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diff --git a/27225.txt b/27225.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9ee6f3c --- /dev/null +++ b/27225.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11000 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of A Woman's Will, by Anne Warner + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Woman's Will + +Author: Anne Warner + +Illustrator: J. H. Caliga + +Release Date: November 10, 2008 [EBook #27225] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A WOMAN'S WILL *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + A Woman's Will + + [Illustration] + + + + + A Woman's Will + By + Anne Warner + + _Illustrated by J. H. Caliga_ + + [Illustration: con passionato.] + + + Boston + Little, Brown, and Company + 1904 + + + _Copyright, 1904_, + BY LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY. + + + _All rights reserved_ + Published April, 1904 + + THE UNIVERSITY PRESS, CAMBRIDGE, U.S.A. + + + + +CONTENTS + + PAGE + + PART I + THE RISE OF THE STORM 1 + + PART II + THE BEATING OF THE WAVES 171 + + PART III + THE BREAKING OF THE BARRIERS 297 + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + _From Pastel Drawings by I. H. Caliga_ + + "And the unvoiceable wonder of his magic" _Frontispiece_ + + "She rose to receive them with radiant countenance" _Page_ 19 + + "They stood together on the Maximilianbrucke" " 173 + + "'I want you to pay a lot of attention to what I am + going to say, Rosina'" " 319 + + + + +A Woman's Will + +PART I + +THE RISE OF THE STORM + +Chapter One + + +"Good-bye--good-bye, Rosina!" cried Jack, giving one last violent wave +to his handkerchief. And then he put it back in his pocket, because the +crowd upon the deck of the departing Liner had now become a mere blur in +the distance, and distant blurs seemed to his practical nature unworthy +any further outlay of personal energy. "But oh!" he added, as he and +Carter turned to quit the dock, "how the family are just agoing to revel +in peace for these next few months! The Milennium!--well, I don't know!" + +"I do not see how you and your Uncle John ever came to let her go off +all alone like that," Carter said, with a gloom that did not try to mask +a terrible reproach; "she'll be so awfully liable to meet some +foreigner over there and--and just marry him." He threw up his cane as +he spoke, intending to rap on the boarding by which they were that +instant passing. + +Jack thrust his own cane out quickly and barred the other with an +excellent fencing _fente_. + +"No rapping on wood!" he cried sharply; "not after that speech!--you +know!" + +Carter turned two astonished eyes friend-ward. + +"What do you mean?" he asked; "do you mean to say that you'd stand her +marrying any one over there for one minute?" + +"Stand it!" said Jack, "would we _stand_ it, did you say? My dear +fellow, how plainly you betray the fact that you are in love with +Rosina. We,--myself and the family,--on the contrary, live with her. The +difference in the two propositions is too tremendous to be quickly +grasped by you even, but it is just about the same distance as that +between theory and practice." + +"Nonsense!" said Carter, with an air of deep annoyance. + +"I'll tell you how I personally regard Rosina," Jack went on, paying no +attention to the other's exclamation; "I look upon her as very likely to +marry abroad, because I don't know of but one man at home clever enough +to be able to marry her." + +He laid his hand upon Carter's shoulder as he spoke, and Carter, who +didn't at all understand what he meant, thought that he understood, and +was correspondingly happy. + +They boarded the ferry then, and went from Hoboken straight back to +civilization. + + * * * * * + +The "Kronprinz" meanwhile was slowly wending her way down the river, +past the skyscrapers, and out towards the open sea. + +Rosina, already established in her chair, with a mother-of-pearl +lorgnette upon her lap and a pair of field-glasses swinging from the +card-holder, felt more placidly happy than she had in years. If those +left behind who supposed that she was going abroad to get a second +husband could but have gazed into her heart, they would have +comprehended the utter and complete falsity of their views. + +Her year and a half of widowhood had been one long-continued period of +quiet ecstasy. + +Standing alone in her own room the morning after the funeral, she had +made a vow to never marry again. + +"Enough is as good as a feast," she had said, surveying her crape-draped +self with a deep sense of satisfaction; "it never approached anything +like a feast, but it certainly has taught me to know when I have had +enough." + +And then new orders had been issued to every department of her +establishment, and a peace approaching Paradise reigned in her heart. + +When Carter, in a moment of daring courage, found words in which to +unfold the facts of his case, she listened in a spirit of intense wonder +that he could really be stupid enough to suppose that she would consider +such an idea for a minute. + +Carter, his heart jumping wildly about behind his shirt-bosom, thought +that her look of amazement was a look of appreciation, and wound himself +up to a tension that was quite a strain on the situation. + +"I'm going abroad in May," was her sole response when he had quite +finished. + +"Oh, my God! don't go and marry some one over there!" he cried out, in +the sudden awful stress of the moment. + +"I shall marry no one," she declared with freezing emphasis. "The very +idea! you all seem to think that I am anxious to render myself miserable +again; but I assure you that such is very far from being the case." + +Poor Carter was stricken dumb under her lash, but he loved her none the +less, for it must be said that there was a certain passionate sweetness +in both the bow and quiver of Rosina's mouth which always took the worst +of the sting out of all of her many cruel speeches. And yet that very +same bow and quiver were bound to breed a fearful doubt as to the degree +of faith which one might be justified in holding in regard to the +impregnability of her position. Very likely she herself did firmly +intend remaining a widow forever; and yet-- + +And yet?-- + +Oh, the thought was unendurable! + +Carter refused to endure it anyhow, but for all that the days had moved +right along until that worst of days came into being, leaving him on the +dock and sending the "Kronprinz" out to sea. + +And, if the truth must be told, it is to be feared that if Rosina's +unhappy suitor could have caught a glimpse of her as night fell over +that same day's ending, his sickest doubts would have found food for +reflection and consequent misery in her situation, for when Ottillie, +the Swiss maid, came up on deck with a great, furred wrap, the most +personable man aboard was already installed at her mistress's side, +thanks to a convenient college acquaintance with her dearest of cousins; +and the way that the personable man grabbed the cloak from Ottillie and +heaped it gently around its owner would have stirred the feelings of +any casual lover whose bad luck it might be to happen along just then. + +Rosina nestled back into the soft fur folds and smiled a smile of +luxurious content. + +"I am so thoroughly imbued with utter bliss," she said; "only to think +that I am going _where_-ever I please, to do _what_-ever I please, just +_when_-ever I please,--indefinitely." + +"It sounds like Paradise, surely," said the man, dropping into his own +seat and tucking himself up with two deft blows administered to the +right and left of his legs; "what do you suppose you'll do first?" + +"I think that I shall do almost everything first," she answered +laughing, and then, taking a long look out upon the twinkles of Fire +Island, she sighed deeply and joyfully, and added, "Ah, but I'm going to +have a beautiful time!" + +The man plunged a hand into his breast-pocket. + +"Did you ever smoke a cigarette?" he asked. + +"Never!" she exclaimed delightedly; "never till this minute. But will +you teach me now?" + +He looked at her and laughed, his silver case in his hand. + +"You must not go too fast at first, you know. Are you sure that it will +not make you ill?" + +"Oh, yes, yes! I'm sure!" + +"Perhaps it isn't really the first time," he suggested. + +"No, it isn't really the first time, but it will be the first time in +just about one minute." + +He laughed again and held out the case; she took one from it and looked +at it in a way that proved her ignorance. + +"Does it make any difference which end?" + +"Not with that kind." + +"Have I anything to bite, or to pinch, or to poke?" + +"No, only something to light." + +"Very well, light the match." + +"I'm so original," said the man; "you see I say nothing about your +eyes." + +"I noticed your thoughtful consideration," she replied with a smile. +"Many thanks. And now the match, please." + +He scratched it somewhere and offered it. The cigarette lit easily, +being of a good kind, and the same light did him equal service. + +"How do you find it?" he asked presently. + +"I find it horrible," she gasped; "but my husband never would have +allowed it, and so I shall go through with it to the bitter--the +_awfully_ bitter--other end." + +"Don't stick to it if it makes you feel badly," he said a little +anxiously; "remember you have the whole wide ocean before you." + +"Yes," said Rosina, "I--I was just thinking of that." + +"Are you apt to be seasick?" + +"Sometimes I have to lie still a day or two." + +"In your chair?" + +"In my berth." + +"Please throw it away at once; I don't want you to be lying still in +your berth a day or two on _this_ voyage, you know." + +There was a very earnest note in his voice; she took the cigarette from +between her lips and looked at it meditatively. + +"Do throw it overboard immediately," he begged. + +"Oh, I couldn't." + +"But I entreat!" + +Then she began to laugh. + +"It isn't the cigarette that I can't manage,--it's the throw!" + +He sprang to his feet with one vast and comprehensive untuck. + +"A thousand pardons! Give it to me." + +She held it out and he took it to the rail. The offshore breeze was +growing into a wind that blew the stars out as fast as they appeared +and caused the bosom of the ocean to appear unduly agitated. + +"Let us walk about a bit," he suggested, coming back, and noting a +certain vagueness in her expression; "come, it's the best thing for us +both,--exercise, you know." + +She smiled faintly. + +"I think so too; if you'll just unswathe me, please." + +He extricated her, and they made the tour of the deck three times. + +"Do you get off at Plymouth?" he asked, when they finally came to a +standstill beside their own chairs again. + +"No, at Cherbourg." + +"And then Paris?" + +"Naturally." + +"And then?" + +"Anywhere I want to." + +"I'm going to Hamburg and then to Berlin; with me it's a case of +business first and pleasure afterwards." + +"Berlin's a nice place," she said thoughtfully; "I've been there twice." + +"Wouldn't you enjoy going there again?" + +"No." She shook her head. "No, I don't believe that I should. You see I +went to Berlin both times with my husband, and my present state of mind +is such that if I think Berlin will recall my husband to me, I'd rather +remain permanently in Cherbourg." + +She stooped and gathered up her rugs preparatory to building a new nest. + +"Did you travel much with your husband," he asked, taking the nest +materials from her and sorting them over his arm. + +"Yes, I did." She sat down in the chair. "I travelled a great deal with +him; but I intend to travel a great deal more now that I'm without him." + +The man was busy with her cloak and pillows and rugs. They were quite a +combination, and the combining was rather a dangerous occupation, the +lateness of the hour considered. He lost his head just a little bit. + +"You might some day have another," he suggested in a tone low enough to +be thrilling to the thrillable. + +Rosina squared herself smilelessly, and the electric deck-light which +faced her seat showed up her sobriety in unmistakable colors. + +"Watch me!" she said briefly, and her enunciation was clear and very +distinct. + +He heard. + + + + +Chapter Two + + +There was at that particular date a man in Dusseldorf who was quite as +set in his ideas as Rosina was in hers. He was lingering from day to day +at the Hotel Heck, engaged for the most part in no more arduous pursuit +than the awaiting of a telegram from his family. His family were at +Evian, on the Lac de Geneve, and if they decided to go from there to +Paris, he wanted very much to visit Switzerland himself. But if, on the +contrary, they merely ended in transferring their abode from Evian to +Ouchy, as was very likely to prove to be the case, he had fully made up +his mind to pass the early summer months in Leipsic. In Leipsic he had +an interest--the one great interest of his existence. The family had but +scant sympathy with the force of the Leipsic attraction; their ambitions +were set in quite another direction, and all their hopes and plans and +wishes were bent to the accomplishment of that one end. They desired +most ardently that he should take unto himself a wife, because he was +the last of his race, and there was a coronet hung up in the skies +above his head. The natural effect of such anxiety upon the uncommon +temperament of this particularly uncommon man was to decide him +definitely to remain single forever, and because he had always proved +himself of a strength of resolve and firmness of purpose quite +unequalled in their experience, they felt justified in the gravest fears +that in this case, as in all others, he would remain steadfast, keeping +the word which he declared that he had solemnly pledged himself, and so +become the last of a line whose castle had crowned the crag which it +defended since the Goth was abroad in the land. + +To be sure, he was not yet so old but that, when he casually glanced at +a girl, the girl, her mother, and his mother all immediately held their +breath. But he was old enough to have proved the futility of the hope by +the casualty of the glance over and over again. And so his people were +completely out of patience with him, and he and they found it +accordingly more agreeable to take even their Switzerland in individual +communion-cups. Therefore he remained in Dusseldorf, wandering in the +Hofgarten, listening to the music in the Tonhalle, and occasionally +quieting his impatience for the Lake of Lucerne, where his childhood had +been passed, by writing a few pages to Leipsic, the scene of his +studies and the spot where his one incentive to labor dwelt. + +After three weeks of manifold hesitation the family at last concluded to +let it be Paris, and thus Southeastern Europe was thrown open to the +recalcitrant. It being now quite middle June, he took his way southward +with a leisure born of the warm summer sun, and spent a month _en +route_. The Storks of Strasbourg and the Bears of Berne both ate of his +bread before the final definite checking of his trunks for Lucerne took +place. But the cry at his heart for the Vierwaldstattersee and the +Schweizerhof became of a strength beyond resisting, and so he turned his +back upon the Jungfrau and his face towards the Rigi, and slept beneath +the mist-wreaths of Mount Pilatus that very night. + + * * * * * + +It was the next morning that Rosina, walking on the Quai with an +American man (not the one on the "Kronprinz," however), first observed +an especially tall and striking-looking individual, and wondered who he +was. With her the wonder was always straightway followed by the ask, so +she voiced her curiosity forthwith. + +"That man?" said her companion, turning to make sure who she was +referring to, "that dark man with the gray gloves? oh, that's Von Ibn. +He's to be very great indeed some day, I'm given to understand." + +"Hasn't he stopped growing yet?" + +"There is 'great' and 'great,' you know. He is in for both kinds, it +appears." + +"Because of his 'von'?" demanded Rosina, whose thirst for knowledge was +occasionally insatiable. + +"No, because of his violin." + +"Does he play?" + +"You show ignorance by asking such a question." + +"He plays well, then?--is known?"-- + +"He is a composer." + +She turned abruptly to the side and sank down on one of the numerous +seats before which the endless procession of morning promenaders were +ceaselessly defiling. + +"Let me look at him!" she cried below her breath; "how more than +interesting! He appears just as one might imagine that Paganini did +before he made his famous bargain." + +The American stood beside her and waited for the object of their +watching to turn and pass again. He was quite willing to humor his +charming country-woman in any way possible. He did not care who she +might take a fancy to, for he was himself engaged to a girl at Smith +College, and men who fall in love with college girls are nearly always +widow-proof. + +Presently Von Ibn came strolling back. He was very tall, as befitted one +half of his name, and very dark, as befitted the other, and around his +rather melancholy eyes were those broad spaces which give genius room to +develop as it will. He had black hair, a black moustache, and a chin +which bore witness to the family opposition. Rosina, who chanced to be a +connoisseur in chins, looked upon his with deep approval. + +"Do you know him?" she asked, looking up at the man beside her; "oh, if +you do, I do so wish that you would present him to me. He looks so +utterly fascinating; I am sure that I shall like to talk to him." + +The American appeared frankly amused. + +"I should really enjoy seeing you turned loose upon Von Ibn," he said, +"it would be such wild sport." + +"Then be nice and bring him to me, and you can have all the fun of +standing by and watching us worry one another." + +Her friend hesitated. + +"What is it?" she asked impatiently; "why don't you go? Is there any +reason why I may not meet him? Is he a gambler who doesn't settle fair? +Has he deserted his own wife, or run away with any other man's? Does he +lie, or drink beyond the polite limit, or what?" + +"Why, the truth is," said the American slowly, "many people consider him +an awful bore. The fact is, he's most peculiar. I've had him stare at me +time and again in a way that made me wonder if he was full-witted. I +don't know anything worse against him than that, though." + +"If that's all," Rosina answered, laughing, "you need not fear for me. +I've lived in good society too many years not to know how to deal with a +bore. A little idiosyncrasy like that will not mar my enjoyment one bit. +Do go and get him now." + +"But some consider him a very big bore indeed." + +"One can see that at the first glance, and just on that account I shall +have infinite patience with him." + +"I warn you beforehand that he's very much of a character." + +"I always did like characters better than people who were well-behaved." + +The American took one step away and then halted. + +"Your mind is set upon meeting him?" + +"Yes, quite; and do hurry. He may disappear." + +[Illustration] + +He laughed. + +"Possess yourself in patience for five short minutes," he began, but she +cut his speech off. + +"There, there, never mind; while you're talking he'll take a train or a +boat, and I'll be left to go geniusless to my grave." + +He lifted his hat at once then and walked away without another word, +although inwardly he marvelled much that any woman should care about +meeting that man--that particular man; for he was one of those whom the +man bored out and out. + +The Schweizerhof Quai is long, but not so long but that you may meet any +one for whom you chance to be searching within ten minutes of the time +of your setting out. The young American was favored by good luck, and in +less than half that time returned to Rosina's bench, his capture safely +in tow. She rose to receive them with the radiant countenance of a +doll-less child who is engaged in negotiating the purchase of one which +can both walk and talk. Indeed her joy was so delightfully spontaneous +and unaffected that a bright reflection of it appeared in the shadows of +those other eyes which were now meeting hers for the first time. + +"Shall we walk on?" she suggested; "that is the pleasantest, to walk and +talk, don't you think?" + +Von Ibn stood stock-still before her. + +"What will monsieur do?" he asked, with a glance at the other man. + +"He will enjoy walking," Rosina answered. + +"But I shall not. I find nothing so tiresome as trying to walk with two +people. One must always be leaning forward to hear, or else hearing what +is not amusing." + +After which astonishing beginning he waited, pulling his moustache as he +contemplated them both. The American glanced at Rosina as much as to +say, "There, I told you that he was the worst ever!" But Rosina only +smiled cheerfully, saying to her countryman: + +"Since Herr von Ibn feels as he does, I think _you'd_ better go and +study the Lion or meditate the glaciers, and leave me here with this +lion to do either or both." + +The American laughed. He might not have been so amused except that he +knew that she knew all about the girl in Smith College. Such things +count sadly against one's popularity, and being a man of sense he +recognized the fact. + +"At your service, madame," he said; "I'm going to turn the care of you +over to our friend for the remainder of the promenade hour. He will no +doubt appreciate to the fullest extent the honor of the transferred +charge." + +Von Ibn bowed. + +"I do appreciate," he said gravely; "thank you. Good-morning." + +Then as the other walked away he turned to Rosina. + +"Was I impolite to him?" he asked, in quite the tone of an old and +intimate friend. + +"Yes, very," she answered, nodding. + +"You are then displeased?" + +"Not at all; I wanted him to go myself." + +"Ah, yes," he exclaimed eagerly, "you feel as I. Is it not always +_ungemuthlich_, three people together?" + +"Always." + +He glanced about them at the crowd of passers-by. + +"It is not pleasant here; let us take a walk by the river, and then we +can talk and come to know each one the other,"--he paused--"well," he +added. + +"Do you really want to know me--well?" she asked, imitating his pause +between the last two words. + +"Yes, very much. I saw you in the hotel this morning when you came down +the stair, and I wanted to know you then. And just now when we passed on +the Quai I felt the want become much greater." + +"And I wanted to know you," she said, looking and speaking with +delicious frankness. "I wanted to know you because of your music." + +"Because of my music!" he repeated quickly; "you are then of interest in +the music? you are yourself perhaps a musician?" and he turned a glance, +as deep as it was burning, upon her face. + +"A very every-day musician," she replied, lifting her smile to his deep +attention. "I can accompany the musician and I can appreciate him, that +is all." + +"But that is quite of the best--in a woman," he exclaimed earnestly. +"The women were not meant to be the genius, only to help him, and rest +him after his labor." + +"Really!" + +"Of a surety." + +"But what made you want to know me?" she continued. "I had a good reason +for desiring your acquaintance, but you can have had no equally good one +for desiring mine." + +"No," he said quickly and decidedly; "that is, of an undenying, most +true." He knit his brows and reflected for the space of time consumed in +passing nine of the regularly disposed trees which shade the boulevard +just there, for they were now moving slowly in the direction of the +bridges, and then he spoke. "I do not know just why, yet I am glad that +it is to be." + +"Would you have asked some one to introduce you if I had not sent for +you?" + +He thought again, this time for the space of six trees only, then: + +"No, I do not think so." + +"Why not? since you wanted to meet me." + +"I never get myself made known to any one, because if I did that, then +later, when they weary me, as they nearly always do, I must blame myself +only." + +"Do most people weary you--later." + +"Oh, so very much," he declared, with a sincerity that drew no veil over +the truth of his statement. + +Rosina, remembering the American's views in regard to him, stifled a +smile. + +"Our friend," she asked, "the man who presented you to me, you know, +does he weary you?" + +Von Ibn frowned. + +"But he is a very terrible bore," he said; "you surely know that, since +you know him." + +Then she could but laugh outright. + +"And I, monsieur," she demanded merrily, "tell me, do you think that I +too shall some day--?" + +He looked at her in sudden, earnest anxiety. + +"I hope otherwise," he declared fervently. + +While talking they had passed the limits of the Quai, crossed the big, +sunny square, and come to the embankment that leads to the foot-bridge. +The emerald-green Reuss rushed beside them with a smooth rapidity which +seemed to hush the tumult of its swift current far underneath the +rippling surface. The old stone light-house--the town's traditionary +godfather--stood sturdily for its rights out in mid-stream, and helped +support the quaint zigzag of that most charming relic of the past, the +longest wooden foot-bridge of Lucerne. A never-ending crowd of all ages +and sexes and conditions of natives and strangers were mounting and +descending its steps, hurrying along its crooked passage, or craning +their necks to study the curious pictures painted in the wooden +triangles of its pointed roof. + +"I like the bridge better than I do the Lion," Rosina remarked; "I think +it is much more interesting." + +Von Ibn was looking down into the water where they had stopped by the +bridge's steps. He did not pay any attention to what she said, and after +a minute she spoke again. + +"What do you think?" + +He made no answer. She turned her eyes in the direction of his and +wondered what he was looking at. He appeared to be lost in a study of +the Reuss. + +"Do you always think before you speak," she said, somewhat amused, "or +are you doing mental exercises?" + +But still no reply. + +Then she too kept still. Her eyes wandered to a certain building on her +left, and she reflected that necessity would shortly be driving her +there with her letter of credit; but further reflection called to her +mind the fact that she had intrusted Ottillie with a hundred-franc note +to change that morning, and that would be enough to carry her over +Sunday. The Gare across the water then attracted her attention, and she +reviewed a last week's journey on the St. Gotthard railway, and recalled +the courtesy of a certain Englishman who had raised and lowered her +window not once but perhaps twenty times. And then her gaze fell upon +the skirt of her dress, which was a costume most appropriate for the +Quai but much too delicate for a promiscuous stroll through the town +streets. + +"That is superficial!" Von Ibn suddenly declared. + +She quite started. + +"What is superficial?" + +"Your comparison. You may not compare them at all." + +"May not compare what?" + +"The bridge and the Lion. The bridge is a part of life out of the Middle +Ages, and the Lion is a masterpiece of Thorwaldsen." + +Rosina simply stared at him. + +"Is that what you have been thinking of all this long time?" she asked +in astonishment. + +"Was it so long?" + +"I thought so." + +"What did you think of in that so long time?" + +She told him about the bank, and the Englishman on the Gotthardbahn, and +her dress. He smiled. + +"How _drole_ a woman is!" he murmured, half to himself. + +"But I think that you are droll too," she told him. + +"Oh," he said energetically, "I assure you, madame, you do not as yet +divine the tenth part of _my_ drollness." + +She smiled. + +"Do you think that I shall ever become sufficiently well acquainted with +you to learn it all?" + +He regarded her seriously. + +"If you interest me," he remarked, "I shall naturally see much of you, +because we shall be much together. How long do you stay in Lucerne?" + +"Until Monday. I leave on Monday." + +He looked at her in dismay. + +"But I do not want to leave on Monday. I have only come the last night. +I want to stay two weeks." + +She felt herself forced to bite her lips, even as she replied: + +"But you _can_ stay two weeks, monsieur." + +He looked blank. + +"And you go?" + +"Naturally; but what does that matter? You would not be going where I +went anyway." + +"Where do you go?" + +"To Zurich." + +"Alone? Do you go alone?" + +"I have my maid, of course; and I am to meet a friend there." + +"A friend!" His whole face contracted suddenly. "Ah," he cried, sharply, +"I understand! It is that Englishman." + +"What Englishman?" she asked, utterly at a loss to follow his thought. + +"Your friend." + +"But he's an American." + +"You said he was an Englishman." + +"I never did! How could I? Why, can't you tell at once that he is an +American by the way that he talks?" + +"I never have hear him talk." + +She stared afresh, then turned to walk on, saying, "You must be crazy! +or aren't you speaking of the man who presented you to me?" + +"Why should I be of any interest as to that man? Naturally it is of the +Englishman that I speak." + +"What Englishman?" + +"But that Englishman upon the Gotthardbahn, of course; the one you have +said was so nice to you." + +She began to laugh. + +"Oh, pardon me, but you are so funny, you are really so very funny;" +then pressing her handkerchief against her rioting lips, "you will +forgive me for laughing, won't you?" + +He did not smile in the least nor reply to her appeal for forgiveness; +he only waited until she was quiet, and then went on with increased +asperity veiled in his tone. + +"You are to see him again, _n'est-ce pas_?" + +"I never expect to." + +"Really?" + +"Really." + +He stopped short and offered her his hand. + +"Why?" she asked in surprise. + +"Your word that you do not hope to meet him again." + +She began to laugh afresh. + +Then, still holding out his hand, he repeated insistently. + +"Tell me that you do not expect to meet him again." + +They were in one of the steep, narrow streets that lie beyond the +bridges and lead up to the city wall. It was still, still as the desert; +she looked at him, and his earnestness quelled her sense of humor over +the absurdity of the situation. + +"What shall I say to you?" she asked. + +"Tell me that you do not expect to meet him again." + +"Certainly I do not expect to meet him again; although, of course, I +might meet him by chance at any time." + +He looked into her face with an instant's gravest scrutiny, and then +some of his shadow lifted; with the hand that he had held out he +suddenly seized hers. + +"You are truthfully not caring for him, _n'est-ce pas_?" he demanded. + +Rosina pulled her hand from his grasp. + +"Of course not," she said emphatically. "Why, I never saw the man but +just that once." + +"But one may be much interested in once only." + +"Oh, no." + +"Yes, that is true. I know it. Do not laugh, but give me your hand and +swear that he does not at all interest you now." + +She did not give him her hand, but she raised her eyes to the narrow +strip of blazing sky that glowed above the street and said solemnly: + +"I swear upon my word and honor that I do not take the slightest +interest in that English gentleman who so kindly raised and lowered my +windows when I was on the St. Gotthard last week." + +Von Ibn drew a breath of relief. + +"I am so glad," he said; and then he added, "because really, you know, +it had not been very nice in you to interest yourself only for the +getting up of your window." + +"He put it down too," she reminded him. + +"That is quite nothing--to put a window down. It is to raise them up +that is to every one such labor on the Gotthardbahn. To let them down is +not hard; very often mine have fell alone. And much smoke came in." + +Rosina walked on and looked the other way, because she felt a need of +so doing for a brief space. Her escort strolled placidly at her side, +all his perturbation appearing to have vanished into thin air with the +satisfactory disposal of the English problem. They came to the top of +the street and saw the old town-wall and its towers before them. The sun +was very hot indeed, and the tourists in cabs all had their parasols +raised. + +"I think we had better return," she said, pausing in the last patch of +shade. + +Von Ibn looked at his watch. + +"Yes," he said, "we must; _dejeuner_ is there now." + +So they turned down into the town, taking another of the steep, little +streets, so as to vary the scenery of their route. After a little he +spoke again. + +"And you are sure that you go Monday?" + +"Yes, indeed." + +"To Zurich, and then to where?" + +"Then to Constance." + +"And then?" + +"I do not know where we shall go next." + +He started slightly, and a fresh cloud overspread his face. + +"Much pleasure to you," he said, almost savagely. + +She looked up quickly, surprised at his tone, but her answer was spoken +pleasantly enough. + +"Thank you; and the same to you--all summer long." + +In response he shrugged his shoulders so fiercely as to force her to +notice the movement. + +"Why do you shrug your shoulders like that?" she demanded. + +"I am amused." + +"You don't look amused." + +He raised his eyebrows. + +"I am amused to see that all women are the same; I have that thought +just now." + +"Are you in the habit of shrugging your shoulders whenever that thought +occurs to you?" + +He tossed his head to one side. + +"Women are all the same," he repeated impatiently. + +"In what way?" + +"They can never tell the truth!" + +"What makes you say that?" + +"You." + +"I?" + +"Yes." + +She felt very nearly vexed. + +"Please explain," she commanded. + +He simply gave another shrug. + +She decided to keep her temper. + +"I might be clever enough to read minds," she said mildly, "and still be +dense about divining shoulders; I confess I miss the point that you're +trying to make with yours." + +He was silent. + +She glanced sideways at him and was thoroughly startled at the black +humor displayed in his countenance. + +"What is really the matter?" she asked, anxiously. + +"Nothing." + +She gave him another quick look, and saw that he saw her look and +avoided it. Then she was angry at such poor taste displayed in the first +hour of a new acquaintance, and almost thought of turning from him and +insisting on being left to return to the Schweizerhof alone. But +something kept her impulse in check. + +"He is a genius," she thought, "and they are entirely different from +other men," so she waited a moment and then spoke with the utmost +earnestness. + +"Please tell me what it all means, monsieur; why are you like this?" + +"Because,"--he cried with a sudden passionate outburst of +feeling,--"because you have lied to me!" + +"Monsieur!" she exclaimed, in a shocked voice. + +"You have done that," he cried; "you have lift your eyes to heaven and +swear that you were not interested in him, and then--" he stopped, and +put his hands to either side of his collar as if it strangled him. + +She grew pale at the sight of his emotion. + +"Is it that man still?" she asked. + +"But naturally it is that man still! _Je ne me fache jamais sans +raison._" + +"But what is there new to worry about him?" + +She dared not contemplate smiling, instead she felt that the Englishman +was rapidly becoming the centre of a prospective tragedy. + +Von Ibn scowled until his black brows formed a terrible V just over his +eyes. + +"You do expect to see him in Zurich," he declared. + +"But I told you that I didn't." + +He laughed harshly. + +"I know; but you betrayed yourself so nicely." + +"How?" + +"Just now, when I say where do you go from Constance, you quite forget +your part, and you say, 'I do not know where _we_ shall go next.' Yes, +that is what you say, 'We--_we_!'" + +"And if I did." + +"But of a surety you did; and I must laugh in my interior when I hear +your words." + +"Oh," she exclaimed quickly, "you must not say that you laughed in your +interior, it isn't good English." + +"Where must I laugh within myself?" + +"We say, 'I laughed _to_ myself.'" + +He gave another shrug, as if her correction was too petty a matter to +rightfully command attention at that crisis. + +"This all does seem so foolish," she said, "the idea of again having an +explanation." + +"I do not care for you to explain," he interrupted. + +"Don't you want to know what I meant?" + +"I know quite well what you meant." + +"I meant my maid, she always travels with me." + +He looked his thorough disbelief. + +"Very pretty!" he commented. + +She glanced at him and wondered why she was not disgusted, but instead +her heart swelled with a pity for the unhappiness that overlaid the +doubt in his face. + +"Just think," she said softly, "our friendship is so very young, and you +are already so very angry." + +"I am not angry; what I feel is justified." + +"Because I call my maid and myself 'we'!" + +He stopped short, and held out his hand. + +"Will you say that it is only the maid?" + +Then she felt sure that she should be obliged to scream outright, even +while she was summoning all her self-control to the rescue. + +They were come to an angle where two streets met steeply and started +thence on a joint pitch into the centre of the town. She ran her eyes +quickly up and down each vista of cobblestones, and, seeing no one that +she knew either near or far, put her hand into his. + +"Upon my word and honor," she declared, with all the gravity which the +occasion seemed to demand, "I swear that when I leave Constance my maid +will be my only--" + +"_Assez, assez!_" he interrupted, hastily dropping her hand, "it is not +need that you swear that. I can see your truth, and I have just think +that it may very well come about that I shall chance to be in Constance +and wish to take the train as you. It would then be most misfortunate if +you have swear alone with your maid. It is better that you swear +nothing." + +This kaleidoscopic turn to the conversation quite took Rosina's breath +away, and she remained mute. + +"What hotel in Constance do you stop at?" he asked presently. + +"The Insel House, of course." + +He put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a note-book. + +"Perhaps I will want to remember," he said, as he wrote. Then he put up +the book and smiled into her eyes; he had a beautiful smile, warm and +winning. "I find that we are very _sympathique_," he went on, "that is +why I may perhaps come to see you again. People who can enjoy together +are not many." + +"Have you enjoyed this morning? I thought you had not at all." + +"But, yes," he protested gravely, "I enjoy it very much. How could you +think otherwise?" + +She felt silence to be safest, and made no reply. He too was silent for +a little, and then spoke suddenly. + +"Oh, because of that Englishman! But that is all over now. We will never +speak of him again. Only it is most fortunate that I am not of a jealous +temperament, or I might very well have really offended me that you talk +so much about him." + +"It is fortunate," she agreed. + +"Yes," he answered, "for me it was very good." + +They had come to the crossing of the great square, and the sunlight was +dazzling and dancing upon the white stones of the bridge and the molten +gold of the Vierwaldstattersee. The Promenade was deserted and even its +shade was unpleasantly warm. + +"Shall I see you this afternoon?" Von Ibn asked as they went leisurely +through the heat. + +"Perhaps." + +"I wish it was after the _dejeuner_," he said, looking out upon the lake +and the crest of the mountain beyond. + +She wondered if she had better say "Why," or not, and finally decided to +say it. He brought his eyes back from the Rigi and looked at her. + +"Because I have the habit of always sleeping after _dejeuner_," he +explained. + +They crossed to the hotel. It was late, and more people were coming down +in the lifts than going up. + +"Are you tired?" he asked. + +"Yes, I think that I am--a little." + +"I advise you to sleep too," he said gravely. + +"I always do." + +"So," he cried triumphantly, "you see I say the truth when I say that we +are very _sympathique_!" + +Rosina looked up at him and her eyes danced; he returned the look with a +responsive glow in his own big pupils. + +"I am so glad we meet," he exclaimed impulsively. + +She stepped out of the lift and turned to dismiss him. + +"And you?" he asked, bowing above her hand. + +"I'm glad too," she said, and her tone was most sincere. + + + + +Chapter Three + + +Late in the afternoon of the same day Ottillie, coming in to wake her +mistress from a nap which the morning's long walk had resulted in +stretching to a most unusual duration, brought with her a great bunch of +those luxuriantly double violets which brim over with perfume and +beauty. There was also a note, very short, and couched in a flawless +French. + +If one must be roused out of a delicious sleep on a warm June day, +surely violets, and such a note as accompanied these particular violets, +were the least disagreeable means ever invented for accomplishing that +end. Rosina's frown for Ottillie changed into a smile for some one else, +and she rose from among her pillows and submitted to her toilet with a +good grace. Ottillie, who was French enough and experienced enough never +to need to be told things, divined what the note must have contained the +second time that she saw her mistress glance at the clock, and so +accelerated her ordinary rate of movement that even the gown of lace +which appeared to fasten nowhere, was fastened everywhere ere the town +bells rang five. + +A few minutes after, a _garcon_ in the hotel livery brought up a card, +and, Continental etiquette made it quite _en regle_ for Monsieur von Ibn +to be ushered into the dainty little salon which the Schweizerhof +permitted Rosina to enjoy (for a consideration), and there muse in +company with his own violets, while he waited and turned his cane over +and over in his gloved hands. + +Then Ottillie opened the portieres beyond, and Rosina appeared between +them, delightfully cool and fresh-looking, and flatteringly glad to see +him. + +"We seem like quite long friends, do we not?" he said, as he bent above +her hand and kissed it lightly. + +"Yes, certainly, I feel that I have the sensation of at any rate three +weeks," she answered; and then she sank luxuriously down in a great +_fauteuil_, and was conscious of an all-pervading well-content that it +should be too warm to go out, and that he should be there opposite her +while she must remain within. She was curious about this man who was so +out of the ordinary, and the path along which her curiosity led her +seemed a most attractive one. + +"Why do you say three weeks," he asked; "why not three months or three +years?" + +"But in three years one learns to know another so well, and I do not +feel--" + +"Oh," he interrupted, "it is better as it is; perhaps you may be like I +am, and get weary always soon, and then have no longer any wish to see +me." + +"Do you get tired of every one?" + +He passed his hand across his eyes and sighed and smiled together. + +"Yes, madame," he said, and there was a sad note in his voice, "I get +often tired. And it is bad, because I must depend so deeply on who I +speak with for my mind to be able to work after. _Comprenez-vous?_" + +She made a movement of assent that he seemed to have paused for, and he +continued. + +"When I meet a stranger I must always wonder how soon I shall be +finished with him. It comes very soon with nearly all." + +"And are you sure that you are always the weary one?" + +He looked blank for a moment, then, + +"I have already bore you; yes?" + +"Not at all, but I was warned this morning that you might possibly +commit such a crime." + +"And have I?" + +She looked on his earnestness and smiled. + +"Have I?" he reiterated; "yes?" + +Then she spoke suddenly. + +"Why do foreigners always say 'yes' at the end of every question that +they ask in English? I get so tired of it, it's so superfluous. Why do +they do it?" + +He reflected. + +"It is polite," he said, after a moment. "I ask you, 'Do I bore you?' +and then I ask you, 'Do I?'" + +"But why do you think that it is polite to ask me twice?" + +He reflected again, and then replied: + +"You are equally droll in English; you are even more droll in English, I +think. You say, 'You will go to walk, will you not?' and the 'not' makes +no sense at all." + +It was her turn to reflect, and be forced to acquiesce. + +"Yes, that is true." + +"And anyway," he went on, "it is polite for me to ask you twice +anything, because that shows that I am twice anxious to please you." + +"So!" + +"Yes;" he took a violet from the bowl at his side and began to unclose +its petals. "Why did he say that?" he asked, suddenly raising his eyes +from the flower to her. + +"He! who?" + +"Our friend." + +"Why did he say what?" + +"Why did he say that I was stupid? I have never been but nice to him." + +She looked startled. + +"He never said that you were stupid." + +"You said that he told you that I was stupid." + +"No, I did not. I said that he warned me that--" + +"Oh, it matters not," he broke in, shrugging his shoulders slightly, +"_ca ne me fait rien_. What he may think of me matters me not at all. +_Pauvre garcon_, he is so most uninteresting himself that I cannot +expect interest from him. _Ecoutez-donc!