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diff --git a/26407.txt b/26407.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2315774 --- /dev/null +++ b/26407.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3619 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, An Arrow in a Sunbeam, by Various + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: An Arrow in a Sunbeam + and Other Tales + + +Author: Various + + + +Release Date: August 23, 2008 [eBook #26407] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AN ARROW IN A SUNBEAM*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +AN ARROW IN A SUNBEAM + +And Other Tales. + +[Illustration: cover art] + + + + + + + +[Illustration: "MOVE ANOTHER INCH AND I'LL FIRE!" CRIED AL, POINTING +THE MUSKET AT THE MAN'S BREAST.--P. 48.] + + + +London: +William Nicholson and Sons, +20, Warwick Square, Paternoster Row, E.C., +and Albion Works, Wakefield. +188- + + + + +AN ARROW + +IN A SUNBEAM; + +AND OTHER TALES. + + + + + The golden sunshine, vernal air, + Sweet flowers and fruits, thy love declare; + When forests ripen Thou art there, + Who givest all. + + + + +London: +William Nicholson and Sons, +20, Warwick Square, Paternoster Row, E.C., +and Albion Works, Wakefield. +188- + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +AN ARROW IN A SUNBEAM . . . . . . Sarah Orne Jewett + +MISS SYDNEY'S FLOWERS . . . . . . Sarah Orne Jewett + +A BRAVE BOY . . . . . . . . . . . C. S. Sleight + +LADY FERRY . . . . . . . . . . . . Sarah Orne Jewett + +A BIT OF SHORE LIFE . . . . . . . Sarah Orne Jewett + +HOW LILY GOT THE CAT . . . . . . . Frances Lee + + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + + +AN ARROW IN A SUNBEAM. + +The minister of a fashionable church had noticed Sunday after Sunday a +little old lady with a sad, patient face, dressed in very shabby +mourning, sitting in the strangers' pew. + +Like Job this good man could say, "The cause that I knew not, I sought +out." He soon learned from the sexton her name and residence, and was +surprised to find her in the very topmost room of a house, amid +evidences of real poverty. + +In the one little window bloomed a monthly rose and a vigorous +heliotrope, and beside the pots lay half-a-dozen books, such as are +rarely seen in the homes of the very poor. On the wall hung two fine +engravings, and an old fashioned gold watch was suspended from a faded +velvet case over the mantel piece. + +Her story, when she was induced to tell it, was neither new nor +startling. She had long been a widow. Her children had been called +from her, till now she had but one, and he, being a cripple, could do +little more than supply his own absolute wants by his work as a +repairer of watches. + +The pastor was charmed with her patient endurance of what others would +call the hard discipline of life, and when he left her he felt that he +had been a learner instead of a teacher in that poor room. + +Being too delicate to allude to her apparent poverty, he said at +parting, "As you are a stranger among us, I will send some of the +visitors of the church to cheer and comfort you." + +He selected two bright, rosy girls, full of life and happiness, of +whose visits among the poor he had often heard. + +They came to the widow like sunbeams through a storm. They talked +cheerily, and did not appear to notice the bareness of the room. They +asked something of her history, and told of their grandmothers, who +also had seen much sorrow; and in this way drew her out till she told +of her former competency, of her early advantages in England, and of +all the misfortunes which had brought her to her present position. +"And yet," she said, "I have little to complain of while I have the +love and tender care of such a son as Walter." + +Little by little, without a complaint from her, they found that the old +lady lacked many things for her comfort. Their sympathies were +aroused. It would be a delight to make her happy by gifts that would +be of service to her. + +Lucy Grey, a girl full of fun as well as of kindness, said, "I wish you +would let me make you a bonnet; I make lovely ones. Grandma won't wear +a milliner's bonnet, she likes mine so much better." + +Grace Wheeler volunteered to make a dress and caps, adding, playfully, +"As my dear grandma is gone, you must let me adopt you and do all I can +for you. There are four of us girls always looking round for somebody +to help. You can call on us for anything you want." + +Four young girls, who laughingly styled themselves "The Quartette of +Mercy," met at Grace Wheeler's house with materials for a dress, and a +bonnet and caps. The old lady was coming two hours afterward to be +fitted, having being measured before they left her house. + +The girls were in a perfect gala of joy that bright afternoon. They +chatted merrily while working, and one would have thought they were +making costumes for comic tableaux rather than the garb of a sorrowful +widow. + +"I'll tell you, girls," said Lucy Grey, "the old dowager will shine +when she gets my bonnet on!" and trying it on over her chestnut curls, +she added, "I half-wish I was a downfallen lady myself,--a +haberdasher's daughter from England! Oh, I hope I shall be a widow +some time! Widows' caps are so becoming!" + +"Well," replied Grace, laughing, "do your best for Goody Horn, and +maybe she'll let you have 'dear Walter.' Then you'll be a widow +soon,--he's so feeble." + +"Oh, I wish I had the dressing of her! 'She'd surprise herself,' as +the Dutchman said. I'd put a canary-coloured pompon and a white +aigrette in that bonnet, and"--here she slipped a scarlet bird out of +her own hat and stuck it into a fold of the crape Lucy was laying on to +the old fashioned close frame--"I'd make her an upper skirt with a +tie-back, get scarlet stockings and low shoes, and"---- + +"Pho! you'd make the dear old soul look like Mother Hubbard!" cried +another. + +"No," said Grace; "but she looks now like + + "Little Dame Crump, with her brand-new broom;" + +and no doubt Walter looks either like Mother Hubbard's dog, or--or I +don't know what." + +"Oh, by-the-way, did you notice a violin on the bureau? Whoever gets +'dear Walter' will have a chance to do all the family dancing. The +dowager's too old, and Walter's too lame; but there, what stuff I'm +talking; it's well mother isn't within hearing. She won't let me have +any sport. But I do think old folks are so comical! I'll do anything +in the world to help them, though." + +They worked on some time, and in the real kindness which was hidden +under this nonsense they laid plans for the dear old stranger's future +comfort. + +"Why, girls, it's time she was here now!" + +"Nora," called Grace, as a girl passed the door, "when an old lady +comes, send her right up stairs." + +"There was an old person here an hour ago, and as you told me not to +let any one in who asked for you for an hour, I told her to sit down in +the hall. I suppose she's there now. I forgot all about her," was the +reply. + +Grace flew down, but there was no one there. + +"That was some old beggar who got tired of waiting. I'm sure she'll be +here soon," said Lucy. + +But she did not come, and they grew tired of waiting to try on the +dress and hat. So they resolved to go, all four together, the next +day, to the "opening at Madam Horn's," and carry the things themselves. + +They did so; but when the "dowager" opened the door at their knock, +they hardly knew her. She looked straight, and solemn, and cold. She +did not even ask them in; but they went in and seated themselves. + +Grace said, "You didn't come yesterday to try on the dress, and +thinking you might be ill, we brought it here." + +"But I did go, ladies. I went an hour earlier than you asked me, to +beg that the dress might be cut perfectly plain, without upper skirt or +flounce. The girl seated me in the hall, and while I sat there, I was +forced to hear myself and my son ridiculed and turned to scorn in a way +I could not believe possible. + +"I have done nothing to merit this. I never begged of you, nor sought +your sympathy in my sorrows, and I cannot understand why I am made the +butt of your scorn." + +"Oh, Mrs. Horn," cried Lucy, "we were only in sport! I hope you will +forgive us." + +"Is it sport to cast contempt on an aged woman who has been walking for +years in a fiery furnace upheld and comforted by God? Is it sport to +ridicule an unfortunate boy who has a continual warfare with pain to +keep up this poor home?" + +"Oh, don't speak of it again!" said Grace blushing deeply and +half-ready to cry, as she untied the package in her hand, while Lucy +unpinned the paper that held the bonnet. + +"Put them up, please, young ladies. I cannot look on them, and I never +could wear them. When you first came, I told Walter that I felt as if +a sunbeam had come into the house and remained behind you. Last night +I told him that my new sunbeam had an arrow concealed in it." + +"But you _will_ take the things, after all our trouble?" implored +Grace, with tears dropping from her eyes. + +"No, never; I can hear the Gospel in my old clothes. I should take no +pleasure in these; they are associated with too painful thoughts. I +hope God will bless you, children, and save you from an old age of +poverty, and give you what He has given me,--a full trust in His love +and tenderness. Good-by." + +You can imagine the feelings of those young girls when they left that +poor room in tears. + +Respectful treatment is more to the sensitive poor than gifts of food, +garments or money; and nothing is so likely to harden the hearts of the +young as the habit of getting sport out of the sorrows and infirmities +of others. + + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + + +MISS SYDNEY'S FLOWERS. + +However sensible it may have been considered by other people, it +certainly was a disagreeable piece of news to Miss Sydney, that the +city authorities had decided to open a new street from St. Mary Street +to Jefferson. It seemed a most unwarrantable thing to her that they +had a right to buy her property against her will. It was so provoking, +that, after so much annoyance from the noise of St. Mary Street during +the last dozen years, she must submit to having another public +thoroughfare at the side of her house also. If it had only been at the +other side, she would not have minded it particularly; for she rarely +sat in her drawing-room, which was at the left of the hall. On the +right was the library, stately, dismal, and apt to be musty in damp +weather; and it would take many bright people, and a blazing wood-fire, +and a great deal of sunshine, to make it pleasant. Behind this was the +dining-room, which was really bright and sunny, and which opened by +wide glass doors into a conservatory. The rattle and clatter of St. +Mary Street was not at all troublesome here; and by little and little +Miss Sydney had gathered her favourite possessions from other parts of +the house, and taken one end of it for her sitting-room. The most +comfortable chairs had found their way here, and a luxurious great sofa +which had once been in the library, as we'll as the bookcase which held +her favourite books. + +The house had been built by Miss Sydney's grandfather, and in his day +it had seemed nearly out of the city: now there was only one other +house left near it; for one by one the quiet, aristocratic old street +had seen its residences give place to shops and warehouses, and Miss +Sydney herself had scornfully refused many offers of many thousand +dollars for her home. It was so changed! It made her so sad to think +of the dear old times, and to see the houses torn down, or the +small-paned windows and old-fashioned front-doors replaced with French +plate-glass to display better the wares which were to take the places +of the quaint furniture and well-known faces of her friends! But Miss +Sydney was an old woman, and her friends had diminished sadly. "It +seems to me that my invitations are all for funerals in these days," +said she to her venerable maid Hannah, who had helped her dress for her +parties fifty years before. She had given up society little by little. +Her friends had died, or she had allowed herself to drift away from +them, while the acquaintances from whom she might have filled their +places were only acquaintances still. She was the last of her own +family, and, for years before her father died, he had lived mainly in +his library, avoiding society and caring for nothing but books; and +this, of course, was a check upon his daughter's enjoyment of visitors. +Being left to herself, she finally became content with her own society, +and since his death, which followed a long illness, she had refused all +invitations; and with the exception of the interchange of occasional +ceremonious calls with perhaps a dozen families, and her pretty +constant attendance at church, you rarely were reminded of her +existence. And I must tell the truth: it was not easy to be intimate +with her. She was a good woman in a negative kind of way. One never +heard of any thing wrong she had done; and if she chose to live alone, +and have nothing to do with people, why, it was her own affair. You +never seemed to know her any better after a long talk. She had a very +fine, courteous way of receiving her guests,--a way of making you feel +at your ease more than you imagined you should when with her,--and a +stately kind of tact that avoided skilfully much mention of +personalities on either side. But mere hospitality is not attractive, +for it may be given grudgingly, or, as in her case, from mere habit; +for Miss Sydney would never consciously be rude to any one in her own +house--or out of it, for that matter. She very rarely came in contact +with children; she was not a person likely to be chosen for a +confidante by a young girl; she was so cold and reserved, the elder +ladies said. She never asked a question about the winter fashions, +except of her dressmaker, and she never met with reverses in +housekeeping affairs, and these two facts rendered her unsympathetic to +many. She was fond of reading, and enjoyed heartily the pleasant +people she met in books. She appreciated their good qualities, their +thoughtfulness, kindness, wit or sentiment; but the thought never +suggested itself to her mind that there were living people not far +away, who could give her all this, and more. + +If calling were not a regulation of society, if one only went to see +the persons one really cared for, I am afraid Miss Sydney would soon +have been quite forgotten. Her character would puzzle many people. +She put no visible hinderance in your way; for I do not think she was +consciously reserved and cold. She was thoroughly well-bred, rich, and +in her way charitable; that is, she gave liberally to public +subscriptions which came under her notice, and to church contributions. +But she got on, somehow, without having friends; and, though the loss +of one had always been a real grief, she learned without much trouble +the way of living the lonely, comfortable, but very selfish life, and +the way of being the woman I have tried to describe. There were +occasional days when she was tired of herself, and life seemed an +empty, formal, heartless discipline. Her wisest acquaintances pitied +her loneliness; and busy, unselfish people wondered how she could be +deaf to the teachings of her good clergyman, and blind to all the +chances of usefulness and happiness which the world afforded her; and +others still envied her, and wondered to whom she meant to leave all +her money. + +I began by telling you of the new street. It was suggested that it +should bear the name of Sydney; but the authorities decided finally to +compliment the country's chief magistrate, and call it Grant Place. +Miss Sydney, did not like the sound of it. Her family had always been +indifferent to politics, and indeed the kite of the Sydney had flown +for many years high above the winds that affect commonplace people. +The new way from Jefferson Street to St. Mary was a great convenience, +and it seemed to our friend that all the noisiest vehicles in the city +had a preference for going back and forth under her windows. You see +she did not suspect, what afterwards became so evident; that there was +to be a way opened into her own heart also, and that she should confess +one day, long after that she might have died a selfish old woman, and +not have left one sorry face behind her, if it had not been for the +cutting of Grant Place. + + +The side of her conservatory was now close upon the sidewalk, and this +certainly was not agreeable. She could not think of putting on her big +gardening-apron, and going in to work among her dear plants any more, +with all the world staring in at her as it went by. John the coachman, +who had charge of the greenhouse, was at first very indignant; but, +after she found that his flowers were noticed and admired, his anger +was turned into an ardent desire to merit admiration, and he kept his +finest plants next the street. It was a good thing for the greenhouse, +because it had never been so carefully tended; and plant after plant +was forced into luxuriant foliage and blossom. He and Miss Sydney had +planned at first to have close wire screens made to match those in the +dining-room; but now, when she spoke of his hurrying the workmen, whom +she supposed had long since been ordered to make them, John said, +"Indeed, mum, it would be the ruin of the plants shutting put the +light; and they would all be rusted with the showerings I gives them +every day." And Miss Sydney smiled, and said no more. + +The street was opened late in October, and, soon after, cold weather +began in real earnest. Down in that business part of the city it was +the strangest, sweetest surprise to come suddenly upon the long line of +blooming plants and tall green lily-leaves under a roof festooned with +roses and trailing vines. For the first two or three weeks, almost +everybody stopped, if only for a moment. Few of Miss Sydney's own +friends even had ever seen her greenhouse; for they were almost +invariably received in the drawing-room. Gentlemen stopped the thought +of business affairs, and went on down the street with a fresher, +happier feeling. And the tired shop-girls lingered longest. Many a +man and woman thought of some sick person to whom a little handful of +the green leaves and bright blossoms, with their coolness and +freshness, would bring so much happiness. And it was found, long +months afterward, that a young man had been turned back from a plan of +wicked mischief by the sight of a tall green geranium, like one that +bloomed in his mother's sitting-room way up in the country. He had not +thought, for a long time before, of the dear old woman who supposed her +son was turning his wits to good account in the city. But Miss Sydney +did not know how much he wished for a bit to put in his buttonhole when +she indignantly went back to the dining-room to wait until that +impertinent fellow stopped staring in. + + +II. + +It was just about this time that Mrs. Marley made a change in her place +of business. She had sold candy round the corner in Jefferson Street +for a great many years; but she had suffered terribly from rheumatism +all the winter before. She was nicely sheltered from too much sun in +the summer; but the north winds of winter blew straight toward her; and +after much deliberation, and many fears and questioning as to the +propriety of such an act she had decided to find another stand. You or +I would think at first that it could make no possible difference where +she sat in the street with her goods; but in fact one has regular +customers in that business, as well as in the largest wholesale +enterprise. There was some uncertainty whether these friends would +follow her if she went away. Mrs. Marley's specialty was +molasses-candy; and I am sure, if you ever chanced to eat any of it, +you would look out for the old lady next time you went along the +street. Times seemed very hard this winter. Not that trade had +seriously diminished; but still the outlook was very dark. Mrs. Marley +was old, and had been so for some years, so she was used to that; but +somehow this fall she seemed to be getting very much older all of a +sudden. She found herself very tired at night, and she was apt to lose +her breath if she moved quickly; besides this, the rheumatism tortured +her. She had saved only a few dollars, though she and her sister had +had a comfortable living,--what they had considered comfortable, at +least, though they sometimes had been hungry, and very often cold. +They would surely go to the almshouse sooner or later,--she and her +lame old sister Polly. + +It was Polly who made the candy which Mrs. Marley sold. Their two +little rooms were up three flights of stairs; and Polly, being too lame +to go down herself, had not been out of doors in seven years. There +was nothing but roofs and sky to be seen from the windows; and, as +there was a manufactory near, the sky was apt to be darkened by its +smoke. Some of the neighbours dried their clothes on the roofs, and +Polly used to be very familiar with the apparel of the old residents, +and exceedingly interested when a strange family came, and she saw +something new. There was a little bright pink dress that the trig +young French woman opposite used to hang out to dry; and somehow poor +old Polly used always to be brightened and cheered by the sight of it. +Once in a while she caught a glimpse of the child who wore it. She +hardly ever thought now of the outside world when left to herself, and +on the whole she was not discontented. Sister Becky used to have a +great deal to tell her sometimes of an evening. When Mrs. Marley told +her in the spring twilight that the grass in the square was growing +green, and that she had heard a robin, it used to make Polly feel +homesick; for she was apt to think much of her childhood, and she had +been born in the country. She was very deaf, poor soul, and her world +was a very forlorn one. It was nearly always quite silent, it was very +small and smoky