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diff --git a/28441.txt b/28441.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8a78ff7 --- /dev/null +++ b/28441.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7257 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of A Modern Cinderella, by Amanda M. Douglas + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Modern Cinderella + +Author: Amanda M. Douglas + +Release Date: March 29, 2009 [EBook #28441] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A MODERN CINDERELLA *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Canada Team at http://www.pgdpcanada.net + + + + + + + + + +A MODERN CINDERELLA + +BY + +AMANDA M. DOUGLAS + +AUTHOR OF "THE GIRLS AT MT. MORRIS," "SHERBURNE SERIES," +"A LITTLE GIRL SERIES." + +ETC. + +[Illustration] + +M. A. DONOHUE & CO. + +CHICAGO + + + + +Made in U. S. A. + + + + +A MODERN CINDERELLA + +CHAPTER I + +AT THE PALACE + + +"You may stay down here until nine o'clock if you like," said Bridget. +"It's awful cold upstairs. Be sure to wrap yourself good in the old +blanket. And put a little coal on the range. If you let my fire go +out, I'll skin you alive." + +When Marilla first heard that threat she shuddered all over. If you +scratched a little bit of skin off it hurt dreadfully. But Bridget +never did it. Sometimes she hit her a slap on the shoulder. She +couldn't even bear to skin a rabbit. "What do you mean by it?" Marilla +gained courage to ask once, when she came to feel at home. + +"Oh, I don't know. My mother used to say it. Sometimes she took a +strap to us, but she wasn't ever real hard." + +Marilla knew about the strap in Bethany Home though she didn't often +get it. + +"I'll remember about the fire." + +"Good night!" Bridget was off. + +She always took two or three evenings out in the week and had Sunday +afternoon instead of Thursday because they had late dinners during the +week. She was very excellent help, so Mrs. Borden let her have her own +way. + +It was nice and warm in the kitchen; clean, too. Bridget couldn't +abide a dirty kitchen. Marilla had wiped the dishes, scoured out the +sink and set the chairs straight around. It was a basement kitchen +with a dining room above. The front was the furnace cellar, the middle +for vegetables and what Bridget called truck. + +Marilla sat in the little old rocking chair and put her feet on the +oven hearth. It was very nice to rock to and fro and no babies to tend +nor Jack to bother with. She sang a few hymns she knew, she said over +several, little poems she had learned and spelled a few words. Bridget +had turned the gas low, and she couldn't reach it without getting on +a chair or she could have read. So she told herself a story that she +had read. + +It was very comfortable. She was getting a bit sleepy. Suppose she +took a teeny nap as she did sometimes when she was waiting for +Bridget. So she shook up the old cushion, brought up the stool, sat on +that and laid her head in the chair. And now she wasn't a bit sleepy. +She thought of the stove and put on some coal, lest she _might_ fall +asleep. + +She hoped it would be warmer tomorrow when she took out the twins. +Then she would venture to stop at the book store window and look at +the pictures on the magazine covers. There was a baby that looked so +like the twins it made her laugh. She didn't think the twins pretty at +all. They had round chubby faces and almost round eyes, and mouths +that looked as if they were just ready to whistle, and brown fuzzy +hair without a bit of curl in it. But they _were_ good, "as good as +kittens," their mother said. She did so wish she had a kitten. She had +brought such a pretty one from the store one day, a real maltese with +black whiskers, but Bridget said she couldn't have a cat forever +round under her feet and made her take it back. + +Jack was past five and very pretty, but bad as he could be. Bridget +said he was a "holy terror," but she thought holiness was goodness and +didn't see the connection. He was a terror, that any one could see. + +There was a queer shady look in the corners. She wasn't a bit afraid. +The children at Bethany Home weren't allowed to be. She liked this a +great deal better. She wasn't compelled to eat her whole breakfast off +of oatmeal, and always had such lovely desserts for dinner. And +sometimes Mrs. Borden gave her and Jack a banana or a bit of candy. +Oh, yes, she would much rather live here even if Jack was bad and +pinched her occasionally though his mother slapped him for it, or +pinched him back real hard. + +What made this lovely, rosy, golden light in the room? It was like a +soft sunset. She had been saying over a lot of Mother Goose rhymes; of +course she was too old for such nonsense and Jack didn't like them. +And in "One, two, buckle my shoe," she wondered which she liked best: +"Nineteen, twenty, my stomach's empty," or "nineteen, twenty, I've +got a plenty." That was Bethany Home where you only had so much for +supper and one little cracker. And here there was plenty. It made her +laugh. + +And then suddenly there was a pretty little woman in the room dressed +in something soft and shining and in her hand she held a stick with a +bunch of gay bows at the end. She was so sweet and smiling that +Marilla couldn't feel afraid. + +"You don't know me, Cinderella?" she began, looking at the child. + +"Oh, that isn't my name." + +"You don't sit in the ashes any more but I dare say you brush up and +carry them out in the morning. But I don't find Cinderellas often at +this time of night." + +"I wish I was Cinderella. I have a little foot though, only it don't +look so in these big brogans. I put some soles inside of them, bits of +velvet carpet and they keep my feet nice and warm. I do think if the +glass slipper wasn't too teeny weeny I could wear it." + +"You're a cute one. About the soles, now. Most children haven't any +useful ideas," and she laughed. "I knew who you were; now can you +guess who I am?" + +"Why if I was Cinderella you'd be a fairy godmother. But there ain't +any such things; nor Santa Claus. I like the stories about 'em and I'm +awful sorry. I'm only Mrs. Borden's bound-out girl, but I like it +here." + +"You think so?" She gave the most curious, delightful laugh. "You are +Cinderella and I am the fairy godmother." + +Marilla sprang up and studied her. She was so pretty and her gown +looked as if it was sprinkled with diamond dust. She had never seen +any one like her, but at twelve her range of observation had been +rather limited. + +"Well, what do you think of me?" + +Marilla stood wide eyed and speechless. + +"Why--you are very beautiful. Oh, I wish you were a fairy godmother! +I'd like to go to fairy land. I don't think any one would mind much, +but I do believe the twins would care. Bridget says there isn't any +such thing and then she tells about a little girl who was toted away +and had to stay seven years." + +"You couldn't stay that long, and times have changed, and you have no +envious sisters. You're a rather lonely little body with no father or +mother." + +"Oh, how did you know that?" + +She laughed, the softest, merriest laugh. + +Marilla looked and looked, the little body was so sweet and +mysterious. + +"Oh, fairy godmothers know a great many things. They keep watch over +the Cinderellas and then when they find one to their liking they +appear to her, and then strange things happen." + +"Yes they are strange," said the little girl. + +"Would you like to go to the ball?" + +"Oh! Why I'm afraid I wouldn't know what to do," hesitatingly, "I've +never seen a ball." + +"You can dance. I saw you dancing with an organ grinder." + +"Oh, yes, I can dance that way, but----" + +"Would you like to go?" + +"Oh, wouldn't I!" Marilla's eyes shone with delight. "If you were a +fairy godmother you could put me in some clothes." + +Marilla didn't believe in it at all, but it was very funny. + +"Then just step out here." + +She did with the strangest sort of feeling. The fairy touched her with +the wand. Her clothes fell in a heap. The big shoes dropped off. There +was a shimmery pink silk frock with lace and ribbons and the daintiest +pink kid slippers with diamond buckles and pink silk stockings with +lovely clocks. She went dancing around the kitchen light as a feather, +her eyes shining, her cheeks like roses, her lips full of smiles. She +was fairly bewitched. + +"You'll do," exclaimed godmother, and she threw a beautiful white +cloak about her. + +"But we haven't a pumpkin in the house and Bridget catches all the +mice and burns them up. So you can't make a carriage----" + +"There's one at the door." The hall seemed all alight and they went +out. Yes, there was a coach with lamps on both sides, two horses and a +driver, besides a footman who helped them in with a fine air, and +drove off as gay as if it was Christmas night, though it were really +March. + +The streets were alight, the windows shining in splendor. Marilla had +never seen anything like it. Presently they stopped at what seemed to +the little girl a great palace with broad white marble steps and tall +carved columns lighted by myriads of colored lights and the vestibule +was hung with vines. There were statues standing round that looked +like real people only they were so white from top to toe. Then they +went up another beautiful stairway that led to a gallery where there +were numbers of inviting little rooms, and throngs of elegantly +dressed people, not any larger than boys and girls. A maid took off +their wraps, and brushed Marilla's hair and it fell in golden rings +all over her head. + +"What beautiful hair," she exclaimed, "just like threads of silk. You +must let it grow long. And such lovely eyes; but she's thin." + +"Yes, rather," said godmother, "But she has dancing feet. She's a real +Cinderella." + +"There's so many of them and only one Prince. What a pity!" + +"But each has her turn, and they are very happy." + +Then Marilla glanced around the gallery. That was well lighted and had +a cushioned seat against the wall. Groups were sitting together or +rambling about. And a great circular room, down stairs lighted by a +magnificent chandelier whose prisms seemed in constant motion and +rayed off every imaginable color with a faint musical sound. + +"Oh! oh! oh!" and her eyes were full of tears though her lips smiled. + +"Now we will go down," said godmother. + +That was by another way. But this place was a perfect land of delight. +She had never read of anything like it, but the Arabian Nights had not +come in her way. Some were dancing about informally, some talking and +laughing. There were the most elegantly attired boys in silks and +velvets made in all pretty fashions. Silk stockings and light colored +pumps, jackets trimmed with frills of lace, some with satin trousers +wide enough for petticoats at the bottom and blue velvet sailor +collars. There was no end of fancy attire. + +"This is to be your knight, Sir Aldred. And this is the new +Cinderella. Take good care of her until the Prince comes." + +He bowed with most enchanting grace. + +"There are so many of them!" he said, as he took her hand, "But she is +the prettiest of them all." + +The knight gave her hand a little squeeze and she turned rosy red. + +"Come this way," and he led her along. It was odd to be introduced as +Cinderella, but everybody was so sweet and cordial that she kept +smiling and bowing. + +Presently a cluster of bells sounded and everybody fell into line +along the outer edge of the beautiful building. It was a grand march +and the tapping of the feet seemed like an encore to the music. Then +the first couple stepped out on the floor. Everybody dances in fairy +land that is presided over by godmothers. Oh, it was just enchanting! + +"Are you tired?" Sir Aldred asked presently. + +"Oh, no, I never imagined anything so utterly delightful. And the +splendid dressing. Are there many Cinderellas here?" a little +timidly. + +"Oh, yes. They love to come, but the new one always dances with the +Prince. He will come in presently for you." + +"Oh, I shall feel afraid." She really felt tears rushing to her eyes. + +"No, you will not, for he is truly most delightful, a regular Prince +Charming. You see, it is different in fairy land. You forget for +awhile who you have been. That's the charm of it. And you're such a +lovely dancer." + +"And--and--is there any glass slipper?" + +She seemed to remember something about that. + +"That's in the story. The Prince isn't looking for a wife now. And you +couldn't dance in a stiff glass slipper. It might shiver to pieces. +What pretty little feet you have! And such a lovely curly head." + +It seemed quite delightful to be praised and she was glad she pleased +him. + +Then there was a curious quivering about the place as if every one was +drawing a long breath, and the lights were mysterious, while all the +little bells twinkled. And there stood the Prince. + +He was taller than any of the others and very handsome. As for his +attire, I couldn't begin to describe it, it was so resplendent with +silk and velvet and jewels. + +Sir Aldred led the little lady up to him and said: "This is +Cinderella." + +The Prince bowed and pressed a kiss upon her hand and she was glad it +was lily white and not rough and red. + +"I am very glad you are here Cinderella, I hope you will have a happy +time. You look so." + +"Oh I know I shall." She blushed and cast her eyes down in such a +sweet fashion that he really longed to kiss the lids. + +Then the music commenced and they stepped out as if they had danced +together all their lives. The others formed a circle and went round +them, bowing as they passed. There were such fascinating figures, +changing frequently, each one prettier than the last. She wondered how +they could remember; how _she_ could do it. They all looked so lovely. +It certainly was fairy land. + +Now and then the Prince bent over and said something charming to her +as if she had been a fine lady and the odd thing was that she could +answer him readily. The music began to go slower and died in softest +melody. Then he turned and said-- + +"Now we will go out and have some refreshments. You must be tired +after all this dancing, but you don't look it at all." + +"Oh, I feel as if I could dance all night. I believe I am bewitched." + +He gave her the sweetest smile that any Cinderella ever had. + +"I am very glad. Sometimes they think of the ashes and cinders and +wonder whether the pleasure will last. Then the lightness goes out of +their feet and the smiles from their rosy lips. The thing is to enjoy +it while you are here. You are a very delightful Cinderella; I must +ask godmother to keep a watch over you. I hope to meet you again." + +The banquet room was beautiful as well; there was a great oval table +with a chandelier shedding a thousand lights from the gorgeous prisms. +Underneath was a tiny lake full of blooming water lilies. There were +mounds of fruit and flowers, nuts from all over the world, piles of +cake, candied fruit, ices made in all kinds of shape. The most +beautiful plates and dishes, glass and crystal and servants piling up +dainties and pouring out fragrant drinks. + +At the head sat the Prince and Cinderella. He rose and drank to her +health and good fortune with the most exquisite verse and Sir Aldred +returned with a charming reply. Certainly there were no envious or +jealous sisters. Every one was so merry and talked with his or her +neighbor, and every girl had a knight who was devoted to her. Were +they all Cinderellas, and had the Prince been as delightful to them? +Every face beamed with wondrous satisfaction. + +"But I don't understand it at all," and she glanced up wonderingly. + +"Oh, you don't have to in fairy land. You just take all the pleasure +that comes. You are not thinking of all the tomorrows. There will be +something nice and pleasant if you look for it in the right place. For +little Cinderella, we must not be looking for tomorrow's joy. You +cannot find them tonight. There are flowers that fold their leaves but +will open again tomorrow. You would be short sighted to sit down and +cry tonight about it." + +Marilla was a good deal puzzled. + +"You must be a happy little Cinderella when you have been to fairy +land. You must not lose faith in fairy godmothers. They come at +unexpected times and in different guise. And that is what keeps the +world bright and the heart young, and sometime the real Prince +comes." + +Her heart beat with a mysterious joy. She was full of gladness. + +Then they walked around and all the other Cinderellas seemed so happy +when he smiled and spoke to them. The beautiful music went on. Here +and there groups were dancing again. + +And then it seemed as if a giant caught her and almost shook her to +pieces, and the beautiful lights wavered and vanished. She was brought +upon her feet with a force that would have shivered any glass +slipper. + +"You little huzzy! What are you doing up this time of night, instead +of asleep in bed? Rouse up! rouse up! Lucky you didn't let my fire go +out this cold night! Come, hustle!" + +There seemed a sort of crash. Marilla glanced around with half-opened +eyes. Yes, this was the old kitchen. There was Bridget with the +lighted end of a candle in the tin candlestick. + +"Come! get along, sleepy head." She gave her a push up the stairs and +through the halls, half scolding her but not cross. "It's a wonder the +gobble sirs didn't come after you. If you'd been carried off now! It's +awful cold. I'd sleep in my stockings and they'll be good and warm in +the morning." + +Marilla hustled off her clothes, wrapped herself in an old blanket and +tumbled into bed in a little heap. But there was some mysterious music +floating through her brain and a fragrance in the air. The Prince +smiled down into her eyes, and the fairy godmother she should always +believe in. For she had been to real fairy land; that was the truth. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +JACK + + +The Bordens were nice, ordinary people enjoying life in a commonplace +way. There was Mr. Jack Borden, the junior partner in a fairly +successful law firm, his wife an averagely nice, sensible body, Miss +Florence, her husband's sister, a bright girl of three and twenty, +whose lover was in South America on a five years' contract, with one +year yet to serve. + +After the twins were born they tried a grown nursemaid who bored them +by sitting around when she was upstairs and making many excuses to get +down to the kitchen, where she disputed with Bridget who declared one +or the other of them must go, and they simply could not give up +Bridget. The babies slept a good deal of the time and only cried when +they were hungry. The mother and aunt thought them the dearest things +and their father was as proud of them as a man could well be. If it +wasn't for giving them an airing now and then--but when it came +pleasant weather they _must_ be taken out. + +Aunt Hetty Vanderveer who was queer and going on to eighty, who +couldn't live with a relative for they always wanted to borrow her +money, got tangled up in a house on which she had a mortgage, and +called her grandnephew, Mr. John Borden to her rescue. She took the +house and persuaded them to come there, and she would live with them +on certain conditions. She was to have the third floor front room and +the store room, get her breakfast and tea and take dinner with them +though it was their luncheon. Night dinners she despised. She +entertained herself sewing patchwork, a dressmaker sent her bags of +silk pieces; knitting baby socks and stockings and reading novels. +They did get along very well though it made a good deal of running up +and down. + +The spare room and Bridget's room was on this floor. On the second, +two sleeping chambers, the nursery and the bath. Down stairs a long +parlor and a dining room, with a basement kitchen which Bridget +declared she liked above all things. A woman came to do the washing +and ironing, Bridget's nephew took out the ashes and swept the stoop +and sidewalk. Bridget was a strong, healthy, good natured Irish woman +when you didn't meddle with her, and the ladies were very glad not to +meddle. But some one for the babies they must have. + +One day a friend came in for a subscription to some of her charities +and heard the appeal. + +"Now, I'll tell you just what to do," she said "Go over to the Bethany +Home, you take the car out to the Melincourt Road that passes it. Ask +for Mrs. Johnson. They have two girls; they put them out when they are +twelve. And since you only want some one to amuse the babies and take +them out, and she will be growing older all the time, you see, you can +bring her up in your ways. Yes, that is what I'd do." + +Mrs. Borden followed the advice. There was a stout, rather vacant +looking German girl, a good worker who delighted in scrubbing and +scouring and who would make an excellent kitchen maid. The other was +Marilla Bond, an orphan with no relatives that any one knew; a fair, +nice looking intelligent child, with light curly hair cropped close, +rather slim, and with a certain ready, alert look that was +attractive. + +Mrs. Borden brought her home for a month's trial. She took to the +babies at once, and Jack took to her. Oddly enough, so did Bridget. +She had such a quaint sweet way of saying, "Yes'm" and "No'm;" she did +what she was told to do with alacrity, she ran up and down stairs on +numberless errands. She was a very good reader and at first, Jack kept +her busy in this respect. But she wanted to hear about lions and +tigers and men killing them and Indian fights and matters that didn't +please the little girl at all. Mother Goose was babyish. + +The twins sat on a blanket on the floor and sometimes rolled around a +little. She played with them, talked to them and they really listened +to the stories that she acted off and laughed gleefully. + +"They certainly _are_ intelligent," Aunt Florence said with pride. + +On nice sunny days when it was not very cold she took them out in the +carriage. They were carried down and put in it, then brought up +again. Their mother "wasn't going to have any nurse breaking their +backs by a fall." + +So when the month of probation was ended, Marilla was bound to Mr. and +Mrs. John Borden, to be clothed and fed and sent to school for half a +year. She really did like her new home. Only if it wasn't for Jack! He +pinched her sometimes, and once he kicked her but his mother gave him +a good trouncing. + +The twins had some bread and milk and were put to bed at six. Then +Cinderella went down stairs but not to sit in the ashes. She did +numerous things for Bridget and they had a cozy dinner together, +always a dessert, and they were so good. + +"If Jack only wouldn't run away," she said. "You see I can't leave the +babies, and I am so afraid he will get lost." + +"Let him get lost then; that'll bring his mother to her senses, and +you tell her." + +He did come near it one day. She took the babies home and explained +and then said she would go and find him. + +Aunt Florence went with her. They had quite a long search and finally +asked the policeman, who said: "there was a little boy down here on a +stoop, crying." + +Jack, sure enough, and he was very glad to be found. His mother kept +him in the house for two days and then he promised to be very good. + +"Now, if you make any trouble you shall not go out for a whole week." + +The babies hadn't gone much farther than "_agoo, agoo_," but Marilla +tried her best to make them talk. They each had a rubber doll and the +child would dance them up and down and make them turn somersaults and +stand on their heads, and invent every sort of grotesque action. + +Jack was a good looking little fellow and had been spoiled in the +earlier years. He was a little afraid of his father, and sometimes his +mother _would_ make him mind, but he was very full of badness. + +Aunt Florence wanted some silk and twist and spools of cotton one +morning. + +"You could find your way down to Grand street where the stores are, +couldn't you Marilla--where we went that Saturday night?" + +"Oh, yes. Down there opposite the park." + +"Yes. It's a big store. Day and Belden. I'll write it out for you and +you may take my Leggy bag. Be sure and put the change in it before you +leave the store." + +"Yes'm," with her sweet accent. + +"She may take Jack, and the babies will have a good long nap. Now +Jack, you must be very good and mind Marilla, or you shan't go out +again for a week." + +Jack said he would. He looked very pretty in his brown coat with its +fur collar, and his brown mittens. + +"Give me a penny a'cause I'm gonter be good." + +"I'll wait and see whether you are going to good or not." + +Jack stood it pretty well until they reached the little park which was +a rather long triangle with a few trees in it. Here he made a sudden +dash and was off like a squirrel. + +Marilla was after him. "Go it sonny," cried a man laughing, but she +gained on him and took him by the arm with a jerk that nearly capsized +them both. + +He could not pull away. She marched him across the street and found +the store, and asked for the notion department. There were the spools +of all kinds. + +"Will you please open the bag and find an order in it," she said in a +very nice manner. + +The girl smiled. "Three spools of silk, two twist, black cotton number +60, white cotton, 60, 70 and 80." + +She put up the order and sent the money whizzing to the cash clerk, +handing the bag to Marilla. + +"What's that thing like a railroad for?" asked Jack, keeping his eyes +upon it. + +"That carries the money." + +"Gee! I wish I had one at home!" + +The change came back. Marilla opened the bag to put it in and used +both hands. Jack was off like a flash, turning here and there through +the aisles. Clear down to the end of the store was a toy department. +Marilla was almost up to him when he grabbed a handful of toys and ran +on. + +"Oh, do please stop him!" she cried to the clerk. + +Two or three joined the chase. Finding they were gaining on him he +threw down the articles and stamped furiously upon them. + +"What is all this row?" asked the floor walker. + +"The little boy snatched the toys and ran," said the young clerk. + +"Oh, Jack, how could you!" cried Marilla. + +Jack laughed insolently. + +"Is he your brother?" in a sharp tone. + +"I'm only the nurse girl, please, sir," and Marilla began to cry. + +The floor walker shook Jack until he was purple in the face. + +"You little thief! You ought to go to the Station House. I've half a +mind to send you!" + +"Oh, please don't," pleaded Marilla. She stooped to pick up some of +the broken pieces. "I think his mother will pay for them." + +"Who's his mother?" + +"Mrs. John Borden, 138 Arch Street." + +"What brought you in the store." + +"I was sent to buy some things. They are in this bag, and--the +change." + +A gentleman came up to inquire into the matter. + +"These children ought to be taught a lesson. That Granford boy carried +off an expensive toy the other night and I sent a note to his mother +that brought her to terms at once. See what is the value of these +things." + +The counter girl began to place the pieces together and examine the +marks. + +"It is--sixty-seven cents." + +"That's too much. We'll send a note to his mother, and young sir, if +you dare to come in this store again, we'll send you to jail, I +think." + +Quite a crowd had collected. One lady looked at him sharply. + +"Why, it's little Jack Borden," she said. "What's the matter?" + +Marilla told the story over. + +"I don't care," Jack flung out. "I just stamped on the old things." + +"Take that to Mrs. Borden," and the man handed Marilla a folded note. +"Now, I'll see you out, young sir." + +Marilla trembled from head to foot. She was very much ashamed though +none of it had been her fault. But what would Mrs. Borden say? What if +Mrs. Borden should send her back to the Bethany Home! Oh, she did not +want to go. But she could not manage Jack. + +The young man stopped short when they reached the house, "I ain't +comin' in just now," he said decidedly. + +When Marilla was in the house she always answered the door bell. +Bridget protested she could not run up and down so much and she didn't +always hear it. Miss Florence came now. + +"Oh, Marilla, what's the matter?" + +"Jack has run off down the street. And, oh, Miss Florence"--ending in +a fit of crying. + +"What _is_ the matter? Did you lose the money?" + +"Oh, no, here is everything and the change. But Jack----" + +"Come upstairs and tell us." Miss Florence opened the bag, counted the +change, took out the parcels and a note. + +"Why, what is this?" + +"The man told me to bring it home. I held Jack's hand tight all the +way down to the store and gave the girl the bag because I couldn't +open it with one hand. She took out the money and put in the parcel +and gave it to me and said, 'Wait for the change.' When it came she +handed it to me and turned away, and when I was putting it in the bag +Jack ran off. You know how the paths go in and out. I looked and +looked and saw him over at the toy counter, but before I could reach +him he snatched a lot of things and ran, and the girl went after him, +too, and then he threw them down and stamped on them and ever so many +people came and the man was very angry----" + +Marilla cried as if her little heart had been broken. Miss Florence +handed the note to her sister who had been listening in amaze. + +"Marilla," began Florence, "you have done the errand very well. Don't +cry, child. We shouldn't have let Jack go with you." + +Mrs. Borden's face turned very red. "A great fuss about sixty-seven +cents. Accidents will happen." + +"But throwing them down and stamping on them was no accident, Amy. +That child is dreadful. He doesn't mind Marilla when he is out of our +sight, hardly when he is in it. And I don't know what the babies would +do without her." + +They began to cry now. They always cried together and lustily. + +"Where's Jack?" asked his mother. + +"He ran down the street." + +"Don't worry about Jack, Marilla; you go down and get the babies' +bread and milk ready." + +Marilla went and of course told the mishap to Bridget. + +"That young'un 'll get in prison some day; you see! He's a rascal +through and through, a mean dirty spalpeen, a holy terror! And if they +set to blaming you, I'll threaten to leave; that I will." + +"You don't think they'll send me back to Bethany Home?" in a +distressed tone. + +"They'd be big fools to! I don't know where they'd get another like +you. If that Jack was mine, I'd skin him alive and hang him out bare +naked, the mean little thief! And the missus knows he's bad through +and through." + +Marilla took the basin of dinner upstairs. The babies had hushed their +crying and gave a sort of joyous howl at the sight. Florence had +talked her sister-in-law into a more reasonable view of the case. Then +the babies were fed and comforted and sat on the blanket with +playthings about them. They could climb up a little by chairs, but +they were too heavy for much activity. + +Mrs. Borden picked up her slipper and went down stairs, opening the +front door. Jack was slowly sauntering back and she beckoned to him. +He had begun to think it was feeding time as well as the babies. + +"I was gone, to put 'em back--" he began-- + +She took off his pretty coat and then she did spank him for good. +Meanwhile the bell rang for lunch. She put him on a chair in the end +of the parlor and said-- + +"Now you sit there. If you dare to get up you'll get some more. And +all the lunch you can have will be a piece of bread without any +butter." And she left the door open so she could see if he ventured +down. + +But after the bread he went up stairs and straight to Marilla. + +"You old tell tale! You'll be rid on a rail and dumped in the river," +and he kicked at her. + +"The man sent a note----" + +"Jack," interposed his mother sternly. + +Then the babies were bundled up and carried down stairs, well wrapped +up for their ride. Manila enjoyed the outing when she didn't have +Jack. She went down again by the stores. There were two she delighted +in, book and stationery stores. One window was full of magazines and +papers, and she read bits here and there. She was so fond of reading +and she would piece out the page she read with her own imaginings. She +always staid out two hours, more when it was pleasant, and brought +back the babies, rosy and bright eyed. + +"Jack," and his father took him on his knee that evening, "you have +been a very bad boy today. You have been a thief. Suppose the man had +sent you to the Station House?" + +"I wouldn't a' gone." + +"Well, you would have had to. Thieves break laws and are sent to +prison. And there you broke up the toys. You must never go in a store +again without your mother." + +"M'rilla took me in." + +"And mother and Auntie supposed they could trust you. Now they can't. +You will have to be watched and punished, and I am going to do it. +There'll be no more Sunday walks with me, either." + +"Can't I go alone?" + +"Not until you are a good boy." + +Jack looked rather sober, but his father saw he was not making much +impression. And presently his mother put him to bed. + +"I really don't know what to do with Jack," his mother said on her +return, taking up her sewing. + +"Listen to this," and Mr. Borden read from the paper an account of +three boys who had managed to enter a grocery store and steal some +quite valuable stock. Ages, seven, nine and ten. + +"I'd rather bury Jack tomorrow than have such a thing published about +him," he said. + +"And Jack used to be so nice," returned his mother with a sigh. + +"We've indulged him too much, and we have idealized childhood too +much; we've laughed at his smart tricks and his saucy replies, and +tried high moral suasion, but we must turn over a new leaf. When he is +bad he must be punished severely enough to make an impression. Are +you sure of that girl, Marilla?" + +"Yes. She's truthful and so sweet to the babies. Bridget says she +wouldn't even touch a piece of cake without asking for it. But I think +she does sometimes shield Jack. He has a nasty way of pinching and I +do slap him for it. I'm afraid of his pinching the babies. But we +never do leave him alone with them." + +"See here," began Florence, "why not send him to Kindergarten. The new +term is just beginning. I think boys ought to be with other boys. And +those classes are made so entertaining. The many employments take a +child's mind off of mischief, and they are trained in manners. Oh +dear! think, what a blessed time we should have!" + +"I don't know but it is a good idea," said Jack's father. "He will +have to mix with children some time, and our training hasn't proved +such a brilliant success. Oh, I do want him to grow up a nice boy. But +boys seem an awful risk now-a-days. I never knew so many youthful +criminals." + +"I'd like to know who that woman was who recognized Jack in the +store. That mortifies me awfully." + +"And it will get told all over, I know," returned Aunt Florence. + +"Well, children do out grow a good many of these disagreeable +capers." + +The next night Mr. Borden brought home something in a paper bag and +Jack begged the bag "to bust," watching his father as he shook out a +leather strap cut in thongs and said-- + +"Now, Jack, every time you do any naughty, ugly thing, I am going to +punish you with this strap. You must not pinch Marilla or the babies, +not kick any one nor tell what isn't true. We want you to be a pretty +good boy, otherwise you will have to be sent to the reform school." + +"I'd like to go to the 'form school." + +"Not much," was the comment. + +"Why, I'd run away." + +"There's a high fence all around, and you couldn't climb it." + +"Then I'd holler like fury." + +"And be put in a dark dungeon." + +"There was a man in a story who dug his way out. That's what I'd do." + +Arguing was useless. He was such a little fellow, but fertile in +expedients. + +"I don't want ever to use this strap on my little boy. I hope he will +be good." + +"What is good and what is bad." + +"Come to bed, Jack. You're getting silly." + +On Monday morning Jack went to Kindergarten. The house was like +another place. And Jack was very much entertained. He soon learned +what a "punch below the belt" meant, and a "biff in the eye" and +several other fighting terms. + +"And they're a set of gumps," he declared. "They can't read right off, +they've got to write it, and I can read most anything and spell words, +too. But they make pictures and lovely things, and sing. Yes, I like +to go." