more sincere one than the Powers of Europe usually +make--I resolved to leave Genoa as soon as I got some letters for +Florence and Rome. In the meanwhile all was peace and love between myself +and Rosalie. She had not the slightest shadow of jealousy in her soul, +and M. de Grimaldi was the sole witness of our happiness. + +Five or six days later I went to see the marquis at his casino at St. +Pierre d'Arena, and he accosted me by saying that he was happy to see me +as he had an important matter he wished to discuss with me. I guessed +what it would be, but begged him to explain himself. He then spoke as +follows: + +"A worthy merchant of the town brought his nephew, a young man named +Petri, to see me two days ago. He told me that the young man is my +godson, and he asked me to protect him. I answered that as his godfather +I owed him my protection, and I promised to do what I could. + +"He left my godson to talk it over with me, and he informed me that he +knew your mistress before you did at Marseilles, that he had promised to +marry her next spring, that he had seen her in my company, and that +having followed us he found out that she lived with you. He was told that +she was your wife, but not believing it, wrote her a letter saying that +he was ready to marry her; but this letter fell into your hands, and he +has had no reply to it. + +"He could not make up his mind to lose a hope which made his happiness, +so he resolved to ascertain, through my good offices, whether Rosalie +would accept his proposition. He flatters himself that on his informing +me of his prosperous condition, I can tell you that he is a likely man to +make his wife happy. I told him that I knew you, and would speak to you +on the matter, and afterwards inform him of the result of our interview. + +"I have made enquires into his condition, and find that he has already +amassed a considerable sum of money. His credit, morals, and reputation, +are all excellent; besides, he is his uncle's sole heir, and the uncle +passes for a man very comfortably off. And now, my dear M. Casanova, tell +me what answer I am to make." + +"Tell him that Rosalie is much obliged to him, and begs him to forget +her. We are going away in three or four days. Rosalie loves me, and I +her, and I am ready to marry her whenever she likes." + +"That's plain speaking; but I should have thought a man like you would +prefer freedom to a woman, however beautiful, to whom you would be bound +by indissoluble ties. Will you allow me to speak to Rosalie myself about +it?" + +"You need not ask, my leave; speak to her, but in your own person and not +as representing my opinions. I adore her, and would not have her think +that I could cherish the thought of separating from her." + +"If you don't want me to meddle in the matter, tell me so frankly." + +"On the contrary, I wish you to see for yourself that I am not the tyrant +of the woman I adore." + +"I will talk to her to-night." + +I did not come home till supper-time, that the marquis might say what he +had to say in perfect freedom. The noble Genoese supped with us, and the +conversation turned on indifferent subjects. After he had gone, my +sweetheart told me what had passed between them. He had spoken to her in +almost the same words that he had addressed to me, and our replies were +nearly identical, though she had requested the marquis to say no more +about his godson, to which request he had assented. + +We thought the matter settled, and busied ourselves with preparations for +our departure; but three or four days after, the marquis (who we imagined +had forgotten all about his godson) came and asked us to dine with him at +St. Pierre d'Arena, where Rosalie had never been. + +"I want you to see my beautiful garden before you go," said M. Grimaldi +to her; "it will be one more pleasant recollection of your stay for me." + +We went to see him at noon the next day. He was with an elderly man and +woman, to whom he introduced us. He introduced me by name, and Rosalie as +a person who belonged to me. + +We proceeded to walk in the garden, where the two old people got Rosalie +between them, and overwhelmed her with politeness and complimentary +remarks. She, who was happy and in high spirits, answered in Italian, and +delighted them by her intelligence, and the grace which she gave to her +mistakes in grammar. + +The servants came to tell us that dinner was ready, and what was my +astonishment on entering the room to see the table laid for six. I did +not want much insight now to see through the marquis's trick, but it was +too late. We sat down, and just then a young man came in. + +"You are a little late," said the marquis; and then, without waiting for +his apology, he introduced him to me as M. Petri, his godson, and nephew +to his other guests, and he made him sit down at his left hand, Rosalie +being on his right. I sat opposite to her, and seeing that she turned as +pale as death the blood rushed to my face; I was terribly enraged. This +small despot's plot seemed disgraceful to me; it was a scandalous insult +to Rosalie and myself--an insult which should be washed away in blood. I +was tempted to stab him at his table, but in spite of my agitation I +constrained myself. What could I do? Take Rosalie's arm, and leave the +room with her? I thought it over, but foreseeing the consequences I could +not summon up courage. + +I have never spent so terrible an hour as at that fatal dinner. Neither +Rosalie nor myself ate a morsel, and the marquis who helped all the +guests was discreet enough not to see that we left one course after +another untouched. Throughout dinner he only spoke to Petri and his +uncle, giving them opportunities for saying how large a trade they did. +At dessert the marquis told the young man that he had better go and look +after his affairs, and after kissing his hand he withdrew with a bow to +which nobody replied. + +Petri was about twenty-four, of a moderate height, with ordinary but yet +good-natured and honest features; respectful in his manner, and sensible +though not witty in what he said. After all was said and done, I thought +him worthy of Rosalie, but I shuddered at the thought that if she became +his wife she was lost to me forever. After he had gone, the marquis said +he was sorry he had not known him before as he might be of use to him in +his business. + +"However, we will see to that in the future," said he, meaningly, "I mean +to make his fortune." + +At this the uncle and aunt, who no doubt knew what to say, began to laud +and extol their nephew, and ended by saying that as they had no children +they were delighted that Petri, who would be their heir, was to have his +excellency's patronage. + +"We are longing," they added, "to see the girl from Marseilles he is +going to marry. We should welcome her as a beloved daughter." + +Rosalie whispered to me that she could bear it no longer, and begged me +to take her away. We rose, and after we had saluted the company with cold +dignity we left the room. The marquis was visibly disconcerted. As he +escorted us to the door he stammered out compliments, for the want of +something to say, telling Rosalie that he should not have the honour of +seeing her that evening, but that he hoped to call on her the next day. + +When we were by ourselves we seemed to breathe again, and spoke to one +another to relieve ourselves of the oppression which weighed on our +minds. + +Rosalie thought, as well as I, that the marquis had played us a shameful +trick, and she told me I ought to write him a note, begging him not to +give himself the trouble of calling on us again. + +"I will find some means of vengeance," said I; "but I don't think it +would be a good plan to write to him. We will hasten our preparations for +leaving, and receive him to-morrow with that cold politeness which bears +witness to indignation. Above all, we will not make the slightest +reference to his godson." + +"If Petri really loves me," said she, "I pity him. I think he is a good +fellow, and I don't feel angry with him for being present at dinner, as +he may possibly be unaware that leis presence was likely to give me +offence. But I still shudder when I think of it: I thought I should have +died when our eyes met! Throughout dinner he could not see my eyes, as I +kept them nearly shut, and indeed he could hardly see me. Did he look at +me while he was talking?" + +"No, he only looked at me. I am as sorry for him as you are, for, as you +say, he looks an honest fellow." + +"Well, it's over now, and I hope I shall make a good supper. Did you +notice what the aunt said? I am sure she was in the plot. She thought she +would gain me over by saying she was ready to treat me like her own +child. She was a decent-looking woman, too." + +We made a good supper, and a pleasant night inclined us to forget the +insult the marquis had put upon us. When we woke up in the morning we +laughed at it. The marquis came to see us in the evening, and greeting me +with an air of mingled confusion and vexation, he said that he knew he +had done wrong in surprising me as he had, but that he was ready to do +anything in his power by way of atonement, and to give whatever +satisfaction I liked. + +Rosalie did not give me time to answer. "If you really feel," said she, +"that you have insulted us, that is enough; we are amply avenged. But all +the same, sir, we shall be on our guard against you for the future, +though that will be for a short while, as we are just leaving." + +With this proud reply she made him a low bow and left the room. + +When he was left alone with me M. Grimaldi addressed me as follows: + +"I take a great interest in your mistress's welfare; and as I feel sure +that she cannot long be happy in her present uncertain position, while I +am sure that she would make my godson an excellent wife, I was determined +that both of you should make his acquaintance, for Rosalie herself knows +very little of him. I confess that the means I employed were +dishonourable, but you will pardon the means for the sake of the +excellent end I had in view. I hope you will have a pleasant journey, and +that you may live for a long time in uninterrupted happiness with your +charming mistress. I hope you will write to me, and always reckon on my +standing your friend, and doing everything in my power for you. Before I +go, I will tell you something which will give you an idea of the +excellent disposition of young Petri, to whose happiness Rosalie seems +essential. + +"He only told me the following, after I had absolutely refused to take +charge of a letter he had written to Rosalie, despairing of being able to +send it any other way. After assuring me that Rosalie had loved him, and +that consequently she could not have any fixed aversion for him, he added +that if the fear of being with child was the reason why she would not +marry him he would agree to put off the marriage till after the child was +born, provided that she would agree to stay in Genoa in hiding, her +presence to be unknown to all save himself. He offers to pay all the +expenses of her stay. He made a remarkably wise reflection when we were +talking it over. + +"'If she gave birth to a child too soon after our marriage,' said he, +'both her honour and mine would suffer hurt; she might also lose the +liking of my relations, and if Rosalie is to be my wife I want her to be +happy in everything."' + +At this Rosalie, who had no doubt been listening at the door after the +manner of her sex, burst into the room, and astonished me by the +following speech: + +"If M. Petri chid not tell you that it was possible that I might be with +child by him, he is a right honest man, but now I tell you so myself. I +do not think it likely, but still it is possible. Tell him, sir, that I +will remain at Genoa until the child is born, in the case of my being +pregnant, of which I have no certain knowledge, or until I am quite sure +that I am not with child. If I do have a child the truth will be made +known. In the case of there being no doubt of M. Petri's being the +parent, I am ready to marry him; but if he sees for himself that the +child is not his I hope he will be reasonable enough to let me alone for +the future. As to the expenses and my lodging at Genoa, tell him that he +need not trouble himself about either." + +I was petrified. I saw the consequence of my own imprudent words, and my +heart seemed broken. The marquis asked me if this decision was given with +my authority, and I replied that as my sweetheart's will was mine he +might take her words for law. He went away in high glee, for he foresaw +that all would go well with his plans when once he was able to exert his +influence on Rosalie. The absent always fare ill. + +"You want to leave me, then, Rosalie?" said I, when we were alone. + +"Yes, dearest, but it will not be for long." + +"I think we shall never see each other again." + +"Why not, dearest? You have only to remain faithful to me. Listen to me. +Your honour and my own make it imperative that I should convince Petri +that I am not with child by him, and you that I am with child by you." + +"I never doubted it, dear Rosalie." + +"Yes, dear, you doubted it once and that is enough. Our parting will cost +me many a bitter tear, but these pangs are necessary to my future +happiness. I hope you will write to me, and after the child is born it +will be for you to decide on how I shall rejoin you. If I am not pregnant +I will rejoin you in a couple of months at latest." + +"Though I may grieve at your resolve I will not oppose it, for I promised +I would never cross you. I suppose you will go into a convent; and the +marquis must find you a suitable one, and protect you like a father. +Shall I speak to him on the subject? I will leave you as much money as +you will want." + +"That will not be much. As for M. de Grimaldi, he is bound in honour to +procure me an asylum. I don't think it will be necessary for you to speak +to him about it." + +She was right, and I could not help admiring the truly astonishing tact +of this girl. + +In the morning I heard that the self-styled Ivanoff had made his escape +an hour before the police were to arrest him at the suit of the banker, +who had found out that one of the bills he had presented was forged. He +had escaped on foot, leaving all his baggage behind him. + +Next day the marquis came to tell Rosalie that his godson had no +objection to make to her plan. He added that the young man hoped she +would become his wife, whether the child proved to be his or not. + +"He may hope as much as he likes," said Rosalie, with a smile. + +"He also hopes that you will allow him to call on you now and then. I +have spoken to my kinswoman, the mother-superior of convent. You are to +have two rooms, and a very good sort of woman is to keep you company, +wait on you, and nurse you when the time comes. I have paid the amount +you are to pay every month for your board. Every morning I will send you +a confidential man, who will see your companion and will bring me your +orders. And I myself will come and see you at the grating as often as you +please." + +It was then my sad duty, which the laws of politeness enjoined, to thank +the marquis for his trouble. + +"'Tis to you, my lord," said I, "I entrust Rosalie. I am placing her, I +am sure, in good hands. I will go on my way as soon as she is in the +convent; I hope you will write a letter to the mother-superior for her to +take." + +"I will write it directly," said he. + +And as Rosalie had told him before that she would pay for everything +herself, he gave her a written copy of the agreement he had made. + +"I have resolved," said Rosalie to the marquis, "to go into the convent +to-morrow, and I shall be very glad to have a short visit from you the +day after." + +"I will be there," said the marquis, "and you may be sure that I will do +all in my power to make your stay agreeable." + +The night was a sad one for both of us. Love scarcely made a pause amidst +our alternate complaints and consolations. We swore to be faithful for +ever, and our oaths were sincere, as ardent lovers' oaths always are. But +they are as nought unless they are sealed by destiny, and that no mortal +mind may know. + +Rosalie, whose eyes were red and wet with tears, spent most of the +morning in packing up with Veronique, who cried too. I could not look at +her, as I felt angry with myself for thinking how pretty she was. Rosalie +would only take two hundred sequins, telling me that if she wanted more +she could easily let me know. + +She told Veronique to look after me well for the two or three days I +should spend at Genoa, made me a mute curtsy, and went out with Costa to +get a sedan-chair. Two hours after, a servant of the marquis's came to +fetch her belongings, and I was thus left alone and full of grief till +the marquis came and asked me to give him supper, advising that Veronique +should be asked in to keep us company. + +"That's a rare girl," said he, "you really don't know her, and you ought +to know her better." + +Although I was rather surprised, I did not stop to consider what the +motives of the crafty Genoese might be, and I went and asked Veronique to +come in. She replied politely that she would do so, adding that she knew +how great an honour I did her. + +I should have been the blindest of men if I had not seen that the clever +marquis had succeeded in his well-laid plans, and that he had duped me as +if I had been the merest freshman. Although I hoped with all my heart +that I should get Rosalie back again, I had good reasons for suspecting +that all the marquis's wit would be employed to seduce her, and I could +not help thinking that he would succeed. + +Nevertheless, in the position I was in, I could only keep my fears to +myself and let him do his utmost. + +He was nearly sixty, a thorough disciple of Epicurus, a heavy player, +rich, eloquent, a master of state-craft, highly popular at Genoa, and +well acquainted with the hearts of men, and still more so with the hearts +of women. He had spent a good deal of time at Venice to be more at +liberty, and to enjoy the pleasures of life at his ease. He had never +married, and when asked the reason would reply that he knew too well that +women would be either tyrants or slaves, and that he did not want to be a +tyrant to any woman, nor to be under any woman's orders. He found some +way of returning to his beloved Venice, in spite of the law forbidding +any noble who has filled the office of doge to leave his native