out of doors, and very dark and dismal within. +Sometimes it was a hopeless world, because the candy burnt; and if +there had not been her Bible and hymn-book, and a lame pigeon that lit +on the window-sill to be fed every morning, Miss Polly would have found +her time go heavily. + +One night Mrs. Marley came into the room with a cheerful face, and said +very loud, "Polly, I've got some news!" Polly knew by her speaking so +loud that she was in good-humour. When any thing discouraging had +happened, Becky spoke low, and then was likely to be irritated when +asked to repeat her remark. + +"Dear heart!" said Mrs. Marley, "now I am glad you had something hot +for supper. I was turning over in my mind what we could cook up, for I +feel real hollow. It's a kind of chilly day." And she sat down by the +stove, while Polly hobbled to the table, with one hand to her ear to +catch the first sound of the good news, and the other holding some +baked potatoes in her apron. That hand was twisted with rheumatism, +for the disease ran in the family. She was afraid every day that she +should have to give up making the candy on the next; for it hurt her so +to use it. She was continually being harrowed by the idea of its +becoming quite useless, and that the candy might not be so good; and +then what would become of them? Becky Marley was often troubled by the +same thought. Yet they were almost always good-natured, poor old +women; and, though Polly Sharpe's pleasures and privileges were by far +the fewest of anybody's I ever knew, I think she was as glad in those +days to know the dandelions were in bloom as if she could see them; and +she got more good from the fragments of the Sunday-morning sermon that +sister Becky brought home than many a listener did from the whole +service. + +The potatoes were done to a turn, Mrs. Marley shouted; and then Polly +sat down close by her to hear the news. + +"You know I have been worrying about the cold weather a-coming, and my +rheumatics; and I was afeared to change my stand, on account of losing +custom. Well, to-day it all come over me to once that I might move +down a piece on Grant Place,--that new street that's cut through to St. +Mary. I've noticed for some time past that almost all my reg'lar +customers turns down that way, so this morning I thought I'd step down +that way too, and see if there was a chance. And after I gets into the +street I sees people stopping and looking at something as they went +along; and so I goes down to see; and it is one of them hothouses, full +of plants a-growing like it was mid-summer. It belongs to the big +Sydney house on the corner. There's a good place to sit right at the +corner of it, and I'm going to move over there to-morrow. I thought as +how I wouldn't leave Jefferson Street to-day, for it was too sudden. +You see folks stops and looks at the plants, and there wasn't any wind +there to-day. There! I wish you could see them flowers." + +Sister Polly was very pleased, and, after the potatoes and bread were +eaten, she brought on an apple pie that had been sent up by Mrs. Welch, +the washerwoman who lived on the floor next but one below. She was +going away for three or four days, having been offered good pay to do +some cleaning in a new house, and her board besides, near her work. So +you see that evening was quite a jubilee. + +The next day Mrs. Marley's wildest expectations were realized; for she +was warm as toast the whole morning, and sold all her candy, and went +home by two o'clock. That had never happened but once or twice before. +"Why, I shouldn't wonder if we could lay up considerable this winter," +said she to Polly. + +Miss Sydney did not like the idea of the old candy-woman's being there. +Children came to buy of her, and the street seemed noisier than ever at +times. Perhaps she might have to leave the house, after all. But one +may get used to almost any thing; and as the days went by she was +surprised to find that she was not half so much annoyed as at first; +and one afternoon she found herself standing at one of the dining-room +windows, and watching the people go by. I do not think she had shown +so much interest as this in the world at large for many years. I think +it must have been from noticing the pleasure her flowers gave the +people who stopped to look at them that she began to think herself +selfish, and to be aware how completely indifferent she had grown to +any claims the world might have upon her. And one morning, when she +heard somebody say, "Why, it's like a glimpse into the tropics! Oh! I +wish I could have such a conservatory!" She thought, "Here I have kept +this all to myself for all these years, when so many others might have +enjoyed it too!" But then the old feeling of independence came over +her. The greenhouse was out of people's way; she surely couldn't have +let people in whom she didn't know; however, she was glad, now that the +street was cut, that some one had more pleasure, if she had not. After +all it was a satisfaction to our friend; and from this time the seeds +of kindness and charity and helpfulness began to show themselves above +the ground in the almost empty garden of her heart. I will tell you +how they grew and blossomed; and as strangers came to see her real +flowers, and to look in at the conservatory windows from the cold city +street, instead of winter to see a bit of imprisoned summer, so friend +after friend came to find there was another garden in her own heart, +and Miss Sydney learned the blessedness there is in loving and giving +and helping. + +For it is sure we never shall know what it is to lack friends, if we +keep our hearts ready to receive them. If we are growing good and kind +and helpful, those who wish for help and kindness will surely find us +out. A tree covered with good fruit is never unnoticed in the fields. +If we bear thorns and briers, we can't expect people to take very great +pains to come and gather them. It is thought by many persons to be not +only a bad plan, but an ill-bred thing, to give out to more than a few +carefully selected friends. But it came to her more and more that +there was great selfishness and shortsightedness in this. One +naturally has a horror of dragging the secrets and treasures of one's +heart and thought out to the light of day. One may be willing to go +without the good that may come to one's own self through many +friendships; but, after all, God does not teach us, and train our +lives, only that we may come to something ourselves. He helps men most +through other men's lives; and we must take from him, and give out +again, all we can, wherever we can, remembering that the great God is +always trying to be the friend of the least of us. The danger is, that +we oftenest give our friendship selfishly; we do not think of our +friends, but of ourselves. One never can find one's self beggared; +love is a treasure that does not lessen, but grows, as we spend it. + +The passers-by seemed so delighted with some new plants which she and +John had arranged one day, that as she was going out in the afternoon +to drive, she stopped just as she was going to step into the carriage +and said she thought she would go round and look at the conservatory +from the outside. So John turned the horses, and followed. It was a +very cold day, and there were few people in the street. Every thing +was so cheerless out of doors, and the flowers looked so summer-like! +No wonder the people liked to stop, poor souls! For the richer, more +comfortable ones lived farther up town. It was not in the shopping +region; and, except the business-men who went by morning and evening, +almost every one was poor. + +Miss Sydney had never known what the candy-woman sold before, for she +could not see any thing but the top of her rusty black bonnet from the +window. But now she saw that the candy was exactly like that she and +her sister used to buy years upon years ago; and she stopped to speak +to the old woman, and to buy some, to the utter amazement of her +coachman. Mrs. Marley was excited by so grand a customer, and was a +great while counting out the drumsticks, and wrapping them up. While +Miss Sydney stood there a thin, pitiful little girl came along, +carrying a clumsy baby. They stopped, and the baby tried to reach down +for a piece. The girl was quite as wistful; but she pulled him back, +and walked on to the flowers. "Oh! pitty, pitty!" said the baby, while +the dirty little hands patted the glass delightedly. + +"Move along there," said John gruffly; for it was his business to keep +that glass clean and bright. + +The girl looked round, frightened, and, seeing that the coachman was +big and cross-looking, the forlorn little soul went away. "Baby want +to walk? You're so heavy!" said she in a fretful, tired way. But the +baby was half crying, and held her tight. He had meant to stay some +time longer, and look at those pretty, bright things, since he could +not have the candy. + +Mrs. Marley felt as if her customer might think her stingy, and +proceeded to explain that she couldn't think of giving her candy away. +"Bless you, ma'am, I wouldn't have a stick left by nine o'clock." + +Miss Sydney "never gave money to street-beggars." But these children +had not begged, and somehow she pitied them very much, they looked so +hungry. And she called them back. There was a queer tone to her +voice; and she nearly cried after she had given the package of candy to +them, and thrown a dollar upon the board in front of Mrs. Marley, and +found herself in the carriage, driving away. Had she been very silly? +and what could John have thought? But the children were so glad; and +the old candy-woman had said, "God bless you, mum!" + +After this, Miss Sydney could not keep up her old interest in her own +affairs. She felt restless and dissatisfied, and wondered how she +could have done the same things over and over so contentedly for so +many years. You may be sure, that, if Grant Place had been unthought +of, she would have lived on in the same fashion to the end of her days. +But after this she used to look out of the window; and she sat a great +deal in the conservatory, when it was not too warm there, behind some +tall callas. The servants found her usually standing in the +dining-room; for she listened for footsteps, and was half-ashamed to +have them notice that she had changed in the least. We are all given +to foolish behaviour of this kind once in a while. We are often +restrained: because, we feel bound to conform to people's idea of us. +We must be such persons as we imagine our friends think us to be. They +believe that we have made up our minds about them, and are apt to show +us only that behaviour which they think we expect. They are afraid of +us sometimes. They think we cannot sympathize with them. Our friend +felt almost as if she were yielding to some sin in this strange +interest in the passers-by. She had lived so monotonous a life, that +any change could not have failed to be somewhat alarming. She told +Bessie Thorne afterward, that one day she came upon that verse of +Keble's Hymn for St. Matthew's Day. Do you remember it?-- + + "There are, in this loud, stunning tide + Of human care and crime, + With whom the melodies abide + Of the everlasting chime; + Who carry music in their heart + Through dusky lane and wrangling mart, + Plying their daily task with busier feet + Because their secret souls a holy strain repeat." + + +It seemed as if it were a message to herself, and she could not help +going to the window a few minutes afterward. The faces were mostly +tired-looking and dissatisfied. Some people looked very eager and +hurried, but none very contented. It was the literal daily bread they +thought of; and, when two fashionably-dressed ladies chanced to go by +the window, their faces were strangely like their poorer neighbours in +expression. Miss Sydney wondered what the love for one's neighbour +could be; if she could ever feel it herself. She did not even like +these people whom she watched, and yet every day, for years and years, +she had acknowledged them her brothers and sisters when she said, "Our +Father who art in heaven." + +It seemed as if Miss Sydney, of all people, might have been independent +and unfettered. It is so much harder for us who belong to a family, +for we are hindered by the thought of people's noticing our attempts at +reform. It is like surrendering some opinion ignominiously which we +have fought for. It is kind of "giving in." But when she had +acknowledged to herself that she had been in the wrong, that she was a +selfish, thoughtless old woman, that she was alone, without friends, +and it had been her own fault, she was puzzled to know how to do +better. She could not begin to be very charitable all at once. The +more she realized what her own character had become, the more hopeless +and necessary seemed reform. + +Such times as this come to many of us, both in knowing ourselves and +our friends. An awakening, one might call it,--an opening of the blind +eyes of our spiritual selves. And our ears are open to some of the +voices which call us; while others might as well be silent, for all the +heed we give them. We go on, from day to day, doing, with more or less +faithfulness, that part of our work we have wit enough to comprehend; +but one day suddenly we are shown a broader field, stretching out into +the distance, and know that from this also we may bring in a harvest by +and by, and with God's help. + +Miss Sydney meant to be better,--not alone for the sake of having +friends, not alone to quiet her conscience, but because she knew she +had been so far from living a Christian life, and she was bitterly +ashamed. This was all she needed,--all any of us need,--to know that +we must be better men and women for God's sake; that we cannot be +better without his help, and that his help, may be had for the asking. +But where should she begin? She had always treated her servants +kindly, and they were the people she knew best. She would surely try +to be more interested in the friends she met; but it was nearly +Christmas time, and people rarely came to call. Every one was busy. +Becky Marley's cheery face haunted her; and one day after having looked +down from the window on the top of her bonnet, she remembered that she +did not get any candy, after all, and she would go round to see the old +lady again, she looked poor, and she would give her some money. Miss +Sydney dressed herself for the street, and closed the door behind her +very carefully, as if she were a mischievous child running away. It +was very cold, and there were hardly a dozen persons to be seen in the +streets, and Mrs. Marley had evidently been crying. + +"I should like some of your candy," said our friend. + +"You know I didn't take any, after all the other day." And then she +felt very conscious and awkward, fearing that the candy woman thought +she wished to remind her of her generosity. + +"Two of the large packages, if you please. But, dear me! aren't you +very cold, sitting here in the wind?" and Miss Sydney shivered, in +spite of her warm wrappings. + +It was the look of sympathy that was answered first, for it was more +comforting than even the prospect of money, sorely as Mrs. Marley +needed that. + +"Yes, mum, I've had the rheumatics this winter awful. But the wind +here!--why, it ain't nothing to what it blows round in Jefferson +Street, where I used to sit. I shouldn't be out to-day, but I was +called upon sudden to pay my molasses bill, when I'd just paid my rent; +and I don't know how ever I can. There's sister Polly--she's dead lame +and deaf. I s'pose we'll both be in the almshouse afore spring. I'm +an old woman to be earning a living out 'o doors in winter weather." + +There is no mistaking the fact that Miss Sydney was in earnest when she +said, "I'm so sorry! Can't I help you?" + +Somehow she did not feel so awkward, and she enjoyed very much hearing +this bit of confidence. + +"But my trade has improved wonderful since I came here. People mostly +stops to see them beautiful flowers; and then they sees me, and stops +and buys something. Well, there's some days when I gets down-hearted, +and I just looks up there, and sees them flowers blooming so cheerful, +and I says, 'There! this world ain't all cold and poor and old, like I +be; and the Lord he ain't never tired of us, with our worrying about +what He's a-doing with us; and heaven's a-coming before long anyhow!'" +And the Widow Marley stopped to dry her eyes with the corner of her +shawl. + +Miss Sydney asking her to go round to the kitchen, and warm herself; +and, on finding out more of her new acquaintance's difficulties, she +sent her home happy, with money enough to pay the dreaded bill, and a +basket of good things which furnished such a supper for herself and +sister Polly as they had not seen for a long time. And their fortunes +were bettered from that day. "If it hadn't been for the flowers, I +should ha' been freezing my old bones on Jefferson Street this minute, +I s'pose," said the Widow Marley. + +Miss Sydney went back to the dining-room after her _protegee_ had gone, +and felt a comfortable sense of satisfaction in what she had done. It +had all come about in such an easy way too! A little later she went +into the conservatory, and worked among her plants. She really felt so +much younger and happier and once, as she stood still, looking at some +lilies-of-the-valley that John had been forcing into bloom, she did not +notice that a young lady was looking through the window at her very +earnestly. + + +III. + +That same evening Mrs. Thorne and Bessie were sitting up late in their +library. It was snowing very fast, and had been since three o'clock; +and no one had called. They had begun the evening by reading and +writing, and now were ending with a talk. + +"Mamma," said Bessie, after there had been a pause, "whom do you +suppose I have taken a fancy to? And do you know, I pity her so +much!--Miss Sydney." + +"But I don't know that she is so much to be pitied," said Mrs. Thorne, +smiling at the enthusiastic tone. "She must have everything she wants. +She lives all alone, and hasn't any intimate friends, but, if a person +chooses such a life, why, what can we do? What made you think of her?" + +"I have been trying to think of one real friend she has. Everybody is +polite enough to her, and I never heard that any one disliked her; but +she must be forlorn sometimes. I came through that new street by her +house to-day: that's how I happened to think of her. Her greenhouse is +perfectly beautiful, and I stopped to look in. I always supposed she +was cold as ice (I'm sure she looks so); but she was standing out in +one corner, looking down at some flowers with just the sweetest face. +Perhaps she is shy. She used to be very good-natured to me when I was +a child, and used to go there with you. I don't think she knows me +since I came home; at any rate, I mean to go to see her some day." + +"I certainly would," said Mrs. Thorne. "She will be perfectly polite +to you, at all events. And perhaps she may be lonely, though I rather +doubt it; not that I wish to discourage you, my dear. I haven't seen +her in a long time, for we have missed each other's calls. She never +went into society much; but she used to be a very elegant woman, and is +now, for that matter." + +"I pity her," said Bessie persistently. "I think I should be very fond +of her if she would let me. She looked so kind as she stood among the +flowers to-day! I wonder what she was thinking about. Oh! do you +think she would mind if I asked her to give me some flowers for the +hospital?" + +Bessie Thorne is a very dear girl. Miss Sydney must have been +hard-hearted if she had received her coldly one afternoon a few days +afterward, she seemed so refreshingly young and girlish a guest as she +rose to meet the mistress of that solemn, old-fashioned drawing-room. +Miss Sydney had had a re-action from the pleasure her charity had given +her, and was feeling bewildered, unhappy, and old that day. "What can +she wish to see me for, I wonder?" thought she, as she closed her book, +and looked at Miss Thorne's card herself, to be sure the servant had +read it right. But, when she saw the girl herself, her pleasure showed +itself unmistakably in her face. + +"Are you really glad to see me?" said Bessie in her frankest way, with +a very gratified smile. "I was afraid you might think it was very odd +in me to come. I used to like so much to call upon you with mamma when +I was a little girl! And the other day I saw you in your conservatory, +and I have wished to come and see you ever since." + +"I am very glad to see you, my dear," said Miss Sydney, for the second +time. "I have been quite forgotten by the young people of late years. +I was sorry to miss Mrs. Thorne's call. Is she quite well? I meant to +return it one day this week, and I thought only last night I would ask +about you. You have been abroad, I think?" + +Was not this an auspicious beginning? I cannot tell you all that +happened that afternoon, for I have told so long a story already. But +you will imagine it was the beginning of an intimacy that gave great +pleasure, and did great good, to both the elder woman and the younger. +It is hard to tell the pleasure which the love and friendship of a +fresh, bright girl like Bessie Thorne, may give an older person. There +is such a satisfaction in being convinced that one is still interesting +and still lovable, though the years that are gone have each kept some +gift or grace, and the possibilities of life seem to have been realized +and decided. There are days of our old age when there seems so little +left in life, that living is a mere formality. This busy world seems +done with the old, however dear their memories of it, however strong +their claims upon it. They are old: their life now is only waiting and +resting. It may be quite right that we sometimes speak of second +childhood, because we must be children before we are grown, and the +life to come must find us, ready for service. Our old people have +lived in the world so long; they think they know it so well: but the +young man is master of the trade of living, and the man only his +blundering apprentice. + + +Miss Sydney's solemnest and most unprepared servant was startled to +find Bessie Thorne and his mistress sitting cosily together before the +dining-room fire. Bessie had a paper full of cut flowers to leave at +the Children's Hospital on her way home. Miss Sydney had given +liberally to the contribution for that object; but she never had +suspected how interesting it was until Bessie told her, and she said +she should like to go some day, and see the building and its occupants +for himself. And the girl told her of other interest that were near +her kind young heart,--not all charitable interests,--and they parted +intimate friends. + + +"I never felt such a charming certainty of being agreeable," wrote +Bessie that night to a friend of hers. "She seemed so interesting in +every thing, and, as I told you, so pleased with my coming to see her. +I have promised to go there very often. She told me in the saddest way +that she had been feeling so old and useless and friendless, and she +was very confidential. Imagine her being confidential with me! She +seemed to me just like myself as I was last year,--you remember--just +beginning to realize what life ought to be, and trying, in a +frightened, blind kind of way to be good and useful. She said she was +just beginning to understand her selfishness. She told me I had done +her ever so much good; and I couldn't help the tears coming into my +eyes. I wished so much you were there, or some one who could help her +more; but I suppose God knew when he sent me. Doesn't it seem strange +that an old woman should talk to me in this way, and come to me for +help? I am afraid people would laugh at the very idea. And only to +think of her living on and on, year after year, and then being changed +so! She kissed me when I came away, and I carried the flowers to the +hospital. I shall always be fond of that conservatory, because if I +hadn't stopped to look in that day, I might never have thought of her. + +"There was one strange thing happened, which I must tell you about, +though it is so late. She has grown very much interested in an old +candy-woman, and told me about her; and do you know that this evening +uncle Jack came in, and asked if we knew of anybody who would do for +janitress--at the Natural History Rooms, I think he said. There is +good pay and she would just sell catalogues, and look after things a +little. Of course the candy-woman may not be competent; but, from what +Miss Sydney told me, I think she is just the person." + +The next Sunday the minister read this extract from "Queen's Gardens" +in his sermon. Two of his listeners never had half understood its +meaning before as they did then. Bessie was in church, and Miss Sydney +suddenly turned her head, and smiled at her young friend, to the great +amazement of the people who sat in the pews near by. What could have +come over Miss Sydney? + +"The path of a good woman is strewn with flowers; but they rise +_behind_ her steps, not before them. 