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diff --git a/29030.txt b/29030.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c5603b6 --- /dev/null +++ b/29030.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9477 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of +Scotland, Volume VI, by Various, Edited by Alexander Leighton + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume VI + + +Author: Various + +Editor: Alexander Leighton + +Release Date: June 3, 2009 [eBook #29030] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WILSON'S TALES OF THE BORDERS AND +OF SCOTLAND, VOLUME VI*** + + +E-text prepared by David Clarke, Anne Storer, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +Transcriber's note: + + In the THE ROTHESAY FISHERMAN, Charles' brother is referred + to both as Harry and Henry on numerous occasions. + + + + + +WILSON'S TALES OF THE BORDERS AND OF SCOTLAND. + +Historical, Traditionary, & Imaginative. + +With a Glossary. + +Revised by + +ALEXANDER LEIGHTON, + +One of the Original Editors and Contributors. + +VOL. VI. + + + + + + + +London: +Walter Scott, 14 Paternoster Square. +and Newcastle-upon-Tyne. +1885. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + Page + + THE GUIDWIFE OF COLDINGHAM, (_John Mackay Wilson_), 1 + + THE SURGEON'S TALES, (_Alex. Leighton_)-- + THE SOMNAMBULIST OF REDCLEUGH, 22 + + THE ROTHESAY FISHERMAN, (_Oliver Richardson_), 47 + + LEAVES FROM THE DIARY OF AN AGED SPINSTER, + (_John Mackay Wilson_), 80 + + GEORDIE WILLISON, AND THE HEIRESS OF CASTLE GOWER, + (_Alexander Leighton_), 93 + + THE SNOW STORM OF 1825, (_Alexander Campbell_), 117 + + GUILTY, OR NOT GUILTY, (_Anon._), 149 + + THE SERGEANT'S TALES, (_John Howell_)-- + THE PALANTINES, 181 + + THE PARSONAGE: MY FATHER'S FIRESIDE, (_Alexander Peterkin_), 213 + + THE SEERS' CAVE, (_William Hethrington, D.D._), 245 + + THE LAIDLEY WORM OF SPINDLESTON HEUGH, + (_John Mackay Wilson_), 260 + + THE SABBATH WRECKS, (_John Mackay Wilson_), 276 + + + + + + WILSON'S + TALES OF THE BORDERS, + AND OF SCOTLAND. + + + THE GUIDWIFE OF COLDINGHAM; + OR, + THE SURPRISE OF FAST CASTLE. + + +Near where St. Abb stretches, in massive strength, into the sea, still +terrible, even in ruins, may be seen the remains of Fast Castle, one +of the most interesting in its history--as it is the most fearfully +romantic in its situation--of all the mouldering strongholds which are +still to be traced among the Borders, like monuments of war, crumbling +into nothingness beneath the silent but destroying touch of time. After +the death of the bluff Harry the Eighth of England, who had long kept +many of the corruptible amongst the Scottish nobility and gentry in his +pay, the ambitious Somerset, succeeding to the office of guardian of the +young king, speedily, under the name of Protector, acquired an authority +nothing inferior to the power of an absolute monarch. He had not long +held the reins of government when he rendered it evident, that it was a +part of his ambition to subdue Scotland, or the better portion of it, +into a mere province of England. + +The then governor of Scotland, Hamilton, Earl of Arran, (for Queen Mary +was but a child,) was not ignorant of the designs of Somerset, and every +preparation was made to repel him on his crossing the Borders. It was +drawing towards evening on the first of September, 1547, when the +Protector, at the head of an army of eighteen thousand men, arrived +at Berwick; and nearly at the same instant, while the gloaming yet lay +light and thin upon the sea, a fleet, consisting of thirty-four vessels +of war, thirty transports, and a galley, were observed sailing round +Emmanuel's head--the most eastern point of Holy Island. On the moment +that the fleet was perceived, St. Abb's lighted up its fires, throwing a +long line of light along the darkening sea, from the black shore to the +far horizon: and scarce had the first flame of its alarm-fire waved in +the wind, till the Dow Hill repeated the fiery signal; and, in a few +minutes, Domilaw, Dumprender, and Arthur's Seat, exhibited tops of fire +as the night fell down on them, bearing the tidings, as if lightnings +flying on different courses revealed them, through Berwickshire and the +Lothians, and enabling Roxburghshire and Fife to read the tale; while +Binning's Craig, repeating the telegraphic fire, startled the burghers +of Linlithgow on the one hand, and on the other aroused the men of +Lanarkshire. + +Before, therefore, the vessels had arrived in the bay, or the +Protector's army had encamped in the Magdalen Fields around +Berwick--Berwickshire, Roxburgh, the Lothians, Fife, and Lanark were +in arms. The cry from the hills and in the glens was, "The enemy is +come--the English--to arms!" The shepherd drove his flocks to the +inaccessible places in the mountains; he threw down his crook and +grasped his spear. + +At the same time that Somerset crossed the Borders on the east, the Earl +of Lennox, who, from disappointed ambition, had proved false to his +country, entered it at the head of another English army to the west. + +But I mean not to write a history of Somerset's invasion--of the +plausible proposals which he made, and which were rejected--nor of the +advantages which the Scots, through recklessness or want of discipline, +flung away, and of the disasters which followed. All the places of +strength upon the Borders fell into his hands, and he garrisoned them +from his army and set governors over them. The first place of his attack +was Fast Castle; in which, after taking possession of it, he left a +governor and strong garrison, composed of English troops and foreign +mercenaries, causing also the people around, for their own safety, to +take to him an oath of fealty, renouncing their allegiance to the young +queen. But while there were many who obeyed his command with reluctance, +there were others who chose rather to endanger or forfeit their lives +and property than comply with it. It had not, however, been two years +in the hands of the English, when, by a daring and desperate act of +courage, it was wrested from them. + +A decree went forth from the English governor of the castle, commanding +them to bring into it, from time to time, all necessary provisions +for the use of the garrison, for which they should receive broad money +in return; for Somerset and his chief officers--the Lord Grey and +others--had caused it to be published, that they considered the +inhabitants of that part of Scotland as the subjects of young Edward, in +common with themselves, and not as a people with whom they were at war, +or from whom their soldiers might collect provisions and pay them with +the sword. + +The English, indeed, paid liberally for whatsoever they received; +and there was policy in their so doing, for there were not a few who +preferred lucre to their country, and the effigy of a prince upon a +coin to allegiance to their lawful monarch. But, while such obeyed +with alacrity the command of the governor of Fast Castle, to bring +provisions to his garrison, there were many others who acquiesced in it +reluctantly, and only obeyed from the consciousness that disobedience +would be the price of their lives. + +At this period there dwelt in Coldingham a widow, named Madge Gordon. +She was a tall and powerful woman, and her years might be a little below +fifty. Daily she indulged in invectives against the English, and spoke +contemptuously of the spirit of her countrymen in submitting to the +mandate of the governor of Fast Castle. She had two cows and more than a +score of poultry; but she declared that she would spill the milk of the +one upon the ground every day, and throw the eggs of the other over the +cliffs, rather than that either the one or the other should be taken +through the gates of the castle while an English garrison held it. + +Often, therefore, as Madge beheld her neighbours carrying their baskets +on their arms, their creels or sacks upon their backs, or driving their +horses, laden with provisions, towards the castle, her wrath would rise +against them, and she was wont to exclaim-- + +"O ye slaves!--ye base loun-hearted beasts o' burden! hoo lang will ye +boo before the hand that strikes ye, or kiss the foot that tramples on +ye? Throw doun the provisions, and gang hame and bring what they better +deserve; for, if ye will gie them bread, feed them on the point o' yer +faithers' spears." + +Some laughed as Madge spoke; but her words sank deep into the hearts of +others; and a few answered-- + +"Ye are as daft as ever, Madge; but a haveral woman's tongue is nae +scandal, and ye ken that the governor winna tak cognizance o' ye." + +"Me ken or care for him, ye spiritless coofs, ye!" she replied; "gae +tell him that Madge Gordon defies him and a' his men, as she despises +you, and wad shake the dirt frae her shoon at baith the ane and the +other o' ye. Shame fa' ye, ye degenerate, mongrel race! for, if ye had +ae drap o' the bluid o' the men in yer veins wha bled wi' Wallace and +wi' Bruce, before the sun gaed doun, the flag o' bonny Scotland wad wave +frae the castle towers." + +"Mother! mother!" said an interesting-looking girl of nineteen, who +had come to the door as the voice of Madge waxed louder and more +bitter--"dinna talk foolishly--ye will bring us a' into trouble." + +"Trouble! ye silly lassie, ye!" rejoined Madge; "these are times indeed +to talk o' the like o' us being brought into trouble, when our puir +bluiding country is groaning beneath the yoke o' an enemy, and we see +them harrying us not only oot o' hoose and ha', but even those that +should be our protectors oot o' their manhood! See," added she, "do ye +see wha yon is, skulking as far as he can get frae our door wi' the +weel-filled sack upon his shouthers? It is yer ain dearie, Florence +Wilson! O the betrayer o' his country!--He's a coward, Janet, like the +rest o' them, and shall ne'er ca' ye his wife while I live to ca' ye +daughter." + +"O mother!" added the maiden, in a low and agitated voice--"what could +poor Florence do? It isna wi' a man body as it is wi' the like o' us. If +he didna do as the lave do, he wad be informed against, and he maun obey +or die!" + +"Let him die, then, as a man, as a Scotchman!" said the stern guidwife +of Coldingham. + +Florence Wilson, of whom Madge had spoken, was a young man of three or +four and twenty, and who then held, as his fathers had done before him, +sheep lands under the house of Home. He was one of those who obeyed +reluctantly the command of the governor to bring provisions to the +garrison; and, until the day on which Madge beheld him with the sack +upon his shoulders, he had resisted doing so. But traitors had whispered +the tale of his stubbornness and discontent in the castle; and, in +order to save himself and his flocks, he that day took a part of his +substance to the garrison. He had long been the accepted of Janet +Gordon; and the troubles of the times alone prevented them, as the +phrase went, from "commencing house together." He well knew the fierce +and daring patriotism of his intended mother-in-law, and he took a +circuitous route, in order to avoid passing her door, laden with a +burden of provisions for the enemy. But, as has been told, she perceived +him. + +In the evening, Florence paid his nightly visit to Janet. + +"Out! out! ye traitor!" cried Madge, as she beheld him crossing her +threshold; "the shadow of a coward shall ne'er fall on my floor while I +hae a hand to prevent it." + +"I'm nae coward, guidwife," retorted Florence indignantly. + +"Nae coward!" she rejoined; "what are ye, then? Did not I, this very +day, wi' my ain een, behold ye skulking, and carrying provisions to the +enemy!" + +"Ye might," said Florence; "but ae man canna tak a castle, nor drive +frae it five hundred enemies. Bide ye yet. Foolhardy courage isna +manhood; and, had mair prudence and caution, and less confidence, been +exercised by our army last year, we wouldna hae this day to mourn owre +the battle o' Pinkie. I tell ye, therefore, again, just bide ye yet." + +"Come in, Florence," said Madge; "draw in a seat and sit doun, and tell +me what ye mean." + +"Hoots, Florence," said Janet, in a tone partaking of reproach and +alarm, "are ye gaun to be as daft as my mother? What matters it to us +wha's king or wha's queen?--it will be lang or either the ane or the +ither o' them do onything for us. When ye see lords and gentry in the +pay o' England, and takin its part, what can the like o' you or my +mother do?" + +"Do! ye chicken-hearted trembler at yer ain shadow!" interrupted Madge; +"though somewhat past its best, I hae an arm as strong and healthy as +the best o' them, and the blood that runs in it is as guid as the +proudest o' them." + +Now, the maiden name of Madge was Home; and when her pride was touched, +it was her habit to run over the genealogical tree of her father's +family, which she could illustrate upon her fingers, beginning on all +occasions--"I am, and so is every Home in Berwickshire, descended frae +the Saxon kings o' England and the first Earls o' Northumberland." Thus +did she run on, tracing their descent from Crinan, chief of the Saxons +in the north of England, to Maldredus, his son, who married Algatha, +daughter of Uthred, prince of Northumberland, and grand-daughter of +Ethelrid, king of England; and from Maldredus to his son Cospatrick, +of whose power William the Conqueror became jealous, and who was, +therefore, forced to fly into Scotland in the year 1071, where Malcolm +Canmore bestowed on him the manor of Dunbar, and many baronies in +Berwickshire. Thus did she notice three other Cospatricks, famous and +mighty men in their day, each succeeding Cospatrick the son of his +predecessor; and after them a Waldreve, and a Patrick, whose son, +William, marrying his cousin, he obtained with her the lands of Home, +and, assuming the name, they became the founders of the clan. From the +offspring of the cousin, the male of whom took the name of Sir William +Home, and from him through eleven other successors, down to George, +the fourth Lord Home, who had fallen while repelling the invasion of +Somerset a few months before, did Madge trace the roots, shoots, and +branches of her family, carrying it back through a period of more than +six hundred years; and she glowed, therefore, with true aristocratic +indignation at the remark of her daughter to Florence--"What can the +like o' you or my mother do?" And she concluded her description of her +genealogical tree by saying--"Talk noo the like o' yer mother, hizzy!" + +"Aweel, mother," said Janet, mildly--"that may a' be; but there is +nae cause for you fleeing into a tift upon the matter, for nae harm was +meant. I only dinna wish Florence to be putting his life in jeopardy for +neither end nor purpose. I'm sure I wish that oor nobility would keep to +their bargain, and allow the queen, though she is but a lassie yet, to +be married to young king Edward, and then we might hae peace in the +land, and ither folk would be married as weel as them." + +"We shall be married, Janet, my doo," said Florence, gazing on her +tenderly--"only ye bide a wee." + +Now, it must not be thought that Janet loved her country less than +did her mother or her betrothed husband; but, while the land of blue +mountains was dear to her heart, Florence Wilson was yet more dear; and +it was only because they were associated with thoughts of him that they +became as a living thing, as a voice and as music in her bosom. For, +whence comes our fondness for the woods, the mountains, the rivers +of nativity, but from the fond remembrances which their associations +conjure up, and the visions which they recall to the memory of those who +were dear to us, but who are now far from us, or with the dead? We may +have seen more stupendous mountains, nobler rivers, and more stately +woods--but they were not _ours_! They were not the mountains, the +rivers, and the woods, by which we played in childhood, formed first +friendships, or breathed love's tender tale in the ear of her who was +beautiful as the young moon or the evening star, which hung over us +like smiles of heaven; nor were they the fountains, the woods, and the +rivers, near which our kindred, the flesh of our flesh, and the bone of +our bone, SLEEP! But I digress. + +"Tell me, Florence," said Madge, "what mean ye by 'bide a wee?' Is +there a concerted project amongst ony o' ye, an' are ye waiting for an +opportunity to carry it into effect?" + +"No," answered he, "I canna say as how we hae devised ony practicable +scheme o' owrecoming our oppressors as yet; but there are hundreds o' us +ready to draw our swords an' strike, on the slightest chance o' success +offering--and the chance may come." + +"An' amongst the hundreds o' hands ye speak o'," returned Madge, "is +there no a single head that can plot an' devise a plan to owrecome an' +drive our persecutors frae the castle?" + +"I doot it--at least I hae ne'er heard ony feasible-like plan proposed," +said Florence, sorrowfully. + +Madge sat thoughtful for a few minutes, her chin resting on her hand. At +length she inquired--"When go ye back to sell provisions to them again?" + +"This day week," was the reply. + +"Then I shall tak my basket wi' eggs an' butter, an' gae wi' ye," +answered Madge. + +"O mother! what are ye sayin?" cried Janet. "Ye maun gang nae sic +gate. I ken yer temper would flare up the moment ye heard a word spoken +against Scotland, or a jibe broken on it; an' there is nae tellin' what +might be the consequence." + +"Leave baith the action an' the consequence to me, Janet, my woman," +said the patriotic mother; "as I brew, I will drink. But ye hae naething +to fear; I will be as mim in the castle as ye wad be if gieing Florence +yer hand in the kirk." + +The day on which the people were again to carry provisions to the +garrison in Fast Castle arrived; and to the surprize of every one, +Madge, with a laden basket on each arm, mingled amongst them. Many +marvelled, and the more mercenary said-- + +"Ay, ay!--Madge likes to turn the penny as weel as ither folk. The +English will hae guid luck if ony o' them get a bargain oot o' her +baskets." + +She, therefore, went to the castle, bearing provisions with the rest of +the peasantry; but, under pretence of disposing of her goods to the best +advantage, she went through and around the castle, and quitted it not +until she had ascertained where were its strongest, where its weakest +points of defence, and in what manner it was guarded. + +When, therefore, Florence Wilson again visited her dwelling, she +addressed him, saying-- + +"Noo, I hae seen oor enemies i' the heart o' their strength; an' I hae +a word to say to ye that will try yer courage, and the courage o' the +hunders o' guid men an' true that ye hae spoken o' as only bidin' their +time to strike. Noo, is it yer opinion that, between Dunglass an' +Eyemouth, ye could gather a hundred men willing an' ready to draw the +sword for Scotland's right, an' to drive the invaders frae Fast Castle, +if a feasible plan were laid before them?" + +"I hae nae doot o't," replied he. + +"Doots winna do," said she; "will ye try it?" + +"Yes," said he. + +"Florence, ye _shall_ be my son," added she, taking his hand--"I see +there is spirit in ye yet." + +"Mother," said Janet earnestly, "what dangerous errand is this ye wad +set him upon?--what do ye think it could matter to me wha was governor +o' Fast Castle, if Florence should meet his death in the attempt?" + +"Wheesht! ye silly lassie, ye," replied her mother; "had I no borne ye, +I wad hae said that ye hadna a drap o' my bluid i' yer veins. What is't +that ye fear? If they'll abide by my counsel, though it may try their +courage, oor purpose shall be accomplished wi' but little scaith." + +"Neither fret nor fear, dear," said Florence, addressing Janet; "I hae a +hand to defend my head, an' a guid sword to guard baith." Then turning +to her mother, he added--"An' what may be yer plan, that I may +communicate it to them that I ken to be zealous in oor country's cause?" + +"Were I to tell ye noo," said she, "that ye might communicate it to +them, before we were ready to put it into execution, the story wad +spread frae the Tweed to John o' Groat's, and frae St. Abb's to the +Solway, and our designs be prevented. Na, lad, my scheme maun be laid +before a' the true men that can be gathered together at the same moment, +an' within a few hours o' its being put in execution. Do ye ken the dark +copse aboon Houndwood, where there is a narrow and crooked opening +through the tangled trees, but leading to a bit o' bonny green sward, +where a thousand men might encamp unobserved?" + +"I do," answered Florence. + +"And think ye that ye could assemble the hundred men ye speak o' there, +on this night fortnight?" + +"I will try," replied he. + +"Try, then," added she, "and I will meet ye there before the new moon +sink behind the Lammermoors." + +It was a few days after this that Madge was summoned to the village of +Home, to attend the funeral of a relative; and while she was yet there, +the castle of her ancestors was daringly wrested from the hands of the +Protector's troops, by an aged kinsman of her own, and a handful of +armed men. The gallant deed fired her zeal more keenly, and strengthened +her resolution to wrest Fast Castle from the hands of the invaders. She +had been detained at Home until the day on which Florence Wilson was +to assemble the stout-hearted and trust-worthy in the copse above +Houndwood. Her kindred would have detained her longer; but she resisted +their entreaties, and took leave of them saying, that "her bit lassie, +Janet, would be growing irksome wi' being left alane, an' that, at ony +rate, she had business on hand that couldna be delayed." + +She proceeded direct to the place of rendezvous, without going onwards +to her own house; and, as she drew near the narrow opening which led to +the green space in the centre of the dark copse, the young moon was +sinking behind the hills. As she drew cautiously forward she heard the +sound of voices, which gradually became audible. + +"Well, Florence," said one, "what are ye waiting for? Where is the grand +project that ye was to lay before us?" + +"Florence," said others, "let us proceed to business. It is gaun to be +very dark, and ye will remember we have to gang as far as the Peaths[A] +the night yet." + + [A] The Pease Bridge. + +Florence answered as one perplexed, but in his wonted words--"Hae +patience--bide a wee;" and added, in a sort of soliloquy, but loud +enough to be overheard by his companions--"She promised to be here +before the moon gaed down upon the Lammermoors." + +"Wha did?--wha promised to be here?" inquired half a dozen voices. + +"I did!" cried Madge, proudly, as she issued from the narrow aperture in +the copse, and her tall figure was revealed by the fading moonbeams. +With a stately step, she walked into the midst of them, and gazed round +as though the blood and dignity of all the Homes had been centred in her +own person. + +"Weel, Madge," inquired they, "and, since ye are come, for what hae ye +brought us here?" + +"To try," added she, "whether, inheriting, as ye do, yer faithers' +bluid, ye also inherit their spirit--to see whether ye hae the manhood +to break the yoke o' yer oppressors, or if ye hae the courage to follow +the example which the men o' Home set ye the other nicht." + +"What have they done?" inquired Florence. + +"Hearken," said she, "ane and a' o' ye, and I will tell ye; for, wi' my +ain een, I beheld a sicht that was as joyfu' to me as the sight o' a +sealed pardon to a condemned criminal. Ye weel ken that, for near twa +years, the English have held Home Castle, just as they still hold Fast +Castle, beside us. Now, it was the other nicht, and just as the grey +gloam was darkening the towers, that an auld kinsman o' mine, o' the +name o' Home, scaled the walls where they were highest, strongest, and +least guarded; thirty gallant countrymen had accompanied him to their +foot, but before they could follow his example, he was perceived by a +sentinel, wha shouted out--'To arms!--to arms!' 'Cower, lads, cower!' +said my auld kinsman, in a sort o' half whisper, to his followers; and +he again descended the wall, and they lay down, with their swords in +their hands, behind some whin bushes at the foot o' the battlements. +There was running, clanking, and shouting through the castle for a time; +but, as naething like the presence o' an enemy was either seen or heard, +the sentry that had raised the alarm was laughed at, and some gaed back +to their beds, and others to their wine. But, after about two hours, and +when a'thing was again quiet, my kinsman and his followers climbed the +walls, and, rushing frae sentinel to sentinel, they owrecam ane after +anither before they could gie the alarm to the garrison in the castle; +and, bursting into it, shouted--'Hurra!--Scotland and Home for ever!' +Panic seized the garrison; some started frae their sleep--others reeled +frae their cups--some grasped their arms--others ran, they knew not +where--but terror struck the hearts o' ane and a'; and still, as the +cry, 'Scotland and Home for ever!' rang frae room to room, and was +echoed through the lang high galleries, it seemed like the shouting o' +a thousand men; and, within ten minutes, every man in the garrison was +made prisoner or put to the sword! And noo, neebors, what my kinsman +and a handfu' o' countrymen did for the deliverance o' the Castle o' +Home, can ye not do for Fast Castle, or will ye not--and so drive every +invader oot o' Berwickshire?" + +"I dinna mean to say, Madge," answered one, who appeared to be the +most influential personage amongst her auditors--"I dinna mean to say +but that your relation and his comrades hae performed a most noble +and gallant exploit--one that renders them worthy o' being held in +everlasting remembrance by their countrymen--and glad would I be if we +could this night do the same for Fast Castle. But, woman, the thing is +impossible; the cases are not parallel. It mightna be a difficult matter +to scale the highest part o' the walls o' Home Castle, and ladders could +easily be got for that purpose; but, at Fast Castle, wi' the draw-brig +up, and the dark, deep, terrible chasm between you and the walls, like +the bottomless gulf between time and eternity!--I say, again, for my +part, the thing is impossible. Wha has strength o' head, even for a +moment, to look doun frae the dark and dizzy height o' the Wolf's +Crag?--and wha could think o' scaling it? Even if it had been possible, +the stoutest heart that ever beat in a bosom would, wi' the sickening +horror o' its owner's situation, before he was half-way up, be dead as +the rocks that would dash him to pieces as he fell! Na, na, I should hae +been glad to lend a helping and a willing hand to ony practicable plan, +but it would be madness to throw away our lives where there couldna be +the slightest possibility o' success." + +"Listen," said Madge; "I ken what is possible, and what is impossible, +as weel as ony o' ye. I meant that ye should tak for example the +dauntless spirit o' my kinsman and the men o' Home, and no their manner +o' entering the castle. But, if yer hearts beat as their hearts did, +before this hour the morn's nicht, the invaders will be driven frae +Fast Castle. In the morning we are ordered to take provisions to the +garrison. I shall be wi' ye, and in the front o' ye. But, though my left +arm carries a basket, beneath my cloak shall be hidden the bit sword +which my guidman wore in the wars against King Harry; and, as I reach +the last sentinel--'Now, lads! now for Scotland and our Queen!' I shall +cry; and wha dare follow my example?" + +"I dare! I will!" said Florence Wilson, "and be at yer side to strike +doun the sentinel; and sure am I that there isna a man here that winna +do or die, and drive oor enemies frae the castle, or leave his body +within its wa's for them to cast into the sea. Every man o' us, the +morn, will enter the castle wi' arms concealed about him, and hae them +ready to draw and strike at a moment's warning. Ye canny say, freends, +but that this is a feasible plan, and ye winna be outdone in bravery by +a woman. Do ye agree to it?" + +There were cries of--"Yes, Florence, yes!--every man o' us!"--and "It +is an excellent plan--it is only a pity that it hadna been thocht o' +suner," resounded on all sides; but "Better late than never," said +others. + +"Come round me, then," said Madge; and they formed a circle around +her. "Ye swear now," she continued, "in the presence o' Him who see'th +through the darkness o' night and searcheth the heart, that nane o' ye +will betray to oor enemies what we hae this nicht determined on; but +that every man o' ye will, the morn, though at the price o' his life, do +yer utmost to deliver oor groaning country frae the yoke o' its invaders +and oppressors! This ye swear?" + +And they bowed their heads around her. + +"Awa, then," added she, "ilka man to his ain hoose, and get his weapons +in readiness." And, leaving the copse, they proceeded in various +directions across the desolate moor. But Florence Wilson accompanied +Madge to her dwelling; and, as they went, she said-- + +"Florence, if ye act as weel the morn as ye hae spoken this nicht, the +morn shall my dochter, Janet, be yer wife, wi' a fu' purse for her +portion that neither o' ye kens aboot." + +He pressed her hand in the fulness of his heart; but she added-- + +"Na, na, Florence, I'm no a person that cares aboot a fuss being made +for the sake o' gratitude--thank me wi' deeds. Remember I have said--a' +depends on yer conduct the morn." + +When they entered the house, poor Janet was weeping, because of her +mother's absence, for she had expected her for two days; and her +apprehensions were not removed when she saw her in the company of +Florence, who, although her destined husband, and who, though he had +long been in the habit of visiting her daily, had called but once during +her mother's absence, and then he was sad and spoke little. She saw that +her parent had prevailed on him to undertake some desperate project, and +she wept for his sake. + +When he arose to depart, she rose also and accompanied him to the door. + +"Florence," said she, tenderly, "you and my mother hae some secret +between ye, which ye winna communicate to me." + +"A' that is a secret between us," said he, "is, that she consents that +the morn ye shall be my winsome bride, if ye be willing, as I'm sure ye +are; and that is nae secret that I wad keep frae ye; but I didna wish to +put ye aboot by mentioning it before her." + +Janet blushed, and again added-- + +"But there is something mair between ye than that, Florence, and why +should ye hide it frae me?" + +"Dear me, hinny!" said he, "I wonder that ye should be sae apprehensive. +There is nae secret between yer mother an' me that isna weel-kenned to +every ane in the country-side. But just ye hae patience--bide a +wee--wait only till the morn; and, when I come to lead ye afore the +minister, I'll tell ye a'thing then." + +"An' wherefore no tell me the noo, Florence?" said she. "I am sure that +there is something brewing, an' a dangerous something too. Daur ye no +trust me? Ye may think me a weak an' silly creature; but, if I am not +just so rash and outspoken as my mother, try me if I haena as stout a +heart when there is a necessity for showing it." + +"Weel, Janet, dear," said Florence, "I winna conceal frae ye that there +is something brewing--but what that something is I am not at liberty +to tell. I am bound by an oath not to speak o't, and so are a hunder +others, as weel as me. But the morn it will be in my power to tell ye +a'. Noo, just be ye contented, and get ready for our wedding." + +"And my mother kens," Janet was proceeding to say, when her mother's +voice was heard, crying from the house-- + +"Come in, Janet--what are ye doing oot there in the cauld?--ye hae been +lang enough wi' Florence the nicht--but the morn's nicht ye may speak to +him as lang as ye like. Sae come in, lassie." + +As the reader may suppose, Madge was not one whose commands required to +be uttered twice; and, with a troubled heart, Janet bade Florence +"good-night," and returned to the cottage. + +It was a little after sunrise on the following day, when a body of more +than a hundred peasantry, agreeably to the command of the governor, +appeared before the castle, laden with provisions. Some of them had the +stores which they had brought upon the backs of horses, but which they +placed upon their own shoulders as they approached the bridge. Amongst +them were fishermen from Eyemouth and Coldingham, shepherds from the +hills with slaughtered sheep, millers, and the cultivators of the +patches of arable ground beyond the moor. With them, also, were a few +women carrying eggs, butter, cheese, and poultry; and at the head of the +procession (for the narrowness of the drawbridge over the frightful +chasm, beyond which the castle stood, caused the company to assume the +form of a procession as they entered the walls) was Madge Gordon, and +her intended son-in-law, Florence Wilson. + +The drawbridge had been let down to them; the last of the burden-bearers +had crossed it; and Madge had reached the farthest sentinel, when +suddenly dropping her basket, out from beneath her grey cloak gleamed +the sword of her dead husband! + +"Now, lads!--now for Scotland and our Queen!" she exclaimed, and as she +spoke, the sword in her hand pierced the body of the sentinel. At the +same instant every man cast his burden to the ground, a hundred hidden +swords were revealed, and every sentinel was overpowered. + +"Forward, lads! forward!" shouted Madge. + +"Forward!" cried Florence Wilson, with his sword in his hand, leading +the way. They rushed into the interior of the castle; they divided into +bands. Some placed themselves before the arsenal where arms were kept, +while others rushed from room to room, making prisoners of those of the +garrison who yielded willingly, and showing no quarter to those who +resisted. Many sought safety in flight, some flying half-naked, aroused +from morning dreams after a night's carouse, and almost all fled without +weapons of defence. The effect upon the garrison was as if a thunderbolt +had burst in the midst of them. Within half an hour, Fast Castle was in +the hands of the peasantry, and the entire soldiery who had defended it +had either fled, were slain, or made prisoners. + +Besides striking the first blow, Madge had not permitted the sword of +her late husband to remain idle in her hands during the conflict. And, +as the conquerors gathered round Florence Wilson, to acknowledge to him +that to his counsel, presence of mind, and courage, as their leader, in +the midst of the confusion that prevailed, they owed their victory, and +the deliverance of the east of Berwickshire from its invaders, Madge +pressed forward, and, presenting him her husband's sword, said-- + +"Tak this, my son, and keep it--it was the sword o' a brave man, and to +a brave man I gie it--and this night shall ye be my son indeed." + +"Thank ye, mother--mother!" said Florence. And as he spoke a faint smile +crossed his features. + +But scarce had he taken the sword in his hand, ere a voice was heard, +crying-- + +"Where is he?--where shall I find him?--does he live?--where is my +mother?" + +"Here, love!--here! It is my Janet!" cried Florence; but his voice +seemed to fail him as he spoke. + +"Come here, my bairn," cried her mother, "and in the presence of these +witnesses receive a hand that ye may be proud o'." + +As part of the garrison fled through Coldingham, Janet had heard of +the surprise by which the castle had been taken, and ran towards it to +gather tidings of her mother and affianced husband; for she now knew the +secret which they would not reveal to her. + +As she rushed forward, the crowd that surrounded Florence gave way, +and, as he moved forward to meet her, it was observed that he shook or +staggered as he went; but it was thought no more of; and when she fell +upon his bosom, and her mother took their hands and pressed them +together, the multitude burst into a shout and blessed them. He strove +to speak--he muttered the word "Janet!" but his arms fell from her neck, +and he sank as lifeless on the ground. + +"Florence! my Florence!--he is wounded--murdered!" cried the maiden, and +she flung herself beside him on the ground. + +Madge and the spectators endeavoured to raise him; but his eyes were +closed; and, as he gasped, they with difficulty could understand the +words he strove to utter--"Water--water!" + +He had, indeed, been wounded--mortally wounded--but he spoke not of it. +They raised him in their arms and carried him to an apartment in the +castle; but, ere they reached it, the spirit of Florence Wilson had +fled. + +Poor Janet clung to his lifeless body. She now +cried--"Florence!--Florence!--we shall be married +to-night?--yes!--yes!--I have everything ready!" And again she spoke +bitter words to her mother, and said that she had murdered her Florence. +The spectators lifted her from his body, and Madge stood as one on whom +affliction, in the midst of her triumph, had fallen as a palsy, +depriving her of speech and action. + +"My poor bereaved bairn!" she at length exclaimed; and she took her +daughter in her arms and kissed her--"ye hae indeed cause to mourn, +for Florence was a noble lad!--but, oh, dinna say it was my doing, +hinny!--dinna wyte yer mother!--will ye no, Janet? It is a great comfort +that Florence has died like a hero." + +But Janet never was herself again. She became, as their neighbours +said, a poor, melancholy, maundering creature, going about talking of +her Florence and the surprise of Fast Castle, and ever ending her +story--"But I maun awa hame and get ready, for Florence and I are to be +married the nicht." + +Madge followed her, mourning, wheresoever she went, bearing with and +soothing all her humours. But she had not long to bear them; for, within +two years, Janet was laid by the side of Florence Wilson, in Coldingham +kirkyard; and, before another winter howled over their peaceful graves, +Madge lay at rest beside them. + + + + +THE SURGEON'S TALES. + +THE SOMNAMBULIST OF REDCLEUGH. + + +It is now many years since I visited a patient, at the distance of some +sixty miles from the proper circuit of my practice. On one occasion, +when with him, I received a letter from a gentleman, who subscribed +himself as one of the trustees of Mr. Bernard[B] of Redcleugh, +requesting me to visit, on my return home, the widow of that gentleman, +who still resided in the old mansion, and whose mind had received a +shock from some domestic affliction, any allusion to which was, for some +reason, very specially reserved. I may remark, that I believe I owed +this application to some opinions I was known to entertain on the +subject of that species of insanity produced by moral causes, and which +is to be carefully distinguished from the diathetic mania, so often +accompanied by pathological changes in the brain. It is scarcely +necessary to inform the reader, that we have always a better chance for +a cure in the one case than in the other, insomuch indeed as, in the +first, we have merely functional derangement; in the second, organic +change. I always maintain there is no interest about insane people, +except to the man of science; and even he very soon gets to that "ass's +bridge," on the other side of which Nature, as the genius of occult +things, stands with a satirical smile on her face, as she sees the proud +savans toppling over into the Lethe of sheer ignorance, and getting +drowned for their insane curiosity. In the asylum in France, mentioned +by De Vayer, the inmates enjoyed exceedingly the imputed madness of the +visiting physician. The same play is acted in the world all throughout. +Our insanity has only a little more method in it--and while I avoid any +description of the madness of Mrs. Bernard, I will have to set forth a +story, which, leading to that madness, has in it apparently as much of +insanity as may be found in the ravings of a maniac. + + [B] I find it more convenient, in this tale, to give names to + my personages, in place of initials. + +I obeyed the call to Redcleugh, where I found the _res domi_ in a +peculiar position. There were few inmates in the large old house. +Besides the invalid herself, there was an old cook and a butler, by name +Francis, who had been in the family for many years, and whose garrulity +was supplied from an inexhaustible fountain--the fate and fortunes of +the Bernards. My patient was a lovely woman in body--a maniac in mind. +Her affliction had suddenly shot up into her brain, and left untouched +the lineaments of her beauty, excepting the expression of the eye, which +had become nervous and furtive, oscillating between the extreme of +softness and the intensity of ferocity. Having been cautioned by Francis +to make no allusion to her husband or to certain children, whom he +named, or to the word "book," and many other things, I contented myself, +in the first instance, with a general examination of her symptoms; and, +as it was late before I arrived, I resolved upon remaining all night, +which would enable me to see her again in the morning. I had supper +served up to me by Francis, who brought me some wine which had been in +the house for fifty years, and told me stories of the family, extending +back twice that period. Sometimes these old legends would be interrupted +for a moment by a shrill cry, coming from a source which we both knew. +All else in this house was under the spell of Angerana, the genius of +silence. There is something peculiar in the sound of a common voice in +a large house, filled with memorials of those who had lived in it, and +yet with no living sounds to break the dull heavy air, which seems to +thicken by not being moved. It appeared as if I had been suddenly thrown +into a region of romance, but my experiences were not pleasant. I wished +to escape to my own professional thoughts again, and desired to go to +bed. + +I was accordingly, not without some efforts on the part of my +entertainer to prolong his stories, ushered into my bed-room--a large +apartment, hung with pictures, some very old, and some very new. Francis +put the candle down, and left me. It was not long before I was undressed +and under the bed-clothes; but not being sure about sleeping, I left the +candle burning, intending to rise and extinguish it when I found myself +more inclined to fall over into the rest I required. The old legends +began to pass through my mind, and I was engrossed with the spirit of +the past. Time makes poetry out of very common things, and then we are +to remember, what we do not often think of, that the most ordinary life +cannot be passed without encountering some incidents which smack of the +romantic. Nay, every man's life, as a bright gleam thrown on the dark +abyss which separates him from eternity, is all through a romance, in +the midst of that greater one, seen by us only as shadows--the negatives +of some positives, perhaps, witnessed by eyes on the other side. I +have always been tinged by something of the spirit of old Bruno, +that dreamer, whose most real realities were no other than umbery +forms--flakes of shadow--cast off by a central light from the real +objects, of which we are the mere shadowy representatives. All the +breathing, throbbing, active beings, who for two hundred years had run +along these narrow passages of the old house, and peered into half-open +doors, or out of the small skew-topped windows--danced, sang, laughed +and wept--died, and been carried out--were to each other as such umbery +things; and I, the present subsisting shadow, received them all into my +living microcosm, where, as in a mirror, they existed again, scarcely +less shadowy than before. + +Somehow or another I could not get to sleep; not that I had any fears: +these were out of the question with me. My vigils were attributable to +a fancy, wrought upon by the recitals of the old butler, illustrated +by the very concrete things which had been used by the personages he +described. There were the chairs they sat on, the beds they slept on, +the piano they played on, all as they had been left. It was impossible +for me to conceive that there was yet no connection between these things +and the old family. The pictures, too, were still there, in the various +rooms, some of them in my bed-room. The light of my eyes seemed to have +disenchanted these silent staring personages. They came forth and +occupied themselves as they had been wont before they became pictures. +The chair of the first of the late Mr. Bernard's two wives--that "angel +whose look was an eternal smile," as Francis poetically described +her--appeared to have the power of drawing her down into it; but then +the attraction was not less for the second wife, "whose fate was a +terrible mystery;" and thus would I get confused. Then, to which of +these did the little dark fellow on the south wall belong--he who seemed +to have been scorched by too strong a sun--and the girl beside them, who +looked as if she had been blanched by too bright a moon--which of the +two was her mother? + +At last I got out of bed, and rummaged for some stray volume to +disenchant me out of the imaginary world of these Bernards. I drew out +one or two drawers, which had been so long shut that they had lost their +allegiance to the hand. I peered into an escritoire, and another old +cabinet, which creaked and groaned at being disturbed by a hand not a +Bernard's. All was empty. There was one drawer which refused to come +out to the full extent. Something seemed to be jammed between it and +the back of the escritoire. Man is an enterprising animal; a little +resistance sets his energies a-spring. I would not be baulked. I +would know what the impediment was and work out the solution of the +difficulty. By pulling hard the obstacle gave way. The drawer followed +my hand, while my body fell back on the floor. Psha! some stray leaves +of an old pamphlet fluttered about. I had dismembered the obstacle, and +would now collect the fragments. I had got for my pains an old brochure, +embellished by dreadful woodcuts, of the old Newgate calender style, and +entitled, "The true and genuine history of the murderer, Jane Grierson, +who poisoned her mistress, and thereby became the wife of her master, +Josiah Temple;" the date 1742. I was no fancier of awful histories of +murderers, yet I would read myself asleep amidst horrors rather than +lie with my imagination in wakeful subjugation to the images of these +eternal Bernards. Bernard still! on the top of the title page was +written "Amelia Bernard." The charm was here too. Which of these fair +creatures on the wall was the proprietor of this brochure? She had read +it surely with care. She must have cherished it, or why identify it as +her own? Perhaps she was a lover of old books; it could not be that she +was a lover of cruel stories. Those eyes were made for throwing forth +the lambent light of affection and love; how unlike to the staring +blood-shot orbs of that Jane Grierson on that terrific woodcut! Yet, +true to the nature of my species, at least my sex, I found in the grim +pamphlet that inexpressible something which recommends coarse recitals +of human depravity even to cultivated minds, and which consists probably +in the conformity between the thing itself and the description of it; +the rugged words, semblances of the rugged implements, and the savage +actions of cruelty, address themselves to the latent barbarism which +lies as the lowest stratum of our many piled nature, and receive the +savage response at the moment we blush for humanity. These dire images +of the murderer's story were stronger than those of the Bernards--even +of those lovely faces on the wall--and as the candle burned down, and +the red wick grew up, I read and read on, how the cruel fiend did +destroy while she fawned upon her victim; how that victim, overcome by +the kindness of her enemy, praised her to her husband, who loved his +wife to distraction; and how she, even in her devoted gratitude, +recommended her murderer as her successor to the bed she lay on, and to +those arms where she so often had enjoyed the pressure of his love. Nor +was the recommendation ineffectual, for the said wicked Jane did become +the wife of her victim's husband. The old horrid savagery of our +criminal literature!--not yet abated--never to be abated--only glossed +with tropes and figures more hideous than the plain narrative of blood. + +It was a vain thought that I should read myself asleep among the +terrible images suggested by my brochure. I was even more vigilant than +before. Then, that Francis seemed never at rest; I heard him clambering +up stairs, tramping along passages, shutting doors, speaking to himself, +just as if all the actions of his prior life were being gone over again. +I would have another visit, and another long narrative of some Bernard, +whose picture was somewhere in a red or blue room, and who had been, as +usual, with all those bearded individuals who hung on walls, either at +the crusades under Peter the hermit, or at Flodden under James, or at +Culloden under Charles. The clock struck, with a sound of grating rust, +two; and--tramp, tramp--he trudged along the passage. The door opened, +and in came my chronicler. + +"Doctor, I saw your light," said he, "and you know it was always my +duty, when the family were in their old home here, to see that all the +lights were out o' nights; aye ever after the east wing was burned down, +through aunt Marjory's love of reading old romances. I hope I did not +disturb you." + +"No," replied I; "pray, Francis, I need not ask which of these two +pictured beauties is Amelia, my patient? The likeness is good." + +"Yes, there she is," said he, with a return of his old enthusiasm. "See +her light locks and her blue eyes. She was the mother of that fair +child. Don't you see the daughter in the mother and the mother in the +daughter? But I cannot look long on these pictures. My heart fails and +my head runs round. Look at the dark one. It was a terrible night that +when she came to Redcleugh. My wife, who now lies in Deathscroft, down +among the elms yonder, could not sleep for the screeching of the owls, +as if every horned devil of them shouted woe! woe!--to the house of +Redcleugh." + +"Nonsense, Francis, omens--all nonsense," I said, interrupting him. + +"So said I to Christy, just as you say, doctor. So say we all, every one +of us, here and everywhere, always, just until we are pulled up at a +jerk by some one of God's acts, when we see His finger pointed to the +sign. You are not so old as I am, and have something to learn. Signs are +made only when there are to be judgments, and judgments are not +according to the common ways of heaven." + +"What did Mr. Bernard do," asked I, "to bring upon him this judgment +which appears to you to have been so fearful?" + +"I am not in the secrets of God's ways with erring man," replied he. +"But who can tell how my master got Lillah--that's her there with these +dark eyes--his first wife? He had been away for years in the eastern +countries, and he never wrote to any one that he was to bring a wife +with him. He brought her, amidst the storm of that fearful night, as if +she had been a bird which he had rescued from the blast, so cowering and +timid did she appear, always clinging to the laird, and looking at him +with such beseeching eyes, and so unlike the women of our land--aye, for +it was no northern sun lighted up these eyes; and as for a heathen faith +imparting such gentleness, we could understand it no way. 'Twas all a +hurry in Redcleugh as well as a sort of fright among us in the hall, +every one whispering and wondering and questioning all to no end; for +from that night we never knew more of her home or kindred, save that it +was suspected she was a Circassian, and had left a noble home for the +love she bore to master. Nor was she ever inquired after by her friends, +except once, when a great eastern lord, as they said, came in a strange +equipage to see her; but her change to a Christian shocked and angered +him, so that high words rose and even reached our ears. He spoke of the +faith she had forsworn, of Allah, and Mahomet, and the Koran, and she +with tears responded Christ, the Saviour of all mankind, and his holy +mother, and the cross of Calvary, so that he was made more angry; and +then he spoke of Euphrosyne, her mother, as we thought, and again the +tears rolled down these cheeks, as she clung to master and lay upon his +neck, sobbing as if her heart would burst in the battle between the +daughter and the wife. The stranger departed in anger, nor did he break +his fast at Redcleugh, and many a day afterwards my young lady was in +tears. 'Twas not long till she had that boy, whom she bore after many +days of labour, with such pain that there was not a servant in the +household did not look as if her own salvation depended upon the issue +of that protracted struggle, so beloved was she, sir; so respected, so +adored, so pitied; and as for Mr. Bernard, he was not himself--scarcely +a man--and little wonder either, for his face was ever the attraction +of her eyes, and every look seemed to be watched by her as if all her +happiness hung upon one of his smiles. Such doings were the wonder of us +all in these parts; for you know we are rougher lovers in our cold land, +and neither Christy, nor I, nor any of us, could understand how, on the +face of this earth, there could be such affection--not a single drop of +bitterness, not a ruffle on the smooth surface. Why, sir! did we not +all, to satisfy our self-love, and our country's custom, call it very +idolatry; but it was only a little envy which we, as it were, stole to +ourselves, as a sweet unction to our sores, and when these were mended +we loved her the more--nay, we could do nothing less; for even the +devil's spleen couldn't detect an unevenness to hang upon it a suspicion +against her." + +"You are even more partial, Francis, than the painter," said I, "whom I +have been charging with the fault of drawing upon his fancy to enable +him to draw upon our credulity. She looks scarcely earthly." + +"It's no use my description, sir. There are certain perfections +we cannot attribute to God's creatures, because we suffer by the +comparison. They say if there's not now and then a little anger there's +a want. Oh! they will say God's image is not perfect if it have not a +dash of our own evil in it. But experience is the mother of wonders as +well as wisdom. Aye, sir, years of intercourse, even at a servant's +distance, are worth more than your theories in these days." + +"I suspect you have been in the library, Francis," said I; "you have +opened books as well as bottles." + +"Aye, sir, and _the book_ of all books," replied he seriously; "but I +hope I am not irreverend when I say that God may lead us to understand +the first image in Eden by showing us sometimes something better here +than what we can feel within our own hearts." + +"Oh, I am not sceptical," said I; for I thought he was pained by my +remark, as if I doubted the qualities of his idol. "I believe all you +have said of poor Lillah; and I love for the sake of my own matrimonial +hopes to believe it, and more. But this idol died!" + +"And died young, sir; perhaps because she was an idol," replied he. +"They don't live long, sir, these creatures. They're like some of those +bright winged things of the East, of which I have read, that exist only +so long as the rose blooms on which they hang and live. But my lady +Lillah never dwined--only there came a sadness over her, and master +noticed that she began to cherish more than usual a miniature which she +carried about with her in her bosom--the figure of a lady--I have seen +it often--so like herself you'd have said they were of the same +family--'twas her mother, whom she called Euphrosyne. Even now I think I +see her sitting in the rose arbour in the garden, with little Caleb by +her side, gazing at that picture, so long, so thoughtfully, so pitifully +that she seemed ready to weep; then she would, as if recalled by +remorse, hug the child, and bid him run for his father; then Mr. Bernard +would no sooner come than she would be so much more loving than was even +her wont, that he seemed oppressed by the very fervour of her affection. +Master was a quiet man, sir, and full of thought; and he soon saw that +it would be good for my lady that she should have a companion. So the +next thing we heard was that Amelia Temple, who had been governess over +the muir at Abbey Field, and had been several times at Redcleugh with +Mr. Orchardstoun's daughters, was engaged to come to us at the term. And +she came. The wind did not whistle that night, nor the owl sound his +horn; there was no omen, sir, and this will please you, though it does +not shake me in my faith in heaven's warnings. You see Amelia there +(holding up the candle, now nearly in the socket), I need not describe +what the painter has copied so faithfully. But master did not look +kindly on that face, beautiful as it is, with that flashing eye and +joyful expression. No, 'twas not till my lady grew distractedly fond of +her that he looked sweetly on her (in the right way) for the love she +gave to and got from her he loved the best of all the world. Oh! 'twas a +beautiful sight, sir, those women. The rose of the west was a match for +the lily of the east; then the pensive sweetness of the one, and the +innocent light-heartedness of the other, met and mingled in a friendship +without guile--a love without envy." + +"Your last visit, Francis," I said, with a smile which I could not +conceal, "must have been to the poets of the library." + +"'Tis only truth, sir," resumed he. "When one sees a beautiful thing +and feels the beauty--a privilege which is probably never denied at all +times to any of God's creatures, and does not belong exclusively to the +high born or the learned--he is a poet, be he a gauger or a butler. Aye, +sir, a man may be a poet when his nose is right over the mouth of a +bottle of burgundy, vintage '81." + +"And not very poetical when he reflects that there is not a bottle left +in the house," said I. + +"He has still 'the pleasures of hope,'" rejoined Francis, with a little +newborn moisture on his dry lips. + +"Well," rejoined I, as I began to yawn from pure want of sleep, "there +is at least little of either poetry or pleasure in 'hope deferred.' We +will moisten these dry legends of the Bernards by a little of that +burgundy of theirs now." + +And this chronicler of the Bernards, as well as of something better than +small beer, soon handed me a large glassful of this prince of wines. + +"You will require all the benefit of that, sir," said he, "if I am to go +on with my story." + +"I'm not afraid," said I, listlessly, "after what I have read of the +Grierson horrors." + +The old man turned upon me a strange, wild look, rendered grotesque, if +not ludicrous, by the effect of the glassful he had at that moment taken +at my request. "Ah! you have heard--yet surely it is impossible. Was it +not all between me and master? Who other could know of it? And the book! +Oh, it was never found." + +"I know nothing of these mysteries," replied I, not really understanding +him, yet amazed at his appearance, as with long grey locks, shaking by +his excitement, he kept staring at me in the dim light--for the candle +was now out, and the fire burned red and dull. A little more conjuring +would have brought all these pictures out into the room, and even as it +was, I was beginning to transform my companion's shadow, as it lay on +the arm chair behind him, into the very person itself of Lillah Bernard. + +"Doctor," he said, gravely, "you must know the dark secret of this +apartment." + +"Nothing," replied I. "Go on; you have roused my curiosity. I know +nothing of the Bernard's but what you have told me, and I request to +know more. Go on, Francis." + +He was not satisfied; continued to search, so far as he could, my face; +but I wore him out. + +"It's no use denying it, sir," he at length said, "but take your own +way now;" then heaving a deep sigh, which might have been heard at the +farthest end of the large room, so silent was all, he went on: "'Twas +not to last, sir, all that happiness among those three, and little Caleb +was the centre by which they were all joined. There's an enemy abroad to +such heart-unions--unseen by all but God, who views him with the eye of +anger, but lets him have his way for a season, and why we know it. Such +little Edens grow up here and there among roses, as if to remind us of +the one paradise which has gone, and to make us hope for the other which +is to come; the old tragedy is wrought within a circuit of a few feet +and the reach of a few hearts. Oh! the old fiend triumphs with the old +laugh on his dark cheek. Yes, sir, it is even so; there is nothing new +with the devil, nor nothing old, nor will there be till his neck is +fastened; but in this meanwhile of days and years of time, oh! how the +soul pants as it looks through the clouds of sorrow which rise under his +dark wing, and can see no light, save through the deep grave where lie +those once beautiful things in corruption. 'Twas the beauty did it all, +sir; the enemy cannot stand that loveliness; it makes him wild; he raves +to get between the hearts and tear them so that the sanctified temples +shall have no incense in them--nothing save the heavy odours of carrion. +My lady Lillah one day felt a drowsiness come over her; it seemed, as +Christy said, she felt only as if she had been inclined to sleep at an +unusual time; she made no complaint, but Mr. Bernard observed something +in her eye, and his watchfulness took alarm at every turn of her quiet +manner. The drowsiness increased, and then it was observed that her +pulse was slow and languid; it seemed to beat with fewer pulses every +hour, and then master became more alarmed, and Amelia could not be away +from her an instant. 'Twas strange the change which all of a sudden took +place in Miss Temple; the gay laugh which Mr. Bernard used to encourage +as a welcome light thrown on the soul of his wife was no more heard; a +pitiful sympathy took its place, and, as Christy described it, looked +like the light which we see so beautiful in the thin haze when the sun +seems to melt all through it; it was the spirit of love, sir, dissolved +in the shadows of grief. She hung over our dear lady as if she would +have poured her own spirit into her to raise the still ebbing pulses. +Nothing would stop that ebbing; the pulse would beat a little stronger +after something given to her, but never quicker. Then these long silken +eyelashes fell farther and farther down, and the voice which had ever +been all meekness, fell and fell into half whispers. At length she said +something into master's ear; and he motioned to Miss Temple to go out +for a little, but Christy remained. It was an awful moment, sir, when +she made a sign that she would speak. 'Dear Edward,' she said, as she +seemed to try to lift higher the drooping lids, 'I will never more see +the beautiful valley of the Kabarda, where stands my father's castle, +with its gardens and roses of Shiraz. Oh, strange it seems to me, as all +the things about me grow dim, the vision of those beloved scenes of my +childhood wax brighter and brighter. I hear my father's voice crying +Euphrosyne, and my mother's Lillah; my brothers and sisters take up the +cry, and the mountaineers salute the favourite daughter of their chief. +But she is here in this far land, and you, my best beloved, are there +before her. Edward, I am going to die--soon--soon. I wished the dear +Amelia away for a little--only a little--to be here again, and never to +go more. She is faithful and loving and true. Edward; listen, my love: +when I am gone, and you can forget me, take that dear girl into that +place where you treasured me--into your affections, as your wife, +Edward. The thought pleases me, for I think you will in her marry +happiness, and my life seems to ebb away in the hope that you may be +with her as you have been with me. Farewell; bring Caleb to kiss me +before I go. There is a voice in my ears; it is Allah! Allah! but it is +not listened to by the heart which whispers Jesus! the Mediator! the +Saviour!' + +"And with these words in her lips she died. O, sir, had you seen +master--it was pitiful; and as for Amelia, who knew nothing of Lillah's +words, she kept weeping till her eyes were inflamed. But the grief was +everywhere throughout Redcleugh. It seemed as if some dreadful fate had +befallen the whole household; gloom--gloom and sadness all about--in +every face--in every heart; for never was a daughter of Scotland +beloved as was this dear lady of the far east; and I think somehow +it was her having died so far away from the land of her kindred that +softened the hearts of the people, and made them take on as I never saw +servants take on for a mistress. 