_ for him nothing exists but +golf; for him where golf is there is something, elsewhere there is +nothing anywhere. What did he say to me of Paris? he said that for him +Paris was nothing, because no one plays golf; he said he could throw a +dog all over the grounds any morning. I did not ask him what dog, or why +a dog, for I thought it was not truly a dog, but just his bad American +_argot_; and, if I must speak truth, pardon me that I find it very good +that so stupid a fellow finds me dull. If he found me amusing, I should +naturally know that I, too, must be a fool." + +He put the violet to his lips and smiled a little. + +"He speaks but English," he added; "he knows but golf, he has been +around the world and has seen nothing. I am quite content to have such a +man despise me." + +Then he was silent, biting the purple flower. Rosina rested her chin +upon her hand. + +"Please go on," she said briefly, "I am listening." + +He looked at her and smiled. + +"I do like Americans," he went on, "and I see that all the women have +small waists, and do not grow so large so soon, but I do not see why +they do not learn many things and so become much more nice; why, for +example, are they so ignorant of all the world and think their own +country alone fine?" + +"Are we so?" + +"Yes, of a truth. Because I speak English I meet very many of America, +and they always want to talk, so naturally I must listen, because no one +can arrive at speaking louder surely. And so I must always hear how good +the light is in America, and how warm the houses are in America, and how +high the buildings are in America, and how much everything has +cost--always how much everything has cost; that is always very +faithfully told to me. And while I listen I must feel how very narrow to +so speak is. And afterwards when I go on to hear how very poor the light +is here, and how very cold the hotels are here, I certainly must feel +how very ill-bred that is." + +He paused to get a fresh violet, and then continued: + +"I see no possible beauty for a place of four walls fifty _metres_ high; +and there can be no health where all is so hot night and day; and so I +only listen and am content to be counted so stupid. Why do you go to +Zurich Monday?" + +The question terminated his monologue with such suddenness that she +started involuntarily. + +"Why do you ask?" + +"Naturally because I want to know." + +"I go because I am anxious to be out of Switzerland before the first of +July." + +"But Switzerland is very nice in July." + +"I know; and it is also very crowded." + +"Where shall you be in July?" + +"I am not sure; probably in the Tyrol." + +He got up from his seat, went to the chimney-piece, lifted up a vase and +turned it about in his hand with a critical air. Then he faced her again +and said, with emphasis: + +"I shall remain here all summer." + +"In Lucerne?" + +"Yes; not perhaps always at the hotel, but somewhere on the lake. I am +born here." + +"You are Swiss, then?" + +"Yes; if I am Swiss because I am born here." + +"Were you born in Lucerne?" + +"No, but at a place which my father had then by Fluellen. It is for that +that I love the Vierwaldstattersee." + +"I wish that I had been born here," Rosina murmured thoughtfully. + +"Where are you born?" + +"In the fourth house of a row of sixteen, all just alike." + +"How most American!" + +She laughed a little. + +"I amuse you?" he asked, with a look of pleased non-understanding. + +"Oh, so very much!" + +He came a little forward and smiled down at her. + +"We are really friends, are we not?" + +She looked into his big, earnest eyes. + +"I think so," she answered simply, with a little nod. + +He moved slowly across the room and, going to the window, turned his +back upon her. + +"It is cooler out now, let us go out and walk. I like to walk, and you +do too, do you not? yes?" + +"Oh, _please_ stop saying 'yes' like that, it makes me so horribly +nervous." + +He continued to look out of the window. + +"Are you nervous?" he said. "I am sorry, because it is very bad to be +nervous." + +"I shall not be so if you will only cease tacking that 'yes' on to the +end of every question that you find occasion to ask me." + +"What is 'tacking'?" he asked, whirling around. + +"Attaching." + +"Why did you not pronounce it plainly the first time?" + +She rose slowly from her seat and retouched the violets where he had +disturbed their carefully arranged disorder. He quitted the window and +approached her side. + +"I asked you to go out with me," he reminded her; "will you go? Yes?--I +mean 'No'?" he added in hasty correction. + +She bent above the flowers, just to see what he _would_ say next. + +"Can you go to walk so," he inquired, "or shall I go down and wait while +you undress?" + +She straightened up. + +"I can go out this way," she told him; "I have only to get my hat." + +"And you will go now?" + +"Yes, with pleasure." + +"Is it long to get a hat? I will go down to wait for you, you know." + +"It is five minutes." + +"Is it really five minutes?" he asked anxiously; "or shall I be there +very much longer?" + +"If I say five minutes it will be five minutes." + +He took his hat and cane in his left hand and extended the other to her +with a smile. + +"I will go and wait," he said. + +She gave him her hand; he held it a minute, looking down into her eyes, +which wavered and fell before his. + +"_Comme vous etes charmante!_" he exclaimed in a low voice, and, +bending, pressed a kiss (a most fervent one this time) upon the fingers +which he raised within his own. + +After which he left the room at once. + +Rosina caught a quick breath as she went in to where her maid sat +mending some lace. + +"Get my things, Ottillie, I am going out." + +"What a beautiful color madame has," Ottillie remarked, as she rose +hastily and went towards the wardrobe. + +Rosina looked at herself in the mirror. She was forced to smile at what +she saw there, for the best cosmetic in the wide world is the knowledge +that the right person is waiting downstairs. + +"Do hurry, Ottillie," she said impatiently, "and get me out a pretty, a +_very_ pretty, hat; do you hear?" + +And then she felt with a glorious rush of joy how more than good life is +when June is fair, and one is young, and-- + +"Where shall we walk?" he asked, when she came down to him. + +"On the Quai, of course. No one ever walks anywhere else." + +"I do often, and we did this morning," he replied, as they passed out +through the maze of tables and orange-trees that covered the terrace +before the hotel. + +"I should have said 'no one who is anybody.'" + +He looked at her, a sadly puzzled trouble in his eyes. + +"Is it a joke you make there," he asked, "or but your _argot_?" + +"I don't know," she said, unfurling her parasol; "the question that I am +putting to myself just now is, why did not you raise this for me instead +of allowing me to do it for myself?" + +He looked at her fixedly. + +"Why should I do so? or is _that_ a joke?" + +"No, I asked that in dead earnest." + +"In dead--in dead--" he stammered hopelessly; "oh," he exclaimed, +"perhaps it is that I am really stupid, after all." + +"No, no," she laughed; "it is I that am behaving badly. It amuses me to +tease you by using words that you do not understand." + +"But that is not very nice of you," he said, smiling. "Why do you want +to tease me?" + +"I don't know, but I do." + +He laughed lightly. + +"We amuse ourselves together, _n'est-ce pas_?" he asked. "It is like +children to laugh and not know why. I find such pleasure very pleasant. +One cannot be always wise--above all, with a woman." + +"I do not want to be wise," she said, as they joined the promenading +crowd; "I much prefer to have my clothes fit well." + +Then he laughed outright. + +"_Vous etes si drole!_" he said apologetically. + +"Oh, I don't mind your laughing," she said, "but I do wish that you +would walk on the other side." + +"The other side of the street?" he asked, with surprise. + +"No, no; the other side of me." + +"Why should I not be on this side as well as on that?" + +"Because that's the wrong one to be on." + +"It is not! I am on the very right place." + +"No; you should be between the lady and the street." + +"Why?" he demanded, as he raised his hat to some one. + +"To protect her--me." + +"To protect you how? Nothing will come up out of the lake to hurt you." +Then he raised his hat to some people that she bowed to. + +"It isn't that, it is that the outside is where the man should walk. +It's the custom. It's his proper place." + +"No, it is not. I am proper where I am; I would be improper if I was +over there." + +"In America men always walk on the outside." + +"But we are not in America, we are in Lucerne, and that is Europe, and +for Europe I am right. _Mon Dieu_, do you think that I do not know!" + +Rosina shrugged her shoulders. + +"I am really distressed when we meet any Americans, because I am sure +that they think that you have not been well brought up." + +Von Ibn shrugged _his_ shoulders. + +"There are not many Americans here to think anything," he said +carelessly, "and all the Europeans whom we meet know that I am well +brought up whichever side I may choose to walk upon." He bowed again to +some carriage people. + +She trailed her pace a little and then paused; he was such a temptation +that she could not resist. + +"I do wish," she said earnestly, "that to please me you would do as I +ask you, just this once!" + +He stopped short and stared first at her and then at the lake. + +"I wonder," he said slowly,--"I wonder if we are to be together ever +after these days?" + +"Why do you wonder that? Would you rather never see me again than do +something to please me?" + +"No, no," he said hastily, a little shock in his tone, "but you must +understand that if we are to be much together I cannot begin with the +making of my obedience to suit you. And yet, if it is but for these two +days, I can very well do whatever you may wish." + +He moved out of the line so as to think maturely upon such a weighty +matter. She covered her real interest in his meditations with an +excellent assumption of interest in the superb view before her. The Rigi +was towering there, and its crest and the crests of all its lofty +neighbors were brightly silvered by the descending sun. From Pilatus on +the right, away to the green banks of Weggis and Vitznau on the left, +the lake spread in blue and bronze, and by the opposite shore the +water's calm was such that a ghostly Lucerne of the under-world lay +upside down just beneath its level, and mocked reality above by the +perfection of detail. Little bright-sailed boats danced here and there, +a large steamer was gliding into the landing by the Gare, and the music +from a band aboard came floating to their ears. + +That little gray mother-duck who raises so many families under the +shelter of the Schweizerhof Quai presently noticed these two silent +people, and, suspecting them of possessing superfluous bread, came +hastily paddling to the feast. It made Rosina feel badly to see the +patient little creature wait there below; but she was breadless, and +could only muse over the curious similarity of a woman's lot with a +hungry duck's, until the duck gave up in despair and paddled off, +leaving a possible lesson in her wake. + +"Oh dear!" she exclaimed then, "I'm going to Zurich Monday, and you're +going to stay here all summer; we shall never meet again, so what is the +use of thinking so long over nothing!" + +Then he put his hand up, gave his moustache ends a twist, and turned to +walk on. He was still on the same side, and there was a sort of +emphasis about his being there which made her want to laugh, even while +she recognized the fact that the under-current of the minute was a +strong one--stronger perhaps than she was understanding just then. + +"You don't feel altogether positive as to your summer plans, I see?" she +queried, with a little glance of fun. + +"I never am positive," he said, almost grimly. "I will never bind myself +even by a thread. I must go free; no one must think to hold me." + +"I'm sure I don't want to hold you," she laughed; "I think you are +dreadfully rude, but of course you can do what you please." + +"You find me rude?" he asked soberly. + +"Yes, indeed, I think you are very rude. Here we are still on the first +day of our acquaintance, and you refuse absolutely to grant me such a +trifling request." + +They had continued to follow the stone dalles of the embankment and were +now near the end of the Quai; he stopped short again, and again stared +at the mountains. + +"Ask me what you will," he said, after a moment's pause, "and you shall +have it; but to that first most absurd asking I shall always refuse." + +Her eyes began to dance. + +"If I asked you to buy me an automobile!" she ventured. + +He glanced at her quickly. + +"Do you ask me for an automobile?" he demanded. + +Her eyes wandered towards a certain shop on the other side of the +carriage way. + +"If I asked you for that necklace in the window there!" + +He raised his shoulders slightly. + +"Ladies prefer to buy their own necklaces," he said briefly. + +She gave him a furtive look out of the corner of her eye. + +"Monsieur, suppose I beg you to take me back to the hotel and henceforth +never speak to me!" + +He did not appear in the slightest degree alarmed. Instead he put his +hand beneath her arm and turned her for another round of promenade. + +"I think the automobile will be best," he said tranquilly. "I will find +you a good chauffeur, and you can go to Zurich on its wheels." + +"I only said 'if,' you know," she murmured. + +"Yes, I know," he replied; "but an automobile is always useful." He +thought a moment and then added, "About how much will you choose to pay +for it?" + +In spite of herself she started and stared at him. He met her eyes with +a smile of mockery; Its innuendo was unbearable. + +"You know very well," she burst forth impetuously, "that I would never +have thought of really accepting an automobile from you!" + +Then he laughed again with fresh amusement. + +"_Comme madame se fache!_" he cried, "it is most droll! All that I may +say you will believe." + +"I find you very exasperating," Rosina exclaimed, her cheeks becoming +hotly pink; "you amuse yourself in a way that transcends politeness. I +honestly think that you are very rude indeed, and I _am_ in earnest +now." + +He made a careless movement with his head. + +"Would you have preferred that I should believe you really expect of me +an automobile?" he asked. + +"You could not possibly have thought that anyhow, and so why should you +have spoken as if you were afraid lest I might have meant it?" + +He rapped on a tree with his cane as he passed it. + +"'Might,' and 'would,' and 'should,'" he said placidly, "those are the +hardest words for a stranger to learn correctly." + +She felt her temper slipping its anchor. + +"Probably when your tutor endeavored to teach you their difference you +feared that yielding to his way might be sacrificing your independence, +and so you refused to consider his instruction." + +He struck another tree with his cane. + +"When you talk so fast and use such great words I cannot understand at +all," he said calmly. + +Then she fairly choked. + +"Are you quite really angry?" he asked with curiosity. She turned her +face away and kept it averted. + +"Let us go into the cafe of the Nationale and dine," he proposed +suddenly. + +"No," she said quickly,--"no, I must go home at once. I have a dinner +engagement, and I must change my dress before I go." + +"Then I shall not see you this evening?" + +"No" (very bitterly); "what a pity that will be!" + +"But to-morrow?" + +"I am going with a party to the Gutsch." + +"But that will not be all day?" + +"Perhaps." + +He hesitated in his step, and then came to a full stop. + +"Let us go up this little street," he suggested. "I was there yesterday; +it is interesting really." + +She continued to walk on alone and he was obliged to rejoin her; then he +glanced downward somewhat anxiously. + +"We cannot speak here," he said in a low tone, "we know so many people +that come against us each minute. Do walk with me up to the church +there, we cannot go to the hotel like this." + +It is true that the Quai at Lucerne has a trick of slipping away beneath +one's feet to the end that the hotel is forever springing up in one's +face. At this moment it loomed disagreeably close at hand. + +"If you want to walk farther, monsieur, you will have to walk alone; I +am going home." + +For answer he took her arm firmly in his and turned her across towards +the church street. Well-bred people do not have scenes on the +Schweizerhof Quai, so Rosina went where she was steered by the iron grip +on her elbow. + +The instant that they were out of the crowd his manner and voice altered +materially. + +"You must forgive me," he pleaded. "I thought that you understood; I +thought that we were together amused; it was against my intention to +offend you." + +She stopped and looked at a window full of carved bears and lions; +various expressions contended in her face, but none of them were soft +or sweet. + +"You pardon me, do you not?" he went on, laying his fingers upon her +arm, while beneath his heavy eyelids there crept a look which his family +would have regarded as too good to be true. + +She shook the hand off quickly with an apprehensive glance at their +surroundings. + +"I ask you ten thousand pardons," he repeated; "what can I do to make +you know my feeling is true?" + +She bit her lip, and then a sudden thought occurred to her. Her anger +took wings at once. + +"Will you walk back to the hotel on the outside," she asked seriously, +looking up into his face. + +He gave a quick movement of surprise, and then made his customary pause +for decision. + +"How drolly odd women are," he murmured presently, "and you are so very +oddly droll!" + +"But will you do it?" she repeated insistently. + +He took his cane and drew a line in the dust between two of the cement +blocks of the sidewalk, and then he lifted his eyes to hers with a smile +so sweet and bright, so liquidly warm and winning, that it metamorphosed +him for the nonce into a rarely handsome man. + +Few women are proof against such smiles, or the men who can produce them +at will, and the remnants of Rosina's wrath faded completely as she saw +its dawning. It seemed futile to try to be cross with any one who had +such magic in his face, and so she returned the glance in kind. + +"And you will walk home on the outside, will you not?" she asked, quite +secure as to his answer now. + +He laughed lightly and turned to continue on their way. + +"Of a surety not," he said; "but we will be from now on very +_sympathique_, and never so foolishly dispute once more." + + * * * * * + +At the dinner-party that evening was the young American who was engaged +to the girl at Smith College. + +"I saw you walking with Von Ibn this afternoon," he said to Rosina as +they chanced together during the coffee-and-cigarette period. + +"Where?" she asked. "I don't remember seeing you anywhere." + +"No; he appeared to engross you pretty thoroughly. I feel that I ought +to warn you." + +"What about?" + +"He isn't a bit popular." + +"Poor man!" + +"None of the men ever have anything to do with him; you never see him +with any one, and it's odd, because he talks English awfully well." + +"What do you suppose they have against him?" + +"Oh, nothing in particular, I guess, only they don't like him. He isn't +interesting to any one." + +"Oh, there I beg to differ with you," she said quickly; "I saw him speak +to some one to-day who I am sure found him very interesting indeed." + +"Who was it?" + +"Myself." + + + + +Chapter Four + + +"Have you ever thought what is love and what is passion?" + +It was the man who spoke as they leaned against the rail of that +afternoon steamer which is scheduled to make port at the Quai by seven +o'clock, at the Gare by seven-ten. + +Rosina simply shook her head. + +"I am going to tell you that," he said, turning his dark gaze down upon +the shadows in the wake behind them; "we part perhaps this night, and I +have a fancy to talk of just that. Perhaps it will come that we never +meet again, but when you love you will think of what I have say." + +"I never shall love," she said thoughtfully. + +He did not appear to hear her at all. + +"It is as this," he said, his eyes glowing into the tossing foam below: +"many may love, and there may be very many loves; very few can know a +passion, and they can know but one. You may love, and have it for one +that is quite of another rank or all of another world, but one has a +passion only for what one may hope for one's own. Love, that is a +feeling, a something of the heart,"--he touched his bosom as he spoke +but never raised his eyes,--"what I may have known,--or you. But +passion, that is only half a feeling, and the other half must be in some +other, or if it be not there it must be of a force put there, because +with passion there _must_ be two, and one _must_ find the other and +possess the other; that other heart must be, and must be won, and be +your own, and be your own all alone." He paused a moment and took out +his cigarette case, and contemplated it and put it back. She leaned on +the rail and listened, undisturbed by the strength of his speech. In the +few short hours of their acquaintance the breadth of mutual +comprehension between them seemed to be widening at a ratio similar to +the circles spread by a stone striking still water. + +"I am going to speak to you in my tongue," he went on presently, "I am +going to explain what I say with my music. Will you think to +understand?" + +"I will try," she told him simply. + +"It is so easy there," he said; "I think if I had but my violin I could +tell you all things. Because in music is all things. You must have feel +that yourself. Only I fear you must smile at my language--it is not so +easy to place your soul on a strange tongue." + +"I shall not smile," she reassured him, "I am deeply interested." + +"That is good of you," he replied, raising his head to cast a briefly +grateful glance at her, "if you may only really understand! For, just as +there are all colors for the painter to use, so are there all of the +same within music. There is from darkness far below the under bass to +the dazzle of sun in the high over the treble, and in between there are +gray, and rose, and rain, and twilight, so that with my bow I may make +you all a sad picture between the clefs or a gay one of flowers blooming +from G to upper C. And there is heat and cold there too,--one gasps in +the F flat down low and one shivers at the needle frost above high C. +And there are all feelings too. I may sing you to sleep, I may thunder +you awake, I may even steal your heart forever while you think to only +listen in pleasure." + +"Not my heart," said Rosina decidedly. + +"Ah, now it reminds me what I have begin to tell you," he +exclaimed,--"of love and of passion. I must get some music and teach you +that. Do you know the 'Souvenir' of Vieuxtemps?" he asked her abruptly. + +"The 'Souvenir d'Amerique'?" + +"No, no," he said impatiently, "not one of those. 'Le Souvenir' it is. +Not of anything. Just alone. If we were only to be of some together I +would teach it to you; I have never teach any one, but I would trouble +me to teach you that." + +Then he paused and, producing his _etui_ for the second time, lit a +cigarette. + +"It is like this," he went on, staring again upon the now rapidly +darkening waters, "you may learn all that I have begin to tell you there +in that one piece of music. There is love singing up and up in the +treble, and one listens and finds that nothing may be sweeter or of more +beauty, and then, most sudden and terrible there sounds there, below, a +cry, 'E,--F,--F sharp,--G;' and it is not a cry, rather a scream, +strength, force,--a Must made of the music,--and one perceives of a +lightning flash that all the love was but the background of the passion +of that cry of those four notes; and one listens, one trembles, one +feels that they were to come before they are there, and when they have +come, one can but shake and know their force." He stopped and took his +cigarette from between his lips. "_Mon Dieu_," he cried violently, "of +what was the composer thinking when he beat out those bars? When you +shall play them you shall take only your forefinger and draw all your +strength within it, and when the notes shriek in pain you shall have one +secret of passion there beneath your hand." + +He spoke with such force,--such a tremendous force of feeling, that her +face betrayed her wonder. + +"I frighten you,--yes?" he asked with a smile of reassurance; "oh, that +must not be. I only speak so because I will that you know too. It is +good to know. Many go to the end and never know but love and are very +well content, but I think you will know more. I did love myself once. +She was never mine, and the time is gone, and I have thought to suffer +much forever, and then I have stop to suffer, and now I am all forget. +But," he flung his cigarette to the waves, and for the first time during +his monologue turned squarely towards her, "but if I have a passion come +to me _now_, _that_ woman shall be mine! If I die for it she shall be +mine. Because what I feel shall be so strong that she shall of force +feel it too. Every day, every night, every hour, the need of me will go +to her strongly and make her weaker, and weaker, and weaker, until she +have no choice but of the being all mine. And so you are quite decided +to go to Zurich to-morrow?" + +He brought forth the question in such sudden change of subject that she +started involuntarily. But then relief at the descent into the +commonplace came on her and she replied: + +"Yes, I want to go there to-morrow." + +"But why do you not want to on Tuesday--or next week?" + +"My friend is there," she reminded him. + +His brow clouded, and she knew the reason why. + +"You are so typically European," she laughed; "I do believe that +humanity over here has only two bases of action, and they are governed +by '_Cherchez la femme_' and '_Cherchez l'homme_.'" + +"_Mais c'est vrai, ca!_" he said doggedly. + +"Not always," she replied; "or perhaps not always in the usual sense. It +is true that I am going to Zurich to meet some one, but it is so very +innocent when a woman goes '_cherchant la femme_,' and, as I told you +before, it is a woman that I go to meet, or, rather, it is a girl." + +"Are you sure?" he asked suspiciously. + +"You don't believe my word yet, do you?" + +"I did not say that." + +"No, but really you do not." + +He gave a slight shrug. + +"My friend is an Irish girl," Rosina went on placidly. "I do love her +so. We shall have such a good time being together next week." + +"You are sure that she is not English?" the man asked, with a little +touch of sarcasm in his inflection. + +"If you could hear her speak you could tell that from her accent." + +Von Ibn took out his case and lit another cigarette. + +"What hotel do you go at in Zurich?" he asked presently. + +"I shall go wherever my friend is." + +"Where is she?" + +"I don't know; I write her _Poste Restante_. She has been travelling for +a long time with a Russian friend,--a lady," she added, with a jerk. + +"I hope you will go to the Victoria," Von Ibn said slowly; "that is +where I always have stay in Zurich." + +"So that we may have our dining-room souvenir in common, I suppose?" + +"It is a very nice place," he cried hotly; "it is not at all common! It +is one of the best hotels in Zurich." + +She hastily interposed an explanation of the error in his comprehension +of her meaning, and by the time that he understood, the lights of +Lucerne were hazing the darkness, while the Rigi and Pilate had each +hung out their rope ladder of stars. + +"What time do you travel in the morning?" he asked then, turning his +eyes downward upon her face. + +"By the first express; it goes, I believe, about eight o'clock." + +"I shall not be awake," he said gloomily. + +"I shall not be, either; but Ottillie will get me aboard somehow." + +"If it was noon that you go, I should certainly come to the Gare," he +said thoughtfully; then he reflected for a short space, and added +eagerly, "why do you not go later, and make an excursion by Zug; it is +just on your way, and a so interesting journey." + +"I know Zug, and the lake too; I've coached all through there." + +"Then it would not again interest you?" + +"No; I want to go straight to Molly as fast as I can." + +"To Molli! Where is that? You said to Zurich you went." + +She laughed and explained. + +"Molly is the name of my girl friend." + +"Ah, truly." + +Then he was silent, and she was silent, and the lights of Lucerne +continued to draw nearer and nearer. + +"I wonder if I shall really never see you again," he said, after a long +interval. + +"I wonder." + +"It is very unlikely that we shall ever meet again." + +"Very." + +In spite of herself her voice sounded dry. + +"Where is your bank address?" + +"Deutsches-Filiale, Munich, while I am in this part of the world. But +why? Were you thinking of writing me weekly?" + +"Oh, no," he said hastily, "but I might send you a _carte-postale_ +sometimes, if you liked." + +She felt obliged to laugh. + +"Would you send a colored one, or just one of the regular _dix-centime_ +kind," she inquired with interest. + +Von Ibn contemplated her curiously. + +"You have such a pretty mouth!" he murmured. + +She laughed afresh. + +"But with the stamp it is fifteen _centimes_ anyway," he continued. + +"Stamp, what stamp? Oh, yes, the postal card," she nodded; and then, "I +never really expect to see you again, but I'm glad, very glad that I met +you, because you have interested and amused me so much." + +"American men are so very stupid, are they not?" he said +sympathetically. + +"No, indeed," she cried indignantly; "American men are charming, and +they always rise and give their seats to women in the trams, which the +men here never think of doing." + +"You need not speak to me so hotly," said Von Ibn, "I always take a +cab." + +The ending of his remark was sufficiently unexpected to cause a short +break in the conversation; then Rosina went on: + +"I saw a man do a very gallant thing once, he hurried to carry a poor +old woman's big bundle of washing for her because the tram stopped in +the wrong place and she would have so far to take it. Wasn't that royal +in him?" + +He did not appear impressed. + +"Does that man take the broom and sweep a little for the street-cleaner +when he meets her?" he asked, after a brief period for reflection. + +"We do not have women street-cleaners in America." + +Then he yawned, with no attempt at disguise. She felt piqued at such an +open display of ennui, and turned from him to the now brilliant shore +past which they were gliding. + +After a minute or two he took out his note-book and pencil. + +"Deutsches-Filiale, Munich, you said, did you not?" + +She nodded. + +"Can you write my name?" he asked. + +"If strict necessity should drive me to it." + +"Write it here, please." + +He held the book upon the rail and she obeyed the request. Afterwards he +held the page to the light until he was apparently thoroughly assured of +some doubtful point, and then put it back in his pocket. + +"I shall send you a card _Poste Restante_ at Zurich," he announced, as +the lights of Lucerne blazed up close beside them. + +"Be sure that you spell my name right." + +"Yes," he said, taking out his note-book again; "it is like this, _n'est +ce pas_?" and he wrote, and then showed her the result. + +"Yes, that's it," she assented. + +He continued to regard his book with deep attention. + +"It exasperates me to have my name spelled wrong," she went on; "doesn't +it you?" + +"Yes," he said; "it is for that that I look in my book." + +She came close and looked at what she had written,--"Von Ebn." + +"Isn't that right?" she asked in surprise. + +"It is your English E, but not my letter." + +"How do you spell your name?" + +"I-b-n." + +"Oh!" + +She laughed, and he laughed with her. + +"That was very stupid in me," she exclaimed. + +"Yes," he replied, with one of his rare smiles; "but I would have said +nothing, only that at the _Poste Restante_ I shall lose all my letters +from you." + +"All! what leads you to suppose that there would ever be any?" + +He turned and looked steadily at her, his eyes widely earnest. + +"What, not even a post card?" + +Rosina forgave the yawn, or perhaps she had forgotten it. + +"Do you really want to hear from me again?" + +"Yes, really." + +"Shall you remember me after I am gone?" + +"_Naturlich._" + +"For how long?" + +At that he shrugged his shoulders. Down below they were making ready for +the landing. + +"Who can say?" he answered at last. + +"At least, monsieur, you are frank." + +"I am always frank." + +"Is that always best?" + +"I think so." + +People were beginning to move towards the staircase. Below, the man +stood ready to fling the rope. + +"Let us go to the other landing and walk back across the stone bridge," +he suggested. + +"There is not time; it is quite seven o'clock now." + +"But I shall not again be with you, and there is something that I must +say." + +"You must say it here, then." + +The rope was thrown and caught, and every one aboard received the +violent jolt that attends some boat-landings. Rosina was thrown against +her companion and he was thrown against the stair-rail. + +"Can you hear if I speak now," he whispered. + +"Yes." + +"You will see that I really interest myself in you." + +Just then some one in front trod on a dog, which yelped violently for +three minutes; for a brief space speech was impossible, and then they +were on the gang-plank, and he bent above her once more. + +"I want to ask you something; will you do it if I ask you?" + +"What is it?" + +"Will you promise me to do it?" + +They were now squeezing past the ticket _kiosque_. + +"But what is it?" + +"It is this--" + +A man behind stepped on Rosina's skirt and nearly pulled her over +backward; something ripped violently and she gave a low cry. The man +said, "_Mille pardons_," and Von Ibn looked ready to murder him. + +"Are you undone?" he asked her solicitously. + +"No, I'm only badly torn." + +"Do you want a pin?" + +"Yes; have you one?" + +"_Malheureusement que non._" + +"I think that I can hold it up," she said bravely. + +"It is unpardonable--a such man!" + +He turned to scowl again at the offender. They were now in the +Promenade. + +"He couldn't see in the dark, I suppose," she murmured. + +"But why was he come so near? If it was I who had torn from being too +near, that would be quite different." + +"If you don't take care it will be exactly the same thing." + +He laughed, and gave way three inches. + +"You have not yet promise," he said then. + +"Promised what?" + +"To do what I ask." + +"Tell me what it is; if I can do it I will." + +He took her arm to cross towards the hotel. + +"You can do it if you will," he said; "it is this--" + +The Schweizerhof shone before them, great and white and sparkling; every +window was lighted, every table on the terrace was full. Rosina +quickened her steps. + +"Oh, I'm so late," she cried, "and I have _such_ a toilette to make!" + +Von Ibn had his hand upon her arm still. + +"It is this," he said emphatically, "promise me that you will go to the +Victoria Hotel at Zurich; yes?" + + * * * * * + +Later in her own room, as Ottillie dressed her hair, she closed her eyes +and tried to reduce her thoughts to a rational basis. But she gave up in +despair. + +"From the 'Souvenir' to the Victoria," she murmured; "oh, he is most +certainly a genius!" then she sighed a little. "I'm sorry that we shall +probably never meet again," she added sadly. + + + + +Chapter Five + + +Rosina fairly flung herself off of the train and into the arms of Molly, +and then and there they kissed one another with the warmth born of a +long interval apart. + +"Well, my dear," began the Irish girl, when they found themselves five +minutes later being rolled away in one of the villainous Zurich cabs, +"begin away back in the early days of our sad separation and tell me +everything that has happened to you since." + +"Not much has happened," Rosina replied. "I crossed in May and got some +clothes in Paris, and then came Lucerne, and this is June. Before I came +over _nothing_ happened. How could things happen while I had to wear a +crape veil?" + +"To be sure!" said Molly wisely; "and yet they do sometimes,--I know it +for a fact. And anyway the veil is off now, and you look so well that I +should think perhaps--lately?" + +"Oh, _dear_, no," said Rosina, turning quickly scarlet; "don't harbor +such an idea for a second. Nothing of that sort will ever happen to me +again. A burnt child dreads the fire, and I can assure you I'm cinders +to the last atom. But never mind me, tell me about yourself. That is +much more interesting." + +"'About myself is it you're inquiring'?" laughed the Irish girl; "'tis +easy told. Last winter, like a fool, I engaged myself to a sweet young +Russian colonel, and this spring he died--" + +"Oh, Molly!" + +"Never mind, my dear, because I can assure you that _I_ didn't. Russians +are so furiously made up that he couldn't stand any of the other men +that I was engaged to. My life was too broad a burden in consequence, +and I was well satisfied at his funeral." + +"Is it his mother that you are travelling with?" + +"His mother! No, dear, I can't stand any of the family now." + +"Whose mother is she?" + +"She isn't anybody's mother. That's how she can be sixty-five and look +forty-two by gaslight." + +"Does she look forty-two by gaslight? Oh, imagine looking forty-two by +gaslight!" + +"By men's gaslight she looks forty-two. Any woman could just +instinctively see through everything from her wig to her waist, and +that's why she has grown to hate me so." + +"Does she hate you?" + +"Hate me! Well, wait until you see her look at me. It's a sort of cross +between a mud-turtle and a basilisk, and she's forever telling my age +and telling it wrong. And she lays for every man that comes near me." + +"Why, Molly, how awful!" + +"I'm going slowly mad. You've no idea! she's so jealous that life is not +only a burden, it's a weight that's smashing me flatter every day. I'm +getting a gray hair and a wrinkle, and all because of her. And she wrote +Ivan--" + +"Who's Ivan?" + +"He's one of the men that I've accepted lately; he's her cousin. He's a +prince and she's a princess; but oh, my soul and body, my head is uneasy +enough with lying and I've ceased to care a bit about the crown." + +"Why, Molly, wouldn't you like to be a princess?" + +"Not after this trip. Do you know what straits she's driven me to? +actually I came near taking a Turk at Trieste." + +"Did you?" + +"No, I didn't. I thought it over and I decided I wasn't built for the +monopoly of a harem." + +Rosina burst out laughing. + +"Molly," she gasped, "imagine _you_ confined to only one man, and he +your lord and master!" + +"I couldn't possibly imagine it, and I make it a point to never go in +for anything that I can't imagine. But, my dear, I must tell you the +great news. Being engaged is an old habit with me; but" (she put her +hand to her throat and felt within her high stock) "you must know that I +am now actually in love, for the first time in my life, too." + +"Oh, Molly, since when?" + +"Three weeks. Wait till I fish up my locket and you shall see him. +Handsome is nowhere! And our meeting was _so_ romantic. I was lying on +the bottom of a boat waiting to be paddled into the Blue Grotto, and at +the last minute a stranger came, and they laid him down at my feet. When +we got into the grotto, of course we stood up; and it was lucky we did, +for we fell in love directly, and of course we couldn't have fallen +unless we were standing." + +"Oh, Molly, who is he? do show me the picture." + +"That's what I'm trying to do, but I think the clasp has hooked on to +Captain Douglas' locket,--you remember Captain Douglas!--I can't pull it +anyway. Never mind, I'll show you to-night." + +"Is he English?" + +"English, no; he's Italian. Such eyes you never saw. They're warmer than +white porcelain tile stoves in early autumn. And he belongs to the +Queen-mother's regiment, and wears the most resplendent uniform and a +gray cape that he just carelessly sweeps across his chest and up over +the other shoulder--ah!" + +Molly stopped to draw a deep breath and sigh. + +"Where is he stationed?" her friend inquired. + +"Rome; and he hasn't a cent beyond his pay, so we can't think of any +future which makes him _so_ blue." + +"Poor fellow! do you consider yourself engaged to him?" + +"Of course I'm engaged to him. He came a whole day's journey to propose. +You don't suppose I'd say 'no' to a chap who was awfully hard up, and +then took a long, expensive trip just on my account! Besides, I'm most +desperately in love with him, and he is the kind of man who couldn't +come to time any other way. He is a most awfully good sort--the sort +that believe in everything. Why, he has such a high opinion of me that +it's almost depressing at times. I can't live up to a high opinion; it's +all I can do to keep above a low one." + +"But how will it come out, Molly?" + +"It won't come out at all unless you tell it. No one else knows. He +_can't_ say anything without compromising himself, and I'm not likely to +let it out unless I some day pull up the wrong locket by accident." + +"But don't it trouble you?" + +"Trouble me! Why should it trouble me? It's that old Russian woman who +troubles me. I'd be idiotic to add to my miseries by thinking up any +other torments while I'm around with her. Here we are at the +Quai,--that's the hotel yonder. And I've talked one continuous stream +ever since we left the Gare and you've never said a word. Begin right +off and tell me something about yourself. Who have you met since you +came over in May? Of course you've met _some one_. Who?" + +"An old French marquis," Rosina told her thoughtfully. + +"And no one else?" + +"Oh, yes, of course there were loads of others. But this was such a dear +old gentleman, when he kissed my hand--well, really, I almost felt like +a princess." + +"But not like a marchioness?" + +"Oh, dear no! I wouldn't think of undertaking the gout before I'm +thirty." + +"The Lord preserve me from dear old men!" Molly ejaculated with fervor. +"Why, I had a baron propose to me last winter; he was actually so shaky +that his valet was always in attendance to stand him up and sit him +down. While he was pouring out his remnant of a heart I kept expecting +to see the valet come running in to throw him at my knees. He was over +eighty and awfully rich, but that servant of his was too careful and +conscientious for me to dare risk it,--a man like that with devoted +attention and plenty of rare beef might live ten years, you know,--so I +told him 'no,' and the valet came in and stood him up and led him away." + +The cab coming to a standstill before the hotel just at this moment, the +two young women were forced to interrupt their conversation, and +undertake the arduous labor of preparing for _dejeuner_. Ottillie was +just laying out the contents of the travelling toilet-case when her +mistress came in to be dressed, and it was quite two hours later before +any opportunity presented itself for renewing their talk. Then Molly +came into the salon of the blue-and-white suite which the friends +shared, and they curled up together on the divan, prepared to spend one +of those infinitely delightful hours which are only known to two +thoroughly congenial women who have had the rare luck of chancing to +know one another well. + +Molly began by winding her arm about her friend's shoulders and kissing +her warmly. + +"'Tis like Paradise to be with you instead of that fussy old woman," she +said warmly; "now go on with what you were telling me in the +carriage,--the marquis, you know." + +"There isn't any more to tell you about him, he's all over, but I'll +tell you about some one else, if you'll be good." + +"I'll be good. Who, and where, and which, and what is the other?" + +"I haven't any faith in you, I'm afraid you will tease me." + +"Did I ever tease you before?" + +"I was married then and I didn't mind. I feel differently now." + +"I promise not to tease you one bit. Where did you meet him?" + +"In Lucerne." + +"What's his name? I know a lot of people who are in Lucerne just now. +Perhaps I know him." + +"I wish that you did know him." + +"Tell me his name." + +"It's the composer, Herr von Ibn." + +Molly screamed with joy. + +"Oh, my dear, what luck you do have! Did he play for you? Have you heard +any of his things?" + +"No, unfortunately. You see I only met him on Saturday, and as I came +away this morning we had to rush every second as hard as we could in +order to become acquainted at all." + +"What fun to know him! He's going to be so tremendously famous, they +say; did you know that?" + +"So they told me there." + +"And he plays in such a wonderful manner, too. What a pity he didn't +play for you. Don't you love a violin, anyhow?" + +"I don't know," said Rosina thoughtfully; "I think that I like a flute +best, but I always think whenever I see a man playing on a violin that +the attitude ought to develop very affectionate tendencies in him." + +"What kind of a fellow was he to talk to? Was he agreeable?" + +"Most of the American men didn't like him, I believe," said Rosina; then +she added, "but most of the American men never like any foreigners, you +know, unless it's the Englishmen, perhaps." + +"But what did you think of him?" + +"I thought he was very queer; and he got the better of me all the time." + +"That ought to have made you hate him." + +"That is what seems so odd to me. I've been thinking about him all the +time that I was on the train this morning. Do you know, Molly, that man +was positively rude to me over and over again, and yet, try as I might, +I couldn't stay angry with him." She paused and knit her brows for a few +seconds over some recollection, and then she turned suddenly and laid +her face against the other's shoulder. "Molly, dear," she said softly, +"he had a way of smiling,--if you could only see it! Well!" + +"Well!" + +"I could forgive anything to that smile,--honestly." + +Molly looked thoughtful. + +"Saturday to Monday," she murmured apropos of nothing. + +Rosina lifted her head and gave her a glance. + +"I wish that _you_ might meet him," she said gravely. + +"I wish that he was here in Zurich," her friend replied. + +At that instant there sounded a tap on the door. + +"_Herein!_" Rosina cried. + +It was a waiter with a card upon a tray; Molly held out her hand for the +bit of pasteboard, glanced at it, and gave a start and a cry. + +"Is anything the matter?" Rosina asked, reaching for the card. Her +friend gave it to her, and as her eyes fell upon the name she turned +first white and then red. + +"It _can't_ be that he is here in Zurich!" she exclaimed. + +"This is his card, anyway." + +"Mercy on us!" + +"Shall he come up here,--he had better, don't you think?" + +"I don't know," she gasped. "I'm too surprised to think! The idea of his +coming here this afternoon! Why, I never thought of such a thing. He +said good-bye _forever_ last night. I--" + +"Show monsieur to the room," Molly said to the man, cutting Rosina short +in the full tide of her astonishment. + +"Of course you must see him," she said, as the door closed, "and, not +being entirely devoid of curiosity, I can't help feeling awfully glad to +think that now I shall see him too." + +She quitted the divan as she spoke and went to the mirror over the +mantelpiece. There was something in the action that suddenly recalled +Rosina to her senses, and she sprang to her feet and disappeared into +the sleeping-room beyond, returning in two or three minutes bearing +evidence of Ottillie's deft touch. She found Molly still before the +mirror, and as her own reflection appeared over her friend's shoulder +the other nodded and laughed. + +"You seem to have made a deep impression," she said gayly. + +"I can't understand it all," Rosina began; "he made _such_ a fuss over +his good-bye last night and--and--well, really, I never dreamed of his +doing such a thing as to come here." + +"I'm heartily glad that he's come, because now I shall meet him, and +I've heard--" + +She was interrupted by a slight tap at the door, and before either could +cry "_Entrez!_" it was flung open and Von Ibn strode into the room. The +first glance at his face showed both that something was gone all wrong, +and most horribly so. + +Rosina, flushed afresh, went towards him, holding out her hand and +wondering if it was anything in connection with Molly that had produced +such an utter blackness. + +"This is a very great surprise," she began, but he interrupted her at +once. + +"_Comme je vous ai cherche!_" he cried, with violence. "Why are you not +gone to the Victoria as you say--as I ask you to?" His face was like a +thunder-storm. + +The corners of her mouth felt suddenly traitorous; she tried to speak, +beginning, "I did not know--" but he broke in, and went hotly on with: + +"Naturally you did not know, but I had already known! One could not, of +course, expect me to get up to ride on that most uncomfortable train +which you chose, but of course also I came on the first train leaving +after I did wake up." + +Molly turned abruptly to the window and leaned as far out as she could, +her handkerchief pressed tightly over her mouth. Rosina wished that her +friend might have been anywhere else; even during what is commonly +called "a scene" two are infinitely better company than three. + +"How most absurd I have been made," Von Ibn continued wrathfully, "in a +cab from hotel to hotel hunting for you! Do you think I have ever done +so before? Do you think I have found it very amusing to-day? Naturally I +go from the Gare to the Victoria, where I have told you to go. I take +there a room, and tell the _garcon_ to bring my card to madame; and in +ten minutes, as I am getting me out of the dust of that most abominable +middle-day train, he returns to say that no such as madame is within the +house. _Figurez-vous?