'Her feet have touched the +meadow, and left the daisies rosy.' Flowers flourish in the garden of +one who loves them. A pleasant magic it would be if you could flush +flowers into brighter bloom by a kind look upon them; nay, more, if a +look had the power not only to cheer, but to guard them. This you +would think a great thing? And do you think it not a greater thing +that all this, and more than this, you can do for fairer flowers than +these,--flowers that could bless you for having blessed them, and will +love you for having loved them,--flowers that have eyes like yours, and +thoughts like yours, and lives like yours?" + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + + +A BRAVE BOY. + +"Speaking of courage," said my friend Tom Barton, as we met one day +after a long separation, "reminds me of an incident that happened at +the doctors' school the first winter after you left. + +"It was during the Christmas holidays, and all of the boys had gone +home except two brothers, named Fred and Albert Kobb, and myself. They +were obliged to stay during the vacation because their parents were +spending the season in Florida, and I,--well, as you know, my home was +at a distance, and we were poor, so I remained at school. + +"The brothers were very unlike, both in appearance and character. +Fred, the elder of the two, was a large, muscular, ruddy-faced boy, not +much in love with books. He was of an over-bearing disposition, and +had a great deal of conceit. + +"Albert, on the contrary, was pale and slender. He was very quiet and +studious, and had such a love of honesty and truth, and such +detestation of meanness and wrong, that we boys had dubbed him the +'Parson.' + +"It was the Saturday night between Christmas and New Year's. We three +boys were hugging the stove in the little room adjoining the doctor's +study. Doctor was in the study writing a sermon for the following day, +as he had to preach at Milltown. + +"We could hear his pen scratching over the paper during the lulls in +our conversation. Occasionally that 'ahem!' of his would come through +the partially opened door; but somehow his 'ahems' seemed to lose their +ominous character during holidays. + +"The subject of our conversation was a robbery that had been +perpetrated at Squire Little's store the previous night. + +"Robberies, as you know, were unusual occurrences in the little village +of Acme. Of course this one furnished a topic for abundance of talk. + +"Wherever we had been that day we had found some groups of men and boys +talking about robberies in general, and this one in particular. + +"It was but natural that in the evening we boys should discuss the same +subject, and each of us offered various speculations as to who the +robber was, where he had gone, and whether he would be captured or not. + +"Then we told stories of all the daring burglaries of which we had ever +heard or read, and finally described such as had happened in our own +houses. + +"In the descriptions of our personal experiences Fred gave a glowing +account of an incident that had occurred in his father's family. One +night he said the coachman thought he saw a man prowling in the +chicken-yard. He fired a pistol at him, and had summoned the other +servants to go in pursuit of the robber. He told us how the brave men, +armed with lanterns, pokers, and blunderbusses, had reached the +chicken-yard, and there found traces of blood, which they followed up +for a few yards, and found, lying in the last throes of death, the +victim of the coachman's prowess,--a fine black Spanish rooster! + +"At length said I, 'What would you do if you should hear a burglar some +night trying to enter your house?' + +"Fred straightened himself and squared his shoulders. 'I wouldn't +hesitate a moment to shoot him,' said he, valiantly. 'I tell you, it +would be a good burglar that could get away from me.' + +"Al rested his chin in his hands, and gazed thoughtfully into the +glowing coals. + +"'Well,' said he slowly, 'it is hard to tell what a fellow might do +under such circumstances. I rather believe, though, I would take good +care to keep out of his way. What would you do, Tom?' + +"'Me?" I exclaimed. 'Very likely I'd cover my head with the bedclothes +and leave him to carry off house and all if he could.' + +"Fred was about to make another remark, but was prevented by the +doctor, who appeared in the doorway. 'Well, boys,' said he, 'don't you +think we've had enough talk about robberies for one evening? It is +getting late now, and your continual talking has bothered me so that I +have only written one page during the last half hour, and on that page +I have written four times the word "burglar" instead of "bravery."' + +"Bidding him good-night we went up stairs, and were soon fast asleep. + +"About midnight I awoke with the consciousness of having been aroused +by some unusual noise. Slightly raising my head I listened, and heard +a scraping sound at the back hall window. + +"We three boys occupied the front room on the third floor, the same +that you and Atkinson had at one time. It was a bright moonlight +night. Glancing towards the Kobbs' bed, I saw them both sitting up. +The noise had aroused them also. + +"'There's some one trying to get in that hall window,' said Al, in a +whisper. 'I'm going to see.' + +"'Wait and listen awhile,' urged Fred. + +"'And give the fellow a chance to get in?' exclaimed Al. 'No; we +better stop him where he is.' + +"'Let's call the doctor,' said Fred. + +"'There isn't time for that. Don't you hear him unfastening the +window-bolt? Come, hurry! I'm going to take the old-musket; you take +the bat.' + +"'The gun isn't loaded,' said Fred; and his voice actually trembled. +Whether he was shivering from cold or fright, I don't know. + +"'It will scare him just the same,' said Al; and taking down the rusty +firearm, he hurried out into the hall, followed at a little distance by +his brother, armed with the base-ball bat. + +"I was never very brave, and therefore I took good care to keep as far +behind Fred as he was behind his brother; in fact to be more honest, I +merely ventured as far as the door, and there peeped into the hall. + +"A man's form was crawling through the window, but he seemed to be so +occupied by keeping the sash up that he had not as yet noticed the two +boys. As he threw one leg over the sill, he thrust his hand into his +breast pocket and drew out a small, dark object. + +"'Murder! he's drawing a pistol!' roared Fred in terror; and turning +hastily to fly, he ran against me in the doorway, and we both fell +sprawling upon the floor. + +"'Robbers! fire!' shrieked Fred. 'Here's another one!' and darting +into an opposite room, he crawled under the bed there. + +"'Move another inch and I'll fire!' cried Al, pointing the musket at +the man's breast. + +"Och!--murther! Masther Al, don't be afther a-shootin' me!' came a +familiar voice in broad Hibernian accents. + +"It was Pat, the doctor's man. + +"'What! is that you, Pat?' exclaimed Al, lowering the weapon. + +"'Sorra the day for me an' it wur,' said the Irishman, as he carefully +deposited on the floor the pistol Fred had seen him draw, which was +simply a small, flat bottle. He then leisurely lifted his other +ponderous foot over the window-sill, shook himself, as if to ascertain +whether he had a whole skin, and shut the window. Then he picked up +the bottle, and carefully replaced it in his coat pocket. + +"Meanwhile, Al had been quietly laughing, and I was still on the floor +laughing and rubbing the bruises on my legs, which had been caused by +Fred's collision. + +"'What's the meaning of this?' whispered Al. 'How is it, Pat, that you +come into the house in this way instead of by the door?" + +"'Well, you see,' said Pat, 'I just wint the night to say me cousin, +who is a-workin' at the Smit's, an' not moindin' to disturb the docther +an' his wife, sure didn't I put the long laddher forninst the windew, +intindin' to tak out that new pane of glass that was raycintly tacked +in, an' inter in as nate an' quiet as ye plaze: but the lad was scared +a bit. Where is he?' + +"'Who? Fred?' asked Al. + +"'Ay, it's Fred I mane,' said Pat. + +"Having by this time rubbed my bruises sufficiently and picked myself +up, I led them to Fred's place of concealment. His feet and legs were +in plain sight, for, ostrich-like, he seemed to have imagined that if +his head alone were covered, he was perfectly safe. Pat grasped him by +the ankle, and despite of his kicking hauled him out. + +"'Oh,' cried Fred, in abject terror, supposing it was the burglar who +had caught him, 'don't kill me! don't kill me! My money is all in the +trunk in the opposite room!' + +"'Do keep still, and don't make such a fool of yourself! It's only +Pat,' said Al, with suppressed laughter, while Pat and I indulged in +laughter that was far from suppressed. + +"In the midst of this racket we heard a door open below, and the +doctor's voice called,-- + +"'What is the matter up there?' + +"'Nothin', sur,' replied Pat, with Irish readiness, 'only the lads got +freighted as I was comin' to bed.' + +"'Tell them to be quiet, or I shall come up,' said doctor. + +"'D'ye hear that, b'ys?' said Pat. 'Get to bed now; ye'll tak' your +death runnin' round in the cowld widout your clothes on.' + +"In our excitement we had forgotten that the mercury outside was nearly +down to zero, and had not noticed the cold; but Pat's words quickened +our sensitiveness, so we hastened shivering to bed, and the house was +again quiet. + +"Monday morning the doctor summoned us all to his study, and there +instituted one of his usual courts of inquiry. He was judge, jury and +counsel. Pat was the principal witness, and we boys were there in +order to corroborate or refute Pat's testimony, and also to sustain +somewhat the respectability of the court I suppose. + +"'Patrick,' said the doctor, in opening the case, 'what was the cause +of that noise up stairs Saturday night?' + +"'Well, Your Riverence,' began Pat, and his small gray eyes twinkled as +he cast a sly glance at me, 'Sathurday noight I fought I'd call on me +cousin, who has just coom from the ould counthry, an' is workin' in the +village'-- + +"'At Smith's,' put in Al, by way of explanation." + +The doctor was not very strict when he held court during holidays, +otherwise he might have told Al to remain silent until he was +questioned. + +"'At Smit's,' repeated Pat, 'an' moindin' not to disturb yez by comin' +in late, sure I just climbed up to the hall winder, an' as I wur half +t'rough, an' wur' takin' somethin' from me pocket'-- + +"'A flat bottle,' interposed Al. + +"'A bottle, eh? And what was in it?' asked the doctor, suspiciously, +in an unprecedented manner beginning the cross-examination before the +direct was concluded. + +"'Only a wee dhrap of medicine, sur,' said Pat. 'Me cousin was afeared +I had the influenzys, an' gave it to me for it.' + +"'Go on,' said doctor, with a smile. + +"'As I wur a-sayin', sur, I dhrew forth the bottle, whin there came wan +yell from Masther Fred in the back part of the hall, an' says he, "Och! +murther! he's dhrawin' his pistol!" an' thin' he run like--like'-- + +"'Ay, ay!' exclaimed doctor, warningly. + +"'Like a deer,' said Pat; 'an' as I wur a-sayin', sur, I looked up and +saw Masther Al fornist me, with a gun dhrawed up to his shoulder an' +pintin' at me, an' says I, "Don't murther me!" + +"'An' sure, sir, he did not, an' thin we wint an' pullt Fred out from +under the bed, where he'd crawled wid his two legs stickin' out in the +moonlight, an' Tam an' messel' wur smilin' quiet like, an' Your +Riverence towld us to shut up, an' we wint to bed, sur.' + +"'And how did Tom act?' said the doctor. 'Eh, Tom, you young rogue, +what are you snickering and giggling at behind Pat's back? Are you +laughing at him or me?' + +"'Neither,' I replied; 'but the truth is, doctor, that Pat told me he +might be out late Saturday night, and that I needn't be frightened if I +heard any unusual noise. But I forgot to tell the boys, and was so +startled and confused in waking from a sound sleep, that I at first +thought it was a burglar, and after I did recollect that it was only +Pat, I concluded not to say anything, but test their courage, as I +supposed there was no danger in it.' + +"'Well, Pat,' said doctor, 'when you visit your cousin again, don't +climb through the window on your return. And, boys, the next time you +hear any suspicious sound at midnight, come and call me the first thing +you do.' + +"So having brought in a verdict of 'not guilty of any evil intentions,' +the doctor adjourned the court. + +"Poor Fred was never heard to boast of his bravery, or even to mention +the word 'burglar,' after that. So true it is that boasters usually +prove cowards when put to the test." + +C. S. SLEIGHT. + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + + +LADY FERRY. + +We have an instinctive fear of death; yet we have a horror of a life +prolonged far beyond the average limit: it is sorrowful; it is pitiful; +it has no attractions. + +This world is only a schoolroom for the larger life of the next. Some +leave it early, and some late: some linger long after they seem to have +learned all its lessons. This world is no heaven: its pleasures do not +last even through our little lifetimes. + +There are many fables of endless life, which in all ages have caught +the attention of men; we are familiar with the stories of the old +patriarchs who lived their hundreds of years; but one thinks of them +wearily, and without envy. + + +When I was a child, it was necessary that my father and mother should +take a long sea-voyage. I never had been separated from them before; +but at this time they thought it best to leave me behind, as I was not +strong, and the life on board ship did not suit me. When I was told of +this decision, I was very sorry, and at once thought I should be +miserable without my mother; besides, I pitied myself exceedingly for +losing the sights I had hoped to see in the country which they were to +visit. I had an uncontrollable dislike to being sent to school, having +in some way been frightened by a maid of my mother's, who had put many +ideas and aversions into my head which I was very many years in +outgrowing. Having dreaded this possibility, it was a great relief to +know that I was not to be sent to school at all, but to be put under +the charge of two elderly cousins of my father,--a gentleman and his +wife whom I had once seen, and liked dearly. I knew that their home +was at a fine old-fashioned country-place, far from town, and close +beside a river, and I was pleased with this prospect, and at once began +to make charming plans for the new life. + +I had lived always with grown people, and seldom had had any thing to +do with children. I was very small for my age, and a strange mixture +of childishness and maturity; and, having the appearance of being +absorbed in my own affairs, no one ever noticed me much, or seemed to +think it better that I should not listen to the conversation. In spite +of considerable curiosity, I followed an instinct which directed me +never to ask questions at these times; so I often heard stray sentences +which puzzled me, and which really would have been made simple and +commonplace at once, if I had only asked their meaning. I was, for the +most of the time, in a world of my own. I had a great deal of +imagination, and was always telling myself stories; and my mind was +adrift in these so much, that my real absent-mindedness was mistaken +for childish unconcern. Yet I was a thoroughly simple unaffected +child. My dreams and thoughtfulness gave me a certain tact and +perception unusual in a child; but my pleasures were as deep in simple +things as heart could wish. + +It happened that our cousin Matthew was to come to the city on business +the week that the ship was to sail, and that I could stay with my +father and mother to the very last day, and then go home with him. +This was much pleasanter than leaving sooner under the care of an utter +stranger, as was at first planned. My cousin Agnes wrote a kind letter +about my coming, which seemed to give her much pleasure. She +remembered me very well, and sent me a message which made me feel of +consequence; and I was delighted with the plan of making her so long a +visit. + +One evening I was reading a story-book, and I heard my father say in an +undertone, "How long has madam been at the ferry this last time? Eight +or ten years, has she not? I suppose she is there yet?"--"Oh, yes!" +said my mother, "or Agnes would have told us. She spoke of her in the +last letter you had, while we were in Sweden." + +"I should think she would be glad to have a home at last, after her +years of wandering about. Not that I should be surprised now to hear +that she had disappeared again. When I was staying there while I was +young, we thought she had drowned herself, and even had the men search +for her along the shore of the river; but after a time cousin Matthew +heard of her alive and well in Salem; and I believe she appeared again +this last time as suddenly as she went away." + +"I suppose she will never die," said my mother gravely. "She must be +terribly old," said my father. "When I saw her last, she had scarcely +changed at all from the way she looked when I was a boy. She is even +more quiet and gentle than she used to be. There is no danger that the +child will have any fear of her; do you think so?"--"Oh, no! but I +think I will tell her that madam is a very old woman, and that I hope +she will be very kind, and try not to annoy her; and that she must not +be frightened at her strange notions. I doubt if she knows what +craziness is."