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diff --git a/2949.txt b/2949.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..25caea4 --- /dev/null +++ b/2949.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4871 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Stories of a Western Town, by Octave Thanet + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Stories of a Western Town + +Author: Octave Thanet + +Posting Date: January 10, 2009 [EBook #2949] +Release Date: December, 2001 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES OF A WESTERN TOWN *** + + + + +Produced by Judy Boss + + + + + +STORIES OF A WESTERN TOWN + +By Octave Thanet + + + + +CONTENTS + + +The Besetment of Kurt Lieders + +The Face of Failure + +Tommy and Thomas + +Mother Emeritus + +An Assisted Providence + +Harry Lossing + + + + + +THE BESETMENT OF KURT LIEDERS + + +A SILVER rime glistened all down the street. + +There was a drabble of dead leaves on the sidewalk which was of wood, +and on the roadway which was of macadam and stiff mud. The wind blew +sharply, for it was a December day and only six in the morning. Nor were +the houses high enough to furnish any independent bulwark; they were +low, wooden dwellings, the tallest a bare two stories in height, the +majority only one story. But they were in good painting and repair, +and most of them had a homely gayety of geraniums or bouvardias in +the windows. The house on the corner was the tall house. It occupied a +larger yard than its neighbors; and there were lace curtains tied with +blue ribbons for the windows in the right hand front room. The door of +this house swung back with a crash, and a woman darted out. She ran at +the top of her speed to the little yellow house farther down the street. +Her blue calico gown clung about her stout figure and fluttered behind +her, revealing her blue woollen stockings and felt slippers. Her gray +head was bare. As she ran tears rolled down her cheeks and she wrung her +hands. + +"Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh, lieber Herr Je!" One near would have heard her sob, in +too distracted agitation to heed the motorneer of the passing street-car +who stared after her at the risk of his car, or the tousled heads behind +a few curtains. She did not stop until she almost fell against the door +of the yellow house. Her frantic knocking was answered by a young woman +in a light and artless costume of a quilted petticoat and a red flannel +sack. + +"Oh, gracious goodness! Mrs. Lieders!" cried she. + +Thekla Lieders rather staggered than walked into the room and fell back +on the black haircloth sofa. + +"There, there, there," said the young woman while she patted the broad +shoulders heaving between sobs and short breath, "what is it? The house +aint afire?" + +"Oh, no, oh, Mrs. Olsen, he has done it again!" She wailed in sobs, like +a child. + +"Done it? Done what?" exclaimed Mrs. Olsen, then her face paled. "Oh, my +gracious, you DON'T mean he's killed himself------" + +"Yes, he's killed himself, again." + +"And he's dead?" asked the other in an awed tone. + +Mrs. Lieders gulped down her tears. "Oh, not so bad as that, I cut him +down, he was up in the garret and I sus--suspected him and I run up +and--oh, he was there, a choking, and he was so mad! He swore at me +and--he kicked me when I--I says: 'Kurt, what are you doing of? Hold +on till I git a knife,' I says--for his hands was just dangling at his +side; and he says nottings cause he couldn't, he was most gone, and I +knowed I wouldn't have time to git no knife but I saw it was a rope was +pretty bad worn and so--so I just run and jumped and ketched it in my +hands, and being I'm so fleshy it couldn't stand no more and it broke! +And, oh! he--he kicked me when I was try to come near to git the rope +off his neck; and so soon like he could git his breath he swore at +me----" + +"And you a helping of him! Just listen to that!" cried the hearer +indignantly. + +"So I come here for to git you and Mr. Olsen to help me git him down +stairs, 'cause he is too heavy for me to lift, and he is so mad he won't +walk down himself." + +"Yes, yes, of course. I'll call Carl. Carl! dost thou hear? come! But +did you dare to leave him Mrs. Lieders?" Part of the time she spoke +in English, part of the time in her own tongue, gliding from one to +another, and neither party observing the transition. + +Mrs. Lieders wiped her eyes, saying: "Oh, yes, Danke schon, I aint +afraid 'cause I tied him with the rope, righd good, so he don't got no +chance to move. He was make faces at me all the time I tied him." At the +remembrance, the tears welled anew. + +Mrs. Olsen, a little bright tinted woman with a nose too small for her +big blue eyes and chubby cheeks, quivered with indignant sympathy. + +"Well, I did nefer hear of sooch a mean acting man!" seemed to her the +most natural expression; but the wife fired, at once. + +"No, he is not a mean man," she cried, "no, Freda Olsen, he is not a +mean man at all! There aint nowhere a better man than my man; and Carl +Olsen, he knows that. Kurt, he always buys a whole ham and a whole +barrel of flour, and never less than a dollar of sugar at a time! And he +never gits drunk nor he never gives me any bad talk. It was only he got +this wanting to kill himself on him, sometimes." + +"Well, I guess I'll go put on my things," said Mrs. Olsen, wisely +declining to defend her position. "You set right still and warm +yourself, and we'll be back in a minute." + +Indeed, it was hardly more than that time before both Carl Olsen, who +worked in the same furniture factory as Kurt Lieders, and was a comely +and after-witted giant, appeared with Mrs. Olsen ready for the street. + +He nodded at Mrs. Lieders and made a gurgling noise in his throat, +expected to convey sympathy. Then, he coughed and said that he was +ready, and they started. + +Feeling further expression demanded, Mrs. Olsen asked: "How many times +has he done it, Mrs. Lieders?" + +Mrs. Lieders was trotting along, her anxious eyes on the house in the +distance, especially on the garret windows. "Three times," she answered, +not removing her eyes; "onct he tooked Rough on Rats and I found it out +and I put some apple butter in the place of it, and he kept wondering +and wondering how he didn't feel notings, and after awhile I got him off +the notion, that time. He wasn't mad at me; he just said: 'Well, I do it +some other time. You see!' but he promised to wait till I got the spring +house cleaning over, so he could shake the carpets for me; and by and +by he got feeling better. He was mad at the boss and that made him +feel bad. The next time it was the same, that time he jumped into the +cistern----" + +"Yes, I know," said Olsen, with a half grin, "I pulled him out." + +"It was the razor he wanted," the wife continued, "and when he come home +and says he was going to leave the shop and he aint never going back +there, and gets out his razor and sharps it, I knowed what that meant +and I told him I got to have some bluing and wouldn't he go and get it? +and he says, 'You won't git another husband run so free on your errands, +Thekla,' and I says I don't want none; and when he was gone I hid the +razor and he couldn't find it, but that didn't mad him, he didn't say +notings; and when I went to git the supper he walked out in the yard and +jumped into the cistern, and I heard the splash and looked in and there +he was trying to git his head under, and I called, 'For the Lord's sake, +papa! For the Lord's sake!' just like that. And I fished for him with +the pole that stood there and he was sorry and caught hold of it and +give in, and I rested the pole agin the side cause I wasn't strong +enough to h'ist him out; and he held on whilest I run for help----" + +"And I got the ladder and he clum out," said the giant with another grin +of recollection, "he was awful wet!" + +"That was a month ago," said the wife, solemnly. + +"He sharped the razor onct," said Mrs. Lieders, "but he said it was +for to shave him, and I got him to promise to let the barber shave him +sometime, instead. Here, Mrs. Olsen, you go righd in, the door aint +locked." + +By this time they were at the house door. They passed in and ascended +the stairs to the second story, then climbed a narrow, ladder-like +flight to the garret. Involuntarily they had paused to listen at the +foot of the stairs, but it was very quiet, not a sound of movement, not +so much as the sigh of a man breathing. The wife turned pale and put +both her shaking hands on her heart. + +"Guess he's trying to scare us by keeping quiet!" said Olsen, +cheerfully, and he stumbled up the stairs, in advance. "Thunder!" he +exclaimed, on the last stair, "well, we aint any too quick." + +In fact Carl had nearly fallen over the master of the house, that +enterprising self-destroyer having contrived, pinioned as he was, to +roll over to the very brink of the stair well, with the plain intent to +break his neck by plunging headlong. + +In the dim light all that they could see was a small, old man whose +white hair was strung in wisps over his purple face, whose deep set eyes +glared like the eyes of a rat in a trap, and whose very elbows and knees +expressed in their cramps the fury of an outraged soul. When he saw the +new-comers he shut his eyes and his jaws. + +"Well, Mr. Lieders," said Olsen, mildly, "I guess you better git +down-stairs. Kin I help you up?" + +"No," said Lieders. + +"Will I give you an arm to lean on?" + +"No." + +"Won't you go at all, Mr. Lieders?" + +"No." + +Olsen shook his head. "I hate to trouble you, Mr. Lieders," said he in +his slow, undecided tones, "please excuse me," with which he gathered up +the little man into his strong arms and slung him over his shoulders, as +easily as he would sling a sack of meal. It was a vent for Mrs. Olsen's +bubbling indignation to make a dive for Lieders's heels and hold them, +while Carl backed down-stairs. But Lieders did not make the least +resistance. He allowed them to carry him into the room indicated by +his wife, and to lay him bound on the plump feather bed. It was not his +bedroom but the sacred "spare room," and the bed was part of its luxury. +Thekla ran in, first, to remove the embroidered pillow shams and the +dazzling, silken "crazy quilt" that was her choicest possession. + +Safely in the bed, Lieders opened his eyes and looked from one face to +the other, his lip curling. "You can't keep me this way all the time. I +can do it in spite of you," said he. + +"Well, I think you had ought to be ashamed of yourself, Mr. Lieders!" +Mrs. Olsen burst out, in a tremble between wrath and exertion, shaking +her little, plump fist at him. + +But the placid Carl only nodded, as in sympathy, saying, "Well, I am +sorry you feel so bad, Mr. Lieders. I guess we got to go now." + +Mrs. Olsen looked as if she would have liked to exhort Lieders further; +but she shrugged her shoulders and followed her husband in silence. + +"I wished you'd stay to breakfast, now you're here," Thekla urged out of +her imperious hospitality; had Kurt been lying there dead, the next meal +must have been offered, just the same. "I know, you aint got time to git +Mr. Olsen his breakfast, Freda, before he has got to go to the shops, +and my tea-kettle is boiling now, and the coffee'll be ready--I GUESS +you had better stay." + +But Mrs. Olsen seconded her husband's denial, and there was nothing +left Thekla but to see them to the door. No sooner did she return than +Lieders spoke. "Aint you going to take off them ropes?" said he. + +"Not till you promise you won't do it." + +Silence. Thekla, brushing a few tears from her eyes, scrutinized the +ropes again, before she walked heavily out of the room. She turned the +key in the door. + +Directly a savory steam floated through the hall and pierced the cracks +about the door; then Thekla's footsteps returned; they echoed over the +uncarpeted boards. + +She had brought his breakfast, cooked with the best of her homely skill. +The pork chops that he liked had been fried, there was a napkin on the +tray, and the coffee was in the best gilt cup and saucer. + +"Here's your breakfast, papa," said she, trying to smile. + +"I don't want no breakfast," said he. + +She waited, holding the tray, and wistfully eying him. + +"Take it 'way," said he, "I won't touch it if you stand till doomsday, +lessen you untie me!" + +"I'll untie your arm, papa, one arm; you kin eat that way." + +"Not lessen you untie all of me, I won't touch a bite." + +"You know why I won't untie you, papa." + +"Starving will kill as dead as hanging," was Lieders's orphic response +to this. + +Thekla sighed and went away, leaving the tray on the table. It may be +that she hoped the sight of food might stir his stomach to rebel against +his dogged will; if so she was disappointed; half an hour went by during +which the statue under the bedclothes remained without so much as a +quiver. + +Then the old woman returned. "Aint you awful cramped and stiff, papa?" + +"Yes," said the statue. + +"Will you promise not to do yourself a mischief, if I untie you?" + +"No." + +Thekla groaned, while the tears started to her red eyelids. "But you'll +git awful tired and it will hurt you if you don't get the ropes off, +soon, papa!" + +"I know that!" + +He closed his eyes again, to be the less hindered from dropping back +into his distempered musings. Thekla took a seat by his side and sat +silent as he. Slowly the natural pallor returned to the high forehead +and sharp features. They were delicate features and there was an air of +refinement, of thought, about Lieders's whole person, as different +as possible from the robust comeliness of his wife. With its keen +sensitive-ness and its undefined melancholy it was a dreamer's face. One +meets such faces, sometimes, in incongruous places and wonders what they +mean. In fact, Kurt Lieders, head cabinet maker in the furniture factory +of Lossing & Co., was an artist. He was, also, an incomparable artisan +and the most exacting foreman in the shops. Thirty years ago he had +first taken wages from the senior Lossing. He had watched a modest +industry climb up to a great business, nor was he all at sea in his own +estimate of his share in the firm's success. Lieders's workmanship had +an honesty, an infinite patience of detail, a daring skill of design +that came to be sought and commanded its own price. The Lossing "art +furniture" did not slander the name. No sculptor ever wrought his soul +into marble with a more unflinching conscience or a purer joy in his +work than this wood-carver dreaming over sideboards and bedsteads. +Unluckily, Lieders had the wrong side of the gift as well as the right; +was full of whims and crotchets, and as unpractical as the Christian +martyrs. He openly defied expense, and he would have no trifling with +the laws of art. To make after orders was an insult to Kurt. He made +what was best for the customer; if the latter had not the sense to see +it he was a fool and a pig, and some one else should work for him, not +Kurt Lieders, BEGEHR! + +Young Lossing had learned the business practically. He was taught the +details by his father's best workman; and a mighty hard and strict +master the best workman proved! Lossing did not dream that the crabbed +old tyrant who rarely praised him, who made him go over, for the +twentieth time, any imperfect piece of work, who exacted all the artisan +virtues to the last inch, was secretly proud of him. Yet, in fact, the +thread of romance in Lieders's prosaic life was his idolatry of the +Lossing Manufacturing Co. It is hard to tell whether it was the Lossings +or that intangible quantity, the firm, the business, that he worshipped. +Worship he did, however, the one or the other, perhaps the both of them, +though in the peevish and erratic manner of the savage who sometimes +grovels to his idols and sometimes kicks them. + +Nobody guessed what a blow it was to Kurt when, a year ago, the elder +Lossing had died. Even his wife did not connect his sullen melancholy +and his gibes at the younger generation, with the crape on Harry +Lossing's hat. He would not go to the funeral, but worked savagely, all +alone by himself, in the shop, the whole afternoon--breaking down at +last at the sight of a carved panel over which Lossing and he had once +disputed. The desolate loneliness of the old came to him when his old +master was gone. He loved the young man, but the old man was of his own +generation; he had "known how things ought to be and he could understand +without talking." Lieders began to be on the lookout for signs of waning +consideration, to watch his own eyes and hands, drearily wondering when +they would begin to play him false; at the same time because he was +unhappy he was ten times as exacting and peremptory and critical with +the younger workmen, and ten times as insolently independent with the +young master. Often enough, Lossing was exasperated to the point of +taking the old man at his word and telling him to go if he would, but +every time the chain of long habit, a real respect for such faithful +service, and a keen admiration for Kurt's matchless skill in his craft, +had held him back. He prided himself on keeping his word; for that +reason he was warier of using it. So he would compromise by giving the +domineering old fellow a "good, stiff rowing." Once, he coupled this +with a threat, if they could not get along decently they would better +part! Lieders had answered not a word; he had given Lossing a queer +glance and turned on his heel. He went home and bought some poison on +the way. "The old man is gone and the young feller don't want the old +crank round, no more," he said to himself. "Thekla, I guess I make her +troubles, too; I'll git out!" + +That was the beginning of his tampering with suicide. Thekla, who did +not have the same opinion of the "trouble," had interfered. He had +married Thekla to have someone to keep a warm fireside for him, but she +was an ignorant creature who never could be made to understand about +carving. He felt sorry for her when the baby died, the only child they +ever had; he was sorrier than he expected to be on his own account, too, +for it was an ugly little creature, only four days old, and very red and +wrinkled; but he never thought of confiding his own griefs or trials +to her. Now, it made him angry to have that stupid Thekla keep him in +a world where he did not wish to stay. If the next day Lossing had not +remembered how his father valued Lieders, and made an excuse to half +apologize to him, I fear Thekla's stratagems would have done little +good. + +The next experience was cut out of the same piece of cloth. He had +relented, he had allowed his wife to save him; but he was angry in +secret. Then came the day when open disobedience to Lossing's orders had +snapped the last thread of Harry's patience. To Lieders's aggrieved "If +you ain't satisfied with my work, Mr. Lossing, I kin quit," the answer +had come instantly, "Very well, Lieders, I'm sorry to lose you, but we +can't have two bosses here: you can go to the desk." And when Lieders in +a blind stab of temper had growled a prophecy that Lossing would regret +it, Lossing had stabbed in turn: "Maybe, but it will be a cold day when +I ask you to come back." And he had gone off without so much as a word +of regret. The old workman had packed up his tools, the pet tools that +no one was ever permitted to touch, and crammed his arms into his coat +and walked out of the place where he had worked so long, not a man +saying a word. Lieders didn't reflect that they knew nothing of the +quarrel. He glowered at them and went away sore at heart. We make a +great mistake when we suppose that it is only the affectionate +that desire affection; sulky and ill-conditioned souls often have a +passionate longing for the very feelings that they repel. Lieders was a +womanish, sensitive creature under the surly mask, and he was cut to the +quick by his comrades' apathy. "There ain't no place for old men in this +world," he thought, "there's them boys I done my best to make do a good +job, and some of 'em I've worked overtime to help; and not one of 'em +has got as much as a good-by in him for me!" + +But he did not think of going to poor Thekla for comfort, he went to +his grim dreams. "I git my property all straight for Thekla, and then +I quit," said he. Perhaps he gave himself a reprieve unconsciously, +thinking that something might happen to save him from himself. Nothing +happened. None of the "boys" came to see him, except Carl Olsen, the +very stupidest man in the shop, who put Lieders beside himself fifty +times a day. The other men were sorry that Lieders had gone, having a +genuine workman's admiration for his skill, and a sort of underground +liking for the unreasonable old man because he was so absolutely honest +and "a fellow could always tell where to find him." But they were shy, +they were afraid he would take their pity in bad part, they "waited a +while." + +Carl, honest soul, stood about in Lieders's workshop, kicking the +shavings with his heels for half an hour, and grinned sheepishly, +and was told what a worthless, scamping, bragging lot the "boys" at +Lossing's were, and said he guessed he had got to go home now; and so +departed, unwitting that his presence had been a consolation. Mrs. Olsen +asked Carl what Lieders said; Carl answered simply, "Say, Freda, that +man feels terrible bad." + +Meanwhile Thekla seemed easily satisfied. She made no outcry as Lieders +had dreaded, over his leaving the shop. + +"Well, then, papa, you don't need git up so early in the morning no +more, if you aint going to the shop," was her only comment; and Lieders +despised the mind of woman more than ever. + +But that evening, while Lieders was down town (occupied, had she known +it, with a codicil to his will), she went over to the Olsens and found +out all Carl could tell her about the trouble in the shop. And it was +she that made the excuse of marketing to go out the next day, that +she might see the rich widow on the hill who was talking about a china +closet, and Judge Trevor, who had asked the price of a mantel, and Mr. +Martin, who had looked at sideboards (all this information came from +honest Carl); and who proposed to them that they order such furniture +of the best cabinet-maker in the country, now setting up on his own +account. He, simple as a baby for all his doggedness, thought that +they came because of his fame as a workman, and felt a glow of pride, +particularly as (having been prepared by the wife, who said, "You see it +don't make so much difference with my Kurt 'bout de prize, if so he can +get the furniture like he wants it, and he always know of the best in +the old country") they all were duly humble. He accepted a few orders +and went to work with a will; he would show them what the old man +could do. But it was only a temporary gleam; in a little while he grew +homesick for the shop, for the sawdust floor and the familiar smell +of oil, and the picture of Lossing flitting in and out. He missed the +careless young workmen at whom he had grumbled, he missed the whir of +machinery, and the consciousness of rush and hurry accented by the cars +on the track outside. In short, he missed the feeling of being part of +a great whole. At home, in his cosey little improvised shop, there was +none to dispute him, but there was none to obey him either. He grew +deathly tired of it all. He got into the habit of walking around the +shops at night, prowling about his old haunts like a cat. Once the night +watchman saw him. The next day there was a second watchman engaged. +And Olsen told him very kindly, meaning only to warn him, that he was +suspected to be there for no good purpose. Lieders confirmed a lurking +suspicion of the good Carl's own, by the clouding of his face. Yet he +would have chopped his hand off rather than have lifted it against the +shop. + +That was Tuesday night, this was Wednesday morning. + +The memory of it all, the cruel sense of injustice, returned with such +poignant force that Lieders groaned aloud. + +Instantly, Thekla was bending over him. He did not know whether to laugh +at her or to swear, for she began fumbling at the ropes, half sobbing. +"Yes, I knowed they was hurting you, papa; I'm going to loose one arm. +Then I put it back again and loose the other. Please don't be bad!" + +He made no resistance and she was as good as her word. She unbound and +bound him in sections, as it were; he watching her with a morose smile. + +Then she left the room, but only to return with some hot coffee. +Lieders twisted his head away. "No," said he, "I don't eat none of that +breakfast, not if you make fresh coffee all the morning; I feel like I +don't eat never no more on earth." + +Thekla knew that the obstinate nature that she tempted was proof against +temptation; if Kurt chose to starve, starve he would with food at his +elbow. + +"Oh, papa," she cried, helplessly, "what IS the matter with you?" + +"Just dying is the matter with me, Thekla. If I can't die one way I kin +another. Now Thekla, I want you to quit crying and listen. After I'm +gone you go to the boss, young Mr. Lossing--but I always called him +Harry because he learned his trade of me, Thekla, but he don't think of +that now--and you tell him old Lieders that worked for him thirty years +is dead, but he didn't hold no hard feelings, he knowed he done wrong +'bout that mantel. Mind you tell him." + +"Yes, papa," said Thekla, which was a surprise to Kurt; he had dreaded +a weak flood of tears and protestations. But there were no tears, no +protestations, only a long look at him and a contraction of the eyebrows +as if Thekla were trying to think of something that eluded her. She +placed the coffee on the tray beside the other breakfast. For a while +the room was very still. Lieders could not see the look of resolve that +finally smoothed the perplexed lines out of his wife's kind, simple old +face. She rose. "Kurt," she said, "I don't guess you remember this is +our wedding-day; it was this day, eighteen year we was married." + +"So!" said Lieders, "well, I was a bad bargain to you, Thekla; after +you nursed your father that was a cripple for twenty years, I thought it +would be easy with me; but I was a bad bargain." + +"The Lord knows best about that," said Thekla, simply, "be it how it +be, you are the only man I ever had or will have, and I don't like you +starve yourself. Papa, say you don't kill yourself, to-day, and dat you +will eat your breakfast!" + +"Yes," Lieders repeated in German, "a bad bargain for thee, that is +sure. But thou hast been a good bargain for me. Here! I promise. Not +this day. Give me the coffee." + +He had seasons, all the morning, of wondering over his meekness, and +his agreement to be tied up again, at night. But still, what did a +day matter? a man humors women's notions; and starving was so tedious. +Between whiles he elaborated a scheme to attain his end. How easy to +outwit the silly Thekla! His eyes shone, as he hid the little, sharp +knife up his cuff. "Let her tie me!" says Lieders, "I keep my word. +To-morrow I be out of this. He won't git a man like me, pretty soon!" + +Thekla went about her daily tasks, with her every-day air; but, now and +again, that same pucker of thought returned to her forehead; and, more +than once, Lieders saw her stand over some dish, poising her spoon in +air, too abstracted to notice his cynical observation. + +The dinner was more elaborate than common, and Thekla had broached a +bottle of her currant wine. She gravely drank Lieders's health. "And +many good days, papa," she said. + +Lieders felt a queer movement of pity. After the table was cleared, +he helped his wife to wash and wipe the dishes as his custom was of a +Sunday or holiday. He wiped dishes as he did everything, neatly, slowly, +with a careful deliberation. Not until the dishes were put away and the +couple were seated, did Thekla speak. + +"Kurt," she said, "I got to talk to you." + +An inarticulate groan and a glance at the door from Lieders. "I just got +to, papa. It aint righd for you to do the way you been doing for so long +time; efery little whiles you try to kill yourself; no, papa, that aint +righd!" + +Kurt, who had gotten out his pencils and compasses and other drawing +tools, grunted: "I got to look at my work, Thekla, now; I am too busy to +talk." + +"No, Kurt, no, papa"--the hands holding the blue apron that she was +embroidering with white linen began to tremble; Lieders had not the +least idea what a strain it was on this reticent, slow of speech woman +who had stood in awe of him for eighteen years, to discuss the horror +of her life; but he could not help marking her agitation. She went on, +desperately: "Yes, papa, I got to talk it oud with you. You had ought +to listen, 'cause I always been a good wife to you and nefer refused you +notings. No." + +"Well, I aint saying I done it 'cause you been bad to me; everybody +knows we aint had no trouble." + +"But everybody what don't know us, when they read how you tried to kill +yourself in the papers, they think it was me. That always is so. And now +I never can any more sleep nights, for you is always maybe git up and +do something to yourself. So now, I got to talk to you, papa. Papa, how +could you done so?" + +Lieders twisted his feet under the rungs of his chair; he opened his +mouth, but only to shut it again with a click of his teeth. + +"I got my mind made up, papa. I