soil. +Though he behaved to me in a very friendly manner he knew how to maintain +an air of superiority which imposed on me. Nothing else could have given +him the courage to ask me to dinner when Petri was to be present. I felt +that I had been tricked, and I thought myself in duty bound to make him +esteem me by my behaviour for the future. It was gratitude on his part +which made him smooth the way to my conquest of Veronique, who doubtless +struck him as a fit and proper person to console me for the loss of +Rosalie. + +I did not take any part in the conversation at supper, but the marquis +drew out Veronique, and she shone. It was easy for me to see that she had +more wit and knowledge of the world than Rosalie, but in my then state of +mind this grieved rather than rejoiced me. M. de Grimaldi seemed sorry to +see me melancholy, and forced me, as it were, to join in the +conversation. As he was reproaching me in a friendly manner for my +silence, Veronique said with a pleasing smile that I had a good reason to +be silent after the declaration of love I had made to her, and which she +had received so ill. I was astonished at this, and said that I did not +remember having ever made her such a declaration; but she made me laugh +in spite of myself, when she said that her name that day was Lindane. + +"Ah, that's in a play," said I, "in real life the man who declares his +love in words is a simpleton; 'tis with deeds the true lover shews his +love." + +"Very true, but your lady was frightened all the same." + +"No, no, Veronique; she is very fond of you." + +"I know she is; but I have seen her jealous of me." + +"If so, she was quite wrong." + +This dialogue, which pleased me little, fell sweetly on the marquis's +ears; he told me that he was going to call on Rosalie next morning, and +that if I liked to give him a supper, he would come and tell me about her +in the evening. Of course I told him that he would be welcome. + +After Veronique had lighted me to my room, she asked me to let my +servants wait on me, as if she did so now that my lady was gone, people +might talk about her. + +"You are right," said I, "kindly send Le Duc to me." + +Next morning I had a letter from Geneva. It came from my Epicurean +syndic, who had presented M. de Voltaire with my translation of his play, +with an exceedingly polite letter from me, in which I begged his pardon +for having taken the liberty of travestying his fine French prose in +Italian. The syndic told me plainly that M. de Voltaire had pronounced my +translation to be a bad one. + +My self-esteem was so wounded by this, and by his impoliteness in not +answering my letter, with which he could certainly find no fault, +whatever his criticism of my translation might be, that I became the +sworn enemy of the great Voltaire. I have censured him in all the works I +have published, thinking that in wronging him I was avenging myself, to +such an extent did passion blind me. At the present time I feel that even +if my works survive, these feeble stings of mine can hurt nobody but +myself. Posterity will class me amongst the Zoiluses whose own impotence +made them attack this great man to whom civilization and human happiness +owe so much. The only crime that can truthfully be alleged against +Voltaire is his attacks on religion. If he had been a true philosopher he +would never have spoken on such matters, for, even if his attacks were +based on truth, religion is necessary to morality, without which there +can be no happiness. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +I Fall in Love With Veronique--Her Sister--Plot Against Plot--My +Victory--Mutual Disappointment + +I have never liked eating by myself, and thus I have never turned hermit, +though I once thought of turning monk; but a monk without renouncing all +the pleasures of life lives well in a kind of holy idleness. This dislike +to loneliness made me give orders that the table should be laid for two, +and indeed, after supping with the marquis and myself, Veronique had some +right to expect as much, to say nothing of those rights which her wit and +beauty gave her. + +I only saw Costa, and asked him what had become of Le Duc. He said he was +ill. "Then go behind the lady's chair," said I. He obeyed, but smiled as +he did so. Pride is a universal failing, and though a servant's pride is +the silliest of all it is often pushed to the greatest extremes. + +I thought Veronique prettier than before. Her behaviour, now free and now +reserved, as the occasion demanded, shewed me that she was no new hand, +and that she could have played the part of a princess in the best +society. Nevertheless (so strange a thing is the heart of man), I was +sorry to find I liked her, and my only consolation was that her mother +would come and take her away before the day was over. I had adored +Rosalie, and my heart still bled at the thought of our parting. + +The girl's mother came while we were still at table. She was astounded at +the honour I shewed her daughter, and she overwhelmed me with thanks. + +"You owe me no gratitude," said I to her; "your daughter is clever, good, +and beautiful." + +"Thank the gentleman for his compliment," said the mother, "for you are +really stupid, wanton, and ugly;" and then she added, "But how could you +have the face to sit at table with the gentleman in a dirty chemise?" + +"I should blush, mother, if I thought you were right; but I put a clean +one on only two hours ago." + +"Madam," said I to the mother, "the chemise cannot look white beside your +daughter's whiter skin." + +This made the mother laugh, and pleased the girl immensely. When the +mother told her that she was come to take her back, Veronique said, with +a sly smile,-- + +"Perhaps the gentleman won't be pleased at my leaving him twenty-four +hours before he goes away." + +"On the contrary," said I, "I should be very vexed." + +"Well; then, she can stay, sir," said the mother; "but for decency's sake +I must send her younger sister to sleep with her." + +"If you please," I rejoined. And with that I left them. + +The thought of Veronique troubled me, as I knew I was taken with her, and +what I had to dread was a calculated resistance. + +The mother came into my room where I was writing, and wished me a +pleasant journey, telling me for the second time that she was going to +send her daughter Annette. The girl came in the evening, accompanied by a +servant, and after lowering her mezzaro, and kissing my hand +respectfully, she ran gaily to kiss her sister. + +I wanted to see what she was like, and called for candles; and on their +being brought I found she was a blonde of a kind I had never before seen. +Her hair, eyebrows, and eyelashes were the colour of pale gold, fairer +almost than her skin, which was extremely delicate. She was very +short-sighted, but her large pale blue eyes were wonderfully beautiful. +She had the smallest mouth imaginable, but her teeth, though regular, +were not so white as her skin. But for this defect Annette might have +passed for a perfect beauty. + +Her shortness of sight made too brilliant a light painful to her, but as +she stood before me she seemed to like me looking at her. My gaze fed +hungrily on the two little half-spheres, which were not yet ripe, but so +white as to make me guess how ravishing the rest of her body must be. +Veronique did not shew her breasts so freely. One could see that she was +superbly shaped, but everything was carefully hidden from the gaze. She +made her sister sit down beside her and work, but when I saw that she was +obliged to hold the stuff close to her face I told her that she should +spare her eyes, for that night at all events, and with that she +obediently put the work down. + +The marquis came as usual, and like myself he thought Annette, whom he +had never seen before, an astonishing miniature beauty. Taking advantage +of his age and high rank, the voluptuous old man dared to pass his hand +over her breast, and she, who was too respectful to cross my lord, let +him do it without making the slightest objection. She was a compound of +innocence and coquetry. + +The woman who shewing little succeeds in making a man want to see more, +has accomplished three-fourths of the task of making him fall in love +with her; for is love anything else than a kind of curiosity? I think +not; and what makes me certain is that when the curiosity is satisfied +the love disappears. Love, however, is the strongest kind of curiosity in +existence, and I was already curious about Annette. + +M. Grimaldi told Veronique that Rosalie wished her to stay with me till I +left Genoa, and she was as much astonished at this as I was. + +"Be kind enough to tell her," said I to the marquis, "that Veronique has +anticipated her wishes and has got her sister Annette to stay with her." + +"Two are always better than one, my dear fellow," replied the crafty +Genoese. + +After these remarks we left the two sisters together and went into my +room, where he said,-- + +"Your Rosalie is contented, and you ought to congratulate yourself on +having made her happy, as I am sure she will be. The only thing that +vexes me is that you can't go and see her yourself with any decency." + +"You are in love with her, my lord." + +"I confess that I am, but I am an old man, and it vexes me." + +"That's no matter, she will love you tenderly; and if Petri ever becomes +her husband, I am sure she will never be anything more than a good friend +to him. Write to me at Florence and tell me how she receives him." + +"Stay here for another three days; the two beauties there will make the +time seem short." + +"It's exactly for that reason that I want to go tomorrow. I am afraid of +Veronique." + +"I shouldn't have thought that you would have allowed any woman to +frighten you." + +"I am afraid she has cast her fatal nets around me, and when the time +comes she will be strictly moral. Rosalie is my only love." + +"Well, here's a letter from her." + +I went apart to read the letter, the sight of which made my heart beat +violently; it ran as follows: + + "Dearest,--I see you have placed me in the hands of one who + will care for me like a father. This is a new kindness which + I owe to the goodness of your heart. I will write to you at + whatever address you send me. If you like Veronique, my + darling, do not fear any jealousy from me; I should be wrong + to entertain such a feeling in my present position. I expect + that if you make much of her she will not be able to resist, + and I shall be glad to hear that she is lessening your + sadness. I hope you will write me a few lines before you + go." + +I went up to the marquis and told him to read it. He seemed greatly +moved. + +"Yes," said he, "the dear girl will find in me her friend and father, and +if she marries my godson and he does not treat her as he ought, he will +not possess her long. I shall remember her in my will, and thus when I am +dead my care will still continue. But what do you think of her advice as +to Veronique? I don't expect she is exactly a vestal virgin, though I +have never heard anything against her." + +I had ordered that the table should be laid for four, so Annette sat down +without our having to ask her. Le Duc appeared on the scene, and I told +him that if he were ill he might go to bed. + +"I am quite well," said he. + +"I am glad to hear it; but don't trouble now, you shall wait on me when I +am at Leghorn." + +I saw that Veronique was delighted at my sending him away, and I resolved +then and there to lay siege to her heart. I began by talking to her in a +very meaning manner all supper-time, while the marquis entertained +Annette. I asked him if he thought I could get a felucca next day to take +me to Lerici. + +"Yes," said he, "whenever you like and with as many oarsmen as you +please; but I hope you will put off your departure for two or three +days." + +"No," I replied, ogling Veronique, "the delay might cost me too dear." + +The sly puss answered with a smile that shewed she understood my meaning. + +When we rose from the table I amused myself with Annette, and the marquis +with Veronique. After a quarter of an hour he came and said to me,-- + +"Certain persons have asked me to beg you to stay a few days longer, or +at least to sup here to-morrow night." + +"Very good. We will talk of the few days more at supper to-morrow." + +"Victory!" said the marquis; and Veronique seemed very grateful to me for +granting her request. When our guest was gone, I asked my new housekeeper +if I might send Costa to bed. + +"As my sister is with me, there can be no ground for any suspicion." + +"I am delighted that you consent; now I am going to talk to you." + +She proceeded to do my hair, but she gave no answer to my soft speeches. +When I was on the point of getting into bed she wished me good night, and +I tried to kiss her by way of return. She repulsed me and ran to the +door, much to my surprise. She was going to leave the room, when I +addressed her in a voice of grave politeness. + +"I beg you will stay; I want to speak to you; come and sit by me. Why +should you refuse me a pleasure which after all is a mere mark of +friendship?" + +"Because, things being as they are, we could not remain friends, neither +could we be lovers." + +"Lovers! why not, we are perfectly free." + +"I am not free; I am bound by certain prejudices which do not trouble +you." + +"I should have thought you were superior to prejudices." + +"There are some prejudices which a woman ought to respect. The +superiority you mention is a pitiful thing; always the dupe of itself. +What would become of me, I should like to know, if I abandoned myself to +the feelings I have for you?" + +"I was waiting for you to say that, dear Veronique. What you feel for me +is not love. If it were so, you would feel as I do, and you would soon +break the bonds of prejudice." + +"I confess that my head is not quite turned yet, but still I feel that I +shall grieve at your departure." + +"If so, that is no fault of mine. But tell me what I can do for you +during my short stay here." + +"Nothing; we do not know one another well enough." + +"I understand you, but I would have you know that I do not intend to +marry any woman who is not my friend." + +"You mean you will not marry her till you have ceased to be her lover?" + +"Exactly." + +"You would like to finish where I would begin." + +"You may be happy some day, but you play for high stakes." + +"Well, well, it's a case of win all or lose all." + +"That's as may be. But without further argument it seems to me that we +could safely enjoy our love, and pass many happy moments undisturbed by +prejudice." + +"Possibly, but one gets burnt fingers at that game, and I shudder at the +very thought of it. No, no; leave me alone, there is my sister who will +wonder why I am in your arms." + +"Very good; I see I was mistaken, and Rosalie too." + +"Why what did she think about me?" + +"She wrote and told me that she thought you would be kind." + +"I hope she' mayn't have to repent for having been too kind herself." + +"Good bye, Veronique." + +I felt vexed at having made the trial, for in these matters one always +feels angry at failure. I decided I would leave her and her precepts, +true or false, alone; but when I awoke in the morning and saw her coming +to my bed with a pleasant smile on her face, I suddenly changed my mind. +I had slept upon my anger and I was in love again. I thought she had +repented, and that I should be victorious when I attacked her again. I +put on a smile myself and breakfasted gaily with her and her sister. I +behaved in the same way at dinner; and the general high spirits which M. +de Grimaldi found prevailing in the evening, made him think, doubtless, +that we were getting on well, and he congratulated us. Veronique behaved +exactly as if the marquis had guessed the truth, and I felt sure of +having her after supper, and in the ecstasy of the thought I promised to +stay for four days longer. + +"Bravo, Veronique!" said the marquis, "that's the way. You are intended +by nature to rule your lovers with an absolute sway." + +I thought she would say something to diminish the marquis's certainty +that there was an agreement between us, but she did nothing of the sort, +seeming to enjoy her triumph which made her appear more beautiful than +ever; whilst I looked at her with the submissive gaze of a captive who +glories in, his chain. I took her behaviour as an omen of my approaching +conquest, and did not speak to M. de Grimaldi alone lest he might ask me +questions which I should not care to answer. He told us before he went +away that he was engaged on the morrow, and so could not come to see us +till the day after. + +As soon as we were alone Veronique said to me, "You see how I let people +believe what they please; I had rather be thought kind, as you call it, +than ridiculous, as an honest girl is termed now-a-days. Is it not so?" + +"No, dear Veronique, I will never call you ridiculous, but I shall think +you hate me if you make me pass another night in torture. You have +inflamed me." + +"Oh, pray be quiet! For pity's sake leave me alone! I will not inflame +you any more. Oh! Oh!" + +I had enraged her by thrusting a daring hand into the very door of the +sanctuary. She repulsed me and fled. Three or four minutes later her +sister came to undress me. I told her gently to go to bed as I had to +write for three or four hours; but not caring that she should come on a +bootless errand I opened a box and gave her a watch. She took it +modestly, saying,-- + +"This is for my sister, I suppose?" + +"No, dear Annette, it's for you." + +She gave a skip of delight, and I could not prevent her kissing my hand. + +I proceeded to write Rosalie a letter of four pages. I felt worried and +displeased with myself and everyone else. I tore up my letter without +reading it over, and making an effort to calm myself I wrote her another +letter more subdued than the first, in which I said nothing of Veronique, +but informed my fair recluse that I was going on the day following. + +I did not go to bed till very late, feeling out of temper with the world. +I considered that I had failed in my duty to Veronique, whether she loved +me or not, for I loved her and I was a man of honour. I had a bad night, +and when I awoke it was noon, and on ringing Costa and Annette appeared. +The absence of Veronique shewed how I had offended her. When Costa had +left the room I asked Annette after her sister, and she said that she was +working. I wrote