_ Why are you acted so? Why are you always so oddly +singular?" + +Rosina appeared struck dumb by the torrent of his words; she stood pink +and silent before his towering blackness. Molly, at the window, judged +it prudent to interfere, and, turning, began: + +"It's all my fault, monsieur. Rosina wanted to go to the Victoria; she +wept when she found that she couldn't, but I was here already and we +wanted to be together, and so she consented to come with me and live by +the lake." + +Von Ibn turned his eyes upon the new speaker, and their first expression +was one of deep displeasure. But Molly's eyes were of that brown which +is almost bronze, and fringed by eyelashes that were irresistibly long +and curly, and she furthermore possessed a smile that could have found +its way anywhere alone, and yet was rendered twice wise in the business +of hearts by two attendant dimples, to the end that the combination was +powerful enough to slowly smooth out some of the deepest lines of anger +in the face before her, and to vastly ameliorate its generally offended +air. + +From the evidently pardoned Irish girl the caller turned his somewhat +softened gaze towards the young American, and then, and then only, it +appeared that a fresh storm-centre had gathered force unto itself in +that one small salon, and that it was now Rosina who had decided to +exhibit _her_ temper, beginning by saying, with a very haughty +coolness: + +"It's nice of mademoiselle to try and make a joke out of all this, but +she knows that I never thought for a minute of going anywhere except +where she might chance to be. And as to you, monsieur, I cannot see how +you could have expected or demanded that I should pay any attention +whatever to your wishes. You told me last night that we might never meet +again--" + +"And that could have truthed itself by chance," he interrupted eagerly. + +"--And I believed you, and you know it," she finished, not noticing his +interpolation. + +He stood still, looking straight at her, and when she was altogether +silent he stepped forward and raised her hand within his own. + +"Does one meet a real friendship on Saturday to let it go from him for +always after Monday?" he asked her, speaking with a simple dignity that +suddenly swept the atmosphere free from clouds and storms. + +Molly crossed the room hastily. + +"I hear madame calling," she explained. + +Rosina knew that madame was down a corridor well around the corner, and +that she was not in the habit of calling for anything or anybody, but +she felt no desire to cover her friend with shame by forcing her to +admit that she was lying. Indeed, just at that particular moment +Molly's absence appeared to be a very desirable quota in the general +scheme of things. So the girl went away and stayed away--being wise in +her views as to life and love affairs. + +When they were alone Von Ibn flung himself into an arm-chair and +stretched forth his hand almost as if to command her approach to his +side. She stood still, but she could feel her color rising and was +desperately annoyed that it should be so. + +"You are not angry that I be here?" he asked. + +She drew a quick little breath and then turned to seat herself. + +"You must have known that I must come," he continued. + +She felt her lips tremble, and was furious at them for it. + +"I played the 'Souvenir' last night," he said, dropping his eyes and +sinking his voice; "it is then plain to me that I must travel to-day." + +Something dragged her gaze upward until their eyes met. + +He smiled, and she blushed deeply.... + + + + +Chapter Six + + +It was very late that night--indeed the hour was dangerously close upon +the morning after--before the two friends found themselves alone +together again. Rosina lay up among the pillows, the centre of a mass of +blue cambric, with tiny bands of lace confining the fulness here and +there; while Molly, in such a dressing-gown as grows only in the Rue de +la Paix, sat on the foot of the narrow continental bed and thoughtfully +bound the braids of her bonny brown hair. + +"Well, you know him now," Rosina said at last, the inflection of her +voice rampant with interrogative meaning. + +"Yes," was the non-committal answer. + +"Don't be horrid, Molly; you know I want so much to know what you think +of him? Isn't he delicious? Isn't he grand? Didn't he impress you as +being just an ideal sort of a celebrity?" + +Molly opened her eyes to an exceeding width. + +"I don't know," she said slowly. + +"Don't know! then you don't like him? What don't you like about him?" + +"Well, I'd prefer a Russian myself." + +"Why! what do you mean?" + +"They're not so fierce, and if one likes fierceness they're plenty +fierce enough." + +"What are you talking about?" + +"The way that he came bursting in on us to-day." + +"But that was splendid! it was lovely to see him so worked up." + +"You never can count on when he'll work up, though." + +"But I like men you can't count on." + +"Do you?" + +"You see, I could always count on my husband, and that sort of +arithmetic isn't to my taste any more." + +"Well, dear, from the little I've seen of Herr von Ibn I should say that +it would be impossible to ever work him by any other rule than that of +his own sweet--or otherwise--will." + +"But I like that." + +"Yes, so I gathered from your actions." + +"And, after all, whatever he is--" Rosina paused and ran her fingers +through her hair. "It doesn't any of it amount to anything, you know," +she added. + +"Oh, dear no. That's evident enough." + +Rosina started. + +"What do you mean?" she cried. + +"Oh, nothing as far as he's concerned;--only as far as you are." + +"But," Rosina insisted, "you did mean something. What was it? You +mean--" + +"I don't mean anything," said Molly; "if he don't mean anything and you +don't mean anything, how in Heaven's name could _I_ mean anything?" + +"I only met him Saturday, you know," Rosina reminded her. "And this is +Monday," she reminded her further. "Nothing ever can happen in such a +short time," she wound up airily. + +"No," said Molly thoughtfully, "to be sure you can die and they can bury +you between Saturday and Monday, but nothing ever happened to living +people in such a short time, of course." + +"I wish you wouldn't laugh." + +"I'm not laughing, I'm thinking." + +"What are you thinking?" + +"I was thinking that if I met a man in Lucerne on Saturday and he came +stalking me to Zurich on Monday, I certainly should--" she hesitated. + +"Well, I shouldn't," Rosina declared flatly. + +There was a pause, during which Molly finished her braids and proceeded +to establish herself on the foot of her friend's bed in a most +confidence-provoking attitude. + +"Let's talk about the lieutenant," the American suggested at last. + +"He's too mild for to-night," her friend said; "it would be like toast +and rain-water after a hunt meet to discuss him just now. Let's talk +about Dmitri." + +"Whose Dmitri? another one of your _fiances_?" + +"Oh, dear no. He's a cross Russian poodle that was given me last +Christmas. When you try to be nice to him he bites. I don't know what +makes me think of him just now." + +Rosina laughed, and held her hand out lovingly towards the pretty girl +at her feet. + +"Forgive me, Molly. I really didn't mean to be vexed. Let us talk of +something pleasant and leave my latest to sleep in peace at the +Victoria." + +"Are you sure that he's at the Victoria?" + +"Not at all; he may have moved to this hotel, or returned to Lucerne." + +"I should think so, indeed." + +"But never mind." + +Molly took her knees into the embrace of her clasped hands. + +"I wonder if you ever _will_ marry again," she murmured curiously. + +"Never." + +"Are you sorry that you ever married?" + +"No-o-o," said the other reflectively, "because I never could have known +the joy of being a widow any other way, you know." + +"Would you advise me to marry," Molly inquired; "one can't be sure of +the widowhood, and if one has courage and self-denial a life of single +blessedness is attainable for any woman." + +"I don't believe it is for you, though." + +"Why not, pray?" + +"Your eyes are all wrong; old maids never have such eyes." + +"I got my eyes from my father." + +"Well, he wasn't an old maid, surely?" + +"No, he was a captain in the Irish Dragoons." + +"There, you see!" + +Molly stood up and shook her gown out, preparatory to untying its series +of frontal bows. + +"But if you were to marry again--" she began. + +Rosina threw up an imploring hand. + +"You send cold December chills down my warm June back," she cried +sharply. + +Molly flung the dressing-gown upon a chair and proceeded to turn off the +lights. + +"I don't want you to think I'm cross," began an apologetic voice in the +dark which descended about them. + +"I wasn't thinking of you at all." + +"What were you thinking of?" + +"Of Dmitri." + +Then low laughter rippled from one narrow bed to the other and back +again. + +Five minutes later there was a murmur. + +"I do wish, Molly, that you'd tell me what you _really_ thought of him." + +"I thought he was grand. How could any one think anything else?" + +Then through the stillness and darkness there sounded the _frou-frou_ of +ruffles and the sweetness and warmth of a fervent kiss. + + + + +Chapter Seven + + +The next morning they both breakfasted in bed, the ingenuity of Ottillie +having somewhat mitigated the tray difficulty by a clever adjustment of +the wedge-shaped piece of mattress with which Europe elevates its head +at night. Molly was just "winding up" a liberal supply of honey, and +Rosina was salting her egg, when there came a tap at the door of the +salon. + +"Ah, Monsieur von Ibn is up early," the Irish girl said in a calm +whisper, thereby frightening her friend to such a degree that she +dropped the salt-spoon into her cup of chocolate. Then they both held +their breath while Ottillie hurried to the door. + +It proved to be nothing more unconventional than the maid of Madame la +Princesse, a long-suffering female who bore the name of Claudine. + +"What is the matter?" Molly demanded anxiously. + +"Oh, mademoiselle, I am sent to say that it must that all go to-day!" + +"To-day!" Molly screamed; "I thought that we were to remain until Friday +anyway?" + +"And I also thought it. Let mademoiselle but figure to herself how +yesterday I did all unpack in the thought of until Friday; and now +to-day I am bidden inpack once more!" + +"Now, did you _ever_?" Molly asked emphatically of Rosina, who shook her +head and looked troubled in good earnest. "Do you really think that she +means it?" she continued, turning to the maid once more; "she sometimes +changes her mind, you know." + +"Not of this time, mademoiselle, I have already arrange her hairs, and I +am bidden place her other hairs in the case." + +"Then it's settled," cried the Irish girl despairingly; "when her hair +is done, the end of all is at hand. What train do we go by, Claudine?" + +"I am not of all sure, mademoiselle; madame has spoken of he who runs by +Schaffhausen." + +The Irish girl sighed heavily. + +"Very well, Claudine, you and I know what it is to travel as we do. Go +to madame and tell her I will come as soon as I am dressed," and then +she picked up the honey-jar and sighed again. + +The maid went out. + +"What makes you go?" Rosina asked; "I wouldn't." + +"Oh, my dear, I've stayed at their place in the Caucasus weeks at a +time, and I have to be decent, and she knows it." + +"Why did you ever accept an invitation to travel with such a horrid +person?" + +Molly was out of bed and jerking her hair-ribbons savagely loose. + +"She isn't a horrid person," she said; "they are very nice princes and +princesses, all of them. Only I hate to lead an existence like the slave +of the ring or the genii of the lamp, or whoever the johnny was who had +to jump whenever they rubbed their hands. It riles my blood just a bit +too much." + +"I wouldn't," said Rosina decidedly; "I certainly wouldn't." + +"I wish I'd taken the Turk," the Irish girl exclaimed, as she wove her +hair back and forth and in and out upon the crown of her head, "I'd have +been free of Russia then; 'tis a hint for European politics, my present +situation." + +Rosina suddenly gave a sharp cry. + +"Oh, Molly,--and me?" + +Molly looked over her shoulder. + +"What is it?" she asked anxiously. + +"Why, what am I to do? I came here to be with you, and now you're going +away." + +"You'll have to go too if you can't stay behind without me." + +"But I only came yesterday." + +"Well, what of that?" + +"And, oh Molly, that man! I'll _have_ to go!" + +"Why?" + +"Why, because--because--Oh, you know why. And then,--if I go--what _do_ +you suppose he will think?" + +Molly snatched her dressing-gown. + +"He'll come too, I fancy. At least, judging from what I've seen of him I +should suppose that he'd come too." + +"Come too!" Rosina gasped. + +"Why not? He'll be just as interesting in Constance as he is here, or in +Lucerne." + +"You don't really think that he would come too; Molly, not _really_?" + +"Certainly I think that he would." + +"Oh, Molly!" + +"'Tis their way here on the Continent; they've nothing else to do, you +know. I know a man who went from Paris to St. Petersburg after a girl (I +know it for a fact, for the girl was myself), and another who came from +Naples to Nice just to call, and went back at midnight." + +Rosina appeared most uncomfortable. + +"I don't want him to go to Constance--I don't want to go myself!" + +"Oh, if it comes to that, you can both remain in Zurich indefinitely, of +course." + +"No, we can't; that is, I can't. You know that. If he's going to stay +I've got to go. Oh dear, oh dear, how aggravating it all is! I don't +_want_ him to follow me about." + +"Why don't you tell him so, then?" + +"Molly!" + +"Yes, just tell him so, and if you really mean it, he'll understand, +never fear." + +"But I don't want to do that." + +"No, I didn't expect that you would. One never likes to do that, which +is one reason why I am myself betrothed to three different men at the +present minute." + +"But, Molly--" + +"I thought that you liked him." + +"I do like him, but there's a wide difference between liking a man and +wanting to have him tagging along behind all the time." + +"Oh, as to that, I don't believe that _der_ Herr von Ibn will stay +enough behind to be considered as tagging very long." + +Rosina twisted uneasily in bed. + +"I don't see what to do," she murmured. + +Molly was getting into her clothes with a rapidity little short of +marvellous. + +"I'll be curious to see what you _do_ do," she said, sticking pins +recklessly into herself here and there, while she settled all nice +points with a jerk. "It's ten o'clock," she added, with a glance towards +the chimney-piece, "you'd better be arising, for I presume he is coming +this morning?" + +Rosina smiled delightfully. + +"You heard him say so last night, didn't you?" + +"Perhaps; somehow the remark didn't make an impression on me, if I did." + +"I'll get up directly you go. And oh, Molly, do tell me just once more +before you leave me that you think he's--" + +Molly slashed the end of her four-in-hand through the loop and drew up +the knot with a single pull; then she approached the bed and leaned over +the face upon the pillow. + +"I think he's desperately in love," she said, "and I've no blame for him +if he is." + +"But do you really think that he is?" + +"Well, of course one can never be sure with foreigners." + +"_Molly!_" + +"'Tis a fact, my dear. But then you know one can never be sure with +one's self either, so there you are." + +Rosina laughed ringingly. Then they kissed one another and Molly +departed. + + * * * * * + +Then came work for Ottillie, and her mistress was hardly completed as to +embroidered batiste and black moire ribbon, when the large and +remarkable card with which the more distinguished portion of European +masculinity announce their presence was brought to the room by one of +the hotel _garcons_. + +He awaited her in the salon below, and when she appeared there to him, +such an expression dawned within his eyes as altered completely not only +their habitual melancholy, but the customary shadows of his whole face +as well. There is no flattery so subtle in its charm or so deeply +touching in its homage as such a change, and Rosina felt as much +complimented as any other woman would have been, had it been in her to +work so great a miracle in so great, and such, a man. + +"_Vous allez bien?_" he asked eagerly, as he came quickly forward to bow +over her hand. + +"Yes, very well;" and then, because she always became nervous directly +she lived beneath his steady look, she plunged wildly into the subject +uppermost in her mind. "And I ought to feel very well, because in all +probability I must travel again to-day." + +"You leave Zurich already so soon?" he asked, and his voice betrayed +neither surprise nor even interest. + +"Yes," she answered, "we are all going to Constance this afternoon." + +"You have change your plans?" he inquired; "yes?" + +She looked up quickly at the much-objected-to word, and he received the +little glance with a shrug of apology and a smile. + +"Madame la Princesse wishes to go on," said Rosina, "and mademoiselle +thought that I would be so lonely without her that I--" + +"You would have wished to stay, _n'est-ce pas_?" he asked, interrupting +her. + +"I don't like to travel two days in succession." + +"I would beg you to stay," he said, looking at his gloved hands, "but I +also go to-day." + +She felt her heart jump suddenly; Molly's prediction assaulted her +memory with great violence. + +"Yes," he went on, "it happens oddly that my plans are also suddenly +changed. It is to say good-bye that I am come." + +Ah, then he was not going to Constance. + +"I am called to Leipsic by a telegram." + +"No one is ill, I hope?" + +"No, fortunately," he replied pleasantly; "but in Leipsic I am much +interested." + +Rosina felt a sudden shock, not the less disagreeable because it was so +undefined, but she pulled herself together at once and promptly +swallowed it whole. + +"I do hope that you will have a pleasant journey," she said cordially. + +He was staring steadily at her. + +"Shall we meet again?" he said at last. + +"Very likely." + +"And your address?" + +"You have it." + +"Ah, yes, truly." + +Then he stood up. + +"I go at one, and I have ordered to eat at twelve. I must therefore +leave you this shortly. You will make my adieux to your charming friend, +_n'est-ce pas_?" + +"I am so glad that you came to Zurich and met her," she said, rising +also and lifting her eyes to his. + +He was looking so indifferent that she felt for the instant both puzzled +and hurt, and was angry at herself for ever having blushed on his +account. Then she recollected the telegram from Leipsic and drew herself +up well. + +"Is it only because that I have the pleasure to meet mademoiselle that +you are glad I come?" he asked, holding out his hand. + +She nodded, smiling, but ignoring the hand. + +"In Lucerne you gave me your hand in good-bye," he said presently. + +She offered her fingers with a frankness unequalled. + +"Good-bye," she said. + +He kissed her rings. + +"It is '_au revoir_,'" he replied, in an almost inaudible tone. + +She wondered which was true, the indifferent look or the inaudible tone. + +He took up his hat. + +"_Pensez a moi quelquefois_," he said cheerfully, and departed. + +When Molly was made acquainted with this piece of news her comment was +simplicity itself. + +"How queer!" she said, folding a lace fichu into a tulle hat, for she +was packing fast and furiously. + +"Of course I shall not go now; I shall stay here until Thursday and buy +silk stockings." + +"Very commendable in you." + +"I'm really too tired to go before Thursday. I've been around night and +day in Lucerne until I'm all worn out." + +"Yes?" said Molly, ramming down shoes into the corners; "well you can +rest now, sure." + +"You will engage rooms for me near yours for Thursday, won't you?" + +"I will." + +"I'll sleep and shop to-morrow, and come on that ten o'clock express +Thursday." + +"'Tis settled," said Molly, slamming down the trunk-lid; "we'll be at +the Insel, and expect you day after to-morrow." + +"What number do you wear?" Rosina asked, as she watched the trunk +locked. + +"Where,--round my neck or my waist?" + +"On your feet?" + +"Two-and-a-half." + +"Oh, what a fairy!" + +Then they hurried down to lunch. + + + + +Chapter Eight + + +That afternoon Rosina took her maid and went for a walk. As a companion +Ottillie was certainly less congenial than the lofty and eccentric +gentleman who had just taken his departure for Leipsic; but going out +alone with a maid is such an eminently proper occupation for a young +widow travelling abroad, that the knowledge that she was entirely above +suspicion should have compensated for any slight ennui which Rosina may +have suffered. + +They first went a few blocks up and down the Bahnhofstrasse, and sent +the various packages which were the natural result of such a course of +action to the hotel; then came the Stadthaus Garten and the Alpen-Quai. + +The Quai was as gay as the Quai in Lucerne, or as any other Promenade in +Switzerland at that hour and season. Rosina, tired with her shopping, +seated herself upon a bench and watched with interest the vast variety +and animation of the never-ending double rank which passed slowly along +before her. Beyond, the Zurichersee lay brilliantly blue beneath the +midsummer sun, and far away, upon the opposite shore, the Alps rose +upward, dark gray below, and shining white above. + +There was a sudden exclamation, and out from among the crowd thronging +before her came that American whose steamer-chair had elbowed Rosina's +on the passage over. There was no manner of doubt as to his joy over +meeting his fellow-traveller again, and they first shook hands and then +sat down to re-tie their mutual recollections. The result was that +Ottillie returned alone to the hotel. + +"And since Berlin?" Rosina asked, interestedly. + +"Since Berlin--" said the man (and she noticed that his voice appeared +to be pitched quite two octaves higher than that other voice which had +lately dawned upon her ear), "oh, I've been lots of places since +then,--France and Germany and Italy, up to Innspruch and into Austria +and over to Buda-Pesth, and then to Salzburg and down through the Tyrol +here. I've never quit seeing new places since I finished my +business,--not once." + +"Dear me, but you must have had a good time!" + +"Yes, I have. But I've often wished myself back on the +'Kronprinz,'--haven't you?" + +"No, I don't think that I have. The person that I saw the most of on the +'Kronprinz' has been with me ever since." + +The American looked surprised, having supposed himself to be that very +person. Rosina laughed at his face. + +"I mean my maid," she explained. + +Then he laughed too. + +"Did you ever smoke any more?" + +"Oh, dear, no. Don't you remember how that one cigarette used me up?" + +"You ought to have kept on,--you'd have liked them after a while." + +"Perhaps; but some one told me that they would make my fingers yellow." + +"Oh, pshaw, not if you hold them the right way." + +"The smoke got in my eyes so too; oh, I didn't seem to care anything +about it." + +Then they rose and joined the promenaders, who were beginning to grow a +little fewer with the approach of the dinner hour. + +"And where have you been all this time?" the man asked. + +"In Paris buying clothes, and in Lucerne wearing them." + +"You're travelling with friends?" + +"Yes, most of the time. They went on to Constance to-day, and I am to +join them there Thursday." + +"If you haven't anything else to do to-night, won't you go with me to +the Tonhalle and hear the music? It appears to be quite the thing to +do." + +"I think that that would be lovely, and I'd like to very much, only we +must be back at the hotel by ten or half-past, for I am really very +tired." + +"That's easily done; you know we can go whenever we want to. What time +shall I call for you?" + +"I'll be ready after eight." + +"I'll come about quarter past, and we can stroll about first and see +something of the night side of Zurich." + +"The night side of everything here is so beautiful," said Rosina; "the +shops that are temptation incarnate by day become after dark nothing but +bottomless pits into which all my money and my good resolutions tumble +together." + +By this time they had crossed the bridge and followed the Uto nearly to +the Badeanstalt; it seemed time to turn their faces hotel-ward, and so +they did so, and parted for an hour or two, during which to dine and to +dress were the main objects in life for each. + +Then about half-past eight Monsieur l'Americain came for his +country-woman, and both went out into the charm and glow of the +Continental night, with no other thought than that of enjoying a placid +and uninterrupted evening amidst the music and electric lights of the +Tonhalle. That such was not to be the case was one of the secrets of the +immediate future, and the advantage of the future, when it is immediate, +is that it is soon forced to stand and deliver as regards its secrets. +Rosina, totally unconscious of what was impending over her head, entered +fully into the spirit of gayety which prevailed, and absorbed the +pleasure of the scene with open heart and hands. It is good to grow to +womanhood (or manhood) without losing a child's capacity for spontaneous +enjoyment,--to be capable of joy without knowing the reason why, to be +flooded with enthusiasm for one knows not what. It was our lady's luck +to possess this charm, and to be able to give herself up wholly to the +end in view, and drink its glass to the dregs,--which in her life had +generally proved to be sugar and to be almost as good as the +liquid,--only requiring a spoon. + +The concert, as is the way with summer concerts, was so arranged as to +be easily varied with something cool and refreshing; and when her escort +suggested that they should do as all the others did, a table was found, +and they sat down to ices and fairy cakes, amid the flowers and colored +lights. + +It was about nine o'clock, and Rosina, in spite of the environments, was +beginning to realize forcibly that more interesting men than the one +before her undoubtedly did exist, when the ice that she was putting in +her mouth suddenly seemed to glide the full length of her spine, giving +her a terrible sensation of frozen fright. She had just heard somebody +behind her speaking in German to the _garcon_, and German, French, or +English, that voice was unmistakable. How, what, or why she knew not, +but _he_ was surely there behind her, and the instant after he passed +close at her side. + +Of course it was Von Ibn, and the look that he gave her as he bowed, and +walked on at once, dyed her face as deeply as ever a face was dyed in +all the world before. She looked after him with a sort of gasp in her +eyes, forgetting the man opposite her, the crowd around her, everybody, +everything, except that one tall figure which with the passing of each +instant was disappearing more and more among the labyrinth of tables and +people. She saw him pause at last and seem to hesitate, and her heart +throbbed wildly in her throat as she felt, with that strange +instinctive intuition which continues to follow one train of thought +while our very life seems paralyzed by another, that if he took a seat +with his back to her, the action would be witness to a displeasure far +beyond what he must be feeling if he so placed himself as to be able to +watch her. + +He stood still, with his usual halt for deliberation, and then, at the +end of a long minute, seated himself so that his profile was presented +to her view. + +"Now," she said to herself, "he will look away very carefully for a +while, and then he will look at us;" and with the thought her breath +mounted tumultuously. + +The music, which had been playing loudly, wound up to a crashing pitch +just here, and then ceased suddenly. With its ceasing her escort, who +rejoiced in the well-known "wide-awake American look," and saw all that +was to be seen within his range of vision, spoke: + +"You knew that man who just passed, didn't you?" + +She started, having forgotten the very existence of him who addressed +her. + +"Yes, oh, yes," she said confusedly; "I know him very well indeed," and +then she was choked to silence by Von Ibn, who turned and gave her a +carefully cold look of complete unrecognition. It was too elaborate to +be genuine, but it made her feel sick all over; for where other women +had brains or souls, Rosina had a heart, and again a heart, and yet once +more a heart. And that heart was not only the mainspring of her physical +life, but it was also the source of all her thoughts and actions. Von +Ibn's haughty stare pierced it to the very centre; she knew exactly what +he was thinking, and the injustice of appearances goaded her to +distraction. She did not stop to consider whether his own re-appearance +was or was not an unworthy trick; she only writhed painfully under the +lash of his vast displeasure. The American continued to probe her face +with his eyes, but for that she cared not a whit; her only care was for +those other eyes, those two great dark-circled, heavy-lidded eyes which +knew no mask and tore her to the quick. Her mind fled here and there +among the possibilities of the present, and found but one end to every +vista, and that end grew momentarily in importance until she felt that +at all costs he who glowered from afar must learn the falsity of his own +imaginings and so restore her peace of mind to her. She looked upon her +American friend as a mere means towards that end, a tool to quickly +accomplish that which her impatience could no longer delay. So she +leaned suddenly forward and threw herself upon his mercy. + +"I must tell you," she cried hurriedly, "I know him very well--very, +very well. I did not know that he was in Zurich, and he--he did not +expect to see me here. I want to speak to him; I must speak to him--I +must!" And then, without paying any attention to the other's look of +astonishment, she added with haste, "I wish that you would go to him and +beg him to come to me for five minutes. I only want five minutes. And +some day, perhaps, I'll be able to do you a good turn too." + +The American did not look exactly rejoiced over this latest development +in their acquaintance, but he rose from his chair and asked what name he +should address the stranger by. Rosina told him, and he was sufficiently +unversed in the world of music to have never heard it before and to +experience a difficulty in getting it straight now. + +"Von Ibn, Von Ibn," Rosina repeated impatiently. "Oh, I am so much +obliged to you; he--he--" + +She stopped; some queer grip was at her throat. Her companion was +touched; he had never imagined her going all to pieces like that, and he +felt sorry for the terrible earnestness betrayed in her voice and +manner. + +"I'll go," he said, "and he shall be here in five minutes." + +Then he walked away, and she bent her eyes upon her music-card, asking +herself if it was possible that not four full days had elapsed since the +first one left her to seek Von Ibn at her request. This time she did not +look after the messenger, she could not; she only felt able to breathe +and try to grow calmer so that whatever might-- + +Ah, the long minutes! + +Then a voice at her side said, almost harshly: + +"You wish to speak to me, madame!" + +She looked up and straight into his eyes; their blackness was so cool +and hard that some women's courage would have been daunted; but the +courage of Rosina was a mighty one that rose with all opposing +difficulties. + +"Why are you not _en route_ to Leipsic?" she asked. + +"Why are you not in Constance?" he retorted. + +"Sit down," she said, "and I will tell you." + +"I do not wish to take the place of your friend," he answered, with a +stab of sharpest contempt. + +"I think that he will not return for a little." + +Von Ibn remained standing, in the attitude of one detained against his +inclination. She could not but resent the attitude, but she felt that +her need of the moment required the swallowing of all resentment, and +she did so. She was not able to raise her eyes to his a second time, +but fixed them instead upon her card, and began in a low tone: + +"Monsieur, I intended going--" + +"I can't hear what you say," he interrupted. + +"You'll have to sit down then; I can't speak any louder; I'm afraid that +I shall cry," in spite of herself her voice trembled at the last words. + +"Why should you cry?" he asked, and he sat down at the table beside her, +and, leaning his chin upon his hand, turned his eyes upon her with a +look that blended undisguised anger with a strange and passionate +hunger. + +She was biting her lip,--the under one,--unconscious of the fact that by +so doing she rendered the corners of her mouth quite distracting; but he +perceived both cause and result, and both the anger and the hunger in +his gaze deepened as he looked, apparently in a blacker humor than ever. + +"Why should you cry?" he said again, after a minute; "you are in a +beautiful spot, listening to most excellent music, and you had with you +(before I come) a friend very agreeable. Why should you cry?" + +She clasped her hands hard and fast together. + +"Oh," she exclaimed, "I--I hardly know how to speak in the noise and the +crowd! I feel quite crazy! I don't know what I am saying--" she stopped +short. + +He leaned a little towards her. + +"Let us walk outside a minute," he said. "Monsieur will surely know that +we are not far. In the air it is better,--yes?" + +"But what will he think?" + +"_Mon Dieu_, let him think what he will! I also have had thinking this +night. Let him think a little." + +He rose as he spoke, and she rose too. Already the anger in his eyes was +fading fast before the sight of her so genuine emotion. They went out +into the garden, and there she took up her explanation again. + +"You thought I stayed here because of that man, didn't you?" + +"_Donnerwetter!_" he cried violently; "here he returns already again!" + +It was indeed the American, approaching as fast as the crowd would let +him. His face bore a curious expression. One might have gathered from it +that he was much more clever, or much more stupid, than the vast +majority gave him credit for being. The instant that he was near enough +to speak, he began in out-of-breath accents: + +"I've just met some people that I haven't seen in years, and they want +me to drive with them up by the University and see the town by +moonlight, and I wondered if I could find you here in three-quarters of +an hour--" + +Rosina looked at him helplessly, divining that he supposed a degree of +friendship between herself and Von Ibn which would cause his proposition +to be most warmly welcome. + +But Von Ibn spoke at once, coldly, but politely. + +"Perhaps madame will permit me to escort her to her hotel this evening. +If she will do so, I shall be most happy." + +The American looked eagerly at Rosina. + +"I am going very soon," she said; "perhaps that will be best." + +He appeared puzzled. + +"If you'd rather I stayed--" he suggested. + +"No," said Von Ibn sharply, "it is better that you go!" then he added, +in a somewhat milder tone, "it is very fine, the moonlight from the +University." + +When they were alone, he was silent and led her out of the crowded +garden down upon the Quai. It was a superb night, and the moon and its +golden beams were mirrored in the lake. Little waves came running +tranquilly across the shivering silver sheet and tossing themselves +gently up against the stone-sheathed bank; some merry boat-loads were +drifting out among the shadows, listening to the music from the shore +and sending a silver echo of laughter to join in its accords. + +They walked on until something of their own tumult was stayed by the +stillness, and then Von Ibn said quietly: + +"Tell me of what you were saying." + +"I was saying that you thought that I had remained here because of that +man, and yet it was really all an accident." + +He shrugged his shoulders slightly. + +"But you are quite free,--and he seems very nice, and is of your own +country and all so agreeable." + +"I was really too tired to go to Constance, but--" + +"Oh, madame, _je vous en prie_," he interrupted, "no explanation is +needful. It does not interest me, I assure you." + +"I did not want to go to Constance until Thursday," she went steadily +on; "but I could not stay here because--because--" + +"Yes," he interrupted, "all that I have understand,--I understand all." + +"So," she continued, "I packed to go, and meant to go, and then when you +told me that you were leaving too, I thought that I might just as well +adhere to my--" + +"What is 'adhere'?" he broke in; "that word I have never known before." + +"It means--well--it means 'stick to.'" + +"Glue paste?" + +She felt as if a clown had suddenly turned a somersault into the midst +of the death scene of Hamlet! + +"Not glue paste," she explained carefully; "of course, in one way, it +means the same thing; but I meant that when I knew that you were going, +I felt that I might just as well do as I had originally intended doing, +and remain here to rest a little." + +"And you repose by coming to the Tonhalle with a gentleman?" he asked in +a tone of smothered sarcasm. + +"I met him this afternoon as I was walking--" + +"Have you only know him first this afternoon?" + +"_Monsieur!_" she cried in horror, "I came on the steamer with him from +New York, and he went to college with my cousin!" + +Von Ibn gave another shrug. + +"You tell everything very cleverly," he remarked; "but, my dear madame, +we have too many difficulties,--it is always that between us, and--what +is your proverb?--no smoke without over a fire?--_Eh bien_, I begin to +grow weary." + +"Don't you believe what I have just told you?" she demanded. + +They were near the further end of the Quai where the crowd was thinnest +and the play of moonbeam and shadow most alluring. He stopped and looked +long upon the shining water, and then long upon her face. + +"Yes," he said at last, "I do believe." He held out his hand, "I do +believe now, but I must tell you that truly if I had been of a +'_temperament jaloux_,' I would have been very angry this night. +Yes,--of a surety." + +She looked away, with an impulse to smile, and her heart was +sufficiently eased of its burden to allow her to do so. + +"Shall we go to the hotel now?" she asked after a moment. + +"But you have not given me your hand?" + +She put her hand in his, and he pressed it warmly, and then drew it +within his arm as they turned to retrace their steps. + +"I like better to walk alone," she said, freeing herself. + +"You are, perhaps, still angry?" he inquired anxiously. + +"No, but I can walk easier alone. And I want you to tell me now why you +are not _en route_ North, instead of staying here in Zurich." + +"But I have been North," he said eagerly; "I have been this day to +Aarburg." + +"To Aarburg!--Where is that?" + +"Wait, I will make all plain to you," he looked down upon her with the +smile that always proclaimed a complete declaration of peace, "it all +went like this: I see so plain that I make you to leave before you like, +that I am glad to go away and so make you quite free. It came to my head +like this,--I wanted to know something and by looking at your face and +saying that I must go to Leipsic for some one there, I see all that I +wish to know--" + +"What did you see?" Rosina interrupted. + +"I see plainly that you think it is some lady--" + +"I did not think any such a thing!" she cried hotly. + +He laughed and tossed his head. + +"And so as I really should go to Leipsic I take the train and go, and +then on the train I think why am I gone, and when I think again, I feel +to leave the train at Aarburg and telegraph, and when the answer come +that you are still here, I feel very strongly to return at once, and so +I do." + +Rosina looked up with a smile, and, meeting his eyes, was suddenly +overcome with a fear, vague and undefined, it is true, but not the less +real, as to whether she had been wise in bringing about this most +complete reconciliation. + +"But you must still go to Leipsic?" she asked presently. + +"Yes, after a little." + +"I wish you had gone when you started." + +"Why?" + +"I am sure that you, who always understand, know why." + +"After a while will do," he said easily, "when we are more tired of +ourselves." He paused. "Perhaps Thursday," he suggested. + +"Oh!" she exclaimed, in spite of herself. + +"Why 'oh'?" + +"You are so positive that we shall be _ennuyes_ by Thursday." + +"Yes," he replied tranquilly, "we see so much of us together that it +cannot last long so. Indeed it was for that that I was quite willing to +go to-day, but on the train I begin to think otherwise, and my otherwise +thoughts are become so strong that I find myself obliged to get down at +Aarburg." + +"And Leipsic?" + +"Ah, for that you were so charming to send for me to-night and tell me +how all has been I will tell you all the truth of Leipsic. It is there +that my professor lives, the man who has teach me all that I know. He is +to me the most dear out of all the world, for he gave to me my music, +which is my life and my soul. And so you may understand that I speak +truth indeed when I say that I have much interest in Leipsic." + +Rosina nodded, a sympathetic smile upon her lips. + +"But we must go back to the hotel now," she said sadly; "it is nearly +ten o'clock." + +"And I may come to-morrow morning and we shall make a promenade +together, _n'est-ce pas_?" he said eagerly; "it is so good, you and I +together, these days. How can I make you know how I feel if you have not +the same feeling,--the feeling that all the clouds and all the grass are +singing, that all about us is perfect accord of sound, when we are only +free to laugh and to talk as we may please." + +"But I ought to go on to my friends to-morrow," she said, "you must know +that." + +"But I will go there." + +"To Constance?" + +"Yes, surely." + +"Oh, monsieur, that will not do at all!" + +"Why will it not do at all?" + +"I don't want you following me to Constance as you did to Zurich." + +"But I will not follow you; I will this time go on the same train with +you." + +"Oh," she said, in despair at the wide space between his views and those +of the world in general, "you cannot do that, it would not look well at +all." + +He stared at her in surprise. + +"Who will it look unwell to?" + +"Don't say 'unwell,' say 'not well.'" + +"Not well; who will see it not well?" + +"Ah," she said, shaking her head, "there is no telling who would see +only too well, and that is just the trouble." + +Von Ibn knit his black brows. + +"I do not understand that just," he said, after a moment. And then he +reflected further and added, "You are of an oddness so peculiar. Why +must the world matter? I am my world--nothing matters to me. _Vous etes +tortillante!_ you are afraid of stupid people and the tongues they have +in them. That is your drollness. And anyway, I may go to Constance if I +will. I may go anywhere if I will. You cannot prevent." + +She looked off across the lake. + +"You ought to want to do what pleases me," she suggested. + +"But I do not," he said vigorously; "I want to do what pleases me, and +you must want it too,--it will be much better for America when all the +women do that. I observe much, and I observe especially in particular +that. An American woman is like a queen--she does her own wish always, +and is always unhappy; in Europe she does her husband's wish, and it is +much better for her and very good for him, and they are very happy, and +I am coming to Constance." + +"But I have no husband," said Rosina insistently. + +"It will be very good if you learn to obey, and then you can have one +again." + +"But I never mean to marry again." + +"I never mean to marry once, _surtout pas une Americaine_." + +She felt hurt at this speech and made no reply. + +"But I mean to come to Constance." + +"Monsieur, you say that we see too much of one another; then why do you +want to drive our acquaintance to the last limits of boredom?" + +"But you do not bore me," he said; and then after a long pause he added, +"yet." + +She was forced to feel that the "y" in "yet" had probably begun with a +capital. + +"I want to go to the hotel now," she said, in a tired tone. + +"Let us go and get an ice or some coffee first; yes?" + +"Don't keep saying 'yes' that way," she cried impatiently; "you know how +it frets me." + +He took her arm gently. + +"You are indeed fatigued," he said in a low tone, "I have troubled you +much to-night. But I have trouble myself too. Did you see how unhappy I +was, and was it so that you sent for me? _Dites-moi franchement_." + +"Yes," she answered, with simplicity. + +"And why did you care?" + +"I didn't want you to think what I knew that you were thinking." + +"Did you care that I was unhappy?" + +"I cared that you thought that I would lie." + +"I was quite furious," he meditated; "I came from the train so late and +found that you were gone out. _Je ne me fache jamais sans raison_,--but +I had good reason to-night." + +"You had no right to be angry over my going out, and I had just as much +cause for displeasure over your returning as you had over my going." + +"No," he said quickly, "for it was a compliment to you that I return, +and no compliment at all to me that you stay after I am gone so as to +visit the concert with monsieur." + +She laughed a little. + +"I hope that you will never behave so again; you were so unbearably rude +that I was sorry to have sent for you. If I had not," she asked, with +real curiosity, "if I had not, would you have spoken to me after a +while?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"_Je ne sais pas_," he replied with brevity; and then looking down at +her with one of his irresistible smiles he added, "but I find it +probable." + +She smiled in return, saying: + +"Do undertake to never be angry like that again." + +"Again!" he said quickly and pointedly; "then I _may_ come to +Constance?" + +Her mind was forced to take a sudden leap in order to rejoin his rapid +deduction of effect from cause. + +"No, no," she cried hastily, "you must not think any more of Constance, +you must go to Leipsic, just as you intended doing." + +"But you said--" he began. + +"I meant, in the future, if we should ever chance to meet by accident." + +His brow darkened. + +"Where?" he asked briefly. + +"Who can tell," she answered cheerfully; "people are always meeting +again. See how that man of the steamer met me again to-day." + +"But you have hear of him since you come?" he demanded, a fresh shade of +suspicion in his tone. + +"Never! Never a word until he came out of the Promenade and spoke to me +this afternoon." + +Von Ibn thought about it frowningly for a little and then decided it was +not worth his pains. + +"I would not care to meet again as he," he declared carelessly; "how he +was sent to fetch me, and then he must go alone while we speak together, +and then make that tale of a drive when there was no drive by the +University, only a knowledge that he was much not wanted." + +"Do you think he was not really invited to go to drive?" she asked, +opening her eyes widely. + +"Of a certainty not. But he could see he was not wanted by us. When he +came near, you really looked to weep." + +"Oh, _no_!" she cried, in great distress. + +"Yes; it was just so." + +There was a pause while she pondered this new phase of herself, and +after a while he went on: + +"There is something that I do not understand. Why do you desire so much +to speak to me to-night and then not desire me at Constance? _Ca--je ne +le comprends pas!