tought and I tought. I know WHY you done +it; you done it 'cause you and the boss was mad at each other. The boss +hadn't no righd to let you go------" + +"Yes, he had, I madded him first; I was a fool. Of course I knowed more +than him 'bout the work, but I hadn't no right to go against him. The +boss is all right." + +"Yes, papa, I got my mind made up"--like most sluggish spirits there was +an immense momentum about Thekla's mind, once get it fairly started it +was not to be diverted--"you never killed yourself before you used to +git mad at the boss. You was afraid he would send you away; and now you +have sent yourself away you don't want to live, 'cause you do not know +how you can git along without the shop. But you want to get back, you +want to get back more as you want to kill yourself. Yes, papa, I know, +I know where you did used to go, nights. Now"--she changed her speech +unconsciously to the tongue of her youth--"it is not fair, it is not +fair to me that thou shouldst treat me like that, thou dost belong to +me, also; so I say, my Kurt, wilt thou make a bargain with me? If I +shall get thee back thy place wilt thou promise me never to kill thyself +any more?" + +Lieders had not once looked up at her during the slow, difficult +sentences with their half choked articulation; but he was experiencing +some strange emotions, and one of them was a novel respect for his wife. +All he said was: "'Taint no use talking. I won't never ask him to take +me back, once." + +"Well, you aint asking of him. _I_ ask him. I try to git you back, +once!" + +"I tell you, it aint no use; I know the boss, he aint going to be +letting womans talk him over; no, he's a good man, he knows how to work +his business himself!" + +"But would you promise me, Kurt?" + +Lieders's eyes blurred with a mild and dreamy mist; he sighed softly. +"Thekla, you can't see how it is. It is like you are tied up, if I don't +can do that; if I can then it is always that I am free, free to go, free +to stay. And for you, Thekla, it is the same." + +Thekla's mild eyes flashed. "I don't believe you would like it so you +wake up in the morning and find ME hanging up in the kitchen by the +clothes-line!" + +Lieders had the air of one considering deeply. Then he gave Thekla one +of the surprises of her life; he rose from his chair, he walked in his +shuffling, unheeled slippers across the room to where the old woman sat; +he put one arm on the back of the chair and stiffly bent over her and +kissed her. + +"Lieber Herr Je!" gasped Thekla. + +"Then I shall go, too, pretty quick, that is all, mamma," said he. + +Thekla wiped her eyes. A little pause fell between them, and in it they +may have both remembered vanished, half-forgotten days when life had +looked differently to them, when they had never thought to sit by +their own fireside and discuss suicide. The husband spoke first; with +a reluctant, half-shamed smile, "Thekla, I tell you what, I make the +bargain with you; you git me back that place, I don't do it again, 'less +you let me; you don't git me back that place, you don't say notings to +me." + +The apron dropped from the withered, brown hands to the floor. Again +there was silence; but not for long; ghastly as was the alternative, the +proposal offered a chance to escape from the terror that was sapping her +heart. + +"How long will you give me, papa?" said she. + +"I give you a week," said he. + +Thekla rose and went to the door; as she opened it a fierce gust of wind +slashed her like a knife, and Lieders exclaimed, fretfully, "what you +opening that door for, Thekla, letting in the wind? I'm so cold, now, +right by the fire, I most can't draw. We got to keep a fire in the +base-burner good, all night, or the plants will freeze." + +Thekla said confusedly that something sounded like a cat crying. "And +you talking like that it frightened me; maybe I was wrong to make such +bargains------" + +"Then don't make it," said Lieders, curtly, "I aint asking you." + +But Thekla drew a long breath and straightened herself, saying, "Yes, I +make it, papa, I make it." + +"Well, put another stick of wood in the stove, will you, now you are +up?" said Lieders, shrugging his shoulders, "or I'll freeze in spite of +you! It seems to me it grows colder every minute." + +But all that day he was unusually gentle with Thekla. He talked of his +youth and the struggles of the early days of the firm; he related a +dozen tales of young Lossing, all illustrating some admirable trait that +he certainly had not praised at the time. Never had he so opened his +heart in regard to his own ideals of art, his own ambitions. And Thekla +listened, not always comprehending but always sympathizing; she was +almost like a comrade, Kurt thought afterward. + +The next morning, he was surprised to have her appear equipped for the +street, although it was bitterly cold. She wore her garb of ceremony, a +black alpaca gown, with a white crocheted collar neatly turned over the +long black, broadcloth cloak in which she had taken pride for the last +five years; and her quilted black silk bonnet was on her gray head. When +she put up her foot to don her warm overshoes Kurt saw that the stout +ankles were encased in white stockings. This was the last touch. +"Gracious, Thekla," cried Kurt, "are you going to market this day? It is +the coldest day this winter!" + +"Oh, I don't mind," replied Thekla, nervously. Then she had wrapped a +scarf about her and gone out while he was getting into his own coat, and +conning a proffer to go in her stead. + +"Oh, well, Thekla she aint such a fool like she looks!" he observed to +the cat, "say, pussy, WAS it you out yestiddy?" + +The cat only blinked her yellow eyes and purred. She knew that she had +not been out, last night. Not any better than her mistress, however, who +at this moment was hailing a street-car. + +The street-car did not land her anywhere near a market; it whirled her +past the lines of low wooden houses into the big brick shops with their +arched windows and terra-cotta ornaments that showed the ambitious +architecture of a growing Western town, past these into mills and +factories and smoke-stained chimneys. Here, she stopped. An acquaintance +would hardly have recognized her, her ruddy cheeks had grown so pale. +But she trotted on to the great building on the corner from whence came +a low, incessant buzz. She went into the first door and ran against Carl +Olsen. "Carl, I got to see Mr. Lossing," said she breathlessly. + +"There ain't noding----" + +"No, Gott sei dank', but I got to see him." + +It was not Carl's way to ask questions; he promptly showed her the +office and she entered. She had not seen young Harry Lossing half a +dozen times; and, now, her anxious eyes wandered from one dapper figure +at the high desks, to another, until Lossing advanced to her. + +He was a handsome young man, she thought, and he had kind eyes, but they +hardened at her first timid sentence: "I am Mrs. Lieders, I come about +my man----" + +"Will you walk in here, Mrs. Lieders?" said Lossing. His voice was like +the ice on the window-panes. + +She followed him into a little room. He shut the door. + +Declining the chair that he pushed toward her she stood in the centre of +the room, looking at him with the pleading eyes of a child. + +"Mr. Lossing, will you please save my Kurt from killing himself?" + +"What do you mean?" Lossing's voice had not thawed. + +"It is for you that he will kill himself, Mr. Lossing. This is the dird +time he has done it. It is because he is so lonesome now, your father is +died and he thinks that you forget, and he has worked so hard for you, +but he thinks that you forget. He was never tell me till yesterday; and +then--it was--it was because I would not let him hang himself----" + +"Hang himself?" stammered Lossing, "you don't mean----" + +"Yes, he was hang himself, but I cut him, no I broke him down," said +Thekla, accurate in all the disorder of her spirits; and forthwith, with +many tremors, but clearly, she told the story of Kurt's despair. She +told, as Lieders never would have known how to tell, even had his pride +let him, all the man's devotion for the business, all his personal +attachment to the firm; she told of his gloom after the elder Lossing +died, "for he was think there was no one in this town such good man +and so smart like your fader, Mr. Lossing, no, and he would set all +the evening and try to draw and make the lines all wrong, and, then, he +would drow the papers in the fire and go and walk outside and he say, 'I +can't do nothing righd no more now the old man's died; they don't have +no use for me at the shop, pretty quick!' and that make him feel awful +bad!" She told of his homesick wanderings about the shops by night; +"but he was better as a watchman, he wouldn't hurt it for the world! He +telled me how you was hide his dinner-pail onct for a joke, and put in a +piece of your pie, and how you climbed on the roof with the hose when +it was afire. And he telled me if he shall die I shall tell you that +he ain't got no hard feelings, but you didn't know how that mantel had +ought to be, so he done it right the other way, but he hadn't no righd +to talk to you like he done, nohow, and you was all righd to send him +away, but you might a shaked hands, and none of the boys never said +nothing nor none of them never come to see him, 'cept Carl Olsen, and +that make him feel awful bad, too! And when he feels so bad he don't no +more want to live, so I make him promise if I git him back he never try +to kill himself again. Oh, Mr. Lossing, please don't let my man die!" + +Bewildered and more touched than he cared to feel, himself, Lossing +still made a feeble stand for discipline. "I don't see how Lieders can +expect me to take him back again," he began. + +"He aint expecting you, Mr. Lossing, it's ME!" + +"But didn't Lieders tell you I told him I would never take him back?" + +"No, sir, no, Mr. Lossing, it was not that, it was you said it would +be a cold day that you would take him back; and it was git so cold +yesterday, so I think, 'Now it would be a cold day to-morrow and Mr. +Lossing he can take Kurt back.' And it IS the most coldest day this +year!" + +Lossing burst into a laugh, perhaps he was glad to have the Western +sense of humor come to the rescue of his compassion. "Well, it was a +cold day for you to come all this way for nothing," said he. "You go +home and tell Lieders to report to-morrow." + +Kurt's manner of receiving the news was characteristic. He snorted +in disgust: "Well, I did think he had more sand than to give in to a +woman!" But after he heard the whole story he chuckled: "Yes, it was +that way he said, and he must do like he said; but that was a funny way +you done, Thekla. Say, mamma, yesterday, was you look out for the cat or +to find how cold it been?" + +"Never you mind, papa," said Thekla, "you remember what you promised if +I git you back?" + +Lieders's eyes grew dull; he flung his arms out, with a long sigh. "No, +I don't forget, I will keep my promise, but--it is like the handcuffs, +Thekla, it is like the handcuffs!" In a second, however, he added, in a +changed tone, "But thou art a kind jailer, mamma, more like a comrade. +And no, it was not fair to thee--I know that now, Thekla." + + + + +THE FACE OF FAILURE + +AFTER the week's shower the low Iowa hills looked vividly green. At the +base of the first range of hills the Blackhawk road winds from the city +to the prairie. From its starting-point, just outside the city limits, +the wayfarer may catch bird's-eye glimpses of the city, the vast river +that the Iowans love, and the three bridges tying three towns to the +island arsenal. But at one's elbow spreads Cavendish's melon farm. +Cavendish's melon farm it still is, in current phrase, although +Cavendish, whose memory is honored by lovers of the cantaloupe melon, +long ago departed to raise melons for larger markets; and still a +weather-beaten sign creaks from a post announcing to the world that "the +celebrated Cavendish Melons are for Sale here!" To-day the melon-vines +were softly shaded by rain-drops. A pleasant sight they made, spreading +for acres in front of the green-houses where mushrooms and early +vegetables strove to outwit the seasons, and before the brown cottage +in which Cavendish had begun a successful career. The black roof-tree +of the cottage sagged in the middle, and the weather-boarding was dingy +with the streaky dinginess of old paint that has never had enough oil. +The fences, too, were unpainted and rudely patched. Nevertheless a +second glance told one that there were no gaps in them, that the farm +machines kept their bright colors well under cover, and that the garden +rows were beautifully straight and clean. An old white horse switched +its sleek sides with its long tail and drooped its untrammelled neck in +front of the gate. The wagon to which it was harnessed was new and had +just been washed. Near the gate stood a girl and boy who seemed to be +mutually studying each other's person. Decidedly the girl's slim, light +figure in its dainty frock repaid one's eyes for their trouble; and her +face, with its brilliant violet eyes, its full, soft chin, its curling +auburn hair and delicate tints, was charming; but her brother's look +was anything but approving. His lip curled and his small gray eyes grew +smaller under his scowling brows. + +"Is THAT your best suit?" said the girl. + +"Yes, it is; and it's GOING to be for one while," said the boy. + +It was a suit of the cotton mixture that looks like wool when it is new, +and cuts a figure on the counters of every dealer in cheap ready-made +clothing. It had been Tim Powell's best attire for a year; perhaps he +had not been careful enough of it, and that was why it no longer cared +even to imitate wool; it was faded to the hue of a clay bank, it was +threadbare, the trousers bagged at the knees, the jacket bagged at the +elbows, the pockets bulged flabbily from sheer force of habit, although +there was nothing in them. + +"I thought you were to have a new suit," said the girl. "Uncle told me +himself he was going to buy you one yesterday when you went to town." + +"I wouldn't have asked him to buy me anything yesterday for more'n a +suit of clothes." + +"Why?" The girl opened her eyes. "Didn't he do anything with the lawyer? +Is that why you are both so glum this morning?" + +"No, he didn't. The lawyer says the woman that owns the mortgage has got +to have the money. And it's due next week." + +The girl grew pale all over her pretty rosy cheeks; her eyes filled with +tears as she gasped, "Oh, how hateful of her, when she promised----" + +"She never promised nothing, Eve; it ain't been hers for more than three +months. Sloan, that used to have it, died, and left his property to be +divided up between his nieces; and the mortgage is her share. See?" + +"I don't care, it's just as mean. Mr. Sloan promised." + +"No, he didn't; he jest said if Uncle was behind he wouldn't press him; +and he did let Uncle get behind with the interest two times and never +kicked. But he died; and now the woman, she wants her money!" + +"I think it is mean and cruel of her to turn us out! Uncle says +mortgages are wicked anyhow, and I believe him!" + +"I guess he couldn't have bought this place if he didn't give a mortgage +on it. And he'd have had enough to pay cash, too, if Richards hadn't +begged him so to lend it to him." + +"When is Richards going to pay him?" + +"It come due three months ago; Richards ain't never paid up the interest +even, and now he says he's got to have the mortgage extended for three +years; anyhow for two." + +"But don't he KNOW we've got to pay our own mortgage? How can we help +HIM? I wish Uncle would sell him out!" + +The boy gave her the superior smile of the masculine creature. "I +suppose," he remarked with elaborate irony, "that he's like Uncle and +you; he thinks mortgages are wicked." + +"And just as like as not Uncle won't want to go to the carnival," Eve +went on, her eyes filling again. + +Tim gazed at her, scowling and sneering; but she was absorbed in dreams +and hopes with which as yet his boyish mind had no point of contact. + +"All the girls in the A class were going to go to see the fireworks +together, and George Dean and some of the boys were going to take us, +and we were going to have tea at May Arlington's house, and I was to +stay all night;"--this came in a half sob. "I think it is just too mean! +I never have any good times!" + +"Oh, yes, you do, sis, lots! Uncle always gits you everything you want. +And he feels terrible bad when I--when he knows he can't afford to git +something you want----" + +"I know well enough who tells him we can't afford things!" + +"Well, do you want us to git things we can't afford? I ain't never +advised him except the best I knew how. I told him Richards was a +blow-hard, and I told him those Alliance grocery folks he bought such a +lot of truck of would skin him, and they did; those canned things they +sold him was all musty, and they said there wasn't any freight on 'em, +and he had to pay freight and a fancy price besides; and I don't believe +they had any more to do with the Alliance than our cow!" + +"Uncle always believes everything. He always is so sure things are going +to turn out just splendid; and they don't--only just middling; and then +he loses a lot of money." + +"But he is an awful good man," said the boy, musingly. + +"I don't believe in being so good you can't make money. I don't want +always to be poor and despised, and have the other girls have prettier +clothes than me!" + +"I guess you can be pretty good and yet make money, if you are sharp +enough. Of course you got to be sharper to be good and make money than +you got to be, to be mean and make money." + +"Well, I know one thing, that Uncle ain't EVER going to make money. +He----" The last word shrivelled on her lips, which puckered into a +confused smile at the warning frown of her brother. The man that they +were discussing had come round to them past the henhouse. How much had +he overheard? + +He didn't seem angry, anyhow. He called: "Well, Evy, ready?" and Eve was +glad to run into the house for her hat without looking at him. It was a +relief that she must sit on the back seat where she need not face Uncle +Nelson. Tim sat in front; but Tim was so stupid he wouldn't mind. + +Nor did he; it was Nelson Forrest that stole furtive glances at the +lad's profile, the knitted brows, the freckled cheeks, the undecided +nose, and firm mouth. + +The boyish shoulders slouched forward at the same angle as that of the +fifty-year-old shoulders beside him. Nelson, through long following of +the plough, had lost the erect carriage painfully acquired in the army. +He was a handsome man, whose fresh-colored skin gave him a perpetual +appearance of having just washed his face. The features were long and +delicate. The brown eyes had a liquid softness like the eyes of a woman. +In general the countenance was alertly intelligent; he looked younger +than his years; but this afternoon the lines about his mouth and in his +brows warranted every gray hair of his pointed short beard. There was a +reason. Nelson was having one of those searing flashes of insight that +do come occasionally to the most blindly hopeful souls. Nelson had hoped +all his life. He hoped for himself, he hoped for the whole human race. +He served the abstraction that he called "PROgress" with unflinching and +unquestioning loyalty. Every new scheme of increasing happiness by force +found a helper, a fighter, and a giver in him; by turns he had been +an Abolitionist, a Fourierist, a Socialist, a Greenbacker, a Farmers' +Alliance man. Disappointment always was followed hard on its heels by a +brand-new confidence. Progress ruled his farm as well as his politics; +he bought the newest implements and subscribed trustfully to four +agricultural papers; but being a born lover of the ground, a vein of +saving doubt did assert itself sometimes in his work; and, on the whole, +as a farmer he was successful. But his success never ventured outside +his farm gates. At buying or selling, at a bargain in any form, the +fourteen-year-old Tim was better than Nelson with his fifty years' +experience of a wicked and bargaining world. + +Was that any part of the reason, he wondered to-day, why at the end of +thirty years of unflinching toil and honesty, he found himself with +a vast budget of experience in the ruinous loaning of money, with a +mortgage on the farm of a friend, and a mortgage on his own farm likely +to be foreclosed? Perhaps it might have been better to stay in Henry +County. He had paid for his farm at last. He had known a good moment, +too, that day he drove away from the lawyer's with the cancelled +mortgage in his pocket and Tim hopping up and down on the seat for +joy. But the next day Richards--just to give him the chance of a good +thing--had brought out that Maine man who wanted to buy him out. He was +anxious to put the money down for the new farm, to have no whip-lash of +debt forever whistling about his ears as he ploughed, ready to sting did +he stumble in the furrows; and Tim was more anxious than he; but--there +was Richards! Richards was a neighbor who thought as he did about Henry +George and Spiritualism, and belonged to the Farmers' Alliance, and +had lent Nelson all the works of Henry George that he (Richards) could +borrow. Richards was in deep trouble. He had lost his wife; he might +lose his farm. He appealed to Nelson, for the sake of old friendship, +to save him. And Nelson could not resist; so, two thousand of the +thirty-four hundred dollars that the Maine man paid went to Richards, +the latter swearing by all that is holy, to pay his friend off in full +at the end of the year. There was money coming to him from his dead +wife's estate, but it was tied up in the courts. Nelson would not listen +to Tim's prophecies of evil. But he was a little dashed when Richards +paid neither interest nor principal at the year's end, although he gave +reasons of weight; and he experienced veritable consternation when the +renewed mortgage ran its course and still Richards could not pay. The +money from his wife's estate had been used to improve his farm (Nelson +knew how rundown everything was), his new wife was sickly and "didn't +seem to take hold," there had been a disastrous hail-storm--but +why rehearse the calamities? they focussed on one sentence: it was +impossible to pay. + +Then Nelson, who had been restfully counting on the money from Richards +for his own debt, bestirred himself, only to find his patient creditor +gone and a woman in his stead who must have her money. He wrote +again--sorely against his will--begging Richards to raise the money +somehow. Richards's answer was in his pocket, for he wore the best black +broadcloth in which he had done honor to the lawyer, yesterday. Richards +plainly was wounded; but he explained in detail to Nelson how he +(Nelson) could borrow money of the banks on his farm and pay Miss Brown. +There was no bank where Richards could borrow money; and he begged +Nelson not to drive his wife and little children from their cherished +home. Nelson choked over the pathos when he read the letter to Tim; but +Tim only grunted a wish that HE had the handling of that feller. And the +lawyer was as little moved as Tim. Miss Brown needed the money, he said. +The banks were not disposed to lend just at present; money, it appeared, +was "tight;" so, in the end, Nelson drove home with the face of Failure +staring at him between his horses' ears. + +There was only one way. Should he make Richards suffer or suffer +himself? Did a man have to grind other people or be ground himself? +Meanwhile they had reached the town. The stir of a festival was in the +air. On every side bunting streamed in the breeze or was draped across +brick or wood. Arches spanned some of the streets, with inscriptions of +welcome on them, and swarms of colored lanterns glittered against the +sunlight almost as gayly as they would show when they should be lighted +at night. Little children ran about waving flags. Grocery wagons and +butchers' wagons trotted by with a flash of flags dangling from the +horses' harness. The streets were filled with people in their holiday +clothes. Everybody smiled. The shopkeepers answered questions and went +out on the sidewalks to direct strangers. From one window hung a banner +inviting visitors to enter and get a list of hotels and boarding-houses. +The crowd was entirely good-humored and waited outside restaurants, +bandying jokes with true Western philosophy. At times the wagons made +a temporary blockade in the street, but no one grumbled. Bands of music +paraded past them, the escort for visitors of especial consideration. +In a window belonging, the sign above declared, to the Business Men's +Association, stood a huge doll clad in blue satin, on which was painted +a device of Neptune sailing down the Mississippi amid a storm of +fireworks. The doll stood in a boat arched about with lantern-decked +hoops, and while Nelson halted, unable to proceed, he could hear +the voluble explanation of the proud citizen who was interpreting to +strangers. + +This, Nelson thought, was success. Here were the successful men. The man +who had failed looked at them. Eve roused him by a shrill cry, "There +they are. There's May and the girls. Let me out quick, Uncle!" + +He stopped the horse and jumped out himself to help her. It was the +first time since she came under his roof that she had been away from it +all night. He cleared his throat for some advice on behavior. "Mind and +be respectful to Mrs. Arlington. Say yes, ma'am, and no, ma'am----" He +got no further, for Eve gave him a hasty kiss and the crowd brushed her +away. + +"All she thinks of is wearing fine clothes and going with the fellers!" +said her brother, disdainfully. "If I had to be born a girl, I wouldn't +be born at all!" + +"Maybe if you despise girls so, you'll be born a girl the next time," +said Nelson. "Some folks thinks that's how it happens with us." + +"Do YOU, Uncle?" asked Tim, running his mind forebodingly over the +possible business results of such a belief. "S'posing he shouldn't be +willing to sell the pigs to be killed, 'cause they might be some friends +of his!" he reflected, with a rising tide of consternation. Nelson +smiled rather sadly. He said, in another tone: "Tim, I've thought so +many things, that now I've about given up thinking. All I can do is to +live along the best way I know how and help the world move the best I'm +able." + +"You bet _I_ ain't going to help the world move," said the boy; "I'm +going to look out for myself!" + +"Then my training of you has turned out pretty badly, if that's the way +you feel." + +A little shiver passed over the lad's sullen face; he flushed until he +lost his freckles in the red veil and burst out passionately: "Well, I +got eyes, ain't I? I ain't going to be bad, or drink, or steal, or do +things to git put in the penitentiary; but I ain't going to let folks +walk all over me like you do; no, sir!" + +Nelson did not answer; in his heart he thought that he had failed with +the children, too; and he relapsed into that dismal study of the face of +Failure. + +He had come to the city to show Tim the sights, and, therefore, though +like a man in a dream, he drove conscientiously about the gay streets, +pointing out whatever he thought might interest the boy, and generally +discovering that Tim had the new information by heart already. All +the while a question pounded itself, like the beat of the heart of an +engine, through the noise and the talk: "Shall I give up Richards or be +turned out myself?" + +When the afternoon sunlight waned he put up the horse at a modest little +stable where farmers were allowed to bring their own provender. The +charges were of the smallest and the place neat and weather-tight, +but it had been a long time before Nelson could be induced to use it, +because there was a higher-priced stable kept by an ex-farmer and +member of the Farmers' Alliance. Only the fact that the keeper of the +low-priced stable was a poor orphan girl, struggling to earn an honest +livelihood, had moved him. + +They had supper at a restaurant of Tim's discovery, small, specklessly +tidy, and as unexacting of the pocket as the stable. It was an excellent +supper. But Nelson had no appetite; in spite of an almost childish +capacity for being diverted, he could attend to nothing but the question +always in his ears: "Richards or me--which?" + +Until it should be time for the spectacle they walked down the hill, +and watched the crowds gradually blacken every inch of the river-banks. +Already the swarms of lanterns were beginning to bloom out in the dusk. +Strains of music throbbed through the air, adding a poignant touch to +the excitement vibrating in all the faces and voices about them. Even +the stolid Tim felt the contagion. He walked with a jaunty step and +assaulted a tune himself. "I tell you, Uncle," says Tim, "it's nice of +these folks to be getting up all this show, and giving it for nothing!" + +"Do you think so?" says Nelson. "You don't love your book as I wish +you did; but I guess you remember about the ancient Romans, and how the +great, rich Romans used to spend enormous sums in games and shows that +they let the people in free to--well, what for? Was it to learn them +anything or to make them happy? Oh, no, it was to keep down the spirit +of liberty, Son, it was to make them content to be slaves! And so it +is here. These merchants and capitalists are only looking out for +themselves, trying to keep labor down and not let it know how oppressed +it is, trying to get people here from everywhere to show what a fine +city they have and get their money." + +"Well, 'TIS a fine town," Tim burst in, "a boss town! And they ain't +gouging folks a little bit. None of the hotels or the restaurants +have put up their prices one cent. Look what a dandy supper we got for +twenty-five cents! And ain't the boy at Lumley's grocery given me two +tickets to set on the steamboat? There's nothing mean about this town!" + +Nelson made no remark; but he thought, for the fiftieth time, that his +farm was too near the city. Tim was picking up all the city boys' false +pride as well as their slang. Unconscious Tim resumed his tune. He knew +that it was "Annie Rooney" if no one else did, and he mangled the notes +with appropriate exhilaration. + +Now, the river was as busy as the land, lights swimming hither and +thither; steamboats with ropes of tiny stars bespangling their dark bulk +and a white electric glare in the bow, low boats with lights that sent +wavering spear-heads into the shadow beneath. The bridge was a blazing +barbed fence of fire, and beyond the bridge, at the point of the island, +lay a glittering multitude of lights, a fairy fleet with miniature sails +outlined in flame as if by jewels. + +Nelson followed Tim. The crowds, the ceaseless clatter of tongues and +jar of wheels, depressed the man, who hardly knew which way to dodge +the multitudinous perils of the thoroughfare; but Tim used his elbows to +such good purpose that they were out of the levee, on the steamboat, and +settling themselves in two comfortable chairs in a coign of vantage on +deck, that commanded the best obtainable view of the pageant, before +Nelson had gathered his wits together enough to plan a path out of the +crush. + +"I sized up this place from the shore," Tim sighed complacently, drawing +a long breath of relief; "only jest two chairs, so we won't be crowded." + +Obediently, Nelson took his chair. His head sank on his thin chest. +Richards or himself, which should he sacrifice? So the weary old +question droned through his brain. He felt a tap on his shoulder. The +man who roused him was an acquaintance, and he stood smiling in the +attitude of a man about to ask a favor, while the expectant half-smile +of the lady on his arm hinted at the nature of the favor. Would Mr. +Forrest be so kind?