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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Limit + +Author: Ada Leverson + +Release Date: March 31, 2009 [EBook #28465] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIMIT *** + + + + +Produced by Ewa Jaros, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's Note: + + +The original spelling and punctuation were retained, +except for a few issues that were believed to be +typographical mistakes. The full list of corrections +can be found at the end of this document. + + + * * * * * + + + +THE LIMIT + + + + + + + =THE LIMIT= + + BY + + ADA LEVERSON + + LONDON + CHAPMAN & HALL + +Originally published 1911 by Grant Richards Ltd. +Reissued 1950 by arrangement with the Richards Press Ltd. + +Printed by Brüder Rosenbaum, Vienna, Austria +Cat. No. 5085/4 + + + + +TO ROBERT ROSS + + + + + +CONTENTS + + +Chapter Page + +I VALENTIA 11 + +II HARRY 24 + +III VAN BUREN 32 + +IV THE ELDER MRS. WYBURN 37 + +V ROMER 43 + +VI HARRY'S ENTERTAINMENT 47 + +VII DAPHNE 62 + +VIII IN FANCY DRESS 70 + +IX A CELEBRITY AT HOME 79 + +X MISCHIEF 87 + +XI THE FRIENDS 105 + +XII A HOME CHAT 115 + +XIII VALENTIA'S VISIT 123 + +XIV A SUGGESTION 131 + +XV MISS WALMER 137 + +XVI MRS. FOSTER 144 + +XVII ENGAGED 156 + +XVIII AT THE CARLTON 163 + +XIX AT MISS WESTBURY'S 170 + +XX A PROPOSAL 177 + +XXI HEREFORD VAUGHAN 183 + +XXII GILLIE INTERFERES 189 + +XXIII THE BALD-FACED STAG 196 + +XXIV THE GREEN GATE 203 + +XXV A SUNDAY AFTERNOON 211 + +XXVI IN THE ROSE GARDEN 223 + +XXVII SEEING THE SUN RISE 230 + +XXVIII "REPLY PAID" 235 + +XXIX GLADYS 241 + +XXX "THE ANGLES" 248 + +XXXI AT EDGWARE 256 + +XXXII TENSION 263 + +XXXIII GOOD-BYE 268 + +XXXIV ROMER OVERHEARS 274 + +XXXV THE LIMIT 286 + +XXXVI RECONCILIATION 291 + + + + +CHAPTER I + +VALENTIA + + +"Romer, are you listening?" + +"Valentia, do I ever do anything else?" + +"I've almost decided and absolutely made up my mind that it will look +ever so much better if you don't go with me to Harry's dinner after +all." + +"Really?" + +"Yes. We two--you _and_ I--always seem to make such an enormous family +party! Of course, I know we have to go about in these huge batches +sometimes--to your mother, and that sort of thing, but in this case it +will look better not." + +Valentia made this rather ungracious suggestion, looking so pretty, so +serious, and yet with such a conciliating smile that it would have been +almost impossible for even the most touchy person to have been offended. + +The tall, significant-looking husband stopped in his stroll across the +room. + +It was a charming room, with pale grey walls and a pale green carpet, +and very little in it except, let in as a panel, a delicate low-toned +portrait of the mistress of the house, vaguely appearing through +vaporous curtains, holding pale flowers, and painted with a rather +mysterious effect by that talented young amateur, her cousin, Harry de +Freyne. It had been his sole success in art, and had been exhibited at +the Grafton Galleries under the name of The Gilded Lily. No one had ever +known or was ever likely to know whether the title referred to the +decorative, if botanically impossible, blossom in her hand, or to the +golden hair of the seductive sitter. + +Romer Wyburn paused a moment--he always paused before speaking--and then +said very slowly-- + +"Oh! Really? You think it will look better if I don't go with you?" + +He invariably spoke with the greatest deliberation, and with no +expression whatever. + +"Oh yes, dear, I'm sure it would," she repeated coaxingly. + +"Do you mean if you go without me?" + +"What else can I mean?" + +"It'll look better, you think; eh? Is that the idea?" + +He sat down opposite the portrait, lighted a cigarette, and thought. +Then he said with ruminating interest-- + +"I don't see why. Why will it look so much better for me not to go with +you?" + +"Oh, Romer dear, really! It's one of those things that are almost +impossible to explain. Oh, if you'd only do just what I advise--if you'd +only _go_ by me, and not want these long tedious explanations, how much +better it would be! You see, Harry is giving this dinner _on purpose_ so +that Daphne shall meet Van Buren by accident. You know all about Van +Buren, _the_ Van Buren--the millionaire, who turns out to be a dear +creature and quite charming! and has taken the _greatest_ fancy to +Harry, and clings on to him, and keeps on and on asking him to ask him +to meet people. You must own it would be rather jolly for Daphne, +because, of course, you can't _think_ how he's run after--I mean Van +Buren--and he isn't an ordinary American snob, and it really and truly +isn't only his millionairishness, but he's a real person, and +good-looking and nice as well; and though, Heaven knows, I'm as romantic +as anybody--for myself--I wouldn't be so selfish as to be romantic for +her too, and I can't help feeling it's our duty, being in the place of +parents to her, to give the angel a sporting chance! Of course, the +point is, Van Buren has told Harry he only likes nice English girls very +well brought up, and he wants to settle down in England, and he thinks +that any relation of Harry's must be perfect; and, naturally, I'm +pleased. I feel exactly like a mother to Daphne, although she's only six +years younger." + +"Well, that's all right. I see all that." + +Romer seemed rather bored, as men naturally are at a long catalogue of +another man's advantages. "Now, look here. Why would it look better for +me not to go?" + +There was some excuse for his insistence on this point, for in a +superficial way Romer was very effective, fair and good-looking, +well-made and distinguished; but the entire absence of all expression +from his empty, regular face, and of all animation from his dry, +colourless voice and manner, soon counteracted the effectiveness. +Valentia often said that Romer should never do more than walk through a +room or look in for a few minutes where there were other people--even at +a club--and then go away immediately, when he would leave a striking +impression. If he stayed longer he became alarming. His personality was +so extraordinarily _nil_ that it was quite oppressive. Obviously kind +and not in the least pompous, yet his silence made him formidable, +especially to most of his wife's friends who, though they could hardly +be reproached with want of pluck as a general rule, had one great fear +in life--the fear of being bored. It was on this ground that they were +all terrified of Romer. + +"Don't you think, Romer, if we both go it will look too marked? Almost +as if we were vulgarly trying to get Daphne married? A horrid idea! +Besides, if you don't turn up Harry can ask some one amusing in your +place. You see, he's promised to show Van Buren _interesting_ people.... +No, darling, I don't mean it in that way. I'm sure you're interesting +enough, but I mean queer people, and celebrities and things. That's what +Van Buren wants, and that's what he must have. And that's one reason why +he's so delighted with Harry, because Harry can get them all, through +being a sort of artist, you see. What a good thing, after all, that he +didn't drift into diplomacy! As he's an American you can't expect Van +Buren to be really modern, and he has all the old-fashioned ideas about +what _he_ calls culture. He wants to go in for being intellectual and +artistic and knowing what he calls people with brains who really count. +I mean he wants to meet people like Seymour Hicks and Waller, and Thomas +Hardy, and so on, and not only celebrities and people who have made +their name, but even people with a future, and, in fact, any peculiar, +well-educated creatures--anything out of the way." + +Romer looked rather dazed. + +"Really? Then will Hicks or Hardy be asked in my place?" + +Valentia laughed. "Don't be so absurdly literal and hopelessly idiotic, +darling! No, of course not. But I dare say Harry will get--well--perhaps +Rathbone, the tattooed man, his Oxford friend." + +"Really! And will this chap's being tattooed make the party go off +better?" + +"Oh yes, Romer dear; in a sort of way, because it makes him interesting, +although you can't see it. When he was quite young he was always having +lifelong passions for people, and being tattooed in their honour. He has +blue chain bracelets with initials on his left wrist, and a heart and an +anchor with other initials on his right arm, and a flight of +swallows--oh, and goodness knows what! In fact, when you come to think +of it Mr. Rathbone is really a kind of serial story--with illustrations. +I wonder Lord Northcliffe doesn't bring him out in monthly parts!" She +laughed again. "Harry might even get Hereford Vaughan, the man who has +written all the plays that are going on now. Harry knows him quite well, +and Van Buren would be so pleased." + +"Does Daphne want to many this American chap?" + +"Good gracious, no! The idea! Why, she doesn't even know him!... Yes, of +course she does, naturally." + +"Oh!" + +Romer, though he never by any chance smiled at his wife's careless +irresponsible chatter, nor laughed at her trivial jests, took the +deepest interest in them, and would listen, as if under a charm, by the +hour, to subtleties and frivolities that one would never have imagined +he would enjoy. Sometimes the faint shadow of a smile would illuminate +his face like a cold ray of wintry moonlight, but that was when she had +ceased speaking. The smile was the effect of having watched the sparkle +of her grey eyes, the expression of her pretty mouth, and her brilliant, +sunshiny grace. + +"It's very sweet of Harry," she said thoughtfully, "to do all this for +me. It's all for me, or rather it's all for Daphne; he's so fond of +Daphne." + +"Really? Why doesn't he marry her himself?" + +She looked surprised and blushed slightly. + +"Harry? Why, he never marries!" + +"He doesn't as a rule, I know," Romer admitted. + +"Then, why should he make an exception for Daphne? He's fond of her--of +us--in fact, devoted--just like a brother. Not that I ever saw a devoted +brother. Besides, Harry's made to be a bachelor, and he isn't well off +enough to marry." + +"Really? Hard up? Poor chap! Never saw any sign of it." + +"Hard up? No; how like you! Of course, he has plenty of money, for +_him_, but he spends it all, poor boy. Anyhow, of course, he's not +really rich like Van Buren. It's on a totally different scale--a +different sort of thing altogether. But, of course, Van Buren may not +care for Daphne; people have such funny tastes; and not only that, but +if he adores and worships the ground she treads on I shan't let her +dream of marrying him unless she absolutely returns it--at least, unless +she likes him fairly well." + +All this seemed to absorb Romer, and after a pause he said-- + +"I suppose you'll get Daphne a new dress for Harry's beano?" + +Valentia smiled pityingly. + +"Yes, of course, you would think that. No! Why, that would be _l'enfance +de l'art_! First of all, Daphne looks ever so much better when she's +dressed really simply, not the latest fashion; on the very verge of +dowdiness! It suits her--shows her off. It would be silly to dress her +up like a doll or make her look _endimanchée_ on Thursday, or arranged +and got up expensively, on purpose for Van Buren. I wouldn't, for +instance, for anything, let her wear her new tulle dress from Armand! +He'd see through it. Besides, I want her to contrast with me as if I'd +taken any amount of trouble about my own appearance and none about hers. +It'll make him pity her a little, and think how well she'd look in the +sort of clothes he could give her. Besides, I myself am not going to be +very smart--just tidy." + +"Paquin?" + +"How clever of you to guess! Well, now I must go and see Harry and hear +all about the dinner, and tell him how sorry you are you can't come. And +you're going to lunch at the Club, aren't you? And won't you go and dine +with your mother on that evening?" + +"I may as well." + +"_Do_, Romer dear! I can't bear you to neglect her, although I never +think it's safe to let you dine with her without me. She always takes +advantage of my absence to be horrid about me, and then you _will_ +defend me, although I've implored you not to heaps of times, and then +you quarrel. If, this time, she says I'm frivolous and worldly and an +utter fool and very deep, you must agree with every word. I'm so fond +of her, she's such a dear thing, it's too bad to worry her by +contradicting her, and she has such a vile temper! Telephone and invite +yourself--a pressing invitation, and give her my very best love." + +Romer promised all she asked and then went out to the Club. + +Valentia watched him through the window as he went. She thought he +looked very well through a window, and ought by rights always to be seen +in that way--as it were, under glass. She felt quite proud of him, of +his smart appearance. In his way, he was an elaborate dandy, and spent +years at his tailor's, slowly choosing the right thing. She remembered +she had married him chiefly because of his fine presence and mysterious +silence. She had thought at the time there must be so much at the back +of it all, so much in him. He was in love with her and seemed difficult +to understand. What could be more attractive? And now--well, he was +ideally kind and good-natured. And she certainly felt sometimes that she +couldn't even yet quite make him out. Then she gave a slight sigh, went +to the door and called Daphne. + +Daphne came in, trimming a hat. She had lived with the Wyburns ever +since their marriage five years ago, and Valentia, having no children +and a most passionately tender disposition--far too much natural +affection to expend on Romer alone--lavished devotion on her sister. And +Daphne was so nice and so pretty, almost as pretty as herself, in a +satisfactorily different way. Valentia with her short straight features, +grey eyes under dark brows, low forehead almost hidden by wavy fair +hair, and a mouth curved and curled into subtle and complicated lines, +was the type loved by Rossetti and Burne-Jones. She had a wonderful fair +complexion, against which her long eyelashes showed, when she looked +down, dark and effective, and though she was rather tall, slim and very +modishly dressed, she never looked like a fashion-plate and had no air +of being a mere mannequin for clothes, but seemed essentially real, with +a suggestion in her personality of a beauty at once pagan and +spiritual--the pagan predominating. Her pictorial appearance had no +doubt made easier the artist's task, and the pale exquisite portrait had +truly been described as a whispering likeness. + +Daphne, who was not quite eighteen, was a good deal taller, and more +slender. She had dark brown eyes, smooth dark hair, parted in the +middle, a rather bright colour and features of the classic type. Her +chin was rather long, and she had a brilliant, sudden smile, and all +the attractive freshness and slight abruptness of her age, with an +occasionally subdued air, caused by the shadow that had fallen on their +youth by the death of their beautiful mother. Her gentle grace and touch +of premeditated _naïveté_ made her charming. Beyond question she would +be a great success. + +"Romer can't go on Thursday," Valentia said, taking the needle and hat +out of her sister's hand and beginning to sew. "I must go and see Harry +and tell him to get some one else. Really, Daphne, you go too far! It's +all very well to be clever with your needle, but you needn't tear a +Lewis hat to pieces and turn it inside out without asking my advice." + +"Oh, I wasn't! I was only squashing in the brim and trying to make the +hat smaller. It seems to have got larger since I put it away." + +"Don't be perfectly absurd, darling. It's because you've been seeing +smaller hats lately." + +"Oh yes, I see. Who's going instead of Romer?" + +"How should I know? We'll see." + +"It's just as you like, darling," said Daphne in her level voice; "but +in case the American hates me, and I hate him, and Harry's talking to +you all the time, and I'm frightened of the celebrities, isn't anything +going to be done for me?" + +"Of course not. What do you want? That Foster boy again? Don't look down +and blush, it makes me sick. All right, perhaps, if there's room. He's a +nice, decorative boy, but remember they don't dance at dinner, and +that's the only thing he can do." + +"Indeed it isn't!" cried Daphne. + +"I'm very sorry to hear it. Suppose Foster's engaged, or at Aldershot?" + +"He won't be. It's too sweet of Romer not going. Did you marry him +because you knew he would do whatever you told him?" + +"I don't think it was that so much," said Valentia, thoughtfully, trying +on the hat in front of the glass. "I thought he was a strong silent man, +a man with an orange up his sleeve, as it were. But I've never seen the +orange." + +"How funny of you! I should hate a mysterious person. You don't want +your husband to be a kind of conjurer." + +"Yes, I do, as long as he doesn't wear a conjurer's evening dress. I +like being surprised. Now let's go and surprise Harry at his studio; we +must be quick, he's expecting us." + + + + +CHAPTER II + +HARRY + + +Harry de Freyne stood in his usual position, smoking a cigarette, and +leaning a little forward, with his back to the mirror as if to resist +the temptation of looking into it. The family good looks were acutely +accentuated in this young man. He had the smooth, glossy dark hair, +white teeth, and speaking dark grey eyes that women like; clearly-cut +features, and the rather prominent chin, generally and mistakenly +supposed to show strength of character. His pleasant, clean-shaven, +slightly sunburnt face bore an expression of animation with a certain +humorous anxiety natural in a man who was generally a good deal in debt +and always a little in love. Further he had the advantage of a tall, +strong yet supple figure, with a natural grace of movement and much +personal charm. Harry knew he was good-looking and did not undervalue +the fact, but regarded it solely as an asset, not as a private +satisfaction. He regarded everything as an asset. He was no fop, +although he wore a single eye-glass rather as a concession to some ideal +of dandyism than as a help to clear vision. He could see remarkably +well, with or without it. + +The long Empire mirror was placed above a delightful early English large +open fireplace, in which burnt a Parisian-looking wood fire. Harry was +the possessor of a fine--indeed, a magnificent studio, full of good old +things, chiefly other people's, and bad new things, principally his own. +The theory that all bad art is the result of sincere feeling was +certainly not exemplified in his case. The portrait of his cousin that +had been regarded as so full of promise was, as he always, said, the +only decent piece of work he had ever done. He had been educated for +diplomacy, and learnt eight languages, some of which he spoke fluently, +and in all of which he could look with expression. + +The room was no mere exhibition of bric-à-brac, but was a cosy, shadowy, +miscellaneous place, not without an ecclesiastical touch here and there. +One felt every subject could be gone into there, from stockbroking to +love, and that everything could be done there, whether it was praying, +eating, singing, or flirting--everything except perhaps painting. + +When the servant announced Mrs. Wyburn and Miss de Freyne one might have +fancied Harry looked slightly disappointed, but he greeted the pretty +creatures with suitable effusion and high spirits. + +They both sat down rather carefully in the corner seats by the fire. + +"Romer can't come, he's dining with his mother," announced Valentia. "He +ought to, you know, now and then." + +"I don't like her," said Daphne, "she abuses every one." + +"I know she does, but she's really not so bad, dear, all the same; there +are many worse. She's rather spiteful, but warmhearted--awfully kind if +you break your leg," said Valentia. + +"But you don't break your leg," said Harry. + +"Oh, sometimes you do. At any rate you might. Don't encourage Daphne to +argue, Harry. Who did you say you'd ask instead if we couldn't get +Romer?" + +"Rathbone's just written to accept in his place," said Harry, taking out +a letter. "But--don't you think we could persuade Romer if we tried +hard? However, you know best." + +He took out a list. "Hereford Vaughan, Van Buren, Rathbone and +me--that's four; you two, Lady Walmer, and Miss Luscombe, the actress. I +think that'll do." + +"Lady Walmer?" repeated Valentia. "Why?" + +"And a real actress!" murmured Daphne. + +"Not a real actress. She's walked on at all the principal theatres in +London, and somebody's always going to take a theatre for her, but +there's no danger. I told Van Buren that on the stage they think she's +in society, and in society they believe she's on the stage. And he +thinks it's real cute, and an extraordinary English type." + +"How are you getting on with him?" + +"Beautifully,--if he weren't so beastly intelligent and inquisitive. He +always wants to know all the news and all the latest gossip. What do you +think he asked me last night? Why Big Ben was called Big Ben! How on +earth should I know!" + +"Big who?" + +"Not big anybody;--the place, the thing;--the clock. He said no doubt I +must think him dreadfully ignorant for not knowing, but he felt he must +ask." + +Smiling at the recollection, Harry lighted another cigarette. + +"What did you say?" Daphne asked. + +"If it had been the afternoon I think I'd have taken the risk and told +him I didn't know, but as it was the evening--he always gets rather +excited in the evening after dinner and so much Perrier water,--walking +back to the Ritz in the moonlight, and talking about London, I invented +a long story.--No, he won't repeat it, don't be frightened; it was +really rather awful; and when Van Buren gives you his word of honour not +to tell a thing ..." + +"You're all right! That must be a great help," said Valentia +sympathetically. + +"It shows he has a nice loyal nature," Daphne remarked. "I admire that +sort of thing very much." + +"A nice loyal nature! I should think he has! He hates spreading scandal, +and he wouldn't say a single word now to take away the character of Big +Ben--if it was----" + +"What?" + +"Oh, if it was ever so! You ought to make Daphne wear one of those thin +tulle veils to match her hat. They're jolly--you can get them at that +shop close to me." + +"Oh, she needn't, she's going to be manicured, and she's coming back +here for me in a quarter of an hour." + +"Good-bye, darling," said Daphne, standing up, and she made a kind of +face, which Valentia understood to mean the word Foster. + +"What is the child playing at?" said Harry. "If you two have a code it +would be as well to learn it." + +"All right," said Valentia to Daphne. + +Harry walked with her to the door and she ran out, saying, "I won't be +long." + +"She wants Foster, the baby Guardsman," explained Valentia. + +"Oh, why didn't you say so at first? Of course I suppose they've +arranged it. At any rate it's as good as done. Then there must be one +more woman. But never mind now." + +Harry sat down beside her and said, in a different voice--he had a very +good voice, especially when he spoke caressingly-- + +"How interesting you are! One of your eyebrows is a little thicker than +the other." + +"Oh, Harry!..." + +"How are we all going to get home that evening?" + +"What do you think?" she asked. + +"Well, it's like this, as you may say. We'll all meet at the Ritz and +dine there. Good. Then we drive in separate vehicles to here, and have +some music. Then I see you both home, and--well, I think that's all. +It's not much." + +"I don't quite like the way Lady Walmer looks at you, Harry." + +"Oh, Valentia! If it comes to that, how do you fondly imagine I shall +like the way Rathbone is sure to look at you?" + +"Oh, Harry! Why, he's tattooed!" + +"You see," went on Harry seriously, "I really am making a dash for it +about Daphne. She'll really be happy with Van Buren, and _I_ shall be +ever so much happier,--with Van Buren and everyone else,--because, +through Daphne being always with you, I never see you alone for one +single second." + +"Oh, you exaggerate, Harry!" + +"I know I do. I don't see you for half a second." + +"Romer has been so nice lately," she answered gently. + +"Very amusing, I suppose?" + +"But--I often think how very nice he really is." + +"Oh, don't say that, even in fun. I'm coming to stay with you in the +summer--at the Green Gate--unless you'd rather ask Rathbone instead." + +"Or unless you'd rather go yachting with the Walmers," she remarked. +"They have a daughter, haven't they?" + +"Oh, Valentia, be anything but blasphemous!..." + +"Really?... Oh, Harry!" + +"Do you mean to say you need my saying it?" + +"No." + +"Then, I will. Valentia, I--" + +She got up and opened the door so that Daphne should not have to ring +when she returned. + +When the two sisters left a few minutes later, Harry sat down again as +if in deep thought and lighted a cigarette. His servant came in. + +"Please, sir, Mr. Van Buren is at the telephone." + +"Oh well, tell him ... Oh no--, all right--I'll go." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +VAN BUREN + + +"It's extremely kind of you, Harry, to let me come around like this in +the morning. I dare say you want to be working sometimes. I'm really +afraid of being in the way, but I was rather at a loose end this morning +and I wanted to have a talk with you," said Van Buren apologetically. + +"Rot. Awfully glad to see you, old chap. Have a cigarette?" + +"Thanks, Harry, no. I find I'm very much better if I don't smoke till +after tea.... We're intimate friends now, and yet you never call me +anything but my surname, or 'old chap'. That reminds me, there's a +little request I'd like to make of you, Harry." + +"What's that?" + +"Call me Matthew--no, call me plain Mat. It would give me real +pleasure." + +Harry smiled rather loudly-- + +"My dear fellow, I couldn't call you plain Mat. It wouldn't be +suitable! You're too good-looking!" + +Van Buren smiled and shook his head. In its way it was a handsome head +in the fair, clean-shaven American style, with shining blond hair. He +had very broad shoulders, and a very thin waist, and that naïve +worldliness of air so captivating in many of his countrymen. + +Except that he wore a buttonhole of Parma violets, he was dressed in +every particular exactly like Harry. But no one would have believed +it--he looked so much better dressed. + +"That's your chaff, Harry. I'm not a Gibson man, and I don't pretend to +be." + +He looked at his hands, which were small and white, the finger-tips +brilliantly polished, and said meditatively-- + +"I'm very much looking forward to meeting your cousin, Harry. I expect +she's the ideal of a young English lady. Dark, did you say?" + +"Rather dark, and very pretty." + +"It's a curious thing, Harry, that to me a broonette has always more +fascination than a blonde. It seems--I may be wrong--as though there's +more piquancy, more character." + +"I quite agree with you," said Harry. "Now the sister--the married +one--is very fair." + +"And she's quite what you call a professional beauty, isn't she?" asked +Van Buren with great relish. + +"My dear fellow, I don't call anyone a professional beauty, and you +mustn't either. There's no such thing. I can't think how in America you +get hold of these prehistoric phrases! The expression must have been +dead long before either of us was born!... Still, she is a beauty all +the same." + +"Is that so? Mind you, Harry, there's something very attractive about a +blonde, too. To me golden hair and blue eyes suggest gentleness and +womanliness.... What is Mrs. Wyburn like?" + +"Well, she's rather like an angel on a Christmas card, with her hair +down--I mean she was, as a little girl," said Harry quickly. "Now she's +considered like 'Love among the Roses' by Burne-Jones." + +"Do you really mean that, Harry? Why, she must be more beautiful than +Miss de Freyne!" + +"I wouldn't worry about her, if I were you," Harry said. + +"Why not, Harry?" + +"Well, you see she's got a husband," said Harry, looking at the ceiling +as he puffed his cigarette. + +"And a cousin," replied Van Buren with unexpected quickness. He then +burst out laughing. + +"What do you mean?" asked Harry, not laughing. + +"Harry, I do beg of you to forgive my indiscretion. I'm afraid you'll +think it shows great want of delicacy on my part. It was only meant for +English chaff. Don't be angry, Harry." Van Buren was quite distressed. + +"That's all right, old chap." + +"You see, I know you painted her portrait, and if you _had_ felt a +little sentiment for her, who could blame you? Of course, I'm well aware +that you're far too much a man of high principle to come any way between +a woman and her husband, or even to let her know if you had a fancy in +that direction.... I thoroughly do you justice there, Harry." + +"I regard them as sisters," answered Harry. + +Van Buren went to the window and stood looking out for a few minutes. + +"Well, they are sisters.... What a wonderful place your London is!" he +said. "Now there's the sort of thing I never can understand, which has +just happened. A lady called a taxicab. Just as it came up a man--at +least I suppose he calls himself a man--opened the door. I thought he +meant to help her in. No! He got in himself and drove away.--Now, Harry, +how do you account for that?" + +"I suppose he could walk quicker," said Harry. + +"It's the one fault I have to find with you Englishmen, Harry--the +single fault. You're not gallant enough to the ladies. Nor is there, in +my opinion, quite enough respect shown to them. I am always astonished, +I admit, that they don't resent it. Why, in New York----." + +"My dear fellow, they complain bitterly that there's too much respect +shown to them already," said Harry. "A little more, and they'd do +without us altogether!" + +Van Buren laughed cheerily, and clapped Harry on the shoulder. + +"What a fellow you are for chaff! Now, will you come around and have +lunch with me?" + +"When? Now? Thanks, old chap." + +"That's real good, Harry," said Van Buren, his eyes sparkling with joy, +"and we'll walk down Piccadilly together. I must say ..." + +"What?" + +"I shan't feel we're real pals till you call me Mat!" + +Harry shivered ostentatiously. + +They went out, both laughing with great cordiality. + +At the corner Van Buren stopped to throw away his buttonhole. He saw +they were not being worn. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE ELDER MRS. WYBURN + + +Romer's mother usually received him with a sarcastic remark, such as +"Oh, so you remember that I'm not dead yet?" or "I wonder you find time +to come at all," or something of the same nature, calculated to cast a +gloom over any visit. + +The widow of a rich brewer, Mrs. Wyburn lived in a bad-tempered looking +old house in Curzon Street, with a harassed footman, a domineering maid, +a cross cook, and other servants that were continually changing. She was +one of those excellent housekeepers who spend most of their time "giving +notice" and "taking up" characters. She nearly always wore a +hard-looking black silk dress. She had parted black hair, long earrings, +and a knot of rare old imitation lace at her throat. Eagerness, +impatience, love of teasing and sharp wit were visible in her face to +one who could read between the lines. But, notwithstanding this, as she +had a soft heart and plenty of hard cash, she was not altogether +unpopular. People enjoyed going to hear the nasty things she said about +their friends. She had a real _succès de scandale_ on her Wednesdays, +notwithstanding the fact that a more highly respectable lady had never +existed in the world. + +She adored Romer, although his slow speech and long pauses often drove +her to the very verge of violence. + +"Thought I'd look in," he remarked, rather heavily taking a seat in the +dark drawing-room, and he proceeded by slow stages to tell her that he +was coming to dinner on Thursday because Valentia was going out. + +She gave him a quick look, combined of motherly pride and annoyance. + +"Delighted, of course, dear. Who did you say was Valentia's hostess?" + +"She's going with Daphne. Harry's dinner. At some restaurant." + +"Oh, indeed!... Well, if you approve of these Bohemian arrangements it's +not _my_ business. I have my own opinion of Harry de Freyne; I always +have had--and I shall keep it." + +"Do," said Romer, unconsciously epigrammatic. + +She waited a minute and then said-- + +"I don't wish to worry you, my dear ..." + +"No?" + +"... But I, personally, if I were a man ... perhaps I oughtn't to say +it--if I saw my wife so much in the society of a person like Harry de +Freyne--upon my word, I should begin to ask myself what were their +relations!" + +"Cousins," said Romer. + +He began to tap his foot slowly against the rail of the chair, but +remembered Valentia's constant advice, and decided he would not quarrel. + +"Well, you know your affairs best, dear. I'm only an interfering +disagreeable old woman, who knows very little of modern customs and +ways." + +He nodded sympathetically, without answering. + +"I love and admire Valentia--in many ways. She's so pretty, but not a +mere doll! And we women--even the happiest of us--have to go through so +much! Does she go through the housekeeping books herself, dear?" Mrs. +Wyburn inquired, with dangerous sweetness. + +"Shouldn't think so." + +"Ah! that seems rather a pity. Still, I'm just to every one, and I will +say that she's not extravagant--but has so much cleverness that she +could manage very well on half the allowance you give her!" + +"Is that new--that china bird?" Romer asked, getting up to look at a +strange, shiny, abnormal-looking parrot on a twig that adorned the +mantelpiece. + +"Do you like it?" she asked. + +"It seems all right. Rather jolly." + +"Oh! Well, it's funny you haven't noticed it before. Considering it's +been there all your life, and you used to play with it when you were +four, it's odd it's escaped your notice. You played with it when you +were four!" she repeated, growing rather heated. + +"Did I though?" + +"But things do escape your notice--that's just the point. I sometimes +wish I didn't see so much myself." + +"So do I," he answered. "May I smoke, mother?" + +"Of course you may, dear. You may do anything on earth you like. Have +some tea? _I_ never have anything but China tea, so it won't do you any +harm." + +"I hate China tea," he answered reflectively, after what seemed to his +mother about half an hour's deep thought. + +... "But what I always have said about Valentia is that though we all +admit, dear, that she has charming manners, is bright and amusing and +very sweet----" + +He smiled. + +"_Outwardly_, is there anything behind it all? Has she any depth?" She +quickly answered her own question, "_I_ think she has; a great deal. I +believe Valentia is extremely clever in her own way; she turns _you_ +round her little finger. But that wouldn't matter so much--anything's +better than quarrelling and snapping and finding fault +continually--which is a thing I hate. But, really, there's one point I'm +quite anxious about--in fact, I often lie awake the whole night--the +entire night--and wake up in the morning utterly worn out through +thinking about it, Romer dear. There's nothing like a mother's +heart--and this does make me anxious, I own." + +"What?" + +"Why, that she should ever be talked about! That she should be +considered a flirt--and that sort of thing! I couldn't bear the idea of +my son's wife having her name coupled with that of any young man--or any +nonsense of that sort. It would be most painful to me. I'm sure I ask +every one who knows her if anything of that kind is ever said." + +Romer threw away the cigarette and stood up. + +"What infernal rot!" he said, with a heightened colour. + +Her eyes brightened with pleasure. She was delighted to have irritated +him at last out of his calmness. + +"Well, well, perhaps I'm a little over-anxious. It's all love, all +devotion to you, dear. Of course, people do talk. There's no doubt about +that; but good gracious! we all know there's nothing in it. Don't we? +Don't be cross with your poor old mother, Romer." + +"That's all right. I must be off. Eight on Thursday, eh?" + +She kissed him affectionately, walked with him to the landing, where she +kept him for about ten minutes complaining of the awful worry she had +had about the under-housemaid, and of the sickening impossibility of +getting a piano-tuner to attend to the instrument properly without +making any sound. + +"For I'm a mass of nerves, my dear. Give my best love to dear +Valentia." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +ROMER + + +Romer walked back, trying to throw off the irritating effect of his +mother's pin-pricks. As was his usual custom when he was a little +depressed, he went home and sat down in front of his wife's portrait. He +often sat there for an hour when she was out, looking at it. Any one +watching him would have thought he was in a state of calm and stupid +content. In reality, he was worshipping. His passion for his wife was +his one romance, his one interest, his one thought. He had been married +five years, and had never yet expressed it in words. He was one of the +unfortunate people who are not gifted with the power of expression, +either in word or look. He was practically inarticulate. + +As he gazed at the picture--he was feeling a little sad--the sadness +melted away. The frail figure, bright yet dim, vaguely appearing through +vaporous curtains, holding an impossible gold flower, had the effect on +him of a beautiful Madonna on a deeply devout Catholic. It produced in +him a form of religious ecstasy. He adored her with passion, and with +the selfishness and jealousy of passion, but circumstances and his +temperament caused it to take the outward form, principally, of care for +her happiness. When she was actually present, she still dazzled him so +much that he could show his feeling only by listening to and agreeing +with every word she said, by doing what she asked him, and by trying to +protect her, often without her knowledge, from any kind of pain or +trouble. She would have been amazed had she realised the violence of his +devotion to her. Apparently cool and matter-of-fact, he was in reality a +reticent fanatic. He neither analysed nor showed his sentiment, nor did +he himself know its extent. He wondered why certain people, certain +subjects gave him pain. He trusted Valentia absolutely, nor could she in +his eyes do wrong, and it was only with the subconscious second sight of +love that he sometimes felt a curious and melancholy presentiment. He +did not know himself that this suffering was jealousy. + +What nonsense his mother talked!... + +Harry!... Harry was the best fellow in the world--almost like a brother, +his greatest friend, though not exactly an intimate friend. Romer was +too shy to be intimate with any one. Harry was lively, amusing, a +brilliant talker; kind, good-natured, a capital chap. He appreciated +Valentia, or he could not have painted that portrait. Romer was very +grateful for the portrait; yet it sometimes hurt him to think Harry had +painted it. It showed how well Harry understood Valentia. + +This thought Romer always suppressed. He thought it was mean, and he +could not be mean. + +He looked out of the window. It was raining--a chilly spring shower--but +there was a stir in the air, a rattle in the town, a sense of something +that was going to happen; summer was not far off, and in the summer, at +the end of the season, they would go down to the Green Gate, the lovely +country house with the dream garden as Valentia called it, all built, +planted, and arranged on purpose for her. Valentia was more herself at +the Green Gate than anywhere else. Leisure suited her, and roses. + +Every year Romer silently counted the weeks until they went back there. +It was where he was happiest. Of course, they were not alone. Dear +little Daphne was always with them, dear little thing (she was nearly +six feet high)--and other people, very often, and Harry--always Harry. +Perhaps Daphne would marry soon, but what about Harry? + +Romer felt rather wearied when he remembered Valentia had said Harry +was made to be a bachelor. Was he tired of Harry? Not a bit! Harry was a +capital chap; besides, he didn't see so very much of him in London. + +Heaps of people admired Valentia, and that did not annoy Romer at all +(though it did not please him particularly), but he knew, again +subconsciously, that Valentia cared less than nothing for any admirers, +but she certainly was awfully fond of Harry. And no wonder! Harry was +the best fellow in the world--lively, amusing, quite a brilliant talker; +kind, good natured, and he appreciated Valentia, or he could not have +painted that portrait.... + +Round and round the same thoughts passed through his brain. + +It was raining--a chilly spring shower. Had Valentia got her wrap with +her? + +He got up, went into the hall, and saw her fur cloak hanging on a peg. + +She evidently didn't care for it. She was tired of it--perhaps it was +out of fashion; if so, she would never wear it. She might catch cold. + +He was not a prompt man, but he went at once to the telephone and gave +orders to a shop in Bond Street that would result in a collection of +fur-lined cloaks being sent for her choice that evening. This would +please her; she would smile and try them on. Besides, it would prevent +her catching cold. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +HARRY'S ENTERTAINMENT + + +Van Buren, who was a business man, was an idealist; while Harry de +Freyne, the artist--was, emphatically, not. + +Van Buren had been brought up on Thackeray and Dickens, above all on old +pictures from _Punch_; Du Maurier's drawings enjoyed at an early age had +made him romantic about everything connected with London. As soon as he +was able to leave his bank in New York--in fact, the moment he had +retired from business--he had realised his dream and come to live in +London. And Harry seemed to him the incarnation of everything +delightfully, amusingly English. He had a real hero-worship for Harry, +who was so astonishingly clever as well. Van Buren was not a snobbish +Anglomaniac, at least his snobbishness was not of the common quality nor +about the obvious things; he was a little ashamed of his money, but he +did not worship rank and titles; it was Intellect--but Intellect that +had the stamp of fashion--that held a glamour for him. So did everything +that he supposed to be modern, previous, and up-to-date. No one could +ever, whether in New York or in London, have been in life less modern +than poor Van Buren, though he was eminently contemporary and perhaps +even in advance in matters connected with business. For business he had +genius, and yet, curiously, no passion; he was unconsciously brilliant +on the subject; it was hereditary. But in his innermost heart he +believed that it was vulgar to be an American millionaire! And he had a +childish horror of vulgarity, and an innocent belief that an Englishman +who had been to Eton and Oxford and who was _dans le mouvement_, smart +and good-looking, and had deserted diplomacy for art, must of necessity +be refined, superior, cultured, everything that Van Buren wanted to be. + +Of course he soon found out that Harry was frightfully hard up, and in +the most delicate manner imaginable--a delicacy rather wasted on his +friend--implored, as a special favour, to be allowed to be his banker. +But Harry had refused, having vague ideas of much more important extent +than a mere loan with regard to making Van Buren useful. He had thus +gone up in his friend's estimation, at the same time placing him under +a great and deeply felt obligation by gratifying his fancy for knowing +clever people and celebrities. + +At last the friendship had culminated in Harry's suggestion of a +marriage between his young cousin, Daphne, and Van Buren. Harry felt +that if he could compass this arrangement he would at one stroke give +fortune to Daphne, freedom to himself--the child was very much in his +way in Valentia's house--and make Van Buren eternally grateful. + +Harry really liked Van Buren and respected him; he regarded him as +touching, but also, at times, as a menace. A shadow sometimes came over +their friendship, the alarming shadow of the future bore. What was now +to his cynical mind screamingly funny about the American--his sensitive +delicate feelings, his high standard of morals with regard to what he +called the ladies, and illusions that one would rarely find in London in +a girl of seventeen, might some day develop into priggishness and +tediousness, and--especially--would take up too much time. For since +Harry had been intimate with Van Buren he had discovered that the +tradition of American hustling was, like most traditions, a fiction. +Americans always have time; Englishmen never. The leisurely way in which +Van Buren talked was an example of this--it was the way he thought; his +brain worked slowly. Harry and his like have no time to drawl; they have +to keep appointments. + +On the evening of the Ritz dinner-party Harry was not in a particularly +good temper, and thought to himself he was rather like a Barnum as he +introduced his guests one by one to the modest millionaire, who said to +them all, "Pleased to meet you", and fixed his admiring glance with a +sentimental respect on Daphne, an undisguised admiration on Valentia, +and an almost morbid curiosity on Miss Luscombe, the first actress he +had ever met. + +Miss Luscombe was a conventional, rather untidy-looking creature, very +handsome, with loose hair parted and waved over her ears, and with +apparently no design or general idea either in her dress or manner. She +varied from minute to minute from being what she thought theatrical to +appearing what she supposed to be social. She evidently hadn't settled +on her pose, always a disastrous moment for a natural woman who wishes +to be artificial. Practically she always wore evening dress except in +the evening, so while at her own flat in the afternoon she was +photographed in a _décolletée_ tea-gown, this evening she was dressed as +if for Ascot, except for the hat, with an emaciated feather boa and a +tired embroidered _crêpe de Chine_ scarf thrown over her shoulders, +also a fan, long gloves, and a rose in her hair by way of hedging. To +these ornaments she added a cold, of which she complained as soon as she +saw the other guests. But no one listened. No one ever listened to Miss +Luscombe, no one ever could, and yet in a way she was popular--a kind of +pet among a rather large circle of people. Women never disliked her +because she created no jealousy and always unconsciously put herself at +a disadvantage; men did not mind her prattle and coquettish airs, being +well aware that nothing was expected of them. For Miss Luscombe, though +vain, was a pessimist, and quite good-natured. She was also a standing +joke. + +The other guests besides Valentia in yellow and Daphne in pink--both +looking as fresh as daisies and as civilised as orchids--consisted of +Lady Walmer, a smart, good-looking, commonplace woman, rather fatter +than she wished to be, but very straight-fronted, straightforward, and +sporting, with dark red hair and splendid jewels; a faded yet powerful +beauty who had been admired in the eighties, but had only had real +success since she turned forty-six. + +With her was her daughter, a girl who at the first glance looked eight +feet high, but who really was not very much above the average length. +She was a splendid athlete, and her talk was principally of hockey. She +wore a very smart white dress and had a dark brown neck, pretty fair +hair, and an entirely unaffected bonhomie that quite carried off the +harshness of her want of style or charm--in fact it had a charm of its +own. Besides, it was well known that her grandmother had left her an +estate in the country and £ 7000 a year, and that Lady Walmer was +anxious to get her married. Hence Miss Walmer never wanted for partners +at balls nor for attention anywhere, but--it was always for _le bon +motif_. As Valentia said, she was the sort of girl (poor girl!) that one +could only marry. + +Hereford Vaughan, who was an object of considerable curiosity to several +of the guests on account of his phenomenal success in having eleven +plays at the same time being performed in London, New York, Berlin, +Paris, and every other European city, was, to those who did not know him +before, an agreeable surprise. Heaven knows what exactly people expected +of him; perhaps the men feared 'side' and the women that he would be +overpowering after so many triumphs, but he was merely a rather pale, +dark, and rather handsome young man. He behaved like anybody else, +except that perhaps his manner was a little quieter than the average. +Unless one was very observant (which one isn't), or unless one listened +to what he said, he did not at first appear too alarmingly clever. He +had one or two characteristics which must have at times led to +misunderstandings. One was that whatever or whoever he looked at, his +dark opaque eyes were so full of vivid expression that women often +mistook for admiration what was often merely observation. For instance, +when he glanced at Lady Walmer she at once became quite confused, and +intensely flattered, nearly blushed and asked him to dinner. While, if +she had but known, behind that dark glance was merely the thought, "So +that's the woman that Royalty ... What extraordinary taste!" + +Hereford Vaughan, who was himself thirty-four, did not share in the +modern taste for the battered as a charm in itself, though he could +forgive it--or, indeed, anything else--if he were amused. + +Knowing that Miss Luscombe, hoping for a part, would be painfully nice +to Vaughan, Harry had good-naturedly placed them as far apart as +possible. Nevertheless she leaned across the table and said-- + +"How _do_ you think of all these clever things, Mr. Vaughan? I can't +think how you do it!" + +"Yes, indeed, we'd all like to know that," said Captain Foster, the baby +Guardsman, as Valentia called him. He spoke enviously. He was a +perfectly beautiful blond, delightfully stupid, and had been longing for +enough money to marry somebody ever since he was seventeen. + +"I'm sure I'd jolly soon write a play if I only knew how." + +"It's perfectly easy, really," said Vaughan; "it's just a knack." + +"Is it though?" + +"That's all." + +"How do you get the things taken?" + +"Oh, that's a mere fluke--a bit of luck," said Vaughan. + +Every one who heard this sighed with relief to think that was how he +regarded it. + +Vaughan always used this exaggerated modesty as an armour against envy, +for envy, as a rule, is of success rather than of merit. No one would +have objected to his talent deserving recognition--only to his getting +it. + +"Now what do you think of Miss Luscombe?" Valentia asked the dramatist. + +"I don't think of her. I never regard people on the stage as real +people," Vaughan answered. + +"Don't you, really? Well, you ought to know. You have made a sort of +corner in 'leading ladies'. What curious clothes she wears!" + +"Doesn't she? On the stage she dresses like an actress, and off the +stage she doesn't dress like a lady. She's so extraordinarily vague," he +said. + +"Yes; and yet I've heard that, though she's so dreamy and romantic, +she's quite wonderfully practical, really. She never accepts an +engagement unless she gets a large salary--and all that sort of thing." + +"I see. She lives in the clouds, but she insists on their having a +silver lining," said Vaughan. "Who's the pink young man she's confiding +in now?" + +"It's Mr. Rathbone. He likes theatres--at least he collects programmes +and posters, I think. Besides, he's tattooed." + +"Oh, yes. That must be a great help in listening to Miss Luscombe. He's +been trained to suffer." + +Miss Luscombe was talking rather loudly and most confidentially to +Rathbone, who had an expression of willing--but agonised--martyrdom on +his fair pink, clean-shaven features. + +"I _told_ dear George Alexander that I would have been only _too_ +pleased to understudy Irene in the new piece--in fact, it would have +just suited me, Mr. Rathbone, and left me plenty of time for my social +engagements too. Besides, if I once got a chance of a part like that I +feel I should have made a hit. Oh, it was a cruel disappointment! After +being too charming to me--or, at any rate, I was charming to him at the +Cashmores' reception, you know--I remember he was standing in the +refreshment-room with Mrs. Cashmore, and I went _straight_ up to him and +said, 'Don't you remember me, Mr. Alexander?'--and after all this he +only promised me--and that conditionally--a horrid, silly little part in +the curtain-raiser in No. 2 B Company on tour. On tour! Of course I +refused that--one must keep up one's prestige, Mr. Rathbone. There's a +great deal of injustice in the profession. Talent counts for +nothing--it's all influence. But I've always had a great ambition ever +since I was a little girl." Miss Luscombe put her head on one side and +talked as she had to the interviewer of _The Perfect Lady_. "It was +always my dream--do you know?--to marry a great actor--or, at any rate, +to be his great friend--like Irving and Ellen Terry--that sort of +thing--a great, lifelong friendship! And as a child I was madly in love +with the elder George Grossmith, but I don't think he ever knew it. Too +bad!" + +She pouted childishly, gave her arch musical laugh with its three +soprano notes and upward inflection, and then accepted a quail with a +heavy sigh. + +"When I was a boy," said Rathbone in a low concentrated voice of +reminiscence--he spoke rather quickly, for he had been trying in vain +during the whole of dinner to get a word in edgeways and feared to lose +his chance now--"when I was a boy I was in love, too, with some one +on the stage. Between ourselves--you won't mention it, will you, Miss +Luscombe?----" + +"You can trust me," she said earnestly, with a look of Julia Neilson. + +"Good! Well, I was in love, and I've got her initials--C. L.--tattooed +on me now!" + +"Impossible! How exciting! Who is C. L.?" + +He looked round the table and murmured in a low voice, "Cissie Loftus. +Isn't it odd? I wrote and told her about it, but I never received an +answer to my letter." + +"Poor, poor boy! I call that really touching! Will you show me the +initials some day?" + +"Oh no. Impossible." He was stern, adamantine. She hastily went on. "So +you're very keen--interested in the stage, Mr. Rathbone?" + +"Well, in the stage door. I collect programmes, and I haven't missed a +first night since I was twenty!" + +"Fancy! Then I ought to remember your face, at all the theatres!" + +"I mean at the Gaiety," he said, "only the Gaiety." + +"Oh, the Gaiety!" she turned her shoulder to him. + + * * * * * + +"Yes, Miss Daphne, if you would come out to New York you'd have a real +good time. You'd turn all the young fellow's heads. I'm afraid you'd do +a terrible amount of damage there. I should like to show you and Mrs. +Wyburn Newport in the season, too. You ladies have it all your own way +over the other side of----may I say, the herringpond?" + +"Oh, please do; yes, _do_ say the herringpond!" + +Daphne leant forward and said to Harry: + +"Do you know who is that very distinguished-looking man who has just +come in--rather weary and a little grey on the temples? He bowed and +kissed the woman's hand so charmingly--at the next table to us. Looks +like a great diplomatist." + +"Then he must be a stockbroker," said Valentia decidedly. "Every one +with the grand manner always is." + +"Really! I can't say; I don't know any stockbrokers," said Miss +Luscombe. + +"How distinguished that sounds!" murmured Vaughan. + +"It's very clever of you, Miss Luscombe," said Lady Walmer; "I don't see +how you can help it! I know nobody else. I always tell Alec she'll have +to marry one, and when she says she doesn't want to, 'My dear child,' I +say, 'you can't marry people you don't see!' And almost the only people +she ever sees at our house _are_ stockbrokers--except a few soldiers +who never have a penny." + +Alec was the daughter, named after her distinguished godmother. + +"It's quite gone out to be snobbish now," Lady Walmer continued in a +lower voice to Harry. "We're all only too glad to take all we can get in +exchange for anything we give!" + +"And you don't call that snobbish?" said Harry. + +"My dear, no!--of course, we give as little as possible. I talk like +this and yet I married for love--and you know the result! Walmer's +always gambling, always running after--goodness knows what--and leaves +me--not quite in the gutter, but certainly on the kerb!" + +"Don't you want Alec to marry for love?" + +"I'm afraid she'll have to, my dear--she's not very attractive. It's a +blessing she's an heiress. But if she's allowed to play hockey, and +skate, and fence, and dance, and the husband is fairly kind to her, I'm +sure she'll be happy--I mean, I have no idea of her marrying a duke, +Harry. I shall be satisfied if he's a charming man, and not too +selfish." She lowered her voice still more to add--"You know she likes +you, poor child, don't you?" + +"You're making fun of me, dear Lady Walmer." + +"No, I'm not.... Walmer's taken 'Flying Fish' again, and after Cowes +we're going for a long cruise. You must come with us. Her father will be +all right. He lets me have my own way about her. Well, aren't you +coming?" + +"You're too frightfully kind, Lady Walmer, of course. But----" + +"My dear boy, of course you're going to the Green Gate, but I wish you'd +listen to a woman of the world. That," she gave Valentia a piercing +glance, "can't go on for ever! You will find Romer making a row some +day, and that will be a bore for you. He's just the sort of man who +would." + +Valentia, noticing their confidential tone and feeling instinctively +that some treachery was in the air, looked once angrily at Harry and +then became apparently absorbed in the conversation of Vaughan. + +Every one was talking volubly and gaily. Only Daphne and Captain Foster +were silent as they sat side by side looking at their plates. But they +were the only people who had found the dinner a real success. + +Harry, who with all his _usage du monde_ was peculiarly subject to +sudden obscure impulses as of the primitive man, became pale with a +strange and painful sensation as he looked at Valentia. + +She was flirting with Vaughan, or so every one present must be thinking. +Of course it was only from pique, and he would soon put a stop to it. + +And Vaughan, with his ironical glance and quiet manner, why did he look +into her eyes all the time? + +What was he saying? + +Harry asked them all to come back to the studio for some music, but even +as he made the arrangement to drive Valentia, he remembered that, _à la +fin des fins_, he would have to leave her at her husband's house. Would +Romer be sitting up? What an ass he was! What rot the whole dinner was! +It was all through Van Buren. Van Buren was a fool. Confound Romer! + +Harry was jealous. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +DAPHNE + + +"More flowers from Van Buren? Let me look at them. A spray of lilies of +the valley; how touching! He expects you to wear them at the opera. I +think it's _such_ a mistake to wear real flowers on an evening dress. +They have a damp, chilly look, like fresh vegetables, at first, and when +they begin to fade they make you look faded, too. Never mind, Daphne; I +think perhaps you'd better wear them just to-night," said Valentia. + +"Yesterday," said Daphne, "he sent me that basket of American Beauty +roses. The day before he sent me Ella Wheeler Wilcox's poems." + +Valentia smiled. "Poor darling!--I mean Van Buren's a poor darling, not +you. You see, he's got the nice sort of Boston idea that a man ought +only to send a girl flowers or books, or music. He thinks it's +respectful. But, anyway, it's a very good sign." + +"A good sign? But I thought there was so much of that sort of thing--I +mean fuss and attention, to girls in America. I thought that didn't mean +anything. I mean anything particular." + +"Daphne, dear, don't blind yourself; don't shut your eyes to obvious +facts. It isn't a matter of what you think or what I think, or of +speculation at all. I _happen to know_ that Van Buren _is_ going to +propose to you. He'll probably do it at Henley or at Sandown, or in the +Park. He's certain to want it to be on a typically English background; +but you can take it from me, for a dead cert, that it's bound to come." + +Daphne sat down and looked serious. + +"Valentia, it's no good. Don't let him do it. It will be so frightfully +uncomfortable meeting him afterwards." + +"Frightfully uncomfortable meeting the man to whom you're engaged? Why?" + +"Because I shan't be engaged to him." + +"Why not?" + +"I shall never marry, Valentia." + +Valentia stared at her in silence. + +"What is your idea, darling? Why, you won't be eighteen till June. You +can't be sure you'll never want to marry!" + +"Well, I don't care for Van Buren." + +"I thought you liked him so much?" + +"Well, he seems all right at first. But I simply couldn't stand him +always about." + +"Couldn't you? Poor pet! But he mightn't _be_ always about." + +"Well, I couldn't stand his marked attention. Valentia, I _hate_ marked +attention." + +"Do you, really? Who'd have thought it?" + +"Well--and he'd always be so considerate and so thoughtful and so +respectful!" + +"That mightn't last when you were married," said Valentia consolingly. + +"Perhaps he might not be so bad after we were once married.... But I +shouldn't like to risk it. And the engagement! Oh! I couldn't simply +_stand_ the engagement! Just think of the ring, and the sentiment, and +the fuss, and the letters! Oh, he'd enjoy it all so much! Oh, it would +make me simply sick to see how pleased he'd be!" + +"I know that feeling," said Valentia sympathetically, nodding her head. + +"Oh, and don't you see how he'd think he was engaged to a +well-brought-up, nice English girl who was a relation of Harry's, and +knew all the right people, and all that sort of thing? And he'd take a +big house--he's hinted this to me already--most likely in Park +Lane--anyhow, something just like a millionaire in a book. It's all so +dull, and cut-and-dried." + +"Some of these cut-and-dried obvious things turn out quite jolly +afterwards. It's the uncomfortable, romantic things that are more often +failures. And you know, Daphne, you do like pretty things and clothes, +and going everywhere, and--not only that, he's really such a dear, and a +good sort, and so good-looking! And you'd put me into a very awkward +position with Harry if you refuse him. But, of course, darling, you must +do as you like." + +"Well, then, Valentia, don't _let_ me refuse him. I don't want to. Don't +let it come to that. I'm sure I should loathe to hear him propose." + +"Why?" + +"It would make me sick." + +"What can I tell Harry really as your reason for not being able to stand +Van?" + +"I'm sure _I_ don't know!" + +"He bores you," announced Valentia. "That's what's the matter. He +doesn't amuse you." + +"It isn't that, it isn't that!" cried Daphne vehemently. "I don't _want_ +to be amused. Do you think I like a man because he's clever, or funny, +and always making jokes? That bores me frightfully. Harry's way of being +lively and clever bores me to _death_! I don't want to marry a +professional entertainer! No, Valentia, that's more the sort of thing +you'd like. _You're_ quite sorry Romer's not like that." + +"I don't suggest that it would be ideal to marry Harry Lauder, Daphne +dear. But wouldn't you really like someone fairly intelligent?" + +"No. Why should I? Do you think I want to marry a man so horribly clever +that he wouldn't understand a word I said?" + +"Let's have it out, dear. What do you think you want?" Valentia answered +herself; "It's Foster, of course! That dull, empty-headed, commonplace, +hard-up, handsome boy. You can't marry him. He's just twenty-two, and +has only a miserable allowance, and is in an expensive regiment, and +you, darling, will only have three hundred a year. I should love to see +you happy in your own way and having your wish, but don't you think it's +a childish fancy? You're both children. Of course he hasn't suggested +marriage, yet, has he? He knows perfectly well it's out of the +question." + +"Valentia! Darling! Why, he proposed to me the day we were +introduced--at Prince's, and he's been doing it ever since." + +"Oh, how utterly absurd of him! Well, anyhow, you must wait and see. +Even if he could afford it, I don't think it would be a success. Why, +there's nothing in the boy! What do you see in him?" + +"I like the way he laughs," said Daphne, after a pause. + +"Do you mind telling me one thing straight out? I'm being very nice to +you about this, dear. I ought to scold you. But, at any rate, you must +treat me with complete confidence." + +"Of course, of course, dear." + +"Tell me, he hasn't ever kissed you, has he?" + +"Oh, Valentia!" + +"I beg your pardon, darling. I felt sure he hadn't." + +"Of course he has." + +"He has!--Where?" + +"How do you mean, where? Oh! at every dance where we've ever met. He +always does, whenever he can. Is it so dreadful? He's such a boy!" + +"Fancy your liking him enough for that!" said Valentia, stupefied. + +"Oh, he's a darling; and the only person I ever could possibly marry." + +"It's rather serious," said Valentia; "and poor Van who is so devoted!" + +"He isn't, really," said Daphne decidedly. + +"Don't you think so? Why?" + +"Oh, the whole thing's an _idea_--the sort of thing he _wants to do_. +It's not genuine." + +"I should have thought the feelings of a man of thirty-four who could +marry any one he chose would be more real than the fancy of a mere boy! +Boys like anybody." + +"Van isn't genuine like Cyril," said Daphne. + +"Who on earth's Cyril?" + +"Captain Foster." + +Valentia walked round the room and then said-- + +"And you really suppose you're going to adore him all your life?" + +"I _suppose_ so. I really don't know. I know about now. Oh, Valentia, be +a darling and let him come to the fancy ball with us." She kissed her. +"And, oh, do tell Harry to explain to Van that it can't go on, that he +must put it out of his head. Do, darling Valentia. Any well-brought-up +young girl will do for him just as well!" + +"And wouldn't any well-brought-up young girl do for Cyril?" + +"I don't know. But only Cyril will do for me. Oh! the jolly way he has +of saying 'Righto' and 'You're all right,' and calling me 'little girl!' +Oh, he _is_ a dear!" + +"Oh, well, if he says such brilliant things as _that_!" + +"It isn't what he _says_----" + +"Oh, hush, Daphne, here is Romer. I shan't tell him a word about it. +Well, I'll think it over." She called Daphne back and said in a +half-hearted way-- + +"I suppose it wouldn't do just to sort of please Harry by marrying Van, +and then seeing that silly boy now and then. You'd so soon get tired of +him--but, no! that wouldn't be right. Forget that I said it--I don't +mean it." + +"I couldn't stand Van at all," said Daphne definitely, "whether I saw +Cyril or not." + +"Then you shan't be bothered with him. But can't you give up Cyril? I +know I'm right about it. It isn't only the hard-upness and the +impossibility--of course, I know he's got relations and all that--but, +it's he himself. You'll get bored with him, too, in a different way." + +"I like him so much _now_," pleaded Daphne. + +Romer came in and Valentia merely told him at great length every word of +the foregoing conversation with lavish comments by herself. Secretly +Romer was bitterly disappointed when he realised that the possibility of +his being left alone with his wife was more remote, but of course he +agreed with Valentia, as she changed her mind a dozen times on the +subject, and as usual the conversation ended in a telephone message to +Harry to come round at once. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +IN FANCY DRESS + + +Van Buren had had many pleasures, many gratifications since he had been +in London; his dreams--the dreams inspired by Du Maurier's drawings when +he was a little boy--had been very nearly realised. Perhaps the greatest +triumph that he had had yet was the evening of the Artists' Fancy Ball. + +He had succeeded in making up a party to go in costume. He was always +making up parties, and he had for many years been obsessed by a longing +to dress up. + +Harry, in mockery of his passion for everything English, had advised him +to go as an Ancient Briton, with a coat of blue paint. Scorning such +ribald chaff, he had ordered a magnificent costume of chain armour. +Greatly to his satisfaction he had persuaded Hereford Vaughan to go as +Shakespeare, Valentia and Daphne respectively as Portia in scarlet and +Rosalind in green. + +A large party were to dine at Van Buren's rooms before the ball. Fancy +dress has the effect of bringing out odd, unexpected little +characteristics in people. For example, Harry, good-looking and a dandy, +quite a romantic type, hated dressing up, and cared nothing whatever +about his costume; while Romer, the sober and serious, enjoyed it +immensely, and appeared to think his appearance of the utmost +importance--almost a matter of life and death. + +The women were far less self-conscious in costume than the men, and +cared far less how they looked, probably because women are always more +or less in fancy dress, and it was not so much of a novelty to them. + +Valentia had pointed out that Shakespeare, to be quite correct, should +wear ear-rings; so Vaughan called at her house on the way to Van +Buren's, as she had promised to lend him some. + +"He won't know how to put them on," said Daphne, drawing on her long +boots. "Probably he hasn't had his ears pierced; you must go and screw +them on for him." + +Valentia ran down. Just as she was screwing the long coral and pearl +ear-rings with rather painful energy on to the unfortunate young man's +ears, the servant, with a slight expression of terror that could not be +concealed, announced-- + +"Mrs. Wyburn." + +The situation was really rather comic. Romer's mother, who was going to +a dinner-party in the same street, could not forgo the pleasure of +calling unexpectedly on them at half-past seven, vaguely hoping that it +might be inconvenient to them, and that she would catch them in +something they didn't want her to know--a true mother's instinct. But +not in her wildest dreams had she expected what she saw when she entered +the drawing-room--her daughter-in-law in her red mortar-board, red cloak +and bands, with, apparently, her arms round the neck of a young man in +purple silk stockings and jewelled embroidered gloves with rings outside +them. + +Mrs. Wyburn literally sank into a chair. + +Valentia was perfectly equal to the occasion. She thoroughly enjoyed the +baffling of Mrs. Wyburn. + +"I can't think why Romer didn't tell you," she repeated several times, +"that Van Buren is giving a dinner for the fancy ball!" and she rang and +gave orders that her husband and sister were to come down immediately. + +Romer had been four hours dressing; Daphne about ten minutes. + +"I do think you ought to have a little make-up. Will you?" said Valentia +to Vaughan. + +"I should love to," he answered, to Mrs. Wyburn's disgust and horror, +looking in the glass and taking very little notice of the indignant old +lady. + +"He _does_ need just a touch of lip-salve and a little black under the +eyes, don't you think so?" Valentia asked, caressingly, pretending to +consult Mrs. Wyburn. + +"I can't say, I'm sure. I've no idea what he wants," said Mrs. Wyburn +with a snap. + +"But don't you think it would improve him, darling?" Valentia went on, +holding her head on one side and holding up her hand as if she were +looking at a picture. + +"Not at all," said Mrs. Wyburn. + +"Then do you think his lips are red enough already?" asked Valentia. + +Vaughan hastily interrupted the absurd discussion. + +"The human lip is never red enough," he said decidedly; "they ought to +be bright, light scarlet." + +"That's just what I think. I've got some lovely scarlet stuff--the +colour of sealing-wax. Shall I fetch it for you?" + +"Yes, do," he said. + +"But won't it look rather----" + +"No; merely decent," said the young man decidedly. + +"And what does Romer say to _all this_?" said Mrs. Wyburn with a forced +smile and a voice trembling with uncontrollable rage. + +"Oh, he likes it, darling. He loves it. No one's been so keen about +their dress as Romer. I'll go and fetch him, and my roll of parchment--I +had forgotten my roll of parchment." + +She ran upstairs and came down saying-- + +"Romer won't be a minute, dear; he's awfully anxious for you to see his +dress. He's just darkening his eyelashes. That's all. He's Louis XIX or +something, you know." + +She then deliberately and openly drew Vaughan to the window where there +was still bright June daylight and painted his lips a brilliant scarlet +to their mutual satisfaction and Mrs. Wyburn's unspeakable horror. + +"Mad," murmured Mrs. Wyburn, half to herself, "quite mad! I shall be +quite upset for the Trott-Hellyers' dinner-party. It's Dr. +Trott-Hellyers' birthday. He only _lives_ three doors from you" (she +said this rather reproachfully), "and I dine with him _every_ year on +his birthday! And to think I only came in to see my son for a minute or +two, because I couldn't bear to pass his door ... his very door...." + +"Sweet of you," said Valentia. + +... "And then to think I should find----" She screamed suddenly. + +Daphne had come in, in her green cloak, doublet and hose, and little +green cap, Romer in paint and powder, patches and lace ruffles, sword +and snuffbox. There was a lavish amount of rouge on his cheeks and his +eyes were blacked almost to the temples. + +Hearing that his mother was there he had finished the left eye rather +hurriedly, the result being that he looked as if he had been fighting. + +While the poor lady was trying to adjust herself to this sight, and +explaining for the sixth time why she was there, and making bitter +remarks about a young girl going to a ball in what she (Mrs. Wyburn) +called trousers, and while Daphne kept on wrapping herself in the folds +of her cloak and then undoing them again to show her nice high boots, +she was still more distressed at the arrival of her _bête noire_ and +mortal enemy, Harry de Freyne. + +Van Buren had sent his motor for them, containing Harry. + +Had his name not been announced by the servant, Mrs. Wyburn would +certainly not have recognised Harry. He was a pierrot in white satin, +with a violet tulle ruffle round his neck and a black velvet mask. One +would know him solely by his single eye-glass, his pleasant voice, and +fluent conversation. + +Pretending to be a clown he jumped in, bowed low to Mrs. Wyburn, and +kissed first Daphne and then Valentia. + +With a last-straw expression Mrs. Wyburn drew herself up to her full +height. + +"Give me my cloak, Romer. I must go. No, don't come to the carriage with +me. Suppose the Trott-Hellyers were to see you--they'd never get over +it!" + +"Why, it's all right, mother," Romer answered. "I'm all right. I'm a +courtier--of the tenth century--you know. I'm all right." + +"And you approve of your young sister-in-law going to a public ball +dressed up as a man?" + +"Rosalind wasn't a man, mother. You forget; you must read the _Midsummer +Night's Dream_ again. You've forgotten it." + +"I shan't find Rosalind there. But that's not the point. When I came in +I found Valentia with that man--the man who writes in purple +knickerbockers----" + +"No, he doesn't--he never writes in purple knickerbockers." + +"Is this meant to be witty?" she asked with a freezing glare. + +"What? No, I shouldn't think so." + +"I found _your wife_," she said in a low hissing voice, as they passed +through the hall where there was a large looking-glass--Romer's +attention wandered--"within an inch of that young man's face, putting +ear-rings in his ears!" + +"Well, she couldn't put them in a mile off," said Romer absently. + +He was now frankly turning his back on his mother, and staring at his +face in the glass. + +"Hang it all! I don't look so bad, do I?" + +"You look a gentleman," she answered coldly; "any son of mine must look +a gentleman. Of course, you look ridiculous--and, as far as that goes, +you _are_ ridiculous; but that doesn't matter quite so much as long as +you look a gentleman." + +"Oh, rot!" + +Romer was trying to move a patch from one corner of his eye to the +other. + +"But as to Harry de Freyne?... And shall you allow your wife to dance +with him in that costume?" + +"Of course--why not? And--_doesn't_ Valentia look--jolly?" + +"I think the scarlet with her golden hair is rather too--striking," she +answered spitefully. + +"Oh, _she's_ all right!" + +"I think you're all mad!" she answered as she reached the door. + +The servant opened it. + +"Oh, we're all right. Good night, mother. You'll be late for the +Trott-Hellyers." + +Drawing her cloak over her narrow shoulders, Mrs. Wyburn stepped angrily +into the brougham. + +Although it was only three doors from her son's house, she would not for +the world have walked. + +When she arrived there, still in a very bad temper at all she had seen, +she nevertheless boasted to her neighbour about how remarkably +distinguished and handsome her son and daughter-in-law had looked in +costume, and of their success, charm, perfect domestic happiness, and +importance and perfection generally. + +She succeeded in depressing the fossils on both sides of her, but they +smiled at each other, indulgent to the feminine weakness of so amiable +and devoted a mother. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +A CELEBRITY AT HOME + + +Miss Luscombe lived with her mother in a species of tank, or rather in a +flat that gave that impression because it was in the basement. It was +dark, and such glimpses as they had of people passing on the pavement +were extremely odd; it seemed a procession of legs and skirts, like +something in a pantomime or a cinematograph. + +The Luscombes lived, as it were, beneath the surface; but that did not +prevent their being very much _dans le mouvement_, and coming up with +great frequency to the surface to breathe. And when one had once walked +down the steps and found one's way into the tank, it was an extremely +pleasant one, and quite artistic. It seemed original, too. There was +something almost freakish in being answered by the parlourmaid (who was +suitably like a fish in manner and profile), "Miss Luscombe is at home, +and will you please step downstairs?" when one had rung the bell on the +ground floor. And Miss Luscombe's ringing laugh with its three soprano +notes and upward cadence always greeted one charmingly and cordially, +and one always liked her; one couldn't help it. Her great fault was that +she was never alone. She existed in an atmosphere of teaparties and +'afternoons'; like the Lotus-Eaters, she lived in 'that land where it +was always afternoon'. + +For an obscure person she led a singularly public life. In her existence +there seemed no secrets, no shadows, no contrasts, and no domesticity. +One could never imagine her except in what she regarded as full dress, +nor without, by her side, a perpetual bamboo table with three little +shelves in it, in which were distributed small cut pieces of very yellow +cake with very black currants, sandwiches, made of rather warm thin +bread and butter, pink and white cocoanut biscuits, and constant relays +of strong dark tea made in a drab china teapot. On crowded +afternoons--in fact, every other Thursday--little coffee cups containing +lumpy iced coffee were also handed round. When they had music there were +lemonade, mustard and cress sandwiches, and a buffet. + +Even when Miss Luscombe was entirely alone she did not seem so. She had +got into the habit of talking always as if she were surrounded by +crowds, and said so much about the celebrities who ought to have turned +up that one felt almost as depressed as if they had really been there. +Sometimes they came, for there was no one like Miss Luscombe for +firmness. Also, she was never offended and was hospitality itself, and +she had a way of greeting one that was a reward for all one's +trouble--it seemed much more trouble than it really was, somehow, just +to step down into the tank. And she was so charming no one could help +being flattered till the next visitor arrived, when she was even more +charming. + +After the Fancy Ball she had got hold of Valentia, who came to see her +on one of those Thursdays that she had pointed out as peculiarly her +own--one of _my_ Thursdays. She really believed that for any one else to +receive on that day was a kind of infringement of copyright. + +Miss Luscombe was wearing on this occasion a drab taffeta silk dress +with transparent sleeves and a low neck. She wore a rose in her hair, a +necklace, and long gloves, because she said she wouldn't have time to +dress again before going out to dinner. + +About a dozen people were there--vague shamefaced young men with nothing +to say, and confident, satirical, fluent young men with a great deal to +laugh at. Most of the older women seemed a shade patronising in tone, +and looked as if they had never been there before. On the faces of the +young women and the girls could be read the resolution never to go there +again. + +Mrs. Luscombe, the mother, was so refined that there was scarcely +anything of her; her presence was barely perceptible. She had learnt the +art of self-effacement to the point of showing no trace of being there +at all. To add to the effect of not being noticeable, she wore a dress +exactly the same colour as the sofa on which she sat--like those insects +who, when hiding from their foes, become the colour of the leaves on +which they live. She was practically invisible. + +On the other hand, Miss Luscombe herself was very much there--very much +_en évidence_. Smiling, greeting, archly laughing, sweetly pouting; +coquetting, eating, playing, singing, acting--almost dancing--an ideal +and delightful hostess. + +She said to every one as they arrived how sweet it was of them to come +so early, or how naughty it was of them to come so late, or how horrid +it was of them not to come last time, or how dear it would be of them if +they came next. She always introduced people to each other who were not +on speaking terms, and had intentionally cut each other for years. She +had a real genius for making people accidentally meet who had just +broken off their engagement, or had some other awkward reason for not +wishing to see each other--and then pushing them together so that they +could not get away. At heart she was intensely a peacemaker, but people +who had met there rarely made up their quarrels. + +When the favourite actor arrived she introduced him to every one till he +was ready to drop, and when the great singer telegraphed he couldn't +come, she showed the wire to everybody. Most of the guests preferred his +not coming. Very few could have endured her triumph had he really +arrived. On the other hand, they would themselves have far preferred to +receive a telegram of refusal rather than not to hear from him at all. + +When these entertainments were over and the mother and daughter were +left alone, the daughter became far more thoroughly artificial than she +was when surrounded by her friends. There was no throwing off the mask; +on the contrary, it was fixed more firmly on, and Miss Luscombe gave +free vent to her sham passion for imitation comedy. + +On this particular Thursday, as soon as Flora Luscombe had laughed her +last visitor archly to the door, she knelt by her mother's side, put her +arms round her, and said-- + +"Dear, dear Mummy, how sweet it is to be alone!" + +Mrs. Luscombe shrank back a little. This pet name, only too appropriate, +always got a little on her nerves, but she felt bound to play up in an +amateurish sort of way to a certain extent. + +"Hadn't you better go and take off that beautiful dress?" she said. +"You're not really dining out, are you?" + +"No, dearest, I managed to get out of it, but alas! I've got to go to +the Reception--you know--that horrid Royal Institution of Water +Colours--afterwards. It isn't worth while to change again. Oh, how weary +one does get of the continual round! And then to-morrow!" She sighed. + +"What is it to-morrow?" + +"To-morrow! Don't talk of it! There's Mrs. Morris's At Home in Maida +Hill, and then right at the other end of London the Hyslop-Dunn's in +Victoria Grove. Oh, dear! And yet one feels one must be _seen_ at all +these places, darling, or else it's remarked at once." + +"You live too much for the world," replied her mother, tidying up some +half-finished watercress sandwiches with a sharp knife. She wondered if, +thus repaired, they would do for next Thursday. + +"You know, Mummy dear, that's the worst of our terrible profession. We +must keep before the public, or else we drop out and are forgotten. What +a sweet creature Valentia Wyburn is! I thought she was quite, quite +dear. And the husband and the cousin are darlings too. Of course they +wouldn't come; I couldn't get them to an afternoon." + +She got up and looked in the glass. + +"What a crowd there was to-day! Three people came up to the front door +at the same time. I think they enjoyed themselves, don't you? Though I +feel I can't pay every one proper attention when there's such a crush, +but I do my little best.... Mr. Simpson came up to me and told me I +looked quite wonderful. But he's a silly thing." She pouted and put her +head on one side. "Did I look too hideous, darling?" + +"Beautiful, of course. The only thing is ..." + +Miss Luscombe clapped her hands and laughed. + +"Did its little girlie really look as nice as all that? Oh, Mummy, +Mummy!" + +"Charming, dear, I only wish that ..." + +"It's too proud of its little daughter, that's what it is," said Miss +Luscombe, sitting on the arm of her mother's chair. "It's a silly, vain, +conceited mother, that it is. It can't see any fault in its pet." + +She tried to pat her mother's cheek. Mrs. Luscombe moved aside with +justifiable irritation. + +"Don't do that, Flora! Yes, dear, of course, I think you're wonderful, +and looked sweet to-day; but I do wish ..." + +"No, no, it doesn't want anything," said Flora. + +"I should be so pleased--if you'd put on just a little less lip-salve +and not quite so much of that bluish powder." + +Having succeeded in completing her sentence, her mother got up and faded +quickly out of the room and shut the door, leaving Flora looking quite +surprised and rather upset with being found fault with. + +Indeed, she did not quite recover her equanimity until she had looked +over the cards in the hall and put on a great deal more powder and +lip-salve, after which she told her mother perhaps she was right, and in +any case she, Flora, would always do what she asked, and would always +follow her dear, dear Mummy's advice. + +She was so charming and amiable that Mrs. Luscombe pretended to believe +her, and said it was _sweet_ of her to take it all off and go out that +evening without any adventitious aids to beauty; and this she said in +spite of the obvious fact that Flora had evidently put on considerably +more than usual. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +MISCHIEF + + +The elder Mrs. Wyburn was seated at the gloomy window of her +sulky-looking house in Curzon Street one bright day in the season, +looking out with some anxiety. + +"Of course she's late; but if that woman doesn't come I'll never forgive +her. She's a silly fool, but at least she does hear what's going on," +she reflected. + +At this moment an old-fashioned-looking victoria drove up, drawn by two +large grey horses. In it sat a rather fat and important-looking lady, +with greyish red hair, a straight decided mouth, and several firm chins. +Her most marked characteristic was her intense decision on trivialities. +She was always curiously definite on the vaguest of subjects, and +extraordinarily firm and sensible about nothing in particular. + +Miss Westbury was a rich unmarried woman, with a peculiarly matronly +appearance, a good-natured love of giving advice, and with views that +obviously dated--one did not know exactly from when. If she had some of +the Victorian severities of the sixties, she had also many of the +sentimental vagaries of the eighties. The serious business of her life +was gossip. In her lighter moments she collected autographs. But her +gossip differed from that of the nervous, impatient Mrs. Wyburn in that +it was far more pompous and moral, and not nearly so spiteful and +accurate. + +Miss Westbury sailed in--I need hardly say she was dressed in +heliotrope--and sat down rather seriously in a large--and the only +comfortable--armchair. + +"My dear Millie, how extremely good of you to come!" exclaimed Mrs. +Wyburn. + +Miss Westbury had been christened Maria, but Millie was the name which +she had chosen to be called by her friends. + +"I am very pleased to come, dear Isabella. To call on you on one of your +Wednesdays is, I know, quite hopeless if one has anything to say. To +call on any one on a day at home, except as a mere matter of form, I do +not consider sensible." + +"Quite so. Will you have some tea?" + +Mrs. Wyburn rang the bell rather fretfully. She did not care for +Millie's made conversation, and hated her way of gaining time. + +"I will have what I always have, dear Mrs. Wyburn, at five o'clock, if I +may--hot water with one teaspoonful of milk, and a saccharine tablet +which I bring with me. I am not a faddist, and I think all those sort of +fancies about what is and what is not good for one are exceedingly +foolish; but when I go in for a régime, dear, I give it a fair chance. +Otherwise there is no sense in it!" + +She settled herself still more sensibly and decidedly in her chair. + +"I wonder," said Mrs. Wyburn nervously--one could see she was not +listening, and thought Miss Westbury was merely drivelling on--"whether +you will come to the point at once? It would be a great comfort if you +would. I have been feeling quite anxious about your visit. I rather +foolishly took some coffee after lunch, and it kept me awake the whole +afternoon--either that, or my anxiety." + +"If you take coffee after lunch," replied Miss Westbury, "you should +take it made as I do. Two teaspoonfuls of coffee in a large +breakfast-cup full of hot water, a saccharine tablet, and a teaspoonful +of condensed----" + +"What was it you really heard, Millie dear, about my daughter-in-law?" +interrupted Mrs. Wyburn sharply. + +Here the footman brought in the tea. Miss Westbury frowned, and +ostentatiously changed the subject. + +"Have you been to the Grafton? I was persuaded to go. I think, myself, +there's a great deal too much fuss made about pictures nowadays. When +one thinks of the money that's wasted on them, when it might be sent to +a hospital, it makes one's blood boil! And some of those that are made +the most fuss about--both the Old Masters and the very new ones--these +post-men, or whatever they're called--seem to me perfect nonsense. A +daub and a splash--no real trouble taken--and then you're expected to +rave about it. There's one man--some one wants me to buy a picture of +his--he paints all his pictures in tiny squares of different colours; +when you're close you can't see anything, but it seems that if you walk +five feet away it forms into a kind of pattern. It seems it's the +tessellated school, and they tell me that in a few years nothing else +will count. And what I thought was a mountain in a mist turns out to be +'A Nun with cows grazing.' Silly nonsense I call it!" + +"Was the nun grazing, or the cows?" asked Mrs. Wyburn. + +"Goodness knows, dear. Then there was that other one called Waning Day, +or something. Two people in a boat sailing on dry land! Then that +picture of a purple man with a green beard! Oh, my dear! The people who +took me there told me it was full of--something French--_essayage_, or +_mouvement_, I think. The man who tried to make me buy it said it was +symbolical. But of course I refused. You know I never have anything to +do with nonsense. Well now, my dear----" Taking pity on Mrs. Wyburn's +extreme impatience, Miss Westbury came a little nearer. "What I heard +was simply this. My cousin, Jane Totness, took her little boy, who is in +London for the holidays, to the British Museum. She always likes to +improve his mind as much as possible; besides, he had been promised a +treat after having a tooth out; the first week of the holidays he always +has a tooth out and a treat after. Jane is like that; she's a sensible +woman, and I must say I think she brings her boys up very well. I myself +might have been more inclined to take him to Madame Tussaud's, or even +to a matinée, or to have an ice at Buzzard's; but I dare say I'm +old-fashioned enough in some ways, and Jane knows her own business +best." + +"No doubt she does," said Mrs. Wyburn, quivering with impatience, +tapping her foot on the floor, and trying to restrain herself. "And so +she took the little boy--Charlie, isn't it?--to the British Museum? Go +on, dear!" + +"Not Charlie, Mrs. Wyburn. It was little Laurence--little Laurence. He +was called Laurence after his grandfather, Lord Dorking. It's the rule +in the Totness family; the second son is always called after the +grandfather, the eldest son after his father, and the third son--I mean, +of course, if there is one--after the mother's father. Don't you think +it's a very sensible plan, dear?" + +Mrs. Wyburn gave her friend first a sympathetic smile, and then a +murderous glance. + +"Yes. Well?" + +"Oh yes. Well, she was just pointing out something to little +Laurence--he's an intelligent boy, and I dare say he was enjoying it +very much--when, to her great surprise, _who_ should she see but Mrs. +Romer Wyburn, talking away like anything on a seat with--who do you +think?" + +"Who?" + +"That young man Harry de Freyne--her cousin, isn't it?" + +"How extraordinary!" exclaimed Mrs. Wyburn. "Did they seem uncomfortable +when they saw Jane?" + +"Oh dear, no, my dear. They seemed most comfortable. Jane bowed to +them--of course rather coldly, she says--and they smiled and nodded, and +Valentia kissed her hand to Laurence. Of course, Jane was very much +pained and shocked about it all. I must say her first thought, dear, was +that I should tell you. Jane Totness is a thoroughly good woman--so +thoughtful." + +"Do you see anything so very peculiar about it?" said Mrs. Wyburn. "You +know, the young man--I disapprove of him as strongly as any one can--but +he's an artist, and she is his cousin, and perhaps he wanted to show her +something in the British Museum?" + +"My dear Mrs. Wyburn, far be it from me to look on the dark side of +things, but, as Jane said, who on earth would go to the British Museum, +unless they were dragged there by force, except to have a private +interview?" + +"But if he wanted to speak to her alone, I don't see why he shouldn't +call on her." + +"That's just it. If it were a simple, innocent, harmless conversation, +that is what he would have done. But it was quite clear that there was +something clandestine about it, and you may be quite sure Romer knew +nothing of it. Besides, they are always together." + +"It does look odd," said Mrs. Wyburn. "What would you advise me to do? +Shall I speak to my son or my daughter-in-law about it?" + +"To neither, my dear. If you speak only to your son, he will tell her, +and she will get round him, and prove there's nothing in it. If you +speak to her she will get round you, and say that Romer knew all about +it. My advice is, if you really want to put a stop to this +flirtation--I'm sure it's gossiped about--even Jane, who is the last +person in the world to talk, speaks of it to every one. If I were you, I +would speak to the young man himself." + +"To Harry de Freyne? Yes, it's rather a good idea." + +It struck Mrs. Wyburn that to do this would, perhaps, cause more +annoyance than anything else. She was now anxious to get rid of Miss +Westbury, who evidently had nothing more to impart. But that lady was +not so easy to dispose of. She broke into a long monologue on the +subject of régime, servants, and little dressmakers, occasionally +returning to the subject of the British Museum, and the shocking +frivolity there. + +Mrs. Wyburn was just thinking of having a violent toothache or some +other ill, when Miss Westbury suddenly made up her mind to depart. + +As soon as she had gone Mrs. Wyburn flew to the Blue Book, looked up +Harry's address, and wrote him the following note:-- + + "Dear Mr. de Freyne, + + "Probably you hardly remember me, but I have met you on two or + three occasions at the house of my daughter-in-law, Mrs. Romer + Wyburn. There is something I want to say to you which I hardly + like to write. I should be glad if you would come and see me + to-morrow afternoon at four o'clock. I shall not keep you long. + You may think this a strange request, knowing you so slightly as + I do, but when we meet, I am sure you will understand. + + "Yours truly, + "ISABELLA WYBURN." + +Having written this note, Mrs. Wyburn felt too impatient to send it by +post; she was simply longing to know that Harry was feeling +uncomfortable, as he was very certain to feel when he got the letter. +Although she had a great suspicion and general dislike of the Messenger +Boy Service, she relented for once in their favour so far as to make use +of them, and the letter was sent by hand. + +She was rewarded for thus conquering her prejudice. Harry was at home, +and accepted her invitation with most respectful alacrity. His +manners--especially on paper--were, with old and young ladies, always +equally perfect--unless he was out of temper. + +Mrs. Wyburn eagerly hoped Harry would see Valentia, or somehow convey to +her about the letter, because it would be sure to make her uneasy also. + + * * * * * + +The next day the young man was punctual to the moment. The old lady left +him alone for a few minutes in the dark, dismal drawing-room. She +thought it would have a salutary effect. + +She found him, when she came in, stroking the china bird, and looking at +himself in the mirror above it. + +He received her with such charming grace that she felt almost +disconcerted, and as if she ought to apologise. + +"You received my letter?" she said, rather abruptly. + +"With great pleasure. That is why I am here." + +He was still standing, smiling delightfully. + +"Sit down," she said, with cold graciousness. "I hope you are not in a +great hurry?" + +"All my day belongs to you," he replied with a low bow, taking the seat +she had indicated. He looked at her with soft deference under his long +eyelashes. + +She found what she had to say more difficult than she had expected. She +spoke quietly, in a low yet rasping voice, with a sharp dignity. + +"I will come straight to the point. To put it plainly, a report has +reached my ears, Mr. de Freyne, which has caused me very great pain and +anxiety--I mean, as a mother. And I wondered whether you----" + +"As a mother? Surely, Mrs. Wyburn, nothing against Romer? I'm sure I, as +one of his oldest friends...." + +"Against Romer!" She drew herself up stiffly. "Most certainly not! +There's never been a word breathed otherwise than in dear Romer's favour +since he was a little boy." + +Harry appeared much relieved. + +"It's a great comfort to hear you say that. It's only what I was going +to assure you." + +"Besides, do you suppose for one moment that if I had any fault to find +with my son I should send for you?" + +She already had an annoying fancy that he was defeating her, laughing at +her, and turning the tables. + +"It seemed certainly rather strange," Harry said. + +"No, indeed! When I say I was troubled as a mother, I meant it in a +very different sense. What I'm afraid of is that dear Romer might be +worried if he heard the report to which I refer." + +"And that is?..." + +She looked at him spitefully, yet with a reluctant admiration. + +He was irritatingly good-looking, good-humoured, and at his ease, and +particularly well-dressed, without appearing in the least conscious of +it. She wished immensely that he had been plain, or awkward, or even out +at elbows, or absurdly dandified, or looked _nouveau riche_, or +something! She felt jealous of him for Romer, and, at the back of her +brain, she grudgingly and perversely sympathised a little with her +daughter-in-law. Harry radiated a peculiar charm for women of all ages. +He did not study them nor try very much to please them; the fascination +was involuntary; he simply used it. + +"And that is, that you and my daughter-in-law, Valentia, were seen +_alone_----" she paused a moment, showing a latent instinct for dramatic +effect. + +He smiled a little more, and bent his head forward with every sign of +intelligent interest. + +She spoke with emphasis. + +"_Alone_--the other morning--at the British Museum!" + +Somehow she felt the shot had missed fire. It had fallen flat. It was +less effective than she had hoped. It did not sound so very shocking +after all. + +He continued to smile with the air of waiting for the climax. She +gathered herself together and went on-- + +"I heard it from Miss Westbury, so it is a fact!" + +Harry thought of saying that he preferred an old wives' tale any day to +an old maid's fact, but he only smiled on. + +"Of course, if this is untrue, Mr. de Freyne--if it is a mistake, or a +false report, you have merely to deny it. Assure me it is incorrect--on +your word of honour--and I will then contradict it in the proper +quarter." + +He decided on his line. "My dear lady, pray don't contradict it. As a +report it is a gem--it is unique. Not merely because it's absolutely +true--for, as a matter of fact, I think most reports are--but because of +its utter unimportance! It seems to me so trivial--so dull--so wanting +in interest to the general public." + +"You think reports are usually true, Mr. de Freyne?" + +"I am convinced they are. I believe firmly in the no-smoke-without-fire +theory. Oh, do you know, I think it is _so_ true!... This certainly is +true--it's a solemn fact." + +"You admit it?" + +"I do indeed! Surely I could hardly refuse to go when I was asked?" + +"Oh, you were asked?" + +"Certainly. And Romer is really such a very old friend of mine, I could +hardly refuse his request. I may be wrong, but I think one should always +be ready to take a little trouble for an old friend." + +"No doubt you have very strict ideas on the duties and obligations of +friendship! At _his_ request--my son's?" + +"Yes; your son asked me to go and escort Valentia." + +"It is very peculiar; you must see that your explanation sounds +extremely odd." + +"Not at all odd," he answered softly, "if you will allow me to +contradict you." He thought a moment. Then he went on: "You may have +heard, perhaps, about the dance that little American, Mrs. Newhaven, is +getting up at the Grafton Galleries for _Deaf and Dumb Dogs and Cats_. +No? Well, every one is going, and they're arranging to have, by way of +novelty, Quadrilles of different nationalities. Romer and his wife are +to dance in the Egyptian Quadrille, and he asked me to take her to the +British Museum to look round and see if we could find some inspiration +for Egyptian costumes that wouldn't be too impossible. But when we got +there, we suddenly remembered the awful story about one of the mummies +being unlucky, so we went into the Print Room and remained there." + +De Freyne paused. + +"Of course, if that is all--if my son knows of your going, and even +asked you to go, there's nothing more to be said ... though I think it +very foolish, and I don't approve of any of that sort of thing at all." + +"What, not of Egyptian quadrilles, Mrs. Wyburn?" asked Harry, with +surprised innocence and in a coaxing voice. "Why, I'm sure it will be +frightfully harmless--in fact, very invigorating to the mind. It's not +as though the dresses were becoming! We saw the most hideous things at +the Museum. We met Lady Totness, who was dragging a wretched little boy +about--I suppose as a punishment for something." + +Mrs. Wyburn smiled slightly. She began to feel rather inclined to relent +at the implication that Lady Totness was hideous. + +"There you really are wrong, Mr. de Freyne. The boy was taken there as a +treat." + +"A _treat_! For whom? For him? What a strange idea--I mean, to think it +could be a treat to go anywhere with her, Mrs. Wyburn." + +"It is, rather," she acknowledged. + +"Well, then, if that is really all that was troubling you, I do hope +you're happy now?" + +He said this with one of his subtle, insinuating changes of tone that +were always so effective. Musicians will understand when I say it was +like a change from the common chord in the minor to the dominant in the +major. It was partly from force of habit, partly because he really +wished to win Mrs. Wyburn over. + +"Of course, now you've given the explanation it's, _so far_, all right. +You'll have a cup of tea with me, won't you?" + +"I should enjoy it particularly. Let me ring." After a minute or two she +said-- + +"But perhaps I might venture to suggest it might be better--more +prudent--if you were to go about a little less with Valentia?... Of +course, I quite see now that you're so devoted to Romer, and like a +brother and so forth, but I can't help considering what people say." + +"Don't call Lady Totness people, Mrs. Wyburn! Think what a disagreeable, +insincere woman she is--not a bit _femme du monde_, and so exceptionally +stupid and spiteful!" + +Harry stayed with her for an hour, having tea, chatting, telling her +stories against every one she didn't like, and speaking with a kind of +tender and admiring familiarity of both Valentia and Romer, in a way +that at once reassured and flattered her. + +Finally, she actually found herself begging Harry to use his influence +with the young couple to be less frivolous and mondains, and not to be +always going out, which he promised to do. She even confided to him her +great wish that they had two or three children, which would steady them +down, and he warmly agreed with her, but said that he felt that on that +subject it was, perhaps, hardly for him to interfere. + +Of course he confided in her, in his turn, how frightfully hard up one +was, with no one buying pictures, and outsiders winning all the big +races after having no earthly chance on any form they had shown that +season. Mrs. Wyburn positively tried to talk racing with him for a +minute or two--rather pathetically--but soon got out of her depth and +fell back on Art. She said she thought, candidly, that Harry's portrait +of his cousin was a pity. + +They parted excellent friends, she even asking him as a favour not to +tell Romer the reason of his visit. To Valentia he might mention it, as +Mrs. Wyburn thought it might be a lesson to her. + +Harry professed, at first, some little scruple on the point. He scarcely +liked, he said, the idea of concealing it from Romer. They always told +each other everything. But Mrs. Wyburn was afraid of her son's +anger--which she could not endure, unless _she_ was in the right--and +of appearing ridiculously meddling. Harry owned that her conduct +_might_ seem rather malicious and absurd. At last he consented, and it +was agreed that neither of them should ever say anything about it to +Romer at all. + +It is scarcely necessary to say that Harry kept his promise of silence +to the letter. Had he not done so the story would at least have had the +interest of novelty, for Romer had never yet heard anything about the +expedition to the British Museum, and he never did. + +A week or two later, when Mrs. Newhaven's ball at the Grafton Galleries +was described in the paper, Mrs. Wyburn, who read the account, observed +that there was no reference whatever to quadrilles of various +nationalities--Egyptian or otherwise; and she rather wondered at the +omission. But it did not occur to her to suppose that this portion of +the entertainment had been entirely imaginary--a lurid figment of +Harry's vivid fancy and fertile invention. + +He left, it must be said, on the old lady a lasting impression--by no +means an unfavourable one. Even when she had reason to grow seriously +anxious again on the same subject, she never could bring herself in her +own mind to blame Harry--she could not at heart think ill of him. She +was only extremely angry with Romer and Valentia. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE FRIENDS + + +Harry had baffled Mrs. Wyburn for the time. He always dealt with his +difficulties one by one as they cropped up, not _en masse_, and +invariably in a manner that relieved the tension for a short time +only--he rarely did anything radical. + +His financial position was, however, growing rather serious, and +occasionally the thought of Miss Walmer flitted through his mind. + +To marry Miss Walmer would be far the quickest and simplest way out of +his difficulties, and she would really be very little trouble, as little +trouble, perhaps, as any wife could be. Besides, Harry had, with reason, +great confidence in his own powers of dealing with women--getting +whatever it was that he wanted from them, and afterwards preventing +their being a nuisance. But he did not much like the idea of this +mercenary marriage, because he was not in the least tired of his romance +with Valentia, and saw great difficulties in the way of keeping it up +later on. He had worrying doubts as to her consenting to revive it +afterwards if he married. + +Her grey eyes and soft fair hair with its dense waves held a lasting +fascination for him. It has been well said that for each individual +there exists in some other being some detail which he or she could find +only in this particular person. It might be the merest trifle. Harry +knew what it was in Val that had a specially compelling charm to him--it +was the way her hair grew on her forehead. And there was something +childlike in her expression that made a peculiar appeal to him. The +power her face had over him was undiminished--it had begun seriously +when he painted her portrait, and had grown gradually since then. And +she was the only woman he had ever met whose affection for him did not +cool his own enthusiasm. On the contrary, it was one of the things which +held him to her most. + +In a sense he was even loyal to her. Harry was not one of those +extravagant Don Juans who made conquests solely for the gratification of +their vanity by adding to their collection. Essentially cool and +calculating, he used his attractiveness only when he thought it would be +of some genuine value to him, or some real satisfaction. As a Lovelace +he was economical. + +Though a great connoisseur of feminine charm and beauty, and +superficially susceptible and excitable, with all this, as many women +knew, Harry was as hard as nails. + +Valentia was the only woman for whom he had ever felt, besides the +physical attraction, a kind of indulgent tenderness. This was partly, no +doubt, because they had been fond of each other as children, and because +of a racial sympathy, a _sentiment de famille_ due to their +relationship. But it was not really to be depended on. + +No one could be a more charmingly devoted lover than Harry. There was no +one like him for little attentions and inattentions, charming little +thoughts, caressing words, and the little jealous scenes that women +value. It was not the mere mechanically experienced love-making that +women see through and to which they often prefer a clumsy sincerity. It +was natural, spontaneous. He had, in fact, a genius for love-making, but +he had not, like Romer, a genius for love. Harry had all the gift of +expression--poor Romer had only the gift of feeling. + +But notwithstanding Harry's magnetism, a woman once disillusioned by him +was disillusioned for ever. Women never forgave him. His romances +generally ended suddenly, and always irrevocably. + + * * * * * + +Harry had no great love of truth in the abstract, but, at least, he +never deceived himself. He saw through his own unscrupulousness, and +rather despised it just as he despised his own work as a painter. He had +grown really fond of Van Buren for the simple, sincere qualities in +which Harry knew himself to be deficient; and the American's +whole-hearted admiration--almost infatuation--for him gave Harry the +pleasure one feels in the frank devotion of a child. It touched him, +even while he intended to make use of it, because it was his nature to +make use of everything. It is an infallible sign of the second-rate in +nature and intellect to make use of everything and every one. The genius +is incapable of making use of people. It is for the second-rate clever +people to make use of him. + +One morning Harry had heard unexpectedly that he had sold a picture--a +thing that rarely happened--and was looking at the cheque he had +received, when Van Buren came into the studio. Harry told the news. + +"Well, Harry, I do congratulate you, with all my heart! What are you +going to do with that?" + +"Frame it," said Harry. "It's the only one I've had for three years. +It's a curiosity." + +The American laughed. + +"Harry, I guess what you're really going to do--you're going to give +yourself the humble joy of paying some of the more pressing liabilities. +I know you!" + +"My dear fellow, that would be mad extravagance! Oh no. You see, this +cheque is--just enough to be no earthly use." + +Van Buren sat down. + +"Harry, if you'd only let me.... But I know that vexes you, so I won't +talk of it. You're Quixotic, that's what's the matter with you." He +smiled, pleased with the word. "Yes, Quixotic! I want to speak to you +about your cousin--I mean Miss Daphne, the beauteous broo-nette." + +"Well, how do you think you're getting on?" asked Harry, who already +knew from Valentia that it was hopeless. + +"Not as well as I should like, Harry. I can't say I feel I'm making any +very great progress. She's a dream, but I'm afraid she regards me as a +heavy-weight. She's only a child, really, I know. She would prefer a +little boy of her own age who would make her laugh. Maybe she thinks I'm +too old. What do you say?" + +"You must give her time." + +"I pay her every little attention that I can," said Van Buren seriously. + +"Perhaps you're too attentive." + +"I'd give her anything in the world she wanted, Harry, if she'd let me." + +"Well, give her a miss for safety." + +"What's that?" + +"Why--this evening you're going to meet her at a dance, aren't you--at +the Walmers'?" + +"Yes; I'm looking forward to that." + +"Well, don't go--don't turn up. Then she'll miss you. Say, to-morrow, +you were prevented." + +Van Buren began to smile. + +"I see what you mean. It's an idea. You do hand me some good advice! Is +it what you would do yourself, Harry?" + +"It's what I'm always doing." + +"But then I don't like the idea of being rude. One always wants to give +the impression of being well-bred, no matter what the facts maybe." + +"It won't be rude. She'll be thinking about you much more than if you +were there, wondering why you're not." + +"You mean it will keep her guessing, Harry?" + +"That's the idea. I shan't say you're not coming. I'll pretend to be +expecting you too." + +"Well, perhaps I'll try that. I know I've only got an outside chance. +She counts me as one of the also-rans." + +"Are you really very devoted, old chap? Would you break your heart if it +didn't come off?" + +Van Buren thought a moment, then said with his scrupulous truthfulness-- + +"Well, no: I can hardly say that, Harry. I'm not so far gone as all +that. But I think she's a very beautiful, charming, well-brought-up +young lady--a typical English girl--a June rose, a real peach. She's the +ideal of the sort of girl I'd like to marry. But if she's out of my +reach--well, I should resign myself." + +"Would you try for some one else? There are probably about a million +girls just like that, you know, who would be only too delighted." + +Van Buren shook his head. + +"She's the only girl I should care about marrying. If it doesn't come +off I shall go back to New York. And I do wish you'd come with me. A +fellow with your talents would do splendidly there. Why, I'd find you a +place in the Bank in New York. I'd see you made your fortune pretty +quick. But you'd never leave London." + +"I'm not so sure. Anyway, we'll give it a chance till the autumn." + +"Yes, I must see it to a finish." + +"If you don't settle down here, then, would you marry an American girl?" + +"No. In that case I shan't marry at all. I shall settle down to the life +of a lonely bachelor--choose the broad and easy path that leads to +single misery, Harry." He laughed. + +"Instead of the straight and narrow road that leads to married +unhappiness," said Harry. "So you _are_ very keen on Daphne?" + +"Not exactly that, perhaps. But it must be her or no one for a +life-partner. She's the only girl who ever made any appeal to me from +the point of view of domestic life. When I think of a happy home and a +fireside with her, it makes me curl like an autumn leaf." + +"What a curious chap you are," said Harry, smiling. + +"See here," said Van Buren, taking a letter out of his pocket. "I've got +a letter from a lady--it's signed Flora Luscombe--but I don't seem to +remember anything about her." + +Harry took the letter. It was written on mauve paper in a somewhat +straggling hand, and was dated from "Dimsdale Mansions, St. Stephen's +Road, North Kensington." It was a pathetic, yet cheery invitation to +tea. + +"It's Miss Luscombe, of the Tank, as we call it," said Harry. + +"Oh, the actress? Well, I think I shall go, Harry. I've never had the +opportunity of mixing much in dramatic circles. It's real kind of her to +have asked me, I must say. I didn't even remember her." + +"No one ever remembers her. But it's amusing and absurd. You'll meet +some of the people you like. Flora will show you round--point out all +the obscurities there, and so forth. Oh, she's a good soul--old Flora." + +"Is she old, Harry?" + +"About twenty-three, or thirty-three. I like her, though she's rather a +snob." + +"Ah, they say all Americans are snobs, Harry, but I feel sure I'm not. +Still, if I really liked a man I can't say I should turn against him +even if he had a title." + +"And if I really hated a person I should never get to like him, even if +he had a bad reputation." + +Van Buren looked surprised and impressed, also delighted. + +"Is that a paradox, or an epigram, Harry?" + +"I can't think!" + +"Won't you tell me what it is?" + +"It's bosh," said Harry impressively, "mere bosh!" + +"Tell me what you really mean by it." + +"How should I know? I haven't the very slightest idea," Harry said, +stretching himself. + +Van Buren looked thoughtfully out of the window. + +"How do you suppose our ro-mances will end?" + +"As badly as possible; romances always do," said Harry. "We ought to be +only too thankful that they end at all." + +"Why, I'm afraid you're a pessimist! How do you define a pessimist, +Harry?" + +"What a mania you have for definition, old chap! I think I agree with +the little girl who said that an optimist is the man who looks after +your eyes, and the pessimist the person who looks after your feet." + +"Why, that's very subtle. I quite see what she means. There's a lot in +that idea, Harry." He thought gravely. + +"Is there? Well, come out to lunch." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +A HOME CHAT + + +"Yes, Romer, on the whole I don't think our season's been a success. +With any amount of struggle, worry, bother, clothes, motoring, and +making up parties, we've just succeeded in not getting Daphne married to +Van Buren, and putting your mother in a perpetual, constant, lasting bad +temper." + +"Have we?" said Romer. + +He was sitting in an arm-chair listening, as usual, while Valentia +talked. He did not always understand what she was saying, nor did he +even always know the subject she was discussing, but he loved to hear +her voice, that was like an incantation in his ears. He said a few words +occasionally, desiring that the musical sound should continue. + +"All our old friends seem to have grown dull and sensible except Harry, +and he's been rather jerky and unsatisfactory--and all the new ones have +turned out complete failures. When I say they're complete failures, of +course I mean they've bored me. But, of course, it may not have been +their object in life to do anything else." + +"Yes." + +"Look at Mr. Rathbone--a man like that, tattooed, and collecting old +programmes of theatres. Well, he's as dull as ditchwater, perfectly +stupid and always saying the right thing to the wrong people. Then +Captain Foster, who seemed perfectly harmless and only decorative, turns +out to be really dangerous, and to count. He's in love with Daphne, and +he has got his mother, who is very weak and foolish and sentimental, +round on his side, and Daphne's always going to tea or to lunch there, +and they've utterly spoilt her--at least, her taste in hats has gone all +wrong, and she told me that Mrs. Foster had pink paper shavings in her +drawing-room fireplace, and asked me why I didn't have them too!" + +"Really?" + +"Yes. And though she's very good, I know it'll end in our having to give +in, and a pretty wedding, and a tiny flat, and utter wretchedness! And +Daphne will get to like old Mrs. Foster better than me, and they'll have +five hundred a year at the most; and even if they aren't really +miserable she'll have to gradually grow suburban, and come up to the +theatre and have to rush off so as to catch the last train back to +Boshan or Doddington or somewhere! I mean if they take a little house +out of town--near Mrs. Foster. However, I'm not going to give in just +yet.... I could understand a slight sacrifice--or even a big one if I +were in love with Captain Foster, but I'm not. I suppose you'll say that +I needn't be, but that isn't the point. The utter absurdity is that all +Daphne wants of him she could see now. No one minds her seeing him. But +why should she break up her life and spoil her future for it? Of course, +_that_ part is _his_ idea. He is so selfish that he isn't satisfied with +the harmless fun they have now, but wants her to live all her life in a +sort of workman's cottage or tenement building just for the sake of the +joy, privilege, and honour of having every meal with him!" + +"What a brute!" said Romer mildly. + +"Isn't he? And suppose a war broke out, and that darling, handsome boy +perhaps put an end to suddenly by a bullet, or mentioned in despatches, +or something, and promoted--oh, please don't talk to me about it any +more, Romer. I hate the life. But I suppose she'll have to go her own +way." + +Valentia paused and looked pensively in the glass. + +"And dear Van Buren, he's been pretty badly treated, I think. I suppose +he knows it isn't my fault or Harry's. I try to make up for it in lots +of ways--by getting him an introduction to the man who wants to fly +across the Atlantic. I really hoped he would say to Van Buren, 'Fly with +me!' but he didn't, and in the most roundabout way and by the most +fearful lot of trouble--chiefly through me--he was asked to dinner to +meet that other man--I forget his name, the one who keeps on discovering +the North Pole. And it seems he is a dear, and awfully good-looking. And +then he--Van, I mean--has met Bernard Shaw, and Graham White, and Lloyd +George, and Thomas Hardy, and Sargent, and Lord Roberts, and Henry +James, and even Gabrielle Ray, so he hasn't had such a bad time in +London. I don't see that he has anything to complain of, do you, Romer?" + +"Shouldn't think so." + +"That was what he wanted, you know," continued Valentia. "But if we +couldn't get him a wife as well, it's not our fault. I'm sure we've +tried our best. He's such a dear, and very fond of England. He has been +most useful to Harry, I'm sure; and----I think the new fashions are +simply frightful. The new way they're going to do the hair will be +revoltingly unbecoming, and the whole thing will make every one look +hopelessly dowdy. The smarter you are, the more of a frump you will +look!" + +"Oh, I say, Val!" + +"Yes, you will--I mean I will, but I won't.... Because I'm not going to +follow the fashion like a sheep. And if you're not very careful I shall +dress in a style of my own." + +"Like a sheep! Do sheep follow the fashion?" + +"Of course they do. Didn't you know that? What one does all the rest do. +Of course it doesn't change so often--even in the best Southdown +circles--at least _we_ don't notice the change. When a new kind of 'baa' +comes in and they all echo it we don't see any difference, but I don't +suppose they see any difference in our fashions either. Oh, and Romer, +I've been worried because I feel I've got so frightfully empty-headed +and unintellectual through just _living_, never reading or thinking, +when we go down to the Green Gate I shall read a lot of serious books. +I'm going to read H. G. Wells, and Hichens, and Aristotle, and some +history, and all sorts of 'improving' things. When are we going?" + +"As soon as possible," said Romer, brightening up. "Let's go next +Wednesday." + +"Oh, I can't be ready quite as soon as that, Romer dear! Let's go on +Tuesday. I'll arrange it all." + +"Good!" said Romer, beaming. + +"And I'll get Harry to come down with us." + +"Thought he was going yachting with the Walmers?" + +"Oh no, he's not, after all.... He doesn't really care for the sea." + +"Oh!" + +"Harry, of course, is sorry for Van Buren," continued Valentia. "And yet +he takes Daphne's part about Cyril Foster. He knows it's spoiling her, +but he thinks she ought to be spoilt; he's so fond of Daphne." + +"Why doesn't he marry her himself?" asked Romer. + +"Harry?" She looked at him in surprise. "Why, Romer, what a harpist you +are. If I've told you once, I've told you a hundred times, he never +marries! Harry has a great many bad habits, goodness knows. But marrying +isn't one of them." + +"Do you think he's keen on some one else?" asked Romer after a rather +long pause. + +She seemed annoyed at the question, then smiled again. + +"I don't know! The other day I called at the studio unexpectedly to ask +for something I'd forgotten, and found Harry improvising at the +piano--you know that way he has of improvising from memory--an +inaccurate memory--of some well-known composer. I've never known him do +it except when he wanted to--please some woman. Well, Lady Walmer was +there, leaning over the piano and listening. Should you think from that +he's keen, as you call it, on her?" + +"Lady Walmer! At her age!" + +"Why, Romer, she's no older than anybody else! It doesn't matter +nowadays in the very slightest degree whether one is twenty-eight, or +thirty-eight, or even forty-eight. To a modern man it's all exactly the +same. Of course, if a flapper is what is required, well then, naturally, +he must be shown to another department. But apart from that--why, Lady +Walmer would be quite as dangerous a rival for me as a woman ten years +or twenty years younger. And I'm not twenty-five yet." + +"Rival to _you_? What do you mean?" + +Romer stared at her, a spark of his fanatic admiration showing in his +eyes. + +She laughed and hurried on. + +"Nothing. I never mean anything. I know what you think, Harry is not a +marrying man, but he might become one. But a girl like Alec Walmer! With +the figure of a suffragette and the mind of a canary who plays cricket, +or a goose who goes in for golf----" + +"Heaps of cash." + +"Yes, I know. But Harry's an artist--he needs sympathy." + +"He's got his head screwed on the right way." + +"But his heart's in the right place." + +"What is the right place?" + +"Don't be irritating, Romer. We'll go to the Green Gate on Monday then. +And now I must go out and order a short tweed skirt, and a garden +roller, and a few other things that we shall need in the country. Leave +it all to me! No, I never forget anything; even your mother says I'm +practical. And oh, do let's try and put her in a good temper before we +go away. You'd better go and see her and say good-bye to-day, early in +the afternoon, alone. And then I'll go in late and take away the +impression of anything you've said wrong. Do you see, darling? Dear +Romer!" + +She went out of the room like a sunbeam in a hurry. + +Romer followed her with a wondering expression. To him her movements, +her hair, her eyes seemed to suggest some fascinating language he had +not yet learnt. She seemed to him almost a magic creature. + +As usual, he showed his sensations simply by obeying. He went to say +good-bye to his mother. