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+
+THE GREAT HUNGER
+
+by JOHAN BOJER
+
+
+
+
+Translated from the Norwegian by
+
+W. J. ALEXANDER WORSTER and C. ARCHER
+
+
+
+
+THE GREAT HUNGER
+
+
+Book I
+
+
+Chapter I
+
+
+For sheer havoc, there is no gale like a good northwester, when it
+roars in, through the long winter evenings, driving the spindrift
+before it between the rocky walls of the fjord. It churns the
+water to a froth of rushing wave crests, while the boats along the
+beach are flung in somersaults up to the doors of the grey fisher
+huts, and solid old barn gangways are lifted and sent flying like
+unwieldy birds over the fields. "Mercy on us!" cry the maids, for
+it is milking-time, and they have to fight their way on hands and
+knees across the yard to the cowshed, dragging a lantern that WILL
+go out and a milk-pail that WON'T be held. And "Lord preserve us!"
+mutter the old wives seated round the stove within doors--and their
+thoughts are far away in the north with the Lofoten fishermen, out
+at sea, maybe, this very night.
+
+But on a calm spring day, the fjord just steals in smooth and
+shining by ness and bay. And at low water there is a whole
+wonderland of strange little islands, sand-banks, and weed-fringed
+rocks left high and dry, with clear pools between, where bare-
+legged urchins splash about, and tiny flat-fish as big as a
+halfpenny dart away to every side. The air is filled with a smell
+of salt sea-water and warm, wet beach-waste, and the sea-pie, see-
+sawing about on a big stone in the water, lifts his red beak
+cheerily sunwards and pipes: "Kluip, kluip! the spring has come!"
+
+On just such a day, two boys of fourteen or thereabouts came
+hurrying out from one of the fishermen's huts down towards the
+beach. Boys are never so busy as when they are up to some piece of
+mischief, and evidently the pair had business of this sort in hand.
+Peer Troen, fair-haired and sallow-faced, was pushing a wheelbarrow;
+his companion, Martin Bruvold, a dark youth with freckles, carried
+a tub. And both talked mysteriously in whispers, casting anxious
+glances out over the water.
+
+Peer Troen was, of course, the ringleader. That he always was: the
+forest fire of last year was laid at his door. And now he had made
+it clear to some of his friends that boys had just as much right to
+lay out deep-sea lines as men. All through the winter they had
+been kept at grown-up work, cutting peat and carrying wood; why
+should they be left now to fool about with the inshore fishing, and
+bring home nothing better than flounders and coal-fish and silly
+codlings? The big deep-sea line they were forbidden to touch--that
+was so--but the Lofoten fishery was at its height, and none of the
+men would be back till it was over. So the boys had baited up the
+line on the sly down at the boathouse the day before, and laid it
+out across the deepest part of the fjord.
+
+Now the thing about a deep-sea line is that it may bring to the
+surface fish so big and so fearsome that the like has never been
+seen before. Yesterday, however, there had been trouble of a
+different sort. To their dismay, the boys had found that they had
+not sinkers enough to weight the shore end of the line; and it
+looked as if they might have to give up the whole thing. But Peer,
+ever ready, had hit on the novel idea of making one end fast to the
+trunk of a small fir growing at the outermost point of the ness,
+and carrying the line from there out over the open fjord. Then a
+stone at the farther end, and with the magic words, "Fie, fish!" it
+was paid out overboard, vanishing into the green depths. The deed
+was done. True, there were a couple of hooks dangling in mid-air
+at the shore end, between the tree and the water, and, while they
+might serve to catch an eider duck, or a guillemot, if any one
+should chance to come rowing past in the dark and get hung up--why,
+the boys might find they had made a human catch. No wonder, then,
+that they whispered eagerly and hurried down to the boat.
+
+"Here comes Peter Ronningen," cried Martin suddenly.
+
+This was the third member of the crew, a lanky youth with whitish
+eyebrows and a foolish face. He stammered, and made a queer noise
+when he laughed: "Chee-hee-hee." Twice he had been turned down in
+the confirmation classes; after all, what was the use of learning
+lessons out of a book when nobody ever had patience to wait while
+he said them?
+
+Together they ran the boat down to the water's edge, got it afloat,
+and scrambled in, with much waving of patched trouser legs. "Hi!"
+cried a voice up on the beach, "let me come too!"
+
+"There's Klaus," said Martin. "Shall we take him along?"
+
+"No," said Peter Ronningen.
+
+"Oh yes, let's," said Peer.
+
+Klaus Brock, the son of the district doctor, was a blue-eyed
+youngster in knickerbockers and a sailor blouse. He was playing
+truant, no doubt--Klaus had his lessons at home with a private
+tutor--and would certainly get a thrashing from his father when he
+got home.
+
+"Hurry up," called Peer, getting out an oar. Klaus clambered in,
+and the white-straked four-oar surged across the bay, rocking a
+little as the boys pulled out of stroke. Martin was rowing at the
+bow, his eyes fixed on Peer, who sat in the stern in command with
+his eyes dancing, full of great things to be done. Martin, poor
+fellow, was half afraid already; he never could understand why
+Peer, who was to be a parson when he grew up, was always hitting
+upon things to do that were evidently sinful in the sight of the
+Lord.
+
+Peer was a town boy, who had been put out to board with a fisherman
+in the village. His mother had been no better than she should be,
+so people said, but she was dead now, and the father at any rate
+must be a rich gentleman, for he sent the boy a present of ten
+whole crowns every Christmas, so that Peer always had money in his
+pocket. Naturally, then, he was looked up to by the other boys,
+and took the lead in all things as a chieftain by right.
+
+The boat moved on past the grey rocks, the beach and the huts above
+it growing blue and faint in the distance. Up among the distant
+hills a red wooden farm-house on its white foundation wall stood
+out clear.
+
+Here was the ness at last, and there stood the fir. Peer climbed
+up and loosed the end of the line, while the others leaned over the
+side, watching the cord where it vanished in the depths. What
+would it bring to light when it came up?
+
+"Row!" ordered Peer, and began hauling in.
+
+The boat was headed straight out across the fjord, and the long
+line with its trailing hooks hauled in and coiled up neatly in the
+bottom of a shallow tub. Peer's heart was beating. There came a
+tug--the first--and the faint shimmer of a fish deep down in the
+water. Pooh! only a big cod. Peer heaved it in with a careless
+swing over the gunwale. Next came a ling--a deep water fish at any
+rate this time. Then a tusk, and another, and another; these would
+please the women, being good eating, and perhaps make them hold
+their tongues when the men came home. Now the line jerks heavily;
+what is coming? A grey shadow comes in sight. "Here with the
+gaff!" cries Peer, and Peter throws it across to him. "What is it,
+what is it?" shriek the other three. "Steady! don't upset the
+boat; a catfish." A stroke of the gaff over the side, and a clumsy
+grey body is heaved into the boat, where it rolls about, hissing
+and biting at the bottom-boards and baler, the splinters crackling
+under its teeth. "Mind, mind!" cries Klaus--he was always nervous
+in a boat.
+
+But Peer was hauling in again. They were nearly half-way across
+the fjord by now, and the line came up from mysterious depths,
+which no fisherman had ever sounded. The strain on Peer began to
+show in his looks; the others sat watching his face. "Is the line
+heavy?" asked Klaus. "Keep still, can't you?" put in Martin,
+glancing along the slanting line to where it vanished far below.
+Peer was still hauling. A sense of something uncanny seemed to be
+thrilling up into his hands from the deep sea. The feel of the
+line was strange. There was no great weight, not even the clean
+tug-tug of an ordinary fish; it was as if a giant hand were pulling
+gently, very gently, to draw him overboard and down into the
+depths. Then suddenly a violent jerk almost dragged him over the
+side.
+
+"Look out! What is it?" cried the three together.
+
+"Sit down in the boat," shouted Peer. And with the true fisherman's
+sense of discipline they obeyed.
+
+Peer was gripping the line firmly with one hand, the other
+clutching one of the thwarts. "Have we another gaff?" he jerked
+out breathlessly.
+
+"Here's one." Peter Ronningen pulled out a second iron-hooked
+cudgel.
+
+"You take it, Martin, and stand by."
+
+"But what--what is it?"
+
+"Don't know what it is. But it's something big."
+
+"Cut the line, and row for your lives!" wailed the doctor's son.
+Strange he should be such a coward at sea, a fellow who'd tackle a
+man twice his size on dry land.
+
+Once more Peer was jerked almost overboard. He thought of the
+forest fire the year before--it would never do to have another such
+mishap on his shoulders. Suppose the great monster did come up and
+capsize them--they were ever so far from land. What a to do there
+would be if they were all drowned, and it came out that it was his
+fault. Involuntarily he felt for his knife to cut the line--then
+thrust it back again, and went on hauling.
+
+Here it comes--a great shadow heaving up through the water. The
+huge beast flings itself round, sending a flurry of bubbles to the
+surface. And there!--a gleam of white; a row of great white teeth
+on the underside. Aha! now he knows what it is! The Greenland
+shark is the fiercest monster of the northern seas, quite able to
+make short work of a few boys or so.
+
+"Steady now, Martin--ready with the gaff."
+
+The brute was wallowing on the surface now, the water boiling
+around him. His tail lashed the sea to foam, a big, pointed head
+showed up, squirming under the hook. "Now!" cried Peer, and two
+gaffs struck at the same moment, the boat heeled over, letting in a
+rush of water, and Klaus, dropping his oars, sprang into the bow,
+with a cry of "Jesus, save us!"
+
+Next second a heavy body, big as a grown man, was heaved in over
+the gunwale, and two boys were all but shot out the other way. And
+now the fun began. The boys loosed their hold of the gaffs, and
+sprang apart to give the creature room. There it lay raging, the
+great black beast of prey, with its sharp threatening snout and
+wicked red eyes ablaze. The strong tail lashed out, hurling oars
+and balers overboard, the long teeth snapped at the bottom-boards
+and thwarts. Now and again it would leap high up in the air, only
+to fall back again, writhing furiously, hissing and spitting and
+frothing at the mouth, its red eyes glaring from one to another of
+the terrified captors, as if saying: "Come on--just a little
+nearer!"
+
+Meanwhile, Martin Bruvold was in terror that the shark would smash
+the boat to pieces. He drew his knife and took a step forward--a
+flash in the air, and the steel went in deep between the back fins,
+sending up a spurt of blood. "Look out!" cried the others, but
+Martin had already sprung back out of reach of the black tail. And
+now the dance of death began anew. The knife was fixed to the grip
+in the creature's back; one gaff had buried its hook between the
+eyes, and another hung on the flank--the wooden shafts were flung
+this way and that at every bound, and the boat's frame shook and
+groaned under the blows.
+
+"She'll smash the boat and we'll go to the bottom," cried Peer.
+
+And now HIS knife flashed out and sent a stream of blood spouting
+from between the shoulders, but the blow cost him his foothold--and
+in a moment the two bodies were rolling over and over together in
+the bottom of the boat.
+
+"Oh, Lord Jesus!" shrieked Klaus, clinging to the stempost.
+"She'll kill him! She'll kill him!"
+
+Peer was half up now, on his knees, but as he reached out a hand to
+grasp the side, the brute's jaws seized on his arm. The boy's face
+was contorted with pain--another moment and the sharp teeth would
+have bitten through, when, swift as thought, Peter Ronningen
+dropped his oars and sent his knife straight in between the beast's
+eyes. The blade pierced through to the brain, and the grip of the
+teeth relaxed.
+
+"C-c-cursed d-d-devil!" stammered Peter, as he scrambled back to
+his oars. Another moment, and Peer had dragged himself clear and
+was kneeling by the forward thwart, holding the ragged sleeve of
+his wounded arm, while the blood trickled through his fingers.
+
+When at last they were pulling homeward, the little boat overloaded
+with the weight of the great carcase, all at once they stopped
+rowing.
+
+"Where is Klaus?" asked Peer--for the doctor's son was gone from
+where he had sat, clinging to the stem.
+
+"Why--there he is--in the bottom!"
+
+There lay the big lout of fifteen, who already boasted of his love-
+affairs, learned German, and was to be a gentleman like his father--
+there he lay on the bottom-boards in the bow in a dead faint.
+
+The others were frightened at first, but Peer, who was sitting
+washing his wounded arm, took a dipper full of water and flung it
+in the unconscious one's face. The next instant Klaus had started
+up sitting, caught wildly at the gunwale, and shrieked out:
+
+"Cut the line, and row for your lives!"
+
+A roar of laughter went up from the rest; they dropped their oars
+and sat doubled up and gasping. But on the beach, before going
+home, they agreed to say nothing about Klaus's fainting fit. And
+for weeks afterwards the four scamps' exploit was the talk of the
+village, so that they felt there was not much fear of their getting
+the thrashing they deserved when the men came home.
+
+
+
+Chapter II
+
+
+When Peer, as quite a little fellow, had been sent to live with the
+old couple at Troen, he had already passed several times from one
+adopted home to another, though this he did not remember. He was
+one of the madcaps of the village now, but it was not long since he
+had been a solitary child, moping apart from the rest. Why did
+people always say "Poor child!" whenever they were speaking about
+his real mother? Why did they do it? Why, even Peter Ronningen,
+when he was angry, would stammer out: "You ba-ba-bastard!" But
+Peer called the pock-marked good-wife at Troen "mother" and her
+bandy-legged husband "father," and lent the old man a hand wherever
+he was wanted--in the smithy or in the boats at the fishing.
+
+His childhood was passed among folk who counted it sinful to smile,
+and whose minds were gloomy as the grey sea-fog with poverty,
+psalm-singing, and the fear of hell.
+
+One day, coming home from his work at the peat bog, he found the
+elders snuffling and sighing over their afternoon meal. Peer wiped
+the sweat from his forehead, and asked what was the matter.
+
+The eldest son shoved a spoonful of porridge into his mouth, wiped his
+eyes, swallowed, and said: "Poor Peer!"
+
+"Aye, poor little chap," sighed the old man, thrusting his horn
+spoon into a crack in the wall that served as a rack.
+
+"Neither father nor mother now," whimpered the eldest daughter,
+looking over to the window.
+
+"Mother? Is she--"
+
+"Ay, dearie, yes," sighed the old woman. "She's gone for sure--
+gone to meet her Judge."
+
+Later, as the day went on, Peer tried to cry too. The worst thing
+of all was that every one in the house seemed so perfectly certain
+where his mother had gone to. And to heaven it certainly was not.
+But how could they be so sure about it?
+
+Peer had seen her only once, one summer's day when she had come out
+to see the place. She wore a light dress and a big straw hat, and
+he thought he had never seen anything so beautiful before. She
+made no secret of it among the neighbours that Peer was not her
+only child; there was a little girl, too, named Louise, who was
+with some folks away up in the inland parishes. She was in high
+spirits, and told risky stories and sang songs by no means sacred.
+The old people shook their heads over her--the younger ones watched
+her with sidelong glances. And when she left, she kissed Peer, and
+turned round more than once to look back at him, flushed under her
+big hat, and smiling; and it seemed to Peer that she must surely be
+the loveliest creature in all the world.
+
+But now--now she had gone to a place where the ungodly dwell in
+such frightful torment, and no hope of salvation for her through
+all eternity--and Peer all the while could only think of her in a
+light dress and a big straw hat, all song and happy laughter.
+
+Then came the question: Who was to pay for the boy now? True, his
+baptismal certificate said that he had a father--his name was Holm,
+and he lived in Christiania--but, from what the mother had said, it
+was understood that he had disappeared long ago. What was to be
+done with the boy?
+
+Never till now had Peer rightly understood that he was a stranger
+here, for all that he called the old couple father and mother.
+
+He lay awake night after night up in the loft, listening to the
+talk about him going on in the room below--the good-wife crying and
+saying: "No, no!", the others saying how hard the times were, and
+that Peer was quite old enough now to be put to service as a goat-
+herd on some up-country farm.
+
+Then Peer would draw the skin-rug up over his head. But often,
+when one of the elders chanced to be awake at night, he could hear
+some one in the loft sobbing in his sleep. In the daytime he took
+up as little room as he could at the table, and ate as little as
+humanly possible; but every morning he woke up in fear that to-day--
+to-day he would have to bid the old foster-mother farewell and go
+out among strangers.
+
+Then something new and unheard of plumped down into the little
+cottage by the fjord.
+
+There came a registered letter with great dabs of sealing-wax all
+over it, and a handwriting so gentlemanly as to be almost
+unreadable. Every one crowded round the eldest son to see it
+opened--and out fell five ten-crown notes. "Mercy on us!" they
+cried in amazement, and "Can it be for us?" The next thing was to
+puzzle out what was written in the letter. And who should that
+turn out to be from but--no other than Peer's father, though he did
+not say it in so many words. "Be good to the boy," the letter
+said. "You will receive fifty crowns from me every half-year. See
+that he gets plenty to eat and goes dry and well shod. Faithfully
+your, P. Holm, Captain."
+
+"Why, Peer--he's--he's-- Your father's a captain, an officer,"
+stammered the eldest girl, and fell back a step to stare at the
+boy.
+
+"And we're to get twice as much for him as before," said the son,
+holding the notes fast and gazing up at the ceiling, as if he were
+informing Heaven of the fact.
+
+But the old wife was thinking of something else as she folded her
+hands in thankfulness--now she needn't lose the boy.
+
+"Properly fed!" No need to fear for that. Peer had treacle with
+his porridge that very day, though it was only a week-day. And the
+eldest son gave him a pair of stockings, and made him sit down and
+put them on then and there; and the same night, when he went to
+bed, the eldest girl came and tucked him up in a new skin-rug, not
+quite so hairless as the old one. His father a captain! It seemed
+too wonderful to be true.
+
+From that day times were changed for Peer. People looked at him
+with very different eyes. No one said "Poor boy" of him now. The
+other boys left off calling him bad names; the grown-ups said he
+had a future before him. "You'll see," they would say, "that
+father of yours will get you on; you'll be a parson yet, ay, maybe
+a bishop, too." At Christmas, there came a ten-crown note all for
+himself, to do just as he liked with. Peer changed it into silver,
+so that his purse was near bursting with prosperity. No wonder he
+began to go about with his nose in the air, and play the little
+prince and chieftain among the boys. Even Klaus Brock, the
+doctor's son, made up to him, and taught him to play cards. But--
+"You surely don't mean to go and be a parson," he would say.
+
+For all this, no one could say that Peer was too proud to help with
+the fishing, or make himself useful in the smithy. But when the
+sparks flew showering from the glowing iron, he could not help
+seeing visions of his own--visions that flew out into the future.
+Aye, he WOULD be a priest. He might be a sinner now, and a wild
+young scamp; he certainly did curse and swear like a trooper at
+times, if only to show the other boys that it was all nonsense
+about the earth opening and swallowing you up. But a priest he
+would be, all the same. None of your parsons with spectacles and a
+pot belly: no, but a sort of heavenly messenger with snowy white
+robes and a face of glory. Perhaps some day he might even come so
+far that he could go down into that place of torment where his
+mother lay, and bring her up again, up to salvation. And when, in
+autumn evenings, he stood outside his palace, a white-haired
+bishop, he would lift up his finger, and all the stars should break
+into song.
+
+Clang, clang, sang the anvil under the hammer's beat.
+
+In the still summer evenings a troop of boys go climbing up the
+naked slopes towards the high wooded ranges to fetch home the cows
+for the milking. The higher they climb, the farther and farther
+their sight can travel out over the sea. And an hour or two later,
+as the sun goes down, here comes a long string of red-flanked
+cattle trailing down, with a faint jangle of bells, over the far-
+off ridges. The boys halloo them on--"Ohoo-oo-oo!"--and swing
+their ringed rowan staves, and spit red juice of the alder bark
+that they are chewing as men chew tobacco. Far below them they see
+the farm lands, grey in shadow, and, beyond, the waters of the
+fjord, yellow in the evening light, a mirror where red clouds and
+white sails and hills of liquid blue are shining. And away out on
+the farthest headland, the lonely star of the coast light over the
+grey sea.
+
+On such an evening Peer came down from the hills just in time to
+see a gentleman in a carriole turn off from the highway and take
+the by-road down towards Troen. The horse balked suddenly at a
+small bridge, and when the driver reined him in and gave him a cut
+with his whip, the beast reared, swung about, and sent the cart
+fairly dancing round on its high wheels. "Oh, well, then, I'll
+have to walk," cried the gentleman angrily, and, flinging the reins
+to the lad behind him, he jumped down. Just at this moment Peer
+came up.
+
+"Here, boy," began the traveller, "just take this bag, will you?
+And--" He broke off suddenly, took a step backward, and looked
+hard at the boy. "What--surely it can't be-- Is it you, Peer?"
+
+"Ye-es," said Peer, gaping a little, and took off his cap.
+
+"Well, now, that's funny. My name is Holm. Well, well--well,
+well!"
+
+The lad in the cart had driven off, and the gentleman from the city
+and the pale country boy with the patched trousers stood looking at
+each other.
+
+The newcomer was a man of fifty or so, but still straight and
+active, though his hair and close-trimmed beard were sprinkled with
+grey. His eyes twinkled gaily under the brim of his black felt
+hat; his long overcoat was open, showing a gold chain across his
+waistcoat. With a pair of gloves and an umbrella in one hand, a
+light travelling bag in the other, and his beautifully polished
+shoes--a grand gentleman, thought Peer, if ever there was one. And
+this was his father!
+
+"So that's how you look, my boy? Not very big for your age--nearly
+sixteen now, aren't you? Do they give you enough to eat?"
+
+"Yes," said Peer, with conviction.
+
+The pair walked down together, towards the grey cottage by the
+fjord. Suddenly the man stopped, and looked at it through half-
+shut eyes.
+
+"Is that where you've been living all these years?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"In that little hut there?"
+
+"Yes. That's the place--Troen they call it."
+
+"Why, that wall there bulges so, I should think the whole affair
+would collapse soon."
+
+Peer tried to laugh at this, but felt something like a lump in his
+throat. It hurt to hear fine folks talk like that of father and
+mother's little house.
+
+There was a great flurry when the strange gentleman appeared in the
+doorway. The old wife was kneading away at the dough for a cake,
+the front of her all white with flour; the old man sat with his
+spectacles on, patching a shoe, and the two girls sprang up from
+their spinning wheels. "Well, here I am. My name's Holm," said
+the traveller, looking round and smiling. "Mercy on us! the
+Captain his own self," murmured the old woman, wiping her hands on
+her skirt.
+
+He was an affable gentleman, and soon set them all at their ease.
+He sat down in the seat of honour, drumming with his fingers on the
+table, and talking easily as if quite at home. One of the girls
+had been in service for a while in a Consul's family in the town,
+and knew the ways of gentlefolk, and she fetched a bowl of milk and
+offered it with a curtsy and a: "Will the Captain please to take
+some milk?" "Thanks, thanks," said the visitor. "And what is your
+name, my dear? Come, there's nothing to blush about. Nicoline?
+First-rate! And you? Lusiana? That's right." He looked at the
+red-rimmed basin, and, taking it up, all but emptied it at a
+draught, then, wiping his beard, took breath. "Phu!--that was
+good. Well, so here I am." And he looked around the room and at
+each of them in turn, and smiled, and drummed with his fingers, and
+said, "Well, well--well, well," and seemed much amused with
+everything in general. "By the way, Nicoline," he said suddenly,
+"since you're so well up in titles, I'm not 'Captain' any more now;
+they've sent me up this way as Lieutenant-Colonel, and my wife has
+just had a house left her in your town here, so we may be coming to
+settle down in these parts. And perhaps you'd better send letters
+to me through a friend in future. But we can talk about all that
+by and by. Well, well--well, well." And all the time he was
+drumming with his fingers on the table and smiling. Peer noticed
+that he wore gold sleeve-links and a fine gold stud in his broad
+white shirt-front.
+
+And then a little packet was produced. "Hi, Peer, come and look;
+here's something for you." And the "something" was nothing less
+than a real silver watch--and Peer was quite unhappy for the moment
+because he couldn't dash off at once and show it to all the other
+boys. "There's a father for you," said the old wife, clapping her
+hands, and almost in tears. But the visitor patted her on the
+shoulder. "Father? father? H'm--that's not a thing any one can be
+so sure about. Hahaha!" And "hahaha" echoed the old man, still
+sitting with the awl in his hand. This was the sort of joke he
+could appreciate.
+
+Then the visitor went out and strolled about the place, with his
+hands under his coat tails, and looked at the sky, and the fjord,
+and murmured, "Well, well--well, well," and Peer followed him about
+all the while, and gazed at him as he might have gazed at a star.
+He was to sleep in a neighbour's house, where there was a room that
+had a bed with sheets on it, and Peer went across with him and
+carried his bag. It was Martin Bruvold's parents who were to house
+the traveller, and people stood round staring at the place. Martin
+himself was waiting outside. "This a friend of yours, Peer? Here,
+then, my boy, here's something to buy a big farm with." This time
+it was a five-crown note, and Martin stood fingering it, hardly
+able to believe his eyes. Peer's father was something like a
+father.
+
+It was a fine thing, too, to see a grand gentleman undress. "I'll
+have things like that some day," thought Peer, watching each new
+wonder that came out of the bag. There was a silver-backed brush,
+that he brushed his hair and beard with, walking up and down in his
+underclothes and humming to himself. And then there was another
+shirt, with red stripes round the collar, just to wear in bed.
+Peer nodded to himself, taking it all in. And when the stranger
+was in bed he took out a flask with a silver cork, that screwed off
+and turned into a cup, and had a dram for a nightcap; and then he
+reached for a long pipe with a beaded cord, and when it was drawing
+well he stretched himself out comfortably and smiled at Peer.
+
+"Well, now, my boy--are you getting on well at school?"
+
+Peer put his hands behind him and set one foot forward. "Yes--he
+says so--teacher does."
+
+"How much is twelve times twelve?"
+
+That was a stumper! Peer hadn't got beyond ten times ten.
+
+"Do they teach you gymnastics at the school?"
+
+"Gym--? What's that?"
+
+"Jumping and vaulting and climbing ropes and drilling in squads--
+what?"
+
+"But isn't it--isn't that wicked?"
+
+"Wicked! Hahaha! Wicked, did you say? So that's the way they
+look at things here, is it? Well, well--well, well! Hahaha! Hand
+me that matchbox, my boy. H'm!" He puffed away for a while in
+silence. Then, suddenly:
+
+"See here, boy. Did you know you'd a little sister?"
+
+"Yes, I know."
+
+"Half-sister, that is to say. I didn't quite know how it was
+myself. But I may as well tell you, my boy, that I paid the same
+for you all along, the same as now. Only I sent the money by your
+mother, and she--well, she, poor girl, had another one to look
+after, and no father to pay for it. So she made my money do for
+both. Hahaha! Well, poor girl, we can't blame her for that.
+Anyhow, we'll have to look after that little half-sister of yours
+now, I suppose, till she grows up. Don't you think so yourself?"
+
+Peer felt the tears coming. Think so!--indeed he did.
+
+Next day Peer's father went away. He stood there, ready to start,
+in the living-room at Troen, stiff felt hat and overcoat and all,
+and said, in a tone like the sheriff's when he gives out a public
+notice at the church door:
+
+"And, by the way, you're to have the boy confirmed this year."
+
+"Yes, to be sure we will," the old mother hastened to say.
+
+"Then I wish him to be properly dressed, like the best of the other
+youngsters. And there's fifty crowns for him to give the school-
+teacher and the parson as a parting gift." He handed over some
+more notes.
+
+"Afterwards," he went on, "I mean, of course, to look after him
+until he can make his own way in a respectable position. But first
+we must see what he has a turn for, and what he'd like to be
+himself. He'd better come to town and talk it over with me--but
+I'll write and arrange all that after he's confirmed. Then in case
+anything unexpected should happen to me, there's some money laid by
+for him in a savings bank account; he can apply to a friend of
+mine, who knows all about it. Well, good-bye, and very many
+thanks!"
+
+And the great man smiled to right and left, and shook them all by
+the hand, and waved his hat and was gone.
+
+For the next few days Peer walked on air, and found it hard to keep
+his footing at all on the common earth. People were for ever
+filling his head with talk about that savings bank account--it
+might be only a few thousands of crowns--but then again, it might
+run up to a million. A million! and here he was, eating herrings
+for dinner, and talking to Tom, Dick, and Harry just like any one
+else. A million crowns!
+
+Late in the autumn came the confirmation, and the old wooden
+church, with its tarred walls, nestled among its mighty tree-tops,
+sent its chimes ringing and ringing out into the blue autumn air.
+It seemed to Peer like some kindly old grandmother, calling so
+lovingly: "Come, come--old and young--old and young--from fjord
+and valley--northways and southways; come, come--this day of all
+days--this day of all days--come, come, come!" So it had stood,
+ringing out the chimes for one generation after another through
+hundreds of years, and now it is calling to us. And the young
+folks are there, looking at one another in their new clothes, and
+blowing their noses on clean white handkerchiefs, so carefully
+folded. There comes Peter Ronningen, passed by good luck this
+year, but forced to turn out in a jacket borrowed from Peer, as the
+tailor wasn't ready with his own new things. The boys say "how-do-
+you-do" and try to smile like grown-up folks. One or two of them
+may have some little account dating from old school-fights waiting
+to be settled--but, never mind--just as well to forget old scores
+now. Peer caught sight of Johan Koja, who stole a pencil from him
+last summer, but, after all, even that didn't seem worth making a
+fuss about. "Well, how've you been getting on since last summer?"
+they ask each other, as they move together up the stone steps to
+the big church door, through which the peal of the organ comes
+rolling out to meet them.
+
+How good it seems, and how kind, the little church, where all you
+see bids you welcome! Through the stained-glass windows with their
+tiny leaded panes falls a light so soft that even poor ugly faces
+seem beautiful. The organ tones are the very light itself turned
+into sweet sound. On one side of the nave you can see all the
+boys' heads, sleek with water; on the other the little mothers to
+be, in grown-up dress to-day for the first time, kerchief on head
+and hymn-book in hand, and with careful faces. And now they all
+sing. The elder folks have taken their places farther back to-day,
+but they join in, looking up now and again from the book to those
+young heads in front, and wondering how they will fare in life.
+And the young folk themselves are thinking as they sing, "To-day is
+the beginning of new things. Play and frolic are over and done
+with; from today we're grown-up." But the church and all in it
+seemed to say: "If ever you are in heavy trouble, come hither to
+me." Just look at that altar-piece there--the wood-carvings are a
+whole Bible in themselves--but Moses with the Tables of the Law is
+gentle of face to-day; you can see he means no harm after all. St.
+Peter, with the keys, pointing upwards, looks like a kind old
+uncle, bringing something good home from market. And then the
+angels on the walls, pictured or carved in wood, have borrowed the
+voice of the organ and the tones of the hymn, and they widen out
+the vaulted roof into the dome of heaven; while light and song and
+worshippers melt together and soar upwards toward the infinite
+spaces.
+
+Peer was thinking all the time: I don't care if I'm rich as rich, I
+WILL be a priest. And then perhaps with all my money I can build a
+church that no one ever saw the like of. And the first couple I'll
+marry there shall be Martin Bruvold and little sister Louise--if
+only he'll have her. Just wait and see!
+
+A few days later he wrote to his father, asking if he might come
+into town now and go to school. A long time passed, and then at
+last a letter came in a strange hand-writing, and all the grown
+folks at Troen came together again to read it. But what was their
+amazement when they read:
+
+"You will possibly have learned by now from the newspapers that
+your benefactor, Colonel Holm, has met his death by a fall from a
+horse. I must therefore request you to call on me personally at
+your earliest convenience, as I have several matters to settle with
+you. Yours faithfully, J. Grundt, Senior Master."
+
+They stood and looked at one another.
+
+Peer was crying--chiefly, it must be admitted, at the thought of
+having to bid good-bye to all the Troen folks and the two cows, and
+the calf, and the grey cat. He might have to go right on to
+Christiania, no later than to-morrow--to go to school there; and
+when he came back--why, very likely the old mother might not be
+there any more.
+
+So all three of them were heavy-hearted, when the pock-marked good-
+wife, and the bow-legged old man, came down with him to the pier.
+And soon he was standing on the deck of the fjord steamer, gazing
+at the two figures growing smaller and smaller on the shore. And
+then one hut after another in the little hamlet disappeared behind
+the ness--Troen itself was gone now--and the hills and the woods
+where he had cut ring staves and searched for stray cattle--swiftly
+all known things drew away and vanished, until at last the whole
+parish was gone, and his childhood over.
+
+
+
+Chapter III
+
+
+As evening fell, he saw a multitude of lights spread out on every
+side far ahead in the darkness. And next, with his little wooden
+chest on his shoulder, he was finding his way up through the
+streets by the quay to a lodging-house for country folk, which he
+knew from former visits, when he had come to the town with the
+Lofoten boats.
+
+Next morning, clad in his country homespun, he marched up along
+River Street, over the bridge, and up the hill to the villa
+quarter, where he had to ask the way. At last he arrived outside a
+white-painted wooden house standing back in a garden. Here was the
+place--the place where his fate was to be decided. After the
+country fashion he walked in at the kitchen door.
+
+A stout servant maid in a big white apron was rattling the rings of
+the kitchen range into place; there was a pleasing smell of coffee
+and good things to eat. Suddenly a door opened, and a figure in a
+dressing-gown appeared--a tall red-haired man with gold spectacles
+astride on a long red nose, his thick hair and scrubby little
+moustaches touched with grey. He gasped once or twice and then
+started sneezing--hoc-hoc-put-putsch!--wiped his nose with a large
+pocket-handkerchief, and grumbled out: "Ugh!--this wretched cold--
+can't get rid of it. How about my socks, Bertha, my good girl; do
+you think they are quite dry now?"
+
+"I've had them hung up ever since I lit the fire this morning,"
+said the girl, tossing her head.
+
+"But who is this young gentleman, may I ask?" The gold spectacles
+were turned full on Peer, who rose and bowed.
+
+"Said he wanted to speak to you, sir," put in the maid.
+
+"Ah. From the country, I see. Have you anything to sell, my lad?"
+
+"No," said Peer. He had had a letter. . . .
+
+The red head seemed positively frightened at this--and the
+dressing-gown faltered backwards, as if to find support. He cast a
+hurried glance at the girl, and then beckoned with a long fore-
+finger to Peer. "Yes, yes, perfectly so. Be so good as to come
+this way, my lad."
+
+Peer found himself in a room with rows of books all round the
+walls, and a big writing-table in the centre. "Sit down, my boy."
+The schoolmaster went and picked out a long pipe, and filled it,
+clearing his throat nervously, with an occasional glance at the
+boy. "H'm--so this is you. This is Peer--h'm." He lit his pipe
+and puffed a little, found himself again obliged to sneeze--but at
+last settled down in a chair at the writing-table, stretched out
+his long legs, and puffed away again.
+
+"So that's what you look like?" With a quick movement he reached
+for a photograph in a frame. Peer caught a glimpse of his father
+in uniform. The schoolmaster lifted his spectacles, stared at the
+picture, then let down his spectacles again and fell to
+scrutinising Peer's face. There was a silence for a while, and
+then he said: "Ah, indeed--I see--h'm." Then turning to Peer:
+
+"Well, my lad, it was very sudden--your benefactor's end--most
+unexpected. He is to be buried to-day."
+
+"Benefactor?" thought Peer. "Why doesn't he say 'your father'?"
+
+The schoolmaster was gazing at the window. "He informed me some
+time ago of--h'm--of all the--all the benefits he had conferred on
+you--h'm! And he begged me to keep an eye on you myself in case
+anything happened to him. And now"--the spectacles swung round
+towards Peer--"now you are starting out in life by yourself, hey?"
+
+"Yes," said Peer, shifting a little in his seat.
+
+"You will have to decide now what walk in life you are to--er--
+devote yourself to."
+
+"Yes," said Peer again, sitting up straighter.
+
+"You would perhaps like to be a fisherman--like the good people
+you've been brought up among?"
+
+"No." Peer shook his head disdainfully. Was this man trying to
+make a fool of him?
+
+"Some trade, then, perhaps?"
+
+"No!"
+
+"Oh, then I suppose it's to be America. Well, you will easily find
+company to go with. Such numbers are going nowadays--I am sorry to
+say. . . ."
+
+Peer pulled himself together. "Oh, no, not that at all." Better
+get it out at once. "I wish to be a priest," he said, speaking
+with a careful town accent.
+
+The schoolmaster rose from his seat, holding his long pipe up in
+the air in one hand, and pressing his ear forward with the other,
+as though to hear better. "What?--what did you say?"
+
+"A priest," repeated Peer, but he moved behind his chair as he
+spoke, for it looked as if the schoolmaster might fling the pipe at
+his head.
+
+But suddenly the red face broke into a smile, exposing such an
+array of greenish teeth as Peer had never seen before. Then he
+said in a sort of singsong, nodding: "A priest? Oh, indeed!
+Quite a small matter!" He rose and wandered once or twice up and
+down the room, then stopped, nodded, and said in a fatherly tone--
+to one of the bookshelves: "H'm--really--really--we're a little
+ambitious, are we not?"
+
+He turned on Peer suddenly. "Look here, my young friend--don't you
+think your benefactor has been quite generous enough to you
+already?"
+
+"Yes, indeed he has," said Peer, his voice beginning to tremble a
+little.
+
+"There are thousands of boys in your position who are thrown out in
+the world after confirmation and left to shift for themselves,
+without a soul to lend them a helping hand."
+
+"Yes," gasped Peer, looking round involuntarily towards the door.
+
+"I can't understand--who can have put these wild ideas into your
+head?"
+
+With an effort Peer managed to get out: "It's always been what I
+wanted. And he--father--"
+
+"Who? Father--? Do you mean your benefactor?"
+
+"Well, he was my father, wasn't he?" burst out Peer.
+
+The schoolmaster tottered back and sank into a chair, staring at
+Peer as if he thought him a quite hopeless subject. At last he
+recovered so far as to say: "Look here, my lad, don't you think
+you might be content to call him--now and for the future--just your
+benefactor? Don't you think he deserves it?"
+
+"Oh, yes," whispered Peer, almost in tears.
+
+"You are thinking, of course--you and those who have put all this
+nonsense into your head--of the money which he--h'm--"
+
+"Yes--isn't there a savings bank account--?"
+
+"Aha! There we are! Yes, indeed. There is a savings bank
+account--in my care." He rose, and hunted out from a drawer a
+small green-covered book. Peer could not take his eyes from it.
+"Here it is. The sum entered here to your account amounts to
+eighteen hundred crowns."
+
+Crash! Peer felt as if he had fallen through the floor into the
+cellarage. All his dreams vanished into thin air--the million
+crowns--priest and bishop--Christiania--and all the rest.
+
+"On the day when you are in a fair way to set up independently as
+an artisan, a farmer, or a fisherman--and when you seem to me, to
+the best of my judgment, to deserve such help--then and not till
+then I place this book at your disposal. Do you understand what I
+say?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"I am perfectly sure that I am in full agreement with the wishes of
+the donor in deciding that the money must remain untouched in my
+safe keeping until then."
+
+"Yes," whispered Peer.
+
+"What?--are you crying?"
+
+"N-no. Good-morning--"
+
+"No, pray don't go yet. Sit down. There are one or two things we
+must get settled at once. First of all--you must trust me, my good
+boy. Do you believe that I wish you well, or do you not?"
+
+"Yes, sir."
+
+"Then it is agreed that all these fancies about going to college
+and so forth must be driven out of your head once for all?"
+
+"Y-yes, sir."
+
+"You can see yourself that, even supposing you had the mental
+qualifications, such a sum, generous as it is in itself, would not
+suffice to carry you far."
+
+"No-no, sir."
+
+"On the other hand, if you wish it, I will gladly arrange to get
+you an apprentice's place with a good handicraftsman here. You
+would have free board there, and--well, if you should want clothes
+the first year or so, I dare say we could manage that. You will be
+better without pocket-money to fling about until you can earn it
+for yourself."
+
+Peer sighed, and drooped as he stood. When he saw the green-backed
+book locked into its drawer again, and heard the keys rattle as
+they went back into a pocket under the dressing-gown, he felt as if
+some one were pointing a jeering finger at him, and saying, "Yah!"
+
+"Then there's another thing. About your name. What name have you
+thought of taking, my lad--surname, I mean?"
+
+"My name is Peer Holm!" said the boy, instinctively drawing himself
+up as he had done when the bishop had patted his head at the
+confirmation and asked his name.
+
+The schoolmaster pursed up his lips, took off his spectacles and
+wiped them, put them on again, and turned to the bookshelves with a
+sigh. "Ah, indeed!--yes--yes--I almost thought as much."
+
+Then he came forward and laid a hand kindly on Peer's shoulder.
+
+"My dear boy--that is out of the question."
+
+A shiver went through Peer. Had he done something wrong again?
+
+"See here, my boy--have you considered that there may be others of
+that name in this same place?"
+
+"Yes--but--"
+
+"Wait a minute--and that you would occasion these--others--the
+deepest pain and distress if it should become known that--well, how
+matters stand. You see, I am treating you as a grown-up man--a
+gentleman. And I feel sure you would not wish to inflict a great
+sorrow--a crushing blow--upon a widow and her innocent children.
+There, there, my boy, there's nothing to cry about. Life, my young
+friend, life has troubles that must be faced. What is the name of
+the farm, or house, where you have lived up to now?"
+
+"T--Troen."
+
+"Troen--a very good name indeed. Then from to-day on you will call
+yourself Peer Troen."
+
+"Y-yes, sir."
+
+"And if any one should ask about your father, remember that you are
+bound in honour and conscience not to mention your benefactor's
+name."
+
+"Y-yes."
+
+"Well, then, as soon as you have made up your mind, come at once
+and let me know. We shall be great friends yet, you will see.
+You're sure you wouldn't like to try America? Well, well, come
+along out to the kitchen and see if we can find you some
+breakfast."
+
+Peer found himself a moment after sitting on a chair in the
+kitchen, where there was such a good smell of coffee. "Bertha,"
+said the schoolmaster coaxingly, "you'll find something good for
+breakfast for my young friend here, won't you?" He waved a
+farewell with his hand, took down his socks from a string above the
+stove, and disappeared through the door again.
+
+
+
+Chapter IV
+
+
+When a country boy in blue homespun, with a peaked cap on his blond
+head, goes wandering at random through the streets of a town, it is
+no particular concern of any one else. He moves along, gazing in
+at shop windows, hands deep in his pockets, whistling, looking at
+everything around him--or at nothing at all. And yet--perhaps in
+the head under that peaked cap it seems as if a whole little world
+had suddenly collapsed, and he may be whistling hard to keep from
+crying in the streets for people to see. He steps aside to avoid
+a cart, and runs into a man, who drops his cigar in the gutter.
+"Confounded country lout!" says the man angrily, but passes on and
+has forgotten boy and all the next moment. But a little farther on
+a big dog comes dashing out of a yard and unluckily upsets a fat
+old woman on the pavement, and the boy with the peaked cap, for all
+his troubles, cannot help doubling up and roaring with laughter.
+
+That afternoon, Peer sat on one of the ramparts below the fortress,
+biting at a stalk of grass, and twirling the end in his fingers.
+Below him lay town and fjord in the mild October sunlight; the
+rumble of traffic, the noises from workshops and harbour, came up
+to him through the rust-brown luminous haze. There he sat, while
+the sentry on the wall above marched back and forth, with his rifle
+on his shoulder, left--right--left.
+
+You may climb very high up indeed, and fall down very deep, and no
+such terrible harm done after all, as long as you don't absolutely
+break your neck. And gradually Peer began to realise that he was
+still alive, after all. It is a bad business when the world goes
+against you, even though you may have some one to turn to for
+advice and sympathy. But when all the people round you are utter
+strangers, there is nothing to be done but sit down and twirl a
+straw, and think things out a bit for yourself. Peer's thoughts
+were of a thing in a long dressing-gown that had taken his bank
+book and locked it up and rattled the keys at him and said "Yah!"
+and deposed him from his bishopric and tried to sneeze and squeeze
+him into a trade, where he'd have to carry a pressing-iron all his
+life and be Peer Troen, Tailor. But he wouldn't have that. He sat
+there bracing himself up, and trying to gather together from
+somewhere a thing he had never had much need of before--to wit, a
+will of his own, something to set up against the whole wide world.
+What was he to do now? He felt he would like to go back to Troen
+first of all, and talk things over with the old father and mother;
+they would be sorry for him there, and say "Poor boy," and pray for
+him--but after a day or two, he knew, they would begin to glance at
+him at meals, and remember that there was no one to pay for him
+now, and that times were hard. No, that was no refuge for him now.