_" + +"You do understand," she said; "I know you do, and you know that I know +that you do." + +He looked at her for a few seconds and then asked: + +"How long are you in Constance?" + +"I do not know." + +"And then where do you go?" + +"Probably to Munich." + +"With always that Molly?" + +"I do not know whether they will go there or not. I believe they are +going to Bayreuth and then to Berlin." + +He reflected for the space of half a block. + +"I should really go to Leipsic," he said at last. + +"Then why don't you go?" she retorted, more in answer to his tone than +to his speech. + +"I might perhaps go to Leipsic while you are in Constance,--_perhaps_." + +Heavy emphasis on the last "perhaps." + +"Oh, do!" she pleaded. + +"Are you going to Bayreuth?" + +"No, I don't think so; they all come down to Munich right afterwards, +you know." + +"But it is not the same in Munich. If you had been in Bayreuth you would +know that. It is not the same at all. And 'Parsifal' is only there." + +He paused, but she made no answer. + +"I am going to Bayreuth," he said, "and then I shall come to Munich." + +He made the last statement with an echo of absolute determination, but +she continued to keep silence. + +"In Munich I shall see you once more?" + +"Perhaps." + +"Where will you be?" + +She told him. + +"And I shall be in the 'Vierjahreszeiten'; why do you not come there?" +he added. + +"Because I love the _pension_ with my whole heart," she declared +fervently; "I was there for an entire winter before my marriage; it is +like home to me." + +He stopped, pulled out his note-book and carefully wrote down the name +and address; as he put it up again, he remarked: + +"That was droll, what you said to-night, that you would never marry +again! Where do you get that idea?" + +"From being married once." + +"I have it from never being married any, and I have it very strong. Have +you it very strong?" + +"Yes," said Rosina decidedly, "very strong indeed." + +"Then when we know all is only nothing, why may I not come to +Constance?" + +"Because you can't," she said flatly, "I don't want you to come." + +"But I will be very good, and--" + +"Yes," she said interrupting; "I know, but to prevent further +misunderstanding, I may just as well tell you that I want all my time in +Constance for my other friend--" + +They were at the door of the hotel, and she had her foot upon the lower +step; he was just behind her, his hand beneath her elbow. She felt him +give a violent start and drop his hand, and, looking around quickly to +see what had happened, she forgot to end her sentence in the emotion +caused by the sight of his face. A very fury of anger had surcharged his +eyes and swelled the veins upon his temples. + +"So!" he said, in a low tone that almost shook with intense and angry +feeling, "that is why I may not come! He goes, does he? _Bete que je +suis_, that I did not comprehend before!" + +Rosina stared at him, motionless, for the space of perhaps ten seconds, +and then an utter contempt filled her, and every other consideration +fled. + +She ran up two or three steps, crossed the hall, and passed the +_Portier_ like a flash, flew up the one flight of stairs that led to her +corridor, and broke in upon Ottillie with a lack of dignity such as she +was rarely guilty of. + +"Ottillie," she exclaimed, panting under the weight of many mixed +feelings, "I want to leave for Constance by the first train that goes in +the morning. I don't care if it is at six o'clock, I'll get up. Ring and +find out about everything, and then see to the bill and all. I _must_ +go!" + +Ottillie stood there, and her clever fingers were already unfastening +her mistress' hat-pins. + +"Madame may rest assured," she said quietly, "all shall be as she +desires." + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile below stairs Von Ibn had entered the cafe, lit a cigarette and +taken up one of the evening journals. + +He appeared to look over the pages of the latter with an interest that +was intent and unfeigned. + +But was it so? + + + + +Chapter Nine + + +"I shall certainly not tell Molly one word about these latest +developments," Rosina said firmly to herself, and she remade the +resolution not once but a hundred times during the train ride of that +early Wednesday morning. She was too tired from excess of emotion, and +no balance of much-needed sleep, to feel anything but unhappy over the +termination of the preceding evening. + +Everything was over now, and the only glory to be reaped in any +direction would be the dignified way in which Molly should be kept in +ignorance of all that had occurred. + +Outside, the freshness of a Suabian morning lay over valley and +mountain. The country was beautiful with the charm of midsummer's +immediate promise, which spread over the fields of ripening grain and +lost itself among the threading rivulets, or in the shadow of forest and +mountain. The white-plastered farmhouses with the stable-door at one +end, the house-door at the other, and the great sweep of straw-thatched +roof sloping down over all, peeped out from among their surrounding +fruit-trees. Old, old women knit peacefully under the shadow of the +stone-bound well, and little, little children tumbled about their knees +in the grass. Out in the garden at one side the boys and girls were busy +gathering berries or vegetables for the market of next day. Yokes of +oxen passed slowly to and fro upon the shaded roads, their high, +two-wheeled carts loaded to the very top; beside a pond a maiden herded +geese; upon a hill a boy lay sleeping, his sheep nibbling the herbage +near by. It was all quaint and picturesque, and to the American eyes +surpassing strange to see, but those two particular American eyes before +which all the panorama was displayed, happened just then to be blind to +everything except one vivid spirit-photograph, and grew moist each time +that they pictured that afresh. + +"No, I shall not tell Molly one word," she repeated mentally; "I can't +tell her part,--I won't tell her all,--so I just shan't tell her +anything," and then she stared sightlessly out of the wide-open window, +and knew not that it was the dregs of her own evaporated anger which +veiled the sunlit landscape in a dull-gray mist. + +The train came slowly in by the banks of the Bodensee, and halted at the +Kaufhaus soon after eleven o'clock. The Kaufhaus is that delightful old +building where Huss was tried before the great Council. Built for a +warehouse, it is now again a warehouse, Huss and his heresy having been +but a ripple on the tranquil centuries of its existence. + +Molly (who had been telegraphed to) was at the Gare to meet her friend, +and managed to smother her surprise over the sudden turn of events with +complete success. + +"Let the maid take the boxes to the hotel," she said, after having +greeted the traveller, "and you and I will just have a nice drive before +dinner, and a good long nap right afterwards." + +Rosina submitted to be led passively to a cab, and the strength of her +resolution was such that before they reached the spot where Huss was +burnt, Molly was in possession of the last detail as to the preceding +evening. She said never a word in reply, being much engaged in looking +out of the side of the cab to see if she could see the monument, an +action which struck her unhappy friend as heartless in the extreme. When +they drew up beside the iron fence, both got out and peered between the +bars at the huge ivy-covered boulder within the enclosure. + +"Was he burned _on_ this stone?" Molly called to the cabman in German; +"now why does he laugh, do you suppose?" she asked in English of Rosina. + +"Oh," the latter replied wearily, "you used the word for 'fried,' +instead of the word 'burned,' but it doesn't matter," she added with a +heavy sigh. + +"I wonder whether he was looking towards the woods or towards the town +when they lighted him!" Molly pursued with real interest. + +Rosina felt that such talk was horribly frivolous, her own tale of woe +considered, and made no reply; so they went back to the cab, and then +Molly clasped her hands in her lap and became serious. + +"I would forget all about him, if I was you," she said; "you will never +get any satisfaction out of a man who is always going in for jealous +rages like that." + +Rosina felt with a shock that Molly was of a nature more intensely +unsympathetic than any which she had hitherto encountered. She looked at +the Rhine, wondered if it flowed past Leipsic, and wished that she had +kept to her original determination and said nothing at all about any of +it. + +"I'm glad that I did as I did," she said, with an effort to speak in a +tone of indifference (the effort was a marked failure). "I'm sure that +I want to forget him badly enough," she added, and swallowed a choke. + +Molly put her hand upon hers and nodded. + +"Certainly, my dear; it was the only thing to do with a man like that. +You explained once, and once is enough, for one night, surely. Forget +him now and be happy again." + +"Don't let us talk about it any more," said Rosina, feeling bitterly +that Molly lightly demanded oblivion of her when all her inclinations +were towards tears. + +They drove some distance in silence, and then Rosina said slowly: + +"Do you suppose that I shall ever see him again now?" + +"Yes, if you want to. One always sees the men again that one wants to +see again." + +"Are you sure?" + +"I never knew it to fail." + +"How does that happen?" + +"I don't know why it is, but it always does happen. Effect of mental +telepathy, perhaps. The man knows that he is to be given another chance, +and comes to get it, I fancy." + +"But Monsieur von Ibn is so _very_ singular!" + +"Every man is singular!" + +"My husband wasn't. And he wasn't ever the least bit jealous," she +stopped to sigh. "I like jealous men!" she added. + +"Yes," said Molly, dryly, "so I observed." + +"He never lost his temper either," Rosina continued. "We never had +anything to make up. And making up is so delicious. Oh, me!" she sighed, +and her eyes filled with tears again. + +"Never mind," said Molly, consolingly, "you'll soon be making it up this +time." + +"Don't you think," said Rosina, slowly, "that he ought to have sent some +sort of an apology last night; it could have been put under the door, no +matter how late it was, you know?" + +"He isn't that sort of a man, I fancy." + +"But his behavior was so unpardonable!" + +"Yes, but he doesn't see that." + +"Then I don't care if I never do meet him again," Rosina exclaimed +passionately, and the next instant she burst into tears. "He's so +interesting," she sobbed; "and his way of speaking is such an +everlasting joy to me; and he never means to marry; and I never mean to +marry; and I know that he really cared a great deal about me; and now +it's--all--all over!" + +Molly leaned over and kissed her, drew a comforting arm around her +waist, and gave her an affectionate squeeze. + +"Don't take it so awfully to heart, my dear," she whispered soothingly; +"we all have troubles of one kind, if not of another. Here's a long +letter come by the morning post from my dear gray-caped lieutenant, and +it's just full of the worst sort of desperation over our mutual affairs. +He knows that we can't possibly marry without a certain amount of money, +which we have neither of us got, and so there you are!" + +"How much is it?" Rosina asked dully. She felt that she ought to try and +make an effort to interest herself in the lives of others, even if her +own had so completely crashed in. + +"Oh, it's something awful in pounds, but in those Italian _lire_!--why, +it's not to be thought of for a moment. He thinks that he had best chuck +up the army and take me to America instead!" + +"Oh, Molly, don't let him do that! We haven't any Italians in America +except organ-grinders and miners, and the Ambassador, of course!" + +"I knew it wouldn't do," said the Irish girl. Then she shrugged her +shoulders and laughed. + +"But then I never did intend to marry him, anyhow!" + +They drove back to the hotel, and Rosina's eyes were fairly presentable +when the _Portier_ came out to receive them. + +"There is a letter just come for madame," he said, as they entered the +Kreuzgang; "it is in the office; I will bring it at once." + +"There!" Molly whispered, "do you see!" + +Rosina trembled slightly as she held out her hand and saw the hotel +stamp of Zurich on the envelope. Then she tore it open and pulled out +the single folded sheet contained therein. + +It was her bill, receipted, which Ottillie had let fall in the haste of +their early departure! + + * * * * * + +Madame la Princesse Russe having a migraine that afternoon, the two +friends had the pleasure of a tete-a-tete dinner at half-past six. They +sat by one of the great windows of what used to be the chapel of the +monastery, but is now the dining-room of the Inselhaus, and enjoyed the +sweet lake breeze, while their tongues ran delightfully. Rosina, +liberally refreshed by a long nap, and mightily reinforced as to her +pride by the last terrific blow of the letter, was in the best possible +spirits, and her gayety quite rivalled, if it did not surpass, that of +her companion. + +As the waiter was removing the salad, a shadow fell suddenly athwart the +floor at their side, and Molly, looking quickly upward, beheld--the man! + +He was in evening dress, calm, cool, and smiling, and neither the +surprised face of the one, nor the violent start of the other shook his +composure in the least. + +"_Vous allez bien, mesdames?_" he asked politely, and then, speaking to +the waiter with authority: + +"Lay another place here," he said, indicating the end of the small +table, "for I shall dine with you, _n'est-ce pas_?" he added, looking +straight at Rosina. + +She appeared to have been stricken suddenly dumb, and was so evidently +incapable of speech that Molly came boldly to the front with the +un-original remark: + +"When _did_ you come?" + +"By Schaffhausen, that _train-rapide_ that does go so fast. I had been +more wise to have come this morning by the train as madame, for this +afternoon the tourists were very terrible--also the heat." + +"Was it dusty?" she went on. + +"I believe you well that it was. And you," he continued, turning to +Rosina, who sat helplessly staring at her plate, and was very pale +except for a crimson spot on either cheek, "had you a pleasant ride?" + +"No, she hadn't," said her faithful friend; "she arrived all used up." + +"You were made too tired, and do not feel well?" he asked, addressing +the scarlet cheeks again; "truly, you look much so. What has arrived in +Zurich to make you like that?" + +He put the question in a tone the intensity of which forced her to lift +her eyes to his. Molly did not see the glance, for the infinitude of her +own experiences led her to find the moment favorable for gazing out of +the window in a sort of rapt admiration for the Insel rose-bushes in the +foreground and the placid Bodensee beyond. + +It was the waiter who jarred them all three back to the knowledge of +mundane things by bringing soup for the latest arrival and ices for his +two companions. + +"Ah, now I may eat!" the gentleman exclaimed in a tone of deep +satisfaction, and began at once. + +"You must not be surprised over me," he said to Molly, with a slight +smile. + +"I was not surprised," she reassured him. + +"Because I have not eaten to-day before," he explained. + +"Really?" + +"Yes, of a truthfulness. I am most _drole_ as that. I may never eat when +I am much troubled." + +"Dear me, have you been troubled to-day?" + +He looked at Rosina, whose face blazed yet deeper. + +"I have said that I may not eat," he repeated simply. + +Molly laid down her spoon and glanced out of the window again. Her +feminine instinct divined what was to be. + +"And madame your friend, she is not ill, I hope?" he inquired politely, +as the waiter removed his soup. + +"No," said the Irish girl, slowly, "or--that is,--yes, yes, she is." + +"And you must go at once to her," he cried, springing up to draw back +her chair, "I am so sad for that." + +Molly rose to her feet. + +"I'm sorry, too," she said, nodding a smiling thanks; "but you see I've +no choice." And then she went coffee-less away to laugh alone +above-stairs. + +Von Ibn sat down again and ate his fish in silence. He did not appear +greatly perturbed over the twin-silence which was opposite him, rather +seeming to reflect upon the fresh reconciliation which was building +itself on such a substantial foundation of blushes. + +Finally, when the fish was gone, he leaned somewhat forward and spoke +very low. + +"_Oh, que j'etais malheureux hier le soir!_" he said in a tone that +trembled with feeling; "you can figure to yourself nothing of what it +was! And this morning--when I send and find that you are gone!--I must +know then that you were very furious of me." + +She raised her eyes, but to the window, not to him. + +"I was," she said briefly, but not the less tensely. + +"When you are run last night--on the stairs like that, you know!--it +should have been amusing to see you run so fast; but I was not any +amused whatever. But why did you run?" he questioned, interrupting +himself; "did you think to leave me always then, there, forever? For an +instant I had the idea to go after you, but the _Portier_ was there, and +I have thought, 'What may he think?'" + +"Oh," she exclaimed, distressedly, "I altogether forgot him! What do you +suppose he did think?" + +Von Ibn shrugged his shoulders. + +"_Rien du tout_," he said easily; "he has think most probably that you +have lost something from you--a pin or a button, you know. When a woman +runs so, that is what every one knows." + +"Do they?" + +"_Naturlich!_ I always know." + +"Oh!" + +He finished his dinner in short order and then looked a smiling inquiry +into her eyes. + +"We shall go now on to the terrace for the coffee; yes?" he asked as he +rose, and she rose too and went with him to where their little table was +spread among the dusk and the roses. The band in the Stadtgarten was +playing delightfully, and its sweetness came across water and park to +search out their very souls. The Bodensee spread all beyond in a gray +peace that seemed to bid the very leaves upon the trees to slumber. The +steamers were coming to their harbor rest in answer to the flaming +summons flung them by the searchlight at the head of the pier. They +glided in in slow procession, shivered at anchor, and submitted to the +lulling of the lake's night breath. + +Von Ibn rested his elbow on the table and his chin upon his hand. He +looked dreamily out across the water for a long time before saying: + +"You pardon my impoliteness then of last night? I am not come to trouble +you here, only to ask that, and something else, and then I go again at +once." + +"Yes, I will pardon you," said Rosina gently. She too was looking +thoughtfully out into the twilight on the water. "Only don't do so +again." + +"It is that that I would ask," he went on, looking always at the lake, +never at her; "that is what I would beg of you. Let us promise +sincerely--let us take a vow never to be angry again. I have suffer +enough last night both with my own anger and from yours. I will believe +what you may tell me. And let us never be angry so again." + +"It is you who are so unreasonable," she began. + +"No," he interrupted quickly, "not unreasonable. _Jamais je ne me fache +sans raison!_" + +"Yes, you do too. Just think of last night, you were twice angry for +nothing at all. It was terrible!" + +He stared afar and seemed to reflect doubly. + +"He was _bete_, that man," he said at last. + +"He wasn't either. He was very nice; I don't know how I should have +gotten along coming over if I had not had him on the steamer to amuse +me." + +"You could have done very well without him at Zurich," said Von Ibn +doggedly; "myself, I did not like him the first minute that I see him." + +"When did you first see him?" + +"He was there at the table beside you." + +Rosina laughed a little. He turned towards her and smiled. + +"Then you will forgive me?" + +"Yes, this one time more. But never, never again." + +He turned to the lake and consumed five minutes in assimilating her +remark. Then his look came back to her. + +"I was awake so much last night that my eyes burn me; do they show it?" + +She looked into his eyes, and they burned indeed--burned with a latent +glow that forced her own to lower their lids. + +"Do they look strangely to you?" he asked. + +"No," she said in a low tone. + +"That is odd, because in all my life they have never look at any one as +they look at you to-night." + +She drew herself together suddenly. + +"Don't talk foolishly," she said distinctly. + +"That was no foolishness; it is true." + +"It is just the sort of thing that all men say, and I like you because +you do not say things like all other men." + +"Do all other men say to you that?" + +"Not just that, but its equivalents. Men in general are not very +original." + +He took out his cigarette case and contemplated its bas-relief of two +silver nymphs for several seconds. + +"You may," said his companion, smiling. + +"May what?" + +"May smoke." + +"But I am going to, anyway." + +"Oh." + +He looked at her with an air of remonstrance. + +"This is not your parlor," he reminded her. + +"No," she said meekly; "I stand corrected." + +He lit the cigarette and threw the match into a rose-bush. + +"I think that I will go and find Molly," she suggested presently. + +"Why?" + +"I think that she would be able to leave madame by this time." + +"But if she can leave her then she will come to us, and I do not want +her; do you?" + +"I always want her." + +"That is absurd. Why do you want her? I never want another man when we +speak together." + +"But I am very fond of Molly." + +"So am I most affectionate of my professor in Leipsic, but I never once +have wished for him when I was with you." + +"That's different." + +"No, it is quite one. Do not go for mademoiselle; I have something to +say to you, and there is only to-night to say it." + +"What is it?" + +"It is that I have really to go away. This time I must. I go to-morrow +morning without fail." + +"I am so glad," she exclaimed. + +"Yes," he said, with a quick glance; "is it really so that my going +makes you pleasure? Truly I only come in return for your kindness of +last night--when you send for me, you know. I think that I wish to +repay. But now, if we are quite friends, I must go very early to-morrow +in the morning." + +"I am glad that you are going," she said quietly, "and you know why. And +I shall be glad when we meet again," she added in a lighter tone. + +Then a long silence fell between them, while to their ears came the +famous symphony of a famous composer. When the music ceased he spoke +again. + +"You will write to me?" + +"I am not a letter writer." + +"But you will send me a few lines sometimes?" + +"Are you going to write me?" + +"_Si vous voulez de mes nouvelles._" + +"Yes, I do." + +"I will tell you," he said, tossing his cigarette into the lake; "I will +send you a post-card, as I tell you before--you recall? yes." + +"No," said Rosina, with decision, "I don't want post-cards; you can +write me in an envelope or not at all." + +He looked at her thoughtfully. + +"I have some very small paper," he said at last, "I can use that; I use +it to write my family on." + +She almost laughed. + +"That will be all right," she said, "and I will answer on my +correspondence-cards. They only hold half a dozen lines, and they have +my monogram on them and are really very pretty." + +"You can write on the back too," he suggested. + +"I shan't have any more to say than will go easily on the front, +though." + +"And I shall see you next in August in Munich?" + +"_Esperons!_" with a smile. + +He stood up suddenly. + +"Let us walk to the Garten," he suggested; "it is good to walk after +dinner a little." + +She rose too, very willingly, and they went towards the bridge that +connects the Insel with the mainland. + +"Did you love your husband?" he asked as they passed above the moat-like +stream. + +"Tremendously." + +"For long?" + +"Until after we were married." + +He halted short at that. + +"It was too bad to stop just then." + +Rosina felt that there were safer places to pause than there on the +railroad tracks, and went on to the other side. + +"It was too bad to stop at all," she said, when he came too. + +"_Assurement._" + +They walked along the bank and came into the Stadtgarten, full of people +laughing and talking with the liveliness that is so pleasant to see and +so difficult, apparently, to import, unless it be in the steerage. +Perhaps it is the Custom House which takes all the gayety out of the +First and Second Classes before they can get ashore in America. + +"We shall have to say our parting very soon," the man said presently; +"we have both travelled to-day, and I must go in a very early hour +to-morrow." + +"Yes," she replied, "I am much more weary to-night even than I was last +night." + +"If we are tired we might again have trouble," suggested her companion +wisely. Then he added quickly, "But, no, never again,--I have promise +that." + +"Shall we not return to the hotel now?" she asked. + +"But why will you go back so quick?" he asked in an injured tone; "do +you want to be so soon alone?" + +"I thought that you wanted to be." + +"I want to sit down and not walk ever," he said, pausing by an empty +table in the open-air cafe. "What made you stop?" he went on, looking at +her, she having paused where he did, naturally. + +"I stopped because you did." + +"Because I did! that has no sense." + +"Then I'll go on alone," and she moved away. + +He rejoined her in three steps, laughing. + +"Why do you walk off like that?" he demanded. + +"Because you said that there was no sense in my stopping." + +He looked at her in great amusement. + +"_Que vous etes tordante!_ I asked you why you stopped loving your +husband?" + +She stared. + +"Why, it's ever so long since we were speaking of that. How funny you +are!" + +He turned her back towards the empty table. + +"Let us sit down here and talk, it may be the last time for long." + +She hesitated, thinking of Molly. + +"It is so nice here," he declared, persuasively; "only for a few minutes +we stay." + +She sat down forthwith; he followed suit. A maid came and took his +order, and then he clasped his hands upon the table before him and was +still, appearing to be overtaken by some sudden and absorbing train of +thought. + +After a little the music recommenced, and his soul returned to his eyes +with a quick upblazing light. He reached out his hand and touched hers. + +"Listen!" he exclaimed imperatively; "you go to learn something now. Pay +much notice." + +The violins of the orchestra were pouring forth their hearts in a sweet +treble song, whose liquid liaisons flowed high above the background of a +dark monotony of single chords. The air was singularly full of feeling, +and reached forth its individual pleading to each individual listener. + +"You have hear that?" he whispered with a smile. + +"Never," she whispered in return. + +"You shall wait a little," he murmured, resting his chin on his hand and +turning his eyes on the lake again; "in a moment you shall hear." + +At that instant the song appeared to terminate, and bass and treble ran +together in long, sweeping arpeggios; and then, out over the merry +crowd, out over the infinite peace of the Bodensee, there rang and +resounded four notes,--E, F, F sharp, G; four notes, the pain, the +prayer, the passion of which shrieked to the inmost mysteries of every +hearing heart. + +Rosina started; her companion turned quickly towards her. + +"It is what you told me of at Lucerne that night on the steamer?" she +asked, with no question in her voice. + +He moved his head slowly in assent to her certainty. The cascading song +was already running its silvery course again; he leaned far towards her. + +"Have you comprehend, do you think?" he asked. + +She nodded. And then she too leaned her chin on her hand, and looked to +the lake to guard her eyes, while the music invaded and took complete +possession of her senses. + +"Do you play that on your violin?" she asked, when all was over. + +"There is no music that I may not play," he replied, "unless I have +never see it, or hear it, or divine it for myself." + +"Do you play the piano also?" + +"Only what I must. Sometimes I must, you know. Then I say to my hands, +'You shall go here, you shall go there!' and they go, but very badly." + +She looked straight at him with a curious dawning in her eyes. + +"I wonder, shall we ever make any music together?" she murmured. + +"Much," he said tritely. + +She was conscious of neither wonder nor resistance, as if the music had +cast a spell over her self-mastery. + +"I want to hear you play," she said, with an echo of entreaty. + +He shook his head, brushing a lock of hair off of his temple as he did +so. There was a sort of impatience in each movement. + +"Not these days; no! I played once after I saw you first, but only once. +Since that the case is locked; the key is here." He interrupted himself +to draw out his keys, and separating one from the rest held it up to +her. "Let us hope that in Munich, perhaps." + +The waitress had returned with their ices. He watched her arrange them, +and she watched him. The heavy circle under his eyes was especially +noticeable this night, the eyes themselves especially laughless. + +"You are glad that I go?" he asked suddenly as he picked up his spoon +and plunged it into the saucer before him; "yes?" + +"I shall be more glad when I know that you are really gone." + +"But this time it is sure. This time it is really a true going." He +stopped and broke a piece of cake into tiny morsels, pushing them +together into a neat little pile. "Why were you unhappy in your +husband?" he asked slowly. + +"He drank," she replied. + +"Perhaps he was unhappy?" + +"Perhaps." + +"And you?" + +"Beyond a doubt." + +He took another bit of cake and crumbed that up as he had the first. + +"Don't do that." + +"Why shall I not?" with an air of surprise. + +"It isn't right." + +"But I shall pay for it," he said remonstrantly. + +"It's bad manners, anyhow." + +"What does it matter if I like, and pay for it too?" + +"Well, then, if you must know, it makes me horribly nervous!" + +He looked at her quickly. + +"Are you nervous?" + +"Yes, when people waste cake like that." + +He sighed and stopped his play. + +"Did you ever love after?" he asked presently. + +"No, never! Good Heavens, once was enough!" + +"Was your husband so very bad?" + +"He wasn't bad at all; he was only disagreeable." + +"Perhaps he made you nervous?" he queried. + +"Perhaps," she answered dryly. + +There was a long, long pause. The band now played "_Doch Einer Schoner +Zeit_," and some peasants in the native costume sang the words. + +Finally he pushed his plate away and crossed his arms upon the table; +his eyes were very earnest. + +"Once I loved," he said; "I have speak of that to you before." + +She made no reply. + +"It was no passion of a whole life, but for a boy, as I was then, it was +much. I was quite young, and, _Gott!_ how I _did_ love! She was such a +woman as says, 'I will make this man absolutely mad;' and she did so. +She made me crazy--_tout-a-fait fou_; and then, when I could only +breathe by her eyes, she showed me that she was uncaring!" + +He stopped, stared sightlessly out at the black water beyond, and then +turned towards her. + +"Is it so in _your_ mind towards me?" he asked, and in his voice and +eyes was that heartrending pathos which once in a lifetime a man's soul +may come to share with childhood's heavy sorrows. + +She drew a quick breath. The pointed roofs of the Inselhaus off there +beyond the trees printed themselves darkly and forever upon her brain; +the scattered lights in the windows, the inky spots where the ivy +trailings were massed thickest,--all those details and a dozen others +were in that instant photographed upon her spirit, destined to +henceforth form the background to the scene whose centre was the face +opposite to her, all of the expression of which seemed to have condensed +itself into the burning gaze of those two great eyes, so vastly sad. + +"Oh, monsieur," she said, with a tone of deep appeal, "believe me, I +have never done so cruel a thing as that in all my life!" + +"Are you to all men as to me?" + +"I hope so." + +"That American in Zurich! when you met him again was it as to meet me +again?" + +"But he is no especial friend of mine." + +"And am I especial?--Am I?--Yes?" + +"Yes," she said slowly, "I feel as if I had known you all my life." + +"Yes," he answered quickly, "just so I feel also." + +He put up his hand and again brushed the loose lock of his wavy hair +back from his forehead. + +"_Vraiment_," he exclaimed, "I begin to feel that it is impossible that +I go to-morrow." + +"Oh, but you must," she cried, much alarmed. + +"We are so happy; why can we not let this pleasure last?" + +"You _must_ go!" she reiterated with decision. + +"We understand so well," he went on, without noticing her words; "you +understand, I understand. I wish nothing of you, I require nothing of +you, only the friendship--only these good hours that we know together, +only the joy of our sympathy. Why can I not be where you are everywhere? +_Warum nichts?_" + +"It isn't possible!" she said firmly. + +He turned about in his seat and called for the reckoning. After it was +paid they went together back towards the hotel. + +"You have told me that you will never marry again," he said presently, +"and I have told you that I also intend never. But--" he stopped short. +The hotel court was there before them, and the scent of some night +flowers came on the evening breeze from those beds of riotous color +which fill the central space of the old Cloister. + +"Let us walk once around the Kreuzgang," he suggested, "and after that +we will go in." + +She assented, and they followed the vivid outline of Constance's history +as portrayed in the large frescoes upon the inner wall of the vaulted +passage. + +"I do not breathe here," he said suddenly; "come into the garden with me +once again. But for a moment? I beg--I pray!" + +They went out on to the terrace, passing through the Refectory, now +thick with smoke and scintillating with beer-steins. + +"You say that you will never marry," he said again, as they encircled +the base of Huss' Tower, "and I tell you that I also have the idea to +never marry. But--" + +He paused again, just by that bit of the old monastery wall which +extends out towards the bathing-houses. + +"But if--_if_," he emphasized the monosyllable with marked +emphasis,--"_if_ I asked you to marry me, what would you say?" + +Rosina did not stop for an instant's consideration. + +"I should say 'no.'" + +He received the blow full in his face. + +"Why?" he asked. + +"I do not want another husband. I don't like husbands. They are all +alike." + +"How?" + +"You can't tell a thing about them beforehand; they always change, and +are different after marriage from what they were before." + +"I shall never change," he declared positively. + +"They all say that." + +"But I speak truth!" + +"They all say that too." + +"But with me it will arrive;" then he added, "with me it will arrive +that I shall never change, because I shall _never_ marry." + +His remark was such a complete surprise to her that she could hardly +master her shock for a moment. + +"If that was the point that you were leading up to," she said finally, +"I'm certainly glad that I did not say 'yes.'" + +He surveyed her, smiling. + +"I particularly said 'if,'" he reminded her; "I said, '_if_ I asked you +to marry me,' you know?" + +Rosina felt a strong inclination to bring the evening to a close. She +wanted to be alone and think. + +"We must go in," she said. + +"I also feel it," he answered. + +So they went in. The hall and staircase were quite deserted. He walked +with her to the top of the first flight. + +"Do we leave good-bye here?" he asked. + +"Yes," she said smiling; "I think so." + +He stood looking at her, and out of the depths of his nature various +phantoms strove into shape. + +"It is well that I go," he said seriously; "after all, we are not +children, you and I, and however we laugh it is always that, that we +really are not children." He put out his hand and took hers. "I shall be +away, and the time will be long, and--" he paused abruptly. + +Her eyes almost closed beneath the unbearable heat of his gaze. + +"Shall you remember me?" she asked, faintly this time. + +"Yes, much." + +Then she opened her eyes and withdrew her hand. + +"For how long?" she said as before. + +He was still staring down at her. + +"Who can say!" + +"For three weeks? for four? for six?" + +"_Je ne sais pas_," he said briefly; "if I think too much I must come +back, and that will not be wisely." + +"We must not stand here," she said suddenly; "adieu, au revoir!" + +"Yes," he replied sombrely, "we must part now." + +He looked at her, and his eyes locked hers hard and fast for a long +minute. She felt ill, faint, her breath seemed failing her. Then-- + +He seized her hand and pressed it so strongly against his lips that his +lips parted and she felt his teeth against her flesh. + +"_Je vous aime!_" he whispered, almost inaudibly. "Adieu!" + + + + +Part II + +THE BEATING OF THE WAVES + +[Illustration] + +Chapter Ten + + +It was September in Munich. They stood together on the Maximilianbrucke, +and, looking down into the gray and black turbulence of the Isar, felt +themselves to be by contrast most tranquil and even-tempered. The little +river rushed beneath them, forming a wealth of tiny whirlpools above its +stone-paved way, its waters seeming to clash and struggle in a species +of mimic, liquid warfare, and then, of a sudden, victor and vanquished +fled wildly on together, giving place to other waves with their other +personal scores to settle. + +The banks on either side were beginning to show some touches of autumnal +scarlet among those masses of vine whose ends trailed in the water +below, and among the shrubs of the Promenade the same blood stain +betrayed the summer's death at the hands of the merciless frost king. +The Peace Monument was there, piercing heaven with its golden wings; +the Lucaskirche towered to the east; above them all sat the lofty +Maximilianeum, that open-work crown of Munich, whose perfectly curved +approach and double arcaded wings must joy the soul of every +artist-nature that lingers near it. + +"How old are you?" the man said suddenly. + +Rosina jerked her consciousness up out of the bed of the Isar. + +"No gentleman at home would ask a lady that," she told him, thus showing +great presence of mind. + +He smiled and twisted his moustache. + +"But I am not a gentleman at home," he said pleasantly, "I am a +gentleman travelling." + +"How old are you?" + +"I have thirty-three years." + +"Well, I haven't," she said with decision; "you might think that I was +forty, but that is only because I have had so much experience." + +He looked at her in a dubious, troubled way. + +"I did not think that you had forty: I did not get that just perhaps. +You have not truthfully forty, have you?" + +Rosina laughed in unfeigned amusement. + +"No, monsieur, I am not thirty even. I told you that if I seemed to be +forty, it was because I had had so much experience." + +"So much experience?" + +"Yes." + +"You feel that you have had experience?" + +"I know it." + +"Experience as, _par exemple_, me?" + +"Yes." + +He looked at her and smiled, shaking his head. + +"Oh, madame, you say that, not at all knowing how much experience I have +had." + +She raised her eyebrows slightly and turned to walk on. He followed at +her shoulder, and when they came to the little stone stair that leads +down to the Promenade, he halted and glanced expressively off among the +paths and shade. + +"There isn't time," she said, shaking _her_ head now. + +He went down two steps alone, and then held out his hand with that +irresistible smile; she hesitated, looked helplessly around, and then, +like all women who hesitate, was forthwith lost, swallowed up, in the +maze of those wandering paths. Von Ibn secured his cane well beneath his +arm and lit a cigarette. + +"Do I ever now ask you 'may I'?" he said. + +"You never did ask me 'might you?'" she replied. + +He drew two or three satisfied puffs. + +"It is good to be so friends," he commented placidly, and then he took +his cane into his right hand again and swung it with the peculiarly +vigorous swing which in his case always betrayed the possession of an +uncommon degree of _bonne humeur_. "And now for your experience?" he +asked after a little. "It is that which I will to hear." + +"Did you ever go to a masked ball?" + +"_Mais, naturellement._" + +"Well, so did I." She paused to note the effect. + +He threw a quick glance of undefined question at her. + +"Masked?" he demanded. + +"Oh, dear no! thickly veiled, and 'way upstairs in a gallery." + +"Were you greatly amused 'way upstairs in your gallery?" + +"Yes, really; there were ever so many men there that I knew." + +"Did they come upstairs in the gallery?" + +"No indeed, no one knew that I was there. But it interested me to see +whom _I_ knew--" + +"Was I there?" he interrupted. + +"Oh, it wasn't here! it was ever so long ago, while my husband was +alive." + +"Did you see your husband?" + +"Yes," she said flushing, "and he was just like all the other men. He +wore no mask, and he did not care one bit who might recognize him." + +"You had been better not gone," said the man decidedly. + +"Yes, I think so; I lost all my love for my husband that night, and +killed all my faith in mankind forever." + +"Why did you be possessed to go?" + +"I went because I did not want to be deceived in the way that many women +are deceived." + +Von Ibn laughed. + +"You know now all of everything, you think?" + +"I know more than most other women do." + +"You would have known much more yet if you had worn a mask," he told her +very dryly. + +She did not reply, and after a few minutes he continued: + +"And now, when you know everything, and can no more be deceived, are you +so most happy?" + +"I do not know," she said slowly. + +"How have you lost your faith?" he inquired; "what in especial can no +more deceive you?" + +"I don't believe in men," she declared; "I don't believe in anything +that they say, nor in anything that they promise. And I don't believe +one bit in love!" + +The man stopped by an empty bench. + +"We have walked so long," he remarked parenthetically; and she sat down, +parenthetically also, so to speak. + +"That is sad," he said, digging in the gravel with his cane, "not to +believe in love, or in the truth of a man! and you are a woman, too! +Then there is no more truth and love for you." + +Rosina felt disheartened. A ready acquiescence in her views is always +discouraging to a woman. What is the use of having views, if they are +just tamely agreed to at once? + +"I think perhaps men really mean what they say when they say it," she +began; "but, oh dear, they can't stick to it afterwards. Why, my husband +told me that my lightest wish should be his law, and then what do you +think he did?" + +"He did perhaps kiss you." + +"No, he went and bought a monkey!" + +"What is a monkey?" + +"Don't you know what a monkey is?" + +"If I know I will not trouble you to ask." + +"_C'est un singe,--affe_; now you know." + +"Oh, yes; I was thinking of a monk, and of how one told me that you had +them not with you." + +Then he scraped gravel for a long time, while her mind wandered through +a vista of monks and monkeys, and finally, entering the realm of the +present day, paused over the dream of a hat which she had seen that +morning in the Theatinerstrasse, a hat with a remarkably clever +arrangement of one buckle between two wings; it was in the store that +faced-- + +"I am an atheist," said her companion, rising abruptly from his seat. + +"Apropos of what?" she asked, decidedly startled, but rising +too,--"apropos of the monkey?" + +"_Comment?_" he said blankly. + +"Nothing, nothing!" quickly. + +They walked on slowly among the shadows which were beginning to gather +beneath the trees; after a while he spoke again. + +"I tell you just now that I am an atheist, and that is very true. Now I +will make you a proposal and you shall see how serious I mean. I will +change myself and believe in God, if you will change yourself and +believe once more in men." + +"Can you believe in God or not just as you please?" she asked +wonderingly. + +"I am the master of myself," he replied straitly; "if I say that I will +pray to-night, I will pray. And you must say that you will believe," he +insisted; "you must again have a faith in men, and in their truth, and +in honor." Then he paused lengthily. "And in love?" he continued; "say +that you will again believe in love?--you will, will you not? yes?" + +"I don't know that I can do it, even if I want to," she said musingly; +"looking on at life is so terribly disheartening, especially with us in +America, you know." + +"Oh," he said quickly, "but I do not want you to believe in love in +America; I talk of here in Munich." + +"I suppose you mean yourself?" + +"Yes," he said most emphatically,--"me." + +She could not help laughing a little. + +"You do really amuse me so much," she apologized. + +A workman in a dirty blouse and a forlorn, green Tyrolese hat, the +cock's plume of which had been all too often rained upon, passed close +beside them. Von Ibn, nothing daunted, seized her gloved hand and +pressed it to his lips; she freed it quickly and swept all their +environage with one swift and comprehensive glance. + +"If any one that knew us should see you!" she exclaimed. + +He calmly gazed after the now distant workman. + +"I did not know him," he said; "did you?" + +Then she was obliged to laugh again. + +"You are always so afraid of the world," he continued, remonstrating; +"what does it make if one do see me kiss your hand? kissing your hand is +so little kissing." + +He paused a moment and smiled whimsically. + +"I did really laugh alone in my room the other night. I sit there +smoking and thinking what a bad fright you have always when I will to +take your hand and kiss it--you fear ever that some one shall not be +there to see. Then I think, if I would give you a true kiss, that would +be to your mind so awful,--the fear of a seeing, you know,--that we must +then go in a cellar and bolt nine doors first, probably." + +He laughed, but she did not. + +"When I go into a cellar with you," she said coldly, "and allow nine +doors bolted, you may kiss me, and I pledge you my word not to scream." + +A dead silence followed her remark, and lasted until Von Ibn broke it, +saying abstractedly: + +"One does go underground to visit the breweries;" after which he +meditated some while longer before adding, "but they never would bolt +the doors, I think." + +Rosina felt any comment on these words to be unnecessary and continued +upon the even tenor of her way. They were close by the Luitpoldbrucke +now, and she went towards the bridge, which lay upon their homeward +route. Von Ibn followed her lead placidly until they were upon the +opposite bank, when he suddenly halted. + +"Have you lost something?" she asked, stopping also. + +"No, but I asked you some question just now and you have never reply." + +"What was it?" + +"About believing." + +"But I am going so soon," she objected. + +"How soon?" + +"In December." + +"It is then all settled?" he inquired, with interest. + +"Yes." + +"But you can unsettle it?" he reminded her eagerly. + +"I don't want to unsettle it--I want to go." + +He stared at her blankly. + +"How have I offended you?" he asked after a while. + +"You have not offended me," she said, much surprised. + +"But you say that you want to go?" + +"That is because I feel that I must go." + +"Why must you go? why do you not stay here this winter?