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +VALENTIA'S VISIT + + +Romer's mother, looking intensely cross--it was her form of deep +thought--was re-embroidering, with extra little stitches, and +unnecessary little French knots, and elaborate little buttonholes that +would never see a button, a large and fine piece of embroidery on which +she had been working for many months. She had that decadent love of +minute finish in the unessential so often seen in persons of a nervous +yet persistent temperament. + +She was expecting her daughter-in-law. Romer had said, "Val will look in +this afternoon." + + * * * * * + +Valentia arrived, delightfully dressed, and, to the casual observer, +looking just as usual, but in her costume there was just that nuance of +difference--what was it?--extra sobriety, a more subdued look--some +trifle that she had worn last year to suggest to the seeing eye a hint +of praiseworthy economy?--at any rate, a shade that other young married +women would recognise at once as the right note when calling on one's +mother-in-law. + +Mrs. Wyburn greeted her with real pleasure, and with far more warmth +than she ever showed to her son (her affection for him being authentic). +The sight of Valentia, however, always genuinely raised her spirits. She +was fascinated by her, and had an obscure desire to gain Valentia's +liking, and even admiration--by force, if necessary! At the same time +she felt jealousy, disapproval, an odd pride in the girl's charming +appearance, and a venomous desire to give her slight pain. + +"Romer has been here, I see--I mean, I guess he has by the cigarette. +He's the only person who's allowed to smoke here. Yes, Mrs. Wyburn, +we're off on Wednesday. Won't you miss us awfully? But I shall be very +glad to go. I've really had enough of the season." Val spoke with a +shade of weariness. + +"No wonder! I suppose you've hardly had one quiet evening at home the +last three weeks?" + +"Very likely not one. Even when we're quite alone Harry comes round, and +often his American friend too." + +This was a challenge. + +Valentia was sitting opposite the light, dressed in blue, in a black +hat of moderate size, looking straight at the elder lady with a smile, +and stirring her cup of tea. + +Mrs. Wyburn admired her pluck and the fit of her dress. + +"Yes, exactly--just what I should have thought. You know what a horror I +have of displaying anything in the shape or form of _interference_, dear +Valentia. But, since you've mentioned it yourself, may I just say, +doesn't it seem almost a pity that you should never be alone with your +husband?" + +Valentia began to laugh. + +"Oh, really, Mrs. Wyburn, why do you assume that? But of course we're +longing for a quiet time. That is why we're going away so early. What +_delicious_ China tea! Yours is the only house where one gets it quite +like this." + +She put down her cup, which was more than half full, with a slight sigh. + +"Romer hates China tea too," said Mrs. Wyburn. "It would be really +better for your nerves if you'd drink it, my dear." + +"And when do you go to Bournemouth?" + +"The first week in August. So I shall be able to come down one day--as +Romer asked me--before I go, and just have a peep at what you're all +doing at the Green Gate." + +She smiled with grotesque playfulness. + +"Oh, that will be nice," said Valentia. "It must be looking lovely now. +Did Romer say anything else of any importance?" + +"He never says much, as you know, important or not! He's very like his +poor father, who really used to sit opposite to me for hours at a time +without opening his lips." + +"A strong, silent man," murmured Val sympathetically. "I know so well +what you mean." + +"Indeed you don't," snapped Mrs. Wyburn. "He was the weakest +creature--_morally_, I mean, poor dear--that ever breathed. He was a +very tall, fine man, but yet any pretty woman could turn him round her +little finger! It was his most marked characteristic." + +"Fancy! Devoted to you, of course. Romer's often told me." + +"I'm sure he hasn't. What can Romer know of my domestic troubles, as he +was just four when he lost his poor father? But however that may be, I +do hope, Valentia, you will wear warm, _sensible_ clothes for the +garden. I never quite like the idea of your sitting out on that little +terrace late in the evening with practically nothing on your shoulders. +People should be so careful of the night air." + +"How thoughtful of you, Mrs. Wyburn! But I have a wrap--I never sit out +without a wrap." + +"Pink chiffon, I suppose?" + +"Now how did you know? You seem to have second sight!" + +"Yes; I guessed as much. Very candidly, dear Valentia, I don't approve +of pink chiffon. But we women of an elder generation are never listened +to, though our advice is worth hearing, I can tell you." + +"Oh no, Mrs. Wyburn, don't say that. What would you advise instead +then--a red crochet woollen shawl? I'll get one, of course. How lovely +that embroidery is getting that you're doing! I remember last February +thinking that it was as beautiful as it could be, and now it is more +wonderful still. Let me look." + +She bent down her pretty head to admire it. + +"Is it my fancy, or the light, or hasn't your hair grown a little +brighter in colour lately, Valentia dear?" + +"Oh, do you really think so? I'm so glad. I was afraid it was just the +same--just as it was in Harry's portrait of me, you know." + +"It does look very like the portrait. But, very frankly--you won't mind +my saying so?--I think that if it were not quite so fair it would be an +improvement." + +"Oh, naughty Mrs. Wyburn! Fancy your wanting me to touch up my +hair--make it dark at the roots, I suppose, as so many people seem to +do! Oh! I wouldn't! What would Romer say? He likes it like this." + +Before the elder lady had quite recovered from the blow, Valentia went +on carelessly-- + +"Daphne sent her love to you. She mayn't have time to come and see you +before we leave." + +"Has she been going to any more fancy balls as Rosalind?" asked Mrs. +Wyburn sarcastically. + +"No, oh no. There haven't been any more." + +"I heard a report--oh, only a report--that Mr. Van Buren is a great +admirer of your sister's; indeed, it was even said that they were going +to be engaged." + +This was really a sore subject to Valentia. Her temper began to waver +slightly. It had been a very pet scheme of hers, and only Daphne herself +had defeated it by refusing the millionaire. But of course she knew +better than to tell Mrs. Wyburn that. + +"Oh yes, you heard that. I believe he does admire her very much. But I +hope I'm not going to lose Daphne yet." + +Something in her expression warned Mrs. Wyburn, who said +affectionately-- + +"Well, there's plenty of time; she's _so_ young. I don't believe in +girls marrying till they're sensible women and know something of +housekeeping, and are fitted to deal with their servants." + +"I hope you haven't been having any more trouble with yours lately?" + +"Indeed I have! I had just sent for the housemaid to give her notice +because she never dusts the lustres properly, when she turned round and +gave it--notice, I mean--to _me_!" + +"What a blessing! It saved you the trouble." + +"On the contrary, if you knew anything of domestics, Valentia, you would +see that it put me in a most awkward position--most awkward; and now I +shall have to live at Mrs. Hunt's!" + +"To live at Mrs. Hunt's?" repeated Val, as if stupefied. "Why, you're +not going to leave your charming house? And who is Mrs. Hunt?--an old +friend of yours?" + +"Don't you really know who Mrs. Hunt is, Valentia?" Mrs. Wyburn's voice +trembled. + +"No; I haven't the faintest idea." + +"She's a Registry Off----Well, may you never know! Certainly I'm not +going to leave my house. The idea of such a thing!" + +"Oh, I'm _so_ glad," said Val, getting up. "I'm afraid I must leave it, +though. I have so many little things to do before I go. Now, Mrs. +Wyburn, take great care of yourself, and I do _hope_ you'll get a nice +housemaid quite soon. That sort of thing is so worrying, isn't it?" + +Mrs. Wyburn accompanied her to the door, and as usual stood on the +landing with her, complaining of various troubles, and finally parted +with caressing words and advice about going for country clothes to "a +little dressmaker--quite near here--who runs up one's blouses and +skirts." + +"Does she? Fancy! She must be small! Good-bye!"... + +... "What a woman!" murmured Val as she got into the carriage. + +"What a wife for Romer!" exclaimed Mrs. Wyburn as the door shut. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +A SUGGESTION + + +Miss Luscombe, humming a tune, was wandering round her drawing-room, +arranging it. She always hummed a little tune when she was alone, if +possible some quaint old French air. Not that she was really alone now; +only her invisible mother was with her. To do her justice, Flora took as +much trouble to impress this almost imperceptible audience as if she +represented a large crowd. + +"There!" she said. She dusted a little blue vase and put it further +back. "Now you're nice and tidy. No, you go back there, you ugly thing!" +pouting at a photograph, "you're not wanted to-day! Come out more in the +light, Lady Charles! We want you to be seen. _That's_ better!" + +From the depths of an arm-chair, where she was hidden, Mrs. Luscombe, +who was watching her with intense irritation, said sharply-- + +"Who do you expect to-day?" + +"Oh! how you startled me, Mummy! I didn't know you were there.... Isn't +it funny, when you wear that dark red dress, _just_ the colour of the +armchair, one doesn't see you?" + +She went on humming in the low, sweet voice, "_La violette double, +double--la violette double-ra-ra._" + +"Pray stop that, Flora. My nerves won't bear it. Who did you say you +expect?" + +"Mr. Rathbone, darling, if you _must_ know. Mr. John Ryland Rathbone, to +be exact. You know he's one of the Catford Rathbones, don't you, Mummy?" + +"What's a Catford Rathbone?" + +"Dear mamma!" she laughed. "It's quite a good old family. One of the +untitled aristocracy." + +"I thought you told me his father was a farmer?" + +"No, dear--that's a little mistake. I told you his father had _taken_ to +farming--as a hobby. Besides, that's just what I mean--a fine old yeoman +stock--the backbone of the country." + +"Why are you praising up this Mr. Backbone--or Rathbone--so much? Is he +in love with you?" + +Flora laughed coquettishly, putting on her Russian Princess manner. It +was voluble, disdainful, and condescending. She often changed, quite +suddenly, from an _ingénue_ to a _grande dame_, and then to an +adventuress and back again before you knew where you were. + +"Of course he's in love with me. What of that? Poor boy, he must take +his chance like the others! '_La violette double, double----_' Oh, I +forgot, dear. I beg your pardon." + +"What's he coming here for?" pursued the relentless mother. + +Miss Luscombe now became a soubrette of a somewhat hooligan type, and +pretended to throw a little feather duster she was holding into the +depths of the arm-chair. + +"That remains to be seen. But I'm a girl who knows how to take care of +herself. I shall keep him in his place, old dear. Don't you worry." + +"I don't." + +There was a ring at the door. Flora blushed genuinely, and put some +powder on. She became sweet and tactful again, and refined, the amiable +woman of the world. She helped her mother out of the arm-chair, quite +unnecessarily, but perhaps to hurry her departure. + +"You'd better leave us alone now, darling," she said, "and girlie will +tell you all about it afterwards." + +Mrs. Luscombe ran like a hare through a side door. + +The servant announced, throwing open the folding doors, "Mr. Rathbone." + +In two seconds the feather-duster was behind a screen, and Flora, +looking really very handsome--she was, as usual in the daytime, in +semi-evening dress--was reading a little book covered in old vellum, and +kept for the purpose of her being found reading it. She put it down and +welcomed her guest charmingly. + +Rathbone, looking very fair and pink and rather determined, had brought +with him a kind of case containing his collection of old theatre +programmes, so that he gave the impression of being a diplomat of high +importance with a portfolio. + +She helped him prettily to show her the programmes, and was pleased to +see that there was something else on his mind. + +She gave him a cigarette and they had tea. He told her the ancient story +of his writing to Cissie Loftus, and how he had never received an +answer. She welcomed the anecdote as though it combined the brilliance +of a jewel with the freshness of a daisy. + +Then he spoke in a somewhat thick voice and with that rather gruff +manner that she associated with sincerity. + +"Miss Luscombe, I ..."--he sighed deeply. "To tell you the truth, +there's something--for a long time I've wanted to ask you." + +He fixed on her intently his blue eyes, in which there was an ardent +glare. + +"Really, Mr. Rathbone? What can I do for you?" + +"A great deal. The question is, what would you do for me?" + +"Oh, that depends," she said, smiling, looking down, and enjoying +herself. + +"Not to put too fine a point upon it, Miss Luscombe----"; he stopped +nervously. + +"Miss Luscombe sounds so formal," she murmured. + +"You wouldn't allow me to call you Flora, would you?" + +He smiled, but she thought he looked disappointed. Perhaps he was a man +who needed difficulties--opposition. + +"Well ... I ... it depends," she said. + +"Look here, Flora, you're a very charming woman. I have a great +admiration for you. What is more, I believe you to be a thoroughly +good----" he hesitated again; was he going to say 'woman,' +'actress?'--he decided on 'sort.' + +"Oh!" + +"Now I'll reveal to you the dream of my life, which I wouldn't tell to +anybody else." + +"I wonder if I can guess it?" she said, wishing he would hurry up. Lady +Charles was coming at half-past five to get the address of that fur +place Flora knew of, where you got things practically for nothing--and +they were worth it, too. + +"I know I'm not so very young," continued the young man. + +"Why, you're only about thirty-four, aren't you? I call that young." + +"Do you--do you really? Now I was afraid I was getting rather too old to +begin, as it were, a fresh life. Well now"--he came a little nearer and +touched her hand, which lay on the table; it was a pretty hand, thin and +bony, with pink polished nails and a garnet ring--"will you do it for +me? will you help me? will you not think me foolish--too daring--too +sanguine?..." + +"What?" + +"Yes. I see you've guessed. Yes. I want to go on the stage." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +MISS WALMER + + +"And so you see, don't you, Lady Walmer, that I really simply couldn't +do it--I mean I must do it. They're expecting me there for the whole +summer. How could I throw them over at the last minute?" + +Harry spoke in his most convincing voice. He was calling on Lady Walmer, +and they were both sitting in her little yellow boudoir. She had just +come in from a bazaar, and was wearing a rather angry-looking hat, very +much turned up on one side, with enormous purple feathers. She was +looking very far from pleased. Her handsome chin appeared squarer than +usual. There was a look in her eyes that more than one man besides Harry +would have been by no means anxious to meet. + +She drew off her gloves, stroked one over the other thoughtfully, and +said-- + +"Why did you promise to come on the yacht? The whole summer's spoilt for +Alec." + +"I hoped I could--I thought I could manage it. Surely you +understand----" + +"But it's got to come to that sooner or later, Harry. You can't make an +omelette without breaking eggs. If you want to be a respectable, dull +married man, you'll have to dissolve your romance, you know. I should +have thought you were the last person to be weak about anybody else's +feelings!--No, it's your own, my dear boy." + +Harry's colour rose a little. + +"My dear Lady Walmer! I'm going to tell--my cousin Valentia--all about +it--I mean about my hopes. I'm certain that she will be charming about +it--only too glad, for my sake." + +"Oh! And yet I thought she was human! Or--is there some one else?" + +"Certainly there's some one else--there's Romer. She's very devoted to +him." + +"Harry, my boy, we should get on so very much better if you wouldn't +tell so many unnecessary fibs," remarked the lady. + +She stood up and drew the hatpins out of her hat. + +He said, "I'm quite frank with you. I don't think I've been anything +else. And, after all, I only ask to do it in my own way--at my own time. +To choose my moment. Really, one can't behave like an _impossible_ +bounder." + +"Oh, can't one? Well, perhaps not." + +She took the hat off and put it on a table, giving the impression +suddenly, without it, of being smooth, a little bald, and very +good-tempered. + +"Then you'll forgive me, Lady Walmer--you'll understand? I should think +that in about three or four weeks I shall be able to join you somewhere. +But, about fixing the date--that's impossible. Can't I see Alec to-day?" + +She smiled graciously. + +"Certainly you may; I want you to. You must cheer her up and say nice +things to her. Poor child, I wish she weren't so ridiculously pleased +with you. You don't care two straws for her." + +"I give you my word of honour that I will make her happy." + +"I suppose you'll make her as happy as any one would. It's always +something to get one's wish, even if the wish is a failure." + +"Now, why do you say that? It won't be a failure." + +"All right. I'll send her to you. Now be a good boy, Harry. I'm +jealous--for Alec--of the Green Gate." She smiled in her attractive way. +"Will there be an absolute rupture between you and your ... cousins, do +you think?" + +"Oh, good heavens, Lady Walmer, no!" said Harry rather irritably. "We +shall all be perfect friends, of course ... what impossible things you +expect." + +"I expect only what is certain." + +She went away. + +Vanity was as elemental in Harry as in any other good-looking young man. +With him, though, it was not a mere useless pursuit--an +art-for-art's-sake joy--but invariably calculated and used as a means to +an end. + +He looked in the glass earnestly, then started as Alec came in. + +He was always surprised and even a little _gêné_ each time he saw her, +by her immense apparent height. It seemed so much greater than it was +because of the somewhat monotonous lines of her figure and her rather +bird-like face. + +Harry watched her, listened to her as she chattered away her hurried, +inexpressive unmeaning slang, and looked at him with her bright, small, +beadlike eyes. + +He did not appreciate her. He did not know that behind the jerky manner +and inexpressive face there was a Soul. + +She had not been trained to talk sentiment, and she could not express +her ideas; so, though she adored Harry, she only said to her mother in +confidence, when in a serious mood, that he was all right; and when in a +more playful frame of mind to her girl-friends, that he was a little +_bit_ of all right. + +"Alec," he said, making her sit down in the lowest chair (he could not +bear her towering over him), "isn't it a bore that I can't come on the +yacht?" + +"Pretty useless," she answered. + +He took her hand. + +"You won't forget me while I'm away, will you, Alec?" + +"What do _you_ think?" she answered in a trembling voice, and then gave +a loud laugh. + +"I don't think--I don't know." + +"Oh, shut up!" + +"Will you be just as nice when I see you again?" continued Harry, in a +carefully-modulated voice. + +"Why do you ask me all this rot?" she said, with another uneasy laugh. +"Of course I shall." + +"Good." + +Harry couldn't think of anything else to say. Then he remembered.... + +"When I join you again I'm going to bring you a ring. What's your +favourite stone?" + +"Rubies and diamonds," she answered without a moment's hesitation. "I +say, how sporting of you! That'll be ripping!" + +He tried to feel touched by her artless joy. He knew he was not an +ideally ardent suitor. + +"Well, we'll have a good time later on, eh?" he said in her own tone. + +"Don't be a silly ass!" replied the girl, her eyes full of tears and +tenderness, and her heart of the most sincere joy and affection. + +Harry laughed. + +"Tell me, Alec, is your mother a soothing companion? Is she a nice woman +to live with?" + +"Oh! _she's_ all right. A bit off colour sometimes. At least--well, she +_is_ all right, if you understand--and yet she's _not_--if you know what +I mean." + +"Ah! that is a dark saying. You are pleased to be +mysterious--sphinx-like." + +"You _are_ a rotter, Harry!" + +"How subtle you are, Alec. How elusive is the lightning-play of your +wit!" + +"_How_ much?" + +"The random poppy of paradox grows too often in the golden cornfield of +your conversation," Harry went on, taking her hand. + +"Oh, rats!" exclaimed the artless girl. "Can't make out what you're +driving at half the time, when you go on like that. Don't believe you +know yourself." + +"Don't I? Really now, you know, we're almost--well--privately engaged. +May I kiss you, Alec?" + +She blushed crimson, turned her face away, and said, "Please yourself." + +Unable to help laughing, he kissed the top of her head, told her to +write to him, and left the house, feeling like an entirely new and +recently-discovered kind of bounder. + +He hated the double game. It didn't amuse him a bit. But now he felt he +was free for a month's holiday, during which he had, however, the +unpleasant holiday task of breaking the news to Valentia. + +He was driving home, but changed his mind and called out to the cabman +to drive to Valentia's house. + +He found her trying on furs--furs in mid-summer! + +She greeted the arrival of his exquisite discrimination and taste with +clapped hands, soft, beaming eyes, and her smile--Valentia's smile. Miss +Walmer couldn't smile at all--she didn't know how. She could only +laugh. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +MRS. FOSTER + + +Daphne had come to say good-bye to Mrs. Foster. + +This lady lived in a kind of model cottage in a garden in Ham Common. It +was not at all like the ideal, 'quaint' model cottages that one sees +advertised by well-known firms of furnishers, though it might have been. +Mrs. Foster was rebellious to Waring, and sincerely disliked anything +modern. + +The little drawing-room, and indeed every other room in the house, was +principally furnished by photographs and groups of her son Cyril--Cyril +as a very plain boy, in a skirt, with hardly any eyes or hair, and a +pout; Cyril as a 'perfect pet' of a sailor, at six. Then Cyril in +cricketing groups (how he stood out against the other ordinary +boys!)--in Etons (looking neat and supercilious), and then in his +uniform, in which he looked simply lovely. + +Daphne had an intense and growing desire to please his mother. In fact, +curiously, she was more anxious to gain her approbation than that of +Cyril himself. To this end she usually remade her hats, when possible, +in the train on her way to Ham Common, and her pocket when she arrived +there was usually filled with artificial flowers, feathers, or other +ornaments that she had taken off her hat, so as to look simple. Also she +turned it down all the way round to make it look as if it were merely a +protection from the sun--not a hat. + +To-day she wore a pink-spotted muslin dress and a straw hat, with pink +ribbon. She certainly looked extremely pretty, and not at all what she +had such a dread of before Mrs. Foster, smart. Mrs. Foster had a horror +of smartness in the _jeune fille_. + +Daphne delighted her. She was a very sentimental woman, with a strong +theoretical bias for the practical. She was by way of teaching Daphne +housekeeping and how to manage on a small income (of which art she knew +very little herself, but was supposed to know a great deal because she +wore a kind of cap). She had a pretty, delicate, kind face, and was +wearing large wash-leather gloves, in case she should wish to do a +little gardening later on. + +Daphne had still much of the child in her, and there was nothing she +enjoyed quite so much as gardening with Mrs. Foster, and occasionally +stopping to eat a gingerbread-nut, and hear something about Cyril and +the brilliant remarks he had made as a child. + +Mrs. Foster had a chiffonnier of a kind Daphne had never seen before, +which fascinated her because such queer delightful things came out of it +in the middle of the morning--slices of seed cake, apples, and the +gingerbread-nuts. There were pink shavings in the fireplace, and +wherever there was not a photograph of Cyril there was one of the Prince +Imperial. Evidently he had been the passion of Mrs. Foster's earlier +life. She loved to tell the story of how she had seen him at +Chislehurst, and how she thought he had looked at her. + +There were other nice things in the cottage: there were two rather large +vases of pink china on which were reproduced photographs of Cyril's +great-uncle and great-aunt--one in whiskers, the other in parted but +raised hair with an Alexandra curl on the left shoulder. In these vases +folded slips of paper called spills were kept. A modern note was struck +by the presence of a baby Grand--a jolly, clumsy, disproportioned +youthful piano, rather like a colt, on which Daphne played Chopin to +Mrs. Foster, and sometimes The Chocolate Soldier to Cyril; and Mrs. +Foster, at twilight, sometimes played and even sang, "_I cannot sing +the old songs, they are too dear to me,_" which her mother used to sing, +or, coming a little nearer to the present, "_Ask nothing more, nothing +more, all I can give thee, I give,_" a passionate song of the early +eighties. + +No one, except Daphne, ever did ask any more. + +The whole thing was, to Daphne, a treat. Something in the atmosphere of +Ladysmith Cottage--that was its name--fascinated and amused her. + +Mrs. Foster was a widow. Her husband had been a distinguished soldier. +Almost the whole of her extremely small income had been devoted to +Cyril's education, and with the assistance of an uncle who took interest +in him, he had been got into the Guards, where he existed happily with a +comparatively small allowance. + +Mrs. Foster had not been at all surprised or annoyed at his wishing to +marry at twenty-two. She thought it extremely natural. It seemed to her +very sensible of Daphne to accept him, and that she was the most +fortunate girl in existence. + +"I hope your sister doesn't mind my taking you away from the gay, +fashionable world for a day?" she archly asked. + +"Oh no, of course not. We're going in the country next week, so I wanted +to see you." + +"Cyril's at Aldershot. I don't think he'll be able to come down this +afternoon. He can't get away this week, I'm afraid." + +"I shall see him before I go," said Daphne. + +"Do you have a letter from him every day, darling?" + +"Oh yes, a few lines." + +"He is a noble boy!" said Mrs. Foster enthusiastically. "How he always +hated writing letters! I remember how I guided his little hand to write +his first letter to his uncle, General Rayner. Just as we got to the end +of the letter Cyril suddenly jumped up and threw over the table. The +letter was simply drenched in ink. Dear boy! I've got it still.... Oh, +you must come into the garden, Daphne. I've something new to show you. A +friend of mine has just let her house. She didn't know what to do with +her dovecot--nobody wanted it--so she's given it to me. Come and see the +dear little creatures--they are so pretty." + +They went out into the garden and stood looking at a sort of depressed +pigeon-house. + +Mrs. Foster made strange noises, which she thought suitable to attract +the inmates, and Daphne saw two doves who struck her as if they had +married in haste and were repenting at leisure. + +"Why don't you let them go free?" suggested the girl. "Just think how +happy and delighted they'd be." + +"I doubt it. I don't think they'd know what to do with their freedom. +They're not used to my garden yet, that's what's the matter. I do wish +they would coo; perhaps they will a little later on." (This was a +favourite expression of Mrs. Foster's.) "I want to see one perched on +your shoulder, Daphne. It would make such a pretty picture." + +"I'd rather give them something to eat," said Daphne. + +Mrs. Foster started. + +"Oh yes, of course. I fed them all yesterday afternoon, but I forgot +about them this morning. Henry! Henry!" + +The smallest boy appeared that had ever been called by that name. + +"Henry, feed the doves." + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Then bring the watering-can. We're going to water the flowers." + +Henry, who seemed of a morose nature, went to obey. + +"I'm obliged to have a boy for the knives, and he acts as a gardener +when I'm busy," explained Mrs. Foster. "There isn't much of a kitchen +garden, only a few gooseberries and apples, as you know, dear, but it's +nice to think they grow there, isn't it?" + +"Very." + +"Of course, I can't make much show with them. Henry always eats them +before they're ripe, which is _rather_ hard. But he's a good, honest +boy. One of his sisters has gone in for making blouses--in the village, +you know. She's a brave girl, and I feel sure will get on." + +"She must be! Have you ever ...?" + +"Oh _no_. Of course not. _I_ couldn't. When a woman reaches a certain +age, my dear, a certain style is necessary. I don't mean great expense, +but simple little things that would suit you, darling, wouldn't do for +me. Now that little pink thing that you're wearing--I should look +_nothing_ in it, and yet I dare say Henry's sister.... Where did you get +it, dear?" + +"Well, it _came_ from Paquin's," said Daphne. "It's not new." + +"Oh! Well, we mustn't be always talking of chiffons together, that's +very frivolous. You're fond of poetry, aren't you?" + +"Not so very," said Daphne truthfully. + +"But you would like to hear mine; I know you would, dear," said Mrs. +Foster, nodding, and patting her hand. "Dear girl, you shall. I've got a +tiny little volume, all in manuscript. It's quite a secret, darling. +Hardly any one--now--knows that I was poetical. But I can tell you +anything--you're so sympathetic. I had at one time a great wish to be a +sort of--not exactly Elizabeth Barrett Browning, or Christina +Rossetti--you know who I mean, don't you?" + +"Oh yes." + +"But a singer of songs--songs of feeling. Well, let us go into the +garden. I will show it to you later." + +They sprinkled a few dead flowers, picked a few weeds, and then Mrs. +Foster became thoughtful, took off her gloves, and went to her room and +remained there for some time. She came down with a manuscript book in +her hand. It had a shiny cover, and in the right-hand corner a piece of +the cover was cut out. On the paper, showing through, was written in +Mrs. Foster's delicate handwriting, "Fireflies of Fancy." + +"This," she said, patting it, "is my little book, and after lunch I'll +read you some of the poems, dear Daphne, though I'm not at all sure that +all of them are quite suitable for you to hear." + +"Oh, Mrs. Foster!" Daphne found difficulty in believing it. + +"You see," continued the delicate-looking old lady, in her sweet, +refined voice, "I was very much under the influence of the Passionate +School--Swinburne, Rossetti, Ella Wheeler Wilcox, and so on--at the time +that I wrote. My husband never wished me to publish them. He didn't like +them--he didn't understand them. I don't mind admitting to you, dear, +that since I lost him I have sent one or two of the less--well--shall we +say strongly coloured?--poems to the magazines at times, of course under +a _nom de plume_. But they were all returned. I think they were +considered too--well, too----However, I've given up the idea of making +a name as a poetess now, and very rarely show them to anybody; _very_ +rarely." + +Daphne answered, with absolute sincerity, that she was dying to see +them. + +After lunch, when they retired to the little drawing-room, Mrs. Foster +sat down with her back to the light, and a slight flush on her cheek, +and took up the book. + +Daphne sat in a low little crimson arm-chair exactly opposite her, +clasping her knees, her brown eyes fixed with the greatest interest as +Mrs. Foster turned and turned the pages as if unable to select a +suitable verse. + +Then she began to read, in her soft, yet rather high voice, which seemed +suited only to gentle greetings and adieux, or quavering orders to +Henry. + + "NIGHT TIME + + _He glanced as he passed, + And I hope, and I quiver, + I howl and I shudder with pains; + And like a she-tiger + Or overcharged river, + My blood rushes on through my veins._" + +She stopped suddenly. + +"No, no, dear. I won't read this. Wait a minute. I remember now that was +the one that was returned because it was too--er----I'll find you +another one." + +"Oh, do finish that one," said Daphne, "please! Isn't the light too much +for your eyes?" + +She jumped up quickly and pulled down the blind an inch or two, and then +came back, having controlled herself. + +Mrs. Foster looked at her rather sharply, and took no notice of what she +supposed was emotion. + +"Ah, here is something more suited to you, darling." + + SPRING + + A QUESTION, AND AN ANSWER + + _Will all the year be summer-time, + And each night have a moon? + Ah no, the Spring will quickly go, + And winter cometh soon._ + + _And will your clasp warm mine like wine? + And will you love me true? + Ah no, the autumn leaves arrive, + And we must bid adieu._ + +"That's a rather pretty thing, in its way, isn't it?" she said. + +"Very." + +"Here's one more. + + A REMEMBRANCE + + _Seems it well to see + A wild honey bee + Gold in the sun, + Ere day is done, + Sitting on a rose, + As the summer time grows._ + + _Ah, the bold, brave days, + Ere the glass of Time + 'Neath the sun's rays, + Like a flame of fire,-- + And the_ ..." + +She stopped again. + +"No, I don't think this is quite----" + +"Do, do go on!" + +Mrs. Foster looked at her. + +"You have a great deal of sensibility, Daphne. I believe you have tears +in your eyes." + +"No, I haven't really." She turned away her head, nearly choking. + +A loud knock was heard at the front door. + +Mrs. Foster looked out of the window. + +"It's Cyril!" she exclaimed. "He's got away after all. Quick! Quick!" +She threw the book under a cushion and sat on it. With trembling +fingers she took up some needlework out of a basket. + +"Not a word--not a word! Go and meet him in the hall, dear. He's come to +give us a surprise. I'll wait." + +Blushing and laughing Daphne ran downstairs. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +ENGAGED + + +Daphne and Cyril sat in the garden together. The conditions seemed +ideal. It was a lovely afternoon; the sun was hot, but a gay +irresponsible little west wind stirred the trees; bees hummed +industriously, butterflies darted casually about among the few flowers, +and even the reticent doves cooed from time to time, condescendingly. +Peeping through the blind Mrs. Foster thought the two young people made +a perfect picture, and was reminded of the Golden Age. Indeed, they had +very much the charming, almost improbable air of the figures in a Summer +Number of an illustrated paper. Perhaps the conditions were too perfect: +the lovers had, of course, nothing to sit on but a rustic seat--Mrs. +Foster would have thought it a crime to have anything else in a garden, +and rustic seats are, no doubt, picturesque, but they are very +uncomfortable; they seem to consist of nothing but points and knobs, +gnarls and corners. + +When Daphne was alone with Cyril like this she felt contented and +peaceful at first, and then she began to wonder why she wasn't happier +still--why she didn't feel ecstatic. She was proud of Cyril; he looked +very handsome in flannels, his regular features, smooth fair hair, small +head and small feet all added to his resemblance to the hero in the +holiday number. + +Cyril said-- + +"Dear little girl!" and took her hand. + +She laughed and answered-- + +"Dear old boy!" + +Then he said-- + +"By Jove! you do look ripping, Daphne." + +She smiled. + +"Jolly being here like this, isn't it?" said Cyril. + +"Isn't it?" she answered. + +"Jolly day, too." + +"Yes." + +"Wasn't it lucky I was able to get away?" + +"Rather." + +"It was a fearful rush." + +"It must have been." + +"Jove, it is hot!" + +There was a pause. + +"Darling!" + +"Dear boy!" + +"May I smoke a cigarette, dear?" + +"Yes, do." + +He lit a cigarette, and then put his arm round her waist. + +"Don't, Cyril." + +"Why not?" he asked, removing it. + +"Oh, I don't know. Henry or some one might see." + +"What's Henry?" + +"A sort of gardener boy--the boy whose sort of sister makes kind of +blouses in the village." + +"Oh, does he matter?" + +Cyril was wondering if he could ask for a drink. + +When they were left entirely alone, on purpose to be free, he always +felt rather shy and awkward, and intensely thirsty. + +Daphne began to think about what time it was, and about her train +back--subjects that never occurred to her when she was alone with Mrs. +Foster. + +"I'm afraid I shall soon have to be going," she said. + +"Oh, I say! What, the moment I've arrived?" + +He tried not to feel a little relieved. He wondered why he hadn't more +to say to her. He had been desperate to get consent to their engagement, +and was always extremely anxious and counting the minutes till they met, +and when they were together, alone after much elaborate scheming, he +felt a little embarrassed, and, like his fiancée, was surprised he +wasn't happier. + +"I say, Daphne!" + +"Yes, dear." + +"You do look sweet." + +"Do you really think so?" + +"Simply ripping! I say!" + +"Yes." + +"Won't it be jolly when we're married?" + +"Yes; lovely." + +"It will be all the time just like this, you see--only nicer ... I say! +Isn't it hot?" + +They sat holding hands, he looking at her admiringly, she feeling mildly +pleased that such a dear, handsome boy should be so fond of her. In the +minds of both was another sensation, which they did not recognise, or, +at all events, would not admit to themselves. They both, especially +Cyril, counted the minutes to these _tête-à-têtes_, and immediately +afterwards looked back on them with regret, feeling they had missed +something. They wrote to each other frequent, short, but intensely +affectionate letters about the happiness these interviews had given +them. Yet, while they actually lasted, both Cyril and Daphne, had they +only known it, were really rather bored. The next day, or the same +evening, Cyril would write to her:-- + +"My own Darling,--How jolly it was having you a little to myself +to-day! And to think that you really care for me!" and so on. + +And she would enjoy writing back:-- + +"Dearest,--Didn't we have a heavenly time in the garden yesterday?" and +so forth. + + * * * * * + +As a matter of fact, they had not had a heavenly time at all; when he +kissed her, which he sometimes did, she did not really like it, though +she knew she ought, and it gave her a sort of mental gratification to +think that he _had_ given this manifestation of love, as she knew it was +considered the right thing. + +He did not really regard her as a woman at all, but more as a lovely +doll, or sweet companion, and it pleased his vanity immensely to think +he should be allowed this privilege, which at the same time seemed to +him a little unnecessary, and even derogatory to her, though he enjoyed +it very much too, in a somewhat uncomfortable way. + +The fact that their engagement was so indefinite, that they had hardly +any hope of being married for at least two years, perhaps added a little +to the _gêne_ of these meetings. The instant they were separated he +began to long to see her alone again. Daphne felt sure she must be +really in love because she took comparatively little interest in +anything that was not more or less connected with the idea of Cyril. +Perhaps she enjoyed the things she associated with him more than his +actual presence. Talking about him to Valentia, or hearing about him +from his mother, seemed more amusing and exciting than sitting with him +alone and holding his hand. She would have liked best never to see him +except in evening dress at a party, only to hear about him or think +about him all day. + +Cyril was sure that his feeling was real love, because he did not care +two straws how hard up they should be when they were married, and +because if he heard any one sing a sentimental song, however badly, he +immediately thought of her with the greatest tenderness. He believed he +missed her every moment of the day, and he took great trouble to see +her, especially when there was a chance of their being alone. But, as a +matter of fact, he was rather glad when Mrs. Foster came out into the +garden; and when he had seen Daphne off at the station, although it was +a pang to see her go away without him, it was perhaps also a slight +relief. + +When Val came to meet her at the station, full of news about the +extraordinary number of exciting things that had happened in the day, +and they dashed back to dress for a dinner Harry was giving before going +to a dance, Daphne felt a tinge of sentiment and regret for the idyllic +happiness in the garden, and began to count the hours until they should +meet alone again. The glamour always returned an hour or so after they +had been separated. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +AT THE CARLTON + + +With characteristic amiability, combined with that courage which had +caused impatient people, who snubbed her in vain, to say she had the +hide of a rhinoceros, Miss Luscombe had accepted the blow of Rathbone's +proposal--the proposal which she had taken for an offer of marriage, but +which was really an offer to go on the stage. She set to work at once +making little efforts (most of which she knew to be futile) to arrange +the matter. After all, if she should succeed in getting him some sort of +a part, mightn't he, out of gratitude?... And she saw visions. Again, he +had evidently got it very badly, this mania for acting and dressing up, +and he had really quite enough money, if he chose to devote it to this +object only; why shouldn't he take a theatre--make himself the manager +and _jeune premier_, or, for the matter of that, _vieux dernier_--it +really didn't matter--and let her be the leading lady? That was if he +failed in every other scheme. She wrote letters to various people whom +she knew on the stage, mentioning Rathbone's enormous willingness to +take _anything_, his gentlemanly appearance, and, she felt sure, really +_some_ talent, though no experience. Most people took no notice, but +after a while she received an offer for him to play one of the gentlemen +in the chorus of _Our Miss Gibbs_ in a second-rate little touring +company of the smaller northern provincial towns. + +It was an excuse for an interview, certainly; but this for a man who +wished to play Romeo! And if, in his enthusiasm, he should actually +accept it, it would take him away from her. However, hearing that she +had some news for him, he, in his delighted gratitude, asked her to tea +at the Carlton. + + * * * * * + +They were seated in the Palm Court eating their tea-cakes and sandwiches +to the sound of "The Teddy Bear's Picnic," which made one feel cheerful +and reckless, followed by "Simple Aveu," a thin, sentimental solo on the +violin that made one feel resigned and melancholy. It was played by a +man with a three-cornered face and a very bald head, who gazed at the +ceiling as if in a kind of swoon--a swoon that might have been induced +either by tender ecstasy or acute boredom. + +All around them were noisy Americans, neatly dressed, and a good many +prim, self-conscious ladies on the stage who had come on from their +_matinées_ and were accompanied mostly either by very young and rather +chinless adorers, or by fat, fatuous men with dark moustaches, hair +inclined to curl, and clothes a shade too gorgeous. + +Here and there a simple, provincial-looking family were to be seen who +had come up for a few days and had been to an afternoon performance, and +were talking with great animation of the rights and wrongs of the hero +and heroine of the play. It was characteristic of the provincials that +they were really excited about the play itself, hardly knowing who were +performing, while the suburbanites took interest only in the actors, all +of whom they knew well by name and reputation, even their private +life--at least, as much of it as got into the _Prattler_, _The Perfect +Lady_, and _Home Chirps_. + +On the whole it was a very characteristic London crowd, in that it +consisted almost entirely of desirable aliens. Here and there, indeed, +one saw a thin, slim, pretty woman with a happy but bothered-looking +young man, both obviously English, who talked in low tones, and were +evidently at some stage or other of a rose-coloured romance; but they +were the exception. + +Amidst this noisy and confused clientèle, with its showy clothes and +obvious feminine charms, Miss Luscombe looked a strange, stray, untidy +hothouse plant. She was odd and artificial, and dressed like nothing on +earth, in pale and faded colours; but she was not vulgar. She was rather +queer and delicate, and intensely amiable. Her self-consciousness made +no claim on one; she was not exacting--always pleased and good-tempered. +Rathbone recognised these qualities in her, and liked her better to-day, +amidst the scent of the tea-cakes and cigarettes and the whine of the +violin, than he had ever liked her before. + +Pink, fair, calm, clean, and really hardly anything else, except +extremely correct, and always good form, without being too noticeably +so, no one would have dreamed that this quiet young man, who looked like +a shy subaltern, was simply dying to disport himself on the stage, and +that it was the dream of his life to make an utter ass of himself as +Hamlet, or a hopeless fool of himself as (say) the hero in _Still Waters +Run Deep_--a play he had seen as a boy and had always longed to act in. + +She had broken the news to him. + +"Miss Luscombe, do you mean to say that is the very best you can do for +me?" + +She explained the difficulties. + +He was only one of so many! Unless the name was known it was +frightfully difficult--even for geniuses--to get on. Of course, he might +try, and go and see the various managers himself, but, frankly, probably +nothing would come of it. + +He was deeply depressed. What should she suggest? + +"Might I ask if you care very, very much?" she asked. + +"You might. I do." Yes. His heart was set on it. + +Was it really? Well, if he simply hadn't the strength to go on living +another day without going on the stage, the only thing, clearly, was +just to hire a theatre and _go_ on! A _matinée_, perhaps. Why not Romeo? + +"And why not Juliet?" said he, rather rashly. + +"Oh, that would be lovely!" + +Her attention wandered at this moment. A very pretty, fair woman was +rising from behind a palm where she had been seated with her back to the +room. She went out rather quickly, followed by a good-looking young man +with a single eye-glass. + +"They have been trying to hide!" she exclaimed. "What a joke! It's that +sweet Valentia Wyburn and Harry de Freyne. They must have been here when +we arrived, for we should have seen them come in. I wonder what they +came for?" + +"To have tea, perhaps?" suggested Rathbone, after deep thought, +shrewdly. + +"Yes, yes, I know. But why hide like that?" + +"Perhaps they didn't want to be seen," said Rathbone brilliantly. + +"Yes, of course, but why not? I hope it doesn't show...." + +"Well, it shows there's nothing in it, or they wouldn't come here." + +"Does it?" said Miss Luscombe, rather disappointed. + +"Well, where's the harm in being here? Ain't we here?" + +"Oh yes, of course; but that's different. They're cousins, too, of +course; I had forgotten." + +"I don't see why you should worry if Romer doesn't," said Rathbone. + +Before they left Rathbone had very nearly promised to see about engaging +a theatre, and either for a charity or as an invitation _matinée_, rope, +as he expressed it, all his friends in, lock the door, and force them to +see him play Romeo to Miss Luscombe's Juliet. + +Flora was deliriously happy at the idea, but had too much experience to +rely on it, and was quite prepared to be thrown over for another more +professional actress, and asked to play one of the ladies at the ball in +the first act instead, probably in a mask. She went home and read over +her one good notice--a great treasure--that had appeared in an evening +paper, and had spoken of her as "_a young actress with a bright and +winsome personality_." That was in a very small part, ten years ago. +Would she ever get another real chance? + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +AT MISS WESTBURY'S + + +Mrs. Wyburn found Miss Westbury being sensible and decided and holding +forth about things in general to one or two friends over the tea-cups. +Something in the way the old lady sat down and unfastened her mantle, so +as to be sure to feel the benefit of it when she went out again, made +the other women present feel that they were not wanted, and Miss +Westbury did not attempt to detain them. For (though she would not have +put it like that) she knew that she would get more fun out of her +friend's _méchanceté_ if they were alone. Scandal, gossip made tedious +by morality, is only really enjoyable _en tête-à-tête_. + +"I do so hope, Isabella, that you haven't had any more annoyance about +the silly things that are being said about your pretty daughter-in-law," +remarked Miss Westbury, leaning back with the comfortable amiability of +a fat woman who expects to be amused. + +Mrs. Wyburn looked round the room. + +"Curious you never have your ceiling painted," she said. "I've often +wondered why it is. It looks--you'll forgive me for saying so, Millie, +won't you?--as if you left it in its present state from motives of, may +I say, economy? But, of course, I know it isn't that--I always say, it's +simply that you haven't noticed it. Thanks, no--no tea." + +Miss Westbury's serenity was slightly disturbed, as her friend intended. + +"I certainly don't spend my whole time lying on my back looking at the +ceiling," she answered rather brusquely. "I have far too much to do." + +"I never suggested that you should," quickly replied Mrs. Wyburn. "Such +a thing never occurred to me for a single moment. And please don't think +I wish to interfere, or to make remarks about anything that doesn't +concern me. It merely struck me that if, at any time, you thought by +some curious chance of having the house done up, it might be a pity to +leave out the ceiling. But that was all. I do assure you, Millie, I +never dreamt of hurting your feelings." + +Miss Westbury laughed with a rather cackling sound--a sound Mrs. Wyburn +recognised with satisfaction. It showed just the degree of slight +annoyance she loved to cause in any one to whom she was speaking. Miss +Westbury, however, waived the question and became hospitable. + +"Do let me persuade you to have a toasted bun. Our baker makes them in a +special way on purpose for me. There's nothing in the world more +sensible with one's tea than a small toasted currant bun. I was speaking +to Dr. Gribling about it only the other day, oddly enough, and he quite +agreed with me." + +"Why _only the other day_? and why _oddly enough_, Millie?--I dare say +you speak to him constantly about it and about other equally urgent +matters." She spoke with what she meant to be a slight sneer, in reply +to which Miss Westbury behaved in a manner that is sometimes described +as bridling up. She gave a movement meant to be a toss of the head and +placed her lips firmly together. + +"I like Dr. Gribling, Isabella, because he's a thoroughly sensible +man--a man you can say anything to." + +Mrs. Wyburn thought that Miss Westbury would say anything to any one, +and she shrewdly suspected that Millie was probably the one gleam of +amusement in poor old Dr. Gribling's dreary round. However, she waved +the eminent physician aside and said-- + +"About Valentia. She and Romer have gone down to the country, you know." + +"Oh, indeed! Quite early to go. Very nice. Have they a large party +there, do you know? The Green Gate is such a charming place--so +picturesque." + +"Have you ever seen it?" Mrs. Wyburn asked. + +"Only in the _Daily Mail_--I mean accounts of week-ends there, and that +sort of thing. But I believe it's quite charming. It seems almost a pity +though, doesn't it, at the end of the season to begin the same +frivolities and gaieties all over again. I wonder they don't take a +little rest." + +"I believe they are resting. Valentia wrote to me that no one was +staying there at all, except, of course, Daphne." + +"And Harry de Freyne?" + +"Yes, and Mr. de Freyne." + +"Strange," said Miss Westbury comfortably. "Curious that extraordinary +infatuation of your--son for this young man. But he's a very charming +man, isn't he? Most agreeable?" + +"He's not absolutely unpleasant." + +"I suppose he brightens them up--amuses them? Probably he has very high +spirits. Perhaps he has the _jar de veev_." Miss Westbury had a private +pronunciation of foreign expressions all her own. "It is unfortunate, +but do you know one often sees that in unprincipled people, Isabella." + +"He knows that he's not quite a gentleman, and is trying to laugh it +off," said Mrs. Wyburn. + +"Does he really? Dear, dear--what a sad thing!--and yet he certainly +_ought_ to be a gentleman, you know. On his mother's side he is +connected with the----" + +"That's not the point," snapped Mrs. Wyburn. "And of course I don't mean +to say that--outwardly--he's not. His manner and appearance are +distinguished. It's the soul that's vulgar." + +"Ah, I see! You mean you're afraid he isn't one of _nature's_ +gentlemen?" + +"Nature? How do you mean? He has nothing to do with nature. He's a man +about town." + +"Oh, I beg your pardon--I understood he was an artist. And sometimes, +you know, artists are extremely fond of nature; in fact, far _too_ +fond." + +"I believe all that painting is only done to throw dust in people's +eyes--an excuse for idleness. Candidly, I don't like studios; I don't +think they're respectable." + +"I know what you mean; but still, after all"--Miss Westbury made a +feeble attempt at a good-natured defence--"after all, if they all like +it--I mean to say, if they're all so happy, why should we----" + +"I doubt if my son is happy." + +"Oh, really, really? Do you think he's _ever noticed anything?_ Isn't he +devoted to Harry de Freyne?" + +"Of course he hates him like poison," replied the mother. + +Miss Westbury started in delighted horror, and replied sharply, "How do +you know that? Did he tell you?" + +"Tell me! He would never tell me. Besides, he couldn't tell me--he +doesn't know it." + +"And how do you know it?" + +"Mothers know everything," she replied. + +After a minute's pause, Miss Westbury said-- + +"But if you feel sure that Romer isn't happy, and that he, almost +unconsciously perhaps, doesn't really like this young man being always +about, mightn't it some day end in some trouble--some explosion?" + +"It's quite possible." + +"Then I wonder what Romer would do?" + +"I know what he would do." + +"Good heavens, Isabella, you don't mean to say that he would ever bring +a----" + +"It's really strange," said Mrs. Wyburn, "that at your age you should +still be so silly. Will you never learn to understand anything at all? +Of course not. He would protect her." + +"Can't something be done? Why don't you speak to Valentia?" + +"The advice of a relative-in-law in a case of this kind has never yet +been known to be of any real use, Millie. I can only hope the whole +thing may gradually wear itself out." + +"May it be so, my dear!" echoed Miss Westbury, unctuously. + +Mrs. Wyburn got up to go. + +Miss Westbury helped her to fasten her mantle. + +"I'm so glad you loosened it, or else you might not feel the benefit of +it when you go out, Isabella," she observed, for she was not one to miss +an opportunity of making a remark of this kind. "And _do_ look on the +bright side. I always say that things of this sort may not be true, and +even if they are, everything may be for the best in the end." + +Mrs. Wyburn liked to excite Millie's interest, and yet somehow loathed +her sympathy. + +"Yes; do you know, I really _should_ have the ceiling painted, if I were +you," she said, as if it were a new idea. "Otherwise your house is +looking so nice--quite charming. I think it such an excellent plan not +to have flowers in the windows, only ever-greens." + +"So glad you think so. It _is_ rather a good arrangement, because, you +see, they always look exactly the same all the year round." + +"That they certainly do--and nevergreens would be a better name for +them," spitefully said Mrs. Wyburn to herself as she drove off. + +"What a tiresome mood Isabella was in to-day," said Miss Westbury to +herself. "I must go and see Jane Totness and tell her what she said.... +Ceiling, indeed! She _was_ nasty!" + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +A PROPOSAL + + +Miss Luscombe was looking out of the window, looking up to the street, +waiting. At last she saw from her basement (the "tank," as her friends +called it) a glimpse on the pavement of a pair of feet that she knew. +They were the feet of Mr. John Ryland Rathbone. She hastened to prepare +herself for his visit. + +It is obvious that people who live in a basement must look at life from +a different point of view from all others. The proudest of women in that +position must necessarily see it _de bas en haut_. The woman looking out +of the drawing-room or higher for the person she is expecting to see +gets more or less of a bird's-eye view. She sees the top of a hat first, +and the person necessarily foreshortened. From the dining-room or +ground-floor window she sees the approaching visitor through glass, but +practically on a level, almost face to face, and therefore is incapable +of judging him on the whole or of taking a very large view, since any +object placed close to the eye deprives one of a sense of +proportion--shuts out everything else. But from a basement window things +are very different. It is wonderful how much character one learns to see +in feet, and it is still more curious how, to the accustomed eye, their +expression can vary from time to time. Flora saw at a glance by the +obstinate stamp, the bad-tempered look of his boots, by the nervous +impatience of his stride, that Mr. Rathbone was coming to see her in a +state of agitation. One would hardly have believed that, without having +seen his face at all, she would be so prepared for his behaviour when he +arrived as to greet him anxiously from the door, even before he came in, +with "Good heavens, what _is_ the matter?" + +"How do you know anything is the matter?" + +"I guessed. I saw your steps." + +"Everything is going wrong about the play. The expenses get larger every +day. To sell even _one_ ticket for a charity, they tell me, is simply +out of the question! I must invite everybody, and even then most of them +won't come. Just think, my dear Miss Luscombe, all this trouble, worry, +and expense for amateurs to play _Romeo and Juliet_ at an invitation +performance to an absolutely empty house!" + +"Why do you think it will be empty?... Your friends?" + +"My friends? You're my only friend! Every chap at the Club I have spoken +to about it said they would be out of town that day. One or two said +they would come on afterwards and join me at supper. Supper! I said it +was a _matinée_; so then they suggested I should give a dinner +afterwards. And even women, they're quite as bad. I mentioned it to Lady +Walmer. She is always so keen on going everywhere, and makes a hobby of +odd charities and things. She said she was going yachting that day, and +also that she was going to a wedding." + +"What does it matter just about Lady Walmer?" + +"Nothing, but it's an indication. Do we want to have no one in a theatre +but the dressmakers who made the costumes? Miss Luscombe--Flora! I am +beginning to think we'd better chuck it." + +"Oh, Mr. Rathbone! The waste and the disappointment!" + +"It would be a greater waste to make an utter fool of oneself in an +empty house than to postpone it. I'm nervous. I'm really frightened. I'm +beginning to see that I've been a fool. As to disappointment, _that_, +Flora, you could console me for if you chose." + +"Oh, Mr. Rathbone!" + +"You really have been so sweet, so patient, it's my opinion that you are +an angel!" + +"Oh, indeed I'm not!" + +"Well, you have the patience of one. You never think about yourself. +You're all kindness and sweetness and thought for other people. To speak +perfectly frankly, you have only one tiny fault, Flora. And that is, +that you seem a _little_ artificial. But it's my opinion that such +affectations as you have are natural to you and you can't help them, and +you would be an ideal wife." + +Flora was actually silent with gratification. She did not even laugh. + +"Look here, Flora, we'd better chuck the performance altogether. Let's +give it up, and have a show instead at St. George's, Hanover Square." + +"Are you making fun of me?" she asked, in a trembling voice, "because +that would not be right. It wouldn't be nice of you--in fact, it would +be rather cruel." + +"You don't mean to say you care for me the least little bit?" He took +both her hands and stared hard at her face. "Is there something real +about you then?" he continued. + +Tears came to her eyes. She turned her head away. + +"This seems too good to be true," she murmured. + +"Let's be married," he cried, "on the day we were going to have the +show. Let's go to Oberammergau for our honeymoon, and don't let us ever +go near the theatre again. Will you, dear? Or am I dreaming?" + +"Of course. I always have," she answered ingenuously; "but I hadn't a +scrap of hope, and I didn't know how much I cared for you." + +"Dear Flora, I shall give up the stage and devote all my time to you." + +"So will I," she said. "I shall never want to act again." + +"Nor I, never--never!" + +"I shall rush home and countermand everything," he cried. + +"Oh, go not yet; it is not yet near day," she quoted in the tender voice +she used for recitation. + +He burst into peals of laughter, and put his arms round her and kissed +her impetuously. + +"Oh, Flora, what a fool I have been all this time! And you knew it--you +knew it perfectly well. I thought when we were rehearsing that once you +said the words, 'O Romeo, wherefore art _thou_ Romeo?' with rather +marked emphasis on the 'thou'...." + +"Do you know that I never cared for any one but you in my life, Flora?" + +"Oh, oh! Why is 'C. L.' tattooed on your wrist?" + +"I'll have it taken out. I'll have Flora put on instead. I'll have +anything you like tattooed in your honour--a hunting scene, a snap-shot +of the Coronation--anything you like." + +"No, please not. I don't like it; I can't bear it. It's the only thing I +ever haven't liked about you. But we'll forget it now, won't we?" she +said. + +"And I'll forget the stage. Oh, Flora, how I have worried you! Forgive +me. We won't think of anything but each other now." + +They repeated this sentiment again and again in these and other words +for about an hour and a half, and forgot to turn up lights and ring the +bell. + + * * * * * + +The first real love scene Flora had ever acted in was a triumphant +success. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +HEREFORD VAUGHAN + + +To have eleven plays, all written out of one's own head, and all being +performed simultaneously in American, in Eskimo, and even in Turkish, +besides in every known European language; to have money rolling in, and +the strange world of agents and managers pursuing you by every post and +imploring for more contracts by every Marconigram; and these triumphs to +have come quite suddenly, was really enough to have turned the head of +any young man; yet Hereford Vaughan's (known by his very few intimate +friends as Gillie) had remained remarkably calm. He was not even +embittered by success. + +To know his jokes were being got over the footlights of so many lands +was a curious sensation, and it often made him laugh suddenly to reflect +how wicked certain quips must sound in, say, Japanese. Perhaps his +friends were rather inclined to resent the way he retained his balance +after what was really an almost unheard-of hit. They would have been +readier to pardon it had he shown some sign of boring fatuity; or +perhaps they thought he might at least have had a temporary nervous +breakdown; taking the form (for choice) of losing all sense of the value +of money and wildly throwing bank-notes and gold at every one he saw. +But he remained quiet, reserved, and as apparently modest as ever. + +Modesty is a valuable merit (as I think Schopenhauer has discovered) in +people who have no other, and the appearance of it is extremely useful +to those who have, but I am not suggesting that Vaughan was not human, +and there was, no doubt, many a moment when he smiled to himself, and +felt that he was a great man. + +He was rather secretive and mysterious than blatant or dashing, and +this, of course, made him, on the whole, more interesting to women. The +fact that he had made a fortune and lived alone in a charming house with +nothing but housekeepers, secretaries, telephones, typewriters, and +cooks, of course made all the women of his acquaintance who had the +match-making instinct (and what woman has not?) desire to see him +married. As he showed no sign of doing so, they tried to console +themselves by pretending that he had some secret romance. Old ladies +hoped he had a broken heart for some fiancée who was lying under the +daisies, having died of decline in the classical middle-Victorian way. +Young ladies thought that he was probably fixed up in some way that +would be sure in time to dissolve, and that he would marry later on. Far +the most popular theory was that he didn't marry simply because he _was_ +married, privately; and that he had, no doubt, hurriedly espoused, +before he was of age (and before the Registrar), some barmaid or +chorus-girl, or other dreadful person, who had turned out far too +respectable to divorce, and that he was thus a young man marred. They +had no grounds for the rumour except that clever and promising young men +often did these things, and he had always been a particularly promising +young man, and in this unfortunate case had probably kept his promise. + +Vaughan was sitting one morning reading his notices (never believe the +greatest men when they tell you that they don't do that!), when Muir +Howard came cheerily, almost boisterously, into the room. He was an old +school friend who had been devoted to Gillie long before his arrival, +and of whose faults, virtues, cheeriness, and admiration Vaughan had +made a confirmed habit. + +Muir was a very good-looking barrister, with vague parliamentary +ambitions and a definite love of machinery. He always had pink cheeks, +and wore a pink carnation, and looked as flourishing, gay, and yet, +somehow, battered, as Vaughan looked pale, fresh, and sardonic. One of +the things that surprised the general public was that Vaughan could not +live without the continuous society of a person who certainly could not +understand a word he wrote or much that he said. They didn't realise +that Vaughan was so accustomed to not listening to Muir's long +confidences, to disputing every proposition he made, and contradicting +every word he said, that he always felt lost when his friend was away. +Muir regarded him as a combination of hero, genius, pet, and child, and +was always giving him advice and imploring him not to do too much. To +Vaughan he was, as I have said, a habit, and there is always something +agreeable in a habit of which one is a little tired. + +He had arrived this morning on his bicycle, and came in bringing a whiff +of heartiness, self-complacency, and fresh air, saying, "Hallo! hallo! +hallo! Priceless to find you in, Gillie!" All he got for it was that +Vaughan looked up and said-- + +"You used to be only breezy. Now you're becoming a thorough draught. +Fold up and keep quiet, can't you?" + +"Nervous, I suppose," said Muir, in a sympathetic voice. "I wonder you +don't take that stuff that you see in the papers about what is good +for----" + +"Sudden pains in the back on washing-day, bending over the tub, and so +forth? The portraits of the people before taking the remedy and after +decided me. It seems, by the pictures, to make your hair grow long and +give you whiskers and a ghastly squint. Ruins your clothes, too. Your +collars get the wrong shape." + +"Oh well, leave it alone, then. Perhaps you're right.... You haven't +asked me about the Walmers' dance. I took Miss de Freyne to supper. The +American chap never turned up, and I was getting on with her simply +rippingly, when _what_ do you think she said? Confided in me that she +was privately engaged to and frightfully keen on that boy you met at +Harry's. The baby Guardsman. Isn't it sickening?" + +"What did Miss Walmer do?" asked Vaughan. + +"She sort of hung about, waiting for Harry, who seemed to be getting on +all right with the two strings to his bow, or two stools, or two bundles +of hay, or whatever it is. What luck some people have!" + +"Not in this case. He'll lose them both." + +"Really? Why?" + +"He's not a diplomatist, and he wants such a lot for himself. He wants +too much. No self-restraint." + +"Pretty useless for Mrs. Wyburn. I like her. She looked topping last +night, too. But I dare say it'll be all right. Romer's a good chap. +Awfully dull." + +"Most interesting. Are you going to stay here much longer, Muir?" + +"Why? Yes." + +Vaughan got up. + +"All right. Do. I'm going out." + +"Where?" + +Vaughan did not answer, but gave the heap of notices to his friend, and +said-- + +"Just divide the sheep and goats for me, will you? That's just what they +are, the critics--either sheep or goats." + +"Of course I will. But, I say--I came here to have a talk." + +"I know you did. You have talked." + +He went out. Muir smiled to himself, enjoying this treatment as an +eccentricity of genius. + +Five minutes later Gillie came back. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +GILLIE INTERFERES + + +He was not much surprised to find Muir proudly examining the invitation +cards on the mantelpiece. Muir started and turned round as he came in. + +"Back again? Capital!" + +"Well, of all the snobs!" said Vaughan. + +"Hang it, Gillie, it's only for you. I'm pleased you're getting on, +that's all." + +"No words can tell you how I despise your point of view. Just tell me +something I want to know. Wasn't there a sort of little scene at this +dance last night?" + +"I didn't see anything," he answered. + +"You never do." + +"Oh, I remember now, I heard something. It appears that Romer left his +wife and Daphne at the dance and then came back in an hour to fetch +them, and she wasn't there." + +"Who wasn't where?" + +"Val and Harry had gone for a little fresh air in a taxi for about a +quarter of an hour, that's all. They came back and explained it." + +"They would. Don't apologise." + +"But just the few minutes that Romer was looking for them made--well, +rather a fuss. It was perfectly all right afterwards. They all had +supper together. So there wasn't much talk about it, except, as I say, +while Romer was waiting for them. I never in my life saw any one look so +ghastly as that chap did." + +Vaughan sat down and looked thoughtful. + +"Only you, Muir, would leave out the only thing of the slightest +importance that you had to tell me, which I hear the second I leave the +house from that round-faced tattooed idiot, Rathbone, at the corner of +the street." + +"But I tell you it's all right, old chap." + +"All right? Don't you see that this sort of thing constantly happening +will gradually undermine ...? I like Valentia. It's a great shame." + +"Harry certainly isn't worth smashing up a happy home for," Muir +answered, "if that's what you're afraid of. But ... when he marries Miss +Walmer it'll be all right. Val will forget about him, and settle down +with Romer again. I'm deeper than you think, Gillie ... ah, I don't say +much, but I can see as far through a brick wall as most people!" + +"Just about as far, I should think," said Vaughan contemptuously. + +"What do you propose to do about it?" + +"It's likely I'd tell you." Gillie sat down to his desk and rang a bell. + +"I suppose I've got to go now, eh?" + +"Almost time, I should think." + +"Ha, ha, ha! Capital! Well, so long! Be good." + +Muir went away as heartily as he had arrived. + +The bell was answered by the entrance of the housekeeper, Mrs. Mills. +She was a muddle-headed, elderly woman in black silk, whom Vaughan kept +because her extraordinary tactlessness amused him. She invariably +managed to do and say the wrong thing at the right time. To-day it was a +hot morning in July. She came in holding in her hand a little card +covered with frost and robins. + +"Mr. Vaughan, sir, I appened to be going through my things, and I come +across this, sir. I thought pre-aps you'd like it. It is pretty." + +She insisted on his taking it. + +"Charming, Mrs. Mills, but I don't quite see----" + +"Oh, look at the words, sir! They're what I call so appropriate! Do read +them." + +He read the beautiful words-- + + _Wishing you a blithe and gladsome Yule._ + +"What on earth----?" + +"Well, sir, I only thought they was pretty, and pre-aps you'd like to +keep it, sir, or send it to one of your young ladies; but I'll take it +away if you don't like it." She put it back in her pocket. + +"Frankly, I don't. What a genius you have for the wrong thing! Are you +going to give me plum pudding and turkey on Midsummer Day?" + +"I shouldn't dream of such a thing, sir." + +Gillie had scribbled a letter. + +"Go and ring up a messenger boy, will you?" + +"May I send Johnson, sir? I don't old with telephones. They buzz at you +or makes you jump. And the young person keeps on saying ave you got +them? before you've ad time to breathe, in a manner of speaking." + +She took the note. Vaughan sat down on a sofa to wait for the answer, +glanced at the clock, and said, "Confound Muir! He's made me waste +another morning." + +When the answer came, Gillie went out and strolled towards Mount Street. + +He found Valentia at home, evidently flattered and fluttered at seeing +him. + +"How sweet of you to come!" she said. + +"You'll stay to lunch, of course?" + +"I'm afraid I can't." + +"Oh! lunching with a leading lady, I suppose?" + +"No." + +"With whom?" + +"With Romeike and Curtice." + +"Not really? What fun! What are they like?" + +"Oh, Romeike is all right. I don't care so much about Curtice." + +She gave him a cigarette. + +"I never in my life," said Vaughan, "before to-day, attempted to +interfere in anybody else's affairs." + +She stared at him. + +"But in this case it--may I really smoke?--does seem such a pity! Of +course you know what I mean, don't you?" + +"Do I?" + +"You see, I feel so certain that if you were, let's say--married to +_Harry_ and met Romer after, you'd be so wildly in love with Romer." + +"So I was," she said in a low voice. "Tremendously! I thought he was a +strong silent man with a great deal in him.... Oh! I've told you." + +"Yes, but so he is. It's commonplace of you, really, Val, not to see +it." + +"I'm awfully sorry.... I do love Romer, and I think I appreciate him. +But somehow it's a little dull. It's not exciting as I thought it would +be." + +"Well! if you _must_ have fun, and amusement, and make a hero of +somebody, why just Harry? Why not a superior man? Me, for instance?" + +He was laughing. + +"I've been told that an adoration for you would be hopeless, utterly +hopeless." She smiled. "And we're friends. I can't imagine----" + +"Nor I. Of course I know it's utterly absurd to come and give people +advice on these subjects, and one can't dispute about tastes and all +that. But my practical mind revolts to see any one so delightful as you +throwing away the substance for the shadow. You see, I'm a mass of +platitudes." + +"Shadows are very attractive sometimes." + +"But they go away too. And then where are you?" + +She was silent. + +"They do, really. I know what I'm talking about." He stood up. "Think +over what I've said." + +"You're kind, but you're rather depressing, Gillie," said Val. She +looked a little frightened, but very pretty. + +"When do you go back to the country?" + +"Oh, to-day. We're there now. We only came up for the dance. We're +motoring down to the Green Gate.... All of us." + +"Oh yes.... I'm afraid you must think me very impertinent." + +"Indeed I don't." + +"And when I've gone you will give orders that you're never at home to me +again. But, somehow, I couldn't help it. If it makes you hate me to +remember what I've said, forget it." + +She laughed as he rose to go. + +"That's all right, Gillie; but what I want to know is, where you're +really going." + +"I'll tell you, exactly. I'm going home to lunch, because I've an urgent +appointment immediately afterwards." + +"More plays, I suppose? What sort this time?" + +"A light comedy, with a very slight love interest," he answered, "all +dialogue, no action.... At least, so far." + +"Oh, then it isn't finished yet?" + +"Not quite. Good-bye. And if you ever want a change, remember--a +_superior_ man!" + +They both laughed insincerely. + +He left her looking thoughtfully out of the window. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +THE BALD-FACED STAG + + +Vaughan went home, and after lunching, chiefly on a newspaper and a cup +of coffee, he got into a taxicab and gave a direction. + +The vehicle flew smoothly along down Park Lane, past the Marble Arch +into the Edgware Road, and on from there between houses and shops, +growing gradually uglier and uglier, to Maida Vale, up Shoot-up Hill, +and so on until there was a glimpse of suburban country, and gasworks, +and glaring posters of melodramas on hoardings, till it stopped suddenly +at a real little old roadside inn, straight out of Dickens--"The +Bald-faced Stag at Edgware." Edgware suggested _John Gilpin_, Gillie's +favourite poem. + +Here he got out, and was positively welcomed, and heartily, by a real +roadside innkeeper--also out of Dickens--resembling the elder Weller--a +local magnate called Tom Brill, who looked a relic of the coaching days, +though really he never did anything but stand in front of the inn in +his shirt-sleeves and welcome people. + +Vaughan, obviously an habitué, walked through the inn into a perfectly +adorable garden, which was so large, so quiet, and so full of pinks, +hollyhocks, and other old-fashioned flowers, so absolutely peaceful and +sleepy, that one could have imagined oneself miles away in the country. + +The garden belonged as much to the Dickens period as the inn itself. It +contained a great many wooden arbours in which one could imagine ladies +in crinolines archly accepting tea, or refusing sips of shrub (whatever +that may be) with whiskered gentlemen. There was a large cage full of +Persian pheasants with gorgeous Indian colouring, which always suggested +to Vaughan--he didn't know why--the Crimean War. There was a parlour +covered with coloured prints of racehorses and boxing matches, and in +which was a little round table painted as a draught-board, and furnished +with a set of Indian chessmen of red and white ivory. The whole thing, +though only twenty minutes' drive from Mayfair, was unknown, unspoilt, +and apparently had not altered in any particular since about 1856. Its +great charm was that it was utterly unself-conscious; it had no idea +that it was quaint. + +Vaughan sat down on a rustic seat and plunged into the atmosphere of the +period that he loved, revelling in the soothing, delightful calm, and in +the fact that nobody there knew who he was (though they knew him well by +name), and that none of his friends and acquaintances would have dreamt +that he was there. + +A large field beyond the garden contained cows, hay, and other rustic +things. + +Presently Tom Brill came up to him, and he asked after Mrs. Brill, whom +her husband always described, with confidential pride, as "Though I say +it that shouldn't say it, as fine a woman as you'll meet in a day's +march." + +Vaughan always assented to this proposition. As he had never himself in +his life been for a day's march, and probably never would, he certainly +would have had no right to contradict Mr. Brill on the subject. + +"Is Miss Brill at home?" he presently asked. "May I see her?" + +"Certainly, sir, of course you shall. She's helping her mother. I'll +call her. Don't move, sir, don't move." + +Miss Brill, who had been helping her mother to look out of the window, +now came into the garden, which immediately became idyllic. + +She was not in any way like the innkeeper's daughter of Comic Opera. +She was a schoolgirl of sixteen, with a long, fair plait, a short serge +skirt, and a seraphic oval face. She ought to have been called Fanny or +Clara. Unluckily her name was Gladys. + +She said in a very sweet voice-- + +"You're quite a stranger, sir." And she amplified the assertion by +adding, "You haven't been here not this ever so long." + +"I know I haven't, but I've been longing to come." + +"Not you!" she said ironically. + +She was standing opposite him, with her hands behind her back. Without a +hat, in the glaring afternoon sun, with the complexion, pale pink and +white, of a china doll that had never made up, she was a refreshing +sight after the theatrical world in London, not to speak of society. +Vaughan seemed to think so. + +"Well, how did you enjoy the play?" he asked. + +"It was very kind of you to send us the tickets. Mother enjoyed it." + +"You didn't care much for the piece yourself?" + +"I thought it was rather silly," she answered. + +He had never had a criticism on his work that pleased him more. + +"I mean," she went on, "I shouldn't have thought--well, nobody would go +on like that." + +"Go on how?" + +"Why, go on so silly." + +"You wouldn't like to see another play, written by the same man, then?" + +"I wouldn't mind another one. Wild horses wouldn't drag me to see that +again." + +"Wild horses are not likely to try," he observed. At which jest she +laughed loudly and charmingly, showing marvellous teeth. She had no +cockney accent, though she occasionally and fitfully dropped an H. + +"Oh, Gladys, do take me for a walk in the field." + +"Want to see the calf?" + +"No; I can live without seeing the calf. I want to sit in the field with +you." + +"You are a caution! Come on then, but I can't stay long." + +They climbed the gate, which she seemed to think a quicker mode of +entrance than sending for the key, and sat in the field, from which Mr. +Brill always declared you could see three counties. Perhaps you could; +if so, they all looked exactly alike. + +"It's quiet here, isn't it? I shan't have much more of it," she +remarked. + +"Oh, Gladys! Don't say you're going away!" + +"Of course I am. Don't you know I'm going to be a manicure in Bond +Street?" + +"Bond Street? How revolting! Is that your ambition?" + +"Why, I think it would be very nice. I must do something. Father's +settled about it. First I'm going to pay to learn it, and then I shall +earn quite a lot. It's a great hairdresser's." + +"I think it's horrible, Gladys. Perhaps you'll fall in love with a +German hairdresser, and be lost to me for ever." + +"I shan't fall in love with no foreigners, don't you fret." + +"I'm not fretting. Will you have your hair done up?" he asked, lifting +the long plait. + +"Well, of course I shall, and waved, and that." + +"Gladys, they'll spoil you." + +The conversation went on in this strain for some time. She alternately +repeated the exclamation, "How you do go on!" or accused him of the +mysterious crime of being a caution, but she never stopped looking +perfectly beautiful and seraphic. + +When they went back to the garden a few other visitors had straggled in. +They all seemed to come in high dog-carts, and they always ordered eggs, +jam, and watercress with their tea, and were immensely impressed by the +Persian pheasants. + +Vaughan went back to London feeling refreshed, and already, strangely, +counting the days till he could come back. + +There was not a woman in the world he knew whom he would have taken the +slightest trouble to see except Gladys, the innkeeper's daughter. She +was an illiterate schoolgirl; and though she had a lovely face, she was +stupid, and probably not so angelic as she looked; but he always felt a +little disappointed as he drove back. He wished she were in love with +him. + +And this ungratified wish was, in all his full life with its brilliant +success, perhaps his greatest real pleasure. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +THE GREEN GATE + + +When Harry came down to breakfast, a little late, he found Valentia +waiting to pour out his coffee, and some letters on his plate. She +watched him as he opened them. Most of them looked like bills. On the +envelope of one was a little blue flag. Harry put this letter in his +pocket, and went on eating. + +"It's a lovely morning, Harry. So fresh; just the sort of day not to do +anything at all." + +"Ah! that's what's so delightful about you all," he answered. "You never +say, 'What shall we do?' and neither of you have ever said yet that this +is Liberty Hall, which means, as a rule, in a country house, 'Breakfast +at eight o'clock sharp, you won't mind it being a little cold if you're +late, and then we are going for a motor drive at 9.30.' Still, I think, +perhaps, one ought to take a little exercise. I feel almost equal to a +game of croquet this afternoon--later on--when I'm stronger. Is any one +coming down to-day?" + +"No. And only Van Buren, and Vaughan and Muir Howard on Sunday. I see +you've heard from the Walmers. What do they say?" + +"It's sure to be nothing of interest. How I love your hair parted on one +side! It makes you look like a boy." + +"Not a principal boy, I hope. Why not read the letter?" + +Harry got up and fetched himself something from the sideboard. + +"I don't feel quite strong enough yet. When I've had breakfast. I should +like to paint you as you're looking now, Val. I think I'll do a sketch +of you in the rose garden, all in black and white, like a Beardsley, +with the balustrades and steps and things behind you. Will you sit to +me?" + +"That's all very well. But why don't you read your letter?" + +"There's sure to be nothing in it." + +"How can you tell till you've opened it?" + +"I know. I always feel what's in a letter without opening it. Don't you? +I absorb the essence, as it were, through the covers of the envelope, as +somebody or other--Macaulay, I think--used to absorb all the important +things through the covers of a book. Or wasn't it Macaulay? Anyhow, it +doesn't matter. It was some tiresome person whom one oughtn't to talk +about on a morning like this." + +Harry evidently was not quite at his ease. + +"But why not read it?" She spoke playfully. + +"How persistent women are, just like children. To tease you I just +shan't." + +"Oh, Harry!" + +"I shan't read it now at all," he went on. "I can answer it without +reading it." + +"It's only that I should like to know how the Walmers are enjoying +themselves on _Flying Fish_. Lady Walmer was a little afraid they +mightn't like it." + +Here Romer came up to the window and called out-- + +"I say, Val, come here a minute. I want to ask you something." + +"Here I am, dear," and she vanished into the garden. + +The second she had gone Harry opened the letter very carefully, and +read-- + + "Dearest Harry, + + "You are a rotter never to write. I'm having _such_ a time. Weather + priceless, but very sick at not hearing from you. Algie Thynne is + here. Do you know him? He's rather a nut. Wish you were here. No + more to-day. Bye-bye, old son. + + "Your loving "ALEC." + + "P.S.--Do write. The moonlight nights are simply topping. Just like + a picture. I think you'd like it; otherwise everything is beastly. + + "I love you more than ever. + + "A." + +He put the letter back in the untorn envelope and carefully fastened it +up again. He then placed it on the mantelpiece, and having finished his +breakfast, lit a cigarette. + +He looked thoughtful. + +"Algie Thynne, indeed!" he said to himself. "How pathetic, trying to +make me jealous! Well, it's a pretty letter, and what's more, it must be +answered." + +Val came back. + +"Romer wants the lawn mown," she said. "He's perfectly mad on the +subject of mowing the lawn. He seems to think it ought to be shaved +every day. It's the only thing he knows about the country. Well, have +you read your letter?" + +"There it is," said Harry. "You can read it if you like." He watched her +carefully as she took it from the mantelpiece. + +"I don't want to read it," she said, holding it. + +"Nor do I," said Harry. + +"Harry, tell me honestly, wouldn't you really mind if I tore it into +little bits and put it in the waste-paper basket--just as it is?" + +"Not a straw," said Harry, shaking his head. + +She clapped her hands, tore it into tiny pieces, and threw it in the +basket. Then she said, in a low voice of deep gratitude-- + +"Oh, Harry, you are sweet! Do forgive me." + +"I don't see that there's anything to forgive," said Harry. + +"Yes, there is; lots. I'm afraid I've been horrid. I'll never bother you +about any thing again." + +She was simply beaming. + +"Good," answered Harry indifferently. + +But as he followed her into the garden he looked rather perplexed. He +felt that this sort of thing was not leading up very well to what he +would have to tell her soon. However, why spoil a lovely day by thinking +of it? + +Like a schoolboy with his holiday task before him, he put it off as long +as possible. + +Though he didn't own it to himself, and was disdainfully amused at +Alec's letter, still the thought of Algie Thynne, moonlight nights on +the yacht, topping weather, and his own neglect, gave him some cause for +alarm. Algie Thynne was _criblé_ with debts, and probably keen on +marrying for money. Contemptible young ass! Why didn't he _work_? Harry +despised him. + +At the earliest opportunity (which, by the way, did not arise until he +had made an excuse to go into the village, where he wrote at the post +office) the answer was sent. + +Even Harry found the beginning of the letter too difficult, so he always +began (as Valentia might have said) without a beginning, which impressed +Miss Walmer much more. Ever since he had reached the age of discretion, +which, in his case, was at his majority, Harry had been thoroughly +trained in the habit of writing letters that gratified the recipient +enormously without compromising the writer in the slightest degree. The +habitual dread of those _bêtes noires_ of Don Juan--the breach of +promise case and the Divorce Court--had got him into the way of writing +the sort of letter that he would have had no objection to hear read +aloud in court. Perhaps that was why the sentences were always polished, +and the meaning a little vague. + + "... I don't speak your language, perhaps, but I understand your + letter, reading between the lines. It came like a whiff of fresh + sea air. Yes, it would be delightful to be on board _Flying Fish_ + now. However, no doubt Algie Thynne--(_how_ eloquently, by the way, + you describe him! putting all the complications of his character + and the dazzling charm of his personality in a nutshell by the + simple sentence '_He's rather a nut!_')--amply compensates for my + absence. You ask if I know him. I do, though perhaps more by + reputation than anything else. We have met once or twice. Where? I + can't quite recall. Perhaps at the Oratory, or at the Supper Club + or some place of that sort. But somehow I never pursued his + acquaintance, nor did it ever ripen into friendship. I felt, + instinctively, that he was too clever for me. + + "I trust all the same that his brilliance will not altogether + overshadow your memory of _others_. I should not like to think that + we were drifting apart. Still, if it should be so, I must resign + myself. I could still be happy in thinking of you, Alec. + + _'Love that is love at all + Asks for no earthly coronal'_-- + + but, I remember, you once expressed to me your opinion that _all + poetry is rot_. So I will not bore you with quotations. It is + pleasant here, and my cousins are very kind, and leave me alone to + think as much as I like. I'm not, somehow, quite in the mood for + the usual gaieties and frivolities of a country house. Last night + we played Musical Chairs until two in the morning, and to-day I am + a little weary. Your postscript gave me joy. I need not say that I + reciprocate it, need I?... + + "I feel all that you are feeling, and somehow even know what you + are doing, and if you did not write again until we meet, I should + not be anxious. I have a trusting nature. But when you wire, + remember that the telegraph boy has a good way to walk, and when + telegrams arrive after midnight, it causes a sensation and much + inquiry. Also I cannot help feeling that every one in the village, + as well as at the Green Gate, has read the words I would like to + keep to myself alone. I have a curious love of mystery--isn't + mystery the great charm of all romance?--So to gratify this fancy + of mine, sign your next telegram 'Johnson.' I know you won't mind. + + "When we meet again, all, I trust, will be clear and definite + before us. Best love to dear Lady Walmer, and to yourself what I am + sure you will know. Don't be angry with me for not writing oftener. + I find it very difficult to express my thoughts, for alas, I have + no command of language. Not only that, the pens here have one great + fault--they won't write. Otherwise they're quite excellent.... Yes, + your note has given me, as the French say, 'furiously to think.' + + "Hoping that all will go well with you, and looking forward, think + me as always, + + "Yours, faithfully, + "HARRY BROKE DE FREYNE." + +"There! that ought to keep her quiet for a month," he thought as he +posted the letter, and with a sigh of relief turned back towards the +Green Gate. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +A SUNDAY AFTERNOON + + +By this time Van Buren was entirely in Harry's confidence; that is to +say, Harry had gradually trained him to bear without flinching the +situation as Harry represented it. He believed Harry had a hopeless +romantic affection for Mrs. Romer Wyburn which he was trying to stifle, +and that Miss Walmer being hopelessly in love with _him_, he was doing +his best to marry her, partly, as he candidly admitted, on worldly +grounds. + +Van Buren was deeply touched at Harry's trust in him, and was always +trying to keep him up to his good resolutions by pointing out that any +understanding (however Platonic) between the pretty Valentia and the +handsome guest was dishonourable, a breach of hospitality towards Romer, +that silent but admirable host. + +Indeed, he repeated to Harry so often and so firmly, "It can't be done; +one can't make love to the wife of a friend," that Harry was driven to +the point of replying that he hardly saw whom else, as a matter of fact, +one _could_ very well make love to; it being impossible to have romances +with people one didn't know. And in this case the fact that Harry was +very fond of Romer made the temptation far greater, as he explained; +Harry being (as he pointed out) so very sensitive and highly strung that +he could never, somehow, be really attracted by a woman whose husband +was not sympathetic to him. Which point of view Van Buren, shaking his +head, regarded as unsound. + +Harry now spent much time giving picturesque sketches and impressions of +his feelings to his friend, for he had an almost feminine love of +talking over personal affairs to the sympathetic. In his benevolence Van +Buren longed to protect Valentia and Romer, and to give Miss Walmer all +she wanted; but most of all his idea was to save Harry from himself, so +he always accepted with alacrity invitations to the Green Gate for +altruistic reasons. Besides, his desire to see Daphne, although she was +now becoming more and more remote to him, was still persistent, if a +little less vivid. + +"I've had a beautiful womanly letter from Alec to-day," Harry confided +in Van as soon as he arrived. "You know the sort of thing she writes: +all in jerks and subaltern's slang. With sincere sentiment showing +between the lines. And I answered it." + +"A beautiful manly letter, I hope? I'm sure you could do that as well as +any one, Harry." + +Harry smiled. + +"Oh, just some vague, cautious slosh, not unamusing in its way--it'll +_get_ there all right." + +"Yes, Harry, I know, but I do hope----Ah, Miss Daphne, how beautiful +your England is looking to-day! In America we never have a day like +this, warm and yet cool, with all those nice, white, fleecy clouds in +the sky. Our atmosphere is always so hard and clear. Now this garden +with those large trees is just like a Corot. They _are_ fine trees. +Poplars, I presume?" + +"You _do_ presume," smiled Daphne; "I don't know what they are, but I'm +perfectly sure they're not poplars." + +"Oh yes--I'm wrong. They're oaks, I've no doubt." He hummed, "'The oak +and the ash and the bonny ivy tree.' Do let's walk over and look at them +closer, Miss Daphne." + +"I'm afraid I can't. Tea's ready." + +To his annoyance Van was obliged to follow Daphne and join the group +round the tea-table. He declined with some formality of manner to accept +the glass of iced water Daphne offered him, and looked at her with that +look of tender, fixed, respectful reproach that had the effect of +irritating her very nearly to the point of incivility. + +She turned to Muir Howard, who was looking very pink and cheery. Muir +was a popular man for his great ease in making conversation, the kind +that is as the pudding part in a plum pudding, and without which the +plums, however delightful, could hardly stick together. Though the great +majority of people talk commonplaces, their banalities are by no means +always the kind that help. Muir's particular way of opening open doors, +flogging dead horses, and genially enjoying any spark of fun in his +friends, coupled with his good looks and pleasant, hearty disposition, +made him a most useful and welcome guest, as a sort of super. He was +quite decorative, and could be turned on to talk newspaper politics to +dull men, pretty platitudes to plain women; to make himself generally +useful, and altogether to help things to go. In this way he was +invaluable. Young girls always liked him; he was a great favourite with +elderly ladies, and with men of his own age also, who were, however, +occasionally bored with his worship for his friend Vaughan. He found it +very difficult not to mention Gillie less than once in every five +minutes. + +That distinguished young man, who was beginning to look a little jaded +with incense, was engrossed with his hostess. Whenever he was there +Harry always became particularly devoted in his manner to Valentia, and +scarcely ever left her other side. This was one of the reasons that she +enjoyed Gillie's presence, besides that she was, now that she knew him +well, particularly fond of him. His conversation and personality in +general had a special flavour. + +Every one was talking and laughing with the light intoxication produced +by tea and cigarettes in the open air on a fine Sunday afternoon, +excepting only Romer, who as usual said hardly anything, absorbed in +admiration of his wife. He suddenly remarked-- + +"I say, Val. The Campbells are coming." + +He wondered why this statement produced a burst of irresponsible +laughter. + +"What fun! Will there be bagpipes?" Vaughan asked. + +"No, no. Romer means the Prebendary Campbell, or at least his wife and +daughter. They're coming to see us this afternoon. I had quite +forgotten. Please all behave nicely. They've been a long time making up +their minds. I believe they think we're frivolous." + +"Not really? How could they? It reminds one of the story of Henry +James." Vaughan stopped to light a cigarette. + +"Go on." + +"It appears that for some time his near neighbours in the country +looked a little coldly on him on the grounds that, being a writer, he +must be Bohemian. At last the local doctor's wife and clergyman's wife +called on him, and finding him perfectly respectable, stayed for many +hours. They were particularly tedious and rather self-righteous. When +they had gone, he said thoughtfully to some one who was pitying him for +being bored, 'One of those poor wantons has a certain cadaverous +grace.'" + +The story was well received, except by Van Buren, who seemed painfully +shocked. + +Daphne, who had gone into the house to fetch some snapshots, now came +running back saying-- + +"Val, Val! The Campbells are arriving in a fly, and they seem to have +brought their foreigner with them--that man Miss Campbell told me about. +He's a kind of Belgian, and awfully clever--he's invented something." + +"What's he invented?" + +"Brussels sprouts?" suggested Harry rather sleepily. + +"But they've been invented already." + +"Why shouldn't he invent them over again? Give him a chance." + +Muir began to sing softly, "Young Lochinvar has come out of the West," +which he appeared to think a suitable serenade, but he stopped suddenly +at Gillie's entreaty. + +"I don't mind anything Muir does, as long as he doesn't sing," he always +explained. + +"It's awful hard lines. I've got a ripping baritone voice, but I never +have a chance to use it," murmured Muir. + +"You shall sing to me this afternoon. I'll accompany you," whispered +Daphne. + +Muir had gratefully answered that it was frightfully decent of her, when +the servant announced-- + +"Mrs. and Miss Campbell. Mr.----" He left a blank, unable to pronounce +the name. + +But Mrs. Campbell introduced Mynheer von Stoendyck. + + * * * * * + +Mrs. Campbell was an amiable, colourless woman, with a greyish brown +fringe that looked as if it were made of Berlin wool. Though she was not +yet forty-five, she wore a bonnet with violet velvet strings, and had a +very long waist. Also, her skirt, in reality quite normal, looked, to +the eye used to contemporary fashion, grotesquely wide at the end. + +Her daughter was an ordinary Rectory girl, spoilt by a dash of culture. +At a glance all present saw she was in love with Mr. Stoendyck. He was a +well-set-up man of about thirty-five, with a military manner and +scientific eye-glasses, also a turned-up light moustache. He spoke all +languages with one rasping accent, but Mrs. Campbell seemed to suffer +under the delusion that he could only understand broken English. So +whenever people spoke to him she translated their remarks into a sort of +baby language that seemed singularly out of place from her. + +"I'm afraid you must think me dreadfully worldly, calling on you on a +Sunday," said Mrs. Campbell, laughing socially as she sat down. "But +what the Prebendary always says is, the better the day the better the +deed." + +"Oh, does he always say that?" Harry asked with great apparent interest, +waking up. He had been overpowered with languor ever since lunch. + +"Yes, and I felt sure you wouldn't mind our bringing our friend, Mr. +Stoendyck. He is so clever. He's come over to England about an +invention." + +Val thought of Brussels sprouts, but did not suggest it. + +Mrs. Campbell apparently couldn't take her eyes off the Belgian, whom +she watched as one watches a rather dangerous pet, though he appeared +particularly safe. + +Muir, for an unknown reason addressing the Belgian as Professor, was +asking him his impressions of England. Mrs. Campbell bent forward, and +said with a nod-- + +"E ope you like it--Angleterre, you know"--and nodded idiotically. + +"I find it most interesting," said Mr. Stoendyck raspingly, in admirable +English. "There are opportunities in this country for the pursuance of +science, art, and social intercourse which one would hardly have +expected. I do not take tea, I thank you much." + +"Have a glass of beer?" said Romer, suddenly inspired. + +Simple as the sentence was, Mrs. Campbell thought it necessary to +translate it with more nods. + +"E ask you, ave beer. _Bière_, you know! Glass," and then she went on in +her usual tone, "Most thoughtful of Mr. Wyburn, I'm sure. What a +charming place this is of yours, Mrs. Wyburn. I always say the Green +Gate is the most picturesque place in the neighbourhood. And Mr. de +Freyne, I understand, is an artist. Do you know my daughter, Marion, is +_so_ interested in art! And my younger son, Garstin, though he is only +twelve years old, shows great artistic talent, too. He did a map of +Buckinghamshire that really surprised me, almost any one would recognise +it at a glance. I always say I'm sure some day Garstin will be in the +Royal Academy." + +Van Buren had approached and began to talk to Mrs. Campbell. Val went +over to the Belgian, but she heard the American beginning a sentence as +usual with, "Pleased to meet you. I've never had the opportunity of +mixing much in clerical circles in New York, Mrs. Campbell," and felt +sure he was going to ask impossible questions about Prebendaries and +Rural Deans. + +The rasping Belgian, on whom both the mother and daughter cast continual +anxious and admiring eyes, though he seemed thoroughly able to take care +of himself, said to Muir, who was taking him on-- + +"No, I do not spend my entire time over my invention. Mrs. Campbell is +so kind as to take me for drives in the environment, to give me a right +impression of the beauties of Hertfordshire. For relaxation I play the +piano." + +"Ha! Musical, eh, Professor?" asked Muir shrewdly. "That's right; so am +I. I'm awfully keen on music." He spoke reassuringly. + +Mr. Stoendyck looked at him through his glasses, and said without +interest-- + +"Indeed. I find Beethoven's Fifth Symphony, even on the piano, +extraordinarily satisfying and refreshing to the mind after the strain +of looking at English scenery." He drank a long draught of iced lager. + +"Oh! Classical, eh? I'm not up to that. Queen's Hall, eh? That sort of +thing." + +"I beg your pardon? Is there----Has the Queen a hall in this +neighbourhood?" + +"How do you mean, Professor?" + +"What do you say?" + +"I beg your pardon?" + +Mrs. Campbell, who managed to hear through her own conversation with Van +Buren, called out-- + +"E say e no understand," and nodded smilingly, seeming to think she had +helped matters considerably. + +Miss Campbell talked of tennis, matins, hats and the opera to Daphne, +but appeared to be absent, and occasionally smiled at the foreigner, who +ignored her. + +At last the Campbells and their Belgian withdrew, Mrs. Campbell saying +that the Prebendary wished them to go to Evensong. Their departure left, +as such visits do, a blank and a reaction. Our friends were silent for a +minute. + +Then Vaughan said-- + +"I feel crushed, and a little flattened out, too." + +"_I_ feel as if my brain were made of cotton wool," said Harry. + +"Come and sing," suggested Daphne to Muir, and they went off to the +drawing-room, from which strains were soon heard about _It IS not +because_,--something or other. + +In the middle of the song Daphne played a wrong note, stopped, and +said-- + +"Oh, I wish Cyril was here!" + +"So do I. If he can accompany, I wish he was here." + +"Oh, go on!" + +"_It IS not because thy heart is mine_".... + + * * * * * + +The party in the garden listened with a worried expression. + +"How about croquet?" suggested Val. "The tapping noise will take it +off." + +"Yes. Come on." + +"You can't," said Romer. "The lawn wants mowing." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +IN THE ROSE GARDEN + + +"How lovely this place must look at dawn!" + +"By Jove! That's an idea, Gillie," said Harry. "It must look glorious." + +They were sitting in the rose garden with Valentia. It was still quite +light, though the sunset glow had nearly faded. There was a rich mellow +tone in the sky, a promise of peace, a feeling that it was the end of +the day, which, combined with the almost cloyingly sweet scent of the +roses, was enough to make any one feel poetical. + +"To think we've never seen the sun rise here!" exclaimed Valentia. + +Romer here joined them, smoking a cigarette. + +"Hasn't Romer ever seen the sun rise here?" Vaughan asked. + +"Never," said Romer. + +"Why not?" + +"I don't know. I suppose because it always happens after I've gone to +bed," he answered drily. + +"Let's sit up all night and see it to-morrow," suggested Valentia. + +"Yes. Capital! Do let us!" said Harry. + +Romer did not appear much taken with this scheme. + +"Oh no, you mustn't _sit_ up," said Vaughan. "That's not the way to see +it." + +"Is there so much difference between staying up and getting up then?" +Val asked. + +"Yes, indeed, all the difference in the world. You must get up fresh, +with the birds." + +"What time do birds get up? Is it _very_ early?" + +"It would do if you were out at three this time of the year, or even at +four." + +"Well, let's do it!" + +"Oh, I don't think I shall," said Harry. + +He looked at Valentia. + +She answered-- + +"You might make a sketch, you know, of the early birds getting up to +catch the worms. But--I don't think I shall. Anyhow, not _to-morrow_ at +_half-past three_." + +"All right," said Harry with a nod, "we won't. Don't tell Daphne, or +she'll be out at 3.15 to the tick, to take a snapshot of the dawn." + +"A snapshot of the dawn! Wouldn't that be sacrilege?" + +"Young girls are always inclined to that. They're so prosaic," said +Harry, getting up. "I must go and see what Van is doing." + +He walked away with his usual quick, supple step and casual bearing. +They watched his slim figure as he went. Then Romer followed him, +slowly. + +Vaughan turned to Valentia and said: "I shouldn't if I were you." + +"Wouldn't what?" + +"Why, meet Harry at half-past three to-morrow morning in the rose +garden." + +"Good gracious! I never thought of doing such a thing. Besides, it was +your idea.... As a matter of fact, I really assure you it wouldn't be +here. It would be in the orchard if anywhere. There is the loveliest +cherry-tree there, with a seat all round it." + +"How jolly! I'd like to see it. Will you give me the key?" + +"Who told you it was kept locked?" + +She looked rather annoyed. + +"You did, but not intentionally." + +"I don't see that you have really any right to suppose----Why +shouldn't I go in my own orchard, at any hour I like?" + +"But, Val--of course you ought to go in your own orchard. But why don't +you meet Romer there?" + +"Oh, Gillie, really!..." + +"He is so straight, so good-looking, and, under all that manner, he's +exactly like Vesuvius. Yes. Fancy, you're living with a volcano and you +don't appreciate it!" + +"Gillie, it's really rather stupid of you to put things like that. It +isn't a question of liking either one person _or_ another. If Romer were +ill, or anything like that, don't you _know_----" + +"I know you'd devote yourself to him, like a sister or a mother. You'd +put Harry aside for a time as a pleasure that mustn't be indulged in. +Now that's just where you're wrong. No! _I_ want to see you being ever +so good and kind to dear Harry as a duty to a ne'er-do-well of a cousin; +and regarding Romer----" + +She did not answer. + +"My point is," he went on, "that it's really too distressingly +conventional of you to suppose that because you happen to be legally +married there can be no sort of romance. Only comradeship, or perhaps +affectionate sentiment? That's what you believe." + +"Isn't it always so?" + +"Most often, I grant. That's generally through the man's point of view. +But Romer is an exception. He's as much in love as if he had no hope of +ever being within a mile of you." + +She seemed rather flattered. "Do you really think so? But even that +isn't everything." + +"Oh, there's a great deal to be done with Romer," was Vaughan's reply. + +He spoke with dreamy significance, and she was silent. Then she +exclaimed, turning round suddenly-- + +"I suppose what you really mean is that Harry doesn't care a bit about +me?" + +"No, I don't. But he cares a bit about a lot of people, and things. He's +superficial, and he has no courage." + +"No courage? _Harry!_" + +"He'd crumble up in a crisis if a strong man took him in hand." + +"That's all nonsense." She was growing angry. "Hasn't he been up in an +aeroplane, and done--oh, all sorts of things? I call Harry daring and +brave!" + +"That's all vanity. All that is show and vanity. Oh, Valentia, do +forgive me." + +"I'll try.... here he is." + +He was seen coming towards them again. Her anger flickered out at once. + +"I suppose he thinks we've been here long enough," she said, smiling as +women do at such symptoms. + +"Of course he does. Vanity--just vanity." Vaughan strolled away. + +"Look here! What were you two talking about?" + +"Nothing. About you, Harry." + +"Rubbish. What was he talking about?" + +"You, only you." + +"I can't see that that chap's so brilliant! It seems to me he's just +like anybody else. And his work shows it too, really. No soul, no real +heart in it. All from the outside." + +"Nonsense, Harry, nobody is more kind-hearted, more----" + +"Look here, Val, I won't have it. Do you hear?" + +"Have what, Harry?" + +He lowered his voice. "I won't have it. You must go back. It isn't that +_I_ mind. But Romer will soon think it extraordinary, your sitting out +alone so long." + +"No, he won't." + +"All right then, he won't. He must be an ass," said Harry angrily. "I +don't know what he's thinking of. Hasn't he got eyes?" + +"Yes, of course he has." + +"And eyelids too," said Harry. "I dare say he pretends not to see that +Vaughan admires you. Too indolent to bother about it." + +"Really. Harry--you go too far. Are you thinking of pointing it out?" + +She got up. + +"One second," said Harry pleadingly. "It's cruel of you to go now." + +"I thought you said we'd better get back?" + +"Your hands look so lovely by this light," he spoke in his softest +voice. + +"We really must go." + +"Then at half-past three. I'll bring my sketchbook. Do you know where +the key is? Perhaps you've lost it. You are so dreadfully careless." He +now spoke in the tone of a reproving husband. + +"I've got it. Do you think we'd better? I'm rather tired. Shall you be +able to wake?" + +Harry turned away. + +"All right, it doesn't matter, Val. I shall be going soon, and then----" + +She followed him quickly. + +"No, no, Harry. Of course." + +He gave her a grateful look. They joined the group on the little +verandah in front of the house. Van Buren was sitting in the corner and +seemed in the depths of depression. From the windows could be heard once +more strains of music. Daphne was playing an accompaniment. Muir had +again begun the song, and got a little further into it--"_It is not +because thy heart is mine, mine only, mine alone._" But Vaughan came up +promptly and stopped it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +SEEING THE SUN RISE + + +What a delicate air there was in the garden! There had been a little +rain in the night, but Valentia supposed it to be dew. Every little +sound seemed the softest music, to the sound of which little dainty +things seemed to be dancing in the air. The Green Gate, a red Georgian +house, seen in the early glamour with all its blinds down, except one, +seemed like a thing half asleep with one eye open. + +For a moment she was a little frightened. He was late. She had perhaps +got up for nothing. But no, it was worth it. It was lovely here. + +Another eye of the house slowly opened, and soon Romeo, or Paolo, or +Faust, appeared. True, he was disguised as a flannelled fool, with a +sketch-book under his arm. But it _was_ Faust, or Romeo, or Paolo, all +the same. He looked very handsome. The thought of scoring off other +people in the house had raised his spirits and had even made him wake up +in time. Valentia's conversation with Vaughan, whom she knew to be +honest and believed to be brilliant, had left a certain insidious +influence on her which would tell gradually, and yet their talk had had +rather a contradictory effect for the moment. She wanted to prove to +herself that he was wrong. And Harry felt that his time was growing +short. Very soon he must put an end to it all. + +This thought made him more affectionate. It occurred to him for a moment +that he would tell her in the orchard; but, of course, he didn't. Every +day he thought he would tell her, and something always happened to +prevent it. Besides, there would have to be a quarrel anyhow at the end, +so why make it longer than necessary? + +They sat down under the cherry-tree. + +"Fancy you, Valentia, a minion of the moon, rising before dawn! Let me +look at you. You fill me with wonder and joy." + +"Did you mind getting up _very_ much, Harry?" + +"It _was_ rather hard. Listen!... That's a thrush, making a scene with +another thrush in the tree." + +"Is it? How do you know?" + +"Of course it is! How do _you_ know things? How did you know exactly +what to wear, Val? I knew you had clothes for every possible occasion; +but still, to choose the _exact_ right dress to put on to meet your +cousin at dawn in the orchard seems--well, rather extraordinary. Pinkish +blue--or is it bluish pink?--to match the sky. How jolly! It fastens in +front." + +"Well, of course I couldn't expect Ogburn to get up in the middle of the +night." + +"And no hatpins for once, thank goodness." + +"Well, if we _sat up_ till now I shouldn't be wearing a hat, should I?" + +"Don't argue. It's too early." + +"It isn't really early. It's very late." + +"Oh, Val! You're being logical." + +He took her hands and looked at them, and quoted-- + + "_They are pale with the pallor of ivories, + But they blush at the tips like a curved sea-shell._" + +"Oh, Harry!" + +He was thinking. He looked almost miserable. "I don't see--I must +admit--how I shall ever be able to leave your hands!" + +She looked at him suspiciously. + +"Why should you? What do you mean?" + +"Nothing. I only meant I couldn't...." + +"Oh!" + +"What's that?... Some one coming along the lawn." + +"Doesn't it sound curious?" she said--"so _rustly_!" + +"Who can it be? Surely your friend Vaughan couldn't get up at this +hour." + +"Nonsense! Of course not. They're coming here." She jumped up. + +"Go and open the gate at once," said Harry, giving her the key. "I'll +wait here a minute." While she obeyed he used a good deal of language. +He now felt that he would give all he possessed to keep her there five +minutes longer. + +"Fancy! It's Romer!" exclaimed Valentia. "He hasn't seen me yet." + +"Go to him at _once_. Tell him you got up to see the sun rise. I'll come +directly and join you. Oh, confound it! _Do_ look sharp. Seem pleased to +see him." He spoke in a harsh tone of command. + +She ran to meet Romer, saying jokingly, "Fancy meeting you!" + +"I thought you'd be here. I went to your room and found you were out. +Thought I'd get up early." + +"I'm so glad. _Isn't_ it lovely and worth seeing here? Come and pick +some fruit in the orchard." + +"No, thanks." + +"Oh, _do_! Harry's devouring gooseberries. He's sketching the sky." + +"Why doesn't Harry come?" said Romer. + +He had no expression, and it was always impossible to guess by his +looks or his tone what he was thinking or feeling, except when he +smiled. + +"Here he is." + +Harry joined them. + +"Good gracious, old boy! Who in the world--! What on earth made you come +out so early?" + +Romer now smiled and looked at Valentia admiringly. + +"Gardener's not up yet. Thought perhaps I'd mow the lawn," he said +apologetically. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +"REPLY PAID" + + +Valentia had been hurt at the tone in which Harry had given his orders, +and turned from him to help to find the mowing-machine. + +"Doesn't she look jolly at sunrise? All that pink and mauve in the sky +tones in so well. It seems to suit her. That's how she really should be +painted," said Harry, in the tone of an artist admiring his model. +"Don't you think so?" + +"Yes," said Romer. + +"She looks like a golden rose," Harry went on. He wanted to please Val, +who he saw was annoyed with him, and to emphasise the openness of his +admiration to Romer. "Doesn't she?" + +"Quite," said her husband. + +Harry felt the morning was spoilt and the situation absurd. He could not +bear to be thwarted in any way. He went back to his own room, bounced +angrily on to his bed, and went to sleep again, after having seen +Valentia through the window helping to push the mower, and saying to +himself-- + +"How like a woman! I shall go up to town with Van Buren and send a wire +to Alec." + +This was his revenge. + +Their momentary fears about Romer were completely dissipated. He seemed +exactly as usual. As a rule he was even-tempered. Not many people had +seen him put out, though he could be very angry, except with Valentia. +During this day he seemed, for him, a little irritable. Perhaps, Val +thought, through getting up too early. + +Harry went up to town with Van Buren for the day, intending to return +the same evening. He soon recovered himself in the course of copious +confidences in the train. As soon as he had arrived in London he began +to count the minutes before he should go back. + +Valentia expected the elder Mrs. Wyburn to lunch. + +"What shall we do with her to-day?" Val asked Daphne. "She must be kept +in a good temper, because it's the last time she'll come down before +going to Bournemouth. It's rather a pity they've all gone. Romer is sure +to say the wrong thing to her--let out some trifle that we have been +carefully concealing for months--praise up Harry, or something." + +"Doesn't she like Harry?" + +"Since he went to see her she likes him for herself, but not for me." + +"What cheek! But he's not here." + +"No, if he were she might like him again all right. Then, Romer talks +too slowly for her. Her mind works quicker than his, and one can only +deal with him by racing on in front, and turning round to beckon. With +Mrs. Wyburn there are only two things that are any use--dash and +volubility. It's difficult to keep the thing going when she's alone with +us." + +"Well, why not pass the time this afternoon by returning the Campbells' +visit, and take Mrs. Wyburn with us to 'The Angles'?" Daphne suggested. + +"Oh no! It's treating them almost like royalty to go so soon. And +there's the Belgian man." + +"Doesn't she like Belgians then, Val?" + +"I've never asked her. Only, don't you see, it isn't that but the +Belgian is what Harry calls a blighter--a beano-blighter; and so is Mrs. +Wyburn, and it doesn't do to have two beano-blighters in the same +party." + +"Ah, I see; they'd clash. What _is_ a beano-blighter exactly, Val?" + +"A person who blights beanos. Who makes every one a little +uncomfortable, casts a gloom over entertainments--has to be taken in +hand and dealt with separately from the others--doesn't blend, you +know." + +"You mean some one who isn't the life and soul of the party?" + +"No, I don't. That's almost as bad in its way. In fact, the +life-and-soul-of-the-party person casts almost as great a gloom on the +rest as a blighter." + +"Oh dear! Yes, I see." + +"We must meet her at the station in the motor. I shall put on my blue +serge and my plain sailor. She mustn't see me in the garden without a +hat, nor in a real one. You do the same, Daphne." + +"But my sailor's too large in the head, and that makes it fall over my +eyes, and that gives it a Frenchy look, like _L'Art et la Mode_," +protested Daphne. + +"Stuff it with paper. Here's the _Bystander_." + +"Oh, isn't it a pity? There's such a pretty picture of----" + +"Oh, don't bother." + +Mrs. Wyburn was gracious to-day, and all was going well when, about +half-past five, a telegram, reply paid, was brought. It was addressed to +Harry. + +"What shall we do?" + +"Why, keep it till he comes. He'll be back to dinner," Romer said. + +"Suppose it's something urgent," said Val, seeming a little agitated. +"Don't you think perhaps we ought to open it? He won't mind." + +"You can't. It's addressed to Harry," said Romer. + +Mrs. Wyburn's quick eyes took in some signs of tension, but she +continued giving them advice about the garden. She thought the flowers +too florid, and was always a little shocked at the extravagant scent and +exuberance of the roses. She seemed to think they should be kept more in +their place--not allowed to climb all over the house, and romp or lean +about the garden doing just what they liked. She had winced in the +drawing-room, relented in the dining-room, and refrained, really, only +in the kitchen, that she had insisted upon seeing. It was the only room +to the decoration of which she gave whole-hearted praise and approval. +The cooking at the Green Gate she admitted to be perfect, without +pretension. In fact, she thought everything in the house a little +overdone, except the mutton. + +"I can't think who that wire can be from," Val said several times to +Daphne when her mother-in-law had gone. She meant that she could think. + +"Well, you'll know directly. Harry's arriving." + +Harry found it in the hall, and came in with it. + +"You open it for me," he said, giving it to Val. + +Since his last instructions to Alec he felt perfectly safe. + +She read-- + + "_Thousand thanks awfully bucked at letter at Queens' Hotel Cowes + for three days could you join us there wire reply fondest love and + kisses._ + + _Johnson_." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +GLADYS + + +On arriving in London, Vaughan found his secretary with the usual +heaps of letters. One envelope, addressed in a large and rather +infantine hand, was put aside for him. The note ran-- + + "The Baldfaced Stag, + Edgware. + + "Dear Mr. Vaughan, + + "I eard only yesterday that the play you kindly sent me and mother + to was wrote by you, I call it a shame you didn't tell me before, + we saw the name on the programme, but never thought it could be the + same but yesterday mother saw a piece in the paper about you in the + weekly dispatch and she said it was the same, I'm sory I said the + people in the play went on silly I beg pardon for calling the play + silly I wouldnt have done it if Id known, so hope youre not angry, + they seemed to me to go on silly, but I dont reelly know much + about those kind of ladies and gentlemen, we saw the piece in the + paper only yesterday and mother said it was the same, we hope you + will soon come again to tea the calf is better believe me yours + truly + + "GLADIS ADELAIDE BRILL." + +He instantly wrote back-- + + "Dear Miss Brill, + + "I am _so_ relieved and thankful to hear the calf is better, all + the more because I had no idea it had been indisposed. I fancied, + though, it was looking a little pale the last time I had the + pleasure of meeting it in the field. Please don't think again of + your criticism. It gave me very great pleasure. You must think me + very foolish. You could say nothing that I would not like except to + ask me not to come and see you. I am very busy just now and so have + little time for afternoon calls, but will come one of these days + soon. + + "Yours always, + "GILBERT HEREFORD VAUGHAN." + + + +He waited a moment, and then added-- + + "I will turn up to-morrow at four. Try not to forget me till then." + +For the rest of the day he was in high spirits. The letter seemed to +keep him up through the various little bothers of the day. He had been +going to France for the summer. He admitted to himself that this +semi-flirtation was keeping him in England. He didn't like the idea of +going away very long from the possibility of turning up at the +"Bald-faced Stag." + +The explanation Harry gave about Johnson's telegram satisfied Valentia +for the time, as he declined the invitation to Cowes, but the incident +left an uneasy feeling in Val's mind. She could not bear to own to +herself that he was deceiving her, and he hadn't the courage to give it +away yet, not that he cared so very much about hurting her, but he was +happier at the Green Gate than anywhere else. He liked the house, the +atmosphere, and Romer; but what kept him most was, of course, that +curious charm Valentia had for him, which was perhaps stronger than ever +because he knew that the end was not far off. He often thought he was a +fool not to have taken the opportunity to break it off on this occasion. +He couldn't stand the idea of not seeing her, just because of the way +her hair grew on her forehead! So low, and in such thick waves! Alec +Walmer's hair, also fair, was thin and unmeaning. She had a low +forehead, and yet the hair began high up. In the evening when it was +carefully arranged, and the iron had entered into it, it looked like a +stiff transformation, even worse than when left to nature. + +But of course, in spite of the reconciliation, a residue of mistrust +remained, and on his side a sensation of restlessness which left him +irritable; less amiable and pleasant than usual. + +They were sitting on the little terrace. He was smoking and reading the +paper. He suddenly threw it down and said-- + +"How quiet you are, Val! Why don't you talk?" + +"I don't think I've got anything to say." + +"You seem depressed," he said, rather aggressively. + +"I feel a little depressed." + +Harry gave expression to the usual injustice of the unfaithful. + +"What a mistake women make in being gloomy! How foolish it is. Shall I +tell you the key of the whole situation between men and women?" + +"Do." + +"Well, dear, it's just--a _smile_. Never be dull, never be ill, never be +depressed. Be gay--always gay. That's what men like--that's the one +thing that they go out for and come in for--a smile." + +"Your ideal of a woman seems to be a Cheshire cat," she answered, +looking rather amused. "Your motto is, like the man in _The Arcadians_: +Always Merry and Bright. Well, I'm sure there's a good deal in it. But +I'm not usually accused of being a dreary person." + +"Of course you're not; you're charming, lively, amusing, sympathetic. +That's your great attraction, Val. But the last few days you seem rather +to have lost it." + +"You can hardly resent my feeling a little down, Harry. One or two +little things that have happened lately have made me anxious." + +"Never be anxious. You ought to trust, trust--always trust." + +"Oh, that's all very well! That wire...." + +"Are we going to have that all over again? I thought I'd explained." He +assumed the air of a patient martyr. + +"I know you _explained_ all right. Well, I won't think about it any +more. Don't be horrid, Harry.... Have you seen this week's _Punch_? +There's something in it simply _too_ heavenly--such a joke! Let me read +it to you." + +"It's very sweet of you--but do you ever realise----I wonder if it's +ever struck you, Val, that men aren't always in the mood for heavenly +jokes? There are times when one likes to think--to see life as it is--to +discuss abstract things, even." + +"Oh! Well ... what do you think of Daphne's dress? Isn't it pretty? It +was made by Ogburn, all out of nothing, in no time." + +He looked at Daphne, who was sitting under a tree reading Cyril's last +letter over again. + +"It's all right. It suits _her_. I don't call _that_ a serious subject." + +"What subject would you like, then?" + +"Well--Romer, for instance. Where is he?" + +"Talking to the gardener about mowing. Do you want him? I'll call him if +you like." + +"Dear Val, it's not quite like you to be ironical to _me_.... You ought +not to laugh at Romer either. I'm complex, perhaps--I know I am; but it +jars on me when you do that." + +She stared at him. + +"Look here--I know I'm tiresome," said Harry, returning to his usual +caressing manner. "Don't take any notice of it. It's--the weather, I +think, or want of exercise. I'll go and improvise a little." + +He pushed back his chair, and, with a parting look of forgiveness, he +went into the house and began to improvise (rather dismally) a +well-known funeral march. Or perhaps it was only a coincidence. Perhaps +he would have thought of it if Chopin hadn't. + +Harry was only musical by fits and starts, and generally either to +impress some one or because he was out of temper. Val never regarded it +as a good sign when he grappled with the Steinway. + +In ten minutes he had grown tired of his mood of melody, and strolled +into the rose garden with a book. + +Yes, certainly Harry was restless. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +THE ANGLES + + +"You're very quiet, Val," remarked Daphne, as they flew along in the +motor on their way to call on the Prebendary's wife at The Angles. + +Both sisters wore little cottage bonnets, blue motor-veils, and large +loose white coats with high collars. + +"How can I talk when we're exceeding the speed limit?" said Valentia. + +"You usually do. Is anything the matter?" + +"No, nothing at all.... Harry's been horrid lately." + +"I suppose he _is_ occasionally." + +"No, he's not. He's got the artistic temperament, and of course he can't +always be the same, poor dear." + +"What a pity one can't be an artist without having the artistic +temperament! It always seems to mean being late for meals, and losing +your temper, or being amusing when every one wants to go to bed." + +"As a matter of fact," said Valentia, "I never knew any one with less of +it than Harry. There isn't a more hard-headed business man in the world +in his way, though he _has_ read poetry and plays the piano sometimes, +and paints. He is an artist too ... but--well, not in any of the +recognised arts.... I hear Miss Luscombe and Rathbone--I mean Mr. and +Mrs. Rathbone--have gone to Oberammergau for their honeymoon." + +"Oh! Is that the latest thing to do?" + +"Of course not, Daphne, but she thinks it is. Miss Luscombe has spent +her life in trying to catch the last omnibus and always just missing it, +and she's not going to leave off now just because she happens to be +married. Here we are!" + +The Prebendary's wife received them very graciously. Her waist looked +longer than ever, and her skirt seemed more than usually abnormal in +width. She did all that she could to entertain them. She showed them her +son Garstin's map of Buckinghamshire, and then said-- + +"I'll send for Mr. Stoendyck. He's upstairs inventing. You can't _think_ +how clever he is and how hard he works. It's really wonderful! We often +leave him alone for hours to think things out, and sometimes he plays +sonatas; he says it refreshes him. He really is an extraordinary man." + +Mr. Stoendyck came in, looking very martial and scientific and pleased +with himself, as though he had just invented gunpowder. Mrs. Campbell +began as usual to talk baby language, and play a kind of Dumb Crambo at +him. He never seemed able to guess the word. + +"I hope we haven't interrupted you in your studies," said Val politely. + +"She say she ope she not interrupt. Work, you know. Oeuvre--Arbeit." + +"I was just amusing myself with the very witty paper from Germany, +_Kladderadatsch_. It is very funny," he said. + +"It sounds funny," said Val sympathetically. + +"What I find in England is that you're all wonderfully serious, +wonderfully courteous, wonderfully kind"--he bowed to his hostess; "but, +you'll excuse my saying so, I don't find enough wit or lightness for my +temperament. For humour I have to go to Belgium or Germany." + +He spoke with intense solemnity. + +Mrs. Campbell now began to translate him even to himself. + +"You say you like fun, wit--just fun to make laugh?" She made strange +signs with her fingers. + +He did not appear to understand the code. He stared at her with a frown, +and rasped on seriously-- + +"I find a few comical jokes occasionally a great relief after my heavy +work. It is very deep work." + +"I suppose it would be indiscreet to ask what the invention is?" said +Valentia, smiling. + +"Not at all. There is nothing indiscreet whatever in your curiosity, +Mrs. Wyburn." + +He took a scone covered with butter and swallowed it in an +extraordinarily short time, and in an ingenious manner. + +"No, there's no indiscretion in the matter at all. Do not trouble +yourself on that score. It is merely the natural interest that a +cultivated and intellectual English lady would naturally take when she +hears of an extraordinary invention from another country." He bowed, and +having thus explained her to herself, he then ate another scone. + +"She say she want to know, you know," nodded Mrs. Campbell, putting up a +playful and threatening finger with dignified coquetry and a stony +smile. (She was subject to fits of this kind of marble archness +unexpectedly.) + +"Yes. So I understood." + +The Belgian was looking at Daphne with distinct admiration. Of course +Miss Campbell came and sat down beside him. Women always follow their +instinct to come and sit on the other side of any man whom they regard +as their property. They seem to think that merely by sitting on the +other side they protect him from freebooters. As a matter of fact, it +would be more sensible, if to distract his attention were the object, to +sit opposite with some one else. + +Mr. Stoendyck turned his back on her completely, and said to Daphne-- + +"Very charming, those motor-veils, and the whole costume. At the same +time, while being thoroughly practical and sensible, it is, if I may say +so, extremely becoming." + +He bowed with a condescending air, and went on-- + +"The English young girl--at least, such specimens as I have seen in the +neighbourhood, especially in the country--seems to me a wonderfully +beautiful object. In Belgium we are getting on, but we have not reached, +as yet, the point of freedom combined with modesty that you constantly +see over here. Particularly, as I say, in rural districts." + +He then made what can only be described, vulgarly, as a distinct 'eye.' + +Both the Campbells looked uneasy. + +"The Prebendary will be in soon," said Mrs. Campbell. "He promised +faithfully to come back to tea to-day. He also is a very busy man. He +come in soon," she spoke reassuringly. + +Daphne was suddenly taken with a _fou rire_ and began to laugh +helplessly. Val, seeing her condition, and knowing that when she once +started there was no hope but in immediate flight, took leave. + +They were cordially asked to come again by Mrs. Campbell. But Mr. +Stoendyck invited them to lunch, and wanted to fix a day and hour. Mrs. +Campbell, however, declined his invitation for them. Mrs. Wyburn, she +said, must have a great many engagements. + +They left Stoendyck standing in the hall, looking sentimental. + +"All foreigners not of the Latin race go on like that," said Val, as +they drove back. "They may be scientific, or soldiers, philosophers, or +musicians, but if they're Germans or Belgians or Austrians, or anything +of that sort, they always get bowled over by a young girl, a blue +ribbon, plumpness, or fair hair." + +"But I'm very thin and dark," said Daphne angrily. + +"I don't care if you are. You're a pretty girl, you're unmarried, you've +got blue chiffon round your head--and there it is.... I don't mean +Prussian officers, of course." + +"_They_ would appreciate _you_, I suppose you mean!" + +"One can't say. They'd probably take on anything." + +Valentia took out the little looking-glass from her motor-bag, looked at +it, put it back, and added-- + +"Anything possible, I mean." + +"Go on, Val." + +"Go on how?" + +"Telling me things. You're so interesting, you know such a lot. Now, +about the Latin races--wouldn't they like--er--me?" + +"Of course they would. But they'd like you better if you were married to +Cyril or any one. Frenchmen and Italians always want their love-making +or flirtations to have something in it of the nature of a _score_. They +love scoring off a third person, whoever it may be,--whether it's their +friend's wife, or their wife's friend, or anything." + +"They're not sincere, then?" + +"Don't be silly. If they weren't sincere, why are there nothing but +unwritten-law crimes all over France and Italy? And why do Parisians +think and talk of ... nothing else! They're _sincere_ all right: it's +their hobby. Italians, of course, are more jealous and faithful, and +Parisians are frightfully vain--there's a good deal of a sort of +snobbism about it. They love to show off. That's why they're so keen on +dress." + +"Do you think," said Daphne, with sudden anxiety, "that if you don't +dress to perfection you can't keep a man's love? I _do_ hope not! I mean +because when I'm married to Cyril I shan't be able to afford to wear +anything at all, except a clean blouse which I shall have to iron out +myself, like in _Hearth and Home_." + +Valentia shook her head. + +"Dressing to perfection doesn't make men love you, silly. It only makes +women hate you. And I never have yet seen the advantage of that." + +"Oh, then, do Parisians want other women to hate you?" asked Daphne. Her +sister hesitated. + +"Sometimes. Very often they don't. They want you to be admired by other +people, whoever they are, men or women. But in Paris dress counts in a +different sort of way--it means more--it stands for more. Oh, don't +bother!" + +"Well, give me a straightforward Englishman!" exclaimed Daphne. + +"Yes, indeed!" replied Val. "That Belgian Herr, anyhow, doesn't count. I +can't think why Mrs. Preb. and Miss Campbell are so much in love with +him." + +"Isn't it funny? Why do you think it is, Val?" + +"Perhaps it's because he's a man. You see, they're accustomed to +curates." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +AT EDGWARE + + +Miss Brill had twisted up her hair and put on her Sunday dress to +receive Vaughan. + +To harmonise with the Dickens's garden it ought to have been white +muslin with flounces and a pink sash. But it was a quite long, dark blue +Liberty satin, made by a smart dressmaker in the Finchley Road. It had a +high collar, an Empire waist, and gathers. + +Her mother was delighted with it. Gladys had not been quite satisfied +herself, and had tried to tie it in round the ankles with concealed +string, to make it look more like a nobble skirt, as she called it. + +Her almost too abundant hair had been piled over a pad, which gave her +the appearance of having a swollen head. Yet even so she looked lovely, +rather like an old-fashioned picture in the Academy of _I'se Gan'ma_, or +something of the kind, suggesting a baby disguised as a +grown-up-person. + +Vaughan went through the usual ritual of asking after Mrs. Brill--he +rather hurried Mr. Brill over his remark about the finest woman one +would see in a day's march--then admired the weather, ordered tea, and +asked for Miss Brill. + +Gladys came and sat down with a rather shy, self-conscious air. + +She soon lost it, however, and began to get natural again. + +"Oh, Mr. Vaughan! I _never_ was more surprised than I was at that piece +in the paper! And mother come over quite queer, she was so surprised. +You were kind in your letter to forgive me for being rude. Who'd ever +have thought you was clever?" + +"Who, indeed! But, Gladys, why this get-up? Why are you dressed up in +satin and dark colours on a summer day?" + +"Why, mother said a nice navy blue was always useful. I'd rather have +had a Cambridge blue myself. Mother says navy blue's so ladylike. Don't +you like it?" + +"Charming. But I don't like what you've done to your hair." + +"Don't you, though? Fancy! Well, I don't seem to care much for it +myself. It's a Pompadour, you know--a pad." + +"Take it off," said Vaughan. + +"Oh, I can't!" + +"All right, _I_ will. Come in the field." + +"Well, I don't mind if you do. I'll say I took my hair down because it +was heavy." + +"You've tried to spoil yourself, but you haven't succeeded. Why did you +do it, Gladys?" + +"Seeing you was clever, I thought pr'aps I'd better try to look more +grown-up." + +"Ah! what a mistake! Your great charm is that you're such a regular +J.F." + +"What's that?" + +"A _jeune fille_." + +"What does that mean? What's a J.F. in English?" + +"A jolly flapper." + +"Oh, I say!" + + * * * * * + +In the field Vaughan, with several interruptions and reproaches for +being a caution, managed to take the pad off her head and to throw it in +the field. But an unfortunate thing happened. All the corn-coloured hair +fell down over his face and he had kissed her--by accident--before he +knew it. + +"Oh, I say! You are a caution!" was her only remark. But she did not +laugh, and as she hastily did a little amateur coiffing, he thought she +looked slightly annoyed. At any rate, she hadn't much more to say to +him, and he went back to London almost immediately, feeling quite +absurdly agitated about such an unimportant trifle. + + * * * * * + +An hour later, when quietly at home in his study, Vaughan was suddenly +seized by that species of madness that has been known to wreck careers, "to +launch a thousand ships," to cause all kinds of chaos. It was that terrible +_once-on-board-the-lugger-and-the-girl-is-mine-I-must-and-shall-possess-her_ +feeling in its most acute form. Most men have known it at some time in +their lives. He thought of Harry de Freyne, and felt noble and superior +in contrast to what _his_ conduct would have been, as he sat down and +wrote with intense pleasure-- + + "Darling Gladys, + + "I love you. Will you marry me? Please try. I'm writing to your + father. Don't keep me waiting long for the answer. + + "Yours for always, + "GILLIE." + +He then wrote a long and sensible letter to Mr. Brill; all business, +respect, and urgency, saying he knew that Gladys was very young, but +that he would make her happy, and so forth. + +These two letters he sent off by express messenger in a taxicab to the +"Bald-faced Stag," and then sat down to dinner. + +What a dinner! And what an evening he spent! He planned a long +journey--what fun to show the child new places and things! Why shouldn't +he marry the charming, refined, and beautiful daughter of an +hotel-keeper? He decided even on alterations in the house, and he meant +to be ecstatically happy. + +What did he care for people? He had never lived either to _épater_ the +_bourgeois_ or to satisfy the ideal of the gentleman next door. He was +going to do something _he_ liked!... + + * * * * * + +He woke up the next morning at six o'clock with a ghastly chilly horror +on him. What had he done? Had he been mad? To marry Miss Brill, the +daughter of the landlord of a little suburban public-house! A girl of +sixteen, pretty enough certainly, but with no pretensions to being a +lady, no possibility of having anything in common with him. But it +wasn't so much the question of what people would say--of course, most of +the women he knew would drop him, and the men would laugh at him and +make love to her--but, how long would it last? How long would this +strange mania endure? Perhaps not a week. The poor child would have an +awful time, too. She was much happier as she was. + +Well! He was a sportsman, and had taken the risk. He must wait now. At +the back of his mind he was wondering how he could get out of it. + +He had not to wait long. His letters were answered by the first post. +Evidently, the "Bald-faced Stag" had been kept up late that night to +reply in time. + +Gladys wrote very respectfully that she was very sorry she hadn't told +him before, but she was privately engaged to the son of the landlord of +the Green Man at Stanmore: the Eldest Son, she wrote with pride (as +though he would inherit the title). She was awfully sorry. Besides, she +was going to be a manicure, first, for two years, and then settle down +at Stanmore. Her fiancé was twenty-one. She hoped Mr. Vaughan would come +over to tea very soon, and she thought his letter was very kind, and +remained his truly, Gladys Brill. + +Mr. Brill had written a long and slightly rambling letter which +suggested rough copies and even some assistance from the old vintages of +the "Bald-faced Stag." He refused most firmly, though thoroughly +sensible of the honour done him by Mr. Vaughan's offer, but he couldn't +go back on his word to his friend at the Green Man. The arrangement had +been made, when Gladys and the son were in their cradles, by him and +his pal of the Green Man and he couldn't go back on his word. And Gladys +liked the young chap; and it was a great honour, indeed, that Mr. +Vaughan had done them, and it would have been splendid for Gladys in the +worldly sense. But there! it was better, perhaps, not to mix up +Stations. Mr. Brill repeated this sentiment over and over again, always +using a capital S for station--(as though Vaughan had expressed an +insane desire to confuse Victoria with the Great Western). And he +remained very respectfully, Tom Brill. + +"A manicure in Bond Street and then the landlady of a common country +inn! Never! She shan't! I'll go down and persuade her. I'll make them +come round." + +Vaughan was so hurt and disappointed that he felt he could never smile +again. + +But he did. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +TENSION + + +When the sisters came back from their drive Harry was sitting on the +little marble terrace reading _Count Florio and Phillis K._ and smoking +cigarettes. With almost conjugal unfairness he complained that Valentia +always went out just before he arrived. In fact, he had begged her to +get the visit over that afternoon, as he intended to be late. + +Valentia sat down and began a lively account of "The Angles," but he +implored her not to describe those awful people at home, and +particularly not to tell him anything about that poisonous Belgian. Then +he told Val that blue didn't suit her, and, when she agreed with him, +petulantly complained that she had no ideas of her own. + +"But I had an idea of my own; only now you say it's wrong." + +"So it is. But, even if it is wrong, you should stick to it. You should +have more individuality." + +"What an awful word," she said. + +"What's the matter with the word?" + +"Nothing. It's so long." + +"You're talking nonsense, Valentia." + +"Well, why shouldn't I talk nonsense? I'm sure I've heard you say +there's nothing so depressing as a woman with no nonsense about her." + +"I know. But there needn't be nothing else." + +"Harry, are you trying to quarrel? If so I'd better go away." + +"Oh, all right! Very well! Do as you like," said Harry. "It seems a +curious way to treat a guest: to go out when you expect him, and then +the moment you come in to make an excuse to leave him alone again. But +please yourself!" + +He took up his book and turned away. + +Valentia went into the house, to her room, and sat down opposite the +looking-glass with a sigh. It was at moments like these that she +sometimes thought, with a slight reaction, of Romer. Romer was never +capricious, never irritable, never trying. It was true that he rarely +answered her except in monosyllables, but yet she knew that he delighted +in and tacitly encouraged her fluency. He did not respond to every idea +she expressed as Harry did (when Harry was in a good temper), but she +knew she had no better audience. His extreme quietness might be +admitted, occasionally, to cast a slight gloom, but negatively what +enormous advantages his silence had! Romer never scolded, never laid +down the law; never thought it necessary to give her long, minute, +detailed accounts of his impressions of art, or life, or literature; +never insisted on pointing out, as if it were a matter of life and +death, precisely where he differed in his opinions of a book, a play, or +an incident, from the criticisms in the daily papers. Nor did he refer +to some annoying past incident half a dozen times a day as a sealed +subject. He had other qualities. He could take tickets, he could sign +cheques (and even seemed to like doing it). He could see about things. +He wasn't selfish. Yes, Valentia thought, when she saw Harry at his +worst, that perhaps she didn't really quite appreciate her husband. How +irritating Harry would have been in that capacity! + +Daphne came in, and Valentia went on, as usual, with her thoughts aloud. + +"Wouldn't Harry be a maddening husband?" she said as she brushed out her +hair. + +"Oh! Would he? In what way?" + +"He'd be so selfish, so obtrusive--he'd always want you to do exactly +what he liked, just when he liked, and never when he didn't, or when you +liked, I mean." + +"How could he like you to do what he liked when he didn't like? That +would be expecting too much. I don't see what you mean, Val." + +"I only mean that when he's in a bad temper Harry's tiresome, and if he +were married he'd be in one oftener." + +"Oh dear! Are most men bad-tempered when they're married, Val?" + +"Yes. Nearly always." + +"_What?_ Then, will Cyril ..." + +"Cyril's a pleasant, easy-going boy, but, as you won't have enough +money, he's sure to be bad-tempered at times." + +"Then aren't married men bad-tempered when they have plenty of money, +Val?" + +"Oh, if they have a great deal they're awfully bad-tempered, too; +because, you see, then they lose it, or if they don't do that they're +always trying to enjoy themselves with it and finding the enjoyment +flat, and then they blame their wives. Besides, anyhow, having enough +money leads to all sorts of complications." + +"Oh dear! Then what do you advise?" Daphne hung on Valentia's words, +respecting her superior knowledge and experience. + +"Oh, I advise enough, anyhow. It can't make you happy, but it can avoid +certain troubles. Love in a cottage is only all right for the week-end +when you have a nice house in London as well, and a season ticket or a +motor, and electric light and things, and a telephone. Oh, by the way, +our telephone here is eating its head off. We never use it. Go and ring +up to the grocer, not to forget to send the things, will you, dear? He's +got a telephone, too--the only tradesman in the village who has." + +"What things isn't he to forget to send?" + +"How should I know?--the usual things. He never does forget, but it +looks well to remind him, and the 'phone needs exercise." + +"All right. But before I go, Val--suppose you can't have the sort of +love-in-a-cottage you mean, and there's no fear of your being so rich +that it makes you miserable, what is the best thing to do?" + +"Why, I suppose the old business in the old novels, a competence with +the man of your heart, would do all right." + +Daphne looked pleased. + +"For six months, anyhow. Or a year or two, perhaps," Val added. + +"Oh dear!" cried Daphne again, as she left the room. + +"Poor pet," Val murmured to herself. "I hope I'm not teaching her to be +cynical." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +GOOD-BYE + + +The only person in the family who did not thoroughly approve of Gladys's +decision was her mother. Mrs. Brill thought it sheer madness to decline +proposals of a 'gentleman from the West End,' as she called him; so +clever and so rich, so handsome and so much in love. She was romantic +and yet worldly in her views, and was much excited at the idea of the +rivalry for her daughter. There were bitter scenes between Mr. and Mrs. +Brill on the subject. Mr. Brill was not romantic nor worldly, but he was +very sentimental, and he didn't hold with breaking his word to the Green +Man, nor indeed with that mixing up of Stations to which he had already +alluded. + +Between the opposing views of her parents Gladys became somewhat +bewildered. She liked the son of the Green Man (he was in reality only a +green boy, but good-looking, and she had always known him), and she +wished to be loyal to him. Yet her mother's remarks about Mr. Vaughan +began to appeal to her imagination, such as it was. She was rather +dazzled and began to weaken. She was at the age when one can really be +in love with anybody, and she was flattered. Though she felt she would +feel more at home with her childhood's friend, she began, very slightly, +to look down upon him when she compared him with Gillie. + +Vaughan came down the day after he had received her letter, and behaved +precisely as usual. + +Mr. Brill, meeting him with a rather shamefaced air in the garden, said +straightforwardly-- + +"Very pleased indeed to see you, Mr. Vaughan. You got my letter, sir?" + +"Yes, indeed. To my sorrow. I want to talk to you about it." + +"Well, I was sorry to write it, sir, if you take my meaning. But there! +Well, Mrs. Brill 'as expressed a wish for a few words with you, if you +wouldn't mind." + +"I shall be delighted, of course. But--may I see Gladys?" + +"Why, yes, sir. Tea and bread and butter? The usual thing?" + +"Yes, please. As usual." Mr. Brill lingered. + +"Ave some watercress with it, sir," he added sympathetically, "or we've +got some very nice little radishes. Ow about them?" + +Vaughan nearly laughed. + +"No, thank you! I'm afraid they wouldn't be any use to me, Mr. Brill." + +"Ha, ha! You will have your joke!" + +Mr. Brill went in and told his wife that Mr. Vaughan was "sitting there +looking that miserable it was enough to make one's heart ache." + +With this satisfactory intelligence he sent Gladys into the garden. + +She was all blushes and shyness. Her hair had gone back into the long +plait, and she wore her schoolgirl dress again. + +"You're too proud, Gladys!" he said reproachfully. "Why did you never +tell me of your engagement?" + +"Why, I didn't ardly count it to interest you, Mr. Vaughan. Besides, +it's not to be for two years." + +"Are you in love with him?" + +"Why, what a question! I _like_ him. He's a nice boy." + +"I suppose he's very much in love with you?" + +"Oh, he's all right." + +"That was a very cruel letter you wrote me, Gladys." + +"I was afraid you'd think it rude," she answered apologetically. + +"No, dear. It isn't rude to refuse a proposal. You can't accept them +all, can you?" + +"You've made a wretched tea, Mr. Vaughan. Is there anything else you'd +like?" + +"Yes, I want to go in the field again, like the day before yesterday." + +"Was it only the day before yesterday? So it was. A lot seems to ave +appened since. Well, come along." + +She looked such an absolute child as she climbed the gate that Gillie +felt almost ashamed of his proposal, and thought that probably her +father was quite right.... But her face was so exactly like Sir Joshua +Reynolds' angels' heads, she might have sat for them. She was too +absurdly pretty. And sweet, too, he thought. She had no vulgar +pretensions, she was simple. She only wanted a little polish. He could +teach her everything necessary. No task could have been more +congenial.... + +"So you think I'm too old for you. Is that it?" + +"No, it isn't. It isn't that. It's what father told you." + +"Would you hate to go for a long journey with me, to see other places, +other countries?" + +"Oh no; I'd like it. We went to Clacton last summer. It _was_ fun." + +He thought a little. + +"Gladys, as you're so young, won't you leave the whole thing in abeyance +for a time?" + +"In what, did you say?" + +"Undecided. Let me come and talk to you about it in six months. The only +thing I can't bear you to do is to be a manicure. I'm going to speak to +your mother about it. I can't stand it." + +"Oh, why, Mr. Vaughan? I should have thought it was nice for me to sort +of better myself." + +"Nonsense. Far better stay here. Well, will you agree to that?" + +"To give up the manicuring and to leave the engagement open like? Is +that what you mean?" + +"That's the idea." + +She thought a minute. + +"I really don't see how I can. And--my boy would feel it something cruel +if I put him off like that." + +"When do you see him?" he asked jealously. + +"Why, on Sundays. Only on Sundays." + +"Ah, that's why I've never seen him. I wondered why I'd never met my +hated rival." + +She laughed. + +"Oh, now, you're going on silly, like the people in the play!... I don't +believe you alf mean it." + +"Don't you believe I love you?" + +"How can you? You don't ardly know me, except as a friend." + +"I'll tell you why I love you if you like, dearest." + +"Well, why?" She spoke with girlish curiosity. + +"Because you're lovely, and lovable, and sweet. Because you're a +darling." + +"Oh, I say!" + +"Doesn't your boy, as you call him, say these things to you?" + +"Not like that. I only see him on Sundays." + +"And does he kiss you on Sundays?" + +"Oh yes." + +Vaughan got up. + +"All right, I won't worry you any more.... I'll let you be happy in your +own way, dear.... I must go now." + +"Oh, _must_ you?" + +She seemed very disappointed. + +"Yes, I'm going to France." + +"What, to-day?" + +"No, next week." + +"Oh, I am sorry." + +"Good-bye, dear." + +He went in and bid adieu to Mr. and Mrs. Brill and the "Bald-faced Stag" +for ever. He said to her father that he was resigned. + + * * * * * + +As soon as he had gone, Gladys went upstairs to her room, looked in the +glass, then burst out crying. + +She had fallen in love with Gillie. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + +ROMER OVERHEARS + + +Romer started to go by himself for a five-mile walk, leaving Daphne, +Valentia and Harry in the garden, but a nail in his boot hurt so much +that, after the first half-mile, Romer decided he couldn't stand it any +longer, and would walk back, go quietly in, and then surprise them by +coming to tea in the garden. + +He was gone a very short time, but he hastened his steps, looking +forward immensely to the removal of the boot, and also to seeing +Valentia again. + +Lately he had been more than ever devoted to her. Ever since they had +been at the Green Gate she had been specially gentle and charming--but +not nearly so lively as usual. Sometimes she looked quite anxious and +preoccupied. He thought, too, that she was occasionally irritable; which +was unlike her--and her spirits varied continually. + +He asked her one day what was the matter, and she assured him that +there was nothing, so he believed her. But he was always thinking about +her, trying to find some means to please her. He was dissatisfied about +her. + +He came back, went into his room, and his spirits incalculably raised by +the cessation of the torture, he went and sat by the window, and looked +out at the lovely garden. + +It was a hot summer day; a little wind was in the trees. + +Exactly under the window, on the little verandah, sat Harry with +Valentia. Daphne was no longer there. + +They were talking; and talking, it seemed to him, in an agitated way. + +Leaning a little over he could see Valentia on a bamboo chair. To his +horror he saw that she was crying. + +Harry, speaking in a suppressed but rather angry voice, appeared to be +trying to comfort her. + +Without a second's hesitation or a moment's scruple, Romer intently +listened. He did not hide or draw behind the curtain. He remained in +full view, in the window, so that they could see him easily if they +happened to look up. But they did not; they were far too much +preoccupied.... He heard Harry speaking volubly, saying, in a tone of +irritated apology and explanation-- + +"My dear girl, I do wish to heaven you wouldn't take it like that. I +haven't changed--I never shall. I don't care two straws about Miss +Walmer. But really, it is such a splendid chance for me! You ought no +more to expect me to give it up than any other good business opportunity +that might crop up." + +"I should never see you again," she answered, her voice broken by sobs. + +"Yes, you would. We should be the same as ever. You know we can't do +without each other. You're part of my life." + +He spoke casually, but with irritation, as if mentioning a self-evident +fact. + +"Oh yes, you say that," she answered sadly. "But nothing could alter the +fact that you wish to be treacherous, and throw me over--and just for +money! It's simply degrading. It's all nonsense to say it will be just +the same!" + +"Well, of course--for a time--immediately after the marriage--it +couldn't be; but it would gradually drift into very much the same." + +"It wouldn't, even if it could, because I should never see you again," +she repeated. + +Harry stood up with his hands in his pockets, his shoulders raised. + +Romer could see his face quite plainly, and wondered at its hard, +selfish, almost cruel expression. + +"Well, if you won't you won't," he said. "How can I waste all my life +dangling after a woman who is married to somebody else? I should be only +too delighted--if I could afford it. But I can't, and that's the brutal +truth. And then, you know, there has been a little talk. That +mother-in-law of yours has been gossiping about us. Some day, Romer's +bound to get hold of it, and then where shall we be? Don't you see, +dear," he went on more gently, "this will stop all that? Wouldn't it be +better for me to be married--just in this official sort of way--to +remain in England, and be able to see you just the same as ever--very +soon--than to go out to the colonies or somewhere, and never see you +again at all? There's no doubt I've got to do something. I'm in a +frightful hole. Seven thousand a year--a place in the country--and a +decent sort of girl, dropped down on me, as it were, from heaven! I +hadn't the slightest idea of such luck--and hadn't any pretensions to +it. But the girl has taken a liking to me, and her mother wants to get +her married. It's ugly--unromantic--but there are the facts. If you +cared for me really, I shouldn't think you would want to stand in my +way." + +"Very well, do it, then," she said, drying her eyes. "If you can speak +in this heartless way it shows you are very different from what I +believed you. But it will kill me; I shall never get over it." + +She was rushing away when Harry caught her hand and stopped her. + +"Listen," he said, in an impressive voice. "Go to your room, bathe your +eyes, and calm yourself down. Make no more scenes, for heaven's sake, +and we'll see what can be done." + +"Oh, Harry, really--_is_ there any hope? Or are you deceiving me again?" + +"I've almost agreed to it, you know," he said. "Still, there's not what +one could call an actual engagement yet. At any rate, it might be +delayed. I'll see; I'll think--really if I weren't so hard up I wouldn't +do it." + +"Oh, Harry!" A gleam of joy came into her eyes, and she clasped her +hands. + +"Then you won't worry me any more about it for the next few days?" he +asked. + +"I promise;" and smiling sweetly through her tears she left him, going +into the house. Her room, on the same floor as Romer's, was at the other +end of the corridor, so she did not even pass his door, and had not the +slightest idea that he was at home. + +He was still at the window, looking out apparently at the garden. + +Harry gave an impatient sigh, lit a cigarette and strolled off through +the garden. + +It had been about three o'clock when Romer had come in and sat down by +the window. He was still there in precisely the same position at seven, +when his valet brought his hot water. + +But Romer could not dress and go down to dinner. He could not see them +till he had made up his mind what to do. He always thought slowly, and +now he was acutely anxious to make no mistake. He felt that by the +slightest wrong move he might lose Valentia altogether. That, at least, +was his instinctive dread. He sent Valentia a message that he had to go +up to London to see his mother, and would be back the next day. He +arranged that she did not get the message till he was driving to the +station--just before dinner. + +He went up to London and stayed at an hotel, but did not go to his +mother's, and thought nearly all night till he had made a resolution. +Then he slept till nine o'clock, feeling much happier. He remembered +clearly that Harry was coming to town and going to the studio on this +day, as he often did. He calculated that he would be likely to arrive by +the quick early morning train, and was standing waiting at the door of +the studio at twelve o'clock when Harry drove up, looking intensely +surprised, with hand outstretched, cordial and delighted. + +"My dear fellow, how jolly of you to remember I was coming up! Come in, +come in! I've only got this bothering business to attend to, then we'll +lunch together, and go back by the four train, shall we? You won't have +to stop on here, will you?" + +"I don't know," said Romer, as he followed Harry. + +"Your mother's not ill, I hope," said Harry, throwing himself into an +arm-chair. + +"I don't think so," said Romer; "she's at Bournemouth." + +"Bournemouth! How like her! But you haven't been down there to see her?" + +"No." + +"Are you going?" + +"Don't think so." + +"Then it isn't your mother that brought you up to town, old chap?" + +"No." + +"Is anything wrong?" asked Harry, after a moment's pause. + +It struck him that Romer looked very odd, and as he noted a slightly +greyish tinge in Romer's face, he turned pale himself under his becoming +sunburn. + +"What is the matter?" repeated Harry, who could not be quiet. His +weakness lay in the fact that he never, under any circumstances, could +entirely "hold his tongue." + +Romer put down his stick and hat, which he had been holding, took a +chair exactly opposite Harry, stared him in the face, and said in a dry, +hard voice, much less slowly than usual-- + +"There's something I wish you to do." + +"You wish me to----" + +"Yes. Write to Miss Walmer definitely breaking off your engagement." + +"My--engagement?" + +"I heard what you said yesterday afternoon. I came back from my +walk--there was a nail in my boot. I heard every word from the window in +my room." + +"You listened?" + +"Yes, I listened." + +"Romer, my dear fellow, I swear to you that ..." + +"Don't swear anything to me," said Romer quietly. "And don't dare to +defend Valentia to me.... I advise you not." + +Harry was silent, utterly bewildered. + +"I find that your----friendship, instead of being a pleasure to her, is +making her miserable. For some reason she likes to have you about. She +doesn't wish you to marry Miss Walmer. Well, you shan't! Do you hear +that? You shan't! You're not going to marry that girl and then come +dangling about again." + +He waited a minute and then said-- + +"Valentia's got to be happy. You're not going to have everything _you_ +want. You can surely make a little sacrifice to be her friend!" Then for +one moment only Romer nearly lost his control. He said-- + +"We've been married five years, and I've never said a word or done a +thing that she didn't like. And _you_ made her cry. You! You made her +cry!" + +"My dear Romer, I assure you it's all ..." + +Romer interrupted him in a low voice, impatiently. + +"Oh, shut up, will you? I want no talk or discussion. I want only one +thing. You're to write immediately, definitely putting an end to this +engagement. While you write the letter I'll wait, and then I'll post it +myself. Will you do it?" + +"My dear fellow, of course I'll do anything. But how strange you are! I +should have thought----" + +"I don't want to know what you would have thought, and I don't care a +straw what you think of my attitude. On condition you do what I say, I +shall never refer to the subject again, and everything shall be as it +has been." + +Harry was obviously greatly relieved. + +"I will do whatever you wish," he said, looking and feeling ashamed of +himself. + +Seeing that Romer was evidently in a hurry for the letter, he drew +writing materials to him. + +Then Romer said-- + +"One more thing. You are not to tell Valentia anything about this. She's +not to know I overheard. I won't have her distressed. Remember that." + +"I give you my word of honour," said Harry. + +"Very well. And when I've posted the letter we'll wipe out the whole +thing. Don't even say you saw me in town." + +"Of course I won't." + +As Harry bent his head low over the writing-table, Romer, who was +sitting motionless, looked at a curious dagger that was hanging on the +wall, with a horrible sudden longing to plunge it in Harry's neck.... +Horrified at his own fancy, he looked away from it and thought of +Valentia. Valentia would smile and be happy now, and everything would go +smoothly again. He would not have to say anything painful to her; she +would never be uncomfortable in his presence. In time she would probably +grow tired of Harry and could turn to him, Romer, again, with more +affection than if anything painful had passed between them.... His +attitude had been extraordinarily unselfish, and yet it had its root in +the deep scheming selfishness and subtle calculation of the passion of +love. To get Valentia back, as he vaguely hoped, some time, however +distant, he had acted most wisely, and he knew it. For he cared for her +far too much ever to have conventional thoughts on the subject. It never +even occurred to him to try to act as the husband ought to act, or as by +the incessant insidious influence of plays and novels most of us have +been brought up to think he ought to act. Most people are far more +guided than they know in their views of life by the artificial +conventions of the theatre and of literature, or by tradition. In fact, +most people are other people. Romer was himself. He thought simply for +himself, like a child. And so it happened that he acted in a crisis +terrible to him, more wisely for his own interest than the most +sophisticated of men.... + + * * * * * + +"Here is the letter. Will you read it?" + +Romer read it and put it back in the envelope. Then he said-- + +"All right. You're going back to the Green Gate this afternoon?" + +"If I may." + +"I shall be back to-morrow," said Romer, in his ordinary voice. + +Harry accompanied him to the door and held out his hand. + +Romer hesitated a moment. Then he said-- + +"Good-bye," with a nod, and went away, taking no notice of it. + + * * * * * + +"By Jove!" said Harry, to himself. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + +THE LIMIT + + +Romer went back to his hotel that evening feeling happier than he had +ever expected to be again. He felt sure now that everything would be +perfectly right. He refused to allow himself to dwell for a moment on +possibilities, and on what had been, or on what might have been. But he +was like a man who had been slightly stunned by a blow on the head and +was beginning to feel the pain the next day. Yet the pain was not very +acute; he did not quite realise it, but, unconsciously, it made him +feverish. And he was still a little stupefied. It did not occur to him +to go to the Club, or to look up any friends, and he remained in the +little hotel in Jermyn Street, filled at this time of the year +principally by Americans, and he dined alone there--dined well, and +smoked a long cigar. Then he went for a walk. London at the beginning of +August was not empty, but stale, crowded, untidy, hot--unlike itself. He +tried not to think of the garden of the Green Gate. Suddenly, with a +stab, he imagined Harry and Valentia; probably now he was telling her +that the engagement was broken off, and she was smiling and happy. Well! +it was what he wished. Since what had happened he felt his great love +for Valentia was much less vivid than it had been. He cared for her more +remotely. She seemed at a great distance. He thought that he felt more +to her as if she were a dear sister and living far away. Yes, that was +it; he loved her now like a sister. + +Surprised at his own calm, and much pleased with his behaviour in the +matter, he retired to bed. The instant he had closed his eyes he seemed +to see, with the clearness of an hallucination, Harry's head bending low +over the writing-table, and, hanging above him on the wall of the +studio, the curious dagger; a Japanese weapon that was one of Harry's +treasures. And Romer felt again precisely the same horrible longing that +he had felt that morning at the studio--the sudden longing to plunge it +into Harry's neck. Horrified at the fancy and at himself, he turned up +the light and tried to read. He could not fix his attention on a word of +the article "Silk and Stuff" in the _Pall Mall_.... + +Of course he was not angry with Valentia; how could she help it? She +must be made happy. But she seemed dim, distant, remote. It was an +effort to recall her face.... Harry--Harry did not seem very real to him +either. It was all unreal. But he, Romer, had done the right thing. +Harry would never make her cry again. + +Everything would go on as before. And _he_ had never said a word that it +would be painful for them both to remember. There was nothing +uncomfortable between them. He felt she would grow tired of Harry of her +own accord, and would then return to him, Romer, with no disagreeable +recollection of scenes, nor of their having said horrible things to one +another. Yes, he had been quite right. Yet she did not seem to him so +near as she used to be. He was not angry with her.... No, of course not. +He was not jealous. Perhaps she seemed more remote, more distant, +because he felt a certain coldness, and--yes--the coldness was there +because he was a little hurt perhaps.... And then he tried to go to +sleep again. But instantly his insane vision came back, and he got up +and walked round the room and tried to banish it.... At last he really +went to sleep, and awoke trembling with horror. He had had a horrible +dream. He dreamt that Harry was writing a letter, and that he had taken +the dagger from the wall of the studio and killed him. This was simply +horrible. + +Then he began to realise the reason. It was subconscious jealousy. Then +he saw that he had set himself a task too big for him, and that he could +not endure to see Harry with Valentia now. It would be impossible to +bear it. He would have to tell him to go. He had mistaken his own +feelings. What he had heard on the verandah, what he had imagined, could +never be obliterated. Indeed, he saw clearly that if he tried to endure +it he would break down. The effort would lead to madness.--It was +impossible.... He had sent Harry back to her! He had actually sent him; +it was unbearable. + +He would go back the next day, take Harry aside, and tell him that he +had found he couldn't bear it, and that on some pretext he must go away. +He would tell him that he had reached the limit of his endurance and +could bear no more. He would never speak of it to Valentia. Valentia +would be sad--but that could not be helped. He knew, now, that he could +not endure the sight of Harry again. + +Having made this resolution, he became much calmer. But the dream +recurred each time he went to sleep until, in dread of it, he resolved +to sleep no more. His nerves felt shattered. + +And then, he began to count the minutes till he could be back at the +Green Gate. To see Valentia again and to banish Harry for ever! And all +the obvious, human feelings that he thought he was free from had come +back. He broke down; bitter tears of self-pity, of sentiment, and of +heartbroken humiliation fell from his eyes. He remembered their +engagement and their honeymoon, and then the eternal and everlasting +amusing cousin; Harry, and his sickening good looks and ceaseless +chatter. No more of it, by heaven! It would be something worth having +lived for to have no more of the brilliant Harry. He saw now that he had +always been subconsciously jealous of him--that he had always loathed +and hated him. And rightly, by instinct; for not only had he done the +most unpardonable injury one friend can do to another, without a scruple +and without a hesitation, but he had shown the same baseness to her. He +made her unhappy. He made her cry. He wanted to marry for money and come +back again, treacherous to every one--hard, heartless, selfish, vulgar +in mind and in attitude to life. Romer hated him. + +Well! Romer would tell him that very day that he had changed his mind +and that he was to go anywhere--anyhow--only to go. Neither he nor +Valentia should ever see him again. + +Valentia seemed a long way off. She seemed remote and distant. That was +because he was still hurt and angry. When Harry had once gone, perhaps +she would seem near again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + +RECONCILIATION + + +Romer had made one mistake in his calculations. He had forgotten that +Harry was a talker. He fully believed that the young man would go back +and get all possible credit from Valentia for breaking off the +engagement, and would adhere to the very letter of their strange +agreement. This, indeed, Harry fully intended to do. When he first went +back he told her, to her immense joy and satisfaction, merely that he +had broken it off. But when some people who had come to dinner had gone +away and she and Harry could be alone, the habit of confidential gossip, +the habit, especially, of impressing and surprising her, and, above all, +the inability to keep to himself anything so amazing, was too strong for +him. + +Picturesquely, vividly, and quite amusingly Harry told her every word of +the story; first exacting a solemn promise not to repeat it. + +"Isn't he _impayable_? Isn't he a marvel? No, Valentia, don't look so +grave, or I shall think you've lost your sense of humour." + +"But do you believe he really thinks----" + +"He doesn't think," said Harry, stopping her. "He won't think. You're +faultless in his eyes. He would never allow himself to imagine you +anything else. Valentia, this is a wonderful situation--you don't +appreciate it! It's unheard of! He particularly wished that everything +should go on as before." + +He took her hand. She immediately took it away and drew back coldly. + +"A wonderful situation! Do you think Van Buren will enjoy it?" she asked +satirically. + +"Van Buren! What on earth do you mean, Val? Do you suppose for a minute +that I'd talk about it?" + +"I know you will. You couldn't resist it. It's _impayable_ you say.... +Oh, but it was mean of you to tell me!" + +"Mean!" cried Harry indignantly. "Why, it was very generous! I might +easily have pleased you very much more by saying I broke it off quite of +my own accord." + +"That wasn't why you told me. You wanted me to laugh at Romer and think +him ridiculous." + +"I don't at all. I was in the ridiculous position. Be a woman of the +world, Val. Don't talk bosh! We shall soon forget it happened." + +"I shall never forget," she answered. "And things _can't_ go on as they +were, because I think he's behaved magnificently, because I think he's +heroic. And if I didn't appreciate the way he spared me I should be.... +Why, don't you realise what it must have been for him, Harry, to hear +every word we said? And yet he didn't try to make me suffer for it!" + +"He complained that _I_ made you cry!" said Harry with a ghost of a +smile. + +"Look here, Harry, it's no good. I see I was right about Romer from the +first. I married him because I thought there was something +remarkable--something finer than other people about him. And I was +right." + +"If you talk like that, I shall know you're in love with him," said +Harry tauntingly and angrily. "_I_ was a fool to tell you. You're just +upset, my dear," he added, "at the idea of his knowing of the whole +thing. By to-morrow, when he comes back, everything will have calmed +down." + +"I want to be left alone," said Valentia. + +Harry was annoyed, for he himself was not just now in the mood for +reverie, and even in the smallest things he disliked giving up his own +wishes. + +"Oh, very well," he said ungraciously; "perhaps it's a pity I wrote the +letter." + +"Perhaps it is," she answered as she went away and shut the door. + +Harry sat up late, swearing at his own indiscretion and the +unaccountability of women. But he was not prepared for what followed. + +The next morning, as he was dressing, a note was given to him. It said-- + + "Dear Harry, + + "After what you told me yesterday, I feel I never wish to see you + again. This is not anger; but it's incurable. I can't account for + it, but it is there. How you could have been so stupid as to think + I could remain with both you and Romer in the house with this + knowledge between us, I simply can't understand. How could I help + contrasting his generosity with your self-interested selfishness? I + am not angry any more about Miss Walmer. I'm quite indifferent. If + you married her to-morrow it would give me no pain. The only kind + thing you can do for me now, and the one thing I implore, is to go + away on any pretext you like and without seeing me again. To put it + perfectly plainly, Harry, I have changed entirely since last night. + I see everything differently. Everything _is_ different. Forgive + me, but I don't wish to see you any more. "VALENTIA. + + "P.S.--I will send your photographs and other things to the studio. + I should like you to burn mine, but do not send them back. I don't + want to look at anything that reminds me of you. Do not be angry--I + can't help it. I am so unhappy. + + V. + + "If you don't go I know I shall be seriously ill." + +After reading this letter Harry was probably about a thousand times more +in love with Valentia than he had ever been in his life. Indeed, he felt +that he had never cared for her before. He pretended even to himself to +laugh at it, and walked up and down his room, saying to himself: "What a +couple! What a woman! What a man! They're unique. No, they're too +wonderful!" + +But he didn't succeed in deceiving himself. He _knew_ that letter was +final. He did not give it up at once. He wrote her three letters. The +first, one of indignant reproach: "_You never really cared for me_," and +so forth, which she did not answer; the second, witty and trivial, with +allusions to mountains and molehills and tragedy queens; the third, +desperately imploring her to see him once before he went away. To the +third one she sent a reply, simply saying-- + +"Please, please go as soon as possible." + +After all his emotion and passionate correspondence it was by this time +only about half-past ten. Harry packed, dressed, and went off to the +station, mad with rage. He left no word for Romer at all. He felt he had +better leave all that to the wife. He had lost her absolutely and for +ever--and Miss Walmer too. + +In prompt response to his wire Van Buren met him at the station. + +And what a wonderful consolation it was to tell him all about it! + +Certainly no man ever had a better audience; no one more impressed, +shocked, delighted, horrified, amused, grieved, pleased and sympathetic +ever listened to a confidence. For Van Buren it was as good as a _cause +célèbre_, a musical comedy, a _feuilleton_ in the _Daily Mail_ and a +series of snapshots from the homes of the upper classes--all in one. +Never in his life had he heard anything so intensely English. The story +gave him the acute, objective, artistic joy that one takes in the best +literature, an intellectual pleasure that is usually more or less +mingled with the merely spiteful satisfaction that we are accused of +taking in the misfortunes of our best friends. And how well Harry told +it! + +His style was perfect. It was brilliancy, charm, humour, and pathos; he +laughed at himself, and yet made himself an object of real sympathy, +without losing either his dignity or his dash. + +He knew that his confidence aroused enormous interest, and to him that +was a great gratification. And so Harry drowned his sorrows in talk, as +other men drown theirs in wine, or in sport, or in taking some violent +step. He intoxicated and soothed himself with conversation. + +But Harry was not an unpractical man--not one of those for whom words +take place of actions--and he could face facts. Valentia was irrevocably +lost to him. To attempt to regain Miss Walmer, although it might perhaps +not be impossible, would make him ridiculous. The letter he had written +at Romer's dictation had been too definite. He would give himself away +hopelessly as a fortune-hunter if he tried to go back on that. Besides, +he was absolutely sick of it all, and if he was more in love with +Valentia than he had ever supposed himself to be because she no longer +wanted him, he disliked the thought of Miss Walmer far more than he ever +had before, because he was convinced she would forgive him and be +devoted to him even now. + +Van Buren had taken the knock, as he expressed it, using with relish the +English slang phrase, with regard to Daphne, and he had made up his mind +to return to New York. Under the circumstances he now had little +difficulty in persuading Harry to come out with him right away. He +undertook to provide for his friend's future, and that he should make a +fortune in the Bank, and perhaps when this was agreed upon Van Buren +had never been so happy. He was far more genuinely a man's man than was +Harry. He regarded women from the point of view of the well-bred +American--with deference, a sort of distant tenderness, a most +chivalrous and gentle respect. He looked upon them as ornamental and as +delightful adjuncts to life, like flowers in a ball-room, but not +seriously as part of it. Nor, either, as mere toys. He placed women far +more highly than Harry did; he thought everything should be done for +them, given to them, that they had a right to any position they were +able to hold, that they should be treated with reverence, consideration, +liberality ... and even justice; but--he could do without them. Harry +couldn't. And so they would always continue to fall in love with Harry, +and to find Van Buren a little dull. + + * * * * * + +When Romer arrived at the Green Gate that afternoon he found Valentia +sitting alone in the drawing-room. Her hands were clasped, she had a +serious, anxious, thoughtful expression that he had never seen before. +He was surprised at the painful start it gave him to see her again, but +he came in defying this sensation. + +"Hallo!" he said, in what he meant to be a perfectly easy manner. + +He glanced round the room. + +"Where's Harry?" + +"Harry's gone," said Valentia, in a low voice. + +"Oh, has he?" + +Romer walked to the window. He looked at her dress, a white dress that +he liked, but did not meet her eyes. Then he said-- + +"Oh, he's gone. When is he coming back?" + +"Never," she said. + +Romer didn't answer, nor ask why. + +After a minute he said-- + +"Where's Daphne?" + +"Gone to stay with Mrs. Foster for a week." + +"Oh! Who's coming down to-day?" + +"Nobody. I thought perhaps you wouldn't mind--being alone, I mean." She +spoke without her usual fluency. + +He stood staring out of the window into the quiet, damp garden. Then he +turned slowly round and looked at her. He looked at her little feet in +their little white laced shoes; at the slim, narrow line of the white +dress; at the hands clasped in her lap.... + +And he felt a sudden pang of cruel, realistic jealousy. But he looked at +her eyes and saw tears in them, and, pitying her, he crushed it down for +ever. + +The marvellous instinct with which women are usually credited seems too +often to desert them on the only occasions when it would be of any real +use. One would say it was there for trivialities only, since in a crisis +they are usually dense, fatally doing the wrong thing. It is hardly too +much to say that most domestic tragedies are caused by the feminine +intuition of men and the want of it in women. Fortunately, Valentia's +feeling of remorseful tenderness towards Romer enabled her to read him +now. Of course she would have loved to cry, to explain at great length, +to beg him to forgive her and have a reconciliation. But something told +her that he could not have borne it; that the subject must never be +touched; that she must spare him any reference to it--any scene. + +So she said nothing. + + * * * * * + +And, during the curious silence, he gradually and slowly took in the +soothing facts. He regained his sense of proportion, of perspective. He +saw she was disillusioned about Harry; he felt that the infatuation was +over; and, what was more, he realised, to his unutterable relief, that +she was not going to talk about it. How he dreaded that terrible +explicitness of women, their passion for tidying up, their love of +labels! He would not even have to hear it called a sealed subject, and +he would not have to say anything at all. + + * * * * * + +He looked out of the window again, began to whistle in a slightly +embarrassed way, and then said casually-- + +"Let's come out, Val. The lawn wants mowing." + + +THE END + + + + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's Notes + + +The original spelling and punctuation were retained, except for +a few issues that were believed to be typographical mistakes. + +The full list of corrections is as follows: + ++------+--------------------+--------------------+-------------------+ +| page | original text | corrected to | explanation | ++------+--------------------+--------------------+-------------------+ +| 15 | old-fashoned | old-fashioned | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 32 | ,old chap' | 'old chap' | comma corrected | +| | | | to single quote | +| | | | | +| 142 | of colour | off colour | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 144 | CAPTER | CHAPTER | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 153 | darling. | darling." | Double quote | +| | | | added. | +| | | | | +| 181 | on the 'thou.'"... | on the 'thou.'..." | The position of | +| | | | ellipsis was | +| | | | changed. | +| | | | | +| 201 | airdresser's | hairdresser's | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 220 | "Ha! musical, | "Ha! Musical, | Lowercase | +| | | | corrected | +| | | | to uppercase. | +| | | | | +| 256 | Dicken's | Dickens's | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 273 | things to you?' | things to you?" | Single quote | +| | | | corrected to | +| | | | double quote. | ++------+--------------------+--------------------+-------------------+ + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Limit, by Ada Leverson + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIMIT *** + +***** This file should be named 28465-8.txt or 28465-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/8/4/6/28465/ + +Produced by Ewa Jaros, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Limit + +Author: Ada Leverson + +Release Date: March 31, 2009 [EBook #28465] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIMIT *** + + + + +Produced by Ewa Jaros, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<div class="tnote"> +<h2>Transcriber's Note</h2> + +<p>The original spelling and punctuation were retained, +except for a few issues that were believed to be +typographical mistakes. All the corrections are +marked with a dashed line and the original text should +appear on <ins class="ins" title="like this">hovering +the mouse over it</ins>. The full list of corrections +can be found <a href="#tnotes">at the end of this document</a>.</p> +</div> + +<div class="padding"> +<div class="padding"> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[3]</a></span></p> +<h1>THE LIMIT</h1> + +<h3>BY</h3> + +<h2>ADA LEVERSON</h2> +</div> +<div class="padding"> +<p class="center noind">LONDON +CHAPMAN & HALL</p> +</div> +</div> +<hr /> +<div class="padding"> +<div class="padding"> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[4]</a></span></p> +<p class="center noind">Originally published 1911 by Grant Richards Ltd.<br /> +Reissued 1950 by arrangement with the Richards Press Ltd.</p> +</div> +<div class="padding"> +<p class="center noind">Printed by Brüder Rosenbaum, Vienna, Austria<br /> +Cat. No. 5085/4</p> +</div> +</div> +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</a></span></p> +<div class="padding"> +<div class="padding"><p class="center noind">TO +ROBERT ROSS</p> +</div> +</div> + +<hr /> +<div class="clear"><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</a></span></p></div> + +<div class="clear"> </div> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</a></span></p> +<div id="contents"><h2>CONTENTS</h2></div> + +<table summary="contents" class="contents-tbl"> +<tr><th class="left">Chapter</th><th> </th><th class="right">Page</th></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_I">I</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_I">VALENTIA</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_11">11</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_II">II</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_II">HARRY</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_24">24</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_III">III</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_III">VAN BUREN</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_32">32</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">IV</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">THE ELDER MRS. WYBURN</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_37">37</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_V">V</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_V">ROMER</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_43">43</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">VI</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">HARRY'S ENTERTAINMENT</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_47">47</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">VII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">DAPHNE</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_62">62</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">VIII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">IN FANCY DRESS</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_70">70</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">IX</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">A CELEBRITY AT HOME</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_79">79</a></td></tr> + + +<tr><td><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8"></a>[8]</span><a href="#CHAPTER_X">X</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_X">MISCHIEF</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_87">87</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">XI</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">THE FRIENDS</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_105">105</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">XII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">A HOME CHAT</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_115">115</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">XIII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">VALENTIA'S VISIT</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_123">123</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">XIV</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">A SUGGESTION</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_131">131</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">XV</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">MISS WALMER</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_137">137</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">XVI</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">MRS. FOSTER</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_144">144</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">XVII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">ENGAGED</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_156">156</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">XVIII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">AT THE CARLTON</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_163">163</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">XIX</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">AT MISS WESTBURY'S</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_170">170</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XX">XX</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XX">A PROPOSAL</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_177">177</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9"></a>[9]</span><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">XXI</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">HEREFORD VAUGHAN</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_183">183</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">XXII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">GILLIE INTERFERES</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_189">189</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">XXIII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">THE BALD-FACED STAG</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_196">196</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">XXIV</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">THE GREEN GATE</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_203">203</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">XXV</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">A SUNDAY AFTERNOON</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_211">211</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">XXVI</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">IN THE ROSE GARDEN</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_223">223</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">XXVII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">SEEING THE SUN RISE</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_230">230</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">XXVIII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">"REPLY PAID"</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_235">235</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">XXIX</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">GLADYS</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_241">241</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">XXX</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">"THE ANGLES"</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_248">248</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI">XXXI</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI">AT EDGWARE</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_256">256</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[10]</a></span><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII">XXXII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII">TENSION</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_263">263</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIII">XXXIII</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIII">GOOD-BYE</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_268">268</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIV">XXXIV</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIV">ROMER OVERHEARS</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_274">274</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXV">XXXV</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXV">THE LIMIT</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_286">286</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVI">XXXVI</a></td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVI">RECONCILIATION</a></td><td class="pg"><a href="#Page_291">291</a></td></tr> +</table> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[11]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<h3>VALENTIA</h3> + + +<p>"Romer, are you listening?"</p> + +<p>"Valentia, do I ever do anything else?"</p> + +<p>"I've almost decided and absolutely made +up my mind that it will look ever so much +better if you don't go with me to Harry's +dinner after all."</p> + +<p>"Really?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. We two—you <i>and</i> I—always seem to +make such an enormous family party! Of +course, I know we have to go about in these huge +batches sometimes—to your mother, and that +sort of thing, but in this case it will look better +not."</p> + +<p>Valentia made this rather ungracious suggestion, +looking so pretty, so serious, and yet +with such a conciliating smile that it would have +been almost impossible for even the most touchy +person to have been offended.</p> + +<p>The tall, significant-looking husband stopped +in his stroll across the room.</p> + +<p>It was a charming room, with pale grey walls<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[12]</a></span> +and a pale green carpet, and very little in it +except, let in as a panel, a delicate low-toned +portrait of the mistress of the house, vaguely +appearing through vaporous curtains, holding +pale flowers, and painted with a rather mysterious +effect by that talented young amateur, her +cousin, Harry de Freyne. It had been his sole +success in art, and had been exhibited at the +Grafton Galleries under the name of The +Gilded Lily. No one had ever known or was +ever likely to know whether the title referred +to the decorative, if botanically impossible, +blossom in her hand, or to the golden hair of the +seductive sitter.</p> + +<p>Romer Wyburn paused a moment—he always +paused before speaking—and then said +very slowly—</p> + +<p>"Oh! Really? You think it will look better +if I don't go with you?"</p> + +<p>He invariably spoke with the greatest deliberation, +and with no expression whatever.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, dear, I'm sure it would," she +repeated coaxingly.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean if you go without me?"</p> + +<p>"What else can I mean?"</p> + +<p>"It'll look better, you think; eh? Is that the +idea?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[13]</a></span>He sat down opposite the portrait, lighted a +cigarette, and thought. Then he said with +ruminating interest—</p> + +<p>"I don't see why. Why will it look so much +better for me not to go with you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Romer dear, really! It's one of those +things that are almost impossible to explain. +Oh, if you'd only do just what I advise—if +you'd only <i>go</i> by me, and not want these long +tedious explanations, how much better it would +be! You see, Harry is giving this dinner <i>on +purpose</i> so that Daphne shall meet Van Buren +by accident. You know all about Van Buren, <i>the</i> +Van Buren—the millionaire, who turns out to +be a dear creature and quite charming! and has +taken the <i>greatest</i> fancy to Harry, and clings on +to him, and keeps on and on asking him to ask +him to meet people. You must own it would be +rather jolly for Daphne, because, of course, you +can't <i>think</i> how he's run after—I mean Van +Buren—and he isn't an ordinary American +snob, and it really and truly isn't only his +millionairishness, but he's a real person, and +good-looking and nice as well; and though, +Heaven knows, I'm as romantic as anybody—for +myself—I wouldn't be so selfish as to be +romantic for her too, and I can't help feeling it's +our duty, being in the place of parents to her, +to give the angel a sporting chance! Of course, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[14]</a></span>the point is, Van Buren has told Harry he only +likes nice English girls very well brought up, +and he wants to settle down in England, and he +thinks that any relation of Harry's must be perfect; +and, naturally, I'm pleased. I feel exactly +like a mother to Daphne, although she's only +six years younger."</p> + +<p>"Well, that's all right. I see all that."</p> + +<p>Romer seemed rather bored, as men naturally +are at a long catalogue of another man's +advantages. "Now, look here. Why would it +look better for me not to go?"</p> + +<p>There was some excuse for his insistence on +this point, for in a superficial way Romer was +very effective, fair and good-looking, well-made +and distinguished; but the entire absence +of all expression from his empty, regular face, +and of all animation from his dry, colourless +voice and manner, soon counteracted the +effectiveness. Valentia often said that Romer +should never do more than walk through a +room or look in for a few minutes where there +were other people—even at a club—and then +go away immediately, when he would leave a +striking impression. If he stayed longer he became +alarming. His personality was so extraordinarily +<i>nil</i> that it was quite oppressive. +Obviously kind and not in the least pompous, +yet his silence made him formidable, especially +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[15]</a></span>to most of his wife's friends who, though they +could hardly be reproached with want of pluck +as a general rule, had one great fear in life—the +fear of being bored. It was on this ground +that they were all terrified of Romer.</p> + +<p>"Don't you think, Romer, if we both go it +will look too marked? Almost as if we were +vulgarly trying to get Daphne married? A +horrid idea! Besides, if you don't turn up Harry +can ask some one amusing in your place. You see, +he's promised to show Van Buren <i>interesting</i> +people.... No, darling, I don't mean it in that +way. I'm sure you're interesting enough, but +I mean queer people, and celebrities and things. +That's what Van Buren wants, and that's what +he must have. And that's one reason why he's +so delighted with Harry, because Harry can get +them all, through being a sort of artist, you see. +What a good thing, after all, that he didn't +drift into diplomacy! As he's an American you +can't expect Van Buren to be really modern, +and he has all the <a class="ins" href="#tnote_1" name="tAnchor_1" title="old-fashoned">old-fashioned</a> ideas about +what <i>he</i> calls culture. He wants to go in for +being intellectual and artistic and knowing what +he calls people with brains who really count. +I mean he wants to meet people like Seymour +Hicks and Waller, and Thomas Hardy, and so +on, and not only celebrities and people who have +made their name, but even people with a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[16]</a></span>future, and, in fact, any peculiar, well-educated +creatures—anything out of the way."</p> + +<p>Romer looked rather dazed.</p> + +<p>"Really? Then will Hicks or Hardy be asked +in my place?"</p> + +<p>Valentia laughed. "Don't be so absurdly +literal and hopelessly idiotic, darling! No, of +course not. But I dare say Harry will get—well—perhaps +Rathbone, the tattooed man, his +Oxford friend."</p> + +<p>"Really! And will this chap's being tattooed +make the party go off better?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, Romer dear; in a sort of way, +because it makes him interesting, although you +can't see it. When he was quite young he was +always having lifelong passions for people, and +being tattooed in their honour. He has blue +chain bracelets with initials on his left wrist, and +a heart and an anchor with other initials on +his right arm, and a flight of swallows—oh, and +goodness knows what! In fact, when you come +to think of it Mr. Rathbone is really a kind of +serial story—with illustrations. I wonder Lord +Northcliffe doesn't bring him out in monthly +parts!" She laughed again. "Harry might even +get Hereford Vaughan, the man who has +written all the plays that are going on now. +Harry knows him quite well, and Van Buren +would be so pleased."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[17]</a></span>"Does Daphne want to many this American +chap?"</p> + +<p>"Good gracious, no! The idea! Why, she +doesn't even know him!... Yes, of course she +does, naturally."</p> + +<p>"Oh!"</p> + +<p>Romer, though he never by any chance +smiled at his wife's careless irresponsible chatter, +nor laughed at her trivial jests, took the deepest +interest in them, and would listen, as if under a +charm, by the hour, to subtleties and frivolities +that one would never have imagined he would +enjoy. Sometimes the faint shadow of a smile +would illuminate his face like a cold ray of +wintry moonlight, but that was when she had +ceased speaking. The smile was the effect of +having watched the sparkle of her grey eyes, +the expression of her pretty mouth, and her +brilliant, sunshiny grace.</p> + +<p>"It's very sweet of Harry," she said thoughtfully, +"to do all this for me. It's all for me, or +rather it's all for Daphne; he's so fond of +Daphne."</p> + +<p>"Really? Why doesn't he marry her himself?"</p> + +<p>She looked surprised and blushed slightly.</p> + +<p>"Harry? Why, he never marries!"</p> + +<p>"He doesn't as a rule, I know," Romer admitted.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[18]</a></span>"Then, why should he make an exception for +Daphne? He's fond of her—of us—in fact, +devoted—just like a brother. Not that I ever +saw a devoted brother. Besides, Harry's made +to be a bachelor, and he isn't well off enough +to marry."</p> + +<p>"Really? Hard up? Poor chap! Never saw +any sign of it."</p> + +<p>"Hard up? No; how like you! Of course, he +has plenty of money, for <i>him</i>, but he spends it +all, poor boy. Anyhow, of course, he's not really +rich like Van Buren. It's on a totally different +scale—a different sort of thing altogether. But, +of course, Van Buren may not care for Daphne; +people have such funny tastes; and not only +that, but if he adores and worships the ground +she treads on I shan't let her dream of marrying +him unless she absolutely returns it—at least, +unless she likes him fairly well."</p> + +<p>All this seemed to absorb Romer, and after a +pause he said—</p> + +<p>"I suppose you'll get Daphne a new dress for +Harry's beano?"</p> + +<p>Valentia smiled pityingly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course, you would think that. No! +Why, that would be <i>l'enfance de l'art</i>! First of +all, Daphne looks ever so much better when +she's dressed really simply, not the latest +fashion; on the very verge of dowdiness! It +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[19]</a></span>suits her—shows her off. It would be silly to +dress her up like a doll or make her look <i>endimanchée</i> +on Thursday, or arranged and got up +expensively, on purpose for Van Buren. I +wouldn't, for instance, for anything, let her +wear her new tulle dress from Armand! He'd +see through it. Besides, I want her to contrast +with me as if I'd taken any amount of trouble +about my own appearance and none about hers. +It'll make him pity her a little, and think how +well she'd look in the sort of clothes he could +give her. Besides, I myself am not going to be +very smart—just tidy."</p> + +<p>"Paquin?"</p> + +<p>"How clever of you to guess! Well, now I +must go and see Harry and hear all about the +dinner, and tell him how sorry you are you +can't come. And you're going to lunch at the +Club, aren't you? And won't you go and dine +with your mother on that evening?"</p> + +<p>"I may as well."</p> + +<p>"<i>Do</i>, Romer dear! I can't bear you to neglect +her, although I never think it's safe to let you +dine with her without me. She always takes +advantage of my absence to be horrid about +me, and then you <i>will</i> defend me, although I've +implored you not to heaps of times, and then +you quarrel. If, this time, she says I'm frivolous +and worldly and an utter fool and very deep, you +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[20]</a></span>must agree with every word. I'm so fond of her, +she's such a dear thing, it's too bad to worry her +by contradicting her, and she has such a vile +temper! Telephone and invite yourself—a pressing +invitation, and give her my very best love."</p> + +<p>Romer promised all she asked and then went +out to the Club.</p> + +<p>Valentia watched him through the window as +he went. She thought he looked very well +through a window, and ought by rights always +to be seen in that way—as it were, under glass. +She felt quite proud of him, of his smart +appearance. In his way, he was an elaborate +dandy, and spent years at his tailor's, slowly +choosing the right thing. She remembered she +had married him chiefly because of his fine +presence and mysterious silence. She had +thought at the time there must be so much at +the back of it all, so much in him. He was in +love with her and seemed difficult to understand. +What could be more attractive? And now—well, +he was ideally kind and good-natured. +And she certainly felt sometimes that she +couldn't even yet quite make him out. Then she +gave a slight sigh, went to the door and called +Daphne.</p> + +<p>Daphne came in, trimming a hat. She had +lived with the Wyburns ever since their +marriage five years ago, and Valentia, having +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[21]</a></span>no children and a most passionately tender +disposition—far too much natural affection to +expend on Romer alone—lavished devotion on +her sister. And Daphne was so nice and so +pretty, almost as pretty as herself, in a satisfactorily +different way. Valentia with her short +straight features, grey eyes under dark brows, +low forehead almost hidden by wavy fair hair, +and a mouth curved and curled into subtle and +complicated lines, was the type loved by Rossetti +and Burne-Jones. She had a wonderful +fair complexion, against which her long eyelashes +showed, when she looked down, dark and +effective, and though she was rather tall, slim +and very modishly dressed, she never looked +like a fashion-plate and had no air of being a +mere mannequin for clothes, but seemed +essentially real, with a suggestion in her personality +of a beauty at once pagan and spiritual—the +pagan predominating. Her pictorial +appearance had no doubt made easier the artist's +task, and the pale exquisite portrait had truly +been described as a whispering likeness.</p> + +<p>Daphne, who was not quite eighteen, was a +good deal taller, and more slender. She had +dark brown eyes, smooth dark hair, parted in +the middle, a rather bright colour and features +of the classic type. Her chin was rather long, +and she had a brilliant, sudden smile, and all +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[22]</a></span>the attractive freshness and slight abruptness +of her age, with an occasionally subdued air, +caused by the shadow that had fallen on their +youth by the death of their beautiful mother. +Her gentle grace and touch of premeditated +<i>naïveté</i> made her charming. Beyond question +she would be a great success.</p> + +<p>"Romer can't go on Thursday," Valentia +said, taking the needle and hat out of her sister's +hand and beginning to sew. "I must go and see +Harry and tell him to get some one else. Really, +Daphne, you go too far! It's all very well to be +clever with your needle, but you needn't tear +a Lewis hat to pieces and turn it inside out +without asking my advice."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I wasn't! I was only squashing in the +brim and trying to make the hat smaller. It +seems to have got larger since I put it away."</p> + +<p>"Don't be perfectly absurd, darling. It's +because you've been seeing smaller hats lately."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I see. Who's going instead of +Romer?"</p> + +<p>"How should I know? We'll see."</p> + +<p>"It's just as you like, darling," said Daphne +in her level voice; "but in case the American +hates me, and I hate him, and Harry's talking +to you all the time, and I'm frightened of the +celebrities, isn't anything going to be done for +me?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[23]</a></span>"Of course not. What do you want? That +Foster boy again? Don't look down and blush, +it makes me sick. All right, perhaps, if there's +room. He's a nice, decorative boy, but remember +they don't dance at dinner, and that's the only +thing he can do."</p> + +<p>"Indeed it isn't!" cried Daphne.</p> + +<p>"I'm very sorry to hear it. Suppose Foster's +engaged, or at Aldershot?"</p> + +<p>"He won't be. It's too sweet of Romer not +going. Did you marry him because you knew +he would do whatever you told him?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think it was that so much," said +Valentia, thoughtfully, trying on the hat in +front of the glass. "I thought he was a strong +silent man, a man with an orange up his sleeve, +as it were. But I've never seen the orange."</p> + +<p>"How funny of you! I should hate a mysterious +person. You don't want your husband to be +a kind of conjurer."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do, as long as he doesn't wear a +conjurer's evening dress. I like being surprised. +Now let's go and surprise Harry at his studio; +we must be quick, he's expecting us."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[24]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + +<h3>HARRY</h3> + + +<p>Harry de Freyne stood in his usual +position, smoking a cigarette, and leaning +a little forward, with his back to the mirror as +if to resist the temptation of looking into it. +The family good looks were acutely accentuated +in this young man. He had the smooth, glossy +dark hair, white teeth, and speaking dark grey +eyes that women like; clearly-cut features, and +the rather prominent chin, generally and +mistakenly supposed to show strength of +character. His pleasant, clean-shaven, slightly +sunburnt face bore an expression of animation +with a certain humorous anxiety natural in a +man who was generally a good deal in debt and +always a little in love. Further he had the +advantage of a tall, strong yet supple figure, +with a natural grace of movement and much +personal charm. Harry knew he was good-looking +and did not undervalue the fact, but +regarded it solely as an asset, not as a private +satisfaction. He regarded everything as an asset. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[25]</a></span>He was no fop, although he wore a single +eye-glass rather as a concession to some +ideal of dandyism than as a help to clear +vision. He could see remarkably well, with or +without it.</p> + +<p>The long Empire mirror was placed above a +delightful early English large open fireplace, in +which burnt a Parisian-looking wood fire. Harry +was the possessor of a fine—indeed, a magnificent +studio, full of good old things, chiefly +other people's, and bad new things, principally +his own. The theory that all bad art is the result +of sincere feeling was certainly not exemplified +in his case. The portrait of his cousin that had +been regarded as so full of promise was, as +he always, said, the only decent piece of work +he had ever done. He had been educated for +diplomacy, and learnt eight languages, some of +which he spoke fluently, and in all of which +he could look with expression.</p> + +<p>The room was no mere exhibition of bric-à-brac, +but was a cosy, shadowy, miscellaneous +place, not without an ecclesiastical touch here +and there. One felt every subject could be +gone into there, from stockbroking to love, and +that everything could be done there, whether +it was praying, eating, singing, or flirting—everything +except perhaps painting.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[26]</a></span>When the servant announced Mrs. Wyburn +and Miss de Freyne one might have fancied +Harry looked slightly disappointed, but he +greeted the pretty creatures with suitable +effusion and high spirits.</p> + +<p>They both sat down rather carefully in the +corner seats by the fire.</p> + +<p>"Romer can't come, he's dining with his +mother," announced Valentia. "He ought to, +you know, now and then."</p> + +<p>"I don't like her," said Daphne, "she abuses +every one."</p> + +<p>"I know she does, but she's really not so bad, +dear, all the same; there are many worse. She's +rather spiteful, but warmhearted—awfully +kind if you break your leg," said Valentia.</p> + +<p>"But you don't break your leg," said Harry.</p> + +<p>"Oh, sometimes you do. At any rate you +might. Don't encourage Daphne to argue, +Harry. Who did you say you'd ask instead if we +couldn't get Romer?"</p> + +<p>"Rathbone's just written to accept in his +place," said Harry, taking out a letter. "But—don't +you think we could persuade Romer if we +tried hard? However, you know best."</p> + +<p>He took out a list. "Hereford Vaughan, Van +Buren, Rathbone and me—that's four; you +two, Lady Walmer, and Miss Luscombe, the +actress. I think that'll do."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[27]</a></span>"Lady Walmer?" repeated Valentia. "Why?"</p> + +<p>"And a real actress!" murmured Daphne.</p> + +<p>"Not a real actress. She's walked on at all the +principal theatres in London, and somebody's +always going to take a theatre for her, but +there's no danger. I told Van Buren that on the +stage they think she's in society, and in society +they believe she's on the stage. And he thinks +it's real cute, and an extraordinary English +type."</p> + +<p>"How are you getting on with him?"</p> + +<p>"Beautifully,—if he weren't so beastly intelligent +and inquisitive. He always wants to +know all the news and all the latest gossip. +What do you think he asked me last night? +Why Big Ben was called Big Ben! How on earth +should I know!"</p> + +<p>"Big who?"</p> + +<p>"Not big anybody;—the place, the thing;—the +clock. He said no doubt I must think him +dreadfully ignorant for not knowing, but he +felt he must ask."</p> + +<p>Smiling at the recollection, Harry lighted +another cigarette.</p> + +<p>"What did you say?" Daphne asked.</p> + +<p>"If it had been the afternoon I think I'd have +taken the risk and told him I didn't know, but +as it was the evening—he always gets rather +excited in the evening after dinner and so much +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[28]</a></span>Perrier water,—walking back to the Ritz in the +moonlight, and talking about London, I invented +a long story.—No, he won't repeat it, +don't be frightened; it was really rather awful; +and when Van Buren gives you his word of +honour not to tell a thing ..."</p> + +<p>"You're all right! That must be a great help," +said Valentia sympathetically.</p> + +<p>"It shows he has a nice loyal nature," +Daphne remarked. "I admire that sort of thing +very much."</p> + +<p>"A nice loyal nature! I should think he has! +He hates spreading scandal, and he wouldn't +say a single word now to take away the +character of Big Ben—if it was——"</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, if it was ever so! You ought to make +Daphne wear one of those thin tulle veils to +match her hat. They're jolly—you can get +them at that shop close to me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, she needn't, she's going to be manicured, +and she's coming back here for me in a +quarter of an hour."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, darling," said Daphne, standing +up, and she made a kind of face, which Valentia +understood to mean the word Foster.</p> + +<p>"What is the child playing at?" said Harry. +"If you two have a code it would be as well to +learn it."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[29]</a></span>"All right," said Valentia to Daphne.</p> + +<p>Harry walked with her to the door and she +ran out, saying, "I won't be long."</p> + +<p>"She wants Foster, the baby Guardsman," +explained Valentia.</p> + +<p>"Oh, why didn't you say so at first? Of course +I suppose they've arranged it. At any rate it's +as good as done. Then there must be one more +woman. But never mind now."</p> + +<p>Harry sat down beside her and said, in a +different voice—he had a very good voice, +especially when he spoke caressingly—</p> + +<p>"How interesting you are! One of your eyebrows +is a little thicker than the other."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Harry!..."</p> + +<p>"How are we all going to get home that +evening?"</p> + +<p>"What do you think?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's like this, as you may say. We'll all +meet at the Ritz and dine there. Good. Then we +drive in separate vehicles to here, and have +some music. Then I see you both home, and—well, +I think that's all. It's not much."</p> + +<p>"I don't quite like the way Lady Walmer +looks at you, Harry."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Valentia! If it comes to that, how do you +fondly imagine I shall like the way Rathbone is +sure to look at you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Harry! Why, he's tattooed!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[30]</a></span>"You see," went on Harry seriously, "I +really am making a dash for it about Daphne. +She'll really be happy with Van Buren, and <i>I</i> +shall be ever so much happier,—with Van +Buren and everyone else,—because, through +Daphne being always with you, I never see you +alone for one single second."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you exaggerate, Harry!"</p> + +<p>"I know I do. I don't see you for half a +second."</p> + +<p>"Romer has been so nice lately," she answered +gently.</p> + +<p>"Very amusing, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"But—I often think how very nice he really +is."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't say that, even in fun. I'm coming +to stay with you in the summer—at the Green +Gate—unless you'd rather ask Rathbone instead."</p> + +<p>"Or unless you'd rather go yachting with the +Walmers," she remarked. "They have a +daughter, haven't they?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Valentia, be anything but blasphemous!..."</p> + +<p>"Really?... Oh, Harry!"</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to say you need my saying it?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Then, I will. Valentia, I—"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[31]</a></span>She got up and opened the door so that +Daphne should not have to ring when she +returned.</p> + +<p>When the two sisters left a few minutes +later, Harry sat down again as if in deep +thought and lighted a cigarette. His servant +came in.</p> + +<p>"Please, sir, Mr. Van Buren is at the +telephone."</p> + +<p>"Oh well, tell him ... Oh no—, all right—I'll +go."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[32]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + +<h3>VAN BUREN</h3> + + +<p>"It's extremely kind of you, Harry, to let +me come around like this in the morning. +I dare say you want to be working sometimes. +I'm really afraid of being in the way, but I +was rather at a loose end this morning and I +wanted to have a talk with you," said Van +Buren apologetically.</p> + +<p>"Rot. Awfully glad to see you, old chap. +Have a cigarette?"</p> + +<p>"Thanks, Harry, no. I find I'm very much +better if I don't smoke till after tea.... We're +intimate friends now, and yet you never call +me anything but my surname, or <a class="ins" href="#tnote_2" name="tAnchor_2" title=",old chap'">'old chap'</a>. +That reminds me, there's a little request I'd +like to make of you, Harry."</p> + +<p>"What's that?"</p> + +<p>"Call me Matthew—no, call me plain Mat. It +would give me real pleasure."</p> + +<p>Harry smiled rather loudly—</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, I couldn't call you plain +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[33]</a></span>Mat. It wouldn't be suitable! You're too good-looking!"</p> + +<p>Van Buren smiled and shook his head. In its +way it was a handsome head in the fair, clean-shaven +American style, with shining blond hair. +He had very broad shoulders, and a very thin waist, +and that naïve worldliness of air so captivating in +many of his countrymen.</p> + +<p>Except that he wore a buttonhole of Parma +violets, he was dressed in every particular +exactly like Harry. But no one would have believed +it—he looked so much better dressed.</p> + +<p>"That's your chaff, Harry. I'm not a Gibson +man, and I don't pretend to be."</p> + +<p>He looked at his hands, which were small and +white, the finger-tips brilliantly polished, and +said meditatively—</p> + +<p>"I'm very much looking forward to meeting +your cousin, Harry. I expect she's the ideal of +a young English lady. Dark, did you say?"</p> + +<p>"Rather dark, and very pretty."</p> + +<p>"It's a curious thing, Harry, that to me a broonette +has always more fascination than a blonde. +It seems—I may be wrong—as though there's +more piquancy, more character."</p> + +<p>"I quite agree with you," said Harry. "Now +the sister—the married one—is very fair."</p> + +<p>"And she's quite what you call a professional +beauty, isn't she?" asked Van Buren with great +relish.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[34]</a></span>"My dear fellow, I don't call anyone a professional +beauty, and you mustn't either. There's +no such thing. I can't think how in America you +get hold of these prehistoric phrases! The expression +must have been dead long before either of +us was born!... Still, she is a beauty all the +same."</p> + +<p>"Is that so? Mind you, Harry, there's something +very attractive about a blonde, too. To me +golden hair and blue eyes suggest gentleness and +womanliness.... What is Mrs. Wyburn like?"</p> + +<p>"Well, she's rather like an angel on a Christmas +card, with her hair down—I mean she was, +as a little girl," said Harry quickly. "Now she's +considered like 'Love among the Roses' by +Burne-Jones."</p> + +<p>"Do you really mean that, Harry? Why, she +must be more beautiful than Miss de Freyne!"</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't worry about her, if I were you," +Harry said.</p> + +<p>"Why not, Harry?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you see she's got a husband," said +Harry, looking at the ceiling as he puffed his +cigarette.</p> + +<p>"And a cousin," replied Van Buren with unexpected +quickness. He then burst out laughing.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[35]</a></span>"What do you mean?" asked Harry, not laughing.</p> + +<p>"Harry, I do beg of you to forgive my indiscretion. +I'm afraid you'll think it shows great +want of delicacy on my part. It was only meant +for English chaff. Don't be angry, Harry." Van +Buren was quite distressed.</p> + +<p>"That's all right, old chap."</p> + +<p>"You see, I know you painted her portrait, +and if you <i>had</i> felt a little sentiment for her, +who could blame you? Of course, I'm well aware +that you're far too much a man of high principle +to come any way between a woman and +her husband, or even to let her know if you had +a fancy in that direction.... I thoroughly do +you justice there, Harry."</p> + +<p>"I regard them as sisters," answered Harry.</p> + +<p>Van Buren went to the window and stood +looking out for a few minutes.</p> + +<p>"Well, they are sisters.... What a wonderful +place your London is!" he said. "Now there's +the sort of thing I never can understand, which +has just happened. A lady called a taxicab. Just +as it came up a man—at least I suppose he calls +himself a man—opened the door. I thought he +meant to help her in. No! He got in himself and +drove away.—Now, Harry, how do you account +for that?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose he could walk quicker," said Harry.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</a></span>"It's the one fault I have to find with you +Englishmen, Harry—the single fault. You're +not gallant enough to the ladies. Nor is there, in +my opinion, quite enough respect shown to +them. I am always astonished, I admit, that +they don't resent it. Why, in New York——."</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, they complain bitterly that +there's too much respect shown to them already," +said Harry. "A little more, and they'd +do without us altogether!"</p> + +<p>Van Buren laughed cheerily, and clapped +Harry on the shoulder.</p> + +<p>"What a fellow you are for chaff! Now, will +you come around and have lunch with me?"</p> + +<p>"When? Now? Thanks, old chap."</p> + +<p>"That's real good, Harry," said Van Buren, +his eyes sparkling with joy, "and we'll walk +down Piccadilly together. I must say ..."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"I shan't feel we're real pals till you call me +Mat!"</p> + +<p>Harry shivered ostentatiously.</p> + +<p>They went out, both laughing with great +cordiality.</p> + +<p>At the corner Van Buren stopped to throw +away his buttonhole. He saw they were not +being worn.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + +<h3>THE ELDER MRS. WYBURN</h3> + + +<p>Romer's mother usually received him with +a sarcastic remark, such as "Oh, so you remember +that I'm not dead yet?" or "I wonder +you find time to come at all," or something of +the same nature, calculated to cast a gloom over +any visit.</p> + +<p>The widow of a rich brewer, Mrs. Wyburn +lived in a bad-tempered looking old house in +Curzon Street, with a harassed footman, a +domineering maid, a cross cook, and other servants +that were continually changing. She was +one of those excellent housekeepers who spend +most of their time "giving notice" and "taking +up" characters. She nearly always wore a hard-looking +black silk dress. She had parted black +hair, long earrings, and a knot of rare old imitation +lace at her throat. Eagerness, impatience, +love of teasing and sharp wit were visible in her +face to one who could read between the lines. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</a></span>But, notwithstanding this, as she had a soft +heart and plenty of hard cash, she was not altogether +unpopular. People enjoyed going to +hear the nasty things she said about their friends. +She had a real <i>succès de scandale</i> on her Wednesdays, +notwithstanding the fact that a more +highly respectable lady had never existed in the +world.</p> + +<p>She adored Romer, although his slow speech +and long pauses often drove her to the very +verge of violence.</p> + +<p>"Thought I'd look in," he remarked, rather +heavily taking a seat in the dark drawing-room, +and he proceeded by slow stages to tell her that +he was coming to dinner on Thursday because +Valentia was going out.</p> + +<p>She gave him a quick look, combined of +motherly pride and annoyance.</p> + +<p>"Delighted, of course, dear. Who did you say +was Valentia's hostess?"</p> + +<p>"She's going with Daphne. Harry's dinner. +At some restaurant."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed!... Well, if you approve of +these Bohemian arrangements it's not <i>my</i> business. +I have my own opinion of Harry de +Freyne; I always have had—and I shall keep it."</p> + +<p>"Do," said Romer, unconsciously epigrammatic.</p> + +<p>She waited a minute and then said—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</a></span>"I don't wish to worry you, my dear ..."</p> + +<p>"No?"</p> + +<p>"... But I, personally, if I were a man ... +perhaps I oughtn't to say it—if I saw my wife +so much in the society of a person like Harry de +Freyne—upon my word, I should begin to ask +myself what were their relations!"</p> + +<p>"Cousins," said Romer.</p> + +<p>He began to tap his foot slowly against the +rail of the chair, but remembered Valentia's +constant advice, and decided he would not +quarrel.</p> + +<p>"Well, you know your affairs best, dear. I'm +only an interfering disagreeable old woman, +who knows very little of modern customs and +ways."</p> + +<p>He nodded sympathetically, without answering.</p> + +<p>"I love and admire Valentia—in many ways. +She's so pretty, but not a mere doll! And we +women—even the happiest of us—have to go +through so much! Does she go through the +housekeeping books herself, dear?" Mrs. Wyburn +inquired, with dangerous sweetness.</p> + +<p>"Shouldn't think so."</p> + +<p>"Ah! that seems rather a pity. Still, I'm just +to every one, and I will say that she's not extravagant—but +has so much cleverness that she +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</a></span>could manage very well on half the allowance +you give her!"</p> + +<p>"Is that new—that china bird?" Romer asked, +getting up to look at a strange, shiny, abnormal-looking +parrot on a twig that adorned the +mantelpiece.</p> + +<p>"Do you like it?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"It seems all right. Rather jolly."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Well, it's funny you haven't noticed it +before. Considering it's been there all your life, +and you used to play with it when you were +four, it's odd it's escaped your notice. You +played with it when you were four!" she repeated, +growing rather heated.</p> + +<p>"Did I though?"</p> + +<p>"But things do escape your notice—that's +just the point. I sometimes wish I didn't see so +much myself."</p> + +<p>"So do I," he answered. "May I smoke, +mother?"</p> + +<p>"Of course you may, dear. You may do anything +on earth you like. Have some tea? <i>I</i> never have +anything but China tea, so it won't do you any +harm."</p> + +<p>"I hate China tea," he answered reflectively, +after what seemed to his mother about half an +hour's deep thought.</p> + +<p>... "But what I always have said about +Valentia is that though we all admit, dear, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</a></span>that she has charming manners, is bright and +amusing and very sweet——"</p> + +<p>He smiled.</p> + +<p>"<i>Outwardly</i>, is there anything behind it all? +Has she any depth?" She quickly answered her +own question, "<i>I</i> think she has; a great deal. I +believe Valentia is extremely clever in her own +way; she turns <i>you</i> round her little finger. But +that wouldn't matter so much—anything's +better than quarrelling and snapping and finding +fault continually—which is a thing I hate. +But, really, there's one point I'm quite anxious +about—in fact, I often lie awake the whole +night—the entire night—and wake up in the +morning utterly worn out through thinking +about it, Romer dear. There's nothing like a +mother's heart—and this does make me anxious, +I own."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"Why, that she should ever be talked about! +That she should be considered a flirt—and that +sort of thing! I couldn't bear the idea of my +son's wife having her name coupled with that +of any young man—or any nonsense of that +sort. It would be most painful to me. I'm sure +I ask every one who knows her if anything of +that kind is ever said."</p> + +<p>Romer threw away the cigarette and stood +up.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</a></span>"What infernal rot!" he said, with a heightened +colour.</p> + +<p>Her eyes brightened with pleasure. She was +delighted to have irritated him at last out of his +calmness.</p> + +<p>"Well, well, perhaps I'm a little over-anxious. +It's all love, all devotion to you, dear. +Of course, people do talk. There's no doubt +about that; but good gracious! we all know +there's nothing in it. Don't we? Don't be cross +with your poor old mother, Romer."</p> + +<p>"That's all right. I must be off. Eight on +Thursday, eh?"</p> + +<p>She kissed him affectionately, walked with +him to the landing, where she kept him for +about ten minutes complaining of the awful +worry she had had about the under-housemaid, +and of the sickening impossibility of getting a +piano-tuner to attend to the instrument properly +without making any sound.</p> + +<p>"For I'm a mass of nerves, my dear. Give my +best love to dear Valentia."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + +<h3>ROMER</h3> + + +<p>Romer walked back, trying to throw off the +irritating effect of his mother's pin-pricks. +As was his usual custom when he was a little +depressed, he went home and sat down in front +of his wife's portrait. He often sat there for an +hour when she was out, looking at it. Any one +watching him would have thought he was in a +state of calm and stupid content. In reality, he +was worshipping. His passion for his wife was +his one romance, his one interest, his one +thought. He had been married five years, and +had never yet expressed it in words. He was one +of the unfortunate people who are not gifted +with the power of expression, either in word or +look. He was practically inarticulate.</p> + +<p>As he gazed at the picture—he was feeling a +little sad—the sadness melted away. The frail +figure, bright yet dim, vaguely appearing +through vaporous curtains, holding an impossible +gold flower, had the effect on him of a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</a></span>beautiful Madonna on a deeply devout Catholic. +It produced in him a form of religious ecstasy. +He adored her with passion, and with the +selfishness and jealousy of passion, but circumstances +and his temperament caused it to take +the outward form, principally, of care for her +happiness. When she was actually present, she +still dazzled him so much that he could show +his feeling only by listening to and agreeing +with every word she said, by doing what she +asked him, and by trying to protect her, often +without her knowledge, from any kind of pain or +trouble. She would have been amazed had she +realised the violence of his devotion to her. +Apparently cool and matter-of-fact, he was in +reality a reticent fanatic. He neither analysed nor +showed his sentiment, nor did he himself know its +extent. He wondered why certain people, certain +subjects gave him pain. He trusted Valentia +absolutely, nor could she in his eyes do wrong, +and it was only with the subconscious second +sight of love that he sometimes felt a curious +and melancholy presentiment. He did not know +himself that this suffering was jealousy.</p> + +<p>What nonsense his mother talked!...</p> + +<p>Harry!... Harry was the best fellow in the +world—almost like a brother, his greatest +friend, though not exactly an intimate friend. +Romer was too shy to be intimate with any one. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</a></span>Harry was lively, amusing, a brilliant talker; +kind, good-natured, a capital chap. He appreciated +Valentia, or he could not have painted +that portrait. Romer was very grateful for the +portrait; yet it sometimes hurt him to think +Harry had painted it. It showed how well +Harry understood Valentia.</p> + +<p>This thought Romer always suppressed. He +thought it was mean, and he could not be mean.</p> + +<p>He looked out of the window. It was raining—a +chilly spring shower—but there was a stir +in the air, a rattle in the town, a sense of +something that was going to happen; summer +was not far off, and in the summer, at the end +of the season, they would go down to the +Green Gate, the lovely country house with the +dream garden as Valentia called it, all built, +planted, and arranged on purpose for her. +Valentia was more herself at the Green Gate +than anywhere else. Leisure suited her, and roses.</p> + +<p>Every year Romer silently counted the weeks +until they went back there. It was where he +was happiest. Of course, they were not alone. +Dear little Daphne was always with them, dear +little thing (she was nearly six feet high)—and +other people, very often, and Harry—always +Harry. Perhaps Daphne would marry soon, but +what about Harry?</p> + +<p>Romer felt rather wearied when he remembered +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</a></span>Valentia had said Harry was made to be +a bachelor. Was he tired of Harry? Not a bit! +Harry was a capital chap; besides, he didn't see +so very much of him in London.</p> + +<p>Heaps of people admired Valentia, and that +did not annoy Romer at all (though it did not +please him particularly), but he knew, again +subconsciously, that Valentia cared less than +nothing for any admirers, but she certainly was +awfully fond of Harry. And no wonder! Harry +was the best fellow in the world—lively, +amusing, quite a brilliant talker; kind, good +natured, and he appreciated Valentia, or he +could not have painted that portrait....</p> + +<p>Round and round the same thoughts passed +through his brain.</p> + +<p>It was raining—a chilly spring shower. Had +Valentia got her wrap with her?</p> + +<p>He got up, went into the hall, and saw her +fur cloak hanging on a peg.</p> + +<p>She evidently didn't care for it. She was tired +of it—perhaps it was out of fashion; if so, she +would never wear it. She might catch cold.</p> + +<p>He was not a prompt man, but he went at once +to the telephone and gave orders to a shop in Bond +Street that would result in a collection of fur-lined +cloaks being sent for her choice that evening. This +would please her; she would smile and try them +on. Besides, it would prevent her catching cold.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + +<h3>HARRY'S ENTERTAINMENT</h3> + + +<p>Van Buren, who was a business man, +was an idealist; while Harry de Freyne, +the artist—was, emphatically, not.</p> + +<p>Van Buren had been brought up on Thackeray +and Dickens, above all on old pictures from +<i>Punch</i>; Du Maurier's drawings enjoyed at an +early age had made him romantic about everything +connected with London. As soon as he +was able to leave his bank in New York—in +fact, the moment he had retired from business—he +had realised his dream and come to live +in London. And Harry seemed to him the incarnation +of everything delightfully, amusingly +English. He had a real hero-worship for Harry, +who was so astonishingly clever as well. Van +Buren was not a snobbish Anglomaniac, at least +his snobbishness was not of the common quality +nor about the obvious things; he was a little +ashamed of his money, but he did not worship +rank and titles; it was Intellect—but Intellect +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[48]</a></span>that had the stamp of fashion—that held a +glamour for him. So did everything that he +supposed to be modern, previous, and up-to-date. +No one could ever, whether in New York +or in London, have been in life less modern +than poor Van Buren, though he was eminently +contemporary and perhaps even in +advance in matters connected with business. +For business he had genius, and yet, curiously, +no passion; he was unconsciously brilliant on +the subject; it was hereditary. But in his innermost +heart he believed that it was vulgar to be +an American millionaire! And he had a childish +horror of vulgarity, and an innocent belief that +an Englishman who had been to Eton and +Oxford and who was <i>dans le mouvement</i>, smart +and good-looking, and had deserted diplomacy +for art, must of necessity be refined, superior, +cultured, everything that Van Buren wanted +to be.</p> + +<p>Of course he soon found out that Harry was +frightfully hard up, and in the most delicate +manner imaginable—a delicacy rather wasted +on his friend—implored, as a special favour, +to be allowed to be his banker. But Harry had +refused, having vague ideas of much more +important extent than a mere loan with regard +to making Van Buren useful. He had thus +gone up in his friend's estimation, at the same +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[49]</a></span>time placing him under a great and deeply felt +obligation by gratifying his fancy for knowing +clever people and celebrities.</p> + +<p>At last the friendship had culminated in +Harry's suggestion of a marriage between his +young cousin, Daphne, and Van Buren. Harry +felt that if he could compass this arrangement +he would at one stroke give fortune to Daphne, +freedom to himself—the child was very much +in his way in Valentia's house—and make Van +Buren eternally grateful.</p> + +<p>Harry really liked Van Buren and respected +him; he regarded him as touching, but also, +at times, as a menace. A shadow sometimes +came over their friendship, the alarming shadow +of the future bore. What was now to his +cynical mind screamingly funny about the +American—his sensitive delicate feelings, his +high standard of morals with regard to what he +called the ladies, and illusions that one would +rarely find in London in a girl of seventeen, +might some day develop into priggishness and +tediousness, and—especially—would take up +too much time. For since Harry had been intimate +with Van Buren he had discovered that +the tradition of American hustling was, like +most traditions, a fiction. Americans always +have time; Englishmen never. The leisurely +way in which Van Buren talked was an example +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</a></span>of this—it was the way he thought; his brain +worked slowly. Harry and his like have no time +to drawl; they have to keep appointments.</p> + +<p>On the evening of the Ritz dinner-party +Harry was not in a particularly good temper, +and thought to himself he was rather like a +Barnum as he introduced his guests one by one +to the modest millionaire, who said to them all, +"Pleased to meet you", and fixed his admiring +glance with a sentimental respect on Daphne, +an undisguised admiration on Valentia, and +an almost morbid curiosity on Miss Luscombe, +the first actress he had ever met.</p> + +<p>Miss Luscombe was a conventional, rather +untidy-looking creature, very handsome, with +loose hair parted and waved over her ears, and +with apparently no design or general idea +either in her dress or manner. She varied from +minute to minute from being what she thought +theatrical to appearing what she supposed to be +social. She evidently hadn't settled on her pose, +always a disastrous moment for a natural +woman who wishes to be artificial. Practically +she always wore evening dress except in the +evening, so while at her own flat in the afternoon +she was photographed in a <i>décolletée</i> tea-gown, +this evening she was dressed as if for +Ascot, except for the hat, with an emaciated +feather boa and a tired embroidered <i>crêpe de +Chine</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</a></span> scarf thrown over her shoulders, also a +fan, long gloves, and a rose in her hair by way +of hedging. To these ornaments she added a +cold, of which she complained as soon as she +saw the other guests. But no one listened. No +one ever listened to Miss Luscombe, no one +ever could, and yet in a way she was popular—a +kind of pet among a rather large circle of people. +Women never disliked her because she created +no jealousy and always unconsciously put herself +at a disadvantage; men did not mind her +prattle and coquettish airs, being well aware +that nothing was expected of them. For Miss +Luscombe, though vain, was a pessimist, and +quite good-natured. She was also a standing +joke.</p> + +<p>The other guests besides Valentia in yellow +and Daphne in pink—both looking as fresh as +daisies and as civilised as orchids—consisted of +Lady Walmer, a smart, good-looking, commonplace +woman, rather fatter than she wished to +be, but very straight-fronted, straightforward, +and sporting, with dark red hair and splendid +jewels; a faded yet powerful beauty who had +been admired in the eighties, but had only had +real success since she turned forty-six.</p> + +<p>With her was her daughter, a girl who at the +first glance looked eight feet high, but who really +was not very much above the average length. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</a></span>She was a splendid athlete, and her talk was +principally of hockey. She wore a very smart +white dress and had a dark brown neck, pretty +fair hair, and an entirely unaffected bonhomie +that quite carried off the harshness of her want +of style or charm—in fact it had a charm of its +own. Besides, it was well known that her +grandmother had left her an estate in the +country and £ 7000 a year, and that Lady +Walmer was anxious to get her married. Hence +Miss Walmer never wanted for partners at balls +nor for attention anywhere, but—it was always +for <i>le bon motif</i>. As Valentia said, she was the +sort of girl (poor girl!) that one could only marry.