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diff --git a/28383-8.txt b/28383-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..72fc75b --- /dev/null +++ b/28383-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2932 @@ +Project Gutenberg's The Love Story of Abner Stone, by Edwin Carlile Litsey + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Love Story of Abner Stone + +Author: Edwin Carlile Litsey + +Release Date: March 22, 2009 [EBook #28383] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LOVE STORY OF ABNER STONE *** + + + + +Produced by David Garcia, Carla Foust, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Kentuckiana Digital Library) + + + + + +Transcriber's note + + +Minor punctuation errors have been changed without notice. Printer +errors have been changed and are listed at the end. All other +inconsistencies are as in the original. + + + + +THE LOVE STORY OF ABNER STONE + + + + + THE LOVE STORY + + OF + + ABNER STONE + + _By_ + EDWIN CARLILE LITSEY + + + + NEW YORK + A. S. BARNES AND COMPANY + MCMII + + + + + _Copyright, 1902_ + BY A. S. BARNES AND COMPANY + _Published June, 1902_ + + ALL RIGHTS RESERVED + + REPRINTED JULY, 1902 + + UNIVERSITY PRESS · JOHN WILSON + AND SON · CAMBRIDGE, U. S. A. + + + + +TO HER + + + + +Preface + + +It seems a little strange that I, Abner Stone, now verging upon my +seventieth year, should bring pen, ink, and paper before me, with the +avowed purpose of setting down the love story of my life, which I had +thought locked fast in my heart forever. A thing very sacred to me; of +the world, it is true, yet still apart from it, the blessed memory of it +all has abode in my breast with the unfading distinctness of an old +picture done in oils, and has brightened the years I have thus far lived +on the shadowed slope of life. And now has come the firm belief that the +world may be made better by the telling of this story--as my life has +been made better by having lived it--and so I shall essay the brief and +simple task before my fingers have grown too stiff to hold the pen, +trusting that some printer of books will be good enough to put my story +into a little volume for all who would care to read. And I, as I pursue +the work which I have appointed unto myself, shall again stroll through +the meadows and forests of dear Kentucky, shall tread her dusty highways +under the spell of a bygone June, and shall sit within the portals of an +old home whose floors are now pressed by an alien foot. Now, ere I have +scarce begun, the recollections come upon me like a flood, and this page +becomes blurred to my failing sight. O Memory! Memory! and the visions +of thine! + + + + +THE LOVE STORY _of_ ABNER STONE + + + + +I + + +It is a long path which stretches from forty-five to seventy. A path +easy enough to make, for each day's journey through life is a part of +it, but very difficult to retrace. When we turn at that advanced +mile-stone and look back, things seem misty. For there is many a twist +and angle in the highway of a life, and often the things which we would +forget stand out the clearest. But I would not drive from my brain this +quiet afternoon the visions which enfold it,--the blessed recollections +of over a score of years ago. For the sweet voice which speaks in my +ear as I write I have never ceased to hear; the face which the mirror of +my mind ever reflects before my eyes I have looked upon with +never-tiring eagerness, and the tender hand which I can imagine betimes +creeping into my own, is the chiefest blessing of a life nearly spent. + +There is no haunting memory of past misdeeds to shadow the quiet rest of +my last days. As I bid my mind go back over the path which my feet have +trod, no ghost uprises to confront it; no voice cries out for +retribution or justice; not even does a dumb animal whine at a blow +inflicted, nor a worm which my foot has wantonly pressed, appear. I +would show forth no self-praise in this, but rather a devout +thankfulness unto the Creator who made me as I am, with a heart of mercy +for all living things, and a reverent love for all His wonderful works. +The beauty of tree, and flowering plant, and lowly creeper abides with +me as an everlasting joy, and the song of the humblest singer the forest +shelters finds a response in my heart. Without my window now, as I sit +down to make a history of part of my life, a brown-coated English +sparrow is chattering in a strange jargon to his mate on the limb of an +Early Harvest apple tree, and I pause a moment to listen to his shrill +little voice, and to watch the black patch under his throat puff up and +down. + +It is the fall of the year, and the afternoon is gray. At times an arrow +of sunlight breaks through the shields of clouds, and kisses the brown +earth with a quivering spot of light. Across the sloping, unkept lawn, +about midway between the house and the whitewashed gate leading from the +yard, a rabbit hops, aimlessly, his back humped up, and his white tail +showing plainly amid his sombre surroundings. I can see the muscles +about his nostrils twitching, as he stops now and again to nibble at a +withered tuft of grass. A lonely jay flits from one tree to another; a +cardinal speeds by my window, a line of color across a dark background; +and one by one the dry leaves drop noiselessly down, making thicker the +soft covering which Nature is spreading over the breast of Mother Earth. + +It may be that I shall not see the resurrection of another spring. Each +winter that has passed for the last few years has grown a little harder +for me, and my breathing becomes difficult in the damp, cold weather. +Perhaps my eyes shall not again behold the glorious flood of light and +color which follows the footsteps of spring; perhaps when the earth is +wrapped once more in its mantle of leaves they shall lie over my breast +as well. For man's years upon this earth are measured in Holy Writ as +threescore and ten, and come December fourth next, I shall have lived my +allotted time. My ways have not all been ways of pleasantness, nor all +my paths peace. But I am glad to have lived; to have known the hopes of +youth and the trials of manhood. To have felt within my soul that +emotion which rules the earth and the universes, and which is Heaven's +undefiled gift to Man. From books I have gained knowledge; from the +lessons of life I have learned wisdom; from love I have found the way +which leads to life eternal. + +Old age is treacherous, and it comes to me now that maybe I have delayed +my work too long. For the mind of age does not move with the nimbleness +of a young colt, but rather with the labored efforts of a beast of +burden whose limbs are stiff from a life of toil. But this I know, that +there is a period in my existence which the years cannot dim. I have +lived it over again and again, winter and summer, summer and winter, +here in my quiet country home among the hills. There has been nothing to +my life but that; first, the living of it, and then the memory of it. + +It is my love story. + + + + +II + + +In the spring of 1860, I was a lodger in a respectable boarding-house on +Chestnut Street, in Louisville. My father--God rest his soul--had passed +away ten years before, and I was able to live comfortably upon the +income of my modest inheritance, as I was his sole child, and my dear +mother was to me but an elusive memory of childhood. Sometimes, in still +evenings just before I lit my student's lamp, and I sat alone musing, I +would catch vague glimpses of a sweet, pure face with calm, gray +eyes--but that was all. No figure, no voice, not even her hair, but +sometimes my mind would picture an aureole around her head. I have +often wondered why she was taken from me before I could have known her, +but I have also striven not to be rebellious. But she must have been an +unusual woman, for my father never recovered from her loss, and to the +day of his death he wore a tress of her hair in a locket over his heart. +I have it now, and I wear it always. + +I was of a timid disposition, and retiring nature, and so my +acquaintances were few, and of close friends I had not one. My mornings +and evenings were spent with my books, and in the afternoons I took +solitary walks, often wandering out into the country, if the weather was +fine, for the blue sky had a charm for me, and I loved to look at the +distant hills,--the hazy and purple undulations which marked the +horizon. And Nature was never the same to me. Always changing, always +some beauty before undiscovered bursting on my sight, and her limitless +halls were full of paintings and of songs of which I would never tire. +Then, as evening closed in, and I would reluctantly turn back to my +crowded quarters, the sordid streets and the cramped appearance of +everything would fret me, and almost make me envious of the sparrow +perched on the telegraph wire over my head. For he, at least, was lifted +above this thoughtless, hurrying throng among which I was compelled to +pass, and the piteous, supplicating voice of the blind beggar at the +corner did not remind him that even thus he might some day become. And +thus, when my feet brought me to the line of traffic, as I returned +home, I would unconsciously hasten my steps, for the moil and toil of a +city's strife I could not bear. + +In the spring of 1860, these long walks to the country became more +frequent. I had been cooped up for four rigorous months, a +predisposition to taking cold always before me as a warning that I must +be careful in bad weather. And the confines of a fourteen by eighteen +room naturally become irksome after weeks and weeks of intimate +acquaintance. It is true there were two windows to my apartment. A +glance from one only showed me the side of a house adjoining the one in +which I stayed, but the other gave me a view of a thoroughfare, and by +this window I sat through many a bleak winter day, watching the +passers-by. One night there was a sleet, and when I looked out the next +morning, everything was covered in a gray coat of ice. A young maple +grew directly under my window, and its poor head was bent over as though +in sorrow at the treatment it had to endure, and its branches hung +listlessly in their icy case, with a frozen raindrop at the end of each +twig. The sidewalks were treacherous, and I found some amusement in +watching the pedestrians as they warily proceeded along the slippery +pavement, most of them treading as though walking on egg-shells. There +went an old gentleman who must have had business down town, for I had +seen him pass every day. This morning he carried a stick in his hand, +and I discovered that it was pointed with some sharp substance that +would assist him, for every time he lifted it up, it left a little white +spot in the coating of ice. There went a schoolboy, helter-skelter, +swinging his books by a strap, running and sliding along the pavement in +profound contempt for its dangers. A jaunty little Miss with fur wraps +and veiled face, but through the thin obstruction I could plainly see +two rosy cheeks, and a pair of dancing eyes. Her tiny feet, likewise, +passed on without fear, and she disappeared. Heaven grant they may rest +as firm on every path through life! + +Next came an aged woman, who moved with faltering feet, and always kept +one hand upon the iron fence enclosing the small yard, as a support. +Each step was taken slowly, and with trepidation, and I wished for the +moment that I was beside her, to lend her my arm. Some errand of mercy +or dire necessity called her forth on such a perilous venture, and I +felt that, whatever the motive be, it would shield her from mishap. And +so they passed, youth and age, as the day wore on. In the afternoon the +old gentleman re-passed, and I saw that his back was a little more +stooped, and he leaned heavier on his stick. For each day adds weight to +the shoulders of age. + +And now a miserable cur came sniffing along the gutter on the opposite +side of the street. His ribs showed plainly through his dirty yellow +coat, the scrubby hair along his back stood on end, and his tail was +held closely between his legs. And so he tipped along, half-starved, +vainly seeking some morsel of food. He stopped and looked up, shivering +visibly as the cold wind pierced him through and through, then trotted +to the middle of the street, and began nosing something lying there. A +handsome coupé darted around the corner, taking the centre of the road. +The starving cur never moved, so intent was he on obtaining food, and +thus it happened that a pitiful yelp of pain reached my ears, muffled by +the closed window. The coupé whirled on its journey, and below, in the +chill, desolate grayness of a winter afternoon, an ugly pup sat howling +at the leaden skies, his right foreleg upheld, part of it dangling in a +very unnatural manner. A pang of compassion for the dumb unfortunate +stirred in my breast, but I sat still and watched. He tried to walk, but +the effort was a failure, and again he sat down and howled, this time +with his meagre face upturned to my window. The street was empty, as far +as I could see, for twilight was almost come, and cheery firesides were +more tempting than slippery pavements and stinging winds. The muffled +tones of distress became weaker and more despairing, and I could endure +them no longer. I quickly arose and cast off my dressing-gown and +slippers. In less than a minute I had on shoes, coat, and great-coat, +and was quietly stealing down the stairs. Tenderly I took the shivering, +whining form up in my arms, casting my eyes around and breathing a sigh +of relief that no one had seen, and thanking my stars, as I entered my +room, that I had not encountered my landlady, who had a great aversion +to cats and dogs. + +It was little enough of surgery I knew, veterinary or otherwise, but a +simpleton could have seen that a broken leg was at least one of the +injuries my charge had suffered. I laid the dirty yellow object down on +the heavy rug before the fire, and he stopped the whining, and his +trembling, too, as soon as the soothing heat began to permeate his +half-frozen body. I knew there was a pine board in my closet, and from +this I made some splints and bound up the broken limb as gently as I +could, but my fingers were not very deft nor my skill more than +ordinary, and as a consequence a few fresh howls were the result. But at +last it was done, and then I made an examination of the other limbs, +finding them as nature intended they should be, with the exception of a +few scars and their unnatural boniness. So I got one of my old coats and +made a bed on the corner of the hearth, to which I proceeded to +transfer my rescued cur. He was grateful, as dogs ever are for a +kindness, and licked my hands as I put him down. And he found strength +somehow to wag his tail in token of thankfulness, so I felt repaid for +my act of mercy, and very well satisfied. A surreptitious visit to the +dining-room resulted in a purloined chunk of cold roast beef, and two or +three dry, hard biscuits, which I found in the corner of a cupboard. Thus +laden with my plunder, I started back, and in the hall came face to face +with my boarding-house mistress. + +"Why, Mr. Stone, what in the world!" she began, before I could open my +mouth or put my hands behind my back. + +"I--that is--Mrs. Moss, I have a friend with me to-night who is very +eccentric. He has been out in the cold quite a while, and he dislikes +meeting strangers, so that I thought I would let him thaw out in my +room while I came down and got us a little bite. You needn't expect us +at supper, for I have enough here for both." + +"If it pleases you, Mr. Stone, I have no objections. But I should be +glad to send your meals to your room as long as your friend remains." + +I had reached the foot of the stair, and was now going up it. + +"He leaves to-morrow, Mrs. Moss,--I think. Thank you for your kindness," +and I dodged into my room and shut the door. + +My charge was waiting where I had left him, with bright eyes of +anticipation. I took a newspaper and spread it on the floor close up to +him, and depositing the result of my foraging expedition on this, I +stood up and watched him attack the beef with a vigor I did not suppose +he possessed. + +"Enjoy it, you little wretch!" I muttered, as he bolted one mouthful +after another. "I came nearer telling a lie for you, than I ever did in +my life before." + +Then I made myself comfortable again, drew up my easy-chair, and lit my +lamp, and with pipe and book beguiled the hours till bed-time. + + + + +III + + +I named him Fido, after much deliberation and great hesitancy. My +principal objection to this name was that nearly every diminutive dog +bore it, but then it was old fashioned, and I had a weakness for +old-fashioned things, if this taste could be spoken of in such a manner. +I had really intended setting him adrift after his leg was strong, but +during the days of his convalescence I became so strongly attached to +him that I completely forgot my former idea. He was great company for +me, and after I had given him several baths, and all he could eat every +day, he wasn't such a bad-looking dog, after all. The hair on his back +lay