+But what could he do, then? Clearly it was not such a simple
+matter to be all alone in the world.
+
+A little later he found himself on a hillside by the Cathedral
+churchyard, sitting under the yellowing trees, and wondering
+dreamily where his father was to be buried. What a difference
+between him and that schoolmaster man! No preaching with him; no
+whining about what his boy might call himself or might not. Why
+must he go and die?
+
+It was strange to think of that fine strong man, who had brushed
+his hair and beard so carefully with his silver-backed brush--to
+think that he was lying still in a coffin now, and would soon be
+covered up with earth.
+
+People were coming up the hill now, and passing in to the
+churchyard. The men wore black clothes and tall shiny hats--but
+there were some officers too, with plumes and sashes. And then a
+regimental band--with its brass instruments. Peer slipped into the
+churchyard with the crowd, but kept apart from the rest, and took
+up his stand a little way off, beside a big monument. "It must be
+father's funeral," he thought to himself, and was broad awake at
+once.
+
+This, he guessed, must be the Cadet School, that came marching in,
+and formed up in two lines from the mortuary chapel to the open
+grave. The place was nearly full of people now; there were women
+holding handkerchiefs to their eyes, and an elderly lady in black
+went into the chapel, on the arm of a tall man in uniform. "That
+must be father's wife," thought Peer, "and the young ladies there
+in black are--my half-sisters, and that young lieutenant--my half-
+brother." How strange it all was! A sound of singing came from
+the chapel. And a little later six sergeants came out, carrying a
+coffin all heaped with flowers. "Present arms!" And the soldiers
+presented, and the band played a slow march and moved off in front
+of the coffin, between the two lines of soldiers. And then came a
+great following of mourners. The lady in black came out again,
+sobbing behind her handkerchief, and hardly able to follow, though
+she clung to the tall officer's arm. But in front of the pair,
+just behind the coffin itself, walked a tall man in splendid
+uniform, with gold epaulettes, plumed hat, and sword, bearing a
+cushion with two jewelled stars. And the long, long train of
+mourners moved slowly, gently on, and there--there by the grave,
+stood the priest, holding a spade.
+
+Peer was anxious to hear what the priest would have to say about
+his father. Involuntarily he stole a little nearer, though he felt
+somehow that it would not do to come too close.
+
+A hymn was sung at the graveside, the band accompanying. Peer
+took off his cap. He was too taken up to notice that one of the
+mourners was watching him intently, and presently left the group
+and came towards him. The man wore spectacles, and a shiny tall
+hat, and it was not until he began to sneeze that Peer recognised
+him. It was the schoolmaster, glaring at him now with a face so
+full of horror and fury that the spectacles almost seemed to be
+spitting fire.
+
+"You--you-- Are you mad?" he whispered in Peer's face, clenching
+his black gloved hands. "What are you doing here? Do you want to
+cause a catastrophe to-day of all days? Go--get away at once, do
+you hear me? Go! For heaven's sake, get away from here before any
+one sees." Peer turned and fled, hearing behind him as he went a
+threatening "If ever you dare--again--," while the voices and the
+band, swelling higher in the hymn, seemed to strike him in the back
+and drive him on.
+
+He was far down in the town before he could stop and pull himself
+together. One thing was clear--after this he could never face that
+schoolmaster again. All was lost. Could he even be sure that what
+he had done wasn't so frightfully wrong that he would have to go to
+prison for it?
+
+Next day the Troen folk were sitting at their dinner when the
+eldest son looked out of the window and said: "There's Peer
+coming."
+
+"Mercy on us!" cried the good-wife, as he came in. "What is the
+matter, Peer? Are you ill?"
+
+Ah, it was good that night to creep in under the old familiar skin-
+rug once more. And the old mother sat on the bedside and talked to
+him of the Lord, by way of comfort. Peer clenched his hands under
+the clothes--somehow he thought now of the Lord as a sort of
+schoolmaster in a dressing-gown. Yet it was some comfort all the
+same to have the old soul sit there and talk to him.
+
+Peer had much to put up with in the days that followed--much
+tittering and whispers of "Look! there goes the priest," as he went
+by. At table, he felt ashamed of every mouthful he took; he hunted
+for jobs as day-labourer on distant farms so as to earn a little to
+help pay for his keep. And when the winter came he would have to
+do as the others did--hire himself out, young and small as he was,
+for the Lofoten fishing.
+
+But one day after church Klaus Brock drew him aside and got him to
+talk things over at length. First, Klaus told him that he himself
+was going away--he was to begin in one of the mechanical workshops
+in town, and go from there to the Technical College, to qualify for
+an engineer. And next he wanted to hear the whole truth about what
+had happened to Peer that day in town. For when people went
+slapping their thighs and sniggering about the young would-be
+priest that had turned out a beggar, Klaus felt he would like to
+give the lot of them a darned good hammering.
+
+So the two sixteen-year-old boys wandered up and down talking, and
+in the days to come Peer never forgot how his old accomplice in the
+shark-fishing had stood by him now. "Do like me," urged Klaus.
+"You're a bit of a smith already, man; go to the workshops, and
+read up in your spare time for the entrance exam to the Technical.
+Then three years at the College--the eighteen hundred crowns will
+cover that--and there you are, an engineer--and needn't even owe
+any one a halfpenny."
+
+Peer shook his head; he was sure he would never dare to show his
+face before that schoolmaster again, much less ask for the money in
+the bank. No; the whole thing was over and done with for him.
+
+"But devil take it, man, surely you can see that this ape of a
+schoolmaster dare not keep you out of your money. Let me come with
+you; we'll go up and tackle him together, and then--then you'll
+see." And Klaus clenched his fists and thrust out one shoulder
+fiercely.
+
+But when January came, there was Peer in oil-skins, in the foc's'le
+of a Lofoten fishing-smack, ploughing the long sea-road north to
+the fishing-grounds, in frost and snow-storms. All through that
+winter he lived the fisherman's life: on land, in one of the tiny
+fisher-booths where a five-man crew is packed like sardines in an
+air so thick you can cut it with a knife; at sea, where in a fair
+wind you stand half the day doing nothing and freezing stiff the
+while--and a foul wind means out oars, and row, row, row, over an
+endless plain of rolling icy combers; row, row, till one's hands
+are lumps of bleeding flesh. Peer lived through it all, thinking
+now and then, when he could think at all, how the grand gentlefolk
+had driven him out to this life because he was impertinent enough
+to exist. And when the fourteen weeks were past, and the Lofoten
+boats stood into the fjord again on a mild spring day, it was easy
+for Peer to reckon out his earnings, which were just nothing at
+all. He had had to borrow money for his outfit and food, and he
+would be lucky if his boy's share was enough to cover what he owed.
+
+A few weeks later a boy stood by the yard gate of an engineering
+works in the town just as the bell was ringing and the men came
+streaming out, and asked for Klaus Brock.
+
+"Hullo, Peer--that you? Been to Lofoten and made your fortune?"
+
+The two boys stood a moment taking stock of one another: Klaus
+grimy-faced and in working-clothes--Peer weather-beaten and tanned
+by storm and spray.
+
+The manager of the factory was Klaus's uncle, and the same
+afternoon his nephew came into the office with a new hand wanting
+to be taken on as apprentice. He had done some smithy work before,
+he said; and he was taken on forthwith, at a wage of twopence an
+hour.
+
+"And what's your name?"
+
+"Peer--er"--the rest stuck in his throat.
+
+"Holm," put in Klaus.
+
+"Peer Holm? Very well, that'll do."
+
+The two boys went out with a feeling of having done something
+rather daring. And anyway, if trouble should come along, there
+would be two of them now to tackle it.
+
+
+
+Chapter V
+
+
+In a narrow alley off Sea Street lived Gorseth the job-master, with
+a household consisting of a lean and skinny wife, two half-starved
+horses, and a few ramshackle flies and sledges. The job-master
+himself was a hulking toper with red nose and beery-yellow eyes,
+who spent his nights in drinking and got home in the small hours of
+the morning when his wife was just about getting up. All through
+the morning she went about the place scolding and storming at him
+for a drunken ne'er-do-well, while Gorseth himself lay comfortably
+snoring.
+
+When Peer arrived on the scene with his box on his shoulder,
+Gorseth was on his knees in the yard, greasing a pair of leather
+carriage-aprons, while his wife, sunken-lipped and fierce-eyed,
+stood in the kitchen doorway, abusing him for a profligate, a
+swine, and the scum of the earth. Gorseth lay there on all-fours,
+with the sun shining on his bald head, smearing on the grease; but
+every now and then he would lift his head and snarl out, "Hold your
+jaw, you damned old jade!"
+
+"Haven't you a room to let?" Peer asked.
+
+A beery nose was turned towards him, and the man dragged himself up
+and wiped his hands on his trousers. "Right you are," said he, and
+led the way across the yard, up some stairs, and into a little room
+with two panes of glass looking on to the street and a half-window
+on the yard. The room had a bed with sheets, a couple of chairs,
+and a table in front of the half-window. Six and six a month.
+Agreed. Peer took it on the spot, paid down the first month's
+rent, and having got rid of the man sat down on his chest and
+looked about him. Many people have never a roof to their heads,
+but here was he, Peer, with a home of his own. Outside in the yard
+the woman had begun yelping her abuse again, the horses in the
+stable beneath were stamping and whinnying, but Peer had lodged in
+fisher-booths and peasants' quarters and was not too particular.
+Here he was for the first time in a place of his own, and within
+its walls was master of the house and his own master.
+
+Food was the next thing. He went out and bought in supplies,
+stocking his chest with plain country fare. At dinner time he sat
+on the lid, as fishermen do, and made a good solid meal of flat
+bannocks and cold bacon.
+
+And now he fell-to at his new work. There was no question of
+whether it was what he wanted or not; here was a chance of getting
+up in the world, and that without having to beg any one's leave.
+He meant to get on. And it was not long before his dreams began to
+take a new shape from his new life. He stood at the bottom of a
+ladder, a blacksmith's boy--but up at the top sat a mighty Chief
+Engineer, with gold spectacles and white waistcoat. That was where
+he would be one day. And if any schoolmaster came along and tried
+to keep him back this time--well, just let him try it. They had
+turned him out of a churchyard once--he would have his revenge for
+that some day. It might take him years and years to do it, but one
+fine day he would be as good as the best of them, and would pay
+them back in full.
+
+In the misty mornings, as he tramped in to his work, dinner-pail in
+hand, his footsteps on the plank bridge seemed hammering out with
+concentrated will: "To-day I shall learn something new--new--new!"
+
+The great works down at the harbour--shipyard, foundry, and machine
+shops--were a whole city in themselves. And into this world of
+fire and smoke and glowing iron, steam-hammers, racing wheels, and
+bustle and noise, he was thrusting his way, intent upon one thing,
+to learn and learn and ever learn. There were plenty of those by
+him who were content to know their way about the little corner
+where they stood--but they would never get any farther. They would
+end their days broken-down workmen--HE would carve his way through
+till he stood among the masters. He had first to put in some
+months' work in the smithy, then he would be passed on to the
+machine shops, then to work with the carpenters and painters, and
+finally in the shipyard. The whole thing would take a couple of
+years. But the works and all therein were already a kind of new
+Bible to him; a book of books, which he must learn by heart. Only
+wait!
+
+And what a place it was for new adventures! Many times a day he
+would find himself gazing at some new wonder; sheer miracle and
+revelation--yet withal no creation of God's grace, but an invention
+of men. Press a button, and behold, a miracle springs to life. He
+would stare at the things, and the strain of understanding them
+would sometimes keep him awake at night. There was something
+behind this, something that must be--spirit, even though it did not
+come from God. These engineers were priests of a sort, albeit they
+did not preach nor pray. It was a new world.
+
+One day he was put to riveting work on an enormous boiler, and for
+the first time found himself working with a power that was not the
+power of his own hands. It was a tube, full of compressed air,
+that drove home the rivets in quick succession with a clashing wail
+from the boiler that sounded all over the town. Peer's head and
+ears ached with the noise, but he smiled all the same. He was used
+to toil himself, in weariness of body; now he stood here master,
+was mind and soul and directing will. He felt it now for the first
+time, and it sent a thrill of triumph through every nerve of his
+body.
+
+But all through the long evenings he sat alone, reading, reading,
+and heard the horses stamping in the stable below. And when he
+crept into bed, well after midnight, there was only one thing that
+troubled him--his utter loneliness. Klaus Brock lived with his
+uncle, in a fine house, and went to parties. And he lay here all
+by himself. If he were to die that very night, there would be
+hardly a soul to care. So utterly alone he was--in a strange and
+indifferent world.
+
+Sometimes it helped him a little to think of the old mother at
+Troen, or of the church at home, where the vaulted roof had soared
+so high over the swelling organ-notes, and all the faces had looked
+so beautiful. But the evening prayer was no longer what it had
+been for him. There was no grey-haired bishop any more sitting at
+the top of the ladder he was to climb. The Chief Engineer that was
+there now had nothing to do with Our Lord, or with life in the
+world to come. He would never come so far now that he could go
+down into the place of torment where his mother lay, and bring her
+up with him, up to salvation. And whatever power and might he
+gained, he could never stand in autumn evenings and lift up his
+finger and make all the stars break into song.
+
+Something was past and gone for Peer. It was as if he were rowing
+away from a coast where red clouds hung in the sky and dream-
+visions filled the air--rowing farther and farther away, towards
+something quite new. A power stronger than himself had willed it
+so.
+
+One Sunday, as he sat reading, the door opened, and Klaus Brock
+entered whistling, with his cap on the back of his head.
+
+"Hullo, old boy! So this is where you live?"
+
+"Yes, it is--and that's a chair over there."
+
+But Klaus remained standing, with his hands in his pockets and his
+cap on, staring about the room. "Well, I'm blest!" he said at
+last. "If he hasn't stuck up a photograph of himself on his
+table!"
+
+"Well, did you never see one before? Don't you know everybody has
+them?"
+
+"Not their own photos, you ass! If anybody sees that, you'll never
+hear the last of it."
+
+Peer took up the photograph and flung it under the bed. "Well, it
+was a rubbishy thing," he muttered. Evidently he had made a
+mistake. "But what about this?"--pointing to a coloured picture he
+had nailed up on the wall.
+
+Klaus put on his most manly air and bit off a piece of tobacco
+plug. "Ah! that!" he said, trying not to laugh too soon.
+
+"Yes; it's a fine painting, isn't it? I got it for fourpence."
+
+"Painting! Ha-ha! that's good! Why, you silly cow, can't you see
+it's only an oleograph?"
+
+"Oh, of course you know all about it. You always do."
+
+"I'll take you along one day to the Art Gallery," said Klaus.
+"Then you can see what a real painting looks like. What's that
+you've got there--English reader?"
+
+"Yes," put in Peer eagerly; "hear me say a poem." And before Klaus
+could protest, he had begun to recite.
+
+When he had finished, Klaus sat for a while in silence, chewing his
+quid. "H'm!" he said at last, "if our last teacher, Froken
+Zebbelin, could have heard that English of yours, we'd have had to
+send for a nurse for her, hanged if we wouldn't!"
+
+This was too much. Peer flung the book against the wall and told
+the other to clear out to the devil. When Klaus at last managed to
+get a word in, he said:
+
+"If you are to pass your entrance at the Technical you'll have to
+have lessons--surely you can see that. You must get hold of a
+teacher."
+
+"Easy for you to talk about teachers! Let me tell you my pay is
+twopence an hour."
+
+"I'll find you one who can take you twice a week or so in languages
+and history and mathematics. I daresay some broken-down sot of a
+student would take you on for sevenpence a lesson. You could run
+to that, surely?"
+
+Peer was quiet now and a little pensive. "Well, if I give up
+butter, and drink water instead of coffee--"
+
+Klaus laughed, but his eyes were moist. Hard luck that he couldn't
+offer to lend his comrade a few shillings--but it wouldn't do.
+
+So the summer passed. On Sundays Peer would watch the young folks
+setting out in the morning for the country, to spend the whole day
+wandering in the fields and woods, while he sat indoors over his
+books. And in the evening he would stick his head out of his two-
+paned window that looked on to the street, and would see the lads
+and girls coming back, flushed and noisy, with flowers and green
+boughs in their hats, crazy with sunshine and fresh air. And still
+he must sit and read on. But in the autumn, when the long nights
+set in, he would go for a walk through the streets before going to
+bed, as often as not up to the white wooden house where the manager
+lived. This was Klaus's home. Lights in the windows, and often
+music; the happy people that lived here knew and could do all sorts
+of things that could never be learned from books. No mistake: he
+had a goodish way to go--a long, long way. But get there he would.
+
+One day Klaus happened to mention, quite casually, where Colonel
+Holm's widow lived, and late one evening Peer made his way out
+there, and cautiously approached the house. It was in River
+Street, almost hidden in a cluster of great trees, and Peer stood
+there, leaning against the garden fence, trembling with some
+obscure emotion. The long rows of windows on both floors were
+lighted up; he could hear youthful laughter within, and then a
+young girl's voice singing--doubtless they were having a party.
+Peer turned up his collar against the wind, and tramped back
+through the town to his lodging above the carter's stable.
+
+For the lonely working boy Saturday evening is a sort of festival.
+He treats himself to an extra wash, gets out his clean underclothes
+from his chest, and changes. And the smell of the newly-washed
+underclothing calls up keenly the thought of a pock-marked old
+woman who sewed and patched it all, and laid it away so neatly
+folded. He puts it on carefully, feeling almost as if it were
+Sunday already.
+
+Now and again, when a Sunday seemed too long, Peer would drift into
+the nearest church. What the parson said was all very good, no
+doubt, but Peer did not listen; for him there were only the hymns,
+the organ, the lofty vaulted roof, the coloured windows. Here,
+too, the faces of the people looked otherwise than in the street
+without; touched, as it were, by some reflection from all that
+their thoughts aspired to reach. And it was so homelike here.
+Peer even felt a sort of kinship with them all, though every soul
+there was a total stranger.
+
+But at last one day, to his surprise, in the middle of a hymn, a
+voice within him whispered suddenly: "You should write to your
+sister. She's as much alone in the world as you are."
+
+And one evening Peer sat down and wrote. He took quite a lordly
+tone, saying that if she wanted help in any way, she need only let
+him know. And if she would care to move in to town, she could come
+and live with him. After which he remained, her affectionate
+brother, Peer Holm, engineer apprentice.
+
+A few days later there came a letter addressed in a fine slanting
+hand. Louise had just been confirmed. The farmer she was with
+wished to keep her on as dairymaid through the winter, but she was
+afraid the work would be too heavy for her. So she was coming in
+to town by the boat arriving on Sunday evening. With kind regards,
+his sister, Louise Hagen.
+
+Peer was rather startled. He seemed to have taken a good deal on
+his shoulders.
+
+On Sunday evening he put on his blue suit and stiff felt hat, and
+walked down to the quay. For the first time in his life he had
+some one else to look after--he was to be a father and benefactor
+from now on to some one worse off than himself. This was something
+new. The thought came back to him of the jolly gentleman who had
+come driving down one day to Troen to look after his little son.
+Yes, that was the way to do things; that was the sort of man he
+would be. And involuntarily he fell into something of his father's
+look and step, his smile, his lavish, careless air. "Well, well--
+well, well--well, well," he seemed saying to himself. He might
+almost, in his fancy, have had a neat iron-grey beard on his chin.
+
+The little green steamboat rounded the point and lay in to the
+quay, the gangways were run out, porters jumped aboard, and all the
+passengers came bundling ashore. Peer wondered how he was to know
+her, this sister whom he had never seen.
+
+The crowd on deck soon thinned, and people began moving off from
+the quay into the town.
+
+Then Peer was aware of a young peasant-girl, with a box in one hand
+and a violin-case in the other. She wore a grey dress, with a
+black kerchief over her fair hair; her face was pale, and finely
+cut. It was his mother's face; his mother as a girl of sixteen.
+Now she was looking about her, and now her eyes rested on him, half
+afraid, half inquiring.
+
+"Is it you, Louise?"
+
+"Is that you, Peer?"
+
+They stood for a moment, smiling and measuring each other with
+their eyes, and then shook hands.
+
+Together they carried the box up through the town, and Peer was so
+much of a townsman already that he felt a little ashamed to find
+himself walking through the streets, holding one end of a trunk,
+with a peasant-girl at the other. And what a clatter her thick
+shoes made on the pavement! But all the time he was ashamed to
+feel ashamed. Those blue arch eyes of hers, constantly glancing up
+at him, what were they saying? "Yes, I have come," they said--"and
+I've no one but you in all the world--and here I am," they kept on
+saying.
+
+"Can you play that?" he asked, with a glance at her violin-case.
+
+"Oh well; my playing's only nonsense," she laughed. And she told
+how the old sexton she had been living with last had not been able
+to afford a new dress for her confirmation, and had given her the
+violin instead.
+
+"Then didn't you have a new dress to be confirmed in?"
+
+"No."
+
+"But wasn't it--didn't you feel horrible, with the other girls
+standing by you all dressed up fine?"
+
+She shut her eyes for a moment. "Oh, yes--it WAS horrid," she
+said.
+
+A little farther on she asked: "Were you boarded out at a lot of
+places?"
+
+"Five, I think."
+
+"Pooh--why, that's nothing. I was at nine, I was." The girl was
+smiling again.
+
+When they came up to his room she stood for a moment looking round
+the place. It was hardly what she had expected to find. And she
+had not been in town lodgings before, and her nose wrinkled up a
+little as she smelt the close air. It seemed so stuffy, and so
+dark.
+
+"We'll light the lamp," he said.
+
+Presently she laughed a little shyly, and asked where she was to
+sleep.
+
+"Lord bless us, you may well ask!" Peer scratched his head.
+"There's only one bed, you see." At that they both burst out
+laughing.
+
+"The one of us'll have to sleep on the floor," suggested the girl.
+
+"Right. The very thing," said he, delighted. "I've two pillows;
+you can have one. And two rugs--anyway, you won't be cold."
+
+"And then I can put on my other dress over," she said. "And maybe
+you'll have an old overcoat--"
+
+"Splendid! So we needn't bother any more about that."
+
+"But where do you get your food from?" She evidently meant to have
+everything cleared up at once.
+
+Peer felt rather ashamed that he hadn't money enough to invite her
+to a meal at an eating-house then and there. But he had to pay his
+teacher's fees the next day; and his store-box wanted refilling
+too.
+
+"I boil the coffee on the stove there overnight," he said, "so that
+it's all ready in the morning. And the dry food I keep in that box
+there. We'll see about some supper now." He opened the box,
+fished out a loaf and some butter, and put the kettle on the stove.
+She helped him to clear the papers off the table, and spread the
+feast on it. There was only one knife, but it was really much
+better fun that way than if he had had two. And soon they were
+seated on their chairs--they had a chair each--having their first
+meal in their own home, he and she together.
+
+It was settled that Louise should sleep on the floor, and they both
+laughed a great deal as he tucked her in carefully so that she
+shouldn't feel cold. It was not till afterwards, when the lamp was
+out, that they noticed that the autumn gales had set in, and there
+was a loud north-wester howling over the housetops. And there they
+lay, chatting to each other in the dark, before falling asleep.
+
+It seemed a strange and new thing to Peer, this really having a
+relation of his own--and a girl, too--a young woman. There she lay
+on the floor near by him, and from now on he was responsible for
+what was to become of her in the world. How should he put that job
+through?
+
+He could hear her turning over. The floor was hard, very likely.
+
+"Louise?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"Did you ever see mother?"
+
+"No."
+
+"Or your father?"
+
+"My father?" She gave a little laugh.
+
+"Yes, haven't you ever seen him either?"
+
+"Why, how should I, silly? Who says that mother knew herself who
+it was?"
+
+There was a pause. Then Peer brought out, rather awkwardly:
+"We're all alone, then--you and I."
+
+"Yes--we are that."
+
+"Louise! What are you thinking of taking to now?"
+
+"What are you?"
+
+So Peer told her all his plans. She said nothing for a little
+while--no doubt she was lying thinking of the grand things he had
+before him.
+
+At last she spoke. "Do you think--does it cost very much to learn
+to be a midwife?"
+
+"A midwife--is that what you want to be, girl?" Peer couldn't help
+laughing. So this was what she had been planning in these days--
+since he had offered to help her on in the world.
+
+"Do you think my hands are too big?" she ventured presently--he
+could just hear the whisper.
+
+Peer felt a pang of pity. He had noticed already how ill the red
+swollen hands matched her pale clear-cut face, and he knew that in
+the country, when any one has small, fine hands, people call them
+"midwife's hands."
+
+"We'll manage it somehow, I daresay," said Peer, turning round to
+the wall. He had heard that it cost several hundred crowns to go
+through the course at the midwifery school. It would be years
+before he could get together anything like that sum. Poor girl,
+it looked as if she would have a long time to wait.
+
+After that they fell silent. The north-wester roared over the
+housetops, and presently brother and sister were asleep.
+
+When Peer awoke the next morning, Louise was about already, making
+coffee over the little stove. Then she opened her box, took out a
+yellow petticoat and hung it on a nail, placed a pair of new shoes
+against the wall, lifted out some under-linen and woollen
+stockings, looked at them, and put them back again. The little
+box held all her worldly goods.
+
+As Peer was getting up: "Gracious mercy!" she cried suddenly,
+"what is that awful noise down in the yard?"
+
+"Oh, that's nothing to worry about," said Peer. "It's only the
+job-master and his wife. They carry on like that every blessed
+morning; you'll soon get used to it."
+
+Soon they were seated once more at the little table, drinking
+coffee and laughing and looking at each other. Louise had found
+time to do her hair--the two fair plaits hung down over her
+shoulders.
+
+It was time for Peer to be off, and, warning the girl not to go too
+far from home and get lost, he ran down the stairs.
+
+At the works he met Klaus Brock, and told him that his sister had
+come to town.
+
+"But what are you going to do with her?" asked Klaus.
+
+"Oh, she'll stay with me for the present."
+
+"Stay with you? But you've only got one room and one bed, man!"
+
+"Well--she can sleep on the floor."
+
+"She? Your sister? She's to sleep on the floor--and you in the
+bed!" gasped Klaus.
+
+Peer saw he had made a mistake again. "Of course I was only
+fooling," he hastened to say. "Of course it's Louise that's to
+have the bed."
+
+When he came home he found she had borrowed a frying-pan from the
+carter's wife, and had fried some bacon and boiled potatoes; so
+that they sat down to a dinner fit for a prince.
+
+But when the girl's eyes fell on the coloured print on the wall,
+and she asked if it was a painting, Peer became very grand at once.
+"That--a painting? Why, that's only an oleograph, silly! No, I'll
+take you along to the Art Gallery one day, and show you what real
+paintings are like." And he sat drumming with his fingers on the
+table, and saying: "Well, well--well, well, well!"
+
+They agreed that Louise had better look out at once for some work
+to help things along. And at the first eating-house they tried,
+she was taken on at once in the kitchen to wash the floor and peel
+potatoes.
+
+When bedtime came he insisted on Louise taking the bed. "Of course
+all that was only a joke last night," he explained. "Here in town
+women always have the best of everything--that's what's called
+manners." As he stretched himself on the hard floor, he had a
+strange new feeling. The narrow little garret seemed to have
+widened out now that he had to find room in it for a guest. There
+was something not unpleasant even in lying on the hard floor, since
+he had chosen to do it for some one else's sake.
+
+After the lamp was out he lay for a while, listening to her
+breathing. Then at last:
+
+"Louise."
+
+"Yes?"
+
+"Is your father--was his name Hagen?"
+
+"Yes. It says so on the certificate."
+
+"Then you're Froken Hagen. Sounds quite fine, doesn't it?"
+
+"Uf! Now you're making fun of me."
+
+"And when you're a midwife, Froken Hagen might quite well marry a
+doctor, you know."
+
+"Silly! There's no chance--with hands like mine."
+
+"Do you think your hands are too big for you to marry a doctor?"
+
+"Uf! you ARE a crazy thing. Ha-ha-ha!"
+
+"Ha-ha-ha!"
+
+They both snuggled down under the clothes, with the sense of ease
+and peace that comes from sharing a room with a good friend in a
+happy humour.
+
+"Well, good-night, Louise."
+
+"Good-night, Peer."
+
+
+
+Chapter VI
+
+
+So things went on till winter was far spent. Now that Louise, too,
+was a wage-earner, and could help with the expenses, they could
+dine luxuriously at an eating-house every day, if they pleased, on
+meat-cakes at fourpence a portion. They managed to get a bed for
+Peer that could be folded up during the day, and soon learned, too,
+that good manners required they should hang up Louise's big woollen
+shawl between them as a modest screen while they were dressing and
+undressing. And Louise began to drop her country speech and talk
+city-fashion like her brother.
+
+One thought often came to Peer as he lay awake. "The girl is the
+very image of mother, that's certain--what if she were to go the
+same way? Well, no, that she shall not. You're surely man enough
+to see to that. Nothing of that sort shall happen, my dear Froken
+Hagen."
+
+They saw but little of each other during the day, though, for they
+were apart from early in the morning till he came home in the
+evening. And when he lectured her, and warned her to be careful
+and take no notice of men who tried to speak to her, Louise only
+laughed. When Klaus Brock came up one day to visit them, and made
+great play with his eyes while he talked to her, Peer felt much
+inclined to take him by the scruff of the neck and throw him
+downstairs.
+
+When Christmas-time was near they would wander in the long evenings
+through the streets and look in at the dazzlingly lit shop-windows,
+with their tempting, glittering show of gold and finery. Louise
+kept asking continually how much he thought this thing or that
+cost--that lace, or the cloak, or the stockings, or those gold
+brooches. "Wait till you marry that doctor," Peer would say, "then
+you can buy all those things." So far neither of them had an
+overcoat, but Peer turned up his coat-collar when he felt cold, and
+Louise made the most of her thick woollen dress and a pair of good
+country gloves that kept her quite warm. And she had adventured on
+a hat now, in place of her kerchief, and couldn't help glancing
+round, thinking people must notice how fine she was.
+
+On Christmas Eve he carried up buckets of water from the yard, and
+she had a great scrubbing-out of the whole room. And then they in
+their turn had a good wash, helping each other in country fashion
+to scrub shoulders and back.
+
+Peer was enough of a townsman now to have laid in a few little
+presents to give his sister; but the girl, who had not been used to
+such doings, had nothing for him, and wept a good deal when she
+realised it. They ate cakes from the confectioner's with syrup
+over them, and drank chocolate, and then Louise played a hymn-tune,
+in her best style, on her violin, and Peer read the Christmas
+lessons from the prayer-book--it was all just like what they used
+to do at Troen on Christmas Eve. And that night, after the lamp
+was put out, they lay awake talking over plans for the future.
+They promised each other that when they had got well on in the
+world, he in his line and she in hers, they would manage to live
+near each other, so that their children could play together and
+grow up good friends. Didn't she think that was a good idea? Yes,
+indeed she did. And did he really mean it? Yes, of course he
+meant it, really.
+
+But later on in the winter, when she sat at home in the evenings
+waiting for him--he often worked overtime--she was sometimes almost
+afraid. There was his step on the stairs! If it was hurried and
+eager she would tremble a little. For the moment he was inside the
+door he would burst out: "Hurrah, my girl! I've learnt something
+new to-day, I tell you!" "Have you, Peer?" And then out would
+pour a torrent of talk about motors and power and pressures and
+cylinders and cranes and screws, and such-like. She would sit and
+listen and smile, but of course understood not a word of it all,
+and as soon as Peer discovered this he would get perfectly furious,
+and call her a little blockhead.
+
+Then there were the long evenings when he sat at home reading, by
+himself or with his teacher and she had to sit so desperately still
+that she hardly dared take a stitch with her needle. But one day
+he took it into his head that his sister ought to be studying too;
+so he set her a piece of history to learn by the next evening. But
+time to learn it--where was that to come from? And then he started
+her writing to his dictation, to improve her spelling--and all the
+time she kept dropping off to sleep. She had washed so many floors
+and peeled so many potatoes in the daytime that now her body felt
+like lead.
+
+"Look here, my fine girl!" he would storm at her, raging up and
+down the room, "if you think you can get on in the world without
+education, you're most infernally mistaken." He succeeded in
+reducing her to tears--but it wasn't long before her head had
+fallen forward on the table again and she was fast asleep. So he
+realised there was nothing for it but to help her to bed--as
+quietly as possible, so as not to wake her up.
+
+Some way on in the spring Peer fell sick. When the doctor came, he
+looked round the room, sniffed, and frowned. "Do you call this a
+place for human beings to live in?" he asked Louise, who had taken
+the day off. "How can you expect to keep well?"
+
+He examined Peer, who lay coughing, his face a burning red. "Yes,
+yes--just as I expected. Inflammation of the lungs." He glanced
+round the room once more. "Better get him off to the hospital at
+once," he said.
+
+Louise sat there in terror at the idea that Peer was to be taken
+away. And then, as the doctor was going, he looked at her more
+closely, and said: "You'd do well to be a bit careful yourself, my
+good girl. You look as if you wanted a change to a decent room,
+with a little more light and air, pretty badly. Good-morning."
+
+Soon after he was gone the hospital ambulance arrived. Peer was
+carried down the stairs on a stretcher, and the green-painted box
+on wheels opened its door and swallowed him up; and they would not
+even let her go with him. All through the evening she sat in their
+room alone, sobbing.
+
+The hospital was one of the good old-fashioned kind that people
+don't come near if they can help it, because the walls seem to reek
+of the discomfort and wretchedness that reign inside. The general
+wards--where the poor folks went--were always so overcrowded that
+patients with all sorts of different diseases had to be packed into
+the same rooms, and often infected each other. When an operation
+was to be performed, things were managed in the most cheerfully
+casual way: the patient was laid on a stretcher and carried across
+the open yard, often in the depth of winter, and as he was always
+covered up with a rug, the others usually thought he was being
+taken off to the dead-house.
+
+When Peer opened his eyes, he was aware of a man in a white blouse
+standing by the foot of his bed. "Why, I believe he's coming-to,"
+said the man, who seemed to be a doctor. Peer found out afterwards
+from a nurse that he had been unconscious for more than twenty-four
+hours.
+
+He lay there, day after day, conscious of nothing but the stabbing
+of a red-hot iron boring through his chest and cutting off his
+breathing. Some one would come every now and then and pour port
+wine and naphtha into his mouth; and morning and evening he was
+washed carefully with warm water by gentle hands. But little by
+little the room grew lighter, and his gruel began to have some
+taste. And at last he began to distinguish the people in the beds
+near by, and to chat with them.
+
+On his right lay a black-haired, yellow-faced dock labourer with a
+broken nose. His disease, whatever it might be, was clearly
+different from Peer's. He plagued the nurse with foul-mouthed
+complaints of the food, swearing he would report about it. On the
+other side lay an emaciated cobbler with a soft brown beard like
+the Christ pictures, and cheeks glowing with fever. He was dying
+of cancer. At right angles with him lay a man with the face and
+figure of a prophet--a Moses--all bushy white hair and beard; he
+was in the last stage of consumption, and his cough was like a
+riveting machine. "Huh!" he would groan, "if only I could get
+across to Germany there'd be a chance for me yet." Beside him was
+a fellow with short beard and piercing eyes, who was a little off
+his head, and imagined himself a corporal of the Guards. Often at
+night the others would be wakened by his springing upright in bed
+and calling out: "Attention!"
+
+One man lay moaning and groaning all the time, turning from side to
+side of a body covered with sores. But one day he managed to
+swallow some of the alcohol they used as lotion, and after that lay
+singing and weeping alternately. And there was a red-bearded man
+with glasses, a commercial traveller; he had put a bullet into his
+head, but the doctors had managed to get it out again, and now he
+lay and praised the Lord for his miraculous deliverance.
+
+It was strange to Peer to lie awake at night in this great room in
+the dim light of the night-lamp; it seemed as if beings from the
+land of the dead were stirring in those beds round about him. But
+in the daytime, when friends and relations of the patients came a-
+visiting, Peer could hardly keep from crying. The cobbler had a
+wife and a little girl who came and sat beside him, gazing at him
+as if they could never let him go. The prophet, too, had a wife,
+who wept inconsolably--and all the rest seemed to have some one or
+other to care for them. But where was Louise--why did Louise never
+come?
+
+The man on the right had a sister, who came sweeping in, gorgeous
+in her trailing soiled silk dress. Her shoes were down at heel,
+but her hat was a wonder, with enormous plumes. "Hallo, Ugly! how
+goes it?" she said; and sat down and crossed her legs. Then the
+pair would talk mysteriously of people with strange names: "The
+Flea," "Cockroach," "The Galliot," "King Ring," and the like,
+evidently friends of theirs. One day she managed to bring in a
+small bottle of brandy, a present from "The Hedgehog," and smuggle
+it under the bedclothes. As soon as she had gone, and the coast
+was clear, Peer's neighbour drew out the bottle, managed to work
+the cork out, and offered him a drink. "Here's luck, sonny; do you
+good." No--Peer would rather not. Then followed a gurgling sound
+from the docker's bed, and soon he too was lying singing at the top
+of his voice.
+
+At last one day Louise came. She was wearing her neat hat, and had
+a little bundle in her hand, and as she came in, looking round the
+room, the close air of the sick-ward seemed to turn her a little
+faint. But then she caught sight of Peer, and smiled, and came
+cautiously to him, holding out her hand. She was astonished to
+find him so changed. But as she sat down by his pillow she was
+still smiling, though her eyes were full of tears.
+
+"So you've come at last, then?" said Peer.
+
+"They wouldn't let me in before," she said with a sob. And then
+Peer learned that she had come there every single day, but only to
+be told that he was too ill to see visitors.
+
+The man with the broken nose craned his head forward to get a
+better view of the modest young girl. And meanwhile she was
+pulling out of the bundle the offering she had brought--a bottle of
+lemonade and some oranges.
+
+But it was a day or two later that something happened which Peer
+was often to remember in the days to come.
+
+He had been dozing through the afternoon, and when he woke the lamp
+was lit, and a dull yellow half-light lay over the ward. The
+others seemed to be sleeping; all was very quiet, only the man with
+the sores was whimpering softly. Then the door opened, and Peer
+saw Louise glide in, softly and cautiously, with her violin-case
+under her arm. She did not come over to where her brother lay, but
+stood in the middle of the ward, and, taking out her violin, began
+to play the Easter hymn: "The mighty host in white array."*
+
+
+* "Den store hvide Flok vi se."
+
+
+The man with the sores ceased whimpering; the patients in the beds
+round about opened their eyes. The docker with the broken nose sat
+up in bed, and the cobbler, roused from his feverish dream, lifted
+himself on his elbow and whispered: "It is the Redeemer. I knew
+Thou wouldst come." Then there was silence. Louise stood there
+with eyes fixed on her violin, playing her simple best. The
+consumptive raised his head and forgot to cough; the corporal
+slowly stiffened his body to attention; the commercial traveller
+folded his hands and stared before him. The simple tones of the
+hymn seemed to be giving new life to all these unfortunates; the
+light of it was in their faces. But to Peer, watching his sister
+as she stood there in the half-light, it seemed as if she grew to
+be one with the hymn itself, and that wings to soar were given her.
+
+When she had finished, she came softly over to his bed, stroked his
+forehead with her swollen hand, then glided out and disappeared as
+silently as she had come.
+
+For a long time all was silent in the dismal ward, until at last
+the dying cobbler murmured: "I thank Thee. I knew--I knew Thou
+wert not far away."
+
+When Peer left the hospital, the doctor said he had better not
+begin work again at once; he should take a holiday in the country
+and pick up his strength. "Easy enough for you to talk," thought
+Peer, and a couple of days later he was at the workshop again.
+
+But his ways with his sister were more considerate than before, and
+he searched about until he had found her a place as seamstress, and
+saved her from her heavy floor-scrubbing.
+
+And soon Louise began to notice with delight that her hands were
+much less red and swollen than they had been; they were actually
+getting soft and pretty by degrees.
+
+Next winter she sat at home in the evenings while he read, and made
+herself a dress and cloak and trimmed a new hat, so that Peer soon
+had quite an elegant young lady to walk out with. But when men
+turned round to look at her as she passed, he would scowl and
+clench his fists. At last one day this was too much for Louise,
+and she rebelled. "Now, Peer, I tell you plainly I won't go out
+with you if you go on like that."
+
+"All right, my girl," he growled. "I'll look after you, though,
+never fear. We're not going to have mother's story over again with
+you."
+
+"Well, but, after all, I'm a grown-up-girl, and you can't prevent
+people looking at me, idiot!"
+
+Klaus Brock had been entered at the Technical College that autumn,
+and went about now with the College badge in his cap, and sported a
+walking-stick and a cigarette. He had grown into a big, broad-
+shouldered fellow, and walked with a little swing in his step; a
+thick shock of black hair fell over his forehead, and he had a way
+of looking about him as if to say: "Anything the matter? All
+right, I'm ready!"
+
+One evening he came in and asked Louise to go with him to the
+theatre. The young girl blushed red with joy, and Peer could not
+refuse; but he was waiting for them outside the yard gate when they
+came back. On a Sunday soon after Klaus was there again, asking
+her to come out for a drive. This time she did not even look to
+Peer for leave, but said "yes" at once. "Just you wait," said Peer
+to himself. And when she came back that evening he read her a
+terrific lecture.
+
+Soon he could not help seeing that the girl was going about with
+half-shut eyes, dreaming dreams of which she would never speak to
+him. And as the days went on her hands grew whiter, and she moved
+more lightly, as if to the rhythm of unheard music. Always as she
+went about the room on her household tasks she was crooning some
+song; it seemed that there was some joy in her soul that must find
+an outlet.
+
+One Saturday in the late spring she had just come home, and was
+getting the supper, when Peer came tramping in, dressed in his best
+and carrying a parcel.
+
+"Hi, girl! Here you are! We're going to have a rare old feast to-
+night."
+
+"Why--what is it all about?"
+
+"I've passed my entrance exam for the Technical--hurrah! Next
+autumn--next autumn--I'll be a student!"
+
+"Oh, splendid! I AM so glad!" And she dried her hand and grasped
+his.
+
+"Here you are--sausages, anchovies--and here's a bottle of brandy--
+the first I ever bought in my life. Klaus is coming up later on to
+have a glass of toddy. And here's cheese. We'll make things hum
+to-night."
+
+Klaus came, and the two youths drank toddy and smoked and made
+speeches, and Louise played patriotic songs on her violin, and
+Klaus gazed at her and asked for "more--more."
+
+When he left, Peer went with him, and as the two walked down the
+street, Klaus took his friend's arm, and pointed to the pale moon
+riding high above the fjord, and vowed never to give him up, till
+he stood at the very top of the tree--never, never! Besides, he
+was a Socialist now, he said, and meant to raise a revolt against
+all class distinctions. And Louise--Louise was the most glorious
+girl in all the world--and now--and now--Peer might just as well
+know it sooner as later--they were as good as engaged to be
+married, he and Louise.
+
+Peer pushed him away, and stood staring at him. "Go home now, and
+go to bed," he said.
+
+"Ha! You think I'm not man enough to defy my people--to defy the
+whole world!"
+
+"Good-night," said Peer.
+
+Next morning, as Louise lay in bed--she had asked to have her
+breakfast there for once in a way--she suddenly began to laugh.
+"What ARE you about now?" she asked teasingly.
+
+"Shaving," said Peer, beginning operations.
+
+"Shaving! Are you so desperate to be grand to-day that you must
+scrape all your skin off? You know there's nothing else to shave."
+
+"You hold your tongue. Little do you know what I've got in front
+of me to-day."
+
+"What can it be? You're not going courting an old widow with
+twelve children, are you?"
+
+"If you want to know, I'm going to that schoolmaster fellow, and
+going to wring my savings-bank book out of him."
+
+Louise sat up at this. "My great goodness!" she said.
+
+Yes; he had been working himself up to this for a year or more, and
+now he was going to do it. To-day he would show what he was made
+of--whether he was a snivelling child, or a man that could stand up
+to any dressing-gown in the world. He was shaving for the first
+time--quite true. And the reason was that it was no ordinary day,
+but a great occasion.
+
+His toilet over, he put on his best hat with a flourish, and set
+out.
+
+Louise stayed at home all the morning, waiting for his return. And
+at last she heard him on the stairs.
+
+"Puh!" he said, and stood still in the middle of the room.
+
+"Well? Did you get it?"
+
+He laughed, wiped his forehead, and drew a green-covered book from
+his coat-pocket. "Here we are, my girl--there's fifty crowns a
+month for three years. It's going to be a bit of a pinch, with
+fees and books, and living and clothes into the bargain. But we'll
+do it. Father was one of the right sort, I don't care what they
+say."