her a note, in which I begged her pardon, promising that +I would never offend her again, and begging her to forget everything and +to be just the same as before. I was taking my coffee when she came into +my room with an expression of mortification which grieved me excessively. + +"Forget everything, I beg, and I will trouble you no more. Give me my +buckles, as I am going for a country walk, and I shall not be in till +suppertime. I shall doubtless get an excellent appetite, and as you have +nothing more to fear you need not trouble to send me Annette again." + +I dressed myself in haste, and left the town by the first road that came +in my way, and I walked fast for two hours with the intention of tiring +myself, and of thus readjusting the balance between mind and body. I have +always found that severe exercise and fresh air are the best cure for any +mental perturbation. + +I had walked for more than three leagues when hunger and weariness made +me stop at a village inn, where I had an omelette cooked. I ate it +hungrily with brown bread and wine, which seemed to me delicious though +it was rather sharp. + +I felt too tired to walk back to Genoa, so I asked for a carriage; but +there was no such thing to be had. The inn-keeper provided me with a +sorry nag and a man to guide me. Darkness was coming on, and we had more +than six miles to do. Fine rain began to fall when I started, and +continued all the way, so that I got home by eight o'clock wet to the +skin, shivering with cold, dead tired, and in a sore plight from the +rough saddle, against which my satin breeches were no protection. Costa +helped me to change my clothes, and as he went out Annette came in. + +"Where is your sister?" + +"She is in bed with a bad headache. She gave me a letter for you; here it +is." + +"I have been obliged to go to bed on account of a severe headache to +which I am subject. I feel better already, and I shall be able to wait on +you to-morrow. I tell you as much, because I do not wish you to think +that my illness is feigned. I am sure that your repentance for having +humiliated me is sincere, and I hope in your turn that you will forgive +me or pity me, if my way of thinking prevents me from conforming to +yours." + +"Annette dear, go and ask your sister if she would like us to sup in her +room." + +She soon came back telling me that Veronique was obliged, but begged me +to let her sleep. + +I supped with Annette, and was glad to see that, though she only drank +water, her appetite was better than mine. My passion for her sister +prevented me thinking of her, but I felt that Annette would otherwise +have taken my fancy. When we were taking dessert, I conceived the idea of +making her drunk to get her talk of her sister, so I gave her a glass of +Lunel muscat. + +"I only drink water, sir." + +"Don't you like wine?" + +"Yes, but as I am not used to it I am afraid of its getting into my +head." + +"Then you can go to bed; you will sleep all the better." + +She drank the first glass, which she enjoyed immensely, then a second, +and then a third. Her little brains were in some confusion when she had +finished the third glass. I made her talk about her sister, and in +perfect faith she told me all the good imaginable. + +"Then you are very fond of Veronique?" said I. + +"Oh, yes! I love her with all my heart, but she will not let me caress +her." + +"No doubt she is afraid of your ceasing to love her. But do you think she +ought to make me suffer so?" + +"No, but if you love her you ought to forgive her." + +Annette was still quite reasonable. I made her drink a fourth glass of +muscat, but an instant after she told me that she could not see anything, +and we rose from the table. Annette began to please me a little too much, +but I determined not to make any attempts upon her for fear of finding +her too submissive. A little resistance sharpens the appetite, while +favours granted with too much ease lose a great deal of their charm. +Annette was only fourteen, she had a soft heart, no knowledge of the +world or her own rights, and she would not have resisted my embraces for +fear of being rude. That sort of thing would only please a rich and +voluptuous Turk. + +I begged her to do my hair, intending to dismiss her directly after, but +when she had finished I asked her to give me the ointment. + +"What do you want it for?" + +"For the blisters that cursed saddle on which I rode six miles gave me." + +"Does the ointment do them good?" + +"Certainly; it takes away the smart, and by to-morrow I shall be cured, +but you must send Costa to me, as I cannot put it on myself." + +"Can't I do it?" + +"Yes, but I am afraid that would be an abuse of your kindness." + +"I guess why; but as I am short-sighted, how shall I see the blisters?" + +"If you want to do it for me, I will place myself so that it will be +easier for you. Stay, put the candle on this table." + +"There you are, but don't let Costa put it on again to-morrow, or he will +guess that I or my sister did it to-night." + +"You will do me the same service, then, to-morrow?" + +"I or my sister, for she will get up early." + +"Your sister! No, my dear; she would be afraid of giving me too much +pleasure by touching me so near." + +"And I am only afraid of hurting you. Is that right? Good heavens! what a +state your skin is in!" + +"You have not finished yet." + +"I am so short-sighted; turn round." + +"With pleasure. Here I am." + +The little wanton could not resist laughing at what she saw, doubtless, +for the first time. She was obliged to touch it to continue rubbing the +ointment in, and I saw that she liked it, as she touched it when she had +no need, and not being able to stand it any longer I took hold of her +hand and made her stop her work in favour of a pleasanter employment. + +When she had finished I burst out laughing to hear her ask, in the most +serious way, the pot of ointment still in her left hand, + +"Did I do it right!" + +"Oh, admirably, dear Annette! You are an angel, and I am sure you know +what pleasure you gave me. Can you come and spend an hour with me?" + +"Wait a bit." + +She went out and shut the door, and I waited for her to return; but my +patience being exhausted I opened the door slightly, and saw her +undressing and getting into bed with her sister. I went back to my room +and to bed again, without losing all hope. I was not disappointed, for in +five minutes back she came, clad in her chemise and walking on tip-toe. + +"Come to my arms, my love; it is very cold." + +"Here I am. My sister is asleep and suspects nothing; and even if she +awoke the bed is so large that she would not notice my absence." + +"You are a divine creature, and I love you with all my heart." + +"So much the better. I give myself up to you; do what you like with me, +on the condition that you think of my sister no more." + +"That will not cost me much. I promise that I will not think of her." + +I found Annette a perfect neophyte, and though I saw no blood on the +altar of love next morning I did not suspect her on that account. I have +often seen such cases, and I know by experience that the effusion of +blood or its absence proves nothing. As a general rule a girl cannot be +convicted of having had a lover unless she be with child. + +I spent two hours of delight with this pretty baby, for she was so small, +so delicate, and so daintily shaped all over, that I can find no better +name for her. Her docility did not detract from the piquancy of the +pleasure, for she was voluptuously inclined. + +When I rose in the morning she came to my room with Veronique, and I was +glad to see that while the younger sister was radiant with happiness the +elder looked pleasant and as if she desired to make herself agreeable. I +asked her how she was, and she told me that diet and sleep had completely +cured her. "I have always found them the best remedy for a headache." +Annette had also cured me of the curiosity I had felt about her. I +congratulated myself on my achievement. + +I was in such high spirits at supper that M. de Grimaldi thought I had +won everything from Veronique, and I let him think so. I promised to dine +with him the next day, and I kept my word. After dinner I gave him a long +letter for Rosalie, whom I did not expect to see again except as Madame +Petri, though I took care not to let the marquis know what I thought. + +In the evening I supped with the two sisters, and I made myself equally +agreeable to both of them. When Veronique was alone with me, putting my +hair into curl-papers, she said that she loved me much more now that I +behaved discreetly. + +"My discretion," I replied, "only means that I have given up the hope of +winning you. I know how to take my part." + +"Your love was not very great, then?" + +"It sprang up quickly, and you, Veronique, could have made it increase to +a gigantic size." + +She said nothing, but bit her lip, wished me good night and left the +room. I went to bed expecting a visit from Annette, but I waited in vain. +When I rang the next morning the dear girl appeared looking rather sad. I +asked her the reason. + +"Because my sister is ill, and spent the whole night in writing," said +she. + +Thus I learnt the reason of her not having paid me a visit. + +"Do you know what she was writing about?" + +"Oh, no! She does not tell me that kind of thing, but here is a letter +for you." + +I read through the long and well-composed letter, but as it bore marks of +craft and dissimulation it made me laugh. After several remarks of no +consequence she said that she had repulsed me because she loved me so +much and that she was afraid that if she satisfied my fancy she might +lose me. + +"I will be wholly yours," she added, "if you will give me the position +which Rosalie enjoyed. I will travel in your company, but you must give +me a document, which M. de Grimaldi will sign as a witness, in which you +must engage to marry me in a year, and to give me a portion of fifty +thousand francs; and if at the end of a year you do not wish to marry me, +that sum to be at my absolute disposal." + +She stipulated also that if she became a mother in the course of a year +the child should be hers in the event of our separating. On these +conditions she would become my mistress, and would have for me all +possible love and kindness. + +This proposal, cleverly conceived, but foolishly communicated to me, +shewed me that Veronique had not the talent of duping others. I saw +directly that M. de Grimaldi had nothing to do with it, and I felt sure +that he would laugh when I told him the story. + +Annette soon came back with the chocolate, and told me that her sister +hoped I would answer her letter. + +"Yes, dear," said I, "I will answer her when I get up." + +I took my chocolate, put on my dressing-gown, and went to Veronique's +room. I found her sitting up in bed in a negligent attire that might have +attracted me if her letter had not deprived her of my good opinion. I sat +on the bed, gave her back the letter, and said,-- + +"Why write, when we can talk the matter over?" + +"Because one is often more at ease in writing than in speaking." + +"In diplomacy and business that will pass, but not in love. Love makes no +conditions. Let us have no documents, no safeguards, but give yourself up +to me as Rosalie did, and begin to-night without my promising anything. +If you trust in love, you will make him your prisoner. That way will +honour us and our pleasures, and if you like I will consult M. de +Grimaldi on the subject. As to your plan, if it does not injure your +honour, it does small justice to your common sense, and no one but a fool +would agree to it. You could not possibly love the man to whom you make +such a proposal, and as to M. de Grimaldi, far from having anything to do +with it, I am sure he would be indignant at the very idea." + +This discourse did not put Veronique out of countenance. She said she did +not love me well enough to give herself to me unconditionally; to which I +replied that I was not sufficiently taken with her charms to buy them at +the price she fixed, and so I left her. + +I called Costa, and told him to go and warn the master of the felucca +that I was going the next day, and with this idea I went to bid good-bye +to the marquis, who informed me that he had just been taking Petri to see +Rosalie, who had received him well enough. I told him I was glad to hear +it, and said that I commended to him the care of her happiness, but such +commendations were thrown away. + +It is one of the most curious circumstances of my history, that in one +year two women whom I sincerely loved and whom I might have married were +taken from me by two old men, whose affections I had fostered without +wishing to do so. Happily these gentlemen made my mistresses' fortunes, +but on the other hand they did me a still greater service in relieving me +of a tie which I should have found very troublesome in course of time. No +doubt they both saw that my fortune, though great in outward show, rested +on no solid basis, which, as the reader will see, was unhappily too true. +I should be happy if I thought that my errors or rather follies would +serve as a warning to the readers of these Memoirs. + +I spent the day in watching the care with which Veronique and Annette +packed up my trunks, for I would not let my two servants help in any way. +Veronique was neither sad nor gay. She looked as if she had made up her +mind, and as if there had never been any differences between us. I was +very glad, for as I no longer cared for her I should have been annoyed to +find that she still cared for me. + +We supped in our usual manner, discussing only commonplace topics, but +just as I was going to bed Annette shook my hand in a way that told me to +prepare for a visit from her. I admired the natural acuteness of young +girls, who take their degrees in the art of love with so much ease and at +such an early age. Annette, almost a child, knew more than a young man of +twenty. I decided on giving her fifty sequins without letting Veronique +see me, as I did not intend to be so liberal towards her. I took a roll +of ducats and gave them to her as soon as she came. + +She lay down beside me, and after a moment devoted to love she said that +Veronique was asleep, adding,-- + +"I heard all you said to my sister, and I am sure you love her." + +"If I did, dear Annette, I should not have made my proposal in such plain +terms." + +"I should like to believe that, but what would you have done if she had +accepted your offer? You would be in one bed by this, I suppose?" + +"I was more than certain, dearest, that her pride would hinder her +receiving me." + +We had reached this point in our conversation when we were surprised by +the sudden appearance of Veronique with a lighted candle, and wearing +only her chemise. She laughed at her sister to encourage her, and I +joined in the laughter, keeping a firm hold on the little one for fear of +her escaping. Veronique looked ravishing in her scanty attire, and as she +laughed I could not be angry with her. However, I said,-- + +"You have interrupted our enjoyment, and hurt your sister's feelings; +perhaps you will despise her for the future?" + +"On the contrary, I shall always love her." + +"Her feelings overcame her, and she surrendered to me without making any +terms." + +"She has more sense than I." + +"Do you mean that?" + +"I do, really." + +"I am astonished and delighted to hear it; but as it is so, kiss your +sister." + +At this invitation Veronique put down the candle, and covered Annette's +beautiful body with kisses. The scene made me feel very happy. + +"Come, Veronique," said I, "you will die of cold; come and lie down." + +I made room for her, and soon there were three of us under the same +sheet. I was in an ecstasy at this group, worthy of Aretin's pencil. + +"Dearest ones," said I, "you have played me a pretty trick; was it +premeditated? And was Veronique false this morning, or is she false now?" + +"We did not premeditate anything, I was true this morning, and I am true +now. I feel that I and my plan were very silly, and I hope you will +forgive me, since I have repented and have had my punishment. Now I think +I am in my right senses, as I have yielded to the feelings with which you +inspired me when I saw you first, and against which I have fought too +long." + +"What you say pleases me extremely." + +"Well, forgive me and finish my punishment by shewing that you are not +angry with me." + +"How am I to do that?" + +"By telling me that you are vexed no longer, and by continuing to give my +sister proofs of your love." + +"I swear to you that so far from being angry with you I am very fond of +you; but would you like us to be fond in your presence?" + +"Yes, if you don't mind me." + +Feeling excited by voluptuous emotions, I saw that my part could no +longer be a passive one. + +"What do you say," said I to my blonde, "will you allow your heroic +sister to remain a mere looker-on at our sweet struggles? Are you not +generous enough to let me make her an actress in the drama?" + +"No; I confess I do not feel as if I could be so generous to-night, but +next night, if you will play the same part, we will change. Veronique +shall act and I will look on." + +"That would do beautifully," said Veronique, with some vexation in her +manner, "if the gentleman was not going to-morrow morning." + +"I will stay, dear Veronique, if only to prove how much I love you." + +I could not have wished for plainer speech on her part, and I should have +liked to shew her how grateful I felt on the spot; but that would have +been at Annette's expense, as I had no right to make any alteration in +the piece of which she was the author and had a right to expect all the +profits. Whenever I recall this pleasant scene I feel my heart beat with +voluptuous pleasure, and even now, with the hand of old age upon me, I +can not recall it without delight. + +Veronique resigned herself to the passive part which her younger sister +imposed on her, and turning aside she leant her head on her hand, +disclosing a breast which would have excited the coldest of men, and bade +me begin my attack on Annette. It was no hard task she laid upon me, for +I was all on fire, and I was certain of pleasing her as long as she +looked at me. As Annette was short-sighted, she could not distinguish in +the heat of the action which way I was looking, and I succeeded in +getting my right hand free, without her noticing me, and I was thus +enabled to