down now, and his pinched body rounded out till I began to fear +obesity, while his tail took on a handsome curl. Altogether, I was +rather proud of him. But the result of my crude attempt at surgery +became manifest when I finally removed the splints. The limb had grown +together, it is true, but it was dreadfully crooked, and a large knot +appeared where the fracture had been. When he tried to walk, I +discovered that this leg was a trifle shorter than its mate, and poor +Fido limped a little, but I believe this only added to my affection. + +Winter held on till March, and then reluctantly gave way before the +approach of spring. The wind blew; the sun shone at intervals; the ice +began to melt, and muddy rivulets formed in the streets. When the ground +dried up a little, I began my afternoon walks, Fido limping cheerfully +along beside me. One day my commiseration for his affliction almost +vanished. We had strolled away out past the streets, and had been +walking along a pike, when the refreshing green of a clover meadow on my +left caused me to climb the fence and seek a closer acquaintance. Fido +wriggled through a crack at the bottom, and as I sat on the top rail for +a moment, the little rascal suddenly gave tongue and shot out across the +meadow after a young rabbit, which was making good time through the low +clover. That lame leg didn't impede my yellow pup's running qualities, +and I had to call him severely by name before he gave up the chase. He +came panting back to me with his dripping tongue hanging out, and with +as innocent a look on his face as one could imagine. I felt that he +needed a gentle chastising, but there was nothing lying around wherewith +to administer it, and I did not search for the necessary switch. But I +wasted no more sympathy on that crooked right leg. + +I became interested in the view before me, and forgot that time was +passing. The clover meadow stretched away to a low bluff, at the base of +which I could see the shining surface of a small stream. Far to my right +a field was being broken up for corn. The fresh scent of the newly +turned earth came to my nostrils like perfume. On the farther side of +the field a patient mule was plodding along, dragging his burden, a +plough, behind him, and I heard the guiding cries of the driver as he +spoke in no gentle voice to the animal which was wearing its life away +for its master's gain. A meadow lark arose a little to one side. I +noticed his yellow vest, sprinkled with dark spots, as he flew with +drooping tail for a few rods, then sank down again in the clover. From +somewhere in the distance a Bob White's clear notes welled up through +the silence. A flutter of wings near by, and I turned my head to see a +bluebird flit gently to the top of a stake in the fence-corner not far +away. They were abroad, these harbingers of spring, and I knew that +balmy breezes and bursting buds came quickly in their wake. How sweet it +was to know that earth's winding-sheet had been rent from her breast +once more; that the shackles had been torn from her streams and the +fetters loosed from her trees; to feel that where there had been barren +desolation and lifeless refuse of last year's math would soon appear +green shoots of grass, and growing flowers; that the tender leaves of +the trees would whisper each to each in a language which we cannot +understand, but which we love to hear. Especially at eventide, when the +heat of the day is softened by twilight shadows, and a gentle breeze +comes wandering along, touching with fairy fingers the careworn face and +tired hands. + +The sun had sunk below the horizon. As I now directed my gaze to the +western sky, one of those rarely beautiful phenomena which sometimes +accompany sunset in early spring, was spread before me. Spanning the +clear sky, stretching from western horizon to zenith, and from zenith to +eastern horizon, was a narrow, filmy band of cloud. And by some subtle +reflection of which we do not know, the whole had caught the golden +sheen of the hidden sun, and glowed, pale gold and pink and saffron. The +sky was clear but for this encircling cloud-band, and my fancy saw it as +a ring girding the earth with celestial glory,--a fitting path for +spirit feet when they tread the upward heights. I watched it pale, with +upturned face, its changing tints in themselves a miracle, and thought +of the wonders which lay beyond it, which we are taught to seek. Thought +of what was on the other side of that steadily purpling curtain +stretched above me which no human eye might pierce. Groves of peace and +endless song and light which never paled; my mother's face-- + +A star blossomed out in the tranquil depths above me, white and pure as +a thought of God; some dun-colored boats were drifting in an azure sea +out in the west, and a whippoorwill's plaintive wail sounded through the +dusk from adown the fence-row. Up from the still earth there floated to +my nostrils the incense of a dew-drenched landscape,--fresh, odorous, +wonderfully sweet,--and a fire-fly's zigzag lantern came travelling +towards me across the darkening meadow. Everything had become very +still. It was that magic hour when the voices of the things of the day +are hushed, and the things of the night have not yet awakened. Only at +intervals the whippoorwill's call arose, like a pulse of pain. The voice +of the ploughman in the adjoining field came no more to my ears; a +respite from labor had come to both man and beast. The birds were still. +There was no flutter of wings, no piping cry. The earth rested for a +spell, and a solemn quietude stole over the scented fields. + +I knew that I ought to be going--that I ought to have gone long ago, but +still I sat on the topmost rail of the fence, which stretched away like +a many-horned worm on either side of me. Supper was already cold, but I +had been a little late on several occasions before, and Mrs. Moss had +very kindly laid something aside for me. I was one whom she called "a +queer man who saw nothing outside of his books," and while this was not +altogether true, inasmuch as I was even now missing both supper and +books for another delight in which my soul revelled, still she bore with +my eccentricities, and I was thankful to her. "You should fall in love, +Mr. Stone," she said to me one day, half jestingly, "and that would get +you out of some of your staid ways." I replied with a smile that, as she +did not take young ladies to board, there was small chance of that, and +had thought of her remark no more. But now, in the tender gloaming of an +April day, I felt that I did love, and with as ardent a passion as any +man ever owned. I loved the rich sunlight, which I had watched fade +away, but which still lingered in my breast. I loved the greening of +Nature, and the yellowing of her harvest. I loved the soul-expanding +influence of sky and air, and the far-reaching, billowy fields. All +things that grew, and all things that moved in this, God's kingdom, I +loved. What else was there to love? A woman? Yes; but they lived for me +only in the pages of history and romance, and it was not likely that I, +a bookworm bachelor of forty-five, would ever meet the one to stir my +heart. And I feared them, a little. Out here, under the sky, with no one +to hear but Fido and the dumb silence, I can make this confession. I +knew she lived, somewhere, the one to whom my heart would cry, because +this is the plan of the Creator, but I was glad that our lines of life +had not crossed. + +So please Him, thus would I live content. + + + + +IV + + +The last bright streamer had disappeared, but still there remained a +faint, chaste glow above the dark line of hills. An unseen Hand had sown +the sky thickly with stars, and more fell to their appointed places as +the moments passed. A bull-frog boomed out his guttural note, and Fido +began to whine and gnaw at the rail just below my feet. He was getting +hungry, and I acquiesced to his wordless plea to go home. Night had now +come, and the air was chilly, so I buttoned my coat close up to my chin, +and moved briskly. We were some distance from home, but the lights of +the city were reflected in the sky, and besides, it was not dark, +because of the stars, and the road over which we went had but one end. + +I ate in quiet satisfaction the lunch which Mrs. Moss had saved for me, +but when I tried to interest myself in Emerson, a few minutes later, I +found that one of my favorites bored me. This sudden lack of +appreciation of the great essayist annoyed me, and I forced my eyes to +traverse line after line, hoping that the pleasing charm which they had +always held for me would return. But this policy proved futile, so at +length I quietly closed the book and put it down on the table, disgusted +with myself. Perhaps my mind required something in lighter vein, and +there was my bookcase, with its glass doors open, as they usually were. +But the delightful metre of the "Lady of the Lake" seemed halting and +tame to me that night, and this volume I did not close as gently as I +had the former one, but flung it carelessly on the table and walked +nervously to the window and raised the sash. For a moment--only a +moment--I stood there, trying to find a few stars through the curtain of +factory smoke which hung overhead, and letting the cool air blow about +me. Then I put the window down, and came back to my easy-chair, +satisfied, for I had solved the riddle of my unrest. + +That afternoon's walk had showed me of what I was depriving myself. It +dawned upon me in that moment that the pastoral joys which I had known +that day were dearer to my soul than printed pages and the +mind-narrowing captivity of four walls. Out there were unbounded +possibilities for the mind and soul, lessons to be learned, pages to be +read, secrets to discover,--a message in each soft gurgle of the brook; +a whisper from each stirring leaf; a hidden story in the dreamy face of +each flower. All of these became voices in my ears; I could listen to +their singing and sighing for hours. What an awakening it was! I had +been dreaming for over half my life, and with a sigh I looked at the +well-worn tomes in my bookcase, which must now take second place in my +heart. They had served me well. True and tried friends, into whose faces +I had looked in both joy and sorrow, and never failed of consolation or +delight. I would never desert them--God forbid! They were grappled to my +soul with hooks which would neither bend nor break, and which could not +fall away. Still would I come to them and caress them with loving +fingers as I held them in my lap; still would I ask their advice and +store my mind of their knowledge, for they had lightened too many hours +of my life to be forsaken now,--it would be like giving up a friend of +twoscore years for one newly found. And I loved them none the less,--in +the full flush of the secret which I had discovered I knew this, and I +walked over to where the long rows stood like phalanxes, and ran my +hands lovingly over the sheepskin and vellum backs. And, 'pon my soul, +they seemed to respond to my fingers, as though I had touched hands with +a friend! They may have been dumb, but they were not lifeless; for the +spirits of their creators still lingered between the leaves, and made +them live--for me. Good friends, rest easy on your shelves; one by one +each of you shall come down, as you have always done, and commune with +me. When Nature sleeps, then we shall revel. + +I sat down again, and stretched my feet out towards the low fire. With +pipe newly filled, I caressed it between my joined hands, and thought. +After a half hour of smoking and ruminating, I came to a conclusion. I +would move to the country for the summer! What a dolt I had been all +these years! The matter of board need not be considered, for that was +cheaper in the country than in town. When winter came again, I could +return to my present quarters, if I chose. What I wanted was a quiet old +farmhouse with as few people in it as possible, and located in the +blue-grass region of the State. Then life would be one endless +delight,--days afield, and peaceful, noiseless nights. To be awakened in +the morning by the matin song of the thrush; to breathe the intoxicating +odor of honeysuckle and jessamine; to step out into the dew-washed +grass, instead of upon the hard pavement, and to receive the countless +benedictions of the outstretched arms of the trees as I walked beneath +them. Where had my mind been a-wandering all of these years that I had +not thought of this before? But I was too sensible to mar my present joy +with useless regrets. The future was bright with anticipation and rich +with promise, and my heart grew light. + +And Fido--poor Fido--would be glad of the change, too, for I am sure it +must have taxed his love for me to stay in the goods-box which I had +converted into a kennel and placed in the small backyard. Mrs. +Moss,--honest soul,--when giving her reluctant consent to this, consoled +herself by thinking that she was only yielding to another of my +vagaries. + +There was no one else to consider, and so I put the thing down in my +mind as settled. I would leave this soul-dwarfing, cramped, smoke-hung +atmosphere, and take up my abode where the air was pure, and where the +sun could shine. Mrs. Moss would lose a good, quiet boarder, it is +true; but my consideration for Mrs. Moss's feelings would not cause me +to sacrifice myself. Some one else would come and take the room which +had been mine for ten years, and I would soon be forgotten. + +The revelation which I had experienced put me in such high spirits at +the glorious prospects before me that I could not think of going to bed +when eleven o'clock sounded from the mantel-tree. Instead, I believe I +actually chuckled, as I slipped my hand into the pocket of my +dressing-gown for my tobacco-pouch, and proceeded to fill my pipe again. +Method had always been the rule of my life, but that night I put it by +for a space. The question paramount was--where should I go? Certainly +most any farm housewife would give me a room upstairs for a small money +consideration a month, but I was a little particular, and wanted to +live and move among _folks_, for which I was fitted by birth and +education. I knew that blood as blue and as genteel flowed through +country veins as through city arteries; but how was I to find these +people out? I didn't know a dozen persons in Louisville outside of my +boarding-house. The hands of the clock were getting dangerously near +together at the top of the dial before a solution came. + +Suddenly I bethought me of Reuben Walker, that staid, long-headed fellow +who had graduated with me back in forty. The nearest approach I ever had +to a friend. He had gone to practise law in Springfield, down there in +Washington County, and had made something of a name for himself, too. I +hadn't seen him since forty-five, hadn't written to him since fifty, but +he was the only man living I knew who could help me. So I forthwith +indited a note to Reuben Walker, Esq., Attorney-at-Law, reminding him of +our former intimacy, regretting that we had allowed ourselves to drift +apart, and asking if he knew of a quiet country home where I might spend +the summer. I reasoned that it was a country lawyer's business to know +everybody in his county, and I hoped that Reuben remembered me well +enough to refer me only to the kind with whom I would care to affiliate. +I did not write letters often, my correspondence averaging perhaps a +half dozen epistles a year, and so I signed my name to this one before +reading it over. Then I recollected one of the earliest injunctions of +my father: "Be very careful what you sign your name to," so I +deliberately reread the missive before me. It was all right; I had said +all that was necessary, but just as I was bending the sheet to fold it +I stopped, spread it out again, and, taking up my quill, wrote as a +postscript: + +"I much prefer a home where there are _no_ young ladies." + + + + +V + + +In due time an answer came. It was with considerable anxiety that I +broke the seal, but there was a smile upon my face when I finished +reading the short, friendly letter which he had sent me. He knew a place +that would suit me exactly. Mr. and Mrs. Grundy were an elderly couple +who lived about eight miles north of Springfield. They belonged to the +aristocracy of the county, and lived in a two-story brick house on a +magnificent farm. They were warm friends of Reuben's, and he felt no +hesitancy in declaring that they would board me throughout the summer +and fall. So positive was he of this fact that he wrote me to come +whenever I pleased, and he would have everything arranged by the time I +got there. He added a postscript, in answer to mine, stating that his +friends were childless, and he did not think I would be bothered by any +young ladies. + +My elation at the success of my plans thus far was so apparent that it +was openly remarked upon at the tea-table that evening. And so I told +them all then and there of the change I was about to make. Of course +there was a chorus of regrets that I was to leave, which I could not +believe genuine, since I was so unsociable. But