'Twould be a sharp eye, sir, that could +distinguish now, in the vault of death's croft, the grey ashes of the +beautiful Circassian from the dust of the Bernards--ay, or that of my +poor Christian Dempster! It was now a long dark night to the house of +Redcleugh, but the longest night is at last awakened by a sun in the +morning. Mr. Bernard--always a moody man--scarcely opened his mouth for +months and months. He was like a tree, that stands erect after being +blasted--it may move by the winds, but the sun has no warmth for it, and +there is nothing inside or at the root to give it life. They say that +when a beloved wife dies, it is to the husband like the sun going away +out of the firmament, and that by-and-by she appears as a pale moon. Ay, +sir; everything here is full of change. Mr. Bernard's moon had no waning +in it, till he began to catch the echoes of Miss Amelia's voice as he +wandered among the woods. It was the grey dawn of another sun, and the +sun rose and rose, promising to gild the east again with its glory. The +long burden was taken off Amelia. Her laugh began again to enliven +Redcleugh, when she saw that Mr. Bernard was able to bear it. Then, +sir, to bear it was to begin to love it, for it was the most infectious +joyfulness that ever gladdened man's ears. The change, once begun, went +on; he hung upon her voice as if it had been music. Every laugh shook +him out of his long misery--it appeared to be to him like new life +running along the nerves of the old dead tabernacle. So might one think +of a man in the desert, as he looks down into the well, with the +reflection of the sun in it; the water is drunk in living light; he +shakes off all the horrors of his long-borne thirst, and rises renewed +and glad. It was pitiful--yea, it was pleasant too--to see how he +followed her, gazed at her, listened to her, just as if he were always +praying her, for mercy's sake, to give him some more of that medicine +of his spirit. But, perhaps, he never would have thought of marrying +Amelia, but for the parting words of Lillah. Christy, in her curious +way, said that it was Lillah's moon that lighted him on to the rising of +the new sun of Amelia; and as Christy wanted this new match, for the +sake of saving, as she thought, the life of our master--it was strange +enough that she saw no omens now save good ones; for was it not a good +one, that every living thing about Redcleugh looked as joyful as Amelia +herself? A wonderful work this world, sir! No magician could have worked +a greater wonder than the scene of that marriage after the scene of that +deathbed; yet it delighted me to see old Redcleugh all in a blaze again, +and to go down into the old catacombs for the old-crusted vintages. +Bless your heart!--it was just like the beginning of a new term of +life to me. Then the memory of Lillah threw no shade over the scene of +enjoyment, for we all knew that if her spirit were not hovering over her +beloved Circassia, it would be here looking down on the fulfilment of +her dying wish." + +Here Francis drew breath, as if to prepare himself for something much +more wonderful. It may easily be conceived that he had enlisted my +sympathy, as well by the facts of his story, as his manner of telling +it; and as one turns to the woodcut of a tale to get his impressions +enlivened or verified, I felt a desire to see again, by the light of a +candle, the face of the second wife. Francis gratified me by getting +another candle, lighting it, and holding it up full in the face of +Amelia. + +"'Twas all well for Redcleugh for a time," he resumed, "save for me, who +lost my dear Christy shortly after Mira was born. That's she there, sir, +as I have told you, alongside of my lady Amelia. When the grief was +still heavy upon me, I was surprised by an almost sudden change in Mr. +Bernard. I had gone up in the morning, expecting to find him in his +dressing-room, which, as you see, enters as well from the lobby as by a +door from the parlour, where breakfast was served. As I proceeded along +the passage, I saw my lady hurrying away, with her handkerchief over her +eyes, and her right hand held up, as if she were addressing Heaven; then +deep sobs came from her, and a groan, which burst from the heart as she +turned away into the west angle, sounded through the long lobbies and +corridors. Master was not in his dressing-room. I heard his voice +calling me from his bed-room, and I started at the sound, so unlike his +utterance--so deep, heart-ridden, and agonized. On entering, I found him +in his morning gown, sitting in that chair; his head thrown back, and +his eyes fixed on my lady Lillah's portrait. It seemed, also, as if +Amelia could not rest in the room in the west angle, where I thought I +had seen her hurrying. Her foot was distinctly heard as she passed again +along the lobby, which stretches along to the east tower, and passes +this room, where my master and I were. A succession of groans followed, +and died away as she receded. Mr. Bernard was too much occupied by some +heart-stupefying thought to heed these sounds, and I stood before him +not knowing what to say, far less what to do. At length he held up his +hands, and placing one on my arm, said, in a voice which seemed the +sound of one choking:-- + +"'Francis, you are an old friend, not a servant--not now at least. I +trust you. The house of Redcleugh is doomed, nor shall a Bernard be ever +again happy within its walls.' + +"'What is wrong, master?' I inquired. + +"'The core,' said he; 'the master's heart. I must go to the East again. +There may be peace there for me; here, in my father's house, there is +none. But what shall become of Caleb and Mira?' + +"My heart was too full to answer, and still Amelia's groans came from +the passages, changing and changing, like the voice of a restless +spirit. My master rose, and, folding his arms, paced along the room. His +brow was knit tight as the muscles would draw. He seemed to contract his +arms, as if to compress his heart--nor did a word escape from him. A +thought seized me, that, like the older Bernards, he was under a fit of +alienation. I made for the door, to seek my lady Amelia, and even in her +agonies to consult her what was to be done. My master seized me sharply +by the arm. + +"'Whither going?' he said. + +"'For my lady,' replied I. + +"'For Amelia?' he said--'for the murderer of my Lillah, my first love, +my angel?' + +"I stood petrified, the word 'murderer' twittering on my shaking lips in +fragments. + +"'Yes,' he said, 'come in, come in--bolt that door; the other is +already cared for. Francis, you know how my Lillah died; there was no +disease--she slept away as a drugged victim. Now, listen. During this +last night I was awoke by the restlessness of Amelia. I heard her leave +my side, and rise from the bed'--that on which you are now lying.--'The +rush-light burned on the mantelpiece, and I could see my wife, as she +rose and began to pace the floor. I called out gently, "Amelia;" but +got no answer. Her eyes, I saw, were fixed; and she moved her arms, +as if she were addressing some imaginary being. I concluded she was +sleep-walking, and immediately she began to speak, as she paced +backwards and forwards. Part of what she said I lost, but I could join +together enough for conviction. + +"'"She stood between me and my love," she said, as she stopped for a +moment, laying one hand upon another, "and it was necessary she should +be put out of the way. A Grierson was never a waverer when a deed of +blood was to be done." "How did you do it?" "How did I do it? Poison! I +made her sleep the long sleep, which the sun never breaks, nor the moon, +nor time." "What poison did you say?" "The sleepy poison. I made for her +a draught, that I might draw the sweet life away; and"-- + +"'She stopped and laughed, as a sleep-walker laughs--hollow and distant. + +"'"And get into the _Temple_ she occupied. Was you still kind to her +while you watched the effect of your draught?" "Was I, did you say? Yes, +very kind. Oh! I nursed her dying spirit, that he might think me a +ministering angel to his wife, whom I wanted to succeed. He was +deceived. Yes, yes; simple fool, he was deceived. Ay, and not deceived, +for I loved him." + +"'She began to walk again to and fro, sometimes slowly, sometimes +quickly, then of a sudden turned and stood--"She was fair," she +continued, as she kept looking at the wall; "but so am I. He got as good +a bargain in me as in her." Then she made devious movements, turning and +returning, muttering to herself, but so thickly that I only caught words +much disjointed--"Remorse!--yes, yes!--no, no!--not till I am to be +hanged; but that cannot be; no one saw me. Say nothing, nothing!--mix +the draught--away to bed. 'Tis late, late! and I am cold." + +"'She came to bed, Francis, cold and shivering. My mind began to regain +some form of thinking, after having been tossed about by the effect of +her horrible monologue, or rather part of a dialogue. The conviction was +instant, unavoidable, and certain. I never thought of awakening her to +question her, but lay distant from her as from a reptile. I slept none. +In the morning she turned to kiss me. I drew back my head in horror, +and saw that she too was horrified at my manner. I bade her begone for a +murderer, and, committed thus by my agony, told her she had confessed +the whole story in a fit of somnambulism. Then she flew from me, crying +she was innocent, tearing her hair in good acting--and there she walks +by the passages under the sting of her guilt. Oh! she dare not face me, +even were I to allow a meeting, which I wont. Francis, I am convinced.' + +"My master," continued Francis, addressing me as I lay listening and +thinking of the old brochure, "was always moody, as I have said--ay, and +crotchety; no one had any power to drive from him a settled opinion or +resolution. After I had listened to him I said-- + +"'Master, permit me, your poor servant, to say that this is not evidence +on which I would beat a dog.' + +"'I am convinced,' he replied sternly and unkindly, and he moved his +hand as a sign that I should leave him. I retreated, grieved to the +heart, for I knew master's nature. When I got to the top of the stair, I +saw my lady beckoning me from the door of the library. I went to her. + +"'Francis,' she said, as she shut the door, 'what is this? Has my +husband told you anything?' + +"'All,' I replied. 'He has recounted to me some strange words uttered by +you in your sleep, from which he infers that you poisoned my lady +Lillah.' + +"'Repeat them--repeat them,' she said hurriedly. + +"I did so, and when I mentioned the name Grierson, she seemed to +brighten a little. O how she hung upon my words! + +"'Francis,' she said, 'I may be saved. You may help me. Some nights +ago I was occupied in reading the history of Jane Grierson--a little +pamphlet which you will find in the drawer of the escritoire, in +the dressing-room. There is the key. That story is the story I had +recounted in my sleep. Go get the book, and bring it to me. That will +save me, and nothing but that will save me.' + +"'God be praised,' I ejaculated, and then hurried with all speed to get +the book. I searched the escritoire; it was not there. I examined other +drawers with no better success. At length I returned to my lady, and +reported my failure. Without saying a word she hurried away from me, +rushed along the lobby, and entered the parlour opening into the +dressing-room. Not doubting her word, and agitated by the hope of all +being thus satisfactorily explained when the book should be got, I flew +to my master's room through the door from the passage. + +"'It is all explainable,' I cried, as I entered. + +"'Indeed!' answered Mr. Bernard satirically. + +"'My lady was some nights ago reading the story of Jane Grierson,' said +I, 'and her sleep-walking conversation was only a repetition of the +story.' + +"'Grierson, Grierson!' cried my master, as he rose frantically, and +placed his hand on his forehead. 'Yes, yes! she mentioned the word. I +have never thought of that. Yes! yes! show me that book, and I shall be +satisfied.' + +"I ran immediately to the door leading to the dressing-room, where I +heard my lady searching. Master had shut it. He opened it for me by the +key which he held in his hand, and locked it as I passed out. It seemed +he wanted no interview till the book should be got. Amelia was there, +searching and searching, trembling and sighing. + +"'What means this?' she ejaculated, as she proceeded--then paused. 'I +must have placed it in the trunk, from whence I took it;' and she rushed +away to the room where the trunks lay, which she had brought with her to +Redcleugh. + +"'Twas all in vain. That book could not be got, sir. That book was never +found. No copy of it could be procured. The loss of that book was the +ruin of the house of Redcleugh." + +"There it is," said I, holding up the tattered brochure to the wondering +eyes of the old butler. + +"Gracious Heaven!" cried the old man. "Yet not gracious--too late, too +late!" and he staggered, like one who is drunk. "Mr. Bernard is dead." + +"And Amelia is mad," said I, sorrowfully. + +"Yes, mad," said he, as he still gazed on the brochure, and turned it +over and over with trembling hands. + +"But how did you come to get this," he inquired. + +I told him, and he rose and hastened to the escritoire to examine it, +and satisfy himself of the truth of my statement. + +"When that book could not be found, sir," he resumed when he came back, +"my master put his resolution into effect. He placed his children with +Mr. Gordon, one of his trustees, executed a settlement, and went to the +East. My lady Amelia never saw him from that morning, but he left word +with me, that if the pamphlet was found in the house, he should be made +acquainted with it through his trustee, Mr. Gordon. But, ah! sir, that +never happened, in God's mysterious providence; and now my poor Lady +Amelia could receive no advantage from this proof of her innocence. I +have heard from her own lips, before her reason gave way, that she was +the grand-daughter of Jane Grierson and Mr. Temple, and that was the +reason why she came to have this little book. The story haunted her, yet +she read it; while, at the same time, she concealed her possession of +it, and her connection with the parties." + +Francis now left me, and if I had little inclination to sleep before, I +had less now. All the strange incidents of the story seemed to revolve +round myself; though my part in it seemed merely the result of chance, I +appeared to myself somehow as a directly-appointed agent for working +out some design of Providence. Yet what I was required to do I did not +know. I cogitated and recogitated, and came to no conclusion as to how I +should act; only I saw no great benefit in the meantime in endeavouring +to make any use of the pamphlet for the purpose of recovering the +aberrant reason of the poor lady. At length I fell asleep, and next +morning awoke to the strange recollections of what had occurred so +shortly before. I saw Amelia again; she was depressed and moody; the +fiend within her was dormant, but its weight pressed on the issues of +thought, and her vacant stare told unutterable woe. + +I left Redcleugh without much hope, intending to pay another visit +shortly afterwards. About three or four days after reaching home, a +letter came to me from Francis, inclosing one from Mr. Gordon, the +latter of which contained the intelligence that there had been some +mistake as to the report of Mr. Bernard's death. A gentleman of the same +name had died at Aleppo, but the master of Redcleugh was still alive. A +gleam of the sunshine of hope darted through my mind. The dark images of +the story were illumined--even the figure of that poor lady enshrined in +the gloom of sorrow became bright with lustrous, meaning, intelligent +eyes. Within an hour I had a letter posted for Mr. Gordon, informing him +of the finding of the pamphlet, and requesting him to send for Mr. +Bernard by an express messenger. + +In the meanwhile I visited Mrs. Bernard regularly, though the distance +was much beyond my usual journeys. Some parts of the intelligence were +broken to her through the medium of Francis, but without any marked +result, if exacerbations were not more frequent, ending in deeper +depression; as if a wild hope had risen and died away in the absence of +anything visible or tangible to justify it to the erring but suspicious +judgment of the victim of despair. Other preparations were made; the +old servants recalled; and Francis was glorying in the prospect of a +restoration of the old ways, if not the very continuation of that broken +happiness of which he was so full. At length Mr. Bernard arrived, along +with Caleb and Mira. Mr. Gordon was along with them, and I was sent for. +We were all assembled without Mrs. Bernard being aware of our presence +in the house. I counselled caution, and Mira was introduced to the +mother alone; but the child retreated under the fear of a scream which +might betoken either joy or despair; nor did her mother ask for her +again--a strange circumstance, and not of good omen; but we behoved to +persevere, and Mr. Bernard himself, accompanied by Mr. Gordon and me, +presented ourselves before her. Was there ever a meeting under such +circumstances? The husband clasped the unconscious wife to his bosom. I +stood to watch the effect of an act which I considered precipitate, if +not imprudent. The moment she felt herself in the arms of her husband +she struggled to release herself, uttered the loudest scream I ever +heard from her, and fell in a swoon upon the floor. That swoon gave me +hopes, for in confirmed madness we do not often find that moral causes +working on the mind show any power over the body. When she recovered, +and was placed in a chair, she panted for breath, like one choking; and +waving her hands and grasping convulsively the clothes of those next to +her, seemed as if she were testing the reality of all these appearances, +as things new and wonderful and incredible. I then held out to her the +pamphlet, in all its tattered condition. The effect was extraordinary. +She clutched it with such an intensity of grasp that she crumpled it all +up, and then tried with trembling hands to undo the crushed leaves, some +of which fell at her feet. I watched the rise of the natural expression +of wonder struggling through the look of insanity; but I could discover +no joy, only something like fear. I still augured favourably. She was +laid upon her bed, and in about an hour afterwards fell into a troubled +sleep. A day passed, yet amid my hopes I could see nothing on which I +could absolutely rely as an undoubted sign of a favourable change, till +on the evening of the second day, when she burst into a flood of tears. +I had Mr. Bernard at her side at the end of this paroxysm, and in a very +short time she was hanging upon his neck, sobbing like a child who is +reconciled to its mother. + +Under a date some six months after these indications of Amelia's +convalescence, I find a note in my diary, "Dined at Redcleugh with +Mr. and Mrs. Bernard; the invalid restored, and again the object +of her husband's affection; the butler once more the pride of his +major-domoship; the old Burgundy produced and declared better than ever; +heard that musical laugh which once charmed Mr. Bernard from the depth +of his sorrow, as it now mingled, like a fluid, with the glory of a +summer sun shining through the green blinds, and spread joy throughout +the old house of Redcleugh." + + + + +THE ROTHESAY FISHERMAN. + + +When I was a boy, I used to pass the summer vacation in the Isle +of Bute, where my father had a small cottage, for the convenience +of sea-bathing. I enjoyed my sea-side visits greatly, for I was +passionately fond of boating and fishing and, before I was sixteen, had +become a fearless and excellent swimmer. From morning till night, I was +rambling about the beach, or either sailing upon or swimming in the +beautiful Frith. I was a prime favourite among the fishermen, with most +of whom I was on familiar terms, and knew them all by name. Among their +number was one man who particularly attracted my attention, and excited +my curiosity. He was civil and obliging, though distant and reserved in +his manners, with a shade of habitual melancholy on his countenance, +which awakened my sympathy, at the same time that his "bearing," which +was much above his station, commanded my respect. He _appeared_ to be +about sixty years of age; particularly prepossessing in his appearance; +and his language and demeanour would have done honour to any rank of +society. I felt involuntarily attracted towards him, and took every +opportunity of showing my wish to please and become better acquainted +with him; but in vain. He seemed gratified by my attentions; but I made +no nearer approach to his confidence. He went, among his companions, by +the name of "Gentleman Douglas;" but they appeared to be as ignorant of +the particulars of his history as myself. All they knew of him was, that +he had come among them a perfect stranger, some years before, no one +knew from whence; that he seemed to have some means of support +independent of his boat; and that he was melancholy, silent, and +reserved--as much as possible avoiding all communication with his +neighbours. These particulars only served to whet my boyish curiosity, +and I determined to leave no means untried to penetrate to the bottom of +Douglas' mystery. Let me do myself justice, however: my eagerness to +know his history proceeded from an earnest desire to soothe his sorrow, +whatever it might be, and to benefit him in any way in my power. Day +after day I used to stroll down to the beach, when he was preparing to +get his boat under way, and volunteer to pull an oar on board. At first +he seemed annoyed by my officiousness; and, though he always behaved +with civility, showed, by his impatient manner, that he would rather +dispense with my company; but the constant dripping of water will wear +away a stone, and hard indeed must be the heart that will not be +softened by unremitting kindness. My persevering wish to please him +gradually produced the desired effect--he _was_ pleased, and evinced it +by his increasing cordiality of manner, and by the greater interest +he seemed to take in all my movements. In a short time we became +inseparables, and his boat hardly ever left the shore without me. My +father was not at all adverse to my intimacy with Douglas; he knew him +to be a sober, industrious man, and one who bore an irreproachable +moral character; and as he was anxious that I should strengthen my +constitution as much as possible in the sea-breeze, he thought I could +not roam about under safer or less objectionable protection. On a +further acquaintance with Douglas, I found him a most agreeable +companion; for, when his reserve wore off, his conversation was amusing +and instructive; and he had tales to tell of foreign lands and of +distant seas, which he described with that minuteness and closeness +which only a personal acquaintance with them could have produced. Often, +in the course of his narration, his eye would brighten and his cheek +glow with an emotion foreign to his usual calm and melancholy manner; +and then he would suddenly stop, as if some sound he had uttered had +awakened dark memories of the past, and the gloom clouded his brow +again, his voice trembled, and his cheek grew pale. These sudden +transitions alarmed and surprised me; my suspicions were excited, and I +began to imagine that the man must have been guilty of some unknown and +dreadful crime, and that conscience was at such times busy within him. +Douglas must have observed my changing manner; but it made little +alteration in his demeanour towards myself. + +"What is the matter, Douglas?" said I, one day, when I observed him +start and turn pale at some casual observation of mine. + +"Do not indulge a vain and idle curiosity, Master Charles, at the +expense of another's feelings," replied he, gravely and mournfully, "nor +endeavour to rake up the ashes of the past. The heart knows its own +bitterness: long may yours be a stranger to sorrow! I have observed, +with pain, that you, as others have done, begin to look upon me with +suspicion. Be satisfied with the assurance, that I have no crimes +needing concealment, to reproach myself with; and the sorrows of age +should be sacred in the eyes of youth." + +I was humbled by the old man's reproof, and hastened to express my +concern for having hurt his feelings. + +"Enough said, enough said, Mr. Charles," said he; "curiosity is natural +at your age, and I am not surprised at your wishing, like some of your +elders, to learn the cause of the melancholy which hangs over me like a +cloud darkening the path of life, and embittering all its pleasures. At +some future time I will tell you the reason why you see me what I am; +but I cannot now--the very thought of it unmans me." + +Time wore on; every year I returned to the sea-side during the summer, +and was always welcomed with unaffected cordiality by my old ally, +Douglas. I was now a strapping youth of nineteen, tall and powerful of +my age--thanks to the bracing sea-air and constant exercise. One day +Douglas told me he was going over to Largs, and asked if I would +accompany him. + +"With all my heart," said I; and in ten minutes we were standing across +the Frith with a fine steady breeze. We were close over to the Ayrshire +coast, when a sudden puff of wind capsized the boat, and we were both +thrown into the water. When I rose to the surface again, after my +plunge, I looked around in vain for Douglas, who had disappeared. He +had on a heavy pea-jacket, and I was at first afraid the weight and +encumbrance of it must have sunk him; but, on second thoughts, I dived +under the boat, and found him floundering about beneath the sail, from +whence I succeeded with great difficulty in extricating him. He was +quite exhausted, and it required all my strength to support him to the +gunnel of the boat. After hanging on there some time, to recover breath, +we swam together to the beach, which was not far distant. When we +landed, he seated himself on a large stone, and remained silent for some +time, with his face buried in his hands. + +"Douglas," said I, wondering at his long silence, "are you hurt?" + +To my great surprise I heard low sobs, and saw the tears trickling +between his fingers. Thinking that he was grieved at the loss of his +boat, I said-- + +"Cheer up, man! If the boat be lost, we will manage among us to get +another for you." + +"'Tisn't the boat, sir, 'tisn't the boat; we can soon raise _her_ again: +it is your kindness that has made a fool of me." + +He then looked up in my face, and, drying his glistening cheek with one +hand, he shook mine long and heartily with the other. + +"Mr. Charles, before I met you, I thought I was alone in the world; +shunned by most around me as a man of mystery. Because I could not join +in their rude sports and boisterous merriment, they attributed my +reserve and visible dejection to sinister causes--possibly to some +horrible and undiscovered crime." A blush here flitted across my +countenance; but Douglas did not remark it. "Young, and warm, and +enthusiastic, _you_ sought me out with different feelings; you were +attracted towards me by pity, and by a generous desire to relieve my +distress. It was not the mere impulse of a moment; your kindness has +been constant and unwavering--and now you have crowned all by saving +my life. I hardly know whether or not to thank you for what was so +worthless to myself; but I _do_ thank you from the bottom of my heart +for the friendly and generous feeling which actuated you. You shall know +the cause of the sorrow that weighs upon my heart; I would not that one +to whom I owe so much should look upon me with the slightest shade of +suspicion. I think, when you know my story, you will pity and sympathize +with me; but you will judge less harshly, I doubt not, than I do of +myself." + +"Do not call up unnecessary remembrances, which harrow your feelings, +Douglas. That I have often thought there is mystery about you, I will +not deny; but only once did the possibility of a cause of guilt flash +across my mind. That unworthy suspicion has long past, and I am now +heartily ashamed of myself for having harboured it for a moment. But we +are forgetting the boat; we must try to get assistance to right her." + +We soon fell in with one of the fishermen on the coast, with whose +assistance she was speedily righted and baled out; and, after having +done what we came for at Largs we returned homewards. + +"Meet me to-morrow at ten o'clock, Mr. Charles," said Douglas, as he +grasped my hand at parting, "and you shall then hear my story, and judge +whether or not I have cause to grieve." + +At the appointed hour next morning I hastened to the rendezvous. The +fisherman was already there, waiting for me. + +"I daresay you are surprised to see me here so soon," said he; "but +now that I have determined to make you my confidant, I feel eager to +disburden my mind, and to seek relief from my sorrows in the sympathy of +one whom I am so proud to call my friend. + +"I was not always in the humble station in which you now see me, +Mr. Stewart; but, thank Heaven! it was no misconduct of my own that +occasioned the change. My father was an English clergyman, whose +moderate stipend denied to his family the luxuries of life; but we had +reason to acknowledge the truth of the wise man's saying, that 'a dinner +of herbs, where love is, is better than more sumptuous fare where that +love is not'. We were a united and a happy family, contented with the +competence with which Providence had blessed us, and pitying, not +envying, those who, endowed with greater wealth, were exposed to +greater temptations. Oh! those happy, happy days! It sometimes almost +maddens me, Mr. Stewart, to compare myself, as I am now, with what I +was then. Every morning I rose with a light and happy heart, exulting +in the sunbeam that awakened me with its smile, and blessing, in the +gladfulness of youthful gratitude, the gracious Giver of light and life. +My heart overflowed with love to all created beings. I could look back +without regret, and the future was bright with hope. And now, what am I? +A broken-hearted man, but still, after all my sufferings, grateful to +the hand which has chastened me. I can picture the whole family grouped +on a summer evening, now, Mr. Stewart, as vividly as a sight of +yesterday, though fifty years have cast their dark shadows between. My +mother, seated beside her work-table under the neat verandah in front of +our cottage, encouraging my sisters, with her sweet smile and gentle +voice, in the working of their first sampler; my father, seated with his +book, under the shade of his favourite laburnum tree; while my brother +and I were trundling our hoops round the garden, shouting with boyish +glee; and my little fair-haired cousin, Julia, tottering along with her +little hands extended, to catch the butterfly that tempted her on from +flower to flower. My brother Henry was two years younger than myself, +and was at the time I speak of a remarkably handsome, active boy, of ten +years of age--full of fun and mischief, unsteady and volatile. My father +found considerable difficulty in confining Henry's attention to his +studies; for, though uncommonly quick and intelligent, he wanted +patience and application. He could not bear the drudgery of poring over +musty books. He used to say to me--'How I should like to be an officer, +a gallant naval officer, to lead on my men through fire and smoke to +victory!' And then the little fellow would wave his hand, while the +colour flushed his cheeks, and shout--'Come on! come on!' He had, +somehow or other, got possession of an old naval chronicle; and from +that moment his whole thoughts were of ships and battles, and his +principal amusement was to launch little fleets of ships upon the pond +at the bottom of the garden. My father, though mild and indulgent in +other matters, was a strict disciplinarian in education; and often did I +save Henry from punishment by helping him with his exercises and other +lessons. Dearly did I love my gallant, high-spirited little brother; and +he looked up to me with equal fondness. + +"I will not weary you with details, but at once jump over the next twelve +years of my life. The scene was now greatly changed at the parsonage. +Death had been busy among its inmates; a contagious disorder had carried +off my mother and sisters, and my poor father was left alone in his old +age--not alone, for Julia was still with him. I forgot to say before, +that she was the orphan daughter of his elder brother. Julia, at +sixteen, was beautiful. I will not attempt to describe her, although +every feature, every expression of her lovely countenance, is vividly +pictured in my heart. She was its light, its pride, its hope. Alas! +alas! she had grown up like a sweet flower beside me, and, from her +infancy, had clung to me with a sister's confidence, and more than a +sister's affection. Was it wonderful that I loved her? Yes, I loved +her fondly and devotedly; and I soon had the bliss of knowing that my +affection was returned. I had been for some time at college, studying +for the church, when a distant relation died, and left me a comfortable +competency. My father now consented with pleasure to my union with +Julia; and a distant day was fixed for the marriage, to enable my +brother Henry to be present. He had been abroad for some time in the +merchant service, and his constant employment had prevented his visiting +home for many years; but he had written to say that he expected now to +have a long holiday with us. At length he returned, and great was my +joy at meeting my beloved brother once more. He was a fine, handsome, +manly-looking fellow--frank and boisterous in his manner, kind and +generous in his disposition, but the slave of passion and impulse. In +a week after his return, he became dull and reserved, and every one +remarked the extraordinary change that had come over him. My father and +I both thought that our quiet and monotonous life wearied and disgusted +him, and that he longed for the more bustling scenes to which he had +been accustomed. "Come, Harry!" said I to him one day, "cheer up, my +boy! we shall be merry enough soon: you must lay in a fresh stock of +spirits; Julia will quarrel with you if you show such a melancholy phiz +at our wedding." He turned from me with impatience, and, rushing out +into the garden, I saw no more of him that day. I was hurt and surprised +by his manner, and hastened to express my annoyance to Julia. She +received me with less than her usual warmth, blushed when I talked of my +brother, and soon left me on some trifling pretext. My father had gone +to visit a neighbouring clergyman, at whose house he was taken suddenly +and alarmingly ill. I hastened to his bedside, and found him in such a +precarious state, that I determined upon remaining near him. I therefore +despatched a messenger to Julia, informing her of my intention, and +intimating that it would be necessary to postpone our marriage, which +was to have taken place in the course of a week, until my father's +recovery. In answer to my letter, I received a short and hurried reply, +merely acquiescing in the propriety of my movements, and without any +expression of regret at my lengthened absence. Surprised at the +infrequency and too apparent indifference of Julia's answers to the long +and impassioned letters which I almost daily wrote to her, alarmed at +the long interval which had elapsed since I last heard from her, and +fearing that illness might have occasioned her silence, I left my +father, who was rapidly recovering, and hastened home. When I arrived at +the parsonage, I walked into the drawing-room; but as neither Julia nor +my brother was there, I concluded they were out walking, and, taking a +book, I sat down, impatiently waiting their return. Some time having +elapsed, however, without their making their appearance, I rang the +bell; and our aged servant, on entering, started at seeing me there. + +"La, sir!" said she, "I did'nt expect to see _you_!" + +"Where are Miss Julia and my brother?" + +"Why, la, sir! I was just agoing to ask _you_. Miss Julia had a letter +from you about a week ago, and she and Mr. Henry went off in a poshay +together next day. They said they would be back to-day." + +I said not a word in reply, but buried my face in my folded arms on the +table, while the cold perspiration flowed over my brow, and my heart +sickened within me, as the fatal truth by degrees broke upon me. + +"Fool, fond fool, that I was, to have been so long blind!" muttered I; +"but it cannot be!--Julia!--_my_ Julia!--no, no!" And I almost cursed +myself for the unworthy suspicion. But why dwell longer upon these +moments of agony? My first surmise was a correct one. In a week's time +all was known. My brother, my brother Harry, for whom I would have +sacrificed fortune, life itself, had betrayed my dearest trust, and had +become the husband of her I had fondly thought my own. The blow was too +sudden and overpowering; I sunk beneath it. My reason became unsettled, +and for several months I was unconscious of my own misery. I awoke to +sense, an altered man. My heart was crushed, my very blood seemed to be +turned into gall; I hated my kind, and resolved to seclude myself for +ever from a world of falsehood and ingratitude. The only tie which could +have reconciled me to life had been wrenched away from me during my +unconsciousness: my brother's misconduct had broken my father's heart, +and I was left alone in the world. I paid one sad visit to my father's +grave, shed over it bitter tears of sorrow and disappointment, and from +that hour to this I have never seen the home in which I passed so many +happy days. Some months afterwards, I received a letter from a friend +residing in Wales, of a very extraordinary nature, requiring me +instantly to visit him, and stating that he had something of importance +to communicate to me. I knew the writer, and confided in him; he had +known my misfortune, and wept with me over the loss of my Julia and of +my father. I hastened to him on the wings of expectation, and, when I +arrived, was taken by him into an inner apartment of his house, with an +air of secrecy and mystery. + +"Have you yet recovered from the effects of your misfortunes?" said he. +"I have often reflected on your extraordinary fate, and pitied you from +the innermost recesses of my soul. Would you believe it? I have in store +for you an antidote against the grief of your ruined affections; but I +will not say a medicine for your pain, or a balm for your sorrow." + +"For a broken heart," said I, "there is no cure in this world." + +He looked at me, and wept. + +"Dress yourself in this suit of my mournings," he said, "and accompany +me whither I will lead you." + +I gazed at him in amazement; but he left me to put on the weeds, and to +torture myself with vain thoughts. + +He returned and called me out. I followed him. We went some little +distance, and joined a funeral that was slowly proceeding to the +burying-ground. My confusion prevented me from looking at the time to +see who was chief mourner. I proceeded with the mourners, and soon stood +on the brink of the grave. When the pall was taken off, and the coffin +lowered down into the earth, my eye caught the inscription on the plate; +it was--"J. M., aged 20." "So young!" muttered I; and at the same moment +I glanced at the chief mourner. He had withdrawn his handkerchief from +his face. Our eyes met--he turned deadly pale, and made a motion as if +to leave the ground; but I sprang forward, almost _shrieking_ "Henry!" +and detained him. I looked in his face. Oh, what a change was there! His +eye quailed beneath the cold, steady, withering glance of mine. I felt +that he read the meaning of that glance, for he absolutely writhed +beneath it. + +"Do not revile me, brother," murmured he; "the hand of Heaven has been +heavy upon me; my crime has already met with its punishment. Oh, my +poor, poor Julia!" + +"Where, where is she?" wildly exclaimed I. He pointed to the new-made +grave? + +Oh, the bitterness of that hour! We wept--the betrayer and the betrayed +wept together over the grave of their buried hopes. I arose calm and +collected. "Brother," said I, giving him my hand, "my animosity shall be +buried with her; may your own heart forgive you as freely as I do the +injury you have done me! But we must never meet more." And, with slow +steps and aching heart, I turned and left the spot. + +I received a letter from Henry some time afterwards, from one of the +outports, telling me that he was just on the point of leaving England +for ever, and imploring my forgiveness in the most touching terms, "for +the sake of our early days, the happy years of our boyhood." Those early +days--those happy days!--my heart softened towards him as I thought of +them. Sorely as he had wronged me, he was my brother still, and I felt +that I could, if permitted, clasp him to my heart once more. + +Weary of life, and tired of the world, I dragged on a miserable +existence for some time, in a secluded situation on the shores of +Cornwall; but, by degrees, the monotony of my sedentary and recluse life +wearied me. I began to associate with the poor fishermen around me, and, +in a short time, became enthusiastically fond of their perilous and +exciting mode of life. The sea became to me quite a 'passion'--my mind +had found a new channel for its energies; and when, a short time +afterwards, I lost my little fortune through the mismanagement or +villany of my agent, I took staff in hand, and, hastening to Liverpool, +boldly launched into life again as a common seaman, on board a merchant +vessel bound to the West Indies. + +I had toiled on for several years as a common seaman, during which time +I attracted the notice of my captain, by my indefatigable attention to +the duties of my station, and by the reckless indifference with which I +lavished my strength, and often risked my life, in the performance of +them. + +"Douglas" (for that was the name which I had assumed), "Douglas," said +the captain to me one day, after I had been particularly active during a +heavy gale we encountered, "I must try if I cannot do something for you; +your activity and energy entitle you to promotion. I will speak to the +owners when we return, and endeavour to procure you a mate's berth." I +thanked him, and went forward again to my duty. A few days afterwards, +we were going along with a strong beaming wind; there was a high sea +running, every now and then throwing a thick spray over the weather +bulwarks; the hands were at dinner, and I was just coming up to relieve +the man at the wheel; there was no one on deck but the mate of the +watch, and the captain, who was standing on the weather bulwark, shaking +the backstays, to feel if they bore an equal strain: all at once the +ship gave a heavy weather lurch, the captain lost his footing, and was +overboard in a moment. I instantly sprang aft, cut away the life-buoy, +and knowing that he was but an indifferent swimmer, jumped overboard +after him. As I said before, the sea was running high, and a few minutes +elapsed before I caught sight of him, rising on the crest of a wave, at +some distance from me. I saw he could not hold out long; for he was +over-exerting himself, shouting and raising his hand for assistance, and +his face was pale as death. I struck out desperately towards him, and +shouted, when I got near him, "Keep up your heart, sir; be cool; don't +attempt to lay hold of me, and, please God, I will save you yet." My +advice had the desired effect, and restored his self-possession; he +became more cool and collected, and with occasional support from me, +contrived to reach the life-buoy. In the meantime, all was confusion on +board the ship; the second mate of the watch, a young hand, in the hurry +of the moment, threw the ship too suddenly up to the wind, a squall +struck her at the moment, and the foretopmast and topgallantmast went +over the side, dragging the maintopgallantmast with them. The cry of +"A man overboard!" had hurried the crew on deck, and the crash of the +falling spars, and the contradictory orders from the quarter-deck, at +first puzzled and confused them; but the _chief_ mate was a cool, active +seaman, and the moment he made his appearance order and silence were +restored; the quarter-boat was instantly lowered, numbers of the men +springing forward to volunteer to man her, for the captain was +deservedly beloved by his crew; and the rest of the hands were +immediately set to work to clear away the wreck. In a few minutes the +boat reached us, and we were safely seated in the stern sheets. + +"Douglas, my gallant fellow," said the captain, shaking me cordially by +the hand, "I may thank _you_ that I am not food for the fishes by this +time. I had just resigned myself to my fate, when your voice came over +the water to me, like a messenger of hope and safety. How can I ever +repay you?" + +"I am sufficiently repaid, Captain Rose, by seeing you beside me; the +only way in which you can serve me, is by giving me a lift in the way of +promotion, when we return home." + +"I will, you may depend upon it," replied he; "and as long as I live, +you may apply to me as a firm and faithful friend." + +I was highly gratified by this promise; for the great object of my +ambition for some time past had been to raise myself again from +obscurity into something like my former station in life. Next voyage, +through the captain's interest with the owners, I was appointed chief +mate of the Albion, Captain Rose's ship, for which I was found duly +qualified, having employed all my spare hours at sea in acquiring a +knowledge of the theory of navigation. Captain Rose was like a brother +to me, introducing me to his family and friends as the saver of his +life, and making quite a _lion_ of me in Liverpool. We sailed in company +with a large fleet, under convoy of three frigates and two sloops of +war, and had been some time at sea when a heavy gale of wind came on one +afternoon, which completely dispersed the convoy. When it commenced +there were nearly two hundred sail in sight; at the end of two days, we +were alone. The Albion was a beautiful vessel of her class, about four +hundred tons burden; an excellent sea-boat. We had a smart active crew, +besides a number of passengers, and were well furnished for defence, if +required; but we were now so near our port that we dreaded little +danger. However, it was necessary to be constantly on the alert, for +there were many piratical vessels in those seas, which, in spite of the +vigilance and activity of H.M. cruisers, were constantly on the watch to +pounce upon any stray merchantmen. Capt. Rose was, on the whole, rather +pleased at his separation from the convoy, as there were only one or two +other vessels, besides himself, bound to the Havannah, and he would have +been obliged to accompany the body of the fleet to Barbadoes. After we +had parted from the convoy, we made the best of our way towards Cuba. +One night, it was almost calm, but with every appearance of a coming +breeze; the moon was nearly at her full, but dark, heavy clouds were +drifting quickly over her, which almost entirely hid her from our view, +except when, at intervals, she threw from between them a broad flash +over the waters, as bright and almost as momentary as lightning gleams. +We were crawling slowly along, with all our small canvas set; the breeze +was blowing off the shore, the dark shadow of which lay like a shroud +upon the water; it was nearly eight bells in the first watch; the +captain and several of the passengers were still on deck, enjoying the +cool, delightful breeze; but their suspicious and anxious glances into +the dark shadow to windward, seemed to intimate that their conversation +over their grog that evening, which had been of the pirates that +infested those islands, and Cuba in particular, had awakened their +fears and aroused their watchfulness. + +"Hark! Captain Rose," said I, "what noise is that?" + +Every face was instantly turned over the weather gunwale, and in +breathless silence they all listened in the direction to which I +pointed. A low, murmuring, rippling sound was heard, and a kind of dull, +smothered, creaking noise repeated at short intervals; nothing was to be +seen, however, for all was in deep shadow in that quarter. + +"Talk of the devil, and he'll show his horns, Douglas!" said the +captain. "I have not been so long at sea without being able to +distinguish the whispering of the smooth water when a sharp keel is +slipping through it, or the sound of muffled sweeps. There may be +mischief there, or there may not; but we'll be prepared for the worst. +Get the men quietly to their quarters, put an extra dose of grape into +the guns, and have all our tools ready." + +Just at this moment the moonlight broke brightly through the clouds, and +showed us a small, black-looking schooner, slowly crawling out from the +shadow of the land. Her decks were apparently crowded with people, and +she had a boat towing astern. The men were soon at their quarters--and a +fine, active, spirited set of fellows they were--each armed with a +cutlass and a brace of pistols, while tomahawks and boarding pikes lay +at hand for use if required. The passengers were all likewise provided +with muskets, pistols, and cutlasses, and the servants were ready to +load spare fire-arms. We mustered about fifty in all; but there was not +a flincher among us. + +"Now, my lads;" said Captain Rose to his crew, "we must have a brush +for it. I have no doubt those fellows are pirates; and if once they get +footing on this deck, I would not give a farthing for any man's life on +board. Be cool and quiet. Don't throw away a shot; remember that you are +fighting for your lives; I do not doubt your courage, but be cool and +steady!" + +In the meantime, the dark hull of the schooner was gradually nearing us. + +"Schooner ahoy!" shouted Captain Rose. No answer; but the sweeps dipped +faster into the water, which rippled up beneath her bow. "Schooner, +ahoy!--answer, or I'll fire!" Still no reply; but, almost immediately, a +bright sudden flash burst from her bow, and a shot came whizzing through +the mizen-rigging. + +"I thought so," calmly said the captain; "be cool, my lads; we must not +throw away a shot; he's hardly within our range yet." The moon broke out +for a moment. "Now, my lads, take time, and a steady aim. Give it him!" +And flash, flash--bang, bang, went all our six carronades. The captain's +advice had not been thrown away; the aim had been cool and deliberate; +we heard the loud crashing of the sweeps as the grape-shot rattled among +them, and fell pattering into the water; and at the same time a yell +arose from the schooner, as if all the devils in hell were broke loose. +The next glimpse of moonlight showed us her foretopmast hanging over the +side. + +"Well done, my fine fellows!" shouted Captain Rose, "bear a hand, and +give them another dose. We must keep them at arms' length as long as we +can." The schooner had by this time, braced up on the larboard tack, and +was standing the same way as ourselves, so as to bring her broadside to +bear upon us; and seemed to be trying to edge out of the range of our +guns. + +"Oh, oh," said our gallant captain, "is that your play, old boy? You +want to pepper us at a distance: that'll never do. Starboard, my +boy!--So! steady! Now, my lads, fire way!"--And again our little bark +shook with the explosion. The schooner was not slow in returning the +compliment. One of her shot lodged in our hull and another sent the +splinters flying out of the boat on the booms. Immediately after she +fired, she stood away before the wind, and, rounding our stern at a +respectful distance, she crawled up on the other side of us, as fast +almost as if we had been at anchor, with a wish apparently to cut off +our escape in that direction. But he was playing a deeper game. A long, +dark, unbroken cloud was passing over the moon, which threw its black +shadow over the water, and partially concealed the movements of the +pirate. When it cleared away again, he was braced sharp up on the +larboard tack, standing across our bows, with the intention of raking +us. + +"Starboard the helm!--Brace sharp up!--Bear a hand, my fine +fellows!"--And, before she had time to take advantage of her position, +the Albion again presented her broadside. The flash from the pirate's +guns was quickly followed by the report of ours, and we heard +immediately the loud clattering of blocks on board of her, as if some +sail had come down by the run. At this moment, I thought I heard some +strange noise astern, and, running aft, I plainly distinguished the +sound of muffled oars, and, immediately after, saw a small dark line +upon the water. + +"Aft, here, small-arm men!" shouted I. + +"Boat, ahoy!--Boat, ahoy!"--A loud and wild cheer rose from the boat; +and the men in her, finding that caution would no longer avail them, +evidently redoubled their efforts at their oars. + +"Fire!" shouted the captain, while a blue light he had just ignited +threw a pale unearthly glare over the ship's tafferel, and showed us +our new and unexpected enemy It was the pirate's boat, which she had +dropped during the partial obscurity I spoke of, intending to board +us a-head herself, while the boat's crew attacked us astern. It was +fortunate that we happened to hear them--three minutes more and nothing +could have saved us. There was a set of the most ferocious-looking +desperadoes I had ever seen, armed to the teeth; and the boat (a large +one) was crowded with them. Deadly was the effect of our fire. Four or +five of the men at the oars were tumbled over on their faces; but their +places were instantly supplied by others, who, with loud yells for +revenge, bent desperately to their oars. In a few minutes the boat shot +up under the mizen-chains, while the bullets that were raining down upon +them from above only rendered them more desperate. The living trampled +upon the dying and the dead, in their eagerness to board; and, in a +thick swarm, the blood-thirsty scoundrels came yelling over the +bulwarks. A sharp and well-directed fire staggered them for a moment, +and sent several of them to their last account. We now threw aside the +muskets, for cutlasses and tomahawks. Hand to hand, foot to foot, +desperate and deadly was the struggle. + +"Down with them, my lads!" shouted Rose. "Hew the blood-thirsty villains +to pieces. No quarter! no quarter!--show them such mercy as they would +show you!" + +Short and bloody was the conflict; several of the pirates had been +killed, the deck was slippery with blood, and the rest were keeping +their ground with difficulty. I had a long and severe hand-to-hand fight +with one of them. We had each received desperate wounds, when his foot +slipped on the bloody deck. I gave him a severe stroke on the head with +a tomahawk, and, after a deadly struggle on the gangway, tumbled him +backwards overboard. The moon shone bright out at the moment, and fell +full upon his face. Merciful heaven!--my brain reeled, I staggered +against a gun, and became insensible--that face, Mr. Stewart, haunts my +dreams to this hour with its ghastly, despairing expression. It was the +long-lost Henry's--I was my brother's murderer! (Here the poor fellow +hid his face in his hands, and groaned with agony. I pitied him from my +heart; but I knew that sorrow such as his "will not be comforted" in the +moment of its strength; so I sat in silence beside him, till his first +burst of grief was over, and then I endeavoured calmly and coolly to +reason with him on the subject, and to persuade him, by all the +arguments I could think of, that he had no cause to reproach himself +with what had happened). + +"It is kindly meant of you, Mr. Stewart (said he, mournfully shaking +his head), kindly meant, but in vain! I know that I was only acting +in self-defence--that it was life against life--that I was perfectly +justified, in the eyes of men, in taking the life of him who would have +taken mine--but I cannot drive that last despairing look from my memory. +I feel as if my brother's blood were crying out against my soul. O my +poor Harry! would that the blow had fallen on my head instead of +thine!--would that I had had time to tell thee how fondly I loved thee, +how freely I forgave thee! + +But I beg pardon, Mr. Stewart;--I must go on with my tale. Ten of the +pirates were lying dead on the deck, and five of our poor fellows; the +bodies of the former were immediately thrown overboard, and the others +were laid side by side amidships, till we could find time to give them +Christian burial. Our last lucky shot had prevented the pirate from +carrying the other part of his scheme into effect: the moon was now +shining out full and clear, and by her light we saw that her throat +halyards had been shot away, and her main-sail was flapping over the +quarter; there were hands aloft, reaving new halyards, and busily +employed about the mast-head, as if it were crippled. "We have had +fighting enough for one bout," said Captain Rose; "we must run for it +now." Our main-top-gallant mast was hanging over the side, and our sails +were riddled with the schooner's shot; she had evidently been firing +high, to disable us, that she might carry us by boarding. We clapped on +all the sail we could, served out grog to the men, and lay down at our +quarters. We were not suffered to remain at peace long: the moment the +schooner perceived our intention, she edged away after us, and having +repaired her damage, set her main-sail again; and, as the wind was still +light, with the assistance of her remaining sweeps, came crawling up +again in-shore of us. "Scoundrels!" muttered the captain, "they will +stick to us like leeches as long as there is a drop of blood left on +board." + +Again we saw the flash of her gun, and the smoke curling white in the +moonbeam. The shot told with fatal effect; our main-top-sail-yard +creaked, bent, and snapped in the slings, falling forward in two pieces. + +The loud cheers of the pirate crew came faintly over the water; but our +brave fellows, nothing daunted, responded to them heartily. + +"They have winged us, my lads!" said our gallant captain; "but we will +die game at all events." The men answered him with another cheer, and +swore they would go to the bottom rather than yield. We blazed away at +the schooner, but in vain; she had been severely taught to respect us; +our shot fell far short, while she, with her long metal, kept dropping +shot after shot into us with deadly precision. We tried to close with +her; but she saw her advantage, and kept it; all that we could do was to +stand steadily on, the men lying down under the shelter of the bulwarks. +A faint dull sound now fell upon our ears, like the report of a distant +gun. "Thank heaven!" said I, "our guns have spoken to some purpose; some +of the cruisers have taken the alarm." We immediately burnt a blue +light, and threw up a couple of rockets. In a few minutes a shout of +joy burst from the crew, a small glimmering star appeared in the +distance, which flickered for a moment, and then increased to a strong, +steady, glaring, light; at the same time, we heard a second report, much +nearer and clearer than before. Alarmed at the near approach of the +stranger, which was now distinctly visible, standing towards us under a +press of sail, the pirate, determined to have another brush with us, +bore up, and closed with us. But we were prepared for him; he was +evidently staggered by our warm reception; and, giving us a parting +broadside, hove round, stood in under the dark shadow of the land, and +we soon lost sight of him. + +The stranger proved to be H.M. sloop Porcupine. She hove to when she +neared us, and sent a boat on board. She had heard the report of our +guns, and hastened to the scene of action, just in the very nick of time +to save us. The lieutenant complimented the captain and crew on their +gallant defence, and hastened on board the sloop again, to make his +report. The boat soon returned, with a gang of hands to assist in +repairing our damages; and on the evening of the next day, we were +safely at anchor. When the excitement of the action was over, the pain +of my wounds and the agitation of my mind brought on a violent attack of +fever. During my delirium, the vision of my dying brother was ever +before me; and in my madness I twice made an attempt upon my own life. +At length the goodness of my constitution triumphed over the violence of +my disorder; but my peace of mind was gone for ever. My worthy friend, +the captain, to whom I confided my story, did everything in his power to +rouse me from my sorrow, and to reconcile me to myself; but in vain. The +sight of my brother had recalled the vivid recollection of by-gone +scenes, which I had been for years steeling my heart to forget; my +spirit was broken, I became listless and indifferent, and no longer felt +any interest in my profession. I did my duty, to be sure; but it was +mechanically--from the force of habit. Captain Rose was ceaseless in his +kindness. When, on our return home, I expressed my determination not to +go to sea again, he represented my conduct during the action, and on +other occasions, in such glowing terms, to the owners, that they settled +a small annuity upon me, in consideration of the wounds I had received +in their service. It was with the deepest regret I took leave of my +worthy friend and captain. + +"I can never forget," said he, "that, but for you, my children would +have been fatherless, my wife a widow; whenever you need the assistance +of a friend, Douglas, apply to me with as much confidence as to a +brother." + +He then offered to evince his regard in a more substantial manner, which +I firmly but gratefully declined. I wrote to him afterwards, telling him +that I had settled in this neighbourhood, and requesting him to make +arrangements that my annuity might be made payable to a certain firm in +Glasgow. In reply, he wrote me a long and affectionate letter. It was +the first and last I ever had from him; he died soon afterwards. It is +now five years since I took up my abode here, and I feel the weakness +and infirmities of age creeping fast upon me. Oh! how happily will I lay +down the weary load of life! + +"Douglas," said I, when he had finished his story, "you certainly have +had grievous sorrows and trials; but you have borne them nobly, except +in wilfully attaching the odium of crime to the unfortunate +circumstances of your brother's death." + +"Would that I could think as you do!" said he. + +We parted: and four years elapsed before we met again. I had, in +the meantime, commenced practice as a surgeon in Glasgow, and my +professional avocations kept me too constantly employed to allow of my +leaving the town. At last, after a severe attack of illness, I was +recommended to go to the sea-side for a few months; and my thoughts +immediately recurred to my old friend. I took a lodging in Rothesay, and +next morning went down to the beach, where I saw the old man just +preparing to put off. + +"Here I am again, Douglas," said I. + +"Sir!" replied he, looking at me at first doubtingly, for illness had +greatly reduced me. "Ah! Mr. Stewart, is that you? I thought you had +forgotten me." + +"Then you did me injustice, Douglas; I have often and often regretted +that the pressure of business prevented my visiting you again. By the +by, I was reminded of you in rather an extraordinary way lately." + +"How was that, sir?" + +"On my way down here, a few days since, the steamer touched at Greenock. +I was standing on the quay when a poor fellow, a passenger in a vessel +just arrived, fell from the gangway, and was taken up insensible. I +immediately bled him; and, seeing that he appeared to be seriously +injured, I determined, as I had no other particular call upon my time, +to remain beside him till he recovered. I had him carried to a small +lodging in the neighbourhood, where he soon partially recovered; and, +having prescribed for him, I left him, desiring that I might be sent for +if any change took place. During the night he had a violent attack of +fever. I was sent for; when I arrived, I found him delirious; he was +raving about Cuba, and ships, and pirates, and fifty other things that +immediately recalled you to my remembrance. When he came to his senses +again-- + +"'Doctor! tell me the truth,' said he: 'am I not dying?' + +"'No,' replied I; 'your present symptoms are favourable; everything +depends upon your keeping your mind and body quiet.' + +"'Quiet mind!' muttered he, with a bitter smile on his countenance. 'It +is not that I fear death, doctor; I think I could willingly depart in +peace, if I had but been allowed time to find the person whom I came to +Scotland in search of.' + +"'And who is that?' + +"'A fisherman at Rothesay.' + +"He mentioned the name; but at this moment I forget it. Let me see--it +was--ay, it was Ponsonby--Charles Ponsonby." + +Douglas started, and turned pale. + +"Ponsonby!" exclaimed he; "that was _my_ name, my father's name! Who can +he be? Perhaps some old shipmate of poor Harry's. I will go directly and +see him." And he turned as if to depart. + +"Gently, gently, my friend," said I, detaining him; "I must go with +you. When I left the poor fellow under the charge of a medical man at +Greenock, he was greatly better; but he had received some severe +internal injury, and he cannot live long. A sudden surprise might hasten +his death. I must go with you to prevent accidents." + +We went on board the next steamer that started, and in two hours we +landed at Greenock. I led the way to the small lodging in which I had +left my patient; and leaving Douglas at the door, went in to inquire +into the state of the sufferer's health, and to prepare him for +his visitor. I found him asleep; but his was not the slumber that +refreshes--the restless and unquiet spirit within was disturbing the +rest of the fevered and fatigued body. His flushed cheek lay upon one +arm, while his other was every now and then convulsively raised above +his head, and his lips moved with indistinct mutterings. + +"He is asleep," said I to Douglas; "we must wait till he awakens." + +"Oh, let me look at him," said he; "it can do no harm. He must be an old +shipmate of poor Harry's; perhaps he has some memento of him for me." + +"Very well," said I; "you may come in; but make as little noise as +possible." + +We walked up gently to the bed; Douglas looked earnestly at the sleeper, +and, suddenly raising his clasped hands, he exclaimed-- + +"Merciful heaven! it is Henry himself!" + +The poor patient started with a wild and fevered look. + +"Who called me? I thought I heard Charles' voice! Where am I? Give way +in the boat!