communicate a pleasure as real though not as acute as that +enjoyed by her sister. When the coverlet was disarranged, Veronique took +the trouble to replace it, and thus offered me, as if by accident, a new +spectacle. She saw how I enjoyed the sight of her charms, and her eye +brightened. At last, full of unsatisfied desire, she shewed me all the +treasures which nature had given her, just as I had finished with Annette +for the fourth time. She might well think that I was only rehearsing for +the following night, and her fancy must have painted her coming joys in +the brightest colours. Such at all events were my thoughts, but the fates +determined otherwise. I was in the middle of the seventh act, always +slower and more pleasant for the actress than the first two or three, +when Costa came knocking loudly at my door, calling out that the felucca +was ready. I was vexed at this untoward incident, got up in a rage, and +after telling him to pay the master for the day, as I was not going till +the morrow, I went back to bed, no longer, however, in a state to +continue the work I begun. My two sweethearts were delighted with me, but +we all wanted rest, though the piece should not have finished with an +interruption. I wanted to get some amusement out of the interval, and +proposed an ablution, which made Annette laugh and which Veronique +pronounced to be absolutely necessary. I found it a delicious hors +d'oeuvre to the banquet I had enjoyed. The two sisters rendered each +other various services, standing in the most lascivious postures, and I +found my situation as looker-on an enviable one. + +When the washing and the laughter it gave rise to were over, we returned +to the stage where the last act should have been performed. I longed to +begin again, and I am sure I should have succeeded if I had been well +backed up by my partner; but Annette, who was young and tired out with +the toils of the night, forgot her part, and yielded to sleep as she had +yielded to love. Veronique began to laugh when she saw her asleep, and I +had to do the same, when I saw that she was as still as a corpse. + +"What a pity!" said Veronique's eyes; but she said it with her eyes +alone, while I was waiting for these words to issue from her lips. We +were both of us wrong: she for not speaking, and I for waiting for her to +speak. It was a favourable moment, but we let it pass by, and love +punished us. I had, it is true, another reason for abstaining. I wished +to reserve myself for the night. Veronique went to her own bed to quiet +her excited feelings, and I stayed in bed with my sleeping beauty till +noon, when I wished her good morning by a fresh assault which was +completed neither on her side nor on mine to the best of my belief. + +The day was spent in talking about ourselves, and determined to eat only +one meal, we did not sit down to table till night began to fall. We spent +two hours in the consumption of delicate dishes, and in defying Bacchus +to make us feel his power. We rose as we saw Annette falling asleep, but +we were not much annoyed at the thought that she would not see the +pleasures we promised each other. I thought that I should have enough to +do to contemplate the charms of the one nymph without looking at +Annette's beauties. We went to bed, our arms interlaced, our bodies tight +together, and lip pressed on lip, but that was all. Veronique saw what +prevented me going any further, and she was too polite and modest to +complain. She dissembled her feelings and continued to caress me, while I +was in a frenzy of rage. I had never had such a misfortune, unless as the +result of complete exhaustion, or from a strong mental impression capable +of destroying my natural faculties. Let my readers imagine what I +suffered; in the flower of my age, with a strong constitution, holding +the body of a woman I had ardently desired in my arms, while she tenderly +caressed me, and yet I could do nothing for her. I was in despair; one +cannot offer a greater insult to a woman. + +At last we had to accept the facts and speak reasonably, and I was the +first to bewail my misfortune. + +"You tired yourself too much yesterday," said she, "and you were not +sufficiently temperate at supper. Do not let it trouble you, dearest, I +am sure you love me. Do not try to force nature, you will only weaken +yourself more. I think a gentle sleep would restore your manly powers +better than anything. I can't sleep myself, but don't mind me. Sleep, we +will make love together afterwards." + +After those excellent and reasonable suggestions, Veronique turned her +back to me and I followed her example, but in vain did I endeavour to +obtain a refreshing slumber; nature which would not give me the power of +making her, the loveliest creature, happy, envied me the power of repose +as well. My amorous ardour and my rage forbade all thoughts of rest, and +my excited passions conspired against that which would enable them to +satisfy their desires. Nature punished me for having distrusted her, and +because I had taken stimulants fit only for the weak. If I had fasted, I +should have done great things, but now there was a conflict between the +stimulants and nature, and by my desire for enjoyment I had deprived +myself of the power to enjoy. Thus nature, wise like its Divine Author, +punishes the ignorance and presumption of poor weak mortals. + +Throughout this terrible and sleepless night my mind roamed abroad, and +amidst the reproaches with which I overwhelmed myself I found a certain +satisfaction in the thought that they were not wholly undeserved. This is +the sole enjoyment I still have when I meditate on my past life and its +varied adventures. I feel that no misfortune has befallen me save by my +own fault, whilst I attribute to natural causes the blessings, of which I +have enjoyed many. I think I should go mad if in my soliloquies I came +across any misfortune which I could not trace to my own fault, for I +should not know where to place the reason, and that would degrade me to +the rank of creatures governed by instinct alone. I feel that I am +somewhat more than a beast. A beast, in truth, is a foolish neighbour of +mine, who tries to argue that the brutes reason better than we do. + +"I will grant," I said, "that they reason better than you, but I can go +no farther; and I think every reasonable man would say as much." + +This reply has made me an enemy, although he admits the first part of the +thesis. + +Happier than I, Veronique slept for three hours; but she was disagreeably +surprised on my telling her that I had not been able to close an eye, and +on finding me in the same state of impotence as before. She began to get +angry when I tried to convince her rather too forcibly that my misfortune +was not due to my want of will, and then she blamed herself as the cause +of my impotence; and mortified by the idea, she endeavoured to destroy +the spell by all the means which passion suggested, and which I had +hitherto thought infallible; but her efforts and mine were all thrown +away. My despair was as great as hers when at last, wearied, ashamed, and +degraded in her own eyes, she discontinued her efforts, her eyes full of +tears. She went away without a word, and left me alone for the two or +three hours which had still to elapse before the dawn appeared. + +At day-break Costa came and told me that the sea being rough and a +contrary wind blowing, the felucca would be in danger of perishing. + +"We will go as soon as the weather improves," said I; "in the mean time +light me a fire." + +I arose, and proceeded to write down the sad history of the night. This +occupation soothed me, and feeling inclined to sleep I lay down again and +slept for eight hours. When I awoke I felt better, but still rather sad. +The two sisters were delighted to see me in good health, but I thought I +saw on Veronique's features an unpleasant expression of contempt. +However, I had deserved it, and I did not take the trouble of changing +her opinion, though if she had been more caressing she might easily have +put me in a state to repair the involuntary wrongs I had done her in the +night. Before we sat down to table I gave her a present of a hundred +sequins, which made her look a little more cheerful. I gave an equal +present to my dear Annette, who had not expected anything, thinking +herself amply recompensed by my first gift and by the pleasure I had +afforded her. + +At midnight the master of the felucca came to tell me that the wind had +changed, and I took leave of the sisters. Veronique shed tears, but I +knew to what to attribute them. Annette kissed me affectionately; thus +each played her own part. I sailed for Lerici, where I arrived the next +day, and then posted to Leghorn. Before I speak of this town I think I +shall interest my readers by narrating a circumstance not unworthy of +these Memoirs. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +A Clever Cheat--Passano--Pisa--Corilla--My Opinion of Squinting +Eyes--Florence--I See Therese Again--My Son--Corticelli + +I was standing at some distance from my carriage into which they were +putting four horses, when a man accosted me and asked me if I would pay +in advance or at the next stage. Without troubling to look at him I said +I would pay in advance, and gave him a coin requesting him to bring me +the change. + +"Directly, sir," said he, and with that he went into the inn. + +A few minutes after, just as I was going to look after my change, the +post-master came up and asked me to pay for the stage. + +"I have paid already, and I am waiting for my change. Did I not give the +money to you?" + +"Certainly not, sir." + +"Whom did I give it to, then?" + +"I really can't say; but you will be able to recognize the man, +doubtless." + +"It must have been you or one of your people." + +I was speaking loud, and all the men came about me. + +"These are all the men in my employ," said the master, and he asked if +any of them had received the money from me. + +They all denied the fact with an air of sincerity which left no room for +suspicion. I cursed and swore, but they let me curse and swear as much as +I liked. At last I discovered that there was no help for it, and I paid a +second time, laughing at the clever rascal who had taken me in so +thoroughly. Such are the lessons of life; always full of new experiences, +and yet one never knows enough. From that day I have always taken care +not to pay for posting except to the proper persons. + +In no country are knaves so cunning as in Italy, Greece ancient and +modern excepted. + +When I got to the best inn at Leghorn they told me that there was a +theatre, and my luck made me go and see the play. I was recognized by an +actor who accosted me, and introduced me to one of his comrades, a +self-styled poet, and a great enemy of the Abbe Chiari, whom I did not +like, as he had written a biting satire against me, and I had never +succeeded in avenging myself on him. I asked them to come and sup with +me--a windfall which these people are not given to refusing. The +pretended poet was a Genoese, and called himself Giacomo Passano. He +informed me that he had written three hundred sonnets against the abbe, +who would burst with rage if they were ever printed. As I could not +restrain a smile at the good opinion the poet had of his works, he +offered to read me a few sonnets. He had the manuscript about him, and I +could not escape the penance. He read a dozen or so, which I thought +mediocre, and a mediocre sonnet is necessarily a bad sonnet, as this form +of poetry demands sublimity; and thus amongst the myriads of sonnets to +which Italy gives birth very few can be called good. + +If I had given myself time to examine the man's features, I should, no +doubt, have found him to be a rogue; but I was blinded by passion, and +the idea of three hundred sonnets against the Abbe Chiari fascinated me. + +I cast my eyes over the title of the manuscript, and read, "La Chiareide +di Ascanio Pogomas." + +"That's an anagram of my Christian name and my surname; is it not a happy +combination?" + +This folly made me smile again. Each of the sonnets was a dull diatribe +ending with "l'abbate Chiari e un coglione." He did not prove that he was +one, but he said so over and over again, making use of the poet's +privilege to exaggerate and lie. What he wanted to do was to annoy the +abbe, who was by no means what Passano called him, but on the contrary, a +wit and a poet; and if he had been acquainted with the requirements of +the stage he would have written better plays than Goldoni, as he had a +greater command of language. + +I told Passano, for civility's sake, that he ought to get his Chiareide +printed. + +"I would do so," said he, "if I could find a publisher, for I am not rich +enough to pay the expenses, and the publishers are a pack of ignorant +beggars. Besides, the press is not free, and the censor would not let the +epithet I give to my hero pass. If I could go to Switzerland I am sure it +could be managed; but I must have six sequins to walk to Switzerland, and +I have not got them." + +"And when you got to Switzerland, where there are no theatres, what would +you do for a living?" + +"I would paint in miniature. Look at those." + +He gave me a number of small ivory tablets, representing obscene +subjects, badly drawn and badly painted. + +"I will give you an introduction to a gentleman at Berne," I said; and +after supper I gave him a letter and six sequins. He wanted to force some +of his productions on me, but I would not have them. + +I was foolish enough to give him a letter to pretty Sara's father, and I +told him to write to me at Rome, under cover of the banker Belloni. + +I set out from Leghorn the next day and went to Pisa, where I stopped two +days. There I made the acquaintance of an Englishman, of whom I bought a +travelling carriage. He took me to see Corilla, the celebrated poetess. +She received me with great politeness, and was kind enough to improvise +on several subjects which I suggested. I was enchanted, not so much with +her grace and beauty, as by her wit and perfect elocution. How sweet a +language sounds when it is spoken well and the expressions are well +chosen. A language badly spoken is intolerable even from a pretty mouth, +and I have always admired the wisdom of the Greeks who made their nurses +teach the children from the cradle to speak correctly and pleasantly. We +are far from following their good example; witness the fearful accents +one hears in what is called, often incorrectly, good society. + +Corilla was 'straba', like Venus as painted by the ancients--why, I +cannot think, for however fair a squint-eyed woman may be otherwise, I +always look upon her face as distorted. I am sure that if Venus had been +in truth a goddess, she would have made the eccentric Greek, who first +dared to paint her cross-eyed, feel the weight of her anger. I was told +that when Corilla sang, she had only to fix her squinting eyes on a man +and the conquest was complete; but, praised be God! she did not fix them +on me. + +At Florence I lodged at the "Hotel Carrajo," kept by Dr. Vannini, who +delighted to confess himself an unworthy member of the Academy Della +Crusca. I took a suite of rooms which looked out on the bank of the Arno. +I also took a carriage and a footman, whom, as well as a coachman, I clad +in blue and red livery. This was M. de Bragadin's livery, and I thought I +might use his colours, not with the intention of deceiving anyone, but +merely to cut a dash. + +The morning after my arrival I put on my great coat to escape +observation, and proceeded to walk about Florence. In the evening I went +to the theatre to see the famous harlequin, Rossi, but I considered his +reputation was greater than he deserved. I passed the same judgment on +the boasted Florentine elocution; I did not care for it at all. I enjoyed +seeing Pertici; having become old, and not being able to sing any more, +he acted, and, strange to say, acted well; for, as a rule, all singers, +men and women, trust to their voice and care nothing for acting, so that +an ordinary cold entirely disables them for the time being. + +Next day I called on the banker, Sasso Sassi, on whom I had a good letter +of credit, and after an excellent dinner I dressed and went to the opera +an via della Pergola, taking a stage box, not so much for the music, of +which I was never much of an admirer, as because I wanted to look at the +actress. + +The reader may guess my delight and surprise when I recognised in the +prima donna Therese, the false Bellino, whom I had left at Rimini in the +year 1744; that charming Therese whom I should certainly have married if +M. de Gages had not put me under arrest. I had not seen her for seventeen +years, but she looked as beautiful and ravishing as ever as she came +forward on the stage. It seemed impossible. I could not believe my eyes, +thinking the resemblance must be a coincidence, when, after singing an +air, she fixed her eyes on mine and kept them there. I could no longer +doubt that it was she; she plainly recognized me. As she left the stage +she stopped at the wings and made a sign to me with her fan to come and +speak to her. + +I went out with a beating heart, though I could not explain my +perturbation, for I did not feel guilty in any way towards Therese, save +in that I had not answered the last letter she had written me from +Naples, thirteen years ago. I went round the theatre, feeling a greater +curiosity as to the results of our interview than to know what had +befallen her during the seventeen years which seemed an age to me. + +I came to the stage-door, and I saw Therese standing at the top of the +stair. She told the door-keeper to let me pass; I went up and we stood +face to face. Dumb with surprise I took her hand and pressed it against +my heart. + +"Know from that beating heart," said I, "all that I feel." + +"I can't follow your example," said she, "but when I saw you I thought I +should have fainted. Unfortunately I am engaged to supper. I shall not +shut my eyes all night. I shall expect you at eight o'clock to-morrow +morning. Where are you staying?" + +"At Dr. Vannini's." + +"Under what name?" + +"My own." + +"How long have you been here?" + +"Since yesterday." + +"Are you stopping long in Florence?" + +"As long as you like." + +"Are you married?" + +"No." + +"Cursed be that supper! What an event! You must leave me now, I have to +go on. Good-bye till seven o'clock to-morrow." + +She had said