meeting Mrs. Moss in the +hall as I started to my room, I explained to her that my health demanded +an immediate change of air, and that for no other reason would I have +gone. This the good lady accepted smilingly, and wished me much +happiness in my new home. + +There were not many preparations for me to make. My books and my +wardrobe packed, my landlady paid, a modest demand on my bankers, and I +was ready. It was in the latter part of April, in the midst of a steady +downpour of rain, that I took my seat in the four-horse coach, with Fido +between my feet. I remember the feeling which came to me when the huge +vehicle started. I felt that I was almost leaving the earth, despite the +rumbling and the jolting, when I thought of my destination. The heavy +clouds and the swishing rain held no gloom for me. For above the clouds +was the broad, blue sky, with the sun somewhere in it, and somewhere +beyond the curtain of the rain was light and warmth and blooming fields. +My heart was beating riotously, for this trip was really an adventure to +me, who had not been anywhere for nearly twenty years. The coach was +empty but for us, Fido and me, and it will seem queer to some when I +say that I was very thankful for this. But I did not care to talk to +people who were nothing to me, and who I might never see again. I much +preferred to be in solitude, and muse upon all that my new life would +hold for me. The rain stopped all at once, so suddenly that I would have +been surprised had it not been April, and through the soiled glass of +the coach door, now thickly streaked where the raindrops had run down +it, came a blunted arrow of sunshine. + +My trip would have been a tiresome one under ordinary circumstances, but +I did not feel the least fatigue during all the long journey. I shall +never forget the morning we rolled into Springfield, and drew up before +a small frame building opposite the court square. A plain board +suspended above the doorway of this building bore the simple +inscription, "Reuben Walker, Attorney-at-Law." Here was the place where +my friend gave legal counsel in exchange for legal money. I caught sight +of his broad, humorous face ere the coach had given its final jolt as it +came to a standstill. Directly in front of the office before which we +stopped were two large locust-trees, and under these trees that bright +spring morning quite a little company had gathered. There was a sudden +explosion of laughter as the stage-driver descended from his perch and +opened the door for me to alight, and a quick glance showed me that some +joker had reached the climax of his narrative just at that moment. +Before I could rise from my seat, the coach door was darkened by a +figure, a strong hand was thrust into mine, and I was fairly dragged +into the arms of Reuben Walker, who gave me hearty greeting. To this I +responded quite as heartily. Fido had whisked out of his narrow +quarters, and had begun to stretch himself in many wild contortions. I +proceeded to reckon with my stage-driver, then Reuben took me by the +hand, and leading me up to the men whom he had just left, he made me +acquainted with each and every one. Most of them I have forgotten, for +they went out of my life as speedily as they entered it; but one I +remember yet, for he was afterwards governor of our beloved +commonwealth. This was Proctor Knott, and he it was who had exploded the +joke just as I arrived. I quietly joined the company, and listened to +some more of this gifted young lawyer's yarns. The ringing of the +court-house bell soon after caused a dispersion of the crowd. Some of +them went with the lawyers to the court-room, others strolled down town, +and Reuben and I were left alone. + +"Come in, come in, Abner," he said, bluffly, and he led the way into his +office. + +A square table covered with green baize stood in the centre of the room. +A box filled with sawdust sat upon the floor to serve as a cuspidor; +three or four splint-bottomed chairs completed the office furniture. One +of these I occupied, placing my hat upon the table, and Reuben took +another, stretching out his short, fat legs, and crossing his hands over +his bulging front. + +"I'm glad to see you, Abner, 'pon my honor," he began, smiling so that +his rubicund visage glowed with good feeling. "How did you take a notion +to come to the woods?" + +"I was cramped," I answered truthfully. "The city's smoke was stifling +me, and I wanted a breath of fresh air." + +"You'll get enough of that down at Henry Grundy's. That's the only cool +place in the county in midsummer. And if you'll take my advice and +straddle one of his thoroughbreds once a day, you'll get some color in +your face. I've fixed everything for you. You're to have a front room on +the ground floor, and pay twelve dollars a month. That's cheaper than +stealing it. But you don't want to make a hermit of yourself when you +get down there. Come up and spend a week or two with me. Miss 'Pheme +[his wife] will be mighty glad to see you. She makes me walk chalk, but +she'll be easy on you. You're going to be with mighty fine folks,--the +cream of the county. They were very particular at first, but I vouched +for you, and that settled it. Henry said he'd be in this morning after +you. He's a Presbyterian and a Democrat, and talks to you as though you +were deaf, but he's harmless. Why don't you tell me 'bout yourself?" + +I saw at once that my good friend still insisted on doing all the +talking,--one of the traits of his young manhood,--and when I told him +that he hadn't drawn breath for five minutes, he seemed surprised. + +"There's not much to tell about myself, Reuben," I replied. "I've been +living alone,--reading, smoking, and thinking a little. Then I fancied +that I'd like the country, and here I am." + +"Where'd you get that?" He jerked one squat thumb toward my crippled +retainer. + +"Picked him up out of the street several months ago, after he'd been run +over by a carriage." + +"Same soft heart as ever, Abner. Remember when one of the boys at school +poked that nest of damned little English sparrows out of the gutter? +There was about sixteen of 'em, and you gathered the ugly little devils +up into your new hat and tried to raise 'em. Don't--you--re-member, +Abner?" + +His fat sides shook, as he ejaculated the last sentence with difficulty. + +"Yes," I answered, smiling. "My efforts were useless, for the little +fellows all died. I felt sorry for them." + +"I wish they were all in--hello! yonder's Henry, by jolly!" + +I looked out of the window, and saw an old-fashioned rockaway draw up +beside the curbing. The horse which drew it was a high-headed bay; the +harness and the vehicle were spotless. A negro lad of near twenty, black +as the night before creation, sat on the front seat, and on the rear +seat was a man worth looking at twice. As the negro hastily scrambled +down and opened the door, this gentleman alighted. He was a trifle over +six feet tall; his face was wrinkled and kindly; his brows were gray and +shaggy, and his eyes were gray. A patriarchal white beard flowed down +over his breast, and his suit was of black broadcloth. Such an evident +air of gentility sat upon him, that I mentally congratulated myself that +I was to be associated with him. An instant later I heard his stentorian +voice in the hall. + +"Walker! Walker! Is that fellow Stone here yet? I can't wait all morning +for him, for there's plenty of ploughin', and plenty of lazy niggers +back at the farm! Hello! Why, is this Stone?" + +And the hand that closed over mine was strong with the strength of the +soil. + + + + +VI + + +"I must get some things for the boss, then we'll start home," announced +Mr. Grundy, after we were seated side by side in the rockaway. I noticed +with gratification that his voice had sunk a few notes. He had looked +askance at my yellow pup when I lifted him to a place at our feet, but +had only queried, "Is that part of your baggage?" and had not demurred. +His next speech was rather mystifying, for I had understood from Reuben +that this man was certainly lord of his manor, and presided in a lordly +way. + +"The boss?" I asked, with a puzzled look, whereat he burst into a laugh +that hurt my ears. + +"Bless me! I forgot that you were a bachelor," he replied, when his +risibles had subsided sufficiently for him to talk. "If you ever marry, +you'll find out who's boss. The niggers call me boss and Marse, but +_Sallie's_ boss of our plantation!" + +We drove about town for perhaps half an hour, purchasing a supply of +groceries, then our horse's head was turned towards the open country. + +"Antony'll take us home in less than an hour," said Mr. Grundy, eyeing +with pride the easy, far-reaching strides of the big bay. "That's the +best horse in my stables, Stone; there can't anything in the county +catch him. I've taken premiums with him at every fair in the circuit +ever since he was a yearling. It's a day's work for a nigger to drive +him to town and back, for he pulls on the lines every inch of the way, +and it takes good muscles to hold him in." + +My companion did most of the talking on the road home. I addressed a few +polite questions, then fell to viewing the country through which we were +being whirled. The world was waking after its annual nap. The odor and +charm of spring pervaded the air. Tree-buds were bursting, and tender +leaves were spreading their tiny hands to the gentle sky. Immense +expanses of green wheat waved by the roadside, and each small blade +bowed its head to me in welcome. A pair of bluebirds flitted from stake +to stake of a rail fence at our right. Yonder two gentle undulations +prepared for corn swelled and fell away. Wherever I looked was freshness +and verdure, and the starting into life of green things beneath the +magic wand of spring. She holds the key to earth's resurrection, and she +alone can unlock the myriad gateways of the sod. And what a host comes +forth when her luring breath falls upon the barren ground!--cereals, +flowers, mosses, vines, and the thousand little things which have no +name. Forth they come exulting,--the nightshade and the lily, the +thistle and the rose. And on the broad bosom of their mother there is +room for each, and from her breast each draws its life. + +A gray turret surrounded by evergreens drew my eyes to the left. I +pointed to it with the question, "Can you tell me what that is?" + +"St. Rose,--a convent founded by the Dominicans in the early part of the +century. We'll drive over some day and take a look at it. That's the +church you see,--a fine piece of masonry." + +Then I grew silent again, becoming absorbed in the changing landscape. +The road now led along the margin of a creek, bounded on the farther +side by densely wooded hills. We had been gradually descending for +several miles, and had now reached a great basin, wherein lay the +fertile lands of my host. A sudden turn to the right, and a beautiful +valley stretched before us. Part of it had yielded to the plough, and +the brown, friable soil bespoke richness and boundless possibilities for +corn. Farther on were meadows, reaching like green carpets close up to +the whitewashed fences. And in the distance--behold my future home! It +sat upon the crest of a gentle eminence back of those verdant lowlands, +and was almost hidden by elms and oaks. These trees filled the big yard, +too, and some were burdened with tangled grape-vines. Leaving the +highway, a curving road led us up to the yard gate. As we drove slowly +up the avenue to the large two-story brick house, a sense of unexpected +happiness and quiet stole over me. Here was the Mecca of my vague +desires. Here, in the midst of pastoral beauty, a kind Providence had +sent me, and here, with the blue-grass all around, and peace in my +heart, I would be happy. + +"Mother!" + +The powerful voice at my elbow made me jump. By the time we reached the +ground, the double front doors were open, and standing there was one of +the sweetest-looking old women I had ever seen. She was clad in +dignified black, with a white kerchief at her throat, and her gray hair +drawn smoothly back from a kind, broad brow. Hat in hand, I mounted the +huge stone steps which led to the porch, while that big voice came from +below. + +"This is Stone, mother! Show him his room and make him comfortable! I'm +off to see 'bout the young lambs that came last night!" + +It was a hospitable, friendly greeting which I received from the +mistress of the house. Her voice was low and pleasant to the ear, and +there was culture in every tone. The room into which she ushered me was +delightfully cool and shadowy. The ceiling was high, the windows broad +and deep, with green slat-curtains. The rocking-chair and the sofa near +one of the windows were covered with haircloth. The centre-table was a +beautiful piece of mahogany; sitting in the middle of it was a vase of +jonquils. In one corner was a bookcase, empty--ready for my treasures. +Everything was as it should be. I at once expressed my thanks and my +satisfaction, and the good lady retired, saying that I was doubtless +weary, and needed to rest a little. + +Left alone, I stood still a moment, and looked about me. The paper upon +the walls represented red-top clover in bloom, and I was glad of this. +Hanging about the room were some old-time portraits in gilt frames, and +some pictures representing historical events. Some dried-up cat-tails +lifted their brown heads from another vase on one end of the tall +mantel. A screen covered with wall-paper stood before the fireplace. +Hastily I lifted it aside, and there--yes, there was the blackened +chimney, the andirons, and the stone-laid hearth. If I have a weak +point, it is an old-fashioned fireplace. + +Dinner came just as I finished my toilet, and I followed Mrs. Grundy out +into the broad hall, onto a latticed porch, and into the dining-room. +The good things that were piled upon that table would have fed a +regiment, but all who sat down were my host and hostess, and myself. Mr. +Grundy asked a blessing, and his voice was just as loud as though he +were hallooing to one of his negroes across a field. Surely the Lord +heard that petition. In two minutes my plate was heaped high, and I had +to put back other dishes till a later moment. When he had fairly settled +himself to the business of eating, my host began to talk. + +"Walker tells me that you're not used to mixing with people much, Stone, +but I'm afraid it'll be lonely for you 'way out here. We don't have much +company, and of course the niggers don't count. You can ride about the +farm with me if you want to, and mother can hold her own at talking. +When S'lome gets back, things'll be different. She's a whole houseful +herself." + +I almost dropped the piece of ham I was conveying to my mouth. Had +Reuben betrayed me! What did this talk of "mother" and "Salome" mean? +When he first spoke the word "mother," I had paid no particular +attention to it; but when coupled with that other name, it took a deeper +meaning. + +"I--I--I understood you had no children," I said, trying to conceal my +dismay by bending over my plate. + +"Quite true, quite true, Stone. We've never had a child born to us. I +got in the habit of calling the boss mother, from S'lome." + +"Who is Salome?" I asked, but my voice was so weak that it scarcely +conveyed the question. + +"Bless me! didn't Walker tell you? I'll wring the rascal's neck for +forgettin' S'lome. Why, man, she's the pride of this farm, and the queen +of every heart on it! S'lome? Who's S'lome? Ask any nigger or dog in the +county, and they'll tell you. She's our 'dopted daughter, man, off to +Bellwood for her second year, and'll be home the fifth of June, God +bless her!" + + + + +VII + + +Like most country folks, my new friends went to bed shortly after +sundown. About nine o'clock, I took my pipe and my tobacco-pouch, and +crept noiselessly out to the front porch. I had noticed a quaint settee +there upon my arrival that morning, and I had no trouble in finding it +now, for a ghostly moonlight had settled over everything. My mind was +confronted by a question of decidedly more moment than any under which +it had at any time before labored, and I had to think it out before I +could sleep. If my cherished and faithful pipe, together with solitude +and the wondrous silence of a night in spring, could not bring a +solution to me, then the question was certainly beyond me. + +"--And'll be home the fifth of June, God bless her!" + +I think they were the last distinct words I heard at that meal. I +remember mumbling something about the pleasure in store for me, and +while my tongue pronounced this statement, my conscience denounced me as +a liar. It would be no pleasure. An upstart of a boarding-school girl, +with her airy ways, her college slang and her ear-piercing laughter, +tearing around the house like a young cyclone, having girl friends and +boy friends hanging around continually,--the thought was not +encouraging, and I groaned in spirit, and puffed away, setting misty +shallops afloat upon the sea of moonlight. And these little shallops +must have borne away as cargo my fretting and my fears, for presently I +fell into a philosophic mood, and the