--"She would be wise if she could define it," said my +father with a smile. "Perhaps we had better say nothing about the old +lady. It is probable that she stays altogether in her own room, and +that the child will rarely see her. I never have realized until lately +the horror of such a long life as hers, living on and on, with one's +friends gone long ago: such an endless life in this world!" + +Then there was a mysterious old person living at the ferry, and there +was a question whether I would not be "afraid" of her. She "had not +changed" since my father was a boy: "it was horrible to have one's life +endless in this world!" + +The days went quickly by. My mother, who was somewhat of an invalid, +grew sad as the time drew near for saying good-by to me, and was more +tender and kind than ever before, and more indulgent of every wish and +fancy of mine. We had been together all my life, and now it was to be +long months before she could possibly see my face again, and perhaps +she was leaving me forever. Her time was all spent, I believe, in +thoughts for me, and in making arrangements for my comfort. I did see +my mother again; but the tears fill my eyes when I think how dear we +became to each other before that first parting, and with what a +lingering, loving touch, she herself packed my boxes, and made sure, +over and over again, that I had whatever I should need; and I remember +how close she used to hold me when I sat in her lap in the evening, +saying that she was afraid I should have grown too large to be held +when she came back again. We had more to say to each other than ever +before, and I think, until then, that my mother never had suspected how +much I observed of life and of older people in a certain way; that I +was something more than a little child who went from one interest to +another carelessly. I have known since that my mother's childhood was +much like mine. She, however, was timid, while I had inherited from my +father his fearlessness, and lack of suspicion; and these qualities, +like a fresh wind, swept away any cobwebs of nervous anticipation and +sensitiveness. Every one was kind to me, partly, I think, because I +interfered with no one. I was glad of the kindness, and, with my +unsuspected dreaming and my happy childishness, I had gone through life +with almost perfect contentment, until this pain of my first real +loneliness came into my heart. + +It was a day's journey to cousin Matthew's house, mostly by rail; +though, toward the end, we had to travel a considerable distance by +stage, and at last were left on the river-bank opposite my new home, +and I saw a boat waiting to take us across. It was just at sunset, and +I remember wondering if my father and mother were out of sight of land, +and if they were watching the sky; if my father would remember that +only the evening before we had gone out for a walk together, and there +had been a sunset so much like this. It somehow seemed long ago. +Cousin Matthew was busy talking with the ferry-man; and indeed he had +found acquaintances at almost every part of the journey, and had not +been much with me, though he was kind and attentive in his courteous, +old-fashioned way, treating me with the same ceremonious politeness +which he had shown my mother. He pointed out the house to me: it was +but a little way from the edge of the river. It was very large and +irregular, with great white chimneys; and, while the river was all in +shallow [Transcriber's note: shade?], the upper windows of two high +gables were catching the last red glow of the sun. On the opposite +side of a green from the house were the farm-house and buildings; and +the green sloped down to the water, where there was a wharf and an +ancient-looking storehouse. There were some old boats and long sticks +of timber lying on the shore; and I saw a flock of white geese march +solemnly up toward the barns. From the open green I could see that a +road went up the hill beyond. The trees in the garden and orchard were +the richest green; their round tops were clustered thickly together: +and there were some royal great elms near the house. The fiery red +faded from the high windows as we came near the shore, and cousin Agnes +was ready to meet me; and when she put her arms round me as kindly as +my mother would have done, and kissed me twice in my father's fashion, +I was sure that I loved her, and would be contented. Her hair was very +gray; but she did not look, after all, so very old. Her face was a +grave one, as if she had had many cares; yet they had all made her +stronger, and there had been some sweetness, and something to be glad +about, and to thank God for, in every sorrow. I had a feeling always +that she was my sure defence and guard. I was safe and comfortable +with her: it was the same feeling which one learns to have toward God +more and more, as one grows older. + +We went in through a wide hall, and up stairs, through a long passage, +to my room, which was in a corner of one of the gables. Two windows +looked on the garden and the river; another looked across to the other +gable, and into the square, grassy court between. It was a rambling, +great house, and seemed like some English houses I had seen. It would +be great fun to go into all the rooms some day soon. + +"How much you are like your father!" said cousin Agnes, stooping to +kiss me again, with her hand on my shoulder. I had a sudden +consciousness of my bravery in having behaved so well all day; then I +remembered that my father and mother were at every instant being +carried farther and farther away. I could almost hear the waves dash +about the ship; and I could not help crying a little. "Poor little +girl!" said cousin Agnes: "I am very sorry." And she sat down, and +took me in her lap for a few minutes. She was tall, and held me so +comfortably, and I soon was almost happy again; for she hoped I would +not be lonely with her, and that I would not think she was a stranger, +for she had known and loved my father so well: and it would make cousin +Matthew so disappointed and uneasy if I were discontented; and would I +like some bread and milk with my supper, in the same blue china bowl, +with the dragon on it, which my father used to have when he was a boy? +These arguments were by no means lost upon me, and I was ready to smile +presently; and then we went down to the dining room, which had some +solemn-looking portraits on the walls, and heavy, stiff furniture; and +there was an old-fashioned woman standing ready to wait, whom cousin +Agnes called Deborah, and who smiled at me graciously. + +Cousin Matthew talked with his wife for a time about what had happened +to him and to her during his absence; and then he said, "And how is +madam to-day? you have not spoken of her."--"She is not so well as +usual," said cousin Agnes. "She has had one of her sorrowful times +since you went away. I have sat with her for several hours to-day; but +she has hardly spoken to me." And then cousin Matthew looked at me, +and cousin Agnes hesitated for a minute. Deborah had left the room. + +"We speak of a member of our family whom you have not seen, although +you may have heard your father speak of her. She is called Lady Ferry +by most people who know of her; but you may say madam when you speak to +her. She is very old, and her mind wanders, so that she has many +strange fancies; but you must not be afraid, for she is very gentle and +harmless. She is not used to children; but I know you will not annoy +her, and I dare say you can give her much pleasure." This was all that +was said; but I wished to know more. It seemed to me that there was a +reserve about this person, and the old house itself was the very place +for a mystery. As I went through some of the other rooms with cousin +Agnes in the summer twilight, I half expected to meet Lady Ferry in +every shadowy corner; but I did not dare to ask a question. My +father's words came to me,--"Such an endless life," and "living on and +on." And why had he and mother never spoken to me afterward of my +seeing her? They had talked about it again, perhaps, and did not mean +to tell me, after all. + +I saw something of the house that night, the great kitchen, with its +huge fireplace, and other rooms up stairs and down; and Cousin Agnes +told me, that by daylight I should go everywhere, except to Madam's +rooms: I must wait for an invitation there. + +The house had been built a hundred and fifty years before, by Colonel +Haverford, an Englishman, whom no one knew much about, except that he +lived like a prince, and would never tell his history. He and his sons +died; and after the Revolution the house was used for a tavern for many +years,--the Ferry Tavern,--and the place was busy enough. Then there +was a bridge built down the river, and the old ferry fell into disuse; +and the owner of the house died, and his family also died, or went +away; and then the old place, for a long time, was either vacant, or in +the hands of different owners. It was going to ruin at length, when +cousin Matthew bought it, and came there from the city to live years +before. He was a strange man; indeed, I know now that all the +possessors of the Ferry farm must have been strange men. One often +hears of the influence of climate upon character; there is a strong +influence of place; and the inanimate things which surround us indoors +and out make us follow out in our lives their own silent +characteristics. We unconsciously catch the tone of every house in +which we live, and of every view of the outward, material world which +grows familiar to us, and we are influenced by surroundings nearer and +closer still than the climate or the country which we inhabit. At the +old Haverford house it was a mystery which one felt when one entered +the door; and when one came away, after cordiality, and days of +sunshine and pleasant hospitality, it was still with a sense of this +mystery, and of something unseen and unexplained. Not that there was +any thing covered and hidden necessarily; but it was the quiet +undertone in the house which had grown to be so old, and had known the +magnificent living of Colonel Haverford's time, and afterward the +struggles of poor gentlemen and women, who had hardly warmed its walls +with their pitiful fires, and shivering, hungry lives; then the long +procession of travellers who had been sheltered there in its old tavern +days; finally, my cousin Matthew and his wife, who had made it their +home, when, with all their fortune, they felt empty-handed, and as if +their lives were ended, because their only son had died. Here they had +learned to be happy again in a quiet sort of way, and had become older +and serener, loving this lovable place by the river, and keepers of its +secret--whatever that might be. + +I was wide awake that first evening: I was afraid of being sent to bed, +and, to show cousin Agnes that I was not sleepy, I chattered far more +than usual. It was warm, and the windows of the parlour where we sat +looked upon the garden. The moon had risen, and it was light out of +doors. I caught every now and then the faint smell of honeysuckle, and +presently I asked if I might go into the garden a while; and cousin +Agnes gave me leave, adding that I must soon go to bed, else I would be +very tired next day. She noticed that I looked grave, and said that I +must not dread being alone in a strange room, for it was so near her +own. This was a great consolation; and after I had been told that the +tide was in, and I must be careful not to go too near the river wall, I +went out through the tall glass door, and slowly down the wide +garden-walk, from which now and then narrower walks branched off at +right angles. It was the pride of the place, this garden; and the +box-borders especially were kept with great care. They had partly been +trimmed that day; and the evening dampness brought out the faint, +solemn odour of the leaves, which I never have noticed since without +thinking of that night. The roses were in bloom, and the snow-ball +bushes were startlingly white, and there was a long border filled with +lilies-of-the-valley. The other flowers of the season, were all there +and in blossom; yet I could see none well but the white ones, which +looked like bits of snow and ice in the summer shadows,--ghostly +flowers which one could see at night. + +It was still in the garden, except once I heard a bird twitter +sleepily, and once or twice a breeze came across the river, rustling +the leaves a little. The small-paned windows glistened in the +moonlight, and seemed like the eyes of the house watching me, the +unknown new-comer. + +For a while I wandered about, exploring the different paths, some of +which were arched over by the tall lilacs, or by arbors where the +grape-leaves did not seem fully grown. I wondered if my mother would +miss me. It seemed impossible that I should have seen her only that +morning; and suddenly I had a consciousness that she was thinking of +me, and she seemed so close to me, that it would not be strange if she +could hear what I said. And I called her twice softly; but the sound +of my unanswered voice frightened me. I saw some round white flowers +at my feet, looking up mockingly. The smell of the earth and the new +grass seemed to smother me. I was afraid to be there all alone in the +wide open air; and all the tall bushes that were so still around me +took strange shapes, and seemed to be alive. I was so terribly far +away from the mother whom I had called; the pleasure of my journey, and +my coming to cousin Agnes, faded from my mind, and that indescribable +feeling of hopelessness and dread, and of having made an irreparable +mistake, came in its place. The thorns of a straying slender branch of +a rose bush caught my sleeve maliciously as I turned to hurry away, and +then I caught sight of a person in the path just before me. It was +such a relief to see some one, that I was not frightened when I saw +that it must be Lady Ferry. + +She was bent, but very tall and slender, and was walking slowly with a +cane. Her head was covered with a great hood or wrapping of some kind, +which she pushed back when she saw me. Some faint whitish figures on +her dress looked like frost in the moonlight: and the dress itself was +made of some strange stiff silk, which rustled softly like dry rushes +and grasses in the autumn,--a rustling noise that carries a chill with +it. She came close to me, a sorrowful little figure very dreary at +heart, standing still as the flowers themselves; and for several +minutes she did not speak, but watched me, until I began to be afraid +of her. Then she held out her hand, which trembled as if it were +trying to shake off its rings. "My dear," said she "I bid you welcome: +I have known your father. I was told of your coming. Perhaps you will +walk with me? I did not think to find you here alone." There was a +fascinating sweetness in Madame's voice, and I at once turned to walk +beside her, holding her hand fast, and keeping pace with her feeble +steps. "Then you are not afraid of me?" asked the old lady, with a +strange quiver in her voice. "It is a long time since I have seen a +child."--"No," said I, "I am not afraid of you. I was frightened +before I saw you, because I was all alone, and I wished I could see my +father and mother;" and I hung my head so that my new friend could not +see the tears in my eyes, for she watched me curiously. "All alone: +that is like me," said she to herself. "All alone? a child is not all +alone, but there is no one like me. I am something alone: there is +nothing else of my fashion, a creature who lives forever!" and Lady +Ferry sighed pitifully. Did she mean that she never was going to die +like other people? But she was silent, and I did not dare to ask for +any explanation as we walked back and forward. Her fingers kept moving +round my wrist, smoothing it as if she liked to feel it, and to keep my +hand in hers. It seemed to give her pleasure to have me with her, and +I felt quite at my ease presently, and began to talk a little, assuring +her that I did not mind having taken the journey of that day. I had +taken some long journeys: I had been to China once, and it took a great +while to get there; but London was the nicest place I had ever seen; +had Lady Ferry even been in London? And I was surprised to hear her +say drearily that she had been in London; she had been everywhere. + +"Did you go to Westminster Abbey?" I asked, going on with the +conversation childishly. "And did you see where Queen Elizabeth and +Mary Queen of Scots are buried? Mamma had told me all about them." + +"Buried, did you say? Are they dead too?" asked Madam eagerly. "Yes, +indeed!" said I: "they have been dead a long time."--"Ah! I had +forgotten," answered my strange companion. "Do you know of any one +else who has died beside them? I have not heard of any one's dying and +going home for so long! Once every one died but me--except some young +people; and I do not know them."--"Why, every one must die," said I +wonderingly. "There is a funeral somewhere every day, I +suppose."--"Every one but me," Madam repeated sadly,--"every one but +me, and I am alone." + +Just now cousin Agnes came to the door, and called me. "Go in now, +child," said Lady Ferry. "You may come and sit with me to-morrow if +you choose." And I said good-night, while she turned, and went down +the walk with feeble, lingering steps. She paced to and fro, as I +often saw her afterwards, on the flagstones: and some bats flew that +way like ragged bits of darkness, holding somehow a spark of life. I +watched her for a minute: she was like a ghost, I thought but not a +fearful ghost,--poor Lady Ferry! + +"Have you had a pleasant walk?" asked cousin Matthew politely. +"To-morrow I will give you a border for your own, and some plants for +it, if you like gardening." I joyfully answered that I should like it +very much, and so I began to feel already the pleasure of being in a +real home, after the wandering life to which I had become used. I went +close to cousin Agnes's chair to tell her confidentially that I had +been walking with Madam in the garden, and she was very good to me, and +asked me to come to sit with her the next day: but she said very odd +things. + +"You must not mind what she says," said cousin Agnes; "and I would +never dispute with her, or even seem surprised, if I were you. It +hurts and annoys her, and she soon forgets her strange fancies. I +think you seem a very sensible little girl, and I have told you about +this poor friend of ours as if you were older. But you understand do +you not?" And then she kissed me good-night, and I went up stairs, +contented with her assurance that she would come to me before I went to +sleep. + +I found a pleasant-faced young girl busy putting away some of my +clothing. I had seen her just after supper, and had fancied her very +much, partly because she was not so old as the rest of the servants. +We were friendly at once, and I found her very talkative; so finally I +asked the question which was uppermost in my mind,--Did she know +anything about Madam? + +"Lady Ferry, folks call her," said Martha, much interested. "I never +have seen her close to, only from the other side of the garden, where +she walks at night. She never goes out by day. Deborah waits upon +her. I haven't been here long; but I have always heard about Madame, +bless you! Folks tell all kinds of strange stories. She's fearful +old, and there's many believes she never will die; and where she came +from nobody knows. I've heard that her folks used to live here; but +nobody can remember them, and she used to wander about; and once before +she was here,--a good while ago; but this last time she came was nine +years ago; one stormy night she came across the ferry, and scared them +to death, looking in at the window like a ghost. She said she used to +live here in Colonel Haverford's time. They saw she wasn't right in +her head--the ferry-men did. But she came up to the house, and they +let her in, and she went straight to the rooms in the north gable, and +she never has gone away: it was in an awful storm she came, I've heard, +and she looked just the same as she does now. There! I can't tell +half the stories I've heard, and Deborah she most took my head off," +said Martha, "because, when I first came, I was asking about her; and +she said it was a sin to gossip about a harmless old creature whose +mind was broke, but I guess most everybody thinks there's something +mysterious. There's my grandmother--her mind is failing her; but she +never had such ways! And then those clothes that my lady in the gable +wears: they're unearthly looking; and I heard a woman say once, that +they come out of a chest in the big garret, and they belonged to a +Mistress Haverford who was hung for a witch, but there's no knowing +that there is any truth in it." And Martha would have gone on with her +stories, if just then we had not heard cousin Agnes's step on the +stairway, and I hurried into bed. + + +But my bright eyes and excited look betrayed me. Cousin Agnes said she +had hoped I would be asleep. And Martha said perhaps it was her fault; +but I seemed wakeful, and she had talked with me a bit, to keep my +spirits up, coming to a new, strange place. The apology was accepted, +but Martha evidently had orders before I next saw her; for I never +could get her to discuss Lady Ferry again; and she carefully told me +that she should not have told those foolish stories, which were not +true: but I knew that she still had her thoughts and suspicions as well +as I. Once, when I asked her if Lady Ferry were Madam's real name, she +answered with a guilty flush, "That's what the folks hereabout called +her, because they didn't know any other at first." And this to me was +another mystery. It was strongly impressed upon my mind that I must +ask no questions, and that Madam was not to be discussed. No one +distinctly forbade this; but I felt that it would not do. In every +other way I was sure that I was allowed perfect liberty, so I soon +ceased to puzzle myself or other people, and accepted Madam's presence +as being perfectly explainable and natural,--just as the rest of the +household did,--except once in a while something would set me at work +romancing and wondering; and I read some stories in one of the books in +the library,--of Peter Rugg the missing man, whom one may always meet +riding from Salem to Boston in every storm, and of the Flying Dutchman +and the Wandering Jew, and some terrible German stories of doomed +people, and curses that were fulfilled. These made a great impression +upon me; still I was not afraid, for all such things were far outside +the boundaries of my safe little world; and I played by myself along +the shore of the river and in the garden; and I had my lessons with +cousin Agnes, and drives with cousin Matthew who was nearly always +silent, but very kind to me. The house itself was an unfailing +entertainment, with its many rooms, most of which were never occupied, +and its quaint, sober furnishings, some of which were as old as the +house itself. It was like a story-book; and no one minded my going +where I pleased. + +I missed my father and mother; but the only time I was really unhappy +was the first morning after my arrival. Cousin Agnes was ill with a +severe headache; cousin Matthew had ridden away to attend to some +business; and, being left