+
+"But how did you manage it? What did the schoolmaster say?"
+
+"'Do you suppose that you--you with your antecedents--could ever
+pass into the Technical College?' he said. And I told him I HAD
+passed. 'Good heavens! How could you possibly qualify?' and he
+shifted his glasses down his nose. And then: 'Oh, no! it's no
+good coming here with tales of that sort, my lad.' Well, then I
+showed him the certificate, and he got much meeker. 'Really!' he
+said, and 'Dear me!' and all that. But I say, Louise--there's
+another Holm entered for the autumn term."
+
+"Peer, you don't mean--your half-brother?"
+
+"And old Dressing-gown said it would never do--never! But I said
+it seemed to me there must be room in the world for me as well, and
+I'd like that bank book now, I said. 'You seem to fancy you have
+some legal right to it,' he said, and got perfectly furious. Then
+I hinted that I'd rather ask a lawyer about it and make sure, and
+at that he regularly boiled with rage and waved his arms all about.
+But he gave in pretty soon all the same--said he washed his hands
+of the whole thing. 'And besides,' he said, 'your name's Troen,
+you know--Peer Troen.' Ho-ho-ho--Peer Troen! Wouldn't he like it!
+Tra-la-la-la!--I say, let's go out and get a little fresh air."
+
+Peer said nothing then or after about Klaus Brock, and Klaus
+himself was going off home for the summer holidays. As the summer
+wore on the town lay baking in the heat, reeking of drains, and the
+air from the stable came up to the couple in the garret so heavy
+and foul that they were sometimes nearly stifled.
+
+"I'll tell you what," said Peer one day, "we really must spend a
+few shillings more on house rent and get a decent place to live
+in."
+
+And Louise agreed. For till the time came for him to join the
+College in the autumn, Peer was obliged to stick to the workshops;
+he could not afford a holiday just now.
+
+One morning he was just starting with a working gang down to
+Stenkjaer to repair some damage in the engine-room of a big Russian
+grain boat, when Louise came and asked him to look at her throat.
+"It hurts so here," she said.
+
+Peer took a spoon and pressed down her tongue, but could not see
+anything wrong. "Better go and see the doctor, and make sure," he
+said.
+
+But the girl made light of it. "Oh, nonsense!" she said; "it's not
+worth troubling about."
+
+Peer was away for over a week, sleeping on board with the rest.
+When he came back, he hurried home, suddenly thinking of Louise and
+her sore throat. He found the job-master greasing the wheels of a
+carriage, while his wife leaned out of a window scolding at him.
+"Your sister," repeated the carter, turning round his face with its
+great red lump of nose--"she's gone to hospital--diphtheria
+hospital--she has. Doctor was here over a week ago and took her
+off. They've been here since poking round and asking who she was
+and where she belonged--well, we didn't know. And asking where you
+were, too--and we didn't know either. She was real bad, if you ask
+me--"
+
+Peer hastened off. It was a hot day, and the air was close and
+heavy. On he went--all down the whole length of Sea Street,
+through the fishermen's quarter, and a good way further out round
+the bay. And then he saw a cart coming towards him, an ordinary
+work-cart, with a coffin on it. The driver sat on the cart, and
+another man walked behind, hat in hand. Peer ran on, and at last
+came in sight of the long yellow building at the far end of the
+bay. He remembered all the horrible stories he had heard about the
+treatment of diphtheria patients--how their throats had to be cut
+open to give them air, or something burned out of them with red-hot
+irons--oh! When at last he had reached the high fence and rung the
+bell, he stood breathless and dripping with sweat, leaning against
+the gate.
+
+There was a sound of steps within, a key was turned, and a porter
+with a red moustache and freckles about his hard blue eyes thrust
+out his head.
+
+"What d'you want to go ringing like that for?"
+
+"Froken Hagen--Louise Hagen--is she better? How--how is she?"
+
+"Lou--Louise Hagen? A girl called Louise Hagen? Is it her you've
+come to ask about?"
+
+"Yes. She's my sister. Tell me--or--let me in to see her."
+
+"Wait a bit. You don't mean a girl that was brought in here about
+a week ago?"
+
+"Yes, yes--but let me in."
+
+"We've had no end of bother and trouble about that girl, trying to
+find out where she came from, and if she had people here. But, of
+course, this weather, we couldn't possibly keep her any longer.
+Didn't you meet a coffin on a cart as you came along?"
+
+"What--what--you don't mean--?"
+
+"Well, you should have come before, you know. She did ask a lot
+for some one called Peer. And she got the matron to write
+somewhere--wasn't it to Levanger? Were you the fellow she was
+asking for? So you came at last! Oh, well--she died four or five
+days ago. And they're just gone now to bury her, in St. Mary's
+Churchyard."
+
+Peer turned round and looked out over the bay at the town, that lay
+sunlit and smoke-wreathed beyond. Towards the town he began to
+walk, but his step grew quicker and quicker, and at last he took
+off his cap and ran, panting and sobbing as he went. Have I been
+drinking? was the thought that whirled through his brain, or why
+can't I wake? What is it? What is it? And still he ran. There
+was no cart in sight as yet; the little streets of the fisher-
+quarter were all twists and turns. At last he reached Sea Street
+once more, and there--there far ahead was the slow-moving cart.
+Almost at once it turned off to the right and disappeared, and when
+Peer reached the turning, it was not to be seen. Still he ran on
+at haphazard. There seemed to be other people in the streets--
+children flying red balloons, women with baskets, men with straw
+hats and walking-sticks. But Peer marked his line, and ran
+forward, thrusting people aside, upsetting those in his way, and
+dashing on again. In King Street he came in sight of the cart once
+more, nearer this time. The man walking behind it with his hat in
+his hand had red curling hair, and walked with a curtsying gait,
+giving at the knees and turning out his toes. No doubt he made his
+living as mourner at funerals to which no other mourners came. As
+the cart turned into the churchyard Peer came up with it, and tried
+to follow at a walk, but stumbled and could hardly keep his feet.
+The man behind the cart looked at him. "What's the matter with
+you?" he asked. The driver looked round, but drove on again at
+once.
+
+The cart stopped, and Peer stood by, leaning against a tree for
+support. A third man came up--he seemed to be the gravedigger--and
+he heard the three discussing how long they might have to wait for
+the parson. "The time's just about up, isn't it?" said the driver,
+taking out his watch. "Ay, the clerk said he'd be here by now,"
+agreed the gravedigger, and blew his nose.
+
+Soon the priest came in sight, wearing his black robe and white
+ruff; there were doubtless to be other funerals that day. Peer
+sank down on a bench and looked stupidly on while the coffin was
+lifted from the cart, carried to the grave, and lowered down. A
+man with spectacles and a red nose came up with a hymn-book, and
+sang something over the grave. The priest lifted the spade--and at
+the sound of the first spadeful of earth falling on Louise's
+coffin, Peer started as if struck, and all but fell from his seat.
+
+When he looked up again, the place was deserted. The bell was
+ringing, and a crowd was collecting in another part of the
+churchyard. Peer sat where he was, quite still.
+
+In the evening, when the gravedigger came to lock the gates, he had
+to take the young man by the shoulder and shake him to his senses.
+"Locking-up time," he said. "You must go now."
+
+Peer rose and tried to walk, and by and by he was stumbling blindly
+out through the gate and down the street. And after a time he
+found himself climbing a flight of stairs above a stable-yard.
+Once in his room, he flung himself down on the bed as he was, and
+lay there still.
+
+The close heat of the day had broken in a downpour of rain, which
+drummed upon the roof above his head, and poured in torrents
+through the gutters. Instinctively Peer started up: Louise was out
+in the rain--she would need her cloak. He was on his feet in a
+moment, as if to find it--then he stopped short, and sank slowly
+back upon the bed.
+
+He drew up his feet under him, and buried his head in his arms.
+His brain was full of changing, hurrying visions, of storm and
+death, of human beings helpless in a universe coldly and
+indifferently ruled by a will that knows no pity.
+
+Then for the first time it was as if he lifted up his head against
+Heaven itself and cried: "There is no sense in all this. I will
+not bear it."
+
+Later in the night, when he found himself mechanically folding his
+hands for the evening prayer he had learnt to say as a child, he
+suddenly burst out laughing, and clenched his fists, and cried
+aloud: "No, no, no--never--never again."
+
+Once more it came to him that there was something in God like the
+schoolmaster--He took the side of those who were well off already.
+"Yes, they who have parents and home and brothers and sisters and
+worldly goods--them I protect and care for. But here's a boy alone
+in the world, struggling and fighting his way on as best he can--
+from him I will take the only thing he has. That boy is nothing to
+any one. Let him be punished because he is poor, and cast down to
+the earth, for there is none to care for him. That boy is nothing
+to any one--nothing." Oh, oh, oh!--he clenched his fists and beat
+them against the wall.
+
+His whole little world was broken to pieces. Either God did not
+exist at all, or He was cold and pitiless--one way of it was as bad
+as the other. The heavenly country dissolved into cloud and melted
+away, and above was nothing but empty space. No more folding of
+your hands, like a fool! Walk on the earth, and lift up your head,
+and defy Heaven and fate, as you defied the schoolmaster. Your
+mother has no need of you to save her--she is not anywhere any
+more. She is dead--dead and turned to clay; and more than that
+there is not, for her or for you or any other being in this world.
+
+Still he lay there. He would fain have slept, but seemed instead
+to sink into a vague far-away twilight that rocked him--rocked him
+on its dark and golden waves. And now he heard a sound--what was
+it? A violin. "The mighty host in white array." Louise--is it
+you--and playing? He could see her now, out there in the twilight.
+How pale she was! But still she played. And now he understood
+what that twilight was.
+
+It was a world beyond the consciousness of daily life--and that
+world belonged to him. "Peer, let me stay here." And something in
+him answered: "Yes, you shall stay, Louise. Even though there is
+no God and no immortality, you shall stay here." And then she
+smiled. And still she played. And it was as though he were
+building a little vaulted chapel for her in defiance of Heaven and
+of God--as though he were ringing out with his own hands a great
+eternal chime for her sake. What was happening to him? There was
+none to comfort him, yet it ended, as he lay there, with his
+pouring out something of his innermost being, as an offering to all
+that lives, to the earth and the stars, until all seemed rocking,
+rocking with him on the stately waves of the psalm. He lay there
+with fast-closed eyes, stretching out his hands as though afraid to
+wake, and find it all nothing but a beautiful dream.
+
+
+
+Chapter VII
+
+
+The two-o'clock bell at the Technical College had just begun to
+ring, and a stream of students appeared out of the long straggling
+buildings and poured through the gate, breaking up then into little
+knots and groups that went their several ways into the town.
+
+It was a motley crowd of young men of all ages from seventeen to
+thirty or more. Students of the everlasting type, sent here by
+their parents as a last resource, for--"he can always be an
+engineer"; young sparks who paid more attention to their toilet
+than their books, and hoped to "get through somehow" without
+troubling to work; and stiff youths of soldierly bearing, who had
+been ploughed for the Army, but who likewise could "always be
+engineers." There were peasant-lads who had crammed themselves
+through their Intermediate at a spurt, and now wore the College cap
+above their rough grey homespun, and dreamed of getting through in
+no time, and turning into great men with starched cuffs and pince-
+nez. There were pale young enthusiasts, too, who would probably
+end as actors; and there were also quondam actors, killed by the
+critics, but still sufficiently alive, it seemed, "to be
+engineers." And as the young fellows hurried on their gay and
+careless way through the town, an older man here and there might
+look round after them with a smile of some sadness. It was easy to
+say what fate awaited most of them. College ended, they would be
+scattered like birds of passage throughout the wide world, some to
+fall by sunstroke in Africa, or be murdered by natives in China,
+others to become mining kings in the mountains of Peru, or heads of
+great factories in Siberia, thousands of miles from home and
+friends. The whole planet was their home. Only a few of them--not
+always the shining lights--would stay at home, with a post on the
+State railways, to sit in an office and watch their salaries mount
+by increments of L12 every fifth year.
+
+"That's a devil of a fellow, that brother of yours that's here,"
+said Klaus Brock to Peer one day, as they were walking into town
+together with their books under their arms.
+
+"Now, look here, Klaus, once for all, be good enough to stop
+calling him my brother. And another thing--you're never to say a
+word to any one about my father having been anything but a farmer.
+My name's Holm, and I'm called so after my father's farm. Just
+remember that, will you?"
+
+"Oh, all right. Don't excite yourself."
+
+"Do you suppose I'd give that coxcomb the triumph of thinking I
+want to make up to him?"
+
+"No, no, of course not." Klaus shrugged his shoulders and walked
+on, whistling.
+
+"Or that I want to make trouble for that fine family of his? No, I
+may find a way to take it out of him some day, but it won't be that
+way."
+
+"Well, but, damn it, man! you can surely stand hearing what people
+say about him." And Klaus went on to tell his story. Ferdinand
+Holm, it seemed, was the despair of his family. He had thrown up
+his studies at the Military Academy, because he thought soldiers
+and soldiering ridiculous. Then he had made a short experiment
+with theology, but found that worse still; and finally, having
+discovered that engineering was at any rate an honest trade, he had
+come to anchor at the Technical College. "What do you say to
+that?" asked Klaus.
+
+"I don't see anything so remarkable about it."
+
+"Wait a bit, the cream of the story's to come. A few weeks ago he
+thrashed a policeman in the street--said he'd insulted a child, or
+something. There was a fearful scandal--arrest, the police-court,
+fine, and so forth. And last winter what must he do but get
+engaged, formally and publicly engaged, to one of his mother's
+maids. And when his mother sent the girl off behind his back, he
+raised the standard of revolt and left home altogether. And now he
+does nothing but breathe fire and slaughter against the upper
+classes and all their works. What do you say to that?"
+
+"My good man, what the deuce has all this got to do with me?"
+
+"Well, I think it's confoundedly plucky of him, anyhow," said
+Klaus. "And for my part I shall get to know him if I can. He's
+read an awful lot, they say, and has a damned clever head on his
+shoulders."
+
+On his very first day at the College, Peer had learned who
+Ferdinand Holm was, and had studied him with interest. He was a
+tall, straight-built fellow with reddish-blond hair and freckled
+face, and wore a dark tortoiseshell pince-nez. He did not wear the
+usual College cap, but a stiff grey felt hat, and he looked about
+four or five and twenty.
+
+"Wait!" thought Peer to himself--"wait, my fine fellow! Yes, you
+were there, no doubt, when they turned me out of the churchyard
+that day. But all that won't help you here. You may have got the
+start of me at first, and learned this, that, and the other, but--
+you just wait."
+
+But one morning, out in the quadrangle, he noticed that Ferdinand
+Holm in his turn was looking at him, in fact was putting his
+glasses straight to get a better view of him--and Peer turned round
+at once and walked away.
+
+Ferdinand, however, had been put into a higher class almost at
+once, on the strength of his matriculation. Also he was going in
+for a different branch of the work--roads and railway construction--
+so that it was only in the quadrangle and the passages that the
+two ever met.
+
+But one afternoon, soon after Christmas, Peer was standing at work
+in the big designing-room, when he heard steps behind him, and,
+turning round, saw Klaus Brock and--Ferdinand Holm.
+
+"I wanted to make your acquaintance," said Holm, and when Klaus had
+introduced them, he held out a large white hand with a red seal-
+ring on the first finger. "We're namesakes, I understand, and
+Brock here tells me you take your name from a country place called
+Holm."
+
+"Yes. My father was a plain country farmer," said Peer, and at
+once felt annoyed with himself for the ring of humility the words
+seemed to have.
+
+"Well, the best is good enough," said the other with a smile. "I
+say, though, has the first-term class gone as far as this in
+projection drawing? Excuse my asking. You see, we had a good deal
+of this sort of thing at the Military Academy, so that I know a
+little about it."
+
+Thought Peer: "Oh, you'd like to give me a little good advice,
+would you, if you dared?" Aloud he said: "No, the drawing was on
+the blackboard--the senior class left it there--and I thought I'd
+like to see what I could make out of it."
+
+The other sent him a sidelong glance. Then he nodded, said, "Good-
+bye--hope we shall meet again," and walked off, his boots creaking
+slightly as he went. His easy manners, his gait, the tone of his
+voice, all seemed to irritate and humiliate Peer. Never mind--just
+let him wait!
+
+Days passed, and weeks. Peer soon found another object to work for
+than getting the better of Ferdinand Holm. Louise's dresses hung
+still untouched in his room, her shoes stood under the bed; it
+still seemed to him that some day she must open the door and walk
+in. And when he lay there alone at night, the riddle was always
+with him: Where is she now?--why should she have died?--would he
+never meet her again? He saw her always as she had stood that day
+playing to the sick folks in the hospital ward. But now she was
+dressed in white. And it seemed quite natural now that she had
+wings. He heard her music too--it cradled and rocked him. And all
+this came to be a little world apart, where he could take refuge
+for Sunday peace and devotion. It had nothing to do with faith or
+religion, but it was there. And sometimes in the midst of his work
+in the daytime he would divine, as in a quite separate consciousness,
+the tones of a fiddle-bow drawn across the strings, like reddish
+waves coming to him from far off, filling him with harmony, till he
+smiled without knowing it.
+
+Often, though, a sort of hunger would come upon him to let his
+being unfold in a great wide wave of organ music in the church.
+But to church he never went any more. He would stride by a church
+door with a kind of defiance. It might indeed be an Almighty Will
+that had taken Louise from him, but if so he did not mean to give
+thanks to such a Will or bow down before it. It was as though he
+had in view a coming reckoning--his reckoning with something far
+out in eternity--and he must see to it that when that time came he
+could feel free--free.
+
+On Sunday mornings, when the church bells began to ring, he would
+turn hastily to his books, as if to find peace in them. Knowledge--
+knowledge--could it stay his hunger for the music of the hymn?
+When he had first started work at the shops, he had often and often
+stood wide-eyed before some miracle--now he was gathering the power
+to work miracles himself. And so he read and read, and drank in
+all that he could draw from teacher or book, and thought and
+thought things out for himself. Fixed lessons and set tasks were
+all well enough, but Peer was for ever looking farther; for him
+there were questions and more questions, riddles and new riddles--
+always new, always farther and farther on, towards the unknown. He
+had made as yet but one step forward in physics, mathematics,
+chemistry; he divined that there were worlds still before him, and
+he must hasten on, on, on. Would the day ever come when he should
+reach the end? What is knowledge? What use do men make of all
+that they have learned? Look at the teachers, who knew so much--
+were they greater, richer, brighter beings than the rest? Could
+much study bring a man so far that some night he could lift up a
+finger and make the stars themselves break into song? Best drive
+ahead, at any rate. But, again, could knowledge lead on to that
+ecstasy of the Sunday psalm, that makes all riddles clear, that
+bears a man upwards in nameless happiness, in which his soul
+expands till it can enfold the infinite spaces? Well, at any rate
+the best thing was to drive ahead, drive ahead both early and late.
+
+One day that spring, when the trees in the city avenues were
+beginning to bud, Klaus Brock and Ferdinand Holm were sitting in a
+cafe in North Street. "There goes your friend," said Ferdinand;
+and looking from the window they saw Peer Holm passing the post-
+office on the other side of the road. His clothes were shabby, his
+shoes had not been cleaned, he walked slowly, his fair head with
+its College cap bent forward, but seemed nevertheless to notice all
+that was going on in the street.
+
+"Wonder what he's going pondering over now," said Klaus.
+
+"Look there--I suppose that's a type of carriage he's never seen
+before. Why, he has got the driver to stop--"
+
+"I wouldn't mind betting he'll crawl in between the wheels to find
+out whatever he's after," laughed Klaus, drawing back from the
+window so as not to be seen.
+
+"He looks pale and fagged out," said Ferdinand, shifting his
+glasses. "I suppose his people aren't very well off?"
+
+Klaus opened his eyes and looked at the other. "He's not
+overburdened with cash, I fancy."
+
+They drank off their beer, and sat smoking and talking of other
+things, until Ferdinand remarked casually: "By the way--about your
+friend--are his parents still alive?"
+
+Klaus was by no means anxious to go into Peer's family affairs, and
+answered briefly--No, he thought not.
+
+"I'm afraid I'm boring you with questions, but the fact is the
+fellow interests me rather. There is something in his face,
+something--arresting. Even the way he walks--where is it I've seen
+some one walk like that before? And he works like a steam-engine,
+I hear?"
+
+"Works!" repeated Klaus. "He'll ruin his health before long, the
+way he goes on grinding. I believe he's got an idea that by much
+learning he can learn at last to-- Ha-ha-ha!"
+
+"To do what?"
+
+"Why--to understand God!"
+
+Ferdinand was staring out of the window. "Funny enough," he said.
+
+"I ran across him last Sunday, up among the hills. He was out
+studying geology, if you please. And if there's a lecture anywhere
+about anything--whether it's astronomy or a French poet--you can
+safely swear he'll be sitting there, taking notes. You can't
+compete with a fellow like that! He'll run across a new name
+somewhere--Aristotle, for instance. It's something new, and off he
+must go to the library to look it up. And then he'll lie awake for
+nights after, stuffing his head with translations from the Greek.
+How the deuce can any one keep up with a man who goes at things
+that way? There's one thing, though, that he knows nothing about."
+
+"And that is?"
+
+"Well, wine and women, we'll say--and fun in general. One thing he
+isn't, by Jove!--and that's YOUNG."
+
+"Perhaps he's not been able to afford that sort of thing," said
+Ferdinand, with something like a sigh.
+
+The two sat on for some time, and every now and then, when Klaus
+was off his guard, Ferdinand would slip in another little question
+about Peer. And by the time they had finished their second glass,
+Klaus had admitted that people said Peer's mother had been a--well--
+no better than she should be.
+
+"And what about his father?" Ferdinand let fall casually.
+
+Klaus flushed uncomfortably at this. "Nobody--no--nobody knows
+much about him," he stammered. "I'd tell you if I knew, hanged if
+I wouldn't. No one has an idea who it was. He--he's very likely
+in America."
+
+"You're always mighty mysterious when you get on the subject of his
+family, I've noticed," said Ferdinand with a laugh. But Klaus
+thought his companion looked a little pale.
+
+A few days later Peer was sitting alone in his room above the
+stables, when he heard a step on the stairs, the door opened, and
+Ferdinand Holm walked in.
+
+Peer rose involuntarily and grasped at the back of his chair as if
+to steady himself. If this young coxcomb had come--from the
+schoolmaster, for instance--or to take away his name--why, he'd
+just throw him downstairs, that was all.
+
+"I thought I'd like to look you up, and see where you lived," began
+the visitor, laying down his hat and taking a seat. "I've taken
+you unawares, I see. Sorry to disturb you. But the fact is
+there's something I wanted to speak to you about."
+
+"Oh, is there?" and Peer sat down as far as conveniently possible
+from the other.
+
+"I've noticed, even in the few times we've happened to meet, that
+you don't like me. Well, you know, that's a thing I'm not going to
+put up with."
+
+"What do you mean?" asked Peer, hardly knowing whether to laugh or
+not.
+
+"I want to be friends with you, that's all. You probably know a
+good deal more about me than I do about you, but that need not
+matter. Hullo--do you always drum with your fingers on the table
+like that? Ha-ha-ha! Why, that was a habit of my father's, too."
+
+Peer stared at the other in silence. But his fingers stopped
+drumming.
+
+"I rather envy you, you know, living as you do. When you come to
+be a millionaire, you'll have an effective background for your
+millions. And then, you must know a great deal more about life
+than we do; and the knowledge that comes out of books must have
+quite another spiritual value for you than for the rest of us,
+who've been stuffed mechanically with 'lessons' and 'education' and
+so forth since we were kids. And now you're going in for
+engineering?"
+
+"Yes," said Peer. His face added pretty clearly, "And what concern
+is it of yours?"
+
+"Well, it does seem to me that the modern technician is a priest in
+his way--or no, perhaps I should rather call him a descendant of
+old Prometheus. Quite a respectable ancestry, too, don't you
+think? But has it ever struck you that with every victory over
+nature won by the human spirit, a fragment of their omnipotence is
+wrested from the hands of the gods? I always feel as if we were
+using fire and steel, mechanical energy and human thought, as
+weapons of revolt against the Heavenly tyranny. The day will come
+when we shall no longer need to pray. The hour will strike when
+the Heavenly potentates will be forced to capitulate, and in their
+turn bend the knee to us. What do you think yourself? Jehovah
+doesn't like engineers--that's MY opinion."
+
+"Sounds very well," said Peer briefly. But he had to admit to
+himself that the other had put into words something that had been
+struggling for expression in his own mind.
+
+"Of course for the present we two must be content with smaller
+things," Ferdinand went on. "And I don't mind admitting that
+laying out a bit of road, or a bit of railway, or bridging a ditch
+or so, isn't work that appeals to me tremendously. But if a man
+can get out into the wide world, there are things enough to be done
+that give him plenty of chance to develop what's in him--if there
+happens to be anything. I used to envy the great soldiers, who
+went about to the ends of the earth, conquering wild tribes and
+founding empires, organising and civilising where they went. But
+in our day an engineer can find big jobs too, once he gets out in
+the world--draining thousands of square miles of swamp, or
+regulating the Nile, or linking two oceans together. That's the
+sort of thing I'm going to take a hand in some day. As soon as
+I've finished here, I'm off. And we'll leave it to the engineers
+to come, say in a couple of hundred years or so, to start in
+arranging tourist routes between the stars. Do you mind my
+smoking?"
+
+"No, please do," said Peer. "But I'm sorry I haven't--"
+
+"I have--thanks all the same." Ferdinand took out his cigar-case,
+and when Peer had declined the offered cigar, lit one himself.
+
+"Look here," he said, "won't you come out and have dinner with me
+somewhere?"
+
+Peer started at his visitor. What did all this mean?
+
+"I'm a regular Spartan, as a rule, but they've just finished
+dividing up my father's estate, so I'm in funds for the moment, and
+why shouldn't we have a little dinner to celebrate? If you want to
+change, I can wait outside--but come just as you are, of course, if
+you prefer."
+
+Peer was more and more perplexed. Was there something behind all
+this? Or was the fellow simply an astonishingly good sort? Giving
+it up at last, he changed his collar and put on his best suit and
+went.
+
+For the first time in his life he found himself in a first-class
+restaurant, with small tables covered with snow-white tablecloths,
+flowers in vases, napkins folded sugar-loaf shape, cut-glass bowls,
+and coloured wine-glasses. Ferdinand seemed thoroughly at home,
+and treated his companion with a friendly politeness. And during
+the meal he managed to make the talk turn most of the time on
+Peer's childhood and early days.
+
+When they had come to the coffee and cigars, Ferdinand leaned
+across the table towards him, and said: "Look here, don't you
+think we two ought to say thee and thou* to each other?"
+
+
+* "Tutoyer," the mode of address of intimate friendship or
+relationship.
+
+
+"Oh, yes!" said Peer, really touched now.
+
+"We're both Holms, you know."
+
+"Yes. So we are."
+
+"And, after all, who knows that there mayn't be some sort of
+connection? Come, now, don't look like that! I only want you to
+look on me as your good friend, and to come to me if ever there's
+anything I can do. We needn't live in each other's pockets, of
+course, when other people are by--but we must take in Klaus Brock
+along with us, don't you think?"
+
+Peer felt a strong impulse to run away. Did the other know
+everything? If so, why didn't he speak straight out?
+
+As the two walked home in the clear light of the spring evening,
+Ferdinand took his companion's arm, and said: "I don't know if
+you've heard that I'm not on good terms with my people at home.
+But the very first time I saw you, I had a sort of feeling that we
+two belonged together. Somehow you seemed to remind me so of--
+well, to tell the truth, of my father. And he, let me tell you,
+was a gallant gentleman--"
+
+Peer did not answer, and the matter went no farther then.
+
+But the next few days were an exciting time for Peer. He could not
+quite make out how much Ferdinand knew, and nothing on earth would
+have induced him to say anything more himself. And the other asked
+no questions, but was just a first-rate comrade, behaving as if
+they had been friends for years. He did not even ask Peer any more
+about his childhood, and never again referred to his own family.
+Peer was always reminding himself to be on his guard, but could not
+help feeling glad all the same whenever they were to meet.
+
+He was invited one evening, with Klaus, to a wine-party at
+Ferdinand's lodging, and found himself in a handsomely furnished
+room, with pictures on the walls, and photographs of his host's
+parents. There was one of his father as a young man, in uniform;
+another of his grandfather, who had been a Judge of the Supreme
+Court. "It's very good of you to be so interested in my people,"
+said Ferdinand with a smile. Klaus Brock looked from one to the
+other, wondering to himself how things really stood between the
+two.
+
+The summer vacation came round, and the students prepared to break
+up and go their various ways. Klaus was to go home. And one day
+Ferdinand came to Peer and said: "Look here, old man. I want you
+to do me a great favour. I'd arranged to go to the seaside this
+summer, but I've a chance of going up to the hills, too. Well, I
+can't be in two places at once--couldn't you take on one of them
+for me? Of course I'd pay all expenses." "No, thank you!" said
+Peer, with a laugh. But when Klaus Brock came just before leaving
+and said: "See here, Peer. Don't you think you and I might club
+together and put a marble slab over--Louise's grave?", Peer was
+touched, and clapped him on the shoulder. "What a good old fellow
+you are, Klaus," he said.
+
+Later in the summer Peer set out alone on a tramp through the
+country, and whenever he saw a chance, he would go up to one of the
+farms and say: "Would you like to have a good map of the farm?
+It'll cost ten crowns and my lodging while I'm at it." It made a
+very pleasant holiday for him, and he came home with a little money
+in his pocket to boot.
+
+His second year at the school was much like the first. He plodded
+along at his work. And now and then his two friends would come and
+drag him off for an evening's jollification. But after he had been
+racketing about with the others, singing and shouting through the
+sleeping town--and at last was alone and in his bed in the
+darkness, another and a very different life began for him, face to
+face with his innermost self. Where are you heading for, Peer?
+What are you aiming at in all your labours? And he would try to
+answer devoutly, as at evening prayers: Where? Why, of course, I
+am going to be a great engineer. And then? I will be one of the
+Sons of Prometheus, that head the revolt against the tyranny of
+Heaven. And then? I will help to raise the great ladder on which
+men can climb aloft--higher and higher, up towards the light, and
+the spirit, and mastery over nature. And then? Live happily,
+marry and have children, and a rich and beautiful home. And then?
+Oh, well, one fine day, of course, one must grow old and die. And
+then? And then? Aye, what then?
+
+At these times he found a shadowy comfort in taking refuge in the
+world where Louise stood--playing, as he always saw her--and
+cradling himself on the smooth red billows of her music. But why
+was it that here most of all he felt that hunger for--for something
+more?
+
+Ferdinand finished his College course, and went out, as he had
+said, into the great world, and Klaus went with him. And so
+throughout his third year Peer was mostly to be seen alone, always
+with books under his arm, and head bent forward.
+
+Just as he was getting ready to go up for his final examination, a
+letter from Ferdinand arrived, written from Egypt. "Come over
+here, young fellow," he wrote. "We have got good billets at last
+with a big British firm--Brown Bros., of London--a firm that's
+building railways in Canada, bridges in India, harbour works in
+Argentina, and canals and barrages here in Egypt. We can get you a
+nice little post as draughtsman to begin with, and I enclose funds
+for the passage out. So come along."
+
+But Peer did not go at once. He stayed on another year at the
+College, as assistant to the lecturer on mechanics, while himself
+going through the road and railway construction course, as his
+half-brother had done. Some secret instinct urged him not to be
+left behind even in this.
+
+As the year went on the letters from his two comrades became more
+and more pressing and tempting. "Out here," wrote Klaus, "the
+engineer is a missionary, proclaimer, not Jehovah, but the power
+and culture of Europe. You're bound to take a hand in that, my
+boy. There's work worthy of a great general waiting for you here."
+
+At last, one autumn day, when the woods stood yellow all around the
+town, Peer drove away from his home with a big new travelling-trunk
+strapped to the driver's seat. He had been up to the churchyard
+before starting, with a little bunch of flowers for Louise's grave.
+Who could say if he would ever see it again?
+
+At the station he stood for a moment looking back over the old city
+with its cathedral, and the ancient fortress, where the sentry was
+pacing back and forth against the skyline. Was this the end of his
+youth? Louise--the room above the stables--the hospital, the
+lazarette, the College. . . . And there lay the fjord, and far out
+somewhere on the coast there stood no doubt a little grey fisher-
+hut, where a pock-marked goodwife and her bow-legged goodman had
+perhaps even now received the parcel of coffee and tobacco sent
+them as a parting gift.
+
+And so Peer journeyed to the capital, and from there out into the
+wide world.
+
+
+
+BOOK II
+
+
+Chapter I
+
+
+Some years had passed--a good many years--and once more summer
+had come, and June. A passenger steamer, bound from Antwerp to
+Christiania, was ploughing her way one evening over a sea so
+motionlessly calm that it seemed a single vast mirror filled with a
+sky of grey and pink-tinged clouds. There were plenty of passengers
+on board, and no one felt inclined for bed; it was so warm, so
+beautiful on deck. Some artists, on their way home from Paris or
+Munich, cast about for amusements to pass the time; some ordered
+wine, others had unearthed a concertina, and very soon, no one knew
+how, a dance was in full swing. "No, my dear," said one or two
+cautious mothers to their girls, "certainly not." But before long
+the mothers were dancing themselves. Then there was a doctor in
+spectacles, who stood up on a barrel and made a speech; and
+presently two of the artists caught hold of the grey-bearded captain
+and chaired him round the deck. The night was so clear, the skies
+so ruddily beautiful, the air so soft, and out here on the open sea
+all hearts were light and happy.
+
+"Who's that wooden-faced beggar over there that's too high and
+mighty for a little fun?" asked Storaker the painter, of his friend
+the sculptor Praas.
+
+"That fellow? Oh, he's the one that was so infernally instructive
+at dinner, when we were talking about Egyptian vases."
+
+"So it is, by Jove! Schoolmaster abroad, I should think. When we
+got on to Athens and Greek sculpture he condescended to set us
+right about that, too."
+
+"I heard him this morning holding forth to the doctor on
+Assyriology. No wonder he doesn't dance!"
+
+The passenger they were speaking of was a man of middle height,
+between thirty and forty apparently, who lay stretched in a deck-
+chair a little way off. He was dressed in grey throughout, from
+his travelling-cap to the spats above his brown shoes. His face
+was sallow, and the short brown beard was flecked with grey. But
+his eyes had gay little gleams in them as they followed the
+dancers. It was Peer Holm.
+
+As he sat there watching, it annoyed him to feel that he could not
+let himself go like the others. But it was so long since he had
+mixed with his own countrymen, that he felt insecure of his footing
+and almost like a foreigner among them. Besides, in a few hours
+now they should sight the skerries on the Norwegian coast; and the
+thought awoke in him a strange excitement--it was a moment he had
+dreamed of many and many a time out there in the wide world.
+
+After a while stillness fell on the decks around him, and he too
+went below, but lay down in his cabin without undressing. He
+thought of the time when he had passed that way on the outward
+voyage, poor and unknown, and had watched the last island of his
+native land sink below the sea-rim. Much had happened since then--
+and now that he had at last come home, what life awaited him there?
+
+A little after two in the morning he came on deck again, but stood
+still in astonishment at finding that the vessel was now boring her
+way through a thick woolly fog. The devil! thought he, beginning
+to tramp up and down the deck impatiently. It seemed that his
+great moment was to be lost--spoiled for him! But suddenly he
+stopped by the railing, and stood gazing out into the east.
+
+What was that? Far out in the depths of the woolly fog a glowing
+spot appeared; the grey mass around grew alive, began to move, to
+redden, to thin out as if it were streaming up in flames. Ah! now
+he knew! It was the globe of the sun, rising out of the sea. On
+board, every point where the night's moisture had lodged began to
+shine in gold. Each moment it grew clearer and lighter, and the
+eye reached farther. And before he could take in what was
+happening, the grey darkness had rolled itself up into mounds, into
+mountains, that grew buoyant and floated aloft and melted away.
+And there, all revealed, lay the fresh bright morning, with a clear
+sun-filled sky over the blue sea.
+
+It was time now to get out his field-glasses. For a long time he
+stood motionless, gazing intently through them.
+
+There! Was it his fancy? No, there far ahead he can see clearly
+now a darker strip between sky and sea. It's the first skerry. It
+is Norway, at last!
+
+Peer felt a sudden catch in his breath; he could hardly stand
+still, but he stopped again and again in his walk to look once more
+at the far-off strip of grey. And now there were seabirds too,
+with long necks and swiftly-beating wings. Welcome home!
+
+And now the steamer is ploughing in among the skerries, and a world
+of rocks and islets unfolds on every side. There is the first red
+fisher-hut. And then the entrance to Christiansand, between wooded
+hills and islands, where white cottages shine out, each with its
+patch of green grassland and its flagstaff before it.
+
+Peer watched it all, drinking it in like nourishment. How good it
+all tasted--he felt it would be long before he had drunk his fill.
+
+Then came the voyage up along the coast, all through a day of
+brilliant sunshine and a luminous night. He saw the blue sounds
+with swarms of white gulls hovering above them, the little coast-
+towns with their long white-painted wooden houses, and flowers in
+the windows. He had never passed this way before, and yet
+something in him seemed to nod and say: "I know myself again
+here." All the way up the Christiania Fjord there was the scent of
+leaves and meadows; big farms stood by the shore shining in the
+sun. This was what a great farm looked like. He nodded again. So
+warm and fruitful it all seemed, and dear to him as home--though he
+knew that, after all, he would be little better than a tourist in
+his own country. There was no one waiting for him, no one to take
+him in. Still, some day things might be very different.
+
+As the ship drew alongside the quay at Christiania, the other
+passengers lined the rail, friends and relations came aboard, there
+were tears and laughter and kisses and embraces. Peer lifted his
+hat as he passed down the gangway, but no one had time to notice
+him just now. And when he had found a hotel porter to look after
+his luggage, he walked up alone through the town, as if he were a
+stranger.
+
+The light nights made it difficult to sleep--he had actually
+forgotten that it was light all night long. And this was a capital
+city--yet so touchingly small, it seemed but a few steps wherever
+he went. These were his countrymen, but he knew no one among them;
+there was no one to greet him. Still, he thought again, some day
+all this might be very different.
+
+At last, one day as he stood looking at the window of a
+bookseller's shop, he heard a voice behind him: "Why, bless me!
+surely it's Peer Holm!" It was one of his fellow-students at the
+Technical College, Reidar Langberg, pale and thin now as ever. He
+had been a shining light at the College, but now--now he looked
+shabby, worn and aged.
+
+"I hardly knew you again," said Peer, grasping the other's hand.
+
+"And you're a millionaire, so they say--and famous, out in the big
+world?"
+
+"Not quite so bad as that, old fellow. But what about you?"
+
+"I? Oh, don't talk about me." And as they walked down the street
+together, Langberg poured out his tale, of how times were
+desperately bad, and conditions at home here simply strangled a
+man. He had started ten or twelve years ago as a draughtsman in
+the offices of the State Railways, and was still there, with a
+growing family--and "such pay--such pay, my dear fellow!" He threw
+up his eyes and clasped his hands despairingly.
+
+"Look here," said Peer, interrupting him. "Where is the best place
+in Christiania to go and have a good time in the evening?"
+
+"Well, St. Hans Hill, for instance. There's music there."
+
+"Right--will you come and dine with me there, to-night--shall we
+say eight o'clock?"
+
+"Thanks. I should think I would!"
+
+Peer arrived in good time, and engaged a table on a verandah.
+Langberg made his appearance shortly after, dressed in his well-
+saved Sunday best--faded frock-coat, light trousers bagged at the
+knees, and a straw hat yellow with age.
+
+"It's a pleasure to have someone to talk to again," said Peer.
+"For the last year or so I've been knocking about pretty much by
+myself."
+
+"Is it as long as that since you left Egypt?"
+
+"Yes; longer. I've been in Abyssinia since then."
+
+"Oh, of course, I remember now. It was in the papers. Building a
+railway for King Menelik, weren't you?"
+
+"Oh, yes. But the last eighteen months or so I've been idling--
+running about to theatres and museums and so forth. I began at
+Athens and finished up with London. I remember one day sitting on
+the steps of the Parthenon declaiming the Antigone--and a moment
+with some meaning in it seemed to have come at last."
+
+"But, dash it, man, you're surely not comparing such trifles with a
+thing like the great Nile Barrage? You were on that for some
+years, weren't you? Do let's hear something about that. Up by the
+first cataract, wasn't it? And hadn't you enormous quarries there
+on the spot? You see, even sitting at home here, I haven't quite
+lost touch. But you--good Lord! what things you must have seen!
+Fancy living at--what was the name of the town again?"
+
+"Assuan," answered Peer indifferently, looking out over the
+gardens, where more and more visitors kept arriving.
+
+"They say the barrage is as great a miracle as the Pyramids. How
+many sluice-gates are there again--a hundred and . . . ?"
+
+"Two hundred and sixteen," said Peer. "Look!" he broke off. "Do
+you know those girls over there?" He nodded towards a party of
+girls in light dresses who were sitting down at a table close by.
+
+Langberg shook his head. He was greedy for news from the great
+world without, which he had never had the luck to see.
+
+"I've often wondered," he went on, "how you managed to come to the
+front so in that sort of work--railways and barrages, and so forth--
+when, your original line was mechanical engineering. Of course
+you did do an extra year on the roads and railway side; but . . ."
+
+Oh, this shining light of the schools!
+
+"What do you say to a glass of champagne?" said Peer. "How do you
+like it? Sweet or dry?"
+
+"Why, is there any difference? I really didn't know. But when
+one's a millionaire, of course . . ."
+
+"I'm not a millionaire," said Peer with a smile, and beckoned to a
+waiter.
+
+"Oh! I heard you were. Didn't you invent a new motor-pump that
+drove all the other types out of the field? And besides--that
+Abyssinian railway. Oh well, well!" he sighed, "it's a good thing
+somebody's lucky. The rest of us shouldn't complain. But how
+about the other two--Klaus Brock and Ferdinand Holm? What are they
+doing now?"
+
+"Klaus is looking after the Khedive's estates at Edfina.
+Agriculture by steam power; his own railway lines to bring in the
+produce, and so on. Yes, Klaus has ended up in a nice little place
+of his own. His district's bigger than the kingdom of Denmark."
+
+"Good heavens!" Langberg nearly fell off his chair. "And
+Ferdinand Holm; what about him?"
+
+"Oh, he's got bigger things on hand. Went nosing about the Libyan
+desert, and found that considerable tracts of it have water-veins
+only a few yards beneath the surface. If so, of course, it's only
+a question of proper plant to turn an enormous area into a paradise
+for corn-growing."
+
+"Good gracious! What a discovery!" gasped the other, almost
+breathless now.
+
+Peer looked out over the fjord, and went on: "Last year he managed
+at last to get the Khedive interested, and they've started a joint-
+stock company now, with a capital of some millions. Ferdinand is
+chief engineer."
+
+"And what's his salary? As much as fifty thousand crowns?"
+
+"His pay is two hundred thousand francs a year," said Peer, not
+without some fear that his companion might faint. "Yes, he's an
+able fellow, is Ferdinand."
+
+It took Langberg some time to get his breath again. At last he
+asked, with a sidelong glance:
+
+"And you and Klaus Brock--I suppose you've put your millions in his
+company?"
+
+Peer smiled as he sat looking out over the garden. Lifting his
+glass, "Your good health," he said, for all answer.
+
+"Have you been in America, too?" went on the other. "No, I suppose
+not!"
+
+"America? Yes, a few years back, when I was with Brown Bros., they
+sent me over one time to buy plant. Nothing so surprising in that,
+is there?"
+
+"No, no, of course not. I was only thinking--you went about there,
+I daresay, and saw all the wonderful things--the miracles of
+science they're always producing."
+
+"My dear fellow, if you only knew how deadly sick I am of miracles
+of science! What I'm longing for is a country watermill that takes
+twenty-four hours to grind a sack of corn."
+
+"What? What do you say?" Langberg bounced in his chair. "Ha-ha-
+ha! You're the same old man, I can see."
+
+"I'm perfectly serious," said Peer, lifting his glass towards the
+other. "Come. Here's to our old days together!"
+
+"Aye--thanks, a thousand thanks--to our old days together!--Ah,
+delicious! Well, then, I suppose you've fallen in love away down
+there in the land of the barbarians? Haven't you? Ha-ha-ha!"