future looked brighter. One thing +was sure--I could not run away. That would be cowardice, as well as an +affront to hospitality. And did the worthy man snoring in a near-by room +once know that I thought of leaving because his idol was coming, he +would doubtless hasten my departure by turning loose upon me the pack of +fox-hounds I had heard clamoring for their supper a few hours before. + +And, too, there were five weeks yet before this wonderful being would +arrive. During this time I would walk, and accustom myself to riding, +and when this paragon did come, I would leave her in full and free +possession of the house throughout the day. It was not near so bad as it +had looked at first. By eleven o'clock I felt able to sleep, if not +entirely reconciled to the new order of things. "Sufficient unto the +day--" I thought, with a sigh, and knocking the ashes from my cold pipe +into the palm of my hand, I threw them over the railing of the porch, +and went to bed. + +The days passed for me now like a procession of pleasant dreams. The +more I became acquainted with my host and hostess, the more I identified +myself with their way of living, and the more I realized that I had +fallen among people of exceedingly gentle blood. They were aristocratic, +and perhaps a little too high headed for their near neighbors, and had +but few callers, and no visitors. The practically limitless farm was +under the direct general supervision of old Henry Grundy, and he was +consequently a very busy man, and seldom at home except at meal-times. I +soon learned that the slaves all loved him, for he was slow to anger, +and always just. Out of the thirty negroes on the place, I was given a +youth of perhaps eighteen to be my body-servant. He was to black my +boots, keep my clothes dusted, hold my stirrup, take care of my horse, +and do anything else I wanted him to do. This negro I dubbed Inky, in +deference to his pronounced color. + +I was allowed to sleep late in the morning,--a privilege for which I was +grateful. Often I would accompany the master on his tours of inspection, +riding a dapple-gray gelding which was placed at my disposal, and which +was exceedingly well behaved, as became an animal of his good breeding. +Then solitary walks became part of my daily routine. Accompanied only by +Fido, and carrying a walking-stick of stout hickory, I explored the +hills and valleys which stretched for miles in every direction. +Oftentimes I was gone all day, and the good people whom I had begun +almost to love were very indulgent to me, never complaining when I was +late to a meal, or when my roving spirit kept me out till after +nightfall. I had a key to the front door, and was careful to enter +noiselessly on these occasions. I had never been back to Springfield, +and so had had no opportunity to upbraid Reuben for his treachery. But, +indeed, upon rereading his letter, I saw that he had told me the truth, +and at the same time had made me the victim of a joke. These people had +no children, and my friend had simply forbore mentioning the adopted +daughter. + +Salome,--a beautiful name and an unusual one. I found myself thinking +upon it one afternoon, as I lay stretched upon a bed of moss in one of +the deepest recesses of the hills. I had never heard it before out of +the Scriptures. She who wore it ought to be a beautiful girl. "Salome, +Salome," I caught myself murmuring, gazing dreamily up through the +lace-like young foliage above me to where two fluffy clouds were +wandering arm in arm along the pathways of the air. What would she look +like, this Salome? Would she be fair or dark, and would her ways be +gentle or tomboyish? A sudden realization of the trend of my thoughts +made my cheeks tingle ever so slightly, and I brought my eyes to bear +upon Fido. This ever-restless canine had chased a timid little +ground-squirrel into a hole when we first arrived at this spot, and had +subsequently torn up enough leaves and dirt to fill a moderate-size +grave in his efforts to dislodge his quarry. He did not know that I was +watching him, and his antics were therefore perfectly natural. He had +dug a slanting ditch perhaps a foot deep in the soft loam, and when my +eyes fell upon him had stopped for a moment to get his wind. He stood +planted firmly on his four short legs, his tail vibrating incessantly, +like the pendulum of a clock. His muzzle was grimy with soil; his head +cocked on one side, and his ears pricked, while his beady little eyes +narrowly watched the hole before him. His lolling tongue was dripping, +and he was panting like a lizard. And I thought to myself, if men would +attack an obstacle like that dumb brute, there would be fewer failures +in life. All at once, and without warning, the pup leaped to the attack +once more, and the way he worked would have done credit to a galley +slave. His shoulders undulated with the ferocity of his movements, and +dirt flew in a shower from between his hind legs. Now and again he would +pause, and thrust his nose as far up in the hole as he could get it. A +moment thus, while the wagging tail still moved, then he would draw +back, snort the dirt from his nostrils, and with an eager whine renew +his efforts. + +With the deepening shadows came the thought that I was several miles +from home, so I arose reluctantly, picked up my stick, and, with Fido +limping at my heels, walked slowly back through the enchanted aisles of +Nature. + +The Saturday night following, a week before her arrival, I heard the +story of Salome. + +I was on the old settee after supper, as usual. Here I always came to +smoke my pipe after the evening meal. Somewhat to my surprise, Mr. +Grundy came out and sat down beside me. Frequently he and his wife came +out for a short time in the early evening, but this night it was nearly +nine o'clock when I heard the old gentleman's heavy step in the hall. I +made room for him when I saw that it was his intention to sit down, and +offered him my tobacco, for I saw that he held a cob pipe in his +hands,--another unusual thing. He took my tobacco in silence, and in +silence filled his pipe and lit it. I felt that he had something to say +to me, so I waited patiently, and we both puffed away. + +"S'lome's comin' a week from to-night," he said, at last. His voice was +softer than I had ever heard it, and a caressing note lurked in it. +"Seems a long time to us since she went away last September. S'lome's +comin' home," he repeated, as though the very sentence brought joy. + +"It's right for me to tell you 'bout her, Stone, since you're to be one +of us for quite a spell. It's a sort o' sad story, but me an' mother've +tried to make her forget the beginning of her life. It may be that you +don't like young girls much, seein' that you've never married, but +there'll be a kind spot in your heart for S'lome when you hear 'bout +her. You see, it began away back yonder when I was a young fellow at +school. Bob Summerton was a classmate of mine, and my best friend. His +one prevailin' weakness was a woman's pretty face. He was a poor fellow, +and had no business marryin' when he did. His wife, highly connected, +but without any near relations, was killed in a railway accident. Their +little girl, who had been born six months before, escaped unhurt. Bob +was a Kentuckian, from the soles of his feet up, and one day, when +S'lome was only three years old, he was shot by a coward for defending a +woman's good name. He telegraphed me to come, and I reached him in time +for him to consign to my keepin' the child soon to be orphaned again. It +nearly broke my heart, Stone,"--the strong man choked back something in +his throat,--"but even at that tender age the young thing's grief was +pitiful. I brought her here, and me and mother--well, we've done what we +could to make her happy--God bless her!" + +The last words were in a husky whisper, and I knew that tears which had +started from the heart were glistening in the eyes of that grand old +gentleman. + +"She's not so big, and she's not so little," he went on, presently, for +I knew of nothing to say at this juncture. "Just kind o' medium size, +and as sweet as the Lord's blessed sunshine. She ain't ashamed to keep +the house clean, and help mother, either. It's always May-time 'bout the +old place when she's here, Stone. She's tender-hearted as a lamb, and'll +nuss a chicken with the gapes for half a day. But the horse don't run +on this farm that she's afraid to ride. And when me or mother are +ailin', she'll sit by us night and day--says she's 'fraid to trust a +nigger with medicine. And she's got our hearts so 't they'd almost stop +beatin' if she told 'em to. She's ridden on a load o' hay many a time, +and has gone to the wheat-field to help us with the thrashin'. And she's +comin' home next Saturday, Stone." + +He stopped again, and I knew that he was thinking. Presently he arose, +and stretched his arms with a yawn. + +"You'll like her, Stone, if you're a human. Good-night." + +"Good-night," I answered, and his heavy boots thumped across the porch +to the hall door. + +That night, for the first time in my life, a girl's face crept into my +dreams. + + + + +VIII + + +The next week passed more swiftly than any of its predecessors had done +since I came to this idyllic spot. House-cleaning began on Monday, and +under Mrs. Grundy's experienced eye the half-dozen negresses employed in +the work moved with alacrity and precision. But what with beating +carpets, scrubbing floors, and turning things topsy-turvy in general, +the task was not accomplished with any considerable despatch. A man is a +cumbrous article at house-cleaning time, as any housewife will aver, and +Mr. Grundy, recognizing this fact, betook himself to the neighboring +Little Beach River to fish, and let "the boss" tear up things to her +heart's content. His request that I should accompany him was almost a +warning, so I assented, for my room was not to be spared in the general +overhauling. Inky and Jim--Mr. Grundy's factotum--went along to pitch +our tent and attend to the cooking. + +I was not a disciple of Walton, and as a consequence my success was +anything but extraordinary; still I derived a hearty enjoyment from the +outing. + +Did you ever lazy along a river-bank in May, and just live, and fish, +and smoke, and do nothing else? If you have not, you have missed a very +great pleasure. If you fail to catch many fish, it doesn't matter much. +There is a certain spell in the air which defies _ennui_, and a kind of +tonic steals into your blood which makes it tingle through your veins, +much as the rising sap in the young trees, I imagine. You rise in the +morning and bathe your eyes open in a near-by spring, whose crystal cool +water is like the touch of a healing hand. Then comes breakfast of +bacon, coffee, and good, light bread. Then your pipe comes as naturally +as a deep breath of the forest-scented air, and you take your rod and +minnows and wander up the bank through the weeds and the dewy grass. +Under the shadow of that old, half-sunken log is where the bass stay. +The water is deep and clear, and your hook sinks with a low gurgle, like +an infant's laughter. What matters it whether a bite comes at once, or +not? You sit in a hollow formed by a curving tree-root, rest your back +against the tree-trunk, and are very contented. The other side of the +stream is lined with endless stretches of trees,--sycamore, elm, dogwood +with their starry eyes peering in innate vanity over the bank into the +mirror beneath them, and underbrush of all descriptions. Where the tide +has once been, and receded, is a stretch of yellow clay, now glistening +from the dews of night. After a while the sun strikes this, and the wet +surface glows like gold. Then your wandering eye--for you have forgotten +your cork--observes a bubble as it rises and bursts midway across the +stream, and you idly watch the widening circle which radiates from it. +Then in the centre of the circle the tiniest dark spot appears, which +gradually assumes the shape of a black, shining head. It remains +stationary for a while, then slowly moves to the opposite bank. A +disc-like shell is lifted, two broad feet dig their claws into the mud, +and Mr. Turtle drags himself up high and dry for a sunning. + +The delightful silence is suddenly broken by the harshest of +chattering, and a crested kingfisher descends like a shot from some +dead limb high up in the very tree under which you are sitting, and, +skimming low over the surface of the water, finally disappears without +his prey. Then the pole is almost jerked from your careless hands, and, +if you have luck, a fine bass is floundering at your feet in a few +moments. Then another spell of sitting and dreaming, while you lay your +pipe aside for a while, and look up to where a squadron of fleecy +argosies are drifting calmly along to some unknown bourn, bearing, +mayhap, behind their filmy bulwarks the simple prayers of trusting +children. + +Dinner-time comes too quickly, but it is over soon, and you seek a new +haunt, and stretch your legs out, and thank the Lord that you are alive. +Above you and around you is the fragrant new life of blooming things, +and the odor of the woods is as rare and sweet as some strange perfume. +As the sun goes down slowly, the shadows lengthen across the river. The +little wood violets nod on their slender stems by your side, and dusk +creeps upon you like a caress. The bird notes grow still, and a gentle +rustling comes from the leaves, and falls upon you like a benediction +from Nature. After supper you lie upon your bunk in the tent, and +drowsily watch the stars wink at you through the open door. Then the +bull-frogs' lullaby begins, and you drift into dreamland listening to +that deep chorus from the river banks. + +I passed four days like this,--elysian days to me. Friday we went back +home, and the next day she came. + +The household was astir very early that morning, as was natural and +proper that it should be, considering the event which was to happen. +Contrary to my custom, I was up before the sun, and I smiled, in an +amused way, at the extra touches which I almost unconsciously put to my +dress. I actually halted over my necktie, but decided at last upon a +black string, as most becoming to my age and quiet habits. The gray +streaks about my temples seemed to show more plainly than usual, as I +carefully brushed my hair. I put on some clean cuffs, too, though the +ones I had been wearing were not soiled. + +At breakfast everybody was happy. Mrs. Grundy beamed from behind the +tea-urn, and put three spoonfuls of sugar into my tea instead of two. +Mr. Grundy succeeded in upsetting his cup of black coffee, and laughed +at it as though it were a joke, and even the mulatto maid who moved +deftly about the table wore a broad grin. One thing was on the mind of +each: Salome was coming home. + +The carriage was waiting at the front door when breakfast was over. Two +darkies had been rubbing on it for an hour, and not a speck could be +seen anywhere. There were two horses hitched to it this time, as fitted +the occasion. A span of high-strung blacks, with white feet, and they +gave the negro at their heads all he could do to keep them from going. +They chafed their bits, and stamped, and fretted at the delay, their +tiny feet eager to be speeding away. The master was going alone to meet +his darling. Springfield had no railway, and Salome was to arrive at +Lebanon, eighteen miles distant, by noon. Mr. Grundy came out arrayed in +his best, as though he was going to meet the Queen of England. His +strong old face was alight with a great happiness, as he bent and kissed +his wife, then leaped down the steps like a school-boy. He shouted back +his adieus to each of us; the negro on the front seat gathered up his +lines, and braced his feet; the negro standing at the head of the team +loosened his hold, and stepped swiftly to one side. There was a prancing +of slender limbs, a tossing of two black heads, and they were gone. +There were tears of joy in the eyes of the good woman at my side when I +looked at her. + +"She's coming, Mr. Stone, and we're all so happy!" + +That was all she could say. Her voice broke, and with a smile on her +sweet old face she turned away into the house to hide her emotion. + +The day was a restless one for me. I took a book, and went down to a +rustic seat under an elm tree. But the book lay open on my crossed knees +without my eyes ever seeking its pages. I was thinking of Salome--of the +wonderful charm which made every one love her. Elderly women, married +women, I had known and liked, but school-girls were my especial +abomination. Truth to tell, I had never known any, and I did not want to +know any. Even this paragon I would have gladly escaped had there been a +way. But flight was impossible, and since I must meet her, it was quite +natural to wonder what she was like, and to brood upon the mystery of +her ensnaring all about her. I was ashamed of my restlessness. The +rustic chair grew uncomfortable, and I paced up and down. The damp grass +deadened the shine of my boots, and I walked back to the house and +summoned Inky to put them in shape again. Even this African's face was +beaming like a