to myself, I had a most decided re-action +from my unnaturally bright feelings of the day before. I began to +write a letter to my mother; but unluckily I knew how many weeks must +pass before she saw it, and it was useless to try to go on, I was +lonely and homesick. The rain fell heavily, and the garden looked +forlorn, and so unlike the enchanting moonlighted place where I had +been in the evening! The walks were like little canals; and the +rose-bushes looked wet and chilly, like some gay young lady who had +been caught in the rain in party-dress. It was low tide in the middle +of the day, and the river-flats looked dismal. I fed cousin Agnes' +flock of tame sparrows which came around the windows, and afterward +some robins. I found some books and some candy which had come in my +trunk, but my heart was very sad; and just after noon I was overjoyed +when one of the servants told me that cousin Agnes would like to have +me come to her room. + +She was even kinder to me than she had been the night before; but she +looked very ill, and at first I felt awkward, and did not know what to +say. "I am afraid you have been very dull, dearie," said she, reaching +out her hand to me. "I am sorry, and my headache hardly lets me think +at all yet. But we will have better times to-morrow--both of us. You +must ask for what you want; and you may come and spend this evening +with me, for I shall be getting well then. It does me good to see your +kind little face. Suppose you make Madam a call this afternoon. She +told me last night that she wished for you, and I was so glad. Deborah +will show you the way." + +Deborah talked to me softly, out of deference to her mistress's +headache, as we went along the crooked passages. "Don't you mind what +Madam says, least ways don't you dispute her. She's got a funeral +going on to-day;" and the grave woman smiled grimly at me. "It's +curious she's taken to you so; for she never will see any strange +folks. Nobody speaks to her about new folks lately," she added +warningly, as she tapped at the door, and Madam asked, "Is it the +child?" And Deborah lifted the latch. When I was fairly inside, my +interest in life came back redoubled, and I was no longer sad, but +looked round eagerly. Madam spoke to me, with her sweet old voice, in +her courtly, quiet way, and stood looking out of the window. + +There were two tall chests of drawers in the room, with shining brass +handles and ornaments; and at one side, near the door, was a heavy +mahogany table, on which I saw a large leather-covered Bible, a +decanter of wine and some glasses, beside some cakes in a queer old +tray. And there was no other furniture but a great number of chairs +which seemed to have been collected from different parts of the house. + +With these the room was almost filled, except an open space in the +centre, toward which they all faced. One window was darkened; but +Madam had pushed back the shutter of the other, and stood looking down +at the garden. I waited for her to speak again after the first +salutation, and presently she said I might be seated; and I took the +nearest chair, and again waited her pleasure. It was gloomy enough, +with the silence and the twilight in the room; and the rain and wind +out of doors sounded louder than they had in cousin Agnes's room; but +soon Lady Ferry came toward me. + +"So you did not forget the old woman," said she, with a strange +emphasis on the word old, as if that were her title and her chief +characteristic. "And were not you afraid? I am glad it seemed worth +while; for to-morrow would have been too late. You may like to +remember by and by that you came. And my funeral is to be to-morrow at +last. You see the room is in readiness. You will care to be here, I +hope. I would have ordered you some gloves if I had known; but these +are all too large for your little hands. You shall have a ring; I will +leave a command for that;" and Madam seated herself near me in a +curious, high-backed chair. She was dressed that day in a maroon +brocade, figured with bunches of dim pink flowers; and some of these +flowers looked to me like wicked little faces. It was a mocking, +silly, creature that I saw at the side of every prim bouquet, and I +looked at the faded little imps, until they seemed as much alive as +Lady Ferry herself. + +Her head nodded continually, as if it were keeping time to an inaudible +tune, as she sat there stiffly erect. Her skin was pale and withered; +and her cheeks were wrinkled in fine lines, like the crossings of a +cobweb. Her eyes might once have been blue; but they had become nearly +colourless, and, looking at her, one might easily imagine that she was +blind. She had a singularly sweet smile, and a musical voice, which +though sad, had no trace of whining. If it had not been for her smile +and her voice, I think madam would have been a terror to me. I noticed +to-day, for the first time, a curious fragrance, which seemed to come +from her old brocades and silks. It was very sweet, but unlike any +thing I had ever known before; and it was by reason of this that +afterward I often knew, with a little flutter at my heart, she had been +in some other rooms of the great house beside her own. This perfume +seemed to linger for a little while wherever she had been, and yet it +was so faint! I used to go into the darkened chambers often, or even +stay for a while by myself in the unoccupied lower rooms, and I would +find this fragrance, and wonder if she were one of the old time +fairies, who could vanish at their own will and pleasure, and wonder, +too why she had come to the room. But I never met her at all. + + +That first visit to her and the strange fancy she had about the funeral +I have always remembered distinctly. + + +"I am glad you came," Madam repeated: "I was finding the day long. I +am all ready, you see. I shall place a little chair which is in the +next room, beside your cousin's seat for you. Mrs. Agnes is ill, I +hear; but I think she will come to-morrow. Have you heard any one say +if many guests are expected?"--"No, Madam," I answered, "no one has +told me;" and just then the thought flitted through my head that she +had said the evening before that all her friends were gone. Perhaps +she expected their ghosts: that would not be stranger than all the rest. + + +The open space where Lady Ferry had left room for her coffin began to +be a horror to me, and I wished Deborah would come back, or that my +hostess would open the shutters; and it was a great relief when she +rose and went into the adjoining room, bidding me follow her, and there +opened a drawer containing some old jewelry; there were also some queer +Chinese carvings, yellow with age,--just the things a child would +enjoy. I looked at them delightedly. This was coming back to more +familiar life; and I soon felt more at ease, and chattered to Lady +Ferry of my own possessions, and some coveted treasures of my mother's, +which were to be mine when I grew older. + + +Madam stood beside me patiently, and listened with a half smile to my +whispered admiration. In the clearer light I could see her better, and +she seemed older,--so old, so old! and my father's words came to me +again. She had not changed since he was a boy; living on and on, and +'the horror of an endless life in this world!' And I remembered what +Martha had said to me, and the consciousness of this mystery was a +great weight upon me of a sudden. Why was she living so long? and what +had happened to her? and how long could it be since she was a child? + +There was something in her manner which made me behave, even in my +pleasure, as if her imagined funeral were there in reality, and as if, +in spite of my being amused and tearless, the solemn company of funeral +guests already sat in the next room to us with bowed heads, and all the +shadows in the world had assembled there materialized into the tangible +form of crape. I opened and closed the boxes gently, and, when I had +seen everything, I looked up with a sigh to think that such a pleasure +was ended, and asked if I might see them again some day. But the look +in her face made me recollect myself, and my own grew crimson, for it +seemed at that moment as real to me as to Lady Ferry herself that this +was her last day of mortal life. She walked away, but presently came +back, while I was wondering if I might not go, and opened the drawer +again. It creaked, and the brass handles clacked in a startling way, +and she took out a little case, and said I might keep it to remember +her by. It held a little vinaigrette,--a tiny silver box with a gold +one inside, in which I found a bit of fine sponge, dark brown with age, +and still giving a faint, musty perfume and spiciness. The outside was +rudely chased, and was worn as if it had been carried for years in +somebody's pocket. It had a spring, the secret of which Lady Ferry +showed me. I was delighted, and instinctively lifted my face to kiss +her. She bent over me, and waited an instant for me to kiss her again. +"Oh!" said she softly, "it is so long since a child has kissed me! I +pray God not to leave you lingering like me, apart from all your +kindred, and your life so long that you forget you ever were a +child."--"I will kiss you every day," said I, and then again remembered +that there were to be no more days according to her plan; but she did +not seem to notice my mistake. + +And after this I used to go to see Madam often. For a time there was +always the same gloom and hushed way of speaking, and the funeral +services were to be on the morrow; but at last one day I found Deborah +sedately putting the room in order, and Lady Ferry apologized for its +being in such confusion; the idea of the funeral had utterly vanished, +and I hurried to tell cousin Agnes with great satisfaction. I think +that both she and cousin Matthew had a dislike for my being too much +with Madam. I was kept out of doors as much as possible because it was +much better for my health; and through the long summer days I strayed +about wherever I choose. The country life was new and delightful to +me. At home Lady Ferry's vagaries were carelessly spoken of, and often +smiled at; but I gained the idea that they disguised the truth, and +were afraid of my being frightened. She often talked about persons who +had been dead a long time,--familiar characters in history, and though +cousin Agnes had said that she used to be fond of reading, it seemed to +me that Madam might have known these men and women after all. + +Once a middle-aged gentleman, an acquaintance of cousin Matthew's, came +to pass a day and night at the Ferry, and something happened then which +seemed wonderful to me. It was early in the evening after tea, and we +were in the parlour; from my seat by cousin Agnes I could look out into +the garden, and presently, with the gathering darkness, came Lady +Ferry, silent as a shadow herself, to walk to and fro on the +flagstones. The windows were all open, and the guest had a clear, loud +voice, and pleasant, hearty laugh; and, as he talked earnestly with +cousin Matthew, I noticed that Lady Ferry stood still, as if she were +listening. Then I was attracted by some story which was being told, +and forgot her, but afterward turned with a start, feeling that there +was some one watching; and, to my astonishment, Madam had come to the +long window by which one went out to the garden. She stood there a +moment, looking puzzled and wild; then she smiled, and, entering, +walked in most stately fashion down the long room, toward the +gentlemen, before whom she courtesied with great elegance, while the +stranger stopped speaking, and looked at her with amazement, as he +rose, and returned the greeting. + +"My dear Captain Jack McAllister!" said she; "what a surprise! and are +you not home soon from your voyage? This is indeed a pleasure." And +Lady Ferry seated herself, motioning to him to take a chair beside her. +She looked younger than I had ever seen her; a bright colour came into +her cheeks; and she talked so gayly, in such a different manner from +her usual mournful gentleness. She must have been a beautiful woman; +indeed she was that still. + +"And did the good ship Starlight make a prosperous voyage? And had you +many perils?--Do you bring much news to us from the Spanish Main? We +have missed you sadly at the assemblies; but there must be a dance in +your honour. And your wife; is she not overjoyed at the sight of you? +I think you have grown old and sedate since you went away. You do not +look the gay sailor, or seem so light-hearted." + +"I do not understand you, madam," said the stranger. "I am certainly +John McAllister; but I am no captain, neither have I been at sea. Good +God! is it my grandfather whom you confuse me with?" cried he. "He was +Jack McAllister, and was lost at sea more than seventy years ago, while +my own father was a baby. I am told that I am wonderfully like his +portrait; but he was a younger man than I when he died. This is some +masquerade." + +Lady Ferry looked at him intently, but the light in her face was fast +fading out. "Lost at sea,--lost at sea, were you, Jack McAllister, +seventy years ago? I know nothing of years; one of my days is like +another, and they are gray days, they creep away and hide, and +sometimes one comes back to mock me. I have lived a thousand years; do +you know it? Lost at sea--captain of the ship Starlight? Whom did you +say?--Jack McAllister, yes, I knew him well--pardon me; good-evening;" +and my lady rose, and with her head nodding and drooping, with a +sorrowful, hunted look in her eyes, went out again into the shadows. +She had had a flash of youth, the candle had blazed up brilliantly; but +it went out again as suddenly, with flickering and smoke. + +"I was startled when I saw her beside me," said Mr. McAllister. "Pray, +who is she? she is like no one I have ever seen. I have been told that +I am like my grandfather in looks and in voice; but it is years since I +have seen any one who knew him well. And did you hear her speak of +dancing? It is like seeing one who has risen from the dead. How old +can she be?"--"I do not know," said cousin Matthew, "one can only guess +at her age."--"Would not she come back? I should like to question +her," asked the other. But cousin Matthew answered that she always +refused to see strangers, and it would be no use to urge her, she would +not answer him. + +"Who is she? Is she any kin of yours?" asked Mr. McAllister. + +"Oh, no!" said my cousin Agnes: "she has had no relatives since I have +known her, and I think she has no friends now but ourselves. She has +been with us a long time, and once before this house was her home for a +time,--many years since. I suppose no one will ever know the whole +history of her life; I wish often that she had power to tell it. We +are glad to give shelter, and the little care she will accept, to the +poor soul. God only knows where she has strayed and what she has seen. +It is an enormous burden,--so long a life, and such a weight of +memories; but I think it is seldom now that she feels its +heaviness.--Go out to her, Marcia my dear, and see if she seems +troubled. She always has a welcome for the child," cousin Agnes added, +as I unwillingly went away. + +I found Lady Ferry in the garden; I stole my hand into hers, and, +after a few minutes of silence, I was not surprised to hear her say +that they had killed the Queen of France, poor Marie Antoinette! she +had known her well in her childhood, before she was a queen at all--"a +sad fate, a sad fate," said Lady Ferry. We went far down the gardens +and by the river-wall, and when we were again near the house, and could +hear Mr. McAllister's voice as cheery as ever, madam took no notice of +it. I had hoped she would go into the parlour again, and I wished over +and over that I could have waited to hear the secrets which I was sure +must have been told after cousin Agnes had sent me away. + +One day I thought I had made a wonderful discovery. I was fond of +reading, and found many books which interested me in cousin Matthew's +fine library; but I took great pleasure also in hunting through a +collection of old volumes which had been cast aside, either by him, or +by some former owner of the house, and which were piled in a corner of +the great garret. They were mostly yellow with age, and had dark brown +leather or shabby paper bindings; the pictures in some were very +amusing to me. I used often to find one which I appropriated and +carried down stairs; and on this day I came upon a dusty, odd shaped +little book, for which I at once felt an affection. I looked at it a +little. It seemed to be a journal, there were some stories of the +Indians and next I saw some reminiscences of the town of Boston, where, +among other things, the author was told the marvellous story of one +Mistress Honor Warburton, who was cursed, and doomed to live in this +world forever. This was startling. I at once thought of Madam, and +was reading on further to know the rest of the story, when some one +called me, and I foolishly did not dare to carry my book with me. I +was afraid I should not find it if I left it in sight; I saw an opening +near me at the edge of the floor by the eaves, and I carefully laid my +treasure inside. But, alas! I was not to be sure of its safe +hiding-place in a way that I fancied, for the book fell down between +the boarding of the thick walls, and I heard it knock as it fell, and +knew by the sound that it must be out of reach, I grieved over this +loss for a long time; and I felt that it had been most unkindly taken +out of my hand. I wished heartily that I could know the rest of the +story; and I tried to summon courage to ask Madam, when we were by our +selves, if she had heard of Honor Warburton, but something held me back. + +There were two other events just at this time which made this strange +old friend of mine seem stranger than ever to me. I had a dream one +night, which I took for a vision and a reality at the time. I thought +I looked out of my window in the night, and there was bright moonlight, +and I could see the other gable plainly; and I looked in at the +windows of an unoccupied parlour which I never had seen open before, +under Lady Ferry's own rooms, The shutters were pushed back, and there +were candles burning; and I heard voices, and presently some tinkling +music, like that of a harpsichord I had once heard in a very old house +where I had been in England with my mother. I saw several couples go +through with a slow, stately dance; and, when they stopped and seated +themselves, I could hear their voices; but they spoke low, these +midnight guests. I watched until the door was opened which led into +the garden, and the company came out and stood for a few minutes on the +little lawn, making their adieus, bowing low, and behaving with +astonishing courtesy and elegance: finally the last good-nights were +said, and they went away. Lady Ferry stood under the pointed porch, +looking after them, and I could see her plainly in her brocade gown, +with the impish flowers, a tall quaint cap, and a high lace frill at +her throat, whiter than any lace I had ever seen, and with a glitter on +it, and there was a glitter on her face too. One of the other ladies +was dressed in velvet, and I thought she looked beautiful: their eyes +were all like sparks of fire. The gentlemen wore cloaks and ruffs, and +high-peaked hats with wide brims, such as I had seen in some very old +pictures which hung on the walls of the long west room. These were not +pilgrims or Puritans, but gay gentlemen; and soon I heard the noise of +their boats on the pebbles as they pushed off shore, and the splash of +the oars in the water. Lady Ferry waved her hand, and went in at the +door; and I found myself standing by the window in the chilly, cloudy +night: the opposite gable, the garden, and the river, were +indistinguishable in the darkness. I stole back to bed in an agony of +fear; for it had been very real, that dream. I surely was at the +window, for my hand had been on the sill when I waked; and I heard a +church-bell ring two o'clock in a town far up the river. I never had +heard this solemn bell before, and it seemed frightful; but I knew +afterward that in the silence of a misty night the sound of it came +down along the water. + +In the morning I found that there had been a gale in the night; and +cousin Matthew said at breakfast time that the tide had risen so that +it had carried off two old boats that had been left on the shore to go +to pieces. I sprang to the window, and sure enough they had +disappeared. I had played in one of them the day before. Should I +tell cousin Matthew what I had seen or dreamed? But I was too sure +that he would only laugh at me: and yet I was none the less sure that +those boats had carried passengers. + +When I went out to the garden, I hurried to the porch, and saw, to my +disappointment, that there were great spiders' webs in the corners of +the door, and around the latch, and that it had not been opened since I +was there before. But I saw something shining in the grass, and found +it was a silver knee-buckle. It must have belonged to one of the +ghostly guests, and my faith in them came back for a while, in spite of +the cobwebs. By and by I bravely carried it up to Madam, and asked if +it were hers. Sometimes she would not answer for a long time, when one +rudely broke in upon her reveries, and she hesitated now, looking at me +with singular earnestness. Deborah was in the room; and, when she saw +the buckle, she quietly said that it had been on the window-ledge the +day before, and must have slipped out. "I found it down by the +doorstep in the grass," said I humbly; and then I offered Lady Ferry +some strawberries which I had picked for her on a broad green leaf, and +came away again. + +A day or two after this, while my dream was still fresh in my mind, I +went with Martha to her own home, which was a mile or two distant,--a +comfortable farmhouse for those days, where I was always made welcome. +The servants were all very kind to me: as I recall