</p> + +<p>Hereford Vaughan, who was an object of +considerable curiosity to several of the guests on +account of his phenomenal success in having +eleven plays at the same time being performed +in London, New York, Berlin, Paris, and every +other European city, was, to those who did not +know him before, an agreeable surprise. Heaven +knows what exactly people expected of him; perhaps +the men feared 'side' and the women that +he would be overpowering after so many +triumphs, but he was merely a rather pale, dark, +and rather handsome young man. He behaved +like anybody else, except that perhaps his manner +was a little quieter than the average. Unless +one was very observant (which one isn't), or +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</a></span>unless one listened to what he said, he did +not at first appear too alarmingly clever. He had +one or two characteristics which must have at +times led to misunderstandings. One was that +whatever or whoever he looked at, his dark +opaque eyes were so full of vivid expression that +women often mistook for admiration what was +often merely observation. For instance, when he +glanced at Lady Walmer she at once became +quite confused, and intensely flattered, nearly +blushed and asked him to dinner. While, if she +had but known, behind that dark glance was +merely the thought, "So that's the woman that +Royalty ... What extraordinary taste!"</p> + +<p>Hereford Vaughan, who was himself thirty-four, +did not share in the modern taste for the +battered as a charm in itself, though he could +forgive it—or, indeed, anything else—if he were +amused.</p> + +<p>Knowing that Miss Luscombe, hoping for a +part, would be painfully nice to Vaughan, Harry +had good-naturedly placed them as far apart +as possible. Nevertheless she leaned across the +table and said—</p> + +<p>"How <i>do</i> you think of all these clever things, +Mr. Vaughan? I can't think how you do it!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, we'd all like to know that," +said Captain Foster, the baby Guardsman, as +Valentia called him. He spoke enviously. He was +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</a></span>a perfectly beautiful blond, delightfully stupid, +and had been longing for enough money to +marry somebody ever since he was seventeen.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I'd jolly soon write a play if I only +knew how."</p> + +<p>"It's perfectly easy, really," said Vaughan; +"it's just a knack."</p> + +<p>"Is it though?"</p> + +<p>"That's all."</p> + +<p>"How do you get the things taken?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's a mere fluke—a bit of luck," said +Vaughan.</p> + +<p>Every one who heard this sighed with relief to +think that was how he regarded it.</p> + +<p>Vaughan always used this exaggerated modesty +as an armour against envy, for envy, as +a rule, is of success rather than of merit. No one +would have objected to his talent deserving +recognition—only to his getting it.</p> + +<p>"Now what do you think of Miss Luscombe?" +Valentia asked the dramatist.</p> + +<p>"I don't think of her. I never regard people on +the stage as real people," Vaughan answered.</p> + +<p>"Don't you, really? Well, you ought to know. +You have made a sort of corner in 'leading +ladies'. What curious clothes she wears!"</p> + +<p>"Doesn't she? On the stage she dresses like an +actress, and off the stage she doesn't dress like a +lady. She's so extraordinarily vague," he said.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</a></span>"Yes; and yet I've heard that, though she's +so dreamy and romantic, she's quite wonderfully +practical, really. She never accepts an engagement +unless she gets a large salary—and all that +sort of thing."</p> + +<p>"I see. She lives in the clouds, but she insists +on their having a silver lining," said Vaughan. +"Who's the pink young man she's confiding in +now?"</p> + +<p>"It's Mr. Rathbone. He likes theatres—at +least he collects programmes and posters, I think. +Besides, he's tattooed."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes. That must be a great help in listening +to Miss Luscombe. He's been trained to +suffer."</p> + +<p>Miss Luscombe was talking rather loudly and +most confidentially to Rathbone, who had an +expression of willing—but agonised—martyrdom +on his fair pink, clean-shaven features.</p> + +<p>"I <i>told</i> dear George Alexander that I would +have been only <i>too</i> pleased to understudy Irene +in the new piece—in fact, it would have just +suited me, Mr. Rathbone, and left me plenty of +time for my social engagements too. Besides, if I +once got a chance of a part like that I feel I should +have made a hit. Oh, it was a cruel disappointment! +After being too charming to me—or, at +any rate, I was charming to him at the Cashmores' +reception, you know—I remember he +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</a></span>was standing in the refreshment-room with Mrs. +Cashmore, and I went <i>straight</i> up to him and +said, 'Don't you remember me, Mr. Alexander?'—and +after all this he only promised me—and +that conditionally—a horrid, silly little part in +the curtain-raiser in No. 2 B Company on tour. +On tour! Of course I refused that—one must +keep up one's prestige, Mr. Rathbone. There's a +great deal of injustice in the profession. Talent +counts for nothing—it's all influence. But I've +always had a great ambition ever since I was +a little girl." Miss Luscombe put her head on one +side and talked as she had to the interviewer of +<i>The Perfect Lady</i>. "It was always my dream—do +you know?—to marry a great actor—or, at +any rate, to be his great friend—like Irving and +Ellen Terry—that sort of thing—a great, lifelong +friendship! And as a child I was madly in +love with the elder George Grossmith, but I +don't think he ever knew it. Too bad!"</p> + +<p>She pouted childishly, gave her arch musical +laugh with its three soprano notes and upward +inflection, and then accepted a quail with a +heavy sigh.</p> + +<p>"When I was a boy," said Rathbone in a low +concentrated voice of reminiscence—he spoke +rather quickly, for he had been trying in vain +during the whole of dinner to get a word in +edgeways and feared to lose his chance now—"when +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</a></span>I was a boy I was in love, too, with some +one on the stage. Between ourselves—you won't +mention it, will you, Miss Luscombe?——"</p> + +<p>"You can trust me," she said earnestly, with +a look of Julia Neilson.</p> + +<p>"Good! Well, I was in love, and I've got her +initials—C. L.—tattooed on me now!"</p> + +<p>"Impossible! How exciting! Who is C. L.?"</p> + +<p>He looked round the table and murmured in +a low voice, "Cissie Loftus. Isn't it odd? I wrote +and told her about it, but I never received an +answer to my letter."</p> + +<p>"Poor, poor boy! I call that really touching! +Will you show me the initials some day?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no. Impossible." He was stern, adamantine. +She hastily went on. "So you're very keen—interested +in the stage, Mr. Rathbone?"</p> + +<p>"Well, in the stage door. I collect programmes, +and I haven't missed a first night since I was +twenty!"</p> + +<p>"Fancy! Then I ought to remember your face, +at all the theatres!"</p> + +<p>"I mean at the Gaiety," he said, "only the +Gaiety."</p> + +<p>"Oh, the Gaiety!" she turned her shoulder +to him.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>"Yes, Miss Daphne, if you would come out to +New York you'd have a real good time. You'd +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</a></span>turn all the young fellow's heads. I'm afraid +you'd do a terrible amount of damage there. I +should like to show you and Mrs. Wyburn Newport +in the season, too. You ladies have it all +your own way over the other side of——may I +say, the herringpond?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, please do; yes, <i>do</i> say the herringpond!"</p> + +<p>Daphne leant forward and said to Harry:</p> + +<p>"Do you know who is that very distinguished-looking +man who has just come in—rather +weary and a little grey on the temples? He +bowed and kissed the woman's hand so charmingly—at +the next table to us. Looks like a great +diplomatist."</p> + +<p>"Then he must be a stockbroker," said +Valentia decidedly. "Every one with the grand +manner always is."</p> + +<p>"Really! I can't say; I don't know any stockbrokers," +said Miss Luscombe.</p> + +<p>"How distinguished that sounds!" murmured +Vaughan.</p> + +<p>"It's very clever of you, Miss Luscombe," +said Lady Walmer; "I don't see how you can +help it! I know nobody else. I always tell Alec +she'll have to marry one, and when she says she +doesn't want to, 'My dear child,' I say, 'you +can't marry people you don't see!' And almost +the only people she ever sees at our house <i>are</i> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</a></span>stockbrokers—except a few soldiers who never +have a penny."</p> + +<p>Alec was the daughter, named after her distinguished +godmother.</p> + +<p>"It's quite gone out to be snobbish now," Lady +Walmer continued in a lower voice to Harry. +"We're all only too glad to take all we can get +in exchange for anything we give!"</p> + +<p>"And you don't call that snobbish?" said +Harry.</p> + +<p>"My dear, no!—of course, we give as little as +possible. I talk like this and yet I married for +love—and you know the result! Walmer's always +gambling, always running after—goodness +knows what—and leaves me—not quite in +the gutter, but certainly on the kerb!"</p> + +<p>"Don't you want Alec to marry for love?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid she'll have to, my dear—she's +not very attractive. It's a blessing she's an +heiress. But if she's allowed to play hockey, and +skate, and fence, and dance, and the husband is +fairly kind to her, I'm sure she'll be happy—I +mean, I have no idea of her marrying a duke, +Harry. I shall be satisfied if he's a charming man, +and not too selfish." She lowered her voice still +more to add—"You know she likes you, poor +child, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"You're making fun of me, dear Lady +Walmer."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</a></span>"No, I'm not.... Walmer's taken 'Flying +Fish' again, and after Cowes we're going for a +long cruise. You must come with us. Her father +will be all right. He lets me have my own way +about her. Well, aren't you coming?"</p> + +<p>"You're too frightfully kind, Lady Walmer, +of course. But——"</p> + +<p>"My dear boy, of course you're going to the +Green Gate, but I wish you'd listen to a woman +of the world. That," she gave Valentia a piercing +glance, "can't go on for ever! You will find +Romer making a row some day, and that will be +a bore for you. He's just the sort of man who +would."</p> + +<p>Valentia, noticing their confidential tone and +feeling instinctively that some treachery was +in the air, looked once angrily at Harry and then +became apparently absorbed in the conversation +of Vaughan.</p> + +<p>Every one was talking volubly and gaily. +Only Daphne and Captain Foster were silent as +they sat side by side looking at their plates. But +they were the only people who had found the +dinner a real success.</p> + +<p>Harry, who with all his <i>usage du monde</i> was +peculiarly subject to sudden obscure impulses +as of the primitive man, became pale with a +strange and painful sensation as he looked at +Valentia.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</a></span>She was flirting with Vaughan, or so every +one present must be thinking. Of course it was +only from pique, and he would soon put a stop +to it.</p> + +<p>And Vaughan, with his ironical glance and +quiet manner, why did he look into her eyes +all the time?</p> + +<p>What was he saying?</p> + +<p>Harry asked them all to come back to the +studio for some music, but even as he made +the arrangement to drive Valentia, he remembered +that, <i>à la fin des fins</i>, he would have to +leave her at her husband's house. Would +Romer be sitting up? What an ass he was! What +rot the whole dinner was! It was all through +Van Buren. Van Buren was a fool. Confound +Romer!</p> + +<p>Harry was jealous.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + +<h3>DAPHNE</h3> + + +<p>"More flowers from Van Buren? Let me +look at them. A spray of lilies of the +valley; how touching! He expects you to wear +them at the opera. I think it's <i>such</i> a mistake to +wear real flowers on an evening dress. They +have a damp, chilly look, like fresh vegetables, +at first, and when they begin to fade they make +you look faded, too. Never mind, Daphne; I +think perhaps you'd better wear them just to-night," +said Valentia.</p> + +<p>"Yesterday," said Daphne, "he sent me that +basket of American Beauty roses. The day before +he sent me Ella Wheeler Wilcox's poems."</p> + +<p>Valentia smiled. "Poor darling!—I mean Van +Buren's a poor darling, not you. You see, he's +got the nice sort of Boston idea that a man ought +only to send a girl flowers or books, or music. +He thinks it's respectful. But, anyway, it's a very +good sign."</p> + +<p>"A good sign? But I thought there was so +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</a></span>much of that sort of thing—I mean fuss and +attention, to girls in America. I thought that +didn't mean anything. I mean anything particular."</p> + +<p>"Daphne, dear, don't blind yourself; don't +shut your eyes to obvious facts. It isn't a matter +of what you think or what I think, or of speculation +at all. I <i>happen to know</i> that Van Buren <i>is</i> +going to propose to you. He'll probably do it at +Henley or at Sandown, or in the Park. He's +certain to want it to be on a typically English +background; but you can take it from me, for a +dead cert, that it's bound to come."</p> + +<p>Daphne sat down and looked serious.</p> + +<p>"Valentia, it's no good. Don't let him do it. +It will be so frightfully uncomfortable meeting +him afterwards."</p> + +<p>"Frightfully uncomfortable meeting the man +to whom you're engaged? Why?"</p> + +<p>"Because I shan't be engaged to him."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"I shall never marry, Valentia."</p> + +<p>Valentia stared at her in silence.</p> + +<p>"What is your idea, darling? Why, you won't +be eighteen till June. You can't be sure you'll +never want to marry!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't care for Van Buren."</p> + +<p>"I thought you liked him so much?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</a></span>"Well, he seems all right at first. But I +simply couldn't stand him always about."</p> + +<p>"Couldn't you? Poor pet! But he mightn't <i>be</i> +always about."</p> + +<p>"Well, I couldn't stand his marked attention. +Valentia, I <i>hate</i> marked attention."</p> + +<p>"Do you, really? Who'd have thought it?"</p> + +<p>"Well—and he'd always be so considerate +and so thoughtful and so respectful!"</p> + +<p>"That mightn't last when you were married," +said Valentia consolingly.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he might not be so bad after we were +once married.... But I shouldn't like to risk it. +And the engagement! Oh! I couldn't simply +<i>stand</i> the engagement! Just think of the ring, +and the sentiment, and the fuss, and the letters! +Oh, he'd enjoy it all so much! Oh, it would make +me simply sick to see how pleased he'd be!"</p> + +<p>"I know that feeling," said Valentia sympathetically, +nodding her head.</p> + +<p>"Oh, and don't you see how he'd think he was +engaged to a well-brought-up, nice English girl +who was a relation of Harry's, and knew all the +right people, and all that sort of thing? And +he'd take a big house—he's hinted this to me +already—most likely in Park Lane—anyhow, +something just like a millionaire in a book. It's +all so dull, and cut-and-dried."</p> + +<p>"Some of these cut-and-dried obvious things +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</a></span>turn out quite jolly afterwards. It's the uncomfortable, +romantic things that are more often +failures. And you know, Daphne, you do like +pretty things and clothes, and going everywhere, +and—not only that, he's really such a dear, and +a good sort, and so good-looking! And you'd put +me into a very awkward position with Harry if +you refuse him. But, of course, darling, you +must do as you like."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, Valentia, don't <i>let</i> me refuse +him. I don't want to. Don't let it come to that. +I'm sure I should loathe to hear him propose."</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"It would make me sick."</p> + +<p>"What can I tell Harry really as your reason +for not being able to stand Van?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sure <i>I</i> don't know!"</p> + +<p>"He bores you," announced Valentia. "That's +what's the matter. He doesn't amuse you."</p> + +<p>"It isn't that, it isn't that!" cried Daphne +vehemently. "I don't <i>want</i> to be amused. Do +you think I like a man because he's clever, or +funny, and always making jokes? That bores me +frightfully. Harry's way of being lively and +clever bores me to <i>death</i>! I don't want to marry +a professional entertainer! No, Valentia, that's +more the sort of thing you'd like. <i>You're</i> quite +sorry Romer's not like that."</p> + +<p>"I don't suggest that it would be ideal to +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[66]</a></span>marry Harry Lauder, Daphne dear. But wouldn't +you really like someone fairly intelligent?"</p> + +<p>"No. Why should I? Do you think I want to +marry a man so horribly clever that he wouldn't +understand a word I said?"</p> + +<p>"Let's have it out, dear. What do you think +you want?" Valentia answered herself; "It's +Foster, of course! That dull, empty-headed, +commonplace, hard-up, handsome boy. You +can't marry him. He's just twenty-two, and has +only a miserable allowance, and is in an expensive +regiment, and you, darling, will only have three +hundred a year. I should love to see you happy +in your own way and having your wish, but +don't you think it's a childish fancy? You're +both children. Of course he hasn't suggested +marriage, yet, has he? He knows perfectly well +it's out of the question."</p> + +<p>"Valentia! Darling! Why, he proposed to me +the day we were introduced—at Prince's, and +he's been doing it ever since."</p> + +<p>"Oh, how utterly absurd of him! Well, anyhow, +you must wait and see. Even if he could +afford it, I don't think it would be a success. +Why, there's nothing in the boy! What do you +see in him?"</p> + +<p>"I like the way he laughs," said Daphne, +after a pause.</p> + +<p>"Do you mind telling me one thing straight +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[67]</a></span>out? I'm being very nice to you about this, dear. +I ought to scold you. But, at any rate, you must +treat me with complete confidence."</p> + +<p>"Of course, of course, dear."</p> + +<p>"Tell me, he hasn't ever kissed you, has he?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Valentia!"</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon, darling. I felt sure he +hadn't."</p> + +<p>"Of course he has."</p> + +<p>"He has!—Where?"</p> + +<p>"How do you mean, where? Oh! at every +dance where we've ever met. He always does, +whenever he can. Is it so dreadful? He's such a +boy!"</p> + +<p>"Fancy your liking him enough for that!" +said Valentia, stupefied.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's a darling; and the only person I +ever could possibly marry."</p> + +<p>"It's rather serious," said Valentia; "and +poor Van who is so devoted!"</p> + +<p>"He isn't, really," said Daphne decidedly.</p> + +<p>"Don't you think so? Why?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, the whole thing's an <i>idea</i>—the sort of +thing he <i>wants to do</i>. It's not genuine."</p> + +<p>"I should have thought the feelings of a man +of thirty-four who could marry any one he chose +would be more real than the fancy of a mere +boy! Boys like anybody."</p> + +<p>"Van isn't genuine like Cyril," said Daphne.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[68]</a></span>"Who on earth's Cyril?"</p> + +<p>"Captain Foster."</p> + +<p>Valentia walked round the room and then +said—</p> + +<p>"And you really suppose you're going to adore +him all your life?"</p> + +<p>"I <i>suppose</i> so. I really don't know. I know +about now. Oh, Valentia, be a darling and let +him come to the fancy ball with us." She kissed +her. "And, oh, do tell Harry to explain to Van +that it can't go on, that he must put it out of his +head. Do, darling Valentia. Any well-brought-up +young girl will do for him just as well!"</p> + +<p>"And wouldn't any well-brought-up young +girl do for Cyril?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. But only Cyril will do for me. +Oh! the jolly way he has of saying 'Righto' and +'You're all right,' and calling me 'little girl!' +Oh, he <i>is</i> a dear!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, if he says such brilliant things as +<i>that</i>!"</p> + +<p>"It isn't what he <i>says</i>——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, hush, Daphne, here is Romer. I shan't +tell him a word about it. Well, I'll think it +over." She called Daphne back and said in a +half-hearted way—</p> + +<p>"I suppose it wouldn't do just to sort of please +Harry by marrying Van, and then seeing that +silly boy now and then. You'd so soon get tired +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[69]</a></span>of him—but, no! that wouldn't be right. Forget +that I said it—I don't mean it."</p> + +<p>"I couldn't stand Van at all," said Daphne +definitely, "whether I saw Cyril or not."</p> + +<p>"Then you shan't be bothered with him. But +can't you give up Cyril? I know I'm right about +it. It isn't only the hard-upness and the impossibility—of +course, I know he's got relations +and all that—but, it's he himself. You'll get +bored with him, too, in a different way."</p> + +<p>"I like him so much <i>now</i>," pleaded Daphne.</p> + +<p>Romer came in and Valentia merely told him +at great length every word of the foregoing +conversation with lavish comments by herself. +Secretly Romer was bitterly disappointed when +he realised that the possibility of his being left +alone with his wife was more remote, but of +course he agreed with Valentia, as she changed +her mind a dozen times on the subject, and as +usual the conversation ended in a telephone +message to Harry to come round at once.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[70]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + +<h3>IN FANCY DRESS</h3> + + +<p>Van Buren had had many pleasures, +many gratifications since he had been in +London; his dreams—the dreams inspired by +Du Maurier's drawings when he was a little +boy—had been very nearly realised. Perhaps the +greatest triumph that he had had yet was the +evening of the Artists' Fancy Ball.</p> + +<p>He had succeeded in making up a party to go +in costume. He was always making up parties, +and he had for many years been obsessed by a +longing to dress up.</p> + +<p>Harry, in mockery of his passion for everything +English, had advised him to go as an +Ancient Briton, with a coat of blue paint. Scorning +such ribald chaff, he had ordered a magnificent +costume of chain armour. Greatly to his +satisfaction he had persuaded Hereford Vaughan +to go as Shakespeare, Valentia and Daphne +respectively as Portia in scarlet and Rosalind in +green.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span>A large party were to dine at Van Buren's +rooms before the ball. Fancy dress has the effect +of bringing out odd, unexpected little characteristics +in people. For example, Harry, good-looking +and a dandy, quite a romantic type, +hated dressing up, and cared nothing whatever +about his costume; while Romer, the sober and +serious, enjoyed it immensely, and appeared to +think his appearance of the utmost importance—almost +a matter of life and death.</p> + +<p>The women were far less self-conscious in +costume than the men, and cared far less how +they looked, probably because women are always +more or less in fancy dress, and it was not so +much of a novelty to them.</p> + +<p>Valentia had pointed out that Shakespeare, to +be quite correct, should wear ear-rings; so +Vaughan called at her house on the way to Van +Buren's, as she had promised to lend him some.</p> + +<p>"He won't know how to put them on," said +Daphne, drawing on her long boots. "Probably +he hasn't had his ears pierced; you must go and +screw them on for him."</p> + +<p>Valentia ran down. Just as she was screwing +the long coral and pearl ear-rings with rather +painful energy on to the unfortunate young man's +ears, the servant, with a slight expression of +terror that could not be concealed, announced—</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Wyburn."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[72]</a></span>The situation was really rather comic. Romer's +mother, who was going to a dinner-party in the +same street, could not forgo the pleasure of +calling unexpectedly on them at half-past seven, +vaguely hoping that it might be inconvenient to +them, and that she would catch them in something +they didn't want her to know—a true +mother's instinct. But not in her wildest dreams +had she expected what she saw when she entered +the drawing-room—her daughter-in-law in her +red mortar-board, red cloak and bands, with, +apparently, her arms round the neck of a young +man in purple silk stockings and jewelled embroidered +gloves with rings outside them.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn literally sank into a chair.</p> + +<p>Valentia was perfectly equal to the occasion. +She thoroughly enjoyed the baffling of Mrs. +Wyburn.</p> + +<p>"I can't think why Romer didn't tell you," +she repeated several times, "that Van Buren is +giving a dinner for the fancy ball!" and she rang +and gave orders that her husband and sister were +to come down immediately.</p> + +<p>Romer had been four hours dressing; Daphne +about ten minutes.</p> + +<p>"I do think you ought to have a little make-up. +Will you?" said Valentia to Vaughan.</p> + +<p>"I should love to," he answered, to Mrs. +Wyburn's disgust and horror, looking in the +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</a></span>glass and taking very little notice of the indignant old lady.</p> + +<p>"He <i>does</i> need just a touch of lip-salve and a +little black under the eyes, don't you think so?" +Valentia asked, caressingly, pretending to consult +Mrs. Wyburn.</p> + +<p>"I can't say, I'm sure. I've no idea what he +wants," said Mrs. Wyburn with a snap.</p> + +<p>"But don't you think it would improve him, +darling?" Valentia went on, holding her head on +one side and holding up her hand as if she were +looking at a picture.</p> + +<p>"Not at all," said Mrs. Wyburn.</p> + +<p>"Then do you think his lips are red enough +already?" asked Valentia.</p> + +<p>Vaughan hastily interrupted the absurd discussion.</p> + +<p>"The human lip is never red enough," he +said decidedly; "they ought to be bright, light +scarlet."</p> + +<p>"That's just what I think. I've got some +lovely scarlet stuff—the colour of sealing-wax. +Shall I fetch it for you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, do," he said.</p> + +<p>"But won't it look rather——"</p> + +<p>"No; merely decent," said the young man decidedly.</p> + +<p>"And what does Romer say to <i>all this</i>?" said +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</a></span>Mrs. Wyburn with a forced smile and a voice +trembling with uncontrollable rage.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he likes it, darling. He loves it. No one's +been so keen about their dress as Romer. I'll go +and fetch him, and my roll of parchment—I had +forgotten my roll of parchment."</p> + +<p>She ran upstairs and came down saying—</p> + +<p>"Romer won't be a minute, dear; he's awfully +anxious for you to see his dress. He's just darkening +his eyelashes. That's all. He's Louis XIX or +something, you know."</p> + +<p>She then deliberately and openly drew Vaughan +to the window where there was still bright June +daylight and painted his lips a brilliant scarlet +to their mutual satisfaction and Mrs. Wyburn's +unspeakable horror.</p> + +<p>"Mad," murmured Mrs. Wyburn, half to +herself, "quite mad! I shall be quite upset for +the Trott-Hellyers' dinner-party. It's Dr. Trott-Hellyers' +birthday. He only <i>lives</i> three doors +from you" (she said this rather reproachfully), +"and I dine with him <i>every</i> year on his birthday! +And to think I only came in to see my son for a +minute or two, because I couldn't bear to pass +his door ... his very door...."</p> + +<p>"Sweet of you," said Valentia.</p> + +<p>... "And then to think I should find——" She +screamed suddenly.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[75]</a></span>Daphne had come in, in her green cloak, +doublet and hose, and little green cap, Romer in +paint and powder, patches and lace ruffles, +sword and snuffbox. There was a lavish amount +of rouge on his cheeks and his eyes were blacked +almost to the temples.</p> + +<p>Hearing that his mother was there he had +finished the left eye rather hurriedly, the result +being that he looked as if he had been fighting.</p> + +<p>While the poor lady was trying to adjust herself +to this sight, and explaining for the sixth +time why she was there, and making bitter +remarks about a young girl going to a ball in +what she (Mrs. Wyburn) called trousers, and +while Daphne kept on wrapping herself in the +folds of her cloak and then undoing them again +to show her nice high boots, she was still more +distressed at the arrival of her <i>bête noire</i> and +mortal enemy, Harry de Freyne.</p> + +<p>Van Buren had sent his motor for them, containing +Harry.</p> + +<p>Had his name not been announced by the servant, +Mrs. Wyburn would certainly not have recognised +Harry. He was a pierrot in white satin, +with a violet tulle ruffle round his neck and a +black velvet mask. One would know him solely +by his single eye-glass, his pleasant voice, and +fluent conversation.</p> + +<p>Pretending to be a clown he jumped in, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[76]</a></span>bowed low to Mrs. Wyburn, and kissed first +Daphne and then Valentia.</p> + +<p>With a last-straw expression Mrs. Wyburn +drew herself up to her full height.</p> + +<p>"Give me my cloak, Romer. I must go. No, +don't come to the carriage with me. Suppose the +Trott-Hellyers were to see you—they'd never +get over it!"</p> + +<p>"Why, it's all right, mother," Romer answered. +"I'm all right. I'm a courtier—of the +tenth century—you know. I'm all right."</p> + +<p>"And you approve of your young sister-in-law +going to a public ball dressed up as a man?"</p> + +<p>"Rosalind wasn't a man, mother. You forget; +you must read the <i>Midsummer Night's Dream</i> +again. You've forgotten it."</p> + +<p>"I shan't find Rosalind there. But that's not +the point. When I came in I found Valentia with +that man—the man who writes in purple +knickerbockers——"</p> + +<p>"No, he doesn't—he never writes in purple +knickerbockers."</p> + +<p>"Is this meant to be witty?" she asked with a +freezing glare.</p> + +<p>"What? No, I shouldn't think so."</p> + +<p>"I found <i>your wife</i>," she said in a low hissing +voice, as they passed through the hall where +there was a large looking-glass—Romer's attention +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[77]</a></span>wandered—"within an inch of that young +man's face, putting ear-rings in his ears!"</p> + +<p>"Well, she couldn't put them in a mile off," +said Romer absently.</p> + +<p>He was now frankly turning his back on his +mother, and staring at his face in the glass.</p> + +<p>"Hang it all! I don't look so bad, do I?"</p> + +<p>"You look a gentleman," she answered coldly; +"any son of mine must look a gentleman. Of +course, you look ridiculous—and, as far as that +goes, you <i>are</i> ridiculous; but that doesn't matter +quite so much as long as you look a gentleman."</p> + +<p>"Oh, rot!"</p> + +<p>Romer was trying to move a patch from one +corner of his eye to the other.</p> + +<p>"But as to Harry de Freyne?... And shall +you allow your wife to dance with him in that +costume?"</p> + +<p>"Of course—why not? And—<i>doesn't</i> Valentia +look—jolly?"</p> + +<p>"I think the scarlet with her golden hair is +rather too—striking," she answered spitefully.</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>she's</i> all right!"</p> + +<p>"I think you're all mad!" she answered as she +reached the door.</p> + +<p>The servant opened it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, we're all right. Good night, mother. +You'll be late for the Trott-Hellyers."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[78]</a></span>Drawing her cloak over her narrow shoulders, +Mrs. Wyburn stepped angrily into the brougham.</p> + +<p>Although it was only three doors from her +son's house, she would not for the world have +walked.</p> + +<p>When she arrived there, still in a very bad +temper at all she had seen, she nevertheless +boasted to her neighbour about how remarkably +distinguished and handsome her son and +daughter-in-law had looked in costume, and of +their success, charm, perfect domestic happiness, +and importance and perfection generally.</p> + +<p>She succeeded in depressing the fossils on +both sides of her, but they smiled at each other, +indulgent to the feminine weakness of so amiable +and devoted a mother.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[79]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + +<h3>A CELEBRITY AT HOME</h3> + + +<p>Miss Luscombe lived with her mother +in a species of tank, or rather in a flat +that gave that impression because it was in the +basement. It was dark, and such glimpses as they +had of people passing on the pavement were +extremely odd; it seemed a procession of legs +and skirts, like something in a pantomime or a +cinematograph.</p> + +<p>The Luscombes lived, as it were, beneath the +surface; but that did not prevent their being very +much <i>dans le mouvement</i>, and coming up with +great frequency to the surface to breathe. And +when one had once walked down the steps and +found one's way into the tank, it was an extremely +pleasant one, and quite artistic. It seemed +original, too. There was something almost +freakish in being answered by the parlourmaid +(who was suitably like a fish in manner and +profile), "Miss Luscombe is at home, and will +you please step downstairs?" when one had rung +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[80]</a></span>the bell on the ground floor. And Miss Luscombe's +ringing laugh with its three soprano notes and +upward cadence always greeted one charmingly +and cordially, and one always liked her; one +couldn't help it. Her great fault was that she +was never alone. She existed in an atmosphere +of teaparties and 'afternoons'; like the Lotus-Eaters, +she lived in 'that land where it was +always afternoon'.</p> + +<p>For an obscure person she led a singularly +public life. In her existence there seemed no +secrets, no shadows, no contrasts, and no domesticity. +One could never imagine her except in +what she regarded as full dress, nor without, by +her side, a perpetual bamboo table with three +little shelves in it, in which were distributed +small cut pieces of very yellow cake with very +black currants, sandwiches, made of rather +warm thin bread and butter, pink and white +cocoanut biscuits, and constant relays of strong +dark tea made in a drab china teapot. On +crowded afternoons—in fact, every other Thursday—little +coffee cups containing lumpy iced +coffee were also handed round. When they had +music there were lemonade, mustard and cress +sandwiches, and a buffet.</p> + +<p>Even when Miss Luscombe was entirely alone +she did not seem so. She had got into the habit +of talking always as if she were surrounded by +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[81]</a></span>crowds, and said so much about the celebrities +who ought to have turned up that one felt +almost as depressed as if they had really been +there. Sometimes they came, for there was no +one like Miss Luscombe for firmness. Also, she +was never offended and was hospitality itself, +and she had a way of greeting one that was a +reward for all one's trouble—it seemed much +more trouble than it really was, somehow, just +to step down into the tank. And she was so +charming no one could help being flattered till +the next visitor arrived, when she was even +more charming.</p> + +<p>After the Fancy Ball she had got hold of +Valentia, who came to see her on one of those +Thursdays that she had pointed out as peculiarly +her own—one of <i>my</i> Thursdays. She really +believed that for any one else to receive on that +day was a kind of infringement of copyright.</p> + +<p>Miss Luscombe was wearing on this occasion +a drab taffeta silk dress with transparent sleeves +and a low neck. She wore a rose in her hair, a +necklace, and long gloves, because she said she +wouldn't have time to dress again before going +out to dinner.</p> + +<p>About a dozen people were there—vague +shamefaced young men with nothing to say, and +confident, satirical, fluent young men with a +great deal to laugh at. Most of the older women +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[82]</a></span>seemed a shade patronising in tone, and looked +as if they had never been there before. On the +faces of the young women and the girls could be +read the resolution never to go there again.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luscombe, the mother, was so refined +that there was scarcely anything of her; her +presence was barely perceptible. She had learnt +the art of self-effacement to the point of showing +no trace of being there at all. To add to the +effect of not being noticeable, she wore a dress +exactly the same colour as the sofa on which she +sat—like those insects who, when hiding from +their foes, become the colour of the leaves on +which they live. She was practically invisible.</p> + +<p>On the other hand, Miss Luscombe herself +was very much there—very much <i>en évidence</i>. +Smiling, greeting, archly laughing, sweetly +pouting; coquetting, eating, playing, singing, +acting—almost dancing—an ideal and delightful +hostess.</p> + +<p>She said to every one as they arrived how +sweet it was of them to come so early, or how +naughty it was of them to come so late, or how +horrid it was of them not to come last time, or +how dear it would be of them if they came next. +She always introduced people to each other who +were not on speaking terms, and had intentionally +cut each other for years. She had a real +genius for making people accidentally meet who +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</a></span>had just broken off their engagement, or had +some other awkward reason for not wishing to +see each other—and then pushing them together +so that they could not get away. At +heart she was intensely a peacemaker, but +people who had met there rarely made up +their quarrels.</p> + +<p>When the favourite actor arrived she introduced +him to every one till he was ready to +drop, and when the great singer telegraphed he +couldn't come, she showed the wire to everybody. +Most of the guests preferred his not +coming. Very few could have endured her +triumph had he really arrived. On the other +hand, they would themselves have far preferred +to receive a telegram of refusal rather than not +to hear from him at all.</p> + +<p>When these entertainments were over and +the mother and daughter were left alone, the +daughter became far more thoroughly artificial +than she was when surrounded by her friends. +There was no throwing off the mask; on the +contrary, it was fixed more firmly on, and Miss +Luscombe gave free vent to her sham passion +for imitation comedy.</p> + +<p>On this particular Thursday, as soon as +Flora Luscombe had laughed her last visitor +archly to the door, she knelt by her mother's +side, put her arms round her, and said—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</a></span>"Dear, dear Mummy, how sweet it is to be +alone!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luscombe shrank back a little. This pet +name, only too appropriate, always got a little +on her nerves, but she felt bound to play up in an +amateurish sort of way to a certain extent.</p> + +<p>"Hadn't you better go and take off that +beautiful dress?" she said. "You're not really +dining out, are you?"</p> + +<p>"No, dearest, I managed to get out of it, but +alas! I've got to go to the Reception—you know—that +horrid Royal Institution of Water +Colours—afterwards. It isn't worth while to +change again. Oh, how weary one does get of +the continual round! And then to-morrow!" +She sighed.</p> + +<p>"What is it to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"To-morrow! Don't talk of it! There's Mrs. +Morris's At Home in Maida Hill, and then +right at the other end of London the Hyslop-Dunn's +in Victoria Grove. Oh, dear! And yet +one feels one must be <i>seen</i> at all these places, +darling, or else it's remarked at once."</p> + +<p>"You live too much for the world," replied +her mother, tidying up some half-finished +watercress sandwiches with a sharp knife. She +wondered if, thus repaired, they would do for +next Thursday.</p> + +<p>"You know, Mummy dear, that's the worst +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</a></span>of our terrible profession. We must keep before +the public, or else we drop out and are forgotten. +What a sweet creature Valentia Wyburn is! I +thought she was quite, quite dear. And the +husband and the cousin are darlings too. Of +course they wouldn't come; I couldn't get them +to an afternoon."</p> + +<p>She got up and looked in the glass.</p> + +<p>"What a crowd there was to-day! Three +people came up to the front door at the same +time. I think they enjoyed themselves, don't +you? Though I feel I can't pay every one proper +attention when there's such a crush, but I do +my little best.... Mr. Simpson came up to +me and told me I looked quite wonderful. But +he's a silly thing." She pouted and put her head +on one side. "Did I look too hideous, darling?"</p> + +<p>"Beautiful, of course. The only thing is ..."</p> + +<p>Miss Luscombe clapped her hands and +laughed.</p> + +<p>"Did its little girlie really look as nice as all +that? Oh, Mummy, Mummy!"</p> + +<p>"Charming, dear, I only wish that ..."</p> + +<p>"It's too proud of its little daughter, that's +what it is," said Miss Luscombe, sitting on the +arm of her mother's chair. "It's a silly, vain, +conceited mother, that it is. It can't see any +fault in its pet."</p> + +<p>She tried to pat her mother's cheek. Mrs. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</a></span>Luscombe moved aside with justifiable irritation.</p> + +<p>"Don't do that, Flora! Yes, dear, of course, I +think you're wonderful, and looked sweet to-day; +but I do wish ..."</p> + +<p>"No, no, it doesn't want anything," said Flora.</p> + +<p>"I should be so pleased—if you'd put on just +a little less lip-salve and not quite so much of +that bluish powder."</p> + +<p>Having succeeded in completing her sentence, +her mother got up and faded quickly out of the +room and shut the door, leaving Flora looking +quite surprised and rather upset with being +found fault with.</p> + +<p>Indeed, she did not quite recover her equanimity +until she had looked over the cards in the +hall and put on a great deal more powder and +lip-salve, after which she told her mother +perhaps she was right, and in any case she, +Flora, would always do what she asked, and +would always follow her dear, dear Mummy's +advice.</p> + +<p>She was so charming and amiable that Mrs. +Luscombe pretended to believe her, and said it +was <i>sweet</i> of her to take it all off and go out +that evening without any adventitious aids to +beauty; and this she said in spite of the obvious +fact that Flora had evidently put on considerably +more than usual.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[87]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + +<h3>MISCHIEF</h3> + + +<p>The elder Mrs. Wyburn was seated at the +gloomy window of her sulky-looking house +in Curzon Street one bright day in the season, +looking out with some anxiety.</p> + +<p>"Of course she's late; but if that woman +doesn't come I'll never forgive her. She's a silly +fool, but at least she does hear what's going on," +she reflected.</p> + +<p>At this moment an old-fashioned-looking +victoria drove up, drawn by two large grey +horses. In it sat a rather fat and important-looking +lady, with greyish red hair, a straight +decided mouth, and several firm chins. Her +most marked characteristic was her intense +decision on trivialities. She was always curiously +definite on the vaguest of subjects, and extraordinarily +firm and sensible about nothing +in particular.</p> + +<p>Miss Westbury was a rich unmarried woman, +with a peculiarly matronly appearance, a good-natured +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[88]</a></span>love of giving advice, and with views +that obviously dated—one did not know exactly +from when. If she had some of the Victorian +severities of the sixties, she had also many of +the sentimental vagaries of the eighties. The +serious business of her life was gossip. In her +lighter moments she collected autographs. But +her gossip differed from that of the nervous, +impatient Mrs. Wyburn in that it was far more +pompous and moral, and not nearly so spiteful +and accurate.</p> + +<p>Miss Westbury sailed in—I need hardly say +she was dressed in heliotrope—and sat down +rather seriously in a large—and the only comfortable—armchair.</p> + +<p>"My dear Millie, how extremely good of you +to come!" exclaimed Mrs. Wyburn.</p> + +<p>Miss Westbury had been christened Maria, +but Millie was the name which she had chosen +to be called by her friends.</p> + +<p>"I am very pleased to come, dear Isabella. +To call on you on one of your Wednesdays is, I +know, quite hopeless if one has anything to +say. To call on any one on a day at home, except +as a mere matter of form, I do not consider +sensible."</p> + +<p>"Quite so. Will you have some tea?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn rang the bell rather fretfully. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[89]</a></span>She did not care for Millie's made conversation, +and hated her way of gaining time.</p> + +<p>"I will have what I always have, dear Mrs. +Wyburn, at five o'clock, if I may—hot water +with one teaspoonful of milk, and a saccharine +tablet which I bring with me. I am not a faddist, +and I think all those sort of fancies about what +is and what is not good for one are exceedingly +foolish; but when I go in for a régime, dear, +I give it a fair chance. Otherwise there is no +sense in it!"</p> + +<p>She settled herself still more sensibly and +decidedly in her chair.</p> + +<p>"I wonder," said Mrs. Wyburn nervously—one +could see she was not listening, and thought +Miss Westbury was merely drivelling on—"whether +you will come to the point at once? +It would be a great comfort if you would. I +have been feeling quite anxious about your +visit. I rather foolishly took some coffee after +lunch, and it kept me awake the whole afternoon—either +that, or my anxiety."</p> + +<p>"If you take coffee after lunch," replied Miss +Westbury, "you should take it made as I do. +Two teaspoonfuls of coffee in a large breakfast-cup +full of hot water, a saccharine tablet, and a +teaspoonful of condensed——"</p> + +<p>"What was it you really heard, Millie dear, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[90]</a></span>about my daughter-in-law?" interrupted Mrs. +Wyburn sharply.</p> + +<p>Here the footman brought in the tea. Miss +Westbury frowned, and ostentatiously changed +the subject.</p> + +<p>"Have you been to the Grafton? I was persuaded +to go. I think, myself, there's a great +deal too much fuss made about pictures nowadays. +When one thinks of the money that's +wasted on them, when it might be sent to a +hospital, it makes one's blood boil! And some +of those that are made the most fuss about—both +the Old Masters and the very new ones—these +post-men, or whatever they're called—seem +to me perfect nonsense. A daub and a +splash—no real trouble taken—and then you're +expected to rave about it. There's one man—some +one wants me to buy a picture of his—he +paints all his pictures in tiny squares of different +colours; when you're close you can't see anything, +but it seems that if you walk five feet +away it forms into a kind of pattern. It seems +it's the tessellated school, and they tell me that +in a few years nothing else will count. And what +I thought was a mountain in a mist turns out +to be 'A Nun with cows grazing.' Silly nonsense +I call it!"</p> + +<p>"Was the nun grazing, or the cows?" asked +Mrs. Wyburn.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[91]</a></span>"Goodness knows, dear. Then there was that +other one called Waning Day, or something. +Two people in a boat sailing on dry land! Then +that picture of a purple man with a green +beard! Oh, my dear! The people who took me +there told me it was full of—something French—<i>essayage</i>, +or <i>mouvement</i>, I think. The man +who tried to make me buy it said it was symbolical. +But of course I refused. You know I +never have anything to do with nonsense. Well +now, my dear——" Taking pity on Mrs. +Wyburn's extreme impatience, Miss Westbury +came a little nearer. "What I heard was simply +this. My cousin, Jane Totness, took her little +boy, who is in London for the holidays, to the +British Museum. She always likes to improve +his mind as much as possible; besides, he had +been promised a treat after having a tooth out; +the first week of the holidays he always has +a tooth out and a treat after. Jane is like that; +she's a sensible woman, and I must say I think +she brings her boys up very well. I myself might +have been more inclined to take him to Madame +Tussaud's, or even to a matinée, or to have an +ice at Buzzard's; but I dare say I'm old-fashioned +enough in some ways, and Jane knows her own +business best."</p> + +<p>"No doubt she does," said Mrs. Wyburn, +quivering with impatience, tapping her foot on +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[92]</a></span>the floor, and trying to restrain herself. "And +so she took the little boy—Charlie, isn't it?—to +the British Museum? Go on, dear!"</p> + +<p>"Not Charlie, Mrs. Wyburn. It was little +Laurence—little Laurence. He was called +Laurence after his grandfather, Lord Dorking. +It's the rule in the Totness family; the second +son is always called after the grandfather, the +eldest son after his father, and the third son—I +mean, of course, if there is one—after the +mother's father. Don't you think it's a very +sensible plan, dear?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn gave her friend first a sympathetic +smile, and then a murderous glance.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Well?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes. Well, she was just pointing out +something to little Laurence—he's an intelligent +boy, and I dare say he was enjoying it +very much—when, to her great surprise, <i>who</i> +should she see but Mrs. Romer Wyburn, talking +away like anything on a seat with—who do +you think?"</p> + +<p>"Who?"</p> + +<p>"That young man Harry de Freyne—her +cousin, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"How extraordinary!" exclaimed Mrs. Wyburn. +"Did they seem uncomfortable when they +saw Jane?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[93]</a></span>"Oh dear, no, my dear. They seemed most +comfortable. Jane bowed to them—of course +rather coldly, she says—and they smiled and +nodded, and Valentia kissed her hand to +Laurence. Of course, Jane was very much +pained and shocked about it all. I must say her +first thought, dear, was that I should tell you. +Jane Totness is a thoroughly good woman—so +thoughtful."</p> + +<p>"Do you see anything so very peculiar about +it?" said Mrs. Wyburn. "You know, the young +man—I disapprove of him as strongly as any +one can—but he's an artist, and she is his cousin, +and perhaps he wanted to show her something +in the British Museum?"</p> + +<p>"My dear Mrs. Wyburn, far be it from me to +look on the dark side of things, but, as Jane +said, who on earth would go to the British +Museum, unless they were dragged there by +force, except to have a private interview?"</p> + +<p>"But if he wanted to speak to her alone, I +don't see why he shouldn't call on her."</p> + +<p>"That's just it. If it were a simple, innocent, +harmless conversation, that is what he would +have done. But it was quite clear that there was +something clandestine about it, and you may +be quite sure Romer knew nothing of it. +Besides, they are always together."</p> + +<p>"It does look odd," said Mrs. Wyburn. "What +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[94]</a></span>would you advise me to do? Shall I speak to my +son or my daughter-in-law about it?"</p> + +<p>"To neither, my dear. If you speak only to +your son, he will tell her, and she will get round +him, and prove there's nothing in it. If you +speak to her she will get round you, and say +that Romer knew all about it. My advice is, if +you really want to put a stop to this flirtation—I'm +sure it's gossiped about—even Jane, who +is the last person in the world to talk, speaks of +it to every one. If I were you, I would speak to +the young man himself."</p> + +<p>"To Harry de Freyne? Yes, it's rather a good +idea."</p> + +<p>It struck Mrs. Wyburn that to do this would, +perhaps, cause more annoyance than anything +else. She was now anxious to get rid of Miss +Westbury, who evidently had nothing more to +impart. But that lady was not so easy to dispose +of. She broke into a long monologue on the +subject of régime, servants, and little dressmakers, +occasionally returning to the subject +of the British Museum, and the shocking frivolity +there.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn was just thinking of having a +violent toothache or some other ill, when Miss +Westbury suddenly made up her mind to depart.</p> + +<p>As soon as she had gone Mrs. Wyburn flew +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[95]</a></span>to the Blue Book, looked up Harry's address, +and wrote him the following note:—</p> + +<blockquote> +<p> +"Dear Mr. de Freyne, +</p> + +<p>"Probably you hardly remember me, but +I have met you on two or three occasions at the +house of my daughter-in-law, Mrs. Romer +Wyburn. There is something I want to say to +you which I hardly like to write. I should be +glad if you would come and see me to-morrow +afternoon at four o'clock. I shall not keep you +long. You may think this a strange request, +knowing you so slightly as I do, but when we +meet, I am sure you will understand.</p> + +<p class="blckright"> +"Yours truly,<br /> +<br /> +"<span class="smcap">Isabella Wyburn</span>."<br /> +</p> +</blockquote> + +<p>Having written this note, Mrs. Wyburn felt +too impatient to send it by post; she was simply +longing to know that Harry was feeling uncomfortable, +as he was very certain to feel when +he got the letter. Although she had a great +suspicion and general dislike of the Messenger +Boy Service, she relented for once in their +favour so far as to make use of them, and the +letter was sent by hand.</p> + +<p>She was rewarded for thus conquering her +prejudice. Harry was at home, and accepted her +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[96]</a></span>invitation with most respectful alacrity. His +manners—especially on paper—were, with old +and young ladies, always equally perfect—unless +he was out of temper.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn eagerly hoped Harry would see +Valentia, or somehow convey to her about the +letter, because it would be sure to make her +uneasy also.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The next day the young man was punctual +to the moment. The old lady left him alone for +a few minutes in the dark, dismal drawing-room. +She thought it would have a salutary +effect.</p> + +<p>She found him, when she came in, stroking +the china bird, and looking at himself in the +mirror above it.</p> + +<p>He received her with such charming grace +that she felt almost disconcerted, and as if she +ought to apologise.</p> + +<p>"You received my letter?" she said, rather +abruptly.</p> + +<p>"With great pleasure. That is why I am +here."</p> + +<p>He was still standing, smiling delightfully.</p> + +<p>"Sit down," she said, with cold graciousness. +"I hope you are not in a great hurry?"</p> + +<p>"All my day belongs to you," he replied with +a low bow, taking the seat she had indicated. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[97]</a></span>He looked at her with soft deference under his +long eyelashes.</p> + +<p>She found what she had to say more difficult +than she had expected. She spoke quietly, in +a low yet rasping voice, with a sharp dignity.</p> + +<p>"I will come straight to the point. To put it +plainly, a report has reached my ears, Mr. de +Freyne, which has caused me very great pain +and anxiety—I mean, as a mother. And I +wondered whether you——"</p> + +<p>"As a mother? Surely, Mrs. Wyburn, nothing +against Romer? I'm sure I, as one of his oldest +friends...."</p> + +<p>"Against Romer!" She drew herself up stiffly. +"Most certainly not! There's never been a word +breathed otherwise than in dear Romer's +favour since he was a little boy."</p> + +<p>Harry appeared much relieved.</p> + +<p>"It's a great comfort to hear you say that. +It's only what I was going to assure you."</p> + +<p>"Besides, do you suppose for one moment +that if I had any fault to find with my son I +should send for you?"</p> + +<p>She already had an annoying fancy that he +was defeating her, laughing at her, and turning +the tables.</p> + +<p>"It seemed certainly rather strange," Harry +said.</p> + +<p>"No, indeed! When I say I was troubled as a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[98]</a></span>mother, I meant it in a very different sense. +What I'm afraid of is that dear Romer might be +worried if he heard the report to which I refer."</p> + +<p>"And that is?..."</p> + +<p>She looked at him spitefully, yet with a +reluctant admiration.</p> + +<p>He was irritatingly good-looking, good-humoured, +and at his ease, and particularly +well-dressed, without appearing in the least +conscious of it. She wished immensely that he +had been plain, or awkward, or even out at +elbows, or absurdly dandified, or looked <i>nouveau +riche</i>, or something! She felt jealous of him for +Romer, and, at the back of her brain, she +grudgingly and perversely sympathised a little +with her daughter-in-law. Harry radiated a +peculiar charm for women of all ages. He did +not study them nor try very much to please +them; the fascination was involuntary; he +simply used it.</p> + +<p>"And that is, that you and my daughter-in-law, +Valentia, were seen <i>alone</i>——" she paused +a moment, showing a latent instinct for +dramatic effect.</p> + +<p>He smiled a little more, and bent his head +forward with every sign of intelligent interest.</p> + +<p>She spoke with emphasis.</p> + +<p>"<i>Alone</i>—the other morning—at the British +Museum!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[99]</a></span>Somehow she felt the shot had missed fire. It +had fallen flat. It was less effective than she had +hoped. It did not sound so very shocking after all.</p> + +<p>He continued to smile with the air of waiting +for the climax. She gathered herself together +and went on—</p> + +<p>"I heard it from Miss Westbury, so it is a fact!"</p> + +<p>Harry thought of saying that he preferred an +old wives' tale any day to an old maid's fact, +but he only smiled on.</p> + +<p>"Of course, if this is untrue, Mr. de Freyne—if +it is a mistake, or a false report, you have +merely to deny it. Assure me it is incorrect—on +your word of honour—and I will then contradict +it in the proper quarter."</p> + +<p>He decided on his line. "My dear lady, pray +don't contradict it. As a report it is a gem—it is +unique. Not merely because it's absolutely true—for, +as a matter of fact, I think most reports +are—but because of its utter unimportance! It +seems to me so trivial—so dull—so wanting in +interest to the general public."</p> + +<p>"You think reports are usually true, Mr. de +Freyne?"</p> + +<p>"I am convinced they are. I believe firmly in +the no-smoke-without-fire theory. Oh, do you +know, I think it is <i>so</i> true!... This certainly +is true—it's a solemn fact."</p> + +<p>"You admit it?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[100]</a></span>"I do indeed! Surely I could hardly refuse to +go when I was asked?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you were asked?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly. And Romer is really such a very +old friend of mine, I could hardly refuse his +request. I may be wrong, but I think one should +always be ready to take a little trouble for an +old friend."</p> + +<p>"No doubt you have very strict ideas on the +duties and obligations of friendship! At <i>his</i> +request—my son's?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; your son asked me to go and escort +Valentia."</p> + +<p>"It is very peculiar; you must see that your +explanation sounds extremely odd."</p> + +<p>"Not at all odd," he answered softly, "if you +will allow me to contradict you." He thought a +moment. Then he went on: "You may have +heard, perhaps, about the dance that little +American, Mrs. Newhaven, is getting up at the +Grafton Galleries for <i>Deaf and Dumb Dogs and +Cats</i>. No? Well, every one is going, and they're +arranging to have, by way of novelty, Quadrilles +of different nationalities. Romer and his wife +are to dance in the Egyptian Quadrille, and he +asked me to take her to the British Museum to +look round and see if we could find some inspiration +for Egyptian costumes that wouldn't +be too impossible. But when we got there, we +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[101]</a></span>suddenly remembered the awful story about +one of the mummies being unlucky, so we went +into the Print Room and remained there."</p> + +<p>De Freyne paused.</p> + +<p>"Of course, if that is all—if my son knows of +your going, and even asked you to go, there's +nothing more to be said ... though I think it +very foolish, and I don't approve of any of that +sort of thing at all."</p> + +<p>"What, not of Egyptian quadrilles, Mrs. +Wyburn?" asked Harry, with surprised innocence +and in a coaxing voice. "Why, I'm sure +it will be frightfully harmless—in fact, very +invigorating to the mind. It's not as though the +dresses were becoming! We saw the most hideous +things at the Museum. We met Lady Totness, +who was dragging a wretched little boy about—I +suppose as a punishment for something."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn smiled slightly. She began to +feel rather inclined to relent at the implication +that Lady Totness was hideous.</p> + +<p>"There you really are wrong, Mr. de Freyne. +The boy was taken there as a treat."</p> + +<p>"A <i>treat</i>! For whom? For him? What a +strange idea—I mean, to think it could be a +treat to go anywhere with her, Mrs. Wyburn."</p> + +<p>"It is, rather," she acknowledged.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, if that is really all that was +troubling you, I do hope you're happy now?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[102]</a></span>He said this with one of his subtle, insinuating +changes of tone that were always so effective. +Musicians will understand when I say it was +like a change from the common chord in the +minor to the dominant in the major. It was +partly from force of habit, partly because he +really wished to win Mrs. Wyburn over.</p> + +<p>"Of course, now you've given the explanation +it's, <i>so far</i>, all right. You'll have a cup of tea +with me, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"I should enjoy it particularly. Let me ring." +After a minute or two she said—</p> + +<p>"But perhaps I might venture to suggest it +might be better—more prudent—if you were +to go about a little less with Valentia?... Of +course, I quite see now that you're so devoted +to Romer, and like a brother and so forth, but +I can't help considering what people say."</p> + +<p>"Don't call Lady Totness people, Mrs. +Wyburn! Think what a disagreeable, insincere +woman she is—not a bit <i>femme du monde</i>, and +so exceptionally stupid and spiteful!"</p> + +<p>Harry stayed with her for an hour, having +tea, chatting, telling her stories against every +one she didn't like, and speaking with a kind +of tender and admiring familiarity of both +Valentia and Romer, in a way that at once +reassured and flattered her.</p> + +<p>Finally, she actually found herself begging +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[103]</a></span>Harry to use his influence with the young +couple to be less frivolous and mondains, and +not to be always going out, which he promised +to do. She even confided to him her great wish +that they had two or three children, which +would steady them down, and he warmly +agreed with her, but said that he felt that on +that subject it was, perhaps, hardly for him to +interfere.</p> + +<p>Of course he confided in her, in his turn, +how frightfully hard up one was, with no one +buying pictures, and outsiders winning all the +big races after having no earthly chance on any +form they had shown that season. Mrs. Wyburn +positively tried to talk racing with him for a +minute or two—rather pathetically—but soon +got out of her depth and fell back on Art. She +said she thought, candidly, that Harry's portrait +of his cousin was a pity.</p> + +<p>They parted excellent friends, she even asking +him as a favour not to tell Romer the reason +of his visit. To Valentia he might mention it, as +Mrs. Wyburn thought it might be a lesson to her.</p> + +<p>Harry professed, at first, some little scruple +on the point. He scarcely liked, he said, the +idea of concealing it from Romer. They always +told each other everything. But Mrs. Wyburn +was afraid of her son's anger—which she could +not endure, unless <i>she</i> was in the right—and of +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[104]</a></span>appearing ridiculously meddling. Harry owned +that her conduct <i>might</i> seem rather malicious +and absurd. At last he consented, and it was +agreed that neither of them should ever say +anything about it to Romer at all.</p> + +<p>It is scarcely necessary to say that Harry kept +his promise of silence to the letter. Had he not +done so the story would at least have had the +interest of novelty, for Romer had never yet +heard anything about the expedition to the +British Museum, and he never did.</p> + +<p>A week or two later, when Mrs. Newhaven's +ball at the Grafton Galleries was described in +the paper, Mrs. Wyburn, who read the account, +observed that there was no reference whatever +to quadrilles of various nationalities—Egyptian +or otherwise; and she rather wondered at the +omission. But it did not occur to her to suppose +that this portion of the entertainment had been +entirely imaginary—a lurid figment of Harry's +vivid fancy and fertile invention.</p> + +<p>He left, it must be said, on the old lady a +lasting impression—by no means an unfavourable +one. Even when she had reason to grow +seriously anxious again on the same subject, +she never could bring herself in her own mind +to blame Harry—she could not at heart think +ill of him. She was only extremely angry with +Romer and Valentia.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[105]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + +<h3>THE FRIENDS</h3> + + +<p>Harry had baffled Mrs. Wyburn for the +time. He always dealt with his difficulties +one by one as they cropped up, not <i>en masse</i>, +and invariably in a manner that relieved the +tension for a short time only—he rarely did +anything radical.</p> + +<p>His financial position was, however, growing +rather serious, and occasionally the thought of +Miss Walmer flitted through his mind.</p> + +<p>To marry Miss Walmer would be far the +quickest and simplest way out of his difficulties, +and she would really be very little trouble, as +little trouble, perhaps, as any wife could be. +Besides, Harry had, with reason, great confidence +in his own powers of dealing with +women—getting whatever it was that he +wanted from them, and afterwards preventing +their being a nuisance. But he did not much like +the idea of this mercenary marriage, because he +was not in the least tired of his romance with +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[106]</a></span>Valentia, and saw great difficulties in the way +of keeping it up later on. He had worrying +doubts as to her consenting to revive it afterwards +if he married.</p> + +<p>Her grey eyes and soft fair hair with its +dense waves held a lasting fascination for him. +It has been well said that for each individual +there exists in some other being some detail +which he or she could find only in this particular +person. It might be the merest trifle. Harry +knew what it was in Val that had a specially +compelling charm to him—it was the way her +hair grew on her forehead. And there was +something childlike in her expression that made +a peculiar appeal to him. The power her face +had over him was undiminished—it had begun +seriously when he painted her portrait, and had +grown gradually since then. And she was the +only woman he had ever met whose affection +for him did not cool his own enthusiasm. On +the contrary, it was one of the things which +held him to her most.</p> + +<p>In a sense he was even loyal to her. Harry was +not one of those extravagant Don Juans who +made conquests solely for the gratification of +their vanity by adding to their collection. +Essentially cool and calculating, he used his +attractiveness only when he thought it would +be of some genuine value to him, or some +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[107]</a></span>real satisfaction. As a Lovelace he was economical.</p> + +<p>Though a great connoisseur of feminine +charm and beauty, and superficially susceptible +and excitable, with all this, as many women +knew, Harry was as hard as nails.</p> + +<p>Valentia was the only woman for whom he +had ever felt, besides the physical attraction, a +kind of indulgent tenderness. This was partly, +no doubt, because they had been fond of each +other as children, and because of a racial sympathy, +a <i>sentiment de famille</i> due to their +relationship. But it was not really to be depended +on.</p> + +<p>No one could be a more charmingly devoted +lover than Harry. There was no one like him +for little attentions and inattentions, charming +little thoughts, caressing words, and the little +jealous scenes that women value. It was not +the mere mechanically experienced love-making +that women see through and to which they +often prefer a clumsy sincerity. It was natural, +spontaneous. He had, in fact, a genius for love-making, +but he had not, like Romer, a genius +for love. Harry had all the gift of expression—poor +Romer had only the gift of feeling.</p> + +<p>But notwithstanding Harry's magnetism, a +woman once disillusioned by him was disillusioned +for ever. Women never forgave him. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[108]</a></span>His romances generally ended suddenly, and +always irrevocably.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Harry had no great love of truth in the abstract, +but, at least, he never deceived himself. +He saw through his own unscrupulousness, and +rather despised it just as he despised his own +work as a painter. He had grown really fond +of Van Buren for the simple, sincere qualities +in which Harry knew himself to be deficient; +and the American's whole-hearted admiration—almost +infatuation—for him gave Harry the +pleasure one feels in the frank devotion of a +child. It touched him, even while he intended +to make use of it, because it was his nature to +make use of everything. It is an infallible sign +of the second-rate in nature and intellect to +make use of everything and every one. The +genius is incapable of making use of people. It +is for the second-rate clever people to make use +of him.</p> + +<p>One morning Harry had heard unexpectedly +that he had sold a picture—a thing that rarely +happened—and was looking at the cheque he +had received, when Van Buren came into the +studio. Harry told the news.</p> + +<p>"Well, Harry, I do congratulate you, with +all my heart! What are you going to do with +that?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[109]</a></span>"Frame it," said Harry. "It's the only one +I've had for three years. It's a curiosity."</p> + +<p>The American laughed.</p> + +<p>"Harry, I guess what you're really going to +do—you're going to give yourself the humble +joy of paying some of the more pressing +liabilities. I know you!"</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, that would be mad extravagance! +Oh no. You see, this cheque is—just +enough to be no earthly use."</p> + +<p>Van Buren sat down.</p> + +<p>"Harry, if you'd only let me.... But I know +that vexes you, so I won't talk of it. You're +Quixotic, that's what's the matter with you." +He smiled, pleased with the word. "Yes, +Quixotic! I want to speak to you about your +cousin—I mean Miss Daphne, the beauteous +broo-nette."</p> + +<p>"Well, how do you think you're getting on?" +asked Harry, who already knew from Valentia +that it was hopeless.</p> + +<p>"Not as well as I should like, Harry. I can't +say I feel I'm making any very great progress. +She's a dream, but I'm afraid she regards me +as a heavy-weight. She's only a child, really, +I know. She would prefer a little boy of her +own age who would make her laugh. Maybe +she thinks I'm too old. What do you say?"</p> + +<p>"You must give her time."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[110]</a></span>"I pay her every little attention that I can," +said Van Buren seriously.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you're too attentive."</p> + +<p>"I'd give her anything in the world she +wanted, Harry, if she'd let me."</p> + +<p>"Well, give her a miss for safety."</p> + +<p>"What's that?"</p> + +<p>"Why—this evening you're going to meet +her at a dance, aren't you—at the Walmers'?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I'm looking forward to that."</p> + +<p>"Well, don't go—don't turn up. Then she'll +miss you. Say, to-morrow, you were prevented."</p> + +<p>Van Buren began to smile.</p> + +<p>"I see what you mean. It's an idea. You do +hand me some good advice! Is it what you +would do yourself, Harry?"</p> + +<p>"It's what I'm always doing."</p> + +<p>"But then I don't like the idea of being rude. +One always wants to give the impression of being +well-bred, no matter what the facts maybe."</p> + +<p>"It won't be rude. She'll be thinking about +you much more than if you were there, wondering +why you're not."</p> + +<p>"You mean it will keep her guessing, Harry?"</p> + +<p>"That's the idea. I shan't say you're not +coming. I'll pretend to be expecting you too."</p> + +<p>"Well, perhaps I'll try that. I know I've only +got an outside chance. She counts me as one of +the also-rans."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[111]</a></span>"Are you really very devoted, old chap? Would +you break your heart if it didn't come off?"</p> + +<p>Van Buren thought a moment, then said with +his scrupulous truthfulness—</p> + +<p>"Well, no: I can hardly say that, Harry. I'm +not so far gone as all that. But I think she's +a very beautiful, charming, well-brought-up +young lady—a typical English girl—a June rose, +a real peach. She's the ideal of the sort of girl +I'd like to marry. But if she's out of my reach—well, +I should resign myself."</p> + +<p>"Would you try for some one else? There are +probably about a million girls just like that, you +know, who would be only too delighted."</p> + +<p>Van Buren shook his head.</p> + +<p>"She's the only girl I should care about marrying. +If it doesn't come off I shall go back to +New York. And I do wish you'd come with me. +A fellow with your talents would do splendidly +there. Why, I'd find you a place in the Bank in +New York. I'd see you made your fortune +pretty quick. But you'd never leave London."</p> + +<p>"I'm not so sure. Anyway, we'll give it a +chance till the autumn."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I must see it to a finish."</p> + +<p>"If you don't settle down here, then, would +you marry an American girl?"</p> + +<p>"No. In that case I shan't marry at all. I shall +settle down to the life of a lonely bachelor—choose +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[112]</a></span>the broad and easy path that leads to +single misery, Harry." He laughed.</p> + +<p>"Instead of the straight and narrow road that +leads to married unhappiness," said Harry. +"So you <i>are</i> very keen on Daphne?"</p> + +<p>"Not exactly that, perhaps. But it must be +her or no one for a life-partner. She's the only +girl who ever made any appeal to me from the +point of view of domestic life. When I think of +a happy home and a fireside with her, it makes +me curl like an autumn leaf."</p> + +<p>"What a curious chap you are," said Harry, +smiling.</p> + +<p>"See here," said Van Buren, taking a letter +out of his pocket. "I've got a letter from a lady—it's +signed Flora Luscombe—but I don't seem +to remember anything about her."</p> + +<p>Harry took the letter. It was written on +mauve paper in a somewhat straggling hand, +and was dated from "Dimsdale Mansions, +St. Stephen's Road, North Kensington." It was +a pathetic, yet cheery invitation to tea.</p> + +<p>"It's Miss Luscombe, of the Tank, as we call +it," said Harry.</p> + +<p>"Oh, the actress? Well, I think I shall go, +Harry. I've never had the opportunity of mixing +much in dramatic circles. It's real kind of +her to have asked me, I must say. I didn't even +remember her."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[113]</a></span>"No one ever remembers her. But it's amusing +and absurd. You'll meet some of the people +you like. Flora will show you round—point out +all the obscurities there, and so forth. Oh, she's +a good soul—old Flora."</p> + +<p>"Is she old, Harry?"</p> + +<p>"About twenty-three, or thirty-three. I like +her, though she's rather a snob."</p> + +<p>"Ah, they say all Americans are snobs, Harry, +but I feel sure I'm not. Still, if I really liked a +man I can't say I should turn against him even +if he had a title."</p> + +<p>"And if I really hated a person I should never +get to like him, even if he had a bad reputation."</p> + +<p>Van Buren looked surprised and impressed, +also delighted.</p> + +<p>"Is that a paradox, or an epigram, Harry?"</p> + +<p>"I can't think!"</p> + +<p>"Won't you tell me what it is?"</p> + +<p>"It's bosh," said Harry impressively, "mere +bosh!"</p> + +<p>"Tell me what you really mean by it."</p> + +<p>"How should I know? I haven't the very +slightest idea," Harry said, stretching himself.</p> + +<p>Van Buren looked thoughtfully out of the +window.</p> + +<p>"How do you suppose our ro-mances will +end?"</p> + +<p>"As badly as possible; romances always do," +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[114]</a></span>said Harry. "We ought to be only too thankful +that they end at all."</p> + +<p>"Why, I'm afraid you're a pessimist! How +do you define a pessimist, Harry?"</p> + +<p>"What a mania you have for definition, old +chap! I think I agree with the little girl who +said that an optimist is the man who looks after +your eyes, and the pessimist the person who +looks after your feet."</p> + +<p>"Why, that's very subtle. I quite see what +she means. There's a lot in that idea, Harry." +He thought gravely.</p> + +<p>"Is there? Well, come out to lunch."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[115]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + +<h3>A HOME CHAT</h3> + + +<p>"Yes, Romer, on the whole I don't think +our season's been a success. With any +amount of struggle, worry, bother, clothes, +motoring, and making up parties, we've just +succeeded in not getting Daphne married to +Van Buren, and putting your mother in a perpetual, +constant, lasting bad temper."</p> + +<p>"Have we?" said Romer.</p> + +<p>He was sitting in an arm-chair listening, as +usual, while Valentia talked. He did not always +understand what she was saying, nor did he +even always know the subject she was discussing, +but he loved to hear her voice, that was +like an incantation in his ears. He said a few +words occasionally, desiring that the musical +sound should continue.</p> + +<p>"All our old friends seem to have grown dull +and sensible except Harry, and he's been rather +jerky and unsatisfactory—and all the new ones +have turned out complete failures. When I say +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[116]</a></span>they're complete failures, of course I mean +they've bored me. But, of course, it may not +have been their object in life to do anything +else."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Look at Mr. Rathbone—a man like that, +tattooed, and collecting old programmes of theatres. +Well, he's as dull as ditchwater, perfectly +stupid and always saying the right thing to the +wrong people. Then Captain Foster, who seemed +perfectly harmless and only decorative, +turns out to be really dangerous, and to count. +He's in love with Daphne, and he has got his +mother, who is very weak and foolish and +sentimental, round on his side, and Daphne's +always going to tea or to lunch there, and +they've utterly spoilt her—at least, her taste +in hats has gone all wrong, and she told me that +Mrs. Foster had pink paper shavings in her +drawing-room fireplace, and asked me why I +didn't have them too!"</p> + +<p>"Really?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. And though she's very good, I know +it'll end in our having to give in, and a pretty +wedding, and a tiny flat, and utter wretchedness! +And Daphne will get to like old Mrs. +Foster better than me, and they'll have five +hundred a year at the most; and even if they +aren't really miserable she'll have to gradually +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</a></span>grow suburban, and come up to the theatre and +have to rush off so as to catch the last train +back to Boshan or Doddington or somewhere! +I mean if they take a little house out of town—near +Mrs. Foster. However, I'm not going to +give in just yet.... I could understand a slight +sacrifice—or even a big one if I were in love +with Captain Foster, but I'm not. I suppose +you'll say that I needn't be, but that isn't the +point. The utter absurdity is that all Daphne +wants of him she could see now. No one minds +her seeing him. But why should she break up +her life and spoil her future for it? Of course, +<i>that</i> part is <i>his</i> idea. He is so selfish that he +isn't satisfied with the harmless fun they have +now, but wants her to live all her life in a sort +of workman's cottage or tenement building just +for the sake of the joy, privilege, and honour of +having every meal with him!"</p> + +<p>"What a brute!" said Romer mildly.</p> + +<p>"Isn't he? And suppose a war broke out, and +that darling, handsome boy perhaps put an end +to suddenly by a bullet, or mentioned in despatches, +or something, and promoted—oh, +please don't talk to me about it any more, +Romer. I hate the life. But I suppose she'll have +to go her own way."</p> + +<p>Valentia paused and looked pensively in the +glass.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</a></span>"And dear Van Buren, he's been pretty badly +treated, I think. I suppose he knows it isn't my +fault or Harry's. I try to make up for it in lots +of ways—by getting him an introduction to the +man who wants to fly across the Atlantic. I +really hoped he would say to Van Buren, 'Fly +with me!' but he didn't, and in the most +roundabout way and by the most fearful lot of +trouble—chiefly through me—he was asked to +dinner to meet that other man—I forget his +name, the one who keeps on discovering the +North Pole. And it seems he is a dear, and +awfully good-looking. And then he—Van, I +mean—has met Bernard Shaw, and Graham +White, and Lloyd George, and Thomas Hardy, +and Sargent, and Lord Roberts, and Henry +James, and even Gabrielle Ray, so he hasn't +had such a bad time in London. I don't see that +he has anything to complain of, do you, Romer?"</p> + +<p>"Shouldn't think so."</p> + +<p>"That was what he wanted, you know," +continued Valentia. "But if we couldn't get +him a wife as well, it's not our fault. I'm sure +we've tried our best. He's such a dear, and very +fond of England. He has been most useful to +Harry, I'm sure; and——I think the new +fashions are simply frightful. The new way +they're going to do the hair will be revoltingly +unbecoming, and the whole thing will make +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</a></span>every one look hopelessly dowdy. The smarter +you are, the more of a frump you will look!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I say, Val!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, you will—I mean I will, but I won't.... +Because I'm not going to follow the fashion like +a sheep. And if you're not very careful I shall +dress in a style of my own."</p> + +<p>"Like a sheep! Do sheep follow the fashion?"</p> + +<p>"Of course they do. Didn't you know that? +What one does all the rest do. Of course it +doesn't change so often—even in the best +Southdown circles—at least <i>we</i> don't notice the +change. When a new kind of 'baa' comes in and +they all echo it we don't see any difference, but +I don't suppose they see any difference in our +fashions either. Oh, and Romer, I've been +worried because I feel I've got so frightfully +empty-headed and unintellectual through just +<i>living</i>, never reading or thinking, when we go +down to the Green Gate I shall read a lot of +serious books. I'm going to read H. G. Wells, +and Hichens, and Aristotle, and some history, +and all sorts of 'improving' things. When are +we going?"</p> + +<p>"As soon as possible," said Romer, brightening +up. "Let's go next Wednesday."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I can't be ready quite as soon as that, +Romer dear! Let's go on Tuesday. I'll arrange +it all."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</a></span>"Good!" said Romer, beaming.</p> + +<p>"And I'll get Harry to come down with us."</p> + +<p>"Thought he was going yachting with the +Walmers?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, he's not, after all.... He doesn't +really care for the sea."</p> + +<p>"Oh!"</p> + +<p>"Harry, of course, is sorry for Van Buren," +continued Valentia. "And yet he takes Daphne's +part about Cyril Foster. He knows it's spoiling +her, but he thinks she ought to be spoilt; he's +so fond of Daphne."</p> + +<p>"Why doesn't he marry her himself?" asked +Romer.</p> + +<p>"Harry?" She looked at him in surprise. +"Why, Romer, what a harpist you are. If I've +told you once, I've told you a hundred times, he +never marries! Harry has a great many bad +habits, goodness knows. But marrying isn't one +of them."</p> + +<p>"Do you think he's keen on some one else?" +asked Romer after a rather long pause.</p> + +<p>She seemed annoyed at the question, then +smiled again.</p> + +<p>"I don't know! The other day I called at the +studio unexpectedly to ask for something I'd +forgotten, and found Harry improvising at the +piano—you know that way he has of improvising +from memory—an inaccurate memory—of +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</a></span>some well-known composer. I've never +known him do it except when he wanted to—please +some woman. Well, Lady Walmer was +there, leaning over the piano and listening. +Should you think from that he's keen, as you +call it, on her?"</p> + +<p>"Lady Walmer! At her age!"</p> + +<p>"Why, Romer, she's no older than anybody +else! It doesn't matter nowadays in the very +slightest degree whether one is twenty-eight, +or thirty-eight, or even forty-eight. To a +modern man it's all exactly the same. Of course, +if a flapper is what is required, well then, +naturally, he must be shown to another department. +But apart from that—why, Lady Walmer +would be quite as dangerous a rival for me as a +woman ten years or twenty years younger. +And I'm not twenty-five yet."</p> + +<p>"Rival to <i>you</i>? What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>Romer stared at her, a spark of his fanatic +admiration showing in his eyes.</p> + +<p>She laughed and hurried on.</p> + +<p>"Nothing. I never mean anything. I know +what you think, Harry is not a marrying man, +but he might become one. But a girl like Alec +Walmer! With the figure of a suffragette and +the mind of a canary who plays cricket, or a +goose who goes in for golf——"</p> + +<p>"Heaps of cash."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</a></span>"Yes, I know. But Harry's an artist—he needs +sympathy."</p> + +<p>"He's got his head screwed on the right way."</p> + +<p>"But his heart's in the right place."</p> + +<p>"What is the right place?"</p> + +<p>"Don't be irritating, Romer. We'll go to the +Green Gate on Monday then. And now I must +go out and order a short tweed skirt, and a +garden roller, and a few other things that we +shall need in the country. Leave it all to me! +No, I never forget anything; even your mother +says I'm practical. And oh, do let's try and put +her in a good temper before we go away. You'd +better go and see her and say good-bye to-day, +early in the afternoon, alone. And then I'll go +in late and take away the impression of anything +you've said wrong. Do you see, darling? Dear +Romer!"</p> + +<p>She went out of the room like a sunbeam in +a hurry.</p> + +<p>Romer followed her with a wondering expression. +To him her movements, her hair, her eyes +seemed to suggest some fascinating language he +had not yet learnt. She seemed to him almost +a magic creature.</p> + +<p>As usual, he showed his sensations simply by +obeying. He went to say good-bye to his mother.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + +<h3>VALENTIA'S VISIT</h3> + + +<p>Romer's mother, looking intensely cross—it +was her form of deep thought—was re-embroidering, +with extra little stitches, and +unnecessary little French knots, and elaborate +little buttonholes that would never see +a button, a large and fine piece of embroidery +on which she had been working for many +months. She had that decadent love of minute +finish in the unessential so often seen in persons +of a nervous yet persistent temperament.</p> + +<p>She was expecting her daughter-in-law. +Romer had said, "Val will look in this afternoon."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Valentia arrived, delightfully dressed, and, +to the casual observer, looking just as usual, but +in her costume there was just that nuance of +difference—what was it?—extra sobriety, a +more subdued look—some trifle that she had +worn last year to suggest to the seeing eye a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</a></span>hint of praiseworthy economy?—at any rate, +a shade that other young married women +would recognise at once as the right note when +calling on one's mother-in-law.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn greeted her with real pleasure, +and with far more warmth than she ever +showed to her son (her affection for him being +authentic). The sight of Valentia, however, +always genuinely raised her spirits. She was +fascinated by her, and had an obscure desire +to gain Valentia's liking, and even admiration—by +force, if necessary! At the same time she +felt jealousy, disapproval, an odd pride in the +girl's charming appearance, and a venomous +desire to give her slight pain.</p> + +<p>"Romer has been here, I see—I mean, I +guess he has by the cigarette. He's the only +person who's allowed to smoke here. Yes, +Mrs. Wyburn, we're off on Wednesday. Won't +you miss us awfully? But I shall be very glad +to go. I've really had enough of the season." +Val spoke with a shade of weariness.</p> + +<p>"No wonder! I suppose you've hardly had +one quiet evening at home the last three weeks?"</p> + +<p>"Very likely not one. Even when we're +quite alone Harry comes round, and often his +American friend too."</p> + +<p>This was a challenge.</p> + +<p>Valentia was sitting opposite the light, dressed +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</a></span>in blue, in a black hat of moderate size, looking +straight at the elder lady with a smile, and +stirring her cup of tea.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn admired her pluck and the fit +of her dress.</p> + +<p>"Yes, exactly—just what I should have +thought. You know what a horror I have of +displaying anything in the shape or form of +<i>interference</i>, dear Valentia. But, since you've +mentioned it yourself, may I just say, doesn't +it seem almost a pity that you should never be +alone with your husband?"</p> + +<p>Valentia began to laugh.</p> + +<p>"Oh, really, Mrs. Wyburn, why do you +assume that? But of course we're longing for a +quiet time. That is why we're going away so +early. What <i>delicious</i> China tea! Yours is the +only house where one gets it quite like this."</p> + +<p>She put down her cup, which was more than +half full, with a slight sigh.</p> + +<p>"Romer hates China tea too," said Mrs. +Wyburn. "It would be really better for your +nerves if you'd drink it, my dear."</p> + +<p>"And when do you go to Bournemouth?"</p> + +<p>"The first week in August. So I shall be able +to come down one day—as Romer asked me—before +I go, and just have a peep at what you're +all doing at the Green Gate."</p> + +<p>She smiled with grotesque playfulness.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</a></span>"Oh, that will be nice," said Valentia. "It +must be looking lovely now. Did Romer say +anything else of any importance?"</p> + +<p>"He never says much, as you know, important +or not! He's very like his poor father, who +really used to sit opposite to me for hours at a +time without opening his lips."</p> + +<p>"A strong, silent man," murmured Val sympathetically. +"I know so well what you mean."</p> + +<p>"Indeed you don't," snapped Mrs. Wyburn. +"He was the weakest creature—<i>morally</i>, I +mean, poor dear—that ever breathed. He was +a very tall, fine man, but yet any pretty woman +could turn him round her little finger! It was +his most marked characteristic."</p> + +<p>"Fancy! Devoted to you, of course. Romer's +often told me."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure he hasn't. What can Romer know +of my domestic troubles, as he was just four +when he lost his poor father? But however that +may be, I do hope, Valentia, you will wear +warm, <i>sensible</i> clothes for the garden. I never +quite like the idea of your sitting out on that +little terrace late in the evening with practically +nothing on your shoulders. People should +be so careful of the night air."</p> + +<p>"How thoughtful of you, Mrs. Wyburn! But +I have a wrap—I never sit out without a wrap."</p> + +<p>"Pink chiffon, I suppose?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</a></span>"Now how did you know? You seem to have +second sight!"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I guessed as much. Very candidly, dear +Valentia, I don't approve of pink chiffon. But +we women of an elder generation are never +listened to, though our advice is worth hearing, +I can tell you."</p> + +<p>"Oh no, Mrs. Wyburn, don't say that. What +would you advise instead then—a red crochet +woollen shawl? I'll get one, of course. How +lovely that embroidery is getting that you're +doing! I remember last February thinking that +it was as beautiful as it could be, and now it +is more wonderful still. Let me look."</p> + +<p>She bent down her pretty head to admire it.</p> + +<p>"Is it my fancy, or the light, or hasn't your +hair grown a little brighter in colour lately, +Valentia dear?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, do you really think so? I'm so glad. I +was afraid it was just the same—just as it was +in Harry's portrait of me, you know."</p> + +<p>"It does look very like the portrait. But, very +frankly—you won't mind my saying so?—I +think that if it were not quite so fair it would +be an improvement."</p> + +<p>"Oh, naughty Mrs. Wyburn! Fancy your +wanting me to touch up my hair—make it +dark at the roots, I suppose, as so many people +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</a></span>seem to do! Oh! I wouldn't! What would +Romer say? He likes it like this."</p> + +<p>Before the elder lady had quite recovered +from the blow, Valentia went on carelessly—</p> + +<p>"Daphne sent her love to you. She mayn't +have time to come and see you before we leave."</p> + +<p>"Has she been going to any more fancy balls +as Rosalind?" asked Mrs. Wyburn sarcastically.</p> + +<p>"No, oh no. There haven't been any more."</p> + +<p>"I heard a report—oh, only a report—that +Mr. Van Buren is a great admirer of your +sister's; indeed, it was even said that they were +going to be engaged."</p> + +<p>This was really a sore subject to Valentia. +Her temper began to waver slightly. It had been +a very pet scheme of hers, and only Daphne +herself had defeated it by refusing the millionaire. +But of course she knew better than to tell +Mrs. Wyburn that.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, you heard that. I believe he does +admire her very much. But I hope I'm not +going to lose Daphne yet."</p> + +<p>Something in her expression warned Mrs. +Wyburn, who said affectionately—</p> + +<p>"Well, there's plenty of time; she's <i>so</i> young. +I don't believe in girls marrying till they're +sensible women and know something of housekeeping, +and are fitted to deal with their +servants."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</a></span>"I hope you haven't been having any more +trouble with yours lately?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I have! I had just sent for the housemaid +to give her notice because she never dusts +the lustres properly, when she turned round +and gave it—notice, I mean—to <i>me</i>!"</p> + +<p>"What a blessing! It saved you the trouble."</p> + +<p>"On the contrary, if you knew anything of +domestics, Valentia, you would see that it put +me in a most awkward position—most awkward; +and now I shall have to live at Mrs. +Hunt's!"</p> + +<p>"To live at Mrs. Hunt's?" repeated Val, as if +stupefied. "Why, you're not going to leave your +charming house? And who is Mrs. Hunt?—an +old friend of yours?"</p> + +<p>"Don't you really know who Mrs. Hunt is, +Valentia?" Mrs. Wyburn's voice trembled.</p> + +<p>"No; I haven't the faintest idea."</p> + +<p>"She's a Registry Off——Well, may you +never know! Certainly I'm not going to leave +my house. The idea of such a thing!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm <i>so</i> glad," said Val, getting up. "I'm +afraid I must leave it, though. I have so many +little things to do before I go. Now, Mrs. +Wyburn, take great care of yourself, and I do +<i>hope</i> you'll get a nice housemaid quite soon. +That sort of thing is so worrying, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn accompanied her to the door, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</a></span>and as usual stood on the landing with her, +complaining of various troubles, and finally +parted with caressing words and advice about +going for country clothes to "a little dressmaker—quite +near here—who runs up one's blouses +and skirts."</p> + +<p>"Does she? Fancy! She must be small! Good-bye!" ...</p> + +<p>... "What a woman!" murmured Val as she +got into the carriage.</p> + +<p>"What a wife for Romer!" exclaimed Mrs. +Wyburn as the door shut.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + +<h3>A SUGGESTION</h3> + + +<p>Miss Luscombe, humming a tune, was +wandering round her drawing-room, arranging +it. She always hummed a little tune +when she was alone, if possible some quaint old +French air. Not that she was really alone now; +only her invisible mother was with her. To do +her justice, Flora took as much trouble to impress +this almost imperceptible audience as if +she represented a large crowd.</p> + +<p>"There!" she said. She dusted a little blue +vase and put it further back. "Now you're nice +and tidy. No, you go back there, you ugly +thing!" pouting at a photograph, "you're not +wanted to-day! Come out more in the light, +Lady Charles! We want you to be seen. <i>That's</i> +better!"</p> + +<p>From the depths of an arm-chair, where she +was hidden, Mrs. Luscombe, who was watching +her with intense irritation, said sharply—</p> + +<p>"Who do you expect to-day?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</a></span>"Oh! how you startled me, Mummy! I didn't +know you were there.... Isn't it funny, when +you wear that dark red dress, <i>just</i> the colour of +the armchair, one doesn't see you?"</p> + +<p>She went on humming in the low, sweet +voice, "<i>La violette double, double—la violette +double-ra-ra.</i>"</p> + +<p>"Pray stop that, Flora. My nerves won't bear +it. Who did you say you expect?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Rathbone, darling, if you <i>must</i> know. +Mr. John Ryland Rathbone, to be exact. You +know he's one of the Catford Rathbones, don't +you, Mummy?"</p> + +<p>"What's a Catford Rathbone?"</p> + +<p>"Dear mamma!" she laughed. "It's quite a +good old family. One of the untitled aristocracy."</p> + +<p>"I thought you told me his father was a +farmer?"</p> + +<p>"No, dear—that's a little mistake. I told you +his father had <i>taken</i> to farming—as a hobby. +Besides, that's just what I mean—a fine old yeoman +stock—the backbone of the country."</p> + +<p>"Why are you praising up this Mr. Backbone—or +Rathbone—so much? Is he in love with +you?"</p> + +<p>Flora laughed coquettishly, putting on her +Russian Princess manner. It was voluble, disdainful, +and condescending. She often changed, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</a></span>quite suddenly, from an <i>ingénue</i> to a <i>grande +dame</i>, and then to an adventuress and back again +before you knew where you were.</p> + +<p>"Of course he's in love with me. What of +that? Poor boy, he must take his chance like the +others! '<i>La violette double, double——</i>' Oh, I +forgot, dear. I beg your pardon."</p> + +<p>"What's he coming here for?" pursued the +relentless mother.</p> + +<p>Miss Luscombe now became a soubrette of a +somewhat hooligan type, and pretended to +throw a little feather duster she was holding +into the depths of the arm-chair.</p> + +<p>"That remains to be seen. But I'm a girl who +knows how to take care of herself. I shall keep +him in his place, old dear. Don't you worry."</p> + +<p>"I don't."</p> + +<p>There was a ring at the door. Flora blushed +genuinely, and put some powder on. She became +sweet and tactful again, and refined, the +amiable woman of the world. She helped her +mother out of the arm-chair, quite unnecessarily, +but perhaps to hurry her departure.</p> + +<p>"You'd better leave us alone now, darling," +she said, "and girlie will tell you all about it +afterwards."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luscombe ran like a hare through a side +door.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[134]</a></span>The servant announced, throwing open the +folding doors, "Mr. Rathbone."</p> + +<p>In two seconds the feather-duster was behind +a screen, and Flora, looking really very handsome—she +was, as usual in the daytime, in +semi-evening dress—was reading a little book +covered in old vellum, and kept for the purpose +of her being found reading it. She put it down +and welcomed her guest charmingly.</p> + +<p>Rathbone, looking very fair and pink and +rather determined, had brought with him a +kind of case containing his collection of old +theatre programmes, so that he gave the impression +of being a diplomat of high importance +with a portfolio.</p> + +<p>She helped him prettily to show her the programmes, +and was pleased to see that there was +something else on his mind.</p> + +<p>She gave him a cigarette and they had tea. He +told her the ancient story of his writing to Cissie +Loftus, and how he had never received an +answer. She welcomed the anecdote as though +it combined the brilliance of a jewel with the +freshness of a daisy.</p> + +<p>Then he spoke in a somewhat thick voice and +with that rather gruff manner that she associated +with sincerity.</p> + +<p>"Miss Luscombe, I ..."—he sighed deeply. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[135]</a></span>"To tell you the truth, there's something—for a +long time I've wanted to ask you."</p> + +<p>He fixed on her intently his blue eyes, in +which there was an ardent glare.</p> + +<p>"Really, Mr. Rathbone? What can I do for +you?"</p> + +<p>"A great deal. The question is, what would +you do for me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that depends," she said, smiling, looking +down, and enjoying herself.</p> + +<p>"Not to put too fine a point upon it, Miss +Luscombe——"; he stopped nervously.</p> + +<p>"Miss Luscombe sounds so formal," she +murmured.</p> + +<p>"You wouldn't allow me to call you Flora, +would you?"</p> + +<p>He smiled, but she thought he looked disappointed. +Perhaps he was a man who needed +difficulties—opposition.</p> + +<p>"Well ... I ... it depends," she said.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Flora, you're a very charming +woman. I have a great admiration for you. What +is more, I believe you to be a thoroughly +good——" he hesitated again; was he going to +say 'woman,' 'actress?'—he decided on 'sort.'</p> + +<p>"Oh!"</p> + +<p>"Now I'll reveal to you the dream of my life, +which I wouldn't tell to anybody else."</p> + +<p>"I wonder if I can guess it?" she said, wishing +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[136]</a></span>he would hurry up. Lady Charles was coming +at half-past five to get the address of that fur +place Flora knew of, where you got things practically +for nothing—and they were worth it, too.</p> + +<p>"I know I'm not so very young," continued +the young man.</p> + +<p>"Why, you're only about thirty-four, aren't +you? I call that young."</p> + +<p>"Do you—do you really? Now I was afraid +I was getting rather too old to begin, as it were, +a fresh life. Well now"—he came a little nearer +and touched her hand, which lay on the table; it +was a pretty hand, thin and bony, with pink +polished nails and a garnet ring—"will you do +it for me? will you help me? will you not think +me foolish—too daring—too sanguine?..."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I see you've guessed. Yes. I want to +go on the stage."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[137]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + +<h3>MISS WALMER</h3> + + +<p>"And so you see, don't you, Lady Walmer, +that I really simply couldn't do it—I +mean I must do it. They're expecting me there +for the whole summer. How could I throw them +over at the last minute?"</p> + +<p>Harry spoke in his most convincing voice. He +was calling on Lady Walmer, and they were +both sitting in her little yellow boudoir. She had +just come in from a bazaar, and was wearing a +rather angry-looking hat, very much turned up +on one side, with enormous purple feathers. She +was looking very far from pleased. Her handsome +chin appeared squarer than usual. There +was a look in her eyes that more than one man +besides Harry would have been by no means +anxious to meet.</p> + +<p>She drew off her gloves, stroked one over the +other thoughtfully, and said—</p> + +<p>"Why did you promise to come on the yacht? +The whole summer's spoilt for Alec."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[138]</a></span>"I hoped I could—I thought I could manage +it. Surely you understand——"</p> + +<p>"But it's got to come to that sooner or later, +Harry. You can't make an omelette without +breaking eggs. If you want to be a respectable, +dull married man, you'll have to dissolve your +romance, you know. I should have thought you +were the last person to be weak about anybody +else's feelings!—No, it's your own, my dear boy."</p> + +<p>Harry's colour rose a little.</p> + +<p>"My dear Lady Walmer! I'm going to tell—my +cousin Valentia—all about it—I mean about +my hopes. I'm certain that she will be charming +about it—only too glad, for my sake."</p> + +<p>"Oh! And yet I thought she was human! Or—is +there some one else?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly there's some one else—there's +Romer. She's very devoted to him."</p> + +<p>"Harry, my boy, we should get on so very +much better if you wouldn't tell so many +unnecessary fibs," remarked the lady.</p> + +<p>She stood up and drew the hatpins out of +her hat.</p> + +<p>He said, "I'm quite frank with you. I don't +think I've been anything else. And, after all, I +only ask to do it in my own way—at my own +time. To choose my moment. Really, one can't +behave like an <i>impossible</i> bounder."</p> + +<p>"Oh, can't one? Well, perhaps not."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[139]</a></span>She took the hat off and put it on a table, +giving the impression suddenly, without it, of +being smooth, a little bald, and very good-tempered.</p> + +<p>"Then you'll forgive me, Lady Walmer—you'll +understand? I should think that in about +three or four weeks I shall be able to join you +somewhere. But, about fixing the date—that's +impossible. Can't I see Alec to-day?"</p> + +<p>She smiled graciously.</p> + +<p>"Certainly you may; I want you to. You must +cheer her up and say nice things to her. Poor +child, I wish she weren't so ridiculously pleased +with you. You don't care two straws for her."</p> + +<p>"I give you my word of honour that I will +make her happy."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you'll make her as happy as any +one would. It's always something to get one's +wish, even if the wish is a failure."</p> + +<p>"Now, why do you say that? It won't be a +failure."</p> + +<p>"All right. I'll send her to you. Now be a +good boy, Harry. I'm jealous—for Alec—of the +Green Gate." She smiled in her attractive way. +"Will there be an absolute rupture between you +and your ... cousins, do you think?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, good heavens, Lady Walmer, no!" said +Harry rather irritably. "We shall all be perfect +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[140]</a></span>friends, of course ... what impossible things you +expect."</p> + +<p>"I expect only what is certain."</p> + +<p>She went away.</p> + +<p>Vanity was as elemental in Harry as in any +other good-looking young man. With him, +though, it was not a mere useless pursuit—an +art-for-art's-sake joy—but invariably calculated +and used as a means to an end.</p> + +<p>He looked in the glass earnestly, then started +as Alec came in.</p> + +<p>He was always surprised and even a little <i>gêné</i> +each time he saw her, by her immense apparent +height. It seemed so much greater than it was +because of the somewhat monotonous lines of her +figure and her rather bird-like face.</p> + +<p>Harry watched her, listened to her as she +chattered away her hurried, inexpressive unmeaning +slang, and looked at him with her +bright, small, beadlike eyes.</p> + +<p>He did not appreciate her. He did not know +that behind the jerky manner and inexpressive +face there was a Soul.</p> + +<p>She had not been trained to talk sentiment, +and she could not express her ideas; so, though +she adored Harry, she only said to her mother in +confidence, when in a serious mood, that he was +all right; and when in a more playful frame of +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[141]</a></span>mind to her girl-friends, that he was a little +<i>bit</i> of all right.</p> + +<p>"Alec," he said, making her sit down in the +lowest chair (he could not bear her towering +over him), "isn't it a bore that I can't come on +the yacht?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty useless," she answered.</p> + +<p>He took her hand.</p> + +<p>"You won't forget me while I'm away, will +you, Alec?"</p> + +<p>"What do <i>you</i> think?" she answered in a +trembling voice, and then gave a loud laugh.</p> + +<p>"I don't think—I don't know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, shut up!"</p> + +<p>"Will you be just as nice when I see you +again?" continued Harry, in a carefully-modulated +voice.</p> + +<p>"Why do you ask me all this rot?" she said, +with another uneasy laugh. "Of course I shall."</p> + +<p>"Good."</p> + +<p>Harry couldn't think of anything else to say. +Then he remembered....</p> + +<p>"When I join you again I'm going to bring +you a ring. What's your favourite stone?"</p> + +<p>"Rubies and diamonds," she answered without +a moment's hesitation. "I say, how sporting +of you! That'll be ripping!"</p> + +<p>He tried to feel touched by her artless joy. He +knew he was not an ideally ardent suitor.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[142]</a></span>"Well, we'll have a good time later on, eh?" +he said in her own tone.</p> + +<p>"Don't be a silly ass!" replied the girl, her +eyes full of tears and tenderness, and her heart +of the most sincere joy and affection.</p> + +<p>Harry laughed.</p> + +<p>"Tell me, Alec, is your mother a soothing +companion? Is she a nice woman to live with?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! <i>she's</i> all right. A bit <a class="ins" href="#tnote_3" name="tAnchor_3" title="of colour">off colour</a> sometimes. +At least—well, she <i>is</i> all right, if you +understand—and yet she's <i>not</i>—if you know +what I mean."</p> + +<p>"Ah! that is a dark saying. You are pleased to +be mysterious—sphinx-like."</p> + +<p>"You <i>are</i> a rotter, Harry!"</p> + +<p>"How subtle you are, Alec. How elusive is the +lightning-play of your wit!"</p> + +<p>"<i>How</i> much?"</p> + +<p>"The random poppy of paradox grows too +often in the golden cornfield of your conversation," +Harry went on, taking her hand.</p> + +<p>"Oh, rats!" exclaimed the artless girl. "Can't +make out what you're driving at half the time, +when you go on like that. Don't believe you +know yourself."</p> + +<p>"Don't I? Really now, you know, we're +almost—well—privately engaged. May I kiss +you, Alec?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[143]</a></span>She blushed crimson, turned her face away, +and said, "Please yourself."</p> + +<p>Unable to help laughing, he kissed the top of +her head, told her to write to him, and left the +house, feeling like an entirely new and recently-discovered +kind of bounder.</p> + +<p>He hated the double game. It didn't amuse +him a bit. But now he felt he was free for a +month's holiday, during which he had, however, +the unpleasant holiday task of breaking the +news to Valentia.</p> + +<p>He was driving home, but changed his mind +and called out to the cabman to drive to +Valentia's house.</p> + +<p>He found her trying on furs—furs in mid-summer!</p> + +<p>She greeted the arrival of his exquisite discrimination +and taste with clapped hands, soft, +beaming eyes, and her smile—Valentia's smile. +Miss Walmer couldn't smile at all—she didn't +know how. She could only laugh.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[144]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a><a class="ins" href="#tnote_4" name="tAnchor_4" title="CAPTER">CHAPTER</a> XVI</h2> + +<h3>MRS. FOSTER</h3> + + +<p>Daphne had come to say good-bye to Mrs. +Foster.</p> + +<p>This lady lived in a kind of model cottage in +a garden in Ham Common. It was not at all like +the ideal, 'quaint' model cottages that one sees +advertised by well-known firms of furnishers, +though it might have been. Mrs. Foster was +rebellious to Waring, and sincerely disliked anything +modern.</p> + +<p>The little drawing-room, and indeed every +other room in the house, was principally furnished +by photographs and groups of her son Cyril—Cyril +as a very plain boy, in a skirt, with hardly +any eyes or hair, and a pout; Cyril as a 'perfect +pet' of a sailor, at six. Then Cyril in cricketing +groups (how he stood out against the other +ordinary boys!)—in Etons (looking neat and +supercilious), and then in his uniform, in which +he looked simply lovely.</p> + +<p>Daphne had an intense and growing desire to +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[145]</a></span>please his mother. In fact, curiously, she was +more anxious to gain her approbation than that +of Cyril himself. To this end she usually remade +her hats, when possible, in the train on her way +to Ham Common, and her pocket when she +arrived there was usually filled with artificial +flowers, feathers, or other ornaments that she +had taken off her hat, so as to look simple. Also +she turned it down all the way round to make +it look as if it were merely a protection from the +sun—not a hat.</p> + +<p>To-day she wore a pink-spotted muslin dress +and a straw hat, with pink ribbon. She certainly +looked extremely pretty, and not at all what she +had such a dread of before Mrs. Foster, smart. +Mrs. Foster had a horror of smartness in the +<i>jeune fille</i>.</p> + +<p>Daphne delighted her. She was a very sentimental +woman, with a strong theoretical bias +for the practical. She was by way of teaching +Daphne housekeeping and how to manage on a +small income (of which art she knew very little +herself, but was supposed to know a great deal +because she wore a kind of cap). She had a +pretty, delicate, kind face, and was wearing large +wash-leather gloves, in case she should wish to +do a little gardening later on.</p> + +<p>Daphne had still much of the child in her, and +there was nothing she enjoyed quite so much as +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[146]</a></span>gardening with Mrs. Foster, and occasionally +stopping to eat a gingerbread-nut, and hear +something about Cyril and the brilliant remarks +he had made as a child.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Foster had a chiffonnier of a kind Daphne +had never seen before, which fascinated her +because such queer delightful things came out +of it in the middle of the morning—slices of +seed cake, apples, and the gingerbread-nuts. +There were pink shavings in the fireplace, and +wherever there was not a photograph of Cyril +there was one of the Prince Imperial. Evidently +he had been the passion of Mrs. Foster's earlier +life. She loved to tell the story of how she had +seen him at Chislehurst, and how she thought +he had looked at her.</p> + +<p>There were other nice things in the cottage: +there were two rather large vases of pink china +on which were reproduced photographs of Cyril's +great-uncle and great-aunt—one in whiskers, +the other in parted but raised hair with an +Alexandra curl on the left shoulder. In these +vases folded slips of paper called spills were kept. +A modern note was struck by the presence of a +baby Grand—a jolly, clumsy, disproportioned +youthful piano, rather like a colt, on which +Daphne played Chopin to Mrs. Foster, and +sometimes The Chocolate Soldier to Cyril; and +Mrs. Foster, at twilight, sometimes played and +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[147]</a></span>even sang, "<i>I cannot sing the old songs, they are +too dear to me,</i>" which her mother used to +sing, or, coming a little nearer to the present, +"<i>Ask nothing more, nothing more, all I can give +thee, I give,</i>" a passionate song of the early +eighties.</p> + +<p>No one, except Daphne, ever did ask any more.</p> + +<p>The whole thing was, to Daphne, a treat. +Something in the atmosphere of Ladysmith +Cottage—that was its name—fascinated and +amused her.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Foster was a widow. Her husband had +been a distinguished soldier. Almost the whole +of her extremely small income had been devoted +to Cyril's education, and with the assistance +of an uncle who took interest in him, he had +been got into the Guards, where he existed +happily with a comparatively small allowance.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Foster had not been at all surprised or +annoyed at his wishing to marry at twenty-two. +She thought it extremely natural. It seemed +to her very sensible of Daphne to accept +him, and that she was the most fortunate girl +in existence.</p> + +<p>"I hope your sister doesn't mind my taking +you away from the gay, fashionable world for +a day?" she archly asked.</p> + +<p>"Oh no, of course not. We're going in the +country next week, so I wanted to see you."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[148]</a></span>"Cyril's at Aldershot. I don't think he'll be +able to come down this afternoon. He can't get +away this week, I'm afraid."</p> + +<p>"I shall see him before I go," said Daphne.</p> + +<p>"Do you have a letter from him every day, +darling?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, a few lines."</p> + +<p>"He is a noble boy!" said Mrs. Foster enthusiastically. +"How he always hated writing +letters! I remember how I guided his little hand +to write his first letter to his uncle, General +Rayner. Just as we got to the end of the letter +Cyril suddenly jumped up and threw over the +table. The letter was simply drenched in ink. +Dear boy! I've got it still.... Oh, you must +come into the garden, Daphne. I've something +new to show you. A friend of mine has just +let her house. She didn't know what to do with +her dovecot—nobody wanted it—so she's given +it to me. Come and see the dear little creatures—they +are so pretty."</p> + +<p>They went out into the garden and stood +looking at a sort of depressed pigeon-house.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Foster made strange noises, which she +thought suitable to attract the inmates, and +Daphne saw two doves who struck her as if +they had married in haste and were repenting +at leisure.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you let them go free?" suggested +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[149]</a></span>the girl. "Just think how happy and delighted +they'd be."</p> + +<p>"I doubt it. I don't think they'd know what +to do with their freedom. They're not used to +my garden yet, that's what's the matter. I do +wish they would coo; perhaps they will a little +later on." (This was a favourite expression of +Mrs. Foster's.) "I want to see one perched on +your shoulder, Daphne. It would make such a +pretty picture."</p> + +<p>"I'd rather give them something to eat," +said Daphne.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Foster started.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, of course. I fed them all yesterday +afternoon, but I forgot about them this morning. +Henry! Henry!"</p> + +<p>The smallest boy appeared that had ever been +called by that name.</p> + +<p>"Henry, feed the doves."</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"Then bring the watering-can. We're going +to water the flowers."</p> + +<p>Henry, who seemed of a morose nature, went +to obey.</p> + +<p>"I'm obliged to have a boy for the knives, +and he acts as a gardener when I'm busy," +explained Mrs. Foster. "There isn't much of a +kitchen garden, only a few gooseberries and +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[150]</a></span>apples, as you know, dear, but it's nice to think +they grow there, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Very."</p> + +<p>"Of course, I can't make much show with +them. Henry always eats them before they're +ripe, which is <i>rather</i> hard. But he's a good, +honest boy. One of his sisters has gone in for +making blouses—in the village, you know. +She's a brave girl, and I feel sure will get on."</p> + +<p>"She must be! Have you ever ...?"</p> + +<p>"Oh <i>no</i>. Of course not. <i>I</i> couldn't. When a +woman reaches a certain age, my dear, a certain +style is necessary. I don't mean great expense, +but simple little things that would suit you, +darling, wouldn't do for me. Now that little +pink thing that you're wearing—I should look +<i>nothing</i> in it, and yet I dare say Henry's sister.... +Where did you get it, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Well, it <i>came</i> from Paquin's," said Daphne. +"It's not new."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Well, we mustn't be always talking of +chiffons together, that's very frivolous. You're +fond of poetry, aren't you?"</p> + +<p>"Not so very," said Daphne truthfully.</p> + +<p>"But you would like to hear mine; I know +you would, dear," said Mrs. Foster, nodding, +and patting her hand. "Dear girl, you shall. +I've got a tiny little volume, all in manuscript. +It's quite a secret, darling. Hardly any one—now—knows +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[151]</a></span>that I was poetical. But I can tell +you anything—you're so sympathetic. I had +at one time a great wish to be a sort of—not +exactly Elizabeth Barrett Browning, or Christina +Rossetti—you know who I mean, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes."</p> + +<p>"But a singer of songs—songs of feeling. +Well, let us go into the garden. I will show it +to you later."</p> + +<p>They sprinkled a few dead flowers, picked +a few weeds, and then Mrs. Foster became +thoughtful, took off her gloves, and went to her +room and remained there for some time. She +came down with a manuscript book in her +hand. It had a shiny cover, and in the right-hand +corner a piece of the cover was cut out. +On the paper, showing through, was written +in Mrs. Foster's delicate handwriting, "Fireflies +of Fancy."</p> + +<p>"This," she said, patting it, "is my little +book, and after lunch I'll read you some of the +poems, dear Daphne, though I'm not at all sure +that all of them are quite suitable for you to +hear."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mrs. Foster!" Daphne found difficulty +in believing it.</p> + +<p>"You see," continued the delicate-looking +old lady, in her sweet, refined voice, "I was +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[152]</a></span>very much under the influence of the Passionate +School—Swinburne, Rossetti, Ella Wheeler +Wilcox, and so on—at the time that I wrote. +My husband never wished me to publish them. +He didn't like them—he didn't understand +them. I don't mind admitting to you, dear, that +since I lost him I have sent one or two of the +less—well—shall we say strongly coloured?—poems +to the magazines at times, of course under +a <i>nom de plume</i>. But they were all returned. +I think they were considered too—well, too——However, +I've given up the idea of making a +name as a poetess now, and very rarely show +them to anybody; <i>very</i> rarely."</p> + +<p>Daphne answered, with absolute sincerity, +that she was dying to see them.</p> + +<p>After lunch, when they retired to the little +drawing-room, Mrs. Foster sat down with her +back to the light, and a slight flush on her cheek, +and took up the book.</p> + +<p>Daphne sat in a low little crimson arm-chair +exactly opposite her, clasping her knees, her +brown eyes fixed with the greatest interest as +Mrs. Foster turned and turned the pages as if +unable to select a suitable verse.</p> + +<p>Then she began to read, in her soft, yet rather +high voice, which seemed suited only to gentle +greetings and adieux, or quavering orders to +Henry.