freshly polished stove, and I became almost irritated. + +"What are you grinning about?" I demanded, as he bent to his work with +blacking and brush. + +"Miss S'lome's comin' home, Marse," he panted, rolling his white eyes at +me in ecstasy. + +"Are you very glad?" I continued. + +"Yas,'r, I is. Miss Salome's jes' so sweet that honey can't tech 'er. +She picked a br'ar out 'n my foot once, Marse; out 'n my ugly, black +foot. An' she hel' it in her lap, too, an' it nuvver hurt a speck." + +I did not say anything more. I knew now why the birds were singing so +sweetly that morning, and why the squirrels in the yard were frisking so +gayly. Everything was glad because she was coming home. + +The big bell on the tall pole behind the house rang at eleven that day +instead of half past. And away out in the fields hearts were quickened +in black bosoms. The slaves left the plough in the furrow, and the corn +undropped, and hurried home. The summons at this unusual hour meant +that something out of the ordinary had happened. It was the master's +order, and as they all came trooping in with inquiring faces, and stood +grouped near the back porch, Mrs. Grundy appeared, and told them briefly +that their young mistress was coming that afternoon, and that there +would be no more work that day. They cheered the news with many a lusty +shout, and the pickaninnies rolled over each other, and the youths +turned handsprings, while upon each face was a look of high good humor. + +About four o'clock Mrs. Grundy and I repaired to the settee to watch the +road, which could be seen for perhaps a mile, winding through the +valley. Then around the corner of the house began to appear the vassals +of this Kentucky lord. The stain of the soil had been washed from their +hands and faces, and their cotton shirts were clean, though patched and +worn. The negresses, also, appeared, with their kinky hair done up +in multitudes of "horns," and tied with bits of the most +extravagant-colored ribbon that their wearers possessed. Every one was +attired in his best, as though on a holiday occasion, which, in truth, +this was. + +"Dar dey come!" + +A six-year-old piece of midnight suddenly made this announcement in a +shrill treble key, and all eyes were turned at once towards the highway. +A carriage and a span of blacks were sweeping up the road. Mrs. Grundy +gave some orders in a low, yet positive tone, and in a trice two rows of +slaves were standing along each side of the avenue. They were going to +give her a royal welcome. Mrs. Grundy stood upon the lowest step, and I +modestly remained upon the porch, leaning against one of the massive +pillars. I can scarcely describe my feelings at that time now, but I +think my nerves were in a condition similar to that of the small boy +when he makes his first speech at school. They had reached the meadow, +and were coming up the slow incline. I could see nothing as yet but a +straw hat, a white blur beneath it, and a brown travelling suit. Through +the wide-open yard gate they rolled. Then those who had been called +together to welcome her gave cheer after cheer, and waved their hands +and hats above their heads. + +"Hi, Miss S'lome!" from a sturdy field hand. + +"Hi, baby!" from an old mammy. + +"Howdy, Missus!" from a housemaid. + +"Hi, Mi' 'Ome!" from a pickaninny in arms. + +And so the welcome greetings fell upon her. And from out the +pandemonium a high, sweet voice thrilled into my ears. + +"Hello, Sambo! Here's Aunt Cynthy! Look how 'Lindy has grown!" + +It was almost like the confused panorama of a dream. The horses stopped; +a lithe figure leaped, unaided, to the ground; I heard that dear word +"mother,"--and Salome was home. + + + + +IX + + +I descended the steps, and stood at a respectful distance. I saw a gray +head and a brown one side by side, and caught faintly the whispered love +of youth and age. Arms were at length unclasped, and Mrs. Grundy +presented me. A sudden up-flashing of dark eyes was the first impression +I received from the face turned towards me. She made me a low courtesy, +and held out her hand, and I took it and bowed over it with the best +grace of which I was master. + +"I am glad to see you, Miss Salome," I said, truthfully, for my feelings +had undergone a wonderful revulsion, despite my indifference of that +morning. Sometimes a moment is long enough to change one's whole being. + +"I am so pleased to find you here." Her voice was low, well bred, and +modulated. "Mother and father are very lonely after I go away. They love +me far more than I deserve," and she smiled back at them as they stood +hand in hand watching us. "Now, if you will excuse me, I will shake +hands with all of these good friends." + +She nodded pleasantly in response to my bow, and moved away with a +certain gliding step. Straight to an old black mammy she went, and threw +herself into the good creature's arms. Then right and left she turned, +while they crowded around her, shaking hands with all. Some horny hands +she took could have crushed hers like a flower; but everywhere were +expressions of love and respect. And she was the gladdest thing there. +The genuine affection she felt for all the negroes was shown in her +cordial greetings. + +The carriage was driven away, the blacks dispersed, and the rest of us +retired to "mother's room," which was situated back of mine. The two old +people hovered about their returned darling like parent birds over a +strayed fledgeling which had come back to the nest. I took a seat apart, +and, joining in the conversation but rarely, studied the girl who sat in +a large rocking chair, and who talked as volubly and as entertainingly +as any one could have wished. She was, as Mr. Grundy had said, of medium +build. Her form was youthful, but possessed of that subtle roundness +which betokens the approach of womanhood. Two dainty feet darted in and +out beneath her skirt as she rocked to and fro. Her face was not +beautiful, but the features were delicate and fine. Her lips were as red +as rich blood could make them, the upper one pouting ever so slightly, +and the soft brown hair was parted in the middle and drawn back from an +exquisite forehead. The dark brown eyes were the girl's chief charm. +They danced and sparkled in impish mischief, and had a way of shooting +sudden glances which made themselves felt as keenly as arrows. And +crowning it all was a sweet grace and womanliness which was good to see. +From that hour my opinion of a school-girl changed. + +After supper all of us gathered on the front porch. Mr. and Mrs. Grundy +occupied the settee; Salome and I sat upon the porch at the top of the +steps, she leaning against one pillar, and I against the other, across +from her. Of course she did the talking, and while most of it was about +the things which had happened at school, I found myself listening with +increasing interest. I soon discovered that it was the music of her +voice which held me,--soft, rich, speaking in perfect accents. Her +narrative was frequently interrupted by bursts of bubbling laughter, as +some amusing incident was remembered and related. Very suddenly she +stopped. + +"Listen!" she said, and turned her head sideways, holding up one finger. + +Through the silence which followed came the twanging notes of a banjo. + +"It's Uncle Zeb!" she announced, in a loud whisper. Then to me, +impulsively, "Don't _you_ like music, Mr. Stone?" + +She leaned towards me, as though it was a vital question which she had +propounded. + +"Very dearly," I answered promptly. "This is the first that I have heard +since coming here." + +"It's a jig, and he's playing it for me--the old darling! I must go to +him, or he would be hurt." + +She arose swiftly, and gathered up her skirts. + +"Will you come, Mr. Stone, since you love music? We won't stay long." + +I mumbled something, and got up, a trifle confused. Such perfect candor +and lack of artificiality was a revelation to me. She placed her +disengaged hand upon my arm at the bottom of the steps. + +"Uncle Zeb almost raised me," she explained, as we took our way around +the house towards the darkey cabins. "He's taken me to the fields with +him many a time, and I was brought up on that tune you hear him playing. +He always plays it when I come home--look at them now!" + +The cabins were all built in a locust grove to the rear of the house. +To-night the negroes had lighted a bonfire, and were making merry in the +old-time, ante-bellum way. Seated upon broken-down chairs, or strewn +upon the grass in various attitudes, these dusky children of misfortune +watched the performance of an exceedingly black old uncle, who, sitting +upon a bench before his cabin, was picking the strings of a banjo almost +as old as himself. His bald head, surrounded by a fringe of gray wool, +shone brightly in the firelight, he was rocking his body rhythmically +backwards and forwards, and keeping time with one foot upon the hard +earth. As we came into the circle of firelight we were discovered, and +there was a quick movement, and a deferential giving way. My companion +took her hand from my arm, and the action seemed to draw me much nearer +the earth than I had been for the past two or three minutes. The +musician stopped playing when he became aware of our presence. + +"Bress de Lawd, honey chile! Am dat you? 'Pears to me a' angel mus' 'a' +drapped down frum de sky!" + +"This is your little child, Uncle Zeb," she answered with feeling, "and +I have come out here to listen to you play." + +"De ol' man can't play 'less de feet's a-goin'," he replied, shaking his +head solemnly. "You know you's al'ays danced fur ol' Zeb." + +A darker color came to her cheeks, and she turned smilingly to me. + +"Uncle Zeb taught me a jig when I was a wee thing in pinafores. He will +never play for me unless I dance for him. You know he thinks I am still +a child of eight or ten. If you think it's not--real nice, I won't ask +you to stay." + +The roguish upcasting of starry eyes, and the deprecating little manner, +tied my tongue for the instant. + +"I shall be glad to stay, if you will permit me." + +This much I managed to utter, and as she bowed assent, I went and leaned +against the cabin wall, by the side of Uncle Zeb. This was done partly +to give her all the room she needed, and partly to secure a support for +myself, for a strange weakness had begun to assail my limbs. + +There was an eager, anticipative move on the part of the negroes. They +nudged each other, and whispered, grinned broadly, and shifted their +positions to where they could obtain an unobstructed view. Salome stood +bareheaded, with arms akimbo, waiting for the music. The travelling suit +had been discarded, and she was dressed in a simple blue dimity frock +which showed the perfect curves of her figure to charming advantage. +Uncle Zeb, with characteristic leisure, was in no hurry to begin. He +twisted the screws and thrummed the strings in a very wise manner. At +length the instrument was tuned to his satisfaction, and then his +claw-like fingers began to move with astonishing rapidity. I looked at +Salome. She was standing perfectly still. Then, as the music quickened, +I saw her supple body begin to sway, like a lily's stem when a zephyr +breathes upon it. Her hands dropped to her sides, and daintily lifting +her gown above her feet, she began to dance. Gently at first, and with +such ease that she barely moved. Then the step receded, advanced, and +grew faster. Her tiny feet twinkled, and tapped the earth in perfect +time and rhythm. Such living grace I had never looked upon! The bending +form, the flushed face, and the dancing feet, the grouped negroes and +the old musician,--the picture was burned into my memory like painting +is burned upon china in a kiln. My breath came quicker, and my face grew +hot. I scarcely knew when she stopped, but for the wild cheers of the +spectators. Then, flushed and laughing, she came and cast herself upon +the bench by Uncle Zeb. + +"Yo' do it better eb'ry time, chile!" declared the old fellow, highly +delighted that she had danced to his playing. + +"And you gave it better than ever before! Did I shock you, Mr. Stone?" +She turned to me with a look of deep contrition. + +I sat down beside her, and spoke my mind. + +"I never saw anything like it. But don't fear that you shocked me. I +wish that I could see the same thing every evening." + +"You're good not to mind it. Mother and father think it sweet, and I +dance for them sometimes. Now, if you don't mind, we will go back. I'm a +little tired to-night from my journey. Good-night, Uncle Zeb," she +patted the old man's hand. "Good-night, Lindy, Jane, Dinah, Sambo, +Tom--all of you!" She waved her hand, and, to a chorus of answering +good-nights, we moved away. + + + + +X + + +The grandfather's clock which stood in the hall struck twelve. My eyes +seemed loath to close in sleep. It is true I had not gone to bed till +half-past eleven, but usually Sleep sat upon my pillow, and proceeded to +blindfold me a few minutes after my going to bed. To-night, upon +reaching my room, I had read and smoked, and smoked and read, until my +nerves had been brought back to their normal state. It fretted me not a +trifle to know that a girl from boarding-school had upset me. But the +ingenuous frankness of this young being, the unaffectedness which waited +upon her every movement, had wrought such demolition to my theories +that I was slow in recovering my equipoise of thought. At length I +strolled through a mazy vista to oblivion, surrounded by a dancing +throng of seraphs. + +My rest was untroubled, and when I threw open my window-shutter the next +morning, and gazed out with sleep-blurred eyes, my first impression was +that things had become topsy-turvy, and that a soft sky studded with +stars lay before me. But as reason swiftly dominated my brain, I saw +that instead of the phenomenon which had at first seemed apparent, there +was only the bluegrass lawn thickly sown with dandelions, as though some +prodigal Croesus had strown his wealth of gold broadcast. Perhaps the +lowly, modest yellow flowers were but imitating the glittering orbs +which had looked down upon them throughout the night--who knows? For is +not reasoning man oftentimes just as vain, when he seeks to clothe +himself with a majesty which is not for mortals? + +For several days I adhered to the plans which I had laid out before the +coming of Salome. I rode with the master about the farm, took my +solitary walks with Fido, as usual, and spent most of each evening in my +room, alone. If left to the dictates of my own will, there is no telling +how long this would have continued. But one morning, at breakfast, my +host surprised me with the words: + +"Stone, you remember the old St. Rose church you spoke of? It's worth +looking at, but the Lord knows when I'll have a chance to go with you. +S'lome's a great favorite with the sisters over at St. Catherine's, +which is about a half mile from St. Rose, and I heard her tell mother +yesterday that she was going to ride over to pay her respects this +morning. Me and my folks are Presbyterians, but nearly all of our +neighbors are Catholics, and good people, and we like them. Now if you'd +like to go 'long, I don't s'pect S'lome'd mind showin' you 'bout the +place." + +He looked at the daintily clad figure at my side with an interrogative +smile. + +"It would be a great favor to me," I put in hastily. "I had been +thinking of late I would have to go alone, but if Miss Salome would not +object, I should be pleased to go with her." + +"Of course you may," she answered readily. "I love both places very +much, and the sisters are so sweet. Sister Hyacintha is my favorite,--a +dear old nun with the face of a saint. Do you like old-timey, quiet +places, Mr. Stone? St. Rose church is perhaps the oldest building in the +county. St. Catherine's is not half a mile from it, and the sisters +conduct a boarding-school there. Had I been a Catholic, I doubtless +would have received my education at that place." + +I quickly assured her that I looked forward with much pleasure to our +little trip, and asked her if we were to go horseback, or in the +carriage. + +"Oh, horseback!" she exclaimed, with the delight of a child. "I believe +you are a good horseman," she added archly. + +"Only fair," I responded, smiling. "Still I would much prefer to go that +way. I enjoy the exercise so much." + +And so it was arranged. I had no dress for this sort of thing, and I +felt a trifle out of place when she joined me on the porch arrayed in a +complete riding habit of black. From her gauntlets to her silver-handled +whip, her attire was complete. I flushed. + +"You know I am not accustomed to riding--will you pardon my +appearance?" + +"It makes no difference whatever!" She laughed merrily. "The feathers +don't make the bird, and I am perfectly satisfied." + +My mount was the same animal I had been used to, and the horse which had +been led out for her was a wiry, dapple-gray mare of impatient blood. I +knew the correct thing to do, and while I feared that I could not +perform the service successfully, I determined to try. So as she walked +towards the fretful mare which a negro was with difficulty restraining, +I stepped