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +PLAYING HOOKEY + + +Marilla thought she had lovely times with Jack in school, but she did +have to run up and down so much that some nights her little legs +fairly ached. But now she took the babies out to the big park where +she could sit and watch the merry children at play and the beds of +flowers coming out, and there were the funny pussy willows and the +long tails of yellow forsythia and some squirrels running around, and +birds calling to each other. Then there were pretty children playing +about and some nurse girls that she talked to. She felt so rested +sitting here, and sometimes her thoughts went back to the March night +when she had fallen asleep by the warm stove and had that wonderful, +beautiful dream. She felt very happy over it. And the Cinderella meant +all the little hard worked girls who had few pleasures. Oh, she wished +they could all have one night in that magic fairy land. + +She was learning to sew a little as well, and she thought she should +like it if there was a little more time. But the babies began to crawl +around now and Violet would pick up anything and put it in her mouth; +so you had to watch her every moment. And though they generally slept +from ten to twelve, there was the door to answer, little things to be +done for Aunt Hetty whose bell would ring just as she had her work +fixed ready to sew. Then likely she would lose her needle. + +But she managed somehow to keep very sweet-tempered. She wished she +could go to school. + +"We'll see next fall," Mrs. Borden said. "The twins will be larger and +less trouble." + +Sundays were pretty good; Mr. Borden took out the children in the +afternoon. She had to help Bridget with the vegetables for dinner, +which was at midday and there was so much washing-up afterwards, at +least drying the dishes, that there was barely time to go to Sunday +school. But the singing was so delightful. She sang the pretty hymns +over to the babies. In the evening the family generally went out or +had company. So after Jack and the babies were abed she used to read, +unless Jack wouldn't go to sleep and torment her with questions that +were unanswerable. + +On the whole Jack had been pretty good for a fortnight. One afternoon +Mrs. Borden had gone out, Miss Florence had some visitors in the +parlor. Marilla had fed the babies who were laughing and crowing when +Aunt Hetty's bell rang. She ran up. + +"M'rilla get me some hot water, quick, and that aromatic ammonia, I'm +so faint and feel queer all over. Be quick now." + +She ran down, but could not run up lest she might spill the water. +Aunt Hetty was gasping for breath, and leaning back in the big chair. +She swallowed a little, then she went over on Marilla's shoulder and +the child was frightened at her ghastly look. There was the lavender +salts---- + +Just then there was a succession of screams from the babies. Could she +leave Aunt Hetty? Miss Florence called her, then ran up stairs +herself. + +And this was what had happened; Jack had come home and finding no one, +knew there was some candy on the closet shelf. And there hung the +strap. He wondered if it would hurt very much? The babies looked too +tempting. So he began to strap them and enjoyed the howling. He was +just going to leave off when Aunt Florence flew into the room. + +"Oh, Jack, you cruel, wicked boy!" Then she seized the strap and he +soon had an opportunity to known how much it hurt. + +"Marilla! Marilla!" she called. + +"Oh, Miss Florence, something dreadful has happened to Aunt Hetty, and +I'm fast with her." + +She came up. "Oh, she looks as if she was dying or dead. Let's put her +on the lounge and you go for Bridget." + +"What is the matter with the children." + +"Oh, go, quick! I'll tell you afterward." + +The child summoned Bridget and just ran in to comfort and kiss the +babies. + +"Oh, Jack, you never--oh, look at their poor little hands! You bad, +wicked boy!" + +"If you say much, I'll give you some----" + +Marilla snatched at the strap and flung it upon a high shelf. Jack +wiped his eyes and went out to play. Marilla ran upstairs again. They +were fanning Aunt Hetty and bathing her face and head. + +"Marilla, will you go to the parlor and ask that lady to come up +here,--Mrs. Henderson. Bridget thinks--oh, and we ought to have a +doctor! I must telephone." + +"And then can I stay with the babies?" + +"Yes, yes." + +"Poor babies!" Marilla fairly stopped them with witch hazel. Their +little fat hands and their shoulders were swollen already. She kissed +them, but she couldn't take them both and they wanted to be cuddled. +So she sat down and hugged them and really cried herself. + +Bridget came down, "She isn't dead but she's a mighty hard faint on +her. And what happened to the children?" + +Marilla explained in a broken voice. + +"Oh, the murtherin' little devil! You take one and I'll comfort +'tother. But you can't lift her." + +No; Marilla couldn't lift such a dead weight. Bridget walked the floor +and patted Pansy and crooned over her, but the hurt was pretty deep. + +Aunt Florence came down. + +"She's over the faint. Mrs. Henderson is going to stay a while. Oh, +poor babies!" + +"I must look after my meat or it'll burn," and she gave the baby to +Miss Florence. + +"I'll sit in the rocking chair and you put her in my lap, I think +she's hurt more than Violet. You see, I ran upstairs when Miss Hetty's +bell rang, and she fell on my shoulder, and I never thought----" + +"I gave it to him good, and his father'll finish him tonight. Oh, +dear! Well, there comes their mother." + +There was a hubhub with both babies crying again. Mrs. Borden laid +aside her hat and coat and took up Violet, sent Marilla for a pitcher +of milk and both babies were comforted with a drink. + +"Sit on the floor and hold them. They're so heavy. Poor sweet +babies." + +The sobs ceased after a while. Violet fell asleep, Pansy was bathed +again and grew quieter. The doctor came and said it was a bad fainting +spell but that Mrs. Vanderveers heart was weak from age. + +Marilla fixed Pansy's supper, fed her and undressed her, and her +mother laid her in the crib. Then she said-- + +"You may go and help Bridget a little with the dinner." + +Marilla arranged the table and the master of the house came in. Jack +sneaked in, also. Mrs. Henderson staid, so no explanations were made. +Jack was very quiet and behaved beautifully, but he wanted to go to +bed at once. Violet woke and had her supper and quiet was restored. +Then a man came in to consult Mr. Borden about some business. + +"It was awful that Jack should go at the babies so," said Mrs. Borden +to her sister. + +"I don't know about telling his father. You gave him one +whipping----" + +"And a good hard one. I'm afraid of boys getting so used to that mode +of punishment that they don't mind it. But father brought up four boys +in that manner and they have all made nice men. I don't see where Jack +gets his badness from." + +Jack's mother sighed. "And yet he can be so lovely." + +"I've been considering," rejoined Florence. "Suppose we hold this +over his head for a while. I might talk to him." + +"Well, we can try it." + +So Aunt Florence talked to him very seriously, and said if he wasn't a +better boy they would have to send him off somewhere in the country +where there were no children. She would not tell his father just now, +but if he ever struck or pinched the babies again she certainly would, +and he would be punished twice over. He must remember that. + +He put his arms around her neck, and kissed her. "I'm awful sorry. I +didn't think it hurt so," he said naively. + +"Papa will hurt you a great deal more than I did," was her reply. + +And then Jack had a sudden accession of goodness. His teacher was +proud of him. How much was due to his pretty face and winsome manner, +one couldn't quite tell, but the nursery had a lovely rest and Marilla +didn't have to watch out every moment. + +Mrs. Borden secretly wished the twins were prettier. They were too +fat, and when she tried to diet them a little they made a terrible +protest. Here they were fourteen months old and couldn't walk yet, +but they were beginning to say little words under their nurse's steady +training. + +Aunt Hetty made light of her attack and was soon about as usual, but +she did not take long walks and laid on the lounge a good deal. "Folks +can't stay young forever," she said, "and I'm getting to be quite an +old lady." + +Then they began to plan for a summering. + +Last year they had not gone anywhere. Advertisements were answered, +and Florence visited several places. They would take Marilla of +course, she was coming to have a thin, worn look. Aunt Hetty would +visit a grand niece, who had been begging her to come. Bridget would +stay in the house, she had no fancy for cantering about. Mrs. Borden +would live at home through the week and rejoin them on Saturday +afternoons. They must get off soon after school closed. There was no +end of sewing. Some pretty skirts were altered over for Marilla, as +there was enough for full dresses in them. + +The place was on Long Island, a country house with only two other +boarders. It was barely a quarter of a mile from the seashore, with a +great orchard and grass all about, shady places for hammocks and +numerous conveniences, besides moderate board. + +Jack had not been an angel all the time. Some days he wouldn't study. +Then he had two fights with boys. He threw stones at cats--sometimes +dogs, and broke two or three windows which he didn't set out to do. He +was getting tired of school and the weather was warm. + +So one afternoon he thought he would take a walk instead. He would go +out to the park where they went on Sundays. It was so warm in school. +He was getting quite tired of the confinement. + +He found a group of children and played with them awhile. Then they +ran off home and he rambled on and on until he came to a street up a +few steps. A wagon was standing there and two little boys were hanging +on behind. + +"Come on, its real fun," sang out one of them. "You get a good ride." + +Jack thought it would be. They showed him how to hold on. The driver +had been busy with an account book and now he touched up the horses. +"Hanging on" wasn't so easy Jack found, and you had to swing your legs +underneath. The man paused again at a saloon and he dropped off; his +hands were very tired. The man went in the place and when he came out +one of the boys said-- + +"Hi! Mister, won't you give us a ride?" + +The man laughed. "Where you want to go? I'm for Roselands." + +"We want to go there," was the reply. + +"Well, crawl up here. Two of you'll have to sit on the wagon bottom." + +"I'm going to sit with the driver, 'cause I asked." + +It wasn't a very clean floor to sit on, Jack thought, and the wagon +bumped a good deal, the beer kegs rattled against each other. But the +boys laughed and called it fun. There was another stop and then the +driver asked who they were going to see in Roselands. + +"Oh, no one. We're going just for fun." + +"Where'd you live?" + +The boys all lived at Newton. + +"Jiminy; then you better get out and trot back. I'm going over the +mountain where I put up for the night. Mebbe you can get a ride back. +It's two miles down to the place where I took you in." + +"Yes, we better get out," replied the biggest boy. "Oh, we can soon +foot it back. Much obliged for the ride, Mister." + +The man nodded. + +They sat off quite cheerily. Automobiles passed them and carriages +containing ladies, one or two loaded trucks. Jack began to get very +tired and lagged. "Come, hurry up," the biggest boy said. Jack ran a +little distance for a change. He began to wish he was back in school. +Presently a farm wagon came jogging along. + +"Give us a ride?" The biggest boy's name was Dick and he seemed the +spokesman. + +"Yes--where ye want to go?" + +"To Newton." + +"I turn off at the crossroads, ye kin ride that fur." + +That was a great relief. They were quite jolly again, though Jack +didn't understand the fun. But when they dismounted, Dick asked him +where he lived. + +"In Arch Street." + +"Well, that's clear over there," indicating it with his head. "Ta ta, +little sonny." + +They both laughed and Jack felt rather affronted. Over there seemed a +long way. Then it was clouding up and night was coming on. He went +straight along, but now he was hungry, and his little legs ached. He +had been instructed if he was ever lost to ask the way to Arch Street. +So he asked now. + +"Oh, sonny, you're a long way from Arch Street. Keep straight on until +you come to Taylor, then ask again." + +Here was a bakery with a pleasant, motherly woman. He went in. + +"Please ma'am, would you give me a bun? I'm lost and I can't find my +way back to Arch Street." + +"You poor child! Yes, and here's a cake, beside. Arch Street isn't far +from the eastern end of the park. Sit and get rested. Who's your +father?" + +"Mr. John Borden." + +The woman shook her head. + +"Thank you, very much." Jack rose. + +"You go straight down three blocks. Then ask a policeman. Oh, I guess +you'll get home safely." + +Jack walked his three blocks. Then there was a low rumble of thunder. +Oh, dear! He began to cry. Was there never a policeman! + +"What's the matter bub?" asked a kindly voice. + +"I'm lost. I can't find my way home." + +"Where is home?" + +"Arch Street." + +"Come on. We'll find it. It's bad to be lost. Where have you been?" + +"Oh, I can't tell all the places," sobbingly. + +They entered the park. Even that was large enough to get lost in. It +grew darker and darker and there was a sprinkle of rain. Jack held +tight to the man's hand, and it seemed as if the park was full of +bears. He was so frightened. They came to one of the entrances. + +"Now you keep straight on and you will come to Arch Street. Good-bye +little lad. It's raining quite fast. Hook it along." + +Jack _did_ run. Houses began to look familiar. + +Yes, here was his own street. Oh, how glad he was. He almost flew. And +his father ran down the steps and caught his little wet boy in his +arms. + +"Oh, Jack! Jack! Amy," he cried through the open hall door, "he's +here! he's here!" + +There had been a great commotion, for Jack had been instructed to come +straight home from school even if he went out afterward. And when it +came dinnertime with no Jack, and the dreadful things that one could +conjure up--being run over, being kidnapped--for he was such a pretty +little fellow! Mr. Borden telephoned to the Police Precinct, to two +hospitals, went out to search, inquiring of the neighboring children. +No, he had not been playing with them. Mrs. Borden was wild with +terror. Aunt Florence said some boy had coaxed him off somewhere, but +she was desperately afraid that he laid crushed in some hospital. And +now they all hugged and kissed him; and what with the fatigue, the +fright and all, Jack really had an hysteric. + +They rubbed him and put him in some dry clothes and gave him a dose of +aromatic ammonia to steady his nerves, and then some supper. And he +said he went to the park and came out somewhere, and a man took him +and two other boys for a ride. Dick was such a nice, big fellow. He +said nothing about hanging on behind, he had a feeling that wouldn't +redound to the story. And the man took them out to Roselands and +wasn't coming back---- + +"Roselands," cried his mother. "Oh, Jack you might have been +kidnapped. Never, never go riding with any strange man. And how did +you get back?" + +"We walked some, then another man rode us a little way, and the boys +went off and I got lost more and more and couldn't find a cop, and +asked every so many people, and a woman gave me a bun and a cake, and +then a man took me across the park and told me to go straight along. +And I was afraid of the thunder and all, and I was wet, and oh, +dear!" + +"Never mind, Jack. You're safe home now. You must come straight home +from school, you have always been told that." + +And he hadn't been to school at all! + +But he was very sleepy and his mother put him to bed and kissed him a +dozen times. The scoldings would save until tomorrow. + +Jack was rather languid the next morning and a little afraid. But he +was the best boy in school, and brought home a note from his teacher, +never suspecting his sin would find him out so soon. + +Miss Collins asked his mother if she would send the reason why Jack +was not at school yesterday afternoon, as they were required to put it +down in the record book. + +"Oh, Jack! You didn't go to school yesterday afternoon! What _were_ +you doing?" + +Jack hung his head, "I took a little walk, and then--and then--I was +afraid it was late, and some children were playing--!" + +"Oh, you naughty boy! That is playing truant. I don't know what your +father will say!" + +"I don't want to any more. I'd rather go to school. It wasn't funny a +bit. And I don't want to ride in any old wagon that jounces and +jounces, and I did get so tired. What did the teacher say?" + +"They have to put the true reason down in the record book. And there +it will stay always. My nice little boy was a truant-player. And we +shall all be so ashamed. What will your father say? And he was so +afraid last night that you were killed!" + +"Oh, mama, I never will do it again, never!" Jack hung round his +mother's neck and cried and she cried with him, thinking of her +tumult of agony last night. And she had him safe--her little boy! + +"Jack," she began presently, "can't you be brave enough to tell papa +how it began. Climb up in his lap and tell him how sorry and ashamed +you are." + +"Will he strap me?" + +"You deserve it I think. But he surely would if I told him. And when +people do wrong they must bear the punishment." + +"But I never will do it again." + +"Tell him that, too." + +Of course they talked it over at dinner time. Jack was not at all +vainglorious. Afterward, he hung around and presently climbed up in +his father's lap. + +"My dear little son," and his father kissed him. + +"But papa, I was badder than all that." Badder seemed to admit more +enormity than simply bad, "I--I went in the park to walk and I staid +so long that--that----" + +"That you were ashamed to go back?" + +"Well"--Jack had spasms of direct truth tellings now and then, like +most children. + +"I didn't feel so 'shamed then as when teacher spoke of it this +afternoon. It looked so pleasant I thought I'd go on. Some of the boys +said it was funny to play hookey, but I don't want to do it ever +again. And if I had been killed somewhere!" Jack began to cry. + +The father held him close for some minutes. + +"Jack," he said at length, "you have been a very bad boy, and I am +glad it wasn't a happy afternoon. I hope you never will play truant +again. Think how mama and I suffered not knowing what had happened to +you and afraid our little boy might be brought home dead. You ought to +be punished but you seem to have suffered somewhat, and I am going to +trust you, only, you can't go walking with me on Sunday, and maybe +there are some other pleasures you will be deprived of. I'm awfully +sorry and mortified that your name must go on record down at City Hall +as a truant from school. Some of my friends may see it. These things +are sure to get to daylight and make your family ashamed of them, and +your teachers; just try to think of that when you do the things you +know are wrong, for even a little boy will know that. Didn't +something tell you staying from school was wrong?" + +Jack crept closer in his father's arms. He was too young for much +reasoning, and the man wondered if he would have been so penitent if +he had had what boys call a real good time. + +They let the matter go at that. Jack looked very wistful when his +father took the babies out Sunday morning and said no word to him. He +followed Marilla round as she dusted up the rooms and wanted to know +about Bethany Home. + +"Were the children always good?" + +"Oh, no. There were a good many bad ones among them." + +"Did they have a strap?" + +"Yes, a bigger one than your father's." + +"Will papa get a bigger one when I'm big?" + +"Oh, Jack, I hope you won't need any strap. Why can't you be a good +boy?" + +Jack gave a long sigh. "Sometimes badness comes into your mind just +sudden like." + +After a pause--"Did you like Bethany Home?" + +"Not as well as being here. I've told you that forty times. And there +were no little babies. And no dessert, only a teeny little bit on +Sunday. And just a sweet cracker for tea." + +"What makes you like the babies? They can't talk nor do anything. And +they are not as pretty as I am. Folks used to say when I was real +little, 'Oh, what a lovely child.'" + +Marilla laughed, Jack did know that he was very good looking. + +"They'll be pretty by and by. And they are real sweet. I like babies. +I like kittens and little chickens." + +"I like a dog. Cats scratch." + +"Not unless you torment them. Now I am going down stairs to put the +dishes on the table. Then I must go and help Bridget." + +"Bridget won't let me come down in the kitchen. She chases me out with +a stick." + +"Children are a bother in the kitchen. They ask so many questions." + +Then his mother and Aunt Florence came home from church, and his +father with both babies asleep. He carried them upstairs. + +Marilla was getting to be quite a handy table maid for all but the +heavy dishes. She placed them on the dumb waiter and started them +down stairs. Mrs. Borden took off the others. When the babies were +awake Marilla had to stay up with them. + +Mrs. Borden dished the cream. "Jack will not have any today," his +mother said. + +Jack sat still with his eyes full of tears but said not a word. + +But he went to Sunday school with Marilla and behaved beautifully. + +"If he was always as good as this," the child thought, "how I should +love him." He did not even tease for a walk, a thing she was quite +afraid he would do. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +POOR CINDERELLA + + +Oh, how busy they were and the babies took this opportunity to begin +the cutting of teeth. The auto came for Aunt Hetty. Some of the parlor +furnishings were packed away, everything swathed in linen. The closing +exercises of the kindergarten took place and Jack distinguished +himself by repeating a pretty little poem. In September he would be +six. + +Then came the last week. They would go on Saturday. Sunday was Fourth +of July but it would be held on Monday. Trunks were packed, the last +bit of shopping done. The babies fretted and Marilla took them out +morning and afternoon with strict injunctions to keep on the shady +side of the street. It seemed to grow hotter and hotter. The child +lost her appetite and could not eat Bridget's choice tid-bits. Oh, how +her little legs ached, and her back felt sometimes as if it would fall +apart. + +"It's good you are going," declared Bridget. + +"You're almost a skeleton. Goodness knows I shall miss you enough, and +just be thinking of your coming back." + +Jack had gone down town with his mother to get some sandals and +slippers. She was very glad, for sometimes his talking almost set her +crazy, and she really was afraid to be impatient with him. + +She had found a beautiful quiet street with great trees that fairly +met in the middle of it. Many of the families were away. She sat on +one special stoop where the house was all shut up tight. There were no +children in the street. + +It seemed this day, Thursday, as if she would never get there. The +babies were so heavy. She sat down on the second step, leaning against +the stone column and pushed the carriage to and fro. Curious shadows +went dancing before her eyes, sometimes she could not see at all. And +she was so sleepy! + +Pansy threw her rattle out and cried for it. Marilla stepped down to +pick it up and fell on the sidewalk. What was the matter with her +legs? they seemed to have lost their strength. She crawled up again. +All the world, the trees and houses went flying round and all was +dark. She was falling down--down--Poor little Cinderella! + +The babies missed the soft soothing voice. They cried louder and +louder, then howled. Some children came to see what was the matter two +quite big boys among them. The policeman looked down from the corner +and paced with his slow tread. + +"What's the row here?" he asked. + +A lady came down one of the stoops on the opposite side of the street; +a rather tall, slim woman in a soft gray dress and hat with violets +around the crown. She crossed over. The policeman had taken the girl +by the shoulder and given her a rough shake. + +"Those children howl enough to wake the dead, and she's asleep here." + +But as he partly raised her Miss Armitage saw that her face was deadly +white. + +"Oh, poor child!" she cried. "What can be the matter? And whose babies +are these?" + +"They're Jack Borden's little sisters--twins. And thats the nuss gal," +said one of the big boys. + +"Do you know where they live?" + +"Round in Arch street." + +"Could you take them there?" + +"Well--yes'm." + +"Then take them," rejoined the lady. + +The carriage being moved she sat down on the step and took the girl in +her arms. + +"She isn't dead--I see the flutter in the temple." + +"Better go to the hospital," proposed the policeman. + +Marilla opened her eyes and glanced up but did not seem to notice +anything; then the lids fell and the beautiful long lashes shadowed +her cheeks. + +"Carry her to my house across the street," and she led the way. + +He picked up the light burden as if it had been a feather. She opened +the door and asked him to take the child upstairs and lay her on the +couch. + +"I am obliged to you," she said. "In a way I am in Settlement work. +We'll have a doctor and see what is the matter. Then I'll decide about +the hospital. And I will find out about those people." + +"You're a good sort, ma'am," and he touched his hat brim to her. + +"Jane," she called. "This poor child isn't exactly in a faint, but +something is the matter. Get a warm bath ready and we'll put her in. +I'll telephone to Dr. Richards." + +"Yes--he was just going out. Would be up for a first call." + +Miss Armitage undressed her. She was clean and neat, but the poor +little body was painfully thin. Then they carried her to the bath. +Jane rubbed her softly and she gave some responsive sighs. + +"What a pretty lot of little curls and fine as silk. I do wonder who +she can be?" + +"She's the little nurse girl who brings those babies, twins I suppose +they are, and sits on the stoop over opposite." + +"What happened?" + +"Well it's some sort of a collapse. Now I'll find a nice nightgown, +and we'll see what the doctor says." + +Marilla opened her eyes. They were a sort of blueish gray, but now +very heavy and dull. Her lips moved, but the tone was very low. It +sounded as if she said "fairy godmother" and Miss Armitage smiled. + +"Oh, poor little thing!" + +Dr. Richards flew around in his auto. + +"Oh, I thought something had happened to you," he began. + +"It has," and she detailed the simple story. + +He followed her up to the room. It was such a lovely, restful room. A +white bed in the alcove, white window drapery, a carpet with +considerable light blue in it, a dressing case, a writing desk, some +books and pictures, mostly Madonnas. + +"Poor child," he said. "She's been worked too hard. All her strength +seems gone. And a case of heat prostration. It's been an awful day. +Who is she?" + +Miss Armitage told over the incident. "I have seen her sitting there +several times. It is shady in the afternoon." + +"Two fat babies," and he laughed. "I should think one would be enough +for such a child to manage. Overwork and underfeeding I think, and the +heat. I'll see if I can rouse her." + +Marilla opened her eyes and the lids seemed to fall from absolute +weariness. The lips moved but made no sound. + +"It is a kind of comatose state. Not knowing all that is back of it I +can't quite make up my mind. If this awful heat would let up! I'll +leave some drops to be given to her and will come in one my first +round in the morning. I haven't been to the Settlement House yet." + +"Oh, you must go. That little Mary Burns died at noon, and her mother +is half crazy over it. Poor little thing, deformed and all that. This +child has a nice straight body and a fine smooth skin. I'll go round +in Arch street and see what I can learn about her." + +"She looks worth saving if life really holds anything for her. Poor +things! Why are so many sent into the world 'just to toil.'" + +"I was going over----" + +"Never mind now. I'll attend to it all, and see the Burns' priest. +Don't be worried. These drops will keep up her strength," nodding to +Marilla. "And I will report in the morning." + +Dr. Richards went his way. Miss Armitage sat and considered. Perhaps +it would be as well to go to Mrs. Borden's. They would be feeling +much alarmed, no doubt. She explained to Jane and put on her hat again +and picked up her sun umbrella, for some streets were still in a glow. +This was the best part of the city however, and there were some fine +trees. + +She stopped and looked in a directory. There was only one Borden +living on Arch street, a Mr. John Borden, lawyer. She made a note of +the number. Arch street was some distance farther west, and then only +a block or so. A very nice looking three-story brick with a stone +stoop. She mounted and rang the bell. There certainly was a child or +children crying. + +A young woman much distraught answered the door. And now positive +howls greeted her ears. + +"We are in such trouble," apologized the woman. + +"I am Miss Armitage and live in Loraine place, nearly opposite where +the little girl fainted. Did the babies get home safely?" + +"Oh, we are so glad! Won't you please come upstairs for my sister +can't leave the children. We have been almost crazy! One boy said she +fell off the steps. Is she much hurt?" + +"She had a bad fainting spell. The doctor came and he hardly knows +what to think until tomorrow. The policeman proposed sending her to +the Hospital, but I am one of the managers of the Settlement House in +Beacon street, so I had her brought over to my house. A fall, you +said?" + +"That was what a boy said--that she tumbled off the step. Oh, Pansy +dear, do hush! You miss Marilla, don't you? The best little nurse in +all the world. Oh, what _can_ we do without her!" + +Mrs. Borden was pacing the floor with the baby's head against her +shoulder and gently patting her. She did not scream now, but sobbed in +a very sleepy fashion. + +"You see, we are to start on Saturday noon, and we shall not come back +until the middle of September. We thought it would be so nice for +Marilla, too, she'd kind of run down though she wasn't at all ill. +Bridget worried that she ate so little and she was growing thin." + +"How long has she been with you?" + +"I took her from an institution--the Bethany Home--about the middle of +October. She was just twelve, the Matron said. I think she was very +glad to come. She's had a good home and plenty to eat. And one funny +thing is that Bridget took such a fancy to her, and though Bridget's +good as gold, she has some queer streaks." + +Mrs. Borden sat down and drew a long breath. Pansy had fallen asleep +at last. + +"And we never let her lift the children or carry them up and down. I +think babies are sometimes injured for life that way in falling. They +used to sit on the rug and she'd tell them stories. I think she must +have made them out of her head--funny things and she'd act them off +and the babies would laugh and laugh--it was as good as a play. They +seemed to understand every word. Marilla was a born nurse girl. But +what can we do? We must have someone, and there's only such a little +time." + +Miss Armitage was thinking. + +"Perhaps I might help you out," she said kindly. "There is a young +girl with us who worked in a factory until she gave out. We sent her +to the Rest House in the country and she _did_ improve, but they +wouldn't take her back in the factory. She's a nice pleasant girl +about seventeen." + +"Oh, how good of you to think of it! But I can't pay high wages, for +there'll be her board and it won't be hard. When the babies are well +they are as good as kittens though they can't scamper around so much. +And they're so fat they won't walk very soon. It'll just be sitting +round and amusing them and looking after their food. I couldn't give +more than three dollars a week--we are not at all rich," with a short +laugh of apology. + +"I think Ellen would come for awhile." + +"And I should want Marilla as soon as she was well enough. You see +she's bound-out to me, and we all like her so much. I don't see what +_could_ have happened to her. She has been out in the fresh air most +of the time and we always tell her to go slow with the babies, not +rush along in the heat. What did she say?" + +"Oh, she hasn't spoken at all. She lies just unconscious." + +"Good gracious! Oh, you don't think she will die?" and Mrs. Borden +really turned pale with fright. + +"A person sometimes lies that way for days when overcome with the +heat. The doctor can tell better tomorrow." + +"Oh, poor little Marilla! She is so sweet-tempered. And you were so +good not to send her off to a hospital. How ever should we have found +her! There is so little time. When shall we hear about this other +girl?" + +"I will telephone as soon as I go home and tell them to send her in +the morning," and Miss Armitage rose. + +"We are so much obliged." She followed her visitor out in the hall. + +"Do not come down," said Miss Armitage. "And I hope the babies will +improve." + +"Thank you--for everything." + +The sun was going down and some stray wafts of wind wandered along, +which made the heat rather more endurable. + +"Jane," she said as she walked into the room, "did you notice any +bruise on the child's head while you were bathing her. She fell off of +the steps it seemed." + +"There was none on her forehead. Her hair is very thick and I really +did not look only to see that it was in a nice, clean condition. She +hasn't suffered for want of cleanliness." + +Then she told Jane all she had learned, adding: + +"They seem very nice kind of people. But oh! those babies!" + +Miss Armitage telephoned to the settlement House, stating the case. + +"Yes, Ellen Day was still there and would be very glad of the +position. She would go the first thing in the morning." + +Jane insisted on bringing in a cot and sleeping beside the little girl +who lay quite as still as if she were dead. Now and then she gave her +the drops and fanned the air about her. The morning came and the city +was astir again. But it was quiet in Loraine place. So many had gone +away and there were no trolleys nearby. + +They looked over Marilla's head and found one spot above the ear that +had a small bit of discoloration, but it was not in a dangerous place. +The doctor came in. + +"I did not think there would be much change," he said. Then he tried +to rouse her. Jane held her up while they gave her a little milk which +she swallowed without difficulty. She opened her eyes and closed them +again, then lay quiet. + +He listened to Miss Armitage's interview and nodded as she went +along. + +"The child is terribly run down. I think she has worked harder than +any one imagined. But they seem to have appreciated her." + +No one could guess the strain of talking so incessantly to amuse the +babies, of reading to Jack, of having eyes all over to see that he did +not torment the little ones, push their playthings out of the way, +give them sly pinches or tweak their hair. She did hate to tell tales +on him. And when he coaxed to go out with her he was a constant care. +School had been closed for a fortnight. Oh, how tired she was every +night! + +"You don't eat more than a bird," Bridget would complain. + +"But I'm never hungry now, I shall be so glad when we get to the real +country, and grass, and everything. I'm so tired of the rows and rows +of red brick houses, and they all seem so hot." + +And now Bridget was almost heart broken. + +Ellen Day came in to tell Miss Armitage how glad she was that a good +word had been spoken for her. "And she was sure she should like the +ladies and the pretty little boy. But how fat the babies were and not +a bit pretty. They were to start at twelve tomorrow." + +It was still hot, but in the afternoon it clouded up and the evening +brought a most refreshing shower. The hot wave was broken. + +Sunday afternoon they had rolled the couch over by the window. Miss +Armitage sat reading. Jane had gone out for a walk. The child seemed +to have grown thinner in these few days. + +She opened her eyes slowly and looked intently at the woman sitting +there in her soft, white attire. She was so sweet and pretty. + +"Are you a fairy godmother?" Marilla asked in a weak, wandering tone. + +"A--what?" smiling in surprise. + +"A fairy godmother. You don't look like the other one, but then it was +night and we went to the King's ball. Oh, it was so splendid!" + +"When was that?" in a soft, persuasive tone. + +"Oh, a long time ago. I was Cinderella, and every new Cinderella +dances with the Prince, you know. Only they can't dance but once with +him." + +It was something the child had read, doubtless. + +"Do you feel better?" she asked tenderly. + +Marilla glanced around and sighed. Then she said in a frightened +tone-- + +"Oh, where am I? And where are the babies? I heard them cry." + +"You are all safe and right. And the babies and all the family went +down on Long Island." + +"It's so queer." + +The eyelids drooped again and she fell asleep. + +An hour later she woke, and seemed to study the room and the lady. + +"I never was at fairyland but that once," she said slowly. "Then there +was such lovely music and dancing and everybody was so gay. It's +beautiful here and you are very sweet. I don't know how I came here. +Must I go back?" + +"Not until you are well. You have been ill. And you were brought +here----" + +"I can't think. There were the babies. I went to get something and +stumbled and everything looked so queer, blue and red and full of +stars, and then I went down and down and all was dark and I kept going +down----" + +"You fainted and were brought over here. The babies were taken home. +And you have been ill, but now you are going to get well." + +"I've never been real ill. There were the measles once in the home and +we had to stay in bed. I was so hungry. Oh, do you know where Bridget +is? She was so good to me." + +"She is at Mr. Borden's." + +"Could I please to have a drink?" + +Miss Armitage brought a glass of milk. + +"Would you like something to eat--a bit of custard?" + +"I'm not hungry. But the milk was good. Thank you. Who brought me back +from that great dark pit?" + +"The doctor, I guess," with a smile. + +"Could I be turned over?" + +Miss Armitage turned her so her face was toward the sky. She drew a +long breath. + +"Do you mind if I should go to sleep?" + +"Oh, no, and I'll read to you." + +The sweet voice soon lulled her to sleep. And she did not speak again +all through the evening, but was rather restless all night. No one had +to watch with her now, but Miss Armitage was troubled at the soft, +long sighs. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE FAIRY GODMOTHER + + +Marilla wondered what the bells were ringing for. And then pistols +were firing. Oh, yes, it was Fourth of July. She would get up--but her +thin legs gave way and her head spun round. All the room was strange, +and everybody seemed mixed up. Then a soft voice said-- + +"I hope you are better this morning." + +"I feel--queer--" + +The face was flushed, the little hands were hot. + +"The doctor was afraid of fever," Miss Armitage said to Jane, "and it +has come." + +But the doctor was in early. There would be so many calls on him, by +and by. + +"Yes, it is fever. She seemed better yesterday. And she can't spare +any strength to be burned up, so we must do our best. I don't dare +treat her as you would a robust child, but I'll give her something +every hour, and get in again before night. Oh, no, I think it is +hardly critical," in answer to the lady's anxious look. + +Marilla did not seem to know any one. She muttered little catches of +talk about the babies and Jack, always pleading with him not to do +this or that. Once she laughed and waved her hand to and fro as if in +response to music and said--"All the Cinderellas! How beautiful!" + +A tall, plain-looking Irish woman came in at midafternoon. + +"Tell her it's Bridget," she said. "Can't I see her?" + +"Oh, yes," replied Miss Armitage, "But I am afraid she will not +recognize you." + +So she led the way upstairs. Marilla lay on the cot now and was moving +her hands as if acting something. + +"Ah, the dear!" Bridget knelt down by the side of the bed. "Don't you +remember Bridget whose come to care for you so much? Ah dear! It's +meself that sorry enough to see ye lyin' this way, thin as a ghost." + +She opened her eyes, "Bridget! Oh, you know the night I went to the +ball and fairy godmother turned my old frock into the beautifullest +frock, all lace and ribbons. And I danced with the Prince and had such +a lovely time!" + +Then the eyelids fell and she lapsed into unconsciousness. + +Miss Armitage glanced inquiringly. + +"It was along of a dream that she had once; it _was_ a dream for such +things don't happen now-a-days, more's the pity. But she always +believes it real and true, the dear, that she was Cinderella, and had +been there. She's the best little thing I ever saw, and she never told +you a lie or took a bit of cake without asking. In the beginning she +must have belonged to some nice folks; and just look at her pretty +hands and feet, light and small enough to dance at any king's ball. +But it's hard on the nice ones that have to go to Homes and be put out +for little drudges. Though they're nice people, the Bordens, as you +may guess by my stayin' with 'em goin' on five year." + +"And she wasn't over-worked," ventured Miss Armitage. "She is so +thin." + +"She's been falling away dreadful the last month. Well, she wasn't and +she was. There was an old lady living up on the third floor, an aunt +or something and she was afraid of bad spells, she did have some, and +she'd ring her bell for Marilla an' it would be upstairs an' down, +sometimes way down to my kitchen, and lugging those two fat babies up +and down the street----" + +"Did she have to carry them any?" + +"Oh, no. The mistress didn't want her to lift them. She was afraid of +a fall and their backs would get broken. So when they were big enough +they sat on the floor and she talked to them and told them funny +things and acted 'em off and laughed, and they'd laugh too. It was +like a play to see 'em. And they'd jabber back and she'd make b'lieve +she understood it all. She was a wonderful child's nurse an' there'll +be trouble enough without her. But the babies went to bed early an' +then she'd come down an' wipe the dishes for me an' they made no call +on her. But Jack was a holy terror, he was that bad, but he went to +school in the spring. If he was mine I'd skin him alive. But it was +hard dragging them fat, heavy things around. Will you tell me just how +you come to find her? They've missed her so. They screech enough to +raise the dead, an' I know it's for her." + +Miss Armitage told the incident over. + +"The saints bless and protect you ma'am for not lettin' her be sent to +a hospital! But do you think she _can_ get well? And if that other +maid suits, couldn't you keep her here all summer and let her get good +and strong? I'm going out to my cousin at Fairfield to stay until next +Monday. The boss will be down with his folks until then, and all the +vallerbles have been sent out of the house so we can leave it alone. +And when I come back we may have a plan for the poor dear that isn't +baby tendin'. O the little darlin'! Don't let her die, ma'am, she's so +nice and sweet!" + +She caught the little hand and kissed it, and winked away the tears +that glistened in her eyes. + +"I'll do my best, you may be sure. And when you come back, I shall be +glad to have a call from you. And by that time she may know us all. +Thank you for your sympathy." + +Bridget nodded and turned away. Miss Armitage studied the little girl +with a new interest. She had seen beautiful children among the very +poor, in the slums, with no ancestry back of them. There was something +about this child--not beauty either, that set one to thinking. She +must learn something about her. + +And then she smiled over the fancy of being Cinderella and dancing +with the Prince at the ball. What a happy dream it must have been for +the child! She was glad to hear that she had not been badly treated or +ill fed. She could trust the kindly Bridget for that. + +When the doctor came in Sunday morning a smile lighted up his face. + +"A real improvement," he exclaimed. "No fever and a normal +temperature. Pulse stronger. Now, with nourishing diet and some salt +in the baths we shall have her about again, though I've had several +patients lie weeks in this state in the hot weather." + +Marilla glanced up and smiled back. + +"Why, I feel all well," she began. "Couldn't I get up." + +"Yes," said Miss Armitage. "Jane will you bring that small pink kimona +and put it on." + +She took the doctor over in the bay window. + +"The Borden's cook came in to see the child. She seemed very fond of +her and said she was the sweetest little thing. And that she was +wonderful with the babies. I was glad she had not been 'put upon' as +they say over to the house. And that she always had enough to eat. And +she wasn't allowed to lift the babies----" + +"But dragged them about in the carriage. Such children are not strong +enough for nursemaids. She was pretty well used up, and she'll be +sometime getting over it." + +"I've taken a curious fancy to the child. Jane thinks she must have +belonged to what we call 'nice people.' She flattered me by asking, +the first coherent words she uttered if I was not 'a fairy godmother?' +Think of that!" smiling. + +"Well, _I_ think you have been that many a time. I wonder you haven't +filled the house with children." + +"I'm always full of pity for them. But when they are cured and put in +some place where they can do their best, and have a little love and +care, I go on to the next. I do not believe I am a real missionary, +and I have a theory--it may not be a very noble one," and a soft +color suffused her fine face, "that people who bring children into the +world ought to be made to feel the responsibility of them and not +shift them on society at large, trusting Providence to take care of +them." + +"That is what ought to be taught--the responsibility of children. +Women as well as men sin in this respect. The woman who forgives the +drunken husband and takes him back until tired of working he goes off +again leaving another child to add to the poorly-fed throng she can +hardly take care of. I think the man who goes off the second time, or +who does not take care of the children he has, should be put in some +institution and made to earn their support. And the girls ought to be +educated up to better ideas of marriage. It doesn't near always +conduce to morality. I preach sermons to you--don't I?" and he gave a +short laugh. "And we can never set the world straight. But these Homes +and Republics are doing a good work in training children to self +reliance." + +Jane wrapped the little girl in the kimona and lifted her up in the +reclining chair. + +"Oh, that's so nice. How good you are! And everything is so lovely. +Oh, I'll soon be well." + +Then the little face clouded over. Oh, she truly would not mind being +ill if she could stay in this beautiful house where everything was so +quiet. Jane went in and out, and presently she brought a cup of broth. +How good it tasted! + +"Would you mind if I went back to bed? I'm so sleepy." + +"Oh, no," returned Jane, and she put her gently back on the cot where +she soon fell asleep. + +There was slight rise of fever and restlessness about noon. She talked +in broken snatches imploring Jack not to do this or that and not to +pinch the babies. Then she was so tired, so tired! But about +midafternoon, she seemed to rouse and come to herself and said she was +hungry. There was broth and hot milk and some stewed fruit, and Jane +brushed her hair that fell in a bed of rings and asked if she didn't +want to sit up. She brought her over by the window so she could look +out, but the back yard was very pretty for it was gay with blooming +flowers. + +Miss Armitage had been to church, and at two she had a class of young +girls who were clerks in stores. Half of them were going away on +Monday to the Rest House for a week, and they were full of that. Two +of them had never been before. Was it like Coney Island? + +"It is not far from the shore, the broad Sound that leads out to the +ocean. But there are not side shows. Just rowing and bathing, and a +ride every day in a big omnibus. And plenty of girls. Oh, you won't be +lonesome;" and Miss Armitage smiled. + +"Another girl and I went away last summer to a house that wasn't +country but a beautiful street with lawns in front. There were three +ladies, and oh, they were so particular. They did not have any story +papers and the books were all dull and religious and if you took up +one you must put it back in the same place. They didn't like us to +talk 'store' nor sing any street songs and one lady only played hymns +on the piano. Oh, we _were_ so homesick." + +"The Rest House has a big farm and chickens and two cows, and a +tennis court and croquet. And there are lovely walks. And hammocks and +swings." + +"That's the ticket!" said one of the girls. "You want some fun." + +Miss Armitage did not check her. She thought of the amusements and +pleasures of her youth. Then she came home to her little girl whose +face lighted up with gladness, and who put out her thin hand. + +"You look lovely," Marilla said. "And I'm getting almost well." + +"That is good news," and the lady smiled. + +"Only it seems so queer when I try to think. It is such a long while. +I seem to have been lost and couldn't find my way out. Do you know +where the babies are?" + +"They all went down to Long Island. I sent them a new girl. And +Bridget was here to inquire about you." + +"Oh, she was so good to me. I was a little afraid of her at first, +especially when she said she'd 'skin me alive.' Don't you think it +would hurt dreadfully? She used to threaten Jack, but she never did +it. And she said that about the fairy godmother and the King's ball +was a dream. What is it that goes to strange places when you are +asleep? And how can you enjoy and remember all, and hear the music for +days afterward? If there are two lives, one for day and one for night, +why doesn't the night one go straight on?" + +"You'll have to ask the doctor these curious puzzles. They are beyond +me." + +"Is Bridget at the house?" she inquired after a moment's thought. + +"She was going away to some cousin to stay a week as Mr. Borden will +be down to--Bayside, I think it is, all the week." + +"When I get well I suppose I shall have to go back to the babies. You +know I am a bound out girl--until I am eighteen. But they'll be +growing bigger all the time. I wish they were as pretty as Jack. Don't +you think all babies ought to be pretty? And have curly hair?" + +"I think the curly hair quite an addition." + +"There's another puzzle. Why should some hair curl and some hair keep +straight?" + +"I don't know. But your's is curly," smiling. + +"Yes, I like it. At the Home there were two other girls with curly +hair. And the nurse said it made us vain, so she cut it close to the +skin and she said it wouldn't curl any more. That was last summer. But +it did when it grew out, and I was glad. I tried to make the babies +curl, and Mrs. Borden said she'd give me a silver dollar if I could. +But it was _so_ straight and there wasn't much of it. Do you remember +the fat little girl of the Campbell's Soups? The babies look a good +deal like her. They have high foreheads and round eyes full of wonder, +and such chubby cheeks. But Aunt Florence said Mr. Borden was just +such a baby and he isn't at all chubby now and has dark eyes. Jack's +are dark. Maybe they'll grow prettier. But they're good and--funny. +They laugh over everything, and they seem to understand everything I +say or read to them. I wonder if they will like the new girl." + +"She is very pleased and, I think, patient--four years older than +you." + +"Oh, suppose they didn't want me back?" and the child drew a long +breath of half fear. + +"There will be something else," in an assuring tone. + +Marilla leaned her head back on the pillow. She had talked herself +tired. How queer that was, too, when she had talked for hours to the +babies. + +"Would you like me to read to you?" inquired Miss Armitage. + +"Oh, yes, if it's verses. There's a curious music in verses that goes +all through you, keeping time to something in your brain. I just love +them." + +The lady found "Songs of Seven" with its musical lilt and the child +listened wide-eyed as if it made pictures to her. Then the doctor came +in and was very much pleased over her improvement. + +But the next day she was quite languid again. She took a few steps +when suddenly everything swam before her eyes and she would have +fallen but for Jane's strong arm. + +"Oh, you don't suppose I can never walk any more?" she cried in +affright. "For there was a nurse at the Home who fell down that way +and she had been very well, too. But something happened to her hips. I +can't think what they called it, and she never could walk again. They +had to send her to the hospital and she could get about just a little +on crutches. Oh, dear" and Marilla began to cry. + +"There don't think of such a thing. It was only weakness," comforted +Miss Armitage. "Once when I was ill I fainted a great many times for +just nothing at all. You have not had a chance to get strong yet." + +Marilla recalled seeing the nurse brought down stairs on a stretcher, +they called it. And the doctor said she could never walk again. Oh, +how dreadful that would be. She turned her face over on the pillow and +let the tears drop silently, and she could not swallow any supper, +something lay so heavy on her breast. Miss Armitage kissed her, and +Marilla twined her arms around the soft white neck hardly hidden by +the lace. There had never been any one to love during the later years. +And her mother had been busy and away in a store. + +"Don't worry, dear," said the soothing voice. "God takes care of us +all." + +The sun was shining the next morning and the next door canary hanging +out on the back porch was singing with all his might and main. Such +long sweet warbles, such a merry staccato with little pauses, as if he +asked--"Now, what do you think of that?" and the child laughed with a +sense of glee. Oh, how nice it would be to be a bird. But she wouldn't +want to live in a cage _all_ the time. + +Jane came and gave her a bath, rubbed her softly but thoroughly across +the hips and up and down the spine, holding her up with one strong +arm. Marilla took a frightened step, then another and laughingly flung +her arms around Jane's neck, crying-- + +"Oh, I can walk! I can walk!" + +"Why did you think you could never walk again?" Jane laughed +wholesomely. + +"I felt so queer--and I thought of the woman at the Home." + +"But she must have been quite an old body. They do get paralyzed; +children don't. Oh, you must not think of dreadful things. Come, see +how you can walk." + +Jane's arm was around her and she led her back to the room and dressed +her. Miss Armitage came up just then and greeted her with a happy +smile. But Marilla felt shaky and was very glad to sit down on the +couch. + +"Now I shall bring you up some breakfast," said Jane. + +"Don't you suppose I could go down and have some real breakfast at the +table--not today, but sometime." + +Then Marilla flushed. She was a bound-out girl and had always taken +her meals with Bridget. + +"Yes, I think so. We will see what the doctor says this morning. I +shall have to go out presently and see twenty girls get started for a +vacation. They are in stores and factories, and have two weeks in the +summer, and the Rest House doesn't charge any board--they earn so +little. When you are well enough to travel about, I must take you out +to the House." + +Maybe she wouldn't have to go back to the babies right away! + +The breakfast tasted good, though it was only a poached egg and some +toast. But she didn't seem very hungry, and though she felt sort of +joyously well at heart her body was tired and she lay on the couch to +rest. The doctor found her quiet and there was a whimsical light +playing over his face and settling in his eyes. + +"So you haven't run away yet?" he began. + +"I don't believe I could run very far. Yet I seem quite well--and it's +queer, too." + +Jane said you fainted yesterday. + +"Well it was--something, and then I was frightened--" + +"Stand up a moment." He helped her to her feet, then he passed his +hand down her spine and over her hips. "Does it hurt any?" he asked. + +"No, not a real hurt." + +"You fell off of the stoop over there, a boy said." + +"The baby dropped something and I went to pick it up, I guess I +stumbled. And when I turned round everything was upside down and black +and I don't remember any more until I was over here. Miss Armitage was +so good, is so good." + +"Yes; well it might have been worse. But I think now you are on the +high road to health again." + +"I've never been real sick unless this is it," and she gave a vague +smile. + +"I think it is," nodding humorously. "The babies have been rather too +much for you this hot weather. Were you very fond of them?" + +"Well, they were not bad and very funny. You can't love bad people." + +"Oh, can't you?" + +"No, you can't," with an emphasis. "You may like them and think +they're pretty and sweet sometimes, but you don't truly love them I +mean you wouldn't choose them if you had you choice." + +"Which you don't often have in this world. Now what would be your +choice?" + +"Oh, I'd like to stay here. I don't know what I'd do if I was Miss +Armitage's bound-out girl. Jane does everything and--cook does the +meals. She might let me wipe the dishes. But--maybe you don't know I'm +bound-out to Mrs. Borden until I'm eighteen, so I shall have to go +back. And the babies need me. I'm teaching them to talk. I'm almost +Cinderella, not the kitchen kind, though I wouldn't mind that with +Bridget." + +"I heard you went to the King's ball with a fairy godmother. Would you +mind telling me?" + +Marilla colored. Yes, she would be quite pretty if she wasn't so +thin. + +"Why it was just a dream. And I was asleep by the kitchen stove. I +hadn't any belief in her at first. Oh, do you know anything about that +curious part of your brain that dreams?" + +"No, I do not. I think no one really does. I suppose you had been +reading about Cinderella." + +"I used to read it over to the babies, or tell them. But there was Red +Riding Hood and Jack and the Beanstalk and Hop o' My Thumb. Jack had +them all, but I never dreamed of them. And the babies seemed to +understand them all. They laughed at the funny places and they looked +so shocked at the dreadful things, and were so pleased when the old +wolf fell down the chimney, dead. Why it was just delightful to me, +only sometimes I did get tired talking so much and had to wait for my +breath." + +"Are you tired now?" and he listened a moment to her heart. + +"Oh, no. I feel all good and rested, and Jane said I ate a nice +breakfast. I'm almost well, though I wouldn't mind being ill a long, +long while if I could stay here. There was a little girl once who died +and went to heaven. Miss Florence had the book. That wasn't any fairy +story, and I think this must be a good deal like heaven. It's so quiet +with no one troubling you, and when Miss Armitage plays----" + +Her soft eyes were like wind-blown lakes and the far-away sight moved +him inexpressibly. + +"Suppose you tell me about the dream?" + +"Oh, you'll only laugh at me." + +"No, I won't laugh. I never knew a Cinderella who went to the palace +and danced with the King's son." + +He drew her up a little in the bed and placed the pillows around her. +Then he seated himself on the couch at her feet and smiled so +persuasively that she really couldn't resist. She pictured the kitchen +and how comfortably she had settled herself and--she really couldn't +have been asleep she saw everything so plainly and, at first, she did +not believe the fairy godmother. + +Dr. Richards was really charmed as she went on. It was all so vivid, +so beautiful. She appeared to have a better command of language than +most children of her years, and the whole picture was exquisite. Why, +it seemed very real to him. And her face was a study. Surely the child +must be a genius, she made the things so real and not overdrawn. A +veritable fairy palace. + +Then she drew a long breath and a lovely smile irradiated her eyes. + +"I'm so glad I went," she said in a satisfied tone, freighted with a +certain joyousness that appealed to his heart. She really was +transfigured at that moment. What possibilities were lying in her soul +unawakened. The little bound-out girl would never, could never realize +them alone in her fight with life. For he had known: + + "Full many a flower is born to blush unseen + And waste its sweetness on the desert, air." + +When a helping hand would have transplanted it into a garden of +appreciation. + +A sudden fatherhood stirred within him. He had thought more than once +of the woman he would like for his wife; now he wanted this little +girl to grow up by his side and bloom with the sacred joy within her. + +"I'm glad, too," he said in a strange, full voice that trembled with +emotion. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +DOCTOR RICHARDS + + +Doctor Richards went slowly down stairs, Miss Armitage let herself in +with her latch key. + +"How is my little patient today?" she asked. + +"Stronger in some respects. But I don't quite like the heart action. +And I'm afraid I haven't improved it any." + +"Oh, you did not scold her--?" in a half upbraiding tone. + +"No, no. But I coaxed that dream story out of her and several other +things. In a year or two more those Borden babies will have her all +worn out. So many of the little Cinderellas don't get half a chance +with life, the stolid ones do better. But she could hold an audience +with that story, if she was not afraid of the audience," smiling a +little, "and the lovely expressions that flit over her face! She is +not the usual child." + +"I've been a little afraid to think that. So many of the child +prodigies flatten out and make ordinary people." + +"And some of them never get the true opportunity. I've a boy under my +observation who is going to make a first-class surgeon, and I'm +persuading a man to educate him. His father is going to put him in a +foundry. Think of hands fitted for the nicest surgery being coarsened +by contact with rough iron and hard tools. He would lose the fine +touch by hard manual labor if he worked for his education. No one +knows all the children sacrificed to Moloch. But the little girl! Of +course she thinks of going back. She isn't even tugging at the chain. +But I, for one, don't believe God puts people in just the place He +wants them to stay, when He must see that they can't work out. +Well--did you get the girls off?" + +"Yes, and they were a delighted lot. Three only are to have their +wages paid. Yet an employer told me about a week ago he had subscribed +twenty-five dollars to one of these girls' summer homes. That at four +dollars a week would have paid six girl's a week's wages. His name +goes down on the generous list of course. Oh, I don't wonder people +like to do the things that show! The things that only God can know do +not come up for credit. But it is 'deal justly' first of all." + +"I'd like to stay and talk--but there is a serious matter before me. +Take good care of our little girl--but I needn't charge _you_. I'll be +in again tomorrow." + +Miss Armitage went slowly upstairs, paused a few moments at her desk +to jot down some items. When she went through to the next room, +Marilla was asleep. The little face was framed in with rings of +shining hair, the lips were palely pink and parted with a half smile, +the skin still showed blue veins. With a little care, such as rich +people gave their children, she might grow up pretty, she would always +be sweet. And the pudgy babies with their wondering eyes loved her! + +Marilla improved slowly but surely. She walked from room to room, and +one day she went down stairs to luncheon. Just the small round table +in the recess by the side window set out with all manner of pretty +dishes and a pretty glass basket of flowers in the center. And there +was Jane to wait upon them, and she seemed so pleased to have Marilla +down stairs though the little girl had held tight to the bannister, +lest she should lose her balance and fall. Everything looked so cool +and sweet. The pictures were of woods and lakes, or a bit of sedgy +river. There were fine sheer draperies at the windows, a tall vase of +flowers on the beautiful centerpiece that adorned the real dining +table. + +Oh, how good the delicate asparagus soup tasted. And the cold chicken, +the rice and the dainty potato cake. Marilla was all smiles inside, +she could feel the quiver. She had not been waited on this way since +the night in fairy land. Bridget had a way of shoving things toward +you or asking you to get up and help yourself. But then, Bridget had +done the cooking and was tired, and Marilla was glad to wait on her. + +After the dessert, they went through to the drawing room and that +looked lovely to the little girl. There was a portfolio of engravings +on a sort of stand, and you could sit there and turn them over without +any effort. There were so many pretty children among them, and some of +royal families that were to be kings and queens. + +The postman came and Jane brought in a handful of letters. Miss +Armitage looked them over casually. Here was one from Bayside and she +opened it. + +"My dear Miss Armitage," it began. + +"I don't know how we can thank you for taking Marilla in as you did, +and by this time I hope she is about well. Mr. Borden comes up on +Saturday morning to see a client and will call for Marilla at about +two. We simply can't do without her. We've had the most awful time! +Two babies getting four teeth apiece are enough to drive one crazy. +There was no trouble about the other teeth, but I think it would not +have been so bad if we'd had Marilla. They have missed her and cried +after her and no one could get them asleep until they were fairly worn +out and then they sobbed in the most heartbreaking way. We've had no +rest day or night. Ellen is very good and patient, but the babies +simply won't let her touch them. Marilla always knew just what to do. +She was so entertaining. She certainly was born for a nurse girl, +though I thought she was most too young when I took her, I've never +let her lift them, for they're like a lump of lead. They have grown +thinner and I do hope it will keep on, unless Marilla makes them laugh +so much they fat up again. They have each cut two teeth and they had +to be lanced. Sister and I have had an awful time. We shall be so glad +to get Marilla back. I think Ellen will not be a success as a child's +nurse. And I can get her a first-class place as a parlor maid where +she can have eighteen dollars a month, which I couldn't afford to pay. +There is a cook and a laundress kept, so she won't lose by coming +down. She is very nice, pleasant and tidy, and we had to have some one +in the emergency. And poor little Marilla must have gone to a hospital +but for your kindness. We are all so obliged and if Mr. Borden can be +of service to you, sometime, he will be very glad. These are the +favors money cannot repay. + +"So if you will have Marilla ready about two o'clock on Saturday, Mr. +Borden will call for her. If she needs a dress will you kindly +purchase it and tell him. We have all her clothes down here. There is +a beautiful big lawn with hammocks and everything, and if she is not +very strong yet she can have sea bathing which is splendid, and fine +diet. And we certainly are your deeply grateful friends. + + "Mrs. Mary Borden." + +Miss Armitage read the letter over twice and watched the pale little +girl enjoying the pictures. It was not quite a heartless letter but, +it had no special sympathy for the poor little Cinderella, if she did +not have to sit in the ashes. Then she laid it by and went at the +others. + +"Please Miss Armitage, may I go upstairs? I am so tired. What do you +suppose makes me feel tired so easily?" + +"You are not strong yet. Yes, we will go upstairs and you must lie +down." + +She placed her arm around the slender body. Marilla kissed the white +hand. + +The doctor came in the next morning, and Miss Armitage handed him the +letter. + +"Has the average woman any soul!" he exclaimed angrily. + +"Mrs. Borden has had no means of knowing how severe the case really +was----" + +"See here, she might have written on--say Tuesday and inquired. Why +Marilla might have died with just a little more. She doesn't go. She +won't be strong enough to bother with teething babies in some time +yet, if at all." + +"Oh, you don't think----" + +"She has a weak heart. It may have come from the shock and there is +time enough for her to outgrow it, with care. Are you going to tire of +her?" + +She saw there was no doubt in his face and smiled. + +"Marilla's no more trouble than a kitten. Jane is positively in love +with her. I'm not sure but I shall ask to have her transferred to +me." + +"Hilda Armitage you ought to be the mother of girls. I don't know +about the boys," with a doubtful laugh. + +"I've had two disappointments." + +"I told you that Conklin girl was not worth the trouble. She's singing +in a vaudeville show and it _does_ suit her. You couldn't get any +refined ambition in that vain and silly brain. It is casting pearls +before swine. Save the pearls for some one worthy. _She_ doesn't go +back to the Borden's this summer. When you get tired of her----" + +"Shall we quarrel about her?" She glanced up with an odd, humorous +smile. + +"Perhaps we shall in the end, but that is a good way off. When that +man comes today, just let him see Marilla." + +Mr. Borden came punctually at two and was quite profuse in his thanks +for Miss Armitage's kindness. + +"I regret to say that Marilla has progressed very slowly. She had +quite an exhausting fever at first. She was not able to come +downstairs until yesterday, and lies down several times through the +day." + +"Is it possible! Why we thought--and we need her so much! Did you--" +he flushed a little, "have a good physician?" + +"An excellent one whose practice is mostly among children. He thought +her quite worn out, but it was being overcome with the heat and she +fell off the steps. It was near congestion of the brain I believe." + +"I'm awfully sorry. We were so busy just then, and my wife was worried +to death. The babies had always been so good, but I can't imagine +anything being so--so dreadful as they've been for a week. I've +scarcely slept an hour at a time and Mrs. Borden is clear worn out. +She thinks just the sight of Marilla would comfort them. We might go +on keeping that Ellen, though the babies won't take to her. I think +Marilla charmed them; but they're always been good until now. And +there's four more teeth to come through," in a despairing sort of +tone. + +Miss Armitage had large sympathy and she felt really sorry for him. +Yet how providential that Marilla had missed the care! + +"You have had a very bad time, certainly, and it is fortunate that +Marilla didn't give out on your hands. Would you like to see her, +though I think she is asleep." + +"Yes--oh yes. If we kept Ellen, don't you think she might come down +next week. The sea-bathing would no doubt strengthen her." + +"She has some heart weakness. I'm afraid she couldn't stand the +bathing." + +Then she rose and led the way up stairs. + +Marilla was asleep. Mr. Borden studied her in surprise. + +"Why, she's grown dreadfully thin. Yes, she must have been very ill, +but like the babies, she'd always been well. I'm awful sorry. I don't +know what we shall do. Mrs. Borden had counted so on her coming. And +she said over half a dozen times that I must not forget to thank you +for all this kindness. You must send me the doctor's bill. She's such +a nice child, Miss Armitage." + +Marilla stirred and opened her eyes, closed them sighed and opened +them again, then half murmured--"Oh, doctor," and started. + +"Marilla, child, don't you remember Mr. Borden?" + +"I had not told her about your coming. We keep her as tranquil as +possible." + +"Oh, Mr. Borden!" Marilla sat up. "And the babies?" + +"The babies are in a very poor way, Marilla. They certainly are +homesick for you. We try to keep them comforted with the promise of +you. Oh, I hoped you would be well enough to go down with me this +afternoon. Their mother will be telling them you will surely come. +Poor little girl, but you are going to get well, aren't you? And Jack +thinks there's no fun without you, and no one to read to him or tell +him stories." + +The child gave a vague smile. She was very glad to be away from Jack; +indeed, sick babies did not appear attractive to her just now, but she +said-- + +"Oh, I'm very sorry. The doctor said it was the heat and----" + +"It was awfully hot that week. That made the babies worse. Oh, if I +could take you down just to amuse them. You made them laugh so, +Marilla. You know just how to do it. Well--it can't be helped, but you +must try to get well and have some good of the pretty country place. +Is there anything I can do for you?" + +"Miss Armitage is so good. And Jane and the doctor. And the yard is +full of flowers. I'm very happy." + +"I suppose so. Maybe you won't want to come back. But you belong to +us, you know and we can't give you up." + +Then he turned to go. + +"Will you kiss the babies for me and tell them how sorry I am, and ask +Jack not to tease them, and--and--" she swallowed over a great lump in +her throat--"I shall come back when I get well." + +"That's a good girl. Good-bye. I shall be in town next week and will +come in and see you." + +He gave the little hand a clasp. Miss Armitage went down with him. +Marilla turned her face over on the pillow and cried as if her heart +would break. Could she go back to the babies and Jack? And Bridget +wasn't as sweet as Jane, and there was sharp Aunt Hetty---- + +"My dear! My dear!" said the soft voice with its infinite pity, and +the sweet lips kissed hers. + +"Oh, Miss Armitage, won't God take you to heaven if you pray very +hard? I should hate to leave you and the dear, nice doctor, but I'm +afraid I don't want to go back to the babies and Jack. I'm tired of +them, and I feel as if it was foolish to be funny when there are so +many sweet things to think of and books to read and your beautiful +music. But I must go away from all that, and somehow heaven looks +nicer. And when you die doesn't an angel come and take you in his arms +and just carry you up and up to the other side of the sky where +everything is peace and loveliness, and no one will torment you----" + +"Oh my child, perhaps God wants you to live here a little longer and +do some work for him. The doctor would be very sorry not to have you +get well. Some one might say--'He let that little girl die when he +might have saved her,' but they wouldn't know it was because she kept +brooding over it all the time and would make no effort to get well. +God knows what is best for us." + +"I didn't mind about going back. But today it seemed to be--dreadful," +with a convulsive sob. + +"Then we have spoiled you. Oh, I am sorry for that." + +"Oh, dear Miss Armitage, don't be sorry when you have been so good. +But I don't quite understand how anyone can bind you out and make you +stay years if you didn't want to." + +"But children do not know what is best for them. Some go wandering +round the streets without any home and