--or, hold! why +do you not go to Dresden? Later I also must go to Dresden, and it would +be so _gemuthlich_, in Dresden together." + +"It will be _gemuthlich_ for me to get home, too." + +"Do you wish much to go?" + +"Yes; I think that I do." + +Then she wondered if she was really speaking the truth, and, going to +the edge of the bank, looked abstractedly down into the rapid current. + +"What do you think?" he asked, following her there. + +She turned her face towards him with a smile. + +"I cannot help feeling curious as to whether, when I shall really be +again in America, I shall know a longing for--for the Isar, or not?" + +"I wonder, shall I ever be in America," he said thoughtfully; "and if I +ever should come there, where do you think would be for me the most +interesting?" + +"_Chez moi_," she laughed. + +He smiled in amusement at her quick answer. + +"But I shall never come to America," he went on presently; "I do not +think it is a healthy country. I have an uncle who did die of the yellow +fever in Chili." + +"There is more of America than Chili; that's in South America--quite +another country from mine." + +"Yes, I know; your land is where the men had the war with the negroes +before they make them all free. I study all that once and find it quite +dull." + +"The war was between the Northern and Southern States of North +America--" she began. + +"_Ca ne m'interesse du tout_," he broke in; "let us walk on." + +They walked on, and there was a lengthy pause in the conversation, +because Rosina considered his interruption to be extremely rude and +would not broach another subject. They went a long way in the darkness +of a heavily clouded September twilight, and finally: + +"Where did he buy it?" he asked. + +"Where did he buy what? where did who buy what?" + +"The monkey." + +"Oh! I don't know, I'm sure." + +Then there was another long silence. + +"To-morrow," he announced, "I am going to the Tagernsee, and--" + +"I'm not," she put in flatly. + +He turned his head and stared reprovingly. + +"How you have say that! not in the way of good manners at all." + +"No," she said, with an air of retort, "I am with you so much that I am +beginning to forget all my good manners." + +"Am I so bad mannered?" + +"Yes, you are." + +"How?" + +"You interrupt, and you are frank to a degree that is always impolite, +and sometimes really awful." + +"And you," he exclaimed eagerly, "how bad you also are! you never even +try to be agreeable, and when I speak with great seriosity you are often +more amused than before, even." + +Rosina tried to look sorry, but found it safer, even in the twilight, to +look the other way. + +"The truth is," he went on vigorously, "I am very much too good with +you! I have never taken my time to an American before, and I am always +fearful. I have been a fool. I shall not be a fool any more." + +"How do you intend to begin to grow wise?" + +"You will see." + +The threat sounded dire, but they were now at the corner by the +Maximiliansstrasse, and supper was too near for her to feel downcast. + +"I hope that we are to have potato salad to-night," she said cheerfully. + +He continued to meditate moodily. + +"Oh, we are much too much together," he announced at last. + +"Well," she replied, "if you go to the Tagernsee to-morrow that will +give us a little mutual rest." + +"I may miss the train," he added thoughtfully; "if I do--" + +"You can take the next one," she finished for him. + +He looked at her witheringly. + +"If I do miss the train, I will carry my violin to you and we will make +some music in the evening." + +Rosina stopped, fairly paralyzed with joy. + +"Oh, monsieur," she cried, "will you really?" + +"Yes, that is what I will; _if_ I miss the train." + +They had entered beneath the long arcade, which was dark and altogether +deserted except for one distant figure. + +"I almost want you to miss your train," she said eagerly. "You do not +know how very, very anxious I am to hear you play." + +"I can miss it," he said thoughtfully; "it is very simple to miss a +train. One can sleep, and then here in Munich one may say the cabman a +wrong Gare. If I say 'Ostbahnhof' when I must go from the Starnberg, I +shall surely miss the train, you know." + +He looked at her gravely and she burst out laughing at the picture he +had drawn for her mind, because there is all of three or four miles +between those two particular stations. + +"But I don't want you to miss the train," she said presently. "You can +play for me after you come back, I--" + +At this moment the figure which had been coming towards them suddenly +resolved itself into that of a stalwart young man, who, just as he was +directly in front of them, stopped, seized Rosina in his arms and kissed +her. She very naturally screamed in fright, and her escort delivered a +blow at the stranger which sent him reeling backwards against one of the +stone pillars. + +The man, who was well dressed and appeared to be a gentleman, recovered +himself with surprising quickness, and laughed oddly, saying: + +"My Lord, what a welcome!" + +At the sound of his voice Rosina screamed afresh, this time in quite +another tone, however, exclaiming: + +"It's my cousin Jack!" + +"It is your--some one you know?" stammered Von Ibn. "Then I must demand +a thousand pardons." + +"Not at all," said Jack, taking his hand and shaking it heartily; +"that's all right! don't say a word more. The trouble was that when I +saw Rosina I forgot that she had gotten out of the habit of being +kissed. Of course I scared her awfully. Are you over it yet, dear?" + +Rosina stood between the two men, and appeared completely stunned by her +cousin's arrival. + +"Where did you drop from, anyhow?" she asked, finding her tongue at +last. + +"Came over to go back with you; left Paris last night." + +"Where will you stay? There isn't an empty corner in the _pension_, one +has to write ever so long ahead." + +"I'm going to stay at the Vierjahreszeiten, just beside you. I'm all +right." + +"Yes," said Von Ibn suddenly, "you are very right; I stay there too." + +Rosina thought despairingly, "They'll see a lot of one another, and Jack +will dislike him and he'll hate Jack." + +By this time they were come to her door and paused there. + +"I'm going in with you," the cousin said. "Madame was so glad to see me +again that she wanted me to come back and sit next to her at supper. I +was awfully glad to see her. She's even younger and prettier than when I +last saw her--when you and I were kids there that winter, don't you +remember?" + +Von Ibn was staring sombrely at Rosina and she was sure that Jack would +notice it, and wished that he wouldn't. Then he gave a little start and +held out his hand. + +"I shall not come to-night," he said, "and to-morrow I go to the +Tagernsee; so it is 'good-bye' here." + +She felt choked. + +"Good-bye," she said, keenly aware of being watched, but striving to +speak pleasantly notwithstanding. He shook her hand, raised his hat, and +left them. + +Then her cousin swung the big _porte_ open and they entered the passage +and went towards the stairs. At the first step he paused and said in a +peculiarly pointed tone of voice: + +"Well, are you going to marry him?" + +She jumped at the suddenness of the question, and then, recovering +herself quickly, answered coldly: + +"Of course not." + +"Why of course not?" + +Her neck took on a quite new poise--not new to the man behind her, +however. + +"I asked you, 'Why of course not'?" he repeated. + +"You know how foolish such a question is." + +"It isn't foolish. Yourself considered, it's the most natural question +in the world." + +"You never met me before when I was walking with a stranger, and then +asked me such a thing." + +"This man's different. Some one wrote home that you were going to marry +him. You can imagine Uncle John! I was sent for from the beach and +shipped by the first thing that sailed after my arrival." + +Rosina stopped on the first landing to stare in tranceful astonishment. + +"Some one wrote!" she ejaculated faintly. "Who wrote?" + +"Never you mind who wrote. Whoever it was set uncle thinking, and I was +posted off to look him up." + +"When did you come over?" + +"Landed in Hamburg the last of August." + +"Where have you been ever since?" + +"Been looking him up." + +Rosina began to mount the second staircase; she appeared completely +bewildered. + +"It's very nice of uncle," she said about the fourth step, "and of +course I'm awfully obliged to whoever wrote home; but I'm not going to +marry him, really." + +Jack whistled. + +"Well," he said cheerily, as they attained the second landing, "I know +all about him now, anyway; and if you ever do want to go ahead, you can +be sure that he's all right." + +"I knew that he was all right," she said quietly; "every one in Europe +knows that he's all right." + +"He's a first-class boxer, anyhow," the cousin declared. "Lord, what a +blow that was! And I did not mean to frighten you at all, either; I +thought that you saw me coming." + +"How was I to know that it was you? I supposed that you were in New +York. I did not think that there was a man on this continent who had a +right to kiss me. And even if there was I shouldn't be expecting him to +do so in public. You never kissed me in the street yourself before. What +possessed you to do so this time?" + +She faced about on the stairs as she spoke, and he stopped and drew a +deep breath or two. It takes time to become acclimated to the stairs +abroad. + +"Don't be vexed at me," he implored, "or I shall think that you are not +glad that I came; and you are, aren't you?" + +"Yes, of course I am." + +"And after supper to-night we'll go out and take a good old-fashioned +tramp and talk a lot, won't we?" + +They were now before the door of the _pension_ and he was pressing the +electric bell. She sighed a resigned sigh of utter submission, nodded +acquiescently, and waited beside him. + +Anna, a maid whose countenance left much to be divined at pleasure, +finally let them in. When she saw that the lady had changed her escort, +her face fell and she slightly shook her head as if regretful that one +who was so generous should own openly to the vice of fickleness. They +went into the long hall and Jack paused to hang his hat upon one of the +hooks in that angle by the door; then he overtook his cousin and they +went together to the salon, the pretty little salon with its great +window, tall white-tiled stove, piano, corner-ways divan, tabouret, +table of magazines, quaint Dutch picture of Queen Wilhelmina, and the +vase in the corner--that green vase from whose stem hangs the +flower-like body of a delicate porcelain nymph. + +"You can't smoke here, you know," she cautioned him. "If you want to +smoke you must go into the corridor." + +"I don't want to smoke," he said. "I'll look out of the window. I like +to watch the people." + +So she left him there and sought Ottillie. + + * * * * * + +After supper that night they did go to walk; and if Rosina's cousin came +abroad with a mission he certainly went in for fulfilling it +vigorously. + +"Who wrote you about him, anyhow?" she demanded at last, when her +patience was nearly exhausted by the mercilessness of his +cross-examination. She was inwardly furious at whoever had done so, but +it seemed wisdom to conceal her fury--for the present at least. + +"You can't travel about all summer with the same man everlastingly at +your heels, without other people's seeing him as well as yourself." + +"But some one person must have written. It can't be that several people +would bother to." + +"You won't ever know who wrote, so don't you fret." + +They were crossing the Max-Joseph Platz diagonally, and a light flashing +from a passing trolley seemed to suddenly illuminate her brain. + +"I bet I do know," she cried. + +"I bet you don't." + +"It was a man; now wasn't it?" + +"Yes, it was a man; but I won't say a word more." + +She smiled, triumphant in her woman's intuition. + +"It was that man at Zurich," she exclaimed; "wasn't it?" + +He turned into the Residenzstrasse and made no reply. + +"It was, wasn't it?" she insisted. + +"I shan't tell." + +"You needn't tell. I know that it was and you know that it was too, so +I'm satisfied." + +They went along past the two sentinels who guard the gate of the royal +palace, and emerged on the large open space that spreads before the +Feldherrnhalle. From there the Ludwigsstrasse stretches straight out and +away to the Siegesthor, stretches in one magnificent splendor of breadth +and boulevard and electric lights. They took the right-hand side and set +off at a pace neither swift nor slow--just such a pace as will allow +sufficient breath for ample conversation. + +"You know you'll marry again, Rosina, no matter what you may say; you +know that, don't you?" + +"No, I don't." + +"Nonsense!" + +"Well, I'm sure that I won't for a long time." + +"Of course you can't until the two years are out, but they're out this +October; and you know the more dead-set you are against doing anything +the surer you are to do it. We all know that just by the light of the +past." + +She elevated her eyebrows and made no reply. + +"You've got so much money that naturally we couldn't hear that any one +was following you continually, without wanting to know what he was +after. I should think you could see how that would strike Uncle John." + +"Monsieur von Ibn doesn't mean to marry any more than I do," she +declared positively. + +"Doesn't he? How do you know?" + +"He told me so himself." + +"When?" + +"Ever so many times." + +He laughed and stopped to examine one of the posters of the +"Elfscharfrichters,"--the one of the cadaverous lady all in black, with +her hands outspread. + +"What interests you in him, anyhow?" he asked after a little. + +"Can't a woman enjoy being with a man without wanting to marry him? I +like him because he's so original." + +"He's original all right," Jack reflected; "that's very, very true. He's +the first man who ever thought of knocking me down for kissing you." + +"It was because I screamed. Why didn't you write that you were coming?" + +"I wanted to arrive unexpectedly and see for myself." + +"Well, did you see?" + +He chuckled. + +"Yes, and felt too. He doesn't intend that any one else shall kiss you." + +Rosina whirled, her eyes sparkling with anger. + +"I'll never forgive you if you say another thing like that," she cried +hotly. + +The cousin judged it advisable to suggest diverging from the +Ludwigsstrasse, and extending their promenade in the direction of the +Wittelsbach Palace. Dark streets have a naturally subduing effect, and +he knew what an upheaval his arrival had produced even better than she +did. + +They went towards the Caserne, and were in the Ameliesstrasse before +either began another subject. And even then it was really not a new one, +because Jack, having a definite end in view, could not lose sight of it +for a minute. + +"Why do you think that you don't want to get married again?" he said, +courageously returning to the fight. + +"I don't think anything about it. I know that I don't want to get +married again!" + +"Von Ibn seems to be a mighty nice sort of a fellow. I've met ever so +many people who told me lots about him. He's got quite a property for +these men over here, and he'll have two jolly places and a title, too. +And the family won't kick over his marrying any one; they've been at him +to get married for years and years. He's the only son, you know." + +"All right," she said dryly. + +"Have you anything personal against him?" + +"No; but I know that I can see all that I want of him without marrying +him; and as long as we do not get married we have the delightful +privilege of being able to separate the instant that we grow tired of +one another. And the ability to stop when you've had enough is a great +thing." + +"Has he bored you any yet?" + +"Not yet. Oh, Jack, you ought to hear him talk. He said yesterday that +we must go somewhere early before the cool grew too hot." + +Jack regarded her sympathetically. + +"I'd certainly marry him," he said, with decision. "If he can say things +like that offhand, only think what he'd be to live with day after day." + +Rosina was silent for a moment, and then she gave a violent shiver. + +"Oh," she exclaimed, in a voice that echoed like a low cry, "I don't +believe that I ever _can_ marry again--it's so _terrible_!" + +Jack took her hand and drew it closely within his arm. + +"Don't say that," he said earnestly. "Every one knows that you didn't +have a fair show first time. Your husband was--Well, you know what he +was." + +"I should say that I did know what he was." + +"I always wondered if you just wanted to get your hands on a big +establishment." + +"Oh, what makes you say such things? You know that I was desperately in +love with him--as much so as a girl can be." + +"Do you feel anything like it again now?" + +She shook her head. + +"No, indeed; I feel that I may get tired of monsieur any day." + +They turned down towards the Ludwigsstrasse and Rosina appeared to be +thinking deeply. At last she spoke, and her accents were firm as +granite. + +"I do not believe that I ever _could_ marry again." + +Jack shrugged his shoulders. + +"There's no string on you," he declared lightly. + + * * * * * + +The next morning, as the lady was stirring her whipped cream into her +chocolate, Ottillie entered with a note: + + "DEAR ROSINA,--Von Ibn and I are leaving for the Tagernsee by + the early train. Think we'll be gone four or five days. + + "Always yours, + "JACK." + + + + +Chapter Eleven + + +It was three o'clock on the last day of September, and the last day of +September had been a very rainy one. Little draggled sparrows quarrelled +on the black asphalt of the Maximiliansstrasse because it was wet and +they came in for their share of the consequent ill-humor; all the cabs +and cabmen and cab-horses were waterproofed to the fullest possible +extent; all the cocks' plumes in the forlorn green hats of the forlorn +street-sweeping women hung dolefully and dejectedly down their backs. +People coming to the Schauspielhaus lowered their umbrellas at the +entrance and scooted in out of the drizzle; people coming out of the +Schauspielhaus raised their umbrellas and slopped away through the +universal damp and spatters. + +All of which but served to deepen the already deep melancholy and +_ennui_ of Rosina, who leaned in her window across the way, staring upon +the outer world with an infinite sense of its pitiful inadequacy to meet +her present wishes, and a most profound regret that her cousin had ever +crossed the ocean on her account. + +For they had not returned from the Tagernsee. On the contrary the +expedition had stretched to other "sees," to the Herrn-Chiemsee, to +Salzburg, and now she held in her hand a hastily pencilled scrawl, +brought by the two o'clock post, which said: + + "Ho for Vienna. Always did want to see Buda-Pesth. J." + +And nothing more! + +"It's so like a man," she told herself without troubling to think just +what she did mean by the words. "Oh, dear! oh, _dear_!" and she turned +from the window and flung herself despairingly into one of the big red +velvet chairs, preparing to read or to cry as the fancy might seize her. + +There came a light tap at the door and then it opened a very little. + +"Oh, pardon me," cried a sweet, sweet voice, "I think you are perhaps +gone out!" + +Then the door opened and the speaker showed herself. It was the daughter +of the house, an ideally blonde and bonny German girl. She came across +the room and her face shaded slightly as she asked: + +"You have no bad news? no?" + +"No," said Rosina, forcing a smile; "I'm only very cross." + +"Cross? Why cross? You are but laughing at me. You are not really +cross." + +Rosina was silent; her lip quivered slightly. + +"Oh," said Fraulein quickly. "I am come that I may ask you a favor! The +parlor has a workman to make the window again; it is not good closed, +and the French lady wishes to call on you. May she come here?" + +"Yes," Rosina said, "I shall be so very glad to have her come here, and +Ottillie can bring us some tea after a while." + +She dried her eyes openly in preparation for the visit to be. + +"You are lonely to-day," said Fraulein sympathetically. "I am glad that +your cousin did come." + +"Yes," said Rosina, "but he went away so soon again." + +Her eyes immediately refilled. + +"You love each other so very much in America," said the German girl +gently; she stood still for a minute and then smiled suddenly. "I will +tell madame to come here," she added, and left the room. + +Rosina went back to the window and her unseeing contemplation of the +outdoors. Presently some one knocked and she turned, crying: + +"_Entrez!_" + +The door opened, and instead of the French lady whose husband was +fleeing the revolution in Caraccas by bringing his family to Munich for +the winter, a man entered. + +The man was tall and dark, with brown eyes and a black moustache, and +his eyes were oddly full of light and laughter. + +She stood still staring for one short minute, and then suddenly +something swallowed up all the space between them, and her hand was fast +between his grasp, pressed hard against his lips, while the pleasure in +her eyes rose and fell against the joy of his own. + +"_Vous me voyez revenu!_" he said. + +"Where is Jack?" she asked; both spoke almost at once, and Von Ibn was +conscious of sharing a divine sense of relief with her as he replied: + +"He is gone alone to Vienna!" + +It was as if a heavy cloud had been lifted from her horizon. She sank +down in one of the big easy-chairs and he dragged another close, very +close to her side. + +"Not so near!" she exclaimed, a little frightened. + +He withdrew the chair two inches and fixed his eyes hungrily upon her +face. + +"Has it been long to you?" he asked, his tone one of breathless +feeling. + +And then she realized to the full how very long it had been, and +confessed the fact in one great in-drawn sigh. + +"Why did you go so far?" she demanded. + +"It was one step beyond the another; I have no idea but of the Tagernsee +when we leave." + +"You've been gone weeks!" + +He leaned forward and seized her hand again. + +"Was it so long?" he questioned softly. + +"You know that I only saw my cousin just that one evening!" she had the +face to say complainingly. + +"Yes," he said sympathetically; "he is so nice, your cousin. I have +learned to like him so very much; we have really great pleasure +together. But," he added, "I did not come back to talk of him." + +"Why did you come back?" she asked, freeing herself and pushing her +chair away. + +He smiled upon her. + +"You ask?" he said, in amusement; "shall I say that it was to see you?" + +"I hope that you did not return on my account." + +He paused, twisting his moustache; then started a little and said: + +"No, I am returned wholly for business." + +Rosina received the cold douche with a composure bred of experience, and +after a liberal interval he went on. + +"But I wanted also to see you too." + +"Well, you are seeing me, are you not?" + +"Yes, but you do not smile as before your cousin is come. I want you to +smile. Oh," he exclaimed, suddenly interrupting himself, "have you ride +horseback since I left?" + +"Oh, yes, almost every day." + +His face clouded slightly. + +"Who have you ride with?" + +"With my friends who are here, and twice with the lieutenant." + +Then his face clouded very heavily. + +"Is he interesting?" he asked; "yes?" + +"It was the Englischergarten that was wonderful," she told him. "We rode +very early in the morning and the dew was on the grass and we could hear +the pheasants in the underbrush when the noise of the horses' feet +frightened them further away." + +"And the lieutenant?" he asked. + +"And oh," she continued, "you know that place where the woods open so +widely, and you can see so far across,--_eh bien_, we saw one morning +the deer standing in the edge of the forest just there, one would have +said fifty miles from civilization, not at all as if they were in the +midst of Munich." + +"And the lieutenant?" he repeated. + +"And then another day the clouds of morning mist were so thick that we +could see their outlines as they lay upon the earth, and ride into them +and ride out of them,--a quite new experience for me." + +"But the lieutenant?" he exclaimed impatiently, "the lieutenant? what +did he talk of? what did you speak together of?" + +Rosina laughed, nodding merrily over his impatience. + +"We talked of the pheasants," she said, "of the deer, of the fog. Are +you satisfied?" + +He shrugged his shoulders, his frown lifted. + +"It is quite one to me," he said indifferently; "you know that I have +said before that I am not of a _temperament jaloux_." + +Then he got up and walked about the room, taking a cigar from his pocket +and holding it unlighted in his mouth. + +"May I smoke here?" he asked. + +"I don't care if you do." + +He returned suddenly to his chair, laid the cigar on the table, and took +her hand again. + +"Your cousin is so nice," he told her, as if the recollection of Jack's +charms had necessitated his at once expressing his feelings towards +Jack's cousin. + +"When is he coming back?" she asked. + +"In one week." + +"When does he sail? Do you know?" + +"On the nineteenth day, from Genoa." + +She quite sprang from her seat. + +"Not really!" she exclaimed. + +"Yes, so he tell me." + +He drew her back into her chair and she forgot the hand which he still +held in her desperate feeling of the instant. She was helplessly choked +with conflicting emotions. October instead of December! That came of +having a cousin! + +The kingdom of the other chair advanced its border-line more than two +inches, and she did not appear to notice the bold encroachment. + +"What does it matter?" she asked herself bitterly; "in a few days I'm +going, and then I shall never lay eyes on him again," and the tears +welled up thickly at the thought. + +"_Qu'est-ce que vous avez?_" he said anxiously; "you must not cry when I +am returned, you know!" + +At that she sobbed outright. + +He looked at her with an intentness very foreign to his usual +expression, and seemed to weigh two courses of action and deliberate as +to their relative advisability; he ended by laying her hand down gently +and going to the window, where he remained for several minutes, looking +out and saying nothing. + +She dried her eyes quickly and quietly (only a foolish woman continues +to weep after the man has gone), and waited for him to turn. Finally he +did so. + +"It is not raining once more," he said; "let us go out and walk far. +That will do you quite well; I cannot bear that you weep." + +He added the last words in a lower tone, and coming close behind her +chair suddenly stooped. + +She realized all in a flash where he was, what he was meditating, the +half-open door, and writhed quickly out of the chair and away. + +"Why not?" he asked, looking after her unsmilingly. "It will do you no +hurt and me much good." + +"I'm out of the habit," she said shortly, recollecting Jack's words on +that famous night of his arrival. + +They were both on their feet, she by the window and he by the chair +which she had just left. + +"Was your husband very _tendre_?" he asked. + +She felt the corners of her mouth give way under the stressful shock of +this question. "I might say, 'I never tried him to see,'" she thought, +"but he _never_ would understand," and so there was an instant of +silence. + +"Why do you smile?" he demanded, smiling himself. + +"Because we don't call men 'tender.' We call meat 'tender' and men +'affectionate.'" + +"But I _am_ tender," he affirmed. + +"Are you? Well, you are younger than my husband and perhaps that +accounts for it." + +He reflected, but did not appear to understand; finally he gave it up +for a bad job and said, changing to a less abstruse subject: + +"We go to walk? yes?" + +"Certainly; if you will wait while I have some proper boots found for +me." + +"Yes, I will wait." + +He came towards her. + +"Oh, you had better go into the corridor and wait," she exclaimed +hastily. "I'll come in a moment." + +He stopped short and smiled his irresistible smile. + +"You are so madly queer. _Qu'est-ce que vous avez_? You scream always, +and yet I have not done nothing." + +Then without another word he left the room. + +When she was alone Rosina rang for her maid. As Ottillie knelt at her +feet, she frowned deeply, thinking how more than horrid it was that Jack +should have come, that she should be obliged to go, and that women may +not allow themselves to be kissed. Later she recollected that Jack was +in Vienna, that there was the half of October yet to be lived, and that +all disembodied kisses must of necessity have an incarnation yet to +come. And then she smiled once more. + +Ottillie brought her wraps and adjusted her hat. + +"Will madame take supper here?" she asked. + +"_Je le pense, oui._" + +The maid muffled a sigh; she would have made Von Ibn a conquering hero +indeed, if her heartfelt wishes could have given him the victory. And +apropos of this subject, it would be interesting, very interesting, to +know how many international marriages have been backed up by a French +_femme-de-chambre_ burning with impatience to return to her own +continent. + +Rosina went to the salon and found her hero looking at a "Jugend" with a +bored expression. When he saw her he sprang to his feet and sought his +hat and umbrella forthwith. + +Then they went down the three flights of stairs to the street, and found +it wet indeed. + +"We cannot go on the Promenade," he said, after casting a comprehensive +glance about and afar. "I think we will go by the Hofgarten and walk +under the arcade there; there will it be dry, _n'est-ce pas_?" + +"Yes, surely it will be dry there," she acquiesced. "It is always dry +under cover in Europe, because your rain is so quiet and well behaved; +it never comes with a terrible gale, whirling and twisting, and +drenching everything inside and outside, like our storms." + +"Why do your storms be so?" + +"We haven't found any way of teaching them better manners yet. They are +like our flies; our flies are the noisiest, most intrusive, most +impertinent creatures. You don't appreciate your timid, modest little +flies." + +"I do not like flies." + +"Yes," she laughed, "that is the whole story. You 'do not like flies,' +while we go crazy if there is one around, and have our houses screened +from cellar to garret." + +"I do not find this subject very amusing," he said; "let us speak of +another thing." + +Rosina glanced up at the prison-like facade which they were passing. + +"I find the architecture of the Hoftheater terribly monotonous," she +said warmly. "Why do you not have a more diversified style of windows +where so many must be in a straight row?" + +"Munich is not my city," he responded, shrugging his shoulder; "and if +you will to find fault with the way those windows go, you must wait to +meet the shade of Klenze in the after-world. He made it all in 1823." + +"When I get among the Bavarian shades," she said thoughtfully, "I want +to meet King Louis more than any one else. I think that he is the most +interesting figure in all the history of the country." + +"Perhaps he will be there as here, and not care to meet any one." + +"Oh, no," she said hopefully; "he was crazy here, but he will be sane +there and--" + +"_Mon Dieu_, madame, have a care!" he cried in a low tone, glancing +apprehensively about. + +"What is it?" she asked, alarmed. + +He lowered his voice to an almost inaudible pitch. + +"It is that we do not discuss our kings in public as you are habited to +do. _Voyons donc_," he continued, "if I said, '_Oh, je trouve l'Empereur +tres-bete!_' (as I well might say, for I find him often bete enough); if +I say that, I might find a _sergeant-de-ville_ at my elbow, and myself +in prison almost as the words were still in the air." + +Rosina looked thoroughly frightened. + +"And what would they do to you?" she asked, looking up at him with an +expression which brought a strange answering look into his own eyes. + +"That would depend on how _bete_ I had found the emperor," he declared, +laughing; "but, madame, do not be so troubled, because no one has heard +this time." + +They were walking at a good pace, the puddles considered, and came now +to the arched entrance into the Hofgarten, where a turning brought them +beneath the arcades. The south side was crowded, thanks to the +guide-book recommendation to examine the frescoes there on a day when it +is too wet to "do" other sights about the city; but the west side, where +the frescoes are of landscapes only, and sadly defaced at that, was +quite deserted, and they made their way through the crowd to the +grateful peace of the silence beyond. It was a pleasant place to walk, +with the Hofgarten showing its fresh green picture between the frames of +the arcaded arches. The facade of the Hof formed the background to +all--a background of stone and marble, of serried ranks of windows +marshalled to order by lofty portals and balconies. + +"Why are women always like that?" he asked, when they had paced in +silence to the other end and turned to return. + +"Like what?" + +He threw a quick glance of exasperation at her. + +"When I say a question, it is always with another question that you +reply!" + +"Well," she said, "we were talking of the emperor, and now you say 'why +are women always like that?' and I ask 'like what?'" + +He looked more exasperated than before. + +"I have all finished with the emperor," he said, as if outraged by her +want of comprehension as to his meaning. "Is it likely that I will wish +to talk of the emperor when on the nineteenth you sail from Genoa?" + +She felt her eyes moistening afresh at this recurrence to her departure, +and made no answer. He slashed along vigorously for two or three yards, +cutting a wide swathe with his umbrella, and then his grievance appeared +somewhat appeased, and he explained in a milder tone: + +"I ask you why are women like that,--like that, that they never will +like to be kissed?" + +Rosina halted in astonishment. + +"What is it now?" he asked, turning because he missed her. "Have I not +yet made myself plain?" + +"The idea--after all this while--of your going back to that subject!" + +"I have not go back to it," he said coolly; "I have thought of no other +thing while you were booting yourself or now. Why do women say 'No'? Why +do you say 'No'?" + +"Let me see," she said thoughtfully. "I think it is like this: if I +allowed you to, you would naturally feel that hereafter you could, +whereas I very much prefer that you should know that you can't." + +He looked in a despair so complete as to be almost ludicrous. + +"Oh, say slower," he pleaded, earnestly. "It is so very important to +well understand." + +She laughed at his serious face. For the moment Jack and Genoa were both +forgotten, and nothing but the pleasure of good company and an +atmosphere breathing the perfume that follows rain where there are +flowers, were left to joy her. + +"It isn't worth repeating slower," she said, with a smile. "It was a +positive negative which even if developed in a dark room would make a +proof that I did not want to be kissed." + +They went the entire length of the arcade while he endeavored to work +out the solution of her second riddle, and then he shrugged his +shoulders, remarking: + +"I have never interest myself in a kodak any," and appeared to regard +the subject as finished. + +They came back up the arcade, and, the sidewalks being now fairly dry, +went out under the stairway at the corner, into the Galleriestrasse. + +"Do you like this country?" he asked presently. + +"Bavaria? Immensely." + +"I mean, do you like the Continent--Europe?" + +"Yes." + +"What do think about it?" + +"I think Europa showed great good taste in getting down from the bull +just where she did." + +"Then you like this land?" + +"I love it! It hurts me whenever I hear my countrymen malign it." + +They were in the Ludwigsstrasse, and the scene was like a holiday in +America. Every one was out after the rain and all faces reflected that +exuberant gayety which seems to be born about five o'clock in each +continental city. People in carriages, people in cabs, people on +horseback, people on bicycles, people walking, people leading dogs, +people wheeling babies, people following children, all one laughing, +bowing, chattering procession, coming and going ceaselessly between the +Feldherrnhalle and the Siegesthor, with the blue Bavarian sky blessing +all the pleasure, and the tame doves of Munich under the feet of each +and every one. + +Von Ibn stopped to watch the brilliant scene; Rosina stood beside him. + +"What ill can one say of us?" he asked, after a while. "How can a place +be better than this?" + +"_I_ never said that any place could be better than this," she +asseverated; "but I am uncommon in my opinions. The average American is +born in a land overflowing with steam-heat, ice-water, and bath-tubs, +and he suffers when he has to lose the hyphens and use the nouns +separately." + +Von Ibn frowned. + +"You amuse yourself much with queer words to-day," he said +discontentedly. "I wish I have stayed with Jack. I was much pleasured +with him." + +"But you said that you had to return because of some business," she +reminded him. + +He raised his eyebrows, and they went on again. After a little she +turned her eyes up to his and smiled. + +"Don't say that you wish you were with Jack. I am so glad that you are +here." + +He returned the smile. + +"I have no wish to be with your cousin," he said amicably; "I find you +much more agreeable." + +Then a little dog that a lady was leading by a long chain ran three +times around his legs and half choked itself to death, and the lady +screamed, and it was several minutes before all was calm again. + +"I find it _bete_ to have a dog like that," he said, looking disgustedly +over his shoulder at the heroine of the episode, as she placidly +continued on her way. "It was _grand merci_ that I am not fallen, then. +What was about my feet I could not fancy, and also,"--he began to +laugh,--"and also it was droll, for I might not kick the dog." + +Rosina laughed too. + +"But in America," he went on, suddenly recurring to their earlier topic, +"have you no art?" + +"Oh, yes; but nothing to compare with our sanitary arrangements. Our +president's bath-tub is cut out of one solid block of marble," she added +proudly. + +"That is not so wonderful." + +"Isn't it? The head-lines in the papers led me to think that it was. But +I'll tell you what I think is a disgrace to America," she went on with +energy, "and that is that the American artists who come to study abroad +must pay duty on their own pictures when they take them back." + +"Is that really so?" he asked. + +"Yes, that is really so. And it is very unjust, for the musician and +surgeon and scientist can bring all the results of their study in duty +free." + +"They have them within their heads." + +"Yes; but they have them just the same." + +"Everything costs a great deal with you, _n'est-ce pas_?" + +"I should say it did. No one ought to blame us for telling what things +cost, because everything costs so much. A carriage is six to ten _marks_ +an hour." + +"_C'est assez cher!_" he said, laughing. + +"_C'est un peu trop!_" she rejoined warmly. "But the well-to-do +certainly do revel in griddle-cakes and hot-water faucets, and when I +meet an American man in Europe I am forced to believe that they are the +only really worthy ambitions to be striven for." + +"I could not live there, I think," he exclaimed. + +"I'm afraid not," said she sadly. "You don't play golf or drink, and men +of leisure have almost no other careers open to them with us." + +"I have my music." + +"But you could never enjoy that there," she cried, shivering +involuntarily. "Every one talks during music, and some cough, and +gentlemen clear their throats--" + +"And does no one hiss them?" he interrupted, wide-eyed. + +"Hiss them? Never! The idea!" + +He stopped and lit a cigarette. + +"But one can travel?" he suggested. + +"Yes, surely there is plenty of room for that," she said dryly; "but you +don't see many ruined castles or historic battlefields _en route_. And +the dust, _oh, la, la_! And the steam coils under your seat--and the +air--and the ventilation--and the nights--and the days." + +"You would better stay here," he remarked. + +"Oh, _I_ think so," she responded frankly; "it's so jolly getting your +gloves cleaned for two cents a pair; but if we don't change the subject +I shall cry." + +He looked at her quickly. + +"That is the University there," he told her, pointing to their left; +"shall we go there?" + +"What for?" + +"To look upon it." + +"Why, I've seen it dozens of times." + +He took his cigarette out of his mouth, examined it carefully, and +replaced it between his lips. + +"But one washes here," he said presently. + +"One--washes--" she stammered blankly; and then it flashed across her +that it was the bath-tub that was rankling in his soul, and she gasped, +adjusted herself, and answered: + +"Of course one washes here. But in America it is all made so +convenient, and is regarded as less of an event." + +"It is no event to me to wash," he said indignantly; "I find no +excitement in washing." + +"I never said you did; I was comparing quite another class of society +with their equals in the other country." + +"But to shave," he went on, "that I find terrible." + +"It's no worse than having a _coiffure_ to make." + +"But I have no _coiffure_ to make." + +"No; but I have." + +He threw his cigarette into the street. + +"It is not so bad as shaving." + +"It takes longer." + +"Yes; but shaving you may cut yourself." + +Rosina laughed; he heard her and turned suspiciously. + +"Why do you laugh?" + +"Because." + +"What amuses you?" + +"You do." + +He smiled and they walked one or two blocks in silence. They were now in +the suburb of Schwabing, far out by the western end of the +Englischergarten. The street was very uninteresting and comparatively +deserted. + +"Do you see my cravat?" he asked. + +She was wondering if they had not better be returning towards home. + +"I know that you have one on," she said; "I can't say that I notice +anything especial about it." + +"I will show you something very curious about it." + +"You're not going to take it off, are you?" + +"I will show you how I tie it." + +"I know how to tie that kind myself." + +"Not as I tie it." + +Then he deliberately handed her his umbrella and untied his cravat, and +proceeded to turn one end up and fold the other across and poke a loop +through and draw an end under, and thus manipulate the whole into a +reproduction of the same tiny bowknot as before. She held the umbrella +and contemplated the performance with an interest which was most +flattering to his labor. + +"I don't see how you ever do it," she exclaimed when the job was +complete and he took the umbrella again. + +"I will teach you some day," he said readily. "I have myself invented +four cravats," he added with pride. + +"Will you teach me all the four?" + +"Yes; I have thought, if I shall ever be poor, to go to Paris and have a +cab and drive about from house to house each morning and tie cravats +_pour les messieurs_. You can see how many would pay for that." + +"Yes; but when you arrived and they were not ready,--were still in bed, +you know,--what would you do then?" + +He reflected, and then shrugged his shoulders. + +"I would put on the collar, tie the cravat, and leave monsieur to sleep +again." + +Rosina's marital past presented her mind with a lively picture of one of +the cravat-tier's clients struggling to bring his shirt into proper +connection with the _chef d'oeuvre_, when he should arise to attire +himself for the day. She laughed outright. Then she grew sober and said: + +"We ought to go back; it must be after five." + +He took out his watch. + +"No, it is not." + +"Yes, it is; it was after four when we left the _pension_. I know it's +after five now." + +"It is not after five," he declared calmly; "it is not after five +because it is after six." + +She laughed again; he looked at her, smiling brightly himself. + +"It is good together, _n'est-ce pas_?" he said, putting his hand upon +her arm as they turned back upon their steps. There was in his eyes the +happy look that dispelled every trace of the usual shadow on his face. +"We are again those same children," he went on, "children that the same +toy amuses both. What pleasures you always makes joy for me also." + +Something came up in her throat as she listened. It might have been a +choke, but she was so positive that it was only Genoa that she swallowed +it at once and looked in the opposite direction. He had kept his hand +upon her arm, and now he bent his head a little and said, his voice +lowering: + +"I think--" + +The dusk was gathering heavily. The Siegesthor loomed blackly great +against the lights of the city beyond. It was no longer quiet about +them, but the hum and buzz of all the bees swarming home was in the air, +on the pavement, along the trolley wires. + +"I think,"--he said, his fingers closing about her arm,--"I think that +we might be always very happy together." + +She looked up quickly, and then down yet more quickly. + +"Why do you speak that way when you know that I am going so soon?" + +"Let us turn here," he said eagerly; "by here it will be quiet. Do walk +so," he added pleadingly, as she hesitated, "we have not long to be +together. _Il faut me gater un peu._ There is but a week left for us." + +She started. + +"A week! If we sail the nineteenth we need not leave here until the +fourteenth surely." + +"But your cousin will leave on the eighth." + +She looked up at him, and by the light of a street lamp which they were +just passing, he saw the great tears starting in her eyes, tears of +helplessness, the tears of a woman who feels and cannot speak. It was a +very quiet little street, that into which they had turned, with lines of +monotonous gray houses on either side, and certainly no better place for +tears was ever invented. Rosina's appeared to know a good thing when +they saw it, and rolled heavily downward, thus proving in their passage +the sincerity of both her nature and her color. Her companion drew her +hand within his own, pressing her fingers hard and fast. He did not say +one word, and finally she wiped her eyes, smiled through the mist that +hung upon her lashes, and said with simple directness: + +"I don't want to go." + +"I know." + +"But they want me to, and I must." + +There was another long silence, and then he said: + +"You would not stay for me?" + +His voice was wonderfully soft and persuasive, and for a single instant +she admitted the possibility into her mental future; but the instant +after it found itself driven violently forth again. + +"No, no," she cried, forcibly, "I will not--I cannot. I _never_ want +another husband." + +He hesitated one step in his gait and then went on as before. + +"I do not say that all would be as you wished," he said slowly, with +pauses between, "or that I would live only to joy your life. That would +be very untrue. To be with you this week I put aside as it would not be +right for me to put aside again. These days I have throw away because I +will not say all in my after life that I did not try." He stopped and +his voice changed strangely. "I must try with all my strength," he +continued, drawing each breath as if in great pain; "I must, because to +me with my work it is what does not trouble, what gives me sympathy, +that is the most large of all. I have never marry because I know that so +well. How could I ever do my work if a single discord is there to +fret--fret--fret? As well ask me to play in concert on an untuned +instrument. To my ear the untune is agony; to my music, a discord in my +day is death to what would have been written that day. It is so that I +have come to expect to never marry. My music must be first, and how can +I risk--" he stopped his speech and his steps. She tried to move on but +he held her still. "But," he said, very low but with an accent the +intensity of which cut into her very heart, "but now I know that better +work would be if you were there; I should have greater force; I +should--I--if you loved--" + +He trailed his speech helplessly, faltered, and was silent. The night +had come heavily down and they learned the fact by the discovery that +they could no longer look into the eyes of one another. The quiet little +street had led them down to the borders of the Englischergarten, and its +forest rose up before them. He led her straight towards it. + +"It will be wet," he said, in reply to the resistance in her arm; "but +we must be alone until I have finished all that I will to say. The trees +about us are best; we do not want cabs and streets just now." + +She felt blindly, miserably wretched. + +"I don't want to be married again," she declared in a voice that was +thick with more tears; and then she gathered her skirt well into her +hand and they plunged together into the darkness beyond. + +The park was dusk with night's downfall and heavily misted by the day's +rain. Its paths, usually like hard gray cement, were a slippery mosaic +of clay and brown leaves, and on either hand arose a stockade-like +effect of tree-trunks knowing no light beyond. Wind there was none to +rustle the leaves, nor sound of bird or beast. An utter and complete +silence echoed the footfalls of these two who had come into the +solitude, to the end that they might search there for a solution of +themselves. + +At the first forking of their way, Rosina said timidly: + +"We must not go too far; it is so lonely, I am afraid." + +Von Ibn stopped short, drew one of her arms behind his back, caught her +firmly to his bosom, and approached his face so close to hers that his +breath came and went against her lips. + +"Are you frightened?" he asked. + +"No," she said, wrapt in a sort of awe at the wonder of her own +sensations, "I have the utmost faith in you." + +He loosed her instantly, and walked a little way off for a moment. + +"I felt that you wished not," he said, bitterly, "and so I held myself +back. _Mon Dieu_, how good I am to you,--how cruel to myself,--and no +thanks." + +Her heart was wrung. + +"Oh, let us go back and go home," she cried; "all this is of no use. It +makes me glad to go away, because I see now that for me to go will be +better for you." + +"And for you?" he asked, returning to her side. + +"I said 'for you,'" she answered gently. + +"Then not at all for you too?"