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diff --git a/29512.txt b/29512.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3608031 --- /dev/null +++ b/29512.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8389 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Olive in Italy, by Moray Dalton + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Olive in Italy + +Author: Moray Dalton + +Release Date: July 25, 2009 [EBook #29512] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OLIVE IN ITALY *** + + + + +Produced by Mark C. Orton, Sam W. and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + OLIVE ... + IN ITALY + + + BY MORAY DALTON + + + [Illustration] + + + London + T. FISHER UNWIN + MCMIX + + + + +[_All Rights Reserved_] + + + + + "For in the hand of the Lord there is a cup, and the + wine is red; it is full mixed, and He poureth out of the + same. As for the dregs thereof: all the ungodly of the + earth shall drink them...." + + + + +CONTENTS + + + BOOK I. PAGE + + SIENA 17 + + + BOOK II. + + FLORENCE 115 + + + BOOK III. + + ROME 213 + + + + +OLIVE IN ITALY + + + + +BOOK I.--SIENA + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +"I believe that Olive Agar is going to tell you that she can't pay her +bill," said the landlady's daughter as she set the breakfast tray down +on the kitchen table. + +"Good gracious, Gwen, how you do startle one! Why?" + +"She began again about the toast, and I told her straight that you +always set yourself against any unnecessary cooking. Meat and +vegetables must be done, I said, but those who can't relish bread as +it comes from the baker's, and plain boiled potatoes, can go without, +I said. Then she says, of course I must do as my mother tells me, and +would I ask you to step up and see her presently." + +"Perhaps you were a bit too sharp with her." + +The girl sniffed resentfully. "Good riddance if she goes," she called +after her mother. + +Mrs Simons knocked perfunctorily at the dining-room door. + +A young voice bade her come in. "I wanted to tell you that I heard +from my cousins in Italy this morning. I am going to stay with them +for a little, so I shall be leaving you at the end of the week." + +The landlady's cold stare was disconcerting. There was a distinct note +of disapproval in her voice as she answered, "I do not know much about +Italy." She seemed to think it not quite a seemly subject, yet she +pursued it. "I should have thought it was better for a young lady +without parents or friends to find some occupation in her own +country." + +Olive smiled. "Ah, but I hate boiled potatoes, and I think I shall +love Italy and Italian cooking. You remember the Athenians who were +always seeking some new thing? They had a good time, Mrs Simons." + +"I hope you may not live to wish those words unsaid, miss," the woman +answered primly. "You have as good as sold your birthright, as Esau +did, in that speech." + +"He was much nicer than Jacob." + +"Oh, miss, how can you! But, after all, I suppose you are not +altogether one of us since you have foreign cousins. What's bred in +the bone comes out in the flesh they say." + +"I am quite English, if that is what you mean. My aunt married an +Italian." + +Mrs Simons's eyes had wandered from the girl's face to the heavy +chandelier tied up in yellow muslin, and thence, by way of "Bubbles," +framed in tarnished gilt, to the door. "Ah, well, I shall take your +notice," she said finally. + +She went down again into the kitchen. "I never know where to have +her," she complained. "There's something queer and foreign about her +for all she says. What's bred in the bone! I said that to her face, +and I repeat it to you, Gwendolen." + +Mrs Simons might have added that adventures are to the adventurous. +Olive's father was Jack Agar, of the Agars of Lyme, and he married his +cousin. If Mrs Simons had known all that must be implied in this +statement she might have held forth at some length on the subject of +heredity, and have traced the girl's dislike of boiled potatoes to her +great-great-uncle's friendship with Lord Byron, and her longing for +sunshine to a still more remote ancestress, lady-in-waiting to a +princess at the court of Le Roi Soleil. + +Adventures to the adventurous! The Agars were always aware of the +magnificent possibilities of life and love, and inclined to ignore the +unpleasant actualities of existence and the married state; hence some +remarkable histories, and, in the end, ruin. Olive was the last of the +old name. Jack Agar had died at thirty, leaving his wife and child +totally unprovided for but for the little annuity that had sufficed +for dress in the far-off salad days, and that now must be made to +maintain them. Olive was sent to a cheap boarding-school, where she +proved herself a fool at arithmetic; history, very good; conduct, +fair; according to her reports. She was not happy there. She hated +muddy walks and ink-stained desks and plain dumpling, and all these +things seemed to be an essential part of life at Miss Blake's. + +She left at eighteen, and thereafter she and her mother lived together +in lodgings at various seaside resorts within their means, practising +a strict economy, improving their minds at the free library, doing +their own dressmaking, and keeping body and soul together on potted +meats, cocoa and patent cereals. Mary Agar rebelled sometimes in +secret, regretting the lack of "opportunities," _i.e._, of possible +husbands. She would have been glad to see her daughter settled. The +Agars never used commonsense in affairs of the heart. Her own marriage +had been very foolish from a worldly point of view, and her sister +Alice had run away with her music-master. + +"In those days girls had a governess at home and finished with +masters, and young Signor Menotti came twice a week to our house in +Russell Square to teach Alice the guitar and mandoline. We shared +singing and French lessons, but she had him to herself. He was very +good-looking, dark, and rather haggard, and just shabby enough to make +one sorry for him. When Alice said she would marry him mamma was +furious, but she was just of age, and she had a little money of her +own, an annuity as I have, and she went her own way. They were +married at a registry office, I think, and soon afterwards they went +to his home in Italy. Mamma never forgave, but Alice and I used to +write to each other, and her eldest child was called after me. I don't +know how it turned out. She never said she was unhappy, but she died +after eight years, leaving her three little girls to be brought up by +their father's sister." + +Olive knew little more than this of her aunt. Further questioning +elicited the fact that Signor Menotti's name was Ernesto. + +"The girls are your cousins, Olive dear, and you have no other +relations. I should like to see them." + +"So should I." + +Olive knew all about the annuity, but she had not realised until her +mother died quite suddenly, of heart failure after influenza, what it +means to have no money at all. She was dazed with grief at first, and +Mrs Simons was as kind as could be expected and did not thrust the +weekly bill upon her on the morning after the funeral, though it was +due on that day. But lodgers are not supposed to give much trouble, +and though death is not quite so heinous as infectious disease or ink +spilt on the carpet it is still distinctly not a thing to be +encouraged by too great a display of sympathy, and Olive was soon made +to understand that it behoved her to seek some means of livelihood, +some way out into the world. + +No proverb is too hackneyed to be comforting at times, and the girl +reminded herself that blood is thicker than water as she looked among +her mother's papers for the Menotti address. They were her cousins, +birds of a feather. She wrote them a queer, shy, charming letter in +strange Italian, laboriously learnt out of a grammar, and then--since +some days must elapse before she could get any answer--she +conscientiously studied the advertisement columns of the papers. She +might be a nursery governess if only she could be sure of herself at +long division, or--horrid alternative--a useful help. Mrs Simons +suggested a shop. + +"You have a nice appearance, miss. Perhaps you would do as one of the +young ladies in the drapery department, beginning with the tapes and +thread and ribbon counter, you know, and working your way up to the +showroom." + +But Olive altogether declined to be a young lady. + +She waited anxiously for her cousins' letter, and it meant so much to +her that when it came she was half afraid to open it. + +It was grotesquely addressed to the + + Genteel Miss Agar Olive, + Marsden Street, 159, + Brighton, + Provincia di Sussex, + Inghilterra. + +The post-mark was Siena. It was stamped on the flap, which was also +decorated with a blue bird carrying a rose in its beak, and was rather +strongly scented. + + "DEAR COUSIN,--We were so pleased and interested to hear + from you, though we greatly regret to have the news of + our aunt's death. Our father's sister lives with us + since we are orphans. She is a widow and has no children + of her own. If you can pay us fifteen lire a week we + shall be satisfied, and we will try to get you pupils + for English. Kindly let us know the date and hour of + your arrival.--Believe us, yours devotedly, + + "MARIA, GEMMA and CARMELA." + +Olive read it carefully twice over, and then sat down at the table and +began to scribble on the back of the envelope. She convinced herself +that three times fifteen was forty-five, and that so many lire +amounted to not quite two pounds. Then there was the fare out to be +reckoned. Finally, she decided that she would be able to get out to +Italy and to live there for three weeks before she need call herself +penniless. + +She went to the window and stood for a while looking out. The houses +opposite and all down the road were exactly alike, all featureless and +grey, roofed with slate, three-storied, with basement kitchens. Nearly +every one of them had "Apartments" in gilt letters on the fanlight +over the front door. It was raining. The pavements were wet and there +was mud on the roadway. The woman who lived in the corner house was +spring-cleaning. Olive saw her helping the servant to take down the +curtains in the front room. Dust and tea-leaves and last year's +cobwebs. It occurred to her that spring would bring a recurrence of +these things only if she became a useful help, as she must if she +stayed in England and earned her living as best she could--only these +and nothing more. The idea was horrible and she shuddered at it. "I +shall go," she said aloud. "I shall go." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Olive, advised by a clerk in Cook's office, had taken a through ticket +to Siena, third class to Dover, first on the boat, second in France +and Italy. She got to Victoria in good time, had her luggage labelled, +secured a corner seat, and, having twenty minutes to spare, strolled +round the bookstall, eyeing the illustrated weeklies and the cheap +reprints. The blue and gold of a shilling edition of Keats lay ready +to her hand and she picked it up and opened it. + +The girl, true lover of all beauty, flushed with pleasure at the dear, +familiar word music, the sound of Arcadian pipes heard faintly for a +moment above the harsh roar of London. For her the dead poet's voice +rose clearly through the clamour of the living; it was like the silver +wailing of a violin in a blaring discord of brass instruments. + +She laid down the book reluctantly, and turning, met the eager eyes of +the man who stood beside her. He had just bought an armful of current +literature, and his business at the bookstall was evidently done, yet +he lingered for an appreciable instant. He, too, was a lover of +beauty, and in his heart he was saying, "Oh, English rose!" + +He did not look English himself. He wore his black hair rather longer +than is usual in this country, and there was a curiously vivid look, a +suggestion of fire about him, which is conspicuously lacking in the +average Briton, whose ambition it is to look as cool as possible. His +face was thin and his eyes were deep set, like those of Julius +Caesar--in fact, the girl was strongly reminded of the emperor's bust +in the British Museum. He looked about thirty-five, but might have +been older. + +All this Olive saw in the brief instant during which they stood there +together and aware of each other. When he turned away she bought some +magazines, without any great regard for their interest or suitability, +and went to take her place in the third-class compartment she had +selected. + +He would travel first, of course. She watched his leisurely progress +along the platform, and noted that he was taller than any of the other +men there, and better-looking. His thin, clean-shaven face compelled +attention; she saw some women looking at him, and was pleased to +observe that he did not even glance at them. Then people came hurrying +up to the door of her compartment to say good-bye to some of her +fellow-travellers, and she lost sight of him. + +The train started and passed through the arid wilderness of backyards +that lies between each one of the London termini and the clean green +country. + +Olive fluttered the pages of her magazine, but she felt disinclined +to read. She was pretty; her brown hair framed a rose-tinted face, her +smile was charming, her blue eyes were gay and honest and kind. Men +often looked at her, and it cannot be denied that the swift +appraisement of masculine eyes, the momentary homage of a glance that +said "you are fair," meant something to her. Such tributes to her +beauty were minor joys, to be classed with the pleasure to be derived +from _marrons glaces_ or the scent of violets, but the remembrance of +them did not often make her dream by day or bring a flush to her +cheeks. + +She roused herself presently and began to look out of the window with +the remorseful feeling of one who has been neglecting an old friend +for an acquaintance. After all, this was England, where she was born +and where her mother had died, and she was leaving it perhaps for +ever. She tried to fix the varying aspects of the spring in her mind +for future reference; the tender green of the young larches in the +plantation, the pale gold of the primroses, and the flowering gorse +close to the line, the square grey towers of the village churches, +even the cold, pinched faces of the people waiting on the platforms of +the little stations. Italy would be otherwise, and she might never see +these familiar things again. + +When the train rushed out on to the pier at Dover she dared not look +back at the white cliffs, but kept her eyes resolutely seaward. The +wind was high, and she heard that the crossing would be rough. Caesar +was close behind her, and she caught a glimpse of him going aft as she +made her way to the ladies' cabin. + +She lay down on one of the red velvet divans in the stuffy saloon, and +closed her eyes as she had been advised to do, and in ten minutes her +misery was complete. + +"If you are going to be ill nothing will stop you," observed the +sympathetic stewardess. "It is like Monte Carlo. Most people have a +system, and sometimes they win, but they are bound to lose in the end. +Champagne, munching biscuits, patent medicines, lying down as you are +now. It is all vanity and vexation of spirit, my dear." + +Olive joined feebly in her laugh. "I feel better now. Are we nearly +there?" + +"Just coming into harbour." + +"Thank heaven!" + +When Olive crawled up on deck her one idea, after her luggage, was to +avoid anyone who had seemed to admire her. She could not bear that the +man should see her green face, and she was grateful to him for keeping +his distance in the crush to get off the boat, and for disappearing +altogether in the station. A porter in a blue linen blouse piloted her +to the waiting train, and she climbed into the compartment labelled +"Turin," and settled herself in a window seat. + +The country between Calais and Paris can only be described as flat, +stale and unprofitable by a beauty lover panting for the light and +glow and colour of the South, and Olive soon got a book out of her bag +and began to read. Her only fellow-passenger, a middle-aged English +lady with an indefinite face, spoke to her presently. "You are reading +a French novel?" + +"No, it is in Italian. _La Citta Morta_, by Gabriele D'Annunzio. I +want to rub up my few words of the language." + +"Is he not a very terrible writer?" + +Olive was so tired of the disapproving note. "He writes very well, and +his descriptions are gorgeous. Of course he is horrid sometimes, but +one can skip those parts." + +"Do you?" + +Olive smiled. "No, I do not," she said frankly, "but I don't enjoy +them. They make me tired of life." + +"Is not that rather a pity?" + +"Perhaps; but you have to sift dirt to find diamonds, don't you? And +this man says things that are worth tiaras sometimes." + +"Surely there must be Italian authors who write books suitable for +young people in a pretty style?" + +"A pretty style? No doubt. But I don't read them." + +The older woman sighed, and then smiled quite pleasantly. "I suppose +you are clever. One of my nieces is, and they find her rather a +handful. Will you try one of my sandwiches?" + +Olive produced her biscuits and bananas, and they munched together in +amity. After all, an aunt might be worse than stupid, and this one was +quite good-natured, and so kind that her taste in literature might be +excused. There were affectionate farewells at the Paris station, where +she got out with all her accumulation of bags and bundles. + +The train rushed on through the woods of Fontainebleau and across wide +plains intersected by poplar-fringed canals. As the evening mists rose +lights began to twinkle in cottage windows, and in the villages the +church bells were ringing the prayer to the Virgin. Olive had laid +aside her book some time since, and now, wearying of the grey twilit +world, she fell asleep. + +Jean Avenel, too, had watched the waning of the day from his place in +a smoking first for a while, before he got up and began to prowl +restlessly about the corridors. "She will be so tired if she does not +eat," he said to himself. "They ought not to let a child like that +travel alone. I wonder--" He walked down the corridor again, but this +time he looked into each compartment. He saw three Englishmen and an +American playing whist, Germans eating, and French people sleeping, +and at last he came upon his rose. A small man, mean-featured and +scrubby-haired, was seated opposite to her, and his shining eyes were +fixed upon her face. She had taken off her hat and was holding it on +her lap, and Jean saw that she was clutching at it nervously, and +that she was pale. He understood that it was probably her first +experience of the Italian stare, deliberate, merciless, and +indefinitely prolonged. She flushed as he came forward, and her eyes +were eloquent as they met his. He sat down beside her. + +"Please forgive me," he said quietly, "but I can see this man is +annoying you. Shall I glare him out of the place? I can." + +"Oh, please do," she answered. "He has frightened me so. He was +talking before you came." + +The culprit already looked disconcerted and rather foolish, and now, +as Jean leant forward and seemed about to speak to him, he began to be +frightened. He fidgeted, thrusting his hands in his pockets, looking +out of the window, humming a tune. His ears grew red. He tried to meet +the other man's level gaze and failed. He got up rather hurriedly. The +brown eyes watched him slinking out before they allowed themselves a +second sight of the rose. + +"Thank you so much," said Olive. "I feel as if you had killed a spider +for me, or an earwig. He was more like an earwig. He must have come in +here while I was asleep." + +"A deported waiter going back to his native Naples, I imagine," Jean +said. "They ought not to have let you travel alone." + +She smiled. "I am a law unto myself." + +"That is a pity. Will you think me very impertinent if I confess that +I have been watching over you--at a respectful distance--ever since we +left Victoria? I do not approve of children wandering--" + +She tilted her pretty chin at him. "Children! So you have made +yourself into a sort of G.F.S. for me?" + +"You know," he said gravely, "we have a mutual friend." He drew a blue +and gold volume from an inner pocket. + +Olive flushed scarlet, but she only said, "Oh, Keats!" + +She looked at his hands as they turned the pages; they were clever and +kind, she thought, and she wondered if he was an artist or a doctor. +Those fingers might set a butterfly's wing, and yet they seemed very +strong. She did not know she had sighed until he said, "Am I boring +you?" + +"Oh, no," she answered eagerly. "Please don't go yet unless you want +to. But tell me why you bought that book?" + +"If you could have seen yourself as I saw you, you would understand," +he answered. "I once saw a woman on my brother's estate pick up a +piece of gold on the road. She had never had so much money without +earning it in her life before, I suppose. At any rate she kissed it, +and her face was radiant. She was old and ugly and worn by her long +days of toil in the fields, and you-- Well, in spite of the +differences you reminded me of her, and I am curious to know which +poem of Keats brought that swift, rapt light of joy." + +"It was 'White hawthorn and the pastoral eglantine'--" + +Jean found the place and marked the passage before returning the book +to his pocket. "Now," he said, "you will come with me and have some +dinner." + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +Many women are shepherded through all life's journeyings by their +men--fathers, brothers, husbands--who look out their trains for them, +put them in the care of guards, and shield them from all contact with +sulky porters and extortionate cabmen. Olive, who had always to take +her own ticket and fight her own and her mother's battles, now tasted +the joys of irresponsibility with Avenel. He compounded with Customs +officials, who bowed low before him, he took part in the midnight +scramble for pillows at Modane, emerging from the crowd in triumph +with no less than three of the coveted aids to repose under his arm, +and he saw Olive comfortably settled in another compartment with two +motherly German women, and there left her. + +At Turin he secured places in the _diretto_ to Florence, and sent his +man to the buffet for coffee and rolls, and the two broke their fast +together. + +"Italy and the joy of life," Olive said lightly, as she lifted her +cup, and he looked at her with melancholy brown eyes that yet held the +ghost of a smile. + +"The passing hour," he answered; adding prosaically, "This is good +coffee." + +Referring to the grey silvery trees whose name she bore he assured +her that he did not think she resembled them. "They are old and you +seem eternally young. You should have been called Primavera." + +She laughed. "Ah, if you had been my godfather--" + +"I should not have cared to have held you in my arms when you were a +bald-headed baby," he answered with perfect gravity. + +Apparently he always said what he thought, but his frankness was +disconcerting, and Olive changed the subject. + +"Is Siena beautiful?" + +"It is a gem of the Renaissance, and you will love it as I do, I know, +but I wish you could have seen Florence first. My brother has a villa +at Settignano and I am going there now. The fruit trees in the orchard +will be all white with blossom. You remember Romeo's April oath: 'By +yonder moon that tips with silver all these fruit-tree tops--'" + +They lunched in the station restaurant at Genoa, and there he bought +the girl a basket of fruit. "A poor substitute for the tea you will be +wanting presently," he explained. "You have no tea-basket with you? +You will want one if you are going to live with Italians." + +"I never thought of it." + +"May I send you one?" he asked eagerly. "Do let me." + +Olive flushed with pleasure. No one had been so kind to her since her +mother died. Evidently he liked her--oh! he liked her very much. She +suddenly realised how much she would miss him when they parted at +Florence and she had to go on alone. It had been so good to be with +someone stronger than herself who would take care of her. He had +seemed happy too, and she thought he looked younger now than he did +when she first saw him standing by the bookstall at Victoria station. + +"It is very good of you," she said. "I should like it. Thank you. I--I +shall be sorry to say good-bye." + +He met her wistful eyes gravely. "I should like you to know that I +shall never forget this day," he said. "I shall never cease to be +grateful to you for being so--for being what you are. My wife is +different." + +"Your wife--" + +"I don't live with her." + +He took a card from his case presently and scribbled an address on it. +"I dare not hope that I shall ever hear from you again, but that is my +name, and letters will always be forwarded to me from my brother's +place. If ever I could do anything--" + +She faltered some word of thanks in an uncertain voice. She felt as if +something had come upon her for which she was unprepared, some shadow +of the world's pain, some flame of its fires that flickered at her +heart for a moment and was gone. She was suddenly afraid, not of the +brown eyes that were fixed so hungrily upon her face, but of herself. +She could hear the beating of her own heart. The pity of it--the pity +of it! He was so nice. Why could not they be friends-- + +The night had fallen long since and they were nearing Florence. + +"Don't forget to change at Empoli," he said. "I will send my man on as +far as that to look after you. Will you let me kiss you?" + +"Yes." + +He came over and sat on the seat by her side. "Don't be afraid. I +won't hurt you," he said gently, and then, seeing her pale, he drew +back. "No, I won't. It would not be fair. Oh, I beg your pardon! It +will be enough for me to remember how good you were." + +The train passed into the lighted station, and he stood up and took +his hat and coat from the rack before he turned to her once more. + +"Good-bye." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +"Has anyone seen our cousin?" asked Gemma as she helped herself to +_spaghetti_. + +Her aunt shrugged her fat shoulders. "No! The _donna di servizio_ is +mistress here, and she has ordained that the cousin shall not be +disturbed. She has even locked the door, and she carries the key in +her pocket." + +"It is true," old Carolina said placidly. She was accustomed to join +in the conversation at table when she chose, and Italian servants are +allowed great freedom of speech. "You were all in your beds when +Giovanni Scampo drove her here in his cab this morning or you would +have seen her then. The poor child is half dead with fatigue. Let her +sleep, I say. There are veal cutlets to come, Signorina Maria; will +you have more _spaghetti_?" + +"A little more." + +The old woman shook her head. "You eat too much." + +The Menotti lived in a small stuffy flat on the third floor of 25, +Piazza Tolomei. It had the one advantage of being central, but was +otherwise extremely inconvenient. The kitchen was hot and airless, and +the servant had to sleep in a dark cupboard adjoining, in an +atmosphere compounded of the scent of cheese, black beetles and old +boots. There were four bedrooms besides, all opening on to the +dining-room; and a tiny drawing-room, seldom used and never dusted, +was filled to overflowing with gilt furniture and decorative fantasies +in wool work. + +The Menotti did not entertain. They met their friends at church, or at +the theatre, or in the Lizza gardens, where they walked every evening +in the summer. No man had ever seen them other than well dressed, but +in the house they wore loose white cotton jackets and old skirts. They +were _en deshabille_ now, though their heads were elaborately dressed +and their faces powdered, and Maria's waist was considerably larger +than it appeared to be when she was socially "visible." + +"I must breathe sometimes," she said. + +The three girls were inclined to stoutness, but Gemma drank vinegar +and ate sparingly, and so had succeeded in keeping herself slim +hitherto, though she was only three years younger than Maria, who was +twenty-nine and looked forty. + +Carmela was podgy, but she might lace or not just as she pleased. No +one would look at her in any case since her kind, good-humoured, silly +face was marked with smallpox. + +Gemma was the pride of her aunt and the hope of the family. The girls +were poor, and it is hard for such to find husbands, but she had +recently become engaged to a young lawyer from Lucca, who had been +staying with friends in Siena when he saw and fell in love with the +girl whom the students at the University named the "Odalisque." + +Hers was the strange, boding loveliness of a pale orchid. She had no +colour, but her curved lips were faintly pink, as were the palms of +her soft, idle hands. "I shall be glad when she is married," her aunt +said often. "It is very well for Maria or Carmela to go through the +streets alone, but Gemma is otherwise, and I cannot be always running +after her. Then her temper ... _Dio mio!_" + +"Perhaps it is the vinegar," suggested Carolina rather spitefully. + +"No. She wants a husband." + +When the dinner was over Signora Carosi went to her room to lie down, +and her two elder nieces followed her example, but Carmela passed into +the kitchen with Carolina. + +"You will let me see the cousin," she said, wheedling. "Gemma thinks +she will be ugly, with great teeth and a red face like the +Englishwomen in the Asino, but I do not believe it." + +"If the signorina is hoping for a miracle of plainness she will be +unpleasantly surprised," said the old woman, and her shrivelled face +was as mischievous as a monkey's as she drew the key of Olive's room +from her pocket. "I am going to take her some soup now, and you shall +come with me." + +It is quite impossible to be retiring, or even modest, in the +mid-Victorian sense, in flats. A bedroom cannot remain an inviolate +sanctuary when it affords the only means of access to the bathroom or +is a short cut to the kitchen. Olive had had some experience of +suburban flats during holidays spent with school friends, and had +suffered the familiarity that breeds weariness in such close quarters. +As she woke now she was unpleasantly aware of strangers in the room. + +"Only a lover or a nurse may look at a woman while she sleeps without +offence," she said drowsily. "It is an unpardonable liberty in all +other classes of the population. Are you swains, or sisters of mercy?" +She opened her eyes and met Carmela's puzzled stare with laughter. "I +was saying that when one is ill or in love one can endure many +things," she explained in halting Italian. + +"Ah," Carmela said uncomprehendingly, "I am never ill, _grazia a Dio_, +but when Maria has an indigestion she is cross, and when Gemma is in +love her temper is dreadful. Perhaps, being a foreigner, you are +different. Are you tired?" + +"Yes, I am, rather, but go on talking to me. I am not sleepy." + +Carmela, nothing loth, drew a chair to the bedside. "You need not get +up yet," she said comfortably. "We always lie down after dinner until +five, and later we go for a walk. You will see the Via Cavour full of +people in the evening, officers and students, and mothers with +daughters to be married, all walking up and down and looking at each +other. Orazio Lucis first saw Gemma like that, and he followed us +home, and then found out who we were and asked questions about us. +Every day we saw him in the Piazza, smoking cigarettes, and waiting +for us to go out that he might follow us, and Gemma would give him one +look, and then cast down her eyes ... so!" Carmela caricatured her +sister's affectation of unconsciousness very successfully, and looked +to Olive and Carolina for applause. + +The servant grinned appreciation. "Yes, the signorina is very +_civetta_. I, also, have seen her simpering when the _avvocato_ has +been here, but she soon gets tired of him, and then her face is as God +made it." + +Olive dressed herself leisurely when they had left her, and unpacked +her clothes and her little store of books. Her cousins, coming to +fetch her soon after six o'clock, found her ready to go out, but so +absorbed in a guide-book of Siena that she did not hear Maria's knock +at the door. + +She had resolved that she would apply art and archaeology as plasters +to the wound life had given her already. She would stay her heart's +hunger with moods and tenses, but not of the verb "_amare_." Learning +and teaching, she might make her mind lord of her emotions. + +She came forward rather shyly to meet her cousins. The three together +were somewhat overpowering, flounced and frilled alike, and highly +scented. Maria and Carmela fat, pleasant and profuse; Gemma silent, +with dark resentful eyes and scornful lips that never smiled at other +women. + +"You will show me the best things?" Olive said eagerly when they had +all kissed her. "I want to see the Duomo first, and then the Palazzo +Vecchio--but that is only open in the mornings, is it? And this is the +Piazza Tolomei, so the house where Pia lived must be quite near." + +Gemma stared, but made no attempt to answer, and Maria looked +confused. + +"I am afraid you will find us all very stupid, _cara_," said Carmela, +apologetically. "We only go to the Duomo to pray, and as to museums +and picture-galleries-- And perhaps I had better tell you now, at +once, that we do not want to learn English. We have got you several +lessons through friends, but Maria and Carmela say they will not +fatigue themselves over a foreign language, and I--" + +"Oh," began Olive, "I thought--" + +Gemma interrupted her. "A thousand thanks," she said rudely. "We are +not school children; we read about Pia dei Tolomei years ago at the +_Scuola Normale_, but we do not consider her an amusing subject of +conversation now." + +The rose in Olive's cheeks deepened. "I shall soon learn to know your +likes and dislikes," she said, "and to understand your manners." + +"I hope so," answered Gemma as she left the room. Maria hurried after +her, but the younger sister caught at Olive's hand. + +"You must not listen to Gemma. Come, we will walk together. Let her go +on; she cannot forgive your nose for being straight." + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +A large parcel addressed to Miss Agar was brought to the house a few +weeks later. Olive was out giving a lesson when it came, and Gemma +turned it over, examining the post-mark and the writing. + +"Shall I open it and see what is inside? She would never know." + +Carmela was horrified. "How can you think of such a thing!" + +"Besides, it is sealed," added Maria. + +These two liked their cousin well enough, and when they wished to +tease the Odalisque they called her "_carina_" and praised her fresh +prettiness. It was always so easy to make Gemma angry, and lately she +had been more capricious and difficult than ever. Her sisters were +continually trying to excuse her. + +"She is so nervous," Maria said loyally, but her paraphrase availed +nothing. Olive understood her cousin and disliked her extremely, +though she accorded her a reluctant admiration. + +She came in now with her books--an English grammar and a volume of +translations--under her arm, and seeing that Gemma was watching her, +she took her parcel with a carefully expressionless phrase of thanks +to Carmela, who was anxious to cut the string, and carried it into her +room unopened. It was the tea-basket Jean Avenel had promised her. She +read the enclosed note, however, before she looked at it. + + "I am going to America and then to Russia. Do not quite + forget me. If ever you need anything write to my + brother, Hilaire Avenel, Villa Fiorelli, Settignano, + near Florence, and he will serve you for my sake as he + would for your own if he knew you. I think I have played + better since I have known you, my rose. One must suffer + much before one can express the divine sorrow of Chopin. + I said I would not write, but some promises are made to + be broken. Can you forgive me? + + "JEAN AVENEL." + +America and Russia ... the divine sorrow of Chopin ... I have played +better.... He was a pianist then, and surely a great one. Olive +remembered the slender brown hands that had seemed to her so supple +and so strong. But the name of Avenel was strange to her, and she was +sure she had never seen it on posters, or in the papers and magazines +that chronicle the doings of musical celebrities. + +She took the tea-things out of the basket one by one and looked at +them with pleasure. The sugar box and the caddy and the spoon were +all of silver, and engraved with her initials, and the cup and saucer +were painted with garlands of pale roses. + +Tears filled her eyes as she sat down at the little table in the +window and began to write. + + "You have sent me a tea equipage fit for an empress! It + is perfect, and I do not know how to thank you. Yes. I + forgive you for writing. Have I really helped you to + play? I am so glad. You say Chopin, so I suppose it is + the piano? I must tell you that I remember all the + stories you told me of Siena, and they add to the + interest of my days. I give English lessons, and am + making enough money to keep myself, but in the intervals + of grammar and '_I Promessi Sposi_' (no less than three + of my pupils are translating that interminable romance + into so-called English) I study the architecture of the + early Renaissance in the old narrow streets, and gaze + upon Byzantine Madonnas in the churches. The Duomo is an + archangel's dream, and I like to go there with my + cousins and steep my soul in its beauty while they say + their prayers and fan themselves. One of them is pretty + and she hates me; the other two are stout and kind and + empty-headed, and their aunt is nothing--a large, heavy + nothing--" + +Olive laid down her pen. "What will he think if I write him eight +pages? That I want to begin a correspondence? I do, but he must not +know it." + +She tore her letter up into small pieces and wrote two lines on a +sheet of note-paper. + + "Thank you very much for your kind present and for what + you say. Of course I forgive you ... and I shall not + forget.--Yours sincerely, OLIVE AGAR." + +She went to the window and threw the torn scraps of the first letter +out into the street, and then she sat down again and began to cry; not +for long. Women who know how precious youth is understand that tears +are an expensive luxury, and they are sparing of them accordingly. +They suffer more in the stern repression of their emotions than do +those who yield easily to grief, but they keep their eyelashes and +their complexions. + +Olive bathed her eyes presently and smoked a cigarette to calm her +nerves. She was going out that evening to dine with her favourite +pupil and his mother, and she knew they would be distressed if she +looked ill or sad. + +Aurelia de Sanctis had had troubles enough of her own. She had married +a patriot, a man with a beautiful eager face and a body spent with +disease, and a fever that never left him since the days when he lurked +in the marshes of the Maremma, crouched in a tangle of wet reeds and +rushes, and watching for the flash of steel in the sunshine. + +Austrian bayonets ... he raved of them in his dreams, and called upon +the names of comrades who had rotted in prisons or died in exile. His +young wife nursed him devotedly until he died, leaving her a widow at +twenty-seven. She had a small pension from the Government, and she +worked at dressmaking to eke it out. + +Her only child had grown up to be a hopeless invalid. He could not go +to school, so he lay all day on the sofa by the window in the tiny +sitting-room and helped his mother with her sewing. His poor little +bony hands were very quick and dexterous. + +In the evenings he read everything he could get hold of, books and +newspapers. The professors from the University, who came to see him +and were kind to him for his father's sake, told each other that he +was a genius and that his soul was eating up his frail body. They +wondered, pitifully, what poor Signora Aurelia would do when-- + +The mother was hopeful, however. "He takes such an interest in +everything that I think he must have a strong vitality though he seems +delicate," she said. + +He had expressed a wish to learn English, and when Signora Aurelia +first heard of Olive she wrote asking her to come and see her. The De +Sancti lived a little way outside the Porta Romana, on the edge of the +hill and outside the town, and Maria advised her cousin not to go +there. + +"It is so far out on a hot dusty road, and you will grow as thin and +dry as an old hen's drumstick if you walk so much. And I know the +signora is poor and will not be able to pay well." + +Olive went, nevertheless. Signora Aurelia herself opened the door to +her and showed evident pleasure at seeing her. The poor woman had been +beautiful, and now that she was worn by time and sorrow she still +looked like a goddess, exiled to earth, and altogether shabby--a deity +in reduced circumstances--but none the less divinely fair and kind. +Her great love for her child had so moulded her that she seemed the +very incarnation of motherhood. So might Ceres have appeared as she +wandered forlornly in search of her lost Persephone, gentle, weary, +her fineness a little blunted by her woes. + +"Are you the English signorina? Come in! My son will be so pleased," +she said as she led the girl into the room where Astorre was working +at embroidery. + +Olive saw a boy of seventeen sewing as he lay on the sofa. There were +some books on the floor within his reach, and a glass of lemonade was +set upon the window-sill, but he seemed quite absorbed in making fine +stitches. He looked up, however, as they came in and smiled at his +mother. + +"I have nearly finished," he said. "Presently I shall read the +sonnet, '_Pace non trovo, e non ho da far guerra_,' to refresh +myself." + +"This is the signorina who teaches English, _nino mio_." + +His face lit up at once and he held out his hand. "I have already +studied the grammar, but the pronunciation ... ah! that will be hard +to learn. Will you help me, signorina?" + +"Yes, indeed I will. We will read and talk together, and soon you will +speak English better than I can Italian." + +As she spoke and smiled her heart ached to see the hollowness of his +cheeks and the lines of pain about his young mouth. She guessed that +his poor body was all twisted and deformed under the rug that covered +it. Signora Aurelia took her out on to their little terrace garden +before she left. Twenty miles and more of fair Tuscan earth lay at +their feet, grey olive groves and green vineyards, and the hills +beyond all shimmering in the first heat of spring. Olive exclaimed at +the beauty of the world. + +"Yes. On summer evenings Astorre can lie here and watch what he calls +the pageant of the skies. The poor child is so fond of colour. I know +you will be very patient with him, signorina. He is so clever, but +some days he is in pain, and then he gets tired and so cannot learn so +well. You have kindly promised to come twice a week, but I must tell +you that I am not rich--" She looked at Olive wistfully. + +The girl dared not offer to teach Astorre for nothing. "I can see your +son will be a very good pupil," she said hastily. "Would one lire the +lesson suit you?" + +"Oh, yes," the signora said with evident relief. "But are you sure +that is enough? You must not sacrifice yourself, my dear--" + +"It will be a pleasure to come," Olive said very sincerely. + +The acquaintance soon ripened into a triangular friendship. The +signora grew to love the girl because she amused Astorre and was never +obviously sorry for him, or too gentle with him, as were some of the +well-meaning people who came to see the boy. "An overflow of pity is +like grease exuding," he said once. "I hate it." + +He was very old for his years. He had read everything apparently, and +he discussed problems of life and death with the air of a man of +forty. He had no illusions about himself. "I shall die," he said once +to Olive when his mother was not in the room. "My father gave me a +spirit that burns like Greek fire and a body like--like a spent +shell." + +The easy, desultory lessons were often prolonged, and then the girl +stayed to dinner and played dominoes afterwards with him or with his +mother until ten o'clock, when old Carolina came to fetch her home. +The withered little serving-woman was voluble, and always cheerfully +ready to lighten the way with descriptions of the last moments of her +children. She had had thirteen, and two were still surviving. "One +grows accustomed, _signorina mia_--" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +"You have been crying," Astorre said abruptly. + +Olive leant against the balustrade of the little terrace. She was +watching the fireflies that sparkled in the dusk of the vineyards in +the valley below. A breeze had risen from the sea at sunset, and it +stirred the leaves of the climbing roses and brought a faint sound of +convent bells far away. Some stars shone in the clear pale sky. + +Dinner had been cleared away, and Signora Aurelia had gone in to +finish a white dress she was making for a bride. Olive had offered to +help her. "I would rather you amused yourself with Astorre. I can see +you are tired," she had answered as she left them together. + +"You have been crying," the boy repeated insistently. + +She smiled at him then. "May I not shed tears if I choose?" + +"I must know why," he answered. + +"Oh, a castle in Spain." + +He looked at her searchingly. "And a castellan?" + +"Yes. I want a man, and I cannot have him. _Ecco!