--oh, spare me, spare me, Charles!--Fire!--Down with them! +Hurra!"--And, waving his hands above his head, he sunk down again on has +bed, exhausted. + +He soon fell into a deep slumber, which lasted for some hours. I was +sitting by his bedside when he awoke. + +"How do you feel now?" said I. + +"O doctor! I am dying. I have been dreaming: I thought I heard the voice +of one I have deeply injured--nay, I dreamt I _saw_ him; but changed, +how changed!--and I--I have been the cause of it." + +Here he was interrupted by the smothered sobs of poor Douglas, or +Charles, as I now must call him. + +"Who is that? there is somebody else in the room," said he; and, +drawing the curtain aside, he saw his brother. "Then it was no dream! O +Charles!" and, turning round, he buried his face in the pillow. Douglas +sprang forward, and, throwing himself on the bed, gave way to a violent +burst of emotion. + +"Henry! dear Henry! look at me--it _is_ your brother, Henry!" + +The dying man groaned. "I cannot look you in the face, Charles," said +he, "till you say you have forgiven me." + +"Forgiven you!" replied the other; "bless you! bless you, Henry! if you +did but know the load of remorse that the sight of you has relieved me +from! Thank heaven I was _not_ your murderer!" + +"And can you forget the past, Charles?" said Henry. "Do not my ears +deceive me? Do you really forgive me?" + +"Freely, fully, from my heart!" was the reply; "the joy of meeting you +again, even thus, repays me for all I have suffered." + +"O Charles!" again ejaculated Henry, "you were always generous and +forgiving; but this is more than I expected from you." + +I was now going to leave the room; but my patient, noticing my +intention, begged me to remain. + +"Stay, doctor, and listen to my confession; concealment is no longer +necessary, for I feel that the hand of death is upon me, and that, in a +few short hours, my career of sin, and shame, and sorrow, will be at an +end." + +"My poor fellow," said I, "I have heard the first part of your story +from your brother; you had better defer the remainder till you have +recovered from your present agitation; I will come again to-morrow." + +"To-morrow, sir!" said he; "where may I be before to-morrow? Oh, let me +speak now, while time and strength are allowed. It will do me good, sir; +it will relieve my mind, and be a comfort to my troubled spirit." + +Feeling that he was right, I seated myself, while he thus commenced his +tale:-- + +"You remember, Charles, our last sad parting--when we stood"---- + +"Mention it not, Harry!" groaned his brother--"there is agony in the +recollection. Poor Julia!" + +"When I left you, I was maddened with sorrow and remorse; all night long +I wandered about in a state of distraction, and, when morning dawned, I +fell down by the roadside, overcome with fatigue and misery. How long I +lay I know not; when I awoke, the sun was high in the heaven; and, +during one brief moment of forgetfulness, I rejoiced in his brightness. +Alas! it was but for a moment; my guilty love, my treachery, my loss, +all flashed upon my mind at once, and I started to my feet, and hurried +madly onwards, as if I hoped, by the rapidity of my movements, to escape +from my own thoughts. Hunger at last compelled me to enter a small +public-house, where I fell in with a poor sailor, who was on his way to +Liverpool in search of a ship. The sight of this man turned my thoughts +into another channel. 'Double-dyed traitor that I am,' muttered I, +'England is no longer a home for me. She for whose love I broke a +father's heart and betrayed a brother's confidence, has been torn from +me; and what more have I to live for here?' My mind was made up. + +"'My lad,' said I to the sailor, 'if you have no objection, we will +travel together; I am bound to Liverpool myself.' + +"'With all my heart,' said he; 'I like to sail in company.' + +"I engaged to work my passage out before the mast, in a ship bound +to Jamaica, intending to turn my education to some account there if +possible, or, at all events, to remain there as long as my money lasted. +When I saw the shores of my native land sink in the distance, I felt +that I was a forlorn and miserable outcast--that the last link was +severed that bound me to existence. A dark change came over me; a spirit +of desperation and reckless indifference; a longing wish to end my +miseries at once. I strove against the evil spirit; and for a while +succeeded. On our arrival at Kingston, I endeavoured in vain to obtain +employment; my stock of money was fast decreasing; and when that was +gone, where was I to turn for more? Poverty and wretchedness threatened +me from without; remorse was busy within. 'Why should I bear this weary +load of life?' said I, as I madly paced the shore, 'when one bold plunge +would bury it for ever?' + +"I threw myself headlong into the water; and, though an excellent +swimmer, I resolutely kept my face beneath the surface; yes, with +desperate determination, I strove to _force_ myself into the presence of +that dread Being whom I had so grievously offended. When I came to my +senses again, I was lying on a part of the beach I was unacquainted +with; a tall, handsome, dark-featured young man, was bending over me, +and, within a few yards of where I lay, a small light boat was drawn up +on the shore. + +"'So you have opened your eyes at last, my friend,' said the man; 'you +have had a narrow squeak for it. When I dragged you out of the water, +like a drowned rat, I thought all was over with you. Have you as many +lives as a cat that you can afford to throw away _one_ in such a foolish +manner?' + +"'Life! I am sick of it,' answered I. + +"'Well,' said he, 'if that is the case, why not throw it away like a +man, among men? Come with me, and I will furnish you with active +employment to drive the devil out of your mind. But here, before we +start, take some of the cordial to cheer you.' + +"I was chilled and exhausted, and took a hearty draught. I felt its +warmth steal through my frame--it mounted to my brain--I laughed aloud; +I felt that I was equal to any act of desperation. Alas! I little knew +the snare I was falling into. We launched the boat and sprang into it; +and my companion, seizing the oars, pulled rapidly along the beach. +After rowing some distance, we saw a light glimmering amid the bushes; +it was now nearly dusk; my companion lay on his oars, and gave a long, +low, peculiar whistle, which was immediately answered. He then ran the +boat ashore; two men sprang in, who relieved him at the oars; and we +again held on our way. There was a great deal of conversation carried on +in a low tone; and from what I heard of it, half tipsy as I was, I +inferred that my companion, whom the other men addressed with great +respect, was a naval officer on some secret duty. Just as we were +crossing the mouth of a narrow creek, a light four-oared gig dashed out +after us, a voice hailed us in English to lie on our oars, and, when we +still held on our course, a musket ball whizzed over us, to enforce +obedience. + +"'The piratical rascals!' exclaimed the young man; 'if they lay hold of +us, we are all dead men.' 'Here!' continued he, seizing a musket, which +lay in the stern sheets, and giving me another, 'fire for your life!' + +"I was half mad with fever, and the effects of my late draught; and, +under the persuasion that our lives were in danger, I fired. The bowman +of the gig fell, and we rapidly left her. We came at last to a narrow +lagune, close to the low shore of which lay a small schooner at anchor, +with sails bent, and every preparation for a start. + +"'Welcome on board the little Spitfire, my man!' said the young +stranger; 'we want hands--will you ship?' + +"'What colours do you sail under,' replied I. + +"'Oh, not particular to a shade,' said he; 'any that happens to suit us +for the time being: black is rather a favourite.' + +"'Black!' exclaimed I; 'I thought you were king's men. I won't go with +you.' + +"'It is too late, my lad--go you must! Besides, there is no safety for +you on shore now; you shot one of the crew of the cruiser's gig, and +they will have life for life, depend upon it.' + +"The whole horror of my situation now burst upon me. I was in a fearful +strait; but I made up my mind at once, to deceive the pirates, by +appearing to be contented with my situation, and to take advantage of +the first opportunity that presented itself to escape. + +"'Well,' said I, 'if that's the case, I had better die fighting bravely +like a man, than hang like a dog from the yard-arm of a man-of-war.' + +"'Bravely said, my hearty!' replied the young leader; 'but we must be +moving--the blue jackets will be after us; that shot of yours will bring +the whole hornet's nest about our ears.' + +"We got under way; and, after rounding the east end of Jamaica, we stood +away for the Cuba shore. The very first time we came to an anchor, I +made an attempt to escape; I had saved part of my provisions for some +days before, and concealed it, in readiness to take with me. We were +lying close to the shore, and the darkness of the night would, I +thought, conceal my movements; I was just slipping over the schooner's +side, to swim ashore, when I felt a touch upon my shoulder, and, turning +round, a dark lantern flashed in my face, and I saw the young pirate +standing beside me. He held a cocked pistol to my head. 'One touch of +this trigger,' said he, 'and you would require no more looking after. My +eye has been upon you all along; you cannot escape me; do not attempt it +again--the consequences may be fatal.' + +"From that hour I was aware that I was constantly and narrowly watched. +Except in the one instance of the gig's man, whom I had fired at under +a delusion, it was my good fortune as yet to have escaped imbruing my +hands in blood. During the action with the Albion, I was sent in the +boat, under the particular charge of the mate. 'Keep your eye on this +fellow,' said the captain; 'If he flinches for a moment, blow his brains +out instantly; we must _glue him_ to us with blood. I will keep her in +play till you creep alongside; and, once on board, cut every one down +before you--give no quarter.' + +"My blood ran cold at this horrible order, and I determined upon doing +all in my power to counteract its execution. I was delighted when you +discovered our approach and the blue light flashed from your stern; for +I dreaded the scene of massacre that must have ensued, if we had +boarded you unawares. I sprang on deck with the rest, in hopes that I +might be able to prevent some bloodshed; but, when I was violently +attacked, my passions were aroused, and I fought desperately for my +life. Just as you tumbled me over the gangway, the gleam of moonshine +showed me your face. I recognised you immediately; and, when I rose to +the surface of the water again after my plunge, I blessed heaven that I +had been spared the guilt of murder. I reached the boat which was still +hanging under your quarter, cut the painter, and in the confusion, +escaped unnoticed. I immediately made for the shore; and after many +hair-breadth escapes from my old associates, I volunteered on board one +of the cruisers on the Jamaica station. At length she returned home, the +crew were paid off, and I determined to seek you out. On inquiring at +the office of the owners of the Albion, in Liverpool, they told me that +the late chief mate had settled, some years before, in the neighbourhood +of Rothesay, in the Isle of Bute, and was still alive. Thank heaven! I +have found you at last! I should like to live, Charles, to prove to you +my sorrow and repentance for the past; but, as heaven has willed it +otherwise, the blessed assurance of your forgiveness will lighten death +of half its terrors." + +The poor fellow breathed his last a few days afterwards. Douglas mourned +long and deeply for his brother's death; but after time had soothed his +grief, he became quite an altered man. His mind and spirits recovered +their elasticity, after the load which had so long weighed them down +was removed. He did not resume his own name; but lived many years +afterwards, contented and happy, in the humble station of a fisherman; +and it was not till after his death that his old companions discovered +how justly the name of "Gentleman Douglas" had been applied to him. His +tombstone bore the simple inscription, "Charles Douglas Ponsonby, +eldest son of the late Reverend T. Ponsonby." + +I often wander, in the calm summer evenings, to the quiet churchyard, +and return a sadder, but, I hope, a better man, after meditating upon +the troublous and adventurous life, and peaceful and Christian death of +the ROTHESAY FISHERMAN. + + + + +LEAVES +FROM +THE DIARY OF AN AGED SPINSTER. + + +The poet of THE ELEGY _par excellence_, hath written two lines, which +run thus-- + + "Full many a flower is born to blush unseen, + And waste its sweetness on the desert air." + +Now, I never can think of these lines but they remind me of the tender, +delicate, living, breathing, and neglected flowers that bud, blossom, +shed their leaves, and die, in cold unsunned obscurity--flowers that +were formed to shed their fragrance around a man's heart, and to charm +his eye--but which, though wandering melancholy and alone in the +wilderness where they grow, he passeth by with neglect, making a +companion of his loneliness. But, to drop all metaphor--where will you +find a flower more interesting than a spinster of threescore and ten, of +sixty, of fifty, or of forty? They have, indeed, "wasted their sweetness +on the desert air." Some call them "old maids;" but it is a malicious +appellation, unless it can be proved that they have refused to be wives. +I would always take the part of a spinster; they are a peculiar people, +far more "sinned against than sinning." Every blockhead thinks himself +at liberty to crack a joke upon them; and when he says something, that +he conceives to be wondrous smart, about Miss Such-an-One and her cat or +poodle dog, he conceives himself a marvellous clever fellow; yea, even +those of her own sex who are below what is called a "certain age" (what +that age is, I cannot tell), think themselves privileged to giggle at +the expense of their elder sister. Now, though there may be a degree of +peevishness (and it is not to be wondered at) amongst the sisterhood, +yet with them you will find the most sensitive tenderness of heart, +a delicacy that quivers, like the aspen leaf, at a breath, and a +kindliness of soul that a mother might envy--or rather, for envy, shall +I not write _imitate_? But ah! if their history were told, what a +chronicle would it exhibit of blighted affections, withered hearts, +secret tears, and midnight sighs! + +The first spinster of whom I have a particular remembrance, as belonging +to her caste, was Diana Darling. It is now six and twenty years since +Diana paid the debt of nature, up to which period, and for a few years +before, she rented a room in Chirnside. It was only a year or two before +her death that I became acquainted with her; and I was then very young. +But I never shall forget her kindness towards me. She treated me as +though I had been her own child, or rather her grandchild, for she was +then very little under seventy years of age. She had always an air of +gentility about her; people called her "a betterish sort o' body." And, +although _Miss_ and _Mistress_ are becoming general appellations now, +twenty or thirty years ago, upon the Borders, those titles were only +applied to particular persons or on particular occasions; and whether +their more frequent use now is to be attributed to the schoolmaster +being abroad or the dancing-master being abroad, I cannot tell, but +Diana Darling, although acknowledged to be a "betterish sort o' body," +never was spoken of by any other term but "auld Diana," or "auld Die." +Well do I remember her flowing chintz gown, with short sleeves, her +snow-white apron, her whiter cap, and old kid gloves, reaching to her +elbows; and as well do I remember how she took one of the common _blue +cakes_ which washer-women use, and tying it up in a piece of woollen +cloth, dipped it in water, and daubed it round and round the walls of +her room, to give them the appearance of being papered. I have often +heard of and seen _stenciling_ since; but, rude as the attempt was, I am +almost persuaded that Diana was the first who put it in practice. To +keep up gentility putteth people to strange shifts, and often to +ridiculous ones--and to both of these extremities she was driven. But I +have hinted that she was a kind-hearted creature; and, above all, do I +remember her for the fine old ballads which she sang to me. But there +was one that was an especial favourite with her, and a verse of which, +if I remember correctly, ran thus-- + + "Fie, Lizzy Lindsay! + Sae lang in the mornins ye lie, + Mair fit ye was helping yer minny + To milk a' the ewes and the kye." + +Diana, however, was a woman of some education; and to a relative she +left a sort of history of her life, from which the following is an +extract:-- + +"My father died before I was eighteen (so began Diana's narrative), and +he left five of us--that is, my mother, two sisters, a brother, and +myself--five hundred pounds a-piece. My sisters were both younger than +me; but, within six years after our father's death, they both got +married; and my brother, who was only a year older than myself, left the +house also, and took a wife, so that there was nobody but me and my +mother left. Everybody thought there was something very singular in +this; for it was not natural that the youngest should be taken and the +auldest left; and, besides, it was acknowledged that I was the best +faured,[C] and the best tempered in the family; and there could be no +dispute but that my siller was as good as theirs. + + [C] Best-looking, or most beautiful. + +I must confess, however, that, when I was but a lassie o' sixteen, I had +drawn up wi' one James Laidlaw--but I should score out the word _one_, +and just say that I had drawn up wi' _James Laidlaw_. He was a year, or +maybe three, aulder than me, and I kenned him when he was just a laddie, +at Mr. Wh----'s school in Dunse; but I took no notice o' him then in +particular, and, indeed, I never did, until one day that I was an errand +down by Kimmerghame, and I met James just coming out frae the gardens. +It was the summer season, and he had a posie in his hand, and a very +bonny posie it was. 'Here's a fine day, Diana,' says he. 'Yes, it is,' +says I. + +So we said nae mair for some time; but he keepit walking by my side, and +at last he said--'What do ye think o' this posie?' 'It is very bonny, +James,' said I. 'I think sae,' quoth he; 'and if ye will accept it, +there should naebody be mair welcome to it.' 'Ou, I thank ye,' said I, +and I blushed in a way--'why should ye gie me it?' 'Never mind,' says +he, 'tak it for auld acquaintance sake--we were at the school together.' + +So I took the flowers, and James keepit by my side, and cracked to me a' +the way to my mother's door, and I cracked to him--and I really wondered +that the road between Kimmerghame and Dunse had turned sae short. It +wasna half the length that it used to be, or what I thought it ought to +be. + +But I often saw James Laidlaw after this; and somehow or other I aye met +him just as I was coming out o' the kirk, and weel do I recollect that, +one Sabbath in particular, he said to me--'Diana, will ye no come out +and tak a walk after ye get your dinner?' 'I dinna ken, James,' says +I; 'I doubt I daurna, for our folk are very particular, and baith my +faither and my mother are terribly against onything like gaun about +stravaigin on the Sundays.' 'Oh, they need never ken where ye're gaun,' +says he. 'Weel, I'll try,' says I, for by this time I had a sort o' +liking for James. 'Then,' said he, 'I'll be at the Penny Stane at four +o'clock.' 'Very weel,' quoth I. + +And, although baith my faither and mother said to me, as I was gaun +out--'Where are ye gaun, lassie?'--'Oh, no very far,' said I; and, at +four o'clock, I met James at the Penny Stane. I shall never forget the +grip that he gied my hand when he took it in his, and said-- + +'Ye hae been as good as your word, Diana.' + +We wandered awa doun by Wedderburn dyke, till we came to the Blackadder, +and then we sauntered down by the river side, till we were opposite +Kelloe--and, oh, it was a pleasant afternoon. Everything round about us, +aboon us, and among our feet, seemed to ken it was Sunday--everything +but James and me. The laverock was singing in the blue lift--the +blackbirds were whistling in the hedges--the mavis chaunted its loud +sang frae the bushes on the braes--the lennerts[D] were singing and +chirming among the whins--and the shelfa[E] absolutely seemed to follow +ye wi' its three notes over again, in order that ye might learn them. + + [D] Linnets + + [E] Chaffinch + +It was the happiest afternoon I ever spent. James grat, and I grat. I +got a scolding frae my faither and my mother when I gaed hame, and they +demanded to ken where I had been; but the words that James had spoken to +me bore me up against their reproaches. + +Weel, it was very shortly (I daresay not six months after my faither's +death), that James called at my mother's, and as he said, to bid us +_farewell!_ He took my mother's hand--I mind I saw him raise it to his +lips, while the tears were on his cheeks; and he was also greatly put +about to part wi' my sisters; but to me he said-- + +'Ye'll set me down a bit, Diana.' + +He was to take the coach for Liverpool--or at least, a coach to take him +on the road to that town, the next day; and from there he was to proceed +to the West Indies, to meet an uncle who was to make him his heir. + +I went out wi' him, and we wandered away down by our auld walks; but, +oh, he said little, and he sighed often, and his heart was sad. But mine +was as sad as his, and I could say as little as him. I winna, I canna +write a' the words and the vows that passed. He took the chain frae his +watch, and it was o' the best gold, and he also took a pair o' Bibles +frae his pocket, and he put the watch chain and the Bibles into my hand, +and--'Diana,' said he, 'take these, dear--keep them for the sake o' your +poor James, and, as often as ye see them, think on him.' I took them, +and wi' the tears running down my cheeks--'O James,' cried I, 'this is +hard!--hard!' + +Twice, ay thrice, we bade each other '_farewell_,' and thrice, after he +had parted frae me, he cam running back again, and, throwing his arms +round my neck, cried-- + +'Diana! I canna leave ye!--promise me that ye will never marry onybody +else!' + +And thrice I promised him that I wouldna. + +But he gaed awa, and my only consolation was looking at the Bibles, on +one o' the white leaves o' the first volume o' which I found written, by +his own hand, '_James Laidlaw and Diana Darling vowed, that, if they +were spared, they would become man and wife; and that neither time, +distance, nor circumstances, should dissolve their plighted troth. +Dated, May 25th, 17--_.' + +These were cheering words to me; and I lived on them for years, even +after my younger sisters were married, and I had ceased to hear from +him. And, during that time, for his sake, I had declined offers which my +friends said I was waur than foolish to reject. At least half a dozen +good matches I let slip through my hands, and a' for the love o' James +Laidlaw who was far awa, and the vows he had plighted to me by the side +o' the Blackadder. And, although he hadna written to me for some years, +I couldna think that ony man could be so wicked as to write words o' +falsehood and bind them up in the volume o' everlasting truth. + +But, about ten years after he had gane awa, James Laidlaw came back to +our neighbourhood; but he wasna the same lad he left--for he was now a +dark-complexioned man, and he had wi' him a mulatto woman, and three +bairns that called him _faither!_ He was no longer my James! + +My mother was by this time dead, and I expected naething but that the +knowledge o' his faithlessness would kill me too--for I had clung to +hope till the last straw was broken. + +I met him once during his stay in the country, and, strange to tell, it +was within a hundred yards o' the very spot where I first foregathered +wi' him, when he offered me the posie. + +'Ha! Die!' said he, 'my old girl, are you still alive? I'm glad to see +you. Is the old woman, your mother, living yet?' I was ready to faint, +my heart throbbed as though it would have burst. A' the trials I had +ever had were naething to this; and he continued--'Why, if I remember +right, there was once something like an old flame between you and me.' +'O James! James!' said I, 'do you remember the words ye wrote in the +Bible, and the vows that ye made me by the side of the Blackadder?' +'Ha! ha!' said he, and he laughed, 'you are there, are you? I do mind +something of it. But, Die, I did not think that a girl like you would +have been such a fool as to remember what a boy said to her.' + +I would have spoken to him again; but I remembered he was the husband +of another woman--though she was a mulatto--an' I hurried away as fast +as my fainting heart would permit. I had but one consolation, and that +was, that, though he had married another, naebody could compare her face +wi' mine. + +But it was lang before I got the better o' this sair slight--ay, I may +say it was ten years and mair; and I had to try to pingle and find a +living upon the interest o' my five hundred pounds, wi' ony other thing +that I could turn my hand to in a genteel sort o' way. + +I was now getting on the wrang side o' eight and thirty; and that is an +age when it isna prudent in a spinister to be throwing the pouty side o' +her lip to any decent lad that hauds out his hand, and says--'Jenny, +will ye tak me?' Often and often, baith by day and by night, did I think +o' the good bargains I had lost, for the sake o' my fause James Laidlaw; +and often, when I saw some o' them that had come praying to me, pass me +on a Sunday, having their wives wi' their hands half round their waist +on the horse behint them--'O James! fause James!' I have said, 'but for +trusting to you, and it would hae been me that would this day been +riding behint Mr. ----.' + +But I had still five hundred pounds, and sic fend as I could make, to +help what they brought to me. And, about this time, there was one that +had the character of being a very respectable sort o' a lad, one Walter +Sanderson; he was a farmer, very near about my own age, and altogether a +most prepossessing and intelligent young man. I first met wi' him at my +youngest sister's goodman's kirn,[F] and I must say, a better or a more +gracefu' dancer I never saw upon a floor. He had neither the jumping o' +a mountebank, nor the sliding o' a play-actor, but there was an ease in +his carriage which I never saw equalled. I was particularly struck wi' +him, and especially his dancing; and it so happened that he was no less +struck wi' me. I thought he looked even better than James Laidlaw used +to do--but at times I had doubts about it. However, he had stopped all +the night at my brother-in-law's as weel as mysel; and when I got up to +gang hame the next day, he said he would bear me company. I thanked him, +and said I was obliged to him, never thinking that he would attempt such +a thing. But, just as the pony was brought out for me to ride on (and +the callant was to come up to Dunse for it at night), Mr. Walter +Sanderson mounted his horse, and says he-- + +'Now, wi' your permission, Miss Darling, I will see you hame.' + + [F] Harvest Home. + +It would hae been very rude o' me to hae said--'No, I thank you, sir,' +and especially at my time o' life, wi' twa younger sisters married that +had families; so I blushed, as it were, and giein my powny a twitch, he +sprang on to his saddle, and came trotting along by my side. He was very +agreeable company; and, when he said, 'I shall be most happy to pay you +a visit, Miss Darling,' I didna think o' what I had said, until after +that I had answered him, 'I shall be very happy to see ye, sir.' And +when I thought o' it my very cheek bones burned wi' shame. + +But, howsoever, Mr. Sanderson was not long in calling again--and often +he did call, and my sisters and their guid-men began to jeer me about +him. Weel, he called and called, for I daresay as good as three quarters +of a year; and he was sae backward and modest a' the time that I thought +him a very remarkable man; indeed, I began to think him every way +superior to James Laidlaw. + +But at last he made proposals--I consented--the wedding-day was set, and +we had been cried in the kirk. It was the fair day, just two days before +we were to be married, and he came into the house, and, after he had +been seated a while, and cracked in his usual kind way-- + +'Oh,' says he, 'what a bargain I hae missed the day! There are four lots +o' cattle in the market, and I might hae cleared four hundred pounds, +cent. per cent., by them.' + +'Losh me! Walter, then,' says I, 'why didna ye do it? How did ye let sic +a bargain slip through your fingers?' + +'Woman,' said he, 'I dinna ken; but a man that is to be married within +eight and forty hours is excusable. I came to the Fair without any +thought o' either buying or selling--but just to see you, Diana--and I +kenned there wasna meikle siller necessary for that.' + +'Losh, Walter, man,' said I, 'but that is a pity--and ye say ye could +mak cent. per cent. by the beasts?' + +''Deed could I,' quoth he--'I am sure o' that.' + +'Then, Walter,' says I, 'what is mine the day is to be yours the morn, I +may say; and it would be a pity to lose sic a bargain.' + +Therefore I put into his hands an order on a branch bank, that had been +established in Dunse, for every farthing that I was worth in the world, +and Walter kissed me, and went out to get the money frae the bank and +buy the cattle. + +But he hadna been out an hour, when ane o' my brothers-in-law called, +and I thought he looked unco dowie. So I began to tell him about the +excellent bargain that Walter had made, and what I had done. But the man +started frae his seat as if he were crazed, and, without asking me ony +questions, he only cried--'Gracious! Diana! hae ye been sic an idiot?' +and, rushing out o' the house, ran to the bank. + +He left me in a state that I canna describe; I neither kenned what to do +nor what to think. But within half an hour he returned, and he cried out +as he entered--'Diana, ye are ruined! He has taken in you and everybody +else. The villain broke yesterday. He is off! Ye may bid fare weel to +your siller!' 'Wha is off?' cried I, and I was in sic a state I was +hardly able to speak. 'Walter Sanderson!' answered my brother-in-law. + +I believe I went into hysterics; for the first thing I mind o' after his +saying so, was a dozen people standing round about me--some slapping at +the palms o' my hands, and others laving water on my breast and temples, +until they had me as wet as if they had douked me in Pollock's Well. + +I canna tell how I stood up against this clap o' misery. It was near +getting the better o' me. For a time I really hated the very name and +the sight o' man, and I said, as the song says, that + + 'Men are a' deceivers.' + +But this was not the worst o' it--I had lost my all, and I was now +forced into the acquaintanceship of poverty and dependence. I first went +to live under the roof o' my youngest sister, who had always been my +favourite; but, before six months went round, I found that she began to +treat me just as though I had been a servant, ordering me to do this +and do the other; and sometimes my dinner was sent ben to me into the +kitchen; and the servant lassies, seeing how their mistress treated me, +considered that they should be justified in doing the same--and they did +the same. Many a weary time have I lain down upon my bed and wished +never to rise again, for my spirit was weary o' this world. But I put up +wi' insult after insult, until flesh and blood could endure it no +longer. Then did I go to my other sister, and she hardly opened her +mouth to me as I entered her house. I saw that I might gang where I +liked--I wasna welcome there. Before I had been a week under her roof, I +found that the herd's dog led a lady's life to mine. I was forced to +leave her too. + +And, as a sort o' last alternative, just to keep me in existence, I +began a bit shop in a neighbouring town, and took in sewing and washing; +and, after I had tried them awhile, and found that they would hardly +do, I commenced a bit school, at the advice of the minister's wife, and +learned bairns their letters and the catechism, and knitting and sewing. +I also taught them (for they were a' girls) how to work their samplers, +and to write, and to cast accounts. But what vexed and humbled me more +than all I had suffered, was, that one night, just after I had let my +scholars away, an auld hedger and ditcher body, almost sixty years o' +age, came into the house, and 'How's a' wi' ye the nicht?' says he, +though I had never spoken to the man before. But he took off his bonnet, +and, pulling in a chair, drew a seat to the fire. I was thunderstruck! +But I was yet mair astonished and ashamed, when the auld body, sleeking +down his hair and his chin, had the assurance to make love to me! + +'There is the door, sir!' cried I. And when he didna seem willing to +understand me, I gripped him by the shouthers, and showed him what I +meant. + +Yet quite composedly he turned round to me and said, 'I dinna see what +is the use o' the like o' this--it is true I am aulder than you, but you +are at a time o' life now that ye canna expect ony young man to look at +ye. Therefore, ye had better think twice before ye turn me to the door. +Ye will find it just as easy a life being the wife o' a hedger as +keeping a school--rather mair sae I apprehend, and mair profitable too.' +I had nae patience wi' the man. I thought my sisters had insulted me; +but this offer o' the hedger's wounded me mair than a' that they had +done. + +'O James Laidlaw!' cried I, when I was left to mysel, 'what hae ye +brought me to! My sisters dinna look after me. My parting wi' them has +gien them an excuse to forget that I exist. My brother is far frae me, +and he is ruled by a wife; and I hae been robbed by another o' the +little that I had. I am like a withered tree in a wilderness, standing +its lane--I will fa' and naebody will miss me. I am sick, and there are +none to haud my head. My throat is parched and my lips dry, and there +are none to bring me a cup o' water. There is nae _living thing_ that I +can ca' mine. And some day I shall be found a stiffened corpse in my +bed, with no one near me to close my eyes in death or perform the last +office of humanity! For I am alone--I am by myself--I am forgotten in +the world; and my latter years, if I have a long life, will be a burden +to strangers.'" + +But Diana Darling did not so die. Her gentleness, her kindness, caused +her to be beloved by many who knew not her history; and, when the last +stern messenger came to call her hence, many watched with tears around +her bed of death, and many more in sorrow followed her to the grave. So +ran the few leaves in the diary of a spinster--and the reader will +forgive our interpolations. + + + + +GEORDIE WILLISON, +AND THE HEIRESS OF CASTLE GOWER. + + +Antiquaries know very well that one of the oldest of the Nova Scotia +knights, belonging to Scotland, was Sir Marmaduke Maitland of Castle +Gower, situated in one of the southern counties of the kingdom; but they +may not know so well that Sir Marmaduke held his property under a strict +entail to heirs male, whom failing, to heirs female, under the condition +of bearing the arms and name of the Castle Gower family; or that he was +married to Catherine Maxwell, a near relative of the family of Herries, +in the Stewartry of Kirkcudbright--a person of no very great beauty, +but sprightly, and of good manners. This woman had been brought up in +France, and was deeply tinged with French feelings. She had French cooks +and French milliners about her in abundance; and a French lackey was +considered by her as indispensable as meat and drink. Then she was +represented as being a proud, imperious woman, with a bad temper; which +was rendered worse by her continued fretting, in consequence of not +having any children to her husband; whereby the property would go away +to a son of her husband's brother. Sir Marmaduke and his lady had a +town-house in Edinburgh, in which they lived for the greater part of the +year, situated so as to look to the North Back of the Canongate, and +with an entry to it from that street, but the principal gate was from +the north side. A garden was attached to the house; and the stables +and coach-houses were situated at the foot of the garden. All these +premises are now removed; but Sir Marmaduke Maitland's house--or, as it +was styled, the Duke's house--at the period of this story, was a very +showy house, and very well known to the inhabitants of Edinburgh. + +Now, at the foot of Leith Wynd, there lived, about the same time, a +poor widow woman, called Widow Willison, who had a son and a daughter. +She was the widow of a William Willison, who earned a livelihood by +the humble means of serving the inhabitants of Edinburgh with water, +which he conveyed to their doors by the means of an ass; and was, in +consequence, called Water Willie--a good, simple, honest creature; much +liked by his customers, from whom he never wanted a good diet; and had +no fault, but that of disliking the element in which he dealt. He liked +he said very well to drive water to the great folks, and he wished them +"meikle guid o't; but, for his ain pairt, he preferred whisky, which, he +thocht, was o' a warmer and mair congenial nature, and better suited to +the inside o' a rational animal, like man." + +Strange enough, it was to William Willison's dislike to water that +people attributed his death. It would have been more logical--but +scandal is a bad logician--to have debited that event to the water; for, +though it will not conceal that Willie was drunk when he died, it was as +notorious that it was not because he was drunk that he died--but that he +died because his water-cart went over him when he was drunk. However +that may be, and there is no use in wasting much reasoning on the point, +William left, at his death, a widow and two children, with nothing to +support them. + +Widow Willison was a good, religious woman, of the old school, believing +in the transcendent influence of mere faith, as carrying along with it +all the minor points of justification by works, election, and others, +in the same way that a river takes with it the drops of rain that +fall from the heavens, and carries all down to the ocean. She was an +excellent example of the influence of a pure religion--kind and generous +in her sentiments; and, though left with two children, and no food to +satisfy their hunger, patient and hopeful--placing implicit trust and +confidence in the Author of all good, and viewing murmuring as a sin +against His providence. + +Let us introduce, now, George Willison, her son, an extraordinary +individual, apparently destined to be more notorious than his father, +in so much as his character was composed of that mixture of simplicity, +bordering on silliness, and shrewd sagacity in the ordinary affairs of +life, which is often observed in people of Scotland. Though common, the +character is nearly inexplicable to the analyst; for the individual +seems conscious of the weaker part of his character, but he appears to +love it, and often makes it subservient to the stronger elements of his +mind, by using it at once as a cloak and a foil to them. George, like +the other individuals of his peculiar species, followed no trade. +Sometimes he acted as a cadie, a letter-carrier, a messenger, a porter, +a water-carrier--in any capacity, in short, in which he could, with no +continuous labour, earn a little money. To work at any given thing for +longer time than a day, was a task which he generally condemned, as +being wearisome and monotonous, and more suited to the inferior animals +than to man. His clothes, like his avocations, were many-coloured, and +suited the silly half of his character, without altogether depriving him +of the rights of a citizen, or making him the property and sport of +school-boys. Like his employments, his earnings were chancy and various, +ranging between a shilling to five shillings a-week, including +gratuities, which his conceit prompted him to call "helps," with a view +to avoid the imputation of living upon alms--a name, in the Scotch +language "awmous," which did not sound agreeably in the ears of Geordie +Willison. + +The very reverse of George was his sister--a black-eyed beauty, of great +intelligence, who earned a little money, to support the family, by means +of her needle. She was a great comfort to her mother, seldom going out, +and felt much annoyed by the strange character of her brother, whom she +often endeavoured to improve, with a view to his following some trade. +He was twenty years of age, and if he did not "tak' himself up" now, she +said, "he would be a vagrant a' his days." Geordie, on the other hand, +quietly heard his sister, but he never saw--at least, he pretended not +to see, which was the same thing--the force of her argument. The weak +half of his constitution was always presented to any attack of logic; +and the adroitness with which he met his opponent by this soft +buckler--which, like a feather-bed presented to a canon bullet, +swallowed the force and the noise at the same time--was worthy of +Aristotle, or Thomas Scotus, or any other logical warrior. Take an +example:-- + +"Whar hae ye been the day, Geordie?" said his mother to him one day. + +"I hae been convoying Sir Marmaduke Maitland a wee bit on his way to +France," said Geordie. "He asked me to bear him company and carry his +luggage to Leith, and I couldna refuse sic a favour to the braw knight." + +"An' what got ye frae him?" said his mother; "for I hae naething i' the +house for supper." + +"Twa or three placks," said Geordie, throwing down some coppers on the +table. + +"This is the 21st day o' April--your birthday, Geordie," said the +mother; "an' as it has aye been our practice to hae something by common +on that occasion, I'll gang down to Widow Johnston's an' get a pint o' +the best, to drink yer health wi'." And Widow Willison did as she said. + +"Is Lady Maitland no awa wi' Sir Marmaduke, Geordie?" resumed his +mother, when they were taking their meagre supper. + +"Na! na!" said Geordie; "they dinna like ane anither sae weel; an' I +dinna wonder at Sir Marmaduke no likin' her, for I dinna like her +mysel." + +"For what reason, Geordie?" asked his mother. + +"Because she doesna like me," answered the casuist. + +Now it happened that on the 19th day of February, after the conversation +here detailed, that George Willison was wandering over the grounds of +Warriston, on the north side of Edinburgh. He had been with a letter to +the Laird of Warriston, and, in coming back, as was not uncommon with +him, was musing, in a half dreaming, listless kind of state, as he +sauntered through the planted grounds in the neighbourhood. His +attention was in an instant arrested by the sounds of voices, and he +stood, or rather sat down, behind a hedge and listened. The speakers +were very near to him; for it was so very dark that they could not +observe him. + +"I will stand at a little distance, Louise," said a voice, "and thou +canst do the thing thyself. I could despatch thine, but I cannot do that +good work to myself; for the mother rises in me, and unnerves me quite. +Besides, thou didst promise to do me this service for the ten gold +pieces I gave thee, and the many more I will yet give thee." + +"_Oui! oui!_ my lady; but de infant is so _fort_, so trong, dat it will +be difficult for me to trottle her. Death, _la mort_, does not come ever +when required; but I vill do my endeavour to trangle de leetle jade, vit +as much activity as I can. Ha! ha! de leetle baggage tinks she is +already _perdir_--she tombles so--be quiet, you _petite_ leetle deevil. +It vill be de best vay, I tink, to do it on de ground. Hark! is dere not +some person near?--my heart goes _en palpitant_." + +"It is nobody, thou fool," answered the lady; "it is only a rustling +produced by a breath of wind among the trees." + +"Very vell, very vell, my Lady Maitland; dat is right. Now for de vork." + +"Stop until I am at a little distance; and, when thou hearest me cry +'Now,' finish the thing cleverly." + +The rustling of the lady's gown betokened that she had done as she said. +The rustling ceased; and the word "Now," came from the mouth of the +mother. + +All was silent for a minute; a quick breath, indicating the application +of a strong effort, was now heard, mixed with the sound of a convulsed +suspiration, something like that of a child labouring under +hooping-cough, though weaker. The rustling of clothes indicated a +struggle of some violence; and several ejaculations escaped at +intervals:--"_Mon dieu!_ dis is de _triste_ vork; how trong de leetle +she velp is!--now, now--not yet--how trange!--_diable!_ she still +breats!" + +"Hast thou finished, Louise?" asked the lady, impatiently. + +"Not yet, my lady," said Louise; "give me your hair necklace; de leetle +she velp vont die vitout tronger force dan my veak hands can apply." + +"I cannot go to thee," said the lady; "thou must come to me. Lay the +babe on the ground, and come for the necklace." + +Louise did as she was desired. + +The sounds of a struggle again commenced, mixed with Louise's +ejaculations:--"Now, now--dis vill do for you--_une fois_--vonce, twice, +trice round--dat vill do--quite sufficient to kill de giant, or Sir +Marmaduke himself. Now, my lady, I tink de ting is pretty vell done; I +vill trow her into de hedge--dere--now, let us go." + +The two ladies went away, and Geordie rushed forward to the place where +they had thrown the child. It was still convulsed. He loosened the +necklace, which had been left by mistake, and blew strongly into the +child's mouth. He heard it sigh, and in a little time breathe; and, +carrying it with the greatest care, he took it home with him to his +mother's house. + +"Whar hae ye been, man, and what is this ye hae in your airms?" said +Widow Willison to Geordie, when he went in. + +"It's a wee bit birdie I fand in a nest amang the hedges o' Warriston," +said Geordie. "Its mither didna seem to care aboot it, and I hae brought +it hame wi' me. Gie't a pickle crowdie, puir thing." + +Astonished, and partly displeased, Widow Willison took the child out of +her son's arms, and seeing its face swoln and blue, and marks of +strangulation on its neck, her maternal sympathies arose, and she +applied all the articles of a mother's pharmacopoeia with a view to +restore it. + +"But whar got ye the bairn, man?" she again inquired. "Gie us nane o' +yer nonsense about birds and hedges. Tell us the story sae as plain folk +can understand it." + +"I hae already tauld ye," said Geordie, dryly and slowly; "and it's no +my intention at present to tell ye ony mair aboot it. Ye didna ask whar +_I_ came frae when ye got me first." + +"An' wha's to bring up the bairn?" asked the mother, who knew it was in +vain to put the same question twice to Geordie. + +"Ye didna ask that question at my faither when _I_ cam hame," replied +the stoic, with one of his peculiar looks; "but, if ye had, maybe ye +wadna hae got sae kind an answer as I'll gie ye: Geordie Willison will +pay for bringing up the bairn; and I'll no answer ony mair o' yer +questions." + +Strictly did Geordie keep his word with his mother. He would tell +neither her nor his sister anything about the child. They knew his +temper and disposition, and gradually resigned an importunity which had +the effect of making him more obstinate. At night, when the child's +clothes were taken off, with a view to putting it to bed, Geordie got +hold of them and carried them off, unknown to his mother. He locked them +up in his chest, and, in the morning, when his mother asked him if he +had seen them, he said he knew nothing about them. Annoyed by this +conduct on the part of her son, his mother threatened to throw the child +upon the parish as a foundling; and yet, when she reflected on the +extreme sagacity which was mixed up with her son's peculiarities, and +read in his looks, which she well understood, a more than ordinary +confidence of power to do what he had said, as to bringing up the child, +she hesitated in her purpose, and at last resolved to go in with the +humour and inclinations of her son, and do the duty of a mother to the +babe. + +We now change the scene. + +"It's a braw day this, my Leddy Maitland," said Geordie, bowing to the +very ground, and holding in his hand a clean sheet of paper, which he +had folded up like a letter, as a passport to her ladyship's presence. + +Lady Maitland, who was sitting at her work-table, stared at the person +thus saluting her, and seeing it was Geordie Willison, who had offended +her at the time of his carrying down Sir Marmaduke's luggage, by asking, +jocularly, if "ony o' the bairns were gaun wi' their father," she asked +him sternly what he wanted, and, thinking he had the letter in his hand +to deliver to her, snatched it in a petted manner and opened it. On +finding it a clean sheet of paper, with her address on the back of it, +she got into a great rage, and ran to the bell to call up a lackey to +kick Geordie down stairs. + +"Canny, my braw leddy--canny," said Geordie, seizing her hand; "ye are +hasty--maybe no quite recovered yet--the wet dews o' Warriston are no +for the tender health o' the bonny Leddy Maitland; for even Geordie +Willison, wha can ban a' bield i' the cauldest nicht o' winter, felt +them chill and gruesome as he passed through them yestreen." + +On hearing this speech, Lady Maitland changed, in an instant, from a +state of violent passion to the rigidity and appearance of a marble +statue. + +Eyeing her with one of his peculiar looks, as much as to say, "I know +all," Geordie proceeded. + +"I dinna want to put your leddyship to ony trouble by this veesit; but, +being in want o' some siller in thir hard times, I thocht I would tak +the liberty o' ca'in upon yer leddyship, as weel for the sake o' being +better acquainted wi' a leddy o' yer station and presence, as for the +sake o' gettin' the little I require on my first introduction to high +life." + +"How much money dost thou require?" asked the lady, with a tremulous +voice. + +"Twunty pund, my leddy, twenty pund at the present time," answered +Geordie, with the same simple look; "ye ken the folk haud me for a +natural, and ower fu' a cup is no easy carried, even by the wise. Sae, I +wadna like to trust mysel' wi' mair than twenty pund at a time." + +Without saying a word, Lady Maitland went, with trembling steps, and a +hurried and confused manner, to her bureau: she took out her keys--tried +one, then another, and, with some difficulty, at last got it opened. She +counted out twenty pounds, and handed it over to Geordie, who counted it +again with all the precision of a modern banker. + +"Thank ye, my leddy," said Geordie; "an' whan I need mair, I'll just tak +the liberty o' makin yer leddyship my banker. Guid day, my leddy." And, +with a low bow, reaching nearly to the ground, he departed. + +The result of this interview satisfied Geordie that what he had +suspected was true. Sir Marmaduke had not yet returned, and his lady, +having been unfaithful to him, and given birth to a child, had resolved +upon putting it out of the way, in the manner already detailed. He had +no doubt that the lady thought the child was dead; and he did not wish, +in the meantime, to disturb that notion; for, although he knew that the +circumstance of the child being alive would give him greater power over +her, in the event of her becoming refractory, he was apprehensive that +she would not have allowed the child to remain in his keeping; and +might, in all likelihood, resort to some desperate scheme to destroy it. + +On returning home, Geordie drew his seat to the fire, and sat silent. +His mother, who was sitting opposite to him, asked him if he had earned +any money that day, wherewith he could buy some clothes for the child he +had undertaken to bring up. With becoming gravity, and without appearing +to feel that any remarkable change had taken place upon his finances, +Geordie slowly put his hand into his pocket, drew out the twenty pounds, +and gave his mother one for interim expenditure. As he returned the +money into his pocket, he said, with an air of the most supreme +nonchalance, "If ye want ony mair, ye can let me ken." + +The mother and daughter looked at each other with surprise and +astonishment, mixed with some pleasure, and, perhaps, some apprehension. +Neither of them put any question as to where the money had been got; for +Geordie's look had already informed them that any such question would +not be answered. + +Meanwhile, no great change seemed to have been produced in Geordie +Willison's manner of living, in consequence of his having become +comparatively rich. He lounged about the streets, joking with his +acquaintances--went his messages--sometimes appeared with a crowd of +boys after him--dressed in the same style--and, altogether, was just the +same kind of person he used to be. + +Time passed, and precisely on the same day next year he went to Lady +Maitland's. In the passage, he was met by the housekeeper, Louise +Grecourt, who asked him what he wanted. He looked at her intently, and +recognised in this person's voice the same tones which had arrested his +ears so forcibly on the night of the attempted murder of the child. To +make himself more certain of this, Geordie led her into conversation. + +"I want my Leddy Maitland," answered Geordie--"are ye her leddyship?" + +"No," answered the housekeeper, with a kick of her head, which Geordie +took as a sign that his bait had been swallowed; "I am not Lady +Maitland--I am in de charge of her ladyship's house. Vat you vant vit +her ladyship? Can Louise Grecourt not satisfy a fellow like you?" + +"No exactly at present," answered Geordie; "tell her leddyship that +Geordie Willison wants to speak to her." + +Louise started when he mentioned his name, certifying Geordie that she +was in the secret of his knowledge. Her manner changed. She became all +condescension; and, leading him up stairs, opened a door, and showed him +into a room where Lady Maitland was sitting. + +"I houp yer leddyship," began Geordie, with a low bow, "has been quite +weel sin' I had the honour o' yer acquaintanceship, whilk is now a year, +come twa o'clock o' this day. Ye micht maybe be thinking we were gaun to +fa' out o' acquaintanceship; but I'm no ane o' yer conceited creatures +wha despise auld freends, and rin after new anes, merely because they +may think them brawer--sae ye may keep yer mind easy on that score; and +I wad farther tak the liberty to assure yer leddyship that, if ye hae +ony siller by ye at present, I winna hesitate to gie ye a proof o' the +continuance o' my freendship, by offerin' to tak frae ye as meikle as I +may need." + +"How much is that?" asked Lady Maitland. + +"Twunty pund, my leddy, twunty pund," answered Geordie. + +The money was handed to him by the lady, without saying a word; and, +having again made a low bow, he departed. + +Next year, Geordie Willison went and paid a visit to Lady Maitland, got +from her the same sum of money, and nothing passed to indicate what it +was paid for. The lady clearly remained under the impression that the +child was not in existence. + +It happened that, some time after the last payment, Geordie was on the +pier of Leith, with a view to fall in with some chance message or +carriage to Edinburgh. A vessel had newly arrived from the Continent, +and one of the passengers was Sir Marmaduke Maitland. Geordie was +employed to assist in getting his luggage removed to Edinburgh. On +arriving at the house, Lady Maitland, with Louise behind her, was +standing on the landing-place to receive her husband. They saw Geordie +walking alongside of him, and talking to him in the familiar manner +which his alleged silliness in many cases entitled him to do; but +whatever they may have felt or expressed, by looks or otherwise, Geordie +seemed not to be any way out of his ordinary manner, and they soon +observed, from the conduct of Sir Marmaduke, that Geordie had said +nothing to him. Geordie bustled about, assisting to take out the +luggage, while Sir Marmaduke was standing in the lobby with his lady +alongside of him. + +"Is there any news stirring in these parts, Geordie, worth telling to +one who has been from his own country so long as I have been." + +"Naething worth mentioning, Sir Marmaduke," answered Geordie; "a'thing +quiet, decent, and orderly i' the toun and i' the country--no excepting +your ain house here, whar I hae missed mony a gude luck-penny sin' your +honour departed." + +"Has Lady Maitland not been in the habit of employing you, then, +Geordie?" asked Sir Marmaduke. + +"No exactly, Sir Marmaduke," answered Geordie; "the last time I ca'ed +on her leddyship, she asked me what I wanted. I didna think it quite +ceevil, and I haena gane back; but I canna deny that she paid me +handsomely for the last thing I carried for her. She's a fine leddy, Sir +Marmaduke, and meikle credit to ye." + +At any subsequent period, when Geordie's yearly pension was due, he +generally contrived to call for Lady Maitland when Sir Marmaduke was out +of the way. He took always the same amount of money. The only departure +he made from this custom was in the year of his sister's marriage, when +he asked and got a sum of forty pounds, twenty of which he gave to her. +Her husband, George Dempster, had at one time been a butler in Lady +Maitland's family; but her ladyship did not know either that he was +acquainted with George Willison, or that he was now married to his +sister. We may explain that George Dempster was in the family at +the time when Geordie brought home the child; and, in some of his +conversations with his wife, he did not hesitate to say that he +suspected that Lady Maitland bore a child to a French lackey, who was +then about the house; but the child never made its appearance, and +strong grounds existed for believing that it was made away with. Geordie +himself sometimes heard these stories; but he affected to be altogether +indifferent to them, putting a silly question to Dempster, as if he had +just awakened from sleep, and had forgot the thread of the discourse, +and, when he got his answer, pretending to fall asleep again. + +In the meantime the young foundling, who had been christened Jessie +Warriston, by Geordie's desire, grew up to womanhood. She became, +in every respect, the picture of her mother--tall and noble in her +appearance. Her hair was jet black, and her eye partook of the same +colour, with a lustre that dazzled the beholder. Her manners were +cheerful and kind; and she was grateful for the most ordinary attentions +paid to her by Widow Willison, or her daughter--the latter of whom often +took her out with her to the house of Ludovic Brodie, commonly called +Birkiehaugh, a nephew of Sir Marmaduke Maitland, with whom George +Dempster was serving as butler, in his temporary house, about a mile +south from Edinburgh. + +This young laird had seen Jessie Warriston, and been struck with her +noble appearance. He asked Dempster who she was, and was told that she +was a young person who lived with one of his wife's friends. Brodie, +whose character was that of a most unprincipled rake, often endeavoured +to make up to Jessie, as she went backwards and forwards between his +house and Widow Willison's. In all endeavours he had been unsuccessful; +for Jessie--independently of being aware, from the admonitions of the +pious Widow Willison, that an acquaintanceship with a person above her +degree was improper and dangerous--had a lover of her own, a young man +of the name of William Forbes, a clerk to Mr. Carstairs, an advocate, +at that time in great practice at the Scotch bar. Forbes generally +accompanied Jessie when she went out at night, after she told him that +Brodie had insulted her; and she discontinued her visits to George +Dempster. + +Foiled by the precautions which Jessie took to avoid him, Brodie only +became more determined to get his object gratified. He meditated various +schemes for this purpose. He turned off Dempster, who might have been a +spy upon his conduct; and it was remarked, by the people living near +to Widow Willison's, that a woman, rolled up in a cloak, had been seen +watching about the door. Geordie, though apparently not listening to any +of these transactions, was all alive to the interests of his foundling. +He kept a constant eye upon the neighbourhood, and did not fail to +observe, that a woman, of the description stated, came always, at a +certain hour, near his mother's door, about the time that Jessie +generally went out. + +Now, Geordie was determined to know, by some means, who this woman was; +and, as the day was drawing in, he thought he might disguise himself in +such a way as to get into conversation with her. + +Having equipped himself in the garb of a cadie, of more respectable +appearance than he himself exhibited, and put a black patch over his +eye, and a broad slouched hat over his head, Geordie took his station to +watch the woman in the cloak. + +"Wha may ye be waitin' for?" said Geordie, in a feigned voice, to the +woman, whom he at last found. + +"Are you von of de cadies?" asked the woman. + +"Yes," answered Geordie. + +"Do you live in de neighbourhood?" asked again the woman. + +"I wadna live in ony ither place war ye to pay me for't," answered +Geordie. + +"Very good--dat is a very good answer," said the woman; "dere is a +little money for you." + +"I dinna tak siller for tellin' folk whar I live," said Geordie; "but, +if there's onything else I can, in my capacity o' cadie, do for ye, +maybe I may then condescend to tak yer siller." + +"_Mon Dieu!_ vat a trange fellow!" ejaculated the woman. "Vell, can you +tell me if a young woman, carrying the name of Jessie Varriston, lives +up dat stair?" pointing with her hand. + +"I ken the lassie as weel as I ken mysel," answered Geordie; "she lives +just whar ye hae said." + +"Very goot--very goot--dat is just vat I vant--_un sage homme_ +dis--excellent goot chap. Now, tell me if de girl lives vit an imbecile +that is von idiot, called George Villison, and how long she has lived +vit him, vere she comes from, and vat is her history." + +"Ye hae asked four questions a' in ae breath," said Geordie, who wanted +a prologue, to give him time to consider how much he could say, so as to +serve the two purposes of safety and drawing out the woman at the same +time. "It's no quite fair, to an ignorant man like me, to put sae mony +questions at a time; but it's my wish to serve ye, an' I'll do my best +to answer them. Jessie Warriston lives wi' the idiot cratur Geordie +Willison's mither, and she has lived wi' her for seventeen years, that +is, since she was a bit bairn. I'm thinking she'll be a granddochter o' +Widow Willison's--dinna ye think sae yersel'?" + +"De brute!" muttered the woman to herself--"de brute is begun, like all +de rest of his countrymen, to put de interrogation ven he should give de +respond. You do not know den de girl's history, do you not?" + +"No, but maybe I may be able to get it for ye," answered Geordie, +unwilling to be dismissed _simpliciter_. + +"Very vell, anoter time--I vish you, in de meantime, to carry dis letter +to Ludovic Brodie, Esq. of Birkiehaugh. Do you know vere he lives?" + +"I will carry it wi' the greatest o' pleasure, madam," answered Geordie. + +The woman handed him the letter, with some more money, and departed. + +Geordie got the letter speedily read to him by a person in his +confidence. It was in these terms:-- + +"Mon cher Ludovic,--Jessie Varriston lives vit de idiot, Geordie +Villison, in Leit Vynd. De bearer of dis knows her very vell, and vill +assist you in de abduction. My Lady Maitland and I both tink we know her +too; bot we do not vish at present to let any von know dis, for certain +reasons, vich we cannot explain to you. Ven you arrange vit de bearer to +carry her off, let me know, and I vill do every ting in my power to +assist you, as my lady has a grand vish for de abduction of de vench +vithout procrastination. My lady does not know of my having given you +intelligence of her being up to de affair.