it now, they seemed +to have pity for me, because I was the only child perhaps. I was very +happy, that is certain, and I enjoyed my childish amusements as +heartily as if there were no unfathomable mysteries or perplexities or +sorrows anywhere in the world. + +I was sitting by the fireplace at Martha's, and her grandmother, who +was very old, and who was fast losing her wits, had been talking to me +about Madam. I do not remember what she said, at least, it made little +impression; but her grandson, a worthless fellow, sauntered in, and +began to tell a story of his own, hearing of whom we spoke. "I was +coming home late last night," said he, "and, as I was in that dark +place along by the Noroway pines, old Lady Ferry she went by me, and I +was near scared to death. She looked fearful tall--towered way up +above me. Her face was all lit up with blue light, and her feet didn't +touch the ground. She wasn't taking steps, she wasn't walking, but +movin' along like a sail-boat before the wind. I dodged behind some +little birches, and I was scared she'd see me; but she went right out +o' sight up the road. She ain't mortal." + +"Don't scare the child with such foolishness," said his aunt +disdainfully. "You'll be seein' worse things a-dancin' before your +eyes than that poor, harmless old creatur' if you don't quit the ways +you've been following lately. If that was last night, you were too +drunk to see anything;" and the fellow muttered, and went out banging +the door. But the story had been told, and I was stiffened and chilled +with fright; and all the way home I was in terror, looking fearfully +behind me again and again. + +When I saw cousin Agnes, I felt safer, and since cousin Matthew was not +at home, and we were alone, I could not resist telling her what I had +heard. She listened to me kindly, and seemed so confident that my +story was idle nonsense, that my fears were quieted. She talked to me +until I no longer was a believer in there being any unhappy mystery or +harmfulness; but I could not get over the fright, and I dreaded my +lonely room, and I was glad enough when cousin Agnes, with her +unfailing thoughtfulness, asked if I would like to have her come to +sleep with me, and even went up stairs with me at my own early bedtime, +saying that she should find it dull to sit all alone in the parlour. +So I went to sleep, thinking of what I had heard, it is true, but no +longer unhappy, because her dear arm was over me, and I was perfectly +safe. I waked up for a little while in the night, and it was light in +the room, so that I could see her face, fearless and sweet and sad, and +I wondered, in my blessed sense of security, if she were ever afraid of +Lady Ferry. + +I will not tell other stories: they are much alike, all my memories of +those weeks and months at the ferry, and I have no wish to be +wearisome. The last time I saw Madam she was standing in the garden +door at dusk. I was going away before daylight in the morning. It was +in the autumn: some dry leaves flittered about on the stone at her +feet, and she was watching them. I said good-by again, and she did not +answer me: but I think she knew I was going away, and I am sure she was +sorry, for we had been a great deal together; and, child as I was, I +thought to how many friends she must have had to say farewell. + +Although I wished to see my father and mother, I cried as if my heart +would break because I had to leave the ferry. The time spent there had +been the happiest time of all my life, I think. I was old enough to +enjoy, but not to suffer much, and there was singularly little to +trouble one. I did not know that my life was ever to be different. I +have learned, since those childish days, that one must battle against +storms if one would reach the calm which is to follow them. I have +learned also that anxiety, sorrow, and regret fall to the lot of every +one, and that there is always underlying our lives, this mysterious and +frightful element of existence; an uncertainty at times, though we do +trust every thing to God. Under the best-loved and most beautiful face +we know, there is hidden a skull as ghastly as that from which we turn +aside with a shudder in the anatomist's cabinet. We smile, and are gay +enough; God pity us! We try to forget our heart-aches and remorse. We +even call our lives commonplace, and, bearing our own heaviest burdens +silently, we try to keep the commandment, and to bear one another's +also. There is One who knows: we look forward, as He means we shall, +and there is always a hand ready to help us, though we reach out for it +doubtfully in the dark. + + +For many years after this summer was over, I lived in a distant, +foreign country; at last my father and I were to go back to America. +Cousin Agnes and cousin Matthew, and my mother, were all long since +dead, and I rarely thought of my childhood, for in an eventful and +hurried life the present claims one almost wholly. We were travelling +in Europe, and it happened that one day I was in a bookshop in +Amsterdam, waiting for an acquaintance whom I was to meet, and who was +behind time. + +The shop was a quaint place, and I amused myself by looking over an +armful of old English books which a boy had thrown down near me, +raising a cloud of dust which was plain evidence of their antiquity. I +came to one, almost the last, which had a strange familiar look, and I +found that it was a copy of the same book which I had lost in the wall +at the ferry. I bought it for a few coppers with the greatest +satisfaction, and began at once to read it. It had been published in +England early in the eighteenth century, and was written by one Mr. +Thomas Highward of Chester,--a journal of his travels among some of the +English colonists of North America, containing much curious and +desirable knowledge, with some useful advice to those persons having +intentions of emigrating. I looked at the prosy pages here and there, +and finally found again those reminiscences of the town of Boston and +the story of Mistress Honor Warburton, who was cursed, and doomed to +live in this world to the end of time. She had lately been in Boston, +but had disappeared again; she endeavoured to disguise herself, and +would not stay long in one place if she feared that her story was +known, and that she was recognized. One Mr. Fleming, a man of good +standing and repute, and an officer of Her Majesty Queen Anne, had +sworn to Mr. Thomas Highward that his father, a person of great age, +had once seen Mistress Warburton in his youth; that she then bore +another name, but had the same appearance. "Not wishing to seem unduly +credulous," said Mr. Highward, "I disputed this tale; but there was +some considerable evidence in its favour, and at least this woman was +of vast age, and was spoken of with extreme wonder by the town's folk." + +I could not help thinking of my old childish suspicions of Lady Ferry, +though I smiled at the folly of them and of this story more than once. +I tried to remember if I had heard of her death; but I was still a +child when my cousin Agnes had died. Had poor Lady Ferry survived her, +and what could have become of her? I asked my father, but he could +remember nothing, if indeed he ever had heard of her death at all. He +spoke of our cousins' kindness to this forlorn soul, and that, learning +her desolation and her piteous history (and being the more pitiful +because of her shattered mind), when she had last wandered to their +door, they had cared for the old gentlewoman to the end of her +days--"for I do not think she can be living yet," said my father, with +a merry twinkle in his eyes: "she must have been nearly a hundred years +old when you saw her. She belonged to a fine old family which had gone +to wreck and ruin. She strayed about for years, and it was a godsend +to her to have found such a home in her last days." + + +That same summer we reached America, and for the first time since I had +left it I went to the ferry. The house was still imposing, the +prestige of the Haverford grandeur still lingered; but it looked +forlorn and uncared for. It seemed very familiar; but the months I had +spent there were so long ago, that they seemed almost to belong to +another life. I sat alone on the doorstep for a long time, where I +used often to watch for Lady Ferry; and forgotten thoughts and dreams +of my childhood came back to me. The river was the only thing that +seemed as young as ever. I looked in at some of the windows where the +shutters were put back, and I walked about the garden, where I could +hardly trace the walks, all overgrown with thick, short grass though +there were a few ragged lines of box, and some old rose-bushes; and I +saw the very last of the flowers,--a bright red poppy, which had +bloomed under a lilac-tree among the weeds. + +Out beyond the garden, on a slope by the river, I saw the family +burying-ground, and it was with a comfortable warmth at my heart that I +stood inside the familiar old enclosure. There was my Lady Ferry's +grave; there could be no mistake about it, and she was dead. I smiled +at my satisfaction and at my foolish childish thoughts, and thanked God +that there could be no truth in them, and that death comes surely,--say +rather that the better life comes surely--though it comes late. + +The sad-looking, yellow-topped cypress, which only seems to feel quite +at home in country burying-grounds, had kindly spread itself like a +coverlet over the grave, which already looked like a very old grave; +and the headstone was leaning a little, not to be out of the fashion of +the rest. I traced again the words of old Colonel Haverford's pompous +epitaph, and idly read some others. I remembered the old days so +vividly there; I thought of my cousin Agnes, and wished that I could +see her; and at last, as the daylight faded, I came away. When I +crossed the river, the ferry-man looked at me wonderingly, for my eyes +were filled with tears. Although we were in shadow on the water, the +last red glow of the sun blazed on the high gable-windows, just as it +did the first time I crossed over,--only a child then, with my life +before me. + +I asked the ferry-man some questions, but he could tell me nothing: he +was a new-comer to that part of the country. He was sorry that the +boat was not in better order; but there were very seldom any +passengers. The great house was out of repair: people would not live +there, for they said it was haunted. Oh, yes! he had heard of Lady +Ferry. She had lived to be very ancient; but she was dead. + +"Yes," said I, "she is dead." + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + + +A BIT OF SHORE LIFE. + +I often think of a boy with whom I made friends last summer, during +some idle, pleasant days that I spent by the sea. I was almost always +out of doors, and I used to watch the boats go out and come in; and I +had a hearty liking for the good-natured fishermen, who were lazy and +busy by turns, who waited for the wind to change, and waited for the +tide to turn, and waited for the fish to bite, and were always ready to +gossip about the weather, and the fish, and the wonderful events that +had befallen them and their friends. + +Georgie was the only boy of whom I ever saw much at the shore. The few +young people living there all went to school through the hot summer +days at a little weather-beaten schoolhouse a mile or two inland. +There were few houses to be seen, at any rate, and Georgie's house was +the only one so close to the water. He looked already nothing but a +fisherman; his clothes were covered with an oil-skin suit, which had +evidently been awkwardly cut down for him from one of his father's, of +whom he was a curious little likeness. I could hardly believe that he +was twelve years old, he was so stunted and small; yet he was a strong +little fellow; his hands were horny and hard from handling the clumsy +oars, and his face was so brown and dry from the hot sun and chilly +spray, that he looked even older when one came close to him. The first +time I saw him was one evening just at night fall. I was sitting on +the pebbles, and he came down from the fish-house with some +lobster-nets, and a bucket with some pieces of fish in it for bait, and +put them into the stern of one of the boats which lay just at the edge +of the rising tide. He looked at the clouds over the sea, and at the +open sky overhead, in an old wise way, and then, as if satisfied with +the weather, began to push off his boat. It dragged on the pebbles; it +was a heavy thing, and he could not get it far enough out to be floated +by the low waves, so I went down to help him. He looked amazed that a +girl should have thought of it, and as if he wished to ask me what good +I supposed I could do, though I was twice his size. But the boat +grated and slid down toward the sand, and I gave her a last push as the +boy perched with one knee on her gunwale and let the other foot drag in +the water for a minute. He was afloat after all; and he took the oars, +and pulled manfully out toward the moorings, where the whale-boats and +a sail-boat or two were swaying about in the wind, which was rising a +little since the sun had set. He did not say a word to me, or I to +him. I watched him go out into the twilight,--such a little fellow, +between those two great oars! But the boat could not drift or loiter +with his steady stroke, and out he went, until I could only see the +boat at last, lifting and sinking on the waves beyond the reef outside +the moorings. I asked one of the fishermen whom I knew very well, "Who +is that little fellow? Ought he to be out by himself, it is growing +dark so fast?" + +"Why, that's _Georgie_!" said my friend, with his grim smile. "Bless +ye! he's like a duck; ye can't drown him. He won't be in until ten +o'clock, like's not. He'll go way out to the far ledges when the tide +covers them too deep where he is now. Lobsters he's after." + +"Whose boy is he?" said I. + +"Why, Andrer's, up here to the fish-house. _She's dead_, and him and +the boy get along together somehow or 'nother. They've both got +something saved up, and Andrer's a clever fellow; took it very hard, +losing his wife. I was telling of him the other day: 'Andrer,' says I, +'ye ought to look up somebody or 'nother, and not live this way. +There's plenty o' smart, stirring women that would mend ye up, and cook +for ye, and do well by ye.'--'No,' says he; 'I've hed my wife, and I've +lost her.'--'Well, now,' says I, 'ye've shown respect, and there's the +boy a-growin' up, and if either of you was took sick, why, here ye +be.'--'Yes,' says he, 'here I be, sure enough;' and he drawed a long +breath, 's if he felt bad; so that's all I said. But it's no way for a +man to get along, and he ought to think of the boy. He owned a good +house about half a mile up the road; but he moved right down here after +she died, and his cousin took it, and it burnt up in the winter. Four +year ago that was. I was down to the Georges Banks." + +Some other men came down toward the water, and took a boat that was +waiting, already fitted out with a trawl coiled in two tubs, and some +hand-lines and bait for rock-cod and haddock, and my friend joined +them; they were going out for a night's fishing. I watched them hoist +the little sprit-sail, and drift a little until they caught the wind, +and then I looked again for Georgie, whose boat was like a black spot +on the water. + +I knew him better soon after that. I used to go out with him for +lobsters, or to catch cunners, and it was strange that he never had any +cronies, and would hardly speak to the other children. He was very +shy; but he had put all his heart into his work,--a man's hard work, +which he had taken from choice. His father was kind to him; but he had +a sorry home, and no mother,--the brave, fearless, steady little soul! + +He looked forward to going one day (I hope that day has already dawned) +to see the shipyards at a large seaport some twenty miles away. His +face lit up when he told me of it, as some other child's would who had +been promised a day in fairy-land. And he confided to me that he +thought he should go to the Banks that coming winter. "But it's so +cold!" said I; "should you really like it?"--"Cold!" said Georgie. +"Ho! rest of the men never froze." That was it,--the "rest of the +men;" and he would work until he dropped, or tend a line until his +fingers froze, for the sake of that likeness,--the grave, slow little +man, who has so much business with the sea, and who trusts himself with +touching confidence to its treacherous keeping and favour. + +Andrew West, Georgie's father, was almost as silent as his son at +first, but it was not long before we were very good friends, and I went +out with him at four o'clock one morning, to see him set his trawl. I +remember there was a thin mist over the sea, and the air was almost +chilly: but, as the sun came up, it changed the colour of everything to +the most exquisite pink,--the smooth slow waves, and the mist that blew +over them as if it were a cloud that had fallen down out of the sky. +The world just then was like the hollow of a great pink sea-shell; and +we could only hear the noise of it, the dull sound of the waves among +the outer ledges. + +We had to drift about for an hour or two when the trawl was set; and +after a while the fog shut down again gray and close, so we could not +see either the sun or the shore. We were a little more than four miles +out, and we had put out more than half a mile of lines. It is very +interesting to see the different fish that come up on the +hooks,--worthless sculpin and dog-fish, and good rock-cod and haddock, +and curious stray creatures which often even the fishermen do not know. +We had capital good luck that morning, and Georgie and Andrew and I +were all pleased. I had a hand-line, and was fishing part of the time, +and Georgie thought very well of me when he found I was not afraid of a +big fish, and, besides that, I had taken the oars while he tended the +sail, though there was hardly wind enough to make it worth his while. +It was about eight o'clock when we came in, and there was a horse and +wagon standing near the landing; and we saw a woman come out of +Andrew's little house. "There's your aunt Hannah a'ready," said he to +Georgie; and presently she came down the pebbles to meet the boat, +looking at me with much wonder as I jumped ashore. + +"I sh'd think you might a' cleaned up your boat, Andrer, if you was +going to take ladies out," said she graciously. And the fisherman +rejoined, that perhaps she would have thought it looked better when it +went out than it did then; he never had got a better fare o' fish +unless the trawls had been set over night. + +There certainly had been a good haul; and, when Andrew carefully put +those I had caught with the hand-line by themselves, I asked his sister +to take them, if she liked. "Bless you!" said she, much pleased, "we +couldn't eat one o' them big rock-cod in a week--I'll take a little +ha'dick if Andrer 'll pick me one out." + +She was a tall, large woman, who had a direct, business-like +manner,--what the country people would call a master smart woman, or a +regular driver,--and I liked her. She said something to her brother +about some clothes she had been making for him or for Georgie, and I +went off to the house where I was boarding for my breakfast. I was +hungry enough, since I had had only a hurried lunch a good while before +sunrise. I came back late in the morning, and found that Georgie's +aunt was just going away. I think my friends must have spoken well of +me, for she came out to meet me as I nodded in going by, and said, "I +suppose ye drive about some? We should be pleased to have ye come up +to see us. We live right 'mongst the woods; it ain't much of a place +to ask anybody to." And she added that she might have done a good deal +better for herself to have staid off. But there! they had the place, +and she supposed she and Cynthy had done as well there as anywhere. +Cynthy--well, she wasn't one of your pushing kind; but I should have +some flowers, and perhaps it would be a change for me. I thanked her, +and said I should be delighted to go. Georgie and I would make her a +call together some afternoon when he wasn't busy; and Georgie actually +smiled when I looked at him, and said, "All right," and then hurried +off down the shore. "Ain't he an odd boy?" said Miss Hannah West, with +a shadow of disapproval in her face. "But he's just like his father +and grandfather before him; you wouldn't think they had no gratitude +nor feelin', but I s'pose they have. They used to say my father +never'd forgit a friend, or forgive an enemy. Well, I'm much obliged +to you, I'm sure, for taking an interest in the boy." I said I liked +him: I only wished I could do something for him. And then she said +good-day, and drove off. I felt as if we were already good friends. +"I'm much obliged for the fish," she turned round to say to me again, +as she went away. + +One morning, not long afterward, I asked Georgie if he could possibly +leave his business that afternoon, and he gravely answered me that he +could get away just as well as not, for the tide would not be right for +lobsters until after supper. + +"I should like to go up and see your aunt," said I. "You know she +asked me to come the other day when she was here. + +"I'd like to go," said Georgie sedately. "Father was going up this +week; but the mackerel struck in, and we couldn't leave. But it's +better'n six miles up there." + +"That's not far," said I. "I'm going to have Captain Donnell's horse +and wagon;" and Georgie looked much interested. + +I wondered if he would wear his oil-skin suit; but I was much amazed, +and my heart was touched, at seeing how hard he had tried to put +himself in trim for the visit. He had on his best jacket and trousers +(which might have been most boys' worst), and a clean calico shirt; and +he had scrubbed his' freckled, honest little face and his hard little +hands, until they were as clean as possible; and either he or his +father had cut his hair. I should