</p> + +<div><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[153]</a></span></div> +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"NIGHT TIME<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0"><i>He glanced as he passed,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>And I hope, and I quiver,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>I howl and I shudder with pains;</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>And like a she-tiger</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Or overcharged river,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>My blood rushes on through my veins."</i><br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>She stopped suddenly.</p> + +<p>"No, no, dear. I won't read this. Wait a +minute. I remember now that was the one that +was returned because it was too—er——I'll +find you another one."</p> + +<p>"Oh, do finish that one," said Daphne, +"please! Isn't the light too much for your eyes?"</p> + +<p>She jumped up quickly and pulled down the +blind an inch or two, and then came back, +having controlled herself.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Foster looked at her rather sharply, and +took no notice of what she supposed was emotion.</p> + +<p>"Ah, here is something more suited to you, +<a class="ins" href="#tnote_5" name="tAnchor_5" title="darling.">darling."</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">SPRING<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0 smcap">A Question, and an Answer</span><br /> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0"><i>Will all the year be summer-time,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>And each night have a moon?</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Ah no, the Spring will quickly go,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>And winter cometh soon.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0"><i>And will your clasp warm mine like wine?</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>And will you love me true?</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Ah no, the autumn leaves arrive,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>And we must bid adieu.</i><br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[154]</a></span>"That's a rather pretty thing, in its way, +isn't it?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Very."</p> + +<p>"Here's one more.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">A REMEMBRANCE<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0"><i>Seems it well to see</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>A wild honey bee</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Gold in the sun,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Ere day is done,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Sitting on a rose,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>As the summer time grows.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0"><i>Ah, the bold, brave days,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Ere the glass of Time</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>'Neath the sun's rays,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Like a flame of fire,—</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>And the</i> ..."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>She stopped again.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't think this is quite——"</p> + +<p>"Do, do go on!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Foster looked at her.</p> + +<p>"You have a great deal of sensibility, Daphne. +I believe you have tears in your eyes."</p> + +<p>"No, I haven't really." She turned away her +head, nearly choking.</p> + +<p>A loud knock was heard at the front door.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Foster looked out of the window.</p> + +<p>"It's Cyril!" she exclaimed. "He's got away +after all. Quick! Quick!" She threw the book +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[155]</a></span>under a cushion and sat on it. With trembling +fingers she took up some needlework out of a +basket.</p> + +<p>"Not a word—not a word! Go and meet him +in the hall, dear. He's come to give us a surprise. +I'll wait."</p> + +<p>Blushing and laughing Daphne ran downstairs.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[156]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + +<h3>ENGAGED</h3> + + +<p>Daphne and Cyril sat in the garden +together. The conditions seemed ideal. +It was a lovely afternoon; the sun was hot, but +a gay irresponsible little west wind stirred the +trees; bees hummed industriously, butterflies +darted casually about among the few flowers, +and even the reticent doves cooed from time +to time, condescendingly. Peeping through the +blind Mrs. Foster thought the two young people +made a perfect picture, and was reminded of +the Golden Age. Indeed, they had very much +the charming, almost improbable air of the +figures in a Summer Number of an illustrated +paper. Perhaps the conditions were too perfect: +the lovers had, of course, nothing to sit on but +a rustic seat—Mrs. Foster would have thought +it a crime to have anything else in a garden, and +rustic seats are, no doubt, picturesque, but they +are very uncomfortable; they seem to consist of +nothing but points and knobs, gnarls and corners.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[157]</a></span>When Daphne was alone with Cyril like this +she felt contented and peaceful at first, and then +she began to wonder why she wasn't happier +still—why she didn't feel ecstatic. She was +proud of Cyril; he looked very handsome in +flannels, his regular features, smooth fair hair, +small head and small feet all added to his +resemblance to the hero in the holiday number.</p> + +<p>Cyril said—</p> + +<p>"Dear little girl!" and took her hand.</p> + +<p>She laughed and answered—</p> + +<p>"Dear old boy!"</p> + +<p>Then he said—</p> + +<p>"By Jove! you do look ripping, Daphne."</p> + +<p>She smiled.</p> + +<p>"Jolly being here like this, isn't it?" said +Cyril.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it?" she answered.</p> + +<p>"Jolly day, too."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Wasn't it lucky I was able to get away?"</p> + +<p>"Rather."</p> + +<p>"It was a fearful rush."</p> + +<p>"It must have been."</p> + +<p>"Jove, it is hot!"</p> + +<p>There was a pause.</p> + +<p>"Darling!"</p> + +<p>"Dear boy!"</p> + +<p>"May I smoke a cigarette, dear?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[158]</a></span>"Yes, do."</p> + +<p>He lit a cigarette, and then put his arm +round her waist.</p> + +<p>"Don't, Cyril."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" he asked, removing it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know. Henry or some one might +see."</p> + +<p>"What's Henry?"</p> + +<p>"A sort of gardener boy—the boy whose sort +of sister makes kind of blouses in the village."</p> + +<p>"Oh, does he matter?"</p> + +<p>Cyril was wondering if he could ask for a +drink.</p> + +<p>When they were left entirely alone, on purpose +to be free, he always felt rather shy and +awkward, and intensely thirsty.</p> + +<p>Daphne began to think about what time it +was, and about her train back—subjects that +never occurred to her when she was alone with +Mrs. Foster.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I shall soon have to be going," +she said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I say! What, the moment I've arrived?"</p> + +<p>He tried not to feel a little relieved. He +wondered why he hadn't more to say to her. He +had been desperate to get consent to their engagement, +and was always extremely anxious and +counting the minutes till they met, and when +they were together, alone after much elaborate +scheming, he felt a little embarrassed, and, like +his fiancée, was surprised he wasn't happier.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[159]</a></span>"I say, Daphne!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear."</p> + +<p>"You do look sweet."</p> + +<p>"Do you really think so?"</p> + +<p>"Simply ripping! I say!"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Won't it be jolly when we're married?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; lovely."</p> + +<p>"It will be all the time just like this, you +see—only nicer ... I say! Isn't it hot?"</p> + +<p>They sat holding hands, he looking at her +admiringly, she feeling mildly pleased that such +a dear, handsome boy should be so fond of her. +In the minds of both was another sensation, +which they did not recognise, or, at all events, +would not admit to themselves. They both, +especially Cyril, counted the minutes to these +<i>tête-à-têtes</i>, and immediately afterwards looked +back on them with regret, feeling they had +missed something. They wrote to each other +frequent, short, but intensely affectionate letters +about the happiness these interviews had given +them. Yet, while they actually lasted, both +Cyril and Daphne, had they only known it, +were really rather bored. The next day, or the +same evening, Cyril would write to her:—</p> + +<p>"My own Darling,—How jolly it was having +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[160]</a></span>you a little to myself to-day! And to think that +you really care for me!" and so on.</p> + +<p>And she would enjoy writing back:—</p> + +<p>"Dearest,—Didn't we have a heavenly time +in the garden yesterday?" and so forth.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>As a matter of fact, they had not had a +heavenly time at all; when he kissed her, which +he sometimes did, she did not really like it, +though she knew she ought, and it gave her +a sort of mental gratification to think that he +<i>had</i> given this manifestation of love, as she +knew it was considered the right thing.</p> + +<p>He did not really regard her as a woman at +all, but more as a lovely doll, or sweet companion, +and it pleased his vanity immensely to +think he should be allowed this privilege, +which at the same time seemed to him a little +unnecessary, and even derogatory to her, +though he enjoyed it very much too, in a somewhat +uncomfortable way.</p> + +<p>The fact that their engagement was so +indefinite, that they had hardly any hope of +being married for at least two years, perhaps +added a little to the <i>gêne</i> of these meetings. +The instant they were separated he began to +long to see her alone again. Daphne felt sure +she must be really in love because she took +comparatively little interest in anything that +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</a></span>was not more or less connected with the idea +of Cyril. Perhaps she enjoyed the things she +associated with him more than his actual presence. +Talking about him to Valentia, or +hearing about him from his mother, seemed +more amusing and exciting than sitting with +him alone and holding his hand. She would +have liked best never to see him except in +evening dress at a party, only to hear about him +or think about him all day.</p> + +<p>Cyril was sure that his feeling was real love, +because he did not care two straws how hard up +they should be when they were married, and +because if he heard any one sing a sentimental +song, however badly, he immediately thought +of her with the greatest tenderness. He believed +he missed her every moment of the day, and he +took great trouble to see her, especially when +there was a chance of their being alone. But, as +a matter of fact, he was rather glad when Mrs. +Foster came out into the garden; and when he +had seen Daphne off at the station, although it +was a pang to see her go away without him, it +was perhaps also a slight relief.</p> + +<p>When Val came to meet her at the station, +full of news about the extraordinary number +of exciting things that had happened in the day, +and they dashed back to dress for a dinner +Harry was giving before going to a dance, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</a></span>Daphne felt a tinge of sentiment and regret for +the idyllic happiness in the garden, and began +to count the hours until they should meet alone +again. The glamour always returned an hour +or so after they had been separated.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[163]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + +<h3>AT THE CARLTON</h3> + + +<p>With characteristic amiability, combined +with that courage which had caused +impatient people, who snubbed her in vain, to +say she had the hide of a rhinoceros, Miss +Luscombe had accepted the blow of Rathbone's +proposal—the proposal which she had taken for +an offer of marriage, but which was really an +offer to go on the stage. She set to work at once +making little efforts (most of which she knew +to be futile) to arrange the matter. After all, +if she should succeed in getting him some sort of +a part, mightn't he, out of gratitude?... And +she saw visions. Again, he had evidently got it +very badly, this mania for acting and dressing +up, and he had really quite enough money, if +he chose to devote it to this object only; why +shouldn't he take a theatre—make himself the +manager and <i>jeune premier</i>, or, for the matter +of that, <i>vieux dernier</i>—it really didn't matter—and +let her be the leading lady? That was if he +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[164]</a></span>failed in every other scheme. She wrote letters +to various people whom she knew on the stage, +mentioning Rathbone's enormous willingness +to take <i>anything</i>, his gentlemanly appearance, +and, she felt sure, really <i>some</i> talent, though +no experience. Most people took no notice, but +after a while she received an offer for him to +play one of the gentlemen in the chorus of <i>Our +Miss Gibbs</i> in a second-rate little touring company +of the smaller northern provincial towns.</p> + +<p>It was an excuse for an interview, certainly; +but this for a man who wished to play Romeo! +And if, in his enthusiasm, he should actually +accept it, it would take him away from her. +However, hearing that she had some news for +him, he, in his delighted gratitude, asked her to +tea at the Carlton.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>They were seated in the Palm Court eating +their tea-cakes and sandwiches to the sound of +"The Teddy Bear's Picnic," which made one +feel cheerful and reckless, followed by "Simple +Aveu," a thin, sentimental solo on the violin that +made one feel resigned and melancholy. It was +played by a man with a three-cornered face and +a very bald head, who gazed at the ceiling as if +in a kind of swoon—a swoon that might have +been induced either by tender ecstasy or acute +boredom.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[165]</a></span>All around them were noisy Americans, neatly +dressed, and a good many prim, self-conscious +ladies on the stage who had come on from their +<i>matinées</i> and were accompanied mostly either +by very young and rather chinless adorers, or +by fat, fatuous men with dark moustaches, hair +inclined to curl, and clothes a shade too gorgeous.</p> + +<p>Here and there a simple, provincial-looking +family were to be seen who had come up for a +few days and had been to an afternoon performance, +and were talking with great animation +of the rights and wrongs of the hero and heroine +of the play. It was characteristic of the provincials +that they were really excited about the play +itself, hardly knowing who were performing, +while the suburbanites took interest only in the +actors, all of whom they knew well by name and +reputation, even their private life—at least, as +much of it as got into the <i>Prattler</i>, <i>The Perfect +Lady</i>, and <i>Home Chirps</i>.</p> + +<p>On the whole it was a very characteristic +London crowd, in that it consisted almost +entirely of desirable aliens. Here and there, +indeed, one saw a thin, slim, pretty woman with +a happy but bothered-looking young man, both +obviously English, who talked in low tones, and +were evidently at some stage or other of a rose-coloured +romance; but they were the exception.</p> + +<p>Amidst this noisy and confused clientèle, with +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[166]</a></span>its showy clothes and obvious feminine charms, +Miss Luscombe looked a strange, stray, untidy +hothouse plant. She was odd and artificial, and +dressed like nothing on earth, in pale and faded +colours; but she was not vulgar. She was rather +queer and delicate, and intensely amiable. Her +self-consciousness made no claim on one; she +was not exacting—always pleased and good-tempered. +Rathbone recognised these qualities +in her, and liked her better to-day, amidst the +scent of the tea-cakes and cigarettes and the +whine of the violin, than he had ever liked her +before.</p> + +<p>Pink, fair, calm, clean, and really hardly anything +else, except extremely correct, and always +good form, without being too noticeably so, no +one would have dreamed that this quiet young +man, who looked like a shy subaltern, was +simply dying to disport himself on the stage, and +that it was the dream of his life to make an utter +ass of himself as Hamlet, or a hopeless fool of +himself as (say) the hero in <i>Still Waters Run +Deep</i>—a play he had seen as a boy and had +always longed to act in.</p> + +<p>She had broken the news to him.</p> + +<p>"Miss Luscombe, do you mean to say that is +the very best you can do for me?"</p> + +<p>She explained the difficulties.</p> + +<p>He was only one of so many! Unless the name +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[167]</a></span>was known it was frightfully difficult—even for +geniuses—to get on. Of course, he might try, +and go and see the various managers himself, +but, frankly, probably nothing would come of it.</p> + +<p>He was deeply depressed. What should she +suggest?</p> + +<p>"Might I ask if you care very, very much?" +she asked.</p> + +<p>"You might. I do." Yes. His heart was set +on it.</p> + +<p>Was it really? Well, if he simply hadn't the +strength to go on living another day without +going on the stage, the only thing, clearly, was +just to hire a theatre and <i>go</i> on! A <i>matinée</i>, +perhaps. Why not Romeo?</p> + +<p>"And why not Juliet?" said he, rather rashly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that would be lovely!"</p> + +<p>Her attention wandered at this moment. A +very pretty, fair woman was rising from behind +a palm where she had been seated with her back +to the room. She went out rather quickly, followed +by a good-looking young man with a single +eye-glass.</p> + +<p>"They have been trying to hide!" she +exclaimed. "What a joke! It's that sweet Valentia +Wyburn and Harry de Freyne. They must have +been here when we arrived, for we should have +seen them come in. I wonder what they came +for?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</a></span>"To have tea, perhaps?" suggested Rathbone, +after deep thought, shrewdly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, I know. But why hide like that?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps they didn't want to be seen," said +Rathbone brilliantly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course, but why not? I hope it +doesn't show...."</p> + +<p>"Well, it shows there's nothing in it, or they +wouldn't come here."</p> + +<p>"Does it?" said Miss Luscombe, rather disappointed.</p> + +<p>"Well, where's the harm in being here? Ain't +we here?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, of course; but that's different. +They're cousins, too, of course; I had forgotten."</p> + +<p>"I don't see why you should worry if Romer +doesn't," said Rathbone.</p> + +<p>Before they left Rathbone had very nearly +promised to see about engaging a theatre, and +either for a charity or as an invitation <i>matinée</i>, +rope, as he expressed it, all his friends in, lock the +door, and force them to see him play Romeo to +Miss Luscombe's Juliet.</p> + +<p>Flora was deliriously happy at the idea, but +had too much experience to rely on it, and was +quite prepared to be thrown over for another +more professional actress, and asked to play one +of the ladies at the ball in the first act instead, +probably in a mask. She went home and read +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</a></span>over her one good notice—a great treasure—that +had appeared in an evening paper, and had +spoken of her as "<i>a young actress with a bright +and winsome personality</i>." That was in a very +small part, ten years ago. Would she ever get +another real chance?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h2> + +<h3>AT MISS WESTBURY'S</h3> + + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn found Miss Westbury being +sensible and decided and holding forth +about things in general to one or two friends +over the tea-cups. Something in the way the old +lady sat down and unfastened her mantle, so as +to be sure to feel the benefit of it when she went +out again, made the other women present feel +that they were not wanted, and Miss Westbury +did not attempt to detain them. For (though she +would not have put it like that) she knew that +she would get more fun out of her friend's +<i>méchanceté</i> if they were alone. Scandal, gossip +made tedious by morality, is only really enjoyable +<i>en tête-à-tête</i>.</p> + +<p>"I do so hope, Isabella, that you haven't had +any more annoyance about the silly things that +are being said about your pretty daughter-in-law," +remarked Miss Westbury, leaning back +with the comfortable amiability of a fat woman +who expects to be amused.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[171]</a></span>Mrs. Wyburn looked round the room.</p> + +<p>"Curious you never have your ceiling painted," +she said. "I've often wondered why it is. It looks—you'll +forgive me for saying so, Millie, won't +you?—as if you left it in its present state from +motives of, may I say, economy? But, of course, +I know it isn't that—I always say, it's simply +that you haven't noticed it. Thanks, no—no tea."</p> + +<p>Miss Westbury's serenity was slightly disturbed, +as her friend intended.</p> + +<p>"I certainly don't spend my whole time lying +on my back looking at the ceiling," she answered +rather brusquely. "I have far too much to do."</p> + +<p>"I never suggested that you should," quickly +replied Mrs. Wyburn. "Such a thing never +occurred to me for a single moment. And please +don't think I wish to interfere, or to make +remarks about anything that doesn't concern +me. It merely struck me that if, at any time, you +thought by some curious chance of having the +house done up, it might be a pity to leave out +the ceiling. But that was all. I do assure you, +Millie, I never dreamt of hurting your feelings."</p> + +<p>Miss Westbury laughed with a rather cackling +sound—a sound Mrs. Wyburn recognised with +satisfaction. It showed just the degree of slight +annoyance she loved to cause in any one to whom +she was speaking. Miss Westbury, however, +waived the question and became hospitable.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[172]</a></span>"Do let me persuade you to have a toasted +bun. Our baker makes them in a special way on +purpose for me. There's nothing in the world +more sensible with one's tea than a small toasted +currant bun. I was speaking to Dr. Gribling +about it only the other day, oddly enough, and +he quite agreed with me."</p> + +<p>"Why <i>only the other day</i>? and why <i>oddly +enough</i>, Millie?—I dare say you speak to him +constantly about it and about other equally +urgent matters." She spoke with what she +meant to be a slight sneer, in reply to which +Miss Westbury behaved in a manner that is +sometimes described as bridling up. She gave a +movement meant to be a toss of the head and +placed her lips firmly together.</p> + +<p>"I like Dr. Gribling, Isabella, because he's a +thoroughly sensible man—a man you can say +anything to."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn thought that Miss Westbury +would say anything to any one, and she shrewdly +suspected that Millie was probably the one gleam +of amusement in poor old Dr. Gribling's dreary +round. However, she waved the eminent +physician aside and said—</p> + +<p>"About Valentia. She and Romer have gone +down to the country, you know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed! Quite early to go. Very nice. +Have they a large party there, do you know? The +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[173]</a></span>Green Gate is such a charming place—so +picturesque."</p> + +<p>"Have you ever seen it?" Mrs. Wyburn asked.</p> + +<p>"Only in the <i>Daily Mail</i>—I mean accounts +of week-ends there, and that sort of thing. But I +believe it's quite charming. It seems almost a +pity though, doesn't it, at the end of the season +to begin the same frivolities and gaieties all over +again. I wonder they don't take a little rest."</p> + +<p>"I believe they are resting. Valentia wrote to +me that no one was staying there at all, except, +of course, Daphne."</p> + +<p>"And Harry de Freyne?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and Mr. de Freyne."</p> + +<p>"Strange," said Miss Westbury comfortably. +"Curious that extraordinary infatuation of your—son +for this young man. But he's a very +charming man, isn't he? Most agreeable?"</p> + +<p>"He's not absolutely unpleasant."</p> + +<p>"I suppose he brightens them up—amuses +them? Probably he has very high spirits. Perhaps +he has the <i>jar de veev</i>." Miss Westbury had a +private pronunciation of foreign expressions all +her own. "It is unfortunate, but do you know one +often sees that in unprincipled people, Isabella."</p> + +<p>"He knows that he's not quite a gentleman, +and is trying to laugh it off," said Mrs. Wyburn.</p> + +<p>"Does he really? Dear, dear—what a sad +thing!—and yet he certainly <i>ought</i> to be a gentleman, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[174]</a></span>you know. On his mother's side he is connected +with the——"</p> + +<p>"That's not the point," snapped Mrs. Wyburn. +"And of course I don't mean to say that—outwardly—he's +not. His manner and appearance +are distinguished. It's the soul that's vulgar."</p> + +<p>"Ah, I see! You mean you're afraid he isn't +one of <i>nature's</i> gentlemen?"</p> + +<p>"Nature? How do you mean? He has nothing +to do with nature. He's a man about town."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I beg your pardon—I understood he was +an artist. And sometimes, you know, artists are +extremely fond of nature; in fact, far <i>too</i> fond."</p> + +<p>"I believe all that painting is only done to +throw dust in people's eyes—an excuse for +idleness. Candidly, I don't like studios; I don't +think they're respectable."</p> + +<p>"I know what you mean; but still, after all"—Miss +Westbury made a feeble attempt at a good-natured +defence—"after all, if they all like it—I +mean to say, if they're all so happy, why should +we——"</p> + +<p>"I doubt if my son is happy."</p> + +<p>"Oh, really, really? Do you think he's <i>ever +noticed anything?</i> Isn't he devoted to Harry de +Freyne?"</p> + +<p>"Of course he hates him like poison," replied +the mother.</p> + +<p>Miss Westbury started in delighted horror, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[175]</a></span>and replied sharply, "How do you know that? +Did he tell you?"</p> + +<p>"Tell me! He would never tell me. Besides, +he couldn't tell me—he doesn't know it."</p> + +<p>"And how do you know it?"</p> + +<p>"Mothers know everything," she replied.</p> + +<p>After a minute's pause, Miss Westbury said—</p> + +<p>"But if you feel sure that Romer isn't happy, +and that he, almost unconsciously perhaps, +doesn't really like this young man being always +about, mightn't it some day end in some +trouble—some explosion?"</p> + +<p>"It's quite possible."</p> + +<p>"Then I wonder what Romer would do?"</p> + +<p>"I know what he would do."</p> + +<p>"Good heavens, Isabella, you don't mean to +say that he would ever bring a——"</p> + +<p>"It's really strange," said Mrs. Wyburn, "that +at your age you should still be so silly. Will you +never learn to understand anything at all? Of +course not. He would protect her."</p> + +<p>"Can't something be done? Why don't you +speak to Valentia?"</p> + +<p>"The advice of a relative-in-law in a case of +this kind has never yet been known to be of any +real use, Millie. I can only hope the whole thing +may gradually wear itself out."</p> + +<p>"May it be so, my dear!" echoed Miss Westbury, +unctuously.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[176]</a></span>Mrs. Wyburn got up to go.</p> + +<p>Miss Westbury helped her to fasten her +mantle.</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad you loosened it, or else you might +not feel the benefit of it when you go out, +Isabella," she observed, for she was not one to +miss an opportunity of making a remark of this +kind. "And <i>do</i> look on the bright side. I always +say that things of this sort may not be true, and +even if they are, everything may be for the best +in the end."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn liked to excite Millie's interest, +and yet somehow loathed her sympathy.</p> + +<p>"Yes; do you know, I really <i>should</i> have the +ceiling painted, if I were you," she said, as if it +were a new idea. "Otherwise your house is +looking so nice—quite charming. I think it such +an excellent plan not to have flowers in the +windows, only ever-greens."</p> + +<p>"So glad you think so. It <i>is</i> rather a good +arrangement, because, you see, they always +look exactly the same all the year round."</p> + +<p>"That they certainly do—and nevergreens +would be a better name for them," spitefully +said Mrs. Wyburn to herself as she drove off.</p> + +<p>"What a tiresome mood Isabella was in to-day," +said Miss Westbury to herself. "I must go +and see Jane Totness and tell her what she +said.... Ceiling, indeed! She <i>was</i> nasty!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[177]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h2> + +<h3>A PROPOSAL</h3> + + +<p>Miss Luscombe was looking out of the +window, looking up to the street, waiting. +At last she saw from her basement (the +"tank," as her friends called it) a glimpse +on the pavement of a pair of feet that she +knew. They were the feet of Mr. John Ryland +Rathbone. She hastened to prepare herself for +his visit.</p> + +<p>It is obvious that people who live in a basement +must look at life from a different point of +view from all others. The proudest of women +in that position must necessarily see it <i>de bas en +haut</i>. The woman looking out of the drawing-room +or higher for the person she is expecting +to see gets more or less of a bird's-eye view. She +sees the top of a hat first, and the person +necessarily foreshortened. From the dining-room +or ground-floor window she sees the +approaching visitor through glass, but practically +on a level, almost face to face, and therefore is +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[178]</a></span>incapable of judging him on the whole or of +taking a very large view, since any object placed +close to the eye deprives one of a sense of +proportion—shuts out everything else. But +from a basement window things are very different. +It is wonderful how much character one +learns to see in feet, and it is still more curious +how, to the accustomed eye, their expression can +vary from time to time. Flora saw at a glance +by the obstinate stamp, the bad-tempered look +of his boots, by the nervous impatience of his +stride, that Mr. Rathbone was coming to see her +in a state of agitation. One would hardly have +believed that, without having seen his face at +all, she would be so prepared for his behaviour +when he arrived as to greet him anxiously from +the door, even before he came in, with "Good +heavens, what <i>is</i> the matter?"</p> + +<p>"How do you know anything is the matter?"</p> + +<p>"I guessed. I saw your steps."</p> + +<p>"Everything is going wrong about the play. +The expenses get larger every day. To sell even +<i>one</i> ticket for a charity, they tell me, is simply +out of the question! I must invite everybody, +and even then most of them won't come. Just +think, my dear Miss Luscombe, all this trouble, +worry, and expense for amateurs to play +<i>Romeo and Juliet</i> at an invitation performance +to an absolutely empty house!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[179]</a></span>"Why do you think it will be empty?... +Your friends?"</p> + +<p>"My friends? You're my only friend! Every +chap at the Club I have spoken to about it +said they would be out of town that day. One +or two said they would come on afterwards and +join me at supper. Supper! I said it was a <i>matinée</i>; +so then they suggested I should give a dinner +afterwards. And even women, they're quite as +bad. I mentioned it to Lady Walmer. She is +always so keen on going everywhere, and makes +a hobby of odd charities and things. She said +she was going yachting that day, and also that +she was going to a wedding."</p> + +<p>"What does it matter just about Lady +Walmer?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, but it's an indication. Do we want +to have no one in a theatre but the dressmakers +who made the costumes? Miss Luscombe—Flora! +I am beginning to think we'd better +chuck it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Rathbone! The waste and the disappointment!"</p> + +<p>"It would be a greater waste to make an utter +fool of oneself in an empty house than to postpone +it. I'm nervous. I'm really frightened. I'm +beginning to see that I've been a fool. As to +disappointment, <i>that</i>, Flora, you could console +me for if you chose."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[180]</a></span>"Oh, Mr. Rathbone!"</p> + +<p>"You really have been so sweet, so patient, +it's my opinion that you are an angel!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed I'm not!"</p> + +<p>"Well, you have the patience of one. You +never think about yourself. You're all kindness +and sweetness and thought for other people. To +speak perfectly frankly, you have only one tiny +fault, Flora. And that is, that you seem a <i>little</i> +artificial. But it's my opinion that such affectations +as you have are natural to you and you +can't help them, and you would be an ideal +wife."</p> + +<p>Flora was actually silent with gratification. +She did not even laugh.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Flora, we'd better chuck the performance +altogether. Let's give it up, and have +a show instead at St. George's, Hanover Square."</p> + +<p>"Are you making fun of me?" she asked, in +a trembling voice, "because that would not be +right. It wouldn't be nice of you—in fact, it +would be rather cruel."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say you care for me the +least little bit?" He took both her hands and +stared hard at her face. "Is there something +real about you then?" he continued.</p> + +<p>Tears came to her eyes. She turned her head +away.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[181]</a></span>"This seems too good to be true," she murmured.</p> + +<p>"Let's be married," he cried, "on the day we +were going to have the show. Let's go to Oberammergau +for our honeymoon, and don't let +us ever go near the theatre again. Will you, +dear? Or am I dreaming?"</p> + +<p>"Of course. I always have," she answered ingenuously; +"but I hadn't a scrap of hope, and +I didn't know how much I cared for you."</p> + +<p>"Dear Flora, I shall give up the stage and +devote all my time to you."</p> + +<p>"So will I," she said. "I shall never want to +act again."</p> + +<p>"Nor I, never—never!"</p> + +<p>"I shall rush home and countermand everything," +he cried.</p> + +<p>"Oh, go not yet; it is not yet near day," she +quoted in the tender voice she used for recitation.</p> + +<p>He burst into peals of laughter, and put his +arms round her and kissed her impetuously.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Flora, what a fool I have been all this +time! And you knew it—you knew it perfectly +well. I thought when we were rehearsing that +once you said the words, 'O Romeo, wherefore +art <i>thou</i> Romeo?' with rather marked emphasis +<a class="ins" href="#tnote_6" name="tAnchor_6" title="on the 'thou.'"..."> +on the 'thou'...."</a></p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[182]</a></span>"Do you know that I never cared for any one +but you in my life, Flora?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, oh! Why is 'C. L.' tattooed on your +wrist?"</p> + +<p>"I'll have it taken out. I'll have Flora put +on instead. I'll have anything you like tattooed +in your honour—a hunting scene, a snap-shot +of the Coronation—anything you like."</p> + +<p>"No, please not. I don't like it; I can't bear +it. It's the only thing I ever haven't liked about +you. But we'll forget it now, won't we?" she +said.</p> + +<p>"And I'll forget the stage. Oh, Flora, how I +have worried you! Forgive me. We won't +think of anything but each other now."</p> + +<p>They repeated this sentiment again and again +in these and other words for about an hour and +a half, and forgot to turn up lights and ring the +bell.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The first real love scene Flora had ever acted +in was a triumphant success.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[183]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h2> + +<h3>HEREFORD VAUGHAN</h3> + + +<p>To have eleven plays, all written out of +one's own head, and all being performed +simultaneously in American, in Eskimo, and +even in Turkish, besides in every known European +language; to have money rolling in, and +the strange world of agents and managers +pursuing you by every post and imploring for +more contracts by every Marconigram; and +these triumphs to have come quite suddenly, +was really enough to have turned the head of +any young man; yet Hereford Vaughan's +(known by his very few intimate friends as +Gillie) had remained remarkably calm. He was +not even embittered by success.</p> + +<p>To know his jokes were being got over the +footlights of so many lands was a curious sensation, +and it often made him laugh suddenly to +reflect how wicked certain quips must sound in, +say, Japanese. Perhaps his friends were rather +inclined to resent the way he retained his +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[184]</a></span>balance after what was really an almost unheard-of +hit. They would have been readier to +pardon it had he shown some sign of boring +fatuity; or perhaps they thought he might at +least have had a temporary nervous breakdown; +taking the form (for choice) of losing all sense +of the value of money and wildly throwing +bank-notes and gold at every one he saw. But +he remained quiet, reserved, and as apparently +modest as ever.</p> + +<p>Modesty is a valuable merit (as I think +Schopenhauer has discovered) in people who +have no other, and the appearance of it is extremely +useful to those who have, but I am not +suggesting that Vaughan was not human, and +there was, no doubt, many a moment when he +smiled to himself, and felt that he was a great +man.</p> + +<p>He was rather secretive and mysterious than +blatant or dashing, and this, of course, made +him, on the whole, more interesting to women. +The fact that he had made a fortune and lived +alone in a charming house with nothing but +housekeepers, secretaries, telephones, typewriters, +and cooks, of course made all the women +of his acquaintance who had the match-making +instinct (and what woman has not?) desire to +see him married. As he showed no sign of doing +so, they tried to console themselves by pretending +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[185]</a></span>that he had some secret romance. Old ladies +hoped he had a broken heart for some fiancée +who was lying under the daisies, having died of +decline in the classical middle-Victorian way. +Young ladies thought that he was probably +fixed up in some way that would be sure in +time to dissolve, and that he would marry later +on. Far the most popular theory was that he +didn't marry simply because he <i>was</i> married, +privately; and that he had, no doubt, hurriedly +espoused, before he was of age (and before the +Registrar), some barmaid or chorus-girl, or +other dreadful person, who had turned out far +too respectable to divorce, and that he was thus +a young man marred. They had no grounds for +the rumour except that clever and promising +young men often did these things, and he had +always been a particularly promising young +man, and in this unfortunate case had probably +kept his promise.</p> + +<p>Vaughan was sitting one morning reading +his notices (never believe the greatest men when +they tell you that they don't do that!), when +Muir Howard came cheerily, almost boisterously, +into the room. He was an old school +friend who had been devoted to Gillie long before +his arrival, and of whose faults, virtues, +cheeriness, and admiration Vaughan had made +a confirmed habit.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[186]</a></span>Muir was a very good-looking barrister, with +vague parliamentary ambitions and a definite +love of machinery. He always had pink cheeks, +and wore a pink carnation, and looked as flourishing, +gay, and yet, somehow, battered, as Vaughan +looked pale, fresh, and sardonic. One of the +things that surprised the general public was +that Vaughan could not live without the continuous +society of a person who certainly could +not understand a word he wrote or much that +he said. They didn't realise that Vaughan was +so accustomed to not listening to Muir's long +confidences, to disputing every proposition he +made, and contradicting every word he said, +that he always felt lost when his friend was +away. Muir regarded him as a combination of +hero, genius, pet, and child, and was always +giving him advice and imploring him not to +do too much. To Vaughan he was, as I have +said, a habit, and there is always something +agreeable in a habit of which one is a little +tired.</p> + +<p>He had arrived this morning on his bicycle, +and came in bringing a whiff of heartiness, self-complacency, +and fresh air, saying, "Hallo! +hallo! hallo! Priceless to find you in, Gillie!" +All he got for it was that Vaughan looked up +and said—</p> + +<p>"You used to be only breezy. Now you're +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[187]</a></span>becoming a thorough draught. Fold up and +keep quiet, can't you?"</p> + +<p>"Nervous, I suppose," said Muir, in a sympathetic +voice. "I wonder you don't take that +stuff that you see in the papers about what is +good for——"</p> + +<p>"Sudden pains in the back on washing-day, +bending over the tub, and so forth? The portraits +of the people before taking the remedy +and after decided me. It seems, by the pictures, +to make your hair grow long and give you +whiskers and a ghastly squint. Ruins your +clothes, too. Your collars get the wrong shape."</p> + +<p>"Oh well, leave it alone, then. Perhaps you're +right.... You haven't asked me about the +Walmers' dance. I took Miss de Freyne to +supper. The American chap never turned up, +and I was getting on with her simply rippingly, +when <i>what</i> do you think she said? Confided in +me that she was privately engaged to and +frightfully keen on that boy you met at Harry's. +The baby Guardsman. Isn't it sickening?"</p> + +<p>"What did Miss Walmer do?" asked Vaughan.</p> + +<p>"She sort of hung about, waiting for Harry, +who seemed to be getting on all right with the +two strings to his bow, or two stools, or two +bundles of hay, or whatever it is. What luck +some people have!"</p> + +<p>"Not in this case. He'll lose them both."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[188]</a></span>"Really? Why?"</p> + +<p>"He's not a diplomatist, and he wants such +a lot for himself. He wants too much. No self-restraint."</p> + +<p>"Pretty useless for Mrs. Wyburn. I like her. +She looked topping last night, too. But I dare say +it'll be all right. Romer's a good chap. Awfully +dull."</p> + +<p>"Most interesting. Are you going to stay here +much longer, Muir?"</p> + +<p>"Why? Yes."</p> + +<p>Vaughan got up.</p> + +<p>"All right. Do. I'm going out."</p> + +<p>"Where?"</p> + +<p>Vaughan did not answer, but gave the heap +of notices to his friend, and said—</p> + +<p>"Just divide the sheep and goats for me, will +you? That's just what they are, the critics—either +sheep or goats."</p> + +<p>"Of course I will. But, I say—I came here to +have a talk."</p> + +<p>"I know you did. You have talked."</p> + +<p>He went out. Muir smiled to himself, enjoying +this treatment as an eccentricity of genius.</p> + +<p>Five minutes later Gillie came back.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[189]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h2> + +<h3>GILLIE INTERFERES</h3> + + +<p>He was not much surprised to find Muir +proudly examining the invitation cards +on the mantelpiece. Muir started and turned +round as he came in.</p> + +<p>"Back again? Capital!"</p> + +<p>"Well, of all the snobs!" said Vaughan.</p> + +<p>"Hang it, Gillie, it's only for you. I'm pleased +you're getting on, that's all."</p> + +<p>"No words can tell you how I despise your +point of view. Just tell me something I want +to know. Wasn't there a sort of little scene at +this dance last night?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't see anything," he answered.</p> + +<p>"You never do."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I remember now, I heard something. It +appears that Romer left his wife and Daphne +at the dance and then came back in an hour to +fetch them, and she wasn't there."</p> + +<p>"Who wasn't where?"</p> + +<p>"Val and Harry had gone for a little fresh air +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[190]</a></span>in a taxi for about a quarter of an hour, that's +all. They came back and explained it."</p> + +<p>"They would. Don't apologise."</p> + +<p>"But just the few minutes that Romer was +looking for them made—well, rather a fuss. It +was perfectly all right afterwards. They all had +supper together. So there wasn't much talk +about it, except, as I say, while Romer was +waiting for them. I never in my life saw any one +look so ghastly as that chap did."</p> + +<p>Vaughan sat down and looked thoughtful.</p> + +<p>"Only you, Muir, would leave out the only +thing of the slightest importance that you had +to tell me, which I hear the second I leave the +house from that round-faced tattooed idiot, +Rathbone, at the corner of the street."</p> + +<p>"But I tell you it's all right, old chap."</p> + +<p>"All right? Don't you see that this sort of +thing constantly happening will gradually +undermine ...? I like Valentia. It's a great +shame."</p> + +<p>"Harry certainly isn't worth smashing up a +happy home for," Muir answered, "if that's +what you're afraid of. But ... when he marries +Miss Walmer it'll be all right. Val will forget +about him, and settle down with Romer again. +I'm deeper than you think, Gillie ... ah, I +don't say much, but I can see as far through a +brick wall as most people!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[191]</a></span>"Just about as far, I should think," said +Vaughan contemptuously.</p> + +<p>"What do you propose to do about it?"</p> + +<p>"It's likely I'd tell you." Gillie sat down to +his desk and rang a bell.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I've got to go now, eh?"</p> + +<p>"Almost time, I should think."</p> + +<p>"Ha, ha, ha! Capital! Well, so long! Be +good."</p> + +<p>Muir went away as heartily as he had arrived.</p> + +<p>The bell was answered by the entrance of the +housekeeper, Mrs. Mills. She was a muddle-headed, +elderly woman in black silk, whom +Vaughan kept because her extraordinary tactlessness +amused him. She invariably managed +to do and say the wrong thing at the right +time. To-day it was a hot morning in July. She +came in holding in her hand a little card covered +with frost and robins.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Vaughan, sir, I appened to be going +through my things, and I come across this, sir. +I thought pre-aps you'd like it. It is pretty."</p> + +<p>She insisted on his taking it.</p> + +<p>"Charming, Mrs. Mills, but I don't quite +see——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, look at the words, sir! They're what I +call so appropriate! Do read them."</p> + +<p>He read the beautiful words—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Wishing you a blithe and gladsome Yule.</i></p></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[192]</a></span>"What on earth——?"</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, I only thought they was pretty, +and pre-aps you'd like to keep it, sir, or send it +to one of your young ladies; but I'll take it +away if you don't like it." She put it back in her +pocket.</p> + +<p>"Frankly, I don't. What a genius you have +for the wrong thing! Are you going to give me +plum pudding and turkey on Midsummer Day?"</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't dream of such a thing, sir."</p> + +<p>Gillie had scribbled a letter.</p> + +<p>"Go and ring up a messenger boy, will you?"</p> + +<p>"May I send Johnson, sir? I don't old with +telephones. They buzz at you or makes you +jump. And the young person keeps on saying +ave you got them? before you've ad time to +breathe, in a manner of speaking."</p> + +<p>She took the note. Vaughan sat down on a +sofa to wait for the answer, glanced at the clock, +and said, "Confound Muir! He's made me +waste another morning."</p> + +<p>When the answer came, Gillie went out and +strolled towards Mount Street.</p> + +<p>He found Valentia at home, evidently flattered +and fluttered at seeing him.</p> + +<p>"How sweet of you to come!" she said.</p> + +<p>"You'll stay to lunch, of course?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I can't."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[193]</a></span>"Oh! lunching with a leading lady, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"With whom?"</p> + +<p>"With Romeike and Curtice."</p> + +<p>"Not really? What fun! What are they like?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Romeike is all right. I don't care so +much about Curtice."</p> + +<p>She gave him a cigarette.</p> + +<p>"I never in my life," said Vaughan, "before +to-day, attempted to interfere in anybody else's +affairs."</p> + +<p>She stared at him.</p> + +<p>"But in this case it—may I really smoke?—does +seem such a pity! Of course you know what +I mean, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Do I?"</p> + +<p>"You see, I feel so certain that if you were, +let's say—married to <i>Harry</i> and met Romer +after, you'd be so wildly in love with Romer."</p> + +<p>"So I was," she said in a low voice. "Tremendously! +I thought he was a strong silent +man with a great deal in him.... Oh! I've +told you."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but so he is. It's commonplace of you, +really, Val, not to see it."</p> + +<p>"I'm awfully sorry.... I do love Romer, and +I think I appreciate him. But somehow it's a +little dull. It's not exciting as I thought it +would be."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[194]</a></span>"Well! if you <i>must</i> have fun, and amusement, +and make a hero of somebody, why just +Harry? Why not a superior man? Me, for instance?"</p> + +<p>He was laughing.</p> + +<p>"I've been told that an adoration for you +would be hopeless, utterly hopeless." She smiled. +"And we're friends. I can't imagine——"</p> + +<p>"Nor I. Of course I know it's utterly absurd +to come and give people advice on these subjects, +and one can't dispute about tastes and all that. +But my practical mind revolts to see any one so +delightful as you throwing away the substance +for the shadow. You see, I'm a mass of platitudes."</p> + +<p>"Shadows are very attractive sometimes."</p> + +<p>"But they go away too. And then where are +you?"</p> + +<p>She was silent.</p> + +<p>"They do, really. I know what I'm talking +about." He stood up. "Think over what I've +said."</p> + +<p>"You're kind, but you're rather depressing, +Gillie," said Val. She looked a little frightened, +but very pretty.</p> + +<p>"When do you go back to the country?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, to-day. We're there now. We only came +up for the dance. We're motoring down to the +Green Gate.... All of us."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[195]</a></span>"Oh yes.... I'm afraid you must think me +very impertinent."</p> + +<p>"Indeed I don't."</p> + +<p>"And when I've gone you will give orders +that you're never at home to me again. But, +somehow, I couldn't help it. If it makes you +hate me to remember what I've said, forget it."</p> + +<p>She laughed as he rose to go.</p> + +<p>"That's all right, Gillie; but what I want to +know is, where you're really going."</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you, exactly. I'm going home to +lunch, because I've an urgent appointment +immediately afterwards."</p> + +<p>"More plays, I suppose? What sort this time?"</p> + +<p>"A light comedy, with a very slight love +interest," he answered, "all dialogue, no action.... +At least, so far."</p> + +<p>"Oh, then it isn't finished yet?"</p> + +<p>"Not quite. Good-bye. And if you ever want +a change, remember—a <i>superior</i> man!"</p> + +<p>They both laughed insincerely.</p> + +<p>He left her looking thoughtfully out of the +window.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[196]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> + +<h3>THE BALD-FACED STAG</h3> + + +<p>Vaughan went home, and after lunching, +chiefly on a newspaper and a cup of coffee, +he got into a taxicab and gave a direction.</p> + +<p>The vehicle flew smoothly along down Park +Lane, past the Marble Arch into the Edgware +Road, and on from there between houses and +shops, growing gradually uglier and uglier, to +Maida Vale, up Shoot-up Hill, and so on until +there was a glimpse of suburban country, and +gasworks, and glaring posters of melodramas on +hoardings, till it stopped suddenly at a real little +old roadside inn, straight out of Dickens—"The +Bald-faced Stag at Edgware." Edgware suggested +<i>John Gilpin</i>, Gillie's favourite poem.</p> + +<p>Here he got out, and was positively welcomed, +and heartily, by a real roadside innkeeper—also +out of Dickens—resembling the elder +Weller—a local magnate called Tom Brill, +who looked a relic of the coaching days, though +really he never did anything but stand in front +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</a></span>of the inn in his shirt-sleeves and welcome +people.</p> + +<p>Vaughan, obviously an habitué, walked +through the inn into a perfectly adorable garden, +which was so large, so quiet, and so full of +pinks, hollyhocks, and other old-fashioned +flowers, so absolutely peaceful and sleepy, that +one could have imagined oneself miles away +in the country.</p> + +<p>The garden belonged as much to the Dickens +period as the inn itself. It contained a great +many wooden arbours in which one could +imagine ladies in crinolines archly accepting +tea, or refusing sips of shrub (whatever that +may be) with whiskered gentlemen. There was +a large cage full of Persian pheasants with +gorgeous Indian colouring, which always suggested +to Vaughan—he didn't know why—the +Crimean War. There was a parlour covered +with coloured prints of racehorses and boxing +matches, and in which was a little round table +painted as a draught-board, and furnished with +a set of Indian chessmen of red and white ivory. +The whole thing, though only twenty minutes' +drive from Mayfair, was unknown, unspoilt, +and apparently had not altered in any particular +since about 1856. Its great charm was +that it was utterly unself-conscious; it had no +idea that it was quaint.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</a></span>Vaughan sat down on a rustic seat and +plunged into the atmosphere of the period that +he loved, revelling in the soothing, delightful +calm, and in the fact that nobody there knew +who he was (though they knew him well by +name), and that none of his friends and acquaintances +would have dreamt that he was +there.</p> + +<p>A large field beyond the garden contained +cows, hay, and other rustic things.</p> + +<p>Presently Tom Brill came up to him, and he +asked after Mrs. Brill, whom her husband +always described, with confidential pride, as +"Though I say it that shouldn't say it, as fine +a woman as you'll meet in a day's march."</p> + +<p>Vaughan always assented to this proposition. +As he had never himself in his life been for a +day's march, and probably never would, he +certainly would have had no right to contradict +Mr. Brill on the subject.</p> + +<p>"Is Miss Brill at home?" he presently asked. +"May I see her?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, sir, of course you shall. She's +helping her mother. I'll call her. Don't move, +sir, don't move."</p> + +<p>Miss Brill, who had been helping her mother +to look out of the window, now came into the +garden, which immediately became idyllic.</p> + +<p>She was not in any way like the innkeeper's +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</a></span>daughter of Comic Opera. She was a schoolgirl +of sixteen, with a long, fair plait, a short serge +skirt, and a seraphic oval face. She ought to +have been called Fanny or Clara. Unluckily her +name was Gladys.</p> + +<p>She said in a very sweet voice—</p> + +<p>"You're quite a stranger, sir." And she +amplified the assertion by adding, "You haven't +been here not this ever so long."</p> + +<p>"I know I haven't, but I've been longing to +come."</p> + +<p>"Not you!" she said ironically.</p> + +<p>She was standing opposite him, with her +hands behind her back. Without a hat, in the +glaring afternoon sun, with the complexion, +pale pink and white, of a china doll that had +never made up, she was a refreshing sight after +the theatrical world in London, not to speak of +society. Vaughan seemed to think so.</p> + +<p>"Well, how did you enjoy the play?" he +asked.</p> + +<p>"It was very kind of you to send us the +tickets. Mother enjoyed it."</p> + +<p>"You didn't care much for the piece yourself?"</p> + +<p>"I thought it was rather silly," she answered.</p> + +<p>He had never had a criticism on his work +that pleased him more.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</a></span>"I mean," she went on, "I shouldn't have +thought—well, nobody would go on like that."</p> + +<p>"Go on how?"</p> + +<p>"Why, go on so silly."</p> + +<p>"You wouldn't like to see another play, +written by the same man, then?"</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't mind another one. Wild horses +wouldn't drag me to see that again."</p> + +<p>"Wild horses are not likely to try," he +observed. At which jest she laughed loudly and +charmingly, showing marvellous teeth. She had +no cockney accent, though she occasionally and +fitfully dropped an H.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Gladys, do take me for a walk in the +field."</p> + +<p>"Want to see the calf?"</p> + +<p>"No; I can live without seeing the calf. I +want to sit in the field with you."</p> + +<p>"You are a caution! Come on then, but I +can't stay long."</p> + +<p>They climbed the gate, which she seemed to +think a quicker mode of entrance than sending +for the key, and sat in the field, from which +Mr. Brill always declared you could see three +counties. Perhaps you could; if so, they all +looked exactly alike.</p> + +<p>"It's quiet here, isn't it? I shan't have much +more of it," she remarked.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Gladys! Don't say you're going away!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</a></span>"Of course I am. Don't you know I'm going +to be a manicure in Bond Street?"</p> + +<p>"Bond Street? How revolting! Is that your +ambition?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I think it would be very nice. I must +do something. Father's settled about it. First +I'm going to pay to learn it, and then I shall +earn quite a lot. It's a great <a class="ins" href="#tnote_7" name="tAnchor_7" title="airdresser's">hairdresser's</a>."</p> + +<p>"I think it's horrible, Gladys. Perhaps you'll +fall in love with a German hairdresser, and be +lost to me for ever."</p> + +<p>"I shan't fall in love with no foreigners, +don't you fret."</p> + +<p>"I'm not fretting. Will you have your hair +done up?" he asked, lifting the long plait.</p> + +<p>"Well, of course I shall, and waved, and that."</p> + +<p>"Gladys, they'll spoil you."</p> + +<p>The conversation went on in this strain for +some time. She alternately repeated the exclamation, +"How you do go on!" or accused +him of the mysterious crime of being a caution, +but she never stopped looking perfectly beautiful +and seraphic.</p> + +<p>When they went back to the garden a few +other visitors had straggled in. They all seemed +to come in high dog-carts, and they always +ordered eggs, jam, and watercress with their +tea, and were immensely impressed by the +Persian pheasants.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</a></span>Vaughan went back to London feeling refreshed, +and already, strangely, counting the +days till he could come back.</p> + +<p>There was not a woman in the world he +knew whom he would have taken the slightest +trouble to see except Gladys, the innkeeper's +daughter. She was an illiterate schoolgirl; and +though she had a lovely face, she was stupid, +and probably not so angelic as she looked; but +he always felt a little disappointed as he drove +back. He wished she were in love with him.</p> + +<p>And this ungratified wish was, in all his full +life with its brilliant success, perhaps his +greatest real pleasure.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV</h2> + +<h3>THE GREEN GATE</h3> + + +<p>When Harry came down to breakfast, a +little late, he found Valentia waiting +to pour out his coffee, and some letters on his +plate. She watched him as he opened them. +Most of them looked like bills. On the envelope +of one was a little blue flag. Harry put this +letter in his pocket, and went on eating.</p> + +<p>"It's a lovely morning, Harry. So fresh; +just the sort of day not to do anything +at all."</p> + +<p>"Ah! that's what's so delightful about you +all," he answered. "You never say, 'What shall +we do?' and neither of you have ever said yet +that this is Liberty Hall, which means, as a +rule, in a country house, 'Breakfast at eight +o'clock sharp, you won't mind it being a little +cold if you're late, and then we are going for a +motor drive at 9.30.' Still, I think, perhaps, +one ought to take a little exercise. I feel almost +equal to a game of croquet this afternoon—later +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</a></span>on—when I'm stronger. Is any one +coming down to-day?"</p> + +<p>"No. And only Van Buren, and Vaughan and +Muir Howard on Sunday. I see you've heard +from the Walmers. What do they say?"</p> + +<p>"It's sure to be nothing of interest. How I +love your hair parted on one side! It makes you +look like a boy."</p> + +<p>"Not a principal boy, I hope. Why not read +the letter?"</p> + +<p>Harry got up and fetched himself something +from the sideboard.</p> + +<p>"I don't feel quite strong enough yet. When +I've had breakfast. I should like to paint you as +you're looking now, Val. I think I'll do a sketch +of you in the rose garden, all in black and white, +like a Beardsley, with the balustrades and steps +and things behind you. Will you sit to me?"</p> + +<p>"That's all very well. But why don't you +read your letter?"</p> + +<p>"There's sure to be nothing in it."</p> + +<p>"How can you tell till you've opened it?"</p> + +<p>"I know. I always feel what's in a letter +without opening it. Don't you? I absorb the +essence, as it were, through the covers of the +envelope, as somebody or other—Macaulay, +I think—used to absorb all the important things +through the covers of a book. Or wasn't it +Macaulay? Anyhow, it doesn't matter. It was +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[205]</a></span>some tiresome person whom one oughtn't to +talk about on a morning like this."</p> + +<p>Harry evidently was not quite at his ease.</p> + +<p>"But why not read it?" She spoke playfully.</p> + +<p>"How persistent women are, just like children. +To tease you I just shan't."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Harry!"</p> + +<p>"I shan't read it now at all," he went on. +"I can answer it without reading it."</p> + +<p>"It's only that I should like to know how the +Walmers are enjoying themselves on <i>Flying +Fish</i>. Lady Walmer was a little afraid they +mightn't like it."</p> + +<p>Here Romer came up to the window and +called out—</p> + +<p>"I say, Val, come here a minute. I want to +ask you something."</p> + +<p>"Here I am, dear," and she vanished into +the garden.</p> + +<p>The second she had gone Harry opened the +letter very carefully, and read—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Dearest Harry,</p> + +<p>"You are a rotter never to write. I'm +having <i>such</i> a time. Weather priceless, but very +sick at not hearing from you. Algie Thynne is +here. Do you know him? He's rather a nut. +Wish you were here. No more to-day. +Bye-bye, old son.</p> + +<p class="right">"Your loving "<span class="smcap">Alec</span>."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</a></span>"P.S.—Do write. The moonlight nights are +simply topping. Just like a picture. I think +you'd like it; otherwise everything is beastly.</p> + +<p>"I love you more than ever.</p> + +<p class="right">"A."</p></div> + +<p>He put the letter back in the untorn envelope +and carefully fastened it up again. He then +placed it on the mantelpiece, and having +finished his breakfast, lit a cigarette.</p> + +<p>He looked thoughtful.</p> + +<p>"Algie Thynne, indeed!" he said to himself. +"How pathetic, trying to make me jealous! +Well, it's a pretty letter, and what's more, it +must be answered."</p> + +<p>Val came back.</p> + +<p>"Romer wants the lawn mown," she said. +"He's perfectly mad on the subject of mowing the +lawn. He seems to think it ought to be shaved +every day. It's the only thing he knows about +the country. Well, have you read your letter?"</p> + +<p>"There it is," said Harry. "You can read it +if you like." He watched her carefully as she +took it from the mantelpiece.</p> + +<p>"I don't want to read it," she said, holding it.</p> + +<p>"Nor do I," said Harry.</p> + +<p>"Harry, tell me honestly, wouldn't you +really mind if I tore it into little bits and put +it in the waste-paper basket—just as it is?"</p> + +<p>"Not a straw," said Harry, shaking his head.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</a></span>She clapped her hands, tore it into tiny pieces, +and threw it in the basket. Then she said, in a +low voice of deep gratitude—</p> + +<p>"Oh, Harry, you are sweet! Do forgive me."</p> + +<p>"I don't see that there's anything to forgive," +said Harry.</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is; lots. I'm afraid I've been horrid. +I'll never bother you about any thing again."</p> + +<p>She was simply beaming.</p> + +<p>"Good," answered Harry indifferently.</p> + +<p>But as he followed her into the garden he +looked rather perplexed. He felt that this sort +of thing was not leading up very well to what he +would have to tell her soon. However, why +spoil a lovely day by thinking of it?</p> + +<p>Like a schoolboy with his holiday task before +him, he put it off as long as possible.</p> + +<p>Though he didn't own it to himself, and was +disdainfully amused at Alec's letter, still the +thought of Algie Thynne, moonlight nights +on the yacht, topping weather, and his own +neglect, gave him some cause for alarm. Algie +Thynne was <i>criblé</i> with debts, and probably keen +on marrying for money. Contemptible young +ass! Why didn't he <i>work</i>? Harry despised him.</p> + +<p>At the earliest opportunity (which, by the +way, did not arise until he had made an excuse +to go into the village, where he wrote at the +post office) the answer was sent.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</a></span>Even Harry found the beginning of the letter +too difficult, so he always began (as Valentia +might have said) without a beginning, which +impressed Miss Walmer much more. Ever since +he had reached the age of discretion, which, in +his case, was at his majority, Harry had been +thoroughly trained in the habit of writing +letters that gratified the recipient enormously +without compromising the writer in the slightest +degree. The habitual dread of those <i>bêtes noires</i> +of Don Juan—the breach of promise case and +the Divorce Court—had got him into the way +of writing the sort of letter that he would have +had no objection to hear read aloud in court. +Perhaps that was why the sentences were always +polished, and the meaning a little vague.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"... I don't speak your language, perhaps, +but I understand your letter, reading between +the lines. It came like a whiff of fresh sea air. +Yes, it would be delightful to be on board +<i>Flying Fish</i> now. However, no doubt Algie +Thynne—(<i>how</i> eloquently, by the way, you +describe him! putting all the complications of +his character and the dazzling charm of his +personality in a nutshell by the simple sentence +'<i>He's rather a nut!</i>')—amply compensates for +my absence. You ask if I know him. I do, +though perhaps more by reputation than anything +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</a></span>else. We have met once or twice. Where? +I can't quite recall. Perhaps at the Oratory, or +at the Supper Club or some place of that sort. +But somehow I never pursued his acquaintance, +nor did it ever ripen into friendship. I felt, +instinctively, that he was too clever for me.</p> + +<p>"I trust all the same that his brilliance will not +altogether overshadow your memory of <i>others</i>. I +should not like to think that we were drifting apart. +Still, if it should be so, I must resign myself. +I could still be happy in thinking of you, Alec.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0"><i>'Love that is love at all</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Asks for no earthly coronal'</i>—<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>but, I remember, you once expressed to me your +opinion that <i>all poetry is rot</i>. So I will not bore +you with quotations. It is pleasant here, and my +cousins are very kind, and leave me alone to +think as much as I like. I'm not, somehow, +quite in the mood for the usual gaieties and +frivolities of a country house. Last night we +played Musical Chairs until two in the morning, +and to-day I am a little weary. Your postscript +gave me joy. I need not say that I reciprocate it, +need I?...</p> + +<p>"I feel all that you are feeling, and somehow +even know what you are doing, and if you did +not write again until we meet, I should not be +anxious. I have a trusting nature. But when you +wire, remember that the telegraph boy has a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</a></span>good way to walk, and when telegrams arrive +after midnight, it causes a sensation and much +inquiry. Also I cannot help feeling that every +one in the village, as well as at the Green Gate, +has read the words I would like to keep to +myself alone. I have a curious love of mystery—isn't +mystery the great charm of all romance?—So +to gratify this fancy of mine, sign your next +telegram 'Johnson.' I know you won't mind.</p> + +<p>"When we meet again, all, I trust, will be +clear and definite before us. Best love to dear +Lady Walmer, and to yourself what I am sure +you will know. Don't be angry with me for not +writing oftener. I find it very difficult to express +my thoughts, for alas, I have no command +of language. Not only that, the pens here have +one great fault—they won't write. Otherwise +they're quite excellent.... Yes, your note has +given me, as the French say, 'furiously to think.'</p> + +<p>"Hoping that all will go well with you, and +looking forward, think me as always,</p> + +<p class="right"> +"Yours, faithfully,<br /> +"<span class="smcap">Harry Broke de Freyne</span>."<br /> +</p></div> + +<p>"There! that ought to keep her quiet for a +month," he thought as he posted the letter, +and with a sigh of relief turned back towards +the Green Gate.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV</h2> + +<h3>A SUNDAY AFTERNOON</h3> + + +<p>By this time Van Buren was entirely in +Harry's confidence; that is to say, Harry +had gradually trained him to bear without +flinching the situation as Harry represented it. +He believed Harry had a hopeless romantic +affection for Mrs. Romer Wyburn which he was +trying to stifle, and that Miss Walmer being +hopelessly in love with <i>him</i>, he was doing his +best to marry her, partly, as he candidly admitted, +on worldly grounds.</p> + +<p>Van Buren was deeply touched at Harry's +trust in him, and was always trying to keep him +up to his good resolutions by pointing out that +any understanding (however Platonic) between +the pretty Valentia and the handsome guest was +dishonourable, a breach of hospitality towards +Romer, that silent but admirable host.</p> + +<p>Indeed, he repeated to Harry so often and so +firmly, "It can't be done; one can't make love +to the wife of a friend," that Harry was driven +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</a></span>to the point of replying that he hardly saw +whom else, as a matter of fact, one <i>could</i> very +well make love to; it being impossible to have +romances with people one didn't know. And in +this case the fact that Harry was very fond of +Romer made the temptation far greater, as he +explained; Harry being (as he pointed out) so +very sensitive and highly strung that he could +never, somehow, be really attracted by a woman +whose husband was not sympathetic to him. +Which point of view Van Buren, shaking his +head, regarded as unsound.</p> + +<p>Harry now spent much time giving picturesque +sketches and impressions of his feelings +to his friend, for he had an almost feminine +love of talking over personal affairs to the +sympathetic. In his benevolence Van Buren +longed to protect Valentia and Romer, and to +give Miss Walmer all she wanted; but most of +all his idea was to save Harry from himself, so +he always accepted with alacrity invitations to +the Green Gate for altruistic reasons. Besides, +his desire to see Daphne, although she was now +becoming more and more remote to him, was +still persistent, if a little less vivid.</p> + +<p>"I've had a beautiful womanly letter from +Alec to-day," Harry confided in Van as soon as +he arrived. "You know the sort of thing she +writes: all in jerks and subaltern's slang. With +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</a></span>sincere sentiment showing between the lines. +And I answered it."</p> + +<p>"A beautiful manly letter, I hope? I'm sure +you could do that as well as any one, Harry."</p> + +<p>Harry smiled.</p> + +<p>"Oh, just some vague, cautious slosh, not +unamusing in its way—it'll <i>get</i> there all right."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Harry, I know, but I do hope——Ah, +Miss Daphne, how beautiful your England is +looking to-day! In America we never have a day +like this, warm and yet cool, with all those nice, +white, fleecy clouds in the sky. Our atmosphere +is always so hard and clear. Now this garden with +those large trees is just like a Corot. They <i>are</i> +fine trees. Poplars, I presume?"</p> + +<p>"You <i>do</i> presume," smiled Daphne; "I don't +know what they are, but I'm perfectly sure +they're not poplars."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes—I'm wrong. They're oaks, I've no +doubt." He hummed, "'The oak and the ash +and the bonny ivy tree.' Do let's walk over and +look at them closer, Miss Daphne."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I can't. Tea's ready."</p> + +<p>To his annoyance Van was obliged to follow +Daphne and join the group round the tea-table. +He declined with some formality of manner to +accept the glass of iced water Daphne offered +him, and looked at her with that look of tender, +fixed, respectful reproach that had the effect of +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</a></span>irritating her very nearly to the point of incivility.</p> + +<p>She turned to Muir Howard, who was looking +very pink and cheery. Muir was a popular man +for his great ease in making conversation, the +kind that is as the pudding part in a plum pudding, +and without which the plums, however +delightful, could hardly stick together. Though +the great majority of people talk commonplaces, +their banalities are by no means always the +kind that help. Muir's particular way of opening +open doors, flogging dead horses, and +genially enjoying any spark of fun in his friends, +coupled with his good looks and pleasant, hearty +disposition, made him a most useful and welcome +guest, as a sort of super. He was quite decorative, +and could be turned on to talk newspaper politics +to dull men, pretty platitudes to plain women; +to make himself generally useful, and altogether +to help things to go. In this way he was invaluable. +Young girls always liked him; he was a great favourite +with elderly ladies, and with men of his +own age also, who were, however, occasionally +bored with his worship for his friend Vaughan. +He found it very difficult not to mention Gillie +less than once in every five minutes.</p> + +<p>That distinguished young man, who was beginning +to look a little jaded with incense, was +engrossed with his hostess. Whenever he was +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[215]</a></span>there Harry always became particularly devoted +in his manner to Valentia, and scarcely ever +left her other side. This was one of the reasons +that she enjoyed Gillie's presence, besides that +she was, now that she knew him well, particularly +fond of him. His conversation and personality +in general had a special flavour.</p> + +<p>Every one was talking and laughing with the +light intoxication produced by tea and cigarettes +in the open air on a fine Sunday afternoon, +excepting only Romer, who as usual said hardly +anything, absorbed in admiration of his wife. +He suddenly remarked—</p> + +<p>"I say, Val. The Campbells are coming."</p> + +<p>He wondered why this statement produced +a burst of irresponsible laughter.</p> + +<p>"What fun! Will there be bagpipes?" Vaughan +asked.</p> + +<p>"No, no. Romer means the Prebendary +Campbell, or at least his wife and daughter. +They're coming to see us this afternoon. I had +quite forgotten. Please all behave nicely. +They've been a long time making up their +minds. I believe they think we're frivolous."</p> + +<p>"Not really? How could they? It reminds one +of the story of Henry James." Vaughan stopped +to light a cigarette.</p> + +<p>"Go on."</p> + +<p>"It appears that for some time his near neighbours +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[216]</a></span>in the country looked a little coldly on +him on the grounds that, being a writer, he +must be Bohemian. At last the local doctor's +wife and clergyman's wife called on him, and +finding him perfectly respectable, stayed for +many hours. They were particularly tedious and +rather self-righteous. When they had gone, he +said thoughtfully to some one who was pitying +him for being bored, 'One of those poor wantons +has a certain cadaverous grace.'"</p> + +<p>The story was well received, except by Van +Buren, who seemed painfully shocked.</p> + +<p>Daphne, who had gone into the house to +fetch some snapshots, now came running back +saying—</p> + +<p>"Val, Val! The Campbells are arriving in a +fly, and they seem to have brought their +foreigner with them—that man Miss Campbell +told me about. He's a kind of Belgian, and awfully +clever—he's invented something."</p> + +<p>"What's he invented?"</p> + +<p>"Brussels sprouts?" suggested Harry rather +sleepily.</p> + +<p>"But they've been invented already."</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't he invent them over again? +Give him a chance."</p> + +<p>Muir began to sing softly, "Young Lochinvar +has come out of the West," which he appeared +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[217]</a></span>to think a suitable serenade, but he stopped +suddenly at Gillie's entreaty.</p> + +<p>"I don't mind anything Muir does, as long as +he doesn't sing," he always explained.</p> + +<p>"It's awful hard lines. I've got a ripping +baritone voice, but I never have a chance to use +it," murmured Muir.</p> + +<p>"You shall sing to me this afternoon. I'll +accompany you," whispered Daphne.</p> + +<p>Muir had gratefully answered that it was +frightfully decent of her, when the servant +announced—</p> + +<p>"Mrs. and Miss Campbell. Mr.——" He left a +blank, unable to pronounce the name.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Campbell introduced Mynheer von +Stoendyck.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Mrs. Campbell was an amiable, colourless +woman, with a greyish brown fringe that looked +as if it were made of Berlin wool. Though she +was not yet forty-five, she wore a bonnet with +violet velvet strings, and had a very long waist. +Also, her skirt, in reality quite normal, looked, +to the eye used to contemporary fashion, +grotesquely wide at the end.</p> + +<p>Her daughter was an ordinary Rectory girl, +spoilt by a dash of culture. At a glance all present +saw she was in love with Mr. Stoendyck. He was +a well-set-up man of about thirty-five, with a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[218]</a></span>military manner and scientific eye-glasses, also +a turned-up light moustache. He spoke all +languages with one rasping accent, but Mrs. +Campbell seemed to suffer under the delusion +that he could only understand broken English. +So whenever people spoke to him she translated +their remarks into a sort of baby language that +seemed singularly out of place from her.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid you must think me dreadfully +worldly, calling on you on a Sunday," said Mrs. +Campbell, laughing socially as she sat down. +"But what the Prebendary always says is, the +better the day the better the deed."</p> + +<p>"Oh, does he always say that?" Harry asked +with great apparent interest, waking up. He had +been overpowered with languor ever since lunch.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I felt sure you wouldn't mind our +bringing our friend, Mr. Stoendyck. He is so +clever. He's come over to England about an +invention."</p> + +<p>Val thought of Brussels sprouts, but did not +suggest it.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Campbell apparently couldn't take her +eyes off the Belgian, whom she watched as one +watches a rather dangerous pet, though he +appeared particularly safe.</p> + +<p>Muir, for an unknown reason addressing the +Belgian as Professor, was asking him his impressions +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[219]</a></span>of England. Mrs. Campbell bent forward, +and said with a nod—</p> + +<p>"E ope you like it—Angleterre, you know"—and +nodded idiotically.</p> + +<p>"I find it most interesting," said Mr. Stoendyck +raspingly, in admirable English. "There +are opportunities in this country for the +pursuance of science, art, and social intercourse +which one would hardly have expected. I do not +take tea, I thank you much."</p> + +<p>"Have a glass of beer?" said Romer, suddenly +inspired.</p> + +<p>Simple as the sentence was, Mrs. Campbell +thought it necessary to translate it with more +nods.</p> + +<p>"E ask you, ave beer. <i>Bière</i>, you know! Glass," +and then she went on in her usual tone, "Most +thoughtful of Mr. Wyburn, I'm sure. What a +charming place this is of yours, Mrs. Wyburn. I +always say the Green Gate is the most picturesque +place in the neighbourhood. And Mr. de +Freyne, I understand, is an artist. Do you know +my daughter, Marion, is <i>so</i> interested in art! +And my younger son, Garstin, though he is only +twelve years old, shows great artistic talent, too. +He did a map of Buckinghamshire that really +surprised me, almost any one would recognise it +at a glance. I always say I'm sure some day +Garstin will be in the Royal Academy."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[220]</a></span>Van Buren had approached and began to talk +to Mrs. Campbell. Val went over to the Belgian, +but she heard the American beginning a sentence +as usual with, "Pleased to meet you. I've never +had the opportunity of mixing much in clerical +circles in New York, Mrs. Campbell," and felt +sure he was going to ask impossible questions +about Prebendaries and Rural Deans.</p> + +<p>The rasping Belgian, on whom both the +mother and daughter cast continual anxious and +admiring eyes, though he seemed thoroughly +able to take care of himself, said to Muir, who +was taking him on—</p> + +<p>"No, I do not spend my entire time over my +invention. Mrs. Campbell is so kind as to take me +for drives in the environment, to give me a right +impression of the beauties of Hertfordshire. For +relaxation I play the piano."</p> + +<p>"Ha! <a class="ins" href="#tnote_8" name="tAnchor_8" title="musical,"> +Musical,</a> eh, Professor?" asked Muir +shrewdly. "That's right; so am I. I'm awfully +keen on music." He spoke reassuringly.</p> + +<p>Mr. Stoendyck looked at him through his +glasses, and said without interest—</p> + +<p>"Indeed. I find Beethoven's Fifth Symphony, +even on the piano, extraordinarily satisfying and +refreshing to the mind after the strain of looking +at English scenery." He drank a long draught of +iced lager.</p> + +<p>"Oh! Classical, eh? I'm not up to that. Queen's +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[221]</a></span>Hall, eh? That sort of thing."</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon? Is there——Has the +Queen a hall in this neighbourhood?"</p> + +<p>"How do you mean, Professor?"</p> + +<p>"What do you say?"</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Campbell, who managed to hear through +her own conversation with Van Buren, called +out—</p> + +<p>"E say e no understand," and nodded smilingly, +seeming to think she had helped matters +considerably.</p> + +<p>Miss Campbell talked of tennis, matins, hats +and the opera to Daphne, but appeared to be +absent, and occasionally smiled at the foreigner, +who ignored her.</p> + +<p>At last the Campbells and their Belgian withdrew, +Mrs. Campbell saying that the Prebendary +wished them to go to Evensong. Their departure +left, as such visits do, a blank and a reaction. Our +friends were silent for a minute.</p> + +<p>Then Vaughan said—</p> + +<p>"I feel crushed, and a little flattened out, too."</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> feel as if my brain were made of cotton +wool," said Harry.</p> + +<p>"Come and sing," suggested Daphne to Muir, +and they went off to the drawing-room, from +which strains were soon heard about <i>It IS not +because</i>,—something or other.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[222]</a></span>In the middle of the song Daphne played a +wrong note, stopped, and said—</p> + +<p>"Oh, I wish Cyril was here!"</p> + +<p>"So do I. If he can accompany, I wish he was +here."</p> + +<p>"Oh, go on!"</p> + +<p>"<i>It IS not because thy heart is mine</i>"....</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The party in the garden listened with a +worried expression.</p> + +<p>"How about croquet?" suggested Val. "The +tapping noise will take it off."</p> + +<p>"Yes. Come on."</p> + +<p>"You can't," said Romer. "The lawn wants +mowing."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[223]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI</h2> + +<h3>IN THE ROSE GARDEN</h3> + + +<p>"How lovely this place must look at dawn!"</p> + +<p>"By Jove! That's an idea, Gillie," said +Harry. "It must look glorious."</p> + +<p>They were sitting in the rose garden with +Valentia. It was still quite light, though the +sunset glow had nearly faded. There was a rich +mellow tone in the sky, a promise of peace, a +feeling that it was the end of the day, which, +combined with the almost cloyingly sweet scent +of the roses, was enough to make any one feel +poetical.</p> + +<p>"To think we've never seen the sun rise here!" +exclaimed Valentia.</p> + +<p>Romer here joined them, smoking a cigarette.</p> + +<p>"Hasn't Romer ever seen the sun rise here?" +Vaughan asked.</p> + +<p>"Never," said Romer.</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I suppose because it always +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[224]</a></span>happens after I've gone to bed," he answered +drily.</p> + +<p>"Let's sit up all night and see it to-morrow," +suggested Valentia.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Capital! Do let us!" said Harry.</p> + +<p>Romer did not appear much taken with this +scheme.</p> + +<p>"Oh no, you mustn't <i>sit</i> up," said Vaughan. +"That's not the way to see it."</p> + +<p>"Is there so much difference between staying +up and getting up then?" Val asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, all the difference in the world. +You must get up fresh, with the birds."</p> + +<p>"What time do birds get up? Is it <i>very</i> early?"</p> + +<p>"It would do if you were out at three this +time of the year, or even at four."</p> + +<p>"Well, let's do it!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't think I shall," said Harry.</p> + +<p>He looked at Valentia.</p> + +<p>She answered—</p> + +<p>"You might make a sketch, you know, of the +early birds getting up to catch the worms. But—I +don't think I shall. Anyhow, not <i>to-morrow</i> at +<i>half-past three</i>."</p> + +<p>"All right," said Harry with a nod, "we won't. +Don't tell Daphne, or she'll be out at 3.15 to the +tick, to take a snapshot of the dawn."</p> + +<p>"A snapshot of the dawn! Wouldn't that be +sacrilege?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[225]</a></span>"Young girls are always inclined to that. +They're so prosaic," said Harry, getting up. "I +must go and see what Van is doing."</p> + +<p>He walked away with his usual quick, supple +step and casual bearing. They watched his slim +figure as he went. Then Romer followed him, +slowly.</p> + +<p>Vaughan turned to Valentia and said: "I +shouldn't if I were you."</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't what?"</p> + +<p>"Why, meet Harry at half-past three to-morrow +morning in the rose garden."</p> + +<p>"Good gracious! I never thought of doing such +a thing. Besides, it was your idea.... As a matter +of fact, I really assure you it wouldn't be here. It +would be in the orchard if anywhere. There is +the loveliest cherry-tree there, with a seat all +round it."</p> + +<p>"How jolly! I'd like to see it. Will you give +me the key?"</p> + +<p>"Who told you it was kept locked?"</p> + +<p>She looked rather annoyed.</p> + +<p>"You did, but not intentionally."</p> + +<p>"I don't see that you have really any right to +suppose——Why shouldn't I go in my own +orchard, at any hour I like?"</p> + +<p>"But, Val—of course you ought to go in your +own orchard. But why don't you meet Romer +there?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[226]</a></span>"Oh, Gillie, really!..."</p> + +<p>"He is so straight, so good-looking, and, under +all that manner, he's exactly like Vesuvius. Yes. +Fancy, you're living with a volcano and you +don't appreciate it!"</p> + +<p>"Gillie, it's really rather stupid of you to put +things like that. It isn't a question of liking +either one person <i>or</i> another. If Romer were ill, +or anything like that, don't you <i>know</i>——"</p> + +<p>"I know you'd devote yourself to him, like a +sister or a mother. You'd put Harry aside for a +time as a pleasure that mustn't be indulged in. +Now that's just where you're wrong. No! <i>I</i> want +to see you being ever so good and kind to dear +Harry as a duty to a ne'er-do-well of a cousin; +and regarding Romer——"</p> + +<p>She did not answer.</p> + +<p>"My point is," he went on, "that it's really +too distressingly conventional of you to suppose +that because you happen to be legally married +there can be no sort of romance. Only comradeship, +or perhaps affectionate sentiment? That's +what you believe."</p> + +<p>"Isn't it always so?"</p> + +<p>"Most often, I grant. That's generally through +the man's point of view. But Romer is an exception. +He's as much in love as if he had no hope +of ever being within a mile of you."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[227]</a></span>She seemed rather flattered. "Do you really +think so? But even that isn't everything."</p> + +<p>"Oh, there's a great deal to be done with +Romer," was Vaughan's reply.</p> + +<p>He spoke with dreamy significance, and she +was silent. Then she exclaimed, turning round +suddenly—</p> + +<p>"I suppose what you really mean is that +Harry doesn't care a bit about me?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. But he cares a bit about a lot of +people, and things. He's superficial, and he has +no courage."</p> + +<p>"No courage? <i>Harry!</i>"</p> + +<p>"He'd crumble up in a crisis if a strong man +took him in hand."</p> + +<p>"That's all nonsense." She was growing +angry. "Hasn't he been up in an aeroplane, and +done—oh, all sorts of things? I call Harry +daring and brave!"</p> + +<p>"That's all vanity. All that is show and vanity. +Oh, Valentia, do forgive me."</p> + +<p>"I'll try.... here he is."</p> + +<p>He was seen coming towards them again. +Her anger flickered out at once.</p> + +<p>"I suppose he thinks we've been here long +enough," she said, smiling as women do at such +symptoms.</p> + +<p>"Of course he does. Vanity—just vanity." +Vaughan strolled away.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[228]</a></span>"Look here! What were you two talking +about?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing. About you, Harry."</p> + +<p>"Rubbish. What was he talking about?"</p> + +<p>"You, only you."</p> + +<p>"I can't see that that chap's so brilliant! It +seems to me he's just like anybody else. And his +work shows it too, really. No soul, no real heart +in it. All from the outside."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense, Harry, nobody is more kind-hearted, +more——"</p> + +<p>"Look here, Val, I won't have it. Do you +hear?"</p> + +<p>"Have what, Harry?"</p> + +<p>He lowered his voice. "I won't have it. You +must go back. It isn't that <i>I</i> mind. But Romer +will soon think it extraordinary, your sitting +out alone so long."</p> + +<p>"No, he won't."</p> + +<p>"All right then, he won't. He must be an +ass," said Harry angrily. "I don't know what +he's thinking of. Hasn't he got eyes?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course he has."</p> + +<p>"And eyelids too," said Harry. "I dare say +he pretends not to see that Vaughan admires +you. Too indolent to bother about it."</p> + +<p>"Really. Harry—you go too far. Are you +thinking of pointing it out?"</p> + +<p>She got up.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[229]</a></span>"One second," said Harry pleadingly. "It's +cruel of you to go now."</p> + +<p>"I thought you said we'd better get back?"</p> + +<p>"Your hands look so lovely by this light," he +spoke in his softest voice.</p> + +<p>"We really must go."</p> + +<p>"Then at half-past three. I'll bring my +sketchbook. Do you know where the key is? +Perhaps you've lost it. You are so dreadfully +careless." He now spoke in the tone of a reproving +husband.</p> + +<p>"I've got it. Do you think we'd better? I'm +rather tired. Shall you be able to wake?"</p> + +<p>Harry turned away.</p> + +<p>"All right, it doesn't matter, Val. I shall be +going soon, and then——"</p> + +<p>She followed him quickly.</p> + +<p>"No, no, Harry. Of course."</p> + +<p>He gave her a grateful look. They joined the +group on the little verandah in front of the +house. Van Buren was sitting in the corner and +seemed in the depths of depression. From the +windows could be heard once more strains of +music. Daphne was playing an accompaniment. +Muir had again begun the song, and got a little +further into it—"<i>It is not because thy heart is +mine, mine only, mine alone.</i>" But Vaughan +came up promptly and stopped it.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[230]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII</h2> + +<h3>SEEING THE SUN RISE</h3> + + +<p>What a delicate air there was in the +garden! There had been a little rain in +the night, but Valentia supposed it to be dew. +Every little sound seemed the softest music, to +the sound of which little dainty things seemed +to be dancing in the air. The Green Gate, a red +Georgian house, seen in the early glamour with +all its blinds down, except one, seemed like a +thing half asleep with one eye open.</p> + +<p>For a moment she was a little frightened. He +was late. She had perhaps got up for nothing. +But no, it was worth it. It was lovely here.</p> + +<p>Another eye of the house slowly opened, and +soon Romeo, or Paolo, or Faust, appeared. +True, he was disguised as a flannelled fool, with +a sketch-book under his arm. But it <i>was</i> Faust, +or Romeo, or Paolo, all the same. He looked +very handsome. The thought of scoring off +other people in the house had raised his spirits +and had even made him wake up in time. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[231]</a></span>Valentia's conversation with Vaughan, whom +she knew to be honest and believed to be +brilliant, had left a certain insidious influence +on her which would tell gradually, and yet +their talk had had rather a contradictory effect +for the moment. She wanted to prove to herself +that he was wrong. And Harry felt that his +time was growing short. Very soon he must put +an end to it all.</p> + +<p>This thought made him more affectionate. It +occurred to him for a moment that he would +tell her in the orchard; but, of course, he didn't. +Every day he thought he would tell her, and +something always happened to prevent it. +Besides, there would have to be a quarrel anyhow +at the end, so why make it longer than +necessary?</p> + +<p>They sat down under the cherry-tree.</p> + +<p>"Fancy you, Valentia, a minion of the moon, +rising before dawn! Let me look at you. You +fill me with wonder and joy."</p> + +<p>"Did you mind getting up <i>very</i> much, +Harry?"</p> + +<p>"It <i>was</i> rather hard. Listen!... That's a +thrush, making a scene with another thrush in +the tree."</p> + +<p>"Is it? How do you know?"</p> + +<p>"Of course it is! How do <i>you</i> know things? +How did you know exactly what to wear, Val? +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[232]</a></span>I knew you had clothes for every possible occasion; +but still, to choose the <i>exact</i> right dress to +put on to meet your cousin at dawn in the +orchard seems—well, rather extraordinary. +Pinkish blue—or is it bluish pink?—to match +the sky. How jolly! It fastens in front."</p> + +<p>"Well, of course I couldn't expect Ogburn to +get up in the middle of the night."</p> + +<p>"And no hatpins for once, thank goodness."</p> + +<p>"Well, if we <i>sat up</i> till now I shouldn't be +wearing a hat, should I?"</p> + +<p>"Don't argue. It's too early."</p> + +<p>"It isn't really early. It's very late."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Val! You're being logical."</p> + +<p>He took her hands and looked at them, and +quoted—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"<i>They are pale with the pallor of ivories,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>But they blush at the tips like a curved sea-shell.</i>"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"Oh, Harry!"</p> + +<p>He was thinking. He looked almost miserable. +"I don't see—I must admit—how I shall ever +be able to leave your hands!"</p> + +<p>She looked at him suspiciously.</p> + +<p>"Why should you? What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing. I only meant I couldn't...."</p> + +<p>"Oh!"</p> + +<p>"What's that?... Some one coming along +the lawn."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[233]</a></span>"Doesn't it sound curious?" she said—"so +<i>rustly</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Who can it be? Surely your friend Vaughan +couldn't get up at this hour."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense! Of course not. They're coming +here." She jumped up.</p> + +<p>"Go and open the gate at once," said Harry, +giving her the key. "I'll wait here a minute." +While she obeyed he used a good deal of language. +He now felt that he would give all he +possessed to keep her there five minutes longer.</p> + +<p>"Fancy! It's Romer!" exclaimed Valentia. +"He hasn't seen me yet."</p> + +<p>"Go to him at <i>once</i>. Tell him you got up to +see the sun rise. I'll come directly and join you. +Oh, confound it! <i>Do</i> look sharp. Seem pleased to +see him." He spoke in a harsh tone of command.</p> + +<p>She ran to meet Romer, saying jokingly, +"Fancy meeting you!"</p> + +<p>"I thought you'd be here. I went to your +room and found you were out. Thought I'd get +up early."</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad. <i>Isn't</i> it lovely and worth seeing +here? Come and pick some fruit in the orchard."</p> + +<p>"No, thanks."</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>do</i>! Harry's devouring gooseberries. +He's sketching the sky."</p> + +<p>"Why doesn't Harry come?" said Romer.</p> + +<p>He had no expression, and it was always +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[234]</a></span>impossible to guess by his looks or his tone what +he was thinking or feeling, except when he +smiled.</p> + +<p>"Here he is."</p> + +<p>Harry joined them.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious, old boy! Who in the world—! +What on earth made you come out so early?"</p> + +<p>Romer now smiled and looked at Valentia +admiringly.</p> + +<p>"Gardener's not up yet. Thought perhaps I'd +mow the lawn," he said apologetically.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[235]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII</h2> + +<h3>"REPLY PAID"</h3> + + +<p>Valentia had been hurt at the tone in +which Harry had given his orders, and +turned from him to help to find the mowing-machine.</p> + +<p>"Doesn't she look jolly at sunrise? All that +pink and mauve in the sky tones in so well. It +seems to suit her. That's how she really should +be painted," said Harry, in the tone of an artist +admiring his model. "Don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Romer.</p> + +<p>"She looks like a golden rose," Harry went +on. He wanted to please Val, who he saw was +annoyed with him, and to emphasise the openness +of his admiration to Romer. "Doesn't she?"</p> + +<p>"Quite," said her husband.</p> + +<p>Harry felt the morning was spoilt and the +situation absurd. He could not bear to be thwarted +in any way. He went back to his own room, +bounced angrily on to his bed, and went to sleep +again, after having seen Valentia through the +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[236]</a></span>window helping to push the mower, and saying +to himself—</p> + +<p>"How like a woman! I shall go up to town +with Van Buren and send a wire to Alec."</p> + +<p>This was his revenge.</p> + +<p>Their momentary fears about Romer were +completely dissipated. He seemed exactly as +usual. As a rule he was even-tempered. Not +many people had seen him put out, though he +could be very angry, except with Valentia. +During this day he seemed, for him, a little +irritable. Perhaps, Val thought, through getting +up too early.</p> + +<p>Harry went up to town with Van Buren for +the day, intending to return the same evening. +He soon recovered himself in the course of +copious confidences in the train. As soon as he +had arrived in London he began to count the +minutes before he should go back.</p> + +<p>Valentia expected the elder Mrs. Wyburn to +lunch.</p> + +<p>"What shall we do with her to-day?" Val +asked Daphne. "She must be kept in a good +temper, because it's the last time she'll come +down before going to Bournemouth. It's rather +a pity they've all gone. Romer is sure to say the +wrong thing to her—let out some trifle that +we have been carefully concealing for months—praise +up Harry, or something."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[237]</a></span>"Doesn't she like Harry?"</p> + +<p>"Since he went to see her she likes him for +herself, but not for me."</p> + +<p>"What cheek! But he's not here."</p> + +<p>"No, if he were she might like him again all +right. Then, Romer talks too slowly for her. +Her mind works quicker than his, and one can +only deal with him by racing on in front, and +turning round to beckon. With Mrs. Wyburn +there are only two things that are any use—dash +and volubility. It's difficult to keep the +thing going when she's alone with us."</p> + +<p>"Well, why not pass the time this afternoon +by returning the Campbells' visit, and take +Mrs. Wyburn with us to 'The Angles'?" Daphne +suggested.</p> + +<p>"Oh no! It's treating them almost like royalty +to go so soon. And there's the Belgian man."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't she like Belgians then, Val?"</p> + +<p>"I've never asked her. Only, don't you see, it +isn't that but the Belgian is what Harry calls a +blighter—a beano-blighter; and so is Mrs. Wyburn, +and it doesn't do to have two beano-blighters +in the same party."</p> + +<p>"Ah, I see; they'd clash. What <i>is</i> a beano-blighter +exactly, Val?"</p> + +<p>"A person who blights beanos. Who makes +every one a little uncomfortable, casts a gloom +over entertainments—has to be taken in hand +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[238]</a></span>and dealt with separately from the others—doesn't +blend, you know."</p> + +<p>"You mean some one who isn't the life and +soul of the party?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. That's almost as bad in its way. +In fact, the life-and-soul-of-the-party person +casts almost as great a gloom on the rest as a +blighter."</p> + +<p>"Oh dear! Yes, I see."</p> + +<p>"We must meet her at the station in the +motor. I shall put on my blue serge and my +plain sailor. She mustn't see me in the garden +without a hat, nor in a real one. You do the +same, Daphne."</p> + +<p>"But my sailor's too large in the head, and +that makes it fall over my eyes, and that gives +it a Frenchy look, like <i>L'Art et la Mode</i>," protested +Daphne.</p> + +<p>"Stuff it with paper. Here's the <i>Bystander</i>."</p> + +<p>"Oh, isn't it a pity? There's such a pretty +picture of——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't bother."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn was gracious to-day, and all +was going well when, about half-past five, a +telegram, reply paid, was brought. It was addressed +to Harry.</p> + +<p>"What shall we do?"</p> + +<p>"Why, keep it till he comes. He'll be back to +dinner," Romer said.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[239]</a></span>"Suppose it's something urgent," said Val, +seeming a little agitated. "Don't you think perhaps +we ought to open it? He won't mind."</p> + +<p>"You can't. It's addressed to Harry," said +Romer.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wyburn's quick eyes took in some signs +of tension, but she continued giving them +advice about the garden. She thought the +flowers too florid, and was always a little shocked +at the extravagant scent and exuberance of the +roses. She seemed to think they should be kept +more in their place—not allowed to climb all +over the house, and romp or lean about the +garden doing just what they liked. She had +winced in the drawing-room, relented in the +dining-room, and refrained, really, only in the +kitchen, that she had insisted upon seeing. It +was the only room to the decoration of which she +gave whole-hearted praise and approval. The +cooking at the Green Gate she admitted to be +perfect, without pretension. In fact, she thought +everything in the house a little overdone, except +the mutton.</p> + +<p>"I can't think who that wire can be from," +Val said several times to Daphne when her +mother-in-law had gone. She meant that she +could think.</p> + +<p>"Well, you'll know directly. Harry's arriving."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[240]</a></span>Harry found it in the hall, and came in +with it.</p> + +<p>"You open it for me," he said, giving it to +Val.</p> + +<p>Since his last instructions to Alec he felt perfectly +safe.</p> + +<p>She read—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<i>Thousand thanks awfully bucked at letter +at Queens' Hotel Cowes for three days could you +join us there wire reply fondest love and kisses.</i></p> + +<p><i>Johnson</i>."</p> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[241]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX</h2> + +<h3>GLADYS</h3> + + +<p>On arriving in London, Vaughan found his +secretary with the usual heaps of letters. +One envelope, addressed in a large and rather +infantine hand, was put aside for him. The +note ran—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p class="right"> +"The Baldfaced Stag, +Edgware. +</p> + +<p>"Dear Mr. Vaughan,</p> + +<p>"I eard only yesterday that the play you +kindly sent me and mother to was wrote by +you, I call it a shame you didn't tell me before, +we saw the name on the programme, but never +thought it could be the same but yesterday +mother saw a piece in the paper about you in +the weekly dispatch and she said it was the +same, I'm sory I said the people in the play +went on silly I beg pardon for calling the play +silly I wouldnt have done it if Id known, so +hope youre not angry, they seemed to me to go +on silly, but I dont reelly know much about +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[242]</a></span>those kind of ladies and gentlemen, we saw the +piece in the paper only yesterday and mother +said it was the same, we hope you will soon +come again to tea the calf is better believe me +yours truly</p> + +<p class="right"> +"<span class="smcap">Gladis Adelaide Brill</span>."<br /> +</p></div> + +<p>He instantly wrote back—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Dear Miss Brill, +</p> + +<p>"I am <i>so</i> relieved and thankful to hear +the calf is better, all the more because I had no +idea it had been indisposed. I fancied, though, +it was looking a little pale the last time I had +the pleasure of meeting it in the field. Please +don't think again of your criticism. It gave me +very great pleasure. You must think me very +foolish. You could say nothing that I would +not like except to ask me not to come and see +you. I am very busy just now and so have little +time for afternoon calls, but will come one of +these days soon.</p> + +<p class="right"> +"Yours always,<br /> +"<span class="smcap">Gilbert Hereford Vaughan</span>."<br /> +</p></div> + +<p>He waited a moment, and then added—</p> + +<p>"I will turn up to-morrow at four. Try not +to forget me till then."</p> + +<p>For the rest of the day he was in high spirits. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[243]</a></span>The letter seemed to keep him up through the +various little bothers of the day. He had been +going to France for the summer. He admitted +to himself that this semi-flirtation was keeping +him in England. He didn't like the idea of +going away very long from the possibility of +turning up at the "Bald-faced Stag."</p> + +<p>The explanation Harry gave about Johnson's +telegram satisfied Valentia for the time, as he +declined the invitation to Cowes, but the incident +left an uneasy feeling in Val's mind. She could +not bear to own to herself that he was deceiving +her, and he hadn't the courage to give it away +yet, not that he cared so very much about hurting +her, but he was happier at the Green Gate +than anywhere else. He liked the house, the +atmosphere, and Romer; but what kept him +most was, of course, that curious charm Valentia +had for him, which was perhaps stronger than +ever because he knew that the end was not far +off. He often thought he was a fool not to have +taken the opportunity to break it off on this +occasion. He couldn't stand the idea of not seeing +her, just because of the way her hair grew on her +forehead! So low, and in such thick waves! Alec +Walmer's hair, also fair, was thin and unmeaning. +She had a low forehead, and yet the hair +began high up. In the evening when it was +carefully arranged, and the iron had entered +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[244]</a></span>into it, it looked like a stiff transformation, +even worse than when left to nature.</p> + +<p>But of course, in spite of the reconciliation, a +residue of mistrust remained, and on his side a +sensation of restlessness which left him irritable; +less amiable and pleasant than usual.</p> + +<p>They were sitting on the little terrace. He was +smoking and reading the paper. He suddenly +threw it down and said—</p> + +<p>"How quiet you are, Val! Why don't you +talk?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think I've got anything to say."</p> + +<p>"You seem depressed," he said, rather +aggressively.</p> + +<p>"I feel a little depressed."</p> + +<p>Harry gave expression to the usual injustice +of the unfaithful.</p> + +<p>"What a mistake women make in being +gloomy! How foolish it is. Shall I tell you the +key of the whole situation between men and +women?"</p> + +<p>"Do."</p> + +<p>"Well, dear, it's just—a <i>smile</i>. Never be dull, +never be ill, never be depressed. Be gay—always +gay. That's what men like—that's the one +thing that they go out for and come in for—a +smile."</p> + +<p>"Your ideal of a woman seems to be a Cheshire +cat," she answered, looking rather amused. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[245]</a></span>"Your motto is, like the man in <i>The Arcadians</i>: +Always Merry and Bright. Well, I'm sure there's +a good deal in it. But I'm not usually accused of +being a dreary person."</p> + +<p>"Of course you're not; you're charming, +lively, amusing, sympathetic. That's your great +attraction, Val. But the last few days you seem +rather to have lost it."</p> + +<p>"You can hardly resent my feeling a little +down, Harry. One or two little things that have +happened lately have made me anxious."</p> + +<p>"Never be anxious. You ought to trust, trust—always +trust."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's all very well! That wire...."</p> + +<p>"Are we going to have that all over again? I +thought I'd explained." He assumed the air of +a patient martyr.</p> + +<p>"I know you <i>explained</i> all right. Well, I won't +think about it any more. Don't be horrid, Harry.... +Have you seen this week's <i>Punch</i>? There's +something in it simply <i>too</i> heavenly—such a +joke! Let me read it to you."</p> + +<p>"It's very sweet of you—but do you ever +realise——I wonder if it's ever struck you, Val, +that men aren't always in the mood for heavenly +jokes? There are times when one likes to think—to +see life as it is—to discuss abstract things, +even."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[246]</a></span>"Oh! Well ... what do you think of Daphne's +dress? Isn't it pretty? It was made by Ogburn, all +out of nothing, in no time."</p> + +<p>He looked at Daphne, who was sitting under +a tree reading Cyril's last letter over again.</p> + +<p>"It's all right. It suits <i>her</i>. I don't call <i>that</i> a +serious subject."</p> + +<p>"What subject would you like, then?"</p> + +<p>"Well—Romer, for instance. Where is he?"</p> + +<p>"Talking to the gardener about mowing. Do +you want him? I'll call him if you like."</p> + +<p>"Dear Val, it's not quite like you to be ironical +to <i>me</i>.... You ought not to laugh at Romer +either. I'm complex, perhaps—I know I am; but +it jars on me when you do that."</p> + +<p>She stared at him.</p> + +<p>"Look here—I know I'm tiresome," said +Harry, returning to his usual caressing manner. +"Don't take any notice of it. It's—the weather, +I think, or want of exercise. I'll go and improvise +a little."</p> + +<p>He pushed back his chair, and, with a parting +look of forgiveness, he went into the house and +began to improvise (rather dismally) a well-known +funeral march. Or perhaps it was only a +coincidence. Perhaps he would have thought of +it if Chopin hadn't.</p> + +<p>Harry was only musical by fits and starts, and +generally either to impress some one or because +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[247]</a></span>he was out of temper. Val never regarded it as +a good sign when he grappled with the Steinway.</p> + +<p>In ten minutes he had grown tired of his +mood of melody, and strolled into the rose garden +with a book.</p> + +<p>Yes, certainly Harry was restless.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[248]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX"></a>CHAPTER XXX</h2> + +<h3>THE ANGLES</h3> + + +<p>"You're very quiet, Val," remarked Daphne, +as they flew along in the motor on their +way to call on the Prebendary's wife at The +Angles.</p> + +<p>Both sisters wore little cottage bonnets, blue +motor-veils, and large loose white coats with +high collars.</p> + +<p>"How can I talk when we're exceeding the +speed limit?" said Valentia.</p> + +<p>"You usually do. Is anything the matter?"</p> + +<p>"No, nothing at all.... Harry's been horrid +lately."</p> + +<p>"I suppose he <i>is</i> occasionally."</p> + +<p>"No, he's not. He's got the artistic temperament, +and of course he can't always be the same, +poor dear."</p> + +<p>"What a pity one can't be an artist without +having the artistic temperament! It always +seems to mean being late for meals, and losing +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[249]</a></span>your temper, or being amusing when every one +wants to go to bed."</p> + +<p>"As a matter of fact," said Valentia, "I never +knew any one with less of it than Harry. There +isn't a more hard-headed business man in the +world in his way, though he <i>has</i> read poetry and +plays the piano sometimes, and paints. He is an +artist too ... but—well, not in any of the +recognised arts.... I hear Miss Luscombe and +Rathbone—I mean Mr. and Mrs. Rathbone—have +gone to Oberammergau for their honeymoon."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Is that the latest thing to do?"</p> + +<p>"Of course not, Daphne, but she thinks it is. +Miss Luscombe has spent her life in trying to +catch the last omnibus and always just missing it, +and she's not going to leave off now just because +she happens to be married. Here we are!"</p> + +<p>The Prebendary's wife received them very +graciously. Her waist looked longer than ever, +and her skirt seemed more than usually abnormal +in width. She did all that she could to +entertain them. She showed them her son +Garstin's map of Buckinghamshire, and then +said—</p> + +<p>"I'll send for Mr. Stoendyck. He's upstairs +inventing. You can't <i>think</i> how clever he is and +how hard he works. It's really wonderful! We +often leave him alone for hours to think things +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[250]</a></span>out, and sometimes he plays sonatas; he says it refreshes +him. He really is an extraordinary man."</p> + +<p>Mr. Stoendyck came in, looking very martial +and scientific and pleased with himself, as though +he had just invented gunpowder. Mrs. Campbell +began as usual to talk baby language, and play a +kind of Dumb Crambo at him. He never seemed +able to guess the word.</p> + +<p>"I hope we haven't interrupted you in your +studies," said Val politely.</p> + +<p>"She say she ope she not interrupt. Work, you +know. Oeuvre—Arbeit."</p> + +<p>"I was just amusing myself with the very +witty paper from Germany, <i>Kladderadatsch</i>. It +is very funny," he said.</p> + +<p>"It sounds funny," said Val sympathetically.</p> + +<p>"What I find in England is that you're all +wonderfully serious, wonderfully courteous, +wonderfully kind"—he bowed to his hostess; +"but, you'll excuse my saying so, I don't find +enough wit or lightness for my temperament. +For humour I have to go to Belgium or +Germany."</p> + +<p>He spoke with intense solemnity.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Campbell now began to translate him +even to himself.</p> + +<p>"You say you like fun, wit—just fun to make +laugh?" She made strange signs with her +fingers.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[251]</a></span>He did not appear to understand the code. +He stared at her with a frown, and rasped on +seriously—</p> + +<p>"I find a few comical jokes occasionally a +great relief after my heavy work. It is very deep +work."</p> + +<p>"I suppose it would be indiscreet to ask what +the invention is?" said Valentia, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Not at all. There is nothing indiscreet whatever +in your curiosity, Mrs. Wyburn."</p> + +<p>He took a scone covered with butter and +swallowed it in an extraordinarily short time, +and in an ingenious manner.</p> + +<p>"No, there's no indiscretion in the matter at +all. Do not trouble yourself on that score. It is +merely the natural interest that a cultivated +and intellectual English lady would naturally +take when she hears of an extraordinary invention +from another country." He bowed, and +having thus explained her to herself, he then +ate another scone.</p> + +<p>"She say she want to know, you know," +nodded Mrs. Campbell, putting up a playful +and threatening finger with dignified coquetry +and a stony smile. (She was subject to fits of +this kind of marble archness unexpectedly.)</p> + +<p>"Yes. So I understood."</p> + +<p>The Belgian was looking at Daphne with +distinct admiration. Of course Miss Campbell +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[252]</a></span>came and sat down beside him. Women always +follow their instinct to come and sit on the other +side of any man whom they regard as their +property. They seem to think that merely by +sitting on the other side they protect him from +freebooters. As a matter of fact, it would be +more sensible, if to distract his attention were +the object, to sit opposite with some one else.</p> + +<p>Mr. Stoendyck turned his back on her completely, +and said to Daphne—</p> + +<p>"Very charming, those motor-veils, and the +whole costume. At the same time, while being +thoroughly practical and sensible, it is, if I may +say so, extremely becoming."</p> + +<p>He bowed with a condescending air, and went +on—</p> + +<p>"The English young girl—at least, such +specimens as I have seen in the neighbourhood, +especially in the country—seems to me a wonderfully +beautiful object. In Belgium we are +getting on, but we have not reached, as yet, +the point of freedom combined with modesty +that you constantly see over here. Particularly, +as I say, in rural districts."</p> + +<p>He then made what can only be described, +vulgarly, as a distinct 'eye.'</p> + +<p>Both the Campbells looked uneasy.</p> + +<p>"The Prebendary will be in soon," said Mrs. +Campbell. "He promised faithfully to come +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[253]</a></span>back to tea to-day. He also is a very busy man. +He come in soon," she spoke reassuringly.</p> + +<p>Daphne was suddenly taken with a <i>fou rire</i> +and began to laugh helplessly. Val, seeing her +condition, and knowing that when she once +started there was no hope but in immediate +flight, took leave.</p> + +<p>They were cordially asked to come again by +Mrs. Campbell. But Mr. Stoendyck invited them +to lunch, and wanted to fix a day and hour. Mrs. +Campbell, however, declined his invitation for +them. Mrs. Wyburn, she said, must have a +great many engagements.</p> + +<p>They left Stoendyck standing in the hall, +looking sentimental.</p> + +<p>"All foreigners not of the Latin race go on +like that," said Val, as they drove back. "They +may be scientific, or soldiers, philosophers, or +musicians, but if they're Germans or Belgians +or Austrians, or anything of that sort, they +always get bowled over by a young girl, a blue +ribbon, plumpness, or fair hair."</p> + +<p>"But I'm very thin and dark," said Daphne +angrily.</p> + +<p>"I don't care if you are. You're a pretty girl, +you're unmarried, you've got blue chiffon round +your head—and there it is.... I don't mean +Prussian officers, of course."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[254]</a></span>"<i>They</i> would appreciate <i>you</i>, I suppose you +mean!"</p> + +<p>"One can't say. They'd probably take on anything."</p> + +<p>Valentia took out the little looking-glass from +her motor-bag, looked at it, put it back, and +added—</p> + +<p>"Anything possible, I mean."</p> + +<p>"Go on, Val."</p> + +<p>"Go on how?"</p> + +<p>"Telling me things. You're so interesting, +you know such a lot. Now, about the Latin +races—wouldn't they like—er—me?"</p> + +<p>"Of course they would. But they'd like you +better if you were married to Cyril or any one. +Frenchmen and Italians always want their love-making +or flirtations to have something in it +of the nature of a <i>score</i>. They love scoring off a +third person, whoever it may be,—whether it's +their friend's wife, or their wife's friend, or +anything."</p> + +<p>"They're not sincere, then?"</p> + +<p>"Don't be silly. If they weren't sincere, why +are there nothing but unwritten-law crimes all +over France and Italy? And why do Parisians +think and talk of ... nothing else! They're +<i>sincere</i> all right: it's their hobby. Italians, of +course, are more jealous and faithful, and +Parisians are frightfully vain—there's a good +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[255]</a></span>deal of a sort of snobbism about it. They love to +show off. That's why they're so keen on dress."</p> + +<p>"Do you think," said Daphne, with sudden +anxiety, "that if you don't dress to perfection +you can't keep a man's love? I <i>do</i> hope not! I +mean because when I'm married to Cyril I +shan't be able to afford to wear anything at all, +except a clean blouse which I shall have to +iron out myself, like in <i>Hearth and Home</i>."</p> + +<p>Valentia shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Dressing to perfection doesn't make men +love you, silly. It only makes women hate you. +And I never have yet seen the advantage of that."</p> + +<p>"Oh, then, do Parisians want other women to +hate you?" asked Daphne. Her sister hesitated.</p> + +<p>"Sometimes. Very often they don't. They +want you to be admired by other people, whoever +they are, men or women. But in Paris dress +counts in a different sort of way—it means more—it +stands for more. Oh, don't bother!"</p> + +<p>"Well, give me a straightforward Englishman!" +exclaimed Daphne.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed!" replied Val. "That Belgian +Herr, anyhow, doesn't count. I can't think why +Mrs. Preb. and Miss Campbell are so much in +love with him."</p> + +<p>"Isn't it funny? Why do you think it is, Val?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it's because he's a man. You see, +they're accustomed to curates."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[256]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXI" id="CHAPTER_XXXI"></a>CHAPTER XXXI</h2> + +<h3>AT EDGWARE</h3> + + +<p>Miss Brill had twisted up her hair and +put on her Sunday dress to receive +Vaughan.