eight at first, but an hour sooner was no harm. I returned +to the theatre, and recollected that I had neither asked her name or +address, but I could find out all that easily. She was playing Mandane, +and her singing and acting were admirable. I asked a well-dressed young +man beside me what that admirable actress's name was. + +"You have only come to Florence to-day, sir?" + +"I arrived yesterday." + +"Ah! well, then it's excusable. That actress has the same name as I have. +She is my wife, and I am Cirillo Palesi, at your service." + +I bowed and was silent with surprise. I dared not ask where she lived, +lest he might think my curiosity impertinent. Therese married to this +handsome young man, of whom, of all others, I had made enquiries about +her! It was like a scene in a play. + +I could bear it no longer. I longed to be alone and to ponder over this +strange adventure at my ease, and to think about my visit to Therese at +seven o'clock the next morning. I felt the most intense curiosity to see +what the husband would do when he recognized me, and he was certain to do +so, for he had looked at me attentively as he spoke. I felt that my old +flame for Therese was rekindled in my heart, and I did not know whether I +was glad or sorry at her being married. + +I left the opera-house and told my footman to call my carriage. + +"You can't have it till nine o'clock, sir; it was so cold the coachman +sent the horses back to the stable." + +"We will return on foot, then." + +"You will catch a cold." + +"What is the prima donna's name?" + +"When she came here, she called herself Lanti, but for the last two +months she has been Madame Palesi. She married a handsome young man with +no property and no profession, but she is rich, so he takes his ease and +does nothing." + +"Where does she live?" + +"At the end of this street. There's her house, sir; she lodges on the +first floor." + +This was all I wanted to know, so I said no more, but took note of the +various turnings, that I might be able to find my way alone the next day. +I ate a light supper, and told Le Duc to call me at six o'clock. + +"But it is not light till seven." + +"I know that." + +"Very good." + +At the dawn of day, I was at the door of the woman I had loved so +passionately. I went to the first floor, rang the bell, and an old woman +came out and asked me if I were M. Casanova. I told her that I was, +whereupon she said that the lady had informed her I was not coming till +eight. + +"She said seven." + +"Well, well, it's of no consequence. Kindly walk in here. I will go and +awake her." + +In five minutes, the young husband in his night-cap and dressing-gown +came in, and said that his wife would not be long. Then looking at me +attentively with an astounded stare, he said, + +"Are you not the gentleman who asked me my wife's name last night?" + +"You are right, I did. I have not seen your wife for many years, but I +thought I recognized her. My good fortune made me enquire of her husband, +and the friendship which formerly attached me to her will henceforth +attach me to you." + +As I uttered this pretty compliment Therese, as fair as love, rushed into +the room with open arms. I took her to my bosom in a transport of +delight, and thus we remained for two minutes, two friends, two lovers, +happy to see one another after a long and sad parting. We kissed each +other again and again, and then bidding her husband sit down she drew me +to a couch and gave full course to her tears. I wept too, and my tears +were happy ones. At last we wiped our eyes, and glanced towards the +husband whom we had completely forgotten. He stood in an attitude of +complete astonishment, and we burst out laughing. There was something so +comic in his surprise that it would have taxed all the talents of the +poet and the caricaturist to depict his expression of amazement. Therese, +who knew how to manage him, cried in a pathetic an affectionate voice,-- + +"My dear Palesi, you see before you my father--nay, more than a father, +for this is my generous friend to whom I owe all. Oh, happy moment for +which my heart has longed for these ten years past." + +At the word "father" the unhappy husband fixed his gaze on me, but I +restrained my laughter with considerable difficulty. Although Therese was +young for her age, she was only two years younger than I; but friendship +gives a new meaning to the sweet name of father. + +"Yes, sir," said I, "your Therese is my daughter, my sister, my cherished +friend; she is an angel, and this treasure is your wife." + +"I did not reply to your last letter," said I, not giving him time to +come to himself. + +"I know all," she replied. "You fell in love with a nun. You were +imprisoned under the Leads, and I heard of your almost miraculous flight +at Vienna. I had a false presentiment that I should see you in that town. +Afterwards I heard of you in Paris and Holland, but after you left Paris +nobody could tell me any more about you. You will hear some fine tales +when I tell you all that has happened to me during the past ten years. +Now I am happy. I have my dear Palesi here, who comes from Rome. I +married him a couple of months ago. We are very fond of each other, and I +hope you will be as much his friend as mine." + +At this I arose and embraced the husband, who cut such an extraordinary +figure. He met me with open arms, but in some confusion; he was, no +doubt, not yet quite satisfied as to the individual who was his wife's +father, brother, friend, and perhaps lover, all at once. Therese saw this +feeling in his eyes, and after I had done she came and kissed him most +affectionately, which confused me in my turn, for I felt all my old love +for her renewed, and as ardent as it was when Don Sancio Pico introduced +me to her at Ancona. + +Reassured by my embrace and his wife's caress, M. Palesi asked me if I +would take a cup of chocolate with them, which he himself would make. I +answered that chocolate was my favourite breakfast-dish, and all the more +so when it was made by a friend. He went away to see to it. Our time had +come. + +As soon as we were alone Therese threw herself into my arms, her face +shining with such love as no pen can describe. + +"Oh, my love! whom I shall love all my life, clasp me to your breast! Let +us give each other a hundred embraces on this happy day, but not again, +since my fate has made me another's bride. To-morrow we will be like +brother and sister; to-day let us be lovers." + +She had not finished this speech before my bliss was crowned. Our +transports were mutual, and we renewed them again and again during the +half hour in which we had no fear of an interruption. Her negligent +morning dress and my great coat were highly convenient under the +circumstances. + +After we had satiated in part our amorous ardour we breathed again and +sat down. There was a short pause, and then she said, + +"You must know that I am in love with my husband and determined not to +deceive him. What I have just done was a debt I had to pay to the +remembrance of my first love. I had to pay it to prove how much I love +you; but let us forget it now. You must be contented with the thought of +my great affection for you--of which you can have no doubt--and let me +still think that you love me; but henceforth do not let us be alone +together, as I should give way, and that would vex me. What makes you +look so sad?" + +"I find you bound, while I am free. I thought we had met never to part +again; you had kindled the old fires. I am the same to you as I was at +Ancona. I have proved as much, and you can guess how sad I feel at your +decree that I am to enjoy you no more. I find that you are not only +married but in love with your husband. Alas! I have come too late, but if +I had not stayed at Genoa I should not have been more fortunate. You +shall know all in due time, and in the meanwhile I will be guided by you +in everything. I suppose your husband knows nothing of our connection, +and my best plan will be to be reserved, will it not?" + +"Yes, dearest, for he knows nothing of my affairs, and I am glad to say +he shews no curiosity respecting them. Like everybody else, he knows I +made my fortune at Naples; I told him I went there when I was ten years +old. That was an innocent lie which hurts nobody; and in my position I +find that inconvenient truths have to give way to lies. I give myself out +as only twenty-four, how do you think I look?" + +"You look as if you were telling the truth, though I know you must be +thirty-two." + +"You mean thirty-one, for when I knew you I couldn't have been more than +fourteen." + +"I thought you were fifteen at least." + +"Well, I might admit that between ourselves; but tell me if I look more +than twenty-four." + +"I swear to you you don't look as old, but at Naples . . . ." + +"At Naples some people might be able to contradict me, but nobody would +mind them. But I am waiting for what ought to be the sweetest moment of +your life." + +"What is that, pray?" + +"Allow me to keep my own counsel, I want to enjoy your surprise. How are +you off? If you want money, I can give you back all you gave me, and with +compound interest. All I have belongs to me; my husband is not master of +anything. I have fifty thousand ducats at Naples, and an equal sum in +diamonds. Tell me how much you want--quick! the chocolate is coming." + +Such a woman was Therese. I was deeply moved, and was about to throw my +arms about her neck without answering when the chocolate came. Her +husband was followed by a girl of exquisite beauty, who carried three +cups of chocolate on a silver-gilt dish. While we drank it Palesi amused +us by telling us with much humour how surprised he was when he recognized +the man who made him rise at such an early hour as the same who had asked +him his wife's name the night before. Therese and I laughed till our +sides ached, the story was told so wittily and pleasantly. This Roman +displeased me less than I expected; his jealousy seemed only put on for +form's sake. + +"At ten o'clock," said Theresa, "I have a rehearsal here of the new +opera. You can stay and listen if you like. I hope you will dine with us +every day, and it will give me great pleasure if you will look upon my +house as yours." + +"To-day," said I, "I will stay with you till after supper, and then I +will leave you with your fortunate husband." + +As I pronounced these words M. Palesi embraced me with effusion, as if to +thank me for not objecting to his enjoying his rights as a husband. + +He was between the ages of twenty and twenty-two, of a fair complexion, +and well-made, but too pretty for a man. I did not wonder at Therese +being in love with him, for I knew too well the power of a handsome face; +but I thought that she had made a mistake in marrying him, for a husband +acquires certain rights which may become troublesome. + +Therese's pretty maid came to tell me that my carriage was at the door. + +"Will you allow me," said I to her, "to have my footman in?" + +"Rascal," said I, as soon as he came in, "who told you to come here with +my carriage?" + +"Nobody, sir, but I know my duty." + +"Who told you that I was here?" + +"I guessed as much." + +"Go and fetch Le Duc, and come back with him." + +When they arrived I told Le Duc to pay the impertinent fellow three days' +wages, to strip him of his livery, and to ask Dr. Vannini to get me a +servant of the same build, not gifted with the faculty of divination, but +who knew how to obey his master's orders. The rascal was much perturbed +at the result of his officiousness, and asked Therese to plead for him; +but, like a sensible woman, she told him that his master was the best +judge of the value of his services. + +At ten o'clock all the actors and actresses arrived, bringing with them a +mob of amateurs who crowded the hall. Therese received their greetings +graciously, and I could see she enjoyed a great reputation. The rehearsal +lasted three hours, and wearied me extremely. To relieve my boredom I +talked to Palesi, whom I liked for not asking me any particulars of my +acquaintance with his wife. I saw that he knew how to behave in the +position in which he was placed. + +A girl from Parma, named Redegonde, who played a man's part and sang very +well, stayed to dinner. Therese had also asked a young Bolognese, named +Corticelli. I was struck with the budding charms of this pretty dancer, +but as I was just then full of Therese, I did not pay much attention to +her. Soon after we sat down I saw a plump abbe coming in with measured +steps. He looked to me a regular Tartuffe, after nothing but Therese. He +came up to her as soon as he saw her, and going on one knee in the +Portuguese fashion, kissed her hand tenderly and respectfully. Therese +received him with smiling courtesy and put him at her right hand; I was +at their left. His voice, manner, and all about him told me that I had +known him, and in fact I soon recognized him as the Abbe Gama, whom I had +left at Rome seventeen years before with Cardinal Acquaviva; but I +pretended not to recognize him, and indeed he had aged greatly. This +gallant priest had eyes for no one but Therese, and he was too busy with +saying a thousand soft nothings to her to take notice of anybody else in +the company. I hoped that in his turn he would either not recognize me or +pretend not to do so, so I was continuing my trifling talk with the +Corticelli, when Therese told me that the abbe wanted to know whether I +did not recollect him. I looked at his face attentively, and with the air +of a man who is trying to recollect something, and then I rose and asked +if he were not the Abbe Gama, with whose acquaintance I was honoured. + +"The same," said he, rising, and placing his arms round my neck he kissed +me again and again. This was in perfect agreement with his crafty +character; the reader will not have forgotten the portrait of him +contained in the first volume of these Memoirs. + +After the ice had been thus broken it will be imagined that we had a long +conversation. He spoke of Barbaruccia, of the fair Marchioness G----, of +Cardinal S---- C----, and told me how he had passed from the Spanish to +the Portuguese service, in which he still continued. I was enjoying his +talk about numerous subjects which had interested me in my early youth, +when an unexpected sight absorbed all my thinking faculties. A young man +of fifteen or sixteen, as well grown as Italians usually are at that age, +came into the room, saluted the company with easy grace, and kissed +Therese. I was the only person who did not know him, but I was not the +only one who looked surprised. The daring Therese introduced him to me +with perfect coolness with the words:-- + +"That is my brother." + +I greeted him as warmly as I could, but my manner was slightly confused, +as I had not had time to recover my composure. This so-called brother of +Therese was my living image, though his complexion was rather clearer +than mine. I saw at once that he was my son; nature had never been so +indiscreet as in the amazing likeness between us. This, then, was the +surprise of which Therese had spoken; she had devised the pleasure of +seeing me at once astounded and delighted, for she knew that my heart +would be touched at the thought of having left her such a pledge of our +mutual love. I had not the slightest foreknowledge in the matter, for +Therese had never alluded to her being with child in her letters. I +thought, however, that she should not have brought about this meeting in +the presence of a third party, for everyone has eyes in their head, and +anyone with eyes must have seen that the young man was either my son or +my brother. I glanced at her, but she avoided meeting my eye, while the +pretended brother was looking at me so attentively that he did not hear +what was said to him. As to the others, they did nothing but look first +at me and then at him, and if they came to the conclusion that he was my +son they would be obliged to suppose that I had been the lover of +Therese's mother, if she were really his sister, for taking into +consideration the age she looked and gave herself out to be she could not +possibly be his mother. It was equally impossible that I could be +Therese's father, as I did not look any older than she did. + +My son spoke the Neapolitan dialect perfectly, but he also spoke Italian +very well, and in whatever he said I was glad to recognize taste, good +sense, and intelligence. He was well-informed, though he had been brought +up at Naples, and his manners were very distinguished. His mother made +him sit between us at table. + +"His favourite amusement," she said to me, "is music. You must hear him +on the clavier, and though I am eight years older I shall not be +surprised if you pronounce him the better performer." + +Only a woman's delicate instinct could have suggested this remark; men +hardly ever approach women in this respect. + +Whether from natural impulses or self-esteem, I rose from the table so +delighted with my son that I embraced him with the utmost tenderness, and +was applauded by the company. I asked everybody to dine with me the next +day, and my invitation was joyfully accepted; but the Corticelli said, +with the utmost simplicity, + +"May I come, too?" + +"Certainty; you too." + +After dinner the Abbe Gama asked me to breakfast with him, or to have him +to breakfast the next morning, as he was longing for a good talk with me. + +"Come and breakfast with me," said I, "I shall be delighted to see you." + +When the guests had gone Don Cesarino, as the pretended brother of +Therese was called, asked me if I would walk with him. I kissed him, and +replied that my carriage was at his service, and that he and his +brother-in-law could drive in it, but that I had resolved not to leave +his sister that day. Palesi seemed quite satisfied with the arrangement, +and they both went away. + +When we were alone, I gave Therese an ardent embrace, and congratulated +her on having such a brother. + +"My dear, he is the fruit of our amours; he is your son. He makes me +happy, and is happy himself, and indeed he has everything to make him +so." + +"And I, too, am happy, dear Therese. You must have seen that I recognized +him at once." + +"But do you want to give him a brother? How ardent you are!" + +"Remember, beloved one, that to-morrow we are to be friends, and nothing +more." + +By this my efforts were crowned with success, but the thought that it was +the last time was a bitter drop in the cup of