+
+"Do you call Egypt a land of barbarians?"
+
+"Well, don't the fellahs still yoke their wives to their ploughs?"
+
+"A fellah will sit all night long outside his hut and gaze up at
+the stars and give himself time to dream. And a merchant prince in
+Vienna will dictate business letters in his automobile as he's
+driving to the theatre, and write telegrams as he sits in the
+stalls. One fine day he'll be sitting in his private box with a
+telephone at one ear and listening to the opera with the other.
+That's what the miracles of science are doing for us. Awe-
+inspiring, isn't it?"
+
+"And you talk like that--a man that's helped to harness the Nile,
+and has built railways through the desert?"
+
+Peer shrugged his shoulders, and offered the other a cigar from his
+case. A waiter appeared with coffee.
+
+"To help mankind to make quicker progress--is that nothing?"
+
+"Lord! What I'd like to know is, where mankind are making for,
+that they're in such a hurry."
+
+"That the Nile Barrage has doubled the production of corn in Egypt--
+created the possibilities of life for millions of human beings--is
+that nothing?"
+
+"My good fellow, do you really think there aren't enough fools on
+this earth already? Have we too little wailing and misery and
+discontent and class-hatred as it is? Why must we go about to
+double it?"
+
+"But hang it all, man--what about European culture? Surely you
+felt yourself a sort of missionary of civilisation, where you have
+been."
+
+"The spread of European civilisation in the East simply means that
+half a dozen big financiers in London or Paris take a fancy to a
+certain strip of Africa or Asia. They press a button, and out come
+all the ministers and generals and missionaries and engineers with
+a bow: At your service, gentlemen!
+
+"Culture! One wheel begets ten new ones. Brr-rrr! And the ten
+again another hundred. Brr-rr-rrr--more speed, more competition--
+and all for what? For culture? No, my friend, for money.
+Missionary! I tell you, as long as Western Europe with all its
+wonders of modern science and its Christianity and its political
+reforms hasn't turned out a better type of humanity than the mean
+ruck of men we have now--we'd do best to stay at home and hold our
+counfounded jaw. Here's ourselves!" and Peer emptied his glass.
+
+This was a sad hearing for poor Langberg. For he had been used to
+comfort himself in his daily round with the thought that even he,
+in his modest sphere, was doing his share in the great work of
+civilising the world.
+
+At last he leaned back, watching the smoke from his cigar, and
+smiling a little.
+
+"I remember a young fellow at the College," he said, "who used to
+talk a good deal about Prometheus, and the grand work of liberating
+humanity, by stealing new and ever new fire from Olympus."
+
+"That was me--yes," said Peer with a laugh. "As a matter of fact,
+I was only quoting Ferdinand Holm."
+
+"You don't believe in all that now?"
+
+"It strikes me that fire and steel are rapidly turning men into
+beasts. Machinery is killing more and more of what we call the
+godlike in us."
+
+"But, good heavens, man! Surely a man can be a Christian even
+if . . ."
+
+"Christian as much as you like. But don't you think it might soon
+be time we found something better to worship than an ascetic on a
+cross? Are we to keep on for ever singing Hallelujah because we've
+saved our own skins and yet can haggle ourselves into heaven? Is
+that religion?"
+
+"No, no, perhaps not. But I don't know . . ."
+
+"Neither do I. But it's all the same; for anyhow no such thing as
+religious feeling exists any longer. Machinery is killing our
+longings for eternity, too. Ask the good people in the great
+cities. They spend Christmas Eve playing tunes from The Dollar
+Princess on the gramophone."
+
+Langberg sat for a while watching the other attentively. Peer sat
+smoking slowly; his face was flushed with the wine, but from time
+to time his eyes half-closed, and his thoughts seemed to be
+wandering in other fields than these.
+
+"And what do you think of doing now you are home again?" asked his
+companion at last.
+
+Peer opened his eyes. "Doing? Oh, I don't know. Look about me
+first of all. Then perhaps I may find a cottar's croft somewhere
+and settle down and marry a dairymaid. Here's luck!"
+
+The gardens were full now of people in light summer dress, and in
+the luminous evening a constant ripple of laughter and gay voices
+came up to them. Peer looked curiously at the crowd, all strangers
+to him, and asked his companion the names of some of the people.
+Langberg pointed out one or two celebrities--a Cabinet Minister
+sitting near by, a famous explorer a little farther off. "But I
+don't know them personally," he added. "Can't afford society on
+that scale, of course."
+
+"How beautiful it is here!" said Peer, looking out once more at the
+yellow shimmer of light above the fjord. "And how good it is to be
+home again!"
+
+
+
+Chapter II
+
+
+He sat in the train on his way up-country, and from the carriage
+window watched farms and meadows and tree-lined roads slide past.
+Where was he going? He did not know himself. Why should not a man
+start off at haphazard, and get out when the mood takes him? At
+last he was able to travel through his own country without having
+to think of half-pennies. He could let the days pass over his head
+without care or trouble, and give himself good leisure to enjoy any
+beauty that came in his way.
+
+There is Mjosen, the broad lake with the rich farmlands and long
+wooded ridges on either side. He had never been here before, yet
+it seemed as if something in him nodded a recognition to it all.
+Once more he sat drinking in the rich, fruitful landscape--the
+wooded hills, the fields and meadows seemed to spread themselves
+out over empty places in his mind.
+
+But later in the day the landscape narrowed and they were in
+Gudbrandsdalen, where the sunburned farms are set on green slopes
+between the river and the mountains. Peer's head was full of
+pictures from abroad, from the desert sands with their scorched
+palm-trees to the canals of Venice. But here--he nodded again.
+Here he was at home, though he had never seen the place before;
+just this it was which had been calling to him all through his long
+years of exile.
+
+At last on a sudden he gathered up his traps and got out, without
+the least idea even of the name of the station. A meal at the
+hotel, a knapsack on his back, and hey!--there before him lies the
+road, up into the hills.
+
+Alone? What matter, when there are endless things that greet him
+from every side with "Welcome home!" The road is steep, the air
+grows lighter, the homesteads smaller. At last the huts look like
+little matchboxes--from the valley, no doubt, it must seem as if
+the people up here were living among the clouds. But many and many
+a youth must have followed this road in the evenings, going up to
+court his Mari or his Kari at the saeter-hut, the same road and the
+same errand one generation after another. To Peer it seemed as if
+all those lads now bore him company--aye, as if he discovered in
+himself something of wanton youth that had managed to get free at
+last.
+
+Puh! His coat must come off and his cap go into the knapsack.
+Now, as the valley sinks and sinks farther beneath him, the view
+across it widens farther and farther out over the uplands beyond.
+Brown hills and blue, ridges livid or mossy-grey in the setting
+sun, rising and falling wave behind wave, and beyond all a great
+snowfield, like a sea of white breakers foaming against the sky.
+But surely he had seen all this before?
+
+Ah! now he knew; it was the Lofoten Sea over again--with its white
+foam-crested combers and long-drawn, heavy-breathing swell--a
+rolling ocean turned to rock. Peer halted a moment leaning on his
+stick, and his eyes half-closed. Could he not feel that same
+ocean-swell rising and sinking in his own being? Did not the same
+waves surge through the centuries, carrying the generations away
+with them upon great wanderings? And in daily life the wave rolls
+us along in the old familiar rhythm, and not one in ten thousand
+lifts his head above it to ask: whither and why! Even now just
+such a little wave has hold of him, taking him--whither and why?
+Well, the coming days might show; meanwhile, there beyond was the
+sea of stone rolling its eternal cadence under the endless sky.
+
+He wiped his forehead and turned and went his way.
+
+But what is that far off in the north-east? three sisters in white
+shawls, lifting their heads to heaven--that must be Rondane. And
+see how the evening sun is kindling the white peaks to purple and
+gold.
+
+Puh!--only one more hill now, and here is the top at last. And
+there ahead lie the great uplands, with marsh and mound and
+gleaming tarns. Ah, what a relief! What wonder that his step
+grows lighter and quicker? Before he knows it he is singing aloud
+in mere gaiety of heart. Ah, dear God, what if after all it were
+not too late to be young!
+
+A saeter. A little hut, standing on a patch of green, with split-
+stick fence and a long cow-house of rough planks--it must be a
+saeter! And listen--isn't that a girl singing? Peer slipped
+softly through the gate and stood listening against the wall of the
+byre. "Shap, shap, shap," went the streams of milk against the
+pail. It must be a fairy sitting milking in there. Then came the
+voice:
+
+
+ Oh, Sunday eve, oh, Sunday eve,
+ Ever wast thou my dearest eve!
+
+
+"Shap, shap, shap!" went the milk once more in the pail--and
+suddenly Peer joined in:
+
+
+ Oh bright, oh gentle Sunday eve--
+ Wilt ever be my dearest eve!
+
+
+The milking stopped, a cowbell tinkled as the cow turned her
+inquiring face, and a girl's light-brown head of hair was thrust
+out of the doorway--soon followed by the girl herself, slender,
+eighteen, red-cheeked, fresh and smiling.
+
+"Good evening," said Peer, stretching out his hand.
+
+The girl looked at him for a moment, then cast a glance at her own
+clothes--as women will when they see a man who takes their fancy.
+
+"An' who may you be?" she asked.
+
+"Can you cook me some cream-porridge?"
+
+"A' must finish milking first, then."
+
+Here was a job that Peer could help with. He took off his
+knapsack, washed his hands, and was soon seated on a stool in the
+close sweet air of the shed, milking busily. Then he fetched
+water, and chopped some wood for the fire, the girl gazing at him
+all the time, no doubt wondering who this crazy person could be.
+When the porridge stood ready on the table, he insisted on her
+sitting down close to him and sharing the meal. They ate a little,
+and then laughed a little, and then chatted, and then ate and then
+laughed again. When he asked what he had to pay, the girl said:
+"Whatever you like"--and he gave her two crowns and then bent her
+head back and kissed her lips. "What's the man up to?" he heard
+her gasp behind him as he passed out; when he had gone a good way
+and turned to look back, there she was in the doorway, shading her
+eyes and watching him.
+
+Whither away now? Well, he was pretty sure to reach some other
+inhabited place before night. This, he felt, was not his abiding-
+place. No, it was not here.
+
+It was nearly midnight when he stood by the shore of a broad
+mountain lake, beneath a snow-flecked hill-side. Here were a
+couple of saeters, and across the lake, on a wooded island, stood a
+small frame house that looked like some city people's summer
+cottage. And see--over the lake, that still mirrored the evening
+red, a boat appeared moving towards the island, and two white-
+sleeved girls sat at the oars, singing as they rowed. A strange
+feeling came over him. Here--here he would stay.
+
+In the saeter-hut stood an enormously fat woman, with a rope round
+her middle, evidently ready to go to bed. Could she put him up for
+the night? Why, yes, she supposed so--and she rolled off into
+another room. And soon he was lying in a tiny chamber, in a bed
+with a mountainous mattress and a quilt. There was a fresh smell
+from the juniper twigs strewed about the newly-washed floor, and
+the cheeses, which stood in rows all round the shelf-lined walls.
+Ah! he had slept in many places and fashions--at sea in a Lofoten
+boat; on the swaying back of a camel; in tents out in the moonlit
+desert; and in palaces of the Arabian Nights, where dwarfs fanned
+him with palm-leaves to drive away the heat, and called him pasha.
+But here, at last, he had found a place where it was good to be.
+And he closed his eyes, and lay listening to the murmur of a little
+stream outside in the light summer night, till he fell asleep.
+
+Late in the forenoon of the next day he was awakened by the entry
+of the old woman with coffee. Then a plunge into the blue-green
+water of the mountain lake, a short swim, and back to find grilled
+trout and new-baked waffles and thick cream for lunch.
+
+Yes, said the old woman, if he could get along with the sort of
+victuals she could cook, he might stay here a few days and welcome.
+The bed was standing there empty, anyway.
+
+
+
+Chapter III
+
+
+So Peer stays on and goes fishing. He catches little; but time
+goes leisurely here, and the summer lies soft and warm over the
+brown and blue hillsides. He has soon learned that a merchant
+named Uthoug, from Ringeby, is living in the house on the island,
+with his wife and daughter. And what of it?
+
+Often he would lie in his boat, smoking his pipe, and giving
+himself up to quiet dreams that came and passed. A young girl in a
+white boat, moving over red waters in the evening--a secret meeting
+on an island--no one must know just yet. . . . Would it ever
+happen to him? Ah, no.
+
+The sun goes down, there come sounds of cow-bells nearing the
+saeters, the musical cries and calls of the saeter-girls, the
+lowing of the cattle. The mountains stand silent in the distance,
+their snow-clad tops grown golden; the stream slides rippling by,
+murmuring on through the luminous nights.
+
+Then at last came the day of all days.
+
+He had gone out for a long tramp at random over the hills, making
+his way by compass, and noting landmarks to guide him back. Here
+was a marsh covered with cloud-berries--the taste brought back his
+own childhood. He wandered on up a pale-brown ridge flecked with
+red heather--and what was that ahead? Smoke? He made towards it.
+Yes, it was smoke. A ptarmigan fluttered out in front of him, with
+a brood of tiny youngsters at her heels--Lord, what a shave!--he
+stopped short to avoid treading on them. The smoke meant someone
+near--possibly a camp of Lapps. Let's go and see.
+
+He topped the last mound, and there was the fire just below. Two
+girls jumped to their feet; there was a bright coffee-kettle on the
+fire, and on the moss-covered ground close by bread and butter and
+sandwiches laid out on a paper tablecloth.
+
+Peer stopped short in surprise. The girls gazed at him for a
+moment, and he at them, all three with a hesitating smile.
+
+At last Peer lifted his hat and asked the way to Rustad saeter. It
+took them some time to explain this, and then they asked him the
+time. He told them exactly to the minute, and then showed them his
+watch so that they might see for themselves. All this took more
+time. Meanwhile, they had inspected each other, and found no
+reason to part company just yet. One of the girls was tall,
+slender of figure, with a warm-coloured oval face and dark brown
+hair. Her eyebrows were thick and met above the nose, delightful
+to look at. She wore a blue serge dress, with the skirt kilted up
+a little, leaving her ankles visible. The other was a blonde,
+smaller of stature, and with a melancholy face, though she smiled
+constantly. "Oh," she said suddenly, "have you a pocket-knife by
+any chance?"
+
+"Oh yes!" Peer was just moving off, but gladly seized the
+opportunity to stay a while.
+
+"We've a tin of sardines here, and nothing to open it with," said
+the dark one.
+
+"Let me try," said Peer. As luck would have it, he managed to cut
+himself a little, and the two girls tumbled over each other to tie
+up the wound. It ended, of course, with their asking him to join
+their coffee-party.
+
+"My name is Merle Uthoug," said the dark one, with a curtsy.
+
+"Oh, then, it's your father who has the place on the island in the
+lake?"
+
+"My name's only Mork--Thea Mork. My father is a lawyer, and we
+have a little cottage farther up the lake," said the blonde.
+
+Peer was about to introduce himself, when the dark girl interrupted:
+"Oh, we know you already," she said. "We've seen you out rowing
+on the lake so often. And we had to find out who you were.
+We have a good pair of glasses . . ."
+
+"Merle!" broke in her companion warningly.
+
+". . . and then, yesterday, we sent one of the maids over
+reconnoitring, to make inquiries and bring us a full report."
+
+"Merle! How can you say such things?"
+
+It was a cheery little feast. Ah! how young they were, these two
+girls, and how they laughed at a joke, and what quantities of bread
+and butter and coffee they all three disposed of! Merle now and
+again would give their companion a sidelong glance, while Thea
+laughed at all the wild things her friend said, and scolded her,
+and looked anxiously at Peer.
+
+And now the sun was nearing the shoulder of a hill far in the west,
+and evening was falling. They packed up their things, and Peer was
+loaded up with a big bag of cloud-berries on his back, and a tin
+pail to carry in his hand. "Give him some more," said Merle.
+"It'll do him good to work for a change."
+
+"Merle, you really are too bad!"
+
+"Here you are," said the girl, and slid the handle of a basket into
+his other hand.
+
+Then they set out down the hill. Merle sang and yodelled as they
+went; then Peer sang, and then they all three sang together. And
+when they came to a heather-tussock or a puddle, they did not
+trouble to go round, but just jumped over it, and then gave another
+jump for the fun of the thing.
+
+They passed the saeter and went on down to the water's edge, and
+Peer proposed to row them home. And so they rowed across. And the
+whole time they sat talking and laughing together as if they had
+known each other for years.
+
+The boat touched land just below the cottage, and a broad-
+shouldered man with a grey beard and a straw hat came down to meet
+them. "Oh, father, are you back again?" cried Merle, and,
+springing ashore, she flung her arms round his neck. The two
+exchanged some whispered words, and the father glanced at Peer.
+Then, taking off his hat, he came towards him and said politely,
+"It was very kind of you to help the girls down."
+
+"This is Herr Holm, engineer and Egyptian," said Merle, "and this
+is father."
+
+"I hear we are neighbours," said Uthoug. "We're just going to have
+tea, so if you have nothing better to do, perhaps you will join
+us."
+
+Outside the cottage stood a grey-haired lady with a pale face,
+wearing spectacles. She had a thick white woollen shawl over her
+shoulders, but even so she seemed to feel cold. "Welcome," she
+said, and Peer thought there was a tremor in her voice.
+
+There were two small low rooms with an open fireplace in the one,
+and in it there stood a table ready laid. But from the moment
+Merle entered the house, she took command of everything, and
+whisked in and out. Soon there was the sound of fish cooking in
+the kitchen, and a moment later she came in with a plate full of
+lettuce, and said: "Mr. Egyptian--you can make us an Arabian
+salad, can't you?"
+
+Peer was delighted. "I should think so," he said.
+
+"You'll find salt and pepper and vinegar and oil on the table
+there, and that's all we possess in the way of condiments. But it
+must be a real Arabian salad all the same, if you please!" And out
+she went again, while Peer busied himself with the salad.
+
+"I hope you will excuse my daughter," said Fru Uthoug, turning her
+pale face towards him and looking through her spectacles. "She is
+not really so wild as she seems."
+
+Uthoug himself walked up and down the room, chatting to Peer and
+asking a great many questions about conditions in Egypt. He knew
+something about the Mahdi, and General Gordon, and Khartoum, and
+the strained relations between the Khedive and the Sultan. He was
+evidently a diligent reader of the newspapers, and Peer gathered
+that he was a Radical, and a man of some weight in his party. And
+he looked as if there was plenty of fire smouldering under his
+reddish eyelids: "A bad man to fall out with," thought Peer.
+
+They sat down to supper, and Peer noticed that Fru Uthoug grew less
+pale and anxious as her daughter laughed and joked and chattered.
+There even came a slight glow at last into the faded cheeks; the
+eyes behind the spectacles seemed to shine with a light borrowed
+from her daughter's. But her husband seemed not to notice
+anything, and tried all the time to go on talking about the Mahdi
+and the Khedive and the Sultan.
+
+So for the first time for many years Peer sat down to table in a
+Norwegian home--and how good it was! Would he ever have a home of
+his own, he wondered.
+
+After the meal, a mandolin was brought out, and they sat round the
+fire in the great fireplace and had some music. Until at last
+Merle rose and said: "Now, mother, it's time you went to bed."
+
+"Yes, dear," came the answer submissively, and Fru Uthoug said
+good-night, and Merle led her off.
+
+Peer had risen to take leave, when Merle came in again. "Why," she
+said, "you're surely not going off before you've rowed Thea home?"
+
+"Oh, Merle, please . . ." put in the other.
+
+But when the two had taken their places in the boat and were just
+about to start up the lake, Merle came running down and said she
+might just as well come too.
+
+Half an hour later, having seen the young girl safely ashore at her
+father's place, Merle and Peer were alone, rowing back through the
+still night over the waters of the lake, golden in the light and
+dark blue in the shadows. Merle leaned back in the stern, silent,
+trailing a small branch along the surface of the water behind.
+After a while Peer laid in his oars and let the boat drift.
+
+"How beautiful it is!" he said.
+
+The girl lifted her head and looked round. "Yes," she answered,
+and Peer fancied her voice had taken a new tone.
+
+It was past midnight. Heights and woods and saeters lay lifeless
+in the soft suffused reddish light. The lake-trout were not rising
+any more, but now and again the screech of a cock-ptarmigan could
+be heard among the withies.
+
+"What made you come just here for your holiday, I wonder," she
+asked suddenly.
+
+"I leave everything to chance, Froken Uthoug. It just happened so.
+It's all so homelike here, wherever one goes. And it is so
+wonderful to be home in Norway again."
+
+"But haven't you been to see your people--your father and mother--
+since you came home?"
+
+"I--! Do you suppose I have a father and mother?"
+
+"But near relations--surely you must have a brother or sister
+somewhere in the world?"
+
+"Ah, if one only had! Though, after all, one can get on without."
+
+She looked at him searchingly, as if trying to see whether he spoke
+in earnest. Then she said:
+
+"Do you know that mother dreamed of you before you came?"
+
+"Of me?" Peer's eyes opened wide. "What did she dream about me?"
+
+A sudden flush came to the girl's face, and she shook her head.
+"It's foolish of me to sit here and tell you all this. But you see
+that was why we wanted so much to find out about you when you came.
+And it gives me a sort of feeling of our having known each other a
+long time."
+
+"You appear to have a very constant flow of high spirits, Froken
+Uthoug!"
+
+"I? Why do you think--? Oh, well, yes. One can come by most
+things, you know, if one has to have them."
+
+"Even high spirits?"
+
+She turned her head and looked towards the shore. "Some day
+perhaps--if we should come to be friends--I'll tell you more about
+it."
+
+Peer bent to his oars and rowed on. The stillness of the night
+drew them nearer and nearer together, and made them silent; only
+now and then they would look at each other and smile.
+
+"What mysterious creature is this I have come upon?" thought Peer.
+She might be about one-or two-and-twenty. She sat there with bowed
+head, and in this soft glow the oval face had a strange light of
+dreams upon it. But suddenly her glance came back and rested on
+him again, and then she smiled, and he saw that her mouth was large
+and her lips full and red.
+
+"I wish I had been all over the world, like you," she said.
+
+"Have you never been abroad, Froken Uthoug?" he asked.
+
+"I spent a winter in Berlin, once, and a few months in South
+Germany. I played the violin a little, you see; and I hoped to
+take it up seriously abroad and make something of it--but--"
+
+"Well, why shouldn't you?"
+
+She was silent for a little, then at last she said: "I suppose you
+are sure to know about it some day, so I may just as well tell you
+now. Mother has been out of her mind."
+
+"My dear Froken--"
+
+"And when she's at home my--high spirits are needed to help her to
+be more or less herself."
+
+He felt an impulse to rise and go to the girl, and take her head
+between his hands. But she looked up, with a melancholy smile;
+their eyes met in a long look, and she forgot to withdraw her
+glance.
+
+"I must go ashore now," she said at last.
+
+"Oh, so soon! Why, we have hardly begun our talk!"
+
+"I must go ashore now," she repeated; and her voice, though still
+gentle, was not to be gainsaid.
+
+At last Peer was alone, rowing back to his saeter. As he rowed he
+watched the girl going slowly up towards the cottage. When she
+reached the door she turned for the first time and waved to him.
+Then she stood for a moment looking after him, and then opened the
+door and disappeared. He gazed at the door some time longer, as if
+expecting to see it open again, but no sign of life was to be seen.
+
+The sun's rim was showing now above the distant ranges in the east,
+and the white peaks in the north and west kindled in the morning
+glow. Peer laid in his oars again, and rested, with his elbows on
+his knees and his head in his hands. What could this thing be that
+had befallen him today?
+
+How could those peaks stand round so aloof and indifferent, and
+leave him here disconsolate and alone?
+
+What was it, this new rushing in his ears; this new rhythm of his
+pulse? He lay back at last in the bottom of the boat, with hands
+clasped behind his head, and let boat and all things drift.
+
+And when the glare of the rising sun came slanting into the boat
+and beat dazzlingly in his face, he only turned his head a little
+and let it shine full upon him.
+
+Now she is lying asleep over there, the morning streaming red
+through her window--of whom is she dreaming as she sleeps?
+
+Have you ever seen such eyebrows before? To press one's lips to
+them--to take her head between one's hand . . . and so it is to
+save your mother that you give up your own dreams, and to warm her
+soul that you keep that flame of gladness burning in you? Is that
+the sort you are?
+
+Merle--was ever such a name? Are you called Merle?
+
+Day spreads over the heavens, kindling all the night-clouds, great
+and small, to gold and scarlet. And here he lies, rocking,
+rocking, on no lake, but on a red stately-heaving ocean swell.
+
+Ah! till now your mind has been so filled with cold mechanics, with
+calculations, with steel and fire. More and more knowledge, ever
+more striving to understand all things, to know all, to master all.
+But meanwhile, the tones of the hymn died within you, and the
+hunger for that which lies beyond all things grew ever fiercer and
+fiercer. You thought it was Norway that you needed--and now you
+are here. But is it enough?
+
+Merle--is your name Merle?
+
+There is nothing that can be likened to the first day of love. All
+your learning, your travel, and deeds and dreams--all has been
+nothing but dry firewood that you have dragged and heaped together.
+And now has come a spark, and the whole heap blazes up, casting its
+red glow over earth and heaven, and you stretch out your cold
+hands, and warm them, and shiver with joy that a new bliss has come
+upon the earth.
+
+And all that you could not understand--the relation between the
+spark of eternity in your soul and the Power above, and the whole
+of endless space--has all of a sudden become so clear that you lie
+here trembling with joy at seeing to the very bottom of the
+infinite enigma.
+
+You have but to take her by the hand, and "Here are we two," you
+say to the powers of life and death. "Here is she and here am I--
+we two"--and you send the anthem rolling aloft--a strain from
+little Louise's fiddle-bow mingling with it--not to the vaultings
+of any church, but into endless space itself. And Thou, Power
+above, now I understand Thee. How could I ever take seriously a
+Power that sat on high playing with Sin and Grace--but now I see
+Thee, not the bloodthirsty Jehovah, but a golden-haired youth, the
+Light itself. We two worship Thee; not with a wail of prayer, but
+with a great anthem, that has the World-All in it. All our powers,
+our knowledge, our dreams--all are there. And each has its own
+instrument, its own voice in the mighty chorus. The dawn reddening
+over the hills is with us. The goat grazing on that northern
+hillside, dazzled with sun-gold when it turns its head to the east--
+it is with us, too. The waking birds are with us. A frog,
+crawling up out of a puddle and stopping to wonder at the morning--
+it is there. Even the little insect with diamonds on its wings--
+and the grass-blade with its pearl of dew, trying to mirror as much
+of the sky as it can--it is there, it is there, it is there. We
+are standing amid Love's first day, and there is no more talk of
+grace or doubt or faith or need of aid; only a rushing sound of
+music rising to heaven from all the golden rivers in our hearts.
+
+The saeters were beginning to wake. Musical cries came echoing as
+the saeter-girls chid on the cattle, that moved slowly up to the
+northern heights, with lowings and tinkling of bells. But Peer lay
+still where he was--and presently the dairy-maid at the saeter
+caught sight of what seemed an empty boat drifting on the lake, and
+was afraid some accident had happened.
+
+"Merle," thought Peer, still lying motionless. "Is your name
+Merle?"
+
+The dairy-maid was down by the waterside now, calling across toward
+the boat. And at last she saw a man sit up, rubbing his eyes.
+
+"Mercy on us!" she cried. "Lord be thanked that you're there. And
+you haven't been in the whole blessed night!"
+
+A goat with a broken leg, set in splints, had been left to stray at
+will about the cattle-pens and in and out of the house, while its
+leg-bones were setting. Peer must needs pick up the creature and
+carry it round for a while in his arms, though it at once began
+chewing at his beard. When he sat down to the breakfast-table, he
+found something so touching in the look of the cream and butter,
+the bread and the coffee, that it seemed a man would need a heart
+of stone to be willing to eat such things. And when the old woman
+said he really ought to get some food into him, he sprang up and
+embraced her, as far as his arms would go round. "Nice carryings
+on!" she cried, struggling to free herself. But when he went so
+far as to imprint a sounding kiss on her forehead, she fetched him
+a mighty push. "Lord!" she said, "if the gomeril hasn't gone clean
+out of his wits this last night!"
+
+
+
+Chapter IV
+
+
+Ringeby lay on the shore of a great lake; and was one of those busy
+commercial towns which have sprung up in the last fifty years from
+a nucleus consisting of a saw-mill and a flour-mill by the side of
+a waterfall. Now quite a number of modern factories had spread
+upwards along the river, and the place was a town with some four
+thousand inhabitants, with a church of its own, a monster of a
+school building, and numbers of yellow workmen's dwellings
+scattered about at random in every direction. Otherwise Ringeby
+was much like any other little town. There were two lawyers, who
+fought for scraps of legal business, and the editors of two local
+papers, who were constantly at loggerheads before the Conciliation
+Board. There was a temperance lodge and Workers' Union and a
+chapel and a picture palace. And every Sunday afternoon the good
+citizens of Ringeby walked out along the fjord, with their wives on
+their arms. On these occasions most of the men wore frock coats
+and grey felt hats; but Enebak, the tanner, being hunchbacked,
+preferred a tall silk hat, as better suited to eke out his height.
+
+On Saturday evenings, when twilight began to fall, the younger men
+would meet at the corner outside Hammer's store, to discuss the
+events of the week.
+
+"Have you heard the latest news?" asked Lovli, the bank cashier, of
+his friend the telegraphist, who came up.
+
+"News? Do you tell me that there's ever any news in this accursed
+hole?"
+
+"Merle Uthoug has come back from the mountains--engaged to be
+married."
+
+"The devil she is! What does the old man say to that?"
+
+"Oh, well, the old man will want an engineer if he's to get the new
+timber-mills into his clutches."
+
+"Is the man an engineer?"
+
+"From Egypt. A Muhammadan, I daresay. Brown as a coffee-berry,
+and rolling in money."
+
+"Do you hear that, Froken Bull? Stop a minute, here's some news
+for you."
+
+The girl addressed turned aside and joined them. "Oh, the same
+piece of news that's all over the town, I suppose. Well, I can
+tell you, he's most tremendously nice."
+
+"Sh!" whispered the telegraphist. Peer Holm was just coming out of
+the Grand Hotel, dressed in a grey suit, and with a dark coat over
+his arm. He was trying to get a newly-lit cigar to draw, as he
+walked with a light elastic step past the group at the corner. A
+little farther up the street he encountered Merle, and took her
+arm, and the two walked off together, the young people at the
+corner watching them as they went.
+
+"And when is it to be?" asked the telegraphist.
+
+"He wanted to be married immediately, I believe," said Froken Bull,
+"but I suppose they'll have to wait till the banns are called, like
+other people."
+
+Lorentz D. Uthoug's long, yellow-painted wooden house stood facing
+the market square; the office and the big ironmonger's shop were on
+the ground floor, and the family lived in the upper storeys.
+"That's where he lives," people would say. Or "There he goes," as
+the broad, grey-bearded man passed down the street. Was he such a
+big man, then? He could hardly be called really rich, though he
+had a saw-mill and a machine-shop and a flour-mill, and owned a
+country place some way out of the town. But there was something of
+the chieftain, something of the prophet, about him. He hated
+priests. He read deep philosophical works, forbade his family to
+go to church, and had been visited by Bjornson himself. It was
+good to have him on your side; to have him against you was fatal--
+you might just as well clear out of the town altogether. He had a
+finger in everything that went on; it was as if he owned the whole
+town. He had been known to meet a youth he had never spoken to
+before in the street and accost him with a peremptory "Understand
+me, young man; you will marry that girl." Yet for all this,
+Lorentz Uthoug was not altogether content. True, he was head and
+shoulders above all the Ringeby folks, but what he really wanted
+was to be the biggest man in a place a hundred times as large.
+
+And now that he had found a son-in-law, he seemed as it were to be
+walking quietly round this stranger from the great world, taking
+his measure, and asking in his thoughts: "Who are you at bottom?
+What have you seen? What have you read? Are you progressive or
+reactionary? Have you any proper respect for what I have
+accomplished here, or are you going about laughing in your sleeve
+and calling me a whale among the minnows?"
+
+Every morning when Peer woke in his room at the hotel he rubbed his
+eyes. On the table beside his bed stood a photograph of a young
+girl. What? Is it really you, Peer, that have found someone to
+stand close to you at last? Someone in the world who cares about
+you. When you have a cold, there'll be people to come round and be
+anxious about you, and ask how you are getting on. And this to
+happen to you!
+
+He dined at the Uthougs' every day, and there were always flowers
+beside his plate. Often there would be some little surprise--a
+silver spoon or fork, or a napkin-ring with his initials on. It
+was like gathering the first straws to make his new nest. And the
+pale woman with the spectacles looked kindly at him, as if to say:
+"You are taking her from me, but I forgive you."
+
+One day he was sitting in the hotel, reading, when Merle came in.
+
+"Will you come for a walk?" she asked.
+
+"Good idea. Where shall we go to-day?"
+
+"Well, we haven't been to see Aunt Marit at Bruseth yet. We really
+ought to go, you know. I'll take you there to-day."
+
+Peer found these ceremonial visits to his new relatives quite
+amusing; he went round, as it were, collecting uncles and aunts.
+And to-day there was a new one. Well, why not?
+
+"But--my dear girl, have you been crying?" he asked suddenly,
+taking her head in his hands.
+
+"Oh, it's nothing. Come--let's go now." And she thrust him gently
+away as he tried to kiss her. But the next moment she dropped into
+a chair, and sat looking thoughtfully at him through half-closed
+eyes, nodding her head very slightly. She seemed to be asking
+herself: "Who is this man? What is this I am taking on me? A
+fortnight ago he was an utter stranger--"
+
+She passed her hand across her brow. "It's mother--you know," she
+said.
+
+"Is anything special wrong to-day?"
+
+"She's so afraid you're going to carry me off into the wide world
+at a moment's notice."
+
+"But I've told her we're going to live here for the present."
+
+The girl drew up one side of her mouth in a smile, and her eyelids
+almost closed. "And what about me, then? After living here all
+these years crazy to get out into the world?"
+
+"And I, who am crazy to stay at home!" said Peer with a laugh.
+"How delicious it will be to have a house and a family at last--and
+peace and quiet!"
+
+"But what about me?"
+
+"You'll be there, too. I'll let you live with me."
+
+"Oh! how stupid you are to-day. If you only knew what it means, to
+throw away the best years of one's youth in a hole like this! And
+besides--I could have done something worth while in music--"
+
+"Why, then, let's go abroad, by all means," said Peer, wrinkling up
+his forehead as if to laugh.
+
+"Oh, nonsense! you know it's quite impossible to go off and leave
+mother now. But you certainly came at a very critical time. For
+anyway I was longing and longing just then for someone to come and
+carry me off."
+
+"Aha! so I was only a sort of ticket for the tour." He stepped
+over and pinched her nose.
+
+"Oh! you'd better be careful. I haven't really promised yet to
+have you, you know."
+
+"Haven't promised? When you practically asked me yourself."
+
+She clapped her hands together. "Why, what shameless impudence!
+After my saying No, No, No, for days together. I won't, I won't, I
+won't--I said it ever so many times. And you said it didn't
+matter--for YOU WOULD. Yes, you took me most unfairly off my
+guard; but now look out for yourself."
+
+The next moment she flung her arms round his neck. But when he
+tried to kiss her, she pushed him away again. "No," she said, "you
+mustn't think I did it for that!"
+
+Soon they were walking arm-in-arm along the country road, on their
+way to Aunt Marit at Bruseth. It was September, and all about the
+wooded hills stood yellow, and the cornfields were golden and the
+rowan berries blood-red. But there was still summer in the air.
+
+"Ugh! how impossibly fast you walk," exclaimed Merle, stopping out
+of breath.
+
+And when they came to a gate they sat down in the grass by the
+wayside. Below them was the town, with its many roofs and chimneys
+standing out against the shining lake, that lay framed in broad
+stretches of farm and field.
+
+"Do you know how it came about that mother is--as she is?" asked
+Merle suddenly.
+
+"No. I didn't like to ask you about it."
+
+She drew a stalk of grass between her lips.
+
+"Well, you see--mother's father was a clergyman. And when--when
+father forbade her to go to church, she obeyed him. But she
+couldn't sleep after that. She felt--as if she had sold her soul."
+
+"And what did your father say to that?"
+
+"Said it was hysteria. But, hysteria or not, mother couldn't
+sleep. And at last they had to take her away to a home."
+
+"Poor soul!" said Peer, taking the girl's hand.
+
+"And when she came back from there she was so changed, one would
+hardly have known her. And father gave way a little--more than he
+ever used to do--and said: 'Well, well, I suppose you must go to
+church if you wish, but you mustn't mind if I don't go with you.'
+And so one Sunday she took my hand and we went together, but as we
+reached the church door, and heard the organ playing inside, she
+turned back. 'No--it's too late now,' she said. 'It's too late,
+Merle.' And she has never been since."
+
+"And she has always been--strange--since then?"
+
+Merle sighed. "The worst of it is she sees so many evil things
+compassing her about. She says the only thing to do is to laugh
+them away. But she can't laugh herself. And so I have to. But
+when I go away from her--oh! I can't bear to think of it."
+
+She hid her face against his shoulder, and he began stroking her
+hair.
+
+"Tell me, Peer"--she looked up with her one-sided smile--"who is
+right--mother or father?"
+
+"Have you been trying to puzzle that out?"
+
+"Yes. But it's so hopeless--so impossible to come to any sort of
+certainty. What do you think? Tell me what you think, Peer."
+
+They sat there alone in the golden autumn day, her head pressed
+against his shoulder. Why should he play the superior person and
+try to put her off with vague phrases?
+
+"Dear Merle, I know, of course, no more than you do. There was a
+time when I saw God standing with a rod in one hand and a sugar-
+cake in the other--just punishment and rewards to all eternity.
+Then I thrust Him from me, because He seemed to me so unjust--and
+at last He vanished, melting into the solar systems on high, and
+all the infinitesimal growths here on the earth below. What was my
+life, what were my dreams, my joy or sorrow, to these? Where was I
+making for? Ever and always there was something in me saying: He
+IS! But where? Somewhere beyond and behind the things you know--
+it is there He is. And so I determined to know more things, more
+and more and more--and what wiser was I? A steam-hammer crushes my
+skull one day--and what has become of my part in progress and
+culture and science? Am I as much of an accident as a fly on an
+ant? Do I mean no more? Do I vanish and leave as little trace?
+Answer me that, little Merle--what do YOU think?"
+
+The girl sat motionless, breathing softly, with closed eyes. Then
+she began to smile--and her lips were full and red, and at last
+they shaped themselves to a kiss.
+
+
+Bruseth was a large farm lying high above the town, with its garden
+and avenues and long verandahs round the white dwelling-house. And
+what a view out over the lake and the country far around! The two
+stood for a moment at the gate, looking back.
+
+Merle's aunt--her father's sister--was a widow, rich and a notable
+manager, but capricious to a degree, capable of being generous one
+day and grasping the next. It was the sorrow of her life that she
+had no children of her own, but she had not yet decided who was to
+be her heir.
+
+She came sailing into the room where the two young people were
+waiting, and Peer saw her coming towards them, a tall, full-bosomed
+woman with grey hair and florid colour. Oho! here's an aunt for
+you with a vengeance, he thought. She pulled off a blue apron she
+was wearing and appeared dressed in a black woollen gown, with a
+gold chain about her neck and long gold earrings.
+
+"So you thought you'd come over at last," she said. "Actually
+remembered my existence, after all, did you, Merle?" She turned
+towards Peer, and stood examining him, with her hands on her hips.
+"So that's what you look like, is it, Peer? And you're the man
+that was to catch Merle? Well, you see I call you Peer at once,
+even though you HAVE come all the way from--Arabia, is it? Sit
+down, sit down."
+
+Wine was brought in, and Aunt Marit of Bruseth lifted a
+congratulatory glass toward the pair with the following words:
+
+"You'll fight, of course. But don't overdo it, that's all. And
+mark my words, Peer Holm, if you aren't good to her, I'll come
+round one fine day and warm your ears for you. Your healths,
+children!"
+
+The two went homewards arm-in-arm, dancing down the hillsides, and
+singing gaily as they went. But suddenly, when they were still
+some way from the town, Merle stopped and pointed. "There," she
+whispered--"there's mother!"
+
+A solitary woman was walking slowly in the twilight over a wide
+field of stubble, looking around her. It was as if she were
+lingering here to search out the meaning of something--of many
+things. From time to time she would glance up at the sky, or at
+the town below, or at people passing on the road, and then she
+would nod her head. How infinitely far off she seemed, how utterly
+a stranger to all the noisy doings of men! What was she seeing
+now? What were her thoughts?
+
+"Let us go on," whispered Merle, drawing him with her. And the
+young girl suddenly began to sing, loudly, as if in an overflow of
+spirits; and Peer guessed that it was for her mother's sake.
+Perhaps the lonely woman stood there now in the twilight smiling
+after them.
+
+
+One Sunday morning Merle drove up to the hotel in a light cart with
+a big brown horse; Peer came out and climbed in, leaving the reins
+to her. They were going out along the fjord to look at her
+father's big estate which in olden days had been the County
+Governors' official residence.
+
+It is the end of September. The sun is still warm, but the waters
+of the lake are grey and all the fields are reaped. Here and there
+a strip of yellowing potato-stalks lies waiting to be dug up. Up
+on the hillsides horses tethered for grazing stand nodding their
+heads slowly, as if they knew that it was Sunday. And a faint mist
+left by the damps of the night floats about here and there over the
+broad landscape.
+
+They passed through a wood, and came on the other side to an avenue
+of old ash trees, that turned up from the road and ran uphill to a
+big house where a flag was flying. The great white dwelling-house
+stood high, as if to look out far over the world; the red farm-
+buildings enclosed the wide courtyard on three sides, and below
+were gardens and broad lands, sloping down towards the lake.
+Something like an estate!
+
+"What's the name of that place?" cried Peer, gazing at it.
+
+"Loreng."
+
+"And who owns it?"
+
+"Don't know," answered the girl, cracking her whip.
+
+Next moment the horse turned in to the avenue, and Peer caught
+involuntarily at the reins. "Hei! Brownie--where are you going?"
+he cried.
+
+"Why not go up and have a look?" said Merle.
+
+"But we were going out to look at your father's place."
+
+"Well, that is father's place."
+
+Peer stared at her face and let go the reins. "What? What? You
+don't mean to say your father owns that place there?"
+
+A few minutes later they were strolling through the great, low-
+ceiled rooms. The whole house was empty now, the farm-bailiff
+living in the servants' quarters. Peer grew more and more
+enthusiastic. Here, in these great rooms, there had been festive
+gatherings enough in the days of the old Governors, where cavaliers
+in uniform or with elegant shirt-frills and golden spurs had kissed
+the hands of ladies in sweeping silk robes. Old mahogany, pot-
+pourri, convivial song, wit, grace--Peer saw it all in his mind's
+eye, and again and again he had to give vent to his feelings by
+seizing Merle and embracing her.
+
+"Oh, but look here, Merle--you know, this is a fairy-tale."
+
+They passed out into the old neglected garden with its grass-grown
+paths and well-filled carp-ponds and tumble-down pavilions. Peer
+rushed about it in all directions. Here, too, there had been
+fetes, with coloured lamps festooned around, and couples whispering
+in the shade of every bush. "Merle, did you say your father was
+going to sell all this to the State?"
+
+"Yes, that's what it will come to, I expect," she answered. "The
+place doesn't pay, he says, when he can't live here himself to look
+after it."
+
+"But what use can the State make of it?"
+
+"Oh, a Home for Imbeciles, I believe."
+
+"Good Lord! I might have guessed it! An idiot asylum--to be
+sure." He tramped about, fairly jumping with excitement. "Merle,
+look here--will you come and live here?"
+
+She threw back her head and looked at him. "I ask you, Merle.
+Will you come and live here?"
+
+"Do you want me to answer this moment, on the spot?"
+
+"Yes. For I want to buy it this moment, on the spot."
+
+"Well, aren't you--"
+
+"Look, Merle, just look at it all. That long balcony there, with
+the doric columns--nothing shoddy about that--it's the real thing.
+Empire. I know something about it."
+
+"But it'll cost a great deal, Peer." There was some reluctance in
+her voice. Was she thinking of her violin? Was she loth to take
+root too firmly?
+
+"A great deal?" he said. "What did your father give for it?"