--he laid his hand insistently upon her +arm,--"not at all for you too?" he repeated. + +She was silent. + +"It was there in Lucerne," he went on presently; "I knew it at +first--the first time I see you; and when I found that it was you +who had sent for me--I--I dared to hope that you too felt something, +even then, even so at the very first. Have you never known that +feeling?"--he exclaimed, his breath rising passionately, "has such +storm never swept within you?--and you have no other life for a while +but its longing,--no sleep but the stupid fatigue when one cannot +think more? What has my existence been since that day on the Quai by +the Vierwaldstattersee?--_Je ne peux rien faire!_--To the world I am +dead.--There is perhaps no future for me because I have learned to +love and have not learned to be loved." + +His voice broke utterly; he loosed her arm, walked apart once more, and +was once more silent. + +Then her agitation suddenly found voice and to her own intense horror +she heard herself laughing--laughing a loud hysterical laughter, that +resounded hideously and was beyond her own control. + +"You are amused," he exclaimed, and his mood took on a justifiable tone +of outraged anger; "you laugh. You have made me like this and now you +laugh. If you were suffering and I had made you so, I should be ashamed +and sorry; but a woman laughs. You are as that other," he continued, +impetuously, "and it will be the same some time after. When she had made +me wild, then she laughed. When I heard her laugh, I grew quite cold, I +cared no more, never more. Then, when I cared no more, she learned to +care, she grew to love, she wrote me many letters, she became most +miserable; but for me nothing mattered. Because I could not care more." + +Her laughter continued spasmodically in spite of her struggles to check +it. But between the paroxysms she gasped: + +"I never tried--to make you love me. I never wanted you to come where I +did--" + +"But now that I am all yours," he interrupted, "now that nothing is +left for me, but you--" He paused. "What will I do now?" he added, +asking the question with a simplicity at once boyish and heartrending. + +She was silent; her laughter had ceased. He came close to her and took +her hand again within his own. And then in the darkness beside him he +suddenly heard the bursting misery of her sobs. + +"You weep," he cried. + +"No," she whispered faintly, "no." + +"You weep," he repeated slowly, and gathered her warmly and closely +within his arms. + +"What is it necessary that we suffer?" he asked her softly. "Let us +cease struggling, let us be only happy," and then he bent his head so +that his cheek touched hers, and waited for the words of her answer. +"Your heart is very near mine," he whispered to her silence, "let it +stay near mine, let it rest mine." Still she was silent. "_N'est-ce +pas?_" he asked, pressing her closer yet. + +To her, at that instant, the darkness was flashing with strange lights, +the silence was roaring in thunder, the trees charging and whirling in +giant combat. Her head was suddenly light and then suddenly heavy; her +breath strangled her and then failed altogether. She swayed from side to +side, her head fell backward, and Von Ibn had it borne upon him, that +instead of being in love she had fainted. + +"_Qu'est-ce que vous avez?_" he cried, as he felt her reeling, and then +he knew; and knowing, recognized the fact that he was alone in the +depths of the rain-soaked forest, with a helpless woman on his hands, +and that the situation was infinitely more novel than amusing. + +He was obliged to let his umbrella fall in order that he might raise her +in his arms; and when she was so raised he felt a poignant wonder as to +what to do with her next. He had no idea which direction to take, for +the night was now night in good earnest, and the Englischergarten is so +large that one may walk for two hours and a half without passing its +limits. He felt uncertain as to just where they had entered it, the +common ingress not being from Schwabing, and also uncertain as to just +how far towards the centre they had penetrated. A pale, young moon +peeped up above the tree-tops; he looked at the moon and then at Rosina, +and they both appeared unnecessarily weak and inadequate to the urgent +necessities of the moment. + +"She should be laid on her back and have water thrown upon her face," he +murmured to himself in French, and then he felt his boots sinking deeply +into the mud, and recognized the impracticability of that means of +resuscitation at this particular moment. + +"Why did I ever pray that I might hold her in my arms?" he thought in +German. "_Mein Gott_, what shall I do?" + +Failing all other remedies, he shook her hard, and her eyes flew open on +some wax-doll-like principle. She gave him a look of complete +unrecognition, and closed them with a sigh. + +"You must not faint once more," he cried, anxiously; "you cannot, you +know." + +Something like physical despair swept over him as he felt her tremble +and sway again. + +"What can I do?" he cried, shaking her very hard indeed, "we are far +from all. I cannot leave you to get a carriage, I cannot take you--" + +"I don't care what you do," she murmured, with the usual complete +resignation of the swooning, always so exasperating to those who care +for them. He felt desperately that she was telling the truth. + +There was a sound in the wilderness beyond, a sound that thrilled him +with hope and fear at the same instant. The developments of a sound may +under some circumstances prove one's salvation or destruction. He +riveted his eyes anxiously in the direction from whence the echo of a +horse's feet splashing through the mud was now drawing nearer each +second. + +"If it prove the Prinz Regent himself," he said decidedly, "he must take +us in." + +It proved to be, not a royal coach, but a mere ordinary cab, than which +nothing more welcome had ever crossed his vision in all his life before. +He hailed the cabman, and the cabman stopped in the greatest possible +astonishment, and was good enough to descend in the mud and open the +door. He asked no questions--cabmen never do--but took the address, +mounted to his seat, and put his horse to a rounder trot in the +direction of the city. + +Rosina leaned back in her corner and shook as if she had the ague. Her +hands and feet were icy cold; Von Ibn took her hands in his and feared +that she was ill, or going to be so. + +"What did make you like that?" he asked, as the wheels dashed the +mud-spatters up against the windows; "was it that I distress you, yes?" + +"Yes," she sighed. + +Then he kissed her hands. + +"Forgive me," he said, contritely, "I have not meant it so. There in the +trees, when you were unconscious, I did not kiss you, I did not touch +even your hair,--not thirty men in all Germany had been so good as that. +You see what I try to be for you." + +He was leaning over her, the blood seemed to be boiling up into her +ears. She put up her hand: + +"If you speak so," she said, "I shall faint again; I get dizzy when you +talk to me in that way." + +"But if I kiss you only once," he whispered. + +"No--no--no," she reiterated, and raised her hand and pushed his lips +away with it. + +"_En effet vous n'etes pas du tout gentille_," he cried, in violent +anger, for his moods knew no shading in their transposition from one to +another; "you are cold and without heart. How long do you think that I +stood there in the wet and hold you back from the mud, and now you will +do nothing for me; and you were quite heavy too, and--oh, _mon Dieu_!" +he exclaimed sharply, interrupting himself, "my umbrella!" + +"Have you lost it?" + +"Have I lost it? Naturally I have let it fall to upraise you, and now I +have leave it there." + +"I will give you another," she said pacifically. + +"Another," he commented scornfully; "do you think that I have no other?" +Then his weathercock cast of mind whirled again: "I do not want an +umbrella," he said more forcefully, "I want a kiss." + +"I thought that you were distressed over losing it." + +"Not at all; I have already very many others. But a kiss from you I have +never yet." + +He seized her hand again, and tearing off the glove with a haste that +demolished two buttonholes, pressed the bare cold fingers to his lips +and eyes and forehead. + +"Oh, I do love you!" he cried in a fresh storm of feeling. "You _must_ +love me, because my much _must_ make of you a little." + +Then he kissed her hand many times more, stopping his rapid caresses to +gaze upon her with that curious, burning glow firing the sombreness of +his eyes the while he held her wrist against the fever of his face. + +"If I obeyed myself," he said hoarsely, "how I would hold you and kiss +you. _Je vous embrasserais tellement!_" + +She wondered why she was not distressed and alarmed. Instead the awe at +her own emotion that had come upon her spirit in the wood was with her +again. Something like strength seemed rising within her, and what it +rose against was--strangely enough--not him, but herself. She was +conscious of a sympathy for him in place of any fear for herself. + +She looked from the window and saw that they were now rolling rapidly +through the brightly lighted streets, and a glimpse of the Hof told her +that the end was but five minutes further on. + +"You answer not," he said, insistently; "you must say me some word." + +"Oh, what can I say?" she cried helplessly. + +"Say that you love me." + +"But I do not." + +Then he loosed her hand and ground his teeth. + +"Decidedly you are queer," he said bitterly; "it is there in your eyes +and you will to deny it. You are senseless,--_vous n'avez pas de coeur!_ +I am always a fool to go on as I go." + +She turned her eyes upon him. + +"_Je ne suis pas pour vous_," she said gently and very, very sadly; +"_mais je ne suis pour personne non plus_," she added, and there was a +tone in her voice that he had never heard before. His temper faded +instantly. + +"You think of me with kindness, always,--_n'est-ce pas_?" he said, +returning her look. + +Their eyes rested steadily upon each other for a little space. Then he +exclaimed: + +"You do love me," and started to seize her in his arms forgetful of +lights, streets, passers-by, and all other good reasons for +self-restraint. + +But just then the cab stopped before the door of No. 6, the cabman +descended. + +There was no further question as to _les convenances_. + + + + +Chapter Twelve + + + "BUDA-PESTH. + + "DEAR ROSINA,--If you're laid up I might just as well take a + week more in this direction. Plenty to see, I find, and lots of + jolly company lying around loose. I'll get back about the + twelfth and we'll plan to skip then as fast as we can. Keep on + writing Poste Restante, Buda, and I'll have them forward. Don't + try to fool me any by being too sick to sail. I've got to go the + nineteenth and you must too. + + "Lovingly, + "JACK." + +She sat in the little salon the night of October fifth and read the +above affectionate epistle which the postman had brought to keep her +company, because every one else in the house was gone to the famous +concert of the famous pianist. + +She could not go; that little episode in the Englischergarten and all +the attendant agitation had put her in bed for three days and rendered +her quite unable to go out for two or three more. She had been obliged +to write Jack that she was ill, with the above results, and she read his +answer with the sensation that life was long, the future empty, and +none of its vistas worth contemplating. Her heart ached dully--it was +forever aching dully these days, and she-- + +There was a tap at the door. Europe has no open-door policy, be it +known; all doors are always shut. Even those of _pension_ salons. + +She looked up, and saw him coming in, his violin case in his hand. Then +life and its vistas underwent a great transformation, because he smiled +upon her and, putting the case down carefully, came eagerly to kiss her +hand. + +"_Vous allez bien ce soir?_" he asked pleasantly, standing before her +chair and looking down into her face. + +"Oh, I am almost well, thank you; but why are you not gone to the +concert?" + +He pointed to his violin with a smile. + +"It is a concert that I bring to you who may not go out," he said. + +"But you are making a tremendous sacrifice for me, monsieur." + +He stood before her, twisting his moustache. + +"It is that I am regretful for the other night," he said briefly, "for +that I am glad to give the concert up and make you some pleasure. The +other night--" + +"Don't," she pleaded uncomfortably; "never mind all that. Let it all +go." + +"But I would ask your pardon. _J'etais tout-a-fait fou!_" + +"If I have anything to forgive it shall be forgiven you when you play. +Do so now, please. Oh, you have no idea how impatient I am to hear you." + +He stared through her and beyond her for several seconds, and then came +back to himself with a start. + +"Then I do play," he exclaimed, and went to where he had placed the case +of rosewood, and lifting it from the small table, set it on the floor +and knelt before it, as a priest at some holy shrine. She leaned her +head against the chair back and watched him, her eyes searching each +detail of his appearance without her spirit being cognizant of the +hunger which led to the seeking, of the soul-cry which strove to fortify +itself against the inevitable that each hour was bringing nearer. + +He felt in his pocket for his key-ring, chose from the many one +particular key, inserted it, turned it, left it sticking in the hole, +and then, with a curious breathless tightening of the lips, he raised +the lid, put aside the knit wool shield of white and violet, and with +the tender care which a mother bestows upon a very tiny baby lifted the +violin from its resting-place. As he did so his eye travelled with a +sudden keen anxiety over its every detail, as if the possibility of harm +was ever present, and as he held it to his ear and snapped the strings +one after another, she beheld with something akin to awe the dawning of +another nature upon his face, of another light within his eyes, the +strange light of that abnormal, unworldly gift which God gave man and +which we have elected to call by the name of genius. As he rested there +before her, tightening one cord, trying another, listening to a third, +she realized--with a sorrowful sense of her own remoteness at the +minute--that this man was some one who, in spite of all their hours of +intercourse, she had never met before. + +He loosened the bow from its buttons and rose slowly to his feet. His +eyes sought hers, and he said dreamily: + +"What shall I play?" even while his fingers were forming dumb notes, and +the uplifted bow quivered in the air as if impatient. + +"Oh," she said, acutely conscious of her inferiority,--of the ten +thousand leagues of difference between his grandeur and her +commonplace,--"play what you will." + +He hardly seemed to hear, his eyes roved over the little salon as if its +walls were gone, and he beheld a horizon illimitless. He just slightly +knit his brows and then he bowed his head above the instrument and said +briefly: + +"Listen!" + +And she listened. + +And the unvoiceable wonder of his magic! + +It was an intangible echo of the Tonhalle at Zurich, with the music that +they had heard there sounding as the waves lapped up against the +embankment and the crowd laughed and chatted after; those strains to +which she had then been deaf on account of her agitation came back now, +and the thrill of her pain was there still, rising and falling amidst +the music and the water breaking up against the stones. While she waited +on the verge of tears, the whole shifted to Constance, and through the +slow sweep of the steamers coming into the harbor sounded the "Souvenir" +of Vieuxtemps, drifting across the rose-laden air and carrying her back +to the minutes when--Ah, when! She put her hand before her eyes and it +was not the cords of his violin, but the sinews of her soul which +responded to his bow. That which man may not voice he played, and that +which our ears may not hear she absorbed into the depths of her being. +Something within them each burst bonds and met at last, but neither knew +it then, and the wonder carried her out upon the bosom of the Bodensee, +showed her the charm of its gracious peace, and then drifted as the +breezes drift, to the concert in the open air that is given each day by +the Feldherrnhalle, a concert that knows no discord, because the murmur +of life, the calls of the birds, the splashing of the fountains, and the +light-hearted joy of the crowd around, all meet and mingle in its +chorus. He echoed them all with the sublimity of the power which he +controlled, and all--bird-calls, fountain-drip, desultory laughter, and +careless joy, all flowed from him, and took from him as they flowed that +subtle and precious subconsciousness which lines our every cloud with +the infinite hope that is better than all else in this world. + +She leaned forward breathlessly, her fingers interlaced around her +knees; her eyes had grown as dark as his own, her heart stood still, and +between its throbs she asked herself if _this_ was the secret of their +sympathy,--if _this_ was the basis of his mastery. + +Then there was silence in the room and he stood motionless, his eyes on +the floor, the violin still resting against his shoulder in its rightful +position, above his heart, quite touching his head. + +She did not speak and he did not speak,--neither knew for how long that +period of silence endured. But after a while he lowered the instrument +and looked at her. + +"You like, yes?" he said with a faint smile. + +"Can you ask?" + +He laid his hand upon a vase that sat upon the table and shook his head. + +"All this is not good, you know," he said, as if communing with himself +alone; "here is no room for the music to spread. All these," he pointed +to another ornament, "are so very, very bad. But some day, perhaps," he +added, with another smile, "you will hear me in a good place." + +Then he raised the violin to position once more. + +"Choose what you will have," he told her. + +"Oh, forget that I am here," she pleaded, speaking with a startled +hushedness, as if no claim of conventional politeness might dare intrude +itself upon that bewildering hour, "do not remember that I am +here,--play as you would if you were quite alone." + +"That is very well," he said, with a recurrence to his unseeing stare +and dreamy tone, "because for me you really are not here. Nothing is +here;--the violin is not here;--I am myself not here;--only the music +exists. And if I talk," he added slowly, "the inspiration may leave +me." + +He went beside the piano and turned his back towards her, and then his +prayer made itself real and his love found words.... + +She wept, and when he ceased to play he remained standing in silence as +the very reverent rest for a short interval after the termination of +holy service.... + +After a while he moved to where the case lay open on the floor and knelt +again, laying his instrument carefully in its place and covering it with +its little knit wool quilt. Then he locked the lid down, replaced the +keys in his pocket, and, rising, seemed to return to earth. + +"Can you understand now," he asked, taking a chair by her side,--"can +you understand now how it would be for me if I lost my power to create +music?" + +"Yes," she said, very humbly. + +"I think that nothing so bad could arrive," he went on, pulling his +moustache and looking at her as he spoke, "because I am very much more +strong than anything that may arrive at me, and the music is still much +more strong than I. But if that _could_ arrive, that a trouble might +kill my power, you can know how bad it would be for me." + +She sat there, gazing always at her new conception of him. The tears +which she had shed during his music filled her face with a sort of +tender charm. It did not occur to her that any words of hers could be +other than a desecration of those minutes. + +"I am going now," he said presently, rising. "I have done no work since +in June, but I feel it within me to write what I have played to-night." +He went over and took up the violin case and then he laid it down again +and came back to her side. + +"I shall kiss you," he said, not in any tone of either doubt or +entreaty, rather with an imperativeness that was final. "In the music +that I go to write to-night I want to put your eyes and also your kiss." + +He put his arms about her and raised her to his bosom. + +"_Regardez-moi!_" he commanded, and she lifted her eyes into his. + +Their lips met, and the kiss endured. + +Then he replaced her gently upon the sofa, took up the violin and went +out. + +Later that night she reproached herself bitterly. + +"I ought to have a chaperone," she told her pillow in strict confidence. + +But the kiss had a place now in her life, and the place, like the kiss +itself, endured. + +Von Ibn, in his room at the hotel, paused over his manuscript score, +laid down his pen and closed his eyes. + +"_Elle sera a moi!_" he murmured, and smiled. + +For him also the kiss was enduring. + + + + +Chapter Thirteen + + +Jack was expected on the morrow, and on the day after the start for +Genoa was to be made. + +Under these cheerful circumstances Von Ibn came to call at the pension, +and Amelia tapped at Rosina's door to announce to the "_gnadige Frau_" +that "_der Herr von Ibn ist im Salon_." + +Rosina was dressed for dinner and when her visitor saw her gown with its +long trailing skirt his face fell. + +"We go to walk, yes?" he said, in a doubtful tone. She looked from the +window out upon the rainy view. + +"It's too wet," she said hopelessly; but the hopelessness was +hypocritical, because she had resolved to never walk alone with him +again. + +He threw himself down upon the divan and entered into a species of +gloomy trance. She took a chair by the window and unfolded her +embroidery. Since the night of the music their mutual feelings had +become more complicated than ever, and sometimes she wanted to get away +with a desperation that was tainted with cowardice, while at other times +she almost wondered if she should ever have the strength to go at all. +What he was meditating in these last days she could not at all divine. +He continued to have fits of jealousy and periods of long and absorbing +thought. The new knowledge of the spirit which he revealed in his art +was always with her and always held her a little in awe. Also the +recollection of the Englischergarten and of her own overwhelming +sensations there stayed by her with a persistence which knew no +diminution. + +"I wouldn't be off like that with him again for anything," she thought, +as she drew a thread of red chenille from the skein upon her knee, and +stole a glance at the dark face opposite her. + +"Why may we not walk?" he asked, looking up as if she had spoken aloud. +"I will be _tres raisonable_." + +"It isn't that," she replied, annoyed to feel herself blushing; "it is +that it is so wet. I should ruin a skirt." + +He started to argue the question but just then the salon door opened and +Mrs. Jones came in with a book in her hand. He saw the book and she knew +it. Mrs. Jones had evidently come to stay. The salon was public +property, and Mrs. Jones had just as much right there as they had. +Nevertheless when she smiled and said, "Shall I disturb you?" they +resented her question as a sarcasm unworthy of Genoa's proximity. Von +Ibn stood up and said, "Certainly not," with a politeness which did +credit to his bringing up, but Rosina as she threaded her needle took a +vow to remember to _never_, in all time to come, pause for an instant +even in a room where two people were talking together. + +Mrs. Jones seated herself and then made the discovery that she had left +her glasses in her own room; she rose at once and started to get them. + +"Now we _must_ go out," he exclaimed, hurriedly, "we may not talk here +with her. She speaks French as well as we, and German much better than +you;" he referred to the cosmopolitan custom of altering one's tongue to +disagree with an (unwelcome) third party. + +Rosina was already huddling her work together in hot haste. + +"Yes," she said, "I have a short skirt that I can wear." She rose and +went towards the door. "I won't be five minutes," she said, turning the +knob. + +Mrs. Jones was leisurely about coming back. She did not want to +inconvenience them too much, but she did want to find the salon empty on +her return, and she found it so. + +While she was smiling and settling herself, they were going down the +three flights of stairs and out of the large main door. The rain had +ceased but it was still blackly and distinctly wet. Von Ibn had a +tightly rolled umbrella which he held with a grasp that somehow +suggested thoughts of their other promenade at nightfall. + +"You can walk well, yes?" he said, as they turned in the direction of +the Isar. + +"In this skirt," she laughed, glancing down at her costume whose +original foundations had been laid for golf, "in this skirt I am equal +to anything!" + +"But if you slip?" he supposed, anxiously. + +"You ought to see the soles of my boots. I sent them to the little +shoemaker in the Wurzerstrasse and he soled them with rubber half an +inch thick." + +"How much is an inch?" he asked. + +"Twice the width of the rubber on my boots." + +"No, but earnestly," he said, "is it a _centimetre_?" + +"Two _centimetres_ and a half make one inch." + +"You are droll, you English and Americans," he said, "you see nothing +but your own way. I have heard Englishmen laugh as to how yet the +Russians count their time different from the civilization part of the +world, and then all England and America do their measure and weight in +a manner so uneven that a European is useless to even attempt to +understand it. There was a man there at Lucerne,--what did he say to me? +'A mark is a quarter, is it not?' that is what he asked. '_Mon Dieu_,' I +said, 'if you cut it in four pieces it is four quarters, and if you +leave it whole it is whole,' then he looked to find me _bete_, and I was +very sure that he was, and we spoke no more." + +Rosina laughed. + +"He meant a quarter of a dollar," she explained. + +"I know that. You do not really think that I did not know that, do you? +It was for his poor careless grammar that I find the American even more +_bete_ than for his ignorance. Do you believe that in my own tongue I +would speak as many of you speak yours? In my own tongue I am above +correction." + +They were under the long arcade in front of the Regierung and in view of +the discussion which seemed impending she judged it advisable to say, +with a gesture: + +"There is where we met Jack; you remember?" + +Von Ibn looked quickly about. + +"Yes, it was here," he said, and then he shuddered slightly. "It was +very well to laugh after, but that might have been so bad. I was angry +and I struck a fearful blow then; I have often think of it when we were +travelling together." + +She grew thoughtful also, and her imagination found food among some +miserable possibilities which might have been. + +So they came to the river banks and the Maximilianbrucke, and paused by +its rail. + +The air was grand, fresh and moist, reminiscent of summer's breath while +also prophetic of winter's bite, and the Isar swept below them, carrying +its hurry of tumult away, away, far into the west, towards a wealth of +rose and golden sky. Between the glory and the water, in the middle +distance, lay a line of roofs stretching irregularly into the blackness +of their own shadows, and beyond them was the forest, to the fringing +haze of whose bare branches the distance lent a softness not their own. +The banks of the Promenade were still green, but the masses of vine that +trailed in the green ripples were all of a crimson or reddish brown, and +the shrubs showed here and there an echo of the same color. + +It was beautiful and wonderful to see, and they stood still and feasted +their eyes for some long minutes. + +"Oh, Isar," Rosina cried softly, holding her hand out towards the +singing waters below, "when shall I see you again?" + +"You will return some day," her companion said hopefully. + +"Who can tell?" + +"But always you must come over some bridge to return to-night." + +She felt that such levity jarred upon her mood, and refused to return +his smile. She did not like him to feel like smiling too often these +days. + +"Do not be of a bad humor," he entreated. "I am this afternoon of such a +good one; and how can you know that you will not return? A woman can +never be decided, so you may very well see the Isar soon again. _Vous +comprenez?_" + +"Is it being bad-humored to be sad?" she asked; "and why can't I be +decided if I want to be?" + +"Because," he said, wisely, "you are a woman; and a woman is very +foolish to ever be decided, for she always changes her mind; and then +all her decided seems to have been quite useless." + +Rosina felt that this sentence called for study before reply, and so +walked on without speaking. + +"Is that not so?" he asked, as they went down by the little stone stair. + +"I never change." + +"Oh, now you know well that you do not speak the truth,--you are so very +changeable. This afternoon, _par exemple_, when I first come to ask you +to go out, you say you cannot of any possibility make it, and then, very +suddenly, we go." + +"But I recollected that I might wear this skirt." + +"And there was that lady, also," he said thoughtfully. + +"Yes, she was there, too." + +"But always you did change." + +"I don't call it being changeable when one has a good reason for so +doing." + +He stopped short; and she, after going a few steps further, discovered +herself to be unaccompanied and stopped also. + +"What is the matter?" + +"Suddenly, I think." + +"Can't you walk and think at the same time?" + +He smiled, and came up with her again. + +"If I make you a good reason--" he began, and then hesitated and was +silent. + +They followed the muddy path almost to the Luitpoldbrucke before he +continued his phrase. + +"If one can change for a good reason, and if I make you a good reason, +then will you change about me?" + +She drew a quick little breath. + +"I can't change in that way," she said; "you know that I do not want to +marry again: marriage is too awful an undertaking. Don't you see that +even now it does not make you always happy to be around me--" + +"I am never around you," he exclaimed indignantly. "I never have hardly +touch you. I have been with you not as a man, but as an angel. _Je me +comporte comme un ange--comme un ange--c'est moi qui vous le dit!_ I +have given you one kiss such as a small baby might give its mother, and +that is all;--and then you say that I am always around you." + +He ceased speaking, and looked straitly and darkly before him. She +wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. + +"I tell you," he continued violently after a short interval, "I am very +much too good. Whatever you bid me do, that I do. Whatever you bid me +not do, that I do not. And you do not thank me, or trust me, or treat me +as a friend. _Vous avez toujours peur de moi._ When I approach you, you +have always the air to expect that I will displease you. Have I deserved +that? Have I behaved badly once? Did I kiss you when you knew nothing +and I held you there in the mud--the night when I lose my umbrella? _Mon +Dieu_, you are very _drole_, if you have known many men and do not +appreciate me." + +He stopped as if choked. + +They had passed beyond the bridge and entered upon a path along the +river bank, a path bordered with willow trees. The sky was more +brilliantly gorgeous than ever, but under foot it was wet indeed. + +"Try not to stamp so much as you walk," she asked him very gently; "you +keep splashing me." + +"What is splash?" he demanded gloomily; "something that annoys your +ears?" + +"No, something that spoils my boots." + +"I do not care if I spoil those boots; I find them most ugly." + +"Perhaps; but I could not be here but for them." + +He walked on with somewhat less vigor. + +"Let us talk about us," he suggested, presently. + +"With reference to what?" + +"To me." + +"No, no," she said unwillingly. + +"Yes; why not?" + +"You always come back to that same subject; your mind appears to follow +a circuit, like a squirrel in a ring." + +"'Wheel,' you mean." + +"Well, 'wheel,' then." + +"What squirrel? We never have talked of a squirrel before." + +Rosina's laugh rang out among the willows. + +"_Decidement vous n'etes pas du tout poli_," he cried angrily. "You say +I am like a squirrel; I ask what squirrel, and you begin to laugh." + +"I never said that you were like a squirrel," she exclaimed, greatly +shocked; "how can you think that I would say such a thing?" + +"You did," he declared bitterly. "You said I was like a squirrel in his +wheel, because I tell you so often that I love you." + +"Oh, monsieur, you _know_ that I never meant it in that way; how can you +think for an instant that I could have--have said that--that--" She felt +it impossible to define her offence again without having the corners of +her mouth give way; but she went close beside him and faced his vexation +with earnest, upraised eyes the while that she laid one hand upon his +arm with the sweet impulsive gesture of a pleading child. + +The gold had all faded from the sky, and the pink reflection in the far +west was sunk beyond the horizon. The path was very solitary; they were +quite alone except for an occasional peasant returning from his labor. + +"Say that you understand," she said anxiously, as a break in the trees +revealed a long stretch of river; "you _must_ say something, because I +want to know how far it is to the next bridge." + +He stopped and stared ahead. + +"There are no more bridges," he proclaimed. + +"No more bridges," she cried. + +He shook his head. + +"Must we go the whole way back along this same muddy path?" + +"Yes, surely." + +She turned. + +"Then let us go back now. There is no fun walking any further this way +after the sunset is over." + +"Is it for the sunset alone that you walk?" + +"What shall I say?" she asked, looking up at him. + +"Say that you walk for me." + +"And then what follows?" + +"I follow." + +They laughed together. + +"I am so good to you," he declared; "even when you laugh at me I am +never angry. I am truly so very good." + +He appeared so well content with himself that they went the whole +distance to the Peace Monument before she disturbed his placid +introspection. There was a pleasure to her in simply walking beside him +in silence; it was a sensation which she had never attempted to analyze, +but its existence had become a part of her own. + +"Do not let us go home," he proposed suddenly, when her turning to cross +the Luitpoldbrucke recalled him to himself; "let us go somewhere and +dine alone together. It is perhaps the last time; Jack returns +to-morrow." + +"Oh, let us," she agreed delightedly; but then her voice altered +suddenly for the worse. "No, it's impossible," she said sadly, "I can't +go to a cafe and dine in this short skirt." + +"Why can you not?" + +"Can't you see why?" + +He walked off some ways to the side and gazed critically at her skirt. + +"Yes," he said, rejoining her, "I can see why." + +They were halfway across the bridge; he laid his hand on her arm and +stopped her. + +"_Je vous ferai un propos_," he said eagerly; "we will take a car going +to the Ostbahnhof, and then we will leave it at a quiet place and seek a +quiet cafe and dine there." + +"All right," she said; "but you must telephone to the _pension_, or they +won't know what has become of me." + +"I can say that we are gone to the theatre," he suggested. + +"They won't believe that because of this skirt." + +"I will say we are gone too far and must send for a cab, and will eat +while we wait." + +"I think that whatever you say will sound like a lie, so it doesn't +really matter." + +"Then I will say that we do not return until after the supper, and +nothing else." + +"Where will you telephone from?" + +"From the cafe. Where would I telephone from?" + +Rosina looked vaguely around in the darkness. + +"We are only three or four blocks from the _pension_ now, are we not?" + +He glanced about. + +"It will be droll if we meet some one you know." + +"Yes," she said coldly; "it will be very funny--like Mrs. Jones to-day." + +"I am quite vexed when she came in," he said seriously; "why do people +come in like that?" + +"We'll be just as thoughtless when we're her age," Rosina said +charitably. "I think myself that it is astonishing that so many young +people manage to get betrothed when there are so many old people to keep +coming in." + +"Getting betrothed is very simple," said Von Ibn, "because always the +young girl is willing; but when she is a young widow and not willing, +that is what is difficult, and makes Mrs. Jones _de trop_." + +She was obliged to laugh. + +They were come to the Maximiliansstrasse, and a car was making its way +jerkily around the corners of the monument in the middle of the square. +It was a car for the Ostbahnhof, and full--very full. + +"Let it go by," he said. "We will walk on and another comes in a +moment." + +They let it pass, and wandered on towards the rushing river. + +"You see why it was so foolish to be sad," he remarked, as they +approached the bridge; "here is the second time that you have seen the +Isar since you weep good-bye forever this afternoon." + +"I didn't weep," she said indignantly. + +"Did you not? I thought that you did." + +They waited for another car at the end of the bridge; the island where +the Isarlust sports its lights and music all summer, looked particularly +deserted in the contrast of this October night. She spoke of the fact. + +"You were often there?" he asked; "yes?" + +"Yes, very often." + +"With who?" + +She smiled a little in the dark. + +"We used to come in the evenings," she said; "every one used to come." + +Another car approached--again crowded. + +"Let us walk," she suggested; "all the cars will be crowded for the next +hour." + +"Will your feet go further?" he inquired anxiously. + +"Yes, I think so." + +They turned their faces to that gardened slope which rises to the right +of the Maximilianeum. The full moon was coming up behind the stately +building, and its glorious open arches were outlined against the evening +sky. The great tower which rose at the end near them seemed to mount +straight upward into heaven itself. + +"I don't want to leave the Maximilianeum," she exclaimed, reft with an +intense admiration for the grandeur of what was before her; "I don't +want to leave the Bavarian moon; oh, I don't want to leave Munich; not a +bit." + +"And me?" said her companion, taking her arm, "do you want to not leave +me also?" + +"I don't want to leave you either," she declared. "I don't want to leave +anything, and I must leave everything. Oh," she exclaimed suddenly and +viciously, "I wish I might know who it was that wrote home to Uncle +John." + +"But you have thought to know?" + +"Oh, I'm almost sure that it was that man in Zurich." + +"He was not so bad, that Zuricher man," he said, reflectively. "Did I +ever say to you that I did go to the Gare with him when he went to +Lucerne?" + +"No, you never told me that. What did you go to the station with him +for?" + +"I thought that I would know whether after all he really went to +Constance. At the Gare, after he has bought his ticket for Lucerne, I +find him most agreeable." + +"Did you really think that perhaps he _was_ going to Constance?" + +"Yes, I did. I find it very natural that he shall want to go to +Constance. I am surprise that day at every one who can decide to go any +other place because I so wish to get to Constance myself. _Vous +comprenez?_" + +She was obliged to smile audibly. + +"It was very funny the way that you came into the Insel _salle-a-manger_ +that night. I never was more surprised in my life." + +"I like to come to you that way," he went on. "When you are so your face +becomes glad and I believe that you have been really lonely for me +and--" + +He stopped suddenly; two big electric lights loomed at the corner to +their right and the scene which was revealed by the uncurtained state of +the window was responsible for the sudden turn of the current of his +thoughts. + +"We can eat there," he exclaimed. + +She stopped, astonished. + +"Can we?" she asked. "I wouldn't think so." + +"But surely yes," he affirmed; "it is a cafe." + +He flung the door open as he spoke and stood back to let her pass +inside. + +"It is a little smoky," he continued, as the door fell to, "but--" + +"A little!" she interrupted. + +"But what does that do to you? and there is another lady, so it is very +right for you to be here too." + +"She doesn't look like a lady to me," said Rosina, dodging under a +billiard-cue, for in this particular cafe the centre of the room is +occupied by the billiard-tables; "she looks decidedly otherwise." + +Von Ibn glanced carelessly at the person alluded to. + +"It is always a woman," he remarked; and then he led the way around to +a vacant corner where there was somewhat less confusion than elsewhere. +"Here you may sit down," he commanded, and laid aside his own hat and +overcoat. + +She obeyed him, contemplating her surroundings with interest as she +began to unbutton her gloves. + +For the place was, to her eyes, unique of its kind, her lot having been +cast hitherto in quite another class of cafes. It was very large, and +decidedly hideous, wainscoted in imitation panels and frescoed in +imitation paintings. The columns which supported the ceilings were +brilliantly banded in various colors and flowered out below their +pediments into iron branches of oak leaves among which blossomed the +bulbs of many electric lights. By each column stood a severely plain +hat-rack. In the middle of the room were four billiard tables, around +its sides numberless small marble-topped stands where beer was being +served galore. Against the walls were fastened several of those +magnificent mirrors which testify so loudly to the reasonable price of +good glass in that happy land across the seas; each mirror was flanked +by two stuffed eagles, and decorated above its centre with one ornate +quirl in gilt and stucco. And the whole was full and more than full of +smoke. + +Von Ibn rapped on the tiled floor with his umbrella, and a waitress +serving at a table near, five beer-mugs in each hand, nodded that she +heard. Then he turned to Rosina: + +"_Eh bien!_" + +"I never was in a place like this before." + +"You may very likely never be in such a one again," he told her +seriously; "so you must be as happy as you can while you're here." + +"That reason for having a good time hadn't occurred to me," she +answered, giving him back his smile. + +"Then think to occur it now," he rejoined. + +The waitress had by this time gotten rid of her ten mugs and came to +them, beginning proceedings by spreading the menu down on the table and +running her pencil through item after item. + +"You had better order before everything is gone," Rosina suggested. + +"I must think the same," he replied, and took up the menu. + +"_Haben Sie bouillon?