are picked up and put in a +place almost like a prison where they have to work whether they like +it or not. And some even have cruel fathers and mothers. You said the +Bordens were good to you. Would you rather be there or at the Home?" + +"Oh, I'd rather be there than at the Home, but----" and she swallowed +hard over a sob. + +"If they worked you beyond reason or half starved you a complaint +could be made but they all seem to love you----" + +Miss Armitage smiled with a soft kind of sadness, as if she wished the +truth were not quite so true, and the things that looked so delightful +were not so often the thing it was best to give up for honor's sake. + +"Yes, they do love me, babies and all, and of course I must go back +when I am well enough." + +Then she turned her face away and tried to keep back the tears. Jane +entered at that moment and the tension was broken. + +Miss Armitage read verses to her after she was in bed that evening, +and kissed her good night with motherly tenderness. Then she sat for +some time and thought. + +Why should she have taken a fancy to this little girl? She had seen +prettier children who were homeless and helped provide for them. The +Bordens were not rough or heartless. Bridget had spoken well of them. +The child had a comfortable home, and she was bound in honor. It would +be mean to entice her to break the bargain, to make her dissatisfied. +No, she must not do that. + +Miss Armitage's life lines had run along smoothly through girlhood. +Her mother was a widow and they had a comfortable income. Hilda had a +good voice and sang in church, gave some music lessons. There had been +a lover and a dear friend and the old tragedy had occurred, that might +have been more heartbreaking if her mother had not been taken ill. For +days her recovery was doubtful. Then an uncle at Los Angeles besought +her to come out to that genial clime and spend her remaining days with +him, for now he was quite alone. + +Hilda made all preparations. Such of the furniture as had intrinsic +value was to be stored with a friend, the rest sold. And then Mrs. +Armitage had an unlooked for relapse and Hilda went out alone. + +Her uncle was a kindly man past middle life and he took an instant +fancy to Hilda. The house and its surroundings were loveliness +itself. Life here would be really enchanting. It was such a beautiful +world. + +"But you have not seen half of it yet. Hilda, what would you say to +going abroad? I've wanted to half my life. But my wife, as you have +heard, was an invalid and not inclined to travel. We lost our two +children. I'm not too old to start out now and view some things with +the eyes of an enthusiastic young girl." + +So abroad they went. She had seven years of the richness of the old +world, learning languages, listening to music that stirred every pulse +of her soul, haunting art galleries with loving companionship that +somehow saw the best and most beautiful in everything if it was not +always high art. + +And then she returned alone. It seemed more of a loss than the death +of her mother. She remained awhile in California settling up some +business and then the longing seized her to return to the home of her +youth, to have a real home where she could make the center she was +still dreaming of, surround herself with friends and do something +worth while with her money. + +Newton had changed as well, enlarged its boundaries and made itself +beautiful at the northern end. The shops and factories were kept down +by the railroad center where two important lines crossed, and the +river was navigable. Then Main Street was devoted to really fine +stores, Brandon to offices and men's businesses, the Postoffice being +there. A handsome library building adorned Broadway, there were Orphan +Homes, an Old Ladies' Home, a Social Settlement. + +Miss Armitage liked the aspect of it. Boarding at a hotel for awhile +she looked about and decided on Loraine place. The houses stood in a +row, but they had a pretty court yard in front, and a real stretch of +ground at the back for grass and flowers and two fine fruit trees. + +Of course old friends sought her out. Perhaps the fortune helped. The +young girls of her time were matrons with growing children. How odd it +seemed! She thought sometimes that she felt reprehensibly young, as if +she was having girlhood over again in her heart, but it was a richer, +wiser and more fervent girlhood, with the added experiences of the +woman. + +There were many things for her to take an interest in but they finally +settled around the babies and little children's hospital, and the +Settlement House. In a way, she was fond of the sweet, helpless babies +who seemed so very dependent on human kindness. If there was one of +her own flesh and blood it would take possession of her very soul, all +her thoughts, all her affection. But it should have been hers earlier +in life. Now she wanted companionship. She could not wait for it to +develop and then find unpleasant traits that had come from alien +blood. No, she could not adopt a baby and wait a dozen years to know +whether it would satisfy or not. + +She had helped two or three girls to better things. One through the +last two years of High School and who was now teaching. And there had +been one with a charming voice and an attractive face who had been +injured in a mill and who would never have perfect use of her right +hand. If she could be trained for a singer! + +She and Doctor Richards came to words about her. He said plainly she +would not be worth the money spent upon her. But Miss Armitage +insisted on spending it a year when the girl threw up her friend and +joined a concert troupe, slipping presently into vaudeville where she +_was_ a success. + +And out of the dispute came a proffer of love and marriage. Alvah +Richards had begun life at the opposite pole from Miss Armitage. There +had been a fortune, a love for the study of medicine, a degree in +Vienna and one at Paris. Then most of the fortune had been swept away. +He returned to America and some way drifted to Newton. They were just +starting the hospital and he found plenty to do. He could live +frugally. To help his still poorer fellow creatures in suffering, to +restore them to strength and teach them to be useful members of +society, or to comfort them and make the path easier over the river to +the other country; this was his highest aim. + +Miss Armitage was almost dumb with surprise. She raised her hand in +entreaty. + +"Oh, don't! don't," she cried. "It is quite impossible; it cannot be. +I like you very much, but I am not in love. And then----" + +"Then what?" with eager eyes and incisive voice. + +"You had a birthday last week. I heard you telling it. You are +thirty-one." + +"Well--" There was a proud smile on his manly face. + +"And when my birthday comes, I shall be thirty-six. When you are +sixty, rich in experience, famous, a real man among men, I shall be +quite an old woman. No, I shouldn't do it for your sake." + +"As if a few years made any difference! Why you could discount seven +years at least. Have you been loved so much that you can throw away a +man's honest, honorable, tender love that will last all his life, that +wear it as you like, in any stress, you can never wear out." + +"Oh," she cried. "You have spoiled a splendid friendship. I liked you +so much, I have no love to give in return." + +"Then let us be friends again. I would rather have you for a friend +than any other woman for a wife. I simply will not give you up." + +So the pendulum went on swinging evenly between the two points, when +Cinderella entered both lives. + +And now it was Sunday morning and the chimes were pealing--"Oh, come +all ye faithful." Marilla listened with a throb of joy, though she did +not know the words they were saying in sweetest melody. Miss Armitage +came and stood by the cot with a cordial good morning. + +Marilla stretched out her hand and glanced up with an entreating sort +of smile. + +"Was I very bad last night?" she asked in a wistful tone. + +"Bad? Why--what was it?" + +"I've been thinking it over. Oh, I didn't want to go back to Mrs. +Borden. It is so lovely and quiet and beautiful here. But it _is_ +right. I am her bound-out girl, and I _was_ glad to go there. You +wouldn't like me to be always looking for what was nice and pleasant +and shirking other things, would you?" + +"Dear." She stooped and kissed her. She had been going over some +arguments fitted for a child's understanding, and she was afraid of a +rather painful time. And the worst to her was the fact that she had +come to love the child and really desired her. + +"The babies, you know, are so fond of me, and they are all very good. +So I wouldn't have any reason for not staying with them. And it will +be only five years more, then I shall be eighteen. And I thought--" +flushing daintily, "that maybe Jane might marry, and you would want +some one in her place and if it was--me," rather tremulously--"I could +come--I love you so. I'd be your Cinderella always. And when I go back +it will be like the King's ball--I shall keep thinking how lovely it +was for you to bring me here instead of sending me to a hospital, and +it will comfort me just as the music did." + +Miss Armitage bent over and kissed her but there were tears in her +eyes. She was touched with the child's reasoning that was so like +heroism. + +"Yes, dear," she said. "We will think of it that way. And if you +should be ill at any time, I will have you brought here, and you shall +stop when you take the babies out and let me see them, and rest a +little." + +"Oh that will be just lovely. You are so good," and she kissed the +white hand lying on her shoulder. + +Then Jane came in and she had her bath. How delightful it was to be +rubbed so carefully, to have her curly mop brushed. + +"I ought to dress myself now. Why I'm not sick at all only I get tired +easily, but I am stronger every day." + +The breakfast was so nice. And to be waited upon! Marilla gave an +inward laugh of delight. + +And while Miss Armitage was at church, Dr. Richards came and bundled +her up, carried her downstairs and deposited her in the buggy. He was +very merry, somehow. He was going out in the country and, oh, how +beautiful everything was! There had been a shower in the night and the +air was full of fragrance from the grass, the pines and cedars, the +orchards, wild flowers, and newly cut hay, that had not all been +gathered in. Children ran about or swung in hammocks. Hens were fairly +shouting with no regard for Sunday. Birds were caroling all sorts of +joyous tunes and the tree twigs were gaily dancing. And here and there +such beautiful drifts went over the sky, ships, she called them. They +were going to fairy land--something that was not quite heaven, but a +lovely place for all that. There must be so many lovely places in +this great world! Over the ocean where Miss Armitage had been, and she +recalled the castles and palaces and beautiful woods, and peasants +dancing on the green and laughing; that she had seen in the portfolio +of engravings. And the legends she had listened to! Oh, if she could +go to school and learn ever so many things _now_, for when she was +eighteen she would be too old, and a kind of perplexity settled in her +smooth forehead. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +A DAY TO BE REMEMBERED + + +Dr. Richards had been studying the changes in the child's face. It was +like reading a book, but it had many variations. Her thoughts must +have traveled far and wide. What were they? + +"Are you very happy?" he asked. + +"Happy?" she echoed, wonderingly. "Why it is a beautiful Sunday. One +ought to be happy--here with you and watching all these lovely +things." + +"Are Sundays happier than any other days?" + +"Well--" slowly. "They ought to be. It seems as if it was the day of +the Sun, and that's always glad and merry." + +"But when it rains or is cloudy?" + +"Oh, you _know_ it is there, and maybe He is fighting away the clouds. +And He draws up the water. I read that in a book--and when He gets +enough He lets it fall down as He did last night and that makes the +world so fresh and sweet. And there are fifty-two Sundays when you +ought not----" + +"What?" watching the shadow in her eyes. + +"Well, I think you ought not work very much. I suppose some people +have to when you have meals to get and babies to see to. I go to +Sunday school with Jack and I like it so much. I've learned ever so +many of the songs. But the lessons puzzle me. They are about God--we +had them in the Home, you know, and God seems so big and strange. Do +you know all about him." + +"No, child, and no one, not even ministers can know all, so you need +not worry about that. God has the whole world in His keeping. Don't +you like the week days?" + +"Well, they don't seem to have the same joy in them, only at Miss +Armitage's every day seems like Sunday. But I keep counting them. You +see, I'll be thirteen in September. Then when we've had fifty-two +Sundays I'll be fourteen and so on, until I am eighteen." + +"And then?" in a sweet kind of tone. + +"Why I won't be bound-out any more. It's right for me to stay, _she_ +said so, but it would seem such a long while if I was just counting +the years. And Sunday comes so quick, most times, and then you can be +glad." + +What a touch of philosophy for a child! + +"But--they are good to you at Bordens?" + +"Oh, yes. I _love_ Bridget, though I was afraid of her at first. But +the grown people have each other and since I don't really belong to +them--oh, I can't explain it," and the knot came back to her brow. +"You see when you're bound-out and going away for a while they can't +feel the same to you. They're never real cross and they don't whip you +as they did at the Home, and you have nicer things to eat. Sometimes +when you were awful hungry you didn't seem to get enough. You wanted +one more piece of bread, but you couldn't have it. Oh, I like it so +much better at Mrs. Borden's Only Jack--Are boys always bad?" + +"I guess they are for the most part," laughing. + +"But he will go to school again. And his father says he will outgrow +it. His father truly does want him to be good, and he said I must tell +when he pinched me or kicked me, and he would punish him. But I don't +like to, always, for he denies it, and his mother isn't pleased when I +do. You can feel when people do not like you to tell things. At the +Home when you told tales they whipped the child that was bad, and then +they whipped you for telling tales. It didn't seem as if that was +quite fair, so I tried never to tell on anyone." + +"Generally speaking, it is a bad habit," he commented, gravely. + +Then they had reached their destination. A poor old paralyzed man sat +in a wheeling chair on the porch. Medical skill could not do much for +him, but friendship and interest made pleasant times to remember when +the hours were long and weary. Dr. Richards had brought some +illustrated magazines, and they talked over the happenings of the +week. + +A sweet-faced, rather elderly lady brought Marilla a rocking chair, +and asked her if she was the doctor's patient. Then she offered her a +piece of cake and a lovely pear, and afterward took her down to see +the flower garden that was fairly rioting in beauty, and a flock of +snowy white chickens, as well as some fine pigeons that circled +around like swallows. She was the wife, and there was a daughter who +had gone to church. She talked of Dr. Richards, how good and +comforting he was to "father." Marilla thought he must be good to +everybody. + +"I've had a lovely time with you," the child said. Then she shook +hands with "father," who said-- + +"I s'pose you're the doctor's little girl?" His mind was not always +clear on some points. "Come again, won't you?" + +She smiled and nodded. "The doctor's little girl," how sweet it +sounded! But of course that could not be. + +They had a delightful ride home though it was growing warmer. How +beautiful her eyes were today--a sort of gray-violet, and the bronze +lashes almost curled. And as he listened to her soft, flowing voice, +he kept thinking--if he was to marry some one and have a little girl +full of quaint ideas as this one was! But it would take a long, long +while, and he sighed. + +Miss Armitage was sitting by the parlor window when they returned, and +she came to the door to meet them. + +"I ran away with your little invalid," the doctor exclaimed. "Haven't +I brought her back improved?" + +Her cheeks were positively rosy and were rounded out by the exquisite +shading. She clasped her small arms around Miss Armitage. + +"And I've had the most splendid time! A real Sunday. We've been out in +the beautiful country where birds were singing hymns and I'm just full +of happiness." + +They had kept their pact, these two people; they could not have worked +together otherwise, and each one was following the same path, for the +good of the poor of this world. + +"I am very glad----" + +"Then you are not going to scold me?" with a questioning smile. "I +promised her a drive you know, and today was rather a holiday to me." + +"Why, she doesn't scold," cried Marilla in a sort of joyful +contradiction. + +"Won't you come in and have some dinner with us?" + +"Pete would grumble if he stood here an hour. Now, if you would change +it to supper--and a cup of tea----" + +"Let be a cup of tea, then. I want to talk over some plans." + +"Very well. Expect me on the mark. Six, isn't it?" + +"Yes," with a smile. + +"Oh, I'm just delighted," and Marilla squeezed his hand. + +"So you had a lovely time. Where did you go?" + +"Oh--through the park and then out on such a beautiful road. Things +seem nicer on Sunday, because there isn't so much noise. And there was +an old man who has to get about in a chair with little wheels, and +can't walk any more. And the lady gave me some cake and such a +luscious pear, and asked me to come again. I just wished that there +was some little girl from the Home living there." + +Marilla had her face and hands washed, and a fresh white frock put on. +She was so bright and chatty and really charming. But after dinner she +lay in the Morris chair and Miss Armitage read her to sleep. It seemed +as if she had improved so much in the twenty-four hours. + +They had such a genial and charming supper, and Miss Armitage played +on the organ afterward and then talked about the girls who were going +to the Rest House next week. Five of them were very much worn out. +They would need to stay a full fortnight. + +"And I think one of them needs some medical attention. Come to the +Settlement and see her before she starts. And you know I am booked for +that Canadian journey with the Winslows. I am almost sorry I promised. +Do you think it would be safe to let the child go to the Bordens on +Saturday?" + +"You won't let her go back! She is worth something better than baby +tending." + +"You shouldn't have cured her up so soon! I don't exactly see my way +clear or I should keep her for good and all. I like her very much. You +may laugh at me about my swans being ordinary geese--but we must admit +the Bordens have the right to her at present. And I do not want to +make bad friends with them, seeing that in law he may exact the pound +of flesh. They may tire of her or she may not be able to stand the +babies and Jack. I could leave her here with Jane or send her to the +Home. But she is very much resigned to the return. She has a curious +bit of conscience about it. So it is best to let her try again." + +"I can't bear the thought of it." He uttered it with vehemence. + +"I don't like it much myself. But it seems the only way at present. +Bridget will look out for her. We can't accuse them of any cruelty or +neglect." + +"And she fairly worships you--fairy godmother." + +"I wish I were. I should change the lot of more than one Cinderella. +Well--we will wait and see." + +Marilla came in with a bunch of flowers. + +"Jane said I might pick them for the doctor, and the ride was so nice. +I shall put it in among the splendid things of my life--like the +dream, and coming here--and when I get settled in bed and all is dark +I can make a real fairy land out of it." + +He took her flowers and kissed her, and said "Good-night" to them in a +low tone. But he went home racking his brains to see if something +could not be done toward keeping her. + +Bridget came around one afternoon and was enthusiastic over her +improvement. + +"They're doing pretty well and I believe the twins are not to get any +more teeth in a year or two. And the boss says they've thinned out +astonishing, and they can talk a good bit. And that girl's going to +the other place and they say you just must come down. But not a foot +should you stir if you wasn't real well. An' its glad enough I am to +have himself at breakfast at the morn and dinner at night. It's like +living again, but I don't want to see any more twins." + +Marilla laughed. "Yes, I feel all well only sometimes I have a little +catch in my breath; and I'll be ready to go on Saturday." + +"An' I'll just be praying to the saints to send you back safe and +sound. I don't see why people should be kitin' off to strange places, +when they've a good, comfortable house to stay in. But the saints be +praised for the rest with that imp of a Jack being away! They do be +grown up after awhile an' I s'pose you couldn't have men if there were +no boy babies." + +Then Mr. Borden called late one afternoon and brought a note from his +wife. Ellen had to leave on Saturday or lose the nice place, and the +babies were well now, walking all round and beginning to say cunning +words. Pansy called "Illa, Illa," and then looked around for Marilla +to come, and said--"Papa bing Illa." They wanted her so much. All +their meals were taken over in the next cottage, and the laundress +came twice a week for the washings. The children were out of doors +most of the time, and they were on the ground floor, so there was no +going up and down stairs. Marilla would have it very easy and they +would take the best of care of her. + +Mr. Borden was both kind and gentlemanly. He hoped there would be some +way in which they could repay Miss Armitage for all her care. Would +she accept a contribution for the Babies' Hospital, he had heard she +was interested in, or any other charity? + +It was very nice of him, Miss Armitage thought, and she chose the +hospital. Marilla had been out walking with Jane and when she came in +Mr. Borden was so cordial that it won the child's heart, and she was +the more willing to go because she should lose her dear Miss Armitage +for a month. + +"And afterward, you must come and see me and we will have nice times +together, and I may teach you a little music--you learn so easily. Oh, +I count on seeing a good deal of you." + +The parting was not as bitter as Miss Armitage had feared, partly +because Mr. Borden was there and in such good spirits, and Marilla was +thinking that the month would soon pass and that in any event she +could not see her dear fairy godmother in that time. + +The journey interested her very much. She had never taken so long a +ride in the cars. Mr. Borden bought her a box of marshmallows and he +had some illustrated papers. And there at the station was Miss +Florence who gave her a cordial welcome, and the big surrey drove them +and three other passengers to their destination. Mrs. Borden ran down +the path to meet them. + +"I've been on pins and needles lest something should happen," she +began. "Why, Marilla, you don't look as if you had ever been ill! And +we're so glad to get you back. Oh, you don't know what an awful time I +had, and at first the babies wouldn't let Ellen touch them. Flo or I +had to feed them. I'm clear worn out now, but I do hope the babies +haven't forgotten you, for I want a little rest. It seemed too bad +that you should have given out just then. And I do believe you've +grown taller. Why, you are quite a big girl." + +The twins sat on a blanket on the grassy space at the side of the +house. Mrs. Borden led the girl out to them with a glad sound in her +voice. + +"Here's your dear Illa come," she said. "Dear Illa that you've wanted +so much." + +Pansy looked up. Marilla gave one spring and knelt down beside them. +It was nice to be longed for, to be remembered. She had really loved +them. Her heart was always reaching out for something to love. + +"Illa, Illa," almost shouted Pansy and went down head first in +Marilla's lap. + +"Oh, you darling!" + +"I'm glad you didn't get weaned away, Marilla. I was afraid you would, +having such a fuss made over you. Mr. Borden said the house was fine. +That Miss Armitage must be rich. Well--she was very good to you and +did the best she could for us. But that Ellen didn't like children, +that was the long and the short of it, and she has just the place for +her, and eighteen dollars a month. Yes, Violet, this is our own +Marilla come back to us, and we shall never let her go away again." + +Violet had looked rather wary and been chewing on the end of her +thumb, but now she nodded and began to hitch toward Marilla. + +"Now we're going over to the cottage to dinner. It's such a pleasure +to go together. I always take Jack. He has nice table manners if he +isn't an angel otherwise. Oh, there he is! Jack, here's Marilla!" + +Jack gave a sort of wild howl of delight and started on a run with +outstretched arms. Over went Marilla and Pansy and Jack on the top of +the heap. Pansy gave a smothered scream. + +Mrs. Borden caught Jack by the shoulder and dragged him up. "You bad, +bad boy!" she exclaimed, angrily. + +"Hello! what's the row?" asked Mr. Borden, advancing to the fray. + +Jack rubbed his eyes to make some tears. + +"Well, you said you was glad to see her an' so was I. An' I was jest +gone' to hug her an' the bug fell over, an' I couldn't help it." + +Mr. Borden laughed. Mrs. Borden picked up Pansy and comforted her. But +she did howl as if she had been half killed. + +"Jack, go to Aunt Florence and be made ready for dinner," in a +commanding tone. "Oh dear, it does seem----" + +"Well things will go better now," said Mr. Borden soothingly. +"Marilla, you are going to be the salvation of the household. Did the +twins really know her?" + +"Pansy did, I think Pansy's really smarter that Violet, I do hope +we'll have a little comfort now. There Pansy, dear, go to your sweet +Marilla," and she stood the child down. "We must hurry or we will be +late for dinner." + +Marilla saw the four go over to the cottage, as it was called. She had +been tired out with the railroad journey, entertaining as it was, then +the excitement of meeting them all again, the bump on her forehead +when she had come down so hard on Pansy's head, and the screams that +seemed like a stab going from temple to temple tired her +inexpressibly. Then, too, she was hungry. Oh, if she could have a +glass of hot milk such as Jane used to bring her! She really could not +help crying a little. Both babies stood up by her. Violet pounding on +one shoulder, Pansy making a grab at her hair that seemed to pull it +out by the roots. + +"Pitty, pitty!" she said gleefully. + +"Oh, Pansy dear, you hurt." She disentangled the one hand, but the +other made the same clutch and was more difficult to manage. Then she +rose to her knees that her head might be out of reach. Violet came +down heavily and began to cry. Poor Marilla hardly knew what to do. + +The babies were much thinner and their faces not so pudgy, but Marilla +thought they still resembled the Campbell soup little girl and laughed +in spite of her own hurts. Then Violet spied a green apple and made a +bee line for it. + +"She can't bite it," thought Marilla, and as it kept rolling it amused +the baby. Then Pansy crept toward it and there was a rather funny +time. Violet slapped her twin in the face and there was another howl +and Marilla went to the rescue. Oh, what should she do? Everything was +so strange! + +"Bed'y mik, bed'y mik," demanded Pansy, "Bed'y milk." + +"Let us go and find some," and she raised the baby to her feet, taking +her by the hand. They walked up on the porch, and she placed her in +the carriage while she glanced at Violet. Not a moment too soon--the +little sharp teeth were making inroads on the apple. She ran and +snatched it, throwing it out of sight. There was another howl. Mrs. +Borden came hurrying down. + +"What is the matter?" rather crossly. + +"Violet found an apple and bit in it; I threw it away." + +"Oh, that was right Marilla," in a mollified tone. "Where's Pansy?" + +"On the porch, in the carriage. I think she's hungry. It sounded as if +she meant bread and milk." + +"Yes. They have that for their supper. I guess I can start it. I used +to feed them first. Let me see. I guess I can show you--you're so +handy unless they've spoiled you." + +She had Violet in her arms and said--"Bring in Pansy," leading the way +to a room that seemed a general storage place. She lighted the little +pyro stove, opened a closet and took out a saucepan, a bottle of milk, +a sugar dish and some spoons. + +"Now as soon as it gets warm, you fix it--you cannot have forgotten +how, and then turn this screw and put the light out. For heaven's sake +don't set anything afire! Oh, there's no place like your own home. I +haven't had an hour's comfort since I came down here. And my dinner's +getting cold. Nice baked veal it was, with dressing. There babies, +Marilla will give you some nice bread and milk." + +She ran off. The babies whined a little and then watched the +proceedings. The stove stood up on a table and she poured out part of +the milk. Then she gave the babies a crust of bread to stop their +clamoring while she crumbed up some in the saucepan and kept stirring +it so that it shouldn't scorch, taking out part, presently. Pansy +climbed up by a chair and began to call "Bed'y mik, bed'y mik." + +Marilla put on her bib and began to feed her. Then Violet joined with +her starvation cry. First it was one open pink mouth then the other. +The viands disappeared as if by magic. She meant to have a little for +herself--she was so weak and gone in the stomach, but she found she +must make some more, even, for the babies. So she crumbed up the +remainder of the loaf. How they _did_ eat! She was very tired of +ladling it in each little mouth. + +She had a very little left for herself, but it seemed to help the +desperately tired feeling. She had put the stove out without any +mishap. Pansy began to cry--"Wock, wock." + +"What is it dear? Was it anything more to eat?" She glanced through +the closet. + +"Wock, wock," hanging to her skirt. + +"Me wock," joined in the chorus that might be Chinese. + +Oh, would they never come! She took the babies out on the porch. There +was a big rocker. Pansy ran to it and patted it, rolling up her +eyes. + +"Oh, yes, Rock. I might have guessed, but my head feels so tired and +queer." Then she took the cushions and blankets out of the carriage +and lifted up Violet, settling her in one side. But Pansy would have +none of it. She squirmed down on the floor and began to cry. + +"Oh, I don't know what you want!" Marilla almost fell into the chair +and jogged it gently. Violet was going to sleep. Poor Cinderella wiped +the tears that would have run down her cheeks. She was so tired. Even +the babies crying did not move her. But when she heard the voices she +sprang up. + +"Oh, what is the matter?" asked Mrs. Borden. + +"They wanted to be rocked," explained Marilla, "and I put them both in +the chair, but Pansy wouldn't stay----" + +"We have spoiled them. Ellen used to sit in the chair and hold them +both. That seemed about the only thing she could do that would please +them. And I've held one in the right and Aunt Florence the other until +my back ached and I was fit to fall to pieces. We've had the most +awful time, Flo and I. But I remember I had a dreadful time cutting +my wisdom teeth, and I was grown. I used to walk the floor at night, +they would swell up so. We can't blame the poor babies. And they +missed you so. They used to be so good, wasn't they M'rilla; and I +suppose they'll be good again. They must be undressed and put to bed. +Flo, you look after Violet, and M'rilla you run over and get some +dinner. You must be most starved." + +Mrs. Borden had picked up Pansy who had now turned to her comforting +thumb. + +"Oh, run over. You needn't be afraid. Ellen liked the girls first +rate. Here, Mr. Borden will escort you." + +"I expect you're tired out and homesick," he said sympathetically. +"But we will have things better tomorrow. And we are all so glad to +have you--this way. Here, Katie, give this little girl a good dinner. +She deserves the best you have." + +They were clearing the dining room. One long table was piled up with +the used dishes. At the other, covered with rather worn enameled +cloth, sat two women and one young man. Kate made a place for the +child and brought her a plate with most everything piled on it. +Bridget, at home, was so much neater, but then she didn't have so many +hungry people to feed. And Jane with her dainty ways! + +Oh, she was just a little bound-out nurse girl. She had danced and +feasted with the prince; she had been in the palace with the fairy +godmother where she was waited on as if she were a little lady. And +there had been the Sunday ride with Dr. Richards. Was it _all_ +dreams? + +She could not eat. The food was mostly cold. There was a big lump in +her throat and a heaviness in her heart. How long and dreary the five +years looked! + +"I'm not hungry," and she pushed the plate away. + +"But you'll have some pudding and some cream. I told you, Maggie, +they'd stuff theirselves on that there puddin'! You can beat the band +on that." + +"I'll just have the cream," the little girl said, timidly. + +"Well you won't last long to take care of them there babies if you +can't eat better'n that!" said Katie. "I never see such squabs in my +life!" + +"Oh, Katie, that won't do. They're 'Kate Greenaway' children. Was she +some one who fatted up young ones? Well, she'd better let 'em alone to +my thinkin'. And their great round eyes! And the crossest things I +ever did see! Mrs. Munson thought she'd have to give up t' other side +of the house." + +"Be careful," cautioned Maggie, with a slight turn of the head. + +Marilla ate her cream, and it really tasted good. Then she rose and +said good-night in a quiet fashion. + +"Katie, you must remember about little pitchers," cautioned some one. + +"Well--that's a nice little girl and I don't believe she'd carry +tales. Ellen said she wouldn't take care of those babies for ten +dollars a week. And what's this child ever going to do----" + +"Mr. Borden is a nice kind of a man and when he's around that Jack +behaves like a little gentleman, and the ladies do very well; they're +pleasant and don't put on airs. But what they'll do with those +twins----" + +"Well, they won't always be getting teeth. It's a hard time with +babies." + +And so they gossiped while they washed dishes and set the kitchen in +order for morning. If they had ever been Cinderella they had forgotten +about it. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +A NEW GLIMPSE OF SERVITUDE + + +Marilla wandered about a little. The stars were coming out and afar +off the wood robin was singing his low sweet song. The dew was +scattering the fragrance of flower and shrub and she drew in long +breaths of it that seemed to revive her. Was Miss Armitage sitting at +the organ and evoking the music that stirred one's very being and made +you wish unutterable things? And would Dr. Richards go to comfort some +poor patient tomorrow? + +Then she went to her new home. Miss Florence sat alone on the porch. +The babies were soundly asleep. + +"Did you have a nice dinner?" she asked. "And I suppose you are very +tired. Will you sit here awhile or would you rather go to bed?" + +"Yes, I would like to go to bed," she answered, wearily. + +They went through the place they were using for a sort of kitchen and +up a narrow stairway. Only part of the room had a fair ceiling, the +rest slanted down to some narrow windows. There was a cot, an old +fashioned wash stand and a sort of closet. Their packing trunks were +up here. + +"Mr. Borden had taken the other part the house first. There is more +room and it is rather nicer. But the woman who had taken this wanted +so to exchange and made an offer in the rent and they do charge +scandalously for these summer places. And when you're not keeping +house it doesn't matter so much. It saves lots of trouble. They just +give meals over there and they are first rate. I put your clothes that +we brought in that closet. It was very nice in Miss Armitage to get +you some others and she wouldn't let Mr. Borden pay for them. I want +to hear all about her tomorrow. You won't feel afraid, will you?" + +"Oh no," was the reply. It didn't seem to matter much what happened to +her now. + +"Good-night, then, I hope you will sleep well." + +"Good-night," steadying her tone. + +She thought she wouldn't sleep at all, but her poor little body was so +tired out that exhausted nature demanded rest. And she was awakened +in the morning with the singing of some birds, and a beautiful poem +floated through her mind. She would not count any Sundays until +September came in. + +Mrs. Borden called her and she replied, dressing quickly and going +down stairs. + +"Oh, you look quite rested," said the lady. "I'll give the babies +their bath and dress them and then you will give them their breakfast +and keep them out on the porch while we go for ours. They take only +one nap now, sleeping from eleven until about two. They just have +bread and milk. There's a woman here who says I am ruining their +health with that, because it makes them fat, but they were fed when +they had only milk. Then they have some oatmeal, jelly and a soft +boiled egg when they wake up. There's nothing like system; you know +just what to do. Now you go over to the kitchen and get a bottle of +milk. The babies drink that, too. Then I'll show you how to light up +the stove. It's the handiest little thing. I couldn't manage without +it." + +Marilla had a pleasant greeting from Katie who declared, "she looked +ten per cent better and hoped she would have a good appetite for her +breakfast as she didn't eat enough to keep a bird alive last night." + +The babies were pretty good natured, as well. + +"You know they always were real sweet," said their mother, "and so +easily amused. I hope you haven't forgotten your knack of story +telling; and how they used to laugh! That Ellen was the stupidest +thing." + +While she was feeding the babies, the grown folks went over to their +breakfast. The kitchen and the servants' table was in much better +order, and there were some delightful muffins and fresh fish and +muskmelons. The babies played about; Jack's father took him out for a +walk, then there was a long quiet time at the luncheon hour, and the +babies were fed again. + +"I succeeded in getting a two-seat carriage, so we will all go out +this afternoon," said Mr. Borden. "They say Braun is a queer Hungarian +settlement and on Sunday the people are all out in their best. We'll +take a look at it." + +"_Can_ we all go?" + +"Why Florence said she wouldn't mind caring for one baby, and Marilla +can take the other." + +The two nurses had the back seat, Florence made Marilla put her baby +between them on the seat. "We'll change off when I get tired of +holding mine," she said. + +They went straight over to the Sound--the upper end of the great South +Bay. Oh how splendid it was! Marilla almost held her breath with +surprise, then they drove up the road a short distance, but she hated +to leave the glorious views. Pansy dropped in her lap and went to +sleep. As they turned they passed through one of the magnificent +residential settlements, then to the odd Hungarian town where a +foreign Sunday was in full life and vivacity. + +Little tables were standing around, some filled with families, some +having a couple of lovers; other parties were walking up and down; all +in picturesque holiday attire. The tables were set out with small, +hard brown cakes, slices of bread that each had brought to the feast. +There was beer of course, merrymaking and jollity--but no one seemed +to overstep the bounds. Children ran around, grotesque copies of +their elders. Rows of cottages and gardens, great corn and hayfields, +stubble where cattle were browsing, enclosures of fattening pigs whose +squealing had a mirthful sound. + +"It is well worth looking at," said Mr. Borden. "A bit of Europe on +one of our islands and really a lesson to our own thriftless poor." + +Violet chattered in a funny fashion, but Pansy slept through it all. +Marilla tried several times to shift her position, but the little form +was too heavy to stir. Yet it was delightful, though she kept thinking +of last Sunday and Dr. Richards. + +Mr. Borden stopped at the gate and helped them out. + +"Lift Pansy, she's asleep," said Aunt Florence. + +"Oh, Marilla, why didn't you keep her awake! I've been trying not to +let them sleep in the afternoon so they would go to bed the earlier." + +"Just as you get a baby in good habits, someone comes along and spoils +it all," exclaimed Mrs. Borden in a vexed tone. She was a little +tired, having answered at least fifty questions for Jack. + +But Pansy woke when her father stood her down, and said, rather +drowsily--"Nice horsey;" and sat squarely down in the path. Aunt +Florence picked her up and led her to the porch. + +"Now, Marilla, get their suppers ready and feed them. And put away +their things. I can't bear to see them lying round on chairs." + +Mr. Borden drove off, taking Jack. + +"Ont bedy-milk," announced Violet. + +"Yes, yes; go to Marilla." + +The child had laid the caps in the drawer and hung up the coats. Both +children came out and clamored for supper and pulled on her skirt +until they almost tipped her over. + +Then the great bell clanged for the boarders' supper. They had dinner +at noon on Sundays. Mr. Borden returned and escorted the ladies over. +This was always a rather chatty, long-drawn-out meal. + +Marilla fed the babies, washed and put away her few dishes, then took +the children out on the porch. Violet wanted to be "wocked," so she +sat beside her in the big porch chair. Pansy ran up and down uttering +queer unmusical noises. The piano in the other part of the house was +accompanying a singer. + +The mistress of that part leaned out of the window and said in a sharp +tone--"Can't you keep that child still? She's an awful nuisance." + +"Let us go indoors," said Marilla. "Come, and I'll tell you a story +about a bunny that got lost away from all his folks." + +But Pansy had no mind to come. She screamed when Marilla took hold of +her arm and then kicked, jerking away, she rolled down the three +steps, landing on the grass. Marilla, frightened, picked her up in her +arms and ran through the hall with her. The suddenness had really +taken the breath out of the little body for a moment, then she looked +rather wildly at her rescuer. + +"It didn't hurt you much and you were a naughty baby to run away! +Don't cry any more and you shall have----" she cast about to see what +solace there was--"oh, you shall have some sugar--see--" and she +offered her some in a spoon. + +Pansy laughed and reached out for the sugar, quite restored to good +humor. + +"Now, I'll go out and get sister and you shall have some more sugar." + +Violet came in quite willingly. She sat on the floor with them and +thought of the stories she used to tell. This one was about a runaway +squirrel. It grew dark and he was afraid, for he heard a queer noise +that kept saying, "Who--who," so he ran another way. Then a dog +barked, and Marilla made the sound of a dog and both babies laughed +delightedly. "So he ran as fast as he could but the dog ran, too, and +the squirrel climbed up in a tree," and Marilla climbed with her hands +on the back of the chair in a funny fashion. "'Come down,' said the +dog. 'I won't,' said the squirrel. 'Then I'll climb up and eat you.' +But the squirrel laughed and said: 'You can't climb a tree.'" + +The babies laughed, too, but Violet wanted to be "wocked" again. She +really was sleepy. So Marilla put them both in the rocking chair and +began another story about a bird who had three little babies in a nest +and had to go out and get them something to eat. The ladies came back +and Violet began to nod and let her eyes droop. + +"They must go to bed," said their mother. + +It was supposed that Pansy would make a protest. She slipped down out +of the chair and held out her fat little hand, murmuring--"Illa, +Illa." + +"Well, Illa shall put you to bed, come Violet." + +Mrs Borden found their nighties. "Me too," and Violet took hers over +to Marilla. + +"Now, isn't that cunning? Marilla they are getting back all their old +love for you! But it is time I had a little rest." + +The babies were safely deposited in their crib, each with a thumb in +her mouth, a rather recent habit. Then they went out on the porch +again. Jack was there with his chum, Stevie. The ladies joined the +procession up and down the board walk. Stevie was recounting some +wonderful experience, so Marilla dropped into a chair and her mind +went back to last Sunday night. How long ago it seemed! + +Stevie was summoned home by his nurse. Quite a party went to the kind +of sacred concert. Jack crawled up beside Marilla, for he was getting +sleepy. When she proposed he should go to bed he turned obstinate and +held on tight to the arm of the chair. + +"I won't go to bed. I'm going to stay here until mama comes." + +"Oh, you must. The clocks have struck eight." + +"But I'm not going to." He caught the arm of the chair. "You try now +and I'll kick you with my hind leg." + +She knew well enough that he would kick. Somehow she did not feel +equal to the struggle. + +"Tell me a story," was his next demand. "About somebody being put in +the pit. Sunday school teacher told it. Why, I'd climb out." + +So she told him the story and then another, rocking slowly, and as the +demand ceased she knew he was asleep. But she did not dare try to get +him to bed. So she went to her own thoughts, the last week passed with +the fairy godmother and Dr. Richards. + +It was ten when the family returned. + +"Oh, Marilla, how _could_ you let him go to sleep! He's so cross when +you wake him up." + +"I couldn't get him to go----" + +"Jack!" His father picked him up and carried him to the sleeping +room. + +"Now you run to bed," said the mistress, still sharply. + +It was very well, Marilla thought, that Jack had a companion who was +not fond of "kids." Stevie lived quite a distance below and had +brought no end of playthings, had an auto wagon that two could sit in, +though only one could be chauffeur. So Marilla had the babies out on +the side lawn all the morning in the shade, and after their nap took +them out in the carriage. They were quite fond of walking, too. They +really were rather amiable again. + +"Miss Florence, could I have some paper and a pencil?" she asked +during their noontide nap. "I promised to write to Dr. Richards and +tell him if I kept well." + +"Why not to Miss Armitage?" was the inquiry. + +"She was going to Canada, and--I'm quite well again, and the babies +are so much better. He will be glad to hear, for he felt very sorry +about them, and he said I must write." + +"I suppose Miss Armitage's house is very grand, much finer than +ours?" + +"It's beautiful and she has such a lovely organ. Well, it's different +and there are two big parlors and some curious things that I never saw +before and chairs in beautiful light blue, all flowered, and some tall +vases and marble statues. And there's Jane and Norah--and the wash +goes out. Yes, I suppose she's rich." + +"And you'd like to live there?" + +"Perhaps she wouldn't want me," the child said simply. + +Evidently there had been no talk about it. + +Miss Borden gave her pencil and paper. + +Marilla went to the kitchen nursery, sat down on a stool and put her +paper on the bottom of the wooden chair. She began--"Dear Dr. +Richards." Oh, there was so much to say! She was well and the babies +were improved and could talk a good deal and looked better for not +being so fat. She really liked home better and Bridget's kitchen was +so clean, and there was always a nice white cloth on the table. It +seemed a funny way to live but many of the people did not have meals +in their own houses, but went over to the eating place. "I can't spell +the other word," she admitted naively. There were so many pretty girls +in lovely frocks who walked up and down and didn't have to take care +of babies. "I don't believe I am as fond of babies as I used to be. I +get tired of having them every day," she explained frankly. "And soon +I shall begin to count on the five years." + +She filled up the whole sheet, folded, slipped it in the envelope and +fastened it. Oh, she must ask for a stamp. She could run down to the +postoffice. + +Miss Borden was curious to know what was in the letter, whether +Marilla had found any fault with her surroundings, but the eager, +honest face disarmed curiosity that could not be easily gratified. So +the letter went its way. + +There were many things to entertain a child whose former life had been +narrow. Some of the girls spoke to her. "Were the babies her +sisters?" + +"Oh, no. She was--well their nurse." + +"How odd they looked! Is that little Jack their brother?" + +"Yes." Oh how ardently she wished they were pretty. + +"He looks more like you than like them. You've both got such pretty +curly hair, though his is darker. I think curly hair's just lovely. I +wish mine curled, and you've such a pretty dimple in your chin." + +Marilla blushed at the praise. + +"What are the babies called?" + +Marilla repeated their names. + +"That's funny--they're so much alike." + +"Well--they're twins," said another. + +Then the babies thought it was time they joined in the conversation, +and a funny mess they made of it. Pansy said-- + +"Ont to dit down." + +"No, you can't," answered Marilla. "Their mother said I must never +take them out." + +They happened to be strapped in very securely. But Pansy made a great +fuss and gesticulated furiously with her little fists. + +"I had better go on," said Marilla. + +"It's awfully funny. Does she often get in such a tantrum?" + +"Not very often," returned Marilla half ashamed and almost afraid the +baby would break the strap. + +After a few days she began to get quite acquainted with some of the +girls. They came from various places and were quite ready to talk +about themselves. There was to be a lawn party next week at the +Sheldon's, just for the girls, and they were going to dance. + +"Oh, did you ever go to a ball?" asked Marilla. + +"Why, girls don't go to balls! They are for the big folks. My grown up +sister does and they're just splendid." + +She had half a mind to tell them about the beautiful dream and how she +had danced with the Prince. But Pansy was going on at such a rate that +she pushed the carriage along and by the time they reached home she +had forgotten her trouble. + +And there was a letter from Dr. Richards. + +She wanted to kiss it, she was so glad, but Mrs. Borden stood there, +so she simply said--"Thank you," and opened it. + +It was quite to a child's capacity. Marilla smiled in some places, +looked sad in others. The little boy who had been so dreadfully +injured by an automobile had died, but he would have been a terrible +cripple if he had lived. There had been two very hot weeks and the +poor babies had suffered. He was very glad to hear that the twins were +doing so nicely, and had all their teeth safe and sound. And was she +growing stronger, and did she have a chance to take the baths he +advised? Miss Armitage was having a fine time. And a friend was to +take them in his yacht around the islands in the Gulf of St. Lawrence +and come down to Nova Scotia, so she wouldn't be home as soon as they +expected. And he was so busy he couldn't have any vacation at all; but +then he had taken years before and must be satisfied. + +There were bits of fun and queer sayings interspersed that made a sort +of jolliness in her face. + +"Don't you want to read it?" she asked, rather timidly. + +Mrs. Borden just did. She and Florence had wondered whether Marilla +had made any invidious comparisons about the change to actual service +instead of being treated as a guest in a fine house. + +"If--you'd like me to," with the proper hesitation. + +"Oh, yes. And I used to tell him about the babies, that they were so +good and hardly ever cried, and how I told them stories and they +laughed just as if they understood--didn't they?" + +"You _made_ them understand. You're an odd little girl, Marilla, and I +don't know what we would do without you, but then you do really belong +to us. I do suppose the baths would be a good thing if you were not +afraid. Now, we can't coax Jack to go in the water, though he delights +to run along the edge barefooted. That's fun for the children. But you +see if we all went some one must look after the children. Then there's +the time for their nap and there'd be no one to go with you. There +seems so many things to do in the afternoon now that we have joined +the Clubs. And there's teas and things----" + +"Yes," Marilla returned, meekly. + +"Why wouldn't you go in the water?" she asked Jack a few days +afterward. + +"'Cause there's sharks. Stevie said so. An' they eat up people." + +"Why don't they eat up--well, they haven't eaten up any one yet. We +should have heard of it." + +"They only eat up children. The big folks kick 'em out of the way. But +you've got to be real strong an' have a big foot. You just give it to +'em by the side of the jaw and they flop down in the water. That big +Jimmy Lane has seen them lots of times." + +There was a great sand heap where the smaller children went to play +and tumble about and build forts and ovens and sometimes sand each +other. Marilla took the babies out in the carriage after they had +their dinner and were dressed afresh. Sometimes she met the girls +sauntering about, sometimes with the nurse maids. The two ladies went +to a Whist Club, and one afternoon played Bridge, and between times +they met on each others' porches. + +The afternoon of the children's lawn party the street was fairly +thronged. There were grown people within the enclosure by special +invitation. And how pretty the young people were in their beautiful +summer attire with laces and ribbons and bead chains and white ties +with a great bow almost as big as the foot. + +There were four pieces of music. Oh, the dancing was just bewitching? +Marilla drew long breaths and wished she was among them; every pulse +in her body kept time. The trees waved and nodded, some birds sang and +there were sounds of happy laughter. + +"Get away from here with this big caboose of yourn!" said a rough +voice, "you take up too much room," and he wheeled the carriage around +so suddenly the babies almost toppled over. "Other people want a +chance. Get along, I say!" + +She had no choice but to go on. + +"I'm glad he sent off that nurse girl," exclaimed a woman with two +children clinging to her skirts. "Those great wagons are such a +nuisance!" + +Marilla crossed the street and went slowly up and down. When the +throng moved about a little she could see the white fairy figures +floating over the greensward, and hear the music that set one's nerves +a-tingle. The outside crowd began to disperse, but the man loitered +about, so she did not dare go back. + +Then they brought out some tables on the lawn and began to arrange +them. Oh, how daintily pretty it was! She recognized some of the +girls, and in spite of her courage, sighed as she turned away. + +Those were the sisters for whom the coach and four waited, with the +footman and outriders, and who would be made welcome at all the grand +functions of life, while the Cinderellas were relegated to the chimney +corner. And the godmother must come out of fairy land, if she came at +all, and transformed one with a wand. That was why the glories were so +unsubstantial, and why the dream must end at midnight. + +The babies were clamoring for supper. The house was all alone. She +lifted them out and helped them up the steps, then gave them each a +biscuit while she prepared their bread and milk. The ladies came home +from their Whist. Mrs. Borden had won the first prize and they were +talking as eagerly as boys over a baseball score. There was Jack, +dirty and tousled as any tramp. + +"Wash him up Marilla and put him in some clean clothes or we'll be +late for dinner. Come, be quick, child." + +That was the portion of the Cinderellas. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE LITTLE THORNS + + +They were all very glad to be home again. The house was so clean and +orderly and there were so many closets and drawers in which to pack +away things. Bridget had scoured and scrubbed and polished windows +largely to pass away time, for the people next door had been away as +well and the maids on a vacation earning money at seasides. + +"Oh, I'm so glad to see you again!" + +Marilla was hugging Bridget and her tone was full of delight. + +"Ah, dear, an' it's glad enough I am to get ye back, but you've not +grown very fat an' rugged looking, but them babies do beat all! +They're quite ginteel one may say, an how they do run and talk! You'll +have your hands full, I'm thinkin', if they're goin' to copy Jack!" + +"Oh, Bridget, they're real sweet, only they're noisy when your head's +tired. It sounds worse indoors. There was a big out of doors and +grass, and people passing and some children came in to play. But now +you have to look after them all the time." + +"Marilla! Marilla!" + +No, she could not waste her time in the chimney corner. + +"Put on the babies' things and take them out walking, they'll drive me +crazy." + +She walked them round to Loraine place. Would she dare call? Oh, how +her heart yearned to see them all again! but the blinds were drawn; +perhaps no one was at home. + +Then as they were going down the street, just at the corner, a lady +and two girls about her size crossed. The lady and one of them lived +about a block further down Arch street. The other she had known at the +seaside. She smiled with a sudden pleasant surprise. The girl simply +stared. Marilla's face was scarlet. Was it possible she was not to +know any of these girls if she should meet them? This one did not live +here, she knew that. + +Then Aunt Hetty came home looking thinner and more dried up than ever, +but glad to get back to her room. She would not come down to dinner +but M'rilla could bring her up some toast and tea. + +So instead of having a cozy time with Bridget she carried the small +waiter up stairs. The tea was in the pot; Aunt Hetty had the kettle +boiling on the gas stove. The toast was on a hot plate. + +"Sit down a minute, I've hardly seen you. Did you have a nice time? I +suppose the twins will be on the everlasting trot, now they can walk +so well, and as for talking--well I'm glad I don't have to live with +them; that I'm clear this end of the house. You see that they don't +come up stairs. It's nice to be in your own place, though the folks +where I staid were very good and pleasant, I s'pose they thought I +might remember them in my will," and she gave a shrill sort of cackle. +"Now I tell you there isn't much fun in living to be old, and I seem +to have lost my spunk. It's just a kind of drowsing life away. Now +tell me what you did! My, but this toast tastes good! Better than all +their flummery." + +"Oh, there were a good many nice things and pretty houses and gay +people, and a big place where they all went to meals. And Jack is +better than he used to be, he had the nicest little playmate and was +out of the house most of the time. But I must run down, for Bridget +said my dinner was ready. I'll come up again when the babies are in +bed; can I bring you anything?" + +"Well, yes, a glass of hot milk. No, bring it in a cup with a +handle--it is so much nicer to hold. You're a good willing girl, +Marilla." + +"I thought you never would get down," Bridget said, almost crossly. +"If you have to wait on that old woman and all the rest of us you'll +wish you were in the grave. My! You look all tired out. Now, here's a +nice bit of chicken that I laid aside for you. I'm not goin' to have +you fed on leavings. And it wasn't nice down there?" nodding her +head. + +"Oh, Bridget, such a kitchen and such a table, and no white cloth on +it! They, the servants didn't seem to care, and they were nice and +clean at the Home, and you're--well, you have things as nice as in the +dining room, and to have things shoveled out of the kettle on your +plate or cold on a dish! Sometimes puddings were good, and the creams +and frozen things were clean and nice. But I'm so glad to get back to +you. And the lovely bath room! We didn't have any in the cottage. Why +it saves half the work taking care of babies." + +"You bet it does, I couldn't and wouldn't live in such a muxy kitchen. +If I couldn't have things to suit I'd take French leave, though I +guess I'd call it Irish leave. And people, women, think it a fine +thing to go off and live that way. But the boss got very tired of +it." + +Marilla laughed faintly. She was almost too tired to eat, but the +chicken was so tasty, and the fresh home-made bread delightful. And +the cheery voice put heart in the girl. Then the dessert was +delicious. + +"I promised to take Aunt Hetty a cup of milk. I'll see first if Mrs. +Borden wants me. But I'll dry the dishes for you." + +"No, dear, I did the most of them while you were up stairs." + +The babies had been put to bed. They did have an unlimited capacity +for sleep, now that they were well. Jack was perched on his father's +knee detailing some wonderful adventures. No, they did not need her. + +"I'm going in next door awhile," said Bridget on her return. "Mrs. +Dawson's girl left in a huff, and she asked me if I knew anyone. And +there was my friend, Maggie Brady, just out of a place and a nice tidy +girl; a good cook, too. So they both suited. Maggie's mother and mine +lived in the same town. It's nice to have a friend at hand. And when +ye's through with the old lady I'd run to bed. You look tired as a +wagon wheel that's run round and round." + +Marilla laughed and took a bottle of milk with her. Aunt Hetty drank a +good cupful, hot, and the remainder was set out on the window sill. +Then she settled herself in bed with two pillows under her head; she +could hear better she thought. + +"Now, you open that book at the mark and read to me. 'Twon't be very +interesting, for you can't know what's gone before. And no doubt I'll +fall asleep--I always snore a little at first, and when you hear that +you may light the burner in the other room and turn it very low and +put the window down from the top and skip off to yourself." + +She was very tired but she read quite awhile before the gentle snoring +began, and she was glad enough to go to bed. + +They had been home just a week when school opened. It was a comfort to +get rid of Jack. They began to settle into quite regular living. + +"I've just had a fright," said Mrs. Borden, coming up to her sister's +room. "A man has been here inquiring about school children and I _did_ +stretch the truth a little. You see, now children have to go to school +until they are fourteen. I simply can't let Marilla go. I didn't adopt +her nor consider her in any sense my own. A child like that isn't +worth more than her board and clothes. What good would she be to us if +we had to get her off at nine in the morning, and then have only an +hour in the afternoon. The twins _must_ be taken out, and there's so +much running up and down. She's a nice honest, truthful child and a +born nurse girl. But if I had to send her to school, I'd trot her off +to the Home." + +"There is so much to do this winter. When you come to that, she knows +enough for ordinary, and later on she could go to evening school. +There's so much shopping and planning, and we must be out a good deal. +The twins mightn't take to a new girl. Let us keep her if we possibly +can." + +Miss Borden's lover was to return before Christmas and wanted every +thing ready for a speedy marriage. It would be in church with a very +small reception afterward. And that was hardly three months' +distance. + +Marilla was coming home with the babies one afternoon when two lady +callers and a girl were saying adieu and coming down the steps. Yes, +that was Ada Brant who had been at Bayside in the summer and at first +had been quite friendly with her. Now she looked as if she had never +known her. + +Maybe that was the way all the girls would feel to one who had been +bound-out from an institution. There they had all been on an equality. +And somehow the Bordens had not really put her down. Then that lovely +Miss Armitage. Why, there had been a place for her at the table, and +Jane had waited on her as if she had been a guest! + +Perhaps it would be different now. Then came a very bitter knowledge +to Marilla Bond. Five years more of this, and wouldn't people remember +she had been Mrs. Borden's nursemaid? Why, even now she would be glad +to be Miss Armitage's maid. What made the difference? + +She was to hear more of it that evening. After the babies came in from +their outing they were washed, undressed, and a nice warm wrapper put +over their nightgown, and then fed. Afterward laid in their crib. They +didn't go to sleep at once but kicked and laughed and chatted in a +regular frolic. Phlegmatic babies can be easily trained. Then Marilla +came down and waited on the table as Bridget sent various things up on +the lift. She was a really charming little waitress. + +"Such an odd thing occurred today," began Mrs. Borden. "John do you +know a firm, Davis & Calthorpe, who manufacture something--" + +"Yes, Calthorpe is selling out, I drew up some papers for him. He's +been up in the Adirondacks all summer and is going to Bermuda; but he +will never come back alive." + +"How queer it all is! We met Mrs. Brant a few times at Bayside. They +have come to Newton to look into the business and are staying with +Mrs. Wheeler. They came to call and Mrs. Brant has a pretty, stylish +young daughter. Of course they'll have to move here. She is quite +taken with Newton. I told them about that Jamreth house down the +street and they decided to look at it. Of course I didn't get much +acquainted with her, but she seems a very nice body. And that's a +promising business, but Calthorpe had to give it up and I'm sorry for +the poor fellow; glad, too, that he met with this chance of disposing +of his share. Brant appears to be a nice, brisk fellow and it is lucky +for Davis as well." + +The Jamreth house had stood empty all summer. Marilla passed it on her +way to the park, for Arch street led direct. Suppose Ada was there +sitting on the stoop or at the window and giving her that indifferent +stare when they had been quite acquaintances! + +For the first time fairy land and her dancing with the Prince failed +to comfort. The whole world seemed changed, and how would Miss +Armitage be, now that she was well? + +But she was very, very busy; Jack went to school a week and was +delighted with the boys. + +"Sam Gordon has a little brother just big enough to begin school. I +wish one of the twins was a boy. What's the use of so many girls?" + +His father laughed a little at that. The second week the charm began +to fail. His head ached and he wanted to stay at home and have Marilla +read to him. + +"Boys don't have headaches," said his mother. But he was cross and his +face flushed up so that in the afternoon his teacher sent him home. +"And I don't want this scratchy flannel on! I like the other better; +can't I pull it off?" + +"The others are worn out, and it is coming cooler weather. Oh, you'll +get used to it," said his mother, teasingly. + +Then he kicked the babies' playthings about and pinched Marilla's arm +and wouldn't eat any dinner, and said his pudding was bitter. His +father sent him to bed, but he tossed and tumbled and cried out for a +drink ever so many times, and in the morning was red with a fever and +some sort of eruption. So they sent for Dr. Baker, who pronounced it a +fine case of measles. + +"I don't see where he caught it, unless it is in the school, and I +suppose the twins will have it," said Mrs. Borden in despair. + +There were three pretty bad days and Jack tried the patience of the +whole household sorely. Then the babies showed symptoms and seemed +vexed that such a thing should happen to them, and now school was not +to be thought of in some time. + +"Run out and take a little airing, Marilla," said Mrs. Borden, late +one afternoon. "You haven't been out of the house for days." + +She was very glad to go. Jack was still a recluse though he seemed +well. + +Which way should she go? Her heart cried softly for Loraine place and +almost unconsciously her feet turned thitherward. Miss Armitage sat by +the window but she sprang up and opened the hall door with, "My dear, +dear child!" + +Marilla had her face in a transport of happy crying, from an +overweighted heart. + +"Oh, my dear!" leading her in. + +"Oh, Miss Armitage, we have the measles round at our house. Perhaps I +oughtn't come in." + +"Oh, I had the measles long ago, and I've seen three cases this +afternoon. I've only been home four days and had the most splendid +time. But I want to hear about you--have you been well, and was it +nice at the seaside? Why it seems like a year since we parted." + +"Yes, I was well and the babies walk and talk and are real cunning and +they do grow prettier. They're getting some real nice hair but I can't +make it curl. I didn't like the house so well and there was no bath +only a cold water faucet and a gas stove, and I missed Bridget so +much. We staid out of doors most of the time. I didn't go in +bathing--I was a little afraid, I think, and I would have had to go +with some of the servants. There were a good many of them--we took our +meals outside. I was glad to get home, and oh, so glad to see you!" + +She caught the hand and kissed it rapturously. Miss Armitage held up +the face with her hand under the chin. + +"No, you haven't gained any." + +"I think I did at first, but Jack was so troublesome, and the old +lady, Aunt Hetty, wants one to read her to sleep and sometimes it +takes so long." + +"You surely are not helping with her?" + +"Oh, only reading and answering her bell. She's somehow so nice when +you wait on her. I think, like the rest of us, she's so glad to be +back. One day she gave me a dollar and said I must spend it for candy, +but I haven't yet. Do you think I ought to have told Mrs. Borden?" + +"Why, not necessarily." + +"I'm not so very fond of candy. There's a beautiful book of fairy +stories in a store down town that I'd like. Only Jack takes every +thing, and he keeps asking if I haven't a penny when we go out. His +mother doesn't give him pennies to spend, and a very good thing, +too." + +"What kind of books do you read to the old lady?" + +"Well, you see it's this way, she reads on pages and pages and puts in +a mark, then I go on where she left off and so I don't get the real +sense of the story. They seem to have a good deal of trouble. I'd +rather read about little girls who went to their grandmother's and had +nice times, and beautiful verses full of music such as you used to +read." + +Miss Armitage laughed pleasantly. "We'll have some nice reading again. +And you ought to go to school." + +"But you see I can't. I look over Jack's books and I write on pieces +of paper. I don't know how to spell all the words. Oh, I wrote a +letter to Dr. Richards. He asked me to, and he sent such a nice +answer. I did want to write again, but I hadn't any paper nor postage +stamp, and I didn't like to ask the second time. Oh, I might buy some +with my dollar, mightn't I?" + +"I'll do you up a little package. He wants to see you, so I'll ask him +to come here and let you know. And sometimes when you are out with the +babies you must stop here and let me see them, and I'll call and see +you all." + +"Oh, how nice that will be. I'm so glad you love me. For I never shall +be like the girls who have pretty homes and parents to love them. But +you'll be the fairy godmother always, won't you?" + +"Yes, dear," in a soft tone. + +"And now I must go. It's so sweet to know that some one really loves +you even if you are a bound-out girl. And now I'm beginning to count +the years." + +Miss Armitage kissed her and watched her tripping down the steps. She +was worthy of a better fate. Would she love the hand that set her in +pleasanter places and not come to think wholly of self? For she, woman +past thirty, as she was, longed for a little daughter's love, a +daughter to grow up along side of her, to share her very life. + +The babies went out walking up and down the block one day and took no +harm. Violet was wild to run away, as Jack had been, and so was quite +a care. Then the men came to fumigate the house and they all went to a +friend's and took lunch. + +"Dear me, what a nice little maid you have," said the friend. "She +seems to know just what to do, and she's so pleasant tempered. Where +did you find her?" + +"She came from Bethany Home and she's bound to me until she's +eighteen. She'll be of good service." + +The Autumn was glorious with a good deal of sunshine; Jack went back +to school and was getting to be a regular boy, full of pranks; they +were sometimes rather rough. He did stand in awe of his father, but he +occasionally said things to Marilla that were not a bit nice, then he +would coax her not to tell of them. + +One afternoon Miss Armitage came. Bridget said she was sorry the +ladies were out but the visitor said she wanted to see Marilla and the +babies and went up stairs to the nursery. Playthings were all about; +Marilla had been building houses for the twins to knock down. They +glanced at Miss Armitage with wondering eyes, but they said "down, +down" when Marilla took to a chair. Then they tumbled over her and +buried their hands in her curly hair, even if it pulled. They showed +they owned her, and it really was not an easy lot for the little girl. +She did look pale and tired but she was so glad to see her friend. + +Then the lady began to plan if there was any way to get her free. She +went to see Mrs. Johnson. + +"Why the child seems very well off," was the rather tart reply. "She +is well fed and clothed and has nothing to do but amuse two little +ones. Many a girl would jump at the place. It wouldn't do for us to be +changing them about, you see. We do sometimes take away a child who is +ill treated. I've visited this Mrs. Borden several times and found +things very satisfactory." + +"But she could be educated--" + +"My dear lady, there are hundreds of these poor children who need a +good home and to be fitted for their station in life which cannot be a +very high one. Their heads must not be filled with dreams of wonderful +fortunes. Real work is and must be the lot of those who are homeless +and dependent. Now, if _you_ wanted to adopt some child I have two +lovely little girls here, one of them born to luxury it would seem, +but misfortune and death made a waif of her. I do hope some well-to-do +people will take a fancy to her." + +No, she didn't want any stranger. She would wait and see. Why should +she care so much for Marilla? The faint little voice haunted her--"Are +you a fairy godmother?" + +The Bordens were really disappointed when they found they had missed +Miss Armitage. Then a dressmaker was to come, and friends were +dropping in. Unless they shut the nursery door the little girls were +in everything, and then they fairly howled for mama. + +"Oh, Marilla, can't you keep those children entertained? It sounds as +if they were getting murdered. Put on their things and take them +out." + +Then one night Pansy had the croup and there was a great scare. + +"You've let her get cold some way, Marilla; you mustn't let the wagon +stand while you keep looking at books and pictures in store windows. +You better go straight over to the park, and don't talk to other +girls. You're old enough now to have a little judgment." + +Marilla made the babies ready. They were very fond of walking up and +down stairs. Now she lifted them in the carriage, tucked them in with +the pretty robe and they did look picturesque in their fluffy white +hoods and fur cloaks. They uttered shrieks of delight as they went +along. The Brant's were moving in the Jamreth house; she would +remember hereafter to turn off at State street and not pass it. +Somehow she felt very tired. At times there was such a fluttering +somewhere inside of her that for a moment things went round and she +had to gasp for breath. She would like to tell Dr. Richards about it. +She had seen him twice, both times in the street and it had kept her +happy for days. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +ON THE BORDER OF TRAGEDY + + +For two days Jack had been out of school with a sore throat. Today it +was better. The ladies wanted to go out to match some trimming and +view some elegant new party frocks that might do for a wedding gown. + +"Now don't tear the house down while we are gone. And if you are good +Jack, I'll bring you home that new top you wanted. Remember the noise +disturbs Aunt Hetty." + +But the children enjoyed the noise. Aunt Hetty's bell rang. + +"Oh, Marilla, can't you keep those children in a little better order," +said the fretful voice. "And get me a drink of cold tea, I feel so +queer." + +"I'm so sorry," answered the child, "I'll try my best. If only Jack +wasn't home." + +Jack was throwing the ball at the babies who made vague efforts to +catch it. + +"I'm so afraid you'll hurt them." + +"Oh, you old fraid cat! You can't let a fellow have any fun! I'll +give it to you." + +It was not a heavy ball but he sent it with all his angry might. It +struck against her heart and she went down in a little heap. + +"I fixed you that time! Come, you can't play possum over me, get up!" + +He touched her with his foot. Pansy ran and fell over her. + +"Get up, you little clumsy skunk! You'll half kill her!" + +"Poor Illa. Det up, Illa. Did bad Jack hurt 'ou?" + +Jack turned her partly over. Her face was ghastly, with the eyes +rolled up. + +Aunt Hetty's bell rang. Jack ran down stairs. + +"O, come up Bridget, Marilla's killed!" + +"Ah, now you want to frighten a body out of her wits! You ought to be +skinned alive." + +"Oh, come quick!" Jack began to cry. + +Bridget walked up stairs very deliberately, "Oh, Holy Mother of God! +Get up, children. Marilla, dear--Oh, what have you done to her?" + +She took the limp figure in her arms. + +"Oh, me darlint! Wurra! wurra! And that bell! As if no one wanted +anything but that old body with one foot in the grave. Jack run in +next door and ask Mrs. Seymour to come at once; quick, or I'll bat you +with a stick." + +Then she went up stairs. The poor old body was lying in the reclining +chair, her face distraught with fright. + +"Send for the doctor at once, something has happened to me, I can't +stir. My legs are heavy as lead. Where's Marilla? I've rung and +rung!" + +"Marilla's fainted dead away. Yes, I'll get the doctor," and down +Bridget flew to open the front door. + +"Oh for the love of heaven, will you come and talk to that thing in +the wall an' get the doctor! Why, I'm most crazy." + +"Yes, what doctor?" Mrs. Seymour went to the telephone. + +"Doctor Baker, and then to Miss Armitage in Loraine place." + +"Dr. Baker would come at once." + +They found the lady's number. She was just going out but would stop +there first. + +Then she took Mrs. Seymour through to the nursery. The children were +patting and petting Marilla. + +"Get away, children, you've had her smothered." + +"Does she faint often? She seems so well and merry." + +"She did that time last summer. She was out with the babies and fell +off of a stoop, I believe, an' she kept looking like a ghost for ever +so long. That Miss Armitage took her to her house an' took care of +her. She's a good woman, that she is. An' it's just my belief that +Marilla isn't strong enough for the rough an' tumble of life. Some +ain't you know, an' she's tugged these fat babies about often; there +isn't but one nurse kept." + +"Oh, they were too heavy for her to lift." + +"Mrs. Borden didn't want her to, much. I'll say that for her. She was +afraid the babies backs might get out of shape some way by a bad fall. +She's a fair dealin' woman or I wouldn't have staid with her all these +years. But Marilla isn't strong enough for the work, and the old Aunt +wants a good deal of waiting on. It's run up an' down until you'd +think her legs would just fall out." + +Mrs. Seymour had been trying various restoratives. Now Marilla gave a +long shuddering sigh, opened her eyes but closed them again. + +"What beautiful long lashes she has! And such silky hair--" + +"Oh, the saints be praised! I began to think she was dead! Poor +darlint! 'Rilla dear--its Bridget who'd do anything in the world for +you." + +Dr. Baker arrived. He entered the room, looked at Marilla, felt of her +pulse, and listened to the faint heart beats. "Give her a little +brandy," he said. "Where's Mrs. Borden? I thought the old lady--" + +"Oh, she is!" interrupted Bridget, "she can't stir her legs one bit. +She's rale poorly, now I tell you, an' this child's been looking after +her as well as the babies." + +"That's twice too much." He ran lightly up the stairs to meet with a +torrent of up-braidings. + +"I thought I'd have to die here all alone! Where's Marilla? I've rung +and rung." + +"The girl has been in a dead faint. She's worn out. And you must have +a regular nurse." + +"Oh, dear!" Aunt Hetty began to cry, "couldn't I have her? 'Twouldn't +be as bad as them two young ones. And I'd pay her well, too. She's so +nice and good tempered with her face full of smiles and sunshine. Oh, +if she's going to be ill what shall we all do?" + +The brandy revived Marilla a little. She tried to speak but her lips +felt stiff. They took her up carefully and laid her on the old lounge. +The babies started to climb up over her at once, and howled fearfully +when Bridget pulled them down with an ungentle shake and sat them on +the floor. Then she went to answer the door bell and ushered in Miss +Armitage. + +Dr. Baker came down at the same moment. "Can't you shut those children +up in some dungeon? They've voices like a foghorn. Ah, Miss Armitage. +How is this patient?" + +"Oh, I'm--better," raising up suddenly then falling back in a half +faint. + +"Don't stir, keep as still as you can. You've no strength to throw +away on make believes. See here, babies," and he disgorged a paper of +peppermints that at once soothed broken hearts. + +"When will Mrs. Borden return?" + +"Well, she'll be home to dinner," and Bridget grinned. "Things were +all well enough when she went out. You see there's some weddin' +fixings goin' on, and sure Miss Borden deserves a good husband when +she's waited five years. How's the old lady?" + +"It's pretty bad with her, though there's no immediate signs of her +dying. But it's paralysis. Her limbs are cold and useless and I think +it is creeping up her left side. She'll be another baby added to the +family, unless she will go to a hospital which would be far better for +her. She must have a steady nurse. I've been rather afraid of this." + +"I must go and see to my dinner. Miss Armitage won't you stay until +the ladies come home?" + +Miss Armitage signified her willingness and laid aside her hat. + +The babies were fairly gorging themselves. + +"I'll be in again presently. I'll leave this for the child, to be +given every half hour and she is to lie perfectly still." + +Miss Armitage smiled down in the pallid face. It had grown quite thin +again, but it seemed to hold an ethical sweetness. Marilla put out +one slim hand. + +"It seems too bad the old lady should be taken ill at this juncture," +said Mrs. Seymour. "And Manila's been such a faithful child. She's +been growing tall this summer and autumn and I suppose has run ahead +of her strength. Then with the two children to look after--well a +little nurse girl has rather hard lines--they seldom have more than +one, or if they do the others are older. My two boys are in boarding +school. I've wished one was a girl, they are so much more company for +the mother. But I'd wanted _her_ to be pretty," she cast a sidelong +glance at the twins. "It's a pity Jack should have taken all the +beauty." + +The twins felt so comfortable over the candy that they went to playing +with their blocks. Miss Armitage gave her patient the second dose of +her medicine and she closed her eyes. + +There was almost a shriek as Bridget opened the hall door with--"the +merciful saints preserve us! Has Jack been run over by one of them +fury things?" + +Jack was crying and the blood was streaming from his nose all over his +blouse. + +"He's been fighting, the bad boy, with a nasty, dirty tramp!" + +Bridget in her inmost heart hoped he had the worst of it. "Whist!" she +exclaimed, "there's two sick folks in the house, the doctor's been an' +he's coming again!" + +"Sick! Oh, what has happened?" + +"Well, the old lady's had a stroke, an' Marilla had a bad faint again. +I thought sure she was dead." + +Mrs. Borden dropped into the hall chair and began to cry +hysterically. + +"Jack, go straight up to the bath room," said his aunt. + +"And the neighbors came in, Mrs. Seymour to talk through that funnel, +and then Miss Armitage and the doctor," went on Bridget. + +"It's a pity one can't stir out of the house without something +happening," sobbed the mistress. "And we're both so tired." + +"There dear, come up stairs." Florence took Mrs. Borden by the arm, +and they ascended together. "Now I'll go and look after Jack." + +She put a big apron over her dress. Jack sat on the bath room floor +crying. + +"Get up and take off those dirty things. Come, your father will soon +be home and I don't know what he'll do to you," said his aunt. + +"He may strap me if he likes, but I ain't going to be called a +snotnosed scabby sneak of a devil--" + +"Hush! hush! I won't listen to such a talk--" + +"--And he slapped me in the face, and I kicked his shins good, and +then we fit and I give him a punch in the belly and a good bunk in the +eye--" + +"Stop Jack, I won't hear another word. Let me get you washed up. There +comes your father." + +Jack's nose had stopped bleeding and he was washed and put in some +clean clothes. Mrs. Borden laid aside her wrap and hat and went +through to the nursery. The peppermint must have been a sedative to +nerves and stomach for the twins looked up with an angelic smile and +went on house building. Mrs. Seymour made the explanations. + +"What could Marilla have been doing? She was well enough when we went +out." + +Miss Armitage gave the hand she held a gentle squeeze and she saw the +eyelids quiver. + +"I'm sure I am very much obliged to you both. I was sorry to miss you +that day you called, Miss Armitage. Oh dear, how you must have been +frightened! And poor Aunt Hetty! Is it really true--" + +"The doctor couldn't tell the absolute danger so soon--" + +"Oh, I think it has been coming on some time. She's dragged her feet +and she had a quick, almost spiteful way of walking, if one may call +it that. She protested against people slouching round without +animation enough to lift their feet. And some days she wouldn't come +down to any meal. Well, she's a pretty old lady; we've always let her +have her way." + +Jack came into the room rather meek but a handsome little fellow in +spite of a lump on his forehead. He had run out of doors without +waiting to hear the result of Marilla's fall. + +"Well, Captain!" said his father, holding out his hand. + +Mrs. Seymour went home after proffering her services if she should be +needed through the night. The dinner bell rang and Miss Borden +insisted the guest must go down to dinner and she would stay with the +children. + +"We're having our dinner a little late this evening on account of a +guest; otherwise I would accept. I can stay half an hour longer. Then +if you won't mind my coming around about nine to hear the doctor's +verdict." + +"Oh, you are very sympathetic. Thank you. I only hope Marilla won't +have a bad time as she did last summer. Why she's never fainted +since." + +Jack behaved beautifully at the table. No one spoke of the fight. But +he kept up a shivery thought of wondering if the ball he had thrown at +Marilla had really hurt her. It wasn't a hard ball, at least not as +hard as they had sometimes in the street. + +No one appeared very hungry. Mrs. Borden went up to look after Aunt +Hetty who seemed disinclined to talk and only wanted a cup of tea. Mr. +Borden looked at Marilla who had fallen asleep. Then he went through +to the other room and took Jack on his knee. + +"Now let's hear about the fight," he said, but his voice didn't seem +very stern. + +Jack really wanted to cry. He felt sort of bruised and beaten though +he had knocked down his adversary and would have stamped on him if his +mother had not appeared at that moment and carried him off. + +"Well, you see"--and the boy winked very hard. + +"Who begun it?" + +"Why, that Patsy's a reg'lar bum! He's called me names--he plays +hookey too, and he tried to trip me up and I give him a left-hander, +and he called me a stinking pup and ever so many nasty names and then +we went at it. Papa, you may strap me if you want to, but if I hadn't +fit the boys would have made fun of me and called me sissy, and we +went at it like fury. He made my nose bleed, and I guess I gave him a +black eye; and I kicked his shins--he's got fat legs. He's just a +bounder and teacher said he'd wind up in the reform school. I just +wish he would!" with an angry zest. + +"How do boys learn such shocking talk?" asked Aunt Florence, "When +they never hear it at home, and as for fighting--" + +"It is in the outside air and perhaps like measles runs through +boyhood. Jack, I want you to stand up for yourself though I don't +admire street fights." + +"But I won't be called nasty names, and he said I was a sneak of a +devil--" + +"Try and keep out of the way of such boys. But if you _must_ fight +stand up to it boldly. I think you didn't get the worst of it, but I +guess it's good your mother came along just then, and now little boy +you had better go to bed." + +Jack was very glad nothing had been asked him about Marilla. He was +tired and drowsy. But Aunt Florence said, "Jack I think you were a +very bad boy." + +Dr. Baker came in and took another look at Marilla whose pulse was +still very fluttering. + +"What do you suppose it is?" asked Mrs. Borden, anxiously. + +"The child has a weak heart. Perhaps no organic disease at present, +and if she gets through the next two or three years safely all may go +well with her. But she ought not have any severe strain. Do you know +anything about her family?" + +"She hasn't any, I took her from that Bethany Home. She's a nice, +willing, pleasant girl and a splendid hand with babies. But she was +with Miss Armitage all through that awful time we had with the +children teething, and the babies _are_ good. I resolved I'd never +make children so troublesome as Jack was, waiting on them hand and +foot. I've had a different system with them." + +"The system seems to have worked well, but I think you need a stronger +nursemaid." + +"I've never let her lift them, I knew it was not safe for them," +laughing. "Though think how poor children carry babies about; but now +tell me about Aunt Hetty." + +"I think it is the beginning of the end. You can't quite tell, but +she's pretty well worn out with the years, and she must have a steady +nurse. A hospital would be best." + +"Yes, we will talk that over." + +"Have you any one for tonight?" + +"No. Is it as bad as that?" and Mrs. Borden turned pale. + +"I should advise an emergency nurse for a week or so; by that time you +can make some plans." + +Mrs. Vanderveer was comfortable, but she did not want to be left +alone. + +"Oh, isn't it dreadful, Florence, that this should happen just now. If +it only could have waited until Christmas," Mrs. Borden said with +tears in her eyes. "I meant you should have such a happy wedding. +You've always been like an own sister to me." + +"Well, we won't worry tonight. Only--" + +Miss Armitage came in and heard the story through. + +"Let me telephone at once to the nurses' home, then you will feel +relieved. And perhaps it would be a good thing to send Marilla to me +for a little while again." + +"I cannot do without a nurse girl." + +"But a week or two may restore Marilla." + +The nurse came, a wholesome middle aged body who had been for weeks +with a helpless paralytic. And so the midnight found them all +comfortable. Marilla was left on the lounge. Miss Armitage sat a long +while in her soft wrapper planning about the child she felt she must +rescue. Oh, she _did_ want her. She did not try to give any reason for +the love that had stolen almost unaware in her heart, or the faith +that this child would not disappoint her. Every year she was growing +older, every year she longed more for some one of her very own. Why +should she not play fairy godmother in earnest? She must have Dr. +Richard's verdict. + +For Mrs. Borden with many kindly qualities looked at matters only as +they applied to herself. When Marilla was eighteen she would come to +the freedom of a bound-out girl, too old to begin another life, +settled in a rut--if she lived. Was she not one of the little ones +that might be rescued and live out a higher life? There were many who +could not, but she felt she must go carefully. + +Mrs. Holmes proved an admirable nurse and Aunt Hetty took to her in an +astonishing manner. She was attractive to the children, as well, who +greeted her with a smile. + +On the next day Dr. Baker admitted the paralysis was gaining rapidly +and thought she could not last long. That evening she said to the +nurse, "Send Mr. Borden up here, and you stay down with the ladies." + +He came up and greeted her cordially, hoping for better things, as +friends are wont to say. + +"No, John, there will not be any better, so we won't indulge in make +believes. Carry and James were quite sure this way of living wasn't +good for me. They wanted me to buy a house and make it over to them +and they would care for me the rest of my life. I've lived with Carry, +paid her good board, too, so I knew what that would be. I couldn't +live quite alone, you see--I always wanted some one round that I could +see if I wanted to. Old people do get queer. So when I had to +foreclose here I made you this offer. You're the only one of them all +who has not asked me outright for money, and I honor you for it. Your +mortgage here is twenty-three hundred." + +"Yes," he said with a vague sort of hope that she wasn't going to ask +him to settle it. + +"I want you to get it cancelled; I'll give you the order. I've meant +to do this the last year. Carry worried so at me that I went away with +her and felt none the better for it. I'd rather staid at home with +Bridget. So you see to that at once. And I want to make a new will." + +"Aunt Hetty! Well, I don't know what to say," and his tone showed his +surprise. "Don't say anything." She gave her little cackle of a laugh +that always had a sound of derision in it. "You know I can't take any +of it with me, and I'd like to know it will make few people pleased +and happy. I'm going to make you executor, so get some one else to +write out the will. I fixed it to my liking today. You've all been +very good to put up with my whims and queernesses. Old people don't +like too much advice, especially where money is concerned. Look in the +second drawer there--in a long envelope." + +"Thank you for this expression of your satisfaction. The babies and +Jack may have been a nuisance at times." + +"But that little girl's been good enough to make up for any +annoyance--not that there's been much. Jack's a smart, funny little +fellow. You know they're all more or less bad, but they grow up pretty +fair. There now, I'm tired." + +Mr. Borden wished her a kindly good-night and went down stairs to +recount the wonderful interview. + +"Oh, John!" Mrs. Borden leaned her head down on her husband's +shoulder. "What a streak of good fortune! Now we really do own the +house free and clear, I thought our summering would be quite moderate +but it wasn't. Still it did the babies an immense deal of good after +they got over their awful time. And they're so nice and well now, and +are growing better looking all the time. If Marilla only _could_ make +their hair curl! It's so stringy, and we haven't worried at Aunt Hetty +for what she did or what she didn't do, and weren't snappy when she +found fault. I used to think she needn't have rung for Marilla quite +so much, but the child never minded running up and down." + +"How has she been today?" + +"Well, I don't just know; Dr. Baker said she must keep pretty still, +so she's laid on the old lounge, but the babies would crawl over her. +It does seem as if we must have someone else--an older person, though +some of them object to taking out children. But if we want to get much +sewing done--" + +"I think I'll have a seamstress for a week or so," said Aunt Florence, +"time goes on so fast." + +Marilla had gone up stairs to her own bed, where Bridget had crooned +over her in tender Irish fashion. + +"An' I'm sore afraid them babies'll be the death of you, poor lamb! +They drag on you so, and their chatter would drive me crazy." + +"But they're so funny." + +"I don't call it funny with their hundred and fifty wants," sniffed +Bridget. + +Marilla turned faint now and then but for several days she was not +sent out with the children. Miss Armitage came over every day to +inquire about both invalids. Mrs. Vanderveer dozed a good deal and the +numbness seemed crawling further up her body. + +"She may have another stroke and she may go just this way," said Mrs. +Holmes, "I wouldn't give her more than a month at the longest. I've +seen it so many times. But it is merciful for them not to last +years." + +It was mid-October then. The seamstress proved a treasure. Garments +were completed and laid away. + +"I want most of the work finished up in November," said Mrs. Borden, +"then we can plan all the other matters." + +"I shall have to look up some one else. I want a nurse to take up the +children in the morning and wash and dress them, and they must go out. +They're losing all their lovely weather. Marilla doesn't seem to get +along at all. If she's going to develop some heart trouble she will +just be good for nothing. Of course, when I took her she seemed +healthy enough, and it was the best thing to do then. John has had +some good luck this fall and we don't need to think of saving up money +for the mortgage. I could afford a regular nurse, and it would ease me +up so much. I don't suppose they'd take Marilla back at the Home." + +"Talk to John about it if; we _could_ find a new place for her. Why, +she would make a nice little waitress. If you could keep three girls," +laughingly. + +"Dear me, we must not spread out too rapidly, and somehow I'd hate to +give her up. She trains the children so nicely. And have you noticed +how sort of gentlemanly Jack is growing toward her? He was real +rude." + +Jack had experienced many qualms of conscience about throwing the ball +that day, but Marilla made no reference to it. Still she might tell +Bridget, she and Bridget were such cronies, and Bridget would make an +awful fuss. + +"Marilla," he said one night when she was getting him ready for +bed--"I didn't mean to hurt you that day with the ball--you know. I +didn't think girls were so tender." + +"I was tired and there had been something stopping my breath like, now +and then, maybe it wasn't the ball." + +"You were good not to tell on a fellow. I'll never, never hurt you +again, nor pinch you, nor be ugly to you. You're so sweet, Marilla," +and he clasped his arms around her neck, kissing her. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE ARK OF LOVE + + +The glowing golden October weather had given place to several lowering +days. Furnaces and grates were started up, and overcoats brought out, +and pedestrians hurried along. Even children did not stop to play, for +now a cold drizzle had set in. + +It was very warm and cheery in Miss Armitage's library. There was a +fire in the grate, a pot of beautiful red carnations on one stand, a +great vase of roses on the other, and a dainty tea table set out with +Wedgewood. Thursday afternoon she was always at home. From some cause +there had been very few in. Jane came and put two big lumps of cannel +coal on the fire and said a few words, then went to answer the ring at +the door; it was Dr. Richards. + +"I'm glad to see you," she said. "Will you please light a burner or +two?" + +"Oh, no, let us sit in this mysterious light and watch the blaze +leaping over and around those black hillocks. Have you been busy +today?" + +"Not very. Some days I don't feel in a working humor. I had only two +calls this afternoon. Will you have a cup of tea?" + +"Yes; when have you been to the Bordens?" + +"Yesterday." + +"And how are the invalids?" + +"Mrs. Vanderveer is sinking in a comatose state; she doesn't suffer, +which _is_ a great blessing toward the last. As for Marilla"--she made +a pause. + +"Well--" inquiringly. + +"I'm not satisfied, she has such a blue, tired look. But she is about +as usual. Dr. Richards, I want her." + +Something in the tone touched him. It seemed the cry of motherhood. + +"Well, wouldn't they give her up?" + +"I really think they would; a friend came to see if they did not want +her nursemaid, a nice well trained girl of twenty; an excellent +seamstress. She is going to California. Mrs. Borden told me this as we +were down in the hall. Dr. Baker said something about the child's +health that rather startled her. But before we could have any +discussion another visitor called. She thinks Marilla doesn't have +anything much to do; but the babies are a constant care. They want to +be entertained every minute of the time. Violet is developing quite a +temper and slaps her little nurse. All her mother said was 'Violet, +that's naughty.' But you should have seen Pansy speak some Mother +Goose rhymes. Marilla had been training her. The gestures, the roll of +the eyes, the coquettish turn of the head was the daintiest thing you +ever saw. Then she repeated--'Where are you going, my pretty maid?' +and she had a little milk pail on her arm, and she managed to keep the +two parts wonderfully distinct--it was remarkable in a child not three +years old, and when she said--'Then I won't marry you, my pretty maid' +and answered so pertly--'Nobody asked you, sir, she said,' it would +have done credit to an exhibition. Her mother sprang up and kissed her +rapturously, crying--'Isn't she the dearest and sweetest thing and the +smartest! Think of her learning that and acting it off so completely, +and not three years old! She is smarter than Violet'--and then Violet +set up such a howl! Her mother pacified her by saying Marilla should +tell her a piece, and after several efforts Cinderella did induce her +to say by a great deal of prompting 'Milkman, Milkman, where have you +been?' Think of the wear on the child's nerves, and she looked so +tired. I really couldn't stand it a moment longer. They think she has +nothing to do but just amuse those two strong irrepressible children +who climb over her and torment her in every fashion. I can't stand it. +I hardly slept last night thinking of it." + +"Can't you bring her over for a visit?" + +"I thought of proposing that. If I could persuade her to transfer the +child to me--" + +"But if she gets another nurse?" + +"Yes, I must try. The strain on her is too great, and now for almost a +week she has not been out of the house; Mrs. Borden bewails it for the +childrens' sake. She thinks only of them with a mother's selfishness, +and she doesn't give Marilla credit for these pretty ways or their +intelligence. She is just their nurse girl. It is a cruel waste of the +child's gifts." + +"I'd like to see Dr. Baker; most of all I'd like to see Marilla, but +it wouldn't be etiquette to call." + +"I'll go tomorrow with courage enough to have a gentle talk or a +straight out one," said Miss Armitage resolutely. "We try to save +other lives, why not this one? And this one is dear to me. It has so +much of promise in it, and life gets lonely sometimes." + +He longed to come into it, but he kept his promise. Until she made +some sign he must be content with friendship. He rose abruptly and +said he must be going. She did not detain him. + +It was raining a-softly now and he hurried along. His office was in a +little ell part in a rather inviting looking house, and he took his +meals with the tenant. The office boy was on the lookout for him, it +was time he went home. + +"There's a gentleman in there waiting for you," he said with his +good-night. + +The gentleman was comfortably ensconced in the Morris chair, smoking a +cigar. Doctor Richards took a second look. + +"Why, Lorimer!" he exclaimed. "Where have you dropped from? I haven't +seen you in an age--but I'm glad, old fellow; I was feeling rather +down; I should have had a gay presentiment." + +"Remembering old times when we were both bloated aristocrats, +favorites with the gods." + +"And are now earning daily bread," laughed the doctor. "At least I am +and trying to help suffering humanity. Isn't that neatly put?" + +"I don't know whether I can claim all that; now and then I get some +poor fellow's affairs out of a snarl and make him pay for it, and one +end of something has drifted here to Newton and I'm after that, but I +thought I'd hunt you up first. I've been here a good half hour." + +"And supper is ready in the house. Then we will have a good hour +before any one drops in. Come in," and he opened a side door into a +hall. + +There were three persons at the table, an elderly couple and a woman +in the thirties. They made Mr. Lorimer cordially welcome and the +supper was inviting. The guest asked some questions about Newton which +was a quiet rather old fashioned town quite set in its ways. + +Afterward they settled themselves comfortably in the office. + +"I've come to hunt up some one--do you know anything about a Bethany +Home for orphans, girls, I believe." + +Dr. Richards roused from his lazy position. "Yes, I know about it, +though I never been on the staff. Why?" + +"I want to learn about a child placed there four or five years ago. +Let me see," referring to a memorandum, "name, Marilla Bond; mother +and father died in this town." + +"Marilla Bond. Yes. I know the child. What of her?" + +"I'll begin at the very first. Hardly two years ago Peter Schermerhorn +died at the age of ninety-eight. He was the black sheep of an +otherwise respectable family, went off and spent his portion in +riotous living, afterward bought a tract of ground above Harlem, +turned hermit, raised geese and ducks and pigs, married and had three +daughters and they in turn married, glad, I suppose, to get away from +the penurious living. So it went on. He had to give up the pigs and +geese, did a little gardening and two years ago died without a will. +Oddly enough he had kept a family record which has been of great +service to us. The old shanty was a disgrace, the ground valuable. +The city was bringing up one of its fine avenues and a syndicate made +a proffer for the land. Of course the heirs soon scented this out, and +our firm has been trying to settle the estate so the property can be +turned into money, and a good deed given. We have found about +everybody, I believe, but the mother of this child who is in very +direct descent, eluded us a long while." + +"And this child is one of the heirs?" in surprise. + +"Exactly. Her mother came here after her marriage. The father was +killed in some machinery mishap. The mother was in a store, a bakery, +I believe, and dying, gave her little girl to the friend she had lived +with, and the friend married and went out to Easton. We found she did +not take the child with her but put her in this Bethany Home with some +important papers. So we want the child and the papers." + +"The child was twelve, a year ago September. She was bound-out to some +fairly nice people as a little nursemaid. And an heiress!" in a tone +of glad surprise. + +"Well not to any great extent. There are a good many heirs it +seems--ten thousand or so. But we had to know whether she was living +or not on account of the title." + +His little Cinderella! Truly this was a fairy story. "Oh, are you +_quite_ sure?" he said. + +"Oh, there's no doubt, if she is the true heir. But the woman at +Easton attested a very straight story and knew of the husband's death, +though she had not known him personally. The money is on the mother's +side, you see, so his death is neither here nor there. And now--can't +we go out and interview this place and the keeper?" + +"Hardly tonight. The matron is a rather rigid person I believe. We had +best tackle her by daylight, and the child is almost in this vicinity. +A rather unusual child I think, very sweet natured. Oh, I can't +express all my delight. She is the kind of girl that ought to be +educated, that should live in an atmosphere of love, and she is not +really strong enough to take the rough and tumble of life. Oh, I can't +tell you how glad I am." Lorimer surveyed his friend with a rather +humorous smile. They had been chums during a summer in Switzerland +and Holland, but he had not thought Richards much given to either love +or romance. + +Then they branched off into old times when both had been rather +wasteful. Lorimer was working hard to redeem that youthful +extravagance; Dr. Richards cared nothing at all for the moneyed end of +life. + +He would fain have kept his friend all night but Lorimer had engaged +his room at a hotel. They were to meet as soon as possible in the +morning. + +Bethany Home was quite in the suburbs, reached by a walk after one had +left the trolley. The house was a big rambling place to which there +had been made several additions. It had been a gift from a +benevolently disposed woman, with a small endowment that was +occasionally added to. There was quite a spacious garden and an +abundance of rose vines. + +Yes, Mrs. Johnson was in and they were ushered into a large old +fashioned apartment, scrupulously neat and formal. Mrs. Johnson was a +somewhat portly woman turned of sixty, whose face had settled into +severe lines, and she eyed her visitors rather suspiciously. + +"I am Dr. Richards," he began with a softening of the countenance, +"and my friend Mr. Lorimer is a lawyer from New York who comes on a +matter of business concerning a little girl who was an inmate of the +Home until a little over a year ago--Marilla Bond." + +"Yes"--in a rather questioning manner. + +Lorimer told his story and the surprise in the woman's face was +evident. + +"What is of most importance is to learn whether there are any papers +to substantiate the claim. One has to be careful in the legal +matters." + +She seemed to consider. "Yes," rather reluctantly. "The person who +brought her here gave quite a box of papers and some trinkets to my +safe keeping. We take charge of them until the girls are +eighteen--then they have served out their time and are legally their +own mistresses. Ours is quite a private institution and has no +connection with the city, although it has a board of officers, of +which I am president. Of course I keep watch over the girls who are +bound-out. This Marilla has a very nice place. She was away all summer +with the family. One of our managers visited this Mrs. Borden on her +return and found everything satisfactory and the child content." + +"Could we look over the papers?" + +She seemed rather loth to produce them but she could find no excuse. +She recalled the fact that she had seen Dr. Richards' name in +connection with the Children's Hospital. + +Certainly there was enough to substantiate the claim. A marriage +certificate, an attestation of the baby's birth, and old Dr. Langdon +was still alive, though he had retired from practice. A packet of +letters as well, two notices of Mr. Bond's accident and death. +Everything was ready for corroboration. + +Mr. Lorimer gathered up the important papers. At first Mrs. Johnson +rather demurred about his taking them away. + +"Why, I would have no object in destroying them. I should not be the +gainer by it. And this is the last heir we have to trace. Now we can +proceed to a settlement. The syndicate takes more than half the +property and pays cash. The remainder can be easily sold. No one seems +disposed to demand