+
+"The place was sold by auction, and he got it cheap. Fifty
+thousand crowns, I think it was."
+
+Peer strode off towards the house again. "We'll buy it. It's the
+very place to make into a home. . . . Horses, cattle, sheep,
+goats, cottars--ah! it'll be grand."
+
+Merle followed him more slowly. "But, Peer, remember you've just
+taken over father's machine-shops in town."
+
+"Pooh!" said Peer scornfully. "Do you think I can't manage to run
+that village smithy and live here too! Come along, Merle." And he
+took her hand and drew her into the house again.
+
+It was useless to try to resist. He dragged her from room to room,
+furnishing as he went along. "This room here is the dining-room--
+and that's the big reception-room; this will be the study--that's a
+boudoir for you. . . . Come now; to-morrow we'll go into
+Christiania and buy the furniture."
+
+Merle gasped for breath. He had got so far by this time that the
+furnishing was complete and they were installed. They had a
+governess already, and he was giving parties too. Here was the
+ballroom. He slipped an arm round her waist and danced round the
+room with her, till she was carried away by his enthusiasm, and
+stood flushed and beaming, while all she had dreamed of finding
+some day out in the wide world seemed suddenly to unfold around her
+here in these empty rooms. Was this really to be her home? She
+stopped to take breath and to look around her.
+
+Late that evening Peer sat at the hotel with a note-book, working
+the thing out. He had bought Loreng; his father-in-law had been
+reasonable, and had let him have the place, lands and woods and
+all, for the ridiculous price he had paid himself. There was a
+mortgage of thirty thousand crowns on the estate. Well, that might
+stand as it was, for the bulk of Peer's money was tied up in
+Ferdinand Holm's company.
+
+A few days after he carried Merle off to the capital, leaving the
+carpenters and painters hard at work at Loreng.
+
+One day he was sitting alone at the hotel in Christiania--Merle was
+out shopping--when there was a very discreet knock at the door.
+
+"Come in," called Peer. And in walked a middle-sized man, of
+thirty or more, dressed in a black frock-coat with a large-
+patterned vest, and his dark hair carefully combed over a bald
+patch on the crown. He had a red, cheery face; his eyes were of
+the brightest blue, and the whole man breathed and shone with good
+humour.
+
+"I am Uthoug junior," said the new-comer, with a bow and a laugh.
+
+"Oh--that's capital."
+
+"Just come across from Manchester--beastly voyage. Thanks, thanks--
+I'll find a seat." He sat down, and flung one striped trouser-leg
+over the other.
+
+Peer sent for some wine, and in half an hour the two were firm
+allies. Uthoug junior's life-story to date was quickly told. He
+had run away from home because his father had refused to let him go
+on the stage--had found on trial that in these days there weren't
+enough theatres to go round--then had set up in business for
+himself, and now had a general agency for the sale of English
+tweeds. "Freedom, freedom," was his idea; "lots of elbow-room--
+room to turn about in--without with your leave or by your leave to
+father or anyone! Your health!"
+
+
+A week later the street outside Lorentz D. Uthoug's house in
+Ringeby was densely crowded with people, all gazing up at the long
+rows of lighted windows. There was feasting to-night in the great
+man's house. About midnight a carriage drove up to the door.
+"That's the bridegroom's," whispered a bystander. "He got those
+horses from Denmark!"
+
+The street door opened, and a white figure, thickly cloaked,
+appeared on the steps. "The bride!" whispered the crowd. Then a
+slender man in a dark overcoat and silk hat. "The bridegroom!"
+And as the pair passed out, "Hip-hip-hip--" went the voice of the
+general agent for English tweeds, and the hurrahs came with a will.
+
+The carriage moved off, and Peer sat, with his arm round his bride,
+driving his horses at a sharp trot out along the fjord. Out
+towards his home, towards his palace, towards a new and untried
+future.
+
+
+
+Chapter V
+
+
+A little shaggy, grey-bearded old man stood chopping and sawing in
+the wood-shed at Loreng. He had been there longer than anyone
+could remember. One master left, another took his place--what was
+that to the little man? Didn't the one need firewood--and didn't
+the other need firewood just the same? In the evening he crept up
+to his den in the loft of the servants' wing; at meal-times he sat
+himself down in the last seat at the kitchen-table, and it seemed
+to him that there was always food to be had. Nowadays the master's
+name was Holm--an engineer he was--and the little man blinked at
+him with his eyes, and went on chopping in the shed. If they came
+and told him he was not wanted and must go--why, thank heaven, he
+was stone deaf, as everyone knew. Thud, thud, went his axe in the
+shed; and the others about the place were so used to it that they
+heeded it no more than the ticking of a clock upon the wall.
+
+In the kitchen of the big house two girls stood by the window
+peeping out into the garden and giggling.
+
+"There he is again," said Laura. "Sh! don't laugh so loud. There!
+now he's stopping again!"
+
+"He's whistling to a bird," said Oliana. "Or talking to himself
+perhaps. Do you think he's quite right in his head?"
+
+"Sh! The mistress'll hear."
+
+It was no less a person than the master of Loreng himself whose
+proceedings struck them as so comic.
+
+Peer it was, wandering about in the great neglected garden, with
+his hands in the pockets of his knickerbockers and his cap on the
+back of his head, stopping here and there, and moving on again as
+the fancy took him. Sometimes he would hum a snatch of a song, and
+again fall to whistling; here he would pick up a twig and look at
+it, or again it might be a bird, or perhaps an old neglected apple-
+tree that seemed worth stopping to talk to. The best of it was
+that these were his own lands and his own woods that lay there in
+the rusty October sunshine. Was all that nothing? And the hill
+over on the farther shore, standing on its head in the dark lake-
+mirror, clothed in a whole world of colour--yellow leaves and green
+leaves, and light red and dark red, and golden and blood-red
+patches, with the dark green of the pines between. His eyes had
+all this to rest on. Did he really live here? What abundant
+fruitfulness all around him! What a sky, so wide, so golden that
+it seemed to ring again. The potato-stalks lay uprooted, scattered
+on the fields; the corn was safely housed. And here he stood. He
+seemed again to be drawing in nourishment from all he saw, drinking
+it greedily. The empty places in his mind were filled; the sight
+of the rich soft landscape worked on his being, giving it something
+of its own abundant fruitfulness, its own wide repose.
+
+And--what next?
+
+"What next?" he mimicked in his thoughts, and started again
+tramping up and down the garden paths. What next--what next?
+Could he not afford now to take his time--to rest a little? Every
+man must have an end in view--must strive to reach this goal or
+that. And what was his object now? What was it he had so toiled
+for, from those hard years in the loft above the stable even until
+now? What was it? Often it seemed as if everything were going
+smoothly, going of itself; as if one day, surely, he would find his
+part in a great, happy world-harmony. But had he not already found
+it? What more would he have? Of course he had found it.
+
+But is this all, then? What is there behind and beyond? Hush!
+have done with questioning. Look at the beauty around you. Here
+is peace, peace and rest.
+
+He hurried up to the house, and in--it might help matters if he
+could take his wife in his arms; perhaps get her to come out with
+him a while.
+
+Merle was in the pantry, with a big apron on, ranging jars of
+preserves on the shelves.
+
+"Here, dearest little wife," cried Peer, throwing his arms about
+her, "what do you say to a little run?"
+
+"Now? Do you suppose a housewife has nothing better to do than gad
+about? Uf! my hair! you'll make it come down."
+
+Peer took her arm and led her over to a window looking out on the
+lake. "There, dearest! Isn't it lovely here?"
+
+"Peer, you've asked me that twenty times a day ever since we came."
+
+"Yes, and you never answer. And you've never once yet run and
+thrown your arms round my neck and said how happy you were. And
+it's never yet come to pass that you've given me a single kiss of
+your own accord."
+
+"I should think not, when you steal such a lot." And she pushed
+him aside, and slipped under his arm, and ran out of the room. "I
+must go in and see mother again to-day," she said as she went.
+
+"Huit! Of course!" He paced up and down the room, his step
+growing more and more impatient. "In to mother--in to mother!
+Always and everlastingly mother and mother and nothing else.
+Huit!" and he began to whistle.
+
+Merle put her head in at the door. "Peer--have you such a terrible
+lot of spare time?"
+
+"Well, yes and no. I'm busy enough looking about in every corner
+here for something or another. But I can't find it, and I don't
+even know exactly what it is. Oh well, yes--I have plenty of time
+to spare."
+
+"But what about the farm?"
+
+"Well, there's the dairy-woman in the cow-house, and the groom in
+the stables, and the bailiff to worry the tenants and workpeople.
+What am I to do--poke around making improvements?"
+
+"But what about the machine-shop?"
+
+"Don't I go in twice a day--cycle over to see how things are going?
+But with Rode for manager--that excellent and high-principled
+engineer--"
+
+"Surely you could help him in some way?"
+
+"He's got to go on running along the line of rails he's used to--
+nothing else for it, my darling. And four or five thousand crowns
+a year, net profit--why, it's magnificent!"
+
+"But couldn't you extend the business?"
+
+He raised his eyebrows, and his mouth pursed itself up.
+
+"Extend--did you say extend? Extend a--a doll's house!"
+
+"Oh, Peer, you shouldn't laugh at it--a thing that father took so
+much pains to set going!"
+
+"And YOU shouldn't go worrying me to get to work again in earnest,
+Merle. You shouldn't really. One of these days I might discover
+that there's no way to be happy in the world but to drag a plough
+and look straight ahead and forget that there's anything else in
+existence. It may come to that one day--but give me a little
+breathing-space first, and you love me. Well, good-bye for a
+while."
+
+Merle, busying herself again in her pantry, glanced out of the
+window and saw him disappear into the stables. At first she had
+gone with him when he wandered about like this, touching and
+feeling all his possessions. In the cattle-stalls, it might be,
+stroking and patting, getting himself covered with hairs, and
+chattering away in childish glee. "Look, Merle--this cow is mine,
+child! Dagros her name is--and she's mine. We have forty of them--
+and they're all mine. And that nag there--what a sight he is! We
+have eight of them. They're mine. Yours too, of course. But you
+don't care a bit about it. You haven't even hugged any of them
+yet. But when a man's been as poor as I've been--and suddenly
+wakened up one day and found he owned all this-- No, wait a
+minute, Merle--come and kiss old Brownie." She knew the ritual
+now--he could go over it all again and again, and each time with
+the same happy wonder. Was it odious of her that she was beginning
+to find it a little comic? And how did it come about that often,
+when she might be filled with the deepest longing for him, and he
+burst in upon her boisterously, hungry for her caresses, she would
+grow suddenly cold, and put him aside? What was the matter? Why
+did she behave like this?
+
+Perhaps it was because he was so much the stronger, so overwhelming
+in his effect on her that she had to keep a tight hold on herself
+to avoid being swept clean away and losing her identity. At one
+moment they might be sitting in the lamplight, chatting easily
+together, and so near in heart and mind; and the next it would be
+over--he would suddenly have started up and be pacing up and down
+the room, delivering a sort of lecture. Merle--isn't it marvellous,
+the spiritual life of plants? And then would come a torrent of talk
+about strange plant-growths in the north and in the south, plants
+whose names she had never even heard--their struggle for existence,
+their loves and longings, their heroism in disease, the divine
+marvel of their death. Their inventions, their wisdom, aye, their
+religious sense--is it not marvellous, Merle? From this it was only
+a step to the earth's strata, fossils, crystals--a fresh lecture.
+And finally he would sum up the whole into one great harmony of
+development, from the primary cell-life to the laws of gravitation
+that rule the courses of the stars. Was it not marvellous? One
+common rhythm beating through the universe--a symphony of worlds!--
+And then he must have a kiss!
+
+But she could only draw back and put him gently aside. It was as
+if he came with all his stored-up knowledge--his lore of plants and
+fossils, crystals and stars--and poured it all out in a caress.
+She could almost have cried out for help. And after hurrying her
+through the wonders of the universe in this fashion, he would
+suddenly catch her up in his arms, and whirl her off in a
+passionate intoxication of the senses till she woke at last like a
+castaway on an island, hardly knowing where or what she was. She
+laughed, but she could have found it in her heart to weep. Could
+this be love? In this strong man, whose life till now had been all
+study and work, the stored-up feeling burst vehemently forth, now
+that it had found an outlet. But why did it leave her so cold?
+
+When Peer came in from the stables, humming a tune, he found her in
+the sitting-room, dressed in a dark woollen dress with a red ribbon
+round her throat.
+
+He stopped short: "By Jove--how that suits you, Merle!"
+
+She let her eyes linger on him for a moment, and then came up and
+threw her arms round his neck.
+
+"Did he have to go to the stables all alone today?"
+
+"Yes; I've been having a chat with the young colt."
+
+"Am I unkind to you, Peer?"
+
+"You?--you!"
+
+"Not even if I ask you to drive me in to see mother?"
+
+"Why, that's the very thing. The new horse I bought yesterday from
+Captain Myhre should be here any minute--I'm just waiting for it."
+
+"A new horse--to ride?"
+
+"Yes. Hang it--I must get some riding. I had to handle Arab
+horses for years. But we'll try this one in the gig first."
+
+Merle was still standing with her arms round his neck, and now she
+pressed her warm rich lips to his, close and closer. It was at
+such moments that she loved him--when he stood trembling with a joy
+unexpected, that took him unawares. She too trembled, with a
+blissful thrill through soul and body; for once and at last it was
+she who gave.
+
+"Ah!" he breathed at last, pale with emotion. "I--I'd be glad to
+die like that."
+
+A little later they stood on the balcony looking over the courtyard,
+when a bearded farm-hand came up with a big light-maned chestnut
+horse prancing in a halter. The beast stood still in the middle of
+the yard, flung up its head, and neighed, and the horses in the
+stable neighed in answer.
+
+"Oh, what a beauty!" exclaimed Merle, clapping her hands.
+
+"Put him into the gig," called Peer to the stable-boy who had come
+out to take the horse.
+
+The man touched his cap. "Horse has never been driven before, sir,
+I was to say."
+
+"Everything must have a beginning," said Peer.
+
+Merle glanced at him. But they were both dressed to go out when
+the chestnut came dancing up before the door with the gig. The
+white hoofs pawed impatiently, the head was high in the air, and
+the eyes flashed fire--he wasn't used to having shafts pressing on
+his sides and wheels rumbling just behind him. Peer lit a cigar.
+
+"You're not going to smoke?" Merle burst out.
+
+"Just to show him I'm not excited," said Peer. No sooner had they
+taken their seats in the gig than the beast began to snort and
+rear, but the long lash flicked out over its neck, and a minute
+later they were tearing off in a cloud of dust towards the town.
+
+
+Winter came--and a real winter it was. Peer moved about from one
+window to another, calling all the time to Merle to come and look.
+He had been away so long--the winter of Eastern Norway was all
+new to him. Look--look! A world of white--a frozen white
+tranquillity--woods, plains, lakes all in white, a fairy-tale in
+sunlight, a dreamland at night under the great bright moon. There
+was a ringing of sleigh-bells out on the lake, and up in the snow-
+powdered forest; the frost stood thick on the horses' manes and the
+men's beards were hung with icicles. And in the middle of the
+night loud reports of splitting ice would come from the lake--
+sounds to make one sit up in bed with a start.
+
+Driving's worth while in weather like this--come, Merle. The new
+stallion from Gudbrandsdal wants breaking in--we'll take him.
+Hallo! and away they go in their furs, swinging out over the frozen
+lake, whirling on to the bare glassy ice, where they skid and come
+near capsizing, and Merle screams--but they get on to snow, and
+hoofs and runners grip again. None of your galloping--trot now,
+trot! And Peer cracks his whip. The black, long-maned
+Gudbrandsdaler lifts his head and trots out. And the evening
+comes, and under the wide and starry sky they dash up again to
+Loreng--Loreng that lies there lighting them home with its long
+rows of glowing windows. A glorious day, wife!
+
+Or they would go out on ski over the hills to the woodmen's huts in
+the forest, and make a blazing fire in the big chimney and drink
+steaming coffee. Then home again through one of those pale winter
+evenings with a violet twilight over woods and fields and lake,
+over white snow and blue. Far away on the brown hillside in the
+west stands a farmhouse, with all its windows flaming with the
+reflection from a golden cloud. Here they come rushing, the wind
+of their passing shaking the snow from the pines; on, on, over
+deep-rutted woodcutters' roads, over stumps and stones--falling,
+bruising themselves, burying their faces deep in the snow, but
+dragging themselves up again, smiling to each other and rushing on
+again. Then, reaching home red and dripping, they lean the ski up
+against the wall, and stamp the snow off their boots.
+
+"Merle," said Peer, picking the ice from his beard, "we must have a
+bottle of Burgundy at dinner to-night."
+
+"Yes--and shall we ring up and ask someone to come over?"
+
+"Someone--from outside? Can't we two have a little jollification
+all to ourselves?"
+
+"Yes, yes, of course, if you like."
+
+A shower-bath--a change of underclothes--how delicious! And--an
+idea! He'll appear at dinner in evening dress, just for a
+surprise. But as he entered the room he stopped short. For there
+stood Merle herself in evening dress--a dress of dark red velvet,
+with his locket round her neck and the big plaits of hair rolled
+into a generous knot low on her neck. Flowers on the table--the
+wine set to warm--the finest glass, the best silver--ptarmigan--how
+splendid! They lift their glasses filled with the red wine and
+drink to each other.
+
+The frozen winter landscape still lingered in their thoughts, but
+the sun had warmed their souls; they laughed and jested, held each
+other's hands long, and sat smiling at each other in long silences.
+
+"A glorious day to-day, Merle. And to-morrow we die."
+
+"What do you say!--to-morrow!"
+
+"Or fifty years hence. It comes to the same thing." He pressed
+her hand and his eyes half closed.
+
+"But this evening we're together--and what could we want more?"
+
+Then he fell to talking of his Egyptian experiences. He had once
+spent a month's holiday in visiting ruined cities with Maspero, the
+great Maspero himself, going with him to Luxor, to Karnak, with its
+great avenues of sphinxes, to El Amarna and Shubra. They had
+looked on ancient cities of temples and king's mausoleums, where
+men thousands of years dead lay as if lost in thought, with eyes
+wide open, ready at any moment to rise and call out: Slave, is the
+bath ready? There in the middle of a cornfield rises an obelisk.
+You ask what it is--it is all that is left of a royal city. There,
+too, a hundred thousand years ago maybe, young couples have sat
+together, drinking to each other in wine, revelling in all the
+delights of love--and where are they now? Aye, where are they, can
+you tell me?
+
+"When that journey was over, Merle, I began to think that it was
+not mere slime of the Nile that fertilised the fields; it was the
+mouldered bodies of the dead. I rode over dust that had been human
+fingers, lips that had clung in kisses. Millions and millions of
+men and women have lived on those river-banks, and what has become
+of them now? Geology. And I thought of the millions of prayers
+wailed out there to the sun and stars, to stone idols in the
+temples, to crocodiles and snakes and the river itself, the sacred
+river. And the air, Merle--the air received them, and vibrated for
+a second--and that was all. And even so our prayers go up, to this
+very day. We press our warm lips to a cold stone, and think to
+leave an impression. Skaal!"
+
+But Merle did not touch her glass; she sat still, with her eyes on
+the yellow lampshade. She had not yet given up all her dreams of
+going forth and conquering the world with her music--and he sat
+there rolling out eternity itself before her, while he and she
+herself, her parents, all, all became as chaff blown before the
+wind and vanished.
+
+"What, won't you drink with me? Well, well--then I must pledge you
+by myself. Skaal!"
+
+And being well started on his travellers' tales he went on with
+them, but now in a more cheerful vein, so that she found it
+possible to smile. He told of the great lake-swamps, with their
+legions of birds, ibis, pelicans, swans, flamingos, herons, and
+storks--a world of long beaks and curved breasts and stilt-like
+legs and shrieking and beating of wings. Most wonderful of all it
+was to stand and watch and be left behind when the birds of passage
+flew northward in their thousands in the spring. My love to
+Norway, he would say, as they passed. And in the autumn to see
+them return, grey goose, starling, wagtail, and all the rest. "How
+goes it now at home?" he would think--and "Next time I'll go with
+you," he would promise himself year after year.
+
+"And here I am at last! Skaal!"
+
+"Welcome home," said Merle, lifting her glass with a smile.
+
+He rang the bell. "What do you want?" her eyes asked.
+
+"Champagne," said Peer to the maid, who appeared and vanished
+again.
+
+"Are you crazy, Peer?"
+
+He leaned back, flushed and in happy mood, lit a cigarette and told
+of his greatest triumph out there; it was after he had finished his
+work at the cataracts, and had started again with a branch of the
+English firm in Alexandria. One morning in walked the Chief and
+said: "Now, gentlemen, here's a chance for a man that has the
+stuff in him to win his spurs--who's ready?" And half a score of
+voices answered "I." "Well, here's the King of Abyssinia suddenly
+finds he must be in the fashion and have a railway--couple of
+hundred miles of it--what do you say to that?" "Splendid," we
+cried in chorus. "Well, but we've got to compete with Germans, and
+Swiss, and Americans--and we've got to win." "Of course"--a louder
+chorus still. "Now, I'm going to take two men and give them a free
+hand. They'll go up there and survey and lay out lines, and work
+out the whole project thoroughly, both from the technical and the
+financial side--and a project that's better and cheaper than the
+opposition ones. Eight months' work for a good man, but I must
+have it done in four. Take along assistants and equipment--all you
+need--and a thousand pounds premium to the man who puts it through
+so that we get the job."
+
+"Peer--were you sent?" Merle half rose from her seat in her
+excitement.
+
+"I--and one other."
+
+"Who was that?"
+
+"His name was Ferdinand Holm."
+
+Merle smiled her one-sided smile, and looked at him through her
+long lashes. She knew it had been the dream of his life to beat
+that half-brother of his in fair fight. And now!
+
+"And what came of it?" she asked, with a seeming careless glance at
+the lamp.
+
+Peer flung away his cigarette. "First an expedition up the Nile,
+then a caravan journey, camels and mules and assistants and
+provisions and instruments and tents and quinine--heaps of quinine.
+Have you any idea, I wonder, what a job like that means? The line
+was to run through forests and tunnels, over swamps and torrents
+and chasms, and everything had to be planned and estimated at top
+speed--material, labour, time, cost and all. It was all very well
+to provide for the proper spans and girders for a viaduct, and
+estimate for thoroughly sound work in casting and erecting--but
+even then it would be no good if the Germans could come along and
+say their bridge looked handsomer than ours. It was a job that
+would take a good man eight months, and I had to get it done in
+four. There are just twelve hours in a day, it's true--but then
+there are twelve more hours in the night. Fever? Well, yes. And
+sunstroke--yes, both men and beasts went down with that. Maps got
+washed out by the rain. I lost my best assistant by snakebite.
+But such things didn't count as hindrances, they couldn't be
+allowed to delay the work. If I lost a man, it simply meant so
+much more work for me. After a couple of months a blacksmith's
+hammer started thumping in the back of my head, and when I closed
+my eyes for a couple of hours at night, little fiery snakes went
+wriggling about in my brain. Tired out? When I looked in the
+glass, my eyes were just two red balls in my head. But when the
+four months were up, I was back in the Chief's office."
+
+"And--and Ferdinand Holm?"
+
+"Had got in the day before."
+
+Merle shifted a little in her seat. "And so--he won?"
+
+Peer lit another cigarette. "No," he said--the cigarette seemed to
+draw rather badly--"I won. And that's how I came to be building
+railways in Abyssinia."
+
+"Here's the champagne," said Merle. And as the wine foamed in the
+glasses, she rose and drank to him. She said nothing, only looked
+at him with eyes half veiled, and smiled. But a wave of fire went
+through him from head to foot.
+
+"I feel like playing to-night," she said.
+
+It was rarely that she played, though he had often begged her to.
+Since they had been married she had seemed loth to touch her
+violin, feeling perhaps some vague fear that it would disturb her
+peace and awaken old longings.
+
+Peer sat on the sofa, leaning forward with his head in his hands,
+listening. And there she stood, at the music-stand, in her red
+dress, flushed and warm, and shining in the yellow lamplight,
+playing.
+
+Then suddenly the thought of her mother came to her, and she went
+to the telephone. "Mother--are you there, mother? Oh, we've had
+such a glorious day." And the girl ran on, as if trying to light
+up her mother's heart with some rays of the happiness her own happy
+day had brought her.
+
+A little later Peer lay in bed, while Merle flitted about the room,
+lingering over her toilet.
+
+He watched her as she stood in her long white gown before the
+toilet-table with the little green-shaded lamps, doing her hair for
+the night in a long plait. Neither of them spoke. He could see
+her face in the glass, and saw that her eyes were watching him,
+with a soft, mysterious glance--the scent of her hair seemed to
+fill the place with youth.
+
+She turned round towards him and smiled. And he lay still,
+beckoning her towards him with shining eyes. All that had passed
+that evening--their outing, and the homeward journey in the violet
+dusk, their little feast, and his story, the wine--all had turned
+to love in their hearts, and shone out now in their smile.
+
+It may be that some touch of the cold breath of the eternities was
+still in their minds, the remembrance of the millions on millions
+that die, the flight of the aeons towards endless darkness; yet in
+spite of all, the minutes now to come, their warm embrace, held a
+whole world of bliss, that out-weighed all, and made Peer, as he
+lay there, long to send out a hymn of praise into the universe,
+because it was so wonderful to live.
+
+He began to understand why she lingered and took so long. It was a
+sign that she wanted to surprise him, that her heart was kind. And
+her light breathing seemed even now to fill the room with love.
+
+Outside in the night the lake-ice, splitting into new crevices,
+sent up loud reports; and the winter sky above the roof that
+sheltered them was lit with all its stars.
+
+
+
+Chapter VI
+
+
+For the next few years Peer managed his estate and his workshop,
+without giving too much of his time to either. He had his bailiff
+and his works-manager, and the work went on well enough in its
+accustomed grooves. If anyone had asked him what he actually did
+himself all the time, he would have found it hard to answer. He
+seemed to be going round gathering up something not clearly
+defined. There was something wanting--something missed that now
+had to be made good. It was not knowledge now, but life--life in
+his native land, the life of youth, that he reached out to grasp.
+The youth in him, that had never had free play in the years of
+early manhood, lay still dammed up, and had to find an outlet.
+
+There were festive gatherings at Loreng. Long rows of sleighs
+drove in the winter evenings up from the town and back again.
+Tables were spread and decked with glass and flowers, the rooms
+were brightly lit, and the wine was good. And sometimes in the
+long moonlit nights respectable citizens would be awakened by noisy
+mirth in the streets of the little town, and, going to the window
+in their night-shirts, would see sleighs come galloping down, with
+a jangle of bells, full of laughing, singing young people,
+returning from some excursion far up in the hills, where there had
+been feasting and dancing. Here a young lawyer--newly married and
+something of a privileged buffoon--was sitting on the lap of
+somebody else's wife, playing a concertina, and singing at the top
+of his voice. "Some of that Loreng man's doings again," people
+would say. "The place has never been the same since he came here."
+And they would get back to bed again, shaking their heads and
+wondering what things were coming to.
+
+Peer drove out, too, on occasion, to parties at the big country
+houses round, where they would play cards all night and have
+champagne sent up to their rooms next morning, the hosts being men
+who knew how to do things in style. This was glorious. Not
+mathematics or religion any more--what he needed now was to
+assimilate something of the country life of his native land. He
+was not going to be a stranger in his own country. He wanted to
+take firm root and be able to feel, like others, that he had a spot
+in the world where he was at home.
+
+Then came the sunny day in June when he stood by Merle's bed, and
+she lay there smiling faintly her one-sided smile, with a newborn
+girl on her arm.
+
+"What are we to call her, Peer?"
+
+"Why, we settled that long ago. After your mother, of course."
+
+"Of course her name's to be Louise," said Merle, turning the tiny
+red face towards her breast.
+
+This came as a fresh surprise. She had been planning it for weeks
+perhaps, and now it took him unawares like one of her spontaneous
+caresses, but this time a caress to his inmost soul.
+
+He made a faint attempt at a joke. "Oh well, I never have any say
+in my own house. I suppose you must have it your own way." He
+stroked her forehead; and when she saw how deeply moved he was, she
+smiled up at him with her most radiant smile.
+
+On one of the first days of the hay-harvest, Peer lay out on a
+sunny hillside with his head resting on a haycock, watching his
+people at work. The mowing machine was buzzing down by the lake,
+the spreader at work on the hill-slopes, the horses straining in
+front, the men sitting behind driving. The whole landscape lay
+around him breathing summer and fruitfulness. And he himself lay
+there sunk in his own restful quiet.
+
+A woman in a light dress and a yellow straw hat came down the field
+road, pushing a child's cart before her. It was Merle, and Merle
+was looking round her, and humming as she came. Since the birth of
+her child her mind was at peace; it was clear that she was scarcely
+dreaming now of conquering the world with her music--there was a
+tiny being in the little cart that claimed all her dreams. Never
+before had her skin been so dazzling, her smile so red; it was as
+if her youth now first blossomed out in all its fullness; her eyes
+seemed opened wide in a dear surprise.
+
+After a while Peer went down and drove the mowing machine himself.
+He felt as if he must get to work somehow or other to provide for
+his wife and child.
+
+But suddenly he stopped, got down, and began to walk round the
+machine and examine it closely. His face was all alert now, his
+eyes keen and piercing. He stared at the mechanism of the blades,
+and stood awhile thinking.
+
+What was this? A happy idea was beginning to work in his mind.
+Vague only as yet--there was still time to thrust it aside.
+Should he?
+
+
+Warm mild days and luminous nights. Sometimes he could not sleep
+for thinking how delicious it was to lie awake and see the sun come
+up.
+
+On one such night he got up and dressed. A few minutes later there
+was a trampling of hoofs in the stable-yard and the chestnut
+stallion appeared, with Peer leading him. He swung himself into
+the saddle, and trotted off down the road, a white figure in his
+drill suit and cork helmet.
+
+Where was he going? Nowhere. It was a change, to be up at an
+unusual hour and see the day break on a July morning.
+
+He trotted along at an easy pace, rising lightly in the stirrups,
+and enjoying the pleasant warmth the rider feels. All was quiet
+around him, the homesteads still asleep. The sky was a pearly
+white, with here and there a few golden clouds, reflected in the
+lake below. And the broad meadows still spread their many-coloured
+flower-carpet abroad; there was a scent in the air of leaf and
+meadow-grass and pine, he drew in deep breaths of it and could have
+sung aloud.
+
+He turned into the by-road up the hill, dismounting now and again
+to open a gate; past farms and little cottages, ever higher and
+higher, till at last he reached the topmost ridge, and halted in a
+clearing. The chestnut threw up his head and sniffed the air;
+horse and rider were wet with the dew-drip from the trees, that
+were now just flushing in the first glow of the coming sun. Far
+below was the lake, reflecting sky and hills and farmsteads, all
+asleep. And there in the east were the red flames--the sun--the
+day.
+
+The horse pawed impatiently at the ground, eager to go on, but Peer
+held him back. He sat there gazing under the brim of his helmet at
+the sunrise, and felt a wave of strange feeling passing through his
+mind.
+
+It seemed to him impossible that he should ever reach a higher
+pitch of sheer delight in life. He was still young and strong; all
+the organs of his body worked together in happy harmony. No cares
+to weigh upon his mind, no crushing responsibilities; the future
+lying calm and clear in the light of day, free from dizzy dreams.
+His hunger after knowledge was appeased; he felt that what he had
+learned and seen and gathered was beginning to take living organic
+form in his mind.
+
+But then--what then?
+
+The great human type of which you dreamed--have you succeeded in
+giving it life in yourself?
+
+You know what is common knowledge about the progress of humanity;
+its struggle towards higher forms, its gropings up by many ways
+toward the infinite which it calls God.
+
+You know something of the life of plants; the nest of a bird is a
+mystery before which you could kneel in worship. A rock shows you
+the marks of a glacier that scraped over it thousands of years ago,
+and looking on it you have a glimpse of the gigantic workings of
+the solar system. And on autumn evenings you look up at the stars,
+and the light and the death and the dizzy abysses of space above
+you send a solemn thrill through your soul.
+
+And this has become a part of yourself. The joy of life for you is
+to grasp all you can compass of the universe, and let it permeate
+your thought and sense on every side.
+
+But what then? Is this enough? Is it enough to rest thus in
+yourself?
+
+Have you as yet raised one stepping-stone upon which other men can
+climb and say: Now we can see farther than before?
+
+What is your inner being worth, unless it be mirrored in action?
+
+If the world one day came to be peopled with none but supermen--
+what profit in that, as long as they must die?
+
+What is your faith?
+
+Ah, this sense of exile, of religious homelessness! How many times
+have you and Merle lain clasping each other's hands, your thoughts
+wandering together hand in hand, seeking over earth or among the
+stars for some being to whom you might send up a prayer; no slavish
+begging cry for grace and favour, but a jubilant thanksgiving for
+the gift of life.
+
+But where was He?
+
+He is not. And yet--He is.
+
+But the ascetic on the cross is a God for the sick and aged. What
+of us others? When shall the modern man, strong, scientifically
+schooled, find a temple for the sacred music, the anthem of
+eternity in his soul?
+
+The sun rose up from behind a distant hill-crest, scattering gold
+over the million spires of the pine-forest. Peer bent forward,
+with red-gleaming dewdrops on his hand and his white sleeve, and
+patted the neck of his restless beast.
+
+It was two o'clock. The fires of morning were lit in the clouds
+and in all the waters over the earth. The dew in the meadows and
+the pearls on the wings of butterflies began to glisten.
+
+"Now then, Bijou!--now for home!"
+
+And he dashed off down the grass-grown forest paths, the chestnut
+snorting as he galloped.
+
+
+
+Chapter VII
+
+
+"Hei, Merle; We're going to have distinguished visitors--where in
+the world have you got to!" Peer hurried through the rooms with an
+open telegram in his hand, and at last came upon his wife in the
+nursery. "Oh, is it here you are?"
+
+"Yes--but you shout so, I could hear you all through the house.
+Who is it that's coming?"
+
+"Ferdinand Holm and Klaus Brock. Coming to the christening after
+all. Great Caesar!--what do you say to that, Merle?"
+
+Merle was pale, and her cheeks a little sunken. Two years more had
+passed, and she had her second child now on her knee--a little boy
+with big wondering eyes.
+
+"How fine for you, Peer!" she said, and went on undressing the
+child.
+
+"Yes; but isn't it splendid of them to set off and come all that
+way, just because I asked them? By Jove, we must look sharp and
+get the place smartened up a bit."
+
+And sure enough the whole place was soon turned upside-down--
+cartloads of sand coming in for the garden walks and the courtyard,
+and painters hard at work repainting the houses. And poor Merle
+knew very well that there would be serious trouble if anything
+should be amiss with the entertainment indoors.
+
+At last came the hot August day when the flags were hoisted in
+honour of the expected guests. Once more the hum of mowing
+machines and hay-rakes came from the hill-slopes, and the air was
+so still that the columns of smoke from the chimneys of the town
+rose straight into the air. Peer had risen early, to have a last
+look round, inspecting everything critically, from the summer dress
+Merle was to wear down to the horses in the stable, groomed till
+their coats shone again. Merle understood. He had been a fisher-
+boy beside the well-dressed son of the doctor, and something meaner
+yet in relation to the distinguished Holm family. And there was
+still so much of the boy in him that he wanted to show now at his
+very best.
+
+A crowd of inquisitive idlers had gathered down on the steamboat
+landing when the boat swung in and lay by the pier. The pair of
+bays in the Loreng carriage stood tossing their heads and twitching
+and stamping as the flies tormented them; but at last they got
+their passengers and were given their heads, setting off with a
+wild bound or two that scattered those who had pressed too near.
+But in the carriage they could see the two strangers and the
+engineer, all three laughing and gesticulating, and talking all at
+once. And in a few moments they vanished in a cloud of dust,
+whirling away beside the calm waters of the fjord.
+
+Some way behind them a cart followed, driven by one of the stable-
+boys from Loreng, and loaded with big brass-bound leather trunks
+and a huge chest, apparently of wood, but evidently containing
+something frightfully heavy.
+
+Merle had finished dressing, and stood looking at herself in the
+glass. The light summer dress was pretty, she thought, and the red
+bows at neck and waist sat to her satisfaction. Then came the roll
+of wheels outside, and she went out to receive her guests.
+
+"Here they are," cried Peer, jumping down. "This is Ferdinand
+Pasha, Governor-General of the new Kingdom of Sahara--and this is
+His Highness the Khedive's chief pipe-cleaner and body-eunuch."
+
+A tall, stooping man with white hair and a clean-shaven, dried-up
+face advanced towards Merle. It was Ferdinand Holm. "How do you
+do, Madam?" he said, giving her a dry, bony hand.
+
+"Why, this is quite a baronial seat you have here," he added,
+looking round and settling his pince-nez.
+
+His companion was a round, plump gentleman, with a little black
+goatee beard and dark eyes that blinked continually. But his smile
+was full of mirth, and the grip of his hand felt true. So this was
+Klaus Brock.
+
+Peer led his two friends in through the rooms, showing them the
+view from the various windows. Klaus broke into a laugh at last,
+and turned to Merle: "He's just the same as ever," he said--"a
+little stouter, to be sure--it's clear you've been treating him
+well, madam." And he bowed and kissed her hand.
+
+There was hock and seltzer ready for them--this was Merle's idea,
+as suitable for a hot day--and when the two visitors had each drunk
+off a couple of glasses, with an: "Ah! delicious!", Peer came
+behind her, stroked her hand lightly and whispered, "Thanks, Merle--
+first-rate idea of yours."
+
+"By the way," exclaimed Ferdinand Holm suddenly, "I must send off a
+telegram. May I use the telephone a moment?"
+
+"There he goes--can't contain himself any longer!" burst out Klaus
+Brock with a laugh. "He's had the telegraph wires going hard all
+the way across Europe--but you might let us get inside and sit down
+before you begin again here."
+
+"Come along," said Peer. "Here's the telephone."
+
+When the two had left the room, Klaus turned to Merle with a smile.
+"Well, well--so I'm really in the presence of Peer's wife--his wife
+in flesh and blood. And this is what she looks like! That fellow
+always had all the luck." And he took her hand again and kissed
+it. Merle drew it away and blushed.
+
+"You are not married, then, Mr. Brock?"
+
+"I? Well, yes and no. I did marry a Greek girl once, but she ran
+away. Just my luck." And he blinked his eyes and sighed with an
+expression so comically sad that Merle burst out laughing.
+
+"And your friend, Ferdinand Holm?" she asked.
+
+"He, dear lady--he--why, saving your presence, I have an idea
+there's a select little harem attached to that palace of his."
+
+Merle turned towards the window and shook her head with a smile.
+
+An hour later the visitors came down from their rooms after a wash
+and a change of clothes, and after a light luncheon Peer carried
+them off to show them round the place. He had added a number of
+new buildings, and had broken new land. The farm had forty cows
+when he came, now he had over sixty. "Of course, all this is a
+mere nothing for fellows like you, who bring your harvest home in
+railway trains," he said. "But, you see, I have my home here."
+And he waved his hand towards the house and the farmstead round.
+
+Later they drove over in the light trap to look at the workshop,
+and here he made no excuses for its being small. He showed off the
+little foundry as if it had been a world-famous seat of industry,
+and maintained his serious air while his companions glanced
+sideways at him, trying hard not to smile.
+
+The workmen touched their caps respectfully, and sent curious
+glances at the strangers.
+
+"Quite a treat to see things on the Norwegian scale again,"
+Ferdinand Holm couldn't resist saying at last.
+
+"Yes, isn't it charming!" cried Peer, putting on an air of
+ingenuous delight. "This is just the size a foundry should be, if
+its owner is to have a good time and possess his soul in peace."
+
+Ferdinand Holm and Brock exchanged glances. But next moment Peer
+led them through into a side-room, with tools and machinery
+evidently having no connection with the rest.
+
+"Now look out," said Klaus. "This is the holy of holies, you'll
+see. He's hard at it working out some new devilry here, or I'm a
+Dutchman."
+
+Peer drew aside a couple of tarpaulins, and showed them a mowing
+machine of the ordinary type, and beside it another, the model of a
+new type he had himself devised.
+
+"It's not quite finished yet," he said. "But I've solved the main
+problem. The old single knife-blade principle was clumsy; dragged,
+you know. But with two blades--a pair of shears, so to speak--
+it'll work much quicker." And he gave them a little lecture,
+showing how much simpler his mechanism was, and how much lighter
+the machine would be.
+
+"And there you are," said Klaus. "It's Columbus's egg over again."
+
+"The patent ought to be worth a million," said Ferdinand Holm,
+slowly, looking out of the window.
+
+"Of course the main thing is, to make the work easier and cheaper
+for the farmers," said Peer, with a rather sly glance at Ferdinand.
+
+Dinner that evening was a festive meal. When the liqueur brandy
+went round, Klaus greeted it with enthusiasm. "Why, here's an old
+friend, as I live! Real Lysholmer!--well, well; and so you're
+still in the land of the living? You remember the days when we
+were boys together?" He lifted the little glass and watched the
+light play in the pale spirit. And the three old friends drank
+together, singing "The first full glass," and then "The second
+little nip," with the proper ceremonial observances, just as they
+had done in the old days, at their student wine-parties.
+
+The talk went merrily, one good story calling up another. But
+Merle could not help noticing the steely gleam of Ferdinand Holm's
+eyes, even when he laughed.
+
+The talk fell on new doings in Egypt, and as Peer heard more and
+more of these, it seemed to her that his look changed. His glance,
+too, seemed to have that glint of steel, there was something
+strange and absent in his face; was he feeling, perhaps, that wife
+and children were but a drag on a man, after all? He seemed like
+an old war-horse waking suddenly at the sound of trumpets.
+
+"There's a nice little job waiting for you, by the way," said
+Ferdinand Holm, lifting his glass to Peer.
+
+"Very kind of you, I'm sure. A sub-directorship under you?"
+
+"You're no good under any one. You belong on top." Ferdinand
+illustrated his words with a downward and an upward pointing of the
+finger. "The harnessing of the Tigris and Euphrates will have to
+be taken in hand. It's only a question of time."
+
+"Thanks very much!" said Peer, his eyes wide open now.
+
+"The plan's simply lying waiting for the right man. It will be
+carried out, it may be next year, it may be in ten years--whenever
+the man comes along. I would think about it, if I were you."
+
+All looked at Peer; Merle fastened her eyes on him, too. But he
+laughed. "Now, what on earth would be the satisfaction to me of
+binding in bands those two ancient and honourable rivers?"
+
+"Well, in the first place, it would mean an increase of many
+millions of bushels in the corn production of the world. Wouldn't
+you have any satisfaction in that?"
+
+"No," said Peer, with a touch of scorn.
+
+"Or regular lines of communication over hundreds of thousands of
+square miles of the most fertile country on the globe?"
+
+"Don't interest me," said Peer.
+
+"Ah!" Ferdinand Holm lifted his glass to Merle. "Tell me, dear
+lady, how does it feel to be married to an anachronism?"
+
+"To--to what?" stammered Merle.
+
+"Yes, your husband's an anachronism. He might, if he chose, be one
+of the kings, the prophets, who lead the van in the fight for
+civilisation. But he will not; he despises his own powers, and one
+day he will start a revolution against himself. Mark my words.
+Your health, dear lady!"
+
+Merle laughed, and lifted her glass, but hesitatingly, and with a
+side-glance towards Peer.
+
+"Yes, your husband is no better now than an egoist, a collector of
+happy days."
+
+"Well, and is that so very wicked?"
+
+"He sits ravelling out his life into a multitude of golden
+threads," went on Ferdinand with a bow, his steely eyes trying to
+look gentle.
+
+"But what is wrong in that?" said the young wife stoutly.
+
+"It is wrong. It is wasting his immortal soul. A man has no right
+to ravel out his life, even though the threads are of gold. A
+man's days of personal happiness are forgotten--his work endures.
+And your husband in particular--why the deuce should HE be so
+happy? The world-evolution uses us inexorably, either for light or
+for fuel. And Peer--your husband, dear lady--is too good for
+fuel."
+
+Merle glanced again at her husband. Peer laughed, but then
+suddenly compressed his lips and looked down at his plate.
+
+Then the nurse came in with little Louise, to say good-night, and
+the child was handed round from one to the other. But when the
+little fair-haired girl came to Ferdinand Holm, he seemed loth to
+touch her, and Merle read his glance at Peer as meaning: "Here is
+another of the bonds you've tied yourself up with."