forward, doffed my hat, and with "Permit me, Miss Salome," I +bent, and hollowed my hand for the reception of her foot. With the +naturalness and grace of a queen she placed the sole upon my palm, and I +lifted her to the spring as though she had been a feather, and she sank +into the saddle and grasped the reins, which she proceeded to draw taut +with no uncertain hold. With my cheeks burning slightly--I was not used +to waiting upon women--I sought my saddle, and we cantered away. + +How well the poet knew when he sang-- + + "What is so rare as a day in June?" + +The bright morning sun blessed us with a benison of light; the sweet, +cool, scented air laid its thousand tiny hands lightly upon our faces, +and the green stretches of country all around us spoke of an earthly +paradise. For a while we said nothing, for that sorceress, June, had +thrown her web about us, and we were moving as through the vistas of a +dream. Once I glanced at my companion, and I saw such a peaceful, happy, +yet thoroughly unconscious look upon her face that I stayed the casual +remark upon my tongue which I felt that courtesy required. Then it +dawned upon me with the suddenness of a revelation that her nature was +attuned to mine, and all at once I knew that the sylvan sounds and +scenes which were the delight of my soul were as manna to hers as well. +And I had shunned her! + +"I fear you will think me a poor escort," she said at length, smiling at +me with a trace of sadness. "But I have been away so long, and all these +meadows, and trees, and brooks are friends--you don't know how I love +them. I have lived with them and in them since I could walk, and it is +like seeing dear ones in the flesh to come back and be with them, and +hold silent communion with them. Does this sound strange to you?" + +"No." And yet I looked at her half perplexedly. My idols were being +shattered one by one. "No, it is not strange to me that such feelings +exist, for they are my own. That was why I sought this old-fashioned +Kentucky home. I lived in Louisville until I came here, and my soul was +being crushed out of me between four brick walls. I have been happy +here; I did not know what happiness was until I came here--except that +derived from books. But that sort of happiness you feel; this sort you +live, and your being is broadened by it. But you--I confess it sounds +strange to me to hear you say such things." + +"Why should I not know them as well as you? My opportunities have been +greater." + +"I don't know; I have no reason to give. In my ignorance and selfishness +I had thought that I was alone in this; that no one could listen to +Nature's secrets but myself. I have been wrong, and I am glad that I +have been undeceived." + +The congeniality which became quickly established between us made our +seven-mile ride very short. Our horses were in good mettle, and the road +was fine. Before I knew where we were, we turned into a by-road bordered +by locust trees, and cantered down to St. Catherine's Academy. The lawn +before the three-story brick building was beautifully kept. I hitched +our horses, and as we strolled up the pavement towards the entrance, I +saw two or three figures moving about the premises, clad in the becoming +black-and-white garb of the order. Presently one sister espied us, and +immediately started our way. She was very old, and moved with slow, +short steps. Salome ran to her with a little cry of joy, bent down and +kissed the wrinkled face, and, as I came up, introduced me to Sister +Hyacintha. I shall never forget the patient, joyful, almost heavenly +look on the face of this good woman. She led us to the porch, and gave +us chairs, and she and Salome talked, while I listened. As it was +nearing the noon hour, we were prevailed upon to stay and take lunch. In +the afternoon we were shown through the building, and took a walk over +the grounds. Time slipped by stealthily, and the sun was hovering above +the western horizon when Salome remembered that St. Rose was yet to be +seen. + +A short ride over a narrow dirt road winding through masses of verdure +brought us to the confines of the old church, which, perched upon a +hill, reared its turret aloft in the purple air. I fastened our horses +to some of the numerous hitching-posts placed along the roadside for the +use of worshippers, and we turned to the iron gate leading into the +premises. As this clanged behind us we both felt keenly the jar it +created, for everything was so still and peaceful that the slightest +noise was irrelevant, and we felt bound to talk in whispers. We found +ourselves upon a gravel walk bordered by cedars; to our left was the +road, to our right the white stones of a vast burying ground rose up +like spectral sentinels of the tomb. + +Salome put her hand upon my arm. The path was steep, and I should have +offered her assistance, but I had not thought of it. Not a word was +spoken until we had reached the end of the path. Here the brow of the +hill curved around in the form of a semicircle, and was studded with +cedars, like emeralds in a crown. Before us, not a dozen steps away, +rose the ancient edifice we had come to view. It was made of solid +masonry, and seemed good for hundreds of years to come. + +"Here we are." + +Salome was panting a little as she said this, in a barely audible voice. +I looked at the gray pile in silent contemplation. Its style suggested +massiveness, although the building was not of any great size. The part +comprising the vestibule and bell-tower was octagon in shape, and the +turret was at least a hundred feet in air. Behind this were the +ivy-covered walls of the body of the church. It was at that time when +the earth grows still before drawing her night robes about her. In the +western sky the sun's last streamers flared out like a gorgeous fan, and +on their tips some shy diamonds glittered evasively. From the fields +around us came the sweet breath of the spring, smelling of the richer +fragrance of early summer. The birds were still; the stamping of our +horses in the road below was the only sound. + +"Shall we go in?" + +I started, although the tones were low and like the music of rippling +water. When I turned my head, the brown eyes looking into mine had a +mournful expression. The impressiveness of it all was upon her, too. +There must have been a certain look of inquiry upon my face, for she +went on, in the same wonderful voice: + +"It's never locked, you know. I like that custom about a Catholic +church. So often the soul would enter into a holy place and be alone in +prayer. Shall we enter? I think there is enough light for us to see." + +In reply, I drew closer to her, and held out my arm. She took it +lightly, and in the deepening twilight we walked to the broad, wooden +door. It yielded reluctantly to the pressure of my hand, on account of +its size and weight, and together we entered the shadows of the sacred +place. + + + + +XI + + +The door settled heavily into place behind us, and we were in almost +complete darkness. Somewhere in front of us was a glimmer of light. I +felt the slight figure at my side drawing me forward, and I put myself +under her guidance. Crossing the vestibule, we passed into the room +beyond. Although we trod lightly, the bare floor sent up sounds which +echoed loudly, it seemed to us. A ghostly light filled the chamber into +which we had come, and made it look much larger than it really was. The +roof was lost above us, but there, before us, were the plain, brown, +wooden benches forming the pews, and the nave leading down to the altar +railing. Along this a worn strip of carpet was placed. Slowly we went +forward, awed by the silent majesty of a place of worship. All at once +there came to me a realization of the peculiar position in which I was +placed--walking down a church aisle with a beautiful girl upon my +arm--and my face grew red. I could tell it by the hot tingling at my +neck and temples, but the gloom was deep enough to hide it from her. The +sudden force of what such a proceeding as this might mean made my +heart--my staid, old, methodical heart--throb unwontedly. I hoped that +the gloved hand resting so near to it did not feel its throbbings, +although they sounded in my ears like a hammer on an anvil. + +We had reached the railing. Before us rose the altar, with its images +and its unlit tapers, its cloth of gold, and its silver appurtenances. A +stretch of carpeted floor lay between it and us. Directly this side the +railing was a narrow ledge. Salome suddenly bent her knees and rested +them upon this, placed her elbows upon the railing and bent her head in +her hands. For a moment I gazed at the black bowed figure, then found +myself imitating her attitude. In the stillness of the old church we +knelt alone. Around us was utter silence, and the paling light of a dead +day. Perhaps in the dark corners the ghosts of confessed sins were +lurking; above the spot where we knelt many a "_Benedicite_" had fallen +upon humble hearts waiting to receive it. She was praying. Perhaps +confessing to the Great Absolver the sinless sins which bore no crimson +stain, and praying His favor for the ones she loved. As well might a +flower of the fields bow down and breathe out tales of grave misdeeds, +for her heart was like a flower--yea, like the closed cup of a lily at +night, garbed in purity as white as holiness. + +I watched her through the fingers I had placed over my face. This surely +was no sin, for my own heart was not still enough for prayer. She was +very still, and only her small ear and a portion of her cheek were +visible. What did this half-stifling feeling mean which rose up in my +throat? I had never seen a woman in prayer, alone. Away back through the +dimly lit aisles which led to a distant boyhood my mind had sometimes +strayed, and viewed a small white figure kneeling at its mother's side +at bedtime. That was myself, and her petitions were doubtless sent up by +the little cot where I lay asleep. A young girl praying! It is as sacred +as the miracle of birth. And by this simple act, this girl had placed in +me a greater trust than words could speak. She deemed me good enough to +be by her side when she approached her Creator--and was I worthy? I +knew I was not. And though my life had been free from those polluting +sins which glow like rubies in the souls of some men, I felt that here I +had no fitting place, that her prayers would be clogged by the +unholiness of my presence. She knelt, immovable as the statued Christ +which hung almost over our heads. The glow in the stained-glass windows +to our left had turned to a gray blur; the outlines of her figure were +growing indistinct. As suddenly and as quickly as she had knelt, she +arose, and with the freedom of a child took my arm as we retraced our +steps. + +A young moon was tilted over in the sky near the horizon as we gained +the open. The limitless depths above us were aglow with millions of +sparkling stars. We stood for a moment before going down to our horses. + +"We'll be a little late getting back." + +Again it was my companion who broke the silence. + +"I'm sorry, for it will be because of me." + +She laughed,--the bubbling notes so like the falling of a forest rivulet +over a low rock ledge. + +"It will not matter, unless we count the loss of sleep. Mother and +father know how I love the night, and when they know where I am, and +whom I am with, they are not concerned." + +"I would gladly lose a night's rest for an experience like this. You +have made me very much your debtor. How solemn and beautiful it all is!" +My eyes took in all visible things in a comprehensive glance. "Do you +come here often?" + +"No; I only care to come at the close of day, and my parents are getting +too old to be dragged around to humor my whims. It is too far to come +alone, and so I miss it." + +"Then did I really perform some sort of service for you in accompanying +you here? I had imagined the favor all on your side." + +"Let's call it square," she smiled. "I showed you the place, and you +acted as my protector and escort. A very even bargain, I think. We had +better go now. We will have a fine ride home." + +It was very dark on the cedar-bordered walk down which we went, and +while I longed to offer assistance, I refrained. When we came to the +road, however, we found that there was enough light. The horses were +restless at their posts, and we mounted with considerable difficulty +after I had unhitched them. But Salome, peerless horsewoman that she +was, quickly had hers in hand, and mine soon became tractable of its +own accord. We proceeded at a smart canter until we reached the +turnpike. There Salome suggested a gallop, and I could do nothing but +assent, although fast riding was something to which I was not +accustomed. But I gradually accommodated myself to the long, undulating +leaps of my mount, and then began to enjoy it. It was highly +exhilarating as well as novel. Salome sat as though part of the animal +she managed so well, and as we swept along I kept my eyes upon her in a +kind of wonder. It was so new to me, and the skill with which her small +hand managed her mettled horse was nothing short of a marvel. + +We did not talk much during this part of our ride. Occasionally she +would fling a remark across at me above the thud of the hammering feet, +but I think the beauty of the night and the wonderful silence sat upon +our minds, and made our tongues unwilling for speech. Sometimes the +road was open and clear, and then I could see her eyes, like veiled +stars. And around and about us were fields of growing corn and ripening +wheat, and infolding us close, as in a filmy garment, was that +indescribable odor of green things and of dew-wet turf. Then the pike +would sweep around a curve, like the stretch of a winding river, and +bordering each side of the highway were clumps and rows of gigantic +forest-trees. Oftentimes their boughs would intertwine above, and what +seemed to be the black mouth of a tunnel would confront us. Into this +apparent pit of darkness we would dash, but the horses never shied. They +knew well the ground their fleet hoofs were spurning, and they knew that +farther on was home,--a good stall, and a rack full of musky clover hay. +Under the trees I could not see Salome. Now and again some sparks of +fire would shoot out when a hoof struck a stone. Then out into the open +again. The pace our steeds had assumed of their own free will was no +mean one, and when scarcely an hour had gone we were riding slowly +through the meadow to the big whitewashed gate giving entrance to the +yard. The young moon had grown weary, and tumbled out of the sky; but +the stars seemed brighter--they looked as though the dew which sparkled +on the grass below us had washed their tiny faces on its way to earth. +The Milky Way appeared as a phantom lace curtain stretched across the +sky. + +I opened the gate from my horse, and held it back for Salome to pass +through. When she had done this, I followed, and the gate clanged back. +The noise of its shutting notified Inky and Jim of our arrival, for they +were waiting sleepily as we came up to the fine stone steps of the old +home, and at once took charge of the horses. I helped Salome up the +steps by placing my hand beneath her elbow. We stood for a moment on the +edge of the porch. + +"We must move around gently," I suggested. "The old folks have doubtless +been asleep an hour." + +"Bless their dear hearts!" she answered with earnest fervor. "Mother +says you move like a mouse," she resumed, and I could see the faint +glint of her teeth as she smiled. "My room is upstairs, and I am not so +likely to disturb them. Have you enjoyed your day?" + +"It has been _very_ pleasant," I answered warmly. "I feel more grateful +to you than I can say for being so nice to a stranger who happens to be +a guest in your home. But I love the woods, and the fields, and the +pure, fresh air which blows straight down from heaven. This much we have +in common. Will you let me go with you again--sometimes? I would not +bore you, nor presume too much." + +In my great earnestness I had come closer to her. + +"I am out of doors a great deal, and you may go with me often, if you +wish. I enjoyed having you to-day." + +This was said just as seriously as my question had been put. Then, in +one of those rare changes of which her nature was capable, she added: + +"You know I need a protector in my various rambles, and you shall be my +esquire when I go forth in state to see my flower subjects scattered all +over the farm. My knight-errant, too, to espouse my cause should snake, +or dog, or an enraged animal of the pastures seek to do me harm." + +"Gladly, your majesty," I answered gallantly, falling into the spirit +which her words betokened, and bowing low. "Behold your vassal; command +me when you will." + +A whispered "good-night," a faint echo of that enchanting laugh, and she +had slipped through the door and was gone. + +I did not tarry long, for the beauty of the night had suddenly paled. +Everything had grown darker, and, by habit, I thought of my easy-chair +and pipe, and went in also. Salome was standing at the farther end of +the long, broad hall, with a lighted candle in her