an extravagant price. You will hear from me before +long, and I will return the papers." + +After they had settled that and left the lady, Lorimer said-- + +"Now let us interview this Doctor Langdon." + +He was a somewhat feeble, white haired old man but received them very +graciously and was much interested in the story. Turning to his book +he refreshed his memory. Yes, there was the birth of the child. The +mother he put down as rather delicate. A note some time after +substantiated the accident and death of the father. He was very +willing to give an affidavit. "You've been a tremendous help to me, +Al," said Mr. Lorimer, "estates that have to be settled this way are +an enormous bother, and thanks are poor pay," laughing. + +"I believe I shall demand something more. The child will need a +guardian. She has several warm friends here, I'm not willing to lose +sight of her. So I shall ask that office." + +"Well--why not? Some one must act until she is of age. Yes, I'll +remember. I'm glad you spoke of it. I'll be up again. Indeed I'm quite +curious to see how she takes her fortune." + +So the friends parted. Dr. Richards made several calls, stopped for +some lunch, found a number of patients awaiting him and a message that +had come from Miss Armitage, who wished to see him at once. She had +had quite an eventful morning as well. Some vague presentiment had +haunted her about Marilla and after disposing of a few business calls +she hurried around to Arch street. + +Mrs. Borden answered the door. + +"Oh, Miss Armitage! We're so full of trouble! Aunt Hetty has just died +and Marilla--oh, I don't know what will become of the child!" + +"She is not ill?" in a tone of anxiety. + +"Well, come in and sit down and let me tell you. They thought the +first part of the night the poor old lady was dropping off quietly. +Then toward morning she seemed to rally, and kept calling for Marilla. +John had been up there most of the time and he said bring the child +up. We didn't suppose she was really conscious. So Marilla went up. It +was daylight, and just as soon as she went to the bedside the poor old +lady held out both hands, and Mrs. Holmes said she really smiled, and +then a horrible thing happened, like a fit, and her mouth all curled +up and her eyes rolled up to the whites and Marilla screamed and +fainted and the old lady was dead in a minute, and then the child +fainted several times and they put her in her own bed--we'd had her +down stairs. What did your doctor say about her last summer? Dr. Baker +said her heart was weak. Now I think they oughtn't have sent a girl +out from the Home who had any such thing the matter with her. She had +it real easy, sitting on the floor playing with the babies. And we +never let her carry them up and down stairs or put anything hard on +her, and now you know they run all over and are very little trouble. +They have always been such good babies, but if she is going to faint +at every little thing she won't be much good. Mr. Borden has gone for +that other girl and to attend to the necessary business. There will be +the funeral and we shall have to take in some of the folks, I know. +Mrs. Holmes will stay right along until we are straight again, but, +it's asking a good deal I admit," and she paused. + +"Yes, let me take her." Miss Armitage had come primed with several +arguments, but she saw they would not be needed. + +"Of course the shock was awful. Mrs. Holmes said she wasn't surprised, +for Marilla was just going to clasp the outstretched hands, but the +old lady came back to her natural looks and I'm so glad; but of course +Marilla will be haunted by the sight--" + +"Yes, and you will have so much on your hands. Do you think she could +walk that far or shall I order a hack?" + +"Oh, she came down to the nursery and Bridget brought her up some +breakfast. There's the undertaker--" + +"I'll go up to the nursery," said Miss Armitage. + +A very wan little girl was pillowed upon the lounge. Jack had been +sent to school without hearing of the happening. Violet was +marching up and down ringing a little bell and saying "Go to door, +Illa, go to door." Pansy was leaning over her with a book crying +authoritatively--"Read to me, read to me." + +Miss Armitage lifted Pansy down but she started to climb up again. The +lady sat down in the place and drew Marilla's head to her bosom and +let the child cry there. + +"Illa can't read to you now," she said. "Poor Illa's sick." + +"'Tain't your Illa," said the child obstinately. + +"My dear," Miss Armitage began soothingly, kissing the tremulous lips, +"you are going home with me. It has been dreadful I know, but you must +try to forget it. Jane will be glad to have you and Dr. Richards will +comfort you. Don't you remember what a nice time we had last summer? +There dear--little Cinderella." + +Marina smiled faintly through her tears. + +"Oh, I am so glad. It was so sudden you know, and when she stretched +out her hands." + +"She must have known you, and after all it was sweet to be remembered +then. Are you very weak? But I'm afraid you couldn't walk to Loraine +place." + +"I'm so--so shaky--" + +Aunt Florence entered the room and snatched the bell from Violet. "You +must not make such a noise," she declared. "Oh Miss Armitage, you are +always shocked by a death, aren't you? And poor Aunt Hetty has been +dying the last week, though the doctor said she did not really suffer. +But she's past eighty and that's a good long life. I do wonder if she +really knew she was calling for Marilla, and the poor child has had a +bad time. How good of you to offer to take her for awhile. Funerals +are so dismal to a child." + +"I think I had better have a cab," said the guest. "Will you kindly +telephone for one?" + +Miss Borden assented. Then she brought a frock for Marilla, and +between them they had her dressed. Violet tumbled her box of blocks on +the floor and began kicking them around. + +"Oh, dear! When you want quiet, children are always the worst! When +that new girl comes she shall take them out in their carriage and we +will have peace for a little while." + +Mr. Borden entered at that moment with a very pleasant-faced young +woman. + +"Come through in my room," said Miss Borden, "and you can watch for +the cab." She shut the door between, but the babies burst into a howl +and she went back to pacify them. + +"Oh, I do feel better," exclaimed Marilla, and her eyes lightened up, +"but no one seems to know just what to do to amuse the babies, I've +grown so used to it." + +"They must get along without you for awhile. It is a pity they +couldn't be sent away as well." + +The cab came presently. Mr. Borden almost carried Marilla down stairs. +"Now get good and rested," he said. "It will be a sad time. Death +always is." + +Oh, how delightful the beautiful house was! They went through to the +library where the grate fire had been kindled and Marilla drew a long, +happy breath. Why she felt almost well. Jane brought her some hot milk +and presently spread a dainty little luncheon on the library table. +They had quite a cheerful time and it seemed as if she improved every +moment. + +Dr. Richards thought he would never get through with the office +patients this afternoon and he was impatient to know what had +happened. As for his own experiences they must be kept to himself for +some time. Indeed he almost felt as if it was a dream. He had seen +Marilla only three times since her return. First she had gone to the +office to report to him and let him see what the seaside had done for +her, then the episode of measles had kept her indoors as well as the +babies. He had met her twice with her precious freight, and even on +Sundays she had not found time to go to Miss Armitage. + +She told the story over to save the child's nerves. "And so the poor +old lady has gone. Yet I think it hardly fair for you to have to wait +upon her so much." + +"Oh then Mrs. Holmes came and she was very nice. But as soon as I came +in with the babies she went out for her walk and Aunt Hetty wanted me +to read to her. She liked so to have me read, and somehow she seemed +gentler and quite sweet like after she was so poorly. I liked it +better than being so much with the children. They were growing so big +and strong and wanted to keep tumbling over me. It made me so tired +sometimes." + +"Marilla is never going back there," Dr. Richards said decisively. +"She isn't strong enough for a nurse girl." + +"No, she is not going back. I went out awhile ago to see that Mrs. +Johnson, but she thought the place an excellent one, and that it was a +bad thing to change girls about, making them dissatisfied everywhere, +but I meant to bide my time, and find an opportunity. Now I think they +will be willing to give her up as they have a grown-up woman. She came +while I was there. Dr. Baker told them Marilla had a weak heart, and I +think it startled them. They have no idea how hard she has been +worked." + +Oh, he longed to tell her of Marilla's good fortune. Somehow they must +manage to share the child between them. She had the lovely home and +the mother heart, and he wanted a home with a sweet little girl in +it. + +At Arch street there was a good deal of confusion. Cousins and nieces +who had called only at rare intervals on Mrs. Vanderveer were most +attentive, suddenly. They did wonder between themselves if Aunt Hetty +was going to leave _all_ her money to John Borden! + +The new nurse, Lizzie by name, was really a great comfort. She took up +the babies in the morning, bathed and dressed them and gave them their +breakfast. They still took their midday nap but she managed to +introduce some discipline, yet she was not harsh. Master Jack stood a +little in awe of her. She was a good seamstress also. + +So passed the three days and they brought Aunt Hetty down in the +parlor and put her in a fine casket, keeping the doors shut until the +hour for service. Mrs. Seymour had the nurse bring the children in her +house. So they said prayers reverently, sang some lovely parting hymns +and laid her away, her long life on earth finished. + +The relatives were asked to meet at Mr. Borden's office the next day +at ten to hear the will read. + +Was ever any will satisfactory where property was divided up into +small gifts? Five hundred dollars to this one and to that one, three +hundred apiece to some others. Jack, Jr., had five hundred, the +babies, three hundred, and Marilla Bond, three hundred. + +"It was very nice of her in a way," said Mrs. Borden, "but I think one +hundred dollars would have been remembrance enough for the little +waiting on she did, and I find Lizzie is of much more service than she +was. Of course she costs more. I shall go out to the Home some day +and give her up on account of her health. Miss Armitage might as well +take her. She'll make a nice little waitress maid. And now that the +house is clear I feel that we needn't economize so closely. You and +John get your five hundred with the rest, and she gave me her diamond +ear rings after we came back in the summer. It was smart in her not to +have John make her will, so none of them can say he persuaded her. +Well, now we can settle ourselves to the next thing." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +A WONDERFUL HAPPENING + + +Mrs. Borden was surprised that Mrs. Johnson received back Marilla +Bond's indentures with no remonstrance or objection. She certainly had +not known about this weak heart. The child had never been ill, but +something else might come to hand. She was glad there was no other +reason and that the little girl had proved trustworthy. + +Miss Armitage was also surprised that Mrs. Johnson would not agree to +an immediate transferrence. + +"You may go on keeping her for awhile," said the lady in a lofty +manner. "_You_ may tire of her. We will see presently." + +That was all the permission she could get and it was a blow to Miss +Armitage. She had come to love the child with a fervor she had hardly +dreamed of and Marilla simply adored her. Dr. Richards teased her a +little about her fortune. She was quite a welcome guest at the Bordens +and the twins almost devoured her when she came, but poor Bridget was +nearly heart broken. + +"If I had a little girl of my own I could hardly love her any better, +and Marilla Bond, if I was a rich woman I'd steal you some day and +we'd go off to some place in Europe, Paris, maybe, and have a +beautiful house and servants to wait on us and horses and a carriage +and we'd travel about like grand folks. It would be as nice as that +night when you went to the palace and danced with the Prince, and I'd +buy you fine clothes and diamonds and I'd wait on you hand and foot; I +don't wonder the babies loved you. You are the sweetest thing the good +God ever sent down here!" + +And then Marilla hugged Bridget and kissed her and they both cried out +of pure love. + +"That Lizzie does very well and don't bother me, but it isn't like +having some one to slip up to you with a smile of sunshine that warms +your heart through and through." + +Yet it was flattering to be so well loved, but she did not want to +come back and be a nurse maid again. Ah, if she could only stay with +Miss Armitage! She began to study a little, she was so eager to learn. +The music enchanted her and she was delighted to pick out tunes with +her soft touch. + +"I don't understand what Mrs. Johnson means," Miss Armitage said to +the doctor. "I offered to adopt Marilla and educate her and see that +she was well placed in life. I have no near relatives, and I don't +believe I shall ever marry, I like my life as it is, but she was so +sort of mysterious and secretive and declared she could not give an +answer at present, as if she had some further plans. I did make the +most of her having a weak heart--you said so and Doctor Baker as well. +Oh, do you believe there is any real danger?" + +She turned pale at the thought. + +"With care I think she will outgrow it. She has lived in an +overstrained atmosphere with those children. Then it was a dreadful +shock to have the old lady die that way when she was looking for a +tender recognition. What happened about a fortnight before?" + +"I do not know, I found her unconscious. The ladies were out, the old +Aunt had a stroke. It is such a sweet, promising life, and can be +developed into something worth while. You may think me visionary--" + +Oh, why could she not see this other life that might be blessed and +broadened by her love! + +"I am afraid there is something back of it all that I cannot fathom," +she continued. "It haunts me. Suppose you were to see this Mrs. +Johnson. A man can sometimes penetrate plans--" + +And he was in collusion with Mrs. Johnson, keeping the secret from the +woman he loved, but if there should be some mistake! + +"Yes, I will see Mrs. Johnson," he said slowly. + +A light footfall came down the stairs, and Marilla flew to his side. + +"Oh, I thought I heard your voice," and both small hands clasped his. +"Fairy godmother I have spelled all those queer words until I can just +feel them in my brain. Oh, doctor, when I wrote you that letter last +summer wasn't some words wrongly spelled? You see I _had_ forgotten +some things, and I am learning so much. I want to stay here, and I +don't believe any one else wants me--only the babies might." + +When she glanced up at times it seemed as if the pupil that was so +much darker than the iris that it flooded it with the tint of the +under wave that seemed to overflow the crest of the swell. They were +unusual eyes, changing with every emotion. She looked quite well +again, and the lips were rosy. + +"Oh, you don't?" with a queer little smile. "Well the babies can't +have you." + +"Oh, Bridget thinks if she were rich she would run away with me," and +she laughingly detailed the woman's plan for their journeying about. + +"If Bridget should get a windfall--servants do sometimes, we should +have to keep a sharp eye on you both, and now I must go." + +"Can't he stay to dinner?" She crossed over and pressed Miss +Armitage's hand to her soft cheek. + +"Why we shall be glad to have him, but you must notify Jane and +Norah." + +She returned with the compliments of both. While they were waiting for +the summons and being beguiled with her pleasant chatter he was +thinking what a charming family group they would make. If he only had +the old fortune! + +They had an enjoyable time and when they returned to the library she +begged him to play chess. She was so fond of following the devious +course of the opposing parties. + +"Office calls will not begin until eight," he said and she rolled up +the table and brought out the beautiful chess men. She was always so +deft it was a pleasure to watch her. + +He was playing for the white queen; he often did. This time he studied +his moves cautiously. But Miss Armitage had played so much with her +uncle. Then the telephone rang and he went astray. + +She answered it. "For Dr. Richards, a Mr. Lorimer was in the office, +wanted to see him at once. Important; everything was progressing +finely. Could he not see the little heiress that evening?" + +He looked at Miss Armitage in ludicrous dismay. + +"What is it?" she asked. + +"Your sin finds you out, doesn't it?" with an amused yet deprecating +smile. "I suppose I ought to have explained before, but really I could +hardly believe it would amount to anything. Marilla must have come +from fairy land to have all these things happen to her. May I ask Mr. +Lorimer here?" + +"Certainly. You are very mysterious." + +Dr. Richards went on with the telephone talk, giving explicit +directions how to find Loraine place where they were all assembled, +and, all anxious to hear his story. Then he took both little soft +hands in his. + +"What would you say if a real fortune was coming to you?" + +"Why there's Aunt Hetty's money and that will double in fourteen +years, Mr. Borden said, but I like fairy godmother better than any +fortune. Come, and go on with the game." + +"No, I must explain to Miss Armitage. This was why Mrs. Johnson acted +rather queer. She was enjoined to silence. And the funny thing was she +didn't half believe it." + +He sat down and placed his arm around Marilla, drawing her nearer. +Miss Armitage had a little jealous pang. + +"On the side of Marilla's mother an old man died recently who was +nearly a hundred. He had a sort of farm and an old house and lived +like a hermit with pigs and ducks and chickens. He had six children, +but they married and went off. This is the fourth generation. There +was no will so they had to find all the heirs in order to get a good +deed to the property. They traced Mrs. Bond and learned she has left a +child. They found the woman who had kept her, but on her re-marriage +she had placed the child at Bethany Home, Newton. So Mr. Lorimer, an +old chum of mine came to this place, as he is a member of the firm +settling the estate. We went out to the Home--" + +"How long ago?" asked Miss Armitage. + +"Well, something over a fortnight. We had a rather difficult time to +persuade Mrs. Johnson to give up the important papers. She is very +matter of fact and I suppose has heard many a wild story that came to +nothing. You see she always keeps whatever comes with a child until +the girl is eighteen, when they are given to her. We found old Doctor +Langdon who could substantiate everything and who gave an affidavit, +so they were to proceed at once to a settlement. The city has taken a +strip for an avenue extension, and they want a good deed. I heard +from Lorimer a few days ago, and he said that everything was right, +that he should be at Newton shortly and wanted to see Marilla Bond." + +"And how much may this wonderful fortune be?" The lady's tone was +slightly sarcastic. "They are apt to shrink by payment time." + +"Somewhere about ten thousand, I believe. Not enough to make one a +millionaire, but it will educate her and give her some journeys +outside of fairy land," laughing a little. "Perhaps fairy godmother +won't send you adrift for such an accident," looking down in the +wondering eyes. + +"The best fortune of all is fairy godmother." Marilla went around and +kissed her, clasped both her hands. + +"When I heard from Lorimer that it was all fair sailing I went out and +called on Mrs. Johnson. Well, you should have seen her! She was quite +set up on a pinnacle and declared that she must write out the story. +It is as well I suppose that Newton should have it first hand, and she +will take most of the glory. The Bordens will be surprised." + +There was a touch of awkwardness in the silence. Miss Armitage did not +take kindly to the fortune. She would rather have the child owe +everything to her. She had plenty of money. It would be like a young +sister growing up beside her, for somehow she felt curiously young. +Marilla had a simple charming grace that would render her very +attractive. Her perfect candor and honesty joined with a peculiar fine +reticence unusual in a child had appealed strongly to Miss Armitage. +Even her gratitude had a winsome delicacy in it, and it would be a +gracious work to train her in lovely womanly ways through the years to +come. + +Did the child feel the subtle atmosphere? + +"Fairy godmother, you will always be the best thing in my life," she +said in a soft, sweet tone. "In the summer when I was wondering in +that strange country and could not remember much, I felt a sweet quiet +when you came, just as if some one found me and I was safe. Oh, I had +never loved any one so dearly. I saw so little of my own mother and +she was always tired, fairy godmothers are different." + +The door bell rang. "That must be Lorimer," said Dr. Richards and he +reached the hall just as Jane opened the door. Miss Armitage let him +greet his friend before she rose. + +"Can't I bring him in here?" asked the doctor. + +"Oh, yes." + +"This room is my ideal, Lorimer. The grate fire and the shelves of +books give one an immediate welcome. And allow me to present you to +the presiding genius, Miss Armitage." + +It was indeed a charming home with an atmosphere that penetrated one's +soul, and they two looked as if they might have been born in it, they +impressed you as being a subtle part of it. It was like a vision as +Lorimer was seating himself, and his eyes caught the situation of the +chess men. + +"Some one made a false move," he exclaimed, laughing. + +"Is the white queen in danger? I can't have her taken," Marilla said +breathlessly. + +"Oh, are you on her side? If I had time I'd rescue her. I suppose my +friend here, the doctor, has explained my errand--the rest is--you +are the little white queen and I am an ogre come to capture you and +take you away." + +"But I'm not going," returned the child. "When one has a fairy +godmother one is enchanted and the evil ogre is powerless." + +"Oh, is it that way? Then I must sue humbly to the power above and +present my case, for indeed, if you didn't want your fortune you would +stop the wheels of division and perhaps be accused of contempt of +court--which you don't know a word about. You are quite a little +heroine with your romantic story, and I am charged to bring you into +court and prove you are Marilla Bond, entitled to a slice of this pie +they are going to serve." + +"Are there four and twenty black birds in it?" she asked mirthfully. + +"Oh, more than that, but there is no flaw in your claim, and I have +unearthed a delightful relative for you, a cousin of your mother's +with whom much of her early life was passed. After her marriage they +seemed to fall apart as people often do, and she heard you were all +dead. She has three charming girls, fourteen, eleven and seven. Mrs. +Warren made me promise to bring you direct to her; she is very +anxious to see you and will take good care of you." + +Miss Armitage had a stunned sort of feeling. There were relatives who +might have a right to her. She was no longer a waif for some one's +charity. + +"You will bring her back?" she said hurriedly. + +"Oh, of course. They are not likely to make her a ward in chancery as +if she had a million. Dr. Richards will be her guardian, you will like +that, won't you?" smiling at her bright-eyed watchfulness. + +"I don't quite know what a guardian is," doubtfully, glancing at her +oldest friend, "Mr. Borden never spoke of one." + +"That estate has not been settled yet," remarked the doctor. "A +trustee might answer for that." + +"A guardian is a person appointed to see that you have a good home, +and do not waste your money, but I have heard of guardians who wasted +it for you. We shall have the doctor bound securely, and you must have +an allowance for clothes and various needs, such as ice cream and +candy." + +Marilla laughed then. It seemed amusing and very delightful that the +doctor should have some real right to her. + +"You have never been to New York?" + +"Oh, no!" with a wonder in her tone. + +"Then it will be a great treat. Can she be ready by tomorrow +morning?" + +"Will she be really needed?" + +"Oh, yes, tomorrow is set for the finishing of her business; I must +get back early. There is a big fight on another estate. What an amount +of litigation money does make! This has been clear sailing after we +found all the heirs and fenced out all those who had no claim. Miss +Marilla Bond, I congratulate you, and I should really like to hear +Mrs. Johnson on the subject. Were you happy there?" + +"I liked it better at Mrs. Borden's, but it is best here," she +answered. + +They branched off into several amusing episodes. Miss Armitage ordered +some coffee and cake. Lorimer glanced at the chess men. + +"Why were you on the side of the white queen?" he asked. + +"Because--because I chose her for Miss Armitage, and nothing must +happen to her." + +Oh! There was an earnest of love in the beautiful eyes. She was a +charming little girl. + +Then they made all arrangements; they were to take the 8:10 train. +"Could Marilla be ready that early in the morning?" + +"Yes," was the rather reluctant answer. + +They made their adieu. Lorimer thanked her for a delightful evening. + +"I suppose it's all settled, old fellow! You are lucky with the +prospect of such a home and such a presiding--shall I call her the +goddess of the hearth? That room is a perfect gem, and you three +people are to the manner born." + +"Not so fast if you please. It is outside of my daily life, a place of +rest and refreshing where a pilgrim may pause now and then." + +"You two people are in love." + +"I am, I admit." + +"Then you are a dolt if you don't go in and win." + +"I asked her more than a year ago. She gave me friendship. We are +simply good comrades in our work for the world." + +"She doesn't look like a woman whose heart is buried in some one's +grave." + +"She has a foolish, insurmountable reason. I am a few years her +junior," he said in a half satiric tone. "And I have a reason that +escaped me then. She is rich and I am comparatively poor." + +"Nonsense! There should never be anything but pure love between the +man and the woman who are the complement of each other. What a +fascinating picture you three made! And you both love the child. I'm +glad she is going to have a chance with education. With those eyes she +ought to be beyond the ordinary." + +"Then she will be in good hands." + +"Al--you are an idiot. Some day you will rue this shilly-shallying." + +Dr. Richards' reply was an unmirthful laugh, as if he was not rueing +the mischance all the time. But he was proud and would not go back of +his word. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +A NEW ATMOSPHERE + + +They came back to the sleepy grate fire. Miss Armitage said--"You must +go to bed for you will have to be up early in the morning." + +"I shall only stay a little while," as if she had been musing over her +journey. "Fairy godmother why don't you come, too?" + +"Well, you see I was not asked, I am outside of all this business." + +The voice was on the verge of a touch of bitterness, though nature and +endeavor had made it sweet. + +"Why, that's funny. They did not know how much I should want you. I'll +ask the doctor in the morning. Oh, I wonder if I shall like those +little cousins?" + +"No, dear, you must not speak of it. There is nothing for me to do. +Sometime we will go to the city together and have a nice outing." + +"Are you glad the doctor is going to be my guardian, and--about the +fortune?" + +"You couldn't have a better one." + +"Can't women be guardians? But I'd rather have you for a fairy +godmother. No one else in the whole wide world could be that, you +know. For the one in the dream wasn't truly alive. I don't believe she +could have taken care of a sick body. Oh you are so sweet! I love you! +love you!" + +Would the child always love her? She was coming to the crucial years. +She was very fond and sincere now, but she had cause to be grateful. +She knew so little of the world, she had a winsome charm that was +unfolding every day, she would be attractive to others. Jane was her +fervent admirer, Bridget adored her, the babies capered around when +they saw her in a species of Indian dance. + +Yes, she would win love, she would not be dependent on her alone. +Would there come a time when she would flit from the wing of fairy +godmother and find her only an ordinary friend? + +There seemed a sudden dreariness in the world like a bright day +clouding over. It ought not look so to a woman of five and thirty +with health and prosperity and plenty of work that did interest her. +Other orphan girls might appeal to her to make their lonely lives +blossom with hope and happiness. + +Yes, she must let her go with earnest wishes for her future. She would +rejoice in whatever came to her and not ask all the fragrance of the +sweet young soul. So she kissed Marilla a tender good-night. + +There were tears in the child's eyes when she started on her journey. +Mr. Lorimer met them at the station with a beautiful box of +chocolates, and there was a pile of illustrated papers. She had so +little idea of money that even now it was not to be weighed in the +balance with fairy godmother. + +They passed through pretty towns but autumn had stripped the gardens +of their beauty. Even the clumps of evergreens on the lawns looked +lonesome. She had never gone through a gloomy tunnel before and was a +little frightened. Emerging from it the great city filled her with +wonder. + +Then they took a hack. Oh, how full of everything the streets were, +pedestrians dodging this way and that, vehicles in a snarl and +trolleys whizzing by. It was a miracle people did not get run over. + +They reached their destination and Lorimer ushered them in a sort of +ante room, taking her to a lady who rose to greet them. + +"And so this is cousin Marion's little girl who has been motherless +for years! We heard you were dead. If I had known you were living I +should have come for you. We were very dear to each other but on her +marriage she went away. I can't see that you resemble her much except +that she was fair and had light curly hair, and how she did hate it!" +laughed Mrs. Warren. + +"I like it," rejoined Marilla. + +"And she used to soap it and brush it and would never let it really +curl; but it was a bed of waves. Oh, child! I'm glad to see you. I was +very fond of your mother, and though our fortunes are not very large I +suppose we can be thankful for them. It was a great surprise to me. +You're hardly old enough to realize all its benefits." + +Lorimer went to see when their turn would come. Mrs. Warren and the +doctor talked about Marilla. Then they were summoned to a crowded +room where men were signing papers and there was such a hum of talking +it was like a swarm of bees. + +Marilla held tightly to Mrs. Warren's hand. Dr. Richards was answering +questions and a man seemed to verify them from books and papers. They +had a corner to themselves. Then Marilla was questioned about the Home +and her being bound-out and she had to declare she was the same little +girl, that her mother and father were dead, that she had always lived +at Newton. + +Then some papers were signed and she was taken in a small room which +was filled with tall cases and a great business desk where sat a +sharp-eyed man. He wheeled around so suddenly that she started. + +"Don't be frightened," he said. "Is Dr. Richards a relative? Do you +live with him?" + +"No, but he had been so good to her when Miss Armitage had taken her +in so she need not go to the hospital. She had been bound-out but the +family could not take care of her. Some one had just died." + +"Would she like Dr. Richards for her guardian? Had any one told her +she must have him?" + +"Oh, I want him, I love him," and the flood of eager joy in her sweet +face answered him as truly as the words. + +He was curiously interested and drew her out a little further, charmed +with her simplicity. + +Then Doctor Richards had to sign the bond and they were dismissed. +Mrs. Warren would take her home, and her guardian would come in the +afternoon and take dinner with them and meet Mr. Warren. + +There were two trolley rides, then a walk from the corner. The house +was in a brick row up on the East side with a little park opposite, +and the river only a block away. + +The basement windows had tall iron bars that suggested a prison to the +child. They ascended the high stoop and the hall door was flung open +while a chorus of eager voices cried-- + +"Oh, is this the new cousin?" + +"Yes, Marilla Bond. This is Edith, this is May and this is our baby +Jessie--" + +"We were afraid you wouldn't get here in time. We had begun our +lunch--" + +"Run back dears, we will be down in a minute." + +They kissed Marilla with sweet heartiness that won her at once. Mrs. +Warren took off her wrap and hat and they went down. How strange it +was to have these girls smiling and expressing delight. + +"You're going to keep her, mother?" declared Edith. + +"Oh yes, as long as her guardian will let her stay. You will find her +here when you come back." + +"And wasn't it funny to have a fortune drop down on you? Mother could +hardly believe it at first, and then we were so glad to find you." + +Marilla glanced up with a smile, but she wanted to cry for very joy. + +Then they kissed her again and ran off to school. + +"Were there any children where you lived?" + +"Not at Miss Armitage's. That was where I was ill. She took me in, but +I had to go back to Mrs. Borden's when I was strong enough. And then +an old lady died and I fainted again and the doctor said it was +something with the heart, and they had to take a bigger girl. Then I +went to Miss Armitage again. She is so dear and sweet. I want to stay +there always." + +"You poor child! You see we were in Western New York when your mother +died and we didn't hear of it in a long while. We should not have let +you go to that Home. Were they good to you?" + +"Well, you see some of the children were not very good, and they only +gave you so much to eat. Sometimes you felt real hungry. I tried to be +good for I didn't like to be punished," she said naively. "You had to +scrub floors and learn psalms, when you didn't get whipped. I liked +the hymns, only they were not always sweet and pretty, and we went in +school at nine and had one little recess. Then after dinner, and +school until four, and if you missed you had to stay in. You sewed +half an hour then and could play out of doors until six, then you had +supper and went to bed." + +"What kind of sewing was it?" + +"Oh, you hemmed towels and sheets and pillow cases, and mended. The +little girls couldn't, so you had to look after their things, and darn +their stockings. On Saturday afternoon one of the teachers took you +out walking but it was in the woods and the country. All the girls +were _so_ glad when they were twelve or almost, so they could get +away. Mrs. Johnson was very sharp." + +"And the lady you went to live with?" + +"Oh she was very nice; and her sister. There was a boy of five and +twin babies--" + +"You didn't have to take care of the babies?" + +"Only to play with them and amuse them. They were very fat and Mrs. +Borden didn't like me to lift them. Then I used to wheel them in their +carriage. I liked that only when it was very cold--or hot. The stores +were so pretty, and you met other girls. I used to read the books in +the windows; Jack had lots of books. I used to show the pictures to +the babies and tell them stories and they would laugh so, just as if +they understood it all. They were very good and merry, but it was a +long while before they could walk, they were so fat." + +"How did she come to let you go?" + +"It was one very hot day--and somehow I was so dreadfully tired all +the time, I sat down on a stoop--it was a beautiful, shady street with +great trees, and most everybody had gone away. The babies were not +very well and a little cross. You had to be doing things all the +while, and--I don't know what happened, but I fell off the stoop and +some one picked me up and then Miss Armitage who lived opposite came +over and had me taken to her house and for a long while I just seemed +in the dark and didn't know anything. It was then that Dr. Richards +came. They were all so good, and it was like being in heaven. The +Bordens had gone to Long Island and the babies were very sick getting +some teeth, and they wanted me, I was bound, you know, so I had to go +as soon as I was well enough. Part of it was very nice; the babies +could walk then. After we came back"--she made a little pause for she +had not even told Dr. Richards Jack's part in the mishap--"I fainted +one day. Their old aunt was ill and she wanted me, so I went and--it +was dreadful--she died and I fainted again. Then