+
+"Excuse me," he said suddenly, looking at his watch, "I'm afraid I
+must ask for the use of the telephone again. Pardon me, Fru Holm."
+And he rose and left the room. Klaus looked at the others and
+shook his head. "That man would simply expire if he couldn't send
+a telegram once an hour," he said with a laugh.
+
+Coffee was served out on the balcony, and the men sat and smoked.
+It was a dusky twilight of early autumn; the hills were dark blue
+now and distant; there was a scent of hay and garden flowers.
+After a while Merle rose and said good-night. And in her thoughts,
+when she found herself alone in her bedroom, she hardly knew
+whether to be displeased or not. These strange men were drawing
+Peer far away from all that had been his chief delight since she
+had known him. But it was interesting to see how different his
+manner was towards the two friends. Klaus Brock he could jest and
+laugh with, but with Ferdinand Holm he seemed always on his guard,
+ready to assert himself, and whenever he contradicted him it was
+always with a certain deference.
+
+The great yellow disc of the moon came up over the hills in the
+east, drawing a broad pillar of gold across the dark water. And
+the three comrades on the balcony sat watching it for a while in
+silence.
+
+"So you're really going to go on idling here?" asked Ferdinand at
+last, sipping his liqueur.
+
+"Is it me you mean?" asked Peer, bending slightly forward.
+
+"Well, I gather you're going round here simply being happy from
+morning to night. I call that idling."
+
+"Thanks."
+
+"Of course, you're very unhappy in reality. Everyone is, as long
+as he's neglecting his powers and aptitudes."
+
+"Very many thanks," said Peer, with a laugh. Klaus sat up in his
+chair, a little anxious as to what was coming.
+
+Ferdinand was still looking out over the lake. "You seem to
+despise your own trade--as engineer?"
+
+"Yes," said Peer.
+
+"And why?"
+
+"Why, I feel the lack of some touch of beauty in our ceaseless
+craving to create something new, something new, always something
+new. More gold, more speed, more food--are these things not all we
+are driving at?"
+
+"My dear fellow, gold means freedom. And food means life. And
+speed carries us over the dead moments. Double the possibilities
+of life for men, and you double their numbers."
+
+"And what good will it do to double their numbers? Two thousand
+million machine-made souls--is that what you want?"
+
+"But hang it all, man," put in Klaus Brock eagerly, "think of our
+dear Norway at least. Surely you don't think it would be a
+misfortune if our population increased so far that the world could
+recognise our existence."
+
+"I do," said Peer, looking away over the lake.
+
+"Ah, you're a fanatic for the small in size and in numbers."
+
+"I am loth to see all Norway polluted with factories and
+proletariat armies. Why the devil can't we be left in peace?"
+
+"The steel will not have it," said Ferdinand Holm, as if speaking
+to the pillar of moonlight on the water.
+
+"What? Who did you say?" Peer looked at him with wide eyes.
+
+Ferdinand went on undisturbed: "The steel will not have peace.
+And the fire will not. And Prometheus will not. The human spirit
+has still too many steps to climb before it reaches the top.
+Peace? No, my friend--there are powers outside you and me that
+determine these things."
+
+Peer smiled, and lit a new cigar. Ferdinand Holm leaned back in
+his chair and went on, addressing himself apparently to the moon.
+"Tigris and Euphrates--Indus and Ganges--and all the rest of this
+planet--regulate and cultivate the whole, and what is it after all?
+It's only a question of a few years. It is only a humble
+beginning. In a couple of centuries or so there will be nothing
+left to occupy us any more on this little globe of ours. And then
+we'll have to set about colonising other worlds."
+
+There was silence for a moment. Then Peer spoke.
+
+"And what do we gain by it all?" he asked.
+
+"Gain? Do you imagine there will ever be any 'thus far and no
+farther' for the spirit of man? Half a million years hence, all
+the solar systems we know of now will be regulated and ordered by
+the human spirit. There will be difficulties, of course.
+Interplanetary wars will arise, planetary patriotism, groups of
+planetary powers in alliances and coalitions against other groups.
+Little worlds will be subjugated by the bigger ones, and so on. Is
+there anything in all this to grow dizzy over? Great heavens--can
+anyone doubt that man must go on conquering and to conquer for
+millions of years to come? The world-will goes its way. We cannot
+resist. Nobody asks whether we are happy. The will that works
+towards the infinite asks only whom it can use for its ends, and
+who is useless. Viola tout."
+
+"And when I die," asked Peer--"what then?"
+
+"You! Are you still going about feeling your own pulse and wanting
+to live for ever? My dear fellow, YOU don't exist. There is just
+one person on our side--the world-will. And that includes us all.
+That's what I mean by 'we.' And we are working towards the day
+when we can make God respect us in good earnest. The spirit of man
+will hold a Day of Judgment, and settle accounts with Olympus--
+with the riddle, the almighty power beyond. It will be a great
+reckoning. And mark my words--that is the one single religious
+idea that lives and works in each and every one of us--the thing
+that makes us hold up our heads and walk upright, forgetting that
+we are slaves and things that die."
+
+Suddenly he looked at his watch. "Excuse me a moment. If the
+telegraph office is open . . ." and he rose and went in.
+
+When he returned, Klaus and Peer were talking of the home of their
+boyhood and their early days together.
+
+"Remember that time we went shark-fishing?" asked Klaus.
+
+"Oh yes--that shark. Let me see--you were a hero, weren't you, and
+beat it to death with your bare fists--wasn't that it?" And then
+"Cut the line, cut the line, and row for your lives," he mimicked,
+and burst out laughing.
+
+"Oh, shut up now and don't be so witty," said Klaus. "But tell me,
+have you ever been back there since you came home?"
+
+Peer told him that he had been to the village last year. His old
+foster-parents were dead, and Peter Ronningen too; but Martin
+Bruvold was there still, living in a tiny cottage with eight
+children.
+
+"Poor devil!" said Klaus.
+
+Ferdinand Holm had sat down again, and now he nodded towards the
+moon. "An old chum of yours? Well, why don't we send him a
+thousand crowns?"
+
+There was a little pause. "I hope you'll let me join you," went on
+Ferdinand, taking a note for five hundred crowns from his waistcoat
+pocket. "You don't mind, do you?"
+
+Peer glanced at him and took the note. "I'm delighted for poor old
+Martin's sake," he said, putting the note in his waistcoat pocket.
+"That'll make fifteen hundred for him."
+
+Klaus Brock looked from one to the other and smiled a little. The
+talk turned on other things for a while, and then he asked:
+
+"By the way, Peer, have you seen that advertisement of the British
+Carbide Company's?"
+
+"No, what about?"
+
+"They want tenders for the damming and harnessing of the Besna
+River, with its lake system and falls. That should be something in
+your line."
+
+"No," said Ferdinand sharply. "I told you before--that job's too
+small for him. Peer's going to the Euphrates."
+
+"What would it amount to, roughly?" said Peer, addressing no one in
+particular.
+
+"As far as I could make out, it should be a matter of a couple of
+million crowns or thereabout," said Klaus.
+
+"That's not a thing for Peer," said Ferdinand, rising and lifting
+his hand to hide a yawn. "Leave trifles like that to the trifling
+souls. Good-night, gentlemen."
+
+A couple of hours later, when all was silent throughout the house,
+Peer was still up, wandering to and fro in soft felt slippers in
+the great hall. Now and again he would stop, and look out of the
+window. Why could he not sleep? The moon was paling, the day
+beginning to dawn.
+
+
+
+Chapter VIII
+
+
+The next morning Merle was alone in the pantry when she heard steps
+behind her, and turned her head. It was Klaus Brock.
+
+"Good-morning, madam--ah! so this is what you look like in morning
+dress. Why, morning neglige might have been invented for you, if I
+may say so. You might be a Ghirlandajo. Or no, better still,
+Aspasia herself."
+
+"You are up early," said Merle drily.
+
+"Am I? What about Ferdinand Holm then? He has been up since
+sunrise, sitting over his letters and accounts. Anything I can
+help you with? May I move that cheese for you?--Well, well! you
+are strong. But there, I'm always de trop where women are
+concerned."
+
+"Always de trop?" repeated Merle, watching him through her long
+lashes.
+
+"Yes--my first and only love--do you know who she was?"
+
+"No, indeed. How should I?"
+
+"Well, it was Louise--Peer's little sister. I wish you could have
+known her."
+
+"And since then?" Merle let her eyes rest on this flourishing
+gentleman, who looked as if he could never have had a trouble in
+the world.
+
+"Since then, dear lady?--since then? Let me see. Why, at this
+moment I really can't remember ever having met any other woman
+except . . ."
+
+"Except . . . ?"
+
+"Except yourself, madam." And he bowed.
+
+"You are TOO kind!"
+
+"And, that being so, don't you think it's your plain duty, as a
+hospitable hostess, to grant me . . ."
+
+"Grant you--what? A piece of cheese?"
+
+"Why, no, thanks. Something better. Something much better than
+that."
+
+"What, then?"
+
+"A kiss. I might as well have it now." As he took a step nearer,
+she looked laughingly round for a way of escape, but he was between
+her and the door.
+
+"Well," said Merle, "but you must do something to make yourself
+useful first. Suppose you ran up that step-ladder for me."
+
+"Delighted. Why, this is great fun!" The slight wooden ladder
+creaked under the weight of his solid form as he climbed. "How
+high am I to go?"
+
+"To reach the top shelf--that's it. Now, you see that big brown
+jar? Careful--it's cranberries."
+
+"Splendid--I do believe we're to have cranberry preserve at
+dinner." By standing on tiptoe he managed to reach and lift the
+heavy jar, and stood holding it, his face flushed with his
+exertions.
+
+"And now, little lady?"
+
+"Just stay there a moment and hold it carefully; I have to fetch
+something." And she hurried out.
+
+Klaus stood at the top of the ladder, holding the heavy jar. He
+looked round. What was he to do with it? He waited for Merle to
+return--but she did not appear. Someone was playing the piano in
+the next room. Should he call for help? He waited on, getting
+redder and redder in the face. And still no Merle came.
+
+With another mighty effort he set the jar back in its place, and
+then climbed down the ladder and walked into the drawing-room, very
+red and out of breath. In the doorway he stopped short and stared.
+
+"What--well, I'll-- And she's sitting here playing the piano!"
+
+"Yes. Aren't you fond of music, Herr Brock?"
+
+"I'll pay you out for this," he said, shaking a finger at her.
+"Just you wait and see, little lady, if I don't pay you out, with
+interest!" And he turned and went upstairs, chuckling as he went.
+
+Peer was sitting at the writing-table in his study when Klaus came
+in. "I'm just sealing up the letter with the money for Martin
+Bruvold," he said, setting the taper to a stick of sealing wax.
+"I've signed it: 'From the shark fishers.'"
+
+"Yes, it was a capital idea of Ferdinand's. What d'you think the
+poor old fellow'll say when he opens it and the big notes tumble
+out?"
+
+"I'd like to see his face," said Peer, as he wrote the address on
+the envelope.
+
+Klaus dropped into a leather armchair and leaned back comfortably.
+"I've been downstairs flirting a little with your wife," he said.
+"Your wife's a wonder, Peer."
+
+Peer looked at him, and thought of the old days when the heavy-
+built, clumsy doctor's son had run about after the servant-girls in
+the town. He had still something of his old lurching walk, but
+intercourse with the ladies of many lands had polished him and
+given lightness and ease to his manner.
+
+"What was I going to say?" Klaus went on. "Oh yes--our friend
+Ferdinand's a fine fellow, isn't he?"
+
+"Yes, indeed."
+
+"I felt yesterday exactly as I used to feel when we three were
+together in the old days. When I listen to his talk I can't help
+agreeing with him--and then you begin to speak, and what you say,
+too, seems to be just what I've been thinking in my inmost soul.
+Do you think I've become shallow, Peer?"
+
+"Well, your steam ploughs look after themselves, I suppose, and the
+ladies of your harem don't trouble you overmuch. Do you read at
+all?"
+
+"Best not say too much about that," said Klaus with a sigh, and it
+suddenly struck Peer that his friend's face had grown older and
+more worn.
+
+"No," said Klaus again. "Better not say much about that. But tell
+me, old fellow--you mustn't mind my asking--has Ferdinand ever
+spoken to you as his brother . . . or . . ."
+
+Peer flushed hotly. "No," he said after a pause.
+
+"No?"
+
+"I owe more to him than to anybody in the world. But whether he
+regards me as a kinsman or simply as an object for his kindness to
+wreak itself on is a matter he's always left quite vague."
+
+"It's just like him. He's a queer fellow. But there's another
+thing. . . ."
+
+"Well?" said Peer, looking up.
+
+"It's--er--again it's rather a delicate matter to touch on. I
+know, of course, that you're in the enviable position of having
+your fortune invested in the best joint-stock company in the
+world--"
+
+"Yes; and so are you."
+
+"Oh, mine's a trifle compared with yours. Have you still the whole
+of your money in Ferdinand's company?"
+
+"Yes. I've been thinking of selling a few shares, by the way. As
+you may suppose, I've been spending a good deal just lately--more
+than my income."
+
+"You mustn't sell just now, Peer. They're--I daresay you've seen
+that they're down--below par, in fact."
+
+"What--below par! No, I had no idea of that."
+
+"Oh, only for the time being, of course. Just a temporary drop.
+There's sure to be another run on them soon, and they'll go up
+again. But the Khedive has the controlling interest, you know, and
+he's rather a ticklish customer. Ferdinand is all for extension--
+wants to keep on buying up new land--new desert, that is.
+Irrigation there's just a question of power--that's how he looks at
+it. And of course the bigger the scale of the work the cheaper the
+power will work out. But the Khedive's holding back. It may be
+just a temporary whim--may be all right again to-morrow. But you
+never know. And if you think Ferdinand's the man to give in to a
+cranky Khedive, you're much mistaken. His idea now is to raise all
+the capital he can lay hands on, and buy him out! What do you say
+to that? Buy the Khedive clean out of the company. It's a large
+order. And if I were you, old man, as soon as the shares go up
+again a bit, I'd sell out some of my holding, and put the money
+into something at home here. After all, there must be plenty of
+quite useful things to be had here."
+
+Peer frowned, and sat for a while looking straight before him.
+"No," he said at last. "As things stand between Ferdinand Holm and
+me--well, if either of us goes back on the other, it's not going to
+be me."
+
+"Ah, in that case--I beg your pardon," said Klaus, and he rose and
+departed.
+
+The christening was a great occasion, with a houseful of guests,
+and a great deal of speechmaking. The host was the youngest and
+gayest of the party. The birth of his son should be celebrated in
+true Ethiopian fashion, he declared--with bonfires and boating
+parties.
+
+The moon was hidden that evening behind thick dark clouds, but the
+boats full of guests glided over the black water to the accompaniment
+of music and laughter. The young madcap of a lawyer was there,
+again sitting on the lap of someone else's wife, and playing a
+concertina, till people in the farms on shore opened their windows
+and put their heads out to listen.
+
+Later on the bonfires blazed up all along the lake shore and shone
+like great flaming suns in the water below. The guests lay on the
+grass in little groups round picnic suppers, and here and there a
+couple wandered by themselves, talking in whispers.
+
+Merle and Peer stood together for a moment beside one of the
+bonfires. Their faces and figures were lit by the red glow; they
+looked at each other and exchanged a smile. He took her hand and
+led her outside the circle of light from the fire, and pointed over
+to their home, with all its windows glowing against the dark.
+
+"Suppose this should be the last party we give, Merle."
+
+"Peer, what makes you say that?"
+
+"Oh, nothing--only I have a sort of feeling, as if something had
+just ended and something new was to begin. I feel like it,
+somehow. But I wanted to thank you, too, for all the happy times
+we've had."
+
+"But Peer--what--" She got no farther, for Peer had already left
+her and joined a group of guests, where he was soon as gay as the
+rest.
+
+Then came the day when the two visitors were to leave. Their
+birthday gift to the young gentleman so lately christened Lorentz
+Uthoug stood in the drawing-room; it was a bust in red granite, the
+height of a man, of the Sun-god Re Hormachis, brought with them by
+the godfathers from Alexandria. And now it sat in the drawing-room
+between palms in pots, pressing its elbows against its sides and
+gazing with great dead eyes out into endless space.
+
+Peer stood on the quay waving farewell to his old comrades as the
+steamer ploughed through the water, drawing after it a fan-shaped
+trail of little waves.
+
+And when he came home, he walked about the place, looking at farms
+and woods, at Merle and the children, with eyes that seemed to her
+strange and new.
+
+Next night he stayed up once more alone, pacing to and fro in the
+great hall, and looking out of the windows into the dark.
+
+Was he ravelling out his life into golden threads that vanished and
+were forgotten?
+
+Was he content to be fuel instead of light?
+
+What was he seeking? Happiness? And beyond it? As a boy he had
+called it the anthem, the universal hymn. What was it now? God?
+But he would hardly find Him in idleness.
+
+You have drawn such nourishment as you could from joy in your home,
+from your marriage, your fatherhood, nature, and the fellowmen
+around you here. There are unused faculties in you that hunger for
+exercise; that long to be set free to work, to strive, to act.
+
+You should take up the barrage on the Besna, Peer. But could you
+get the contract? If you once buckle-to in earnest, no one is
+likely to beat you--you'll get it, sure enough. But do you really
+want it?
+
+Are you not working away at a mowing-machine as it is? Better own
+up that you can't get on without your old craft, after all--that
+you must for ever be messing and meddling with steel and fire. You
+can't help yourself.
+
+All the things your eyes have been fixed on in these last years
+have been only golden visions in a mist. The steel has its own
+will. The steel is beginning to wake in you--singing--singing--
+bent on pressing onward. You have no choice.
+
+The world-will goes on its way. Go with it or be cast overboard as
+useless.
+
+And still Peer walked up and down, up and down.
+
+Next morning he set off for the capital. Merle watched the
+carriage as it drove away, and thought to herself: "He was right.
+Something new is beginning."
+
+
+
+Chapter IX
+
+
+There came a card from Peer, with a brief message: "Off to inspect
+the ground." A fortnight later he came home, loaded with maps and
+plans. "Of course I'm late for the fair, as usual," he said. "But
+wait a bit."
+
+He locked himself into his room. At last Merle knew what it was
+like to have him at work. She could hear him in the mornings,
+walking up and down and whistling. Then silence--he would be
+standing over his table, busy with notes and figures. Then steps
+again. Now he was singing--and this was a novelty to himself. It
+was as if he carried in him a store of happiness, a treasure laid
+by of love, and the beauty of nature, and happy hours, and now it
+found its way out in song. Why should he not sing over the plans
+for a great barrage? Mathematics are dry work enough, but at times
+they can be as living visions, soaring up into the light. Peer
+sang louder. Then silence again. Merle never knew now when he
+stopped work and came to bed. She would fall asleep to the sound
+of his singing in his own room, and when she woke he would already
+be tramping up and down again in there; and to her his steps seemed
+like the imperious tread of a great commander. He was alight with
+new visions, new themes, and his voice had a lordly ring. Merle
+looked at him through half-closed eyes with a lingering glance.
+Once more he was new to her: she had never seen him like this.
+
+At last the work was finished, and he sent in his tender. And now
+he was more restless than ever. For a week he waited for an
+answer, tramping in and out of the place, going off for rides on
+Bijou, and coming back with his horse dripping with sweat. An
+impatient man cannot possibly ride at any pace but a gallop. The
+days passed; Peer was sleepless, and ate nothing. More days
+passed. At last he came bursting into the nursery one morning:
+"Trunk call, Merle; summons to a meeting of the Company Directors.
+Quick's the word. Come and help me pack--sharp." And in no time
+he was off again to the city.
+
+Now it was Merle's turn to walk up and down in suspense. It
+mattered little to her in itself whether he got the work or not,
+but she was keenly anxious that he should win.
+
+A couple of days later a telegram came: "Hurrah, wife!" And Merle
+danced round the room, waving the telegram above her head.
+
+The next day he was back home again and tramping up and down the
+room. "What do you think your father will say to it, Merle--ha!"
+
+"Father? Say to what?"
+
+"When I ask him to be my surety for a couple of hundred thousand
+crowns?"
+
+"Is father to be in it, too?" Merle looked at him open-eyed.
+
+"Oh, if he doesn't want to, we'll let him off. But at any rate
+I'll ask him first. Goodbye." And Peer drove off into town.
+
+In Lorentz Uthoug's big house you had to pass through the hardware
+shop to get to his office, which lay behind. Peer knocked at the
+door, with a portfolio under his arm. Herr Uthoug had just lit the
+gas, and was on the point of sitting down at his American roll-top
+desk, when Peer entered. The grey-bearded head with the close
+thick hair turned towards him, darkened by the shadow from the
+green shade of the burner.
+
+"You, is it?" said he. "Sit down. You've been to Christiania, I
+hear. And what are you busy with now?"
+
+They sat down opposite each other. Peer explained, calmly and with
+confidence.
+
+"And what does the thing amount to?" asked Uthoug, his face coming
+out of the shadow and looking at Peer in the full light.
+
+"Two million four hundred thousand."
+
+The old man laid his hairy hands on the desk and rose to his feet,
+staring at the other and breathing deeply. The sum half-stunned
+him. Beside it he himself and his work seemed like dust in the
+balance. Where were all his plans and achievements now, his
+greatness, his position, his authority in the town? Compared with
+amounts like this, what were the paltry sums he had been used to
+handle?
+
+"I--I didn't quite catch--" he stammered. "Did you say two
+millions?"
+
+"Yes. I daresay it seems a trifle to you," said Peer. "Indeed,
+I've handled contracts myself that ran to fifty million francs."
+
+"What? How much did you say?" Uthoug began to move restlessly
+about the room. He clutched his hair, and gazed at Peer as if
+doubting whether he was quite sober.
+
+At the same time he felt it would never do to let himself be so
+easily thrown off his balance. He tried to pull himself together.
+
+"And what do you make out of it?" he asked.
+
+"A couple of hundred thousand, I hope."
+
+"Oh!" A profit on this scale again rather startled the old man.
+No, he was nothing; he never had been anything in this world!
+
+"How do you know that you will make so much?"
+
+"I've calculated it all out."
+
+"But if--but how can you be sure of it? Suppose you've got your
+figures wrong?" His head was thrust forward again into the full
+light.
+
+"I'm in the habit of getting my figures right," said Peer.
+
+When he broached the question of security, the old man was in the
+act of moving away from him across the room. But he stopped short,
+and looked back over his shoulder.
+
+"What? Security? You want me to stand security for two million
+crowns?"
+
+"No; the Company asks for a guarantee for four hundred thousand."
+
+After a pause the old man said: "I see. Yes, I see. But--but I'm
+not worth as much as that altogether."
+
+"I can put in three hundred thousand of the four myself, in shares.
+And then, of course, I have the Loreng property, and the works.
+But put it at a round figure--will you guarantee a hundred
+thousand?"
+
+There was another pause, and then the reply came from the far end
+of the room to which Uthoug had drifted: "Even that's a big sum."
+
+"Of course if you would rather not, I could make other arrangements.
+My two friends, who have just been here--" He rose and began to
+gather up his papers.
+
+"No, no; you mustn't be in such a hurry. Why, you come down on a
+man like an avalanche. You must give me time to think it over--
+till to-morrow at least. And the papers--at any rate, I must have
+a look at them."
+
+Uthoug passed a restless and troubled night. The solid ground
+seemed to have failed him; his mind could find no firm foothold.
+His son-in-law must be a great man--he should be the last to doubt
+it. But a hundred thousand--to be ventured, not in landed
+property, or a big trade deal, but on the success of a piece of
+construction work. This was something new. It seemed fantastic--
+suited to the great world outside perhaps, or the future. Had he
+courage enough to stand in? Who could tell what accidents, what
+disasters might not happen? No! He shook his head. He could not.
+He dared not. But--the thing tempted him. He had always wanted to
+be something more than a whale among the minnows. Should he risk
+it? Should he not? It meant staking his whole fortune, his
+position, everything, upon the outcome of a piece of engineering
+that he understood nothing whatever about. It was sheer
+speculation; it was gambling. No, he must say: No. Then he was
+only a whale among the minnows, after all. No, he must say: Yes.
+Good God! He clenched his hands together; they were clammy with
+sweat, and his brain was in a whirl. It was a trial, a temptation.
+He felt an impulse to pray. But what good could that do--since he
+had himself abolished God.
+
+Next day Merle and Peer were rung up by telephone and asked to come
+in to dinner with the old folks.
+
+But when they were all sitting at table, they found it impossible
+to keep the conversation going. Everyone seemed shy of beginning
+on the subject they were all thinking about. The old man's face
+was grey with want of sleep; his wife looked from one to the other
+through her spectacles. Peer was calm and smiling.
+
+At last, when the claret came round, Fru Uthoug lifted her glass
+and drank to Peer. "Good fortune!" she said. "We won't be the
+ones to stand in your way. Since you think it is all right, of
+course it is. And we all hope it will turn out well for you,
+Peer."
+
+Merle looked at her parents; she had sat through the meal anxious
+and troubled, and now the tears rose into her eyes.
+
+"Thanks," said Peer, lifting his glass and drinking to his host and
+hostess. "Thanks," he repeated, bowing to old Uthoug. The matter
+was arranged. Evidently the two old folks had talked it over
+together and come to an agreement.
+
+It was settled, but all four felt as if the solid ground were
+rocking a little under their feet. All their future, their fate,
+seemed staked upon a throw.
+
+A couple of days later, a day of mild October sunshine, Peer
+happened to go into the town, and, catching sight of his mother-in-
+law at the window, he went off and bought some flowers, and took
+them up to her.
+
+She was sitting looking out at the yellow sky in the west, and she
+hardly turned her head as she took the flowers. "Thanks, Peer,"
+she said, and continued gazing out at the sky.
+
+"What are you thinking of, dear mother?" asked Peer.
+
+"Ah! it isn't a good thing always to tell our thoughts," she said,
+and she turned her spectacled eyes so as to look out over the lake.
+
+"I hope it was something pleasant?"
+
+"I was thinking of you, Peer. Of you and Merle."
+
+"It is good of you to think of us."
+
+"You see, Peer, there is trouble coming for you. A great deal of
+trouble." She nodded her head towards the yellow sky in the west.
+
+"Trouble? Why? Why should trouble come to us?"
+
+"Because you are happy, Peer."
+
+"What? Because I am--?"
+
+"Because all things blossom and flourish about you. Be sure that
+there are unseen powers enough that grudge you your happiness."
+
+Peer smiled. "You think so?" he asked.
+
+"I know it," she answered with a sigh, gazing out into the
+distance. "You have made enemies of late amongst all those envious
+shadows that none can see. But they are all around us. I see them
+every day; I have learned to know them, in all these years. I have
+fought with them. And it is well for Merle that she has learned to
+sing in a house so full of shadows. God grant she may be able to
+sing them away from you too."
+
+When Peer left the house he felt as if little shudders of cold were
+passing down his back. "Pooh!" he exclaimed as he reached the
+street. "She is not right in her head." And he hurried to his
+carriole and drove off home.
+
+"Old Rode will be pleased, anyhow," he thought. "He'll be his own
+master in the workshop now--the dream of his life. Well, everyone
+for himself. And the bailiff will have things all his own way at
+Loreng for a year or two. Well, well! Come up, Brownie!"
+
+
+
+Chapter X
+
+
+"Peer, you're surely not going away just now? Oh, Peer, you
+mustn't. You won't leave me alone, Peer!"
+
+"Merle, dear, now do be sensible. No, no--do let go, dear." He
+tried to disengage her hands that were clasped behind his neck.
+
+"Peer, you have never been like this before. Don't you care for me
+any more--or the children?"
+
+"Merle, dearest, you don't imagine that I like going. But you
+surely don't want me to have another big breach this year. It
+would be sheer ruin, I do assure you. Come, come now; let me go."
+
+But she held him fast. "And what happens to those dams up there is
+more to you now than what becomes of me!"
+
+"You will be all right, dear. The doctor and the nurse have
+promised to be on the spot the moment you send word. And you
+managed so well before. . . . I simply cannot stay now, Merle.
+There's too much at stake. There, there, goodbye! Be sure you
+telegraph--" He kissed her over the eyes, put her gently down into
+a chair, and hurried out of the room, feeling her terrified glance
+follow him as he went.
+
+The April sun had cleared away the snow from the lowlands, but when
+Peer stepped out of the train up in Espedal he found himself back
+in winter--farms and fields still covered, and ridges and peaks
+deep in white dazzling snow. And soon he was sitting wrapped in
+his furs, driving a miserable dun pony up a side-valley that led
+out on to the uplands.
+
+The road was a narrow track through the snow, yellow with horse-
+dung, and a mass of holes and ruts, worn by his own teams that had
+hauled their heavy loads of cement this way all through that winter
+and the last, up to the plateau and across the frozen lakes to
+Besna.
+
+The steel will on. The steel cares nothing for human beings.
+Merle must come through it alone.
+
+When a healthy, happy man is hampered and thwarted in a great work
+by annoyances and disasters, he behaves like an Arab horse on a
+heavy march. At first it moves at a brisk trot, uphill and
+downhill, and it goes faster and faster as its strength begins to
+flag. And when at last it is thoroughly out of breath and ready to
+drop, it breaks into an easy gallop.
+
+This was not the work he had once dreamed of finding. Now, as
+before, his hunger for eternal things seemed ever at the side of
+his accomplishment, asking continually: Whither? Why? and What
+then?
+
+But by degrees the difficulties had multiplied and mounted, till at
+last his whole mind was taken up by the one thought--to put it
+through. Good or bad in itself--he must make a success of it. He
+had undertaken it, and he must see it through. He must not be
+beaten.
+
+And so he fought on. It was merely a trial of strength; a fight
+with material difficulties. Aye, but was that all it was? Were
+there not times when he felt himself struggling with something
+greater, something worse? A new motive force seemed to have come
+into his life--misfortune. A power outside his own will had begun
+to play tricks with him.
+
+Your calculations may be sound, correct in every detail, and yet
+things may go altogether wrong.
+
+Who could include in his calculations the chance that a perfectly
+sober engineer will get drunk one day and give orders so crazy that
+it costs tens of thousands to repair the damage? Who could foresee
+that against all probability a big vein of water would be tapped in
+tunnelling, and would burst out, flooding the workings and
+overwhelming the workmen--so that the next day a train of unpainted
+deal coffins goes winding out over the frozen lakes?
+
+More than once there had been remarks and questions in the
+newspapers: "Another disaster at the Besna Falls. Who is to
+blame?"
+
+It was because he himself was away on a business journey and
+Falkman had neglected to take elementary precautions that the big
+rock-fall occurred in the tunnel, killing four men, and destroying
+the new Belgian rock-drill, that had cost a good hundred thousand,
+before it had begun to work. This sort of thing was not faulty
+calculation--it was malicious fate.
+
+"Come up, boy! We must get there to-night. The flood mustn't have
+a chance this year to lay the blame on me because I wasn't on the
+spot."
+
+And then, to cap the other misfortunes, his chief contractor for
+material had gone bankrupt, and now prices had risen far above the
+rates he had allowed for--adding fresh thousands to the extra
+expenditure.
+
+But he would put the thing through, even if he lost money by it.
+His envious rivals who had lately begun to run down his projects in
+the technical papers--he would make them look foolish yet.
+
+And then?
+
+Well, it may be that the Promethean spirit is preparing a settling
+day for the universe somewhere out in infinity. But what concern
+is that of mine? What about my own immortal soul?
+
+Silence--push on, push on. There may be a snowstorm any minute.
+Come up--get along, you scarecrow.
+
+The dun struggles on to the end of a twelve-mile stage, and then
+the valley ends and the full blast from the plateau meets them.
+Here lies the posting station, the last farm in the valley. He
+swings into the yard and is soon sitting in the room over a cup of
+coffee and a pipe.
+
+Merle? How are things with Merle now?
+
+Ah! here comes his own horse, the big black stallion from
+Gudbrandsdal. This beast's trot is a different thing from the poor
+dun's--the sleigh flies up to the door. And in a moment Peer is
+sitting in it again in his furs.
+
+Ah! what a relief to have a fresh horse, and one that makes light
+of the load behind him. Away he goes at a brisk trot, with lifted
+head and bells jingling, over the frozen lakes. Here and there on
+the hillslopes a grey hut or two show out--saeters, which have lain
+there unchanged for perhaps a couple of thousand years. But a new
+time is coming. The saeter-horns will be heard no longer, and the
+song of the turbines will rise in their place.
+
+An icy wind is blowing; the horse throws up its head and snorts.
+Big snowflakes come driving on the wind, and soon a regular
+snowstorm is raging, lashing the traveller's face till he gasps.
+First the horse's mane and tail grow white with snow, then its
+whole body. The drifts grow bigger, the black has to make great
+bounds to clear them. Bravo, old boy! we must get there before
+dark. There are brushwood brooms set out across the ice to mark
+the way, but who could keep them in sight in a driving smother like
+this? Peer's own face is plastered white now, and he feels stunned
+and dazed under the lash of the snow.
+
+He has worked under the burning suns of Egypt--and now here. But
+the steel will on. The wave rolls on its way over all the world.
+
+If this snow should turn to rain now, it will mean a flood. And
+then the men will have to turn out to-night and work to save the
+dams.
+
+One more disaster, and he would hardly be able to finish within the
+contract time. And that once exceeded, each day's delay means a
+penalty of a thousand crowns.
+
+It is getting darker.
+
+At last there is nothing to be seen on the way but a shapeless mass
+of snow struggling with bowed head against the storm, wading deep
+in the loose drifts, wading seemingly at haphazard--and trailing
+after it an indefinable bundle of white--dead white. Behind, a
+human being drags along, holding on for dear life to the rings on
+the sleigh. It is the post-boy from the last stage.
+
+At last they were groping their way in the darkness towards the
+shore, where the electric lights of the station showed faintly
+through the snow-fog. And hardly had Peer got out of the sleigh
+before the snow stopped suddenly, and the dazzling electric suns
+shone over the place, with the workmen's barracks, the assistants'
+quarters, the offices, and his own little plank-built house. Two
+of the engineers came out to meet him, and saluted respectfully.
+
+"Well, how is everything getting on?"
+
+The greybeard answered: "The men have struck work to-day."
+
+"Struck? What for?"
+
+"They want us to take back the machinist that was dismissed the
+other day for drunkenness."
+
+Peer shook the snow from his fur coat, took his bag, and walked
+over to the building, the others following. "Then we'll have to
+take him back," he said. "We can't afford a strike now."
+
+
+A couple of days later Peer was lying in bed, when the post-bag was
+brought in. He shook the letters out over the coverlet, and caught
+sight of one from Klaus Brook.
+
+What was this? Why did his hand tremble as he took it up? Of
+course it was only one of Klaus's ordinary friendly letters.
+
+
+DEAR FRIEND,--This is a hard letter to write. But I do hope you
+have taken my advice and got some of your money at any rate over to
+Norway. Well, to be as brief as possible! Ferdinand Holm has
+decamped, or is in prison, or possibly worse--you know well enough
+it's no good asking questions in a country like this when a big man
+suddenly disappears. He had made enemies in the highest places; he
+was playing a dangerous game--and this is the end of it.
+
+You know what it means when a business goes into liquidation out
+here, and no strong man on the spot to look after things. We
+Europeans can whistle for our share.
+
+You'll take it coolly, I know. I've lost every penny I had--but
+you've still got your place over there and the workshops. And
+you're the sort of fellow to make twice as much next time, or I
+don't know you. I hope the Besna barrage is to be a success.
+
+Yours ever,
+
+KLAUS BROCK.
+
+P.S.--Of course you'll understand that now my friend has been
+thrown overboard it will very likely be my turn next. But I can't
+leave now--to try would rouse suspicion at once. We foreigners
+have some difficult balancing to do, to escape a fall. Well, if by
+chance you don't hear from me again, you'll know something has
+happened!
+
+
+Outside, the water was streaming down the channels into the fall.
+Peer lay still for a while, only one knee moving up and down
+beneath the clothes. He thought of his two friends. And he
+thought that he was now a poor man--and that the greater part of
+the burden of the security would fall now on old Lorentz D. Uthoug.
+
+Clearly, Fate has other business on hand than making things easy
+for you, Peer. You must fight your fight out single-handed.
+
+
+
+Chapter XI
+
+
+One evening in the late autumn Merle was sitting at home waiting
+for her husband. He had been away for several weeks, so it was
+only natural that she should make a little festivity of his return.
+The lamps were lit in all the rooms, wood fires were crackling in
+all the stoves, the cook was busy with his favourite dishes, and
+little Louise, now five years old, had on her blue velvet frock.
+She was sitting on the floor, nursing two dolls, and chattering to
+them. "Mind you're a good girl now, Josephine. Your grandpa will
+be here directly." Merle looked in through the kitchen door:
+"Have you brought up the claret, Bertha? That's right. You'd
+better put it near the stove to warm." Then she went round all the
+rooms again. The two youngest children were in bed--was there
+anything more to be done?
+
+It would be an hour at least before he could be here, yet she could
+not help listening all the time for the sound of wheels. But she
+had not finished yet. She hurried up to the bathroom, turned on
+the hot water, undressed, and put on an oilskin cap to keep her
+hair dry, and soon she was splashing about with soap and sponge.
+Why not make herself as attractive as she could, even if things did
+look dark for them just now?
+
+A little stream of talk went on in her brain. Strange that one's
+body could be so great a pleasure to another. Here he kissed you--
+and here--and here--and often he seemed beside himself with joy.
+And do you remember--that time? You held back and were cold often--
+perhaps too often--is it too late now? Ah! he has other things to
+think of now. The time is gone by when you could be comfort enough
+to him in all troubles. But is it quite gone by? Oh yes; last
+time he came home, he hardly seemed to notice that we had a new
+little girl, that he had never seen before. Well, no doubt it must
+be so. He did not complain, and he was calm and quiet, but his
+mind was full of a whole world of serious things, a world where
+there was no room for wife and children. Will it be the same this
+evening again? Will he notice that you have dressed so carefully
+to please him? Will it be a joy to him any more to feel his arms
+around you?
+
+She stood in front of the big, white-framed mirror, and looked
+critically at herself. No, she was no longer young as she had
+been. The red in her cheeks had faded a little these last few
+years, and there were one or two wrinkles that could not be hidden.
+But her eyebrows--he had loved to kiss them once--they were surely
+much as before. And involuntarily she bent towards the glass, and
+stroked the dark growth above her eyes as if it were his hand
+caressing her.
+
+She came down at last, dressed in a loose blue dress with a broad
+lace collar and blond lace in the wide sleeves. And not to seem
+too much dressed, she had put on a red-flowered apron to give
+herself a housewifely look.
+
+It was past seven now. Louise came whimpering to her, and Merle
+sank down in a chair by the window, and took the child on her lap,
+and waited.
+
+The sound of wheels in the night may mean the approach of fate
+itself. Some decision, some final word that casts us down in a
+moment from wealth to ruin--who knows? Peer had been to England
+now, trying to come to some arrangement with the Company. Sh!--was
+that not wheels? She rose, trembling, and listened.
+
+No, it had passed on.
+
+It was eight o'clock now, time for Louise to go to bed; and Merle
+began undressing her. Soon the child was lying in her little white
+bed, with a doll on either side. "Give Papa a tiss," she babbled,
+"and give him my love. And Mama, do you think he'll let me come
+into his bed for a bit tomorrow morning?"
+
+"Oh yes, I'm sure he will. And now lie down and go to sleep,
+there's a good girl."
+
+Merle sat down again in the room and waited. But at last she rose,
+put on a cloak and went out.
+
+The town lay down there in the autumn darkness under a milk-white
+mist of light. And over the black hills all around rose a world of
+stars. Somewhere out there was Peer, far out maybe upon some
+country road, the horse plodding on through the dark at its own
+will, its master sitting with bowed head, brooding.
+
+"Help us, Thou above--and help him most, he has had so much
+adversity in these last days."
+
+But the starry vault seems icy cold--it has heard the prayers of
+millions and millions before--the hearts of men are nothing to the
+universe.
+
+Merle drooped her head and went in again to the house.
+
+It was midnight when Peer drove up the hill towards his home. The
+sight of the great house with its brilliantly lighted windows
+jarred so cruelly on his wearied mind that he involuntarily gave
+the horse a cut with his whip.
+
+He flung the reins to the stable-boy who had come out with a
+lantern, and walked up the steps, moving almost with a feeling of
+awe in this great house, as if it already belonged to someone else.
+
+He opened the door of the drawing-room--no one there, but light,
+light and comfort. He passed through into the next room, and there
+sat Merle, alone, in an armchair, with her head resting on the arm,
+asleep.
+
+Had she been waiting so long?
+
+A wave of warmth passed through him; he stood still, looking at
+her; and presently her bowed figure slowly straightened; her pale
+face relaxed into a smile. Without waking her, he went on into the
+nursery, where the lights were still burning. But here the lights
+shone only on three little ones, lying in their clean night-
+clothes, asleep.
+
+He went back to the dining-room; more lights, and a table laid for
+two, a snowy cloth and flowers, and a single carnation stuck into
+his napkin--that must be from Louise--little Louise.
+
+At last Merle was awakened by the touch of his hand on her
+shoulder.
+
+"Oh, are you there?"
+
+"Good-evening, Merle!" They embraced, and he kissed her forehead.
+But she could see that his mind was busy with other things.
+
+They sat down to table, and began their meal. She could read the
+expression of his face, his voice, his calm air--she knew they
+meant bad news.
+
+But she would not question him. She would only try to show him
+that all things else could be endured, if only they two loved each
+other.
+
+But the time had passed when an unexpected caress from her was
+enough to send him wild with joy. She sat there now trembling
+inwardly with suspense, wondering if he would notice her--if he
+could find any comfort in having her with him, still young and with
+something of her beauty left.
+
+He looked over to her with a far-away smile. "Merle," he asked,
+"what do you think your father is worth altogether?" The words
+came like a quiet order from a captain standing on the bridge,
+while his ship goes down.
+
+"Oh, Peer, don't think about all that to-night. Welcome home!"
+And she smiled and took his hand.
+
+"Thanks," he said, and pressed her fingers; but his thoughts were
+still far off. And he went on eating without knowing what he ate.
+
+"And what do you think? Louise has begun the violin. You've no
+idea how the little thing takes to it."
+
+"Oh?"
+
+"And Asta's got another tooth--she had a wretched time, poor thing,
+while it was coming through."
+
+It was as if she were drawing the children up to him, to show him
+that at least he still had them.
+
+He looked at her for a moment. "Merle, you ought never to have
+married me. It would have been better for you and for your people
+too."
+
+"Oh, nonsense, Peer--you know you'll be able to make it all right
+again."
+
+They went up to bed, and undressed slowly. "He hasn't noticed me
+yet," thought Merle.
+
+And she laughed a little, and said, "I was sitting thinking this
+evening of the first day we met. I suppose you never think of it
+now?"
+
+He turned round, half undressed, and looked at her. Her lively
+tone fell strangely on his ears. "She does not ask how I have got
+on, or how things are going," he thought. But as he went on
+looking at her he began at last to see through her smile to the
+anxious heart beneath.
+
+Ah, yes; he remembered well that far-off summer when life had been
+a holiday in the hills, and a girl making coffee over a fire had
+smiled at him for the first time. And he remembered the first sun-
+red night of his love on the shining lake-mirror, when his heart
+was filled with the rush of a great anthem to heaven and earth.
+
+She stood there still. He had her yet. But for the first time in
+their lives she came to him now humbly, begging him to make the
+best of her as she was.
+
+An unspeakable warmth began to flow through his heavy heart. But
+he did not rush to embrace her and whirl her off in a storm of
+passionate delight. He stood still, staring before him, and,
+drawing himself up, swore to himself with fast-closed lips that he
+would, he WOULD trample a way through, and save things for them
+both, even yet.
+
+The lights were put out, and soon they lay in their separate beds,
+breathing heavily in the dark. Peer stretched himself out, with
+his face up, thinking, with closed eyes. He was hunting in the
+dark for some way to save his dear ones. And Merle lay so long
+waiting for one caress from him that at last she had to draw out
+her handkerchief and press it over her eyes, while her body shook
+with a noiseless sobbing.
+
+
+
+Chapter XII
+
+
+Old Lorentz D. Uthoug rarely visited his rich sister at Bruseth,
+but to-day he had taken his weary way up there, and the two
+masterful old folks sat now facing each other.
+
+"So you've managed to find your way up here?" said Aunt Marit,
+throwing out her ample bosom and rubbing her knees like a man.