--Yours till death. + +"LOUISE GRECOURT." + +From this letter, Geordie saw plainly that Lady Maitland and Louise had, +at last, got some information regarding Jessie, which had led them to +suspect that she was the child they had supposed to be dead. It was +clear, however, that Brodie knew nothing of their suspicions, and the +two parties were, undoubtedly, after the same game, with different +objects and for different reasons. Having folded the letter and sealed +it, so as to avoid suspicion, Geordie went out and delivered it into the +hands of Birkiehaugh. + +Brodie, having read the letter, examined Geordie from head to +heel--"Canst thou be trusted, man, in an affair requiring secrecy and +ability to execute it?" asked he. + +"Do you see ony thing aboot me to produce ony doubt o' my ability or my +secrecy?" answered Geordie. "Nae man will coup wi' Peter Finlayson in +ony expedition whar death, danger, or exposure are to be avoided, or +whar ability to plan, an' quickness to execute, and cunnin' to conceal, +are things o' consideration or importance." + +"Well, Peter, I believe thou art the man. I wish to carry off the girl, +Jessie Warriston, to-morrow night--canst thou assist me in that +enterprise?" + +"It's just in the like o' thae bits o' ploys that the genius o' Peter +Finlayson lies," answered Geordie. "I ken the lassie maist intimately, +and can bring her to ony appointed spot at ony hour ye please to name." + +"To-morrow night, then," said Brodie, "at eight o'clock, at the +resting-stone at the top of the Leith Lone; knowest thou the place?" + +"I do," answered Geordie; "and shall attend; but ye ken, I suppose, the +difference that lies atween the ordinary jobs o' us cadies, and the +like o' thae michty emprises, whar life and limb, and honour and +reputation, are concerned. In the first case, the pay comes after +the wark--in the ither, the wark comes after the pay; an' it's richt +natural, whan ye think o't; because I hae often seen the city guard kick +the wark and the warkmen to the deevil in an instant, and the puir cadie +gets only broken banes for his pains." + +"There, then," said Brodie, "there is half of thy fee; the other shall +be given when thou bringest the girl." + +"Vera weel," said Geordie, counting the gold pieces; "and thank ye. I +wunna fail in my duty, I warrant ye." + +Next night, at the time and place appointed, Geordie attended with his +charge. He found Brodie in waiting with a carriage, in which was seated +Louise. Jessie was told to enter, and complied. Brodie jumped in, and +Geordie held out his hand for the other half of the fee, which he +received. He now slipped a piece of twine round the handle of the +carriage, so as to prevent it from being opened; and, in a moment +vaulted up beside the coachman, whose hat, as if by mere accident, he +knocked off. + +"Gie me up my bannet, ye whelp," said the coachman, angrily. + +"Cadies are no cadies to coachmen," answered Geordie, dryly; "your +brains maun be far spent, man, when they canna keep a house ower their +head." + +The coachman jumped down for his hat, and Geordie, applying the whip to +the horses, was off in an instant. The coachman cried, "Stop the coach!" +Brodie, thinking it was a chase, cried to drive like the devil. Geordie +obeyed to the letter, and dashed on like lightning. + +The coach stopped, and was instantly surrounded by a number of people, +who opened the door, and pulling the three inmates out, led them into +a large building, the door of which was double-bolted, and made a +tremendous noise as it revolved on its hinges. The party were taken up +stairs, and introduced (Geordie leading the way with his hat in his +hand) into a large room, where several people were present, apparently +waiting for them. + +"I beg leave to introduce," said Geordie, bowing low, "to yer lordship, +the sheriff--wha has dune us the honour to receive us at this time in +sae safe a place as the jail, whar we are perfectly free frae a' +interruption--his honour, Ludovic Brodie, Esq. o' Birkiehaugh, and her +highness, Louise Grecourt, a French leddy o' repute. They are anxious to +receive yer opinion on a point o' law, in whilk they are personally +concerned, a favour, I doutna, yer honour will condescend to grant." + +The sheriff immediately set about taking a precognition, for which he +had been, by Geordie, previously prepared. Brodie was committed on a +charge of abduction; but Louise, on the intercession of Geordie and his +ward, was allowed to get off. Some time afterwards, Brodie was tried, +and sentenced to six months' imprisonment. + +Geordie had now occasion to call upon Lady Maitland for his yearly +allowance. Louise having been liberated without trial, it had not yet +reached the ears of her or Lady Maitland that Peter Finlayson was, in +fact, Geordie Willison. Brodie had made no communication of that fact +as yet, and neither Louise nor Lady Maitland could have any idea that +Geordie knew of the hand they had in the attempted abduction, or of +their knowledge or suspicion that Jessie Warriston was the intended +victim of their cruelty. + +"My leddy," began Geordie, with his accustomed bow, but with more than +his usual significancy of look, "this is the first time for these +seventeen years that I hae been awantin' in my attention and duty as yer +leddyship's freend; for I am ae day ahint the usual time o' my veesit to +yer leddyship, for whilk mark o' disrespect I beg leave to solicit yer +leddyship's pardon, upon the condition that I offer, that I shall +promise, as I here most solemnly do, that I shall not be again wantin' +in my duty to yer leddyship. Can I say I hae yer leddyship's pardon?" + +Crucified by Geordie's cruel humour, but compelled to be silent, Lady +Maitland signified her favour. + +"Yer leddyship's condescension is a great relief to me," resumed +Geordie. "They say Sir Marmaduke's nevey, Brodie o' Birkiehaugh, is in +jail for attempting to rin awa' wi' a young lassie. What he was to do +wi' her, God only kens, but there can be nae doubt that he would get +sma' favour and grace frae yer leddyship to ony attempt on the puir +cratur's life. Na, na--a nobility sae michtie as yer leddyship's, an' a +saftness o' heart whilk far excels that o' the bleatin' ewe for the puir +lambie that lies deein' by its side, couldna patroneeze onything like +the takin' awa o' God's breath frae the nostrils o' innocence." + +Geordie, whose cruelty was refined, paused, and fixed his eyes on the +lady, who appeared to be in agony. She rose quickly, and went, as usual, +to her bureau to give him money. + +"Stop," said Geordie; "I haena asked ye for't yet. I dinna like awmous. +It's only when I want to favour yer leddyship that I tak siller fra ye, +and naething I hae yet said could warrant yer leddyship in supposing +that I was to confer sic a favour on ye, at least at the particular time +when ye rose to open yer kist; and I dinna need to say, that favours +quickly conferred are sune repented o'. Weel, the bit lassie wham +Birkiehaugh was after, is a young creature, ca'ed Jessie Warriston, wha +lives wi' my mither. Few folk on earth ken meikle about her; but my +mither swears that her mither maun hae been hanged, for she has a ring +round her bonny white craig, like that on the neck o' the turtle doo. I +laugh, an' say to the bonny bairn, that it will stan' in place o' a +coral or cornelian necklace to her.--Ha! ha! I see your leddyship's +inclined to laugh too--eh?" + +And Geordie again eyed the lady, who was as far from laughing as the +criminal at the stake. + +"Weel," resumed the crucifier, "Birkiehaugh didna succeed--thanks to +Peter Finlayson, honest fallow--and the lassie is safe again; but I hae +made a vow, and I hope sae gude a ane will be regularly recorded whar it +should be, that the first person wha tries to lay sae meikle as a finger +on that bonny bairn's head, or blaw a single breath o' suspicion against +her reputation, will meet wi' the just indignation o' Geordie Willison. +An' noo, my leddy, I will favour ye by accepting, at yer hands, twenty +pund." + +Geordie received, and counted the money, as usual, and, with a bow, +retired. + +The six months of Birkiehaugh's confinement expired, and, about the same +time, Sir Marmaduke Maitland died. Having had no children by his wife, +the title and fine property of Castle Gower fell to Brodie, who was his +brother's son--Brodie being the name of the family who had succeeded to +the title. No time was lost by Brodie's man of business to take out a +brief from Chancery, for getting him served heir male of taillie to the +estate and honours. The brief was published, and no doubt anywhere +prevailed of the verdict which would be pronounced under it. + +About this time it was observed that Geordie Willison had long +interviews with Advocate Carstairs; but neither his mother, nor his +sister, nor, indeed, any person, could get him to say a word on the +subject. His manner, in regard to the story of Jessie, had been all +along quite uniform, and many years had passed since his mother had +given up in despair all attempts to get him to divulge it. He was, at +present, apparently very absent, as if something of great importance +occupied his mind. + +One day, on leaving the advocate, he went direct for the house of Lady +Maitland. He was admitted as usual. He said he wished to see her +ladyship and Louise together. + +"I hae heard," began Geordie, "that my worthy freend, Sir Marmaduke, +is dead. He was a gude man, and may the Lord deal mercifully wi' him! +Ludovic Brodie, they say, is the heir, an' I dinna say he has nae richt +to that title--though, maybe, it may cost some wigs a pickle flour to +mak that oot. Noo, ye see, my Leddy Maitland, I hae dune ye some +favours, and I'm just to take the liberty to ask ane in return. You an' +yer freend, Louise, maun admit, in open court, that yer leddyship bore, +upon the 19th day of February o' the year 16--, a dochter, and that that +dochter is Jessie Warriston." + +Geordie waited for an answer, fixing his eyes on Lady Maitland. + +Louise immediately began to make indications of a spirit of opposition; +and Lady Maitland herself, gathering up any traces of dignity, which the +presence of Geordie generally dispersed, replied-- + +"Thou hast no proof, sir, of the extraordinary charge, thou hast now, +for the first time, brought against me; and I cannot convict myself of a +crime." + +Louise blustered and supported her lady. + +"Vat, in the name of God, is de meaning of dis fellow's demand? +_Parbleu!_ He is mad--_de fou_--bad--vicked--mechant. Vere I your +ladyship, I would trust him out, and give him de grand kick, and tomble +him down de marche de stairs. Vy, sir, could you have de grand impudence +to tell my lady she be de bad woman." + +Geordie heard all this with calmness and silence. + +"It's o' sma importance to me," he resumed, "whether yer leddyship +comply wi' my request or no; for, indeed, though politeness made me ca' +it a favour conferred upon me, the favour is a' the ither way. Let yer +leddyship be silent, an' I'll prove that yer leddyship bore the bairn; +but ye maun ken that Geordie Willison has nae power ower the law--when +the seals are broken, the judgment will come; and I canna prove the +birth o' the bairn without, at the same time, and by the same prufe, +proving that ye attempted to strangle it, and left it for dead in the +hedges o' Warriston. Here is yer leddyship's necklace, whilk I took fra +the craig o' the struggling cratur, and here are the claes it had on, +marked wi' draps o' blude that cam frae its little mouth. I show thae +things no as proofs on whilk I mean a'thegither to rest, but only to +testify to ye what ye sae weel ken, that what I say is true. Speak, noo, +my leddies--your lives are i' the hands o' the idiot cratur Geordie +Willison. If ye gang to the court, ye are saved--if ye winna, ye are +lost. Will ye gang, or will ye hang?" + +The women were both terrified by the statement of Geordie. Reluctant to +make any such admission, they struggled with the various emotions of +indignation, pride, and fear, which took, by turns, possession of their +bosoms. Lady Maitland fainted, and Louise was totally unable to render +her assistance; for she lay in a hysterical state of excitement on the +floor. Geordie locked the door, and kept his eyes fixed on the females. +He yielded them no aid; but stood like a destroying angel, witnessing +the effects of his desolation. Lady Maitland at last opened her eyes, +and having collected her senses, resolved to comply with Geordie's +request. She said to him, that, provided nothing was asked beyond the +questions, whether she bore the child on the day mentioned, and whether +Jessie Maitland, whom she had secretly seen, was that child--she would +answer them in the affirmative. This satisfied Geordie, and he departed. + +On the day of the service of Ludovic Brodie, a brief was taken out in +name of Jessie Warriston or Maitland, as heir female of taillie to the +estate and title of Maitland of Castle Gower. Brodie and his agents had +no notice of the brief until they came into court. + +The briefs being read, Brodie's propinquity was proved, and no person +had any idea that the existence of a nearer heir could be established. +But the door of the court opened, and Lady Maitland and Louise Grecourt +stood before the inquest. They swore to the birth of the child on the +day mentioned, and that Jessie Maitland, who was presented to them in +court by Geordie Willison himself, was that child. + +An objection was taken by Brodie's agents, that the child was +illegitimate, because it was born ten months, minus two days, after Sir +Marmaduke went to the continent; but the judge overruled the objection, +stating that it was the law of Scotland, that every child born within +ten months of the husband's departure, is a legal child. + +Jessie Warriston was, therefore, served heir, according to the terms of +her brief. She went in her own carriage, in which sat Geordie Willison, +to take possession of her estates and titles. She was now Lady Jessie +Maitland of Castle Gower, and was soon afterwards united to William +Forbes, her old lover. + + + + +THE SNOW STORM OF 1825. + + +Our readers will recollect the dreadful snow storm that occurred in the +year 1825. Indeed, it is impossible that any one, who was above the +years of childhood at the time, can have forgot it, or can ever forget +it. It was the most tremendous with which this country has been visited +for a century. For nearly six weeks, and in some places for a much +longer period, every road, excepting those in the immediate vicinity of +large towns, was blocked up, and rendered impassable, by either horse +or foot; and one consequence was, that scores of travellers, of all +descriptions, were suddenly arrested in their several places of +temporary sojournment on the road, and held in durance during the whole +period of the storm, without the possibility of communicating with their +friends, or, in the case of mercantile travellers, with their employers. + +It was a weary time, on the whole, to those who were thus laid under +embargo; but not without its pleasures either; for each house thus +situated, having perhaps a dozen strangers in it, from and going to +all parts of the kingdom, became a distinct and independent little +community, from which its local exclusion from the busy world had shut +out, also, for the time at any rate, much of its cares and troubles--a +philosophic spirit soon prevailing, after the first day or two's +confinement, to make the most of what could not be helped. + +The writer of this sheet happened to be one of nine who were shut up in +the way alluded to, in an inn in the south of Scotland; and although, as +already said, it was rather a weary thing on the whole, yet was it not +without its enjoyments. Our _ennui_ was often delightfully relieved by +the diversity of character as developed in our little community; for we +had, if we may so speak, the salt, the pepper, and the vinegar of human +dispositions, sprinkled throughout the party, which not only took from +the cold insipidity of our confinement, but gave to it a rich and +pleasant relish. Our host's cellar and larder happened to be well +stored, while the house was, in all other respects, an excellent one; +so, what with the produce of the former, and the roaring fires kept up +by Jamie, the waiter, we had really nothing to complain of on the score +of creature comforts--and it is amazing how far the possession of these +will go to reconcile men to otherwise very unpleasant situations. In +this case, they were enhanced by the dreary prospect from without--the +howling storm, the drifting snow, and the wide, dismal, monotonous waste +of dazzling white that lay all around us. + +The consciousness of the comforts we enjoyed, in short, put us all in +good humour with one another; while a fellowship in misfortune, and a +community of feeling, as well as of persons, introduced a degree of +friendliness and intimacy, to which few other circumstances, perhaps, +would have given rise. We had our small round of standard jokes, +peculiar to our situation, which few else could have understood, and +fewer still have appreciated, though they did understand them. We had, +too, a small round of harmless tricks, which we regularly played off +every day on some one or other of the corps. But, notwithstanding all +this--the larder, the cellar, the fire, the jokes, and the tricks--time +did occasionally hang rather heavily upon our hands, especially in the +evenings. To lessen this weight, we latterly fell upon the contrivance +of telling stories, one or two of us each night, by turns. The idea is a +borrowed one, as the reader will at once perceive, but we humbly think +not a pin the worse on that account. There was no limitation, of course, +as to the subject. Each was allowed to tell what story he liked; but it +was the general understanding that these stories should be personal, +if possible--that is, that each should relate the most remarkable +circumstances in his own life. Those who had nothing of the kind to +communicate, were, of course, allowed to get off with anything else they +chose to substitute. The first to whose lot it fell to entertain us in +this way, was a fat, good-humoured, good-natured, little, hunch-backed +gentleman, with a short leg, and a bright yellow waistcoat. He was a +mercantile traveller, and, if I recollect right, a native of Newcastle. + +When the little man was asked to open his budget, "Why, gentlemen," said +he, "I do not see that I can do better than comply with the understood +wish of the company, by giving you a sketch of my own life, which you +will find to present, I think, as curious a race, or struggle, or +whatever else you may choose to call it, between luck and misfortune, +as perhaps you have heard of:-- + +You must know, then, my friends (went on the little gentleman in the +bright yellow waistcoat), that the indications of my future good fortune +began to exhibit themselves as early as they well could. I was born with +a caul upon my head, gentlemen, which all of you know is an indubitable +token that the little personage to whom it belongs will be singularly +fortunate in life. Well, gentleman, I was favoured, as I have already +said, with one of those desirable headpieces; and great was the joy the +circumstance gave rise to amongst the female friends and gossips who +were assembled on the occasion. The midwife said that everything I +should put my hand to would prosper, and that I would be, to a +certainty, at the very least, a general, a bishop, or a judge; the nurse +to whom I was subsequently consigned, on the same ground, dubbed me a +duke, and would never call me by any other title; whilst my poor mother +saw me, in perspective, sitting amongst the great ones of the earth, +surrounded with power, wealth, and glory. Such were the bright visions +of my future prosperity, to which my caul gave rise; and probably they +might have been realized, had it not been for an unlucky counteracting +or thwarting power that always stepped in, seemingly for no other +purpose but to disappoint my own hopes and those of my friends; +sometimes baulking my expectations altogether, when on the point of +fruition--sometimes converting that to evil in me which would assuredly +have produced good to any other person. But to proceed with my history. +I grew up a fine, stout, well-made child. Ay, you may laugh, gentlemen +(said the little man, good-humouredly, seeing a titter go round at this +personal allusion, which so ill accorded with his present deformed +appearance), but it was the case, I assure you, until I met with the +accidents that altered my shape to what you now see it. Well, I repeat, +that I grew a fine promising child, and, to the inexpressible amazement +and delight of my parents, showed symptoms of taking unusually early to +my legs. + +Nor were these symptoms unfaithful. I took to my pins, on my own +account, before I was ten months old; but, unfortunately, my first walk +was into a draw-well, where I would infallibly have been drowned, if it +had not been for a large Newfoundland dog which my father kept, and +which was close by me at the time of the accident. The faithful creature +leapt in after me, and kept me afloat, until my father came and +extricated me. After this, I was never trusted a moment out of sight; +and thus, instead of this precocious developement of my physical powers +proving a blessing to me, it proved a curse; for it deprived me of all +liberty. As I grew up, however, this restraint became less rigorous, and +I was permitted to ramble in the garden; and one of my first feats, +after obtaining this freedom, was, to climb a high wall, to come at an +uncommonly fine apple that had long tempted me with its rosy cheeks, and +I had just succeeded in getting near enough to the prize to grasp it, +when, in making this effort, down I came; and this leg, gentlemen (said +the little man, holding out his deformed limb), was the consequence. I +fell and broke my leg, just as I was about to grasp the apple. Fatal +type of all my subsequent misfortunes! + +I have now, gentlemen (went on the little man), to account for the other +deformity that disfigures me, viz.,--my hump-back. This befell me in the +following manner. Playing one day with a number of boys, of about my own +age, which was then six or seven, a big fellow, of double the size +of any of us, came in amongst us, and began to plunder us of our +playthings; and he was in the very act of robbing me of a hoop, when +another lad, still stronger and bigger, who saw the attempted robbery, +generously ran to my assistance, and aimed a tremendous blow with a +stick at my assailant. The blow, however, missed him at whom it was +aimed, and took me exactly on the small of the back, which it broke in +two as if it had been a pipe shank; and the consequence was, as you see, +gentlemen (said the little man in the bright yellow waistcoat, edging +round, at the same time, to indicate his hump). + +Well, then, gentlemen (he went on), up to my ninth year, this was +all the good fortune that my caul brought me--that is, being first +half-drowned, then breaking my leg, and lastly my back. To compensate, +however, in some measure, for these mischances, I turned out an +excellent scholar; and, especially, became a very expert Latinist--a +circumstance which my father, who had a great veneration for the +language, thought sufficient alone to make my fortune; and it certainly +procured me--that is, very nearly procured me--in the meantime, some of +the chief honours of the school. I say very nearly--for I did not +actually obtain them; but it was only by the merest accident in the +world that I did not. The misapprehension of a single word deprived me +of a prize which was about to be awarded to me, and gave it to one of my +competitors. This was reckoned a very hard case; but there was no help +for it. + +Still there was luck in the caul, gentlemen (continued the little man in +the bright yellow waistcoat), as you shall hear. Going home from school +one day, a distance of about a mile and a half, I found a very handsome +gold watch, with valuable appendages, lying upon the road. I was at +first afraid to lift the glittering treasure, hardly believing it +possible that so rich and splendid a thing could be without an owner; +but, gradually picking up courage, I seized on the watch, hurried it +into my pocket, and ran onwards like a madman. I had not run far, +however, when a man, respectably dressed, but who seemed the worse of +liquor, or rather like one just recovering from a debauch, met me, and, +seizing me by the breast, fiercely asked me if I had seen anything of a +gold watch. I instantly confessed that I had found such a thing; and, +trembling with apprehension, for the fellow continued to look furiously +at me, produced the watch. + +"Very well," said he, taking it from me. "Now, you little villain you, +confess. You did not find the watch, but stole it from me whilst I slept +on the roadside." + +I protested that it was not so--that I had found it as I had said. To +this protest the fellow replied by striking me a violent blow on the +side of the head, which stretched me on the road; where, after +administering two or three parting kicks, to teach me honesty, as he +said, he left me in a state of insensibility. I was shortly afterwards +picked up and carried home; but so severe had been the drubbing I got, +that I was obliged to keep my bed for three weeks after. And this was +all I gained by finding a gold watch. Had any other person found it, +they would have been allowed to keep it, or, at the worst, have got a +handsome reward for giving it up; but such things were to be not in any +case in which I should be concerned. + +Still I say, gentlemen (continued the little man in the bright yellow +waistcoat), there _was_ luck in the caul; for, soon after, a distant +relation of my mother's, who had been long in the West Indies, and had +there realized a large fortune, having come to England on some business, +paid us a visit, and was so well pleased with the attention shown him, +and with the society he got introduced to, that he spent the whole +subsequent period of his temporary residence in this country with us. +During this time, he became remarkably fond of me--so fond that he could +never be without me. I was obliged to accompany him in all his walks, +and even to sleep with him. In short, he became so attached to me, that +it was evident to every one that some good would come out of it; for he +was immensely rich, and had no family of his own, never having been +married. Indeed, that I would be the better for the old boy's love was +not matter of conjecture, for he frequently hinted it very broadly. He +would often take me on his knee, and, while fondling me, would say, in +presence of my father and mother--"Well, my little fellow, who knows but +you may ride in your carriage yet? As odd things have happened." Then, +"Would you like to be a rich man, Bobby?" he would inquire, looking +archly at me. "If you continue as good a boy as you are just now, I'll +undertake to promise that you will." In short, before leaving us, our +wealthy friend, whose name was Jeremiah Hairsplitter, held out certain +hopes to my parents of my being handsomely provided for in his will. +This so affected us all, that we wept bitterly when the good old man +left us to return to the West Indies; where, however, he told us, he now +intended remaining only a short time, having made up his mind to come +home and spend the remainder of his days with us. + +Well, gentlemen (said the little hump-backed man in the bright yellow +waistcoat), here was a very agreeable prospect, you'll all allow; and +it was one in which there appeared so much certainty, that it cost my +father--who had been led to believe he should get a handsome slice +too--many serious thoughts as to how we should dispose of the money--how +lay it out to the best advantage. My father, who was a very pious man, +determined, for one thing, to build a church; and, as to me and my +fortune, he thought the best thing I could do, seeing, from my +deformities, that I was not very well adapted for undergoing the +fatigues of a professional life, was, when I should become a little +older, to turn country gentleman; and with this idea he was himself +so well pleased, that he began, thinking it best to take time by the +forelock, to look around for a suitable seat for me when I should come +of age and be ready to act on my own account; and he fortunately +succeeded in finding one that seemed a very eligible investment. It was +a very handsome country house, about the distance of three miles from +where we lived, and to which there was attached an estate of 1000 acres +of land, all in a high state of cultivation. The upset price of the +whole--for the property was at that moment on sale--was L20,000; a dead +bargain, as the lawyer who had the management of the property assured +us. It was worth at least double the money, he said; and in this Mr. +Longshanks, the land-measurer, whom my father also consulted on the +subject, perfectly agreed; but was good enough to give my father a quiet +hint to hold off a bit, and, as the proprietor was in great distress for +money, he might probably get the estate for L18,000, or something, at +any rate, considerably below the price named. Grateful for this hint, my +father invited Mr. Longshanks to dine with him, and gave him a bottle +of his best wine. Now, gentlemen, please to observe (said the little +hunch-backed gentleman in the bright yellow waistcoat) that while we +were thus treating about an estate worth L20,000, we had not a sixpence +wherewith to buy it; so that Mr. Longshanks' hint about holding off was +rather a superfluous one. But then our prospects were good--nay, +certain; there was, therefore, no harm--nay, it was proper and prudent +to anticipate matters a little in the way we did; so that we might at +once have the advantage of sufficient time to do things deliberately, +and be prepared to make a good use of our fortune the moment we got +possession of it. + +That our prospects were excellent, I think you will all allow, +gentlemen, when you take into account what I have already told regarding +our worthy relative; but that they really were so, you will still more +readily admit, when I tell you that we received many letters from Mr. +Hairsplitter, after his arrival in Jamaica (for he now opened a regular +correspondence with us), in all of which he continued not only to keep +our hopes alive, as to the destination of his wealth, but to increase +them; so that I--for the bulk of his fortune, there was no doubt, was +intended for me--was already looked upon as a singularly lucky young +dog; and of this opinion, in the most unqualified sense, and in a most +especial manner, was my mother, my nurse, and the lady who ushered me +into the world--all of whom exultingly referred to my caul, and to their +own oft-expressed sentiments regarding the luck that was to befall me. + +But, to return to my story. After a lapse of about two or three years, +during which, as I have said, we received many letters from our worthy +relative, one came, in which he informed us that it was the last we +should have from him from Jamaica, as he had wound up all his affairs, +and was about to leave the island, to return home and spend the +remainder of his days with us, or in our immediate neighbourhood. + +Well, gentlemen, you see matters were gradually approaching to a very +delightful crisis; and we, as you may believe, saw it with no small +satisfaction. We indulged in the most delicious dreams; indeed, our +whole life was now one continued reverie of the most soothing and balmy +kind. From this dreamy state, however, we were very soon awakened by the +following paragraph in a newspaper, which my father accidentally +stumbled on, one morning as we were at breakfast. It was headed +"Dreadful Shipwreck," and went on thus:--"It is with feelings of the +most sincere regret we inform our readers, that the Isabella, from +Jamaica to London, has foundered at sea, and every one on board +perished, together with the whole of a most valuable cargo. Amongst the +unfortunate passengers in this ill-fated vessel was a Mr. Jeremiah +Hairsplitter, a well-known Jamaica planter, who was on his return, for +good and all, to his native land. The whole of this gentleman's wealth, +which was enormous, will now go, it is said (he having died intestate), +to a poor man in this neighbourhood [Liverpool], who is nearest of kin." + +Well, gentlemen (continued the little hump-backed man in the bright +yellow waistcoat), here was a pretty finish to all our bright +anticipations! For some time, indeed, we entertained hopes that the +reports, especially the last, might be false; but, alas! they turned out +too true. True, true were they, to the letter. My father, unwilling to +believe that all was lost, called upon a lawyer in the town where we +resided, who had a good deal to do with our late relative's affairs; +and, after mentioning to him the footing we were on with the deceased, +and the expectations he had led us to indulge in, inquired if _nothing_ +would arise to us from Mr. Hairsplitter's effects. + +"Not a rap!" was the laconic and dignified reply--"not a cross, not +a cowrie! You haven't a shadow of claim to anything. All that Mr. +Hairsplitter may have said goes for nothing, as it is not down in black +and white, in legal phrase." + +So, my friends (said the narrator, with a sigh) here was an end to this +fortune and to my luck, at that bout, at any rate. Still, gentlemen +(went on the little hump-backed man in the bright yellow waistcoat), I +maintain there was luck in the caul. + +I was now, you must know, my friends, getting up in years--that is to +say, I was now somewhere about one-and-twenty. Well, my father, thinking +it full time that I should be put in a way of doing something for +myself, applied, in my behalf, to a certain nobleman who resided in our +neighbourhood, and who was under obligations to my father for some +election services. When my father called on the peer alluded to, and +informed him of his object--"Why, sir," said his lordship, "this is +rather a fortunate circumstance for both of us. I am just now in want of +precisely such a young man as you describe your son to be, to act as my +secretary and amanuensis, and will therefore be very glad to employ +him." His lordship then mentioned his terms. They were liberal, and, of +course, instantly accepted. This settled, my father was desired to send +me to Cram Hall, his lordship's residence, next day, to enter on my new +duties. + +Here, then, you see, was luck at last, gentlemen (said the little +hump-backed gentleman in the bright yellow waistcoat); for the nobleman +was powerful, and there was no saying what he might do for me. Next day, +accordingly, I repaired to Cram Hall with a beating, but exulting heart; +for I was at once proud of my employment, and terrified for my employer, +who was, I knew, a dignified, pompous, vain, conceited personage. + +"Show off your Latin to him, Dick, my boy," said my father, before I set +out: "it will give him a good opinion of your talents and erudition." I +promised that I would. + +Well, on being introduced to his lordship, he received me with the most +affable condescension; but there was something about his affability, I +thought, which made it look extremely like as if it had been assumed for +the purpose of showing how a great man could descend. + +"Glad to see you, young man," he said. "I hope you and I shall get on +well together. But there was just one single question regarding you, +which I quite forgot to put to your father. Do you understand Latin +thoroughly?--that is, can you translate it readily?" + +Feeling my own strength on this point, and delighted that he had +afforded me so early an opportunity of declaring it, I replied, with a +degree of exultation which I had some difficulty in repressing--"I +flatter myself, my lord, that you will not find me deficient in that +particular. I understand Latin very well, and will readily undertake to +translate anything in that language which may be presented to me." + +"In that case," replied his lordship, gravely, "I am sorry to say, young +man, you will not suit me." + +"How, my lord!" said I, with a look of mingled amazement and +disappointment--"because I understand Latin? I should have thought that +a recommendation to your lordship's service." + +"Quite otherwise, sir," replied his lordship, coolly. "It may appear to +you, indeed, sir, rather an odd ground of disqualification. But the +thing is easily explained. I have often occasion, sir," he went on, with +increasing dignity, "to write on matters of importance to my friends in +the cabinet; and, when I have anything of a very particular nature to +say, I always write my sentiments in Latin. It would therefore, sir, be +imprudent of me to employ any one in transcribing such letters, who is +conversant with the language alluded to; or, indeed, otherwise exposing +them to the eye of such a person. You will, therefore, young man," +continued the peer--now rising from his seat, as if with a desire that I +should take the movement as a hint that he wished the interview to +terminate--"present my respects to your father, and say that I am very +sorry for this affair--very sorry, indeed." + +Saying this, he edged me towards the door; and, long before I reached +it, bowed me a good morning, which there was no evading. I acknowledged +it the best way I could, left the house, and returned home--I leave you, +gentlemen, to conceive with what feelings. My Latin, you see, of which I +was so vain, and which, with anybody else, would have been a help to +success in the world in many situations, and in none could have been +against it, was the very reverse to me. + +That there was luck in the caul, gentlemen, nevertheless, I still +maintain (said the little hump-backed man in the bright yellow +waistcoat, laughing); and you will acknowledge it when I tell you that, +soon after the occurrence just related, I bought a ticket in the +lottery, which turned out a prize of L20,000." + +"Ha, ha! at last!" here shouted out, with one voice, all the little +man's auditors. "So you caught it at last!" + +"Not so fast, gentlemen, if you please--not so fast," said the little +man, gravely. "The facts certainly were as I have stated. I did buy a +ticket in the lottery. I recollect the number well, and will as long as +I live. I chose it for its oddity. It was 9999, and it did turn out a +L20,000 prize. But there is a trifling particular or two regarding it +which I have yet to explain. A gentleman, an acquaintance of mine, to +whom I had expressed some regret at having ventured so much money on a +lottery ticket, offered not only to relieve me of it, but to give me a +premium of five pounds, subject to a deduction of the price of a bowl of +punch. "A bird in hand's worth two in the bush," thought I, and at once +closed with his offer. Nay, so well pleased was I with my bargain, that +I insisted on giving an additional bowl, and actually did so. + +Next day, my ticket was drawn a twenty thousand pound prize! and I +had the happiness (added the little man, with a rueful expression of +countenance) of communicating to my friend his good luck, as the letter +of advice on the subject came, in the first instance, to me. + +However, gentlemen, luck there was in the caul still, say I (continued +the little hump-backed gentleman in the bright yellow waistcoat). Love, +gentlemen--sweet, dear, delightful love!--(here the little man looked +extremely sentimental)--came to soothe my woes and banish my regrets. +Yes, my friends he said (observing a slight smile of surprise and +incredulity on the countenance of his auditors, proceeding, we need +hardly say, from certain impressions regarding his personal appearance), +I say that love--dear, delightful love--came now to my aid, to reconcile +me to my misfortunes, and to restore my equanimity. The objects of my +affections--for there were two----" + +"Oh, unconscionable man!" we here all exclaimed in one breath. "Two! Ah! +too bad that." + +"Yes, I repeat, two," said the little man composedly--"the objects of my +passion were two. The one was a beautiful girl of three-and-twenty--the +other, a beautiful little fortune of L10,000, of which she was in full +and uncontrolled possession. Well, gentlemen, to make a long story +short, we loved each other most devotedly; for she was a girl of +singular judgment and penetration, and placed little store by mere +personal appearance in those she loved: the mind, gentlemen--the mind +was what this amiable girl looked to. Well, as I was saying, we loved +each other with the fondest affection, and at length I succeeded in +prevailing upon her to name the happy day when we should become one. +Need I describe to you, gentleman, what were my transports--what the +intoxicating feelings of delight with which my whole soul was absorbed +by the contemplation of the delicious prospect that lay before me! A +beautiful woman and a fortune of L10,000 within my grasp! No. I'm sure I +need not describe the sensations I allude to, gentlemen--you will at +once conceive and appreciate them. + +Well, my friends, all went smoothly on with me this time. The happy day +arrived--we proceeded to church. The clergyman began the service. In +three minutes more, gentleman, I would have been indissolubly united to +my beloved and her L10,000, when, at this critical moment, a person +rushed breathless into the church, forced his way through the crowd of +friends by whom we were surrounded, and caught my betrothed in his arms, +exclaiming--"Jessie, Jessie! would you forsake me? Have you forgot your +vows?" Jessie replied by a loud shriek, and immediately fainted. + +Here, then, you see, gentlemen (continued the little hump-backed man in +the bright yellow waistcoat), was a pretty kick-up all in a moment. + +In a twinkling, the bevy of friends by whom we were accompanied +scattered in all directions--some running for water, some for brandy, +some for one thing and some for another, till there was scarcely one +left in the church. The service was, of course, instantly stopped; and +my beloved was, in the meantime, very tenderly supported by the arms of +the stranger; for such he was to me at any rate, although by no means +so either to the lady herself or to her friends. I was, as you may well +believe, all astonishment and amazement at this extraordinary scene, and +could not at all conceive what it meant; but it was not long before I +was very fully informed on this head. To return, however, in the +meantime, to the lady. On recovering from her fainting fit, the +stranger, who had been all along contemplating her with a look of the +most tender affection, asked her, in a gentle voice, "If she would still +continue true to him." And, gentlemen, she answered, though in a voice +scarcely audible, "Yes;" and, immediately after, the two walked out of +the church arm in arm, in spite of the remonstrances and even threats +of myself and my friends--leaving us, and me in particular, to such +reflections on the uncertainty of all human events as the circumstance +which had just occurred was calculated to excite. In three weeks after, +the stranger and Jessie were married. Who he was is soon explained. He +had been a favoured lover of Jessie's some seven years before, and had +gone abroad, where it was believed he had died, there having been no +word from him during the greater part of that period. How this was +explained I never knew; but that he was not dead, you will allow was now +pretty clearly established. + +Now, gentlemen (added our little friend), I have brought my mishaps up +to the present date. What may be still in store for me, I know not; but +I have now brought myself to the peaceful and most comfortable condition +of having no hopes of succeeding in anything, and therefore am freed, at +least, from all liability to the pains of disappointment." And here +ended the story of the little hump-backed gentleman in the bright yellow +waistcoat. + +We all felt for his disappointments, and wished him better luck. + +The person to whose turn it came next to entertain us, was a quiet, +demure looking personage, of grave demeanour, but of mild and pleasant +countenance. His gravity, we thought, partook a little of melancholy; +and he was, in consequence, recognised generally in the house by the +title of the melancholy gentleman. He was, however, very far from being +morose; indeed, on the contrary, he was exceedingly kind and gentle in +his manner, and would not, I am convinced, have harmed the meanest +insect that crawls, let alone his own species. + +"Well, gentlemen," said this person, on being informed that it was his +turn to divert us with some story or other, "I will do the best I can +to entertain you, and will follow the example of my unfortunate +predecessor of the evening, by choosing a subject of something of a +personal nature." + +"To begin, then, my friends," went on the melancholy gentleman--"I do +not, I think, arrogate too much when I say that I am as peaceable and +peace-loving a man as ever existed. I have always abhorred strife and +wrangling; and never knowingly or willingly interfere in any way with +the affairs of my neighbours or of others. I would, in short, at any +time, rather sacrifice my interests than quarrel with any one; while I +reckon it the greatest happiness to be let alone, and to be allowed to +get through the world quietly and noiselessly. From my very infancy, my +friends (said the melancholy gentleman), I loved quiet above all things; +and there is a tradition in our family, strikingly corroborative of +this. The tradition alluded to bears that I never cried while an infant, +and that I never could endure my rattle. Well, gentlemen, such were and +such still are my dispositions. But, offending no one, and interfering +with no one, how have I been treated in my turn? You shall hear. + +At school, I was thrashed by the master for not interfering to prevent +my companions fighting; and I was thrashed by my companions for not +taking part in their quarrels: so that, between them, I had, I assure +you, a very miserable life of it. However, these were but small matters, +compared to what befell me after I had fairly embarked in the world. + +My first experience after this, of how little my peaceful and +inoffensive disposition would avail me, was with an evening club which I +joined. For some time I got on very well with the persons who composed +this association, and seemed--at least I thought so--to be rather a +favourite with them, on account of my quiet and peaceable demeanour; +and, under ordinary circumstances, perhaps I might have continued so. +But the demon of discord got amongst them, and I became, in consequence +of my non-resisting qualities, the scapegoat of their spleen; or rather, +I became the safety-valve by which their passions found a harmless +egress. But, to drop metaphor, my friends (said the melancholy +gentleman), the club got to loggerheads on a certain political +question--I forget now what it was--and for some nights there was a +great deal of angry discussion and violent altercation on the subject. +In these debates, however, in accordance with my natural disposition, I +took no part whatever, except by making some fruitless attempts to abate +the resentment of the parties, by thrusting in a jocular remark or so, +when anything particularly severe was said. Well, gentlemen, how was I +rewarded for this charitable conduct, think you? Why, I'll tell you. + +On the third or fourth night, I think it was, of the discussion alluded +to, a member got up and said, addressing the club--"My friends, a good +deal of vituperation and opprobrious language has been used in this here +room, regarding the question we have been discussing these three or four +nights back; but we have all spoke our minds freely, and stood to it +like men who isn't afeard to speak their sentiments anywhere. Now, I +says that's what I likes. I likes a man to stand to his tackle. But I +hates, as I do the devil, your snakes in the grass, your smooth-chopped +fellows, who hears all and never says nothing, so as how you can't tell +whether he is fish or flesh. I say, I hate such dastardly, sneaking +fellows, who won't speak out; and I says that such are unfit for this +company;" (here the speaker looked hard at me); "and I move that he be +turned out directly, neck and heel." + +Well, this speech, my friends (went on the melancholy gentleman), which +you will perceive was levelled at me, was received with a shout of +applause by both parties. The ruffing and cheering was immense; and +most laudably prompt was the execution of the proposal that excited +it. Before I had time to evacuate the premises quietly and of my own +accord, which I was about to do, I was seized by the breast by a tall +ferocious-looking fellow, who sat next me, and who was immediately aided +by three or four others, and dragged over every obstacle that stood in +the way to the door, out of which I was finally kicked with particular +emphasis. + +Such, then, my friends (said the melancholy gentleman), was the first +most remarkable instance of the benefits I was likely to derive from my +inoffensive non-meddling disposition. However, it was my nature; and +neither this unmerited treatment, nor any other usage which I afterwards +experienced, could alter it. + +Some time after this, I connected myself with a certain congregation in +our town, and it unfortunately happened that, soon after I joined them, +they came all to sixes and sevens about a minister. One party was for a +Mr. Triterite, the other a Mr. White. These were distinguished, as +usual, in such and similar cases, by the adjunct _ite_, which had, as +you may perceive, a most unhappy effect in the case of the name of the +first gentleman, whose followers were called Triteriteites, and those of +the other Whiteites. However, this was but a small matter. To proceed. +In the squabbles alluded to, gentlemen, I took no part; it being a +matter of perfect indifference to me which of the candidates had the +appointment. All that I desired was, that I might be let alone, and not +be called upon to interfere in any way in the dispute. But would they +allow me this indulgence, think you? No, not they. They resolved, +seemingly, that my unobtrusive conduct should be no protection to me. +Two or three days after the commencement of the contest, I was waited +upon by a deputation from a committee of the Triteriteites, and +requested to join them in opposing the Whiteites. This I civilly +declined; telling them, at the same time, that it was my intention and +my earnest wish to avoid all interference in the pending controversy; +that I was perfectly indifferent to which of the candidates the church +was given, and would be very glad to become a hearer of either of them; +that, in short, I wished to make myself no enemies on account of any +such contest. + +"Oh, very well, Mr. B----," said the spokesman, reddening with anger, +"we understand all this perfectly, and think very little, I assure you, +of such mean evasive conduct. Had you said boldly and at once that you +favoured the other party, we would at least have given you credit for +honesty. But you may depend upon it, sir," he added, "White never will +get the church. That you may rely upon." + +"Scurvy conduct," muttered another of the committee, as he was retiring +after the speaker. + +"Shabby, sniveling, _drivelling_ conduct," muttered a third. + +"Low, mean, _sneaking_ conduct," said a fourth. + +"Dirty subterfuge," exclaimed a fifth. And off the gentlemen went. + +But they had not yet done with me. One of the number was a person with +whom I had some acquaintance, and the next day I received from him the +following note:--"Sir, your unmanly (I will not mince the matter with +you), your unmanly and disingenuous conduct yesterday, when called upon +by Mr. Triterite's committee, has so disgusted me that I beg you to +understand that we are friends no longer. A candid and open avowal of +opposite sentiments from those which I entertain, I trust, I shall be +always liberal enough to tolerate in any one, without prejudice to +previous intimacy; but I cannot remain on terms of friendship with a man +who has the meanness to seek to conciliate the party he opposes, by +concealing his adherence to that which he has espoused.--I am, sir," +&c. + +Well, my friends (said the melancholy gentleman), was not this an +extremely hard case? To be thus abused, and reviled, and scouted, for +merely desiring to be allowed to live in peace, and to have nothing to +do with a squabble in which I did not feel in any way interested. But +this was not all. I was lampooned, caricatured, and paragraphed in the +newspapers, in a thousand different ways. In the first, I was satirized +as the _fair_ dealer; in the second, I was represented as a wolf in +sheep's clothing; and in the last, I was hinted at as "a certain quiet +double-faced gentleman, not a hundred miles from hence." + +But still this was not all. Two or three days after I had been waited on +by the Triteriteites, the same honour was done me by the Whiteites, and +with similar views. To the gentlemen of this party, I said precisely +what I had said to those of the opposite faction, and begged of them, in +heaven's name, to let me alone, and settle the matter amongst them as +they best could. + +"Well," replied one of the gentlemen, when I had done, "I must say, I +did not expect this of you, Mr. B. I thought I could have reckoned +on your support; but it doesn't signify. We can secure Mr. White's +appointment without you. But I must say, if you had been the candid man +I took you for, you would have told me, ere this, that you meant to have +supported the other party. I really cannot think very highly, Mr. B., of +your conduct in this matter; but it doesn't signify, sir--it doesn't +signify. We now know who are our friends and who are not. Mr. Triterite, +you may depend upon it, will never get the church, even though he has +you to support him." Saying this, he turned on his heel and left me, +followed by his train, who, precisely as the others had done, muttered +as they went, "shabby fellow," "mean scamp," "shuffling conduct," "snake +in the grass" (favourite phrase this), &c. &c. + +Well, my friends, here you see (said the melancholy gentleman), without +giving any one the smallest offence, and desiring nothing so much as +peace and the good will of my neighbours--here was I, I say, become +obnoxious to heaven knows how many people; for my reputation naturally +extended from the committees to the other members of the congregation, +and from them again to their friends and acquaintances; so that I had, +in the end, a pretty formidable array of enemies. The consequence of +this affair was, that I soon found myself compelled, from the petty +persecutions and annoyances of all sorts, to which I was subsequently +exposed, to leave the congregation altogether. However, to compensate +for all these troubles and vexations, I had the good fortune, about this +time, to become acquainted with a very amiable young lady, as peaceably +inclined and as great a lover of quiet as myself. This lady I married, +having previously secured a house in one of the quietest and most +retired places in the town, so as to be out of the way of all noise and +din. Immediately beneath this house, however, there was an empty unlet +shop, which I could not help regarding with a suspicious eye, from an +apprehension that it might be taken by a person of some noisy calling or +other; and so much at last did this fear alarm me, that I determined on +taking the shop into my own hands, and running myself the risk of its +letting--thus securing the choice of a tenant. Having come to this +resolution, then, I called upon the landlord and inquired the rent. + +"O sir," said he, "the shop is let." + +"Let, sir!" replied I; "I saw a ticket on it yesterday." + +"That might well be, sir, for it was only let this morning." + +"And to whom, sir, is it let, may I ask? I mean, sir, what is his +business?" + +"A tinsmith, sir," said the landlord, coolly. + +"A tinsmith!" replied I, turning pale. "Then my worse fears are +realized!" + +The landlord looked surprised, and inquired what I meant. I told him, +and had a laugh from him for my pains. + +Yes, my friends (said the melancholy gentleman), a tinsmith had taken +the shop--a working tinsmith--and a most industrious and hard-working +one he was, to my cost. But this was not the worst of it. The tinsmith +was not a week in his new shop, when he received a large West India +order; and when I mention that this piece of good fortune, as I have +no doubt he reckoned it, compelled him to engage about a score of +additional hands, I may safely leave it to yourselves, gentlemen, to +conceive what sort of a neighbourhood I soon found myself in. On this +subject, then, I need only say, that, in less than a week thereafter, I +was fairly hammered out of the house, and compelled to look out for +other quarters. But this, after all, was merely a personal matter--one +which did not involve the inimical feelings of others towards me; and, +therefore, though an inconvenience at the time, it did not disturb my +quiet beyond the moment of suffering, as those unhappy occurrences did +in which I had, however unwittingly, provoked the enmity of others; and, +therefore, after I had been fairly settled in my new house, I thought +very little more about the matter, and was beginning to enjoy the calm, +quiet life which I so much loved, as nobody had meddled with me for +upwards of three weeks. But, alas! this felicity was to be but of short +duration. The election of a member of Parliament came on, and I had a +vote--but I had determined to make no use of it; for, being but little +of a politician, and, above all things, desiring to be on good terms +with everybody, whatever might be their religious or political +persuasions, I thought the best way for me was to take no share whatever +in the impending contest; it being a mere matter of moonshine to me +whether Whig or Tory was uppermost. In adopting this neutral course, I +expected, and I think not unreasonably, to get quietly through with the +matter, and that I should avoid giving offence to any one. I will +further confess, that, besides this feeling, I was guided to a certain +extent by interest. I had many customers of opposite political +tenets--Whig, Tory, and Radical--and I was desirous of retaining the +custom and good will of them all, by taking part with none. Grievous +error--dreadful mistake! + +Soon after, the candidates started, and there happened to be one of each +of the three classes just mentioned--that is, Whig, Tory, and Radical. I +received a card from one of my best customers, a Whig, containing a +larger order than usual for tea, wine, spirits, &c.