--there seemed to be no more seats. Before Mr. +Forrest could be kind Tim had yielded his own chair and was off, +wriggling among the crowd in search of another place. + +"Smart boy, that youngster of yours," said the man; "he'll make his way +in the world, he can push. Well, Miss Alma, let me make you acquainted +with Mr. Forrest. I know you will be well entertained by him. So, if +you'll excuse me, I'll get back and help my wife wrestle with the kids. +They have been trying to see which will fall overboard first ever since +we came on deck!" + +Under the leeway of this pleasantry he bowed and retired. Nelson turned +with determined politeness to the lady. He was sorry that she had come, +she looking to him a very fine lady indeed, with her black silk gown, +her shining black ornaments, and her bright black eyes. She was not +young, but handsome in Nelson's judgment, although of a haughty bearing. +"Maybe she is the principal of the High School," thought he. "Martin has +her for a boarder, and he said she was very particular about her melons +being cold!" + +But however formidable a personage, the lady must be entertained. + +"I expect you are a resident of the city, ma'am?" said Nelson. + +"Yes, I was born here." She smiled, a smile that revealed a little break +in the curve of her cheek, not exactly a dimple, but like one. + +"I don't know when I have seen such a fine appearing lady," thought +Nelson. He responded: "Well, I wasn't born here; but I come when I was +a little shaver of ten and stayed till I was eighteen, when I went to +Kansas to help fight the border ruffians. I went to school here in the +Warren Street school-house." + +"So did I, as long as I went anywhere to school. I had to go to work +when I was twelve." + +Nelson's amazement took shape before his courtesy had a chance to +control it. "I didn't suppose you ever did any work in your life!" cried +he. + +"I guess I haven't done much else. Father died when I was twelve and the +oldest of five, the next only eight--Polly, that came between Eb and me, +died--naturally I had to work. I was a nurse-girl by the day, first; and +I never shall forget how kind the woman was to me. She gave me so much +dinner I never needed to eat any breakfast, which was a help." + +"You poor little thing! I'm afraid you went hungry sometimes." +Immediately he marvelled at his familiar speech, but she did not seem to +resent it. + +"No, not so often," she said, musingly; "but I used often and often +to wish I could carry some of the nice things home to mother and the +babies. After a while she would give me a cookey or a piece of bread +and butter for lunch; that I could take home. I don't suppose I'll often +have more pleasure than I used to have then, seeing little Eb waiting +for sister; and the baby and mother----" She stopped abruptly, to +continue, in an instant, with a kind of laugh; "I am never likely to +feel so important again as I did then, either. It was great to have +mother consulting me, as if I had been grown up. I felt like I had the +weight of the nation on my shoulders, I assure you." + +"And have you always worked since? You are not working out now?" with a +glance at her shining gown. + +"Oh, no, not for a long time. I learned to be a cook. I was a good cook, +too, if I say it myself. I worked for the Lossings for four years. I am +not a bit ashamed of being a hired girl, for I was as good a one as +I knew how. It was Mrs. Lossing that first lent me books; and Harry +Lossing, who is head of the firm now, got Ebenezer into the works. +Ebenezer is shipping-clerk with a good salary and stock in the concern; +and Ralph is there, learning the trade. I went to the business-college +and learned book-keeping, and afterward I learned typewriting and +shorthand. I have been working for the firm for fourteen years. We +have educated the girls. Milly is married, and Kitty goes to the +boarding-school, here." + +"Then you haven't been married yourself?" + +"What time did I have to think of being married? I had the family on my +mind, and looking after them." + +"That was more fortunate for your family than it was for my sex," +said Nelson, gallantly. He accompanied the compliment by a glance of +admiration, extinguished in an eye-flash, for the white radiance that +had bathed the deck suddenly vanished. + +"Now you will see a lovely sight," said the woman, deigning no reply to +his tribute; "listen! That is the signal." + +The air was shaken with the boom of cannon. Once, twice, thrice. +Directly the boat-whistles took up the roar, making a hideous din. The +fleet had moved. Spouting rockets and Roman candles, which painted above +it a kaleidoscopic archway of fire, welcomed by answering javelins of +light and red and orange and blue and green flares from the shore; the +fleet bombarded the bridge, escorted Neptune in his car, manoeuvred and +massed and charged on the blazing city with a many-hued shower of flame. + +After the boats, silently, softly, floated the battalions of lanterns, +so close to the water that they seemed flaming water-lilies, while the +dusky mirror repeated and inverted their splendor. + +"They're shingles, you know," explained Nelson's companion, "with +lanterns on them; but aren't they pretty?" + +"Yes, they are! I wish you had not told me. It is like a fairy story!" + +"Ain't it? But we aren't through; there's more to come. Beautiful +fireworks!" + +The fireworks, however, were slow of coming. They could see the barge +from which they were to be sent; they could watch the movements of the +men in white oil-cloth who moved in a ghostly fashion about the barge; +they could hear the tap of hammers; but nothing came of it all. + +They sat in the darkness, waiting; and there came to Nelson a strange +sensation of being alone and apart from all the breathing world with +this woman. He did not perceive that Tim had quietly returned with a box +which did very well for a seat, and was sitting with his knees against +the chair-rungs. He seemed to be somehow outside of all the tumult and +the spectacle. It was the vainglorying triumph of this world. He was the +soul outside, the soul that had missed its triumph. In his perplexity +and loneliness he felt an overwhelming longing for sympathy; neither did +it strike Nelson, who believed in all sorts of occult influences, that +his confidence in a stranger was unwarranted. He would have told you +that his "psychic instincts" never played him false, although really +they were traitors from their astral cradles to their astral graves. + +He said in a hesitating way: "You must excuse me being kinder dull; I've +got some serious business on my mind and I can't help thinking of it." + +"Is that so? Well, I know how that is; I have often stayed awake nights +worrying about things. Lest I shouldn't suit and all that--especially +after mother took sick." + +"I s'pose you had to give up and nurse her then?" + +"That was what Ebenezer and Ralph were for having me do; but mother--my +mother always had so much sense--mother says, 'No, Alma, you've got a +good place and a chance in life, you sha'n't give it up. We'll hire a +girl. I ain't never lonesome except evenings, and then you will be home. +I should jest want to die,' she says, 'if I thought I kept you in a kind +of prison like by my being sick--now, just when you are getting on +so well.' There never WAS a woman like my mother!" Her voice shook a +little, and Nelson asked gently: + +"Ain't your mother living now?" + +"No, she died last year." She added, after a little silence, "I somehow +can't get used to being lonesome." + +"It IS hard," said Nelson. "I lost my wife three years ago." + +"That's hard, too." + +"My goodness! I guess it is. And it's hardest when trouble comes on a +man and he can't go nowhere for advice." + +"Yes, that's so, too. But--have you any children?" + +"Yes, ma'am; that is, they ain't my own children. Lizzie and I never had +any; but these two we took and they are most like my own. The girl is +eighteen and the boy rising of fourteen." + +"They must be a comfort to you; but they are considerable of a +responsibility, too." + +"Yes, ma'am," he sighed softly to himself. "Sometimes I feel I haven't +done the right way by them, though I've tried. Not that they ain't +good children, for they are--no better anywhere. Tim, he will work from +morning till night, and never need to urge him; and he never gives me a +promise he don't keep it, no ma'am, never did since he was a little +mite of a lad. And he is a kind boy, too, always good to the beasts; and +while he may speak up a little short to his sister, he saves her many a +step. He doesn't take to his studies quite as I would like to have him, +but he has a wonderful head for business. There is splendid stuff in Tim +if it could only be worked right." + +While Nelson spoke, Tim was hunching his shoulders forward in the +darkness, listening with the whole of two sharp ears. His face worked in +spite of him, and he gave an inarticulate snort. + +"Well," the woman said, "I think that speaks well for Tim. Why should +you be worried about him?" + +"I am afraid he is getting to love money and worldly success too well, +and that is what I fear for the girl, too. You see, she is so pretty, +and the idols of the tribe and the market, as Bacon calls them, are +strong with the young." + +"Yes, that's so," the woman assented vaguely, not at all sure what +either Bacon or his idols might be. "Are the children relations of +yours?" + +"No, ma'am; it was like this: When I was up in Henry County there came +a photographic artist to the village near us, and pitched his tent and +took tintypes in his wagon. He had his wife and his two children with +him. The poor woman fell ill and died; so we took the two children. +My wife was willing; she was a wonderfully good woman, member of the +Methodist church till she died. I--I am not a church member myself, +ma'am; I passed through that stage of spiritual development a long +while ago." He gave a wistful glance at his companion's dimly outlined +profile. "But I never tried to disturb her faith; it made HER happy." + +"Oh, I don't think it is any good fooling with other people's +religions," said the woman, easily. "It is just like trying to talk +folks out of drinking; nobody knows what is right for anybody else's +soul any more than they do what is good for anybody else's stomach!" + +"Yes, ma'am. You put things very clearly." + +"I guess it is because you understand so quickly. But you were +saying------" + +"That's all the story. We took the children, and their father was killed +by the cars the next year, poor man; and so we have done the best we +could ever since by them." + +"I should say you had done very well by them." + +"No, ma'am; I haven't done very well somehow by anyone, myself included, +though God knows I've tried hard enough!" + +Then followed the silence natural after such a confession when the +listener does not know the speaker well enough to parry abasement by +denial. + +"I am impressed," said Nelson, simply, "to talk with you frankly. It +isn't polite to bother strangers with your troubles, but I am impressed +that you won't mind." + +"Oh, no, I won't mind." + +It was not extravagant sympathy; but Nelson thought how kind her voice +sounded, and what a musical voice it was. Most people would have called +it rather sharp. + +He told her--with surprisingly little egotism, as the keen listener +noted--the story of his life; the struggle of his boyhood; his random +self-education; his years in the army (he had criticised his superior +officers, thereby losing the promotion that was coming for bravery in +the field); his marriage (apparently he had married his wife because +another man had jilted her); his wrestle with nature (whose pranks +included a cyclone) on a frontier farm that he eventually lost, having +put all his savings into a "Greenback" newspaper, and being thus swamped +with debt; his final slow success in paying for his Iowa farm; and his +purchase of the new farm, with its resulting disaster. "I've farmed in +Kansas," he said, "in Nebraska, in Dakota, in Iowa. I was willing to +go wherever the land promised. It always seemed like I was going to +succeed, but somehow I never did. The world ain't fixed right for the +workers, I take it. A man who has spent thirty years in hard, honest +toil oughtn't to be staring ruin in the face like I am to-day. They +won't let it be so when we have the single tax and when we farmers send +our own men instead of city lawyers, to the Legislature and halls of +Congress. Sometimes I think it's the world that's wrong and sometimes I +think it's me!" + +The reply came in crisp and assured accents, which were the strongest +contrast to Nelson's soft, undecided pipe: "Seems to me in this last +case the one most to blame is neither you nor the world at large, but +this man Richards, who is asking YOU to pay for HIS farm. And I notice +you don't seem to consider your creditor in this business. How do you +know she don't need the money? Look at me, for instance; I'm in some +financial difficulty myself. I have a mortgage for two thousand dollars, +and that mortgage--for which good value was given, mind you--falls due +this month. I want the money. I want it bad. I have a chance to put +my money into stock at the factory. I know all about the investment; +I haven't worked there all these years and not know how the business +stands. It is a chance to make a fortune. I ain't likely to ever have +another like it; and it won't wait for me to make up my mind forever, +either. Isn't it hard on me, too?" + +"Lord knows it is, ma'am," said Nelson, despondently; "it is hard on +us all! Sometimes I don't see the end of it all. A vast social +revolution----" + +"Social fiddlesticks! I beg your pardon, Mr. Forrest, but it puts me out +of patience to have people expecting to be allowed to make every mortal +kind of fools of themselves and then have 'a social revolution' jump in +to slue off the consequences. Let us understand each other. Who do you +suppose I am?" + +"Miss--Miss Almer, ain't it?" + +"It's Alma Brown, Mr. Forrest. I saw you coming on the boat and I made +Mr. Martin fetch me over to you. I told him not to say my name, because +I wanted a good plain talk with you. Well, I've had it. Things are +just about where I thought they were, and I told Mr. Lossing so. But I +couldn't be sure. You must have thought me a funny kind of woman to be +telling you all those things about myself." + +Nelson, who had changed color half a dozen times in the darkness, sighed +before he said: "No, ma'am; I only thought how good you were to tell me. +I hoped maybe you were impressed to trust me as I was to trust you." + +Being so dark Nelson could not see the queer expression on her face as +she slowly shook her head. She was thinking: "If I ever saw a babe in +arms trying to do business! How did HE ever pay for a farm?" She said: +"Well, I did it on purpose; I wanted you to know I wasn't a cruel +aristocrat, but a woman that had worked as hard as yourself. Now, why +shouldn't you help me and yourself instead of helping Richards? You have +confidence in me, you say. Well, show it. I'll give you your mortgage +for your mortgage on Richards's farm. Come, can't you trust Richards to +me? You think it over." + +The hiss of a rocket hurled her words into space. The fireworks had +begun. Miss Brown looked at them and watched Nelson at the same time. +As a good business woman who was also a good citizen, having subscribed +five dollars to the carnival, she did not propose to lose the worth +of her money; neither did she intend to lose a chance to do business. +Perhaps there was an obscurer and more complex motive lurking in some +stray corner of that queer garret, a woman's mind. Such motives--aimless +softenings of the heart, unprofitable diversions of the fancy--will seep +unconsciously through the toughest business principles of woman. + +She was puzzled by the look of exaltation on Nelson's features, +illumined as they were by the uncanny light. If the fool man had not +forgotten all his troubles just to see a few fireworks! No, he was not +that kind of a fool; maybe--and she almost laughed aloud in her pleasure +over her own insight--maybe it all made him think of the war, where +he had been so brave. "He was a regular hero in the war," Miss Brown +concluded, "and he certainly is a perfect gentleman; what a pity he +hasn't got any sense!" + +She had guessed aright, although she had not guessed deep enough in +regard to Nelson. He watched the great wheels of light, he watched the +river aflame with Greek fire, then, with a shiver, he watched the bombs +bursting into myriads of flowers, into fizzing snakes, into fields of +burning gold, into showers of jewels that made the night splendid for +a second and faded. They were not fireworks to him; they were a magical +phantasmagoria that renewed the incoherent and violent emotions of his +youth; again he was in the chaos of the battle, or he was dreaming by +his camp-fire, or he was pacing his lonely round on guard. His heart +leaped again with the old glow, the wonderful, beautiful worship of +Liberty that can do no wrong. He seemed to hear a thousand voices +chanting: + +"In the beauty of the lilies Christ was born across the sea, As He died +to make men holy, let us die to make men free!" + + +His turbid musings cleared--or they seemed to him to clear--under the +strong reaction of his imagination and his memories. It was all over, +the dream and the glory thereof. The splendid young soldier was an +elderly, ruined man. But one thing was left: he could be true to his +flag. + +"A poor soldier, but enlisted for the war," says Nelson, squaring his +shoulders, with a lump in his throat and his eyes brimming. "I know by +the way it hurts me to think of refusing her that it's a temptation to +wrong-doing. No, I can't save myself by sacrificing a brother soldier +for humanity. She is just as kind as she can be, but women don't +understand business; she wouldn't make allowance for Richards." + +He felt a hand on his shoulder; it was Martin apologizing for hurrying +Miss Brown; but the baby was fretting and---- + +"I'm sorry--yes--well, I wish you didn't have to go!" Nelson began; but +a hoarse treble rose from under his elbows: "Say, Mr. Martin, Uncle and +me can take Miss Brown home." + +"If you will allow me the pleasure," said Nelson, with the touch of +courtliness that showed through his homespun ways. + +"Well, I WOULD like to see the hundred bombs bursting at once and Vulcan +at his forge!" said Miss Brown. + +Thus the matter arranged itself. Tim waited with the lady while Nelson +went for the horse, nor was it until afterward that Miss Brown wondered +why the lad did not go instead of the man. But Tim had his own reasons. +No sooner was Nelson out of earshot than he began: "Say, Miss Brown, I +can tell you something." + +"Yes?" + +"That Richards is no good; but you can't get Uncle to see it. At least +it will take time. If you'll help me we can get him round in time. Won't +you please not sell us out for six months and give me a show? I'll see +you get your interest and your money, too." + +"You?" Miss Brown involuntarily took a business attitude, with her arms +akimbo, and eyed the boy. + +"Yes, ma'am, me. I ain't so very old, but I know all about the business. +I got all the figures down--how much we raise and what we got last year. +I can fetch them to you so you can see. He is a good farmer, and he will +catch on to the melons pretty quick. We'll do better next year, and I'll +try to keep him from belonging to things and spending money; and if he +won't lend to anybody or start in raising a new kind of crop just when +we get the melons going, he will make money sure. He is awful good and +honest. All the trouble with him is he needs somebody to take care +of him. If Aunt Lizzie had been alive he never would have lent that +dead-beat Richards that money. He ought to get married." + +Miss Brown did not feel called on to say anything. Tim continued in a +judicial way: "He is awful good and kind, always gets up in the morning +to make the fire if I have got something else to do; and he'd think +everything his wife did was the best in the world; and if he had +somebody to take care of him he'd make money. I don't suppose YOU would +think of it?" This last in an insinuating tone, with evident anxiety. + +"Well, I never!" said Miss Brown. + +Whether she was more offended or amused she couldn't tell; and she stood +staring at him by the electric light. To her amazement the hard little +face began to twitch. "I didn't mean to mad you," Tim grunted, with a +quiver in his rough voice. "I've been listening to every word you +said, and I thought you were so sensible you'd talk over things without +nonsense. Of course I knew he'd have to come and see you Saturday +nights, and take you buggy riding, and take you to the theatre, and +all such things--first. But I thought we could sorter fix it up between +ourselves. I've taken care of him ever since Aunt Lizzie died, and I did +my best he shouldn't lend that money, but I couldn't help it; and I +did keep him from marrying a widow woman with eight children, who kept +telling him how much her poor fatherless children needed a man; and I +never did see anybody I was willing--before--and it's--it's so lonesome +without Aunt Lizzie!" He choked and frowned. Poor Tim, who had sold so +many melons to women and seen so much of back doors and kitchen humors +that he held the sex very cheap, he did not realize how hard he would +find it to talk of the one woman who had been kind to him! He turned red +with shame over his own weakness. + +"You poor little chap!" cried Miss Brown; "you poor little sharp, +innocent chap!" The hand she laid on his shoulder patted it as she went +on: "Never mind, if I can't marry your uncle, I can help you take care +of him. You're a real nice boy, and I'm not mad; don't you think it. +There's your uncle now." + +Nelson found her so gentle that he began to have qualms lest his +carefully prepared speech should hurt her feelings. But there was no +help for it now. "I have thought over your kind offer to me, ma'am," +said he, humbly, "and I got a proposition to make to you. It is your +honest due to have your farm, yes, ma'am. Well, I know a man would like +to buy it; I'll sell it to him, and pay you your money." + +"But that wasn't my proposal." + +"I know it, ma'am. I honor you for your kindness; but I can't risk +what--what might be another person's idea of duty about Richards. Our +consciences ain't all equally enlightened, you know." + +Miss Brown did not answer a word. + +They drove along the streets where the lanterns were fading. Tim grew +uneasy, she was silent so long. On the brow of the hill she indicated a +side street and told them to stop the horse before a little brown house. +One of the windows was a dim square of red. + +"It isn't quite so lonesome coming home to a light," said Miss Brown. + +As Nelson cramped the wheel to jump out to help her from the vehicle, +the light from the electric arc fell full on his handsome face and +showed her the look of compassion and admiration, there. + +"Wait one moment," she said, detaining him with one firm hand. "I've got +something to say to you. Let Richards go for the present; all I ask of +you about him is that you will do nothing until we can find out if he +is so bad off. But, Mr. Forrest, I can do better for you about that +mortgage. Mr. Lossing will take it for three years for a relative of his +and pay me the money. I told him the story." + +"And YOU will get the money all right?" + +"Just the same. I was only trying to help you a little by the other way, +and I failed. Never mind." + +"I can't tell you how you make me feel," said Nelson. + +"Please let him bring you some melons to-morrow and make a stagger at +it, though," said Tim. + +"Can I?" Nelson's eyes shone. + +"If you want to," said Miss Brown. She laughed; but in a moment she +smiled. + +All the way home Nelson saw the same face of Failure between the old +mare's white ears; but its grim lineaments were softened by a smile, a +smile like Miss Brown's. + + + + +TOMMY AND THOMAS + +IT was while Harry Lossing was at the High School that Mrs. Carriswood +first saw Tommy Fitzmaurice. He was not much to see, a long lad of +sixteen who had outgrown his jackets and was not yet grown to his ears. + +At this period Mrs. Fitzmaurice was his barber, and she, having been too +rash with the shears in one place, had snipped off the rest of his curly +black locks "to match;" until he showed a perfect convict's poll, giving +his ears all the better chance, and bringing out the rather square +contour of his jaws to advantage. He had the true Irish-Norman face; a +skin of fine texture, fair and freckled, high cheekbones, straight nose, +and wide blue eyes that looked to be drawn with ink, because of their +sharply pencilled brows and long, thick, black lashes. But the +feature that Mrs. Carriswood noticed was Tommy's mouth, a flexible and +delicately cut mouth, of which the lips moved lightly in speaking and +seldom were quite in repose. + +"The genuine Irish orator's mouth," thought Mrs. Carriswood. + +Tommy, however, was not a finished orator, and Mrs. Carriswood herself +deigned to help him with his graduating oration; Tommy delivering the +aforesaid oration from memory, on the stage of the Grand Opera House, +to a warm-hearted and perspiring audience of his towns-people, amid +tremendous applause and not the slightest prod-dings of conscience. + +Really the speech deserved the applause; Mrs. Carriswood, who had heard +half the eloquence of the world, spent three evenings on it; and she has +a good memory. + +Her part in the affair always amused her; though, in fact, it came to +pass easily. She had the great fortune of the family. Being a widow with +no children, and the time not being come when philanthropy beckons on +the right hand and on the left to free-handed women, Mrs. Carriswood +travelled. As she expressed it, she was searching the globe for a +perfect climate. "Not that I in the least expect to find it," said she, +cheerfully, "but I like to vary my disappointments; when I get worn out +being frozen, winters, I go somewhere to be soaked." She was on her way +to California this time, with her English maid, who gave the Lossing +domestics many a jolly moment by her inextinguishable panic about red +Indians. Mrs. Derry supposed these savages to be lurking on the prairie +outside every Western town; and almost fainted when she did chance +to turn the corner upon three Kickapoo Indians, splendid in paint and +feathers, and peacefully vending the "Famous Kickapoo Sagwa." She had +others of the artless notions of the travelling English, and I fear that +they were encouraged not only by the cook, the "second girl," and the +man-of-all-work, but by Harry and his chum, Tommy; I know she used to +tell how she saw tame buffalo "roosting" on the streets, "w'ich they do +look that like common cows a body couldn't tell 'em hapart!" + +She had a great opinion of Tommy, a mystery to her mistress for a long +time, until one day it leaked out that Tommy "and Master Harry, too," +had told her that Tommy's great-grandfather was a lord in the old +country. + +"The family seem to have sunk in the world since, Derry," was Mrs. +Carriswood's single remark, as she smiled to herself. After Derry was +dismissed she picked up a letter, written that day to a friend of hers, +and read some passages about Harry and Tommy, smiling again. + +"Harry"--one may look over her pretty shoulder without impertinence, in +a story--"Harry," she wrote, "is a boy that I long to steal. Just the +kind of boy we have both wanted, Sarah--frank, happy, affectionate. I +must tell you something about him. It came out by accident. He has the +Western business instincts, and what do you suppose he did? He actually +started a wee shop of his own in the corner of the yard (really it is +a surprisingly pretty place, and they are quite civilized in the house, +gas, hot water, steam heat, all most comfortable), and sold 'pop' and +candy and cakes to the boys. He made so much money that he proposed a +partnership to the cook and the setting up a little booth in the 'county +fair,' which is like our rural cattle shows, you know. The cook (a +superior person who borrows books from Mrs. Lossing, but seems very +decent and respectful notwithstanding, and broils game to perfection. +And SUCH game as we have here, Sarah!)