+
+"Why, yes--I thought I'd like to see how you were getting on," said
+Uthoug, squaring his broad shoulders.
+
+"Quite well, thanks. Having no son-in-law, I'm not likely to go
+bankrupt, I daresay."
+
+"I'm not bankrupt, either," said old Uthoug, fixing his red eyes on
+her face.
+
+"Perhaps not. But what about him?"
+
+"Neither is he. He'll be a rich man before very long."
+
+"He!--rich! Did you say rich?"
+
+"Before a year's out," answered the old man calmly. "But you'll
+have to help."
+
+"I!" Aunt Marit shifted her chair backwards, gaping. "I, did you
+say? Ha-ha-ha! Just tell me, how many hundreds of thousands did
+he lose over that ditch or drain or whatever it was?"
+
+"He was six months behind time in finishing it, I know. But the
+Company agreed to halve the forfeit for delay when they'd seen what
+a masterpiece the work was."
+
+"Ah, yes--and what about the contractors, whom he couldn't pay, I
+hear?"
+
+"He's paid them all in full now. The Bank arranged things."
+
+"I see. After you and he had mortaged every stick and rag you had
+in the world. Yes, indeed--you deserve a good whipping, the pair
+of you!"
+
+Uthoug stroked his beard. "From a financial point of view the
+thing wasn't a success for him, I'll admit. But I can show you
+here what the engineering people say about it in the technical
+papers. Here's an article with pictures of him and of the
+barrage."
+
+"Well! he'd better keep his family on pictures in the papers then,"
+said the widow, paying no attention to the paper he offered.
+
+"He'll soon be on top again," said her brother, putting the papers
+back in his pocket. He sat there in front of her quite unruffled.
+He would let people see that he was not the man to be crushed by a
+reverse; that there were other things he valued more than money.
+
+"Soon be on top?" repeated Aunt Marit. "Has he got round you again
+with some nonsense?"
+
+"He's invented a new mowing machine. It's nearly finished. And
+the experts say it will be worth a million."
+
+"Ho! and you want to come over me with a tale like that?" The
+widow shifted her chair a little farther back.
+
+"You must help us to carry on through this year--both of us. If
+you will stand security for thirty thousand, the bank . . ."
+
+Aunt Marit of Bruseth slapped her knees emphatically. "I'll do
+nothing of the sort!"
+
+"For twenty thousand, then?"
+
+"Not for twenty pence!"
+
+Lorentz Uthoug fixed his gaze on his sister's face; his red eyes
+began to glow.
+
+"You'll have to do it, Marit," he said calmly. He took a pipe from
+his pocket and set to work to fill and light it.
+
+The two sat for a while looking at each other, each on the alert
+for fear the other's will should prove the stronger. They looked
+at each other so long that at last both smiled involuntarily.
+
+"I suppose you've taken to going to church with your wife now?"
+asked the widow at last, her eyes blinking derision.
+
+"If I put my trust in the Lord," he said, "I might just sit down
+and pray and let things go to ruin. As it is, I've more faith in
+human works, and that's why I'm here now."
+
+The answer pleased her. The widow at Bruseth was no churchgoer
+herself. She thought the Lord had made a bad mistake in not giving
+her any children.
+
+"Will you have some coffee?" she asked, rising from her seat.
+
+"Now you're talking sense," said her brother, and his eyes
+twinkled. He knew his sister and her ways. And now he lit his
+pipe and leaned back comfortably in his chair.
+
+
+
+Chapter XIII
+
+
+Once more Peer stood in his workroom down at the foundry, wrestling
+with fire and steel.
+
+A working drawing is a useful thing; an idea in one's head is all
+very well. But the men he employed to turn his plans into tangible
+models worked slowly; why not use his own hands for what had to be
+done?
+
+When the workmen arrived at the foundry in the morning there was
+hammering going on already in the little room. And when they left
+in the evening, the master had not stopped working yet. When the
+good citizens of Ringeby went to bed, they would look out of their
+windows and see his light still burning.
+
+Peer had had plenty to tire him out even before he began work here.
+But in the old days no one had ever asked if he felt strong enough
+to do this or that. And he never asked himself. Now, as before,
+it was a question of getting something done, at any cost. And
+never before had there been so much at stake.
+
+The wooden model of the new machine is finished already, and the
+castings put together. The whole thing looks simple enough, and
+yet--what a distance from the first rough implement to this thing,
+which seems almost to live--a thing with a brain of metal at least.
+Have not these wheels and axles had their parents and ancestors--
+their pedigree stretching back into the past? The steel has
+brought forth, and its descendants again in turn, advancing always
+toward something finer, stronger, more efficient. And here is the
+last stage reached by human invention in this particular work up to
+now--yet, after all, is it good enough? An invention successful
+enough to bring money in to the inventor--that is not all. It must
+be more; it must be a world-success, a thing to make its way across
+the prairies, across the enormous plains of India and Egypt--that
+is what is needed. Sleep? rest? food? What are such things when
+so much is at stake!
+
+There was no longer that questioning in his ear: Why? Whither?
+What then? Useless to ponder on these things. His horizon was
+narrowed down to include nothing beyond this one problem. Once he
+had dreamed of a work allied to his dreams of eternity. This,
+certainly, was not it. What does the gain amount to, after all,
+when humanity has one more machine added to it? Does it kindle a
+single ray of dawn the more in a human soul?
+
+Yet this work, such as it was, had now become his all. It must and
+should be all. He was fast bound to it.
+
+When he looked up at the window, there seemed to be faces at each
+pane staring in. "What? Not finished yet?" they seemed to say.
+"Think what it means if you fail!" Merle's face, and the
+children's: "Must we be driven from Loreng, out into the cold?"
+The faces of old Uthoug and his wife: "Was it for this you came
+into an honourable family? To bring it to ruin?" And behind them,
+swarming, all the town. All knew what was at stake, and why he was
+toiling so. All stared at him, waiting. The Bank Manager was
+there too--waiting, like the rest.
+
+One can seize one's neck in iron pincers, and say: You shall!
+Tired? difficulties? time too short?--all that doesn't exist. You
+shall! Is this thing or that impossible? Well, make it possible.
+It is your business to make it possible.
+
+He spent but little time at home now; a sofa in the workshop was
+his bed. Often Merle would come in with food for him, and seeing
+how pale and grey and worn out he was, she did not dare to question
+him. She tried to jest instead. She had trained herself long ago
+to be gay in a house where shadows had to be driven off with
+laughter.
+
+But one day, as she was leaving, he held her back, and looked at
+her with a strange smile.
+
+"Well, dear?" she said, with a questioning look.
+
+He stood looking at her as before, with the same far-off smile. He
+was looking through her into the little world she stood for. This
+home, this family that he, a homeless man, had won through her, was
+it all to go down in shipwreck?
+
+Then he kissed her eyes and let her go.
+
+And as her footsteps died away, he stood a moment, moved by a
+sudden desire to turn to some Power above him with a prayer that he
+might succeed in this work. But there was no such Power. And in
+the end his eyes turned once more to the iron, the fire, his tools,
+and his own hands, and it was as though he sighed out a prayer to
+these: "Help me--help me, that I may save my wife and children's
+happiness."
+
+Sleep? rest? weariness? He had only a year's grace. The bank
+would only wait a year.
+
+Winter and spring passed, and one day in July he came home and
+rushed in upon Merle crying, "To-morrow, Merle! They will be here
+to-morrow!"
+
+"Who?"
+
+"The people to look at the machine. We're going to try it
+to-morrow."
+
+"Oh, Peer!" she said breathlessly, gazing at him.
+
+"It's a good thing that I had connections abroad," he went on.
+"There's one man coming from an English firm, and another from
+America. It ought to be a big business."
+
+The morrow came. Merle stood looking after her husband as he drove
+off, his hat on the back of his head, through the haze that
+followed the night's rain. But there was no time to stand
+trembling; they were to have the strangers to dinner, and she must
+see to it.
+
+Out in the field the machine stood ready, a slender, newly painted
+thing. A boy was harnessing the horses.
+
+Two men in soft hats and light overcoats came up; it was old
+Uthoug, and the Bank Manager. They stopped and looked round,
+leaning on their sticks; the results of the day were not a matter
+of entire indifference to these two gentlemen. Ah! here was the
+big carriage from Loreng, with the two strangers and Peer himself,
+who had been down to fetch them from the hotel.
+
+He was a little pale as he took the reins and climbed to his seat
+on the machine, to drive it himself through the meadow of high,
+thick timothy-grass.
+
+The horses pricked up their ears and tried to break into a gallop,
+the noise of the machine behind them startling them as usual at
+first, but they soon settled down to a steady pace, and the steel
+arm bearing the shears swept a broad swath through the meadow,
+where the grass stood shining after the rain.
+
+The two strangers walked slowly in the rear, bending down now and
+again to look at the stubble, and see if the shears cut clean. The
+tall man with the heavy beard and pince-nez was the agent for John
+Fowler of Leeds; the little clean-shaven one with the Jewish nose
+represented Harrow & Co. of Philadelphia.
+
+Now and again they called to Peer to stop, while they investigated
+some part of the machine.
+
+They asked him then to try it on different ground; on an uneven
+slope, over little tussocks; and at last the agent for Fowler's
+would have it that it should be tried on a patch of stony ground.
+But that would spoil the shears? Very likely, but Fowler's would
+like to know exactly how the shears were affected by stones on the
+ground.
+
+At last the trials were over, and the visitors nodded thoughtfully
+to each other. Evidently they had come on something new here.
+There were possibilities in the thing that might drive most other
+types out of the field, even in the intense competition that rages
+all round the world in agricultural machinery.
+
+Peer read the expression in their eyes--these cold-blooded
+specialists had seen the vision; they had seen gold.
+
+But all the same there was a hitch--a little hitch.
+
+Dinner was over, the visitors had left, and Merle and Peer were
+alone. She lifted her eyes to his inquiringly.
+
+"It went off well then?" she asked.
+
+"Yes. But there is just one little thing to put right."
+
+"Still something to put right--after you have worked so hard all
+these months?" She sat down, and her hands dropped into her lap.
+
+"It's only a small detail," he said eagerly, pacing up and down.
+"When the grass is wet, it sticks between the steel fingers above
+the shears and accumulates there and gets in the way. It's the
+devil and all that I never thought of testing it myself in wet
+weather. But once I've got that right, my girl, the thing will be
+a world-success."
+
+Once more the machine was set up in his workshop, and he walked
+around it, watching, spying, thinking, racking his brain to find
+the little device that should make all well. All else was
+finished, all was right, but he still lacked the single happy
+thought, the flash of inspiration--that given, a moment's work
+would be enough to give this thing of steel life, and wings with
+which to fly out over the wide world.
+
+It might come at any moment, that happy thought. And he tramped
+round and round his machine, clenching his fists in desperation
+because it was so slow in coming.
+
+The last touch only, the dot upon an i, was wanting. A slight
+change in the shape or position of the fingers, or the length of
+the shears--what was it he wanted? How could he sleep that night?
+
+He felt that he stood face to face with a difficulty that could
+have been easily solved had he come fresh to the work, but that his
+tortured brain was too worn out to overcome.
+
+But when an Arab horse is ready to drop with fatigue, then is the
+time when it breaks into a gallop.
+
+He could not wait. There were the faces at the window again,
+staring and asking: "Not finished yet?" Merle, the children,
+Uthoug and his wife, the Bank Manager. And there were his
+competitors the world over. To-day he was a length ahead of them,
+but by to-morrow he might be left behind. Wait? Rest? No!
+
+It was autumn now, and sleepless nights drove him to a doctor, who
+prescribed cold baths, perfect quiet, sleeping draughts, iron and
+arsenic. Ah, yes. Peer could swallow all the prescriptions--the
+one thing he could not do was rest or sleep.
+
+He would sit late into the night, prostrate with exhaustion,
+watching the dying embers of the forge, the steel, the tools. And
+innumerable sparks would begin to fly before his eyes, and masses
+of molten iron to creep about like living things over walls and
+floor.--And over by the forge was something more defined, a misty
+shape, that grew in size and clearness and stood at last a bearded,
+naked demigod, with fire in one hand and sledgehammer in the other.
+
+"What? Who is that?"
+
+"Man, do you not know me?"
+
+"Who are you, I ask?"
+
+"I have a thing to tell you: it is vain for you to seek for any
+other faith than faith in the evolution of the universe. It will
+do no good to pray. You may dream yourself away from the steel and
+the fire, but you must offer yourself up to them at last. You are
+bound fast to these things. Outside them your soul is nothing.
+God? happiness? yourself? eternal life for you? All these are
+nothing. The will of the world rolls on towards its eternal goal,
+and the individual is but fuel for the fire."
+
+Peer would spring up, believing for a moment that someone was
+really there. But there was nothing, only the empty air.
+
+Now and again he would go home to Loreng, but everything there
+seemed to pass in a mist. He could see that Merle's eyes were red,
+though she sang cheerily as she went about the house. It seemed to
+him that she had begged him to go to bed and rest, and he had gone
+to bed. It would be delicious to sleep. But in the middle of the
+night it was borne in upon him that the fault lay in the shape of
+the shears after all, and then there was no stopping him from
+getting up and hurrying in to the workshop. Winter has come round
+again, and he fights his way in through a snow-storm. And in the
+quiet night he lights his lamp, kindles the forge fire, screws off
+the blades of the shears once more. But when he has altered them
+and fixed them in place again, he knows at once that the defect was
+not in them after all.
+
+Coffee is a good thing for keeping the brain clear. He took to
+making it in the workshop for himself--and at night especially a
+few cups did him good. They were so satisfying too, that he felt
+no desire for food. And when he came to the conclusion that the
+best thing would be to make each separate part of the machine over
+again anew, coffee was great help, keeping him awake through many a
+long night.
+
+It began to dawn upon him that Merle and his father-in-law and the
+Bank Manager had taken to lurking about the place night and day,
+watching and spying to see if the work were not nearly done. Why
+in the devil's name could they not leave him in peace--just one
+week more? In any case, the machine could not be tried before next
+summer. At times the workers at the foundry would be startled by
+their master suddenly rushing out from his inner room and crying
+fiercely: "No one is to come in here. I WILL be left in peace!"
+
+And when he had gone in again, they would look at each other and
+shake their heads.
+
+One morning Merle came down and walked through the outer shops, and
+knocked at the door of her husband's room. There was no answer;
+and she opened the door and went in.
+
+A moment after, the workmen heard a woman's shriek, and when they
+ran in she was bending over her husband, who was seated on the
+floor, staring up at her with blank, uncomprehending eyes.
+
+"Peer," she cried, shaking his shoulder--"Peer, do you hear? Oh,
+for God's sake--what is it, my darling--"
+
+ . . . . . .
+
+One April day there was a stir in the little town of Ringeby, and a
+stream of people, all in their best clothes (though it was only
+Wednesday), was moving out along the fjord road to Loreng. There
+were the two editors, who had just settled one of their everlasting
+disputes, and the two lawyers, each still intent on snatching any
+scraps of business that offered; there were tradesmen and artisans;
+and nearly everyone was wearing a long overcoat and a grey felt
+hat. But the tanner had put on a high silk hat, so as to look a
+little taller.
+
+Where the road left the wood most of them stopped for a moment to
+look up at Loreng. The great white house seemed to have set itself
+high on its hill to look out far and wide over the lake and the
+country round. And men talked of the great doings, the feasting
+and magnificence, the great house had seen in days gone by, from
+the time when the place had been a Governor's residence until a few
+years back, when Engineer Holm was in his glory.
+
+But to-day the place was up to auction, with stock and furniture,
+and people had walked or driven over from far around. For the bank
+management felt they would not be justified in giving any longer
+grace, now that Peer Holm was lying sick in hospital, and no doctor
+would undertake to say whether he would ever be fit to work again.
+
+The courtyard was soon crowded. Inside, in the great hall, the
+auctioneer was beginning to put up the lots already, but most
+people hung back a little, as if they felt a reluctance to go in.
+For the air in there seemed charged with lingering memories of
+splendour and hospitality, from the days when cavaliers with
+ruffles and golden spurs had done homage there to ladies in
+sweeping silk robes--down to the last gay banquets to which the
+famous engineer from Egypt had loved to gather all the gentry round
+in the days of his prosperity.
+
+Most of the people stood on the steps and in the entrance-hall.
+And now and again they would catch a glimpse of a pale woman,
+dressed in black, with thick dark eyebrows, crossing the courtyard
+to a servant's house or a storehouse to give some order for moving
+the things. It was Merle, now mistress here no longer.
+
+Old Lorentz D. Uthoug met his sister, the mighty lady of Bruseth,
+on the steps. She looked at him, and there was a gleam of derision
+in her narrowed eyes. But he drew himself up, and said as he
+passed her, "You've nothing to be afraid of. I've settled things
+so that I'm not bankrupt yet. And you shall have your share--in
+full."
+
+And he strode in, a broad-shouldered, upright figure, looking
+calmly at all men, that all might see he was not the man to be
+crushed by a reverse.
+
+Late in the day the chestnut, Bijou, was put up for sale. He was
+led across the courtyard in a halter, and as he came he stopped for
+a moment, and threw up his head, and neighed, and from the stables
+the other horses neighed in answer. Was it a farewell? Did he
+remember the day, years ago, when he had come there first, dancing
+on his white-stockinged feet, full of youth and strength?
+
+But by the woodshed there stood as usual a little grey old man,
+busy sawing and chopping, as if nothing at all was the matter. One
+master left, another took his place; one needed firewood, it seemed
+to him, as much as the other. And if they came and gave him
+notice--why, thank the Lord, he was stone deaf. Thud, thud, the
+sound of the axe went on.
+
+A young man came driving up the hill, a florid-faced young man,
+with very blue eyes. He took off his overcoat in the passage,
+revealing a long black frock coat beneath and a large-patterned
+waistcoat. It was Uthoug junior, general agent for English tweeds.
+He had taken no part in his brother-in-law's business affairs, and
+so he was able to help his father in this crisis.
+
+But the auction at Loreng went on for several days.
+
+
+
+Book III
+
+
+Chapter I
+
+
+Once more a deep valley, with sun-steeped farms on the hillsides
+between the river and the mountain-range behind.
+
+One day about midsummer it was old Raastad himself that came down
+to meet the train, driving a spring-cart, with a waggon following
+behind. Was he expecting visitors? the people at the station asked
+him. "Maybe I am," said old Raastad, stroking his heavy beard, and
+he limped about looking to his horses. Was it the folk who had
+taken the Court-house? "Ay, it's likely them," said the old man.
+
+The train came in, and a pale man, with grey hair and beard, and
+blue spectacles, stepped out, and he had a wife and three children
+with him. "Paul Raastad?" inquired the stranger. "Ay, that's me,"
+said the old man. The stranger looked up at the great mountains to
+the north, rising dizzily into the sky. "The air ought to be good
+here," said he. "Ay, the air's good enough, by all accounts," said
+Raastad, and began loading up the carts.
+
+They drove off up the hill road. The man and his wife sat in the
+spring-cart, the woman with a child in her lap, but a boy and a
+girl were seated on the load in the baggage-waggon behind Raastad.
+"Can we see the farm from here?" asked the woman, turning her head.
+"There," said the old man, pointing. And looking, they saw a big
+farmstead high up on a sunny hill-slope, close under the crest,
+and near by a long low house with a steep slate roof, the sort of
+place where the district officers used to live in old days. "Is
+that the house we are to live in?" she asked again. "Ay, that's
+it, right enough," said old Raastad, and chirruped to his horses.
+
+The woman looked long at the farm and sighed. So this was to be
+their new home. They were to live here, far from all their
+friends. And would it give him back his health, after all the
+doctors' medicines had failed?
+
+A Lapland dog met them at the gate and barked at them; a couple of
+pigs came down the road, stopped and studied the new arrivals with
+profound attention, then wheeled suddenly and galloped off among
+the houses.
+
+The farmer's wife herself was waiting outside the Court-house, a
+tall wrinkled woman with a black cap on her head. "Welcome," she
+said, offering a rough and bony hand.
+
+The house was one of large low-ceiled rooms, with big stoves that
+would need a deal of firewood in winter. The furniture was a
+mixture of every possible sort and style: a mahogany sofa,
+cupboards with painted roses on the panels, chairs covered with
+"Old Norse" carving, and on the walls appalling pictures of foreign
+royal families and of the Crucifixion. "Good Heavens!" said Merle,
+as they went round the rooms alone: "how shall we ever get used to
+all this?"
+
+But just then Louise came rushing in, breathless with news.
+"Mother--father--there are goats here!" And little Lorentz came
+toddling in after her: "Goats, mother," he cried, stumbling over
+the doorstep.
+
+The old house had stood empty and dead for years. Now it seemed to
+have wakened up again. Footsteps went in and out, and the stairs
+creaked once more under the tread of feet, small, pattering,
+exploring feet, and big feet going about on grown-up errands.
+There was movement in every corner: a rattle of pots and pans in
+the kitchen; fires blazed up, and smoke began to rise from the
+chimney; people passing by outside looked up at it and saw that the
+dead old house had come to life again.
+
+Peer was weak still after his illness, but he could help a little
+with the unpacking. It took very little, though, to make him out
+of breath and giddy, and there was a sledge-hammer continually
+thumping somewhere in the back of his head. Suppose--suppose,
+after all, the change here does you no good? You are at the last
+stage. You've managed to borrow the money to keep you all here for
+a year. And then? Your wife and children? Hush!--better not
+think of that. Not that; think of anything else, only not that.
+
+Clothes to be carried upstairs. Yes, yes--and to think it was all
+to end in your living on other people's charity. Even that can't
+go on long. If you should be no better next summer--or two years
+hence?--what then? For yourself--yes, there's always one way out
+for you. But Merle and the children? Hush, don't think of it!
+Once it was your whole duty to finish a certain piece of work in a
+certain time. Now it is your duty to get well again, to be as
+strong as a horse by next year. It is your duty. If only the
+sledge-hammer would stop, that cursed sledge-hammer in the back of
+your head.
+
+Merle, as she went out and in, was thinking perhaps of the same
+thing, but her head was full of so much else--getting things in
+order and the household set going. Food had to be bought from the
+local shop; and how many litres of milk would she require in the
+morning? Where could she get eggs? She must go across at once to
+the Raastads' and ask. So the pale woman in the dark dress walked
+slowly with bowed head across the courtyard. But when she stopped
+to speak to people about the place, they would forget their manners
+and stare at her, she smiled so strangely.
+
+"Father, there's a box of starlings on the wall here," said Louise
+as she lay in bed with her arms round Peer's neck saying good-
+night. "And there's a swallow's nest under the eaves too."
+
+"Oh, yes, we'll have great fun at Raastad--just you wait and see."
+
+Soon Merle and Peer too lay in their strange beds, looking out at
+the luminous summer night.
+
+They were shipwrecked people washed ashore here. But it was not so
+clear that they were saved.
+
+Peer turned restlessly from side to side. He was so worn to skin
+and bone that his nerves seemed laid bare, and he could not rest in
+any position. Also there were three hundred wheels whirring in his
+head, and striking out sparks that flew up and turned to visions.
+
+Rest? why had he never been content to rest in the days when all
+went well?
+
+He had made his mark at the First Cataract, yes, and had made big
+sums of money out of his new pump; but all the time there were the
+gnawing questions: Why? and whither? and what then? He had been
+Chief Engineer and had built a railway, and could have had
+commissions to build more railways--but again the questions: Why?
+and what then? Home, then, home and strike root in his native
+land--well, and had that brought him rest? What was it that drove
+him away again? The steel, the steel and the fire.
+
+Ah! that day when he had stepped down from the mowing machine and
+had been ensnared by the idea of improving it. Why had he ever
+taken it up? Did he need money? No. Or was the work at a
+standstill? No. But the steel would on; it had need of a man;
+it had taken him by the throat and said, "You shall!"
+
+Happiness? Rest? Ah no! For, you see, a stored-up mass of
+knowledge and experience turns one fine day into an army of evil
+powers, that lash you on and on, unceasingly. You may stumble, you
+may fall--what does it matter? The steel squeezes one man dry, and
+then grips the next. The flame of the world has need of fuel--bow
+thy head, Man, and leap into the fire.
+
+To-day you prosper--to-morrow you are cast down into a hell on
+earth. What matter? You are fuel for the fire.
+
+But I will not, I will not be swallowed up in the flame of the
+world, even though it be the only godhead in the universe. I will
+tear myself loose, be something in and for myself. I will have an
+immortal soul. The world-transformation that progress may have
+wrought a thousand years hence--what is it to me?
+
+Your soul? Just think of all your noble feelings towards that
+true-born half-brother of yours--ha-ha-ha! Shakespeare was wrong.
+It's the bastard that gets cheated.
+
+"Dearest Peer, do, for God's sake, try to get to sleep."
+
+"Oh yes. I'll get to sleep all right. But it's so hot." He threw
+off the clothes and lay breathing heavily.
+
+"I'm sure you're lying thinking and brooding over things. Can't
+you do what the Swedish doctor told you--just try to think that
+everything is dark all round you."
+
+Peer turns round, and everything around him is dark. But in the
+heart of that darkness waves arise, waves of melody, rolling
+nearer, nearer. It is the sound of a hymn--it is Louise standing
+playing, his sister Louise. And what peace--O God, what peace and
+rest!
+
+But soon Louise fades away, she fades away, and vanishes like a
+flame blown out. And there comes a roaring noise, nearer and
+nearer, grinding, crashing, rattling--and he knows now what it is
+only too well: it is the song of the steel.
+
+The roar of steel from ships and from railway-trains, with their
+pairs of yellow evil eyes, rushing on, full of human captives,
+whither? Faster, faster--driven by competition, by the steel demon
+that hunts men on without rest or respite--that hurries on the
+pulse of the world to fever, to hallucination, to madness.
+
+Crashing of steel girders falling, the hum of wheels, the clash of
+cranes and winches and chains, the clang of steam-hammers at work--
+all are in that roar. The fire flares up with hellish eyes in
+every dark corner, and men swarm around in the red glow like evil
+angels. They are the slaves of steel and fire, lashed onwards,
+never resting.
+
+Is this the spirit of Prometheus? Look, the will of steel is
+flinging men up into the air now. It is conquering the heavens.
+Why? That it may rush the faster. It craves for yet more speed,
+quicker, quicker, dizzier yet, hurrying--wherefore?--whither?
+Alas! it knows not itself.
+
+Are the children of the earth grown so homeless? Do they fear to
+take a moment's rest? Do they dread to look inward and see their
+own emptiness? Are they longing for something they have lost--some
+hymn, some harmony, some God?
+
+God? They find a bloodthirsty Jehovah, and an ascetic on the
+cross. What gods are these for modern men? Religious history, not
+religion.
+
+"Peer," says Merle again, "for God's sake try to sleep."
+
+"Merle, do you think I shall get well here?"
+
+"Why, don't you feel already how splendid the air is? Of course
+you'll get well."
+
+He twined his fingers into hers, and at last the sound of Louise's
+hymn came to him once more, lifting and rocking him gently till his
+eyes closed.
+
+
+
+Chapter II
+
+
+A little road winds in among the woods, two wheel-tracks only, with
+a carpet of brown pine-needles between; but there are trees and the
+sky, quiet and peace, so that it's a real blessing to walk there.
+It rises and falls so gently, that no one need get out of breath;
+indeed, it seems to go along with one all the time, in mere
+friendliness, whispering: "Take it easy. Take your time. Have a
+good rest here." And so on it goes, winding in among the tree-
+trunks, slender and supple as a young girl.
+
+Peer walked here every day. He would stop and look up into the
+tops of the fir trees, and walk on again; then sit down for a
+moment on a mossy stone; but only for a moment--always he was up
+again soon and moving on, though he had nowhere to go. But at
+least there was peace here. He would linger watching an insect as
+it crept along a fir branch, or listening to the murmur of the
+river in the valley far below, or breathing in the health-giving
+scent of the resin, thick in the warm air.
+
+This present life of his was one way of living. As he lay, after a
+sleepless night, watching the window grow lighter with the dawn, he
+would think: Yet another new day--and nothing that I can do in it.
+
+And yet he had to get up, and dress, and go down and eat. His
+bread had a slightly bitter taste to him--it tasted of charity and
+dependence, of the rich widow at Bruseth and the agent for English
+tweeds. And he must remember to eat slowly, to masticate each
+mouthful carefully, to rest after meals, and above all not to
+think--not to think of anything in the wide world. Afterwards, he
+could go out and in like other people, only that all his movements
+and actions were useless and meaningless in themselves; they were
+done only for the sake of health, or to keep thoughts away, or to
+make the time go by.
+
+How had this come to pass? He found it still impossible to grasp
+how such senseless things can happen and no Providence interfere to
+set them right. Why should he have been so suddenly doomed to
+destruction? Days, weeks and months of his best manhood oozing
+away into empty nothingness--why? Sleeplessness and tortured
+nerves drove him to do things that his will disowned; he would
+storm at his wife and children if a heel so much as scraped on the
+floor, and the remorse that followed, sometimes ending in childish
+tears, did no good, for the next time the same thing, or worse,
+would happen again. This was the burden of his days. This was the
+life he was doomed to live.
+
+But up here on the little forest track he harms no one; and no
+racking noises come thrusting sharp knives into his spine. Here is
+a great peace; a peace that does a man good. Down on the grassy
+slope below stands a tumble-down grey barn; it reminds him of an
+old worn-out horse, lifting its head from grazing to gaze at you--
+a lonely forsaken creature it seems--to-morrow it will sink to the
+ground and rise no more--yet IT takes its lot calmly and patiently.
+
+Ugh! how far he has got from Raastad. A cold sweat breaks out over
+his body for fear he may not have strength to walk back again
+uphill. Well, pull yourself together. Rest a little. And he lies
+down on his back in a field of clover, and stares up at the sky.
+
+A stream of clean air, fresh from the snow, flows all day long down
+the valley; as if Jotunheim itself, where it lies in there beneath
+the sky, were breathing in easy well-being. Peer fills his lungs
+again and again with long deep draughts, drinking in the air like a
+saving potion. "Help me then, oh air, light, solitude! help me
+that I may be whole once more and fit to work, for this is the one
+and only religion left me to cling to."
+
+High above, over the two mountain ranges, a blue flood stands
+immovable, and in its depths eternal rest is brooding. But is
+there a will there too, that is concerned with men on earth? You
+do not believe in it, and yet a little prayer mounts up to it as
+well! Help me--thou too. Who? Thou that hearest. If Thou care
+at all for the miserable things called men that crawl upon the
+earth--help me! If I once prayed for a great work that could stay
+my hunger for things eternal, I repent me now and confess that it
+was pride and vanity. Make me a slave, toiling at servile tasks
+for food, so that Merle and the children be not taken from me.
+Hearest Thou?
+
+Does anyone in heaven find comfort in seeing men tortured by blind
+fortune? Are my wife and my children slaves of an unmeaning
+chance--and yet can smile and laugh? Answer me, if Thou hearest--
+Thou of the many names.
+
+A grasshopper is shrilling in the grass about him. Suddenly he
+starts up sitting. A railway-train goes screaming past below.
+
+And so the days go on.
+
+Each morning Merle would steal a glance at her husband's face, to
+see if he had slept; if his eyes were dull, or inflamed, or calm.
+Surely he must be better soon! Surely their stay here must do him
+good. She too had lost faith in medicines, but this air, the
+country life, the solitude--rest, rest--surely there must soon be
+some sign that these were helping him.
+
+Many a time she rose in the morning without having closed her eyes
+all night. But there were the children to look after, the house to
+see to, and she had made up her mind to get on without a maid if
+she possibly could.
+
+"What has taken you over to the farm so much lately?" she asked one
+day. "You have been sitting over there with old Raastad for hours
+together."
+
+"I--I go over to amuse myself and pass the time," he said.
+
+"Do you talk politics?"
+
+"No--we play cards. Why do you look at me like that?"
+
+"You never cared for cards before."
+
+"No; but what the devil am I to do? I can't read, because of these
+cursed eyes of mine--and the hammering in my head. . . . And I've
+counted all the farms up and down the valley now. There are fifty
+in all. And on the farm here there are just twenty-one houses, big
+and little. What the devil am I to take to next?"
+
+Merle sighed. "It is hard," she said. "But couldn't you wait till
+the evening to play cards--till the children are in bed--then I
+could play with you. That would be better."
+
+"Thank you very much. But what about the rest of the day? Do you
+know what it's like to go about from dawn to dark feeling that
+every minute is wasted, and wasted for nothing? No, you can't know
+it. What am I to do with myself all through one of these endless,
+deadly days? Drink myself drunk?"
+
+"Couldn't you try cutting firewood for a little?"
+
+"Firewood?" He whistled softly. "Well, that's an idea. Ye--yes.
+Let's try chopping firewood for a change."
+
+Thud, thud, thud!
+
+But as he straightened his back for a breathing-space, the whirr,
+whirr of Raastad's mowing machine came to him from the hill-slope
+near by where it was working, and he clenched his teeth as if they
+ached. He was driving a mowing machine of his own invention, and
+it was raining continually, and the grass kept sticking, sticking--
+and how to put it right--put it right? It was as if blows were
+falling on festering wounds in his head, making him dance with
+pain. Thud, thud, thud!--anything to drown the whirr of that
+machine.
+
+But a man may use an axe with his hands, and yet have idiotic
+fancies all the time bubbling and seething in his head. The power
+to hold in check the vagaries of imagination may be gone. From all
+sides they come creeping out in swarms, they swoop down on him like
+birds of prey--as if in revenge for having been driven away so
+often before--they cry: here we are! He stood once more as an
+apprentice in the mechanical works, riveting the plates of a
+gigantic boiler with a compressed-air tube--cling, clang! The
+wailing clang of the boiler went out over the whole town. And now
+that same boiler is set up inside his head--cling-clang--ugh! A
+cold sweat breaks out upon his body; he throws down the axe; he
+must go--must fly, escape somewhere--where, he cannot tell. Faces
+that he hates to think of peer out at him from every corner,
+yapping out: "Heh!--what did we say? To-day a beggar--to-morrow a
+madman in a cell."
+
+But it may happen, too, that help comes in the night. Things come
+back to a man that it is good to remember. That time--and that
+other. . . . A woman there--and the one you met in such a place.
+There is a picture in the Louvre, by Veronese: a young Venetian
+woman steps out upon the marble stairway of a palace holding a
+golden-haired boy by the hand; she is dressed in black velvet, she
+glows with youth and happiness. A lovers' meeting in her garden?
+The first kiss! Moonlight and mandolins!
+
+A shudder of pleasure passes through his weary body. Bright
+recollections and impressions flock towards him like spirits of
+light--he can hear the rushing sound of their wings--he calls to
+them for aid, and they encircle him round; they struggle with the
+spirits of darkness for his soul. He has known much brightness,
+much beauty in his life--surely the bright angels are the stronger
+and must conquer. Ah! why had he not lived royally, amidst women
+and flowers and wine?
+
+One morning as he was getting up, he said: "Merle, I must and will
+hit upon something that'll send me to bed thoroughly tired out."
+
+"Yes dear," she answered. "Do try."
+
+"I'll try wheeling stones to begin with," he said. "The devil's in
+it if a day at that doesn't make a man sleep."
+
+So that day and for many days he wheeled stones from some newly
+broken land on the hillside down to a dyke that ran along the road.
+
+Calm, golden autumn days; one farm above another rising up towards
+the crest of the range, all set in ripe yellow fields. One little
+cottage stands right on the crest against the sky itself, and it,
+too, has its tiny patch of yellow corn. And an eagle sails slowly
+across the deep valley from peak to peak.
+
+People passing by stared at Peer as he went about bare-headed, in
+his shirt-sleeves, wheeling stones. "Aye, gentlefolks have queer
+notions," they would say, shaking their heads.
+
+"That's it--keep at it," a dry, hacking voice kept going in Peer's
+head. "It is idiocy, but you are doomed to it. Shove hard with
+those skinny legs of yours; many a jade before you has had to do
+the same. You've got to get some sleep tonight. Only ten months
+left now; and then we shall have Lucifer turning up at the cross-
+roads once more. Poor Merle--she's beginning to grow grey. And
+the poor little children--dreaming of father beating them, maybe,
+they cry out so often in their sleep. Off now, trundle away. Now
+over with that load; and back for another.
+
+"You, that once looked down on the soulless toil for bread, you
+have sunk now to something far more miserable. You are dragging at
+a load of sheer stupidity. You are a galley-slave, with calamity
+for your task-master. As you move the chains rattle. And that is
+your day."
+
+He straightens himself up, wipes the sweat from his forehead, and
+begins heaving up stones into his barrow again.
+
+How long must it last, this life in manacles? Do you remember Job?
+Job? Aye, doubtless Jehovah was sitting at some jovial feast when
+he conceived that fantasy of a drunken brain, to let Satan loose
+upon a happy man. Job? His seven sons and daughters, and his
+cattle, and his calves were restored unto him, but we read nothing
+of any compensation made him for the jest itself. He was made to
+play court fool, with his boils and his tortures and his misery,
+and the gods had their bit of sport gratis. Job had his actual
+outlay in cattle and offspring refunded, and that was all. Ha-ha!
+
+Prometheus! Is it you after all that are the friend of man among
+the gods? Have you indeed the power to free us all some day? When
+will you come, then, to raise the great revolt?
+
+Come, come--up with the barrow again--you see it is full.
+
+"Father, it's dinner-time. Come along home," cries little Louise,
+racing down the hill with her yellow plaits flying about her ears.
+But she stops cautiously a little distance off--there is no knowing
+what sort of temper father may be in.
+
+"Thanks, little monkey. Got anything good for dinner to-day?"
+
+"Aha! that's a secret," said the girl in a teasing voice; she was
+beaming now, with delight at finding him approachable. "Catch me,
+father! I can run quicker than you can!"
+
+"I'm afraid I'm too tired just now, my little girl."
+
+"Oh, poor papa! are you tired?" And she came up and took him by
+the hand. Then she slipped her arm into his--it was just as good
+fun to walk up the hill on her father's arm like a grown-up young
+lady.
+
+Then came the frosts. And one morning the hilltops were turned
+into leaden grey clouds from which the snow came sweeping down.
+Merle stood at the window, her face grey in the clammy light. She
+looked down the valley to where the mountains closed it in; it
+seemed still narrower than before; one's breath came heavily, and
+one's mind seemed stifled under cold damp wrappings.
+
+Ugh! Better go out into the kitchen and set to work again--work--
+work and forget.
+
+Then one day there came a letter telling her that her mother was
+dead.
+
+
+
+Chapter III
+
+
+DEAR KLAUS BROCK,--
+
+Legendary being! Cast down from Khedivial heights one day and up
+again on high with Kitchener the next. But, in Heaven's name, what
+has taken you to the Soudan? What made you go and risk your life
+at Omdurman? The same old desperation, I suppose, that you're
+always complaining about. And why, of all things, plant yourself
+away in an outpost on the edge of the wilderness, to lie awake at
+nights nursing suicidal thoughts over Schopenhauer? You have lived
+without principles, you say. And wasted your youth. And are
+homeless now all round, with no morals, no country, no religion.
+But will you make all this better by making things much worse?
+
+You've no reason to envy me my country life, by the way, and
+there's no sense in your going about longing for the little church
+of your childhood, with its Moses and hymns and God. Well, longing
+does no harm, perhaps, but don't ever try to find it. The fact is,
+old fellow, that such things are not to be found any more.
+
+I take it that religion had the same power on you in your childhood
+as it had with me. We were wild young scamps, both of us, but we
+liked going to church, not for the sake of the sermons, but to bow
+our heads when the hymn arose and join in singing it. When the
+waves of the organ-music rolled through the church, it seemed--to
+me at least--as if something were set swelling in my own soul,
+bearing me away to lands and kingdoms where all at last was as it
+should be. And when we went out into the world we went with some
+echo of the hymn in our hearts, and we might curse Jehovah, but in
+a corner of our minds the hymn lived on as a craving, a hunger for
+some world-harmony. All through the busy day we might bear our
+part in the roaring song of the steel, but in the evenings, on our
+lonely couch, another power would come forth in our minds, the
+hunger for the infinite, the longing to be cradled and borne up on
+the waves of eternity, whose way is past all finding out.
+
+Never believe, though, that you'll find the church of your
+childhood now in any of our country places. We have electric light
+now everywhere, telephones, separators, labour unions and political
+meetings, but the church stands empty. I have been there. The
+organ wails as if it had the toothache, the precentor sneezes out a
+hymn, the congregation does not lift the roof off with its voice,
+for the very good reason that there is no congregation there. And
+the priest, poor devil, stands up in his pulpit with his black
+moustache and pince-nez; he is an officer in the army reserve, and
+he reads out his highly rational remarks from a manuscript. But
+his face says all the time--"You two paupers down there that make
+up my congregation, you don't believe a word I am saying; but never
+mind, I don't believe it either." It's a tragic business when
+people have outgrown their own conception of the divine. And we--
+we are certainly better than Jehovah. The dogma of the atonement,
+based on original sin and the bloodthirstiness of God, is revolting
+to us; we shrug our shoulders, and turn away with a smile, or in
+disgust. We are not angels yet, but we are too good to worship
+such a God as that.
+
+There is some excuse for the priest, of course. He must preach of
+some God. And he has no other.
+
+Altogether, it's hardly surprising that even ignorant peasants
+shake their heads and give the church a wide berth. What do they
+do on Sundays, then? My dear fellow, they have no Sunday. They
+sit nodding their heads over a long table, waiting for the day to
+pass. They remind one of plough horses, that have filled their
+bellies, and stand snoring softly, because there's no work today.
+
+The great evolutionary scheme, with its wonders of steel and
+miracles of science, goes marching on victoriously, I grant you,
+changing the face of the world, hurrying its pulse to a more and
+more feverish beat. But what good will it do the peasant to be
+able to fly through the air on his wheelbarrow, while no temple, no
+holy day, is left him any more on earth? What errand can he have
+up among the clouds, while yet no heaven arches above his soul?
+
+This is the burning question with all of us, with you in the desert
+as with us up here under the Pole. To me it seems that we need One
+who will make our religion new--not merely a new prophet, but a new
+God.
+
+You ask about my health--well, I fancy it's too early yet to speak
+about it. But so much I will say: If you should ever be in pain
+and suffering, take it out on yourself--not on others.
+
+Greetings from us all.
+
+Yours,
+
+PEER DALESMAN.
+
+
+
+Chapter IV
+
+
+Christmas was near, the days were all grey twilight, and there was
+a frost that set the wall-timbers cracking. The children went
+about blue with cold. When Merle scrubbed the floors, they turned
+into small skating-rinks, though there might be a big fire in the
+stove. Peer waded and waded through deep snow to the well for
+water, and his beard hung like a wreath of icicles about his face.
+
+Aye, this was a winter.
+
+Old Raastad's two daughters were in the dairy making whey-cheese.
+The door was flung open, there was a rush of frosty air, and Peer
+stood there blinking his eyes.
+
+"Huh! what smokers you two are!"
+
+"Are we now?" And the red-haired one and the fair-haired one both
+giggled, and they looked at each other and nodded. This queer
+townsman-lodger of theirs never came near them that he didn't crack
+jokes.
+
+"By the way, Else, I dreamed last night that we were going to be
+married."
+
+Both the girls shrieked with delight at this.
+
+"And Mari, you were married to the bailiff."
+
+"Oh my! That old creature down at Moen?"
+
+"He was much older. Ninety years old he was."
+
+"Uf!--you're always at your nonsense," said the red-haired girl,
+stirring away at her huge, steaming cauldron.
+
+Peer went out again. The girls were hardly out of their teens, and
+yet their faces seemed set already and stiff with earnestness. And
+whenever Peer had managed to set them laughing unawares, they
+seemed frightened the next minute at having been betrayed into
+doing something there was no profit in.
+
+Peer strode about in the crackling snow with his fur cap drawn down
+over his ears. Jotunheim itself lay there up north, breathing an
+icy-blue cold out over the world.
+
+And he? Was he to go on like this, growing hunchbacked under a
+burden that weighed and bowed him down continually? Why the devil
+could he not shake it off, break away from it, and kick out bravely
+at his evil fate?
+
+"Peer," asked Merle, standing in the kitchen, "what did you think
+of giving the children for a Christmas present?"
+
+"Oh, a palace each, and a horse to ride, of course. When you've
+more money than you know what to do with, the devil take economy.
+And what about you, my girl? Any objection to a couple of thousand
+crowns' worth of furs?"
+
+"No, but seriously. The children haven't any ski--nor a hand-
+sleigh."
+
+"Well, have you the money to buy them? I haven't."