happiness. + +When we had regained our composure, Therese said,-- + +"The duke who took me from Rimini brought up our child; as soon as I knew +that I was pregnant I confided my secret to him. No one knew of my +delivery, and the child was sent to nurse at Sorrento, and the duke had +him baptized under the name of Caesar Philip Land. He remained at +Sorrento till he was nine, and then he was boarded with a worthy man, who +superintended his education and taught him music. From his earliest +childhood he has known me as his sister, and you cannot think how happy I +was when I saw him growing so like you. I have always considered him as a +sure pledge of our final union. I was ever thinking what would happen +when we met, for I knew that he would have the same influence over you as +he has over me. I was sure you would marry me and make him legitimate." + +"And you have rendered all this, which would have made me happy, an +impossibility." + +"The fates decided so; we will say no more about it. On the death of the +duke I left Naples, leaving Cesarino at the same boarding school, under +the protection of the Prince de la Riccia, who has always looked upon him +as a brother. Your son, though he does not know it, possesses the sum of +twenty thousand ducats, of which I receive the interest, but you may +imagine that I let him want for nothing. My only regret is that I cannot +tell him I am his mother, as I think he would love me still more if he +knew that he owed his being to me. You cannot think how glad I was to see +your surprise to-day, and how soon you got to love him." + +"He is wonderfully like me." + +"That delights me. People must think that you were my mother's lover. My +husband thinks that our friendship is due to the connection between you +and my mother. He told me yesterday that Cesarino might be my brother on +the mother's side, but not on my father's; as he had seen his father in +the theatre, but that he could not possibly be my father, too. If I have +children by Palesi all I have will go to them, but if not Cesarino will +be my heir. My property is well secured, even if the Prince de Riccia +were to die." + +"Come," said she, drawing me in the direction of her bed-room. She opened +a large box which contained her jewels and diamonds, and shares to the +amount of fifty thousand ducats. Besides that she had a large amount of +plate, and her talents which assured her the first place in all the +Italian theatres. + +"Do you know whether our dear Cesarino has been in love yet?" said I. + +"I don't think so, but I fancy my pretty maid is in love with him. I +shall keep my eyes open." + +"You mustn't be too strict." + +"No, but it isn't a good thing for a young man to engage too soon in that +pleasure which makes one neglect everything else." + +"Let me have him, I will teach him how to live." + +"Ask all, but leave me my son. You must know that I never kiss him for +fear of my giving way to excessive emotion. I wish you knew how good and +pure he is, and how well he loves me, I could not refuse him anything." + +"What will people say in Venice when they see Casanova again, who escaped +from The Leads and has become twenty years younger?" + +"You are going to Venice, then, for the Ascensa?" + +"Yes, and you are going to Rome?" + +"And to Naples, to see my friend the Duke de Matalone." + +"I know him well. He has already had a son by the daughter of the Duke de +Bovino, whom he married. She must be a charming woman to have made a man +of him, for all Naples knew that he was impotent." + +"Probably, she only knew the secret of making him a father." + +"Well, it is possible." + +We spent the time by talking with interest on various topics till +Cesarino and the husband came back. The dear child finished his conquest +of me at supper; he had a merry random wit, and all the Neapolitan +vivacity. He sat down at the clavier, and after playing several pieces +with the utmost skill he began to sing Neapolitan songs which made us all +laugh. Therese only looked at him and me, but now and again she embraced +her husband, saying, that in love alone lies happiness. + +I thought then, and I think now, that this day was one of the happiest I +have ever spent. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +The Corticelli--The Jew Manager Beaten--The False Charles Ivanoff and the +Trick He Played Me--I Am Ordered to Leave Tuscany--I Arrive at Rome--My +Brother Jean + +At nine o'clock the next morning, the Abbe Gama was announced. The first +thing he did was to shed tears of joy (as he said) at seeing me so well +and prosperous after so many years. The reader will guess that the abbe +addressed me in the most flattering terms, and perhaps he may know that +one may be clever, experienced in the ways of the world, and even +distrustful of flattery, but yet one's self-love, ever on the watch, +listens to the flatterer, and thinks him pleasant. This polite and +pleasant abbe, who had become extremely crafty from having lived all his +days amongst the high dignitaries at the court of the 'Servus Servorum +Dei' (the best school of strategy), was not altogether an ill-disposed +man, but both his disposition and his profession conspired to make him +inquisitive; in fine, such as I have depicted him in the first volume of +these Memoirs. He wanted to hear my adventures, and did not wait for me +to ask him to tell his story. He told me at great length the various +incidents in his life for the seventeen years in which we had not seen +one another. He had left the service of the King of Spain for that of the +King of Portugal, he was secretary of embassy to the Commander Almada, +and he had been obliged to leave Rome because the Pope Rezzonico would +not allow the King of Portugal to punish certain worthy Jesuit assassins, +who had only broken his arm as it happened, but who had none the less +meant to take his life. Thus, Gama was staying in Italy corresponding +with Almada and the famous Carvalho, waiting for the dispute to be +finished before he returned to Rome. In point of fact this was the only +substantial incident in the abbe's story, but he worked in so many +episodes of no consequence that it lasted for an hour. No doubt he wished +me to shew my gratitude by telling him all my adventures without reserve; +but the upshot of it was that we both shewed ourselves true diplomatists, +he in lengthening his story, I in shortening mine, while I could not help +feeling some enjoyment in baulking the curiosity of my cassocked friend. + +"What are you going to do in Rome?" said he, indifferently. + +"I am going to beg the Pope to use his influence in my favour with the +State Inquisitors at Venice." + +It was not the truth, but one lie is as good as another, and if I had +said I was only going for amusement's sake he would not have believed me. +To tell the truth to an unbelieving man is to prostitute, to murder it. +He then begged me to enter into a correspondence with him, and as that +bound me to nothing I agreed to do so. + +"I can give you a mark of my friendship," said he, "by introducing you to +the Marquis de Botta-Adamo, Governor of Tuscany; he is supposed to be a +friend of the regent's." + +I accepted his offer gratefully, and he began to sound me about Therese, +but found my lips as tightly closed as the lid of a miser's coffer. I +told him she was a child when I made the acquaintance of her family at +Bologna, and that the resemblance between her brother and myself was a +mere accident--a freak of nature. He happened to catch sight of a +well-written manuscript on the table, and asked me if that superb writing +was my secretary's. Costa, who was present, answered in Spanish that he +wrote it. Gama overwhelmed him with compliments, and begged me to send +Costa to him to copy some letters. I guessed that he wanted to pump him +about me, and said that I needed his services all the day. + +"Well, well," said the abbe, "another time will do." I gave him no +answer. Such is the character of the curious. + +I am not referring to that curiosity which depends on the occult +sciences, and endeavours to pry into the future--the daughter of +ignorance and superstition, its victims are either foolish or ignorant. +But the Abbe Gama was neither; he was naturally curious, and his +employment made him still more so, for he was paid to find out +everything. He was a diplomatist; if he had been a little lower down in +the social scale he would have been treated as a spy. + +He left me to pay some calls, promising to be back by dinner-time. + +Dr. Vannini brought me another servant, of the same height as the first, +and engaged that he should obey orders and guess nothing. I thanked the +academician and inn-keeper, and ordered him to get me a sumptuous dinner. + +The Corticelli was the first to arrive, bringing with her her brother, an +effeminate-looking young man, who played the violin moderately well, and +her mother, who informed me that she never allowed her daughter to dine +out without herself and her son. + +"Then you can take her back again this instant," said I, "or take this +ducat to dine somewhere else, as I don't want your company or your +son's." + +She took the ducat, saying that she was sure she was leaving her daughter +in good hands. + +"You may be sure of that," said I, "so be off." + +The daughter made such witty observations on the above dialogue that I +could not help laughing, and I began to be in love with her. She was only +thirteen, and was so small that she looked ten. She was well-made, +lively, witty, and fairer than is usual with Italian women, but to this +day I cannot conceive how I fell in love with her. + +The young wanton begged me to protect her against the manager of the +opera, who was a Jew. In the agreement she had made with him he had +engaged to let her dance a 'pas de deux' in the second opera, and he had +not kept his word. She begged me to compel the Jew to fulfil his +engagement, and I promised to do so. + +The next guest was Redegonde, who came from Parma. She was a tall, +handsome woman, and Costa told me she was the sister of my new footman. +After I had talked with her for two or three minutes I found her remarks +well worthy of attention. + +Then came the Abbe Gama, who congratulated me on being seated between two +pretty girls. I made him take my place, and he began to entertain them as +if to the manner born; and though the girls were laughing at him, he was +not in the least disconcerted. He thought he was amusing them, and on +watching his expression I saw that his self-esteem prevented him seeing +that he was making a fool of himself; but I did not guess that I might +make the same mistake at his age. + +Wretched is the old man who will not recognize his old age; wretched +unless he learn that the sex whom he seduced so often when he was young +will despise him now if he still attempts to gain their favour. + +My fair Therese, with her husband and my son, was the last to arrive. I +kissed Therese and then my son, and sat down between them, whispering to +Therese that such a dear mysterious trinity must not be parted; at which +Therese smiled sweetly. The abbe sat down between Redegonde and the +Corticelli, and amused us all the time by his agreeable conversation. + +I laughed internally when I observed how respectfully my new footman +changed his sister's plate, who appeared vain of honours to which her +brother could lay no claim. She was not kind; she whispered to me, so +that he could not hear,-- + +"He is a good fellow, but unfortunately he is rather stupid." + +I had put in my pocket a superb gold snuff-box, richly enamelled and +adorned with a perfect likeness of myself. I had had it made at Paris, +with the intention of giving it to Madame d'Urfe, and I had not done so +because the painter had made me too young. I had filled it with some +excellent Havana snuff which M. de Chavigny had given me, and of which +Therese was very fond; I was waiting for her to ask me for a pinch before +I drew it out of my pocket. + +The Abbe Gama, who had some exceedingly good snuff in an Origonela box, +sent a pinch to Therese, and she sent him her snuff in a tortoise-shell +box encrusted with gold in arabesques--an exquisite piece of workmanship. +Gama criticised Therese's snuff, while I said that I found it delicious +but that I thought I had some better myself. I took out my snuff-box, and +opening it offered her a pinch. She did not notice the portrait, but she +agreed that my snuff was vastly superior to hers. + +"Well, would you like to make an exchange?" said I. "Certainly, give me +some paper." + +"That is not requisite; we will exchange the snuff and the snuff-boxes." + +So saying, I put Therese's box in my pocket and gave her mine shut. When +she saw the portrait, she gave a cry which puzzled everybody, and her +first motion was to kiss the portrait. + +"Look," said she to Cesarino, "here is your portrait." + +Cesarino looked at it in astonishment, and the box passed from hand to +hand. Everybody said that it was my portrait, taken ten years ago, and +that it might pass for a likeness of Cesarino. Therese got quite excited, +and swearing that she would never let the box out of her hands again, she +went up to her son and kissed him several times. While this was going on +I watched the Abbe Gama, and I could see that he was making internal +comments of his own on this affecting scene. + +The worthy abbe went away towards the evening, telling me that he would +expect me to breakfast next morning. + +I spent the rest of the day in making love to Redegonde, and Therese, who +saw that I was pleased with the girl, advised me to declare myself, and +promised that she would ask her to the house as often as I liked. But +Therese did not know her. + +Next morning Gama told me that he had informed Marshal Botta that I would +come and see him, and he would present me at four o'clock. Then the +worthy abbe, always the slave of his curiosity, reproached me in a +friendly manner for not having told him anything about my fortune. + +"I did not think it was worth mentioning, but as you are interested in +the subject I may tell you that my means are small, but that I have +friends whose purses are always open to me." + +"If you have true friends you are a rich man, but true friends are +scarce." + +I left the Abbe Gama, my head full of Redegonde, whom I preferred to the +young Corticelli, and I went to pay her a visit; but what a reception! +She received me in a room in which were present her mother, her uncle, +and three or four dirty, untidy little monkeys: these were her brothers.' + +"Haven't you a better room to receive your friends in?" said I. + +"I have no friends, so I don't want a room." + +"Get it, my dear, and you will find the friends come fast enough. This is +all very well for you to welcome your relations in, but not persons like +myself who come to do homage to your charms and your talents." + +"Sir," said the mother, "my daughter has but few talents, and thinks +nothing of her charms, which are small." + +"You are extremely modest, and I appreciate your feelings; but everybody +does not see your daughter with the same eyes, and she pleased me +greatly." + +"That is an honour for her, and we are duly sensible of it, but not so as +to be over-proud. My daughter will see you as often as you please, but +here, and in no other place." + +"But I am afraid of being in the way here." + +"An honest man is never in the way." + +I felt ashamed, for nothing so confounds a libertine as modesty in the +mouth of poverty; and not knowing what to answer I took my leave. + +I told Therese of my unfortunate visit, and we both, laughed at it; it +was the best thing we could do. + +"I shall be glad to see you at the opera," said she, "and you can get +into my dressing-room if you give the door-keeper a small piece of +money." + +The Abbe Gama came as he promised, to take me to Marshal Botta, a man of +high talents whom the affair of Genoa had already rendered famous. He was +in command of the Austrian army when the people, growing angry at the +sight of the foreigners, who had only come to put them under the Austrian +yoke, rose in revolt and made them leave the town. This patriotic riot +saved the Republic. I found him in the midst of a crowd of ladies and +gentlemen, whom he left to welcome me. He talked about Venice in a way +that shewed he understood the country thoroughly, and I conversed to him +on France, and, I believe, satisfied him. In his turn he spoke of the +Court of Russia, at which he was staying when Elizabeth Petrovna, who was +still reigning at the period in question, so easily mounted the throne of +her father, Peter the Great. "It is only in Russia," said he, "that +poison enters into politics." + +At the time when the opera began the marshal left the room, and everybody +went away. On my way the abbe assured me, as a matter of course, that I +had pleased the governor, and I afterwards went to the theatre, and +obtained admission to Therese's dressing-room for a tester. I found her +in the hands of her pretty chamber-maid, and she advised me to go to +Redegonde's dressing-room, as she played a man's part, and might, +perhaps, allow me to assist in her toilette. + +I followed her advice, but the mother would not let me come in, as her +daughter was just going to dress. I assured her that I would turn my back +all the time she was dressing, and on this condition she let me in, and +made me sit down at a table on which stood a mirror, which enabled me to +see all Redegonde's most secret parts to advantage; above all, when she +lifted her legs to put on her breeches, either most awkwardly or most +cleverly, according to her intentions. She did not lose anything by what +she shewed, however, for I was so pleased, that to possess her charms I +would have signed any conditions she cared to impose upon me. + +"Redegonde must know," I said to myself, "that I could see everything in +the glass;" and the idea inflamed me. I did not turn round till the +mother gave me leave, and I then admired my charmer as a young man of +five feet one, whose shape left nothing to be desired. + +Redegonde went out, and I followed her to the wings. + +"My dear," said I, "I am going to talk plainly to you. You have inflamed +my passions and I shall die if you do not make me happy." + +"You do not say that you will die if you chance to make me unhappy." + +"I could not say so, because I cannot conceive such a thing as possible. +Do not trifle with me, dear Redegonde, you must be aware that I saw