</p> + +<p>To harmonise with the <a class="ins" href="#tnote_9" name="tAnchor_9" title="Dicken's">Dickens's</a> garden it +ought to have been white muslin with flounces +and a pink sash. But it was a quite long, dark +blue Liberty satin, made by a smart dressmaker +in the Finchley Road. It had a high collar, an +Empire waist, and gathers.</p> + +<p>Her mother was delighted with it. Gladys +had not been quite satisfied herself, and had +tried to tie it in round the ankles with concealed +string, to make it look more like a nobble skirt, +as she called it.</p> + +<p>Her almost too abundant hair had been piled +over a pad, which gave her the appearance of +having a swollen head. Yet even so she looked +lovely, rather like an old-fashioned picture in +the Academy of <i>I'se Gan'ma</i>, or something of +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[257]</a></span>the kind, suggesting a baby disguised as a +grown-up-person.</p> + +<p>Vaughan went through the usual ritual of +asking after Mrs. Brill—he rather hurried Mr. +Brill over his remark about the finest woman +one would see in a day's march—then admired +the weather, ordered tea, and asked for Miss Brill.</p> + +<p>Gladys came and sat down with a rather shy, +self-conscious air.</p> + +<p>She soon lost it, however, and began to get +natural again.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Vaughan! I <i>never</i> was more surprised +than I was at that piece in the paper! And +mother come over quite queer, she was so +surprised. You were kind in your letter to forgive +me for being rude. Who'd ever have +thought you was clever?"</p> + +<p>"Who, indeed! But, Gladys, why this get-up? +Why are you dressed up in satin and dark colours +on a summer day?"</p> + +<p>"Why, mother said a nice navy blue was +always useful. I'd rather have had a Cambridge +blue myself. Mother says navy blue's so ladylike. +Don't you like it?"</p> + +<p>"Charming. But I don't like what you've done +to your hair."</p> + +<p>"Don't you, though? Fancy! Well, I don't +seem to care much for it myself. It's a Pompadour, +you know—a pad."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[258]</a></span>"Take it off," said Vaughan.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I can't!"</p> + +<p>"All right, <i>I</i> will. Come in the field."</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't mind if you do. I'll say I took +my hair down because it was heavy."</p> + +<p>"You've tried to spoil yourself, but you +haven't succeeded. Why did you do it, Gladys?"</p> + +<p>"Seeing you was clever, I thought pr'aps I'd +better try to look more grown-up."</p> + +<p>"Ah! what a mistake! Your great charm is +that you're such a regular J.F."</p> + +<p>"What's that?"</p> + +<p>"A <i>jeune fille</i>."</p> + +<p>"What does that mean? What's a J.F. in +English?"</p> + +<p>"A jolly flapper."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I say!"</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>In the field Vaughan, with several interruptions +and reproaches for being a caution, +managed to take the pad off her head and to +throw it in the field. But an unfortunate thing +happened. All the corn-coloured hair fell down +over his face and he had kissed her—by accident—before +he knew it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I say! You are a caution!" was her only +remark. But she did not laugh, and as she hastily +did a little amateur coiffing, he thought she +looked slightly annoyed. At any rate, she hadn't +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[259]</a></span>much more to say to him, and he went back to +London almost immediately, feeling quite absurdly +agitated about such an unimportant trifle.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>An hour later, when quietly at home in his +study, Vaughan was suddenly seized by that +species of madness that has been known to wreck +careers, "to launch a thousand ships," to cause +all kinds of chaos. It was that terrible +<i>once-on-board-the-lugger-and-the-girl-is-mine-I-must-and-shall-possess-her</i> +feeling in its most acute +form. Most men have known it at some time in +their lives. He thought of Harry de Freyne, and +felt noble and superior in contrast to what <i>his</i> +conduct would have been, as he sat down and +wrote with intense pleasure—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p> +"Darling Gladys, +</p> + +<p>"I love you. Will you marry me? Please +try. I'm writing to your father. Don't keep me +waiting long for the answer.</p> + +<p class="sgntr noind"> + "Yours for always,<br /> +<span class="smcap">"Gillie</span>." +</p></div> + +<p>He then wrote a long and sensible letter to +Mr. Brill; all business, respect, and urgency, +saying he knew that Gladys was very young, but +that he would make her happy, and so forth.</p> + +<p>These two letters he sent off by express messenger +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[260]</a></span>in a taxicab to the "Bald-faced Stag," +and then sat down to dinner.</p> + +<p>What a dinner! And what an evening he +spent! He planned a long journey—what fun to +show the child new places and things! Why +shouldn't he marry the charming, refined, and +beautiful daughter of an hotel-keeper? He +decided even on alterations in the house, and +he meant to be ecstatically happy.</p> + +<p>What did he care for people? He had never +lived either to <i>épater</i> the <i>bourgeois</i> or to satisfy +the ideal of the gentleman next door. He was +going to do something <i>he</i> liked!...</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>He woke up the next morning at six o'clock +with a ghastly chilly horror on him. What had +he done? Had he been mad? To marry Miss Brill, +the daughter of the landlord of a little suburban +public-house! A girl of sixteen, pretty enough +certainly, but with no pretensions to being a +lady, no possibility of having anything in common +with him. But it wasn't so much the +question of what people would say—of course, +most of the women he knew would drop him, +and the men would laugh at him and make love +to her—but, how long would it last? How long +would this strange mania endure? Perhaps not +a week. The poor child would have an awful +time, too. She was much happier as she was.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[261]</a></span>Well! He was a sportsman, and had taken +the risk. He must wait now. At the back of his +mind he was wondering how he could get out +of it.</p> + +<p>He had not to wait long. His letters were +answered by the first post. Evidently, the "Bald-faced +Stag" had been kept up late that night to +reply in time.</p> + +<p>Gladys wrote very respectfully that she was +very sorry she hadn't told him before, but she +was privately engaged to the son of the landlord +of the Green Man at Stanmore: the Eldest +Son, she wrote with pride (as though he would +inherit the title). She was awfully sorry. Besides, +she was going to be a manicure, first, for two +years, and then settle down at Stanmore. Her +fiancé was twenty-one. She hoped Mr. Vaughan +would come over to tea very soon, and she +thought his letter was very kind, and remained +his truly, Gladys Brill.</p> + +<p>Mr. Brill had written a long and slightly +rambling letter which suggested rough copies +and even some assistance from the old vintages +of the "Bald-faced Stag." He refused most firmly, +though thoroughly sensible of the honour done +him by Mr. Vaughan's offer, but he couldn't go +back on his word to his friend at the Green +Man. The arrangement had been made, when +Gladys and the son were in their cradles, by +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[262]</a></span>him and his pal of the Green Man and he +couldn't go back on his word. And Gladys liked +the young chap; and it was a great honour, +indeed, that Mr. Vaughan had done them, and +it would have been splendid for Gladys in the +worldly sense. But there! it was better, perhaps, +not to mix up Stations. Mr. Brill repeated this +sentiment over and over again, always using +a capital S for station—(as though Vaughan had +expressed an insane desire to confuse Victoria +with the Great Western). And he remained very +respectfully, Tom Brill.</p> + +<p>"A manicure in Bond Street and then the +landlady of a common country inn! Never! She +shan't! I'll go down and persuade her. I'll make +them come round."</p> + +<p>Vaughan was so hurt and disappointed that +he felt he could never smile again.</p> + +<p>But he did.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[263]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXII" id="CHAPTER_XXXII"></a>CHAPTER XXXII</h2> + +<h3>TENSION</h3> + + +<p>When the sisters came back from their +drive Harry was sitting on the little +marble terrace reading <i>Count Florio and Phillis +K.</i> and smoking cigarettes. With almost conjugal +unfairness he complained that Valentia +always went out just before he arrived. In fact, +he had begged her to get the visit over that +afternoon, as he intended to be late.</p> + +<p>Valentia sat down and began a lively account +of "The Angles," but he implored her not to +describe those awful people at home, and particularly +not to tell him anything about that +poisonous Belgian. Then he told Val that blue +didn't suit her, and, when she agreed with him, +petulantly complained that she had no ideas of +her own.</p> + +<p>"But I had an idea of my own; only now you +say it's wrong."</p> + +<p>"So it is. But, even if it is wrong, you should +stick to it. You should have more individuality."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[264]</a></span>"What an awful word," she said.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter with the word?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing. It's so long."</p> + +<p>"You're talking nonsense, Valentia."</p> + +<p>"Well, why shouldn't I talk nonsense? I'm +sure I've heard you say there's nothing so depressing +as a woman with no nonsense about +her."</p> + +<p>"I know. But there needn't be nothing else."</p> + +<p>"Harry, are you trying to quarrel? If so I'd +better go away."</p> + +<p>"Oh, all right! Very well! Do as you like," +said Harry. "It seems a curious way to treat a +guest: to go out when you expect him, and then +the moment you come in to make an excuse to +leave him alone again. But please yourself!"</p> + +<p>He took up his book and turned away.</p> + +<p>Valentia went into the house, to her room, +and sat down opposite the looking-glass with a +sigh. It was at moments like these that she +sometimes thought, with a slight reaction, of +Romer. Romer was never capricious, never +irritable, never trying. It was true that he rarely +answered her except in monosyllables, but yet +she knew that he delighted in and tacitly encouraged +her fluency. He did not respond to +every idea she expressed as Harry did (when +Harry was in a good temper), but she knew she +had no better audience. His extreme quietness +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[265]</a></span>might be admitted, occasionally, to cast a slight +gloom, but negatively what enormous advantages +his silence had! Romer never scolded, +never laid down the law; never thought it +necessary to give her long, minute, detailed +accounts of his impressions of art, or life, or +literature; never insisted on pointing out, as if +it were a matter of life and death, precisely +where he differed in his opinions of a book, a +play, or an incident, from the criticisms in the +daily papers. Nor did he refer to some annoying +past incident half a dozen times a day as a +sealed subject. He had other qualities. He could +take tickets, he could sign cheques (and even +seemed to like doing it). He could see about +things. He wasn't selfish. Yes, Valentia thought, +when she saw Harry at his worst, that perhaps +she didn't really quite appreciate her husband. +How irritating Harry would have been in that +capacity!</p> + +<p>Daphne came in, and Valentia went on, as +usual, with her thoughts aloud.</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't Harry be a maddening husband?" +she said as she brushed out her hair.</p> + +<p>"Oh! Would he? In what way?"</p> + +<p>"He'd be so selfish, so obtrusive—he'd always +want you to do exactly what he liked, just when +he liked, and never when he didn't, or when +you liked, I mean."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[266]</a></span>"How could he like you to do what he liked +when he didn't like? That would be expecting +too much. I don't see what you mean, Val."</p> + +<p>"I only mean that when he's in a bad temper +Harry's tiresome, and if he were married he'd +be in one oftener."</p> + +<p>"Oh dear! Are most men bad-tempered when +they're married, Val?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Nearly always."</p> + +<p>"<i>What?</i> Then, will Cyril ..."</p> + +<p>"Cyril's a pleasant, easy-going boy, but, as +you won't have enough money, he's sure to be +bad-tempered at times."</p> + +<p>"Then aren't married men bad-tempered +when they have plenty of money, Val?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, if they have a great deal they're awfully +bad-tempered, too; because, you see, then they +lose it, or if they don't do that they're always +trying to enjoy themselves with it and finding +the enjoyment flat, and then they blame their +wives. Besides, anyhow, having enough money +leads to all sorts of complications."</p> + +<p>"Oh dear! Then what do you advise?" +Daphne hung on Valentia's words, respecting +her superior knowledge and experience.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I advise enough, anyhow. It can't make +you happy, but it can avoid certain troubles. +Love in a cottage is only all right for the week-end +when you have a nice house in London as +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[267]</a></span>well, and a season ticket or a motor, and electric +light and things, and a telephone. Oh, by the +way, our telephone here is eating its head off. +We never use it. Go and ring up to the grocer, +not to forget to send the things, will you, dear? +He's got a telephone, too—the only tradesman +in the village who has."</p> + +<p>"What things isn't he to forget to send?"</p> + +<p>"How should I know?—the usual things. He +never does forget, but it looks well to remind +him, and the 'phone needs exercise."</p> + +<p>"All right. But before I go, Val—suppose you +can't have the sort of love-in-a-cottage you +mean, and there's no fear of your being so rich +that it makes you miserable, what is the best +thing to do?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I suppose the old business in the old +novels, a competence with the man of your heart, +would do all right."</p> + +<p>Daphne looked pleased.</p> + +<p>"For six months, anyhow. Or a year or two, +perhaps," Val added.</p> + +<p>"Oh dear!" cried Daphne again, as she left +the room.</p> + +<p>"Poor pet," Val murmured to herself. "I hope +I'm not teaching her to be cynical."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[268]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXXIII</h2> + +<h3>GOOD-BYE</h3> + + +<p>The only person in the family who did not +thoroughly approve of Gladys's decision +was her mother. Mrs. Brill thought it sheer +madness to decline proposals of a 'gentleman +from the West End,' as she called him; so clever +and so rich, so handsome and so much in love. +She was romantic and yet worldly in her views, +and was much excited at the idea of the rivalry +for her daughter. There were bitter scenes +between Mr. and Mrs. Brill on the subject. Mr. +Brill was not romantic nor worldly, but he was +very sentimental, and he didn't hold with breaking +his word to the Green Man, nor indeed with +that mixing up of Stations to which he had +already alluded.</p> + +<p>Between the opposing views of her parents +Gladys became somewhat bewildered. She liked +the son of the Green Man (he was in reality +only a green boy, but good-looking, and she +had always known him), and she wished to be +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[269]</a></span>loyal to him. Yet her mother's remarks about +Mr. Vaughan began to appeal to her imagination, +such as it was. She was rather dazzled and +began to weaken. She was at the age when one +can really be in love with anybody, and she was +flattered. Though she felt she would feel more +at home with her childhood's friend, she began, +very slightly, to look down upon him when she +compared him with Gillie.</p> + +<p>Vaughan came down the day after he had received +her letter, and behaved precisely as usual.</p> + +<p>Mr. Brill, meeting him with a rather shamefaced +air in the garden, said straightforwardly—</p> + +<p>"Very pleased indeed to see you, Mr. +Vaughan. You got my letter, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed. To my sorrow. I want to talk +to you about it."</p> + +<p>"Well, I was sorry to write it, sir, if you take +my meaning. But there! Well, Mrs. Brill 'as expressed +a wish for a few words with you, if you +wouldn't mind."</p> + +<p>"I shall be delighted, of course. But—may I +see Gladys?"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, sir. Tea and bread and butter? +The usual thing?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, please. As usual." Mr. Brill lingered.</p> + +<p>"Ave some watercress with it, sir," he added +sympathetically, "or we've got some very nice +little radishes. Ow about them?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[270]</a></span>Vaughan nearly laughed.</p> + +<p>"No, thank you! I'm afraid they wouldn't be +any use to me, Mr. Brill."</p> + +<p>"Ha, ha! You will have your joke!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Brill went in and told his wife that Mr. +Vaughan was "sitting there looking that miserable +it was enough to make one's heart ache."</p> + +<p>With this satisfactory intelligence he sent +Gladys into the garden.</p> + +<p>She was all blushes and shyness. Her hair had +gone back into the long plait, and she wore her +schoolgirl dress again.</p> + +<p>"You're too proud, Gladys!" he said reproachfully. +"Why did you never tell me of your +engagement?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I didn't ardly count it to interest you, +Mr. Vaughan. Besides, it's not to be for two +years."</p> + +<p>"Are you in love with him?"</p> + +<p>"Why, what a question! I <i>like</i> him. He's a +nice boy."</p> + +<p>"I suppose he's very much in love with you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's all right."</p> + +<p>"That was a very cruel letter you wrote me, +Gladys."</p> + +<p>"I was afraid you'd think it rude," she answered +apologetically.</p> + +<p>"No, dear. It isn't rude to refuse a proposal. +You can't accept them all, can you?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[271]</a></span>"You've made a wretched tea, Mr. Vaughan. +Is there anything else you'd like?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I want to go in the field again, like the +day before yesterday."</p> + +<p>"Was it only the day before yesterday? So it +was. A lot seems to ave appened since. Well, +come along."</p> + +<p>She looked such an absolute child as she +climbed the gate that Gillie felt almost ashamed +of his proposal, and thought that probably her +father was quite right.... But her face was so +exactly like Sir Joshua Reynolds' angels' heads, +she might have sat for them. She was too absurdly +pretty. And sweet, too, he thought. She had +no vulgar pretensions, she was simple. She only +wanted a little polish. He could teach her everything +necessary. No task could have been more +congenial....</p> + +<p>"So you think I'm too old for you. Is that it?"</p> + +<p>"No, it isn't. It isn't that. It's what father +told you."</p> + +<p>"Would you hate to go for a long journey +with me, to see other places, other countries?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no; I'd like it. We went to Clacton last +summer. It <i>was</i> fun."</p> + +<p>He thought a little.</p> + +<p>"Gladys, as you're so young, won't you leave +the whole thing in abeyance for a time?"</p> + +<p>"In what, did you say?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[272]</a></span>"Undecided. Let me come and talk to you +about it in six months. The only thing I can't +bear you to do is to be a manicure. I'm going +to speak to your mother about it. I can't stand it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, why, Mr. Vaughan? I should have +thought it was nice for me to sort of better +myself."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense. Far better stay here. Well, will +you agree to that?"</p> + +<p>"To give up the manicuring and to leave the +engagement open like? Is that what you mean?"</p> + +<p>"That's the idea."</p> + +<p>She thought a minute.</p> + +<p>"I really don't see how I can. And—my boy +would feel it something cruel if I put him off +like that."</p> + +<p>"When do you see him?" he asked jealously.</p> + +<p>"Why, on Sundays. Only on Sundays."</p> + +<p>"Ah, that's why I've never seen him. I +wondered why I'd never met my hated rival."</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, now, you're going on silly, like the +people in the play!... I don't believe you alf +mean it."</p> + +<p>"Don't you believe I love you?"</p> + +<p>"How can you? You don't ardly know me, +except as a friend."</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you why I love you if you like, +dearest."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[273]</a></span>"Well, why?" She spoke with girlish curiosity.</p> + +<p>"Because you're lovely, and lovable, and +sweet. Because you're a darling."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I say!"</p> + +<p>"Doesn't your boy, as you call him, say these +things to <a class="ins" href="#tnote_10" name="tAnchor_10" title="you?'">you?"</a></p> + +<p>"Not like that. I only see him on Sundays."</p> + +<p>"And does he kiss you on Sundays?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes."</p> + +<p>Vaughan got up.</p> + +<p>"All right, I won't worry you any more.... +I'll let you be happy in your own way, dear.... +I must go now."</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>must</i> you?"</p> + +<p>She seemed very disappointed.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'm going to France."</p> + +<p>"What, to-day?"</p> + +<p>"No, next week."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am sorry."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, dear."</p> + +<p>He went in and bid adieu to Mr. and Mrs. +Brill and the "Bald-faced Stag" for ever. He said +to her father that he was resigned.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>As soon as he had gone, Gladys went upstairs +to her room, looked in the glass, then burst out +crying.</p> + +<p>She had fallen in love with Gillie.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[274]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXXIV</h2> + +<h3>ROMER OVERHEARS</h3> + + +<p>Romer started to go by himself for a five-mile +walk, leaving Daphne, Valentia and +Harry in the garden, but a nail in his boot hurt +so much that, after the first half-mile, Romer +decided he couldn't stand it any longer, and +would walk back, go quietly in, and then surprise +them by coming to tea in the garden.</p> + +<p>He was gone a very short time, but he +hastened his steps, looking forward immensely +to the removal of the boot, and also to seeing +Valentia again.</p> + +<p>Lately he had been more than ever devoted +to her. Ever since they had been at the Green +Gate she had been specially gentle and charming—but +not nearly so lively as usual. Sometimes +she looked quite anxious and preoccupied. +He thought, too, that she was +occasionally irritable; which was unlike her—and +her spirits varied continually.</p> + +<p>He asked her one day what was the matter, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[275]</a></span>and she assured him that there was nothing, so +he believed her. But he was always thinking +about her, trying to find some means to please +her. He was dissatisfied about her.</p> + +<p>He came back, went into his room, and his +spirits incalculably raised by the cessation of the +torture, he went and sat by the window, and +looked out at the lovely garden.</p> + +<p>It was a hot summer day; a little wind was in +the trees.</p> + +<p>Exactly under the window, on the little +verandah, sat Harry with Valentia. Daphne was +no longer there.</p> + +<p>They were talking; and talking, it seemed to +him, in an agitated way.</p> + +<p>Leaning a little over he could see Valentia on +a bamboo chair. To his horror he saw that she +was crying.</p> + +<p>Harry, speaking in a suppressed but rather +angry voice, appeared to be trying to comfort her.</p> + +<p>Without a second's hesitation or a moment's +scruple, Romer intently listened. He did not hide +or draw behind the curtain. He remained in full +view, in the window, so that they could see him +easily if they happened to look up. But they did +not; they were far too much preoccupied.... He +heard Harry speaking volubly, saying, in a tone +of irritated apology and explanation—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[276]</a></span>"My dear girl, I do wish to heaven you +wouldn't take it like that. I haven't changed—I +never shall. I don't care two straws about Miss +Walmer. But really, it is such a splendid chance +for me! You ought no more to expect me to give +it up than any other good business opportunity +that might crop up."</p> + +<p>"I should never see you again," she answered, +her voice broken by sobs.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you would. We should be the same as +ever. You know we can't do without each other. +You're part of my life."</p> + +<p>He spoke casually, but with irritation, as if +mentioning a self-evident fact.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, you say that," she answered sadly. +"But nothing could alter the fact that you wish +to be treacherous, and throw me over—and just +for money! It's simply degrading. It's all nonsense +to say it will be just the same!"</p> + +<p>"Well, of course—for a time—immediately +after the marriage—it couldn't be; but it would +gradually drift into very much the same."</p> + +<p>"It wouldn't, even if it could, because I +should never see you again," she repeated.</p> + +<p>Harry stood up with his hands in his pockets, +his shoulders raised.</p> + +<p>Romer could see his face quite plainly, and +wondered at its hard, selfish, almost cruel expression.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[277]</a></span>"Well, if you won't you won't," he said. +"How can I waste all my life dangling after a +woman who is married to somebody else? I +should be only too delighted—if I could afford +it. But I can't, and that's the brutal truth. And +then, you know, there has been a little talk. +That mother-in-law of yours has been gossiping +about us. Some day, Romer's bound to get +hold of it, and then where shall we be? Don't +you see, dear," he went on more gently, "this +will stop all that? Wouldn't it be better for me +to be married—just in this official sort of way—to +remain in England, and be able to see you +just the same as ever—very soon—than to go +out to the colonies or somewhere, and never +see you again at all? There's no doubt I've got +to do something. I'm in a frightful hole. Seven +thousand a year—a place in the country—and a +decent sort of girl, dropped down on me, as it +were, from heaven! I hadn't the slightest idea +of such luck—and hadn't any pretensions to it. +But the girl has taken a liking to me, and her +mother wants to get her married. It's ugly—unromantic—but +there are the facts. If you +cared for me really, I shouldn't think you would +want to stand in my way."</p> + +<p>"Very well, do it, then," she said, drying her +eyes. "If you can speak in this heartless way it +shows you are very different from what I believed +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[278]</a></span>you. But it will kill me; I shall never get +over it."</p> + +<p>She was rushing away when Harry caught her +hand and stopped her.</p> + +<p>"Listen," he said, in an impressive voice. "Go +to your room, bathe your eyes, and calm yourself +down. Make no more scenes, for heaven's +sake, and we'll see what can be done."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Harry, really—<i>is</i> there any hope? Or +are you deceiving me again?"</p> + +<p>"I've almost agreed to it, you know," he said. +"Still, there's not what one could call an actual +engagement yet. At any rate, it might be delayed. +I'll see; I'll think—really if I weren't so +hard up I wouldn't do it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Harry!" A gleam of joy came into her +eyes, and she clasped her hands.</p> + +<p>"Then you won't worry me any more about +it for the next few days?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I promise;" and smiling sweetly through her +tears she left him, going into the house. Her +room, on the same floor as Romer's, was at the +other end of the corridor, so she did not even +pass his door, and had not the slightest idea +that he was at home.</p> + +<p>He was still at the window, looking out apparently +at the garden.</p> + +<p>Harry gave an impatient sigh, lit a cigarette +and strolled off through the garden.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[279]</a></span>It had been about three o'clock when Romer +had come in and sat down by the window. He +was still there in precisely the same position at +seven, when his valet brought his hot water.</p> + +<p>But Romer could not dress and go down to +dinner. He could not see them till he had made +up his mind what to do. He always thought +slowly, and now he was acutely anxious to make +no mistake. He felt that by the slightest wrong +move he might lose Valentia altogether. That, +at least, was his instinctive dread. He sent Valentia +a message that he had to go up to London +to see his mother, and would be back the next +day. He arranged that she did not get the message +till he was driving to the station—just +before dinner.</p> + +<p>He went up to London and stayed at an +hotel, but did not go to his mother's, and +thought nearly all night till he had made a +resolution. Then he slept till nine o'clock, feeling +much happier. He remembered clearly that +Harry was coming to town and going to the +studio on this day, as he often did. He calculated +that he would be likely to arrive by the +quick early morning train, and was standing +waiting at the door of the studio at twelve +o'clock when Harry drove up, looking intensely +surprised, with hand outstretched, cordial and +delighted.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[280]</a></span>"My dear fellow, how jolly of you to remember +I was coming up! Come in, come in! I've +only got this bothering business to attend to, +then we'll lunch together, and go back by the +four train, shall we? You won't have to stop on +here, will you?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Romer, as he followed +Harry.</p> + +<p>"Your mother's not ill, I hope," said Harry, +throwing himself into an arm-chair.</p> + +<p>"I don't think so," said Romer; "she's at +Bournemouth."</p> + +<p>"Bournemouth! How like her! But you +haven't been down there to see her?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Are you going?"</p> + +<p>"Don't think so."</p> + +<p>"Then it isn't your mother that brought you +up to town, old chap?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Is anything wrong?" asked Harry, after a +moment's pause.</p> + +<p>It struck him that Romer looked very odd, +and as he noted a slightly greyish tinge in +Romer's face, he turned pale himself under his +becoming sunburn.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter?" repeated Harry, who +could not be quiet. His weakness lay in the fact +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[281]</a></span>that he never, under any circumstances, could +entirely "hold his tongue."</p> + +<p>Romer put down his stick and hat, which he +had been holding, took a chair exactly opposite +Harry, stared him in the face, and said in a dry, +hard voice, much less slowly than usual—</p> + +<p>"There's something I wish you to do."</p> + +<p>"You wish me to——"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Write to Miss Walmer definitely breaking +off your engagement."</p> + +<p>"My—engagement?"</p> + +<p>"I heard what you said yesterday afternoon. +I came back from my walk—there was a nail in +my boot. I heard every word from the window +in my room."</p> + +<p>"You listened?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I listened."</p> + +<p>"Romer, my dear fellow, I swear to you +that ..."</p> + +<p>"Don't swear anything to me," said Romer +quietly. "And don't dare to defend Valentia to +me.... I advise you not."</p> + +<p>Harry was silent, utterly bewildered.</p> + +<p>"I find that your——friendship, instead of +being a pleasure to her, is making her miserable. +For some reason she likes to have you about. She +doesn't wish you to marry Miss Walmer. Well, +you shan't! Do you hear that? You shan't! +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[282]</a></span>You're not going to marry that girl and then +come dangling about again."</p> + +<p>He waited a minute and then said—</p> + +<p>"Valentia's got to be happy. You're not +going to have everything <i>you</i> want. You can +surely make a little sacrifice to be her friend!" +Then for one moment only Romer nearly lost +his control. He said—</p> + +<p>"We've been married five years, and I've +never said a word or done a thing that she +didn't like. And <i>you</i> made her cry. You! You +made her cry!"</p> + +<p>"My dear Romer, I assure you it's all ..."</p> + +<p>Romer interrupted him in a low voice, impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Oh, shut up, will you? I want no talk or +discussion. I want only one thing. You're to +write immediately, definitely putting an end +to this engagement. While you write the letter +I'll wait, and then I'll post it myself. Will you +do it?"</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, of course I'll do anything. +But how strange you are! I should have +thought——"</p> + +<p>"I don't want to know what you would have +thought, and I don't care a straw what you +think of my attitude. On condition you do what +I say, I shall never refer to the subject again, +and everything shall be as it has been."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[283]</a></span>Harry was obviously greatly relieved.</p> + +<p>"I will do whatever you wish," he said, +looking and feeling ashamed of himself.</p> + +<p>Seeing that Romer was evidently in a hurry +for the letter, he drew writing materials to him.</p> + +<p>Then Romer said—</p> + +<p>"One more thing. You are not to tell Valentia +anything about this. She's not to know I +overheard. I won't have her distressed. Remember +that."</p> + +<p>"I give you my word of honour," said Harry.</p> + +<p>"Very well. And when I've posted the letter +we'll wipe out the whole thing. Don't even say +you saw me in town."</p> + +<p>"Of course I won't."</p> + +<p>As Harry bent his head low over the writing-table, +Romer, who was sitting motionless, +looked at a curious dagger that was hanging on +the wall, with a horrible sudden longing to +plunge it in Harry's neck.... Horrified at his +own fancy, he looked away from it and thought +of Valentia. Valentia would smile and be happy +now, and everything would go smoothly again. +He would not have to say anything painful to +her; she would never be uncomfortable in his +presence. In time she would probably grow +tired of Harry and could turn to him, Romer, +again, with more affection than if anything +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[284]</a></span>painful had passed between them.... His +attitude had been extraordinarily unselfish, +and yet it had its root in the deep scheming +selfishness and subtle calculation of the passion +of love. To get Valentia back, as he vaguely +hoped, some time, however distant, he had +acted most wisely, and he knew it. For he cared +for her far too much ever to have conventional +thoughts on the subject. It never even occurred +to him to try to act as the husband ought to act, +or as by the incessant insidious influence of +plays and novels most of us have been brought +up to think he ought to act. Most people are far +more guided than they know in their views of +life by the artificial conventions of the theatre +and of literature, or by tradition. In fact, most +people are other people. Romer was himself. He +thought simply for himself, like a child. And so +it happened that he acted in a crisis terrible to +him, more wisely for his own interest than the +most sophisticated of men....</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>"Here is the letter. Will you read it?"</p> + +<p>Romer read it and put it back in the envelope. +Then he said—</p> + +<p>"All right. You're going back to the Green +Gate this afternoon?"</p> + +<p>"If I may."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[285]</a></span>"I shall be back to-morrow," said Romer, in +his ordinary voice.</p> + +<p>Harry accompanied him to the door and held +out his hand.</p> + +<p>Romer hesitated a moment. Then he said—</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," with a nod, and went away, +taking no notice of it.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>"By Jove!" said Harry, to himself.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[286]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXV" id="CHAPTER_XXXV"></a>CHAPTER XXXV</h2> + +<h3>THE LIMIT</h3> + + +<p>Romer went back to his hotel that evening +feeling happier than he had ever expected +to be again. He felt sure now that everything +would be perfectly right. He refused to allow +himself to dwell for a moment on possibilities, +and on what had been, or on what might have +been. But he was like a man who had been +slightly stunned by a blow on the head and was +beginning to feel the pain the next day. Yet the +pain was not very acute; he did not quite realise +it, but, unconsciously, it made him feverish. +And he was still a little stupefied. It did not +occur to him to go to the Club, or to look up any +friends, and he remained in the little hotel in +Jermyn Street, filled at this time of the year +principally by Americans, and he dined alone +there—dined well, and smoked a long cigar. +Then he went for a walk. London at the beginning +of August was not empty, but stale, +crowded, untidy, hot—unlike itself. He tried +not to think of the garden of the Green Gate. +Suddenly, with a stab, he imagined Harry and +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[287]</a></span>Valentia; probably now he was telling her that +the engagement was broken off, and she was +smiling and happy. Well! it was what he wished. +Since what had happened he felt his great love +for Valentia was much less vivid than it had +been. He cared for her more remotely. She +seemed at a great distance. He thought that he +felt more to her as if she were a dear sister and +living far away. Yes, that was it; he loved her +now like a sister.</p> + +<p>Surprised at his own calm, and much pleased +with his behaviour in the matter, he retired to +bed. The instant he had closed his eyes he +seemed to see, with the clearness of an hallucination, +Harry's head bending low over the +writing-table, and, hanging above him on the +wall of the studio, the curious dagger; a +Japanese weapon that was one of Harry's +treasures. And Romer felt again precisely the +same horrible longing that he had felt that +morning at the studio—the sudden longing to +plunge it into Harry's neck. Horrified at the +fancy and at himself, he turned up the light +and tried to read. He could not fix his attention +on a word of the article "Silk and Stuff" in the +<i>Pall Mall</i>....</p> + +<p>Of course he was not angry with Valentia; +how could she help it? She must be made happy. +But she seemed dim, distant, remote. It was an +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[288]</a></span>effort to recall her face.... Harry—Harry did +not seem very real to him either. It was all +unreal. But he, Romer, had done the right thing. +Harry would never make her cry again.</p> + +<p>Everything would go on as before. And <i>he</i> +had never said a word that it would be painful +for them both to remember. There was nothing +uncomfortable between them. He felt she +would grow tired of Harry of her own accord, +and would then return to him, Romer, with no +disagreeable recollection of scenes, nor of their +having said horrible things to one another. +Yes, he had been quite right. Yet she did not +seem to him so near as she used to be. He was +not angry with her.... No, of course not. He +was not jealous. Perhaps she seemed more remote, +more distant, because he felt a certain +coldness, and—yes—the coldness was there +because he was a little hurt perhaps.... And +then he tried to go to sleep again. But instantly +his insane vision came back, and he got up and +walked round the room and tried to banish +it.... At last he really went to sleep, and awoke +trembling with horror. He had had a horrible +dream. He dreamt that Harry was writing a +letter, and that he had taken the dagger from +the wall of the studio and killed him. This was +simply horrible.</p> + +<p>Then he began to realise the reason. It was +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[289]</a></span>subconscious jealousy. Then he saw that he had +set himself a task too big for him, and that he +could not endure to see Harry with Valentia +now. It would be impossible to bear it. He +would have to tell him to go. He had mistaken +his own feelings. What he had heard on the +verandah, what he had imagined, could never +be obliterated. Indeed, he saw clearly that if he +tried to endure it he would break down. The +effort would lead to madness.—It was impossible.... +He had sent Harry back to her! He +had actually sent him; it was unbearable.</p> + +<p>He would go back the next day, take Harry +aside, and tell him that he had found he +couldn't bear it, and that on some pretext he +must go away. He would tell him that he had +reached the limit of his endurance and could +bear no more. He would never speak of it to +Valentia. Valentia would be sad—but that +could not be helped. He knew, now, that he +could not endure the sight of Harry again.</p> + +<p>Having made this resolution, he became +much calmer. But the dream recurred each time +he went to sleep until, in dread of it, he resolved +to sleep no more. His nerves felt shattered.</p> + +<p>And then, he began to count the minutes till +he could be back at the Green Gate. To see +Valentia again and to banish Harry for ever! +And all the obvious, human feelings that he +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[290]</a></span>thought he was free from had come back. He +broke down; bitter tears of self-pity, of sentiment, +and of heartbroken humiliation fell from +his eyes. He remembered their engagement and +their honeymoon, and then the eternal and +everlasting amusing cousin; Harry, and his +sickening good looks and ceaseless chatter. No +more of it, by heaven! It would be something +worth having lived for to have no more of the +brilliant Harry. He saw now that he had always +been subconsciously jealous of him—that +he had always loathed and hated him. And +rightly, by instinct; for not only had he done +the most unpardonable injury one friend can +do to another, without a scruple and without a +hesitation, but he had shown the same baseness +to her. He made her unhappy. He made her +cry. He wanted to marry for money and come +back again, treacherous to every one—hard, +heartless, selfish, vulgar in mind and in attitude +to life. Romer hated him.</p> + +<p>Well! Romer would tell him that very day +that he had changed his mind and that he was +to go anywhere—anyhow—only to go. Neither +he nor Valentia should ever see him again.</p> + +<p>Valentia seemed a long way off. She seemed +remote and distant. That was because he was +still hurt and angry. When Harry had once +gone, perhaps she would seem near again.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[291]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXXVI</h2> + +<h3>RECONCILIATION</h3> + + +<p>Romer had made one mistake in his calculations. +He had forgotten that Harry +was a talker. He fully believed that the young +man would go back and get all possible credit +from Valentia for breaking off the engagement, +and would adhere to the very letter of their +strange agreement. This, indeed, Harry fully +intended to do. When he first went back he +told her, to her immense joy and satisfaction, +merely that he had broken it off. But when +some people who had come to dinner had gone +away and she and Harry could be alone, the +habit of confidential gossip, the habit, especially, +of impressing and surprising her, and, above all, +the inability to keep to himself anything so +amazing, was too strong for him.</p> + +<p>Picturesquely, vividly, and quite amusingly +Harry told her every word of the story; first +exacting a solemn promise not to repeat it.</p> + +<p>"Isn't he <i>impayable</i>? Isn't he a marvel? +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[292]</a></span>No, Valentia, don't look so grave, or I shall +think you've lost your sense of humour."</p> + +<p>"But do you believe he really thinks——"</p> + +<p>"He doesn't think," said Harry, stopping her. +"He won't think. You're faultless in his eyes. He +would never allow himself to imagine you anything +else. Valentia, this is a wonderful situation—you +don't appreciate it! It's unheard of! He +particularly wished that everything should go +on as before."</p> + +<p>He took her hand. She immediately took it +away and drew back coldly.</p> + +<p>"A wonderful situation! Do you think Van +Buren will enjoy it?" she asked satirically.</p> + +<p>"Van Buren! What on earth do you mean, +Val? Do you suppose for a minute that I'd talk +about it?"</p> + +<p>"I know you will. You couldn't resist it. It's +<i>impayable</i> you say.... Oh, but it was mean of +you to tell me!"</p> + +<p>"Mean!" cried Harry indignantly. "Why, it +was very generous! I might easily have pleased +you very much more by saying I broke it off +quite of my own accord."</p> + +<p>"That wasn't why you told me. You wanted +me to laugh at Romer and think him ridiculous."</p> + +<p>"I don't at all. I was in the ridiculous position. +Be a woman of the world, Val. Don't talk bosh! +We shall soon forget it happened."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[293]</a></span>"I shall never forget," she answered. "And +things <i>can't</i> go on as they were, because I think +he's behaved magnificently, because I think he's +heroic. And if I didn't appreciate the way he +spared me I should be.... Why, don't you realise +what it must have been for him, Harry, to hear +every word we said? And yet he didn't try to +make me suffer for it!"</p> + +<p>"He complained that <i>I</i> made you cry!" said +Harry with a ghost of a smile.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Harry, it's no good. I see I was +right about Romer from the first. I married him +because I thought there was something remarkable—something +finer than other people about +him. And I was right."</p> + +<p>"If you talk like that, I shall know you're in +love with him," said Harry tauntingly and +angrily. "<i>I</i> was a fool to tell you. You're just +upset, my dear," he added, "at the idea of his +knowing of the whole thing. By to-morrow, +when he comes back, everything will have +calmed down."</p> + +<p>"I want to be left alone," said Valentia.</p> + +<p>Harry was annoyed, for he himself was not +just now in the mood for reverie, and even in the +smallest things he disliked giving up his own +wishes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, very well," he said ungraciously; +"perhaps it's a pity I wrote the letter."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[294]</a></span>"Perhaps it is," she answered as she went +away and shut the door.</p> + +<p>Harry sat up late, swearing at his own +indiscretion and the unaccountability of women. +But he was not prepared for what followed.</p> + +<p>The next morning, as he was dressing, a note +was given to him. It said—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p> +"Dear Harry, +</p> + +<p>"After what you told me yesterday, I feel +I never wish to see you again. This is not anger; +but it's incurable. I can't account for it, but it is +there. How you could have been so stupid as to +think I could remain with both you and Romer +in the house with this knowledge between us, I +simply can't understand. How could I help contrasting +his generosity with your self-interested +selfishness? I am not angry any more about Miss +Walmer. I'm quite indifferent. If you married +her to-morrow it would give me no pain. The +only kind thing you can do for me now, and the +one thing I implore, is to go away on any pretext +you like and without seeing me again. To put it +perfectly plainly, Harry, I have changed entirely +since last night. I see everything differently. +Everything <i>is</i> different. Forgive me, but I don't +wish to see you any more.</p> +<div class="right">"<span class="smcap">Valentia</span>.</div> + +<p>"P.S.—I will send your photographs and other +things to the studio. I should like you to burn +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[295]</a></span>mine, but do not send them back. I don't want +to look at anything that reminds me of you. Do +not be angry—I can't help it. I am so unhappy.</p> + +<p class="right"> +V.<br /> +</p> + +<p>"If you don't go I know I shall be seriously ill."</p></div> + +<p>After reading this letter Harry was probably +about a thousand times more in love with +Valentia than he had ever been in his life. +Indeed, he felt that he had never cared for her +before. He pretended even to himself to laugh +at it, and walked up and down his room, saying +to himself: "What a couple! What a woman! +What a man! They're unique. No, they're too +wonderful!"</p> + +<p>But he didn't succeed in deceiving himself. He +<i>knew</i> that letter was final. He did not give it up +at once. He wrote her three letters. The first, +one of indignant reproach: "<i>You never really +cared for me</i>," and so forth, which she did not +answer; the second, witty and trivial, with +allusions to mountains and molehills and tragedy +queens; the third, desperately imploring her to +see him once before he went away. To the third +one she sent a reply, simply saying—</p> + +<p>"Please, please go as soon as possible."</p> + +<p>After all his emotion and passionate correspondence +it was by this time only about half-past +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[296]</a></span>ten. Harry packed, dressed, and went off +to the station, mad with rage. He left no word +for Romer at all. He felt he had better leave +all that to the wife. He had lost her absolutely +and for ever—and Miss Walmer too.</p> + +<p>In prompt response to his wire Van Buren +met him at the station.</p> + +<p>And what a wonderful consolation it was to +tell him all about it!</p> + +<p>Certainly no man ever had a better audience; +no one more impressed, shocked, delighted, +horrified, amused, grieved, pleased and sympathetic +ever listened to a confidence. For Van +Buren it was as good as a <i>cause célèbre</i>, a musical +comedy, a <i>feuilleton</i> in the <i>Daily Mail</i> and a +series of snapshots from the homes of the upper +classes—all in one. Never in his life had he +heard anything so intensely English. The story +gave him the acute, objective, artistic joy that +one takes in the best literature, an intellectual +pleasure that is usually more or less mingled +with the merely spiteful satisfaction that we are +accused of taking in the misfortunes of our best +friends. And how well Harry told it!</p> + +<p>His style was perfect. It was brilliancy, charm, +humour, and pathos; he laughed at himself, and +yet made himself an object of real sympathy, +without losing either his dignity or his dash.</p> + +<p>He knew that his confidence aroused enormous +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[297]</a></span>interest, and to him that was a great gratification. +And so Harry drowned his sorrows in talk, as +other men drown theirs in wine, or in sport, or +in taking some violent step. He intoxicated and +soothed himself with conversation.</p> + +<p>But Harry was not an unpractical man—not +one of those for whom words take place of +actions—and he could face facts. Valentia was +irrevocably lost to him. To attempt to regain +Miss Walmer, although it might perhaps not be +impossible, would make him ridiculous. The +letter he had written at Romer's dictation had +been too definite. He would give himself away +hopelessly as a fortune-hunter if he tried to go +back on that. Besides, he was absolutely sick of it +all, and if he was more in love with Valentia +than he had ever supposed himself to be because +she no longer wanted him, he disliked the +thought of Miss Walmer far more than he ever +had before, because he was convinced she would +forgive him and be devoted to him even now.</p> + +<p>Van Buren had taken the knock, as he +expressed it, using with relish the English slang +phrase, with regard to Daphne, and he had +made up his mind to return to New York. Under +the circumstances he now had little difficulty in +persuading Harry to come out with him right +away. He undertook to provide for his friend's +future, and that he should make a fortune in the +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[298]</a></span>Bank, and perhaps when this was agreed upon +Van Buren had never been so happy. He was far +more genuinely a man's man than was Harry. +He regarded women from the point of view of +the well-bred American—with deference, a sort +of distant tenderness, a most chivalrous and +gentle respect. He looked upon them as +ornamental and as delightful adjuncts to life, +like flowers in a ball-room, but not seriously as +part of it. Nor, either, as mere toys. He placed +women far more highly than Harry did; he +thought everything should be done for them, +given to them, that they had a right to any +position they were able to hold, that they should +be treated with reverence, consideration, liberality ... +and even justice; but—he could do +without them. Harry couldn't. And so they +would always continue to fall in love with Harry, +and to find Van Buren a little dull.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>When Romer arrived at the Green Gate that +afternoon he found Valentia sitting alone in the +drawing-room. Her hands were clasped, she had +a serious, anxious, thoughtful expression that he +had never seen before. He was surprised at the +painful start it gave him to see her again, but he +came in defying this sensation.</p> + +<p>"Hallo!" he said, in what he meant to be a +perfectly easy manner.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[299]</a></span>He glanced round the room.</p> + +<p>"Where's Harry?"</p> + +<p>"Harry's gone," said Valentia, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"Oh, has he?"</p> + +<p>Romer walked to the window. He looked at +her dress, a white dress that he liked, but did not +meet her eyes. Then he said—</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's gone. When is he coming back?"</p> + +<p>"Never," she said.</p> + +<p>Romer didn't answer, nor ask why.</p> + +<p>After a minute he said—</p> + +<p>"Where's Daphne?"</p> + +<p>"Gone to stay with Mrs. Foster for a week."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Who's coming down to-day?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody. I thought perhaps you wouldn't +mind—being alone, I mean." She spoke without +her usual fluency.</p> + +<p>He stood staring out of the window into the +quiet, damp garden. Then he turned slowly +round and looked at her. He looked at her little +feet in their little white laced shoes; at the slim, +narrow line of the white dress; at the hands +clasped in her lap....</p> + +<p>And he felt a sudden pang of cruel, realistic +jealousy. But he looked at her eyes and saw +tears in them, and, pitying her, he crushed it +down for ever.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[300]</a></span>The marvellous instinct with which women +are usually credited seems too often to desert +them on the only occasions when it would be of +any real use. One would say it was there for +trivialities only, since in a crisis they are usually +dense, fatally doing the wrong thing. It is +hardly too much to say that most domestic +tragedies are caused by the feminine intuition +of men and the want of it in women. Fortunately, +Valentia's feeling of remorseful tenderness towards +Romer enabled her to read him now. +Of course she would have loved to cry, to explain +at great length, to beg him to forgive her and +have a reconciliation. But something told her +that he could not have borne it; that the subject +must never be touched; that she must spare him +any reference to it—any scene.</p> + +<p>So she said nothing.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>And, during the curious silence, he gradually +and slowly took in the soothing facts. He +regained his sense of proportion, of perspective. +He saw she was disillusioned about Harry; he +felt that the infatuation was over; and, what +was more, he realised, to his unutterable relief, +that she was not going to talk about it. How he +dreaded that terrible explicitness of women, +their passion for tidying up, their love of labels! +He would not even have to hear it called a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[301]</a></span>sealed subject, and he would not have to say +anything at all.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>He looked out of the window again, began to +whistle in a slightly embarrassed way, and then +said casually—</p> + +<p>"Let's come out, Val. The lawn wants +mowing."</p> + + +<p class="center padding">THE END</p> + + +<hr class="wide" /> + + + +<div id="tnotes" class="tnote"> +<h2>Transcriber's Notes</h2> + +<p>The original spelling and punctuation were retained, except for +a few issues that were believed to be typographical mistakes. </p> + +<p>The full list of corrections is as follows:</p> + +<table class="wide bordered" summary="Transcriber's Notes"> +<tr> + <th>page</th> + <th>original text</th> + <th>corrected to</th> + <th>explanation</th> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_1" href="#Page_15" class="cor">15</a></td> + <td>old-fashoned</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_1" class="cor">old-fashioned</a></td> + <td>a misspelling</td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_2" href="#Page_32" class="cor">32</a></td> + <td>,old chap'</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_2" class="cor">'old chap'</a></td> + <td>comma corrected to single quote </td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_3" href="#Page_142" class="cor">142</a></td> + <td>of colour</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_3" class="cor">off colour</a></td> + <td>a misspelling</td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_4" href="#Page_144" class="cor">144</a></td> + <td>CAPTER</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_4" class="cor">CHAPTER</a></td> + <td>a misspelling</td> + </tr> +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_5" href="#Page_153" class="cor">153</a></td> + <td>darling.</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_5" class="cor">darling."</a></td> + <td>double quote added </td> +</tr> + + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_6" href="#Page_181" class="cor">181</a></td> + <td>on the 'thou.'"... </td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_6" class="cor">on the 'thou.'..."</a></td> + <td>the position of ellipsis was changed </td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_7" href="#Page_201" class="cor">201</a></td> + <td>airdresser's</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_7" class="cor">hairdresser's</a></td> + <td>a misspelling </td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_8" href="#Page_220" class="cor">220</a></td> + <td>"Ha! musical,</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_8" class="cor">"Ha! Musical,</a></td> + <td> lowercase to uppercase was corrected</td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_9" href="#Page_256" class="cor">256</a></td> + <td>Dicken's</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_9" class="cor">Dickens's</a></td> + <td>a misspelling</td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td><a name="tnote_10" href="#Page_273" class="cor">273</a></td> + <td>things to you?'</td> + <td><a href="#tAnchor_10" class="cor">things to you?"</a></td> + <td>Single quote corrected to double quote.</td> +</tr> +</table> +</div> + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Limit, by Ada Leverson + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIMIT *** + +***** This file should be named 28465-h.htm or 28465-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/8/4/6/28465/ + +Produced by Ewa Jaros, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Limit + +Author: Ada Leverson + +Release Date: March 31, 2009 [EBook #28465] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIMIT *** + + + + +Produced by Ewa Jaros, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's Note: + + +The original spelling and punctuation were retained, +except for a few issues that were believed to be +typographical mistakes. The full list of corrections +can be found at the end of this document. + + + * * * * * + + + +THE LIMIT + + + + + + + =THE LIMIT= + + BY + + ADA LEVERSON + + LONDON + CHAPMAN & HALL + +Originally published 1911 by Grant Richards Ltd. +Reissued 1950 by arrangement with the Richards Press Ltd. + +Printed by Brueder Rosenbaum, Vienna, Austria +Cat. No. 5085/4 + + + + +TO ROBERT ROSS + + + + + +CONTENTS + + +Chapter Page + +I VALENTIA 11 + +II HARRY 24 + +III VAN BUREN 32 + +IV THE ELDER MRS. WYBURN 37 + +V ROMER 43 + +VI HARRY'S ENTERTAINMENT 47 + +VII DAPHNE 62 + +VIII IN FANCY DRESS 70 + +IX A CELEBRITY AT HOME 79 + +X MISCHIEF 87 + +XI THE FRIENDS 105 + +XII A HOME CHAT 115 + +XIII VALENTIA'S VISIT 123 + +XIV A SUGGESTION 131 + +XV MISS WALMER 137 + +XVI MRS. FOSTER 144 + +XVII ENGAGED 156 + +XVIII AT THE CARLTON 163 + +XIX AT MISS WESTBURY'S 170 + +XX A PROPOSAL 177 + +XXI HEREFORD VAUGHAN 183 + +XXII GILLIE INTERFERES 189 + +XXIII THE BALD-FACED STAG 196 + +XXIV THE GREEN GATE 203 + +XXV A SUNDAY AFTERNOON 211 + +XXVI IN THE ROSE GARDEN 223 + +XXVII SEEING THE SUN RISE 230 + +XXVIII "REPLY PAID" 235 + +XXIX GLADYS 241 + +XXX "THE ANGLES" 248 + +XXXI AT EDGWARE 256 + +XXXII TENSION 263 + +XXXIII GOOD-BYE 268 + +XXXIV ROMER OVERHEARS 274 + +XXXV THE LIMIT 286 + +XXXVI RECONCILIATION 291 + + + + +CHAPTER I + +VALENTIA + + +"Romer, are you listening?" + +"Valentia, do I ever do anything else?" + +"I've almost decided and absolutely made up my mind that it will look +ever so much better if you don't go with me to Harry's dinner after +all." + +"Really?" + +"Yes. We two--you _and_ I--always seem to make such an enormous family +party! Of course, I know we have to go about in these huge batches +sometimes--to your mother, and that sort of thing, but in this case it +will look better not." + +Valentia made this rather ungracious suggestion, looking so pretty, so +serious, and yet with such a conciliating smile that it would have been +almost impossible for even the most touchy person to have been offended. + +The tall, significant-looking husband stopped in his stroll across the +room. + +It was a charming room, with pale grey walls and a pale green carpet, +and very little in it except, let in as a panel, a delicate low-toned +portrait of the mistress of the house, vaguely appearing through +vaporous curtains, holding pale flowers, and painted with a rather +mysterious effect by that talented young amateur, her cousin, Harry de +Freyne. It had been his sole success in art, and had been exhibited at +the Grafton Galleries under the name of The Gilded Lily. No one had ever +known or was ever likely to know whether the title referred to the +decorative, if botanically impossible, blossom in her hand, or to the +golden hair of the seductive sitter. + +Romer Wyburn paused a moment--he always paused before speaking--and then +said very slowly-- + +"Oh! Really? You think it will look better if I don't go with you?" + +He invariably spoke with the greatest deliberation, and with no +expression whatever. + +"Oh yes, dear, I'm sure it would," she repeated coaxingly. + +"Do you mean if you go without me?" + +"What else can I mean?" + +"It'll look better, you think; eh? Is that the idea?" + +He sat down opposite the portrait, lighted a cigarette, and thought. +Then he said with ruminating interest-- + +"I don't see why. Why will it look so much better for me not to go with +you?" + +"Oh, Romer dear, really! It's one of those things that are almost +impossible to explain. Oh, if you'd only do just what I advise--if you'd +only _go_ by me, and not want these long tedious explanations, how much +better it would be! You see, Harry is giving this dinner _on purpose_ so +that Daphne shall meet Van Buren by accident. You know all about Van +Buren, _the_ Van Buren--the millionaire, who turns out to be a dear +creature and quite charming! and has taken the _greatest_ fancy to +Harry, and clings on to him, and keeps on and on asking him to ask him +to meet people. You must own it would be rather jolly for Daphne, +because, of course, you can't _think_ how he's run after--I mean Van +Buren--and he isn't an ordinary American snob, and it really and truly +isn't only his millionairishness, but he's a real person, and +good-looking and nice as well; and though, Heaven knows, I'm as romantic +as anybody--for myself--I wouldn't be so selfish as to be romantic for +her too, and I can't help feeling it's our duty, being in the place of +parents to her, to give the angel a sporting chance! Of course, the +point is, Van Buren has told Harry he only likes nice English girls very +well brought up, and he wants to settle down in England, and he thinks +that any relation of Harry's must be perfect; and, naturally, I'm +pleased. I feel exactly like a mother to Daphne, although she's only six +years younger." + +"Well, that's all right. I see all that." + +Romer seemed rather bored, as men naturally are at a long catalogue of +another man's advantages. "Now, look here. Why would it look better for +me not to go?" + +There was some excuse for his insistence on this point, for in a +superficial way Romer was very effective, fair and good-looking, +well-made and distinguished; but the entire absence of all expression +from his empty, regular face, and of all animation from his dry, +colourless voice and manner, soon counteracted the effectiveness. +Valentia often said that Romer should never do more than walk through a +room or look in for a few minutes where there were other people--even at +a club--and then go away immediately, when he would leave a striking +impression. If he stayed longer he became alarming. His personality was +so extraordinarily _nil_ that it was quite oppressive. Obviously kind +and not in the least pompous, yet his silence made him formidable, +especially to most of his wife's friends who, though they could hardly +be reproached with want of pluck as a general rule, had one great fear +in life--the fear of being bored. It was on this ground that they were +all terrified of Romer. + +"Don't you think, Romer, if we both go it will look too marked? Almost +as if we were vulgarly trying to get Daphne married? A horrid idea! +Besides, if you don't turn up Harry can ask some one amusing in your +place. You see, he's promised to show Van Buren _interesting_ people.... +No, darling, I don't mean it in that way. I'm sure you're interesting +enough, but I mean queer people, and celebrities and things. That's what +Van Buren wants, and that's what he must have. And that's one reason why +he's so delighted with Harry, because Harry can get them all, through +being a sort of artist, you see. What a good thing, after all, that he +didn't drift into diplomacy! As he's an American you can't expect Van +Buren to be really modern, and he has all the old-fashioned ideas about +what _he_ calls culture. He wants to go in for being intellectual and +artistic and knowing what he calls people with brains who really count. +I mean he wants to meet people like Seymour Hicks and Waller, and Thomas +Hardy, and so on, and not only celebrities and people who have made +their name, but even people with a future, and, in fact, any peculiar, +well-educated creatures--anything out of the way." + +Romer looked rather dazed. + +"Really? Then will Hicks or Hardy be asked in my place?" + +Valentia laughed. "Don't be so absurdly literal and hopelessly idiotic, +darling! No, of course not. But I dare say Harry will get--well--perhaps +Rathbone, the tattooed man, his Oxford friend." + +"Really! And will this chap's being tattooed make the party go off +better?" + +"Oh yes, Romer dear; in a sort of way, because it makes him interesting, +although you can't see it. When he was quite young he was always having +lifelong passions for people, and being tattooed in their honour. He has +blue chain bracelets with initials on his left wrist, and a heart and an +anchor with other initials on his right arm, and a flight of +swallows--oh, and goodness knows what! In fact, when you come to think +of it Mr. Rathbone is really a kind of serial story--with illustrations. +I wonder Lord Northcliffe doesn't bring him out in monthly parts!" She +laughed again. "Harry might even get Hereford Vaughan, the man who has +written all the plays that are going on now. Harry knows him quite well, +and Van Buren would be so pleased." + +"Does Daphne want to many this American chap?" + +"Good gracious, no! The idea! Why, she doesn't even know him!... Yes, of +course she does, naturally." + +"Oh!" + +Romer, though he never by any chance smiled at his wife's careless +irresponsible chatter, nor laughed at her trivial jests, took the +deepest interest in them, and would listen, as if under a charm, by the +hour, to subtleties and frivolities that one would never have imagined +he would enjoy. Sometimes the faint shadow of a smile would illuminate +his face like a cold ray of wintry moonlight, but that was when she had +ceased speaking. The smile was the effect of having watched the sparkle +of her grey eyes, the expression of her pretty mouth, and her brilliant, +sunshiny grace. + +"It's very sweet of Harry," she said thoughtfully, "to do all this for +me. It's all for me, or rather it's all for Daphne; he's so fond of +Daphne." + +"Really? Why doesn't he marry her himself?" + +She looked surprised and blushed slightly. + +"Harry? Why, he never marries!" + +"He doesn't as a rule, I know," Romer admitted. + +"Then, why should he make an exception for Daphne? He's fond of her--of +us--in fact, devoted--just like a brother. Not that I ever saw a devoted +brother. Besides, Harry's made to be a bachelor, and he isn't well off +enough to marry." + +"Really? Hard up? Poor chap! Never saw any sign of it." + +"Hard up? No; how like you! Of course, he has plenty of money, for +_him_, but he spends it all, poor boy. Anyhow, of course, he's not +really rich like Van Buren. It's on a totally different scale--a +different sort of thing altogether. But, of course, Van Buren may not +care for Daphne; people have such funny tastes; and not only that, but +if he adores and worships the ground she treads on I shan't let her +dream of marrying him unless she absolutely returns it--at least, unless +she likes him fairly well." + +All this seemed to absorb Romer, and after a pause he said-- + +"I suppose you'll get Daphne a new dress for Harry's beano?" + +Valentia smiled pityingly. + +"Yes, of course, you would think that. No! Why, that would be _l'enfance +de l'art_! First of all, Daphne looks ever so much better when she's +dressed really simply, not the latest fashion; on the very verge of +dowdiness! It suits her--shows her off. It would be silly to dress her +up like a doll or make her look _endimanchee_ on Thursday, or arranged +and got up expensively, on purpose for Van Buren. I wouldn't, for +instance, for anything, let her wear her new tulle dress from Armand! +He'd see through it. Besides, I want her to contrast with me as if I'd +taken any amount of trouble about my own appearance and none about hers. +It'll make him pity her a little, and think how well she'd look in the +sort of clothes he could give her. Besides, I myself am not going to be +very smart--just tidy." + +"Paquin?" + +"How clever of you to guess! Well, now I must go and see Harry and hear +all about the dinner, and tell him how sorry you are you can't come. And +you're going to lunch at the Club, aren't you? And won't you go and dine +with your mother on that evening?" + +"I may as well." + +"_Do_, Romer dear! I can't bear you to neglect her, although I never +think it's safe to let you dine with her without me. She always takes +advantage of my absence to be horrid about me, and then you _will_ +defend me, although I've implored you not to heaps of times, and then +you quarrel. If, this time, she says I'm frivolous and worldly and an +utter fool and very deep, you must agree with every word. I'm so fond +of her, she's such a dear thing, it's too bad to worry her by +contradicting her, and she has such a vile temper! Telephone and invite +yourself--a pressing invitation, and give her my very best love." + +Romer promised all she asked and then went out to the Club. + +Valentia watched him through the window as he went. She thought he +looked very well through a window, and ought by rights always to be seen +in that way--as it were, under glass. She felt quite proud of him, of +his smart appearance. In his way, he was an elaborate dandy, and spent +years at his tailor's, slowly choosing the right thing. She remembered +she had married him chiefly because of his fine presence and mysterious +silence. She had thought at the time there must be so much at the back +of it all, so much in him. He was in love with her and seemed difficult +to understand. What could be more attractive? And now--well, he was +ideally kind and good-natured. And she certainly felt sometimes that she +couldn't even yet quite make him out. Then she gave a slight sigh, went +to the door and called Daphne. + +Daphne came in, trimming a hat. She had lived with the Wyburns ever +since their marriage five years ago, and Valentia, having no children +and a most passionately tender disposition--far too much natural +affection to expend on Romer alone--lavished devotion on her sister. And +Daphne was so nice and so pretty, almost as pretty as herself, in a +satisfactorily different way. Valentia with her short straight features, +grey eyes under dark brows, low forehead almost hidden by wavy fair +hair, and a mouth curved and curled into subtle and complicated lines, +was the type loved by Rossetti and Burne-Jones. She had a wonderful fair +complexion, against which her long eyelashes showed, when she looked +down, dark and effective, and though she was rather tall, slim and very +modishly dressed, she never looked like a fashion-plate and had no air +of being a mere mannequin for clothes, but seemed essentially real, with +a suggestion in her personality of a beauty at once pagan and +spiritual--the pagan predominating. Her pictorial appearance had no +doubt made easier the artist's task, and the pale exquisite portrait had +truly been described as a whispering likeness. + +Daphne, who was not quite eighteen, was a good deal taller, and more +slender. She had dark brown eyes, smooth dark hair, parted in the +middle, a rather bright colour and features of the classic type. Her +chin was rather long, and she had a brilliant, sudden smile, and all +the attractive freshness and slight abruptness of her age, with an +occasionally subdued air, caused by the shadow that had fallen on their +youth by the death of their beautiful mother. Her gentle grace and touch +of premeditated _naivete_ made her charming. Beyond question she would +be a great success. + +"Romer can't go on Thursday," Valentia said, taking the needle and hat +out of her sister's hand and beginning to sew. "I must go and see Harry +and tell him to get some one else. Really, Daphne, you go too far! It's +all very well to be clever with your needle, but you needn't tear a +Lewis hat to pieces and turn it inside out without asking my advice." + +"Oh, I wasn't! I was only squashing in the brim and trying to make the +hat smaller. It seems to have got larger since I put it away." + +"Don't be perfectly absurd, darling. It's because you've been seeing +smaller hats lately." + +"Oh yes, I see. Who's going instead of Romer?" + +"How should I know? We'll see." + +"It's just as you like, darling," said Daphne in her level voice; "but +in case the American hates me, and I hate him, and Harry's talking to +you all the time, and I'm frightened of the celebrities, isn't anything +going to be done for me?" + +"Of course not. What do you want? That Foster boy again? Don't look down +and blush, it makes me sick. All right, perhaps, if there's room. He's a +nice, decorative boy, but remember they don't dance at dinner, and +that's the only thing he can do." + +"Indeed it isn't!" cried Daphne. + +"I'm very sorry to hear it. Suppose Foster's engaged, or at Aldershot?" + +"He won't be. It's too sweet of Romer not going. Did you marry him +because you knew he would do whatever you told him?" + +"I don't think it was that so much," said Valentia, thoughtfully, trying +on the hat in front of the glass. "I thought he was a strong silent man, +a man with an orange up his sleeve, as it were. But I've never seen the +orange." + +"How funny of you! I should hate a mysterious person. You don't want +your husband to be a kind of conjurer." + +"Yes, I do, as long as he doesn't wear a conjurer's evening dress. I +like being surprised. Now let's go and surprise Harry at his studio; we +must be quick, he's expecting us." + + + + +CHAPTER II + +HARRY + + +Harry de Freyne stood in his usual position, smoking a cigarette, and +leaning a little forward, with his back to the mirror as if to resist +the temptation of looking into it. The family good looks were acutely +accentuated in this young man. He had the smooth, glossy dark hair, +white teeth, and speaking dark grey eyes that women like; clearly-cut +features, and the rather prominent chin, generally and mistakenly +supposed to show strength of character. His pleasant, clean-shaven, +slightly sunburnt face bore an expression of animation with a certain +humorous anxiety natural in a man who was generally a good deal in debt +and always a little in love. Further he had the advantage of a tall, +strong yet supple figure, with a natural grace of movement and much +personal charm. Harry knew he was good-looking and did not undervalue +the fact, but regarded it solely as an asset, not as a private +satisfaction. He regarded everything as an asset. He was no fop, +although he wore a single eye-glass rather as a concession to some ideal +of dandyism than as a help to clear vision. He could see remarkably +well, with or without it. + +The long Empire mirror was placed above a delightful early English large +open fireplace, in which burnt a Parisian-looking wood fire. Harry was +the possessor of a fine--indeed, a magnificent studio, full of good old +things, chiefly other people's, and bad new things, principally his own. +The theory that all bad art is the result of sincere feeling was +certainly not exemplified in his case. The portrait of his cousin that +had been regarded as so full of promise was, as he always, said, the +only decent piece of work he had ever done. He had been educated for +diplomacy, and learnt eight languages, some of which he spoke fluently, +and in all of which he could look with expression. + +The room was no mere exhibition of bric-a-brac, but was a cosy, shadowy, +miscellaneous place, not without an ecclesiastical touch here and there. +One felt every subject could be gone into there, from stockbroking to +love, and that everything could be done there, whether it was praying, +eating, singing, or flirting--everything except perhaps painting. + +When the servant announced Mrs. Wyburn and Miss de Freyne one might have +fancied Harry looked slightly disappointed, but he greeted the pretty +creatures with suitable effusion and high spirits. + +They both sat down rather carefully in the corner seats by the fire. + +"Romer can't come, he's dining with his mother," announced Valentia. "He +ought to, you know, now and then." + +"I don't like her," said Daphne, "she abuses every one." + +"I know she does, but she's really not so bad, dear, all the same; there +are many worse. She's rather spiteful, but warmhearted--awfully kind if +you break your leg," said Valentia. + +"But you don't break your leg," said Harry. + +"Oh, sometimes you do. At any rate you might. Don't encourage Daphne to +argue, Harry. Who did you say you'd ask instead if we couldn't get +Romer?" + +"Rathbone's just written to accept in his place," said Harry, taking out +a letter. "But--don't you think we could persuade Romer if we tried +hard? However, you know best." + +He took out a list. "Hereford Vaughan, Van Buren, Rathbone and +me--that's four; you two, Lady Walmer, and Miss Luscombe, the actress. I +think that'll do." + +"Lady Walmer?" repeated Valentia. "Why?" + +"And a real actress!" murmured Daphne. + +"Not a real actress. She's walked on at all the principal theatres in +London, and somebody's always going to take a theatre for her, but +there's no danger. I told Van Buren that on the stage they think she's +in society, and in society they believe she's on the stage. And he +thinks it's real cute, and an extraordinary English type." + +"How are you getting on with him?" + +"Beautifully,--if he weren't so beastly intelligent and inquisitive. He +always wants to know all the news and all the latest gossip. What do you +think he asked me last night? Why Big Ben was called Big Ben! How on +earth should I know!" + +"Big who?" + +"Not big anybody;--the place, the thing;--the clock. He said no doubt I +must think him dreadfully ignorant for not knowing, but he felt he must +ask." + +Smiling at the recollection, Harry lighted another cigarette. + +"What did you say?" Daphne asked. + +"If it had been the afternoon I think I'd have taken the risk and told +him I didn't know, but as it was the evening--he always gets rather +excited in the evening after dinner and so much Perrier water,--walking +back to the Ritz in the moonlight, and talking about London, I invented +a long story.--No, he won't repeat it, don't be frightened; it was +really rather awful; and when Van Buren gives you his word of honour not +to tell a thing ..." + +"You're all right! That must be a great help," said Valentia +sympathetically. + +"It shows he has a nice loyal nature," Daphne remarked. "I admire that +sort of thing very much." + +"A nice loyal nature! I should think he has! He hates spreading scandal, +and he wouldn't say a single word now to take away the character of Big +Ben--if it was----" + +"What?" + +"Oh, if it was ever so! You ought to make Daphne wear one of those thin +tulle veils to match her hat. They're jolly--you can get them at that +shop close to me." + +"Oh, she needn't, she's going to be manicured, and she's coming back +here for me in a quarter of an hour." + +"Good-bye, darling," said Daphne, standing up, and she made a kind of +face, which Valentia understood to mean the word Foster. + +"What is the child playing at?" said Harry. "If you two have a code it +would be as well to learn it." + +"All right," said Valentia to Daphne. + +Harry walked with her to the door and she ran out, saying, "I won't be +long." + +"She wants Foster, the baby Guardsman," explained Valentia. + +"Oh, why didn't you say so at first? Of course I suppose they've +arranged it. At any rate it's as good as done. Then there must be one +more woman. But never mind now." + +Harry sat down beside her and said, in a different voice--he had a very +good voice, especially when he spoke caressingly-- + +"How interesting you are! One of your eyebrows is a little thicker than +the other." + +"Oh, Harry!..." + +"How are we all going to get home that evening?" + +"What do you think?" she asked. + +"Well, it's like this, as you may say. We'll all meet at the Ritz and +dine there. Good. Then we drive in separate vehicles to here, and have +some music. Then I see you both home, and--well, I think that's all. +It's not much." + +"I don't quite like the way Lady Walmer looks at you, Harry." + +"Oh, Valentia! If it comes to that, how do you fondly imagine I shall +like the way Rathbone is sure to look at you?" + +"Oh, Harry! Why, he's tattooed!" + +"You see," went on Harry seriously, "I really am making a dash for it +about Daphne. She'll really be happy with Van Buren, and _I_ shall be +ever so much happier,--with Van Buren and everyone else,--because, +through Daphne being always with you, I never see you alone for one +single second." + +"Oh, you exaggerate, Harry!" + +"I know I do. I don't see you for half a second." + +"Romer has been so nice lately," she answered gently. + +"Very amusing, I suppose?" + +"But--I often think how very nice he really is." + +"Oh, don't say that, even in fun. I'm coming to stay with you in the +summer--at the Green Gate--unless you'd rather ask Rathbone instead." + +"Or unless you'd rather go yachting with the Walmers," she remarked. +"They have a daughter, haven't they?" + +"Oh, Valentia, be anything but blasphemous!..." + +"Really?... Oh, Harry!" + +"Do you mean to say you need my saying it?" + +"No." + +"Then, I will. Valentia, I--" + +She got up and opened the door so that Daphne should not have to ring +when she returned. + +When the two sisters left a few minutes later, Harry sat down again as +if in deep thought and lighted a cigarette. His servant came in. + +"Please, sir, Mr. Van Buren is at the telephone." + +"Oh well, tell him ... Oh no--, all right--I'll go." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +VAN BUREN + + +"It's extremely kind of you, Harry, to let me come around like this in +the morning. I dare say you want to be working sometimes. I'm really +afraid of being in the way, but I was rather at a loose end this morning +and I wanted to have a talk with you," said Van Buren apologetically. + +"Rot. Awfully glad to see you, old chap. Have a cigarette?" + +"Thanks, Harry, no. I find I'm very much better if I don't smoke till +after tea.... We're intimate friends now, and yet you never call me +anything but my surname, or 'old chap'. That reminds me, there's a +little request I'd like to make of you, Harry." + +"What's that?" + +"Call me Matthew--no, call me plain Mat. It would give me real +pleasure." + +Harry smiled rather loudly-- + +"My dear fellow, I couldn't call you plain Mat. It wouldn't be +suitable! You're too good-looking!" + +Van Buren smiled and shook his head. In its way it was a handsome head +in the fair, clean-shaven American style, with shining blond hair. He +had very broad shoulders, and a very thin waist, and that naive +worldliness of air so captivating in many of his countrymen. + +Except that he wore a buttonhole of Parma violets, he was dressed in +every particular exactly like Harry. But no one would have believed +it--he looked so much better dressed. + +"That's your chaff, Harry. I'm not a Gibson man, and I don't pretend to +be." + +He looked at his hands, which were small and white, the finger-tips +brilliantly polished, and said meditatively-- + +"I'm very much looking forward to meeting your cousin, Harry. I expect +she's the ideal of a young English lady. Dark, did you say?" + +"Rather dark, and very pretty." + +"It's a curious thing, Harry, that to me a broonette has always more +fascination than a blonde. It seems--I may be wrong--as though there's +more piquancy, more character." + +"I quite agree with you," said Harry. "Now the sister--the married +one--is very fair." + +"And she's quite what you call a professional beauty, isn't she?" asked +Van Buren with great relish. + +"My dear fellow, I don't call anyone a professional beauty, and you +mustn't either. There's no such thing. I can't think how in America you +get hold of these prehistoric phrases! The expression must have been +dead long before either of us was born!... Still, she is a beauty all +the same." + +"Is that so? Mind you, Harry, there's something very attractive about a +blonde, too. To me golden hair and blue eyes suggest gentleness and +womanliness.... What is Mrs. Wyburn like?" + +"Well, she's rather like an angel on a Christmas card, with her hair +down--I mean she was, as a little girl," said Harry quickly. "Now she's +considered like 'Love among the Roses' by Burne-Jones." + +"Do you really mean that, Harry? Why, she must be more beautiful than +Miss de Freyne!" + +"I wouldn't worry about her, if I were you," Harry said. + +"Why not, Harry?" + +"Well, you see she's got a husband," said Harry, looking at the ceiling +as he puffed his cigarette. + +"And a cousin," replied Van Buren with unexpected quickness. He then +burst out laughing. + +"What do you mean?" asked Harry, not laughing. + +"Harry, I do beg of you to forgive my indiscretion. I'm afraid you'll +think it shows great want of delicacy on my part. It was only meant for +English chaff. Don't be angry, Harry." Van Buren was quite distressed. + +"That's all right, old chap." + +"You see, I know you painted her portrait, and if you _had_ felt a +little sentiment for her, who could blame you? Of course, I'm well aware +that you're far too much a man of high principle to come any way between +a woman and her husband, or even to let her know if you had a fancy in +that direction.... I thoroughly do you justice there, Harry." + +"I regard them as sisters," answered Harry. + +Van Buren went to the window and stood looking out for a few minutes. + +"Well, they are sisters.... What a wonderful place your London is!" he +said. "Now there's the sort of thing I never can understand, which has +just happened. A lady called a taxicab. Just as it came up a man--at +least I suppose he calls himself a man--opened the door. I thought he +meant to help her in. No! He got in himself and drove away.--Now, Harry, +how do you account for that?" + +"I suppose he could walk quicker," said Harry. + +"It's the one fault I have to find with you Englishmen, Harry--the +single fault. You're not gallant enough to the ladies. Nor is there, in +my opinion, quite enough respect shown to them. I am always astonished, +I admit, that they don't resent it. Why, in New York----." + +"My dear fellow, they complain bitterly that there's too much respect +shown to them already," said Harry. "A little more, and they'd do +without us altogether!" + +Van Buren laughed cheerily, and clapped Harry on the shoulder. + +"What a fellow you are for chaff! Now, will you come around and have +lunch with me?" + +"When? Now? Thanks, old chap." + +"That's real good, Harry," said Van Buren, his eyes sparkling with joy, +"and we'll walk down Piccadilly together. I must say ..." + +"What?" + +"I shan't feel we're real pals till you call me Mat!" + +Harry shivered ostentatiously. + +They went out, both laughing with great cordiality. + +At the corner Van Buren stopped to throw away his buttonhole. He saw +they were not being worn. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE ELDER MRS. WYBURN + + +Romer's mother usually received him with a sarcastic remark, such as +"Oh, so you remember that I'm not dead yet?" or "I wonder you find time +to come at all," or something of the same nature, calculated to cast a +gloom over any visit. + +The widow of a rich brewer, Mrs. Wyburn lived in a bad-tempered looking +old house in Curzon Street, with a harassed footman, a domineering maid, +a cross cook, and other servants that were continually changing. She was +one of those excellent housekeepers who spend most of their time "giving +notice" and "taking up" characters. She nearly always wore a +hard-looking black silk dress. She had parted black hair, long earrings, +and a knot of rare old imitation lace at her throat. Eagerness, +impatience, love of teasing and sharp wit were visible in her face to +one who could read between the lines. But, notwithstanding this, as she +had a soft heart and plenty of hard cash, she was not altogether +unpopular. People enjoyed going to hear the nasty things she said about +their friends. She had a real _succes de scandale_ on her Wednesdays, +notwithstanding the fact that a more highly respectable lady had never +existed in the world. + +She adored Romer, although his slow speech and long pauses often drove +her to the very verge of violence. + +"Thought I'd look in," he remarked, rather heavily taking a seat in the +dark drawing-room, and he proceeded by slow stages to tell her that he +was coming to dinner on Thursday because Valentia was going out. + +She gave him a quick look, combined of motherly pride and annoyance. + +"Delighted, of course, dear. Who did you say was Valentia's hostess?" + +"She's going with Daphne. Harry's dinner. At some restaurant." + +"Oh, indeed!... Well, if you approve of these Bohemian arrangements it's +not _my_ business. I have my own opinion of Harry de Freyne; I always +have had--and I shall keep it." + +"Do," said Romer, unconsciously epigrammatic. + +She waited a minute and then said-- + +"I don't wish to worry you, my dear ..." + +"No?" + +"... But I, personally, if I were a man ... perhaps I oughtn't to say +it--if I saw my wife so much in the society of a person like Harry de +Freyne--upon my word, I should begin to ask myself what were their +relations!" + +"Cousins," said Romer. + +He began to tap his foot slowly against the rail of the chair, but +remembered Valentia's constant advice, and decided he would not quarrel. + +"Well, you know your affairs best, dear. I'm only an interfering +disagreeable old woman, who knows very little of modern customs and +ways." + +He nodded sympathetically, without answering. + +"I love and admire Valentia--in many ways. She's so pretty, but not a +mere doll! And we women--even the happiest of us--have to go through so +much! Does she go through the housekeeping books herself, dear?" Mrs. +Wyburn inquired, with dangerous sweetness. + +"Shouldn't think so." + +"Ah! that seems rather a pity. Still, I'm just to every one, and I will +say that she's not extravagant--but has so much cleverness that she +could manage very well on half the allowance you give her!" + +"Is that new--that china bird?" Romer asked, getting up to look at a +strange, shiny, abnormal-looking parrot on a twig that adorned the +mantelpiece. + +"Do you like it?" she asked. + +"It seems all right. Rather jolly." + +"Oh! Well, it's funny you haven't noticed it before. Considering it's +been there all your life, and you used to play with it when you were +four, it's odd it's escaped your notice. You played with it when you +were four!" she repeated, growing rather heated. + +"Did I though?" + +"But things do escape your notice--that's just the point. I sometimes +wish I didn't see so much myself." + +"So do I," he answered. "May I smoke, mother?" + +"Of course you may, dear. You may do anything on earth you like. Have +some tea? _I_ never have anything but China tea, so it won't do you any +harm." + +"I hate China tea," he answered reflectively, after what seemed to his +mother about half an hour's deep thought. + +... "But what I always have said about Valentia is that though we all +admit, dear, that she has charming manners, is bright and amusing and +very sweet----" + +He smiled. + +"_Outwardly_, is there anything behind it all? Has she any depth?" She +quickly answered her own question, "_I_ think she has; a great deal. I +believe Valentia is extremely clever in her own way; she turns _you_ +round her little finger. But that wouldn't matter so much--anything's +better than quarrelling and snapping and finding fault +continually--which is a thing I hate. But, really, there's one point I'm +quite anxious about--in fact, I often lie awake the whole night--the +entire night--and wake up in the morning utterly worn out through +thinking about it, Romer dear. There's nothing like a mother's +heart--and this does make me anxious, I own." + +"What?" + +"Why, that she should ever be talked about! That she should be +considered a flirt--and that sort of thing! I couldn't bear the idea of +my son's wife having her name coupled with that of any young man--or any +nonsense of that sort. It would be most painful to me. I'm sure I ask +every one who knows her if anything of that kind is ever said." + +Romer threw away the cigarette and stood up. + +"What infernal rot!" he said, with a heightened colour. + +Her eyes brightened with pleasure. She was delighted to have irritated +him at last out of his calmness. + +"Well, well, perhaps I'm a little over-anxious. It's all love, all +devotion to you, dear. Of course, people do talk. There's no doubt about +that; but good gracious! we all know there's nothing in it. Don't we? +Don't be cross with your poor old mother, Romer." + +"That's all right. I must be off. Eight on Thursday, eh?" + +She kissed him affectionately, walked with him to the landing, where she +kept him for about ten minutes complaining of the awful worry she had +had about the under-housemaid, and of the sickening impossibility of +getting a piano-tuner to attend to the instrument properly without +making any sound. + +"For I'm a mass of nerves, my dear. Give my best love to dear +Valentia." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +ROMER + + +Romer walked back, trying to throw off the irritating effect of his +mother's pin-pricks. As was his usual custom when he was a little +depressed, he went home and sat down in front of his wife's portrait. He +often sat there for an hour when she was out, looking at it. Any one +watching him would have thought he was in a state of calm and stupid +content. In reality, he was worshipping. His passion for his wife was +his one romance, his one interest, his one thought. He had been married +five years, and had never yet expressed it in words. He was one of the +unfortunate people who are not gifted with the power of expression, +either in word or look. He was practically inarticulate. + +As he gazed at the picture--he was feeling a little sad--the sadness +melted away. The frail figure, bright yet dim, vaguely appearing through +vaporous curtains, holding an impossible gold flower, had the effect on +him of a beautiful Madonna on a deeply devout Catholic. It produced in +him a form of religious ecstasy. He adored her with passion, and with +the selfishness and jealousy of passion, but circumstances and his +temperament caused it to take the outward form, principally, of care for +her happiness. When she was actually present, she still dazzled him so +much that he could show his feeling only by listening to and agreeing +with every word she said, by doing what she asked him, and by trying to +protect her, often without her knowledge, from any kind of pain or +trouble. She would have been amazed had she realised the violence of his +devotion to her. Apparently cool and matter-of-fact, he was in reality a +reticent fanatic. He neither analysed nor showed his sentiment, nor did +he himself know its extent. He wondered why certain people, certain +subjects gave him pain. He trusted Valentia absolutely, nor could she in +his eyes do wrong, and it was only with the subconscious second sight of +love that he sometimes felt a curious and melancholy presentiment. He +did not know himself that this suffering was jealousy. + +What nonsense his mother talked!... + +Harry!... Harry was the best fellow in the world--almost like a brother, +his greatest friend, though not exactly an intimate friend. Romer was +too shy to be intimate with any one. Harry was lively, amusing, a +brilliant talker; kind, good-natured, a capital chap. He appreciated +Valentia, or he could not have painted that portrait. Romer was very +grateful for the portrait; yet it sometimes hurt him to think Harry had +painted it. It showed how well Harry understood Valentia. + +This thought Romer always suppressed. He thought it was mean, and he +could not be mean. + +He looked out of the window. It was raining--a chilly spring shower--but +there was a stir in the air, a rattle in the town, a sense of something +that was going to happen; summer was not far off, and in the summer, at +the end of the season, they would go down to the Green Gate, the lovely +country house with the dream garden as Valentia called it, all built, +planted, and arranged on purpose for her. Valentia was more herself at +the Green Gate than anywhere else. Leisure suited her, and roses. + +Every year Romer silently counted the weeks until they went back there. +It was where he was happiest. Of course, they were not alone. Dear +little Daphne was always with them, dear little thing (she was nearly +six feet high)--and other people, very often, and Harry--always Harry. +Perhaps Daphne would marry soon, but what about Harry? + +Romer felt rather wearied when he remembered Valentia had said Harry +was made to be a bachelor. Was he tired of Harry? Not a bit! Harry was a +capital chap; besides, he didn't see so very much of him in London. + +Heaps of people admired Valentia, and that did not annoy Romer at all +(though it did not please him particularly), but he knew, again +subconsciously, that Valentia cared less than nothing for any admirers, +but she certainly was awfully fond of Harry. And no wonder! Harry was +the best fellow in the world--lively, amusing, quite a brilliant talker; +kind, good natured, and he appreciated Valentia, or he could not have +painted that portrait.... + +Round and round the same thoughts passed through his brain. + +It was raining--a chilly spring shower. Had Valentia got her wrap with +her? + +He got up, went into the hall, and saw her fur cloak hanging on a peg. + +She evidently didn't care for it. She was tired of it--perhaps it was +out of fashion; if so, she would never wear it. She might catch cold. + +He was not a prompt man, but he went at once to the telephone and gave +orders to a shop in Bond Street that would result in a collection of +fur-lined cloaks being sent for her choice that evening. This would +please her; she would smile and try them on. Besides, it would prevent +her catching cold. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +HARRY'S ENTERTAINMENT + + +Van Buren, who was a business man, was an idealist; while Harry de +Freyne, the artist--was, emphatically, not. + +Van Buren had been brought up on Thackeray and Dickens, above all on old +pictures from _Punch_; Du Maurier's drawings enjoyed at an early age had +made him romantic about everything connected with London. As soon as he +was able to leave his bank in New York--in fact, the moment he had +retired from business--he had realised his dream and come to live in +London. And Harry seemed to him the incarnation of everything +delightfully, amusingly English. He had a real hero-worship for Harry, +who was so astonishingly clever as well. Van Buren was not a snobbish +Anglomaniac, at least his snobbishness was not of the common quality nor +about the obvious things; he was a little ashamed of his money, but he +did not worship rank and titles; it was Intellect--but Intellect that +had the stamp of fashion--that held a glamour for him. So did everything +that he supposed to be modern, previous, and up-to-date. No one could +ever, whether in New York or in London, have been in life less modern +than poor Van Buren, though he was eminently contemporary and perhaps +even in advance in matters connected with business. For business he had +genius, and yet, curiously, no passion; he was unconsciously brilliant +on the subject; it was hereditary. But in his innermost heart he +believed that it was vulgar to be an American millionaire! And he had a +childish horror of vulgarity, and an innocent belief that an Englishman +who had been to Eton and Oxford and who was _dans le mouvement_, smart +and good-looking, and had deserted diplomacy for art, must of necessity +be refined, superior, cultured, everything that Van Buren wanted to be. + +Of course he soon found out that Harry was frightfully hard up, and in +the most delicate manner imaginable--a delicacy rather wasted on his +friend--implored, as a special favour, to be allowed to be his banker. +But Harry had refused, having vague ideas of much more important extent +than a mere loan with regard to making Van Buren useful. He had thus +gone up in his friend's estimation, at the same time placing him under +a great and deeply felt obligation by gratifying his fancy for knowing +clever people and celebrities. + +At last the friendship had culminated in Harry's suggestion of a +marriage between his young cousin, Daphne, and Van Buren. Harry felt +that if he could compass this arrangement he would at one stroke give +fortune to Daphne, freedom to himself--the child was very much in his +way in Valentia's house--and make Van Buren eternally grateful. + +Harry really liked Van Buren and respected him; he regarded him as +touching, but also, at times, as a menace. A shadow sometimes came over +their friendship, the alarming shadow of the future bore. What was now +to his cynical mind screamingly funny about the American--his sensitive +delicate feelings, his high standard of morals with regard to what he +called the ladies, and illusions that one would rarely find in London in +a girl of seventeen, might some day develop into priggishness and +tediousness, and--especially--would take up too much time. For since +Harry had been intimate with Van Buren he had discovered that the +tradition of American hustling was, like most traditions, a fiction. +Americans always have time; Englishmen never. The leisurely way in which +Van Buren talked was an example of this--it was the way he thought; his +brain worked slowly. Harry and his like have no time to drawl; they have +to keep appointments. + +On the evening of the Ritz dinner-party Harry was not in a particularly +good temper, and thought to himself he was rather like a Barnum as he +introduced his guests one by one to the modest millionaire, who said to +them all, "Pleased to meet you", and fixed his admiring glance with a +sentimental respect on Daphne, an undisguised admiration on Valentia, +and an almost morbid curiosity on Miss Luscombe, the first actress he +had ever met. + +Miss Luscombe was a conventional, rather untidy-looking creature, very +handsome, with loose hair parted and waved over her ears, and with +apparently no design or general idea either in her dress or manner. She +varied from minute to minute from being what she thought theatrical to +appearing what she supposed to be social. She evidently hadn't settled +on her pose, always a disastrous moment for a natural woman who wishes +to be artificial. Practically she always wore evening dress except in +the evening, so while at her own flat in the afternoon she was +photographed in a _decolletee_ tea-gown, this evening she was dressed as +if for Ascot, except for the hat, with an emaciated feather boa and a +tired embroidered _crepe de Chine_ scarf thrown over her shoulders, +also a fan, long gloves, and a rose in her hair by way of hedging. To +these ornaments she added a cold, of which she complained as soon as she +saw the other guests. But no one listened. No one ever listened to Miss +Luscombe, no one ever could, and yet in a way she was popular--a kind of +pet among a rather large circle of people. Women never disliked her +because she created no jealousy and always unconsciously put herself at +a disadvantage; men did not mind her prattle and coquettish airs, being +well aware that nothing was expected of them. For Miss Luscombe, though +vain, was a pessimist, and quite good-natured. She was also a standing +joke. + +The other guests besides Valentia in yellow and Daphne in pink--both +looking as fresh as daisies and as civilised as orchids--consisted of +Lady Walmer, a smart, good-looking, commonplace woman, rather fatter +than she wished to be, but very straight-fronted, straightforward, and +sporting, with dark red hair and splendid jewels; a faded yet powerful +beauty who had been admired in the eighties, but had only had real +success since she turned forty-six. + +With her was her daughter, a girl who at the first glance looked eight +feet high, but who really was not very much above the average length. +She was a splendid athlete, and her talk was principally of hockey. She +wore a very smart white dress and had a dark brown neck, pretty fair +hair, and an entirely unaffected bonhomie that quite carried off the +harshness of her want of style or charm--in fact it had a charm of its +own. Besides, it was well known that her grandmother had left her an +estate in the country and L 7000 a year, and that Lady Walmer was +anxious to get her married. Hence Miss Walmer never wanted for partners +at balls nor for attention anywhere, but--it was always for _le bon +motif_. As Valentia said, she was the sort of girl (poor girl!) that one +could only marry. + +Hereford Vaughan, who was an object of considerable curiosity to several +of the guests on account of his phenomenal success in having eleven +plays at the same time being performed in London, New York, Berlin, +Paris, and every other European city, was, to those who did not know him +before, an agreeable surprise. Heaven knows what exactly people expected +of him; perhaps the men feared 'side' and the women that he would be +overpowering after so many triumphs, but he was merely a rather pale, +dark, and rather handsome young man. He behaved like anybody else, +except that perhaps his manner was a little quieter than the average. +Unless one was very observant (which one isn't), or unless one listened +to what he said, he did not at first appear too alarmingly clever. He +had one or two characteristics which must have at times led to +misunderstandings. One was that whatever or whoever he looked at, his +dark opaque eyes were so full of vivid expression that women often +mistook for admiration what was often merely observation. For instance, +when he glanced at Lady Walmer she at once became quite confused, and +intensely flattered, nearly blushed and asked him to dinner. While, if +she had but known, behind that dark glance was merely the thought, "So +that's the woman that Royalty ... What extraordinary taste!" + +Hereford Vaughan, who was himself thirty-four, did not share in the +modern taste for the battered as a charm in itself, though he could +forgive it--or, indeed, anything else--if he were amused. + +Knowing that Miss Luscombe, hoping for a part, would be painfully nice +to Vaughan, Harry had good-naturedly placed them as far apart as +possible. Nevertheless she leaned across the table and said-- + +"How _do_ you think of all these clever things, Mr. Vaughan? I can't +think how you do it!" + +"Yes, indeed, we'd all like to know that," said Captain Foster, the baby +Guardsman, as Valentia called him. He spoke enviously. He was a +perfectly beautiful blond, delightfully stupid, and had been longing for +enough money to marry somebody ever since he was seventeen. + +"I'm sure I'd jolly soon write a play if I only knew how." + +"It's perfectly easy, really," said Vaughan; "it's just a knack." + +"Is it though?" + +"That's all." + +"How do you get the things taken?" + +"Oh, that's a mere fluke--a bit of luck," said Vaughan. + +Every one who heard this sighed with relief to think that was how he +regarded it. + +Vaughan always used this exaggerated modesty as an armour against envy, +for envy, as a rule, is of success rather than of merit. No one would +have objected to his talent deserving recognition--only to his getting +it. + +"Now what do you think of Miss Luscombe?" Valentia asked the dramatist. + +"I don't think of her. I never regard people on the stage as real +people," Vaughan answered. + +"Don't you, really? Well, you ought to know. You have made a sort of +corner in 'leading ladies'. What curious clothes she wears!" + +"Doesn't she? On the stage she dresses like an actress, and off the +stage she doesn't dress like a lady. She's so extraordinarily vague," he +said. + +"Yes; and yet I've heard that, though she's so dreamy and romantic, +she's quite wonderfully practical, really. She never accepts an +engagement unless she gets a large salary--and all that sort of thing." + +"I see. She lives in the clouds, but she insists on their having a +silver lining," said Vaughan. "Who's the pink young man she's confiding +in now?" + +"It's Mr. Rathbone. He likes theatres--at least he collects programmes +and posters, I think. Besides, he's tattooed." + +"Oh, yes. That must be a great help in listening to Miss Luscombe. He's +been trained to suffer." + +Miss Luscombe was talking rather loudly and most confidentially to +Rathbone, who had an expression of willing--but agonised--martyrdom on +his fair pink, clean-shaven features. + +"I _told_ dear George Alexander that I would have been only _too_ +pleased to understudy Irene in the new piece--in fact, it would have +just suited me, Mr. Rathbone, and left me plenty of time for my social +engagements too. Besides, if I once got a chance of a part like that I +feel I should have made a hit. Oh, it was a cruel disappointment! After +being too charming to me--or, at any rate, I was charming to him at the +Cashmores' reception, you know--I remember he was standing in the +refreshment-room with Mrs. Cashmore, and I went _straight_ up to him and +said, 'Don't you remember me, Mr. Alexander?'--and after all this he +only promised me--and that conditionally--a horrid, silly little part in +the curtain-raiser in No. 2 B Company on tour. On tour! Of course I +refused that--one must keep up one's prestige, Mr. Rathbone. There's a +great deal of injustice in the profession. Talent counts for +nothing--it's all influence. But I've always had a great ambition ever +since I was a little girl." Miss Luscombe put her head on one side and +talked as she had to the interviewer of _The Perfect Lady_. "It was +always my dream--do you know?--to marry a great actor--or, at any rate, +to be his great friend--like Irving and Ellen Terry--that sort of +thing--a great, lifelong friendship! And as a child I was madly in love +with the elder George Grossmith, but I don't think he ever knew it. Too +bad!" + +She pouted childishly, gave her arch musical laugh with its three +soprano notes and upward inflection, and then accepted a quail with a +heavy sigh. + +"When I was a boy," said Rathbone in a low concentrated voice of +reminiscence--he spoke rather quickly, for he had been trying in vain +during the whole of dinner to get a word in edgeways and feared to lose +his chance now--"when I was a boy I was in love, too, with some one +on the stage. Between ourselves--you won't mention it, will you, Miss +Luscombe?----" + +"You can trust me," she said earnestly, with a look of Julia Neilson. + +"Good! Well, I was in love, and I've got her initials--C. L.--tattooed +on me now!" + +"Impossible! How exciting! Who is C. L.?" + +He looked round the table and murmured in a low voice, "Cissie Loftus. +Isn't it odd? I wrote and told her about it, but I never received an +answer to my letter." + +"Poor, poor boy! I call that really touching! Will you show me the +initials some day?" + +"Oh no. Impossible." He was stern, adamantine. She hastily went on. "So +you're very keen--interested in the stage, Mr. Rathbone?" + +"Well, in the stage door. I collect programmes, and I haven't missed a +first night since I was twenty!" + +"Fancy! Then I ought to remember your face, at all the theatres!" + +"I mean at the Gaiety," he said, "only the Gaiety." + +"Oh, the Gaiety!" she turned her shoulder to him. + + * * * * * + +"Yes, Miss Daphne, if you would come out to New York you'd have a real +good time. You'd turn all the young fellow's heads. I'm afraid you'd do +a terrible amount of damage there. I should like to show you and Mrs. +Wyburn Newport in the season, too. You ladies have it all your own way +over the other side of----may I say, the herringpond?" + +"Oh, please do; yes, _do_ say the herringpond!" + +Daphne leant forward and said to Harry: + +"Do you know who is that very distinguished-looking man who has just +come in--rather weary and a little grey on the temples? He bowed and +kissed the woman's hand so charmingly--at the next table to us. Looks +like a great diplomatist." + +"Then he must be a stockbroker," said Valentia decidedly. "Every one +with the grand manner always is." + +"Really! I can't say; I don't know any stockbrokers," said Miss +Luscombe. + +"How distinguished that sounds!" murmured Vaughan. + +"It's very clever of you, Miss Luscombe," said Lady Walmer; "I don't see +how you can help it! I know nobody else. I always tell Alec she'll have +to marry one, and when she says she doesn't want to, 'My dear child,' I +say, 'you can't marry people you don't see!' And almost the only people +she ever sees at our house _are_ stockbrokers--except a few soldiers +who never have a penny." + +Alec was the daughter, named after her distinguished godmother. + +"It's quite gone out to be snobbish now," Lady Walmer continued in a +lower voice to Harry. "We're all only too glad to take all we can get in +exchange for anything we give!" + +"And you don't call that snobbish?" said Harry. + +"My dear, no!--of course, we give as little as possible. I talk like +this and yet I married for love--and you know the result! Walmer's +always gambling, always running after--goodness knows what--and leaves +me--not quite in the gutter, but certainly on the kerb!" + +"Don't you want Alec to marry for love?" + +"I'm afraid she'll have to, my dear--she's not very attractive. It's a +blessing she's an heiress. But if she's allowed to play hockey, and +skate, and fence, and dance, and the husband is fairly kind to her, I'm +sure she'll be happy--I mean, I have no idea of her marrying a duke, +Harry. I shall be satisfied if he's a charming man, and not too +selfish." She lowered her voice still more to add--"You know she likes +you, poor child, don't you?" + +"You're making fun of me, dear Lady Walmer." + +"No, I'm not.... Walmer's taken 'Flying Fish' again, and after Cowes +we're going for a long cruise. You must come with us. Her father will be +all right. He lets me have my own way about her. Well, aren't you +coming?" + +"You're too frightfully kind, Lady Walmer, of course. But----" + +"My dear boy, of course you're going to the Green Gate, but I wish you'd +listen to a woman of the world. That," she gave Valentia a piercing +glance, "can't go on for ever! You will find Romer making a row some +day, and that will be a bore for you. He's just the sort of man who +would." + +Valentia, noticing their confidential tone and feeling instinctively +that some treachery was in the air, looked once angrily at Harry and +then became apparently absorbed in the conversation of Vaughan. + +Every one was talking volubly and gaily. Only Daphne and Captain Foster +were silent as they sat side by side looking at their plates. But they +were the only people who had found the dinner a real success. + +Harry, who with all his _usage du monde_ was peculiarly subject to +sudden obscure impulses as of the primitive man, became pale with a +strange and painful sensation as he looked at Valentia. + +She was flirting with Vaughan, or so every one present must be thinking. +Of course it was only from pique, and he would soon put a stop to it. + +And Vaughan, with his ironical glance and quiet manner, why did he look +into her eyes all the time? + +What was he saying? + +Harry asked them all to come back to the studio for some music, but even +as he made the arrangement to drive Valentia, he remembered that, _a la +fin des fins_, he would have to leave her at her husband's house. Would +Romer be sitting up? What an ass he was! What rot the whole dinner was! +It was all through Van Buren. Van Buren was a fool. Confound Romer! + +Harry was jealous. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +DAPHNE + + +"More flowers from Van Buren? Let me look at them. A spray of lilies of +the valley; how touching! He expects you to wear them at the opera. I +think it's _such_ a mistake to wear real flowers on an evening dress. +They have a damp, chilly look, like fresh vegetables, at first, and when +they begin to fade they make you look faded, too. Never mind, Daphne; I +think perhaps you'd better wear them just to-night," said Valentia. + +"Yesterday," said Daphne, "he sent me that basket of American Beauty +roses. The day before he sent me Ella Wheeler Wilcox's poems." + +Valentia smiled. "Poor darling!--I mean Van Buren's a poor darling, not +you. You see, he's got the nice sort of Boston idea that a man ought +only to send a girl flowers or books, or music. He thinks it's +respectful. But, anyway, it's a very good sign." + +"A good sign? But I thought there was so much of that sort of thing--I +mean fuss and attention, to girls in America. I thought that didn't mean +anything. I mean anything particular." + +"Daphne, dear, don't blind yourself; don't shut your eyes to obvious +facts. It isn't a matter of what you think or what I think, or of +speculation at all. I _happen to know_ that Van Buren _is_ going to +propose to you. He'll probably do it at Henley or at Sandown, or in the +Park. He's certain to want it to be on a typically English background; +but you can take it from me, for a dead cert, that it's bound to come." + +Daphne sat down and looked serious. + +"Valentia, it's no good. Don't let him do it. It will be so frightfully +uncomfortable meeting him afterwards." + +"Frightfully uncomfortable meeting the man to whom you're engaged? Why?" + +"Because I shan't be engaged to him." + +"Why not?" + +"I shall never marry, Valentia." + +Valentia stared at her in silence. + +"What is your idea, darling? Why, you won't be eighteen till June. You +can't be sure you'll never want to marry!" + +"Well, I don't care for Van Buren." + +"I thought you liked him so much?" + +"Well, he seems all right at first. But I simply couldn't stand him +always about." + +"Couldn't you? Poor pet! But he mightn't _be_ always about." + +"Well, I couldn't stand his marked attention. Valentia, I _hate_ marked +attention." + +"Do you, really? Who'd have thought it?" + +"Well--and he'd always be so considerate and so thoughtful and so +respectful!" + +"That mightn't last when you were married," said Valentia consolingly. + +"Perhaps he might not be so bad after we were once married.... But I +shouldn't like to risk it. And the engagement! Oh! I couldn't simply +_stand_ the engagement! Just think of the ring, and the sentiment, and +the fuss, and the letters! Oh, he'd enjoy it all so much! Oh, it would +make me simply sick to see how pleased he'd be!" + +"I know that feeling," said Valentia sympathetically, nodding her head. + +"Oh, and don't you see how he'd think he was engaged to a +well-brought-up, nice English girl who was a relation of Harry's, and +knew all the right people, and all that sort of thing? And he'd take a +big house--he's hinted this to me already--most likely in Park +Lane--anyhow, something just like a millionaire in a book. It's all so +dull, and cut-and-dried." + +"Some of these cut-and-dried obvious things turn out quite jolly +afterwards. It's the uncomfortable, romantic things that are more often +failures. And you know, Daphne, you do like pretty things and clothes, +and going everywhere, and--not only that, he's really such a dear, and a +good sort, and so good-looking! And you'd put me into a very awkward +position with Harry if you refuse him. But, of course, darling, you must +do as you like." + +"Well, then, Valentia, don't _let_ me refuse him. I don't want to. Don't +let it come to that. I'm sure I should loathe to hear him propose." + +"Why?" + +"It would make me sick." + +"What can I tell Harry really as your reason for not being able to stand +Van?" + +"I'm sure _I_ don't know!" + +"He bores you," announced Valentia. "That's what's the matter. He +doesn't amuse you." + +"It isn't that, it isn't that!" cried Daphne vehemently. "I don't _want_ +to be amused. Do you think I like a man because he's clever, or funny, +and always making jokes? That bores me frightfully. Harry's way of being +lively and clever bores me to _death_! I don't want to marry a +professional entertainer! No, Valentia, that's more the sort of thing +you'd like. _You're_ quite sorry Romer's not like that." + +"I don't suggest that it would be ideal to marry Harry Lauder, Daphne +dear. But wouldn't you really like someone fairly intelligent?" + +"No. Why should I? Do you think I want to marry a man so horribly clever +that he wouldn't understand a word I said?" + +"Let's have it out, dear. What do you think you want?" Valentia answered +herself; "It's Foster, of course! That dull, empty-headed, commonplace, +hard-up, handsome boy. You can't marry him. He's just twenty-two, and +has only a miserable allowance, and is in an expensive regiment, and +you, darling, will only have three hundred a year. I should love to see +you happy in your own way and having your wish, but don't you think it's +a childish fancy? You're both children. Of course he hasn't suggested +marriage, yet, has he? He knows perfectly well it's out of the +question." + +"Valentia! Darling! Why, he proposed to me the day we were +introduced--at Prince's, and he's been doing it ever since." + +"Oh, how utterly absurd of him! Well, anyhow, you must wait and see. +Even if he could afford it, I don't think it would be a success. Why, +there's nothing in the boy! What do you see in him?" + +"I like the way he laughs," said Daphne, after a pause. + +"Do you mind telling me one thing straight out? I'm being very nice to +you about this, dear. I ought to scold you. But, at any rate, you must +treat me with complete confidence." + +"Of course, of course, dear." + +"Tell me, he hasn't ever kissed you, has he?" + +"Oh, Valentia!" + +"I beg your pardon, darling. I felt sure he hadn't." + +"Of course he has." + +"He has!--Where?" + +"How do you mean, where? Oh! at every dance where we've ever met. He +always does, whenever he can. Is it so dreadful? He's such a boy!" + +"Fancy your liking him enough for that!" said Valentia, stupefied. + +"Oh, he's a darling; and the only person I ever could possibly marry." + +"It's rather serious," said Valentia; "and poor Van who is so devoted!" + +"He isn't, really," said Daphne decidedly. + +"Don't you think so? Why?" + +"Oh, the whole thing's an _idea_--the sort of thing he _wants to do_. +It's not genuine." + +"I should have thought the feelings of a man of thirty-four who could +marry any one he chose would be more real than the fancy of a mere boy! +Boys like anybody." + +"Van isn't genuine like Cyril," said Daphne. + +"Who on earth's Cyril?" + +"Captain Foster." + +Valentia walked round the room and then said-- + +"And you really suppose you're going to adore him all your life?" + +"I _suppose_ so. I really don't know. I know about now. Oh, Valentia, be +a darling and let him come to the fancy ball with us." She kissed her. +"And, oh, do tell Harry to explain to Van that it can't go on, that he +must put it out of his head. Do, darling Valentia. Any well-brought-up +young girl will do for him just as well!" + +"And wouldn't any well-brought-up young girl do for Cyril?" + +"I don't know. But only Cyril will do for me. Oh! the jolly way he has +of saying 'Righto' and 'You're all right,' and calling me 'little girl!' +Oh, he _is_ a dear!" + +"Oh, well, if he says such brilliant things as _that_!" + +"It isn't what he _says_----" + +"Oh, hush, Daphne, here is Romer. I shan't tell him a word about it. +Well, I'll think it over." She called Daphne back and said in a +half-hearted way-- + +"I suppose it wouldn't do just to sort of please Harry by marrying Van, +and then seeing that silly boy now and then. You'd so soon get tired of +him--but, no! that wouldn't be right. Forget that I said it--I don't +mean it." + +"I couldn't stand Van at all," said Daphne definitely, "whether I saw +Cyril or not." + +"Then you shan't be bothered with him. But can't you give up Cyril? I +know I'm right about it. It isn't only the hard-upness and the +impossibility--of course, I know he's got relations and all that--but, +it's he himself. You'll get bored with him, too, in a different way." + +"I like him so much _now_," pleaded Daphne. + +Romer came in and Valentia merely told him at great length every word of +the foregoing conversation with lavish comments by herself. Secretly +Romer was bitterly disappointed when he realised that the possibility of +his being left alone with his wife was more remote, but of course he +agreed with Valentia, as she changed her mind a dozen times on the +subject, and as usual the conversation ended in a telephone message to +Harry to come round at once. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +IN FANCY DRESS + + +Van Buren had had many pleasures, many gratifications since he had been +in London; his dreams--the dreams inspired by Du Maurier's drawings when +he was a little boy--had been very nearly realised. Perhaps the greatest +triumph that he had had yet was the evening of the Artists' Fancy Ball. + +He had succeeded in making up a party to go in costume. He was always +making up parties, and he had for many years been obsessed by a longing +to dress up. + +Harry, in mockery of his passion for everything English, had advised him +to go as an Ancient Briton, with a coat of blue paint. Scorning such +ribald chaff, he had ordered a magnificent costume of chain armour. +Greatly to his satisfaction he had persuaded Hereford Vaughan to go as +Shakespeare, Valentia and Daphne respectively as Portia in scarlet and +Rosalind in green. + +A large party were to dine at Van Buren's rooms before the ball. Fancy +dress has the effect of bringing out odd, unexpected little +characteristics in people. For example, Harry, good-looking and a dandy, +quite a romantic type, hated dressing up, and cared nothing whatever +about his costume; while Romer, the sober and serious, enjoyed it +immensely, and appeared to think his appearance of the utmost +importance--almost a matter of life and death. + +The women were far less self-conscious in costume than the men, and +cared far less how they looked, probably because women are always more +or less in fancy dress, and it was not so much of a novelty to them. + +Valentia had pointed out that Shakespeare, to be quite correct, should +wear ear-rings; so Vaughan called at her house on the way to Van +Buren's, as she had promised to lend him some. + +"He won't know how to put them on," said Daphne, drawing on her long +boots. "Probably he hasn't had his ears pierced; you must go and screw +them on for him." + +Valentia ran down. Just as she was screwing the long coral and pearl +ear-rings with rather painful energy on to the unfortunate young man's +ears, the servant, with a slight expression of terror that could not be +concealed, announced-- + +"Mrs. Wyburn." + +The situation was really rather comic. Romer's mother, who was going to +a dinner-party in the same street, could not forgo the pleasure of +calling unexpectedly on them at half-past seven, vaguely hoping that it +might be inconvenient to them, and that she would catch them in +something they didn't want her to know--a true mother's instinct. But +not in her wildest dreams had she expected what she saw when she entered +the drawing-room--her daughter-in-law in her red mortar-board, red cloak +and bands, with, apparently, her arms round the neck of a young man in +purple silk stockings and jewelled embroidered gloves with rings outside +them. + +Mrs. Wyburn literally sank into a chair. + +Valentia was perfectly equal to the occasion. She thoroughly enjoyed the +baffling of Mrs. Wyburn. + +"I can't think why Romer didn't tell you," she repeated several times, +"that Van Buren is giving a dinner for the fancy ball!" and she rang and +gave orders that her husband and sister were to come down immediately. + +Romer had been four hours dressing; Daphne about ten minutes. + +"I do think you ought to have a little make-up. Will you?" said Valentia +to Vaughan. + +"I should love to," he answered, to Mrs. Wyburn's disgust and horror, +looking in the glass and taking very little notice of the indignant old +lady. + +"He _does_ need just a touch of lip-salve and a little black under the +eyes, don't you think so?" Valentia asked, caressingly, pretending to +consult Mrs. Wyburn. + +"I can't say, I'm sure. I've no idea what he wants," said Mrs. Wyburn +with a snap. + +"But don't you think it would improve him, darling?" Valentia went on, +holding her head on one side and holding up her hand as if she were +looking at a picture. + +"Not at all," said Mrs. Wyburn. + +"Then do you think his lips are red enough already?" asked Valentia. + +Vaughan hastily interrupted the absurd discussion. + +"The human lip is never red enough," he said decidedly; "they ought to +be bright, light scarlet." + +"That's just what I think. I've got some lovely scarlet stuff--the +colour of sealing-wax. Shall I fetch it for you?" + +"Yes, do," he said. + +"But won't it look rather----" + +"No; merely decent," said the young man decidedly. + +"And what does Romer say to _all this_?" said Mrs. Wyburn with a forced +smile and a voice trembling with uncontrollable rage. + +"Oh, he likes it, darling. He loves it. No one's been so keen about +their dress as Romer. I'll go and fetch him, and my roll of parchment--I +had forgotten my roll of parchment." + +She ran upstairs and came down saying-- + +"Romer won't be a minute, dear; he's awfully anxious for you to see his +dress. He's just darkening his eyelashes. That's all. He's Louis XIX or +something, you know." + +She then deliberately and openly drew Vaughan to the window where there +was still bright June daylight and painted his lips a brilliant scarlet +to their mutual satisfaction and Mrs. Wyburn's unspeakable horror. + +"Mad," murmured Mrs. Wyburn, half to herself, "quite mad! I shall be +quite upset for the Trott-Hellyers' dinner-party. It's Dr. +Trott-Hellyers' birthday. He only _lives_ three doors from you" (she +said this rather reproachfully), "and I dine with him _every_ year on +his birthday! And to think I only came in to see my son for a minute or +two, because I couldn't bear to pass his door ... his very door...." + +"Sweet of you," said Valentia. + +... "And then to think I should find----" She screamed suddenly. + +Daphne had come in, in her green cloak, doublet and hose, and little +green cap, Romer in paint and powder, patches and lace ruffles, sword +and snuffbox. There was a lavish amount of rouge on his cheeks and his +eyes were blacked almost to the temples. + +Hearing that his mother was there he had finished the left eye rather +hurriedly, the result being that he looked as if he had been fighting. + +While the poor lady was trying to adjust herself to this sight, and +explaining for the sixth time why she was there, and making bitter +remarks about a young girl going to a ball in what she (Mrs. Wyburn) +called trousers, and while Daphne kept on wrapping herself in the folds +of her cloak and then undoing them again to show her nice high boots, +she was still more distressed at the arrival of her _bete noire_ and +mortal enemy, Harry de Freyne. + +Van Buren had sent his motor for them, containing Harry. + +Had his name not been announced by the servant, Mrs. Wyburn would +certainly not have recognised Harry. He was a pierrot in white satin, +with a violet tulle ruffle round his neck and a black velvet mask. One +would know him solely by his single eye-glass, his pleasant voice, and +fluent conversation. + +Pretending to be a clown he jumped in, bowed low to Mrs. Wyburn, and +kissed first Daphne and then Valentia. + +With a last-straw expression Mrs. Wyburn drew herself up to her full +height. + +"Give me my cloak, Romer. I must go. No, don't come to the carriage with +me. Suppose the Trott-Hellyers were to see you--they'd never get over +it!" + +"Why, it's all right, mother," Romer answered. "I'm all right. I'm a +courtier--of the tenth century--you know. I'm all right." + +"And you approve of your young sister-in-law going to a public ball +dressed up as a man?" + +"Rosalind wasn't a man, mother. You forget; you must read the _Midsummer +Night's Dream_ again. You've forgotten it." + +"I shan't find Rosalind there. But that's not the point. When I came in +I found Valentia with that man--the man who writes in purple +knickerbockers----" + +"No, he doesn't--he never writes in purple knickerbockers." + +"Is this meant to be witty?" she asked with a freezing glare. + +"What? No, I shouldn't think so." + +"I found _your wife_," she said in a low hissing voice, as they passed +through the hall where there was a large looking-glass--Romer's +attention wandered--"within an inch of that young man's face, putting +ear-rings in his ears!" + +"Well, she couldn't put them in a mile off," said Romer absently. + +He was now frankly turning his back on his mother, and staring at his +face in the glass. + +"Hang it all! I don't look so bad, do I?" + +"You look a gentleman," she answered coldly; "any son of mine must look +a gentleman. Of course, you look ridiculous--and, as far as that goes, +you _are_ ridiculous; but that doesn't matter quite so much as long as +you look a gentleman." + +"Oh, rot!" + +Romer was trying to move a patch from one corner of his eye to the +other. + +"But as to Harry de Freyne?... And shall you allow your wife to dance +with him in that costume?" + +"Of course--why not? And--_doesn't_ Valentia look--jolly?" + +"I think the scarlet with her golden hair is rather too--striking," she +answered spitefully. + +"Oh, _she's_ all right!" + +"I think you're all mad!" she answered as she reached the door. + +The servant opened it. + +"Oh, we're all right. Good night, mother. You'll be late for the +Trott-Hellyers." + +Drawing her cloak over her narrow shoulders, Mrs. Wyburn stepped angrily +into the brougham. + +Although it was only three doors from her son's house, she would not for +the world have walked. + +When she arrived there, still in a very bad temper at all she had seen, +she nevertheless boasted to her neighbour about how remarkably +distinguished and handsome her son and daughter-in-law had looked in +costume, and of their success, charm, perfect domestic happiness, and +importance and perfection generally. + +She succeeded in depressing the fossils on both sides of her, but they +smiled at each other, indulgent to the feminine weakness of so amiable +and devoted a mother. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +A CELEBRITY AT HOME + + +Miss Luscombe lived with her mother in a species of tank, or rather in a +flat that gave that impression because it was in the basement. It was +dark, and such glimpses as they had of people passing on the pavement +were extremely odd; it seemed a procession of legs and skirts, like +something in a pantomime or a cinematograph. + +The Luscombes lived, as it were, beneath the surface; but that did not +prevent their being very much _dans le mouvement_, and coming up with +great frequency to the surface to breathe. And when one had once walked +down the steps and found one's way into the tank, it was an extremely +pleasant one, and quite artistic. It seemed original, too. There was +something almost freakish in being answered by the parlourmaid (who was +suitably like a fish in manner and profile), "Miss Luscombe is at home, +and will you please step downstairs?" when one had rung the bell on the +ground floor. And Miss Luscombe's ringing laugh with its three soprano +notes and upward cadence always greeted one charmingly and cordially, +and one always liked her; one couldn't help it. Her great fault was that +she was never alone. She existed in an atmosphere of teaparties and +'afternoons'; like the Lotus-Eaters, she lived in 'that land where it +was always afternoon'. + +For an obscure person she led a singularly public life. In her existence +there seemed no secrets, no shadows, no contrasts, and no domesticity. +One could never imagine her except in what she regarded as full dress, +nor without, by her side, a perpetual bamboo table with three little +shelves in it, in which were distributed small cut pieces of very yellow +cake with very black currants, sandwiches, made of rather warm thin +bread and butter, pink and white cocoanut biscuits, and constant relays +of strong dark tea made in a drab china teapot. On crowded +afternoons--in fact, every other Thursday--little coffee cups containing +lumpy iced coffee were also handed round. When they had music there were +lemonade, mustard and cress sandwiches, and a buffet. + +Even when Miss Luscombe was entirely alone she did not seem so. She had +got into the habit of talking always as if she were surrounded by +crowds, and said so much about the celebrities who ought to have turned +up that one felt almost as depressed as if they had really been there. +Sometimes they came, for there was no one like Miss Luscombe for +firmness. Also, she was never offended and was hospitality itself, and +she had a way of greeting one that was a reward for all one's +trouble--it seemed much more trouble than it really was, somehow, just +to step down into the tank. And she was so charming no one could help +being flattered till the next visitor arrived, when she was even more +charming. + +After the Fancy Ball she had got hold of Valentia, who came to see her +on one of those Thursdays that she had pointed out as peculiarly her +own--one of _my_ Thursdays. She really believed that for any one else to +receive on that day was a kind of infringement of copyright. + +Miss Luscombe was wearing on this occasion a drab taffeta silk dress +with transparent sleeves and a low neck. She wore a rose in her hair, a +necklace, and long gloves, because she said she wouldn't have time to +dress again before going out to dinner. + +About a dozen people were there--vague shamefaced young men with nothing +to say, and confident, satirical, fluent young men with a great deal to +laugh at. Most of the older women seemed a shade patronising in tone, +and looked as if they had never been there before. On the faces of the +young women and the girls could be read the resolution never to go there +again. + +Mrs. Luscombe, the mother, was so refined that there was scarcely +anything of her; her presence was barely perceptible. She had learnt the +art of self-effacement to the point of showing no trace of being there +at all. To add to the effect of not being noticeable, she wore a dress +exactly the same colour as the sofa on which she sat--like those insects +who, when hiding from their foes, become the colour of the leaves on +which they live. She was practically invisible. + +On the other hand, Miss Luscombe herself was very much there--very much +_en evidence_. Smiling, greeting, archly laughing, sweetly pouting; +coquetting, eating, playing, singing, acting--almost dancing--an ideal +and delightful hostess. + +She said to every one as they arrived how sweet it was of them to come +so early, or how naughty it was of them to come so late, or how horrid +it was of them not to come last time, or how dear it would be of them if +they came next. She always introduced people to each other who were not +on speaking terms, and had intentionally cut each other for years. She +had a real genius for making people accidentally meet who had just +broken off their engagement, or had some other awkward reason for not +wishing to see each other--and then pushing them together so that they +could not get away. At heart she was intensely a peacemaker, but people +who had met there rarely made up their quarrels. + +When the favourite actor arrived she introduced him to every one till he +was ready to drop, and when the great singer telegraphed he couldn't +come, she showed the wire to everybody. Most of the guests preferred his +not coming. Very few could have endured her triumph had he really +arrived. On the other hand, they would themselves have far preferred to +receive a telegram of refusal rather than not to hear from him at all. + +When these entertainments were over and the mother and daughter were +left alone, the daughter became far more thoroughly artificial than she +was when surrounded by her friends. There was no throwing off the mask; +on the contrary, it was fixed more firmly on, and Miss Luscombe gave +free vent to her sham passion for imitation comedy. + +On this particular Thursday, as soon as Flora Luscombe had laughed her +last visitor archly to the door, she knelt by her mother's side, put her +arms round her, and said-- + +"Dear, dear Mummy, how sweet it is to be alone!" + +Mrs. Luscombe shrank back a little. This pet name, only too appropriate, +always got a little on her nerves, but she felt bound to play up in an +amateurish sort of way to a certain extent. + +"Hadn't you better go and take off that beautiful dress?" she said. +"You're not really dining out, are you?" + +"No, dearest, I managed to get out of it, but alas! I've got to go to +the Reception--you know--that horrid Royal Institution of Water +Colours--afterwards. It isn't worth while to change again. Oh, how weary +one does get of the continual round! And then to-morrow!" She sighed. + +"What is it to-morrow?" + +"To-morrow! Don't talk of it! There's Mrs. Morris's At Home in Maida +Hill, and then right at the other end of London the Hyslop-Dunn's in +Victoria Grove. Oh, dear! And yet one feels one must be _seen_ at all +these places, darling, or else it's remarked at once." + +"You live too much for the world," replied her mother, tidying up some +half-finished watercress sandwiches with a sharp knife. She wondered if, +thus repaired, they would do for next Thursday. + +"You know, Mummy dear, that's the worst of our terrible profession. We +must keep before the public, or else we drop out and are forgotten. What +a sweet creature Valentia Wyburn is! I thought she was quite, quite +dear. And the husband and the cousin are darlings too. Of course they +wouldn't come; I couldn't get them to an afternoon." + +She got up and looked in the glass. + +"What a crowd there was to-day! Three people came up to the front door +at the same time. I think they enjoyed themselves, don't you? Though I +feel I can't pay every one proper attention when there's such a crush, +but I do my little best.... Mr. Simpson came up to me and told me I +looked quite wonderful. But he's a silly thing." She pouted and put her +head on one side. "Did I look too hideous, darling?" + +"Beautiful, of course. The only thing is ..." + +Miss Luscombe clapped her hands and laughed. + +"Did its little girlie really look as nice as all that? Oh, Mummy, +Mummy!" + +"Charming, dear, I only wish that ..." + +"It's too proud of its little daughter, that's what it is," said Miss +Luscombe, sitting on the arm of her mother's chair. "It's a silly, vain, +conceited mother, that it is. It can't see any fault in its pet." + +She tried to pat her mother's cheek. Mrs. Luscombe moved aside with +justifiable irritation. + +"Don't do that, Flora! Yes, dear, of course, I think you're wonderful, +and looked sweet to-day; but I do wish ..." + +"No, no, it doesn't want anything," said Flora. + +"I should be so pleased--if you'd put on just a little less lip-salve +and not quite so much of that bluish powder." + +Having succeeded in completing her sentence, her mother got up and faded +quickly out of the room and shut the door, leaving Flora looking quite +surprised and rather upset with being found fault with. + +Indeed, she did not quite recover her equanimity until she had looked +over the cards in the hall and put on a great deal more powder and +lip-salve, after which she told her mother perhaps she was right, and in +any case she, Flora, would always do what she asked, and would always +follow her dear, dear Mummy's advice. + +She was so charming and amiable that Mrs. Luscombe pretended to believe +her, and said it was _sweet_ of her to take it all off and go out that +evening without any adventitious aids to beauty; and this she said in +spite of the obvious fact that Flora had evidently put on considerably +more than usual. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +MISCHIEF + + +The elder Mrs. Wyburn was seated at the gloomy window of her +sulky-looking house in Curzon Street one bright day in the season, +looking out with some anxiety. + +"Of course she's late; but if that woman doesn't come I'll never forgive +her. She's a silly fool, but at least she does hear what's going on," +she reflected. + +At this moment an old-fashioned-looking victoria drove up, drawn by two +large grey horses. In it sat a rather fat and important-looking lady, +with greyish red hair, a straight decided mouth, and several firm chins. +Her most marked characteristic was her intense decision on trivialities. +She was always curiously definite on the vaguest of subjects, and +extraordinarily firm and sensible about nothing in particular. + +Miss Westbury was a rich unmarried woman, with a peculiarly matronly +appearance, a good-natured love of giving advice, and with views that +obviously dated--one did not know exactly from when. If she had some of +the Victorian severities of the sixties, she had also many of the +sentimental vagaries of the eighties. The serious business of her life +was gossip. In her lighter moments she collected autographs. But her +gossip differed from that of the nervous, impatient Mrs. Wyburn in that +it was far more pompous and moral, and not nearly so spiteful and +accurate. + +Miss Westbury sailed in--I need hardly say she was dressed in +heliotrope--and sat down rather seriously in a large--and the only +comfortable--armchair. + +"My dear Millie, how extremely good of you to come!" exclaimed Mrs. +Wyburn. + +Miss Westbury had been christened Maria, but Millie was the name which +she had chosen to be called by her friends. + +"I am very pleased to come, dear Isabella. To call on you on one of your +Wednesdays is, I know, quite hopeless if one has anything to say. To +call on any one on a day at home, except as a mere matter of form, I do +not consider sensible." + +"Quite so. Will you have some tea?" + +Mrs. Wyburn rang the bell rather fretfully. She did not care for +Millie's made conversation, and hated her way of gaining time. + +"I will have what I always have, dear Mrs. Wyburn, at five o'clock, if I +may--hot water with one teaspoonful of milk, and a saccharine tablet +which I bring with me. I am not a faddist, and I think all those sort of +fancies about what is and what is not good for one are exceedingly +foolish; but when I go in for a regime, dear, I give it a fair chance. +Otherwise there is no sense in it!" + +She settled herself still more sensibly and decidedly in her chair. + +"I wonder," said Mrs. Wyburn nervously--one could see she was not +listening, and thought Miss Westbury was merely drivelling on--"whether +you will come to the point at once? It would be a great comfort if you +would. I have been feeling quite anxious about your visit. I rather +foolishly took some coffee after lunch, and it kept me awake the whole +afternoon--either that, or my anxiety." + +"If you take coffee after lunch," replied Miss Westbury, "you should +take it made as I do. Two teaspoonfuls of coffee in a large +breakfast-cup full of hot water, a saccharine tablet, and a teaspoonful +of condensed----" + +"What was it you really heard, Millie dear, about my daughter-in-law?" +interrupted Mrs. Wyburn sharply. + +Here the footman brought in the tea. Miss Westbury frowned, and +ostentatiously changed the subject. + +"Have you been to the Grafton? I was persuaded to go. I think, myself, +there's a great deal too much fuss made about pictures nowadays. When +one thinks of the money that's wasted on them, when it might be sent to +a hospital, it makes one's blood boil! And some of those that are made +the most fuss about--both the Old Masters and the very new ones--these +post-men, or whatever they're called--seem to me perfect nonsense. A +daub and a splash--no real trouble taken--and then you're expected to +rave about it. There's one man--some one wants me to buy a picture of +his--he paints all his pictures in tiny squares of different colours; +when you're close you can't see anything, but it seems that if you walk +five feet away it forms into a kind of pattern. It seems it's the +tessellated school, and they tell me that in a few years nothing else +will count. And what I thought was a mountain in a mist turns out to be +'A Nun with cows grazing.' Silly nonsense I call it!" + +"Was the nun grazing, or the cows?" asked Mrs. Wyburn. + +"Goodness knows, dear. Then there was that other one called Waning Day, +or something. Two people in a boat sailing on dry land! Then that +picture of a purple man with a green beard! Oh, my dear! The people who +took me there told me it was full of--something French--_essayage_, or +_mouvement_, I think. The man who tried to make me buy it said it was +symbolical. But of course I refused. You know I never have anything to +do with nonsense. Well now, my dear----" Taking pity on Mrs. Wyburn's +extreme impatience, Miss Westbury came a little nearer. "What I heard +was simply this. My cousin, Jane Totness, took her little boy, who is in +London for the holidays, to the British Museum. She always likes to +improve his mind as much as possible; besides, he had been promised a +treat after having a tooth out; the first week of the holidays he always +has a tooth out and a treat after. Jane is like that; she's a sensible +woman, and I must say I think she brings her boys up very well. I myself +might have been more inclined to take him to Madame Tussaud's, or even +to a matinee, or to have an ice at Buzzard's; but I dare say I'm +old-fashioned enough in some ways, and Jane knows her own business +best." + +"No doubt she does," said Mrs. Wyburn, quivering with impatience, +tapping her foot on the floor, and trying to restrain herself. "And so +she took the little boy--Charlie, isn't it?--to the British Museum? Go +on, dear!" + +"Not Charlie, Mrs. Wyburn. It was little Laurence--little Laurence. He +was called Laurence after his grandfather, Lord Dorking. It's the rule +in the Totness family; the second son is always called after the +grandfather, the eldest son after his father, and the third son--I mean, +of course, if there is one--after the mother's father. Don't you think +it's a very sensible plan, dear?" + +Mrs. Wyburn gave her friend first a sympathetic smile, and then a +murderous glance. + +"Yes. Well?" + +"Oh yes. Well, she was just pointing out something to little +Laurence--he's an intelligent boy, and I dare say he was enjoying it +very much--when, to her great surprise, _who_ should she see but Mrs. +Romer Wyburn, talking away like anything on a seat with--who do you +think?" + +"Who?" + +"That young man Harry de Freyne--her cousin, isn't it?" + +"How extraordinary!" exclaimed Mrs. Wyburn. "Did they seem uncomfortable +when they saw Jane?" + +"Oh dear, no, my dear. They seemed most comfortable. Jane bowed to +them--of course rather coldly, she says--and they smiled and nodded, and +Valentia kissed her hand to Laurence. Of course, Jane was very much +pained and shocked about it all. I must say her first thought, dear, was +that I should tell you. Jane Totness is a thoroughly good woman--so +thoughtful." + +"Do you see anything so very peculiar about it?" said Mrs. Wyburn. "You +know, the young man--I disapprove of him as strongly as any one can--but +he's an artist, and she is his cousin, and perhaps he wanted to show her +something in the British Museum?" + +"My dear Mrs. Wyburn, far be it from me to look on the dark side of +things, but, as Jane said, who on earth would go to the British Museum, +unless they were dragged there by force, except to have a private +interview?" + +"But if he wanted to speak to her alone, I don't see why he shouldn't +call on her." + +"That's just it. If it were a simple, innocent, harmless conversation, +that is what he would have done. But it was quite clear that there was +something clandestine about it, and you may be quite sure Romer knew +nothing of it. Besides, they are always together." + +"It does look odd," said Mrs. Wyburn. "What would you advise me to do? +Shall I speak to my son or my daughter-in-law about it?" + +"To neither, my dear. If you speak only to your son, he will tell her, +and she will get round him, and prove there's nothing in it. If you +speak to her she will get round you, and say that Romer knew all about +it. My advice is, if you really want to put a stop to this +flirtation--I'm sure it's gossiped about--even Jane, who is the last +person in the world to talk, speaks of it to every one. If I were you, I +would speak to the young man himself." + +"To Harry de Freyne? Yes, it's rather a good idea." + +It struck Mrs. Wyburn that to do this would, perhaps, cause more +annoyance than anything else. She was now anxious to get rid of Miss +Westbury, who evidently had nothing more to impart. But that lady was +not so easy to dispose of. She broke into a long monologue on the +subject of regime, servants, and little dressmakers, occasionally +returning to the subject of the British Museum, and the shocking +frivolity there. + +Mrs. Wyburn was just thinking of having a violent toothache or some +other ill, when Miss Westbury suddenly made up her mind to depart. + +As soon as she had gone Mrs. Wyburn flew to the Blue Book, looked up +Harry's address, and wrote him the following note:-- + + "Dear Mr. de Freyne, + + "Probably you hardly remember me, but I have met you on two or + three occasions at the house of my daughter-in-law, Mrs. Romer + Wyburn. There is something I want to say to you which I hardly + like to write. I should be glad if you would come and see me + to-morrow afternoon at four o'clock. I shall not keep you long. + You may think this a strange request, knowing you so slightly as + I do, but when we meet, I am sure you will understand. + + "Yours truly, + "ISABELLA WYBURN." + +Having written this note, Mrs. Wyburn felt too impatient to send it by +post; she was simply longing to know that Harry was feeling +uncomfortable, as he was very certain to feel when he got the letter. +Although she had a great suspicion and general dislike of the Messenger +Boy Service, she relented for once in their favour so far as to make use +of them, and the letter was sent by hand. + +She was rewarded for thus conquering her prejudice. Harry was at home, +and accepted her invitation with most respectful alacrity. His +manners--especially on paper--were, with old and young ladies, always +equally perfect--unless he was out of temper. + +Mrs. Wyburn eagerly hoped Harry would see Valentia, or somehow convey to +her about the letter, because it would be sure to make her uneasy also. + + * * * * * + +The next day the young man was punctual to the moment. The old lady left +him alone for a few minutes in the dark, dismal drawing-room. She +thought it would have a salutary effect. + +She found him, when she came in, stroking the china bird, and looking at +himself in the mirror above it. + +He received her with such charming grace that she felt almost +disconcerted, and as if she ought to apologise. + +"You received my letter?" she said, rather abruptly. + +"With great pleasure. That is why I am here." + +He was still standing, smiling delightfully. + +"Sit down," she said, with cold graciousness. "I hope you are not in a +great hurry?" + +"All my day belongs to you," he replied with a low bow, taking the seat +she had indicated. He looked at her with soft deference under his long +eyelashes. + +She found what she had to say more difficult than she had expected. She +spoke quietly, in a low yet rasping voice, with a sharp dignity. + +"I will come straight to the point. To put it plainly, a report has +reached my ears, Mr. de Freyne, which has caused me very great pain and +anxiety--I mean, as a mother. And I wondered whether you----" + +"As a mother? Surely, Mrs. Wyburn, nothing against Romer? I'm sure I, as +one of his oldest friends...." + +"Against Romer!" She drew herself up stiffly. "Most certainly not! +There's never been a word breathed otherwise than in dear Romer's favour +since he was a little boy." + +Harry appeared much relieved. + +"It's a great comfort to hear you say that. It's only what I was going +to assure you." + +"Besides, do you suppose for one moment that if I had any fault to find +with my son I should send for you?" + +She already had an annoying fancy that he was defeating her, laughing at +her, and turning the tables. + +"It seemed certainly rather strange," Harry said. + +"No, indeed! When I say I was troubled as a mother, I meant it in a +very different sense. What I'm afraid of is that dear Romer might be +worried if he heard the report to which I refer." + +"And that is?..." + +She looked at him spitefully, yet with a reluctant admiration. + +He was irritatingly good-looking, good-humoured, and at his ease, and +particularly well-dressed, without appearing in the least conscious of +it. She wished immensely that he had been plain, or awkward, or even out +at elbows, or absurdly dandified, or looked _nouveau riche_, or +something! She felt jealous of him for Romer, and, at the back of her +brain, she grudgingly and perversely sympathised a little with her +daughter-in-law. Harry radiated a peculiar charm for women of all ages. +He did not study them nor try very much to please them; the fascination +was involuntary; he simply used it. + +"And that is, that you and my daughter-in-law, Valentia, were seen +_alone_----" she paused a moment, showing a latent instinct for dramatic +effect. + +He smiled a little more, and bent his head forward with every sign of +intelligent interest. + +She spoke with emphasis. + +"_Alone_--the other morning--at the British Museum!" + +Somehow she felt the shot had missed fire. It had fallen flat. It was +less effective than she had hoped. It did not sound so very shocking +after all. + +He continued to smile with the air of waiting for the climax. She +gathered herself together and went on-- + +"I heard it from Miss Westbury, so it is a fact!" + +Harry thought of saying that he preferred an old wives' tale any day to +an old maid's fact, but he only smiled on. + +"Of course, if this is untrue, Mr. de Freyne--if it is a mistake, or a +false report, you have merely to deny it. Assure me it is incorrect--on +your word of honour--and I will then contradict it in the proper +quarter." + +He decided on his line. "My dear lady, pray don't contradict it. As a +report it is a gem--it is unique. Not merely because it's absolutely +true--for, as a matter of fact, I think most reports are--but because of +its utter unimportance! It seems to me so trivial--so dull--so wanting +in interest to the general public." + +"You think reports are usually true, Mr. de Freyne?" + +"I am convinced they are. I believe firmly in the no-smoke-without-fire +theory. Oh, do you know, I think it is _so_ true!... This certainly is +true--it's a solemn fact." + +"You admit it?" + +"I do indeed! Surely I could hardly refuse to go when I was asked?" + +"Oh, you were asked?" + +"Certainly. And Romer is really such a very old friend of mine, I could +hardly refuse his request. I may be wrong, but I think one should always +be ready to take a little trouble for an old friend." + +"No doubt you have very strict ideas on the duties and obligations of +friendship! At _his_ request--my son's?" + +"Yes; your son asked me to go and escort Valentia." + +"It is very peculiar; you must see that your explanation sounds +extremely odd." + +"Not at all odd," he answered softly, "if you will allow me to +contradict you." He thought a moment. Then he went on: "You may have +heard, perhaps, about the dance that little American, Mrs. Newhaven, is +getting up at the Grafton Galleries for _Deaf and Dumb Dogs and Cats_. +No? Well, every one is going, and they're arranging to have, by way of +novelty, Quadrilles of different nationalities. Romer and his wife are +to dance in the Egyptian Quadrille, and he asked me to take her to the +British Museum to look round and see if we could find some inspiration +for Egyptian costumes that wouldn't be too impossible. But when we got +there, we suddenly remembered the awful story about one of the mummies +being unlucky, so we went into the Print Room and remained there." + +De Freyne paused. + +"Of course, if that is all--if my son knows of your going, and even +asked you to go, there's nothing more to be said ... though I think it +very foolish, and I don't approve of any of that sort of thing at all." + +"What, not of Egyptian quadrilles, Mrs. Wyburn?" asked Harry, with +surprised innocence and in a coaxing voice. "Why, I'm sure it will be +frightfully harmless--in fact, very invigorating to the mind. It's not +as though the dresses were becoming! We saw the most hideous things at +the Museum. We met Lady Totness, who was dragging a wretched little boy +about--I suppose as a punishment for something." + +Mrs. Wyburn smiled slightly. She began to feel rather inclined to relent +at the implication that Lady Totness was hideous. + +"There you really are wrong, Mr. de Freyne. The boy was taken there as a +treat." + +"A _treat_! For whom? For him? What a strange idea--I mean, to think it +could be a treat to go anywhere with her, Mrs. Wyburn." + +"It is, rather," she acknowledged. + +"Well, then, if that is really all that was troubling you, I do hope +you're happy now?" + +He said this with one of his subtle, insinuating changes of tone that +were always so effective. Musicians will understand when I say it was +like a change from the common chord in the minor to the dominant in the +major. It was partly from force of habit, partly because he really +wished to win Mrs. Wyburn over. + +"Of course, now you've given the explanation it's, _so far_, all right. +You'll have a cup of tea with me, won't you?" + +"I should enjoy it particularly. Let me ring." After a minute or two she +said-- + +"But perhaps I might venture to suggest it might be better--more +prudent--if you were to go about a little less with Valentia?... Of +course, I quite see now that you're so devoted to Romer, and like a +brother and so forth, but I can't help considering what people say." + +"Don't call Lady Totness people, Mrs. Wyburn! Think what a disagreeable, +insincere woman she is--not a bit _femme du monde_, and so exceptionally +stupid and spiteful!" + +Harry stayed with her for an hour, having tea, chatting, telling her +stories against every one she didn't like, and speaking with a kind of +tender and admiring familiarity of both Valentia and Romer, in a way +that at once reassured and flattered her. + +Finally, she actually found herself begging Harry to use his influence +with the young couple to be less frivolous and mondains, and not to be +always going out, which he promised to do. She even confided to him her +great wish that they had two or three children, which would steady them +down, and he warmly agreed with her, but said that he felt that on that +subject it was, perhaps, hardly for him to interfere. + +Of course he confided in her, in his turn, how frightfully hard up one +was, with no one buying pictures, and outsiders winning all the big +races after having no earthly chance on any form they had shown that +season. Mrs. Wyburn positively tried to talk racing with him for a +minute or two--rather pathetically--but soon got out of her depth and +fell back on Art. She said she thought, candidly, that Harry's portrait +of his cousin was a pity. + +They parted excellent friends, she even asking him as a favour not to +tell Romer the reason of his visit. To Valentia he might mention it, as +Mrs. Wyburn thought it might be a lesson to her. + +Harry professed, at first, some little scruple on the point. He scarcely +liked, he said, the idea of concealing it from Romer. They always told +each other everything. But Mrs. Wyburn was afraid of her son's +anger--which she could not endure, unless _she_ was in the right--and +of appearing ridiculously meddling. Harry owned that her conduct +_might_ seem rather malicious and absurd. At last he consented, and it +was agreed that neither of them should ever say anything about it to +Romer at all. + +It is scarcely necessary to say that Harry kept his promise of silence +to the letter. Had he not done so the story would at least have had the +interest of novelty, for Romer had never yet heard anything about the +expedition to the British Museum, and he never did. + +A week or two later, when Mrs. Newhaven's ball at the Grafton Galleries +was described in the paper, Mrs. Wyburn, who read the account, observed +that there was no reference whatever to quadrilles of various +nationalities--Egyptian or otherwise; and she rather wondered at the +omission. But it did not occur to her to suppose that this portion of +the entertainment had been entirely imaginary--a lurid figment of +Harry's vivid fancy and fertile invention. + +He left, it must be said, on the old lady a lasting impression--by no +means an unfavourable one. Even when she had reason to grow seriously +anxious again on the same subject, she never could bring herself in her +own mind to blame Harry--she could not at heart think ill of him. She +was only extremely angry with Romer and Valentia. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE FRIENDS + + +Harry had baffled Mrs. Wyburn for the time. He always dealt with his +difficulties one by one as they cropped up, not _en masse_, and +invariably in a manner that relieved the tension for a short time +only--he rarely did anything radical. + +His financial position was, however, growing rather serious, and +occasionally the thought of Miss Walmer flitted through his mind. + +To marry Miss Walmer would be far the quickest and simplest way out of +his difficulties, and she would really be very little trouble, as little +trouble, perhaps, as any wife could be. Besides, Harry had, with reason, +great confidence in his own powers of dealing with women--getting +whatever it was that he wanted from them, and afterwards preventing +their being a nuisance. But he did not much like the idea of this +mercenary marriage, because he was not in the least tired of his romance +with Valentia, and saw great difficulties in the way of keeping it up +later on. He had worrying doubts as to her consenting to revive it +afterwards if he married. + +Her grey eyes and soft fair hair with its dense waves held a lasting +fascination for him. It has been well said that for each individual +there exists in some other being some detail which he or she could find +only in this particular person. It might be the merest trifle. Harry +knew what it was in Val that had a specially compelling charm to him--it +was the way her hair grew on her forehead. And there was something +childlike in her expression that made a peculiar appeal to him. The +power her face had over him was undiminished--it had begun seriously +when he painted her portrait, and had grown gradually since then. And +she was the only woman he had ever met whose affection for him did not +cool his own enthusiasm. On the contrary, it was one of the things which +held him to her most. + +In a sense he was even loyal to her. Harry was not one of those +extravagant Don Juans who made conquests solely for the gratification of +their vanity by adding to their collection. Essentially cool and +calculating, he used his attractiveness only when he thought it would be +of some genuine value to him, or some real satisfaction. As a Lovelace +he was economical. + +Though a great connoisseur of feminine charm and beauty, and +superficially susceptible and excitable, with all this, as many women +knew, Harry was as hard as nails. + +Valentia was the only woman for whom he had ever felt, besides the +physical attraction, a kind of indulgent tenderness. This was partly, no +doubt, because they had been fond of each other as children, and because +of a racial sympathy, a _sentiment de famille_ due to their +relationship. But it was not really to be depended on. + +No one could be a more charmingly devoted lover than Harry. There was no +one like him for little attentions and inattentions, charming little +thoughts, caressing words, and the little jealous scenes that women +value. It was not the mere mechanically experienced love-making that +women see through and to which they often prefer a clumsy sincerity. It +was natural, spontaneous. He had, in fact, a genius for love-making, but +he had not, like Romer, a genius for love. Harry had all the gift of +expression--poor Romer had only the gift of feeling. + +But notwithstanding Harry's magnetism, a woman once disillusioned by him +was disillusioned for ever. Women never forgave him. His romances +generally ended suddenly, and always irrevocably. + + * * * * * + +Harry had no great love of truth in the abstract, but, at least, he +never deceived himself. He saw through his own unscrupulousness, and +rather despised it just as he despised his own work as a painter. He had +grown really fond of Van Buren for the simple, sincere qualities in +which Harry knew himself to be deficient; and the American's +whole-hearted admiration--almost infatuation--for him gave Harry the +pleasure one feels in the frank devotion of a child. It touched him, +even while he intended to make use of it, because it was his nature to +make use of everything. It is an infallible sign of the second-rate in +nature and intellect to make use of everything and every one. The genius +is incapable of making use of people. It is for the second-rate clever +people to make use of him. + +One morning Harry had heard unexpectedly that he had sold a picture--a +thing that rarely happened--and was looking at the cheque he had +received, when Van Buren came into the studio. Harry told the news. + +"Well, Harry, I do congratulate you, with all my heart! What are you +going to do with that?" + +"Frame it," said Harry. "It's the only one I've had for three years. +It's a curiosity." + +The American laughed. + +"Harry, I guess what you're really going to do--you're going to give +yourself the humble joy of paying some of the more pressing liabilities. +I know you!" + +"My dear fellow, that would be mad extravagance! Oh no. You see, this +cheque is--just enough to be no earthly use." + +Van Buren sat down. + +"Harry, if you'd only let me.... But I know that vexes you, so I won't +talk of it. You're Quixotic, that's what's the matter with you." He +smiled, pleased with the word. "Yes, Quixotic! I want to speak to you +about your cousin--I mean Miss Daphne, the beauteous broo-nette." + +"Well, how do you think you're getting on?" asked Harry, who already +knew from Valentia that it was hopeless. + +"Not as well as I should like, Harry. I can't say I feel I'm making any +very great progress. She's a dream, but I'm afraid she regards me as a +heavy-weight. She's only a child, really, I know. She would prefer a +little boy of her own age who would make her laugh. Maybe she thinks I'm +too old. What do you say?" + +"You must give her time." + +"I pay her every little attention that I can," said Van Buren seriously. + +"Perhaps you're too attentive." + +"I'd give her anything in the world she wanted, Harry, if she'd let me." + +"Well, give her a miss for safety." + +"What's that?" + +"Why--this evening you're going to meet her at a dance, aren't you--at +the Walmers'?" + +"Yes; I'm looking forward to that." + +"Well, don't go--don't turn up. Then she'll miss you. Say, to-morrow, +you were prevented." + +Van Buren began to smile. + +"I see what you mean. It's an idea. You do hand me some good advice! Is +it what you would do yourself, Harry?" + +"It's what I'm always doing." + +"But then I don't like the idea of being rude. One always wants to give +the impression of being well-bred, no matter what the facts maybe." + +"It won't be rude. She'll be thinking about you much more than if you +were there, wondering why you're not." + +"You mean it will keep her guessing, Harry?" + +"That's the idea. I shan't say you're not coming. I'll pretend to be +expecting you too." + +"Well, perhaps I'll try that. I know I've only got an outside chance. +She counts me as one of the also-rans." + +"Are you really very devoted, old chap? Would you break your heart if it +didn't come off?" + +Van Buren thought a moment, then said with his scrupulous truthfulness-- + +"Well, no: I can hardly say that, Harry. I'm not so far gone as all +that. But I think she's a very beautiful, charming, well-brought-up +young lady--a typical English girl--a June rose, a real peach. She's the +ideal of the sort of girl I'd like to marry. But if she's out of my +reach--well, I should resign myself." + +"Would you try for some one else? There are probably about a million +girls just like that, you know, who would be only too delighted." + +Van Buren shook his head. + +"She's the only girl I should care about marrying. If it doesn't come +off I shall go back to New York. And I do wish you'd come with me. A +fellow with your talents would do splendidly there. Why, I'd find you a +place in the Bank in New York. I'd see you made your fortune pretty +quick. But you'd never leave London." + +"I'm not so sure. Anyway, we'll give it a chance till the autumn." + +"Yes, I must see it to a finish." + +"If you don't settle down here, then, would you marry an American girl?" + +"No. In that case I shan't marry at all. I shall settle down to the life +of a lonely bachelor--choose the broad and easy path that leads to +single misery, Harry." He laughed. + +"Instead of the straight and narrow road that leads to married +unhappiness," said Harry. "So you _are_ very keen on Daphne?" + +"Not exactly that, perhaps. But it must be her or no one for a +life-partner. She's the only girl who ever made any appeal to me from +the point of view of domestic life. When I think of a happy home and a +fireside with her, it makes me curl like an autumn leaf." + +"What a curious chap you are," said Harry, smiling. + +"See here," said Van Buren, taking a letter out of his pocket. "I've got +a letter from a lady--it's signed Flora Luscombe--but I don't seem to +remember anything about her." + +Harry took the letter. It was written on mauve paper in a somewhat +straggling hand, and was dated from "Dimsdale Mansions, St. Stephen's +Road, North Kensington." It was a pathetic, yet cheery invitation to +tea. + +"It's Miss Luscombe, of the Tank, as we call it," said Harry. + +"Oh, the actress? Well, I think I shall go, Harry. I've never had the +opportunity of mixing much in dramatic circles. It's real kind of her to +have asked me, I must say. I didn't even remember her." + +"No one ever remembers her. But it's amusing and absurd. You'll meet +some of the people you like. Flora will show you round--point out all +the obscurities there, and so forth. Oh, she's a good soul--old Flora." + +"Is she old, Harry?" + +"About twenty-three, or thirty-three. I like her, though she's rather a +snob." + +"Ah, they say all Americans are snobs, Harry, but I feel sure I'm not. +Still, if I really liked a man I can't say I should turn against him +even if he had a title." + +"And if I really hated a person I should never get to like him, even if +he had a bad reputation." + +Van Buren looked surprised and impressed, also delighted. + +"Is that a paradox, or an epigram, Harry?" + +"I can't think!" + +"Won't you tell me what it is?" + +"It's bosh," said Harry impressively, "mere bosh!" + +"Tell me what you really mean by it." + +"How should I know? I haven't the very slightest idea," Harry said, +stretching himself. + +Van Buren looked thoughtfully out of the window. + +"How do you suppose our ro-mances will end?" + +"As badly as possible; romances always do," said Harry. "We ought to be +only too thankful that they end at all." + +"Why, I'm afraid you're a pessimist! How do you define a pessimist, +Harry?" + +"What a mania you have for definition, old chap! I think I agree with +the little girl who said that an optimist is the man who looks after +your eyes, and the pessimist the person who looks after your feet." + +"Why, that's very subtle. I quite see what she means. There's a lot in +that idea, Harry." He thought gravely. + +"Is there? Well, come out to lunch." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +A HOME CHAT + + +"Yes, Romer, on the whole I don't think our season's been a success. +With any amount of struggle, worry, bother, clothes, motoring, and +making up parties, we've just succeeded in not getting Daphne married to +Van Buren, and putting your mother in a perpetual, constant, lasting bad +temper." + +"Have we?" said Romer. + +He was sitting in an arm-chair listening, as usual, while Valentia +talked. He did not always understand what she was saying, nor did he +even always know the subject she was discussing, but he loved to hear +her voice, that was like an incantation in his ears. He said a few words +occasionally, desiring that the musical sound should continue. + +"All our old friends seem to have grown dull and sensible except Harry, +and he's been rather jerky and unsatisfactory--and all the new ones have +turned out complete failures. When I say they're complete failures, of +course I mean they've bored me. But, of course, it may not have been +their object in life to do anything else." + +"Yes." + +"Look at Mr. Rathbone--a man like that, tattooed, and collecting old +programmes of theatres. Well, he's as dull as ditchwater, perfectly +stupid and always saying the right thing to the wrong people. Then +Captain Foster, who seemed perfectly harmless and only decorative, turns +out to be really dangerous, and to count. He's in love with Daphne, and +he has got his mother, who is very weak and foolish and sentimental, +round on his side, and Daphne's always going to tea or to lunch there, +and they've utterly spoilt her--at least, her taste in hats has gone all +wrong, and she told me that Mrs. Foster had pink paper shavings in her +drawing-room fireplace, and asked me why I didn't have them too!" + +"Really?" + +"Yes. And though she's very good, I know it'll end in our having to give +in, and a pretty wedding, and a tiny flat, and utter wretchedness! And +Daphne will get to like old Mrs. Foster better than me, and they'll have +five hundred a year at the most; and even if they aren't really +miserable she'll have to gradually grow suburban, and come up to the +theatre and have to rush off so as to catch the last train back to +Boshan or Doddington or somewhere! I mean if they take a little house +out of town--near Mrs. Foster. However, I'm not going to give in just +yet.... I could understand a slight sacrifice--or even a big one if I +were in love with Captain Foster, but I'm not. I suppose you'll say that +I needn't be, but that isn't the point. The utter absurdity is that all +Daphne wants of him she could see now. No one minds her seeing him. But +why should she break up her life and spoil her future for it? Of course, +_that_ part is _his_ idea. He is so selfish that he isn't satisfied with +the harmless fun they have now, but wants her to live all her life in a +sort of workman's cottage or tenement building just for the sake of the +joy, privilege, and honour of having every meal with him!" + +"What a brute!" said Romer mildly. + +"Isn't he? And suppose a war broke out, and that darling, handsome boy +perhaps put an end to suddenly by a bullet, or mentioned in despatches, +or something, and promoted--oh, please don't talk to me about it any +more, Romer. I hate the life. But I suppose she'll have to go her own +way." + +Valentia paused and looked pensively in the glass. + +"And dear Van Buren, he's been pretty badly treated, I think. I suppose +he knows it isn't my fault or Harry's. I try to make up for it in lots +of ways--by getting him an introduction to the man who wants to fly +across the Atlantic. I really hoped he would say to Van Buren, 'Fly with +me!' but he didn't, and in the most roundabout way and by the most +fearful lot of trouble--chiefly through me--he was asked to dinner to +meet that other man--I forget his name, the one who keeps on discovering +the North Pole. And it seems he is a dear, and awfully good-looking. And +then he--Van, I mean--has met Bernard Shaw, and Graham White, and Lloyd +George, and Thomas Hardy, and Sargent, and Lord Roberts, and Henry +James, and even Gabrielle Ray, so he hasn't had such a bad time in +London. I don't see that he has anything to complain of, do you, Romer?" + +"Shouldn't think so." + +"That was what he wanted, you know," continued Valentia. "But if we +couldn't get him a wife as well, it's not our fault. I'm sure we've +tried our best. He's such a dear, and very fond of England. He has been +most useful to Harry, I'm sure; and----I think the new fashions are +simply frightful. The new way they're going to do the hair will be +revoltingly unbecoming, and the whole thing will make every one look +hopelessly dowdy. The smarter you are, the more of a frump you will +look!" + +"Oh, I say, Val!" + +"Yes, you will--I mean I will, but I won't.... Because I'm not going to +follow the fashion like a sheep. And if you're not very careful I shall +dress in a style of my own." + +"Like a sheep! Do sheep follow the fashion?" + +"Of course they do. Didn't you know that? What one does all the rest do. +Of course it doesn't change so often--even in the best Southdown +circles--at least _we_ don't notice the change. When a new kind of 'baa' +comes in and they all echo it we don't see any difference, but I don't +suppose they see any difference in our fashions either. Oh, and Romer, +I've been worried because I feel I've got so frightfully empty-headed +and unintellectual through just _living_, never reading or thinking, +when we go down to the Green Gate I shall read a lot of serious books. +I'm going to read H. G. Wells, and Hichens, and Aristotle, and some +history, and all sorts of 'improving' things. When are we going?" + +"As soon as possible," said Romer, brightening up. "Let's go next +Wednesday." + +"Oh, I can't be ready quite as soon as that, Romer dear! Let's go on +Tuesday. I'll arrange it all." + +"Good!" said Romer, beaming. + +"And I'll get Harry to come down with us." + +"Thought he was going yachting with the Walmers?" + +"Oh no, he's not, after all.... He doesn't really care for the sea." + +"Oh!" + +"Harry, of course, is sorry for Van Buren," continued Valentia. "And yet +he takes Daphne's part about Cyril Foster. He knows it's spoiling her, +but he thinks she ought to be spoilt; he's so fond of Daphne." + +"Why doesn't he marry her himself?" asked Romer. + +"Harry?" She looked at him in surprise. "Why, Romer, what a harpist you +are. If I've told you once, I've told you a hundred times, he never +marries! Harry has a great many bad habits, goodness knows. But marrying +isn't one of them." + +"Do you think he's keen on some one else?" asked Romer after a rather +long pause. + +She seemed annoyed at the question, then smiled again. + +"I don't know! The other day I called at the studio unexpectedly to ask +for something I'd forgotten, and found Harry improvising at the +piano--you know that way he has of improvising from memory--an +inaccurate memory--of some well-known composer. I've never known him do +it except when he wanted to--please some woman. Well, Lady Walmer was +there, leaning over the piano and listening. Should you think from that +he's keen, as you call it, on her?" + +"Lady Walmer! At her age!" + +"Why, Romer, she's no older than anybody else! It doesn't matter +nowadays in the very slightest degree whether one is twenty-eight, or +thirty-eight, or even forty-eight. To a modern man it's all exactly the +same. Of course, if a flapper is what is required, well then, naturally, +he must be shown to another department. But apart from that--why, Lady +Walmer would be quite as dangerous a rival for me as a woman ten years +or twenty years younger. And I'm not twenty-five yet." + +"Rival to _you_? What do you mean?" + +Romer stared at her, a spark of his fanatic admiration showing in his +eyes. + +She laughed and hurried on. + +"Nothing. I never mean anything. I know what you think, Harry is not a +marrying man, but he might become one. But a girl like Alec Walmer! With +the figure of a suffragette and the mind of a canary who plays cricket, +or a goose who goes in for golf----" + +"Heaps of cash." + +"Yes, I know. But Harry's an artist--he needs sympathy." + +"He's got his head screwed on the right way." + +"But his heart's in the right place." + +"What is the right place?" + +"Don't be irritating, Romer. We'll go to the Green Gate on Monday then. +And now I must go out and order a short tweed skirt, and a garden +roller, and a few other things that we shall need in the country. Leave +it all to me! No, I never forget anything; even your mother says I'm +practical. And oh, do let's try and put her in a good temper before we +go away. You'd better go and see her and say good-bye to-day, early in +the afternoon, alone. And then I'll go in late and take away the +impression of anything you've said wrong. Do you see, darling? Dear +Romer!" + +She went out of the room like a sunbeam in a hurry. + +Romer followed her with a wondering expression. To him her movements, +her hair, her eyes seemed to suggest some fascinating language he had +not yet learnt. She seemed to him almost a magic creature. + +As usual, he showed his sensations simply by obeying. He went to say +good-bye to his mother. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +VALENTIA'S VISIT + + +Romer's mother, looking intensely cross--it was her form of deep +thought--was re-embroidering, with extra little stitches, and +unnecessary little French knots, and elaborate little buttonholes that +would never see a button, a large and fine piece of embroidery on which +she had been working for many months. She had that decadent love of +minute finish in the unessential so often seen in persons of a nervous +yet persistent temperament. + +She was expecting her daughter-in-law. Romer had said, "Val will look in +this afternoon." + + * * * * * + +Valentia arrived, delightfully dressed, and, to the casual observer, +looking just as usual, but in her costume there was just that nuance of +difference--what was it?--extra sobriety, a more subdued look--some +trifle that she had worn last year to suggest to the seeing eye a hint +of praiseworthy economy?--at any rate, a shade that other young married +women would recognise at once as the right note when calling on one's +mother-in-law. + +Mrs. Wyburn greeted her with real pleasure, and with far more warmth +than she ever showed to her son (her affection for him being authentic). +The sight of Valentia, however, always genuinely raised her spirits. She +was fascinated by her, and had an obscure desire to gain Valentia's +liking, and even admiration--by force, if necessary! At the same time +she felt jealousy, disapproval, an odd pride in the girl's charming +appearance, and a venomous desire to give her slight pain. + +"Romer has been here, I see--I mean, I guess he has by the cigarette. +He's the only person who's allowed to smoke here. Yes, Mrs. Wyburn, +we're off on Wednesday. Won't you miss us awfully? But I shall be very +glad to go. I've really had enough of the season." Val spoke with a +shade of weariness. + +"No wonder! I suppose you've hardly had one quiet evening at home the +last three weeks?" + +"Very likely not one. Even when we're quite alone Harry comes round, and +often his American friend too." + +This was a challenge. + +Valentia was sitting opposite the light, dressed in blue, in a black +hat of moderate size, looking straight at the elder lady with a smile, +and stirring her cup of tea. + +Mrs. Wyburn admired her pluck and the fit of her dress. + +"Yes, exactly--just what I should have thought. You know what a horror I +have of displaying anything in the shape or form of _interference_, dear +Valentia. But, since you've mentioned it yourself, may I just say, +doesn't it seem almost a pity that you should never be alone with your +husband?" + +Valentia began to laugh. + +"Oh, really, Mrs. Wyburn, why do you assume that? But of course we're +longing for a quiet time. That is why we're going away so early. What +_delicious_ China tea! Yours is the only house where one gets it quite +like this." + +She put down her cup, which was more than half full, with a slight sigh. + +"Romer hates China tea too," said Mrs. Wyburn. "It would be really +better for your nerves if you'd drink it, my dear." + +"And when do you go to Bournemouth?" + +"The first week in August. So I shall be able to come down one day--as +Romer asked me--before I go, and just have a peep at what you're all +doing at the Green Gate." + +She smiled with grotesque playfulness. + +"Oh, that will be nice," said Valentia. "It must be looking lovely now. +Did Romer say anything else of any importance?" + +"He never says much, as you know, important or not! He's very like his +poor father, who really used to sit opposite to me for hours at a time +without opening his lips." + +"A strong, silent man," murmured Val sympathetically. "I know so well +what you mean." + +"Indeed you don't," snapped Mrs. Wyburn. "He was the weakest +creature--_morally_, I mean, poor dear--that ever breathed. He was a +very tall, fine man, but yet any pretty woman could turn him round her +little finger! It was his most marked characteristic." + +"Fancy! Devoted to you, of course. Romer's often told me." + +"I'm sure he hasn't. What can Romer know of my domestic troubles, as he +was just four when he lost his poor father? But however that may be, I +do hope, Valentia, you will wear warm, _sensible_ clothes for the +garden. I never quite like the idea of your sitting out on that little +terrace late in the evening with practically nothing on your shoulders. +People should be so careful of the night air." + +"How thoughtful of you, Mrs. Wyburn! But I have a wrap--I never sit out +without a wrap." + +"Pink chiffon, I suppose?" + +"Now how did you know? You seem to have second sight!" + +"Yes; I guessed as much. Very candidly, dear Valentia, I don't approve +of pink chiffon. But we women of an elder generation are never listened +to, though our advice is worth hearing, I can tell you." + +"Oh no, Mrs. Wyburn, don't say that. What would you advise instead +then--a red crochet woollen shawl? I'll get one, of course. How lovely +that embroidery is getting that you're doing! I remember last February +thinking that it was as beautiful as it could be, and now it is more +wonderful still. Let me look." + +She bent down her pretty head to admire it. + +"Is it my fancy, or the light, or hasn't your hair grown a little +brighter in colour lately, Valentia dear?" + +"Oh, do you really think so? I'm so glad. I was afraid it was just the +same--just as it was in Harry's portrait of me, you know." + +"It does look very like the portrait. But, very frankly--you won't mind +my saying so?--I think that if it were not quite so fair it would be an +improvement." + +"Oh, naughty Mrs. Wyburn! Fancy your wanting me to touch up my +hair--make it dark at the roots, I suppose, as so many people seem to +do! Oh! I wouldn't! What would Romer say? He likes it like this." + +Before the elder lady had quite recovered from the blow, Valentia went +on carelessly-- + +"Daphne sent her love to you. She mayn't have time to come and see you +before we leave." + +"Has she been going to any more fancy balls as Rosalind?" asked Mrs. +Wyburn sarcastically. + +"No, oh no. There haven't been any more." + +"I heard a report--oh, only a report--that Mr. Van Buren is a great +admirer of your sister's; indeed, it was even said that they were going +to be engaged." + +This was really a sore subject to Valentia. Her temper began to waver +slightly. It had been a very pet scheme of hers, and only Daphne herself +had defeated it by refusing the millionaire. But of course she knew +better than to tell Mrs. Wyburn that. + +"Oh yes, you heard that. I believe he does admire her very much. But I +hope I'm not going to lose Daphne yet." + +Something in her expression warned Mrs. Wyburn, who said +affectionately-- + +"Well, there's plenty of time; she's _so_ young. I don't believe in +girls marrying till they're sensible women and know something of +housekeeping, and are fitted to deal with their servants." + +"I hope you haven't been having any more trouble with yours lately?" + +"Indeed I have! I had just sent for the housemaid to give her notice +because she never dusts the lustres properly, when she turned round and +gave it--notice, I mean--to _me_!" + +"What a blessing! It saved you the trouble." + +"On the contrary, if you knew anything of domestics, Valentia, you would +see that it put me in a most awkward position--most awkward; and now I +shall have to live at Mrs. Hunt's!" + +"To live at Mrs. Hunt's?" repeated Val, as if stupefied. "Why, you're +not going to leave your charming house? And who is Mrs. Hunt?--an old +friend of yours?" + +"Don't you really know who Mrs. Hunt is, Valentia?" Mrs. Wyburn's voice +trembled. + +"No; I haven't the faintest idea." + +"She's a Registry Off----Well, may you never know! Certainly I'm not +going to leave my house. The idea of such a thing!" + +"Oh, I'm _so_ glad," said Val, getting up. "I'm afraid I must leave it, +though. I have so many little things to do before I go. Now, Mrs. +Wyburn, take great care of yourself, and I do _hope_ you'll get a nice +housemaid quite soon. That sort of thing is so worrying, isn't it?" + +Mrs. Wyburn accompanied her to the door, and as usual stood on the +landing with her, complaining of various troubles, and finally parted +with caressing words and advice about going for country clothes to "a +little dressmaker--quite near here--who runs up one's blouses and +skirts." + +"Does she? Fancy! She must be small! Good-bye!"... + +... "What a woman!" murmured Val as she got into the carriage. + +"What a wife for Romer!" exclaimed Mrs. Wyburn as the door shut. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +A SUGGESTION + + +Miss Luscombe, humming a tune, was wandering round her drawing-room, +arranging it. She always hummed a little tune when she was alone, if +possible some quaint old French air. Not that she was really alone now; +only her invisible mother was with her. To do her justice, Flora took as +much trouble to impress this almost imperceptible audience as if she +represented a large crowd. + +"There!" she said. She dusted a little blue vase and put it further +back. "Now you're nice and tidy. No, you go back there, you ugly thing!" +pouting at a photograph, "you're not wanted to-day! Come out more in the +light, Lady Charles! We want you to be seen. _That's_ better!" + +From the depths of an arm-chair, where she was hidden, Mrs. Luscombe, +who was watching her with intense irritation, said sharply-- + +"Who do you expect to-day?" + +"Oh! how you startled me, Mummy! I didn't know you were there.... Isn't +it funny, when you wear that dark red dress, _just_ the colour of the +armchair, one doesn't see you?" + +She went on humming in the low, sweet voice, "_La violette double, +double--la violette double-ra-ra._" + +"Pray stop that, Flora. My nerves won't bear it. Who did you say you +expect?" + +"Mr. Rathbone, darling, if you _must_ know. Mr. John Ryland Rathbone, to +be exact. You know he's one of the Catford Rathbones, don't you, Mummy?" + +"What's a Catford Rathbone?" + +"Dear mamma!" she laughed. "It's quite a good old family. One of the +untitled aristocracy." + +"I thought you told me his father was a farmer?" + +"No, dear--that's a little mistake. I told you his father had _taken_ to +farming--as a hobby. Besides, that's just what I mean--a fine old yeoman +stock--the backbone of the country." + +"Why are you praising up this Mr. Backbone--or Rathbone--so much? Is he +in love with you?" + +Flora laughed coquettishly, putting on her Russian Princess manner. It +was voluble, disdainful, and condescending. She often changed, quite +suddenly, from an _ingenue_ to a _grande dame_, and then to an +adventuress and back again before you knew where you were. + +"Of course he's in love with me. What of that? Poor boy, he must take +his chance like the others! '_La violette double, double----_' Oh, I +forgot, dear. I beg your pardon." + +"What's he coming here for?" pursued the relentless mother. + +Miss Luscombe now became a soubrette of a somewhat hooligan type, and +pretended to throw a little feather duster she was holding into the +depths of the arm-chair. + +"That remains to be seen. But I'm a girl who knows how to take care of +herself. I shall keep him in his place, old dear. Don't you worry." + +"I don't." + +There was a ring at the door. Flora blushed genuinely, and put some +powder on. She became sweet and tactful again, and refined, the amiable +woman of the world. She helped her mother out of the arm-chair, quite +unnecessarily, but perhaps to hurry her departure. + +"You'd better leave us alone now, darling," she said, "and girlie will +tell you all about it afterwards." + +Mrs. Luscombe ran like a hare through a side door. + +The servant announced, throwing open the folding doors, "Mr. Rathbone." + +In two seconds the feather-duster was behind a screen, and Flora, +looking really very handsome--she was, as usual in the daytime, in +semi-evening dress--was reading a little book covered in old vellum, and +kept for the purpose of her being found reading it. She put it down and +welcomed her guest charmingly. + +Rathbone, looking very fair and pink and rather determined, had brought +with him a kind of case containing his collection of old theatre +programmes, so that he gave the impression of being a diplomat of high +importance with a portfolio. + +She helped him prettily to show her the programmes, and was pleased to +see that there was something else on his mind. + +She gave him a cigarette and they had tea. He told her the ancient story +of his writing to Cissie Loftus, and how he had never received an +answer. She welcomed the anecdote as though it combined the brilliance +of a jewel with the freshness of a daisy. + +Then he spoke in a somewhat thick voice and with that rather gruff +manner that she associated with sincerity. + +"Miss Luscombe, I ..."--he sighed deeply. "To tell you the truth, +there's something--for a long time I've wanted to ask you." + +He fixed on her intently his blue eyes, in which there was an ardent +glare. + +"Really, Mr. Rathbone? What can I do for you?" + +"A great deal. The question is, what would you do for me?" + +"Oh, that depends," she said, smiling, looking down, and enjoying +herself. + +"Not to put too fine a point upon it, Miss Luscombe----"; he stopped +nervously. + +"Miss Luscombe sounds so formal," she murmured. + +"You wouldn't allow me to call you Flora, would you?" + +He smiled, but she thought he looked disappointed. Perhaps he was a man +who needed difficulties--opposition. + +"Well ... I ... it depends," she said. + +"Look here, Flora, you're a very charming woman. I have a great +admiration for you. What is more, I believe you to be a thoroughly +good----" he hesitated again; was he going to say 'woman,' +'actress?'--he decided on 'sort.' + +"Oh!" + +"Now I'll reveal to you the dream of my life, which I wouldn't tell to +anybody else." + +"I wonder if I can guess it?" she said, wishing he would hurry up. Lady +Charles was coming at half-past five to get the address of that fur +place Flora knew of, where you got things practically for nothing--and +they were worth it, too. + +"I know I'm not so very young," continued the young man. + +"Why, you're only about thirty-four, aren't you? I call that young." + +"Do you--do you really? Now I was afraid I was getting rather too old to +begin, as it were, a fresh life. Well now"--he came a little nearer and +touched her hand, which lay on the table; it was a pretty hand, thin and +bony, with pink polished nails and a garnet ring--"will you do it for +me? will you help me? will you not think me foolish--too daring--too +sanguine?..." + +"What?" + +"Yes. I see you've guessed. Yes. I want to go on the stage." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +MISS WALMER + + +"And so you see, don't you, Lady Walmer, that I really simply couldn't +do it--I mean I must do it. They're expecting me there for the whole +summer. How could I throw them over at the last minute?" + +Harry spoke in his most convincing voice. He was calling on Lady Walmer, +and they were both sitting in her little yellow boudoir. She had just +come in from a bazaar, and was wearing a rather angry-looking hat, very +much turned up on one side, with enormous purple feathers. She was +looking very far from pleased. Her handsome chin appeared squarer than +usual. There was a look in her eyes that more than one man besides Harry +would have been by no means anxious to meet. + +She drew off her gloves, stroked one over the other thoughtfully, and +said-- + +"Why did you promise to come on the yacht? The whole summer's spoilt for +Alec." + +"I hoped I could--I thought I could manage it. Surely you +understand----" + +"But it's got to come to that sooner or later, Harry. You can't make an +omelette without breaking eggs. If you want to be a respectable, dull +married man, you'll have to dissolve your romance, you know. I should +have thought you were the last person to be weak about anybody else's +feelings!--No, it's your own, my dear boy." + +Harry's colour rose a little. + +"My dear Lady Walmer! I'm going to tell--my cousin Valentia--all about +it--I mean about my hopes. I'm certain that she will be charming about +it--only too glad, for my sake." + +"Oh! And yet I thought she was human! Or--is there some one else?" + +"Certainly there's some one else--there's Romer. She's very devoted to +him." + +"Harry, my boy, we should get on so very much better if you wouldn't +tell so many unnecessary fibs," remarked the lady. + +She stood up and drew the hatpins out of her hat. + +He said, "I'm quite frank with you. I don't think I've been anything +else. And, after all, I only ask to do it in my own way--at my own time. +To choose my moment. Really, one can't behave like an _impossible_ +bounder." + +"Oh, can't one? Well, perhaps not." + +She took the hat off and put it on a table, giving the impression +suddenly, without it, of being smooth, a little bald, and very +good-tempered. + +"Then you'll forgive me, Lady Walmer--you'll understand? I should think +that in about three or four weeks I shall be able to join you somewhere. +But, about fixing the date--that's impossible. Can't I see Alec to-day?" + +She smiled graciously. + +"Certainly you may; I want you to. You must cheer her up and say nice +things to her. Poor child, I wish she weren't so ridiculously pleased +with you. You don't care two straws for her." + +"I give you my word of honour that I will make her happy." + +"I suppose you'll make her as happy as any one would. It's always +something to get one's wish, even if the wish is a failure." + +"Now, why do you say that? It won't be a failure." + +"All right. I'll send her to you. Now be a good boy, Harry. I'm +jealous--for Alec--of the Green Gate." She smiled in her attractive way. +"Will there be an absolute rupture between you and your ... cousins, do +you think?" + +"Oh, good heavens, Lady Walmer, no!" said Harry rather irritably. "We +shall all be perfect friends, of course ... what impossible things you +expect." + +"I expect only what is certain." + +She went away. + +Vanity was as elemental in Harry as in any other good-looking young man. +With him, though, it was not a mere useless pursuit--an +art-for-art's-sake joy--but invariably calculated and used as a means to +an end. + +He looked in the glass earnestly, then started as Alec came in. + +He was always surprised and even a little _gene_ each time he saw her, +by her immense apparent height. It seemed so much greater than it was +because of the somewhat monotonous lines of her figure and her rather +bird-like face. + +Harry watched her, listened to her as she chattered away her hurried, +inexpressive unmeaning slang, and looked at him with her bright, small, +beadlike eyes. + +He did not appreciate her. He did not know that behind the jerky manner +and inexpressive face there was a Soul. + +She had not been trained to talk sentiment, and she could not express +her ideas; so, though she adored Harry, she only said to her mother in +confidence, when in a serious mood, that he was all right; and when in a +more playful frame of mind to her girl-friends, that he was a little +_bit_ of all right. + +"Alec," he said, making her sit down in the lowest chair (he could not +bear her towering over him), "isn't it a bore that I can't come on the +yacht?" + +"Pretty useless," she answered. + +He took her hand. + +"You won't forget me while I'm away, will you, Alec?" + +"What do _you_ think?" she answered in a trembling voice, and then gave +a loud laugh. + +"I don't think--I don't know." + +"Oh, shut up!" + +"Will you be just as nice when I see you again?" continued Harry, in a +carefully-modulated voice. + +"Why do you ask me all this rot?" she said, with another uneasy laugh. +"Of course I shall." + +"Good." + +Harry couldn't think of anything else to say. Then he remembered.... + +"When I join you again I'm going to bring you a ring. What's your +favourite stone?" + +"Rubies and diamonds," she answered without a moment's hesitation. "I +say, how sporting of you! That'll be ripping!" + +He tried to feel touched by her artless joy. He knew he was not an +ideally ardent suitor. + +"Well, we'll have a good time later on, eh?" he said in her own tone. + +"Don't be a silly ass!" replied the girl, her eyes full of tears and +tenderness, and her heart of the most sincere joy and affection. + +Harry laughed. + +"Tell me, Alec, is your mother a soothing companion? Is she a nice woman +to live with?" + +"Oh! _she's_ all right. A bit off colour sometimes. At least--well, she +_is_ all right, if you understand--and yet she's _not_--if you know what +I mean." + +"Ah! that is a dark saying. You are pleased to be +mysterious--sphinx-like." + +"You _are_ a rotter, Harry!" + +"How subtle you are, Alec. How elusive is the lightning-play of your +wit!" + +"_How_ much?" + +"The random poppy of paradox grows too often in the golden cornfield of +your conversation," Harry went on, taking her hand. + +"Oh, rats!" exclaimed the artless girl. "Can't make out what you're +driving at half the time, when you go on like that. Don't believe you +know yourself." + +"Don't I? Really now, you know, we're almost--well--privately engaged. +May I kiss you, Alec?" + +She blushed crimson, turned her face away, and said, "Please yourself." + +Unable to help laughing, he kissed the top of her head, told her to +write to him, and left the house, feeling like an entirely new and +recently-discovered kind of bounder. + +He hated the double game. It didn't amuse him a bit. But now he felt he +was free for a month's holiday, during which he had, however, the +unpleasant holiday task of breaking the news to Valentia. + +He was driving home, but changed his mind and called out to the cabman +to drive to Valentia's house. + +He found her trying on furs--furs in mid-summer! + +She greeted the arrival of his exquisite discrimination and taste with +clapped hands, soft, beaming eyes, and her smile--Valentia's smile. Miss +Walmer couldn't smile at all--she didn't know how. She could only +laugh. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +MRS. FOSTER + + +Daphne had come to say good-bye to Mrs. Foster. + +This lady lived in a kind of model cottage in a garden in Ham Common. It +was not at all like the ideal, 'quaint' model cottages that one sees +advertised by well-known firms of furnishers, though it might have been. +Mrs. Foster was rebellious to Waring, and sincerely disliked anything +modern. + +The little drawing-room, and indeed every other room in the house, was +principally furnished by photographs and groups of her son Cyril--Cyril +as a very plain boy, in a skirt, with hardly any eyes or hair, and a +pout; Cyril as a 'perfect pet' of a sailor, at six. Then Cyril in +cricketing groups (how he stood out against the other ordinary +boys!)--in Etons (looking neat and supercilious), and then in his +uniform, in which he looked simply lovely. + +Daphne had an intense and growing desire to please his mother. In fact, +curiously, she was more anxious to gain her approbation than that of +Cyril himself. To this end she usually remade her hats, when possible, +in the train on her way to Ham Common, and her pocket when she arrived +there was usually filled with artificial flowers, feathers, or other +ornaments that she had taken off her hat, so as to look simple. Also she +turned it down all the way round to make it look as if it were merely a +protection from the sun--not a hat. + +To-day she wore a pink-spotted muslin dress and a straw hat, with pink +ribbon. She certainly looked extremely pretty, and not at all what she +had such a dread of before Mrs. Foster, smart. Mrs. Foster had a horror +of smartness in the _jeune fille_. + +Daphne delighted her. She was a very sentimental woman, with a strong +theoretical bias for the practical. She was by way of teaching Daphne +housekeeping and how to manage on a small income (of which art she knew +very little herself, but was supposed to know a great deal because she +wore a kind of cap). She had a pretty, delicate, kind face, and was +wearing large wash-leather gloves, in case she should wish to do a +little gardening later on. + +Daphne had still much of the child in her, and there was nothing she +enjoyed quite so much as gardening with Mrs. Foster, and occasionally +stopping to eat a gingerbread-nut, and hear something about Cyril and +the brilliant remarks he had made as a child. + +Mrs. Foster had a chiffonnier of a kind Daphne had never seen before, +which fascinated her because such queer delightful things came out of it +in the middle of the morning--slices of seed cake, apples, and the +gingerbread-nuts. There were pink shavings in the fireplace, and +wherever there was not a photograph of Cyril there was one of the Prince +Imperial. Evidently he had been the passion of Mrs. Foster's earlier +life. She loved to tell the story of how she had seen him at +Chislehurst, and how she thought he had looked at her. + +There were other nice things in the cottage: there were two rather large +vases of pink china on which were reproduced photographs of Cyril's +great-uncle and great-aunt--one in whiskers, the other in parted but +raised hair with an Alexandra curl on the left shoulder. In these vases +folded slips of paper called spills were kept. A modern note was struck +by the presence of a baby Grand--a jolly, clumsy, disproportioned +youthful piano, rather like a colt, on which Daphne played Chopin to +Mrs. Foster, and sometimes The Chocolate Soldier to Cyril; and Mrs. +Foster, at twilight, sometimes played and even sang, "_I cannot sing +the old songs, they are too dear to me,_" which her mother used to sing, +or, coming a little nearer to the present, "_Ask nothing more, nothing +more, all I can give thee, I give,_" a passionate song of the early +eighties. + +No one, except Daphne, ever did ask any more. + +The whole thing was, to Daphne, a treat. Something in the atmosphere of +Ladysmith Cottage--that was its name--fascinated and amused her. + +Mrs. Foster was a widow. Her husband had been a distinguished soldier. +Almost the whole of her extremely small income had been devoted to +Cyril's education, and with the assistance of an uncle who took interest +in him, he had been got into the Guards, where he existed happily with a +comparatively small allowance. + +Mrs. Foster had not been at all surprised or annoyed at his wishing to +marry at twenty-two. She thought it extremely natural. It seemed to her +very sensible of Daphne to accept him, and that she was the most +fortunate girl in existence. + +"I hope your sister doesn't mind my taking you away from the gay, +fashionable world for a day?" she archly asked. + +"Oh no, of course not. We're going in the country next week, so I wanted +to see you." + +"Cyril's at Aldershot. I don't think he'll be able to come down this +afternoon. He can't get away this week, I'm afraid." + +"I shall see him before I go," said Daphne. + +"Do you have a letter from him every day, darling?" + +"Oh yes, a few lines." + +"He is a noble boy!" said Mrs. Foster enthusiastically. "How he always +hated writing letters! I remember how I guided his little hand to write +his first letter to his uncle, General Rayner. Just as we got to the end +of the letter Cyril suddenly jumped up and threw over the table. The +letter was simply drenched in ink. Dear boy! I've got it still.... Oh, +you must come into the garden, Daphne. I've something new to show you. A +friend of mine has just let her house. She didn't know what to do with +her dovecot--nobody wanted it--so she's given it to me. Come and see the +dear little creatures--they are so pretty." + +They went out into the garden and stood looking at a sort of depressed +pigeon-house. + +Mrs. Foster made strange noises, which she thought suitable to attract +the inmates, and Daphne saw two doves who struck her as if they had +married in haste and were repenting at leisure. + +"Why don't you let them go free?" suggested the girl. "Just think how +happy and delighted they'd be." + +"I doubt it. I don't think they'd know what to do with their freedom. +They're not used to my garden yet, that's what's the matter. I do wish +they would coo; perhaps they will a little later on." (This was a +favourite expression of Mrs. Foster's.) "I want to see one perched on +your shoulder, Daphne. It would make such a pretty picture." + +"I'd rather give them something to eat," said Daphne. + +Mrs. Foster started. + +"Oh yes, of course. I fed them all yesterday afternoon, but I forgot +about them this morning. Henry! Henry!" + +The smallest boy appeared that had ever been called by that name. + +"Henry, feed the doves." + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Then bring the watering-can. We're going to water the flowers." + +Henry, who seemed of a morose nature, went to obey. + +"I'm obliged to have a boy for the knives, and he acts as a gardener +when I'm busy," explained Mrs. Foster. "There isn't much of a kitchen +garden, only a few gooseberries and apples, as you know, dear, but it's +nice to think they grow there, isn't it?" + +"Very." + +"Of course, I can't make much show with them. Henry always eats them +before they're ripe, which is _rather_ hard. But he's a good, honest +boy. One of his sisters has gone in for making blouses--in the village, +you know. She's a brave girl, and I feel sure will get on." + +"She must be! Have you ever ...?" + +"Oh _no_. Of course not. _I_ couldn't. When a woman reaches a certain +age, my dear, a certain style is necessary. I don't mean great expense, +but simple little things that would suit you, darling, wouldn't do for +me. Now that little pink thing that you're wearing--I should look +_nothing_ in it, and yet I dare say Henry's sister.... Where did you get +it, dear?" + +"Well, it _came_ from Paquin's," said Daphne. "It's not new." + +"Oh! Well, we mustn't be always talking of chiffons together, that's +very frivolous. You're fond of poetry, aren't you?" + +"Not so very," said Daphne truthfully. + +"But you would like to hear mine; I know you would, dear," said Mrs. +Foster, nodding, and patting her hand. "Dear girl, you shall. I've got a +tiny little volume, all in manuscript. It's quite a secret, darling. +Hardly any one--now--knows that I was poetical. But I can tell you +anything--you're so sympathetic. I had at one time a great wish to be a +sort of--not exactly Elizabeth Barrett Browning, or Christina +Rossetti--you know who I mean, don't you?" + +"Oh yes." + +"But a singer of songs--songs of feeling. Well, let us go into the +garden. I will show it to you later." + +They sprinkled a few dead flowers, picked a few weeds, and then Mrs. +Foster became thoughtful, took off her gloves, and went to her room and +remained there for some time. She came down with a manuscript book in +her hand. It had a shiny cover, and in the right-hand corner a piece of +the cover was cut out. On the paper, showing through, was written in +Mrs. Foster's delicate handwriting, "Fireflies of Fancy." + +"This," she said, patting it, "is my little book, and after lunch I'll +read you some of the poems, dear Daphne, though I'm not at all sure that +all of them are quite suitable for you to hear." + +"Oh, Mrs. Foster!" Daphne found difficulty in believing it. + +"You see," continued the delicate-looking old lady, in her sweet, +refined voice, "I was very much under the influence of the Passionate +School--Swinburne, Rossetti, Ella Wheeler Wilcox, and so on--at the time +that I wrote. My husband never wished me to publish them. He didn't like +them--he didn't understand them. I don't mind admitting to you, dear, +that since I lost him I have sent one or two of the less--well--shall we +say strongly coloured?--poems to the magazines at times, of course under +a _nom de plume_. But they were all returned. I think they were +considered too--well, too----However, I've given up the idea of making +a name as a poetess now, and very rarely show them to anybody; _very_ +rarely." + +Daphne answered, with absolute sincerity, that she was dying to see +them. + +After lunch, when they retired to the little drawing-room, Mrs. Foster +sat down with her back to the light, and a slight flush on her cheek, +and took up the book. + +Daphne sat in a low little crimson arm-chair exactly opposite her, +clasping her knees, her brown eyes fixed with the greatest interest as +Mrs. Foster turned and turned the pages as if unable to select a +suitable verse. + +Then she began to read, in her soft, yet rather high voice, which seemed +suited only to gentle greetings and adieux, or quavering orders to +Henry. + + "NIGHT TIME + + _He glanced as he passed, + And I hope, and I quiver, + I howl and I shudder with pains; + And like a she-tiger + Or overcharged river, + My blood rushes on through my veins._" + +She stopped suddenly. + +"No, no, dear. I won't read this. Wait a minute. I remember now that was +the one that was returned because it was too--er----I'll find you +another one." + +"Oh, do finish that one," said Daphne, "please! Isn't the light too much +for your eyes?" + +She jumped up quickly and pulled down the blind an inch or two, and then +came back, having controlled herself. + +Mrs. Foster looked at her rather sharply, and took no notice of what she +supposed was emotion. + +"Ah, here is something more suited to you, darling." + + SPRING + + A QUESTION, AND AN ANSWER + + _Will all the year be summer-time, + And each night have a moon? + Ah no, the Spring will quickly go, + And winter cometh soon._ + + _And will your clasp warm mine like wine? + And will you love me true? + Ah no, the autumn leaves arrive, + And we must bid adieu._ + +"That's a rather pretty thing, in its way, isn't it?" she said. + +"Very." + +"Here's one more. + + A REMEMBRANCE + + _Seems it well to see + A wild honey bee + Gold in the sun, + Ere day is done, + Sitting on a rose, + As the summer time grows._ + + _Ah, the bold, brave days, + Ere the glass of Time + 'Neath the sun's rays, + Like a flame of fire,-- + And the_ ..." + +She stopped again. + +"No, I don't think this is quite----" + +"Do, do go on!" + +Mrs. Foster looked at her. + +"You have a great deal of sensibility, Daphne. I believe you have tears +in your eyes." + +"No, I haven't really." She turned away her head, nearly choking. + +A loud knock was heard at the front door. + +Mrs. Foster looked out of the window. + +"It's Cyril!" she exclaimed. "He's got away after all. Quick! Quick!" +She threw the book under a cushion and sat on it. With trembling +fingers she took up some needlework out of a basket. + +"Not a word--not a word! Go and meet him in the hall, dear. He's come to +give us a surprise. I'll wait." + +Blushing and laughing Daphne ran downstairs. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +ENGAGED + + +Daphne and Cyril sat in the garden together. The conditions seemed +ideal. It was a lovely afternoon; the sun was hot, but a gay +irresponsible little west wind stirred the trees; bees hummed +industriously, butterflies darted casually about among the few flowers, +and even the reticent doves cooed from time to time, condescendingly. +Peeping through the blind Mrs. Foster thought the two young people made +a perfect picture, and was reminded of the Golden Age. Indeed, they had +very much the charming, almost improbable air of the figures in a Summer +Number of an illustrated paper. Perhaps the conditions were too perfect: +the lovers had, of course, nothing to sit on but a rustic seat--Mrs. +Foster would have thought it a crime to have anything else in a garden, +and rustic seats are, no doubt, picturesque, but they are very +uncomfortable; they seem to consist of nothing but points and knobs, +gnarls and corners. + +When Daphne was alone with Cyril like this she felt contented and +peaceful at first, and then she began to wonder why she wasn't happier +still--why she didn't feel ecstatic. She was proud of Cyril; he looked +very handsome in flannels, his regular features, smooth fair hair, small +head and small feet all added to his resemblance to the hero in the +holiday number. + +Cyril said-- + +"Dear little girl!" and took her hand. + +She laughed and answered-- + +"Dear old boy!" + +Then he said-- + +"By Jove! you do look ripping, Daphne." + +She smiled. + +"Jolly being here like this, isn't it?" said Cyril. + +"Isn't it?" she answered. + +"Jolly day, too." + +"Yes." + +"Wasn't it lucky I was able to get away?" + +"Rather." + +"It was a fearful rush." + +"It must have been." + +"Jove, it is hot!" + +There was a pause. + +"Darling!" + +"Dear boy!" + +"May I smoke a cigarette, dear?" + +"Yes, do." + +He lit a cigarette, and then put his arm round her waist. + +"Don't, Cyril." + +"Why not?" he asked, removing it. + +"Oh, I don't know. Henry or some one might see." + +"What's Henry?" + +"A sort of gardener boy--the boy whose sort of sister makes kind of +blouses in the village." + +"Oh, does he matter?" + +Cyril was wondering if he could ask for a drink. + +When they were left entirely alone, on purpose to be free, he always +felt rather shy and awkward, and intensely thirsty. + +Daphne began to think about what time it was, and about her train +back--subjects that never occurred to her when she was alone with Mrs. +Foster. + +"I'm afraid I shall soon have to be going," she said. + +"Oh, I say! What, the moment I've arrived?" + +He tried not to feel a little relieved. He wondered why he hadn't more +to say to her. He had been desperate to get consent to their engagement, +and was always extremely anxious and counting the minutes till they met, +and when they were together, alone after much elaborate scheming, he +felt a little embarrassed, and, like his fiancee, was surprised he +wasn't happier. + +"I say, Daphne!" + +"Yes, dear." + +"You do look sweet." + +"Do you really think so?" + +"Simply ripping! I say!" + +"Yes." + +"Won't it be jolly when we're married?" + +"Yes; lovely." + +"It will be all the time just like this, you see--only nicer ... I say! +Isn't it hot?" + +They sat holding hands, he looking at her admiringly, she feeling mildly +pleased that such a dear, handsome boy should be so fond of her. In the +minds of both was another sensation, which they did not recognise, or, +at all events, would not admit to themselves. They both, especially +Cyril, counted the minutes to these _tete-a-tetes_, and immediately +afterwards looked back on them with regret, feeling they had missed +something. They wrote to each other frequent, short, but intensely +affectionate letters about the happiness these interviews had given +them. Yet, while they actually lasted, both Cyril and Daphne, had they +only known it, were really rather bored. The next day, or the same +evening, Cyril would write to her:-- + +"My own Darling,--How jolly it was having you a little to myself +to-day! And to think that you really care for me!" and so on. + +And she would enjoy writing back:-- + +"Dearest,--Didn't we have a heavenly time in the garden yesterday?" and +so forth. + + * * * * * + +As a matter of fact, they had not had a heavenly time at all; when he +kissed her, which he sometimes did, she did not really like it, though +she knew she ought, and it gave her a sort of mental gratification to +think that he _had_ given this manifestation of love, as she knew it was +considered the right thing. + +He did not really regard her as a woman at all, but more as a lovely +doll, or sweet companion, and it pleased his vanity immensely to think +he should be allowed this privilege, which at the same time seemed to +him a little unnecessary, and even derogatory to her, though he enjoyed +it very much too, in a somewhat uncomfortable way. + +The fact that their engagement was so indefinite, that they had hardly +any hope of being married for at least two years, perhaps added a little +to the _gene_ of these meetings. The instant they were separated he +began to long to see her alone again. Daphne felt sure she must be +really in love because she took comparatively little interest in +anything that was not more or less connected with the idea of Cyril. +Perhaps she enjoyed the things she associated with him more than his +actual presence. Talking about him to Valentia, or hearing about him +from his mother, seemed more amusing and exciting than sitting with him +alone and holding his hand. She would have liked best never to see him +except in evening dress at a party, only to hear about him or think +about him all day. + +Cyril was sure that his feeling was real love, because he did not care +two straws how hard up they should be when they were married, and +because if he heard any one sing a sentimental song, however badly, he +immediately thought of her with the greatest tenderness. He believed he +missed her every moment of the day, and he took great trouble to see +her, especially when there was a chance of their being alone. But, as a +matter of fact, he was rather glad when Mrs. Foster came out into the +garden; and when he had seen Daphne off at the station, although it was +a pang to see her go away without him, it was perhaps also a slight +relief. + +When Val came to meet her at the station, full of news about the +extraordinary number of exciting things that had happened in the day, +and they dashed back to dress for a dinner Harry was giving before going +to a dance, Daphne felt a tinge of sentiment and regret for the idyllic +happiness in the garden, and began to count the hours until they should +meet alone again. The glamour always returned an hour or so after they +had been separated. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +AT THE CARLTON + + +With characteristic amiability, combined with that courage which had +caused impatient people, who snubbed her in vain, to say she had the +hide of a rhinoceros, Miss Luscombe had accepted the blow of Rathbone's +proposal--the proposal which she had taken for an offer of marriage, but +which was really an offer to go on the stage. She set to work at once +making little efforts (most of which she knew to be futile) to arrange +the matter. After all, if she should succeed in getting him some sort of +a part, mightn't he, out of gratitude?... And she saw visions. Again, he +had evidently got it very badly, this mania for acting and dressing up, +and he had really quite enough money, if he chose to devote it to this +object only; why shouldn't he take a theatre--make himself the manager +and _jeune premier_, or, for the matter of that, _vieux dernier_--it +really didn't matter--and let her be the leading lady? That was if he +failed in every other scheme. She wrote letters to various people whom +she knew on the stage, mentioning Rathbone's enormous willingness to +take _anything_, his gentlemanly appearance, and, she felt sure, really +_some_ talent, though no experience. Most people took no notice, but +after a while she received an offer for him to play one of the gentlemen +in the chorus of _Our Miss Gibbs_ in a second-rate little touring +company of the smaller northern provincial towns. + +It was an excuse for an interview, certainly; but this for a man who +wished to play Romeo! And if, in his enthusiasm, he should actually +accept it, it would take him away from her. However, hearing that she +had some news for him, he, in his delighted gratitude, asked her to tea +at the Carlton. + + * * * * * + +They were seated in the Palm Court eating their tea-cakes and sandwiches +to the sound of "The Teddy Bear's Picnic," which made one feel cheerful +and reckless, followed by "Simple Aveu," a thin, sentimental solo on the +violin that made one feel resigned and melancholy. It was played by a +man with a three-cornered face and a very bald head, who gazed at the +ceiling as if in a kind of swoon--a swoon that might have been induced +either by tender ecstasy or acute boredom. + +All around them were noisy Americans, neatly dressed, and a good many +prim, self-conscious ladies on the stage who had come on from their +_matinees_ and were accompanied mostly either by very young and rather +chinless adorers, or by fat, fatuous men with dark moustaches, hair +inclined to curl, and clothes a shade too gorgeous. + +Here and there a simple, provincial-looking family were to be seen who +had come up for a few days and had been to an afternoon performance, and +were talking with great animation of the rights and wrongs of the hero +and heroine of the play. It was characteristic of the provincials that +they were really excited about the play itself, hardly knowing who were +performing, while the suburbanites took interest only in the actors, all +of whom they knew well by name and reputation, even their private +life--at least, as much of it as got into the _Prattler_, _The Perfect +Lady_, and _Home Chirps_. + +On the whole it was a very characteristic London crowd, in that it +consisted almost entirely of desirable aliens. Here and there, indeed, +one saw a thin, slim, pretty woman with a happy but bothered-looking +young man, both obviously English, who talked in low tones, and were +evidently at some stage or other of a rose-coloured romance; but they +were the exception. + +Amidst this noisy and confused clientele, with its showy clothes and +obvious feminine charms, Miss Luscombe looked a strange, stray, untidy +hothouse plant. She was odd and artificial, and dressed like nothing on +earth, in pale and faded colours; but she was not vulgar. She was rather +queer and delicate, and intensely amiable. Her self-consciousness made +no claim on one; she was not exacting--always pleased and good-tempered. +Rathbone recognised these qualities in her, and liked her better to-day, +amidst the scent of the tea-cakes and cigarettes and the whine of the +violin, than he had ever liked her before. + +Pink, fair, calm, clean, and really hardly anything else, except +extremely correct, and always good form, without being too noticeably +so, no one would have dreamed that this quiet young man, who looked like +a shy subaltern, was simply dying to disport himself on the stage, and +that it was the dream of his life to make an utter ass of himself as +Hamlet, or a hopeless fool of himself as (say) the hero in _Still Waters +Run Deep_--a play he had seen as a boy and had always longed to act in. + +She had broken the news to him. + +"Miss Luscombe, do you mean to say that is the very best you can do for +me?" + +She explained the difficulties. + +He was only one of so many! Unless the name was known it was +frightfully difficult--even for geniuses--to get on. Of course, he might +try, and go and see the various managers himself, but, frankly, probably +nothing would come of it. + +He was deeply depressed. What should she suggest? + +"Might I ask if you care very, very much?" she asked. + +"You might. I do." Yes. His heart was set on it. + +Was it really? Well, if he simply hadn't the strength to go on living +another day without going on the stage, the only thing, clearly, was +just to hire a theatre and _go_ on! A _matinee_, perhaps. Why not Romeo? + +"And why not Juliet?" said he, rather rashly. + +"Oh, that would be lovely!" + +Her attention wandered at this moment. A very pretty, fair woman was +rising from behind a palm where she had been seated with her back to the +room. She went out rather quickly, followed by a good-looking young man +with a single eye-glass. + +"They have been trying to hide!" she exclaimed. "What a joke! It's that +sweet Valentia Wyburn and Harry de Freyne. They must have been here when +we arrived, for we should have seen them come in. I wonder what they +came for?" + +"To have tea, perhaps?" suggested Rathbone, after deep thought, +shrewdly. + +"Yes, yes, I know. But why hide like that?" + +"Perhaps they didn't want to be seen," said Rathbone brilliantly. + +"Yes, of course, but why not? I hope it doesn't show...." + +"Well, it shows there's nothing in it, or they wouldn't come here." + +"Does it?" said Miss Luscombe, rather disappointed. + +"Well, where's the harm in being here? Ain't we here?" + +"Oh yes, of course; but that's different. They're cousins, too, of +course; I had forgotten." + +"I don't see why you should worry if Romer doesn't," said Rathbone. + +Before they left Rathbone had very nearly promised to see about engaging +a theatre, and either for a charity or as an invitation _matinee_, rope, +as he expressed it, all his friends in, lock the door, and force them to +see him play Romeo to Miss Luscombe's Juliet. + +Flora was deliriously happy at the idea, but had too much experience to +rely on it, and was quite prepared to be thrown over for another more +professional actress, and asked to play one of the ladies at the ball in +the first act instead, probably in a mask. She went home and read over +her one good notice--a great treasure--that had appeared in an evening +paper, and had spoken of her as "_a young actress with a bright and +winsome personality_." That was in a very small part, ten years ago. +Would she ever get another real chance? + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +AT MISS WESTBURY'S + + +Mrs. Wyburn found Miss Westbury being sensible and decided and holding +forth about things in general to one or two friends over the tea-cups. +Something in the way the old lady sat down and unfastened her mantle, so +as to be sure to feel the benefit of it when she went out again, made +the other women present feel that they were not wanted, and Miss +Westbury did not attempt to detain them. For (though she would not have +put it like that) she knew that she would get more fun out of her +friend's _mechancete_ if they were alone. Scandal, gossip made tedious +by morality, is only really enjoyable _en tete-a-tete_. + +"I do so hope, Isabella, that you haven't had any more annoyance about +the silly things that are being said about your pretty daughter-in-law," +remarked Miss Westbury, leaning back with the comfortable amiability of +a fat woman who expects to be amused. + +Mrs. Wyburn looked round the room. + +"Curious you never have your ceiling painted," she said. "I've often +wondered why it is. It looks--you'll forgive me for saying so, Millie, +won't you?--as if you left it in its present state from motives of, may +I say, economy? But, of course, I know it isn't that--I always say, it's +simply that you haven't noticed it. Thanks, no--no tea." + +Miss Westbury's serenity was slightly disturbed, as her friend intended. + +"I certainly don't spend my whole time lying on my back looking at the +ceiling," she answered rather brusquely. "I have far too much to do." + +"I never suggested that you should," quickly replied Mrs. Wyburn. "Such +a thing never occurred to me for a single moment. And please don't think +I wish to interfere, or to make remarks about anything that doesn't +concern me. It merely struck me that if, at any time, you thought by +some curious chance of having the house done up, it might be a pity to +leave out the ceiling. But that was all. I do assure you, Millie, I +never dreamt of hurting your feelings." + +Miss Westbury laughed with a rather cackling sound--a sound Mrs. Wyburn +recognised with satisfaction. It showed just the degree of slight +annoyance she loved to cause in any one to whom she was speaking. Miss +Westbury, however, waived the question and became hospitable. + +"Do let me persuade you to have a toasted bun. Our baker makes them in a +special way on purpose for me. There's nothing in the world more +sensible with one's tea than a small toasted currant bun. I was speaking +to Dr. Gribling about it only the other day, oddly enough, and he quite +agreed with me." + +"Why _only the other day_? and why _oddly enough_, Millie?--I dare say +you speak to him constantly about it and about other equally urgent +matters." She spoke with what she meant to be a slight sneer, in reply +to which Miss Westbury behaved in a manner that is sometimes described +as bridling up. She gave a movement meant to be a toss of the head and +placed her lips firmly together. + +"I like Dr. Gribling, Isabella, because he's a thoroughly sensible +man--a man you can say anything to." + +Mrs. Wyburn thought that Miss Westbury would say anything to any one, +and she shrewdly suspected that Millie was probably the one gleam of +amusement in poor old Dr. Gribling's dreary round. However, she waved +the eminent physician aside and said-- + +"About Valentia. She and Romer have gone down to the country, you know." + +"Oh, indeed! Quite early to go. Very nice. Have they a large party +there, do you know? The Green Gate is such a charming place--so +picturesque." + +"Have you ever seen it?" Mrs. Wyburn asked. + +"Only in the _Daily Mail_--I mean accounts of week-ends there, and that +sort of thing. But I believe it's quite charming. It seems almost a pity +though, doesn't it, at the end of the season to begin the same +frivolities and gaieties all over again. I wonder they don't take a +little rest." + +"I believe they are resting. Valentia wrote to me that no one was +staying there at all, except, of course, Daphne." + +"And Harry de Freyne?" + +"Yes, and Mr. de Freyne." + +"Strange," said Miss Westbury comfortably. "Curious that extraordinary +infatuation of your--son for this young man. But he's a very charming +man, isn't he? Most agreeable?" + +"He's not absolutely unpleasant." + +"I suppose he brightens them up--amuses them? Probably he has very high +spirits. Perhaps he has the _jar de veev_." Miss Westbury had a private +pronunciation of foreign expressions all her own. "It is unfortunate, +but do you know one often sees that in unprincipled people, Isabella." + +"He knows that he's not quite a gentleman, and is trying to laugh it +off," said Mrs. Wyburn. + +"Does he really? Dear, dear--what a sad thing!--and yet he certainly +_ought_ to be a gentleman, you know. On his mother's side he is +connected with the----" + +"That's not the point," snapped Mrs. Wyburn. "And of course I don't mean +to say that--outwardly--he's not. His manner and appearance are +distinguished. It's the soul that's vulgar." + +"Ah, I see! You mean you're afraid he isn't one of _nature's_ +gentlemen?" + +"Nature? How do you mean? He has nothing to do with nature. He's a man +about town." + +"Oh, I beg your pardon--I understood he was an artist. And sometimes, +you know, artists are extremely fond of nature; in fact, far _too_ +fond." + +"I believe all that painting is only done to throw dust in people's +eyes--an excuse for idleness. Candidly, I don't like studios; I don't +think they're respectable." + +"I know what you mean; but still, after all"--Miss Westbury made a +feeble attempt at a good-natured defence--"after all, if they all like +it--I mean to say, if they're all so happy, why should we----" + +"I doubt if my son is happy." + +"Oh, really, really? Do you think he's _ever noticed anything?_ Isn't he +devoted to Harry de Freyne?" + +"Of course he hates him like poison," replied the mother. + +Miss Westbury started in delighted horror, and replied sharply, "How do +you know that? Did he tell you?" + +"Tell me! He would never tell me. Besides, he couldn't tell me--he +doesn't know it." + +"And how do you know it?" + +"Mothers know everything," she replied. + +After a minute's pause, Miss Westbury said-- + +"But if you feel sure that Romer isn't happy, and that he, almost +unconsciously perhaps, doesn't really like this young man being always +about, mightn't it some day end in some trouble--some explosion?" + +"It's quite possible." + +"Then I wonder what Romer would do?" + +"I know what he would do." + +"Good heavens, Isabella, you don't mean to say that he would ever bring +a----" + +"It's really strange," said Mrs. Wyburn, "that at your age you should +still be so silly. Will you never learn to understand anything at all? +Of course not. He would protect her." + +"Can't something be done? Why don't you speak to Valentia?" + +"The advice of a relative-in-law in a case of this kind has never yet +been known to be of any real use, Millie. I can only hope the whole +thing may gradually wear itself out." + +"May it be so, my dear!" echoed Miss Westbury, unctuously. + +Mrs. Wyburn got up to go. + +Miss Westbury helped her to fasten her mantle. + +"I'm so glad you loosened it, or else you might not feel the benefit of +it when you go out, Isabella," she observed, for she was not one to miss +an opportunity of making a remark of this kind. "And _do_ look on the +bright side. I always say that things of this sort may not be true, and +even if they are, everything may be for the best in the end." + +Mrs. Wyburn liked to excite Millie's interest, and yet somehow loathed +her sympathy. + +"Yes; do you know, I really _should_ have the ceiling painted, if I were +you," she said, as if it were a new idea. "Otherwise your house is +looking so nice--quite charming. I think it such an excellent plan not +to have flowers in the windows, only ever-greens." + +"So glad you think so. It _is_ rather a good arrangement, because, you +see, they always look exactly the same all the year round." + +"That they certainly do--and nevergreens would be a better name for +them," spitefully said Mrs. Wyburn to herself as she drove off. + +"What a tiresome mood Isabella was in to-day," said Miss Westbury to +herself. "I must go and see Jane Totness and tell her what she said.... +Ceiling, indeed! She _was_ nasty!" + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +A PROPOSAL + + +Miss Luscombe was looking out of the window, looking up to the street, +waiting. At last she saw from her basement (the "tank," as her friends +called it) a glimpse on the pavement of a pair of feet that she knew. +They were the feet of Mr. John Ryland Rathbone. She hastened to prepare +herself for his visit. + +It is obvious that people who live in a basement must look at life from +a different point of view from all others. The proudest of women in that +position must necessarily see it _de bas en haut_. The woman looking out +of the drawing-room or higher for the person she is expecting to see +gets more or less of a bird's-eye view. She sees the top of a hat first, +and the person necessarily foreshortened. From the dining-room or +ground-floor window she sees the approaching visitor through glass, but +practically on a level, almost face to face, and therefore is incapable +of judging him on the whole or of taking a very large view, since any +object placed close to the eye deprives one of a sense of +proportion--shuts out everything else. But from a basement window things +are very different. It is wonderful how much character one learns to see +in feet, and it is still more curious how, to the accustomed eye, their +expression can vary from time to time. Flora saw at a glance by the +obstinate stamp, the bad-tempered look of his boots, by the nervous +impatience of his stride, that Mr. Rathbone was coming to see her in a +state of agitation. One would hardly have believed that, without having +seen his face at all, she would be so prepared for his behaviour when he +arrived as to greet him anxiously from the door, even before he came in, +with "Good heavens, what _is_ the matter?" + +"How do you know anything is the matter?" + +"I guessed. I saw your steps." + +"Everything is going wrong about the play. The expenses get larger every +day. To sell even _one_ ticket for a charity, they tell me, is simply +out of the question! I must invite everybody, and even then most of them +won't come. Just think, my dear Miss Luscombe, all this trouble, worry, +and expense for amateurs to play _Romeo and Juliet_ at an invitation +performance to an absolutely empty house!" + +"Why do you think it will be empty?... Your friends?" + +"My friends? You're my only friend! Every chap at the Club I have spoken +to about it said they would be out of town that day. One or two said +they would come on afterwards and join me at supper. Supper! I said it +was a _matinee_; so then they suggested I should give a dinner +afterwards. And even women, they're quite as bad. I mentioned it to Lady +Walmer. She is always so keen on going everywhere, and makes a hobby of +odd charities and things. She said she was going yachting that day, and +also that she was going to a wedding." + +"What does it matter just about Lady Walmer?" + +"Nothing, but it's an indication. Do we want to have no one in a theatre +but the dressmakers who made the costumes? Miss Luscombe--Flora! I am +beginning to think we'd better chuck it." + +"Oh, Mr. Rathbone! The waste and the disappointment!" + +"It would be a greater waste to make an utter fool of oneself in an +empty house than to postpone it. I'm nervous. I'm really frightened. I'm +beginning to see that I've been a fool. As to disappointment, _that_, +Flora, you could console me for if you chose." + +"Oh, Mr. Rathbone!" + +"You really have been so sweet, so patient, it's my opinion that you are +an angel!" + +"Oh, indeed I'm not!" + +"Well, you have the patience of one. You never think about yourself. +You're all kindness and sweetness and thought for other people. To speak +perfectly frankly, you have only one tiny fault, Flora. And that is, +that you seem a _little_ artificial. But it's my opinion that such +affectations as you have are natural to you and you can't help them, and +you would be an ideal wife." + +Flora was actually silent with gratification. She did not even laugh. + +"Look here, Flora, we'd better chuck the performance altogether. Let's +give it up, and have a show instead at St. George's, Hanover Square." + +"Are you making fun of me?" she asked, in a trembling voice, "because +that would not be right. It wouldn't be nice of you--in fact, it would +be rather cruel." + +"You don't mean to say you care for me the least little bit?" He took +both her hands and stared hard at her face. "Is there something real +about you then?" he continued. + +Tears came to her eyes. She turned her head away. + +"This seems too good to be true," she murmured. + +"Let's be married," he cried, "on the day we were going to have the +show. Let's go to Oberammergau for our honeymoon, and don't let us ever +go near the theatre again. Will you, dear? Or am I dreaming?" + +"Of course. I always have," she answered ingenuously; "but I hadn't a +scrap of hope, and I didn't know how much I cared for you." + +"Dear Flora, I shall give up the stage and devote all my time to you." + +"So will I," she said. "I shall never want to act again." + +"Nor I, never--never!" + +"I shall rush home and countermand everything," he cried. + +"Oh, go not yet; it is not yet near day," she quoted in the tender voice +she used for recitation. + +He burst into peals of laughter, and put his arms round her and kissed +her impetuously. + +"Oh, Flora, what a fool I have been all this time! And you knew it--you +knew it perfectly well. I thought when we were rehearsing that once you +said the words, 'O Romeo, wherefore art _thou_ Romeo?' with rather +marked emphasis on the 'thou'...." + +"Do you know that I never cared for any one but you in my life, Flora?" + +"Oh, oh! Why is 'C. L.' tattooed on your wrist?" + +"I'll have it taken out. I'll have Flora put on instead. I'll have +anything you like tattooed in your honour--a hunting scene, a snap-shot +of the Coronation--anything you like." + +"No, please not. I don't like it; I can't bear it. It's the only thing I +ever haven't liked about you. But we'll forget it now, won't we?" she +said. + +"And I'll forget the stage. Oh, Flora, how I have worried you! Forgive +me. We won't think of anything but each other now." + +They repeated this sentiment again and again in these and other words +for about an hour and a half, and forgot to turn up lights and ring the +bell. + + * * * * * + +The first real love scene Flora had ever acted in was a triumphant +success. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +HEREFORD VAUGHAN + + +To have eleven plays, all written out of one's own head, and all being +performed simultaneously in American, in Eskimo, and even in Turkish, +besides in every known European language; to have money rolling in, and +the strange world of agents and managers pursuing you by every post and +imploring for more contracts by every Marconigram; and these triumphs to +have come quite suddenly, was really enough to have turned the head of +any young man; yet Hereford Vaughan's (known by his very few intimate +friends as Gillie) had remained remarkably calm. He was not even +embittered by success. + +To know his jokes were being got over the footlights of so many lands +was a curious sensation, and it often made him laugh suddenly to reflect +how wicked certain quips must sound in, say, Japanese. Perhaps his +friends were rather inclined to resent the way he retained his balance +after what was really an almost unheard-of hit. They would have been +readier to pardon it had he shown some sign of boring fatuity; or +perhaps they thought he might at least have had a temporary nervous +breakdown; taking the form (for choice) of losing all sense of the value +of money and wildly throwing bank-notes and gold at every one he saw. +But he remained quiet, reserved, and as apparently modest as ever. + +Modesty is a valuable merit (as I think Schopenhauer has discovered) in +people who have no other, and the appearance of it is extremely useful +to those who have, but I am not suggesting that Vaughan was not human, +and there was, no doubt, many a moment when he smiled to himself, and +felt that he was a great man. + +He was rather secretive and mysterious than blatant or dashing, and +this, of course, made him, on the whole, more interesting to women. The +fact that he had made a fortune and lived alone in a charming house with +nothing but housekeepers, secretaries, telephones, typewriters, and +cooks, of course made all the women of his acquaintance who had the +match-making instinct (and what woman has not?) desire to see him +married. As he showed no sign of doing so, they tried to console +themselves by pretending that he had some secret romance. Old ladies +hoped he had a broken heart for some fiancee who was lying under the +daisies, having died of decline in the classical middle-Victorian way. +Young ladies thought that he was probably fixed up in some way that +would be sure in time to dissolve, and that he would marry later on. Far +the most popular theory was that he didn't marry simply because he _was_ +married, privately; and that he had, no doubt, hurriedly espoused, +before he was of age (and before the Registrar), some barmaid or +chorus-girl, or other dreadful person, who had turned out far too +respectable to divorce, and that he was thus a young man marred. They +had no grounds for the rumour except that clever and promising young men +often did these things, and he had always been a particularly promising +young man, and in this unfortunate case had probably kept his promise. + +Vaughan was sitting one morning reading his notices (never believe the +greatest men when they tell you that they don't do that!), when Muir +Howard came cheerily, almost boisterously, into the room. He was an old +school friend who had been devoted to Gillie long before his arrival, +and of whose faults, virtues, cheeriness, and admiration Vaughan had +made a confirmed habit. + +Muir was a very good-looking barrister, with vague parliamentary +ambitions and a definite love of machinery. He always had pink cheeks, +and wore a pink carnation, and looked as flourishing, gay, and yet, +somehow, battered, as Vaughan looked pale, fresh, and sardonic. One of +the things that surprised the general public was that Vaughan could not +live without the continuous society of a person who certainly could not +understand a word he wrote or much that he said. They didn't realise +that Vaughan was so accustomed to not listening to Muir's long +confidences, to disputing every proposition he made, and contradicting +every word he said, that he always felt lost when his friend was away. +Muir regarded him as a combination of hero, genius, pet, and child, and +was always giving him advice and imploring him not to do too much. To +Vaughan he was, as I have said, a habit, and there is always something +agreeable in a habit of which one is a little tired. + +He had arrived this morning on his bicycle, and came in bringing a whiff +of heartiness, self-complacency, and fresh air, saying, "Hallo! hallo! +hallo! Priceless to find you in, Gillie!" All he got for it was that +Vaughan looked up and said-- + +"You used to be only breezy. Now you're becoming a thorough draught. +Fold up and keep quiet, can't you?" + +"Nervous, I suppose," said Muir, in a sympathetic voice. "I wonder you +don't take that stuff that you see in the papers about what is good +for----" + +"Sudden pains in the back on washing-day, bending over the tub, and so +forth? The portraits of the people before taking the remedy and after +decided me. It seems, by the pictures, to make your hair grow long and +give you whiskers and a ghastly squint. Ruins your clothes, too. Your +collars get the wrong shape." + +"Oh well, leave it alone, then. Perhaps you're right.... You haven't +asked me about the Walmers' dance. I took Miss de Freyne to supper. The +American chap never turned up, and I was getting on with her simply +rippingly, when _what_ do you think she said? Confided in me that she +was privately engaged to and frightfully keen on that boy you met at +Harry's. The baby Guardsman. Isn't it sickening?" + +"What did Miss Walmer do?" asked Vaughan. + +"She sort of hung about, waiting for Harry, who seemed to be getting on +all right with the two strings to his bow, or two stools, or two bundles +of hay, or whatever it is. What luck some people have!" + +"Not in this case. He'll lose them both." + +"Really? Why?" + +"He's not a diplomatist, and he wants such a lot for himself. He wants +too much. No self-restraint." + +"Pretty useless for Mrs. Wyburn. I like her. She looked topping last +night, too. But I dare say it'll be all right. Romer's a good chap. +Awfully dull." + +"Most interesting. Are you going to stay here much longer, Muir?" + +"Why? Yes." + +Vaughan got up. + +"All right. Do. I'm going out." + +"Where?" + +Vaughan did not answer, but gave the heap of notices to his friend, and +said-- + +"Just divide the sheep and goats for me, will you? That's just what they +are, the critics--either sheep or goats." + +"Of course I will. But, I say--I came here to have a talk." + +"I know you did. You have talked." + +He went out. Muir smiled to himself, enjoying this treatment as an +eccentricity of genius. + +Five minutes later Gillie came back. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +GILLIE INTERFERES + + +He was not much surprised to find Muir proudly examining the invitation +cards on the mantelpiece. Muir started and turned round as he came in. + +"Back again? Capital!" + +"Well, of all the snobs!" said Vaughan. + +"Hang it, Gillie, it's only for you. I'm pleased you're getting on, +that's all." + +"No words can tell you how I despise your point of view. Just tell me +something I want to know. Wasn't there a sort of little scene at this +dance last night?" + +"I didn't see anything," he answered. + +"You never do." + +"Oh, I remember now, I heard something. It appears that Romer left his +wife and Daphne at the dance and then came back in an hour to fetch +them, and she wasn't there." + +"Who wasn't where?" + +"Val and Harry had gone for a little fresh air in a taxi for about a +quarter of an hour, that's all. They came back and explained it." + +"They would. Don't apologise." + +"But just the few minutes that Romer was looking for them made--well, +rather a fuss. It was perfectly all right afterwards. They all had +supper together. So there wasn't much talk about it, except, as I say, +while Romer was waiting for them. I never in my life saw any one look so +ghastly as that chap did." + +Vaughan sat down and looked thoughtful. + +"Only you, Muir, would leave out the only thing of the slightest +importance that you had to tell me, which I hear the second I leave the +house from that round-faced tattooed idiot, Rathbone, at the corner of +the street." + +"But I tell you it's all right, old chap." + +"All right? Don't you see that this sort of thing constantly happening +will gradually undermine ...? I like Valentia. It's a great shame." + +"Harry certainly isn't worth smashing up a happy home for," Muir +answered, "if that's what you're afraid of. But ... when he marries Miss +Walmer it'll be all right. Val will forget about him, and settle down +with Romer again. I'm deeper than you think, Gillie ... ah, I don't say +much, but I can see as far through a brick wall as most people!" + +"Just about as far, I should think," said Vaughan contemptuously. + +"What do you propose to do about it?" + +"It's likely I'd tell you." Gillie sat down to his desk and rang a bell. + +"I suppose I've got to go now, eh?" + +"Almost time, I should think." + +"Ha, ha, ha! Capital! Well, so long! Be good." + +Muir went away as heartily as he had arrived. + +The bell was answered by the entrance of the housekeeper, Mrs. Mills. +She was a muddle-headed, elderly woman in black silk, whom Vaughan kept +because her extraordinary tactlessness amused him. She invariably +managed to do and say the wrong thing at the right time. To-day it was a +hot morning in July. She came in holding in her hand a little card +covered with frost and robins. + +"Mr. Vaughan, sir, I appened to be going through my things, and I come +across this, sir. I thought pre-aps you'd like it. It is pretty." + +She insisted on his taking it. + +"Charming, Mrs. Mills, but I don't quite see----" + +"Oh, look at the words, sir! They're what I call so appropriate! Do read +them." + +He read the beautiful words-- + + _Wishing you a blithe and gladsome Yule._ + +"What on earth----?" + +"Well, sir, I only thought they was pretty, and pre-aps you'd like to +keep it, sir, or send it to one of your young ladies; but I'll take it +away if you don't like it." She put it back in her pocket. + +"Frankly, I don't. What a genius you have for the wrong thing! Are you +going to give me plum pudding and turkey on Midsummer Day?" + +"I shouldn't dream of such a thing, sir." + +Gillie had scribbled a letter. + +"Go and ring up a messenger boy, will you?" + +"May I send Johnson, sir? I don't old with telephones. They buzz at you +or makes you jump. And the young person keeps on saying ave you got +them? before you've ad time to breathe, in a manner of speaking." + +She took the note. Vaughan sat down on a sofa to wait for the answer, +glanced at the clock, and said, "Confound Muir! He's made me waste +another morning." + +When the answer came, Gillie went out and strolled towards Mount Street. + +He found Valentia at home, evidently flattered and fluttered at seeing +him. + +"How sweet of you to come!" she said. + +"You'll stay to lunch, of course?" + +"I'm afraid I can't." + +"Oh! lunching with a leading lady, I suppose?" + +"No." + +"With whom?" + +"With Romeike and Curtice." + +"Not really? What fun! What are they like?" + +"Oh, Romeike is all right. I don't care so much about Curtice." + +She gave him a cigarette. + +"I never in my life," said Vaughan, "before to-day, attempted to +interfere in anybody else's affairs." + +She stared at him. + +"But in this case it--may I really smoke?--does seem such a pity! Of +course you know what I mean, don't you?" + +"Do I?" + +"You see, I feel so certain that if you were, let's say--married to +_Harry_ and met Romer after, you'd be so wildly in love with Romer." + +"So I was," she said in a low voice. "Tremendously! I thought he was a +strong silent man with a great deal in him.... Oh! I've told you." + +"Yes, but so he is. It's commonplace of you, really, Val, not to see +it." + +"I'm awfully sorry.... I do love Romer, and I think I appreciate him. +But somehow it's a little dull. It's not exciting as I thought it would +be." + +"Well! if you _must_ have fun, and amusement, and make a hero of +somebody, why just Harry? Why not a superior man? Me, for instance?" + +He was laughing. + +"I've been told that an adoration for you would be hopeless, utterly +hopeless." She smiled. "And we're friends. I can't imagine----" + +"Nor I. Of course I know it's utterly absurd to come and give people +advice on these subjects, and one can't dispute about tastes and all +that. But my practical mind revolts to see any one so delightful as you +throwing away the substance for the shadow. You see, I'm a mass of +platitudes." + +"Shadows are very attractive sometimes." + +"But they go away too. And then where are you?" + +She was silent. + +"They do, really. I know what I'm talking about." He stood up. "Think +over what I've said." + +"You're kind, but you're rather depressing, Gillie," said Val. She +looked a little frightened, but very pretty. + +"When do you go back to the country?" + +"Oh, to-day. We're there now. We only came up for the dance. We're +motoring down to the Green Gate.... All of us." + +"Oh yes.... I'm afraid you must think me very impertinent." + +"Indeed I don't." + +"And when I've gone you will give orders that you're never at home to me +again. But, somehow, I couldn't help it. If it makes you hate me to +remember what I've said, forget it." + +She laughed as he rose to go. + +"That's all right, Gillie; but what I want to know is, where you're +really going." + +"I'll tell you, exactly. I'm going home to lunch, because I've an urgent +appointment immediately afterwards." + +"More plays, I suppose? What sort this time?" + +"A light comedy, with a very slight love interest," he answered, "all +dialogue, no action.... At least, so far." + +"Oh, then it isn't finished yet?" + +"Not quite. Good-bye. And if you ever want a change, remember--a +_superior_ man!" + +They both laughed insincerely. + +He left her looking thoughtfully out of the window. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +THE BALD-FACED STAG + + +Vaughan went home, and after lunching, chiefly on a newspaper and a cup +of coffee, he got into a taxicab and gave a direction. + +The vehicle flew smoothly along down Park Lane, past the Marble Arch +into the Edgware Road, and on from there between houses and shops, +growing gradually uglier and uglier, to Maida Vale, up Shoot-up Hill, +and so on until there was a glimpse of suburban country, and gasworks, +and glaring posters of melodramas on hoardings, till it stopped suddenly +at a real little old roadside inn, straight out of Dickens--"The +Bald-faced Stag at Edgware." Edgware suggested _John Gilpin_, Gillie's +favourite poem. + +Here he got out, and was positively welcomed, and heartily, by a real +roadside innkeeper--also out of Dickens--resembling the elder Weller--a +local magnate called Tom Brill, who looked a relic of the coaching days, +though really he never did anything but stand in front of the inn in +his shirt-sleeves and welcome people. + +Vaughan, obviously an habitue, walked through the inn into a perfectly +adorable garden, which was so large, so quiet, and so full of pinks, +hollyhocks, and other old-fashioned flowers, so absolutely peaceful and +sleepy, that one could have imagined oneself miles away in the country. + +The garden belonged as much to the Dickens period as the inn itself. It +contained a great many wooden arbours in which one could imagine ladies +in crinolines archly accepting tea, or refusing sips of shrub (whatever +that may be) with whiskered gentlemen. There was a large cage full of +Persian pheasants with gorgeous Indian colouring, which always suggested +to Vaughan--he didn't know why--the Crimean War. There was a parlour +covered with coloured prints of racehorses and boxing matches, and in +which was a little round table painted as a draught-board, and furnished +with a set of Indian chessmen of red and white ivory. The whole thing, +though only twenty minutes' drive from Mayfair, was unknown, unspoilt, +and apparently had not altered in any particular since about 1856. Its +great charm was that it was utterly unself-conscious; it had no idea +that it was quaint. + +Vaughan sat down on a rustic seat and plunged into the atmosphere of the +period that he loved, revelling in the soothing, delightful calm, and in +the fact that nobody there knew who he was (though they knew him well by +name), and that none of his friends and acquaintances would have dreamt +that he was there. + +A large field beyond the garden contained cows, hay, and other rustic +things. + +Presently Tom Brill came up to him, and he asked after Mrs. Brill, whom +her husband always described, with confidential pride, as "Though I say +it that shouldn't say it, as fine a woman as you'll meet in a day's +march." + +Vaughan always assented to this proposition. As he had never himself in +his life been for a day's march, and probably never would, he certainly +would have had no right to contradict Mr. Brill on the subject. + +"Is Miss Brill at home?" he presently asked. "May I see her?" + +"Certainly, sir, of course you shall. She's helping her mother. I'll +call her. Don't move, sir, don't move." + +Miss Brill, who had been helping her mother to look out of the window, +now came into the garden, which immediately became idyllic. + +She was not in any way like the innkeeper's daughter of Comic Opera. +She was a schoolgirl of sixteen, with a long, fair plait, a short serge +skirt, and a seraphic oval face. She ought to have been called Fanny or +Clara. Unluckily her name was Gladys. + +She said in a very sweet voice-- + +"You're quite a stranger, sir." And she amplified the assertion by +adding, "You haven't been here not this ever so long." + +"I know I haven't, but I've been longing to come." + +"Not you!" she said ironically. + +She was standing opposite him, with her hands behind her back. Without a +hat, in the glaring afternoon sun, with the complexion, pale pink and +white, of a china doll that had never made up, she was a refreshing +sight after the theatrical world in London, not to speak of society. +Vaughan seemed to think so. + +"Well, how did you enjoy the play?" he asked. + +"It was very kind of you to send us the tickets. Mother enjoyed it." + +"You didn't care much for the piece yourself?" + +"I thought it was rather silly," she answered. + +He had never had a criticism on his work that pleased him more. + +"I mean," she went on, "I shouldn't have thought--well, nobody would go +on like that." + +"Go on how?" + +"Why, go on so silly." + +"You wouldn't like to see another play, written by the same man, then?" + +"I wouldn't mind another one. Wild horses wouldn't drag me to see that +again." + +"Wild horses are not likely to try," he observed. At which jest she +laughed loudly and charmingly, showing marvellous teeth. She had no +cockney accent, though she occasionally and fitfully dropped an H. + +"Oh, Gladys, do take me for a walk in the field." + +"Want to see the calf?" + +"No; I can live without seeing the calf. I want to sit in the field with +you." + +"You are a caution! Come on then, but I can't stay long." + +They climbed the gate, which she seemed to think a quicker mode of +entrance than sending for the key, and sat in the field, from which Mr. +Brill always declared you could see three counties. Perhaps you could; +if so, they all looked exactly alike. + +"It's quiet here, isn't it? I shan't have much more of it," she +remarked. + +"Oh, Gladys! Don't say you're going away!" + +"Of course I am. Don't you know I'm going to be a manicure in Bond +Street?" + +"Bond Street? How revolting! Is that your ambition?" + +"Why, I think it would be very nice. I must do something. Father's +settled about it. First I'm going to pay to learn it, and then I shall +earn quite a lot. It's a great hairdresser's." + +"I think it's horrible, Gladys. Perhaps you'll fall in love with a +German hairdresser, and be lost to me for ever." + +"I shan't fall in love with no foreigners, don't you fret." + +"I'm not fretting. Will you have your hair done up?" he asked, lifting +the long plait. + +"Well, of course I shall, and waved, and that." + +"Gladys, they'll spoil you." + +The conversation went on in this strain for some time. She alternately +repeated the exclamation, "How you do go on!" or accused him of the +mysterious crime of being a caution, but she never stopped looking +perfectly beautiful and seraphic. + +When they went back to the garden a few other visitors had straggled in. +They all seemed to come in high dog-carts, and they always ordered eggs, +jam, and watercress with their tea, and were immensely impressed by the +Persian pheasants. + +Vaughan went back to London feeling refreshed, and already, strangely, +counting the days till he could come back. + +There was not a woman in the world he knew whom he would have taken the +slightest trouble to see except Gladys, the innkeeper's daughter. She +was an illiterate schoolgirl; and though she had a lovely face, she was +stupid, and probably not so angelic as she looked; but he always felt a +little disappointed as he drove back. He wished she were in love with +him. + +And this ungratified wish was, in all his full life with its brilliant +success, perhaps his greatest real pleasure. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +THE GREEN GATE + + +When Harry came down to breakfast, a little late, he found Valentia +waiting to pour out his coffee, and some letters on his plate. She +watched him as he opened them. Most of them looked like bills. On the +envelope of one was a little blue flag. Harry put this letter in his +pocket, and went on eating. + +"It's a lovely morning, Harry. So fresh; just the sort of day not to do +anything at all." + +"Ah! that's what's so delightful about you all," he answered. "You never +say, 'What shall we do?' and neither of you have ever said yet that this +is Liberty Hall, which means, as a rule, in a country house, 'Breakfast +at eight o'clock sharp, you won't mind it being a little cold if you're +late, and then we are going for a motor drive at 9.30.' Still, I think, +perhaps, one ought to take a little exercise. I feel almost equal to a +game of croquet this afternoon--later on--when I'm stronger. Is any one +coming down to-day?" + +"No. And only Van Buren, and Vaughan and Muir Howard on Sunday. I see +you've heard from the Walmers. What do they say?" + +"It's sure to be nothing of interest. How I love your hair parted on one +side! It makes you look like a boy." + +"Not a principal boy, I hope. Why not read the letter?" + +Harry got up and fetched himself something from the sideboard. + +"I don't feel quite strong enough yet. When I've had breakfast. I should +like to paint you as you're looking now, Val. I think I'll do a sketch +of you in the rose garden, all in black and white, like a Beardsley, +with the balustrades and steps and things behind you. Will you sit to +me?" + +"That's all very well. But why don't you read your letter?" + +"There's sure to be nothing in it." + +"How can you tell till you've opened it?" + +"I know. I always feel what's in a letter without opening it. Don't you? +I absorb the essence, as it were, through the covers of the envelope, as +somebody or other--Macaulay, I think--used to absorb all the important +things through the covers of a book. Or wasn't it Macaulay? Anyhow, it +doesn't matter. It was some tiresome person whom one oughtn't to talk +about on a morning like this." + +Harry evidently was not quite at his ease. + +"But why not read it?" She spoke playfully. + +"How persistent women are, just like children. To tease you I just +shan't." + +"Oh, Harry!" + +"I shan't read it now at all," he went on. "I can answer it without +reading it." + +"It's only that I should like to know how the Walmers are enjoying +themselves on _Flying Fish_. Lady Walmer was a little afraid they +mightn't like it." + +Here Romer came up to the window and called out-- + +"I say, Val, come here a minute. I want to ask you something." + +"Here I am, dear," and she vanished into the garden. + +The second she had gone Harry opened the letter very carefully, and +read-- + + "Dearest Harry, + + "You are a rotter never to write. I'm having _such_ a time. Weather + priceless, but very sick at not hearing from you. Algie Thynne is + here. Do you know him? He's rather a nut. Wish you were here. No + more to-day. Bye-bye, old son. + + "Your loving "ALEC." + + "P.S.--Do write. The moonlight nights are simply topping. Just like + a picture. I think you'd like it; otherwise everything is beastly. + + "I love you more than ever. + + "A." + +He put the letter back in the untorn envelope and carefully fastened it +up again. He then placed it on the mantelpiece, and having finished his +breakfast, lit a cigarette. + +He looked thoughtful. + +"Algie Thynne, indeed!" he said to himself. "How pathetic, trying to +make me jealous! Well, it's a pretty letter, and what's more, it must be +answered." + +Val came back. + +"Romer wants the lawn mown," she said. "He's perfectly mad on the +subject of mowing the lawn. He seems to think it ought to be shaved +every day. It's the only thing he knows about the country. Well, have +you read your letter?" + +"There it is," said Harry. "You can read it if you like." He watched her +carefully as she took it from the mantelpiece. + +"I don't want to read it," she said, holding it. + +"Nor do I," said Harry. + +"Harry, tell me honestly, wouldn't you really mind if I tore it into +little bits and put it in the waste-paper basket--just as it is?" + +"Not a straw," said Harry, shaking his head. + +She clapped her hands, tore it into tiny pieces, and threw it in the +basket. Then she said, in a low voice of deep gratitude-- + +"Oh, Harry, you are sweet! Do forgive me." + +"I don't see that there's anything to forgive," said Harry. + +"Yes, there is; lots. I'm afraid I've been horrid. I'll never bother you +about any thing again." + +She was simply beaming. + +"Good," answered Harry indifferently. + +But as he followed her into the garden he looked rather perplexed. He +felt that this sort of thing was not leading up very well to what he +would have to tell her soon. However, why spoil a lovely day by thinking +of it? + +Like a schoolboy with his holiday task before him, he put it off as long +as possible. + +Though he didn't own it to himself, and was disdainfully amused at +Alec's letter, still the thought of Algie Thynne, moonlight nights on +the yacht, topping weather, and his own neglect, gave him some cause for +alarm. Algie Thynne was _crible_ with debts, and probably keen on +marrying for money. Contemptible young ass! Why didn't he _work_? Harry +despised him. + +At the earliest opportunity (which, by the way, did not arise until he +had made an excuse to go into the village, where he wrote at the post +office) the answer was sent. + +Even Harry found the beginning of the letter too difficult, so he always +began (as Valentia might have said) without a beginning, which impressed +Miss Walmer much more. Ever since he had reached the age of discretion, +which, in his case, was at his majority, Harry had been thoroughly +trained in the habit of writing letters that gratified the recipient +enormously without compromising the writer in the slightest degree. The +habitual dread of those _betes noires_ of Don Juan--the breach of +promise case and the Divorce Court--had got him into the way of writing +the sort of letter that he would have had no objection to hear read +aloud in court. Perhaps that was why the sentences were always polished, +and the meaning a little vague. + + "... I don't speak your language, perhaps, but I understand your + letter, reading between the lines. It came like a whiff of fresh + sea air. Yes, it would be delightful to be on board _Flying Fish_ + now. However, no doubt Algie Thynne--(_how_ eloquently, by the way, + you describe him! putting all the complications of his character + and the dazzling charm of his personality in a nutshell by the + simple sentence '_He's rather a nut!_')--amply compensates for my + absence. You ask if I know him. I do, though perhaps more by + reputation than anything else. We have met once or twice. Where? I + can't quite recall. Perhaps at the Oratory, or at the Supper Club + or some place of that sort. But somehow I never pursued his + acquaintance, nor did it ever ripen into friendship. I felt, + instinctively, that he was too clever for me. + + "I trust all the same that his brilliance will not altogether + overshadow your memory of _others_. I should not like to think that + we were drifting apart. Still, if it should be so, I must resign + myself. I could still be happy in thinking of you, Alec. + + _'Love that is love at all + Asks for no earthly coronal'_-- + + but, I remember, you once expressed to me your opinion that _all + poetry is rot_. So I will not bore you with quotations. It is + pleasant here, and my cousins are very kind, and leave me alone to + think as much as I like. I'm not, somehow, quite in the mood for + the usual gaieties and frivolities of a country house. Last night + we played Musical Chairs until two in the morning, and to-day I am + a little weary. Your postscript gave me joy. I need not say that I + reciprocate it, need I?... + + "I feel all that you are feeling, and somehow even know what you + are doing, and if you did not write again until we meet, I should + not be anxious. I have a trusting nature. But when you wire, + remember that the telegraph boy has a good way to walk, and when + telegrams arrive after midnight, it causes a sensation and much + inquiry. Also I cannot help feeling that every one in the village, + as well as at the Green Gate, has read the words I would like to + keep to myself alone. I have a curious love of mystery--isn't + mystery the great charm of all romance?--So to gratify this fancy + of mine, sign your next telegram 'Johnson.' I know you won't mind. + + "When we meet again, all, I trust, will be clear and definite + before us. Best love to dear Lady Walmer, and to yourself what I am + sure you will know. Don't be angry with me for not writing oftener. + I find it very difficult to express my thoughts, for alas, I have + no command of language. Not only that, the pens here have one great + fault--they won't write. Otherwise they're quite excellent.... Yes, + your note has given me, as the French say, 'furiously to think.' + + "Hoping that all will go well with you, and looking forward, think + me as always, + + "Yours, faithfully, + "HARRY BROKE DE FREYNE." + +"There! that ought to keep her quiet for a month," he thought as he +posted the letter, and with a sigh of relief turned back towards the +Green Gate. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +A SUNDAY AFTERNOON + + +By this time Van Buren was entirely in Harry's confidence; that is to +say, Harry had gradually trained him to bear without flinching the +situation as Harry represented it. He believed Harry had a hopeless +romantic affection for Mrs. Romer Wyburn which he was trying to stifle, +and that Miss Walmer being hopelessly in love with _him_, he was doing +his best to marry her, partly, as he candidly admitted, on worldly +grounds. + +Van Buren was deeply touched at Harry's trust in him, and was always +trying to keep him up to his good resolutions by pointing out that any +understanding (however Platonic) between the pretty Valentia and the +handsome guest was dishonourable, a breach of hospitality towards Romer, +that silent but admirable host. + +Indeed, he repeated to Harry so often and so firmly, "It can't be done; +one can't make love to the wife of a friend," that Harry was driven to +the point of replying that he hardly saw whom else, as a matter of fact, +one _could_ very well make love to; it being impossible to have romances +with people one didn't know. And in this case the fact that Harry was +very fond of Romer made the temptation far greater, as he explained; +Harry being (as he pointed out) so very sensitive and highly strung that +he could never, somehow, be really attracted by a woman whose husband +was not sympathetic to him. Which point of view Van Buren, shaking his +head, regarded as unsound. + +Harry now spent much time giving picturesque sketches and impressions of +his feelings to his friend, for he had an almost feminine love of +talking over personal affairs to the sympathetic. In his benevolence Van +Buren longed to protect Valentia and Romer, and to give Miss Walmer all +she wanted; but most of all his idea was to save Harry from himself, so +he always accepted with alacrity invitations to the Green Gate for +altruistic reasons. Besides, his desire to see Daphne, although she was +now becoming more and more remote to him, was still persistent, if a +little less vivid. + +"I've had a beautiful womanly letter from Alec to-day," Harry confided +in Van as soon as he arrived. "You know the sort of thing she writes: +all in jerks and subaltern's slang. With sincere sentiment showing +between the lines. And I answered it." + +"A beautiful manly letter, I hope? I'm sure you could do that as well as +any one, Harry." + +Harry smiled. + +"Oh, just some vague, cautious slosh, not unamusing in its way--it'll +_get_ there all right." + +"Yes, Harry, I know, but I do hope----Ah, Miss Daphne, how beautiful +your England is looking to-day! In America we never have a day like +this, warm and yet cool, with all those nice, white, fleecy clouds in +the sky. Our atmosphere is always so hard and clear. Now this garden +with those large trees is just like a Corot. They _are_ fine trees. +Poplars, I presume?" + +"You _do_ presume," smiled Daphne; "I don't know what they are, but I'm +perfectly sure they're not poplars." + +"Oh yes--I'm wrong. They're oaks, I've no doubt." He hummed, "'The oak +and the ash and the bonny ivy tree.' Do let's walk over and look at them +closer, Miss Daphne." + +"I'm afraid I can't. Tea's ready." + +To his annoyance Van was obliged to follow Daphne and join the group +round the tea-table. He declined with some formality of manner to accept +the glass of iced water Daphne offered him, and looked at her with that +look of tender, fixed, respectful reproach that had the effect of +irritating her very nearly to the point of incivility. + +She turned to Muir Howard, who was looking very pink and cheery. Muir +was a popular man for his great ease in making conversation, the kind +that is as the pudding part in a plum pudding, and without which the +plums, however delightful, could hardly stick together. Though the great +majority of people talk commonplaces, their banalities are by no means +always the kind that help. Muir's particular way of opening open doors, +flogging dead horses, and genially enjoying any spark of fun in his +friends, coupled with his good looks and pleasant, hearty disposition, +made him a most useful and welcome guest, as a sort of super. He was +quite decorative, and could be turned on to talk newspaper politics to +dull men, pretty platitudes to plain women; to make himself generally +useful, and altogether to help things to go. In this way he was +invaluable. Young girls always liked him; he was a great favourite with +elderly ladies, and with men of his own age also, who were, however, +occasionally bored with his worship for his friend Vaughan. He found it +very difficult not to mention Gillie less than once in every five +minutes. + +That distinguished young man, who was beginning to look a little jaded +with incense, was engrossed with his hostess. Whenever he was there +Harry always became particularly devoted in his manner to Valentia, and +scarcely ever left her other side. This was one of the reasons that she +enjoyed Gillie's presence, besides that she was, now that she knew him +well, particularly fond of him. His conversation and personality in +general had a special flavour. + +Every one was talking and laughing with the light intoxication produced +by tea and cigarettes in the open air on a fine Sunday afternoon, +excepting only Romer, who as usual said hardly anything, absorbed in +admiration of his wife. He suddenly remarked-- + +"I say, Val. The Campbells are coming." + +He wondered why this statement produced a burst of irresponsible +laughter. + +"What fun! Will there be bagpipes?" Vaughan asked. + +"No, no. Romer means the Prebendary Campbell, or at least his wife and +daughter. They're coming to see us this afternoon. I had quite +forgotten. Please all behave nicely. They've been a long time making up +their minds. I believe they think we're frivolous." + +"Not really? How could they? It reminds one of the story of Henry +James." Vaughan stopped to light a cigarette. + +"Go on." + +"It appears that for some time his near neighbours in the country +looked a little coldly on him on the grounds that, being a writer, he +must be Bohemian. At last the local doctor's wife and clergyman's wife +called on him, and finding him perfectly respectable, stayed for many +hours. They were particularly tedious and rather self-righteous. When +they had gone, he said thoughtfully to some one who was pitying him for +being bored, 'One of those poor wantons has a certain cadaverous +grace.'" + +The story was well received, except by Van Buren, who seemed painfully +shocked. + +Daphne, who had gone into the house to fetch some snapshots, now came +running back saying-- + +"Val, Val! The Campbells are arriving in a fly, and they seem to have +brought their foreigner with them--that man Miss Campbell told me about. +He's a kind of Belgian, and awfully clever--he's invented something." + +"What's he invented?" + +"Brussels sprouts?" suggested Harry rather sleepily. + +"But they've been invented already." + +"Why shouldn't he invent them over again? Give him a chance." + +Muir began to sing softly, "Young Lochinvar has come out of the West," +which he appeared to think a suitable serenade, but he stopped suddenly +at Gillie's entreaty. + +"I don't mind anything Muir does, as long as he doesn't sing," he always +explained. + +"It's awful hard lines. I've got a ripping baritone voice, but I never +have a chance to use it," murmured Muir. + +"You shall sing to me this afternoon. I'll accompany you," whispered +Daphne. + +Muir had gratefully answered that it was frightfully decent of her, when +the servant announced-- + +"Mrs. and Miss Campbell. Mr.----" He left a blank, unable to pronounce +the name. + +But Mrs. Campbell introduced Mynheer von Stoendyck. + + * * * * * + +Mrs. Campbell was an amiable, colourless woman, with a greyish brown +fringe that looked as if it were made of Berlin wool. Though she was not +yet forty-five, she wore a bonnet with violet velvet strings, and had a +very long waist. Also, her skirt, in reality quite normal, looked, to +the eye used to contemporary fashion, grotesquely wide at the end. + +Her daughter was an ordinary Rectory girl, spoilt by a dash of culture. +At a glance all present saw she was in love with Mr. Stoendyck. He was a +well-set-up man of about thirty-five, with a military manner and +scientific eye-glasses, also a turned-up light moustache. He spoke all +languages with one rasping accent, but Mrs. Campbell seemed to suffer +under the delusion that he could only understand broken English. So +whenever people spoke to him she translated their remarks into a sort of +baby language that seemed singularly out of place from her. + +"I'm afraid you must think me dreadfully worldly, calling on you on a +Sunday," said Mrs. Campbell, laughing socially as she sat down. "But +what the Prebendary always says is, the better the day the better the +deed." + +"Oh, does he always say that?" Harry asked with great apparent interest, +waking up. He had been overpowered with languor ever since lunch. + +"Yes, and I felt sure you wouldn't mind our bringing our friend, Mr. +Stoendyck. He is so clever. He's come over to England about an +invention." + +Val thought of Brussels sprouts, but did not suggest it. + +Mrs. Campbell apparently couldn't take her eyes off the Belgian, whom +she watched as one watches a rather dangerous pet, though he appeared +particularly safe. + +Muir, for an unknown reason addressing the Belgian as Professor, was +asking him his impressions of England. Mrs. Campbell bent forward, and +said with a nod-- + +"E ope you like it--Angleterre, you know"--and nodded idiotically. + +"I find it most interesting," said Mr. Stoendyck raspingly, in admirable +English. "There are opportunities in this country for the pursuance of +science, art, and social intercourse which one would hardly have +expected. I do not take tea, I thank you much." + +"Have a glass of beer?" said Romer, suddenly inspired. + +Simple as the sentence was, Mrs. Campbell thought it necessary to +translate it with more nods. + +"E ask you, ave beer. _Biere_, you know! Glass," and then she went on in +her usual tone, "Most thoughtful of Mr. Wyburn, I'm sure. What a +charming place this is of yours, Mrs. Wyburn. I always say the Green +Gate is the most picturesque place in the neighbourhood. And Mr. de +Freyne, I understand, is an artist. Do you know my daughter, Marion, is +_so_ interested in art! And my younger son, Garstin, though he is only +twelve years old, shows great artistic talent, too. He did a map of +Buckinghamshire that really surprised me, almost any one would recognise +it at a glance. I always say I'm sure some day Garstin will be in the +Royal Academy." + +Van Buren had approached and began to talk to Mrs. Campbell. Val went +over to the Belgian, but she heard the American beginning a sentence as +usual with, "Pleased to meet you. I've never had the opportunity of +mixing much in clerical circles in New York, Mrs. Campbell," and felt +sure he was going to ask impossible questions about Prebendaries and +Rural Deans. + +The rasping Belgian, on whom both the mother and daughter cast continual +anxious and admiring eyes, though he seemed thoroughly able to take care +of himself, said to Muir, who was taking him on-- + +"No, I do not spend my entire time over my invention. Mrs. Campbell is +so kind as to take me for drives in the environment, to give me a right +impression of the beauties of Hertfordshire. For relaxation I play the +piano." + +"Ha! Musical, eh, Professor?" asked Muir shrewdly. "That's right; so am +I. I'm awfully keen on music." He spoke reassuringly. + +Mr. Stoendyck looked at him through his glasses, and said without +interest-- + +"Indeed. I find Beethoven's Fifth Symphony, even on the piano, +extraordinarily satisfying and refreshing to the mind after the strain +of looking at English scenery." He drank a long draught of iced lager. + +"Oh! Classical, eh? I'm not up to that. Queen's Hall, eh? That sort of +thing." + +"I beg your pardon? Is there----Has the Queen a hall in this +neighbourhood?" + +"How do you mean, Professor?" + +"What do you say?" + +"I beg your pardon?" + +Mrs. Campbell, who managed to hear through her own conversation with Van +Buren, called out-- + +"E say e no understand," and nodded smilingly, seeming to think she had +helped matters considerably. + +Miss Campbell talked of tennis, matins, hats and the opera to Daphne, +but appeared to be absent, and occasionally smiled at the foreigner, who +ignored her. + +At last the Campbells and their Belgian withdrew, Mrs. Campbell saying +that the Prebendary wished them to go to Evensong. Their departure left, +as such visits do, a blank and a reaction. Our friends were silent for a +minute. + +Then Vaughan said-- + +"I feel crushed, and a little flattened out, too." + +"_I_ feel as if my brain were made of cotton wool," said Harry. + +"Come and sing," suggested Daphne to Muir, and they went off to the +drawing-room, from which strains were soon heard about _It IS not +because_,--something or other. + +In the middle of the song Daphne played a wrong note, stopped, and +said-- + +"Oh, I wish Cyril was here!" + +"So do I. If he can accompany, I wish he was here." + +"Oh, go on!" + +"_It IS not because thy heart is mine_".... + + * * * * * + +The party in the garden listened with a worried expression. + +"How about croquet?" suggested Val. "The tapping noise will take it +off." + +"Yes. Come on." + +"You can't," said Romer. "The lawn wants mowing." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +IN THE ROSE GARDEN + + +"How lovely this place must look at dawn!" + +"By Jove! That's an idea, Gillie," said Harry. "It must look glorious." + +They were sitting in the rose garden with Valentia. It was still quite +light, though the sunset glow had nearly faded. There was a rich mellow +tone in the sky, a promise of peace, a feeling that it was the end of +the day, which, combined with the almost cloyingly sweet scent of the +roses, was enough to make any one feel poetical. + +"To think we've never seen the sun rise here!" exclaimed Valentia. + +Romer here joined them, smoking a cigarette. + +"Hasn't Romer ever seen the sun rise here?" Vaughan asked. + +"Never," said Romer. + +"Why not?" + +"I don't know. I suppose because it always happens after I've gone to +bed," he answered drily. + +"Let's sit up all night and see it to-morrow," suggested Valentia. + +"Yes. Capital! Do let us!" said Harry. + +Romer did not appear much taken with this scheme. + +"Oh no, you mustn't _sit_ up," said Vaughan. "That's not the way to see +it." + +"Is there so much difference between staying up and getting up then?" +Val asked. + +"Yes, indeed, all the difference in the world. You must get up fresh, +with the birds." + +"What time do birds get up? Is it _very_ early?" + +"It would do if you were out at three this time of the year, or even at +four." + +"Well, let's do it!" + +"Oh, I don't think I shall," said Harry. + +He looked at Valentia. + +She answered-- + +"You might make a sketch, you know, of the early birds getting up to +catch the worms. But--I don't think I shall. Anyhow, not _to-morrow_ at +_half-past three_." + +"All right," said Harry with a nod, "we won't. Don't tell Daphne, or +she'll be out at 3.15 to the tick, to take a snapshot of the dawn." + +"A snapshot of the dawn! Wouldn't that be sacrilege?" + +"Young girls are always inclined to that. They're so prosaic," said +Harry, getting up. "I must go and see what Van is doing." + +He walked away with his usual quick, supple step and casual bearing. +They watched his slim figure as he went. Then Romer followed him, +slowly. + +Vaughan turned to Valentia and said: "I shouldn't if I were you." + +"Wouldn't what?" + +"Why, meet Harry at half-past three to-morrow morning in the rose +garden." + +"Good gracious! I never thought of doing such a thing. Besides, it was +your idea.... As a matter of fact, I really assure you it wouldn't be +here. It would be in the orchard if anywhere. There is the loveliest +cherry-tree there, with a seat all round it." + +"How jolly! I'd like to see it. Will you give me the key?" + +"Who told you it was kept locked?" + +She looked rather annoyed. + +"You did, but not intentionally." + +"I don't see that you have really any right to suppose----Why +shouldn't I go in my own orchard, at any hour I like?" + +"But, Val--of course you ought to go in your own orchard. But why don't +you meet Romer there?" + +"Oh, Gillie, really!..." + +"He is so straight, so good-looking, and, under all that manner, he's +exactly like Vesuvius. Yes. Fancy, you're living with a volcano and you +don't appreciate it!" + +"Gillie, it's really rather stupid of you to put things like that. It +isn't a question of liking either one person _or_ another. If Romer were +ill, or anything like that, don't you _know_----" + +"I know you'd devote yourself to him, like a sister or a mother. You'd +put Harry aside for a time as a pleasure that mustn't be indulged in. +Now that's just where you're wrong. No! _I_ want to see you being ever +so good and kind to dear Harry as a duty to a ne'er-do-well of a cousin; +and regarding Romer----" + +She did not answer. + +"My point is," he went on, "that it's really too distressingly +conventional of you to suppose that because you happen to be legally +married there can be no sort of romance. Only comradeship, or perhaps +affectionate sentiment? That's what you believe." + +"Isn't it always so?" + +"Most often, I grant. That's generally through the man's point of view. +But Romer is an exception. He's as much in love as if he had no hope of +ever being within a mile of you." + +She seemed rather flattered. "Do you really think so? But even that +isn't everything." + +"Oh, there's a great deal to be done with Romer," was Vaughan's reply. + +He spoke with dreamy significance, and she was silent. Then she +exclaimed, turning round suddenly-- + +"I suppose what you really mean is that Harry doesn't care a bit about +me?" + +"No, I don't. But he cares a bit about a lot of people, and things. He's +superficial, and he has no courage." + +"No courage? _Harry!_" + +"He'd crumble up in a crisis if a strong man took him in hand." + +"That's all nonsense." She was growing angry. "Hasn't he been up in an +aeroplane, and done--oh, all sorts of things? I call Harry daring and +brave!" + +"That's all vanity. All that is show and vanity. Oh, Valentia, do +forgive me." + +"I'll try.... here he is." + +He was seen coming towards them again. Her anger flickered out at once. + +"I suppose he thinks we've been here long enough," she said, smiling as +women do at such symptoms. + +"Of course he does. Vanity--just vanity." Vaughan strolled away. + +"Look here! What were you two talking about?" + +"Nothing. About you, Harry." + +"Rubbish. What was he talking about?" + +"You, only you." + +"I can't see that that chap's so brilliant! It seems to me he's just +like anybody else. And his work shows it too, really. No soul, no real +heart in it. All from the outside." + +"Nonsense, Harry, nobody is more kind-hearted, more----" + +"Look here, Val, I won't have it. Do you hear?" + +"Have what, Harry?" + +He lowered his voice. "I won't have it. You must go back. It isn't that +_I_ mind. But Romer will soon think it extraordinary, your sitting out +alone so long." + +"No, he won't." + +"All right then, he won't. He must be an ass," said Harry angrily. "I +don't know what he's thinking of. Hasn't he got eyes?" + +"Yes, of course he has." + +"And eyelids too," said Harry. "I dare say he pretends not to see that +Vaughan admires you. Too indolent to bother about it." + +"Really. Harry--you go too far. Are you thinking of pointing it out?" + +She got up. + +"One second," said Harry pleadingly. "It's cruel of you to go now." + +"I thought you said we'd better get back?" + +"Your hands look so lovely by this light," he spoke in his softest +voice. + +"We really must go." + +"Then at half-past three. I'll bring my sketchbook. Do you know where +the key is? Perhaps you've lost it. You are so dreadfully careless." He +now spoke in the tone of a reproving husband. + +"I've got it. Do you think we'd better? I'm rather tired. Shall you be +able to wake?" + +Harry turned away. + +"All right, it doesn't matter, Val. I shall be going soon, and then----" + +She followed him quickly. + +"No, no, Harry. Of course." + +He gave her a grateful look. They joined the group on the little +verandah in front of the house. Van Buren was sitting in the corner and +seemed in the depths of depression. From the windows could be heard once +more strains of music. Daphne was playing an accompaniment. Muir had +again begun the song, and got a little further into it--"_It is not +because thy heart is mine, mine only, mine alone._" But Vaughan came up +promptly and stopped it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +SEEING THE SUN RISE + + +What a delicate air there was in the garden! There had been a little +rain in the night, but Valentia supposed it to be dew. Every little +sound seemed the softest music, to the sound of which little dainty +things seemed to be dancing in the air. The Green Gate, a red Georgian +house, seen in the early glamour with all its blinds down, except one, +seemed like a thing half asleep with one eye open. + +For a moment she was a little frightened. He was late. She had perhaps +got up for nothing. But no, it was worth it. It was lovely here. + +Another eye of the house slowly opened, and soon Romeo, or Paolo, or +Faust, appeared. True, he was disguised as a flannelled fool, with a +sketch-book under his arm. But it _was_ Faust, or Romeo, or Paolo, all +the same. He looked very handsome. The thought of scoring off other +people in the house had raised his spirits and had even made him wake up +in time. Valentia's conversation with Vaughan, whom she knew to be +honest and believed to be brilliant, had left a certain insidious +influence on her which would tell gradually, and yet their talk had had +rather a contradictory effect for the moment. She wanted to prove to +herself that he was wrong. And Harry felt that his time was growing +short. Very soon he must put an end to it all. + +This thought made him more affectionate. It occurred to him for a moment +that he would tell her in the orchard; but, of course, he didn't. Every +day he thought he would tell her, and something always happened to +prevent it. Besides, there would have to be a quarrel anyhow at the end, +so why make it longer than necessary? + +They sat down under the cherry-tree. + +"Fancy you, Valentia, a minion of the moon, rising before dawn! Let me +look at you. You fill me with wonder and joy." + +"Did you mind getting up _very_ much, Harry?" + +"It _was_ rather hard. Listen!... That's a thrush, making a scene with +another thrush in the tree." + +"Is it? How do you know?" + +"Of course it is! How do _you_ know things? How did you know exactly +what to wear, Val? I knew you had clothes for every possible occasion; +but still, to choose the _exact_ right dress to put on to meet your +cousin at dawn in the orchard seems--well, rather extraordinary. Pinkish +blue--or is it bluish pink?--to match the sky. How jolly! It fastens in +front." + +"Well, of course I couldn't expect Ogburn to get up in the middle of the +night." + +"And no hatpins for once, thank goodness." + +"Well, if we _sat up_ till now I shouldn't be wearing a hat, should I?" + +"Don't argue. It's too early." + +"It isn't really early. It's very late." + +"Oh, Val! You're being logical." + +He took her hands and looked at them, and quoted-- + + "_They are pale with the pallor of ivories, + But they blush at the tips like a curved sea-shell._" + +"Oh, Harry!" + +He was thinking. He looked almost miserable. "I don't see--I must +admit--how I shall ever be able to leave your hands!" + +She looked at him suspiciously. + +"Why should you? What do you mean?" + +"Nothing. I only meant I couldn't...." + +"Oh!" + +"What's that?... Some one coming along the lawn." + +"Doesn't it sound curious?" she said--"so _rustly_!" + +"Who can it be? Surely your friend Vaughan couldn't get up at this +hour." + +"Nonsense! Of course not. They're coming here." She jumped up. + +"Go and open the gate at once," said Harry, giving her the key. "I'll +wait here a minute." While she obeyed he used a good deal of language. +He now felt that he would give all he possessed to keep her there five +minutes longer. + +"Fancy! It's Romer!" exclaimed Valentia. "He hasn't seen me yet." + +"Go to him at _once_. Tell him you got up to see the sun rise. I'll come +directly and join you. Oh, confound it! _Do_ look sharp. Seem pleased to +see him." He spoke in a harsh tone of command. + +She ran to meet Romer, saying jokingly, "Fancy meeting you!" + +"I thought you'd be here. I went to your room and found you were out. +Thought I'd get up early." + +"I'm so glad. _Isn't_ it lovely and worth seeing here? Come and pick +some fruit in the orchard." + +"No, thanks." + +"Oh, _do_! Harry's devouring gooseberries. He's sketching the sky." + +"Why doesn't Harry come?" said Romer. + +He had no expression, and it was always impossible to guess by his +looks or his tone what he was thinking or feeling, except when he +smiled. + +"Here he is." + +Harry joined them. + +"Good gracious, old boy! Who in the world--! What on earth made you come +out so early?" + +Romer now smiled and looked at Valentia admiringly. + +"Gardener's not up yet. Thought perhaps I'd mow the lawn," he said +apologetically. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +"REPLY PAID" + + +Valentia had been hurt at the tone in which Harry had given his orders, +and turned from him to help to find the mowing-machine. + +"Doesn't she look jolly at sunrise? All that pink and mauve in the sky +tones in so well. It seems to suit her. That's how she really should be +painted," said Harry, in the tone of an artist admiring his model. +"Don't you think so?" + +"Yes," said Romer. + +"She looks like a golden rose," Harry went on. He wanted to please Val, +who he saw was annoyed with him, and to emphasise the openness of his +admiration to Romer. "Doesn't she?" + +"Quite," said her husband. + +Harry felt the morning was spoilt and the situation absurd. He could not +bear to be thwarted in any way. He went back to his own room, bounced +angrily on to his bed, and went to sleep again, after having seen +Valentia through the window helping to push the mower, and saying to +himself-- + +"How like a woman! I shall go up to town with Van Buren and send a wire +to Alec." + +This was his revenge. + +Their momentary fears about Romer were completely dissipated. He seemed +exactly as usual. As a rule he was even-tempered. Not many people had +seen him put out, though he could be very angry, except with Valentia. +During this day he seemed, for him, a little irritable. Perhaps, Val +thought, through getting up too early. + +Harry went up to town with Van Buren for the day, intending to return +the same evening. He soon recovered himself in the course of copious +confidences in the train. As soon as he had arrived in London he began +to count the minutes before he should go back. + +Valentia expected the elder Mrs. Wyburn to lunch. + +"What shall we do with her to-day?" Val asked Daphne. "She must be kept +in a good temper, because it's the last time she'll come down before +going to Bournemouth. It's rather a pity they've all gone. Romer is sure +to say the wrong thing to her--let out some trifle that we have been +carefully concealing for months--praise up Harry, or something." + +"Doesn't she like Harry?" + +"Since he went to see her she likes him for herself, but not for me." + +"What cheek! But he's not here." + +"No, if he were she might like him again all right. Then, Romer talks +too slowly for her. Her mind works quicker than his, and one can only +deal with him by racing on in front, and turning round to beckon. With +Mrs. Wyburn there are only two things that are any use--dash and +volubility. It's difficult to keep the thing going when she's alone with +us." + +"Well, why not pass the time this afternoon by returning the Campbells' +visit, and take Mrs. Wyburn with us to 'The Angles'?" Daphne suggested. + +"Oh no! It's treating them almost like royalty to go so soon. And +there's the Belgian man." + +"Doesn't she like Belgians then, Val?" + +"I've never asked her. Only, don't you see, it isn't that but the +Belgian is what Harry calls a blighter--a beano-blighter; and so is Mrs. +Wyburn, and it doesn't do to have two beano-blighters in the same +party." + +"Ah, I see; they'd clash. What _is_ a beano-blighter exactly, Val?" + +"A person who blights beanos. Who makes every one a little +uncomfortable, casts a gloom over entertainments--has to be taken in +hand and dealt with separately from the others--doesn't blend, you +know." + +"You mean some one who isn't the life and soul of the party?" + +"No, I don't. That's almost as bad in its way. In fact, the +life-and-soul-of-the-party person casts almost as great a gloom on the +rest as a blighter." + +"Oh dear! Yes, I see." + +"We must meet her at the station in the motor. I shall put on my blue +serge and my plain sailor. She mustn't see me in the garden without a +hat, nor in a real one. You do the same, Daphne." + +"But my sailor's too large in the head, and that makes it fall over my +eyes, and that gives it a Frenchy look, like _L'Art et la Mode_," +protested Daphne. + +"Stuff it with paper. Here's the _Bystander_." + +"Oh, isn't it a pity? There's such a pretty picture of----" + +"Oh, don't bother." + +Mrs. Wyburn was gracious to-day, and all was going well when, about +half-past five, a telegram, reply paid, was brought. It was addressed to +Harry. + +"What shall we do?" + +"Why, keep it till he comes. He'll be back to dinner," Romer said. + +"Suppose it's something urgent," said Val, seeming a little agitated. +"Don't you think perhaps we ought to open it? He won't mind." + +"You can't. It's addressed to Harry," said Romer. + +Mrs. Wyburn's quick eyes took in some signs of tension, but she +continued giving them advice about the garden. She thought the flowers +too florid, and was always a little shocked at the extravagant scent and +exuberance of the roses. She seemed to think they should be kept more in +their place--not allowed to climb all over the house, and romp or lean +about the garden doing just what they liked. She had winced in the +drawing-room, relented in the dining-room, and refrained, really, only +in the kitchen, that she had insisted upon seeing. It was the only room +to the decoration of which she gave whole-hearted praise and approval. +The cooking at the Green Gate she admitted to be perfect, without +pretension. In fact, she thought everything in the house a little +overdone, except the mutton. + +"I can't think who that wire can be from," Val said several times to +Daphne when her mother-in-law had gone. She meant that she could think. + +"Well, you'll know directly. Harry's arriving." + +Harry found it in the hall, and came in with it. + +"You open it for me," he said, giving it to Val. + +Since his last instructions to Alec he felt perfectly safe. + +She read-- + + "_Thousand thanks awfully bucked at letter at Queens' Hotel Cowes + for three days could you join us there wire reply fondest love and + kisses._ + + _Johnson_." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +GLADYS + + +On arriving in London, Vaughan found his secretary with the usual +heaps of letters. One envelope, addressed in a large and rather +infantine hand, was put aside for him. The note ran-- + + "The Baldfaced Stag, + Edgware. + + "Dear Mr. Vaughan, + + "I eard only yesterday that the play you kindly sent me and mother + to was wrote by you, I call it a shame you didn't tell me before, + we saw the name on the programme, but never thought it could be the + same but yesterday mother saw a piece in the paper about you in the + weekly dispatch and she said it was the same, I'm sory I said the + people in the play went on silly I beg pardon for calling the play + silly I wouldnt have done it if Id known, so hope youre not angry, + they seemed to me to go on silly, but I dont reelly know much + about those kind of ladies and gentlemen, we saw the piece in the + paper only yesterday and mother said it was the same, we hope you + will soon come again to tea the calf is better believe me yours + truly + + "GLADIS ADELAIDE BRILL." + +He instantly wrote back-- + + "Dear Miss Brill, + + "I am _so_ relieved and thankful to hear the calf is better, all + the more because I had no idea it had been indisposed. I fancied, + though, it was looking a little pale the last time I had the + pleasure of meeting it in the field. Please don't think again of + your criticism. It gave me very great pleasure. You must think me + very foolish. You could say nothing that I would not like except to + ask me not to come and see you. I am very busy just now and so have + little time for afternoon calls, but will come one of these days + soon. + + "Yours always, + "GILBERT HEREFORD VAUGHAN." + + + +He waited a moment, and then added-- + + "I will turn up to-morrow at four. Try not to forget me till then." + +For the rest of the day he was in high spirits. The letter seemed to +keep him up through the various little bothers of the day. He had been +going to France for the summer. He admitted to himself that this +semi-flirtation was keeping him in England. He didn't like the idea of +going away very long from the possibility of turning up at the +"Bald-faced Stag." + +The explanation Harry gave about Johnson's telegram satisfied Valentia +for the time, as he declined the invitation to Cowes, but the incident +left an uneasy feeling in Val's mind. She could not bear to own to +herself that he was deceiving her, and he hadn't the courage to give it +away yet, not that he cared so very much about hurting her, but he was +happier at the Green Gate than anywhere else. He liked the house, the +atmosphere, and Romer; but what kept him most was, of course, that +curious charm Valentia had for him, which was perhaps stronger than ever +because he knew that the end was not far off. He often thought he was a +fool not to have taken the opportunity to break it off on this occasion. +He couldn't stand the idea of not seeing her, just because of the way +her hair grew on her forehead! So low, and in such thick waves! Alec +Walmer's hair, also fair, was thin and unmeaning. She had a low +forehead, and yet the hair began high up. In the evening when it was +carefully arranged, and the iron had entered into it, it looked like a +stiff transformation, even worse than when left to nature. + +But of course, in spite of the reconciliation, a residue of mistrust +remained, and on his side a sensation of restlessness which left him +irritable; less amiable and pleasant than usual. + +They were sitting on the little terrace. He was smoking and reading the +paper. He suddenly threw it down and said-- + +"How quiet you are, Val! Why don't you talk?" + +"I don't think I've got anything to say." + +"You seem depressed," he said, rather aggressively. + +"I feel a little depressed." + +Harry gave expression to the usual injustice of the unfaithful. + +"What a mistake women make in being gloomy! How foolish it is. Shall I +tell you the key of the whole situation between men and women?" + +"Do." + +"Well, dear, it's just--a _smile_. Never be dull, never be ill, never be +depressed. Be gay--always gay. That's what men like--that's the one +thing that they go out for and come in for--a smile." + +"Your ideal of a woman seems to be a Cheshire cat," she answered, +looking rather amused. "Your motto is, like the man in _The Arcadians_: +Always Merry and Bright. Well, I'm sure there's a good deal in it. But +I'm not usually accused of being a dreary person." + +"Of course you're not; you're charming, lively, amusing, sympathetic. +That's your great attraction, Val. But the last few days you seem rather +to have lost it." + +"You can hardly resent my feeling a little down, Harry. One or two +little things that have happened lately have made me anxious." + +"Never be anxious. You ought to trust, trust--always trust." + +"Oh, that's all very well! That wire...." + +"Are we going to have that all over again? I thought I'd explained." He +assumed the air of a patient martyr. + +"I know you _explained_ all right. Well, I won't think about it any +more. Don't be horrid, Harry.... Have you seen this week's _Punch_? +There's something in it simply _too_ heavenly--such a joke! Let me read +it to you." + +"It's very sweet of you--but do you ever realise----I wonder if it's +ever struck you, Val, that men aren't always in the mood for heavenly +jokes? There are times when one likes to think--to see life as it is--to +discuss abstract things, even." + +"Oh! Well ... what do you think of Daphne's dress? Isn't it pretty? It +was made by Ogburn, all out of nothing, in no time." + +He looked at Daphne, who was sitting under a tree reading Cyril's last +letter over again. + +"It's all right. It suits _her_. I don't call _that_ a serious subject." + +"What subject would you like, then?" + +"Well--Romer, for instance. Where is he?" + +"Talking to the gardener about mowing. Do you want him? I'll call him if +you like." + +"Dear Val, it's not quite like you to be ironical to _me_.... You ought +not to laugh at Romer either. I'm complex, perhaps--I know I am; but it +jars on me when you do that." + +She stared at him. + +"Look here--I know I'm tiresome," said Harry, returning to his usual +caressing manner. "Don't take any notice of it. It's--the weather, I +think, or want of exercise. I'll go and improvise a little." + +He pushed back his chair, and, with a parting look of forgiveness, he +went into the house and began to improvise (rather dismally) a +well-known funeral march. Or perhaps it was only a coincidence. Perhaps +he would have thought of it if Chopin hadn't. + +Harry was only musical by fits and starts, and generally either to +impress some one or because he was out of temper. Val never regarded it +as a good sign when he grappled with the Steinway. + +In ten minutes he had grown tired of his mood of melody, and strolled +into the rose garden with a book. + +Yes, certainly Harry was restless. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +THE ANGLES + + +"You're very quiet, Val," remarked Daphne, as they flew along in the +motor on their way to call on the Prebendary's wife at The Angles. + +Both sisters wore little cottage bonnets, blue motor-veils, and large +loose white coats with high collars. + +"How can I talk when we're exceeding the speed limit?" said Valentia. + +"You usually do. Is anything the matter?" + +"No, nothing at all.... Harry's been horrid lately." + +"I suppose he _is_ occasionally." + +"No, he's not. He's got the artistic temperament, and of course he can't +always be the same, poor dear." + +"What a pity one can't be an artist without having the artistic +temperament! It always seems to mean being late for meals, and losing +your temper, or being amusing when every one wants to go to bed." + +"As a matter of fact," said Valentia, "I never knew any one with less of +it than Harry. There isn't a more hard-headed business man in the world +in his way, though he _has_ read poetry and plays the piano sometimes, +and paints. He is an artist too ... but--well, not in any of the +recognised arts.... I hear Miss Luscombe and Rathbone--I mean Mr. and +Mrs. Rathbone--have gone to Oberammergau for their honeymoon." + +"Oh! Is that the latest thing to do?" + +"Of course not, Daphne, but she thinks it is. Miss Luscombe has spent +her life in trying to catch the last omnibus and always just missing it, +and she's not going to leave off now just because she happens to be +married. Here we are!" + +The Prebendary's wife received them very graciously. Her waist looked +longer than ever, and her skirt seemed more than usually abnormal in +width. She did all that she could to entertain them. She showed them her +son Garstin's map of Buckinghamshire, and then said-- + +"I'll send for Mr. Stoendyck. He's upstairs inventing. You can't _think_ +how clever he is and how hard he works. It's really wonderful! We often +leave him alone for hours to think things out, and sometimes he plays +sonatas; he says it refreshes him. He really is an extraordinary man." + +Mr. Stoendyck came in, looking very martial and scientific and pleased +with himself, as though he had just invented gunpowder. Mrs. Campbell +began as usual to talk baby language, and play a kind of Dumb Crambo at +him. He never seemed able to guess the word. + +"I hope we haven't interrupted you in your studies," said Val politely. + +"She say she ope she not interrupt. Work, you know. Oeuvre--Arbeit." + +"I was just amusing myself with the very witty paper from Germany, +_Kladderadatsch_. It is very funny," he said. + +"It sounds funny," said Val sympathetically. + +"What I find in England is that you're all wonderfully serious, +wonderfully courteous, wonderfully kind"--he bowed to his hostess; "but, +you'll excuse my saying so, I don't find enough wit or lightness for my +temperament. For humour I have to go to Belgium or Germany." + +He spoke with intense solemnity. + +Mrs. Campbell now began to translate him even to himself. + +"You say you like fun, wit--just fun to make laugh?" She made strange +signs with her fingers. + +He did not appear to understand the code. He stared at her with a frown, +and rasped on seriously-- + +"I find a few comical jokes occasionally a great relief after my heavy +work. It is very deep work." + +"I suppose it would be indiscreet to ask what the invention is?" said +Valentia, smiling. + +"Not at all. There is nothing indiscreet whatever in your curiosity, +Mrs. Wyburn." + +He took a scone covered with butter and swallowed it in an +extraordinarily short time, and in an ingenious manner. + +"No, there's no indiscretion in the matter at all. Do not trouble +yourself on that score. It is merely the natural interest that a +cultivated and intellectual English lady would naturally take when she +hears of an extraordinary invention from another country." He bowed, and +having thus explained her to herself, he then ate another scone. + +"She say she want to know, you know," nodded Mrs. Campbell, putting up a +playful and threatening finger with dignified coquetry and a stony +smile. (She was subject to fits of this kind of marble archness +unexpectedly.) + +"Yes. So I understood." + +The Belgian was looking at Daphne with distinct admiration. Of course +Miss Campbell came and sat down beside him. Women always follow their +instinct to come and sit on the other side of any man whom they regard +as their property. They seem to think that merely by sitting on the +other side they protect him from freebooters. As a matter of fact, it +would be more sensible, if to distract his attention were the object, to +sit opposite with some one else. + +Mr. Stoendyck turned his back on her completely, and said to Daphne-- + +"Very charming, those motor-veils, and the whole costume. At the same +time, while being thoroughly practical and sensible, it is, if I may say +so, extremely becoming." + +He bowed with a condescending air, and went on-- + +"The English young girl--at least, such specimens as I have seen in the +neighbourhood, especially in the country--seems to me a wonderfully +beautiful object. In Belgium we are getting on, but we have not reached, +as yet, the point of freedom combined with modesty that you constantly +see over here. Particularly, as I say, in rural districts." + +He then made what can only be described, vulgarly, as a distinct 'eye.' + +Both the Campbells looked uneasy. + +"The Prebendary will be in soon," said Mrs. Campbell. "He promised +faithfully to come back to tea to-day. He also is a very busy man. He +come in soon," she spoke reassuringly. + +Daphne was suddenly taken with a _fou rire_ and began to laugh +helplessly. Val, seeing her condition, and knowing that when she once +started there was no hope but in immediate flight, took leave. + +They were cordially asked to come again by Mrs. Campbell. But Mr. +Stoendyck invited them to lunch, and wanted to fix a day and hour. Mrs. +Campbell, however, declined his invitation for them. Mrs. Wyburn, she +said, must have a great many engagements. + +They left Stoendyck standing in the hall, looking sentimental. + +"All foreigners not of the Latin race go on like that," said Val, as +they drove back. "They may be scientific, or soldiers, philosophers, or +musicians, but if they're Germans or Belgians or Austrians, or anything +of that sort, they always get bowled over by a young girl, a blue +ribbon, plumpness, or fair hair." + +"But I'm very thin and dark," said Daphne angrily. + +"I don't care if you are. You're a pretty girl, you're unmarried, you've +got blue chiffon round your head--and there it is.... I don't mean +Prussian officers, of course." + +"_They_ would appreciate _you_, I suppose you mean!" + +"One can't say. They'd probably take on anything." + +Valentia took out the little looking-glass from her motor-bag, looked at +it, put it back, and added-- + +"Anything possible, I mean." + +"Go on, Val." + +"Go on how?" + +"Telling me things. You're so interesting, you know such a lot. Now, +about the Latin races--wouldn't they like--er--me?" + +"Of course they would. But they'd like you better if you were married to +Cyril or any one. Frenchmen and Italians always want their love-making +or flirtations to have something in it of the nature of a _score_. They +love scoring off a third person, whoever it may be,--whether it's their +friend's wife, or their wife's friend, or anything." + +"They're not sincere, then?" + +"Don't be silly. If they weren't sincere, why are there nothing but +unwritten-law crimes all over France and Italy? And why do Parisians +think and talk of ... nothing else! They're _sincere_ all right: it's +their hobby. Italians, of course, are more jealous and faithful, and +Parisians are frightfully vain--there's a good deal of a sort of +snobbism about it. They love to show off. That's why they're so keen on +dress." + +"Do you think," said Daphne, with sudden anxiety, "that if you don't +dress to perfection you can't keep a man's love? I _do_ hope not! I mean +because when I'm married to Cyril I shan't be able to afford to wear +anything at all, except a clean blouse which I shall have to iron out +myself, like in _Hearth and Home_." + +Valentia shook her head. + +"Dressing to perfection doesn't make men love you, silly. It only makes +women hate you. And I never have yet seen the advantage of that." + +"Oh, then, do Parisians want other women to hate you?" asked Daphne. Her +sister hesitated. + +"Sometimes. Very often they don't. They want you to be admired by other +people, whoever they are, men or women. But in Paris dress counts in a +different sort of way--it means more--it stands for more. Oh, don't +bother!" + +"Well, give me a straightforward Englishman!" exclaimed Daphne. + +"Yes, indeed!" replied Val. "That Belgian Herr, anyhow, doesn't count. I +can't think why Mrs. Preb. and Miss Campbell are so much in love with +him." + +"Isn't it funny? Why do you think it is, Val?" + +"Perhaps it's because he's a man. You see, they're accustomed to +curates." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +AT EDGWARE + + +Miss Brill had twisted up her hair and put on her Sunday dress to +receive Vaughan. + +To harmonise with the Dickens's garden it ought to have been white +muslin with flounces and a pink sash. But it was a quite long, dark blue +Liberty satin, made by a smart dressmaker in the Finchley Road. It had a +high collar, an Empire waist, and gathers. + +Her mother was delighted with it. Gladys had not been quite satisfied +herself, and had tried to tie it in round the ankles with concealed +string, to make it look more like a nobble skirt, as she called it. + +Her almost too abundant hair had been piled over a pad, which gave her +the appearance of having a swollen head. Yet even so she looked lovely, +rather like an old-fashioned picture in the Academy of _I'se Gan'ma_, or +something of the kind, suggesting a baby disguised as a +grown-up-person. + +Vaughan went through the usual ritual of asking after Mrs. Brill--he +rather hurried Mr. Brill over his remark about the finest woman one +would see in a day's march--then admired the weather, ordered tea, and +asked for Miss Brill. + +Gladys came and sat down with a rather shy, self-conscious air. + +She soon lost it, however, and began to get natural again. + +"Oh, Mr. Vaughan! I _never_ was more surprised than I was at that piece +in the paper! And mother come over quite queer, she was so surprised. +You were kind in your letter to forgive me for being rude. Who'd ever +have thought you was clever?" + +"Who, indeed! But, Gladys, why this get-up? Why are you dressed up in +satin and dark colours on a summer day?" + +"Why, mother said a nice navy blue was always useful. I'd rather have +had a Cambridge blue myself. Mother says navy blue's so ladylike. Don't +you like it?" + +"Charming. But I don't like what you've done to your hair." + +"Don't you, though? Fancy! Well, I don't seem to care much for it +myself. It's a Pompadour, you know--a pad." + +"Take it off," said Vaughan. + +"Oh, I can't!" + +"All right, _I_ will. Come in the field." + +"Well, I don't mind if you do. I'll say I took my hair down because it +was heavy." + +"You've tried to spoil yourself, but you haven't succeeded. Why did you +do it, Gladys?" + +"Seeing you was clever, I thought pr'aps I'd better try to look more +grown-up." + +"Ah! what a mistake! Your great charm is that you're such a regular +J.F." + +"What's that?" + +"A _jeune fille_." + +"What does that mean? What's a J.F. in English?" + +"A jolly flapper." + +"Oh, I say!" + + * * * * * + +In the field Vaughan, with several interruptions and reproaches for +being a caution, managed to take the pad off her head and to throw it in +the field. But an unfortunate thing happened. All the corn-coloured hair +fell down over his face and he had kissed her--by accident--before he +knew it. + +"Oh, I say! You are a caution!" was her only remark. But she did not +laugh, and as she hastily did a little amateur coiffing, he thought she +looked slightly annoyed. At any rate, she hadn't much more to say to +him, and he went back to London almost immediately, feeling quite +absurdly agitated about such an unimportant trifle. + + * * * * * + +An hour later, when quietly at home in his study, Vaughan was suddenly +seized by that species of madness that has been known to wreck careers, "to +launch a thousand ships," to cause all kinds of chaos. It was that terrible +_once-on-board-the-lugger-and-the-girl-is-mine-I-must-and-shall-possess-her_ +feeling in its most acute form. Most men have known it at some time in +their lives. He thought of Harry de Freyne, and felt noble and superior +in contrast to what _his_ conduct would have been, as he sat down and +wrote with intense pleasure-- + + "Darling Gladys, + + "I love you. Will you marry me? Please try. I'm writing to your + father. Don't keep me waiting long for the answer. + + "Yours for always, + "GILLIE." + +He then wrote a long and sensible letter to Mr. Brill; all business, +respect, and urgency, saying he knew that Gladys was very young, but +that he would make her happy, and so forth. + +These two letters he sent off by express messenger in a taxicab to the +"Bald-faced Stag," and then sat down to dinner. + +What a dinner! And what an evening he spent! He planned a long +journey--what fun to show the child new places and things! Why shouldn't +he marry the charming, refined, and beautiful daughter of an +hotel-keeper? He decided even on alterations in the house, and he meant +to be ecstatically happy. + +What did he care for people? He had never lived either to _epater_ the +_bourgeois_ or to satisfy the ideal of the gentleman next door. He was +going to do something _he_ liked!... + + * * * * * + +He woke up the next morning at six o'clock with a ghastly chilly horror +on him. What had he done? Had he been mad? To marry Miss Brill, the +daughter of the landlord of a little suburban public-house! A girl of +sixteen, pretty enough certainly, but with no pretensions to being a +lady, no possibility of having anything in common with him. But it +wasn't so much the question of what people would say--of course, most of +the women he knew would drop him, and the men would laugh at him and +make love to her--but, how long would it last? How long would this +strange mania endure? Perhaps not a week. The poor child would have an +awful time, too. She was much happier as she was. + +Well! He was a sportsman, and had taken the risk. He must wait now. At +the back of his mind he was wondering how he could get out of it. + +He had not to wait long. His letters were answered by the first post. +Evidently, the "Bald-faced Stag" had been kept up late that night to +reply in time. + +Gladys wrote very respectfully that she was very sorry she hadn't told +him before, but she was privately engaged to the son of the landlord of +the Green Man at Stanmore: the Eldest Son, she wrote with pride (as +though he would inherit the title). She was awfully sorry. Besides, she +was going to be a manicure, first, for two years, and then settle down +at Stanmore. Her fiance was twenty-one. She hoped Mr. Vaughan would come +over to tea very soon, and she thought his letter was very kind, and +remained his truly, Gladys Brill. + +Mr. Brill had written a long and slightly rambling letter which +suggested rough copies and even some assistance from the old vintages of +the "Bald-faced Stag." He refused most firmly, though thoroughly +sensible of the honour done him by Mr. Vaughan's offer, but he couldn't +go back on his word to his friend at the Green Man. The arrangement had +been made, when Gladys and the son were in their cradles, by him and +his pal of the Green Man and he couldn't go back on his word. And Gladys +liked the young chap; and it was a great honour, indeed, that Mr. +Vaughan had done them, and it would have been splendid for Gladys in the +worldly sense. But there! it was better, perhaps, not to mix up +Stations. Mr. Brill repeated this sentiment over and over again, always +using a capital S for station--(as though Vaughan had expressed an +insane desire to confuse Victoria with the Great Western). And he +remained very respectfully, Tom Brill. + +"A manicure in Bond Street and then the landlady of a common country +inn! Never! She shan't! I'll go down and persuade her. I'll make them +come round." + +Vaughan was so hurt and disappointed that he felt he could never smile +again. + +But he did. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +TENSION + + +When the sisters came back from their drive Harry was sitting on the +little marble terrace reading _Count Florio and Phillis K._ and smoking +cigarettes. With almost conjugal unfairness he complained that Valentia +always went out just before he arrived. In fact, he had begged her to +get the visit over that afternoon, as he intended to be late. + +Valentia sat down and began a lively account of "The Angles," but he +implored her not to describe those awful people at home, and +particularly not to tell him anything about that poisonous Belgian. Then +he told Val that blue didn't suit her, and, when she agreed with him, +petulantly complained that she had no ideas of her own. + +"But I had an idea of my own; only now you say it's wrong." + +"So it is. But, even if it is wrong, you should stick to it. You should +have more individuality." + +"What an awful word," she said. + +"What's the matter with the word?" + +"Nothing. It's so long." + +"You're talking nonsense, Valentia." + +"Well, why shouldn't I talk nonsense? I'm sure I've heard you say +there's nothing so depressing as a woman with no nonsense about her." + +"I know. But there needn't be nothing else." + +"Harry, are you trying to quarrel? If so I'd better go away." + +"Oh, all right! Very well! Do as you like," said Harry. "It seems a +curious way to treat a guest: to go out when you expect him, and then +the moment you come in to make an excuse to leave him alone again. But +please yourself!" + +He took up his book and turned away. + +Valentia went into the house, to her room, and sat down opposite the +looking-glass with a sigh. It was at moments like these that she +sometimes thought, with a slight reaction, of Romer. Romer was never +capricious, never irritable, never trying. It was true that he rarely +answered her except in monosyllables, but yet she knew that he delighted +in and tacitly encouraged her fluency. He did not respond to every idea +she expressed as Harry did (when Harry was in a good temper), but she +knew she had no better audience. His extreme quietness might be +admitted, occasionally, to cast a slight gloom, but negatively what +enormous advantages his silence had! Romer never scolded, never laid +down the law; never thought it necessary to give her long, minute, +detailed accounts of his impressions of art, or life, or literature; +never insisted on pointing out, as if it were a matter of life and +death, precisely where he differed in his opinions of a book, a play, or +an incident, from the criticisms in the daily papers. Nor did he refer +to some annoying past incident half a dozen times a day as a sealed +subject. He had other qualities. He could take tickets, he could sign +cheques (and even seemed to like doing it). He could see about things. +He wasn't selfish. Yes, Valentia thought, when she saw Harry at his +worst, that perhaps she didn't really quite appreciate her husband. How +irritating Harry would have been in that capacity! + +Daphne came in, and Valentia went on, as usual, with her thoughts aloud. + +"Wouldn't Harry be a maddening husband?" she said as she brushed out her +hair. + +"Oh! Would he? In what way?" + +"He'd be so selfish, so obtrusive--he'd always want you to do exactly +what he liked, just when he liked, and never when he didn't, or when you +liked, I mean." + +"How could he like you to do what he liked when he didn't like? That +would be expecting too much. I don't see what you mean, Val." + +"I only mean that when he's in a bad temper Harry's tiresome, and if he +were married he'd be in one oftener." + +"Oh dear! Are most men bad-tempered when they're married, Val?" + +"Yes. Nearly always." + +"_What?_ Then, will Cyril ..." + +"Cyril's a pleasant, easy-going boy, but, as you won't have enough +money, he's sure to be bad-tempered at times." + +"Then aren't married men bad-tempered when they have plenty of money, +Val?" + +"Oh, if they have a great deal they're awfully bad-tempered, too; +because, you see, then they lose it, or if they don't do that they're +always trying to enjoy themselves with it and finding the enjoyment +flat, and then they blame their wives. Besides, anyhow, having enough +money leads to all sorts of complications." + +"Oh dear! Then what do you advise?" Daphne hung on Valentia's words, +respecting her superior knowledge and experience. + +"Oh, I advise enough, anyhow. It can't make you happy, but it can avoid +certain troubles. Love in a cottage is only all right for the week-end +when you have a nice house in London as well, and a season ticket or a +motor, and electric light and things, and a telephone. Oh, by the way, +our telephone here is eating its head off. We never use it. Go and ring +up to the grocer, not to forget to send the things, will you, dear? He's +got a telephone, too--the only tradesman in the village who has." + +"What things isn't he to forget to send?" + +"How should I know?--the usual things. He never does forget, but it +looks well to remind him, and the 'phone needs exercise." + +"All right. But before I go, Val--suppose you can't have the sort of +love-in-a-cottage you mean, and there's no fear of your being so rich +that it makes you miserable, what is the best thing to do?" + +"Why, I suppose the old business in the old novels, a competence with +the man of your heart, would do all right." + +Daphne looked pleased. + +"For six months, anyhow. Or a year or two, perhaps," Val added. + +"Oh dear!" cried Daphne again, as she left the room. + +"Poor pet," Val murmured to herself. "I hope I'm not teaching her to be +cynical." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +GOOD-BYE + + +The only person in the family who did not thoroughly approve of Gladys's +decision was her mother. Mrs. Brill thought it sheer madness to decline +proposals of a 'gentleman from the West End,' as she called him; so +clever and so rich, so handsome and so much in love. She was romantic +and yet worldly in her views, and was much excited at the idea of the +rivalry for her daughter. There were bitter scenes between Mr. and Mrs. +Brill on the subject. Mr. Brill was not romantic nor worldly, but he was +very sentimental, and he didn't hold with breaking his word to the Green +Man, nor indeed with that mixing up of Stations to which he had already +alluded. + +Between the opposing views of her parents Gladys became somewhat +bewildered. She liked the son of the Green Man (he was in reality only a +green boy, but good-looking, and she had always known him), and she +wished to be loyal to him. Yet her mother's remarks about Mr. Vaughan +began to appeal to her imagination, such as it was. She was rather +dazzled and began to weaken. She was at the age when one can really be +in love with anybody, and she was flattered. Though she felt she would +feel more at home with her childhood's friend, she began, very slightly, +to look down upon him when she compared him with Gillie. + +Vaughan came down the day after he had received her letter, and behaved +precisely as usual. + +Mr. Brill, meeting him with a rather shamefaced air in the garden, said +straightforwardly-- + +"Very pleased indeed to see you, Mr. Vaughan. You got my letter, sir?" + +"Yes, indeed. To my sorrow. I want to talk to you about it." + +"Well, I was sorry to write it, sir, if you take my meaning. But there! +Well, Mrs. Brill 'as expressed a wish for a few words with you, if you +wouldn't mind." + +"I shall be delighted, of course. But--may I see Gladys?" + +"Why, yes, sir. Tea and bread and butter? The usual thing?" + +"Yes, please. As usual." Mr. Brill lingered. + +"Ave some watercress with it, sir," he added sympathetically, "or we've +got some very nice little radishes. Ow about them?" + +Vaughan nearly laughed. + +"No, thank you! I'm afraid they wouldn't be any use to me, Mr. Brill." + +"Ha, ha! You will have your joke!" + +Mr. Brill went in and told his wife that Mr. Vaughan was "sitting there +looking that miserable it was enough to make one's heart ache." + +With this satisfactory intelligence he sent Gladys into the garden. + +She was all blushes and shyness. Her hair had gone back into the long +plait, and she wore her schoolgirl dress again. + +"You're too proud, Gladys!" he said reproachfully. "Why did you never +tell me of your engagement?" + +"Why, I didn't ardly count it to interest you, Mr. Vaughan. Besides, +it's not to be for two years." + +"Are you in love with him?" + +"Why, what a question! I _like_ him. He's a nice boy." + +"I suppose he's very much in love with you?" + +"Oh, he's all right." + +"That was a very cruel letter you wrote me, Gladys." + +"I was afraid you'd think it rude," she answered apologetically. + +"No, dear. It isn't rude to refuse a proposal. You can't accept them +all, can you?" + +"You've made a wretched tea, Mr. Vaughan. Is there anything else you'd +like?" + +"Yes, I want to go in the field again, like the day before yesterday." + +"Was it only the day before yesterday? So it was. A lot seems to ave +appened since. Well, come along." + +She looked such an absolute child as she climbed the gate that Gillie +felt almost ashamed of his proposal, and thought that probably her +father was quite right.... But her face was so exactly like Sir Joshua +Reynolds' angels' heads, she might have sat for them. She was too +absurdly pretty. And sweet, too, he thought. She had no vulgar +pretensions, she was simple. She only wanted a little polish. He could +teach her everything necessary. No task could have been more +congenial.... + +"So you think I'm too old for you. Is that it?" + +"No, it isn't. It isn't that. It's what father told you." + +"Would you hate to go for a long journey with me, to see other places, +other countries?" + +"Oh no; I'd like it. We went to Clacton last summer. It _was_ fun." + +He thought a little. + +"Gladys, as you're so young, won't you leave the whole thing in abeyance +for a time?" + +"In what, did you say?" + +"Undecided. Let me come and talk to you about it in six months. The only +thing I can't bear you to do is to be a manicure. I'm going to speak to +your mother about it. I can't stand it." + +"Oh, why, Mr. Vaughan? I should have thought it was nice for me to sort +of better myself." + +"Nonsense. Far better stay here. Well, will you agree to that?" + +"To give up the manicuring and to leave the engagement open like? Is +that what you mean?" + +"That's the idea." + +She thought a minute. + +"I really don't see how I can. And--my boy would feel it something cruel +if I put him off like that." + +"When do you see him?" he asked jealously. + +"Why, on Sundays. Only on Sundays." + +"Ah, that's why I've never seen him. I wondered why I'd never met my +hated rival." + +She laughed. + +"Oh, now, you're going on silly, like the people in the play!... I don't +believe you alf mean it." + +"Don't you believe I love you?" + +"How can you? You don't ardly know me, except as a friend." + +"I'll tell you why I love you if you like, dearest." + +"Well, why?" She spoke with girlish curiosity. + +"Because you're lovely, and lovable, and sweet. Because you're a +darling." + +"Oh, I say!" + +"Doesn't your boy, as you call him, say these things to you?" + +"Not like that. I only see him on Sundays." + +"And does he kiss you on Sundays?" + +"Oh yes." + +Vaughan got up. + +"All right, I won't worry you any more.... I'll let you be happy in your +own way, dear.... I must go now." + +"Oh, _must_ you?" + +She seemed very disappointed. + +"Yes, I'm going to France." + +"What, to-day?" + +"No, next week." + +"Oh, I am sorry." + +"Good-bye, dear." + +He went in and bid adieu to Mr. and Mrs. Brill and the "Bald-faced Stag" +for ever. He said to her father that he was resigned. + + * * * * * + +As soon as he had gone, Gladys went upstairs to her room, looked in the +glass, then burst out crying. + +She had fallen in love with Gillie. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + +ROMER OVERHEARS + + +Romer started to go by himself for a five-mile walk, leaving Daphne, +Valentia and Harry in the garden, but a nail in his boot hurt so much +that, after the first half-mile, Romer decided he couldn't stand it any +longer, and would walk back, go quietly in, and then surprise them by +coming to tea in the garden. + +He was gone a very short time, but he hastened his steps, looking +forward immensely to the removal of the boot, and also to seeing +Valentia again. + +Lately he had been more than ever devoted to her. Ever since they had +been at the Green Gate she had been specially gentle and charming--but +not nearly so lively as usual. Sometimes she looked quite anxious and +preoccupied. He thought, too, that she was occasionally irritable; which +was unlike her--and her spirits varied continually. + +He asked her one day what was the matter, and she assured him that +there was nothing, so he believed her. But he was always thinking about +her, trying to find some means to please her. He was dissatisfied about +her. + +He came back, went into his room, and his spirits incalculably raised by +the cessation of the torture, he went and sat by the window, and looked +out at the lovely garden. + +It was a hot summer day; a little wind was in the trees. + +Exactly under the window, on the little verandah, sat Harry with +Valentia. Daphne was no longer there. + +They were talking; and talking, it seemed to him, in an agitated way. + +Leaning a little over he could see Valentia on a bamboo chair. To his +horror he saw that she was crying. + +Harry, speaking in a suppressed but rather angry voice, appeared to be +trying to comfort her. + +Without a second's hesitation or a moment's scruple, Romer intently +listened. He did not hide or draw behind the curtain. He remained in +full view, in the window, so that they could see him easily if they +happened to look up. But they did not; they were far too much +preoccupied.... He heard Harry speaking volubly, saying, in a tone of +irritated apology and explanation-- + +"My dear girl, I do wish to heaven you wouldn't take it like that. I +haven't changed--I never shall. I don't care two straws about Miss +Walmer. But really, it is such a splendid chance for me! You ought no +more to expect me to give it up than any other good business opportunity +that might crop up." + +"I should never see you again," she answered, her voice broken by sobs. + +"Yes, you would. We should be the same as ever. You know we can't do +without each other. You're part of my life." + +He spoke casually, but with irritation, as if mentioning a self-evident +fact. + +"Oh yes, you say that," she answered sadly. "But nothing could alter the +fact that you wish to be treacherous, and throw me over--and just for +money! It's simply degrading. It's all nonsense to say it will be just +the same!" + +"Well, of course--for a time--immediately after the marriage--it +couldn't be; but it would gradually drift into very much the same." + +"It wouldn't, even if it could, because I should never see you again," +she repeated. + +Harry stood up with his hands in his pockets, his shoulders raised. + +Romer could see his face quite plainly, and wondered at its hard, +selfish, almost cruel expression. + +"Well, if you won't you won't," he said. "How can I waste all my life +dangling after a woman who is married to somebody else? I should be only +too delighted--if I could afford it. But I can't, and that's the brutal +truth. And then, you know, there has been a little talk. That +mother-in-law of yours has been gossiping about us. Some day, Romer's +bound to get hold of it, and then where shall we be? Don't you see, +dear," he went on more gently, "this will stop all that? Wouldn't it be +better for me to be married--just in this official sort of way--to +remain in England, and be able to see you just the same as ever--very +soon--than to go out to the colonies or somewhere, and never see you +again at all? There's no doubt I've got to do something. I'm in a +frightful hole. Seven thousand a year--a place in the country--and a +decent sort of girl, dropped down on me, as it were, from heaven! I +hadn't the slightest idea of such luck--and hadn't any pretensions to +it. But the girl has taken a liking to me, and her mother wants to get +her married. It's ugly--unromantic--but there are the facts. If you +cared for me really, I shouldn't think you would want to stand in my +way." + +"Very well, do it, then," she said, drying her eyes. "If you can speak +in this heartless way it shows you are very different from what I +believed you. But it will kill me; I shall never get over it." + +She was rushing away when Harry caught her hand and stopped her. + +"Listen," he said, in an impressive voice. "Go to your room, bathe your +eyes, and calm yourself down. Make no more scenes, for heaven's sake, +and we'll see what can be done." + +"Oh, Harry, really--_is_ there any hope? Or are you deceiving me again?" + +"I've almost agreed to it, you know," he said. "Still, there's not what +one could call an actual engagement yet. At any rate, it might be +delayed. I'll see; I'll think--really if I weren't so hard up I wouldn't +do it." + +"Oh, Harry!" A gleam of joy came into her eyes, and she clasped her +hands. + +"Then you won't worry me any more about it for the next few days?" he +asked. + +"I promise;" and smiling sweetly through her tears she left him, going +into the house. Her room, on the same floor as Romer's, was at the other +end of the corridor, so she did not even pass his door, and had not the +slightest idea that he was at home. + +He was still at the window, looking out apparently at the garden. + +Harry gave an impatient sigh, lit a cigarette and strolled off through +the garden. + +It had been about three o'clock when Romer had come in and sat down by +the window. He was still there in precisely the same position at seven, +when his valet brought his hot water. + +But Romer could not dress and go down to dinner. He could not see them +till he had made up his mind what to do. He always thought slowly, and +now he was acutely anxious to make no mistake. He felt that by the +slightest wrong move he might lose Valentia altogether. That, at least, +was his instinctive dread. He sent Valentia a message that he had to go +up to London to see his mother, and would be back the next day. He +arranged that she did not get the message till he was driving to the +station--just before dinner. + +He went up to London and stayed at an hotel, but did not go to his +mother's, and thought nearly all night till he had made a resolution. +Then he slept till nine o'clock, feeling much happier. He remembered +clearly that Harry was coming to town and going to the studio on this +day, as he often did. He calculated that he would be likely to arrive by +the quick early morning train, and was standing waiting at the door of +the studio at twelve o'clock when Harry drove up, looking intensely +surprised, with hand outstretched, cordial and delighted. + +"My dear fellow, how jolly of you to remember I was coming up! Come in, +come in! I've only got this bothering business to attend to, then we'll +lunch together, and go back by the four train, shall we? You won't have +to stop on here, will you?" + +"I don't know," said Romer, as he followed Harry. + +"Your mother's not ill, I hope," said Harry, throwing himself into an +arm-chair. + +"I don't think so," said Romer; "she's at Bournemouth." + +"Bournemouth! How like her! But you haven't been down there to see her?" + +"No." + +"Are you going?" + +"Don't think so." + +"Then it isn't your mother that brought you up to town, old chap?" + +"No." + +"Is anything wrong?" asked Harry, after a moment's pause. + +It struck him that Romer looked very odd, and as he noted a slightly +greyish tinge in Romer's face, he turned pale himself under his becoming +sunburn. + +"What is the matter?" repeated Harry, who could not be quiet. His +weakness lay in the fact that he never, under any circumstances, could +entirely "hold his tongue." + +Romer put down his stick and hat, which he had been holding, took a +chair exactly opposite Harry, stared him in the face, and said in a dry, +hard voice, much less slowly than usual-- + +"There's something I wish you to do." + +"You wish me to----" + +"Yes. Write to Miss Walmer definitely breaking off your engagement." + +"My--engagement?" + +"I heard what you said yesterday afternoon. I came back from my +walk--there was a nail in my boot. I heard every word from the window in +my room." + +"You listened?" + +"Yes, I listened." + +"Romer, my dear fellow, I swear to you that ..." + +"Don't swear anything to me," said Romer quietly. "And don't dare to +defend Valentia to me.... I advise you not." + +Harry was silent, utterly bewildered. + +"I find that your----friendship, instead of being a pleasure to her, is +making her miserable. For some reason she likes to have you about. She +doesn't wish you to marry Miss Walmer. Well, you shan't! Do you hear +that? You shan't! You're not going to marry that girl and then come +dangling about again." + +He waited a minute and then said-- + +"Valentia's got to be happy. You're not going to have everything _you_ +want. You can surely make a little sacrifice to be her friend!" Then for +one moment only Romer nearly lost his control. He said-- + +"We've been married five years, and I've never said a word or done a +thing that she didn't like. And _you_ made her cry. You! You made her +cry!" + +"My dear Romer, I assure you it's all ..." + +Romer interrupted him in a low voice, impatiently. + +"Oh, shut up, will you? I want no talk or discussion. I want only one +thing. You're to write immediately, definitely putting an end to this +engagement. While you write the letter I'll wait, and then I'll post it +myself. Will you do it?" + +"My dear fellow, of course I'll do anything. But how strange you are! I +should have thought----" + +"I don't want to know what you would have thought, and I don't care a +straw what you think of my attitude. On condition you do what I say, I +shall never refer to the subject again, and everything shall be as it +has been." + +Harry was obviously greatly relieved. + +"I will do whatever you wish," he said, looking and feeling ashamed of +himself. + +Seeing that Romer was evidently in a hurry for the letter, he drew +writing materials to him. + +Then Romer said-- + +"One more thing. You are not to tell Valentia anything about this. She's +not to know I overheard. I won't have her distressed. Remember that." + +"I give you my word of honour," said Harry. + +"Very well. And when I've posted the letter we'll wipe out the whole +thing. Don't even say you saw me in town." + +"Of course I won't." + +As Harry bent his head low over the writing-table, Romer, who was +sitting motionless, looked at a curious dagger that was hanging on the +wall, with a horrible sudden longing to plunge it in Harry's neck.... +Horrified at his own fancy, he looked away from it and thought of +Valentia. Valentia would smile and be happy now, and everything would go +smoothly again. He would not have to say anything painful to her; she +would never be uncomfortable in his presence. In time she would probably +grow tired of Harry and could turn to him, Romer, again, with more +affection than if anything painful had passed between them.... His +attitude had been extraordinarily unselfish, and yet it had its root in +the deep scheming selfishness and subtle calculation of the passion of +love. To get Valentia back, as he vaguely hoped, some time, however +distant, he had acted most wisely, and he knew it. For he cared for her +far too much ever to have conventional thoughts on the subject. It never +even occurred to him to try to act as the husband ought to act, or as by +the incessant insidious influence of plays and novels most of us have +been brought up to think he ought to act. Most people are far more +guided than they know in their views of life by the artificial +conventions of the theatre and of literature, or by tradition. In fact, +most people are other people. Romer was himself. He thought simply for +himself, like a child. And so it happened that he acted in a crisis +terrible to him, more wisely for his own interest than the most +sophisticated of men.... + + * * * * * + +"Here is the letter. Will you read it?" + +Romer read it and put it back in the envelope. Then he said-- + +"All right. You're going back to the Green Gate this afternoon?" + +"If I may." + +"I shall be back to-morrow," said Romer, in his ordinary voice. + +Harry accompanied him to the door and held out his hand. + +Romer hesitated a moment. Then he said-- + +"Good-bye," with a nod, and went away, taking no notice of it. + + * * * * * + +"By Jove!" said Harry, to himself. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + +THE LIMIT + + +Romer went back to his hotel that evening feeling happier than he had +ever expected to be again. He felt sure now that everything would be +perfectly right. He refused to allow himself to dwell for a moment on +possibilities, and on what had been, or on what might have been. But he +was like a man who had been slightly stunned by a blow on the head and +was beginning to feel the pain the next day. Yet the pain was not very +acute; he did not quite realise it, but, unconsciously, it made him +feverish. And he was still a little stupefied. It did not occur to him +to go to the Club, or to look up any friends, and he remained in the +little hotel in Jermyn Street, filled at this time of the year +principally by Americans, and he dined alone there--dined well, and +smoked a long cigar. Then he went for a walk. London at the beginning of +August was not empty, but stale, crowded, untidy, hot--unlike itself. He +tried not to think of the garden of the Green Gate. Suddenly, with a +stab, he imagined Harry and Valentia; probably now he was telling her +that the engagement was broken off, and she was smiling and happy. Well! +it was what he wished. Since what had happened he felt his great love +for Valentia was much less vivid than it had been. He cared for her more +remotely. She seemed at a great distance. He thought that he felt more +to her as if she were a dear sister and living far away. Yes, that was +it; he loved her now like a sister. + +Surprised at his own calm, and much pleased with his behaviour in the +matter, he retired to bed. The instant he had closed his eyes he seemed +to see, with the clearness of an hallucination, Harry's head bending low +over the writing-table, and, hanging above him on the wall of the +studio, the curious dagger; a Japanese weapon that was one of Harry's +treasures. And Romer felt again precisely the same horrible longing that +he had felt that morning at the studio--the sudden longing to plunge it +into Harry's neck. Horrified at the fancy and at himself, he turned up +the light and tried to read. He could not fix his attention on a word of +the article "Silk and Stuff" in the _Pall Mall_.... + +Of course he was not angry with Valentia; how could she help it? She +must be made happy. But she seemed dim, distant, remote. It was an +effort to recall her face.... Harry--Harry did not seem very real to him +either. It was all unreal. But he, Romer, had done the right thing. +Harry would never make her cry again. + +Everything would go on as before. And _he_ had never said a word that it +would be painful for them both to remember. There was nothing +uncomfortable between them. He felt she would grow tired of Harry of her +own accord, and would then return to him, Romer, with no disagreeable +recollection of scenes, nor of their having said horrible things to one +another. Yes, he had been quite right. Yet she did not seem to him so +near as she used to be. He was not angry with her.... No, of course not. +He was not jealous. Perhaps she seemed more remote, more distant, +because he felt a certain coldness, and--yes--the coldness was there +because he was a little hurt perhaps.... And then he tried to go to +sleep again. But instantly his insane vision came back, and he got up +and walked round the room and tried to banish it.... At last he really +went to sleep, and awoke trembling with horror. He had had a horrible +dream. He dreamt that Harry was writing a letter, and that he had taken +the dagger from the wall of the studio and killed him. This was simply +horrible. + +Then he began to realise the reason. It was subconscious jealousy. Then +he saw that he had set himself a task too big for him, and that he could +not endure to see Harry with Valentia now. It would be impossible to +bear it. He would have to tell him to go. He had mistaken his own +feelings. What he had heard on the verandah, what he had imagined, could +never be obliterated. Indeed, he saw clearly that if he tried to endure +it he would break down. The effort would lead to madness.--It was +impossible.... He had sent Harry back to her! He had actually sent him; +it was unbearable. + +He would go back the next day, take Harry aside, and tell him that he +had found he couldn't bear it, and that on some pretext he must go away. +He would tell him that he had reached the limit of his endurance and +could bear no more. He would never speak of it to Valentia. Valentia +would be sad--but that could not be helped. He knew, now, that he could +not endure the sight of Harry again. + +Having made this resolution, he became much calmer. But the dream +recurred each time he went to sleep until, in dread of it, he resolved +to sleep no more. His nerves felt shattered. + +And then, he began to count the minutes till he could be back at the +Green Gate. To see Valentia again and to banish Harry for ever! And all +the obvious, human feelings that he thought he was free from had come +back. He broke down; bitter tears of self-pity, of sentiment, and of +heartbroken humiliation fell from his eyes. He remembered their +engagement and their honeymoon, and then the eternal and everlasting +amusing cousin; Harry, and his sickening good looks and ceaseless +chatter. No more of it, by heaven! It would be something worth having +lived for to have no more of the brilliant Harry. He saw now that he had +always been subconsciously jealous of him--that he had always loathed +and hated him. And rightly, by instinct; for not only had he done the +most unpardonable injury one friend can do to another, without a scruple +and without a hesitation, but he had shown the same baseness to her. He +made her unhappy. He made her cry. He wanted to marry for money and come +back again, treacherous to every one--hard, heartless, selfish, vulgar +in mind and in attitude to life. Romer hated him. + +Well! Romer would tell him that very day that he had changed his mind +and that he was to go anywhere--anyhow--only to go. Neither he nor +Valentia should ever see him again. + +Valentia seemed a long way off. She seemed remote and distant. That was +because he was still hurt and angry. When Harry had once gone, perhaps +she would seem near again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + +RECONCILIATION + + +Romer had made one mistake in his calculations. He had forgotten that +Harry was a talker. He fully believed that the young man would go back +and get all possible credit from Valentia for breaking off the +engagement, and would adhere to the very letter of their strange +agreement. This, indeed, Harry fully intended to do. When he first went +back he told her, to her immense joy and satisfaction, merely that he +had broken it off. But when some people who had come to dinner had gone +away and she and Harry could be alone, the habit of confidential gossip, +the habit, especially, of impressing and surprising her, and, above all, +the inability to keep to himself anything so amazing, was too strong for +him. + +Picturesquely, vividly, and quite amusingly Harry told her every word of +the story; first exacting a solemn promise not to repeat it. + +"Isn't he _impayable_? Isn't he a marvel? No, Valentia, don't look so +grave, or I shall think you've lost your sense of humour." + +"But do you believe he really thinks----" + +"He doesn't think," said Harry, stopping her. "He won't think. You're +faultless in his eyes. He would never allow himself to imagine you +anything else. Valentia, this is a wonderful situation--you don't +appreciate it! It's unheard of! He particularly wished that everything +should go on as before." + +He took her hand. She immediately took it away and drew back coldly. + +"A wonderful situation! Do you think Van Buren will enjoy it?" she asked +satirically. + +"Van Buren! What on earth do you mean, Val? Do you suppose for a minute +that I'd talk about it?" + +"I know you will. You couldn't resist it. It's _impayable_ you say.... +Oh, but it was mean of you to tell me!" + +"Mean!" cried Harry indignantly. "Why, it was very generous! I might +easily have pleased you very much more by saying I broke it off quite of +my own accord." + +"That wasn't why you told me. You wanted me to laugh at Romer and think +him ridiculous." + +"I don't at all. I was in the ridiculous position. Be a woman of the +world, Val. Don't talk bosh! We shall soon forget it happened." + +"I shall never forget," she answered. "And things _can't_ go on as they +were, because I think he's behaved magnificently, because I think he's +heroic. And if I didn't appreciate the way he spared me I should be.... +Why, don't you realise what it must have been for him, Harry, to hear +every word we said? And yet he didn't try to make me suffer for it!" + +"He complained that _I_ made you cry!" said Harry with a ghost of a +smile. + +"Look here, Harry, it's no good. I see I was right about Romer from the +first. I married him because I thought there was something +remarkable--something finer than other people about him. And I was +right." + +"If you talk like that, I shall know you're in love with him," said +Harry tauntingly and angrily. "_I_ was a fool to tell you. You're just +upset, my dear," he added, "at the idea of his knowing of the whole +thing. By to-morrow, when he comes back, everything will have calmed +down." + +"I want to be left alone," said Valentia. + +Harry was annoyed, for he himself was not just now in the mood for +reverie, and even in the smallest things he disliked giving up his own +wishes. + +"Oh, very well," he said ungraciously; "perhaps it's a pity I wrote the +letter." + +"Perhaps it is," she answered as she went away and shut the door. + +Harry sat up late, swearing at his own indiscretion and the +unaccountability of women. But he was not prepared for what followed. + +The next morning, as he was dressing, a note was given to him. It said-- + + "Dear Harry, + + "After what you told me yesterday, I feel I never wish to see you + again. This is not anger; but it's incurable. I can't account for + it, but it is there. How you could have been so stupid as to think + I could remain with both you and Romer in the house with this + knowledge between us, I simply can't understand. How could I help + contrasting his generosity with your self-interested selfishness? I + am not angry any more about Miss Walmer. I'm quite indifferent. If + you married her to-morrow it would give me no pain. The only kind + thing you can do for me now, and the one thing I implore, is to go + away on any pretext you like and without seeing me again. To put it + perfectly plainly, Harry, I have changed entirely since last night. + I see everything differently. Everything _is_ different. Forgive + me, but I don't wish to see you any more. "VALENTIA. + + "P.S.--I will send your photographs and other things to the studio. + I should like you to burn mine, but do not send them back. I don't + want to look at anything that reminds me of you. Do not be angry--I + can't help it. I am so unhappy. + + V. + + "If you don't go I know I shall be seriously ill." + +After reading this letter Harry was probably about a thousand times more +in love with Valentia than he had ever been in his life. Indeed, he felt +that he had never cared for her before. He pretended even to himself to +laugh at it, and walked up and down his room, saying to himself: "What a +couple! What a woman! What a man! They're unique. No, they're too +wonderful!" + +But he didn't succeed in deceiving himself. He _knew_ that letter was +final. He did not give it up at once. He wrote her three letters. The +first, one of indignant reproach: "_You never really cared for me_," and +so forth, which she did not answer; the second, witty and trivial, with +allusions to mountains and molehills and tragedy queens; the third, +desperately imploring her to see him once before he went away. To the +third one she sent a reply, simply saying-- + +"Please, please go as soon as possible." + +After all his emotion and passionate correspondence it was by this time +only about half-past ten. Harry packed, dressed, and went off to the +station, mad with rage. He left no word for Romer at all. He felt he had +better leave all that to the wife. He had lost her absolutely and for +ever--and Miss Walmer too. + +In prompt response to his wire Van Buren met him at the station. + +And what a wonderful consolation it was to tell him all about it! + +Certainly no man ever had a better audience; no one more impressed, +shocked, delighted, horrified, amused, grieved, pleased and sympathetic +ever listened to a confidence. For Van Buren it was as good as a _cause +celebre_, a musical comedy, a _feuilleton_ in the _Daily Mail_ and a +series of snapshots from the homes of the upper classes--all in one. +Never in his life had he heard anything so intensely English. The story +gave him the acute, objective, artistic joy that one takes in the best +literature, an intellectual pleasure that is usually more or less +mingled with the merely spiteful satisfaction that we are accused of +taking in the misfortunes of our best friends. And how well Harry told +it! + +His style was perfect. It was brilliancy, charm, humour, and pathos; he +laughed at himself, and yet made himself an object of real sympathy, +without losing either his dignity or his dash. + +He knew that his confidence aroused enormous interest, and to him that +was a great gratification. And so Harry drowned his sorrows in talk, as +other men drown theirs in wine, or in sport, or in taking some violent +step. He intoxicated and soothed himself with conversation. + +But Harry was not an unpractical man--not one of those for whom words +take place of actions--and he could face facts. Valentia was irrevocably +lost to him. To attempt to regain Miss Walmer, although it might perhaps +not be impossible, would make him ridiculous. The letter he had written +at Romer's dictation had been too definite. He would give himself away +hopelessly as a fortune-hunter if he tried to go back on that. Besides, +he was absolutely sick of it all, and if he was more in love with +Valentia than he had ever supposed himself to be because she no longer +wanted him, he disliked the thought of Miss Walmer far more than he ever +had before, because he was convinced she would forgive him and be +devoted to him even now. + +Van Buren had taken the knock, as he expressed it, using with relish the +English slang phrase, with regard to Daphne, and he had made up his mind +to return to New York. Under the circumstances he now had little +difficulty in persuading Harry to come out with him right away. He +undertook to provide for his friend's future, and that he should make a +fortune in the Bank, and perhaps when this was agreed upon Van Buren +had never been so happy. He was far more genuinely a man's man than was +Harry. He regarded women from the point of view of the well-bred +American--with deference, a sort of distant tenderness, a most +chivalrous and gentle respect. He looked upon them as ornamental and as +delightful adjuncts to life, like flowers in a ball-room, but not +seriously as part of it. Nor, either, as mere toys. He placed women far +more highly than Harry did; he thought everything should be done for +them, given to them, that they had a right to any position they were +able to hold, that they should be treated with reverence, consideration, +liberality ... and even justice; but--he could do without them. Harry +couldn't. And so they would always continue to fall in love with Harry, +and to find Van Buren a little dull. + + * * * * * + +When Romer arrived at the Green Gate that afternoon he found Valentia +sitting alone in the drawing-room. Her hands were clasped, she had a +serious, anxious, thoughtful expression that he had never seen before. +He was surprised at the painful start it gave him to see her again, but +he came in defying this sensation. + +"Hallo!" he said, in what he meant to be a perfectly easy manner. + +He glanced round the room. + +"Where's Harry?" + +"Harry's gone," said Valentia, in a low voice. + +"Oh, has he?" + +Romer walked to the window. He looked at her dress, a white dress that +he liked, but did not meet her eyes. Then he said-- + +"Oh, he's gone. When is he coming back?" + +"Never," she said. + +Romer didn't answer, nor ask why. + +After a minute he said-- + +"Where's Daphne?" + +"Gone to stay with Mrs. Foster for a week." + +"Oh! Who's coming down to-day?" + +"Nobody. I thought perhaps you wouldn't mind--being alone, I mean." She +spoke without her usual fluency. + +He stood staring out of the window into the quiet, damp garden. Then he +turned slowly round and looked at her. He looked at her little feet in +their little white laced shoes; at the slim, narrow line of the white +dress; at the hands clasped in her lap.... + +And he felt a sudden pang of cruel, realistic jealousy. But he looked at +her eyes and saw tears in them, and, pitying her, he crushed it down for +ever. + +The marvellous instinct with which women are usually credited seems too +often to desert them on the only occasions when it would be of any real +use. One would say it was there for trivialities only, since in a crisis +they are usually dense, fatally doing the wrong thing. It is hardly too +much to say that most domestic tragedies are caused by the feminine +intuition of men and the want of it in women. Fortunately, Valentia's +feeling of remorseful tenderness towards Romer enabled her to read him +now. Of course she would have loved to cry, to explain at great length, +to beg him to forgive her and have a reconciliation. But something told +her that he could not have borne it; that the subject must never be +touched; that she must spare him any reference to it--any scene. + +So she said nothing. + + * * * * * + +And, during the curious silence, he gradually and slowly took in the +soothing facts. He regained his sense of proportion, of perspective. He +saw she was disillusioned about Harry; he felt that the infatuation was +over; and, what was more, he realised, to his unutterable relief, that +she was not going to talk about it. How he dreaded that terrible +explicitness of women, their passion for tidying up, their love of +labels! He would not even have to hear it called a sealed subject, and +he would not have to say anything at all. + + * * * * * + +He looked out of the window again, began to whistle in a slightly +embarrassed way, and then said casually-- + +"Let's come out, Val. The lawn wants mowing." + + +THE END + + + + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's Notes + + +The original spelling and punctuation were retained, except for +a few issues that were believed to be typographical mistakes. + +The full list of corrections is as follows: + ++------+--------------------+--------------------+-------------------+ +| page | original text | corrected to | explanation | ++------+--------------------+--------------------+-------------------+ +| 15 | old-fashoned | old-fashioned | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 32 | ,old chap' | 'old chap' | comma corrected | +| | | | to single quote | +| | | | | +| 142 | of colour | off colour | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 144 | CAPTER | CHAPTER | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 153 | darling. | darling." | Double quote | +| | | | added. | +| | | | | +| 181 | on the 'thou.'"... | on the 'thou.'..." | The position of | +| | | | ellipsis was | +| | | | changed. | +| | | | | +| 201 | airdresser's | hairdresser's | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 220 | "Ha! musical, | "Ha! Musical, | Lowercase | +| | | | corrected | +| | | | to uppercase. | +| | | | | +| 256 | Dicken's | Dickens's | a misspelling | +| | | | | +| 273 | things to you?' | things to you?" | Single quote | +| | | | corrected to | +| | | | double quote. | ++------+--------------------+--------------------+-------------------+ + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Limit, by Ada Leverson + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIMIT *** + +***** This file should be named 28465.txt or 28465.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/8/4/6/28465/ + +Produced by Ewa Jaros, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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