--such being the +articles in which I deal, gentlemen (said our melancholy friend); but, +at the bottom of the slip, there was the following note:--"Mr. S---- +hopes he may count on Mr. B.'s supporting the Liberal interest in the +ensuing election, by giving his vote to Lord Botherem. Mr. S---- is +perfectly aware of Mr. B.'s indifference to political matters; but it is +on this very account that Mr. S---- reckons on his support, as it can be +a matter of no moment to him to whom he gives his vote." + +Well, gentleman, here you see was the first attack upon me; and the +second soon followed. I saw the storm that was gathering. In the course +of the very same day, I was waited on by another customer, an inveterate +Tory. + +"Well, Mr. B.," he said, on entering my shop, "I am come to solicit a +very important favour from you; but still one which I am sure you will +not refuse an old friend and a tolerably good customer. In short, Mr. +B.," he went on, "knowing it is a matter of moonshine to you who is +member for this burgh--for I've heard you say so--I have come to ask +your vote for Mr. Blatheringham, the Tory candidate." + +"My dear sir," I replied, "you are quite right in saying that it is a +matter of moonshine to me what may be the political tenets of our +member; but I have resolved--and I have done so for that very +reason--not to interfere in the matter at all. I do not mean to vote +on any side." And I laughed; but my friend looked grave. + +"Oh! you don't, Mr. B.!" he said. "Then am I to understand that you +won't oblige me in this matter, although it is on a point which is of no +consequence to you, on your own confession, and, therefore, requiring no +sacrifice of political principle." + +"My dear sir," replied I, in the mildest and most conciliating manner +possible, anxious to turn away wrath--"I have already said"---- + +"Oh! I know very well, sir, what you have said, and I'll recollect it, +too, you may depend upon it, and not much to your profit. My account's +closed with you, sir. Good morning!" And out of the shop he went in a +furious passion. On the day following this, I received a note from +the Whig canvasser, in reply to one from me on the subject of _his_ +solicitation, in which I had expressed nearly the same sentiments which +I delivered verbally to my Tory friend: and in this note I was served +with almost precisely the same terms which the Tory had used in return, +only he carried the matter a little farther--telling me plainly that he +would not only withdraw his own custom from me, but do his endeavour to +deprive me of the custom of those of his friends who dealt with me, +who were of the same political opinions with himself. This I thought +barefaced enough; and I daresay you will agree with me, my friends (said +the melancholy gentleman), that it was so. + +Here then, were two of my best customers lost to me for ever. Nay, not +only their own custom, but that of all their political partisans who +happened to deal with me; for the one was fully as good as his word, and +the other a great deal better: that is to say, the one who threatened +to deprive me of the custom of his friends, as well as his own, did so +most effectually; while the other, who held out no such threat, did +precisely the same thing by his friends, and with at least equal +success. + +In truth, I wanted now but to be asked to support the Radical interest +to be fairly ruined; and this was a piece of good fortune that was not +long denied me. "My dear Bob,"--thus commenced a note, which I had, on +this unhappy occasion, from an intimate friend, a rattling, rough, +outspoken fellow--"As I know your political creed to be couched in the +phrase--'Let who likes be king, I'll be subject'--that is, you don't +care one of your own figs what faction is uppermost--I request, as a +personal favour, your support for Mr. Sweepthedecks; and this I do the +more readily, that I know there is no chance of your being pre-engaged. +Now, you musn't refuse me, Bob, else you and I will positively quarrel; +for I have promised to secure you." + +Here then, you see, my friends (said the melancholy gentleman), was +a climax. The unities in the system of persecution adopted against +me were strictly observed. There was beginning, middle, and end +complete--nothing wanting. Well--still determined to maintain my +neutrality--I wrote a note to my friend, expressing precisely the same +sentiments to which I have so often alluded. To this note I received no +answer; and can only conjecture the effect it had upon him by the +circumstance of his withdrawing his custom from me, and never again +entering my shop. + +Observe, however, my friends (here said the melancholy gentleman), that, +in speaking of the persecutions I underwent on this occasion, I have +merely selected instances--you are by no means to understand that the +cases just mentioned included all the annoyance I met with on the +subject of my vote. Not at all. I have, as already said, merely +instanced these cases. I was assailed by scores of others in the same +way. Indeed, there was not a day, for upwards of three weeks, that I was +not badgered and abused by somebody or other--ay, and that too, in my +own shop. But my shop was now not worth keeping; for Whig, Tory, and +Radical had deserted me, and left me to the full enjoyment of my +reflections on the course I had pursued. In short, I found that, in +endeavouring to offend no one, I had offended everybody; and that, in +place of securing my own peace, I had taken the most effectual way I +possibly could to make myself unhappy. + +Well, in the meantime, you see, my friends (continued the melancholy +gentleman), the election came on, and was gained by the Whig candidate. +The streets were on the occasion paraded by the partisans of each of the +parties; and, as is not unusual in such cases, there was a great deal of +mischief done, and of which, as a sufferer, I came in for a very liberal +share. The Whig mob attacked my shop, and demolished everything in it, +to celebrate their triumph, as they said, by plucking a _hen_--in other +words, one who would not support them. The Tory mob, again, attacked my +house, and smashed every one of my windows, alleging that, as I was not +a Tory, I must be a Whig; and, finally, the third estate came in, and +finished what the other two had left undone, because I was not a +Radical. + +Here, then, gentlemen, was I, I repeat, who had offended no one, or, +at least, had given no one any reasonable grounds of offence, but who, +on the contrary, was most anxious to remain on friendly terms with +everybody--here, I say, then, was I, surrounded with enemies, persecuted +at all hands, my business dwindled away to nothing, and, lastly, my +effects destroyed, to the extent of nearly all I possessed in the world. +There was still, however, a small residue left; and with this I now +determined to retire to the country, and to take a small house in some +sequestered place, at a distance from all other human habitations, with +the view of ascertaining if I could not there secure the peace and +quietness which I found the most harmless and inoffensive conduct could +not procure me in society. I determined, in short, to fly the face of +man. Well, such a house as I wished, I, after some time, found; and to +it I immediately retired. It was situated in a remote part of the +country, in a romantic little glen, and several miles distant, on all +hands, from any other residence--just the thing I wanted. Here at last, +thought I, as I gazed on the solitude around me, I will find that peace +and quiet that are so dear to me; here is no one to quarrel with me +because I do not choose to think as he does--none to disturb me because +I seek to disturb no one. Fatal error again! + +There was a small trouting stream at a short distance from the house. I +was fond of angling. I went to the river with rod and line, threw in (it +was the very next day after I had taken possession of my new residence), +and in the next instant found myself seized by the cuff of the neck. I +had trespassed; and an immediate prosecution, notwithstanding all the +concession I could make, was the consequence. The proprietor, at whose +instance this proceeding took place, was a brute--a tyrant. To all my +overtures, his only reply was, that he was determined to make an example +of me; and this he did, to the tune of about a score of pounds. This +occurrence, of course, put an immediate stop to my fishing recreations; +and, at the same time, excited some suspicion in my mind as to the +perfect felicity which I was likely to enjoy in my retirement. Having +given up all thoughts of angling, I now took to walking, and determined +to make a general inspection of the country in my neighbourhood; taking +one direction one day, and another the next, and so on, till I should +have seen all around me to the extent of some miles--"And surely this," +thought I to myself, "will give offence to nobody." Well, in pursuance +of this resolution, I started on my first voyage of discovery; but had +not proceeded far, when a beautiful shady avenue, with its gate flung +invitingly open, tempted me to diverge. I entered it, and was sauntering +luxuriously along, with my hat in my hand, enjoying the cool shade of +the lofty umbrageous trees by which it was skirted, and admiring the +beauties around me--for it was, indeed, a most lovely place. I was, in +short, in a kind of delightful reverie, when all of a sudden I found +myself again seized by the cuff of the neck, by a ferocious-looking +fellow with a gun in his hand. + +"What do you want here, sir?" said the savage, looking at me as if he +would have torn me to pieces. + +"Nothing, my good fellow," replied I, mildly. "I want nothing. I came +here merely to enjoy a walk in this beautiful avenue." + +"Then, you'll pay for your walk, I warrant you. Curse me, if you don't! +You have no right here, sir. Didn't you see the ticket at the entrance, +forbidding all strangers to come here?" + +I declared I did not; which was true. + +"Then I'll teach you to look sharper next time. Your name, sir?" + +I gave it; and, in three days after, was served with a summons for +another trespass, and was again severely fined. + +"Strange land of liberty this!" thought I on this occasion--as, indeed, +I had done on some others before--"where one dare not think as they +please without making a host of enemies, and where you can neither turn +to the right or the left without being taken by the neck." + +I now, in short, found, gentlemen (said our melancholy friend), that I +had only exchanged one scene of troubles for another; and that even my +remote and sequestered situation was no protection to me whatever from +annoyance and persecution; and I therefore resolved to quit and return +once more to the town, to make another trial of the justice of mankind; +and in this resolution I was confirmed by a letter which I shortly after +this received from the proprietor whose lands adjoined the small patch +of ground that was attached to the house I resided in. + +"Sir," began this new correspondent, "you must be aware that it is the +business of the tenant of the house you occupy to keep the drain which +passes your garden in an efficient state, throughout the length of its +passage by your ground. Now, sir, it is, at present, far from being in +such a condition; and the consequence is, that a large portion of my +land in your neighbourhood is laid under water, to my serious loss. I +therefore request that you will instantly see to this, to prevent +further trouble. I am, sir," &c. + +Well, gentlemen (continued our melancholy friend), to prevent this +further trouble, and to keep, if possible, on goods terms with my +neighbour, I went, immediately on receipt of his letter, and examined +the drain in question; resolving, at the same time, to do what he +requested, or rather commanded, if it could be done at a reasonable +cost, although I conceived that it was a matter with which I had +nothing to do. It was an affair of my landlord's altogether, I thought, +especially as nothing had been said to me about the drain when I took +the house--at least nothing that I recollected. However, as I have said, +I determined, for peace's sake, to repair it in the meantime, and to +take my landlord in my own hand for restitution. On looking at the +drain, I found it indeed in a very bad state, and immediately sent for a +person skilled in such matters to give me an idea of what might be the +cost of putting it in a proper order; and was informed that it might be +put in very good condition, in such a state as my neighbour could not +object to, for about fifty pounds. Now, gentlemen, this was precisely +equal to two years' rent of my house, and, I thought, rather too large a +price to pay for the good will of my neighbour; and I resisted, at the +same time referring him to my landlord. My landlord said he had nothing +to do with it, and that I must settle the affair with Mr. T---- the best +way I could. Well, I took advice in the matter, for I thought it looked +very like a conspiracy against my simplicity and good nature; and was +advised by all means to resist. The result was, that my neighbour, Mr. +T----, immediately commenced a suit against me; and, in my own defence, +I was compelled to raise an action of relief against my landlord; so +that, when I returned to town, I brought with me from my sweet, calm, +peaceable retirement, a couple of full blown law pleas of the most +promising dimensions. Who would have thought it--who would have dreamt +it--that, in this seclusion, this desert, as I may call it, I should +have got involved in such a world of troubles? Well, gentlemen, what do +you think was the result? Why, both cases were given against me. In the +one, I had to pay costs--and in the other, to pay costs and repair the +drain too; and (added the melancholy gentleman with a sigh) I am at +this moment on my way to Edinburgh to pay the last instalment of these +ruinous and iniquitous claims." And, with this, the melancholy gentleman +ended the sad story of his sufferings. + +We all pitied him from our hearts, and each in his own way offered him +the condolence that his case demanded. + +He thanked us for the sympathy we expressed, and said that he felt +encouraged by it to ask our advice as to how he should conduct himself +in future, so as to obtain the peace and quiet he so earnestly desired. + +"What would you recommend me to do, gentlemen--where would you advise me +to go," he said, in an imploring and despairing tone--nay, we thought +half crying--"to escape this merciless and unprovoked persecution?" + +We were all much affected by this piteous appeal, and felt every desire +to afford such counsel to our ill-used friend as might be of service to +him; but, while we did so, we felt also the extreme difficulty of the +case; for we did not see by what possible line of conduct he could +escape persecution, if the very harmless and inoffensive one which he +had hitherto, of his own accord, adopted, had been found ineffectual for +his protection. + +Indeed, it was the very, nay, the only one, which, _a priori_, we would +have recommended to him; but, as he had clearly shown us that it was an +ineffectual one, we really felt greatly at a loss what to say; and, +under this difficulty, we all remained for some time thoughtful and +silent. At length, however, it was agreed amongst us, as the case was +a poser, that we should sleep on the matter, and in the morning come +prepared with such advice as our intervening cogitations should suggest. + +The melancholy gentleman again thanked us for the kind interest we +took in his unhappy case; adding, that he was now so disheartened, so +depressed in spirits, by the usage he had met with, that he almost felt +it an obligation to be allowed to live. + +As it was now wearing late, and our landlord had just come in to +announce that supper was ready, and would be served up when ordered, +we agreed to rest satisfied for the night with the extempore +autobiographies, as I may call them, of our two worthy companions--the +little hunch-backed personage in the bright yellow waistcoat, and the +melancholy gentleman; but we, at the same time, resolved that we would +resume the same mode of entertainment on the following evening, and +continue it till every one had contributed his quota. + + + + +GUILTY, OR NOT GUILTY. + + +On the 15th of September, 17--, an unusual stir was observable in our +village. The people were gathered in little groups in the streets, with +earnest and awe-stricken countenances; and even the little children had +ceased their play, and, clinging to their mothers, looked up as if +wondering what strange thing had happened. In some parts of the town the +crowds were larger, but the remarks less audible; at times, two or three +individuals were seen passing along, in grave conversation, while the +women stood in groups at their own or their neighbour's doors, many of +them with tears in their eyes, and giving utterance occasionally to +sounds of lamentation. It was evident, to the most casual observer, that +something unusual had occurred--something that had stricken a feeling +approaching to alarm into all hearts--and that all were engaged in the +discussion of one common topic. There was that gathering together, as if +for mutual support, or for the purposes of sympathy and consultation, +which usually attends the appearance of public danger, the extent of +which is unknown. It seemed, indeed, as if the occurrence of an +earthquake, however much it might have increased the alarm, could not +have deepened the gloom. The night at length gradually thickened, and, +one by one, the villagers crept into their dwellings. Many a fearful +tale was told by the firesides that night; and not a door but was more +carefully barred than it had been perhaps for years before. + +Our village was like many other villages in Scotland; it was long, +dirty, and irregular, and wholly wanting in those qualities of neatness +and taste which give a character of comfort and rustic beauty to the +generality of English hamlets. The odour that rose from the fronts of +the cottages was not from flowers, and was certainly much less agreeable +to the senses. The situation, however, was romantic; and there was a +character of rusticity about the place which harmonised well with the +surrounding scenery. On one side it was skirted by a water, which, in +rainy seasons, struggled into some importance, and turned two or three +respectable mills. On the other, the country undulated gracefully, and +rose at one point into a wooded hill, which formed no inconsiderable +feature in the landscape. Striking off the main road, at a point about +half-a-mile distant, was a rough by-road, which crossed near the summit +of the hill, and wound upwards till it disappeared in a ridge of still +loftier mountains. This road formed a favourite walk with the young +people of the village. It was rough, and shaded, and retired, and led to +many a green spot and glorious upland. On very dark nights, however, it +was usually avoided. A considerable part of it was over-arched with +thick foliage; and however pleasant at noonday, when the hot breezes +came panting thither for relief, it needed rather a stout heart to pass +whistling through it, when not even a gleam of starlight was visible, +and when every sound of the rustling branches came to the ear of the +listener, as a groan, a shriek, or a wailing. + +It was towards this road, on the morning succeeding the ominous +appearances we have described, that many of the villagers directed their +steps. A good number were hastening thither soon after daybreak, and one +and all seemed bent on the same errand. They entered the road, now +chequered with the wakening glints of the sun, and proceeded onwards +till they came to a break in the rough wall, which bounded it on either +side. They here struck off, and followed the windings of a narrow +footpath, till they reached an open place which looked into the fields +beyond. There was a bush of underwood a good deal dashed and torn; and +those who had a better eyesight, or a more active fancy than the rest, +declared they could trace the sprinklings of blood upon the grass. On +that spot, not many hours before, a murder had been committed. A young +woman, one of the loveliest and liveliest of the village, had been +desperately and cruelly murdered. + +The affair was involved in mystery. + +Jessie Renton, the deceased, was the daughter of respectable parents in +the village, and a favourite with young and old. She was warm-hearted +and playful; and, pass her when you might, she always greeted you with +a kind glance or a merry word. On the evening which closed on her for +ever, she had gone out alone, as she had done a thousand times before, +with a laughing eye and a light step. Her father had not returned from +his daily toil, and her mother had not ceased from hers. The latter was +busy at her wheel when Jessie left, and not a parting word was exchanged +between them. They knew not that they were never to see each other alive +again in this world, and they parted without thought or word. It was not +known where the unfortunate girl had gone. She had passed the doctor's +shop while his apprentice boy was squirting water from a syringe; and, +joking, she had told him she would "tell his maister o' his tricks." She +had chatted with two girls who were fetching water from the well, and +hinted something about an approaching wedding. An old man had seen her +at the outskirts of the village; and a cow-herd urchin thought--but +"wasna sure"--that he had seen her entering the road leading through the +wood; and that was all. Some hours after she had been thus traced, a +couple of strolling pedlars had been making for the village, and were +startled by a shriek and a cry of murder in the thicket. They rushed in; +but had some difficulty in finding the spot whence the cry proceeded. +The figure of a man dashed by them at some yards distance. They +hallooed to him; but he passed on, and was out of sight in a moment. A +few stifled cries led them to the fatal spot, where they found the +wretched girl stretched upon the ground, faint from the loss of blood, +and unable to articulate. One of the men supported her, while the other +ran for help. The latter had scarcely reached the main road, when he met +some labourers plodding homewards, and with them he returned to the +dying girl; but what assistance could they render? Life was fast ebbing +away; and, in a few moments afterwards, they bent in dumb horror and +amazement, over a mangled corpse. After some consultation, they carried +the body towards the village; and one of them hastened before and +procured a vehicle to relieve them of their burthen. The news of what +had occurred spread in all directions; and, by the time the mournful +procession entered the village, the inhabitants were all astir. The body +was soon recognised; tears and wailings followed; and dark suspicions +and dismal regrets mingled with the hurried inquiries of every new +comer. + +Old James Renton and his wife, as decent a couple as lived in the +village, were seated by the fire, enjoying their quiet evening chat, +when the awful intelligence reached them. Some considered it strange +that they had been talking but a few minutes before of their daughter, +and her prospects. But it was not strange: they had no other child: they +had had no other theme so interesting. It was not a new thing with them. +For themselves they had but little to hope, but little to dream over: +their own ambition had long since died out, but it revived in their +child. She was a link which bound them anew to this world, and seemed to +open up to them, once more, bright prospects on this side of the grave. +Often and often had they conversed upon her hopes, as they had aforetime +done of their own; and with an interest only heightened from having +become less selfish. Was it remarkable that they should do so on that +evening? Jessie was growing to a most interesting age. She had arrived +at that point in life from which many roads diverge, and where the path +is often difficult to choose. For her sake, more than one homely hind +had become a poet in his feelings. Indeed, she had many admirers, and +was even what some might call a flirt. But, although her smiles were +shed like the free and glad sunshine on all, there was one who, to +appearance, was more favoured than the rest. This young man had known +her from her childhood, and his attachment was of the most ardent kind. +At school, he had been her champion, and certainly showed himself a true +knight--ready to encounter, nay, courting danger for her sake, and +conceiving himself sufficiently rewarded by her smile. She had recently +been solicited in marriage by another, a man of retired and somewhat +gloomy habits, who dwelt near; but it was understood that she had +refused his offer, and that George Merrideth was the chosen one of her +heart. + +It was on these things that the unconscious parents were conversing, +when one of their neighbours entered with the frightful intelligence. +Both started up and rushed to the door. The crowd were hastening on, +bearing with them the melancholy evidence of the truth of what they had +just heard. It came on still--it stopt--it was at their own door it +stopt. The old man could not speak, but his wife rushed forward with a +distressful shriek. The truth was soon all known. They had no child. +They had only a dead body to weep over--to lay in the grave. Is it +necessary to say more? A few days passed. They were the bitterest days +the bereaved parents had ever known; but they passed, and their minds +became comparatively calm. Neither the efforts of their own minds, nor +the commiseration of their friends and neighbours, could subdue their +grief: but it took free vent, and subsided from very exhaustion. They +evinced but little anxiety to discover who had destroyed their child: it +was enough to them that she was gone; and revenge, they said, would not +bring her back. Their chief solace was to visit and linger in the +church-yard--their chief hope to abide there. + +To discover the murderer, and drag him to justice, soon occupied the +attention, not only of the authorities, but of many active men in the +village. Rigorous inquiries were instituted, every scrap of evidence was +collected, and suspicion fell at length upon one man. This individual +was, to appearance, about thirty years of age, of a thoughtful +disposition, and retired mode of life. He had been settled in the +village for several years; and no sooner was the suspicion raised, than +many circumstances were bruited to confirm it. His general conduct and +bearing were remarked to have been mysterious. He had rarely associated +with his neighbours; and had often been observed, in lonely places and +at silent hours, muttering and musing, by himself. For some time back, +he had been noticed watching the deceased, and following her whenever +she had any distance to go; and the general belief was, that she had +crossed his affections, and that he had taken this cowardly revenge. On +the evening of the murder, he had been seen returning home only a few +minutes after the time when the deed must have been perpetrated, and his +air and manner were said to have been wild and agitated. The consequence +was, that he was apprehended and thrown into prison. In a few months +afterwards, he was tried. In his defence, he stated that the unfortunate +girl had rather encouraged his suit than otherwise; and mentioned, in +proof of this, that Merrideth, whose grief for her loss had excited +general commiseration, had on the very afternoon of the day on which the +murder took place, quarrelled him on the subject, and accused him of +seeking him to supplant him in her affections. Ultimately, a verdict of +not proven was returned, and he was dismissed from the court. + +Jones--for such was his name--returned to the village; but the suspicion +still clung to him. As he went through the streets, the people avoided +him, or gazed at him as a world's wonder. Wherever he passed, they spoke +to each other in whispers. These whispers he seldom heard, but the +thought of their import haunted him. He was restless and unhappy, and +sought relief in motion. No sooner was the sun risen, than he was up and +away to the fields. He wandered about alone for hours, and then came +back to the village. He felt as if a curse rested on him; a stain on his +name, which he could not wipe off. So unhappy did he seem, that some men +began to take compassion on him, and even to converse with him. He felt +grateful; the tears rushed to his eyes; and they left him with their +suspicions confirmed. Night came, and he felt that he could not sleep. +He sometimes tried to read, but in vain: and would suddenly dash down +the book and hurry into the street. + +In one of his rambles, an incident occurred, which, although trifling in +itself, may yet be related as showing the kind of feeling with which he +was regarded. Miss Manners, the daughter of the village clergyman, +accompanied by another young lady, was coming along in a direction in +which they could not avoid meeting him. Jones observed the latter +hesitate, on beholding him, and apparently refuse to go on, till +encouraged by her companion. They met, however, and passed each other; +but Jones had not proceeded many yards, when he observed a silk bag +which one of them had dropped. He picked it up and hastened after them. +The young lady, on hearing his footsteps, glanced round and screamed +outright. Jones paused. When the affrighted damsel had somewhat +recovered herself, he said in a soft voice-- + +"Young lady! I am sorry if my politeness has alarmed you. I thought this +might be your bag, which I found lying on the road." + +Miss Manners stepped towards him, and received it, saying--"Thank you, +sir. My companion is foolish." + +"I cannot blame her," he replied, "for she does not know me. I have +rather to thank you, than wonder at her." + +His voice was rather tremulous as he spoke; and Miss Manners regarded +him with a look of the tenderest compassion. Nothing more, however, was +said. They simply bowed to each other and parted. Jones walked on for a +short distance, then, leaning over a rustic gate by the roadside, mused +till his eyes filled. + +The violent emotion exhibited by the unhappy man was not allowed to pass +unnoticed by the villagers. It was looked upon only as the writhing of a +tortured spirit; and whatever doubts existed as to his guilt, they were +soon all removed. There was hardly a soul in the village but shunned and +feared him. + +Sometimes Jones would drop into one or two shops where he had been +accustomed to visit, and talk freely on matters of common interest. But +those who formerly saw nothing odd in his manner, now discovered a +thousand peculiarities. They imagined they detected an unnatural +wildness in his eye, and set him down as a deep and dangerous man. At +one time the villagers would stand gazing after him, at others they +would pass him with a scowl. Little children, whom he used sometimes to +pat on the head were taught to fear and avoid him; and often, when he +approached, would run away screaming to their homes. + +The unhappy man, at length, resolved to leave the place. He pursued his +journey to Edinburgh, and took lodgings in a street in the Old Town. The +reflection, however, that he had not succeeded in vindicating his +character--that he had left behind him a blasted reputation--poisoned +all his enjoyments. He walked backward and forward in Princes Street, +crossed the North Bridge, and wandered about the Canongate and High +Street, and tried to lose himself in the crowd. Again he returned to his +lodging, and felt that his loneliness and misery were increased. + +He next set off for Glasgow, and pursued there the same course. He +traversed the Trongate and Argyle Street for hours, and strode down to +the Broomielaw, and stared vacantly at the bustle going on on the river. +But in nothing could he take any interest. Change of scene could bring +no change to his mind. Weeks and months were spent in this rambling and +unsatisfactory life, and again he resolved to retrace his steps to the +village. + +The coach in which he took his seat set him down within about a mile and +a half of the place; and he finished the journey on foot. It was on a +Saturday afternoon that he entered, and with feelings which can hardly +be described. Many of the villagers were sitting at their doors, +enjoying the cool air of the evening, when the mysterious man walked up +the main street. His appearance attracted general attention. One rumour +had stated that he had fled to America; another, that he had taken away +his own life. At all events, the people had congratulated themselves on +his sudden departure; and felt irritated, as well as surprised, at his +return. As he walked quietly along, he was followed by a number of boys, +some of whom threw pieces of turf at him; and, by the time he reached +the centre of the town a considerable crowd was collected. A disposition +to riot was soon exhibited, and stones began to be thrown. Jones turned +coolly round and folded his arms, as if in defiance of his persecutors. +At that moment, a stone of a pretty large size struck him on the +forehead, and some blood trickled from the wound. He was a man of a +quick eye and muscular frame. He singled out the person who threw it, +and dashed through the crowd--never once losing sight of him until he +had him firmly in his grasp. A struggle ensued, and Jones threw his +opponent with great force on the ground. Loud threats, and angry +imprecations followed; and "Villain!--Murderer!" burst from a hundred +tongues. Ten or a dozen men sprang forward upon him at once; but he +started back and eluded their grasp. + +"Stand back!" he cried in a loud voice. "I shall strike the first man to +the earth who dares to lay a finger on me!" + +For a moment his pursuers were awed; but only for a moment. Two or three +hands were in an instant at his throat, and a violent struggle and +altercation ensued. + +"Villain!--villain!" cried one man, older than the rest, "ye hae killed +ane o' the sweetest bairns that ever drew breath. It was an evil hour +when ye took up your abode in this village!" + +"Hold off, old man!" exclaimed Jones; "why do you persecute me so?" + +Groans and yells followed. + +"I swear before God," he continued, shaking himself free, "that I am +innocent of this crime!" + +The crowd, however, were not to be deterred from giving vent to their +rage; and matters might have proceeded to an alarming height, had not +Mr. Manners, the parish minister, who chanced to be passing at the time, +interfered in his behalf. The old man pushed his way through the crowd, +and taking Jones by the arm, succeeded in dragging him away. They +proceeded in the direction of the manse; but, as the mob still followed, +Mr. Manners did not think it safe to leave him. He accordingly took him +in along with him; and, closing the garden gate, exhorted the crowd to +return peaceably to their homes. + +For a few moments, some shouting and noise were heard; but they died +away by degrees, and Jones and his protector stood alone in the quiet +and secluded garden. The former grasped Mr. Manners by the hand, and +thanked him cordially. + +"Sir," he said, "I have been sorely abused. An unhappy suspicion has +clung to my name; but innocent I declare I am, although suffering the +worst consequences of guilt. All men have some sins to weep for; but, as +I shall answer to my Maker, I swear that I am as innocent of the great +crime laid to my charge as the unborn child is." + +Mr. Manners was a kind-hearted man. He was struck with the +earnestness--the quiet and subdued fervour with which Jones addressed +him--and, taking him kindly by the hand-- + +"Young man," he said, "I am bound to believe what I cannot disprove, and +what you so solemnly affirm. If there be no truth in your words, you may +yet repent having so solemnly sworn; but whether true or false, I can +never repent doing you an act of kindness." + +Jones was invited into the house to rest--an invitation which he gladly +accepted. On entering the lobby, they were met by Miss Manners, who +started involuntarily on beholding the stranger; but instantly recovered +herself, and opened the door of the parlour for him to enter. The latter +bowed politely to her; and, blushing, she returned the salutation. Her +father desired her to walk in and set some wine upon the table, which +she did with alacrity and grace. + +Miss Manners was a young lady of rather an eccentric disposition. She +was high-minded, and high-spirited, and not without a dash of romance. +She was, of course, familiar with the story of the murder, and knew +Jones well by sight. His appearance, which others regarded as at least +mysterious-looking, seemed, in her eyes, rather prepossessing than +otherwise; and when she heard the old women in the village imprecating +curses on his head, she had uniformly reproved them for judging without +adequate proof. On the present occasion, there was something in Jones' +looks and manner peculiarly calculated to confirm her good impression, +and engage her sympathy. His collar was loosened, and his dress a +good deal dashed by the rough treatment he had experienced; but the +expression of his countenance seemed to plead for compassion, and spoke +eloquently to her heart. She addressed him in a kindly tone of voice; +inquired what was the matter, and hoped that no accident had occurred. +The stranger put his hand to his brow, from which the blood had been +previously wiped, and turned towards the window; while her father +briefly explained the circumstances of their meeting, of the harsh +treatment to which Jones had been subjected, and of his own +interference. + +"You did well father!" said the girl; "the people may be mistaken!" + +"They _are_ mistaken!" said Jones, turning round with moist eyes. "I +know not why suspicion should have settled upon me. I led a quiet +life in the village, harming no one, offending no one; neither had I +exhibited any of those vices in which great crimes usually originate. +I was not cruel, revengeful, or choleric: least of all had I shown +unkindness to her whom they accuse me of having murdered. Lady, I cannot +expect that you will believe the word of an accused, I may almost say a +condemned, man; but I shall live in hope that something may yet arise to +convince you that I am innocent!" + +A reply rushed to her lips, but she checked it, and pressed the stranger +to take some refreshment. + +Mr. Manners expressed a hope that the people would not annoy him +farther; and his daughter ventured to question him as to his returning +to a place where he was exposed to such insult and persecution. + +"Madam," he replied, "where else could I be happy, with such a stigma on +my character? A man's evil deeds are always more widely trumpeted than +his good ones; and go where I would, I know that the slander would +follow me. I have taken a solemn vow, never again to leave this place +till I can do so with an unsullied character. The feeling that makes a +man eager to trace a calumny to its source, and exculpate himself in the +eyes of the world, deters me from flying from reproach. No! I will meet +my accusers boldly. I have done nothing to cause me to leave the place; +and what others may say or do, will not drive me from it." + +Both Mr. Manners and his daughter pressed him to stay to supper, but he +declined. He expressed, as well as words could express, how grateful he +felt for their kindness, and was about to depart, when the old gentleman +laid one hand on his shoulder, and, grasping his hand frankly with the +other, said-- + +"Till it has been proved that you are undeserving of my hospitality, my +door shall always be open to you; and the more readily, that others are +closed!" + +Jones was a good deal affected, but struggled to conceal his emotion. + +"No," he articulated, with a slightly faltering voice, but a steady eye, +"I will not trouble you with a friendship which might bring odium on +you. I need not say how delightful it would be to me; but"---- + +"My father," interrupted Miss Manners, "can easily bear a little burden +to lighten another's great one. Can you not, father?" + +"My good child," he replied, "you know me, and can speak for me. Sir," +he added, "my good wishes and prayers attend you." + +Jones took his leave, with many expressions of gratitude, when Mr. +Manners came running after him, with his hat on, to see whether the +crowd had wholly dispersed, and resolved to accompany him if necessary. +On reaching the road, however, it was discovered that everything was +perfectly quiet; and the good man, having escorted him only a short +distance on his way, left him to his reflections. + +It would be difficult to describe the train of thought which passed +through Jones' mind, as he directed his steps towards the centre of the +village. Buoyant feelings and hopes, such as he had not experienced for +years before, suddenly filled his breast: glimmerings of bright thought +flashed on his mind; were speedily checked, and again burst forth. Some +of the people were lounging about their doors as he passed; but he +heeded not--he cared not. He felt happy. Visions of mild grey eyes and +chesnut ringlets engrossed his senses. They were Miss Manners'. A low +but sweet voice filled his ears. It was hers. His memory recalled +certain kindly expressions; and it was her lips that had uttered them. +On arriving at his lodging, he thought the way had been short; he +entered, and was welcomed by his old landlady, with whom he had lived +for years, and who was one of the few who would listen to nothing to his +discredit. + +That night, Jones sat up long, and thought much. The window of his room +looked down upon the glen, the stream, the corn-mill, and across to the +high and wooded banks, and upwards to where, on this particular night, +the full round moon climbed, and threw a glittering bar of light upon +the water; and never, to the eye of our lonely muser, looked so lonely, +or shone upon so fair a scene. If, at that moment, he harboured an evil +thought or an angry feeling, it soon melted in the rising tide of holier +emotions. The quiet and softness of the night became, for the time, a +portion of his own being; and the pale light, resting on his features, +communicated to them much of its gentleness and beauty. For several +hours he continued in deep reverie. At length he began to feel chilly, +as the thin watery light, which precedes the dawn, made its appearance; +and he reluctantly withdrew to rest; but only to dream over the images +of beauty with which his mind was surcharged. + +Next morning broke forth--a benign and balmy Sabbath. He was the +earliest at church, and lingered the latest in the church-yard. The +subject of Mr. Manners' discourse was charity; but when the people came +out, they passed by Jones with a scowl, and went on their several ways, +talking mysteriously together. Jones, however, had again seen Miss +Manners. It is uncertain whether or not he threw himself in her way; +but, whether from design or accident, their eyes met. She bowed +gracefully to him; but he was not prepared for this public recognition. +For the moment he felt confused, his heart fluttered, and he passed on +with two or three hurried steps. This incident, trifling as it was, +deprived him of a whole night's sleep. He feared he had betrayed some +awkwardness on the occasion; and yet, somehow or other, he had no +fear of obtaining her forgiveness. Often and often he walked in the +neighbourhood of the manse, avoiding being seen by her, but still seeing +her; or, if not, indulging the delight of being near her. He had no +heart to walk in any other direction. If he strolled out in the morning, +or in the quiet of the evening, he proceeded almost instinctively +towards the manse; and if he passed any distance beyond it, an +irresistible impulse caused him to retrace his steps. + +These lonely walks, often at unseasonable hours, and without any +apparent object, were not unobserved by the villagers, and gave rise to +much speculation. Many weeks passed, and still the mystery continued; +and Jones found, ere long, that he was regarded not only with suspicion, +but terror. All the petty crimes, too, which occurred in the +neighbourhood, were set down to his charge; and time, which he thought +would clear his name, seemed only to blacken it the more. Every means, +too, were taken to persecute him, and drive him from the place; but +absence to him was now despair. He was chained to the spot by an +uncontrollable destiny; and felt that, although pressed to the +uttermost, he was yet wholly incapable of retreat. + +Jones was proprietor of a small property in the village, which had +been left him by an uncle, and which first induced him to take up his +residence in that quarter; he had also a small sum of money laid out at +interest; and, both together, had hitherto yielded him a sufficient +competency. + +One by one, however, the houses on which he chiefly relied became +tenantless, and nothing seemed to await him but poverty and +wretchedness. + +But then Miss Manners! Like a star in the heavens, she became brighter +as his prospects darkened; and yet he feared that, like a star, he could +only admire her at a distance. He had told his love to the listening +winds; he had whispered it to his pillow; he had mingled his plaint +with that of the running brooks. But, to human ear, he had breathed it +neither in sighs nor words. Him, a wanderer and an outcast, what maid +could ever love? Could he have asked Miss Manners to share happiness +with him, the case might have been otherwise; but what must be his fate +when he had only wretchedness to offer? He thought of her till she +became purely a being of his imagination; and, being all that his +imagination could paint her, she became too much for him to hope ever +to possess. + +It is difficult to say what, at this early stage of their acquaintance, +were Miss Manners' feelings towards Jones. Certain it is, however, that +she had conceived for him a kind of romantic interest. She was eccentric +in her disposition, but fervent in her attachments; and, without knowing +much about him, she had, partly from compassion and partly, perhaps, +from a secret love of being regarded singular, uniformly advocated his +cause whenever occasion offered. + +One evening, two or three young girls were assembled at the manse. They +were the daughters of a person of some consideration in the place, and +Miss Manners' occasional associates. After tea, Mr. Manners withdrew to +his studies; and, as the evening had set in rather cold, the ladies drew +near the fire to converse. + +"Come, now," said Miss Manners, as she stirred the fire till it blazed +and crackled right merrily, "let us make ourselves comfortable and +happy. Emily, here"--sitting down beside the dullest of her +guests--"looks as sad as if she had just lost her sweetheart." + +"Oh, she'll be thinking of Willie Green!" said another of the girls. + +A third giggled. Emily looked sad; and Miss Manners cheered her by +remarking that Willie was a very decent fellow. + +"He's no sweetheart of mine," said Emily, indifferently, at the same +time glancing up to the ceiling. + +An enormous "Good gracious!" or some such expression, rushed to the eyes +of another of the girls; but, as Miss Manners had checked her, she did +not get telling how often she had seen her and Willie together, and how +well known it was that the day was all but fixed. + +"Now, don't tease her," said Miss Manners. "I see we must change the +subject." + +Accordingly, Willie Green was dismissed, and William Jones introduced. +Every one, except Miss Manners, had something to say against him--some +frightful story to relate in which he had acted a principal part. One +told how, on one evening--darker than all other evenings--he had been +seen lounging in the neighbourhood of such and such a farm; and how, +next morning, one of the farmer's children died. Another related how he +had been heard to rave to himself when he thought no one was near; and +many were the extraordinary casualties in which he was declared to have +been concerned. + +"Pshaw! idle tales," said Miss Manners, who had sat for some time +silent. "I have seen the man, and do not think him one-half so bad as he +is represented. Never yet have I met any one who had seen him do a wrong +action; and yet every one will swell the cry against him. O world! +world!" + +The young ladies were somewhat surprised at the serious tone in which +Miss Manners spoke, but laughed it off, without attempting to argue +the matter. How little did they know--how little did Miss Manners +know--that, at that very time, the man they spoke of was wandering in +the darkness, not far off, with his eyes fixed on the lighted window of +the room in which they sat! And, O, what feelings would have filled the +breast of poor Jones, if he had known that the light on which he gazed +so intently was rendered still brighter by those eyes which he loved +best in the world being kindled in his defence. + +However, the conversation soon took a lighter turn; and was only +interrupted, at length, by the appearance of Willie Green, who was +ushered in "by accident," and seemed very desirous to impress upon all +present that he had no particular errand. Sly looks were interchanged, +which no one, of course, saw; and Willie was speedily inducted as one of +the party. Supper followed, at which Mr. Manners was present; and, when +the hour of departure came, Miss Manners threw on her bonnet, to trot +them, as she expressed it, to the garden gate. + +On going down the walk, Mr. Green, who was the pink of politeness, +offered Miss Manners his arm; but the latter knew she would not offend +him by refusing. One by one, he applied to the other girls; till, as a +last resource, he made an appeal to Emily, who, after some feeble show +of following their example, relented; and, while Miss Manners and the +rest proceeded onwards, Green and Emily lagged gradually behind. Miss +Manners escorted the party a considerable distance on their way, and +then bade them good night. Mr. Green offered to accompany her back; but +she broke off, saying she was not afraid. The night was rather dark; +but, in truth, it was not late; and she tripped on her way homewards +without fear of molestation. + +As she approached the garden, however, she saw the figure of a man +walking on before her, with that slow and apparently lounging step which +indicates the absence of any pressing or definite object. It was Jones. +Her heart failed her for a moment; but, instantly recovering herself, +she proceeded on her way, and passed him. It was dark. There was no one +else near. A rush of frightful thoughts came upon her mind; her step +faltered; and she felt as if about to faint. + +This was a moment, with Jones, of intense--of overwhelming emotion. He +had heard her light step behind him, but knew not that it was hers. No +sooner, however, had her graceful form caught his eye, than a strange +wildness of thought and feeling seized him, approaching almost to +delirium. She was alone. He had long wished for such an opportunity to +declare his passion; and yet, now that it had arrived, he trembled to +embrace it. To allow it to pass was, in all probability, to entail upon +himself many more weeks or months of racking anxiety, uncertainty, and +suspense; and yet to embrace it was, perhaps, to set the last seal to +his despair. On such a subject he could have debated for weeks; but now, +the least hesitation, and the opportunity was lost. + +While these contending thoughts distracted his mind, Miss Manners +started, and almost paused, as if seized with a sudden panic. This fixed +his resolution. + +"Dear lady!" he said, in a bland and tremulous voice, "you seem +frightened. I trust it is not of me you are afraid. Believe me, you are +near one who would protect, not harm you." + +"Who are you?" she inquired, faintly. + +"Who am I?" he replied. "In truth, I can hardly tell you who I am. I am +one, madam, lost both to himself and the world--an outcast--a wanderer +in solitary places--a madman--a dreamer! O, sweet lady!--but I am wrong +to speak thus." + +"I know you now," she said, gaining courage; "your name is Jones, is it +not?" + +"Ay, madam," he answered, "that is my unfortunate name; but, if the +world knew all--or if you knew all, I would not care for the world." + +"Tell me," she said, but with some hesitation, as if in doubt whether it +was proper to stay. + +"I will, if you'll forgive me," he said; "but my story is, perhaps, +long. Will you walk on?" + +Miss Manners proceeded slowly along, with Jones at her side. + +"I have now," resumed the latter, "resided for nearly six years in this +village. In my intercourse with the world I had been unfortunate, and +retirement was what I sought. I found it here; and, between the study of +books and nature, I felt myself happy, and associated but little with my +neighbours. I do not weary you?" + +"No," said Miss Manners; "go on." + +"At length," he continued, "I began to feel that marriage would be an +addition to my happiness; and, accordingly, I cast my eyes round among +the fair maidens of the village. They fell upon the unfortunate Jessie +Renton. She lived within a few doors of me, and I had often seen and +admired her in my walks. I thought I loved her--for, at that time, I had +not learned what true love was--and offered to make her my wife. I +dealt candidly and openly with her. In education, I need not say that I +knew she was much beneath me; but she seemed warm-hearted and docile, +and I thought it would be a loving pastime for me to make her my pupil. +I was not ignorant, however, that she had other lovers; and, although +she certainly encouraged my addresses, I saw reason to discontinue my +suit. About this time, the awful event took place, the particulars of +which are already known to you; and, simply because I had been abroad on +the evening of the murder, and near the fatal spot, and partly, no +doubt, from the circumstance of my attachment, which I had taken no +pains to conceal, suspicion fastened upon me. I will not--indeed I +cannot--tell you what laceration of feeling--what distraction of mind--I +have since suffered. But you--you, O lady! is it wonderful that I should +love you?--you who, when all the world was against me, spoke kindly to +me?--you----forgive me, but I love--I adore you; day and night you have +been my dream--my idol! But I rave; and yet, do not think me quite mad; +for I know I am partly so, and madness knows not itself. O lady!--pardon +me! but my heart will not let my tongue speak, lest it should wrong +it--could my _heart_ speak, could"---- + +"Sir--sir!" interrupted Miss Manners; "this is frenzy! I beg, sir, you +will desist. So sudden--so"---- + +"Sudden!" exclaimed Jones. "My love may have been sudden; but, for +weeks, for months, it has taken possession of me. But, pardon me, +madam," he added, in a calmer tone. "Do not mistake me. I know too well +that I dare not hope; but an humble offering may be laid upon a lofty +shrine. All I ask is your compassion; say only you pity me, and I shall +embalm the words in my memory for ever!" + +Miss Manners _did_ pity him; but begged him, as he valued his own +happiness, to banish from his mind all such thoughts as he had +expressed. + +"Ah, madam," said he, "ask me to part with life, and I may obey you; +but, while life remains, I never can cease to love you." + +They had now reached the entrance to the garden; and Miss Manners held +out her hand, saying-- + +"Good night." + +Jones took the hand. There was no glove on it; and, gently raising it, +he pressed it to his lips. + +"Madam," he articulated, "good night; farewell. While you are asleep, I +shall be thinking of you. On this road, gazing on the window of the room +in which I think you are, I shall enjoy more rest than anywhere else I +can go." + +He was about to add something more; but his utterance became choked; +and, again pressing her hand to his lips, while a tear fell on it, he +turned abruptly away. Miss Manners said not a word--her heart was too +full--but closed the gate behind her and disappeared. Jones listened. He +heard her step as she went up the gravel walk, and he heard nothing +more. The night was, by this time, fearfully dark, and everything around +him was silent. He walked on a short distance, returned, and again +walked on. His mind was whirling and confused. He tried to recollect +every word which Miss Manners had said, and by this means to get at the +real state of her feelings; but he was too much agitated for reflection. +On gaining his lodging, he felt faint, and put himself immediately to +bed. All night long he tossed about in sleepless excitement; and, in the +morning, fell into a feverish doze, broken by unintelligible dreams. +When he awoke, he rose up, and felt so giddy as to be unable to stand, +and again went to bed. During the day, he felt shivering and unwell; +and, the next day, the same symptoms continued, and with increased +violence. Another day arrived--another, and another--and all +consciousness left him. Several weeks elapsed, and found him still +bedridden, but convalescent; and it was nearly three months before he +was enabled to venture out, and then only when the sun was warm. + +"You have been long out, Marion," said Mr. Manners to his daughter, as +she returned from her accidental interview with Jones. "I was afraid +some accident had befallen you." + +"No," said Miss Manners, whose eyes were slightly inflamed; for, somehow +or other, she had wept before entering the house: "no accident." + +"Child," said her father, "what has happened--you look ill!" + +Miss Manners told all--her meeting with Jones, and his passionate +declaration; but, notwithstanding that her father conjured her not to +think of him, she thought of him all night long. + +The news of Jones' illness spread rapidly through the village; but, as +might be expected, excited little sympathy. With the exception of Mr. +Manners and the surgeon of the village, no one looked near his abode; +and many were the remarks made by the gossips, that few tears would be +shed for him, and that he might bless heaven he was allowed to die in +bed. From the manse, however, he received much attention. Anxious +inquiries concerning the state of his health were made almost daily, +accompanied, occasionally, with presents of wine and jellies. This +afforded Jones delightful materials for reflection; and, while his +health continued to improve, he occupied his mind with dreams of the +future, which his better judgment told him were too bright ever to be +realised. + +It was on a mild spring morning that the poor invalid sallied forth, for +the first time, since his illness. He was still rather pale and feeble; +but the air was warm for the season, and he felt happy on being released +from his confinement. His appearance, as he walked through the village, +brought the people to their doors as before; and the old remarks about +"the man that was tried for murder," were made from mouth to mouth. +Nevertheless, he was allowed to pass unmolested, and was soon clear +of the houses. The effect of natural scenery, and more particularly, +perhaps, of the weather, on the animal spirits, has often been remarked, +and the pleasing train of thought which now passed through the mind of +our hero, might partly have arisen from this cause. The sun was +unshaded, and the road warm and dry. On either side, the leaves were +budding from the hedges, and the cheerful warbling of birds infused a +delicious and summer-like feeling into his heart. He had gone out +without any precise object, and merely to enjoy a walk in the fresh +air--so delightful after long confinement to a sick chamber; but his +steps had led him almost involuntarily in the direction of the manse. On +reaching the gate, he stopped, loitered on for a few yards, and again +stopped. He then turned back and hesitated, and at last made bold to +enter. As he wound his way slowly up the walk, which was neatly laid off +on either side with flowers and shrubbery, he felt more collected than, +under the circumstances, he could have imagined possible; and, in a few +moments, he was seated in the neat drawing-room of the manse, pouring +out his gratitude to Miss Manners for the kindness and attention he had +experienced during his illness. + +While the two sat conversing together, Mr. Manners entered. He +congratulated Jones on his recovery; but the latter did not fail to +observe that his manner towards him was less frank than formerly. The +truth is, that the old man was a good deal alarmed for his daughter, +whom he had warned to discourage his addresses; and, although desirous +to treat him with kindness, endeavoured to avoid everything which might +seem an approval of his suit. Jones had the good sense not to prolong +his visit; and, after cordially repeating his thanks for the various +acts of kindness he had experienced, rose up and took his leave. + +To her poor lover, Miss Manners had never appeared so lovely as on this +occasion. He left the house with the intention of never beholding her +more; but scarcely had he quitted her presence, than he felt that to +remain long away were impossible. Her beauty; her goodness; her kind +words; her kinder looks; all--all rushed to his mind; and his feelings, +which had been somewhat calmed by his illness, acquired even more than +their wonted fire. Day after day, as he continued to gather strength, he +revisited all his old haunts, and felt as if he had just returned from a +sojourn in a distant land. Everything was new and fresh; but, with every +scene, old feelings were associated. To him Miss Manners was still the +presiding genius of the place, from whom it derived all its beauty, and +to whom the worship of his heart was involuntarily offered. + +Meanwhile, Miss Manners had received strict injunctions from her father +not to receive his visits except when he himself was at home. To this +course he had been urged, not so much by his own feelings towards him, +as by the advice of his friends. Indeed, Jones was rather a favourite +with him. He would willingly have done much to serve him; and yet, when +the happiness of his daughter was at stake, he often reflected on the +awful consequences which might ensue, if he were really the guilty +wretch whom so many suspected he was. + +About this time a circumstance occurred, which put an end to his doubts. + +Among those who mourned the unhappy fate of the poor village maiden, +the grief of her lover, George Merrideth, had been observed to be the +wildest. For some days, he had wandered about like one demented; and +all who witnessed, respected and commiserated his anguish. Latterly, +however, he had disappeared entirely from the public view; and it was +hinted by some, that his mind had been seriously affected by the +occurrence. One morning, Mr. Manners was suddenly sent for to attend at +his deathbed. When he entered, the patient had fallen into a kind of +dozing sleep; and he was motioned to a seat near the bed. The light was +almost entirely excluded from the chamber; and the only other person +present was the mother of the dying lad, who was a widow. She was wasted +with grief and watching, and seemed just such a figure as a painter +would have chosen to heighten the melancholy of such a scene. As she +came round and whispered some scarcely articulate words into the +clergyman's ear, her son murmured in his sleep, became restless, and +woke as in terror. Mr. Manners spoke to him in soothing words, and +referred to a state of happiness hereafter. + +"Aha!" cried he, "can I enter heaven with my hand bloody? Her spirit is +sainted. I could not go near it. Oh no--no--never--never." + +"Of what is it he speaks?" inquired Mr. Manners. + +"Oh, sir!" answered his mother, "his thoughts are wandering. I canna +think he killed the lassie he loved." + +"Ay, mother," said the youth, with an effort, "this hand did it. O +fool!--cut it off--off with it--it is not my hand--my hand never would +have done it. Oh--oh--mother--Jessie." + +Mr. Manners was dumb with amazement. It was but too evident from whence +the agony of the youth flowed, and he sat regarding him with looks of +awe and terror. + +"It grows dark," continued the patient; "but, softly. You know I loved +you when you were a child; but now you love another!--ay, that's it--you +will not be mine! It grows still darker!--ha, ha, ha!--fly--fly!--it is +done! O God! if I could draw back!" + +The dying man waxed wilder in his ravings. After a time, however, he +became comparatively calm; and, on Mr. Manners addressing him, +recognised his voice. + +"Ah, that voice!" he said. "I have often heard it. I have not attended +to its counsel; but if it could console--oh, no, I cannot be consoled. +Your hand, sir!--forgive--forgive." + +"Do not ask forgiveness of me," said Mr. Manners. "May God in his mercy +pardon you!" + +The wretched youth muttered a kind of incoherent prayer, while his +mother dropped on her knees by the bed-side. All afterwards was wildness +and despair, only relieved by intervals of exhaustion. Mr. Manners +continued to administer such consolation as the circumstances of the +case admitted of, and did not leave the house till the voice of the +guilty man had become hushed in death, and nothing broke the silence but +the moanings of the afflicted mother. + +Several days had now passed since Jones visited the manse; and he could +hold out no longer. On the very day on which Mr. Manners was engaged in +the melancholy duty we have described, the unhappy lover bent his steps +thither, with an anxious and fluttering heart. As he walked up the +garden, he observed Miss Manners watering a small bed, in which she +had planted some favourite flowers. The young lady was a good deal +embarrassed on beholding him. Her father's injunctions against receiving +his visits had made a deep impression on her mind, and she had directed +the servant, the next time he called, to say that she could not be seen. +Now, however, there was no escape. Jones walked towards her with a +smile of mingled fear and admiration; and, if not with cordiality, she +received him at least with politeness. Their conversation, as they +strolled through the garden, was at first embarrassed, but became more +free by degrees, and assumed at length an almost confidential tone. To +a person of a romantic disposition, Jones' conversation was in a high +degree fascinating; and his companion in this delightful walk did not +conceal the pleasure with which she listened to it. His candour and +unreserve she admired; his misfortunes she commiserated; and, with much +that he said she could not fail to be both interested and flattered. +Nevertheless, she avoided any word by which she thought she might give +encouragement to his hopes; while he, on the other hand, although freely +expressing his passion, was careful to avoid a syllable which might lead +her to believe that, in his present disgrace and poverty, he presumed to +the honour of her hand. After wandering about for some time, their souls +melting into each other, Miss Manners could not resist inviting him into +the house to rest. Scarcely, however, had they seated themselves in the +parlour, when Mr. Manners appeared. He entered with rather a hasty step, +and his manner was a good deal agitated. On perceiving Jones, he bowed +to him, then turning to his daughter-- + +"My child!" he said. + +"What is it?" inquired Miss Manners, in a tone of alarm. + +"Have you," he continued, "forgotten my injunctions?" + +Miss Manners cast her eyes on the ground, and seemed displeased at being +taken to task before a stranger. + +Jones, observing her embarrassment, said-- + +"Sir, I shall be sorry if my presence here should occasion you any +uneasiness. Believe me, I am the last person in the world to intrude +where I am not welcome. It will, no doubt, cost me a pang, sir; but if +it be your wish that I should not see your daughter more, I shall try to +tear my heart from her--I shall go and hide myself in obscurity, and +endeavour to forget all I have most loved in this world!" + +Mr. Manners raised his hand, as if commanding silence, and gazed +stedfastly on his daughter. The latter looked up to him with tears in +her eyes, and exclaimed-- + +"I think Mr. Jones is innocent!" + +"He _is_ innocent," said the old man, emphatically. "Come to my arms, +both!" + +Both moved forward and took the hand he offered, but with amazement +depicted on their countenances. + +"Oh, my children!" he said, "I have witnessed such a scene!" + +The old man sat down on the sofa, and, for a few moments, covered his +eyes with his hands. + +"I have been," he, at length, proceeded, "by the dying bed of the poor +village maiden's murderer--I have heard the fearful confession from his +own lips. O God! may I never behold such another deathbed!" + +Jones dropped on his knee, and Miss Manners clasped her hands as in mute +prayer. + +"Thank God!" at length exclaimed the latter; "the innocent will no +longer suffer for the guilty!" + +"No!" said the old man. "Mr. Jones, you have been deeply wronged." + +"Ay," said Jones; "but not by you. From you only have I received +kindness--kindness often better deserved, but never more needed--often, +perhaps, bestowed, but never received with deeper gratitude. While every +door was barred against me, yours was open--while every heart"---- + +His utterance became choked, and he was altogether unable to proceed. +Mr. Manners shook him warmly by the hand; and, with many expressions of +thankfulness, Jones withdrew, leaving Miss Manners in tears. + +On returning homewards, it was obvious that the news of Merrideth's +death, together with its fearful revelations, had spread like wildfire +through the village. How different was Jones' reception!--nods, +recognitions, congratulations, cheers, wherever he passed! Of these, +however, he thought not: he thought only of the girl he had left behind +him weeping. That very night he again repaired to the manse. He went +often; and every succeeding time seemed to be made more welcome. + +A pleasant--a delightful change had now taken place in his feelings. The +consciousness of having outlived the slander which had so long sullied +his name, filled his bosom with a sensation of honest pride, and +inspired him with a degree of ease and confidence which he had not +previously experienced. Miss Manners was scarcely less gratified by the +mystery having been at length cleared up, and the public mind disabused. +From her first interview with Jones, she had entertained a strong +impression of his innocence; and the fact of her good opinion of +him being confirmed, she regarded with feelings almost of triumph. +Accordingly, their meetings were mutually delightful. If, at any +time, the latter doubted the propriety of encouraging his visits, the +reflection that she had done right, in the first instance, in following +the dictates of her heart, caused her to continue in the same course. +The truth is, she pitied Jones; and pity, it is well known, is akin to a +still tenderer emotion. + +Two or three weeks after the scene we have described, there was a small +evening party at the manse. It was given in honour of Mr. and Mrs. +Green, who had just been a few days married. The young couple were +ushered into the drawing-room in gay attire, and with their faces +wreathed into still gayer smiles; and, in the fair bride, Jones, who +was, of course, present, recognized the lady who had, on one occasion, +betrayed so much alarm on his doing her a trifling act of kindness. The +affair, in the absence of more important topic of conversation, was +talked and laughed over; and the bride acknowledged herself to have +been a very silly girl. All the company were soon in high spirits, and +the merriment was kept up till it was near midnight. On separating, the +company could not help expressing their admiration of the serenity of +the night. It was a clear, lovely moonlight; and the exquisite stillness +and beauty of the scene caused some of the younger individuals of the +party to regret that they had spent so much time within doors. When they +reached the gate, Miss Manners, who had accompanied them through the +garden, bade them "good night." "Good night," said they, and parted; but +Jones, who was the last to shake hands with her, could not part. He +lingered, pressed her hand, wished her "good night," and still lingered. + +"I must escort you a little way back," he at length said; and, +accordingly, the two strolled up the garden, hand in hand--she speaking +of the lateness of the hour, and he of the loveliness of the moon and +stars, until night, moon, and stars, were all forgotten. + +After a few moments' silence, Jones suddenly paused, and, pressing her +hand in both of his, said-- + +"Marion, I would we might never part. I never leave you without pain." + +"I know not why it should be so," she said; "but you must just come back +the oftener." + +"Ay," said he; "but even to be absent from you a little while, is +torture." + +"I fear," she said, "you are but a poor philosopher." + +"Ah," he replied, "philosophy can do many things, but it cannot cure the +heartache. O Marion! I love to call you by that name! It is in your +power to end all my anxieties: a word--a word will do it! How say you? +May I hope? Nay, I do hope; but, may I call you by that name?" + +"What name?" interrupted Miss Manners, tremulously. + +"That name, dear heart, which is the tenderest man can bestow on woman?" + +Her reply was inaudible. Jones, however, kissed her lips, and she +forbade him not. On parting, he again kissed her, and returned to his +lodgings with feelings of unmixed ecstacy. + +A few weeks passed--they were weeks of delicious expectancy, of +unrestrained intercourse, of active preparation; and the event which was +to crown their happiness was duly solemnized. It was a day of great +rejoicing in the village; and, as they dashed off on their marriage +jaunt, they were honoured with the blessings and cheers of a large crowd +of people who had assembled to wish them joy. On returning, a few days +afterwards, similar demonstrations of respect awaited them; and they +continued to live in the neighbourhood, greatly esteemed and beloved by +all who knew them--esteemed for their many virtues, and beloved for +their simple and unostentatious manners. + +One little incident, which happened many years afterwards, is perhaps +worth relating. An old man, who had been long unable to work, and to +whom Jones had shown much kindness, grasped him one day by the hand, and +said-- + +"Sir, I once struck you on the head with a stone; do you forgive me?" + +"I do," was the reply; "but you must not do so again." + + + + +THE SERGEANT'S TALES. + +THE PALANTINES.