all +in the mirror, and I cannot think that you are so cruel as to arouse my +passions and then leave me to despair." + +"What could you have seen? I don't know what you are talking about." + +"May be, but know that I have seen all your charms. What shall I do to +possess you?" + +"To possess me? I don't understand you, sir; I'm an honest girl." + +"I dare say; but you wouldn't be any less honest after making me happy. +Dear Redegonde, do not let me languish for you, but tell me my fate now +this instant." + +"I do not know what to tell you, but you can come and see me whenever you +like." + +"When shall I find you alone?" + +"Alone! I am never alone." + +"Well, well, that's of no consequence; if only your mother is present, +that comes to the same thing. If she is sensible, she will pretend not to +see anything, and I will give you a hundred ducats each time." + +"You are either a madman, or you do not know what sort of people we are." + +With these words she went on, and I proceeded to tell Therese what had +passed. + +"Begin," said she, "by offering the hundred ducats to the mother, and if +she refuses, have no more to do with them, and go elsewhere." + +I returned to the dressing-room, where I found the mother alone, and +without any ceremony spoke as follows:-- + +"Good evening, madam, I am a stranger here; I am only staying a week, and +I am in love with your daughter. If you like to be obliging, bring her to +sup with me. I will give you a hundred sequins each time, so you see my +purse is in your power." + +"Whom do you think you are talking to, sir? I am astonished at your +impudence. Ask the townsfolk what sort of character I bear, and whether +my daughter is an honest girl or not! and you will not make such +proposals again." + +"Good-bye, madam." + +"Good-bye, sir." + +As I went out I met Redegonde, and I told her word for word the +conversation I had had with her mother. She burst out laughing. + +"Have I done well or ill?" said I. + +"Well enough, but if you love me come and see me." + +"See you after what your mother said?" + +"Well, why not, who knows of it?" + +"Who knows? You don't know me, Redegonde. I do not care to indulge myself +in idle hopes, and I thought I had spoken to you plainly enough." + +Feeling angry, and vowing to have no more to do with this strange girl, I +supped with Therese, and spent three delightful hours with her. I had a +great deal of writing to do the next day and kept in doors, and in the +evening I had a visit from the young Corticelli, her mother and brother. +She begged me to keep my promise regarding the manager of the theatre, +who would not let her dance the 'pas de deux' stipulated for in the +agreement. + +"Come and breakfast with me to-morrow morning," said I, "and I will speak +to the Israelite in your presence--at least I will do so if he comes." + +"I love you very much," said the young wanton, "can't I stop a little +longer here." + +"You may stop as long as you like, but as I have got some letters to +finish, I must ask you to excuse my entertaining you." + +"Oh! just as you please." + +I told Costa to give her some supper. + +I finished my letters and felt inclined for a little amusement, so I made +the girl sit by me and proceeded to toy with her, but in such a way that +her mother could make no objection. All at once the brother came up and +tried to join in the sport, much to my astonishment. + +"Get along with you," said I, "you are not a girl." + +At this the young scoundrel proceeded to shew me his sex, but in such an +indecent fashion that his sister, who was sitting on my knee, burst out +laughing and took refuge with her mother, who was sitting at the other +end of the room in gratitude for the good supper I had given her. I rose +from my chair, and after giving the impudent pederast a box on the ear I +asked the mother with what intentions she had brought the young rascal to +my house. By way of reply the infamous woman said,-- + +"He's a pretty lad, isn't he?" + +I gave him a ducat for the blow I had given him, and told the mother to +begone, as she disgusted me. The pathic took my ducat, kissed my hand, +and they all departed. + +I went to bed feeling amused at the incident, and wondering at the +wickedness of a mother who would prostitute her own son to the basest of +vices. + +Next morning I sent and asked the Jew to call on me. The Corticelli came +with her mother, and the Jew soon after, just as we were going to +breakfast. + +I proceeded to explain the grievance of the young dancer, and I read the +agreement he had made with her, telling him politely that I could easily +force him to fulfil it. The Jew put in several excuses, of which the +Corticelli demonstrated the futility. At last the son of Judah was forced +to give in, and promised to speak to the ballet-master the same day, in +order that she might dance the 'pas' with the actor she named. + +"And that, I hope, will please your excellency," he added, with a low +bow, which is not often a proof of sincerity, especially among Jews. + +When my guests had taken leave I went to the Abbe Gama, to dine with +Marshal Botta who had asked us to dinner. I made the acquaintance there +of Sir Mann, the English ambassador, who was the idol of Florence, very +rich, of the most pleasing manners although an Englishman; full of wit, +taste, and a great lover of the fine arts. He invited me to come next day +and see his house and garden. In this home he had made--furniture, +pictures, choice books--all shewed the man of genius. He called on me, +asked me to dinner, and had the politeness to include Therese, her +husband, and Cesarino in the invitation. After dinner my son sat down at +the clavier and delighted the company by his exquisite playing. While we +were talking of likenesses, Sir Mann shewed us some miniatures of great +beauty. + +Before leaving, Therese told me that she had been thinking seriously of +me. + +"In what respect?" I asked. + +"I have told Redegonde that I am going to call for her, that I will keep +her to supper, and have her taken home. You must see that this last +condition is properly carried out. Come to supper too, and have your +carriage in waiting. I leave the rest to you. You will only be a few +minutes with her, but that's something; and the first step leads far." + +"An excellent plan. I will sup with you, and my carriage shall be ready. +I will tell you all about it to-morrow." + +I went to the house at nine o'clock, and was welcomed as an unexpected +guest. I told Redegonde that I was glad to meet her, and she replied that +she had not hoped to have the pleasure of seeing me. Redegonde was the +only one who had any appetite; she ate capitally, and laughed merrily at +the stories I told her. + +After supper Therese asked her if she would like to have a sedan-chair +sent for, or if she would prefer to be taken back in my carriage. + +"If the gentleman will be so kind," said she, "I need not send for a +chair." + +I thought this reply of such favourable omen that I no longer doubted of +my success. After she had wished the others good night, she took my arm, +pressing it as she did so; we went down the stairs, and she got into the +carriage. I got in after her, and on attempting to sit down I found the +place taken. + +"Who is that?" I cried. + +Redegonde burst out laughing, and informed me it was her mother. + +I was done; I could not summon up courage to pass it off as a jest. Such +a shock makes a man stupid; for a moment it numbs all the mental +faculties, and wounded self-esteem only gives place to anger. + +I sat down on the front seat and coldly asked the mother why she had not +come up to supper with us. When the carriage stopped at their door, she +asked me to come in, but I told her I would rather not. I felt that for a +little more I would have boxed her ears, and the man at the house door +looked very like a cut-throat. + +I felt enraged and excited physically as well as mentally, and though I +had never been to see the Corticelli, told the coachman to drive there +immediately, as I felt sure of finding her well disposed. Everybody was +gone to bed. I knocked at the door till I got an answer, I gave my name, +and I was let in, everything being in total darkness. The mother told me +she would light a candle, and that if she had expected me she would have +waited up in spite of the cold. I felt as if I were in the middle of an +iceberg. I heard the girl laughing, and going up to the bed and passing +my hand over it I came across some plain tokens of the masculine gender. +I had got hold of her brother. In the meanwhile the mother had got a +candle, and I saw the girl with the bedclothes up to her chin, for, like +her brother, she was as naked as my hand. Although no Puritan, I was +shocked. + +"Why do you allow this horrible union?" I said to the mother. + +"What harm is there? They are brother and sister." + +"That's just what makes it a criminal matter." + +"Everything is perfectly innocent." + +"Possibly; but it's not a good plan." + +The pathic escaped from the bed and crept into his mother's, while the +little wanton told me there was really no harm, as they only loved each +other as brother and sister, and that if I wanted her to sleep by herself +all I had to do was to get her a new bed. This speech, delivered with +arch simplicity, in her Bolognese jargon, made me laugh with all my +heart, for in the violence of her gesticulations she had disclosed half +her charms, and I saw nothing worth looking at. In spite of that, it was +doubtless decreed that I should fall in love with her skin, for that was +all she had. + +If I had been alone I should have brought matters to a crisis on the +spot, but I had a distaste to the presence of her mother and her +scoundrelly brother. I was afraid lest some unpleasant scenes might +follow. I gave her ten ducats to buy a bed, said good night, and left the +house. I returned to my lodging, cursing the too scrupulous mothers of +the opera girls. + +I passed the whole of the next morning with Sir Mann, in his gallery, +which contained some exquisite paintings, sculptures, mosaics, and +engraved gems. On leaving him, I called on Therese and informed her of my +misadventure of the night before. She laughed heartily at my story, and I +laughed too, in spite of a feeling of anger due to my wounded +self-esteem. + +"You must console yourself," said she; "you will not find much difficulty +in filling the place in your affections." + +"Ah! why are you married?" + +"Well, it's done; and there's no helping it. But listen to me. As you +can't do without someone, take up with the Corticelli; she's as good as +any other woman, and won't keep you waiting long." + +On my return to my lodging, I found the Abbe Gama, whom I had invited to +dinner, and he asked me if I would accept a post to represent Portugal at +the approaching European Congress at Augsburg. He told me that if I did +the work well, I could get anything I liked at Lisbon. + +"I am ready to do my best," said I; "you have only to write to me, and I +will tell you where to direct your letters." This proposal made me long +to become a diplomatist. + +In the evening I went to the opera-house and spoke to the ballet-master, +the dancer who was to take part in the 'pas de deux', and to the Jew, who +told me that my protegee should be satisfied in two or three days, and +that she should perform her favourite 'pas' for the rest of the carnival. +I saw the Corticelli, who told me she had got her bed, and asked me to +come to supper. I accepted the invitation, and when the opera was over I +went to her house. + +Her mother, feeling sure that I would pay the bill, had ordered an +excellent supper for four, and several flasks of the best Florence wine. +Besides that, she gave me a bottle of the wine called Oleatico, which I +found excellent. The three Corticellis unaccustomed to good fare and +wine, ate like a troop, and began to get intoxicated. The mother and son +went to bed without ceremony, and the little wanton invited me to follow +their example. I should have liked to do so, but I did not dare. It was +very cold and there was no fire in the room, there was only one blanket +on the bed, and I might have caught a bad cold, and I was too fond of my +good health to expose myself to such a danger. I therefore satisfied +myself by taking her on my knee, and after a few preliminaries she +abandoned herself to my transports, endeavouring to persuade me that I +had got her maidenhead. I pretended to believe her, though I cared very +little whether it were so or not. + +I left her after I had repeated the dose three or four times, and gave +her fifty sequins, telling her to get a good wadded coverlet and a large +brazier, as I wanted to sleep with her the next night. + +Next morning I received an extremely interesting letter from Grenoble. M. +de Valenglard informed me that the fair Mdlle. Roman, feeling convinced +that her horoscope would never come true unless she went to Paris, had +gone to the capital with her aunt. + +Her destiny was a strange one; it depended on the liking I had taken to +her and my aversion to marriage, for it lay in my power to have married +the handsomest woman in France, and in that case it is not likely that +she would have become the mistress of Louis XV. What strange whim could +have made me indicate in her horoscope the necessity of her journeying to +Paris; for even if there were such a science as astrology I was no +astrologer; in fine, her destiny depended on my absurd fancy. And in +history, what a number of extraordinary events would never have happened +if they had not been predicted! + +In the evening I went to the theatre, and found my Corticelli clad in a +pretty cloak, while the other girls looked at me contemptuously, for they +were enraged at the place being taken; while the proud favourite caressed +me with an air of triumph which became her to admiration. + +In the evening I found a good supper awaiting me, a large brazier on the +hearth, and a warm coverlet on the bed. The mother shewed me all the +things her daughter had bought, and complained that she had not got any +clothes for her brother. I made her happy by giving her a few louis. + +When I went to bed I did not find my mistress in any amorous transports, +but in a wanton and merry mood. She made me laugh, and as she let me do +as I liked I was satisfied. I gave her a watch when I left her, and +promised to sup with her on the following night. She was to have danced +the pas de deux, and I went to see her do it, but to my astonishment she +only danced with the other girls. + +When I went to supper I found her in despair. She wept and said that I +must avenge her on the Jew, who had excused himself by putting the fault +on somebody else, but that he was a liar. I promised everything to quiet +her, and after spending several hours in her company I returned home, +determined to give the Jew a bad quarter of an hour. Next morning I sent +Costa to ask him to call on me, but the rascal sent back word that he was +not coming, and if the Corticelli did not like his theatre she might try +another. + +I was indignant, but I knew that I must dissemble, so I only laughed. +Nevertheless, I had pronounced his doom, for an Italian never forgets to +avenge himself on his enemy; he knows it is the pleasure of the gods. + +As soon as Costa had left the room, I called Le Duc and told him the +story, saying that if I did not take vengeance I should be dishonoured, +and that it was only he who could procure the scoundrel a good thrashing +for daring to insult me. + +"But you know, Le Duc, the affair must be kept secret." + +"I only want twenty-four hours to give you an answer." + +I knew what he meant, and I was satisfied. + +Next morning Le Duc told me he had spent the previous day in learning the +Jew's abode and habits, without asking anybody any questions. + +"To-day I will not let him go out of my sight. I shall find out at what +hour he returns home, and to-morrow you shall know the results." + +"Be discreet," said I, "and don't let anybody into your plans." + +"Not I!" + +Next day, he told me that if the Jew came home at the same time and by +the same way as before, he would have a thrashing before he got to bed. + +"Whom have you chosen for this expedition?" + +"Myself. These affairs ought to be kept secret, and a secret oughtn't to +be known to more than two people. I am sure that everything will turn out +well, but when you are satisfied that the ass's hide has been well +tanned, will there be anything to be picked up?" + +"Twenty-five sequins." + +"That will do nicely. When I have done the trick I shall put on my great +coat again and return by the back door. If necessary Costa himself will +be able to swear that I did not leave the house, and that therefore I +cannot have committed the assault. However, I shall put my pistols in my +pocket in case of accidents, and if anybody tries to arrest me I shall +know how to defend myself." + +Next morning he came coolly into my room while Costa was putting on my +dressing-gown, and when we were alone he said,-- + +"The thing's done. Instead of the Jew's running away when he received the +first blow he threw himself on to the ground. Then I tanned his skin for +him nicely, but on hearing some people coming up I ran off. I don't know +whether I did for him, but I gave him two sturdy blows on the head. I +should be sorry if he were killed, as then he could not see about the +dance." + +This jest did not arouse my mirth; the matter promised to be too serious. + +Therese had asked me to dine with the Abbe Gama and M. Sassi, a worthy +man, if one may prostitute the name of man to describe a being whom +cruelty has separated from the rest of humanity; he was the first +castrato of the opera. Of course the Jew's mishap was discussed. + +"I am sorry for him," said I, "though he is a rascally fellow." + +"I am not at all sorry for him myself," said Sassi, "he's a knave." + +"I daresay that everybody will be putting down his wooden baptism to my +account." + +"No," said the abbe, "people say that M. Casanova did the deed for good +reasons of his own." + +"It will be difficult to pitch on the right man," I answered, "the rascal +has pushed so many worthy people to extremities that he must have a great +many thrashings owing him." + +The conversation then passed to other topics, and we had a very pleasant +dinner. + +In a few days the Jew left his bed with a large plaster on his nose, and +although I was generally regarded as the author of his