Miss Armitage came +and took me home with her. Mrs. Borden took a new nursemaid, a grown +up woman and was willing to let me go, and these other things +happened. Oh, I want to stay always with Miss Armitage." + +"You poor little girl! I think you have had a rather hard time. What +does Dr. Richards say?" + +"The other doctor said I had a weak heart. Does that make you faint +away? It's almost like dying--you don't seem to know anything for a +long while, and it is very hard to get back." + +"You have been worked pretty hard I guess." How simply the child had +told her story. "But now life will be better. I am very glad this +little fortune has come to you, and now I am going up stairs a few +moments, and you may look over the books on the table. I will soon be +back." + +Instead Marilla looked about the room. The front one was the parlor, +very nicely furnished. The back one shut off the end of the hall. +There were three French windows reaching to the floor, the last one +being a door leading out to an enclosed porch with windows that would +be very pleasant in summer. There was only a small yard with a tiny +grass plot and an alleyway running through at the back. + +There was a big book case in one recess, a lounge, a Morris chair and +a substantial center table containing books and papers. It had a +home-like, well used look, with several cosy rocking chairs. + +Mrs. Warren returned with some sewing and without evincing undue +curiosity led Marilla to talk of her past, though the child really +knew very little about her mother and seemed to have no tender or +regretful regard for this Mrs. Jaques. But her whole heart went out to +Miss Armitage in something like worship. + +The girls came home and in a short time they were all friends. It +seemed odd to them that Marilla had never been to a real school. +Jessie was in the kindergarten, but would enter the primary in +February. May was there and Edith hoped to get in the High School +another year. Then they carried her off to their play room. This was +the hall bedroom on the next floor. There was a small book case, a +sort of closet with glass doors where playthings were kept and one +shelf devoted to dolls. Marilla stood entranced before it. + +"Have you many dolls?" asked May. + +"I never had a doll since my mama died," and there were tears in the +child's voice. + +"But at Christmas--didn't you ever get a doll?" + +"I was in a home for orphan girls, Mrs. Johnson didn't think it was +right for girls to waste their time on dolls. One Christmas some store +sent such a beautiful lot and she returned them all. Some of us cried +and we had to learn a lot of bible verses about improving your time. +Occasionally a girl would get a clothes pin and tie the middle of her +handkerchief around the head, and play it was a baby, and lend it out, +then they would all get punished. I used to feel so sorry. Dolls are +so sweet if they are only make believe. Where I lived the babies had +rubber dolls that they could bang on the floor, but they were ugly. +This one is splendid." + +"That is mine," said Edith. "One of our cousins brought it from Paris. +It can walk a little and say 'Mama.' I'm too big to play with dolls, +and I've given the others to May and Jessie." + +"And we play tea with them. It is so lovely out on the back porch in +the summer and mother lets us take the things down there. And I can +make clothes," said May. "But now you can have a doll, because you are +going to have some money of your very own." + +"Yes," she returned slowly. + +There were many pretty things that Marilla wondered at. Edith took out +her doll and put it in the visitor's arms. It had such a lovely face +that Marilla hugged it up tight and wanted to kiss it. Why it was +fifty times sweeter than the twins. + +Then they led her to their room. There were two pretty brass beds. + +"Edith has the smaller one because she sleeps alone," explained May, +"and we little ones love to sleep together." + +There were two chiffoniers, and a big closet between the rooms, two +pretty willow rockers and some lovely pictures beside various small +gifts one could hang up or stand around. How charming it was! + +Edith said she must go and study her lessons. May brought out her +pretty dishes and her card albums. One was partly full of such pretty +kittens Marilla wanted to hug them. Another was Christmas, Easter and +birthday cards. + +Marilla gave a soft little sigh. How many precious things she had +missed out of her life! And though she could not have put it into +words it was the tender companionship of childhood, of kindred tastes +and eager loves. In the desert of Bethany Home all these emotions had +been rigorously repressed. It was best for girls not to expect too +much in the homes of other people, the little Cinderella whose place +was in the chimney corner. + +"Marilla," called the voice of Mrs. Warren, in a sort of joyous tone, +"Dr. Richards has come." + +She almost flew down stairs and he clasped her in his arms. + +"I am so happy," she cried in a voice tremulous with emotion. "It +seems such a long, long while since morning so much has happened, and +Mrs. Warren is to be my Aunt Grace, she said so, and I have three +cousins!" + +Her face was alight with happiness. + +"I wonder if you would get homesick if we did not go back to Newton +until some time next week?" + +"Oh, no. I shouldn't get homesick at all! But I couldn't stay away +from fairy godmother a _long_ while. If I didn't have her, Aunt Grace +would take me, and the girls are just splendid!" + +"I've been to a hospital this afternoon and I want to learn some new +things to take home with me, so I will write. You must write, too. +I've brought you some envelopes addressed and stamped. Why do you +smile?" + +"I was thinking of the letter I wrote to you in the summer, and I had +to beg everything to write with, and Edith has such a nice portable +writing desk, and the girls have portfolios, and they all go to +school. Oh, it must be splendid to go to school with a crowd of nice +girls and have a lovely teacher." + +She had been leading him through the parlor. Mrs. Warren met them and +he went on in the sitting room, apologizing for his early appearance. + +"Oh, I want you to come in and see your ward whenever you can, and I +shall beg for quite a visit from her." + +"That will suit me. I feel that I have grown a little rusty and want +to look into some new methods. What a wonderful city it is! It quite +shames a country doctor." + +"I suppose so," smiling. "You should come in often. Mr. Warren will be +home presently and glad to meet you. Will you excuse me a few moments? +This is my eldest daughter, Edith." + +"And can't the others come?" asked Marilla. + +"Why, yes, if you like." + +Dr. Richards was used to children. He thought he liked girls the best, +and this was an attractive circle. How Marilla was enjoying it. Her +eyes quivered with flashes of pleasure. Yes, children needed other +children to start the real flow of delight through their veins, and +his little Cinderella did not suffer by comparison. + +Mr. Warren came in and welcomed his guest cordially, looking over the +little girl about whom they had speculated. She was very attractive +just now, with her face of sunshine and her eyes with their starry +look under the long curling lashes. + +The men had to discuss the queer unexpected fortune. The Warrens had +been notified nearly a year before. + +"But I hadn't much faith in it," laughed Mr. Warren. "My wife had +really forgotten her family lineage, and we should hardly have claimed +the Schermerhorns. There's so much red tape in these matters and by +the time the expenses are paid, there's little left for the heirs, but +this turns out better than I supposed, considering the many +descendants the old man had. I can't complain of the lawyers." + +"And we were very glad to find Marion's child, though I wish I had +known it when her mother died. Do you want to keep her at Newton?" + +"I think Miss Armitage has some claims," he returned. + +"And I feel as if we ought to make up for our negligence." + +The children were in a little huddle on the corner of the sofa. What +was Newton like? A real city? + +"Why there are some beautiful long streets and stores and churches and +a park and rows of houses built together like this, and schools and +trolleys--" + +"Why it must be a city then?" said Edith. "Has it a mayor and a city +hall and a postoffice?" + +"It has a mayor and a postoffice and a court house. Mr. Borden used to +talk of going there." + +"It is a very old town," explained the guardian, "dating farther back +than the Revolution, yet it was not much of a business center until +the last thirty years; but it is very pretty and rather +aristocratic." + +"Children," said their mother, "go and make yourselves ready for +dinner." + +"What lovely curly hair," exclaimed May, half in envy. "I wish mine +curled." + +"But you have two such beautiful braids." "Jessie's curled a little +but it was so thin mother kept cutting it. Dear me! You wouldn't catch +me soaping and brushing the curl out of it if mine curled," declared +May. + +They had a rather merry time at dinner and the children did not seem a +bit afraid to talk, though they were not aggressive. But Dr. Richards +thought his little ward compared very favorably with the others. Her +daintiness suggested Miss Armitage, he fancied. + +They sat a long while over their dessert of fruit and nuts, and then +the guest said he would have to go as he wanted to attend a lecture by +an eminent surgeon. He would be in tomorrow morning. + +"I thought I would take Marilla out shopping with me. Come in to +dinner again and spend the whole evening." + +Dr. Richards promised to. + +The others went up to the sitting room. Mr. Warren took possession of +the big Morris chair, May had one knee, Jessie the other and Edith +seated herself on the broad arm and placed her arm over her father's +shoulder. They always exacted an hour of their father and he gave it +with the utmost fondness. + +"And here is a place for you, little Marilla," he said. "Now the chair +is full. I've wondered sometimes if Edith wouldn't tip us over." + +"I'd have to be as fat as Auntie Belle to do that," she laughed, "and +now papa I want Marilla to tell you about a queer Home she was put in +where they wouldn't let the little girls have dolls nor playthings, +and they made dollies out of clothes pins and had to hide them." + +"That was cruel to little girls. Why they have dolls by right and no +one should prevent them. Didn't you play any?" + +"Oh yes, out of doors, tag and Uncle John and Scotland's burning, and +Lady Jane, and Ring around a Rosy; and then in summer you had to pull +weeds in the garden. When it rained you had to march in doors, but if +you tried to dance a little you had to go and sit down. Oh, they were +very strict." + +"And what else did you do?" + +"All the bigger girls made the beds and twice a week brushed up the +floors, and every little while you went in the kitchen for a week and +helped with the cooking so you would know how to work. When you were +twelve they bound you out and you had to stay until you were +eighteen." + +"But didn't you study any?" + +"Oh, yes, there was school every day." + +"And did _you_ get bound-out?" + +"Yes." She flushed a little. + +"But you did not stay?" + +"Oh, tell papa about the babies," cried Edith. + +"And did you ever notice the Campbell's soup little girl with her +round eyes?" + +"Who gets fat on eating soup? Yes," and he laughed. + +"They looked something like that," said Marilla. "They were so fat and +they had such round eyes, and you could make them laugh so easily. I +went to take care of them and amuse them, but they were so good, they +hardly ever cried, and I used to ride them round--they had such a +beautiful wagon! But sometimes it seemed so heavy, it had to be big, +you know, and then there was Jack. He wasn't very good, but after +awhile he went to kindergarten." + +"But how did you get away if you were bound?" + +She told the story very simply and how a lovely lady took her in and +she was ill a long while, and she knew this was a fairy godmother, so +she always called her that, because-- + +"Because what?" + +"It was a curious dream I had. Bridget said it was a dream; but it +seemed so real, and I was Cinderella." + +"Oh, do tell us!" they pleaded. + +"I am afraid it's silly," and she flushed. + +"Cinderella is lovely, and did you see the Prince?" + +They all looked so eager that she was persuaded. So she began by +sitting in the corner of the kitchen and they listened as if they were +enchanted. She was so vivid it seemed as if her face was transfigured. +Mrs. Warren dropped her sewing and bent forward. + +Edith drew a long breath and squeezed the new cousin's hand. "Oh" she +cried, "it's lovelier than the real Cinderella, and you danced with +the Prince? Can you dance--truly?" + +"Oh, yes, after that, I used to dance for Bridget. Mrs. Johnson +wouldn't let you, she thought it wicked. It's queer how people think +about things, and I danced for the babies. Mrs. Borden and her sister +went to dancing parties; they didn't think it wrong. It's so +beautiful." + +"Our cousins Isabel and Charlie Firth go to dancing school. Mother +thinks I may go next winter. They are teaching it in some schools." + +"Children," said Mrs. Warren, "do you know what time it is? You must +go to bed. Marilla you have betwitched us all. And papa will have +hardly time to read his paper. Come. Marilla will not run away, so you +can have her tomorrow night." + +Mr. Warren kissed all the little girls and they trooped off. + +"You may sleep on the lounge in my room, Edith, and give Marilla your +bed, I can't send her up stairs alone, and now you must not say a word +after your prayers for I know she is clear tired out." + +They were generally very good children to mind. Their mother left them +with a good-night kiss. Mr. Warren had rolled his chair nearer the +center table and taken up his paper. + +"Mother," he exclaimed, "that Marilla is an unusual child. How +beautifully she describes everything, but the sweetest trait about her +is her utter lack of bitterness. Most children would have been sharp +and disparaging about Mrs. Johnson, but she never uttered a bitter +word. It really was wonderful. I hope that Dr. Richards will give her +a first-class education, and I'd like to see that fairy godmother. +Marilla needs good care, she isn't very strong, but there is happiness +in every pulse of her small body. I wish we could keep her." + +The next morning the children had to kiss her half a dozen times +before they went to school, and make her promise over and over again +that she would not let Dr. Richards take her home. While Mrs. Warren +was doing up her morning's work Marilla wrote her letter to Miss +Armitage, who smiled over the thrill of delight that ran through it. +Aunt Grace was so sweet and lovely and she couldn't describe the girls +for she didn't know any words that were beautiful enough and good +enough to apply to them. Jessie was a real little beauty with the most +wonderful eyes that were like brown velvet and sunshine, and she +didn't know father's could be so sweet as Uncle Warren. Maybe Mr. +Borden would love the twins that way when they grew older. They might +be prettier then. But her dear fairy godmother lived in her mind all +the time, she wanted her to see and hear everything. There would be so +much to tell her that she couldn't write. + +It was a wonderful day to Marilla. Such splendid stores and gowns that +were fit for queens. Such beautiful dishes and jewelry, such stacks of +books; and, oh, such dolls holding out their hands with a pleading +look in their eyes. She could hardly tear herself away. Was she too +big to have a doll? + +Then they went into a cozy place and had a dainty lunch, only it did +seem as if Marilla was too happy to eat. If fairy godmother were only +here! + +Afterward they went to the Eden Musee. You had to ride from place to +place; why, it was full of strange people who never stirred. They +could not be dead! What _was_ the matter with them? The wonder in her +eyes made Mrs. Warren smile. Some were funny, too; you wanted to laugh +with them. Marilla sat down in perfect despair as if she had gone to +some strange country. + +"I don't see how they can make them just like folks," she said. "You +feel almost sure they are going to speak to you." + +A very tired little girl it was who came home, but it was such a +pleasant, happy tired she didn't mind. It wasn't like dragging the +heavy babies around. Aunt Grace made her lie down on the lounge and +the girls gathered round her talking it over. They had been several +times. + +Then Dr. Richards came in and they had such a delightful time. Why the +whole world of pleasure was fairy land when you come to think of it. +"And there's the Hippodrome," said Edith. "Oh mother don't you believe +father could take us on Saturday?" + +"And couldn't I go, too?" + +The doctor asked in such a whimsical tone that they all laughed. +Jessie sidled up to him, she was well so she need not be afraid of a +doctor. She was very sweet but she wasn't quite Cinderella. + +What a fine evening they had! It seemed as if they must have known +each other for years. Bits of Marilla's life came out unconsciously; +the doing for others without thinking of herself that really did +glorify it. Unwittingly she showed more of it to Dr. Richards than she +had ever before in her gratitude. Under the children's questions some +of the trials came out. + +Every morning she wrote to Miss Armitage out of her full heart, and +the lady understood how she would thrive in natural companionship. +Almost she felt as if she ought to yield her to these relatives, but +she wanted her. It was strange how she had left her impress everywhere +yet she was a very modest little girl, demanding nothing, taking all +favors with a gratitude that was fascinating. Jane rehearsed so many +pretty sayings and missed her everywhere. Bridget came around to hear +whether the story of the fortune was absolutely true. The Bordens +could hardly believe it. Mr. John Borden wished they had not let her +go quite so soon. "She certainly was a nice child," he said. + +They went to the great stores and to Central Park, and Marilla +overflowed with happiness. Why it was like the fairy dream, and she +wished the girls at the Home could have some of it, or could find a +fairy godmother. There were so many things to interest the doctor. How +the days did slip away and all the time Marilla grew sweeter, dearer; +but at last he said they _must_ go home. + +"Oh, how can we let you go?" cried Edith. "Why I do believe you came +from fairy land yourself; but now you'll come and visit us often." + +"And you can come to Newton. Fairy godmother has such a lovely house, +and she is so sweet. You will like her." + +Oh, the child ought not be on sufferance but have the genial freedom +of a home of her very own where she could live over the childhood she +had missed and learn the glad inspiration of youth. + +What did Miss Armitage mean to do for her? Yes, she wanted her; why +there would be a great loss in life without her, but she no longer +needed charity. She could not do everything for her; as she had +planned. Would she share a divided interest? + +Dr. Richards heart yearned over her, coveted her. Marilla had crept in +and taken possession of his inmost soul. It was not likely there would +be any other occupant. For he had never seen any sign of relenting on +Miss Armitage's part. They were excellent friends. Neither overstepped +the prescribed bounds, and he must have something to love and to +cherish. + +But he had to tear himself away presently, and he carried her with +him in his heart, and the next morning he dropped in and had her all +to himself. Mrs. Warren had gone to the dressmakers. + +"Oh," Marilla said with a long sigh of delight, "how lovely it is to +have sisters! and--and a father! If I couldn't have but one I think +I'd take the father. Isn't Mr. Warren just splendid and sweet and +charming? There's a book of poems at Miss Armitage's that has one such +beautiful thing--'The Children's Hour.' And they have it here. The +hour after dinner if there are no visitors belongs to the children. +The smaller ones take possession of his lap and Edith sits on the arm +of the chair. I sat on the other," and she laughed with such a happy +sound. "And they tell him everything, what they have read and studied, +and the little troubles and differences and perplexities, and he +listens and explains and laughs with them when it is funny, and +everything is so nice. I didn't suppose fathers could be so dear and +sweet, but I never knew any real father except Mr. Borden, and Jack +was a torment. He wanted to pound and bang and wrinkle up things and +ask silly questions. Maybe the twins will be different, and perhaps +he will love girls the best." + +"And you would like to have a father?" There was a subtle sweetness in +his tone. + +She drew a long breath, he felt the heart quiver irregularly, the +little heart that would need careful watching the next few years, that +so far had been worked pretty hard. + +"Oh, so much!" There was an exquisite longing and a sound as of a +prayer, "but you know I'd want some one I could love." + +She was ready to give, not take all. + +"Marilla, would I do?" + +She raised her head and looked at him out of longing, pleading eyes +that turned joyous like a sudden glowing sunrise. + +"Oh!" she cried, "Oh!" + +But the wonderful satisfying intonation would have moved any heart. + +"And I want a little girl," he continued. "I shall never have one of +my very own;"--it is the way a man thinks when he knows he cannot have +the woman he would choose for the mother of his children. + +She was silent. He saw the shining tears beading the curly lashes. She +was sorry for him. + +"And if you could be _my_ little girl--" + +"Oh, if I might!" and the longing freighted her tone. "If I could be +good enough--if I could love you enough. Oh, I _would_ try. I should +be so happy. To have a father of one's own!" + +"Children are sometimes adopted." + +"Yes, they were at Bethany Home, but they had to be very pretty, I'm +not--very." + +"But I love you because you are _you_, I don't want you changed any +way. I want a daughter to be a companion as I grow older, to read to +me, to confide in me, to come to me in any trouble, to make a real +home, for a man alone cannot do that, and to love me very, very +dearly." + +"I have always loved you," she said simply. Then after a +moment--"would I live with you?" + +"Yes, when I have found a pretty home, and you will make friends and +have them visit you, and we will take journeys and have pleasures like +the Warrens." + +"Oh! How good you are!" in a tone of tremulous joy. There was a little +twinge of conscience in both hearts concerning Miss Armitage. He +salved his, thinking if she had wanted to she might have made some +proffer of adoption. Marilla hardly knew how to choose between them. +If they could both go and live in Loraine place! + +"I'll see Lorimer this afternoon. You have to apply to the +legislature, and you will have your name changed to Richards. Maybe +the judge or some will one question you whether you are willing to +take me for a father, since you are old enough to choose, and there +are several formalities, but the thing is often done, and you will be +mine, mine," pressing her to his heart in rapture. + +"I am so glad." Every pulse throbbed with joy. + +He yielded to the subtle satisfaction and kissed the sweet mouth. Oh, +he must get her strong and well and give her a lovely, long life! Like +a vision he could see her growing sweeter and dearer every year, +making life blossom with her love. + +Then Mrs. Warren returned and the girls came home to lunch, having a +merry time talking over the Hippodrome. + +"Nearly every Saturday papa takes us somewhere," said May. "There are +some beautiful plays for children and concerts and all summer the park +is splendid, though you can always go inside and there is so much to +see; and an automobile ride! Oh, I wish you were going to live here!" + +There were so many pleasures to give his little girl. It made his +heart beat with joy to think he was going to have one. Life had seemed +a bit lonely as he glanced down the years. It would never be lonely +now. He would take such pleasure in making her happy. + +"Yes," he went on. "I'll get a pretty home and we will always be +together." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE REAL FAIRYLAND + + +That evening the two cousins on the Warren side came in, Isabel and +Willis Firth. Isabel was just the age of Edith and Willis, older. The +children gave up their hour cheerfully. There was so much to talk +about, and the school was going to have an entertainment--"The Dance +of All Nations." + +"I suppose not quite _all_," said Isabel, "though the boys are to give +an Indian dance in costume, and the Dutch dance is in clogs, and oh, +you can't imagine how funny and clumpy it sounds, but it is real +pretty with the aprons and the caps, but the Spanish is beautiful with +castanets. You must all come. Is your friend staying long?" + +"I think"--rather hesitatingly, "we will go home next week." + +"Oh, that will be too bad, and the dance is to be two weeks from +tomorrow, in the afternoon, in a hall. It will be splendid!" + +"I suppose this is the little cousin who came after the fortune," +said Willis, "isn't it nice to have a fortune left to you?" + +"I hardly know"--hesitatingly. + +"Oh my! I'd know quick enough," laughed the boy. "Isabel wouldn't it +be fine enough to have ten or twelve thousand left to us? I'd be sure +of going to college." + +"The University ought to be good enough for city boys," said Uncle +Warren. + +They played authors for a while "because they could talk" Willis said. +Then Aunt Warren played for them to dance. At first Marilla +hesitated. + +"Oh, it's only three-step" exclaimed Edith. "I'll show you, and if you +danced at the King's ball----" + +She found she could dance easy enough. It was quite delightful. Her +eyes were bright, her cheeks like roses. + +Then they tried several other pretty dances, and spiced them with much +laughter. Oh, how gay they were. + +"Who was it said something about the King's ball?" asked Willis. "Was +it a make believe?" + +"Oh it is the prettiest thing!" replied Edith. + +"You see, Cousin Marilla sat alone in the kitchen one night when the +maid had gone out and a fairy godmother came and asked her if she +didn't want to go to the ball. Finding her in the kitchen you see she +took her for Cinderella, and she touched her with her wand--now +Marilla, go on, I couldn't tell it half as delightfully as you do; you +make it so real." + +Manila's face had been scarlet at first, for she was almost ashamed of +being a little bound-out girl before these newcomers, but Edith had +started it so beautifully that she smiled at her audience. + +"Let's sit on the floor," said Willis. "That's the way they do in +Persia, and Aunt Grace never finds fault with us." + +They gathered around the little girl. Even Uncle Warren laid down his +paper and joined the circle. And what an attentive audience! + +"Well that's just fine!" ejaculated Willis. "I've never seen just such +a Cinderella, and there wasn't any glass slipper?" + +"Don't interrupt," said his sister. + +It was all so vivid and Marilla made such pretty gestures with her +hands and swayed her head to and fro, that they could fairly see the +palace, and the banquet was superb with its lights and flowers and +beautiful adornments. + +"And couldn't they dance but just one evening with the Prince? That +was rather tough." + +"But there was so many knights and the Cinderellas seemed just as +happy. No one was cross." + +"Well, that was wonderful! Oh, didn't you hate to wake up?" + +"I don't believe I did really wake up, and every night for awhile I +seemed dreaming it over, and I can shut my eyes and see it so plainly. +When things didn't go quite right it was such a pleasure." + +"Oh, you're a darling!" cried Isabel. "I just wish the kindergarten +children could hear it told that way. If you were a grown-up girl +they'd pay you for telling stories." + +"Aunt Grace can't you bring her around and let mother hear that?" +asked Willis. "My mother is so fat she hates to go out anywhere," to +Marilla. "She thinks it disgraceful! But she's a sweet mother for all +that; and now we must go home. Thank you a hundred times for the +story. When I have my party I shall send for you and dance with you +every other time. You ought to be named Cinderella." + +She looked so bright and happy and promised to visit them if Dr. +Richards did not take her home too soon. + +But the Hippodrome was beyond any dream. Sometimes she held her breath +with delight until she was fairly tired. Dr. Richards watched the +sweet, changeful face. Yes, she should be all his--why he had never +dreamed of anything half as sweet as the joy of a father. + +Sunday afternoon he and Mr. Lorimer came in. The girls had gone to +Sunday School. He laid his plan before the Warrens who were a good +deal surprised. + +"As a man grows older he begins to think of a home and the joys +nothing else offers, and a doctor really needs the comfort, the +satisfaction nothing else can give. I've never had a home though I've +dreamed of one, but there must be another person in it. I'm not of the +hermit sort. I want some one to be merry with me and to comfort me +when the skies are dark and lowering." + +"Oh, Dr. Richards, you should marry," exclaimed Mrs. Warren, +impetuously. + +"I've been so engrossed--and this sort of vision has come to my very +door as it were, and I have let it in. For a few years Marilla will +need watchful care from some one who can understand the weak points. I +should get a nice, motherly woman who would be sweet and tender to +her, companionable as well. For you see she must go to some one for a +home." + +"And we would gladly take her in here," said Mrs. Warren. "She has +really won our hearts." + +He would do Miss Armitage full justice, at least he thought it so +then. He related her kindness, her generosity, but she had been tender +and sympathetic to many another child he remembered, yet he could not +quite still the one cry he had heard from her. + +"Thank you most sincerely," he returned. "I am glad she has found some +relatives who have taken her in in this cordial manner. I want her to +remain warm friends with you all. Of course until I was settled to my +liking her home would be with Miss Armitage and she could come +whenever you would like to have her. A young girl needs friends of her +own kind, whose interests and hopes are similar." + +They discussed the matter from more than one point of view. At first +Lorimer had tried to banter him out of the plan, insisting that the +guardianship would be sufficient. There was something in his earnest +desire that touched the heart of the man of wide experience. He +wondered why he could not be as persistent to win the lady! Perhaps +she would follow the child. + +She came in radiant and full of joy. It was such a splendid Sunday +School. She could enjoy it thoroughly with no bothering Jack to think +about. + +Lorimer made his adieu but the doctor remained. They sang in the +evening. She caught any tune so readily, and a little bird of joy kept +time in her heart. She had only to glance up in the doctor's eyes to +know there was a kindred delight in his. + +She spent most of the next morning writing to fairy godmother. There +was so much to say, for everything was so new, so different from her +life hitherto. Oh, she was so glad she did not have to go back to +that! No one had been really unkind or severe with her and she could +recall some tenderness at the last on Aunt Hetty's part, but the death +always made her shudder. + +These days of affliction had been so sweet, so engrossing. She had not +dared to love Miss Armitage in this fashion in the beginning. She +loved her deeply, truly, now, and her heart smote her in spite of the +thrill of joy when she thought of Dr. Richard's love, of belonging to +him. Would she leave her for the new love? She had not the courage to +mention it, but there were so many other things to say. + +Every day brought something new. They went to the wonderful museum. +She could not take in half, but Dr. Richards said no one could. You +came time and again, all your life, and always found something new. +And there were the Historical Society rooms with their marvellous +collection of birds that enchanted her. + +They spent a delightful evening at the Firths, though she decided she +liked Uncle Warren the better. The Firth house was very handsomely +appointed, but it did not have so much the air of home where you +could sit on the arm of the chair and say all manner of childish +things. + +Mrs. Firth was very stout, but she had a really pretty face and a +voice that won you with a certain caressing mellowness. Both cheeks +had a deep dimple and a crease went from one to the other that seemed +to define the first chin. She sat in a high backed chair and Marilla +thought she looked like a princess, and her gown made the child think +of the beautiful dresses in the fairy place. + +But on Friday Dr. Richards said they _must_ go back to Newton. They +would come again however, there was still a little business to settle. +It was a sad parting, and when Marilla took her seat in the train she +turned her face to the window and surreptitiously wiped away the +tears, though she longed to see fairy godmother. + +The hack whirled them to Loraine place. The great trees stood like +sentinels stretching out their bare limbs. The beautiful autumn, had +gone, you noted it more here. Up the stoop--how her heart beat, and +yet somehow she seemed as if she had lived another lifetime. + +"Oh dear, dear Marilla," cried Jane with the warmest embrace. "We have +missed you so much, and are so glad to get you back. Why it hasn't +seemed the same house, and everybody has wanted you. Dr. Richards, +that Mrs. McCormick died this morning and Miss Armitage was there +until noon. Five little children left, think of it, she came home and +went straight to bed, but she's had a cup of tea and will be down in a +few minutes." + +They entered the parlor. Marilla took off her hat and coat, it was so +warm indoors. She had on a new frock, a curious blue that was very +becoming. Her cheeks were a lovely pink, her eyes full of expectancy. + +Miss Armitage came down the back stairway and through the library. +Marilla gave one cry and was in her arms. + +No one had won her away, then. During these days she had had many +thoughts about the child's future. She had felt jealous of the new +found relatives and their love, of Dr. Richards' devotion, of the +happy times when she had been counted out. Work had failed to inspire, +evenings had been lonely, dreary. Oh, she would never let her go away +again unless she went with her. She would beseech the law to make the +child hers-- + +"Oh, fairy godmother!" The charming, joyous tone that showed the +child's certainty of a warm welcome. "It has all been so lovely, but I +wanted you so. I wanted you to see the girls and their father who is +the loveliest, no not _quite_ the loveliest," and her eyes shone with +a tender radiance, the flush made her beautiful. "For, fairy +godmother, I have a father now who will love me and care for me, and I +am filled to the brim with happiness--it is better than the fortune. I +could hardly wait to tell you. Oh, please be glad for my sake." + +"A father?" she repeated, in a breathless tremulous sort of way. + +"Yes," said Dr. Richards, and there was a strange sort of assurance in +his tone. He seemed to have changed mysteriously--there is a vigor, a +power and withal a sweet satisfaction in his face that gives her a +pang she does not understand. + +"Yes," he repeated. "The fortune is all right. I have been made her +guardian, but that did not satisfy me. I have taken out papers of +adoption, she is my child, my little little daughter and she has a +new, legal, lawful name--Marilla Cinderella Richards." + +"Oh, oh!" The pathetic cry unnerved him. + +"Dear fairy godmother it can't make any difference in my love for you. +I loved you first, you know. I shall always love you, but I want us to +live together and be as happy as they are at the Warrens, and I love +him, my new father, so much. When you have something of your very own +it fills you everywhere like beautiful music. I've been learning how +sweet and dear it can be. Oh, fairy godmother, I want you both. It +would break my heart to lose either of you. Oh, fairy godmother, can't +you love him; can't you, won't you marry him and let us all live +together?" + +There was a penetrating sweetness in the pleading, but she saw the red +of surprise mount to the very edge of the man's hair, and almost a +frown settle between the eyes. Her face dropped to the silken soft +head and she felt the child's heart beat tumultuously. To make the two +who loved her happy--to have them for her own---- + +She reached out her hand--it was her right hand. He caught it and +pressed it to his lips with a fervor that thrilled every pulse of her +being. + +It was not the tie of kindred blood, but that divine immortal kindred +of love, and as he clasped his arms about them both they were Father, +Mother and Child. + +And so, Marilla had not only the Fairy Godmother, but the Prince as +well. + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Modern Cinderella, by Amanda M. 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