--well, the cook made him +cream-cakes, sandwiches, tarts, and candy, and Harry honorably bought +all the provisions with his profits from the first venture. You will +open your eyes at his father permitting such a thing, but Henry Lossing +is a thorough Westerner in some ways, and he looks on it all as a joke. +'Might show the boy how to do business,' he says. + +"Well, they had a ravishing display, so Alma, the cook, and William, the +man, assured me--per Derry. All the sadder its fate; for alas! a gang +of rowdy boys fell upon Harry, and while he was busy fighting half of +them--he is as plucky as his uncle, the general--the other half looted +the beautiful stock in trade! They would have despoiled our poor little +merchant entirely but for the opportune arrival of a schoolmate who +is mightily respected by the rowdies. He knocked one of them down and +shouted after the others that he would give every one of them a good +thrashing if they did not bring the plunder back; and as he is known to +be a lad of his word for good or evil, actually the scamps did return +most of the booty, which the two boys brushed off and sold, as far as it +went (!) The consequence of the fray has been that Harry is unboundedly +grateful to this Tommy Fitzmaurice, and is at present coaching him on +his graduating oration. Fitzmaurice has studied hard and won honors, and +wants to make a show with his oration, to please his father. 'You see,' +says Harry, 'Tommy's father has saved money and is spending it all on +Tommy, so's he can be educated. He needs Tommy in the business real +bad, but he won't let him come in; he keeps him at school, and he thinks +everything of his getting the valedictory, and Tommy, he worked nights +studying to get it.' When I asked what was the father's business, Harry +grew a bit confused. 'Well, he kept a saloon; but'--Harry hastened to +explain--'it was a very nice saloon, never any trouble with the police +there; why, Tommy knew every man on the force. And they keep good +liquors, too,' said Harry, earnestly; 'throw away all the beer left in +the glasses.' 'What else would they do with it?' asked innocent I. 'Why, +keep it in a bucket,' said Harry, solemnly, 'and then slip the glass +under the counter and half fill out of the bucket, then hold it under +the keg LOW, so's the foam will come; that's a trick of the trade, you +know. Tommy says his father would SCORN that!' There is a vista opened, +isn't there? I was rather shocked at such associates for Harry, and told +his mother. Did she think it a good idea to have such a boy coming to +the house? a saloon-keeper's son? She did not laugh, as I half expected, +but answered quite seriously that she had been looking up Tommy, that +he was very much attached to Harry, and that she did not think he would +teach him anything bad. He has, I find myself, notions of honor, though +they are rather the code of the street. And he picks up things quickly. +Once he came to tea. It was amusing to see how he glued his eyes on +Harry and kept time with his motions. He used his fork quite properly, +only as Harry is a left-handed little fellow, the right-handed Thomas +had the more difficulty. + +"He is taking such vast pains with his 'oration' that I felt moved to +help him. The subject is 'The Triumph of Democracy,' and Tommy civilly +explained that 'democracy' did not mean the Democratic party, but 'just +only a government where all the poor folks can get their rights and can +vote.' + +"The oration was the kind of spread-eagle thing you might expect; I +can see that Tommy has formed himself on the orators of his father's +respectable saloon. What he said in comment interested me more. 'Sure, I +guess it is the best government, ma'am, though, of course, I got to make +it out that way, anyhow. But we come from Ireland, and there they got +the other kind, and me granny, she starved in the famine time, she did +that--with the fever. Me father walked twenty mile to the Sackville's +place, where they gave him some meal, though he wasn't one of their +tenants; yes, and the lady told him how he would be cooking it. I never +will forget that lady!' + +"I saw a dramatic opportunity: would Tommy be willing to tell that story +in his speech? He looked at me with an odd look--or so I imagined it! +'Why not?' says he; 'I'd as soon as not tell it to anyone of them, and +why not to them all together?' Well, why not, when you come to think +of it? So we have got it into the speech; and I, I myself, Sarah, am +drilling young Demos-thenes, and he is so apt a scholar that I find +myself rather pleasantly employed." Having read her letter, Mrs. +Carriswood hesitated a second and then added Derry's information at +the bottom of the page. "I suppose the lordly ancestor was one of King +James's creation--see Macaulay, somewhere in the second volume. I dare +say there is a drop or two of good blood in the boy. He has the manners +of a gentleman--but I don't know that I ever saw an Irishman, no matter +how low in the social scale, who hadn't." + +Thus it happened that Tommy's valedictory scored a success that is a +tradition of the High School, and came to be printed in both the city +papers; copies of which journals Tommy's mother has preserved sacredly +to this day; and I have no doubt, could one find them, they would be +found wrapped around a yellow photograph of the "A Class" of 1870: eight +pretty girls in white, smiling among five solemn boys in black, and +Tommy himself, as the valedictorian, occupying the centre of the picture +in his new suit of broadcloth, with a rose in his buttonhole and his +hair cut by a professional barber for the occasion. + +It was the story of the famine that really captured the audience; and +Tommy told it well, with the true Irish fire, in a beautiful voice. + +In the front seat of the parquette a little old man in a wrinkled black +broadcloth, with a bald head and a fringe of whisker under his long +chin, and a meek little woman, in a red Paisley shawl, wept and laughed +by turns. They had taken the deepest interest in every essay and every +speech. The old man clapped his large hands (which were encased in +loose, black kid gloves) with unflagging vigor. He wore a pair of heavy +boots, the soles of which made a noble thud on the floor. + +"Ain't it wonderful the like of them young craters can talk like that!" +he cried; "shure, Molly, that young lady who'd the essay--where is +it?"--a huge black forefinger travelled down the page--"'_Music, The +Turkish Patrol_,' No--though that's grand, that piece; I'll be spakin' +wid Professor Von Keinmitz to bring it when we've the opening. Here +'tis, Molly: '_Tin, Essay. The Darkest Night Brings Out the Stars, +Miss Mamie Odenheimer_.' Thrue for you, mavourneen! And the sintiments, +wasn't they illigant? and the lan-gwidge was as foine as Pat Ronan's +speeches or Father--whist! will ye look at the flowers that shlip of a +gyirl's gitting! Count 'em, will ye?" + +"Fourteen bouquets and wan basket," says the little woman, "and Mamie +Odenheimer, she got seventeen bouquets and two baskets and a sign. +Well," she looked anxious, but smiled, "I know of siven bouquets Tommy +will git for sure. And that's not countin' what Harry Lossing will do +for him. Hiven bless the good heart of him!" + +"Well, I kin count four for him on wan seat," says the man, with a nod +of his head toward the gay heap in the woman's lap, "barrin' I ain't +on-vaygled into flinging some of thim to the young ladies!" + +Harry Lossing, in the seat behind with his mother and Mrs. Carriswood, +giggled at this and whispered in the latter lady's ear, "That's Tommy's +father and mother. My, aren't they excited, though! And Tommy's white's +a sheet--for fear he'll disappoint them, you know. He has said his piece +over twice to me, to-day, he's so scared lest he'll forget. I've got it +in my pocket, and I'm going behind when it's his turn, to prompt him. +Did you see me winking at him? it sort of cheers him up." + +He was almost as keen over the floral procession as the Fitzmaurices +themselves. The Lossing garden had been stripped to the last bud, and +levies made on the asparagus-bed, into the bargain, and Mrs. Lossing and +Alma and Mrs. Carriswood and Derry and Susy Lossing had made bouquets +and baskets and wreaths, and Harry had distributed them among friends +in different parts of the house. I say Harry, but, complimented by Mrs. +Carriswood, he admitted ingenuously that it was Tommy's idea. + +"Tommy thought they would make more show that way," says Harry, "and +they are all on the middle aisle, so his father and mother can see them; +Tim O'Halloran has got one for him, too, and Mrs. Macillarney, and she's +got some splendid pinies. Picked every last one. They'll make a show!" + +But Harry knew nothing of the most magnificent of his friend's trophies +until it undulated gloriously down the aisle, above the heads of two +men, white satin ribbons flying, tinfoil shining--an enormous horseshoe +of roses and mignonette! + +The parents were both on their feet to crane their necks after it, as it +passed them amid the plaudits. + +"Oh, it was YOU, Cousin Margaret; I know it was you," cried Harry. + +He took the ladies over to the Fitzmaurices the minute that the diplomas +were given; and, directly, Tommy joined them, attended by two admiring +followers laden with the trophies. Mrs. O'Halloran and Mrs. Macillarney +and divers of the friends, both male and female, joined the circle. +Tommy held quite a little court. He shook hands with all the ladies, +beginning with Mrs. Carriswood (who certainly never had found herself +before in such a company, jammed between Alderman McGinnis's resplendent +new tweeds and Mrs. Macillarney's calico); he affectionately embraced +his mother, and he allowed himself to be embraced by Mrs. Macillarney +and Mrs. O'Halloran, while Patrick Fitzmaurice shook hands with the +alderman. + +"Here's the lady that helped me on me piece, father; she's the lady +that sent me the horseshoe, mother. Like to make you acquainted with me +father and me mother. Mr. and Mrs. Fitzmaurice, Mrs. Carriswood." + +In these words, Tommy, blushing and happy, presented his happy parents. + +"Sure, I'm proud to meet you, ma'am," said Fitzmaurice, bowing, while +his wife courtesied and wiped her eyes. + +They were very grateful, but they were more grateful for the flowers +than for the oratorical drilling. No doubt they thought that their Tommy +could have done as well in any case; but the splendid horseshoe was +another matter! + +Ten years passed before Mrs. Carriswood saw her pupil again. During +those years the town had increased and prospered; so had the Lossing Art +Furniture Works. It was after Harry Lossing had disappointed his father. +This is not saying that he had done anything out of the way; he had +simply declined to be the fourth Harry Lossing on the rolls of Harvard +College. Instead, he proposed to enter the business and to begin by +learning his own trade. He was so industrious, he kept at it with such +energy that his first convert was his father--no, I am wrong, Mrs. +Carriswood was the first; Mrs. Lossing was not a convert, SHE had +believed in Harry from the beginning. But all this was years before Mrs. +Carriswood's visit. + +Another of Master Harry's notions was his belief in the necessity of his +"meddling"--so his father put it--in the affairs of the town, the state, +and the nation, as well as those of the Lossing furniture company. But, +though he was pleased to make rather cynical fun of his son's +political enthusiasm, esteeming it in a sense a diverting and therefore +reprehensible pursuit for a business man, the elder Lossing had a +sneaking pride in it, all the same. He liked to bring out Harry's +political shrewdness. + +"Fancy, Margaret," says he, "whom do you think Harry has brought over +to our side now? The shrewdest ward politician in the town--why, you saw +him when he was a boy--Tommy Fitzmaurice." + +Then Mrs. Carriswood remembered; she asked, amused, how was Tommy and +where was he? + +"Tommy? Oh, he went to the State university; the old man was bound to +send him, and he was more dutiful than some sons. He was graduated with +honors, and came back to a large, ready-made justice court's practice. +Of course he drifted into criminal practice; but he has made a fine +income out of that, and is the shrewdest, some folks say the least +scrupulous, political manager in the county. And so, Harry, you have +persuaded him to cast in his lot with the party of principle, have you? +and he is packing the primaries?" + +"I see nothing dishonest in our trying to get our friends out to vote at +the primaries, sir." + +"Of course not, but he may not stop there. However, I want Bailey +elected, and I am glad he will work for us; what's his price?" + +Harry blushed a little. "I believe he would like to be city attorney, +sir," said he; and Mr. Lossing laughed. + +"Would he make a bad one?" asked Mrs. Carriswood. + +"He would make the best kind of a one," replied Harry, with youthful +fervor; "he's a ward politician and all that, I know; but he has it in +him to be an uncommon deal more! And I say, sir, do you know that he +and the old man will take twenty-five thousand of the stock at par if we +turn ourselves into a corporation?" + +"How about this new license measure? won't that bear a little bit hard +on the old man?" This from Mr. Lossing, who was biting his cigar in deep +thought. + +"That will not prevent his doing his duty; why, the old man for very +pride will be the first to obey the law. You'll SEE!" + +Six months later they did see, since it was mostly due to Fitzmaurice's +efforts that the reform candidate was elected; as a consequence, Tommy +became prosecuting attorney; and, to the amazement of the critics, made +the best prosecuting attorney that the city had ever known. + +It was during the campaign that Mrs. Carriswood met him. Her +goddaughter, daughter of the friend to whom years ago she described +Tommy, was with her. This time Mrs. Carriswood had recently added +Florida to her disappointments in climates, and was back, as she told +Mrs. Lossing, "with a real sense of relief in a climate that was too bad +to make any pretensions." + +She had brought Miss Van Harlem to see the shops. It may be that she +would not have been averse to Harry Lossing's growing interested in +young Margaret. She had seen a great deal of Harry while he was East at +school, and he remained her first favorite, while Margaret was as good +as she was pretty, and had half a million of dollars in her own right. +They had seen Harry, and he was showing them through the different +buildings or "shops," when a man entered who greeted him cordially, and +whom he presented to Mrs. Carriswood. It was Tommy Fitzmaurice, grown +into a handsome young man. He brought his heels together and made the +ladies a solemn bow. "Pleased to meet you, ladies; how do you like the +West?" said Tommy. + +His black locks curled about his ears, which seemed rather small now; +he had a good nose and a mobile, clean-shaven face. His hands were very +white and soft, and the rim of linen above them was dazzling. His black +frock-coat was buttoned snugly about his slim waist. He brushed his face +with a fine silk handkerchief, and thereby diffused the fragrance of the +best imported cologne among the odors of wood and turpentine. A diamond +pin sparkled from his neckscarf. The truth is, he knew that the visitors +were coming and had made a state toilet. "He looks half like an actor +and half like a clergyman, and he IS all a politician," thought Mrs. +Carriswood; "I don't think I shall like him any more." While she +thought, she was inclining her slender neck toward him, and the gentlest +interest and pleasure beamed out of her beautiful, dark eyes. + +"We like the West, but _I_ have liked it for ten years; this is not my +first visit," said Mrs. Carriswood. + +"I have reason to be glad for that, madam. I never made another speech +so good." + +He had remembered her; she laughed. "I had thought that you would +forget." + +"How could I, when you have not changed at all?" + +"But you have," says Mrs. Carriswood, hardly knowing whether to show the +young man his place or not. + +"Yes, ma'am, naturally. But I have not learned how to make a speech +yet." + +"Ah, but you make very good ones, Harry tells me." + +"Much obliged, Harry. No, ma'am, Harry is a nice boy; but he doesn't +know. I know there is a lot to learn, and I guess a lot to unlearn; and +I feel all outside; I don't even know how to get at it. I have wished a +thousand times that I could talk with the lady who taught me to speak in +the first place." He walked on by her side, talking eagerly. "You don't +know how many times I have felt I would give most anything for the +opportunity of just seeing you and talking with you; those things you +said to me I always remembered." He had a hundred questions evidently +stinging his tongue. And some of them seemed to Mrs. Carriswood very +apposite. + +"I'm on the outside of such a lot of things," says he. "When I first +began to suspect that I was on the outside was when I went to the +High School, and sometimes I was invited to Harry's; that was my first +acquaintance with cultivated society. You can't learn manners from +books, ma'am. I learned them at Harry's. That is,"--he colored and +laughed,--"I learned SOME. There's plenty left, I know. Then, I went to +the University. Some of the boys came from homes like Harry's, and +some of the professors there used to ask us to their houses; and I saw +engravings and oil paintings, and heard the conversation of persons of +culture. All this only makes me know enough to KNOW I am outside. I can +see the same thing with the lawyers, too. There is a set of them that +are after another kind of things; that think themselves above me and my +sort of fellows. You know all the talk about this being a free and equal +country. That's the tallest kind of humbug, madam! It is that. There are +sets, one above another, everywhere; big bugs and little bugs, if you +will excuse the expression. And you can't influence the big ones without +knowing how they feel. A fellow can't be poking in the dark in a speech +or anywhere else. Now, these fellows here, they go into politics, +sometimes; and there, I tell you, we come the nearest to a fair +field and no favor! It is the best fellow gets the prize there--the +sharpest-witted, the nerviest, and stanchest. Oh, talk of machine +politics! all the soft chaps who ain't willing to get up early in the +morning, or to go out in the wet, THEY howl about the primaries and +corruption; let them get up and clean the primaries instead of holding +their noses! Those fellows, I'm not nice enough for them, but I can beat +them every time. They make a monstrous racket in the newspapers, but +when election comes on they can't touch side, edge, or bottom!" + +Discoursing in this fashion, with digressions to Harry in regard to the +machines, the furniture, and the sales, that showed Mrs. Carriswood that +he meant to keep an eye on his twenty odd thousand dollars, he strolled +at her side. To Miss Van Harlem he scarcely said three words. In fact, +he said exactly three words, uttered as Miss Margaret's silken skirts +swung too near a pot of varnish. They were "Look out, miss!" and at the +same second, Tommy (who was in advance, with really no call to know of +the danger), turned on his heel and whisked the skirts away, turning +back to pick up the sentence he had dropped. + +Tommy told Harry that Miss Van Harlem was a very handsome lady, but +haughty-looking. Then he talked for half an hour about the cleverness of +Mrs. Carriswood. + +"I am inclined to think Tommy will rise." (Mrs. Carriswood was +describing the interview to her cousin, the next day.) "What do +you think he said to me last of all? 'How,' said he, 'does a man, a +gentleman'--it had a touch of the pathetic, don't you know, the little +hesitation he made on the word--'how does he show his gratitude to a +lady who has done him a great service?' 'Young or old?' I said. 'Oh, a +married lady,' he said, 'very much admired, who has been everywhere.' +Wasn't that clever of him? I told him that a man usually sent a few +flowers. You saw the basket to-day--evidently regardless of expense. And +fancy, there was a card, a card with a gilt edge and his name written on +it." + +"The card was his mother's. She has visiting cards, now, and pays visits +once a year in a livery carriage. Poor Mrs. Fitzmaurice, she is always +so scared; and she is such a good soul! Tommy is very good to her." + +"How about the father? Does he still keep that 'nice' saloon?" + +"Yes; but he talks of retiring. They are not poor at all, and Tommy is +their only child; the others died. It is hard on the old man to retire, +for he isn't so very old in fact, but if he once is convinced that +his calling stands in the way of Tommy's career, he won't hesitate a +second." + +"Poor people," said Mrs. Carriswood; "do you know, Grace, I can see +Tommy's future; he will grow to be a boss, a political boss. He will +become rich by keeping your streets always being cleaned--which means +never clean--and giving you the worst fire department and police to be +obtained for money; and, by and by, a grateful machine will make him +mayor, or send him to the Legislature, very likely to Congress, where he +will misrepresent the honest State of Iowa. Then he will bloom out in a +social way, and marry a gentlewoman, and they will snub the old people +who are so proud of him." + +"Well, we shall see," said Mrs. Lossing; "I think better things of +Tommy. So does Harry." + +Part of the prophecy was to be speedily fulfilled. Two years later, the +Honorable Thomas Fitzmaurice was elected mayor of his city, elected by +the reform party, on account of his eminent services--and because he was +the only man in sight who had the ghost of a chance of winning. Harry's +version was: "Tommy jests at his new principles, but that is simply +because he doesn't comprehend what they are. He laughs at reform in the +abstract; but every concrete, practical reform he is as anxious as I or +anybody to bring about. And he will get them here, too." + +He was as good as his word; he gave the city an admirable +administration, with neither fear nor favor. Some of the "boys" still +clung to him; these, according to Harry, were the better "boys," who +had the seeds of good in them and only needed opportunity and a leader. +Tommy did not flag in zeal; rather, as the time went on and he soared +out of the criminal courts into big civil cases involving property, +he grew up to the level of his admirers' praises. "Tommy," wrote Mr. +Lossing, presently, "is beginning to take himself seriously. He has been +told so often that he is a young lion of reform, that he begins to study +the role in dead earnest. I don't talk this way to Harry, who believes +in him and is training him for the representative for our district. What +harm? Verily, his is the faith that will move mountains. Besides, Tommy +is now rich; he must be worth a hundred thousand dollars, which makes a +man of wealth in these parts. It is time for him to be respectable." + +Notwithstanding this preparation, Mrs. Carriswood (then giving +Washington the benefit of her doubts of climate) was surprised one day +to receive a perfectly correct visiting card whereon was engraved, "Mr. +Thomas Sackville Fitzmaurice, M.C." + +The young lady who was with her lifted her brilliant hazel eyes and half +smiled. "Is it the droll young man we met once at Mrs. Lossing's? Pray +see him, Aunt Margaret," said Miss Van Harlem. + +Mrs. Carriswood shrugged her shoulders and ordered the man to show him +up. + +There entered, in the wake of the butler, a distinguished-looking +personage who held out his hand with a perfect copy of the bow that +she saw forty times a day. "He is taking himself very seriously," she +sighed; "he is precisely like anybody else!" And she felt her interest +snuffed out by Tommy's correctness. But, directly, she changed her mind; +the unfailing charm of his race asserted itself in Tommy; she decided +that he was a delightful, original young man, and in ten minutes they +were talking in the same odd confidence that had always marked their +relation. + +"How perfectly you are gotten up! Are you INSIDE, now?" + +"Ah, do you remember that?" said he; "that's awfully good of you. Which +is so fortunate as to please you, my clothes or my deportment?" + +"Both. They are very good. Where did you get them, Tommy? I shall take +the privilege of my age and call you Tommy." + +"Thank you. The clothes? Oh, I asked Harry for the proper thing, and he +recommended a tailor. I think Harry gave me the manners, too." + +"And your new principles?" She could not resist this little fling. + +"I owe a great deal in that way to Harry, also," answered he, with +gravity. + +Gone were the days of sarcastic ridicule, of visionary politics. +Tommy talked of the civil service in the tone of Harry himself. He was +actually eloquent. + +"Why, Aunt Margaret, he is a remarkable young man," exclaimed Miss Van +Harlem; "his honesty and enthusiasm are refreshing in this pessimist +place. I hope he will come again. Did you notice what lovely eyes he +has?" + +Before long it was not pure good-nature that caused Mrs. Carriswood to +ask Fitzmaurice to her house. He was known as a rising young man, One +met him at the best houses; yet he was a prodigious worker, and had made +his mark in committees, before the celebrated speech that sent him into +all the newspaper columns, or that stubborn and infinitely versatile +fight against odds which inspired the artist of PUCK. + +Tommy bore the cartoon to Mrs. Carriswood, beaming. She had not seen +that light in his face since the memorable June afternoon in the +Opera-house. He sent the paper to his mother, who vowed the picture "did +not favor Tommy at all, at all. Sure Tommy never had such a red nose!" +The old man, however, went to his ex-saloon, and sat in state all the +morning, showing Tommy's funny picture. + +It was about this time that Mrs. Carriswood observed something that took +her breath away: Tommy Fitzmaurice had the presumption to be attentive +to my lady's goddaughter, Miss Van Harlem. Nor was this the worst; there +were indications that Miss Van Harlem, who had refused the noble names +and titles of two or three continental nobles, and the noble name +unaccompanied by a title of the younger son of an English earl, without +mentioning the half-dozen "nice" American claimants--Miss Van Harlem was +not angry. + +The day this staggering blow fell on her, Mrs. Carriswood was in her +dressing-room, peacefully watching Derry unpack a box from Paris, in +anticipation of a state dinner. And Miss Van Harlem, in a bewitching +wrapper, sat on the lounge and admired. Upon this scene of feminine +peace and happiness enter the Destroyer, in the shape of a note from +Tommy Fitzmaurice! Were they going on Beatoun's little excursion to +Alexandria? If they were, he would move heaven and earth to put off a +committee meeting, in order to join them. By the way, he was to get the +floor for his speech that afternoon. Wouldn't Mrs. Carriswood come to +inspire him? Perhaps Miss Van Harlem would not be bored by a little of +it. + +It was a well-worded note; as Mrs. Carriswood read it she realized +for the first time how completely Tommy was acclimated in society. She +remembered his plaint years ago, and his awe of "oil paintings" and +"people of culture;" and she laughed half-sadly as she passed the note +over to Miss Van Harlem. + +"I presume it is the Alexandria excursion that the Beatouns were talking +about yesterday," she said, languidly. "He wants to show that young +Irishman that we have a mild flavor of antiquity, ourselves. We are to +see Alexandria and have a real old Virginian dinner, including one +of the famous Beatoun hams and some of the '69 Chateau Yquem and the +sacred '47 port. I suppose he will have the four-in-hand buckboard. +'A small party '--that will mean the Honorable Basil Sackville, Mrs. +Beatoun, Lilly Denning, probably one of the Cabinet girls, Colonel +Turner, and that young Russian Beatoun is so fond of, Tommy +Fitzmaurice------" + +"Why do you always call Mr. Fitzmaurice Tommy?"