[G] + + +Of all the countless numbers that take their pleasure walks upon the +Calton Hill of Edinburgh, none that do not remember it an isolated spot, +of awkward access, can have any recollection of Sergeant Square's tall +and gaunt figure, his cue, cocked hat, gaiters, and military appearance, +as he took his daily promenade around the airy and delightful walks, or +sat upon its highest point, where Nelson's Monument now stands, in +stately solitude, as if he had been the genius of the hill, resting his +square and bony chin on the top of his gold-headed cane, with his +immense hands serving as a cushion between. Thus would he sit for hours, +gazing on the busy scene beneath, as if he knew what occupied the +bustling crowds, and directed their labours according to the impulse of +his will. We had passed and repassed each other in our walks for weeks, +before any approach to recognition took place between us. I was the +first to make an advance, by giving him a slight bow, as we passed; this +he returned, and an acquaintance soon ripened into intimacy. Under his +stiff and formal air, I found one of the most kind and communicative +hearts I ever communed with. It is long since I laid his head in the +grave; and I never visit the hill, but memory conjures up his +remarkable figure, as vividly as if we stood face to face, till I almost +think I may meet him at each turn, while I saunter along, lost in musing +on days that are gone. I may meet with new piles of stone and mortar +profaning the sacred spot; but, Sergeant Square I shall never meet there +again! But to proceed. It was on that day the 42d regiment marched into +Edinburgh, after their return from Egypt, that we were enjoying our +usual walk. It was a spirit-stirring time, and our talk was of war, and +the gallant exploits of our countrymen. His eye flashed; his gold-headed +cane rested on his shoulder as if it had been a musket; his walk became +a march; he was evidently thinking of the battles he had been in; +when, embracing the opportunity, I requested a short account of his +adventures. It was some time before he took any notice of my request, +so completely was his mind absorbed in his own recollections. We had +reached the north-east angle of the hill before he spoke. At length he +seated himself on the smooth green turf--I by his side; and, after a +pause-- + +"If you have the patience to listen to me," he said, "I do not care if I +do give you some account of what I have seen, suffered, and enjoyed in +this strange world." + + [G] Palantine--a name given by the Americans and seamen, to + kidnapped individuals, or those who went out voluntarily to be indented, + for a time agreed upon, with any person in America willing to pay the + sum of money required by the captain for their passage out. The famous + Williamson, who first invented the penny-post and directories, obtained + damages from the magistrates of Aberdeen for suppressing his narrative, + in which he exposed them for this traffic.--ED. + +"It is of small importance," he began, "where a man was born, or who was +his father--his own actions must bring him fame or shame. The first +sounds that ever attracted my particular attention, were those of the +music bells of old St. Giles', and the firing of the guns in Edinburgh +Castle. I had reached my twelfth year, when my father, who was a +Jacobite, joined the Highland army at Duddingstone, while Prince Charles +was in Holyrood House, and I never saw him again. My mother, who was +weakly at the time, and our circumstances very poor--for my father was +only a day-labourer--took it so much to heart that she survived only a +few months, and I was thrown destitute upon my own resources, which, +God knows, were scant enough. I was tall and stout for my age, and +roughed it out, ragged, hungry, and cold, about the city, for three +years and some months--running messages, or doing any little thing I +could get to do for a piece of bread or a mouthful of victuals; and +choosing the warmest stair, or any other convenient place, for a +bedroom. Rough as this training was, I was far from being unhappy; for I +had my enjoyments, humble as they were--as yet innocent, and as keenly +relished as if they had been those of luxury. These few years of +hardships were soon to be of eminent service to me--perhaps the means of +saving my life. + +It was the spring of the year. The winter had been very severe, and I +was rejoicing in the thought of summer, which, for the poor, has fewer +wants and less of suffering. Loitering, as usual, upon the High Street, +hungry enough, and looking for some little job to earn a breakfast, I +was accosted by a rough-looking man, rather genteelly dressed, who +inquired if I would carry a parcel for him to Leith, and he would give +me a sixpence. My heart bounding with joy at the rich reward, I said I +would. Whereupon he inquired if my parents would not be angry at my +going, or my master, if I had one. I told him I had neither parent nor +master, not even a friend in the world to find fault with me how I spent +my time. A grim smile of satisfaction came over his countenance; he put +the offered sixpence again into his pocket, and gave me a small paper +parcel, with the direction where I was to carry it; adding, as I stood +waiting for my reward--'Run quick, like a good boy. Tell them to give +you some breakfast, and wait until I come and give you the sixpence.' +Away I ran, like a greyhound from the slip, to get a breakfast and earn +my sixpence. Swift as was my flight, never did the Canongate or the +Easter Road--the only one to Leith from Edinburgh at this time--appear +so long to me. When I arrived at the house to which I had been +directed, in one of the dark alleys near the shore, I was ushered into a +small, darkened room. A stout, thick-set man, in a seaman's dress, heard +my message, received my parcel, without once opening his lips, and +locked the door. + +Hungry, disappointed, and alarmed at this unlooked-for reception, I +stood for some time lost in amazement. At length I looked around; there +was no furniture in the room, not even so much as a seat of any kind. My +fears became excessive. I screamed to be set at liberty, and beat upon +the door with my hands and feet, until I sank upon the floor from +fatigue, and burst out into a fit of weeping. No answer was made, nor +any notice taken of my efforts. I looked through my tears at the window; +but it was high, small, and strongly secured with iron stanchels. I had +lain thus on the floor for an hour or two, when I heard the key turn in +the lock. I sprung to my feet as the door opened; and the same person +entered, bearing a pewter tankard of beer, some bread, and salt beef. A +thick stick under his arm caught my eye, and excited new terrors. He set +the victuals upon the floor, and then, brandishing the bludgeon over +my head, threatened to beat my brains out if I made such a noise +again--giving, in pure cruelty and wantonness of power, a few blows +across the shoulders, to teach me, as he said, what I might expect if I +did not attend to his orders. Pointing to the food, he surlily ordered +me to eat, and immediately again locked the door. Hungry as I had been a +short time before, my heart was too full for me to eat; and the blows I +had received pained me very much. I sat down and wept more bitterly than +I had done; but the hunger of a boy is keener than his grief--so I at +length made a hearty meal, moistened by my tears, and wept myself +asleep. + +How long I had lain thus I had no means of ascertaining. I was roused +by the voice of mirth and singing in another apartment. All was dark; so +much so, I could not even distinguish the small grated window from the +dead walls. I listened for some time in surprise, and would fain have +persuaded myself I had been in an unpleasant dream; but my shoulders +were still sore, and the small basket and tankard, I felt, were still at +my side. For some time I revolved in my mind what step to take--whether +to remain quiet, or knock upon the door, and implore my liberty--at +least to be made acquainted with the cause of my being detained. At +length my suspense became so unbearable that I resolved to brave every +danger, and began to knock at the door, for which I had groped, tapping +gently at first, and gradually knocking louder and louder. The voice of +my jailor, evidently in extreme anger, again sounded fearfully through +the key-hole--'Be quiet, or I will come in and beat your noisy body to a +mummy.' I shrunk from the door, and leaned upon the wall, as far from +him as the small dimensions of the room would admit, trembling, in +fearful expectation of his entrance. While I stood thus, a prey to the +keenest anguish, the mirth and jollity for a time increased, and at +length grew fainter and fainter, until it ceased. All was still for a +little; then I heard the noise of footsteps approaching the door of my +prison-room, and a sound as if something was in the act of being dragged +along the passage. The key was placed in the door, and it opened. My +heart beat as if it would have burst my bosom, when I saw the ruffian +who had locked me up, and another like himself, dragging what appeared +to me to be the dead body of a man. I uttered a suppressed scream, and +must have fallen to the ground, had I not been pent up in the corner. My +eyes were as if they would have started from their sockets, and I could +not withdraw them from the horrid sight. One of the men held a lanthorn +in his left hand, which threw a feeble light upon the group; while, +with his right hand, he grasped the left arm of the body; and, his +companion exerting all his strength, they dragged it to the side of the +room, and dropped it upon the floor. A stifled groan issued from it, +which thrilled through my ears like an order for my execution; and I +would have darted from the spot, wild with despair, although I saw the +eyes of both watching me, as they deposited the body, with a malignant +grin of satisfaction; but my limbs refused to obey my will, and I stood +the image of despair. The men spoke not a word, but, retiring, locked +the door upon me, and left me with a thing my nature revolted from. +Scarce were they gone when similar sounds fell upon my ear, and they +again entered with a second victim. This was more than I could endure: a +wild energy came over me; I sank upon my knees, and implored them not to +murder me, or leave me alone with the bodies, for mercy's sake! I sank +upon the floor, and grasped their legs in the fervency of my +supplications. With a fiendish laugh, they spurned me from them; and, +as they locked the door, growled-- + +'What does the fool mean?--beware, the cudgel!' + +As the sound of the closing and locking of the door died away, I was +roused from my stupor of fear to an agony of terror, that drove me +almost to madness. A movement in one of the bodies, accompanied by deep +guttural sounds, indicated that the objects of my terror were coming to +life again, or were not yet quite dead. This produced new terrors, and I +dashed myself upon the door, uttering the most piercing cries. The +ruffians again entered, and beat me without mercy; but I was now beyond +the fear of personal suffering; and I really believe, so intense was my +feeling of fear and horror, that I would have leaped into a furnace to +avoid or free myself from my situation. Their threats and blows were +vain. I reiterated my cries more intensely; for I saw both the bodies +become apparently animated, and turn their dull, stupid gaze on me, as +I struggled to wrench myself from the grasp of the ruffians. Our +struggle was short; for one of them set down the lanthorn, forced down +my arms behind me, and held me fast, while the other dropped the cudgel +with which he had been beating me, and, taking a piece of rope-yarn from +his jacket pocket, bound my wrists behind my back; he then deliberately +took the large key out of the lock of the door, placed it in my mouth, +across between my teeth, tied it firm behind my head, and so effectively +gagged me, that I could not utter a sound. How I retained my reason at +this fearful period I know not, for I expected death every moment; and +there was a misty vagueness about my fate that had even greater terror +than death itself. As soon as I was thus silenced, they stood grinning +at my agony for a minute before either spoke. At length-- + +'This is a troublesome customer enough, for noise part,' said the first +ruffian to the other; 'but he will now be quiet enough, I think. I wish +the boat were come, or we shall have plenty on our hands soon, when +these two have slept it off. It is full tide now, and they were to have +been here an hour ere flow. What can detain the lubbers, think you?' + +'Can't say,' replied the other; 'perhaps something is in their way. +There they are.' + +At this moment a low whistle sounded faintly into the room, as if coming +from under the window. One of the men answered by a similar whistle, and +both left the room; and in a few minutes four sailors entered, and, +taking up one of the objects of my dread, carried it out. One of the +ruffians then assisted me to rise, and, holding me by the collar, +dragged me out of the house after them, down to the Ferry-boat Stairs at +the quay, more dead than alive. The four seamen had placed their burden +in a boat that lay there. I was placed beside it. It lay inanimate; and +I, seated on one of the thwarts, was guarded by two seamen, who kept +watch, while the four were away for the other victim. At length they +came, deposited their burden beside the other, pushed off from the pier, +and rowed out of the harbour's mouth. As they pulled along, I felt my +spirits revive, the fear of immediate death passed from my mind; and, +besides, I was in company with living beings like myself, however cruel +they might be. Before we reached the beacon, the ruffian who had first +locked me up, and who was now in the boat with us, loosened the key from +my mouth, and undid the cord from my hands, which had begun to swell, +from the tight manner in which they were tied. This act almost relieved +me of my fears; still all was silence in the boat, not a word had as yet +been spoken by any one; but afterwards, as we gained distance from the +shore, they began to converse. + +'So the Betsy sails to-morrow, without fail,' said the first ruffian. + +'She does,' was the answer of the seaman. + +'Why has her stay been so short this trip?' again asked the man. 'We +will make but a poor job of it. We have only nabbed five.' + +'Why, I think you have done pretty well,' answered the sailor; +'twenty-five pounds for two days' work is good pay. Old Satan, you are +never content.' + +'None of your slack, mate,' rejoined the other; 'I won't stand it. Two +days more would have made it fifty or better; and no man, more than I, +would be content with one half of what he might and ought to have.' + +'I believe we are full, old Grumbler,' said the tar; 'others are more +active than you; but here, we are just alongside of the Betsy. Ship, +ahoy! Throw us a rope! Are you all asleep?' + +In a few minutes, a rope was thrown; it was made fast by the fore +thwarts, when the ruffians and mate went on board, and remained for +some time. At length the mate returned, and, holding the end of the rope +from the vessel, ordered me to ascend, which I did with difficulty. My +two companions were then hoisted on board, being fastened to a rope, and +dragged up by the crew of the vessel. As soon as they were on deck, the +ruffians descended into a boat without speaking a word, and put off for +the harbour. + +When it was gone, I was conducted to the hold of the vessel; and the +two companions of my adventure were carried, and placed beside me. My +terror of them had now entirely fled; for, from their contortions and +half-muttered expressions, I had perceived they were not dead, but in a +beastly state of intoxication. Even to be from under the same roof with +the cause of my sufferings was to me a change much for the better. With +a mind comparatively at ease, I fell asleep upon the hard deck, where I +had at first taken my station, and remained in happy unconsciousness +until I was awoke after sunrise, in consequence of the bustle and noise +around me. For a few minutes I revolved the events of the preceding day +and night in my mind, and shuddered as the recollection dawned upon me. +Raising myself upon my elbow, I gazed around as well as the obscurity +would permit (for the main hatch was closed), and saw the two young men +who had caused me so much alarm, lying close beside me, in a profound +sleep, and breathing very heavily. I attempted to rise; but felt so sick +and giddy that I could not keep my feet, from the motion of the vessel. +I longed for the presence of some of the crew; but none of them came +near us. The two lads at length awoke from their sleep, bewildered and +sick almost to death; they gazed around them with a vacant stare, as if +they had just passed into a new state of existence. They spoke not a +word; their minds were occupied in examining all around them, and, as I +thought, ascertaining their own identity. Young as I was, had I been at +ease, I could have enjoyed the extraordinary scene before me; but, alas! +I was a partaker of all the feelings that were passing in their minds. +At length they broke silence-- + +'Willie, Willie, what's come owre us now?' cried Peter. + +'Indeed I do not know, Peter,' replied he; 'but I fear it is no good.' + +'What good can be expected from such company as we were in last night?' +continued the first, 'and such drinking as we had. O Willie, had you +come away when I wanted--but I am as bad as you, or I would have left +you when I threatened.' + +'There is no use to reflect upon what is done, when it cannot be +undone,' said his friend. 'I fear the deceitful scoundrels drugged our +liquor; for I have no recollection of anything that occurred after your +proposing to leave them.' + +Then, addressing me, he asked if I knew where they were, or in what +ship. I answered that I did not, further than that, from what I had seen +and heard, I thought we were on board of a vessel they called the Betsy; +and then gave them an account of all I had witnessed the evening before. +The younger of the two began to weep like a child; while the other, +whose rage knew no bounds, swore fearfully at the two ruffians who had +betrayed them into their present situation. When he became more calm, I +requested him to explain himself; and learned from him his own history +and that of his companion. They were schoolfellows, cousins, and +fellow-apprentices; had served their time as joiners; and then left +their native village, to pursue their calling in the capital, with some +views, though not matured, of emigrating to America. Having been +unsuccessful in obtaining work in the city, they had come down to Leith +to make inquiries about a passage to America; and were so unfortunate +as to fall into the hands of one of the notorious plantation-crimps, +who, pretending to be intimate with the captain of a trading vessel +about to sail, enticed them to his den, that they might obtain all the +information they required. They were plied with liquor; robbed of all +the money they had; and placed in the situation in which I now saw them. +From the inquiries they had made in Leith, and our mutual explanations, +it was too evident to us all three that we had been kidnapped and sold +to a palantine vessel, to be carried out to Virginia, and there sold as +slaves, to the highest bidder. The young men were inconsolable; as +for me, I cared little about it, now that I was assured there was no +immediate personal violence to be feared: hard fare and hard living were +my lot--I knew no other. While others, bred to better things, were in +misery, I was comparatively in happiness. Such is the influence of +habit. To have my provisions regularly served, with nothing to do but +lie upon the floor of the hold, or walk about in its narrow limits, was +to me sufficient recompense for an evil, which to others would have +appeared irremediable. + +The next tide after we were put on board, the Betsy left Leith Roads, +and sailed for Aberdeen, on her progress north. Our number was there +augmented to eighteen--the recruits being all boys about my own age, +who, not being kidnapped, but trepanned with false promises, came on +board in great spirits, and full of hope. I could notice the various +operations going forward, in consequence of my cheerful and contented +manner having obtained for me permission to come on deck and range over +the vessel. My slight sickness went off as soon as we were under way; +and, pleased with my new mode of life, I began to make myself as useful +to the crew as I could; but the two lads were not so fortunate; for +they were continually abusing the captain, or importuning him to put +them on shore. In the forenoon of the day before we sailed from Aberdeen, +a boat, containing a quantity of luggage, came alongside, and a +genteelly-dressed couple came on board, and were ushered into the cabin. +The female appeared very dejected; and, hanging upon the male with +anxious fondness, expressed through her silent tears, bent her gaze, +alternately looking towards the shore with an expression of regret, +and then in his face with a languid smile. He was as well-made and +good-looking a man as I have ever seen in all my wanderings; but there +was a marble-like rigidity in his features, only enlivened by a peculiar +cast of his piercing black eyes, that created a peculiar feeling of +uneasiness in me as I looked at him. He left the vessel; but when I know +not; for we sailed before sunset; and I never again saw the female he +left until we had passed Cape Wrath, some few days after. As for myself, +I was quite happy, and felt myself more at home than I had done since my +mother's death. The ship was a home to me. I had my allowance with the +other palantines; slept in the hold with them at night; and enjoyed, +along with many of them, the pleasure of building castles in the +air--anticipations of the wealth and comforts we were to enjoy in the +land of promise. It was, indeed, by delusive accounts of America, that +most of them had been induced to embark. + +We were now careering over the blue waves of the vast Atlantic, as if we +were far above the earth. Nothing was there for the weary eye to rest +upon but a dreary expanse of ocean and sky. All was still as death, save +the hissing at the bows of the vessel, as she parted the unfathomable +deep. The crew loitered upon the decks listlessly; and we, as +palantines, huddled together around the mainmast, were whiling away the +time in songs, or talking of the homes we had left behind, and future +hopes in a foreign land. We were suddenly interrupted by the female I +have already mentioned, who came rushing up the companion, from the +cabin, and crouched amongst us like a frightened hare. I could not have +believed that so short a period of time could have wrought so great a +change upon a human being. She was thin, pale; her eyes red, and sunk in +her head; her hair dishevelled; and her whole appearance exhibiting the +extreme of neglect. We all looked upon her in astonishment; for, indeed, +we were not aware that there was a female on board. Her sobs and +distracted looks moved our young hearts almost to tears. She spoke +nothing; fear had chained up her tongue; her eyes were either bent +imploringly upon us, or turned, in aversion and terror, towards the +quarter from whence she had come. All on deck was dumb show; the sailors +looked on, apparently as much surprised as we were; and, in the midst +of the silent scene, the captain came on deck, apparently in great +agitation. He was coming towards us, when the female sank on her knees, +and, raising her clasped hands, called on God to save her from that bad +man; then, looking around to us, implored us, in the most thrilling +accents, not to deliver her up to him. We were ourselves slaves; yet, +such is the force of a woman's appeal, that we placed ourselves between +her and him, while the crew stood apart, and looked silently on. The +captain affected to laugh. + +'Lady, what are you afraid of, that you have left the cabin?' he said. +'It was all in jest, upon my honour! You are as safe there as in your +father's house. Come, madam, I shall have the pleasure to lead you +back.' + +'Oh, never!' screamed the female. 'Leave me! leave me! if you would not +drive me mad, or into this boundless ocean. What on earth have I now to +care for? I know I am your slave, by the basest and cruellest means, but +worse I shall never be. A favour from your hands would be hateful to me. +With these, my fellow-sufferers, I can alone feel myself secure from +insult. Your cabin I shall never enter. Foolish--oh, how foolishly +confiding I have been!--but criminal I shall never be. So, leave me, +for mercy sake!' + +While she spoke, my eyes were fixed upon him. I saw the working of +passion deeply depicted on his countenance; pity had no place there. A +faint shade of shame passed over him; but disappointment settled into +fierce rage. Stamping upon the deck, and in a voice hoarse from +emotion-- + +'It is well, madam,' he cried. 'You have made your choice, and shall +abide by it; and those who, by their looks, indicate their resolution to +abet your folly, shall not fare the better for their interference. Mate, +call the crew! force the palantines below; and batten them down, as base +mutineers.' + +Not one of us had as yet spoken one word; the whole was the affair of a +few minutes. The mate ordered us below; and we were obeying the order as +fast as we could--the distressed female huddling in the midst of us, +fearful to be on the deck alone--when William, in his undaunted manner, +stepped up to the captain, and began to upbraid him, both for his +conduct in having kidnapped us, and for his present conduct towards an +unprotected female. He even threatened him with exposure as soon as we +reached the shores of America. Peter, his friend, in vain urged him to +refrain from irritating the captain; but the hot-headed youth heeded not +the advice, and stood by his point, till the captain, who uttered not +one word, bit his lip, and, hurrying to his cabin, returned with a +cocked pistol in each hand. The mate, who was a good-hearted kind of +lad, was, at the moment, persuading William to go below quietly; but his +blood was up; and, even at sight of the pistols, he quailed not. I +looked on with fear, for the captain's stern silence looked ominous. He +levelled one of the pistols, and fired; the ball passed close by his +intended victim, and went right through the fore-sail. The second he was +in the act of raising, when William struck his hand down, and it went +off, sending the ball through the deck. The furious man now called to +the mate and crew to place poor William in irons. The youth stood still +resolute, and would have rushed upon the captain and hurled him to the +deck, or perhaps overboard (for he was a powerful lad), had not Peter +held him back. The irons were now produced from the cabin--William and +the captain eyeing each other meanwhile like two tigers; and three of +the crew and the mate, set on by the captain, who kept blaspheming in a +fearful manner, rushed to secure the young man. Peter at once loosed his +hold of William, and stood in his defence; whereupon the captain, +starting to give personal aid, uttered a shrill cry of pain, and fell +upon the deck, which was stained with his blood. The ball had passed +through his foot before it entered the wood. As many of us as the +hatchway would admit, witnessed the scene; but none of us had any mind +to be partakers in it. William and Peter were secured and put in irons +before the vindictive villain would allow himself to be removed from the +deck. It was no matter, in his anger, that his foot bled. He even stood, +while the deck was streaming, till we were also battened down into the +dark hold--the two companions remaining in irons above. As soon as we +were all settled below, in which there was not even proper accommodation +for us poor palantines, the female retired to one corner; and, seating +herself on the bare boards, leaned her head to the side of the vessel, +and wept bitterly. We were deeply affected by her situation and +distress; but had nothing in our power whereby to alleviate her sorrow, +save, indeed, our sympathy; and that we only gave in secret; for her +ladylike appearance, in a great measure, overawed us, and made us retire +from her. The greater part of us composed ourselves to sleep. Before +morning, it blew a dreadful gale, as we could perceive by the pitching +of the vessel and the noise of the rigging, which sounded fearfully in +our ears. All of us became very sick. The poor lady I thought would have +died; her weakness was extreme; and her suffering apparently beyond +any present remeid. Two days and nights we remained in this dreadful +situation, without a mouthful of food or a drop of water. Our sufferings +increased hourly, and were almost more than we could endure. We shouted +for help, or to be liberated from our noisome prison. Our cries were +either unheeded or drowned by the noise and tumult of the storm. I and +a few more had recovered from the sickness only to feel, in greater +horror, our painful situation. The heat of the hold was intense, and +aggravated our thirst tenfold. The air even became offensive; our +breathing a kind of painful spasm of the windpipe. We crept to the foot +of the ladder under the main hatch and, holding by it, sucked in some +fresh air. I had been here for some time, and felt my sufferings +alleviated; and the poor female's situation in the distant corner, +selfish as we had all become, moved us so much to pity, that two of us +agreed to relinquish our envied post, to ascertain whether she still +survived. + +We found her extended upon the hard boards, to all appearance dead; I +placed my hand upon her heart, to ascertain if life was extinct. She +opened her eyes, and made a motion with her hand as if she wished me to +retire. Humanity forbade compliance; and, in the best manner we could, +we conveyed her to the foot of the ladder, where she gradually began to +recover and breathe more freely. This was now the third day of our +confinement. The storm had almost subsided, as we could feel from the +vessel lying more steady in the water; and, to our unspeakable joy, the +hatch was opened, and a supply of water and biscuit given to us. Next to +the water, the pure air of heaven was most welcome to us. I wet the +parched lips of the pale sufferer, then held the beverage to them. She +swallowed a few mouthfuls, blessed me for my kindness, then sank into +her usual melancholy. We were now told by the mate that we were not to +come on deck; but he would leave the hatch open. We obeyed this command, +which came from the captain. William and Peter, who had witnessed and +endured the whole storm, in irons, lashed at the foot of the mainmast to +a ring bolt, were also liberated, and came down amongst us. We learned +from them that we had been in great danger, and that the mate and crew +had been alarmed for the safety of the vessel. The captain was still +unable to leave his cabin; and, from all accounts, he was very bad of +the wound. This was so far fortunate; for the mate, who was of a humane +disposition, brought some coffee for the female, which William, with +great difficulty, prevailed upon her to take. She gradually began to +recover; and the more passionate bursts of her grief having subsided, we +were anxious to learn how she had been reduced to her present situation, +and thought of making a delicate inquiry into her history. At length the +frank and generous William put the question to her in the most gentle +manner; a burst of tears followed the request. + +'Much as it will pain me,' she said, 'I am so indebted to you all for +your kindness and humanity, that I cannot refuse your desire. I almost +feel it a duty to myself; for appearances are strongly against me. So +low as I must appear at present to you all, I was born in affluence, +though not of an ancient family. My father was a wealthy merchant, and +the best of parents. My sainted mother died before I had reached my +tenth year, leaving us both inconsolable for her loss. My father, who +could scarce endure to have me out of his sight--for I was an only +child--engaged a governess to complete my education. She was a young +woman of engaging manners, and possessed of every accomplishment; yet +under these she concealed a selfish disposition and hardness of heart, +which neither my father nor myself suspected could have existed in +one so young and bland in her speech. To me she was most kind and +unremitting in her duties--more, indeed, like a mother than a hireling; +and I loved her as if she had stood in that relation to me. This won my +father's esteem for her, which, unfortunately, soon ripened into love. +One day, I recollect, as I was walking in the garden, accompanied by +him, he led me to an arbour, and, placing me beside him, said-- + +'Eliza, do you love Marian?' + +I artlessly threw my arms around his neck, and exclaiming-- + +'Oh, yes, papa; how much I thank you for getting me so good a +governess!' + +I had pleased him; for he smiled and said-- + +'My dear Eliza, I mean to bind her to you by a stronger tie. I have +watched her maternal care and affection for you, and mean to give her +the right to call you daughter.' + +I was delighted. The marriage was solemnised, and we lived in harmony +and mutual love, so far as I could perceive, for six years. At this +period my father fell into a bad state of health, which threatened to +terminate fatally. Our attentions to him, unremitting and anxious, were +repaid by a gratitude and love which seemed equally divided between his +young wife and the child of his first love. Marian showed no jealousy; +and my heart was incapable of any feelings but those of affection. +Meanwhile, my dear parent, to prepare for the worst, settled his +affairs. We were both in the room with him along with the lawyer. He was +dissolved in tears, and asked us if we were satisfied with the manner in +which he dictated the disposal of his wealth. I could only answer by my +sobs. My grief was excessive. The making of a will, to my young and +inexperienced mind, had all the appearance of the last act of a living +person. Death soon closed the scene. By the settlement, it was provided +that we were to be treated as sisters, only a greater share of power +(as if she had been the elder sister) was given to his wife. It ran +thus:--If neither married, we were to live together, and the survivor +was to enjoy and have the disposal of all. If Marian married, she was, +during her life, to enjoy one-half, which was to revert to me or my +children at her death. If I married during her life, without her +consent, I was to be cut off from any part of my father's property, +except what she might choose to give me. This was a hard condition. I +was to have no claim at law; and, in the event of me or my husband +instituting an action, I was to be cut off with a shilling. This fatal +clause, which I heard read to me at the time with indifference, has been +the cause of all my misfortunes, and since then I have had every reason +to believe my confiding father was prompted to insert it, at the +suggestion of my artful stepmother. For some time, she had, at every +opportunity, been speaking of foolish marriages made by young women, and +their fatal consequences, illustrating them by numerous anecdotes and +examples, whereby she invidiously prepared him for her selfish purpose, +and at last compassed her object without the appearance of a dictation +which he would have spurned. I was thus left at the mercy of this +designing woman, who, when she put on her widow's robes, put off her +hypocrisy towards me, and began to appear in her true colours. Alas! I +have every reason to think that her acting had all along been irksome to +her. She became harsh and cruel, doing all she could to make the house +and her presence disagreeable to me. She became gay, and frequented +company, of which I was forced to partake; and when I could scarce +refrain from tears at the remembrance of some cutting speech she had +used to me only a few hours before, I was forced to smile to hide my +chagrin. Before strangers, there was no change towards me, neither was +there anything I could complain of to my acquaintance; for so artfully +did she manage to make me miserable, that every fault was imputable to +my own apparent bad temper. It was when alone that I experienced her +bitter manner. All was wrong I said or did, and her admonitions for my +amendment were more cutting than her reproofs and abuse. I had several +eligible offers for my hand; all of which she refused, under one +pretence or another--covering her designs against me by the mask of an +anxiety for my happiness; so that she was looked upon by all who were +acquainted with her as the best of stepmothers--the kindest protector of +youth. At length, her wishes were accomplished. A nephew of her own, by +her invitation, came to reside with us for a short time, upon a visit. +As if my good genius warned me of my fate, I disliked him so much at +first, that I felt unhappy in his presence; but his assiduities +gradually won upon me. I contrasted him with his aunt; love succeeded +to aversion; and I was ruined.' + +Here a burst of tears for a time choked her utterance. After some time, +she resumed-- + +'I was now, for a time, happy in the delirium of youthful love. His +tender attentions had completely won my heart. With a thrill of +pleasure, covered by maiden modesty, I heard his first declaration of +unalterable love for me. He saw too plainly the power he had over me. +His aunt refused, as usual, her consent to our union; and, after +upbraiding me for seducing the affections of her nephew, locked me up +in my room, while she retained him in the house. Stolen interviews +were the natural consequence. He was all indignation at his aunt for +her unkindness to me; and, if possible, more tender and respectful than +ever. To escape the tyranny I had so long suffered, I unfortunately +agreed to elope with him, and be privately married. I explained to him +the situation in which I was placed, by my father's will--he declared he +loved me for myself alone. I was now completely in the toils; gave my +consent; on the third night left my late father's house in his company, +and set off in a postchaise, which was drawn up at a short distance from +the gate. Next forenoon, we were lawfully married--his aunt taking no +steps to prevent it by following us, but contenting herself by putting +on the appearance of grief for my folly and ingratitude to her, for all +the care and attention she had bestowed upon my education, and the base +return I had made for all her kindness. Can there be a doubt she was +the cause of all? Nay--she was the first to make known to me the prior +history of my husband--the man whom she had first introduced to me, and +to whom she gave every facility to win my unsuspecting heart. She +herself now blushed not to say that he was a reprobate, without +principle, addicted to every vice, and one whom his friends had found +it out of their power to reclaim. With well-feigned tears of regret, +she upbraided herself for having ever allowed him to enter her +house--ascribing her motive to humanity, and a desire to reclaim him +from his errors; and hinting, when she could, that I had defeated her +good intentions, and ruined myself. Alas! how true the latter part has +proved to me! I and my husband wrote to her letter after letter, in +vain. She refused, in the most insulting manner, to allow me a shilling +of my father's fortune. All I obtained was my own personal effects, and +a few of the jewels that had belonged to my mother. Poverty came fast +upon us, and debts increased. My husband had become unkind, and often +absent from me for days--excusing himself by fears for his creditors. In +our extremity, he spoke of emigration to America, describing the country +in glowing colours, and dwelling on the happy prospects he anticipated +from the assistance of some relations he had there. I offered no +objection; for I had now no partiality for one country more than +another--where my husband was, there was my heart and home; and, with a +severe pang, not for their value, but for the sake of her who now was +unconscious of my situation, I parted with the last of my mother's +jewels, to defray the expense of our voyage. My own jewels had been long +since disposed of, to supply our urgent wants. We left Edinburgh, like +guilty creatures, under the cloud of night, for fear of his being +arrested, and proceeded to join the vessel at Aberdeen. I can proceed no +further, lest my heart should burst. My heartless husband had sold me to +the captain, to be disposed of in America--trepanned me north for his +wicked purpose. The rest you know.' + +Here her tears could no longer be suppressed; nor could we restrain +ours; yet no one spoke to interrupt her grief. William alone uttered a +few execrations against the aunt and nephew. + +The weather continued rough, and the wind contrary, and we suffered much +for a few days from the pitching of the vessel. We were still confined +to the hold by the captain's orders; yet we had no other cause of +complaint, for the mate supplied all our wants in abundance. The +captain, who had continued very ill from the wound in his foot, at +length fevered, and his life was in danger; at his request, the lady +left the hold and waited upon him. He begged forgiveness for the insult +he had offered her; we were all allowed the freedom of the vessel; and +she continued to nurse and watch over him with all that care and +assiduity that belong to women. After a tedious passage of nine weeks, +we arrived off Baltimore, in the State of Maryland; the captain, who +recovered, being still very lame, though able to come upon deck. As soon +as we cast anchor off the mouth of the harbour (for we did not enter) a +message was sent to the town by the captain; and, on the following day, +a regular market was held upon our deck, when we were put up to sale, +and knocked down by an auctioneer to the highest bidder. William and +Peter brought large sums, being expert tradesmen, and their time of +service was short, compared with the rest. The others, like myself, were +fit only for field work, and our time, to make up the sum of forty +pounds, which we averaged, was three years. We all thought the captain +would have given the injured lady her liberty, and a present, for her +care of him; but avarice was his ruling passion, and stifled gratitude. +He had paid her unprincipled husband a large sum for his victim, and was +determined to reimburse himself. All the favour he conferred upon her +was, that he did not dispose of her with the same regardlessness as to +who was the purchaser, but kept her on board several days, while he made +inquiries as to an eligible situation. Those who knew him gave him +little credit for his endeavours, and did not scruple to say that he was +as anxious to drive a good bargain for himself as to find a good master +for her. Whatever was his motive, it turned out very fortunate for her, +as I heard afterwards; for a rich shipowner of the city, whose wife had +died a few months before, satisfied the captain's cupidity, and took +her to his house as a governess to his children, three of whom were +daughters. Before I left Maryland, I heard that she had learned, through +the English papers, which her master regularly got, by one or other of +the many vessels that traded to this port, that her unprincipled husband +had been condemned and executed for robbing his aunt of a large sum of +money, and forging an order upon her banker, not many weeks after we had +left Scotland. Many years afterwards, I learned, in Edinburgh, from +William, who had returned, after a long stay in Baltimore, with a +considerable sum of money, and had commenced builder, that before he +left the city, she had married her master, and was as wealthy and happy +as any lady in the province. But what struck me most forcibly was, the +just retribution that had taken place in her singular fortunes. Her +stepmother was, when he left, actually living an humble dependent upon +her bounty, in Baltimore. It appeared that, after she had succeeded in +forcing her stepdaughter into the fatal marriage with her nephew, +and obtained the object she plotted for--possession of the whole +property--she herself fell a victim to a husband nearly as bad--a +gambler and adventurer, of a most prepossessing figure and address; the +consequence was, that all she possessed was lost by him at play, or +squandered in dissipation. Both had been living in London in extreme +want, when he was detected in swindling transactions to a considerable +amount. Whether guilty or innocent of the fraudulent acts of her +husband, there were many suspicious circumstances which she could not +explain to the satisfaction of a jury, and both were convicted and +banished to the plantations. By good fortune for them, the vessel that +brought them out, bound for Norfolk, in Virginia, had suffered much in +a storm, put into Baltimore in a leaky state, and there landed the +convicts, handing them over to the governor of Maryland. Eliza's +husband, who was in the magistracy of the city, got the list of their +names when they were transferred from the ship to the prison. Several +of them had died on the voyage, from bad fare, confinement, and harsh +treatment; mostly all were sickly, more or less; and Marian was very +ill. From her manners and appearance, Eliza's husband became interested +in her; and, to save her life, had her removed from the hospital in the +jail, to his own house. You may form your own conjectures of the +astonishment of both when they met. Eliza was the most forgiving and +gentle of creatures, as she had shown in her attention to the captain +after his bad usage of her; and, at her request, her husband got from +the governor a grant of their services, during the term the law had +condemned them to serve. The husband ran from the country a few months +after his arrival, and had not been heard of when William came away; but +the wife remained under the protection of her she had attempted to ruin. + +To return to myself after this long digression, I and other two of +the young Aberdeen lads were purchased by a farmer, and removed that +afternoon to his home, about twelve miles from Baltimore. A more +pitiable figure, as regards dress, never landed on any shore. I had +still the same remnant of clothes with which I had left Edinburgh; but +now they scarcely held together, and were besmeared with tar; my feet +and legs were clean, but shoes or stockings were a luxury I had been +long unused to. My long yellow hair hung down my back, but covering I +had none for my head. My heart was light and joyous, as was that of my +companions. Our three years of bondage, we thought, would soon pass +away, and the golden period commence. During our ride over the rough +and ill-made road, in a waggon in which our master had brought a load +of tobacco to town, our whole conversation was of our future golden +prospects; but, alas! we were soon awakened from our pleasant +dreams--for, upon our arrival at the farm, which was not until some time +after nightfall, we were placed in a dark out-house, and the door barred +upon us. Our master was a sour-looking, taciturn man, who had scarcely +spoken to us all the way, save to inquire our ages, and what kind of +work we could best perform. For some time we stood close by the door, +unable to speak from surprise and fear. So dark was the place where we +were confined, that we could not see our own hands, even when they +touched our faces. After standing thus, melancholy and terrified, the +bars were withdrawn, and our master entered with a lanthorn and a +basket, in which was abundance of pork and Indian corn, boiled whole, +and still warm, to be eaten as bread. In a surly manner, he ordered us +to take our supper quickly, that we might be ready to turn out in the +morning to work. Young and hungry, we were not long in dispatching our +meal, when, pointing to a quantity of dry grass at one end of our prison +(for I can call it by no other name), he lifted his lanthorn, and left +us to ruminate upon our melancholy situation and dreary prospects under +such a taskmaster. None of us felt inclined to speak; yet it was some +time ere any of us could close our eyes, in consequence of the noise +made by the bull-frogs in a swamp near the farm. If we had not heard +them as we approached the place, and inquired what caused the, to us, +strange sounds, we would have been terribly alarmed. Tired nature at +length prevailed, and I sank asleep. Before sunrise next morning, the +harsh voice of our master, whip in hand, roused us from repose. We +started up, and followed him into the enclosure in front of his barn +and house. + +This was an oblong square, enclosed with stout wooden paling, very +thickly set, on the banks of a beautiful stream. At one side were the +buildings, composed entirely of wood--the forest, which extended as far +as the eye could reach, was at no great distance in the rear--everything +around indicated the greatest plenty of all that was necessary for the +enjoyment of life, as far as food could administer to it; there were +several cows and horses, sleek and fat, feeding under a shed; brood +sows, with numerous progenies; and fowls actually swarming around. The +morning was beautiful; the air, filled with a thousand grateful odours +from the fields, imparting to our young minds a buoyancy we had been +strangers to since we had left our own native shores. Our hasty survey +was made in a few minutes, while we stood waiting further orders. Our +master, who had entered another part of the building, returned, +accompanied by two of the most miserable-looking men I had ever +seen--as wretchedly clad as I was myself, with the exception that they +had broad straw-hats upon their heads. Misery and they seemed to have +been long intimates; my heart sank within me at their appearance; both +had wooden clogs, consisting of a cut of about a foot long from the +branch of a tree, chained to their right leg at the ancle; and this they +carried over their arm. In addition, one of them had a stout collar +round his neck, from which projected three iron hooks, about a foot +from his head. We burst into tears, thinking we were to be similarly +equipped, and would have fled, had flight been possible; all the riches +in the world we would have counted a mean reward to the person who would +have transported us from the tyrant's farm-yard to the beautiful hills +and valleys of Scotland. As they came to where we stood gazing through +our tears, three tall, bony, sallow-looking lads, sons of the +proprietor, issued from the principal building, with implements upon +their shoulders, one of which was given to each of us, and we were now +to begin our work. Before we proceeded, our master said to us, in his +harsh manner-- + +'Mind ye, lads, you are my bound servants for three years, to do my +will--mayhap for more. If you offer to run away, I will catch you again; +and, besides punishment, dress you so--and he pointed with malicious +triumph to his victims--to prevent your running; and, mark me, for every +day you are absent, you serve me two.' + +In spite of his threat, I believe there was not one of us who did not +resolve to make his escape from him the first opportunity. Had he +treated us kindly, we would have obeyed him with pleasure, nor thought +of anything but completing our period of service; but humanity was +foreign to his nature, and short-sighted avarice alone possessed all his +thoughts. He had himself been a convict in his youth; but had for many +years been free, and had purchased, when it was yet part of the forest, +the lot of land he now cultivated. All had been the creation of his own +labour, and he was proud of it to excess. When in good humour, which was +seldom the case, his feats against, and escapes from, the Indians, and +praises of his lands, were the only things upon which he was loquacious. + +We soon learned that our two companions in misery were government +convicts, and very bad characters; both had been guilty of many crimes, +and were so hardened that nothing but the strictest surveillance and +coercion could keep them in subjection. They were like tigers in chains, +and threatened the most fearful revenge, as soon as the period of their +servitude expired. This they did openly to his face; and not a day +passed without an altercation, or without some punishment being +inflicted upon them, when they would threaten again until they were +tired, and wish that the Indians might give us a hot wakening before +morning, and yield them an opportunity of making tobacco pouches of the +scalps of the master and his sons. + +I often wondered how he kept his temper; he seemed to treat them with +scorn--for his cool, calculating mind had so long been familiar with the +perils of his situation, that he heeded them not so long as he conceived +himself secure. To us three youths, who trembled at his voice, he was +not excessively cruel, further than working us almost beyond our +strength. From sunrise to sunset, we were allowed no intervals but a few +minutes to swallow our food, of which we had abundance and to spare. + +'Eat well, work well,' he used to say, 'is American fashion.' + +I had been with him about six months, and was literally naked; my skin +had become hard and brown as an Indian's; all my clothing consisted of +some pieces of sheep skin I had contrived for winter wear, and a straw +hat of coarse enough manufacture, which I had plaited and made for +myself on the Sabbath-days, to screen me from the intolerable glare +and heat of the sun. Our appearance gave us no concern, for we were +completely excluded from all intercourse with human beings, except +those upon the plantation; and strangers were seldom seen in our +neighbourhood. At the time I speak of, our master had been down to +Baltimore, with a waggon load of produce, consisting of pork and salted +beef, &c. He had made an excellent market, and returned in a fit of good +humour; at our return from labour, he called us three into the house, as +we were passing to our prison, to be locked up for the night. We were +surprised at the invitation, for we had never been within the walls of +the dwelling-house. As soon as we entered, he inquired if we would +purchase any clothing from him, seeing we were so much in want of them. +Scarcely could we believe our ears and eyes, when, opening a box, he +displayed canvas jackets, trousers, and check shirts. + +'You surely mean to make sport with us,' said I; 'for you know well that +we have not one farthing among us three to purchase the smallest +necessary.' + +'That, I guess, is not of much matter,' he replied, in his quiet, husky +manner, 'if I choose to give you a long credit.' + +We at once agreed to his own terms, and I signed a bond for one hundred +dollars, for a pair of coarse canvas trousers, a jacket of the same, two +check shirts, and a good straw hat. My heart misgave me when I saw his +peculiar smile, as he placed my bond in his pocket-book. Pleased as I +was with my finery, I feared I had done wrong, but did not know to what +extent until next morning, when we joined the convicts at labour. As +soon as they saw us in our new dresses, they burst out into a loud +laugh. + +'Oh!' said they, 'has the old villain limed his birds already? Poor +greenhorns, you have sold yourselves for years to come. How are you to +redeem the debts you have incurred, and others you must yet incur, but +by new engagements? He has you in his toils.' And they again laughed +aloud. + +We resumed our labour with heavy hearts; despondency came upon us, and +we began to droop and pine. At night, when we retired to rest, and, +until overpowered by fatigue and sleep, we talked of nothing but plans +of escape. Numbers were formed and abandoned; to fly to the forests, we +must perish through hunger and fatigue, or wander on, unknowing where to +go; in the direction of the coast, was still more impracticable, for all +the planters were in league with each other, to prevent the escape of +the convicts and palantines, and no one could travel unmolested, without +a certificate of his freedom. Our situation appeared to us truly without +remeid, and bitterly did we lament our cruel fate. + +Fortunately for us, we had--more to have something to keep a lingering +hope of escape awake, than with any prospect of success--for several +Sundays employed ourselves in undermining a part of the clay floor under +the dried grass upon which we slept. The hole passed under the logs; and +we had ascertained that it would be opened behind a wild vine that +spread its luxuriance over a great part of the side and roof of our +prison. We did not open it at the outside, but contented ourselves by +pushing a thin piece of a branch through, lest we had been discovered by +the lynx eyes of our master and his sons. For weeks, things had remained +in this state, we resolving to run for it, and again our hearts failing +us, when one night we were aroused out of our sleep by fearful cries, +mixed with the firing of rifles. It was the war-whoop of the Indians, +who had come down on a plundering expedition, and to avenge some old +aggression our master had perpetrated upon them. So well had they +concerted their plans, that the house was surrounded before any one +knew of their being in the neighbourhood. We lay still and trembled, nor +knew what was passing without. Rifle after rifle cracked, amidst the +whooping of the Indians; no one came to release us from our confined +place, and we were afraid to venture out by our hole, lest we should be +perceived by the savages, and murdered; for we had been informed that, +in a case like the present, they gave no quarter to man, woman, or +child. At length, we could both smell and hear the crackling of fire +raging without. In agony we dashed upon the door; it resisted our utmost +effort; even death by the Indians, was preferable to death by fire in +our present situation--it was horrible and astounding--the noise, too, +was dreadful--animals and men, all the inmates of the enclosure, were +uttering their wildest cries, and rushing round it in distraction. The +fire had caught the place we were in. I entered our mine, and, by +convulsive efforts, forced off the little turf and earth we had left. I +crawled out, never rising from my belly, for I could perceive the +Indians, like fiends, running about in all directions, anxiously gazing +upon every object. The glare of the burning buildings cast a deep red +ray of light around, rendering all fearfully distinct--my companions +followed me--fortunately some tall bushes concealed us from the Indians +as we crawled along the ground like serpents. The building we had left +we saw was now burning most furiously; and the yelling continued. Thus +we lay along upon the ground, trembling lest we would be discovered +every moment. The Indians were passing and repassing where we lay, +with their piercing eyes bent upon the smouldering ruins. The roof +fell in, and no one appearing to issue out, they retired towards the +dwelling-house, where the fire of rifles was still kept up, and the +flames making fearful progress. I have been in several battles, both by +sea and land; but no sound ever met my ears so appalling as the shout +that arose when the unfortunate inmates burst forth to force their way +through their foes, or sell their lives as dearly as they could. The +firing almost immediately ceased, and a fearful stillness ensued, almost +as unbearable in our present situation as the former tumult. The ruins +still continued to smoulder, and we feared even to breathe, lest we +should betray ourselves to the Indians. + +At length the sun shone forth in all his glory upon the smoking +ruins--our drooping spirits were partly revived, and we crept to the +edge of the bushes, and timidly looked around--no human being was to be +seen, and, after some time, we ventured to rise to our feet. The Indians +appeared to have retired to the forest with their booty, and we ventured +forth. A sight the most appalling soon met our eyes--there, close by +each other, the old man and two of his sons lay mangled and scalped; the +other had been consumed in the house, having doubtless been shot from +without, and unable to leave it with the others. Soon the nearest +proprietors began to ride up to the scene of murder and desolation, +armed to the teeth, but too late to give any assistance. The bodies of +the two convicts were not found; many believed they had either gone off +or been carried off by the Indians. Being heartily sick of America, I +returned to Baltimore, where I did labouring work for a few months, +until I had got myself well clothed; then agreed with the captain of a +Greenock vessel to work my passage to Scotland, where I arrived, after +an absence of two years and three months. Such is an instance of the +nefarious system of which I was a victim." + + + + +THE PARSONAGE: +MY FATHER'S FIRESIDE. + + +After the lapse of about thirty years, I lately paid a visit to what had +once been my father's fireside. It was in the month of October that I +visited the manse of Kirkhall. My father had been minister of that +parish; and I received a kindly welcome from his worthy successor--one +of the warmest-hearted and most learned men in the Church of Scotland, +whom I have long known and esteemed as a brother. I found myself again +seated beside the hearth in the little parlour which was once gladdened +with a mother's smile--which was once cheered with the childish sports +of brothers and sisters--which was hallowed by the prayers and presiding +virtues of an affectionate father. They are all departed to the land of +spirits! + +Yet, on looking round me, every object seemed to assure me that they +were still near--for almost everything else was unchanged. On looking +through the window from the elbow-chair in which I sat, the old and +magnificent lime tree, which, in the days of my youth, spread its +branches and foliage in wide luxuriance over the court, and gave +assurance of shade and shelter, was still unscathed. Its sweet-scented +flowers were indeed faded--for the breath of approaching winter had +touched its verdure; but its variegated green and yellow leaves were the +same as when I had seen them, and attempted, with boyish hands, to +imitate, nearly half a century ago. A little farther off, the "decent +church" peered from among the majestic ash, elm, and chestnut trees, +with which it was surrounded--the growth of centuries--casting a deep +and solemn shadow over the place of graves. The humble offices, and the +corn-yard in which I had rejoiced to mingle in rural occupations and +frolic, were near; and nothing was wanted to realize the scenes of my +youth, save the presence of the venerable patriarch and my mother, and +their little ones grouping around their knees, or at the frugal board. + +But the illusion was short-lived. A holly tree, in the adjoining +parterre, caught my eye. When I knew it of old, it was a little bush, in +which the goldfinch and the linnet nestled, and were protected under my +juvenile guardianship; but, now it had grown up to a stately tree. I +saw, in the mirror over the mantelpiece, the image of my own visage, in +which there were lines that time and the world's cares imprint on the +smoothest brow and the most blooming cheek. The yellow locks of my +forehead were fled, and the few remaining hairs were beginning to be +silvered with grey. My son, too, rising almost to manhood, stood up +before me, unconscious of the recollections and visions which flitted +through my mind. These things dispelled my reverie; and my wandering +thoughts were recalled to the realities of the passing hour. + +It was on a Saturday evening that I thus revisited Kirkhall; and my +melancholy meditations were soon partially dissipated by the cheerful, +but moderate hospitalities of my host; which were truly such as to make +me feel that I was, as it were, among mine own kindred, and at my +_father's fireside_. + +What a flood of emotions and remembrances spring forth at the mental +utterance of these words! On retiring from the parlour, I was ushered +into what was, of old, denominated, in the quaint colloquial language of +Scotland, "The Prophet's Cham'er"--that is, the apartment for study, +which was to be found thus distinguished in all the old manses of our +clergy. It was now a bedroom, the library being established in another +apartment; and I laid my head upon the pillow in a chamber which was +consecrated, in my memory, by the recollection that within its walls +good men had often thought of "the ways of God to man," and prepared +their spirits, in the depths of silence and seclusion, for proclaiming +in the sanctuary the glad tidings of salvation. + +It was a tempestuous night; and, though the blast was completely +excluded from the manse by the dense masses of trees with which it was +surrounded, the wind howled and moaned through their branches and on +their summits, and, like the thunder, gave forth a solemn music to the +soul. I did not sleep, but listened to the sounds of the tempest with +that pleasure which philosophy cannot explain. Ere long, the current of +thought reverted to my own former relations, to the dwelling in which I +reposed; and busy memory, in the watches of the night, supplied, with +all the freshness of a recent event, the circumstances which chequered +the life and marked the character of my father. Though, perhaps, in the +estimation of many, these were commonplace, yet, to me, they were still +full of interest; and, as they seem to afford a true and undistorted +picture of a Scottish clergyman's real character and fortunes, I have +written them down to fill a spare corner in the _Tales of the Borders_. + +William Douglas was the eldest son of a farmer in one of the northern +counties of Scotland. The family had been tenants of the farm of Mains +for five successive generations; and, so far as tradition and the humble +annals of the parish could be relied on, had borne an unspotted name, +and acquired that hereditary character for worth, which, in their humble +station, maybe regarded as constituting the moral nobility of human +nature. Just and devout in their lives--sincere, unpretending, and +unaffected in their manners--they were never spoken of but with respect +and goodwill by their neighbours; and were often, in the domestic and +rural affairs of the vicinity, the counsellors and umpires, in whose +good sense, and integrity, and kindness of heart, their humble friends +trusted with confidence. Such characters and families are to be found in +almost every rural district of this country; for, "though grace gangs +no' by generation, yet there is sic a thing as a hawk o' a guid nest." I +believe in the homely proverb, though some metaphysicians may dispute +it, but whether debatable or not in the abstract, William Douglas had +the good fortune, as he deemed it, to grow up in the bosom of a family +in which the characteristic of worth was cherished and transmitted as an +heirloom. + +The eldest son of the guidman of Mains showed an early fondness for his +school exercises, and acquired, under the tuition of _Roaring Jock_, the +dominie of the parish, a tolerable proficiency in the rudiments of +literature. The guidman, being an elder of the kirk, was often at the +minister's manse, and the bairns from Mains were occasionally invited to +tea on the Saturdays and play-days; and Paplay, the minister, (was so +denominated, from the name of a small estate of which he was the laird), +showed great favour to the "auldest callant," and often conversed with +him about the subject of his reading. In these circumstances, and +considering the religious character of the Mains family, it was almost +a matter of course that Willie should be destined by his parents, and +prompted by his own predilections, to "the ministry." And, by the advice +of Paplay and Roaring Jock, Willie was sent to the Marischal College at +Aberdeen, where he gained a bursary at the competition, and prosecuted +his studies with assiduity, until, at length, in the fulness of time, he +became a licentiate of the church. + +The only thing I remember to have heard connected with this period of my +father's life, was his anecdotes of Paplay's eccentricities, which were +numerous--some of them personal, and some of them the peculiarities of +the old school of clergy in Scotland. He was a pious and orthodox man; +but withal had a tincture of the Covenanter about him, blended with +the aristocratic and chivalrous feeling of a country gentleman of old +family. In the troubled times, about the years 1745-6, he was a staunch +Whig; and so very decided in his politics, that, when "Prince Charlie's +men" had the ascendancy in Scotland, he was either in arms or in hiding; +and when he ventured to preach, he wore his sword in the pulpit, and a +blue coat, girt with a belt, in which a pair of pistols were hung--more +like a man of war than a preacher of peace! Even after the defeat at +Culloden, the Jacobitism of the north was so strong, and Paplay was so +obnoxious, by reason of his vehement preaching against popery, and +prelacy, and the Pretender, that he continued long after to wear his +sword (in the pulpit and elsewhere), which was rather a formidable +concern to the nonjurors about him, in the hand of a brave and athletic +champion of true Whiggery. He assigned three reasons for wearing his +sword after it seemed to some of his friends to be unnecessary:--"First, +because I am a gentleman; secondly, because I can use it; and, thirdly, +because, if you doubt, you may try." Among some of his oddities, he had +a great admiration of a well-spring, a white calf, and a bonny lass; and +he never passed any of them in his way without doing them homage. Though +travelling on horseback, he would dismount to bathe his feet in a limpid +stream, as it gushed from the earth, or to caress a white calf, or to +salute a female--all which fantasies were united with the most primitive +innocence. And he never ate a meal, even in his own house, or when he +was a refugee in a hay stack or kiln barn, without exacting from his +wife and friends the most urgent _pressing_. + +It was under the auspices of this warlike and singular apostle that my +father was ushered into the sacred office of a minister of the gospel. +He preached his first sermon in the church of his native parish; and, +according to the fashion of the times, at the close of the service, the +parish minister publicly criticised the discourses of the day. The young +preacher, in this instance, found favour in Paplay's eyes; and his +testimony in favour of the _plant_ which had sprung up among them was so +emphatic, and rendered so piquant by his odd figures of speech, that +William Douglas was long distinguished among his friends and neighbours +by the familiar designation of _Paplay's Plant_. + +But there was another _plant_ that graced the manse, which was not +unobserved or unadmired by the young preacher--Jane Malcolm (the +daughter of a clergyman in a more remote parish, and niece of Paplay's +lady), a sweet flower, that had grown up in the wilderness, like "a +daisy on the mountain's side." It was in the nature of things that "the +loves of the plants" should be illustrated by the juxtaposition of the +two favourite flowers of the chivalrous parson. An affectionate but +secret attachment naturally grew out of the frequent visits which +"Paplay's Plant" paid to the manse; and these were multiplied in +consequence of William Douglas being appointed assistant to his +spiritual patron, whose decline into the vale of years had begun to +abate the energy of his character, and to render assistance necessary. +The attachment between the young people might be suspected, but was +not formally made known to Paplay and "the lady," as she was called, +according to the courtesy of the olden time. Indeed, such a promulgation +would have been idle; for the "half-reverend" assistant (as Paplay was +wont to address the young probationers of the church) had no immediate +prospect of a benefice, although he was an acceptable preacher, +throughout the bounds of the presbytery. But an incident occurred +which facilitated the union, of which the preliminaries were thus +established. + +The Earl of Bellersdale,[H] a nobleman in the neighbouring county, who +affected to be descended from an ancient family that flourished in the +days of good King Duncan, but who had really no more connection with it +than with Hercules or the Man in the Moon, reared a village or sea-port +at a short but convenient distance from his magnificent castle. Among +the other items in the arrangements which were destined to immortalise +the munificence of the Earl in the establishment of Bellerstown, a +church was deemed necessary for political, to say nothing of moral +considerations; and the earl, being a man of taste, thought that a +church, placed in a particular position, would make a fine vista from +various points in the noble park which surrounded the Castle of +Bellersdale. A picturesque chapel was accordingly built on a rising +knoll, separated from the pleasure grounds and the castle by a river, +over which a handsome bridge made no mean addition to the lordly scene. + + [H] A little reflection will enable the reader to see what true + name this fictitious one is intended to cover.