_" he demanded immediately. + +The waitress signified that bouillon was not to be. + +"How shall I do?" he asked, looking blank. "In all my life I have never +eat without a bouillon before?" + +Rosina and the waitress felt their mutual helplessness in this +difficulty, and the proceedings in hand came to a standstill natural +under the circumstances. + +"Can't they make you some?" the American brain suggested. + +He turned the idea over in his mind once or twice and then: + +"No," he said; "it is not worth. It will be better that we eat now, and +later, when I am in town, I will get a bouillon." + +So, that difficulty being disposed of, he ordered a species of repast +with an infinite sense of amusement over the bill of fare. The waitress +then retired and they were left alone in their corner. + +"The other lady is getting kissed," Rosina said. The publicity of a +certain grade of continental love-making is always both interesting and +amazing to the Anglo-Saxon temperament. + +He looked behind him without at all disturbing what was in progress +there. After a minute's quiet stare he turned back in his seat and +shrugged his shoulders. + +"You see how simple it is when the woman is still," he said pointedly. +"There is no fainting there; he loses no seventeen-mark umbrella from +Baden-Baden." + +She ignored the gist of this remark, and began to unhook the collar of +her jacket. Then she decided to take it off altogether. + +"You find it too warm?" he said, rising to assist her. + +"I certainly do." + +"It is curious for you and I to be in such a place, _n'est-ce pas_?" + +"Very curious." + +"But it is an experience, like eating in the woods." + +"I don't think that it is at all like eating in the woods; I think that +nothing could be more different." + +"We are so alone." + +"Oh!" + +"Now you understand what I mean." + +"Yes, now I understand what you mean. And it is really a little like the +woods, too," she added. "Those iron acorns and leaves are the branches, +and the stuffed eagles are the birds." + +He looked at the oak-branches and the eagles for some time, and then he +said: + +"Let us talk." + +"What are we doing now?" + +"We are waiting for what is to be to eat." + +"I thought that that in itself was always sufficient entertainment for a +man." + +"I like better to talk. I have not much time more to talk with you, +_vous savez_." + +"We will talk," she said, hastily. Her eyes wandered vaguely over the +room seeking a subject for immediate discussion; all that she saw was +the perpendicular cue of one of the billiard players. + +"Watch!" she exclaimed. "He's going to make an awfully difficult shot." + +Von Ibn looked towards the player with very little interest depicted on +his countenance. + +"Oh, he missed," she exclaimed disgustedly. + +"But of course. How could a man like that do such a _masse_? You are so +hopeful ever. You say, 'See him make so difficult a play,' when only +looking upon the man's face tells that he himself is sure that he is +about to fail." + +"I'll give you a riddle," she went on, receiving his expostulation with +a smile. "But perhaps you don't know what a riddle is?" she added +questioningly. + +"Yes, I do know what a riddle is; it is what you do not know and must +tell." + +"Yes, that is it." + +"And your riddle is?" + +"Why am I like a dragon?" + +"Like a--" he faltered. + +"Dragon." + +"What is a dragon?" + +"It's a horrible monster. Don't you know the picture in the Schaak +Gallery of that creature running its neck out through the slit in the +rock so as to devour the two donkeys?" + +"Yes, I know the picture. But that creature is blue." + +"Oh," she said hopelessly, "it's no use trying to tell you riddles, you +don't understand." + +"Yes, I do," he cried eagerly. "I understand perfectly and I assure you +that I like very much. Dragon is '_drachen_,' _n'est ce pas_?" + +"Yes." + +"And you are as one?" + +"I ask _why_ am I like one?" + +He looked particularly blank. + +"You are perhaps hungry?" he hazarded. + +She began to laugh. + +"No, it's because I'm breathing smoke." + +"Do dragons breathe smoke? It is a salamander you are believing in." + +"In pictures dragons always breathe smoke and fire." + +"But there is no fire here." + +"There must be somewhere, because there is so much smoke." + +He was unmoved and ruminative. + +"I do not find your riddle very clever," he said at last. + +Rosina buried the poor, weak, little scintillation at once and stamped +on its grave in hot haste. + +"I think that our dinner is coming," she announced presently, turning +her veil above her brows, "and I am so hungry." + +"I find your hunger a much better answer of that riddle than to be +breathing smoke," he said. + +"Of course you do, because that is the answer that you thought of." + +The waitress began to arrange the dishes upon the table and when all was +in order he prepared to serve them both. + +"I often start to say most clever things," he said, as he carved the +fish, "but before I can speak you have always say something else." + +She took the plate that he passed her, and picked up her fork at once. + +"Then when you are silent for a quarter of an hour or so it would really +pay me to keep still and wait; wouldn't it?" she inquired. + +He took a mouthful and deliberated. + +"I think so," he said at last. + +A deep stillness fell over the festal board. Von Ibn was mute and his +companion felt that, the preceding remarks considered, she would be dumb +herself. The entire meal was accordingly eaten in absolute silence, +until, when she had finished, she could not refrain from stealing one +amused glance in his direction. + +"You laugh," he said, returning the smile in kind. + +"I am sure that it is going to be something very brilliant this time," +she told him. + +He stared for a minute; and then he understood and laughed aloud. + +"I only eat then," he exclaimed, "_mais, Dieu! quels enfants nous sommes +ensemble_. I must often wonder if you are so happy with me as I am with +you? I cannot say why it is, but if you only be there I am content. Tell +me, is it at all so for you?" + +"I enjoy you," she answered; "most men are stupid or horrid." + +"When?" he asked anxiously. + +"When one is much with them." + +He looked at her with some alarm. + +"But are many men much with you?" + +Rosina laughed merrily over the trouble in his face. + +"You would have been unbearable if you had been of a jealous +disposition," she said, nodding. + +"Yes," he replied gravely, "I have always feel that myself; for with me +it is very strong that there shall be no other. But tell me now, truly +are many men much with you?" + +"Why I have hosts of friends," she declared, "and, on account of the way +that the world is made, half of them are obliged to be men." + +"But you said that they were all stupid or horrible," he reminded her +carefully. + +"I said that most of them were." + +He thought a moment. + +"I wish that there had been a bouillon here," he said then. + +She began to put on her gloves, thinking that the hour of departure was +close at hand. + +"_J'ai envie de fumer une cigarette_," he said suddenly, "_ca ne vous +fait rien d'attender un peu_?" + +"I don't care," she answered, and laid her gloves down again. + +"Am I ever horrible to you?" he asked, taking a match from the white +china pyramid that ornamented the centre of the table. + +"I didn't say 'horrible;' I said 'horrid.'" + +"Is there a difference?" he lit his cigarette. + +"Yes, indeed." + +He crossed his arms upon the table, and smiled at her through his own +personal quota of smoke. + +"Tell me the difference. Why are we horrid?" + +"Because you so often are. Men never understand." + +"_Au contraire_," he said quietly, "men always understand. It is the +woman who will not believe it, and it is cruel to say her the truth. A +woman is always _genee_, she will sob in a man's arms and still declare +that 'No.' Why is it necessary for her to be so? That I cannot +understand." + +Rosina caught a quick little breath; she had not been prepared for such +a turn of conversation. Von Ibn went on with a degree of nonchalance +that masked his close observance admirably. + +"When a man loves a woman, he knows certainly if she loves him or not. +It is there every minute in her eyes and on her lips; and yet he must +ask her, and she must pretend a surprise. Why? We are altogether human. +Then why must women be different? I am most sorry for a poor woman; she +cannot be kissed or caressed or loved without the pretence that she +dislikes it. It must be very difficult." + +She felt her face getting warm. + +"You do not like what I have say?" he asked. + +"No." + +"Because it is true?" + +"It isn't true." + +"An American would not say that to you?" + +"Certainly not." + +"Do you like better the American way of covering up all truth?" + +"It is politer, I think." + +He looked at her for a moment. + +"I have been horrible, _n'est-ce pas_?" he asked. + +She felt very uncomfortable indeed. + +"Do let us go now," she said in a low tone. + +He struck his water-glass with a knife, and their waitress, who was near +by, looked around. + +"_'Zahlen!_" he called to her. She nodded. He went for his coat and hat, +and when he returned Rosina was fastening the frogs on her jacket. + +"I would have put it on if you had waited," he said in a tone of +remonstrance. + +"I am used to getting into it," she assured him. + +He looked attentively at her and perceived more than she thought. Then +the waitress came up and recited all that they had eaten in a sing-song +tone, and he pushed some money towards her with a gesture that disposed +of the question as to making change. + +"We will go out now," he said, turning towards the door, and the next +minute they were in the cool, fresh night air. He put his hand upon her +arm, and bent his head a little. + +"Do not be vexed with me," he said softly; "even a little vexing of you +makes me great pain." + +Then he pressed her arm closely. + +"It is not long that we have now to talk. I beg you talk to me; do not +be so sad." + +"I'm not sad." + +"Then talk." + +She gathered up her energy with a mighty effort. + +"What shall we talk about?" + +"Anything. Have you a letter to-day?" + +"Yes." + +"From who? From Jack?" + +"No, from the Marquis de W----." + +His fingers came together over her arm in a vice-like grip. + +"I have never heard of him," he cried; "where have you know him?" + +"In Paris. And then I met him on the train--" + +Von Ibn's eyes grew large with fright. + +"But you must not meet men on trains," he said; "that is not at all +proper for you." + +"He took charge of me from Paris to Lucerne," she said soothingly; "he +is really very delightful--" + +"I did not see him at Lucerne," he interrupted. + +"No, he was gone when you came." + +"How old is he?" + +"He is seventy." + +His heat subsided suddenly, and there was a pause during which she felt +circulation returning slowly to her arm. + +"And you have a letter from him to-day?" he asked, after a while. + +"I have a letter from him almost every day." + +He looked down at her with an air of genuine astonishment. + +"What can a man of seventy say in a letter almost every day?" he asked. + +"He can say a great deal. He wants me to marry him!" + +He laughed aloud, and then exclaimed gayly: + +"What a great lady you will be! and how nice you will look in your +mourning!" and then he threw his cigarette away and laughed afresh. + +His laughter was so infectious that she laughed also. + +"He writes me how happy I would be with him," she continued merrily; +"and he is very positive about it, too. How can he think that I would +really wish to marry him?" + +"He can think it very well from the newspapers of your land. Is he not a +marquis? If I did not love you, I should always have surprise to think +that you are an American, and will not let me make you a great lady." + +She ignored this speech in its entirety. + +"To think," she pursued, "that one cannot travel in a daughterly way +with a gentleman of seventy without--" + +"Yes," he interrupted, "but that is why it is best not to travel in the +charge of gentlemen. One is always so liable to be disagreeably urged to +become a marchioness." + +She assented with a thoughtful nod. + +"I don't answer all his letters," she said; "I burn them." + +"Poor marquis!" + +"They are good letters of their kind; but there are a whole lot of +things which it does not pay to write to a widow. You can fool a girl, +but a widow always knows." + +"Does a widow always know?" + +"Oh, dear me; yes." + +"Then why did you not save the poor marquis his pain?" + +"I never dreamed of his feeling that way. How could I? I only thought he +was delightful. And always, even the first day at Madame de S----'s, +when he said adieu he would kiss my hands in the most adorable Louis +XIV. kind of a way." + +"And all the while it was in his heart a plot to marry you. You see!" + +"Men are so queer," she reflected; "I cannot see why that old gentleman +should have wanted to marry me." + +"I can," said Von Ibn, dryly; "I can see quite well." + +The marquis as a topic of conversation seemed at an end. They were in +the Hellerstrasse, going towards the river, and the heaviness which the +Isar always cast over her fell down about her spirits. + +"Oh, I _cannot_ believe that in forty-eight hours I shall be gone!" she +exclaimed suddenly. + +"Do not go," he said, tightening his hold upon her arm again; "stay with +me." + +"I must go," she declared. "I couldn't stay with you, anyway," she +added, in a tone of unintended mournfulness. + +His mood altered, and the light of a street lamp showed that every tinge +of gayety had fled his face. + +"You have no will of your own," he said with acerbity; "that Jack has it +all. I find you so very weak." + +She raised her eyes to his and they looked strangely at one another. The +moon was above them, full and beautiful, and the Isar rapids were +murmuring their far cry. + +"We shall return over the Ludwigsbrucke," he said, and they went down +the incline in silence. + +She thought vaguely, "I am here now, and _he_ is here! How will it be +when I am gone and we are separated forever?" But her brain refused to +comprehend--only her heart felt the warmth of his touch upon her sleeve. + +So they came down to the bridge, which abuts on an island and +accommodates the tram passing from the Ostbahnhof to the Marien Platz. +The Isarthor rose up grimly between the city lights and their view. +Above was the golden moon. Behind, the black outlines of the suburb +which they had just quitted. + +"Let us stop here," he proposed, pausing by the bridge rail, and she +stayed her steps in obedience. + +It was nearly nine o'clock, and the passers-by were few. They had the +bridge quite to themselves; the water running beneath murmured gently, +but did not interrupt even their unvoiced thoughts. + +The man took out his _etui_ and lit another cigarette, sinking his +sombre gaze meanwhile deep into the stream below. His companion leaned +upon the stone parapet. + +And then he sighed most heavily. + +"It is the autumn," he said; "all the summer is over. _Tout est fini!_" +There was a profound melancholy in his voice which threw a band of iron +about her throat and choked all power of speech out of her. "How little +I know last May of what this summer brings," he continued; "I have +believe that all summers were to come alike to me." + +A tram approached and crossed behind them with a mighty rumble. When all +was still he spoke again, and the tone of his voice was childishly +wistful. + +"I did not know, there in Lucerne, before you came, how happy I might +be. You are not so wonderful, but to me you are now a need, like air +which I must breathe to live." + +There was an anguish underlying his words which set her heart to aching +intolerably. + +"Oh," she gasped helplessly, "let us walk on! Let us go home! I cannot +bear to hear all that again." + +She turned to go, but he caught her hand in his. + +"I must speak," he said forcefully, though in the lowest possible tones; +"it is perhaps the tenth time, but it is certainly the last time. Will +you not think once more again of it all, and say here now that you love +me?" + +He held her hand so tightly that it was impossible for her to withdraw +it. She looked up in his face, and the moon showed each the unfeigned +feeling of the other. + +"You don't know about marriage," she told him with white lips and +laboring breath. "One may be very unhappy alone, and there is always the +strength to bear, but when you are married and unhappiness comes, there +is always that other unhappiness chained to you like a clog, shutting +out all joy in the present, all hope in the future; and nothing can help +you, and you can help nothing." She stopped and put her hand to her +bosom. "Only death can help!" she cried, in a voice as if a physical +torture had its grip upon her; "and it is so awful when death alone can +help!" She looked at the ground and then up at him. "Oh," she sighed +miserably, "how can I dare to go where I may come to that pass again? +Don't ask that of me." + +He turned his face away from her and she felt his fingers loosen, little +by little, their clasp upon her arm. Then he loosed her altogether, left +her side, moved away a space, and stood, his head bowed, his eyes bent +upon the water. There was a fearful horror of hopelessness in his +attitude. + +Down from the Gasteig came a cab, an empty cab, and he looked up and +hailed it. + +"We will ride home," he said, coming back to her; "I am bereft of +strength." + +The cab halted and he put her inside. + +"6 Maximiliansstrasse," he called to the driver, and got in himself and +banged the door behind him. + +Then he threw himself back against the cushions, covered his eyes with +his hand, and remained silent and motionless the ten minutes that they +were _en route_. + +She did not speak either; she dared not. The air was so heavy with +sorrow and despair that words would have seemed like desecration; and +the telepathic misery that emanated from him loaded her soul as if she +had been guilty of a crime. + +When the cab stopped he opened the door, and as he turned to give her +his hand she caught one shocked glimpse of the grief in his face--of the +oddly drawn look of suffering in his half-closed eyes. The whole change +in him, in them, in it all, had come so quickly that as she stepped from +the cab she was conscious of a stunned sensation, a dazed lack of +feeling, a cold and stony power to bear much--for a little while. + +"Go by the door," he said in muffled tones, "I must pay the cab." + +She crossed the width of the sidewalk and stood by the great _porte_, +waiting. + +When the cabman was disposed of he came to her side, and felt in his +pocket for the keys. Then he took his gloves off and felt again; as he +felt he stared steadily across the street. + +"It's the round key," she said, when he finally produced them. "Have you +any tapers? I'm afraid that the hall will be dark." + +He shrugged his shoulders as if tapers were of no earthly consequence in +such a time of stress. Then he fitted the key in the lock and swung back +the massive portal. + +Because of that vast key system which is part of the intricacy of the +very good housekeeping of Frau G----, there was no necessity to disturb +the Hausmeister; but nothing could lessen the wail of the door which let +them in with a groan, and closed behind them with a bang that was worthy +of the occasion. It was the man's place to have lessened the noise by +laying a restraining hand upon the lock, in accordance with the printed +directions nailed against the main panel, but Rosina felt intuitively +that this was no time to remind him of the fact. + +With the closing of the door they were left in a darkness thorough and +complete. + +Rosina's voice: "You said you had wax tapers." + +Von Ibn's voice: "No, I have not say so." + +Rosina's accents of distress: "Haven't you any tapers?" + +Von Ibn's voice, dully: "Yes, I have, but I have not say so before." + +Rosina, entreatingly: "Then do please light one." + +Dead silence. + +She began to walk towards the stairs that she could not see; as she did +so she heard his keys jingling, and knew from the sound that he must be +hunting the wherewithal for illumination. He struck a match and adjusted +it in the small hole at the end of the box, and as he did so he called: + +"Stop! wait for me to come also." + +She paused and looked back towards him. By the white light of the little +taper his face appeared absolutely ghastly, and his heavy eyelids +drooped in a way that pierced her heart. + +"I think," he said, when he was beside her, "that it is better that I go +to-morrow very early, and that we meet no more." + +At that she was forced to put her hand against the wall in the seeking +for some support without herself. They were upon the first step of the +stairs, she leaning against one side wall and he standing close to the +other. After he had spoken he crossed to her and his voice altered. + +"If you had loved me," he said, "here--now--I should have kissed you, +and all would have been for us as of the skies above." + +"Oh, look out!" she exclaimed. + +He was close above her. + +"You are afraid of me?" + +"No, it is the wax; you are letting it drip on us both." + +"It should stop upon the box," he said shortly. + +She began to mount the stairs, pulling off her gloves as she went. One +fell, and he stooped quickly for it, with the result that he dropped the +match-box. Again they were alone in the darkness. + +"This is an awful place," he said irritably, feeling blindly for what +was lost. "That I am on my knees to a match-box this night," he added +savagely. + +Her soul was full of sympathy for him. She bent to aid him in his +search, and her hand in its wandering encountered his own. He seized her +fingers and pressed them to his lips, and she knew that he was kneeling +close at her feet. + +"This is impossible," he said vaguely, hurriedly; "we may not part now +in a minute, like this. You have spoken foolishly, and I have accept it +too quick. We must speak longer and talk reasonably to each of us. We +must go where we may sit down and be quiet. _Faut etre raisonable._ Let +us go out of the door and go to the Cafe Luitpold and there speak." + +The Cafe Luitpold is a gorgeous and fashionable resort in the +Briennerstrasse; its decorations are a cross between Herrn-Chiemsee and +a Norddeutscher steamer, and its reputation is blameless. + +"I can't go to the Cafe Luitpold at ten o'clock at night in a golf +skirt," she objected gently, and tried to continue on her upward way; +but he held her fast by her hand, and as he pressed it alternately to +his face and lips, she felt her flesh wet with hot tears. + +"You are crying!" she exclaimed in awe. + +"I hope not," he said; "I hope not, but I am near it. If I do weep, will +you then despise me?" + +"No," she said faintly; "no--I--" + +He rose to his feet, and in the dark she knew him to be very, very near. +He still held her hand and his breath touched her cheek. + +"Oh," he whispered, "say you love me if it be but so little! _Dites que +vous m'aimez!_ I have hoped so greatly, I have dreamed so greatly; I +will ask now no more to possess you for my own; I will content myself +with what you can so easy give--only a little love--" + +He drew his arm about her. Something within her was rising as the slow +tide rises before the September gale, and she felt that all her +firmness would be as the sand forts which the children build, when that +irresistible final wave shall carry its engulfing volume over all. She +summoned to her aid the most frightful souvenirs of her unhappy +marriage, and pushed him violently away. His answer was a sudden grasp +of mighty vigor, at which she gave a muffled scream. + +"You detest me, then?" he said through his teeth. + +"It is my hat," she cried, freeing herself; "you drove the longest pin +straight into my head." + +He moved a little away, and in so doing trod upon the match-box. Then in +an instant there was light again, and he could see her, her arms +upraised, straightening her hat. + +"It is most badly on," he told her. + +"I know it," she replied, starting swiftly upward. + +At the curve he stopped short and shut his eyes; she stopped too, three +steps farther on. + +"Are you ill?" she asked anxiously. + +He opened his eyes. + +"I am most unhappy," he replied, and went on again. + +So they came to the top at last. + +"Here we are," she said, halting before the door; "give me the keys, +they work intricately." + +He handed them to her in silence; she took them in her hand and tried to +smile. + +"If you really go to-morrow," she said, as she put one into the lock, "I +hope--" her lips trembled traitorously and she could not go on. + +"_Dites_," he whispered, coming nearer, "you do care a little, a very--" + +He dropped the matches a second time. + +"_That_ was never an accident," she cried, below her breath. + +"It was not my intention," he declared; then he added, "you have only to +go in, I can very well find my way out in the dark." + +But the door refused to open; instead, the key turned around and around +in the lock. + +"I do believe," she said at last, in a curiously inexplicable tone, +"that we have come up the wrong stairs!" + +A sort of atmosphere of blankness saturated the gloom. + +"Is there another stair?" he asked. + +"Yes; it goes from the other passage. It's the staircase to No. 5. I +think--indeed I'm sure--that we have come up the stairs of No. 6 with +the keys of No. 5." + +"I have never know that there was another stair," he declared. "If you +had say that before I--" then a fresh thought led him to interrupt +himself. "It is a fate that leads us. We must go to the street again, +and we shall go to the American Bar and talk there." + +The "American Bar" is the name which the Hotel Vierjahreszeiten has +elected to give to a small and curious restaurant situated in its +basement. There is nothing against the "American Bar" except its name, +which naturally leads American women to avoid it. + +"I don't want to go anywhere," said Rosina, drawing the keys into her +hand; "it is no use. We are both all used up. I want to get home. And I +couldn't go anywhere if I wanted to in this skirt." + +"It is always that skirt," he cried angrily; "that my heart breaks +to-night is nothing,--only ever I must hear of your skirt." + +"Oh, where _are_ the matches?" she said nervously; "we must find them +somehow." + +He stooped to institute another search, and the umbrella slipped from +his hand; it struck the floor with a noise that echoed from the attic to +the cellar. + +"Oh!" she gasped sharply; "we shall wake every one in the building +before we get through." + +"It is very terrible--this night," he said quietly, and as he spoke he +found the match-box and there was light again. Then he picked up his +umbrella, and they returned down the three flights of stairs. In the +lower hall he stopped again. + +"We _cannot_ separate like this," he said, laying his hand upon her arm; +"there are doings that one human cannot do. I must speak longer with you +before I go. It is not talking to be going ever up and down steps with a +wax taper. I know nothing of what I have say since we leave the cab, and +here, each minute, any one may enter. When we go out, come with me +across to the Hofbrauhaus, and there we will talk for but five minutes, +and then you shall return. Your skirt will go very well there. We shall +quickly return. _Dites 'oui'_." + +The Hofbrauhaus is, as its name indicates, the cafe, or rather +_brasserie_, of the Court brewery. It is a curious place, the beer of +which is backed by centuries of fame, and Von Ibn told no lie when he +said that any skirt would do well there. + +"Oh, I can't go," she said, almost crying in her distress and agitation. +"It will do no good; we just suffer more and more the longer we are +together. I am miserable and you are miserable, and it takes all my +strength to remember that if I yield we shall be very much more +miserable in the end. Let me get home!" + +She unlocked the large _porte_ as she spoke, and he blew out the taper, +pushed it open, held it while she passed through, and then stayed its +slam carefully behind her. + +Then there was the _porte_ of No. 5 to unlock and the taper to relight, +and three more staircases to mount. + +"I shall go to-morrow morning," he said quietly and hopelessly, as they +went a second time upon their upward way. "I shall put all the force of +my will to it that I go. It is better so. _Pourquoi vous vexer avec mon +ardent desir pour vous?_" + +Her heart contracted with a spasm of pain, but she made no reply. + +"To meet again will be but more to suffer," he continued. "I touch at +the end of what I am capable to suffer. Why should I distress you for no +good to any one? And for me all this is so very bad! I can accomplish +nothing. The power dies in me these days. _Toute ma jeunesse est prise!_ +I feel myself become old and most desolate. I am content that it is +good-bye here." + +It seemed to her that her turn had come to falter, and fail to move, and +close her eyes in misery. If--if--only-- + +But they went on slowly until the top landing was just above their +heads. Both knew that the top landing must bring the termination of all. + +She took the door-key in her hand, went a little ahead of him and fitted +it noiselessly into the lock. It turned. The end was at hand. She looked +towards him and attempted a smile. He put the match-box on the window +ledge and drew her within his arms. + +"It is for the first and the last time," he said hoarsely, and then he +kissed her furiously, passionately,--twice, thrice, and once again. +"_C'est comme ca, l'amour!_" he whispered; "and because you know nothing +of it, you let it go from you." + +Then he put his hand to his throat as if strangling, and, opening the +door, stepped aside. + +"Good-bye," he murmured, as she passed within. "_Bon voyage!_" + +The door closed between them. + + * * * * * + +She went to her room and found Ottillie asleep upon the sofa. + +She crossed to the window, opened it softly and leaned out; after a +little she heard the door beneath open and close, and then his shadow +fell beneath the electric light. + +Then he was gone! + +This time there would be no return. + +The moisture of his lips was yet upon her own, and he was gone forever. + + * * * * * + +She crossed the room and fell upon her knees beside the bed. + + + + +PART III + +THE BREAKING OF THE BARRIERS + +Chapter Fourteen + + +It was very early, very dark, very cheerless, that most miserable hour +of six o'clock in the morning, the very worst hour ever known in which +to be routed out of bed in order that an unpleasant journey may be +begun. + +Without, it was faintly light; within, it was brightly gas. What is less +cheerful than the aspect given a room by the gas burning high at six +o'clock in the morning? Rosina's room looked absolutely ghastly, for it +was bare of everything but travelling apparatus, and they were all +strapped and waiting. She herself sat before her untouched breakfast +tray and watched Ottillie lace her boots, while she dismally went over +for the two hundred and seventy-sixth time every detail of the night +before the last. + +There was a tap at the door and Jack came in. He was tanned with his +recent trip and had a thrilling new travelling ulster with carved +deer-horn buttons. He had bought the buttons at the Tagernsee and had +had an ulster constructed in Vienna, just as a background for them. He +looked at his cousin with a buoyant air that she felt to be bitterly +unkind, all things considered, and exclaimed: + +"You must hurry up, my dear; the cab will be at the door in five +minutes, and we don't want to miss that train, you know." + +"I'm quite ready," she said helplessly. + +"Is all this stuff going?" he asked, looking about; "you can't mean to +carry all this with us to Genoa, surely." + +Rosina's eyes strayed here and there over the umbrella case, the two +dress-boxes, the carry-all, the toilet case, the two valises, the +dress-suit case, and the hat-box. She did not appear to consider the +total anything to be ashamed of. + +"What's in those two boxes?" Jack continued. + +"Clothes." + +"Why didn't you put them in a trunk?" + +"You told me to send all my trunks _frachtgut_ two weeks ago. I had to +keep out some to wear, naturally." + +He drew a martyr's breath. + +"You do beat all! I don't know how we're ever going to get all this +stuff along with us. There isn't anything more, is there, Ottillie?" + +"_Oh, mais non, monsieur!_" + +"All right. You better have them take all this down; the cab must be +there by this time." + +Rosina stood up. + +"I must say good-bye to Fraulein Helene and her mamma," she said sadly, +going to the door. + +The good-bye was a trying one, and its tears were harshly interrupted by +a voice in the hall: + +"Come on, Rosina, we're going to miss that train for a fact if you don't +hurry." + +"Go, my dear child," said Frau G----; "do not weep so. Many think that +they are going forever, but they all always return." + +Rosina choked, and went. + +Jack rattled her down the stairs--those sob-provoking stairs--at a +tremendous rate, and when they went out of the _porte_ their eyes were +greeted by a cab that looked like a furniture van, so overloaded was its +capacity. + +"George, but it's full!" Jack cried in dismay. "Well, there's no time to +get another; we must just pile in some way and let it go at that." + +They piled in some way and it went at that. + +"The train leaves at 7.20," Jack remarked as they passed the post-office +clock, "we shall just make it easy." + +Rosina made no answer, and no one spoke again until they reached the +Karl Platz and the cabman slowed up and looked around inquiringly; for +some trains are reached from the front and some from the sides of the +main station at Munich, and the cabs suit their routes to the +circumstances from the Karl Platz on. + +"Zurich!" Jack called out, "and hurry!" he added. "We really are making +pretty close connection," he went on, "it's 7.05 now. But then there is +only one trunk to check." + +"I'm glad that that's yours," Rosina said, thinking of her hand luggage +and his comments thereon. + +He whistled blithely. + +"Oh, we'll get there all straight," he said hopefully. + +They drew up before the Bahnhof at 7.10, and it behooved the man of the +party to be very spry indeed. He got their unlimited baggage on to a +hand-truck, paid the cabman, and hustled the whole caravan inside. + +"_Wo fahren Sie hin?_" asked the porter who operated the hand-truck, as +he went leisurely after their haste. + +"Zurich," said Jack, "and _wir haben sehr wenig_ time to spare; you want +to look lively." Then he rushed to the ticket gate to send Rosina and +her maid aboard while the trunk was being weighed. + +"_Wo fahren Sie hin?_" asked the man at the gate. + +"Zurich." + +"Train goes at 7.45." + +"It doesn't either," said Jack, who understood German fluently, "it goes +at 7.20." + +For answer the man pointed to the great sign above his head, which bore +out the truth of his statement in letters six inches high. + +"Well, I vow," said Jack blankly, "if that man at Schenker's isn't the +worst fraud I ever ran up against. Say, cousin, we've got over half an +hour to check my trunk in." + +She shook her head as if she didn't care. + +"I'll go and see to it now," he said, "and then I'll come back here and +try to get on to the train." + +He went off, and they waited by the gate while the man stationed there +looked at Ottillie, and her mistress recalled the tone in which a voice +had said, "It is for the first and last time!" and what came next. + +When Jack returned they were permitted to pass the gates and go aboard +the cars. The porter loaded the entire length of both racks with their +belongings, and as soon as he was paid Jack hung up his ulster with the +deer-horn buttons, stretched himself at full length upon the longest +seat, and was asleep within five minutes. + +Rosina took the window corner opposite him and contemplated his callous +slumber with a burning bitterness. + +"And he must see how unhappy I am, too," she said to herself. + +Then she leaned her chin upon her hand and fell into a reverie which so +blinded her with tears that when the train did move out of the yards she +beheld a Munich of mist and fog, and a Pasing which was a mere blot +amidst the general blur of her universe. She did not want to go to +Genoa, she wanted to stay in Germany; and everything which the train +passed appeared to be returning towards Munich with all possible speed, +while she, she alone, was being borne swiftly away from all--all--all. + +"Leaving for home," she reflected. "I'm not _leaving_ at all; I'm simply +being wrenched away! Talk about turning one's face towards America! I'm +not turning my face; I'm having my neck wrung in that direction!" and +the tears rolled heavily down her cheeks. + +Ottillie unfastened one of the small valises and handed her mistress a +fresh pocket-handkerchief, an attention which was most welcome just at +that juncture. + +About ten o'clock Jack opened his eyes and yawned vigorously twice or +thrice. Then he got up on his elbow. + +"You _are_ a pretty sight!" he said, after a lengthy contemplation of +her woe; "you look like--like--well, you look pretty bad, and you +haven't a soul to blame for it all but yourself." + +She made no reply. + +"There's Von Ibn gone north, declaring that his future is completely +ruined, and you sit crying like a baby because you must leave him, and +yet you won't marry him. If he was some worthless scoundrel that +couldn't be thought of, you know very well that all we might try to say +or do wouldn't keep you from him for three minutes; but just because he +is so eminently all right you see a necessity for cooking up a sort of +tragedy out of nothing, and making him crazy, and yourself about as +bad." + +"Have you heard from him?" she asked coldly. + +"I know that he left Munich yesterday early. He must have been awfully +cut up to have been willing to undertake a trip at that hour. He hates +to get up early--" + +"That's no crime." + +"Who said it was? So far from being a crime, it ought to have been +another bond of congeniality between you two." + +"Do you know where he went?" + +"If he was a man at home he'd take to drink and go to the devil, but +being a fellow over here I suppose that he'll just go up the Zug-spitz +and down the Matterhorn, and up Mont Blanc and down the Dent du Midi, +until he considers himself whole again." + +She choked and said no more. + +The train guard came through soon after and put the usual question: + +"_Wo fahren Sie hin?_" + +"Zurich," said Jack, as he produced their tickets; "about what time do +we get there?" + +"Are you going straight through?" the guard inquired as he punched a +page in each little book and restored the library to their rightful +possessor. + +"Yes." + +"Then why did you not take the express?" + +Jack fairly bounded in his seat. + +"The express!" he ejaculated. "Great Scott, do you mean to say that we +are not on it!!!" + +"Oh, no," said the guard, "you are upon the way-train that follows half +an hour later. The express arrives at two-forty; this train gets in +between seven and eight at night." + +Nothing could bear deeper testimony to the state of Rosina's crushed +sensibilities than the way in which she received this bit of +information. While Jack swore violently she continued to look out of the +window with an indifference that was entirely genuine. + +"To think that that other train must have been right there within a +hundred feet of us!" cried her cousin. + +She did not turn an eyelash. + +"By George, Rosina, I don't believe I ever was as mad as this in all my +life before!" + +She sighed. + +"I don't mind anything," she said sadly. + +"You ought to mind getting to Zurich at eight o'clock instead of +half-past two; there's quite a little difference." + +"I don't mind," she repeated. + +"Well, I do," said Jack. After a pause of stormy thought he unclenched +his fist and said, "I bet I get even for this some day, but just at +present I think that I'll go to sleep again." + +Which he did forthwith. + +About noon they came to Lindau on the Bodensee. Rosina shivered and felt +sick, because Constance lay upon the further side. The train did not run +beyond Lindau and a change was necessary. The change revealed the fact +that there was a custom-house at that point. An unexpected custom-house +is one of the worst features of continental travel; but the officials +of Lindau were delightful, drew chalk circles on everything, and sent +every one upon their way rejoicing. Our party went around the little +station and were halted by a guard with the common greeting: + +"_Wo fahren Sie hin?_" + +"Zurich," Jack answered, hauling out his tickets. + +"_Fahren Sie mit Bahn oder fahren Sie mit Schiff?_" + +Jack looked nonplussed. + +"Which are the tickets for?" he asked. + +"Either." + +He turned to where Rosina waited, her eyes gazing in the direction of +Constance. + +"Oh, Rosina," he called out, "do you want to _fahr_ from here on _mit_ +the _Bahn_ or the _Schiff_?" + +"I don't care," she replied. + +"What's the difference, anyhow?" he asked the man. + +"With the boat you do not connect with the train on the other shore," he +was told. + +"You don't, eh? Well, I'm very anxious to make that train upon the other +shore, so I think we'll _fahr_ right along _mit_ the _Bahn_. Come on!" +he called again to his cousin, "we must get aboard." + +They went slowly along the platform to the train gate. + +"They call Lindau the German Venice," he said, as they waited to pass +the gate, "but I don't think that it looks very Venetian; do you?" + +She choked, because Venice began with V, and felt herself quite unable +to frame an answer to his question. + +As every one but themselves seemed to have elected for the "Schiff," +they found an entire wagon empty and spread their luggage out well. Jack +even went so far as to establish himself in solitary state in an +adjoining compartment, to the end that he might consider the proposition +of more sleep. Before the train was well under way the guard came +through, and past experience led Rosina to call through the connecting +door: + +"Do ask him if we must change again." + +"Do we change again?" he asked. + +"_Wo fahren Sie hin?_" + +"Zurich." + +"You must change in Bregenz." + +"We must change in Bregenz," Jack called out. + +By that time the German Venice was well behind, and the train was +skirting the southern shore of the Bodensee. The sun was shining on the +waves, and the woods upon the banks were spattered with red and yellow. +And off to the north Constance was lying. Ah, Constance--the +Stadtgarten--Huss' Tower--the "Souvenir" of Vieuxtemps! + +Rosina wept afresh. + +"Oh, Ottillie," she sobbed, forlornly, "_que je suis malheureuse +aujourd'hui_!" + +Ottillie opened her little bag and handed her mistress another fresh +handkerchief; it was the only way in which she could testify to her +devotion upon this especial day. + +At Bregenz they descended, with the aid of a porter, at about half-past +two. As they left the train it was borne in upon them that this change +was not a change at all, but just another custom-house. + +"What strange country have we run up against, I'd like to know!" Jack +asked in amazement; and then the black cocks' plumes in the _casquette_ +of the _douanier_ revealed the information that he craved. + +"How does Austria get to the Bodensee?" Rosina begged to know, having +seen the cocks' plumes as quickly as he had. + +"I don't know," replied Jack, not at all pleased at the discovery as to +where they were. "It does seem as if every country in Europe has a +finger in this lake, though; or, if they haven't, they keep a +custom-house open on it just as a side line to their regular business." + +The porter led them into the great wooden shed, where some unplaned +boards laid across boxes served as counters, Bregenz being in the throes +of the erection of a new station. + +"I bet they make it plain whether its _kronen_ or _gulden_," said +Rosina's cousin as he threw his valise on top of the porter's small +mountain; "if I'd known that I was to come in connection with that vile +money system again I'd have _schiffed_ it across the lake or walked +around the northern shore before I'd ever have come this route." + +By this remark he testified to a keen recollection of his Viennese +experiences and the double dealing (no pun intended) of the Austrian +shopkeeper just at the present epoch in the national finance system of +that country. + +Behind the boards two uniformed officials paced up and down, and when +all was neatly ranged before them the one bestowed his attention upon +Rosina while the other turned his in among the infinity of boxes +belonging to her party. He peeped into two or three of the valises and +chalked them and all of their kind; then he demanded the opening of the +largest dress-box. Ottillie unstrapped it and undertook to satisfy his +curiosity to the fullest possible extent. + +The object uppermost of all was a Russian leather writing-tablet. The +official leapt upon that at once. + +"On this you must pay thirty _centimes_," he declared, grabbing it up. + +"_Warum?_" said Jack. He found "_warum_" the most useful word in his +German vocabulary, because by the very nature of things it always threw +the burden of the conversation on to the shoulders of the other party. + +"You cannot pretend that it is an article of wearing apparel for +madame," said the officer archly. + +"I never said that it was an article of wearing apparel for any one," +Jack retorted hotly; "I asked why I had to pay thirty _centimes_ on it. +It isn't new and it isn't dutiable, and I know that, and you know it +too." + +"What is it, anyhow?" asked the man. + +"It's to write on." + +"Why does not madame write on paper, like everybody else?" inquired the +witty fellow. + +"There's your six cents," said Jack, in great disgust; "I reckon you +take _pfennigs_, don't you?" + +"Oh, yes," said the Austrian, "we take everything." + +"Yes," replied the American, "so I observed in Vienna." + +Then he turned away and the porter loaded up again. + +They went out on the platform and were told that the train had just +gone. + +"_Wo fahren Sie hin?_" asked the guard, taking pity on their +consternation at being left high and dry so unexpectedly. + +"Zurich." + +"Oh, then that wasn't your train anyway; that train went to Rorshack. +You take the Zurichbahn at half-past three." + +There was three-quarters of an hour to wait. + +"Do you suppose that there is anything worth seeing in Bregenz?" the man +of the party suggested. + +"I don't want to see it if there is," his cousin replied. + +"Well, I do want to see it, even if there isn't," he answered; "you and +Ottillie can go into the waiting-room and I'll be back in half an hour." + +So he went off whistling, his ulster floating serenely around him. +Rosina established herself in a boarded-off angle which under existing +circumstances was dignified by the title of "Warte-Saal," and every nail +that was driven into the new Gare of Bregenz pierced her aching heart +and echoed in her aching head. + +After the lapse of half an hour Jack turned up again, having thoroughly +exhausted Bregenz and purchased a new cane most ingeniously carved with +bears' heads and paws interlaced. + +He was not overpleased to be informed that the Zurichbahn was late, and +that there was no probability of their leaving the dominions of Francis +Joseph before four o'clock at the earliest. + +"It's an awful shame the way this world is put on," he said, yawning and +walking up and down; "it would be Paradise to Von Ibn to have the right +to cart you and your bags around, and it's h--l for me, and I've got it +to do notwithstanding." + +"I never sent for you to take me home," Rosina said in an outraged tone. + +"Oh, I wasn't blaming you," he declared amicably. + +"Oh," she said coldly, "I thought that you were." + +The Zurichbahn was very late, and did not put in an appearance until +half-past four. Then they went aboard with a tired feeling that would +have done credit to an arrival in Seattle from New York. + +"Do we change again?" Rosina asked with latent sarcasm, when the guard +(a handsome guard, worthy to have been a first lieutenant at the very +least) came through to tear some pages out of their little books. + +"_Wo fahren Sie hin?