--this interruption comes +with a slight rise of color from young Margaret. + +"Everybody calls him Tommy in his own town; a politician as popular as +he with the boys is naturally Tommy or Jerry or Billy. They slap him on +the back or sit with an arm around his neck and concoct the ways to rule +us." + +"I don't think anyone slaps Mr. Fitzmaurice on the back and calls him +Tommy, NOW," says Margaret, with a little access of dignity. + +"I dare say his poor old father and mother don't venture on that +liberty; I wish you had seen them----" + +"He has told me about them," says Margaret. + +And Mrs. Carriswood's dismay was such that for a second she simply +gasped. Were things so far along that such confessions were made? +Tommy must be very confident to venture; it was shrewd, very shrewd, +to forestall Mrs. Carriswood's sure revelations--oh, Tommy was not a +politician for nothing! + +"Besides," Margaret went on, with the same note of repressed feeling in +her voice, "his is a good family, if they have decayed; his ancestor was +Lord Fitzmaurice in King James's time." + +"She takes HIM seriously too!" thought Mrs. Carriswood, with +inexpressible consternation; "what SHALL I say to her mother?" + +Strange to say, perhaps, considering that she was so frankly a woman of +the world, her stub-bornest objection to Tommy was not an objection of +expediency. She had insensibly grown to take his success for granted, +like the rest of the Washington world; he would be a governor, a +senator, he might be--anything! And he was perfectly presentable, now; +no, it would be on the whole an investment in the future that would pay +well enough; his parents would be awkward, but they were old people, not +likely to be too much _en evidence_. + +Mrs. Carriswood, while not overjoyed, would not feel crushed by such a +match, but she did view what she regarded as Tommy's moral instability, +with a dubious and fearful eye. He was earnest enough for his new +principles now; but what warrant was there of his sincerity? Margaret +and her mother were high-minded women. It was the gallant knight of her +party and her political faith that the girl admired, the valiant fight, +not the triumph! No mere soldier of fortune, no matter how successful +or how brilliant, could win her; if Tommy were the mercenary, not the +knight, no worldly glory could compensate his wife. + +Wherefore, after a bad quarter of an hour reflecting on these things, +Mrs. Carriswood went to the Capitol, resolved to take her goddaughter +away. She would not withdraw her acceptance of the Beatouns' invitation, +no; let the Iowa congressman have every opportunity to display his +social shortcomings in contrast with the accomplished Russian, and Jack +Turner, the most elegant man in the army; the next day would be time +enough for a telegram and a sudden flitting. Yet in the midst of her +plans for Tommy's discomfiture she was assailed by a queer regret and +reluctance. Tommy's fascination had affected even a professional critic +of life; he had been so amusing, so willing, so trusting, so useful, +that her chill interest had warmed into liking. She felt a moving of +the heart as the handsome black head arose, and the first notes of that +resonant, thrilling voice swelled above the din on the floor. + +It was the day of his great speech, the speech that made him, it was +said. + +As Mrs. Carriswood sank back, turning a little in an instinctive effort +to repulse her own sympathy, she was aware of the presence near her +of an elderly man and woman. The old man wore a shining silk hat and +shining new black clothes. His expansive shirt-bosom was very white, but +not glossy, and rumpled in places; and his collar was of the spiked and +antique pattern known as a "dickey." His wrinkled, red face was edged by +a white fringe of whisker. He wore large gold-bowed spectacles, and his +jaws worked incessantly. + +The woman was a little, mild, wrinkled creature, with an anxious blue +eye and snowy hair, smoothed down over her ears, under her fine bonnet. +She was richly dressed, but her silks and velvets ill suited the +season. Had she seen them anywhere else, Mrs. Carriswood might not +have recognized them; but there, with Tommy before them, both of them +feverishly absorbed in Tommy, she recognized them at a glance. She had +a twinge of pity, watching the old faces pale and kindle. With the first +rustle of applause, she saw the old father slip his hand into the +old mother's. They sat well behind a pillar; and however excited they +became, they never so lost themselves as to lean in front of their +shield. This, also, she noticed. The speech over, the woman wiped her +eyes. The old man joined in the tumult of applause that swept over the +galleries, but the old woman pulled his arm, evidently feeling that it +was not decent for them to applaud. She sat rigid, with red cheeks and +her eyes brimming; he was swaying and clapping and laughing in a roar of +delight. But it was he that drew her away, finally, while she fain would +have lingered to look at Tommy receiving congratulations below. + +"Poor things," said Mrs. Carriswood, "I do believe they haven't let him +know that they are here." And she remembered how she had pitied them +for this very possibility of humiliation years before. But she did not +pursue the adventure, and some obscure motive prevented her speaking of +it to Miss Van Harlem. + +Did Tommy's parents tell Tommy? If they did, Tommy made no sign. The +morning found him with the others, in a beautiful white flannel suit, +with a silk shirt and a red silk sash, looking handsomer than any man of +the party. He took the congratulations of the company modestly. Either +he was not much puffed up, or he had the art of concealment. + +They saw Alexandria in a conscientious fashion, for the benefit of the +guest of the day. He was a modest young fellow with a nose rather too +large for his face, a long upper lip, and frank blue eyes. He made +himself agreeable to one of the Cabinet girls, on the front seat, while +Tommy, just behind him, had Miss Van Harlem and bliss for his portion. + +The old streets, the toppling roofs, the musty warehouses, the uneven +pavement, all pleased the young creatures out in the sunshine. They made +merry over the ancient ball-room, where Washington had asked a far-away +ancestress of Beatoun to dance; and they decorously walked through the +old church. + +IT happened in the church. Mrs. Carriswood was behind the others; so she +saw them come in, the same little old couple of the Capitol. + +In the chancel, Beatoun was explaining; beside Beatoun shone a curly +black head that they knew. + +Mrs. Carriswood sat in one of the high old pews. Through a crack she +could look into the next pew; and there they stood. She heard the old +man: "Whist, Molly, let's be getting out of this! HE is here with all +his grand friends. Don't let us be interrupting him." + +The old woman's voice was so like Tommy's that it made Mrs. Carriswood +start. Very softly she spoke: "I only want to look at him a minute, Pat, +jest a minute. I ain't seen him for so long." + +"And is it any longer for you than for me?" retorted the husband. "Ye +know what ye promised if I'd be taking you here, unbeknownst. Don't look +his way! Look like ye was a stranger to him. Don't let us be mortifying +him wid our country ways. Like as not 'tis the prisidint, himself, he +is colloguein' wid, this blessed minute. Shtep back and be a stranger to +him, woman!" + +A stranger to him, his own mother! But she stepped back; she turned her +patient face. Then--Tommy saw her. + +A wave of red flushed all over his face. He took two steps down the +aisle, and caught the little figure in his arms. + +"Why, mother?" he cried, "why, mother, where did you drop from?" + +And before Mrs. Carriswood could speak she saw him step back and push +young Sackville forward, crying, "This is my father, this is the boy +that knew your grandmother." + +He did it so easily; he was so entirely unaffected, so perfectly +unconscious, that there was nothing at all embarrassing for anyone. Even +the Cabinet girl, with a grandmother in very humble life, who must be +kept in the background, could not feel disconcerted. + +For this happy result Mrs. Carriswood owns a share of the credit. She +advanced on the first pause, and claimed acquaintanceship with the +Fitzmaurices. The story of their last meeting and Tommy's first triumph +in oratory came, of course; the famous horseshoe received due mention; +and Tommy described with much humor his terror of the stage. From the +speech to its most effective passage was a natural transition; equally +natural the transition to Tommy's grandmother, the Irish famine, and the +benevolence of Lady Sackville. + +Everybody was interested, and it was Sackville himself, who brought the +Fitzmaurices' noble ancestors, the apocryphal Viscounts Fitzmaurice of +King James's creation, on to the carpet. + +He was entirely serious. "My grandmother told me of your +great-grandfather, Lord Fitzmaurice; she saw him ride to hounds once, +when she was a little girl. They say he was the boldest rider in +Ireland, and a renowned duellist too. King James gave the title to his +grandfather, didn't he? and the countryside kept it, if it was given +rather too late in the day to be useful. I am glad you have restored the +family fortunes, Mr. Fitzmaurice." + +The Cabinet girl looked on Tommy with respect, and Miss Van Harlem +blushed like an angel. + +"All is lost," said Mrs. Carriswood to herself; yet she smiled. Going +home, she found a word for Tommy's ear. The old Virginian dinner had +been most successful. The Fitzmaurices (who had been almost forced into +the banquet by Beatoun's imperious hospitality) were not a wet blanket +in the least. Patrick Fitzmaurice, brogue and all, was an Irish +gentleman without a flaw. He blossomed out into a modest wag; and told +two or three comic stories as acceptably as he was used to tell them to +a very different circle--only, carrying a fresher flavor of wit to this +circle, perhaps, it enjoyed them more. Mrs. Fitzmaurice looked scared +and ate almost nothing, with the greatest propriety, and her fork in her +left hand. Yet even she thawed under Miss Van Harlem's attentions and +gentle Mrs. Beatoun's tact, and the winning ways of the last Beatoun +baby. She took this absent cherub to her heart with such undissembled +warmth that its mother ever since has called her "a sweet, funny little +old lady." + +They were both (Patrick and his wife) quite unassuming and retiring, +and no urging could dissuade them from parting with the company at the +tavern door. + +"My word, Tommy, your mother and I can git home by ourselves," whispered +honest Patrick; "we've not exceeded--if the wines WERE good. I never +exceeded in my life, God take the glory!" + +But he embraced Tommy so affectionately in parting that I confess Mrs. +Carriswood had suspicions. Yet, surely, it is more likely that his brain +was--let us not say TURNED, but just a wee bit TILTED, by the joy and +triumph of the occasion rather than by Beatoun's port or champagne. + +But Mrs. Carriswood's word had nothing to do with Tommy's parents, +ostensibly, though, in truth, it had everything to do. She said: "Will +you dine with us to-morrow, quite _en famille_, Thomas?" + +"I ought to tell you, I suppose, that I find your house a pretty +dangerous paradise, Mrs. Carriswood," says Tommy. + +"And I find you a most dangerous angel, Thomas; but--you see I ask you!" + +"Thank you," answers Tommy, in a different tone; "you've always been +an angel to me. What I owe to you and Harry Lossing--well, I can't +talk about it. But see here, Mrs. Carriswood, you always have called me +Tommy; now you say Thomas; why this state?" + +"I think you have won your brevet, Thomas." + +He looked puzzled, and she liked him the better that he should not make +enough of his conduct to understand her; but, though she has called him +Tommy often since, he keeps the brevet in her thoughts. In fact, Mrs. +Carriswood is beginning to take the Honorable Thomas Fitzmaurice and his +place in the world seriously, herself. + + + + +MOTHER EMERITUS + +THE Louders lived on the second floor, at the head of the stairs, in the +Lossing Building. There is a restaurant to the right; and a new doctor, +every six months, who is every kind of a healer except "regular," keeps +the permanent boarders in gossip, to the left; two or three dressmakers, +a dentist, and a diamond merchant up-stairs, one flight; and half a +dozen families and a dozen single tenants higher--so you see the Louders +had plenty of neighbors. In fact, the multitude of the neighbors is one +cause of my story. + +Tilly Louder came home from the Lossing factory (where she is a +typewriter) one February afternoon. As she turned the corner, she was +face to the river, which is not so full of shipping in winter that one +cannot see the steel-blue glint of the water. Back of her the brick +paved street climbed the hill, under a shapeless arch of trees. The +remorseless pencil of a railway has drawn black lines at the foot of +the hill; and, all day and all night, slender red bars rise and sink +in their black sockets, to the accompaniment of the outcry of tortured +steam. All day, if not all night, the crooked pole slips up and down the +trolley wire, as the yellow cars rattle, and flash, and clang a spiteful +little bell, that sounds like a soprano bark, over the crossings. + +It is customary in the Lossing Building to say, "We are so handy to the +cars." The street is a handsome street, not free from dingy old brick +boxes of stores below the railway, but fast replacing them with fairer +structures. The Lossing Building has the wide arches, the recessed +doors, the balconies and the colonnades of modern business architecture. +The occupants are very proud of the balconies, in particular; and, +summer days, these will be a mass of greenery and bright tints. To-day, +it was so warm, February day though it was, that some of the potted +plants were sunning themselves outside the windows. + +Tilly could see them if she craned her neck. There were some bouvardias +and fuchsias of her mother's among them. + +"It IS a pretty building," said Tilly; and, for some reason, she +frowned. + +She was a young woman, but not a very young woman. Her figure was slim, +and she looked better in loose waists than in tightly fitted gowns. She +wore a dark green gown with a black jacket, and a scarlet shirt-waist +underneath. Her face was long, with square chin and high cheek-bones, +and thin, firm lips; yet she was comely, because of her lustrous black +hair, her clear, gray eyes, and her charming, fair skin. She had another +gift: everything about her was daintily neat; at first glance one said, +"Here is a person who has spent pains, if not money, on her toilet." + +By this time Tilly was entering the Lossing Building. Half-way up the +stairway a hand plucked her skirts. The hand belonged to a tired-faced +woman in black, on whose breast glittered a little crowd of pins and +threaded needles, like the insignia of an Order of Toil. + +"Please excuse me, Miss Tilly," said the woman, at the same time +presenting a flat package in brown paper, "but WILL you give this +pattern back to your mother. I am so very much obliged. I don't know how +I WOULD git along without your mother, Tilly." + +"I'll give the pattern to her," said Tilly, and she pursued her way. + +Not very far. A stout woman and a thin young man, with long, wavy, red +hair, awaited her on the landing. The woman held a plate of cake which +she thrust at Tilly the instant they were on the same level, saying: +"The cake was just splendid, tell your mother; it's a lovely recipe, and +will you tell her to take this, and see how well I succeeded?" + +"And--ah--Miss Louder," said the man, as the stout woman rustled away, +"here are some _Banner of Lights;_ I think she'd be interested in some +of the articles on the true principles of the inspirational +faith----" Tilly placed the bundle of newspapers at the base of her +load--"and--and, I wish you'd tell your dear mother that, under the +angels, her mustard plaster really saved my life." + +"I'll tell her," said Tilly. + +She had advanced a little space before a young girl in a bright blue +silk gown flung a radiant presence between her and the door. "Oh, +Miss Tilly," she murmured, blushing, "will you just give your mother +this?--it's--it's Jim's photograph. You tell her it's ALL right; and SHE +was exactly right, and _I_ was wrong. She'll understand." + +Tilly, with a look of resignation, accepted a stiff package done up in +white tissue paper. She had now only three steps to take: she took two, +only two, for--"Miss Tilly, PLEASE!" a voice pealed around the corner, +while a flushed and breathless young woman, with a large baby toppling +over her lean shoulder, staggered into view. "My!" she panted, "ain't it +tiresome lugging a child! I missed the car, of course, coming home +from ma's. Oh, say, Tilly, your mother was so good, she said she'd tend +Blossom next time I went to the doctor's, and----" + +"I'll take the baby," said Tilly. She hoisted the infant on to her own +shoulder with her right arm. "Perhaps you'll be so kind's to turn the +handle of the door," said she in a slightly caustic tone, "as I haven't +got any hands left. Please shut it, too." + +As the young mother opened the door, Tilly entered the parlor. For a +second she stood and stared grimly about her. The furniture of the room +was old-fashioned but in the best repair. There was a cabinet organ in +one corner. A crayon portrait of Tilly's father (killed in the civil +war) glared out of a florid gilt frame. Perhaps it was the fault of the +portrait, but he had a peevish frown. There were two other portraits of +him, large ghastly gray tintypes in oval frames of rosewood, obscurely +suggesting coffins. In these he looked distinctly sullen. He was +represented in uniform (being a lieutenant of volunteers), and the +artist had conscientiously gilded his buttons until, as Mrs. Louder +was wont to observe, "It most made you want to cut them off with the +scissors." There were other tintypes and a flock of photographs in the +room. What Mrs. Louder named "a throw" decorated each framed picture and +each chair. The largest arm-chair was drawn up to a table covered with +books and magazines: in the chair sat Mrs. Louder, reading. + +At Tilly's entrance she started and turned her head, and then one could +see that the tears were streaming down her cheeks. + +"Now, MOTHER!" exploded Tilly. Kicking the door open, she marched into +the bed-chamber. An indignant sweep of one arm sent the miscellany of +gifts into a rocking-chair; an indignant curve of the other landed the +baby on the bed. Tilly turned on her mother. "Now, mother, what did +you promise--HUSH! will you?" (The latter part of the sentence a fierce +"ASIDE" to the infant on the bed.) In a second Mrs. Louder's arms were +encircling him, and she was soothing him on her broad shoulder, where I +know not how many babies have found comfort. + +Jane Louder was a tall woman--tall and portly. She had a massive repose +about her, a kind of soft dignity; and a stranger would not guess how +tender was her heart. Deprecatingly she looked up at her only child, +standing in judgment over her. Her eyes were fine still, though they had +sparkled and wept for more than half a century. They were not gray, like +Tilly's, but a deep violet, with black eyelashes and eyebrows. Black, +once, had been the hair under the widow's cap, now streaked with +silver; but Jane Louder's skin was fresh and daintily tinted like her +daughter's, for all its fine wrinkles. Her voice when she spoke was +mellow and slow, with a nervous vibration of apology. "Never mind, +dear," she said, "I was just reading 'bout the Russians." + +"I KNEW it! You promised me you wouldn't cry about the Russians any +more." + +"I know, Tilly, but Alma Brown lent this to me, herself. There's a +beautiful article in it about 'The Horrors of Hunger.' It would make +your heart ache! I wish you would read it, Tilly." + +"No, thank you. I don't care to have my heart ache. I'm not going to +read any more horrors about the Russians, or hear them either, if I can +help it. I have to write Mr. Lossing's letters about them, and that's +enough. I've given all I can afford, and you've given more than you can +afford; and I helped get up the subscription at the shops. I've done all +I could; and now I ain't going to have my feelings harrowed up any more, +when it won't do me nor the Russians a mite of good." + +"But I cayn't HELP it, Tilly. I cayn't take any comfort in my meals, +thinking of that awful black bread the poor children starve rather than +eat; and, Tilly, they ain't so dirty as some folks think! I read in a +magazine how they have GOT to bathe twice a week by their religion; and +there's a bath-house in every village. Tilly, do you know how much money +they've raised here?" + +"Over three thousand. This town is the greatest town for giving--give +to the cholera down South, give to Johnstown, give to Grinnell, give to +cyclones, give to fires. _The Freeman_ always starts up a subscription, +and Mr. Bayard runs the thing, and Mr. Lossing always gives. Mother, +I tell you HE makes them hustle when he takes hold. He's the chairman +here, and he has township chairmen appointed for every township. He's +so popular they start in to oblige him, and then, someway, he makes them +all interested. I must tell you of a funny letter he had to-day from +a Captain Ferguson, out at Baxter. He's a rich farmer with lots of +influence and a great worker, Mr. Lossing says. But this is 'most word +for word what he wrote: 'Dear Sir: I am sorry for the Russians, but my +wife is down with the la grippe, and I can't get a hired girl; so I have +to stay with her. If you'll get me a hired girl, I'll get you a lot of +money for the Russians.'" + +"Did he git a girl? I mean Mr. Lossing." + +"No, ma'am. He said he'd try if it was the city, but it was easier +finding gold-mines than girls that would go into the country. See here, +I'm forgetting your presents. Mother, you look real dragged and--queer!" + +"It's nothing; jist a thought kinder struck me 'bout--'bout that girl." + +Tilly was sorting out the parcels and explaining them; at the end of her +task her mind harked back to an old grievance. "Mother," said she, "I've +been thinking for a long time, and I've made up my mind." + +"Yes, dearie." Mrs. Louder's eyes grew troubled. She knew something of +the quality of Tilly's mind, which resembled her father's in a peculiar +immobility. Once let her decision run into any mould (be it whatsoever +it might), and let it stiffen, there was no chance, any more than with +other iron things, of its bending. + +"Positively I could hardly get up the stairs today," said Tilly--she was +putting her jacket and hat away in her orderly fashion; of necessity +her back was to Mrs. Louder--"there was such a raft of people wanting to +send stuff and messages to you. You are just working yourself to death; +and, mother, I am convinced we have _got to move!_" + +Mrs. Louder dropped into a chair and gasped. The baby, who had fallen +asleep, stirred uneasily. It was not a pretty child; its face was heavy, +its little cheeks were roughened by the wind, its lower lip sagged, +its chin creased into the semblance of a fat old man's. But Jane Louder +gazed down on it with infinite compassion. She stroked its head as she +spoke. + +"Tilly," said she, "I've been in this block, Mrs. Carleton and me, ever +since it was built; and, some way, between us we've managed to keep +the run of all the folks in it; at least when they were in any trouble. +We've worked together like sisters. She's 'Piscopal, and I guess I'm +Unitarian; but never a word between us. We tended the Willardses through +diphtheria and the Hopkinses through small-pox, and we steamed and +fumigated the rooms together. It was her first found out the Dillses +were letting that twelve-year-old child run the gasoline stove, and +she threatened to tell Mr. Lossing, and they begged off; and when it +exploded we put it out together, with flour out of her flour-barrel, for +the poor, shiftless things hadn't half a sack full of their own; and her +and me, we took half the care of that little neglected Ellis baby that +was always sitting down in the sticky fly-paper, poor innocent child. +He's took the valedictory at the High School, Tilly, now. No, Tilly, I +couldn't bring myself to leave this building, where I've married them, +and buried them, and born them, you may say, being with so many of their +mothers; I feel like they was all my children. Don't ASK me." + +Tilly's head went upward and backward with a little dilatation of the +nostrils. "Now, mother," said she in a voice of determined gentleness, +"just listen to me. Would I ask you to do anything that wouldn't be for +your happiness? I have found a real pretty house up on Fifteenth Street; +and we'll keep house together, just as cosey; and have a woman come to +wash and iron and scrub, so it won't be a bit hard; and be right on the +street-cars; and you won't have to drudge helping Mrs. Carleton extra +times with her restaurant." + +"But, Tilly," eagerly interrupted Mrs. Louder, "you know I dearly love +to cook, and she PAYS me. I couldn't feel right to take any of the +pension money, or the little property your father left me, away from +the house expenses; but what I earn myself, it is SUCH a comfort to give +away out of THAT." + +Tilly ran over and kissed the agitated face. "You dear, generous +mother!" cried she, "I'LL give you all the money you want to spend or +give. I got another rise in my salary of five a month. Don't you worry." + +"You ain't thinking of doing anything right away, Tilly?" + +"Don't you think it's best done and over with, after we've decided, +mother? You have worked so hard all your life I want to give you some +ease and peace now." + +"But, Tilly, I love to work; I wouldn't be happy to do nothing, and I'd +get so fleshy!" + +Tilly only laughed. She did not crave the show of authority. Let her +but have her own way, she would never flaunt her victories. She was +imperious, but she was not arrogant. For months she had been pondering +how to give her mother an easier life; and she set the table for supper, +in a filial glow of satisfaction, never dreaming that her mother, in the +kitchen, was keeping her head turned from the stove lest she should cry +into the fried ham and stewed potatoes. But, at a sudden thought, Jane +Louder laid her big spoon down to wipe her eyes. + +"Here you are, Jane Louder"--thus she addressed herself--"mourning +and grieving to leave your friends and be laid aside for a useless old +woman, and jist be taken care of, and you clean forgetting the chance +the Lord gives you to help more'n you ever helped in your life! For +shame!" + +A smile of exaltation, of lofty resolution, erased the worry lines on +her face. "Why, it might be to save twenty lives," said she; but in the +very speaking of the words a sharp pain wrenched her heart again, and +she caught up the baby from the floor, where he sat in a wall of chairs, +and sobbed over him: "Oh, how can I go away when I got to go for good so +soon? I want every minnit!" + +She never thought of disputing Tilly's wishes. "It's only fair," said +Jane. "She's lived here all these years to please me, and now I ought to +be willing to go to please her." + +Neither did she for a moment hope to change Tilly's determination. +"She was the settest baby ever was," thought poor Jane, tossing on her +pillow, in the night watches, "and it's grown with every inch of her!" + +But in the morning she surprised her daughter. "Tilly," said she at the +breakfast-table, "Tilly, I got something I must do, and I don't want you +to oppose me." + +"Good gracious, ma!" said Tilly; "as if I ever opposed you!" + +"You know how bad I have been feeling about the poor Russians------" + +"Well?" + +"And how I've wished and wished I could do something--something to +COUNT? I never could, Tilly, because I ain't got the money or the +intellect; but s'posing I could do it for somebody else, like this +Captain Ferguson who could do so much if he just could get a hired girl +to take care of his wife. Well, I do know how to cook and to keep a +house neat and to do for the sick----" + +Tilly could restrain herself no longer; her voice rose to a shout of +dismay--"Mother Louder, you AIN'T thinking of going to be the Ferguson's +_hired girl!