_" + +She did not expect him to take her seriously, but he was often +perversely inclined. "Of course," he said in a matter-of-fact tone, +"all women want a man or men. Do you think I have been lying here all +these years without finding that out? That need is the mainspring of +life, the key to heaven, and the root of all evil. If--if I were +different someone would want me--" His voice broke. + +Olive looked away from him. "How still the night is," she said. "The +nightingales are singing in the woods below, Astorre. Do you hear +them?" + +"I am not deaf," he answered in a muffled voice, "I hear them. Will +you hear me?" + +Watching her closely he saw that she shrank from him. "Do not be +afraid," he said gruffly. "I am not going to be a fool. No man on +earth is worth your tears. That is all I wanted to say." + +"Ah, child, you are young for all your wisdom. I was not sorry for him +but for myself." + +"Liar!" he cried petulantly, and then caught at her hand. "Forgive me! +Come now and read me a sonnet of your Keats and then translate it to +me." + +Obediently she stooped to pick up the book. The flame of the little +lamp on the table at his side burned steadily. + +He lay with closed eyes and lips that moved, repeating the words after +her. "It is very good to listen to your voice while you are here with +me alone under the stars," he said presently. "Tell me, does this man +love you?" + +She was silent. + +"Does he love you?" + +"I think he did, but perhaps he has forgotten me now." + +"I love you," the boy said deliberately. + +"I cannot come again if you talk like this, Astorre." + +"I shall never say it again," he answered, "but I want you to remember +that it is so, because it may comfort you. Such words never come amiss +to women. They feed on the hunger of our hearts." + +"Don't say that!" she cried. "It is true that I like you to be fond of +me, and I love you. In the best way, Astorre--oh, do believe that it +is the best way!" + +"With your soul, I suppose? Do you think I am an angel because I am a +cripple?" he asked bitterly. + +"I am sorry--" + +"Poor little girl," he said more gently, "I have hurt you instead of +comforting you, as I meant to do. But how can I give what is not mine? +How can I cry 'Peace,' when there is no peace? You will suffer still +when I am at rest." + +The boy's mother put down her work presently and came out to them, and +the three sat silently watching the moon rise beyond the hills. It was +as though a veil had been withdrawn to show the glimmer of distant +streams, the white walls of peasant dwellings set among their vines, +the belfry tower of an old Carthusian monastery belted in by tall dark +cypresses, and the twisted shadows thrown by the gnarled trunks and +outstanding roots of the olive trees. + +"All blue and silver," cried the girl after a while. "Thank God for +Italy!" + +"She has cost her children dear," the elder woman answered, sighing. +"Beyond that rampart of hills lies the Maremma, and swamps, marshes, +forests are to be drained now, they say, and made profitable. You will +see some peasants from over there in our streets at the time of the +Palio. Poor souls! They are so lean and haggard and yellow that their +bones seem to be piercing through their discoloured skins." + +"The Palio! I think Signor Lucis is coming to Siena to see it," Olive +said. + +"Is that the man your cousin Gemma is to marry?" the dressmaker asked +curiously. "I had heard that she was engaged, but one hears so many +things. Do you like her?" + +"Not very much, but really I see very little of her. I am out all day +teaching." + +The door-bell clanged as the girl rose to go. "That is Carolina come +for her stray sheep," she said, smiling. "They will not believe that I +can come home by myself at night." + +"They are quite right. If your aunt's servant did not come for you I +should take you back to the Piazza Tolomei myself." + +"You forget that I am English." + +Olive never attempted to explain her code; she stated her nationality +and went on her way. Her first pupils had all been young girls, but as +it became known that she was really English her circle widened. The +prior of a Dominican convent near San Giorgio, and two privates from a +regiment of Lancers stationed in the Fortezza, came to her to be +taught, and some of Astorre's friends, students at the University, +were very anxious for lessons, and as the Menotti refused to have them +in their house Olive had to hire a room to receive them. + +The aunt disapproved. "It is not right," she said, and when Olive +assured her that she could not afford to lose good pupils she shook +her large head. + +"You will go your own way, I suppose, but do not bring your men here. +I cannot have soldiers scratching up the carpet with their spurs, or +monks dropping snuff on it." + +Olive's days were filled, and she, having no time for the +self-tormentings of idle women, was content to be not quite unhappy. +She needed love and could not rest without it, and she was at least +partially satisfied. Astorre and his mother adored her, thought her +perfect, held her dear. All her pupils seemed to like her, and some of +the students brought her little gifts of flowers, and packets of +chocolate and almond-rock that Maria ate for her. The prior gave her a +plaster statuette of St Catherine. "She was clever, and so are you," +he said. + +"Carmela, I am not really _antipatica_?" + +"What foolishness! No." + +"Why does Gemma hate me then? No one else does, or if they do they +hide it, but she looks daggers at me always." + +Carmela had been invited to tea in her cousin's bedroom. The water did +not boil yet, but her mouth was already full of cake. + +"What happened the other night when Gemma let you in?" she mumbled. + +"Did she say anything to you?" + +"No, but I am not blind or deaf. You have not spoken to each other +since." + +Olive lifted the kettle off the spirit lamp. "You like it weak, I +know." + +"Yes, and three lumps of sugar. Tell me what happened, _cara_." + +"Well, as I came up the stairs that night I noticed a strong scent of +tobacco--good tobacco. Sienese boys smoke cheap cigarettes, and the +older men get black Tuscan cigars, but this was different. It reminded +me of-- Oh, well, never mind. When I came to the first landing I felt +sure there was someone standing close against the wall waiting for me +to go by, and yet when I spoke no one answered. You know how dark it +is on the stairs at night. I could not see anything, but I listened, +and, Carmela, a watch was ticking quite near me, by my ear. I could +not move for a moment, and then I heard Carolina calling--she was +with me, you know, but she had gone up first--and I got up somehow. +Gemma let us in. She said she had been asleep, and I noticed that her +hair was all loose and tumbled. I told her I fancied there was someone +lurking on the stairs, and she said it must have been the cat, but I +knew from the way she said it that she was angry. She lit her candle +and marched off into her own room without saying good-night, and I was +sorry because I have always wanted to be friends with her. I thought I +would try to say something about it, so I went to her door and +knocked. She opened it directly. 'Go away, spy,' she said very +distinctly, and then I grew angry too. I laughed. 'So there was a man +on the stairs,' I said." + +Carmela stirred her tea thoughtfully. "Ah!" she said. "How nice these +spoons are. I wish you would tell me who gave them to you." + +She helped herself to another cake. "Gemma is difficult, and we shall +all be glad when September comes and she is safely married. She is +lazy. You have seen us of a morning, cutting out, basting, stitching +at her wedding clothes, while she sits with her hands folded. Are you +coming out with us this evening?" + +The Menotti strolled down to the Lizza nearly every day after the +_siesta_, and Carmela often persuaded her cousin to accompany them. +The gardens were set on an outlying spur of the hill on which the +wolf's foster son, Remus, built the city that was to be fairer than +Rome. The winter winds, coming swiftly from the sea, whipped the +laurels into strange shapes, shook the brown seed pods from the bare +boughs of the acacias, and froze the water that dripped from the +Medicean balls on the old wall of the Fortezza. Even in summer a +little breeze would spring up towards sunset, and the leaves that had +hung heavy and flaccid on the trees in the blazing heat of noon would +be stirred by it to some semblance of life, while the shadows +lengthened, and the incessant maddening scream of the locusts died +down into silence. The gardens were a favourite resort. As the church +bells rang the Ave Maria the people came to them by Camollia and San +Domenico, to see each other and to talk over the news of the day. + +Smart be-ribboned nurses carrying babies on white silk cushions tied +with pink or blue rosettes, young married women with their children, +stout mothers chaperoning the elaborate vivacity of their daughters, +occupied seats near the bandstand, or lingered about the paths as they +chattered and fanned themselves incessantly to the strains of the +Intermezzo from _Cavalleria Rusticana_ or some march of Verdi's. A +great gulf was fixed between the sexes on these occasions. The young +men congregated about the base of Garibaldi's statue; more or less +gilded youths devoted to "le Sport," wearing black woollen jerseys +and perforated cycling shoes, while lady-killers braved strangulation +in four-inch collars. There were soldiers too, cavalry lieutenants, +slender, erect, and very conscious of their charms, and dark-faced +priests, who listened to the music carefully with their eyes fixed on +the ground, as being in the crowd but not of it. Olive watched them +all with mingled amusement and impatience. If only the boys would talk +to their friends' sisters instead of eyeing them furtively from afar; +if only the girls would refrain from useless needlework and empty +laughter. They talked incessantly and called every mortal--and +immortal--thing _carina_. Queen Margherita was _carina_, and so was +the new cross-stitch, and so was this blue-eyed Olive. Yes, they +admitted her alien charm. She was _strana_, too, but they did not use +that word when she was there or she would have rejoiced over such an +enlargement of their vocabulary. + +"They are amiable," she told Astorre, "but we have not one idea in +common." + +"Ah," he said, "can one woman ever praise another without that 'but'? +Do you think them pretty?" he asked. + +"Yes, but one does not notice them when Gemma is there." + +"That is the pale one, isn't it? I have heard of her from the +students, and also from the professors of the University. One of my +friends raves about her Greek profile and her straight black brows. He +calls her his silent Sappho, but I fancy Odalisque is a better name +for her. There is no brain or heart, is there?" + +"I don't know," she answered uncertainly. "She seldom speaks to +anyone, never to me." + +"She is jealous of you probably." + +The heats of July tried the boy. He was not so well as he had been in +the spring, and lately he had not been able to help his mother with +her needlework. The hours of enforced idleness seemed very long, and +he watched for Olive's coming with pathetic eagerness. She never +failed to appear on Tuesdays and Saturdays, though the lessons had +been given up since his head ached when he tried to learn. Signora +Aurelia met her always at the door with protestations of gratitude. +"You amuse him and make him laugh, my dear, because you are so fresh, +and you do not mind what you say. It is good of you to come so far in +the sun." + +The girl's heart ached to see the haggard young face so white against +the dark velvet of the piled-up cushions. The deep grey eyes lit up +with pleasure at the sight of her, but she found it hard to meet their +yearning with a smile. + +Sometimes she found old men sitting with him, grave and potent +signiors, professors from the University, who, on being introduced, +beamed paternally and asked her questions about Oxford and Cambridge. +There were bashful youths too, who blushed when she entered and rose +hurriedly with muttered excuses. If they could be induced to stay, +Olive, seeing that it pleased Astorre to see them shuffling their feet +and writhing on their chairs in an agony of embarrassment before her, +did her best to make them uncomfortable. + +"Your friends are all so timid," she said. He looked at her with a +kind of triumph, a pride of possession. + +"They do not understand you as I do. Fausto admires you, but you +frighten him." + +"Is he Gemma's adorer?" she asked with a careful display of +indifference. + +"Yes, he is always _amoroso_." + +"Ah! Does he smoke?" + +"Yes. Why?" + +"Oh, nothing," she said. She did not really believe that the man on +the stairs could have been Fausto. Gemma would not look twice at such +a harmless infant now. When she was forty-five, perhaps, she might +smile on boys, but at twenty-six-- + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Olive sat in her little bedroom correcting exercises. + +It was the drowsy middle of the afternoon and the heat was intense. +All the grey-green and golden land of Tuscany lay still and helpless +at the mercy of the sun. The birds had long ceased singing, and only +the thin shrilling of the locusts broke the August silence. The +parched earth was pale, and great cracks that only the autumn rains +could fill had opened on the hillsides, but the ripening maize lay +snug within its narrow sheaths of green, and the leaves of the vines +hid great bunches of purpling grapes. In the fields men rested awhile +from their labours, and the patient white oxen stood in the shade of +the mulberries, while the sunburnt lads who drove them bathed their +tired bodies in the stream, or lay idly in the lush grass at the +water's edge. + +In the town the walls of houses that had fronted the morning sun were +scorching to the touch, and there was no coolness even in the steep +northward streets that were always in shadow, or in the grey +stone-paved courts of the palaces. There were few people about at this +hour, and the little stream of traffic had run dry in the Via Cavour. +A vendor of melons drew his barrow close up to the battered old column +in the Piazza Tolomei, and squatted down on the ground beside it. +"_Cocomeri! Fresc' e buoni!_" he cried once or twice, and then rolled +over and went to sleep. A peasant girl carrying a basket of eggs +passed presently, and she looked wistfully at the fruit, but she did +not disturb his slumbers. + +"Is that the aunt of your friend's mother? No, it is the sister of my +niece's governess." Olive laid down her pen. She was only partially +dressed and her hair hung loosely about her bare white shoulders. The +heat made hairpins seem a burden and outer garments superfluous. "My +niece's governess is the last. Thank Heaven for that!" she said, and +she sat down on the brick floor to take off her stockings. Gemma's +_fidanzato_, her lawyer from Lucca, was coming to Siena for a week. He +would lodge next door and come in to the Menotti for most of his +meals, and already poor old Carolina was busy in the hot, airless +kitchen, beating up eggs for a _zabajone_, and Signora Carosi had gone +out to buy ice for the wine and sweet cakes to be handed round with +little glasses of _vin_ Santo or Marsala. + +Carmela came into her cousin's room soon after four o'clock. "I have +just taken Gemma a cup of black coffee. Her head aches terribly." + +"I heard her moving about her room in the night," Olive answered, and +she added, under her breath, "Poor Gemma!" + +Carmela lowered her voice too. "Of course Maria and I know that you +see what is going on as well as we do. There is some man ... she lets +down a basket from her window at nights for letters, and I believe she +meets him when my aunt thinks she has gone to Mass. It is dreadful. +How glad we shall be when she is safely married and away." + +"Who is the man?" + +"Hush! I don't know. Do you hear the beating of a drum? One of the +_Contrade_ is coming." + +The two girls ran to the window, and Olive opened the green shutters a +little way that they might see out without being seen. The day of the +Palio was close at hand, and the pages and _alfieri_ of the rival +parishes, whose horses were to run in the race, were already going +about the town. Olive never tired of watching the flash of bright +colours as the flags were flung up and deftly caught again, and she +cried out now with pleasure as the little procession moved leisurely +across the piazza. + +"I wonder why they come here," Carmela said, as the first _alfiero_ +let the heavy folds of silk ripple about his head, twisted the staff, +seemed to drop it, and gathered it to him again easily with his left +hand. The page stood aside with a grave assumption of the gilded +graces of the thirteenth century. He was handsome in his dress of +green and white and scarlet velvet. + +"Why does he look up here?" + +Olive laughed a little. "He is the son of the cobbler who mends my +boots," she whispered. "He is trying to learn English and I have lent +him some books, and that is why he has come to do us honour. I think +it is charming of him." + +She took a white magnolia blossom from a glass dish on her table. +"Shall I be mediaeval too?" + +The boy raised smiling eyes as the pale flower came fluttering down to +him. One of the _alfieri_ laughed aloud. + +"_O Romeo, sei bello!_" + +"_Son' felice!_" he answered, and he kissed the waxen petals ardently. + +Olive softly clapped her hands together. "Is he not delicious! What an +actor! Oh, Italy!" + +Now that the performance was over the _alfieri_ strolled across the +piazza to the barrow that was still drawn up by the column. +"_Cocomeri! Fresc' e buoni!_" + +"I never know what will please you," Carmela said as she sat down. +"But foreigners always like the Palio. You will see many English and +Americans and Germans on the stands." + +"Yes, I love it all. Yesterday I passed through the Piazza del Campo +and saw the workmen putting palings all about the centre, and +hammering at the stands, while others strewed sand on the course and +fastened mattresses to the side of the house by San Martino." + +"Ah, the _fantini_ are often thrown there and flung against the wall. +If there were no mattresses ... crack!" Carmela made a sound as of +breaking bones and hummed a few bars of Chopin's _Marche Funebre_. + +Olive shuddered. "You are an impressionist, Carmela. Two dabs of +scarlet and a smear--half a word and a shrug of the shoulders--and you +have expressed a five-act tragedy. I think you could act." + +"Oh, I am not clever; I should never be able to remember my part." + +"You would improvise," Olive was beginning, when Carmela sprang up and +ran to the window again. + +"It is Orazio!" she cried. "He has come in a cab." + +The _vetturino_ had pulled his horse up with a jerk of the reins after +the manner of his kind; the wretched animal had slipped and he was now +beating it about the head with the butt end of his whip. His fare had +got out and was looking on calmly. + +Olive hastily picked up one of her shoes and flung it at them. It +struck the _vetturino_ just above the ear. "A nasty crack," she said. +"His language is evidently frightful. It is a good thing I can't +understand it, Carmela." + +She looked down at the angry, bewildered men, and the _vetturino_, +catching a glimpse of the flushed face framed in a soft fluff of brown +hair, shook his fist and roared a curse upon it. + +"Touch that horse again and I'll throw a jug of boiling water over +you," she cried as she drew the green shutters to; and then, in quite +another tone, "Oh, Giovanni, be good. What has the poor beast ever +done to you?" She turned to Carmela. "I know him. His wife does +washing for Signora Aurelia," she explained. + +A slow grin overspread the man's heavy face as he rubbed his head. + +"Mad English," he said, and then looked closely at the coin the +Lucchese had tendered him. + +"Your legal fare," Orazio began pompously. + +"Santo Diavolo--" + +"I am a lawyer." + +"_Si capisce!_ Will you give the signorina her shoe?" He handed it to +Orazio, who took it awkwardly. + +"The incident is closed," Olive said as she came back to her cooling +tea. "I hope there is a heaven for horses and a hell for men. Oh, how +I hate cruelty! Carmela, if that is Orazio I must say I sympathise +with Gemma. How could any woman love a mean, narrow-shouldered, +whitey-brown paper thing like that?" + +"It is a pity," sighed Carmela as she moved towards the door. "But +after all they are all alike in the end. I must go now to help Maria +lace. I pull a little, and then wait a few minutes. _E un martirio!_" + +"Why does she do it?" + +"Why does an ostrich bury its head in the sand? Why does a camel try +to get through the eye of a needle? (But perhaps he does not.) I often +tell her fat cannot be hidden, but she will not believe." + +When Olive went into the _salotto_ a few minutes before seven she +found the family assembled. Signor Lucis rose from his place at +Gemma's side as the aunt uttered the introductory formula. He brought +his heels together and bowed stiffly from the waist, and when Olive +gave him her hand in English fashion he took it limply and held it for +a moment before he dropped it. His string-coloured moustache was +brushed up from a loose-lipped mouth, and he showed bad teeth when he +smiled. + +"The signorina speaks Italian?" + +"Oh, yes." + +"Ah, does she come from London?" + +"I had no settled home in England." + +"Ah! The sun never shines there?" + +She laughed. "Not as it does here," she admitted. "Where is my shoe?" + +"It was yours then?" he said with an attempt at playfulness. "Gemma +has been quite jealous of the unknown owner, but she says it is much +larger than any of hers." The girls' eyes met but neither spoke, and +Orazio babbled on, unheeding: "Her feet are _carini_, and I can span +her ankle with my thumb and forefinger; but you are small made too, +signorina." + +Carolina poked her head in at the door. "_Al suo comodo e pronto_," +she said, referring to the dinner, and hurried away again to dish up +the veal cutlets. + +The young man contrived to remain behind in the _salotto_ for a moment +and to keep Gemma with him. Olive looked at them as they took their +places at table, and she understood that the girl had had to submit to +some caress. She looked sick and her lips were quite white, and if +Lucis had been a man of quick perceptions he would have realised, her +face must have shown him, that she loathed him. He was dense, however, +and though he commented on her silence later on it was evident that he +attributed it to shyness. + +Olive, thinking to do well, flung herself into the conversational +breach. Her cousins had nothing to say, and the aunt's thoughts were +set on the dinner and cumbered with much serving. So she talked to him +as in duty bound, and he seemed inclined to banter her. + +Her feet, her temper, her relations with _vetturini_. He was +execrable, but she would not take offence. + +After dinner they all sat in the little _salotto_ until it was time to +go to the theatre, and still Olive talked and laughed with Orazio, +teaching him English words and making fun of his pronunciation of +them. Gemma watched her sombrely and judged her by her own standards, +and Carmela caught at her cousin's arm presently as they passed down +the crowded Via Cavour together. + +"Why did you make her so angry? She will always hate you now. I did +not know you were _civetta_." + +Olive looked startled. "Angry? What do you mean?" + +"Why did you speak so much to Orazio? Gemma thought you wanted to take +her husband from her and she will not forgive." + +"Why, I could see it made her ill to look at him and that she shrank +from his touch, and I did as I would be done by. I distracted his +attention." + +Carmela laughed in spite of herself. "Oh, Olive, and I thought you +were so clever. Do you not understand that one can be jealous of a man +one does not love? I know that though I am stupid. All Italians are +jealous. You must remember that." + +"I am sorry," Olive said ruefully after a pause. "I see you are right. +She will never believe that I wanted to help her. If only you could +persuade her to give up Orazio. Surely the other man would come +forward then. You and Maria talk of getting her safely married and +away, but I see farther. There can be no safety in union with the +wrong man--" + +Carmela shook her head. "She wants a husband," she said stolidly, +"and Orazio will make a good one. You do not understand us, my dear. +You can please yourself with dreams and fancies, but we are +different." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Olive was careful to sit down with Carmela on one side of their box on +the second tier, leaving two chairs in front for the _fidanzati_, but +the young man made several efforts to include her in the conversation +and she understood that she had put herself in a false position. +Orazio had misunderstood her because her manners were not the manners +of Lucca, and he knew no others. It annoyed her to see that he plumed +himself on his conquest, but her sense of humour enabled her to avoid +his glances with a good grace, especially as she realised that she had +brought them on herself. + +She felt nothing but pity for her cousin now. It would be terrible to +marry a man like that, she thought, and she wondered that so many +women could rush in where angels feared to tread. She believed that +there were infinite possibilities of happiness in the holy state of +matrimony, but it seemed to her that perhaps the less said of some +actualities the better. + +Carmela was right. At this time she pastured on dreams and fancies. +Her emotions were not starved, but they were kept down and only +allowed to nibble. She thought often of the man who had been kind to +her, and sometimes she wished that he had kissed her. It would have +been something to remember. Often, if she closed her eyes, she could +almost cheat herself into believing him there close beside her, his +brown gaze upon her, his lips quivering with a strange eagerness that +troubled her and yet made her glad. Jean Avenel. It was a good name. + +He had gone to America and she assured herself that he must have +forgotten her, but she did not try to forget him. She nursed the +little wistful sorrow for what might have been, as women will, and +would not bind up the scratch he had inflicted. Already she had +learned that some pain is pleasant, and that a stinging sweetness may +be distilled from tears. Sometimes at night, when it was too hot to +sleep and she lay watching the fine silver lines of moonlight passing +across the floor, she asked herself if she would see him again, and +when, and how, and wove all manner of cobweb fancies about what might +be. + +She ripened quickly as fruit ripens in the hot sunshine of Italy; her +lips were more sweetly curved and coloured, and her blue eyes were +shadowed now. They were like sapphires seen through a veil. + +Maria gave her the opera-glasses and she raised them to scan the +house. It was a gala night and the theatre was hung with flags and +brilliantly illuminated. There were candles everywhere, and the great +chandelier that hung from the ceiling was lit. The heat was stifling, +and the incessant fluttering of fans gave the women in the _parterre_ +and in the crowded boxes a look of unrest that was belied by their +placid, expressionless faces. Many glanced up at the Menotti in their +box. There was some criticism of Gemma's Lucchese. + +"He is ugly, but she could not expect to get a husband here where she +is so well known. They say--" + +"The Capuan Psyche and a rose from the garden of Eden," said a man in +the stage box, who had discerned Olive's fresh, eager prettiness +beyond the pale beauty of the Odalisque. + +He handed the glasses to his neighbour. "Choose." + +"The _role_ of Paris is a thankless one; it involved death in the end +for the shepherd prince." + +"Yes, but you are not a shepherd prince." + +The man addressed was handsome as a faun might be and as a tiger is. +Not sleek, but lean and brown, with hot, insolent eyes and a fine and +cruel mouth. A great emerald sparkled on the little finger of his left +hand. He was one of the few in the house who wore evening dress, and +he was noticeable on that account, but he had been standing talking +with some other men at the back of his box hitherto. He came forward +now and Gemma saw him. Her set lips relaxed and seemed to redden as +she met his bold, lifted gaze, but as his eyes left hers and he +raised his glasses to stare past her at Olive her face contracted so +that for the moment she was almost ugly. + +The performance was timed to begin at nine, but at twenty minutes past +the hour newsvendors were still going to and fro with bundles of +evening papers, and the orchestra was represented by a melancholy +bald-headed man with a cornet. The other musicians came in leisurely, +one by one, and at last the conductor took his place and the audience +settled down and was comparatively quiet while the Royal March was +being played. The orchestra had begun the overture to _Rigoletto_ when +some of the men who stood in the packed arena behind the _palchi_ +cried out and their friends in other parts of the house joined in. +They howled like wolves, and for a few minutes the uproar was +terrific, and Verdi's music was overwhelmed by the clamour of voices +until the conductor, turning towards the audience, said something +inaudible with a deprecating bow and a quick movement of his hands. + +"_Ora, zitti!_" yelled a voice from the gallery. + +Silence was instant, and the whole house rose and stood reverently, +listening to a weird and confused jumble of broken chords that yet +could stir the pulses and quicken the beating of young hearts. + +Olive had risen with the rest. "What is it?" she whispered to Maria. + +"Garibaldi's Hymn." + +It seemed a red harmony of rebellious souls, climbing, struggling, +clutching at the skirts of Freedom. The patter of spent shot, the +heavy breathing of hunted fugitives, the harsh crying of dying men, +the rush of feet that stumbled as they came over the graves of the +Past; all these sounds of bygone strife rang, as it were, faintly, +beyond the strange music, as the sea echoes, sighing, in a shell. + +Signora Aurelia had told Olive how in the years before Italy was free +and united under the king, when Guiseppe Verdi was a young man, the +students would call his name in the theatre until the house rang to +the cry of "_Viva Verdi! Viva Verdi!_" A little because they loved +their music-maker, more because V. E. R. D. I. meant Vittor Emanuele, +Re D'Italia, and they liked to sing his forbidden praises in the very +ears of the white-coat Austrians. + +They had their Victor. Had he not sufficed? Olive knew that the +authorities scarcely countenanced the playing of the Republican hymn. +Was it because it made men long for some greater ruler than a king, or +for no ruler at all? Freedom is more elusive even than happiness. +Never yet has she yielded herself to men, though she makes large +promises and exacts sacrifices as cruel as ever those of Moloch could +have been. Her altars stream with blood, but she ... she is talking, +or she is pursuing, or she is on a journey, or peradventure she +sleepeth ... and her prophets must still call upon her and cut +themselves with knives. + +As the curtain went up Olive leant forward that she might see the +stage. It was her first opera. Music is a necessity in Italy, but in +England it is a luxury, and somehow she and her mother had never been +able to afford even seats in the gallery at Covent Garden. + +Now all her thoughts, all her fancies, were swept away in the flood of +charming melody. The story, when she understood it, shocked and +repelled her. It seemed strange that crime should be set to music, and +that one should have to see abduction, treachery, vice, and a murder +brutally committed in full view of the audience, while the tenor sang +the lightest of all his lyrics: "_La donna e mobile_." + +Gemma asked for an ice during the second _entr'acte_, and Orazio +hurried out to get one for her at the buffet. The girl looked tired, +but she was kind to her lover in her silent, languid way, listening to +his whispered inanities, and allowing him to hold her hand, though her +flesh shrank from the damp clamminess of his grasp, and she hated his +nearness and wished him away. + +The man who sat alone now in the stage box could see no flaw in her +composure, and she seemed to him as perfectly calm as she was +perfectly beautiful, though he had noticed that not once had she +looked towards the stage. She kept her eyes down, and they were +shadowed by the long black lashes. Ah, she was beautiful! The man's +lean brown face was troubled and he sighed under his breath. He went +out in the middle of the third act, and he did not come back again. + +After a while Gemma moved restlessly. "Orazio, _per carita_! Your hand +is so hot and sticky! I shall change places with Carmela," she said. +She released her fingers from the young man's grasp with the air of +one crushing a forward insect or removing a bramble from the path, and +she actually beckoned to her sister to come. + +Orazio flushed red and he seemed about to speak as Carmela rose from +her seat, but the aunt interposed hurriedly. + +"Sit still, Gemma, you are tired or you would not speak so. The lights +hurt your eyes and make your head ache." + +"Yes, I am tired," the girl said wearily. "I slept ill last night. +Forgive me, Orazio, if I was cross. I am sorry." + +Her dull submission touched Olive with a sudden sense of pity and of +fear, but Orazio was blind and deaf to all things written between the +lines of life, and he could not interpret it. + +"I do not always understand you," he said stiffly, and he would not +relax until presently she drew nearer to him of her own accord. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The Vicolo dei Moribondi is the narrowest of all the steep stone-paved +streets that lead from the upper town to the market-place of Siena, +and the great red bulk of the Palazzo Pubblico overshadows it. Olive +had come that way once from the Porta Romana, and seeing the legend: +"_Affitasi una camera_" displayed in the doorway of one of the shabby +houses, had been moved to climb the many stairs to see the room in +question. + +It proved to be a veritable eyrie, large, bare, passably clean, and +very well lighted. From the window she saw the hillside below the +church of San Giuseppe, a huddle of red roofs and grey olive orchards +melting into a blue haze of distance beyond the city walls, and the +crowning heights of San Quirico. Leaning out over the sill of +crumbling stone she looked down into the Vicolo as into a well. + +The rent was very low, and the woman who had the room to let seemed a +decent though a frowsy old soul, and so the matter was settled there +and then, and Olive had left the house with the key of her new domain +in her pocket. + +She had bought a table and two chairs and a shelf for her books at a +second-hand furniture shop near the Duomo, and had given her first +lesson there two days later, and soon the quiet place seemed more like +home to her than the stuffy flat in the Piazza Tolomei. What matter if +she came to it breathless from climbing five flights of stairs? It was +good to be high up above the stale odours of the streets. The window +was always open. There were no woollen mats to be faded or waxen +fruits to be melted by the sun's heat. A little plaster bust of Dante +stood on the table, and Olive kept the flowers her pupils gave her, +pink oleander blossoms and white roses from the terrace gardens, in a +jar of majolica ware, but otherwise the place was unadorned. + +"It is like a convent," Carmela said when she came there with Maria +and her aunt for an English tea-drinking. + +Signora Carosi had sipped a little tea and eaten a good many of the +cakes Olive had bought from the _pasticceria_. "The situation is +impossible," she remarked, as she brushed the crumbs off her lap. + +"The stairs are a drawback," Olive admitted, not without malice, "but +fortunately my pupils are all young and strong." + +"You are English. I always say that when I am asked how I can permit +such things. 'What would you? She teaches men grammar alone in an +attic. I cannot help it. She is English.'" + +Gemma had been asked to come too on this occasion, but she had excused +herself. She so often had headaches when the others were going out, +and they would leave her lying down in her room. When they came back +she was always up and better, and yet she seemed feverish and strange. +Then sometimes of a morning, when Maria and the aunt had gone out +marketing, and Carmela, shapeless and dishevelled in her white cotton +jacket, was dusting or ironing, the beautiful idle sister would come +out of her room, dressed for the street and carrying a prayer-book. +Carmela would remonstrate with her. "You are not going alone?" + +"Only to mass." + +On the morning of the fifteenth of August she did not go with the +others to the parish church at six o'clock, but she was up early, +nevertheless. She wrote a letter, and presently, having sealed it, she +dropped it out of the window. A boy who had been lingering about the +piazza since dawn, and staring up at the close-shuttered fronts of the +tall houses, picked it up and ran off with it. When Maria and Carmela +came back with their aunt soon after seven they drank their black +coffee in the kitchen before going to their rooms to rest. Carolina +took Olive's breakfast in to her on a tray when they were gone. The +English girl had milk with her coffee and some slices of bread spread +with rancid butter. Gemma lay in wait for the old woman and stopped +her as she came from the kitchen. + +"Find out what she is going to do to-day," she whispered. + +Carolina nodded and her shrivelled monkey face was puckered into a +smile. She came back presently. "She is going to the Duomo and then to +_colazione_ with the De Sancti. She will go with Signora Aurelia to +see the Palio and only come back here to supper." + +Gemma went back to her room to finish her dressing. She put on a pink +muslin frock and a hat of white straw wreathed with roses and leaves. +Surely her beauty should avail to give her all she desired, light and +warmth always, diamonds and fine laces, and silks to clothe her and +give her grace, and the possession of the one man's heart, with his +name and a place in the world beside him. Surely she was not destined +to live with Orazio and his tiresome mother, penned up in a shabby +little house in Lucca, and there growing old and hideous. She sat +before her glass thinking these thoughts and waiting until she heard +Olive's quick, light step in the passage and then the opening and +shutting of the front door. Carolina was in the kitchen and the others +had gone to lie down, but she went into the dining-room and listened +for a moment there before she ventured into her cousin's room. She had +often been in to pry when alone in the flat, and she knew where to +look for the key of the attic in the Vicolo. Olive always kept it in a +corner of the table drawer and it was there now. Gemma smiled her rare +slow smile as she put it in her purse. There was a photograph of her +aunt--Olive's mother--on the dressing-table, and a Tauchnitz edition +of Swinburne's _Atalanta in Calydon_ lay beside it, the embroidered +tassel of the marker being one of Astorre's pitiful little gifts. She +swept them off on to the floor and poured the contents of the +ink-stand over them. She had acted on a spiteful impulse, and she was +half afraid when she saw the black stream trickling over the book and +blotting out the face of the woman who had been of her kin. It seemed +unlucky, a _malore_, and she was vexed with herself. She looked into +the kitchen on her way out. "Carolina, if they ask where I am I have +gone to church." + +The old woman nodded. "Very well, signorina, but you are becoming too +devout. _Bada, figlia mia!_" + +Siena is a city dedicated to the Virgin, and the feast of her +Assumption is the greatest of all her red-letter days. The streets had +echoed at dawn to the feet of _contadini_ coming in by the Porta +Romana, the Porta Camollia, the Porta Pespini. The oxen had been fed +and left in their stalls; there was no ploughing in the fields on this +day, no gathering of figs, no sound of singing voices and laughter in +the vineyards. The brown wrinkled old men and women, the lithe, +slender youths in their suits of black broadcloth--wood gods disguised +by cheap tailoring--all had left their work and come many a mile along +the dusty roads and across fields to the town for the dear Madonna's +sake, and to see the Palio. The country girls had all new dresses for +the _Ferragosto_ and they strutted in the Via Cavour like little +pigeons pluming themselves in the sunshine. They were nearly all +pretty, and the flapping hats of Tuscan straw half hid and half +revealed charming curves of cheek and chin, little tip-tilted noses, +soft brown eyes. Many of the townsfolk were out too on this day of +days and the streets were crowded with gay, vociferous people. There +was so much to see. The old picture-gallery was free to all, and the +very beggars might go in to see the sly, pale, almond-eyed Byzantine +Madonne in their gilt frames, and Sodoma's tormented Christ at the +Pillar with the marks of French bullets in the plaster. All the +palaces too were hung with arras, flags fluttered everywhere, church +bells were ringing. + +Gemma passed down a side street and went a little out of her way to +avoid the Piazza del Campo, but she had to cross the Via Ricasoli, and +the crowd was so dense there that she was forced to stand on a +doorstep for a while before she could get by. + +"What are they all staring at?" she asked impatiently of a woman near +her. + +"It is the horse of the _Montone_! They are taking him to be blessed +at the parish church." + +The poor animal was led by the _fantino_ who was to ride him in the +race, and followed by the page. He was small and lean and grey, with +outstanding ribs and the dry scar of an old wound on his flank. The +people eyed him curiously. "An ugly beast!" "Yes, but you should see +him run when the cognac is in him." + +Gemma began to be afraid that she would be late, and that He might +find the door shut and go away again, and she pushed her way through +the crowd and hurried down the Vicolo and into the house numbered +thirteen. She was very breathless, being tightly laced and unused to +so many stairs, and she stumbled a little as she crossed the +threshold. She was glad to sit down on one of the chairs by the open +window. The bare room no longer seemed conventual now that its +unaccustomed air was stirred by the movement of her fan and tainted by +the faint scent of her violet powder. + +Outside, in the market-place, the country women were sitting in the +shade of their enormous red and blue striped umbrellas beside their +stalls of fruit, while the people who came to buy moved to and fro +from one to the other, beating down prices, chaffering eagerly with +little cries of "_Per carita!_" and "_Dio mio!