think it had been done with a knife, +and it looked as if a rat had gnawed it. He had such a holiday air! +He really looked very well; but still, if I were to have a picture of +George, it should be in the oil-skin fishing-suit. He had gone out to +his box, which was anchored a little way out in the cove, and had +chosen two fine lobsters which he had tied together with a bit of +fish-line. They were lazily moving their claws and feelers; and his +father, who had come in with his boat not long before, added from his +fare of fish three plump mackerel. + +"They're always glad to get new fish," said he. "The girls can't abide +a fish that's corned, and I haven't had a chance to send 'em up any +mackerel before. Ye see, they live on a cross-road, and the fish-carts +don't go by." And I told him I was very glad to carry them, or any +thing else he would like to send. "Mind your manners, now, Georgie," +said he, "and don't be forrard. You might split up some kindlin's for +y'r aunts, and do whatever they want of ye. Boys ain't made just to +look at, so ye be handy, will ye?" And Georgie nodded solemnly. They +seemed very fond of each other, and I looked back some time afterward +to see the fisherman still standing there to watch his boy. He was +used to his being out at sea alone for hours; but this might be a great +risk to let him go off inland to stay all the afternoon. + +The road crossed the salt-marshes for the first mile, and, when we had +struck the higher land, we soon entered the pine-woods, which cover a +great part of that country. It had been raining in the morning for a +little while; and the trunks of the trees were still damp, and the +underbrush was shining wet, and sent out a sweet, fresh smell. I spoke +of it, and Georgie told me that sometimes this fragrance blew far out +to sea, and then you knew the wind was north-west. + +"There's the big pine you sight Minister's Ledge by," said he, "when +that comes in range over the white schoolhouse, about two miles out." + +The lobsters were clashing their pegged claws together in the back of +the wagon, and Georgie sometimes looked over at them to be sure they +were all right. Of course I had given him the reins when we first +started, and he was delighted because we saw some squirrels, and even a +rabbit, which scurried across the road as if I had been a fiery dragon, +and Georgie something worse. + +We presently came in sight of a house close by the road,--an +old-looking place, with a ledgy, forlorn field stretching out behind it +toward some low woods. There were high white-birch poles holding up +thick tangles of hop-vines, and at the side there were sunflowers +straggling about as if they had come up from seed scattered by the +wind. Some of them were close together, as if they were whispering to +each other; and their big, yellow faces were all turned toward the +front of the house, where people were already collected as if there was +a funeral. + +"It's the auction," said Georgie with great satisfaction. "I heard 'em +talking about it down at the shore this morning. There's Lisha Downs +now. He started off just before we did. That's his fish-cart over by +the well." + +"What is going to be sold?" said I. + +"All the stuff," said Georgie, as if he were much pleased. "She's +going off up to Boston with her son." + +"I think we had better stop," said I, for I saw Mrs. 'Lisha Downs, who +was one of my acquaintances at the shore, and I wished to see what was +going on, besides giving Georgie a chance at the festivities. So we +tied the horse, and went toward the house, and I found several people +whom I knew a little. Mrs. Downs shook hands with me as formally as if +we had not talked for some time as I went by her house to the shore, +just after my breakfast. She presented me to several of her friends +with whom she had been talking as I came up. "Let me make you +acquainted," she said: and every time I bowed she bowed too, +unconsciously, and seemed a little ill at ease and embarrassed, but +luckily the ceremony was soon over. "I thought I would stop for a few +minutes," said I by way of apology. "I didn't know why the people were +here until Georgie told me." + +"She's going to move up to Boston 'long of her son," said one of the +women, who looked very pleasant and very tired. "I think myself it is +a bad plan to pull old folks up by the roots. There's a niece of hers +that would have been glad to stop with her, and do for the old lady. +But John, he's very high-handed, and wants it his way, and he says his +mother sha'n't live in any such place as this. He makes a sight o' +money. He's got out a patent, and they say he's just bought a new +house that cost him eleven thousand dollars. But old Mis' Wallis, +she's wonted here; and she was telling of me yesterday she was only +going to please John. He says he wants her up there, where she'll be +more comfortable, and see something." + +"He means well," said another woman whom I did not know; "but folks +about here never thought no great of his judgment. He's put up some +splendid stones in the burying-lot to his father and his sister Miranda +that died. I used to go to school 'long of Miranda. She'd have been +pleased to go to Boston; she was that kind. But there! mother was +saying last night, what if his business took a turn, and he lost every +thing! Mother's took it dreadfully to heart; she and Mis' Wallis were +always mates as long ago as they can recollect." + +It was evident that the old widow was both pitied and envied by her +friends on account of her bettered fortunes, and they came up to speak +to her with more or less seriousness, as befitted the occasion. She +looked at me with great curiosity, but Mrs. Down told her who I was, +and I had a sudden instinct to say how sorry I was for her, but I was +afraid it might appear intrusive on so short an acquaintance. She was +a thin old soul who looked as if she had had a good deal of trouble in +her day, and as if she had been very poor and very anxious. "Yes," +said she to some one who had come from a distance, "it does come hard +to go off. Home is home, and I seem to hate to sell off my things; but +I suppose they would look queer up to Boston. John says I won't have +no idea of the house until I see it:" and she looked proud and +important for a minute, but, as some one brought an old chair out at +the door, her face fell again. "Oh, dear!" said she, "I should like to +keep that! it belonged to my mother. It's most wore out anyway. I +guess I'll let somebody keep it for me;" and she hurried off +despairingly to find her son, while we went into the house. + +There is so little to interest the people who live on those quiet, +secluded farms, that an event of this kind gives great pleasure. I +know they have not done talking yet about the sale, of the bargains +that were made, or the goods that brought more than they were worth. +And then the women had the chance of going all about the house, and +committing every detail of its furnishings to their tenacious memories. +It is a curiosity one grows more and more willing to pardon, for there +is so little to amuse them in everyday life. I wonder if any one has +not often been struck, as I have, by the sadness and hopelessness which +seems to overshadow many of the people who live on the lonely farms in +the outskirts of small New-England villages. It is most noticeable +among the elderly women. Their talk is very cheerless, and they have a +morbid interest in sicknesses and deaths; they tell each other long +stories about such things; they are very forlorn; they dwell +persistently upon any troubles which they have; and their petty +disputes with each other have a tragic hold upon their thoughts, +sometimes being handed down from one generation to the next. Is it +because their world is so small, and life affords so little amusement +and pleasure, and is at best such a dreary round of the dullest +housekeeping? There is a lack of real merriment, and the fun is an +odd, rough way of joking: it is a stupid, heavy sort of fun, though +there is much of a certain quaint humour, and once in a while a flash +of wit. + +I came upon a short, stout old sister in one room, making all the +effort she possibly could to see what was on the upper shelves of a +closet. We were the only persons there, and she looked longingly at a +convenient chair, and I know she wished I would go away. But my heart +suddenly went out toward an old dark-green Delft bowl which I saw, and +I asked her if she would be kind enough to let me take it, as if I +thought she were there for a purpose. "I'll bring you a chair," said +I; and she said, "Certain, dear." And I helped her up, and I'm sure +she had the good look she had coveted while I took the bowl to the +window. It was badly cracked, and had been mended with putty; but the +rich, dull colour of it was exquisite. One often comes across a +beautiful old stray bit of china in such a place as this, and I +imagined it filled with apple-blossoms or wild roses. Mrs. Wallis +wished to give it to me, she said it wasn't good for any thing; and, +finding she did not care for it, I bought it; and now it is perched +high in my room, with the cracks discreetly turned to the wall. "Seems +to me she never had thrown away nothing," said my friend, whom I found +still standing on the chair when I came back. "Here's some pieces of a +pitcher: I wonder when she broke it! I've heard her say it was one her +grandmother gave her, though. The old lady bought it at a vandoo down +at old Mis' Walton Peters's after she died, so Mis' Wallis said. I +guess I'll speak to her, and see if she wants every thing sold that's +here." + +There was a very great pathos to me about this old home. It must have +been a hard place to get a living in, both for men and women, with its +wretched farming-land, and the house itself so cold and thin and worn +out. I could understand that the son was in a hurry to get his mother +away from it. I was sure that the boyhood he had spent there must have +been uncomfortable, and that he did not look back to it with much +pleasure. There is an immense contrast between even a moderately +comfortable city house and such a place as this. No wonder that he +remembered the bitter cold mornings, the frost and chill, and the dark, +and the hard work, and wished his mother to leave them all behind, as +he had done! He did not care for the few plain bits of furniture: why +should he? and he had been away so long, that he had lost his interest +in the neighbours. Perhaps this might come back to him again as he +grew older; but now he moved about among them, in his handsome but +somewhat flashy clothes, with a look that told me he felt conscious of +his superior station in life. I did not altogether like his looks, +though somebody said admiringly, as he went by, "They say he's worth as +much as thirty thousand dollars a'ready. He's smart as a whip." + +But, while I did not wonder at the son's wishing his mother to go away, +I also did not wonder at her being unwilling to leave the dull little +house where she had spent so much of her life. I was afraid no other +house in the world would ever seem like home to her: she was a part of +the old place: she had worn the doors smooth by the touch of her hands, +and she had scrubbed the floors, and walked over them, until the knots +stood up high in the pine boards. The old clock had been unscrewed +from the wall, and stood on a table; and when I heard its loud and +anxious tick, my first thought was one of pity for the poor thing, for +fear it might be homesick, like its mistress. When I went out again, I +was very sorry for old Mrs. Wallis; she looked so worried and excited, +and as if this new turn of affairs in her life was too strange and +unnatural; it bewildered her, and she could not understand it; she only +knew every thing was going to be different. + +Georgie was by himself, as usual, looking grave and intent. He had +gone aloft on the wheel of a clumsy great ox-cart in which some of the +men had come to the auction, and he was looking over people's heads, +and seeing every thing that was sold. I saw he was not ready to come +away, so I was not in a hurry. I heard Mrs. Wallis say to one of her +friends, "You just go in and take that rug with the flowers on't, and +go and put it in your wagon. It's right beside my chest that's packed +ready to go. John told me to give away any thing I had a mind to. He +don't care nothing about the money. I hooked that rug four year ago; +it's most new; the red of the roses was made out of a dress of +Miranda's. I kept it a good while after she died; but it's no us to +let it lay. I've given a good deal to my sister Stiles: she was over +here helping me yesterday. There! it's all come upon me so sudden; I +s'pose I shall wish, after I get away, that I had done things +different; but, after I knew the farm was goin' to be sold, I didn't +seem to realize I was goin' to break up, until John came, day before +yesterday." + +She was very friendly with me, when I said I should think she would be +sorry to go away: but she seemed glad to find I had been in Boston a +great deal, and that I was not at all unhappy there. "But I suppose +you have folks there," said she, "though I never supposed they was so +sociable as they be here, and I ain't one that's easy to make +acquaintance. It's different with young folks; and then in a case o' +sickness I should hate to have strange folks round me. It seems as if +I never set so much by the old place as I do now I'm goin' away. I +used to wish 'he' would sell, and move over to the Port, it was such +hard work getting along when the child'n was small. And there's one of +my boys that run away to sea, and never was heard from. I've always +thought he might come back, though everybody gave him up years ago. I +can't help thinking what if he should come back, and find I wa'n't +here! There; I'm glad to please John: he sets everything by me, and I +s'pose he thinks he's going to make a spry young woman of me. Well, +it's natural. Every thing looks fair to him, and he thinks he can have +the world just as he wants it; but _I_ know it's a world o' change,--a +world o' change and loss. And you see, I shall have to go to a strange +meetin' up there. Why, Mis' Sands! I am pleased to see you. How did +you get word?" And then Mrs. Wallis made another careful apology for +moving away. She seemed to be so afraid some one would think she had +not been satisfied with the neighbourhood. + +The auctioneer was a disagreeable-looking man, with a most unpleasant +voice, which gave me a sense of discomfort, the little old house and +its surroundings seemed so grave and silent and lonely. It was like +having all the noise and confusion on a Sunday. The house was so shut +in by the trees, that the only outlook to the world beyond was a narrow +gap in the pines, through which one could see the sea, bright, blue and +warm with sunshine, that summer day. + +There was something wistful about the place, as there must have been +about the people who had lived there; yet, hungry and unsatisfied as +her life might have been in many ways, the poor old woman dreaded the +change. + +The thought flashed through my mind that we all have more or less of +this same feeling about leaving this world for a better one. We have +the certainty that we shall be a great deal happier in heaven; but we +cling despairingly to the familiar things of this life. God pity the +people who find it so hard to believe what he says, and who are afraid +to die, and are afraid of the things they do not understand! I kept +thinking over and over of what Mrs. Wallis had said: 'A world of change +and loss!' What should we do if we did not have God's love to make up +for it, and if we did not know something of heaven already? + +It seemed very doleful that everybody should look on the dark side of +the Widow Wallis's flitting, and I tried to suggest to her some of the +pleasures and advantages of it, once when I had a chance. And indeed +she was proud enough to be going away with her rich son; it was not +like selling her goods because she was too poor to keep the old home +any longer. I hoped the son would always be prosperous, and that the +son's wife would always be kind, and not ashamed of her, or think she +was in the way. But I am afraid it may be a somewhat uneasy idleness, +and that there will not be much beside her knitting-work to remind her +of the old routine. She will even miss going back and forward from the +old well in storm and sunshine; she will miss looking after the +chickens, and her slow walks about the little place, or out to a +neighbour's for a bit of gossip, with the old brown checked +handkerchief over her head; and, when the few homely, faithful old +flowers come up next year by the door-step, there will be nobody to +care any thing about them. + +I said good-by, and got into the wagon, and Georgie clambered in after +me with a look of great importance, and we drove away. He was very +talkative: the unusual excitement of the day was not without its +effect. He had a good deal to tell me about the people I had seen, +though I had to ask a good many questions. + +"Who was the thin old fellow, with the black coat, faded yellow-green +on the shoulders, who was talking to Skipper Down about the dog-fish?" + +"That's old Cap'n Abiah Lane," said Georgie; "lives over toward Little +Beach,--him that was cast away in a fog in a dory down to the Banks +once; like to have starved to death before he got picked up. I've +heard him tell all about it. Don't look as if he'd ever had enough to +eat since!" said the boy grimly. "He used to come over a good deal +last winter, and go out after cod 'long o' father and me. His boats +all went adrift in a big storm in November, and he never heard nothing +about 'em; guess they got stove against the rocks." + +We had still more than three miles to drive over a lonely part of the +road, where there was scarcely a house, and where the woods had been +cut off more or less, so there was nothing to be seen but the uneven +ground, which was not fit for even a pasture yet. But it was not +without a beauty of its own; for the little hills and hollows were +covered thick with brakes and ferns and bushes, and in the swamps the +cat-tails and all the rushes were growing in stiff and stately ranks, +so green and tall; while the birds flew up, or skimmed across them as +we went by. It was like a town of birds, there were so many. It is +strange how one is always coming upon families and neighbourhoods of +wild creatures in the unsettled country places; it is so much like +one's going on longer journeys about the world, and finding town after +town with its own interests, each so sufficient for itself. + +We struck the edge of the farming-land again, after a while, and I saw +three great pines that had been born to good luck in this world, since +they had sprouted in good soil, and had been left to grow as fast as +they pleased. They lifted their heads proudly against the blue sky, +these rich trees, and I admired them as much as they could have +expected. They must have been a landmark for many miles to the +westward, for they grew on high land, and they could pity, from a +distance, any number of their poor relations who were just able to keep +body and soul together, and had grown up thin and hungry in crowded +woods. But, though their lower branches might snap and crackle at a +touch, their tops were brave and green, and they kept up appearances, +at any rate; these poorer pines. + +Georgie pointed out his aunt's house to me, after a while. It was not +half so forlorn-looking as the others, for there were so many flowers +in bloom about it of the gayest kind, and a little yellow-and-white dog +came down the road to bark at us; but his manner was such that it +seemed like an unusually cordial welcome rather than an indignant +repulse. I noticed four jolly old apple-trees near by, which looked as +if they might be the last of a once flourishing orchard. They were +standing in a row, in exactly the same position, with their heads +thrown gayly back, as if they were dancing in an old-fashioned reel; +and, after the forward and back, one might expect them to turn partners +gallantly. I laughed aloud when I caught sight of them: there was +something very funny in their looks, so jovial and whole-hearted, with +a sober, cheerful pleasure, as if they gave their whole minds to it. +It was like some old gentlemen and ladies who catch the spirit of the +thing, and dance with the rest at a Christmas party. + +Miss Hannah West first looked out of the window, and then came to meet +us, looking as if she were glad to see us. Georgie had nothing +whatever to say; but, after I had followed his aunt into the house, he +began to work like a beaver at once, as if it were any thing but a +friendly visit that could be given up to such trifles as conversation, +or as if he were any thing but a boy. He brought the fish and lobsters +into the outer kitchen, though I was afraid our loitering at the +auction must have cost them their first freshness; and then he carried +the axe to the wood-pile, and began to chop up the small white-pine +sticks and brush which form the summer fire-wood at the +farm-houses,--crow-sticks and underbrush, a good deal of it,--but it +makes a hot little blaze while it lasts. + +I had not seen Miss Cynthia West, the younger sister, before, and I +found the two women very unlike. Miss Hannah was evidently the capable +business-member of the household, and she had a loud voice, and went +about as if she were in a hurry. Poor Cynthia! I saw at first that +she was one of the faded-looking country-women who have a hard time, +and who, if they had grown up in the midst of a more luxurious way of +living, would have been frail and delicate and refined, and entirely +lady-like. But, as it was, she was somewhat in the shadow of her +sister, and felt as if she were not of very much use or consequence in +the world, I have no doubt. She showed me some pretty picture-frames +she had made out of pine-cones and hemlock-cones and alder-burs; but +her chief glory and pride was a silly little model of a house, in +perforated card-board, which she had cut and worked after a pattern +that came in a magazine. It must have cost her a great deal of work; +but it partly satisfied her great longing for pretty things, and for +the daintiness and art that she had an instinct toward, and never had +known. It stood on the best-room table, with a few books, which I +suppose she had read over and over again; and in the room, beside, were +green paper curtains with a landscape on the outside, and some chairs +ranged stiffly against the walls, some shells, and an ostrich's egg, +with a ship drawn on it, on the mantel-shelf, and ever so many rugs on +the floor, of most ambitious designs, which they had made in winter. I +know the making of them had been a great pleasure to Miss Cynthia, and +I was sure it was she who had taken care of the garden, and was always +at much pains to get seeds and slips in the spring. + +She told me how much they had wished that Georgie had come to live with +them after his mother died. It would have been very handy for them to +have him in winter too; but it was no use trying to get him away from +his father; and neither of them were contented if they were out of +sight of the sea. "He's a dreadful odd boy, and so old for his years. +Hannah, she says he's older now than I be," and she blushed a little as +she looked up at me; while for a moment the tears came into my eyes, as +I thought of this poor, plain woman, who had such a capacity for +enjoyment, and whose life had been so dull, and far apart from the +pleasures and satisfactions which had made so much of my own life. It +seemed to me as if I had had a great deal more than I deserved, while +this poor soul was almost beggared. I seemed to know all about her +life in a flash, and pitied her from the bottom of my heart. Yet I +suppose she would not have changed places with me for any thing, or +with anybody else, for that matter. + +Miss Cynthia had a good deal to say about her mother, who had been a +schoolmate of Mrs. Wallis's--I had just been telling them what I could +about the auction. She told me that she had died the spring before, +and said how much they missed her; and Hannah broke in upon her regrets +in her brusque, downright way: "I should have liked to kep' her if +she'd lived to be a hundred, but I don't wish her back. She'd had +considerable many strokes, and she couldn't help herself much if any. +She'd got to be rising eighty, and her mind was a good deal broke," she +added conclusively, after a short silence; while Cynthia looked +sorrowfully out of the window, and we heard the sound of Georgie's axe +at the other side of the house, and the wild sweet whistle of a bird +that flew overhead. I suppose one of the sisters was just as sorry as +the other in reality. + +"Now I want you and Georgie to stop and have some tea. I'll get it +good and early," said Hannah, starting suddenly from her chair, and +beginning to bustle about again, after she had asked me about some +people at home whom she knew; "Cynthy! Perhaps she'd like to walk +round out doors a spell. It's breezing up, and it'll be cooler than it +is in the house.