_" + +"Not their hired girl, Tilly; just their help, so as he can work for +those poor starving creatures." Jane strangled a sob in her throat. +Tilly, in a kind of stupor of bewilderment, frowned at her plate. Then +her clouded face cleared. If Mrs. Louder had surprised her daughter, her +daughter repaid the surprise. "Well, if you feel that way, mother," said +she, "I won't say a word; and I'll ask Mr. Lossing to explain to the +Fergusons and fix everything. He will." + +"You're real good, Tilly." + +"And while you're gone I guess it will be a good plan to move and git +settled----" + +For some reason Tilly's throat felt dry, she lifted her cup. She did not +intend to look across the table, but her eyes escaped her. She set the +coffee down untasted. The clock was slow, she muttered; and she left the +room. + +Jane Louder remained in her place, with the same pale face, staring at +the table-cloth. + +"It don't seem like I COULD go, now," she thought dully to herself; "the +time's so awful short, I don't s'pose Maria Carleton can git up to see +me more'n once or twice a month, busy as she is! I got so to depend on +seeing her every day. A sister couldn't be kinder! I don't see how I am +going to bear it. And to go away, beforehand----" + +For a long while she sat, her face hardly changing. At last, when she +did push her chair away, her lips were tightly closed. She spoke to the +little pile of books lying on the table in the corner. "I cayn't--these +are my own and you are strangers!" She walked across the room to take up +the same magazine which Tilly had found her reading the day before. +When she began reading she looked stern--poor Jane, she was steeling her +heart--but in a little while she was sniffing and blowing her nose. +With a groan she flung the book aside. "It's no use, I would feel like a +murderer if I don't go!" said she. + +She did go. Harry Lossing made all the arrangements. Tilly was +satisfied. But, then, Tilly had not heard Harry's remark to his mother: +"Alma says Miss Louder is trying to make the old lady move against her +will. I dare say it would be better to give the young woman a chance to +miss her mother and take a little quiet think." + +Tilly saw her mother off on the train to Baxter, the Fergusons' station. +Being a provident, far-sighted, and also inexperienced traveller, she +had allowed a full half-hour for preliminary passages at arms with the +railway officials; and, as the train happened to be an hour late, she +found herself with time to spare, even after she had exhausted the +catalogue of possible deceptions and catastrophes by rail. During the +silence that followed her last warning, she sat mentally keeping tally +on her fingers. "Confidence men"--Tilly began with the thumb--"Never +give anybody her check. Never lend anybody money. Never write her +name to anything. Don't get out till conductor tells her. In case of +accident, telegraph me, and keep in the middle of the car, off the +trucks. Not take care of anybody's baby while she goes off for a minute. +Not take care of babies at all. Or children. Not talk to strangers--good +gracious!" + +Tilly felt a movement of impatience; there, after all her cautions, +there was her mother helping an old woman, an utterly strange old woman, +to pile a bird-cage on a bandbox surmounting a bag. The old woman was +clad in a black alpaca frock, made with the voluminous draperies of +years ago, but with the uncreased folds and the brilliant gloss of a +new gown. She wore a bonnet of a singular shape, unknown to fashion, but +made out of good velvet. Beneath the bonnet (which was large) appeared +a little, round, agitated old face, with bobbing white curls and white +teeth set a little apart in the mouth, a defect that brought a kind of +palpitating frankness into the expression. + +"Now, who HAS mother picked up now?" thought Tilly. "Well, praise be, +she hasn't a baby, anyhow!" + +She could hear the talk between the two; for the old woman being deaf, +Mrs. Louder elevated her voice, and the old woman, herself, spoke in a +high, thin pipe that somehow reminded Tilly of a lost lamb. + +"That's just so," said Mrs. Louder, "a body cayn't help worrying over a +sick child, especially if they're away from you." + +"Solon and Minnie wouldn't tell me," bleated the other woman, "they knew +I'd worry. Kinder hurt me they should keep things from me; but they +hate to have me upset. They are awful good children. But I suspicioned +something when Alonzo kept writing. Minnie, she wouldn't tell me, but +I pinned her down and it come out, Eliza had the grip bad. And, then, +nothing would do but I must go to her--why, Mrs. Louder, she's my child! +But they wouldn't hark to it. 'Fraid to have me travel alone----" + +"I guess they take awful good care of you," said Mrs. Louder; and she +sighed. + +"Yes, ma'am, awful." She, too, sighed. + +As she talked her eyes were darting about the room, eagerly fixed on +every new arrival. + +"Are you expecting anyone, Mrs. Higbee?" said Jane. They seemed, at +least, to know each other by name, thought Tilly; it was amazing the +number of people mother did know! + +"No," said Mrs. Higbee, "I--I--fact is, I'm kinder frightened. I--fact +is, Mrs. Louder, I guess I'll tell you, though I don't know you very +well; but I've known about you so long--I run away and didn't tell +'em. I just couldn't stay way from Liza. And I took the bird--for the +children; and it's my bird, and I was 'fraid Minnie would forget to feed +it and it would be lonesome. My children are awful kind good children, +but they don't understand. And if Solon sees me he will want me to go +back. I know I'm dretful foolish; and Solon and Minnie will make me see +I am. There won't be no good reason for me to go, and I'll have to stay; +and I feel as if I should FLY--Oh, massy sakes! there's Solon coming +down the street----" + +She ran a few steps in half a dozen ways, then fluttered back to her bag +and her cage. + +"Well," said Mrs. Louder, drawing herself up to her full height, "you +SHALL go if you want to." + +"Solon will find me, he'll know the bird-cage! Oh, dear! Oh, dear!" + +Then a most unexpected helper stepped upon the stage. What is the +mysterious instinct of rebellion to authority that, nine cases out of +ten, sends us to the aid of a fugitive? Tilly, the unconscious despot of +her own mother, promptly aided and abetted Solon's rebel mother in her +flight. + +"Not if _I_ carry it," said she, snatching up the bird-cage; "run inside +that den where they sell refreshments; he'll see ME and go somewhere +else." + +It fell out precisely as she planned. They heard Solon demanding a lady +with a bird-cage of the agent; they heard the agent's reply, given with +official indifference, "There she is, inside." Directly, Solon, a small +man with an anxious mien, ran into the waiting-room, flung a glance of +disappointment at Tilly, and ran out again. + +Tilly went to her client. "Did he look like he was anxious?" was the +mother's greeting. "Oh, I just know he and Minnie will be hunting me +everywhere. Maybe I had better go home, 'stead of to Baxter." + +"No, you hadn't," said Tilly, with decision. "Mother's going to Baxter, +too, and if you like, minnit you're safely off, I'll go tell your +folks." + +"You're real kind, I'd be ever so much obliged. And you don't mind your +ma travelling alone? ain't that nice for her!" She seemed much cheered +by the prospect of company and warmed into confidences. + +"I am kinder lonesome, sometimes, that's a fact," said she, "and I +kinder wish I lived in a block or a flat like your ma. You see, Minnie +teaches in the public school and she's away all day, and she don't like +to have me make company of the hired girl, though she's a real nice +girl. And there ain't nothing for me to do, and I feel like I wasn't no +use any more in the world. I remember that's what our old minister +in Ohio said once. He was a real nice old man; and they HAD thought +everything of him in the parish; but he got old and his sermons were +long; and so they got a young man for assistant; and they made HIM a +_pastor americus_, they called it--some sort of Latin. Folks did say +the young feller was stuck up and snubbed the old man; anyhow, he never +preached after young Lisbon come; and only made the first prayers. But +when the old folks would ask him to preach some of the old sermons +they had liked, he only would say, 'No, friends, I know more about my +sermons, now.' He didn't live very long, and I always kinder fancied +being a AMERICUS killed him. And some days I git to feeling like I was a +kinder AMERICUS myself." + +"That ain't fair to your children," said Tilly; "you ought to let them +know how you feel. Then they'd act different." + +"Oh, I don't know, I don't know. You see, miss, they're so sure they +know better'n me. Say, Mrs. Louder, be you going to visit relatives in +Baxter?" + +"No, ma'am, I'm going to take care of a sick lady," said Jane, "it's +kinder queer. Her name's Ferguson, her----" + +"For the land's sake!" screamed Mrs. Higbee, "why, that's my 'Liza!" She +was in a flutter of surprise and delight, and so absorbed was Tilly in +getting her and her unwieldy luggage into the car, that Jane's daughter +forgot to kiss her mother good-by. + +"Put your arm in QUICK," she yelled, as Jane essayed to kiss her hand +through the window; "don't EVER put your arm or your head out of a +train!"--the train moved away--"I do hope she'll remember what I told +her, and not lend anybody money, or come home lugging somebody else's +baby!" + +With such reflections, and an ugly sensation of loneliness creeping over +her, Tilly went to assure Miss Minnie Higbee of her mother's safety. She +described her reception to Harry Lossing and Alma, later. "She really +seemed kinder mad at me," says Tilly, "seemed to think I was interfering +somehow. And she hadn't any business to feel that way, for SHE didn't +know how I'd fooled her brother with that bird-cage. I guess the poor +old lady daren't call her soul her own. I'd hate to have my mother that +way--so 'fraid of me. MY mother shall go where she pleases, and stay +where she pleases, and DO as she pleases." + +"That makes me think," says Alma, "I heard you were going to move." + +"Yes, we are. Mother is working too hard. She knows everybody in the +building, and they call on her all the time; and I think the easiest way +out is just to move." + +Alma and Mr. Lossing exchanged glances. There is an Arabian legend of +an angel whose trade it is to decipher the language of faces. This angel +must have perceived that Alma's eyes said, with the courage of a second +in a duel, "Go on, now is the time!" and that Harry's answered, with +masculine pusillanimity, "I don't like to!" + +But he spoke. "Very likely your mother does sometimes work too hard," +said he. "But don't you think it would be harder for her not to work? +Why, she must have been in the building ever since my father bought +it; and she's been a janitor and a fire inspector and a doctor and a +ministering angel combined! That is why we never raised the rent to you +when we improved the building, and raised it on the others. My father +told me your mother was the best paying tenant he ever had. And don't +you remember how, when I used to come with him, when I was a little boy, +she used to take me in her room while he went the rounds? She was always +doing good to everybody, the same way. She has a heart as big as the +Mississippi, and I assure you, Miss Louder, you won't make her happy, +but miserable, if you try to dam up its channel. She has often told me +that she loved the building and all the people in it. They all love her. +I HOPE, Miss Louder, you'll think of those things before you decide. She +is so unselfish that she would go in a minute if she thought it would +make you happier." The angel aforesaid, during this speech (which Harry +delivered with great energy and feeling), must have had all his wits +busy on Tilly's impassive features; but he could read ardent approval, +succeeded by indignation, on Alma's countenance, at his first glance. +The indignation came when Tilly spoke. She said: "Thank you, Mr. +Lossing, you're very kind, I'm sure"--Harry softly kicked the +wastebasket under the desk--"but I guess it's best for us to go. I've +been thinking about it for six months, and I know it will be a hard +struggle for mother to go; but in a little while she will be glad +she went. It's only for her sake I am doing it; it ain't an easy or a +pleasant thing for me to do, either----" As Tilly stopped her voice was +unsteady, and the rare tears shone in her eyes. + +"What's best for her is the only question, of course," said Alma, +helping Harry off the field. + +In a few days Tilly received a long letter from her mother. Mr. Ferguson +was doing wonders for the Russians; the family were all very kind to her +and "nice folks" and easily pleased. ("Of COURSE they're pleased with +mother's cooking; what would they be made of if they weren't!" cried +Tilly.) It was wonderful how much help Mrs. Higbee was about the house, +and how happy it made her. Mrs. Ferguson had seemed real glad to see +her, and that made her happy. And then, maybe it helped a little, her +(Jane Louder's) telling Mrs. Ferguson ("accidental like") how Tilly +treated her, never trying to boss her, and letting her travel alone. +Perhaps, if Mrs. Ferguson kept on improving, they might let her come +home next week. And the letter ended: + + +"I will be so glad if they do, for I want to see you so bad, dear +daughter, and I want to see the old home once more before we leave. I +guess the house you tell me about will be very nice and convenient. I +do thank you, dear daughter, for being so nice and considerate about the +Russians. Give my love to Mrs. Carleton and all of them; and if little +Bobby Green hasn't missed school since I left, give him a nickel, +please; and please give that medical student on the fifth floor--I +forget his name--the stockings I mended. They are in the first drawer of +the walnut bureau. Good-by, my dear, good daughter. + +"MOTHER, JANE M. LOUDER." + + +When Tilly read the letter she was surrounded by wall-paper and carpet +samples. Her eyes grew moist before she laid it down; but she set her +mouth more firmly. + +"It is an awful short time, but I've just got to hurry and have it over +before she comes," said she. + +Next week Jane returned. She was on the train, waiting in her seat in +the car, when Captain Ferguson handed her Tilly's last letter, which had +lain in the post-office for three days. + +It was very short: + + +"DEAR MOTHER: I shall be very glad indeed to see you. I have a surprise +which I hope will be pleasant for you; anyhow, I truly have meant it for +your happiness. + +"Your affectionate daughter, + +"M. E. LOUDER." + + +There must have been, despite her shrewd sense, an obtuse streak in +Tilly, else she would never have written that letter. Jane read it +twice. The paper rattled in her hands. "Tilly has moved while I was +gone," she said; "I never shall live in the block again." She dropped +her veil over her face. She sat very quietly in her seat; but the +conductor who came for her ticket watched her sharply, she seemed so +dazed by his demand and was so long in finding the ticket. + +The train rumbled and hissed through darkening cornfields, into +scattered yellow lights of low houses, into angles of white light of +street-arcs and shop-windows, into the red and blue lights dancing +before the engines in the station. + +"Mother!" cried Tilly's voice. + +Jane let her and Harry Lossing take all her bundles and lift her out of +the car. Whether she spoke a word she could not tell. She did rouse a +little at the vision of the Lossing carriage glittering at the street +corner; but she had not the sense to thank Harry Lossing, who placed her +in the carriage and lifted his hat in farewell. + +"What's he doing all that for, Tilly?" cried she; "there ain't--there +ain't nobody dead--Maria Carleton------" She stared at Tilly wildly. + +Tilly was oddly moved, though she tried to speak lightly. "No, no, there +ain't nothing wrong, at all. It's because you've done so much for the +Russians--and other folks! Now, ma, I'm going to be mysterious. You must +shut your eyes and shut your mouth until I tell you. That's a dear ma." + +It was vaguely comforting to have Tilly so affectionate. "I'm a wicked, +ungrateful woman to be so wretched," thought Jane; "I'll never let Tilly +know how I felt." + +In a surprisingly short time the carriage stopped. "Now, ma," said +Tilly. + +A great blaze of light seemed all about Jane Louder. There were the dear +familiar windows of the Lossing block. + +"Come up-stairs, ma," said Tilly. + +She followed like one in a dream; and like one in a dream she was pushed +into her own old parlor. The old parlor, but not quite the old parlor; +hung with new wall-paper, shining with new paint, soft under her feet +with a new carpet, it looked to Jane Louder like fairyland. + +"Oh, Tilly," she gasped; "oh, Tilly, ain't you moved?" + +"No, nor we ain't going to move, ma--that's the surprise! I took the +money I'd saved for moving, for the new carpet and new dishes; and the +Lossings they papered and painted. I was SO 'fraid we couldn't get done +in time. Alma and all the boarders are coming in pretty soon to +welcome you, and they've all chipped in for a little banquet at Mrs. +Carleton's--why, mother, you're crying! Mother, you didn't really think +I'd move when it made you feel so bad? I know I'm set and stubborn, +and I didn't take it well when Mr. Lossing talked to me; but the more I +thought it over, the more I seemed to myself like that hateful Minnie. +Oh, mother, I ain't, am I? You shall do just exactly as you like all the +days of your life!" + + + + +AN ASSISTED PROVIDENCE + +IT was the Christmas turkeys that should be held responsible. Every year +the Lossings give each head of a family in their employ, and each +lad helping to support his mother, a turkey at Christmastide. As the +business has grown, so has the number of turkeys, until it is now +well up in the hundreds, and requires a special contract. Harry, one +Christmas, some two years ago, bought the turkeys at so good a bargain +that he felt the natural reaction in an impulse to extravagance. In +the very flood-tide of the money-spending yearnings, he chanced to +pass Deacon Hurst's stables and to see two Saint Bernard puppies, of +elephantine size but of the tenderest age, gambolling on the sidewalk +before the office. Deacon Hurst, I should explain, is no more a deacon +than I am; he is a livery-stable keeper, very honest, a keen and solemn +sportsman, and withal of a staid demeanor and a habitual garb of black. +Now you know as well as I any reason for his nickname. + +Deacon Hurst is fond of the dog as well as of that noble animal the +horse (he has three copies of "Black Beauty" in his stable, which would +do an incalculable amount of good if they were ever read!); and he +usually has half a dozen dogs of his own, with pedigrees long enough +for a poor gentlewoman in a New England village. He told Harry that the +Saint Bernards were grandsons of Sir Bevidere, the "finest dog of his +time in the world, sir;" that they were perfectly marked and very +large for their age (which Harry found it easy to believe of the young +giants), and that they were "ridiculous, sir, at the figger of two +hundred and fifty!" (which Harry did not believe so readily); and, after +Harry had admired and studied the dogs for the space of half an hour, +he dropped the price, in a kind of spasm of generosity, to two hundred +dollars. Harry was tempted to close the bargain on the spot, hot-headed, +but he decided to wait and prepare his mother for such a large addition +to the stable. + +The more he dwelt on the subject the more he longed to buy the dogs. + +In fact, a time comes to every healthy man when he wants a dog, just +as a time comes when he wants a wife; and Harry's dog was dead. +By consequence, Harry was in the state of sensitive affection and +desolation to which a promising new object makes the most moving appeal. +The departed dog (Bruce by name) had been a Saint Bernard; and Deacon +Hurst found one of the puppies to have so much the expression of +countenance of the late Bruce that he named him Bruce on the spot--a +little before Harry joined the group. Harry did not at first recognize +this resemblance, but he grew to see it; and, combined with the dog's +affectionate disposition, it softened his heart. By the time he told his +mother he was come to quoting Hurst's adjectives as his own. + +"Beauties, mother," says Harry, with sparkling eyes; "the markings are +perfect--couldn't be better; and their heads are shaped just right! +You can't get such watch-dogs in the world! And, for all their enormous +strength, gentle as a lamb to women and children! And, mother, one of +them looks like Bruce!" + +"I suppose they would want to be housedogs," says Mrs. Lossing, a little +dubiously, but looking fondly at Harry's handsome face; "you know, +somehow, all our dogs, no matter how properly they start in a kennel, +end by being so hurt if we keep them there that they come into the +house. And they are so large, it is like having a pet lion about." + +"These dogs, mother, shall never put a paw in the house." + +"Well, I hope just as I get fond of them they will not have the +distemper and die!" said Mrs. Lossing; which speech Harry rightly took +for the white flag of surrender. + +That evening he went to find Hurst and clinch the bargain. As it +happened, Hurst was away, driving an especially important political +personage to an especially important political council. The day +following was a Sunday; but, by this time, Harry was so bent upon +obtaining the dogs that he had it in mind to go to Hurst's house for +them in the afternoon. When Harry wants anything, from Saint Bernards to +purity in politics, he wants it with an irresistible impetus! If he +did wrong, his error was linked to its own punishment. But this is +anticipating, if not presuming; I prefer to leave Harry Lossing's +experience to paint its own moral without pushing. The event that +happened next was Harry's pulling out his check-book and beginning to +write a check, remarking, with a slight drooping of his eyelids, "Best +catch the deacon's generosity on the fly, or it may make a home run!" + +Then he let the pen fall on the blotter, for he had remembered the +day. After an instant's hesitation he took a couple of hundred-dollar +bank-notes out of a drawer (I think they were gifts for his two sisters +on Christmas day, for he is a generous brother; and most likely there +would be some small domestic joke about engravings to go with them); +these he placed in the right-hand pocket of his waistcoat. In his +left-hand waistcoat pocket were two five-dollar notes. + +Harry was now arrayed for church. He was a figure to please any woman's +eye, thought his mother, as she walked beside him, and gloried silently +in his six feet of health and muscle and dainty cleanliness. He was in a +most amiable mood, what with the Saint Bernards and the season. As they +approached the cathedral close, Harry, not for the first time, admired +the pure Gothic lines of the cathedral, and the soft blending of grays +in the stone with the warmer hues of the brown network of Virginia +creeper that still fluttered, a remnant of the crimson adornings of +autumn. Beyond were the bare, square outlines of the old college, with +a wooden cupola perched on the roof, like a little hat on a fat man, +the dull-red tints of the professors' houses, and the withered lawns and +bare trees. The turrets and balconies and arched windows of the boys' +school displayed a red background for a troop of gray uniforms and +blazing buttons; the boys were forming to march to church. Opposite the +boys' school stood the modest square brick house that had served the +first bishop of the diocese during laborious years. Now it was the +dean's residence. Facing it, just as you approached the cathedral, the +street curved into a half-circle on either side, and in the centre the +granite soldier on his shaft looked over the city that would honor him. +Harry saw the tall figure of the dean come out of his gate, the long +black skirts of his cassock fluttering under the wind of his big steps. +Beside him skipped and ran, to keep step with him, a little man in +ill-fitting black, of whose appearance, thus viewed from the rear, one +could only observe stooping shoulders and iron-gray hair that curled at +the ends. + +"He must be the poor missionary who built his church himself," Mrs. +Lossing observed; "he is not much of a preacher, the dean said, but he +is a great worker and a good pastor." + +"So much the better for his people, and the worse for us!" says Harry, +cheerfully. + +"Why?" + +"Naturally. We shall get the poor sermon and they will get the good +pastoring!" + +Then Harry caught sight of a woman's frock and a profile that he knew, +and thought no more of the preacher, whoever he might be. + +But he was in the chancel in plain view, after the procession of +choir-boys had taken their seats. He was an elderly man with thin +cheeks and a large nose. He had one of those great, orotund voices that +occasionally roll out of little men, and he read the service with a +misjudged effort to fill the building. The building happened to have +peculiarly fine acoustic properties; but the unfortunate man roared like +him of Bashan. There was nothing of the customary ecclesiastical dignity +and monotony about his articulation; indeed, it grew plain and plainer +to Harry that he must have "come over" from some franker and more +emotional denomination. It seemed quite out of keeping with his homely +manner and crumpled surplice that this particular reader should intone. +Intone, nevertheless, he did; and as badly as mortal man well could! It +was not so much that his voice or his ear went wrong; he would have had +a musical voice of the heavy sort, had he not bellowed; neither did his +ear betray him; the trouble seemed to be that he could not decide when +to begin; now he began too early, and again, with a startled air, he +began too late, as if he had forgotten. + +"I hope he will not preach," thought Harry, who was absorbed in a rapt +contemplation of his sweetheart's back hair. He came back from a tender +revery (by way of a little detour into the furniture business and the +establishment that a man of his income could afford) to the church and +the preacher and his own sins, to find the strange clergyman in the +pulpit, plainly frightened, and bawling more loudly than ever under the +influence of fear. He preached a sermon of wearisome platitudes; making +up for lack of thought by repetition, and shouting himself red in the +face to express earnestness. "Fourth-class Methodist effort," thought +the listener in the Lossing pew, stroking his fair mustache, "with +Episcopal decorations! That man used to be a Methodist minister, and +he was brought into the fold by a high-churchman. Poor fellow, the +Methodist church polity has a place for such fellows as he; but he is a +stray sheep with us. He doesn't half catch on to the motions; yet I'll +warrant he is proud of that sermon, and his wife thinks it one of the +great efforts of the century." Here Harry took a short rest from the +sermon, to contemplate the amazing moral phenomenon: how robust can be a +wife's faith in a commonplace husband! + +"Now, this man," reflected Harry, growing interested in his own fancies, +"this man never can have LIVED! He doesn't know what it is to suffer, he +has only vegetated! Doubtless, in a prosaic way, he loves his wife +and children; but can a fellow who talks like him have any delicate +sympathies or any romance about him? He looks honest; I think he is a +right good fellow and works like a soldier; but to be so stupid as he +is, ought to HURT!" + +Harry felt a whimsical moving of sympathy towards the preacher. He +wondered why he continually made gestures with the left arm, never with +his right. + +"It gives a one-sided effect to his eloquence," said he. But he thought +that he understood when an unguarded movement revealed a rent which had +been a mended place in the surplice. + +"Poor fellow," said Harry. He recalled how, as a boy, he had gone to a +fancy-dress ball in Continental smallclothes, so small that he had been +strictly cautioned by his mother and sisters not to bow except with the +greatest care, lest he rend his magnificence and reveal that it was too +tight to allow an inch of underclothing. The stockings, in particular, +had been short, and his sister had providently sewed them on to the +knee-breeches, and to guard against accidents still further, had pinned +as well as sewed, the pins causing Harry much anguish. + +"Poor fellow!" said Harry again, "I wonder is HE pinned somewhere? I +feel like giving him a lift; he is so prosy it isn't likely anyone else +will feel moved to help." + +Thus it came about that when the dean announced that the alms this day +would be given to the parish of our friend who had just addressed us; +and the plate paused before the Lossing pew, Harry slipped his hand into +his waistcoat pocket after those two five-dollar notes. + +I should explain that Harry being a naturally left-handed boy, who has +laboriously taught himself the use of his right hand, it is a family +joke that he is like the inhabitants of Nineveh, who could not +tell their right hand from their left. But Harry himself has always +maintained that he can tell as well as the next man. + +Out drifted the flock of choir-boys singing, "For thee, oh dear, dear +country," and presently, following them, out drifted the congregation; +among the crowd the girl that Harry loved, not so quickly that he had +not time for a look and a smile (just tinged with rose); and because she +was so sweet, so good, so altogether adorable, and because she had not +only smiled but blushed, and, unobserved, he had touched the fur of her +jacket, the young man walked on air. + +He did not remember the Saint Bernards until after the early Sunday +dinner, and