_" shrugging their +shoulders, moving away, until at last the peasants would abate their +price by one soldo. A clinking of coppers followed, and the green +peaches and small black figs would be pushed into a string bag with a +bit of meat wrapped in a back number of the _Vedetta Senese_, a half +kilo of _pasta_, and perhaps a tiny packet of snuff from the shop +where they sell salt and tobacco and picture postcards of the Pope and +La Bella Otero. + +In the old days the scaffold and the gallows had been set up there, +and the Street of the Dying had earned its name then, so many doomed +wretches had passed down it from the Justice Hall and the prisons to +the place of expiation. Weighed down by chains they had gone +reluctantly, dragging their feet upon their last journey, trying to +listen to the priest's droning of prayers, or to see some friendly +face in the crowd. + +The memory of old sorrows and torments lay heavy sometimes here on +those who had eyes to see and ears to hear the things of the past, and +Olive was often pitifully aware of the Moribondi. Rain had streamed +down their haggard faces, washing their tears away, the sun had shone +upon them, dazzling their tired eyes as they turned the corner where +the cobbler had his stall now, and came to the place from whence they +might have their first glimpse of the scaffold. Poor frightened souls! +But Gemma knew nothing of them, and she would have cared nothing if +she had known. She was not imaginative, and her own ills and the +present absorbed her, since now she heard the man's step upon the +stair. + +"You have come then," she cried. + +He made no answer, but he put his arms about her, holding her close, +and kissed her again and again. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +"Filippo! Let me go! Let me breathe, _carissimo_! I want to speak to +you." + +He did not seem to hear her. He had drawn the long steel pins out of +her hat and had thrown the pretty thing down on the floor, and the +loosened coils of shining hair fell over his hands as his strong lips +bruised the pale, flower-like curves of her mouth. + +Filippo had loved many women in the only way possible to him, and they +had been won by his brutality and his insolence, and by the glamour of +his name. The annals of mediaeval Italy were stained with blood and +tears because of the Tor di Rocca, and their loves that ended always +in cruelty and horror, and Filippo had all the instincts of his +decadent race. In love he was pitiless; no impulses of tenderness or +of chivalry restrained him, and his methods were primeval and violent. +Probably the Rape of the Sabines was his ideal of courtship, but the +subsequent domesticity, the settling down of the Romans with their +stolen wives, would have been less to his taste. + +"Filippo!" Gemma cried again, and this time he let her go. + +"You may breathe for one minute," he said, looking at his watch. +"There is not much time." + +He drew the chair towards the table and sat down. "Come!" he said +imperatively, but she shook her head. + +"Ah, Filippo, I love you, but you must listen. Did you see my +_fidanzato_ in our box at the theatre last night?" + +"Yes, and I am glad he is so ugly. I shall not be jealous. You must +give me your address in Lucca," he said coolly. + +Her face fell. "You will let me marry him? You--you do not mind?" + +He made a grimace. "I do not like it, but I cannot help it." + +"But he makes me sick," she said tremulously. "I hate him to touch +me." + +It seemed that her words lit some fire in him. His hot eyes sparkled +as he stretched out his arms to her. "Ah, come to me now then." + +She stood still by the table watching him fearfully. "Filippo, I +hoped--I thought you would take me away." + +"It is impossible. I cannot even see you again until after Christmas. +It will be safer--better not. But in January I will come to Lucca, and +then--" + +He hesitated, weighing his words, weighing his thought and his desire. + +"And then?" she said. + +He looked at her closely, deliberately, divining the beauty that was +half hidden from him. Her parted lips were lovely, and the texture of +her white skin was satin smooth as the petals of a rose; there was no +fault in the pure oval of her face, in the line of her black brows. He +could see no flaw in her now, and he believed that she would still +seem unsurpassably fair after a lapse of time. + +"Then, if you still wish it, I will take you away. You shall have a +villa at San Remo--" + +"I understand," she said hurriedly, and she covered her face with her +hands. + +She had hoped to be the Princess Tor di Rocca, and he had offered to +keep her still as his _amica_. Presently, if she wished it and it +still suited him, he would set her feet on the way that led to the +streets. "Then if you wish it--" To her the insult seemed to lie in +the proposed delay. She loved him, and she had no love for virtue. She +loved him, and if he had urged her to go with him on the instant she +would have yielded easily. But she must await his convenience; next +year, perhaps; and meanwhile she must go to Lucca, she must be married +to the other man. + +She was crying, and tears oozed out between her fingers and dripped on +the floor. "He is horrible to me," she said brokenly. + +Filippo rose then and came to her; he loved her in his way, and she +moved him as no woman had done yet. + +"Why need you marry him? Do not. Wait for me here and I will surely +come for you," he said as he drew her to him. + +She hid her face on his shoulder. "I dare not send him away," she +whispered. "All Siena would laugh at me, and I should be ashamed to be +seen. No other man would ever take me after such a scandal. Besides, +you know I must be married. You know that, Filippo! And if you did not +come--" + +"I shall come." + +She clung to him in silence for a while before she spoke again. + +"Why not until January?" + +"You will be good if I tell you?" he asked when he had kissed her. + +"Yes, yes; only hold me." + +"Gemma, you must know that I am poor. I have told you often how the +palace in Florence is shabby, eaten up with moth and rust. The Villa +at Certaldo is falling into ruins too. I am poor." + +"You have an automobile, servants, horses; you stay here at the best +hotel." + +"I should not be poor for a _contadino_ but I am for a prince," he +said impatiently and with emphasis. "Believe me, I want money, and I +must have it. I cannot steal it or earn it, or win it in the lottery +unfortunately, so I must marry it." + +She cowered down as though he had struck her, and made an effort to +escape from him, but he held her fast. She tried to speak, but the +pain in her throat prevented her from uttering an articulate sound. + +"Do not think of the woman," he said hurriedly. "You need not. I do +not. Once I am married I shall go my own way, of course, but her +father is in Naples now, and he is a tiresome old fool." + +"_Santissimo Dio!_" she gasped presently. "When--when--" + +"In December." + +"Is she beautiful?" + +He laughed as he gave the answer she hoped for. "She is an American," +he added, "and it sets one's teeth on edge to hear her trying to talk +Italian. Her accent! She is a small dry thing like a grasshopper." + +"I wish she was dead." + +He set himself to soothe and comfort her, but it was not easy. + +"I might as well be ugly," she cried again and again. + +It was the simple expression of her defeat. The beauty she had held to +be a shield against sorrow and a key to the garden of delights was but +a poor thing after all. It had not availed her, and she had nothing +else. She was stripped now, naked, alone and defenceless in a hard +world. + +"_Carissima_, be still. Have patience. I love you, and I shall come +for you," whispered Tor di Rocca, and she tried to believe him, and to +persuade herself that the flame in his brown eyes would burn for her +always. + +Slowly, as the passion of grief ebbed, the tide of love rose in her +and flushed her wan, tear-stained face and made it beautiful. The +door of the room was opened, but neither she nor the man heard it, or +saw it closed again. It was their last hour, this bare room was their +world and they were alone in it. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The table was set for lunch out on the terrace where Astorre lay +gazing upon his Tuscany, veiled in a shimmering haze of heat and +crowned with August blue. The best coffee cups of majolica ware had +been set out, and signora had made a _zabajone_ in honour of +_Ferragosto_. It was meant to please Olive, who was childishly fond of +its thick yellow sweetness, but she seemed restless and depressed; +Astorre looked ill, and his mother's eyes were anxious as they dwelt +on him, and so the dainty was eaten in silence, and passed away +unhonoured and unsung as though it were humble pie or a funeral baked +meat. + +Later in the afternoon, when the signora had gone to lie down, Astorre +began to ask questions. + +"Is your face hot?" + +"Yes--no--what makes you think--" + +"You are flushed," he said bluntly, "and you will not meet my eyes. +Why? Why?" + +"Don't ask," she answered. "I cannot tell you." + +The haggard, aquiline face changed and hardened. "Someone has been +rude to you, or has frightened you." + +"No." She moved away to escape the inquisition of his eyes. "Some of +these plants want water. I shall fetch some." She was going in when +he called to her. + +"Olive," he said haltingly. "Perhaps we ought to have told you before. +My mother heard of some people who want an English governess from a +friend of hers who is a music mistress in Florence. They are rich and +would pay well, and we should have told you when we heard of it, three +days ago, but I could not bear the thought of your leaving Siena +while--while I am still here. But if those people in the Piazza +Tolomei are unkind--" + +She came back then and sat down beside him. "I do not want to leave +Siena," she said gently. + +"Thank you," he answered, and added: "It will not be for long. Why +should I pretend to you?" he went on. "I have suffered, but now I have +no pain at all, only I am very weak. Look!" + +He held up his hand; it was yellowish white and so thin as to be +almost transparent, and it seemed to Olive to be most pathetic because +it was not very small or very finely made. It held the broken promise +of power, she thought sorrowfully, and she stroked the outstretched +palm gently as though it were a half-frozen bird that she would bring +to life again. + +He closed his eyes, smiling. "Ah, your little fingers are soft and +warm." + +"You were at the theatre last night," he said presently. "Fausto saw +you. How do you like your cousin's _fidanzato_?" + +"Not at all." + +"Olive, do you know that they say strange things about the Odalisque? +I am afraid there will be trouble if her Lucchese hears--" + +"I do not care to hear that nickname," she said coldly. "It is +impertinent and absurd." + +"Oh, do not let go of my hand," he implored. "Keep on stroking it. I +love it! I love it! If I were a cat you would hear me purring. Tell me +about England and Shakespeare and Shelley. Anything. I will be good." + +"I--I have not brought the book I promised you. I would have fetched +it on my way here, but--but I had not the key. I am sorry, _nino_. +Yes, let us talk of nice things." + +She was quick to relent, and soon seemed to be herself again, and he +kept his fever-bright eyes on her, watching her as in the old days men +may have watched the stars as they waited for the dawn that was to see +them pass by the Vicolo dei Moribondi. + +Soon, very soon, Signora Aurelia would come out to them, and she would +stay beside her son while Olive went to put on her hat, and then they +would say "_Addio_" and leave him. And perhaps he would indeed go to +God, or to some place where he would see the dear ones no more. The +boy's beautiful lips were shut close, but the grey eyes darkened and +dilated painfully. + +"Astorre! Are you ill? Do not look so. Oh, I will not go to the +Palio. I will stay with you." + +"No, you must go, and to-morrow you can tell me all about it. But will +you kiss me now? Do." + +"You need not ask twice, dear Astorre," she whispered, as she leant +over him and touched his forehead with her lips. + +"_Ma che!_" he said ungratefully. "That's nothing. Kiss me properly +and at once." + +When the boy's mother came out on to the terrace a moment later +Olive's blue eyes were full of tears and the rose flush of her cheeks +had deepened, but she looked at her friend very kindly as she uttered +the word he had been afraid to hear. + +"_Addio!_" + +The Piazza del Campo was crowded as the Signora Aurelia and Olive +passed through it to their seats on the second best stand, and the +_carabinieri_ were clearing the course. The thousands of people in the +central space, who had been chewing melon seeds, fanning themselves, +and talking vociferously as they waited, grew quieter, and all began +to look one way towards the narrow street from whence the procession +should appear. + +Olive sat wedged between Signora Aurelia and an old country priest +whose shabby soutane was stained with the mud his housekeeper should +have brushed off after the last rains, a fortnight before. He had a +kind, worn face that smiled when Olive helped him put his cotton +umbrella in a safe place between them. + +"I shall not need it yet," he said. "But there is a storm coming. Do +you not feel the heaviness of the air, and the heat, _Dio mio_!" + +The deep bell of the Mangia tower tolled, and then the signal was +given, _un colpo di mortaletto_, and the pageant began. + +Slowly they came, the grave, armoured knights riding with their visors +up that all might see how well the tanner, Giovanni, and Enrico Lupi +of the wine-shop, looked in chain mail; gay, velvet-clad pages +carrying the silk-embroidered standards of their _contrade_ with all +the fine airs of the lads who stand about the bier of Saint Catherine +in Ghirlandaio's fresco in the Duomo; lithe, slender _alfieri_ tossing +their flags, twisting them about in the carefully-concerted movements +that look so easy and are so difficult, until the whole great Piazza +was girdled with fluttering light and colour, while it echoed to the +thrilling and disquieting beat of the drums. Each _contrada_ had its +_tamburino_, and each _tamburino_ beat upon his drum incessantly until +his arms tired and the sweat poured down his face. + +Olive's head began to ache, but she was excited and happy, enjoying +the spectacle as a child enjoys its first pantomime, not thinking but +feeling, and steeping her senses in the southern glow and gaiety that +was all about her. For the moment her cousin's shame and sorrow, and +her friend's pain seemed old, unhappy, far-off things, and she could +not realise them here. + +The _contrada_ of the Oca was the last to go by; it was a favourite +with the people because its colours were those of the Italian flag, +red, white and green, and the Evvivas broke out as it passed. Olive's +page, her cobbler's son, looked gravely up at her as he went by, and +she smiled at him and was glad to see that he still wore the magnolia +bud she had thrown him in his hood of parti-coloured silk. + +Presently they were all seated--the knights and pages with their +standard-bearers and esquires--on their own stand in the place of +honour before the great central gates of the Palazzo Pubblico. + +"Now the horses will run," explained the signora. "Many people like +this part best, but I do not. Poor beasts! They are half drunk, and +they are often hurt or killed. The _fantini_ lash at each other with +their hide whips. Once I saw the _Montone_ strike the _Lupa_ just as +they passed here; the crimson flashed out across his face, and in his +pain he pulled his horse aside, and it fell heavily against the +palings and threw him so that the horse of the _Bruco_ coming on +behind could not avoid going over him. They said it was terrible to +see that livid weal across his mouth as he lay in his coffin." + +"He died then?" + +"_Ma! Sicuro!_" + +Olive looked up at the window where the Menotti should have been, and +saw strange faces there. They had not come then. They had not, and +Astorre could not. Astorre was very ill ... the times were out of +joint. Her cousin's shame and sorrow and her friend's pain seemed to +come near again, and to be once more a part of her life, and she saw +"gold tarnished, and the grey above the green." When the horses came +clattering by, urged by their riders, maddened by the roar of the +crowd, she tried to shut her eyes, but she could not. The horse of the +_Dragone_ stumbled at the turn by San Martino and the rider was +thrown, and another fell by the Chigi palace as they came round the +second time. Olive covered her face with her hands. The thin, panting +flanks, marked with half-healed scars and stained with sweat, the poor +broken knees, the strained, suffering eyes ... + +"Are you ill, signorina?" the old priest asked kindly. + +"No, but the poor horses--I cannot look. Who has won?" + +He rose to his feet. "The _Oca_!" he cried excitedly. A great roar of +voices acclaimed the favourite's victory, and when the spent horse +came to a standstill the _fantino_ slipped off its back and was +instantly surrounded by men and boys of his _contrada_, dancing and +shouting with joy, kissing him on both cheeks, pulling him this way +and that, until the _carabinieri_ came up and took him away amongst +them. + +"The _Bruco_ hoped to win," the priest said, "and the _Oca's fantino_ +might get a knife in his back if he were not taken care of." + +Already the crowd was dispersing. The victorious _contrada_ had been +given the painted standard of the Palio, and were bearing it in +triumph to the parish church, where it would remain until the next +_Ferragosto_. The others were going their separate ways, pages and +_alfieri_ in silk doublets and parti-coloured hosen arm-in-arm with +their friends in black broadcloth, standard-bearers smoking +cigarettes, knights unhelmed and wiping heated brows with red cotton +handkerchiefs. + +"I will go down the Via Ricasoli with you," Olive said. + +"It is I who should take you home." + +"Oh, I do not mind the crowd, and I know you are anxious to get back +to Astorre." + +"Astorre--yes. Olive, you don't think he looks more delicate, do you?" + +The girl felt that she could not have answered truly if her life had +depended on her veracity. + +"Oh, no," she said. "He is rather tired, I think. The heat tries him. +He will be better later on." + +The poor mother seemed relieved. + +"You are right; he is always pale in the summer," she said, trying to +persuade herself that it was so. "You will come to-morrow to tell him +about the Palio?" + +"Yes, surely." + +There were to be fireworks later on at the Fortezza and illuminations +of the Lizza gardens, so the human tide set that way and left the +outlying parts of the city altogether. The quiet, tree-shadowed +piazzetta before the church of Santa Maria dei Servi was quite +deserted. Children played there in the mornings, and old men and women +lingered there and sat on the wooden benches in the sun, but they were +all away now; the bells had rung for the Ave Maria, the church doors +were closed, and the sacristan had gone to his supper. + +A little mist had crept up from the valley; steep red roofs and old +walls that had glowed in the sun's last rays were shadowed as the +light waned, and black clouds came up from the horizon and blotted out +the stars. + +"Go home quickly now, Olive. There will be a storm. The poor mad +people will howl to-night in the Manicomio. I hear them sometimes when +I am lying awake. Good-night, my dear." + +"Good-night." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +Olive was tired, and now that she was alone she knew that she was also +a little afraid, so that she lingered on the way and went slowly up +the stairs of the house in the Piazza Tolomei. Carmela answered her +ring at the bell; her face was swollen and her eyes were red with +crying, and the little lamp she carried shook in her hand. + +"Oh, Olive," she said, "Orazio says he will not marry her. He has +heard such things about her from his friends, and even in the Cafe +Greco.... It is a scandal." + +She put her lamp down on the floor, and took out her handkerchief to +wipe away the tears that were running down her cheeks. + +Olive came in and shut the door after her. + +"Where is he?" + +"They are all in the dining-room. Aunt sent Carolina out for the +evening, and it is a good thing, because of course in the kitchen she +could hear everything. He sent a message to say he could not go to the +Palio, and Gemma's head ached when she came back from church, so we +all stayed in. He came half an hour ago--" + +"What does Gemma say?" + +"Nothing. She looks like a stone." + +"I must go through the dining-room to get to my room," Olive said +uncertainly. "What shall I do? Pass through very quickly or wait here +in the passage?" + +"Better go in," advised Carmela. "They may not even notice you. He +keeps on talking so loudly, and aunt and Maria are crying." + +"Poor things! I am so sorry!" + +The two girls clung together for a moment, and Olive's eyes filled +with tears as she kissed her cousin's poor trembling lips. Then +Carmela stooped to pick up her lamp and put it out, and they went on +together down the passage. + +The lamp was lit on the table that Carolina had laid for supper before +she went out, and the Menotti sat in their accustomed places as though +they were at a meal. Orazio Lucis was walking to and fro and +gesticulating. His boots creaked, and the noise they made grated on +the women's nerves as he talked loudly and incessantly, and they +listened. Maria kept her face hidden in her hands, but Gemma held +herself erect as ever, and she did not move when the two girls came +in, though her sombre eyes were full of shame. + +"What shall I say to my friends in Lucca?" raved Orazio. "What shall I +say to my mother? Even if I still consented to marry you she would not +permit it; she would refuse to live in the same house with such a +person--and she would be right. _Mamma mia!_ She is always right. She +said, 'The girl is beautiful, but she has no money, and I tell you to +think twice.' I have been trapped here by all you women. You all +knew." + +He pointed an accusing finger at Signora Carosi. She sobbed +helplessly, bitterly, as she tried to answer him, and Olive, who had +waited in the shadow by the door, hoping that he would move on and +enable her to pass into her own room, came forward and stood beside +her aunt. She had thought she would feel abashed before this man who +had been wronged, but he had made her angry instead, and now she would +not have left the room if he had asked her, or have told him the truth +if he had begged for it. + +"Many girls have been offered me," he went on excitedly, "but I would +not hear of them because you were beautiful, and I thought you would +make a good wife. There was Annina Giannini; she had five thousand +lire, and more to come, and now she is married to a doctor in Lucca. I +gave her up for you, and you are dust of the streets." + +Gemma flinched then as though he had struck her. The insult was +flagrant, and it was time to make an end. She rose from her chair +slowly, as though she were very tired, and filled her glass from the +decanter on the table with a hand that trembled so that half the wine +was spilled. + +"Orazio," she said, and her dark eyes sought his and held them so that +he was compelled to stand still looking at her. "Orazio, I hope you +and your ugly fool of a mother will die slowly of a horrible disease, +and be tormented in hell for ever. May your flesh be covered with +sores while your bones rot and are gnawed by worms. _Cosi sia!_" + +She crossed herself devoutly, and then drank some of the wine and +flung the glass over her shoulder. It fell to the floor and crashed to +splinters. + +The man's jaw dropped and his mouth fell open, but he had no words to +answer her. She made a curious movement with her hands as though she +would cleanse them of some impurity, and then turned and went quickly +into her own room. They all heard the bolts drawn and the key turned +in the lock. + +Olive was the first to speak, and her voice sounded strange and +unnatural to herself. + +"She has said her say and left us, Signor Lucis. Will you not go too? +You will not marry her. _Benissimo!_ We wish you good-evening." + +"You are very easy, signorina _mia_," he answered resentfully; "but I +cannot forgive." + +"Who asked your forgiveness?" she retorted. "It is you who should beg +our pardon--you, who are so ready to believe the tales that are told +in the _cafes_ and to come here to abuse helpless women. You are a +coward, signore. Oh, how I hate men ... Judges in Israel ... I would +have them stoned first. _What's that?_" + +There was shouting in the street, and then a loud knocking on the +house door. The women looked at each other with frightened eyes. + +"What is it?" + +Carmela ran to Gemma's door and shook the handle, calling to her to +come out. There was no answer, and perhaps they had a dreadful +premonition of the truth even then; Olive left them huddled together +like frightened sheep. The knocking still continued, and it sounded +very loud when she came out of the flat on to the stairs. She was +beside herself; that is, she was aware of two Olives, one who spoke in +a strange voice and trembled, and was now going down into the +darkness, stumbling at nearly every step and moaning incoherent +prayers to God, and one who watched and listened and was surprised at +what was said and done. + +When she opened the great house door a man stood aside to let her come +out. She looked at him and knew him to be one of the neighbours, and +she wondered why he had run out into the street in his shirt-sleeves. +He was pale, too, and looked ill, and he seemed to want to speak to +her, but she could not listen. + +A crowd had collected about something that was lying on the pavement +near their house wall; Olive looked up and saw Gemma's window opened +wide, and then she knew what it was. The people made way for her and +let her come to where the dead thing lay on its back with the knees +drawn up. Some woman had already covered the face with a handkerchief, +and dark blood was oozing out from under it. Olive crouched down +beside its pitiful disarray. + +"Will someone help me carry her into the house?" she said. + +No one answered her, and after a while she spoke again. + +"Will someone fetch a doctor quickly?" + +"It is useless, _figlia mia_; she is dead." + +"At least"--her voice broke, and she had to begin again, making a +painful effort to control the words that she might be quite +intelligible--"at least help me to carry her in from the street. Is +there no Christian here?" + +Two _carabinieri_ came running up now, and they made the people stand +back so that a space of pavement was left clear; the younger man spoke +to Olive. + +"We cannot move the body until the authorities come, signorina. It +must stay where it is, but we shall guard it and keep the people off, +and you can fetch a sheet from the house to cover it." + +"Oh, God!" she said, "when will they come?" + +He slightly shrugged his shoulders. + +"I do not know. We have sent to tell them. In a few minutes, perhaps, +or in two hours, three hours." + +"And we must leave her here?" + +"Yes, signorina." + +"I will get the sheet." + +He helped her to rise from her knees. Looking down she saw a stain of +blood on her skirt, and she clung to his arm for a moment, swaying as +though she would fall. There was a murmur among the people of pity and +sympathy. "_Poveretta! Che disgrazia!_" + +"_Coraggio!_" the _carabiniere_ said gently. + +Up again, up all the dark stairs, wondering if the others knew and +were afraid to come down, wondering if there had been much pain, +wondering if it was not all a dreadful dream from which she must wake +presently. They knew. + +The younger girl met her cousin at the door; Maria had fainted, and +_la zia_ was hysterical; as to Orazio, he was sitting on the sofa +crying, with his mean, mouse-coloured head buried in the cushions. + +"I looked out of your bedroom window as I could not get into her +room," whispered Carmela. "Oh, Olive, what shall we do?" + +"I am going to take down a sheet as they will not let us bring her in. +You can come with me, and we will stay beside her and say prayers." + +"Yes, yes. Oh, Olive, that is a good idea." + +The two came out into the street together and spread the white linen +covering carefully over the stark body before they knelt, one on each +side. Of the thousands who had filled the Piazzale at sunset hundreds +came now to see them mourning the broken thing that lay between. +Olive was aware of many faces, of the murmuring of a great crowd, and +shame was added to the horror that held her fast. She folded her hands +and tried to keep her eyes fixed upon them. Then she began to pray +aloud. + +"_Pater noster, qui es in coelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum--_" + +The clear voice was tremulous at first, but it gathered strength as it +went on, and Carmela said the words too. The men in the crowd +uncovered, and the women crossed themselves. + +Rain was falling now, slowly at first and in heavy drops that splashed +upon the stones, and there was a threatening sound--a rumbling of +thunder--away in the south. + +Olive knew no more prayers in Latin, but her cousin began the +Miserere. + +"_Miserere mei, Deus, secundum magnam misericordiam tuam, et secundum +multitudinem miserationum tuarum, dele iniquitatem meam._" + +Among the many who had come to look their last upon the Odalisque were +men who had made free with her poor name, had been unsparing in their +utterance of the truth concerning her and ready to drag her down, and +some of these moved away now shamefacedly, but more stayed, and one +after another took up the words. + +"_Amplius lava me ab iniquitate mea: et a peccato meo munda me._" + +Gemma herself had trodden out the fire that consumed her, but who +could dare say of the grey cold ashes, "These are altogether vile." + +"_Tibi soli peccavi, et malum coram te feci: ut justificeris in +sermonibus tuis et vincas cum judicaris._" + +She had sinned, and she had been punished; she had suffered fear and +shame. + +"_Asperges me hyssopo et mundabor, lavabis me, et super nivem +dealbabor._" + +There had been some taint in her blood, some flaw in her will. + +"_Cor mundum crea in me, Deus, et spiritum rectum innova in visceribus +meis._" + +A dark-eyed slender boy, wearing the green and white and scarlet of +his _contrade_, pushed his way to the front presently. It was Romeo, +and he carried a great bunch of magnolia blossoms. + +"Oh, signorina," he said, half crying, "the _alfieri_ and I wanted to +give you these because you brought us good luck so that we won the +Palio. I little thought--" + +He stopped short, hesitating, and afraid to come nearer. He thought +she looked like one of the stone angels that kneel on the sculptured +tombs in the Campo Santo; her face seemed rough hewn in the harsh +white glare of the electric light, so deep were the shadows under her +eyes and the lines of pain about the praying lips. His heart ached +with pity for her. + +"Give them to me," she said, and he was allowed to come into the space +that the _carabiniere_ kept clear. + +He thrust the bunch hurriedly into her hands, faltering, "_Dio vi +benedica_." + +"_Andatevi con Dio_," she replied, and then laid the pale flowers and +the shimmering green crown of leaves down upon the still breast. +"Gemma, if ever I hurt you, forgive me now!" + +It was raining heavily, and as the sheet grew damp it clung more +closely to the body of the girl who lay there with arms outstretched +and knees drawn up as though she were nailed to a cross. + +The boy still lingered. "You will be drenched. Go into the house," he +urged. Then, seeing he could not move her, he took off his velvet +embroidered cloak and put it about her shoulders. A woman in the crowd +came forward with a shawl for Carmela. + +So the hours passed. + + + + +BOOK II.--FLORENCE + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +October can be cold enough sometimes in the Val d'Arno when the snow +falls on the Apennines, and the woods of Vallombrosa are sere, and +Florence, the flower city, lies then at the mercy of the winds. Mamie +Whittaker, who, in her own phrase, "hated to be blown about anyhow," +had not been out all day. She lolled in an armchair before a crackling +fire of olive wood in the room that she "lit with herself when alone," +though scarcely in the Tennysonian sense. Hers was a vivid +personality, and older women who disliked her called her flamboyant, +and referred to an evident touch of the tar-brush that would make her +socially impossible in America though it passed unnoticed in Italy. +Her age was seventeen, and she dressed after Carmen to please herself, +and read Gyp with the same intention. She was absorbed now in _Les +Amoureux_, and had to be told twice that her cousin had come before +she would look up. + +"Miss Marvel? Show her in." + +She rose and went forward to greet her relative, whom she had not +seen for some years, and the two met at the door and kissed each other +with enthusiasm. + +"Edna! My! Well, you have not grown anyway. What a tiny thing! Come +and sit down right here." She rang for tea while her visitor slowly +and rather shyly divested herself of her sables and laid them on a +side table. Edna Marvel was the elder of the two by three years, but +she was so small that she seemed a mere child. Her sallow little face +resembled that of a tired monkey, yet it had an elfin charm, and her +hands were beautiful as carved toys of ivory made in the East for a +king's son to play with. They might hold a man's heart perhaps, but +Mamie did not notice them, her own allurements being of more obvious +description. + +She thought Edna was real homely, and her spirits rose accordingly. +"Where are you staying?" + +"At the Bristol. Poppa guessed we would take a villa later on if we +felt like it." + +Mamie rang again. "Bring some more cakes, and tell Miss Agar to come +and pour out the tea." + +"Who is Miss Agar?" + +"My companion, a sort of governess person. She takes me out walks, and +sits by when my music-master comes, and so forth. She is new, and she +won't do, but I may as well make her useful while she stays." + +"Why won't she do?" + +"Oh, she just won't. Momma don't like her much, and I'm not singing +her praises." + +Edna looked curiously at the slender girl in the black dress who came +in and took her place at the table. + +She said "Good afternoon" in her pleasant little voice. + +The governess person seemed rather surprised that she should address +her. + +"Good afternoon," she replied. "Do you take milk and sugar?" + +"Bring them round for us to help ourselves," dictated Mamie. + +Olive only smiled as she repeated her question, but Edna was +distressed at her cousin's rudeness, and her sensitive face was quite +pink as she hurriedly declined sugar. She came to the table to fetch +her cup, but Miss Whittaker waited for hers to be brought to her. + +"How do you like this room, Edna? I had it fixed up for myself, and +everything in it is mine." She looked complacently up at the hangings +of primrose silk that hid the fifteenth century frescoes on the walls. + +Her cousin hesitated. "I guess it must have cost some." + +"Yes. The Marchese does not like it. He is so set on his worm-eaten +old tapestries and carved chairs, and he wanted momma to refurnish the +palace to match, but not she! Louis Quinze, she said, and Louis +Quinze it is, more or less. I tell the Marchese that if he is so fond +of the musty Middle Ages he ought to go about in armour himself by +rights. But the old sinner is not really a bit romantic." + +It occurred to Olive that the right kind of governess would utter a +word in season. "It is not usual for young girls to refer to their +stepfathers as you do," she said drily. + +"Wait until you know mine better," Mamie answered unabashed. "Last +night he said your complexion was miraculous. Next thing he'll try if +it comes off. Are you coming to dinner to-night, Edna?" + +"Yes, auntie asked us. The--the Prince will be here, won't he?" + +Mamie looked down her nose. "Oh, yes," she said carelessly. "Your beau +will come. People generally do when we ask them. The food is all +right, and we have real good music afterwards sometimes. You know +Avenel stays in Florence whiles because his brother has a Villa at +Settignano. Well, momma guessed she would get him to play here for +nothing once. Of course she was willing to pay any money for him +really, but she just thought she would try it on. She asked him to +dinner with a lot of other people, and made him take her in, though +there were two Neapolitan dukes among the guests. The food was +first-rate; she had told the cook to do his best, and she really +thought the _entree_ would have made Vitellius sit up. It was +perfect. Well, afterwards she asked Avenel to play, and he just smiled +and said he could not. Why, she said, he gave a recital the day before +for nothing, for a charity, and played the people's souls out of their +bodies, made them act crazy, as he always does. Couldn't he play for +friendship? No, he said, he couldn't just then because one must be +filled with sorrow oneself before one can make others feel, and he +inferred that he had no room even for regret. 'I play Chopin on a +biscuit,' he said." + +"He must be rather a pig," was Edna's comment. + +"Not a bit of it. Momma said he really had not eaten much; in fact she +had noticed that he left a bit of that lovely _entree_. Perhaps he is +afraid of getting fat. Momma was real mad with him." + +Olive's cheeks were flushed and her hands trembled as she arranged the +cups on the tray. She was thankful for the shelter afforded by the +great silver tea-pot. Mamie's back was turned to her, but Edna seemed +desirous of including her in the conversation. + +"Have you heard Avenel, Miss Agar?" she asked presently in her gentle, +drawling way. + +"No. Is he very famous? I have never heard of him as a pianist." + +"Oh, his professional name is Meryon, of course. He is billed as that +and known all the world over, though he only began to play in public +three years ago when his wife left him. She was always a horrid woman, +and she made him marry her when he was quite a boy, they say. They say +he plays to forget things as other men take to drink. He has been +twice to New York, and I know a girl who says he gave her a lock of +his hair, but I don't believe her. It is dark brown, almost black, but +I guess she cut it off a switch. He's not that kind." + +Olive said nothing. + +"You need not stay if you don't want to," Mamie said unceremoniously. +"Be ready to come down after dinner. I might want you to play my +accompaniments." + +"I can't think why you say she won't do," cried Edna when she was gone +out of the room. "I call her perfectly sweet. Rather sad-looking, but +just lovely." + +Mamie sniffed. "Glad you admire her," she said. + +The governess was expected to appear at luncheon, but dinner was +served to her in her own room, where she must sit in solitary state, +dressed in her best and waiting for a summons, until eleven o'clock, +when she might assume that she would not be wanted and go to bed. This +evening Olive lingered rather anxiously over her dressing, trying to +make the best of herself, since it seemed that she was really to come +down to-night into the yellow drawing-room where she spent so many +weary hours of a morning listening to Mamie scraping her Strad while +the German who was supposed to teach her possessed his soul in +patience. She put on her black silk dress. It was a guinea robe bought +at a sale in Oxford Street the year before, a reach-me-down garment +for women to sneer at and men to describe vaguely as something dark, +and she hated the poor thing. + +Most women believe that the men who like them in cotton frocks would +adore them in cloth of gold, and are convinced that the secret of +Cleopatra's charm lay in her extensive wardrobe. + +Avenel. It had shocked Olive to hear his name uttered by alien lips, +as it hurt her to suppose that he came often to the Palazzo Lorenzoni. +She would not suppose it, and, indeed, nothing that Mamie had said +could lead her to think that he was a friend of the family. They had +clutched at him greedily, and he had repaid with an impertinence. That +was all. + +The third footman, whose duty it was to attend upon her, brought two +covered dishes on a tray at eight o'clock, and soon after nine he came +again to fetch her. + +There was a superabundance of gorgeous lackeys in the corridors that +had been dusty and deserted five years before, and a gigantic _Suisse_ +stood always on guard now outside the palace gates. The Marchesa would +have liked to have had outriders in her scarlet livery when she went +out driving in the streets of Florence, but her husband warned her +that some mad anarchist might take her for the Queen, and so she +contented herself with a red racing motor. The millions old Whittaker +had made availed to keep his widow and the man who had given her a +title in almost regal state. They entertained largely, and the Via +Tornabuoni was often blocked with the carriages and motors that +brought their guests. Olive, sitting alone in her chilly bedroom, +mending her stockings or trying to read, heard voices and laughter as +the doors opened--harsh Florentine and high English voices, and the +shrill sounds of American mirth--night after night. But the Lorenzoni +dined _en famille_ sometimes, as even marquises and millionaires may +do, and there were but two shirt-fronts and comparatively few diamonds +in the great golden shining room when she entered it. + +The Marchesa, handsome, hard-featured, gorgeous in grey and silver, +did not choose to notice her daughter's governess; she was deep in +talk with her brother-in-law; but men could not help looking at Olive. +Mr Marvel stood up and bowed as she passed, and the silent, saturnine +Marchese stared. His black eyes were intent upon her as she came to +the piano where Mamie was restlessly turning over the music, and no +one watching him could fail to see that he was making comparisons +that were probably to the disadvantage of his step-daughter. + +Fast men are not necessarily fond of the patchouli atmosphere in their +own homes, and somehow Mamie seemed to reek of that scent, though in +fact she never used it. She was clever and fairly well educated, and +she had always been sheltered and cared for, but she was born to the +scarlet, and everything she said and did, her way of walking, the use +she made already of her black eyes, proclaimed it. To-night, though +she wore the red she loved--a wonderful, flaring frock of chiffon +frills and flounces--she looked ill, and her dark face was sullen. + +"The beastly wind has given me a stiff neck," she complained. "Here, I +want to have this." + +She chose a coon's lullaby out of the pile of songs, and Olive sat +down obediently and began the accompaniment. It was a pretty little +ditty of the usual moony order, and Mamie sang it well enough. Mr +Marvel looked up when it was over to say, "Thank you, my dear. Very +nice." + +"It is a silly thing," Mamie answered ungraciously. "I'll sing you a +_canzonetta_ now." + +She turned over the music, scattering marches and sonatas, and +throwing some of them on the floor in her impatience. Olive, wondering +at her temper, presently divined the cause of it. The folding doors +that led into the library were half closed. No lamps, but a flicker of +firelight and the hush of lowered voices, Edna's pleasant little pipe +and a man's brief, murmured answers, and there were short spaces of +silence too. The American girl and her prince were there. + +The Marchese had raised his eyebrows at the first words of the +_canzonetta_, and at the end of the second verse he was smiling +broadly. + +"Little devil!" he said. + +No one heard him. His wife was showing her brother-in-law some of her +most treasured bits of china. She was quite calm, as though her +knowledge of Italian was fair the Neapolitan dialect was beyond her. +Mr Marvel, of course, knew not a syllable of any language but his own, +and the slang of Southern gutters was as Greek to Olive. Their +placidity amused the Marchese, and so did the thought of the little +scene that he knew was being enacted in the library. + +"Shall we join the others now, Edna, _carissima_?" + +"If--if you like." + +He nearly laughed aloud as he saw the silk curtains drawn. The Prince +stood aside to allow Edna to pass in first, and Olive, glancing up +momentarily from the unfamiliar notes, saw the green gleam of an +emerald on the strong brown hand as the brocaded folds were lifted +up. Her own hands swerved, blundered, and she perpetrated a hopeless +discord. + +"I beg your pardon," she said confusedly. + +Mamie shrugged her shoulders. "Never mind," she answered lightly. "The +last verse don't matter anyway. Come to here, Edna. Momma wants to +hear your fiddle-playing." + +"Yes, play us something, my dear." + +The little girl came forward shyly. + +As the Prince and the Marchese stood together by the fireplace at the +other end of the long room Mamie joined them. "You sang that devil's +nocturne inimitably," observed her stepfather, drily. "I am quite +sorry to have to ask you not to do it again." + +"Not again? Why not?" + +She perched herself on the arm of one of the great gilt chairs. The +Prince raised his eyes from the thoughtful contemplation of her ankles +to stare at her impudent red parted lips. + +"Why not! Need I explain, _cara_? It was delicious; I enjoyed it, but, +alas!" He heaved an exaggerated sigh and then laughed, and the young +man and the girl shared in his merriment. + +"I am sorry to make so many mistakes," Olive said apologetically as +she laboured away at her part of an easy piece arranged for violin and +piano. + +"Oh, it is nothing. I have made ever so many myself, and I ought to +have turned the page for you." + +The gentle voice was rather tremulous. + +"That was charming," pronounced the Marchesa. "Now that sonata, Edna. +I am so fond of it." + +"Very well, auntie." + +The Prince had gone into the billiard-room with his host, and Mamie +was with them. They were knocking the balls about and laughing ... +laughing. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +In the Cascine gardens the lush green grass of the glades was strewn +with leaves; soon the branches would be bare, or veiled only in winter +mists, and the Arno, swollen with rain, ran yellow as Tiber. It was +not a day for music, but the sun shone, and many idle Florentines +drove, or rode, or walked by the Lung'Arno to the Rajah's monument, +passing and repassing the bench where Olive sat with Madame de +Sariviere's stout and elderly German Fraeulein. Mamie was not far away; +flamboyant as ever in her frock of crimson serge, her black curls tied +with ribbon and streaming in the wind, she was the loud centre of a +group of girls who played some running game to an accompaniment of +shrill cries and little screams of laughter. + +"Do you like young girls?" Olive asked the question impulsively, after +a long silence. + +"I am fond of my pupils; they are good little things, rather foolish, +but amiable. But I understand your feeling, my poor Miss Agar. Your +charge is--" + +Olive hesitated. "It is a difficult age; and she has the body of +twenty and the sense of ten. I am putting it very badly, but--but I +was hateful years ago too. I think one always is, perhaps. I remember +at school there were self-righteous little girls; they were narrow and +intolerant, easily shocked, and rather bad-tempered. The others were +absurdly vain, sentimental, sly. All that comes away afterwards if one +is going to be nice." + +"They are female but not yet womanly. The newly-awakened instincts +clamour at first for a hearing; later they learn to wait in silence, +to efface themselves, to die, even," answered the Fraeulein, gravely. + +A victoria passed, then some youths on bicycles, shouting to each +other and ringing their bells. They were riding all together, but they +scattered to let Prince Tor di Rocca go by. He was driving tandem, and +his horses were very fresh. Edna was with him, her small wan face +rather set in its halo of ashen blonde hair and pale against the rich +brown of her sables. + +When they came by the second time Mamie called to her cousin. The +Prince drew rein, and the groom sprang down and ran to the leader's +head. + +"My, Edna, how cold you look! It's three days since I saw you, but I +guess Don Filippo has been doing the honours. Have you seen all the +old galleries and things? Momma said she noticed you and uncle in a +box at the Pergola last night." + +She stood by the wheel, and as she looked up, not at Edna but at the +Prince, he glanced smilingly down at her and then away again. + +"We are going back to the hotel now," Edna said. "Will you come and +have tea, Mamie? Is that Miss Agar over there? Ask her if you may, and +if she will come too." + +"I don't need to ask her," the girl answered, but she went back +nevertheless and spoke to Olive. + +"Can the groom take the cart home, Filippo? We will walk back with +them." + +"Yes, Bellina is in spirits, but she will not run away from Giovanni," +he said, trying not to seem surprised that she should curtail their +drive. + +They crossed the wide gravelled space outside the gardens and walked +towards the town by the Lung'Arno. Already the cypresses of San +Miniato showed black against the sky, and the reflected flame of +sunset was dying out in the windows of the old houses at the river's +edge. All the people were going one way now, and leaving the +tree-shadowed dusk for the brightly-lit streets, Via Tornabuoni, all +palaces and antiquity shops, and Piazza Vittorio Emanuele, where the +band would play presently. + +The two American girls walked together with Don Filippo and Olive +followed them. Edna held herself very erect, but Mamie seemed almost +to lean backwards. She swayed her hips as she went and swung her short +skirts, and there was affectation and a feverish self-consciousness in +her every movement. Olive could not help smiling to herself, but she +remembered that at school she had been afflicted with the idea that a +pout--the delicious _moue_ of fiction--became her, and so she was +inclined to leniency. Only seventeen. + +The Prince wore riding gloves, and so the green gleam of his emerald +was hidden from her. If only she could be sure that she had seen him +before. What then? Nothing--if she could think that he would always be +kind to gentle little Edna. + +Just before they reached the hotel Miss Marvel joined her, leaving her +cousin to go on with Don Filippo, and began to talk to her. + +"The river is just perfect at this hour. Our sitting-room has a +balcony and I sat there last night watching the moon rise over San +Miniato. I guess it looked just that way when Dante wrote his sonnets. +Beatrice must have been real mad with him sometimes, don't you think +so? She must have been longing to say, 'Come on, and don't keep +talking.' But she was a nice high-minded girl, and so she never did. +She simply died." + +"If she died for him she must have been a fool," Olive said shortly. +Her eyes were fixed on the Prince's broad back. He was laughing at +some sally of Mamie's. + +Edna was shocked. "Don't you just worship Dante?" + +"Yes, yes," answered the elder girl. "He was a dear, but even he was +not worth that. At least, I don't know. He was a dear; but I was +thinking of a girl I knew ... perhaps I may tell you about her some +day." + +"Yes, do," Edna said perfunctorily. She was trying to hear what her +cousin was saying to Filippo, and wishing she could amuse him as well. +They passed through the wide hall of the hotel and went up in the +lift. The Marvels' private sitting-room was on the second floor. They +were much too rich to condescend to the palms and bamboo tables and +wicker chairs of the common herd, and tea was served to Edna and her +guests in a green and white boudoir that was, as the Marchesa might +have said, more or less Louis Seize. + +Mr Marvel came in presently, refusing tea, but asking leave to smoke, +and the Prince, gracefully deferential to his future father-in-law, +listened to the little he had to say, answering carefully in his +perfect English. + +"Yes, sir. There is a great deal of poverty here. On my Tuscan estates +too. Alas! yes." + +Mamie sat near him, and in the flickering red light of the fire she +looked almost pretty. Filippo's eyes strayed towards her now and then. +Edna came presently to where Olive rested apart on the wide cushioned +window-seat. "Will you have some more tea?" + +"No, thank you. I think we must be going soon. The Marchesa will not +like it if we stay out too long." + +Edna hesitated. "I wanted to ask you a silly question. Had you ever +seen the Prince before last week?" + +There was the slightest perceptible pause before Olive answered, "No, +never. Why do you ask?" + +"I thought you looked as if you had somehow that night at the +Lorenzoni palace. When we came in you were at the piano, and I thought +you looked queer--as if--" + +"Oh, no," Olive said again, but she wondered afterwards if she had +done right. + +On their way home Mamie drew her attention to a poster, and she saw +the name of Meryon in great orange letters on a white ground. + +"He will be here before Christmas. I'll let you come with me to hear +him play if you are good," she said, and she took the elder girl's +hand in hers and pinched it. "I could race you home down this side +street, but I suppose I must not." + +She was gay and good-humoured now, and altogether at her best, and +Olive tried hard to like her, but she could not help seeing that the +triumph that overflowed in easy, shallow kindness was an unworthy one. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +Olive sat alone at the end of one of the tiers of the stone +amphitheatre built into the hill that rises, ilex clad, to the heights +of San Giorgio. Some other women were there, mothers with young +children, nurses and governesses dowdily dressed as she was in +dark-coloured stuffs, but she knew none of them. + +Mamie seldom cared to come to the old Boboli gardens. Its green +mildewed terraces and crumbling deities of fountain and ilex grove had +no charm for her, and as a rule she and her friends preferred the +crowded Lung'Arno and Cascine on the days when there was music, but +this Thursday she had suggested that they should come across the +river. + +"Daisy Vereker has promised to meet me, and as she is only here a week +on her way to school in Paris I should hate to disappoint her." + +The two girls were lingering now about the grass arena, talking +volubly, whispering, giggling. Miss Vereker's maid, a yellow-haired +Swiss, sat not far off with her knitting, and every now and then she +called harshly to her charge to know the time. + +Olive sat very still, her hands clasped, her eyes fixed on the far +horizon. She loved the old-world silence that was only broken by the +dripping of water in the pools. No birds sang here, no leaves fell at +the waning of the year. The seasons had little power over stained +marble and moss, cypress, and ilex and olive, and as spring brought no +riot of green and rose and gold in flower, so autumn took nothing +away. Surely there were ghosts in the shadowed avenues, flitting in +and out among the trees, joining hands to dance "_la ronde_" about the +pool of Neptune. Gay abbes, cavaliers, beautiful ladies of the late +Renaissance, red-heeled, painted, powdered; frail, degenerate children +of the hard-headed old Florentine citizens pictured in the frescoes of +Giotto and Masaccio. No greater shades could come to Boboli. + +Florence was half hidden by the great yellow bulk of the Pitti palace, +but Olive could see the slender, exquisite white and rose tower of +Giotto, and the mellowed red of the cathedral's dome against the faint +purple of the hills beyond Fiesole, and she looked at them in +preference to the contorted river gods and exuberant nymphs of the +fountain in the royal courtyard close by. + +After a while she opened her book and began to read. Presently she +shivered; her jacket was thin, and the air grew chilly as the +afternoon waned, but her reading absorbed her and she was surprised, +when at last she raised her eyes, to see that the Pitti palace was +already dark against the sky. Nurses and children were making their +way out, and soon those who lingered would hear stentorian shouts from +the gardeners, "_Ora si chiude!_" and they too would leave by one or +other of the gates. + +Olive climbed down into the arena. Mamie was nowhere in sight, and +Daisy Vereker and her maid were gone too. Olive, thinking that perhaps +they might have gone up to the fountain of Neptune, began to climb the +hill. She asked an old man who was coming down from there if he had +seen two young ladies, one dressed in red. + +"No, signorina." + +She hurried back to the arena and spoke to a woman there. "Have you +seen a young lady in red with black curls?" + +She answered readily: "_Sicuro!_ She went towards the Porta Romana +half an hour ago. I think the other signorina was leaving and she +wished to accompany her a part of the way. There was an older person +with them." + +Olive's relief was only momentary; it sounded well, but one might walk +to the Porta Romana and back twice in the time. Soon the gates would +be closed, and if she had not found Mamie then, and the gardeners made +her leave with the others, what should she do? She suspected a trick. +The girl had a mischievous and impish humour that delighted in the +infliction of small hurts, and she might have gone home, happy in the +thought that her governess would get a "wigging," or she might be +hiding about somewhere to give her a fright. + +Olive went up the steep path towards the Belvedere, hoping to find her +there. That part of the garden was not much frequented, and the white +bodies and uplifted arms of the marble gods gleamed ghostly and +forlorn in the dusk of the ilex woods that lay between the +amphitheatre and the gate. + +She went on until she saw a glimmer of red through the close-woven +branches. Mamie was there in the dark wood, and she was not alone. A +man was with her, and he was holding her easily, as if he knew she +would not go yet, and laughing as she stood on tiptoe to reach the +fine cruel lips that touched hers presently, when he chose that they +should. + +Olive turned and ran up the path to the top of the hill, and there she +stood for a while, trying to get her breath, trying to be calm, and +sane and tolerant, to see no harm where perhaps there was none after +all. And yet the treachery and the deceit were so flagrant that surely +no condonation was possible. She felt sick of men and women, and of +life itself, since the greatest thing in it seemed to be this +hateful, miscalled love that preceded sorrow and shame and death. Was +love always loathsome to look upon? Not in pictures or on the stage, +where it was represented as a kind of minuet in which the man makes +graceful advances to a woman who smiles as she draws away, but in real +life-- + +"Not real love," she said to herself. "Oh, God, help me to go on +believing in that." + +Raising her eyes she saw the evening star sparkling in a wide, soft, +clear space of sky. It seemed infinitely pure and remote, and yet +somehow good and kind, as it had to Dante when he climbed up out of +hell. + +"_Quindi uscimmo a riveder le stelle._" + +"_Ora si chiude!_" bawled a gardener from the Belvedere. + +Mamie came hurrying up the path towards the hill. "Oh, are you there?" +she said in some confusion. "I went some of the way to the other gate +with Daisy." + +"I was beginning to be afraid you were lost, so I came along hoping to +meet you," answered Olive. + +She said nothing to the girl of what she had seen. It would have been +useless; nothing could alter or abash her inherent unmorality. But +after dinner she wrote a note to Edna and went out herself to post it. + +The answer came at noon on the following day. Miss Marvel would be at +home and alone between three and four and would be pleased to see Miss +Agar then; meanwhile she remained very sincerely her friend. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +"Why do you tell me this now?" asked Edna. "The other day when I asked +you if you had known him before you said you had not." + +"Something that has happened since then determined me." + +Edna's room was full of flowers, roses, narcissi and violets, and the +air was heavy with their scent. Filippo had never failed in his +_petits soins_. It was so easy to give an order at the florist's, and +the bill would come in presently, after the wedding, and be paid in +American dollars. There were boxes of sweets too; and a volume of +Romola, bound in white and gold, lay on the table. Edna had been +looking at the inscription on the fly-leaf when Olive came in. +"_Carissima_" he had written, and she had believed him, but that was +half an hour ago. Now her small body was shaken with sobs, her face +was stained with tears because that faith she had had was dying. + +The chill at her heart made her feel altogether cold, and she edged +her chair nearer to the fire, and put her feet up on the fender. + +"I wish I could feel it was not true, but somehow though I have been +so fond of him I have not trusted him. Well, your cousin was +beautiful, and perhaps he had known her a long time before he knew me. +He wanted to say good-bye kindly. He was entangled--such things +happen, I know. He could not help what happened afterwards. That was +not his fault." + +Olive could not meet her pleading eyes. "I thought something like that +last week," she said. "And that is why I kept silence; but now I know +he would make you unhappy always. Oh, forgive me for hurting you so." +She came and knelt down beside the little girl, and put her arms about +her. "Don't cry, my dear. Don't cry." + +"Oh, Olive, I was so fond of him! Now tell me what has happened +since." + +"Put your hands in mine. There, I will rub the poor tiny things and +warm them. They are so pretty. Yesterday, in the Boboli gardens, I +missed your cousin, and when I went to look for her I saw her with the +Prince. He held her and was kissing her." + +"Oh!" Edna sprang to her feet. "That settles it. Mamie is common and +real homely, and if he can run after her I have done with him. I could +have forgiven the other, especially as she is dead, but Mamie! +Gracious! Here he is!" + +He came into the room leisurely, smiling, very sure of his welcome. +Olive met the hot insolence of his stare steadily, and Edna turned her +back on him. + +"Olive," she said, "you speak to him. Tell him--ask him--" Her gentle +voice broke. + +"What is the matter?" he asked carefully. + +"I saw you twice in Siena last summer. Do you remember _Rigoletto_ at +the Lizza theatre? You were in the stage box. You wore evening dress, +and I saw that emerald ring you have now on your finger. The next day +you met my Cousin Gemma in my room in the Vicolo dei Moribondi. Do you +remember the steep dark stairs and the white walls of the bare place +where you saw her last?" + +He made no answer, and there was still a smile on his lips, but his +eyes were hard. Edna was looking at him now, but he seemed to have +forgotten her. + +"I suppose you loved her," Olive said slowly. "Do you remember the +faint pink curve of her mouth, the little cleft in her chin, and her +hair that was so soft and fine? There were always little stray curls +on the white nape of her neck. I came to my room that morning to fetch +a book. When I had climbed the stairs I found that I had not the key +with me, but the door was unlocked and I saw her there with a man, and +I saw the green gleam of an emerald." + +Men have such a power of silence. No woman but would have made some +answer now, denying with a show of surprise, making excuses, using +words in one way or another. + +"They were talking about you in the town, though I think they did not +know who you were--at least I never heard your name--and that night +Gemma's _fidanzato_ told her he would not marry her. You know best +what that meant to her. She rushed into her own room and threw herself +out of the window. Ah, you should have seen the dark blood oozing +through the fine soft curls! She lay dead in the street for hours +before they took her away." + +"_Santissimo Dio!_ Is this true?" + +"Yes." + +"Gemma--I never knew it--" His face was greatly altered now, and he +had to moisten his lips before he could speak. + +"I could have forgiven that," Edna said tremulously after a while. +"But not yesterday. Your kisses are too cheap, Filippo." + +"Oh," he said hoarsely. "So Gemma's cousin saw that too. It was +nothing, meant nothing. Edna, if you can pardon the other, surely--" + +"It was nothing; and it proved that Mamie is nothing, and that you are +nothing--to me. That is the end of the matter." + +He winced now at the contempt underlying her quiet words, and when she +took off her ring and laid it on the table between them he picked it +up and flung it into the fire. + +"I do not take things back," he said savagely. + +When he had left the room Edna began to cry again. "I believe he is +suffering now, but not for me. Would he care if I killed myself? I +guess not. I am not pretty, only my hands, and hands don't count." + +Olive tried to comfort her. + +"Poppa shall take me away right now. I have had enough of Europe, and +so I shall tell him when he comes in. Must you go now? Well, good-bye, +my dear, and thank you. You are white all through, and I am glad you +have acted as you have, though it hurts now. If ever I marry it shall +be an American ... but I was real fond of Filippo." + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Cardinal Jacopo of Portugal was buried in a side chapel of the church +of San Miniato al Monte, and his counterfeit presentment, wrought in +stone, lies on the tomb Rossellino made for him. Rossellino, who loved +to carve garlands of acanthus and small sweet _amorini_, has conferred +immortality on some of the men whose tombs he adorned in +_basso-rilievo_, and they are remembered because of him; but the +cardinal has another claim. He is beautiful in himself as he rests +there, his young face set in the peace that passes all understanding, +his thin hands folded on his breast. + +Mourners were kneeling in the central aisles of the church, and women +carrying wreaths passed through it on their way to the Campo Santo +beyond, for this was the day of All Souls, and there were fresh +flowers on the new graves, and little black lamps were lit on those +that were grass grown and decked only with the bead blossoms that are +kept in glass cases and need not be changed once a year. The afternoon +was passing, but still Olive lingered by the cardinal's monument. +Looking at him understandingly she saw that there had been lines of +pain about the firm mouth. He had suffered in his short life, he had +suffered until death came to comfort him and give him quiet sleep. The +mother-sense in her yearned over him, lying there straight and still, +with closed eyes that had never seen love; and, womanlike, she pitied +the accomplished loneliness that yet seemed to her the most beautiful +thing in the world. The old familiar words were in her mind as she +looked down upon this saint uncanonised: "Cleanse the thoughts of my +heart by the inspiration of thy Holy Spirit!" and she remembered +Astorre, for whose sake she had come to this church to pray. Once when +she had been describing a haggard St Francis in the Sienese gallery to +him, he had said: "Ah, women always pity him and admire his +picturesque asceticism, but if married men look worried they do not +notice it. Their troubles are no compliment to your sex." + +Poor Astorre had not been devout in any sense, but he had written his +friend a long letter on the day after Gemma's suicide, and he had +asked for her prayers then. "Fausto told me how you knelt there in the +street beside the dead Odalisque and said the Pater-noster and the +Miserere. Perhaps you will do as much for me one day. Your prayers +should help the soul that is freed now from the burden of the flesh. I +cannot complain of flesh myself, but my bones weigh and I shall be +glad to be rid of them. Come and see me soon, _carissima_ ..." + +The next morning his mother sent for the girl, but when she came into +the darkened room where he lay he had already passed away. + +"He asked for you, but he would not see a priest. You know they +refused to bury his father because he fought for united Italy. Ah! +Rome never forgets." + +After the funeral Signora Aurelia had sold her furniture and gone +away, and she was living now with a widowed sister in Rome. The +Menotti had left Siena too and had gone to Milan, and Olive, not +caring to stay on alone in the place where everyone knew what had +happened, had come to the Lorenzoni in Florence. She had had a letter +from Carmela that morning. + +"We like Milan as the streets are so gay, and the shops are beautiful. +We should have got much better mourning here at Bocconi's if we could +have waited, but of course that was impossible. Our apartment is +convenient, but small and rather dark. Maria hopes you are fatter. She +is going to send you some _panforte_ and a box of sugared fruits at +Christmas. _La Zia_ has begun to crochet another counterpane; that +will be the eighth, and we have only three beds. _Pazienza!_ It amuses +her." + +Though Olive was not happy at the Palazzo Lorenzoni, she could not +wish that she had stayed with her cousins. She felt that their little +life would have stifled her. Thinking of them, she saw them, happier +than before, since poor Gemma had not been easy to live with, and +quite satisfied to do the same things every day, waddling out of a +morning to early mass and the marketing, eating and sleeping during +the noon hours, and in the evenings going to hear the music _in +piazza_. + +Olive was not happy. She was one of those women whose health depends +upon their spirits, and of late she had felt her loneliness to be +almost unbearable. Her youth had cried for all, or nothing. She would +have her love winged and crowned; he should come to her before all the +world. Never would she set her foot in secret gardens, or let joy come +to her by hidden ways, but now she faced the future and saw that it +was grey, and she was afraid. + +It seemed to her that she was destined to live always in the Social +Limbo, suspended between heaven and earth, an alien in the +drawing-room and not received in the kitchen. One might as well be +_declassee_ at once, she thought, and yet she knew that that must be +hell. + +If Avenel came to Florence and sought her out would she be weak as +Gemma had been, light as Mamie was? Olive knelt for a while on the +stones, and her lips moved, though her prayer was inarticulate. + +Sunset was burning across the Val d'Arno, and the river flowed as a +stream of pure gold under the dark of the historic bridges. Already +lights sparkled in the windows of the old houses over the Ponte +Vecchio, and the bells of all the churches were ringing the Ave Maria +as she passed through the whining crowd of beggars at the gate of the +Campo Santo and went slowly down the hill. The blessed hour of peace +and silence was over now, and she must trudge back through the +clamorous streets to be with Mamie, to meet the Marchese's horribly +observant eyes, and to be everlastingly quiet and complacent and +useful. She was paid for that. + +She was going up to her room when the lodge porter ran up the stairs +after her with a letter. "For you, signorina." + +It was from Edna. + + "DEAR OLIVE"--she had written,--"I could not wait for + trains so papa has hired a car, and we shall motor + straight to Genoa and catch the boat there. I want to go + home to America pretty badly.--Your loving friend, + + "EDNA. + + "_P.S._--I am still right down glad you told me.--E. M." + +One of the servants came to Olive's room presently. + +"La Signora Marchesa wishes to see you at once in her boudoir." + +The Marchesa had come straight from the motor to her own room, her +head was still swathed in a white veil, and she had not even taken off +her heavy sable coat. She had switched on the light on her entrance, +and now she was searching in the drawers of her bureau for her +cheque-book. + +"Ah, well, gold perhaps," she said after a while, impatiently, as she +snapped open the chain purse that hung from her wrist. "Is that you, +Miss Agar?" + +Olive, seeing her counting out her money, like the queen in the +nursery rhyme, had stopped short near the door. She paled a little as +she understood this must be the sequel to what she had done, but she +held her head high, and there was a light of defiance in the blue +eyes. + +"I have to speak to you very seriously." + +The Marchesa, a large woman, was slow and deliberate in all her +movements. She took her place on a brocaded settee with the air of a +statue of Juno choosing a pedestal, and began to draw off her gloves. +"I greatly regret that this should be necessary." She seemed prepared +to clean Augean stables, and there was something judicial in her +aspect too, but she did not look at Olive. "You know that I took you +into my house on the recommendation of the music-teacher, Signora +Giannini. It was foolish, I see that now. It has come to my knowledge +that you had no right to enter here, no right to be with my daughter." +She paused. "You must understand perfectly what I mean," she said +impressively. + +"No, I do not understand," the girl said. "Will you explain, +Marchesa?" + +"Can you deny that you were involved in a most discreditable affair in +Siena before you came here? That your intrigue--I hate to have to +enter into the unsavoury details, Miss Agar, but you have forced me to +it--that your intrigue with your cousin's _fiance_ drove her to +suicide, and that you were obliged to leave the place in consequence?" + +"It is not true." + +"Ah, but your cousin killed herself?" + +"Yes." + +"Her lover was in the house at the time, and you were there too?" + +"Yes." + +"You were at the theatre the night before and everyone noticed that he +paid you great attention?" + +"He? Oh," cried Olive, "how horrible, and how clever!" + +The hard grey eyes met hers for a moment. + +The girl's pale face was flushed now with shame and anger. "So clever! +Will you congratulate the Prince for me, Marchesa?" she said very +distinctly. + +"You are impertinent. Of course, I cannot keep you. My daughter--" + +The Marchesa saw her mistake as she made it and would have passed on, +but Olive was too quick for her. She smiled. "Your daughter! I do not +think I can have harmed her." + +"You can take your money; I have left it there for you on the bureau. +Please pack your boxes and be off as soon as possible." + +"I am to leave to-night? It is dark already, and I have no friends in +Florence." + +The Marchesa shrugged her shoulders. "I can't help that," she said. + +Olive went slowly out into the hall, and stood there hesitating at the +head of the stairs. She scarcely knew what to do or where to turn, but +she was determined not to stay longer than she could help under this +roof. She went down to the porter's lodge in the paved middle court. + +"Gigia!" + +The old woman came hobbling out to greet her with a toothless smile. +"Ah, _bella signorina_, there are no more letters for you to-night. +Have you come to talk to me for a little?" + +"I am going away," the girl answered hurriedly. "Will your husband +come in to fetch my luggage soon? At eight o'clock?" + +Gigia laid a skinny hand on Olive's arm, and her sharp old eyes +blinked anxiously as she said, "Where are you going, _nina mia_?" + +"I don't know." + +"Not to the Prince?" + +"Good heavens! No!" + +"Ah, the _padrona_ is hard--and you are pretty. I thought it might be +that, perhaps. Don Filippo is like his old wolf of a father, and young +lambs should beware of him." + +"Can you tell me of some quiet, decent rooms where I can go to night?" + +"_Sicuro!_ My husband's brother keeps the Aquila Verde, and you can go +there. Giovanni will give you his best room if he hears that you come +from us, and he will not charge too much. I am sorry you are going, +_cara_." + +Olive squeezed her hand. "Thank you, Gigia. You are the only one I am +sorry to say good-bye to. I shall not forget you." + +The Marchese was coming down the stairs as Olive went up again. He +smiled at her as he stood aside to let her pass. "You are late, are +you not? I shall not tell tales but I hope for your sake that my wife +won't see you." + +"She won't see me again. I am going," she answered. + +He would have detained her. "One moment," he said eagerly, but she was +not listening. "I shall miss you." + +After all she heard him. "Thank you," she said gravely. + +A door was closed on the landing below, and the master of the house +glanced at it apprehensively. He was not sure-- + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The Aquila Verde was the oldest of the tall houses in the narrow +Vicolo dei Donati; the lower windows were barred with iron worn by the +rains of four hundred years, and there were carved marble pillars on +either side of the door. The facade had been frescoed once, and some +flakes of colour, red, green and yellow, still adhered to the wall +close under the deep protecting eaves. + +"It was a palace of the Donati once," the host explained to Olive as +he set a plate of steaming macaroni swamped in tomato sauce before +her. + +"I thought it might have been a convent, because of the long paved +corridors and this great room that is like a refectory." + +"No, the Donati lived here. Dante's wife, Gemma, perhaps. Who knows!" + +Ser Giovanni took up a glass and polished it vigorously with the +napkin he carried always over his arm before he filled it with red +Chianti. He had never had a foreigner in his house before, but he had +heard many tales about them from the waiters in the great +Anglo-American hotels on the Lung'Arno, and he knew that they craved +for warmth and an unlimited supply of hot water and tea. Naturally he +was afraid of them, and he was also shy of stray women, but Olive was +pretty, and he was a man, and moreover a Florentine, and his brother +had come with her and had been earnest in his recommendations, so he +was anxious to please her. "There is no _dolce_ to-night," he said +apologetically. "But perhaps you will take an orange." + +When Olive went up to her room presently she found a great copper jar +of hot water set beside the tiny washstand. The barred window was high +in the thickness of the stone wall and the uncarpeted floor was of +brick. The place was bare and cold as a cell, but the bed, narrow and +white as that of Mary Mother in Rossetti's picture, invited her, and +she slept well. She was awakened at eight o'clock by a young waiter +who brought in her coffee and rolls on a tray. She was a little +startled by his unceremonious entrance, but it seemed to be so much a +matter of course that she could not resent it. He took the copper jar +away with him. "The _padrone_ says you will want some more water," he +said smilingly. + +"Yes. But--but if you bring it back you can leave it outside the +door." + +The coffee was not good, but it was hot, and the rolls were crisp and +delicious, and Olive ate and drank happily and with an excellent +appetite. No more listening to mangled scales and murdered nocturnes +and sonatas, no more interminable meals at which she must sit silent +and yet avoid "glumness," no more walking at Mamie's heels. + +She was free! + +Presently she said to herself, more soberly, that nevertheless she +must work somehow to gain her livelihood. Yes, she must find work +soon. The Aquila Verde would shelter and feed her for six lire a day. +Her last month's salary of eighty lire had been paid her four days +ago, and she had already spent more than half of it on things she +needed, new boots, an umbrella, gloves, odds and ends. This month's +money had been given her last night, and she had left a few lire for +the servant who had always brought up her dinner to her room, and had +made Gigia a little present. The cabman had bullied her into giving +him two lire. She had about one hundred remaining to her. Sixes into +one hundred.... Working it out carefully on the back of an old +envelope she found that she might live on her means for sixteen days, +and then go out into the streets with four lire in her pocket--no, +three, since she could scarcely leave without giving a _mancia_ to the +young man whom she now heard whistling "Lucia" in the corridor. + +"The hot water, signorina." + +"A thousand thanks." + +Surely in a few days she would find work. It occurred to her that she +might advertise. "Young English lady would give lessons. Terms +moderate. Apply O. A., Aquila Verde." She wrote it out presently, and +took it herself to the office of one of the local papers. + +"I have saved fifteen centesimi," she thought as she walked rather +wearily back by the long Via Cavour. + +Three days passed and she was the poorer by eighteen lire. On Sunday +she spent the morning at the Belle Arti Gallery. Haggard saints peered +out at her from dark corners. Flora smiled wistfully through her +tears; she saw the three strong archangels leading boy Tobias home +across the hills, and Angelico's monks and nuns meeting the Blessed +Ones in the green, daisied fields of Paradise, and for a little while +she was able to forget that no one seemed to want English lessons. + +On Monday she decided that she must leave the Aquila Verde if she +could find anyone to take her for four, or even three lire a day. She +went to Cook's office in the Via Tornabuoni; it was crowded with +Americans come for their mails, and she had to wait ten minutes before +one of the young men behind the counter could attend to her. + +"What can I do for you?" + +"Can you recommend me to a very cheap _pension_?" + +She noticed a faint alteration in his manner, as though he had lost +interest in what she was saying, but when he had looked at her again +he answered pleasantly, "There is Vinella's in the Piazza +Indipendenza, six francs, and there is another in the Via dei Bardi, I +think; but I will ask. Excuse me." + +He went to speak to another clerk at the cashier's desk. They both +stared across at her, and she fancied she heard the words, pretty, +cheap enough, poor. + +"There is a place in the Via Decima kept by a Frau Heylmann. I think +it might suit you, and I will write the address down. It is really not +bad and I can recommend it as I am staying there myself," he added +ingenuously. He seemed really anxious to help now, and Olive thanked +him. + +As she went out she met Prince Tor di Rocca coming in. Their eyes met +momentarily and he bowed. It seemed strange to her afterwards when she +thought of it, but she fancied he would have spoken if she had given +him an opportunity. Did he want to explain, to tell more lies? She had +thought him too strong to care what women thought of him once they had +served him and been cast aside. True, she was not precisely one of +these. + +The Via Decima proved to be one of the wide new streets near the Porta +San Gallo. No. 38 was a pretentious house, a tenement building trying +to look like a palace, and it was plastered over with dingy yellow +stucco. Olive went through the hall into a courtyard hung with drying +linen, and climbed up an outside iron staircase to the fifth floor. +There was a brass plate on the Frau's door, and Canova's Graces in +terra cotta smirked in niches on either side. The large pale woman who +answered the bell wore a grey flannel dressing-gown that was almost +buttonless, and her light hair was screwed into an absurdly small knot +on the nape of her neck. + +"You want to be taken _en pension_? Come in." + +She led the way into a bare and chilly dining-room; the long table was +covered with black American cloth that reminded Olive of beetles, but +everything was excessively clean. There was a framed photograph of the +Kaiser on the sideboard. In a room beyond someone was playing the +violin. + +"How many are you in family?" + +"I am alone." + +The Frau looked down at the gloved hands. "You are not married?" + +"No." + +The woman hesitated. "You would be out during the day?" + +"Oh, yes," Olive said hopefully. "I shall be giving lessons." + +"Ah, well, perhaps-- What would you pay?" + +"I am poor, and I thought you would say as little as possible. I +should be glad to help you in the house." + +"There is a good deal of mending," the Frau said thoughtfully; "and +you might clean your own room. Shall we say twenty-four lire weekly?" + +The playing in the other room ceased, and a young man put his head in +at the door. "_Mutter_," he said, and then begged her pardon, but he +did not go away. + +Olive tried not to look at him, but he was staring at her and his eyes +were extraordinarily blue. He was pale, and his wide brows and strong +cleft chin reminded her of Botticelli's steel-clad archangel. He wore +his smooth fair hair rather long too, in the archangelic manner, he-- + +"Paid in advance," Frau Heylmann said very sharply. Then she turned +upon her son. "What do you want, Wilhelm?" + +"Oh, I can wait," he said easily. + +She snorted. "I am sorry I cannot receive you," she said to the girl. +"I am not accustomed to have young women in my house. No." + +She waddled to the door and Olive followed her meekly, but she could +not keep her lips from smiling. "I do not blame you," she said as she +passed out on to the landing. "Your son is charming." + +The woman looked at her more kindly now that she was going. "He is +beautiful," she said, with pride. "Some day he will be great. _Ach!_ +You should hear him play!" + +Olive laughed. "You would not let me." + +She could not take this rebuff seriously, but as she trudged the +streets in the thin cold rain that had fallen persistently all that +morning her sense of humour was blunted by discomfort. The long dark, +stone-paved hall that was the restaurant of the Aquila Verde seemed +cold and cheerless. At noon it was always full of hungry men devouring +macaroni and _vitello alla Milanese_, and the steam of hot food and +the sound of masticating jaws greeted Olive as she came in and took +her place at a little table near the stove. + +The young waiter, Angelo, brought her a cup of coffee after the cheese +and celery. "It gives courage," he said. "And I see you need that +to-day, signorina." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Olive saw the _padrone_ of the Aquila Verde that night before she went +to her room and told him she was leaving. + +His face fell. "Signorina! I am sorry! I told Angelo to bring hot +water every time, always, when you rang. Have you not been well +served?" + +She reassured him on that point and went on to explain that she was +going to live alone. "I have made arrangements," she added vaguely. "A +man will come with a truck to take my box away to-morrow morning." + +And the _padrone_ was too much a man of his world to ask any more +questions. + +There had been no rooms vacant in the _pension_ in Piazza +Indipendenza. The manservant who answered the door had recommended an +Italian lady who took paying guests, and Olive had gone to see her, +but her rooms were small, dark and dingy, and they smelt +overpoweringly of sandal wood and rancid oil. The shabbily-smart +_padrona_ had been voluble and even affectionate. "I am so fond of the +English," she said. "My husband is much occupied and I am often +lonely, but we shall be able to go out together and amuse ourselves, +you and I. I had been hoping to get an invitation to go to the +_Trecento_ ball at the Palazzo Vecchio, but Luigi cannot manage it. +Never mind! We will go to all the _Veglioni_. I love dancing." She +looked complacently down at her stubby little feet in their +down-at-heel beaded slippers. + +Olive had been glad to get away when she heard the impossible terms, +but the afternoon was passing, and when she got to the house in the +Via dei Bardi she saw bills of sale plastered on its walls and a +litter of straw and torn paper in the courtyard. The porter came out +of his lodge to tell her that one of the daughters had died. + +"They all went away, and the furniture was sold yesterday." + +As Olive had never really wished to live and eat with strangers she +was not greatly depressed by these experiences, but she was cold and +tired, and her head ached, and when on her way back to the Aquila +Verde she saw a card, "_Affitasi, una camera, senza mobilia_," in the +doorway of one of the old houses in the Borgo San Jacopo, she went in +and up the long flight of steep stone stairs without any definite idea +of what she wanted beyond a roof to shelter her. + +A shrivelled, snuffy old woman showed her the room. It was very large +and lofty, and it had two great arched windows that looked out upon +the huddled roofs of Oltr'Arno. The brick floor was worn and +weather-stained, as were the white-washed walls. + +"It was a _loggia_, but some of the arches have been filled in and the +others glazed. Ten lire a month, signorina. As to water, there is a +good fountain in the courtyard." + +Olive moved in next day. + +Heaven helps those who help themselves, she thought, as she borrowed a +broom from her landlady to sweep the floor. The morning was fine and +she opened the windows wide and let the sun and air in. At noon she +went down into the Borgo and bought fried _polenta_ for five soldi and +a slice of chestnut cake at the cook shop, and filled her kettle with +clear cold water from the fountain in the courtyard. + +Later, as she waited for the water to boil over her little spirit +lamp, she made a list of absolute necessaries. She had paid a month's +rent in advance, and fifty-three lire remained to her. Fifty-three +lire out of which she must buy a straw mattress, a camp-stool, two +blankets, some crockery and soap. + +She went out presently to do her shopping and came back at dusk. She +was young enough to rather enjoy the novelty of her proceedings, and +she slept well that night on the floor, pillowless, and wrapped in her +coarse brown coverings; and though the moon shone in upon her through +the unshuttered windows for a while she did not dream or wake until +the dawn. + +Olive tried very hard to get work in the days that followed, and she +went twice to the registry office in the Piazza Vittorio Emanuele. + +"Ah, you were here before." A stout woman came bustling out from the +room behind the shop to speak to her the second time. "There is +nothing for you, _signorina mia_. The ladies who come here will not +take anyone without a character, and a written reference from Milan or +Rome is no good. I told you so before. Last winter Contessa Foscoli +had an English maid with a written character--not from us, I am glad +to say--and she ran away with the chauffeur after a fortnight, and +took a diamond ring and the Contessa's pearls with her. If you cannot +tell me who you were with last I shall not be able to help you." + +"The Marchesa Lorenzoni," Olive said. + +The woman drew in her breath with a hissing noise, then she smiled, +not pleasantly. "Why did you not say so before? I have heard of you, +of course. The little English girl! Well, I can't help you, my dear. +This is a registry office." + +Olive walked out of the shop at once, but she heard the woman calling +to someone in the room at the back to come and look at her, and she +felt her cheeks burning as she crossed the road. "The little English +girl!" What were they saying about her? + +One morning she went into one of the English tea-rooms. It was kept +by two elderly maiden ladies, and one of them came forward to ask her +what she wanted. The Pagoda was deserted at that hour, a barren +wilderness of little bamboo tables and chairs, tea-less and cake-less. +The walls were distempered green and sparsely decorated with Japanese +paper fans, and Olive noticed them and the pattern of the carpet and +remembered them afterwards as one remembers the frieze, the +engravings, the stale periodicals in a dentist's waiting-room. + +"Do--do you want a waitress?" + +The older woman's face changed. Oh, that change! The girl knew it so +well now that she saw it ten times a day. + +"No. My sister and I manage very well, and we have an Italian maid to +do the washing up." + +"Thank you," Olive said, faltering. "You don't know anyone who wants +an English girl? I have been very well educated. At least--" + +"I am afraid not." + +Poor Olive. She was an unskilled workwoman, not especially gifted in +any way or fitted by her upbringing to earn her daily bread. Long +years of her girlhood had been spent at a select school, and in the +result she knew a part of the Book of Kings by heart, with the Mercy +speech from the _Merchant of Venice_ and the date of the Norman +Conquest. Every day she bought the _Fieramosca_, and she tried to see +the other local papers when they came out. Several people advertised +who wanted to exchange lessons, but no one seemed inclined to pay. +Once she saw names she knew in the social column. + + "The Marchese Lorenzoni is going to Monte Carlo, and he + will join the Marchesa and Miss Whittaker in Cairo later + in the season." + + "Prince Tor di Rocca is going to Egypt for Christmas." + +It was easy to read between the lines. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Florence, in the great days of the Renaissance, bore many men whom now +she delights to honour, and Ugo Manelli was one of these. He helped to +build a bridge over the Arno, he had his palace in the Corso frescoed +by Masaccio, he framed sumptuary laws, and he wrote sonnets, charming +sonnets that are still read by the people who care for such things. +The fifth centenary of his birthday, on the twenty-eighth of November, +was to be kept with great rejoicings therefore. There were to be +fireworks and illuminations of the streets for the people, and a +_Trecento_ costume ball at the Palazzo Vecchio for those who had +influence to procure tickets and money to pay for them. + +Mamie, greatly daring, proclaimed her intention of wearing the "_umile +ed onesto sanguigno_" of Beatrice. + +"You will be my Dante, Don Filippo? Momma is going in cloth of gold as +Giovanna degli Albizzi." + +The Marchese looked inquiringly at the Prince. "Shall you add to the +gaiety of nations, or at least of Florence?" + +The young man shrugged his broad shoulders. "I suppose so." He was +well established as _cavalier servente_ now in the Lorenzoni +household, and it was understood that Mamie would be a princess some +day. The girl was so young that the engagement could scarcely be +announced yet. + +"I guess we must wait until you are eighteen, Mamie," her mother said. +"Keep him amused and don't be exacting or he'll quit. He is still sore +from his jilting." + +"I can manage him," the girl boasted, but she had no real influence +over him now. The forbidden fruit had allured him, but since it was +his for the gathering it seemed sour--as indeed it was, and he was not +the man to allow himself to be tied to the apron-strings of a child. +When he was in a good humour he watched his future wife amusedly as +she metaphorically and sometimes literally danced before him, but he +discouraged the excess of audacity that had attracted him formerly, +perhaps because he scarcely relished the idea of a Princess Tor di +Rocca singing, "_O che la gioia mi fe morir_." + +Probably he regretted gentle, amenable Edna. At times he was grimly, +impenetrably silent, and often he said things that would have wounded +a tender heart past healing. Fortunately there were none such in the +Palazzo Lorenzoni. + +"I shall be ridiculous as the Alighieri, and you must forgive me, +Mamie, if I say that one scarcely sees in you a reincarnation of +Monna Beatrice." + +"Red is my colour," the girl answered rather defiantly. + +The Marchese laughed gratingly. + +Filippo dined with the Lorenzoni on the night of the ball. He wore the +red _lucco_, but had declined to crown himself with laurel. His gaudy +Muse, however, had no such scruples, and her black curls were wreathed +with silver leaves. The Prince was not the only guest; there was a +slender, flaxen-haired girl from New York dressed after Botticelli's +Judith, an artillery captain as Lorenzo dei Medici, and another man, a +Roman, in the grey of the order of San Francesco. + +"Poppa left for Monte this morning," Mamie explained over the soup. +"He reckoned dressing up was just foolishness, but the fact is armour +is hot and heavy, and he would have had to pass from trousers into +greaves. He has not got the right kind of legs for parti-coloured +hosen, someway." + +The Piazza della Signoria was crowded as it had been on that dreadful +May day when Girolamo's broken body was burnt to ashes there; as it +was on the afternoon of the Pazzi conspiracy, when a bishop was hanged +from one of the windows of the old Palazzo. But the old order had +changed, giving place to new even here, and the people had come now +merely to see the fine dresses; there was no thought of murder, +though there might be some picking of pockets. The night was still and +cold, and the white, round moon that had risen above the roof of the +Loggia dei Lanzi shone, unclouded, upon the restless human sea that +divided here and there to let the carriages and motors pass. The +guests entered by the side door nearest the Uffizi, and _carabinieri_ +kept the way clear. The crowd was dense thereabouts, and the people +pushed and jostled one another, leaned forward, and stood on tiptoe to +see the brocaded ladies in their jewelled coifs and the men, hooded +and strange, in their gay mediaeval garb. + +The Marchesa's cloth of gold drew the prolonged "Oh!" of admiration +that is only accorded to the better kind of fireworks, and hearing it, +she smiled, well satisfied. Mamie followed with Filippo. Her dress of +rose-coloured brocade was exquisite. It clung to her and seemed to be +her one and only garment; one could almost see the throb of her heart +through the thin stuff. She let her furred cloak fall as she got out +of the car and then drew it up again about her bare arms and +shoulders. + +"Who is the black-curled scarlet thing?" + +"Beatrice." + +"What! half naked! She is more like one of the _donnine_ in the +_Decameron_." + +Her Dante, overhearing, hurried her up the steps. His eyes were +bright with anger in the shadow of his hood, but they changed and +darkened as he caught sight of one girl's face in the crowd. At the +foot of the grand staircase he turned, muttering some excuse and +leaving Mamie and her mother to go up alone, and hurried back and out +into the street. He stood aside as though to allow some newcomers to +pass in. The girl he had come to see was close to him, but she was +half hidden behind a _carabiniere's_ broad epauletted shoulders. + +"_Scusi_," murmured the Prince as he leant across the man to pull at +her sleeve. "I must see you," he said urgently. "When? Where?" + +"When you like," she answered, but her eyes were startled as they met +his. "No. 27 Borgo San Jacopo. The only door on the sixth landing." + +"Very well. To-night, then, and in an hour's time." + +The press of incoming masqueraders screened them. The _carabiniere_ +knew the Prince by sight, and he listened with all his might, but they +spoke English, and he dared not turn to stare at the girl until the +tall figure in the red _lucco_ had passed up the steps and gone in +again, and by that time she had slipped away out of sight. + +Filippo came to the Borgo a little before midnight and crossed the +dingy threshold of No. 27 as the bells of the churches rang out the +hour. The old street was quiet enough now but for the wailing of some +strayed and starving cats that crept about the shadowed courts and +under the crumbling archways, and the departing cab woke strange +echoes as it rattled away over the cobble stones. + +The only door on the sixth landing was open. + +"What are you doing here?" Filippo said, wonderingly, as he groped his +way in. The room was in utter darkness but for one ray of moonlight +athwart it and the faint light of the stars, by which he saw Olive +leaning against the sill of one of the unshuttered windows, and +looking, as it seemed, towards him. + +"Come in," she said. "You need not be afraid of falling over the +furniture. There is not much." + +"You seem partial to bare attics." + +"Ah! you are thinking of my room in the Vicolo dei Moribondi." + +"Yes!" he said as he came towards her from the door. "I cannot rest, I +cannot forget. For God's sake tell me about the end! I have been to +Siena since I heard, but I dared not ask too many questions. Was +she--did she suffer very much before she died? Answer me quickly." + +"Throw back your hood," she said. "Let me see your face." + +Impatiently he thrust the folds of white and scarlet away and stood +bare-headed. She saw that his strong lips quivered and that his eyes +were contracted with pain. + +"No, she died instantly. They said at the inquest that it must have +been so." + +"Her face--was she--" his voice broke. + +"I did not see it. It was covered by a handkerchief," she said gently. +"Don't! Don't! I did not think you would suffer so much." + +"I suffer horribly day and night. Love is the scourge of the world in +the hands of the devil. That is certain. She is buried near the south +wall of the Campo Santo. Oh, God! when I think of her sweet flesh +decaying--" + +Olive, scarcely knowing what she did, caught at his hand and held it +tightly. + +"Hush, oh, hush!" she said tremulously. She felt as though she were +seeing him racked. "I do believe that her soul was borne into heaven, +God's heaven, on the day she died. She was forgiven." + +"Heaven!" he cried. "Where is heaven? I am not guilty of her death. +She was a fool to die, and I shall not soon forgive her for leaving me +so. If she came back I would punish her, torment her, make her scream +with pain--if she came back--oh, Gemma!--_carissima_--" + +The hard, hot eyes filled with tears. He tried to drag his hand away, +but the girl held it fast. + +"You are kind and good," he said presently in a changed voice. "I am +sorry if I did you any harm with the Lorenzoni, but the woman told me +she meant to send you away in any case because of the Marchese." + +Then, as he felt the clasp of her fingers loosening about his wrist, +"Don't let go," he said quickly. "Is he really going to take you to +Monte Carlo with him?" + +"Does his wife say so? Do you believe it?" + +He answered deliberately. "No, not now. But you cannot go on living +like this." + +"No." + +He was right. She could not go on. Her little store of coppers was +dwindling fast, so fast that the beggars at the church doors would +soon be richer than she was. And she was tired of her straits, tired +of coarse food and a bare lodging, and of the harsh, clamorous life of +the streets. The yoke of poverty was very heavy. + +Filippo drew a little nearer to her. "I could make you love me." + +"Never." + +He made no answer in words but he caught her to him. She lay for a +moment close in his arms, her heart beating on his, before she cried +to him to let her go. + +He released her instantly. "Well?" + +"I must light the lamp," she said unsteadily. She was afraid now to be +alone with him in the dim, starlit room, and she fumbled for the +matches. He stood still by the window waiting until the little yellow +flame of the _lucerna_ burnt brightly on the floor between them, then +he smiled at her, well pleased at her pallor. "You see it would be +easy," he said. + +She answered nothing. + +"I am going to Naples to-morrow by the afternoon train. Will you come +with me? We will go where you like from there, to Capri, or to Sicily; +and you will help me to forget, and I will teach you to live." + +There was silence between them for a while. Olive stared with +fascinated eyes at this tall, lithe man whose red _lucco_, falling in +straight folds to his feet, became him well. The upper part of his +face was in shadow, and she saw only the strong lines of the cleft +chin, and the beautiful cruel lips that smiled at her as though they +knew what her answer must be. + +She was of those who are apt to prefer one hour of troubled joy to the +long, grey, eventless years of the women who are said to be happy +because they have no history, and it seemed to her that the moment had +come when she must make a choice. This love was not what she had +dreamed of, longed for; other lips, kinder and more true, should have +set their seal on her accomplished womanhood. She knew that this that +was offered was a perilous and sharp-edged thing, a bright sheath +that held a sword for her heart, and yet that heart sang exultantly +as it fluttered like a wild bird against the bars of its cage. It sang +of youth and life and joy that cares not for the morrow. + +It sang. + +Filippo watched her closely and he saw that she was yielding. Her lips +parted, and instinctively as he came towards her she closed her eyes +so nearly that he saw only a narrow line of blue gleaming between her +lashes. But as he laid his hands upon her shoulders something awoke +within her, a terror that screamed in her ears. + +"I am afraid," she said brokenly. "Leave me and come back to-morrow +morning if you will. I cannot answer you now." + +As he still held her she spoke again. "If I come to you willingly I +shall be more worth having, and if you do not go now I will never +come. I will drown myself in the Arno." + +"Very well. I will come to-morrow." + +When he was gone she went stumblingly across the room to the mattress +on the floor in the farthest corner, and threw herself down upon it, +dressed as she was. + +There was no more oil in the little lamp, and its flame flickered and +went out after a while, leaving her in the dark. The clocks were +striking two. Long since the moon had set behind the hills and now the +stars were fading, or so it seemed. There was no light anywhere. + +Olive did not sleep. Her frightened thoughts ran to and fro busily, +aimlessly, like ants disturbed, hither and thither, this way and that. +He could give her so much. Nothing real, indeed, but many bright +counterfeits. For a while she would seem to be cared for and beloved. +Yes, but if the true love came she would be shamed. She knew that her +faith in Dante's Amor, his lord of terrible aspect, made his coming +possible. The men and women who go about proclaiming that there is no +such person because they have never seen him were born blind. Like +those prosy souls who call the poets mad, they mistake impotence for +common sense. + +Besides, the first step always costs so dear, and now that he was gone +and she could think of him calmly she knew that she was afraid of +Filippo Tor di Rocca. He was cruel. Then among the forces arrayed +against him there was the desire of that she called her soul to +mortify her flesh, to beckon, to lead by stony ways to the heights of +sacrifice. She could not be sure where that first step would lead her, +she could not be sure of herself or gauge the depths to which she +might fall. + +"Oh, God!" she said aloud. "Help me! Don't let things be too +difficult." + +The hours of darkness were long, but the grey glimmering dawn came at +last with a pattering of rain against the uncurtained window. Olive +rose as soon as it was light, and before eight she had eaten the crust +of bread she had saved for her breakfast and was gone out. On her way +down the stairs she met her landlady and spoke to her. + +"If anyone comes to see me will you tell them that I have gone out, +and that I do not know when I shall come in again. And if anything is +said about my going away you can say that I have changed my mind and +that I shall not leave Florence." + +She would not cross the river for fear of meeting Filippo in any of +the more-frequented streets on the other side, so she went down the +Via della Porta Romana and out by the gates into the open country +beyond. She walked for a long time along muddy roads between the high +walls of vineyards and olive orchards. She had an umbrella, but her +skirts were draggled and splashed with mire and the water came through +the worn soles of her thin shoes. She had nothing to eat and no money +to buy food. There were some coppers in her purse, but she had +forgotten to bring that. It was windy, and as she was toiling up the +steep hill to Bellosguardo her umbrella blew inside out. She threw it +down by the side of the road and went on, rather glad to be rid of it +and to feel the rain on her face. She had two hands now to hold her +skirt and that was better. Soon after noon she knocked at the door of +a gardener's cottage and asked for something to eat; she was given a +yellow lump of _polenta_ and a handful of roast chestnuts and she sat +down on a low wall by the roadside to devour them. She did not think +much about anything now, she could not even feel that she cared what +happened to her, but she adhered to the resolution she had made to +keep out of the way until Tor di Rocca had left Florence. She could +not sit long. It was cold and she was poorly clad, so poorly that the +woman in the cottage had believed her to be a beggar. The Prince would +have had to buy her clothes before he could take her away with him. + +She wandered about until nightfall and then made her way back to the +house in the Borgo, footsore and cold and wretched, but still the +captain of her soul; ragged, but free and in no man's livery. + +The landlady heard her coming slowly up the stairs and came out of her +room to speak to her. + +"A gentleman called for you this morning. I told him you were gone out +and that you had changed your mind about leaving Florence, and at +first he seemed angry, and then he laughed. 'Tell her we shall meet +again,' he said. Then another came this afternoon in an automobile and +asked if you lived here, and when I said you were out he said he would +come again this evening. He left his card." + +Olive looked at it with dazed eyes. Her pale face flushed, but as she +went on up the stairs the colour ebbed away until even her lips were +white. She had to rest twice before she could reach her own landing, +and when she had entered her room she could go no farther than the +door. She fell, and it was some time before she could get up again, +but she still held the card crumpled in her hand. + +"Jean Avenel." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The Villa Fiorelli is set high among the olive groves above the +village of Settignano. There are Medicean balls on a shield over the +great wrought-iron gates, and the swarthy splendid banker princes +appear as the Magi in the faded fresco painting of the Nativity in the +chapel. They have knelt there in the straw of the stable of Bethlehem +for more than four hundred years. The _nobili_ of Florence were used +to loiter long ago on the terrace in the shade of the five cypresses, +and women, famous or infamous, but always beautiful, listened to +sonnets said and songs sung in their honour in the scented idleness of +the rose garden. The villa belonged first to handsome, reckless +Giuliano, the lover of Simonetta and others, and the father of a Pope, +and when the dagger thrusts of the Pazzi put an end to his short life +his elder brother and lord, Lorenzo, held it for a while before he +sold it to the Salviati. So it passed through many hands until at last +Hilaire Avenel bought it and filled it with the books and armour that +he loved. There were Spanish suits, gold-chased, in the hall, Moorish +swords and lances, and steel hauberks on the staircase, and stray +arquebuses, greaves and gauntlets everywhere. They were all rather +dusty, since Hilaire was unmarried; but he was well served +nevertheless. He was not a sociable person, and no Florentine had ever +partaken of a meal with him, but it was currently reported that he sat +through a ten-course dinner every night of his life, crumbling the +bread at the side of his plate, and invariably refusing to partake of +nine of the dishes that were handed in form by the old butler. + +"It's real mean of your brother to keep his lovely garden shut up all +through the spring," the Marchesa Lorenzoni had said once to Jean, and +he had replied, "Well, it is his." + +That seemed final, but the present Marchesa and late relict of Jonas +P. Whittaker of Pittsburg was not so easily put off. She was apt to +motor up to Settignano more than once in the May month of flowers; the +intractable Hilaire was never at home to her, but she revenged herself +by multitudinous kind inquiries. He was an invalid, but he disliked to +be reminded of his infirmities almost as much as he did most women and +all cackle about the weather. + +Jean lived with him when not playing Chopin at the ends of the earth, +and when the two were together the elder declared himself to be +perfectly happy. "I only want you." + +"And your first editions and your Cellini helmet." + +When Jean came back from his American tour his brother was quick to +notice a change in him, and when on the day after his Florentine +concert he came in late for a dinner which he ate in silence, Hilaire +spoke his mind. They were together in the library. Jean had taken a +book down from the shelves but he was not reading it. + +"Bad coffee." + +"Was it?" + +Hilaire was watching his brother's face. It seemed to him that there +were lines in it that he had not seen before, and the brown eyes that +gazed so intently into the fire were surely very tired. + +He began again rather awkwardly. "You have been here a week, Jean." + +"Yes." + +"Did the concert go off well?" + +"Oh, well enough. As usual." + +"You went away alone in the Itala car before nine this morning and you +came back scarcely an hour ago. What is the matter? Is there some new +trouble? Jean, dear man, I am older than you; I have only you. What is +it?" + +Jean reached out for his tobacco pouch. "Hilaire," he said very +gravely, after a pause, which he occupied in filling his pipe. "You +remember I asked you to do anything, anything, for a girl named Olive +Agar. You have never heard from her or of her?" + +"Never." + +"Ah," he sighed, "I have been to Siena. There was some affair--early +in September she came to Florence, to the Lorenzoni of all people in +the world." + +Hilaire whistled. + +"Yes, I know," the younger man said gloomily, as though he had spoken. +"That woman! What she must have suffered in these months! Well, she +left them suddenly at the beginning of November." + +"Where is she now?" + +"That's just it. I don't know." + +"Why did she leave Siena?" + +"There was some trouble--a bad business," he answered reluctantly. +"She lived with some cousins, and one of them committed suicide. She +came away to escape the horror and all the talk, I suppose." + +"Ah, I need not ask why she left the Lorenzoni woman. No girl in her +senses would stay an hour longer than she could help with her." + +"Hilaire, I think I half hoped to see her at the concert yesterday. +When I came on the platform I looked for her, and I am sure I should +have seen her in that crowd if she had been there. She is different, +somehow. I played like a machine for the first time in my life, I +think, and during the interval the manager asked me why I had not +given the nocturne that was down on the programme. I said something +about a necessary alteration at the last moment, but I don't know now +what I did play. I was thinking of her. A girl alone has a bad time in +this world." + +"You are going to find her? Is she in love with you?" + +Jean flushed. "I can't answer that." + +"That's all right. What I really wanted to know was if you cared for +her. I see you do. Oh, Lord!" The older man sighed heavily as he put +down his coffee-cup. "I wish you would play to me." + +Jean went into the music-room, leaving the folding doors between open, +and sat down at the piano. There was no light but the moon's, and +Hilaire saw the beloved head dark against the silvery grey of the wall +beyond. The skilled hands let loose a torrent of harmonies. + +"Damn women!" said Hilaire, under cover of the fortissimo. + +He spent some hours in the library on the following day re-arranging +and dusting his books, lingering over them, reading a page here and +there, patting their old vellum-bound backs fondly before he returned +them to their shelves. They absorbed him, and yet the footman bringing +in his tea on a tray heard him saying, "I must not worry." + +Jean had always come to him with his troubles ever since he was a +child, and the worst of all had been brought about by a woman. That +was years ago now. Hilaire had been away from England, and he had +come back to find his brother aged and altered--and married. + +They had got on so well together without women in these latter years +that Hilaire had hoped they might live and die in peace, but it seemed +that it was not to be. Jean had gone out again in the car to look for +his Olive. Well, if she made him happy Hilaire thought they might get +on very well after all. But he had forebodings, and later, he sat +frowning at the white napery and glittering glass and silver reflected +in the polished walnut wood of his well-appointed table, and he +refused soup and fish with unnecessary violence. Jean loved this girl +and she could make him happy if she would, but would she? She was +evidently not of a "coming-on disposition"; she was good, and Jean +was, unfortunately, still married to the other. + +It had been raining all day. The wind moaned in the trees and sighed +in the chimney, and now and again the blazing logs on the hearth +hissed as drops fell on them from above. + +"There is a good fire in the signorino's dressing-room, I hope. He has +been out all day, and it is so stormy that--" + +"The signorino has come in, _eccellenza_. He--he brought a lady with +him. She seemed faint and ill, and I sent for the gardener's wife to +come and look after her. I have given her the blue room, and the +housekeeper is with her now. She was busy with the dinner when she +first came." The old butler rubbed his hands together. + +"I hope I did right," he said after a pause. + +Hilaire roused himself. "Oh, quite right, of course. She will want +something to eat." + +"I have sent up a tray--" + +"Ah, when?" + +"He--here he is." + +The old man drew back as Jean came in. "I am sorry to be late, +Hilaire." + +"It does not matter." + +Thereafter both sat patiently waiting for the end of a dinner that +seemed age-long. When, at last, they were alone Jean rose to his feet; +he was very pale and his brown eyes glittered. + +"Did Stefano tell you? I have found her and brought her here." + +"Oh, she has come, has she?" + +"You think less of her for that. Ah, you will misjudge her until you +know her. Wait." + +He hurried out of the room. + +Hilaire stood on the hearth with his back to the fire. He repeated his +formula, but there was a not unkindly light in his tired eyes, and +when presently the door was opened and the girl came in he smiled. + +The club foot, of which he was nervously conscious at times, held him +to his place, but she came forward until she was close to him. + +"You are his brother," she began. "I--what a good fire." + +She knelt down on the bear skin and stretched her hands to the blaze. +Hilaire noticed that she was excessively thin; the rose-flushed cheeks +were hollow and the curves of the sweet cleft chin too sharp. He +looked at her as she crouched at his feet; the nape of the slim neck +showed a very pure white against the shabby black of her dress, there +were fine threads of gold in the soft brown tangle of her hair. + +Jean was dragging one of the great armchairs closer. + +"You are cold," he said anxiously. "Come and sit here." + +She rose obediently. + +"Have you had any dinner?" asked Hilaire. + +"Yes; they brought me some soup in my room. I am not hungry now." + +She spoke very simply, like a child. Jean had rifled all the other +chairs to provide her with a sufficiency of cushions, and now he +brought her a footstool. + +"I think I must take my shoes off," she said. "So cold--you see they +let the water in, and--" + +"Take them off at once," ordered Hilaire, and he watched, still with +that faint smile in his eyes, as Jean knelt to do his bidding. + +"That's very nice," sighed the girl. "I never knew before that real +happiness is just having lots to eat and being warm." + +The two men looked at each other. + +"I have often wondered about you," she said to Hilaire presently. +"Your eyes are just like his. I think if I had known that I should +have had to come before; but you see I promised Cardinal Jacopo of +Portugal--in San Miniato--that I would not. What am I talking about?" +Her voice broke and she covered her face with her hands. + +"Oh, my God!" Jean would have gone to her, but his brother laid a +restraining hand on his arm. + +"Leave her alone," he said. "She will be all right to-morrow. It's +only excitement, nervous exhaustion. She must rest and eat. Wait +quietly and don't look at her." + +Jean moved restlessly about the room; Hilaire, gravely silent, seemed +to see nothing. + +So the two men waited until the girl was able to control her sobs. + +"I am so sorry," she said presently. "I have made you uncomfortable; +forgive me." + +"Will you take a brandy-and-soda if I give it you?" + +"Yes, if you think it will do me good." + +Hilaire limped across to the sideboard. He was scarcely gone half a +minute, but when he came back with a glass of the mixture he had +prescribed he saw his brother kneeling at the girl's side, his arms +about her, his face hidden in the folds of her skirt. + +"Jean! Get up!" he said very sharply. "Pull yourself together." + +Olive sat stiffly erect; her swollen, tear-stained lids hid the blue +eyes, her pale, quivering lips formed words that were inaudible. + +Hilaire ground his teeth. "Get up!" + +After a while the lover loosed his hold; he bent to kiss the girl's +feet; then he rose and went silently out of the room. Hilaire listened +for the closing of another door before he rang the bell. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +For some days and nights Olive lived only to eat and sleep. When she +woke it was to hear a kind old voice urging her to take hot milk or +soup, to see a kind old face framed in white hair set off by black +lace lappets; and yet whenever she closed her eyes at first she was +aware of a passionate aching echo of words said that was sad as the +sound of the sea in a shell. "I love you--I love you--" until at last +sleep helped to knit up the ravelled sleave of care. + +Every morning there were fresh roses for her. + +"The signorino hopes you are better." + +"Oh, much better, thank you." And after a while a day came when she +felt really strong enough to get up. She dressed slowly and came down +and out on to the terrace. The crumbling stones of the balustrade were +moss-grown, as was the slender body of the bronze Mercury, poised for +flight and dark against the pale illimitable blue of the December sky. +Hilaire Avenel never tried to make Nature neat; the scarlet leaves of +the Virginia creeper came fluttering down and were scattered on the +worn black and white mosaic of the pavement; they showed like fire +flickering in the sombre green of the cypresses. Beyond and below the +garden, the olive and ilex woods, and the steep red roofs of +Settignano, lay Florence, a city of the plain, and wreathed in a +delicate mist. There was the great dome of Santa Maria dei Fiori; the +tortuous silver streak that was Arno, spanned by her bridges; there +was Giotto's tower, golden-white and rose golden, there the campanile +of the Badia, the grim old Bargello, and the battlemented walls of the +Palazzo Vecchio; farther still, across the river, the heights of San +Miniato al Monte, Bellosguardo, and Mont' Oliveto, cypress crowned. + +Two white rough-coated sheep-dogs came rushing up the steps from the +garden to greet Olive with sharp barks of joy, and Hilaire was not +slow to follow. Olive still thought him very like his brother, an +older and greyer Jean. + +"I have been so looking forward to showing you the garden," he said +hurriedly in his kind eagerness to put her at her ease. "There are +still a few late chrysanthemums, and you will find blue and white +violets in the grass by the sundial." + +They passed down the steps together and through the green twilight of +the orange groves, and came to a little fountain in the midst of a +space of lawn set about with laurels. Hilaire threw a biscuit into +the pool, and the dark water gleamed with silver and gold as the fish +rushed at it. + +"I flatter myself that all the living things in this garden know me," +he said. "I bar the plainer kinds of insects and scorpions, of course; +but the small green lizards are charming, aren't they?" + +"Mamie Whittaker had one on a gold chain. She used to wear it +sometimes." + +"She would," he said drily. "The young savage! Better go naked than +torture harmless things." + +"This place is perfect," sighed Olive; and then, "You have no home in +France?" + +"We should have; but our great-grandfather was guillotined in Paris +during the Terror, and his wife and child came to England. Years +later, when they might have gone back they would not. Why should they? +Napoleon had given the Avenel estates to one of his ruffians, who had +since seceded to the Bourbon and so made all secure. Besides, they +were happy enough. Marie Louis Hilaire gave music lessons, and the +Marquise scrubbed and cooked and patched their clothes--she, who had +been the Queen's friend, and so they managed to keep the little home +together. Presently the young man married, and then Jean Marie +appeared on the scene. We have a picture of him at the age of five, in +a nankeen frock and a frill. Our mother was a Hungarian--hence Jean's +music, I suppose--and there is Romany blood on that side. These are +our antecedents. You will not be surprised at our vagaries now?" + +Olive smiled. "No, I shall remember the red heels of Versailles, +English bread and butter, and the gipsy caravan." + +"Jean has fetched your books from the Monte di Pieta. Marietta found +the tickets in your coat pocket. You don't mind?" + +Looking at her he saw her eyes fill with tears, and he hurried on: "No +rubbish, I notice. Are you fond of reading?" + +"Yes." + +"I was wondering if you would care to undertake a work for me." + +"I should be glad to do anything," she said anxiously. + +"I have some thousands of books in the villa. Those I have collected +myself I know--they are all in the library--but there are many that +were left me by my father, and others that came from an uncle, and +they are all piled up in heaps in the empty rooms on the second floor. +I want someone to sort them out, catalogue, and arrange them for me. +Would you care to do it?" + +"Yes, indeed." + +"That's all right then," he said hastily. "I'll get a carpenter in at +once to put up some more shelves ready for them. And I think you had +better stay on in the villa, if you don't mind. It will be more +convenient. The salary will be two hundred lire a month, paid in +advance." + +"Your kindness--I can't express my gratitude--" she began tremulously. + +"Nonsense! This is a business transaction, and I am coming out of it +very well. I should not get a man to do the work for that absurdly +small sum. I am underpaying you on purpose because I hate women." + +Olive laughed. "Commend me to misogynists henceforth." + +She wanted to begin at once, but her host assured her that he would +rather she waited until the shelves were put up. + +"You will have to sort them out several times, according to date, +language and subject. Perhaps Jean can help you when he returns. He is +away just now." + +Watching her, he saw the deepening of the rose. + +"I--I can't remember exactly what happened the night I came, Mr +Avenel. You know I had not been able to find work, and though my +_padrona_ was kind she was very poor too. She pawned my things for me, +but they fetched so little, and I had not had anything to eat for ever +so long when he came. He has not gone away because of me, has he?" + +Hilaire threw the fish another biscuit; it fell among the lily leaves +at the feet of the weather-stained marble nymph of the fountain. + +"I must decline to answer," he said gravely, after a pause. "I +understand that you are twenty-three and old enough therefore to judge +for yourself, and I do not intend to influence either you or Jean, if +I can help it. You will be perfectly free to do exactly what you think +right, my dear girl. I will only give you one bit of advice, and that +is, look at life with your eyes wide open. Don't blink! This is +Friday, and Jean is coming to see you on Wednesday." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +Olive told herself that Hilaire was very good to her in the days that +followed. He came sometimes into the room where she was, to find her +sitting on the floor amid the piles of books she was trying to reduce +to some kind of order. + +"You do not get tired? I am afraid they are rather dusty." + +"Oh, not at all," she assured him. She was swathed in a blue linen +apron of Marietta's and had tied a cotton handkerchief over her hair. +"I like to feel I am doing something for you," she said. "I wish--you +have been--you are so kind." + +On the Wednesday morning she covered some of the books with brown +paper and pasted labels on their backs. She tried not to listen for +the creaking of the great gates as they swung open, for the grating of +wheels against the stones, for Jean's voice calling to his brother, +for his quick step upon the stair, but she heard all as she wrote +_Vita Nuova_ on the slip intended for an early edition of the _Rape of +the Lock_, and put the _Decameron_ aside with some sermons and +commentaries that were to be classified as devotional literature. He +did not come to her then, but she was desperately afraid that he +might. "I am not ready ... not ..." + +When, later, she came into the dining-room she seemed to be perfectly +at her ease. Jean's eyes had been fixed on the door, and they met hers +eagerly as she came forward. "Are you better?" he asked, and then bit +his lip, thinking he had said the wrong thing. + +"Oh, yes. But--but you look pale and thinner." + +Her little air of gay indifference fell away from her. As he still +held her hand she felt the tears coming and longed to be able to run +upstairs and take some more sal volatile, but Hilaire came to the +rescue. + +"Well, let's have lunch," he said. "I hate tepid food." + +When they had taken their places Jean gave the girl a letter. + +"It came for you to the Lorenzoni. I called at the porter's lodge this +morning and Ser Gigia gave it me." + +"Such a waste of good things I never saw," the butler said afterwards +to his wife. "As you know, the _padrone_ never eats more than enough +to fill a bird, but I have seen the signorino hungry, and the young +lady too. To-day, however, they ate nothing, though the _frittata_ was +fit to melt in one's mouth. I should not have been ashamed to set it +before the Archangel Gabriel, and he would have eaten it, since it is +certain that the Blessed One has never been in love." + +After the meal, to which no one indeed had done justice, Hilaire +explained that he was going to write some letters. + +The younger man looked at Olive. "Come with me," he said abruptly. "I +want to play to you." + +"I want to hear you," she said as she rose from the table. + +He followed her into the music-room and shut the door. "Well?" + +She chose to misunderstand him. "It is charming. Just what a shrine of +sound should be." + +The grand piano stood out from the grey-green background of the walls +beyond, there was a bronze statuette of Orpheus with his lute on a +twisted Byzantine column of white and gold mosaic, and a long +cushioned divan set on one side broke the long lines of light on the +polished floor. + +"What are you going to play?" she asked. + +"Nothing, at present," he said, smiling at her. "I want to talk to you +first. You are not frightened?" + +"No." She sat on the divan and he stood before her, looking down into +her eyes. + +"I think I had better try to tell you about my wife," he said. "May I +sit here? And may I smoke?" + +"Yes." She drew her skirts aside to make room for him next to her. "I +want to hear you," she said again. + +"Imagine me, a boy of twenty-two, convalescing in country lodgings +after an illness that seemed to have taken the marrow out of my bones. +Hilaire was in Japan, and I--a callow fledgling from the nest--was +very sick and sorry for myself. There were some people living in +rather a large house at the other end of the village who took notice +of me. They were the only ones, and I have thought since that my +acquaintance with them really did for me with everyone else. They were +not desirable--but--well, I was too young, and just then too +physically weak to avoid their more pressing attentions. Old Seldon +was one of those flushed, swollen men whose collars seem always to be +too small for them. He tried to be pleasant, but it was not a great +success. There were two daughters at home, and Gertrude was the +eldest. She had been married, and the man had died, leaving her +penniless. As you may suppose she had not come back to veal. I was +sorry for her then because she seemed a good sort, and she was very +kind to me; she was five years my senior--" + +"Go on," Olive said. + +"I used to go to the house nearly every evening. She sang well, and I +used to play her accompaniments, while the old man hung about the +sideboard. He never left us alone, and the younger girl, Violet, used +to meet the rector's son in the stables then. I heard that afterwards. +They lived anyhow, and owed money to all the tradespeople round. + +"One night I was awakened by a knocking outside; my landlady slept at +the back, and she was deaf besides, so I went down myself. The wind +put my candle out as I opened the door, but I saw a woman standing +there in the rain, and I asked her what she wanted. She made no +answer, but pushed past me into the passage, and went into my +sitting-room. I followed, of course. + +"Well, perhaps you have guessed that it was Gertrude. Her yellow hair +hung down and about her face; she was only half dressed, and her bare +arms and shoulders were all wet. Her skirts were torn and stained with +mud. She told me her father had turned her out of the house in a +drunken fury and she had come to me. Even then I wondered why she had +not gone to some woman--surely she might have found shelter--however, +she had come to me. I was going to call up my landlady, but she would +not allow it because she said that no one but I need ever know. She +would creep home through the fields soon after sunrise and her sister +would let her in. The old man would be sleeping heavily.... The end of +it was that I let her go up to my room while I lay on the sofa in the +little parlour. The horsehair bolster was deucedly hard, but I was +young, and when I did get off I slept well. When I woke it was nearer +eight than seven, and I had just scrambled up when my landlady came +in. One look at her face was enough. I understood that Gertrude had +overslept herself too. + +"The sequel was hateful. There was a frightful scandal, of course; the +father raved, the women cried, the rector talked to me seriously, +and--Olive, mark this--Gertrude would not say anything. I married her +and we came away." + +"It was a trap," cried Olive. + +"We had not one single thing in common, and you know when there is no +love sex is a barrier set up by the devil between human souls. After +some years of mutual misery I brought her here. Poor Hilaire has hated +respectable women ever since--she was that, if that counts when there +is nothing else. Just virtue, with no saving graces. She is living in +London now, is much esteemed, and regularly exceeds her allowance." + +"Was she pretty?" + +Jean had let his pipe go out, and now he relit it. "Oh, yes," he said, +"I suppose so. Frizzy hair and all that. I fancy she has grown stout +now. She is the kind that spreads." + +"Life is all so hateful," sighed the girl. Jean moved away from her +and went to the window. Hilaire was limping across the terrace +towards the garden steps. When he was gone out of sight Jean came back +into the room. + +"My brother is unhappy too. The woman he loved died. Oh, Olive, are we +to be lonely always because the law will not give me a divorce from +the woman who was never really my wife, never dear to me or near to me +as you are? Joy is within our reach, a golden rose on the tree of +life, and it is for you to gather it or to hold your hand. Don't +answer me yet for God's sake. Wait!" + +He went to the piano and opened it. + +Rain ... rain dripping on the roof through the long hours of night, +and the weary moaning of the wakeful wind. Thronging memories of past +years, past youth, past joy, past laughter echoing and re-echoing in +one man's hungry heart. Light footsteps of children never to be born +... and then the heavy tread of men carrying a coffin, and the last +sound of all--the clanging of an iron door.... + +The grave ... the grave ... it held the boy who had loved her, and +presently, surely, it would hold this man too, sealing his kind lips +with earth, closing his brown eyes in an eternal darkness. + +He played, as thousands had said, divinely, not only with his hands +but with his soul. The music that had been a work of genius became a +miracle when he interpreted it, and indeed it seemed that virtue went +out of him. His face was drawn and pale and a pulse beat in his cheek. +Olive, gazing at him through a blur of tears, knew that she had never +longed for anything in her life as she longed now to comfort this pain +expressed in ripples, and low murmurings, and great crashing waves of +the illimitable sea of sound. Her heart ached with the pity that is a +woman's way of loving, and as he left the piano she rose too. He +uttered a sort of cry as she swayed towards him, and clasped her in +his arms. + +"I love you," he said, his lips so close to hers that she felt rather +than heard the words. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +Jean came to the villa a little before noon on the following day. +Hilaire, who was in the library, heard his voice in the hall calling +the dogs, heard him whistling some little song tune as he opened and +shut all the doors one after the other. + + "'_O l'amor e' come un nocciuola + Se non se apre non si puo mangiarla--_'" + +"Hilaire, where are you? I thought I should find you on the terrace +this fine morning. Where is she?" he added eagerly as he laid a great +bunch of roses down on the table. "Is her headache better? Has not she +come down yet?" + +He looked across the room to where his brother's grey head just showed +above the high carved back of his chair. + +"Hilaire! Why don't you answer?" + +In the silence that ensued he distinctly heard the ticking of the +clock on the mantelpiece and the falling of the soft wood ashes in the +grate; the beating of his own heart sounded loud to him. One of the +dogs was scratching at the door and whining to be let in. + +"Hilaire." + +"She is gone." + +"Gone?" + +"Yes. She left this letter for you." + +"Ah, give it to me." He opened and read it hurriedly. + +"I thought you meant dead at first," he said. His brown eyes had lost +the light that had been in them and were melancholy as before; he +stood still by the table looking down upon his roses. They would fade, +and she would never see them now. Never ... never ... + +"Come and sit by the fire and let's talk it over quietly," said +Hilaire. "Oh, damn women," he mumbled as he drew at his pipe--the +fifth that morning. It was the first time in a week that he had +uttered his pet expletive. "What does she say?" + +"You can read her letter." + +"Would she mind?" + +"Oh, no," Jean said bitterly. "She loves you--what she calls +loving--next best after me. She told me so." + +Hilaire carefully smoothed the crumpled, blotted page out on his knee. + + "MY DEAREST JEAN,--I am going away because I am a + coward. I dare not live with you, and I dare not ask you + to forgive me. Last night as I lay awake I thought and + thought about my feeling for you and I was sure that it + was love. I used to think of you often last summer and + to wonder where you were and what you were doing, and I + hoped you had not forgotten me. I did not love you then, + but I suppose my thoughts of you kept my heart's door + open for you, and certainly they helped to keep out + someone else who came and tried to get admittance. Oh, + one must suffer to keep love perfect, but isn't it worth + while? You may not believe me now when I say that if I + cared for you less I should stay, but it is true. Oh, + Jean, even when we were so happy for a few minutes + yesterday something in me looked beyond into the years + to come and was afraid. Not of you; I trust you, + dearest; but of the world. Men would stare at me and + laugh and whisper together, and women would look away, + and I know I should not be able to bear it. I am not + brave like that. Oh, every word I write must hurt you, I + know. Remember that I love you now and shall always. + Good-bye.--Your + + "OLIVE." + +"I should keep this." + +"I am going to. Hilaire, did you know she was going? Did she tell +you?" + +The older man answered quietly: "Yes, I knew, and I sent her to the +station in the motor. I had promised a strict neutrality, Jean, and +she was right to go. Some women, good women, may be strong enough to +bear all the suffering that is entailed upon them by a known +irregularity in their lives. She is not. It would probably have killed +her though I am not saying that she would not have been happy +sometimes, when she could forget her shame." + +Jean flinched as though his brother had struck him. "Don't use that +word." + +"Well, what else would it be? What else would the world call it? And +women listen to what the world says. 'Good name in man or woman is the +immediate jewel of their souls'; Othello said something like that, and +it's often true. Besides, you know, this woman is pure in herself, and +from what she told me I understand that she has seen something of the +seamy side of love lately--enough to inspire her with dread. She is +afraid, and her fear is exquisite; a very fine and rare thing. It is +the bloom on the fruit and should not be brushed off with an ungentle +hand. Poor child! Don't blame her as she blames herself or I shall +begin to think she is too good for you." + +Jean sat leaning forward staring into the fire. + +"Do you realise that when I brought her here it was from starvation in +a garret? Where is she going? What will she do? Oh, God! The poor +little slender body! Do you remember she said it was happiness just to +be warm and have enough to eat?" + +"That's all right," Hilaire said hastily. "She is going to a good +woman, a friend she made in Siena. The letter you brought was from +her, and she wrote to say she had been ill and wished Olive could come +and be with her for a while." + +"I see! And she was glad to get away." + +"My dear man, did you really think she would be so easily won? She +loves you, and you not only made love to her yesterday afternoon; you +played to her--I heard you--and I knew she would have to say 'Yes' to +everything. Now she says 'No,' but you must not think she does not +care." Hilaire got up, came across to where his brother sat, and laid +a caressing hand on his shoulder. "Dear Jean, will it comfort you to +hear me swear she means every word of that letter? It's not all over. +You will come together in the end. Her poor blue eyes were drowned in +tears--" + +"Oh, don't," Jean said brokenly. The hard line of his lips relaxed. He +hid his face in his hands. + +Hilaire went out of the room. + + + + +BOOK III.--ROME + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Olive was alone in the compartment of the train that bore her away +from Florence and from Jean. She had a book; it lay open on her lap, +and she had tried to read, but the lines all ran together and the +effort to concentrate her thoughts made her head ache. She was very +unhappy. It seemed to her that now indeed life was emptied of all +sweets and the taste of it was as dust and ashes in her mouth. She was +leaving youth and joy behind; or rather, she had killed them and left +a man to bury them. At Orvieto she nearly broke down. It would be so +easy to get out and cross over to the other platform and there await +the next train back to Florence. She had her hand upon the handle of +the door when a boy with little flasks of wine in a basket came up and +asked her to buy, and as she answered him she heard the cry of +"_Partenza!_" It was too late; the moment had passed, and after a +while she knew that she was glad she had not yielded. She was doing +the right thing. What was the old French motto? "_Fais ce que doit, +advienne que pourra._" The brave words comforted her a little. She was +very tired, and presently she slept. + +She was awakened by the discordant yells of the Roman _facchini_ on +the station platform. One of them carried her box to the office of the +Dogana, but a large party of Americans had come by the same train and +the officials were too busily engaged in turning over the contents of +their innumerable Saratogas to do more than scrabble in chalk on the +side of her shabby leather trunk and shake their heads at the +proffered key, and soon she was in a _vettura_ clattering down the +wide new Via Nazionale. + +Signora de Sanctis lived with her sister in one of the old streets in +the lower part of the city near the Pantheon--the Via Arco della +Ciambella. The houses there are built on the foundations of the Baths +of Agrippa, and a brick arch, part of the great Tepidarium, remains to +give the street its name. The poor fragment has been Christianised; a +wayside altar sanctifies it, and a little painted shrine to the +Madonna adorns the base. The buildings on that side are small and mean +and overshadowed by the great yellow palace of the Spinola opposite. +Olive's friends lived over a wine shop, but the entrance was some way +down the street. + +"Fortunately, my dear," as they remarked, "though really the place is +very quiet. People go outside the gates to get drunk." + +Both the women seemed glad to see her. Her room was ready and a meal +had been prepared and the cloth laid at one end of the work-table. The +younger sister was a dressmaker too, and the floor was strewn with +scraps of lining and silk. A white dress lay on the sofa, carefully +folded and covered with a sheet of tissue paper. + +"You look tired, Olive. Were you not happy in Florence?" + +The girl admitted that the Lorenzoni had not been very kind to her. +She had left them and had been living on her savings. It had been hard +to find other employment. "I want to work," she said. "You will let me +help you, and I hope to get lessons." + +She asked to be allowed to wash the plates and dishes and put them +away in the tiny kitchen. She was in a mood to bear anything better +than the idleness that left room for her own sad thoughts, and she +wished that they would let her do some sewing. "I am not good at +needlework, but I can hem and put on buttons," she pleaded. + +Signora Giulia smiled at her. She was small, and she had a pale, +dragged look and many lines about her weak eyes. "No, thank you, my +dear. I have a girl apprentice who comes during the day, and I do the +cutting out and designing and the embroidery myself. You must not +tire yourself in the kitchen either. We have an old woman in to do +_mezzo servizio_." + +It was nine o'clock, and the narrow streets were echoing now to the +hoarse cries of the newsvendors: "_Tribuna!_" "_Tribuna!_" + +"I will go and unpack then, and to-morrow I shall find some registry +offices and try to get English lessons." + +"Yes, go, _nina_, and sleep well. You look tired. You must get +stronger while you are with us." + +For a long time she could not sleep. In the summer she had played with +the thought of love, and then she had been able to close her eyes and +feel Jean Avenel close beside her, leaning towards her, saying that +she must not be afraid, that he would not hurt her. It had been a sort +of game, a childish game of make-believe that seemed to hurt no one, +not even herself. But now she was hurt indeed; the remembrance of his +kisses ached upon her lips. + +When Tor di Rocca had asked her to go away with him she had felt that +it might be worth while, that it would be pleasant to be cared for and +loved, to eat and drink and die on the morrow, but the man himself had +been nothing to her. A means to an end. + +She had been wholly a creature of blind instincts, the will to live, +to creep out of the dark into the sunshine that is inherent in the +animal, fighting against that other impulse, trying to root up that +white fragile flower, watered throughout the centuries with blood and +tears and rare and precious ointment, that thorn in some women's +hearts, their pale ideal of inviolate purity. + +The spirit had warred against the flesh, and the spirit had won then +and now. It had won, but not finally. She was dismayed to find that +temptation was a recurrent thing. Every morning when she woke it +returned to her. It would be so easy to write "Dearest, come to me." +It would be so easy to make him happy. She thought little of herself +now and much of Jean. Would he stay on with his brother or go away +again? Had she hurt him very much? Would he forget her? Or hate her? + +During the day she trudged the streets of Rome and grew to know them +well. Here, as in Florence, no one wanted to pay for learning, no one +wanted an English girl for anything apparently. If she had been Swiss, +and so able to speak three languages incorrectly, she might have found +a place as nursery-governess; as it was, the people in the registry +offices grew tired of her and she was afraid to go to them too often. + +There was little for her to do in the house. The old woman who came in +did the cleaning, and they lived on bread and _ricotta_ cheese and a +cabbage soup that was easily prepared, but sometimes she was able to +help with the sewing, and now and then she was allowed to take the +finished work home. + +"It is not fit! They will take you for an apprentice, a _sartina_." + +Olive laughed rather mirthlessly at that. "I am not proud," she said. + +"I sat up until two last night to finish the Contessa's dress. She is +always in a hurry. If only she would pay what she owes," sighed the +dressmaker. + +Olive promised to bring the money back with her, and she waited a long +while in the stuffy passage of the Contessa's flat. There were +imitation Abyssinian trophies on the walls, lances and daggers and +shields of lathe and cardboard and painted paper. The husband was an +artillery captain, and his sword stood with the umbrellas in the rack, +the only real thing in that pretentious armoury. + +The Contessa came out to her presently. She was a large woman, and as +she was angry she seemed to swell and redden and gobble as turkeys do. + +"Are you the _giovinetta_? You will take this dress away. It is not +fit to put on." She held the bodice in her hand, and as she spoke she +shook it in Olive's face. "The stitches are all awry; they are +enormous; and half the embroidery is blue and the other half green. I +shall make her pay for the material. The dress is ruined, and it is +the last she shall make for me. She must pay me, and you must tell her +so." + +Olive collected her scattered wits. "If the Signora Contessa would +allow me to look," she said. + +The stitches were very large, and her heart sank as she examined them. +The poor women had toiled so over this work, stooping over it, +straining their tired eyes. "I think we can alter it to your +satisfaction, but I must ask you to be indulgent, signora. I will +bring it back the day after to-morrow, if that will suit you." She +folded the bodice carefully and wrapped it in the piece of paper she +had brought it in, fastening the four corners with pins. + +"The skirt goes well?" + +"It will do," the Contessa admitted as she turned away. "Anacleto!" + +A slender, dark-eyed youth emerged from the shadows at the far end of +the passage, bringing a sound and smell of frying with him. His bare +brown arms were floury and he wiped them on his striped cotton apron +as he came forward to open the door. He wore a white camellia thrust +behind one ear. + +"It would be convenient--Signora Manara would be glad if you could pay +part of her account," faltered Olive. + +The Contessa stopped short. "I could, but I will not," she said +emphatically. "She does her work too badly." + +The young servant grinned at the girl as she passed out. She was +half-way down the stairs when he came out on to the landing and leaned +over the banisters. + +"Never! Never!" he called down to her. "They never pay anyone. I am +leaving to-morrow." + +The white camellia dropped at her feet. She smiled involuntarily as +she stooped to gather up the token. "Men are rather dears." + +She met Ser Giulia coming down the stairs of their house. The little +woman looked quickly at the bundle she carried as she asked why it had +been brought back. + +"She wants it altered! _Dio mio!_ And I worked so hard at it. How much +of the money has she given you?" + +"She has given nothing; I hope she will pay when I take the work +back." + +But the other began to cry. "Perhaps the stitches are large," she +said, sobbing. "I know my eyes are weak. No one will pay me, and I owe +the baker more than ten lire. Soon we shall have to beg our bread in +the streets." + +"Don't," Olive said hurriedly. "Don't. I have been with you more than +a month and I have not found work yet, but I will not be a burden to +you much longer. I shall find something to do soon and then you need +not do so much and we shall manage better." + +"Oh, child, I know you do your best." + +"Don't cry then. I will get money somehow. Don't be afraid." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Olive sat idly on one of the benches near the great wall in the +Pincian gardens. She had been to an office in the Piazza di Spagna and +had there been assured for the seventh time that there was nothing on +the books. "If the signorina were a cook now, there are many people in +need of cooks," the young man behind the counter had said smilingly, +and she had thanked him and come away. What else could she do? + +It was getting late, and a fading light filtered through the bare +interwoven branches of the planes. The shadows were lengthening in the +avenues and grass-bordered paths where the seminarists had been +walking in twos and threes among the playing children. They were gone +now, the grave-faced young men in their black soutanes and broad +beaver hats; all the people were gone. + +"O Pasquina! _Birichina!_" + +Olive, turning her head, saw a young woman and a child coming towards +her. The little thing was clinging to its mother's skirts, stumbling +at every step, whining to be taken up, and now she dropped the white +rabbit muff and the doll she was carrying into a puddle. + +"O Pasquina!" + +The child stared open-mouthed as Olive came forward and stooped to +pick up the fallen treasures, and though tears were running down her +little face she made no outcry. + +"See, the beautiful lady helps you," the mother said hastily, and she +sat down on the bench at Olive's side and lifted the baby on to her +lap to comfort her. + +"She is tired. We have been to the Campo Marzo to buy her a fine hat +with white feathers," she explained. + +Olive looked at her with interest. She was not at all pretty; her +round snubby face was red and she had a bruise on her chin, and yet +she was somehow attractive. Her small, twinkling blue eyes were so +kind, and her hair was beautiful, smooth, shining, and yellow as +straw. She wore no hat. + +Her name was Rosina. The signorino was always very good, and he gave +her an afternoon off when she asked for it. On Christmas night, for +instance, she had drunk too much wine, and she had fallen down in the +street and hurt herself. The next day her head ached so, and when the +signorino saw she was not well he said she might go home and sleep. +She had been working for him six weeks. What work? She seemed +surprised at the question. + +"I am a model. My face is ugly, as you see," she said in her simple, +straightforward way; "but otherwise I am beautiful, and I can always +get work with sculptors. The signorino is an American and he has an +unpronounceable name. He is doing me as Eve, crouched on the ground +and hiding my head in my arms. After the Fall, you know. Have you been +to the Andreoni gallery? There is a statuette of me there called +'Morning.' This is the pose." + +She clasped her hands together behind her head, raising her chin a +little. Olive observed the smooth long throat, the exquisite lines of +the shoulders and breast and hips. Pasquina slipped off her mother's +knees. + +"Are you well paid?" + +"It depends on the artist. Some are so poor that they cannot give, and +others will not. The schools allow fifteen soldi an hour, but the +signorino is paying me twenty-five soldi. In the evenings I sing and +dance at a _caffe_ near the station." + +Olive hesitated. "Do--do artists ever want models dressed?" + +Rosina looked at her quickly. "Oh, yes, when they are as pretty as you +are. But you are well educated--one sees that--it is not fit work for +such as you." + +"Never mind that," Olive said eagerly. "How does one begin being a +model? I will try that. Will you help me?" + +Rosina beamed at her. "_Sicuro!_ We will go to Varini's school in the +Corso if you like. The woman in the newspaper kiosk in the Piazza di +Spagna knows me, and I can leave Pasquina with her. _An'iamo!_" + +The two girls went together down the wide, shallow steps of the +Trinita dei Monti with the child between them. + +Poor little Pasquina was the outward and visible sign of her mother's +inward and hopelessly material gracelessness; she symbolised the great +gulf fixed between smirched Roman Rosina and Jean's English rose in +their different understanding of their own hearts' uses. Olive +believed love to be the way to heaven; Rosina knew it, or thought she +knew it, as a means of livelihood. + +The model was very evidently not only familiar with the studios. The +cabmen on the rank in the piazza hailed her with cries of "Rosi"; she +was greeted by beggars at the street corners, dustmen, _carabinieri_, +crossing-sweepers, and Olive was not wholly unembarrassed. Yet Rosina +escaped the vulgarity of some who might be called her betters as the +world goes by being simply natural. When she was amused she laughed +aloud, when she was tired she yawned as openly and flagrantly as any +duchess. In manners extremes meet, and the giggle and the sneer are +the disastrous half measures of the ill-bred, the social greasers. +Rosina had never been sly in her life; she was ever as simply without +shame as Eve before the Fall, and lawless because she knew no law. The +darkness of Northern cities is tainted and cold and cannot bring forth +such kindly things as the _rosine_--little roses--that spring up in +the warm, sweet Roman dust. + +"Here is Varini's." + +They passed through a covered passage into a little garden overgrown +with laurels and gnarled old pepper trees; there was a fountain with +gold fish, and green arums were springing up about a broken faun's +head set on a pedestal of _verd' antico_. Some men were standing +together in the path, a pretty dark-eyed peasant girl with them. They +all turned to stare, and the _cioccara_ put out her tongue as Olive +went by. Rosina instantly replied in kind. + +"_Ohe! Fortunata! Benedetta ragazza!_ Resting as usual? Does Lorenz +still beat you?" + +She described the antecedents and characteristics of Lorenz. + +The slower-witted country girl had a more limited vocabulary. Her eyes +glared in the shadow of her white coif. "Ah," she gasped. "_Brutta +bestia!_" and she turned her back. + +The men laughed, and Rosina laughed with them as she knocked on a +green painted door in the wall. It was opened by a burly, bearded +man, tweed-clad, and swathed in a stained painting apron. + +"Oh, _Professore_, here is a friend of mine who wants work." + +"Come in," he said shortly, and they followed him into a large untidy +studio. A Pompeian fruit-seller in a black frame, a study for a +Judgment of Paris on a draped easel, and on another easel the portrait +of an old lady just begun. There were stacks of canvases on the floor +and on all the chairs. + +"Turn to the light," the artist said brusquely; and then, as Olive +obeyed him, "Don't be frightened. You are new, I see. You are so pink +and white that I thought you were painted. You are not Italian?" + +"No." + +"What, then?" + +She was silent. + +He smiled. "Ah, well, it does not matter. You can come to the pavilion +on Monday at five and sit to the evening class for a week. You +understand? Wait a minute." He went to the door and called one of the +young men in from the garden. + +"Here is a new model, Mario. I have engaged her for the evening class. +What do you think of her?" + +"_Carina assai_," approved Mario. He was a round-faced, snub-nosed +youth with clever brown eyes set very far apart, and a humorous mouth. +"_Carina assai!_" he repeated. + +"Fifteen soldi the hour, from five to seven-thirty," said the +professor. "Come a little before the time on Monday; the porter will +show you what costume you must wear and I shall be there to pose you." + +"Now I shall take you to M'sieur Michelin," Rosina said when they had +left Varini's. "He is looking for a type, and perhaps you will please +him. He is _strano_, but good always, and he pays well." + +"It is not tiring you?" + +"_Ma che!_ I must see that you begin well and with the right people. +Some painters are _canaglia_. Ah, I know that," the girl said with a +little sigh and a shrug of her shoulders. + +They went by way of the Via Babuino across the Piazza di Spagna, and +up the little hill past the convent of English nuns to the Villa +Medici. Rosina rang the gate-bell, and the old braided Cerberus +admitted them grumblingly. "You are late. But if it is M'sieur +Camille--" + +Camille Michelin, bright particular star of the French Prix de Rome +constellation, lived and worked in one of the more secluded +garden-studios of the villa; it was deep set in the ilex wood, and the +girls came to it by a narrow winding path, box-edged, and strewn with +dead leaves. A light shone in one of the upper windows; the great man +was there and he came down the creaking wooden stairs himself to open +the door. + +"Who is it? Rosina? I have put away the Anthony canvas for a month +and I will let you know when I want you again." + +"But, signorino, I have brought you a type." + +"What!" he said eagerly, in his execrable Italian. "Fresh, sweet, +clean?" + +"_Sicuro._" + +"I do not believe you. You are lying." + +Camille was picturesque from the crown of his flaxen head to the soles +of his brown boots; his pallor was interesting, his blue eyes +remarkable; he habitually wore rust-coloured velveteen; he smoked +cigarettes incessantly. All men who knew and loved his work saw in him +a decadent creature of extraordinary charm; and yet, in spite of his +"Aholibah," his "Salome," and his horribly beautiful, unfinished study +of Fulvia piercing the tongue of Cicero, in spite of his +Byron-cum-Baudelaire after Velasquez and Vandyke exterior he always +managed to be quite boyishly simple and sincere. + +"Where is she?" Then, as his eyes met Olive's, he cried, "Not you, +mademoiselle?" His surprise was as manifest as his pleasure. "My +friends have sworn that I could never paint a wholesome picture. Now I +will show them. When can you come?" + +"Monday morning." + +"Do not fail me," he implored. "Such harpies have been here to show +themselves to me; fat, brown, loose-lipped things with purple-shadowed +eyes. But you are perfect; divine bread-and-butter. They think they are +clean because they have washed in soap and water, but it is the +stainless soul I want. It must shine through my canvas as it does +through Angelico's." + +"I hope I shall please you," faltered the girl. "I--I only pose +draped." + +He looked at her quickly. "Very well," he said, "I will remember. It +is your head I want. You are not Roman; have you sat to any other man +here?" + +"No. I am going to Varini's in the evenings next week." + +"Ah! Well, don't let anyone else get hold of you. Gontrand will be +trying to snap you up. He is so tired of the _cioccare_. What shall I +call you?" + +"Nothing. I have no name." + +"I shall give you one. You shall be called child. Come at nine and you +will find the door open." He fumbled in his pockets for some silver. +"Here, Rosina, this is for the little one." + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The virtue that bruises not only the heel of the Evil One but the +heart of the beloved is never its own reward. The thought of Jean's +aching loneliness oppressed Olive far more than her own. She believed +that she had done right in leaving him, but no consciousness of her +own rectitude sustained her, and she was pitifully far from any sense +of self-satisfaction. Her head hung dejectedly in the cold light of +its aureole. Sometimes she hated herself for being one of the dull +ninety-and-nine who never stray and who need no forgiveness, and yet +she clung to her dear ideal of love thorn-crowned, white, and clean. + +She had hoped to be able to help her friends, but that hope had faded, +and she had been very near despair. There was something pathetic now +in her intense joy at the thought of earning a few pence. She lied to +the kind women at home because she knew they would not understand. +They might believe the way to the Villa Medici to be the primrose path +that leads to everlasting fire--they probably would if they had ever +heard of Camille. She told them she had found lessons, and the wolf +seemed to skulk growlingly away from the door as she uttered the +words. + +"You need not be afraid of the baker now," she told Ser Giulia. "He +shall be paid at the end of the week." + +Her waking on the Monday morning was the happiest she had known since +she left Florence. She was to help to make beautiful things. Her part +would be passive; but they also serve who only stand and wait. She was +not of those who see degradation in the lesser forms of labour. Each +worker is needed to make the perfect whole. The men who wrought the +gold knots and knops of the sanctuary, who wove the veil for the Holy +of Holies, were called great, but the hewers of wood and carriers of +water were temple builders too, even though their part was but to +raise up scaffoldings that must come down again, or to mix the mortar +that is unseen though it should weld the whole. Men might pass these +toilers by in silence, but God would surely praise them. + +Praxiteles moulded a goddess in clay, and we still acclaim him after +the lapse of some two thousand years. What of the woman who wearied +and ached that his eyes might not fail to learn the least sweet curve +of her? What of the patient craftsmen who hewed out the block of +marble, whose eyes were inflamed, whose lungs were scarred by the +white dust of it? They suffered for beauty's sake--not, as some might +say, because they must eat and live. Even slaves might get bread by +easier ways. But, very simply for beauty's sake. + +Olive might have soon learnt how vile such service may be in the +studios of any of the _canaglia_ poor Rosina knew, but Camille, that +sheep in wolf's clothing, was safe enough. What there was in him of +perversity, of brute force, he expended in the portrayal of his subtly +beautiful furies. His art was feverishly decadent, and those who judge +a man by his work might suppose him to be a monster of iniquity. He +was, in fact, an extremely clever and rather worldly-wise boy who +loved violets and stone-pines and moonlight with poetical fervour, who +preferred milk to champagne, and saunterings in green fields to +gambling on green cloth. + +That February morning was cloudless, and Rome on her seven hills was +flooded in sunshine. The birds were singing in the ilex wood as Olive +passed through, and Camille was singing too in his _atelier_: + + "'_Derriere chez mon pere + Vive la rose.' + Il y a un oranger + Vive ci, vive la! + Il y a un oranger, + Vive la rose et le lilas!_" + +"I was afraid you would be late." + +"Why?" she asked, smiling, as she came to him across the great room. + +"Women always are. But you are not a woman; you are an angel." + +He looked at her closely. The strong north light showed her smooth +skin flawless. + +"The white and rose is charming," he said. "And I adore freckles. But +your eyes are too deep; one can see that you have suffered. There is +too much in them for the innocent baa-lamb picture I must paint." + +Her face fell. "I shan't do then?" + +"Dear child, you will," he reassured her. "I shall paint your lashes +and not your eyes. Your lashes and a curve of pink cheek. Now go +behind that screen and put on the sprigged cotton frock you will find +there, with a muslin fichu and a mob cap. I have a basket of wools +here and a piece of tapestry. The sort of woman I have never painted +is always doing needlework." + +Camille spent half the morning in the arrangement of the accessories +that were, as he said, to suggest virtuous domesticity; then he +settled the folds of the girl's skirt, the turn of her head, her +hands. At last, when he was satisfied, he went to his easel and began +to work. Olive had never before realised how hard it is to keep quite +still. The muscles of her neck ached and her face seemed to grow stiff +and set; she felt her hands quivering. + +Hours seemed to pass before his voice broke the silence. "I have +drawn it in," he announced. "You can rest now. Come down and see some +of my pictures." + +He showed her his "Salome," a Hebrew maenad, whose scarlet, parted lips +ached for the desert dreamer's death; "Lucrezia Borgia," slow-smiling, +crowned with golden hair; and a rough charcoal study for Queen +Eleanor. + +"I seem to see you as Henry's Rosamund," he said. "I wonder--the +haunting shadow of coming sorrow in blue eyes. You have suffered." + +"I am hungry," she answered. + +He looked at his watch. "Forgive me! It is past noon. Run away, child, +and come back at two." + +The day seemed very long in spite of Camille's easy kindness, and the +girl shrank from the subsequent sitting at Varini's. + +"Why do you pose for those wretched boys?" grumbled the Prix de Rome +man. "After this week you must come to me only. I must paint a +Rosamund." + +At sunset she hurried down the hill to the Corso, and came by way of +the corridor and garden to the pavilion. The porter took her into a +dingy little lumber-filled passage and left her there. A soiled pink +satin frock was laid ready for her on a broken chair. As she put it on +she heard a babel of voices in the class-room beyond, and she felt +something like stage-fright as she fumbled at the hooks and eyes; but +a clock struck the hour presently, and she went in then and climbed on +to the throne. At first she saw nothing, but after a while she was +aware of a group of men who stood near the door regarding her. + +"_Carina._" + +"Yes, a fine colour, but too thin." + +When the professor came in he made her sit in a carved chair, and gave +her a fan to hold. The men moved about, choosing their places, and +were silent until he left them with a gruff "_Felice notte_." Olive +noticed the lad who had been called in to Varini's studio to see her; +the boy who sat next him had a round, impudent face, and when +presently she yawned he smiled at her. + +"I will ask questions to keep you awake, but you must answer truly. +Have you taken a fancy to anyone here?" + +"I don't dislike you or Mario." + +They rose simultaneously and bowed. "We are honoured. But why? Bembi +here is a fine figure of a man." + +"Enough!" growled Bembi. "You talk too much." + +During the rest Olive went to look at the boys' work; it was +brilliantly impressionistic. The younger had evidently founded himself +on Mario, and Mario was, perhaps, a genius. + +They came and sat down, one on either side of her. + +"Why are you pretending to be a model?" whispered Mario. "We can see +you are not. Are you hiding from someone?" + +She shook her head. "I am earning my bread," she answered. "Be kind to +me." + +"We will." He patted her bare shoulder with the air of a grandfather, +but his brown eyes sparkled. + +"Why are some of the men so old, and why is some of the work so--" + +"Bad." Mario squinted at Bembi's black, smudged drawing. "I will tell +you. That bald man in the corner is seventy-two; painting is his +amusement, and he loves models. He wants to marry Fortunata, but she +won't have him because he is toothless. Once, twenty-five years ago, +he sold a watercolour for ten lire and he has never forgotten it." + +"Really because he is toothless?" + +"Oh, he is mad too, and she is afraid of him. Cesare and I are the +only ones here who will make you look human. It is a pity, as you are +really _carina_." + +He patted her shoulder again and pinched her ear, and Cesare passed +his arm about her waist. She struggled to free herself. + +"Let her go!" cried the other men, and, flushed and dishevelled, she +took refuge on the throne. The pose was resumed, and the room settled +down to work again. + +She kept very still, but after a while the tears that filled her eyes +overflowed, ran down her cheeks, and dripped upon the hand that held +the fan. + +"I am sorry," cried Mario. + +"And I." + +"Forgive me." + +"And me." + +"I was a _mascalzone_!" + +"And I." + +"Forgive them for our sakes," growled Bembi, "or they will cackle all +night." + +Olive laughed a little in spite of herself, but she was very tired and +they had hurt her. The marks of Cesare's fingers showed red still on +her wrist, and the lace of the short sleeve was torn. + +Mario clattered out of the room presently, and came back with a glass +of water for her. "I am really sorry," he whispered as he gave it. "Do +stop crying." + +After all they had not meant any harm. She was a little comforted, and +the expressed contrition helped her. + +"I shall be better soon," she said gently. + +When she got home to the apartment in Via Arco della Ciambella there +were lies to be told about the lessons, the pupils, the hours. The +fine edge of her exaltation was already blunted, and she sighed at the +thought of her morning dreams; sighed and was glad; the first steps +had not cost much after all, and she had earned five lire and fifteen +soldi. + +The lamp was lit in the little sitting-room, and Ser Giulia was +there, cutting out a skirt on the table very carefully, in a tense +silence that was broken only by the click of the scissors and the +rustle of silk. + +"I have lost confidence in myself," she said as she fastened the +shining lengths together with pins. "This _is_ the right side of the +material, isn't it, my dear? I can't see." + +"Yes, this is right. Let me stitch the seams for you. Where is Signora +Aurelia?" + +"She has gone to bed. Her head ached. She--she does not complain, but +I think she needs more sun and air than she can get here." + +Olive looked at her quickly. "You ought to go away and rest, both of +you." + +"Our brother in Como would be glad to have us with him, but it is +impossible at present. I paid our rent a few days ago--three months in +advance." + +"I will go to the house-agent in the Piazza di Spagna to-morrow. It +should not be difficult to get a tenant, and at the end of the time +the furniture could be warehoused, or you could sell it." + +Ser Giulia hesitated. "What would you do then, _figliuola mia_?" + +"Oh, I can take care of myself," the girl said easily. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +After the first week Olive went only to Camille's _atelier_. He was +working hard at his "_etude blanche_," but no one had been allowed to +see it, except, of course, M'sieur le Directeur. + +"I almost wish I had asked you to come always heavily veiled. The +other men are all mad about you, and Gontrand tells me he wants you to +give him sittings for the head of an oread, but he cannot have you. +You are mine." + +"Is he a lean, black-bearded man?" + +"Yes." + +"He spoke to me the other day as I was coming through the garden, and +asked me if you were really painting a '_jeune fille_' picture. I said +you were painting a picture, and he would probably see it when you had +your show in April." + +Camille laughed. "Good child! We must keep up the mystery." He flung +down his brushes. "I cannot work any more to-day. Will you come with +me for a drive into the Campagna?" + +She hesitated. "I am not sure--" + +"Come as my little brother." He took off his linen painting sleeves, +and began to dabble his fingers in a pan of turpentine. "My little +brother! Do you know that the Directeur thinks you are charming, and +he wonders that I do not love you." + +"I am glad you do not," she said, colouring. "If you did--" + +He was lighting a cigarette. "If I did?" The little momentary flame of +the match was reflected in his blue eyes. + +"I should go away and not come back again." + +"Well, I do not," he said heartily. "I care for you as St Francis did +for his pet sparrow. So now put your hat on and I will go down and get +a _vettura_ with a good horse." + +He was a creature of moods, and so young in many ways that he appealed +to the girl as Astorre had done, by the queer, pathetic little flaws +in his manhood. Some days he worked incessantly from early morning +until the light failed at his picture, but there were times when he +seemed unable even to look at it. He made several studies in charcoal +for "Rosamund." + +"It is an inspiration," he said excitedly more than once. "The rose of +the world that can only be reached by love--or hate--holding the +clue." + +He had promised an American who had bought a picture of his the year +before that he would do some work for him in Venice in the spring. +"Very rash of me," he said fractiously. "The 'Jeune Fille' would have +been quite enough for me to show, and it is dreadful to have to leave +it unfinished now." And when Gontrand tried to persuade him to let him +have Olive during his absence he was, as the girl phrased it, quite +cross. "I have seen enough of that. Last year in the Salon St +Elizabeth of Hungary, and Clytemnestra, and Malesherbe's _vivandiere_ +were one and the same woman. Besides, oreads are nearly related to +Bacchantes, Gontrand, and I am not going to allow my little +sewing-girl to be mixed up with people of that sort." + +He made Olive promise not to sit for any of the other men at the Villa +Medici. + +"I shall work at Varini's in the evenings," she said. "And one of the +men there wants me to come to his studio in the Via Margutta three +mornings a week. He is a Baron von something." + +The Frenchman's face lightened. "Oh, that German! I know him. I saw a +landscape of his once. It looked as if several tubes of paint had got +together and burst. What else will you do?" + +"Rome, if you will lend me your Baedeker," she answered. "I shall begin +with A and work my way through Beatrice Cenci and the Borgo Nuovo to +the Corsini Gallery and the Corso. Some of the letters may be rather +dull. I am so glad Apollo comes now." + +He laughed. "M for Michelin. You will be sure to admire me when my +turn comes." + +Olive was living alone now in a tall old house in Ripetta. The two +kind women who had been her friends had left Rome and gone to stay +with their brother at Como. It was evidently the best thing they could +do, and the girl had assured them that she was quite well able to look +after herself, but they had been only half convinced by her reasoning. +She was English and she had done it before. "That is nothing," Ser +Giulia said. "You may catch a ball once, and the second time it may +slip through your fingers. And sometimes Life is like the importunate +widow and goes on asking until one gives what one should not." She +helped her to find a room, and eked out the furniture from her own +little store. "Another saucepan, and a kettle, and a blanket. And if +lessons fail you must come to us, _figliuola mia_. My brother's house +is large." + +The girl had answered her with a kiss, but though she loved them she +was not altogether sorry to see them go. She could never tell them how +she had earned the lire that paid the baker's bill. The truth would +hurt them, and she would not give them a moment's pain if she could +avoid it, but she was not good at lying. Even the very little white +ones stuck in her throat, and she was relieved to be no longer under +the necessity of uttering them. + +The room she had taken was on the sixth floor, and from the one +narrow window she could look across the yellow swirl of Tiber towards +Monte Mario. She had set up her household gods. The plaster bust of +Dante, and her books, on the rickety wooden table by her bedside, and, +such as it was, this place was home. + +Camille went by a night train, and Olive began to "see Rome" on the +following morning. She took the tram to the Piazza Venezia and walked +from thence to the church of Santa Maria Ara Coeli. + +The flight of steps to the west door is very long, and she climbed +slowly, stopping once or twice to take breath and look back at the +crowded roofs and many church domes of Rome, and at the green heights +of the Janiculan hill beyond, with the bronze figure of Garibaldi on +his horse, dominant, and very clear against the sky. + +The cripple at the door lifted the heavy leather curtain for her and +she put a soldo into his outstretched hand as she went in. The church +seemed very still, very quiet, after the clamour of the streets. The +acrid scent of incense was as the breath of spent prayer. Little +yellow flames flickered in the shrine lamps before each altar, but it +was early yet and for the moment no mass was being said. An old, +white-haired monk was sweeping the worn pavement. He was swathed in a +blue linen apron, and his rusty brown frock was tucked up about his +ankles. A lean black cat followed him, mewing, and now and then he +stopped his work to stroke it. There was a great stack of chairs by +the door, and a few were scattered about the aisles and occupied by +stray worshippers, women with handkerchiefs tied over their heads in +deference to St Paul's expressed wishes, two or three old men, and +some peasants with their market baskets. A be-ribboned nurse carrying +a baby had just come in to see the Sacro Bambino, and Olive followed +them into the sacristy and saw the child laid down before the +bedizened, red-cheeked wooden doll in the glass case. As they passed +out again the monk who was in attendance gave Olive a coloured card +with a prayer printed on the back. She heard him asking what was the +matter with the little one. The woman lifted the lace veil from the +tiny face and showed him the sightless eyes. He crossed himself. +"_Poveretto! Dio vi benedica!_" + +As Olive left the sacristy a tall man came across the aisle towards +her. It was Prince Tor di Rocca. + +"This is a great pleasure," he said. "But not to you, I am afraid. You +are not glad to see me." + +"I am surprised. I--do you often come into churches?" + +He laughed. "I sometimes follow women in. I saw you coming up the +steps just now. You are right in supposing that I am not devout. I +want to speak to you. Shall we go out?" + +She looked for a way of escape but saw none. + +"If--very well," she said rather helplessly. + +The hunchback woman at the south door watched them expectantly as they +came towards her, and she brightened as she saw the man's hand go to +his pocket. He threw her a piece of silver as they passed out. He was +in a good humour, his fine lips smiling, a glinting zest in his +insolent eyes. He thought he understood women, and he had in fact made +a one-sided study of the sex. He had seen their ways of loving, he had +listened to the beating of their hearts; but of their endurance, their +long patience, their daily life he knew nothing. He was like a man who +often wears a bunch of violets in his coat until they fade, and yet +has never seen, or cared to see them, growing sparsely, small and +sweet, half hidden in leaves on a mossy bank by the stream. + +Women amused him. He was seldom much moved by them, and he pursued +them without haste or flurry, treading delicately like Agag of old. He +had little intrigues everywhere, in Florence, in Naples, in Rome. +Young married women, girls walking demurely with their mothers. He +liked to know that it was he who brought the colour to their cheeks +and that their eyes sought him among the crowd of men standing outside +Aragno's in the Corso or on the steps of the club in the Via +Tornabuoni. Very often the affair would be one of the eyes only, but +sometimes it went farther. Filippo's procedure varied. Sometimes he +put advertisements in the personal column of the Popolo Romano, and +sometimes he wrote notes. It was always very interesting while it +lasted. Occasionally affairs overlapped, as when an appeal to F. to +meet Norina once more in the Borghese appeared in print above F.'s +request that the signorina in the pink hat would write to him at the +Poste Restante. + +Olive had nearly yielded to him in Florence, and then she had run +away, she had sought safety in flight. Evidently then his battle had +been nearly won. But she had reassembled her forces, and he saw that +it would be all to fight over again, and that the issue was doubtful. + +As they came into the little square piazza of the Capitol she turned +to him. "What have you to say? I--I am in a hurry." + +"I am sorry for that, but if you are going anywhere I can walk with +you, or we can take a _vettura_ and drive together." + +She looked past him at the green shining figure of Marcus Aurelius on +his horse riding between her and the sun, and said nothing. + +"I shall enjoy being with you even if you are inclined to be silent. +You are so good to look at." + +His brazen stare gave point to his words. Her face was no longer +childish in its charm. It had lost the first roundness of youth, but +had gained in expression. A soul seemed to be shining through the veil +of flesh--white and rose-red flesh, divinely gilt with freckles--and +fluttering in the troubled depths of her blue eyes. The nun-like +simplicity of her grey dress pleased him: it did not detract from her; +it left the eyes free to return to her face, to dwell upon her lips. + +"Something has happened," he said. "There is another man. Are you +married?" + +"No." + +"I only came to Rome yesterday. Strange that we should meet so soon. +It seems that there is a Destiny that shapes our ends after all." + +"You do not believe in free will?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. "I do not think about such things." + +"Well," she said impatiently. "Is that all you have to say? I suppose +the Marchesa and Mamie are here too." + +He hesitated and seemed to lose some of his assurance. "No, we +quarrelled. The girl is insupportable. She is engaged now to a lord of +sorts, an Englishman, and they are still in Cairo." + +"So you have lost her too." + +"It was your fault that Edna gave me up. You owe me something for +that. And you behaved badly to me again--afterwards." + +"I did not." + +He laughed enjoyingly. "I trusted you and you took advantage of a +truce to run away." + +She moved away from him, but he followed her and kept at her side. + +"I never asked you to trust me. I asked you to come the next day for +an answer. You came and you had it." + +"I came and I had it," he repeated. "Did the old woman give you my +message?" + +"That we should meet again?" + +"That was not all. I said you would come to me one day sooner or +later." + +They had paused at the top of the steps that lead down from the +Capitol into the streets and are guarded by the gigantic figures of +Castor and Pollux, great masses of discoloured marble set on pedestals +on either side. It was twelve o'clock, and a black stream of hungry, +desk-weary men poured out of the Capitoline offices. Many turned to +look at the English girl as they hurried by, and one passing close to +her muttered "bella" in her ear. She drew back as though she had been +stung. Filippo laughed again. + +"I only ask to be let alone," she said. "Can't you understand that you +remind me of things I want to forget. I am ashamed, oh, can't you +understand!" + +She left him and went to stand on the outskirts of the crowd that had +collected in front of the cage in which the wolves are kept. Evidently +she hoped that he would go on, but he meant to disappoint her, and +when she went down the steps he was close beside her. + +"Why are you so unkind to me?" he said, and as they crossed the road +he held her arm. + +She wrenched herself away, went up to the _carabiniere_, who stood at +the corner, and spoke to him. The man smiled tolerantly as he glanced +from her to Filippo. "Signorina, I cannot help you." + +She passed on down the street, knowing that she was being followed, +crossed the Corso Vittorio Emanuele and took a tram in the Piazza +della Minerva. Tor di Rocca got in too and sat down opposite to her. +The conductor turned to him first, and when she proffered her four +soldi she found that he had paid for both. Her hand shook as she put +the money back in her purse, and her colour rose. Filippo, quite at +his ease, leisurely, openly observant of her, whistled "Lucia" softly +to himself. Roses, roses all the way, and all for him, he thought +amusedly. And yet she bore the ordeal well, betraying no restlessness, +keeping her eyes unswervingly fixed on the two lions of the +advertisement of Chinina Migone pasted on the glass over his head. At +the Ripetta bridge she got out. He followed, saw her go into a house +farther down the street, and paused on the threshold to take the +number before he went up the stairs after her. She heard him coming. +He turned the handle of the door, but she had locked it and it held +fast. He knocked once and called to her. Evidently he was not sure of +her being within. There was another room on the same landing, and +after a while he tried that. + +"Are you in there? _Carissima_, you are wasting time. To-day or +to-morrow, sooner or later. Why not to-day, and soon?" + +A silence ensued. The girl had taken off her hat and thrown it down +upon the table. She stood very still in the middle of the room +listening, waiting for him to go away again. Her breath came quickly, +and little pearls of sweat broke out upon her forehead. His +persistence frightened her. + +He waited for an answer, and receiving none, added, "Well, I will come +again," and so went away. + +She stayed in until it was time to go to Varini's. It was not far, but +she was flushed and panting with the haste that she had made as she +put on the faded blue silk dress that had been laid out ready for her +on the one broken chair in the dressing-room. Rosina came in to her +presently from the professor's studio. She wore a man's tweed coat and +a striped blanket wrapped about her, and she was smoking a cigarette. + +"So you have come back to work here. Your signorino at the Villa +Medici is away?" + +"Only for a few days. He will not be gone long. The picture is not +finished. How is Pasquina?" + +Rosina had come over to her and was fastening the hooks of her bodice. +"She is very well. How pretty you are." She rearranged the laces at +the girl's breast and caught up a torn piece of the silk with a pin. +"That is better. Have you been running? You seem hot." + +"Oh, Rosina, I have been frightened. A man followed me. I shall be +afraid to go home to-night." + +The yellow-haired Trasteverina looked at her shrewdly. "He knows where +you live? Have you only seen him once?" + +"He--he came and tried my door. I am afraid of him." + +Rosina nodded. "_Si capisce!_ I will take care of you. I have met so +many _mascalzoni_ in twenty years that I have grown used to them. I +will come home with you, and if any man so much as looks at us I will +scratch his eyes out." + +Through the thin partition wall they heard the professor calling for +his model. "I must go," she said hurriedly, but as she passed out +Olive caught at a fold of the enveloping blanket. + +"Come here, I want you." She flung her arms about the other girl's +neck and kissed her. "You are good! You are good!" + +She went into the class room and climbed the throne as the men came +clattering in to take their places. The professor posed her. + +"So you have come back to us. Do not let them spoil you at the Villa +Medici--your head a little higher--so." + +The first drawing in of the figure is not a thing to be taken lightly, +and the silence was seldom broken at Varini's on Monday evenings. The +two boys, however, found it hard to repress the natural loquacity of +their extreme youth. + +"_Al lavoro_, Mario! What are you whispering about? Cesare, _zitto_!" +Bembi stared at them. "Their chins are disappearing," he said. "See +their collars. Every day an inch higher. _Dio mio!_ Is that the way to +please women? I wear a flannel shirt and my neck is as bare as a +plucked chicken, and yet I--" he stopped short. + +Mario laughed. "Women are strange," he admitted. + +"Mad!" cried Cesare, and then as Bembi still smirked ineffably he +appealed to Olive. "Do you admire fowls wrapped in flannel or _in +arrosto_?" + +When she came out she found Rosina waiting for her in the courtyard, +a grey shadow with smooth fair hair shining in the moonlight. "The +professor let me go at eight so I dressed and came out here," she +explained. "The dressing-room is full of dust and spider's webs. I +told the porter the other day that he ought to sweep it, but he only +laughed at me and said Domeniddio made spiders long before he took a +rib out of Adam's side to whip a naughty world." + +"Who is the man?" she asked presently as they walked along together. +"Do I know him?" + +"I do not think so. He is not an artist." + +Rosina laid a hand upon her arm. "Is that he?" she said. + +They had passed through one of the narrow streets that lead from the +Corso towards the river and were come into the Ripetta. + +A tall man was walking slowly along on the other side of the road. He +did not seem to have noticed the two girls, and yet as he stopped to +light a cigarette he was looking towards them. A tram came clanging +up, the overhead wires emitting strange noises peculiar to themselves, +the gong ringing sharply. Olive glanced up at the red painted triangle +fixed to the lamp-post at the corner. "It will stop here. Quick! while +it is between us. Perhaps he has not seen--" + +They ran to her door and up the stairs together. "It has only just +gone on," cried Rosina. "Have you got your key?" + +She stayed on the landing while Olive went into the room and lit her +candle. There was no sound in the house at all, no step upon the +stair. As she peered down over the banisters into the darkness below +she listened intently. The rustling of her skirt sounded loud in the +stillness, but there was nothing else. + +"He did not see us," she said. "I shall go now. Lock your door. +_Felice notte, piccina._" + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Camille, loitering on the terrace of the old garden of the Villa +Medici, was quick to hear the creaking of the iron gate upon its +hinges. His pale face brightened as he threw away his cigarette and he +went down the path between the ilex trees to meet his model. + +"You have come. Oh, I seem to have been years away." + +They went up the hill together. It was early yet, and the city was +veiled in fine mist through which the river gleamed here and there +with a sharpness of steel. The dome of St Peter's was still dark +against the greenish pallor of the morning sky. + +"I am glad to be in Rome again. Venice is beautiful, but it does not +inspire me. It has no associations for me. What do I care for the +Doges, or for Titian's fat, golden-haired women with their sore +eyes--Caterina Cornaro and the rest. Rome is a crystal in which I seem +to see faces of dear women, women who lived and loved and saw the sun +set behind that rampart of low hills--Virginia, the Greek slave Acte, +Agnes, Cecilia, who sang as she lay dying in her house over there in +the Trasteverine quarter. Ah, I shall go away and have the nostalgia +of Rome to the end of my life." He paused to light another cigarette. +"Come and look at the picture. I have not dared to see it again myself +since I came back last night." + +The door of his _atelier_ was open; he clattered up the steep wooden +stairs and she followed him. The canvas was set up on an easel facing +the great north light. Camille went up to it and then backed away. + +"Well?" + +He was smiling. "It is good," he said. "I shall work on it to-day and +to-morrow. Get ready now while I prepare my palette." + +He looked at her critically as she took her place. The change in her +was indefinable, but he was aware of it. She seemed to be listening. + +"Do you feel a draught from the door?" he asked presently. + +"No, but I should like it shut." + +"Nerves. You need a tonic and probably a change of air and scene. +There is nothing the matter?" + +She shook her head. Camille was kind, but he could not help her. He +could not make the earth open and swallow Tor di Rocca, and sometimes +she felt that nothing less than that would satisfy her, and that such +a summary ending would contribute greatly to her peace of mind. + +She had not seen the Prince for two days and she was beginning to +hope that he had gone away, but she was not yet able to feel free of +him. Rosina had come home with her every night from Varini's. Once he +had followed them, and twice he had come up the stairs and knocked at +the door. There had been hours when she had been safe from him, but +she had not known them, and the strain, the constant pricking fear of +him, was telling upon her. Every day youth and strength and hope +seemed to be slipping away and leaving her less able to do and to +endure. She dared not look forward, as Camille did, to the end of +life. He would die in his bed, full of years and honour, a great +artist, a master, the president of many societies, but she-- + +Sometimes, as she stood facing the semi-circle of men at Varini's, and +listened to the busy scratching of charcoal on paper, to Bembi's heavy +breathing, and to the ticking of the clock, she wondered if she had +done wrong in taking this way of bread earning. Certainly there could +be no turning back. The step, once taken, was irrevocable. If artists +employed her she would go on, but she could get no other work if this +failed. If this failed there must be another struggle between flesh +and spirit, and this time it would be decisive--one or other must +prevail. Though she dreaded it she knew it was inevitable. + +Meanwhile Camille stood in need of her ministrations. He had arranged +to show his work on the fifteenth of April, and now he seemed to +regard that date as thrice accursed. Often when she came in the +morning she would find him prowling restlessly to and fro, or sitting +with his head in his hands staring gloomily at the parquet flooring +and sighing like a furnace. + +"I hate having to invite people who do not know anything, who cannot +tell an etching from an oil," he said irritably. "I cannot suffer +their ridiculous comments gladly. I would rather have six teeth pulled +out than hear my Aholibah called pretty. _Pretty!_" + +"They cannot say anything wrong about the picture of me," she said. +"It is splendid. M'sieur le Directeur says so, and I am sure it is. +And your Venice sketches look so well on the screen." + +"You must be there," he moaned. "If you are not there I shall burst +into tears and run away." Then he laughed. "I am always like this. You +should see me in Paris on the eve of the opening of the Salon. A +pitiable wreck! I had no angel to console me there." + +He kissed her hands with unusual fervour. + +The girl had not really meant to come at first, but she yielded to his +persuasions. "I will look after the food and drink then," she said, +and she spent herself on the decoration of the tea-table. They went to +Aragno's together in the morning to get cakes and bonbons. + +"What flowers?" + +She chose mimosa, and he bought a great mass of the fragrant golden +boughs, and a bunch of violets for her. + +Camille knew a good many people in Rome, and all those he had asked +came. The Prix de Rome men were the first arrivals. They came in a +body, and on the stroke of the hour named on the invitation cards. +Camille watched their faces eagerly as they crowded in and came to a +stand before his picture; they knew, and if they approved he cared +little for the verdict of all Rome. + +Gontrand was the first to break rather a long silence. + +"Delicious!" he cried. "It is a triumph." + +Camille flushed with pleasure as the others echoed him. + +"The scheme of whites," "The fine quality," "So pure." + +One after the other they went across the room to talk to the model, +who stood by the tea-table waiting to serve them. + +"You are wonderful, mademoiselle. If only you would sit for me I might +hope to achieve something too." + +"When M'sieur Michelin has done with me," she said. "You like the +picture?" + +"It is adorable--as you are." + +Other people were coming now. Camille stayed by the door to receive +them while his friend Gontrand showed the drawings in the portfolio, +explained the Campagna sketches, and handed plates of cake and sweets. +When Olive made fresh tea he brought her more sliced lemons from the +lumber room, where Rosina was washing the cups. + +"I am useful but not disinterested. Persuade Camille to let you sit +for me." + +"But you will not be here in the summer," she said wistfully. + +"Coffee, madame? These cakes are not very sweet. Yes, I was M'sieur +Michelin's model. Yes, it is a beautiful picture." + +The crowd thinned towards six o'clock, and there was no one now at the +far end of the room but a man who seemed to be looking at the sketches +on the screen. Olive thought she might take a cup of tea herself, and +she was pouring it out when he turned and came towards her. It was Tor +di Rocca. + +"Ah," he said smilingly, "the girl in Michelin's picture reminded me +of you, but I did not realise that you were indeed the 'Jeune Fille.' +I have been away from Rome these last few days. Have you missed me?" + +His hot brown eyes lingered over her. + +"Don't." + +"I should like a cup of coffee." + +Her hand shook so as she gave it to him that much was spilled on the +floor. She had pitied him once; he remembered that as he saw how she +shrank from him. "Michelin has been more fortunate than I have," he +said deliberately. + +"I beg your pardon." + +"You seem to be at home here." + +"I suppose you must follow the bent of your mind." + +"I suppose I must," he agreed as he stood aside to let her pass. She +had defied him that night in Florence. "Never!" she had said. And now +he saw that she smiled at Camille as she went by him into the further +room, and the old bad blood stirred in him and he ached with a fierce +jealousy. + +She had denied him. "Never!" she had said. + +As he joined the group of men by the door Gontrand turned to him. "Ah, +Prince, have you heard that Michelin has already sold his picture?" + +"I am not surprised," the Italian answered suavely. "If I was +rich--but I am not. Who is the happy man?" + +"That stout grey-haired American who left half an hour since. Did you +notice him? He is Vandervelde, the great millionaire art collector." + +"May one ask the price?" + +"Eight thousand francs," answered Camille. He looked tired, but his +blue eyes were very bright. "I am glad, and yet I shall be sorry to +part with it." + +"You will still have the charming original," the Prince said not quite +pleasantly. + +There was a sudden silence. The men all waited for Camille's answer. +Beyond, in the next room, they heard the two girls splashing the +water, clattering the cups and plates. + +The young Frenchman paused in the act of striking a match. He looked +surprised. "But this is the original. I have made no copy." + +"I meant--" The Prince stopped short. After all, he thought, he goes +well who goes slowly. + +Camille was waiting. "You meant?" + +Tor di Rocca had had time to think. "Nothing," he said sweetly. + +Silence was again ensuing but Gontrand flung himself into the breach. + +"The Duchess said she wanted her daughter's portrait painted." + +"She said the same to me." + +"Are you going to do it?" + +Camille suppressed a yawn. "I don't know. _Qui vivra verra._" + +He was glad when they were all gone, Gontrand and Tor di Rocca and the +rest, and he could stretch himself and sigh, and sing at the top of +his voice: + + "'Nicholas, je vais me pendre + Qu'est-ce que tu vas dire de cela? + Si vous vous pendez ou v'vous pendez pas + Ca m'est ben egal, Mam'zelle. + Si vous vous pendez ou v'vous pendez pas + Oh, laissez moi planter mes chous!'" + +When Olive came out of the inner room presently he told her that he +had sold the "Jeune Fille." "The Duchess has nearly commissioned me to +paint her Melanie. It went off well, don't you think so? Come at nine +to-morrow." + +"Yes, if you want me. Good-night, M'sieur Camille," she said. "Are you +coming, Rosina?" + +"Why do you wait for her?" he asked curiously. "I should not have +thought you had much in common." + +"She is my friend. She knows I do not care to be alone." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +When Olive came to the _atelier_ on the following morning Camille was +not there, but the door was open and he had left a note on the table +for her. + + "I have had a letter from the Duchess. She is leaving + Rome to-day but she wants to see me before she goes. It + must be about her daughter's portrait. I must go to her + hotel, but I shall drive both ways and be back in half + an hour. Wait for me.--C. M." + +Olive took off her hat and coat as usual behind the screen. She was +choosing a book from the tattered row of old favourites on the shelf +when she heard a step outside. She listened, thinking that it was +Camille, and fearing that the commission had not been given him. It +was not like him to be so silent. + +"I thought you would be singing--" she stopped short. + +Filippo came on into the room. + +"M'sieur Michelin is out," she said. + +"So the porter told me. You do not think I want to see him. Will you +come with me to Albano to-day?" + +She shook her head. + +"To-morrow, then. Why not?" + +"I have my work." + +"Your work! I see you believe you can do without me now. How long do +you think you will be able to earn money in this way? All these men +will be leaving Rome soon. The schools will be closed until next +October. You will have to choose between the devil and the deep sea--" + +"What is the good of talking about it?" she said wearily. "I know I +have nothing to look forward to. I know that. Please go away." + +"Do you know that you have cost me more than any other woman I have +ever met? You injured me; will you make no amends?" + +She laughed. "So you are the victim." + +"Yes," he said passionately, "I told you before that I suffered, and +you believed me then. Is it my fault that I am made like this? Since +that night in Florence when I held you in my arms I have had no +peace." + +"You behaved very badly. I can't think why I let myself be sorry for +you." + +"Badly! Some men would, but I loved you even then." + +She looked wistfully towards the door. "I wish you would go. There are +so many other women." + +"I love you, I want you," he answered, and he caught her in his arms +and held her in spite of her struggles. "I have you!" He forced her +head down upon his breast and kissed her mouth. She thought the +hateful pressure of his lips, the hateful fire of his eyes would kill +her, and when, at last, she wrenched herself away she screamed with +the despairing violence of some trapped, wild thing. + +"Camille! Camille!" + +It seemed to her that if he did not hear her this must be the end of +all, and she suffered an agony of terror. She thanked God as the door +below was flung to and he came running up the stairs. + +The Prince let her go and half turned to meet him, but Camille was not +inclined to parley. He struck, and struck hard. Filippo slipped on the +polished floor, tried to recover himself, and fell heavily at the +girl's feet. + +He got up at once, and the two men stood glaring at each other. Olive +looked from one to the other. "It was nothing. I am sorry," she said +breathlessly. "He was trying to--I was frightened. It was nothing, +really, but--but I am glad you came." + +"So am I," the Frenchman said grimly. His blue eyes were grown grey as +steel. "I am waiting, Prince." + +A little blood had sprung from Filippo's cut lip and run down his +chin. He wiped it with his handkerchief and looked thoughtfully at +the stain on the white linen before he spoke. + +"Who is your friend?" + +"Rene Gontrand." + +"No, no!" cried the girl. "Filippo, it was your fault. Can't you be +sorry and forget? Camille!" + +"Hush, child," he said, "you do not understand." + +Tor di Rocca was looking at her now with the old insolent smile in his +red-brown eyes. "Ah, you said 'Never!' but presently you will come." + +So he left them. + +Olive expected to be "poored," but Camille, as it seemed, deliberately +took no notice of her. She watched him picking a stick of charcoal +from the accumulation of odd brushes, pens and pencils on the table. + +"What a handsome devil it is. Lean, lithe and brown. He should go +naked as a faun; such things roamed about the primeval woods seeking +what they might devour. I wish I had asked him to sit for me." + +He went to his easel and began to sketch a head on the canvas he had +prepared for the Rosamund. "He has the short Neronic upper lip," he +murmured. + +Olive lost patience. "I wonder you had the heart to risk spoiling its +contour," she said resentfully. + +"With my fist, you mean?" + +"I--I am very sorry--" she began. He saw that she was crying, and he +was perplexed, not quite understanding what she wanted of him. + +"What am I to say to you?" He came over and sat down beside her, and +she let him hold her hand. "I know so little--not even your name. I +have asked no questions, but of course I saw-- Why do you not go back +to your friends?" + +She dried her eyes. "I have cousins in Milan, but I have lost their +address, and they would not be able to help me. I have burnt my boats. +I used to give lessons, but it was not easy to find pupils, and then I +met Rosina. I cannot go back to being a governess after being a model. +I have done no wrong, but no one would have me if they knew. You see +one has to go on--" + +"Have you known Tor di Rocca long? He was here last winter. He has a +villa somewhere outside Rome. I think it belonged to his mother. She +was an Orsini." + +"You are not going to fight him?" + +Outside, in the ilex wood, birds were calling to one another. The sun +gilded the green of the gnarled old trees; it had rained in the night, +and the garden was sweet with the scent of moist earth. The young man +sighed. He had meant to take his "little brother" into the Campagna +this April day to see the spring pageant of the skies, to hear the +singing of larks high up at heaven's gate, the tinkling of sheep +bells, the gurgling of water springs half hidden in the green lush +grass that grows in the shadow of the ruined Claudian aqueducts. + +"Camille, answer me." + +He got up and went back to his easel. "You must run away now," he +said. "I can't work this morning. I think I shall go to Naples for a +few days, but I will let you know when I return. We must get on with +the 'Rosamund.'" + +She went obediently to put on her hat, but the face she saw reflected +in the little hanging mirror was pale and troubled. He came with her +to the door, and when she gave him her hand he bent to kiss it. Her +eyes filled again with tears. He will be killed, she thought, and for +me. + +"Don't fight! For my sake, don't. I shall begin to think that I am a +creature of ill-omen. They say some women are like that; they have the +_mal occhio_; they give sorrow--" + +"That is absurd," he said roughly, and then, in a changed voice, +"Good-bye, child." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Olive walked home to Ripetta. She felt tired and shaken, and unhappily +conscious of some effort that must be made presently. + +"He will be killed--and for me." "For me." "For me." She heard that +echo of her thought through all the clamour of the streets, the shrill +cries, the clatter of hoofs, the rattling of wheels over the cobble +stones. She heard it as she climbed the stairs to her room. When she +had taken off her hat and coat she poured some eau-de-cologne with +water into a cup and drank it--not this time to Italy or the joy of +life. She lay down on her bed and stayed there for a while, not +resting, but thinking or trying to think. + +Was she really a sort of number thirteen, a grain of spilt salt, +ill-omened, disastrous? Camille would not think so; but it seemed to +her that she had never been able to make anyone happy, and that there +must be some taint in her therefore, some flaw in her nature. + +Now, here, at last, was a thing well worth doing. She must risk her +soul, lose it, perhaps, or rather, exchange it for a man's life. She +had hoarded it hitherto, had been miserly, selfish, seeking to save +the poor thing as though it were a pearl of price. Now she saw +herself as the veriest rag of flesh parading virtue, useless, +comfortless, helpless, clinging to her code, and justifying all the +trouble she gave to others by a reference to the impalpable, elusive +and possible non-existent immortal and inner self she had held so +dear. She was ashamed. Ah, now at last she would give ungrudgingly. +Her feet should not falter, nor her eyes be dimmed by any shadow of +fear or of regret, though she went by perilous ways to an almost +certain end. + +Soon after noon she got up and prepared to face the world again, and +towards three o'clock she returned to the Villa Medici. She had to +ring the porter's bell as the garden gate was shut, and the old man +came grumblingly as usual. + +"Monsieur Michelin will see no one. Did he not tell you so this +morning?" + +"But I have come for Monsieur Gontrand," she said. + +She hoped now above all things to find the black Gascon alone in his +_atelier_ near the Belvedere. The first move depended upon him, and +there was no time to spare. She determined to await his return in the +wood if he were out, but there was no need. He opened his door at once +in answer to her knocking. + +"I have come--may I speak to you for a moment?" she began rather +confusedly. He looked tired and worried, and was so evidently alarmed +at the sight of her, and afraid of what she was going to say next, +that she could hardly help smiling. "I want to ask you two questions. +I hope you will answer them." + +"I should be glad to please you, mademoiselle, but--" + +She hurried on. "First, when are they going to fight? Oh, tell me, +tell me! I know you were to be with him. I know you are his friend. Be +mine too! What harm can it do? I swear I will keep it secret." + +"Ah, well, if you promise that," he said. "It is to be to-morrow +afternoon." + +"Where?" + +He shook his head. "I really cannot tell you that." + +"Well, the hour is fixed. It will not be changed?" + +"No, the Prince preferred the early morning, but Michelin has an +appointment he must keep with Vandervelde at noon." + +"Nothing will persuade him to alter it then?" she insisted. + +"Nothing." + +"That is well," she said sighing. "Good-bye, M'sieur Gontrand. +You--you will do your best for Camille." + +"You may rely on me," he answered. + +She went down the steps of Trinita del Monte, and across the Piazza di +Spagna to the English book-shop at the corner, where she bought a +_Roman Herald_. Three minutes study of the visitors' list sufficed to +inform her that the Prince was staying at the Hotel de Russie close +by. The afternoon was waning, and already the narrow streets of the +lower town were in shadow; soon the shops would be lit up and gay with +the gleam of marbles, the glimmer of Roman pearls and silks, and the +green, grotesque bronzes that strangers buy. + +Olive walked down the Via Babuino past the ugly English church, +crossed the road, and entered the hall of the hotel in the wake of a +party of Americans. They went on towards the lift and left her +uncertain which way to turn, so she appealed to the gold-laced, +gigantic, and rather awful porter. + +"Prince Tor di Rocca?" + +He softened at her mention of the illustrious name. + +"If you will go into the lounge there I will send to see if the Prince +is in. What name shall I say?" + +"Miss Agar. I have no card with me." + +She chose a window-seat near a writing-table at the far end of the +room, and there Filippo found her when he came in five minutes later. +He was prepared for anything but the smile in the blue eyes lifted to +his, and he paled as he took the hand she gave and raised it to his +lips. + +"Ah," he said fervently, "if you were always kind." + +"You would be good?" + +"Yes." + +"For a week, or a month? But you need not answer me. Filippo, I should +like some tea." + +"Of course," he said eagerly. "Forgive me," and he hurried away to +order it. + +When he returned his dark face was radiant. "Do you know that is the +second time you have called me by my name? You said Filippo this +morning. Ah, I heard you, and I have thought of it since." + +The girl hardened her heart. She realised--she had always realised +that this man was dangerous. A fire consumed him. It was a fire that +blazed up to destroy, no pleasant light and warmth upon the hearth of +a good life, but women were apt to flutter, moth-like, into the flame +of it nevertheless. + +He sat down beside her and took her hand in his. + +"I know I was violent this morning; I could not help myself. I am a +Tor di Rocca. It would be so easy for you to make me happy--" + +She listened quietly. + +A waiter brought the tea and set it on a little table between them. + +"You had coffee yesterday," she said. "It seems years ago." + +"I have forgotten yesterday, _Incipit vita nuova_! Do you remember I +came to you dressed in Dante's red _lucco_?" + +"Yes, but you are not a bit like him." + +She came to the point presently. "Filippo, you say you want me?" + +"More than anything in this world." + +Her eyes met his and held them. "Well, if you will get out of fighting +M'sieur Michelin I will come to you--meet you--anywhere and at any +hour after noon to-morrow." + +"Ah, you make conditions." + +"Of course." + +"How can I get out of fighting him? The man struck me, insulted me." + +"Yes," she said, "and you know why!" + +"I have asked your pardon for that," he said with an effort that +brought the colour into his face. + +"Yes, but that is not enough. I don't choose that this unpleasantness +should go any further. Write a letter to him now--we will concoct it +together--and--and--I will be nice to you." + +She smiled at him, and there was no shadow of fear or of regret in the +blue eyes that looked towards the almost certain end. + +"Well, I must be let down easily," he said unwillingly. "I am not +going to lick his boots." + +They sat down at the writing-table together, and she began to dictate. +"Just scribble this, and if it does you can make a fair copy +afterwards. + +"'DEAR MONSIEUR MICHELIN,--On reflection I understand that your +conduct this morning was justifiable from your point of view, and I +withdraw--'" + +Filippo laid down the pen. "I shall not say that." + +"Begin again then," she said patiently. + +"'I have been asked to write to you by a third person whom I wish to +please. She tells me that this morning's unpleasantness resulted from +a misunderstanding. She says she has deceived you, and she hopes that +you will forgive her. I suppose from what she has said that your hasty +action was excusable, as you thought her other than she is, and I +think that you may now regret it and agree with me that this need go +no farther--'" + +"This is better for me," he said. + +"Yes." She took the pen from him and wrote under his signature: "You +will be sorry to know that your child is a liar. Try to forget her +existence." + +"You can send it now by someone who must wait for an answer," she +explained. "I shall stay here until it comes." + +"Very well," he said sulkily, and he went out into the hall to confer +with the porter. "An important letter, _Eccellenza_? A _vetturino_ +will take it for you--" + +Olive heard the opening and shutting of doors, the shrill whistle +answered by harsh, raucous cries, the rattling of wheels. Filippo came +back to her. + +"I have done my part." Then, looking at her closely, he saw that she +was very pale. "Is all you have implied and I have written true?" + +"No." + +"You must love him very much." + +"I? Not at all, as you understand love." + +The ensuing half-hour seemed long to the girl; Filippo talked +desultorily, but there were intervals of silence. She was too tired to +attempt to answer him, and, besides, his evident restlessness, his +inattention, afforded her some acrid amusement. He was like a boy, +eager in pursuit of the bird in the bush, heedless of the poor thing +fluttering, dying in his hand. It was now near the dinner-hour, and +people were coming into the lounge to await the sounding of the gong; +from where Olive sat she could see all the entrances and exits--as in +a glass darkly--in the clouded surface of a mirror that hung on the +wall and reflected the white gleam of shirt fronts, the shimmer of +silks, and she was quick to note that Filippo was interested in what +she saw as a pink blur. + +His love was as fully winged for flight as any Beast of the book of +Revelations; it was swift as a sword to pierce and be withdrawn. He +could not be altogether loyal for a day. Olive's heart was filled +with pity for the women who had cared. + +When, at last, the answer to the letter came, the Prince gave it to +her to read. It was very short, a mere scrawl of scarlet ink on the +brown, rough-edged paper that was one of Camille's affectations. + + "My zeal was evidently misplaced and I regret its + excess." + +Olive was speechless; her eyes were dimmed, her throat ached with +tears. How easily he believed the worst--this man who had been her +friend. She rose to go, but Filippo laid a detaining hand upon her +arm. + +"To-morrow." He had already told her where and when to meet him, and +had given her two keys. + +"Are you sure you want me?" she said hurriedly. "There are so many +women in your life. You remind me of the South American Republic that +made--and shot--seventeen presidents in six months." + +He laughed. "Do I? You remind me of an eel, or a little grey mouse +trying to get out of a trap. There is no way out, my dear, unless, of +course, you want me to kill your Frenchman. I am a good shot." + +"I will come." + +She looked for pink as she went out of the room, and saw a very +pretty woman in rose-coloured tulle sitting alone and near the door. + +She had given ungrudgingly, unfaltering, and there was no shadow of +regret in her eyes; it was nothing to her that he should care for this +other little body, for bare white shoulders and a fluff of yellow +hair. He had never been more to her than a means to an end, and he was +to be that now. + +She took a tram from the Piazza del Popolo to the Rotonda. There was a +large ironmonger's shop at the corner; she remembered having noticed +it before. She went in and asked to look at some of the pistols they +had in the window. Several were brought out for her to see, and she +chose a small one. The young man who served her showed her how to load +it and pull the trigger. He wrapped it in brown paper and made a loop +in the string for her to carry it by. She thanked him. + +The bells of all the churches were ringing the Ave Maria when she left +the Hotel de Russie an hour ago, and it was dark when she reached her +own room. The stars were bright, shining through a rift of clouds that +hid the crescent moon. Olive laid the awkwardly-shaped parcel she +carried down upon the table while she lit her candle. Then she got her +scissors and cut the string. This was the key of a door through which +she must pass. Death was the way out. + +The little flame of the candle gleamed on the polished steel. It was +almost a pretty thing, so smooth and shining. It was well worth the +money she had paid for it; it was going to be useful, indispensable +to-morrow. + +Suddenly, in spite of herself, she began to think of her grave. It +would be dug soon. She would be brought to it in a black covered cart. +No prayers would be said, and there would be no sound at all but that +of the earth falling upon the coffin. + +She sprang up, her face chalk white, her eyes wide and dark with +terror. She was afraid, horribly afraid of this lonely and violent +end. Jean would never know that she died rather than let another +man--Jean would never know--Jean-- + +"I can't! I can't!" she said aloud piteously. + +She was trembling so that she had to cling to the banisters as she +went down the stairs to save herself from falling. There was a +post-office at the corner. She went in and explained that she wanted +to send a telegram. The young woman behind the counter glanced at the +clock. + +"Where to? You have half an hour." + +"To Florence." She wrote it and gave it in. + + "To JEAN AVENEL, Villa Fiorelli, Settignano, Florence. + + "If you would help me come if you can to the Villino + Bella Vista at Albano to-morrow soon after noon; watch + for me and follow me in. I know it may not be possible, + but the danger is real to me and I want you so much. In + any case remember that my heart was yours only.