--ED. + +The chapel being built, and endowed with a stipend of "forty pounds +a-year" (the hint, I suppose, was taken from Oliver Goldsmith), it was +necessary to provide a clergyman to officiate in it; and William Douglas +being one of the most approved young men in the district, had the honour +to be preferred by the patron. The period to which I now refer was long +before the church, in its wisdom, enacted a law for regulating chapels +of ease; and not only the amount of stipend, but the continuance of +clergymen who officiated in such chapels, depended on the arbitrary and +sovereign will of their pious founders. Bellerstown, though a step in +William Douglas' professional progress, yielded too scanty a revenue to +admit of matrimony; but the talents, respectability, and prepossessing +manners of the chaplain made him a favourite at the castle, and +rendered it practicable to eke out the slender living by the addition +of a small farm, at what was called a moderate rent. But this appendage, +too, was held by the same precarious tenure--Lord Bellersdale's will. +The probationer was inducted as pastor of the Bellerstown chapel, +according to the rules of the church; and, after the lapse of a few +months, he and Miss Jane Malcolm thought--although no other person +thought--that they might venture to enter into the holy bands of +wedlock, and, with frugality and mutual love in their household, look +forward to happiness in their humble and unambitious sphere of life. +This thought ended in deed--and they were married. + +The tenor of a clergyman's life is, in general, even and unvaried, +consisting of a faithful and regular discharge of his peculiar duties. +Such, for some years, was the fate of William Douglas. He acquired the +confidence and affections of his humble flock--the esteem of his +brethren--the countenance of the neighbouring gentry--and even the +patronage of the great man, at whose table he was a frequent and +welcomed guest. Mrs. Douglas had presented him with two sons: and his +parents, advanced in years, were gathered to their fathers. This +bereavement was not unlooked for; but the first trial of life which +wrung his heart to the core, was a fatal illness which, in a few days, +snatched the object of his most tender affection from him. + +Time passed on, and "brought healing on its wings." After the lapse of +several years, my father felt that it was not meet for man to be alone; +and, whilst he cherished the fondest remembrance of his first domestic +companion, he had too much good sense to go into the affectation of +continuing single during the rest of his life "for her sake;" more +especially as he had no female relative to whom he could confide the +maternal charge of his boys in their nursery days. He accordingly +discerned, in the daughter of one of his flock, a respectable farmer in +the neighbourhood, those personal attractions and amiable dispositions +which awakened his manly sympathies; and, too high-minded to stoop to +mercenary considerations, he married a second time, without hunting for +a _tocher_, as is sometimes imputed sarcastically to the Scottish +clergy. Isobel Wilson was lovely and virtuous. + +About the time the American war ended, I came into this earthly part of +the universe; but nothing occurred for several years of my father's life +to diversify the peaceful enjoyments of his domestic life, or to +interrupt the conscientious and zealous discharge of his pastoral +duties. At length, however, a cloud gathered in the firmament, which +ere long burst on his head, in the wrath of his patron, the Earl of +Bellersdale. + +Local, rather than general politics agitated the district in which his +humble life was cast; and there was a vehement struggle betwixt his +lordship and a neighbouring nobleman for ascendancy in the county. The +ranks of either party were swelled by the multiplication of freehold +qualifications, for the purpose of acquiring votes. One of the +expedients, as is well known, for the attainment of such objects, is the +creation of nominal and fictitious voters, by conferring on the +_friends_ of a political party an apparent, but not a real interest in a +landed estate; and this is practised and justified by a legal fiction, +and a little casuistry, with which political agents are quite familiar. +The ordinary mode in these cases, is to confer such _parchment_ +franchises on dependents and personal connections of the great man who +needs their support--and the Earl of Bellersdale, who had the patronage +of many churches of greater or less value, found, even among the clergy +who had hopes of preferment from his hand, several individuals +sufficiently unscrupulous to accept of such discreditable titles to a +political franchise as freeholders.[I] Amongst others, my father, who +was in good odour at the castle, was deemed a _likely_ person to be +intrusted with so precious a privilege as a right to vote for any tool +of the earl who might be brought forward as a candidate for representing +the shire in Parliament. The factor was despatched to Bellerstown to +offer this high behest to the poor parson, whose ready compliance was +expected, _as a matter of course_. But he calmly and peremptorily +refused the proffered vote, and intimated that he held it derogatory to +the sacred nature of his office to pollute himself with such politics, +and inconsistent with every principle of honour, morality, and religion, +to take an oath, as required by law, that he was possessed of a landed +estate, while, in truth, he had no earthly title to an inch of it. This +scrupulosity gave mortal offence at the castle; and the recusant parson +was doomed to ridicule as a pious fool, and to ruin. And as, in such +cases, when an offending individual is completely dependent on the +offended party, pretexts are never wanting for cloaking the lurking +purpose of mischief: these were soon and easily discovered. If the +minister of Bellerstown discoursed on integrity and truth as Christian +virtues, or on the sacredness of an oath, the earl's underlings bore the +tidings to the castle, where such doctrine was deemed high treason +against the electioneering morality; and the faithful and fearless +minister of religion having rebuked, from the pulpit, some gross and +public enormities and violations of the Sabbath by the canvassers for +the earl's candidate, within the precincts of his pastoral charge, this +was a sad and unpardonable aggravation of his rebellion. Nay, having +published a little tract on the duty of attending public worship, of +which he was the known author, this was regarded as a direct personal +insult to the lord of the manor--because his lordship was so much +engrossed with politics and his other affairs, that he had, for some +time, ceased entirely to go to church. These little incidents were +aggravated by the perfidy of the parson of the parish within which Mr. +Douglas' chapel was situated. That gentleman had formed a scheme for +transferring his residence from the ancient manse, in a remote part of +the parish, to the more populous and flourishing burgh of barony of +Bellerstown--intending to officiate himself in the chapel (receiving, +of course, the additional accommodation applicable to that cure), +and consigning the care of the souls in the parish church to the +schoolmaster--a preacher whom he satisfied with a bonus of L10 or L12 +a-year. And for the accomplishment of this object, it was no difficult +thing, as matters stood, to ingratiate himself into the patron's favour, +and to accomplish his own personal objects, by whispering into the +earl's greedy ear every remark that would suit his purpose, made by Mr. +Douglas, in the most unbounded confidence of private intercourse and +seeming friendship. + + [I] This was written in 1829, before the Reform Act was dreamt + of.--ED. + +When the wrath which had accumulated in the heart of the earl was fanned +to its height, he issued his orders to the factor in the following +decree:--"Rackrent--_Us_"--(a grammatical singularity which his lordship +always used, surpassing even the royal or editorial majesty, indicated +by the first person plural)--"_Us_ is determined to root out that +rebellious fellow Douglas, and to banish him from our grounds. Rackrent, +order Spulzie, the scribe, instantly to serve the fellow with a summons +of removing from Stablebarns; and, do you hear, go to Bellerstown, lock +and nail up the chapel door, and tell the fellow that he shall never +preach there again against _us_. Tell him to go to the devil, as _us_ +will not suffer rebels against our will." + +This mandate was instantly obeyed. Mr. Douglas received the intimation +from Rackrent with surprise, but undismayed; and, his "courage swelling +as the danger swells," he accepted the intimation as a testimony to his +fidelity, and pitied the tyrant who had thus abused his authority. The +earl had the uncontrolled power--there was no appeal from his heartless +decree. Rackrent speedily promulgated in the burgh the purport of his +mission, and ostentatiously performed his task of shutting up the +chapel--putting the key in his pocket. Consternation, and sympathy with +their "ain guid minister and his wife and bairns," spread from house to +house; and it was not till the shadow of night afforded shelter from +observation, that even a few true friends mustered courage to venture +into the house of a proscribed man, and to cheer him with their +condolence. + +Mr. Douglas had an instinctive courage, which prompted him to bear +Rackrent's message without a quiver on his countenance, save perhaps a +momentary expression of scorn on his lip, and a sparkle of indignation +in his keen blue eye. But, after the minion of power had retired, and he +felt himself alone, a cold and chilling emotion gathered round his +heart. He went immediately to the nursery, where his wife was busied in +tending and amusing her children; and having desired Grace Grant (our +attached and only servant, who never was in any other service) to look +after her matters in the kitchen, he communicated to his dear Isobel, +that she and her little ones were thrown destitute. I was too young +(being only four or five years of age at the time) to understand the +import of what he said. But my mother and the elder children knew it +well; and I need not describe the scene. The tears which a brave man +sheds are only those of tenderness and affection--but these are, indeed, +tears of bitterness. Such scenes of love and agony are too sacred to +be disclosed to an unfeeling world; and all I remember of the one now +alluded to, was, that my heart was like to break when I saw those around +me embracing and embraced, in tears and in silence, save the sounds of +sobs which burst from every bosom. + +It was a day of sorrow. Even the youngsters forgot, for a time, that +they required their wonted frugal dinner; and it was not until twilight +succeeded the last blaze of the setting sun, that Grace Grant called +her mistress from the nursery (having heard from a neighbour the +adversity which had befallen), to remind her that tea was ready. My +mother was now much composed, and invited the minister to go to the +parlour. It was a silent procession. My eldest brother carried me in +his arms; and my father led his wife in one hand, while he bore their +younger babe on his other arm. On reaching the parlour, we found tea +prepared by the careful hands of Grace Grant; but, before sitting down +to partake of that comforting refreshment, the minister proposed to +offer up a prayer of resignation to the will of God, and of hope and +trust in his providence. + + "Then kneeling down to Heaven's eternal King, + The saint, the father, and the husband prays: + Hope 'springs exulting on triumphant wing,' + That thus they all shall meet in future days; + There, ever bask in uncreated rays, + No more to sigh or shed the bitter tear; + Together hymning their Creator's praise-- + In such society yet still more dear, + While circling time moves round in an eternal sphere." + +These devout aspirations being ended, an air of calm composure reigned +around my "Father's Fireside." He seated himself in his arm-chair, while +my mother busied herself in preparing tea, and each little one took his +appointed place around the oval wainscot table. The turf fire burned +cheerily on the hearth. The tea-kettle gave out its hissing sounds, +indicative of comfort; and the solitary candle diffused light on the +fair young faces which brightened as the oat-cake and the "buttered +pieces" began to disappear. But the minister's wonted playfulness was +gone; and the decent silence of a Sabbath afternoon was observed even by +the younger boys. + +The visits of their friends were a solace in the first hour of their +unlooked-for adversity. But, after their retirement the vague, +undefined, and gloomy shadows which rose to the contemplation of my +parents, with respect to their future prospects, yielded only a troubled +and unutterable anxiety. Repining and supineness, however, were not +suited to my father's character; for, with mildness, he united decision +and even boldness of spirit. He had, for several years previous to this +explosion of lordly despotism in the patron of his chapel, corresponded +with some of his college friends in the new Republic of America; and +had been encouraged by them, and through them, by one of the most +distinguished of the American patriots, to leave his meagre benefice and +cross the Atlantic. These invitations he had declined; being warmly +attached to his flock, to the Established Church of Scotland, to his +friends at home, and to his country. In his altered circumstances, +however--severed as he was by an arbitrary act over which there was no +moral or legal control, cast destitute from the altar at which he had +ministered with usefulness and acceptance, and having no claims to +immediate patronage in the church--he resolved, with a heavy heart, to +betake himself to that field of exertion in a foreign land to which he +had been so courteously invited. Having adopted this resolution, he +did not waste time in idle whining, but prepared to encounter all the +inconveniences and perils of a long voyage across the deep; aggravated, +unspeakably, by the accompaniments of a wife and six young children, and +hampered by the scanty means which remained to him amidst this wreck of +his hopes of happiness at home. + +But before his final departure from the cold and rocky shore of Scotland +for ever, he wished to take a public leave of his flock. His own chapel +had been shut up; but a reverend friend, in a closely adjoining burgh, +acceded at once to his request, that he might have the use of his pulpit +on the Sunday after the act of ejection which I have already mentioned. +The villagers of Bellerstown were speedily apprised of their minister's +intention; and they and many others attended to hear his farewell +sermon. The church was crowded with an affectionate and even somewhat +exasperated multitude, and the service of the day was characterised by a +more than usual solemnity. All the energy of the preacher's spirit was +called up to sustain him on so trying an occasion; and the unaffected, +earnest, and native eloquence of his pulpit appearances, were heightened +by the emotions which struggled within his bosom. + +His brief but christianlike and dignified address, in which the +tremulous voice of deep emotion was occasionally mingled with the manly +tones of bolder elocution, was listened to in silence deep as death; and +when he descended from the pulpit, Mr. Douglas was surrounded by a +throng of elders, and young men, and humble matrons, who were eager to +manifest their heartfelt reverence for their beloved pastor. + +It were tedious and profitless to detail all the painful circumstances +which intervened betwixt the time now referred to and that of the +minister's embarkation. He experienced, on the one hand, all the +petty vexations which the earl's sycophants could devise for his +annoyance--and, on the other, much of that comfort which springs from +spontaneous tokens of disinterested goodwill and of gratitude, even from +the poor and humble; but the _mens conscia sibi recti_ enabled him to +bear the former with composure, and the latter without vain presumption. + +The day of departure at length arrived--and, young as I was, I still +remember as well as yesterday some of the circumstances. The family +proceeded from the only home I had ever known, towards the harbour, +accompanied by some of the most respectable inhabitants of the village. + +After passing by the chapel, which stood conspicuously on a rising +ground, the party descended a steep road--like a patriarch of old going +on a pilgrimage through the world, with his children around him--to the +quay at which the vessel that was to bear us away was moored. The sea +beach and quays were crowded. The entire population of the burgh seemed +assembled. There were no shouts; but uncovered heads, and outstretched +hands, and old visages glistening with tears of kindness, spoke a +language more eloquent than words can utter. I was carried with my +mother on board the ship. The sails were unfurled, while we were grouped +on the quarter-deck. Most of the family went into the cabin; but my +father sat on a coil of ropes, and I stood between his knees, encircled +by his arm, and looking up in his face, which was occasionally convulsed +with marks of strong but suppressed feeling. The vessel bounded over the +waves of the German Ocean. My father spake not. His eye was still bent +on the rocky cliffs (near which stood his church and dwelling of peace), +after it could not discern the people that clustered on their summits. +He wrapped me in his cloak, and held me to his bosom; and, for the first +time, I felt a sad consciousness that I was without a home in the world. + +My first voyage in life was a rough one. The "Good Intent" of +Bellerstown, in which my father and his family had embarked, as already +stated, was a coasting trader, and was bound on this occasion for Leith, +whence the patriarch of this intended emigration, and his partner, and +little ones, were meant to be transferred to Greenock, as the port of +final embarkation for the United States. To those who have had occasion +to sojourn in such bottoms as the "Good Intent," ere yet the Berwick +smacks and other vessels of a superior class had been established in the +coasting trade of Scotland, it is needless to offer any description of +such a vehicle for the conveyance of human beings--and those who have +never experienced such a transit, can form no adequate conception of the +misery which it exhibits. Let them, however, imagine a small and dirty +cabin, into which no one is admitted save by the companion-door and a +small sky-light that cannot be opened in rough weather--let them +imagine, if they can, the "villanous compound of smells," produced by +confined air, the flavour of bilge water, agitated in the hold of the +ship, and diffused through every creaking crevice, and pitch, and +effluvia of rancid salt meat and broth, and the products of universal +sea-sickness, altogether inevitable in such circumstances--let them +figure such a confined hole filled with human beings, crammed into +smaller holes all around, called beds, or laid on shakedowns upon the +floor, or stretched upon the lockers, in that state of despondency which +overwhelming sickness induces;--and they have a picture of the Good +Intent's cabin and _state-room_ during the voyage to which I refer. Nor +was this all. The weather was boisterous, being the vernal equinox; the +winds cross and tempestuous; and the waves of the sea so tremendous that +the little vessel sunk, and rose, and rolled, as if each succeeding +shock were the last ere she sank for ever into the roaring abyss; while +each convulsion of the bark called forth involuntary moans and shrieks +of distress, which were heard commingled with the whistling of the +tempest, and the dash of the waves, that ever and anon burst on and +swept over the deck. And thus, for the space of fourteen days went the +Good Intent and her inmates, tossed to and fro on the German Ocean, with +no comfort to mitigate the extreme of such unwonted sufferings, save the +rough but hearty kindness of the skipper and crew, when their cares on +deck left them a moment to go below, and offer any attention in their +power. I have made many rough voyages since the time alluded to; but +this one dwells on my memory like the visions in a wild and troubled +dream, surpassing all I have since weathered in intensity of horror and +dismay. + +At length, the expected haven came in sight; and we entered it--safe but +sad enough, the Good Intent entered the Water of Leith at morning tide, +and my childish wonderment was strangely excited by what seemed to my +inexperienced eye a forest of masts and "leviathans afloat," as we were +towed through among the vessels in harbour, until, amidst bawling and +swearing on board and ashore, the Good Intent got a berth at the +Coalhill of Leith. The emigrant party were all speedily taken on shore, +and conveyed to a small inn, where soap and water, and clean clothes, +and breakfast, revived, in no inconsiderable degree, the spirits of the +whole party, after the exhaustion of such a voyage: and the youngsters, +especially, were very speedily interested in the rude bustle which the +shore of Leith usually exhibits. + +Leaving the little colony at Mrs. Monro's ship tavern, on the Coalhill, +my father proceeded to the dwelling of his cousin, Mr. Pearson, who +resided in one of the western suburbs of Edinburgh (where he and his +were expected), in order to announce the advent to a temporary home. It +was after noon ere he returned with his cousin to conduct the rest of +the family; and the whole party proceeded on foot up Leith Walk, and +through a part of Edinburgh, towards Mr. Pearson's hospitable abode, +astonished and bewildered in a scene so new. There we all received a +warm welcome from the good old man and his daughters, and experienced +every attention and kindness which good hearts and the ties of kindred +could suggest. + +Before proceeding to Greenock, to make the necessary arrangements for +the final emigration, Mr. Douglas, while his family were refreshing with +their relatives for a longer voyage than they had already encountered, +paid a visit to an old friend, a clergyman in the country, in whose +parish was situated the noble mansion of Earl H----. The countess of +H---- was a relative of Lady B----, to whom Mr. Douglas had long been +known as an exemplary clergyman, and who, in the day of his adversity +and unmerited persecution, had taken a lively interest in his fate. +Amongst other acts of kindness, she had not only given him an +introductory letter to the countess of H----, but had written +previously, recommending him earnestly to her good offices with the earl +(who was, in all respects, a complete contrast to Lord Bellersdale), and +soliciting some one of the numerous benefices in the church of which the +earl was patron, when a vacancy might occur. Mr. Douglas visited his +friend before delivering his introduction at the great house, and +preached on the Sabbath which intervened during his stay: and the +services of the day having been conducted with that simple and unfeigned +devoutness which lends its highest power to pulpit eloquence, the noble +family, who regularly attended on religious ordinances in their parish +church, were much affected and gratified with the ministration of the +stranger on this occasion; and this effect was not marred to "ears +polite," even by the slight "accents of the northern tongue." Next +morning, the pastor of the parish received an invitation to dine at +H---- House that day, and was requested to bring along with him the +friend who had officiated for him on the preceding Sunday. The +invitation was, of course, accepted; and, on being introduced to the +earl and countess of H----, and his name being announced, Lady H---- +inquired if he were of the north country, when he took the opportunity +of delivering Lady B.'s introductory letter, which showed that Mr. +Douglas was the same person of whom Lady B. had previously written. His +reception by both the noble personages of the mansion was more than +polite; it was kind in the highest degree, and every way worthy of a +generous and high-minded race, whose good qualities have, in various +periods of our history, given lustre to the nobility of Scotland. The +day was spent with mutual satisfaction; and the earl, before parting, +gave Mr. Douglas a cordial shake by the hand, and assured him that the +first benefice that should fall in his gift, should be conferred on +him. Thus they parted; but Mr. Douglas returned to Mr. Pearson's, with +the unaltered purpose of pursuing his voyage to America--the hopes +inspired by the earl's spontaneous promise being too faint and remote, +in their possible accomplishment, to induce procrastination in his +proceedings. The love of his native country yearned in his bosom, and +all the perils and privations to which his little fireside-flock might +be exposed, passed through his thoughts as he drove along the southern +shore of the Forth, on his return; but he could see no immediate +alternative, save to go onward in the path which he had previously +chalked out for himself in his present circumstances. + +Accordingly, after a few days' repose, he set out to Greenock, to make +arrangements for the passage to New York of himself and family. He +applied to an eminent merchant there on the subject, in whose service, +as a clerk, a favourite brother had lived and died. From that gentleman +he received every courtesy and counsel suited to the occasion, and was +offered the passage contemplated gratuitously. He had spent a day or two +only in Greenock, making preparations for the voyage, when, having gone +into the vessel in which he was destined to embark, to hold some +necessary consultation with the master, a packet was brought to him +which had been forwarded by Mr. Pearson to the care of Mr. B. the +merchant. On unsealing it, Mr. Douglas found inclosed a presentation +in his favour, by the Earl of H., to a living in one of the southern +counties of Scotland! + +It were idle in any one who has never experienced a sudden and +unexpected transition in the endless vicissitudes of human life--from a +position encompassed with doubts and darkness, into scenes and prospects +of brighter omen--to attempt any delineation of Mr. Douglas' emotions on +this occasion; for, who can express in language the throb of gratitude +to benefactors, which, in such circumstances, swells the heart beyond +the power of utterance?--or who can convey any adequate notion of the +devout and silent thankfulness which exalts the soul of a good man, +when he sees and feels, in such an event, the manifestation of that +overruling Providence which it is his habitual principle to acknowledge +and adore? + +The American expedition was now abandoned, and Mr. Douglas returned from +Greenock to Edinburgh, with all the despatch which the _Flies_ of those +days rendered practicable. The tidings were soon told, not with proud +exultation, but with the chastened gladness which these were calculated +to impress on his own spirit and all around him; and, instead of packing +up for Greenock, and preparing for crossing the wide Atlantic, nothing +was now talked of in Pearson's kind circle but _plenishing_ for the +manse. + +The day of departure at length arrived, ere yet the young folks had +recovered from the astonishment which everything in the northern +metropolis presented to them as wonders, and before they had become +familiar with the splendours of long rows of lamps, and dazzling +scattered lights over the dusky horizon of the "Auld Toun" in an +evening. One of the most startling of these marvels, I well remember, +was the Cowgate, with its rows of lamps extending beneath the South +Bridge, and seen through the iron balustrades! This was perfect +enchantment to some of us; and I don't believe I have ever seen any +scene of artificial magnificence, since I first looked down on the +Cowgate, that made so strong an impression on me, as a specimen of city +grandeur! + +The vehicle for our conveyance was not, as in these latter days, a +dashing stage-coach and four--for there was nothing of the kind on the +public roads of Scotland fifty years ago--but a caravan or wagon, having +a sort of rail round three sides of it, and covered overhead with a +canvas cloth on strong hoops, with an aperture behind to let in the +travellers, and the fresh air, and the light. Under this primitive +pavilion sat ensconced the parson and spouse on trusses of straw, and +with blankets to keep warmth, if necessary--the bairns being all packed +in and about them, according to their dimensions; and in this fashion on +jogged the cavalcade, consisting of the caravan, and another long cart +with furniture. Two or three days were required for the journey--the +carriers stopping each night at convenient distances in country inns for +the "entertainment of men and horses," where slight and rough +accommodation only was to be had. + +At length, on the third day, the caravansary reached the promised +land--not like that in the Orient, flowing with milk and honey, and +glowing in all the richness of natural beauty; but a long straggling +village of heath-thatched cottages, with about half-a-dozen slated +houses, including the kirk; and, though placed in a valley, on the banks +of a rivulet, yet surrounded on all sides for many miles with the +wildest moorlands in one of the most elevated situations inhabited in +Scotland by human beings. But, what of all this? It afforded a _home_ in +our native land--and we soon learnt by experience that its inhabitants +were among the most kind-hearted and intelligent of the sons of +Caledonia. + +The humble parsonage of Muirden was but a chapel of ease, yielding an +income under one hundred pounds per annum. Yet, with this limited +benefice, the Rev. William Douglas was enabled, by the frugal +housewifery of the mistress, to maintain a decent, and, in his sphere, +even a hospitable household, and to discharge the petty obligations to +friends which he had incurred while "out of bread," and preparing to +cross the deep to a foreign land. Until this last, and, in his +estimation, sacred duty was accomplished, the strictest economy was +observed. The "muckle wheel" and the "little wheel" were heard humming +incessantly in the kitchen; and the bairns were clad in the good +home-made cloths of the domicile; while they were early taught +practically that plain and wholesome, though humble fare at the board, +was all that they ought to desire, and that luxuries and delicacies, +such as load "the rich man's table," were truly a matter of small +moment, and utterly despicable when compared with those luxuries of the +mind, and that superiority of character, which are derived from moral +and intellectual culture. These latter, accordingly, were day by day +pressed on their attention as the proper business of their early +life--and all were habituated to regular and constant attention to +their "lessons," at home as well as in school. + +Nor was this remote parsonage destitute of some strong and interesting +attractions to a generous mind. Muirden was situated in a region which +is consecrated by many events and traditions of "the persecuted times." +There are hill-sides and moss-hags in its vicinity, still known to the +peasant as the places of worship and of refuge to the Covenanters in +days of peril and alarm; and some of Scotland's martyrs were immolated +at the doors of their own huts, the foundation of which may still be +traced, overgrown with the green turf or the heather-bell. To a Scottish +pastor such scenes are classic, grand even in a higher sense than those +of Marathon or Thermopylae--for it was the immutable and holy spirit +which was there kindled, and formed into a flame, that finally won for +Scotland not only the blessings of civil liberty, but the triumphs of +religious truth. + +It was an inspiriting task to serve at the altar among a people who, +though humble, cherished with fondness the memory of their godly +forefathers; and was, indeed, a labour of love, in which the teacher and +the taught found mutual comfort and advantage. Nor were the exercises +of the pulpit the only parts of pastoral duty to which Mr. Douglas +directed his attention and his heart. He visited and soon became +acquainted with all his flock--not formally and pompously, but frankly +and in unaffected kindness; and ere long became the friend and trusted +counsellor of his parishioners, not merely in spiritual, but in their +temporal concerns. And, as a proof of the impression which such a truly +evangelical course of conduct made among his people, I may state that, +within these few years, after the lapse of nearly fifty, I had a call +from a respectable old man, who, having heard I was in Edinburgh, had +found me out, and announced himself to be Mr. ----, who had taught +me the alphabet, and first guided my hand to wield the pen which now +records this incident. I have rarely met with an occurrence more +gratifying to my feelings, than when the old gentleman (for he was a +gentleman in the best sense of the term, though a country schoolmaster) +told me that years had not effaced from his heart and his memory the +kindly affection which he bore to my father and all his children, who +were the objects of his careful tuition, and that he had sought and +found me to give utterance to that feeling. I need not say he got a warm +welcome. He had then retired from the laborious duties of his office, +with a moderate competency, and in a green old age. He has since paid +the debt of nature. Peace to his ashes! It would be well if our +parochial clergy would thus cultivate, not the vulgar arts of wordly +popularity, but, by acts of real kindness, the confidence and the +respect of their flocks. It is thus that the human heart is to be won; +and it is thus that a Christian pastor most effectually + + "Allures to brighter realms, and leads the way." + +There was a peculiarity in the village of Muirden which I must not omit +to notice. It was, perhaps, the first locality in Scotland, so entirely +rural, that had a library established in it. I do not know precisely +the history of that institution; but its supporters were the general +community of the place, who were, in different grades, employed chiefly +in the working of some mines in the vicinity, who devoted a small +portion of their wages, periodically, for the purchase of books for the +library. The fruits of this establishment were visible in the decent and +orderly habits, and in the superior information of the whole population; +presenting a moral picture exactly the reverse of that which too often +characterises the now liberated _ascripti glebae_ who are usually engaged +in such occupations, and who are proverbially the most barbarous and +ignorant class of the community of Scotland--thus furnishing an example, +which is now become pretty general, of supplying an interesting and +improving employment of the hours of relaxation from labour, instead of +misspending the precious intervals at the alehouse or other houses of +debauchery. + +The village of Muirden, too, had the advantage of a resident country +gentleman in its immediate neighbourhood--Mr. Sterling. Such an +auxiliary to the clergyman and schoolmaster in a rural district, is +generally of unspeakable advantage to the moral condition of the +locality, more especially when, as in this instance, he was a man +everyway worthy of his rank and position in society. He possessed an +estate of his own in one of the most beautiful provinces in Scotland; +but, being a man distinguished in science, he had a general supervision +of the works to which I have alluded; and, being thus clothed with +authority, as well as a magistrate in the county, he was ever ready to +co-operate in every measure which was beneficial, and in the repression +of whatever was pernicious, in this little colony. The society and +friendly intercourse which naturally arose betwixt such a country +gentleman and the pastor, formed no slight addition to the enjoyments of +the latter, in a sphere shut out by its position from much personal +intercourse with well-educated men; and, in short, amid mountain and +moor all around, Muirden presented one of the most pleasing pictures +that this country affords of a rural parsonage. + +Mr. Douglas' zealous and faithful discharge of his pastoral duties +did not remain unknown to his noble patron. From the time, indeed, +of his induction at Muirden, the moral movements of that hamlet were +occasionally reported by its guardian, Mr. Sterling, to the family that +was interested in its prosperity; and the unremitting but unobtrusive +ministrations of the village pastor were not of course overlooked. These +were duly appreciated; and, after the lapse of only two or three years, +the Earl of H---- spontaneously, and without any previous communication, +presented Mr. Douglas to the benefice of Eccleshall, which had fallen +vacant by the demise of its minister. This change had the double +advantage of being on the regular establishment of the church, beyond +the risk of any such casualty as had formerly befallen the presentee, +and of having a stipend nearly double the salary at Muirden--a +consideration of no slight moment to a man with a family, however +moderate in his views with regard to temporalities; and it possessed the +further superiority over Muirden, that it was situated on the southern +shore of the Firth of Forth, in a district of country highly cultivated, +and within a few hours' ride of the metropolis. It had the charm of the +most perfect seclusion from the great and bustling world--the church and +manse being situated in a sheltered valley, embosomed amidst a cluster +of ancient trees, which probably were planted ere the Reformation dawned +in Scotland. + +The tidings of this promotion, as it may be deemed, produced, in the +humble dwelling of the pastor of Muirden, that measure of gladness which +is inspired by the smiles of fortune--varying in degree among the +different members of the family according to their intelligence and +their years. To the heads of it, the promised improvement in their +condition afforded the calm, yet exquisite satisfaction which the +prospect of a competence for their little ones, and the means of +educating and preparing them to act their part in life, naturally +awakens; and in the younger members of it, the reported beauties of the +new parish, and the approach of a new journey, excited that joyousness +and vivacity of hope which even invests what is unknown with the +attribute of magnificence. + +After a little while devoted to necessary arrangements--after many +visits paid to all the dwellings of the humble flock of Muirden--after +the interchange of kindly hospitalities among the superior classes of +his neighbours--and after a public and affectionate farewell to all--Mr. +Douglas once more set out with his family on this, his last migration; +and, with the aid of caravan and cart, the family party went on their +way from Muirden to Edinburgh, retracing thus far their steps, on their +journey to Eccleshall; and, in a few days, they were set down in the +court before the manse of Eccleshall, over which two stately lime trees +formed a cooling shade from the fervours of a summer sun. + +Whether the reality corresponded with the several anticipations of the +new comers or not, I will not pretend to affirm; but the arrival had +scarcely been accomplished, ere every room and recess of the manse was +explored, and the neat and beautiful gardens were traversed, and the +glebe surveyed, and the "bonny burnside" visited, and the water +laved from its channel. It was, in truth, a new world to its young +visitants--and appeared, in the superior house accommodation and +rural amenity around, a terrestrial paradise, contrasted with the +circumscribed dwelling on the rocky shore of the German Ocean in the +north, or in the hamlet of Muirden amid the wilderness on the southern +border of Scotland. The sensations and sympathies of that day, and of +seven years which followed it, are yet fresh in my recollection, and +still swell in my heart, as marking the brightest and the happiest +period of my existence. Everything connected with that season of my +life, is still invested in my memory with charms which I have never +since tasted; and my young imagination clothed the vale of Eccleshall +with a brighter verdure and gayer flowers than ever to me bloomed +elsewhere on earth; and the heaven glowed in more resplendent sunshine +than has ever since poured its golden radiance on my vision--for it was +the sunshine of the young spirit still unclouded by a speck on its moral +horizon, and undimmed by a tear of real suffering and sorrow. Are such +youthful enchantments realities in the condition of man? or are they +visions of fancy, which are kindled by a gracious dispensation of +Providence, as a solace to the heart in riper years, when the cares, and +toils, and anxieties of manhood are strewed thick in our path, and frown +heavily in clouds over every stage of our progress? + +In a few days after the house was put in order, the induction of Mr. +Douglas took place; and, although not so impressive as a Presbyterian +ordination, it was to all, his own family at least, an interesting +scene. A numerous assemblage of the parishioners and the reverend +brethren was convened; and the arrival of the latter, successively or in +groups--their friendly greetings in the parlour, their progress to the +church, and their solemn devoir during the service of the day--bore a +character of dignity and impressiveness which does not now generally +belong to such ceremonials. It may, perhaps, be unphilosophical, and not +in accordance with more modern sentiment, to ascribe any efficacy to +mere externals of costume. But it is a principle deeply implanted in +human nature, and not to be stifled by any cold reasoning in the matter, +that external decorum and suitable habiliments in any of the solemnities +of religion and the administration of justice, have a powerful effect +on the great mass of mankind, which it is not wise to cast aside or +contemn. + +It were an easy, and would be a pleasant task, to paint some of the +scenes and characters which presented themselves to my observation even +at that early period of life; but it would be foreign to the object I +had in view, and would swell this humble narrative beyond the limits +assigned to it. That object was merely to delineate some of the features +in the character of a faithful Scottish clergyman, and to exhibit some +of the "lights and shadows" which cheer or cloud his existence, like +that of other men. I have traced his progress through various +alternations of adversity and prosperity, and have placed him in +circumstances such as usually fill up the measure of a Christian's +ambition--a position of usefulness to those within the sphere of his +influence, and of comfort in his temporal condition. During the space of +seven years, it was the lot of the individual who, in real life, was the +prototype of our story, to enjoy health, and strength, and domestic +felicity, and to discharge his duties with zeal and advantage in the +parish of Eccleshall; but, returning home after nightfall, from +attending a meeting of synod in Edinburgh, he caught a severe cold in +riding during a stormy night, which affected his lungs; and, ere long, +his indisposition assumed all the symptoms of pulmonary consumption. + +Our tale of humble life now draws to a close. In the course of a few +months, the indisposition of Mr. Douglas assumed all the symptoms of +a settled consumption, which continued to present to his family and +friends the alternations of hope and of fear, that are the unfailing +companions of that subtle visitation. A sea voyage, native air, and all +other expedients suggested by skill or affection, were tried in vain; +and, in the fiftieth year of his age, the minister of Eccleshall +returned to the bosom of his family, with a full anticipation that the +distemper under which he lingered would, ere long, prove fatal. His +eyes sparkled with more than wonted lustre--his benevolent and +intelligent countenance glowed with the delicate hectic flush which so +often marks the progress of consumption--and the healthy, but not robust +frame of its victim, became emaciated and feeble. The fall of the year +179-, brought the chilling blasts of November to quench the flickering +spark of life in his bosom. + +I was despatched one cold morning on the pony for Mr. Blythe, a +neighbouring clergyman and friend, to pay my father a visit. We rode +together from his manse to Eccleshall; and, on his arrival, he remained +alone with my father, engaged in those hallowed communings betwixt a +dying man and his spiritual comforter which it is unseemly and +sacrilegious in any case to disclose to mortal eyes. After a +considerable space thus spent, the whole family, including the servants, +were, by my father's directions, summoned to the side of his couch, in +the Red Room, where he reposed. When all were assembled, he intimated, +with composure and resignation, that he was conscious of the near +approach of death, and addressed a few sentences of admonition and +affection to them all; and, having done so, he requested Mr. Blythe to +unite with his household in prayer and praise--requesting that the last +hymn in the beautiful collection of sacred lyrics attached to our +national psalmody, might be sung. My father's pulpit psalm-book was +brought to Mr. Blythe. It is now before me, and I transcribe, from its +page, with a vivid recollection of the scene now referred to, one of the +solemn stanzas of that touching anthem:-- + + "The hour of my departure's come, + I hear the voice that calls me home; + At last, O Lord! let troubles cease, + And let thy servant die in peace!" + +Mr. Blythe breathed, rather than sung the hymn, in the notes of +Luther's hundredth psalm; and he did it with the accompaniment of +tremulous and broken accents from all around the couch. The tears of +unutterable sorrow were shed by all, save my mother, whose grief could +not find a vent in tears. The voice of psalms was quenched amid the sobs +which burst from every heart; and, during the singing of the last +portion of it, the pious man who guided these orisons, sympathized so +deeply in the passion of lamentation which encompassed him, that his +accents were scarcely audible. The overpowering scene was closed by a +brief and pathetic prayer to the Most High, that to His dying servant he +would "stretch out His everlasting arms," and "to the friendless prove a +friend." + +A few hours more, and the scene of life had passed away from the mortal +vision of William Douglas. I saw him die. It was the first deathbed I +had ever seen. There are many occurrences in life which fill the mind +with awe; but I have never been conscious of any emotion so profound and +solemn as that which possessed me during the last day of my father's +life. I witnessed the expiring flame in those dread moments when time is +blent with eternity, and when the last sigh seems to waft the immortal +spirit into a state of existence of which no adequate conception can be +formed. After all was over, and the breath of life had fled, I could not +believe my senses, that the prop of my affections was gone from my love +and my embrace, and that all which remained on earth of my father, +protector, and gentle monitor, was a lifeless wreck on the shore of +time. The world appeared to my young eye and heart as a wide scene of +mere darkness and desolation. + +I will not dwell on subsequent events. The funeral obsequies performed, +the family councils were of a melancholy description. As to worldly +matters, it was ascertained that there was very little debt--not more +than could be fully paid by the current stipend and other limited +means; but, beyond this, all was a dreary blank. The only means of +subsistence to which my widowed mother could look with certainty, was +her small annuity of L25 a-year; while one only of the family (the +eldest boy, who had been educated as a surgeon, and had got an +appointment in the East India Company's service) could do ought to eke +out the means of life for the family. In the depth of her affliction, +she would say, with pious confidence, in the language of scripture, "I +have never seen the righteous man forsaken, or his seed begging their +bread." + +But, leaving these painful retrospects, it may not be inappropriate to +note briefly the career of the earl of Bellersdale, whom I had occasion +to advert to in the earlier part of this story. He survived my father +many years, and spent his life devoid of domestic happiness or public +respect, in the accumulation of wealth and the pursuits of sordid +ambition. He lived detested and despised of mankind; and, dying +unlamented by any one human being, he destined the vast treasures which +he had amassed, to constant accumulation, not to be enjoyed fully by his +heirs, but for the creation of a princedom of indefinite extent and +wealth. But the honours of the Bellersdale family were speedily +tarnished. A spendthrift successor squandered all the revenues which he +could touch; and the last time I visited that part of the country, the +splendid mansion of Bellersdale Castle was stripped of all its movables; +the collections of many years of aristocratic pride--the pictures, the +statues, the very board destined for baronial hospitality--were all +brought to the hammer for payment of a tailor's bill for gewgaws to +grace a court pageant; and the nominal inheritor of the wide domains and +honours of his lordship's house, is an obscure and useless, though +good-natured dependent upon Hebrew usurers and Gentile pettifoggers--a +mere cumberer of the ground--a sycophant of the vulgar! + +I need not point the moral of my tale. + + + + +THE SEERS' CAVE. + + "The desert gave him visions wild-- + The midnight wind came wild and dread, + Swell'd with the voices of the dead; + Far on the future battle-heath + His eye beheld the ranks of death: + Thus the lone seer, from mankind hurl'd, + Shap'd forth a disembodied world." + SCOTT. + + +In a certain wild and romantic glen in the Highlands of Scotland, there +is a cave opening beneath the brow of a huge overhanging cliff, and half +concealed by wreathed roots and wild festoons of brier and woodbine. +Several indistinct traditions remain of this cave's having been, in +former days, the abode of more than one holy hermit and gifted +seer. From these it derived the name which it commonly received, +Coir-nan-Taischatrin, or, The Cave of the Seers. At a little distance +within the glen, upon its sunny side, stood Castle Feracht. The +elevation on which it was built, gave it a prospect of the whole glen, +without detaching it from the hills and woods around; and a space had +been cleared of trees, so that, though completely surrounded, their +leafy screen only curtained, not obscured it. + +Castle Feracht had long been the residence of a powerful branch of the +Macphersons. In that far retirement repeated generations of that daring +family had grown up and rushed forth, like young eagles from their +mountain-eyrie, to the field of strife; and not unfrequently never to +return. Such had been the fate of Angus Macpherson, in consequence of an +accidental encounter with the Gordons, between whom and the Macphersons +there had long subsisted a deadly feud. The death of his father had the +effect of fixing upon the mind of his son Ewan Macpherson a feeling of +stern and deadly resentment against all who had ever been the foes of +his turbulent clan. The stripling seemed to fret at the slow pace of +time, and to long for those years in which his arm might have sufficient +force to wield his father's broadsword, that he might rush to vengeance. +Such had often been his secret thoughts, when he at length reached a +period of life which made him able to put the suggestions of his +vindictive mind into execution; but a strong and arousing spirit, to +which we need not farther allude, passed over the land, and he forgot +for a time his personal animosities, in feelings and purposes of a more +general and absorbing nature. The powerful sympathy of thousands, +lending all their united energies towards one point, and laying aside +their individual pursuits, in order to contribute to the advancement of +that all-engrossing aim, laid its influence upon his soul, and he joined +the company, and aided in the general plans of those whom he would have +joyed to have met in deadly combat. Those against whom his hostility had +been less violent, he had learned to meet almost on terms of friendship, +though dashed at times with looks of coldness. + +Among those half-forgiven foes, was Allan Cameron, a younger son of that +family of the Camerons which stood next in hereditary dignity to the +chief. The feud between the Macphersons and Camerons had never been very +deadly, and might, perhaps, have been forgotten, had Macpherson been +less accustomed to "rake up the ashes of his fathers." Cameron, though +still a very young man, had been obliged early to mingle with the world, +and had acquired that habit of ready decision which gives its possessor +an ascendancy over almost all with whom he has any intercourse. +Notwithstanding his youth, therefore, he was of considerable influence, +and being brought repeatedly into contact with Macpherson, there was +something of a shy and distant friendship between them. Cameron soon +perceived the coldness of Macpherson; but, as his own generous and +cultivated mind was far superior to the influence of prejudices, such +as had thrown a gloom over the whole being of Macpherson, he knew not, +never dreamt, that he was an object of secret dislike to him; and, with +his usual frank kind-heartedness, exerted himself to win the favour of a +man so distinguished for personal daring as the dark-browed lord of Glen +Feracht. + +During the course of the operations in which they were engaged, the +decisive resolution and activity of Cameron had repeatedly attracted the +notice of Macpherson. Several times had he said to himself, "Were he not +a Cameron, he would be a gallant fellow!" At length, one day Macpherson +was severely wounded, and rescued from immediate death by the fearless +intrepidity and fiery promptness of Cameron. Macpherson's stern +sullenness was subdued. Ere yet recovered from his wounds, he clasped +Cameron's hand in token of cordial friendship; and so far laid aside his +distant coldness, as to invite Allan Cameron to accompany him to Glen +Feracht, when their present enterprise should have come to a +termination. + +That termination came sooner than had been expected; and Cameron found +it not only convenient but prudent to accompany his fellow soldier to +the secret retreat of Castle Feracht. Cameron, an ardent admirer of +nature's beauties, yielded all his soul to the emotions inspired by the +wild and rugged entrance to Glen Feracht; nor could he suppress repeated +exclamations of delight when all the softer beauties of the quiet glen +opened upon his sight. Macpherson observed his admiration, and paced +over the daisied sward of his own valley with a more lofty step. Nor was +there less proud satisfaction in his heart and eye as he conducted his +guest to the hall of his fathers, and presented to him his only sister, +bidding her, at the same time, know in Allan Cameron the preserver of +her brother's life. + +Elizabeth Macpherson rose and stepped blushing forward to receive her +young and gallant guest. She was just on the verge of womanhood--that +most fascinating period, when the tender and deep sensibilities of the +woman begin to give a timid dignity to the liveliness of the girl. The +open and rather ardent expression of her happy countenance was sweetly +repressed and tempered by the pure veil of maidenly modesty; yet her +graceful and commanding stature, the fire of her bright blue eye, and +her free and stately step and gesture, told that the spirit of her +fathers dwelt strong in the bosom of their lovely daughter. The heart of +Allan Cameron bounded and fluttered in his breast, as he advanced to +salute this beautiful mountain-nymph. He had braved, undaunted, the brow +of man when darkened with the frown of deadly hostility, but he shrank +with a new and undefinable tremor before the blushing smile of a +youthful maiden's cheek and eye. His self-possession seemed for once to +have forsaken him; and had Macpherson been acquainted with the human +heart, he must have seen that a new and irresistible feeling was rapidly +taking possession of his generous preserver's bosom. He saw in it, +however, but the awkwardness of a first interview between two strangers +of different sexes; and, in order to relieve Cameron, led him away to +see all the beautiful and romantic scenery of the glen, particularly +Coir-nan-Taischatrin. + +But it was not long ere the graceful person and fascinating manners of +Cameron made an impression upon the artless and warm-hearted maiden. At +first, her brother's intimate friend, the preserver of his life, had, in +her view, just claims to her attention and grateful kindness; but she +soon felt that she esteemed, not to say loved him for himself. The +preserver of her brother would at all times have been dear to her; but +Allan Cameron woke in her heart a feeling inexpressibly more deep, more +tender, more intense. + +Art had little influence in directing the conduct of the youthful +lovers; and it was not long till they experienced all that heaven of +delight which arises in the heart upon being assured of the mutual +return of affection. They had, however, kept their love hid from Ewan +Macpherson; both because his dark and gloomy manner forbade all +approaches to familiar confidence, and because, from the peculiar nature +of love, mystery and concealment are necessary to give it its highest +zest. Whatever might be the cause, certain it was that Allan Cameron and +Elizabeth Macpherson planned the little excursions, which they now +frequently made together, in such a manner that they might, as much as +possible, avoid being seen by Ewan. + +At length, however, the suspicions of the proud chieftain were +aroused. It had never entered into his mind that Cameron might, by any +possibility, raise his presumptuous hopes so high as to dream of loving +the sister of Ewan Macpherson; and no sooner did he suspect the truth, +than he dashed from his mind every friendly and grateful feeling towards +the man who had saved his life; and saw in Allan Cameron only the +hereditary foe of his clan, whose daring insolence had attempted to +disgrace the name of Macpherson, by seeking to win the heart of its most +loftily descended maiden. Full of resentment at what he deemed so deep +an insult, he was ranging the groves and thickets of Glen Feracht in +quest of Cameron, like a wolf prowling for his unconscious victim. + +The evening sun was at that time throwing his long lines of slanting +glory across the summits of the mountains, and lighting the clouds of +the west with a radiance too dazzling to be gazed upon, yet too +magnificent to permit the eye and the excited soul to wander for a +moment from the contemplation of its celestial splendour. Upon a gentle +eminence, whence the castle and the greater part of the glen might be +distinctly viewed, stood the lovers. They gazed with silent delight on +the beauty and magnificence of the scene around them; yet, amidst their +engrossing raptures, they had still enough of individual feeling +remaining to be sensible of that warm palpitation of the heart, which, +in the presence of a beloved object, so greatly enhances every feeling +of delight. On a sudden, they were startled by a rustling noise in the +adjoining thicket; and immediately forth bounded Bran, Macpherson's +staghound, his master's constant attendant. + +"My brother must be near," said Elizabeth, in an anxious whisper; "and +we shall be discovered. Good Heavens! what shall we do?" + +"Perhaps he may not have seen us," replied Cameron: "you can hasten to +the castle, and I shall attempt to detain him here till you shall have +reached it." + +She gave no answer; but, casting around a glance of great alarm, and +fixing one tender, anxious look for one moment upon Cameron, she +hastened away through secret but well-known paths. She did not, however, +escape the eye of Ewan Macpherson, who had thus unseasonably approached +the lovers in their retirement. At this discovery, madness swelled in +his heart and boiled along his veins; but, suppressing his passion, he +approached with haughty stateliness the spot where Cameron stood, +apparently fixed in deep and all-engrossing admiration of the glowing +beauties of earth and heaven. + +"The beauties of animated nature appear to have charms in the tasteful +eyes of Allan Cameron," said Macpherson, as he advanced. + +"They have," replied Cameron; "and who could stand on this lovely spot +and witness so much beauty and magnificence, without feeling a glow +of rapture pervade his whole frame, and chain him to the place in +delighted admiration! How happy ought the man to be who can call a place +of such loveliness and grandeur his own!" + +"Stay! hold! Allan Cameron; let us understand each other. Does Allan +Cameron mean to say that these woods and streams of Glen Feracht, the +lofty mountains around him, the tints of the evening sky over his head, +and these alone, have stirred up his soul to this pitch of enthusiasm? +Or must Ewan Macpherson flatter himself that his sister's charms have +also had some slight influence in producing these rapturous emotions?" + +Uncertain whether Macpherson was in earnest or in jest, Cameron +hesitated to answer; and continued gazing on the mountain top, bright, +and crimson, and airy, as if it terminated in an edge of flame. + +"Dishonour blast the name of Macpherson, if I endure this!" exclaimed +the fierce Ewan, bursting into a tumult of fury. "Proud Cameron! dost +thou disdain to answer the chief of the Macphersons? Are we fallen so +low that a Cameron shall despise us? Speak! answer me! else I strike +thee to my foot like a base hound! Hast thou dared to mention love--even +to think of love for the sister of Macpherson?" + +"And where were the mighty offence, though a Cameron should aspire so +high as to love the sister of Macpherson?" + +"Where were the offence?