during the after-dinner cigar. He was sitting in the +library, before some blazing logs, at peace with all the world. To him, +thus, came his mother and announced that the dean and "that man who +preached this morning, you know," were waiting in the other room. + +"They seem excited," said she, "and talk about your munificence. What +HAVE you been doing?" + +"Appear to make a great deal of fuss over ten dollars," said Harry, +lightly, as he sauntered out of the door. + +The dean greeted him with something almost like confusion in his +cordiality; he introduced his companion as the Rev. Mr. Gilling. + +"Mr. Gilling could not feel easy until he had----" + +"Made sure about there being no mistake," interrupted Mr. Gilling; +"I--the sum was so great------" + +A ghastly suspicion shot like a fever-flush over Harry's mind. Could it +be possible? There were the two other bills; could he have given one of +them? Given that howling dervish a hundred dollars? The thought was too +awful! + +"It was really not enough for you to trouble yourself," he said; "I dare +say you are thanking the wrong man." He felt he must say something. + +To his surprise the dean colored, while the other clergyman answered, in +all simplicity: + +"No, sir, no, sir. I know very well. The only other bill, except +dollars, on the plate, the dean here gave, and the warden remembers that +you put in two notes--I"--he grew quite pale--"I can't help thinking you +maybe intended to put in only ONE!" His voice broke, he tried to control +it. "The sum is so VERY large!" quavered he. + +"I have given him BOTH bills, two hundred dollars!" thought Harry. He +sat down. He was accustomed to read men's faces, and plainly as ever +he had read, he could read the signs of distress and conflict on the +prosaic, dull features before him. + +"I INTENDED to put in two bills," said he. Gilling gave a little +gasp--so little, only a quick ear could have caught it; but Harry's +ear is quick. He twisted one leg around the other, a further sign of +deliverance of mind. + +"Well, sir, well, Mr. Lossing," he remarked, clearing his throat, +"I cannot express to you properly the--the appreciation I have of +your--your PRINCELY gift!" (Harry changed a groan into a cough and tried +to smile.) "I would like to ask you, however, HOW you would like it to +be divided. There are a number of worthy causes: the furnishing of the +church, which is in charge of the Ladies' Aid Society; they are very +hard workers, the ladies of our church. And there is the Altar Guild, +which has the keeping of the altar in order. They are mostly young +girls, and they used to wash my things--I mean the vestments" +(blushing)--"but they--they were so young they were not careful, and my +wife thought she had best wash the--vestments herself, but she +allowed them to laundry the other--ah, things." There was the same +discursiveness in his talk as in his sermon, Harry thought; and the +same uneasy restlessness of manner. "Then, we give to--various causes, +and--and there is, also, my own salary----" + +"That is what it was intended for," said Harry. "I hope the two hundred +dollars will be of some use to you, and then, indirectly, it will help +your church." + +Harry surprised a queer glance from the dean's brown eyes; there was +both humor and a something else that was solemn enough in it. The dean +had believed that there was a mistake. + +"All of it! To ME!" cried Gilling. + +"All of it. To YOU," Harry replied, dryly. He was conscious of the +dean's gaze upon him. "I had a sudden impulse," said he, "and I gave it; +that is all." + +The tears rose to the clergyman's eyes; he tried to wink them away, then +he tried to brush them away with a quick rub of his fingers, then he +sprang up and walked to the window, his back to Harry. Directly he was +facing the young man again, and speaking. + +"You must excuse me, Mr. Lossing; since my sickness a little thing +upsets me." + +"Mr. Gilling had diphtheria last spring," the dean struck in, "there was +an epidemic of diphtheria, in Matin's Junction; Mr. Gilling really saved +the place; but his wife and he both contracted the disease, and his wife +nearly died." + +Harry remembered some story that he had heard at the time--his eyes +began to light up as they do when he is moved. + +"Why, YOU are the man that made them disinfect their houses," cried he, +"and invented a little oven or something to steam mattresses and things. +You are the man that nursed them and buried them when the undertaker +died. You digged graves with your own hands--I say, I should like to +shake hands with you!" + +Gilling shook hands, submissively, but looking bewildered. + +He cleared his throat. "Would you mind, Mr. Lossing, if I took up your +time so far as to tell you what so overcame me?" + +"I should be glad----" + +"You see, sir, my wife was the daughter of the Episcopal minister--I +mean the rector, at the town--well, it wasn't a town, it was two or +three towns off in Shelby County where I had my circuit. You may be +surprised, sir, to know that I was once a Methodist minister." + +"Is it possible?" said Harry. + +"Yes, sir. Her father--my wife's, I mean--was about as high a churchman +as he could be, and be married. He induced me to join our communion; and +very soon after I was married. I hope, Mr. Lossing, you'll come and see +us some time, and see my wife. She--are you married?" + +"I am not so fortunate." + +"A good wife cometh from the Lord, sir, SURE! I thought I appreciated +mine, but I guess I didn't. She had two things she wanted, and one I +did want myself; but the other--I couldn't seem to bring my mind to it, +no--anyhow! We hadn't any children but one that died four years ago, +a little baby. Ever since she died my wife has had a longing to have +a stained-glass window, with the picture, you know, of Christ blessing +little children, put into our little church. In Memoriam, you know. +Seems as if, now we've lost the baby, we think all the more of the +church. Maybe she was a sort of idol to us. Yes, sir, that's one thing +my wife fairly longed for. We've saved our money, what we COULD save; +there are so many calls; during the sickness, last winter, the sick +needed so many things, and it didn't seem right for us to neglect them +just for our baby's window; and--the money went. The other thing was +different. My wife has got it into her head I have a fine voice. And +she's higher church than I am; so she has always wanted me to INTONE. I +told her I'd look like a fool intoning, and there's no mistake about +it, I DO! But she couldn't see it that way. It was 'most the only point +wherein we differed; and last spring, when she was so sick, and I didn't +know but I'd lose her, it was dreadful to me to think how I'd +crossed her. So, Mr. Lossing, when she got well I promised her, for a +thank-offering, I'd intone. And I have ever since. My people know me so +well, and we've been through so much together, that they didn't make any +fuss--though they are not high--fact is, I'm not high myself. But they +were kind and considerate, and I got on pretty well at home; but when +I came to rise up in that great edifice, before that cultured and +intellectual audience, so finely dressed, it did seem to me I could NOT +do it! I was sorely tempted to break my promise. I was, for a fact." He +drew a long breath. "I just had to pray for grace, or I never would have +pulled through. I had the sermon my wife likes best with me; but I know +it lacks--it lacks--it isn't what you need! I was dreadfully scared and +I felt miserable when I got up to preach it--and then to think that you +were--but it is the Lord's doing and marvellous in our eyes! I don't +know what Maggie will say when I tell her we can get the window. The +best she hoped was I'd bring back enough so the church could pay me +eighteen dollars they owe on my salary. And now--it's wonderful! Why, +Mr. Lossing, I've been thinking so much and wanting so to get that +window for her, that, hearing the dean wanted some car-pentering done, I +thought maybe, as I'm a fair carpenter--that was my trade once, sir--I'd +ask him to let ME do the job. I was aware there is nothing in our +rules--I mean our canons--to prevent me, and nobody need know I was the +rector of Matin's Junction, because I would come just in my overalls. +There is a cheap place where I could lodge, and I could feed myself for +almost nothing, living is so cheap. I was praying about that, too. +Now, your noble generosity will enable me to donate what they owe on my +salary, and get the window too!" + +"Take my advice," said Harry, "donate nothing. Say nothing about this +gift; I will take care of the warden, and I can answer for the dean." + +"Yes," said the dean, "on the whole, Gilling, you would better say +nothing, I think; Mr. Lossing is more afraid of a reputation for +generosity than of the small-pox." + +The older man looked at Harry with glistening eyes of admiration; with +what Christian virtues of humility he was endowing that embarrassed +young man, it is painful to imagine. + +The dean's eyes twinkled above his handkerchief, which hid his mouth, as +he rose to make his farewells. He shook hands, warmly. "God bless you, +Harry," said he. Gilling, too, wrung Harry's hands; he was seeking some +parting word of gratitude, but he could only choke out, "I hope you will +get MARRIED some time, Mr. Lossing, then you'll understand." + +"Well," said Harry, as the door closed, and he flung out his arms and +his chest in a huge sigh, "I do believe it was better than the puppies!" + + + + +HARRY LOSSING + +THE note-book of Mr. Horatio Armorer, president of our street railways, +contained a page of interest to some people in our town, on the occasion +of his last visit. + +He wrote it while the train creaked over the river, and the porter of +his Pullman car was brushing all the dust that had been distributed on +the passengers' clothing, into the main aisle. + +If you had seen him writing it (with a stubby little pencil that he +occasionally brightened with the tip of his tongue), you would not have +dreamed him to be more profoundly disturbed than he had been in years. +Nor would the page itself have much enlightened you. + + "_See abt road M-- D-- See L + See E & M tea-set + See abt L_." + + +Translated into long-hand, this reads: "See about the street-car road, +Marston (the superintendent) and Dane (the lawyer). See Lossing, see +Esther and Maggie, and remember about tea-set. See about Lossing." + +His memoranda written, he slipped the book in his pocket, reflecting +cynically, "There's habit! I've no need of writing that. It's not +pleasant enough to forget!" + +Thirty odd years ago, Horatio Armorer--they called him 'Raish, then--had +left the town to seek his fortune in Chicago. It was his daydream to +wrestle a hundred thousand dollars out of the world's tight fists, and +return to live in pomp on Brady Street hill! He should drive a buggy +with two horses, and his wife should keep two girls. Long ago, the +hundred thousand limit had been reached and passed, next the million; +and still he did not return. His father, the Presbyterian minister, left +his parish, or, to be exact, was gently propelled out of his parish by +the disaffected; the family had a new home; and the son, struggling to +help them out of his scanty resources, went to the new parish and not +to the old. He grew rich, he established his brothers and sisters in +prosperity, he erected costly monuments and a memorial church to his +parents (they were beyond any other gifts from him); he married, and +lavished his money on three daughters; but the home of his youth neither +saw him nor his money until Margaret Ellis bought a house on Brady +Street, far up town, where she could have all the grass that she wanted. +Mrs. Ellis was a widow and rich. Not a millionaire like her brother, but +the possessor of a handsome property. + +She was the best-natured woman in the world, and never guessed how hard +her neighbors found it to forgive her for always calling their town of +thirty thousand souls, "the country." She said that she had pined for +years to live in the country, and have horses, and a Jersey cow and +chickens, and "a neat pig." All of which modest cravings she gratified +on her little estate; and the gardener was often seen with a scowl and +the garden hose, keeping the pig neat. + +It was later that Mr. Armorer had bought the street railways, they +having had a troublous history and being for sale cheap. Nobody that +knows Armorer as a business man would back his sentiment by so much +as an old shoe; yet it was sentiment, and not a good bargain, that had +enticed the financier. Once engaged, the instincts of a shrewd trader +prompted him to turn it into a good bargain, anyhow. His fancy was +pleased by a vision of a return to the home of his childhood and his +struggling youth, as a greater personage than his hopes had ever dared +promise. + +But, in the event, there was little enough gratification for his vanity. +Not since his wife's death had he been so harassed and anxious; for he +came not in order to view his new property, but because his sister +had written him her suspicions that Harry Lossing wanted to marry his +youngest daughter. + +Armorer arrived in the early dawn. Early as it was, a handsome victoria, +with horses sleeker of skin and harness heavier and brighter than one +is used to meet outside the great cities, had been in waiting for twenty +minutes; while for that space of time a pretty girl had paced up and +down the platform. The keenest observer among the crowd, airing its meek +impatience on the platform, did not detect any sign of anxiety in her +behavior. She walked erect, with a step that left a clean-cut footprint +in the dust, as girls are trained to walk nowadays. Her tailor-made +gown of fine blue serge had not a wrinkle. It was so simple that only +a fashionable woman could guess anywhere near the awful sum total which +that plain skirt, that short jacket, and that severe waistcoat had once +made on a ruled sheet of paper. When she turned her face toward the low, +red station-house and the people, it looked gentle, and the least in the +world sad. She had one of those clear olive skins that easily grow pale; +it was pale to-day. Her black hair was fine as spun silk; the coil under +her hat-brim shone as she moved. The fine hair, the soft, transparent +skin, and the beautiful marking of her brows were responsible for an air +of fragile daintiness in her person, just as her almond-shaped, +liquid dark eyes and unsmiling mouth made her look sad. It was a most +attractive face, in all its moods; sometimes it was a beautiful face; +yet it did not have a single perfect feature except the mouth, which--at +least so Harry Lossing told his mother--might have been stolen from the +Venus of Milo. Even the mouth, some critics called too small for her +nose; but it is as easy to call her nose too large for her mouth. + +The instant she turned her back on the bustle of the station, all the +lines in her face seemed to waver and the eyes to brighten. Finally, +when the train rolled up to the platform and a young-looking elderly man +swung himself nimbly off the steps, the color flared up in her cheeks, +only to sink as suddenly; like a candle flame in a gust of wind. + +Mr. Armorer put his two arms and his umbrella and travelling-bag about +the charming shape in blue, at the same time exclaiming, "You're a good +girl to come out so early, Essie! How's Aunt Meg?" + +"Oh, very well. She would have come too, but she hasn't come back from +training." + +"Training?" + +"Yes, dear, she has a regular trainer, like John L. Sullivan, you know. +She drives out to the park with Eliza and me, and walks and runs races, +and does gymnastics. She has lost ten pounds." + +Armorer wagged his head with a grin: "I dare say. I thought so when you +began. Meg is always moaning and groaning because she isn't a sylph! +She will make her cook's life a burden for about two months and lose ten +pounds, and then she will revel in ice-cream! Last time, she was raving +about Dr. Salisbury and living on beefsteak sausages, spending a fortune +starving herself." + +"She had Dr. Salisbury's pamphlet; but Cardigan told her it was a long +way out; so she said she hated to have it do no one any good, and she +gave it to Maria, one of the maids, who is always fretting because she +is so thin." + +"But the thing was to cure fat people!" + +"Precisely." Esther laughed a little low laugh, at which her father's +eyes shone; "but you see she told Maria to exactly reverse the advice +and eat everything that was injurious to stout people, and it would be +just right for her." + +"I perceive," said Armorer, dryly; "very ingenious and feminine scheme. +But who is Cardigan?" + +"Shuey Cardigan? He is the trainer. He is a fireman in a furniture shop, +now; but he used to be the boxing teacher for some Harvard men; and he +was a distinguished pugilist, once. He said to me, modestly, 'I don't +suppose you will have seen my name in the _Police Gazette_, miss?' But +he really is a very sober, decent man, notwithstanding." + +"Your Aunt Meg always was picking up queer birds! Pray, who introduced +this decent pugilist?" + +Esther was getting into the carriage; her face was turned from him, but +he could see the pink deepen in her ear and the oval of her cheek. She +answered that it was a friend of theirs, Mr. Lossing. As if the name had +struck them both dumb, neither spoke for a few moments. Armorer bit a +sigh in two. "Essie," said he, "I guess it is no use to side-track the +subject. You know why I came here, don't you?" + +"Aunt Meg told me what she wrote to you." + +"I knew she would. She had compunctions of conscience letting him hang +round you, until she told me; and then she had awful gripes because she +had told, and had to confess to YOU!" + +He continued in a different tone: "Essie, I have missed your mother +a long while, and nobody knows how that kind of missing hurts; but it +seems to me I never missed her as I do to-day. I need her to advise me +about you, Essie. It is like this: I don't want to be a stern parent +any more than you want to elope on a rope ladder. We have got to look +at this thing together, my dear little girl, and try to--to trust each +other." + +"Don't you think, papa," said Esther, smiling rather tremulously, "that +we would better wait, before we have all these solemn preparations, +until we know surely whether Mr. Lossing wants me?" + +"Don't you know surely?" + +"He has never said anything of--of that--kind." + +"Oh, he is in love with you fast enough," growled Armorer; but a smile +of intense relief brightened his face. "Now, you see, my dear, all I +know about this young man, except that he wants my daughter--which you +will admit is not likely to prejudice me in his favor--is that he is +mayor of this town and has a furniture store----" + +"A manufactory; it is a very large business!" + +"All right, manufactory, then; all the same he is not a brilliant match +for my daughter, not such a husband as your sisters have." Esther's lip +quivered and her color rose again; but she did not speak. "Still I will +say that I think a fellow who can make his own fortune is better than +a man with twice that fortune made for him. My dear, if Lossing has the +right stuff in him and he is a real good fellow, I shan't make you go +into a decline by objecting; but you see it is a big shock to me, and +you must let me get used to it, and let me size the young man up in my +own way. There is another thing, Esther; I am going to Europe Thursday, +that will give me just a day in Chicago if I go to-morrow, and I wish +you would come with me. Will you mind?" + +Either she changed her seat or she started at the proposal. But how +could she say that she wanted to stay in America with a man who had not +said a formal word of love to her? "I can get ready, I think, papa," +said Esther. + +They drove on. He felt a crawling pain in his heart, for he loved his +daughter Esther as he had loved no other child of his; and he knew that +he had hurt her. Naturally, he grew the more angry at the impertinent +young man who was the cause of the flitting; for the whole European plan +had been cooked up since the receipt of Mrs. Ellis's letter. They were +on the very street down which he used to walk (for it takes the line of +the hills) when he was a poor boy, a struggling, ferociously ambitious +young man. He looked at the changed rows of buildings, and other +thoughts came uppermost for a moment. "It was here father's church used +to stand; it's gone, now," he said. "It was a wood church, painted a +kind of gray; mother had a bonnet the same color, and she used to say +she matched the church. I bought it with the very first money I earned. +Part of it came from weeding, and the weather was warm, and I can feel +the way my back would sting and creak, now! I would want to stop, often, +but I thought of mother in church with that bonnet, and I kept on! +There's the place where Seeds, the grocer that used to trust us, had +his store; it was his children had the scarlet fever, and mother went +to nurse them. My! but how dismal it was at home! We always got more +whippings when mother was away. Your grandfather was a good man, too +honest for this world, and he loved every one of his seven children; +but he brought us up to fear him and the Lord. We feared him the most, +because the Lord couldn't whip us! He never whipped us when we did +anything, but waited until next day, that he might not punish in anger; +so we had all the night to anticipate it. Did I ever tell you of the +time he caught me in a lie? I was lame for a week after it. He never +caught me in another lie." + +"I think he was cruel; I can't help it, papa," cried Esther, with whom +this was an old argument, "still it did good, that time!" + +"Oh, no, he wasn't cruel, my dear," said Armorer, with a queer smile +that seemed to take only one-half of his face, not answering the last +words; "he was too sure of his interpretation of the Scripture, that was +all. Why, that man just slaved to educate us children; he'd have gone +to the stake rejoicing to have made sure that we should be saved. And of +the whole seven only one is a church member. Is that the road?" + +They could see a car swinging past, on a parallel street, its bent pole +hitching along the trolley-wire. + + +"Pretty scrubby-looking cars," commented Armorer; "but get our new +ordinance through the council, we can save enough to afford some fine +new cars. Has Lossing said anything to you about the ordinance and our +petition to be allowed to leave off the conductors?" + +"He hasn't said anything, but I read about it in the papers. Is it so +very important that it should be passed?" + +"Saving money is always important, my dear," said Armorer, seriously. + +The horses turned again. They were now opposite a fair lawn and a +house of wood and stone built after the old colonial pattern, as modern +architects see it. Esther pointed, saying: + +"Aunt Meg's, papa; isn't it pretty?" + +"Very handsome, very fine," said the financier, who knew nothing about +architecture, except its exceeding expense. "Esther, I've a notion; if +that young man of yours has brains and is fond of you he ought to be +able to get my ordinance through his little eight by ten city council. +There is our chance to see what stuff he is made of!" + +"Oh, he has a great deal of influence," said Esther; "he can do it, +unless--unless he thinks the ordinance would be bad for the city, you +know." + +"Confound the modern way of educating girls!" thought Armorer. "Now, it +would have been enough for Esther's mother to know that anything was for +my interests; it wouldn't have to help all out-doors, too!" + +But instead of enlarging on this point, he went into a sketch of the +improvements the road could make with the money saved by the change, +and was waxing eloquent when a lady of a pleasant and comely face, and a +trig though not slender figure, advanced to greet them. + + +It was after breakfast (and the scene was the neat pig's pen, where +Armorer was displaying his ignorance of swine) that he found his first +chance to talk with his sister alone. "Oh, first, Sis," said he, "about +your birthday, to-day; I telegraphed to Tiffany's for that silver +service, you know, that you liked, so you needn't think there's a +mistake when it comes." + +"Oh, 'Raish, that gorgeous thing! I must kiss you, if Daniel does see +me!" + +"Oh, that's all right," said Armorer, hastily, and began to talk of +the pig. Suddenly, without looking up, he dropped into the pig-pen the +remark: "I'm very much obliged to you for writing me, Meg." + +"I don't know whether to feel more like a virtuous sister or a villanous +aunt," sighed Mrs. Ellis; "things seemed to be getting on so rapidly +that it didn't seem right, Esther visiting me and all, not to give you a +hint; still, I am sure that nothing has been said, and it is horrid for +Esther, perfectly HORRID, discussing her proposals that haven't been +proposed!" + +"I don't want them ever to be proposed," said Armorer, gloomily. + +"I know you always said you didn't want Esther to marry; but I thought +if she fell in love with the right man--we know that marriage is a very +happy estate, sometimes, Horatio!" She sighed again. In her case it +was only the memory of happiness, for Colonel Ellis had been dead these +twelve years; but his widow mourned him still. + +"If you marry the right one, maybe," answered Armorer, grudgingly; +"but see here, Meg, Esther is different from the other girls; they got +married when Jenny was alive to look after them, and I knew the men, and +they were both big matches, you know. Then, too, I was so busy making +money while the other girls grew up that I hadn't time to get real well +acquainted with them. I don't think they ever kissed me, except when I +gave them a check. But Esther and I----" he drummed with his fingers on +the boards, his thin, keen face wearing a look that would have amazed +his business acquaintances--"you remember when her mother died, Meg? +Only fifteen, and how she took hold of things! And we have been together +ever since, and she makes me think of her grandmother and her mother +both. She's never had a wish I knew that I haven't granted--why, d---- +it! I've bought my clothes to please her----" + +"That's why you are become so well-dressed, Horatio; I wondered how you +came to spruce up so!" interrupted Mrs. Ellis. + +"It has been so blamed lonesome whenever she went to visit you, but yet +I wouldn't say a word because I knew what a good time she had; but if I +had known that there was a confounded, long-legged, sniffy young idiot +all that while trying to steal my daughter away from me!" In an access +of wrath at the idea Armorer wrenched off the picket that he clutched, +at which he laughed and stuck his hands in his pockets. + +"Why, Meg, the papers and magazines are always howling that women won't +marry," cried he, with a fresh sense of grievance; "now, two of my girls +have married, that's enough; there was no reason for me to expect any +more of them would! There isn't one d---- bit of need for Esther to +marry!" + +"But if she loves the young fellow and he loves her, won't you let them +be happy?" + +"He won't make her happy." + +"He is a very good fellow, truly and really, 'Raish. And he comes of a +good family----" + +"I don't care for his family; and as to his being moral and all that, I +know several young fellows that could skin him alive in a bargain +that are moral as you please. I have been a moral man, myself. But the +trouble with this Lossing (I told Esther I didn't know anything about +him, but I do), the trouble with him is that he is chock full of all +kinds of principles! Just as father was. Don't you remember how he lost +parish after parish because he couldn't smooth over the big men in them? +Lossing is every bit as pig-headed. I am not going to have my daughter +lead the kind of life my mother did. I want a son-in-law who ain't going +to think himself so much better than I am, and be rowing me for my way +of doing business. If Esther MUST marry I'd like her to marry a man with +a head on him that I can take into business, and who will be willing to +live with the old man. This Lossing has got his notions of making a sort +of Highland chief affair of the labor question, and we should get along +about as well as the Kilkenny cats!" + +Mrs. Ellis knew more than Esther about Armorer's business methods, +having the advantage of her husband's point of view; and Colonel Ellis +had kept the army standard of honor as well as the army ignorance of +business. To counterbalance, she knew more than anyone alive what a good +son and brother Horatio had always been. But she could not restrain a +smile at the picture of the partnership. + +"Precisely, you see yourself," said Armorer. "Meg"--hesitating--"you +don't suppose it would be any use to offer Esther a cool hundred +thousand to promise to bounce this young fellow?" + +"Horatio, NO!" cried Mrs. Ellis, tossing her pretty gray head +indignantly; "you'd insult her!" + +"Take it the same way, eh? Well, perhaps; Essie has high-toned notions. +That's all right, it is the thing for women. Mother had them too. Look +here, Meg, I'll tell you, I want to see if this young fellow has ANY +sense! We have an ordinance that we want passed. If he will get his +council to pass it, that will show he can put his grand theories into +his pockets