--OLIVE." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Jean sat leaning forward that he might see the road. The night was +dark, starless, and very wet, and he and the chauffeur were all +streaming with rain and splashed with liquid mud that spattered up +from the car wheels. Now and again they rattled over the rough cobble +stones of a village street, but the way for the most part lay through +deep woods and by mountain gorges. The roar of Arno in flood, swollen +with melted snows, and hurrying on its way to the sea, was with them +for a while, but other sounds there were none save the rustling of +leaves in the coverts, the moaning of wind in the tree-tops, the +drip-drip of the rain, and the steady throbbing of the car. + +When the darkness lightened to the grey glimmer of a cheerless dawn +Jean changed places with the chauffeur; Vincenzo was a careful driver, +and he dared not trust his own impatience any longer. His hands were +numbed with cold, and now he took off his gloves to chafe them, but +first he felt in his inner pocket for the flimsy sheets of paper that +lay there safe against his heart. + +He had been sitting alone at the piano in the music-room, not playing, +but softly touching the keys and dreaming in the dark, when Hilaire +came in to him. + +"You need not write to her after all. She has sent for you. Hear what +she says." He stood in the doorway to read the message by the light +that filtered in from the hall. Jean listened carefully. + +"The car--I must tell Vincenzo." The lines of the strong, lean face +seemed to have softened, and the brown eyes were very bright. His +brother smiled as he laid a kindly hand upon his arm. "The car will be +round soon. I have sent word, and you have plenty of time. Assure +Olive of my brotherly regard, and tell her that my books are still +waiting to be catalogued. If she will come here for a while she will +be doing a kindness to a lonely man." + +"I wonder what she is frightened of," Jean said thoughtfully, and +frowning a little. "She says 'was yours' too; I don't like that." + +"Well, you must do your best for her," Hilaire answered in his most +matter-of-fact tone. "Be prepared." + +Jean agreed, and when he went to get ready he transferred a pistol +from a drawer of the bureau to his coat pocket. "I shall bring her +back with me if I can. Good-bye." + +The sun shone for a few minutes after its rising through a rift in the +clouds, but soon went in again; the rain still poured down, and the +distance was hidden in mist that clung to the hillsides and filled +each ravine and cranny in the rocks. They were near Orvieto when the +car broke down; Vincenzo was out on the road at once, but his master +sat quite still. He could not endure the thought of any delay. + +"What is it? Will it take long?" He had forced himself to wait a +minute before he asked the question, but still his lips felt stiff, +and all the colour had gone out of them. + +The man reassured him. "It is nothing." + +Jean went to help him, and soon they were able to go on again. + +They came presently to the fen lands--the Campagna that so greatly +needs the magic and glamour of the Roman sunshine, the vault of the +blue sky above, and the sound of larks singing to adorn it. It seemed +a desolate and dreary waste, wind-swept, and shivering under the lash +of the rain on such a morning as this, and the car was a very small +thing moving in that apparently illimitable plain along a road that +might be endless. Jean saw a herd of the wild, black buffaloes +standing in a pool at the foot of a broken arch of the Claudian +aqueduct, and now and again he caught a glimpse of fragments of +masonry, or a ruined tower, ancient stronghold of one or other of the +robber barons who preyed on Rome-ward pilgrims in the age of faith and +rapine. + +They reached Albano soon after eleven o'clock, and Jean left his man +in the car while he went in to the Ristorante of the Albergo della +Posta. He ordered a cup of coffee, and sat down at one of the little +marble tables near the door to drink it. There was no one else in the +place at the moment. + +"Can you tell me the way to the Villino Bella Vista?" + +The waiter looked at him curiously. "It is down in the olive woods and +quite near the lake, and you must go to it by a lane from the Galleria +di Sopra, the upper road to Castel Gandolfo." After a momentary +hesitation he added, "_Scusi!_ But are you thinking of taking it, +signore?" + +Jean started. It had not occurred to him that the house might be +empty. "I don't know," he answered cautiously. "Has it been to let +long?" + +"Oh, yes," the man said. "The Princess Tor di Rocca spent her last years +there, alone, and after her death the agent in Rome found tenants. But +lately no one has come to it, even to see." He lowered his voice. "The +place has a bad name hereabouts. The _contadini_--rough, ignorant folk, +signore--say she still walks in the garden at moonrise, waiting for the +husband and son who never came; and the women who go to wash their +linen in the lake will not come back that way at night for fear of +seeing her dead eyes peering at them through the bars of the gate." + +"Ah, that is very interesting," Jean said appreciatively. He finished +his coffee, paid for it with a piece of silver, and waited to light a +cigarette before he went out. + +Vincenzo sat still in the car, a model of patient impassivity, but he +turned a hungry eye on his master as he came down the steps. + +"You can go and get something to eat. I shall drive up to the Galleria +di Sopra, and you must follow me there. You will find the car at the +side of the road. Stay with it until I come, and if anyone asks +questions you need not answer them." + +Jean drove up the steep hill towards the lake. The rain was still +heavy, and the squalid streets of the little town were running with +mud. He turned to the left by the Calvary at the foot of the ilex +avenue by the Capuchin church, and stopped the car some way further +down the road. The lane the waiter had told him of was not hard to +find. It was a narrow path between high walls of olive orchards; it +led straight down to the lake, and the entrance to the Villino was +quite close to the water's edge. Nothing could be seen of it from the +lane but the name painted on the gate-posts and one glimpse of a +shuttered window, forlorn and viewless as a blind eye, and half hidden +by flowering laurels. Jean looked at his watch. It was ten minutes to +twelve, and she had written "after noon," but he could not be sure +that she had not come already, and since he had heard the name of Tor +di Rocca he was more than ever anxious to be with her. + +He tried the gate but it was locked; there was nothing for it but to +climb the wall, and as he was light and active he scrambled over +without much difficulty and landed in a green tangle of roses and wild +vines. He knocked at the house door, and stood for a while listening +to the empty answering echoes and to the drip-drip of rain from the +eaves. Evidently there was no one there. He drew back into the +shrubberies; great showers of drops were shaken down on him from the +gold-powdered mimosa blossoms that met above his head; he shook +himself impatiently, like a dog that is disturbed while on guard. From +where he stood he could see the gate and the grass-grown path that led +from it to the house. The time passed very slowly. He looked at his +watch four times in the next fifteen minutes, and he was beginning to +wonder if he had not left Florence on a fool's errand when Olive came. + +He saw her fumbling with the key; it was hard to turn in the rusty +lock, and she had to close her umbrella and stand it against the wall +so as to have both hands free. The gate swung open slowly, creaking on +its warped hinges. Jean noticed that she left it unlatched and that +she looked back over her shoulder twice as she came down the path, as +though she thought someone might be following her. + +She opened the house door with a key she had and went in, and he came +after her. He stood for a moment on the threshold listening. She was +hurrying from room to room, opening the shutters and the windows and +letting in the light and air; the doors banged after her, and muslin +curtains flapped like wings as the wind blew them. + +His heart was beating so that he thought she must hear it before she +saw him, before his step sounded in the passage. As he came in she +gave a sort of little cry and ran to him, and he put his arms about +her and kissed her again and again; her dear lips that were wet and +cold with rain, her soft brown hair, the curves of cheek and chin that +were as sweet to feel as to see. One small hand held the lapel of his +coat, and he was pleasantly aware of the other being laid about his +neck. She had wanted him so much--and he had come. + +"Thank God, you are here, Jean. Oh, if you knew how frightened I have +been." + +He kissed her once more, and then, framing her face with his hands, he +looked down into her eyes. The blue eyes yearned to his, but there +was fear in them still, and he saw the colour he had brought into her +cheeks fading. + +"I am not worth all the trouble I have given you." + +"Perhaps not," he said, smiling. "Hilaire sent you a long message, but +I want to hear what we are supposed to be doing here first." + +"Dear Hilaire!... Jean, you won't be angry?" + +"I don't promise anything," he said. "I shall probably be furious. But +in any case, if it is going to be a long story we may as well make +ourselves at home." + +"Not here! I must tell you quickly, before he comes." + +He noticed that she looked towards the door, and he understood that +she was listening fearfully for the creaking of the gate, the sound of +footsteps on the path outside, the turning of the key in the lock. + +"Tor di Rocca, I suppose? When is he coming?" + +"Between one and two." + +"We have at least half an hour then," he said comfortably, and drew +her closer to him with his arm about her shoulders. + +"When I first came to Rome I tried for weeks to get something to do, +but no one seemed to want lessons. Then one day Signora Aurelia's +sister told me how poor she was. She cried, and I was very much upset +because I felt I was a burden, and that very afternoon I found out a +way of making money ... Jean, you won't be angry?" + +"No, dearest." + +"I became a model--" She paused, but he said nothing and she went on. +"I sat for one man only after the first week, and he was always good +and kind to me, always. He painted a picture of me--I think you would +like it--and the day before yesterday he had a show of his work. A lot +of people came. I did not see Prince Tor di Rocca, but he was there, +and after a while he spoke to me. I had met him before and I +understood from what he said that Mamie Whittaker had broken her +engagement with him. + +"The next morning M'sieur Camille had to go out, and I was alone in +the studio when the Prince came in and tried to make love to me. I was +frightened, and I screamed, and just then Camille returned, and he +knocked him down. He got up again at once. Nothing much was said, and +he went away, but I understood that they were going to fight. I went +home and thought about it, and when I realised that one or other of +them might be killed I felt I could not bear it. + +"I am so afraid of death, Jean. I try to believe in a future life, but +that will be different, and I want the people I love in this one; +just human, looking tired sometimes and shabby, or happy and pleased +about things. I remember my mother had a blue hat that suited her, and +I can't think of it now without tears, because I long to see her +pinning it on before the glass and asking me if it is straight, and I +suppose I shall never see or hear that again, even if we do meet in +heaven. Death is so absolutely the end. If only people are alive +distance and absence don't really matter; there is always hope. And +then, you know, Camille is so brilliant; it would be a loss to France, +to the whole world, if he was killed." + +"What did you say his name was?" + +"Camille Michelin." + +"I know him then. He came to me once in Paris, after a concert, and +fell on my neck without an introduction. Afterwards he painted my +portrait." + +"He is nice, isn't he?" she said eagerly. + +He assented. "Well, go on. You could not let them fight--" + +"I went to see the Prince at his hotel, and I persuaded him to write a +sort of apology." + +"You persuaded him. How?" + +"Jean, that man is the exact opposite of the centurion's servant; say +'go' and he stays, 'don't do it' and he does it. And I once made the +fatal mistake of telling him I could never love him. He did not want +me to before, but now-- He is a spoilt boy who only cares for the +fruit that is forbidden or withheld. It is the scaling of the orchard +wall that he enjoys; if he could walk in by the gate in broad daylight +I am sure he never would, or, at any rate, he would soon walk out +again. I promised to come here alone to meet him, and not to tell +Camille, and I have kept my promise. If you knew how frightened I +was.... I thought you might be away, and that Hilaire perhaps could +not come in your stead, though I knew he would if it were possible." + +The man left her then and went to the window, where he stood looking +out upon the driving mist and rain that made the troubled waters of +the lake seem grey, and shrouded all the wooded hills beyond. + +"Suppose I had not come," he said presently. "What would you have +done?" + +"You ask that?" + +He turned upon her. "Yes," he said hardly, "just that." + +She took a small pistol from the pocket of her loose sac coat and gave +it to him. + +"So you were going to shoot him? I thought--" + +She tried to still the quivering of her lips. "No, myself. Oh, I am +not really inconsistent. I told you I was afraid of death. I will say +all now and have done; I am afraid of life too, with its long slow +pains, and most of all of what men call love. I don't want to go on," +she cried hysterically. "I am sick. I don't want to see, or hear, or +feel anything any more. I have had enough. All this year I have +struggled, and people have been kind; but friendship is a poor, weak +thing, and love--love is hateful." + +She hid her face in her hands. + +"Rubbish!" he said, and then, in a changed voice, "My darling, you +will be better soon. I must get you away from here." + +Gently he drew her hands away from her face and lifted them to his +lips; the soft palms were wet with tears. + +They were standing on the threshold of an inner room. "You can go in +here until I have done with Tor di Rocca," he said. "But first I must +tell you that Gertrude has written to me asking me to get a divorce. +There is a man, of course, and the case will not be defended. Olive, +will you marry me when I am free?" + +"Oh, Jean, I--I am so glad." + +"You will marry me then?" he insisted. + +"How thin you are, my dear. Just a very nice bag of bones. Were--were +you sorry when I came away?" + +"You little torment," he said. "Answer me." + +"Ask again. I want to hear." + +"Will you marry me?" + +"Yes, of course." + +A nightingale began to sing in the garden; broken notes, a mere echo +of what the stars heard at night, but infinitely sweet as the soul of +a rose made audible; and as he sang a sudden ray of sunshine shot the +grey rain with silver. It seemed to Jean that rose-sweetness was all +about him in this his short triumph of love; that a flower's heart +beat against his own, that a flower's lips caressed the lean darkness +of his cheek. There were threads of gold in the soft brown tangle of +hair--gold unalloyed as was the hard-won happiness that made him feel +himself invincible, panoplied in an armour of joy that should defend +them from all slings and arrows. He was happy, and so the world seemed +full of music; there was harmony in the swaying of tall dark +cypresses, moved by winds that strewed the grass with torn petals of +orange blossoms from the trees by the lake side, in the clouds' +processional, in the patter of rain on the green shining laurel +leaves. + +Laurels--his laurels had been woven in with rue, and latterly with +rosemary for dear remembrance; he had never cared greatly for his fame +and it seemed worthless to him now that he had realised his dream and +gathered his rose. + +He was impatient to be gone, to take the woman he loved out of this +house of sad memories, of empty echoes, of dust and rust and decay. +Already he seemed to feel the rush of the cold night air, to hear the +roar of Arno, hurrying to the sea, above the steady throbbing of the +car; to see the welcoming lights of home shining out of the dark at +the steep edge of the hills above Settignano. + +"About the Prince," he said presently. "Am I to fight him?" + +She started. "Oh, no! That would be worse than ever. I thought you +were too English for that," she said naively. + +He smiled. "Well, perhaps I am, but I suppose there may be a bit of a +scuffle. You won't mind that?" + +"I don't know," she said helplessly. + +A moment later they heard the gate creak as it swung on its hinges. +"He is coming." + +They kissed hurriedly, with, on her side, a passion of farewell, and +he would have made her go into the room beyond, but she clung to him, +crying incoherently. "No ... no ... together ..." + +Tor di Rocca stopped short by the door; the smile that had been in his +hot eyes as they met Olive's faded, and the short, Neronic upper lip +lifted in a sort of snarl. + +"I don't quite understand," he said. "How did you come here? This is +my house, Avenel." + +"I know it, and I do not wish to trespass on your hospitality. You +will excuse us?" + +But the Prince stood in the way. "I am not a child to be played with. +I'll not let her go. You may leave us, however," he added, and he +stood aside as though to let him pass. + +Jean met his angry eyes. "The lady is unwilling. Let that be the end," +he said quietly. + +Olive watched the Italian fearfully; his face was writhen, and all +semblance of beauty had gone out of it; its gnawing, tearing, animal +ferocity was appalling. When he called to her she moved instinctively +nearer to Jean, and then with the swift prescience of love threw +herself on his breast, tried to shelter him, as the other drew his +revolver and fired. + +Jean had his arm about her, but he let her slip now and fall in a +huddled heap at his feet. She was safer there, and out of the way. The +two men exchanged several shots, but Jean's went wide; he was hampered +by his heavy motor coat, and the second bullet had scored its way +through his flesh before he could get at his weapon; there were four +in his body when he dropped. + +Tor di Rocca leant against the wall; he was unhurt, but he felt a +little faint and sick for the moment. Hurriedly he rehearsed what he +should say to the _Questore_ presently. He had met the girl in this +house of his; Avenel, her lover, had broken in upon them; he had shot +her and fired at the Prince himself, but without effect, and he had +killed him in self-defence. + +That was plain enough, but it was essential that his should be the +only version, and when the smoke cleared away he crossed the room to +look at the two who must speak no word, and to make sure. + +The man was still alive for all the lead in him; Tor di Rocca watched, +with a sort of cruel, boyish interest in the creature he had maimed, +as slowly, painfully, Jean dragged himself a little nearer to where +the girl lay, tried to rise, and fell heavily. Surely he was dead +now--but no; his hands still clawed at the carpet, and when Tor di +Rocca stamped on his fingers he moaned as he tried to draw them away. +Olive lived too, but her breathing was so faint that it would be +easily stifled; the pressure of his hand even, but Filippo shrank from +that. He could not touch the flesh that would be dust presently +because of him. He hesitated, and then, muttering to himself, went to +take one of the cushions from the window seat. + +Out in the garden the nightingale had not ceased to sing; the +cypresses swayed in the winds that shook the promise of fruit from +the trees; the green and rose and gold of a rainbow made fair the +clouds' processional. The world was still full of music, of transitory +life and joy, of dreams that have an ending. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +"_Via!_" said Vincenzo, and his black, oily forefinger, uplifted, gave +emphasis to his words. "There are no such things as ghosts. This +princess of yours cannot be seen at moonrise, or at any other time." + +There is no room for faith in the swelled head of young Italy, but the +waiter was a middle-aged man. He paused in the act of re-filling the +customer's cup. "You do not believe, then?" + +The Tuscan looked at him with all the scarcely-veiled contempt of the +North for the South. "You tell me you are a Calabrian. _Si vede!_ You +listen to all the priests say; you go down on your knees in the mud +when the _frati_ are carrying a wax doll about the roads; you think a +splinter of bone from the ribs of some fool who would not enjoy life +while it lasted will cure a dropsy or a broken leg; you hope the rain +will stop because a holy toe-nail is exposed on the altar. Ghosts, +visions, miracles!" + +Vincenzo Torrigiani was the son of a stone-cutter in the village of +Settignano, and he had worked as a boy in the gardens of the Villa +Fiorelli. After a while the master had noticed and had taken a fancy +to him, chiefly on account of his ever-ready and unusually dazzling +and expansive smile, and he had been sent to a garage in Milan for six +months. The quick-witted Florentine learned a great many things in a +short time besides the necessary smattering of mechanics and the +management of cars, and on his return he displayed many new airs and +graces in addition, fortunately, to the same old smile. Later on he +spent the obligatory two years in barracks, in a regiment of +Bersaglieri, and came back to Avenel's service plus a still more +varied knowledge of the world, a waxed moustache, and a superficial +tendency to atheism. He was always delighted to air his views, and he +fixed the shocked waiter now with a glittering eye as he proceeded to +recite his unbelief at some length. + +"God is merely man's idea of himself at his best, and the devil is his +idea of other people at their worst," he concluded. + +"Would you spend a night alone in this haunted house?" + +"_Sicuro!_" + +"Perhaps you will have to if your master takes the place. He has gone +to look at it." + +Vincenzo gulped down the last of his coffee. "I must go," he said, but +he was much too Italian to understand that a man in a hurry need not +count his change twice over or bite every piece of silver to make +sure of it. + +It was nearly one o'clock when, having outdistanced the pack of +beggars that followed at his heels through the narrow streets of the +town, he came out upon the broad, tree-shadowed upper road. He had +stopped for a moment in the shelter of the high wall of the Capuchin +convent to light a cigarette, and thereafter he went on unseeingly, in +a brown study. Had he or had he not paid two soldi more than he should +have done for the packet? A Calabrian would cheat, if possible, of +course. + +When, after much mental arithmetic, Vincenzo solved the problem to his +own satisfaction the little scrap of bad tobacco in its paper lining +was smoked out. He looked at his watch, a Christmas present from Jean, +and seeing that it was past the hour he began to wonder. There were no +ghosts, and in any case they were not dangerous in broad daylight. +There were no ghosts, but what was the signorino doing all this while +in an empty house? The car was there, drawn up at the side of the road +under the trees, and Vincenzo fussed round it, pulling the tarpaulin +covers more over the seats; he had them in place when it occurred to +him to look underneath for the fur rug. It was not there. + +"_Dio mio!_" he cried excitedly. "It has been stolen." + +Someone passing by must have seen it and taken it, probably someone +with a cart, as it would be heavy to carry. The thief could not have +gone far, and Vincenzo thought that if he drove the car towards Castel +Gandolfo he might catch him, whoever he was--charcoal-burner from the +woods beyond Rocca di Papa, peasant carting barrels of Frascati wine, +or perhaps a _frate_ from the convent. However, he dared not attempt +it as the signorino had said "Wait." + +After a few minutes of miserable uncertainty, during which he invoked +the assistance of the saints--"_Che fare! Che fare! Santa Vergine, +aiutatemi!_" he decided to go and find the signorino himself. He was +half way down the lane when he heard shots. He had been hurrying, but +he began to run then, and the last echo had not died away when he +reached the gate of the Villino. It creaked on its hinges as he passed +in, but no one in the house was listening for it now. He went in at +the door, and now he was very swift and silent, very intent. There was +a smell of powder in the passage, and someone was moving about in the +room beyond. Vincenzo felt for the long sharp knife in his hip pocket +before he softly turned the handle of the door. + +"Signore! What has happened?" + +Filippo Tor di Rocca started violently and uttered a sort of cry as he +turned to see the man who stood on the threshold staring at him. There +was a queer silence before he spoke, moistening his lips at almost +every word. + +"I--I--you heard shots, I suppose." + +The servant's quick eyes noted the recent disorder of the room: chairs +overturned, white splinters of plaster fallen from the ceiling, a +mirror broken. Into what trap had his master fallen? What was there +hidden behind the table--on the floor? There were scrabbled +finger-marks--red marks--in the dust. + +"I was here with a lady whom I wished to take this house when a man +burst in upon us. He shot her, and tried to shoot me, and I drew upon +him in self-defence." The Prince spoke haltingly. He had not been +prepared to lie so soon. + +"What are you doing with that cushion?" + +Filippo looked down guiltily at the frilled thing he held. "I was +going to put it under her head," he began, but the other was not +listening. He had come forward into the room and he had seen. The +huddled heap of black and grey close at the Prince's feet was human--a +woman--and he knew the young pale face, veiled as it was in brown, +loosened hair threaded with gold. A woman; and the man who lay there +too, his dark head resting on her breast, his lips laid against her +throat, was his master, Jean Avenel. + +He uttered a hoarse cry of rage. "Murderer! You did it!" + +But Tor di Rocca had recovered himself somewhat and the bold, hard +face was a mask through which the red eyes gleamed wickedly. "Fool!" +he answered impatiently. "It was as I said. The man was mad with +jealousy. There is his pistol on the floor. I am going now to inform +the authorities and to fetch the _carabinieri_." + +He went out, and Vincenzo did not try to prevent him. + +"Signorino! signorino! answer me. _Madonna benedetta!_ What shall I +say to Ser 'Ilario?" The little man's face worked, and tears ran down +his cheeks as he knelt there at his master's side, stooping to feel +for the fluttering of the faint breath, the beating of the pulse of +life. Surely there was no mortal wound--the shoulder--yes; and the +side, and the right arm, since all the sleeve was soaked in warm +blood. + +All those who have been dragged down into the great darkness that +shrouds the gate of Death know that the first sense vouchsafed to +the returning soul is that of hearing. There was a sound of the sea +in Jean's ears, a weary sound of wailing and distress, through which +words came presently by ones and twos and threes. Words that seemed +a long way off, and yet near, as though they were stones dropped +upon him from a great height: ... signorina ... not mortal ... +healed ... care ... twenty masses to the Madonna at the _Santissima +Annunziata_ ... + +Sight came next as the sea that had roared about him seemed to ebb, +leaving him still on the shore of this world. He opened his eyes and +lay for a moment staring up at the white ceiling until full +consciousness returned, and with it the sharp, stabbing pain of his +wounds, the acrid taste of blood in his mouth, the remembrance of +love. Olive.... Had he not tried to reach her and failed? He groaned +as he turned his aching head now on the pillow to see her where she +lay. + +Vincenzo had cared for his master, had slit up that red, wet sleeve +with his sharp knife, and had bandaged the torn flesh as well as he +was able; and now, very gently, but without any skill, he was fumbling +at the girl's breast. + +Jean made an effort to speak but his lips made no intelligible sounds +at first. The servant came running to him joyfully nevertheless. +"Signorino! You are better?" + +The kind brown eyes smiled through the dimness of their pain. + +"Good Vincenzo ... well done. She ... she's not dead?" + +"Oh, no, signorino--at least--I am not sure," the man faltered. + +"The wound is near the heart, is it not? Lay her down here beside me +and I will keep it closed with my hand," Jean said faintly. "Lift her +and lay her down here in the hollow of my unhurt arm." + +"No ... no!" she had cried. "Together." No other man should touch +her--if she died it must be in his arms. How still she was, how little +warmth of life was there to cherish, how small a fluttering of the +dear heart under his hand's pressure.... + +"Go now and get help." + +Vincenzo made no answer, but his eyes were like those of a faithful +dog, anguished, appealing, and he knelt to kiss the poor fingers that +had been bruised under that cruel heel before he went out of the room. + +Very softly he closed and locked the door, and then stood for a while +in the close darkness of the passage, listening. That devil--he wanted +them to die--suppose he should be lurking somewhere about the house, +waiting for the servant to go that he might finish his work. + +The Tor di Rocca were hard and swift and cruel as steel. That Duchess +Veronica, who had brought her husband the other woman's severed head, +wrapped in fine linen of her own weaving, as a New Year's gift!--she +had been one of them. Then there had lived one Filippo who kept his +younger brother chained up to the wall of some inner room of his +Florentine palace for seventeen years, until, at last, a serving-man +dared to go and tell of the sound of blows in the night hours, the +moaning, the clank of a chain, and the people broke in, and hanged the +Prince from the wrought-iron _fanale_ outside his own gate. + +Vincenzo knew of all these old, past horrors; the Florentines had +made ballads of them, and sang them in the streets, and one might buy +"_L'Assassina_," or "_Il Fratello del Principe_," printed on little +sheets of coarse paper, on the stalls in the Mercato, for one soldo. +So, though the house was very still, the little man drew his long +knife and read the motto scratched on the blade before he climbed the +stairs. + +"_Non ti fidar a me se il cor ti manca._" + +Hurriedly he passed through every room, but there was no one there, +and so he ran out into the dripping green wilderness of torn leaves +and storm-tossed, drenched blossoms, and up the lane, between the high +walls of the olive orchards, to the town. + +Don Filippo was really gone, and he was waiting now on the platform of +the Albano station for the train that should take him back to Rome. He +was not, however, presenting the spectacle of the murderer fleeing +from his crime. He was quite calm. The heat and cruelty of the Tor di +Rocca blood flared in him, but it burned with no steady flame. He had +not the tenacity of his forefathers; and so, though he might kill his +brother, he would not care to torment him during long years. Hate +palled on him as quickly as love. He was content to leave the lives of +Jean Avenel and of Olive on the knees of the gods. + +There was no pity, no tenderness in him to be stirred by the +remembrance of blue eyes dilated with fear, of loosened brown hair, of +the small thing that had lain in a huddled heap at his feet, and he +was not afraid of any consequences affecting him. In Italy the plea of +jealousy covers a multitude of sins, and he was sure that a jury would +acquit him if he were charged with murder. + +How many hundred years had passed since Pilate had called for water to +wash his hands! Filippo--reminded in some way of the Roman +governor--felt that same need. His hands were not clean--there was +dust on them--and it seemed that the one thing that really might clog +his thoughts and tarnish them later on was the dust on a frilled +cushion. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +To some men their world is most precious when their arms may compass +it. These are the great lovers. It seemed to Jean now that it mattered +little whether this grey hour of rain and silence preluded life or +death. Presently they would come to the edge of the stream called +Lethe, and then he, making a cup of his hands, would give the woman he +loved to drink of the waters of forgetfulness, and all remembrance of +loneliness and tears, and of the pain that ached now in his side and +in her shot breast would pass away. + +He looked down from a great height and saw: + + "_the curled moon + Was like a little feather + Fluttering far down the gulf;_" + +and the round world, a caught fly, wrapped in a web of clouds, hung by +a slender thread of some huge spider's spinning. There was a dark mark +upon it that spread and reddened until it seemed to be a stain of +blood on a woman's breast. She had been pale, but the colour had come +again when he had kissed her. It was gone now. Was it all in the red +that oozed between his fingers? + +In the twilight of his senses stray thoughts fluttered and passed like +white moths. Was that the roar of voices? The hall was full and they +wanted him, but he could not play again. Love was best. He would stay +in the garden with Olive. + +What were they asking for? A nocturne--yes; it was getting dark, and +the sea was rising--that was the sound of the sea. + + * * * * * + +The doctor Vincenzo had brought in rose from his knees and stood +thoughtfully wiping his hands on a piece of lint. + +"We must see about extracting the bullets later on. One went clean +through his arm and so has saved us the trouble. As to her--I am not +sure--but I think the injury may not be so serious as it now appears. +She was evidently stunned. She must have struck her head against the +table in falling." + +"Can they be moved?" the servant asked anxiously. "My master would not +care to stay on here. Can you take them into your house, and--and not +say anything?" + +The doctor hesitated. He was a bald, grey-whiskered man, fat and +flaccid. His cuffs were frayed and there were wine-stains on his +shabby clothes. He was very poor. + +"I should inform the authorities," he said. + +"Oh, I don't think that is necessary. It would be worth your while +not to." + +Jean's fur coat had been thrown across a chair. The doctor eyed it +carefully. It was worth more lire than he had ever possessed at one +time. + +"Very well," he said. "The vineyard across the lane is mine. We can go +to my house that way and take them through the gate without ever +coming out on to the road. I will go and tell my housekeeper to get +the rooms ready." + +Vincenzo's face brightened. "I will go in the car to-night to fetch +the master's brother. He is very rich. It will be worth your while," +he repeated. + +"He will be heavy to carry. Shall we be able to do it alone?" + +"_Via!_" cried the little man. "I am very strong. Go now and come back +soon." + +When the other had left the room he crouched down again on the floor +at Jean's feet. "Signorino! Signorino! Speak to me! Look at me!" + +But there was no voice now, nor any that answered. + + * * * * * + +For a long while, it seemed, Jean was a spent swimmer, struggling to +reach a distant shore. The cruel cross-currents drew him, great waves +buffeted him, and the worst of it was they were hot. All the sea was +bubbling and boiling about him, and the sound in his ears was like +the roar of steam. There were creatures in the water, too; octopi, +such as he had seen caught in nets by the Venetian fishermen and flung +on the yellow sands of the Lido. He saw their tentacles flickering in +the green curled edges of each wave that threatened to beat him down +into the depths. + +Vincenzo kept them off. He was always there, sitting by the door, and +when he was called he came running to his master's bedside. + +"Where is she? Don't let her be drowned! Don't let the octopi get her! +Vincenzo! Vincenzo!" he cried, and the good fellow tried to reassure +him. + +"_Sia benedetto_, signorino! They shall not have her. I will cut them +in pieces with my knife." + +"What is the matter? I am quite well. Is it only the tyre? There is +Orvieto, and the sun just risen. Is it still raining?" + +"No, signorino. The sun shines and it has not rained for days. It will +soon be May." + +Very slowly the tide of feverish dreams ebbed, and Jean became aware +of the iris pattern on the curtains of the bed; of the ray of sunlight +that danced every morning on the ceiling and passed away; of the old +woman who gave him his medicine. She was kind, and he liked to see her +sitting sewing by lamplight, and to watch her distorted shadow +looming gigantic in an angle of the wall. Hilaire was there too, but +sometimes he was called away, and then Jean would hear his uneven step +going to and fro across an uncarpeted floor, and the sound of hushed +voices in the next room. + +"Hilaire, is--is it all right?" + +"Yes, do not be afraid. Get well," the elder man answered, but Jean +still lay with his face turned to the wall. He was afraid. The longing +to see Olive, to hold her once more in his arms, burned within him. He +moved restlessly and laid his clenched hands together on the +half-healed wound in his side. + +One night he slept soundly, dreamlessly, as a child sleeps, and woke +at dawn. He raised himself on his elbow in the bed and looked about +him, and Vincenzo came to him at once and asked him what he wanted. + +"Go out," he said, "and leave me alone for a while." + +The green painted window-shutter was unfastened, and it swung open in +the little wind that had sprung up. Jean saw the morning star shining, +and the widening rift of pale gold in the grey sky above the hills. He +heard the stirring of awakened life. Birds fluttered in the laurels. A +boy was singing as he went to his work among the vines by the lake +side: + + "_Ho da dirti tante cose._" + +It seemed to Jean that he too had many things to say to the woman he +loved. He called to her faintly, in a weak, hoarse voice: "Olive!" + +After a while he heard her answering him from the next room. + +"Jean! Oh, Jean!" + +He lay still, smiling. + + + + EDINBURGH + COLSTON AND CO. LIMITED + PRINTERS + + + + +THE BLUE LAGOON + +By =H. DE VERE STACPOOLE=, + +Author of "The Crimson Azaleas," etc. 6s. + + The _Times_ says: "Picturesque and original ... full of + air and light and motion." + + The _Daily Telegraph_ says: "A hauntingly beautiful + story." + + The _Globe_ says: "Weirdly imaginative, remote, and + fateful." + + The _Evening Standard_ says: "A masterpiece.... It has + the gift of the most vivid description that makes a + scene live before your eyes." + + The _Sunday Times_ says: "A very lovely and fascinating + tale, by the side of which 'Paul and Virginia' seems + tame indeed." + + The _Morning Leader_ says: "It is a true romance, with + an atmosphere of true romance which few but the greatest + writers achieve." + + The _World_ says: "Original and fascinating." + + The _Nottingham Guardian_ says: "A singularly powerful + and brilliantly imagined story." + + The _Daily Chronicle_ says: "Many able authors, an + unaccountable number, have written about the South Sea + Islands, but none that we know has written so charmingly + as Mr. de Vere Stacpoole in 'The Blue Lagoon.'" + + +T. FISHER UNWIN, 1 ADELPHI TERRACE, LONDON + + + + +T. 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Greatness is deliberately written; +the present writer has read and re-read his two books, and after +putting this review aside for some days to consider the discretion of +it, the word still stands."--_Saturday Review_ + + +II. + +ALMAYER'S FOLLY + +_Second Edition._ _Crown 8vo._, _cloth_, =6s.= + + "This startling, unique, splendid book." + + Mr. T. P. O'CONNOR, M.P. + +"This is a decidedly powerful story of an uncommon type, and breaks +fresh ground in fiction.... All the leading characters in the +book--Almayer, his wife, his daughter, and Dain, the daughter's native +lover--are well drawn, and the parting between father and daughter has +a pathetic naturalness about it, unspoiled by straining after effect. +There are, too, some admirably graphic passages in the book. The +approach of a monsoon is most effectively described.... The name of +Mr. Joseph Conrad is new to us, but it appears to us as if he might +become the Kipling of the Malay Archipelago."--_Spectator_ + + + + +THE BEETLE. A MYSTERY + +By =RICHARD MARSH=. Illustrated. + +Eleventh Edition. 6s. + + The _Daily Graphic_ says: "'The Beetle' is the kind of + book which you put down only for the purpose of turning + up the gas and making sure that no person or thing is + standing behind your chair, and it is a book which no + one will put down until finished except for the reason + above described." + + The _Speaker_ says: "A story of the most terrific kind + is duly recorded in this extremely powerful book. The + skill with which its fantastic horrors are presented to + us is undeniable." + + +T. FISHER UNWIN, 1 ADELPHI TERRACE, LONDON + + + + +Transcriber's Note + +Bold text is indicated with equals symbols, =like this=. + +Text in languages other than English is preserved as printed. + +Minor punctuation errors have been repaired. + +The following amendments have been made: + + Page 164--Jocopo amended to Jacopo--"... one of the old + houses in the Borgo San Jacopo, ..." + + Page 197--mysogynists amended to misogynists--"Olive + laughed. "Commend me to misogynists henceforth."" + + Page 216--newsvenders amended to newsvendors--"... and + the narrow streets were echoing now to the hoarse cries + of the newsvendors ..." + + Page 228--Babbuino amended to Babuino--"They went by way + of the Via Babuino across the Piazza di Spagna, ..." + + Page 293--anyrate amended to any rate--"... I am sure he + never would, or, at any rate, he would ..." + + Page 297--it's amended to its--"... its gnawing, + tearing, animal ferocity was appalling." + + Second advert page--decidely amended to decidedly--"This + is a decidedly powerful story ..." + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Olive in Italy, by Moray Dalton + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OLIVE IN ITALY *** + +***** This file should be named 29512.txt or 29512.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/9/5/1/29512/ + +Produced by Mark C. 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