--No: you needn't think I shall be put out by your +stopping; but you'll have to take us just as we be. Georgie always +calculates to stop when he comes up. I guess he's made off for the +woods. I see him go across the lot a few minutes ago." + +So Cynthia put on a discouraged-looking gingham sun-bonnet, which +drooped over her face, and gave her a more appealing look than ever, +and we went over to the pine-woods, which were beautiful that day. She +showed me a little waterfall made by a brook that came over a high +ledge of rock covered with moss, and here and there tufts of fresh +green ferns. It grew late in the afternoon, and it was pleasant there +in the shade, with the noise of the brook and the wind in the pines, +that sounded like the sea. The wood-thrushes began to sing,--and who +could have better music? + +Miss Cynthia told me that it always made her think of once when she was +a little girl to hear the thrushes. She had run away, and fallen into +the marsh; and her mother had sent her to bed quick as she got home, +though it was only four o'clock. And she was so ashamed, because there +was company there,--some of her father's folks from over to Eliot; and +then she heard the thrushes begin to call after a while, and she +thought they were talking about her, and they knew she had been whipped +and sent to bed. "I'd been gone all day since morning. I had a great +way of straying off in the woods," said she. "I suppose mother was put +to it when she see me coming in, all bog-mud, right before the company." + +We came by my friends, the apple-trees, on our return, and I saw a row +of old-fashioned square bee-hives near them, which I had not noticed +before. Miss Cynthia told me that the bee money was always hers; but +she lost a good many swarms on account of the woods being so near, and +they had a trick of swarming Sundays, after she'd gone to meeting; and, +besides, the miller-bugs spoilt 'em; and some years they didn't make +enough honey to live on, so she didn't get any at all. I saw some bits +of black cloth fluttering over the little doors where the bees went in +and out, and the sight touched me strangely. I did not know that the +old custom still lingered of putting the hives in mourning, and telling +the bees when there had been a death in the family, so they would not +fly away. I said, half to myself, a line or two from Whittier's poem, +which I always thought one of the loveliest in the world, and this +seemed almost the realization of it. Miss Cynthia asked me wistfully, +"Is that in a book?" I told her yes, and that she should have it next +time I came up, or had a chance of sending it. "I've seen a good many +pieces of poetry that Mr. Whittier wrote," said she. "I've got some +that I cut out of the paper a good while ago. I think everything of +'em." + +"I put the black on the hives myself," said she. "It was for mother, +you know. She did it when father died. But when my brother was lost, +we didn't, because we never knew just when it was; the schooner was +missing, and it was a good while before they give her up." + +"I wish we had some neighbours in sight," said she once. "I'd like to +see a light when I look out after dark. Now, at my aunt's, over to +Eliot, the house stands high, and when it's coming dark you can see all +the folks lighting up. It seems real sociable." + +We lingered a little while under the apple-trees, and watched the wise +little bees go and come; and Miss Cynthia told me how much Georgie was +like his grandfather, who was so steady and quiet, and always right +after his business. "He never was ugly to us, as I know of," said she; +"but I was always sort of 'fraid of father. Hannah, she used to talk +to him free's she would to me; and he thought, 's long's Hannah did any +thing, it was all right. I always held by my mother the most; and when +father was took sick,--that was in the winter,--I sent right off for +Hannah to come home. I used to be scared to death, when he'd want any +thing done, for fear I shouldn't do it right. Mother, she'd had a +fall, and couldn't get about very well. Hannah had good advantages. +She went off keeping school when she wasn't but seventeen, and she +saved up some money, and boarded over to the Port after a while, and +learned the tailoress trade. She was always called very smart,--you +see she's got ways different from me; and she was over to the Port +several winters. She never said a word about it, but there was a young +man over there that wanted to keep company with her. He was going out +first mate of a new ship that was building. But, when she got word +from me about father, she come right home, and that was the end of it. +It seemed to be a pity. I used to think perhaps he'd come and see her +some time, between voyages, and that he'd get to be cap'n, and they'd +go off and take me with 'em. I always wanted to see something of the +world. I never have been but dreadful little ways from home. I used +to wish I could keep school; and once my uncle was agent for his +district, and he said I could have a chance; but the folks laughed to +think o' me keeping school, and I never said any thing more about it. +But you see it might 'a' led to something. I always wished I could go +to Boston. I suppose you've been there? There! I couldn't live out +o' sight o' the woods, I don't believe." + +"I can understand that," said I, and half with a wish to show her I had +some troubles, though I had so many pleasures that she had not, I told +her that the woods I loved best had all been cut down the winter +before. I had played under the great pines when I was a child, and I +had spent many a long afternoon under them since. There never will be +such trees for me any more in the world. I knew where the flowers grew +under them, and where the ferns were greenest, and it was as much home +to me as my own house. They grew on the side of a hill, and the sun +always shone through the tops of the trees as it went down, while below +it was all in shadow--and I had been there with so many dear friends +who have died, or who are very far away. I told Miss Cynthia, what I +never had told anybody else, that I loved those trees so much that I +went over the hill on the frozen snow to see them one sunny winter +afternoon, to say good-by, as if I were sure they could hear me, and +looked back again and again, as I came away, to be sure I should +remember how they looked. And it seemed as if they knew as well as I +that it was the last time, and they were going to be cut down. It was +a Sunday afternoon, and I was all alone, and the farewell was a reality +and a sad thing to me. It was saying good-by to a great deal besides +the pines themselves. + + +We stopped a while in the little garden, where Miss Cynthia gave me +some magnificent big marigolds to put away for seed, and was much +pleased because I was so delighted with her flowers. It was a gorgeous +little garden to look at, with its red poppies, and blue larkspur, and +yellow marigolds, and old-fashioned sweet, stray things,--all growing +together in a tangle of which my friend seemed ashamed. She told me +that it looked as orderly as could be, until the things begun to grow +so fast she couldn't do any thing with 'em. She was very proud of one +little pink-and-white verbena which somebody had given her. It was not +growing very well; but it had not disappointed her about blooming. + +Georgie had come back from his ramble some time before. He had cracked +the lobster which Miss Hannah had promptly put on to boil, and I saw +the old gray cat having a capital lunch off the shells; while the horse +looked meeker than ever, with his headstall thrown back on his +shoulders, eating his supper of hay by the fence; for Miss Hannah was a +hospitable soul. She was tramping about in the house, getting supper, +and we went in to find the table already pulled out into the floor. So +Miss Cynthia hastened to set it. I could see she was very much ashamed +of having been gone so long. Neither of us knew it was so late. But +Miss Hannah said it didn't make a mite o' difference, there was next to +nothing to do, and looked at me with a little smile, which said, "You +see how it is. I'm the one who has faculty, and I favour her." + +I was very hungry; and, though it was not yet six, it seemed a whole +day since dinner-time. Miss Hannah made many apologies; and said, if I +had only set a day, she would have had things as they ought to be. But +it was a very good supper and she knew it! She didn't know but I was +tired o' lobsters. And when I had eaten two of the biscuits, and had +begun an attack on the hot gingerbread, she said humbly that she didn't +know when she had had such bad luck, though Georgie and I were both +satisfied. He did not speak more than once or twice during the meal. +I do not think he was afraid of me, for we had had many a lunch +together when he had taken me out fishing; but this was an occasion, +and there was at first the least possible restraint over all the +company, though I'm glad to say it soon vanished. We had two kinds of +preserves, and some honey besides, and there was a pie with a pale, +smooth crust, and three cuts in the top. It looked like a very good +pie of its kind; but one can't eat every thing, though one does one's +best. And we had big cups of tea; and, though Miss Hannah supposed I +had never eaten with any thing but silver forks before, it happened +luckily that I had, and we were very merry indeed. Miss Hannah told us +several stories of the time she kept school, and gave us some +reminiscences of her life at the Port; and Miss Cynthia looked at me as +if she had heard them before, and wished to say, "I know she's having a +good time." I think Miss Cynthia felt, after we were out in the woods, +as if I were her company, and she was responsible for me. + +I thanked them heartily when I came away, for I had had such a pleasant +time. Miss Cynthia picked me a huge nosegay of her flowers, and +whispered that she hoped I wouldn't forget about lending her the book. +Poor woman! she was so young,--only a girl yet, in spite of her having +lived more than fifty years in that plain, dull home of hers, in spite +of her faded face and her grayish hair. We came away in the rattling +wagon. Georgie sat up in his place with a steady hand on the reins, +and keeping a careful lookout ahead, as if he were steering a boat +through a rough sea. + +We passed the house were the auction had been, and it was all shut up. +The cat sat on the doorstep waiting patiently, and I felt very sorry +for her; but Georgie said there were neighbours not far off, and she +was a master hand for squirrels. I was glad to get sight of the sea +again, and to smell the first stray whiff of salt air that blew in to +meet us as we crossed the marshes. I think the life in me must be next +of kin to the life of the sea, for it is drawn toward it strangely, as +a little drop of quicksilver grows uneasy just out of reach of a +greater one. + +"Good-night, Georgie!" said I; and he nodded his head a little as he +drove away to take the horse home. "Much obliged to you for my ride," +said he, and I knew in a minute that his father or one of the aunts had +cautioned him not to forget to make his acknowledgments. He had told +me on the way down that he had baited his nets all ready to set that +evening. I knew he was in a hurry to go out, and it was not long +before I saw his boat pushing off. It was after eight o'clock, and the +moon was coming up pale and white out of the sea, while the west was +still bright after the clear sunset. + +I have a little model of a fishing dory that Georgie made for me, with +its sprit-sail and killick and painter and oars and gaff all cleverly +cut with the clumsiest of jackknives. I care a great deal for the +little boat; and I gave him a better knife before I came away, to +remember me by; but I am afraid its shininess and trig shape may have +seemed a trifle unmanly to him. His father's had been sharpened on the +beach-stones to clean many a fish, and it was notched and dingy; but +this would cut; there was no doubt about that. I hope Georgie was +sorry when we said good-by. I'm sure I was. + +A solemn, careful, contented young life, with none of the playfulness +or childishness that belong to it,--this is my little fisherman, whose +memory already fades of whatever tenderness his dead mother may have +given him. But he is lucky in this, that he has found his work and +likes it; and so I say, "May the sea prove kind to him! and may he find +the Friend those other fishermen found, who were mending their nets on +the shores of Galilee! and may he make the harbour of heaven by and by +after a stormy voyage or a quiet one, whichever pleases God!" + + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + + +HOW LILY GOT THE CAT. + +When the twins were about as big as last year's chickens, they had the +measles. + +It was in the month of May, and there was a great deal to be done just +then. + +There was Celestia's flower-bed to dig into; there were Mary's chickens +to kiss to death, and Aunt Ann's bowls of starch and gravy to upset. +And in the shop there was the cinnamon-jar to be filled up with Scotch +snuff, and the cream of tartar to mix with the soda, and the molasses +to be set running. + +Besides these, there were a great many dry wells to be dug in the yard, +and brick-paint to be pounded, and the gate to be pulled off its +hinges, and as many more pieces of mischief as there were minutes in a +day. + +It was Davie who had all these things to do, though. Lily, sweet +little blossom, only followed around after him and said "Yes." + +But as for Davie, he would willingly have done everybody's work all +over the city, from the President of the University, wearing his +four-cornered hat on Commencement Day, down to the charcoal man who +went by a great many times a day making the prettiest noise you ever +heard, and looking as though he were having the best time in the world, +with nobody to worry him about washing his face or keeping his clothes +clean. + +But the mischief had to wait now; for the twins were lying in the +cradle all day long, with their faces as red as poppies, and their poor +little eyes shut up and swollen. + +"It is as good as a poor play to see how beautifully the measles have +come out. Davie and Lily will get along all right now, as sure as A is +apple-dumpling, only we must see to it that they don't take any cold," +said Aunt Ann, giving them a good drink of thoroughwort, and then +hurrying off to attend to the duties of the shop, with her glasses in +her hand and a pair of scissors dangling at her side by a long green +braid. + +It didn't seem much like a poor play, or any kind of a play, though to +the twins to lie there in a bed of nettles with their eyes full of hot +cotton and their throats full of pepper, and the air full of people +making up dreadful faces at them, all with sore eyes and horrid red +noses. + +So there they lay in the cradle while a blue-bottle-fly buzzed shrilly +from a dark corner where a fat gray spider had tied him up by his feet +and was sharpening her bill ready to make chops of him. + +The milkman whopped at the back gate; the cracked school-bell around +the corner rang out long and loud; somewhere a carpenter was pounding +stroke upon stroke; and, as a background, beneath all came up the heavy +grinding roll of wheels and the clashing beat of hoofs upon the rough +pavement. + +The tall brass clock ticked and ticked and held up its hands in solemn +surprise at finding it was only ten o'clock after all. Why! it seemed +already as long as a whole day since the bell on the First Baptist +church had struck nine. + +Then Lily began to cry with a gentle little noise, about as though a +humming-bird was fluttering his wings against the cup of a +trumpet-flower. + +"What is the matter, Lily?" asked Davie, feebly. "What you crying for?" + +What was the _matter_? What _wasn't_ the matter, one would think! + +But Lily only whimpered, "I want the cat." + +"I'll get her for you, Lily," said Davie, trying to fumble his blind +way out of the cradle and start in search of her. + +Fortunately for the ending of the story, somebody was in the room and +was ready to pick Davie up when his weak little legs suddenly doubled +up like a pocket-knife and dropped him on the nursery floor. So, +though Lily did not get the cat, neither did Davie get, what Aunt Ann +called "his death o' cold." + +In due time, the measles turned and went their way wandering off around +after other children, one generation and then another. Lily's cat +lived out her nine lives and then turned into sage and catnip in the +back garden. + +And now, after a long, long while, Davie and Lily have a birthday. Not +the next one, nor the second, nor the third, nor, if the truth must be +told, the fiftieth. But a birthday that came running to meet them with +glasses on and a flourishing of the almond-tree. + +This time the twins' birthday is not kept in the gray old mansion, with +the shop below and the garden behind, where Aunt Ann rattled her keys +and lived out her bustling life. Nor does Aunt Ann come to help keep +it. Her hands have long been folded in quiet rest; and it is years, +too, since Mary and Celestia went where the shining is brighter than +the sunlight and softer than the moon. + +But the twins are not alone. Bless you! I should think not! First, +here is Amy Starbird, with a pair of pictures she has painted from the +very paint-box Davie gave her on her own last birthday. And here is +Amy's daughter Rose, with twin marble babies tucked up in a marble crib +on top of a marble match box; and Rose, all this time, is Davie's +daughter as well as Amy's. + +And here is a bright bevy of boys and girls, some of them with Lily's +blue eyes and Lily's fair hair, each bringing some double gift for +their mother and Uncle Davie. + +There are pairs of wristings and pairs of neckties, books in two +volumes, and double-frosted cakes; there is a pair of china slippers +with a pair of babies on the toes; there is a crystal vase held up by +two crystal swans, and a vase of silver in the form of a chariot drawn +by two doves; for everything must be in pairs for the birthday of the +twins. + +Then, last of all, Davie gave to Lily a covered box, and when she +opened it she saw within an exquisitely embroidered velvet pen-wiper, +with a beautiful tortoise-shell cat lying upon it, and, playfully +jumping over her back, were two of the most charming tortoise-shell +kittens ever seen. + +The mother-cat had around her neck a blue ribbon, and on the ribbon was +written these words,-- + +"Here is your cat, Lily,--after fifty years." + + +FRANCES LEE. + + + +[Illustration: decoration] + + + +WILLIAM NICHOLSON AND SONS, PRINTERS, WAKEFIELD. + + + + +VICTORIA SERIES. + +"These volumes afford excellent reading for young persons. 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