--I tell thee, boy, he had better never have +seen the light. But I will not trifle with thee. Hast _thou_ so dared?" + +"I am little used to answer such interrogations. But I would not +willingly quarrel with Ewan Macpherson. My heart must have been colder +than it is, could I have enjoyed the company of Elizabeth Macpherson +without yielding me to that influence of witching beauty which softens +and subdues the soul." + +"Thou hast not said--thou dost not dare to say--thou lovest her! +Cameron, I have felt friendship for thee. Thou hast resided in the hall +of my fathers. My hand is withheld from thee. But, if thou dost not +renounce, at once and for ever, all pretensions to the love of Elizabeth +Macpherson, thou hast looked thy last on this green earth and those +glorious heavens." + +"Renounce all pretensions to the love of Elizabeth Macpherson! I tell +thee, proud man, that the daughter of the highest Macpherson might think +herself honoured by an alliance with a Cameron." + +"Insolent serf! unsay thy words, or maintain them with thy +sword!--Crouch, like a low-born slave as thou art, and beg Macpherson's +pardon, if thou darest not bare thy coward blade." + +"Macpherson, thou didst not call me slave or coward, when, side by side, +we two stemmed the stream of battle in its wildest rage;--nor was it a +coward blade that hewed out a safe retreat for thee, when thine own arm +waxed weak and thy steps were unequal on the field of the slain." + +"Thou dost well to speak of what thou knowest will prevent me from +chastising thy base treachery. 'Tis what I might have expected;--'tis +done like a cowardly Cameron!" + +"But that thou hast a sister, Macpherson, that taunt had cost thee dear. +Thou knowest that thou speakest falsely." + +"Falsely!--defend thee, villain, or die like a slave! The feud of our +fathers is but renewed--their spirits behold our strife!" cried +Macpherson, and, drawing his claymore, rushed upon Cameron almost before +his blade was bared for the combat. + +Macpherson, transported to a pitch of frenzy, thought not of artful +skill, dreamt not of personal danger. He showered blow on blow with the +intemperate fury of a maniac; all his aim, every effort, being directed +to destroy his foe. Cameron, with less bodily strength, was possessed of +calm and dauntless courage, superior skill in the use of his weapon, and +unmatched personal activity. Unwilling to harm the brother of the object +of his affection, he only defended himself, retiring and warding off the +furious but aimless blows of Macpherson. The frowning cheek and brow of +the baffled chief waxed grimmer with disappointed hate; and, changing +his mode of attack, he swept circling round his young and agile +antagonist, endeavouring thus to throw him off his guard. Cameron, +turning dexterously on his heel, held him still at the sword's point, +and allowed him to expend his strength in desperate efforts of fierce +but ineffectual violence. During their combat, however, some of +Macpherson's _gillies_ approached the spot; and Cameron perceived them +nearing him with kindling eyes, and holding in their impatient hands the +_skean dhu_ half unsheathed. He knew that Macpherson was as honourable +as brave; and he knew that he might with perfect safety trust his life +to the honour of any highlander, under any circumstance where the +peculiar honour of his clan was not concerned. But he also knew that no +clansman would esteem any deed a crime which should preserve the life or +the reputation of his chief. There was, he saw, but one means of saving +his life. Collecting all his strength, he beat aside one of Macpherson's +furious blows, and bounding upon him as a crouching tiger springs upon +his prey, he wrenched his claymore from his hand, dashed him to the +earth with the mere violence of the assault; wielding a weapon in either +hand, he struck to the ground two of the opposing clansmen, plunged into +the thickets as a mountain stag bursts through his covert when the +opening pack is near, and disappeared in an instant among the crashing +and closing boughs of the underwood. Foaming with disappointed rage, +Macpherson sprung from the ground, snatched a _skean dhu_ from one of +his prostrated followers, and shouting, "Revenge!" rushed into the +thickets in headlong pursuit. In vain. A fleeter foot than that of Allan +Cameron never pressed the mountain heath, and, in a short time, he was +far beyond all danger from his enraged pursuer; who, after ranging every +dell and nook in vain, returned to Castle Feracht, chafing and foaming +with impotent rage, and uttering dire but unavailing threats of +vengeance. + +What would it avail to relate the chieftain's wrath, when he found +himself compelled to forego his hopes of sweet revenge, and to endure +what he esteemed a new and a more daring insult? Fret and chafe as he +might, he knew that his high-souled sister would not be deterred, by +threats of personal injury, from following the bent of her own +inclination. He therefore assembled his followers in her presence, and +caused them all to bind themselves, by a deep oath, to avenge the +quarrel of their chief upon Allan Cameron, should he ever dare to set +foot within Glen Feracht; enforcing his commands by threats of deadliest +vengeance, should any clansman show him favour, hold intelligence with +him, or meet him in terms of peace. Elizabeth Macpherson saw his +purpose; but she scorned to display her emotion. A flush indeed mantled +her brow, and her eye shed one sparkle of indignation--but she remained +silent. Fraternal affection was banished the halls of Castle Feracht. An +increasing gloom and moodiness of heart began to sink upon the rugged +chief; and, at length, to prevent his dark soul's loneliness from +becoming altogether insupportable, he began to take an interest in the +affairs, first of his own clan, next of the neighbouring clans, and +finally of the nation. He thus became acquainted with many a wild and +many a wondrous legend, which might otherwise never have reached his +observation; and his rather uncultivated mind was not able to resist the +encroachments of superstition. Among others, a firm belief in the +reality of the _taisch_, or second-sight, took possession of his mind; +and he listened to the many almost incredible relations concerning it, +with a wild excitement of spirit. These changes in the manners and +pursuits of Macpherson, were, from time to time, reported to Allan +Cameron, in spite of the stern threats which had been denounced against +all who should hold intercourse with him. A youth, the cho-alt (foster +brother) of Allan Cameron, had repeatedly, under the assumed character +of a wandering hunter, entered within the precincts of Glen Feracht, +where he was unknown; and, picking up all the information that could be +obtained, without awakening suspicion, returned with it to his youthful +chief. + +Ewan Macpherson was one day informed, by his aged _henchman_, Ranald +Glas, that a second-sighted man had arrived in the glen, conducted, +according to his own account, by the power of the taisch: that he was +extremely old, and his visions were appallingly vivid: his thoughts were +terror, and his words were fire. The revelations of things to come +passed frequent and powerful across his soul, bright and living as +realities; and his language was that of one who constantly held strange +communication with scenes and beings not of this world. Though his foot +had never before trod the heath of Glen Feracht, he described, with the +most perfect accuracy, its castle, stream, and cave; saying that he was +come to lay his bones beside those of the ancient seers and holy men who +had inhabited Coir-nan-Taischatrin. This was enough to rouse the +curiosity of Macpherson. Pursuing his inquiries, he learned that the +seer had taken up his abode in the cave, and that he had already +foretold to some of the clan things, part of which were accomplished, +and the rest expected with the utmost confidence. In order to satisfy +his curiosity, Macpherson determined to visit the hoary seer, and learn +from himself the nature of his visions. + +The shadows of the pine and oak were stretching far across the ravine in +the slant evening sunshine, when Ewan Macpherson appeared in front of +the cave. His eye could not penetrate the deep darkness within it; and, +yielding to a feeling of indescribable awe which crept over his soul, he +remained for some time silent and motionless before its entrance. At +length he ordered one of his gillies to acquaint the wondrous inmate +that Ewan Macpherson wished to hold some converse with him. Forward came +the venerable man; and his appearance, in the dimming twilight, had no +tendency to diminish the strange delirium of superstitious feelings +which had absorbed the whole mind of the bewildered chief. The sage bent +one searching glance upon his visitor; and, seeming to have penetrated +the state of his mind, advanced into more open view. + +A long and squared rod seemed to support his shaking frame as he came +forward, tottering and halting at every step. The shaggy hide of an +enormous wolf, thrown loosely over his shoulders, served partly to +clothe him, partly to disguise his form by the air of savage wildness +which a garment so uncouth gave its wearer. From his belt depended some +instruments, with the use of which Macpherson was entirely unacquainted; +together with a _skean dhu_ of exquisite and uncommon workmanship. His +bonnet alone was like that of other men; for what could a true +highlander substitute for the blue bonnet? but he neither doffed it, +nor made any motions of obeisance as he approached. A long white beard +flowed half down his bosom, waving heavily and solemnly as he moved. The +fire of an intensely bright eye was half hid by his deep, grey, shaggy +eyebrows; yet, from beneath that grim penthouse, they emitted occasional +sparklings like diamonds in the dark. + +"Chief of Macpherson!" said he, in a deep hollow voice, "man of the +dark brow and ruthless hand! what seekest thou with Moran of the Wild?" +But, ere Macpherson could reply, the sage cast the wolf hide back from +his right shoulder--extended the long square rod in his firmly clenched +hand--raised himself up to his full height, while his eyes seemed +starting from their sockets, and gleaming like two balls of living fire, +and his whole frame agitated, and as if it were dilating with the +internal workings of his wild visionary spirit. Macpherson shook and +shrunk in his presence. + +"They come! they come!" exclaimed the seer--"the wild, the dreadful, the +undefinable, the unutterable, the shadowy forms and seemings of things +and actions to be! They crowd upon me in powers and numbers unendurable, +inconceivable! Words never formed by human breath sound within my heart, +and tell of things that mortal tongue may never utter. Eyes, clear, +cold, dead, bright, and chill as winter moonshine, look into my soul, +and fill it with all their lucid meanings! Oh, scene of blood and woe! +when wilt thou end? Thou bright-haired angel, must the doom be thine! +Fair lady of the stately brow! oh! let me see no more!" His lips +quivered, but he uttered not another word. He remained fixed, rigid, +statue-like, as if chilled into stone, bereft of life and motion, by the +terrible vision. At length his extended arm dropped by his side; and, +heaving a long, shuddering sigh, he leaned his drooping frame upon his +rod, trembling and exhausted. + +After a considerable pause, Macpherson ventured to address him, with the +intention of inquiring into the nature of his vision. "Speak not to me, +Ewan Macpherson," said he. "Seek not to know the fate thou wilt and must +know all too soon. Thy path through life has been blood-stained and +devious. No warnings may now avail thee. But that lady--might she be +rescued from misery and horror! Chief! if the safety and happiness of +thy father's daughter be dear to thee, bid her assume the spirit of her +race, and come alone to Coir-nan-Taischatrin. Tell her that Moran of the +Wild has that to reveal to her which concerns her, and thee, too, +deeply. And mark me, Chief! unless thou ceasest to pursue the feuds of +thy fathers, thy course will be brief, and bloody will be its close." +Thus saying, he turned and feebly dragged his spent and tottering form +into the dark and awe-inspiring cave. + +Stunned and bewildered, incapable of thought or reflection, and +staggering like one who walks in his sleep, Macpherson wandered back +towards Castle Feracht. With a strange expression of vague astonishment +and hesitation he gazed upon his sister. At length he found words: +"Elizabeth Macpherson, if the honour of thy name, if thy own safety +and happiness can move thee; if thy brother's life--but that is a +trifle--assume the spirit of thy fathers, and go alone to +Coir-nan-Taischatrin. Moran of the Wild has that to tell thee which +deeply concerns thy safety and happiness. Canst thou execute his desire? +He is a fearful man!" At his first words the blood forsook her cheek, +and her heart sank within her; but, ere he ceased speaking, a wild +surmise flashed gleaming across her soul. + +"Brother!" replied she, "the daughter of Angus Macpherson dare go alone +to Coir-nan-Taischatrin, and hear whatever the sage may have to tell. +Fear not for me. Do not, by impatience or needless anxiety for my +safety, rashly interrupt our interview. Ere long, you shall know what +warnings or what information the seer has to impart." Then, with a +stately and determined step, and an eye kindled with an ambiguous +expression of ardent hope or daring resolution, she bent her way to +the dreaded cave. + +The fearless maiden approached the cave. She spoke; but the voice that +answered was that of Allan Cameron. The wolf's hide was soon thrown +aside, and he stood before her in the graceful garb of a mountain +warrior; his noble countenance beaming with courage and triumphant +love. Taking advantage of the time which Macpherson would delay at the +castle, awaiting the expiration of their interview, they hastily fled +from the hostile glen, and soon reached a concealment where the faithful +cho-alt had horses prepared for their escape. Words would be feeble to +express the fury of Ewan Macpherson when, after waiting till his +patience was exhausted, he explored the cave, and found that he had been +deceived, and that by the man whom he had begun to consider as his +deadliest foe. He determined to take fearful vengeance upon Cameron, and +all of his clan whom he might be able to overpower. Before he could get +his purpose put in execution, he chanced to meet a small party of the +Gordons; when, forgetting every other thought but that of his burning +desire of vengeance on those who slew his father, he rushed upon them; +and, bursting into the midst of them, was assailed on all sides, and +wounded so severely that, though he was rescued by his own followers, +and was completely victorious, he died ere he could be brought back to +Castle Feracht. Dying unmarried, his estate and power passed to his +sister, and from her to one of her younger sons, upon his dropping the +name of Cameron, and retaining that of Macpherson alone. An amicable +termination was thus put to the feud between the two families. A +descendant from this auspicious union still resides in Castle Feracht, +and occasionally relates, with considerable pleasure, the tradition of +Coir-nan-Taischatrin. + + + + +THE LAIDLEY WORM OF SPINDLESTON HEUGH. + +A TALE OF THE ANGLO-SAXONS. + + "Word went east, and word went west, + And word is gone over the sea, + That a Laidley Worm in Spindleston Heugh + Would ruin the north countrie. + + "All folks believe within the shire + This story to be true, + And they all run to Spindleston + The cave and trough to view. + + "This fact now Duncan Frazier, + Of Cheviot, sings in rhyme, + Lest Bamboroughshire-men should forget + Some part of it in time."--_Ancient Ballad._[J] + + [J] The popular Ballad of the Laidley (or loathly) Worm of + Spindleston Heugh, was composed by Duncan Frazier, the Cheviot bard, + more than five hundred years ago, and had rendered the legend familiar + far beyond the Borders. The tradition has doubtless been commemorated by + the ancient Saxon bards, when old Duncan turned it into rhyme; and it is + under this supposition that the present tale is told, the narrator being + understood to be a wandering bard of the Saxon race. + + +"Tell me, old man," said a Northumbrian chief to a Saxon bard who +claimed his hospitality, "tell me a tale of the olden time--a legend of +the race of Woden." + +The bard bowed his head and began:--Great was Ida, the flame-bearer, +above all the kings of the isles. His ships covered the sea in shoals, +and his warriors that launched them on the deep were stronger than its +waves. He built the towers of Bamborough on the mighty rock whose shadow +darkens the waters. He reared it as a habitation for his queen, and he +called it by her name.[K] Wheresoever he went, strong places were +consumed, kings were overthrown and became his servants, and nations +became one. But Ida, in the midst of his conquests, fell in battle, by +the red sword of Owen, the avenging Briton. Then followed six kings who +reigned over Bernicia, from the southern Tyne even to the Frith of Dun +Edin. But the duration of their sovereignty was as a summer cloud or +morning dew. Their reigns were as six spans from an infant's hand, and +peaceful as an infant's slumber. + + [K] According to the venerable Bede, the name of Ida's queen + was Bidda, and the original name of Bamborough, Biddaburgh. + +But to them succeeded Ethelfrith the Fierce--the grandson of Ida--the +descendant of the immortal Woden. His voice, when his ire was kindled, +was like the sound of deep thunder, and his vengeance fleeter than the +lightning. He overthrew princes as reeds, and he swept armies before him +as stubble. His conquests extended from where clouds sleep on the brow +of Cheviot, to where the heights of terrific Snowdon pierce heaven. Men +trembled at his name; for he was as a wolf in the fold, as an eagle +among the lesser birds of heaven. + +Now, the wife of Ethelfrith's bosom died; she departed to the place of +spirits--to the company of her fathers. She left behind her a daughter, +Agitha,[L] with the tresses of the raven's wing; and she was beautiful +as sunbeams sparkling from morning dew amongst the flowers of spring. +Her eyes were bright as the falcon's, but with their brightness was +mingled the meekness of the dove's. The breath of sixteen summers had +fanned her cheeks. Her bosom was white as the snow that lay in winter on +the hills, and soft as the plumage of the sea-fowl that soared over the +rocks of her lofty dwelling. + + [L] In the old ballad she is called Margaret. + +A hundred princes sighed for the hand of the bright-haired Agitha; but +their tales of love had no music for her ear, and they jarred upon her +soul as the sounds of a broken instrument. She bent her ear only to +listen to the song of affection from the lips of the Chylde Wynde--even +to Chylde Wynde of the sharp sword and the unerring bow, who was her own +kinsman, the son of her father's brother. His voice was to her as the +music of water brooks to the weary and fainting traveller--dear as the +shout of triumph to a conquering king. Great was the Chylde Wynde among +the heroes of Bernicia. He had honoured the shield of his father. He had +rendered his sword terrible. Where the battle raged fiercest, there was +his voice heard, there was his sword seen; war-horses and their riders +fell before it--it arrested the fury of the chariots of war. Bards +recorded his deeds in immortal strains, and Agitha sang them in secret. + +Yet would not Ethelfrith listen to the prayer of his kinsman, but his +anger was kindled against him. The fierce king loved his daughter, but +he loved dominion more. It was dearer to him than the light of heaven, +than the face of the blessed sun. He waded through blood as water, even +the blood of his victims, to set his feet upon thrones. He said unto +himself--"Agitha is beautiful--she is fairer than her mother was. She is +stately as a pine, lifting its head above the sacred oaks. She is lovely +as the moon when it blesseth the harvest fields. A king only shall +possess her hand, and give a kingdom in exchange for it." + +Thus spoke her father, the mighty Ethelfrith, whose word was power, +and whose purpose was fixed as the everlasting rocks on which the +foundations of the earth are built. He said, therefore, unto the Chylde +Wynde--"Strong art thou in battle, son of my brother; the mighty bend +before thy spear, and thy javelins pierce through the shields of our +enemies. As an eagle descendeth on its prey, so rusheth my kinsman to +the onset. But thou hast no nation to serve thee--no throne to offer +for my daughter's hand. Whoso calleth himself her husband, shall for +that title exchange the name of king, and become tributary unto me--even +as my sword, before which thrones shake and nations tremble, has caused +others to do homage. Go, therefore, son of my brother, take with thee +ships and warriors, and seek thee a people to conquer. Go, find a land +to possess; and when with thy sword and with thy bow thou hast done +this, return ye to me, bringing a crown in thy left hand, and in thy +right will I place the hand of Agitha with the bright hair, whose eyes +are as stars." + +"O king!" answered the Chylde--"thou who holdest the fate of princes +in thy hands, and the shadow of whose sceptre stretcheth over many +nations--the uplifting of whose arm turneth the tide of battle--swear +unto me, by the spirit of mighty Woden, that while I am doing that which +thou requirest, and ere I can return to lay a crown at thy feet, swear +that thou will not bless another king, for an offered kingdom, with the +hand of Agitha, in whom my soul liveth!" + +Then did the wrath of the king wax terrible; his eyes were as consuming +fires, even as the fire of heaven when it darteth from the dark clouds +of midnight. His countenance was fierce as the sea, when its waves boil +and are lifted up with the tempest. In his wrath he dashed his heel upon +the floor; and the armour of conquered kings, the spoils of a hundred +battles, rang round the halls of Ida. + +"Shall the blood of my brother," he cried "stain the floor of his +father? Boy! ask ye an oath from a king, the descendant of Woden?[M] +Away! do as I command thee, lest ye perish!" + + [M] It may be necessary to mention, that the imaginary deities + of the Saxons were named Woden, Tuisco, Thor, Frea, and Seator. They + also worshipped the sun and moon. Woden was their god of war; and from + him Ida and his descendants professed to spring. We need hardly add that + it is after these objects of pagan worship that we still name the days + of the week; as Woden's day (Wednesday), Thor's day (Thursday), Frea's + day (Friday), &c. &c. + +Then did the Chylde Wynde withdraw from before the anger of the great +king, in the presence of whom, in his wrath, the life even of his +kindred was as a spider's thread. He sought Agitha with the rainbow +smile, where she sat with her maidens, in the groves of Budle, +ornamenting a robe of skins for her father, the mighty Ethelfrith. The +sea sang its anthem of power along the shore, and the caves of the rocks +resounded with the chorus of the eternal hymn. The farthest branches of +the grove bent over the cliff that overhung the sounding sea. The birds +of heaven sang over her head, and before her the sea-birds wheeled in +myriads, countless as the sand upon the shore, like burnished clouds +over the adjacent isles. Their bright wings flashed in the sun, like the +fitful fires that light the northern heavens. + +The warrior Chylde drew near where the princess sat. There was gloom and +sorrow on his brow. The echoes of the grove answered to his sighs. +Agitha heard them. She beheld the cloud of anguish that was before his +countenance. The robe of skins dropped from her hand. Her eyes, that +were as the morning light, became dim. She arose and went forward to +meet him. + +"Wherefore," she inquired, "does my hero sigh, and why sits heaviness on +the brightness of his face? Art not thou renowned in song as the warrior +of the dauntless heart and the resistless sword? Art not thou the envy +of princes--the beloved of the people--the admired by the daughters of +kings? And can sadness dwell upon thy soul? Oh! thou who art as the +plume of my father's warriors, and as the pride of his host, if grief +hath entered into thy bosom, let it be buried in mine." + +Then thus replied the warrior Chylde:--"Agitha--thou that art fairer, +milder than the light that plays around the brows of the summer moon, +and dearer to me than a mother's milk to the lips of her babe--it is for +thee that my countenance is sad, and my soul troubled. For thy father +has pierced my spirit with many arrows; yea, even with the poisoned +arrows of a deadly foe. He hath wrung my soul for thee, Agitha. Thou +didst give me thy heart when the sacred moon rose over the rocky Ferns +and beheld us; and while the ministering spirits that dwell in its beams +descended as a shower of burning gold upon the sea, and, stretching to +the shore, heard us. We exchanged our vows beneath the light of the +hallowed orb, while the stars of heaven hid their faces before it. Then, +Agitha, while its beams glowed on my father's sword, upon that sword I +swore to love thee. But our vows are vain. Daughter of kings! our love +is sorrow. Thy father hath vowed, by the mighty Woden, that thou shalt +be the wife of a king, and that a kingdom shall be the price of thy +hand. Yet will I gather my warriors together. They number a thousand +spears; they have a thousand bows. The charge of their spears is as the +rushing of the whirlwind. The flight of their arrows hides the face of +the sun. Foes perish at their approach. Victory goeth before their face. +Therefore will I go forth into a far country. I will make war upon a +strange people, that I may take the kingdom from their ruler, and +present his crown unto thy father for the hand of my Agitha." + +The maiden wept. Her head sank on her bosom like a fair flower weighed +down with dew. Tears stood in the eyes of the warrior. + +"Weep not, daughter of heroes!" he said; "the tide of battle is in the +hands of Woden. He will not turn it against a descendant of his race. I +will return to thee in triumph. I will throw a crown at thy father's +feet, and rush to the arms of Agitha. Thou wilt greet me again with thy +smile of love--with thy voice that is sweeter than the music of spring. +Thy heart, which is dearer than life, shall be my kingdom; and thy +bosom, that is whiter than the breast of the wild swan, my throne. I +will fly to thee as the hunted deer to its covert--as a bird to its nest +where its young await it." + +Thus departed the warrior, and Agitha returned to her maidens; she sat +down amongst them and mourned. + +Gormack, the weird, a thane of the Pictish race, had his dwelling near +the giddy cliffs where the young eagles scream to the roar of the dark +waters of the Forth. He had a daughter whose beauty was the theme of all +tongues. Her fame went over the land like the sound of shells--yea, like +the sound of shells when the wind is hushed, and the moon is bright in +the heavens. Fair was the daughter of Gormack as the lily that groweth +by the brook. Her hair was as the finest fleece when it is purified. It +fell down her back in ringlets. It was bright as the golden clouds that +encircle the throne of the rising sun--as the golden clouds when they +are dipped in silver. Her father held counsel with spirits of evil. They +were obedient to his will. He invoked them to endue his daughter with +more than mortal beauty, that she might inflame the soul of princes, and +sit upon their throne. Such was the tale of men. Her beauty was the +burden of the song of bards. In their chorus to swell the praise of +others, they said that they were "lovely as the fair daughter of +Gormack." + +The tale of her charms was heard by Ethelfrith. It was heard by the +fierce in war--the impetuous in love--the victor in battle--yea, even +by Ethelfrith, king of Bernicia. "I will see the fair daughter of the +thane," said the proud king, to whose will even war and the mighty in +war did homage. Moreover, Gormack the thane was his vassal. He had sworn +to his obedience. + +The king went forth to the dwelling of Gormack, among the cliffs. +Ealdormen,[N] comites,[O] and thanes,[P] attended him. The weird thane +came forth to meet him; he bowed his head and made obeisance. + + [N] Earls. + + [O] Companions. + + [P] Thanes signified men high in power, of various degrees of rank. + +Ethelfrith beheld Bethoc the Beautiful; and the songs that he had heard +in her praise were as an idle tale, for her loveliness exceeded the +power of song. The soul of the fierce king melted within him. It was +subdued by the sorcery of her charms. + +"Give me," said he unto her father--and commandments ever fell from his +lips--"give me Bethoc to be my wife; for she is more lovely than the +morning star. She is fit for a warrior's bride; she shall be THE LADY[Q] +of Bernicia." + + [Q] THE LADY was the appellation given to a queen amongst the + Anglo-Saxons. + +Again the weird bowed his head. He knelt upon his knee. He presented his +daughter to the king. Then did Ethelfrith take her by the hand. He led +her forth to his chariot of war, through the midst of his ealdormen, his +comites, and his thanes, who were in great power and resistless in war, +and they made obeisance to her as she passed through the midst of them. +They saluted her as their queen. Her breast swelled with exultation. +Pride flashed from her eyes, as the sun bursting from a cloud dazzleth +the eye of the gazer. The king gazed upon her beauty as a dreamer upon a +fair vision. + +Now, the beauty of Bethoc was sin made lovely. Her bosom was as a hill +where the vine and the cedar grew, and where flowers shed forth perfume; +but beneath which a volcano slept. To the eye was beauty, beyond were +desolation and death. Pride, hatred, and envy, encircled her soul. She +was sold unto evil, even as her father was. The spirit of destruction, +in answer to her father's prayer, had formed her a beautiful destroyer. +Whatsoever was lovely that she looked upon in envy, withered as though +an east wind passed over it--the destroying wind which blighteth the +hopes of the husbandman. + +At the going down of the sun, the king, and his fair queen, Bethoc, with +his mighty men, drew near to the tower which Ida had built on the +mountain-rock, and all the people of the city came forth to meet him, +and to greet their queen. + +The bards lifted up their voice; they styled her the fairest of women. + +"Fair is the wife of the king," replied an aged thane, "but fairer is +Agitha, his daughter! Bethoc, the queen, is a bright star, but Agitha is +the star of the morning--fairest of the heavens!" + +Queen Bethoc heard the words of the aged thane, and she hated Agitha +because of them. The spirit of evil spread his darkness over her soul. +He filled her breast with the poison of asps, her eyes with the venom of +the adder that lures to destruction. + +At the entrance of the tower of kings stood Agitha, lovely as the +spirits that dwell among the stars, and give beauty to the beings of +earth. She knelt before the queen. She offered her a daughter's homage. + +"Rise, beautiful one! inspirer of song!" said the queen; "kneel not to +me, for I am but a star--thou art the star of the morning. Hide not thy +face from before men. Let them serve and worship thee." + +Cold were her words as water which droppeth from the everlasting +icicles in the caves of the north. As is the mercy of the tears of the +crocodile, so was the kindness of her looks. Envy and hatred gleamed in +her eyes, like lightnings round the sides of a dark cloud. + +The countenance of Agitha fell; for she knew that her father in his +wrath was fiercer than the wild boar of the forest when at bay; and she +feared to reply to the sneer of the wife in whom his eyes delighted. + +Queen Bethoc, the daughter of Gormack, knew that men said she was less +beautiful than Agitha, the daughter of the king. When they walked by the +clear fountains or the crystal brooks together, the fountains and the +brooks whispered to her the words which men spoke--"Agitha is the most +lovely." Therefore did the queen hate Agitha with a great and deadly +hatred. As the sleuth-hound seeketh its prey, so did she seek her +destruction. As the fowler lureth the bird into his net, so did she lie +in wait for her. Yet she feared to destroy her openly, because that she +was afraid of the fierce anger of her husband Ethelfrith, and his love +for his daughter was great. + +Sleep fled from her eyes, and colour forsook her cheeks, because of her +envy of the beauty of Agitha, and the hatred which she bore her. She +spoke unto her father Gormack, the weird thane, that he would aid her +with his sorceries against her. Then did they practise their unclean +spells, and perform their dark incantations to destroy her; but their +spells and incantations prevailed not, for the spirit of Woden protected +Agitha. + +Now, there resided at that time in a dark cave, in the heugh which is +called Spindleston, an enchantress of great power, named Elgiva--the +worker of wonders. Men said that she could weave ropes of sand, and +threads from the motes of the sunbeams. She could call down fire from +the clouds, and transform all things by the waving of her magic wand. +Around her hung a loose robe, composed of the skins of many beasts. Her +feet and her arms were bare, and they were painted with strange figures. +On her face, also, was the likeness of the spirits that ministered to +her will. She was fearful to look upon. Men fled at her approach. The +beasts of the field were scared by her shadow. Round her head was +wreathed a crown of fantastic hemlock--round her neck a corslet of +deadly nightshade. On her left arm coiled a living snake, and it rested +its head upon her bosom. In her right hand she held a wand dipped in the +poison of all things venomous. Whatsoever it touched died--whatsoever it +waved over was transformed. No human foot approached her cave--no mortal +dared. The warrior, who feared not a hundred foes, quailed at the sight +of Elgiva, the enchantress, the worker of wonders. Unclean reptiles +crawled around her cave--the asp, the loathsome toad, and the hissing +adder. Two owls sat in the farthest corner of the cave, and their eyes +were as lamps in its darkness. They sat upon skulls of the dead. A tame +raven croaked in the midst of it. It was told that the reptiles, the +owls, and the raven, were objects of her enchantment--warriors, and the +daughters of warriors, transformed by the waving of her wand. + +Now, when Bethoc could find no rest because of the greatness of her +hatred for Agitha, and, moreover, as she herself had communed with +impure spirits, she overcame the terror which the name of Elgiva spread. +She sought her aid. In the dead of night, when the moon had gone to +rest, yea, when clouds and darkness had blotted out the stars that were +left to watch in the heavens, she went forth from the tower of kings. +She stood before the cave of the enchantress. She lifted up her voice +and cried--"Elgiva--worker of wonders! the feared of mortals--come +forth!" + +The owls clapped their wings and screamed; the ravens croaked, and +the adders hissed. From the darkness of her cave the voice of the +enchantress came forth--it came forth as a voice from the grave, +saying--"Who amongst the children of mortals dareth to call upon the +name of Elgiva?--or, what deed of sin bringeth thee hither?" + +"The queen," answered Bethoc, "the wife of the mighty Ethelfrith, she +calleth thee, she invoketh thine aid. The strongest spirits obey +thee--the spirits of the earth, of the air, and of the sea. Then help +me, thou that art more powerful than the kings of the earth, that art +stronger than the fate of the stars; help--rid me of mine enemy whom I +hate, even of Agitha, the daughter of the king. Make her as one of the +poisoned worms that crawl within thy cave. Or, if thou wilt not do this +thing to serve me, when my right hand hath shed her blood, turn from me +the fierce wrath of her father the king." + +Again the voice of the enchantress came forth from the cave, saying--"In +seven days come unto me again--bring with thee the Princess Agitha; and +Elgiva, the enchantress, will do towards her as Bethoc, the daughter of +the weird thane, hath requested." + +Thus did the queen, while Ethelfrith, her lord, was making war against a +strange king in a far country. + +Darkness lay heavy on the hills, it concealed the objects on the plains. +The seven days, of which the enchantress had spoken, were expired. + +"Maiden," said the queen unto Agitha, "rise and follow me." + +Agitha obeyed; for the fear and the commandment of her father were upon +her. Two servants, men of the Pictish race, also followed the queen. She +went towards the cave of the enchantress. Agitha would have shrunk back, +but the queen grasped her hand. The swords of the men of the Pictish +race waved over her. They dragged her forward. They stood before the +cave of the potent Elgiva. + +"Elgiva! worker of wonders!" exclaimed the queen; "Bethoc, thy servant, +is come. The victim also is here--Agitha, the morning-star. By thy +power, which is stronger than the lightning, and invisible as the wind, +render loathsome her beauty; yea, make her as a vile worm which crawleth +on the ground, with venom in its mouth." + +Again was heard the deep voice of the enchantress, mingled with the +croaking of the raven, and the screeching of the owls, as she rushed +from her cave, crying--"It shall be as thou hast said." + +Terror had entranced the soul of the fair Agitha--it had brought a sleep +over her senses. The enchantress grasped her hand. She threw her arm +around her. + +"Away, accursed!" she exclaimed unto Bethoc the queen; "fly! lest the +power of the enchantment fall upon thee also. Fly! lest it overtake thee +as darkness overtaketh the benighted traveller. Fly! ere the wand of the +worker of wonders is uplifted, and destruction come upon thee." + +The followers of Bethoc quaked with dismay. They turned with her and +fled to the tower of Ida. Of their outgoing and their incoming none +knew. + +The maidens of Bernicia wept when the loss of Agitha was known. +"Beauty," said they, "hath perished. Agitha, whose face was as the face +of heaven when its glories appear--as the face of the earth when its +flowers give forth their fragrance--Agitha is not!" And because she was +not, the people mourned. Queen Bethoc alone rejoiced, and was silent. + +Dismay and wonder spread over the land--for a tale was told of a +serpent-worm, fearful in magnitude and of monstrous form, which was seen +at Spindleston, by the cave of Elgiva--the worker of wonders--the woman +of power. + +The people trembled. They said of the monster--"It is Agitha, the +beloved!--the daughter of our king, of conquering Ethelfrith. Elgiva, +the daughter of destruction, who communeth with the spirits of the air, +and defeateth armies by the waving of her wand, hath done this. She hath +cast her enchantments over Agitha, the fairest of women--the meekest +among the daughters of princes." + +The bards raised songs of lamentation for her fate. "Surely," said +they, "when the Chylde Wynde cometh, his sword, which maketh the brave +to fall and bringeth down the mighty, will break the enchantment." And +the burden of the songs was--"Return, O valiant Chylde, conqueror of +nations--thou who makest kings captives, return! Free the enchanted! +Deliver the beautiful!" + +Now, the people of the land where the Chylde and his warriors landed, +were stricken with terror at their approach. They fled before them, as +sheep fly upon the hills when the howl of the hungry wolf is heard. He +overthrew their king, he took possession of his kingdom. He took his +crown, and he brought it to Ethelfrith, whose ambition was boundless as +the sea. He brought it as the price of Agitha's hand. + +It was morn. The sun rose with his robes of glory over the sea. Bethoc, +the daughter of Gormack the weird, stood upon the turrets of Ida's +tower. She was performing incantations to the four winds of heaven. She +called upon them to lift up the sea on their invisible wings, to raise +its waves as mountains, and whelm the ships upon its bosom. But the +winds obeyed not her voice, and the sea was still. In the bay of Budle +lay the vessels of the Chylde Wynde, and the weapons of his warriors +flashed in the sunbeams and upon the sea. Therefore was the spirit of +Queen Bethoc troubled. It was troubled lest the enchantment should be +broken--Agitha delivered from the spell, and her wrongs avenged. + +As a great wave rolleth in majesty to the shore, so advanced the warrior +ships of Chylde Wynde, the subduer of heroes. The people came forth to +meet him with a shout of joy. "He is come," they cried; "the favoured of +the stars, the Chylde of the sharp sword, is come to deliver Agitha the +beautiful, to break the spell of her enchantment." + +He heard the dark tale. His bosom heaved. He rent the robe that covered +him. His grief was as the howling of the winter wind, in a deep glen +between great mountains. He threw himself upon the earth and wept. + +But again the spirit of Woden came upon him. It burned within his bosom +as a fierce flame. He started to his feet. To his lips he pressed the +sword of his father. He vowed to break the enchantment that entombed his +betrothed. + +He rushed towards the cave of Elgiva, the worker of wonders. His +warriors feared to follow him. The people stood back in dismay. For by +the waving of Elgiva's wand she turned the swords of warriors upon +themselves, she caused them to melt in their hands. + +At the mouth of her cave stood the enchantress. By her side lay the +serpent-worm. + +"Daughter of wickedness!" shouted the Chylde, "break thy accursed spell; +restore the fair form of my Agitha, else the blood of thy heart shall +dissolve the charm." + +"Hearken, O Chylde," cried the enchantress; "thou subduer of kings, thou +vanquisher of the strong--sharp is thy sword, but against me it hath no +power. Would it pierce the breast that suckled thee?--the breast of her +that bore thee?" + +From the hand of the warrior dropped his uplifted sword. "Mother!" he +exclaimed. He fell on his knees before her. + +"Yea, thy mother," answered the enchantress; "who, when her warrior +husband fell, fled to the desert, to the cave, and to the forest, for +protection--even for protection from the love and from the wrath of +Ethelfrith the fierce, the brother of thy warrior father, whose eyes +were as the eagle's, and his arm great of strength. Uncouth is the +habit, wild is the figure, and idle the art of thy mother. Broken is her +wand which the vulgar feared. That mine eyes might behold my son, this +cave became my abode. Superstition walled it round with fire." + +"And Agitha?" gasped the warrior. + +"Behold!" answered she, "the loathly worm at the feet of thy mother." + +The skins of fish of the deep sea were sewed together with cords--they +were fashioned into the form of a great serpent. + +"Come forth, my daughter!" cried the enchantress. Agitha sprang from her +disguise of skins. She sank on the breast of her hero. + +The people beheld her from afar. Their shout of joy rang across the +sea. It was echoed among the hills. A scream rose from the tower of +Ida. From the highest turret Bethoc the queen had sprung. In pieces +was her body scattered at the foot of the great cliff. They were gathered +together--they were buried in the cave of Elgiva. From her grave crawled +an unclean beast, and it crawleth around it for ever. + +Ethelfrith died in battle. Woden shut his eyes and saw him not, and he +fell. And Elgiva, the enchantress, the worker of wonders, was hailed as +Rowena, the mother of Wynde, the subduer of princes; yea, even of Chylde +Wynde, the beloved, and the lord of Agitha the Beautiful. + +Such was the tale of the Saxon bard. + + + + +THE SABBATH WRECKS. + +A LEGEND OF DUNBAR. + + +It was a beautiful Sabbath morning in the autumn of 1577: a few small +clouds, tinged with red, sailed slowly through the blue heavens; the sun +shone brightly, as if conscious of the glory and goodness of its Maker, +diffusing around a holy stillness and tranquillity, characteristic of +the day of rest; the majestic Frith flashed back the sunbeams, while, on +its bosom, slowly glided the winged granaries of commerce; there, too, +lay its islands, glorying in their strength--the May, shrouded in light, +appeared as a leviathan sunning in its rays--and the giant Bass, covered +with sea-fowl, rose as a proud mountain of alabaster in the midst of the +waters. A thousand boats lay along the shores of Dunbar. It was the +herring season--and there were many boats from the south and from the +north, and also from the coast of Holland. + +Now, tidings were brought to the fishermen that an immense shoal was +upon the coast; and, regardless of its being Sabbath morning, they began +to prepare their thousand boats, and to go out to set their nets. The +Rev. Andrew Simpson, a man possessed of the piety and boldness of an +apostle, was then minister of Dunbar; and, as he went forth to the kirk +to preach to his people, he beheld the unhallowed preparations of the +fishermen on the beach; and he turned and went amongst them, and +reproved them sternly for their great wickedness. But the men were +obdurate--the prospect of great gain was before them, and they mocked +the words of the preacher. Yea, some of them said unto him, in the words +of the children to the prophet--"Go up, thou bald head." He went from +boat to boat, counselling, entreating, expostulating with them, and +praying for them. + +"Surely," said he, "the Lord of the Sabbath will not hold ye guiltless +for this profanation of his holy day." But, at that period, vital +religion was but little felt or understood upon the Borders, and they +regarded not his words. + +He went to one boat, which was the property of members of his own +congregation, and there he found Agnes Crawford, the daughter of one +of his elders, hanging upon the neck of her husband, and their three +children also clung around him, and they entreated him not to be guilty +of breaking the Sabbath for the sake of perishing gain. But he regarded +not their voice; and he kissed his wife and his children, while he +laughed at their idle fears. Mr. Simpson beheld the scene with emotion, +and approaching the group--"John Crawford," he exclaimed, addressing the +husband, "you may profess to mock, to laugh to scorn the words of a +feeble woman; but see that they return not like a consuming fire into +your bosom when hope has departed. Is not the Lord of the Sabbath the +Creator of the sea as well as of the dry land? Know ye not that ye are +now braving the wrath of him before whom the mighty ocean is a drop, and +all space but a span? Will ye, then, glory in insulting his ordinances, +and delight in profaning the day of holiness? Will ye draw down +everlasting darkness on the Sabbath of your soul? When ye were but a +youth, ye have listened to the words of John Knox--the great apostle of +our country--ye have trembled beneath their power, and the conviction +that they carried with them; and when ye think of those convictions, and +contrast them with your conduct this day, does not the word _apostate_ +burn in your heart? John Crawford, some of your blood have embraced the +stake for the sake of the truth, and will ye profane the Sabbath which +they sanctified? The Scotsman who openly glories in such a sin, +forfeits his claim to the name of one, and publishes to the world that +he has no part nor communion with the land that gave him birth. John +Crawford, hearken unto my voice, to the voice of your wife, and that of +your bairns (whose bringing up is a credit to their mother), and be not +guilty of this gross sin." But the fisherman, while he regarded not the +supplications of his wife, became sullen at the words of the preacher; +and, springing into the boat, seized an oar, and, with his comrades, +began to pull from the shore. + +The thousand boats put to sea, and Mr. Simpson returned sorrowful from +the beach to the kirk, while Agnes Crawford and her children followed +him. That day he took for his text, "Remember the Sabbath day to keep +it holy;" and, as he fearlessly and fervidly denounced the crime of +Sabbath-breaking, and alluded to the impious proceedings of the day, his +hearers trembled, but poor Agnes wept aloud, and her children clung +around her, and they wept also, because she wept. But, ere the service +had concluded, the heavens began to lower. Darkness fell over the +congregation--and first came the murmur of the storm, which suddenly +burst into the wild howl of the tempest. They gazed upon each other in +silent terror, like guilty spirits stricken in their first rebellion by +the searching glance of the Omniscient. The loud voice of psalms was +abruptly hushed, and its echo mingled with the dreadful music of the +elements, like the bleating of a tender lamb, in the wind that sweepeth +howling on the mountains. For a moment, their features, convulsed and +immovable, were still distended with the song of praise; but every +tongue was silent, every eye fixed. There was no voice, save heaven's. +The church seemed to rock to its foundations, but none fled--none moved. +Pale, powerless as marble statues, horror transfixed them in the house +of prayer. The steeple rocked in the blast, and, as it bent, a knell, +untolled by human hands, pealed on the ears of the breathless multitude. +A crash followed. The spire that glittered in the morning sun lay +scattered in fragments, and the full voice of the whirlwind roared +through the aisles. The trees crouched, and were stripped leafless; and +the sturdy oak, whose roots had embraced the earth for centuries, torn +from the deep darkness of its foundations, was uplifted on the wings of +the tempest. Darkness was spread over the earth. Lightnings gathered +together their terrors, and, clothed in the fury of their fearful +majesty, flashed through the air. The fierce hail was poured down as +clouds of ice. At the awful voice of the deep thunder, the whirlwind +quailed, and the rage of the tempest seemed spent. + +Nothing was now heard save the rage of the troubled sea, which, lashed +into foam by the angry storm, still bellowed forth its white billows to +the clouds, and shouted its defiance loud as the war-cry of embattled +worlds. The congregation still sat mute, horrified, death-like, as if +waiting for the preacher to break the spell of the elements. He rose to +return thanks for their preservation, and he had given out the lines-- + + "Lord, in thy wrath rebuke me not, + Nor in thy hot rage chasten me," + +when the screams and the howling of women and children rushing wildly +along the streets, rendered his voice inaudible. The congregation +rose, and hurrying one upon another, they rushed from the church. The +exhortations of the preacher to depart calmly were unheard and unheeded. +Every seat was deserted, all rushed to the shore, and Agnes Crawford and +her children ran, also, in terror, with the multitude. + +The wrecks of nearly two hundred boats were drifting among the rocks. +The dead were strewed along the beach, and amongst them, wailing widows +sought their husbands, children their fathers, mothers their sons, and +all their kindred; and ever and anon an additional scream of grief +arose, as the lifeless body of one or other such relation was found. A +few of the lifeless bodies of the hardy crews were seen tossing to and +fro; but the cry for help was hushed, and the yell of death was heard no +more. + +It was, in truth, a fearful day--a day of lamentation, of warning, and +of judgment. In one hour, and within sight of the beach, a hundred and +ninety boats and their crews were whelmed in the mighty deep; and, +dwelling on the shore between Spittal and North Berwick, two hundred and +eighty widows wept their husbands lost. + +The spectators were busied carrying the dead, as they were driven on +shore, beyond the reach of tide-mark. They had continued their +melancholy task for near an hour, when a voice exclaimed--"See! +see!--one still lives, and struggles to make the shore!" + +All rushed to the spot from whence the voice proceeded, and a young +man was perceived, with more than mortal strength, yet labouring in the +whirling waves. His countenance was black with despair. His heart panted +with suffocating pangs. His limbs buffeted the billows in the strong +agony of death, and he strained, with desperate eagerness, towards the +projecting point of a black rock. It was now within his grasp, but, +in its stead, he clutched the deceitful wave that laughed at his +deliverance. He was whirled around it, dashed on it with violence, and +again swept back by the relentless surge. He threw out his arms at +random, and his deep groans and panting breath were heard through the +sea's hoarse voice. He again reached the rock--he grasped, he clung to +its tangled sides. A murmur moaned through the multitude. They gazed one +upon another. His glazed eyes frowned darkly upon them. Supplication and +scorn were mingled in his look. His lips moved, but his tongue uttered +no sound. He only gasped to speak--to implore assistance. His strength +gave way--the waters rushed around the rock as a whirlpool. He was again +uplifted upon the white bosom of the foam, and tossed within a few yards +of the wailing but unavailing crowd. + +"It is John Crawford!" exclaimed those who were enabled to recognise his +features. A loud shriek followed the mention of his name--a female +rushed through the crowd, and the next moment the delicate form of Agnes +Crawford was seen floating on the wild sea. In an instant, a hundred +plunged to her rescue; but, before the scream of horror and surprise +raised by the spectators when they beheld her devoted but desperate +purpose, had subsided, she was beyond the reach of all who feared death. +Although no feminine amusement, Agnes, from a child, had delighted in +buffeting the waters as though she felt at home upon their bosom; and +now the strength of inspiration seemed to thrill through her frame. She +was hidden from the gaze of the marvelling spectators, and a deep groan +crept along the shore. She again appeared, and her fair hand grasped the +shoulder of the drowning man! A shout of wild joy rang back on the +deserted town. Her father, who was amongst the multitude, fell upon his +knees. He clasped his hands together--"Merciful Heaven!" he exclaimed, +"Thou who stillest the tempest, and holdest the waters in the hollow of +thy hand, protect--protect my child!" + +The waters rioted with redoubled fury. Her strength seemed failing, +but a smile of hope still lighted up her features, and her hand yet +grasped her apparently lifeless burden. Despair again brooded on the +countenances of her friends. For a moment, she disappeared amongst the +waves; but the next, Agnes Crawford lay senseless on the beach, her arm +resting on the bosom of him she had snatched from a watery grave--on +the bosom of her husband. + +They were borne to their own house, where, in a few minutes, she +recovered; but her husband manifested no sign of vitality. All the means +within their power, and that they knew, were resorted to, in order to +effect his resuscitation. Long and anxiously she wept over him, rubbing +his temples and his bosom, and, at length, beneath her hand his breast +first began to heave with the returning pulsation of his heart. + +"He lives!--he breathes!" she exclaimed; and she sank back in a state of +unconsciousness, and was carried from the room. The preacher attended by +the bedside, where the unconscious fisherman lay, directing and +assisting in the operations necessary for restoring animation. + +In a few hours the fisherman awoke from his troubled sleep, which many +expected would have been the sleep of death. He raised himself in the +bed--he looked around wistfully. Agnes, who had recovered, and returned +to the room, fell upon his bosom. "My Agnes!--my poor Agnes!" he cried, +gazing wistfully in her face--"but, where--where am I?--and my bairnies, +where are they?" + +"Here, faither, here!" cried the children, stretching out their little +arms to embrace him. + +Again he looked anxiously around. A recollection of the past, and a +consciousness of the present, fell upon his mind. "Thank God!" he +exclaimed, and burst into tears; and when his troubled soul and his +agitated bosom had found in them relief, he inquired, eagerly--"But, oh, +tell me, how was I saved?" + +"John," said the aged elder, the father of Agnes, "ye was saved by the +merciful and sustaining power o' that Providence which ye this morning +set at nought. But I rejoice to find that your heart is not hardened, +and that the awful visitation which has this day filled our coast with +widows and with orphans, has not fallen upon you in vain; for ye +acknowledge your guilt, and are grateful for your deliverance. Your +being saved is naething short o' a miracle. We a' beheld how long and +how desperately ye struggled wi' the raging waves. A scream burst +upon my ear--a woman rushed through the crowd--and then, John!--oh, +then!"---- But here the feelings of the old man overpowered him. He +sobbed aloud, and pausing for a few moments, added--"Tell him, some o' +ye." + +The preacher took up the tale. "Hearken unto me, John Crawford," said +he. "Ye have reason, this day, to sorrow, and to rejoice, and to be +grateful beyond measure. In the morning, ye mocked my counsel and set +at nought my reproof; and as ye sowed so have ye reaped. But, as your +faither-in-law has told ye, when your face was recognised from the +shore, and your name mentioned, a woman screamed--she rushed through the +multitude--she plunged into the boiling sea, and in an instant she was +beyond the reach of help!" + +"Speak!--speak on!" cried the fisherman eagerly; and he placed his hands +on his heaving bosom, and gazed anxiously, now towards the preacher, and +again towards his Agnes, who wept upon his shoulder. + +"The Providence that had till then sustained you, while your fellow +creatures perished around you," added the clergyman, "supported her. She +reached you--she grasped your arm. After long struggling, she brought +you within a few yards of the shore; a wave overwhelmed you both and +cast you upon the beach, with her arm--the arm of your wife that saved +you--upon your bosom!" + +"Gracious Heaven!" exclaimed the fisherman, pressing his wife to his +bosom--"my ain Agnes!--was it you?--was it you?--my wife!--my saviour!" +And he wept aloud, and his children wept also. + +But the feelings of the wife and the mother were too strong for words. +I will not dwell upon the joy and gratitude of the family to whom the +husband and the father had been restored as from the dead. It found a +sorrowful contrast in the voice of lamentation and of mourning, which +echoed along the coast like the peal of an alarm-bell. The dead were +laid in heaps upon the beach, and, on the following day, widows, +orphans, parents, and brothers, came from all the fishing towns along +the coast, to seek their dead amongst the drowned that had been gathered +together; or, if they found them not, they wandered along the shore to +seek for them where the sea might have cast them forth. Such is the tale +of the Sabbath wrecks--of the lost drave of Dunbar. + + +END OF VOL. 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