sometimes; and I will give him a show with Esther. If he +doesn't care enough for my girl to oblige her father, even if he doesn't +please a lot of carping roosters that want the earth for their town and +would like a street railway to be run to accommodate them and lose money +for the stockholders, well, then, you can't blame me if I don't want +him! Now, will you do one thing for me, Meg, to help me out? I don't +want Lossing to persuade Esther to commit herself; you know how, when +she was a little mite, if Esther gave her word she kept it. I want +you to promise me you won't let Esther be alone one second with young +Lossing. She is going to-morrow, but there's your whist-party to-night; +I suppose he's coming? And I want you to promise you won't let him have +our address. If he treats me square, he won't need to ask you for it. +Well?" + +He buttoned up his coat and folded his arms, waiting. + +Mrs. Ellis's sympathy had gone out to the young people as naturally as +water runs down hill; for she is of a romantic temperament, though she +doesn't dare to be weighed. But she remembered the silver service, the +coffee-pot, the tea-pot, the tray for spoons, the creamer, the hot-water +kettle, the sugar-bowl, all on a rich salver, splendid, dazzling; what +rank ingratitude it would be to oppose her generous brother! Rather +sadly she answered, but she did answer: "I'll do that much for you, +'Raish, but I feel we're risking Esther's happiness, and I can only keep +the letter of my promise." + +"That's all I ask, my dear," said Armorer, taking out a little shabby +note-book from his breast-pocket, and scratching out a line. The line +effaced read: + +"_See E & M tea-set_." + + +"The silver service was a good muzzle," he thought. He went away for +an interview with the corporation lawyer and the superintendent of the +road, leaving Mrs. Ellis in a distraction of conscience that made her +the wonder of her servants that morning, during all the preparations for +the whist-party. She might have felt more remorseful had she guessed +her brother's real plan. He knew enough of Lossing to be assured that +he would not yield about the ordinance, which he firmly believed to be +a dangerous one for the city. He expected, he counted on the mayor's +refusing his proffers. He hoped that Esther would feel the sympathy +which women give, without question generally, to the business plans of +those near and dear to them, taking it for granted that the plans are +right because they will advantage those so near and dear. That was the +beautiful and proper way that Jenny had always reasoned; why should +Jenny's daughter do otherwise? When Harry Lossing should oppose +her father and refuse to please him and to win her, mustn't any +high-spirited woman feel hurt? Certainly she must; and he would take +care to whisk her off to Europe before the young man had a chance to +make his peace! "Yes, sir," says Armorer, to his only confidant, "you +never were a domestic conspirator before, Horatio, but you have got it +down fine! You would do for Gaboriau"--Gaboriau's novels being the only +fiction that ever Armorer read. Nevertheless, his conscience pricked +him almost as sharply as his sister's pricked her. Consciences are queer +things; like certain crustaceans, they grow shells in spots; and, proof +against moral artillery in one part, they may be soft as a baby's cheek +in another. Armorer's conscience had two sides, business and domestic; +people abused him for a business buccaneer, at the same time his private +life was pure, and he was a most tender husband and father. He had never +deceived Esther before in her life. Once he had ridden all night in a +freight-car to keep a promise that he had made the child. It hurt him to +be hoodwinking her now. But he was too angry and too frightened to cry +back. + +The interview with the lawyer did not take any long time, but he spent +two hours with the superintendent of the road, who pronounced him "a +little nice fellow with no airs about him. Asked a power of questions +about Harry Lossing; guess there is something in that story about +Lossing going to marry his daughter!" + +Marston drove him to Lossing's office and left him there. + +He was on the ground, and Marston lifting the whip to touch the horse, +when he asked: "Say, before you go--is there any danger in leaving off +the conductors?" + +Marston was raised on mules, and he could not overcome a vehement +distrust of electricity. "Well," said he, "I guess you want the cold +facts. The children are almighty thick down on Third Street, and +children are always trying to see how near they can come to being +killed, you know, sir; and then, the old women like to come and stand on +the track and ask questions of the motorneer on the other track, so that +the car coming down has a chance to catch 'em. The two together keep the +conductors on the jump!" + +"Is that so?" said Armorer, musingly; "well, I guess you'd better close +with that insurance man and get the papers made out before we run the +new way." + +"If we ever do run!" muttered the superintendent to himself as he drove +away. + +Armorer ran his sharp eye over the buildings of the Lossing Art +Furniture Manufacturing Company, from the ugly square brick box that was +the nucleus--the egg, so to speak--from which the great concern had been +hatched, to the handsome new structures with their great arched windows +and red mortar. "Pretty property, very pretty property," thought +Armorer; "wonder if that story Marston tells is true!" The story was to +the effect that a few weeks before his last sickness the older Lossing +had taken his son to look at the buildings, and said, "Harry, this will +all be yours before long. It is a comfort to me to think that every +workman I have is the better, not the worse, off for my owning it; +there's no blood or dirt on my money; and I leave it to you to keep it +clean and to take care of the men as well as the business." + +"Now, wasn't he a d---- fool!" said Armorer, cheerfully, taking out his +note-book to mark. + +"_See abt road M--D--_" + + +And he went in. Harry greeted him with exceeding cordiality and a fine +blush. Armorer explained that he had come to speak to him about the +proposed street-car ordinances; he (Armorer) always liked to deal with +principals and without formality; now, couldn't they come, representing +the city and the company, to some satisfactory compromise? Thereupon +he plunged into the statistics of the earnings and expenses of the road +(with the aid of his note-book), and made the absolute necessity of +retrenchment plain. Meanwhile, as he talked he studied the attentive +listener before him; and Harry, on his part, made quite as good use of +his eyes. Armorer saw a tall, athletic, fair young man, very carefully, +almost foppishly dressed, with bright, steady blue eyes and a firm chin, +but a smile under his mustache like a child's; it was so sunny and so +quick. Harry saw a neat little figure in a perfectly fitting gray +check travelling suit, with a rose in the buttonhole of the coat lapel. +Armorer wore no jewellery except a gold ring on the little finger of his +right hand, from which he had taken the glove the better to write. Harry +knew that it was his dead wife's wedding-ring; and noticed it with +a little moving of the heart. The face that he saw was pale but not +sickly, delicate and keen. A silky brown mustache shot with gray and +a Van-dyke beard hid either the strength or the weakness of mouth and +chin. He looked at Harry with almond-shaped, pensive dark eyes, so like +the eyes that had shone on Harry's waking and sleeping dreams for months +that the young fellow felt his heart rise again. Armorer ended by asking +Harry (in his most winning manner) to help him pull the ordinance out of +the fire. "It would be," he said, impressively, "a favor he should not +forget!" + +"And you must know, Mr. Armorer," said Harry, in a dismal tone at which +the president chuckled within, "that there is no man whose favor I would +do so much to win!" + +"Well, here's your chance!" said Armorer. + +Harry swung round in his chair, his clinched fists on his knee. He was +frowning with eagerness, and his eyes were like blue steel. + +"See here, Mr. Armorer," said he, "I am frank with you. I want to please +you, because I want to ask you to let me marry your daughter. But I +CAN'T please you, because I am mayor of this town, and I don't dare to +let you dismiss the conductors. I don't DARE, that's the point. We have +had four children killed on this road since electricity was put in." + +"We have had forty killed on one street railway I know; what of it? Do +you want to give up electricity because it kills children?" + +"No, but look here! the conductors lessen the risk. A lady I know, +only yesterday, had a little boy going from the kindergarten home, nice +little fellow only five years old----" + +"She ought to have sent a nurse with a child five years old, a baby!" +cried Armorer, warmly. + +"That lady," answered Harry, quietly, "goes without any servant at all +in order to keep her two children at the kindergarten; and the boy's +elder sister was ill at home. The boy got on the car, and when he got +off at the crossing above his house, he started to run across; the other +train-car was coming, the little fellow didn't notice, and ran to cross; +he stumbled and fell right in the path of the coming car!" + +"Where was the conductor? He didn't seem much good!" + +"They had left off the conductor on that line." + +"Well, did they run over the boy? Why haven't I been informed of the +accident?" + +"There was no accident. A man on the front platform saw the boy fall, +made a flying leap off the moving car, fell, but scrambled up and pulled +the boy off the track. It was sickening; I thought we were both gone!" + +"Oh, you were the man?" + +"I was the man; and don't you see, Mr. Armorer, why I feel strongly on +the subject? If the conductor had been on, there wouldn't have been any +occasion for any accident." + +"Well, sir, you may be assured that we will take precautions against +any such accidents. It is more for our interest than anyone's to guard +against them. And I have explained to you the necessity of cutting down +our expense list." + +"That is just it, you think you have to risk our lives to cut down +expenses; but we get all the risk and none of the benefits. I can't see +my way clear to helping you, sir; I wish I could." + +"Then there is nothing more to say, Mr. Lossing," said Armorer, coldly. +"I'm sorry a mere sentiment that has no real foundation should stand in +the way of our arranging a deal that would be for the advantage of both +the city and our road." He rose. + +Harry rose also, but lifted his hand to arrest the financier. "Pardon +me, there is something else; I wouldn't mention it, but I hear you +are going to leave to-morrow and go abroad with--Miss Armorer. I am +conscious I haven't introduced myself very favorably, by refusing you a +favor when I want to ask the greatest one possible; but I hope, sir, you +will not think the less of a man because he is not willing to sacrifice +the interests of the people who trust him, to please ANYONE. I--I hope +you will not object to my asking Miss Armorer to marry me," concluded +Harry, very hot and shaky, and forgetting the beginning of his sentences +before he came to the end. + +"Does my daughter love you, do I understand, Mr. Lossing?" + +"I don't know, sir. I wish I did." + +"Well, Mr. Lossing," said Armorer, wishing that something in the young +man's confusion would not remind him of the awful moment when he asked +old Forrester for his Jenny, "I am afraid I can do nothing for you. If +you have too nice a conscience to oblige me, I am afraid it will be too +nice to let you get on in the world. Good-morning." + +"Stop a minute," said Harry; "if it is only my ability to get on in the +world that is the trouble, I think------" + +"It is your love for my daughter," said Armorer; "if you don't love her +enough to give up a sentimental notion for her, to win her, I don't see +but you must lose her, I bid you good-morning, sir." + +"Not quite yet, sir"--Harry jumped before the door; "you give me the +alternative of being what I call dishonorable or losing the woman I +love!" He pronounced the last word with a little effort and his lips +closed sharply as his teeth shut under them. "Well, I decline the +alternative. I shall try to do my duty and get the wife I want, BOTH." + +"Well, you give me fair warning, don't you?" said Armorer. + +Harry held out his hand, saying, "I am sorry that I detained you. I +didn't mean to be rude." There was something boyish and simple about the +action and the tone, and Armorer laughed. As Harry attended him through +the outer office to the door, he complimented the shops. + +"Miss Armorer and Mrs. Ellis have promised to give me the pleasure of +showing them to them this afternoon," said Harry; "can't I show them and +part of our city to you, also? It has changed a good deal since you left +it." + +The remark threw Armorer off his balance; for a rejected suitor this +young man certainly kept an even mind. But he had all the helplessness +of the average American with regard to his daughter's amusements. The +humor in the situation took him; and it cannot be denied that he began +to have a vivid curiosity about Harry. In less time than it takes to +read it, his mind had swung round the circle of these various points of +view, and he had blandly accepted Harry's invitation. But he mopped a +warm and furrowed brow, outside, and drew a prodigious sigh as he opened +the note-book in his hand and crossed out, "_See L._" "That young fellow +ain't all conscience," said he, "not by a long shot." + +He found Mrs. Ellis very apologetic about the Lossing engagement. It was +made through the telephone; Esther had been anxious to have her father +meet Lossing; Lossing was to drive them there, and later show Mr. +Armorer the town. + +"Mr. Lossing is a very clever young man, very," said Armorer, gravely, +as he went out to smoke his cigar after luncheon. He wished he had +stayed, however, when he returned to find that a visitor had called, and +that this visitor was the mother of the little boy that Harry Lossing +had saved from the car. The two women gave him the accident in full, and +were lavish of harrowing detail, including the mother's feelings. "So +you see, 'Raish," urged Mrs. Ellis, timidly, "there is some reason for +opposition to the ordinance." + +Esther's cheeks were red and her eyes shone, but she had not spoken. Her +father put his arm around her waist and kissed her hair. "And what did +you say, Essie," he asked, gently, "to all the criticisms?" + +"I told her I thought you would find some way to protect the children +even if the conductors were taken off; you didn't enjoy the slaughter of +children any more than anyone else." + +"I guess we can fix it. Here is your young man." + +Harry drove a pair of spirited horses. He drove well, and looked both +handsome and happy. + +"Did you know that lady--the mother of the boy that wasn't run over--was +coming to see my sister?" said Armorer, on the way. + +"I did," said Harry, "I sent her; I thought she could explain the reason +why I shall have to oppose the bill, better than I." + +Armorer made no reply. + +At the shops he kept his eye on the young man. Harry seemed to know +most of his workmen, and had a nod or a word for all the older men. He +stopped several moments to talk with one old German who complained of +everything, but looked after Harry with a smile, nodding his head. "That +man, Lieders, is our best workman; you can't get any better work in the +country," said he. "I want you to see an armoire that he has carved, it +is up in our exhibition room." + +Armorer said, "You seem to get on very well with your working people, +Mr. Lossing." + +"I think we generally get on well with them, and they do well +themselves, in these Western towns. For one thing, we haven't much +organization to fight, and for another thing, the individual workman has +a better chance to rise. That man Lieders, whom you saw, is worth a good +many thousand dollars; my father invested his savings for him." + +"You are one of the philanthropists, aren't you, Mr. Lossing, who are +trying to elevate the laboring classes?" + +"Not a bit of it, sir. I shall never try to elevate the laboring +classes; it is too big a contract. But I try as hard as I know how to +have every man who has worked for Harry Lossing the better for it. I +don't concern myself with any other laboring men." + +Just then a murmur of exclamations came from Mrs. Ellis and Esther, whom +the superintendent was piloting through the shops. "Oh, no, it is too +heavy; oh, don't do it, Mr. Cardigan!" "Oh, we can see it perfectly well +from here! PLEASE don't, you will break yourself somewhere!" Mrs. Ellis +shrieked this; but the shrieks turned to a murmur of admiration as a +huge carved sideboard came bobbing and wobbling, like an intoxicated +piece of furniture in a haunted house, toward the two gentlewomen. +Immediately, a short but powerfully built man, whose red face beamed +above his dusty shoulders like a full moon with a mustache, emerged, and +waved his hand at the sideboard. + +"I could tackle the two of them, begging your pardon, ladies." + +"That's Cardigan," explained Harry, "Miss Armorer may have told you +about him. Oh, SHUEY!" + +Cardigan approached and was presented. He brought both his heels +together and bowed solemnly, bending his head at the same time. + +"Pleased to meet you, sir," said Shuey. Then he assumed an attitude of +military attention. + +"Take us up in the elevator, will you, Shuey?" said Harry. "Step in, Mr. +Armorer, please, we will go and see the reproductions of the antique; we +have a room upstairs." + +Mr. Armorer stepped in, Shuey following; and then, before Harry could +enter it, the elevator shot upward and--stuck! + +"What's the matter?" cried Armorer. + +Shuey was tugging at the wire rope. He called, in tones that seemed to +come from a panting chest: "Take a pull at it yourself, sir! Can you +move it?" + +Armorer grasped the rope viciously; Shuey was on the seat pulling from +above. "We're stuck, sir, fast!" + +"Can't you get down either?" + +"Divil a bit, saving your presence, sir. Do ye think like the +water-works could be busted?" + +"Can't you make somebody hear?" panted Armorer. + +"Well, you see there's a deal of noise of the machinery," said Shuey, +scratching his chin with a thoughtful air, "and they expect we've gone +up!" + +"Best try, anyhow. This infernal machine may take a notion to drop!" +said Armorer. + +"And that's true, too," acquiesced Shuey. Forthwith he did lift up his +voice in a loud wailing: "OH--H, Jimmy! OH--H, Jimmy Ryan!" + +Jimmy might have been in Chicago for any response he made; though +Armorer shouted with Shuey; and at every pause the whir of the machinery +mocked the shouters. Indescribable moans and gurgles, with a continuous +malignant hiss, floated up to them from the rebel steam below, as from +a volcano considering eruption. "They'll be bound to need the elevator +some time, if they don't need US, and that's one comfort!" said Shuey, +philosophically. + +"Don't you think if we pulled on her we could get her up to the next +floor, by degrees? Now then!" + +Armorer gave a dash and Shuey let out his muscles in a giant tug. The +elevator responded by an astonishing leap that carried them past three +or four floors! + +"Stop her! stop her!" bawled Shuey; but in spite of Armorer's pulling +himself purple in the face, the elevator did not stop until it bumped +with a crash against the joists of the roof. + +"Well, do you suppose we're stuck HERE?" growled Armorer. + +"Well, sir, I'll try. Say, don't be exerting yourself violent. It +strikes me she's for all the world like the wimmen,--in exthremes, sir, +in exthremes! And it wouldn't be noways so pleasant to go riproaring +that gait down cellar! Slow and easy, sir, let me manage her. Hi! she's +working." + +In fact, by slow degrees and much puffing, Shuey got the erratic box to +the next floor, where, disregarding Shuey's protestations that he could +"make her mind," Mr. Armorer got out, and they left the elevator to its +fate. It was a long way, through many rooms, downstairs. Shuey would +have beguiled the way by describing the rooms, but Armorer was in a +raging hurry and urged his guide over the ground. Once they were delayed +by a bundle of stuff in front of a door; and after Shuey had laboriously +rolled the great roll away, he made a misstep and tumbled over, rolling +it back, to a tittering accompaniment from the sewing-girls in the room. +But he picked himself up in perfect good temper and kicked the roll ten +yards. "Girls is silly things," said the philosopher Shuey, "but being +born that way it ain't to be expected otherwise!" + +He had the friendly freedom of his class in the West. He praised Mrs. +Ellis's gymnastics, and urged Armorer to stay over a morning train and +see a "real pretty boxing match" between Mr. Lossing and himself. + +"Oh, he boxes too, does he?" said Armorer. + +"And why on earth would he groan-like?" wondered Shuey to himself. "He +does that, sir," he continued aloud; "didn't Mrs. Ellis ever tell you +about the time at the circus? She was there herself, with three children +she borrowed and an unreasonable gyurl, with a terrible big screech in +her and no sense. Yes, sir, Mr. Lossing he is mighty cliver with his +hands! There come a yell of 'Lion loose! lion loose!' at that circus, +just as the folks was all crowding out at the end of it, and them that +had gone into the menagerie tent came a-tumbling and howling back, and +them that was in the circus tent waiting for the concert (which never +ain't worth waiting for, between you and me!) was a-scrambling off them +seats, making a noise like thunder; and all fighting and pushing and +bellowing to get out! I was there with my wife and making for the seats +that the fools quit, so's to get under and crawl out under the canvas, +when I see Mrs. Ellis holding two of the children, and that fool +girl let the other go and I grabbed it. 'Oh, save the baby! save one, +anyhow,' cries my wife--the woman is a tinder-hearted crechure! And just +then I seen an old lady tumble over on the benches, with her gray hair +stringing out of her black bonnet. The crowd was WILD, hitting and +screaming and not caring for anything, and I see a big jack of a man +come plunging down right spang on that old lady! His foot was right +in the air over her face! Lord, it turned me sick. I yelled. But that +minnit I seen an arm shoot out and that fellow shot off as slick! it was +Mr. Lossing. He parted that crowd, hitting right and left, and he got +up to us and hauled a child from Mrs. Ellis and put it on the seats, +all the while shouting: 'Keep your seats! it's all right! it's all over! +stand back!' I turned and floored a feller that was too pressing, and +hollered it was all right too. And some more people hollered too. You +see, there is just a minnit at such times when it is a toss up whether +folks will quiet down and begin to laugh, or get scared into wild beasts +and crush and kill each other. And Mr. Lossing he caught the minnit! +The circus folks came up and the police, and it was all over. WELL, just +look here, sir; there's our folks coming out of the elevator!" + +They were just landing; and Mrs. Ellis wanted to know where he had gone. + +"We run away from ye, shure," said Shuey, grinning; and he related the +adventure. Armorer fell back with Mrs. Ellis. "Did you stay with Esther +every minute?" said he. Mrs. Ellis nodded. She opened her lips to +speak, then closed them and walked ahead to Harry Lossing. Armorer +looked--suspicion of a dozen kinds gnawing him and insinuating that the +three all seemed agitated--from Harry to Esther, and then to Shuey. But +he kept his thoughts to himself and was very agreeable the remainder of +the afternoon. + +He heard Harry tell Mrs. Ellis that the city council would meet that +evening; before, however, Armorer could feel exultant he added, "but may +I come late?" + +"He is certainly the coolest beggar," Armorer snarled, "but he is sharp +as a nigger's razor, confound him!" + +Naturally this remark was a confidential one to himself. + +He thought it more times than one during the evening, and by consequence +played trumps with equal disregard of the laws of the noble game of +whist and his partner's feelings. He found a few, a very few, elderly +people who remembered his parent, and they will never believe ill of +Horatio Armorer, who talked so simply and with so much feeling of +old times, and who is going to give a memorial window in the new +Presbyterian church. He was beginning to think with some interest of +supper, the usual dinner of the family having been sacrificed to the +demands of state; then he saw Harry Lossing. The young mayor's blond +head was bowing before his sister's black velvet. He caught Armorer's +eye and followed him out to the lawn and the shadows and the gay +lanterns. He looked animated. Evening dress was becoming to him. "One of +my daughters married a prince, but I am hanged if he looked it like this +fellow," thought Armorer; "but then he was only an Italian. I suppose +the council did not pass the ordinance? your committee reported against +it?" he said quite amicably to Harry. + +"I wish you could understand how much pain it has given me to oppose +you, Mr. Armorer," said Harry, blushing. + +"I don't doubt it, under the circumstances, Mr. Lossing." Armorer spoke +with suave politeness, but there was a cynical gleam in his eye. + +"But Esther understands," says Harry. + +"Esther!" repeats Armorer, with an indescribable intonation. "You spoke +to her this afternoon? For a man with such high-toned ideas as you +carry, I think you took a pretty mean advantage of your guests!" + +"You will remember I gave you fair warning, Mr. Armorer." + +"It was while I was in the elevator, of course. I guessed it was a +put-up job; how did you manage it?" + +Harry smiled outright; he is one who cannot keep either his dog or his +joke tied up. "It was Shuey did it," said he; "he pulled the opposite +way from you, and he has tremendous strength; but he says you were a +handful for him." + +"You seem to have taken the town into your confidence," said Armorer, +bitterly, though he had a sneaking inclination to laugh himself; "do you +need all your workmen to help you court your girl?" + +"I'd take the whole United States into my confidence rather than lose +her, sir," answered Harry, steadily. + +Armorer turned on his heel abruptly; it was to conceal a smile. "How +about my sister? did you propose before her? But I don't suppose a +little thing like that would stop you." + +"I had to speak; Miss Armorer goes away tomorrow. Mrs. Ellis was kind +enough to put her fingers in her ears and turn her back." + +"And what did my daughter say?" + +"I asked her only to give me the chance to show her how I loved her, and +she has. God bless her! I don't pretend I'm worthy of her, Mr. Armorer, +but I have lived a decent life, and I'll try hard to live a better one +for her trust in me." + +"I'm glad there is one thing on which we are agreed," jeered Armorer, +"but you are more modest than you were this noon. I think it was +considerably like bragging, sending that woman to tell of your heroic +feats!" + +"Oh, I can brag when it is necessary," said Harry, serenely; "what would +the West be but for bragging?" + +"And what do you intend to do if I take your girl to Europe?" + +"Europe is not very far," said Harry. + +Armorer was a quick thinker, but he had never thought more quickly in +his life. This young fellow had beaten him. There was no doubt of it. He +might have principles, but he declined to let his principles hamper him. +There was something about Harry's waving aside defeat so lightly, and +so swiftly snatching at every chance to forward his will, that accorded +with Armorer's own temperament. + +"Tell me, Mr. Armorer," said Harry, suddenly; "in my place wouldn't you +have done the same thing?" + +Armorer no longer checked his sense of humor. "No, Mr. Lossing," he +answered, sedately, "I should have respected the old gentleman's wishes +and voted any way he pleased." He held out his hand. "I guess Esther +thinks you are the coming young man of the century; and to be honest, +I like you a great deal better than I expected to this morning. I'm not +cut out for a cruel father, Mr. Lossing; for one thing, I haven't the +time for it; for another thing, I can't bear to have my little girl cry. +I guess I shall have to go to Europe without Esther. Shall we go in to +the ladies now?" + +Harry wrung the president's hand, crying that he should never regret his +kindness. + +"See that Esther never regrets it, that will be better," said Armorer, +with a touch of real and deep feeling. Then, as Harry sprang up the +steps like a boy, he took out the note-book, and smiling a smile in +which many emotions were blended, he ran a black line through + +"_See abt L._" + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Stories of a Western Town, by Octave Thanet + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES OF A WESTERN TOWN *** + +***** This file should be named 2949.txt or 2949.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/9/4/2949/ + +Produced by Judy Boss + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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