+
+"Suppose you tried making them yourself?"
+
+"Ski?" Peer turned over the notion, whistling. "Well, why not?
+And a sleigh? We might manage that. But what about little Asta?--
+she's too little for that sort of thing."
+
+"She hasn't any bed for her doll."
+
+Peer whistled again. "There's something in that. That's an idea.
+I'm not so handless yet that I couldn't--"
+
+He was soon hard at it. There were tools and a joiner's bench in
+an outhouse, and there he worked. He grew easily tired; his feet
+tried constantly to take him to the door, but he forced himself to
+go on. Is there anything in the notion that a man can get well by
+simply willing it? I will, will, will. The thought of others
+besides himself began to get the upper hand of those birds of prey
+ravening in his head. Presents for the children, presents that
+father had made himself--the picture made light and warmth in his
+mind. Drive ahead then.
+
+When it came to making the iron ribbons for the sleigh runners he
+had to go across to the smithy; and there stood a cottar at work
+roughing horseshoes. Red glowing iron once more, and steel. The
+clang of hammer on anvil seemed to tear his ears; yet it drew him
+on too. It was long since last he heard that sound. And there
+were memories.
+
+"Want this welded, Jens? Where's the borax? Look here, this is
+the way of it."
+
+"Might ha' been born and bred a smith," said Jens, as he watched
+the deft and easy hammer-strokes.
+
+Christmas Eve came, and the grey farm-pony dragged up a big wooden
+case to the door. Peer opened it and carried in the things--a
+whole heap of good things for Christmas from the Ringeby relations.
+
+He bit his lips when he saw all the bags piled up on the kitchen
+table. There had been a time not long ago when Merle and he had
+loaded up a sledge at the Loreng storehouse and driven off with
+Christmas gifts to all the poor folk round. It was part of the
+season's fun for them. And now--now they must even be glad to
+receive presents themselves.
+
+"Merle--have WE nothing we can give away this year?"
+
+"I don't know. What do you think?"
+
+"A poor man's Christmas it'll be with a vengeance--if we're only to
+take presents, and haven't the least little thing to give away."
+
+Merle sighed. "We must hope it won't happen to us again," she
+said.
+
+"I won't have it happen to us now," he said, pacing up and down.
+"There's that poor devil of a joiner down at Moen, with
+consumption. I'm going down there with a bit of a parcel to chuck
+in at his door, if I have to take your shift and the shirt off my
+back. You know yourself it won't be any Christmas at all, if we
+don't do something."
+
+"Well--if you like. I'll see if we can't find something among the
+children's clothes that they can do without."
+
+The end of it was that Merle levied toll on all the parcels from
+home, both rice and raisins and cakes, and made up little packets
+of them to send round by him. That was Merle's way; let her alone
+and she would hit upon something.
+
+The snow creaked and crackled underfoot as Peer went off on his
+errand. A starry sky and a biting wind, and light upon light from
+the windows of the farms scattered over the dark hillsides. High
+above all, against the sky, there was one little gleam that might
+be a cottage window, or might be a star.
+
+Peer was flushed and freshened up when he came back into the warmth
+of the room. And a chorus of joyful shouts was raised when Merle
+announced to the children: "Father's going to bath you all to-
+night."
+
+The sawed-off end of a barrel was the bathing-tub, and Peer stood
+in the kitchen with his sleeves rolled up, holding the naked little
+bodies as they sprawled about in the steaming water.
+
+Mother was busy with something or other in the sitting-room. But
+it was a great secret, and the children were very mysterious about
+it. "No, no, you mustn't go in," they said to little Asta, who
+went whimpering for her mother to the door.
+
+And later in the evening, when the Christmas-tree was lit up, and
+the windows shone white with frost, there were great doings all
+about the sitting room floor. Louise got her ski on and
+immediately fell on her face; Lorentz, astride of the new sleigh,
+was shouting "Hi, hi!--clear the course there!", and over in a
+corner sat little Asta, busy putting her baby to bed and singing it
+to sleep.
+
+Husband and wife looked at each other and smiled.
+
+"What did I tell you?" said Merle.
+
+
+Slowly, with torturing slowness, the leaden-grey winter days creep
+by. For two hours in the middle of the day there is pale twilight--
+for two hours--then darkness again. Through the long nights the
+north wind howls funeral dirges--hu-u-u-u--and piles up the snow
+into great drifts across the road, deep enough, almost, to smother
+a sleigh and its driver. The days and nights come and go,
+monotonous, unchanged; the same icy grey daylight, and never a
+human soul to speak to. Across the valley a great solid mountain
+wall hems you in, and you gaze at it till it nearly drives you mad.
+If only one could bore a hole through it, and steal a glimpse of
+the world beyond, or could climb up to the topmost ridge and for a
+moment look far round to a wide horizon, and breathe freely once
+more.
+
+At last one day the grey veil lifts a little. A strip of blue sky
+appears--and hearts grow lighter at the sight. The snow peaks to
+the south turn golden. What? Is it actually the sun? And day by
+day now a belt of gold grows broader, comes lower and lower on the
+hillside, till the highest-lying farms are steeped in it and glow
+red. And at last one day the red flame reaches the Courthouse, and
+shines in across the floor of the room where Merle is sitting by
+the window patching the seat of a tiny pair of trousers.
+
+What life and cheer it brings with it!
+
+"Mother--here's the sun," cries Louise joyfully from the doorway.
+
+"Yes, child, I see it."
+
+But Louise has only looked in for a moment to beg some cake for
+Lorentz and herself, and be off again on her ski to the hill-
+slopes. "Thank you, mother--you're a darling!" And with a slice
+in each hand she dashes out, glowing with health and the cold air.
+
+If only Peer could glow with health again! But though one day they
+might persuade themselves that now--now at last he had turned the
+corner--the next he would be lying tossing about in misery, and it
+all seemed more hopeless than ever. He had taken to the doctors'
+medicines again--arsenic and iron and so forth--and the quiet and
+fresh air they had prescribed were here in plenty; would nothing do
+him any good? There were not so many months of their year left
+now.
+
+And then? Another winter here? And living on charity--ah me!
+Merle shook her head and sighed.
+
+The time had come, too, when Louise should go to school.
+
+"Send the children over to me--all three of them, if you like,"
+wrote Aunt Marit from Bruseth. No, thanks; Merle knew what that
+meant. Aunt Marit wanted to keep them for good.
+
+Lose her children--give away her children to others? Was the day
+to come when that burden, too, would be laid upon them?
+
+But schooling they must have; they must learn enough at least to
+fit them to make a living when they grew up. And if their own
+parents could not afford them schooling, why--why then perhaps they
+had no right to keep them?
+
+Merle sewed and sewed on, lifting her head now and again, so that
+the sunlight fell on her face.
+
+How the snow shone--like purple under the red flood of sunlight.
+After all, their troubles seemed a little easier to bear to-day.
+It was as if something frozen in her heart were beginning to thaw.
+
+Louise was getting on well with her violin. Perhaps one day the
+child might go out into the world, and win the triumphs that her
+mother had dreamed of in vain.
+
+There was a sound of hurried steps in the passage, and she started
+and sat in suspense. Would he come in raging, or in despair, or
+had the pains in his head come back? The door opened.
+
+"Merle! I have it now. By all the gods, little woman, something's
+happened at last!"
+
+Merle half rose from her seat, but sank back again, gazing at his
+face.
+
+"I've got it this time, Merle," he said again. "And how on earth I
+never hit on it before--when it's as simple as shelling peas!"
+
+He was stalking about the room now, with his hands in his pockets,
+whistling.
+
+"But what is it, Peer?"
+
+"Why, you see, I was standing there chopping wood. And all the
+time swarms of mowing machines--nine million of them--were going in
+my head, all with the grass sticking fast to the shears and
+clogging them up. I was in a cold sweat--I felt myself going
+straight to hell--and then, in a flash--a flash of steel--it came
+to me. It means salvation for us, Merle, salvation."
+
+"Oh, do talk so that I can understand a little of what you're
+saying."
+
+"Why, don't you see--all that's wanted is a small movable steel
+brush above the shears, to flick away the grass and keep them
+clear. Hang it all, a child could see it. By Jove, little woman,
+it'll soon be changed times with us now."
+
+Merle laid her work down in her lap and let her hands fall. If
+this were true!
+
+"I'll have the machine up here, Merle. Making the brushes and
+fixing them on will be no trouble at all--I can do it in a day in
+the smithy here."
+
+"What--you had better try! You're just beginning to get a little
+better, and you want to spoil it all again!"
+
+"I shall never get well, Merle, as long as I have that infernal
+machine in my head balancing between world-success and fiasco. It
+presses on my brain like a leaden weight, I shall never have a
+decent night's sleep till I get rid of it. Oh, my great God--if
+times were to change some day--even for us! Well! Do you think I
+wouldn't get well when that day came!"
+
+This time she let him take her in his arms. But when he had gone,
+she sat still, watching the sun sink behind the snow-ranges, till
+her eyes grew dim and her breath came heavily.
+
+A week later, when the sun was flaming on the white roofs, the grey
+pony dragged a huge packing-case up to Raastad. And the same day a
+noise of hammer and file at work was heard in the smithy.
+
+What do a few sleepless nights matter now? And they are sleepless
+not so much from anxiety--for this time things go well--as because
+of dreams. And both of them dream. They have bought back Loreng,
+and they wander about through the great light rooms once more, and
+all is peace and happiness. All the evil days before are as a
+nightmare that is past. Once more they will be young, go out on
+ski together, and dine together after, and drink champagne, and
+look at each other with love in their eyes. Once more--and many
+times again.
+
+"Good-night, Merle."
+
+"Good-night, Peer, and sleep well."
+
+Day after day the hammering went on in the smithy.
+
+A few years back he could have finished the whole business in a
+couple of days. But now, half an hour's work was enough to tire
+him out. It is exhausting work to concentrate your thoughts upon a
+single point, when your brain has long been used to play idly with
+stray fancies as they came. He found, too, that there were defects
+to be put right in the parts he thought were complete before, and
+he had no assistants now, no foundry to get castings from, he must
+forge out each piece with his own hands, and with sorry tools.
+
+What did it matter?
+
+He began to discipline his brain, denying himself every superfluous
+thought. He drew dark curtains across every window in his
+consciousness, save one--the machine. After half an hour's work he
+would go back to bed and rest--just close his eyes, and rest. This
+too was discipline. Again he flooded all his mind with darkness,
+darkness, to save his strength for the half-hour of work next day.
+
+Was Merle fearful and anxious? At all events she said no word
+about the work that so absorbed him. He was excited enough as it
+was. And now when he was irritable and angry with the children,
+she did not even look at him reproachfully. They must bear it,
+both she and the children--it would soon be all over now.
+
+In the clear moonlight nights, when the children were in bed, the
+two would sometimes be seen wandering about together. They went
+with their arms about each other's waists, talking loudly, laughing
+a great deal, and sometimes singing. People going by on the road
+would hear the laughter and singing, and think to themselves: It's
+either someone that's been drinking, or else that couple from the
+Court-house.
+
+The spring drew on and the days grew lighter.
+
+
+But at the Hamar Agricultural Exhibition, where the machine was
+tried, an American competitor was found to be just a little better.
+Everyone thought it a queer business; for even if the idea hadn't
+been directly stolen from Peer, there could be no doubt that his
+machine had suggested it. The principles adopted were the same in
+both cases, but in the American machine there was just enough
+improvement in carrying them out to make it doubtful whether it
+would be any use going to law over the patent rights. And besides--
+it's no light matter for a man with no money at his back to go to
+law with a rich American firm.
+
+In the mighty race, with competitors the wide world over, to
+produce the best machine, Peer had been on the very point of
+winning. Another man had climbed upon his chariot, and then, at
+the last moment, jumped a few feet ahead, and had thereby won the
+prize.
+
+So that the achievement in itself be good, the world does not
+inquire too curiously whether it was honestly achieved.
+
+And there is no use starting a joint-stock company to exploit a new
+machine when there is a better machine in the field.
+
+The steel had seized on Peer, and used him as a springboard. But
+the reward was destined for another.
+
+
+
+Chapter V
+
+
+Herr Uthoug Junior, Agent for English tweeds, stepped out of the
+train one warm day in July, and stood for a moment on the station
+platform looking about him. Magnificent scenery, certainly. And
+this beautiful valley was where his sister had been living for more
+than a year. Splendid air--and yet somehow it didn't seem to have
+done his brother-in-law much good. Well, well! And the neatly
+dressed young gentleman set off on foot towards Raastad, asking his
+way from time to time. He wanted to take them by surprise. There
+had been a family council at Ringeby, and they had agreed that some
+definite arrangement must be made for the future of the sister and
+her husband, with whom things had gone so hopelessly wrong.
+
+As he turned up the by-road that led to the farm, he was aware of a
+man in his shirt-sleeves, wheeling a barrow full of stones. What?
+He thought--could he be mistaken? No--sure enough it was Peer
+Holm--Peer Holm, loading up stones and wheeling them down the hill
+as zealously as if he were paid for every step.
+
+The Agent was not the man for lamentations or condolences.
+"Hullo!" he cried. "Hard at it, aren't you? You've taken to
+farming, I see."
+
+Peer stood up straight, wiped his hands on his trousers, and came
+towards him. "Good heavens! how old he has grown!" thought Uthoug
+to himself. But aloud he said, "Well, you do look fit. I'd hardly
+have known you again."
+
+Merle caught sight of the pair from the kitchen window. "Why, I do
+believe--" she exclaimed, and came running out. It was so long
+since she had seen any of her people, that she forgot her dignity
+and in a moment had her arms round her brother's neck, hugging him.
+
+No, certainly Uthoug junior had not come with lamentations and
+condolences. He had a bottle of good wine in his bag, and at
+supper he filled the glasses and drank with them both, and talked
+about theatres and variety shows, and gave imitations of well-known
+actors, till he had set the two poor harassed creatures laughing.
+They must need a little joy and laughter--ah! well he knew how they
+must need it.
+
+But he knew, too, that Merle and Peer were on tenterhooks waiting
+to know what the family had decided about their future. The days
+of their life here had been evil and sad, but they only hoped now
+that they might be able to stay on. If the help they had received
+up to now were taken from them, they could neither afford to stay
+here nor to go elsewhere. What then could they do? No wonder they
+were anxious as they sat there.
+
+After supper he went out for a stroll with Peer, while Merle waited
+at home in suspense. She understood that their fate was being
+settled as she waited.
+
+At last they returned--and to her astonishment they came in
+laughing.
+
+Her brother said good-night, and kissed her on the forehead, and
+patted her arm and was kindness itself. She took him up to his
+room, and would have liked to sit there a while and talk to him;
+but she knew Peer had waited till they were alone to tell her the
+news that concerned them so nearly. "Good-night, then, Carsten,"
+she said to her brother, and went downstairs.
+
+And then at last she and Peer were sitting alone together, at her
+work-table by the window.
+
+"Well?" said Merle.
+
+"The thing is this, Merle. If we have courage to live at all, we
+must look facts in the face as they are."
+
+"Yes, dear, but tell me . . ."
+
+"And the facts are that with my health as it now is I cannot
+possibly get any employment. It is certain that I cannot. And as
+that is the case, we may as well be here as anywhere else."
+
+"But can we stay on here, Peer?"
+
+"If you can bear to stay with a miserable bungler like me--that, of
+course, is a question."
+
+"Answer me--can we stay here?"
+
+"Yes. But it may be years, Merle, before I'm fit to work again--
+we've got to reckon with that. And to live on charity year after
+year is what I cannot and will not endure."
+
+"But what are we to do, then, Peer? There seems to be no possible
+way for me to earn any money."
+
+"I can try, at any rate," he answered, looking out of the window.
+
+"You? Oh no, Peer. Even if you could get work as a draughtsman,
+you know quite well that your eyes would never stand . . ."
+
+"I can do blacksmith's work," he said.
+
+There was a pause. Merle glanced at him involuntarily, as if she
+could hardly believe her ears. Could he be in earnest? Was the
+engineer of the Nile Barrage to sink into a country blacksmith?
+
+She sighed. But she felt she must not dishearten him. And at last
+she said with an effort: "It would help to pass the time, I
+daresay. And perhaps you would get into the way of sleeping
+better." She looked out of the window with tightly compressed
+lips.
+
+"And if I do that, Merle, we can't stay on in this house. In fact
+a great box of a place like this is too big for us in any case--
+when you haven't even a maid to help you."
+
+"But do you know of any smaller house we could take?"
+
+"Yes, there's a little place for sale, with a rood or two of
+ground. If we had a cow and a pig, Merle--and a few fowls--and
+could raise a bushel or two of corn--and if I could earn a few
+shillings a week in the smithy--we wouldn't come on the parish, at
+any rate. I could manage the little jobs that I'd get--in fact,
+pottering about at them would do me good. What do you say?"
+
+Merle did not answer; her eyes were turned away, gazing fixedly out
+of the window.
+
+"But there's another question--about you, Merle. Are you willing
+to sink along with me into a life like that? I shall be all right.
+I lived in just such a place when I was a boy. But you! Honestly,
+Merle, I don't think I should ask it of you." His voice began to
+tremble; he pressed his lips together and his eyes avoided her
+face.
+
+There was a pause. "How about the money?" she said, at last. "How
+will you buy the place?"
+
+"Your brother has promised to arrange about a loan. But I say
+again, Merle--I shall not blame you in the least if you would
+rather go and live with your aunt at Bruseth. I fancy she'd be
+glad to have you, and the children too."
+
+Again there was silence for a while. Then she said: "If there are
+two decent rooms in the cottage, we could be comfortable enough.
+And as you say, it would be easier to look after."
+
+Peer waited a little. There was something in his throat that
+prevented speech. He understood now that it was to be taken for
+granted, without words, that they should not part company. And it
+took him a little time to get over the discovery.
+
+Merle sat facing him, but her eyes were turned to the window as
+before. She had still the same beautiful dark eyebrows, but her
+face was faded and worn, and there were streaks of grey in her
+hair.
+
+At last he spoke again. "And about the children, Merle."
+
+She started. "The children--what about them?" Had it come at
+last, the thing she had gone in fear of so long?
+
+"Aunt Marit has sent word to ask if we will let your brother take
+Louise over to stay with her."
+
+"No!" Merle flung out. "No, Peer. Surely you said no at once.
+Surely you wouldn't let her go. You know what it means, their
+wanting to have her over there."
+
+"I know," he nodded. "But there's another question: in Louise's
+own interest, have we any right to say no?"
+
+"Peer," she cried, springing up and wringing her hands, "you
+mustn't ask it of me. You don't want to do it yourself. Surely we
+have not come to that--to begin sending--giving away--no, no, no!"
+she moaned. "Do you hear me, Peer? I cannot do it."
+
+"As you please, Merle," he said, rising, and forcing himself to
+speak calmly. "We can think it over, at any rate, till your
+brother leaves tomorrow. There are two sides to the thing: one way
+of it may hurt us now; the other way may be a very serious matter
+for Louise, poor thing."
+
+Next morning, when it was time to wake the children, Peer and Merle
+went into the nursery together. They stopped by Louise's bed, and
+stood looking down at her. The child had grown a great deal since
+they came to Raastad; she lay now with her nose buried in the
+pillow and the fair hair hiding her cheek. She slept so soundly
+and securely. This was home to her still; she was safer with
+father and mother than anywhere else in the world.
+
+"Louise," said Merle, shaking her. "Time to get up, dear."
+
+The child sat up, still half asleep, and looked wonderingly at the
+two faces. What was it?
+
+"Make haste and get dressed," said Peer. "Fancy! You're going off
+with Uncle Carsten today, to see Aunt Marit at Bruseth. What do
+you say to that?"
+
+The little girl was wide awake in a moment, and hopped out of bed
+at once to begin dressing. But there was something in her parents'
+faces which a little subdued her joy.
+
+That morning there was much whispering among the children. The two
+youngest looked with wondering eyes at their elder sister, who was
+going away. Little Lorentz gave her his horse as a keepsake, and
+Asta gave her youngest doll. And Merle went about trying to make
+believe that Louise was only going on a short visit, and would soon
+be coming back.
+
+By dinner-time they had packed a little trunk, and Louise, in her
+best dress, was rushing about saying goodbye all round the farm,
+the harvesters, whom she had helped to drive in the hay, coming in
+for a specially affectionate farewell. Her last visit was to
+Musin, the grey horse, that was grazing tethered behind the smithy.
+Musin was busy cropping the turf, but he just lifted his head and
+looked at her--she plucked a handful of grass, and offered it, and
+when he had disposed of that, she patted his muzzle, and he let her
+cling round his neck for a moment.
+
+"I'll be sure to write," she cried out to no one in particular, as
+she went back over the courtyard again.
+
+The train moved out of the station, taking with it Uthoug junior
+and Louise, each waving from one of the windows of the compartment.
+
+And Peer and Merle were left on the platform, holding their two
+youngest children by the hand. They could still see a small hand
+with a white handkerchief waving from the carriage window. Then
+the last carriage disappeared into the cutting, and the smoke and
+the rumble of the train were all that was left.
+
+The four that were left behind stood still for a little while, but
+they seemed to have moved unconsciously closer together than
+before.
+
+
+
+Chapter VI
+
+
+Some way up from the high-road there stands a little one-storeyed
+house with three small windows in a row, a cowshed on one side of
+it and a smithy on the other. When smoke rises from the smithy,
+the neighbours say: "The engineer must be a bit better to-day,
+since he's at it in the smithy again. If there's anything you want
+done, you'd better take it to him. He doesn't charge any more than
+Jens up at Lia."
+
+Merle and Peer had been living here a couple of years. Their lives
+had gone on together, but there had come to be this difference
+between them: Merle still looked constantly at her husband's face,
+always hoping that he would get better, while he himself had no
+longer any hope. Even when the thump, thumping in his head was
+quiet for a time, there was generally some trouble somewhere to
+keep him on the rack, only he did not talk about it any more. He
+looked at his wife's face, and thought to himself: "She is
+changing more and more; and it is you that are to blame. You have
+poured out your own misery on her day and night. It is time now
+you tried to make some amends." So had begun a struggle to keep
+silence, to endure, if possible to laugh, even when he could have
+found it in his heart to weep. It was difficult enough, especially
+at first, but each victory gained brought with it a certain
+satisfaction which strengthened him to take up the struggle again.
+
+In this way, too, he learned to look on his fate more calmly. His
+humour grew lighter; it was as if he drew himself up and looked
+misfortune in the eyes, saying: "Yes, I know I am defenceless, and
+you can plunge me deeper and deeper yet; but for all that, if I
+choose to laugh you cannot hinder me."
+
+How much easier all things seemed, now that he looked no longer for
+any good to come to him, and urged no claims against anyone either
+in heaven or on earth. But when he was tired out with his work at
+the forge, there was a satisfaction in saying to his wife: "No,
+Merle, didn't I tell you I wouldn't have you carrying the water up?
+Give me the bucket." "You?--you look fit for it, don't you?"
+"Hang it all, am I a man, or am I not? Get back to your kitchen--
+that's the place for a woman." So he carried water, and his mood
+was the brighter for it, though he might feel at times as if his
+back were breaking. And sometimes, "I'm feeling lazy, to-day,
+Merle," he would say. "If you don't mind I'll stay in bed a bit
+longer." And she understood. She knew from experience that these
+were the days when his nightmare headache was upon him, and that it
+was to spare her he called it laziness.
+
+They had a cow now, and a pig and some fowls. It was not exactly
+on the same scale as at Loreng, but it had the advantage that he
+could manage it all himself. Last year they had raised so many
+potatoes that they had been able to sell a few bushels. They did
+not buy eggs any more--they sold them. Peer carried them down
+himself to the local dealer, sold them at market price, and bought
+things they might need with the money. Why not? Merle did not
+think it beneath her to wash and scrub and do the cooking. True
+enough, things had been different with them once, but it was only
+Merle now who ever had moments of dreaming that the old days might
+come back. Otherwise, for both him and her it was as if they had
+been washed ashore on a barren coast, and must try to live through
+the grey days as best they could.
+
+It would happen once in a while that a mowing machine of the new
+American type would be sent in by some farmer to the smithy for
+repairs. When this happened, Peer would shut his lips close, with
+a queer expression, look at the machine for a moment, and swallow
+something in his throat. The man who had stolen this thing from
+him and bettered it by a hairsbreadth was doubtless a millionaire
+by now on the strength of it.
+
+It cost him something of an effort to take these repairs in hand,
+but he bowed his head and set to. Merle, poor girl, needed a pair
+of shoes.
+
+At times, too, he would turn from the anvil and the darkness within
+and come out into the doorway for a breath of air; and here he
+would look out upon the day--the great broad empty day.
+
+A man with a sledge-hammer in his hands instinctively looks up at
+the heavens. He has inherited that instinct from his great
+ancestor, who brought down fire and thought to men, and taught them
+to rebel against God.
+
+Peer looked at the sky, and at the clouds, sweeping across it in a
+meaningless turmoil. Rebellion against someone up there? But
+heaven is empty. There is no one to rebel against.
+
+But then all the injustice, the manifold iniquity! Who is to sit
+in judgment on it at the great day?
+
+Who? No one.
+
+What? Think of the millions of all kinds of martyrs, who died
+under the bloodiest torments, yet innocent as babes at the breast--
+is there to be no day of reparation for them?
+
+None.
+
+But there must be a whole world-full of victims of injustice, whose
+souls flit restlessly around, because they died under a weight of
+undeserved shame--because they lost a battle in which the right was
+theirs--because they suffered and strove for truth, but went down
+because falsehood was the stronger. Truth? Right? Is there no
+one, then, who will one day give peace to the dead in their graves
+and set things in their right places? Is there no one?
+
+No one.
+
+The world rolls on its way. Fate is blind, and God smiles while
+Satan works his will upon Job.
+
+Hold your peace and grip your sledge-hammer, idiot. If ever your
+conscience should embrace the universe, that day the horror of it
+would strike you dead. Remember that you are a vertebrate animal,
+and it is by mistake that you have developed a soul.
+
+Cling, clang. The red sparks fly from the anvil. Live out your
+life as it is.
+
+But there began to dawn in him a strange longing to be united to
+all those unfortunates whom fate had blindly crushed; to gather
+them together, not to a common lamentation, but to a common
+victory. Not for vengeance, but for a song of praise. Behold,
+Thou eternal Omnipotence, how we requite Thy cruelty--we praise
+life: see how much more godlike we are than Thou.
+
+A temple, a temple for the modern spirit of man, hungry for
+eternity--not for the babbling of prayers, but for a hymn from
+man's munificent heart sent pealing up to heaven. Will it come--
+will it one day be built?
+
+
+One evening Peer came home from the post-office apparently in high
+spirits. "Hi, Merle, I've got a letter from the Bruseth lady."
+
+Merle glanced at Lorentz, who had instinctively come close to her,
+and was looking at his father.
+
+"From Bruseth? How is Louise getting on?" she asked.
+
+"You can see for yourself. Here's the letter," said he.
+
+Merle read it through hurriedly, and glanced at Lorentz once more.
+
+That evening, after the children had gone to bed, the father and
+mother sat up talking together in a low voice.
+
+And Merle had to admit that her husband was right. It would be
+selfish of them to keep the boy here, when he might be heir to
+Bruseth some day if they let him go.
+
+Suppose he stayed and worked here under his father and learned to
+be a smith? The blacksmith's day is over--factories do all the
+work now.
+
+And what schooling could he get away here in the country? Aunt
+Marit offered to send him to a good school.--And so the die was
+cast for him too.
+
+But when they went with the boy to see him off at the station, the
+mother's handkerchief was at her eyes all the time, do what she
+would.
+
+And when they came home she had to lie down in bed, while Peer went
+about the place, humming to himself, while he got ready a little
+supper and brought it to her bedside.
+
+"I can't understand how you can take it so easily," she burst out.
+
+"No--no," he laughed a little oddly. "The less said about that the
+better, perhaps."
+
+But the next day it was Peer who said he felt lazy again and would
+lie still a bit. Merle looked at him and stroked his forehead.
+
+And the time went on. They worked hard and constantly to make both
+ends meet without help, and they were content to take things as
+they came. When the big dairy was started close by, he made a good
+deal of money setting up the plant, but he was not above sharpening
+a drill for the road-gangs either. He was often to be seen going
+down to the country store in a sleeved waistcoat with a knapsack on
+his back. He carried his head high, the close-trimmed beard was
+shading over into white, his face often had the strained look that
+comes from sleeplessness, but his step was light, and he still had
+a joke for the girls whom he met.
+
+In summer, the neighbours would often see them shutting up the
+house and starting off up the hill with knapsack and coffee-kettle
+and with little Asta trotting between them. They were gone, it
+might be, to try and recapture some memory of old days, with coffee
+in the open air by a picnic fire.
+
+In the autumn, when the great fields yellowed all the hillsides,
+Peer and Merle had a little plot of their own that showed golden
+too. The dimensions of things had shrunk not a little for these
+two. A bushel of corn was much to them now. It hit them hard if
+their potato-patch yielded a couple of measures less than they had
+reckoned on. But the housewives from the farms near by would often
+look in on Merle to see how bright and clean she kept her little
+house; and now that she had no one to help her, she found time
+herself to teach the peasant girls something of cooking and sewing.
+
+But one habit had grown upon her. She would stand long and long by
+the window looking down the valley to where the hills closed it in.
+It was as if she were looking constantly for something to come in
+sight, something that should bring them better days. It was a kind
+of Sunday for her to stand there and look and wait.
+
+And the time went on.
+
+
+
+Chapter VII
+
+
+DEAR KLAUS BROCK,
+
+I write to tell you of what has lately happened to us here, chiefly
+in the hope that it may be some comfort to yourself. For I have
+discovered, dear friend, that this world-sorrow of ours is
+something a man can get over, if only he will learn to see with
+his own eyes and not with those of others.
+
+Most men would say things have steadily gone from bad to worse
+with me, and certainly I shall not pretend to feel any love for
+suffering in itself. On the contrary, it hurts. It does not
+ennoble. It rather brutalises, unless it becomes so great that it
+embraces all things. I was once Engineer in charge at the First
+Cataract--now I am a blacksmith in a country parish. And that
+hurts. I am cut off from reading because of my eyes, and from
+intercourse with people whose society would be a pleasure because
+there are no such people here. All this hurts, even when you've
+grown used to it--a good thing in itself it is not. Many times I
+have thought that we must have reached the very bottom of the
+inclined plane of adversity, but always it proved to be only a
+break. The deepest deep was still to come. You work on even when
+your head feels like to split; you save up every pin, every match;
+and yet the bread you eat often tastes of charity. That hurts.
+You give up hoping that things may be better some day; you give up
+all hope, all dreams, all faith, all illusions--surely you have
+come to the end of all things. But no; the very roots of one's
+being are still left; the most precious thing of all is still left.
+What can that be, you ask?
+
+That is what I was going to tell you.
+
+The thing that happened came just when things were beginning to
+look a little brighter for us. For some time past my head had been
+less troublesome, and I had got to work on a new harrow--steel
+again; it never lets one rest--and you know what endless
+possibilities a man sees in a thing like that. Merle was working
+with fresh courage. What do you think of a wife like that? taking
+up the cross of her own free will, to go on sharing the life of a
+ruined man? I hope you may meet a woman of her sort one day.
+True, her hair is growing grey, and her face lined. Her figure is
+not so straight as once it was; her hands are red and broken. And
+yet all this has a soul of its own, a beauty of its own, in my
+eyes, because I know that each wrinkle is a mark left by the time
+when some new trouble came upon us, and found us together. Then
+one day she smiles, and her smile has grown strained and full of
+sadness, but again it brings back to me times when both heaven and
+earth breathed cold upon us and we drew closer to each other for
+warmth. Our happiness and our sufferings have moulded her into
+what she now is. The world may think perhaps that she is growing
+old; to me she is only more beautiful than before.
+
+And now I am coming to what I was going to tell you. You will
+understand that it was not easy to send away the two children, and
+it doesn't make things better to get letters from them constantly
+begging us to let them come home again. But we had still one
+little girl left, little Asta, who was just five. I wish you could
+have seen her. If you were a father and your tortured nerves had
+often made you harsh and unreasonable with the two elder ones, you
+would try--would you not?--to make it up in loving-kindness to the
+one that was left. Asta--isn't it pretty? Imagine a sunburnt
+little being with black hair, and her mother's beautiful eyebrows,
+always busy with her dolls, or fetching in wood, or baking little
+cakes of her own for father when mother's baking bread for us all,
+chattering to the birds on the roof, or singing now and then, just
+because some stray note of music has come into her head. When
+mother is busy scrubbing the floor, little Asta must needs get hold
+of a wet rag behind her back and slop away at a chair, until she
+has got herself in a terrible mess, and then she gets smacked, and
+screams for a moment, but soon runs out and sings herself happy
+again. When you're at work in the smithy, there comes a sound of
+little feet, and "Father, come to dinner"; and a little hand takes
+hold of you and leads you to the door. "Are you going to bath me
+to-night, father?" Or "Here's your napkin, father." And though
+there might be only potatoes and milk for dinner, she would eat as
+if she were seated at the grandest banquet. "Aren't potatoes and
+milk your favourite dish, father?" And she makes faces at you in
+the eagerness of her questionings. At night she slept in a box at
+the foot of our bed, and when I was lying sleepless, it would often
+happen that her light, peaceful breathing filled me too with peace;
+and it was as if her little hand took mine and led me on to sleep
+itself, to beautiful, divine sleep.
+
+And now, as I come to the thing that happened, I find it a little
+hard to write--my hand begins to tremble. But my hope is that
+there may be some comfort in it for you too, as there has proved to
+be for Merle and me in the end.
+
+Our next neighbours here were a brazier and his wife--poor folks,
+like ourselves. Soon after we first came I went over to have a
+talk with him. I found him a poor wizened little creature,
+pottering about with his acids, and making a living as best as he
+could, soldering and tinning kettles and pans. "What do you want?"
+he asked, looking askance at me; and as I went out, I heard him
+bolt the door behind me. Alas! he was afraid--afraid that I was
+come to snatch his daily bread from him. His wife was a big-boned
+fleshy lump of a woman, insolent enough in her ways, though she had
+just been in prison for criminal abetment in the case of a girl
+that had got into trouble.
+
+One Sunday morning I was standing looking at some apple trees in
+bloom in his garden. One of them grew so close to the fence that
+the branches hung over on my side, and I bent one down to smell the
+blossom. Then suddenly I heard a cry: "Hi, Tiger! catch him!" and
+the brazier's great wolf-dog came bounding down, ready to fly at my
+throat. I was lucky enough to get hold of its collar before it
+could do me any harm, and I dragged it up to its owner, and told
+him that if anything of the sort happened again I'd have the
+sheriff's officer after him. Then the music began. He fairly let
+himself go and told me what he thought of me. "You hold your jaw,
+you cursed pauper, coming here taking the bread out of honest
+working people's mouths," and so on. He hissed it out, flourishing
+his arms about, and at last it seemed to me he was fumbling about
+for a knife or something to throw at my head. I couldn't help
+laughing. It was a scene in the grand style between two Great
+Powers in the world-competition.
+
+A couple of days later I was standing at the forge, when I heard a
+shriek from my wife. I rushed out--what could be the matter?
+Merle was down by the fence already, and all at once I saw what it
+was--there was Asta, lying on the ground under the body of a great
+beast.
+
+And then-- Well, Merle tells me it was I that tore the thing away
+from the little bundle of clothes beneath it, and carried our
+little girl home.
+
+A doctor is often a good refuge in trouble, but though he may sew
+up a ragged tear in a child's throat ever so neatly, it doesn't
+necessarily follow that it will help much.
+
+There was a mother, though, that would not let him go--that cried
+and prayed and clung about him, begging him to try once more if
+nothing could be done. And when at last he was gone, she was
+always for going after him again, and grovelled on the floor and
+tore her hair--could not, would not, believe what she knew was
+true.
+
+And that night a father and mother sat up together, staring
+strangely in front of them. The mother was quiet now. The child
+was laid out, decked and ready. The father sat by the window,
+looking out. It was in May, and the night was grey.
+
+Now it was that I began to realise how every great sorrow leads us
+farther and farther out on the promontory of existence. I had come
+to the outermost point now--there was no more.
+
+And I discovered too, dear friend, that these many years of
+adversity had shaped me not in one but in various moulds, for I had
+in me the stuff for several quite distinct persons, and now the
+work was done, and they could break free from my being and go their
+several ways.
+
+I saw a man rush out into the night, shaking his fist at heaven and
+earth; a madman who refused to play his part in the farce any more,
+and so rushed down towards the river.
+
+But I myself sat there still.
+
+And I saw another, a puny creature, let loose; a humble, ashen-grey
+ascetic, that bent his head and bowed under the lash, and said:
+"Thy will be done. The Lord gave, the Lord hath taken away--" A
+pitiful being this, that stole out into the night and disappeared.
+
+But I myself sat there still.
+
+I sat alone on the promontory of existence, with the sun and the
+stars gone out, and ice-cold emptiness above me, about me, and in
+me, on every side.
+
+But then, my friend, by degrees it dawned on me that there was
+still something left. There was one little indomitable spark in
+me, that began to glow all by itself--it was as if I were lifted
+back to the first day of existence, and an eternal will rose up in
+me, and said: Let there be light!
+
+This will it was that by and by grew and grew in me, and made me
+strong.
+
+I began to feel an unspeakable compassion for all men upon earth,
+and yet in the last resort I was proud that I was one of them.
+
+I understood how blind fate can strip and plunder us of all, and
+yet something will remain in us at the last, that nothing in heaven
+or earth can vanquish. Our bodies are doomed to die, and our
+spirit to be extinguished, yet still we bear within us the spark,
+the germ of an eternity of harmony and light both for the world and
+for God.
+
+And I knew now that what I had hungered after in my best years was
+neither knowledge, nor honour, nor riches; nor to be a priest or a
+great creator in steel; no, friend, but to build temples; not
+chapels for prayers or churches for wailing penitent sinners, but a
+temple for the human spirit in its grandeur, where we could lift up
+our souls in an anthem as a gift to heaven.
+
+I could never do this now. Perhaps there was nothing that I could
+do any more. And yet it seemed to me as I sat there that I had
+conquered.
+
+What happened then? Well, there had been a terrible drought all
+that spring--it is often so in this valley. The eternal north wind
+sent the dry mould sweeping in clouds over the whole countryside,
+and we were threatened with one of our worst years of scarcity if
+the rain didn't come.
+
+At last people ventured to sow their corn, but then the frosts set
+in, and snow and sleet, and the seed froze in the earth. My
+neighbour the brazier had his patch of ground sown with barley--but
+now he would have to sow it again, and where was he to get the
+seed? He went from farm to farm begging for some, but people hated
+the sight of him after what had happened about Asta--no one would
+lend him any, and he had no money to buy. The boys on the roads
+hooted after him, and some of the neighbours talked of driving him
+out of the parish.
+
+I wasn't able to sleep much the next night either, and when the
+clock struck two I got up. "Where are you going?" asked Merle. "I
+want to see if we haven't a half-bushel of barley left," I said.
+"Barley--what do you want with barley in the middle of the night?"
+"I want to sow the brazier's plot with it," I said, "and it's best
+to do it now, so that nobody will know it was me."
+
+She sat up and stared at me. "What? His--the--the brazier's?"
+
+"Yes," said I. "It won't do us any good, you know, to see his bit
+of field lying bare all summer."
+
+"Peer--where are you going?"
+
+"I've told you," said I, and went out. But I knew that she was
+dressing and meant to come too.
+
+It had rained during the night, and as I came out the air was soft
+and easy to breathe. The morning still lay in a grey half-light
+with yellow gleams from the wind-clouds to the north. The scent of
+the budding birches was in the air, the magpies and starlings were
+up and about, but not a human soul was to be seen; the farms were
+asleep, the whole countryside was asleep.
+
+I took the grain in a basket, climbed over the neighbour's fence
+and began to sow. No sign of life in the house; the sheriff's
+officer had come over and shot the dog the day before; no doubt the
+brazier and his wife were lying sleeping, dreaming maybe of enemies
+all around, trying their best to do them harm.
+
+Dear friend, is there any need to tell the rest? Just think,
+though, how one man may give away a kingdom, and it costs him
+nothing, and another may give up a few handfuls of corn, and it
+means to him not only all that he has, but a world of struggle and
+passion before he can bring his soul to make that gift. Do you
+think that is nothing? As for me--I did not do this for Christ's
+sake, or because I loved my enemy; but because, standing upon the
+ruins of my life, I felt a vast responsibility. Mankind must
+arise, and be better than the blind powers that order its ways; in
+the midst of its sorrows it must take heed that the god-like does
+not die. The spark of eternity was once more aglow in me, and
+said: Let there be light.
+
+And more and more it came home to me that it is man himself that
+must create the divine in heaven and on earth--that that is his
+triumph over the dead omnipotence of the universe. Therefore I
+went out and sowed the corn in my enemy's field, that God might
+exist.
+
+Ah, if you had known that moment! It was as if the air about me
+grew alive with voices. It was as though all the unfortunates I
+had seen and known were bearing me company; more and more they
+came; the dead too were joined to us, an army from times past and
+long ago. Sister Louise was there, she played her hymn, and drew
+the voices all together into a choir, the choir of the living and
+the dead, the choir of all mankind. See, here are we all, your
+sisters and brothers. Your fate is ours. We are flung by the
+indifferent law of the universe into a life that we cannot order as
+we would; we are ravaged by injustice, by sickness and sorrow, by
+fire and blood. Even the happiest must die. In his own home he is
+but on a visit. He never knows but that he may be gone tomorrow.
+And yet man smiles and laughs in the face of his tragic fate. In
+the midst of his thraldom he has created the beautiful on earth; in
+the midst of his torments he has had so much surplus energy of soul
+that he has sent it radiating forth into the cold deeps of space
+and warmed them with God.
+
+So marvellous art thou, O spirit of man! So godlike in thy very
+nature! Thou dost reap death, and in return thou sowest the dream
+of everlasting life. In revenge for thine evil fate thou dost fill
+the universe with an all-loving God.
+
+We bore our part in his creation, all we who now are dust; we who
+sank down into the dark like flames gone out;--we wept, we exulted,
+we felt the ecstasy and the agony, but each of us brought our ray
+to the mighty sea of light, each of us, from the negro setting up
+the first mark above the grave of his dead to the genius raising
+the pillars of a temple towards heaven. We bore our part, from the
+poor mother praying beside a cradle, to the hosts that lifted their
+songs of praise high up into boundless space.
+
+Honour to thee, O spirit of man. Thou givest a soul to the world,
+thou settest it a goal, thou art the hymn that lifts it into
+harmony; therefore turn back into thyself, lift high thy head and
+meet proudly the evil that comes to thee. Adversity can crush
+thee, death can blot thee out, yet art thou still unconquerable and
+eternal.
+
+Dear friend, it was thus I felt. And when the corn was sown, and I
+went back, the sun was glancing over the shoulder of the hill.
+There by the fence stood Merle, looking at me. She had drawn a
+kerchief forward over her brow, after the fashion of the peasant
+women, so that her face was in shadow; but she smiled to me--as if
+she, too, the stricken mother, had risen up from the ocean of her
+suffering that here, in the daybreak, she might take her share in
+the creating of God. . . .
+
+
+
+TRANSLATOR'S NOTE
+
+
+PRONUNCIATION OF PROPER NAMES
+
+
+For the convenience of readers a few points in which Norwegian
+pronunciation differs from English are noted below:
+
+The vowels a, e, and i in the middle of words are pronounced much
+as in Italian.
+
+aa = long o, as in "post" or "pole."
+
+e final is sounded, as in German; thus Louise, Merle, etc.
+
+d final is nearly always elided; thus Raastad = Rosta'.
+
+g before e or i is hard; thus Ringeby, not Rinjeby.
+
+j = the English y; thus Bojer = Boyer, Jens = Yens.
+
+l before another consonant is sounded; thus Holm, not Home.
+
+
+CURRENCY
+
+
+The unit of currency in Norway is the crown (krone), which in
+normal conditions is worth something over thirteen pence, so that
+about eighteen crowns go to the pound sterling. Thus Peer Holm's
+fortune in the Savings Bank represented about L100 in English
+money, and a million crowns is equivalent to about $260,000 in
+American money.
+
+To avoid encumbering the reader unnecessarily with the details of
+Norwegian currency, small amounts have been represented in this
+translation by their equivalents in English money.
+
+
+
+
+
+End of the Project Gutenberg Etext of The Great Hunger, by Johan Bojer
+