misfortune the +matter was gradually allowed to drop, as there were only vague suspicions +to go upon. But the Corticelli, in an ecstasy of joy, was stupid enough +to talk as if she were sure it was I who had avenged her, and she got +into a rage when I would not admit the deed; but, as may be guessed, I +was not foolish enough to do so, as her imprudence might have been a +hanging matter for me. + +I was well enough amused at Florence, and had no thoughts of leaving, +when one day Vannini gave me a letter which someone had left for me. I +opened it in his presence, and found it contained a bill of exchange for +two hundred Florentine crowns on Sasso Sassi. Vannini looked at it and +told me it was a good one. I went into my room to read the letter, and I +was astonished to find it signed "Charles Ivanoff." He dated it from +Pistoia, and told me that in his poverty and misfortune he had appealed +to an Englishman who was leaving Florence for Lucca, and had generously +given him a bill of exchange for two hundred crowns, which he had written +in his presence. It was made payable to bearer. + +"I daren't cash it in Florence," said he, "as I am afraid of being +arrested for my unfortunate affair at Genoa. I entreat you, then, to have +pity on me, to get the bill cashed, and to bring me the money here, that +I may pay my landlord and go." + +It looked like a very simple matter, but I might get into trouble, for +the note might be forged; and even if it were not I should be declaring +myself a friend or a correspondent, at all events, of a man who had been +posted. In this dilemma I took the part of taking the bill of exchange to +him in person. I went to the posting establishment, hired two horses, and +drove to Pistoia. The landlord himself took me to the rascal's room, and +left me alone with him. + +I did not stay more than three minutes, and all I said was that as Sassi +knew me I did not wish him to think that there was any kind of connection +between us. + +"I advise you," I said, "to give the bill to your landlord, who will cash +it at M. Sassi's and bring you your change." + +"I will follow your advice," he said, and I therewith returned to +Florence. + +I thought no more of it, but in two days' time I received a visit from M. +Sassi and the landlord of the inn at Pistoia. The banker shewed me the +bill of exchange, and said that the person who had given it me had +deceived me, as it was not in the writing of the Englishman whose name it +bore, and that even if it were, the Englishman not having any money with +Sassi could not draw a bill of exchange. + +"The inn-keeper here," said he, "discounted the bill, the Russian has +gone off, and when I told him that it was a forgery he said that he knew +Charles Ivanoff had it of you, and that thus he had made no difficulty in +cashing it; but now he wants you to return him two hundred crowns." + +"Then he will be disappointed!" + +I told all the circumstances of the affair to Sassi; I shewed him the +rascal's letter; I made Dr. Vannini, who had given it me, come up, and he +said he was ready to swear that he had seen me take the bill of exchange +out of the letter, that he had examined it, and had thought it good. + +On this the banker told the inn-keeper that he had no business to ask me +to pay him the money; but he persisted in his demand, and dared to say +that I was an accomplice of the Russian's. + +In my indignation I ran for my cane, but the banker held me by the arm, +and the impertinent fellow made his escape without a thrashing. + +"You had a right to be angry," said M. Sassi, "but you must not take any +notice of what the poor fellow says in his blind rage." + +He shook me by the hand and went out. + +Next day the chief of police, called the auditor at Florence, sent me a +note begging me to call on him. There was no room for hesitation, for as +a stranger I felt that I might look on this invitation as an intimation. +He received me very politely, but he said I should have to repay the +landlord his two hundred crowns, as he would not have discounted the bill +if he had not seen me bring it. I replied that as a judge he could not +condemn me unless he thought me the Russian's accomplice, but instead of +answering he repeated that I would have to pay. + +"Sir," I replied, "I will not pay." + +He rang the bell and bowed, and I left him, walking towards the banker's, +to whom I imparted the conversation I had had from the auditor. He was +extremely astonished, and at my request called on him to try and make him +listen to reason. As we parted I told him that I was dining with the Abbe +Gama. + +When I saw the abbe I told him what had happened, and he uttered a loud +exclamation of astonishment. + +"I foresee," he said, "that the auditor will not let go his hold, and if +M. Sassi does not succeed with him I advise you to speak to Marshal +Botta." + +"I don't think that will be necessary; the auditor can't force me to +pay." + +"He can do worse." + +"What can he do?". + +"He can make you leave Florence." + +"Well, I shall be astonished if he uses his power in this case, but +rather than pay I will leave the town. Let us go to the marshal." + +We called on him at four o'clock, and we found the banker there, who had +told him the whole story. + +"I am sorry to tell you," said M. Sassi, "that I could do nothing with +the auditor, and if you want to remain in Florence you will have to pay." + +"I will leave as soon as I receive the order," said I; "and as soon as I +reach another state I will print the history of this shameful perversion +of justice." + +"It's an incredible, a monstrous sentence," said the marshal, "and I am +sorry I cannot interfere. You are quite right," he added, "to leave the +place rather than pay." + +Early the next morning a police official brought me a letter from the +auditor, informing me that as he could not, from the nature of the case, +oblige me to pay, he was forced to warn me to leave Florence in three +days, and Tuscany in seven. This, he added, he did in virtue of his +office; but whenever the Grand Duke, to whom I might appeal, had quashed +his judgment I might return. + +I took a piece of paper and wrote upon it, "Your judgment is an +iniquitous one, but it shall be obeyed to the letter." + +At that moment I gave orders to pack up and have all in readiness for my +departure. I spent three days of respite in amusing myself with Therese. +I also saw the worthy Sir Mann, and I promised the Corticelli to fetch +her in Lent, and spend some time with her in Bologna. The Abbe Gama did +not leave my side for three days, and shewed himself my true friend. It +was a kind of triumph for me; on every side I heard regrets at my +departure, and curses of the auditor. The Marquis Botta seemed to approve +my conduct by giving me a dinner, the table being laid for thirty, and +the company being composed of the most distinguished people in Florence. +This was a delicate attention on his part, of which I was very sensible. + +I consecrated the last day to Therese, but I could not find any +opportunity to ask her for a last consoling embrace, which she would not +have refused me under the circumstances, and which I should still fondly +remember. We promised to write often to one another, and we embraced each +other in a way to make her husband's heart ache. Next day I started on my +journey, and got to Rome in thirty-six hours. + +It was midnight when I passed under the Porta del Popolo, for one may +enter the Eternal City at any time. I was then taken to the custom-house, +which is always open, and my mails were examined. The only thing they are +strict about at Rome is books, as if they feared the light. I had about +thirty volumes, all more or less against the Papacy, religion, or the +virtues inculcated thereby. I had resolved to surrender them without any +dispute, as I felt tired and wanted to go to bed, but the clerk told me +politely to count them and leave them in his charge for the night, and he +would bring them to my hotel in the morning. I did so, and he kept his +word. He was well enough pleased when he touched the two sequins with +which I rewarded him. + +I put up at the Ville de Paris, in the Piazza di Spagna. It is the best +inn in the town. All the world, I found, was drowned in sleep, but when +they let me in they asked me to wait on the ground floor while a fire was +lighted in my room. All the seats were covered with dresses, petticoats, +and chemises, and I heard a small feminine voice begging me to sit on her +bed. I approached and saw a laughing mouth, and two black eyes shining +like carbuncles. + +"What splendid eyes!" said I, "let me kiss them." + +By way of reply she hid her head under the coverlet, and I slid a hasty +hand under the sheets; but finding her quite naked, I drew it back and +begged pardon. She put out her head again, and I thought I read gratitude +for my moderation in her eyes. + +"Who are you, my angel?" + +"I am Therese, the inn-keeper's daughter, and this is my sister." There +was another girl beside her, whom I had not seen, as her head was under +the bolster. + +"How old are you?" + +"Nearly seventeen." + +"I hope I shall see you in my room to-morrow morning." + +"Have you any ladies with you?" + +"No." + +"That's a pity, as we never go to the gentlemen's rooms." + +"Lower the coverlet a little; I can't hear what you say." + +"It's too cold." + +"Dear Therese, your eyes make me feel as if I were in flames." + +She put back her head at this, and I grew daring, and after sundry +experiments I was more than ever charmed with her. I caressed her in a +somewhat lively manner, and drew back my hand, again apologizing for my +daring, and when she let me see her face I thought I saw delight rather +than anger in her eyes and on her cheeks, and I felt hopeful with regard +to her. I was just going to begin again, for I felt on fire; when a +handsome chambermaid came to tell me that my room was ready and my fire +lighted. + +"Farewell till to-morrow," said I to Therese, but she only answered by +turning on her side to go to sleep. + +I went to bed after ordering dinner for one o'clock, and I slept till +noon, dreaming of Therese. When I woke up, Costa told me that he had +found out where my brother lived, and had left a note at the house. This +was my brother Jean, then about thirty, and a pupil of the famous Raphael +Mengs. This painter was then deprived of his pension on account of a war +which obliged the King of Poland to live at Warsaw, as the Prussians +occupied the whole electorate of Saxe. I had not seen my brother for ten +years, and I kept our meeting as a holiday. I was sitting down to table +when he came, and we embraced each other with transport. We spent an hour +in telling, he his small adventures, and I my grand ones, and he told me +that I should not stay at the hotel, which was too dear, but come and +live at the Chevalier Mengs's house, which contained an empty room, where +I could stay at a much cheaper rate. + +"As to your table, there is a restaurant in the house where one can get a +capital meal." + +"Your advice is excellent," said I, "but I have not the courage to follow +it, as I am in love with my landlord's daughter;" and I told him what had +happened the night before. + +"That's a mere nothing," said he, laughing; "you can cultivate her +acquaintance without staying in the house." + +I let myself be persuaded, and I promised to come to him the following +day; and then we proceeded to take a walk about Rome. + +I had many interesting memories of my last visit, and I wanted to renew +my acquaintance with those who had interested me at that happy age when +such impressions are so durable because they touch the heart rather than +the mind; but I had to make up my mind to a good many disappointments, +considering the space of time that had elapsed since I had been in Rome. + +I went to the Minerva to find Donna Cecilia; she was no more in this +world. I found out where her daughter Angelica lived, and I went to see +her, but she gave me a poor reception, and said that she really scarcely +remembered me. + +"I can say the same," I replied, "for you are not the Angelica I used to +know. Good-bye, madam!" + +The lapse of time had not improved her personal appearance. I found out +also where the printer's son, who had married Barbaruccia, lived, but--I +put off the pleasure of seeing him till another time, and also my visit +to the Reverend Father Georgi, who was a man of great repute in Rome. +Gaspar Vivaldi had gone into the country. + +My brother took me to Madame Cherubini. I found her mansion to be a +splendid one, and the lady welcomed me in the Roman manner. I thought her +pleasant and her daughters still more so, but I thought the crowd of +lovers too large and too miscellaneous. There was too much luxury and +ceremony, and the girls, one of whom was as fair as Love himself, were +too polite to everybody. An interesting question was put to me, to which +I answered in such a manner as to elicit another question, but to no +purpose. I saw that the rank of my brother, who had introduced me, +prevented my being thought a person of any consequence, and on hearing an +abbe say, "He's Casanova's brother," I turned to him and said,-- + +"That's not correct; you should say Casanova's my brother." + +"That comes to the same thing." + +"Not at all, my dear abbe." + +I said these words in a tone which commanded attention, and another abbe +said,-- + +"The gentleman is quite right; it does not come to the same thing." + +The first abbe made no reply to this. The one who had taken my part, and +was my friend from that moment, was the famous Winckelmann, who was +unhappily assassinated at Trieste twelve years afterwards. + +While I was talking to him, Cardinal Alexander Albani arrived. +Winckelmann presented me to his eminence, who was nearly blind. He talked +to me a great deal, without saying anything worth listening to. As soon +as he heard that I was the Casanova who had escaped from The Leads, he +said in a somewhat rude tone that he wondered I had the hardihood to come +to Rome, where on the slightest hint from the State Inquisitors at Venice +an 'ordine sanctissimo' would re-consign me to my prison. I was annoyed +by this unseemly remark, and replied in a dignified voice,-- + +"It is not my hardihood in coming to Rome that your eminence should +wonder at, but a man of any sense would wonder at the Inquisitors if they +had the hardihood to issue an 'ordine sanctissimo' against me; for they +would be perplexed to allege any crime in me as a pretext for thus +infamously depriving me of my liberty." + +This reply silenced his eminence. He was ashamed at having taken me for a +fool, and to see that I thought him one. Shortly after I left and never +set foot in that house again. + +The Abbe Winckelmann went out with my brother and myself, and as he came +with me to my hotel he did me the honour of staying to supper. +Winckelmann was the second volume of the celebrated Abbe de Voisenon. He +called for me next day, and we went to Villa Albani to see the Chevalier +Mengs, who was then living there and painting a ceiling. + +My landlord Roland (who knew my brother) paid me a visit at supper. +Roland came from Avignon and was fond of good living. I told him I was +sorry to be leaving him to stay with my brother, because I had fallen in +love with his daughter Therese, although I had only spoken to her for a +few minutes, and had only seen her head. + +"You saw her in bed, I will bet!" + +"Exactly, and I should very much like to see the rest of her. Would you +be so kind as to ask her to step up for a few minutes?" + +"With all my heart." + +She came upstairs, seeming only too glad to obey her father's summons. +She had a lithe, graceful figure, her eyes were of surpassing brilliancy, +her features exquisite, her mouth charming; but taken altogether I did +not like her so well as before. In return, my poor brother became +enamoured of her to such an extent that he ended by becoming her slave. +He married her next year, and two years afterwards he took her to +Dresden. I saw her five years later with a pretty baby; but after ten +years of married life she died of consumption. + +I found Mengs at the Villa Albani; he was an indefatigable worker, and +extremely original in his conceptions. He welcomed me, and said he was +glad to be able to lodge me at his house in Rome, and that he hoped to +return home himself in a few days, with his whole family. + +I was astonished with the Villa Albani. It had been built by Cardinal +Alexander, and had been wholly constructed from antique materials to +satisfy the cardinal's love for classic art; not only the statues and the +vases, but the columns, the pedestals--in fact, everything was Greek. He +was a Greek himself, and had a perfect knowledge of antique work, and had +contrived to spend comparatively little money compared with the +masterpiece he had produced. If a sovereign monarch had had a villa like +the cardinal's built, it would have cost him fifty million francs, but +the cardinal made a much cheaper bargain. + +As he could not get any ancient ceilings, he was obliged to have them +painted, and Mengs was undoubtedly the greatest and the most laborious +painter of his age. It is a great pity that death carried him off in the +midst of his career, as otherwise he would have enriched the stores of +art with numerous masterpieces. My brother never did anything to justify +his title of pupil of this great artist. When I come to my visit to Spain +in 1767, I shall have some more to say about Mengs. + +As soon as I was settled with my brother I hired a carriage, a coachman, +and a footman, whom I put into fancy livery, and I called on Monsignor +Cornaro, auditor of the 'rota', with the intention of making my way into +good society, but fearing lest he as a Venetian might get compromised, he +introduced me to Cardinal Passionei, who spoke of me to the sovereign +pontiff. + +Before I pass on to anything else, I will inform my readers of what took +place on the occasion of my second visit to this old cardinal, a great +enemy of the Jesuits, a wit, and man of letters. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Adventures In The South: Return to +Italy, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK RETURN TO ITALY *** + +***** This file should be named 2967.txt or 2967.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/9/6/2967/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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