hand. Her hat had +been removed, and her tangled hair was half down. The riding habit had +also disappeared, and she was robed in some sort of a loose house gown +which fell away into a train. Her back was towards me, and she had one +foot on the first step of the curved stairway which went up from that +point. She heard me turn the key in the lock, and looked back. I went +towards her; why, I do not know. She waited until I had come quite +close. + +"I haven't anything very particular to say," I began, I fear very +confusedly. But my foolish feet had led me to her, obedient to the +dictates of a foolish mind, and I had to speak first. + +"I have been in mother's room," she answered, opening her eyes very +wide, as a child does when it hears a sound in the dark. "I went for +this wrapper, and would you believe it, I did not waken either of them! +Mother sleeps very lightly, too!" + +"You have performed quite a feat," I assured her, at once put at ease by +her genuineness. "Have you planned anything for to-morrow?" + +"Father has some sheep on the lower farm that are sick, and I am going +to take them some salt, because that is good for their blood." + +"May I help you salt the sheep? I'll carry the salt, if you will let me +go." + +She turned her head sideways, with a slight uplifting of the brows, as +though hesitating. + +"Ye-e-e-s, I guess so," she replied at last, doubtfully. "Do you know +anything about sheep?" + +"Nothing more than I have read. They are very docile, I believe, and a +great many of our clothes come from their backs." + +"But that isn't all." There was the wisdom of Solomon on the fresh young +face, shadowed by disarranged tresses. "Some of them have horns, like a +cow, only they grow back instead of out. And they'll run you sometimes, +when they take a notion. Can you run, Mr. Stone?" + +The picture which came to my mind of the staid and dignified Abner Stone +flying across a meadow with coat-tails streaming, and an irate ram at +his heels, brought a broad smile to my face. + +"Yes; I _can_ run. But I promise not to desert you if danger comes." + +"Then be ready in the morning. I will say good-night again, for I know +you must tell this day's doings to your pipe before you retire." + +Our entire conversation at the foot of the stair had been in low +whispers, and I whispered back her good-night, and turned to go. Then, +like Lot's wife, I looked behind me. She had reached the first landing, +where the stairway curved. She saw me, and peered forward, holding the +candle above her head. The loose sleeve of her dress fell back with the +motion, and the bare symmetry of her rounded forearm gleamed upon the +blackness like ivory upon ebony. I waved my hand; she waved hers, then +was gone. + +I sank into a chair and bowed my head in my hands, my soul torn by the +pangs of a new birth. + + + + +XII + + +Only a few old negroes were astir when I stepped from the house the next +morning. Even the master had not arisen. The stars and the sun's +forerunners were having a battle on the broad field overhead; one by one +the stars were vanquished and their lamps extinguished. I stood upon the +lowest step of the flight in front of the house, and watched the misty, +uncertain shapes of trees and bushes gradually evolve themselves into +distinguishable outlines. The process was slow, because a kind of vapor +lay upon everything, and it resisted strenuously the onslaught of the +sun. But it gave way, as darkness ever must before light, and, as if by +magic, the curtain which night had placed was rolled away, and little by +little the landscape was revealed. Along the creek, which ran just +beyond the pike, and parallel with it, hung a dense wall of fog, against +which it seemed the arrows of day fell, blunted. The air was cool and +fresh, and I drew it deep down into my lungs, feeling the sluggish blood +start afresh with each draught. + +With the dawning of that day came the dawning of a new life for me. I +realized that I had been living in a darkened room, and that a window +had suddenly been thrown open, letting in upon me a shower of golden +light, with the songs of birds and the incense of flowers. My old life +had been a contented one, had known the pleasures to be derived from +association with books and God's great out-door miracles. The new life, +whose silver dawn was beginning to tip my soul with a strange radiance, +held untold joys which belong rightly to heaven, and which numbed my +mind as I strove blindly after comprehension. I was as a little child +left all at once alone upon the world. I stood, helpless, trying to +centralize my disordered thoughts, with a strange oppressed feeling in +my breast which deep respirations could not drive away. I was deeply, +deeply troubled, and my mind was in a maze. But one idea possessed me, +and that doggedly asserted itself, overriding the tumult in my brain. I +was longing, madly longing, to see again her whom I _loved_. The word in +my mind was like the touch of a white-hot iron, and I started as if +stung, and fell to pacing nervously up and down. It could not be; it +could not be! That child of nineteen,--I a man of forty-five! The idea +was monstrous! What an old fool I had been! I did not know my own mind, +that was all. I would be all right in a day or two. But still that +sinking feeling weighed above my heart, and my usually calm pulse was +rioting with something other than exercise. + +"Let it be love!" I cried at last, in my troubled soul. "The painful +bliss of this half hour's experience is worth the cost of denial, for +she shall never know!" + +Thus did I, poor worm, commune in my fool's heaven, recking not, nor +knowing, that I was setting at naught the plans of my Creator. + +At breakfast I was myself, although my hand trembled when I conveyed +food to my mouth, and I felt my cheeks coloring when she came in a +little late, arrayed in a pink-flowered, flowing gown, and looking as +fresh as though she had just risen, bathed in dew, from the +blue-and-crimson cup of a morning-glory. + +"How did you rest after your night ride?" she smiled, sitting by me and +resting her elbows on the edge of the table, then pillowing her round +chin in her pink palms. + +"I slept better for my outing," I answered promptly, lying with the ease +of a schoolboy. The truth was, my sleep had been broken and poor. + +"It's a good thing for Stone that you're back," thundered Mr. Grundy. +"You're so everlastingly fond of running over all creation, and he has +the rovingest disposition I ever saw. Goin' down to salt those sheep +this mornin', S'lome?" + +"Yes, sir. I made a compact with Mr. Stone last night to act as my +esquire on all my expeditions. You've often said I should have some one +to go along with me." + +"Don't let her impose on you, Stone," responded the old gentleman, +throwing a quick wink in my direction. "She's young, you know, and +don't know as much as mother. She'll have you climbing an oak tree to +get a young hawk out of its nest likely as not." + +Salome laughed, while I boldly assured them that I would make the effort +should she desire such a thing. Mrs. Grundy was quiet, as usual. She +contented herself listening to the conversation of the others, and +seldom took her eyes off the girl it was plain to see she worshipped. + +"Get ready for a walk this morning, Mr. Stone!" called Salome, a short +time after breakfast, peeping over the balustrades at the top of the +stair. "The lower farm is about two miles, and the walk will be good for +us." + +"I'll get my hat and stick; are you coming now?" + +"As soon as I can get in another dress. I'll meet you in the locust +grove. Tell Tom to get you the salt, and I'll be there before you have +missed me." + +She was gone with a pattering of little feet. + +I went into my room for my stick and hat with a grim smile upon my face. +The steady ground which I had thought beneath me was becoming shifting +sand. I went slowly around the house to the negro quarters with bowed +head, briefly gave Tom his mistress' orders, and stood apathetically +while the darky hastened away to obey. + +A quick scurrying in the grass, and the pressure of two small paws upon +my trousers' leg brought me to myself, and I bent down to pat the yellow +head of Fido, who had espied me, and instantly besought recognition. + +"You poor, dumb, faithful thing," I apostrophized, looking at the bright +eyes which shone love into mine. "You are spared this agony of soul, +and the futile efforts to solve problems which cannot be known. You love +me, and I love you; why could we both not be content?" + +"Is Fido going, too?" + +I composed my face with an effort, and straightened up as the cheery +voice hailed me. She was coming towards me like a woodland sprite, +floating, it seemed to me, for her gliding step was so free from any +pronounced undulation. Her dress of blue checked gingham just escaped +the ground, and she wore a gingham sunbonnet with two long strings, +which she held in either hand. The sunbonnet was tilted back, and her +laughing face, with its rich, delicate under-color of old wine, was fit +for a god to kiss. + +"Yes, we will take him along if you do not object. He was the companion +of my rambles before you came. We will make a congenial three." + +Tom approached with a bucket of salt, which, after an exaggerated scrape +of the foot and a pull at his forelock, he handed to me, and we set out. + +Our way led through the orchard at the back of the house, where grew, I +think, all sorts of apples known to man. Each bough was freighted with +its burden of round, green fruit, and here and there an Early Harvest +tree was spattered with golden patches, where the ripened apples hung in +their green bower. Beyond the orchard lay a woods pasture, formed of a +succession of gentle swells, the heavy bluegrass turf soft as an +Oriental carpet to the feet, while scattered about were hundreds of +magnificent trees, mostly oak and poplar. Dotting the sward were +numerous little white balls on long stems,--dandelions gone to seed. +These Salome plucked constantly, and, filling her cheeks with wind, +would blow like Boreas, until her face was purple. When I inquired the +purpose of this queer performance, I was shyly informed that it was to +tell if her sweetheart loved her. If she blew every one of the pappus +off at one breath, he loved her; if she didn't, he didn't love her. She +was certainly very much concerned about the matter, for every ball she +came to she plucked and blew. Sometimes all the pappus disappeared, and +sometimes they didn't, and so she never reached a decided conclusion. + +The pasture crossed, a rail fence rose up before us. I at once stepped +forward to let down a gap, but Salome halted me. + +"The idea!" she declared. "I don't mind that at all. You stand just +where you are, and turn your back; I'll call you when I'm over." + +I blushed, and obeyed. + +A wheat-field of billowy gold stretched before us when I joined her. A +narrow path ran through it, curving sinuously, as a path made by chance +will. This we followed, Salome going in front. The wheat was ready for +the reaper, and the full heads were swelled to bursting. Salome gathered +some, threshed them between her hands, blew out the chaff, and offered +me part of the grain, eating the other herself. It was pasty, but not +unpleasant, and I ate it because it was her gift. We were walking +peacefully along, through the waist-high grain, when Salome gave a +little scream and jumped back, plump into my arms. Even in my excitement +I saw the tail of a black snake vanishing across the path. I released +her quickly, of course, but the touch of her figure was like wine in my +veins. + +"I beg your pardon!" she said humbly; "but the ugly thing frightened +me. It darted out so quickly, and I almost stepped upon it. You couldn't +get one of the negroes to follow this path any farther. They are very +superstitious, you know, and are firm believers in signs." + +"I'm sorry you were startled so; perhaps I had better go in front," I +ventured. + +"No; you sha'n't. I'm not really afraid of snakes, except when I run +upon one unexpectedly. I kill them when I get a chance." + +And so she started out again in advance of me, and began telling the +various beliefs of the negroes. I learned from her that their lives were +almost governed by "signs," and that some very trivial thing would deter +them from a certain course of action. There were ways to escape the +spell of witches, to avoid snakes, and to keep from being led into a +morass by jack-o'-lanterns. This folk-lore of the darkies was +exceedingly interesting to me, told in the charming manner which +characterized the speech of my companion. + +The wheat-field ended at the pike, and here another fence was passed in +the same manner as the first one. Then we swung down the dusty road +together, side by side. To the right and left of us dog-fennel was +blooming, and the "Jimpson" weed flared its white trumpets in a brave +show. Occasionally a daisy lifted its yellow, modest head, and Salome +took great delight in getting me to tell her which was daisy and which +was fennel. My ignorance caused many a blunder, to her high amusement; +but at last I discovered that the daisy's head was larger than that of +its humble brother. A half-mile's walk along the pike brought us to an +old sagging gate, which I pushed open, and we went through. A grassy +hill was before us, sloping down to a cool hollow where a spring +bubbled out from beneath a moss-grown old rock. + +There were trees and bushes, and a soft green bank, and we joined hands +and ran like two school-children till we reached the spring. Of course +she must have a drink, so down she knelt, and plunged her pouting lips +into the cool water. Her hair, tangled and loosened by our run, fell in +wavy strands about her face. When she had drunk her fill, it was my +turn, and so I stretched out full length, and carefully put my lips just +where hers had been. Never had water tasted so sweet! I was taking it +in, in long, cool swallows, when a sudden pressure on the back of my +head bobbed my face deep into the spring. I turned my head with a smile, +to find her standing back and laughing like a child at the trick she had +played. + +"You rascal!" I fumed good-naturedly, "I'll pay you back!" + +Another peal of laughter was her only answer, caused, no doubt, by my +wet face and the water dripping from my chin. + +"Yonder come the sheep," she said. "Get up, and let's salt them." + +I arose and picked up the bucket. Coming slowly up the hollow were five +or six shabby-looking sheep. Their wool stood on them in patches, and +they seemed scarcely able to walk. + +"What's the matter with them?" I queried. + +"See how rusty the poor things look!" Her voice told of deep concern. +"Father says they have the scab, and it must be a dreadful disease, like +leprosy. Let's go meet them, and save them the trouble of walking so +far." + +I could not help smiling at the tender heart this speech betrayed, but +I went with her. As we neared the sorry-looking group, Salome took a +handful of salt and placed it upon a large flat stone. They rushed at it +eagerly, despite their weakened state, and lapped it with their tongues. +We put out more salt, at a dozen different places, so that all might +have enough, then went back to the bank by the spring, and while she sat +down in the shade and held her bonnet in her lap, I reclined by her +side, and looked up at her, content. + + + + +XIII + + +"Do you love the country as much as you seem to?" she asked, gazing +blissfully up at the dense foliage of the elm tree under which we were +resting. + +"I could not love it more; it is a wonder which never ends, and an +enduring delight. If I could think that Paradise was like this day, and +this place, I would not care when death came." + +"I'm so glad," she answered, with the simplicity and directness of a +child. "I have been in cities, and I don't see how a soul can live +there. It seems to me that mine would cramp and dwindle until it died if +I had to live in a big town. Even the large and beautiful places of +worship speak more of the human than of the divine. It seems that men +go because they must, and that women go to show their clothes. This is +my religion and my temple." She smiled in real joy as she waved her hand +about her in a gesture comprehending everything bounded by the horizon. +"Look at the roof of my temple. Was there ever one so high built by +mortals, and was there ever a pigment mixed that could give it the tint +which mine holds? And it is not always the same. To-day it is a pale +blue, marked with delicate lines of cloud. At twilight it will darken to +azure; to-night it will be studded with a million gems. And no prayer +falls back from that roof upon the head of the sender, for the stars are +the portholes through which they go to heaven. Do you never think that +way?" + +I shook my head slowly. + +"It is very beautiful," I said, "and equally true, no doubt, but I had +never thought of it in just that way. I love this life because I can't +help but love it. The forests, the meadows, the fields, and the brooks +are what my soul craves; yet if you ask me why, I cannot tell you. I +have been