_" he asked, with a beaming smile. + +"Zurich," Jack sung out, with renewed vigor. + +The guard opened the door leading into the next compartment, and then, +when his exit was assured, he told them: + +"Must in St. Margarethen change," and vanished. + +"He knows the time for disappearing, evidently," Jack said; "I bet +somebody that felt as I do threw him out of the window when he said that +once. And I have a first-class notion of getting down and taking the +next train straight back to Munich for the express purpose of murdering +that fellow that started us out this morning." + +Rosina felt a deep satisfaction that none of his heat could be charged +up to her; _she_ had offered no advice as to this unlucky day. She sat +there silent, her eyes turned upon the last view of the Bodensee, and +after some varied and picturesque swearing her cousin laid down and went +to sleep again. + +They arrived in St. Margarethen about half-past five, and night, a damp, +chill night, was falling fast. The instant that the train halted a guard +rushed in upon them. + +"_Wo fahren Sie hin?_" he cried, breathlessly. + +"Zurich, d---- you!" Jack howled. He was making too small a shawl-strap +meet around too large a rug for the fifth time that day, and the last +remnant of his patience had fled. + +"Must be very quick; no time to lose," said the man and hurried away. + +That he spoke a deep and underlying truth was evidenced by the mad rush +of passengers and porters which immediately ensued. They joined the +crowd and found themselves speedily flung in some shape into Zurichbahn +No. II., which moved out of the station at once. + +Jack was too saturated with sleep to be able to try any more. He went +through to the smoker's compartment, and Rosina looked apathetically out +upon the Lake of Zurich and reflected her same reflections over again +and again. The moon, which had looked down upon the Isar rapids, rode +amidst masses of storm clouds above the dark sheet of water, and +illuminated with its fitful light the shadows that lay upon the bosom of +the waves. She felt how infinitely darker were the shadows within her +own bosom, and how vain it was to seek for any moon among her personal +clouds. + +"It's a terrible thing to have been married," she thought bitterly. +"Before you've been married you're so ready to be married to any one, +and after you've been married you don't dare marry any one." Then she +took out her handkerchief and wiped her eyes. "Oh, dear," she sobbed, +"it doesn't seem as if I could possibly be more wretched with him than I +am without him!" + +They reached Zurich in the neighborhood of nine o'clock. The end of a +trip always brings a certain sense of relief to the head of the party, +and Jack's spirits rose prodigiously as he got them all into a cab. + +"We'll get something to eat that's good," he declared gayly, "and then +to-morrow, after a first-class night's sleep, we'll go over the +Gotthard, and be in Milan Monday. And then, ho for Genoa, Gibraltar, and +joy everlasting!" + +He seized Rosina's hand and gave it a hard squeeze. + +"Cheer up, you poor dear!" he cried; "you'll come out all right in the +end,--now you see!" + +She pressed her lips tightly together and did not trust herself to say +one word in reply. + +She felt that she was beginning to really hate her cousin. + + + + +Chapter Fifteen + + +They stood at the summit of that double flight of marble steps which run +up the right-hand side of the Milan Cathedral's roof and down the left. +There are one hundred steps on either side, and having just mounted the +right-hand hundred Rosina looked down the left-hand hundred with an +affright born of appreciative understanding. + +"Oh, Jack," she cried, "I never shall get down from here alive! What did +you ever bring me up for?" + +"I brought you up to talk," said her cousin. "Come over here, and sit +down on the ridge-pole beside me." + +The ridge-pole of the Milan Cathedral is of white marble, like all the +rest of the edifice; it is wide and flat, and just the height for a +comfortable seat. + +The cousins placed themselves side by side thereon, and Jack lit a +cigarette while he deliberated on just how he should proceed with the +case in hand. + +[Illustration] + +"Well," he said at last, folding his arms, clearing his throat, crossing +his legs, and in other ways testifying to the solemnity of what was +forthcoming, "I want you to pay a lot of attention to what I'm going to +say, Rosina, for I'm going to talk to you very seriously, and you must +weigh my words well, for once let us get out to sea next week and it +will be too late to ever take any back tacks as to this matter." + +She turned her sad eyes towards him; she was looking pale and tired, but +not cross or impatient. + +"Go on," she said quietly. + +"It's just this: it's four days now since we left Munich, and I can see +that your spirits aren't picking up any; instead, you seem more utterly +done up every day. So I've made up my mind to give you one more chance. +It's this way: you know we're all awfully fond of you and proud of you +and all that, but you know too that no one can ever make you out or +manage you--unless it's me," he added parenthetically; "and you always +do what you please, and you always will do what you please, and the +family share in the game generally consists in having to get you out of +the messes that your own folly gets you into. You didn't need to marry, +you know, but you just would do it in spite of anything that any one +could say, and all we could do was to be sorry for it, and sorry for +you when you were unhappy, as we all knew that you would be beforehand. +And that was the one mess that no one could get you out of. Well, then +he died, and you had another show." Jack paused and jarred his cigarette +ash off with his finger-tip. "You know and I know just who there was +waiting there at home, but you elected to turn them all down and come +over here to travel around alone. And that was all right as long as you +stayed alone, but terribly risky when,--well, when that letter was +written in Zurich--" + +"Ah," she cried sharply, "then it _was_ from Zurich!" + +"Yes, it was from Zurich," he replied indifferently; "and it was +perfectly natural under the circumstances that the letter should have +been written. The letter was straightforward enough, only, of course, it +necessitated Uncle John's sending me over to--" + +"But I hadn't known him but three days then," she interrupted. + +"That wasn't making any difference to him, evidently. And so I came over +and looked up everything; and I even did more, I came there to Munich +and went off with him on that trip so as to learn just everything that +it was possible to learn, and it all comes to just what I've told you +before: if you want to marry him, you can; if you don't want to marry +him, you needn't; but for Heaven's sake why do you persist in refusing +him if it uses you up so awfully?" + +Her mouth quivered and her eyes filled slowly. + +"Have you been flirting?" he asked, with a very real kindness veiled in +his voice, "or do you really love him?" + +She lifted her wet eyes to his. + +"I don't know," she said, with simple sincerity; and after a minute she +added, "But I can't make up my mind to marry just for the sake of +finding out." + +Jack whistled softly. + +"So that's it!" he said at last. + +They remained sitting quietly side by side for two or three minutes, and +then he spoke again; his voice was gentle, but firm and resolved, and +there was a sort of finality about his words which clinched into her +heart like an ice-grip. + +"Then the best thing to do is just what we're doing; I know that you +wanted to stay and see more of him, but, feeling as you do, that +wouldn't have been right to him or to yourself either. It seems tough on +you, but you'll get over it in a few months, and if it comes to a +funeral for Von Ibn--why, it isn't our funeral, anyway!" + +He stood up as he spoke, and smiled and held out his hand to her. She +rose, feeling as if some fearful ultimatum had been proclaimed above her +head. + +"It's sort of hard, you know," Jack said, as he assisted her carefully +down the steep steps; "it's _awful_ hard to travel with you and have you +never smile and never say anything, and not be able to explain that you +feel bad because you won't marry a man who wants you and whom you want." + +"I married just such a man once upon a time," she replied sadly. + +"Yes," said Jack; "but I didn't like that man, and I do like Von Ibn." + +She drew a quick breath. + +From the cathedral they returned directly to the hotel. + + + + +Chapter Sixteen + + +It was Genoa. + +The end of all was at hand. + +Rosina recollected the careless, callous manner with which in earlier, +happier days she had spoken of this fated spot. + +"Are you going home by the Southern Route?" + +"Yes, we sail from Genoa;" or, "Do you leave at Naples?" "Oh, no, it's +Monte Carlo this time, so we shall get off at Genoa." + +Genoa! + +Once she had thought its blue mountain masses most sublimely beautiful, +now anything with hollows and shadows reminded her of those two +misery-circled eyes, and she was led to wonder afresh if he, or she, +would ever recover. + +It is always astonishing how the port from which we sail partakes of our +sailing sentiments. It's a "jolly good place" or a "dull old hole," just +according to who is on the deck or who is on the dock. Handkerchiefs +flutter gayly in the stolid face of Hoboken every day of the year, and +many beside Marie Stuart have wept themselves out of sight of sunny +France. It isn't the place that counts when the anchor goes down or up, +it's the Who and the When; and in view of what has filled all the +foregoing pages I trust that the reader will sympathize with Rosina and +pardon my slang if I state that Genoa appeared to her upon this occasion +very much more rocky than ever before. + +Their arrival had not been auspicious, to begin with. The cab on its +narrow way hotel-ward had collided energetically with another cab and +had a wheel taken off. Jack was on the high side, and Rosina was only +too anxious to have anything happen to her; but Ottillie, who had +narrowly escaped being pitched out on her head, was quite perturbed, and +feared that the accident was a bad omen for the voyage. + +The following morning Rosina saw her cousin leave for the inevitable +visit to Fratelli's, and when he was safely out of the way she put on a +walking-suit, veiled herself thickly, and, taking a carriage, went all +alone to that grand eastern sweep of boulevard whose panorama of sea and +city is so beyond the language of any pen to portray. At the summit she +dismissed the carriage, and rested there alone, leaning against the iron +balustrade, her eyes turned afar, her bosom riven by emotions as +limitless as the horizon that lay before her. A sailing-vessel was +spreading its wings for an Egyptian flight; in the port to her right +the great white ocean liner was loading her cargo; overhead the gulls +whirled, shrieking. But to all she was blind, deaf, unwitting. + +For with the conversation upon the ridge-pole of the Milan Cathedral +life had seemed to close for her. The finality of Jack's ruling had +barred the future out of her present forever. There is no more +unmitigated grief for a woman than to be chained to the consequences +begotten of her own way, and to have her judgment taken seriously and +acted upon, to the end that all possible chance of change is swept +forever beyond the reach of her will. + +She hung there against the cold iron and knew no tears, because her +wretchedness had outstripped their solace. + +Her reasons had reached the pass where they craved to be overruled, and +no one was going to overrule them. She did not state the facts to +herself in so many words, but she felt her helplessness and moaned her +pain. + +Oh, that pain! the pain of one who sees the light too late, who divines +the sun only by the splendor of the glow which it has left behind. What +memories they hold to torture everlastingly! What reveries they nurse +from thence on evermore! + +If only more had been said, or less! If only more had been denied, or +granted! There is forever imprinted on the brain some one especial look +which time can never dim--some special word whose burden nor sleep nor +wake will lighten. + +There, at her feet, the Isar rushed, and through the myriad murmur of +its rapids his voice came back to her. "_Tout est fini_,--all is +finished!" he had said, with that enveloping mist of melancholy in which +his spirit shrouded itself so easily. And then a wax taper flashed +before the blackness that sheathed her vision, and she looked in +heart-quivering agony upon the dumb appeal of those great, brown eyes, +with their shadows doubled by the torturing of the hour. + +"He felt perhaps as I feel now," she thought, pressing her hand against +her bosom; "I didn't know then--I didn't know!" + +She turned to walk along the cliff. + +"If I was sure," she told herself, "I think that I would--" but there +she paused, shuddered violently, and left the phrase unfinished. + +At luncheon Jack was uncommonly cheerful. He asked her if she didn't +want to go to Nice and spend one of the two days before their departure. +She shook her head. + +"But why don't you go?" she said; "you could just as well as not." + +"I don't know but that I will," he replied; "only I hate to leave you +here alone." + +"Oh, I'll do very well," she assured him, smiling. + +About four that afternoon he came into her room, where she was lying in +a reclining-chair by the window, looking listlessly out and dreaming of +Munich. He stood before her for a long time, contemplating her and the +gown of lace and silk which foamed about her throat and arms, and then +cascaded down to spread in billows on the floor. + +"I declare," he said suddenly, "it seems wasteful somehow for you to +dress like that just to sit here alone." + +Her mouth curved a little. + +"Is that a night-dress?" he inquired curiously. + +"No, cousin, it's a tea-gown." + +"Oh!" + +He stood still beside her. + +"They told me a funny thing at the steamship office this morning," he +said, after a while; "the man says that there's never a steamer sails +but that some one who has made their last payment down is obliged for +some reason to stay behind." + +"Do they give them back their money?" she asked, trying to appear +interested. + +"Yes; and they always fill the room either at Naples or Gibraltar." + +And still he stood there. + +"Why don't you sit down?" she asked at last. + +"Where's Ottillie?" he said, without seeming to notice her question. + +"I've sent her out to do some errands. Why, do you want anything done?" + +"No;" he leaned over and kissed her cheek. "I do love you, Rosina," he +added, half joking, half serious; "I wonder what sort of a show I'd have +had if I'd tried--ever?" + +She shrank from him with a quick breath. + +"Oh, Jack, I beg of you, don't tease me these days." + +He straightened up and laughed, taking out his watch. + +"It's quarter after four," he said, reflecting. "The mail must be in; +I'll see if there are any letters," and he went out. + +She remained by the window, twirling the shade-tassel with her idle +fingers, and seeing, not the rattle and clatter of Italian street-life, +but the great space of the Maximilian-Joseph Platz, with the doves +pattering placidly over the white and black pattern of its pavement, and +the Maximiliansstrasse stretching before her with the open arches of the +Maximilianeum closing its long vista at the further end.... + +Quick steps in the hall broke in upon her day dream, and her cousin +re-entered, an open letter in his hand and his face curiously drawn. He +gave her one strange look and halted. + +"What has happened?" she asked hastily and anxiously. + +He went to the window and looked out, so that his back was turned +towards her and his face concealed from her view. + +"I've just heard from Von Ibn," he said briefly. + +"Is that letter from him?" + +"No; he's not writing any letters these days." + +"Oh--" she began, and then stopped. + +He kept his back towards her, and then, after a short pause: + +"He's going all to pieces," he said in a low tone, very slowly. + +"Oh--" she exclaimed again, and again stopped. + +"I reckon he's pretty badly off; he's got beyond himself. He's--well, +he's--. Rosina, the long and short of it is, he's gone crazy!" + +She rose slowly out of her seat, her face deadly white, her finger-nails +turned cruelly into her palms. + +"Jack!" she stammered; "Jack!" + +He continued to look from the window. + +"I knew he'd take it awfully hard," he said, in a voice that sounded +strained, "but I didn't think he'd give up so completely; he's--" + +Then she screamed, reaching forth and touching his hand. + +"You're not breaking it to me that he's dead! You're not telling me that +he's dead!" + +He turned from the window at that, and was shocked at her face and the +way that her hands were twisting. + +"I know he's dead!" she screamed again, and he sprang forward and caught +her in his arms as she sank down there at his knees. + +"He is _not_ dead!" he told her forcefully; "honestly, he is _not_ dead! +But he's in a bad way, and with it all just as it is, I don't know what +to do about you. If you don't care, why, as I said before, it's not our +funeral; but if you do care, I--well, I--" + +"Oh, Jack, can I go to him? I must go to him! Can't you take me to him?" + +She writhed in his arms as if she also was become a maniac. + +"Do you really want to go to him? Do you know what that means? It means +no more backing out, now or never." + +"I know, I understand, I'm willing! Only hurry! only telegraph that I +will come! only--" she began to choke. + +"I'll tell you," said he, putting her into the big chair again; "you +shall go to him. Stay there a minute and I'll get my railway guides and +look it up right away. Collect yourself, be a good girl!" + +He went out, and she folded her hands and prayed wildly: + +"God, let him live! God, take me to him!" over and over again. + +And then her impatience stretched the seconds into minutes, and she +sought her cousin's room, which was just across the hall from the suite +given to herself. + +She flung the door open without knocking and entered precipitately, +expecting to find Jack and the railway guides. But Jack was not there. + +There _was_ a man there, sitting by the window, twisting his moustache +and biting his lips in raging impatience. To this man Jack had said +three minutes before, "She'll be in here in less than sixty seconds. I'm +going to the steamship office," and then the man had been left to wait, +and his was not a patient disposition.... + +A tall man, a dark man, a man whose hair lay in loose, damp, wavy locks +above his high forehead; a man whose eyes were heavy-circled underneath, +and whose long, white hands beat nervously upon the chair-arms. + +At the sound of the opening door the man looked up. She was there, +staring as if petrified, by the door. + +He made one bound. She was within his arms. + +"_Alors tu m'aimes!_" he cried, and something mutual swallowed her reply +and the consciousness of both for one long heaven-rifting minute. + +"_Alors tu m'aimes?_" he said again, with a great quivering breath; "_tu +m'aimes, n'est-ce pas?_" + +"With my whole heart and soul and life," she confessed. + +And then he kissed her hastily, hungrily, murmuring: + +"_Ma cherie!_ my angel, mine, mine!" + +She cried a little and laughed a little, looked up a little and looked +down a little, tried to draw away from him and found herself drawn yet +nearer; was kissed, and kissed him; was looked upon and returned the +look; felt the strength of his love and felt the strength of her own; +feeling at last that the wavelets of Lucerne which had splashed softly +up against the stones at Zurich, and murmured in her ears at Constance, +had been swelled by the current of the Isar into a mighty resistless +storm that here, this day, upon the rocky coast of the Mediterranean, +had come resistlessly roaring upwards, and, sweeping away all barriers, +carried her heart and her life out into its bottomless depths +forevermore. + +"_Attends!_" he said, after a minute, loosing her suddenly to the end +that he might turn the key in Jack's door; then he took her by the hand +and led her to the chair where he had been sitting. It was one of those +vast and luxurious _fauteuils_ which have prevented the Old World from +ever importing the rocker. He installed her in its depth and placed +himself upon the broad and cushioned arm. + +"_Mon Dieu, que je suis heureux!_" he said, smiling down into her eyes; +"_alors tu m'aimes vraiment_?" + +"Jack told me that you were terribly ill," she said, her eyes resting +upon his face with a sort of overwhelming content. + +"And you have care?" + +"I thought that I should lose my mind!" + +"_Ma cherie!_" + +"But you really look as if you had been ill?" + +"Not ill, but most _malheureux_. It has not been easy always to wait and +believe that you shall love me yet." + +"But you always did believe it?" + +He smiled his irresistible smile of eyes and lip. + +"Your cousin has said to me in Tagernsee, 'She will certainly marry you +because she declares that she will not, and she always does do exactly +_le contraire_;' but, _Mon Dieu_, how could I trust to that?" + +Rosina laughed ringingly. + +"Dear Jack! I wish that I had known myself as well as he knows me." + +"He has been very good to me," said Von Ibn, leaning above her and +breaking his sentences in a manner that was perhaps only natural, all +things considered; "he has kept me from--the real madness. But for him I +was quite willing to shoot myself. It has never been anything so +terrible for me as--when you enter the door of the _pension_ that night +and shut it between us." + +She lifted up her hand and closed his big eyes with its soft touch. + +"I loved you in Lucerne," she declared to his blindness, "that first +moment when I saw you walking on the Quai. I did not know why, but I +felt that I _must_ know you." + +He snatched her hand away and laughed. + +"_Voila!_" he exclaimed; "what have I say to you that time in Munich, +that the women are always _genees_! You love in Lucerne, and insist not +for all the summer after." + +Then they laughed together. + +"Would you have liked me to have told you there on the Quai? would you +have believed it?" + +"Yes," he said gravely; "I would have believed it very well, because I +also knew the same. In the hotel I had seen you, and on the Promenade I +said myself, '_Voila la jolie Americaine encore une fois!_' You see!" + +She wondered how she had ever for a moment thought that his eyes were +melancholy, they appeared so big and bright and joyous now. + +"When did you come?" she remembered to ask after a long time. + +"I am come yesterday morning." + +"Before we did?" + +"Oh, yes; because I have very much here to do." + +"In Genoa?" + +"Yes; and Jack and I have been out all this morning also." + +"And I never knew!" + +He looked a little uneasy and rose to his feet. + +"There is something very serious that I must say," he said, standing +before her. + +She looked up in a little anxiety; a crowd of ordinary, every-day +thoughts suddenly swarmed into her mind. + +"Do not be _genee_!" he implored parenthetically; "what I have to say is +so most important." + +"I am not _genee_," she assured him. + +"Then why do you not come and stand by me?" he asked. "If you love me +and will not show it, I am to be very unhappy always." + +Rosina laughed; but she stood up and went close to him at once. + +"I do love you," she said, "and I am not at all afraid to show it. You +see!" + +He took her face between his hands and gazed down fondly upon her. + +"Love is good, is it not?" he said. "There is a great joy to me to hold +you so, and reflect upon those stairs at Munich." + +He paused--perhaps in consideration of the Munichian stairs--for a +moment, and then said: + +"I have heard that there is love so strong that it crushes; if I ever +take hold of you so that your bones break, it is only that I think of +the stairs in Munich." + +She laughed again. + +"I will remember," she said, not at all frightened. + +He took her two hands tightly within his own. + +"I must now say that very serious thing." + +"But I shall not run away." + +"No, but you may be surprised and unarrange yourself before I can hold +you to stop." + +"Go on," she begged. + +"It is this: Jack and I have been out all this morning, because all +must be very ready; I--" he stopped. + +"You are going with us?" she exclaimed joyously. + +"No; I--" + +"You are not going before we do?" + +He smiled and shook his head. + +Then he drew her very closely and tenderly to him and kissed her eyes +and forehead. + +"It is that I am to be married to-morrow," he told her softly, and held +her tightly as the shock of his words ran quivering through her. + +"And I!" she gasped, after two or three paralyzed seconds. + +"Naturally you are to be married also." + +She stared mutely up into the reassurance of his smile. + +"Jack and I find that best," he said. "I have no time to go to America +to bring you again, and all is quite good arranged. I have telegraphed +to Dresden about a larger apartment, and those papers from the lawyers +in New York waited here when you came. We may not marry like peasants, +you and I, you know." + +She felt completely overcome. + +"_To-morrow!_" she said, at last. + +"Yes," he said placidly; "I am much hasted to be again in the north, and +we have arranged with the consuls--your consul and my consul--for +to-morrow." + +"But my steamer passage!" + +"Oh, that your cousin has given up; all the money has been returned. I +think for a little that we will go with him as far as Naples, but I go +and look at your stateroom this morning, and I have just a _centimetre_ +more than the berth." + +Rosina was forced to laugh; her humor began to bubble riotously upwards +at the notion of Von Ibn and Jack measuring the berth that morning. He +did not know why she laughed, but he kissed her without caring. + +"For me there is no comfort under two _metres_," he declared vigorously. + +Just then the owner of the room tried the door. + +"This is my room," he called through the crack. + +They looked at each other, and she ran lightly to the door, unlocked it +and let her cousin enter. + +"You fearful liar!" she exclaimed, as he put his arm about her, and held +out the spare hand to her lover. "Oh, Jack, you awful, _awful_ liar, +what shall I say to you?" + +"Say to him that you are most happy," her lover suggested. + +Jack was beaming. + +"I never said a word that wasn't true," he declared. "You asked me if +the letter was from him, and I said that he wasn't writing any letters +these days, and then I said that he was going crazy." + +"And that was most true," the other man broke in; "I have no manner to +think left in my head these later nights." + +"And you began to scream that you must go to him, and I told you that +you could go; and I see that you went." + +Von Ibn crossed to the chimney-piece and picked up a cigarette and a +match. He was smiling to himself. + +"She consents to be married to-morrow," he said, facing about. + +"Yes," said Rosina airily; "I see that conventionality and I are to be +more two than ever henceforth, so I am going to yield up my own way at +once." + +"You are a brave fellow," Jack said to his friend; "I have always been +able to do more with her than any one else, but, honestly, I tell you +that I, even I, would never dare to undertake her forever." + +Von Ibn lit his cigarette and laughed. + +"She will obey me," he said easily; "she will have to. It will be a +great good for her. I shall be very tender with her and most severe, +that is what is best for a woman." + +"Oh, Rosina!" said Jack, and in his tone resounded a succession of many +feelings each more indescribable than its predecessor. + +"It is not needful that you kiss her," the lover went on, coming back +across the room; "I wish that you would not, that does me no pleasure to +watch." + +"I don't care anything about kissing her," the cousin replied; "Rosina's +novelty in kisses was over for me before I was five years old. Don't you +remember--" + +Some one rapped at the door. + +"_Entrez!_" they cried in chorus. + +It was a _garcon_ with a card. + +"'Madame La Francesca,'" said Rosina, reading. "Who is Madame La +Francesca?" + +The two men exchanged glances. + +"Where is the lady?" Jack asked. + +"She is gone at once to madame's room," the boy replied. + +"You'd better go and see who's in your room," Jack suggested; "and you," +he added, turning to her _fiance_, "you must come with me and attend to +what yet remains to be done." + +Rosina hesitated, her hand upon the door-knob. + +"I will come at once," she told the boy, who was waiting, and then she +looked towards the man by the chimney-piece. + +"Never mind me," said her cousin kindly; "I'll look out of the window, +if you wish." + +Von Ibn threw his cigarette into the grate. + +"You need not look from the window," he said, laughing; "you may look +straight to us, and see two most happy." + +He put his hand on either side of her smile and took the smile to +himself. Then she went out. + +"I can't tell you," the American said warmly, "how glad I am for you +both. I do honestly think that she'll make you very happy. And I hope +and pray that you'll be good to her." + +"I shall be good to her," said his friend seriously; "I know her well. +She is very '_tendre_' and I love her much; she will not have her own +will always, but with her love she will do mine. It is that that makes +the life so happy with us. We give much affection and little liberty; it +is not well for you, because with you all is so different. In America it +is all liberty, and no time for love." + +"Maybe not," said Jack carelessly; "but we make a lot of money all the +same." He picked up his ulster with the deer-horn buttons. "You're +coming, aren't you?" he said. + +The other man sought an eminently correct overcoat and silk hat in the +adjoining room. + +"_Naturlich_," he said, "you know that I am of at any rate an equal +interest with you in what is to be to-morrow." + +Jack laughed. + +"Perhaps if you knew your lady as well as I do--" he began, and then he +stopped. + +They went out to the staircase, and Von Ibn descended several steps in +advance. Jack contemplated his back, and his lips twitched with the +conquering of a rebellious smile. + +"So there walks the end of all," he said to himself. "Who would have +thought it of Rosina! Poor girl, she is about over; in fact, I'm afraid +that, in the ordinary acceptation of the term, 'Rosina' has already +ceased to exist--knocked under for good, so to speak. Only to think of +that particular girl choosing a thorough-bred European husband with a +Tartar syllable in his name!" He paused and chuckled. "I've proved my +truth to Carter, anyhow. I told him that there was but one man in +America clever enough to marry my cousin, and now he'll perceive that +that man's brains so far surpass the brains of all others, that, +although capable of marrying her, he took precious good care to marry +her to another fellow. Well, if they're happy they owe it all to me; and +if they're miserable, they have no one but themselves to blame." + +Von Ibn had paused at the foot of the stairs and now looked up, smiling, +into his friend's eyes. + +"I am this day so greatly rejoiced," he said earnestly, "what life is to +have for me, and for her, after this! You may not divine it, I think." + +Jack looked into the warm and shining light of his uplifted face. + +"I hope you'll both be just everlastingly happy," he said sincerely. + +"But that is certain," the lover said, in a tone of deep feeling. "Did +you look at her to-day? It is heaven she brings me with her. We were two +in the great world, and Lucerne brought us to one. Then love did all the +rest." + +"Oh, I say," Jack remonstrated; "I certainly worked some too!" + + + + +Chapter Seventeen + + +When Rosina opened her door it was Molly who stood there; a gorgeous +Molly, put forth by all that was uppermost in the Karntnerstrasse of +that year. + +"Why, where ever did you come from?" she cried. + +"From Vienna," said Molly; "from Vienna by way of Botzen and Venice." + +"And Madame la Princesse?" + +"I've left her and qualified as a chaperone on my own hook." + +"You're with Madame--Madame--" Rosina looked down at the +_carte-de-visite_ which she held in her fingers still. + +"I'm not with her; I'm _her_!" + +"You're--" + +"Madame La Francesca." + +"Molly, you're not--" + +"Yes, I am." + +"Not _married_?" + +The Irish girl, or rather the Italian lady, nodded. + +"Why, Molly, however did you do it? you said he was too poor." + +"He was too poor." + +"And how--" + +Molly was pulling off her gloves and laughing. + +"My dear, this is another." + +Rosina sank abruptly on the sofa. + +"'Tis a fact. I never told you a thing about him, but he's as +handsome--wait!" She put her hand to her collar. "No getting them +tangled any more," she said, smiling, as she felt for her chain. "I wear +only one now, but I wear that one night and day." + +Rosina could do little else than gasp and stare. + +"But who is he?" she asked. + +"He's the lieutenant's colonel. He called on me to--Well, I do believe +I've left that locket on the washstand after all!" + +"Haven't you got it on?" + +"No, I haven't. And I meant to wear it forever." + +"Never mind, go on about the colonel." + +"I do hope he won't find the locket, that's all. He put it on me the day +we were married, and I promised to never unclasp it. Of course I never +thought of baths when I spoke." + +"But do go on about how you came to--" + +"I didn't come to any one; he came to me, to beg me to give up the +lieutenant, who was taking to absinthe. My dear, you should just see the +man! (Oh, if I _only_ had my locket!) All Italy can't show such another! +I gave up the lieutenant that day and married the colonel just as fast +as was possible. That's why I haven't written you this last month." + +"Is he rich?" + +"Well, not in pounds; but he's a millionaire in these Italian _lire_. We +shall live like princes,--Italian princes, _bien entendu_." + +"But when were you married?" + +"Day before yesterday; to-day's the first time I've taken off the +locket." + +"And where?" + +"In Venice. Oh, 'twas like heaven, being paddled to church." + +"And now you're--" + +"Signora La Francesca." + +"Well, I declare!" + +Rosina leaned back, staring helplessly. Finally she said: + +"And how did you happen to come here?" + +"To your wedding. I hurried my own a little on that account." + +"_Molly_, then you knew about me!" + +Molly swept down upon the sofa and folded her friend in her arms. + +"Knew about you! Why, my dear, I knew about you in Zurich. How could I +help it? How could any one help it?" + +"Why, Molly, was it as bad as that?" + +"Worse," said the signora briefly. + +"But you never could have known that I would marry him in Genoa then?" + +"Oh, no; of course I didn't know about Genoa, I only knew you were bound +to marry him somewhere." + +"When did you know about Genoa?" + +"Last week. Your cousin wrote me." + +Rosina's face was a study, but finally she began to laugh. + +"Molly, I have been tricked and deceived at every turn by those two men. +Just listen while I tell you all about it." + +Molly listened and was told all about it, from the Isar to the +Mediterranean, the roof of Milan's cathedral included. + +"You wouldn't believe it, would you?" the heroine of all concluded when +she paused, altogether out of breath. + +"Yes, I would. Because really I never saw two people so tremendously in +love before." + +"And you thought I--cared for him when we were there in Zurich?" + +"I didn't think; I could see it with my eyes shut." + +"Really?" + +"Sure! and as to him--" the signora shrugged her shoulders expressively. + +Rosina threw her arms around her and kissed her. + +"Oh, I am so delightfully glad to be so happy, and for you to be so +happy at the same time." + +"Yes, I like to be happy myself," Molly confessed. + +"You _are_ happy, aren't you? You do like being married, don't you?" + +"Pleasantest two days of my life," declared the bride, with apparent +sincerity. + +"Do you think your husband is as good-looking as monsieur?" + +Molly started violently. + +"_As good-looking!_ Why, my dear, didn't I tell you that he was the--Oh, +if I _only_ had my locket!" + +"Never mind," Rosina said soothingly; "you can think he's handsomest, if +you like, I don't mind. At any rate, he isn't a great musician." + +"No," said Molly proudly; "but he's a colonel, and a colonel ranks a +genius anywhere, any day, in Europe." + +"All right," said the _fiancee_ amicably; "but, dear, didn't you think +that it was awful in Jack to tell me that he'd gone crazy, and frighten +me half to death?" + +"It must have been a terrible blow when you found that he hadn't cared +enough to go crazy, after all." + +"_Molly!_" + +"And however are you going to exist with the _'temperament jaloux_'?" + +"I never minded that a bit. Every time he is angry he is _so_ adorable +afterwards. We shall have such lovely makings-up. Oh, I expect to just +revel in his rages!" + +Madame La Francesca's dimples danced afresh. + +"And I," she said, "I was raised with a hot-headed Irish father and four +hot-headed Irish brothers, and I've been engaged to one peppery +Scotchman and to frequent red-peppery continentals, so I find my ideal +in an Italian who is, as the French say, '_Doux comme un agneau._'" + +"I thought it was '_Doux comme un mouton_,'" said Rosina cruelly, even +while she was conscious of a real and genuine pity for her friend, under +the circumstances. + +"No, it's '_agneau_,'" the other replied placidly, and then she rose and +shook out her stunning blue grenadine self. "I must go. I've been away a +long time." + +"You don't get a bit tired of him, do you?" + +"Well, I haven't yet." + +"Isn't it curious? I used to be so bored if I had to talk to the same +man into the second hour, and then I never guessed what made me so +contented to walk around with this one forever and ever." + +"But you know now?" + +"Yes, I know now." + +"I shall see you to-night," Molly said, adjusting her hat before the +pier-glass; "your cousin is going to give an especially magnificent +dinner to just we five." + +"I didn't know that he was going to give a dinner," Rosina exclaimed, +starting up affrightedly. "Why, all my trunks are down on the steamer!" + +"They aren't now," said Molly, "they're in the next room; and your gown +is laid out on the bed, and on the table is a diamond star from your +cousin, and a bracelet from my beloved and myself, and a perfectly +ripping tiara from your beloved to yourself." + +Rosina put two bewildered hands to her head. + +"Nobody tells me _anything_!" she wailed. + +"No," said Molly mockingly; "you're so set on having your own way that +it really seems wiser not to." + +Then they threw their arms about one another, kissed, laughed, kissed +again, and parted. + + + + +Chapter Eighteen + + +It was some ten or twelve days later, and the hour was half-past nine, +and the scene a private salon in the Schweizerhof at Lucerne. It was +early November, or very close upon it, and so a fire blazed on the +hearth, and the looped-back curtains at the windows showed only a +mirrored reflection of what was within. Beside the chimney-piece stood a +wee table with a coffee service upon it, and scattered on the floor +beside was a typical European mail,--letters, postals and papers galore; +the "Munchener Jugend," the "Town Topics," a "Punch," a "Paris-Herald," +the "Fliegender-Blatter," three "Figaros," and two "Petit-Journaux." +There was a grand piano across one corner of the room, and the priceless +Stradivarius lay in its unlocked case beside it. Upon the music-rack was +spread "Le Souvenir" of Vieuxtemps, with directions in pencil dashed +across it here and there, and upward sweeps and great fortes and +pianissimos indicated by the hand that was never patient with life, but +always positive in the painstaking of perfection as to its art. + +The artist himself lay in a deep chair before the fire, smoking and +dreaming in his old familiar way; his wife sat on the floor beside him, +her head leaning against the arm of his chair, her clasped hands hanging +about his knee, and in her eyes and on her lips there rested a charm of +utter joy as sweet as it was beautiful. + +They were so silent in the content of their mutual reverie that the call +of the cuckoo clock startled them both slightly. Von Ibn took his cigar +from between his lips and discovered that it had gone out some time +since. Rosina smiled at his face and extended her hand towards the +coffee table, on the side of which lay two or three wax matches. + +"No, no," her husband cried quickly, "it is no need. I have quite +finish," and he threw what remained of the cigar to the flames as he +spoke. "What have you think of?" he asked, as she laid her head back on +the chair-arm; "was it of a pleasant thing?" + +"I was thinking," she said slowly, "of that man in Zurich, and wondering +when and where he would learn of our marriage." + +"Who of Zurich?" + +"Surely you haven't forgotten that man in Zurich that I went to the +Tonhalle with." + +"Oh, yes," he exclaimed quickly; "the one I did go to the Gare with." + +"Yes, the one who wrote Uncle John about you." + +"Did he write about me? What has that Zuricher man to say of me?" + +She rose to her feet and stood beside the fire, staring down into its +leaping blades of light and flame. + +"You know what he said as well as I do,--just everything that he could +to make trouble for you and me." + +Then her wrath began to rise, as it always did when her mind recurred to +this particular subject. + +"What do you suppose made him bother to do such a mean thing? Why did he +want to make all that trouble for? Why couldn't he stick to his own +business and let us alone? It is maddening to think of. I shall never +forgive him--never!" + +Von Ibn raised the heavy darkness of his eyes up to her profile, and a +dancing light passed over the unutterable tenderness that shadowed their +glow. + +"What trouble has he make?" he asked gently; "why may you never forgive +him? Come to me, here upon my knee, and tell me of that." + +He held out his hand, smiling, and she smiled too, and came to take her +place upon the seat which he had indicated to her. + +"He made all the trouble that he possibly could," she said, touching his +hair here and there with a fanciful hand, while the expression of her +face indicated a conflict between the sentiments with which the man of +Zurich inspired her and those provoked by her hearer. + +"Ah, so," said the latter; and then after a little he added, "But +because he writes, your cousin is caused to arrive, and of that arriving +we are become married. I see no trouble in that. _Au contraire_, I see +much good. If I think it were really that Zuricher man that has write to +America I should be most grateful of him. I think I should at once buy +him a cane as that one which I get myself this afternoon." + +"Oh, it was he," she said confidently; "Jack told me as much himself. I +asked him if the letter was from Zurich, and he said 'Yes.'" + +Von Ibn flung his head far back against the chair cushions and laughed +heartily. + +"Oh, _mon Dieu_!" he exclaimed, "I must ever amuse myself of a woman; a +woman does always know!" + +Rosina looked at him. + +"Why, it _couldn't_ have been any one else," she said positively; "you +know _that_." + +He caught her face quickly between his hands and kissed it. + +"It could very well be myself," he exclaimed, laughing. + +"_You!_" + +"Yes; quite with ease. _Pourquoi pas?_" + +"_You!_" + +Then he laughed afresh in the face of her most complete bewilderment. + +"_Tu es tordante!_" he said, and then he crushed her suddenly up in his +arms. "It was I that wrote; it was like this.--You shall hear." + +She freed herself so as to regain an upright position and the ability to +fully satisfy her desire to stare in amazement full in his face. + +"It _wasn't you_!" she said incredulously; "not _really_?" + +"Yes, it was very really I. _Ecoutez donc_, you shall know all." + +He raised her hands in his, palm to palm, the fingers interwoven, and +looked into her eyes. + +"It was because I am quite decided to marry you," he began. + +"There, in Zurich!" she interrupted with a gasp. + +"No, not in Zurich.--Naturally in Lucerne; here that first day, out +there where the Quai lies so still in to-night's darkness. When you have +spoken first to me I have decided, and from that hour on it is become +only stronger, never less sure." + +She was drawn to lay her two arms about his neck and to listen +breathlessly to his recital. + +"If you had been rich and I nobody, it had been so simple to marry you, +perhaps; but being myself somebody, I cannot risk anything. It is so +easy to marry an American when one desires but her money, but when one +has also money and desires to marry, _voila ce qui est difficile_. It +was for that that I go to the Gare with that man of Zurich,--ah, he has +surely serve us well, that Zuricher man,--and I get of him the address +of your uncle, and then I may write to that uncle and beg that one be +sent over who will have full power to arrange for you, if I can ever +bring you to say 'Yes.'" He stopped and his voice sank. "I could not be +sure that you would say 'Yes' ever," he continued softly; "but in your +eyes, even at first, I have thought to find a hope." + +"Go on," she whispered, touching his lips very lightly with her own. + +"I am cabled to Leipsic that your cousin will arrive at Havre, and we +meet there." + +Rosina's head flew upward suddenly. + +"You met Jack!" + +"But certainly. We go together to Dinard that he may meet all my family, +and then we go to Cassel, where there is a castle to us, and to hunt in +the Schwarzwald, and then he has written to America that I am quite rich +and most honest, and of a real love for you; and when there has come an +answer of your uncle, then I return to Munich to you." + +"And I never knew a thing about any of it!" + +"_Ah, ma cherie, pour l'instant on n'avait pas besoin de toi_," he +reminded her, smiling. + +"Go on!" + +"Jack is very sure that all goes well at the end, and I am full of hope +when--" + +"But if you knew him, why did you strike him that night in front of the +Regierung?" + +"But I did not know him there in the dark, and that he should kiss you +there in the street, that did me great surprise. And you have scream so, +naturally I have not think but of a stranger; one would not expect a +cousin of such a scream." + +"And you went off with him the very next day; why didn't you let him go +alone?" + +"He has say you were better left. _Mon Dieu_, but I have been the angel +these past months! I must despair, you are so much decided; and when I +despair the most, Jack will always say, 'Wait and you shall see that she +sails never from Genoa.' But I was most unhappy. And my work, my work +that should have gone so greatly out to the world this summer! +_Perdu_--lost--lost!" + +She laid her cheek softly against his. + +"But that music is not really gone," she whispered; "it will find a +voice again, a better voice, because--" + +She kissed him fondly. + +"Oh, of a surety," he said, returning the kiss twofold; "do not think +that I repent me of one second lost in your winning. _Mon Dieu_, what +life was left me if I had get you not? That I will never bear to +remember for a second. 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