happier the few short weeks I have spent in your home than I +was all the rest of my life. Since you have come, my happiness has +deepened." + +I dared not look up, but kept my eyes on the four-leaf clover I was +plucking to pieces. + +"I'm glad I've helped make your visit pleasant." + +Her voice was in the same low sweet tones which she had before employed, +and I knew by this she attached no particular significance to my last +sentence. + +"When mother wrote me that you had come to board with us, I was a little +displeased, for I was jealous of the sweet accord in which we all dwelt, +and did not want it marred. But when she told me all about you, and +your habits, my feelings changed. I do not wish to draw any unjust +comparisons, but there are very few people with tastes and inclinations +like yours and mine,--don't you think so?" + +This naïve frankness almost amused me. + +"I think you are right. I never knew any one who would care for just the +things we do, and they are certainly the most innocent pleasures which +the world affords." + +A sudden darkening of the landscape and a breath of cool air accentuated +the silence which fell at this point. We both looked up, and saw the +edge of a blue-black cloud peeping over the shoulder of a northwestern +hill. + +"I'm afraid we'll get wet," said Salome, rising hastily, and surveying +her airy garments dubiously. "There isn't even a cabin between here and +home. I wouldn't care a fig, but mother always hates for me to be out in +a storm. We can only do our best, and walk rapidly." + +With the salt bucket in my left hand, and her hand in my right, I helped +her up the hill the best I could. Fido limped behind. He had been lost +nearly all the time since we started,--chasing rabbits, doubtless,--and +had only made his appearance a few moments before the cloud startled us. +We gained the pike directly, and as we hurried towards the wheat-field +the cloud grew with alarming rapidity, and a scroll-work of flame began +to show about its outer edges. + +"Isn't it beautiful?" whispered Salome. "But we're going to catch it." + +And we did. Half-way across the wheat-field the first big drops +splashed against our faces, blown by strong gusts of wind. I gazed +around helplessly for shelter. A few yards to our right rose the +cumbersome shape of a last year's straw-rick; it was better than +nothing. + +"Come!" I said, taking her arm firmly. "I'll find you shelter." + +She consented silently, and I crushed a path for her through the ripe +grain until we reached the rick. The rain was beginning to pelt us +sharply. Furiously I went to work, tearing out straw by the handfuls, +armfuls, and in a few seconds I had excavated a hole large enough for +Salome to enter in a crouching posture. + +"Get in!" I commanded. I think she little liked the tone of authority I +had assumed, for if there ever was a petted being, it was she, yet she +obeyed, and cuddled up in her refuge out of reach of the driving rain. + +I sat down by the side of her covert, and rested my back against the +rick. I also turned up my coat-collar, and pulled my hat well down upon +my head; but I soon saw that a good soaking was in store for me. + +"Why don't you come in, too?" she asked in guileless innocence. "I can +make room for you, and you will surely get wet out there. Aren't you +afraid of rheumatism? Father has it if he gets his toe damp." + +"I'll get along all right," I replied. "There doesn't much rain strike +me, and I never had the rheumatism in my life." + +I didn't tell her of the trouble with my breathing, and the attack that +would be almost sure to follow this exposure. + +We both grew quiet after this, and listened to the swish of the rain and +the mighty howling of the wind. It had grown very dark, and the air was +chilly. The lightning was incessant, and traced zigzag pathways of fire +across the sombre heavens. The thunder was terrific, and often shook the +solid earth. I asked Salome if she was not afraid, but she laughed from +her snug retreat, and said she loved it all. What manner of girl was +this, who feared nothing, and who loved Nature even when she was at war +with herself? + +The strife of the elements ceased as suddenly as it had begun. The +thunder rumbled away in the east; the rain stopped falling, and a rift +of blue showed through the dun masses overhead. This was followed by a +broad shaft of sunlight, which struck on the golden sea around us with a +shimmering radiance. I jokingly called Salome a "hayseed" when she +emerged from her shelter, for her brown hair was sprinkled with wisps of +straw. She ignored the epithet in her solicitation for my welfare, and +proceeded straightway to place her hand upon my shoulders and back to +see if I was wet. + +"You're soaking!" she declared in genuine alarm. "You must have a hot +whiskey toddy and six grains of quinine the minute you get home!" + +I made a wry face; but she only shook her head in a determined way, and +announced that she would see to it in person. As for herself, she was as +dry as a butterfly which had just emerged from a chrysalis, and I +congratulated myself upon the care I had taken of her. But before we +reached home she was in a plight almost equal to my own, for the wind +had blown the wheat across the path, and it was impossible for me to +remove it entirely. + +As a consequence, her ladyship was at once hustled off to bed by good +Mrs. Grundy, and treated to the same remedy she had prescribed for me. I +took a rather stiff toddy, and changed my clothes, and felt no ill +effects from my experience. + +After the first wild flush which had attended the discovery of the +awakening of my affection for this girl had subsided, I became, in a +degree, calmer. But it was there, deep in my soul, and I could feel it +growing, growing, as steadily as my heart was beating. And I was old +enough to know that in time it would conquer me, and drag me to her feet +like a fettered slave before his master. My will seemed, in a measure, +paralyzed, and I made no effort to escape. Something warned me that it +would be useless. And so I drifted, living in a careless sort of lotos +dream, which I could have wished would last forever. Now there were +scented, joyful days, when we strolled through dales and wooded hollows, +listening to Nature's great orchestra as it played its never-ending +symphony. Perfect nights, when the heavy air would be redolent of the +honeysuckles' wafted souls and the breath of sleepy roses. From the +cabins in the locust grove would float the tinkling of the banjo, the +untrained guffaw of the negro men, and the wild, half-barbaric notes of +an old-time melody. And the stars would shine in glory above us, and we +would sit on the steps and talk of the things we both loved. The old +folks on the settee would get sleepy and go in, and we would sit there +by the hour, and still my secret was my own. I think she guessed it, but +this blissful existence was too sweet to be ended by some foolish words +which had better remain forever in my heart, even though they ate it +out. + + + + +XIV + + +August came. It was half gone ere I realized that she would go back to +Bellwood early in September. How and where the days had gone I could not +tell. Week after week had slipped by, and, forgetting that time was +passing, I lived in my fool's paradise, and gave no thought to the days +that were speeding away on silken wings. Harvest had come and gone; the +fierce heat of a Kentucky summer made the days sultry, but the nights +were good to live. I had lived through it all as in a kind of waking +dream. But in the worship-chamber of my heart I had built an altar, and +on it was placed the first and only love of my life. The fire which +glowed there was as pure as Easter dawn, yet it was as intense as the +still white heat you may see in a furnace. And the time was coming when +she would go away. + +One night I wandered, restless, down into the tree-grown yard. We had +sat together that night, as usual, but my lips had been mute. The time +had come when there was but one thing to say, and I had resolved not to +say it. And so she had left me early, saying, in her impetuous way, that +I was unsociable. Back and forth the long avenue I paced, thinking of +the day she came home, of the many, many times we had been together; +thinking of the pure, unselfish, Christian womanhood which crowned her +with its consecrating light. Back and forth, back and forth, and her +sweet young face burned itself into my mind with every step I took. Down +the avenue, then up, and I leaned against the corrugated trunk of an +oak, and fastened my eyes upon the windows of her room. The blinds were +drawn, but she was up, for a light showed through them. Salome! +Salome!--that was the one thought of my mind, the one bitter cry from my +aching heart. There was a shadow on the curtain; a bare, uplifted arm +was silhouetted against it. God bless you, Salome! My Salome! +Good-night! + +The next day I kept to my room, sending word that my head was troubling +me. In the afternoon I went out and sat upon the porch, turning my +troubled face towards the peaceful west. The sun was sinking, swathed in +purple robes. Far stretching on either side were azure seas, with +dun-colored islands dotting their broad expanses. Below me wound the +dusty pike, like a yellow ribbon, flanked on one side by the half-dry +creek, and on the other by a field of tasselled corn. A crow sat upon +the dead limb of a sycamore, and cawed, and cawed, in noisy unrest. The +weight which had been placed upon my breast two months before seemed +like a millstone now. The consciousness of hopelessness made it heavier +than before. + +"Has your headache gone, Mr. Stone?" + +She had come to the doorway without my knowledge, and now advanced +towards me with a tender, questioning look upon her face. + +"Yes," I answered in quiet desperation, turning my face from her. "The +pain has gone to my heart." + +She stood beside me, silently, and I felt the muscles hardening in my +cheeks, as I shut my jaws tight to keep back the flood of words which +rushed to my lips, and clamored for utterance. Presently I felt that I +could speak rationally. + +"How long before you return to school?" + +"Three weeks; I wish I did not have to go." + +"Let's walk down to the grape-vine swing," I proposed abruptly, turning +to her with set face. + +She held her sunbonnet in her hand,--the same bonnet she always wore out +of doors about the farm,--and she settled it on her brown, fluffy hair +as I arose. The swing was in one corner of the yard, quite away from the +house, and it had come to be one of our favorite resorts at twilight. +This afternoon she occupied it, as was her custom, and I sat at the base +of a walnut tree close by her. Something had fallen upon her usually gay +spirits, and checked the outpourings of her mind. She sat silent, +holding to the arms of her swing, and looking with earnest eyes out over +the varied landscape. I watched her, while the fierce pulsings of my +temples blurred my eyes, and made her seem as in a sea of mist. The +noises of the day had lulled to echoes. The peace of a summer twilight +was stealing stealthily over all the land. From a far-off pasture came +the silvery tinkle of a sheep-bell; the unutterably mournful cooing of a +dove was borne from the forest. The whispering leaves above us rustled +gently before the approach of the Angel of the Dusk. The sylvan solitude +became as an enchanted spot where none were living but she and I. +Why--oh, why could it not last forever, just as it was that moment! But +Time does not halt for love or hate, and she was going away,--out of my +life, to leave it as a barren rock in a burning desert. The intense +longing of my gaze caused her to turn towards me. She dropped her eyes, +while her cheeks grew rosy as the sunset. + +"Salome!" + +The sweet name fell in trembling accents from my lips. She caught her +breath quickly, but did not look up. I arose and stood before her, with +my hands clasped in front of me. + +"I love you, Salome!" I said in husky tones, for my voice would barely +come. "You have called into life that love which God has given every +man. It possesses me as utterly as the winds of heaven possess the +earth. It has made me as weak as a child, and, like a child, I have told +you. I was not strong enough to keep it from you. Should you detest me +for giving way as I have, I would not blame you. I am a middle-aged man; +you are a little girl, and I have no right to ask anything from you. +Your life is before you; mine is over half spent. But I love you, and I +would die for you, Salome--Salome, my precious one!" + +I turned from her, and set my teeth upon my lip, for my confession had +shaken my soul to its uttermost depths. Not for the earth, nor for +heaven would I have touched her white hand. Through the swirling blood +which benumbed my consciousness I felt a presence near me,--her +presence. I turned with a low cry. She was standing there, close to me. +Her bonnet had fallen off, and in the deep twilight her brown hair +glowed like an aureole about a saint. One swift, hurt, appealing glance +from her uplifted eyes, and she sank, quivering, upon my breast, +sobbing, "Abner! Abner!" + +God of mercy, I thank thee! I thank thee! + + * * * * * + +Once more we sat on the steps. The bewitching beauty of the August night +lay around us. The yellow harvest moon sailed on as calmly as though it +were used to beholding lovers. I held her hand in a kind of stupefied +satisfaction, feeling as though under the spell of some powerful opiate. +She was so close to me!--the skirt of her gingham gown had fallen over +one of my feet. I touched her hair, so tenderly, and smoothed it back +from her pure forehead. How could it be? This young creature, so full of +life and health, encompassed with all that wealth and love could +give--to love me!--me, a simple bookworm and lover of Nature, who had +come into her life by chance. The golden hours of that enchanted night +still glow like letters of fire upon the web of memory. It was the one +perfect period in my quiet and uneventful existence,--the one brief time +when life was full, and I held to my lips the cup of all earthly +happiness. And the changing years cannot rob me of the recollection. + + + + +XV + + +The next day Salome was seized with a severe headache. She did not leave +the house, and of course I did not see her, as she stayed in her room +upstairs. We felt no especial concern, although she was not accustomed +to such attacks, and with the coming of night her head grew easier. I +went out after supper to pace up and down the avenue, to smoke my pipe, +and to watch the windows of her room. I remained in the yard till nearly +eleven, and the light was still burning when I went in. The next morning +Mrs. Grundy told me that Salome had some fever, and that a doctor had +been sent for. I heard the news in silent fear, and my heart sank. I +longed to tell this good old woman what her daughter was to me; but +Salome had said nothing about it, and I could not speak without her +consent. + +The doctor came, an important-looking young fellow whom I felt inclined +to kick off the porch the moment he set foot on it. When he descended +from the sick room he pompously announced that it was only an ordinary +cold, which would quickly disappear before the remedies which he had +left. But the days went by, and she grew no better, and I never saw her. +How my heart hungered for a glance of her sweet face; how my eyes longed +to look into the clear, brown depths of hers. One morning I was told +that a leading physician from Louisville had been summoned. Dr. Yandel +came--and stayed. Typhoid fever is a grim foe which requires vigilance +as well as medical skill. + +I went about like one distraught with a cold hand gripping my heart. It +was then she asked to see me. I went to her room for a few moments, and +came out with my face gray, and a pitiful, broken prayer to God. Two +weeks--and one night they came for me. Like a broken, shattered lily she +lay, but her lips smiled with their last breath, and whispered--"Abner." + +Blinded and weak, I groped my way out into the night, and sat down. My +yellow dog found me, and crept, whining, between my knees. When I lifted +my stricken face to the sky, I thought I saw a misty shallop touch the +strand of heaven, and a slender white figure with brown hair step onto +the plains of Paradise. + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's note + + +The following changes have been made to the text: + +Page 16: "hard biscuit" changed to "hard biscuits". + +Page 86: "give her royal welcome" changed to "give her a royal welcome". + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Love Story of Abner Stone, by +Edwin Carlile Litsey + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LOVE STORY OF ABNER STONE *** + +***** This file should be named 28383-8.txt or 28383-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/8/3/8/28383/ + +Produced by David Garcia, Carla Foust, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Kentuckiana Digital Library) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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